A lot of employers will not pay young people superannuation if they think they can get away with it, as a young person may not know their entitlements, they might not even get paid in full. (Female employers are the worst offenders) and what is wrong with secondary education – all that kind of thing should be taught in yr10, stuff about Super, Holiday pay, minimum wage, overtime. I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS INFORMATION IS NOT TAUGHT IN SCHOOLS I CAN’T BELEIVE IT. Not to mention a fashion designer I onc Life Stories P5 Front rockery, early stages at Rangari 2. Back rockery in Winter at Rangari 3. A few of my Fabric Designs 1. All my hard work of “boulder collecting” stolen and wasted I went and collected all those rocks from down the paddock, it took quite some effort I can tell you. In the end the most effective way was tying a rope around the rock (in fact I ended up using a horse hey bail net – turned out to be the strongest piece of rope I had) then drag the rock behind my little Daewoo, up the paddock into the yard. I went through a lot of ropes before I found the netting worked, although I did have to throw it out after the last one, it had HAD it! I believe there is a wire rope you can purchase, which may have been better, but since I didn’t have any money, using what I had was the only option. I really miss this rockery, and it just would’ve looked spectacular by now, 5 years later - the whole wall would’ve been covered in climbing roses and creeping fig, plus the 15 Melaleucas would be all bunched up along the bottom under the window and along the whole front, flowering madly. And then the pig face in front of them, when all in flower, in spring, it would’ve been a knockout. I would have collected all that seed by now, to add to my shop collection, and they were 15 unusual varieties of melaleucas. I find nurseries often only have one or two varieties of each species. I mean take the ‘Kings Park’ Callistemon for example, I think there was one big wholesale nursery who must’ve made up about 1 billion of those cuttings, and everywhere you go (in my experience) where ever I’ve lived, you can always see a ‘Kings Park’ Callistamon! So there is definitely a lack of diversity in Australian nurseries, and that’s why my nursery is important - but chop chop chop, typical bloody bullies bulldozing their way over the little people. I did move that white Jasmine, around to the front Veranda. I figured the wall would just be better all green with the three climbing roses and the creeping fig. When I relocated, I took my grey water irrigation with me, little did I know, I would not be able to take it up to QLD on the truck, so that was a waste. Maybe there would have been a chance that the new tenant would’ve used it, and so all those plants would have that additional water, being so closely planted they would need the additional water to survive. Although, a tenant in there, probably wouldn’t use green washing powder, so they probably all would’ve died anyway with an elcheapo washing powder. You know, up until David and Brendan sold ‘my house’, they were by far the best landlords I’ve ever had, including since then too. (aside from the reasons previously discussed on this blog ) But, mainly being because, they didn’t really give a toss about the house, it just came with the land, which is what they were interested in, and indeed before me, they had left the house vacant, it had been vacant since David’s dad died 10yrs prior, and they only rented it, as I was friends with their neighbour. So, I was pretty much left to my own devices, free to do exactly what I wished around the place, plus both were always busy. It is my experience, that a landlord who isn’t a busy person, makes a bad landlord. Interfering Medalling Mary’s!! So, the less contact, the longer the tenancy; win win for both. My latest realtor at Sarina, could well take this advice. 4. English class in high school I want to talk about my English class in Secondary education (high school). In English we used to sit there for hrs each year, while the teacher droned on and on, I really have no memories of English class or what we did, except I recall once we did a Shakespeare play, and we had turns around the class to read a paragraph each, I clearly remember it, because when it was about to be my turn, I got all panicky and nervous about reading in public, I would skip ahead and read my paragraph to myself, to practice and so I knew what I would be talking about. Public speaking is just not my thing, I really hate it, -at least I didn’t have to stand up in front of everyone, we could just do it sitting at our desks. It would’ve been worse too if we had to memorise it and speak, as I tend to forget everything once I am standing in front of people like that, I freeze totally, my mind goes blank (it’s a problem that should have been addressed at some point in my schooling while my mind was developing, another example of failed teaching practices in Australia, as apparently this is a common thing). So, the fact I could remember this particular class so well was because I was stimulated, meaning for all the other English classes, we were all under-stimulated. Dep of Education – take note. Creative and harmless ways to stimulate kids thank you very much. As a side story, I was not that good at English anyway – whatever English really was, still a little unsure what the point of it was. But I had my mother on my back about it “go and see your teacher and ask her what you can do to improve yourself”, she was so persistent that eventually I went to the teacher in her staff room (beginning of year 12), and the teacher was so delighted that someone had taken an interest in the subject, that she did actually help me greatly, she gave me information about how to write an essay. I don’t know if she had covered this in class and I missed it? But I learnt that there’s actually a very good technique in writing an essay; you know you start with the introduction of the subject that you will be talking about, then you write 3 or 4 paragraphs about the subject, and then you conclude with a little summary paragraph of the subject. (this will keep your essay making sense and easy to read) so I was pleased I went and saw her. So, this particular teacher so happened to have twins - 2 girls about our age. I was really curious about this twin factor, as I had not known any twins. So, my mission from then on in English class was to get her to talk about her twins, which to me would be far more interesting than whatever she was droning on about. She loved talking about her kids, like a mother does, and so basically for the rest of that year, all we did in English (much to the dismay of some of my fellow classmates!!) was listen to her stories about her twins!! It was fantastic, and, in my mind, this should be the point of English – peoples stories. (My marks indeed went up from that point forward – don’t worry at HSC time, they went back down to normal average!!) BTW, there are certain acting methods and exercises that should be done in primary schools to allow kids to learn to express themselves particularly in front of other people. And, why Communication is not taught in English, IS BEYOND COMPREHENSION. And don’t you teachers complain that kids are disrespectful –well der, you have to actually teach them how to be respectful, teach them how to listen, how to be interested in life – this does not come naturally to people, kids especially are selfish and in ID (ego) mode. Unfortunatly some people never grow up. Cherrie. (They must be up to the Argentine Tango phase of their marriage ! lol) And what is the point of cursive handwriting? -please, communication must be done as easy and clear has possible, clear standard handwriting only thanks!! This is not the last century any more, awake with the times. I recently heard a woman talking about her consultancy work, with leaders in the workplace, after the interview, I gathered the message was: the most important thing you have to do in your life is learn how to communicate. Ofcourse I agree, have mentioned it on my blog, I think it should be a class unto itself. And in fact, it's the most important thing you can give to your children, because teachers don't seem to do it, because it is difficult: you have to sit down with your kids and have difficult conversations. Teenagers particularly hate talking whole conversations, they hate talking about difficult things. So, if you can teach them how to do this, then you'll be setting your kids up for success: they will be successful at whatever they do. I thought back to my communication skills, and remembered something my mother did in year six: the teacher set us “lecturettes”. So, mum helped me with my lecturette, because I was completely at a loss, of course. The topic was “Lettuce”, probably mum chose it because she was a total health nut (diet was very important!). So, my lecturette was about how good lettuce is! My ending line that mum came up with was “so lettuce all eat lettuce!” lol such a typical mum joke. So, mum went through this lecturette with me many times, so I would know how to speak with emotion and expression, so I wouldn't be monotone and boring, unlike what a shy child would naturally do. She gave me confidence. I did not have to memorize it; she gave me cards with key points. She knew what she was doing. I made everyone in the class want to eat lettuce! It definitely worked; I got a big A+ from the teacher. So, I learned to how to speak in front of people. Not really sure that I really have ever liked speaking in front of people, and in different situations, it is well, different, not all audiences are as likeable as my primary school class! But, got to say, I know how to do it- because of mums good interference in sixth class. I do recall later in year 9 I think it was, we had to put on a little skit, a small play in front of the class, in English. I had this little scene with one other girl, and we had rehearsed until we knew our lines by heart. My friend who I was rehearsing with, was completely lazy, and she didn't want to rehearse and learn her lines, but I insisted, and helped her, so we rehearsed and rehearsed until we got it down to perfection. When it was our turn to perform, in front of the class; guess what, complete stage fright - like, I could not remember ANY of my lines, the whole thing was a total disaster, well, my part was, but the teacher at the end, starts rewarding my friend, "oh she knew all her lines, what a good memory she has and how diligent she is, taking the whole thing so seriously by learning all her lines" - she was making a point of saying how hopeless I was, by praising my friend. Albeit true, but I couldn't believe it, because my friend wouldn't have done it without me - I was the one who made it all happen, - (I guess it must be the same for producers and directors; who've put together an outstanding movie or play, and then to see the actors getting all the credit !!) lol Actually, I noticed my friend in other areas of her life, she's exactly the same; if she's not 'egged' on or if it's not a competition, she won't do it. So that English teacher was the same English teacher who went on 2 yrs later, to do the "twin stories"! - Looking back on my life, this is so typical; so many good things that come about for me personally, usually comes about out of guilt, because women muck up all the time, they can't help themselves. Typical tyrannical Australian Nazisbitches. Think women think! – even smart ones like teachers, still have to constantly think about their choices. Well, passive aggressive at any rate. 5. Criminal vigilantes picking on gardeners who grow exotic plants There appears to be an element of stupidity in the plant world, in areas like: Quarantine, Plants societies like Australian National Botanic Gardens, Parks Australia, Australian Native Plant Society, and weed decision maker departments, I guess that would be the Department of Agriculture (meant to be the Department of agriculture). Within these groups, there are some, I guess, who have been named “purist” out there who believe only indigenous plants to the area should be grown, which in my opinion is just ridiculous, it’s like saying you cannot grow that bottlebrush in your garden because it’s not native to that area, it it’s only found in Western Australia, so only if you live in Western Australia, and in that particular region, can you grow this- and the list goes on of course, there are dozens of beautiful native ornamentals that people grow in their gardens. Those so-called Purists, are trying to inflict themselves on the community in various ways like through Facebook, they attack online nurseries, particularly the small ones, they try to close nurseries down that sell exotics (and do close them down with false accusations of selling noxious weeds), and there seems to be vigilantes out there in the community who are ready to rip out peoples plants from their garden if they’re not indigenous. These people need to be severely fined, there’s no laws against growing most plants (there is a list of plants that is advised you shouldn’t grow in certain areas of Australia, there’s also another list that you definitely are not allowed to grow, because it affects agriculture), most people are responsible and would wish to comply with these lists, we all love this country including its unique flora, but on the whole, it is none of your business what other people grow in their gardens, deal with it: NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. And of course, this vigilante behaviour most definitely extends to exotic plants. I’ve had many exotic plants that aren’t a weed threat, stolen by vigilantes’ members from one of the groups I’ve mentioned above as well as confiscated in the post either by Australian quarantine or a vigilante posing as Australian quarantine these are the kind of disgraceful criminal tactics these people are using. Eucalyptus kruseana, native to Kalgoorlie, Western Australia Argyranthemum frutescens - Marguerite Daisy, native to the Canary Islands (part of Spain) Both doing very well in my NSW Garden, both far from being a weed threat 6. Culmination of thought, Wilful story I remember as a very young child listening to Elvis Presley Hound Dog song, there is a line in it “well you ain’t never caught a rabbit and you ain’t no friend of mine” Got me thinking how I, as a 4yr old, could catch one of those rabbits, not reading the true meaning of the line. -but I knew where all the rabbits were- we lived on a farm, and there was a place that was full of hundreds of rabbits, this was before the introduction of those two bates that kill them) I resolved myself to thinking it is a good thing I had no intentions of being friends with Elvis Presley because I could not catch a rabbit! Anyway, on the farm at Rangari I had cats, and every now and again my cat Mia would kill a rabbit, and I was walking down to the mail early one morning and there was a fresh kill, still had steam coming off it, I thought it might have been a fox and I’ve scared it off, so I’ll just leave it, as a fox may return after I’ve gone. Then on my way back the rabbit was still there, so I decided I’ll take it up to the cats, cut it up for them. As I was cutting up this rabbit, skinning it, the flesh looked quite delicious, I thought, if this rabbit hadn’t been on the ground with dirt, I would think it would be quite tasty. So, then I thought, well if I hit one in the car, which had happened once before, -they get dazed by the headlights, I’ll go back and get it. So, it would’ve been less than a week later, I hit a rabbit in the headlights, I remembered my plan, so went back to get it. It had been hit by the car in such a way that it was already skinned and gutted! I believe I had the opportunity to try rabbit because of the combination of thought I had; it was my plan to try it. And that’s how ‘will’ works, it is very powerful, sometimes you just have to think something, and it can come true, you don’t even have to do anything. Having said that when I bought that dead kill up to my cats, my little Mia was so happy, she was purring 100miles an hour, so loudly too! and I’m thinking to myself well maybe this is Mia’s little plan, she knew I’d walk down to the mail, so she caught it, and left it there in hopes that I would bring it back up and cut it up, because it’s not something she can easily do! God bless my little smarty-pants, Mia. 7. NEGS - The Source of all many problems I have moved to a new location, and am trying to start a Sewing Alteration business. On the weekend I took some skirts over to MPB, that I had hemmed for a customer and while I was parked, before I had dropped them off, some saboteur had broken into the car, dishevelled all my beautifully hung and ironed skirts, and put a big yellow mark on one of them, it was total sabotage - they also ripped down my flyers that I’d hung up around various spots at MPB. So, along with the stealing, this kind of sabotage happens to me frequently and has done so over the past 20 years, and I’ve just come to the realisation of who it most likely is, as I’ve just seen her again now in Gin Gin, - this is the 9th time I have seen her in various locations across Australia, she literally is stalking me - one of my house mistresses from when I was at school, Miss Goldman -I was targeted by her some, she was kind of obsessed with me, due to an incident that happened in year 7. And since leaving school, it will be no coincidence that I have seen her no less than nine times in different states (Melbourne, 3 times, Sydney once, Port Douglas once, the Central Coast twice, in Gunnedah and now in Gin Gin, and I only noticed by fluke, because I usually don’t notice people too much, so there could be many other times, I often feel like I’m being followed and harassed by the same group of people) so I think she may be stalking me big time, her name was Miss Goldman, it may be Kathy or something (I didn’t really pay much attention to the house Mistresses (I suspect therein lies the problem, those types love to be ‘adored’ by the little girls, but I am healthy, and have common-sense, so, no, adoration.) I don’t recall her ever stealing from anyone at school, so I would be surprised if this is her, but the harassment and sabotage I will definitely put it down to her, I would say ‘persecution’ is a fair word- she seems to be surrounded by young women I’m thinking she is most likely gay and perhaps those young girls are the thieves?, as ’ve had about $10,000 worth of items stolen from me over the past 15years (I assumed it was my next door neighbour at Rangari, Heath Barwick, (I know he is guilty) but actually once when I saw Cathy Goldman at the airport in Melbourne, when there was a stopover at Sydney and Heath Barwick was there, so maybe those two are in cahoots together ? how weird). I had major saboteur problems at RMIT when I was there, with her and her young accomplices, what she does is goes to the neighbours of where I am and yells out from the neighbours in an abusive harassment manner, things like “ooh the queen has arrived” when I walk up from the carpark, also I believe she has well connected friends that she would actually send into the classroom and harass me, I’m not sure how that would work they seem to be relaxed on who attends class at RMIT? And also in Melbourne my cat was kidnapped for 3 months, I believe she may have been responsible as I saw her at the house where it was last seen, then again at the airport when I was leaving, she yelled sorry from afar. She’s basically a psycho, I’ve decided, and I have mentioned her to the police. (At the school, NEGS, Armidale, they pick and choose their teachers for the classroom well, but they don’t pick and choose all the other staff at the school, as they should. I will definitely go so far as to say Cathy Goldman was a paedophile in a strange female way). Emily Bieman - graduated 1991, – no comment from the school about this situation, or the other abusive situations that happened at that school. (only a stupid or naive manipulated mother would send their child to a boarding school. NO ONE ELSE is going to look after your kids, wake up.) I want to add, when I saw her in Port Douglas from the Dain Tree train, I think she may have been with at least 2 train carriage load full of girls, all people I have known in my past – and co conspiring like that, behind my back is just another form of bullying. 8. Short blonde girl who steals from me That same short/blond haired girl that steals from me at Bunnings/Harvey Norman/Coles/Darryl Lee and God knows how many other places, tried to steal my (MY) silver bow at Coles (yrs ago now). This is one of those girls that ends up getting beaten by their husbands, she literally is begging for it due to her ‘childish naughty’ and incessant ways. I hope she gets what’s she’s asking for. And if I ever see you girl; run girl run. This photo story has been up for quite a while, and I think I should add to it, because there was actually more to this story. I mean the way she tried to steal it, it was a big set up at Coles; when I went there at 7 o’clock in the morning (my usual shopping time, and I only go shopping every two months or so). That morning that I went there, at checkout they had installed huge white metal detectors that you have to walk through, and so when I walked through with my bag at check out, (with my new bow on it) it sounded the alarm - it was really loud. I know that they set those metal detectors up, purely because of my bow, and the fact that it would go off (I had only just put it on my bag the day before, but I had had the Bow for years, it was mums, part of a belt she gave me, I removed the bow and attached on to my leather bag) – see dogs) And as if Coles needs metal detectors! They definitely took them down the next time I was there. This is the kind of persecution that I have to endure on a regular basis when I go out by stupid blondes. Coles let her do it, she is in cahoots with the people who work at Coles, because they were quite happy to go along her and those with metal detectors. That short blonde girl belongs in JAIL. In jail. {along with her cahoot companions – and there are 1000’s of them} I told Woolworths these antics that Coles get up to, and why they should start doing home deliveries, they did! Woolworths had heard enough, and said that they’ll do home delivery for me no problem (and Woolworths home delivery was 70 km away) so hooray for Woolworths. But isn’t it extraordinary how people are so willing to go along with a blonde bimbo persecutor? I think that short blonde girl must have brainwashing abilities, because who in their right mind would do something like that, at such an expense? Someone told me that they found out who that girl was (because of my BLOG) and they have stopped her, indeed I haven’t seen her, and believe that she does live in Gunnedah, which is over 500km away. But I did see someone try to manipulate the woman at Gin Gin fabric shop last year in exactly the same manner, to sabotage me, (they stole my Janome sewing machine), plus, I think I saw her at Mitre 10 in Sarina, trying to steal from me. It’s NEGS girl related?? I still have to get all my shopping online – they still antagonize me, even if I shop To Boot – they put dogs in the car park. But I don’t mind shopping online, comfort of the couch. I still have my ‘bow’ on my bag. If only I had started wearing my body cam back then – she would be dead by now. 9. Dog Army Of One Stupid Short Blonde Girl I’ve had another memory about that short blonde girl, and I think she stems from when I used to work at Enmore in Grave Attire, there was a girl half responsible for aiding the process of closing that shop down, and if that was her, I think she might be radio related or perhaps she even worked at Witchery, later someone implied that she couldn’t but help close down any other business that was a competitor to hers? A sabotager. (But more likely to be ABC radio related – government run radio station) this photostory was deleted, I had to rewrite it, so I am thinking hitting the nail on the head with this one. I’m pretty sure I also later heard that stupid short blonde girl at the Gin Gin doctors when I was there about my collapsed arch , I was standing on one foot, talking to the receptionists, and that girl was at the door, ready to take off at any moment should I have my camera out, she was going “oh the poor girl she’s got a sore foot” in that sarcastic bitchy voice, by the time I turned around she was gone. And also, that particular voice, I’m sure, when I put in one of my complaints to a government department about the Bundaberg mental health unit, I’m pretty sure they put me through to that bloody girl. Same bitchy sarcastic voice with no respect for me AT ALL. Talk about single white female problems. And how does this girl get away with destroying someone’s career? I wrote a story about this government creating dog armies to fight its people. This is exactly that situation, dog army of one stupid short blonde girl. You know I’m actually not prejudice against blondes, and specifically I do not think blondes are inferior in anyway when it comes to brain capacity, and they are not more sexually promiscuous. I’ve known some extraordinarily smart blondes, but this particular girl happens to have blonde hair, - stand out features, distinguishing feature, short, blonde. And she’s been a huge nemesis, well though, she seems to have had no motivation in being one, therefore I can only assume she has mental health issues, or is somebody else’s personal ‘weapon’ (or ‘tool’, as in she is being used, and too stupid to realize it.) This is someone who really does have mental here healthy issues (!) and look how she works; she’s quiet she’s sneaky, she doesn’t disturb the whole public, and that’s how she gets away with it. Well guess what, to me, she’s a total nuisance - so go get her. 10. Girl getting families to harass me and steal via the neighbours places I feel I need to do a special warning for this one. Apparently it was this photo story that was the most offensive one I had ever written. I wrote it when I was extremely angry and fed up with it. You need to bare in mind when reading this, this harassment behaviour has been going on for many years, at least 20. For many years I have done nothing about it, I felt that I could not do anything about it, and after I wrote this, I had pretty much no problems of this sort from that particular house. Although I wouldn’t go so far as to say it has stopped altogether there has been times since, that I have similar problems from other houses in the street. But nothing near what it was like before I wrote this particular little photo story. So, if anyone asks me to remove this story, because it’s too offensive - absolutely no way! (And I think it is same girl repeatedly who is doing it. So there appears to be some nasty dog who goes and gets different people / families and puts them in the house next door and these people harass me verbally by yelling out, they play recorded nuisance sounds, and usually they steal from me. This has happened continuously over several months, although it’s intermittent, it seems, come the end of the week, and they just up and go home - not sure what the trigger is for that to happen - if you know, PLEASE ADVISE. So could that fucking family please fuck off, leave me alone, STOP HARRASING ME. And that nasty girl who goes and gets them - you are going to get cancer and die. (At the moment they seem to be staying at no ֎, before it was no ֎, before that no ֎, Kookaburra Park) But it is not a kookaburra park thing, same thing happened when I lived in Gunnedah, in town and on the farm, and in Melbourne. I clearly remember one specific girl from the horticulture course that I did, who was yelling out from the house next door in Henry Street, we didn’t know those neighbours very well, but that girl from the Tafe has got a very specific voice, I have no idea why she was yelling at me over the fence and then took off in a car? I also clearly remember another woman, a past landlord yelling out from the empty house across on the other side of the road, Ivan’s old empty house - sounded like Karen Cull to me, but I couldn’t be sure. Many other times and people over the years, and I think the ones at kookaburra Park houses, were people from Facebook? (That was before I was ban) So a definite problem with the people that cross my path harassing me from the neighbours; it’s like, at those times, I develop a little repetitive song in my head, it goes; fuck off fuck off fuck off and fuck off. Oh, I think that girl who goes and gets them, is the stupid bully girl who talks to me on the phone, who thinks she is special, she is not – I hope she gets cancer and dies – you thieving bitch – even if you pay up, you still need to be prepared for hell. I also think she is the girl who answered the phone when I called QLD services to make a complaint about Bundaberg mental health services – she was completely rude, condescending, sarcastic, just a total bitch who reminds me of the bitches who harass me from my neighbours – WHAT IS WRONG WITH BIMBOS IN THIS COUNTRY? fuck off all woman all the time – why do I need to spell this out, what are you all leeches?? As I mentioned before, the harassment stopped after I wrote about it (another reason why my blog is so important for me personally, aside from the fact that I find bullies will often deny that they’ve been a bully, so it’s important for me to describe what they do, as in ‘deny all you want’ but here it is in writing of what you’ve done’. Also, as of late, when I say harassment from the house across the road has stopped; but whenever someone leaves that house in their big loud Revy car (I do wonder why they don’t get normal unrevvy car that doesn’t consume large volumes of petrol, its like they want everyone to hear them) whenever they do, in the morning (no set time), there’s a car that seems to drive past in front of my house on the HWY, and bangs, they do one loud bang, happens on a daily basis when the neighbours car leaves. It’s a little odd because who cares whether the neighbours leave your stay? why does someone on the highway (or maybe at a house who situated by the highway just up from me) care enough to make loud bang noise ?? I don’t know, it’s all a bit of a mystery to me, that’s why I’m writing about it in the hope that it may stop too. I think before with the verbal harassment, it was kind of loud, and a lot of people can witness it, and so it has stopped, however this is not so loud and notable, like it’s only if you’re here every day seeing and listening and hearing what goes on, would you notice this pattern; they are sneaky and manipulative, dishonest and most likely the thieves I have been talking about. I have since moved again, and I think after reading this story on my blog, some of the neighbours here, 3 of them actually, ones across the rd, one up the hill and the maybe the woman just down a bit, in my complex - have copied those past neighbours, (see, surrounded by stupid copycats), at any rate, again there is a big commotion on a daily morning basis with cars leaving simultaneously and phones ringing. Actually, not daily, as there would be other people come to watch the spectacle, so, it is randomly frequently. Those people, who never actually ever confront me, means I can’t ever tell them to get fucked. The woman who lives up the hill is the worst – she has major problems. Mind you own business you stupid dog. 11. Gunnedah Squash Courts, the real reason it remains vacant for the last 30yrs The old Gunnedah Squash Courts; 15 Warrabungle St, Gunnedah The Gunnedah squash courts have been vacant for near 30 years. The real reason they were closed down, in my opinion, is because the people who used to play squash, back in the day, formed strong alliances, they were the ‘common people’ and they could ban together to make demands. The ‘powers that be’ in Gunnedah (Gunnedah council bitches), recognized this as a problem, and so, by sneaky means and tactics, it was shut down, and something like this, is not encouraged in Gunnedah, so ‘the powers that be’, can be ‘the powers that be’. Later, the ‘powers that be’, told me it was not for that reason at all; it was because some of the married people who attended, without their partners, hooked up with other ‘unsupervised’ naughty people! Probably also true. But I do not see why this indiscretion should affect everyones turn at playing a recreational healthy sport like squash. Don’t be so prudish! Only a truly uptight neurotic, stupid bunch of ‘pearl wearing’ women, would do that – if you can’t keep your husband on a leash, get rid of him, not worth it. 12. School Art Story There were 2 Art teachers, that took over from wonderful Mrs Larkin, when she went off to have a baby (man she was huge!). I think I was in year 11. They were a husband-and-wife team (can’t remember their names) I felt at the time there was something definitely wrong with both of them, I’m not really sure what, I didn’t really know them, except I definitely got a strong sense that there was something slightly off (often typical with ‘artistic’ people) -they were both manipulative with an agender, unlike anyone I had ever encounted at that point (course now, that’s all anybody is like). They had something to do with some of the girls who follow me around later in my 20’s / 30’s, because I saw them in Melbourne following me. At the time in year 11, they were pushing me to do 3unit art, along with a couple of other teachers, and I felt, I really wasn’t that good at art, even though I have a strong sense of observation, my drawing skills are pretty much zero, so I thought it was odd that they were pushing me to do 3unit art (there was never any reason given as to why, there was NEVER any discussions as to after school careers and pathways either). Well, I do have a strong colour sense, and a most definite appreciation and love for the arts, and I do persist with my love of textile design - I sell my designs online (sold quite a few thankyou -until I was ban by STUPID IT dog bitches). I have incorporated my love of colour, rather than a love of drawing into my designs, and I’m very pleased with them, and some of them are absolutely beautiful, see my “Plum Silver Stripes” above )! I have no problems tooting my own horn. I secretly suspect the real reason why they pushed me into 3-unit art was because of my observation skills- they want someone to see their artistic genius! Just typical. Women love showing off to me. Actually, more on that, this has been a 'thing' in life; people wanting to show off to me. And not just artists, but anyone who is good at their craft, their personal skill/ their career, whatever it may be (wide and varied areas). If they can do something really well, then they want me to know about it! I can only assume it's because I can appreciate their skill, and it's nice to show off to someone who can see how good you are! (I remember my favourite episode on 'Malcolm in the Middle'; about the little one Duey, who discovered he liked piano, and went on to play these monumental genius pieces of music all by sound - but his family paid absolutely no attention to him at all). lol People like being validated, and I can do it! Anyway, those 2 art teachers; on one of my year 12 pieces, they kept pushing me to incorporate an artist Michael Leunig, which was very peculiar, especially since I’ve never heard of him or seen any of his cartoons, nor knew anything about politics, but anyway, I didn’t really care too much about anything back then, so I kind of obliged them, whatever. I created this horrible creation, because of it. It was so bad. I feel at certain times in my life, I have been used by such arts people or council people, to put forward political or more like ‘employment opportunities’, using clever cunning evil plans like that those two art teachers, are capable of. Not that I’m opposed to clever thinking, particularly of the artistic avenue, but I don’t appreciate being used, especially if there’s nothing in it for me, and there’s usually not – those types steal, and see nothing wrong with doing it. No empathy at all. Also, I want to mention, I had never done art before that school. In infants and primary public school – NO ART ever! Can you believe that. Although I do recall doing Folk dancing in 3rd class! I certainly had never had any drawing lessons. I did have out of school crafting activities, as my aunt was a Folk-Art teacher, and a creative type. I know when I’ve visited any art gallery or creative festival, or open garden, anything of artistic merit, there is always hordes and hordes of people -it’s a very popular past time, looking at art. I would like to see more art in every-day life too; as in items we buy for our household, like appliances, containers, furniture, stationary items - all things that can be decorated in an artistic manner. You don’t just have to stick to framed art, on the wall. Go on, do a feature wall in a lovely artistic wallpaper! You know, what we got, back then, instead of art in primary school, was quite the opposite. The teachers would encourage kids to be unexpressive, oppressed, and unthinking, so they themselves can have full control and powertrip in the classroom - this was a most definite theme in infants and primary school - in public school, well certainly in Gunnedah, but Gunnedah is a very repressed little town, and I certainly hope it has changed its ways (actually I doubt it, which is why I am writing about it – nothing will ever change unless you bring it into social consciousness). So, art was poo-pooed by the teachers, especially, if I recall, Debbie Croft, who was influential (it just takes 1 bad egg). And when I attended Gunnedah Tafe in 2006, it was still the same with those teachers; totally against anything artistic. Given the amount of art in schools today, that I have witnessed elsewhere (most other schools infact). I really don’t know how back then, and still now in Gunnedah, art could be so ignored and considered unimportant, time wasting and valueless. And furthermore, what truly astounds me, is how some of these academic types of people, ones who are good at maths in particular, often have no concept of really important and obvious things, it’s like they can’t perceive what’s really going on in certain situations. Totally deficient. Dumb infact, when compared to an ‘artistic’ type. It’s like the opposite of what we were taught in primary public school, is true many times. This is my observation of such people who are opposed to art. They stoopid. {oh, I just remembered doing “pet stones” in Limbri school!! – finding a rock, painting it and putting 2 plastic eyes on it! Weird, absurd and ugly!!}. You know, I think this whole anti art thing stems from fear of sensuality? When I was volunteering at the Gunnedah Art Gallery, and had some artwork in there, one of the pieces was an item of clothing, and I had a manikin to display it on, my manikin. But, not only was it removed from the display (probably the same day that I put it, after I had left for the day), but it was vandalised with yellow pens. Totally scribbled on. I believe one of the reasons why it was removed, even though it was a fully clothed mannequin, was because this mannequin pretty much looked like a model. And it was too much for the people of Gunnedah to handle, because it had a sensuality about it. Gunnedah has got some major dysfunctions going on. I also want to mention my HSC story here. Well, first of all I will remind you of Mrs Windeyer in my “My 25m Lap Pool story with winning race story”, about how I won that race, but she said I did not. Now Mrs Windeyer was really old, whether she was manipulated by my competitor, to say I did not win, or possibly some other teacher (like Dr scarf – a dog) who heard my plan, and wanted to thwart it, (I suspect, to be the case) and thus used Mrs Windeyer, as an older woman can be very susceptible to another younger, stronger and healthier, woman’s will. There was another incident involving her at Prep one night; she did seem to “have it out for me” or again, could have been manipulated by a girl in that room, at any rate, definitely something wrong with her, she ought to have been put out to pasture a long time before she retired (another case for bringing the retirement age of woman back to 50). So anyway bare that thwarting story in mind, for the next; I mentioned in one of my stories I think with the English one, that I’m typically an average student, always getting average marks, even if I study a lot, I would often get the same mark by the same teachers. After it was suggested, I do 3-unit art in year12, which took my total units to above what you need to complete the HSC, (the big exam at the end of your school life). I was told that because I have an extra subject now, the subject that I didn’t do very well in at HSC, would be dropped, and would not be counted in the total. It made sense to me. (I was later advised by a retired school teacher, that that’s not actually true? – they do swap and change their rules frequently) and come to think of it, it was other kids who told me this, it was not a teacher, so I do not know. But a lot of the kids said it, it was a standard discussion that I overheard several times. So, I came up with a plan. In my typical efficient way of thinking, and quest of travelling the path of least resistance, I would just not bother studying for my least favourite (biology). That way, I would have more time to study for all the other subjects – ones that would actually be counted. So, one of the subjects, was Home Science, and we were told there are 14 subjects within this subject that you need to know, and may be tested on at HSC, as only 2 of them would be chosen to be tested on the day. So, I obtained a whole lot of past HSC’s, and determined what they would ask us. I took a gamble, there was no way I could learn 14 subjects in depth in that short time, and this Home Science had more to learn and study than ANY of my other subjects (combined), there was a MASS amount of information. Information overload. (I guess except for maths which btw I aced with a 97% score! – but it was not advanced maths, just the everyday common-sense maths). So, I was confident, I could guess the 2 questions – I could be quite savvy should I choose. The day comes, I look at both questions, the first, I was right, the 2nd, wrong! So later that arvo, was the time for the subject that I had written off, biology, and guess what the essay question was – it was the other question I had studied, my 2nd guess! - crossover of subjects. (Alarm bells). So, I aced that part of the exam. You think this might be a good thing, but it was not, as the exam I was meant to do well in and thus count towards total marks, was not great enough, I still came out average in the long run. (See). Now, I am not sure, but as more clarity comes with age, just possibly my plan was overheard, just like that swimming day, and deliberatley sabotaged by a teacher. They like to play God. I smell dogs. I mentioned Dr Scarf above, because, 20 odd years later I went into the local bank, and some woman yelled out ‘sorry’ to me as I was walking by (actually this was really a common thing, woman fuck up so much, and are such evil bullies, that I am constantly hearing apologies as I go from A to B! (you have no idea how much they fuck up) DOGS - I had no idea what they were talking about, but I looked at who said it on that day – and I am fairly certain, there, was Dr Scarf, an old Dr Scarf. (Read my Careers story about her). Btw, this is why you need your family around you, and not a bunch of school staff – they are literally dogs. And, you know, once you realise how they ‘fuck you’ like that, there’s no point in doing it, unless you are a straight A student – they discriminate BIG TIME. The irony is, even if my HSC score reflected the Home Science exam and not the biology, having better marks on my HSC, would not have made any difference to my path after school, as it was already decided that I would go into Fashion. However, it may have made a difference to ‘bragging rights’ and respect within my family and extended family and friends. It’s a thing “what did you get on your HSC?”. I know most people cringe when they hear someone whingeing about how ‘it's not their fault, it's somebody else's fault’, and they think ‘oh she had such opportunities, and many others hasn't had such good opportunities’ - so I just want to say that if you don't whinge about what you think is not right, or has been unfair, or unlawful in your life, then you're allowing it, and giving it permission to happen again, and in the future! Plus if you're someone who tries to stop someone from whingeing about these negative things in life, then as far as I’m concerned, you belong in jail - nothing is ever going to change unless it's brought into consciousness. I definitely am not an advocate of that saying, "you reap what you sow", that philosophy, if you put out good vibes you'll get good vibes back - NO WAY HOZE-AY!! Shit happens in life, no matter how positive you are, or how happy you are, there's always people who are going to try to "get ya", to steal from you, to use you, they just do it. In fact it might be a little bit case of the opposite; the more happy you are, the more likely people are going to want to try to "get ya", out of shear jealous spite. I especially can't stand it when I hear some hippie motherly type women on television trying to be philosophical, and say "oh well stay positive, and your actions will come back to you". Poppycock! Note, 30 years later I could say, oh well some employee is missing out on my "clever and devious" thinking due to dog teachers, but I can't, because I know so many of my ideas are taken and applied by the powers that be and or the dogs; and changes for the better are happening left right and centre, just from mere observational thoughts and writing about my life on this bloody online blog! When I was younger and working, and should have got a mortgage, but failed to do so; not only because the people in my life who should’ve been guiding me, didn’t, (guiding is required for young people), but because I wasn’t really settled, like I was 600km away from anywhere that I felt near comfortable, I was surrounded by people I did not know, and who did not know me, and were pretty much evil. My job seemed, well, I don’t know, perhaps, not comfortable, as in, a mismatch? The community around me was not desirable in any way. Plus, I had never even thought about or discussed with any one what is involved in home ownership. SO BIZARRE. It’s only looking back now where I realised it should’ve been a priority number one and not some remote thought that was never thought of. Anyway 15 years or so later after I had left the ‘rag trade’, when I was in my early 30’s, I realised maybe I should think about housing and whether I should always rent. I did some maths and worked out as long as my rent was around about the $150 mark, and in tow with inflation, then it would be a better option for me to rent rather than take out a mortgage. I did not have the wisdom to factor in other concerns, like; availability, arshole landlords, ‘old age’ relocation physicality problems, rental crisis due to overpopulation and greedy politicians, plus freedom to do what you please around the house without constant intervention and invasion of privacy by arshole rental estate bitches, aswell as what I know now about life - life isn't meant to be lived in a ‘rental’; Over the period of your working years, you accumulate wealth, and with that of course you want to buy luxuries for yourself, but if you live in a rental, there's just many things that you can't purchase, or if you do purchase then you have to take them with you at end of lease time and time again, which is just not practical. I mean how many trucks will you need. I'm talking about normal things, like a bathtub for instance, most rentals don't even have bathtubs, and there's other normal things, like Rangehoods, I have not encountered any rentals that actually have a Rangehood! then of course there's luxury health items like a spa or a sauna. If you're the kind of person who doesn't travel, and would prefer to stay home, then you want your home to be as comfortable as possible, and you want to spend your money on the home environment, but when you rent, you just can't do that, which means you can't LIVE YOUR LIFE FULLY if you have to rent. You lose in life if you rent. You're a victim if you rent. I certainly would encourage people not to have children unless they at the very least are homeowners. Mmmm. At no point infact, of all my time renting up to 2018, was there ANY indication, that I would have EXTREME problems of these, in the future. If only I had of read my blog!! So anyway, I’m thinking somebody may have heard my calculations about the rent and have taken the rental crisis as an opportunity to teach me a lesson, somewhere along the lines of Dr scarf thwarting my plans. Or I sometimes feel like it’s a secret plot by Centrelink staff who tried to rub it in my face “well you should’ve got a good paying job and a mortgage like everyone else”. They have no idea about dogs in the workplace, and major bullying. Stupid centerlink. They have no idea about living in a glass house. I don’t even think they know about the stealing. I’m not sure about centerlink sabotage, but it would definitely be something they would do, and they would have networks big enough to cover the rental apps that I look at, and I know they are vindictive and spiteful enough women. Possibly the rental crisis is so bad now, that I am going into “disbelief” and subconsciously pretending it is not true! Oh its just centerlink pretending there is a housing crisis! mm mm You know, one day at school, we were all ushered into a couple of rooms, and some teacher said “It’s university application day, so do your applications and hand them back to me. I am like what? this was the first I’ve ever heard of university application day, like what am I meant to be applying for -there were literally thousands of courses from multiple unis? It’s like not one of the teachers, not my parents, not the careers counsellor, no one had given me any options of any university courses that I might be able to apply for, beforehand. I can’t begin to explain the incompetence and ineptitude of the adults who surrounded me at this time in my life. Clueless, uncaring and selfish. Why did you want kids? Prepare your child for the future. 13. Revolting craft workshop woman in Western Suburbs, and fake job story, both stolen I went to find this story to add a bit, but it was missing. Now, I had only just done it a few weeks ago, so it is fresh in my mind, I am not sure if microsoft search is suddenly not working, or some hacker has stolen it, but it is definatly not coming up in any of my keyword searches. And there are a lot of keywords in it. I suspect mainly the stories that are stolen from my PC, (and there have been a lot now), have been stolen because they incriminate someone – so obviously this woman, is well known to the powers that be, popular and GUILTY. So, both these stories are about bullies in Sydney. When I lived out on the Western suburbs working at Bonds, back in 1993/4, I decided I should do some after-work craft activities, (this was before I started my 2nd job). I found a workshop, it was silk painting. I recall it was quite difficult getting there. I had to catch two buses and a train. It was a bit ridiculous, and sitting on the bus, I realized I did not know exactly what stop I should get off – I had no Gregoris and there was certainly no google maps back then, but I did encounter a nice man, he said he knew where my destination was, and would help me, I had to go back to his place (a 15 minute walk), where I met his wife briefly, and then we hopped in his car, and he took me to my destination- it was a little odd, but I was definitely grateful to him because I had no idea where I was. This “crafting” woman’s place seemed to be ‘out in the sticks’, it was a big brick house. I told the small group about my journey and getting there, taking about an hour and a half! And also, I would have to leave early so I could catch the last bus back. The woman teaching offered to give me a lift to the back to my place, at 9pm when it ended, because, although it took me 1 ½ hrs to get there, it wasn’t very far from my place - only about 10 minutes by car!! So, I was really pleased about that, I could relax and got on with my silk painting. But then towards the end, when everyone had left, I was still there, and this woman still hadn’t volunteered her previous offer. She was busy cleaning up, and I figured she was just wanting to clean up before she took me home, but then she left and went upstairs, and said that she’s got to start dinner for her family. I’m thinking did she forget that she made the offer to give me a lift - because it was 9 o’clock and I had already missed the last bus, so I didn’t have any choice, but to get a lift from her – or stay there all night. Yikes. So, then her teenage son came down, and he did something with the fire, so there was smoke all in the room, I literally think he was trying to ‘smoke’ me out! What a fucking bitch - having offered to drive me, and then had obviously changed her mind without telling me. I mean had I missed something during the course of the evening?? I don’t recall the workshop being an overly pleasant workshop experience, but not unpleasant, I was happy and content doing my silk painting. I certainly didn’t say or do anything to indicate anything but, I just got on with being creative, that is what I do. I mean I could have compared it to my aunts workshops, later I did – she taught Folk Art, and held workshops in her studio upstairs at her home in Leichardt. Those were very enjoyable – she was good at her craft and good at teaching – some people have a knack. This woman had none, but I was not concerned about that, as I applied my creativity and got on with things, also I was raised to be far more respectful than to mention otherwise. So, after 15 minutes or so, she came back down and realised, that I was not going anywhere, so then she and her daughter, both took me home. It was the most revolting experience; you know women are revolting. So unreliable, so dishonest, so bitchy. Crappy people from the western suburbs. Some women, as in housewives, are just HOPELESS, and should be not out in public ever, let alone teaching a craft. Like I have mentioned on my blog before – most women are clueless about exactly how stupid they are. In retrospect with the whole 1 ½ hr transport issue, it would not have surprised me if some bully girl at Bonds had arranged the whole thing, and it would not surprise me if that woman actually worked at Bonds and herd that I wanted to do a craft workshop, so said, she was a silk painter and charged $100 for a bullshit evening. {A similar thing happened when I was at Rowan Leigh, re a horse workshop, I talk about on my Blog – greedy bimbo women}. Stuff them. I hope that whole family gets cancer and dies. By the way, I said above, this was before I got my 2nd job, I decided I needed a 2nd job as I seemed to not really have enough money, like I could not save any, it all went on bills, mainly rent. So, when I had a second job; now, you’d think I’d have heaps of money wouldn’t you? And considering I didn’t drink, didn’t go out, did not socialize too much, was not on drugs, and had a minimum of appetites, I ought to have been ‘rolling’ in it – but no, minimum wage plus less than, does not buy you ANYTHING in life, certainly nothing in Sydney. Those 10 years I spent down in Sydney, were a total waste. Total waste of my time, my energy with nothing to show for it except a half paid off little cheap imported hatchback of car. It’s bullshit, would be better off to stay unemployed, better for my mental health too! Actually the 1 thing I really got out of those 10 years, is how revolting people are, how much they use you, and bully you, any chance they get – like that is their main aim. The other story happened later, when was living in Hornsby doing temp Nanny and babysitting work. I operated through an agency in St Leonard’s, so this young girl would set up work for me. For the most part it was okay, but this one time, I drove all the way to some house, about 20 minutes away, and when I got there, they said they no longer needed me. So, what waste of a trip, and I could have got other work too that evening. I didn’t ever get any kind of compensation either, I don’t think they thought to do that back then. So, anyway what I remembered distinctly about that FAKE JOB; I got back in my car, I was annoyed, and leaving, but there was some girl driving Janice’s car who pulled right up infront of me then left; Janice was someone I previously worked for, looking after her little girl. So, I’m not sure why they were doing signs with Janice’s car; I mentioned numerous times on my blog, they send me lookalikes, and do signs, and they have the same car - for total deception, although I could see in that car, and that it was definitely not Janice driving, the windows weren’t tinted at all, so I had a clear view of some blonde driving. So, what I find ironic about that situation, for someone to do that, they would have to be following me and be obsessed with me, like a depraved stalker. Such stupidity. You lose. You may think you won by setting up such a nuisance situation for me - but you lost, you are a natural loser. When I as wondering what image to use with this story , I typed “car stalker” in to google, there were some really good ones, but not royalty free, they were on dreamstime – it was like dreamstime had based their whole database of images on my life, as I have so many problems with ‘car stalkers’ ! lol! But I was surprised I did not see more elsewhere, as ‘car stalking’ IS huge, I note heaps of hoons do it, constantly all the time. It is a problem in Australia, bogans do it – stupid ones who can’t think of what to do. It is them, I suspect who steal from me too, as they keep stalking me, but to no avail – like nothing happens when you stalk someone, if you want something to happen, you have to actually talk to them. “STALKING” DOES NOT WORK IN ANY WAY – albeit if I know you are a hooning stalker, I should think less of you - so it works in that way! But, so, because those hoons are so stupid, and eventually wonder what the hell they are doing stalking some woman, they get pissed off, as their stupidity slowly sinks in, “oh, maybe I should be actually doing something with my life?” - so then they blame me for their stupid stalking behaviour, and thus steals from me. And, it is male and female alike. 14. Fruit and Vege Thief, shooting story Many years ago, I recall a story about a girl in 4th class who had an uncle, or was it her father? By the name of Prior. Anyway, he owned the local Fruit and Vege shop in our small country town Gunnedah, the store was located on the edge of town by the river on the old Tamworth rd, he had a huge plot where he would grow his own veges to sell. He was having problems with local kids stealing his food. One day, I guess, he had had enough and when he heard someone in his fields, he got his shotgun and took a shot, he had intended to miss and scare the culprit off, so the courts said, but he did not miss, he got him. He had to go to prison. At the time when all the little girls, all the little 4th graders were hearing and retelling the story around the playground, it was “oh no”, “ti, ti” “very bad” “shame” etc, to the man who shot the boy. But now, I am in my 40’s and I too have had it up to here with thievery, and I totally get how and why that man came to shoot the boy, and if I were the judge, I would let him go SCOT-FREE. I certainly imagine I would do exactly the same thing if I owned a shotgun, and caught a thief red-handed – deservedly so; those thieves are a menace to society causing and spreading evil {especially since the police don’t do anything about the thefts and over the years in my life, I have encountered quite a few young people who steal from me and have done the wrong thing by me, but their family tries to save them, and in the process disparages me. They have no thoughts or regard for their child’s victim; they only try to save themselves and their family. Plus, they continue to steal, as they never get reprimanded}. I am not sure what happen to the boy, I hope he was killed. After all the thefts at my place – if only I had a shotgun. And I encourage anyone who catches anyone stealing – smack them up good and well if you don’t have a gun, so they can no longer walk at the very least. DO IT. Do the world a favour. Since their parents are CRAP. If you have kids – you betta, do it right, so no one comes along and shoots your kids head off - stupid parents in the first place. (When will there be compulsory parenting classes for all pregnant mothers?) If the perp is caught, then put the parents in jail alongside the perpetrator – then force them all to go to church in prison, so they can sit and reflect about their behaviour. {This particular photostory, my ‘x’ landlord especially took offence, I bet her son is a thief, just like her.} Btw, because I state these threatening words online, I have been tagged by the police as a possible threat to an under 18 person (one stupid enough to steal from me) – so I was advised informally that it is them keeping tabs on me, in order to save any future child with hopeless parents?? If this is true, I consider it a very clever way of me to get the police off their arse, and to do something about the thieving; as by keeping tabs, they also see, and may prevent thieves. However I have had items stolen while they are supposedly on watch – so it may be tyrannical idiots pretending to be the police, and who are the very same people, stealing from me. 15. I bet they don’t even have a sore foot, and re, Renters are POVERTY people I saw an image of a lovely good looking couple in their 50's, riding around in an electric car - golf buggy type. I included it with this story, and titled it "Ever get the feeling life is for other people". You know, the most important thing an 18-year-old can be told, or even earlier, is the thing you need to do first and foremost in your life, is purchase a house, so you don’t waste your money on rents. In fact as soon as you get your first job you should apply for a mortgage. Because landlords are the greatest legal thieves of them all, and it’s a big secret - when you’re old and wise it’s easy to see the big picture, but by then it will be way too late, so you need to demand your parents give you money for a deposit for your own home, and then work hard when you’re young and full of energy, and pay off that mortgage as soon as you can - 10 years. I think bank will only give you a 20-year loan so you have to pay off the monthly mortgage on one hand and then put money aside on the other to pay off the lump sum payment towards the end after 10 years or so, - that’s the ideal, and essential to “winning” in life. That way you can either sell it and purchase again somewhere better, or you can rent it and always have that income coming in. You’ll have your own sense of freedom and PLACE, in life, essential, to coping with all that life throws at you. Because working to live in somebody else’s house with landlords coming around and wanting to inspect and ‘lord over’, isn’t worth it - you’ll soon see after a few years, it just doesn’t work, you have no motivation or desire to work. If you remain a renter, you’re always going to be on a cycle of poverty, it is only those people who own property, who win in life - it is just like Monopoly, although you don’t need to win, you just need to land on a few good squares, in order to play. I feel so strongly about this, that if you’re a parent and plan on having kids, but don’t have several thousands of dollars in the bank ready for a deposit when they turn 18, you shouldn’t be having kids, otherwise you’re just asking them to suffer in life, and be disadvantaged (handicapped). And you know it’s up to parents to explain this to a child, I know some parents, (mine) where just everything came easy to them, so they just didn’t think about these kinds of things. And, infact, in my family, we never talked about money at all. So no wonder there was no thoughts to purchasing a house. And that’s why I’m writing it, and unfortunately, I have been banned from social media, because this is where the story belongs, so everyone can see it and have a chance of feeling good about life, for the whole duration. In fact, I think it’s greedy landlords who mainly have banned me from social media because they don’t want renters to know this little fact about life, they want to continue the cycle of poverty so they can remain rich. 16. When You See What You Want - Ask For It, You Just Never Know One day in my early 20’s, I was walking down the street in Sydney attending a job interview. As I was walking to and fro from the car, I came across a shop which blew me away, it was an interior design fabric shop. I couldn’t believe how beautiful it looked from the window. I decided that this is where I wanted to work, so I waltzed in, wanting to know if they had any positions. It so happened they did! And the sales-girl in there was very nice, she gave me the name of the manager, and suggested I should write to him for an interview. So, I wrote to a Mr King, and explained why I should work for him there at South Pacific Fabrics, (even though I had no idea what position was on offer) I just told him in my letter about his fabrics, and my experience from looking at them, it was long and waffly, and a most unusual letter for a job application. I’m not really a ‘fit the normal’ type of person, I’m a very visual creative person, and I guess it was a creative letter. It so happened, so was Mr King, so, I got an interview, from this letter! (I recall reading the letter to my younger brother at the time before I sent it, he didn’t have much to say about it, but when I told him I got the interview, he was like “you got the interview from that letter”! (not sure if his correct tone is coming across). So, the interview went well, although I wasn’t really suitable for what they were looking for because I’d had no experience in sales (I’m not really a sales type person) BUT, they created a temporary job for me to do the Samplling work! I was absolutely thrilled to bits, and loved my little job there, because I got to go through every single fabric, and there were some nice people that worked there too. Now, I can sometimes come across as kind of a blunt person, or “raw” as Mrs King, I think it was, described me. So, at one point they thought it would be a good idea if they put me in charge of recuperating the Big Fabric Sample books, which were quite pricey. They would sometimes, for special customers only, lend them out to those special hoity-toits. These special customers were often the type of people who wouldn’t jump if a young sales girl phones them up and asked them to jump, so it was figured that someone with a more “raw” dialect might have had better chance of getting the books back! I do actually recall phoning a one Margaret Pomeranz, insisting she return a book back - little did I know at the time who she was, quite famous in Australia and the Australian film industry. Anyway it must’ve worked, as after I had finished doing all the samples up, I had to leave, but was given quite a number of older Sample books by Mrs King, which I thought was very nice, and I later used them to upholster a daybed, in a patchwork of these most amazing fabrics - and when I say amazing, I mean they were literally amazing, not the type of thing you would see in normal day to day average life, they were out of the ordinary fabrics, I recall the most expensive one was about $500 per metre, and that was 30 years ago, so that’s pretty pricey for a fabric, (an average price for an interior fabric, like what you would find at Lincraft or Spotlight, was at the time, usually anywhere from $15-$30/m.) I was inspired to design my own textiles, mainly from a lack of anything even remotely good in any of the retail shops available to me, as I did my sewing around 2015. I like them! When I was selling them on SPFL, I sold enough of my designs to pay for my materials, which was perfect, - but then they sabotage ban me ☹️so I have not sold any since 2019. See above far right a few of my Pink designs. 17. My Pusscat is Never Going to get Stuck up a Tree When Tulip was a kitten, one time, he was mad hopping around the bedroom, as they do, and he climbed all the way up this tall upholstered mirror that I had. When he got all the way up to the top, I exclaimed “now, how you going to get down Tulip!” He was looking around wondering the same thing, so I grabbed his little butt, and kind of wiggled him in a gentle downwards sideways manner, so he got the hang of how he could shimmy back down, he took to it immediately and was down in a flash. I have seen him throughout his whole adult life, when he climbs right up high, in a tree, he uses the same technique to come down!! It’s like, “my pussycat is never going to get stuck up a tree!” So, I recommend when they’re kittens, try doing that, you can teach them how to get down on a vertical incline. No need for the fireman! 18. Every plant specie I sell, has a story, this is woodwardii’s (woodwardii is a small upright slender gum with a large yellow flower, and powder white branches). Every time I sell a packet of this seed partiqular species; Eucalyptus woodwardii, I am reminded of the Gunnedah bullybitches; I saw this tree growing on a street in Gunnedah (Borthistle Road), they were inside and outside, a property, that was abandoned for quite some time and was up for sale. As this tree tickled my fancy, with its lovely upright drooping habit, and silvery white stem, I phoned the Real estate on the gate, to find out whose property it was, as they probably planted those trees and would know what they were. This by the way, was a time before Facebook, when if you want something identified you just have to put a picture up of it on Facebook, and there are people who love playing the ‘ID this tree game’, I will name it in a flash. God bless those people. (Although since I have been ban – I can no longer have quick ID access L). But, so, I called the Real Estate, and OMG, what a bunch of stupid bitches - it was truly like talking to bitchy zombie bimbo heads who kind of refused to tell me the owner, but they didn’t say that they wouldn’t tell me the owner, or why, they just came up with bimbo nonsense gobblygook. Those condescending girls should be shot they are not worthy of planet earth, and are anti-trees, and anti helpful. Anyway, I did collect the seeds (from the ones on the street, ofcourse, and NOT the ones on private property – actually the gate was locked, there was no entrance to the property). I grew a tree from the seeds, at Rangari garden. Some years later determined by Facebook that it was Eucalyptus woodwardii. I have since been banned from Facebook due to stupid Nazi bimbos just like those Real Estate girls - they all should be shot. RIGHT BACK AT YOU. I want to further add, collecting seed from the street, a public street, is perfectly legal. This applies to all nature strips and verges, of course if someone has planted a garden, (which they are encouraging people do to now), and they obviously tend it, with vegetables and fruit trees, obviously it is “good form” to ask for something if you want it, bearing in mind if they are growing food – it is most likely for themselves, and they do not want to give it away. It is illegal to collect seed from Nature Reserves, and Parks and Wildlife areas, unless you have a permit,- that you pay for, they charge a lot, btw. In my experience if you knock on the door of a lovely garden, and ask the owner about a specific tree, you will allways get a person quite happy to talk about their garden and would not mind if you collect a cutting or some seeds – and will be appreciative that you asked in the first place, and not just took. Plus, if you stop and chat, you can often get the plant name, age and history, always good things to know. If a gardener did not want these kinds of attentions (from mops!), they would have a privacy fence up, so no one could see what is growing in their garden! 19. Major Socket Shortage in Australian Homes In my kitchen, just on one side of the kitchen, I have 19 items that need to be plugged in to a wall socket - electrical socket {and that’s just on one side of the kitchen}, on the other side I’ve got five items, plus the oven. So, I’ll say 24 sockets is what I need in my kitchen for 1 person (yes only 1 person requires 24 wall sockets). This kitchen has a total of 4 wall sockets, so I’m 20 sockets short. This is a unit built in the 50s, but being a renter, I’ve never had any home or unit, that has had more sockets – most Australian housing is totally outdated by 70 years, and built by non-thinkers. {Apparently, they still, are being bult by non-thinkers, as I have been advised that one home owner, had to stop construction mid-way through, as she noted there were not enough wall sockets in the whole new house build, and instructed them to put more in, which they did, quite happily so, btw, that person, then, owned a business, called “Thinkers” ! - a children’s book and toy company, if only she could have started it in the 20’s!} 20. Blinded By Money Syndrome and money thinkers = greedy thinkers I found in Gunnedah when I lived there, there was a tip shop, and I loved it, I could get any second-hand furniture basically that I wanted $5, it was brilliant. I purchased things like a timber front door ($5), a timber fly screen front door ($5), left over half full 5L tin of white paint ($2), white kitchen tiles ($5 a box), large timber office desk ($10)…. I mean, who wouldn’t want to purchase a really good large timber desk for $10, instead of spending $600 for the equivalent brand-new. If you’re saving for a house, or a second investment house even, it just makes sense to buy second-hand. Although I do realize, especially in retrospect, the workers who staff all the Tip Shops in NSW, and Gunnedah tip, used to pretend they were “the mob”; what do you want we can get for you! A game to amuse themselves at work! LOL And, I believe the reason I could basically get whatever I wanted at the Gunnedah Tip shop was because most people in Gunnedah were snobs and refused to buy not only second-hand furniture, but items from a tip shop – THEIR LOSS, more for me! I love 2nd hand shops. When I moved to QLD, unfortunatly I found this attitude by the rest of the community was no longer, no snobs in QLD, and finding 2nd hand goods is difficult. And I’m going to throw in this story; as a renter I have never had a house or a unit that has had a Rangehood. This is so ridiculous, because when you cook, oily dirty fumes escape from the pan and go directly onto the ceiling and walls, making it yucky in the long run. To me, a kitchen without a Rangehood is like a kitchen with part of the floor missing, it’s just an essential. So, in this farmhouse where I lived for 10 years, I decided I would make my own Rangehood after about 4yrs, because there was already a round hole in the ceiling above the oven. I got some plywood, $20, bought a fan for $15, a sliding filter for $15, it was pretty easy to do and, in the end, it worked a treat. The thing is, about the Rangehood is that it didn’t look like a Rangehood that you purchased from the shops, it looks like a DIY Rangehood, and even though I’m pretty good at DIY – neat and clean, any person can tell the difference between the Chinese manufactured goods that they have in the shops, and something bespoke and handmade – it was definatly a nice wooden range hood. So, when the new buyer came through, I told them about my home-made Rangehood, and they insisted they didn’t want it. It was like the underlying message “We’re rich, we’ll just buy one” - it’s like their money blinded them to the fact that this Rangehood was already there, it worked perfectly, and it wasn’t like it was a total eyesore. I think most people from NSW are suffering from “blinded by money syndrome”, when it comes to buying second-hand goods. I realized at that time, that for my whole life, I never really thought about money, like it does not consume my thoughts as it must do for other people. Things that I need pop up, so then I go about thinking how I can obtain it, and usually eventually can by my 2nd hand shopping, but that’s pretty it, my total thoughts involving money. It has always been this way my whole life – I hardly think about money. Now that I have moved to North Queensland, and there are NO 2nd hand shops here, plus there are limited services and business, with a HUGE demand for pretty much everything, it is quite a pickle for me, as at this stage in my life it is way too late to be only now just starting to think about money, good thing we have a welfare system in this country, albeit run by greedy money thinking dogs. You know, I blame the libs for the bad state of QLD housing. Not that I follow politics too much, but they really need to be stepping things up for everyone, not just the rich greedy money thinkers – it goes hand in hand; money thinkers = greedy thinkers. 21. Pot Belly Theory I want to quickly write about something; I was a really skinny child. Slim, but with a pot belly, it’s a little unusual, most little girls have a flat stomachs, and it’s not until they start eating a lot, or have kids, that they get a big womanly belly. I have two theories as to why I have a big pot belly. Btw, you couldn’t really notice as I was growing up that I had a big pot belly because I was so slim. I mean, if I took my top off and showed everyone, then one could see that it was a potbelly, but since I didn’t ever do that, I didn’t have any weird comments about my stomach. It wasn’t until I started putting on weight in my 40’s, when suddenly I just had no control over my belly, no amount of breathing in, standing up straight, or tucking your butt under would hide my tummy. It just really sticks out, and I do admittedly look like I’m seven months pregnant, all the time. I have been advised that belly fat is really bad for you by a certain doctor, but I have done a bit of research, and this is complete BS, and it’s a personal opinion of doctor, most men in fact, like women who do not have belly fat, same as how they would prefer a pretty woman to an ugly one, so it is not unhealthy to have belly fat, nothing bad is going to happen to anyone who has fat on their belly. Having said that, obviously everyone knows it’s better health wise not to be obese or fat in general. Ok, so my first theory is; my grandfather died of stomach cancer and so therefore there could be just some flaw in my genetics, in the stomach area, a weakness, possibly caused from wars in the past, which I know, injuries can change people’s DNA, so the next generation carry the scars from the previous. Interesting isn’t it. {That bit is scientifically proven actually, the bit about war injuries changing DNA and passing it down to next generations}. So, one should always try not to harm their body. My second theory is child restraining seats, in fact, I have many, very young childhood, bad memories about, being placed in those baby seats, and then having had the belt done up across my belly, it was always very tight, and touching my stomach, I even recall my stomach been pinched regularly as the clip was done up. And so, my stomach, being young, and adaptable, has thought, well, I’m going to need some protection here, so let’s put a whole heap of extra fat right there where the seatbelt goes! And actually, I would think this later theory, would probably be the more accurate of the two. I noticed when I did some nanny work, that the kind of woman who has all girls, has a certain personality type, and the kind of woman who has all boys, also has a distinct personality type. It was really really obvious to me. The woman who had all girls are kind of girly type personalities, whilst the women who had all boys, you would not describe them as girly, possibly Tomboy girly – possibly not girly at all. And there seemed to be no exception to that rule. It was always the same where ever I went, and I saw quite a few different families. Also, I have known 2 families, at least, probably more, but 2 that come to mind, that consisted of all girls only – no sons born, 4 siblings in 1, and 3 in the other. And I have to say those families are just horrid, there’s no other way to describe them. A bunch of bitches. It’s like there’s no balance at all. Not only are they horrid to one another but they inflict their bitchiness on other girls, just revolting people. 22. You know what they Say, Good Fences Make for Good Neighbours I find it strange how some housing developers (especially diy people) give thought to the house. But often the plot itself is not thought about, nor Boundary lines. And how the garden is going to interact with the house. And how the driveway is going to interact - how functional the carport/ garage is going to be. It’s a total area that is lacking in my opinion. Of course, this opinion has come about due to practically every house I have lived in, not having a sufficient Boundary, and most having last minute way-too-small garage add ons. For example, the current house I live in now (2021) is a bush block, and I have neighbours who just waltz through and around my garden, and not just kids. They litter. There really does need to be a fence, and preferably it needs to be 8 foot to block all temptations, so when neighbours go for their daily walk around the park, they simply cannot walk around my house. I’m getting a little sick and tired of picking up other people‘s rubbish around my garden. The tend to wander at night, and in the bird twit hours. I have found, no matter what neighbourhood I live in, no matter what socio-economic factors either, this Boundary is a necessity. I say bring back gorgeous stone walls again, or stone gabions, tall hay bale walls, timber battens…… cheap stick fences, shade cloth walls…….so many possibilities for every budget. 23. How did you spend your childhood I saw this ad, and it reminded me of my childhood running around the paddocks half naked in the summer heat having fun exploring the wilderness. (The other half was spent in the pool) I have to mention this, as actually I’ve noticed this going on for several years now whenever I go anywhere; I seem to have a plethora of kids placed around me in various locations where I go. To any bystanders, all would appear normal and not ‘placed’, but as I know I have people who follow me around, (female dogs) plus it is usually school time, and kids are meant to be in school, yet there are literally dozens sometimes out and about. I know that somebody is going and getting these kids and putting them where I have to go, often on the road / footpath as I drive to the shop. They’ve been doing it for many years, I remember when I was in Sydney, they used to send kids into my shop (on their own), and the kids would all have brand-new clothes on, and look very smart and dashing. I’m talking maybe six-year-olds, 7, 8. I have no idea why they do this, these kids never speak to me, and they are usually at some distance from me. I can only speculate why they would go and get kids; first of all, the person dealing with those kids would be slightly paedophilic and definatly stupid; and want to make themselves feel important by controlling and herding kids around. That would be the number one reason in fact, and there is no more speculation needed. Since they still continue to do this, even at my new address in Sarina, I guess a special message is needed for all involved; Ah, could all (probably spoilt) little shits, go jump in the lake. 24. Is the Australian Government ripping you off? The Australian Government did not pay my Aus study when I was entitled (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS – have they ANY idea, how that has affected MY WHOLE LIFE? – all the thefts- its related.). They missed 4 weeks of payments when I was entitled on my Niece Scheme Program. (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that– STUPID CUNTS) They gave dad part pension when he was entitled to full pension. (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS) They started reducing my rent assistance for a few dollars each fortnight hoping I would not notice. (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS) They made me sign a form stating if I got sick under their total scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program that I would not sue them, - I did get sick, big time, and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs. (Liberals in office) (Government picking off its Pensioners? – see my Big Jelly Baby Scam story for more about that) But again, it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS) Some governments create armies to defend its country, in Australian, government or stupid women from Centrelink create dog armies to fight against its own people – cockaninnies STUPID CUNTS. Guess I should vote labour now. (I am not really a political person, I don’t even watch the news due to all the fuphies, although I as a Greeny, I have noted over many years, the Libs seem to run the country into the ground whenever they are in; by brainwashing Australians into believing that they are rich. So, then labour has to come along and ‘save’ the country before it all goes to complete shit- then the cycle repeats.) Actually, I can’t believe the amount of fake news on television news, I would say 80% is fake. It is disgraceful, and I believe it is related to me too; all the stealing, harassment, stalking that goes on in my life – they tell me, “Well we are at war”, so that’s why we do it, and then they put a fake war story on the ABC news. So, I am not sure who exactly I am meant to be at war with, either, the ABC news crew, or just the female news reader, or the Australian government, or odd politicians, or old girls from school, or even possibly my neighbours? – oh wait it’s probably women at Centrelink – STUPID CUNTS). How should I know who? Quite frankly I do not consider myself at war with any one, but I am always going to think the women who work at Centrelink are STUPID CUNTS, this is never going to change now.) Plus ofcourse the women who steal from me, more STUPID CUNTS. Actually in general now, I don’t like people enough to want to have any type of relationship with them at all, good or bad. It seems to me; for someone related to the news, to be so obsessed with me, a mere young girl from the country, they must be absolutely nuts, and should seek mental health help immediately, and should have done so a long time ago. Plus GET A LIFE, your own life. Btw, it is only with old age can you start to see the bullshit, and often I have no proof, I can just see; “bullshit” alert. 25. Self-declared important people I have noticed this is a thing today, and all my life I have noted it. It started 100’s of years ago, re the slave trade by the Dutch. With a famous historian, Christopher Clark, noting; “The sense of a God-given superiority over other humans is breathtaking.” It wasn’t for another 200 years when human rights laws were introduced to protect and save, slaves. But it wasn’t for another 200 years again, only a few years ago from now, where this atrocious behaviour was acknowledged by the crown. It’s like they knew, but wanted to keep it secret, so they could keep treating people badly for as long as they could get away with it. Sh! This resonates with me, because I feel, I often come across people who indeed feel they are superior to me, and act accordingly, it’s a real problem that still exists. And, indeed, they have tried to enslave me, they being Centrelink (STUPID CUNTS), through forced ‘work for the dole’ (that is work without pay) exactly the same thing. But it’s not just Centrelink staff who have this attitude, a lot of people do still, I am particularly reminded of certain girls from the private school I attended I know a lot of them have the superiority complex. I feel that is why CC shoplifted, as she felt she was superior and thus was allowed to do as she pleases. Sh! But actually, most people I encounter will act superior when they determine I do not have money, it is beyond absurd now, how much this happens. I have said it before, but I will say it again, as I know how hard a concept this is, for a 3rd born to grasp; you have to be respectful to everyone, not just people who have more money than you – YOU IDIOTS. But, in my experience, if you let people walk all over you, they will, regardless of laws and human rights, = the whole ‘give someone enough rope…..’ theory. And this includes the 3 spheres who have the power and authority to take action; the police, the Government, and the so-called mental health sector. Those people truly do not have any respect for certain sectors of society. And a lot of that is brought about by conditioning, and not experience. If you read my blog, I have already given heaps of examples, like the police, radio personalities, landlords, politicians, psychiatrists, family, friends, shop retail girls… so many. {I myself, am definatly better than thieving Heath Barwick} self-declared so. But here is another little one, that I think would be common. One time I was working for an alteration lady in a hoity toity suburb, and I was elected to deliver an urgent repair to a wealthy customer in a nearby fancy hotel, so I was walking through the lobby with my cargo - what looked like dry cleaning I guess, and I was pretty much ignored. I had to step into the hair salon to ask for the whereabouts of the concierge. And the hair woman totally dissed me like an unimportant person who does not need to be taken seriously or listened to at all. Perhaps I should have worn a fur coat down there! 26. Statue of Liberty story With really not much knowledge of history or politics. (Just wasn’t into it when I was at school, switched off completely). But 30 years later I was happily watching a documentary, and learnt about how Britain and the whole of England basically tried to take over the whole world and had colonial states in practically every country including America. And in 1889, the enlightened political system of America had finally sprung to life, by standing up to the British Bullies, by declaring, all men are created equal and they are endowed by their Creator with certain inalienable rights, including life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. To which the whole world heard and rejoiced, with the French gifting the Americans the Statue of Liberty, as a special thank you for such an enlightened political theory. 😁 And shame on those brits! I feel my attitude when I was at school, is pretty much the whole of Australia’s attitude, still, towards history and politics. It’s unfortunate that most Australians haven’t embraced the American declaration of Independence, including the government and Centrelink, who still try to install slave labour through work for the dole, in this country. Not to mention stalk and harass recipients, aswell as the whole community generally tries to dominate, boss, and be as tyrannical as they can, in every situation. It’s like they just haven’t heard about the declaration of Independence. Australian bogans. Animal Farm. Plus, to further back up the now typical tyrannical Australian, this country was first inhabited, shortly after captain cook landed, by prisoners (thieves and hoodlums) as well as the people who looked after the prisoners - who had a reputation of being the absolute very worst ‘tyrannical’ prison guards in the world. So, basically this country is founded on tyranny and thieves. And, I can attest, this is still true generations later, even after all the other immigrants we have taken on board in this country. {{ Just as a quick side bar, back in the early in the 90s when I was working in Sydney, in the inner Western suburbs, there were a lot of businesses open that didn't really do much trade, and they were run by immigrants, who obviously didn't have any skills, education or sometimes even English when they came here, but they had to do something, so there's quite a few shops that open but just not really doing much trade, like the little bakery next door to my shop, an Italian mum and pop shop that sold stale bread, the fabric shop that didn't seem to sell any fabrics. Of course there was the coffee shop on the corner - but that did a roaring trade! Apparently there are heaps of ‘speciality’ shops in Melbourne too.}} You know, it’s like you have to know these sorts of things from an early age, so you can enlighten all the stupid dogs that hound you, so they can see, they should not be hounding you. So, make sure your child has an understanding of the Statue of Liberty story, even if you’re not American, it is an important worldwide story of interest. A must know. The above image background is a textile print from my “Clouds” collection, - I am still waiting for an Australian Printing company to open, so I can print through them, aswell as make available for the public. I was ban from the American one, (! – not familiar with the Declaration of Independence) and I used to sell heaps, so not only do I lose, but they lose too (idiots). There is a Chinese one, but they make too many mistakes. 27. Excrucian; intolerable, unbearable, agonizingly annoying Before I begin; this is a screenshot of my seed business. I love selling seeds. It is a little bonus of all the hard work that I put in, planting trees and shrubs. If you’ve been reading my blog, you know I have been ban from many social media places, but this one is relatively new, and so far, I haven’t been ban, and I’ve made quite a bit of pocket money. Enough to pay for hire truck relocation 500km north. ~ Sometimes I receive mail, and if it’s a parcel that doesn’t fit in the locker, the post woman, will deliver it directly to my unit, which is wonderful, and if I have any seed orders to go, she’ll take them for me, which is also wonderful. But that lovely woman has since disappeared, and there is a new young boy now who refuses to post letters, but I have noticed they are sending me look a likes of that boy on telly, weirdos, everything, all weird bizarre behaviour could be Australia Post related. This is a little story about today’s incident. Excrucian; intolerable, unbearable, agonizingly annoying So, I just went into Sarina to post some seed orders off. I thought I’d stop off and look at some marigolds that were growing on a footpath, to get some seeds; so, there’s a guy down there, who, and I’m not sure if he was altogether right in the head, but he said that it was his garden, and I could get some seeds if I wanted, but there were none left off the good big ones. And then I saw this girl who was parked infront of me leave and then someone beep beep beep on the highway. So, this happens frequently, some strange girl (most likely a thief) and then a beeper. If you witnessed this on the street, you would think nothing, no big deal, but if your me, and witness it practically everywhere I go, IT IS excrucian, to be followed like that, and beeped at for some unknown reason. I think maybe they organised it, as they knew I was coming, so that all of the flowers were dead-headed - so that I couldn’t get any?? What kind of messed up person does that? Maybe it’s a fun game for the girl to sabotage everything I do?? Oh yeah, thast’s right, IT IS. Sometimes I forget many people are not normal, and were raised by the ‘bad and stupid’. Maybe that’s what sick people do in their free time? I either have some girl that follows me around, (dogs) or truck drivers in a toll trucks who follow me, if it’s not one, it’s the other. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU, all of you, rack off, and get YOUR OWN life. (btw those marigolds are about to flower in my planter now, so thankyou for those 2 down opposite the Dr’s, for those seeds, I hope the hot pink Celosia I gave them is growing.) Maybe they think it is a form of flattery to be followed all the time, like they think of themselves as mere fans of me, expressing their admiration? SICKOES Maybe there is food involved, free food for dogs? Like if you feed stray cats, they hang around, could be the same thing, but the motive is, if you mess up this girls plan, you get free food! Who is the moron GIVING dogs free food HA HA Sometimes I feel, they do it because they want me to put on a show for them, like a trained monkey. They want me to put on a show of “anger and fury”. So, you can see how that is a no-win situation for me, no matter what I do in that “set up situation”, as I am not a performing monkey, and I refuse to perform for someone who manipulates me like this; they are revolting, evil, and they should be shot. I suspect that those girls doing that, are, just that, monkees. Get off my back you stupid little monkey girls. Oh, and they have the arrogance to sign (by beeping) YOU LOOSE, if I did not perform their desired display of ‘rage and frustration’. When in actual fact I WON. {I must have!! Lol} They have been doing it for years, and still no tantrums! – they are pretty slow learners. Why can’t I go down the street without being HARRASSED LIKE THAT? I mention before on my blog when I write about something on my blog, it stops. But after writing this, they still do it; last trip in - a big semi trailer with xoxo number plates. It does appear to be a AM thing, they do it often in the morning, so then if I go out again in the arvo, no problems. Update 2025 – new address, and I have not seen a toll truck in over 12mnths now!!!! Yaaah! Also, I no longer sell on Local Seeds – guess what, I was ban! What a shock. I am back selling on ebay with a new name “AustralianBackyardPlantsAndSeeds ” And, I love selling seeds and growing native flowers. Not Excrucian! well, maybe weeding – a little…. 28. Neighbour shaming, to wake them up to the beauty of nature (see photos here) Neighbour Shaming, to Wake them up to the Beauty of Nature Just look what the bonehead across the road has done - that big beautiful magnificent tree on the corner - chopped chopped chopped. (Cnr Henry and Little Barber St, Gunnedah. NSW, Australia). (After I wrote this some imbecile copycat has chopped down the 8 trees I planted here at new address – so heedless). I just can’t believe what people are like sometimes. I mean that tree had just hit its prime, in it’s huge big majestic state, a little nonthinking twit has just come along and cut it down. It was a Jacaranda, and Jacarandas pretty much look awful (in my opinion) until they hit their maturity, and when they finally do, it takes like (50 to 70 years or something) they come into their element, and shine, this one had at least another 100years+ of life left still. I just can’t believe this guy has chopped that tree down. IDIOT. Even if it’s not a native, he (or she) hasn’t even replaced it with anything. Disgraceful disgraceful disgraceful; you’re not worthy of living on planet Earth. I’ve also included a photo of that beautiful ironbark (E. sideroxylon) that grows at the entrance of a farmers house on my way out to my place at Rangari, and they have had the good sense not to chop it down, and that tree would be extremely old now, centuries old, no knowing how many. The trunk on that stately black ironbark is fattening up beautifully! They’ve also left the parasite which is growing on it, called Mistletoe, and it has given it a lovely weepy appearance, with the attached parasite looking like a part of the tree. Fantastic! Some people know how to live, some people don’t. Here is a good spot to mention; since I have moved from Gunnedah and have been living in Queensland, I’ve noticed that in some new developed areas, they haven’t bothered clearing the land before they built their home. They’ve just built the house around the existing scrub that came with the block, even though the areas are quite residential now. And those gardens are absolutely beautiful, they really shine and stand out above any neighbouring ones that have had their blocks cleared. They look a million dollars. They have trees that have been growing there for many years, and they give the whole garden a beautiful old established feel, and sometimes the owner has added a good fence and some of their own favourite plants as well, which makes it look tidy and habited too. So, THINK before bulldozing and clearing the whole block; why don’t you keep as much as you can, aside from the area/ path access needed for building a house. At first you might think, oh that’s just scrubby wasteland, but once you start noticing things, you’ll realise that, that so-called scrubby wasteland, is valuable Australian flora and fauna. Idiots who cut trees down are blind to beauty. MPB driveways showing garden of uncleared land 29. Mulberry Syrup Story (photo here) (Facebook upload, before I was ban) Because I have a lot to say, and mostly none of it good, I wanted to put here something that is good, really good, a recipe: Mulberry Syrup for those lucky enough to have a Mulberry tree 3 bowls (8 cups) washed fresh and ripe mulberries 3 tbs (not dessert spoons) demerara sugar Optional for extra earthy taste; ¾ cup frozen cherries (possibly fresh ones may work, not sure) Pick only good ripe mulberries (spread sheet of shade cloth to catch), my tree produced extra large juicy mulberries which was a plus, some trees only have small sized mulberries. Place mulberries, stem and all in saucepan, add water to cover (4 cups) and simmer for an hour on low, then tip into food processor and with the soft blade (I think that blade is for dough?), puree briefly, and strain through fine strainer back into saucepan. The strainer ought to be fine enough to catch the fine seed too – not all strainers are this fine, you have to look for one, (ask the people who make them!) Add the sugar, and gently reduce to a syrup, 1-2 hrs. Possibly you could put on high, constantly stir and it may take 20minutes, whatever, the more reduced, the more flavour concentrate. Note if you add the cherries too, it is even tastier for some reason. (I had some left-over frozen cherries which are awful to eat on their own, but added to this, yum!) Serve with mulberry ice-cream or vanilla or chocolate! Yum this is amazing! This delicious food product was one of the big contributors to getting me CastOut out of my home of 10yrs at Rangari – it all comes down to pure food jealousy. – this syrup is really that good. My Mulberry tree produced huge big fat juicy long Mulberries, I grew it from a cutting of a Mulberry Tree that was growing on a farm I rented near Gunnedah, called “Rowan Leigh” at the end of Dietrich Rd, (I think it was 260, but Google Maps is saying that is Antonio’s old place? The house I lived in burnt to the ground, and there is a new build there now.) And from Google Maps, it looks like the tree is gone. It was a huge tree in the paddock behind the house (some people, just don’t know how to live) – the best Mulberries you have ever tasted, much nicer than the typical Mulberry. Luckily, I took a cutting to my new address on Bridges Road at Rangari, just out of Gunnedah, NSW, Australia. It was doing very well when I left. I recommend going there and asking the occupant for some cuttings, they’re easy to strike from cuttings. (Get one for me while you’re at it!! - I wouldn’t be surprised if all the ebay thieving dogs have turned up there anyway, and stolen all my seeds from the 100’s of plants I planted DOGS). So, after that farm sold, and I was Cast Out from Rangari, I took a rooted cutting with me, it survived 5 moves up to QLD (over the next 16mnths), but then it died in the drought at Gin Gin, and most terrible soil ever. QLD – a place where it never bloody rains either. Gin Gin; even drier than Gunnedah. I took a cutting from an existing straggly one that was somehow growing at Gin Gin, but, small berries and not nearly as tasty. (Don’t get me started on backwards hillbilllies in QLD who do not even have a mulberry tree in their backyard!). You know, it’s about food! So, I tried this with frozen blueberries, and nowhere near that devine yum flavour that fresh ripe fruit has. Not worth doing unless you have the fresh ripe fruits. I did plant out the ‘not as good mulberry’ out at my new spot - it was getting too big for a pot, but one of my neighbours dug it up and nicked it! Good thing I saw it outside her unit and demand she put it back (well, actually, I put it back, she is one of those types. She said, she thought it had grown from seed, wildly. Mm mmm.) That was the neighbour that moved in here same time I did. Mm mmm. Then after I planted it out, the neighbour on the other side, number 108, the mother, yelled out “thank you”. Like she thought I must’ve planted it out for her! Well, I certainly did not plant it out for her, and what a thief, stealing from neighbours fruity tree. I planted it out for myself and the residents at 110, (if I am still here by the time it fruits). The fact that she thought I planted it out for her, is another example of how vain and selfish most women are. Also, I sent an email to my cousin Stephanie describing this new place here, and I mentioned the fact that there are no kids in this complex, which is fantastic, and after I did this, that mother twit across the road sent her noisy kids down here to play in the car park. Yet another example how most women just like being facetious and stupid – it’s a game for them. The bimbo game, “lets show exactly just how bimbo we can be”. I bet they learnt that game from their inadequate parents. I suggest instead of investing in wondering what I am doing, invest in time raising your children, they are clearly in want of something. I counted all the fruit trees I have planted at all the rentals I have lived, it would be at least 50 now. And that’s because, every place I go to, there’s none - really and truly, what is wrong with people, Australians don’t know how to eat well or live well. Although having to constantly move suddenly in my late 40’s, (I guess to ugly, old, and wise to be tolerated by greedy landlords), I have had my heart broken by fruit trees, so many fruit trees….. Here is another recipe using berries, if you drink this every so often, you will not get cancer (so obviously this recipe is not for any of the people who steal from me, and there has been numerous) Yummy cancer prevention juice 1 fresh kale leaf, de stemmed (or frozen prechopped is still good) 1/2c frozen blueberries or mulberries 1/2 tsp flax seed ¼ tsp dried ground seaweed ¼ tsp honey, honey has extreme healing properties 1 apple, best chilled, then quartered 3 cold navel oranges, peeled and halved Optional 1 small carrot – I found this juice so sweet, that it can easily handle a carrot and is still sweet as. Carrots for the eyes. Place the berries, flax seed, seaweed, kale and honey in small Nutribullet cup, (one of my small cups was stolen after I wrote this, see the dogs – constantly watching my every move) - and whiz up. Remove the blade and place that Nutribullet cup under the juicer, and juice apple, carrot and peeled oranges. Put the Nutribullet blade back on, and give it another whiz up. Yum. Eat with a Choc double dipped Carman Breakfast nut bar! Can’t go wrong! 30. Siren Dogs - Ambulance Kids Joyriders There are some flaming idiots driving an ambulance or a police car - who are playing the sirens - They’ve been doing it for the past two weeks at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin - they clearly need to be told to bugger off, we are sick of hearing you taking your kids for a joyride and playing sirens- you are disturbing us and the animals. You are ruining our “quiet enjoyment”. It is not our fault that you had a failing bimbo mother, so stop taking out your dysfunction on the community around you. Outlaw ambulance drivers. Btw, this “taking your kids for a joyride in your ambulance” would also frequently happen at Gunnedah too. And it just happend here at Sarina, about 1hr ago, before I updated this story, also accompanied by tooting – they tooted their ambulance horn madly as they drove past my units! They are stealing. And, btw, this whole story was stolen, not only from my PC, but all my online storage accounts – all of them this time. I could not find the same photo, a no copyright one, it was a kind of blurry one of an ambulance, policemen and a few kids. Now, whether it was stolen; as the police and ambos do not wish for the public to know that, that’s is how they spend their free time – which is a lot of the time, or whether the powers that be have done something about the joyriding, and so deleted my story as if to say “NOPE NEVER HAPPENED”. Neither would surprise me. Or, it could be a case of ‘changed minds’ re free image, infact, I would say that’s it, those image people are stupidly nazi. Stupid computer nerds, stupid photographers claiming to be “artists” please, every man and his dog wants to be a photographer. Point and shoot – its not hard. And, that reminds me the train in Gunnedah, used to come through and toot its horn willy nilly – I think they must do the same, either take their kids along for tooting fun, or they themselves are infact children who still get kicks tooting their hoon at people and generally being a nuisance “look at me, look at me, I am a train driver!!” We don’t care! By the way, here’s a good spot as ever, to mention; often in movies if someone’s in the need of medical attention, then call an ambulance. And so, because people are ‘brain washed’ by telly, I need to mention, there are numerous situations, where the ‘caller’ could simply drive the sick person to the hospital; much quicker to do that, even if an ambulance comes as fast as it can. Probably cheaper too. Not sure of the going rate of an ambulance trip? (Sometimes the ones on telly are even in the car, but they stop to call an ambulance, then wait – no sense at all)! Oh I should add, one time after the ambulance was sirening all up and down outside my house, it coincided when I had to then leave to go to the post office, and so I saw the ambulance on my way, and guess what, it wasn't a real ambulance, it was like an ambulance from the 80s, like an old ambulance car that they don't use any more as they have updated their squad, and obviously would've been sold to a member of the public - so I mean that's just as bad: some lunatic pretending to be an ambulance driver with sirens blazing - rack off you lunatic. Oh, and I did notice eventually the sirens correlated with every time I cooked a high fat roast for myself. Stupid SIGN PEOPLE. Besides, I render all the fat out in a slow cooker. The image above is from Queensland Ambulance Life Stories P5 NEXT About P1, About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5(this) , LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

women are completely different around men, they suddenly adopt this, you know, totally sweet eyelash battering persona, whereas on my own, with no men to watch - revolting vulgar thieving bitches Life Stories P18 1. Insights Antics, and Sleep Torture Story Some reason I had dogs on SBS, they got all the farmers wives in Gunnedah to hurtle abuse at me not really sure what the point was. I’m guessing jealousy, (that is the typical underlying issue that concerns other women when it comes to me); about where I was living, I struck gold. That women who hosts, is quite nice, a female with common sense, but easily manipulated same as everyone else. I do feel there was a most deliberate push to get me kicked out of my home there at Rangari. Dogs brain washing Steve Carter. Stupid fucking dogs, how dare they not even ask me what I wanted. Stupid fucking women, so fucking hopeless I can’t believe it. There was also some stupid woman on SBS, I think she may have been a doctor, who was telling everyone, that the reason (I personally) could not sleep (it must have been the time I saw Dr Nadia, if you read that in my Dr stories, re stress from police). So, she was telling everyone, the reason I could not sleep was because I had Alzheimer’s. And it was not because I had stupid bitch neighbours waking me up, at all – {literally my neighbours were waking me every night, some IDIOT was paying them to do it, I think it was a form of sleep torture.} It had something to do with EVIL BITCHES who work at channel 7? Egging them on? I am not sure if it was still Heath Barwick, as when I went over there, there were always some girls there? So, those twits on SBS, they too started waking me up every night – get this, incase I needed to go to the loo, because obviously I was a drunk. CAN YOU BELIEVE the revolting stupidity I am surrounded by? They started waking me in 2015 and THEY STILL do it. Just today, as I write this angry pissed off piece of blog, I literally saw stupid bitches drive into my unit at 350am and just sit outside, and when I got up and went outside, they drove off. OMG, fuck off you pathetic COWARDS. That is harassment and bullying 101. And ofcourse when I get waken at a time like 350am, I do not just fall back to sleep, it takes me about 1 ½ hrs to fall back to sleep, (this is typical for me, always has been, not that I have often before being awaken, actually before 2015, pretty much 7rs every night, uninterrupted). But at 530 – 6am, is just the time I ought to be waking up, that’s a good time to get up, I have pre-determined. So, STUPID FUCKING WOMEN, OMG, could I put it more plainly; I do not have Alzheimer’s, I do not need to go to the loo, and I certainly do need sleep torture. And, I still do not drink. I think those women literally need a smack in the head with a baseball bat so they get this message – FUCK OFF all the time. So, I think someone is paying them to wake me up, which is why they lie and say I need waking; as they want to still get paid and have a cushy job of doing fuck all, except making a loud noise at 350am. Who they hell can I complain to about this? Police can’t do anything; maybe it is the police doing this wake ups?? Since I called them multiple times back in Gunnedah about the thefts (which they also did not thing about). Maybe I will send this photo story to my local polly, maybe they can do something about it. I have come to the opinion that it was Jessica White, responsible for that SBS Insight thing, she is friends with some of the girls I saw on that show. Jessica is the one who helped turn my tooth black, along with Gina Burn - trying to convince people I was on drugs – Major bullying going on in Gunnedah. Btw, I did not really know Jessica White, I don’t believe we spoke ever at school? Her sister was in my year, and I do not believe we were enemies? 2. Whenever I make phone call to determine price, I get ripped off Advertised in Mackay Council tourist brochure for $200, but when I called; “5-minute helicopter trip off the coast of Queensland from Mackay to Keswick Island quoted price at $2840” return with no waiting. However, if I were to have a day trip, it would be the same price, only an additional $606 per hour of waiting time, would be applied!! Can you believe that? Some cocky pilot wants me to pay them $606/hr to wait on a beautiful tropical island for a few hrs! I assume there are a whole bunch of billionaire helicopter pilots roaming Queensland, or no one actually takes a helicopter anywhere, aside from politicians who love to wrought travel expenses. (Auriga Aviation – although they change their name all the time, and advertise themselves in slightly different locations up here – but it is all the same 1 local Mackay company). I’m pretty sure we are in need of some competition when it comes to helicopter trips off the coast of Queensland - to the islands. Am I the only person that gets seasick? By the way, a seaplane cost $1200 for 3 people, provided none of them are overweight. $99/hr wait time. (Horizon Planes Mackay) All the people I spoke to inquiry about these quotes were female. I can’t remember the last time I made a phone call and spoke to someone who was genuine. 3. Hooning Farmers This is what happens on a road just out of town, one that has hooning farming driving in and out of town; careless and thoughtless farmers. There has also been dead cats and birds. Plus, they are thieves. The game of thieving by the stupids. This is directly related to me, as I have “hoons” who harass me in particular, they follow me around, hoon outside my home. Metaphysical world related (that has nothing to do with me). And those people, not only steal from me if they see an opportunity, like when I went down the back and forgot to lock the door, but they kill 100’s if not 1000’s of wildlife in the process of their “wannabe in control” hooning, over all these years. They are a menace to me and to mother-nature. WATCH OUT, what goes around comes around. And why the hell does the police not do anything about these stalkers? Being unable to walk, or do much of anything I find myself watching many autobiographies and movies about people in their lives, and I noted that all the really good movies that I enjoy - there’s NO CAR HOONS in them. So, I'm wondering if those people do not have car hoons in their life? Are they not familiar with what I'm talking about here, or are they just ignoring all the car hoons? Omitting the ugliness of society from the story of their life? Pretending they don't exist? As car hoons are such a blight and a big part of my life - I really want to know? Maybe ridiculous car hoons are just an Australian thing, I mean I'm certainly sure you wouldn't catch the Norwegian young adults (female just as bad as male) acting in such a manner. Australians are primitive, unsophisticated and uncivilized. Car hoons: Constant incessant problem for me, for years and years. Do they have something preventing them of thinking of something to do with their lives instead of driving around town aimlessly? Perhaps no one has told them it’s up to them to think of something to do, to occupy their time, something to entertain themselves with, or to amuse themselves….. so, they don’t drive around, aimlessly, annoying people and being a total nuisance, {plus polluting the air}. No one is going to stop you and put you ‘on track’ – it’s up to you bimbo car hoons to do it. Stop expecting someone to SAVE you. Same with dirt bikers. I recall Radio National talking one day, - oh no, actually, it was an ad I saw on telly; and 2 girls were making fun of a car hoon as it revved by, - they were using their little pinkie finger to do so (!) well I’m sure I don’t have to spell it out, but they were implying ‘no virility’. This was the first time I have ever seen anyone say anything derogatory about the wretched nuisance car hoons. At least someone was trying to combat the nuisance and absurd polluting mongrels. All other Australians seem to ignore them! (Oh, except for someone who called the police when the nuisance motorbikers were tearing around near the beach, and on the beach. Hooray). Today, nearing age 50, I think I need to do a special blurb about car hoons and how awful they are. How much of a blight they are on society, how much pollution they expel from their cars, how much noise pollution they create, how annoying that car hoon sound is, and what pesty behaviour they are. Car revving, OMG, rack off. Car beeping, rack off. Car stalking, RACK OFF. They are a real problem. It is them who destroys the atmosphere, not just the air, but the vibes of the whole community. They add dirty, loud, obnoxious, juvenile rebellious, and create boisterous vibes. THE OPPOSITE OF CIVILISED LIVING. They are total villains, I am amazed nobody does anything about them, nobody meaning, mainly the police, but also there must be people in Council’s for instance, who know who the hoons are, and can do something about it on a community level. But they do NOTHING. Just because they are not yelling, swearing or urinating in public, does not mean that they are not a public nuisance. This applies to motor bikers too. Especially kids on dirt tracks near national parks, or bush of any sort. If I had it my way, I would be lining up an assassinator on their arses. This is not the 80s and 90s any more. There’s no excuse for car hoons, so bugger off and grow up. Yes it’s true, you really are little boys. I believe a psychiatrist have a syndrome to describe them: “the Peter Pan complex” that is just people who refuse to grow up and be responsible, they still want to be like they were as a child, (this is due to their mother of course, the mother has mucked them up so badly that they are traumatised into having this mental health problem). I do believe the Peter Pan could address the issue if they wanted: they don't have to be stuck as Peter Pan, they could honour their family, by self-help and becoming aware of who you really are, and who you're meant to be. But since they don't like their mother, they refuse to do it. A never-ending cycle of motoring mental illness. Plus, I have seen old men encouraging this Peter Pan complex in young men. Like, trying to justify their own dysfunction. “Keep riding go on” – they give them dirtbikes to ride. Also, I do believe this is kind of issue is related to back in the 80s when men didn’t want women working alongside them in factories, because they were so scared, that they would have to act ‘proper’, if there were women around. It’s exactly the same thing. Although I believe there are female car hoons, who suffer from the same issue. I guess that those ones must be extra stupid, as they haven’t worked out the root of their motives. Female Car Hoons more stupid than male car hoons. Oh, also I think this issue is related to female school teachers. I know back in my day a lot of the female teachers have issues with loud boisterous behaviour, and want everyone to be quiet and conservative, so I think these car hoons are rebelling against that, because after all, it is not normal to be quiet and conservative all the time, especially for certain personality types. So yet, another issue that can be blamed on hopeless school teachers. So many issues go back to hopeless school teachers, it is strange how so many people send their kids to schools that have hopeless school teachers. If I had kids, there's not a chance in hell, I would be sending them off to school. BTW, my next-door neighbour on Range rd has started copying the car hoons beeping - she has worked out that if she scrapes her wooden chair on the floor just so, it sounds like a car horn; so, she has started beeping at pertinent moments. Stupidity. Rack off. And btw, the first 3mnths of living at the new location, nothing was stolen, but after my neighbors left, and she moved in (Danielle Wilson), that’s when the thieving started. Females thieves are the worst. She also pushed my tile collage that was in between our units over, broke it, plus stole a mango from the plant table right next to it, pretty sure it was her, but did not see it happen, although the old man from further down pushed the ladder onto my car – same manner – whoever was responsible (or in a manner, not responsible) is going to burn in hell. They need a baseball bat to their head - be prepared for the judgement day. THINK YOU STUPID BITCHES. Life can be hell at any given moment. {2024, they still hooning outside my new address, I am fairly certain today, at any rate there was someone sitting on the roadside about 200m from my house, just revving their car, waiting for me to go outside, and as soon as I did, they took off. Idiot.} Oh, and this is also related to all the dead animals that I see on the side of the road; it's not that there are huge amounts of wildlife here, but those car hoons collect dead wildlife, then place them on my road infront of me, SO I SEE THEM. This has been going on for quite some time, years. I have written about it before but nothing was done so I guess I should've just mention it again. These revolting people literally are killing wildlife and then placing them on my road for me to see the dead wildlife. Aside from them being totally sick in the head, it is possibly along the same lines as some stupid bitch went and got smashed up cars from car accidents, and started putting them on my road, in my path, SO I WOULD SEE THEM. - Like using me to try and control the whole of the community who speed. Fuck off you stupid try hard brain washed 1994 wanna-be good civilians - you are fucking evil and you deserve a bullet to the ear. I saw a wombat in captivity on fb, the other day, and felt that it was bored out of its brains, behaving quite strangely, and made the comment so, including ‘I've never seen a wombat in the wild, I've only seen dead wombats on the side of the road, due to the idiots that follow me around and speed ahead of me trying to be in control of the situation’. I should add here – those wombats were “posed” along the side of the road. And as I write this, another placed dead kangaroo at the Campwin Beach turn off. (Later in 2026: Last 2 trips down to the mail box – no dead kangaroo on the side of the road, first time ever in years. Not sure what’s going on there, as there still most definatly is SAME nasty dog bitch trying to sabotage me when I drive into Sarina. WILL NOT BE RETURNING as much as I can help it, they literally are trying to kill me (with bad food, meat), then come out to my house and beep. See what happens when you try to do something about the nuisance people, the criminals, the hopeless. They try to kill you. Well, not going to stop writing my BLOG you little criminals. And its not like Sarina actually has anything good to offer, so no love lost there. Your loss (you probably are not even aware about why it is your loss, idiots.) But I’m sure the dead kangaroos will be back next trip anyway. PREDICTABLE evil. Butcher PREDICTABLE evil. Oh, that reminds me, if you read my blog you will know I have had a lot of kangaroo meat stolen out of my freezer, but since all my cats have died now, I no longer purchase it – and I am fairly certain I saw an add on FB with some woman winging about cat food – HA she can’t steal mine anymore HA HA HA. 4. Brampton Island This is a Google screenshot of what it said when I looked up Brampton Island, just off the coast of Queensland, near Mackay. First, I thought, “purchased by United petroleum”, that can’t be good, thinking they probably just wanted to mine it or something, but after thinking about it, I figure they’re just a rich company that wanted to buy an island; who doesn’t want to own an island for holidays? Plus, if you venture out there, there is nothing stopping anyone from hopping ashore and wandering around. It is beautiful, stunning, magnificent….(summertime swimming only with stinger suits). And, worth way more than $5.9milllion I thought at first, – but I guess there is no power or water on these islands, not to mention, and you know, there are going to be a whole heap of problems if you want to build out there, in obtaining materials (read my automated blind story in “Car Jack stolen out of my car whilst it was parked at the mechanics” – an Australian bogan thing? Plus, every now and then, there are cyclones that wipe anything out that is not “cyclone proof” which means one has to spend money on proper construction, something QLD, is not famous for. So, then I was thinking, I noticed around about 2000 – 2010, there was quite a lot of closures of holiday resorts in QLD. Aside from cyclones, I personally believe this is due to the Internet, because now we can see where we want to go, we can find images of places we want to see, we can totally investigate what we want out of our holidays. Whereas before, we didn’t have any, or limited information, we could only take the word of the travel agency, and the travel agency, together with the hotels, were in the business of making money, so in my inkling feeling, there is a difference in reality, and of what you previously saw in the shiny brochure that tempted you in the first place. Well, as I don’t know, I can only guess! So, another excellent thing coming about, due to the internet and social interaction online - travel shonks are exposed. And while I’m at it, I add, there are quite a few (heaps) of islands off the coast of Queensland, and they are all stunning and highly desirable places, and mostly so far uninhabited. (I do find it a little strange, that the most desirable places are uninhabited – what? are you all opposed to living in desirable locations? preferring the overcrowded suburbia?). There are a few resorts on some of them, but there seems to be in an area of adequacy, and that is transport to the islands, it’s like some of the owners thought, “oh wow what a beautiful spot we could easily open up at little hotel here, many people would come, it’s so gorgeous”, but they hadn’t given any thought to how people are actually going to get there, a lot of them have outsourced the transport, and those companies don’t have any incentives to get a lot of tourists staying at the resort, and are unreliable, so they charge an arm and a leg. Like if you book a week’s stay at an island resort, then you have also then had to look for transport out there. It seems to me, that the resort ought to be arranging transport from the nearest centre, not the tourists! And, factor in seasick people. Anyway, I would love to live on a secluded island, if anyone needs a caretaker, please let me know, there does not seem to be any adds for one, anywhere! 5. Gardeners have been Dazzling me for Years I am not a keen traveller, I haven’t really ventured anywhere too scenic, (read my “Travelled Twice in 30 years” photo story on page A.) I did however use to catch the train to and from Sydney for holidays whilst I was studying in Hornsby. And what reminded me of this 1 trip, was, that now I spend a bit of time on Pinterest, and see all these amazing places, “spots”, and also people‘s wonderful ideas they have for their backyards / street fronts, - just a vast array of really wonderful interesting things /ideas that people have come up with, to decorate their lives. I think back to those times when I caught the 5hr train trip to Sydney, starring out the window into people’s back yards, and I don’t recall seeing really anything of great interest! It seems Australians have sidestepped the whole ‘creating an interesting space’ for themselves, when it comes to gardens and backyards – well the ones that live along the train lines at any rate. However, I do recall a flash of colour once; I was “squared” into my chair after 4hrs, or so, head slumped on my hand, staring out the window, staring at all the sparsely spaced gums go by, with their dull hue, seemingly every roadside verge and new paddock looking the same as the last, and all whizzing past. Then, and I literally only had 2 seconds to take it all in, but in the mist of all of the sparsely spaced dry gums with their ashen mood, suddenly a large luminously red object dazzled by; it was a clearing in the gums, with a house , and the whole thing was covered in that wonderful exotic Parthenocissus - ‘Boston Ivy’! It was an autumnal flash moment, of red brilliance! Quite memorable. 6. The Professional Bikie -Harley Davidson One time I was driving down to Sydney from Gunnedah, via the back old scenic highway. I was probably about four hours into my trip and thought I should probably do a bathroom stop should I come upon such a place. Then I came up to what looked like a big restaurant, and there’s a whole heap of bikes, about 50 Harley Davidsons parked outside. So, I thought, well, I’m not busting, so I’ll just pass that one, hold it until the next opportunity. An hour later another rest stop came up, there weren’t many cars parked there, and by then I was kind of busting. So, I stopped, but as I started walking to the rest rooms, I was suddenly inundated by Bikie‘s, they were suddenly everywhere, I am not entirely sure where they came from either! So, to get to the bathroom, I had to kind of weave in and out all these really tall ’geared up’ bikie people! There were dozens of them, and all very tall. I got a close-up look at all of them actually, and they were all basically well-dressed men, middle-aged, it was obvious that they were ‘professionals’ who were out enjoying the weekend, going for a ride. So, I kind of cringe now whenever I hear stories on the news about the ‘bad bikie gangs’. When really, they are good citizens just out to enjoy their weekends on a good bike, in the bright sunshine. Those news people just want to make everyone afraid of Bikies! And, it works; Bikie below is my neighbour (72-year-old man – retired rodeo horse man, and SS driver). He tells me, if he stops, he sometimes gets verbally attacked by other men; the police told him, it’s because of the bike, people assume he is a BADIE. So silly, news people ought to be ashamed of themselves. And it reminds me of my persecutors “banning me” from all social media’s, because they are trying to make me the bad guy – it’s the same thing. There is a real social problem in regards to this world wide – and it is definatly television story related, with heroes and villains. Superman related. I should add, that bike does smell when running, it burns up a lot of fuel, and Bikie types may not notice it. Also, my neighbour is still living there after he told me he was moving, so he is a liar. Bad. There is no point in talking to a liar now is there. I bet bloody obsessed stalker psycho Miss Goldman (house mistress from school), had something to do with going and getting all of those Bikie‘s, to get in my way - what a little bitch. 7. Zam Car Harrassing Me There’s something deeply disturbing about ordering online from Kmart. I believe they have dogs online there that sabotage my order. They make things unavailable at checkout, but they also seem to not stock online, the same products that they have in store, and or they vary in quality. The dogs are at online Kmart. So, anyway, I believe this person above, that car owner , as the bimbo dog who was standing by the car, skedaddled as soon as I took my camera out, has something to do with it. I’ve had this kind of problem with this numberplate before over many years, unfortunately this is only the first time I’ve got a photo of the numberplate. ZAM – easy to remember. So, I have no idea why I have dogs harassing me, sabotaging me and following me when I go shopping (for years and years), but they do, and this is one of them, the girl standing there was short and skinny. She was standing there staring at me, so to any onlookers, it appeared nothing was happening, and they weren’t actually doing anything; THIS IS EXTREME HARRASMENT going on here. Oblivious police. Certainly, I could not complain to police “oh there is some girl staring at me with the same number plate” – they would not consider this harassment, they would not be able to see it, over all the years, in different locations. BUT I know that is not the truth of what was going on in this situation. This person is guilty as hell OF HARRASMENT, possibly theft, and should be in jail. So I know now it is ‘shopping related’, possibly some chain store owner owns a chain of cars with the zam number plates, and is trying to steal from me by overcharging?? 8. Thefts to state “I’m watching you” – a predator DOG statement For some reason, there seems to be an element of people, like a network of people. Maybe a gang or cult of people, {at first, it was only a select group of people in the television world, but now I have my neighbours who copy them, and all the other stupid little dogs in the television world who copy them}. They try to make me feel like I’m being watched all the time, like constantly for every second. Or to try to make me sound paranoid. I strongly suspect, NEGS old girls are responsible for this misconduct. For instance, if I’m in in the middle of doing something creative, creative especially, and not thinking about anybody or anything else, I’m just in my own element, ‘in the zone’, then they like to interject usually verbally, at those times, especially, to tell me that they’re still watching. This has been something that has been going on for at least 20 years in my life. I am not paranoid. Actually, quite the opposite, considering. But having to describe what happens in my life, the very act of describing what they do; makes me sound paranoid. 100% passive aggressive bitches. I have mentioned people constantly follow me too, even though I have talked about this on my blog, they still persist. Like last month I treated myself to a day trip, snorkelling, and guess who was on the boat watching me, the dogs, there was this one girl, she looked like an old NEGS girl, who specifically, at one point was standing in front of me, doing signs. I’m not going to get into what she was saying?- something about her stealing all the seasick tablets? Also, I don’t know if it was her, or the hosts on the boat, but I brought a tab of ibuprofen just in case, and it happened to be a brand-new tab, but when I got home and unpacked my BIG bag, there were 3 tablets missing from that brand-new tab. Now this is really typical of dogs, it is a part of still saying “I am still perving on you”. There was certainly no one on that boat that I knew. I have found whenever there are dogs around, something of mine is stolen - it doesn’t matter what it is, valuable or not, just as long as they can tell me that they’re watching me, and they’re stealing from me – and trying to powertrip over me. It sounds like older school-girl bullies doesn’t it? The thing is, when I was at school I don’t recall any older bullies, maybe 1 or 2, but nothing along the lines of what I now experience – nearing 50 years old. Plus at the end of the trip, that girl and her man were suddenly standing behind me, so there was some weird thing about taking the skinsuits back to the shop – they did not. They wanted me to see them, in their old Mackay Air Con van. FUCK OFF. Also, I noticed after such occurances, there seem to be others or the same (?) who want me to “smile”, as in “forget” about the great injustice that has just happened, and be “positive” - OMG opression101. I would like to know why these women have nothing else better to do than obsess with what I’m doing? How could someone be so empty inside, that all they can do is obsess about a complete stranger? -or at any rate, possible someone that they went to school with, someone younger?? Why would they think I cared what they were doing? Guess what you big ego heads I DON’T, but bugger off out of my life – stop harassing me you utter COWARDS, (WHO KEEP YOURSELVES UNKNOWN). I would like to tell you BIMBOS, from now on, for every second of every minute of every hour of every day, I’ll be telling you to fuck off. You know, I think this goes back to school days when the school teacher is telling them to pay attention, so for a certain personality type, it gets jammed into their head, and now these people want to prove to the world, about how much they pay attention - sickos, raising sickos. 9. A Sydney Street taking ‘Public Gardening’ On - Well Done to Them I couldn’t believe this street when I turned into it on google maps. A whole huge section of this long Street has been planted with these very well manicured trees, that have been clipped and pruned into tight rather largeish cone shapes! Extraordinary, and I do wonder who planted them and who maintains them? This street has got to get the monthly $50 award for one of the best streets in Sydney. J Btw, I came across a garden on Google Maps, that I classified as the worst garden in Australia! I took a screenshot and uploaded it to my “Street Stuff” Pins on Pinterest, but somebody deleted it! I will not bother finding it again to reupload, as all it showed, was a front yard full of white pebbles, and that was it – not a blade of plant of any kind! But I want to say, my personal theory as to why some people do not garden, is because they don’t receive credit for it. I mean sometimes it takes 50 years before a garden reaches maturity. So, it’s not because they don’t have enough money or ambition in life - it’s because they have big vain egos and want to be ‘pat’ on the head like a 3rd grader!! J - which ofcourse no one is going to do unless your garden is somehow extra spectacular, but even then, probably not. Lol Researching plants; So, it’s Temperate, Tropical, Subtropical, Cool climate and Cold climate. Don’t know why those Americans make it so complicated with all their zones and numbers! Got to apply the KISS Principal whenever you can! 10. ‘Skipping Along’ Car Some people just know how to live! Pink Porsche! what a dream car...however, but, alas, I could not own or drive one of these cars, as this situation, is what I would term as a 'skipping along' car. By 'skipping along' car, I mean, there is a phenomena, that if a certain type of person sees someone who is happily and merrily skipping along, (particularly a woman on her own), then they automatically go out of their way, to put something on their path, to trip the happy person up. And this car, exactly falls into the category of skipping along. So, if I were to own such a car, something bad would no doubt ensue. And shame on those tall poppy killers, for this reason, I don’t think anyone (not just me) could own one of these cars in Australia – Australians are just to dysfunctional, too bogany, too JEALOUS due to bimbo mothers breeding multiple kids – so stupid, wakey wakey. I am going to add a little bit: to be jealous of someone is like wanting to “walk in their shoes”, and really, this is in absurd concept. I imagine you would feel so uncomfortable living somebody else’s life, even if it was somebody you deemed had a good life, you would still feel uncomfortable. I suspect it would be uncomfortable x 50,000. You know our bodies are shaped by years and years of how we live our life, so nothing would feel right, your body would be all wonky. You won’t know what to do with yourself….. jealousy is not a real – yet they give in to imaginary feelings!! Jealousy is a sin in the Christian religion. {Is this why some idiot puts dead kangaroos on the rd that I take? (I had here worded ‘skippy killers’ before) Jealous of my triton? And so then steals something of mine?? Geeze, gets a real jealous issue! Photo from daikiridelimon. Tumblr Btw, I do say Australia is too bogan for a car like that, but I believe in South America, or should I say, countries south of America, well, if you had this car there, it would probably just be stolen! They have a reputation of being huge criminal countries who have a high crime rate, and notorious drug problems. Bad luck. 11. Nuisance Dysfunctional People Who Hang Around Me, Beep At Me, And Follow Me I put a video on YouTube of how to do a bias binding, as I was writing the description, I realized there was an issue I have not yet written about on my blog, and that is the issue of fucking arseholes or stupid bitches (I’m not entirely sure who – cowards at any rate) who seem to want to judge everything I do, especially sewing and any sewing related things I do, like patternmaking. And if my technique is not perfect, then those cowards, outside my home, spend a lot of energy telling me what a loser I am. This phenomenon sounds very strange, and a lot of you won’t know what I’m talking about, but I know a lot of you will. They do it, you can hear them easily. I can assure you that this ugly phenomena are true, and I am not suffering from any mental illness. It has been going on for many, many, many, years. And I suspect old NEGS girls has something to do with it, little people, little women. At first this was the case, now every stupid dog wants to copy them. So, I made it clear in my video, that this sewing project is just for me, and my personal use, it is not to be sold in an haute couture boutique, in fact, it’s not to be sold at all, since I pretty much have been banned from any social media outlet. Sabotage. It is unclear why I have these stupid human beings, on my back about these little details. Who do they think they are? I can tell you what they have, and that is a major mental health dysfunction themselves; “Mind your own goddamn business.” I suspect jealousy is the ultimate motivation, the jealousy dysfunction is so big in Australia, they are embarrassing. And if I do my project better than whoever, possibly my neighbour, she feels she loses. So, she throws a tantrum, and gets all the cars in the neighbourhood to beep, and therefore be a nuisance for me - a sore loser is the epitome of someone who is stupid, of low character, bad breeding and morally inept. Oh, and before I think one of my neighbours, was going around to my other neighbours (what looks like a shed of some sort, out of sight from my unit, up the hill a bit) and just sit there, for hours, and does this exact thing I am talking about, by beeping her car horn. Fucking nuts, but mainly she is a nuisance, and this falls under the police’s “harassment” law (I bet she’s a 3rd born, or 4th). – Why don’t you lock her up in a mental health unit? That stopped after I posted this, the other things have not. I mentioned this has happened a lot, over many years, not only in my home, but it happened when I was in the work place too, they have obsessive means and ways. This story also reminds me about; these stupid women I have who follow me around and want to ‘beat me’ at whatever I’m doing, so if I’m taking photos, they want to take better photos with a bigger and better camera. Or obviously any sewing projects, or cooking, or cleaning or gardening (lately I’m pretty sure it’s making YouTube videos), just whatever I am doing, they, want to do, whatever I’m doing too, but they try to ‘beat me’ by doing it better, they like to turn every situation into a win or lose situation, even over trivial things that aren’t traditionally, competitive. It’s a bit hard to explain what they do, but they do it, and they’re stupid, this is their stupid game that they play to amuse themselves. I don’t know how else I could possibly combat such stupid women, other than writing about it, as again, they are cowards, and like to remain anonymous. Then on top of that, there are other women out there who see what’s going on, and see some dog do something better (occasionally it happens!), then they think, “oh poor Emily, she must’ve lost, and therefore I will need to send help in the future for her”, and so do send in women to help. It’s just this incredible stupid cycle that goes around and around in circles! Dogs. Extreme harassment. Add to following a woman is a dysfunction, beeping incessantly is a dysfunction. And, a little tip for you, healthy women aren’t into dysfunction. Fuck off all Bimbo women; you know the day to day, things that I do, is not a competition. Unless there’s a start gun at the beginning, and a finish line at the end, it’s not a competition. And I certainly, do not need your help, if I missed a spot, I don’t give a flying fuck, comprehend. (Note, of all the hordes of dogs that they send to so call ‘help me, NONE of them have ever helped where it counts, like cleaning the house or putting cash into my account. Plus, a lot of those so called ‘helpers’ are the ones who steal from me, not only my things, but my ideas, skills and techniques.) Oh, and also, I heard they do this to other people, other artists who have talent, they think they are helping them, by pushing them with critique to be better, it is a known ’thing’ that dogs do. It is a power trip cat and mouse thing, NOT a helpful thing. 1 2 . This is What your Teenage Son Does – wake up BIMBO MOTHERS This bloody little shit next door neighbour teenager, used to get into my house at night when I slept, he would take things, upset my cat, and God know what else. This is how he did it; They use a knife to make a small inconspicuous slit in the flyscreen door just above the inside bolt. (Most homes have a flyscreen door in summer, as Australia is too hot to keep the main door shut.) Then they use the knife to insert through the slit, and pull the bolt across, so it becomes unlocked, then can be opened. So, but if a padlock is on the inside bolt (not even locked) then they can’t do it, as the top of the padlock stops the knife from flicking the bolt across. It is a monumental nuisance to make sure there is a padlock on the door all the time. And if you are not aware that this is what they do, then chances are you will not even have a padlock on the inside. Rental houses have NO security, not one I have lived in, has been properly secure. Its like they pretend this type of thing just doesn’t happen. All teenage sons are sneaky. This kid also followed me to 2 new address’s after I moved (some 100km away), and did the same thing. Like I said, it is a monumental nuisance to make sure there is a padlock on the door all the time. Especially when they steal the padlocks too. Also, what they do, they sometimes sneak in when I check mail or do something outside, so I am only out of the house for a minute, they sneak in, quick as flash, and take the padlock off or take the rod out of a window, they do it quick, in 23seconds or so, while I am not looking; so, they can later return while I sleep, as I don’t notice the missing rod or lock). Monumental nuisance. So, they still get in and steal, since I put the padlocks on the inside, items have still been stolen, I suspect some thieves have the key, and help themselves when I am out too. Where there’s a will…... Does anyone have any idea about how revolting these little shithead teenagers are? Most people are bloody clueless, I seem to be the only one who knows about these stupid thieving dogs. The local police did nothing, but later made sure I paid a $600 fine for car related ‘police set up’ situation – they are corrupt and have a soft spot for teenage sons. You know, I hope one day I see a bank robbery or something, see the person who did it, by chance know their name and address, then when the police ask me, who did it? I am going to say “well well well! I am not going to tell you, unless you pay me for damages caused to me by the police, in the past” - It would be sooo satisfying!! J 13. No COOL CAR ORNAMENTS due to Single Mothers When I was a fashion student at TAFE, I met another student who was this older woman, with a teenage son. Her son was bad. She lived nearby me at Chatswood. She confessed to me one day, that he used to steal those car logo ornaments from front bonnets, around the Chatswood area in Sydney. She was a single mother. She was an immigrant. Croatian or Romanian, somewhere round there. Different values. But I guess not any more. All the baddies are here now thanks to greed. Greed of politicians and councils who get more money with more people – they short sighted. (They no longer make those cool ornaments, due to this very fact.) Did you hear that - no more car logo ornaments, due to single mothers, raising disrespectful, sons. Could it be any more obvious? or hasn’t anybody made any correlations between single mother sons, and criminal behaviour? I’m sorry to tell you, but single mothers just can’t hack it, when it comes to looking after teenage boys. Clueless. Bimble bimble mothers, just want a ‘baebee’ - they don’t think about the fact that they will grow into individual other people, separate from them, and perhaps most of them don’t really know what men are really like before they get knocked up. They must have this fairytale idea about what men are like. Maybe they think their son will be the exception, because “I shall raise him the way I want, the good way”. Stupid women. (I was going to say Naive women just there, but you know it’s more than naivete, it’s like, not wanting to understand reality. I would go so far as to say a mental illness issue even, mentally stupid.) The above car ornament is a photograph of a scene from a movie “The Highwayman” and this movie has dogs in it. DOGS. In fact, I want to talk about this more, because I’ve noticed a recurring theme whenever there’s dogs in movies; there’s often car associations. Dogs in cars, dogs in brand-new cars, cars with fancy features. (I’ve talked about that before the people who show off new car details to me.) Always accompanied by multiple car beeping. You know, I don’t actually know anybody that works in the car industry. I’m not sure whether the whole industry is comprised of dogs who have socially retarded behaviours, or if it’s just the pushy rude car sales people who have infiltrated the television and movie world TO BRAINWASH CONSUMERS into thinking they need fancy expensive cars, so they think this kind of behaviour is acceptable – I think, they think, they are product placing via creating ‘jealousy competition’. Quite frankly, I don’t know who’s worse; single bimbo mothers, or pushy car sales people, I’m thinking possibility the 2 have combined, to create this revolting 21st-century monster. So, I just want to mention, that up to this point still, I hadn't had anything stolen from me in Sydney. Not that I had much when I was 18, but the people who steal from me, well, it doesn't really matter that I don't have anything much, they steal whatever they can see. If I only have the clothes on my back, then I take my jumper off as I’m hot – they would take it. SCUM. But when I was living at Chatswood, I had moved in as a flatmate to this couple, who had been living there for some years, they were a little older than me, and they had killer dogs in their backyard, literally dogs who were trained to kill intruders. So that could explain why I didn't have anything taken while I lived there! 😁 I recall the first item stolen from me in Sydney happened when I went to Parramatta Centrelink, and it's just kind of progressed from there, getting heaps worse after I moved to Melbourne and encountered all those students at RMIT. But if I recall, when I was friends with this Croatian woman, she sold me a sewing machine that was faulty, an overlocker that did not work at all. she knew it was not working, but said it was her sister who sold it to me - in retrospect I am thinking it was her. Stupidly dishonest. Btw, one time at Chatswood, I forgot my keys, and I tried to venture around the back, as I knew the back door was unlocked; I tried. I got as far as the wire gate on the side, but was met by the killer dogs, who even though they know me, know that I live there, as soon as I put my hand to the gate – such reaction, those dogs would’ve ripped me to shreds, they were so vicious. As I was standing there, staring at them, trying to calm and relax them, I could see they had so much hatred in their eyes, you couldn’t imagine it – no one would have been able to get through to that back yard. Dogs trained by dogs. Oh, and I absolutely have no doubt that whoever made that movie, the car people involved, have stolen from me, because I have used that image above: one thing I've noticed about movie people, they are completely anal about their pictures, and that they are not to be shown anywhere unless they say so. Simon Says. So, a screenshot – the dogs will think that is not ok. When in fact, it is ok to use a screenshot, it is the same law about filming whatever you see in the course of your day, and uploading it to social media. (I have checked with lawyers about this). If they want to make up Rafferty’s rules and steal from people as payment, then that’s their bad karma, they will be going to hell. I'm not stealing anything, I'm not claiming that this movie was my movie, that I took this shot, or I am making any money from it. It's just those people in the industry are completely stupid about this particular issue, it's along the lines of the people who steal from me, they are stupid because they can't figure out how to obtain what they want. Some call them zombies. At one point I heard female computer nerd perverts, were hacking people's computers, in antagonistic retarded manner to “see” what other images were on their computers, what other screenshots, and then stealing from anyone who had a screenshot of anything!! Stupid girls, coming up with excuses to steal, to justify their hacking pervert behaviour. Unlawful. (Btw, I believe there are “bootleggers” so to speak, and HA, you can’t perv on them, as they don’t live in glass house – so HA HA HA TO those stupid hackers, - go the bootleggers – and way to get people to choose a side that encourages movie theft – stop using me you stupid narcassitic dogs. So, while there are many smart people in the movie industry, there are a lot of REALLY STUPID ones. I don't think I've actually mentioned this before, but considering how much theft I have had from stupid actors (I even really don’t want to call them actors, it’s like they are street people: they got just any unemployed person off the street, to read some lines infront of a camera – same as what the Dr’s receptionists did at Gin Gin to make me wait. Bimbo stuff), I think it's worth mentioning right here right now. An industry of stupidity; stop talking to me stop stealing from me you stupid little bored desperado dog leeches. As someone advised me; you don’t need an “education” to work in the television and movie industry. It attracts non thinkers and love-starved attention seekers. And no, I will not be replacing that car ornament screenshot with an image from a “royalty free website”, because this issue needs to be exposed, I'm exposing you too, you little pathetic petty thieving bimbo computer hackers. I have been advised by the “television industry”, that they are have stopped doing single mother placement. Yes, this is actually a thing, the television industry yield a lot of power in society, and they have been encouraging single mothers, all these years. They have also been encouraging adoption of overseas kids, because overseas there is less “care” than there is in Australia, and so there are way more problems overseas. So the wannabee “I’ll save you” people, were trying to get Australian single women to adopt those poverty kids. I'm not sure if they've stopped doing the overseas adoption, but they've definitely stopped product placing single mothers in popular TV shows - so thank goodness for that. Because single mothers cannot do the job properly, it takes ying and yang, not just ying. Most women can't even look after themselves properly let alone a child; without love, without attention, without a discipline: you get a criminal. Mothers: the root of all problems. 14. My Good Flyscreen Door. This fly screen door, I couldn’t resist putting a photo of it on my blog, because I absolutely loved it. I purchased it for $5 at the Gunnedah tip, then restored it, painted it and put some fancy prints on it, plus a catflap. I had it on the Rangari house for the whole 10 years that I lived there. I had it on the next 3 rentals after Rangari. At my last rental, it wouldn’t fit on the door, so it had to stay outside, and in the process got warped and mostly ruined in the Queensland humidity, plus by this stage, I’m getting a little bit too old to be carting things like doors around to every place I have to live, I already have enough little additions that most rentals don’t have, like my induction cooker, benchtop dishwasher, fridge, shade house, multiple storage units, wardrobes, spice rack, proper lights…. For every rental house that I live in, they all require certain additions to be functional; same with furniture. Some furniture pieces’ just don’t fit from one place to the next, and have to be thrown out or stored, plus replaced with one that does fit. It’s a monumental effort and COST to constantly keep having to relocate your home. So, I had to throw this door out and I’m annoyed about it. I need a door like this that has a catflap on it, no rentals have cat flaps, even if cats are allowed. And a lot of rentals don’t even have proper fly screen doors that can be locked. My latest place, there’s no catflap and it’s a nuisance to have to open the door for my cat every time he wants to come in and out. I tried to find a second-hand door that would fit, but of course up here near Mackay, there are no second-hand places to get anything like a second-hand door. This area is really lacking behind in this area. I don’t believe anyone recycles anything? Or maybe Queensland is just too young yet, and all the homes here are mostly new, and there’s been no renovations yet or changes made, inorder for people to discard old features. Because you just can’t get any products second-hand up here, aside from clothing. Also, when I found this photo, it reminded me that I had already talked about it, and used this very photo, but I could not find it, so it was either taken, or it was done for Facebook before I started my blog, and before I was ban, or microsoft PC search is misbehaving. Sidebar; my sewing machine is set up on my kitchen table, that does not fit in my kitchen, so it is in bedroom. It’s one of those wooden picnic tables that has a barrier or a foot rest below it. Therefore, my sewing machine foot doesn’t quite fit, and sewing is a little awkward. My original sewing table that I started off with when I was 20, (I think it was grandmas hand-me-down kitchen table), after the 5th relocation, it fell apart. Typical of a lot of furniture. So it is furniture, my cats, and myself that loath and cannot handle having to constantly relocate, yet that is what I am forced to do by DOGS. THIS IS OUT OF MY CONTROL. Curses 15. Things That Pricks Do: Throw objects on my roof at night to wake me up before I fall asleep. Fuck off you stupid dog. {Heath Barwick and friends, used to do that at Rangari, in the last 3 years there, too. Plus aswell as at Kookaburra Park, GinGin} Park outside, and sit outside your home, at night, and sometimes then steal something before leaving early in the morning. (what the?) Drive past and or park, then beep outside my home repeatedly, constantly, daily. Do signs. Including number plate signs (Melbourne sign dogs). Set up certain, multiple, people, to cross my path, and or just stare at me, repeatedly. Rev their car repeatedly. Drive up to you, then turn around and drive off, repeatedly. (and beep) Follow me into town and beep at me. Follow me to the post Office. Follow me wherever I go, and steal something. Follow me into shops to eaves-drop (or, used to be public transport). Overcharge me at the counter, - sales girls do this, repeatedly. Steal out of my locked car when I leave it to go into a shop. All towns. Tamper with my car in car park, so when I return, it does not start, (, btw, those nasty bitches refused to allow me to use their phone to call the mechanic. FUCK I HATE THEM; they seriously need to be shot). Key my car. Try to manipulate me via distractions (this is huge - plus they have done it for many years) Kill my plants. THERE ARE HEAPS MORE, I can’t think of them all this morning, but I will update this list as I remember them all; there are heaps more passive aggressive ones that COWARDS DO. Non confrontational cowards with “imagined” problems with me, instead of real ones – that’s why they are passive aggressive; non real issues, of mentally retarded delusional idiots. As you can see there is a lot of ‘car’ related prick activity. I suggest they do a whole special paragraph in the “learn to drive, L plate P plate, handbook”, about how to conduct oneself, it you are annoyed about having NO CONTROL. You have no control over me; we do not know each other, we are not friends, we are not married, we are not lovers. You have no influence whatsoever on me – (as you failed to do the ‘hard yards’); DEAL WITH IT. Deal with having no control, do not take your frustrations out on me, a single lady. 16. Ways to Get Rid of Pricks I write this, because, I have problems, not so much from men ‘hitting’ on a woman, but literally from people, (woman too) who just hang round, wanting something. Either close or outside in the street. (weird) Read feminist books or Christian bible stories Listen to classical music. Do hose spraying; they perceive it as a sign. Do housework, clean the toilet. Stare at them, take their photo (if they are not so coward that they hide in their car or behind the bush, or outside….). Talk about thieves who steal from me. Talk about health problems – but not as effective as talking about thieves. Laugh at them. (This works 100% of the time, something about remembering the playground in primary school). Talk about your feelings. Yawn when they talk. Be the Cat, not the Mouse. This works 100% of the time. Get over-weight. (I am thinking, chopping off all your hair would work too). Call them at work. Write about their bimbo mothers who created such an arsehole (although I literally have had men hang around and be a nuisance, for the sole point of wanting me to write about their horrible naive mothers.) It’s always the mothers fault. Explain to them all about bimbo women, and they ought to find one of those types. Make them understand that you are smarter than him -although in my experience, this only happens after a lot of familiarity, and ideally you want to get rid of them way before that point. Psychoanalyse them constantly. Wear your all-white terry towelling outfit, or your ivory silk velvet tracksuit with ribbons!! Surround yourself in strong floral scents, like, tip some in a wash load, burn essential oils. Let them know what they really want, make it clear, (they are stupid, they will believe you), and you don’t have any for them. Don’t give them anything. Don’t take any bait, don’t be sucked in. (It’s really control they want). And ofcourse post photograph of them online, along with naming and shaming (also 100% affective, although this may drive them 100% nuts too!). Laugh at them again. 17. Under the Carpet Stuff Under the Carpet Stuff Google search: “he was a seedy character” “If you describe a person or place as seedy, you disapprove of them, because they look dirty and untidy, or they have a bad reputation.” “seedy” definition and meaning; Collins English dictionary. The real meaning of the word ‘seedy’, is the word used to describe perverts who steal women seeds. So far from what I can gather only 1 person I have encounted, gets what I am talking about in the full extent. Little boy problems. One of my landlords, David Heywood, used to come round to smell me, yuck. I just looooove having landlords. You know some might say, the very worst things that happens to me in my life, hasn't even been written about here on my blog. But for me the very worst thing I have to deal with has been the stealing, and has been what prompted me to write about my life in the first place. Everything thing else I can handle. Stealing is a crime in Australia, against the law, there are people paid to do something about it. There are no laws about other seriously handicapping activity, like for instance stalking, harassment, verbal bullying and metaphysical stuff. I mean I have complained to the police about the thefts on numerous occasions, not that they have done anything about the thefts anyway, but I've never complained to the police about the harassment, even though the harassment would be by far a greater occurrence {and there have been a lot of thefts}. The only time I have seen it written as law is in a Tenancy agreement: “there has to be quite enjoyment of the premises” - so that would be free from harassment. But I've not lived anywhere where this has been followed, like I have received so much harassment, some places I had but no choice to leave. The police would not do anything about this, maybe the landlord would, but in half the cases it has been the landlord or landlords kids harassing, so- NOT – or they get manipulated by the baddies – female dogs who play sides. And so basically anything else aside from thefts, is not going to be dealt with by any kind of authorities, or “powers that be” - people who can do something about it, EVER. Although, I have noted, just quietly, there are some authorities who attempt to write those wrongs, sometimes they DO, {as I mentioned I think before, I had a specific problem that I had endured for over 15 years by someone, some unknown stalking person, and one day, it stopped, just like that!! – I had written about it on my blog}, But those people often get situations completely and utterly wrong. And on the other hand, there are perpetrators telling me that those good people who can see the situation as for what it really is, and try to do something about it “have packed up and gone home” - in the hopes to get me to stop writing about my life on this blog – and naming names. Not going to happen. You are right to be scared. I will mention some of the harassment at Rangari because it concerns landlord David Heywood in relation to the people who harassed me. Even though I did live 40km out of town, and my nearest next-door neighbour was half a kilometre away, I still was harassed. I can assure you compared to living in suburban area, it's certainly 50 million times better. But I still was harassed, I've talked about the planes as a big constant nuisance following me around, and out there on the farm they would sometimes just circle over my house for hours, and for days, - completely annoying. There were multiple things that I haven't even talked about on my blog, like hundreds of weird things that people did, they would sneak out to my place and do weird things - not just the stealing. I will mention one incident: I looked out across the paddocks one evening was at dusk, and I saw a shed on fire, it was at least 1km away, difficult to see, but I could see flames. I had been over in that area before, and it was a kind of an abandoned rundown area on Davids farm, so if a shed was on fire, it wouldn't be burning anything of any value. I thought it’ll just die down in a matter of moments as it’s all corrugated iron. After 4-5 minutes it stopped. Now David came around the following morning (in retrospect this was not a coincidence). I told him his shed over the way was on fire yesterday, and he was completely non-phased by what I said, like, a normal response would be, What! Fire on MY land?! Where?. But no, he just grimaced and that was it. Weird. I mean, some might say well why didn't you call him yesterday, but I actually didn't have a phone out at Rangari. (And that neighbour half a kilometre away was a drunk who stole from me, and the other neighbour next to him used to spray pesticides over my house). And as I mentioned not a serious fire. Anyway, so after that odd incident, sometime later I saw on the news; they were doing a fireworks story and they had just invented this really cool thing of putting images on a building, and guess what I saw: someone had put flames on a building - it was just like what I saw on Davids shed. So, I didn't see a shed burning after all, only a projection of flames on a shed wall – in the distance. So, knowing this, I then could see why David didn't react as a normal person would to a fire, on his farm. So David knew about all the people coming out onto the farm and harassing me - and he never said anything to me about it, he never tried to stop it from happening, in fact he probably was pleased that he knew something that I did not: some sort of control and power over me, because as a tenant, he didn't have any over me, aside from Tenant duties that I am obliged with, which I always diligently did; I am not going to give anyone fuel. Plus, out there, basically I just had to pay rent. So, he had 2 kids, both girls, who then, where in their 20’s – so as their dad, he could speak to them how he chooses, he could yell at them if he wished - not that I ever saw him around his kids, or ever met his girls. However, with me, NO, he could not exert is power over me in this manner – and this as it turns out – really pisses certain men off. Lol. And btw, this is why not all people ought have kids – as kids are not there for your personal flexation of psychological muscles. WAKE UP. So, maybe he was approached by someone who wants to play a trick on me, and he's gone ‘yeah sure’ thinking that it will be harmless and amusing. Well maybe harmless and amusing to him, but I can assure you being harassed in this manner is not harmless or amusing to me at all, I was not laughing at any point. And it's exactly this type of fun ‘yeah go ahead’ which also tells the community that, “yeah tricks, do it – and stealing small invaluable items, that’s a trick too, that will be really amusing – so sure go ahead”. It's bloody stupid behaviour on behalf of a landlord – let alone one fully gown adult male in his 40’s. So as far as I'm concerned, this is monumental arsehole behaviour. Thers no exceptions. 18. FAT SHAMING Now normally, I wouldn’t complain if a business sent me a wrong size, because I could just return it and get the right size, or they would issue me a refund, but this seller didn’t want to do that, for some strange reason. Therefore, they are dodgy seller. Their name is Undercover Hosiery & Lingerie AU, The Undercover Customer team Michelle and Safel. The problem is being that they have waist and hip measurements on their webpage listing, and so I measured myself accordingly and chose the size. Only their sizing was off, because it was too small, and as I had specifically measured myself, it should’ve been a perfect fit. Why they didn’t just send me a larger size or refund is beyond me, in this situation, as it wasn’t a change of mind situation, they were in the wrong. (I can only assume this company is run by little girls). So, I returned the item, at my expense, when infact they should’ve paid for return shipping because it was their fault, and in our conversations, they were not very nice, and still refused to refund me, or send me a larger size. So, when I explained to Amazon customer care what happened, they gave me a refund straightaway. I don’t know whether amazon charges the company the refund amount, or pays for it through profits, I just don’t know. But as I am on a personal mission to stop thieving, and, retailers, at present, are coming in at the NUMBER 1, for biggest thieves in Australia, I am going to the effort of writing my grievance down. {All retailers try to steal, they push faulty products on to me, they short change me, and they overcharge. Plus, a lot of them are selling clothes that are 1 or 2 sizes too small, and if I manage to find one in the right size, instore, then they swap it over, after checkout, (sneakily) for smaller size! Why the hell would I want clothes that are too small for me you little girl idiots? ARE you trying to dress all women as little girls? Grow the hell up.} Update in 2025, retailers are now stooping to a new low by photoshopping and enhancing online product photos, so that when you receive them, they are quite different and YUK. So, international online have been doing this for some years, Pinterest, but this year I noted local Australians are doing it (copycats): Lincraft, Mr Fothergills and Australian Plants Online, although I suspect those companies are not actually Australian. I strongly feel Asian maybe Korean (?) online retailers, on ebay and Temu, are stealing from their customers if the customers returns and item or demands a refund due to faulty product (a network here). I can confidently say the retail industry is made up of some really stupid people; the kind of people that want to sell you something that doesn’t work, at full price, and then when you take it back and demand a refund because it doesn’t bloody work; they’ll give you your money back, as by what the law states, but then they’ll follow you home and steal from you so they feel like they DIDN’T LOSE even if it was their fault with faulty product. It’s a stupid mentality brought about by nazi parents instilling in to their child NEVER TO LOSE – and the irony, it’s often straight A students who later have this problems (not used to failing, can’t handle it at all). I personally believe because they are in the wrong, but still STEAL do recoup their loss, they cannot see the situation for what it is, not due to mental illness, but due to stupidity. Stupid. Just because you passed the exams does not mean you are smart! By the way, they did claim that they never received the item, which is a possibility, maybe somebody stole it at Australia Post (It has happened before), but due to the way that they talked to me, and treated me, I am more inclined to think they are the guilty ones, who just said they didn’t receive it when in fact, they did. BUT, as well, somebody computer savvy, hacked my computer, and stole the photograph that I had taken of the stamped parcel with the senders address. So, somebody went to a lot of effort to try to cover their arses, and get out of refunding me; all to no avail, because I have been refunded, although this does suggest that the person who stole it actually got away with stealing it, and as well, as I got the refund. But the person who stole it, is a bloody idiot, because retailers and Australia Post are a huge network, and they will know exactly who stole it, if it was stolen via Australia Post; you’ve got to be a total bimbo to steal in this manner. Mind you, I find a lot of times when I report stolen items, they go ahead and investigate, and they discover who stole it, (this includes the police as well as retailers and Australia Post ), but after discovering who stole it, they still don’t do anything about it. They just know who stole it, and seem to be quite content about the situation so long as they know who stole it, and give me a refund anyway. In fact, this has happened quite a few times, it’s like they personally know the person who stole it, and know she is a pretty bimbo, and young, so they give them a chance, and forget about it. It’s ridiculous, even pretty bimbos need to be held accountable, otherwise they just continue to do it. By the way I couldn’t find my bike shorts in the correct size anywhere in Australia so I had to purchase a man’s pair of black bikies, which, for some strange reason actually fit quite well, up the top part, although the thigh part was a little small. As I’m getting older and bigger, I’m finding it impossible to buy large size clothes. In fact, and as I know, the whole clothing industry in Australia is run by little girls, I suspect that they, are on their own personal mission of ‘punishing’ women (the bimbo dominatrix) who are overweight, or just plain big, by not stocking any size over size large (L) (size 16 or 18). And if retailers do stock them, then they only stock 2 items in larger size, when in fact they’ve got probably a market base of several hundred thousand women who fall into that larger size category. FAT SHAMING. Plus useless buyers in the retail clothing sector – either that or their target market are young skinny women, who are the only ones still stupid enough to constantly buy new clothes as per the trend dictates. 19. Women Throwing Tantrums If Someone Speaks to Them IN A RAISED VOICE. Obviously, these women I’m talking about, are not Greek or Italian. The Greeks and Italians are infamous for yelling at each other. Dealing with their problems, and emotions, especially within family units, through loud verbal communication. It is a part of normal healthy life. In fact, this is a page from a book, that a typical Australian could learn from. Now there’s probably been a few people in my life who have taken revenge on me somehow without me knowing it, but since I don’t know about it, I can’t write about it or therefore have any idea of any offence that I have may have caused. But these two instances here, of irrational overreaction behaviour, (possibly hysterical), have had a long-term lasting effect on my life. And it is much to their misfortune, as well as mine, unbeknownst to them. One of them was a retired schoolteacher, and the other one was a policewoman. Shirly Urquhart and Sharon Morgan. This absurd behaviour, I feel would come about from the women being spoiled little brats. But I mean possibly after ‘lauding’ over, so many people, such as a teacher and a policewoman would do, this intern could build up their ego, and so they have fancy tickets on themselves and therefore would be overly offended if somebody yelled at them. You know when most people get yelled at, the person just yells right back at them. You have a yelling conversation, then it ends. You get on with your life, or rectifying the yelling situation. Which does not involve seeking spiteful vindictive revenge. But these two women were so offended by my raised voice, one of them incarcerated me for seven days to see if I was “crazy”, and the other stole an item of mine; an expensive cooler and water bottle. Now, considering how many items of mine have been stolen; I can’t remember having any raised conversations with anyone else, but given the above ridiculous scenario, it wouldn’t surprise me if there was something just as trivial, that has triggered other Bimbo women to steal from me?? Yes, that is correct, this behaviour is bimbo. I am not really sure how I can possibly deal with this kind of dysfunction, other than writing about it, so those big ego heads, can hear about their bizarre nature, of their very own personal dysfunction, in the “collective consciousness”. And maybe, they can step back from their power tripping ways, possibly humble themselves, just a little, so they can keep a grasp on reality, and not turn into monstrous, bully bitches. WAKE UP. And by the way, the reason why I was yelling at the Gin Gin Chief Constable in the first place, was because I was advised previously; when dealing with the Gunnedah Police, at a previous address, if I wanted the police to do anything, I literally have to yell at them, so to get them off their arse to do something about, which, by the way did work to a certain extent, I had a few items returned in a very strange mysterious manner, after yelling at the local police! (But can’t you just imagine some older wiser cheekyars, whispering to me “go on yell at them, yell at the police” – and I’m like OK I will!) – how was I to know they are anally retarded about yelling? BTW, the cops in Gunnedah have to be on rotation, like they can’t have the same police working in Gunnedah for too long, as there’s too much comradery and mateship, then crimes are overlooked, and there is corruption. I feel this policy ought to be applied to Gladstone and Bundaberg police. And the reason why I was yelling at Shirly Urquhart, was because the admin at Gunnedah council, specifically the arts council Admin; were stealing from me via my cards, only giving me 40% of the agreed profit margin. And Shirly Urquhart, not an admin person, but very much involved in the gallery, would have known about it, everyone knew about (even my jobs provider knew about it, who later paid for card replacements! J). And she was the person there at the time, when I called about my cards. So, it was her I yelled at her for stealing my card money. Actions=Consequences. I need to add a special paragraph about “knowing about something and not doing anything about it” I see this a lot, especially when it comes to petty theft. Its like, other trivial matters, like “well she said such such about you and called you this name” – they have NO problems telling. But when it comes to lawful matters, like theft, arial poising, deliberate nighttime noise makers, and domestic man/wife matters, they suddenly go quiet, fearful. SUCH COWARDS most people are. {Mary Lung, you belong in jail – this reference was from a docu I watched – can’t even remember what it was about now, or who Mary Lung is, but I made a note about it at the time!! J } Note all those vector images above ; I could not find any free female ones, which is worth commenting about, because I suspect those 2 above mentioned women, in particular, do not except things that are different from the social norm; the social norm being women should act like ladies at all times, and being a lady doesn’t involve yelling! This is a ridiculous concept. We have a wide and varied vocal ability. It’s there to be used when we see fit, it’s not there to be oppressed. 20. Cure for Seasickness on Great Barrier Reef Snorkelling Day Trips In November I did something to my back, as I was lifting a box skewiff. It was quite painful and after a 2 weeks, had only partly heeled, so I knew I would have to drive up to Mackay and see a Chiro. Now, as I still had my sore foot – Collapsed Arch, and had extreme general moping feelings, about not being able to walk anywhere or do anything for the last 5 years; so, I thought I should treat myself to a snorkelling day trip just off Mackay coast, hoping the swimming would help with my back pain too, aswell as uplifting my spirits. Plus, as I have recently only moved here, I wanted to discover a bit more about the oceans in the area, (locals are tight lipped about things like stingers and crocs – actually I suspect the majority of people who live in QLD, are ‘new’! as in everyone has moved here from NSW over the last 20 years). So, at a total cost for the day incl chiro and petrol, of $300, I set off, the drive there was very painful. But the chiro was wonderful, and helped straight away. The boat trip out to the island reef was horrendous, 10minutes in, I was suddenly dazed, stupefied, nauseated, then sick, for the rest of the 40minute trip – it was awful. We got there, then we all snorkelled. In the water I slowly recouped. I love snorkelling. 2 hrs after, when we were meant to be on the boat eating lunch, I just stayed in the water for that hour, where I was happy and ‘sickfree’, I did get fairly cold, it was only November. My whole body was kind of stiff with the cold, but I figured it would be better to be a bit cold, than to be seasick. As it turned out, that cold helped tremendously with my back, and my foot. I awoke the following day to no pain at all – TOTAL CURE for my back, plus my foot seemed not to be hurting as usual. So that cure was not only from the Chiro, but it would be from that cold water – I was in there for 3 hours. So, worth it then. But the seasick does ruin the overall memory of the day. The host of the day, said he had never seen a croc on any beach at Mackay, and there were none on the beautiful Scawfell Island we stopped at. One of the others, said apparently there was 1 croc spotted in the Mackay marina since it was built. I have since read about the stingers, and there is a chance you will be stung in the ocean over summer, especially after big rains. So, I feel a stinger suit is necessary if you want to swim in the ocean. I have already purchased one, it is on its way from the UK, (none available in Australia), just in case I get the chance to swim again, maybe wishfully thinking…. BUT I have come up with a solution for seasickness on the ‘Wildcat’. The Wildcat crew, could easily rig up a (I think they’re called a parasail), with multiple hang-seats. I’m thinking you could get at least 16 across the back of a Wildcat, possibly 2 rows, so 32! I’m not sure whether anyone else would want to sit up there for the whole journey, 40 minutes or so, but I for one, would be delighted to, not only would I love the view of the ocean, and the sea breeze, but it would be a totally seasickness free stretch, saving a whole heap of nausea, vomiting and generally feeling like you are going to die. So, worth doing this crew? I did send this image to Wildcat, suggesting their Mackay team do it, but I didn’t hear back from them; such hesitancy to try something new…. Quick mention also, seems a lot of dangers about QLD ocean waters are ignored by tourist brochures (especially those brochures), and operators. Not saying that Wildcat fit this bill, as we were all given ‘Stinger Suits’, but a lot of operators are really quite irresponsible when it comes to describing anything NEGATIVE, they only want to encourage ‘bimbo happiness’, and don’t want anyone to know that there are DEADLY encounters up here; in the hopes of not deterring any paying customers. It pays to watch those documentaries on sea creatures. 21. Cruel Farming Tradition – Barbed Wire That artwork above ; as it was evolving in illustrator, I liked it because of the little curls on the striped outlines that emerged, it slightly reminded me of Barbed Wire and my childhood freedom wandering down the back paddocks... Living on farms, pretty much most of my life. There’s always been a lot of Barbed Wire lying around, most of the fences were done with Barbed Wire. I’m sure most people are familiar with Barbed Wire; it is a long wire with wire knots every 20cm or so, ‘barbs’, they are very sharp, so if you get too close to a Barbed Wire fence, it will catch you, cut you, rip you, and you will start bleeding for sure. They are very sharp and painful. The original point of the Barbed Wire, was to deter animals from crossing the fence, but I can assure you, it doesn’t have that affect it all, instead what it does, if an animal gets too close, or wants to go next door for some odd reason, they feel the pricks, then panic and struggle, and keep pushing, sometimes they get completely torn up and develop a major injuries, possibly resulting in infection, then death. And of course, there’s so much Barbed Wire lying around on most well-established farms, and often their fences are falling apart, so there are loops and tangles, and giant balls of Barbed Wire lying around all over pretty much every farm I’ve ever encountered, especially down the fence lines, so stock like horses and cattle get cuts regularly and sometimes it’s very bad, as I have witnessed it. Some farmers, most, tend to be a little lazy when it comes to fencing. It’s a total hazard. You know, maybe in the past when people weren’t quite as savvy or evolved as they are now, it would be acceptable, but by today’s standards, it is not acceptable to be cruel to stock or wild animals, and use Barbed Wire, there are by far, better fencing options available today, it appears some farmers are very slow to give up their old bad ways. And in my experience with daughters of farmers at school, this streak of cruelty has been inherited, and it really shows and shines through. And actually, I find it a little strange how farmers in Australia are pretty much highly revered, and they get a lot of political privileges, well, in Gunnedah, they did. But it is an industry that is wrought with dysfunction; social dysfunctions, family dysfunctions, sadistic dysfunctions and class/ ’airs and graces’ snobbery dysfunctions, particularly with the women/wives, who tend to turn a blind eye to their husbands and sons ways. I believe it is up to those wives to do something about their lazy husbands. 22. Umbrella stolen from my car by bimbo I had 5 umbrellas, I am now down to one bad one, see blue/white one below – with the other 4 all STOLEN. Actually, that green checked umbrella was given to me by a friend back in 1993, (Rachael) and she had got it from the shop where she worked in North Sydney because, she said, dozens and dozens of umbrellas got left there constantly, and they were forever having to throw umbrellas out. She basically had an unlimited supply to umbrellas. So, she gave me this green one, actually I’m not even sure why she gave me an umbrella, it’s not like I asked her for an umbrella, she just handed it to me and said here you go. And when this green checked one was stolen, at that particular time, back in about 2016(?), (I think I used it once in that whole time), but, who did I see presenting themselves to me on the street (in the typical fashion that I have seen girls present themselves usually from afar), but Rachael’s little sister, Sarah Wainberg. So, I’m thinking someone thought it would be funny upon hearing that my umbrella stollen, to suggest that it was probably Rachels little sister who stole it, as she thought Rachel should’ve given it to her, (!) or it actually was Rachels little sister who stole it (?) no convictions, or, it was Rachael’s older sister who stole it, wanting to blame her younger sister, thinking it would be funny (?) {family of 4 girls}. Who really knows about what these silly blonde women get up to - that whole family is German, dad was a Doctor in Gunnedah (I think they moved?), I bet Rachels older sister (not the very eldest one – as if she would have done anything like this), but the 2nd born one, I bet she had something to do with it (the one that I can’t remember her name for some strange reason, who looks like my current landlord, who btw, has a completely different name, Cate Rogers). I did actually check before I moved into this house with Council, if the person who told me owned this house, actually was the person who owned it, (been on a wild goose chase before by stupid bitchy women), and Council confirmed that it was true. So, either my landlord is who she says she is (from SA), or my landlord is completely a different person, who has changed her name!! who knows! But I think she had something to do with the theft of my big black golf umbrella at kookaburra Park; this umbrella had been painted with a very dark green paint in order to hide the advertisement that was on the umbrella, as at the time, when I was purchasing this, (it was a gift for my golfing father), there were no golf umbrellas that didn’t have any ads on them - it was very disappointing. Anyway, after my dad died, I inherited this umbrella, and so I painted it. It was in fairly good condition and it is now recognisable, if you see someone with a slightly dark green umbrella, if you look closely, you’ll be able to see the ads still on 4 of the sides. I want you to go and rip it off them, and hit them over the head with it, and tell them shame on them for stealing an umbrella from an old lady. They will be going to hell. And so, if it was not my landlord or her sister possibly Sarah Wainberg who took this, it was my neighbour there; Every time my neighbours come up here to stay (because that was not their permanent house; anyway, whenever they come, something gets stolen when they leave, and this time it was that umbrella, it was stolen off the back Veranda which is where I put it, has earlier it had rained (drought breaking rain) and I had been wandering around the garden with that big umbrella, especially over the side, of that neighbours, where they could peer down at me from their Kitchen window. Actually, I kept it on that back veranda always, it had been there for the last 3 years. The neighbour who owned that house is named Stella, (looks like Niki Barret), and her son, it was her son who had been there doing chain sawing, and sometimes he has a girl around, I think she may be a prostitute? Short blonde girl. 3 times over the last 3 years I have seen her, sometimes she acts weirdly, and talks to me on a pretend phone (I am not talking to her – she is nuts). That’s all the information I have on them, I don’t know anything else about them. Aside from the fact that the son is in his 30’s, who possibly steals from single women, and his mum is slightly zombie, as she told me she was selling her house, when infact she was not and did not. Liars and stupidity go hand in hand. See major problems with my neighbours wherever I go – they are all like that. Stupid and Nuts. So, their ‘seeing’ me or my landlords history with possible stolen umbrella and identity issue, I am not sure which one stole it. I do know there are certain characteristics which make people look the same, and it can be confusing for me, not being too good at recognising faces. I always thought, if I was a school teacher, who had year after year, a new group of kids, I would kind of flip out; because there are certain characters, who look the same (on first glance), and develop similar personality traits, because of their appearance. I’m not sure if I am explaining this correctly, but in a class full of kids, you’ll see different personalities emerge, and your mind will match the personality to their faces, to help recognize them. But when the next year comes along, with all new kids, you actually will observe similar personality traits, as the previous class, and what’s more these personality traits, will actually match in appearance too (on first glance) it is a little weird - but I’ve noticed and observed that this is a real phenomenon. I believe this comes about, because; peoples personalities are shaped by their appearance, because people react to someone’s appearance in a certain same way. An obvious example is if someone is pretty or not pretty, they get different reactions from others, but I think it is even more complicated than just that (like height, weight, neck shape/voice….weighing in to shape peoples reactions to a person). So, after people react to someone, continuously the same way, that person develops a certain response, and thus a personality trait, the same as another similar looking other person. mmm, basically, there are too many people! (Slow down the breeding!) Someone told me that a girl stole my above theory and used it for her university thesis!! (Whatever a thesis is, I did not go to uni, and have an opinion about some universities and uni graduates, that is not good – certainly not smart.) But I have no problems with people using any of my ideas, facts or opinions on my blog, and talking about them; that’s what raises peoples consciousness. (Although if you could actually leave the photostory were I put it, and not delete it off my blog or PC, that would be great.) I looked it up; thesis: a statement or theory that is put forward as a premise to be maintained or proved. – hey guess what, my Blog is full of them! So, of my 5 umbrellas, that I hardly ever used, living in Gunnedah, where it hardly ever rained, that blue/white golf umbrella below , is my last remaining one. The others were taken from my locked car, mostly when I was parked in town, in Gunnedah and Tamworth, one was taken when parked at Gin Gin or Bundaberg. As you can see below, it has had better days, but I am reluctant to replace it, as not only has most of my budget been taken by others before I have even receive it, but being in such a bad state, all my neighbours who see me walking around the garden when it rains – which is a lot now, being in the subtropics, they will NOT to be tempted to steal it, like my last neighbours. It’s like I have to be poor, or else my neighbours will steal everything. The older I get, the more I realize who this whole country is; Stupid repressive thieving Australians – all of them, no exceptions so far. 23. This is a Warning I have a water-skiing story, and as there are a few dogs in my unit complex who could do with a warning. I’m going to do a Photostory for it; Our family used to regularly go on picnics with other families in Gunnedah, out to Keepit Dam, every summer. We were often there every weekend. One time we were there, a family had a speedboat, and they were doing water-skiing trips around. So, I got to try water-skiing! Fun! I think I might of been 10 or 11? Water-skiing is a little difficult when you first try it. Most people usually can’t just stand up and go, they fall over; there’s a knack to it, I think maybe after a couple of tries I got it, and it was great fun albeit probably better suited to someone who does not have ‘Chicken Arms’. I think also it depends on your driver, there’s also a knack to driving at just the right speed to get up, for that person? Anyway, a couple of years later, on a school excursion, we were given the opportunity to go water-skiing. So, all the girls were divided up, when it was our turn, I was ready, but again on the first go I fell over. And one of the other girls, was just, bitchy about it “as if Emily will be able to do it”. You know this kind of thing was quite typical at that school, I was constantly underestimated by all of them. I usually just ignore such comments, and never have the desire to stand up for myself, but in this particular instance, I had a very clear memory of the previous time I went water-skiing, and I turned her sharply and said “no, thank you very much, I can do this, I’ve done it before”. And, on the next go, I did get up and had more fun. So, after me, was that particular b girl, and this girl crashed badly into a tree on her exit, and I believe, it’s because she had a go at me, AND, I had bothered to turn around and contradict her. So, bearing this in mind, I always wonder why girls try to have a go at me like that, (still), it’s like I can turn around and say one sharp sentence to them, and their whole life would come crashing down. Yet still, they try. Looking at it like this, you know, I have saved probably thousands of b girls now, from crashing. I have other stories I can tell you, but I think you might get a little bit too scared if I go ahead with them all. I know there are a lot of people who are aware of this ‘plain fact’ of life, and are scared of me, and hence part of the problem of, why I have nasty dogs who follow me around wherever I go. And also, see how it’s important to do activities like this in childhood. Not to mention the importance of family fun and love. 24. Texting Dog Nuisance Beeping Network My neighbours in communication with other neighbours via texts. I think she maybe texting them to beep their car horn - she likes to time it at key times – halfwit in the head. HARRASMENT. For the sake of keeping the peace, could someone please go and put a bullet in her ear. Little girls who bully on the playground, go on, to live in their own places, but still carry on the tradition of female bullying, but often with new and creative passive aggressive techniques. Like this. At the moment she has discovered she can scrape the back of her chair on the floor, to sound just like a car horn. So she’s being beeping all week long. And most likely scratching the wooden floor too! Bloody Beepers. Those beepers are thieves. Car thieves. Btw, what she does is actually unlawful. And considered a crime - being a total nuisance is a crime, there have been laws written about it. But I was advised it’s up to me to sweet talk police into doing something about it, because if they choose not to, they don’t have to. {omg lol} Also, I mentioned in one of my sewing YouTube videos that the dogs do signs if say, make a mistake in my sewing (completely annoying and also harassment) but I have noticed they mostly do it if I do something better than the stupid bitch next door or whoever, (fucked if I know who those stupid bitches are), so if according to their little game, I ‘beat’ them. So, she throws a tantrum and gets the neighbouring cars to beep, and therefore be a nuisance for me. Like a sore looser. Spoilt brat. This behaviour, especially when I was not trying to ‘beat’ or not ‘beat’ anyone, is absurd. You now, a sore loser is the epitome of someone who is of low character, has had bad breeding with incompetent parents, are love depraved, who are unconfident due to their inferiority, (not imagined inferiority), and are morally inept. So, I suggest if you don’t want to give away these characteristics about yourself, you may wish to stop throwing tantrums whenever you think I have done something better than you. You may not be aware, but life is actually NOT a competition, underneath it all. Also, since I wrote and posted this, the chair beeping has not stopped. I do not care what you have to say, or what you are trying to say in such a disrespectful manner, so fuck off fuck off fuck off. Photo: small house next door at Sarina with old man idiot beach chair car beeper I'm updating this because I want to add a photo of the house next door. So if it wasn't the girl next door fake beeping me with her chair, it was some arsehole in this holiday house: he used to sit outside in a beach chair and reach across to his car and beep his car horn; I went out there one day when he was doing it and I saw him doing it literally {for some reason not sitting in his car? Maybe there was someone else there hiding, who knows, I was down the driveway so I couldn't see 100%. I did advise the police of this nuisance behaviour, also because I suspected that person was stealing from me (possibly from Gin Gin?). The police advised me not to go around they, will go around there! And I described it as a holiday house because nobody actually lived there permanently, it was only built after I moved in next door, like I know it was specifically built for someone to go there and annoy the crap out of me with a car horn. But as if the police would actually even believe that notion, let alone be able to do something about it. I have since relocated, at my new address when I first moved in here, that beeping and the “little boy” started up next door; I immediately kicked up a huge big stink, called the police, because there's no way I was going to live here with what I had just injured at Sarina for those 2 yrs. With that stupid little boy harassing me, and car beeping idiots. And it worked somewhat, stopped for the most part, although occasionally like, not sewing this time, but when I do woodworking, cause I'm doing it outside, and of course pervert neighbours are wanting to spy and see what I'm doing. I think, they think, that they're an “overse-er” of some sort - so they're telling me if I'm doing it right or wrong, winning or losing: they're such fucking dick heads I can't stand them. its pure harassment, pure power tripping fuck off fuck off fuck off. 25. Telstra Antics re Lymph Problems A woman called me on Saturday 10am, stating she was from Centrelink’s National Customer Service Centre (as I had the day before put in a complaint about their website and jobs provider creating 2 initial appointments for me – 2 – no common sense), anyway, the woman I spoke with was unhelpful. However, she pretended to be helpful in a long and tedious way. I realized some hrs later that the woman was the same person I had spoken to 2 years prior about a lymphatic drainage massage – I wanted to know whether it would help my plantar fasciitis, we spoke for some time, in the end I opted to see a physio. Although recently I have discovered it was the lymphatic drainage I should have had too, as I have lymph problems, and have had long term now. I believe that woman had been stalking me, trying to explain about lymph ever since? – as Dr’s are CLUELESS about lymph, all 4 of them failed to see the lymph build up. FAILED. So, while it is great to understand finally, I have lymph problems, I do not appreciate being stalked and lied to by crazy lymph knowledgeable person. By doing so, she appears to me, as a stupid dog. I guess no one thought my initial complaint to Centrelink was important. (Although the face-to-face appointment did result in sickness, a contagion spread by medical people lurking down at the office- I guess no one believes me that this really happened.) Btw, ofcourse I can NOT afford lymphatic drainage therapy, and the government does not recognize this as a valid health problem on Medicare, but I discovered on you tube; Adam Thomas from Canada, who is a reflexologist, and did a series of videos about his trade during covid19. And what a GODSEND he was, he showed me how to remove all the lymph build up, which resulted in pretty much immediate relief from the pain that had accumulated in my left breast, aswell as removed all the swelling on the top of my foot, so much so in fact that I could see the fluid still in the other foot, and had to apply the same technique to my other hand (he shows reflexology on hands too, apparently they have the same affect as reflexology on the foot!) Australians have to turn to Canadians for youtube health, as all the money and knowhow in the health sector, in this country, is devoured by greedy thieving woman. You know, everything I do, is in an attempt to save myself. Stop and Help 26. Washing Dramas at Sarina Just noticing one of the males in my unit complex at Sarina, he reminded me of one of the little boys in my class at Gunnedah primary school, look wise, I actually never met him. That boy back in primary school would fall under the ‘socially retarded category’. Many mother’s and teachers in Gunnedah back then, had no idea how to raise a child in a functional manner, probably still don’t. I was advised by a press birdy, that this is why it’s such a big deal in Sydney sending your child to the right school in the right area. It’s a total competition amongst mothers, and a bitch area, she says, because some schools have a reputation for having teachers of a certain standard, others, no standards at all. And, she said, it’s not a matter of private and public down there either, she says, it just depends on where you live; some suburbs are more desirable for a teacher than others. As I heard this, at the time I thought; jeez, my parents wouldn’t have given any thought to the ‘standard’ of teachers, when I was in primary school - it’s just whatever school was closest was the school it was going to be. No thoughts at all to psychological impact that a good teacher versus a bad teacher has, no thoughts at all about the psychological advantage of being empowered at school. No thoughts about power tripping motivated child care workers/teachers. No thoughts the competition amongst peers, in absolutely everything, which all accumulates, in getting the right job and career. Anyway, I mention this guy, (he would be the same age as me, 50 this year,) because of the 13 units in this complex, he has the STINKIEST CAR; big, old, noisy, and it bloody stinks from toxic petrol fumes. I think I am allergic! Oh, he participates in some sort of strange and weird behaviour on Sunday mornings, involving driving his big stinky car out, passing my unit on the way and putting all the stinky fumes in my unit if the door is open {mad race to the door to shut it whenever I hear those revs}. But then he returns 5 minutes later, only to depart, and return again, then depart and return, depart and return, depart and return - all morning, every weekend. I mean, dare I ask, what strange little boys get up to. I certainly don’t want to encourage him in any way - I have discovered in life, and it’s unfortunate, but just talking to some guy, or even a friendly nod or wave of acknowledgment- they can interpret that completely the wrong way, and for some reason, possibly thinks it’s an invitation of some sort (some nuts). So, I just have to guess his activities. He doesn’t appear to work? And I know bored little shitheads, get up to mischief, plain and simple. A birdie later advised me he was doing his washing!! Lol! There's no laundry in each of the units here, and he didn't have a washing machine out in his carport, like I did, or a few other of the neighbours do. So, he was taking his washing either to the laundromat in town or who knows, to someone's place. There is actually a laundry in the basement here, when I arrived, the 2 coin washing machines weren't working, they did fix them eventually, and one time I used the coin dryer, (no wind at all there) I had to spend $12 trying to dry my doona, $12 it still wasn't dry, but that was all the change I had - so I mean, what a scam! No wonder nobody uses them - that real estate and landlord should be totally ashamed of themselves for not providing a laundry in a residential area, it's just disgusting greed on the part of whoever collects that laundry money. When I was 20 and moved into the flat at Pendle Hill, I had to hand-wash my clothes, I didn’t have a washing machine. After 12 months, my grandmothers friend (Richard’s mother), heard, I didn’t have a washing machine, and so she donated me her old twin tub! Very thoughtful of her wasn’t it. But if you’re not familiar with using twin tubs, they’re not good, better than nothing, but, they consist of two basins in the machine, one that fills with water and moves about to agitate, the other basin just spins and drains- so you’ve got a move clothes from one to the other, by hand. It wasn’t for another 10 years, when I paid my car off, that I decided it was time to purchase my dream Fisher and Paykel washing machine, since I was still used to making my car repayments, I would continue to make washing machine repayments. $800, when you’re unemployed, and back then, it’s a lot. (20 yrs later washing machines are still the same price!! -bout the only thing). So now that I finally have my washing machine (ended up with a LG) - there’s not a chance in hell that I’m giving it up. I didn’t know before moving here at Sarina, that my washing machine might be an issue, because actually I didn’t know that this place was an old hotel/motel converted into units before I moved in – sight unseen, no choice, this was the ONLY place available, in the whole of North Queensland. {By converted, I mean they’ve just taken the sign down, and now advertise residential rentals}, so people live here permanently, as their home. Even though this place is not designed to be people’s homes. I did actually arrange with the then Real Estate that I would connect my washing machine in the carport, and also use the hose to water my ferns. It was no problem. The real estate owners changed hands, but really there hasn’t been an issue, as there is quite a lot of water up here in the subtropics, especially that year, drought breaking rains, and compared to Gunnedah, although I suspect some of the other Tenants maybe jealous (?) I know two of them at least have put in their own washing machine in their carports, since they saw me doing my washing. So, the only people I would say that may have a problem with it, is the local laundromat, because she misses out on my business, or possibly the tubby young girl who collects change from the washing machines every month, in the shared laundry downstairs. But those are not valid concerns as far as I’m concerned; it’s a case of tough titties. Ofcourse, there was the stupid little child next door harassing me at washing times “washing nazi” dysfunction…. And I want to add, you know; wake up tenants. This is an old budget hotel/motel, it’s like, there is no place for you here in Australia, so much so that you have to live in an old crumbly hotel, so if you want to put a bloody washing machine in, DO IT, you have been screwed enough. I will include the “washing nazi” dysfunction….story; Full Load Monitoring - by Child The child next door at number 108 is monitoring my washing, to make sure I have a full load each time, and I don’t waste any water. I think he is maybe 10? Could his mother, please go and take care of her “little mess of nazi dysfunction”. Actually, I realise after all my little diti’s, on this blog, I haven’t actually mentioned the “washing nazi” before. This whole “washing nazi” situation is not something new to me. It started when I was living at Rangari, on the farm 17 years ago. Even though I lived out there in that somewhat remote location, and on my own, (as a lucky, single lady), there seemed to be people in the area, who not only got “antsy” if I forgot a load of washing in the machine, or I hadn’t taken it off the line as yet; But they managed to come up with ways to show their annoyance. Mainly it was, with aeroplanes; They would fly back-and-forth over my house in a really annoying manner, with that really annoying sound that those little planes have. It took some years before I cottoned onto the fact, that it was about the washing! As soon as I got the washing off the line, no more planes! Reactionary dogs. I definitely found this strange. I mean, who cares whether I get the washing in at 4 o’clock or 5 o’clock, or even the following day! It really didn’t matter to me, as long as I eventually got round to doing it, which I always did. I mean, the washing cycle in the machine must finish; I hear that it finishes because my washing machine has a little loud annoying tune that it plays, and if I’m in the middle of doing something I’ll just not worry about it, until I finished doing what I’m doing. But that whole time that I’m not worrying about it, it’s like there’s somebody else out there, who is greatly disturbed by the fact that there are damp clean clothes just sitting in MY washing machine, Tik Tik Tik time is going by, and the whole time that I’m simply not concerned about it, someone else is! And they are getting more and more antsy, as each minute goes by. Reactionary dogs. Lol! And well I have to say, HOW ABSURD and; mind your own business and get your own life. I’ll do my washing when I dam well please. And by the way, these people showing their annoyance in the form of planes, (don’t ask me who they are, or how pilots are connected to me in this strange house-chore way, because I don’t know any pilots or anyone that can fly a plane for that matter). Even though I seem to have had planes following me around for many years, one time they even followed me down to the central coast at my grandmothers funeral. As far as I know, it wouldn’t be children flying the planes, concerning themselves about my washing routines, like at this address here; it is most definite a child who seems to be taking upon himself to be annoyed if I don’t have a full load. (Someone told me, it is his mother, using her child as a puppet, to scold me! – talk about a fucked-up mother – what right does she have, having kids?). So, again, I need to say; mind your own business, you stupid little dog. But, my washing habit problems, does not end with the dog family and child across the way; my 72-year-old next-door neighbour in the units here, has also developed an unhealthy obsession with my washing ritual. He also ropes in another older woman down the way too, an old lady, both of them now seemingly have an obsession with when I do laundry. It seems there are so many people who want to play “washing nazi”. You know, being an obsessed “washing nazis”, is a definite dysfunction. A mentally flawed person. Unhealthy. Inferior. So, DO NOT BE A WASHING NAZI. Hey little idiots, don’t put your dysfunction on me thanks very much. I don’t get hung up on trivial things like being ‘lapse’ about my washing, WHY SHOULD YOU. BTW when I went to get an image of a full washing machine, there were absolutely no free images. What is going on with all the images on Google? There seems to be a big thing on online images atm, with powers that be wanted to control ALL the images. And removing any free images that people upload (or hiding them from searches), so there are only images available that you have to pay a Royality for – SUCH GREED. AND, hey you big ego heads, if you offer your image for free, but then say you want attrition - this is just ridiculous! I mean, some images, I can see why you would want credit, but for a lot of images, such as a full load of washing, only someone with a big ego would want attrition for it. Now I have to wait for my next load, to get a photo... 27. To Confront or To Not Confront, Your Criminal Perpetrator - Restorative Justice Just been hearing about “restorative justice”, as in perpetrators being held face to face to their victim, so the victim can tell them exactly what they think of them (bare in mind, this is done in a public situation!). Maybe this will work. I don’t have any experience in criminal convictions, I have mentioned before if you point out to a bully what they have done, they will just laugh at you, but if you add, if I had a baseball bat, I would smash your head in, they may start to understand the impact they have had. I suspect if you further start talking about your feelings, this would also drive them a bit insanely guilty. BUT, from my experience being chased by bullies, especially when I was young, it was always the attention they wanted from me, that was ultimately what they were looking for. {Obviously not knowing how to go about to get what they ultimately want; stupid}. And so, if I ignored them, and did not give them what they desired, the bully takes a hike, not even fully realizing why they are feeling lost, but feel like there’s no point in chasing me. Sometimes they may even think they won because they were ‘bully’ – clueless as to what they are really after. I suspect there will be many criminals just like this too, in which case there’s no such thing as “restorative justice” - it’ll just be an opportunity for the criminal to feel like he won, because he was able to victimise you and then rub it in your face, with him/her getting all that extra attention. And, as I was physically assaulted twice as a child, by other children, actually make that 3 times, now, I just remembered a third encounter down at Perisher (Stupid other bimbo mothers) (And this does not include other horrendous non physical assaults either); I don’t believe that people can change, like if you encounter a young adult teenager, who is violent and a bully, they still will be so when they’re older, they just might have learnt to curb themselves for social purposes, but fundamentally that’s who they are. That ‘fight’ has been instilled in them, when they were a child, and it will always remain with them. Hate to tell you….. 28. People Change Over the Years On my previous story before this on my Blog, I mentioned how people fundamentally don’t change, they are who they are, as soon as they are born. But I have found an exception, well, physically, at any rate; When I moved back up to Gunnedah, from Sydney (working the previous 10 years in this fashion industry), I really noticed how more relaxed and slower people in the country were, compared to the pace of the fashion industry, at least. The most notable thing being, the way people spoke; they spoke way more slowly, as in people really took their time to say whatever they had to say. Now you would think this would be a good thing when it comes to communicating, that is, speaking slowly and clearly, but definitely do not mistake what I’m saying here, as people in the country are by no means, good communicators, they’re not, they’re bloody hopeless, in general. Anyway, after 15 years living back in Gunnedah, one day I was checking my security cameras, as I wanted to check something in the garden (I had eight security cameras, and three of them were in the garden). I noticed as I worked in the garden, moving around from garden bed to garden bed, apart from the fact that I had a little cat who also followed me around from garden bed to garden bed! but when I did move, I moved really slowly. And then I thought about my conversations, and I noted that I too, are now one of those slow and relaxed country persons! I was quite surprised, because in general I know the women in our family always were fast paced walkers, especially when it came to walking around the streets shopping. And I was also a very fast talker; when I went to Hong Kong with my friend Iris from fashion school, it created problems with people trying to translate, because I was too fast. If YOU look at people walking in the city, you’ll see it too, they do look ‘brisk’ when they all move around in mass hordes. People in Gunnedah just kind of waddle down the street! Just a slower paced walk! 29. Dogs on Phones This is a terrible shot , but I had to put it up, as I have had problems for many years, with women standing infront of me, presenting themselves to me in such a manner out in public, talking on a phone – sometimes they don’t even have a phone, they just pretend they are talking on a phone. When you are faced with literally 1000’s of these bizarre girls, at some point they become a nuisance, a monumental harassment nuisance, so now I just call them “Dogs on Phones”. And after I took a shot of one, at my last address, and uploaded it; that was it, I had no more problems with “Dogs on Phones” at GinGin. Woohoo So, at my new address, after just 6mnths, suddenly there was one in the car park infront of my car. So, I got her, and am uploading today, as after I saw this one that day, there were 2 more over at Armstrong Beach a little later, so, I know now, that I ought to have uploaded it straight away, to deter other Dogs on Phones. I was planning on doing a collage, as there have been so many Dogs on Phones, but it is a bit of a nuisance to try and capture them on camera. I should add, it was suggested I have Dogs on Phones, to deter arshole seedy men from following me. A case of the good and the bad is both bad. I am sure there is an expression for that, but could not think of it….it’s probably German. 30. Highway Construction at its Best I had to include photo of ‘government works’ architecture, which is of course, a Highway in America; this one surpasses all other highways w orldwide. With all the native wildlife being left in peace to romp around without any danger of being hit by a car. Not to mention the ease of getting from A to B in a straight line, by simply going over all obstacles. BRILLIANT. (I have since seen YouTube videos of China’s new roads, and they too especially have a vast amount of amazing raised, extended bridges). Life Stories P18 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! 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Is there a list of Sadistic Doctors and Dentists in Australia? I would like to name and shame a few that I have had personal experience with. I know there is an organized network, akin to paedophiles, people who get thrills from inflicting pain on other people / animals. But I guess I’m out of the loop. I now record all Doctor / Pathology etc with BodyCam - Gunnedah pathology GRH, stupid zombie bitch) Not to mention recently - Dr. Norman Sadick and 2 Dental assistants (1 was NEGS girl by Life Stories P12 1. Girl Communication Issues To fill water pod at Gin Gin council they want $76.50. At first I thought THIEVES. But in retrospect I think the girl I was speaking to on the phone, meant to say it was $76.50 for the first one, which included the actual plastic pod - because after you pay for the first one, every fill after that is only $2. So I think that’s what she meant to say, but she did not say this, I was under the impression that you had to bring your own pod to Council for the first time, and then it would cost $76.50 to fill. So this is a typical example of Australian education system, it doesn’t teach people how to communicate properly at all. I can’t even say it’s people from my generation, or thereabouts, because even people in their 20s and 30s, that I’ve spoken to, are also absolutely hopeless at communicating, so they STILL haven’t tackled this issue in schools, and I can’t believe it. I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE IT. Australian department of education – you women are truly hopeless, stop trying to be nazi – and start teaching, guiding and helping. Wake up. 2. The Scatterbrain Saves everyone from Dying I want to put this little story up, it just came to me one day, so it’s not my story at all, it didn’t happen to me I didn’t witness it, but I thought it was a good way to explain how we’ve got to have all types of people with all types of brain functions and mentalities to survive as a human race – so, not just smarty pants are needed, everyone is needed – A special message for all infants, Primary and High school teachers; There were four people out in a remote area, they were working on a science project together, three of them were very smart, academics and they were all focused around on the table, coming up with a plan for the project, while the fourth person was known to be a bit of a scatterbrain, who was off looking at the birds in the sky, and not focusing at all on the task at hand, now in this particular part of the world, there happened to be great devastating storms that would hit in a flash second, and would kill people. And on this day, one struck, but because this person, who wasn’t focusing on the task at hand, instead, looking around at the environment, saw the big storm coming, and was able to warn the three ‘concentrators’, and they all made it to safety. Now if that unfocused person wasn’t there, then those three highly intelligent people would’ve perished and died. So, I, unlike the school teachers back in my day, won’t stand for anyone bullying someone, or just reprimanding, teasing, cajoling, paying out, etc, a child who doesn’t keep up with the rest of the class, and who doesn’t get the A’s – and that especially includes, making students feel inadequate through passive ways, because they don’t get A’s in maths – shove your gold stars up your arse you complete moronic public-school teachers. And those kids that are not good at maths, develop skills in other areas that are not part of the curriculum and are not tested (which is a good thing), it’s like a blind person who has exceptional hearing. ‘No use’ of a sense, means another sense can develop more so than the average. There’s a place in our world for everyone. And shame on teachers (and CBA Bank staff) for only rewarding those who are good at maths, mathematicians are not GODS public school teachers. NOTE: If you steal from me, or do stupid twisted reflections - I WILL CALL YOU STUPID A little birdy told me they put an emphasis on maths back in my schools days, because they wanted robots to do their housework!! Kind of worked, didn’t it? iPad, iPhone, internet……! You know, maths for was not entirely a strong point at school for me, although I did get 97% on my HSC for maths (not the hard one). I have to add, after we had done our exam, the teacher went through each question to see if we got them right or not, and indeed I did get every single question right, but on the last question, as a part of the question, you had to show your working out, and apparently, in my working out, I didn’t work it out exactly the right way, and so was deducted the 3%. I felt that was worth mentioning because, you know as long as you get the questions right what does it matter how you got there? It’s a bit of a scam in my opinion! I recall my maths teacher writing a report card at the end of one year stating how, I use my creative thinking abilities, to aid my maths workings! I really embraced computers as they hit our generation, unlike a lot of people before me, and my age, some have been very slow to take up computers. Thank goodness for Julia Gillard; I think it was around 2013 who gave us the nbn-fast Internet. If it wasn’t for her, we would still be on dial up! Don’t know what those previous liberals were thinking, they were extremely slow to take up the Internet, I guess they knew, it was a threat for them, because ’power to the people’. lol I recall when I was in year 10 at school, computers were just being introduced; suddenly the maths teacher was now the computer teacher. The teacher was trying to attempt to teach us how to write a program- gotu1! I definitely didn’t grasp how computers worked, but I thought it was bloody brilliant how we could now just type up whatever we wanted to say. I later (30yrs later) found a letter that I had written then to mum back then in class (!), it was in their huge filing cabinet that I had inherited, by the way that filing cabinet had every piece of paper, in regards to our family, and anything you could think of - dad saved each piece of paper. It came in handy at the garage sale after they died, so we could look up receipts. For some reason that big file with all of those receipts was taken out of the cabinet by one of my siblings (stolen). I just wonder what on earth they did with it and why would they take it – I think it was Daniel. They specifically didn’t want me to have it. Anyway, back to my story, that letter was the first thing I wrote on a computer, I read this letter when I found it, and I just laughed my head off. It was hilarious! I had a short paragraph with what was going on, then I just started talking about how good the computers were and putting a whole series of letters across the line Woo Hoo !!!!!!!!!!!! ! I can just imagine me leaning back in the chair on 2 feet with 1 finger on the keyboard woo-hoo Lol 3. Neighbourhood Problems specific to me, today at Stellas House. You know I just watched a wonderful series on Prime Video, called “Ladies of Letters” and it is, I guess, based on a true story, about these two old ladies who write to each other throughout the course of their older lives. Their paths do cross every now and again, one of them stole the others boyfriend, and both ended up in prison for supposedly unwarranted situations, but generally it was not really about much except for the ordinary things that happen to one, in one’s life. Anyway I really enjoyed it, worth mentioning, and there were no dogs there, that’s always a nice relief. It’s inspired me to write this story- as I don’t actually have anyone to write to, I’m just going to write it here and put it on my blog. So Stella and her adult son John who own the house next door; they’re been there all month - you see that house is usually vacant, only for one or two nights a year, when Stella uses that house. But at the moment, they are there with a lot of guests coming and going, they seem to be having parties, playing loud music, and doing some sort of weird renovation that doesn’t need to be done, (I mean money much better spent on putting in a second Raintank, (if you ask me) but not any of my business. I talked to Stella, and she advised me she’s going to sell it, she has no choice, she says. But later I found out she had no intentions of selling, but she was talking to me that day, as a zombie, controlled by her son!! Can you believe that! Is there any point talking to her at all anymore? I don’t think so. Anyway, those people have been following me, every time I leave kookaburra Park, mainly follow me up to the post office. I can’t imagine why that would be so much fun for them, I mean how interesting following someone, more or less a complete stranger at that, and going to the post office? (are they simpletons? - I know I would never follow someone around, not even someone I knew, let alone a stranger. I mean don’t they have anything else better to do? Lol, you know it’s this kind of thing that keeps me awake at night laughing my head off - such absurdities.) Well that’s what they do, aswell as carry on, talk at me like I can hear them and we are having a conversation (we are not), you might be able to hear me, but I am NOT talking to you, so stop doing twisted reflections. Dodgy as hell. They kind of act obsessed with what I am doing at my place. One day, I had a buyer at my place, who was picking up an item they won on eBay. And a guy from no 6, never seen him before, started coming over to the fence (where my chooks were) and started talking really loudly in nonsensical manner -not really sure what that was about it, but that’s what he did. Pervert (fuck off) I have noticed that, if anyone comes to my place (like the appliance service guy) the neighbours and the whole place goes very quiet, not even those big terrible loud trucks that go by, go by. So I told Cate, my landlord, about Stella selling, and guess what -they all packed up and left, and that was the end of that torment (really?) – who should I tell about the noisy trucks? I find it extraordinary how society in general can’t handle unmarried women. It’s an area which seems to be totally backwards, like a huge part of Australia is living in an 11th century mentality. No more problems from them after I wrote this. 4. I have two biblical food stories I have two biblical food stories. I say biblical because the flavour was so extraordinary, and out of the usual. The first one: I was away at school and visiting a friend in her dorm, she had a carrot, and she took a bite and she didn’t want it, she asked me if I wanted this carrot and I said sure, and I left back to my dorm eating this carrot; and it was the best carrot I’ve ever tasted, ever, infact, it was unbelievable – the centre core of the carrot seem to have the special unique sweet flavour that I have never tasted before or since. I could not get enough of it. SO GOOD (I secretly believe it tasted so good, because God was so impressed that someone had given me something ‘free of charge so to speak‘ and a kind gesture, for once in my life, (usually people just take), that He made the taste extraordinary for me!! J) (The girl who did not like the carrot, btw, was Alica White, Jessica Whites older sister – if you are following my Dental story). The other time was some orange juice. I lived on a farm and there was an abundance of oranges on the existing orange tree. I must’ve picked them just at the right time (because there is a key time when oranges are ripe, and I was still young, and wasn’t aware of such things, it was really lucky, I thought later…) I made some juice from these oranges, and it was unbelievable, I have never tasted anything like it before or since either. I could honestly say it tasted like ’nectar of the gods’, it was so amazing, it was beyond juice and had turned into a syrupy kind of nectar, just so sweet and delicious. (tree grown from seed) “Are you inspired about life yet dear?” I must mention, that orange tree was growing right next to the septic tank, so there could have been a little more nitrogen in the soil than usual! 5. For Every Action, There Is an Equal and Opposite Reaction re Coward of the County I've mentioned how there's a reaction from all the stealing, so for a while, if I just misplaced something or couldn't remember where it was, my first instinct and thought was “it’s probably been stolen”. I reached a point, after so many thefts, where I didn't even bother looking for anything lost, because I just assumed it was stolen too. But obviously that's not always going to be the case, in any normal person’s life, things invariable get lost. There’s going to be the odd time, when I just can't find something because I left it in a weird spot in a non-thinking manner. So, I have to deal with that, and be more mindful. But the same thing has happened on my blog; there has been a few things disappearing (hacked and stolen) as I've mentioned. At least 5 pieces of writing that I know has significant meaning, have been deleted, so I'll write about these here again; one was the bit on my About page, where I described ebay staff who track my IP address, so I'm not able to create an eBay account, as they delete it straight away (actually they did that on Facebook too, nazi IT nerds, Little birdie told me it was the aboriginal police girl from my local area who was tracking me and deleting my accounts, the tracker) -you know, they are full on ‘hounding’ me like dogs. Another piece was also on my About page, where I gave a description about my business that I created when I was living at Rangari. I created a business called Farm Plants and Seeds, I grew literally hundreds of plants, and was able to collect the seed from them and sell them on eBay, it was a nice little profit for me, whilst not going over the tax-free threshold. I also did a bit of plant propagation. But all that work was really all in preparation for the future - it takes a while for plants to grow and establishing themselves so then they can produce in abundance, and be propagated, my plants had only just started maturing, and I had collected only a few of what I would soon be able to harvest. So, my plan involved me still being there, obviously, and, if I was still there, I'd be quite wealthy by now, because of all my hard work finally paying off. So, not only was my garden stolen, and all my hard work wasted, but that story was stolen off my blog. What are they so afraid of? Another: I wrote a story about my little sister choking on a piece of Frankfurt. It was life or death situation, she turned blue, then black, and red and purple, then black again, and fully white. I witnessed it, it was horrendous, she was so close to dying. Mum eventually managed to save her with her long hard finger nails, she speared it, and pulled it out – I have a clear image of her long slender finger and long hard calcareous fingernail, with a red piece of Frankfurt skin, a small bit of meat, impaled on it. Mum never purchased anymore Frankfurt’s after that. And there was another one, unfortunately I can’t quite remember if I wrote this as a part of my life stories, or if I did a separate photo story. But I had mentioned a movie that I had watched, unfortunatly, I can’t remember which one either, but it touched on the subject about social women back in 1882 or something, knowing people and setting them up, - arranging friendships and or partnerships to form. And then that particular person, then expected money, and later approached one of them at least and demanded it, and used extortion techniques. I was writing about how wrong this is, and how greedy that person was to use her friendship in such a way. As, beforehand, there was certainly no verbal agreement, it was a mere social introduction. In fact, I was quite outraged by the fact that she later expected money. And if she didn’t get it when she asked, then she would retaliate with some sort of nasty revenge. In my opinion she was undeserving of money or life. It’s not like she actually did anything, I mean, this is how social groups work, someone knows someone, someone is related to someone, and someone’s good friends with someone…… this is not a business, it’s just the way social structures work. So, unless that person, sells herself in such a manner, with a business card… etc, and clearly states beforehand that she wishes for money if the introduction is profitable, (which that person most certainly did not - she was posing as a friend) then it would of course be acceptable to negotiate money. And I feel the reason why this made me so angry, was because I have encountered people like this today – always women – the daft type. Another one that was removed, was when I wrote about an excellent movie, I saw about the guy who came up with the idea for electric windscreen wipers; a big car company, stole his idea, after he brought it to them. So, this was not just a mere conversation out in a social gathering that was overheard, the guy literally went to the place of business to sell his product, and they saw how it worked, and they stole it. Such audacity. Later the guy took them to court, and years later, painstakingly, for him, eventually won, he received millions, as every car since 1956 or something, had used his idea. So, this is different than if someone hears or overhears (eavesdrop) on your conversation and takes that idea you had, and turns around and makes a profit. But, as someone who has had extensive experience in this area, (I am full of ideas) I still do not consider I am entitled to money in a such a situation, it was their ‘get up and go’ that turned the idea into a business. If someone is savvy enough to take what they hear on board, and come up with a way of money it is all the best to them, kudos to them for listening and paying attention. No one else is certainly entitled to any profits from the business that somebody else has created. This is a common-sense thing. I do know what it feels like to see someone use “my idea” I see it ALL the time, and a lot of those people are greedy non-thinking dogs who deliberately stalk and steal, because they know they could never think of anything themselves, and because they can. (They are tooo stupid, but have business connections) I know there would be plenty of people, (no women, however) that would actually want to reward or payback the idea maker in some way, I have seen this happen (sometimes, condescending-ley so). But if you steal from someone, there is long term ramifications, and a savvy business person will know this, if you take from someone, you will have to repay them somehow, otherwise bad things will befall you. – now see, stupid dogs, don’t understand this concept, those people will be in trouble later. So, if someone steals your idea, there is no need to worry, nature has a way of balancing things out in the end, so unless you have legal grounds so you can actually win, just don’t worry about it. And be flattered, mimicry is the greatest form of flattery, so they say!! Oh, and I have experienced many stupid women wanting to apply the ‘bad opposite’ for every ‘good reaction’; so, if someone says or does something nice to me or for me, then that stupid girl sees the good deed, and thinks it undeserved – thinks I am undeserving of anything nice, so she will say something horrid to me, or do something passive aggressive nasty, like replace the carwindow cleaner at the service station with a broken one. Ugly on the inside girls – girls who have grown up in a family without LOVE. Poor little girls. I overheard someone say “if you poke someone with a stick for long enough, eventually they are going to snap it”. Also I wrote a little didi about that wonderful Kenny Rogers song “Coward of the County”, about someone the whole town perceived as a weakling who does not fight back. And one day a group of them did something despicable, and he turned and killed them all. I know this was deleted, because this was how I was perceived in Gunnedah and why they continually stole from me – and one day I would have turned and ‘got’ them all. So they cast me out before I was fully pissed off and ready. 6. Vitamin and Mineral PRE-I told you so I don’t see this enough, but some vitamins and minerals really shouldn’t be taken, they do more harm than good. I’ve seen bad cases where people have lost the use of parts of their bodies, due to vitamin supplements. I personally believe my father died of pancreatic cancer which was brought on by a supplement which acted like plant fertiliser. We are not designed to eat vitamins and minerals; our bodies work by taking nutrients from foods. For instance, when you eat an orange, you get a dose of vitamin C. Oranges are really healthy and vital for any growing person, but when you take a vitamin C capsules there is something like 3000 times the dosage of vitamin C to what you would find naturally occurring in an orange, so you can see it’s kind of a little out of balance, the body isn’t designed to take that much vitamin C on all at once. Those people selling these items really just want to screw you out of as much money as they can, they don’t care if you die or lose a body part, or more often suffer from some long-term side-effect, which isn’t apparent at the time of taking the vitamins - they are blinded by their greed. And I know just reading some information on the Internet there is so much BS out there about these supplements. But, even I know how tempting it is to read something that implies “if you take this tablet you will be cured of that ailment”. IT IS SO TEMPTING TO PURCHASE after reading something like that. BUT RESIST! All the pharmaceutical companies and supermarkets, have marketing down to a tea. They really know how to trick people. Even, as I know this fact, yet sometimes when I see a pop up add I can’t but help just to stop and read it, thinking maybe this one is different, this is the one I really need! Luckily I usually remember, marketing bullshit. So, this is a little public warning here, don’t waste your money and risk your health by taking vitamin/mineral supplements. Eat good food, it’s not that hard. Especially when your young. I have encountered a few people who have no idea on how to eat healthy, so strange in today’s world, and I hear “I don’t like vegetables, so I just don’t eat them” - which I have to laugh at, because, I mean, you have to eat vegetables to be healthy, there’s no choice in the matter! Incorporate herbs in your diet too. There are specific foods you can eat to overcome any imbalance you may be suffering from – we just don’t know about them all yet. And I am talking about vitamin and mineral supplements found in a chemist shop, I am not even referring to the tactics that I heard these pharmaceutical companies use, to get young people hooked on “recreational drugs”, especially back in the 80’s and 90’s. IT IS ALL ABOUT MONEY. Also, another warning, it’s not normal for your kids to need any kind of medication. NONE. It’s not normal for them to be sick, it’s not normal for them to have a headache. They certainly don’t need sedation medication of any sort (if you do this, you are BLATENTLY abusing your child). I would say a big fat NO, to any medication that’s marketed at kids. If you kid is not well, it would be your fault for not feeding him/her properly, most likely not enough protein; to be strong enough to handle life. COMMON SENCE HAS TO BE APPLIED IN ALL SITUATIONS. Suden ‘pop up’ ailments and tragedies can occur, and need to be treated. But one must not forget the possibility of a child becoming sick for the purposes of attention. If you give your child enough attention, in the first place, it won’t have to get up to such devious antics like that, real or not real. So, the only cure then, is love and attention. {I have encountered numerous people who realised after the 3rd child, they should’ve stopped after 2. This is what this blog is for, to enlighten bumblers who bumble along and don’t realise all the things that they need to know and do, to thrive in life.} Having said all that, since the availability of espresso machines, I find myself consuming to much coffee, which is affecting liver function, but there is a herbal supplement I have discovered, that helps the liver with this – so a win win, I can continue my 3 cups of coffee! I wrote this in 2020, but in the meantime (now 2025); health knowledge has increased in leaps and bounds. Especially plant information in relation to body function, and not all is BS. But still be careful, many humansharks out there. AND BTW, if I was PM, instead of working 5 days a week, I would make the working week 4 days. {Someone told me, they think if there was only 4 working days, then there would be too much fighting by bored people – could be true?}. And, instead of conscription (I know we don’t have that here in Australia – and only mothers that don’t actually care if their son lives or dies, sends them off to join the army), but I would make conscription 12mnths compulsory cookery school, where everyone is learnt fundamentals of good diet and healthy cooking. – this would save the health budget billions in the long run! Afterall everyone knows war is for little boys who don’t want to work. And who, fits the very worst category of people that you would give a gun to? I mean the most irresponsible, the most inexperienced, the most gung-ho of them all - of course that category is young men, the very type in the past that they want to enlist! Honestly, they were so clueless in the past. Everyone knows little boys, just want to fight, they have no common-sense. Fighting first, asking questions later. Useless. I would also ensure (as PM) any adult who doesn’t have any kids; would receive a bonus from the government of $50, every 6 months! Male and female. Also thus introducing compulsory genetics testing and recording, at birth. I'd also make anyone with a criminal record have compulsory hysterectomy on jail admittance. Plus, I would abolish land tax. Land tax is a disgraceful tax. The government has implemented this so it can have control over all land, no one is truly safe in their own home. The government can already find ways to control if someone works or doesn’t work (so has money or doesn’t) – they have means and tactics. So, if a person owns the land and has no work to pay the land tax, then it means the Gov can have control to take the land from the owner. It’s a disgraceful tax, and all Australians should be outraged by it, and they should be telling the government to stick this tax up its $%^^. BTW, I’m not a landowner, so in reality, it makes no difference to me if there is land tax or not, yet I am still outraged by it. This is just an observation of how the government oversteps its boundaries. {If you pay your taxes, and the government wants your land, I hear now, in the UK, that the owner can set an absurdly high asking amount to sell, which may put off the government, and indeed did with the abolished construction of their high-speed train through the country!!} I would also insist, (as PM) everybody else have the same holiday time, as what school teachers have. They have at least 3 ½ times as much holiday as everyone else! (12 ½ weeks) what a scam! {Although yesterday (22nd June 2023) I ventured out and when I went through town, at 3pm, all the shops were closed, I have absolutely no idea why. The pubs were open, I suspect there may have been a football match on?}  I guess also, there would be compulsory free monthly massage….. (I am not a “talking social” person – like what you have to be, to be a poly! ) Vitamins below from LIVESCIENCE.COM 7. Food Bullying Through Obesity Encouragements The latest thing the goddamned dogs are doing is trying to manipulate food intake; set off triggers to make me hungry, at the moment they’re doing comfort food, as in there doing things to make me feel uncomfortable so that I get hungry. They also have other tactics, which I will not be disclosing - Fat jealous dogs are doing food bullying through intimidation. They MAYBE COPYING MY STORY FROM The Big Jelly Baby scam, where I mentioned, dogs who wanted to try to get me to put on weight. Copycats. OR, another little birdy told me, that Well actually, I’ve observed, that when you put on weight, such as I have done, it triggers your hormones, and you intern, get bigger breasts. That’s why you see a lot of petite young girls with hardly any boobs, and it’s the little fatties, that grow up with big giant boobs. In my forties when I started to gain some excess fat, my boobs started to grow! Anyway, so the birdie reckons, there’s ‘boys’ out there (probably from Netflix) who want all girls to have big boobs, and so are trying to trick me into over eating, which wouldn’t surprise me at all. Now, it was my neighbours yelling out, but it was difficult to pinpoint the exact location of the yelling, so it was either Bob and Helen Elder, or David Hooker and Sharon Millet, or their kids, or their friends – they have a lot of people coming and going. Or, it could have been the house behind on Elseardway. In my opinion all guilty, but none have been convicted for manipulating obesity. 8. Unwanted ‘Infringement’, Big and Small perceptions Unwanted ‘Infringement’, Big and Small perceptions Fuck off you stupid little leech at no 9 Kooka. Everywhere I go, problems with neighbours. Why do they think my life is any of their business? Why did they feel they need to inflict themselves upon me with passive aggressive attempts at communication?? Again, same problem at next address too. I know for a lot of people they tend to trick themselves into believing that they’re in a relationship with someone, like an employer/employee and landlord/tenant, father/son, when in actual fact, they’re confusing the relationship, with a belief of the relationship to be more than ‘just what it is’, due to the power inbalance. It is the power that they like, and the control they have over them, and not the actual person, is what triggers the trick. But because this is actually not something that’s really talked about in society, (and basically the average person is too stupid to see) and realise, that it’s not the person they like, it’s the power and control they have over them. And when suddenly the tenant or the employee, child, spouse… doesn’t react to them in the way that a friend or lover would, they take a lot of offence, and can’t seem to see the reality of the situation. I find this happens to me in particular, a lot. I spend a lot of time thinking and saying; fuck off. I suspect my neighbour may suffer from this problem, who wants to assume some sort of territorial possession over me, just for merely being neighbours. So sick. So unhealthy. I said it at the top, and I’ll say it again now at the bottom, {and I have said many times on this website} fuck off you stupid little leech at number 9. Here is a good spot to mention, when I was 19, at Hornsby Tafe studying Fashion Production. I was curious about psychology, mainly stemming from the fact that I felt I was pretty much different from most people, just not quite the same as the other girls at my school or at Tafe. (and no, I am still not gay, and nor do I have a mental illness!) I thought maybe I could find some answers as to why I was different. I did not think there was anything wrong with me, I just wanted some answers to life questions – things actually, that I have talked about in my blog now, as an old wise woman. {Also, possible from my ‘eavesdropping’ phase re mums Counselling people through the church – a curiosity had formed}. There was a library at Hornsby, I went there looking for psyche books -there was not that much there, there was nothing actually in that genre (pathetic). But some years later I did end up reading a fascinating book by Carl Jung, that belonged to my aunt. Very complicated and slow reading, hard to understand, but he did touch on images in the form of icons. And stated something along the line of them going into the collective consciousness, and thus familiar to everyone. So, not just icons you may think of like Nike or marketing logos, but he was talking about many different “language” type images. There were heaps shown in the book – actually I found it a little odd, and certainly did not recognise any of them. So, I figure this was his understanding of image transfer like I talk about in my Dream Watchers photo story. A little different, and somewhat primitive! I have never seen any popular icons in my dreams, or as a passing flash!! But, actually I was told by one so called professional that the reason I could not see, was because my father was a heavy drinker even before I was born, and this has affected a small part of things that happen on the Metaphysical brain wave length!! J Not sure if this is true – it could well be! lol Although I have always thought not seeing “icons” or images was quite healthy! No illusions or hallucinations here! { A deliberate plan of dads to raise undelusional kids! Ha ah!}. What I was intrigued about Carl Jung’s book was his mention of the phrase “collective consciousness” things that whole groups of people understand, and live a certain way as a result of a state of mind. Like how now we find it unacceptable to treat other people as slaves, or scalp their heads – but before, this was perfectly normal. I do believe people work hard at changing the collective consciousness for good. (through conscious media, like movies). When I mentioned to Carl Jung to one of my older friends from fashion school, she turned to me (we were in my car), and said, she was raped by Carl Jung. She said it point-blank, I couldn't quite believe it, because I thought Carl Jung was really old, and possibly dead before her time - but maybe not? He was popular in the 1920s. I looked him up later, he died in 1961. She was probable born in the 50’s, could have been 60’s? I am really not sure; she was a housewife with 2 just turned teenage kids in 1992. She may have meant raped in the metaphysical world, I'm not entirely sure, I should have probed her about it, but I was a little bit shocked, and dumbfounded at the time; I grew up in happy barbie bimbo world where in public, everyone smiled and was happy. I was only 19 back then, and here was someone talking about RAPE!! Maybe she was just scared about the mention of being psychoanalysed! She was the type who was ‘open minded’ - by that, I do not mean I could read her mind! Lol! But she embraced new things, and weird things like colour light therapy. Some people are open minded in the literally sense, some people can read others minds. It happens a lot, its called mental telepathy. (der fred). I mentioned on my blog there are certain women (many women) who if I'm upset -she screams. It happens to me all the time, and I have learnt over the years to be very controlled. Because its kind of annoying if your pissed off about something, and you have some little annoying bimbo dog outside screaming. But what I find weird about this whole thing is the un-acknowledgement that it happens – especially by the Australian Police. It's like one of their number one priorities, is pretty much to pretend that this kind of thing just doesn't happen. Like it's not real. It seems to be an area of dysfunction in their adamant mission to deny it. Just weird. I mean why would you want to that - it's a part of life, why would you want to deny life? What’s wrong with them? This is why the refuse to do anything about all the thefts at my place and or from my car / body in town. To take me seriously they would have to acknowledge just exactly how these dogs are stealing from me. My cross to bear. I want to mention sleep walking here too, and no I do not mean walking around the streets half asleep in zombie frame of mind. I am talking about getting out of bed in the middle of the night doing some weird thing, then getting back in and going to sleep again; then having NO recollection of doing it, the next morning. This is not something I am in the habit of doing, but dad told me, when I was 8 or so, I did sleep walk once. In fact, I have written about it before on this blog but I couldn't find it today in my search results, so I will put it in again; one night I got up around 11:30pm, and walked all the way down the large hallway into the living room where dad was watching television still. Mum had already gone to bed, and he said I just hopped up on his knee and started watching television! He said to me ‘are you alright, do you want to drink of water? And he said I said ‘no’, and so I sat there for about 30 seconds, then I just got up again and went off to bed! That's what he said happen - so that's very odd. I suspect it had something to do with going to bed at 630pm – I was getting too much sleep. I imagine that would be something that I would in that scenario. I don't believe there's been any other incidences of sleep walking, but I mean who knows - if you can't remember, maybe I've been sleepwalking every night! No one mentioned it at school. There was one other incident, not sure if it was sleeping walking, I have mentioned that too on my blog, but will do again; when I was living in Petersham, the old house has been divided into four units, so it was kind of odd and pokey, and small. It was bloody awful in fact {I just wonder how I ended up living there in pretty much probably one of the worst places in Sydney you could rent! Especially since I was most definatly not one of the worst people!}. Plus, I was working. Anyway, the next-door neighbour woman had a cat, and the smell from her kitty litter would come out their open window and into my front door, even when it was closed, it would come under the crack at the bottom, plus around the sides. it was really disgusting - very strong smell, she never cleaned out her kitty litter so it seemed. DISGUSTING. So, I came up with a plan, I blocked the door with one of those sand snakes, and put up a thick velvet curtain all around the door to stop any leakages coming in around the edge of the door. It worked, but, as it was the front door, I could no longer use it, I had to come and go from the back door, which actually caused a whole heap of problems because the door kept changing positions depending on the weather; one minute it would lock the next minute it wouldn't (my bag was stolen one night). Anyway, so this curtain was kind of always closed and pushed against the door. Plus, the door was bolted, so that it could not be opened from the outside. One morning I got up, and the whole curtain had been pushed inwards, as if the door had been opened - so somebody has opened the door, and I don't know how this happened, because as far as I was I knew, it could NOT be open from the outside, it could only be open from the inside, and I have no recollection of opening it. So, maybe I slept walked, and did it in my sleep?? Now, I should add, this was the time when I was harassed at night by numerous people outside on the street, -not just some people, there were literally hundreds of people outside my house on the street on any given night. So, I suspect strongly, that had something to do with it. And another reason I've mentioned it, is because other times I have awoken to discover very strange things; like recently my sewing needles were all scattered on the floor and the figure 8 clasp had been returned to the floor too. There's no way that just magically appeared, it definitely was stolen 4 yrs prior at an address from 2 address’s ago. It was not in my possession in that time. So, someone has returned it, but I mean how did they get inside at night while I was asleep and the door was locked. I mean did they kind of speak to me when I was asleep, gain my trust, took advantage - then asked me to open the door, and I just got up nonthinkingly so, and did it?? I just don't see how there could be any other explanation? And if this is the case, I'm mean talk about taking advantage of someone, it's quite disgusting behaviour, SCUM behaviour. That little dog has no morals whatsoever - I mean if I caught them in my unit, that person would most likely end up dead. They have a death wish. The walls here are not sound proof- same as at Petersham. My new neighbour is probably from {Petersham – Sydney SCUM. How am I meant to report that to the police when they are so adamant that this kind of thing is not possible? They stupid. 9. Cocky Real Estates Stoop to a New Arrogant Low Re Pete Long Some nerve Elders real estate has, not only do they want landlords name and number for reference, but they want their email so they can send them a FORM to fill out!! Can you believe that? – oohh, I’m sure Pete my X landlord (a lawyer), has nothing better to do with his time, than be pestered by young airhead nazi rental girls). Could someone please do something about those intrusive, disrespectful, invasive (none of their business anyway) tryhard estate wenches. And, not to undermine people who aren’t lawyers – their time is just as important aswell. But case in point (a lawyer chargers $300/hour for his time) Below is the email from Elders, then the response email from Pete (I did not attach the form that Elders wanted them to fill out - but it was there! Dianne Obst Date: 9 June 2018 at 1:03:01 pm AEST To: sarah@ngiyaani.com.au Subject: Rental Reference for Emily Bieman Good Afternoon Peter and Sarah Emily Bieman has applied for a rental property with our agency, and we require a rental reference from her previous landlords. I've attached the rental reference form, if you could please fill out and send back at your earliest convenience that would be much appreciated. Thanks in advance! Admin Elders Gladstone 3/19 Tank Street, Po Box 5014 GLADSTONE QLD 4680 p: 07 4972 5700 f: 07 4972 1280 e: dianne.obst@eldersrealestate.com.au gladstone.eldersrealestate.com.au Peter Long Sent: Monday, 11 June 2018 8:43 AM To: dianne.obst@eldersrealestate.com.au Cc: 'Sarah Ferguson' Subject: FW: Rental Reference for Emily Bieman Dear Dianne, I am not in my office this week so I cannot print off and complete your attached form but I can advise that Emily rented a cottage on our farm from January 2018. She was the sole occupant and remains in the cottage at the present time. She gave us notice last week that she wished to relocate and would vacate the cottage. At the time she gave notice, she had made payments on account of rent through to 3 July 2018 and we have asked her to vacate the cottage by that date. Emily has two cats which have caused no issues. We received no complaints from anyone about Emily during her tenancy. We did an inspection of the cottage two weekends ago and found it to be clean and tidy with no damage. As Emily’s occupation was under a commercial lease because she operated her own business out of the cottage and its surrounds, no bond was deposited with the Rental Bond Board. Peter Long & Sarah Ferguson 10. Squeaky Wind Story I lived on a large farm in Gunnedah, at Rangari, owned by David and Brenda Heywood. Way before I moved in, my landlord used to live on the farm next door (about 2 km away). Then he bought the farm I lived on, as well as a house in town, and they moved in to town to live, and he would just come out occasionally to work the farm (he also owned another large farm on the other side of town – btw, farms in Gunnedah average on the 1500-acre size, that’s a typical farm size around town. The farm where I had been living previously, at Bulga was 2200 acres, {and that size is really too big for 1 man, one in his 40’s at any rate, so he used to lease out a couple of paddocks to his neighbours, and if I recall, he used to sow crops that were sold before he had even sown them, he was one lucky farmer}. The farmer who later bought David’s farm (when I had to leave), would own, at least 8000acres+, and that’s just what I knew about – that farmer is going to hell for sure). So, I was able to live in the farmhouse on the other farm. And David’s house that he had been living in next door, he let go to rack and ruin, it was pretty old anyway, so it didn’t take long for it to get into an unliveable state. (Typical farmer who would prefer to let his house go to rack and ruin, rather than have any dramas with the bother of renting it out. I saw on Google maps the new owner had bulldozed the house – total non thinker). There was also a Woolshed and a few other buildings over there, one day I went over and had a little exploration. Not only was there a small fenced off paddock full of Couch grass, and nothing else, which I was very impressed about - at the time I was going through a lawn phase, and had decided that Couch was my very favourite lawn! - I thought David should mow that little paddock and he would get an almighty harvest of Couch seed, which at the time was quite expensive and mostly unavailable!) But I discovered in the Woolshed, several old bales of wool still there, and even though this wool was not the kind of wool that you spin - the sheep bred in Gunnedah are for meat only, there are two main breeds, and their fleece is poor quality, a farmer might be lucky to get some money for it from the carpet industry. But I still thought it was Christmas, because I was in the middle of experimenting with plant dyes, and I could use all of this poor-quality burr filled wool, to dye with (I was planning on writing a book; Dyeing with Eucalypts.) So, after checking with the landlord that I could use it, I went back over there. And this day that I went, it was windy, I parked the car between the old house and the Woolshed, and the wind was blowing all around, and all around there were big old gum trees - and that feeling you get when you’re in an area that hasn’t really been inhabited by people, I don’t mind it at all, some people find eerie. The wind was also blowing the roof of the Woolshed up, it too, was in a dilapidated state, and I could see the wind lifting the iron up and I could hear the creaky noise every time it flew up, then back down. I was looking at it directly, when all of a sudden, the creaky noise that I could hear suddenly shifted, and whilst it was still a creaky noise coming from the roof, it kind of sounded like words, it was bizarre, 3 words. The words that I heard, as I was watching the iron lift up and back down again, was, “well hello there”. For me, it literally felt like the wind was talking to me, but it wasn’t just a normal sentence; If you were ever a fan of that show “friends”, and you remember that character Joey, and he was a bit of a flirt with all the women, and he had his pick-up-line of “how you doing”! That was the kind of tone, underlying the creaking, that I could hear!! It was most bizarre! I thought maybe there must be some sort of sound recording or sound device that Heath Barwick bloody installed, as he was the other neighbour adjoining, and he most likely knew that I would be venturing over there that day. But really, I don’t think so, I think it actually was the wind; you know, if you talk to the wind, it will talk back to you! (I spent a lot time on my own, so that’s a lot of time just talking to myself, in my mind! The wind thought I was talking to it!!). Actually, I just remembered something else; I was over nearby collecting some wire fence that David had told me I could use for of my Gumtree strip, (the roos were getting in to my trees, eating them), and I heard what sounded like a timber saw, it was very loud and had a kind of ring after it, it was echoing through all the trees out there. I thought that David must be up at the old shed tinkering away. I mentioned it to David a few weeks later and he said there’s been no electricity connected to that house in years. But there was a timber saw mill up there too, because they used to mill the timber all around there. I did later have a look at the timber mill and indeed it would’ve sounded just like what I heard. Weird huh? Maybe it was David‘s antics. But, again, I don’t think so. Oh! I just remembered something else too! The first time I went up there, there were five sheep; and it was literally like they were being herded by something I couldn’t see, just a feeling I got, like a Shepherd spirit. I thought maybe there’s generations of farmers haunting the place - wouldn’t surprise me if there were generations of Heath Barwick‘s family haunting the place! I want to mention, since this happened, I know there have been people who have put devices around my house that one can speak into and be heard, or play a recording of some sort - to try and trick me. Perhaps copycats? Omg, I just remembered something else; one night I looked across to David’s old farm from my veranda, and I could see what looked like an old timber building burning. I alerted David, but he was totally nonchalant about it. And later, as I was wondering why he did not care if there was a building burning on his farm, I worked out, it was because it was those people who do lights and affects on buildings, they indeed were trying to trick me, and David knew about it. You see what I have to put up with out there, as a single lady. And one thing leads to another – with all trickery leading to thievery. 500 items stolen from me while I lived on that farm. Curse them. Good Vibes in Roof Space 12. Moving Ferns 16. Neighbours Cat 18. Tool room at Rangari 13. Verander at Rangari This was a little of the old carpet wool I was able to collect from David’s old farm shed, and do my experimental dyeing with. I had so much, that when I moved I had to throw a whole heap out, just no room in my future rentals for old wool storage. Curse everyone. 11. Good vibes in roof space conversion I’ve written a little bit about this before, but it’s another one that has gone missing, so here it is again with more details. I was going to add it to my “Meddling Marys in Victorian Street - none of your business” photo story, but it was getting a bit too long. The reason why, was because my aunt in Leichhardt, wanted to do a renovation in her attic, and her neighbours caused problems for her. She wanted to convert empty roof space into a room, a studio actually, she painted and taught. She also wanted a little deck out the back where she could sand her crafts, and provide good air and light. The roof would stay as was, and some windows would be added on the north city side. A very simple renovation actually. So, she told me this story later, I was not there through the whole process. Now, for some reason she had to put in a request to neighbours, to seek permission, to do the renovation. Something along those lines, I’m not overly clear of each council’s rules. But why on earth Council would come up with this cockanninnie rule of seeking neighbours’ permission is beyond me, they obviously do not know the nature of most people, especially women. So, her neighbour did protest, she had monumental problems from them, and, btw, they were her good friends infact, they used to eat out in Leichhardt together regularly. But that was the end of that. The neighbour stated if somebody went outside onto the little deck, they could see into their yard, thus privacy would be gone. So, you know if you have read my blog, how important that I know, privacy is. But in this instance, - as in all home renovations, for me, I would say this would be the future problem of the neighbour, and they should have to deal with it by putting a tree or trellis, or something. That’s just my personal opinion, as most homes I have lived in, have been in DIRE need of renovations, and it is hard enough coming up with the cash and a reputable builder, so having additional neighbour and council problems is nightmarish. So, eventually, after several long months, it was decided my aunt could go ahead with it, but she had to put a barrier at the end of the little deck, kind of like blinkers on a horse! But after it was finished, you could stand on the side and look directly into the yard anyway, so it didn’t really make any difference. And the whole process was a bothersome and a nuisance, and completely unnecessary. But anyway, the room turned out beautiful, and she had managed to find 4 secondhand stained-glass windows, all the same size, and placed all on the north wall where the sun shines through when it rises. I found a room that was similar on public domain Flickr, I just added the windows, see above. When I went down there at school holidays, I got to sleep in the new studio, she had a daybed up there in next to her large 4x4m work bench, and when I woke up in the morning, the sun pouring in through those beautiful stained-glass windows, it was just gorgeous, beautiful timber room, with the sun, the colours, the new timber scent – it created such a wonderful atmosphere, very memorable. 14. Harassment for Money from Employment Provider in Gin Gin for Road Works and Street Beautification SH SH it’s a secret My neighbours, incahoots with female employment girls, harass me deliberately for money - they harass me continuously, and steal from me, they are so bad, I have to put in a complaint to local council and or polys (as they know I will do, anyone of sound mind would) - then council comes up with a ‘distraction’ plan for usually husbands - they pay them to do unnecessary roadworks. This has been an ongoing ‘thing’ that bitch wives in each community I live in, do. They are beyond a nuisance - they make my life HARASMENTHELL; they are stealing from me. -Don’t give in to them, don’t give them any money - it just makes them worse next time. Big network of these people. In Gunnedah they used use me for arts money aswell, as all the roads there, were all fixed – I was there 20yrs before having to move to QLD. In Colosseum, they had ‘lollipop girls’ stopping traffic on my rd. (This quite little rural rd, that hardly anyone used; to dig up a section, then replace it – for no reason. Same with the Blackman Gap Rd to Miriam Vale, dirt rd, suddenly lollipop women stopping traffic, for work that just does not need to be done. (Lollipop women – the main guilty harassing greedy culprits, those woman get paid $90hr for sitting on their ass). And on the Bundaberg Gin Gin rd, they got young men to ‘sweep’ the rd, not kidding, I took a photo – they were stopping traffic to sweep it clean, all day, no road works going on at all. I have probably created more jobs than anyone could possibly know, yet the stupid female bully twits at Bundaberg locked me up for 7 days to ‘see’ if I was crazy – unbelievable what goes on in Australia – I recommend not having kids, as this community is fucked. (Since I seem to have so much influence in this area, I contacted council and told them to start putting powerlines underground instead of pointless roadworks; I think they like roadworks, as they have all the infrastructure and are incahoots with lollipop people). I often have wives drive by house in shiny new cars, beeping showing off what they got by ‘dogging’ with me - stupid little bimbos, can’t make money anyway but by stealing and bullying. BTW, at my new location there does not appear to have been any roadworks or street beautification in the area AT ALL for the whole 12mnths I have been here!! Wow, first time in 30yrs!! Well, I definitely know the harassment as somewhat ceased compared to back then. But today actually, there seems to be some idiot across the rd at no 155 or either side of them, beeping at me, and ofcourse there is some guy constantly going woohoo all day long, and his stupid dog who seems to harass me now instead of her child, whenever I do a load of washing – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID DOG. Seriously don’t those people have anything else better to do all day than concern themselves with what I am doing – get a fucking life. {council; DOG COMPLAINT} I also think they have been doing fake baby noises, as the sound of baby crying goes off everytime I go into my bedroom. Stop harassing me, I have the right to live in in “quite enjoyment”. As soon as I upload this story, beep beep from a hoon going by. Not sure if those things are road works related though – most likely trying, copycats. So, I think those road works before were “Miss” Wainberg’s oka Cate Rogers, doing, her manipulating councils, along with her school friends from Gunnedah. 15. Cockatoo Story So, I mentioned before on my blog at certain times people take it upon themselves to do signs, really annoying signs, mostly disrespectful signs, meaning, not with the message itself is rude or anything, but just the way they do it is disrespectful, like, if you have something to say to me, then you say it to my face, you look into the persons eye and say it. Doing it by signs is disrespectful, annoying and antagonistically cowardly. It is not CLEVER. So, I think, by waking me up at 330am or thereabouts every morning they have been trying to tell me another one of my stories is missing (stolen), the one about the cockatoos waking me up every morning at Bird-Twit. I’d come into the house every morning for brekkie, as a young nine-year-old or so, grumpy, because the birds had woken me up. If you are familiar with the cockatoos, then you know how extraordinarily loud they are, they kind of SCREEEECH. Plus, they seem to travel in groups, making them extra loud. There was a huge ironbark right outside my bedroom window (a lean-to on the side of our house) where they would hang out and screech. One morning, I heard the birds start, then the next thing I hear, quick as a flash, I heard the back door open, and I hear dad trying to scare off these cockatoos, he was making all sorts of ruckus sounds, I bet he wish he hadn’t sold his gun; a shotgun would have worked well. Anyway, after his antics of hissing and making cracking noises, whatever, they all left. It did the trick, and in fact I didn’t have any more problems from any more cockatoos ever again! And in my adult years now (back in Gunnedah, they’re kind of comical now, because whenever they see me coming, they all quickly take off!! Plus, they never used to tear apart my trees after I planted them either, (sometimes they’re known to do that out of sheer boredom, just tear off branches and leave them scattered on the ground). And well, so if this is the long-term effect from dad scaring them off years before, then I reckon, dad should’ve tried scaring off the dogs - I bet I would it would’ve had the same affect. Bird brains. (I am not sure if dad ever saw the dogs – but they were so prevalent, he must have) So that story was missing, I’m not sure what is going on with all my missing stories, who on earth is stealing my stories? I’m getting a little annoyed of having to rewrite it. And fuck you, in case it had any swearing in it, and that’s why they removed it. - I have taken upon to use swear words because I know how much the powers that be, dislike them. And until they stop stealing from me, I’m going to continue swearing. And, by the way, I don’t actually swear, really, it was not till I started writing this blog, and decided to incorporate swear words into my writing to show my annoyance, and piss off the people who can actually do something about the thefts. Lol, more irony. 16. 4 people that are, or, look like Karen Cull (high school biology teacher from Gunnedah High, NSW, Australia) 2000-2004 Karen Cull herself at Bulga (she has since remarried and is no longer is a Cull) 2005 the photography teacher at RMIT in Melbourne 2019 the independent patient rights advisor in the Bundaberg hospital 2021 I saw her walking around kookaburra park when I had t o leave (2018 I possibly heard her at Builyan from the neighbours “What’s up bitch” (!)?) Now, whether it actually be Karen Cull in each of the 3 other circumstances, I am not sure, as they could have been ‘lookalikes’? (If you have read my blog, especially my “look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia” photo story, this phenomena is a common game that dogs play). But it wouldn’t surprise me in the least, if they actually went and got Karen and asked her to play this role. As she would be paid by them, and thus they could ‘control’ the situation. {And this is how wealthy women in the know, and who are connected, keep winning money, by faking and cheating to get paid positions. I have seen many fakers in my life many – infact my advice to young people is always ask for ID if you are paying a so called ‘proffesional’} I have mentioned previously on my blog, how sometimes I feel in situations when I am out, that it has been set up, and people have been ‘placed in’, and told what to say to me by someone else, who is trying to control the situation. If you ever noticed, watching the ABC TV, and some other television shows, everything is pre-rehearsed, and everyone knows what to say, and what their cue is. I feel these types of people who are doing that, also try to do it to me in my life - because they want control over me, it is a game. I think it is older woman, who don’t like the way, in a situation, I can take the focus, and put it on whatever I choose. That’s the big issue for them. They are jealous. So, then there’s a big network of these women, they call themselves the Agony Aunts (a TV show apparently, I never watched) – they have been around for many years. And there are other women who see them and copy them, so then try to inflict domineering tactics over a younger person – me. It used to happen all the time in Gunnedah, but still they try now. There is something majorly wrong with them, they’re like, not quite fully thinking and evolved women, acting like little monkeys on my back – out of pure jealousy, and stupidity. (I have had a lot of experience with them now, stupidity is the underlying character type, incapable of respect.) Get lost you stupid bimbos, and get your own life. I should mention Karen Cull had a big white cat at Bulga, Mardi. He used to venture down to my house from where he lived, about ½ kilometre away, apparently, he used to live in my then house, briefly before they moved up to the big house. He used to chase my 4 cats, and he chased them inside, barging through the front door, I had to make it Mardi proof. I saw him early one morning, and he was the most pissed off cat you have ever seen, he kept looking up at me where I was in the window, and he could also see my 4 cats perched on the sill, so he looked at us then sprayed the bush, then, he would look back again, and go over to another bush, and spray it, (male cat), he would do that at least 5 times, before I got bored of looking at him. But he wouldn’t just walk or trot over to a bush, he would stomp and march over with this most disgusting scowl on his face that you’ve ever seen, looking at us the whole time he stomped! He hated us being there in his house. Anyway, one time I had to go over to the Tamworth airport and pick my parents up, and I was waiting in the busy airport, when suddenly there in the middle of the reception area, was Mardi. Don’t ask me how he got there, or who picked him up? But I certainly didn’t see Karen at the airport? The cat above, this is my now neighbours cats, it says “Jasper” on his collar, he visits me some mornings, and tries to come inside the unit, this one seems quite happy though! BTW, Karen was not my high school teacher - I did not have a secret crush on my high school teacher!! lol 17. Food and Flower jealousy I wanted to mention something about my cut flowers. I had so many flowers at Rangari, I was able to (eventually - it took some years), but pick excess ones, and put them in a vase on my desk. So pretty and lovely! I could not find my photo of my cut pale pink roses in my black and white jug, a specific one I was looking for, and I’ve checked my whole file system for it, it’s gone! Don’t ask me what happened to it - it wasn’t that good! I ought to have taken more phots of my flowers in vases. I remember one lot I picked, I sat it on my huge then, tv cabinet, it was a big vase full of multiple tall gum branches full of E. leucoxylon. It was a huge 1mx1m pink and yellow explosion of flower colour. Much more bold and substantial than my image above! I recall when I collected those flowers, they also sat in front of my yellow and pink curtain, it was masses of yellow and pink; and it reminded me of that wonderful designer Lacroix. I remember as an 18-year-old reading studio magazines, and every time I saw an outfit that I just loved, I would turn the magazine on it’s side, so I could read the name of the designer, 9 out of 10 times, it was always the same one Lacroix! 😀 I mention on my “It all comes down to food jealousy” on page 1, about the reason why I was cast out, and I should have also mentioned flowers, it’s food and flowers! There is an element of females out there, who are extremely jealous of flowers, and having that ability to be able to cut flowers (without forking out cash at the time) and putting them in your home; an element of extreme jealousy from daft bimbos. Its lucky I now do not live near a florist; I would end up wasting all my money on cut flowers. Actually, I googled the nearest florist to me and it was 400km away!! I noticed actually, everywhere in Australia, (bar the major cities, well Sydney and Melbourne at least), there are no florists, well no flower shops, I see there are now Florists, which are really “gift shops” and they do not sell fresh cut flowers, they have fake flowers and cards and bad chocolates and Kitschy gifts. There are delivery ones online, but the average price for a bouquet is $200! Ridiculous! I remember buying a bunch of Iris’s for $3 in Sydney. Also, I have a sad Rose story. L It was one of those situations when you’re young, and you do stupid things, because you don’t know any better; I had moved into this house that had an orange flowered rose bush, it came into flower with one rose and I thought it was the ugliest rose I had ever seen. (!) For some reason I wasn’t keen on the colour orange at that particular time, and this rose was bright and deep orange – it does not get any more orange than that rose (I have never since seen an orange rose before). But, since I did not like it, I thought, I’m going to dig it up and replace it with a pink rose. So, I did, and before I started hacking into it, I cut the one rose off, and placed it in the single stem vase that I happen to have {which I thought I would never have any use for ever, so was glad to use it even for an ugly orange rose). Then went about digging it up, when I came in at the end of the day, I walked inside, and the whole house was just this amazing scent of rose - you have never smelt such strong rose fragrance in your life!! It was amazing, every single room in that 3 bedroom brick house smelt like roses. I couldn’t believe that I had just dug up this incredible fragrant rose, and replaced it with a pink one, because I’m pretty sure it would not have a scent as amazing as that ugly orange one!! Oh life, sometimes just full of regrets! 19. Night Sweats - Direct result from a Lack of Privacy Forget about menstruation, menopause, medications, hormone problems, low blood sugar, etc- Night sweats, or sometimes excessive sweating, can usually be put down to stress, brought about by a lack of privacy in this full-on overpopulated world. Yet another reason to stop breeding like rabbits. (There have been girls in my neighbourhood that know about this phenomenon and deliberately ‘stare’ in through windows or harass from the street – sick) many times its happened; at Petersham and at Builyan, and a few other times in Sydney. I am talking saturated sheets. FUCK OFF Yet also another reason to introduce stricter policy for developers to making sure housing is private / sound proof; out of sight, out of mind. 20. BENDING the truth, photos from Realtors This is a low-income house in a tiny outback community in Queensland. This house is a trap, its pray is low-income tenants. This house has a whole heap of problems which cost the tenant money in upkeep - due to drainage problems, water shortage, and thieving tight knit community. The Real Estate; Elders, of Gladstone, will try to steal the whole bond upon exiting as well. I had to take them to court to get it back which wasted two whole days of my time, not to mention paperwork, stress and effort. I got most of it back, and only lost a little due to the way they set up the total scam court procedure. (The whole Gladstone court system is a big scam, it’s specifically designed for people with money, even if you’re completely right, and prove your case, they then call time out and change the rules, they set it up so that the person who has the least status in society loses- it is not a ‘just’ system at all - The judges and the real estate industry work together, it is a game for them. (And if you do win, the police who work alongside the court there, will follow you home and try to give you a ticket, which is what happened to me ($400), I strongly suspect the police at Builyan, Lisa Lynch had something to do with that – she is another naïve police woman) The ‘little girl’ realtor at Elders, Tamara Smitz, should’ve talked the owner, Lacie Bimrose, into seeing common sense- that’s her job, it is NOT her job to ‘egg’ her on, to see how much money they can screw out of the tenant. (Manipulated by Kaye Pownall too) The 2 judges, Athol Kennedy and Judge Kinsella should be ashamed of themselves. The case should have been thrown out when Elders did not even bother showing up. Actually, the full story that I had written about what happened in court, was stolen, so I will add it again. Because Elders didn’t bother showing, judge Kinsella, said we will have to set another day, instead of doing what he should have done, and that is throw the case out. They have very clear rules, and if I hadn’t of turned up, the case would’ve been thrown out - its most unfair that the case wasn’t thrown out when Elders didn’t show up. And Elders didn’t show up because this is a part of their plan; Elders are just down the road from the courthouse in Gladstone, whereas I have to travel two hours all the way up to Gladstone. So not only does it waste valuable petrol money ($95), but more or less a whole day is taken up and set aside for the case. So, I had to wait around all morning for this information and new date to be set, 2mnths later. So, 2 mnths later, the young Elders rental girl turns up, alongside about 15 other little Real Estate girls - it was all a big tag game, how can I explain what happened? They’re all playing this game and sucking up to this judge, who was a new judge now, judge Ethel Kennedy, and the young rental girl Tamara Smitz was indeed playing ‘footsies’ with the judge. I believe judge Kennedy had a thing for feet! A little hard to explain exactly what happened, but it was definatly a game of footsies. Suffice to say, asking for the full amount of bond was so ridiculous that even with their game that they were playing, the judge could not award the whole bond to Tamara Smitz and Lacie Bimrose. At one point the rental girl asked for compensation for a tree stump that I cut down – a tree stump! Compensation! - this is not worth taking someone to court over. Court is not a place for bitchy females to take out their frustrations. But, as they caught me off-guard - as they had a whole 2mnths to prepare after they saw my evidence including photos – I was very thorough, I thought. But as I didn’t have time to think about what I should’ve said after their rebuff, as I forgot to mention or show photos of the fact that there was a big cut off tank up the back of the garden, so I couldn’t mow that part, so the judge saw that tank area, but not the tank, and said I should’ve mowed that area and fined me $100! Can you believe that. If anyone would have told my last landlord that I was fined $100 for not mowing, he would’ve thought that was such a joke – like, I took mowing very seriously, my last lawn was at least 50m² I have two lawnmowers. Such is the ridiculous Queensland Rental and Court system, and the prejudice against people they do not know and are from NSW. (I did find it quite extraordinary how both judges couldn’t handle anyone who speaks with a raised voice! It’s actually kind of dysfunctional how they really can’t handle it - it must remind them of their mother, and being chastised by their mother in a loud angry voice when they were a child! So, if anyone speaks with an angry tone, they bang their mallet down and get all ‘antsy’. But I mean the very nature of why you would be at court in the first place is because you’re pissed off, there’s been an injustice. So why the court would have such a low tolerance for angry people is a little peculiar, and lacks COMMON SENSE. Well, I guess, not to mention the “arrogance” factor “how dare you yell at me” I’m special!! Anyway, so I walked out of that court room knowing that I was totally screwed, and I didn’t owe that stupid woman any money, I now feel she is now in debt to me, and she will be in karmic debt to me too. And the reason I suspect Builyan police officer Lisa Lynch was involved in stopping me after I left Gladstone court, in a total dodgy highway area where they reduce the speed limit to catch people out (another deliberate money making scam, I have done separate photo/story about the 70/90/80/70/80 km/h speed limit on the highway just outside Gladstone) - is because I spoke a lot with Lisa Lynch, the new police officer in Builyan, (I don’t think they even had police there before I moved in) because my neighbours were definitely stealing from me and Lisa Lynch intervened and the stealing stopped - but she would prefer to believe that it wasn’t her influence that put an end to it, but in fact they weren’t stealing from me at all - which was completely wishful thinking on her behalf. I find a lot of police aswell as people, think like this, and I really don’t know how they can be so stupid. And the young men involved in stealing from me at Builyan, continued to steal from me at my new address at Colosseum, after I moved, as it turned out they were friends with the work farmhand at my new address – young male thieves (although I did hear girls in the times of thefts too). Anyway, so that’s what happen there. BTW, now if I try to lodge a rental form application, via the online app (Tenancy1form) on My Real-estate, my name is flagged as having taken a landlord to court, and this stops the form altogether, you can no longer apply to the rental. CAN YOU BELIEV THAT? JUST SO WRONG - DISCRIMINATION – I believe that rental app has been ‘sidebar’d’ now because of that prejudice. So, you can also apply via the local real estate website, and most honest realtors will put their contact details next to the listing, (if there is no real estate associated with the listing – it is most likely a fake or dodgy listing. BUT SOME NERVE. Least there are some people that can see what is going on THANKGOODNESS. I did not attach the original photo here, showing the Builyan house from one angle – a nice seemingly normal house shot, along with a shot that I took from a different angle, showing a complete different look, and if the shot I took was on the rental listing – no one would apply for it, it was that bad. 21. Naughty Kangaroo Solutions Some girl noted that whenever I was out in the garden or paddock at Rangari, and there were kangaroos about, as soon as they heard me, they would skedaddle out of my way quick smart. This girl, said she knows women who when they walk near the kangaroos, they would start to fight the woman (kangaroos are known to have a boxing nature). I have put this down to the fact, that I kind of walk, reminiscent to the Giant, from Jack in the Beanstalk! (Even when I was young and skinny!). And so, if any woman out there, gets beaten up by kangaroos, you should just site this: Fee Fi Fo Fum I Smell The Blood Of An Englishman! Say that to yourself a few times, and get a feel of what it would be like to be a giant - you have to say it in a kind of jilted and fierce way. Soon enough those kangaroos will skedaddle for you too! 22. The Bimbo Dominatrix along with The Sand Man Story The screenshot above shows our family house in Gunnedah, on the left, with the green roof, and on the far right behind that pink shrub was Ivan Williamson’s Car Mechanic place, you can see all his cars in the spare lot. A few months before this Google shot was taken, there was a little house in that fenced off yard, it was vacant and rundown, not liveable. But, as I would have girls (adults) who would follow me wherever I went; when I went and spent the day at dads, those girls who harass me, would stay in that house, they would occasionally yell out it at me and make comments about what I was doing at that particular point, they would like to “commentate” so if I did something well, they would beep – once, and if I was doing something where I made a mistake, then they would yell out, and ‘bang’ make loud noises. I term them “nasty nazi comments”. They are seriously MENTALLY RETARDED. And having no respect for boundaries like that means not only mentally retarded, but completely stupid. Infact I want to repeat that; not having boundaries is a sign of stupidity. Btw, I declare, if you still wish to play this game, then for each “nasty nazi comment” – you have to accompany it with $50 - $50 paid directly into my PayPal account via my email {which you can find at the bottom of this page}. Think of it like a swear jar. That includes you too little boy, $50, you will have to go and ask you mom. It has never been made clear to me what they were doing there, and why they would have so much time to spare, and concern themselves with what I was doing. Talk about desperate. Actually, I assume it’s jealousy, jealous of the fact that I could just go and hang out at dad‘s house any time I wanted, and he had a pretty nice house. I can see now why he won the lottery all those years ago, he may have had the same problem, but probably worse! The powers that be, thinking the best solution being more and more with a lottery win!! I think it worked! Lol! I never noticed dogs persecuting dad, not like how I have dogs persecute me. Except once, when I was young, maybe 4 or 5, dad drove Daniel and I over to the local quarry to get some sand, for a sandpit that he was building for us (we were relatively new in town then). After that, I noticed one or maybe two or three times when we were driving through Tamworth, there was a car in front of us for ages, and the car was a van type with artwork all over it, it was easily memorable, and, it had “The Sand Man” written on it in big letters. I was sitting directly behind dad, in the passenger seat, so I could see what dad could see, it wouldn’t surprise me if, dad had dogs like I do who follow me around (they drive in front of me too, used to) AND, who pays these idiots, because that artwork would’ve been very expensive? Also, I have written about this before, but it was stolen, (least it is not showing in my PC search results), so this is the second time I have had to write about “The Sand Man”. So, back to my story; abandoned house neighbour, stupid female dog story. Their main aim as far as I was concerned, was to manipulate, harass, invade my privacy, powertrip (helping themselves), be disrespectful, steal from me, and not just steal items, but ideas and opportunities, aswell as to try and inflict fear by means of stalking, like a predator stalks its prey. Not to mention, be a total nuisance. They certainly were not there, in any “helpful” beneficiary way to me. Infact mostly those are the girls that wanted me to get me fat and speak badly, I have written about it before. Jealous bitches hung up on class. After the house was bulldozed, sometimes these girls would go into my neighbours behind dad‘s house. One time I distinctly heard a girl that I had gone to TAFE with - a young aboriginal girl. Plus, they frequently would go to the other neighbours on the other side too – a new block of units had been built there. They would always yell out from afar, so I could never really see exactly who it was, I could only recognize their voices, which sometimes I did. There were literally 100’s of girls in this time, doing it. The dog network. This is why I wonder how women actually got the vote? Extraordinary stupidity. I never went round there and confronted them, I didn’t want to do, as I don’t want dogs in my life, you are revolting and unwanted. One time, I remember I did tell some stupid dog to fuck off, and she goes “oh well you win” and then continued to carry on like a dog anyway. So actually, telling them to fuck off, doesn’t necessarily make any difference anyway. Stupid bloody dogs. So another problem, possibly the same problem, and it has been such a widespread problem with women, older and younger ones; who try to cross my path, and I guess it is to try to “dominate me”! What I’ve noticed about these women, is that they are kind of stupid, and don’t realise that this behaviour is not appropriate (Cassandra Dunstan, Sharon Morgan, Cate Rogers (Wainberg girl), Karen Cull, possible Danielle Wheatly and Penny Awgayer?, just to name a few - a whole heap more that stay invisibly cowardly, 100’s). It is not right or healthy, it’s like, little girls; you have to go and find a man - there’s plenty of men who are into this kind of thing, and you have to dominate him (if he says they are not into this kind of thing, think again, they are) - You can’t dominate other women, especially ones that you don’t know - it’s completely “bimbo”, that’s really the best word to describe such women. Bimbo dominatrix! It’s a bit like my chooks, I have to explain to them, that they are all female. Who knew I would have such a problem with such people, they don’t warn you about this in school! I can just imagine Mrs Ford, “Be careful ladies of the bimbo dominatrix”. lol The only way I can think to combat this, is writing about it, and bringing this phenomena into consciousness, albeit 30 years too late, but really make these women aware of their disrespectful behaviour, and that their behaviour really is stupid, not to mention cowardly, and against the law. AND, they are making a fool of themselves – I now have NO RESPECT for you, due to this very bimbo behaviour. After 30 yrs of it - nothing you do, will change this. Btw, following me around online, and banning me from whatever community I join, is bimbo dominatrix too. BIMBO Once I was visited, down on the Central Coast, by a friend of my aunt, when she was there, she demanded I open my curtains; fuck off you stupid bimbo, I have my curtains HOWEVER I SEE FIT! No respect at all - incable of respect. I bet she was 3rd born. I have given some thought as to why this is such a problem for me, and I think it all comes back to “rebellion”. I have mentioned quite a few times now on my blog, that girls, women, in particular, “do the opposite” of what I would like. So, when I think to myself, don’t come into the toilet, they try and break the door down to get into the toilet (! – yes, they really do that.) It’s the same thing here, like maybe I have a distinct aura of “get away from me, don’t try to tell me what to do and don’t try to control me (don’t fence me in!!)” So those same stupid minded dogs, do exactly the opposite. It is stupidity, even if those girls are good at maths, and aced the HSC – it still is a stupid mentality, that was instilled in them, by their hopeless parents and teachers. It’s like I have to spend my whole adult hood telling stupid women to fuck off. Oh, and there is the element of woman who wants to be worshipped, so not just respected, but literally adored and praised (there are a lot like this. And men too, (especially if they do something good!) but I am thinking of one stupid blonde in particular) I have discovered with some blondes if they are not adulated, then they think they are being discriminated against (maybe because of their hair colour or something). And so, because I am NOT a woman worshipper, (I am healthy). This woman is trying – for many years now, to instil fear, thinking, in her bimbo way, that she will get respected and not discrimminated agaisnt, if she can get people to be nervous around her. STUPID, and case in point. 23. Australian Women are Way too Jealous by Nature due to Multiple Kids This jealousy problem is huge in Australia, I would say any country where more than 2 kids is the norm, as this is where jealousy starts, amongst 3rd borns especially. As a single lady, I am frequently the target of married women who think I am going to try to steal their husband!! Such ‘bimbo nature’ have so many wives! One stupid bitch phoned me up and abused and yelled at me for at least 10 minutes. She thought I was going to steal her husband - her husband was a potential landlord, and so far from Prince charming you wouldn’t believe it! ha ha ha ha. (Although at that point I had not even met him) I was so amused by her rantings, it was extraordinary, you should’ve heard her. Not that I appreciated being yelled at, but I was truly fascinated by how stupid and jealous so many women are. Actually, no woman usually has the guts to confront me like this one, they just are typically usually passive aggressive in any situation as it presents. But this one was so outright in her blatant hostility, it was ridiculous. I told her I was not interested in her husband, only the house rental, I needed somewhere to live, and preferably a farmhouse. And yelled back at her, she seemed to be satisfied with my answer, and apologised and hung up - stupid fucking woman. I ended up moving into that house, and I had heaps of items stolen. I suspect it was her; one of the items was a fly screen window wheel -that is why I suspect her, she would’ve seen me doing it, and wanted to do it for herself on her windows – those kinds of women – a specific personality type (I sometimes term them DOGS) are typically the same when it comes to things like that, “I want what she’s got, I want to do what she’s doing” - stupid bloody third borns) You know, this is something a three-year-old experiences, one who has older siblings, and they want what they’re the older kids have, or want to do what the older kids are doing - very common amongst 3rd/4th borns. And it’s an issue that most of them carry with them all their life, it’s so dysfunctional, mothers creating delinquent personalities by ‘popping them out’. And I’m outraged by these dysfunctional thieving adults, they are the bane of my life, and I am doing something about it. It’s like either stop fucking having more than two kids or start fucking dealing with these issues. (Due to overpopulation, water shortages, land shortages anyway, women should not be breeding more than 2, and women ought not have kids before the age of 30, possibly now even 40 – YOU ARE NOT SMART ENOUGH YET to have kids) And my clarity of mind and willingness to speak the truth has got me banned from all social media, this country is run by cowards. COWARDS Plus, btw, I could see my landlords wife had been with the ‘dogs’ who follow me around, torment and persecute me. I could see, because they get “stylised”. She said her name was Julie Ward, married to Alistair Darcy Ward. Get your bloody marriage together and don’t involve me in your backwards hillbilly shenanigans. Oh, by the way that “stylised” thing that goes on, has happened a lot in my life actually. I haven’t mentioned it before on my blog, but it happened a lot in Gunnedah, there was a lot of hairdressing involved, and new clothes, plus I saw the one of the dogs at a nearby neighbour Glen Blackburn. I think they are old NEGS girls, who were older than me, who now have ties withing the entertainment industry?? BTW, the grass is greener on the other side, and he has missed out! (idiots who marry dogs lol - someone contacted me (a self-declared dog) and said the reason her husband doesn’t cheat on her, is because she behaves like a jealous dog!!). I would never enter into any kind of relationship with a married man (or woman), a marriage is between the husband, the wife and God. And you will have God to deal with if you ‘woo’ one away from the other. But you know, simply talking to one of them while the other is not present, is NOT grounds to be jealous. GET A GRIP SPOUSES I must've mentioned it elsewhere, because it's not here, with those 2 people, turns out that he hadn't told his wife that he was going to rent out their farmhouse. And in fact, he was kind of using me to make his wife jealous, and appreciate him more!!! {probably not the best person to be used for such purposes! Lol} But I mean, his wife knew about his sneaky plan (some men; they're clueless about women!), as this is why she called me up -so it must've been one of the dogs who has told her the dog network (I bet it was my neighbours mother at Builyan – a woman clueless about her sons sins). And she also told me that he's going to give the house back to his kids soon, because his kids had been living in it and they trashed it for some reason, and were no longer there. I assume it was because of the drought; when I moved in there was NO water, aswell as broken windows, missing doors and holes punched in walls. But Darcy lied to me, saying that his kids are NEVER going to be living in that house again ever. And that's why I was welcome to live in it for as long as I want - he's such a liar, he lies to his wife and lies to his tenant (plus one of his teenager’s committed suicide – gee I wonder why, LIAR). Some couples, I really don't know how they survive life at all. And I’m always amazed at people who are so incompetent: they have kids!?!? Big mistake. Huge. I'll mention spouse jealousy is really not a huge problem compared to the other problems involved with jealousy; like women get jealous about everything, every single little thing that I have, I own; they get jealous. I remember a girl back in fashion school, she was bitching about me to the teacher because I was allowed to use the special new expensive cad system (because I asked if I could), she just couldn't handle that I was allowed to do something, that nobody else was doing. This really sums up of most women I've ever encountered, their jealousy is absurd and pathetic and results in those women doing stupid non-thinking things like stealing or bitching when, if she thought about it, she would realise that she doesn't actually care, and she's quite happy with what she was doing. Like I've mentioned before how I just can't purchase anything nice because it gets stolen, I certainly couldn't buy any designer brands. And retailers are sending me faulty items and seconds, I believe it's for the point that nobody steals it! Well, there's been a reduction in thefts in 2024/5 at a new address (until September 2025), but they are still stealing good items: good clothing, good stainless-steel items, essential oils; like none of the stuff from China made of plastic crap gets stolen! Btw, jealousy is considered a sin in the Christian religion. So, I guess they are not too many Christians in Australia after all. This jealousy is such a huge problem around the world - this is why back in the day countries like Cambodia went communistic, to try and get rid of that fighting thieving nature that those jealous third borns have, they tried to make everything equal and the same, of course it didn’t work because people‘s greed takes over, and the good and or meek miss out, plus everyone is slightly different, which is a really a good thing, not like how we were brainwashed as kids with children’s shows like “Play School” who teach spot the odd one out and get rid of it. Sleepy Australians. Do you know there’s a sure-fire way to cure the third born jealousy, and that’s to stop having more than two kids! Plain and Simple. 24. Massage Please for all hard working Australians Why is the government wasting money on mental health industry? (cause that’s where the money goes, into the people’s pockets who work within the industry). When Gov can be curing all Australians of all (well many) typical health problems; Massage works on the Immune system - massage prompts the release of endorphins – the brain chemicals (neurotransmitters) that produce feelings of wellbeing. Levels of stress hormones, such as adrenalin, cortisol and norepinephrine, are also reduced, thus improving the immune system. This is scientific fact, not some weird hippy philosophy. {It said living in ‘light’ also does this, so dark dingy homes are bad for your health}. There are many other health aspects to massage like: Reduced muscle tension Improved circulation Stimulation of the lymphatic system Increased joint mobility and flexibility Improved skin tone Improved recovery of soft tissue injuries Heightened mental alertness Reduced anxiety and depression. Healment of injuries. Ofcourse. There needs to be something along the lines of a SUBSIDY OR A REBATE for massage; at least 2 for each person per 6 mnths. And while you’re at it Gov, boost the number of Massage therapists too, after all, it’s not Rocket Science, all you really need for it, is a “Feel for It”. I would expect at least 2 Massage clinics on every city block! That is how beneficial they are to health and longevity. If the government does not know the health benefits of Massage and Physio by this point in time, then there is no hope for you. (I strongly suspect the QLD gov has no idea). When I was working in Enmore, I remember seeing a naturopath to treat whiplash, from a minor car accident, and she decided to treat it with massage, she must’ve been a masseuse as well as a naturopathic clinician, but I remember those massages - they were so wonderful! - that woman totally knew what to do, she had a real feel for it, and then I remember driving home almost ‘ecstatic like’, I was put in such a good mood from her massage, and the next day I actually felt a little bit stiff and sore, like you would if you’d been to the gym for a workout, I mean that’s how good she was. No need to exhaust yourself at a gym, just get a massage! Unfortunately, I don’t remember her name, or her technique / massage style. The naturopaths up here don’t do massage, nor do does the physio, podiatrist, or chiro...actually in QLD, it’s like I have stepped back in time by 40years! Although, I presume it is quite hard to find a masseuse who does have a ‘feel’ for it, one woman I saw when I was trying to heal my foot, kind of just did the text book techniques. Although I found out I have lymph problems and have done so since I started working as a nanny – due to an injury that happen there in 1998 on my left breast, an area were lymph nodes are found, and so I require a specific masseuse who knows how to move lymphatic fluid. But I think all massage therapists should know about lymph’s and incorporate that into their skill repertoire. Also, as I have learnt in my wise old age, there are some older cocky women who do not have rich husbands, but they want massage, they know the benefits of it. So, they have devised a way to steal money in order to have massage, and that is by faking breast cancer, and raising money for “breast cancer wellness treatments”. I know; this world is not what it seems is it. When I was working at Bonds, occasionally I had fill in for the ‘marker maker paper roller’ on the factory floor, and that involved standing all day on my feet, on cement. And often I did not know that, that was what I was going to be doing that day, and I would not be prepared with good shoes, I always wore my good Italian semi heals. I mean, also, not that Occupational Health and Safety was a thing back then. But after a couple of years, I really noticed some problems with my feet, and I believe it was directly from those days on the factory floor. At the time I purchased a foot massage, one that you put water in, and it bubbles! – I felt it worked brilliantly, often if they were sore, after a foot treatment, no more soreness. I still have it, and still use it if I get sore feet, I noted it helped with my plantar fasciitis too. So, note, pain caused from those ‘cement’ days, still lasts 20 years later, the rest of my life; now if I stand on my feet, especially in summer, my feet swell up quite a bit so I can no longer fit my shoes. Some people are on their feet all the time, and I truly don’t know how they manage. I have really given that quite some thought, as to why I would have such feet problems from doing that little amount of ‘stand up’ work, and just maybe it is related to what you are meant to be doing in life, and not meant to be doing? Your ‘destined’ path so to speak? I suspect it is true. The management, no infact, ALL the staff at Bonds were bullies. Western Suburbs Bullies. I definatly should not have been there. Mismatch. When I turn 67 and retire, I plan on taking my pension and myself over to Thailand, permanently, and spending it all, on daily massage. Finally. And here is a good spot; multiple child mothers; why are you torturing yourself? No massage for you! Another good reason not to have multiple kids. 25. It’s a renters life – putrid drinking water This is the vile and putrid water that drips out of my downpipe from the roof, due to gum leaves on the roof and gutter, (my photo shows bucket full of BLACK water - at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD). When you look at the roof there’s hardly any leaves at all, but there (was) a huge big gum right next to the house, and mainly petals and stamens cause the problem, as there are literally millions of them that drop when the tree is in flower, but also leaves and twigs fall down every day. In order for the water to be clear, it would require getting up onto the roof and sweeping the whole roof (which doesn’t have much of a slant, (non-thinkers)) on a daily basis, possibly every other day if it’s not windy. Too much! And unacceptable for anyone who is not 14yrs of age and is full of energy and flexibility. So usually, there’s not a bucket catching the drips, it’s connected to the tank, so any water that drips down from the overnight condensation/ dew, like that, goes straight into my tank/drinking water. Yuk – non thinkers designing water situations. So, my landlord must expect her tenant, even one who is elderly and has arthritis, to get up on the roof daily and sweep! As far as I can see, there are 2 solutions, well 3 actually, the first one being, build a roof that has an extreme slope – that should have been done, anywhere where there are gums, needs that steep slope. But in Australia, builders just do not think of something like that – its really STUPID. The other solution is installing a gutter protection, a proper one, not just cheap wire or plastic roll in gauze – this does not work. A proper one is needed, which is still not that expensive when compared to cleaning the roof on a daily basis. The other is chopping the over-head gum down - I mean the fact that, this simple solution to the problem, causes mass problems for my landlord, is insane, especially considering that there’s dozens of others gums in the yard. Not to mention the 50 or so, that I myself planted. Non-thinking landlords. Non-thinking builders. Non-thinking developers. BTW, I asked my landlord if I could remove that particular tree, she reluctantly agreed eventually that it had to go – but none else. So, I chain sawed it down with the help of her boyfriend, but we only got ¾ down, it was huge. Later I removed the last remaining bit, and she turns up the following week and has a go at me (chastising) for cutting her tree down! I mean did she forget that she had agreed for it to be removed? Or was she just using that tree as means to take her frustrations out on me. What a stupid dog, either way. Oh sure, that's perfectly ok, why don't you use me as your personal punching bag too? Does she think there are no repercussions for anything? Female landlords – just say no – they really all are drunk bimbos. My current house has tankwater too, same “tanin” situation, so I collect my drinking water in saucepans, when there is a big down pour!! Can’t complain. Here is a good spot to mention about gutters on the typical house in Australia, and the typical standard gutter that is sold in gutter shops. What they sell, the standard gutter, is MOST IN-ADEQUATE, especially in Queensland where we have seasonal downpours. For those houses that rely on tank water, when we have a downpour with a standard gutter, over half the water is wasted because the gutter over-fills, it’s not wide enough to handle a huge downpour. Stupid. I can’t begin to tell you the feelings I have when I watch all that water being wasted after going through a 9-year drought with little to no water. Typical Australian mediocrity; pull your bloody socks up you useless twits. I have grown up with tank water all my life, but in 1992 I moved to Sydney, to study and work, and I had to put up with tapwater which, I found, disgusting. To part remedy this, I would get rid of the chlorine by boiling the water {for some reason, I must not have known that if I just let the water sit for two days, the chlorine would evaporate out}. So for years, I would just boil my water. And I do believe, at some point, when I was living in Sydney, there was a big water scandal with Sydney water; all residents had to boil their water as there were bacteria in the water! I'm sure this has nothing to do with me at all! lol! Btw, on the farm (with the nice drinking water), our landlord owned some guns. Most farmers at the time did, mainly for shooting roos and foxes. But their guns were later stolen, I also believe this was radio dog related. Photo below is internet royaltyfree image showing water overflowing on gutters (try not to give me a FAKE speeding ticket police for NOT stealing image). 26. Supermarket female rebel frenzy I decided I should write about what happened when I used to go to the supermarket, of course now, I always do online shopping. But one time when I was living in Sydney, at Hornsby, I stopped off on the way home at Roseville Woollies, or was it Chatswood? Somewhere in that area on the highway between work and Hornsby. Shopping this day was absolutely impossible. Talk about 'dogs doing the opposite! I've always been the kind of person that likes peace and quiet, and not to have lots of people around me, it's just my nature, I'm not an 'attention seeking' type of person (I put this down to the fact that I had a lot of love from my parents and family growing up). And also I have a little ability, if someone is in my space, I can push them away, without actually physically pushing (a gentle little coax to the left or right!) So, if I'm in an isle and suddenly I encounter someone in my way, or veering onto my personal space, I can promptly get them out of my way! This does come in handy quite a lot. Anyway, I think maybe some of the girls instore that day had cottoned onto my little 'means and ways', and they decided to go into rebel mode, so instead of getting out of my way, I was suddenly bombarded by, I'm not kidding, there would've been at least 65+ women squashed in the aisle blocking my way! I couldn't move at all, there were just girls and trolleys everywhere. Dozens and dozens. I couldn’t move, it was pointless staying, and actually gave up in the end and left my trolley and squeezed my way out. Thank God for online shopping now! Image from sky News Australia (I didn't think to get a photo of it at the time, ofcourse we didn't have phones with cameras back then. It has come to my attention that there is an element of stupid girl (STUPID WOMAN) reading this, and sees the suburb Roseville, and gets all sorts of bizarre ideas in her head. You know, that whole North side of Sydney, is a very well populated area, it consists of many different types of people from all walks of life. I suggest you take your head out from under the sand and deal with it. There may have been a tall blonde girl involved in this, by the name of Christina. I am not certain, I did not see her, we only met briefly when I was 18, possibly she did not work, and had nothing else better do to than arrange mass dogs in supermarket?? This bit about her was signed to me, so it may be true or may not be true, who knows. But since then, practically every time I have gone shopping, I have had ‘dog’ problems when I go shopping. I had to change my shopping times to 7 in the morning when they opened, to avoid dogs on mass. But even then, I still had monumental problems with dogs. One of their favourite things was to try and dictate what I should purchase, and they try and do it by not communicating. Makes for interesting situation doesn’t it. One time a girl came up to my trolley as I was pushing it down the aisle, and literally took 1 or 2 items out, and ran off. Major control issues. How she could not understand that it is not up to her (a complete stranger) to decide what I purchase in my monthly shop, is beyond comprehension. Stupid little girl. I pay, I decide. Maybe that girl should go and find a docile husband, so she can make all the decisions for him. There are heaps of other antics. Just thank God for online shopping now. Although as I have mention, I did still have items disappear from my cart at checkout, by IT staff, since I write about it, it has mainly stopped. Sometimes they later stole food from my pantry too. There is a girl at Woollies atm, who is deleting products that I frequently buy - keeping them online but putting a label on them stating INSTORE ONLY. And not just 1 or 2, but a whole lot, I could not rely on Woollies alone now, I have to shop at Coles too, as at least they do not do that, although heaps of things I order from them never actually make it to me. My neighbours tell me they steal my items before they get picked, deliberately. They sign it. Idiots. I know this is related to the same dogs who used to harass me at Gunnedah. 27. Mothers showing girls good housekeeping I’ve noticed about women, housewives, they don’t like to take advice from other women when it comes to housekeeping, each woman thinks she knows the best way to do it. I can attest, they don’t! I did realise, I was never shown how to properly change your doona cover, and one day when I was 19 living with a flatmate, she was watching me change my doona cover, and she asked me if I needed it any help! I seemed to be just stuffing it in the best way I saw fit, without any rhyme or reason! It wasn’t till later when I was working as a nanny, when the mother showed me how she does it, and oh my goodness talk about timesaving tactics - there can be no other way to do it! and I next time I was up at mum’s, I wanted to show her how to do it, but she wouldn’t have a bar of it, she says she knows how to do it! It was the same when I worked for a couple of other families, the mothers all think they know the best way to do it! I want to quickly describe to you how to change your doona cover because it is life changing! it will be better demonstrated as a video, but I can’t be bothered to do that, so hopefully you might have the patience to understand it from these words. (I did actually see a video on YouTube how to do it if you can’t work it out from my words: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fzNuhgY_9A ) Get your doona cover, you put your hands in it until you find the very end corners, so you put your hands all the way up into it, you grab the corners in each hand, and then with one manoeuvre, you turn it inside out, (so that you’ve got 2 corners basically looking at you) then you put your hands in again, so your hands are holding the right side of the fabric which happens to be on the inside now, then whilst holding the corner with each hand you pick up a corner of the doona -so it’s best to get your doona before you begin, and make sure it’s facing the right way, so you know which is bottom and which is the top. So, holding onto the corners of the doona through the corners of the doona cover, and then you kind of just flip it, turning the doona cover inside out whilst capturing the doona at the same time, you do it all at once, it’s quite a good trick, then just shake it so it goes on down, lay it down on the bed, poke the other end of the doona corners into the cover corners, shake it in, do the buttons up, and voila! (Doona in photo is my design, embroidered stripes in silk rayon on 1000thread cotton fabric, Queen size $350, contact me for orders) 28. The Lush Green Water Myth in Queensland Wrongfully Perpetuated by Realtors I noticed when I moved to Queensland, that there are a lot of people who are delusional about the climate/weather here. The fact is, it is extremely dry, it hardly ever rains except, for when it floods which is not on a regular yearly basis. Yet people want to buy all these topical lush plants for their garden, (because the local nurseries sell them) but there’s just no water. In my immediate vicinity, there is a dry Sclerophyll Forest, and you know this is just basically one step up from desert - that’s how dry it is, no lush plants anywhere around. In fact, it’s dryer here in Gin Gin , than it is in Gunnedah, New South Wales, where they do dry land farming. The people who perpetuate this myth of lush green and ample water is mostly real estate agents - they shamefully advertise properties showing water on the property, dams full, creeks flowing, when in reality they’re empty always except for when it floods maybe as infrequent as 9yrs. And on top of that, no one really has enough rain tanks, or decent sized tanks attached to their homes, so no one has enough water, and everyone’s bitching about water, plus the jealousy that goes along with the few smart thinkers who have invested in multiple tanks - it creates a bad thieving atmosphere. I think the Queensland government hasn’t really woken up to this psychology and they should. At the very least punish realtors who sell property under false water pretence, aswell as give rebates for LARGE rain tanks. LARGE. Oh, and I noticed home owners who have been tricked by realtors, waterwise, will still continue to perpetuate the ample water myth, for fear their house price will drop. Plus, several of my landlords (plus neighbours in cahoots) decided that they too, will lie to tenants! Telling me there’s plenty of water available for gardening, only when I moved in, discovered not only has there not been plenty of water, but there hasn’t actually been any water at all. 0% What is the world coming to? BRING BACK THE HONESTY I should mention, I wrote this when in year 9, of a 9-year drought. The drought did break, shortly after. And 3 years later, further north too at yet another location, we are still having ok annual rains in QLD. But the little creek behind my unit has stopped flowing. I have another real estate story involving my younger brother; I recall when my brother was looking for a house in Gunnedah to purchase, he came across one, which from the outset looked fantastic; large brick house in a nice street. He wisely paid someone to do a structural inspection before putting in an offer, and it was just as well he did, because it was determined that the house was in exceptionally bad structural state, and would require an additional $100,000 minimum to fix. So, he said no and kept looking. I don't know what possessed him to do the inspection, he was only 24, he certainly wouldn't have enough savvy and experience to choose this option, so someone must've advised him to do it (lucky Tomas is well liked in town, saving him 1000's). Btw, there was certainly no mention from the Real Estate about the damage; they were prepared to sell something with hidden huge additional costs. They are completely dishonest. It is a form of theft. Mind you, it may have been someone at the real estates who inadvertently, was the one who “hinted” get a structural inspection…. But apparently this type of deception goes on all the time. Note, my landlord and realtor have just listed my current units up for sale, and I know it will not sell at listed price, EVEN if the buyer does not know about all the structural problems here. There was certainly no mention on the listing about any type of damage. Slightly more than $100,000 worth too, I estimate $2.6 million worth of renovations are due, which is $900,000 more than the asking price. Such wishful thinking going on in this world, by greedy landlords. Btw, last week, rain started leaking in my bedroom ceiling, from the roof. I let the realtor know about it; if it is fixed straight away, it will probably save the next proposed owner thousands of dollars in roof repairs. So far, not fixed. 29. INTENTION to INSURE me without the physical Punch - This is PHYSICAL ABUSE in a most SINISTER Way SOMETHING HAS TO BE SAID ABOUT THE DELIBERATED INTENTION TO INSURE ME Aside from the more obvious workboot example, there have been other countless examples of people inflicting pain on me without being physically present, like placing thorns and prickles at the base of my step, so I would tread on them, or nurses messing up needles/ healthcare workers giving incorrect medication to cause long term negative side effects. The hardwood keeling at school causing arthritis. Heaps of other examples too that are not so tangible, I can’t explain them, you would not understand. Oh, at one point I seemed to have a whole heap of insects attacking me; this one was a little weird, it was so weird infact, with ability for these insects to come up with diabolic plans to sting me, that I thought there must be sneaky human interference. Who knows? Since I wrote about this pain phenomenon, it has ceased, pretty much. Image from https://safespaceworkplace.com/constitute-physical-abuse/ 30. Secret fantasies these days My fantasies these days involves being able to afford a large enough estate that I could have a live-in on-call masseuse! 😁 (and a properly trained one, in several different techniques J) so, when the movie finishes at night, they can be called upon to give me a smoothing muscle massage before I go to sleep - heaven. I have another that involves having a ‘bed on wheels’ so it could be easily moved. Along with a massive door leading out onto a private courtyard, so that I could somehow, without any effort, roll the bed out (perhaps a bed on traintracks!?) and soak up the sun in the early hours of the morning! Oh my aching muscles and joints….Bed seen at stylepark.com Life Stories P12 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11, LSP12(this) , LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

I’ve got my OWN favourite things now.... Julie Andrews!😁 Favourite things I boldly put my favourite things here; I find in life, at least in Australia, there is a distinct type of personality who wants to find out your favourite thing so they can destroy them. They are stupid, but unfortunately very real, and rife in IT nerd world. (curious to know if this happens in an idealic country like Vanuatu? I know it happens in America, as there have been songs written about it) 1. Walking around my huge Native garden at Rangari was my favourite thing, hard work rewarded - my cats would accompany me each evening at dusk, it was beautiful. (still getting over being 'cast out' of my home town) My garden was not finished. Gardening – good for the soul. 2. Ferns on the deck. 3. Cooking to fast music and eating good food (my fresh Apricots, Nutty broccoli, Crackling, Roast beef, Braised Brisket, Good Ceaser Salad, Hungarian Goulash, Beef Stroganoff, Butter shortbread, Double dipped dark Chocy Turkish Delight, Nice biscuits, Kingston biscuits, frozen Mars bars, Cup of coffeeeee, caramelised beef bits in the bottom of the roast pan 👌Orange jelly babies...!). 4. Swimming in the Ocean. Rockpools. 5. Swing Ride Carousels! 6. Watching Grand Designs and So You Think You Can Dance, and good movies on Prime Vid and YouTube whilst knitting. {I don’t watch commercial tv, don't even own a TV - they have lost the plot due to their’ weakness’, especially the ice-skating commentators}. I love autobiographies/ biographies (not criminal ones). I often wonder, (when it is not stated) - do those Hollywood people steal people's life stories? Do they wait for them to die and then make a movie about their life? Or do they sit down with them in the nursing home and obtain all the facts? Or do they have people that stalk them all their life, you know, famous ones, like the genius female chess player, takes notes as life goes on.... And, while I am at it, I like autobiographies, and not just of famous people who are celebrities, or famous and being really good at something or a part of something that’s successful, because, I’m thinking you know, if you’ve made it in life, so you have enough money to get an architectural designed house built, then you pretty much are going to have an interesting life, and we want to hear about it. I mean like, examples I guess, “this could happen to you”! I have seen many movie autobiographies, I’ve noticed as I watch old autobiographies that were made in the 80s, they like to really embellish what has happened, they’ll say it’s based on a true story but parts of it are changed for ‘entertainment purposes’ - it’s like they don’t think we can handle the full truth, so they’ve just partly made a truthful movie. But I have noticed over the years, especially from 2020 on, and I’m glad to see, the autobiographies are, I believe more honest. Thank goodness. {Sidebar; I have always stated in my life, that I would prefer to have a butler, rather than a husband, lol! And one of the dancers from SYTYCD (multicultural show, as in, normal show), I assume he was a he, and black, said, I would prefer a butler than a husband, because I was white, as in a white slave thing!!!! he was making a joke! ha ha, I thought it was hilarious, mmmm I’m a total slave driver! Although, I would really like to have someone who could come and plait my hair every time I was it..... 7. Designing fabrics, looking at fabrics, looking at anything beautifully designed. COLOURS, Arts /crafts, looking at anyone who puts creativity in their life/ space/ clothing...... 8. Pampering - as in spa, sauna, massage, treats. (no kids yah!) When I turn retirement age, I plan on taking my pension and myself over to Thailand, permanently, and spending it all, on daily massage). 9. Favourite Tv Show: Grand Designs, and anything architect related (should have been an architect). I’m not really sure why a lot of new homes are so small, with small narrow corridors and small doors, so that one cannot even fit the fridge or fav armchair through. All my adult life living in rentals, I’ve had the same problem with small pokey rooms. Even some homes in the upper area of the market are still really quite small, or have small pokey areas within it (non-thoughtful areas). Not being a homeowner or homebuilder, maybe it’s not my place to say "come on, make them bigger and better" I mean maybe they just can’t. I don’t know. If I were building a house, it would be single story huge, no compromise on the footprint. So, I guess I wanted to express here, my exact feelings; I loathe small spaces, I loathe them! I guess that partly also explains my stance on population - population needs to be curbed, we are way past comfortable living capacity. I mean, maybe the fact that I was from a large family too, also contributes to my beliefs; really our family home was only three bedroom, with an extension lean-to put on later, for another room. But that still only made it four bedrooms, when definitely five were needed for a 6-person family. And actually a 5th bedroom was needed too, as we always had guests staying. I guess as a child I was never too concerned about it, did not really have to much concern for anything as a child, but I’m pretty sure we could’ve done with some extra room. I feel strongly about it now. I don’t think you should have kids unless you have enough room for them, make them really count with their own space, and not just tagged along. I am going to put here, I recall watching a version of my favourite show Grand Designs, in Australia instead of the usual good UK. One lady was showing off her home, I think it was in Tasmania, can’t quite remember all the details, but she was boasting about the fact that it was all built from volunteers, with the implication that they weren’t really volunteers, but they were forced to work for her, due to the governments Centrelink activity schemes (work for the dole – total scam). Even though this house was really lovely, I was kind of outraged by the obvious slave labour, and it just goes to show you what happens in Australia; some people really take advantage and wrought the system. I can assure you, young people, no matter what their stance in life, ought not to be forced to build some ladies house for NO MONEY, this was quite a disgrace. And I believe it still goes on. DISGRACEFUL. And I guess while I’m on the subject, I pretty much feel anyone involved in WOLFERS, WWOOFers, Woofers, WWOOF ( would fall into the same category, almost tricked into working for free, under the guise of experience!! WE HAVE GOOGLE AND YOUTUBE!! You would have to be a sucker to work on someone’s farm in exchange for accommodation or lunch. I recall one couple in the UK, even demanding money from her workers to pay for the food, whilst they work for her all day long free – UNBELIEVABLE- does she have powers of brainwashing? Because, they did pay!! and quite happily so!! I recall doing something like 16 weeks of work experience when I was 16 / 17 at various companies, and say, out of the 16, 1 of them was helpful, insightful, and a good experience. The other 15 just wanted free slave labour. It was NOT GOOD AT ALL, and the only lesson being experienced, is MOST people will use you, and take from you, and give you nothing back in return. (My parents were so naive). If I had kids, I certainly wouldn’t be encouraging them to NOT do any “work experience” at all, or in fact taking on jobs with below pay, as in, apprenticeships and traineeships - a total scam, unless of course I knew who was doing the traineeship or apprenticeship, and I knew 100% that they wouldn’t take advantage and use my child, I would have to be involved. So, that’s no fun at all! 10. Best book I read as a 20yr old ‘The Celestine Prophecy’ – very helpful. Favourite movies: Strictly Ballroom, 5th Element, Dirty Dancing, The Body Guard and BirdCage, I guess, plus The Remains Of the Day. I need to mention, by the way, the movie in my iPad app, always has a cover photo with a little blurb below it, then there’s their title “Cast and crew”, but it doesn’t have any crew listed, it just has cast members, and only sometimes. The director is also mentioned, but it doesn’t have the most important person of them all, and that’s the writer of the story! I really don’t see how one could omit the writer (and or screen adapter writer). 11. Walking around within the Sydney Youth Orchestra while they were playing, in a special gig they were doing- it was amazing. When I was younger I loved listening to music, now, not so much, (especially with the advent of stalking predator greedy musicians). Seriously, bunch of thieves. But have Favourites: 12. Horse Riding. 13. Growing flowers. 14. Essential oils. 15. Favorite quote: "We all need space. Unless we have it, we cannot reach that sense of quiet, in which whispers of better things come to us gently." – Octavia Hill And "When you arise in the morning think what a privilege it is to be alive, to breathe, to enjoy, to love, to think. Cease the day. You only live once." - Marcus Arelious (ancient Roman emperor and philosopher of peace, via Superman) 16. And of course, my cats: My Cats - all 5 Violet, Tulip, Rosey, Mia, and Lil. What a joy and privilege it was looking after them. My garden at Rangari; Garden Collage My Swimming Pool Construction Shots Perfect Moments Discovering half a dozen big edible mushrooms after some rain. Having a hot bubbly aromatherapy spa or hot sauna on a cool day. Squishing toes into the sand at the beach. Swimming in the Ocean. Seeing a native shrub flower for the first time, and every time after that. Waking up to see the sun shining through the leaves onto my ferns. Cooking a five star meal for myself. Bedding down with new clean sheets. Coffee and chocolate time. Bucket list Build my own sauna Vichy spa treatment Snorkelling holiday (some blonde did signs “you already did a snorkelling holiday at Port Douglas, so you don’t need any more snorkelling holiday” – she was being serious – STUPID NAZI DOG) Hot Air Balloon ride Live in a good house in the tropics, in nature near the beach (✔️) Horse and Carriage ride - I found a horse and cart garden! De Djawatan Forest - Banyuwangi, Indonesia Jetboat parasailing to reef Wishfully thinking bucket list: cold treatment SNORKELING IN SILFRA FISSURE or Aare river, Switzerland, summer Build and live in my dream house with Swim Pond Garden full of Pink Hybrid callistemons Garden full of Pink Melaleucas Garden full of Lagunaria patersonii Garden full of Acacia cognata hybrids Kings Park Segway Tour (finally a garden who thinking about people with sore foot!) Log Rafting in Kitayama Gorge (Ikada-kudari) Japan Summer Kayaking down Saint Peters River Texas Puhuasi Mountain water slide in Lishui in China Longest zipline, Mexico, El Divisadero, on Chepe Trainline from El Fuerte Infact, a whole World Zipline Tour! (only the really good ones). Snorkelling in the Sucuri River Bonito Ecotourism Rio Sucuri Ecoturismo Bonito Infact, a whole world zipline tour! (only the really good ones: Keranjang Sultan ride Situ Gunung Suspension Bridge in Sukabumi, Indonesia, Superman zipline at Costa Rica’s Diamante Eco Adventure Park in the Guanacaste province, Las Cabanas Beach in El Nido – island hopping by zipline, There's a bloody hole heap of now all over the world it's a fantastic. Snorkeling in Iceland with drysuit Fruit Bat Falls in Cape York; actually I have found many excellent 'water spots' on Pinterest, and saved them all in my wishfully thinking "Travel Board". Train trips: (sigtseeing without walking on sore foot) ‘Coast Starlight’ trip through America; Los Angeles to Seattle in a Roomlette! (3hrs of coastline!) ‘Venice Simplon Orient express train trip through France (has a bidet and 24hrs room service!) ‘The Blue Train’ from Cape Town to Pretoria, Africa 2 nights luxury, 24hrs room service ‘The Orient Express‘ through Singapore/ Malayasia ‘The Ghan’ now offers private cabin with room service - Indian Pacific Australia ‘The Canadian Train’ no 1, in prestige class, 4 nights 4 days trip on ‘Sunrise express’ from Tokyo to Izumo just because they have perfect cute little cabins with big windows ‘Grand Hibernian’ train trip through Ireland ‘Kyushu 7 stars’ 4-day train trip through Japan ‘Maharajas Express’ 8-day trip through India ‘Palace on wheels’ train trip through India ‘Pride of Africa’ train trip through Africa and Victoria Falls ‘Royal flying Scotsman’ train trip through Ireland (have a massage cabin on board!) ‘Shiki Shima’ train trip through Japan ‘The Golden Eagle’ train trip through Russia ‘The rocky mountaineer’ through Canada ‘Twilight express Mizukaze’ through Japan Without any dogs, (without any leeches!). I say without any dogs, because as I’ve mentioned before on this blog, I am followed around by disgusting female dogs where ever I go, (they still do it, even after I call them disgusting female dogs), so if I was fortunate enough to be able to go on one of these trips, I would again have dogs following me, from afar, harassing me and annoying me, as they continually do. BTW, I do wonder who pays for them to follow me? as they are dogs, they’re completely stupid, and can’t think for themselves, so who pays? Remember the time I travelled to Gosford for my grandmother’s funeral – there was a plane following me around down there. NO DOGS ALLOWED. {Also, prices of these luxury trains have jumped from approx $10,000 a trip to $50,000 in the space of two years!} ‘The Canadian Train’ has a 3 hr solid stretch of ocean views! FANTASTIC You know Australian gov ought to build a scenic train line all the way up the coast from Perth to Broome, to Darwin, and over to Cooktown all along the coastline. The only reason they haven’t, I reckon, is because most Australians are completely lazy, so politicians don’t think they’ll be able to get anyone to actually do it. HOWEVER, I saw on YouTube, 2023, that Australia is currently building a new freight line all the way through the centre of Australia, and they have “robot machines’ to build it now, no hard work necessary – they just line it up and push a button!! Freight first, passenger tourist line next! Also being up here near Mackay, I am a little disadvantaged when it comes to certain services. Actually, that’s kind of an understatement quite disadvantage up here in North Queensland, there are a lot of unskilled people up here. Anyway, as such, I would like to go down to Melbourne to see the osteo, and take my sewing machine down there too, to be serviced. And wouldn’t it be nice if I could just hop on a train at Mackay, then go all the way down the coast, through NSW, all the way to Melbourne. I’d get a sleeper carriage to myself, and have a lovely relaxing trip lying down watching the countryside go past, I can think of no better way to get down to Melbourne. Yet, can I do this? No, I can’t. There’s no such train! I could catch a train part of the way, but it doesn’t have sleeper carriages; so of course I couldn’t do that, as I’ve mentioned I have my monumental problems on public transport, and I would need a private sleeping compartment. And I guess while I’m on the subject of trains, here is a good spot to mention; when I was doing my research for trains, there was one train in Australia that has a sleeper compartment. I found out all the prices for that train, even the just plain economy seats. And all were so expensive, that it would be cheaper for me to pay for fuel to travel the distance. I thought this over expense absolutely ridiculous. The whole point of a train is to make it cheap, affordable alternative transport. I was thinking why on earth is it so expensive, and then I realized why it’s so expensive and that’s because of all the problems I’ve had with the train people. I’ve mentioned before; I had the toll trains stopping at the Miriam Vale crossing, I had a train caboose stopping on my rental farm at Colloseum (and stealing from me). I have the trains harassing me here at Sarina by way of ‘toot’, plus they put the crossing lights on, when there’s no train. So, that’s why they charge so much; because it is a play-toy for mongrels who have no skills, and are just complete bogans that would get paid a whole big salary - that which, the customers have to pay for. It’s an unfortunate bogan Australian scam issue, which I don’t see them fixing any time soon, because I think possibly, I’m the only person in Australia that has noted this problem, and has mentioned it in public {nothing gets fixed if the problem is not even acknowledged in the first place}. Btw after I wrote that wishfully thinking bucket list; that day, I visited Mitre 10 to return 4 mistakenly purchased plumbing parts (that they had overcharged me for anyway) {ha}, but when I was in there, they signed “You won’t be able to do any of those things, you will be doing nothing in your retirement”. Such little bitches. Careful dogs, someone else might just hear you and want to spite you.I might go so far as to say here that all the good luck I've had in life in my later adult life, has purely come about for this reason, so many nasty bitchy little girls in Australia. And last time I was at Sarina Mitre 10, someone stole 2kg frozen roo mince out of my locked car/ eski. All hardware shops are thieves. Other favourite things; Chocolates... Acacia cognata hybrids (photos from nursery sales) Great beach shots – couldn’t decide which I liked best, from internet, photographer unknown Great beach shots – couldn’t decide which I liked best, from internet, photographer unknown Great beach shots – couldn’t decide which I liked best, from internet, photographer unknown The perfect ocean, The perfect swim My favorite routine from SYTYCD, Pasha and Sabre do the Quick step, amazing routine, amazing choreographer, amazing costumes and amazing dancers – this dance for me, captures the essence of all dances BRAVO, absolutely terrible footage from Youtube, and even then, they will probably try and shut my blog down for copyright - way too precious, but they would have to actually talk to me, so I don’t think they will. I don’t believe there is better footage, well, less pixelated than this, in existence. At least that little bit gives you a feel of ‘dancing’ – and dancing ought to be compulsory in all schools! Good for the soul! Good for curing 'social retardation'. I love it! Fantastic underwater shot of synchronised swimming in the 2016 Olympics Here is how you give a proper foot massage ! Unfortunately this guy is based in Canada, so I can’t book an appointment, and I’m pretty sure no one in Australia would know how to do it like this guy. (Adam Thomas from his youtube channel) A quick mention to the special volunteers here: (and all Wildlife Rescue in Australia) On behalf of all of the animals, thankyou and well done. Australian Wildlife Rescue Service Rescue Hotline: 0447 543 268 Phone (Admin): 0447 543 268 E-mail: yvette.jeffs@yahoo.com Comments: A Non-Profit Organisation run by Volunteers. We care for sick and injured animals and orphaned animals until such stage that they can be released. Our specialities include looking after Kangaroos, Wallabies, Possums, Birds, Koalas, Echidnas and Snakes, but we rescue any wildlife that needs rescue and care. You can also contact the RSPCA on 1300 ANIMAL (1300 264 625 ) from anywhere in Qld . (for those of them stealing my roo mince out of my freezer for wildlife; Whats mine is NOT whats yours.) Also shout out to the good and brave people who do the yearly "Shonky" Awards - exposing all the retail thieves selling snake oil! I can honestly say knitting has changed my life; I no longer have to wait anymore. I started knitting because I found receptionist (especially at Drs) kept me waiting for hours -once I started knitting, my life changed, my waiting time was cut down to like 5 minutes. Females are such a pervert’s (secret) apparently if you knit, your “boring”! Although I did have a problem with the girls stealing my knitting needles. Once at Centrelink at Parramatta I was kept waiting five hours - really, nooo hard feelings at all. If only I had a photo of those bimbo receptionist. I’ve started to take photos of them when I enter a building now, same across all receptionists in all areas - it works, they do not want other people to know they are merely little pervy bitches, but sometimes they follow me after I leave, and steal from me, usually from the locked car, but often from my house. Anyway, since someone at Ravelry (a knitting website where I used to have all my patterns for sale, for just over 10yrs - and I sold heaps of patterns), since someone is friends with the girls who are stealing from me (the bimbo receptionists – there’s a whole dog network.) I won’t mention any names, (CASEY FORBES) she removed my whole profile page, including my profile picture, aswell as my pattern!! I told her that my profile page was a MY profile, and not their profile – she did not care (They are total non-thinking bimbo Nazis - the problem cannot be fixed if you’re not aware of it sillies, and ha, as it was up there for 10yrs before you nazied it! Stand up to bullies, and have some bloody guts admin, the problem cannot be fixed if you’re not aware of it. This is life – not a classroom, you silly women. Those women that run that website, discriminate against other women who are not married. Yet another person/business, that could be sued for discrimination.) Actually, I think those women that run that website secretly think they are rich, and superior – a better class, therefore they don’t have to worry about any of the worlds problems, that’s for other people to do something about, all they have to do is stay ‘positive’ all the time, and get rid of anyone who suggests all is not good – (like what stupid bimbos do). Facebook admin are exactly the same. Also I believe guilty NEGS girls were responsible for that (there is a lot of puppetry that goes on in life). So, I will put all my patterns here, and make them available for free. They used to be $2 on Rav, with the condition that if you had no kids, then you could get any of my patterns for free, or if you were a dancer, free for you, except if you were a Spaniard, because of the cruel Spanish bullfighting, all Spaniards should be ashamed of themselves. But now they are free to everyone, as I found online knitting magazine women were stealing them anyway. (I did sell quite a few, but I suspect they purchased them after someone stole something from me)? All patterns for sale come from a liberated home, and free of alcohol and drugs - I like to be of sound mind always, there are way too many dogs trying to rip you off and take advantage, you would be stupid not to pay full attention whenever in public, (especially at Bunnings and Harvey Norman - those staff prey and steal from young women – third born halfwits) I love beautiful yarns, I love looking at beautiful things, and I love people who take pride and effort in their daily choice of dress - I don’t mean spending on expensive brands, I mean dressing with thought and creativity. Besides, in healthy populations, dressing well, commands respect , and everyone wants respects. My mother taught me to knit in my final year of school; I created a wonderful technicoloured coat from neck to ankle. I went on to complete a diploma in Fashion. I worked 10 years in the fashion industry. I ‘rediscovered’ knitting a few years ago, and I have taken much interest in learning and researching various knitting techniques and garment construction. I have many designs and hope to do more in the future. I have made a decision to keep fibres natural, and I find myself on a textile journey, growing and producing my own fibres, and discovering natural dyes. I have taught Knitting, a course at the Gunnedah Community College. Any comments or pattern troubles email me, I will only be too happy to help. (Don’t be afraid!) Since I still have not uploaded the PDFs, email me and I will send it to you. So far no one has, which suggests to me that either this website is not working or at any rate there is no traffic here. My FREE Knitting Patterns (email me for pdf) Blue Bamboo Drape Cowl in the Rnd june 2023 a Blue Bamboo Drape Cowl in the Rnd – free knitting pattern, email me for pattern pdf Cable Cloth Washer with Cable Abbreviati Perfectly_Fitted_Gloves,_Full_or_Fingerl Julia Gillard Liar Liar, pants on Fire L Cotton Singlet Top f and b Black and White Cotton V-neck Tunic Swea Green Alpaca Jumper Top Down 2020_87 Perfectly_Fitted_Gloves,_Full_or_Fingerl Boucle Bat Wing Jumper, with Cowl Neck 8 The old Rose fattened 4 and 6ply Fitted Fingerless Gloves in t Circles Flower for Intarsia Knit 4 Mohair Rib Stitch Jumper 1 2 Colour Quilt and Dot Stitch Knit Patte Cat Hair and Alpaca bulky jumper Raglan Wool Poker Dot Pants, Size 14, Top down. Black and Hot Pink Mittens in 8ply 4 Sea Feather Yarn Cowl 2 Burgundy Spec Eyelash Scarf Thick Cotton Face Washer in Linen ST 9 ( 3 Stripe Covered Knitted Intarsia Tissue Cotton V Neck Tee 2 Never Loose Those Scissors Again 2 Colour Lattice Stitch Covered Tissue B Warm Woollen Winter Headband 9 Tulip Flower for Intarsia Knit 2 Rose Flower Chart Pattern for Intarsia K STITCH PATTERN 1st Lattice Cable with Pu Perfectly_Fitted_Gloves,_Full_or_Fingerl Fur and FairIsle Drawstring Bag hanging Self Striping Fingerless Mittens Stash Cush 5 Wide HeadBand in a Silk and Cashmere ble Warm, Thick Feather Bell Jumper, Topdown Decrease for V Neck and Armhole 3 st in Best Little Scarf Ever! 1 Bulky Glimmer Yarn Beanie with Ear Flaps Windmill Flower 1 Top Down BEANIE with Stamen ST, to match Ribbon Dancer Aran Weight Plaited Cable Beanie 9 Slipped Stitch Slippers Size 8 Nylon Sol Quilted Tissue Box Cover 1 Wave st pattern 1 Colour Purl Quilt Stitch Knit Pattern, Boucle Fingerless Mittens Feather Yarn Stripe Skirt, Kniited in th Feather Yarn, Furry Winter Warm Hood 2 Feather Yarn 3 Colour Tassel Scarf Silk Bikini Size 14- 16 Top Down 2 Summer Head Band 2 Perfectly_Fitted_Gloves,_Full_or_Fingerl Bikini with Crossover front and back Grey Cat Hair and Alpaca with Pink Silk Perfectly Fitted Gloves on 3mm 4 Strand Braid Cable C3T3 1 3 Colour Stripe Wool and Mohair Rib Cowl 100_9234 Silk and Alpaca Cowl a Dirty Pink Mittens, Soft Hand spun Alpac Show More As a renter all my adult life, all I can do is dream about my 'real' house, and here it is: (btw, if you can't afford to buy your kids a house when they turn 18 (or at least a deposit) - don't have kids, its just not worth it if you don't have your own home). Victims pay rent. But, ofcourse, the ultimate goal is to build your own, so you can have all that you want, rather than a cost-cutted version of a home. May I suggest, before building on your perfect dream spot, that you go there and live in a mobile home to get a feel for the spot, figure out which way the summer winds blow so you can place big windows high up to catch that beautiful breeze, not to mention where the sun rises and sets in summer and where it will rise and set in winter, for AM and PM windows. Also when it rains, which way mostly, where does the water run. Do you really need to disturb the land at all, or can you put the house on stilt foundation.Things like that....

Clare Gardener, why are you following me around in an orange Torana? Can’t you think for yourself? -Pickpockets in Gunnedah (and who follow me around wherever I go and steal from me)! Really and truly, I’ve had it up to here with stupid little bimbos who steal, it’s not going to be so funny if I catch you red-handed, I assure you. I have got 47yrs of pent-up anger, what do you suppose will happen? Every time I drove into town, I had dogs break into my car and steal whatever was in there that Life Stories P15 Screenshot of my Wix Fabric Website 1. Double-barred Finch - Taeniopygia bichenovii (my CHANEL Birds) I called them my CHANEL birds….as they are so stylish and smart in their brown and Ivory tailored suits! I loved watching these little birds at Rangari, they were so cute! There were dozens darting around on my veranda, they had little nests in the pandora and jasmine vines. When I moved 700km up to Queensland, to Builyan, the backyard of my rental had an old large walk in Avery, and guess what, there were these little CHANEL birds; they would come and go out of this Avery frequently, maybe once upon a time the owner used to keep them in there? who knows. But there were hundreds of them, and guess what, I noticed these CHANEL birds were slightly different from the CHANEL birds near Gunnedah. The ones in Queensland were taller, just slightly, and slimmer, also slightly! After I moved from Builyan to Gin Gin and Sarina, – no more Finchys! They must only like the heat of the inland. I did put up a bird feeder for them, but its been there for months and no birds have even ventured near L They are near impossible to photograph because they’re always fluttering about. I didn’t get any good photos at all. I did manage to get a little video, albeit bad quality (not sure why my camera footage is so bad actually), but I put it on YouTube anyway. I did this little collage too in ode to them! 2 . The Dedicated Lifestyle of Copying me. Some People are so Weird in their Dysfunction. I had to do a story about this strange phenomenon of copying what I do. The phenomenon of copying me has been going on for years, particularly in the craft world, but things like that don’t matter at all - it’s human nature to see something really cool, and be psyched about it and want to try and make one too. I do it frequently. (I certainly do not condone copying someone’s artwork exactly and calling it yours, which happens – stupid young bimbos). But I am not really talking about that today, I am talking about seeing what I purchase, then wanting one too, and if it’s no longer available, or they don’t want to spend money on such item, then they will just steal my purchase through the post before it reaches me. There are certain couriers who will help the girls steal in this manner. Fastway does it, and some of the post mail contractors will do it, (no convictions of anyone) and of course, they can break into my mail locker (I was informed they have keys for all my padlocks and can break-in at any time, on any whim they get.) plus, I think that bimbo has an exact replica of all my good things, and I suspect, that’s how the chips appear, she is a careless bimbo who inevitably ends up with chips in her crockery, so she replaces my good one for her chipped one, at least 4 times now this has happened. That person or people has turned this copping into a dedicated lifestyle. I don’t think anyone has pointed out to her how dafty she is for copying me. So, I am now; DAFT. I want to add here also copying members of my family, as in people in the community see what my family do, how they treat me, and then they copy them. I have written about this before, but it was stolen, so, it must be an important issue. I’ve mentioned my siblings stole my bag one Christmas, as well as an old Fur Stole, I mean it could’ve been the dogs trying to make it look like it was either Penny or Daniel, or well, even Tomas’s wife Melanie. But specifically, after those items were stolen, I had many many many more items stolen. I mean it could’ve been Daniel, and so then Heath Barwick, Daniels friend, (naive Daniel), has just copied Daniel (no convictions). So, he continued stealing from me for years. I mean this is the stupidity that goes on in the community. I just can’t believe, the older I get, how stupid people are. And it’s not just the stealing. It’s like if my siblings behave disrespectfully to me, which they do, they’re little shits sometimes, members of the community will copy them too, sometimes in exactly the same manner. Then this total copping factor goes much deeper. I know people in the community will copy movies exactly, like Fight Club. I can’t begin to tell you the number of problems I’ve had with food sabotage - they’re just disgusting, and the boys who work at Gunnedah Woolworths are the worst, but still get up to food spoilage in Bundaberg, and possibly at Mackay- they sign that they are sabotaging and contaminating the food. Once I had urine put in my water bottle, (that would have been a neighbour at Gin Gin or my landlords 10 yr old son) I mean disgusting stupid little copycats. There’s one bimbo in particular from Australian Tv industry, I’ve mentioned her before, she was in the hallway at the nursing home - she looked like the Maltese girl at Bonds, pretty sure NOT her, but a look alike. She regularly appears on television doing dog signs, saying that she put cockroaches in my pies, or mice, spits – she is seriously mentally ill, and should be in JAIL. Rack off you stupid dog – I am not talking to you. Once they did signs that they were going to give me monkey meat. I feel like I’m surrounded by disgusting people constantly who have no brain. I don’t know if this is related, but at school there was a bullying incident, it was long forgotten as far as I’m concerned, but 5 yrs later at school, there were 3 girls, who, in effect, ‘stole’ my and my 3 friends, roles as chapel Lieutenant! - after 6mnths, they saw us doing it, and they wanted to do it to. Typical little copycat girls. This situation I’ve been writing about just reminds me of that incident at school, those girls would’ve stolen it out of jealousy, and I’ve never thought it would have been the same girls, but I have just been reminded about a certain incident involving Charlotte, Amy and Sophie Powell -and as one of those girls that stole the chapel lieutenant position was Amy Powell, I’m thinking other thefts in all these years since, might be related - if so, she really needs to get her own life and stop obsessing over me. I think that family may consist of females only – definite imbalance. Possible dishdraw theft? Or that may have been Wainberg’s sister? I just bet the person who stole those shoes above , was the person who stole my dishdraw – jealous dog. Although I noticed certain people in life, who see something that has happened, like a slight injustice like that, have heard about it somehow, and then recreate the situation, but with different people - they literally do this. Sickoes, I would think there’s something wrong with them and their heads, to do that. 3. The Power Games People Play – typical dysfunction and abuse, in families and workplaces This has been a problem, way before I started to take note of why, and what was actually going on in the situation. And, when it comes to these types of issues, dad, has really not been a problem, until, 2005; {because I felt, he was manipulated by female dogs; he was weak}. I had to briefly move back in with him, after I left rmit in Melbourne, as I had nowhere to live. Mum had died by this point. So, I noticed, I had certain old men in the community copying dad - I think I might know what that was about – around that time, I used to visit the online library catalogue, and borrow heaps of books, I like knowing about things that I do. (This was before the library incident, if you read “Gunnedah Council Library Dogs – devious plans to steal through fines” – as I can no longer go the library, thankgoodness for google now. So, l went to the library to borrow that book “The Games People Play" they had to order it in, they did not have it. Because I’m aware that people play stupid power games, but really have no idea what they do (as someone who is healthy and has common-sense, stupid power games is not something I get off on, nor did I really ever take much of an interest in other people’s psyche, but probably felt it would be an area I should know about, given the problems I was having from the community re harassment and thieving). But all they got in, at the Gunnedah library was a book about children’s games like hopscotch, they didn’t have the other version, if it exists? and refused to get it in for me. This was the time I was having monumental problems with a whole lot of cars parked outside my house in Henry st (like about 10), and they would rev theirs cars all at once and suddenly leave at specific times, repeated often, plus verbal harassments, and theft. I was there for about 5mnths before I was ‘saved’ with an offer of another house out of town. I was doing the Horticulture course at the Tafe every day, while I was there. The car thing is a bit hard to explain, but it was a ‘thing’, designed to manipulate. Also in this time people, young men would come down to my house and let dogs out – they looked like stray bulldogs from the pound? At the time I remember thinking, did he just go and break them out of the pound and decide to drop them in the middle of town, so as to be ‘free’? I had no idea at the time of what he was up to, – and he was up to something, very offensive. Heaps of other things happened outside where I was living there, major problems from many young hooligan type people in the community, let alone what was going on inside; So, other men in the community who respect Dad, as he knew practically everyone. They copy him, they see his game and want to play too, people like Coll Atkinson and Peter Lee from the Tafe, also Mark Kesby (the pin) and that old man from the 2nd hand shop, heaps of others - weakness at a whole new level. I believe this is a game specifically for old men, but since many people could see the game, they all wanted to play. So, I believe that’s what everyone in the whole town was doing; playing power games with me, just so I understood – no book necessary. We'll show you. We'll teach you a lesson. Fuck them all and they’re all be going to hell - stupid little people. (And so, some of those men would just be the tools. Gunnedah council girls / Gunnedah local radio / Gunnedah Art gallery GUILTY – burn in hell). So, back in 2005, these ‘games’ that dad played, were basically, I felt, a form of abuse, I felt like I was the victim of domestic violence at the time, just not in the usual way that people associate with abuse, i.e., sexual or physical. It was psychological torment in the form of bullying, ‘social’ abuse (gang mentality) I will give you examples of his power games (bear in mind, there are many more examples that other people do, that I DO NOT WANT TO LIST); Using a “stand over” phase and intimidation, with looks and gestures, in order to manipulate or make feel inadequate. Verbally abusing things, I care about, pets, to me when drunk. Making issues out of things I know he does not really care about () fight fight fight Making me think I’m crazy. Not acknowledging things that are going on – undermining my opinion, and disbelieving me. Making me feel guilty, and using humiliation to do so. Not taking my concerns seriously. “Ti-ti” verbal negative comments, and passive aggressive face pulling re my choice of clothing. Interfering with my property - territorial issues. And I am pretty sure he had help to accomplish all these ‘games’ - completely manipulated by women on the local ABC, (Billy Baxter?) and dog hoons in Gunnedah, I think they do signs to him about me, shaming him. (Cathy Goldman is probably involved - many dogs from that school, NEGS, who try to blame dad for all my problems, rather than the school I went to and the dogs from that school who follow me wherever I go, (and still do in 2023). So, while I was staying at Dads then, they saw it as an opportunity to manipulate dad, so he could take the blame. Dad – so naïve about women.) They shame him, their biggest tactic to manipulate. He is weak to be manipulated by them. I never remembered dad to be like this, and play these ‘games’, back when I used to live at home as a young person before I went away to school. And I know he did not treat mum with such disdain either. The only thing I specifically remember dad having an issue with, was rambunctious confident show offs! none of his kids were going to be loudmouth braggers, especially the girls! (I believe this to be a whole country wide Australian problem, with no one being allowed to ‘rock the boat’ so to speak, too. Plus, I believe that’s why he got his promotion at work to be the boss, he’s the type of person that never rocks the boat - so the powers that be, could be the powers that be, without having to be the boss! Course, he had some personal issues his own, issues going on which I’ve put down to the fact, that he, like me, was most likely humiliated as a child, same as I was by Debbie Croft in fourth class. But back and dad’s day, it was much worse because there was also physical violence with the cane, and they were even less evolved about how to raise a child. So, I strongly felt, this was a game for him at that time in his life (his 50’s), and a game for the dogs on the local ABC, he and they felt like they were doing me and the community a favour by showing Power Games. (He was also pissed off with having lost mum). All involved will be getting cancer and dying – shame on you – real shame. Also, I have encounted other men, fathers, whose power games were way worse, and often illegal in their bizarre form - some people take these games very seriously, and make it their life purpose to play, and in effect be ‘the most powerful’ – IDIOTS After reading the story someone told me that apparently it's a thing for men in their 50’s - they suddenly understand all about power and want it all, and do mean things in order to get it. That's why a lot of man will leave their wives, and hook up with a young naïve woman, because she still doesn't understand about the whole ‘power game’ situation. Btw, I mentioned the dogs on the local radio, as I have noticed, my family refuse to acknowledge the dogs – they cannot handle them at all, (I blame morning show tv for that, they never talk about negative issues that people need to be able to handle) Penny and Daniel especially also cannot handle the dogs. (Tomas heard one on the radio once when I was visiting Henry st, I think he knew something as afoot). I need to add, at the moment at my new address in QLD, I am still having problems with blonde bimbos wanting me to say hello to me, - much worse in Gunnedah, especially around that time. STUPID WOMEN) (read my “Hello Bimbos” photo story,) SO, BUT then when I do say hello, like a forced encounter that they set up – to trick me, (I was going to put the example here, but that person is not worthy of me talking about her!), so then when I did say hello, she turned away and strode off. Like that was her point, to get me to say hello, so then she could ignore me. A power play – insinuating, you are beneath me, and I am not going to respond to you. Please, this behaviour is the epitome of a stupid blonde, only a stupid blonde would think of a plan like this, then only a stupid blonde would do it. (Before this incident I had no reason to assume she was stupid, but after that – STUPID. Well, I guess, at least she not a zombie! Here is a good spot to express my thoughts about a certain situation, because several times over the 15 years I was living back in Gunnedah, I heard some girls over talking about me, and they noted my living situation, and what I was doing with my life, and said to me that my father has totally screwed me. And I thought at the time it was really odd because I was quite happy in my situation, aside from a few things that I had to deal with. I thought maybe they were confused, because I was single, maybe they thought I had been sexually abused in my family childhood - but that certainly was not the case. But in 2024 and with my current living situation at the moment; I know exactly what those girls were talking about; A woman needs her own place to live at. She cannot be used as a guinea pig by rental landlords if she wants any type of quality life. And this needed to be arranged with caring parental guidance back at the naive age of 18, or even before. A woman cannot be reliant on other people to provide in any way, shape or form. I remember talking to him about it at one point, it was just before I moved into the Rangari farm house, I said to him I thought I could build my own house for $40,000 (of course not including the land, the slab or the electrics and plumbing, plus no doubt the windows! – they would be extra). But he could have helped out at that point, but he just ignored me. 4. Renters Tips - byo induction cooker – piggyback the electrics I purchased this ‘half induction / half regular,’ electric stovetop cooker about six years ago . I easily sat it on top of my awful rental electric coil cooker/stove grill, by piggybacking the coloured wires (or easily fitting a 20amp plug for those who have sockets). And it is brilliant! it’s the best $500 I’ve ever spent! Not only that, but I can take it with me to any rental and easily set it up on top of the existing ‘very old-fashioned’ 4 hotplate oven/grill, which seems to accompany every rental I’ve ever had (no one updates ever, even when technology and price overtake by great strides). So, together with my convection microwave, (which was only $160) - I have top-of-the-line cookware in even the lowest cheapest rentals available. I thought it worth mentioning: if you’re a long-term renter, invest in one of these, it blows the socks off any rental cooker I’ve ever encountered. Half induction, half ordinary - brilliant. So easy to clean saves me hours of tough cleaning. Here is a good a spot; ‘General Electric’ is an American company, which unbelievably, is still in operation, this company is the most evil over charging company in the world, and I can’t believe it is still in operation Wake UP Americans and boycott that greedy dishonest sneaky company. 5. Money Saver for Electricity , If you want to see a photo of the cover, go here Money Saver for Electricity re Hot Water A lot of people don’t know this, but you can actually take the cover of your hot water electric system, (off with a Philips head screwdriver), on most systems. And most (not all) systems have a little switch there, where you can turn it up or down, and if you turn it down from 80°C to 60°C, you save about $50 a quarter (I tested it!). I find for me, one person, 60°C is perfect (50°C is too cold, I tried it). Here is a good spot to talk about electricity since moving to Queensland; I've mentioned before on my blog, the first time I got my new bill without the solar panels at my new location in Builyan, I was freaking out, because I thought it would be astronomical without my 5kw solar panel system. But it was WAY less in a 3-bedroom home, which tells me, and everybody, that I was getting totally screwed by my previous provider in Gunnedah (Essential Energy, they changed their name to AGL). So they would have been stealing at least $400 a quarter, if not up to $600 from me personally - I did a whole story about it with more details. No apologies from them ofcourse. But so, even when I moved from Builyan to Colosseum, my electricity bill was still reasonable, and I didn't have to deal with the electricity company like I did in Gunnedah; constantly calling them up and telling them about the black outs. Although when I did for connection/disconnection, well, they were NICE! I was just very impressed with Queensland electricity (Ergon). Although my unit at Sarina was so tiny, 5m x 7m yet electricity bills were more than my previous address at Gin Gin, by a lot, $200. Could be from the insulation, in particular roofing. I am pretty sure the old motel at Sarina did not have any insulation in the roof, nor did it have ‘roof space’. I had to have the fan on pretty much all summer at night, whereas, at Gin Gin, (and even though the climate is pretty much the same), I only had it on about 2 or 3 nights the whole summer! And that comes down to insulation, PLUS an extra tall/high ceiling space at Gin Gin. I can’t believe the rules are not stricter; laws about insulation. A little bit of savvy goes along way, in saving a lot of money, not to mention in comfort. Looking back, that unit was UNBEARABLE. Plus, it costs me $1200 in a new futon from the mould in that unit  Compensation? At Gin Gin, there was also one of those very small hot water systems, the kind that you find in a campervan. I don’t think they make them any more (?) I tried to google one to find a price, and all I could see was cars (?). that little system was so good I made a YouTube video about it (but they deleted my account along with that vid). So together with that system, was a 50m real of blueline poly on the roof for sun hot water - brilliant for one person; better, hotter than some other bigger more expensive hotwater systems in some rentals. So, my electricity bill at Gin Gin, was pretty much half what it was at Sarina! And I didn’t run any cameras; at Gin Gin I had 8 cameras running constantly. I later found out that Ergon, at Sarina, did not physically read the meters at that unit, especially mine, as the meter was locked inside the room below, so they just estimated, which I hear is quite common. So this may explain the more expensive bill. Something else in life you simply cannot do anything about. (I was saved at my next address with the Gov’s Electricity Cost of living supplement – thank God!) 6.Thieving Perverts around 43 Audley St, Petersham NSW, Bad inner-city suburbs of Sydney If you read my “dream watches” or “ Cleaning up the Trash of Society”, about problems I had with people, dozens, sometimes hundreds of people hoarding outside my house at night, particularly when I lived in Petersham, but also at Pendle Hill and Hornsby, and my problem re thinking my private thoughts and image transfer – quick recap; I recalled thinking to myself, when I was living at Petersham, that I would like to get a cat, but then I thought Petersham was really an awful area, I wouldn’t want to “raise” a cat in such a restricted environment. Then I was thinking that would be true of kids, I wouldn’t want to raise kids in an inner-city suburb like Petersham. I believe some of those dogs, either next door, or, who knows where? heard my personal thoughts, and taken my personal thoughts to heart, implying that their local suburb is CRAP. And this/these persons has then proceeded to follow me around, I would say for about 20yrs (?) plus who has harassed me, and most likely steals from me; AS, at that time I had my wallet/bag stolen. It was stolen at night from inside my house. It was later found (with no money) next door at no 41 Audley St, Petersham, in their garage, next to a litter of kittens. I’m 100% sure it’s related to dog bimbos who heard my personal thoughts re raising a cat, and then took bimbo offence at my passing thought of Petersham being an unsuitable suburb for a cat. Plus, there were, I think 2 teenage boys who lived at no 41, who used to perv on me through a drain pipe on the side of their house – it’s probably still there, it looks straight in to my – what would be a bedroom, but I turned it into a sewing room. It’s like that open pipe was put there deliberate to perv on the neighbours rented bedroom – such a disgusting neighbourhood – little boys – you are NOT worthy. (Reminiscent of my current rental house having a door that just slots out, so it can be broken into…or when I got out of the shower, there was a plumbing camera making a quick exit out the window) I feel like in my whole adult life, I have been surrounded by complete stupid thieving morons. It’s very seldom have I come across someone who has common sense, and who is anywhere near part respectful or polite, this is the same for young kids, young adults, or adults, they all act in the same way. Male or female. So many dysfunctionals. My theory of Petersham being an unsuitable neighbourhood is true, it still stands. You shouldn’t raise your kids in such a crap suburb. And don’t have kids unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18 so they don’t have to rent from perverts. PERVERTS. Or in a neighbourhood with perverts. I think I mentioned it on my other story where I described that Petersham house I was living in - it was really horrid, I mean an awful, kind of poverty like situation reminiscent of those tenaments in New York City back in the day!! So I want to add, anything I do whilst I lived in that house is not going to work out, the whole vibe of the situation ruins everything – maybe a man could handle that kind of ugliness, but not a woman. Btw, I was working then, same as, full time, and that place was the only place I could afford. Total waste of working. Btw, the police used to patrol around, and they would see all those people outside my flat “what are all those people doing there”!! lol clueless police, clueless. Not crazy – there’s your proof. I remember some other thought I had at Petersham - I remember thinking about the petty theft that goes on in that neighbourhood, then thinking about how, as I was growing up in Gunnedah we never had to worry about that, nothing of mine or my families, was ever taken - we always left our house open, the windows open, it was only if we went away on holidays that dad felt like he should do the right thing and shut off everything and lock up the house before we left - but I don’t think he did it because he was scared someone would break in and steal, it was just like his manly fatherly duties that he should do that! And so, in thinking about that fact, at Petersham one night, I was kind of, in affect boasting about it, and Gunnedah, especially when compared to Petersham. So I bet, in retrospect, some little dog – probably the same ones, would’ve heard me ‘boasting’ and so probably used that as a reason to steal from me. Infact they could be the 6 young men that came out to my house at Rowan Leigh, when I moved back to Gunnedah, they could be responsible for all the thefts that happened to me in Gunnedah after I returned, they followed me up to Gunnedah from Petersham? Possible. Stupids – meet the stupids. If you grew up in the country, probably best to stay in the country! I know after I returned from Melbourne, I had considerably more items stolen then, and I am pretty sure the girls I went to RMIT were following me too and stealing from me. Orchestrated by someone like Cathie Goldman. Inner city suburbs are full of thieves. I do not recommend living in the inner city suburbs unless you want be plagued by trashy little thieving leech bimbos for the next 20 odd years – or until you start writing a Blog about them!!! Update in 2025 apparently Melbourne is worse!! Btw, there was a lady and her 2 kids, 2 grown men, next door to me, and they had a cat, and I don’t think she ever changed her catlitter ever. At any rate, she used to leave it next to the window, which was always open, and the window would go into the hallway and the draft would carry the smell directly into my unit from the window, so the window was right at my front door. It was beyond bad. I mean, it was a total stench. It was disgusting. Like, as in hold you breath while your at the door. So, as a result I couldn’t use the front door, I totally blocked it up on the inside with heavy fabric and door snakes to stop any drafts, so then I used the back door, but that created some problems because every time it rained, the door shifted, and it didn’t lock, then it would dry out and shift back after I had changed the position of the lock!! One night I was broken into because of the door shift, and they stole my bag and wallet, money. But I didn’t complain ever about that women and her sons (she reminded me of Miss Cox!). I was there 18 months and when I moved out, I noted on the very same day that I was moving, this woman was moving too. I thought at the time ‘Oh well that’s too bad it wasn’t before’ – just really bad. On that day I encountered her and her two boys, they were rude to me. I wondered what an earth I had done to invoke such a reaction? I thought maybe they thought I complained about the smell and were being booted?? WAS NOT ME. I’m writing about this now, because those two boys I saw with her, possibly the same ones harassing me at the Mt Annan Botanical garden? holding a grudge against me re the cat smell? And following me around and stealing from me?? I think they spat in my lunch and I got sick? So I would just like to put down for the record: Hey, you little arseholes I didn’t make any complaints against your stinky mother. As if. I am not from Petersham! I would otherwise maybe have thought that unit was just another “punishment” by the stupid bimbo bully dogs, but as I recall, that place was organized by male rental guys. I don’t think you could find any male rental guys anymore. Or maybe she is like that other women from back then, the tomato roll woman, who named her daughter after me and has stalked and followed me around for like 20 years??? NUTTERS! 7. Australian Medicare Australia likes to think it has good health care for everyone, but it’s not really true, and needs to be greatly improved, especially in the ‘subsidy and rebate’ areas that Medicare offer. ALL areas of health need to be included, not just GP visits, so Specialists, like rebates for, Physio, Osteo, Chyro, Massage and Podiatry (these are just things I’ve needed, so there’s bound to be many others needed too). With those rebates this would also remove the need for the ridiculous health care plan which is sometimes known as chronic disease management plan. It’s sort of a crossover area, the term chronic disease is very vast, it covers areas from Aids management, to having a sore foot. So, where an eligible person (person with a healthcare card from Centrelink) may be suffering from a sore foot, and doesn’t even have a diagnosis yet, so needs to see a specialist merely just for diagnosis, before even determining what kind of treatment /care this person will need – yet to get that diagnosis, they need to be put on the healthcare plan in order to see the specialist. In fact, this situation is so ridiculous I really don’t know how Queensland health or probably the whole of Australia health for that matter have come up with such a ridiculous program and way to treat medical conditions. Maybe they don’t want to admit that GP, cannot diagnose all medical conditions. (Only took 3 yrs to diagnose my Collapsed Arch, and even then, only by a Chiro, no GP even thought about). And bear in mind, a care plan only lasts 12mnths, that is 1 care plan per 12mnths, so if you have said, a sore foot, and a sore shoulder at the same time, you will not be able to seek medical attention for one of the problems. Also, the care plan includes, well it’s meant to include, 5 visits to the chosen health professional, so that’s 5 visits without having to pay, that’s what it is meant to happen, in theory, but in practice that’s NOT how it is at all. A lot of those professionals will charge an initial fee, sometimes you can part claim back some on a Medicare claim, for others you can’t, and in my experience and they’ll go ahead and charge a second fee for you anyway, and often refuse you a visit, cutting your care plan short. One female physio in Gunnedah refused to treat me as I was a female, and not a young good looking football player. Also, the concept of rebates for massage is so foreign to people, but I have to talk about it because of the benefits of massage, particularly amongst people over 40- it’s really essential. Massage works on the Immune system - massage prompts the release of endorphins – the brain chemicals (neurotransmitters) that produce feelings of wellbeing. Levels of stress hormones, such as adrenalin, cortisol and norepinephrine, are also reduced, thus improving the immune system. This is scientific fact, not some weird hippy philosophy. There are many other health aspects to massage like: Reduced muscle tension Improved circulation Stimulation of the lymphatic system Increased joint mobility and flexibility Improved skin tone Improved recovery of soft tissue injuries Heightened mental alertness Reduced anxiety and depression. There needs to be something along the lines of a SUBSIDY OR A REBATE for massage for everyone, I would say at least 1 per month for every individual over the age of 40. I know the Gov can afford this. And while you’re at it Gov, boost the number of Massage therapists too, Afterall, it’s not Rocket Science, all you really need for it, is a “Feel for It” (despite what they say) I would expect at least 2 Massage clinics on every block! That is how beneficial they are to health. If the government does not know the health benefits of Massage and Physio by this point in time, then there is no hope for you. (I strongly suspect the QLD gov has no idea). Anyway, I know I need massage, physio, osteo, Chyro, podiatry, at the very least, to maintain functional health – and Medicare does not pay for these health concerns, and as a result, I am pretty much immobile and have issued me a Medical Certificate. 8. My Life Contributions and/or I should call it aid and inspire; Because not my invention for most listed below, but due to my impatient nature, and slow progress of mankind, I can speed things up a bit and give clarity to importance. • Back to roots / grow your own FOOD. • TRIPLE Twin wall Polycarbonate Roofing skylight FOR perfect Australian sun insulation. • The quadruple massage shower - turns out this was already invented, obviously a case of ‘Great Minds Think Alike!’ called Vitchy shower, btw, only 2 in North QLD – booked out • Deep seated couches / sofas (it’s a wonder what a mere observational conversation can do). • Shower Gel / Moisturising Body Wash instead of soap • Exposed Powers that be, democracy gov as democracy fraud, run by women stealing under pretence of democracy. • Apparently contributed to better primary education system (hopefully, it was pretty bad). • Debit card. • Discovered World War 2 was really about hair colour (and rich jews) - And by the way I can’t believe how stupid you have to be to be offended if someone was having a go at your hair colour. I mean you got to know that at least most likely half the population of the whole rest of the world has got the same hair colour as you; how could you possibly be offended and take any sly comment personally? to be offended would be BIMBO response, BIMBO. Toughen up you little imbeciles and put your ego away. (In the Ukraine or somewhere (I really ought to pay more attention…), but around that war time, there was 1 (connected) man in the army, who had a dislike of his friend, with competition, morals/shame and a woman, being the underlying factors that contributed to his city /village and whole surrounds being destroyed in the name of the war – 1 man, it was 1 selfish egotistical (stupid) and WILFUL man’s fault, that many lives and homes were lost; all based on coercion from 1 person. • Exposed the pointlessness of tetanus shots. • Exposed the thieving nature of women. • Misting Fans. • Encourage replacement Ozone treatments instead of chlorine systems in pools/spas. • How to be calm in stressful situations for stupid mental health workers -Pinup girl for healthy mental health (OMG QLD mental health stupid) Drought times, lack of rain psyche, farmers gone nuts due to drought –behave rebelliously • Extra-large coffees. Stop stealing my coffee cups you bimbos. • Nipple covers! • Breville potato peeling • Scrap booking (well, that was mum actually; she had an idea that I should write about our family holiday when we went to Bali with photos and brochures (age 11yrs) She and my teacher noticed after I did that, my school work and writing greatly improved) I continued to keep the scrap book going for each holiday, and I showed some girls at school in yr 9, the English teacher saw it, next thing you know, all the girls were instructed to do it, then now, you see, the whole world does scrap booking! btw, save your diary scrapbooks, you will want to see them in 50 years’ time. • Made Long-life milk taste better, plus heaps of food related / Coles items • Snuggle pot and cuddle pie made into fabrics • Recycle timber, not just chuck old bits out • Zip line for all ages • Pointless awareness re “medical professionals” singling out scoliosis kids • Mother’s and wives no longer ironing husbands shirts! • Hand moisturizer sanitiser • Large umbrellas for everyday rain use instead of the piddly small ones! • Pro movement push re the textile Design for the masses – design your designs • Wild gardens • Cat food gravy meats instead of in jelly (jelly? What were they thinking) • Exceptions to 48hr missing persons (police applying common sense rather than blindly following the nazi rules). • Got the pollies to fix the electricity theft from greedy private electricity companies (still out of pocket by $1000’s already, the whole family) • Coming up with the ‘No Roll Picot edge Cast On’ • Free natives from Landcare nurseries for anyone who wants one (save the koalas) – I see many councils now implemented free ones to rate payers, only rate apyers, so that’s not me (so no free ones to me, after I had this idea - the absurdness of my situation). The neighbourhood I am in now, poisons and steals my trees. BIZZARO world. {I can still here Gunnedah landcare, “we’re private, we can’t hand out free trees” lol}. There are heaps of others, I can’t remember them all. 9. Movies Dividing People Passively and Silently Encouraging Class I’m outraged of Netflix movies telling stories, showing hoyty toyty twits snubbing people who have a trade, like a mechanic, calling them losers who have no future. Do those idiots know how much mechanics charge? me chanics are rich! Just because they’re not a doctor or a lawyer doesn’t mean they’re unworthy in any way -wake up you idiots, And stop spreading propaganda in such a divisive social class way, how dare you make mechanics feel unworthy. They are a vital part of our community, and we all would be lost without them. Yes I am talking to you; the creators of the movie “endless love” by Georgia Department of economic development, Dentsu Inc/Fuji television network Inc, Bluegrass Films fake Empire production, writers Shana Feste, Joshua Safran. I have to mention this movie didn’t have any reflective dogs or stupid sound editors in it, which is a bloody miracle, (believe it or not) and makes a very nice change. Maybe the Georgia Department of economic development has a secret plan to rid the town of too many mechanics, and they have a doctor shortage, is the only explanation isn’t 10. The Good Door Story with Mouse Story I can’t begin to tell you what a pleasure it was growing up in a big old country style house, built from timber, with custom-built doors and windows, plus other good features like wrap around veranda’s. The modern houses often don’t have as much time and effort put into them. Even though the modern houses are usually brick, and so have much better insulation and sometimes much better functionality, there’s just something about timber, and feelings that timber inspire. I urge all homeowners to strive to do something different in their home to make it unique and special. A mass-produced house, or as I like to call them, ‘plainjanes’, I imagine, just wouldn’t provide such fond memories (in my opinion, it’s not only memories of people and family, but house is equally important. The home memories carry through all adult life. So, make your home special. Even plainjanes can be jazzed up! So, at school, in the dining room, there were 12 girls to a table and there were about, I don’t know, maybe 30 tables in the big dining hall, with a huge big double door at one end the room. I recall now, other girls used to stare at me at my table, it must have been kind of unnerving, but actually I didn’t really notice too much at the time, I just did not pay too much attention to other girls, infact thinking about it, I was pretty much disinterested in mostly everything at that bloody school. But something would happen; eventually, as I was sitting waiting for meals, or meals to end, staring around, doing nothing, eventually, I would smile, just a little smile would cross my face (unbeknownst to me at the time). I recall about it later, as I know about the other girls who just stared at me – a little obsession out of boredom, some sort of staring contest that bimbos do. But they would try and figure out what I was smiling at. Because I would say, I did it at every meal. So, finally I worked out, I think it was like 20 years later, that it was the smile that had them all baffled, and the smile was about those big double doors, when I looked at them, eventually my thought process would get around to what they reminded me of, which was my old bedroom in the farm homestead that we used to live in. Those big double wooden doors leading from my bedroom onto the Veranda. One time, one morning, I had woken and was just laying there still half asleep, and suddenly I saw a little mouse scurrying along the skirting boards, then disappearing under the crack of those big doors, and actually, the little mouse was taking its time really, not scurrying too much, he didn’t know that I was just laying there watching him. So that was the memory, those doors reminded me of that little mouse, and why I would eventually get this little wry smile on my face, as those control freak dog girls starred at me. Those bimbos would have buckleys chance of working out why I was smiling. J “Oh, just a happy childhood is all”. It is those girls who still follow me around, harass me and steal from me. No such happy child hood for them. Seriously, what possesses people to simply stare at someone for literally hours? It was not like I was some ‘stunning beauty’, oh contrare! It seems to be some weird female trait, to obsess and meddle in others business. I think it’s dog related. An unevolved characteristic. 11. Bad Actors who do Not take their Job Seriously And as a Result Disrespects the Central Character’s Life These moviemakers, well storytellers, were trying to manipulate the viewer one side or the other, you choose; the debate was about whether there should be laws put in place to convict people who were involved in wars, and caused atrocities, and generally acted like Nazis. It was a true story from the 1940’s about the war conferences held to determine crimes and punishments. One side would say their argument, and the viewer could easily agree with it, they win, but then the other side put their case forward, even more eloquently so, and so the viewer would easily agree with that side. Then a third judge would add to the debate stating if there were no laws before the war you can’t apply the laws made after the war to the previous war - which of course confuses the whole situation. Anyway, the story whilst being a valuable debate is not the point of what I’m trying to make here, my point is the people portraying the story, the actors, I felt were not taking their roles seriously, may have been ad-libbing in spiteful and bitchy ways, also whilst tooting car horns - most inappropriate. So much so, I could not watch after ½ hr or so, so missed out on the full story. I’m writing about it because actors need to take their job seriously, even if it is a cushy job! Telling somebody else’s life story needs to be treated with respect. 12. Meddling Mary’s, Modern in Victorian st -none of your business One day when I was watching my favourite show ‘Grand Designs’, the camera crew were talking to members of the public about the upcoming house that was being built. And this camera crew came across to me as rather manipulative, they wanted to stir up trouble, as in get the neighbour to say they don’t like it, it does not belong, and create a big neighbourhood conflict. And those neighbours really had no idea that they were being manipulated. I mean if they really sat down looked at the big picture, applied some common sense, they would realise that they don’t really care if the neighbour’s house is white or grey, or if it’s too modern or too old-fashioned. And even if they didn’t like it, this is an opinion which should be kept to themselves, or discussed within their household - it certainly shouldn’t be taken to a committee before council!! It is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS how your neighbours wish to renovate their home THEIR HOME THEIR MONEY. Or how they want their new house to be shaped, or coloured! I find it extraordinary how Council will tolerate this kind of community conflict, it’s like they relish in this conflict, so then they can play sides and then go on powertripping rule making and decision-making process. When in fact, any conflict of this nature, should be dismissed immediately, and those nuisance neighbours should be informed that indeed it is NOT any of their business and they shouldn’t be so jealous, and they should revel in their neighbours happiness. Shame on councils and nosy neighbours. Btw, there are privacy laws in Australia, to protect people against someone prying into their personal business, like no address or car rego details are made public. Unless what someone’s doing is illegal, it’s probably not worth the time to look into it. That, plus it may violate privacy rights and you could, in theory, get in trouble (a right being a guide rather than a law - in my experience the powers that be, don’t give a flying fig about privacy) I of all people, know how important privacy is, especially when it comes to backyards and earshot situations (no prying neighbours thanks very much) Not to mention privacy online, I have been tracked and banned from many social media websites, this would have come about due to a violation of my privacy. Google: guilty, there appears to be one black dog cunt who works there, it could be Nikki Barret, who has decided to ban ALL my google map reviews – she, is a fucked person, who I personally hope, burns in hell. Anyway, I am straying off subject, what I’m trying to say, is activity/construction/renovation/plans, need to be kept private from neighbours and other jealous members of the community. Having members of the neighbourhood allowed to have a say in your business or construction, is a ridiculous concept. I can’t believe it’s even a topic on Grand Designs. The prominent architect, goes on to say that this is one of the biggest problems in gaining planning permission from councils, as they listen to what jealous spiteful neighbors have to say!! Ridiculous. Why would you even ask the neighbours what they thought - don’t ask them. I believe this is a UK problem, I’ve not heard this to be a problem in Australia, most Australians are too scared to buck the trend anyway, or have no money to build a modern home. They get what the government says. In Australia, I find the general attitude of the whole community is NOT to respect anyone else’s privacy, very true in my experience, so nosy, such perves, most people. Although I realize it was because of all the shonky home builders that councils had to step in, in the first place. Still if someone wants to build a modern house in a Victorian street, I say GO AHEAD. Here is a good spot to mention the topic of an old federation homes, and conservation. I recall back in the 80’s which was the time when “Federation” really took off in my area in Australia, and they wanted to “preserve” old buildings by listing them as ‘untouchable’. Of course, there are a lot of old buildings, particularly in Sydney built out of stone that are worth preserving, but I feel there is an element of nazi behaviour that took over those councils, and they wanted to preserve anything that’s old, and has survived. Obviously, that is a bit silly, because houses built back in the day, often were not built by ‘thinkers’, weren’t functional, practical or insulated, and some of them are just really odd. Like in the UK, (where Australian councils adopt a lot of planning policy from) there are buildings and homes from 300yrs ago that have extremely low ceilings - and have been ‘grade a’ listed, meaning they can’t be touched, but only preserved. Really and truly - obviously anything with a ceiling where you are going to hit your head - JUST BULLDOZE IT DOWN, don’t be ridiculous! There was an old house in Gunnedah which was listed as Federation in the 80’s. Actually, it was an old hospital, built in the Timber Federation style, no one had inhabited it for at least 50 years, it was kind of rundown, but still in ok shape, because it was built well. Actually, it was next door from our house in Henry st. A bright red federation building, infact I’ve written about this before, but when I tried to find it, it was missing. So, I put it here, again. So, at the time of when there was Hayley’s comet, ( halley's comet ) not too long after the place was declared ‘untouchable’, a Developer put in an application to council planning, to bulldoze the hospital for a block of units. {Now, it would not surprise me, if the Developer read about how, it was ‘untouchable’, and this triggered his ‘rebel’ mode, and so wanted to develop it? – such is the nature of certain people with certain nazi backgrounds} But Council declared “no, it is a listed federation house. It needs to be preserved for old times’ sake”. Following a whole lot of legal battles between the developer and council, council stood firm “No”. Rules are Rules. (Cat and mouse game going on.) So, a short time after that, one night, there was a big fire, and the whole Federation hospital had burnt down. The fire was declared an accident, but everyone in town knew that it was deliberately lit by the developers, but no one cared, so certainly no one was held accountable, and so the units were built (actually to the detriment of our neighbourhood, as there were a lot of ‘dogs’ who moved into the units, and we had items stolen, and I was later harassed by women and sm’s (single mother sons) in those units – I feel the ‘density’ factor, is the problem, such close proximity and earshot, sparks problems). As far as I was concerned, that old hospital did fall under the category of ‘dysfunctional’, and not practical, not comfortable to live in, and definatly not an attractive building, so it didn’t really matter. Although there was another building, some 30yrs later that was destroyed (I am not sure how, one minute it was there, the next minute it was gone, seemingly no debate at all. It was a large 3 or 4 story pink warehouse, an old flour mill, or was it a cotton gin, or wool press? That big building would have been a beautiful conversion, although it was on the river, in a flood zone, but it was built to last the floods, with the first floor being open. I later came across an article about the building, I think it was on the Gunnedah Independent (now the Gunnedah Times) Facebook page, that warehouse was built in 1860 by George Cohen and it lasted that whole time, it lasted through every flood until in 2016 or thereabouts when Gunnedah Council purchased the land as they were purchasing all the land in the flood zone and they bulldozed the warehouse, it and turned it into a park, and in memory of George Cohen, they put up a plaque, because he refused to move his business up into Conadilly Street, with all the other proposed businesses at the time; he wanted the main street of Gunnedah to remain in Maitland st, even though it’s a flood zone. Lol. Apparently the conflict with Council back then, was big, he was adamant that it be built in that spot, and eventually he got his own way. (How times have changed). But the main st with all the other businesses, was set up further, in Connadilly st. I’m not sure if it was such a wise spot. I am definitely an advocate for not building in flood zones. As pretty as it is down near the river flats. So, it was demolished and a couple of uncomfortable small units were built in its place, on stilts. Stupid. Ugly. And greed. Also, I am an advocate of saving materials from buildings, I’ve noticed most demolitions destroy everything, and take everything to the tip, it’s such a waste. I think it was only until recently maybe in the last 15 years where things have been salvaged. But I still see many demolition sites where nothing is saved, bricks included - all get thrown out, and it’s definitely a shame, as there is a HUGE market for second-hand salvaged timbers/doors/windows, and bricks especially. Have you ever been to a tip shop, my local one is packed out in opening hrs. I do wonder why those people don’t list demolition houses online, telling people they are free to take what they want, come and help yourself, I mean it will save the demolition people, if half the building is gone. Plus, if your savvy enough, you can end up building a whole house with free materials. I did try to find photos online of that old red hospital, but there were none – “never happened!” Later the pink building on an old google maps shot; the photo does not show its true pink colour. 13. Do you have the right TONE to argue your point? I recall one time when I had issues with David my landlord, at Rangari, there was a conflict discussion in progress up the paddock. As we were talking, I noticed, after a bit, he would hear the tone of my voice (which was agitation) and he wouldn’t listen to what I was saying, he just heard my tone, and to him that tone was FIGHT, so instead of listening to what I said, which would have resolved the conflict, he just blindly started fighting. And because we didn't really know each other very well he just kind of started taking odd potshots, it was a little comical for me and I tried not to laugh. I instantly knew in that moment what his marriage would be like, with past arguments and qualms being thrown back at each other, instead of potshots. Lol So, he just heard my tone, and paid no attention to what I actually was saying. I think a lot of other people do this - I’m not sure whether this is something that needs to be learnt - how to listen to people, or if its alcohol abuse, or emotionally abusive parents, or boring and tedious school teachers. I’m definitely no expert in the area, but it’s common. I’ve had to learn to control my tone when talking to certain people. In fact, it can be quite advantageous speaking “softly spoken” in many situations. I think it makes the other person feel unthreatened. For instance, there was one man who was big, a big beefy bodybuilder, plus tall, broad and good looking, and what would happen, is that he would encounter other men who found him to be a threat, just from looking at him and his size! (Such is the big egos of men wanting to be the toughest and the strongest in the room - "oh yeah, you wanna fight"!!) And the guy hadn't done anything to provoke it - it was just an automatic caveman reaction from a smaller person to a larger person. {Yes it still is 2024}. So, to thwart all the men wanting to fight him constantly for no real reason aside from ego and fear (which are not valid reasons to pick a fight with someone), the big bodybuilder came up with a plan, he learnt how to speak softly, so he’s thought of as a big ‘softy’, so as not to be a threat. I think here is a good place to put something that I’ve noticed certain people do when they do actually listen too. Because I’ve always prided myself on someone who is a good listener when compared to others - for example; it is required when you’re listening to someone to kind of interject at certain points and say “oh” “yeah” “mmmm” “go on” - things like that, to show that you’re listening and understanding fully of what the person is saying. A lot of people don’t do this, and I am left wondering, am I talking to a zombie or are they understanding? Sometimes I find out in the end, that they had understood, but it did not show. Other times, I can later see they had NO understanding of what I was saying at all, and instead of interjecting with WHAT or something, they kept quiet for the whole remainder of the explanation – so weird). So maybe teachers could start teaching this in communication class - have they started teaching communication in school yet? 14. Struck by Lightning, and the wannabe “thought police” doing the opposite in pure Antagonism Form After seeing some archaeologists on telly one day, I thought that doing archaeology, digging up someone else’s house from 500 years ago was pretty pointless - but I was young and naive back then and realise there has been some interesting facts uncovered, and truths about humans, because of archaeology. One day, when I was living on a farm at Tulcumbah near Keepit Dam, I came across a bit of cement sticking up out of the ground just near the house, and wondered what it was, I happen to have my spade with me, and so started digging the dirt to see what it was, after a bit I realised it was a path, and after a little bit more I realised there was a house just near the site that had been demolished, and my present house had replaced it. I just thought for a moment, that’s kind of interesting and dug up another bit. But in that moment, suddenly, as it was stormy, I was struck by lightning, literally, the lightning hit the metal shovel that I was using, and it went through me and out my metal toe capped boots. So actually, it didn’t hurt, except for a slight burning sensation near my toe, which was touching the metal in my steel toe Boots - so I’m not sure if that’s the usual way that lightning works but I figured if you want to be struck by lightning all you have to do is go out in the storm and wave a shovel around and you’ll be struck. Or it could’ve been a sign from God! telling me to stop bloody digging up the past, as He spent many decades slowly and carefully burring that path and old godawful house! Lol Btw I loved those steel cap toe boots, they were all black, so cute, it felt like my foot was in a big bubble of protection. I felt completely safe. “You can’t get my foot” I remember thinking, regularly, every time I put them on, “too bad if you wanted to stub my toe – you just can’t, haha!!” I amuse myself! But, so then, as at that time, I had problems with dogs following me around, female dogs ofcourse – I think they may have been politically related?? As in stupid dog women who work for politicians?? Same one who was jealous of my green knit pants. They were at Keepit dam on the speaker phone, I’m pretty sure trying to annoy me. So, I’m thinking some stupid dog has heard my thinking at that time, and has since made it her mission in life to try and inflict pain on my feet any chance she can see how. Along the lines of foot binding. She is a sadist. Read my many stories about this, with catheads, acacia thorns, sharp hooks, being placed in my path in the hopes I will tread on them. I thought the hole in my work boot was deliberate too to cause planter fasciitis, but actually some people worked out, that the hole was caused by a planter wart, caused by incorrect homeopath treatment, by St Leonards clinic. At the moment, I'm reading 1984 by George Orwell. In his book, "the thought police" are a 'thing'! I mean, today, well, in 2020 at any rate, if you tell a psychiatrist this, - you'll be accused of being a crazy schizophrenic. But psychiatrists are stupid (and don’t want to admit they are wrong {which is what makes them stupid}). So, as I'm reading it, the whole thing is reminiscence of "the dogs". I'm constantly referring to the dogs who sniff things out - they're just like the thought police. The Queen, back when she was alive, advised me that she used to refer to the dogs as the "Bolsheviks"! I think it's safe to say that, since you can't deny or confirm if it's true or not 😁 15. Telstra Guarantee I want to talk about my life experience with Telstra, as it has been quite extraordinary. You would think this would just be a business providing a service, but no, this is pretty much the least of what Telstra do. Telstra is a big company, they are rich and cocky, and do as they please. They also sponsor a lot of television shows and community projects thus have a lot of weight within the community, their favourite thing to do is brain wash people. Anyway, the main thing I wanted to mention (putting aside all the little things that happen as you invariably need to speak to Telstra about phone/Internet) But as I did not know about the Telstra Guarantee when I needed it, I am writing about my experience, because, chances are, it is not only me that they ‘cheat’, it would be a lot of young ladies. So, what it is; when you ask them for a new phone connection, they’re meant to just do it, no matter where you live, if there’s an existing phone line they meant to do it within two days (there’s other rules for if there’s no phone line at all, but I’ll just stick to what I know) So when I first wanted to get my phone put on, I was living on a farm and I went through a terrible time communicating with Telstra, when I phoned Telstra, each time it was like I was speaking to zombies, it was just impossible for me to get my phone connected, they were rude, patronizing, arrogant, condescending, powertripping, stupid, contradictory and facetious, to start with. It took weeks if not months of relentless phone calls from payphones to get my landline connected. Now, I was only there briefly, but my next farmhouse, I had to go through the same ugly process, and again all the same problems. Same thing happened at my following farmhouse, (renting all my life, the things renters have to put up with, they get tossed around like a seal by a whale) Telstra seem to have issues with doing farm houses too, as they only like doing populated areas, as they are greedy. If they have to go all the way out to a farm, it takes half a day, so it costs them - even though they’re one of the richest companies in Australia. So, what I didn’t know at the time was this is a ‘known’ problem, there are ‘known’ people who work at Telstra who play bimbo dog ‘games’ with customers. So, the government has come up with a rule - if a customer asked you to connect their phone and you haven’t done it within two days, you have to pay $60 per day for each day that it goes unconnected. I can’t remember how I came across this, but it is listed and written in the Yellow Pages, it’s called the Telstra Guarantee, so that particular time they hadn’t connected it and I contacted them about this Telstra agreement, and at that point there would be a tally of about $2500! And indeed, they paid the $2500. But guess what, I had to move again, and at my next address, another farmhouse, the same thing happened, and it was about the same $2500 they paid to me again. And yet again, I had to move, another farmhouse, the same thing was about to happen, I could see the zombies starting to mess me about, so immediately, I told them that I was aware of the Telstra guarantee and that they would have to pay $60 for each day that it is not connected. I told them, that in the past they’ve paid me approximately $5000 for the same problem. Within an hour I had someone calling me back saying that they will get it connected that day. If only all business’s and Courier company’s had the same rule – Allied Express, that would be $60 a day, for so far, 96 days, you figure it out. ($5,760 – I’ll take a check thanks Allied) I have heaps more to say about the evil and stupid women that work at Telstra. Something else wicked Telstra do, (I have talked about this before but I could not find it) a huge problem within the whole community of Australia; the situation is; people need to communicate to function and not fight - most fighting is a result of poor communication, and Telstra encourage this fighting behaviour by making phone calls ridiculously expensive, for certain people (I know all plans are different depending on where you are in Australia and who you are) I mean I’ve been talking to people over the phone, who try to cut the conversation short due to phone charges - and as a result the conversation has been completely inadequate to say the least. Especially since it doesn’t actually cost Telstra anything when people make these calls, because all infrastructure is already in place. Problems as a result of poor communication is not in the least bit funny. I am sure this evil sense of humour is what drives a lot of Telstra‘s behaviour. { oh, and because communication really is a source of many arguments, in my opinion, the whole world should learn English; at least if we knock out a language barrier, there’s more of a hope of peace} I want to further add today, to this story (10th of November 2021) as of late, Telstra have been putting me through to ‘gay boys’, as in a certain type of person, who has that certain way of speaking, with a certain tone. I associate them as gay boys, but who knows, maybe they’re all just from a certain part of Melbourne. I want to further add today, to this story (7th of July 2023) as of late, Telstra have been putting me through to the same woman. So, I had to call all the petshops in Mackay to see who sold my cats favourite meat, (and how much), and 3 of them were answered by the same woman, and 2 of them were answered by the same young man. None of them had my cats food at an affordable price. All the calls to the woman overcharged, and the 2 calls to men said they had none. Still typical of women, stealing by overcharging. Anyway, the ‘one woman’ sounded like the dog from the tool shop who stole $16 from me with faulty glue. And it had something to do with my stupid bimbo neighbours who spend most of their time harassing and obsessing with what I am doing, as after I made all those calls – they were laughing and carrying on like “we got you, ha ha”. Also that stupid neighbour had something to do with the mail man picking my lock to deliver a package into my locker, so he would not have to deliver it to my door, face to face – that express postman is a discriminator. But instead of discriminating against my DOG NEIGHBOURS WHO ANNOY THE CRAP OUT OF ME AND EVERYONE IN THIS UNIT COMPLEX, they do the opposite, and target the victim of those stupid dogs. There’s that song again – fuck off fuck off fuck off fuckoff fuck off fuck off fuck off fuckoff. I have the next paragraph on 4 other stories, as it has come to realization, in 2024, that this particular issue is the main issue with most of the problems I have with ‘monkees on my back’; those people are, infact single narcissists, who are latching on to me, as a single woman, trying to play out their stupid narcissists ways (they still may be in a relationship with someone else, but that other someone else, does not let them play their games, so they look elsewhere, it is a form of betrayal too. But I mean, just get a divorce, its no good being married to a narcissists. No point.) I especially feel I have these problems from Telstra staff. Really they belong in jail. You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much NOT being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it, sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (As soon as I read this, I immediately thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also, a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools. And Telstra call centre staff). So, if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of people do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid. Scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. 16. Telstra FIGHTING TACTICS if they are not worshipped, together with CBA thieves. Telstra have so many fighting antics up their sleeve, they are ridiculously childish, not to mention, pretty much have delusions of grandeur and want to be worshipped (not just treated with courtesy and respect – they want to be WORSHIPPED). How they are actually still operating is unknown. But this is a perfect example of what someone / 1 company, does when they have too much power, eventually it goes to their head. No one keeps them in check, or reminds them not to be so arrogant. And they have as much money to do as much power tripping as they please, all that I’ve mentioned previously is only half of it. Here is just another little tactic they use; When you phone up and ask them about your account, they say they can’t find your account. They go through all sorts of reasons, excuses, processes, and it’s purely to waste my time - they know perfectly well who I am. I’ve been a long-term customer of Telstra for over 30yrs. They’ve done this on numerous occasions, I tell them to set it straight - but no, they do not, it’s a game for them, a bored bitch game. Suffice to say, after my last expense with Telstra, I am no longer a Telstra mobile phone customer. I have dodo phone service. I did have an Active8me Internet service, all working perfectly and much cheaper, but with address I need different providers. Another thing that happened and I’m not sure whether this is Telstra or CBA actually, I suspect CBA they’re guilty as all hell at stealing, but I gave Telstra my credit card for a new large data plan, $75. I upgraded to a large plan. I assumed they billed me. About three weeks later I had to change my credit card because of a security breach by a fake internet provider – Circles (Which actually I suspect is Telstra company, and, infact, I will write further about this- I strongly suspect, actually I know, Telstra IT nerds create “pop-up” web stores on the Internet - targeting specific customers who they want to steal from, in the form of overcharging desired products. For example, when the Internet was relatively new, farmers were told there was various weather websites they could go on and check the weather. I did a search for a weather website, the only one listed was a Telstra one, and that website wanted you to pay $800 a month to be updated with accurate weather. EIGHT HUNDRED DOLLARS! But the real weather website) is actually free, you can check it on BOM, bureau of meteorology. So that’s just one example, there’s heaps of others, I don’t want to list, because the people that have started those businesses as a sideline, will probably still be making money and overcharging stealing from people online. I specifically think they’re targeting me; they have my IP address because back then they were actually not many people on the internet, especially in Gunnedah. But because of that Telstra guarantee (see my photo story about that full story) - the rule of; if they don’t connect a new phone connection, they have to pay $60 per day, and they ended up paying me quite a sum of money, thousands,and so now they have a group of Telstra people working to try and steal money from me, because, they don’t believe that I was entitled to that money - but I can assure you I most certainly was. You fucked up Telstra! They also use this overcharging method to steal from various retailers, ones that are in cahoots with Telstra girls - I think they manage to brainwash the owners of certain retailers. Female dog tactics. Anyway, back to this particular story. So, CBA issued me another credit card with new numbers, so this means I have to literally physically go around and update all my automatic payment methods with my new credit card, including Telstra. Only I forgot to do Telstra‘s, but they kept sending me a bill saying I was $20 in credit, so I was unaware that the $75 payment had failed and I kept on having Internet problems – slow connection, I mean it had been working fine for the last 2 yrs, and now all of a sudden, too slow to work after 6pm. I kept on phoning them up, asking what is the problem? But they refused to fix it or let me know what the problem was, until finally like about 8 weeks later, it was discovered that the payment had failed, and apparently, they sent me a bill saying I was in credit because they have changed my account to a different platform – least that was their excuse, as to why I was not advised of the payment failure – they are full of shit, and just wanted to cause problems. They wanted to have “fuel”, an excuse to ‘muck things up for me” – a typical Australian problem amongst big business especially. So, I said to them once it was clear this was the problem, well, I will update my details, I hung up and I didn’t update my credit card details that afternoon, it was late, I waited till the next morning, but when I was in NetBank, I saw a payment of $75 had just gone through 2hrs before. I know I sure as hell didn’t update my details two hours previously. I contacted Telstra and demanded to know how they obtained my new credit card details and they said the only way they could obtain new credit card details is if I told them or somebody else told. NO OTHER WAY. SO, I contacted the bank, and that girl (dog) said Well even though you’ve changed credit cards, technically if there’s money owing to you, like if you’re in debt, then CBA can transfer the money via your new credit card. TOTAL DOG THIEVES at cba. I’m pretty sure they can’t do this, I’m pretty sure that CBA girl was lying her arse off. (As if that was true it would have gone through the following day, not 8 weeks later – so CBA have blatantly stolen $75. The only other possibility is some stupid dog has my new credit card details and phoned Telstra to update, except no one has my credit card details that I am aware of – this does not mean that stupid dogs do not have my new details, like I have previously mentioned, I have dogs that follow me everywhere I go, and there is one that lives across the road from me at no 9. So, either way that person is a thief, and the CBA dog was covering for her – which I know happens a lot – there are a lot of stupid dogs in Australia that need protection because of their stupid bimbo behaviour – just like this. And, btw, even after Telstra received payment, they still did not fix my internet, like I know they can easily. There were some other dubious matters going on at CBA with the pending payments; the fake company charged my cc $1 – you know sometimes companies do this before accepting payment or account holders. So, they deducted money off CC, but it was not $1, it was $200, but the pending payment said it was $1, only the amounts added up to $200 – do you see what they did? Literally stealing $200. At first, I did not know why there was another $200 missing off my cc, (because this has happened before, and they reimbursed me when I complained to the Bank TIO) so it was missing for about 3 weeks, then finally I thought I would have to phone the bank, when I remember that $1 pending payment from the dodgy Circles company (which I am pretty sure is actually Telstra) then suddenly miracle of miracles, the $200 gets returned to my account – as soon as I remembered it 3 weeks later. So, they were trying to steal $200 from me in the hopes that I wouldn’t remember that $1 pending payment - if I hadn’t remembered they would’ve tried to steal another $200 again. They are sure as hell are guilty, and should be held accountable. {update, it happened again in 2024, with $150 missing, and 3 fake surcharges applied to 3 bakery transaction, 2mnths after I made the transaction – they literally are stealing, but say, when I ask them about it – that’s not possible. Well, it is, it happened, and now I am going to need screenshots of all transactions as proof. Oh. No. nothing nuisance about that – CBA you are a nuisance, aside from thieves with no morals. But by the way you can’t make any complaints to CBA they have absolutely no complaints phone number, no complaints email or online contact form - they are the most arrogant big business around. I also should mention Telstra have been putting my phone calls through to incorrect people, to bimbo dogs, for years. I think at first, they may have been putting my calls through to their Telstra colleagues? But later they put me through to other various people and have caused a lot of problems for me. Like when I tried to call the butcher, some zombie girl takes the call, and there are no young girls that work at the Butcher. Another Telstra tactic, by the dog pervert ones, is to switch my Internet off when I leave my unit, (I have a mobile broadband now, so I can take it where ever I go, and I get interenet. Or when I go into the toilet. Fuck off you fucking disgusting perverts. There is a specific Chinese or Asian guy that does this, I have started recognising their voices now. There is also one who calls herself ivy – she is disgusting. Actually in 2024 I learnt there's a specific word to describe these people and their personality trait, and it's actually listed as a mental health problem, but pretty much 90% of all people in Australia I have encountered, suffer from this condition, so it's a little bizarre describing something so widespread as a mental health issue! The word is narcissism. Infact all this time I have been writing my blog, I have yet to mention this totally annoying phenomena of nuisance callers. I receive numerous phone calls, nuisance phone calls, mainly consisting of people calling and then hanging up, not saying anything, and the numbers are always private listing, so this tells me basically it’s Telstra who have been doing this. I now screen all my calls, and any unlisted numbers are sent to voice mail. I also record ALL phone calls I make and receive (this makes a big difference) - stupid stupid stupid little dogs who have no common sense who work at Telstra, you all deserve a baseball batting, I hope you get cancer and die. fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off. And how can they get away with doing this? Police are powerless against those dogs. 17. Phone call sabotage by Telstra bimbos who think it will be funny I’ve mentioned a few times now, sometimes I think Telstra, when I call someone, they put me through to some stupid dog, and not the actual person I want to speak to; so here is a list of examples of when that happened; Agnes Water, when I tried to call the butcher, I just got this stupid girl instead of the butcher. I think this has happened twice, with a different butcher too? At Rangari, another time I needed to obtain some information about my business number, I had a registered business number, in operation for several years. When I phoned them up, I just got this stupid girl who said no there’s no such ABN as that, you’re not listed as a business register, and I told her that I was, and she kept insisting that I wasn’t. I’m not sure what her game was because I definitely am listed, if you look me up, you can see me listed, - just a stupid dog who wanted to fight, so condescending and contradictory - it’s like why the hell does Telstra put me through to the stupid dogs? I don’t ask to speak to stupid dogs ever? (this kind of phone call happens a lot) A LOT. INFURIATING! Another time, I phoned up a bookshop and some stupid dog told me to drive out to Blacktown to get a particular book, wild goose chase. Ok, no more book purchases. Melbourne, I purchased a Belkin product, and it didn’t work, so I phoned the number on the little pamphlet, and after at least an hour and a half of putting me on hold, they finally put me through to someone, and when I asked them, the guy said “I donna-no” in that typical stupid Australian tone, and after I’d hung up, I’m pretty sure that voice sounded familiar, and I realized it was in fact my new flatmate - so I’m not sure why Telstra would’ve put me through to my flatmate? He had no idea about why my product wasn’t working, and as if he would ergo “I donna-no”. I refuse to purchase that brand. Twice I called Sarina Pet Shop and twice I got a recorded voice message service, but I know someone’s always in that shop manning it, and it’s not that busy. So, I suspect Telstra divert my calls? Well, also at any rate, Sarina Pet Shop never returns my calls. The most recent time, I think they’ve just given up on putting me through to other people, and instead what they do is say “this phone number is no longer connected” when I know that’s absolute garbage, because there are some businesses who won’t ever close down. When I call Telstra to find out why the line isn’t working, when I know that it is, again I get some sheepish stupid dog implying that I shouldn’t be calling them anyway!! Can you believe that, as if it is any ones else business who I call? Who the hell do they think they are? definitely Telstra related; putting my phone calls through to people that obviously are inappropriate and not the correct person? There has been heaps, like so many, I can’t possibly list them all. Someone needs to sue their arses off, and rack off you stupid bimbos at Telstra. I literally have to swear black and blue at them to get them off my back. Stupid monkeys. Actually, here is a good spot to mention also, I've noticed, at age 51, I don't think I can recall a time when I've called someone, been sent their voice message, left a message for them to return my call (- usually in relation to work issue), and then they actually have called me back. Not once, I just can't think of any time when that has happened. I ALWAYS have to chase up the person that I need to speak with repeatedly. It's either an indication of how disrespectful people are or infact what I am saying about Telstra is true, they are diverting my calls. You know I've called a lot of people over the years, so I'm sure someone somewhere must've called me back and returned my phone call? if you were one of those rare people, please remind me who you are so I can say there was at least one person! Photo above is my good BBQ at Rangari, not really related to above story, but I wanted to put a photo of it up here. 18. School Woodworking Projects I recall many years ago, boys doing the HSC and woodwork; and they would come up with projects to do, they did kind of big impractical projects, and I wondered why there’s so many boys making big old fashioned grandfather clocks. Make one of these young boys , you can’t go wrong. Far more practical. Perhaps even make 2, one for normal use, and a smaller one for sleeves and collars! And you know, this, explains a lot about Australians. They’re not even taught from an early age to be practical and functional: to create things that make your life easier. Wake up Australia. 19. Mothers Teaching their Kids how to Shoplift This is something that’s not mentioned or ever talked about -mothers encouraging their kids to steal for them, and for themselves. Often it’s pretty mothers who have everyone fooled. I have seen at least on 3 occasions in my life, a mother encouraging her child to steal. No one would believe me if I told them because the mother was so pretty and well-dressed. I would’ve had to catch them on camera, (as I was swimming in the ocean for one of them, that was not possible), btw, that mother, now, I am not saying it was her, but it looked like Beyonce, the singer, and a 6yr old child, a boy, mother keeping a look out, son stealing from my bag on the beach. Just disgusting. Then I was driving another time, and the third time I felt, I witnessed the ‘now’ adult stealing, because from what he had learnt as a child being raised by his two bimbo parents - both respectable members of the community btw. And a 4th - a girl at school, who used to ‘use’ other girls, her friends, and unbeknownst to them, use them to distract the shop girl, while she pocketed candy bars. She would’ve stolen $1000’s worth of candy bars over the 6 years). Although I do take my camera with me everywhere I go now, and I usually have my carcam on too, I seem to witness a lot of ‘questionable behaviour’, it’s safer if I have my body cam with me at all times. I have put this here because many possessions of mine have been stolen (about $10,000 worth over 15yrs). And up here in QLD, some of them taken from small spots, for instance only a child could climb up onto my Veranda through the gap. So it goes on in the general community out there, and it goes on within close community of neighbours. What is wrong with people? I recommend not having kids, especially if you can’t afford to raise them (don’t be bimbos please, it’s offensive to my sex, and only bimbos steal) The things you need to be teaching your ‘easily manipulated’ kids, is about marketing people, and how they want to trick you into buying, and pestering their folks for products. I mean come on, do you know how clever and smart those marketing people are? you have to warn your little naive kids about them, do them a favour. You know, when my little brother was growing up (10 yrs between us), my mother made a bet with him -that he couldn’t last 12 months without watching television, (she did not want him to be a child TV bum) and if he won, then they would give him $1000 at the end of the year. (back then $1000 was more than it is today), and he did it. He went the whole 12 months without watching television. I think he was 14 or 15 at the time. My savvy parents had learnt how to incentivize! (I just a savvy biography movie on Netflix, where the mother forced her kids to go to the library and start reading, instead of watching telly in the arvo, – no $1000 reward either. One of the kids went on to be a Doctor.) When I was younger, about 9 or so. Our family television broke, and mum said, “that’s it, we’re not getting another television, we are having a television break, we are having family time!” We went for a think maybe 1-2 years without a television. And to be honest, I don’t really remember that time as ‘television-less’ so to speak, it was not missed, we all seemed to have other things to occupy ourselves with. When the house sold and we moved in town, we got a new one. It takes savvy to raise a child – not bimbo thiefness - you ought to adopt your child out if you’re a thief. Do them a favour. There is a lot of competition now between savvy mothers, if you’re a thief – you have no chance. 20. If you can’t get within 10m of girl in waking hrs, SAME APPLIES IF SHE’S ASLEEP 21. Mall Dogs and Blondes who Baby Discriminate If you read my “bitches at big W” story, I mentioned I had shoppers who chimed in and did signs about how my bike was stolen, so this is really the tip of the iceberg as to what goes on when I have ever been to a Mall. I absolutely now never ever go to a Mall as long as I can help it. Malls are the number one place for dogs to hang out at. If you want to see bunch of dogs, then go to a Mall. They hang out there by the hordes in bimbo herds. Not only do I have problems with dogs in shops, like shopkeepers, but people who run the Mall, also, they like to get on the overhead speakers and come up with stupid shenanigans - it’s just problematic for me to go to a Mall – any Mall. Now I want to really make the clear distinction between being annoyed in a situation because people are harassing, and then just thinking people are harassing. When I go to a Mall, I most definitely get harassed by numerous people, it is not a figment of my imagination, it is not a mental health problem. If I hear one more person telling me I have mental health problems, I think I might chop their head off (in a very sound of mind way). As I’ve mentioned numerous times “thank you Apple iPhone camera”) you have greatly improved any Mall experience that I have to attend to. I want to mention one time I went to a Mall in Tamworth, and it was when my neighbour/landlord had given birth, and she knew I had to go to Tamworth every 2-3mnths, so this time she had driven us over, she had an errand and asked if I could take the pram, and we would meet up 20minutes later outside the Mall. I said sure. Off I went into the Mall with baby and stroller. Now, it was the strangest thing when I went to this mall – there were no dogs doing signs, not only that, all the girls were coming up to me and being very ‘nice’, wanting to chat about the baby, I am fairly certain one of them was that stupid blonde who steals from me at checkout at Harvey Norman and Bunnings, and God knows where else. Now, here is another case in point about stupid blondes - you stupid little blonde; I am the same person with or without child. How do you discriminate against women who don’t have babies - just another stupid factor emerging in the list of things that stupid blonde women do. 22. Kindy Pinterest - Can’t say pussy on Pinterest- Words you can’t use on the internet without being Flagged and Banned Can’t say ‘persecution’ on Local Search Can’t say ‘discriminatory’ on Local Search Cant’s say ‘nazi’ on Google, Flickr or Pinterest and probably more Can’t say ‘pussy’ on Pinterest (in context with cats) You can’t say anything on facebook. Stupid – absolutely stupid, which part of democracy do you not understand? 23. We want 100% Biodegradable thanks These teabags have a plastic jingle top part, which makes them un-biodegradable, un-compostable, and unworthy. 24. Grandmothers Relegated to Child Carers I know 3years before I moved from Rangari, so that would’ve been 2015, I was being woken up at night, and I know my next-door neighbours were waking me up deliberately; the most obvious reason why I thought this, was because the noises would always come from the direction of their house, which was the only one in the area, and about 1/2km away. So, I’m talking about loud noises. And whilst it’s not as bad as at that time, I still clearly am being awoken during the night, at my address here in QLD. Particularly by extra loud trucks, who then intern set the wildlife off - who spend the next 15 minutes screaming in the bush. I think they do it deliberate. At Rangari, I thought it was a deliberate plan to make sure that I was not able to get up as I usually did around 5am and do the garden. I thought it was literally sabotage on my gardening work, and I fully still believe that it was. I’ve mentioned this before in my blog, about being woken up, but the reason I’m talking about it now, is because the evening before, I bumped into a neighbour down at the mail lockers who had her granddaughter with her. This neighbour is definitely guilty, along with others in the street, her ‘peers’ and friends, cohorts, of harassing and stealing from me. It was her and her friends, that did something to my car, in order to make it go put put put…. Whilst there might be other members of the community who think these ladies are completely innocent - they certainly don’t have me fooled. So, about that woman and her granddaughter, you know, mothers who fob their kids off onto their mothers, fall into the completely hopeless category - the child’s grandmother is not appropriate nor responsible for raising the child, it’s a generation thing. The Grandmother is not equipped like a mother is. The mother is required to raise her child, as only a mother has natural born instincts that are required for their own special DNA offspring. If you can’t afford to have them, don’t have them, plain and simple. There is no rule stating you have to have kids if you’re a woman or wife. You know it’s because of hopeless mothers, that I have these delinquents and nuisance trucks following me around and harassing me in the first place. There should be a permit required to raising a child, especially in Australia. Hicklebilly country. Stop dam and blast waking me up at all hrs of the night. 25. I am a creative artistic person, always have been. In 2010 I started dabbling in digital collage on my PC in photoshop/Illustrator. I created these pictures below, sold on in the Tamworth art gallery and a few cards in the Gunnedah Art Gallery. I heard that one of the exercises they do in a psych situation, is ask the patient to draw a picture of something, and if the draw a picture of say, a daemonic entity, the person is going to be troubled somewhat, however if they draw a picture of say, a Sun and a house and a friend, then that person would be considered quite normal. So, looking at my pictures below, it can be determined that I am most likely ‘highly ecstatic’! I would concur, at that time in my life, it was certainly much easier than the previous decade. So, contrary to the stupid little blonde dog who follows me around and telling me I am depressed; I can assure you I’m not depressed; I have never ever been depressed. (get a life and bugger off you stupid twit - I have been told she has disappeared 2021, finally (direct result of my BLOG) Oh, and photoshop / Illustrator / Bridge – GENIUS people, thankyou thankyou (Am I the only photoshop user that gets annoyed by photoshop opening infront of other apps?) 26. Every 4th Day re Truck Drivers Concerning Themselves with my Hair I’ve just spent the past hour out on the back deck watering my ferns, they are getting very dry; I’ve only just managed to save one before it turns. Anyway, that whole time I was out there, on the highway (which unfortunately is well within earshot) there’s been a normal sounding truck driver, just driving up and down, turning around, and up and down. I know it’s the same one. Just as I had finished watering, and walked inside, the truck driver beeps, and then as soon as I reached the bathroom to shower and wash my hair, beeps again. And as soon as I am in the shower washing my hair, suddenly there’s no trucks driving by, all quiet. When I wash my hair IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS YOU STUPID TRUCK RETARD Trucks that beep outside my house on the highway is a regular occurrence, as I mentioned numerous times on my blog, I’m trying to do something about it, so far none of my tactics have worked, like they have in other areas. GUESS TRUCK DRIVERS ARE TOO STUPID TO GET IT. Oh, they usually beep whenever they have stolen something too, or when somebody else, has stolen something. So, I’m not sure if today, something has been stolen or whether the truck driver is deliriously happy that I’m going to be washing my hair. What an earth could possess that truck driver, to think, that my hair has anything to do with him or her? Oh, there’s that song stuck in my head again, it goes, fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off. Get your own goddamn life and stay the fuck out of me and my hair. “I’m gonna wash that man right outa my hair”….. one of my favourite childhood songs! You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much not being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it it sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (as soon as I read this, I immediatley thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools.) So if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of people do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid, scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. 27. Bike Stealing in Boganville Australia I spent $500 on a bike in 2020 , only to discover I had arthritis in my knees, and could not ride anymore (unless all was down-hill!) so I had to sell it, it sold for $100, more or less brand new. A type of theft personal to me. (someone go see if my then landlord has it?) But, my really good 10 speed ladies mauve bike, was stolen from our shed at Gunnedah 20yrs ago too. I’m pretty sure most people would have a stolen bike story. I’m thinking Apple should get together with the bike people and insert those tags, hidden, into the bike. I mean talk about brilliant - those thieves have got no chance, NO CHANCE!! Ha ha!! Ha ha!! Ha ha!! Ha ha!! In fact, if I had an etrike today (I wish), I would definitely take the body apart and insert one, because they can be tracked everywhere undetected by thief, and the tag lasts for ages without needing to be re-charged. Also, my family could’ve secretly sold my mauve bike in a garage sale - and not told me about it, thieves. It was really good bike, and I bet it sold for like $5? Although, more likely someone walked in and helped themselves, heard that I had a bike, and I lived in Sydney, took a risk no one would notice, and no one did, except me, much later. My cousins bike was stolen in Leichardt, I felt bad for him, as he was in yr11/ 12, working part time at Maccas, then maybe fulltime at Maccas briefly before Uni started, he saved up $2000 for a good bike to ride everywhere, he was into sports bigtime. And some arshole stole it off his front deck. ARSHOLE – I AM WILLING YOU TO BURN IN HELL. You know if more people got angry about these thieves, it would not happen – in case you have not noticed society is EXTREMELY anti-anger. So, stand up to all the nazi oppressors (like I do, even though I get banned), but get angry, if your valued item is stolen. The more people who do it, the less ‘normal’ it will be for all the stupid types that cannot handle anger. Sharon Morgan, plus stupid house wives on Facebook. I just remembered something about my cousins bike. Now, I actually that was the time when I was friends with Rachel Wainberg, and hanging out with her, at her place where her sister also lived (1993) {later figured it was her, the sister who has been stalking me, harassing me and stealing from me, with her friend Winified, ever since, and was my landlord at Gin Gin.} So, I was studying then, and so was Sebastian, my cousin; I recall, one day Rachael and I went out with her sister, in their huge old green Mercedes, that their father had purchased for them (he thought it was a safe car. Just by the by, the amount of problems I have had with his 2nd daughter, I can see he was a bloody useless father, Dr, btw. Well, I guess, at least his girls didn’t have to catch public transport, unlike my father thought this was perfectly acceptable – he was a little clueless in this area as to what kind of scum there is out there on public transport, and how a single woman, especially a young one, inadvertently attracts them. She is a magnet for idiots. So their dad must have known about public transport predators. Anyway, (I still can’t bloody remember her name), her then boyfriend (a married man) was into triathlons. So, we 3 girls headed off to “support” the married man’s escapades. It was a big triathlon, a major event, with bikes everywhere. Actually, I really had no idea what I was doing there at the time. I was hungry. Starving. (Fucking Centrelink). After my realisation that she must be responsible for a lot of problems in my life now, re “can’t get Austudy”, I am thinking that my cousins bike theft around that time, may have had something to do with her and that guy, and the guys friend, maybe she overhead me tell Rachael I could not get Austudy, because Centrelink said my parents were too rich (which ofcourse is was not true, they declined me because the woman working there was a stupid bitch who refused to even give me an application form), anyway, she told her boyfriend, he told his friend? If I recall, both those guys were short. Maybe the husband and his friend, and the sister, all had something to do with Sebastian’s fancy bike theft? Not to mention, also my little brothers bike was stolen in Gunnedah, and I know when he was telling me, there were dogs around, as in someone like Rachael Wainberg’s sister yelling out. And her parents lived in Gunnedah, so she frequently would have been travelling through, and to, Gunnedah over the years. {What a little stealing stupid bitch; Rachel, you need to get a gun and shoot your sister’s head off.} I also remembered something else; a bit later, I did temp babysitting in Sydney, for many families. I happened to go out one evening to house, and guess whose it was, it was that triathlon man, his 2yr old child, and I briefly met his wife, another blonde. Perhaps that blonde thought that it was me having an affair with her husband, and has been stalking me and stealing from me ever since??? As I have mentioned before on my Blog, I have dogs doing signs “someone stole your boyfriend!!” And I am like “steal all the way – get married and leave me alone”, since I do not have a boyfriend, and have NO intentions of ever acquiring one. Stupid blondes. It was not me who stole your husband, used him for sex, then put him back. It was actually some woman whose name I can’t remember, but it was something a rather Wainberg, and she has since changed it to Cate Rogers. And btw, she looks just like you, a blonde with big boobs and a big butt. Not like me; skinny flat chested brunette. {Side bar, that woman has probably been waiting for me to get married this whole time, so she can steal my husband! lol hahahhahha hahah ha, still waiting I bet}. As I recall he did not pay me properly for the babysitting evening, it was New Years Eve, and double time. Meant to be double time, (through an agency), but he only paid for half time. So, he is definatly a thief, a sneaky slip of the hand thief, not to mention a cheater. Such trash there is in Sydney. You know its bad enough I get retarded idiots following me on trains, but to meet these thieving arsholes via friends, is even worse. STOP STEALING FROM ME YOU STUPID CUNTS. By the way, if I were living a different life, as in wanting to partner up with someone, I would never have an affair with a married man. I just ‘don’t believe’ in it; once you’re married, that’s it, you’re married for life, and other women are off the table. You have made a deal with not only each other, but with God. To interfere with this union, is just plain stupid in my opinion. 28. Carpal Boss Lump This morning when I went outside the kookaburras suddenly started laughing hysterically at me! I couldn’t work out what the issue was, I know there are certain things that set them off, - they are very cheeky birds. So, a couple of hours later I was inside and I noticed my wrist, suddenly, there was a big lump on it. I looked it up on google, it’s called Carpal Boss - it’s from over use. And as I’ve been doing a whole heap of knitting and spinning over Christmas and New Year, that must’ve triggered it, and hopefully it’s not an underlying osteoarthritis condition. Bloody Kookers! You know, those kookaburra’s seem to laugh at the most specific times, and often I think as I’m writing my life blog, it could well possibly be my parents, sitting up in those trees, as reincarnated kookaburras, laughing their heads off, upon hearing about my life, and what people are doing! “YOU KNOW - SOME FOREWARNING MIGHT OF BEEN NICE!” Btw, my grandmother used to have kookaburras come and visit her on her verander on the central coast, she used to feed them meat, she would buy little strips of beef already cut, from the supermarket, and leave them on the rail, they would come and take it, then bang the meat on the rail to tenderize it, then gobble it down. I personally now think she did it, so as to make sure the Kookas did not laugh at her! Also, this was the time when I had purchased a pretty magnetic bracelet on ebay, and had been wearing it. I noted it did cause a kind of aching pain after a while, and some may suspect, that it was the magnet that caused the Carpal Lump, due to drawing heavy metals to the area? Well, I am not sure, but I suspect that later could be true, as I have “overworked” a lot in the past, and had never had a Carpal Lump, plus since discarding the bracelet, I have not had one since. I have mentioned before that bracelet is designed by sickoes and weirdos for the intended purpose of causing pain. 29. Inflammation from collapsed Arch - What to do if you have a Collapsed Arch or Plantar fasciitis I took a photo of this inflammation, even though it’s pretty hard to see. Because a lot of people don’t believe the concept of a collapsed arch or planta fasciitis, they don’t understand about the pain at all. They see that I can still walk around, it looks normal, so, she must be lying, nothing wrong at all. Stupid dogs. But it is painful to walk around, and the more I walk, the worse it gets, if I keep going, as in, longer than ½ hr, my whole left leg swells up and I can’t bend my knee, very painful. (Even the Dr ignores this – Stupid Dr Enzo at Moore Park Beach.) When it was diagnosed, in late 2019/early 2020, when it was extremely painful, I looked at my foot, and I could see it was completely floppy, and I wish I had taken, not only a photo but a little video, to put up on YouTube, because people would be able to clearly see the collapsed arch from that footage. (I wrote this in 2020, but have comeback and updated it over some years, so I will include dates.) So, I’ve had this inflammation in my foot for 4yrs, it’s quite visible today, because it’s very hot, it’s middle of summer. I’ve been told it takes plantar fashitis 12 months to heal, and it’s been 13 months since I’ve thrown out the culprit offending boots, that were causing the problem in the first place, then the tiptoeing in the pool + walking around in bad boots with a 20c coin sized hole – 4mm deep, for 5yrs, with sore foot the whole time – major further damage). Infact one of the issues is knowing that you have it. (more about how to get rid of inflammation later). Mine wasn’t diagnosed for 3 years after it happened, so I was in slight pain the whole time, still walking around normally and wearing the offending work boots with slight hole. The Dr in Gunnedah had no idea what the problem was. It wasn’t until I saw a Chyro in Gin Gin, when it was diagnosed. So, once it’s been diagnosed, the only way it will heel in a short time, (and no one tells you this btw), is NO PRESSURE ON IT AT ALL, which means no walking anywhere ever. Maybe 3mnths, it will be heeled if you do that. But this is pretty much near impossible unless (A) you know straight away when it happens what the problem is (as if that would happen anyway), and (B) you have a merry bunch of hefty slave men who are willing to do lift you to the loo, and do all your cooking, cleaning and whatever else needs done…. Most people do not have this, and considering I had to re-locate five times on a collapsed arch with all my vast array of furniture and whatnot. I did major further damage. Maybe if you suddenly at that point in your life could do nothing, lived in a roomy house so you could get a scooter, crutches, and or a wheelchair, you might be in with a hope. But see, as you can walk on it anyway, one does - its much easy to slightly limp than change your whole life which is probably unaffordable for most anyway. A wheelchair would not even fit in any place I have lived. And since most who gets this affliction do not know “NO PRESSURE ON IT AT ALL” – it is a concerning issue, hence why I am writing about it. So you need to know; if you are forced to walk around, limp, like me (no choice here) – it does not heal, at all. It just will NOT heel under those circumstance, even if you only walk a little for the esssentials; food and bathroom. Will not heal. 6yrs later I still have it. So, before I updated this story again, I had listed a whole heap of things the physio recommends, I still will include below, but something happened in Dec 2023, and for just a brief moment I was suddenly in no pain – it was heeling. I will explain: because I had moved to QLD, somewhat near the coast, and had been mopeing around in my bedroom for near 5yrs, I knew I had to something good or I should start to feel bad, even though I had my entertaining Prime Video! So, I booked myself in to a snorkel daytrip – I thought how perfect for my foot, no pressure at all except from the car park to the marina. That day, and it was the 1st day of Summer, I spent 3hrs in the ocean, the water was a little cool still, but pleasant enough. But after 3hrs, it’s really cold, I got stiff as a board, but I refused to get out, as on the boat I would get bad seasickness. I believe this cold, plus possibly the magic of Steve Irwin’s spirit out there in the water (no dogs), kickstarted the healing. The next day my foot was still sore, but I was moving around the house with such agility, I had not experienced that since my 20’s, I felt so good infact I planted a lemon tree out, and unfortunatly in the process, did my back in! So back to bed again! I should mention, I did see an osteopath before the boat trip, he was excellent, and may have assisted in the ‘free movement’ thing? Maybe combination of both him and cold water treatment. So after about three weeks of taking, it easy, lying down, my back stopped hurting, and suddenly I noticed one day that my foot wasn’t in any pain, well, only a very small amount compared to usual. OMG you should have seen how excited I was. I got so excited that I felt I could hurry up the next final step, by squishing my foot into squishy sand at the beach, and stretching it. So off I went over to Armstrong Beach, only 11 minutes away, but, unfortunatly after 50m or so I realized there was no squishy sand at Armstrong Beach, just firm mud sand, and I had been walking too hastily with too much enthusiasm, and I could feel I had done something to it. Of course, it re-collapsed again, FUCK. What a waste. (Major communication problem here btw). Dr’s, what is the point? So, if by chance you have this problem, and it starts to heel - you’ve gotta take it easy still, and build up the strength before going for a brisk walk. So meanwhile, I waited all year to repeat that day out snorkeling, but alas, the dogs were there next time, and they fucked it up, so I could not spend those 3hrs in the water. I’m trying to find out if ‘cold treatments’ are available through a hospital, but so far, no avail. It was only in 2016 that it was brought into mainstream consciousness about exactly how helpful cold water is. I certainly had not been aware about it – and even in 2016, I just thought well, it works with immediate pain, but I had no idea it would actually prompt the body to start healing – but that’s what happens. Infact it is so beneficial, it ought to be common knowledge. Again, another area lacking in the school education system. Seriously this needs to be incorporated into the curriculum, like Basic first aid CARE. I emphasize that word, as do this, and crime will go down too. You know, no Dr, nor the physio or podiatrist have any idea how to treat it. Certainly NO ONE mentioned cold treatment to me. I tried the local Sarina pool, but they were closed well into summer, so the water was too warm by the time they opened, plus there are dogs there, so not going to work anyway. I also noted I trod on some glass a month back, there was blood, but it was not that bad. (And ofcourse with my left foot again), but now that’s its heeled, I noted there is a slight raised area where the cut was, its like it did not heel properly, so now that area is slightly ‘off’. So, I am hoping that is not what has happened to my Collapsed Arch, I mean now, maybe it too has heeled as much as its going to, leaving me permanently in pain? But I mean when I looked at, infact just after I got that cut, as I had to do some strenuous work cleaning in the kitchen; my toe was sticking up in the air, it looked almost as bad as how it looked that very first day in the pool when it collapsed, back in 2016. So, I thought it has simply re-collapsed again, but as I stroke the inner arch, there is no sharp pain, like what there has been for the past 6yrs. Or maybe I just can’t find it this time – it tends to hide? So, now below this is what I had written before I discovered cold treatments; Maybe a physio or a masseuse could do something, but no one really knows whether it should be just left to heal or should I poke, prod and massage or do stretching exercises? A Physio did give me some exercises to do, I tried, but actually it just makes it worse in my opinion, but I will go through what they told me below. This is what has been best for me, but none of things I mentioned below really work to heel it. (so, what’s the point? Work for nothing?) Oh, just by the by; go to a Dr and specialist straight away if you have foot pain, to get initial consult in writing. This diagnosis bit was an issue. It was huge issue. You just have to keep going back to the Dr, until you get a diagnosis. Unfortunately, as you cannot spend the next 12 months not walking on your sore foot at all -the first thing you have to do is get a support for your arch it’s better if you get a physio to do it for you, he can make it up to the correct height for your arch out of adhesive foam – at no cost (a podiatrist will charge you $600 for orthopedics, and $150 for consult, I would not bother going to a podiatrist, at least not a female one at any rate (seriously, such FAKERS, thieving fakers, they are hopeless). Plus, go to a physio, a male one. The one that I saw, could see AND FEEL the planta fasciitis -no one else could, (except the chiro who diagnosed it – but even then, I’m not entirely sure he could see it, as I suspect someone in the Dance world recognized the problem, as this type of Collapsed Arch is what Ballerinas sometimes suffer from – so I think the chiro had been ‘got’, and advised by someone what the issue was, so if I were to ask, “tell her”.) This also would explain his coy behaviour later, he refused to put the diagnosis in writing. So, the physio could see the planta fasciitis without having to poke and prod, and to get me to traipse around for 45 minutes - which is what the podiatrist does, so in comparison, a podiatrist is really hopeless, and painfully unhealthy, so just go to a physio (it may be, that I got a bad podiatrist, maybe not all are useless…). I’m not sure what would’ve happened if I went to Physio back in 2017, maybe, I would not still be in pain five years later? But it is pretty near impossible to see a physio in Australia unless you pay full price $150 per visit- so anyone unemployed cannot pay that. There are gov Care plans available, but not when you first present with a problem, they only give you the ‘part money’ care plan if you have had the condition for several years. But I no longer bother with that, it’s to useless a system, still too expensive, and the female dogs steal my visits anyway. I am at the point now in 2021, where from walking so ‘funny like’, for so long I have quite a few other big problems in both feet, plus in my right leg, but I think if I went to the physio every day, those problems could be fixed after a short matter of time – with massage (I guess it will help). Again, unfordable. This physio foam pad was very helpful, although after a few months when I felt I could remove the support, I think it collapsed again. So, you need to build the muscle back up slowly, these exercises I was told to do, really hurt, so I stopped doing them shortly, except 1 or 2; you need to relax the muscle with gentle self-massage (unfortunately only the people that live in fairytale world can afford a proper physio every day) – anyway, a proper masseuse would probably not know what to do about a collapsed arch anyway, and there are several different types of Planta fasciitis. Actually, in retrospect, do not get a masseuse to handle your foot, only a physio. (But I feel after not much activity after 5yrs, a masseuse is needed to get the circulation moving in my whole left leg, urgently, as other problems have developed like toe impingement on my right foot from slightly limping, then deferred spine pain down my left leg with pins and needles sometimes, I would say from limping too, affecting my spine, back pain, and fluid in my left knee – I tried to get a mobile masseuse to come out here, but so far, I have only been contacted by men looking for sex – what is wrong with people? When I was working in Enmore, I remember seeing a naturopath to treat whiplash, from a minor car accident, and she decided to treat it with massage, she must’ve been a masseuse as well as a naturopathic clinician, but I remember those massages - they were so wonderful! - that woman totally knew what to do, she had a real feel for it, and then I remember driving home almost ‘ecstatic like’, I was put in such a good mood from her massage, and the next day I actually felt a little bit stiff and sore, like you would if you’d been to the gym for a workout, I mean that’s how good she was. (No need to exert yourself at a gym, just get a massage!!) Unfortunately, I don’t remember her name, and the naturopaths up here don’t do massage... they don’t make them like they used to…. Good people are hard to come by. Anyway, back to my exercises. A Physio told me one exercise was, arching your foot so pretend you’re picking up a wet towel with your toes, that scrunching act builds up the muscle. I felt that is a good one, not too painful. Then stretch the big toe against the wall, up. Then stretch calf too – this is good, but better to stretch it out with a soft ball. I purchased several in different sizes/ firmness to get the right one for me. Also stretch foot around clockwise then anticlockwise, use a fulcrum to twist and strain; twisting flexed, twisting pointed. Not sure about that one, someone stole my red rubber fulcrum that the physio gave me. One podiatrist said to elevate myself up on tippytoes, this was way too painful to do, and infact the left foot cannot really take the weight, so all weight was going on my right tippytoes anyway. I recommend not doing that. See, why would he recommend that – clueless. I found in the heat of summer it is much worse, so roll your foot on a bottle of frozen water to help stretch and cool the muscle. Rest rest rest (it is extremely difficult to do nothing, I found knitting and Netflix helps, but the young (and stupid) people from Netflix were stealing from me, so I switched to Prime Video. I have a roller chair, really you need to be wheel chair bound the whole time – no walking, no weight on that foot at all, until its healed. (As if that is possible!). So, I’m just going to still have to patiently wait for it to heal. Waiting waiting waiting. I also discovered just recently, if I hang a soft padded fabric sling from my canopy bed, I can rest and put my foot in this canopy sling and raise it up only about 20cm. I feel this made a huge difference the next day when I stood up in the morning, instead of my usual aching limp to the kitchen, I actually didn’t notice the planta fasciitis for the first time in a long time, it was only when I thought about how my foot is not hurting, when I flexed slightly and tried all weight on the pad part of the foot, then I could feel it, but it wasn’t majorly painful like usual. This still did not heal it though in the end, and I cannot have my canopy fixed at my new old motel room address. In Nov 2021, I have found a cure for inflammation! I came about this by accident because I have purchased a new blowup inflatable spa with COVID19 cash grants, and I filled it up with some hot water (solar powered hot water) and as it was spring, I didn’t realize exactly how hot it would be, and I put my feet in, and it was too hot to get in, but I decided that I should give my foot a massage with the bubbles and hot water, - with a bit of Ylang Ylang pure essential oil (known for anti-inflammatory benefits). My foot was in there for probably 15 minutes, in that very very hot water, up to my knees. My feet and calves were red raw, and looked cooked! But it was just a short time after that, maybe 2 days, suddenly I had kind of like a pustule bust from my toes, the big one, and the one next to it, full of a clear liquid, and I believe that was the inflammation, or lymph fluid (?), because my foot was greatly improved after this. the raised swollen area was gone – and is still gone in 2023. And so, instead of only walking for 10 minutes or so, I could last an hour. I was in far less pain, and I was so thrilled about this that I have to write it down, because I’ve never heard of this before, in fact I’ve only just discovered lymphoedema massage is used for the same thing; if your lymph nodes aren’t working properly (and sometimes in the past my lymph nodes have not been working properly, - apparently due to an injury in my left breast when I was working as a nanny, the little girl kicked me as hard as she could in my boob, she was throwing a tantrum. SO now my feet swell up to twice the size in hot hot weather). So, I went to a lymphoedema massage – but again, female fucking fakers – they are useless. Seriously, there needs to be a ban on all so-called female “professionals” in the health sector – they are that hopeless. Oh, I need to add, the first podiatrist, he could see the collapsed arch (same as the Chiropractor could (?) And that podiatrist diagnosed the toe inpigment on my other foot too. He was savvy enough, fast and concise. However, the second one I saw (from the same clinic) who was a young female, she could not see the collapse arched, and after 45 minutes of poking and prodding, and having to traipse around, she said the reason I’m having so much pain is because I’m walking funny - truly ridiculous. I told her I’ve been walking for many years I’ve pretty much got it down pat, and NO I was not going to spend $600 on her pair of orthopedics that she wanted me to purchase - total moneymaking scammer. (Unable to walk an hr later or bend my knee, plus I had sharp pain in my left boob for the next week), they also charged me $100/$150 without Chronic Disease Management plan, when it should have been free. Plus, the young male Dr, I happened to see later that day – totally ignored the enlarged knee (trying to save the stupid blonde bimbo podiatrist?). BTW, 6yrs I have this 6yrs, 2017 it collapsed. It is now May 2022, Dec 2023 as I do a quick rewrite. So, while I say at the top, go to the doctor and a specialist, like a physio or a podiatrist - if I had of gone to this girl initially, it would’ve been a disaster. Oh and 3 doctors I’ve seen, in fact told me that they would need to diagnose a collapsed arch with an ultrasound and an x-ray - this is the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard! A collapsed arch is when the muscle collapses, so you can’t see it from an x-ray or an ultrasound. It seems absurd that these doctors would insist I go to the bother of having an x-ray and an ultrasound, JUST ABSURD – and none of those 3 Drs suggested that I see a podiatrist or a physio or cold water - ABSURD AND completely clueless. However, there was one doctor an older man who suggested I see a podiatrist. (Old man doctors by far superior to young men doctors, and definitely try to avoid a female. So, while I’ve got new techniques to cope with the pain, my foot today is still sore; it’s 8:30 in the morning, I can feel it, it’s painful as I’m sitting here at my desk typing this for my blog, so no real activity today at all, but still hurts. It’s December, so I’m thinking this is why, because it’s warmed up, so come January/February, I suspect it will be much more painful in those summer heat waves we get. So basically, I still can’t walk. You know what, in life, one has to go through ‘stuff’ and if I have to experience what it’s like being handicapped in some way, at least it’s only this. It could be much worse, I mean with the collapsed arch, I can more or less get around to do basic things, and look after myself, especially with my roller chair. And I can lay in bed quite comfortably and do things for short periods, like knit, write, or watch telly, which also gives other parts of my body that have copped a bit of a beating from being overworked, time to rest and heal too. I often have to tell myself; things could be much worse whenever I’ve got the violin strings out. Update 2021, I didn’t have one of those spiky balls to roll under my arch, but I found a glass jar, instead of rolling it on the usual spot, I extended it right out to the long toe - it just so happens that the second toe next to the big toe is longer than my big toe, on my foot, it’s a little unusual, but when I did this, it was almost an ecstatic feeling, it just felt so good to really stretch that whole toe and muscle out. And from that point on, I felt there has been a change, and it’s not as painful, and there’s not as much inflammation. While it is still sore today, I’m pretty sure it’s not as painful this summer as it was last summer. I just have to remember to still take it easy, and not do anything like gardening outside. But I’ve started making plans for what I’m going to do when I no longer have a sore foot, and can walk properly, the exercise I’m going to do…. 2022 update I have discovered a reflexologist on You tube who shows you how to get rid of lymph fluid. It turns out I did have a buildup of lymph fluid – I just thought it was inflammation. But due to the inactivity, I guess lymph fluid became a problem, then especially when I moved to my new mould unit in a rainforest garden, so major mold problem, then very sore lymph under my arms. Anyway, after I used his technique (Dr Adam Thomas), OMG, the relief was amazing, I was so thrilled about all that excess fluid on top of my foot and along the shin, finally just disappearing, and practically overnight, that I left a marriage proposal on his YouTube comments!!! His wife is lucky woman! (he’s married thankgoodness!). I have found it interesting, that going to a Doctor in Australia, on average, really makes no difference to your health problem, infact it may even make it worse. They seem to have no abilities to notice the problem and heal at all. Possibly 2 exceptions to that, the Dr who could diagnose my arthritis without doing any expensive tests, and the one who diagnosed my elbow; olecranon bursa. Both Indian backgrounds. I want to write further, in detail what happened on my snorkel trip with the full cure: In 2022, I had been really exhausted from having to re-locate again (AGAIN), and so I spent at least the next 5 months pretty much doing nothing trying to recoup my whole body was aching, again, spent arms. I am not sure most people would understand they type of ‘body exhaustion’ I am talking about here? After 5 months, it was December 1, and I decided enough moping around, I should take advantage of my location, and I arranged a snorkeling day trip. Perfect activity for people with sore feet. But I got terribly seasick on the boat out to the reef, breakfast vomited all over the engines. But as a result of seasickness, I spent the whole time hanging off the back of the boat rather than in the boat. Well, when we got there to Scawfell Island, we straight away were ushered into the water for snorkeling (with flippers). This was great, my nausea soon disappeared. I was not sure how my foot would react the following day for wearing flippers for so long, and having a pointed toe for so long – after all, that was how it ultimately collapsed in the end – from standing on my tippies in the pool. the flippers were huge, the good expensive full foot kind, I recall swimming back to the boat instead of taking the dingy, and my left foot especially was cramping from my strain of using them again, for the first time in years - I was kicking hastily back to the boat, before a shark came along! I just saw a sting ray instead! No need to fear! After snorkeling, I felt it would be better to be a bit cold and stay in the water for those 3hrs, rather than feel sick, back on the boat, - even anchored, I felt sick on the boat, I climbed on after snorkeling to get a heartburn tablet, (another problem I have peptic ulcers from stress, and also driving). But I was sick straight away - within 30 seconds back on board (such a horrible feeling). So, I went down the steps at the back of the boat, which was anchored in deep water – such a beautiful turquoise water, and under the wildcat it reminded me of my lap pool, with the water reflecting green on to the narrow channel under the high raised boat. I was really enjoying being there and being out of ear shot of everyone. I was hanging on to the back steps, just kind of bobbing around with my googles on, not that I could see much, but it was reassuring seeing nothing in such deep water! Maybe 4m deep? So still fairly light when you looked down. Sometimes I would rest on the bottom step under the water, but still making sure my feet were not touching anything. I found I had to keep moving so I did not get too cold. I did leg exercises, like lifted both my legs, pointed my toes, then taking them back down pointing to the sand below. I also did not have my head under water mostly for that part. I get adversely affected if my head is too cold. – I get really slow and sleepy, if I am too cold. But out there that day, I was not sleepy at all. My whole body, especially my legs too, by the end, I think it was 3hrs in total, it may have only been 2 hrs? as we did go to the beach briefly, were stiff as a board – it did not feel at all, like I had been ‘cured’! Infact, I thought I would most likely be stiff and sore all the following week. I was only down there to avoid being seasick, I had NO IDEA, it would cure my foot. We left at 3pm, I got sick again on the way back. Vomit all over the engines again. I hastily left the boat and drove back to Sarina, and them immersed myself in a long hot shower. So, whatever I was doing out there - not only my foot, but my whole body totally responded to it. I have been patiently waiting until the following spring when I can repeat the process. I wanted a “Groundhog Day” it did not happen. I did want to go in Autumn, but had no money, it is expensive going out the on the Wildcat, seems to be the only way to go out to the reef, bar purchasing a helicopter! Plus they put my rent up, plus all monthly bills, I have no money at all, and can’t really afford to feed my cat properly, but I do. I am extreme low income for some reason, they only give liars, cheaters and dogs money in Australia. Not to mention the thefts continue, and I am surrounded by dogs who harass me daily, there are 3 all either side of me atm. Plus the dogs who drive outside my place, they continue too. I think knowing this situation about me, also further explains why I have not been heeled. I’m thinking the physio exercises that I was given would be a good thing to do AT THAT POINT, after cold treatment. After you can feel it almost heeled, to build up the muscles, with no brisk walking still for at least another 3-6mnths, no point in taking any risks. Also, I saw a docu for space researches, this got me thinking, if when it first happened, if you went into “space” for 3mnths – prob a full cure then too! So, if you can afford to go out into space -do that after you get a collapsed arch J 30. Physio Stealing From Me (female – what a surprise) This Physio stated she only charge me chargeback amount of $55 but in actual fact charged my credit card $85 So as part of my care plan to try to cure my collapsed arch, I have been given 5 appointments to see specialists, they’re meant to be free to me, as the Gov (Medicare pays the Dr) but so far, I’ve not been to any that have been free. Here is what happened at the Friendlies Physio centre in Bundaberg in 2022. What happens with my foot, if I walk on it for too long, particularly in the summer heat, my whole left leg swells up, with inflammation or lymphoedema problems, and so I booked into a physio, who was a specialist particularly, in the field of lymphoedema massage. I made a point of going there after I knew I would have some problems because I had to do a few errands in town that day, but when I went there my leg was quite normal, it hadn’t swollen up as per usual, I still attended the appointment to see what she had to say. She (Sarah Atkinson) said it was a little swollen compared to the other, I told her I had seen photos of lymphoedema cases, where the lg, ankle and foot was 3 times the size, and so finally my foot must be healing. However, she wanted me to buy a stocking to wear on my leg, which cost $80, and I felt it was a little strange considering I didn’t really have a major lymphoedema problem, and she admitted that, but then she wanted me to buy a stocking anyway, and said if I bought the stocking, then she would make sure I didn’t get charged $85, and just $55, so I would get the full rebate back ($55). So, I was pleased about that, pleased to finally hear a health specialist admit, that it is up to them what they charge, and any who charge more than the rebate amount ARE OVERCHARGING – MOST WILL SAY, oh no, there is an “automatic” extra charge. {btw, the podiatrist charged $149 – blatant theft, then wanted me spend $650 on orthopaedics – more blatant theft} So, then talking to the girls out the front who were charging me, I told them that I didn’t really have lymphoedema, and so it seemed a little bit pointless in spending $80 on a stocking, and so in the end I didn’t purchase the stocking - {thank goodness -no free lunches for stocking bitches. I find in many retail situations, there are often girls trying to push me to over-spend or buy things I do not need – a common thing, this was no different.} So, I left, still expecting not to be charged $85 but only $55, even though I didn’t buy the stocking - it’s not like it’s a pre-requirement, that I purchase stockings, in order to receive care. But when I checked my credit card later, they charged me $85. So, I mean, that is blatant theft. Absolute shame and greed in the health sector. Another girl who doesn’t have any common-sense and makes the wrong decision based on greed. Plus, she literally just sits there and uses one hand to slowly, actually it’s like slow motion, to rub, or not even rub, more like ‘sweep’ down the leg, and then back up, I felt like even, I could do that, as in, it doesn’t really take any skills to do that, in fact I thought, I would be better at it than her, because she seemed to be missing all the key lymphoedema spots, like infront of the toes, and around the ankles, and up from the ankles along a certain muscle towards the back of the knee, and the back of the knee. She seemed to be a little bit oblivious to the lymph hotspots. This is another final straw photo story, due to all the female bimbo medical staff (mostly receptionists) who overcharge me, and have been stealing from me, over many years, not only stealing, but major harassment as well. The other physio in Bundaberg, male, Cody, charges $75, - Crofton st Physio, so still overcharging care plan recipients {Cody was the only competent Dr, aside from the Chiro who could see the Collapsed Arch, and note, when they actually do their job properly, and know what they are doing, I am not concerned about being overcharged) Life Stories P15 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15 (this) , LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

NEGS, Gunnedah Primary School, Limbri School – you all need to be sued (otherwise, change does not come about). I want to talk about how in primary school, Gunnedah Public Primary School, our year had two classes, with about 30 kids in each. One was called the A class one was called the B class. The people in A class were considered to be the smarter ones. But I assure you, this in reality is not the case, these classes were divided purely on a socio-economic basis. Kids from well-to-do fami Life Stories P16 1. Drive Thru's vs Fancy Restaurants There was one incident; we were in Tamworth for the day, I was doing an upholstery job for my neighbour who was a high school teacher. We were choosing fabric. We were outside a fancy restaurant, where, just before we had been inside, talking to some people I knew. And she deliberately threw something of mine, well scattered it on the ground, so I had to kneel down and pick them all up, when she just stood over me. To all the onlookers there in the restaurant, this act looked rather inappropriate, so basically, she has some control issues that she should work on, and leave me out of it - this type of behaviour is dysfunctional. I have noticed, this behaviour is typical to school teachers, I would go so far as to say 90% of school teachers (public school) have these self-important and major control issues, and want all the kids (other people) to worship them. I am going to talk about this some more, because I have experienced it a lot; a lot of women don’t seem to be able to handle other women as their equal. They can only handle subordinates, which is why especially your find a lot of these women as teachers because they get to be around children, as in people that they can feel superior over, it is a serious dysfunction. Plus, it is widespread. I remember my grandmother, who wasn’t a school teacher, she was a housewife all her life, with three girls, but she definitely couldn’t handle other women as her equal, and all throughout her children’s adult lives, she still wanted them to remain as children, so she could treat them as subordinates. The very meaning of subordinate is a lower rank, or position, or of lesser importance, inferior, and needs another person to have authority and control over them. I know that expression “oh, you think your better than me!” this is where it comes from. From dysfunctional women wanting to treat other people as their personal subordinates. So, I guess for Karen Cull, and all other women in fact (my landlord Catie Rogers) that I’ve ever encountered, guess what, I am your equal, you are not better than me, you are not superior in anyway, you have major dysfunction DEAL WITH IT. I know I, would prefer you deal with it, rather than take out your dysfunction on me. So widespread! I definitely wouldn’t be friends with any school teachers. And in fact, in my experience, this is probably the reason why most women don’t like me, because they want to feel superior to me, as I am single, poor and not the best looker either, but I don’t let them, and it pisses them off. And by the way, this is been such a widespread problem with women, not only older, mostly older, but also younger girls, try to come, and I guess it is “dominate me”! I’ve noticed about these women, is that they are kind of stupid, and don’t realise that this behaviour is not appropriate (Cassandra Dunstan, Sharon Morgan, Cate Rogers (Wainberg girl), Karen Cull, possible Danielle Wheatly and Penny Awgayer - a whole heap more that stay invisibly cowardly) It is not right, it’s like, little girls; you have to go and find a man - there’s plenty of men who are into this kind of thing, and you have to dominate him (if they say they are not into this kind of thing, think again, they are) - You can’t dominate other women, especially ones that you don’t know - it’s completely “bimbo”, that’s really the best word to describe such women. Bimbo dominatrix! Who knew I would have such a problem with such people, they don’t warn you about this in school! I can just imagine Mrs Ford, “Be careful ladies of the bimbo dominatrix”. Lol. The only way I can think to combat this, is writing about it, and bringing this phenomena into consciousness, albeit 30 years too late, but really make these women aware of their disrespectful behaviour, and that their behaviour is stupid, not to mention cowardly. Infact just a few weeks ago, I was comparing my life to a young woman from the past, Dido Elizabeth Belle (1761 – 1804) who was treated one way by her loving white family, and as she was black, and another disrespectful way by the community where she lived. - I say this because whenever I venture out, I often get harassed, followed, and pickpocketed, plus all the other shenanigans people get up to. Yet, when I am at home sitting on the couch watching my favourite shows, I truly feel like a bit of a princess! I am treated as another viewer, a respected member of the public. So rare! Then I get back to my life and just noticed something else that has been stolen.... - it’s almost like there are two versions of life. (Some shows, as in a lot now, have the dogs on them, who harass me, they have taken over certain sectors of the entertainment industry - since I hardly ever go into town, they must love harassing me so much, they can't get enough of it – they do.) I feel I need to point out, I’m the sort of person that well, especially back in my 20s or 30s, would be quite happy and comfortable eating from somewhere like Hogs Breath Cafe or Maccas (when I lived in Sydney, I had Maccas at least 3 times a week! Well briefly!) But I was also comfortable, if I wanted to splash out, in a fancy restaurant. I wouldn’t feel out of place, or that I should not be there just because I was on near minimum wage. Although in my old age and experience there are definitely some family type restaurants that I would never venture into, at this juncture in my life. Even though I have less money now than then. My point is, that these days, everyone can choose where they want to eat, if you have a low or minimum wage and a set budget it doesn’t mean that you’re restricted to only certain types of eateries, if you want to splash out on a fancy restaurant, go for it, you’re entitled to it. It is my experience, usually people working in those fancy restaurants, would treat you as a respected paying customer, just as long as you’re not half naked or something like swearing loudly! But I do believe in splitting the bill if you’re with company. I would never enter a restaurant with people unless it was known clearly beforehand who was paying or if we split, (verbally talked about). This is a must, and something I learnt when I was 19, in a situation where I was dining with my aunt, and her friends, she was telling me beforehand that her friends were really rich, and we were going to a fancy restaurant. But at the end, when the bill came. I realised it hadn’t been discussed as to whom was paying, and I felt like, I should’ve paid for my course, but at 19, still a student, I was used to my parents paying for everything, so I had not even broached the subject beforehand at the table. I was very angry with my aunt, who assumed that her friends were going to pay. In the end they did pay, but I believe it was only because my aunt didn’t offer, and really, I felt my aunt had some nerve to expect them to pay for both of us. Some women are like that, they expect other women to pay for them. It was a valuable lesson for me. Of course, now, if I wanted to eat out, it would always be drive-through. I would never go to a fancy restaurant or any restaurant of any type actually, in public. In fact, I think it has been over 20 years, since I last dined in a restaurant. If I was to travel, at a hotel, I would always get room service rather than eat in the restaurant. This is not only from being accosted in restaurants before, but, from the ‘clean’ food issue. I like clean food; my cooking is clean. If I went out to restaurant, I know the food would have been spat in, such is the fighting nature of little bitch’s that surround me. DOGS who copy Fight Club. BTW, I have looked into having a snorkelling holiday - it’s on my bucket list, and all the hotels and resorts on the Barrier reef in Queensland, specifically have these communal eating areas, smorgasbord, and they always include breakfast, and so it’s a bit of a scam, because I would have to eat in this communal area if I wanted to get my money‘s worth! I have actually contacted one of them and suggested they fix it to include room service, and she got back to me and said they have no intentions of changing it! I can’t believe these fancy resorts don’t have room service! It is an outrage, hickleberry Queenslanders! One of the unknown dogs as informed me I already had a snorkelling holiday when I went on a paid nanny vacation to Port Douglas 20 years ago – so I will not be permitted to have another one - WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE AND FUCK OFF. There was one work colleague I encounted, when I mentioned to her that I ate Maccas 3 times a week (I passed 5 MacDonalds on my way home from work every evening for about 3mnths! 5 ) She was absolutely horrified, and surprised, insinuating that eating McDonald’s is very low class, she said she would never ever step foot inside McDonald’s restaurant or eat their food ever!! Lol She’s obviously never had one of their Double Quarter Pounder’s!! Really and truly, and I went to a private school, I’ve never encountered such snobbery! I’m pretty sure all those girls would’ve had Maccas if on the menu! I do need to mention, I always used to buy the budget mince, (regular mince) from the supermarket. But in my late 40s I developed a ‘rapid and loud’ heartbeat - it was triggered from some homeopathic medicine, but I fully understood the reasons I was having difficulties; it was from a high-fat diet. So, I changed from regular mince to 4star lean mince, and after 12 months, there has been a definite change in my heart - it’s now quite regular, not rapid and not loud. So, while I now, never go to Maccas anyway, I’m thinking Maccas probably don’t buy the 4star lean mince! The thing with 4star lean mince, is, it is twice, literally twice, the price of regular mince. So, it’s a little unfair that people on extreme budgets have to somehow manage to come up with twice the price, if they want to maintain a healthy heart. Upon reflection, I actually think, that regular mince should be ban, it’s so unhealthy. Btw, I believe Maccas single-handedly changed the Soviet Union, Russia, from a singular cold-war enemy, into an international player!! Plus, I don’t blame fast food for obesity. I feel a ‘change of consciousness’ is to blame, and that is; being aware of being happy, people nowadays want to be happy. They’re not guilted by so many people, including religion, for being happy. For many people, eating makes them happy. And if you can’t find happiness from other factors like a good home, and safe workplace, then people are going to source happiness from where they can, like good food. 2. Bus Blocking Street Signs at Every Street Corner in Bundaberg I’m sure I mentioned this before, but seems everywhere I go, I have people who want to accompany me, in their cars. Monumental nuisance people. On this particular day when I went into Bundaberg, a new city for me, I wasn’t familiar with any of the streets, I had, seemingly the same ‘followers’, wanting to make everything difficult for me, by blocking the street names, so I couldn’t tell what street I was in - such fucking arsehole cunts. And this wanting to make things difficult for me, I have noticed happens a lot. Deliberate sabotage by revolting people, who certainly would NOT be welcome in my life. Ha ha. And you know what, I have had people mucking up my life in this manner for years, like 20 years, and eventually (I would say especially due to this blog), they reach a point in their life and realize, they have made a mistake. So, then they just kind of ‘exit’ my life, just like that. Like it never happened. Do they seriously think they will be getting away with all that sabotage? Guess again, NOT. 3. Tank Water Pump setup at Kookaburra Park House I have lived in quite a few farm houses that have tank water. There has been a few problems with pumps and pump maintenance, that’s why I took a photo of this particular pump system , because I’ve been here for 3yrs, and it’s, by far, been the best and most reliable water pump that I have encountered. That company, PressureWave, is still in business. I’ve never seen a set up that requires 2 units like this. If you look closely, those units are connected, I assume the yellow one is to maintain proper pressure. And I do have proper pressure all the time. It is fairly quiet, although I can hear it when it’s on, but it doesn’t go on every time I use the tap, it seems to build up pressure, and once it goes down past a certain point then it comes on for about a minute, and then switches off. I can use, I’m guessing, it’s probably 5L, until it switches on again. So it’s quite a brilliant system in my opinion. 4. I Love Secondhand Shops Bundaberg Tender Centre VISIT AND PLACE BIDS EVERY WEEKEND I remember a 2ndhand shop at Armidale, it was near the school, down the paddock a bit. It was a big building on its own, away from the main area, and there were always curious pieces outside whenever I went past it on the bus. I noted none of the girls ever went there or talked about it. But I secretly longed to go there, one day my parents were visiting and we had some time to kill before I was due back to school, so hooray, now was my chance to go to that shop. And OMG, it was fantastic! It was even better than I had imagined. The owners of that shop had taken 2ndhand goods to a whole new level- it was an artform of goods, with little knickknacks, trinkets, crafts, furniture, art…. I loved it, and it had such a good vibe. For all those snobby girls who poo-pooed it – it is they, who were missing out on some treasured vintage and antique collectables. Any chance I get to visit a 2nd hand shop, I take it. Although I noted in about 2010 or so, there seemed to be a big ‘organized’ network who visited all the country 2ndhand shops and emptied them, so they could resell in Sydney to get 3 times the price. The shop in Tamworth closed down (I have written about this a little before, but I could not find it anywhere, so I will keep going). The one in Armidale is no longer there. I remember always seeing in those shops those big old-fashioned knives with the fake ivory handles, I inherited some, and now I love them, but when I went to get some more, there none anywhere, and I was watching some documentary on telly, they were talking about all the big centres in Sydney now that sell antiques and treasures, and there, on the table in the shop shed, was at least 500 of those knives all laid out!! So that would have been one of the items they emptied out of country areas!! Bloody dogs! So, in my ‘latest’ location, there are NO 2nd hand shops, well actually there is a liver charity shop, or was it kidney? Something, I did visit, but it has limited opening hrs, so when it is open there are about 50 people squeezed in this tiny stinky space- it is not good, plus they mainly only had clothes. There isn’t even a tip shop here. Boo. Such snobbery about 2nd hand goods up here. At my last location, least there was this shop nearby: Bundaberg Tender Centre - where you can put 2nd hand items in, on consignment. VISIT AND PLACE BIDS EVERY WEEKEND They charge the seller 25% of the sale price, then they also charge the buyer 13% of winning bid, plus $2 processing fee. (A lot, I think) So that is way too much, in my opinion, especially since all those items have already had GST paid on them when they were sold brand new. I felt they were personally stealing from me. I was glad when I removed the last item and I did not have to go back, but I mean, the owners would make a good comfortable living from their business, which is why it is still in operation, and has not closed down like all the others. Family run, the oldest son uses his dad as a weapon to chastise people, and he also refused me to put in my cat stand which would have got a good price – he friends with dogs at Gin Gin, who wanted to steal it from me, at reduced price, and did. Such is the nature of people who have SOLD OUT. Sold their soul. A lot of items that sold are way under bid, (like $200 worth of stuff sold for $4) so you can get a bargain there. Half my stuff did not sell though, the stuff that did were, you know, $20 for a $500 item. Good for buyer, bad for seller, but is better than getting nothing. The concept is brilliant. Unlike ebay, there is only 1 chance to make a bid offer on the weekend in person. And you can bid under the reserve, if no one else made a bid, the seller may accept it on Sunday night (actually they have 3 days to decide whether to accept it or not) You can only have your stuff in for 3 consecutive weekends, (then take out for 2 weekends, then put back in if you wish) Monday to Thursday. (Friday, they set up) They do not take stuff that is broken, does not work, or looks shabby. They have an excellent mailing list, and email notification system. I swear there are some people who deliberately purchase my items that have been undercut, so that I lose, so that’s their main motive, is to get me to lose. So, the fact that they’ve had to spend money to get me to lose, doesn’t really factor into them - it’s like they have no common sense at all, they are just driven by a hatred of women. This was particularly true when I used to sell my second-hand goods on eBay (before the stupid twit Nazis ebay staff banned me), and any items that I had put the incorrect postage amount on, like, too cheap, so I would lose postage money; they would always purchase those items. So, after a while I figured that it’s better to actually put the price of the product up, and the postage price down, so they would perceive me to lose - it worked for a bit but then they cotton’d on. I should mention here all the shops I went into last trip to Mackay. I have dogs on the radio it’s like the retailer puts the radio on, so the dogs can monitor the situation, as a dog does. Although, at the hobby shop, they actually sent someone in store a guy, rather than put the radio on, maybe that shop can hear the dogs too, and so refuses to put it on? All the other shops (bar the pet shop) had dogs on the radio, including Lifeline, I will not be going back to lifeline; dog off you stupid dog. They do this as there are mentally retarded, and I think, they’re trying to maintain some level of control. “I control you”. I think they started doing to make sure I smile at the sales girl, but it is not really about that, its like they want me to worship the sales girl. I mean what were they expecting me to do? Where they expecting me to start beating the sales girl up? Maybe they thought I specifically went there to yell at the sales girl? And they were trying to protect “the poor sales” girl! I’m not really sure how those dogs could be so naive; pretty much all the sales girls I’ve ever met have been absolute piranhas, quite revolting, and usually fairly unknowledgeable. But I think I should make something clear. I don’t really care about salesgirls, in any way, certainly not enough to want to start a fight (even the really stupid and nasty ones). So, you can just relax dogs, there’s not going to be any fighting, in any shops, in Mackay. Wakey wakey DOGS. Oh, and by the way, after not really giving a toss one way or another about any sales girls. If I see or hear the dogs in there, I’ll know that the sales girl is a stupid bitch, who does not warrant my respect, it’s just an automatic thing. Your bed. And, this Lifeline thing is another example of the “good” one and the “bad” one, so when I go in to Vinnies, no dogs, but Lifeline; dogs. Its like stupid dogs want me to go only to the one they deem I should go. See, dogs with control issues. Let me repeat myself; IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS WHICH SHOP I GO INTO, stop being so mentally retarded and just kill yourself already. Those are the same dogs who steal from me. Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should; wake up dogs. And who is the IDIOT who put dogs on the radio? Talk about stupid. I just found this https://www.garagesalefinder.net.au/ Although there were none in my local area. 5. Reference from Cate Rogers To whom it may concern. Emily Bieman has been renting my home at Lot 7, 4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road Gin Gin since May 2019. Emily has always paid the rent on time, arranging a split payment for me to two accounts. I recently inspected the home and it was kept in great order. She is clean, neat and organised. There is an acre of land to be cared for and Emily has great knowledge of the native plants and trees. She collects seeds for a small business she runs. The garden, despite sever drought conditions, was it good order and the plants were alive and growing. Emily also designs fabrics which she sells on-line. In my experience with Emily, she is a gentle, kind, articulate, responsible woman. Catherine Rogers 0416886056 Gin Gin ( This letter is going to drive the dogs at Channel 9 nuts - they went through phase, back in 2016 or so, - maybe they're still going through it - I don't know? You know how dogs are with bones. But if anyone dares tries to help me in anyway, such as a reference; they would punish them, somehow, most likely vilification, humiliation and money theft - so a strong deterrent not to be helpful.) 6. Women at the ABC I recall a few years ago, there was a whole spate of women who worked at the ABC who got breast cancer. I mean maybe some of them were just trying to get out of work, and wanting a way that they wouldn’t feel guilty about, or be chastised about - I mean there is a stigma about not working. Or maybe they actually did have breast cancer. If they did, I can definitely say the reason would be, because they’re bunch of bloody bitches. And it’s about time I whinged and moaned about them: exclusive uptight hoity-toity thieving twits (bar one or two) You know who you are. I do not accept your apology you stupid dog. 7. Natural Ocean Pools – I love them So, I did a little ditty about the above pool because it is fantastic. I couldn’t find it so I thought I’ll just have to do another one and include 2 photos from TripAdvisor, as unfortunately I’ve never been there. I’ve only heard about it. It’s an ocean Lagoon pool, complete with a rock reef and fish for snorkelling. How amazing is that! I would love to have one of these in my backyard. The hotel is the Marriott on the Gold Coast - part of the Sheraton group, I believe. I would like to add, I mentioned in my “Travelled Twice” story, that I have been to Port Douglas twice. And there’s so many tourists who go there, that it was kind of unbearable at every little touristy spot - there were hordes of people. I just don’t think you can enjoy a pristine environment with hordes and hordes of people around. Well, that’s my personal opinion. I have seen beaches in Spain, that were absolutely jam packed, and those several 1000’s of people seemed to be quite happy! I think the most enjoyable thing about Port Douglas was staying at the Sheraton. It was a very pleasant hotel to stay at – all welcome. No discrimination! A nice change. (plus, all paid by my employer, I don’t think it would have been my choice if I was paying, but I am glad I stayed there, and was shown the comfort of a large corporate hotel). It had a very relaxed atmosphere, without the hustle and bustle of the masses, even though it is a very large hotel. I guess except for the restaurant, that night we ate there, it was jampacked. That was the restaurant that my meal was stolen by some girl, a possible prostitute? Smorgasbord - it’s a thing in Queensland resorts, so many have that Banquet style communal eating. It’s a little odd for me, I don’t like it all, aside from stolen meals, it’s just an unpleasant way to eat. Maybe it reminds me of the school dining hall. Oh, And I guess the snorkelling part, just off Port Douglas was good, I do enjoy a good snorkel! Plus, the boat transfer was a huge ship, which is better for seasickness – but still bad. . 8. Knowledge is Power – know this about Tetanus I’m pretty sure I mentioned, in my “Doctor Experiences”, Life Stories, the dangers of tetanus shots. I think a whole photo story needs to be written about that experience, because after I had this shot, I could not raise my arm up above my waist for eight months - it took eight months to heal! It was a very targeted pain. In this photo I actually circled where the pain was, and it was specifically where the needle went in and around that area, so there’s been some speculation by certain people, as to why I would have such a sore arm after a tetanus shot, someone came up with the idea that a blood clot must’ve formed, but I am more inclined to think the person delivering the needle stabbed my muscle rather than the bloodstream, and it got bruised or infected even? I now am of the belief, that I have an allergy to needles, and I will not be allowing any more needles, I certainly won’t be going through eight months of not being able to move my arm again. And what makes this even doubly bad, is, because Tetanus, is completely, 100%, totally unnecessary - it is a moneymaking scam for drug companies – it would come down to one family receiving royalties from each shot delivered – pure greed. The doctors, who would also make money, but, aswell, they get to inflict pain on whomever they victimise - it’s a two for one for them. I can’t believe they’ve been allowed to get away for it for so long, because we have antibiotics, which replaced tetanus shot a long time ago, there is absolutely no need for tetanus shots ever. And I know, not only that doctor, (Dr Scanlan), but that whole clinic at Agnes Water, including the receptionist, plus the girl who gave me the needle, will be getting their comeuppance. R Woods 9. ABC iView app Harassment in the Form of Tooting Every 5minutes Movie credits says Sound Editor Lyn Butler ABC iView app harassment in the form of tooting every 5minutes Can someone please go and stand outside Lyn Butlers house and car toot every 5 minutes all evening, see how she likes it. Also, in regards, to the ABC, ABC News Regional, in the App – are you fucked in the head? Check your personal emotions at the door you bitchy spiteful women. 10. More Courier Truck Driver Stalkers What is with courier trucks who follow me around, and beep at me? Do or courier drivers suffer from mental illness? This one lay in wait, stalking me at the shopping complex, after yesterday driving into my unit complex and beeping then leaving again. Get a life your stupid stalker. Do I literally need to tell you this: piss off, stop harassing me. Btw, attention all dogs, I AM NOT TALKING TO YOU. Tnt plates 814REC TNT are now Fedex At my last place, and previous places, I had Toll truck drivers following me around and beeping at me. Now what, am I going to have TNT trucks following me around here? piss off piss off piss off (I put in a complaint with FedEx website, but I don’t believe that person took me seriously, the local depot has no contact number or email) And, this was when I first moved here, since then, I think Australia post or someone in a white van, has started lurking around the units, and Toll have made a reappearance, aswell as idiots who do signs with personalized number plates. RACK OFF After writing this, eventually they have stopped stalking me, but there are "unbranded" trucks still harassing me. 11. Ladies Secret Weapon against the Monthly Curse Nobody tells you these things: Ladies when you get your period, and you get stomach cramps, I did say before, take ibuprofen. BUT, I have to update this, in 2023 I started developing stomach ulcers with stress and they say one of the contributors could be painkillers like ibuprofen. So I had to stop taking them. At first I just grunted and beared it every month. But in 2025 my very old cat started to go through the process of dying, and got constipated, I purchased some cod liver oil for him, as I know that this would help with constipation. I could only buy the tablets so I squeezed one in a bit of his meal, and he hated it. Anyway, I had a whole heap leftover, then I remembered back when I was at school, reading about Evening Primrose oil, it was said that Evening Primrose will help you with your period pain, I did take it back then, it may have worked, as I don't recall bad period pain at school, I later, after school unable to afford it, and that’s when I got major cramps, it was not until a friend told me a couple of years later, about napragesic that my pain stopped. Anyway, so as cod liver oil looked just like evening primrose (which reminded me of Evening Primrose oil), plus the knowledge I know about period pain being connected to digestion {I noted if I ate too much, period pain is worse until I go to the toilet} Lo and behold it worked. I just take one tablet at the onset of my period, take it the day before your period which some people can tell when that is. But it still works if you take it when you first get your period. So that's very good news, only $10 for the whole bottle, kept in the fridge should last at least 5yrs! No more ulcers, no more period pain and all à la nat a ral !! And I want to say; eat you Weet-Bix, and still have sex when you're old and menstruating still; this will ensure your 'longest stretchout' for menstruation as possible, and thus maintain your health for as long as possible. Btw, aspirin or Panadol do NOT WORK on period pain! Aspirin thins the blood -if you are having a heart attack or stroke, it could help, but it will not help for painrelief. Honestly, certain movies in the 80s pushing aspirin by Hollywood superstars has confused everybody!! And, as I think the main aim of a young lady is not to get pregnant, (I am sure proper protection is always used) but some lady of the night wanted to contribute to my Blog, and her tip is: if you use a douche with brandy, this kills any escapees. I have personally not tried this. But I would say it probably works. 12. It's Taken them 30yrs, but they Caught on in the End Its taken them 30yrs to offer Turkish bread to Australians, 30yrs after the food fad hit Sydney. Good on ya Coles and Woolies! Now, where are my sesame rolls? 13. Old Age Health Essentials I’ve been prompted to write this and put it online, because I remember when I was younger, I would get the newspaper delivered every weekend (Sydney Morning Herald), and there was a section about natural health. I remember writing everything it said down, and keeping it in my health folder; and later looking it up and realising that everything that they had written in that newspaper was pretty much a load of rubbish, and obviously written by some little bimbo who had gotten the job via her friendly nature and good looks. {Actually, I notice this happens quite a lot in life, I remember seeing a documentary once where a group of so-called university people were paid to go down to Antarctic for a scientific research, which involved the study of seals, and those young girls, about 6 of them, were catching these animals and tagging them, in a most revolting cruel manner. One of the cruellest animal activity I had seen at that point caught on camera {until I later saw the Japanese killing of the dolphins, and then the Shark de-finning, I will put that here; Fishermen catch sharks and while they’re still alive in the water, they use a knife and chop off their dorsal fin (that’s the main one that sticks up out of the water, as in Jaws), and then they let the shark go, so it’s in agony, and it writhing around in pain as it tries to swims off, then it’s a slow process of death for it, as sharks can’t survive without their Dorsal fin. It’s truly the most disgusting animal cruelty I’d ever seen, people, Australian fishermen doing that in 2016. So unevolved, those fishermen should be shot. And, by the way, they are in for some extreme bad karma.} So, it was along the same lines of animal disrespect, the disrespect for those animals by those girls in Antarctica, showed they obviously didn’t give a shit about what they were doing, they were there for a free holiday in Antarctica. Wrong people chosen. Misapropiations! Anyway, so the below information, is basically, you know, 48 years, of experience. There are a few tricks I have up my sleeve, that I use to combat some of the painful elements of old age. I guess the biggest complaint for me atm, are stiff joints, often induced by cold weather, but I have been diagnosed with olecranon bursa in my elbow and arthritis in my knees, so I am guessing other joint problems may be related to arthritis. (Although I believe my knee arthritis to be brought on by kneeling on hardwood kneelers, in church, twice a week at a nazi private boarding school.) I did have some sore stiff hand problems (from extreme overuse of a chainsaw in cold weather in my 30’s), but this was quickly overcome with the addition of a couple of drops of ginger essential oil to my hand moisturiser lotion, which I now keep in a ceramic pump container, by the bed. I was using it nightly, but since I have slowed down my activities, I probably only apply it weekly. Now I don’t have any problems from my hands (excellent! especially since, hey, I still need my hands!) Emily’s Arthritic Hand Moisturizer – fill a bathroom ceramic hand pump bottle with; Unscented moisturizer base, I like to use ½ Redwin sorbolene, ½ vitamin e cream. As Ginger oil kind of has a pungent fragrance, I also add; 5 drops each of pure essential oil (not fragrance oil, be careful of cheap Chinese imitators); Geranium, Cedar leaf, and 10 drops Ginger essential oil. (You can slightly melt the moisturizer for 20-30 seconds in the microwave so it can be easily poured into bottle with a funnel, but wait till it cools before adding oils) shake well, lasts for ages if airtight. The next one, I use usually when it rains, then I get sore aching joints. But it also happens if I do too much of any 1 activity, I get sore arms in particular. (Spent arms) This works so well I can’t believe it. I wouldn’t be able to do anything, if there was no such thing as pepper essential oil. Not only does it help the problem at the time, but I found it helps to stop any more aches and pains for a few weeks at least. Emily’s Stiff joint / Cold induced / Arthritic moans, Rapid Healing oil 100ml carrier oil (almond or olive, or mineral, or castor, Wheatgerm, Sunflower, Jojoba, Apricot, Safflower, Grapeseed……) 25 drops pure Pepper essential oil. Keep in dark glass or ceramic bottle One time when my knees were quite sore, more so than usual, from too much activity, I made up a blend of - 5 drops Ginger pure essential oil, 5 drops Coriander pure essential oil, 5 drops Cinnamon pure essential oil, in 100ml Castor oil {could use any of the above carrier oils listed} I definitely felt this helped, although it’s help is limited because I think there is unchangeable damage that has occurred in my knees. So, this does stop the pain, but it doesn’t help me do activities, which require the full use of my knee, so still no bike riding or stairs. I found a trick for the 3 steps at my front door, and that is to walk down them sideways, for some reason this reduces the strain at the time, and when sitting in my office chair, I found if I press on top of my knee, in that area just before the kneecap, and squeeze down hard as I push up from the chair, this definitely helps with that pain. Also, I think the pepper mix above would have the same results, but I think it’s good to not use too much of 1 thing. You have to remember these oils are “warming” and while your joints might want to be warmed, maybe other body parts don’t want to be – you have to pay full attention to your body. 14. Home Medicine Cupboard essentials Scar healing cream; it came about as I was trying to heal a scar that had formed from a giant planter wart that had been removed with salicylic acid, and then homoeopathy medicine. Unfortunately, the salicylic acid probably is not a good option to treat a planter wart, as not only did it not work, but it left a big scar and indentation on top of another planter wart! But when the homeopathic medicine had treated the planter wart and was gone, it was probably 12mnths later, when I decided I should try to heal the indentation and scar, so I made up this cream, after using it for two months or so, it was completely healed (unfortunatly it did not heal my plantar fasciitis) 1. Emily’s Rapid Healing Moisturizing Skin Cream Recipe Heel Care Cream (90g) from Dermal Therapy (Heel magic) could use Redwin vit E, plus lanolin Sage essential oil x 30 drops Borage essential oil x 30 drops – mix in glass jar with air tight lid 2. Bites and Scratches, I use a mix of Lavender, Bergamot, Borage, and Sage, in castor oil. Always pure essential oil. 3. Inflamed Wounds, I use - Niaouli (Melaleuca) in Almond oil 4. Pinched Nerve on back spine – Angelica in Almond Oil, applied with heat rub (just magic) 5. Bangs, Knocks, Thumps or Hits, apply Arnica in Almond oil, immediately – no bruise at all if you do straight away. 6. Toothaches; apply Clove essential oil direct. Clove is extremely potent, use caution. 7. Tick bites: these require 2 steps. First; if you see a tick, STOP, don’t do anything, because if you just grab it and pull it off -you’ll leave the head in the body. So, what you do, is go and get some tea tree oil. Tea tree oil is really potent, if you just dab a little bit on the tick, with a cotton tip, the tick gets a bit shocked, and stunned, then at that moment – it usually lifts its head as if to say “what the fuck”, you just grab it and pull it out, use tweezers. 2nd: the skin still may get infected, a little bit of tick may remain inside, or maybe its last meal was still stuck around its mouth and infects you, (on a cat it should be fine) but on a human, treat the area with clove oil. Dilute oil with a carrier oil, make up a mix, then rub it in with your finger, do it every 4hrs for 48hs. It still may get infected (it will get painful if its infected), and you still may need to see a Dr for antibiotics. I was told if a head was stuck in, it would work its own way out. There are several others you could use too, like; Oregano, Thyme, Myrrh, Garlic, Cinnamon, Cumin, Lemon Mrytle – all proven to work against ticks, but I would think there are others too, untested, like Cypress, Tagetes, Borage, Eucalyptus, Tea tree, Calendula. The magic of essential oils. I don’t know what I would do without my essential oils…. indeed, I do find them essential J (Evil Knievel; if you steal any of my oils you will be going to hell, but getting cancer first) - I don't know whether it's because I wrote that, and some lunatic who thinks he actually is Evil Knievel, has taken personal offence to my claims? But I've had at least half my essential oils stolen in one form or the other, if they haven't removed the whole bottle, they have removed the contents of half a bottle and put it back in my cupboard (thinking that I won't notice?) possibly thinking that they are entitled to half my essential oils?? Outrageous! I've noticed since I have moved the location of my oils, into a more hidden spot in the house, the theft has stopped. I suspect when they break and enter and steal from me, they're in a hurry, so I've had to create some “dog hoops” around my essential oils in order to prevent dogs from stealing my oils - bimbo dogs. Also, I've noticed there are pop-up essential oil companies online now with fake essential oils or incorrectly labelled essential oils, and there are predators trying to sell them on Facebook. I am not ruling out the major essential oil suppliers (because apparently there's only two of them) partaking in this evil racket with an umbrella name. New Directions. I’m going to include a couple of recipes below, because I know how important good nutrition is, particularly in children: sets them up for their whole life in good health, if you feed them right. Healthy food also can cure sickness. It’s really not that hard to stay healthy, save yourself a trip into the hospital and expensive hospital bills, by simply including kale every week into your diet {that is if you can get it, I’ve noticed the supermarkets are constantly sold out of kale, but it is easy to grow over winter, give it a try.} Y ummy cancer fighting juice 1 fresh kale leaf, de stemmed (or frozen prechopped is still good) ¼ - ½ cup frozen blueberries or mulberries ¼ tsp flax seed ¼ tsp dried ground seaweed ¼ tsp honey, honey has extreme healing properties 1 new red gala apple, best chilled, then quartered 3 cold navel oranges, peeled and halved Optional 1 small carrot – I found this juice so sweet, that it can easily handle a carrot and is still sweet as. Carrots for the eyes. Optional 1 ice cube – this is especially for me and my burnt throat. Place the berries, flax seed, seaweed, kale and honey (ice cube) in small Nutribullet cup, (one of my small cups was stolen after I wrote this, see the dogs – constantly watching my every move) - and whiz up. Remove the blade and place that Nutribullet cup under the juicer, and juice apple, carrot and peeled oranges. Put the Nutribullet blade back on, and give it another whiz up. Yum. Eat with a Choc double dipped Carman Breakfast nut bar! Can’t go wrong! Emily’s Cure All health soup, 1 portion 250ml Home-made stock (beef bones+ onion, celery, carrot (greens like Kale, cabbage) purslane, Gotu kola. Fat removed. ½ cup minced kale, either fresh or frozen (use food processor for best results, destemmed) 2 cloves garlic, thinly sliced. Rock salt, rosemary pepper (dried rosemary with pepper corns, ground). Pinch toasted coriander seed 35 soba noodles (broken) 1 tbs fresh or dried minced onion 1 tbs finely shaved chicken breast 1 tsp fresh or frozen in olive oil minced parsley Reduced stock to half, then add everything except chicken and parsley. After 4 minutes boiling, add chicken and parsley – should cook instantly. Serve. Here is also a good spot to mention: when the Internet started up in Australia many years ago, probably about 2006, I did a search for heartburn. There wasn't much information online back then, but I came across 1 American page, some person had written about it, and they were claiming they know how to cure heartburn. They said for mild heartburn you should eat an apple. So, I gave this a shot, and indeed, it completely cured my heartburn! I didn't have it that badly anyway, but if I just ate half an apple every 2nd day, I would not have heartburn - it was amazing how “an apple a day” really works. I don't recommend a full apple, a full apple every day is too much for a petite. I checked that website again because I was so impressed. And saw this person went on to say that they actually know how to do a full cure of bad heartburn, but for that information you have to pay $5. I'm not going to $5 I thought, especially since I did not have bad heartburn, I didn't even have a credit card back then, and I don't think PayPal existed at that point either. In retrospect I think it probably would've been valuable information and probably worth the $5! I mean it was only $5 after all, and I had already had such good results. I can't remember who wrote it either. I guess it was just some knowledgeable computer nerd....😃 And I guess I could do my story as to how I got into essential oils here: back in 2000, I had just left Sydney and my career in the fashion industry. I thought there's no way I will be returning to that industry, maybe I should consider a different industry. I thought about ‘natural healing’, maybe I could be a naturopath? I actually started a course on it, can't remember the details now but I had a lot of information that I had printed out and was starting to study - and I realised once I started, that there was no way I could be a naturopath: you have to be a full-on doctor to be a naturopath, a naturopath is a doctor. There's no way I could be a doctor; I don't have the memory ability to memorise all of that, loads and loads of information. But in one section of the syllabus, was an area of Essential oils, and so I thought well that's perfect, I'll just stick to one area. There was some really good information, and I still refer to it today. In fact, I remember at the time thinking, ‘I'll just experiment a little and see if they work’, because essential oils were unheard of back then, like they weren't popular like they are now. So, I bought some lavender essential oil from the chemist, they had some, on special. And it just so happens, I had been doing some yard work involving whipper snipping the grass, since I didn't have a lawnmower (!), and both my hands were covered in blisters, heaps of them, it was terrible. so, I put lavender just on one hand and no lavender on the other hand to see if the claims about healing were true. I had to use a glove to apply it. After two weeks, the hand that had lavender was fully healed, and the hand that did not have lavender was still blistery. Proof enough for me!! They actually work, and I continued in my research, learning and acquisition of essential oils. I'm so glad I did that! Essential oils back there were about $12, for 25mm, some bottles now reach $60-$70 even more, although you can get lucky and still find some for $18-$25. But this extra price explains why I have stupid bimbos who steal from me; all the little girls want to play with essential oils now. And of course, if I was still living at Gunnedah I would have my own range of the local white Cypress Pine essential oil, so fragrantly gorgeous! - which you still can't get! even though there are claims of people selling it - but it's not the real thing. 15. The Socially Retarded Humans I have had to Talk to, Plus another Renters Bane - Asbestos in Bathroom This hasn’t happened so much recently, but I recall some years ago, it happened a lot, and I used to get so mad about it; often when I was talking to people, interacting with them, suddenly midway through a conversation, their phone would ring, and then the person would simply stop the conversation, often without even excusing themselves, and just start talking on the phone to someone else - so fucking rude. And I can’t believe how many people think this is perfectly fine and acceptable IT IS NOT. It is akin to someone burping and farting in the middle of a conversation, or someone pinching you as you talked, or if they started to take things from you as you were talking, like your glasses or your sandwich if you had one. It is TOTALLY SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE to answer your phone when you are in the middle of a conversation with someone. It is easy enough to switch your phone off or at the very least send the call to messages. Oh, and the photo above shows a typical house built in the 80’s, where asbestos has been used in a bathroom. 16. Will’d Death I would say in this country, the number of accidental murders, evil plotted murders, inadvertent murders and revenge murders that happen, and go unaccounted for; written off as “natural causes”, would be huge. With so many bogans in charge, and the amount of hatred within the community, and the willingness to not think about these awful things and the preferred ‘Barbie Bimbo Smile’ attitude. Means that the ‘badies’ get away with it. I also believe thinking something ‘on mass’ is a form of prayer, and it works in a similar way. And also, if you piss someone off, and then that person is constantly thinking about you, and cursing you, wishing you dead, - it’s kind of same thing as a prayer. So, it’s in your best interest not to piss people off. (namely me!). Not to mention the train of thought, of the believe it is the mother that ‘will’ their kids to be sick so they can look after them. (Unhealthy mothers, and sometimes nurses). 17. School Bully Story I remember a bullying incident 30yrs ago in yr 7, involving my friend, another girl, and the young powertrippy house mistress. I clearly remember it, but have never written about, but recently I became aware that the whole thing was actually about me, and my friend might not fully know who was victimizing her. Also, if her life is anything like my life; other people (idiots who get paid by the government) do reflections. So, she will need to know what happened in order to deal with present people who do reflections about the situation (this might only happen to me? So, the initial cause of the problem started when I and a couple of my friends, were walking across to the stables (boarding school with optional horse-riding) on our way we walked past a ‘pre-established’ group of friends, (beginning of year 7), and one of them (Melissa O’Gorman, the queen bee of the group) made some snide comment about my boots. {Some people find me irresistible…} (I did not have proper riding boots – I have never been big on conforming, instead when I was 10, I found some long knee high leather zipper boots at an op shop, and just loved them and wore them any chance I got (op shops – favourite place for ‘dress ups’!) of course, I just said something back to her in a loud and UNintimidated voice, and I thought that was the end of it (that is how you handle bullies btw) so, it would have been the end of it, except, unbeknownst to me, apparently my friend wanted to come to my rescue, apparently, she thought she should do something in retaliation, (silly minion brain), and apparently, she wrote a bitchy letter to this girl Melissa, and left it in her locker, she had signed it anonymous. The house mistress, Cathy Goldman, read it out loud in a house meeting, to try and find the culprit. Stupid woman. Plus, she told everyone, she already knew who it was, but wanted them to come forward. I can’t remember what the letter said exactly, it was brief, and I think there was name calling. (Cathy Goldman was a despicable and truly stupid woman who should be placed in a zoo. The way she handled this situation was disgusting – and she formed an obsession with me and harassed me ever since, not just the 6 years at school, but for years after school too). I had nothing to do with the letter. I did not know about the letter until that house meeting. Anyway, because my friend wrote that letter, 2 of Melissa’s friends found out who wrote it (somehow?) NOW, I CAN ONLY ASSUME it was my friend who wrote it, we actually never discussed it, but there was another girl who heard Melissa’s comment, Belinda (for all I know it could have been her, or her friend Anna, in our dorm??). But, Melissa’s friends found out it was my friend (maybe they assumed too?) and so they bully verbally attacked her when she was in the shower, behind a locked door - so my friend couldn’t see who it was attacking her, (if you want to know who it was, it was Jane McEnroe and Amy Powell, Melissa’s minions (don’t worry about it now, just knowing who it was will be enough – no more letters!) after they finished verbally assaulting her and stole her towel, they came into our dorm down the hall, and tried to play sides, as little girls do, (and still do as adults, stupid women - fuck off and get a life) Of course none of us would have a bar of them and they were politely shoved out the door. I went into the bathroom to see if I could find out if my friend was okay, and she didn’t talk to me, so I think she must’ve been very upset, and she didn’t know who I was, and she later emerged and was fairly upset and unsure of who her friends were. A little later her mother came and got her and removed her from the school permanently. So, this is quite an unfortunate situation that happened to her, but it was NOT unfortunate that she was taken out of that school. Boarding school is no place for a young lady. (Little birdy told me she is now a chef?). Btw, that house mistress followed me from house to house. And in year 9, she put me in a dorm with Amy Powell, deliberatley. In yr 10 she used to pretend she was a paedophile. A game, a fear mongering game. And since I left school, she has stalked me all across the country, I have seen her in every new place I visit, and she is accompanied by young girls who steal from me. She kidnapped my cat in Melbourne. I’ve reported her to the police; she’s a fucking stalking idiot dog. Also, I don’t know if this is related or not, but if you read my Photo story “STOLEN - my single tall dish drawer from Fisher and Paykel, was stolen by Tamworth repairer Northapp”, I talk about how my dish drawer was stolen in a very sneaky and devious way. I was dealing with someone by the name of Amy from Fisher and Paykel. So, after looking back and realising the whole incident about the Pat Pirelli horsemanship workshop, if you read my photo story “Australian Building Practises, its Renters who get stuck with HOME KILLERS” on p1, - this is exactly right up those bitchy girls alley. Could someone who knows either of those girls, please go and check their kitchens for my dish drawer? And check my x landlord Cate Rogers aka as Wainberg’s kitchen too. There was another bully incident in year 7, I was physically assaulted multiple times by a tall class mate, I won't name and shame her because I had considerable problems from her for the remainder of those six years there, that girl tried to make it up to me. I was constantly having to politely tell her to GO AWAY. Stupid. By the way, it's this situation, which is apparently is why in the Catholic religion, they have something called a "confession", where you go to the priest and confess your sins - it's so people who sin, don't get driven crazy by guilt, and turn into alcoholics! I think the Jews do it as well?? Several times on my blog now, I have written stories about female bullies who have done the wrong thing, and then hang around because they want me to make it right for them, so that they don't have to think about it anymore, you know obviously from guilt, or just from a sense of connection with me? I'm not exactly familiar with how bullies think because I am not a bully. On my blog, I think these people are “stupid dogs” and I say that, I'm not going to pat them on the head – to make it alright for them (That would be like giving them permission to do it again. You are who you are). So, I went to find one such story, so I could add something to it, and there was none, I couldn't find any stories on my blog about where I say I say ” I'm not going to pat you on the head”. I know I've written about it multiple times. I know there are women out there who are extremely offensive by me calling women dogs, but well, tough. Right back at you. Actually, after thinking about it, I have to say at this point I don't think I've ever been called a dog, with all the harassment I receive, there is never any mention about dogs. I mean once there was some guy in a tyre shop at Gunnedah, who threw a ball vaguely in my direction, like he was expecting me to ‘run and get it’ - which I thought a little funny albeit offensive, I just ignored him, and this ball went bouncing across the shop, and he went like “oh”, he was really shocked I did not run across the room and get it. Some men are just stupid. But, I guess I’ll tell you my dog story involving “pats”. I mean most dog owners are probably familiar with this. But after age 11, I seldom have been arouns the canine species, I don’t want any dogs, I find them to be a bit of a nuisance, cleaning, walking, expensive, time consuming…. One day at the Bulga farm, this man came around who had a dog, I don’t really know who he was. He said he was a friend of my landlords, and my landlord, Robert Cole must’ve mentioned him to, actually he was a ‘couple’, and his wife came out another time. I was amicable, and friendly, like I always am, I had invited this guy to sit down with me outside and we had a cup of tea with my fresh Echinacea flowers. His dog wandered off over to my enclosed chook yard, and so I yelled across sternly at him for for him to leave the chooks alone, and the dog came back and sat down, - very obedient. We were continuing our conversation, I didn’t pay much attention to the dog after he left the chooks alone, but then suddenly the dog started barking at me in my face, and I realised, that after I had been so stern with him or her, and the dog had obeyed me, he/she had been waiting for me to pat him to reward his obedience. Which I then did, and of course immediately he was satisfied and lay down and was quiet. This is exactly what I’m talking about with those naughty women who bully. So stop being such a dog and don’t expect me to pat you on the head. Btw, I blame mothers and ‘gold star’ primary school teachers for this dog behaviour in women. 18. Unhealthy Attitudes by Oppressors I’m really sick of seeing this attitude; I received an email today with this quote; “The secret of life is not looking back” Norman Rockwell, artist. This quote is said by bullies who bully people and then want the victim to ignore what they’ve done so the bullies are not held accountable and reminded of their questionable bully actions. This certainly is not the secret of life at all. The secret to life is happiness, and happiness is doing something about the things that piss you off so you can be happy, and if you don’t, those bullies will just keep happening, until you address the problem, the secret is NOT ignoring at all, this is extremely unhealthy attitude, and no change or evolvement will come about from ignoring bullies and sweeping things under the carpet. The ugly truth so to speak. And I can assure you, not ignoring it, and talking about it, and writing about it online, KICKING UP A BIG STINK, in the public arena, is the only thing that puts a stop to most types of bully in this country. Having said that, of course, there is the type of bully who wants one thing and one thing only and that’s your attention so if you ignore them, they soon give up and wander off. 19. The Danger of Carpet I need to do a whole special photo story about the real enemy out there; and that is carpets, and carpet manufacturers. I tried to write about this before I was ban on Facebook, well I touched on it, well actually I kind of said, you’d have to have a screw loose to put carpet in a rental! - I guess there’s a lot of non-thinking greedy property investors who inadvertently have carpet in their rentals, who don’t wish to be told that they have a screw loose, when in actual fact they do - Non thinking is a form of craziness! And because I did that particular story, I believe it partly contributed to also banning me from Facebook! A lot of people don’t know exactly how bad carpets are. Carpets are made from synthetic fibres (most of them) which give off a toxic volatile compounds, in affect, carpets poison you. This is not a made-up thing; I’m NOT trying to scare you with information. This is a real fact, they know about it, it happens. The reason why they still make these carpets, is because they are considerably cheaper, and most people can’t afford to buy all natural carpets. So, they try and shut down people who are opposed to them, like me. (I mean if there was total awareness of this issue, it would most likely mean the total closure of a huge industry, a million-dollar industry.) BTW, you do have to look at the whole carpet, not just the pile, because the underlay and the Warp, is often synthetic. So, you really have to look and research very hard before you buy, if you do not want to purchase toxic volatile compounds. I would say don’t bother putting carpets in at all; there’s far better options which are far more hygienic and considerably easier to clean (in case liquid items are spilt; which invariably happens) do yourself a favour say NO to carpets. By the way if you’ve never seen a toxic volatile compound, there is a way you can see them, so you can have proof for yourself. As in fact, I have seen toxic volatile compounds; I had a room in Gunnedah with a big huge window, it was very small room and thus hot, Gunnedah is a hot little town in summer, and the sun was pouring in through this window one day, middle of summer, very hot, the sun was hitting my shelf which had a row of tool boxes lined up, so there was a router case, a drill case, jigsaw cutter case, plus a few others. As the sun was hitting these cases, I could clearly see an almost transparent chemical clouds emitting from those cases, and then dissolving in the air. I felt I should leave the room. – I later through the cases out. Whether it is just the sun/ heat that sets off those fumes? Story related to Carpet too: Carpet Cleaning Chemicals in OTHER People’s Homes - Rentals I recently enquired to a Real estate about a rental ; if there was any possibility that the owner would replace the carpet. I could see from the photo that the carpet was well lived in, over quite some time - just the thought of that, (even if it was only lived in by one person), I personally find kind of disgusting. (One rental I lived in, I refused to take off my shoes at any moment when I was inside the house, because the carpet was so disgusting - that was at "Rowan Leigh"). I did not mention to her, the fact that, well, I personally think anyone who puts carpet in a rental, must be completely stupid. It's just so much more difficult to look after, even if you're the owner of the home it's a nuisance, but being a renter, particularly if it's not an expensive carpet and you don't have any motivation like ownership, well I know some people would be totally uncaring as a renter with carpet. Plus, most people have pets, so I mean carpet in any house, I think it's just an absurd notion. Absurd even and only, in the bedroom too. I mean what cat owner doesn't have a cat who waltzes in and sleeps on the bed; you never know what can go wrong when you've got a cat. I can't believe people still are so determined to use carpet. I suspect the carpet industry has some very sneaky marketing people in it. Oh, plus, here in Queensland, where it's so humid and hot, you'd have to be absolutely nuts to put carpet in a house up here. Mould! Anyway, the real estate woman did get back to me, and said No, it would not be removed, but however, the carpet would be "carpet cleaned professionally", before the new tenant arrived. I did not reply back, I thought I couldn't possibly put my response to her, because she would consider it too rude - she would not be able to handle it, and take it personally - even though it's probably an area that she hasn't given enough thought to, herself and possibly she should take it personally..... but as I may need somewhere to live in the future, I thought it best not to give her my response. Instead, I shall write it down here! I am going to write my response in this little photo story because I MEAN THATS PRACTICALLY EVEN WORSE! -why don't you just fill up my house, full of toxic chemicals, just before I move in. (Reminds me of the time when my aunt went away on holidays, and I was to stay at her place for a week, but I was going to arrive a couple of days before she returned, and so she thought it would be the perfect opportunity to set off a bug killer bom. I'm not sure if they still make them - I'm pretty sure they shouldn't be allowed to use them, it's like an aerosol bomb fills the room with toxic chemicals, and kills anything inside the room! So, as I was going to arrive a couple of days before her, she wouldn't have to open the house to all those residual chemicals , - I would have to air the house out; she gave me directions on how to air the house out properly, by opening all the windows etc!! The nerve of cocky uncaring and selfish women! And you can see how most people actually do know about the dangers of toxic chemicals, but they just think that it doesn't concern them - same situation with these real estates and carpet cleaning; "Well we don't have to have toxic chemicals in our house, you have to have it in your house, because you're a mere renter". Take some responsibility you nonthinking real estates. A professional carpet clean is just as stupid as putting in carpet on a rental. I can't believe so many people are so stupid, when this is really a common-sense thing - it could not be any clearer with today's availability of information, and about what we know about healthy living. Just keep those Australian bogan carpet cleaners away from me. 20. Virus's causing other diseases Pay Attention, be aware: There are highly contagious viruses at Nursing Homes, Hospitals and Child Day Care Centres, -Including occupational ‘asthma’ and the very serious Glandular Fever or some such virus (? walking pneumonia?), which I personally believe leads to inflammation of the brain - memory loss – Dementia/Alzheimer’s. I wrote this in Covid times when everyone was kind of thinking medically, but as I update this today, some years later, I want to mention that I really don't like thinking about medical issues: I'm not a medical type person unlike my mother who was a nurse; I have absolutely no interest in medical issues, in fact I tend to faint upon seeing certain medical things, like needles! (stick to “natural”). So, these are my observations. Talking about pneumonia – this virus is a silent killer, once you get it, that’s it, you have it for life, and your body’s immune has a constant fight on its hand – weakening you. I also believe this is why there is so many dementia cases now, - so called health professionals encouraging pneumonia amongst the population (80% apparently carry the virus) in order to build up an immune, BUT different DNA reacts differently to it? I have previously written about this, so I will stop, but, instead, write about a theory I was told about; A virus (the virus) was given to me deliberately, like it has been given to other certain people deliberately, due to one reason, and one reason only, and that is SMOKERS! Virus given to smokers. So, they are saying, pneumonia is given to targeted individuals to in order to build up an immune, in the population, and they may aswell target smokers, because smoking in its self is really offensive, it smells offensive. And we all know how people, women, mostly, do not like bad smells. If you don’t smoke, but are standing around someone who does, it’s bloody disgusting. Smells putrid. So, the powers that be have decided, that they’re going to play God and are going to give them a virus because they are stinky. This suggests, that lung cancer is not even caused from smoking. Because it is stated in medical journals that those who smoke have a higher chance of getting pneumonia (so, higher chance not because smoking causes a weakness, but high because the dogs think you stinky and seek you out to victimize with the virus). But fact, if a healthy person gets really cold from the weather, they will not get pneumonia, they may get a cold, but not a virus. I personally am targeted by certain women who want to humiliate me via odour. I have nothing more to say about that, except they were big on doing it at Miriamvale, and they wanted me to be humiliated around farmers – not really sure why, but that was there game. I know what people are like when it comes to bad smells, I would not tell anyone to quit smoking because it might kill you. I would tell them to quit because it is offensive. And indeed at my new place at Sarina, every one smokes, its like I have stepped back in time by 20yrs, and when anyone in my unit lights up, I have to race to the front door and close it, otherwise the smoke blows in. Disgusting, I can’t stand it, it is as bad as the stinky unleaded fumes that come in when the residents with old unleaded cars leave or enter. People who smoke are medically discriminated against. Btw, when I did smoke, I was not a heavy smoker, but I believe I was ‘chosen’ not only because of the stupid short blond girl who is out to get me, (same stupid blonde short girl who stole all dads roses as she thought he was being greedy – STUPID BIMBO) but, in Sydney after I left work for the day I would have a cigarette on the way home, it was a long drive, all the way out to Pendle Hill on the Parramatta Road. So that’s when I had a cigarette, in full public view – (remember all the dogs that accompany me) but that’s the only one I had, I didn’t smoke during the day at work, and maybe had one after dinner too, but not regularly, so not really a smoker. Later on in my life, I had more, but this was not for a long-extended time. I quit fully in my 30’s. Read my photo story “How to quit smoking; I’ve done it so many times I know how to do it.” On page 4 of My Life Stories in my Blog. I still have stupid dogs on my back about this issue. Rack off. I would like to say, the type of person who would deliberately give a virus to someone is truly evil, not to mention delusional, because they probably think it’s for the greater good. I bet those bloody dogs that do that, are Anal Pearl Wearing Nazi types! I have to say, my mother had a pearl necklace - the sweetest little pearl necklace ever, they were unusual gold pearls, and miniature ones, quite special, gorgeous! And she was nowhere near a Nazi type who wanted to play God. Although she did send us kids down to Sydney whenever my cousin got, the Measles, Mumps or Chicken Pox, so we would all get them as kids, and thus be immune – YOU HAVE TO BE A KID FOR THIS TO WORK. A child’s immune is much stronger than an adults. (My little sister got pneumonia when she was young, and she was a sickly child ever since. I don’t know if she outgrew those symptoms.) Watching a history channel on youtube, and what they did medically in the past was way worse!! I personally believe humans ‘muck’ their bodies up with bad health, and it changes their DNA and this in my opinion is what causes certain types of retardation at childbirth (some people think retardation is purely inbreeding). People can muck up their bodies in numerous ways, a big one is pollutants in the environment and chemicals that are absorbed. Also medications that are taken, so not just abusing your body with drugs or alcohol, but prescribed medications. There's a numerous ways peoples DNA can be changed: they did studies in the war and people who were afflicted with injuries were found to have changed DNA. So look after your body, do things naturally, avoid medications, pollutants, chemicals in the environment. Avoid injury. God doesn't make mistakes, we do. 21. Australia Warns its Tourists, about the Thieving Nature of the Locals Here shows a photo of a touristy spot in QLD. Look what I just stumbled upon, on Google Maps: a public sign stating “secure all valuables”. This is how bad the stealing is in Australia. They literally have to make signs alerting poor unsuspecting tourist’s to be aware of the hick bogan problems of Australian Petty thieves. Perhaps I should have had such a warning given to me before I moved to Sydney. But ofcourse, the government was the biggest thief ever when I was 18. 22. The Beach I have a major love of the ocean. I guess it developed at school holidays when we could stay with our grandmother who lived 550km away, by the ocean; instead of the Gunnedah pool, which I ‘lived’ in, at Gunnedah (our whole family had season tickets!), I now had an ocean! I remember fondly our family walking up and down the beach, and my 7yr old cousin and I running excitedly through the waves, shouting “Beer and Gold, Beer and Gold!” as the frothy bubbles of each wave receded, and the sand shimmered through! 40yrs later, I live only 65km away from the beach. I can’t afford to drive over their willy nilly, but sacrificing certain things, so I can drive over there, to go for a quick swim - is well worth it, such joy and happiness, still, I should never tire of it. One of those rare things that makes life. I do think it a little odd how many locals who live by the beach, who I’ve talked to, don’t actually go to the beach (I mean what’s the point of living so close when you don’t go for a swim??). From a functional perspective it seems a bit ludicrous, 65km over/back again, adds up to a lot of fuel money, for only 15 minutes of healthy healing fun (least with my health problems in my foot, knee and leg, I can still go to the beach, I am lucky). I did attempt to do a mobile seamstress business in this area, but somebody removed all my adverts, and sabotaged one of my clients. So, whether I get any more work over there, is dubious. Because I’ve been ban from my local post office, I have to collect mail elsewhere, so by the beach is a good a spot as ever! Plus, I can visit the beach doctor if I need too. So, I feel like I’ve got a valid reason to drive all the way over there!! I’m constantly looking for somewhere to live over there, in a nice secluded spot, and even though compared to the rest of Australia, this particular spot is not too pricy, it’s still seemingly out of my budget. I do find it a little bit peculiar in Australia, still, how the highest house prices are found in city areas, whereas the best locations to live are well away from cities, all along the coast. For instance, as I’m nearing the beach on my trip, 2 blocks short of the actual beach, I drive past a horse paddock, a huge horse paddock! 2 blocks back! - so as you can see housing prices are still affordable there. (I did see that land listed later on Realesate.com for $3million, 76acres, subdivision only) I guess it stems from a lack of fresh water. I remember my grandparents, when they retired, they bought a holiday shack right on the waterfront on the Central Coast. They lived in it until they self-built their big house, which was about a kilometre back from the water on the mountain (escarpment). So, while the house today is much bigger, and I guess relatively nicer, than the little holiday shack - the shack is probably about worth 4 times the price!! Too bad they sold it! “waterfront” wasn’t a big thing back then, it wasn’t really until the mid-90s, I would say that waterfront properties really took off, especially on the Central Coast and in Sydney. (What were they thinking before?) Glad I am not a child today – possibility of owning your home in Sydney, still zero. I have a surf story, back then ‘girls’ did not learn to surf, I can see thankfully times have changed somewhat. But I used to love bobbing up and down in the waves, weaving in and out, avoiding getting ‘dumped’. Boogie boarding!! The beach that we visited was long, calm at one end, and rough at the other (Killcare, a known surfer beach) I loved going down to the rough end to dance around in the waves - it was just the ultimate for me. I do recall probably age 10, of being dumped quite badly with a giant wave. I was literally tossed around as if I was in a washing machine, and the moment where you want to come up for air, you just can’t, because you’re too busy being tossed upside down and sideways, and every which way, water goes up your nose! So, then the panic sets in, and then the adrenaline sets in, and you become more aware of everything that’s going on, trying to find an opportunity where you can get a footing, or at least figure out which way is up/down. Eventually you get taken in, close enough to shore where you can find the sand and push up, grasp for some air. Albeit, left exhausted, and in a little bit of shock- I remember crawling back up to the beach to where mum was sitting “you got dumped”, “yeah” Little birdie told me it was spirit of the Surfy; dumping me just so I got to know what it was like being dumped by a surfer! Lol I want to add, that Beach was perfect because at one and it was very calm and the other end was quite rough, and the long in-between bit was graduation from one extreme to the other and so you could pick where you want to go on the beach according to whatever mood you’re in for the level of surf you wanted! There were these little kind of tracks leading off from the main road (dirt) they were kind of secret actually, it wasn’t even a popular beach back then, not sure about now. So, I often had my whole area to myself – perfect! I have to update this story with what happened to me yesterday at the beach, if you’ve been reading this blog, I am constantly whingeing and moaning about leeches that follow me around, and there at the beach yesterday, was 3 of them. But anyway, while they were hovering around me, when I was in the surf, somebody unwound my window on my car. Can’t be opened without opening the door and putting ignition on, so they would have had their own set of keys – this kind of theft has happened to me dozens of times. I didn’t notice that anything had been taken, I suspect they may have been looking for my wallet, as there was cash in it, as I had just been somewhere, where I received cash for sold goods, (see – dogs watch and follow me everywhere), but my wallet was not in my car, as I was not born yesterday. So, I hope whoever did that gets cancer and dies. But, my original Birth certificate was stolen around that time from my house, or maybe was taken that day, as it was in the car, who knows. And that day, there were heaps of ‘leeches’ following me about in Bundaberg too. Plus 2 weeks later when I was at Bundaberg, same thing happened, came back to my car, and the back window was unwound, not sure what they took, actually I suspect they took some leaves of the Gotu Kola plant, I had just previously made a sign for it, stating a leaf a day will keep the doctor away, I am selling it at Bundy Tender Centre……so they stole some leaves - stupid dog bimbos. Plus there were strange people lurking about at that time. Back to the beach, I’ve noticed swimming in the late evening, recently I have been getting bitten, and it’s actually quite painful, and leaves a red mark, a little bit like a flea bite, but more painful. I looked it up and indeed there is a ‘flee of the ocean’ there’s quite a few different species, they usually come out at dusk to feed on dead animals. This reminded me of an incident when I was quite young, I was swimming down at Killcare Beach, and I was getting bitten, it wasn’t terribly painful, just a little bit annoying, and I was looking around to see what was biting me, and with each wave, the light shone through it, and I could see hundreds of these little tiny fish, and it was these little fish that we are having a little go at me. I wondered what I could do about it, and I had a clear distinct voice enter into my head saying, “what should you like to say to the fish Emily”, it was a little bizarre, and I thought about it, and I thought well, I should tell the fish to go away as I was swimming here! And so after I had that thought, as soon as I had said it to myself, I could see on that next wave all these little fish doing a complete 180° turnabout, and disappear. That was the end of it, I have never been bitten by a fish or a bluebottle since, till now, so I can see I’m going have to try the same tactic next time I’m over there, and see if it works. I like swimming at dusk, there is an extra warm current at this particular spot in the late afternoon – good for aches and pains. Also, I want to say, every time I went there, when I was in the water, there would be a butterfly fly past me, all the way out over the ocean it was. I thought it odd, what was it doing so far away from plants. And every time. I have since moved 700km north from that wonderful beach, and while the climate is fantastic (almost rain every day since I have been here, YAH, but alas, alack, there is no beach with waves. There is a flat shallow one with nice sand nearby, but it is cloudy, I think it is muddy? – could be pollution, as QLD is fairly relaxed about what goes into the local creeks, and, it has Stingers plus crocs…so no swimming L) Btw, the sign at the beach said “there may be stingers here”. Definitely not clearly signed! Are there or are there not? And at what time of year? In fact, I’ve had quite some difficulty finding out if it is safe to swim or not. Google information is very conflicting, and most of the tourism websites show beautiful beaches but they never mention anything about stingers ever. Quite frankly I’m not surprised there aren’t more deaths caused by stingers. And what about crocodiles or Alligators – according to google maps there is a creek 1/2 hr away from me called Alligator creek! 23. Family Photos and Memories This is a family photo (just above far right), of me (left), 2 of my siblings, Daniel holding the guinea pig, and Penny holding her cousin Robyn’s hand, and Robyn’s sister Stephanie on the right, in the 1980’s. I actually can’t remember this situation when the photo was taken. I was young and I put it down to the fact that this photo, that was taken by my aunt Gwenda, and has only been recently given to me. Whereas all the photos we have of our family (extensive amounts of photos we had) I remember all those photos / situations / times quite vividly, I put this down to the fact, that whenever we got the photos back from the developer in the mail, mum and I would get so excited and sit down and go through them all. Plus, I used to look at the photo albums often as a child, it was my favourite Sunday afternoon bored thing to do, we had at least 12 big fat albums. I loved looking at them, and every single photo that I looked at, I can still clearly remember that time in my life. Whereas the photos from Gwenda, that I haven’t seen until well into my adult hood, I did not really remember them so vividly, like I do not remember holding a guinea pig, although I do recall we had guinea pigs, and I recall that time when our cousins came. But the other memories along with the photo of that time – I remember ALL the details. I just thought that was interesting how memory and images work. 24. Mitsubishi Triton 2009 Petrol Consumption on a 75 litre tank Says you should get 850km per tank, but I fill up after 500km, to be safe. (pretty much empty vehicle, no extra weight). I have got to 550km easy, with still 15l left in tank, so apparently that is 45km before red light. So I would say this Triton gets 600km max, and NOT 850km. 25. Tamworth Zombie Art Bullies OMG, I can’t believe the amount of bullying that goes on in the Tamworth Art Gallery sector, even worse than Gunnedah Art Gallery. Whenever I used to drive over there, I have these little friggin dogs who follow me around in a car, often I don’t see people who harass me from cars, but these ones were so prevalent, I tried looking in to see who they were, on one of their ‘turn arounds’, (they turn around and drive back again, down the main street in Tamworth (mainies)) the car was full of people, at least five, and I think maybe two of them were kids and the others all female. I mean just disgusting stupid people that are attracted to me and follow me around town, BUGGER OFF YOU COMPLETE MORONS. So, what they do is hurl abuse from car windows as they drive past me, I remember them very clearly outside the Tamworth regional Art Gallery. I lost them, after I went in, so that’s just what happens outside the Art Gallery. But, every time I went there, that is what would happen. This day, I had been busting to go to the loo, so I stopped by the loos, that were just round the corridor, to the Gallery, when I went in, the girls had seen me coming, and went and hid the toilet paper, all of the toilet paper in all cubicles - a whole bunch of them, about 15 girls, giggling, next door, thought it was really funny -bully bimbos. I did see 1 man amongst all those bimbos, I did not recognize him, but in retrospect, he looked like my landlord Cate’s friend, Win, at Kookaburra Park. (?) In fact I’ve noticed this a few times, like about 10 women surrounding one man walking along the street, or at some kind of gathering - very strange phenomena! It was also written about on one of those television shows, let me think back to which one it was, bout a lawyer… maybe Ali McBeal? they did an episode where this lawyer guy, where ever he went he had a gaggle of 10 tall blondes accompanying him. That’s just like that what I have seen!! I think that was a case of Art imitating life. (Turned out all the girls were standing on boxes to make themselves look tall!!) Then, when I actually went inside that gallery, OMG just stupid dogs, I can’t tell you, it’s too stupid. ZOMBIES, its like talking to a brick wall. Not to mention the nazi staff there who decided to chastise me in the gallery for taking a photo – which by the way you are BY LAW ALLOWED TO DO. Stupid woman. (I told you – Moth to a flame, constantly getting attacked by these fucking stupid little dogs; fuck off you stupid little women.) Someone told me that those women who chastise me like that, complete strangers, do so because of sexual reasons. And so I’m wondering, are they just sexually frustrated? Or are they going to think back on the incident later that night and have a bit of a good time?? Or are they planning on telling their spouse about it, so that together they can have a good time? Who knows? But I can tell you, if there’s any kind of ‘advances’ made in this chastisement, it is certainly not welcome. BE REAL. Btw, I had artwork in there, in the “young artist exhibition”, and it sold. After I left the Gallery, I stopped at one of the photography places; A common bullying tactic by staff (in A LOT of shops) is, when I go in there, they say after five minutes of talking to them about what I want; “we can’t help you, go away and come back in 15 minutes”, so they refused to serve me, Gunnedah council used to do it as well, probably others too that I can’t think of at the moment. (When I was talking to them at first, explaining what I wanted, why I was there, it was like they were zombies, coming across as totally retarded – AND in fact, it is like every shop I purchase from, they put a stupid dog in it to serve me for 5 minutes, then when they can’t, they leave. So ion this day, I did leave, and then went back, and when I go back, someone else replaced them, someone who isn’t a retard. But why did they put a retard in their shop in the first place?) it happened in Tamworth a lot (Decorama) Why are they bombarding me with retail retard zombies? (Not literally retarded, this is an expression for a stupid non-thinking person) (I have problems with actual retards, too, another story, that I will not be repeating). If you’ve been reading all my posts, you can start to see exactly why I have such a low opinion of women, and why I think most of them are completely stupid. I feel in an attempt to make up for what they did, the next time I was at the Tamworth Art Gallery, they sent in Yoko Ono! Can’t be sure, I am not good at recognizing people, but in retrospect, it was her!! Definitely a fan! But you won’t ever catch me setting foot in that place ever again. (At least no one stole the toilet paper at the Gunnedah Gallery!) 26. Sum-up about my Dentist Story I can’t believe how stupid the Bimbos at Gunnedah really are: After writing about the WHOLE experience, read my; “Toothbrush kit stolen with NEGS girl tortured teeth story at dentist” just below - but I would like to quickly add a little sum-up before I begin. The dentist at that Marquis St clinic, was an old gentleman, he had a blonde assistant, she made some comment about how my teeth must be all awful and rotten because I was most likely a drug addict because I was there on a dental voucher (she was a TYPICAL stupid bimbo) but instead of the USUAL RESPONSE from a man, this dentist actually stood up to her and said “no she has a fine set of teeth”, so I’m thinking because her comment wasn’t validated and she may have been a little bit embarrassed, SHE might be responsible for organising the whole tortured teeth situation, with Dr Sadiks (same clinic, different Dentist) - it would be typical stupid bimbo thing to do – apparently ‘women’s magazines’ encourage women to seek revenge if they have been ‘so called’ treated badly. Obviously, a bimbo’s interpretation of ‘treated badly’ is way out of whack: if she’s just annoyed and not sure why, she can’t apply common sense and see the big picture – I mean she’s got it all wrong, blaming me for HER bitchiness. This happens a lot to me with bimbos. Those same stupid supposedly ‘offended’ women, still steal from me, when it is not even my faulty, it’s their fault for their stupid assumptions, yet still they persist in their revenge torment. Those women’s magazines are written by money, don’t buy them you silly twits. I want to add, as it is now sometime later, but as I’m going through my whole blog and editing any spelling mistakes. There have been some reflective bitches, doing this particular story, implying that I must have done something to that blonde bimbo, or the doctor, or the other dental assistant, Tasha Burns little sister Gina, and as a retaliation they tortured my teeth. So, I am saying point blankly a no big fat NO, this is not the case. I’ve never seen or talked to any of those people involved ever before. Except seen Gina Burn at school, many yrs before, she was in a younger year; never spoke to her ever, but I believe she is copying the bully Charlotte Powell who did the kneeling thing. This was a pure bullying sadistic incident, targeting an innocent (me), as a result of attending that bloody school (I tried to sue them, but no lawyer would touch it; you can’t do anything about the DOGS. Here is a good spot to put this story The mental weakness of not being able to think about consequences in each life moment For this example, I'm going to write about my experience with most of the dentists I have visited in Sydney and Gunnedah, instead of the usual typical cliche of the 'blonde bimbo' that I encounter regularly. I've had at least 2 but possibly 4 fillings in my mouth that did not need to be done, there was no cavity there, no Xray, no sensitivity test. I was simply experiencing sensitivity pain from eating extreme hot and cold foods, but did not know about this phenomenon at the time, I just assumed I needed a filling, I was young - 18 or so. In retrospect, I could clearly see this one Dentist at Chatswood, he felt like he could get away with putting a filling in when he didn't need to, it's like he thought, jackpot!; a young girl who doesn't really pay attention and is still yet naive about how the world works.' I'll be able to make some money from this girl, go home and have a steak. (There are many dentists in Sydney who sit around and twiddle their thumbs, they're not busy and jampacked like the dentists elsewhere, where there's a 3-month waiting list. There is an oversupply of dentists in Sydney actually.) Now, what I can see, is simply another human, who does not have the ability to think about the consequences of their behaviour. And you may not think a dentist is stupid - but I can assure you, this kind of behaviour, of not thinking about consequences for bad, selfish, disrespectful, greedy behaviour - IS stupidity. The inability to think about the whole picture in every moment, is a weakness, a mental weakness. As a sidebar, I'd like to point out there are many other people in general, who won't steal from me, because they know (possibly have had drummed into them ), that stealing is wrong. But they too haven't made the connection that being disrespectful, as in verbally rude to my face; discriminatory or offensive, is still a mental weakness. WEAK. Weeeaklings. Update: that tooth that was greedily done all those years ago at Chatswood, has now 30 years later, due to the gung-ho ho young pretty dental hygienist who dislodged it with her gung-ho plague removal machine, has since been replaced 4 times, it has caused ongoing problems, and is STILL causing problems, (seems every time I floss I have pain, which obviously is a lot). And all from something that didn’t need to be done 30 years ago - just because of that stupid greedy dentist. So, make sure you take charge of your teeth, don’t leave it up to a dentist because some of them are revolting crooks. Only go to a dentists if you’re in a lot of pain. Actually in 2024 I discovered Dr Ellie Phillips on YouTube, she is a dentist from the UK, who in my opinion, is revolutionising the way people look after their teeth. Like I have mentioned in my dental stories, if you look after them properly you don't have to go to a dentist, and she pretty much says the same thing, but she has further helpful advice, and really explains what's going on in your mouth and what exactly a cavity is, and many other dental procedures - completely different from a dentist if you ever go to a dentist in fact they hardly talk at all. She includes advice on diet as well, and how that relates to your gut, and bacteria, and the correct PH. As far as I'm concerned if I had kids I would make sure that they watched all her YouTube videos, because she really empowers you to look after your own teeth properly. So, you know, when her kids (grandkids) turn 18, they're not going to be naive if they have to go to a dentist, they're going to know exactly what's going on. (Not that they will need to go!). She does make money from selling her little kit, so you have to always take things like that into consideration, but she seems like a very genuine person. Actually, I have managed to find pretty much everything in her kit in Australia, just under different names and brands, and actually I want to mention, I am an advocate for Sensodyne because it is a ‘cavity protector’ toothpaste, and she pointed out that you should use crest brand which only cost $2, and it turns out that's the same brand as Colgate, and Colgate are now selling ‘cavity protector’ toothpaste. I don't know whether they've always been selling it, or it's a new thing because of YouTube, so Colgate in my opinion has been selling a lot of different toothpastes, maybe to people who don't know that the only toothpaste you should be using is the ‘cavity protector’ toothpaste, and Colgate have been pretty much teasing people passively aggressively, taking out vengeance on the public by selling them the wrong toothpaste (revenge torture) - they are an evil company, so if you can afford Sensodyne, you should (maybe that girl from the supermarket dental isle, stalking me and removing all my products is from Colgate? Would not surprise me!). 27. 2 Tortured Teeth Story at Gunnedah Dentists (remember unfortunatly Wix cannot paste formatting) CCTV Cameras on at the Dentist - hanging from the ceiling, thanks. Okay, so my teeth were perfectly fine, except an old filling from 1992 fell out, so I had to go get it replaced, let me emphasize this, my teeth were all perfectly 100% fine. 100% fine. (I will also add the filling from 1992 probably did not need to be done – Sydney dentists say you need things inorder to make money. There are too many dentist in Sydney. So I was living out of town at Rangari, and I had to travel all the way over to Tamworth for the appointment, and I took my travel toothbrush so I could have clean teeth before I saw the dentist, now I mention this because, like so many big problems in life, actually the root of all my dental problems that I write about here can be traced back to a stupid little blonde from Gunnedah Coles supermarket (same one who stole from me at Harvey Norman, same one at darylee, same one at Currajong clinic, same one at Bundaberg hospital – a total evil stalking dog): so, I couldn’t get any soft bristled toothbrush at the supermarket, this weird blonde girl followed me around the supermarket, EVERYTIME I WENT THERE, and when I got up to the toothbrush isle she went ahead and took all the soft bristled toothbrush, and she did this every single time I went shopping over a several month period, (supermarket dogs; I have to get home delivery now due to all the stupid women…most people would not know about this phenomenon and exactly how much of a problem they are. How stupid some girls are, girls, women: all little stupid girls.) So, I had to purchase a hard bristled one. As a result of this hard bristled toothbrush that I used just before the dentist in Tamworth, my gums were all red and inflamed, and I should have just realized it was the toothbrush he was reacting to, but the dentist, he insisted that I go and make an appointment and have my teeth professionally cleaned, he said one is meant to do it every 12 months anyway. So, I went back to Gunnedah and saw the dental assistant, who is the person who does the cleaning, not a dentist. Actually, there was two dental assistance who were doing it, at the Gunnedah Hospital. 2 of them. Now, my teeth have never been professionally cleaned, ever, as I didn’t believe they needed it - they were perfectly fine, I always brush my teeth, as well as floss. But because I haven’t ever had them cleaned, there was definitely some tartar buildup. But, I believe something very fishy was going on in that appointment with 2 dental assistants, she gave me anaesthetic in the whole mouth, so I could not feel a thing, but what I was aware of was the noise, the huge electric tool that the other girl was doing something with, was so loud I really needed ear muffs, really, ear muffs, like I use when I use the chainsaw. I mean it was deafening, that’s how noisy it was - vibrating through my teeth and into my ears, but because my whole mouth was under anaesthetic I couldn’t feel anything. But when the anaesthetic wore off, oh boy, I could feel it and I could feel it for another four days, 4 days of pain. Horrendous. And I know because of that pain that girl who did my teeth messed up completely, it should not have hurt that much, and she was so brutal that one of my fillings lifted up, - next part of the story, so, when I went to the Gunnedah dentist (Gunnedah Dental Centre, 107 Barber St, Gunnedah NSW 2380), to sort this new problem out, for some curious reason (I’m guessing it’s because they really liked the young pretty girl who did the tartar removal and did not want to ‘play sides’ as in, accuse her of messing up the cleaning, which she obviously did, if I wasn’t sure before, I could tell from the response from those dentists afterwards SHE GUILTY – a young pretty HOPELESS BIMBO), but so this dentist refused to acknowledge the fact that my filling had been dislodged, even though I could actually push it up with my tongue, and underneath, it reacted to hot/cold water badly, BADLY, AS IN EXTREME. So that dentist said no, no there’s nothing wrong with it, no need to replace (idiot). IDIOT. Actually, in retrospect, that dentist was a young Asian guy, and I suspect he wasn't really a dentist, like he was so unprofessional, and seemed to have no idea what he was doing, plus did not speak like a dentist. And at the time I had been dealing with computer nerds, re the satellite companies for Internet connection - I think he was someone who worked for one of these Internet companies, a computer nerd? not really sure, just a feeling, so who the hell put this Idiot in the dentist posing as a dentist? Which fucking bimbo did it? I know this behaviour would be traced back to a stupid woman, as everything bad in life is traced back to a STUPID WOMAN. That clinic needs to be SUED. They also had a bimbo receptionists, who apparently was learning to become a dentist by being mentored by Dr Jonas. (Before I went in that day, the dogs did signs suggesting I poof up my hair – you know, like a cat does to make themselves look bigger when encountering a predator or foe. ) SUED – you stupid little fucking fighting girls who are just PATHETIC bullies. FUCK OFF. This story gets worse. So, I wanted to go to a different dentist. But because Gunnedah is such a small town it doesn’t have a public dental system, and so vouchers are given out to a lot of people who receive Centrelink payments like pensioners, war widows, disabled, unemployed.... so, you can take the voucher to attend to the dentist of your choice (initially, I thought this voucher system was good, I later changed my mind, as I really think that there is an element, especially amongst the wealthy, like a dentist, who believes that free public dental care should not be given (the rich and clueless). So I wanted to go to see the local reputable dentist in town, Dr Michael Jonas, but the silly twit who runs the voucher place in Gunnedah (oy, yet another woman), knew that I wanted to see Dr Michael Jonas, so she, being a stupid dog, like all stupid dogs, they do exactly the opposite, and insisted this other dentists was the only one I could see, she made an appointment with the other dentist - now the other dentist is non-existent, he closed down his practice for retirement, (he used to treat mum), and in its place is a supposed ‘travelling’ dentist, his name was Dr Sadik from Sydney, (yes Sadik, as his name suggests, turns out he was a sadistic prick). He had 2 dental assistants, again another fishy situation with 2 girls. So again, I had the same problem with the response “oh yeah there's no problem with the tooth, it's perfectly fine”. I couldn't believe it, I was lying there pretty much dumbfounded, that these stupid dentist couldn't find such a significant obvious problem! Where they playing a game or is this unbelievable dentist stupid?? But, he said, there was definitely a problem in the other tooth on the other side of my mouth, and he had to fix it immediately. So I'm thinking alright, if there's a problem it should be fixed (I can't believe sometimes how naive I was when I was younger); They caused so much pain it was unbearable, the dentist used a blunt drill and he had anaesthetized a different location from where he was actually drilling, and so I could basically feel all the drilling, so using a blunt drill and anaesthetizing wrong location was done deliberately – NOT A MISTAKE, so the two dental assistant and the dentist working together to cause pain - it’s so obvious to me, plus in retrospect, I recognized one of the dental assistance, she’s not really a dental assistant, she was from Sydney too, and is Tasha Burns little sister from school 20 years ago, why she wanted to inflict pain on me and what she was doing there in Gunnedah is beyond comprehension STUPID rich GIRL fuck off. (I put in a complaint with various people, including NSW Dental Council of NSW, (my scream is way louder than anyone could possibly imagine, part of the reason I was ban from Facebook – because of these stupid women.) Not sure if anything was done about it. I would like to quickly add a little side story about the previous dentist in that clinic, he was an old gentleman, I had been there once. He had a blonde assistant, when I was there she made some comment about how my teeth must be all awful and rotten because I was most likely a drug addict, because I was there on a voucher (she was a typical stupid bimbo), but instead of the usual response from a man, this dentist actually stood up to her and said, no she has a fine set of teeth. So, I’m thinking because her comment wasn’t validated by him, she may have been a little bit embarrassed, and she was most likely a narcissist, (who HATE being embarrassed), so she might be responsible for organizing the whole painful situation later?; it would be typical stupid bitch thing to do - most women need leashes and proper supervision all the time. Hate to tell you the UGLY TRUTH. {I especially wanted to mention that bit about HER nasty comment and HER embarrassed reaction and then HER vindictive behaviour. So, you can see, it really didn't have much to do with me. That girl created her own stupid situation. Now, the number of times I have heard “oh well you must've done something to you evoke that kind of bully reaction” or “well, you should have been more respectful” – OMG, no! this infuriates me, because I was respectful, I did not do anything to provoke stupid dog. It's about them behaving badly, and wanting to do so. Their true nature. Their dysfunction. So, stop putting this bad behaviour on me, it has nothing to do with me}. Same situation repeatedly happens to me, is this my cross to bear? Enduring stupid women??? So, after leaving the dentist in complete pain that day, and then spending the next two weeks in complete pain, which also happened to be Christmas, so I was unable to eat anything because I couldn’t chew on my tooth, AND by then it had turned black, BLACK so I make an YET ANOTHER appointment, at the ‘proper’ clinic in Gunnedah, this time with Dr Michael Jonas. (Someone later told me that a ‘black tooth’ is a common thing that happens amongst cocaine users, they were implying that the girls did it deliberately to try to imply to whoever was listening, that I was indeed on drugs. See that stupid blonde bimbo assistant? I can. Now, weird as that sounds, wanting to accuse someone of being on drugs, I found this to be a common thing in Gunnedah. I'm not sure why girls wanted to tell other people that I'm on drugs? I believe it's just a way to be disrespectful and to try and discredit me? Not sure why they're trying to discredit me, maybe because they know they behave badly around me, and they don't want me to tell anyone – so they try to discredit me?? I make them see their own STUPIDITY?? But honestly, there's been a whole movement, in Gunnedah, of women (little girls), trying to have me incarcerated for being on drugs. It's just weird. NOT ON DRUGS YOU STUPID BIMBOS (NOR DO I DRINK, I am of sound mind all the time, always have been. I won't have anything more to do with any women ever again, they're just too stupid. So, Dr Sadik’s work has to be completely redone. COMPLETELY REDONE. Ofcourse most likely nothing wrong in the first place. And I still insisted there was also the problem with the original filling that had been dislodged by the gung-ho dental nurse (not sure if that was done deliberatley or not – in retrospect it may have been ???) Now, Dr Jonas, I believe, he didn’t believe me when I said that Dr Sadik had deliberately inflicted pain and deliberately messed up the job, I know this because he started to tell me a story about when he was young and he made a technical mistake, and he implied that it was just a mistake and people make mistakes. I find it really weird how he was so naive about the nature of a sadist, and also what they will do to try and amuse colleagues, - the dental assistants, and or the other way around. Dr Jonas is clueless about the nature of most people. And he was wrong to disbelieve me – see the dogs won; she is on drugs Dr Jonas! Oh, ok stupid dogs. Idiot manipulated man. In fact, I find most people are like that, they have no idea about all the real evil that goes on in the local community, and they just refuse to acknowledge it and don’t want to hear about it. Well, you better believe it, and it’s so often every day seemingly normal and usually well paid and popular people who target low-income people. So, because he did not believe, just thought I was some whiny poor person on drugs, this dentist, as he started working, he stabbed me in my nerve with a needle, it was like he was showing me ‘this is what nerve pain is’, because previously, I was telling him I thought that Dr Sadik had drilled into my nerve, and he said, no the pain would’ve been caused from a blunt drill bit. And so, this is what nerve pain feels like, - and soon as he did it, my arm automatically reflexed and shot straight up into the air and practically punched him in his face (serves him right!) - it was really a rotten thing to do in my opinion, and ALL because he didn’t believe my story, about deliberately causing that pain. Arsehole. So, once he fixed that tooth, which was quick and easy, I still insisted that the other tooth be fixed as it was starting to cause a lot of pain, getting worse as food was getting under it, and I could feel it, very sensitive. He grudgingly agreed (!). He went ahead and did so, but he had EXTREME DIFFICULTY for some reason; I think I kind of figured out another reason why maybe they denied there was anything wrong with it, because this filling had been done when I was young, and may have been like a long-term filling, as in a lifetime filling - because they have different types of fillings, ones that last 10 years, and ones that last longer (this is what I can gather, as no one really explains anything to you at the dentist). So, my filling was not meant to be replaced, and they knew that by removing it and redoing it, it would most likely cause problems, which in fact it has, years later – it is ongoing. So, it took Dr Jonas quite some time to “fix” that tooth, he used a special huge wire contraption, (they no longer use those, I was told), and I believe in fact, he was not the right person to do it, because my mouth is very small and petite, and Dr Jonas was an old mature man, with big manhands, which contributed to why he had such difficulty. After he fixed the tooth, which took about an hour, it sometimes later hurt, (7 years later, still hurts, have problems with it, it has since been replaced another 6 times, but it makes no difference, and as there is no decay, I can only assume it’s from the nerve damage by Dr Jonas. It pretty much hurts every night when I lie down. And every time it hurts, I am reminded of this whole bad memory, of those REVOLTING PEOPLE, and stupid bitch women . Sidebar: I think maybe those dentists had help in their antics, like, I assume it's computer nerds, they seem to come to the defence of any stupid blonde bimbo who fucks up, this story is the perfect example showing how they want to come to their rescue, “yes, you are right blonde bimbo, she is on drugs and scum of society with terrible teeth!”. Those bloody computer nerds want to perpetuate this whole lie, in order not to make the blonde bimbo look wrong. I can only assume it is actually someone else who has blonde hair too?? Maybe they feel like blonde people get a hard time in life, constantly being called stupid, and so they overcompensate by doing these truly revolting and evil things, to anyone who doesn't have blonde hair. Well pretty much a case point isn't it. So today, I am compelled to write it down - I’m going to put it up on the Internet for all to read about my woeful tail and the true nature of stupid bullying dogs in Gunnedah – (by dogs, I’m not referring to ugly women or the canine species, I’m referring to women, or more aptly named girls, who harass, like a dog nipping the ankles, and ‘leech’ on to me, and who steal, and in my case, inflict pain, (often they are zombie bimbos too, but not always)). I said before that I did put in a complaint, and wasn't sure if anything was done about it, however I found out soon after that Dr Jonas no longer worked at the Gunnedah clinic, and now worked over in Tamworth. I know he'd been in Gunnedah for many years, so maybe there was some repercussions. I did try to contact Dr Jonas later and tell him in writing what happened, but was advised he's retired. Now, any time I go to the dentist or doctor, any medical related thing, I wear my body cam. Actually, I wear this whenever I go into town anyway, otherwise, I just have too many ‘dogs’ all the time, harassing me and trying to steal. Whenever I wear it, there’s no dogs, they are such unbelievable cowards. With a camera, I don’t have to deal with bullies, the camera fights for me, just by recording what’s actually going on. I find it strange how bullies think I would want to interact with them it’s like they’re waiting for me to tell them off and communicate with them in some way. Of course, I do not wish to interact at all with that kind of person – no dysfuncts in my life thanks very much. Update: after watching excellent YouTube videos on dental stuff, I found out, bicarb soda is what stops teeth bacteria dead in its tracks, so after brushing, I rinse with water that has a bit of bicarb, and voilà no more pain. A water pick helps too. Apparently my flossing was pushing bacteria down into a “dental gum pocket”, and that was causing the pain. (Most likely a pocket situation arising from bad dentistry.) Some people only brush with bicarb, and swear by it; no trips to dentist ever. 28. The Art of Brushing your Teeth. Ban anything but SOFT bristled toothbrushes. And, 2 minutes is 1 minute too long. Otherwise you get receding gums in your 40’s. Painful. Some believe there is a conspiracy within Colgate to sell hard bristled toothbrushes in order to inflict pain on Australians in their 40’s. (But we really know, Coles Gunnedah is to blame {read my dentist story} Buy carefully - knowledge is power, Australia is a young country. Don’t go to a dentist unless you’re in serious pain, this applies to children aswell. Dentists mess up your teeth completely, be much better off leaving them as is, in many instances. Infact I’m going to take this further, because I have elsewhere a list of things, I wish I was told when I was 18, but I couldn’t fit the “The Art of Brushing your Teeth” story on it. So, I’m going to put it here; The reason why more than one minute of brushing your teeth is too long, is because if you start off this way, as we did when we were kids - we were instructed in 3rd class by a “dental expert” to brush for 3 minutes after each meal, in fact 3 minutes after every time we eat, she said. I clearly remember it, because my little brother was in the classroom too, and he gave her the correct answer she was looking for, it wasn’t after every meal; “you need to brush after every time you eat” (totally nazi) And this is way too much, because all of that teeth brushing, slowly but surely grinds your teeth away - so a dentist can actually tell you which side of your mouth gets more brushes than the other. And a dentist who is not familiar with your petite mouth, Emily, will mistake a low tooth, for one that has a cavity. This is why it’s particularly important not to grind any of your teeth away. And if you really think about it and concentrate when you’re brushing your teeth, you don’t actually have to do multiple swipes over the teeth in fact usually just one or two is sufficient to remove sugars. And, as a result of over brushing, you will get receding gums in your 40’s, which is extreme sensitivity pain, so no over brushing. Receding gums is also caused by whitening your teeth, so don’t do that either, just cut back on coffee and mango tangos. There is an art to looking after your teeth; for starters, never ever ever go to the dentist unless you’re in serious pain, there’s no need for you to go to the dentist at all, if you brush every day and look after your teeth. You have extremely good teeth. God gave you perfect teeth, but the dentists fucked them – so do not go to the dentist. And you do (did) brush them regularly and looked after them, there is NO reason why you need to go to the dentist. (Btw, Dad never went to a dentists ever either) So, as I recalled when I was 18, I didn’t have to floss, as food would not get stuck in between my teeth, it wasn’t until dentists tinkered around with my teeth, that gaps were formed and suddenly I had to floss - this is because, Emily, you have a lot of teeth crammed in your little mouth, they’re perfectly formed, but they’re just very close together, which dentists are trained not to like. It’s actually a bit of a bonus not having to floss after every meal, but the dentist messed it up. And when the time comes for a nursing home – this is going to cause MAJOR problems, no one is going to floss your teeth! So, if only you could take my advice and don’t go to the dentist! - then you’re probably still wouldn’t need to floss regularly anyway, no food stuck in your mouth for decay to build up - just pay attention to what’s going on in your mouth after you eat. Oh, sometimes, they can hurt, this is NOT from decay, they just might be a little bit sensitive, because you had something too hot or too cold. Do not go to the dentists for any slight pain, otherwise if you tell a dentist, you were experiencing pain in a certain tooth – they will drill it and fil it, when really there was absolutely nothing wrong with it. (They did this 4 times, and caused extreme pain, so listen to my advice). I need to add the dentists in Sydney, are not like the dentists in Gunnedah, where there’s a three-month waiting list to get in, and they’re flat out busy all the time. They don’t need any more customers - but there are dentists in Sydney, who are just sitting around twiddling their thumbs, with no customers, waiting for someone to come in. And so, if a young woman comes in and tells them she’s got a toothache, they are going see what they can do, to charge the most money -even if there’s nothing wrong but mere sensitivity from the bowl of ice-cream you ate the night before. They do it. It’s theft. It’s a normal part of Sydney life which is not mentioned when you’re at school, so you don’t know about these things - you’re not prepared, school does not actually prepare you for life after school, for the real world. Use clove essential oil if there is any pain, wait till the next day, it’ll probably be okay. Clove oil will kill any bacteria, it’s very effective, it will stop decay in its tracks. Be careful with it. Potent. I put some on a small area of floss tape, and use it that way. If I get any toothache, I do that, and voilà! the pain is gone by next day. I also recommend only using Sensodyne toothpaste, that toothpaste adds a protective layer over the teeth, doubly ensuring no decay, use it from the get go as a child. And you need a super slim toothbrush for your petite mouth - I don’t think they even made those kinds of toothbrushes back then, so you have to buy a child’s one, until, I’d say 2020, is when they started making super slim ones!! So that’s 30 years you have to wait till they make a toothbrush specific for your mouth. Also, do not get your teeth ‘professionally’ cleaned by the dental assistant, not necessary. Most dentists are not familiar with petite mouths, and most dentist are male and old men - who have large hands, they have “man hands”. There’s no way someone with “man hands” can work on your petite mouth. Actually, I do believe someone at the Bundaberg clinic worked this out, and when I needed to have a filling replaced, they gave me a young Indian girl, who was very proficient, despite washing my mouth out with soap (no rinse sink at that place), she must have been from Facebook, I was banned from FB for apparently swearing. STUPID DOGS where ever you go. Just avoid dentists, unless in extreme pain. 29. Radio dogs from Triple J using Police Contacts to Harass and Victimize Major problem back in the day – thieving dogs seem to be totally attracted to working in radio stations. I no longer tune in to radio stations, as they knew/know when I’m out travelling around, they have friends in the police, they contact police and police target me, mainly for speeding (but anything they can get away with - it’s about money and having someone to victimize) it has bordered on the side of harassment, mm, no, it has been police harassment. So much so, when I went on a trip to Ballina, I had major stomach cramps and it was due to the fear of being pulled over by the police constant dog-edness. Bugger off police and bugger off stupid dogs on the radio - bimbos. I am not your personal mouse. I think that stupid short blonde girl who steals from me works at a radio station. So, the medaling dogs at the Gunnedah art gallery is aware of what’s goes on (in my past too) and scheme diabolical arty plans, kind of recreating incidents. Arrogant, condescending, pervy women. They are trying to ‘cure’ me – they are such condescending fucking morons. 30. Deal with Negative Issues you Silly Twits OMG! I am so sick of silly twits in the workplace who can’t handle MINOR workplace problems. In the workplace you are going to get problems, and negative issues, ALL THE time - that you have to deal with. You’re going to get stressful people, there’s going to be stressful times. STOP WHINGEING ABOUT MINER NEGATIVE ISSUES AND DEAL WITH IT, stop being so mentally weak, otherwise you might just get a BIG negative issue with REAL NUISANCE problems. • “OMG, someone spoke to you in a raised voice. Oooh no, what will you do? How will you cope? • And, oh, no, not an interruption, goodness, how will you remember where you were up to before! • And, oh, you don’t like my tone…, you poor little girl, why don’t you stop everything, stop doing your job, and just go home. • And, the very worst, someone asks you a question; oh dear, the worst annoyance ever!!” BTW, this concerns all types in the workplace, from courier drivers to lawyers – all guilty of not being able to handle small negative issues. You have no idea about being bullied, I know. Btw, I am pretty sure {as in I know for certain}, I have some stupid blonde girl stalking me for the last 30 years, as I called her up on her error (in a slightly annoyed way}, whilst she was attempting to make a DRs appointment. I mentioned it in my Dr experience, but to follow and stalk, harass a patient for this reason – this girl is beyond a stupid bimbo - she would have extreme mental health problems. Actually I've noticed on this topic, this is just the tip of the iceberg, so many people can't handle so many different things. So many women I have encountered especially housewives who can't handle any kind of crime information, like neighbours who steal; they don't want to know about it. If there's a rapist down the block, they certainly don't want to talk about that! They just can't handle anything negative. (Not being able to handle this btw, is a dysfunction, it's a mental problem). Same with old men; they only want happy barbie bimbo women! They can't handle women who have any kind of complaints or whinges, and when you're a woman, especially an older woman who knows how the world works, you have many complaints, (there's a lot of injustice in the world). This is such a problem for old men, that I would just automatically write off any man over the age of 50, they all seem to have these hang ups, and then don't get me started on their controll issues either. 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emilyconstancebieman, life stories, About P2, Save the planet, stop breeding like rabbits, seriously. (Mothers with only one child make the best mothers, if you can’t afford to feed your child you should not have had kids and thus are stupid. (Thieving bloody single mothers, I have had it up to here and beyond with you) About P2 Ok, so now I will continue with my photo stories; 1. Bims at Fashion Houses in Sydney EMPOWERING stupid stalking leeches to harass young women Sydney Australia Fashion House Bims: I went for a job interview here (Image Clothing/Howard Showers) and you wouldn’t believe what these bimbos did; before they got the person who was interviewing me: they got some stupid leech dog who was following me, (they allowed her) literally stalking me, across the city, I assume she must’ve been from Centrelink, (she was – a continuous problem, she had brown hair, freckles, kind of short), to interview me. They pretended she was the supervisor (what the?). This girl was nothing but a total pervert, she went through my whole resume and asked me 50 million questions most of them really quite personal, especially interested in money, she was offensive and invasive, and then after she’d finished, they passed me on to the ‘real’ person who was actually doing the interview, btw I got the job and worked there for 14 months. I have since left and have worked elsewhere. It is only in retrospect that I can see clearly what happened, and it is no wonder Image Clothing has closed. How dare they set up a fake interview with some stupid little leech dog that works at Centrelink (or worse, she's probably one of those stupid little dogs that steal from me? maybe even a neighbour at Petersham?? I can't believe the stupid women at image clothing would do that? fucked girls fucked women.) See, I am surrounded by morons. (One woman who worked there needs special mentioning, she was pregnant with brown hair, I can’t remember her name - brainless woman BRAINLESS.) -and no, not the 7mnth pregnant one downstairs that smoked – see, surrounded by fully dysfunctional people in the fashion industry). Actually, I want to mention a bit of a secret that went on there, I suspect it did in a lot of others to; the designers would travel over to Europe and or America each season to see what the latest fashion trends were, they would buy a whole large suitcase of clothing, come back and copy it all, perhaps they might change a colour or a button or something. But it was really a bit of a scam in my opinion, as a young designer. It was basically about having a shopping holiday for the designers, and you know their own ‘personal lifestyle’. So not only did the designers in this company have the cushiest job, and the easiest job, but they got paid the most. This whole structure just didn’t make any sense to me, it still doesn’t - although I think it basically goes back to oppression in Australia, not thinking that they’re good enough to do it themselves, and not being encouraged in schools. I know in my public-school education there was certainly no encouragement for creativity or design, in fact it was kind of looked down upon. And a fear of being creative and different was instilled. However, the designers in that company were all from overseas anyway, perhaps a Tall Poppy thing, but really, Australian education does not prepare one, for those kind of roles, it’s like, there is a pre-existing social structure, and a typical girl from Australia is not going to be even considered for a ‘money’ job. Actually, I recommend not working in the fashion industry. Women in the fashion industry are uncouth bitches anyway, private school does not prepare you for such a world. I did wonder in retrospect at my parents encouraging me to go into the fashion industry, when they just spent all that money on a private school education, and people that work in the fashion industry and notoriously the lowest paid females, not only in Australia, but in the world. It just doesn’t make any sense at all. Having said that, I feel you could be successful in the fashion world, as in your own business, if you have a mentor. Someone from the industry who is very familiar with how things work - the rag trade has a certain way of working and a young graduate is clueless about how it works. One would need connections in China too. I want to mention, also, I worked in a different fashion company, Gazelle near Botany Bay, there was a ‘mousy’ girl there who was my assistant for about 3 days. One day she gave me a lift when I had car service and she charged me $2, she was very odd and definitely a sneaky thief, she stole some mambo labels in a very sneaky bimbo way, and I’m pretty sure I’ve seen her several times working has a checkout chick in shops that have stolen from me in Gunnedah, either at checkout by putting items through twice or pickpocketing from my bag, plus my 10 white 500ml coffee cups were stolen by someone in the fashion industry, and it’s possibly her? High bimbo dysfunction, can’t remember her name unfortunately. I think she followed me up here in Queensland too, but since I’ve written about her in this image story. I’m pretty sure she’s gone, can’t say for certain but just a feeling. One of the fashion houses I worked at was Discovery Clothing, the girls were very curious about me when I started, they were not quite bitchy, but certainly wary, threatened and a little hostile, but the main aim was to find out how much money I earned. When I told them (that’s the kind of frank and honest person I am, btw - way too naive in my 20’s) and it was relatively low, like minimum wage, more or less, around $22000/year) So then suddenly all the girls relaxed and were nice to me -so it seems as long as you don’t earn more money than them, they are nice and respectful to you. Can you see how ridiculous women are? How stupid they are? How LITTLE they are? By the way, also that company, the women in charge of payroll, didn’t pay me the first week I was there, when I asked, she said they will pay me 2 weeks, next week. But after 2 weeks, still no pay-packet, I went and asked, oh, they forgot, next week they pay. So, this went on until after one month and they finally paid me, but they only paid me for one week, and they said when I leave, they’ll pay me that additional 3 weeks’ pay. I would just like to say a big FUCK those accountant girls, they are thieves, I hope they get cancer and die. I would also like to add, management was snobby and unapproachably bitchy, and I would say most definatly knew the little game the payroll girls were doing– fuck all of them. By some miracle, that company is still in business, I guess since they actually paid, more than some fashion houses…. Here is a good spot to literally talk about the meaning of fashion; if you’re a woman in her late 40s and no longer slim trim like a woman in her 20’s, good luck trying to purchase clothes from those big clothing manufacturers; it’s impossible, it’s like they stopped at size 16, so if you’re an 18, forget about it. It has occurred to me and why they did this, and is because young women who are skinny, size 8, 10, 12, 14 and 16, are the only women stupid enough to buy fashions each season, so the retailers take advantage of their naive shopping habits, and make money from them. They don’t make enough money from sensible women who are happy to have the same T-shirt for three or four seasons or whatever. 20 years. Anyway, back to the point of this photo story, and that is LEECHES who follow me around, with my clear example at Image job interview. These leeches have been following me and stealing from me for over 20yrs. How totally inadequate are the Australian Police, how inadequate is Australia? Is this what they do in other countries?? I really want to know, are there leeches who follow single people around all the time in England and America?? What about Vanuatu? I have complained so many times, so many times they did nothing, I had to literally take matters into my own hands; get a camera, take photos of these stupid bimbos and put them up on social media, and name names – it is the only way they will stop – %&$$& little cowards. Leeches: non-thinking DOG people who latch on to me, because they have no brain to speak of, and will chase, attack and will not stop until target is dead. Just like a dog chasing a smaller creature, same thing, they are animals. Leeches is probably the best word to describe them, sucking my blood, wanting to know EVERYTHING about me, stealing my ideas, doing the opposite of what I was thinking in a rebellious manner too - there are some women, especially in the fashion industry, particularly from Bonds, who later look back and see how stupid their behaviour was, and they TRY to blame me, (the stupidity continues) {as if it was my fault she tried to break the toilet wall down to get inside while I was in the middle of things – YEAH RIGHT} Anyway, so those bitchy insecure women try to come up with plans/ways to make it look like, it is the other way around, and, I can assure you, these stupid bimbos are so intent on their mission, (they go to great lengths) that they have a lot of people fooled. (Hence why I was locked up against my will for 7 days to ‘see’ if I was crazy – FUCKED people, fucked government. I really do recommend NOT having kids. BTW, what happened at Image as I explained was probably not the worst thing that happened while I was there. I was put on a salary ($20 more each week than the minimum wage) then expected to work 12hrs overtime every week, with no overtime pay (50hr working week) and work the occasional Saturday without pay - which IS NOT ACCEPTABLE WORKING CONDITIONS - and yes, I do know about what goes on in India (they try and make you feel guilty to get you to work harder. {Actually, I have to mention a despicable thing that goes on in India, is those trashy Indian mothers have kids, for the soul point of getting them to work for them; be their slave so to speak as soon as they can walk, it is bad there, so I saw on the ABC}). Anyway, the owner of that company Image, was Allen Green. But all the people involved will be in major karmic dept. (I left the fashion Industry shortly later and became a nanny - better money! Seriously, I had 2 full time nanny jobs for about 12mnths, that both paid better than my fashion industry wage, plus no stress there, no stupid bitchy colleagues either) I have to say, looking back, what an absolute waste of my time and energy working at that company. And perhaps, better off being unemployed than being used in this manner. Although I did get a good insight into the way the fashion industry in Australia works, back then the sewing piece work, was still done in Sydney. And after that nanny experience, it was confirmed, that my feelings about the fact that I did not want kids, was set, I really do not want kids, and from witnessing those parents and families, I was assured I was not going to be missing out on anything, quite the contrary. Also, I feel not having anywhere to live while I was working down in Sydney, as in my own home, in my own community, a place where I felt I belonged - was probably the number one detriment and the reason why I didn’t last in Sydney for longer than 10 years. (I guess aside from the LEECHES. I mean, what, do they see a single woman on her own and immediately just start following her? Do they have a brain at all? As that one at Image was not the only one, there was heaps). Anyway, I’m not quite sure why this connection hasn’t been made in society. And why people think it’s acceptable to send young girls off into the city to rent and think that it will just work out - maybe it does work out for other girls, but from where I stand looking, there’s no chance it would or would’ve worked out for me. IT IS NOT OK TO FOLLOW ME AROUND YOU STUPID BIMBOS I mean maybe there is a large sector of the community that think this behaviour is perfectly acceptable and normal? There seems to be so many people who do this, female especially, I can only assume that they do think it is normal behaviour. Well guess what – ITS NOT. There is no invitation to follow, stalk, harass me, never was, never will be. So, unless I actually invite you to follow me verbally or written, then DON’ T DO IT. Incase you have not noticed from this Blog I love being on my own, I relish the peace and quiet. I seem to be different than most other people in this respect, they seem to think being around other people is a good thing – well I do not think so, and I know it must be hard for people with big heads to grasp this; but I do not want your company. 2nd image: School girl antics at NEGS with 2 theft story and my shiny coin one At the all girls boarding school I went to, there was no tolerance for stealing. In my year, there was one girl caught stealing, and she was expelled immediately. I am going to put that story here; It was year 8, or maybe 9? (1988?) We were away on a school excursion for a few days; I can’t actually remember all the details. But in retrospect, I believe the trip was because some of the house mistress’s knew that’s some girls who attended, came from circumstances who did not have typical “family life”, and so they wanted to give those girls, in particular, and everyone I guess, a sense of a family holiday, and joy. {I found later, people from public schools, have preconceived ideas about the type of person that goes to a private school, they are usually completely wrong, and that above, should give one a little insight to the varied and different kinds of people and reasons, that kids attend a boarding school}. So, anyway, they can’t really justify taking girls on a holiday during term! so I recall they called it a cultural trip and we did ‘cultural’ things, like an art gallery. I really can’t remember most of it, I guess because it was fun! But, one day, one of the girls stole another girls necklace, I think it was a necklace, and somehow the chaperone knew who stole it, (guess who, Miss Goldman infact - messing in our lives the whole time we were there). Anyway, that particular girl was expelled immediately and sent back to her parents right then and there on our trip. I feel, as a result of this zero policy, that was why there was hardly any theft at all, at that school. Zero policy. Good policy. But I would like to add further to that story, how did they know who stole it? Did they get a confession? I mean that particular girl who was expelled, if I recall, I don’t think she was well liked, so maybe someone knew how to manipulate the situation, to get rid of her. The sinister nature of women, and little girls, is becoming more known, the older I get. Although possibly that girl had to come up with something extreme, so as to get herself out of the negative situation, she was suddenly in? knowing full well the consequences “oh well if I have to leave….” As in her sneaky plan, because it’s not good for her mental health if she’s in the situation where she’s kind of shunned by the other kids, so it was her plan to save herself as she knew she would be expelled if she stole something? So, in my 6yrs there, that girl was the only one in our year that got into trouble, most girls just didn't get into trouble at that school, there was no such thing as detention at that school. Actually, there was 3 forms of discipline; expulsion, being the most severe, then suspension, and then a discipline card. I don't remember anyone being suspended, no one was suspended in my year, and I don't remember anyone in any other years being suspended either, it is a kind of gossip if anyone gets into trouble, the whole school knows about it. However, my friend and I got a discipline card, and it was for ordering a pizza! There was a new rule in school, they had been talking about it all week "you are no longer allowed to order pizza at any time, except on the weekends". And my friend and I we just heard "pizza", and so we decided that we should order a pizza, (!), and of course we ordered it for Saturday night, at 8 o'clock. We not stupid. But unfortunately, the pizza place delivered our pizza on Friday at 8pm. For some reason we ordered it on Friday arvo, (I'm not really sure why we did that, young girls not knowing the rules of pizza ordering either!), the pizza arrived when we were not there, we were in the middle of prep, so the pizza guy disturbed the teacher with our pizza, the same one who imposed the whole rule in the first place! - also we had to pay for it, but we never got the pizza; guess who scoffed it down all on her own? yes the very same teacher I've mentioned previously on my blog for numerous inflictions: Dr Scarf (actually not a teacher – she seemed to do nothing but was Chief Dog with personal vendetta against Emily Bieman {maybe she was used by other teachers to have a go at me - as dogs are used}). Mmmm first dog problem!!! So, we got into trouble, even though we didn't even order it for Friday night! And a discipline card involves taking this 'bad' card with the bad thing that you did, to every class, and getting the teacher to acknowledge and talk about your “badness” then sign your discipline card. It is a form of humiliation punishment. Infront of the teacher and infront of the whole class. School teachers are big on humiliation. They are hopeless people. Clueless about it even how to discipline. Humiliation tactic is a big no no when it comes to disciplining a young person. Although I liked their zero tolerance for theft – the rest of Australia could learn from this technique. I tried to find out whether they still do this humiliation tactic, and there were a whole series of rules for discipline listed online for that school; they now have detention! I still saw the word “card” and “discipline” but not exactly together, it was a little vague, I'm thinking that they would still do it, they're very old-fashioned. But I noted that there's a whole heap more rules they have about discipline and it's seems to be quite different from back in my day, like I was reading it and feeling that a lot of girls must get into trouble now, whereas back in my day not so much. And I also got the feeling that the tactics that they said online was pretty much a load of bullshit, like it was just what you would want to hear, but what they do in reality would probably be different. I have some experience with many different sectors of people now, so far as women looking after children, it gets way worse, way - there are a lot of really hopeless people out there in the public sector, people who don't have any discipline whatsoever, and all sorts of abuse is going on. Many times, it’s simply from not knowing any better. I mean my next-door neighbour’s grandson would be in the public school system at Sarina, and talk about useless, they thought it would “fun” to turn my veranda outdoor aquarium, heater up, so it cooked my fish. Boiled them alive. Funny they thought. Harassing me all week long at nights, with a fire in their backyard. That's the quality that the public system and bimbo mothers in my neighbourhood are producing. So, I can't complain too much about humiliation tactics by powertripping women of 40yrs ago. Glad I did not go to a public school or co-ed. I suspect now, as a woman nearing 50, I think there’s like a whole network of older NEGS girls who try to act as big brother (big sister), they’re really like interfering, and are often not very nice. I believe it’s come about because a lot of the girls that went there, had family who didn’t really give a shit about them, and so those girls latch on to the school community with extreme ardour, and still do when they’re older. I believe this was encouraged repeatedly at school assemblies by Anna Abbot later the school principal, she would often talk about “the School Family”. She was a bitch. So, here is another theft story, with a school girl who never got caught. She never got caught because her victims were not other school girls, they were retailers (!). There was one disgraceful girl at school, who I’m pretty sure, would’ve stolen $1000’s worth of candy bars from the little shop across the road. She was completely unhealthy, that girl never used eat dinner, she would just go back to her dorm after dinner and eat candy bars every day. And one time we were shopping in Tamworth on a Saturday morning outing, and I didn’t know it at the time, but I was used as a distraction while she stole from the shop. It’s unfortunate how you can only see things in retrospect later after the event has happened. And I only went out shopping with her twice, and on both occasions, I inadvertently saw her shoplift. I believed she used other girls in this manner too. That girl really needed to be held accountable at the time, right there and then at that age, is exactly when she needed to be scolded and reprimanded, and she needed to be scolded by me, her peer since obviously her parents were failures. She really needed a good yelling, to point out to her how unacceptable, unfair and wrong her behaviour was. So, while I didn’t even know what was going on at the time, and so a part of me doesn’t feel responsible for this girl, but another part of me does, it’s like, my fault that I didn’t reprimand her at the perfect time in her life when she fully needed to be kept in check, because certainly at a boarding school, nobody else is going to do it, - not all girls had house mistress’s who were OBSESSED with them, (and isn’t odd how some people can get away with ANYTHING their whole life, whereas others, like me, not only can’t get away with anything but they get done for things they don’t even do!!}. Your crazy! Anyway, also because I was not fully awake back then (sleepy beauty) I didn’t say anything, and she most likely has gone on to steal more and more, and used other girls in the same despicable way. I think she may have even turned another good girl, Ally White, into a bad thieving companion friend? She continued to do it because she’s always gotten away with it, she probably still continues to do it today, 30 years later. What a hopeless mother she must’ve had. This girl was friends with everyone, people like her (often a common thing amongst ‘badies’ – they know how to play the game, and be popular). WE ARE NOT FRIENDS – I would never be friends with a shoplifter. Here is a good spot to mention this story: in year 7, in the first term, all parents are required to drop their girls off, then leave and not communicate with the girls at all for that month, or was it the whole term? I can’t remember now!! But this was the tradition, to teach the child that their new home, their new family, their new connections, are at the school now. Their ties to their parents are well and truly broken. I recall 3 weeks before that first term ended, my bag was packed ready to go home for school holidays. No one else had packed yet. It was basically because I didn’t like the school. Ripped out of my family unit like that, how could anyone. But it’s not like I really complained or told anyone my personal feelings; I was perceived as a happy normal healthy child who had made some friends already too. You know, I don’t think even I fully knew my feelings, we were always kept so busy – and then there was horse riding…… Looking back, I am not sure what my parents were thinking really. I can only assume mum thought someone else would take over all; caring, nurturing, responsible, loving duties, in order to continue the raising of a child. OMG - she was nuts! Possibly delusional, as if that is going to happen with someone else’s child. Such wishful thinking. That school is a business, it is run to make a profit and to provide a number of woman, staff in the Armidale community a good income and a certain ‘status’. STATUS. Throughout the 6 years, in fact, looking back, if there was ever an opportunity to do an activity outside the school, no matter what it was, I would put my name down to do it! I found myself sometimes in some strange situations, like once I was singing as a part of an Armidale Community choir, (I really have the worst voice in the world, just ask the girl standing next to me!! J) Oh, that reminds me of another story that seems to be missing, I was actually kicked out of choir in primary school, all the kids with bad voices were sent to a room, and gets this, to sing songs! Mmmm, yeah, that makes sense. That was Gunnedah primary school – such bad standards – Teachers with NO common-sense at all). Anyway, strange situations; I guess, that’s why I did rowing. And there was that time where I helped the school principals husband, Dr Gross, do his cemetery research at a cemetery in Glen Innes! There were probably quite a few other things but I can’t remember them! I really do have natural instinct to “ To make lemonade out of lemons”. I put that down to a loving family environment, and mums “Life Be in It“ attitude!! But really had a quiet loathing of that school, and that is even before the other cruel things that happened there came to light. A bunch of girls all living together – as if that is going to work. DER FRED. I’m going to share another little story, even though it’s a little embarrassing for myself. When I was about the age of 3yrs, still young enough that family and friends, when they saw you would come along and pick you up and go weeeee, and twirl you around in the air. So, we were at this party and my young cousin and I had been relegated to the attic space to play. In amongst the owner’s gym equipment, there was a big glass jar full of shiny coins. I wasn’t old enough to grasp the concept of money but when I saw those pretty shiny copper and silver coins, I just had to have them, they were irresistible, so I stuffed as many as I could in my pockets and sleeves. A little bit later when we were downstairs ready to leave the owner saw me, he came over to me picked me up to say goodbye, he twirled me around, and went weeeeee, and guess what, all the shiny coins fell out onto the kitchen floor! Everyone was standing around, I was completely embarrassed, as immediately, I knew I done something wrong, because they weren’t my coins, and even though nobody said anything implying that I had stolen them, everyone knew that I had, or at least the owner certainly did, he must have. I was so humiliated and embarrassed that I’ve never stolen anything since. (of course, later and now, not for embarrassment reasons, (in case you haven’t noticed, I pretty much don’t give a dam what people think of me), it is just so wrong to take something that does not belong to you, not only on a moral standpoint, but on a spiritual level). I had a mother who knew how to raise a child who doesn’t steal too; I remember being young and I was standing in the shopping trolley cart as mum was taking us around the supermarket, and we got up to the baking aisle, my favourite aisle, (even as a young four-year-old or so J), I decided that we should get some food colouring, so I got a red one of the shelf and put it in my big front pocket of my new home made apron, instead of in the trolley, not really thinking, but glad to use my big pocket - certainly not meaning to shoplift it. But we both forgot about it by the time we got to checkout, and on the way home, mum noticed that the red food colouring had leaked all in the big pocket of my new apron, and she said this is exactly why; it’s because we forgot to put it through the checkout - bad things happened to those girls who steal, a sign from God! I still believe her, and this is part of the reason for my Blog - so many stupid women with hopeless mothers who steal from me - SAVE YOURSELF SOME PROBLEMS AND STOP STEALING. 3. No photos of the next one, no camera back then! Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan One time when I drove down to Sydney, I was doing a course for a part of my job’s provider thing at GJS Group, Revesby (Screen Printing course). Since I had time to spare, I stopped off at The Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan, and had a look around – huge, and not yet very impressive, it was still too young then, plus staff there persecute single ladies that attend on their own. The guy at entrance was just plain rude, plus he followed me around in his work Ute (the place is huge). It amazes me how people can’t handle a woman on her own; get a grip and deal with it Australian simpletons - they must see a girl driving on her own and think it’s an invitation to be stalked ARE YOU KIDDING, are you completely stupid you little morons? bugger off (btw, the definition of ‘bugger off’ comes from the word ‘bug’, as in to bug someone, as in to annoy the crap out of them like a fly - that’s where it’s meaning comes from, insects. It doesn’t come from anywhere else) While I was there, I also had some weird girl following me around (? – actually that happens a lot wherever I go, I call them DOGS) and also some devious looking skinny goth guys with black hair that were all dressed in black (BOYS IN BLACK) and seemed to be ‘angry’ about something (?) and certainly not the kind of people you would expect to see at a botanical Gardens, they didn’t even venture into the gardens; they were lurking around the carpark near my (black) car (they probably can’t handle women who drive black cars either). Later that day I got really sick with Flue, and I believe one of those guys broke into my car and spat in my food that was just sitting on my front seat in my car. (I believe they made a changed movie about it; Men in Black with Will Smith. The real story is what unfurled that day in the gardens. Will Smith, who then later, much later, did signs clearly stating he was going to help the blondie steal from me, I assume he was talking about my landlord, and, yes, this is what they do, certain people with way too much money and time on their hands, and influence over other people - play sides. They gang up on someone their ‘victim’, and they do despicable things, and since I am single, I am their perfect target - this was the reason why I had planes flying over my house spraying toxic poisons, this is the reason I have so many people stealing from me, THIS IS THE REASON THAT one of my water bottles was contaminated with urine, this is the reason why any meat I purchase from Woolworths is spoilt, this is the reason why my garden was stolen from me. It’s because of idiots in the movie industry, MORONS Well, I definitely have to mention, there are many many really nice super ones in the television/ movie industry too. Actually, now is a good time to mention this: there is currently some stupid bimbo in the TV/Movie world who is on a rampage and personal bimbo mission to do the opposite of what they’ve done in the past, so if they have been nice in the past (helpful) then they’ll do something disrespectful, like steal from me. Or if they did something nasty to me in the past like those fuckhead boys in black, then they’ll do something ‘nice’, their definition of ‘nice’ is usually putting on a good movie, and so the whole of Australia ‘wins’, which is why there’s a reason for treating me disrespectfully, so they can watch good movies. (I suspect this is also the reason why they stole my Celosia flower seeds BIMBOS) It is a game for bimbos, but like how I got rid of Heath Barwick and Cathy Goldman, I will get rid of stupid bimbos in TV/Movie world – actually, by just writing about what they do here, has so far pretty much been key. Not sure why, I can only assume they are coward bullies who thinks no one can see what they do (nuisance trucks still have not stopped) (Twice I got sick when I have travelled, and I have only travelled twice in the last 30yrs – not a coincidence – evil is prevalent in Australia) Australians are really backwards. WHO exactly is the STUPID RETARD responsible for those people harassing me like that? WHO! COWARD Persecution. I believe it may have been Centrelink related, stupid bimbo nazi dogs that work for Centrelink, who were following me to see what I was doing. All involved (if it were up to me) would be severely fined. See, I told you, truly persecuted all my adult life, just for being single (I AM NEVER GETTING MARRIED YOU IDIOTS deal with it). But this incidence has really affected my whole outlook on life, I no longer can go to Botanical gardens – or ones that I can’t stay in my car at, and I love gardens. I want compensation. BTW, since I wrote this and asked WHO, the next day I received a strange email with a list of about 10 names, but when I went to find that email again, ofcourse it was deleted, and the only name I remember was Nick Cave, but there were also male politicians names mentioned, so I am not sure if some girl was sending me a joke, as I know it is mostly women who harrass me, and not politicians. Plus I did see 2 older women acting suspiciously, who I would say would be more likely responsible, 1 in the gardens, near the swings, and one at the hotel the next morning. 4. Got carcam shot at next Botanical experience: Another example of persecution, Botanical Gardens Gladstone 25yrs later, a second attempt at a Botanical Garden - another example of persecution DOGS FOLLOWING ME AROUND, Botanical Gardens Gladstone Try not to jump to crazy conclusions as you read this, infact you may have to read my whole blog before you can understand it and realize what’s going on. And writing about it, is combating these tormentors, this is my aim here. Persecutory Dog hiding as I drive by, so I do not see her properly and get her/him on camera - this is one of the dogs that follows me around wherever I go, waiting for “fuel” I told you – I literally get followed around wherever I go, and have done so for the past 30yrs. So, I know exactly what they are like, they are extremely predictable if you can see them (most people cannot). This time she was waiting for me to take something out of the botanical garden, like seeds/foliage or duck weed, - but since I did not, she does NOT get a shiny new car, she only gets that bomb you see. Piss off. Get a real job you stupid greedy bitch (half those people seem to want to kill me, the other half seem to want to torture me into perfection I DO NOT STEAL – EVER! Those people do not need fuel, they are haters, and will find ANY excuse to persecute, like how I mentioned before, “well she did not smile at the checkout chick, or say hello to some complete stranger on the street” – it is persecutory game for rich people and or board housewives, (how should I know how they find these people?) and they work in the TV industry too, I mentioned before in my ‘banned google reviews’ about that blonde old woman from Tessuti fabrics who was harassing me, she later appeared on ABC TV harassing me when I had a bath (as in I should not have a bath as there is not enough water. FUCK, what business is it of yours if I have a bath or not, you do not get to decide I how I use my tank water you stupid stupid stupid little dog, fuck off). Anyway, back to this particular day - SO, this does not mean whenever a girl drives past me and beeps in a shiny new car, that I have stolen something, it’s the opposite, meaning the shopkeeper/sales girl has stolen from me in the form usually of overcharging at checkout. Also, I should mention, while I have these types of Persecutory Dogs, it means I do NOT have other types of zombie bimbos harassing me at that place, some kind of weird ‘trade off’ – way out of my control. If you read my “Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan” or my Petersham photo story, you’ll see my usual typical problem I have in public spaces. At these Gladstone gardens, whilst I could not walk around due to my Collapsed Arch, I did get out of the car to eat, and I was not harassed that whole time (except there was heavy machinery work going on nearby). I think they may work in the radio industry too, as I have persecutory truck drivers that drive past my house and beep their horn, especially on Sunday mornings – radio related, they stealing something, not sure what. Possible stories from my blog? They are idiots. If you have something to say to me, then bloody say it to my face – DON’T BE SUCH A COWARD. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police and other such ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s was because I had a charcoal Daewoo hatchback, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse, as in cat and mouse games. I truly am living on a planet filled with idiots and morons. Also, I sense they feel they are doing a ’public service’ as in being righteous and helpful, they can’t see that they are being predatory, controlling, invasive and nazi unwanted. 5. Next image is of a sword yielding school teacher; Bully teachers in Australian public primary schools Public School Teachers - (if your child is small and shy, he/she will be victimized by teachers, it is a given, moth to flame situation, powertrippers can’t help themselves, teach your child to be outspoken in preparation for school) This is how they teach at Gunnedah public school: (Public school tactics) the teacher will find someone in the classroom, usually the smallest kid in the class, often female, and pick on them. Every time they get a question wrong, they will humiliate them and make a big deal over the issue in front of the whole class, and often too, the teacher will go to lengths to set the child up to fail, asking questions they know the child will not know, and then chastise. The teacher will do it over and over again all year long. They do it for the sole purpose of scaring all the other kids (mostly the boys because they’re so bloody lazy) in the class to do their work, otherwise they will be humiliated like this child (otherwise known as the ‘Whipping Boy’ – this happened to me in grade 4 by teacher Debbie Croft at Gunnedah Primary School, scarred for life, (also, with this teacher it is a little complicated, as she was completely stupid, so thus was manipulated by the little boys in the class, BTW, if those boys get away with that; then when they are adults and much stronger, they do all sort of extremely passive wicked things to women and children) Teachers think there so smart, got all the kids figured out, but they don’t. They don’t take into account unseen things like a child’s ‘will’ and how they can bring their intention to fruition. Also I suspect, actually, I know one of the reasons why she enjoyed humiliating me so much, aside from her ego power trip, was because I had a happy childhood, and very healthy - my mother knew how to raise a child, she stimulated and taught us before we started school, so I was self-assured, and smart, in my own way (I was still pretty hopeless at maths due to my previous school) But it was this self-assurance that she didn’t like, particularly because, (1) she could see my clever mothers influence, and (2) I was hopeless at maths, and (3) I was also hopeless at Gym, and she taught at the local gym centre, and (4) I wasn’t one of the cutesy types. It’s a case of “how dare she be so happy and confident” (like to point out, I was not an outspoken type who would annoy the teacher with attention seeking antics. I was quietly assured.) This teacher had an issue with little girls who aren’t cute, cutypie, cutsie, yet still confident - and this was another reason why she chose me as her whipping girl - this particular teacher, and I am sure there would be many more, particularly female, who would note this appearance factor about a child, and won’t let that child ‘shine’ -they will favour and empower the pretty little girls, and be quite passively malicious to the not so cute girls, insinuating that a plain girl is not as “worthy’ as the cute little girl. If you note, with some teachers, like this one, the marks for those girls who aren’t “gorgeous” looking will be lower than those that are considered pretty. I can’t believe no one has noticed this and done anything about it. Department of education; you’re a bunch of bitchy little girls who are asleep at the wheel. YOU HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT TO TEACHERS IN THEIR UNI COURSE. Also, whilst teachers do this, some of the smarter little girls in the class pay full attention to this passive social dysfunctional norm. And there were some little girls in that classroom that I have later had experience with as an adult and a whole “you’re not worthy” issue. It is because of that stupid bloody teacher and ones just like her. I need to point out, there are others, many, that could not see what was going on, and who weren’t the chosen “whipping girl” and saw Debbie Croft in a “golden light” they have no idea what she’s really like, in fact I think at one point, later after she retired, she was awarded some sort of teaching award by the Australian Government. You can imagine how that outraged me. She should not have been a teacher, or around kids. She did not have any kids of her own. I feel Debbie Croft may have experienced this when she was a child, and has passed it on to the next generation, due to the total ‘unawareness’ mind set, of that generation. I believe that generation came from a generation where the cane was frequently used, and ‘misused’ by powertrippers. Religious schools were particularly hideous when it came to psychological abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse. My uncle has told me some grave stories indeed. I only wonder why it has taken, (is taking) so long to get this part of people’s lives RIGHT You have to talk about it. The silver lining; a BIG thankyou to Debbie Croft, as she has enabled me to be one of those girls who is NOT the ‘teacher’s pet’ type, and has NOT that ‘need to please‘ that a lot of women suffer from. Also, because of her, whenever I speak now, I say what I think rather than what I think the other person wants to hear. I find now, a lot of adults when speaking to me, say what they think I want to hear, they lie, it is 2nd nature to them. Which is silly. It is a plus in life, saying what you think, it leads in the end to personal happiness. People who were humiliated as kids, grow up to not give a shit about what people think about them. So, it’s a huge plus being free to do as you please rather than concerning yourself and restricting your actions because of what other people might think. (Good thing for you I am not an axe murderer). BTW, that teacher left in 3rd term to travel and we had a substitute teacher – another example of Gods hand stepping in (finally). And I should mention this teacher may have had a problem with me because of an incident that happened with another teacher at Limbri School, when I was five. So, I had a distinct distrust for teachers - and I believe she picked up on this fact and resented me deeply for it, as she wanted to be worshipped by the young girls – a lot of adult females who take a jobs around children, suffer from that inflection of wanting to be worshipped by the young girls – in my experience. (Unmarried women should NOT be allowed in the classroom – I believe they are putting in teacher aids now, well that’s something I guess, but, this teacher used to co-conspire with 2 of her colleagues (Tydd (single) and Hill (married) ) to come up with ways to humiliate me, not kidding, staff meetings on humiliation tactics, I have a few other stories, but I will leave them out) Plus, I think Debbie Tydd is stalking me, I saw her at Gladstone (could have been a look alike? Have not seen her since I was 8, she had dyed blonde hair now and made a reference to how ‘poor’ I must be.) – but I think she, amongst a group of women is one of those cunts who tries to “teach me a lesson” any opportunity they can get, like those power tripping fucked in the head mothers who have a “project” child; like those women at Bundaberg court, trying to show me how to ‘win in court’? Possibly she is alongside Amos, I can’t remember her first name, she was the singing teacher who booted me out of choir!! {Is this a "thing" I mean a weird thing that teachers do; stalk and follow past students to see what they're doing? I complain on my blog about seeing Cathy Goldman who was stalking me; house mistress from school. I saw Dr Scarf at the bank apologizing to me. I saw the reverend once as well, stalking me at this fabric shop in Surry Hills, Reverend Wern, he was the school Chaplin. Just weird. Actually, there were some other few bad things that happened that year in Primary school, my sister almost died in a choking incident, it was horrendous. Later at the Christmas party, I choked on a lolly in the classroom. I was also sexually assaulted in Wolseley Park by one of the boys from the B class in our year. And I believe it’s all related to Debbie Croft, ‘willing’ misfortune, because she was single. Like I, who am single; and I have dogs that follow me around everywhere I go. I have people who drive trucks who follow me around – total socially retarded types. So, as I do, so did Debbie Croft, and it’s these entities that also wreak havoc, but I am aware of them, she would not have been. She was not. As people have heard about my choking stories, other choking stories, come to light about their kids choking, and when you stand back and look at the big picture, it’s truly like there is some sort of evil unseen entity going around choking children. So, I’m not really sure if that’s true, or maybe children just need to learn how to eat properly, and not move about whilst eating. Watching my cat, I know she never walks around eating, so I’d say that’s possibly more the problem, but you never know. J I want to mention 2 other wicked things that teachers do, the first one is someone else’s story; the teacher started picking on a kid who was fat, just a little, but the other kids picked up on the ‘tone’, and so then started bullying the kid too. The teacher set the ‘bar’ so to speak, as before that, the kid was totally accepted for his size, by all the other innocent 6yrs old. And; some teachers handicap kids -the smart ones, ones that are good at sport, they handicap them so the ones that never win, can have a chance of winning. I feel this is really disgraceful. Handicapping someone who is fully capable- has dire implications that is far-reaching into that child’s future. I was too young to fully remember one of the examples that I’d like to tell you but they definitely did it. I noted it at least twice in my Primary school. It also teaches kids, it is OK to handicap someone (I was later handicapped in my left foot by a deliberate act - my boots were deliberately made faulty to cause Collapsed Arch - unable to walk/exercise for 5yrs now, age 48) (my garden was amazing, you silly little jealous twits) And along the same lines as my ‘gold star dog’ theory, if you’re familiar with that; Teachers brainwash kids into believing that if a person is not a certain standard then they’re not deserving of anything good like the gold star in 5th class. So those little girls apply the same principle in adult life but substituting the gold stars for quality items. (CBA staff do it big time in the banking world too) They just love playing teacher - they are completely stupid and brain washed by ridiculous primary school teachers. My huge 10yr old garden was snatched away from me for this reason. Partly from jealousy too, but mostly it was because I was happy. It seems happiness is what really ‘ticks’ other girls off the most. So, they ‘handicap’ other people who are winning in life, they copy the teachers. {old men do it too, ones that hate women, you know those men from the 80’s} People handicap other people, in a vast array of manner, stealing and theft is major, but ridicule and gossip, is biggest way amongst women. Btw, my mother at the time knew something was wrong at school, she didn’t know what, she didn’t know how to approach the issue at my school, she couldn’t approach the school, let alone stand up to teachers. Women, mothers, weren’t empowered to do such things back then. Also, the school system was very ‘anti-parents’ at the time - as in ‘we are the teachers and we know best, so stay out of it’ – they are so cocky and arrogant from all that power tripping and lording over kids. I’m not sure if it is still that way, I suspect so. The only way she knew how to deal with the problem was to become involved with the school, and she became the school secretary, the rest of my schooling was changed for the better after this happened. But my mother played a big role in my education as she noticed, along with this incident, and another incident that happened when I was 5 at Limbri school, I had issues with listening to teachers, and she help me greatly especially with reading, spelling and homework in general, lucky for me she had a private school education {BTW, we were tested at age 5 for IQ, I scored extremely well, my parents thought I was some sort of genius! (such wishful thinking, I think!), but apparently due to that Limbri power tripping teacher, I developed a FUCK YOU attitude when it came to learning} So, my mum, truly, mother of the year. She is worth mentioning as I suspect, like me, she too probably had dogs trying to ‘discredit’ her at every turn, and she runs rings around most other mothers/teachers. I later found a letter after mum died, in the family filing cabinet, it was a letter of thankyou from Miss Tydd the teacher and then the whole class, I will put it here and here is original: To Mrs Bieman, Thankyou for your help during the year. Miss Tydd, and Tina Brooks Angela Xidas Christina Kilpatrick Stewart Brady Grant Worboys Anne Horwood Rachel Davis Daryl Clark Hayley Barling Ian Hausfeld Peter Schofield Tania Gold Carmen Scully Susan Pryor Darryl Gray Emily Bieman Jason Brydon Carl Doring Elizabeth Donnelly Kirrily Clark Leigh Lamey Nigel Green Rebecca Evans Fiona Pine Melinda Underwood Karen Birchall Andrew Breckenridge Mandy Withers Trudy Cully Lachlan Heywood Simon Parkes It was so amazing when I found this letter, it was like 30 years since I've seen or spoken to any of those kids, and reading through their names, I can picture every single one of their faces, and I can remember each person - some of them are a little vague, but I can still remember them. And 3 of them; Christina, Fiona and Melinda, went on to the same school as me for secondary education. Mandy was the one who saved me for when I was choking and went on to become a nurse. Angela was my best friend at primary school, but we kind of lost touch after we went to separate secondary schools. I remember Jason was a total flirt. he loved women, wonder if he still does or if the reality of the world has sunk into him as well! J I have no idea what any of them are doing now, but it would be interesting to know. They were all a bunch of really good kids, no thieves amongst them. Although Angela later warned me, to stay clear of Simon Parkes, he is a definite bad ass ! BTW, teachers are amongst the top 2 paid female professions in Australia. And I personally believe this is the case, because they winge and moan, so the government gives them more (they are teachers, they can come up with tactics to get more money) But, they winge and moan, not because they think they really deserve more - they winge and moan to try to validate their bad teaching behavior, and all their social discriminations, social dysfunctions, that public school teachers have inflicted onto the next generation of sweet innocent kids, - ruining them. A lot of teachers I’ve encountered are in it purely for the money and the power tripping. They’re not in it to depart knowledge, wisdom, information, or education. If given a choice between working as a teacher or staying at home doing what they please, most would take the latter option. But of course our society dictates we need to make money, so this is an easy profession for a lot of women. This is what the real-world dictates and I know if I had kids, I certainly won’t be sending them off to school on their own at age 5 -would you send your five-year-old off into the real world? that’s what you do when you send them to school - with teachers from all sorts of backgrounds with all sorts of motives. It’s not like a school is some sort of magic environment where everything is wonderful and perfect and your child can have the best chance of life possible, and I’m only talking about the teachers here, don’t get me started on playground antics. I want to add Debbie Croft is the same teacher who had a bee in her bonnet about teaching the whole class ‘big words’. And so one holidays, my cousin Sebastian and I, were having a fierce spelling competition, and ofcourse I whipped his butt due to Debbie Croft’s mission, but it was grandma who couldn’t handle the fact that I, a mere girl, beat him, (precious Sebastian who was going to be a lawyer when he grew up). She was so upset she stormed off to the kitchen and smashed her glass into the sink. Sneaky Sebastian…. possible sore loser…. 6. No image on this one; Everybody needs to read this – Harassment Laws I have been harassed so much in my life, and the stupid bimbos doing it, would not even know about the legality of what they are doing. Such is the nature of stupid women in Australia. IT IS ILLEGAL TO HARRASS SOMEONE HERE IN AUSTRALIA This is taken from SAFEWORK.NSW.GOV.AU (but they keep changing their wording slightly), also a lot of gov website describe Harassment as something only associated with sex or race, but IT IS NOT, it applies to any situation, inregards as to what you are being harassed for. All my neighbours need to read this, aswell as my landlord, plus Australian politicians, TV network industry and old men. It seems most people I encounter needs to read this. (Can you see why I often feel like I am surrounded by morons?) HARASSMENT What is harassment? Harassment is verbal or physical behaviour which is unwanted and unwelcomed. Verbal harassment may include: Repeated suggestive comments; Jokes or insulting remarks; or Persistent personal invitations or requests. Physical harassment may include: Deliberate physical contact; Persistent staring or rude gestures; Displaying sexually graphic or offensive material; or Destruction of personal belongings. How do you deal with harassment? Don't ignore it! Do something to let the person know that you object to their behaviour, and that you do not want it repeated. See your teacher, or another senior officer on the Campus, and discuss the matter. Harassment and the Law Harassment has been made unlawful by the NSW Anti-Discrimination Act (1977), on the grounds of: Gender; Race; Marital status; Physical, intellectual or psychiatric disability; Sexual preference; or Age. 7. Next photo across above, shows my family with our cousins, the Bones; Good parents are parents who - 20 tips for well-adjusted kids (endeavouring to rid myself and other victims from bullies) btw, I did temp nanny work briefly, I worked for many families, and I would say out of all of them, only 1 mother really knew what her kids were like! The others just saw what they wanted their kids to be like! This is an area that needs help. Evolutional help for mothers. Talk about family budget. Teach about the value of money, give them an allowance and use it to discipline (more effective than spanking, or grounding, and do not use FEAR to discipline. ‘Free reign’ goes a long way, don’t keep your kids on a leash, do not 'ride' them, then you’ll see, they will be able to make the correct responsible decisions, and won’t need to act rebellious). It takes skill to be a parent. Teach them not to steal. How to save for what they want. Not to be jealous of others; stick to their own plans/goals, not be concerned about other people‘s business. Make sure you can provide at least a deposit for their own home at 18. Choose friends wisely, but don’t be rude. Be involved with child’s homework and generally keep tabs on what they’re doing and making sure that they’re understanding everything as they go along each year (preferably home-school them but not all parents are that savvy!) You have to answer all their questions! Ensures by the time their child is ready to leave the family home, has at least 4 or 5 tasty healthy dishes up their sleeve. Knows how to iron their own clothes, clean own space, and clean up after themselves in any situation, without being told. Encourage the child to find, then do what interests them. But push them into something if they can’t find anything, certainly make sure they do a sport of some sort, if not 2 or 3. Make sure they read every day, and have a Library card. Encourage them to dance around the house, teach them how to be happy and how to see the funny things in life, how to make a witty joke; how to ‘fly’ - I don’t know, maybe install a flying trapeze setup! Don’t be a “no you can’t” authoritarian with them all the time. Teach them to communicate, be honest and say what’s on their mind – start before they can speak! talk to them about life in general, how you feel that day. Surprising how bad people are at communicating. Encourage them to stick up for anyone being victimized. Don’t laugh at them or they’ll feel like a loser and develop overweight problem. Teach them how to be respectful, polite, and well mannered, how these tactics are used to get what you want in life -it is a game. Teach them the difference between strength and bitchiness. Gradually make them aware of politics and how the country works. Teach them, not everything you hear on the news, is going to be true, because everyone has a hidden agenda. Don’t hide the truth, ever, they can handle it. Treat kids like small adults with respect. No ‘pretend protecting’ them by hiding information, I see TV shows with parents hiding conversations from kids. Indeed, I remember my parents once closing the doors off so that the kids couldn’t hear the phone conversation that mum was having, at the time my grandpa, mums dad, passed away, and she didn’t want any of the kids to find out, or really no doubt, to see her emotional, which I feel is really ridiculous because you’re placing shame on emotion and teaching shame. Be honest, don’t lie, this includes illegitimate kids (no inbreeding in the future!) When they are young before age 5, especially make sure you play with them, sing with them, inspire and stimulate them - this will ensure that they do well at school. Get them to read to you. Make sure they are outspoken in preparation for school, and not shy. When you make the decision to have kids, your life is now 100% about them, till they leave the nest. Of course, make sure they’re getting the right nutrients, 3 meals every day and limited processed foods. Teach them the value of why they need to eat properly, their body is a temple. Eating healthy is an area that low-income people can do too; thus, you can elevate your child’s ‘abilities’ into a high-income arena; so, they can compete on an even playing ground. Teach them about marketing people, and how they’ve got young people brainwashed through television ads, billboards, school and social media conversations. Don’t be a marketed sucker (or a fashion victim). Children are not to go on Roller Coaster rides. (bad RC experience!) Awaken your kids; the world doesn’t need any more sleeping beauties. Teach them about human connections and people who do reflections. The importance of ‘sound mind always’ as they will need all their wits about them, to be successful. Teach them the Psychology of bullying, teach them empathy, to ensure they don’t bully other kids or animals. In brace people who are weird and different. And how to care for the planet. Teach them how to be a good loser. Especially teach young boys how to be respectful to girls / women concerning sexuality. Teach all about sex, there is to be no shame. Teach empathy. Avoid using your kids as a power trip; having a bad day? don’t take frustrations out on kids by yelling. Your job as a parent is to ‘empower’ them, so they can grow up and do what they want in life, be responsible for their own actions. But, speaking loudly is important, to encourage wakefulness; yelling gets their attention, your allowed to yell, let them be loud. Teach about adults/ teachers who will want to use them to power trip, how to best deal with them. Make them be always aware, if they’re feeling uncomfortable or in pain, in any situation to say stop, and get out/ leave/deal with the situation. Make it your job to find out what your child is interested in so you can help them determine what career best suits their personality, be very involved in their transition from school / college to the workplace, make sure they have an understanding of workplace conditions, wage, super, holiday, sick pay, etc etc. Teach about the wicked ways of the world, wicked people/employers/lovers, who will want to use them. Teach them about power. Teach prudence, and or abstinence. Encourage contraception, and the importance not to have children unless you have a committed partner, proper income and a caring nature. Children are NOT for everyone. Be warned, after creating such perfect kids, you yourself will have problems with other jealous parents and teachers! And btw, if you’ve had your kids on a “leash” you read this, and suddenly “unleash” them - it’s not going to work, you’re going to have all sorts of problems! Hence why some kids act out after leaving home. I recommend reading up on how to raise kids, before you have kids. And if you were abused as a child – do NOT have kids; you will subconsciously pass along abuse behaviour whether you want to or not. 8. Lastly, that final image across that row above is an image of my 'sabotaged' work boot; Seeking Facebook help as Dr refused to help - diagnose a handicapped foot After two years of living with a sore foot, and the doctor was unable to tell me what was wrong. I decided that I should put a posting on a Facebook forum (this was before I was ban from Facebook). This is what I said; For all the people who are concerned about my health - Could you please pray for my sore foot. (Note the people on this forum had previously accused me of having mental health problems when I put photos up of stolen items – they stupid stalkers). This story is really tedious, only a very patient person would be able to read the whole thing. There was an accumulation of events which has caused major injury – like those ‘King Tide + big storm event = extreme circumstances and damage’ that you have heard about on the news. About 3 Summers ago I started feeling some discomfort in my left foot. I just assumed there was some little pebble/stick/seed/dirt that had got in, between my left foot and my Crocs holy shoe, causing some irritation on the bottom of my sole, so all summer I was forever taking my left foot out of my shoe, scraping it on the side of my leg to try and remove any bits of debris - I didn’t really pay much attention. One day I was inside the house in bare feet standing around the table by the big window in the living room, and next thing you know I felt this sharp stabbing pain in the side of my left foot and I looked down, and I somehow had managed to tread on a size 3.75mm knitting needle, it went straight into my foot about 1cm deep (strange bird behaviour from outside the window?). So, after a few limpy weeks, the injury on the outside part of the left foot healed, there was still a little inflammation on the inside or maybe fluid retention- I’m not an expert on injuries. But just as it was healing nicely, I was outside in the chook yard collecting some plums from my plum tree when a chook distracted me (strange bird behaviour again), and I managed to tread on a pruned branch/twig, and it went straight through my croc’s shoes and into the sole, about 2cm away from where the previous injury had been. So, this double injury became some sort of internal fluid mess, it was very painful I couldn’t really walk properly. Then the agitation I had experienced before that, what I thought was a summer seed, was getting worse and worse and finally I realized on the sole of my left foot there was a big lump and it was really painful, so then I assumed, it must’ve been a seed callous from those little bumps on the croc shoes, but it turned out to be a reaction to the homoeopathic medicine I’d taken, and it caused a big huge planter wart to grow (I was wrongly diagnosed by student/supervisor homeopath at the St Leonard’s Institute – whole other story). So at this point, my foot was quite a mess. Now to top it off, at this time I had my 25m long lap pool up and running (my pride my joy, to sort any back problems, and it did). But I had a low-flow pump on it, this means I had a lot of cleaning to do by hand, so I would spend at least 30 mins every day that summer walking up and down the pool sweeping up any dead bacteria to one end, ready for vacuum – I actually enjoyed doing it, any pool related activity was fun, but, as after about 15minutes or so, it did get a little cold, and I found myself walking up and down on tippytoes, and it was this stretching of the foot, plus my initial injury (still unsure at that point about what that was – but later I saw it was a hole in my workboots, a 20c coin sized depression on the inside sole, plus all the other stabbing injuries, suddenly my foot said NO! NO MORE, and it totally spasmed out, like the middle toe stuck right upwards, there was all strain along the arch, I was “what is going on with my foot?” as I stuck it up out of the water. It threw its final tantum in the pool. I did visit the Doctor, a few months later, as it had not heeled; taking advise from my new landlord (I did have to move twice in the meantime on my sore foot) and he had no comment about the sore foot – he did not notice the problem. Dr Gittoes. But he did advise me about the planter wart - and taking his advice I applied Salicylic Acid to the planter wart. I watched it eventually fall off and then grow back. (Salicylic acid does not work at all on planter warts, why doctors would suggest using Salicylic Acid? It just doesn’t work.) DOES NOT WORK. I knew from experience when I was 17, the only thing that rids a planter wart completely is actually homoeopathic medicine. As I now no longer trusted homeopaths, I did some research myself and came up with Thuja, so the pain from that 2yr old planter wart stopped after a week from taking Thuja, thank goodness, (I did not have that lump that whole 2yrs) but it’s too early to say whether the whole thing will disappear. (It did after 2 weeks or so – I have to add, I took 4 little balls daily after dinner for 4 days, in my experience that’s the way to do it. However, the instructions on the thuja bottle (from the chemist) said to take 4 balls, 5 times a day for 4 weeks – which is WAY too much, and you will most likely give yourself long term side effects if you took that much of any homeopath medic.) So, update at this point; a little birdie later advised me, that the hole in my shoe (that was causing that initial irritation), was actually caused from the planter wart penetrating into the memory foam of my work boots, and leaving an indentation. If you ever experienced a plantar wart, you know that they are full on rock-hard areas. At the time I heard this I was a little skeptical, thinking that someone had sabotaged my work boots because there was a big issue about unemployed people receiving free workboots (a jealousy issue), so someone had sabotaged my boots. But I think after thinking about it over some years, the indentation theory is probably more likely because it would be quite hard to put a hole in someone's work boot like that. So in the meantime the rest of my internal injuries was still prevalent, and to add to the 2 stabbings, I again trod on a big tapestry needle into the same spot as my initial knitting needle stabbing (that only went .5cm – again, strange bird behaviour), and also, one pitch black night when I was out chasing the cows that had got into the garden, I trod on a wire basket that had been moved by the cows into the middle of the yard, again in the same spot on my left foot, and again adding to the fluid and inflammation that was already in there causing pain. So, I have had five consecutive injuries on my left foot, and in the middle of this I had to re-locate houses 6 times, YES 6 TIMES, so my left foot hasn’t had any rest and hasn’t been able to heal properly. So, this is why I posted a picture of my left foot, so I can ask everyone out there please pray for my left foot and that it gets better soon, and no more injuries occur. Many thanks So that’s what I put up on Facebook, almost, without the updates. I did not really get any response. One girl suggested I should go to the Dr. I did not explain to her, I did already. (The fact that I wasn’t diagnosed and treated properly had something to do with the fact that I didn’t have any status in society, as I was viewed as single and unemployed, very typical if I ever go to a Dr – there’s no point.) Also, I have to say something about the bracketed strange bird behaviour – talk about spotting a weakness and picking on it. Five consecutive injuries – not a coincidence. But 1 yr later, I was at the Chiro re my sore back, (no more lap pool) and I thought he seemed quite savvy, why don’t I ask him about my foot, so I did, he took one very quick look, and straight away he said “Collapsed Arch” or “Planter fasciitis”. I should check my shoes for any problems, which I did, and lo and behold there was the hole, the size of a 20c coin in the left shoe, 4mm deep, right under the soft pad part of the foot, and slightly to the left. This hole is the number 1 cause of the foot problem from the beginning, and as the pain started 8-12mnths after I started wearing those new $250 Mack Boots. So, a few months of walking on a ‘hole’ sole, created a weakness for walking on my tippytoes, which is why it could not handle the walking back and forward – my other foot with no hole, was fine with the tiptoeing. In retrospect, just before it all started, I recall hearing someone (still unknown) that they were going to handicap me. I heard this and wrote it off, “handicap me, as if” I am strong like bull! It was along the same lines as I heard them say they were going to get me for unregistered vehicle – again, I wrote that off, as I had totally forgotten that I had not paid my rego, and they did get me - $5500 fine – arss. I am 100% sure this was sabotage by the shoe company incahoots with others. I believe it was done deliberate to handicap me, mainly due to my garden – I won. People don’t like to see single women win. (There was also a possible stilhetto issue, see page 2, aswell as Centrelink Jobs provider issue, re “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, aswell as a gumboot issue, see at the bottom) So, I have left my previous assumption about boot sabotage, because that’s what I felt at the time. And I did literally hear that they were going to handicap me. A pervert old man thing. So, at the time when this happened, my garden was really taking shape, I was starting to eat all my own fresh organic vegetables, my fruit trees were producing stone fruit, I was picking flowers for the kitchen, I was exercising in the pool, feeling really good and trim. My seed business was taking off. I was really very happy and pleased with myself, because this, as far as I'm concerned, is what life is about. I mean if you want to make things difficult for yourself by all means go ahead, but this is how I wanted to live my life, and I was doing it. I really suspect that this is an underlying issue for many people, they don't like to see women win, and women be happy. In fact, it reminds me of this documentary I saw, about gay men in the 17th century or some such time in the past, and they were really vilified in society, and the main reason was because, there was this group of men having fun together, and not having to go home and look after women at the end of the day, not having to look after kids; and this was what really what upset all the old man in the community, it's like “how dare you have fun and be happy when we all have to go home to the ball and chain”. You know, it’s not like the planet needs any more kids! Only a ¼ of women are suitable to breed in my opinion anyway, the rest are too hopeless, they just want to get out of work, and have someone to lord over and control, or, appear normal; not suitable reasons to have kids. I’ve been unable to walk properly for 6 years, (so far) or do any exercise. I used to walk around my garden at Rangari, in the evening, my favourite thing; once I was so happy, I started humming to Julie Andrew’s ‘These are a few of my favorite things’ and thinking to myself, NOW I, have my own favorite things! Including the Story apricot tree as I walked by…. (‘happiness’ drives bullies mad, and they do despicable things to such people – such jealousy). BTW I know there are some people out there thinking I have depts, and this is the reason why I was handicapped! THINK AGAIN - I never have any kind of DEBTS. I am the kind of person when I get a bill I pay it pretty much straight away, always has been the case - Miss Perfect - that’s who I am. That’s why they did it…. (It is not politicians running this country, it is Bimbo Cockaninnies that run this country) HELL with THEM - my garden was gorgeous! Oh, someone else, no names here, said I was handicapped, so that I would sit on the couch and watch my fav TV shows – the more I watch, the more work they got. (6yrs now, a lot of couch tv watching, SYTYCD.) So, I didn’t throw my workboots out until after Dr Mohammed the Chiro diagnosed me and told me to check my boots. So, basically walking around on the cause of the problem for 4 yrs! Major damage MAJOR, which is why it still has not healed (it’s only meant to take 12mnths to heal, but there are at least 2 different types of Collapsed Arch, I had the type similar to what Ballerinas get, have written about elsewhere to enlighten Dr’s, as some are not familiar with it). I did actually request a new pair workboots when I moved to Gladstone (move number four), as by this point, my boots were looking a bit tatty, and as part of my job’s provider, they’re meant to provide workboots, but this one in Gladstone, Tania Poschalk, refused (she was the one that looked like Catherine, from image clothing, where I used to work, that was closed, curse her.) I believe it was her; the jobs providers get people, bullies from my past and insert them in as “case managers”. They are fucked cunts who want to play “nazi”. People handicap other people in a vast array of manner, stealing and theft is major; psychological torture. Usually ridicule, is biggest way amongst women. Guess they felt they needed to take a more physical approach with me, as the ridicule seemed not to be working. Sticks and stones as mum always told us! I guess they did not want to see a whole lot of gardeners in this country. Stick to the couch, football and booze, NO THANKS. Btw, I also had some difficulties later with diagnosis ‘in writing’ and treatment. The chiro refused to put his diagnosis in writing, and there was only 1 other medical professional who could see the problem, a physio, and he also noted the big toe muscle problem, the muscle that runs from the toe, under the arch and all the way up the leg – basically he was the only person that could see the problem, everyone else thought I was making it up to get out of work, - and overcharged me as a result, or, were stupid, really STUPID, or fakers, fake doctors; fake podiatrist at Bundaberg – stupid women – I will never see a so called female Dr ever again, they are useless, fakers. (None of them btw, could see the lymph problem either) That 1 other medical professional could see it, was a physiotherapist, by the name of Cody Amos, from Bundaberg, I would say, the only professional in Bundaberg, aside from that waxer (never see a female chiro, podiatrist or female doctor of any sort for that matter, they are clueless – they have no feel for their field. Oh wait. I remember a female Indian/Australian doctor I saw in Gunnedah once – another genius) I only have my experience to base my conclusions on. Having said that about the physio, later, it turned out, he was helping the dogs steal my care plan physio appointments for back. Apparently, my landlord stole them Wainberg aka Cate Rogers. At one point in 2022 it started to heel after an ‘accidental’ cold treatment when I was stuck in the ocean for 3hrs, but it later collapsed, in my gungho excitement. I also feel the lack of diagnosis by a GP, is not only to do with inexperience, but possibly knowing about the whole sabotaged boot, as in Drs ‘in the know’, and wanting to protect the “powers that be” who did it. Fear of upsetting the “Powers that be”. Such is the coward nature of most people I have thus far encounted in my life, when it comes to this exact bully situation. Very seldom does someone step forward in a large bully situation and speaks against the bullies, infact I have never seen this happen, ever. Same as playground, adults, still the same. I remember when I was at Rangari, planting all my trees, building fences to protect them, tending the vege patch; Occasionally it would rain, and felt I needed gumboots. At the time, I could not find any women’s gumboots. The only ones I could get were pathetic flimsy chin high boots. It’s like the material that the boot was made out, was probably about 2 or 3mm thick, and the soul was made from the same material and same thickness, more or less. It was ridiculous. I thought if I trod on a stick, it would just go straight through the boot into my foot, I may aswell be wearing bare feet! I remember complaining about it to myself, thinking how absurd those boots are, I thought it’s an area that “women’s liberation” hasn’t yet discovered; Work Gumboots! Now I believe that, all that ‘personal’ complaining about that, to myself, {you know, it’s not like I wrote a formal nasty letter bitching about lack of female work gumboots to anyone !! lol}. So, I believe this response from me, has triggered the “stupid dogs”, to be outraged by my complaining. Somehow it is the fault of the DOGS, that they did not yet make woman’s work gum boots – this is what they must have thought? And this in turn may have prompted them to sabotage, my normal work boots, with a hole in the sole to create a collapsed arch. As I must be an ungrateful person? Now listen here DOGS; don’t you tell me to be grateful about PATHETIC workGUMboots, that weren’t designed for working in. If I want to complain about something, (TO MY SELF FOR GODSSAKES, about anything) then I would have a legitimate reason too. I don’t complain about stupid things. I’m a very aware and grateful person. So, you yourselves go eat humble pie, and fuck off. And if you want to be such perves, then you will get the ugly truth, suck it up. 9. Mothers to blame for a thieving offspring Adjustable pipe wrench STOLEN Similar to this one, taken from farm on Bridges Road, Rangari, NSW (near Gunnedah) By, I suspect, Heath Barwick - no conviction. I’ve had about $10,000 worth of stuff stolen since I moved there, one item at a time, plus I was harassed especially at night with noises from my neighbour, my neighbour was Heath Barwick. (No other neighbours in the vicinity) He had been friends with my little brother at school many years ago, Daniel told me that he used to steal from him back then - why was he not charged back then and jailed? We were never and are still not friends. So, Heath Barwick‘s mother, I hate to burst your marital bubble, but you stupid bimbo failure of a mother, I hope you rot in hell, have you any idea of how much of a thief your son is? How much he harasses and stalks women, how he has absolutely no respect for women at all? His attitude is totally retarded. This is your fault Mrs Barwick, this is no one else’s fault but yours Mrs Barwick, hopeless woman, you should not have had kids. I want my $10,000 back plus compensation for psychological torment. And bunnings bimbos copycats who think “I want to play to” - you stupid little thieving dogs. I wrote this in 2020, after one of my jobs providers, I am fairly certain was in fact Mrs Barwick (?) She did not have the same name, but I was just reminded of Heath every time I went there: she seemed to have the same mannerisms. She did confess to me at one point she used to be addicted and on drugs. My landlord then prompted me to write down what I ought to say to her, if it was her. And, just above, that's what I came up with. 5 years later I need to update it, because, back then I did not realise the full extent, of how mothers are the main problem, the root cause of all these problems I see in other thieving annoying people; it's because of the way they were raised. Someone told me that Mrs Barwick was from the 80s, and she was a hippie on drugs, and that’s why she's a total bimbo and hopeless mother. But this is not an excuse for being a bad mother. Obviously if you're going to take party drugs you can't have kids; only a stupid person would have kids if they are a drug user. Actually, I feel the same about alcohol too, but considering how many drunks there are in this country, no one would be able to have kids if they followed that piece of wisdom. And back in 2020 when I was ban from Facebook, I realise this is a real reason why; they don't want me talking about bimbo housewives, they don't want bimbo housewives to deal with negative issues. They don’t want to upset bimbo housewives. You know it's this very particular philosophy of not wanting to deal with negative things, that makes women bimbos! Such irony. It's not like they are born bimbos; it's over the years they become stupid because they don't want to deal with these HARD things. They become ‘sleeping beauties’. (Unfortunatly some women are never awake in the first place). Now, I can’t compare Heath’s mother to my aunt, as I do not believe I had any of the sort of problems I have had with Heath, with my 2 cousins. But I imagine, in Australia, a relatively wealthy country, this is a common issue: Wealthy housewives with one or two kids, and a husband that takes care of all financial burdens; so, if any ‘uncomfortableness’ crops up, the wife and the husband expect the husband to handle it, so the wife does not have to ‘worry’ about anything. They get into the mindset ‘oh well that's negative, we only focus on positive things - for the children’. They're clueless and oblivious to what they're setting their brains up for: which is bimbohood! They think they're doing the right thing for the kids, but they're not. I call this phenomenon complacency. Housewives get complacent because housewives generally refuse to deal with negative issues, and this very fact makes them stupid. And you might think stupid as in, they just not wise of ways of the world, or how other people live…well, I am talking about that, but I'm also talking about their brain changes, so that they are mentally unaware and part zombie. As an example, one of my aunts is quite wealthy, happily married, looked after and cared for by her very astute husband all her adult life. So, she would have little knowledge of the kinds of problems a single woman for instance has to deal with on a daily basis, like neighbour harassment, {side bar; last 4 days my neighbour has harassment me with extra loud music after I complained about them revving their car to try and get me to garden: playing God….}, having to install security cameras to stop petty thefts, locking all the doors and windows whenever she goes outside, like to do some gardening or put the washing out. Body cams! I bet the thought has never occurred to her that, she should put a camera on when she leaves the car out shopping, because some little idiot is going to break into her car and steal something while it's parked out in the car park?? (Actually, I am not sure she even drives – I have never seen her drive.) So, I guess I'm saying, it's this extra caution and alertness and worry and stress, that makes people more awake and aware. I'm not sure about the long-term benefits of worrying and being alert and stressed! I'm fairly certain it will take its toll. In fact, I have noticed as a general rule of thumb, people who have an easy life, and don't work; live longer, albeit, maybe in a state of zomby. And I also know it's related to control, one person wanting to control the marriage, the other person not having any control, and so it is this factor that puts them to sleep. Marriage is meant to be equal, there has to be equal respect, equal control - for fairness. I will stop now, but I feel there is more on this subject of bad mothering. Compulsory parenting classes for all pregnant women. All. 10. Massage chair rip off from harvey norman Female staff at Harvey Norman Tamworth stealing it from young customers. So, I just had a realisation about who is stealing from me and where they are from (2019). There seems to be a short blonde girl, I guess now she would be in her 40s, but has been following me around stores, mostly in Tamworth, especially Harvey Norman and Bunnings. In retrospect, I’m pretty sure she doesn’t actually work for them but she has friends who work there (how could she be the sales girl at both Harvey Norman and Bunnings) but, let me be clear, Harvey Norman are as guilty as can be - they allow her to basically steal from me in the form of overcharging at checkout. 20 yrs ago I recall paying $5000 for this massage recliner, back in 1998, or thereabouts, at Harvey Norman in Tamworth. There was a little short blonde sales girl, I have a fairly clear memory of her and what she looked like, although I don’t really pay much attention to sales girls, unless we have a specific conversation, but I do remember asking how much was this chair, she clearly said, the cost of this chair was $5000, it was reduced, as it was a showroom chair. Which at the time was half the amount of money that my grandmother had just given me, (she sold her house and was going into a nursing home, she gave each of the grandkids $10,000) I had decided that I would treat myself to this massage chair as it would last my whole life and I thought it would save money from going to a masseuse. At the time I didn’t have a credit card (that’s another story about Commonwealth Bank unempowering low-income women – Goldstar Dogs) Anyway, my sister and I had pre-arranged that she would pay for the chair on her credit card, and I would pay her later in cash. That’s why she was there with me, because I didn’t have a credit card. I naïvely did not check the faded fine print on the receipt at the time. BUT because just recently 20 years later due to an extreme unfortunate series of events in my life (due to more thieving bimbos) I’ve had to really relocate for the fifth time in more or less 12 months, so enough is enough, I cannot keep moving my big huge recliner, my arms have had it, so unfortunately I would have to sell my fantastic massage chair, the only option (which really defeats the whole reason why I purchased it, because it was meant to last my whole life and the chair was still in really good condition and would have done so, but, really, no choice). Anyway, I dig out the receipt and finally read it, and guess what it says $2700 plus $100 delivery! So, this is when I realised what had happened, and in retrospect, that short blonde girl, I’ve seen her numerous times in different shops where I’ve been ripped off, and I’m thinking she was in cahoots with my sister, but I’m not sure because I haven’t seen my sister at any other place, I’ve only seen this short blonde girl, (I mean maybe she penny’s friend Amber, or maybe it was Cate Cameron from my school? – I did not really get a good look – maybe she a prostitute?) she particularly used to be at Bunnings later. And if she can’t overcharge at checkout, she watches what I put through checkout, and if she wants it, she follows me home and steals from my house. I keep a track of everything that has been stolen from me and if you go through the list of stolen items, you’ll see I talk about some short blonde girl (goggles, dust brush….) so it would be her it. And the reason why I have so many items stolen from me is because this girl at Harvey Norman all those years ago got away with it, $2200 profit, that’s a huge incentive to continue doing it. I used to not really don’t pay much attention when I’m at checkout, so now I wear a camera, bodycam, so I can catch anyone on camera, and of course this girl has suddenly disappeared, but I have moved over 1000km from Tamworth. Also, so far, I have caught 2 sales people stealing from me on camera – it’s on you tube, go see. (My chair eventually sold for $400 on gumtree, no-one wanted it, now that young guy who bought it for only $400, will have good quality massage chair for at least 30-40yrs if not more – life really sucks, on numerous occasions) I would like that blonde bimbo to; stop making my life hell, fuck off you stupid little girl – then drop dead. 11. Bunnings Bimbos at Tamworth stealing from due to entrapment - realization of their game So, after years and years of thefts, I (with help from certain police) have just had a realization about who is stealing and where they are from. Here is the story. I would categorise myself as one of the “good girls”. I was raised in a loving family, where fighting and bulling wasn’t allowed. I went to a private school where there was a lot of discipline, certainly if anyone was caught stealing, they would be expelled immediately, and I believe in my whole time I was there, there was only one girl caught stealing. Although I do know of one other girl in retrospect who stole a lot and she was never caught or disciplined. But I am definitely opposed to stealing, I would never shoplift from a shop, or take something from somebody else’s house when I visit them -such as I have witnessed other girls do, frequently since. I also do not torment people, and bully them like a lot of women do, wanting to go on power trips, one girl told me I should try it, it’s fun and it’s a good way to lose weight. Seriously that’s what she said – she is FUCKED, fucked in the head. I’m a respectful person. A lot of those “bad types” of bitches would categorise me as ‘Miss goody two shoes’. And the thing about those bitches, if they see someone acting so perfect, it irritates them, it’s like they think “who does that girl think she is” and so they try and come up with devious ways to entrap me. I’m pretty sure there has been a lot of situations where there has been temptation put in my way, but like I said, I really do fit that category of a “good girl” – which was defiantly a good thing I was, as I did not know, but when you’re young, 18 and in your 20’s, and 30’s for that matter, actually, my whole life, especially if you’re on your own a lot, well me! - you have people that watch you, all the time. They are especially intrigued by girls just out of school, alone in a new city (actually, I would think any parent who sends their daughter off to a big city when they are 18, foolish, but that’s just me and my experience.) So, back to my Bunnings Bimbos story - these bitches were so frustrated by their attempts failing to entrap me, - like it really annoyed them that I was not a shoplifter, so much so that they just persisted even harder, and hounded me, and there’s a big gang of them who worked like a pack of dogs; they would follow me around and try to set me up, - it was a competition for them, they really hated the idea of me, some girl out there (single) who was alike the ‘Virgin Mary’! It incensed them! (Someone later made up a joke for me, that those girls must have been so frustrated for following me around for 20-30 odd years trying to catch me shop lift, and because I never did, they most likely have mental health problems now, and they should seek counselling!!!). And, "Stop trying to turn me into the bad guy, you television cartoon superhero raised Superhero wannabe twits". In one such instance, btw, I didn’t know this ‘competition’ was going on at the time, I wish I did, I would’ve done things a little differently this day - when you have a gang of wilful people trying to ‘will’ you to something, only a very strong young woman would be able to not be led astray; but on this particular day at Bunnings, there was about five women, and they knew I needed to purchase some clamps, timber clamps (they dogs). I needed some help as the clamps didn’t have their pins, and this is when it started, the dogs were playing some sort of tag game, getting me to walk up and back from one end of the store to the other, no one would help me, they would hide, and run if they saw me coming, if you’ve ever been to Bunnings you know this could be kind of exhausting, (this was before my collapsed arch, thankgoodness) so actually, I can’t remember the details, but, this blonde guy came down and gave me a pin (I don’t think he even worked at bunnings - in retrospect I now recognize him (practically albino) – he burgled me and my flatmates flat in Sydney in 1992 (how stupid if your albino to enter a life of crime – stand out like a sore thumb). Side bar: So, this is a fully organized crime ring, run by women who get ‘thugs’ to do their dirty work, and I suspect they have connections to the private school I attended, in fact I think I recognised some of the 5 women as old NEGS girls; some NEGS girls have a specific way of dressing. They have money. Maybe someone at that school got wind of the Bonds story below, and advised the school network, who then preceded to think they had to do something about this “atrocious shoplifter” ?? I mean that would be totally stupid, so I guess it actually may have happened, given the nature of most women. Make no mistake these people are real; they also try to steal from me anyway they can. I later recalled an incident at a previous work place, Bonds, that may have triggered it, as those women who worked there, are a part of the dog network. I will now include that story: one day at work I was wearing some white double muslin pants, but being only 19 still, I had overlooked my orange underwear, so one could vaguely see bright orange showing through! – my boss quietly suggested I go down to the sample rejects room (bonds underwear that did not make the cut), and find a somewhat wearable white underpant, off I went. There was some difficulties finding something that was not too badly cut or whatever the flaw, the only thing I could find was a white thong, so I thought I would try it, as I had not tried one before (and, soooo bad – so uncomfortable, all day I felt like I had a wedgy!! Never again!). Anyway, I suspect the other girls that work there thought I had stolen the thong. {Women being stupid medalling jealous gossips as they are}, and this factor may have triggered the dog pack who follow me around? - I know at the time, I certainly was discriminated in the Pendle Hill community, where Bonds was located (by women). I recognized one of those women, I vaguely remember her from bonds, she still has the same short haircut, quite tall and slim still. She was like a territorial dog, (you know, the stupid kind), it was most likely her that thought I stole the thong, and has since arranged a dog network to steal from me? But I saw her later, she was the one who stole my gumtrees that I had planted on the Keepit Dam rd, she was the one who delivered my planters from bunnings and stole my Petunia seedling. I am pretty sure I have seen her countless of other times too. If anyone at Bonds remembers her, please let me know her name, or the police, she needs to be locked up. Fancy harassing some young girl, (at first) for the next 25 odd years. She has a total screw loose. I’m serious, there must be someone who knows from back in 1993/4 exactly who I’m talking about (she did not work in the Design/sample room). You need to speak up so other people are saved from this stupid woman. They picked on the wrong ‘small frame’ girl. I am going to get ya! Btw, these people and the thieving blonde sales girls at Harvey Norman made sure they silenced me by having me banned from Facebook – any new account is automatically deleted within 12hrs, NOW that’s oppression. But I persist, persistence is the key, for people (the actually good ‘thinking’ people) who listen and do something (but since they can’t even get those greedy mongrels to pay taxes, there is not much hope, still, the thieving at my house has slowed considerably since I do not go to bunnings anymore. Back to my Pin story; I did some more looking around and got all the other things I needed, and I somehow ended up with another pin. So, suddenly I had 2 pins, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to walk all the way back from the trade checkout to find the bloody girl and give 1 back (btw, that girl I saw, I don’t think she worked at Bunnings either, she was there to set me up – brown hair, skinny, freckles, she could have been that bimbo from Centrelink that I talked about in my “Bims in Fashion” story or Charlotte Powel?). So, 2 pins stayed in my trolley, and I got home and I had two pins. I did not want 2 pins; I was just exhausted and frustrated by that point I did not think to just leave one behind (wait a minute I thought I did – tucked in the cement rack before checkout? Maybe I ended up with 3 pins??). Anyway, it’s not like I could return 1 the next day when I had recouped, Bunnings was 100km away. SO, I defiantly believe those girls set me up “entrapment” so that I would inadvertently steal a pin, so they could finally be “rest assured” that I was not the ‘Virgin Mary’. Possibly this is the reason why they stole about $10,000 worth of my stuff, and followed me around and harassed me, because of that pin?? (Btw, I would have spent about $40,000 in Bunnings at that time). They suck, I hope those involved, get cancer and die. I later suspect my landlord with a different name was involved Wainberg? And, when hearing my story, someone suggested I ought to have stolen something many years prior, just to get those persecutory dogs off my back!! A joke J. And, that pin was later stolen, then returned to me by Mark Kesby after I moved to Long Cottage, but then was stolen again. Just weird. At Gin Gin, I listed those 4 big 7ft iron clamps (with only 3 pins) for sale on gumtree – an old NEGS girl purchased them at a bargain. NEGS girls persecution. Disgusting school. You, know, who knows, maybe those girls were trying to get rid of old men who hover about in the hopes of finding the Virgin Mary – religious nutters. I wanted to share this story inorder to warn other young single ladies of the sharks out there that are trying to ‘get ya’, and will try to entrap you, so they can have something to hold over you, and someone to prey on: “We want to #^$% with that girl” – a power tripping exercise but, with a pretty young girl. A cat and mouse game, where everybody wants to be the cat – its nazi behaviour. (As you can see, there is no point trying to hold this over me I have told the world J). I was also later advised, re that ‘entrapment plan’, that they do the same with young policeman. They try to get them to do something a little ‘untoward’, so then they can hold it against them for the rest of their careers, building on it even. This is how police get ‘bought and paid’. It’s a huge thing, apparently. And I believe perpetuated by the fact that nobody talks about and warns young people of organized ‘older persons’ tactics. People are caught off guard, then trapped. BTW, the very last time I went to a Bunnings, I was at the checkout que, and they set up this thing to make it look like I told the people in front of me, where to go, so I could go to the front of the queue! (Queue jumping) So, I did not do that, they just made it look like that’s what happened. Not saying that I could not have done that should I wish, but in this instance, I didn’t do it, it was a set up plan. They are big on Set Ups there. I work on a ”as needed basis only”. But you will have to ask the dogs at Bunnings, what their motivation for their setup. And by the way, doing this is not a crime, there are no laws being broken, (unlike theft and pickpocketing which is what staff do at Bunnings – I want my reading glasses back!) - there are no morals being thwarted, and just not morally wrong in any way either (unlike raping a sleeping beauty…). In fact, half your luck if you can make the queue shorter for yourself - if people have been ‘tricked’ into being outed from a queue - it serves them right for being sleeping beauties when they are awake; wake the fuck up. {stealing from someone who is half asleep is morally wrong – can’t you tell the difference bimbos?} you can’t ha ha ahahahah ahahah. Btw, a bird police, told me that they caught that Albino, he is now in jail (even though he was being controlled by other people, women). Betta wake up bims! I want to come back and add to this (2024), because I was advised there are a lot of police who have issues with capturing women, as in they think all baddies are mainly men, so they have no problems in hounding men, capturing them, kicking the shit out of them, if necessary. But they won't go near a woman, even if the woman is completely guilty, they also have got an “automatic something” ingrained in their minds, to leave a woman be. They just won't chase, incarcerate or have anything to do with a female suspect. Maybe this is how they were raised by their mothers? {Never punch a woman}. So, this would explain to me, a lot of the problems in society, especially the ones I have, as it is mainly woman who steal and verbally harass me. I can assure you, of all the evil encountered, there's always a woman behind it. That thinking by those police, is old fashioned thinking. Plus, I need to add, due to my Blog, and all the written ranting and raving, a lot of those stupid women, are waking up to the fact that they fucked up - they're starting to realise that they're guilty (just the beginning, ha). But, so now they're starting to save themselves “oh well she stinks, so she deserves it”, or “oh well she wasn't respectful, so she deserved it”. Neither of course is true. and how dare they try to justify stealing, harassment and general bullying. And it is Bunnings Bimbos, who is also trying to save the evil tart wretched thieves, by telling the world (or anyone whose listening at any rate!), that it's my fault, that those bimbos steal from me. WELL, it sure as hell is not my fault - I'm not responsible for other people’s stupid behaviour. How dare you even suggest it. Just say no to bunnings and all the bimbos that work there. And see how women are such a problem in my life. Following me around for 20-30 years stealing from me because you thought I may have stolen something. You know, if I opened a café that sold really good gourmet lunches – I would make it MEN ONLY, women miss out due their bitchy spiteful thieving little girl ways. Women it is clear to me at any rate - that you are the losers, no matter how many times you drive past my house or follow me down to the street and declare to the world that you won – WRONG, YOU ARE THE LOSERS. And this is not going to change anytime soon, since you do not want to know the truth. Women:Bimbos 12. Thala Resort in Port Douglas refusing service and calling customers DOGS That person who said those vile words a male florist, had someone, a woman, standing right behind them, so the person speaking, in effect, was the puppet, of this other woman. I’ve seen her a few times in the background, she follows me around too, like Cathy Goldman does. She’s kind of plump, not fat, with brown long hair, and I think she’s really rich as she dresses so - well she must be, because she has nothing better to do, but to follow me around, and use unsuspecting innocent people as puppets, to chastise me - this is her main goal in life, she is very sad as I don’t know her, we are not friends, maybe our paths have crossed, I did work in a shop for a brief period meeting many members of the public, I did attend school where many people crossed my path - but she doesn’t know me, so she couldn’t possibly have any ‘beef’ with me, and I make a habit of not doing the wrong thing by people - unless they steal from me in which case I would have no problems putting a photo of her on my blog to name and shame her. Too bad I didn’t get a photo of her. I find interesting about these puppet women, is that they have discovered this ability that they have, and they think they’re special and magic, but when it comes down to it, when they choose to use their abilities, they have a choice, of what to do or say, and they don’t seem to be able to think of anything nice or funny or clever - the only thing, they think to do, in the situation, is to reprimand and chastise. The irony of them thinking that they’re really clever – big picture, they are the opposite of clever, they are bimbos. Little birdy told me, this one in particular, has issues with me being single, and being able to take care of myself, this bird also told me, these women do not usually let me see them, this incident was unusual as I saw her in action. There are multiple girls following me around trying to use their puppet skills onm sleeping beauties that cross my bath – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID DOGS, and sleeping beauties WAKE UP. (for my sanity!) Also, when I was updating this, my emails that I was sending through from my device to my PC via the Mail app wasn’t working all those emails I sent disappeared completely. I’m pretty sure this has something to do with the dogs to try to sabotage me -there’s one living next door to me in Unit 2. PERSECUTION, I know one day she’s going to get her comeuppance. Also by the way, I was in my mid-30s at this particular time, and this was the first time I had ever heard someone referring to me or anyone as a dog, actually, now that I think about it, I do recall in one of my favourite movies, Dirty Dancing, there was a reference to dogs, and I assumed they were talking about women that they didn’t find attractive. But this particular woman at Thala wasn’t referring to a woman who was ugly. She obviously has some personal hangups and issues that she should deal with - somethings just aren’t up to her. Who does she think she is. Deal with it scardycat. That paragraph I wrote just above, as well, was deleted, I had to rewrite it; yeah like I have nothing better to do this Saturday morning than rewrite a story that I’ve already written, fuck whoever stole it, hope they get cancer and die. (There was a bit to the story that I can’t quite recall, it was important though, so I’m a bit annoyed I can’t remember it, something about warning young girls about tactics….) 13. Flash mobs pre-flash mobs, re signs I just noticed another piece of writing that was removed from my PC. And that’s where I talk about flash mobs, and it doesn’t surprise me that this was removed, because there was always a big thing after they did it, of telling me, that were going to deny that they ever did it “it never happened”. So, I’m going to do a whole photo story about flash mobs. This started many years ago, and it wasn’t the flash mobs that you know today, and see on YouTube, where a bunch of people from the crowd kind of start singing or dancing or playing a musical instrument - that kind of comes from a place of peace, love and entertainment. It would’ve been some girl, who saw what happened to me, and has decided to change the situation for the better, and created the “flash mob”, and the term that you know today. But it started, NOT FROM A PLACE OF PEACE AND LOVE, but with people harassing me, as I have mentioned on numerous occasions I have “dogs” who follow me around, sometimes, I would have hordes of people harassing me, like if they didn’t think I should go into a particular shop, or if I was going into the wrong street, perhaps took the wrong turn. Literally dozens of people would follow me around discreetly, and descend on me in this vile over-controlling manipulative nazi way. It was about control. Those people were absolutely disgusting, and this is why it has been removed. I can assure you it was organized, (most of the times) those people like to boast about how well they know me, just from following me, watching, stalking me. They know their actions were completely wrong, they were behaving in a total bulling manner, and they’re probably going to cancer and dye. There were a lot of people involved especially female, and also radio and TV personalities. All of those people are fucked. YOU DO NOT GET A SAY IN ANY DECSIONS IN MY LIFE. They know perfectly well who they are. I loathe you. Burn in hell. (It is those people who also steal from me if an opportunity presents) BTW, they still do it, just not with extensive amounts of people like before in Melbourne, they no longer wish to be obvious. Because they know they are causing stress on my life, they know their actions are wrong and falls under the category of HARRASSMENT, AND IT IS AGAINST THE LAW TO HARRASS SOMEONE. Every time I go down the street, I have to be worried about being flashed. I heard one girl on the ABC Radio National talk about it, and she said, it was gang mentality, they kind of lose their thoughts in the greater mob, and do stupid and unthinking things, which I guess looking at the situation in retrospect, that seems to be what happened/s. But I do find it hard to conceive that people would stop thinking just because they’re around a lot of other people, and have probably been manipulated, by one person. I can guarantee you, I would never lose my head in such a situation, and I can’t believe how many stupid people there are in Australia. It’s embarrassing. And, by the way, I certainly am no genius. At school I was an average student, and if I can keep my head in such situations, then there’s sure as hell no reason or excuse for anyone else to lose their heads, and do stupid evil twisted things. You know, now if you have a speech impediment like a stammer or stutter, or even, a jilted way of talking, they know it’s purely from being psychologically abused in some form as a child. The reason why I’m writing about this, is because a lot of parents/nannies/carers/school teachers, have no idea that they’re abusing their child, they just think of abuse, as sexual or physical. But psychological abuse is huge in Australia, it’s huge in the classroom, it’s huge within parents and siblings. And I definitely believe there needs to be an awareness of psychological abuse; like forcing someone to do something that they really don’t want to do, in an iron fist way, is a form of abuse. Basically, this is where my term ‘Nazi’ stems from, from people trying to control other people in underhanded, mean, dictatorship ways. And kids are an easy target – they are prey. But make no mistake, they try to do it to people of all ages. I still see it, and I am 47. This still happens today; it is not something from 1939. Rack off you non-thinking nazis. I mean maybe down there in Melbourne, I should have unwound the car window, and yelled out as loud as I could, “rack off you stupid dogs”, as I drove by, but I really was not raised to do such forms of communications. And like I said those dogs knew already, that they were doing something untoward. So, someone, or a group of people, I’m not entirely sure who, has seen what was going on, I would say, seen it back when I was in Melbourne, because there were a lot of people involved at those times, a lot of people around watching, about 2006 that was. They have taken the idea of strangers from a crowd descending on someone, and have twisted it and turned it into something positive. There were quite a few segments on the Ellen Degenerates show, {Ellen Degenerates problems, bugger off} and of course you can see many flash mobs on YouTube now. If you hear or read anything contrary to this story – its bullshit, those people are trying to save themselves and discredit me. This story, is related: So, at Rangari, I mentioned several times now, how I had problems with Heath Barwick, next door neighbour across the paddock, however the postman claimed that Heath Barwick moved, and there were some other people living in that house, I actually didn’t believe that, as I saw his friends there at one point, but then one time, there were some cars there that beeped and the beep had a tune, a little ditty, instead of the beeeep noise. Also, it played dog barking noises, and they had a 2nd car, that played kookaburra noises. I also saw those cars on prime television news. So maybe, instead of Heath Barwick, I had problems with Prime television people? maybe they were incahoots with Heath? Maybe they took over the house when Heath left, maybe Heath was travelling, who knows? BUT, at my new place here (and, infact, every place I’ve been since Rangari) I’ve had problems with the neighbours harassing me - just like at Heath Barwick, but worse, given the close proximity. So, one day, I walked up to my next-door neighbours, not the ones in the unit, the ones that live above me on the steep hill, because I wanted to see if they can actually see into my unit from the house, it sounded like they could (read my “STOLEN ITEMS FROM GIN GIN AND new address 700km away” photo story). I wasn’t sure whether they were home or not, I waited until I thought they were out infact, as I do not like having revolting people that harass me, in my life. It didn’t look like anyone was home, but there was a car in one of the car spots, and guess what it said on the back of the car; it was Prime something or rather – it was scroll writing and I did not have my glasses, but I thought my cam was on, but later saw it was not switched on (?) so definitely the word Prime!, so, now I am thinking maybe I’ve still got Prime Television people following me around, which is a little bizarre since it’s a regional network for Tamworth (1500km away from here), plus, I believe they have been closedown and taken over by someone else.?? So, the reason why I mention this, is because this morning I went for a walk down the other end of the units, and my Mulberry tree I had planted was gone, simply gone, I looked around for some clues, and guess what, there it was sitting in a bucket outside the girl who lives at no 8! She was home, said she thought it grew from seed so had dug it up (I would say to sell!!) I said no, it is there for everyone, so I took it back and replanted it. It could have been a genuine mistake. As we were talking, suddenly I heard the neighbour who must have sneaked down into the car port area, quiet as a mouse, and they played a beeping noise, as we were talking – now, this, is exactly the type of shenanigans that Heath, or Prime, or whoever, would do in Gunnedah and Melbourne. It’s going to be hard for some people to grasp this, but there are certain dog type people who do signs, it is very common, and most people know about them, but some do not and are clueless, and think that if anyone sees signs, they must be crazy. Well, quite frankly, other way around. They do designs to encourage people, or not encourage people, or say yes, or no, on a certain topics that are being discussed by OTHER PEOPLE, or to say you win the conversation, or you lose, or you win the “power” or you lose the “power” - there’s a whole host of little games that they play, most of them are completely stupid and certainly very disrespectful when you’re talking to somebody else (the fact the their conversation, is none of that persons business, does not even enter into their stupid little heads). They sign in numerous ways like shining lights, playing different sounds (beeping of course – actually beeping is the most common, and the most annoying), but also placing people and or cars in various eyesight, - there is a whole heap of creative things they do, to get their message across. I guess it just must be something that bored other people do, because for me, I would never do something like this. I think it’s bloody stupid, and only stupid people would do it. It is harassment. I mean, is this what most people do when they are bored? sit around concocting signs for their neighbours, with this activity being so prevalent, that the local television network helps out whenever they can? I just assumed I was targeted as I’m single, but maybe married couples do signs for one another all the time? Do they? I don’t remember growing up in such a world, and my parents had a lot of friends. There were no signs, only real conversations. So, I took a photo of all the people who were here this morning, and have noted that number plates, and the next time I see them drive past, I’m going to get their photo. Allthough it did occur to me that the beeping noise came from 108 and not Sams direct neighbour? – people wanting their neighbours to fight? No image with this one; The internet and social media - hand of God. Facebook deleted my account. I have been banned. Every time I try logging in to my account or creating a new one, it is deleted within ½ hr, they have turned me into their personal IT Nerd Cat and Mouse game. (I have created countless accounts and my profile on both Facebook and ebay after my account was deleted, and without fail after every new replacement account, they deleted it. So, I have given up creating any more accounts – they are time wasters. Facebook; run by oppressors and little girls in high school who have overcontrolling domineering mothers/teachers, and of course lazy drunk bitchy housewives who spend all afternoon perusing the Facebook forums whilst sipping martinis. When someone steels from me, no matter how small or trivial an item, I decided way back in 2015 or so, to call the police (I realized I was being organized targeted, and I would need help) - I do follow the correct course of action by reporting crimes to the police - actually, I tended to drive the police a little nuts about all of those petty little items. But, well at first, in Gunnedah, the police didn’t do anything, that’s why I’ve relocated impart - apparently, it’s because everybody likes the thieves and knows who is stealing from me, (my neighbours) -but as they are popular and rich, they’re allowed to do as they please and get away with it. But posting online has made a huge difference - thieves are bullies, and bullies are cowards. Cowards don’t like attention being drawn to themselves, so I’ve noticed a big reduction in the theft and harassment since I’ve been posting online, especially photos of stolen items – so before when I did nothing, items that had been taken remain stolen, but since posting on social media and kicking up a stink, naming suspects, many of the new stolen items have been returned, especially items that are unique and easily identified. On certain forums, in certain communities, I did get quite bad reactions, when people saw about my stolen stuff and my complaining, they really took offence about that fact that I was trying to do something proactive to combat the thefts. Some community‘s got so offended by my whingeing about stolen trivial items; whole conversations involving quite a few people evolved into a mass kind of bullying, and picking on me. I don’t know if they were trying to get me to stop posting online, but I wasn’t concerned about these people picking on me at all. Even though there was a lot. I just kept going, on my mission, I’m not so easy intimidated by online anonymous idiots. But it was so bad, and in such a public view, that one day, I had the police come round to see if I had committed suicide! They were literally scared because the people on the Facebook were so revolting!! I laughed and told them not to be ridiculous, and actually those people trying to harass me and torment me, didn’t realise it, but they were helping my cause, by attracting attention to it. The police wanted to know if I was crazy for putting those trivial items on when I was getting such a negative reaction - those police were not able to see the big picture. Probably did not believe anyone was stealing from me, infact the Constable did not, he flat out told me! (One of the others later told me he had his head so far up his own arse, he couldn’t see anything!!!) By the way the worst Facebook group was the community at Calliope - oh my god, such haters (and I suspect all stupid female bitches). Social Media was another instance in my life, where I can see the hand of God stepping in to counteract powertripping bullies. But I have been ban, and can no longer go on Facebook or ebay. {It seems to me it is way too easy for some little bitch to come along and destroy someone’s business /reputation/life, in the form of making a false complaint to admin. Having said this, I make a lot of complaints and my complaints are never false. But what I want to say, if someone in position of Power receives a complaint, (and there are many different types of complaints, but some are so blatantly bitchy), that person of power, instead of doing something, just has to shrug it off, and not actually fire the person, or ban the person, or do an investigation, or, do anything major. I mean maybe you can take them aside and ask them about it, but it does not have to be a major reaction to every single bloody complaint - it’s not up to you to control the whole world, and be a dominating nazi. If you’ve been reading my blog, you can see it’s not just one person ‘picking’ on me. All retailers in Gunnedah and Tamworth were stealing from me, all retailers, in general stealing from me, neighbours are stealing from me, they think it’s a game and they all want to play, they have no regard for anyone else, for me, for my feelings about the situation of being picked on. They are completely stupid SELFISH, and all will be burning in hell. But since there are so many people that have been stealing from me, and I have started to name names - a lot of people who are guilty, are popular, well-paid people in the community, who have a lot of friends, not to mention popular people from the entertainment industry, who have extreme amounts of money, once I think I saw young prince William driving just ahead of me in the Hunter Valley (I have a personal nickname for him now “Wombat killer”) And those people, I would say, they don’t want to be named and shamed by me (because I don’t care who you are, I don’t care how old you are, if you steal from me or harass me in any way, I’m going to put your ugly mug (if you’re pretty I’m going to make sure the photo is blurred or something, showing your ugly side – there are heaps of pretty young women stealing from me), and your name on the Internet, and it’s going to be around for all eternity, and for everyone to see. And you have only yourself to blame; if you don’t want to be named and shamed in such a manner, then don’t act like a stupid thieving bully. So, there have been ‘people in play’ who follow me online and make sure I’ve been banned from social media, especially Facebook, as Facebook reaches, practically the WHOLE COMMUNITY – it is very powerful way to get you message across. (So affective) The main way they go about it, is complaining about me to admin, and admin just go “oh okay” and then ban me! - they haven’t really given any thought to my content they just hear the complaint - they are so completely stupidly idly led and manipulated by whoever is complaining, that they ban me. So, even though now we have the fantastic internet and ‘social media’, (rather than only 1 oppressive news source) -really nothing has changed from the heretic days of burning the witch at the stake, only now, instead of burning or stoning; exclusion and theft is the ‘punishment’ for being outspoken, honest, different, and AWAKE. But exclusion in itself is not a bad thing, if you can live your life out of the idiotic community, then half your luck. I just also want to say, before I was ban on Facebook, I was on the Agnes Water forum, how dare you tell me that I’m crazy, under the guise of mental health - you’re nothing but a bunch of stupid bullies. Same goes with Bundaberg bullies, in fact after my brief time in some of the Bundaberg forums there is no way I would choose to live in Bundaberg. While I am a huge fan of exposing the truth in public, naming names, (and I do) I hear that people have been taking the whole ‘burning the witch of the steak’ in other forms on social media, like humiliating them for accusations of racism. So, I imagine that would happen, humiliation is by far the number one way to punish someone, as no one wants to have anything to do with someone who is being ridiculed and humiliated, they will run a mile to be as far away as such person (treated like lepers). I’ve heard people get fired because their employees don’t want to be associated with someone who is in the process of being humiliated - such weakness and coward management behaviour, btw they have no right to fire someone for this reason, and they’re definitely opening themselves up to a lawsuit if they fire someone who’s been ridiculed on Facebook. There are truly evil people out there who know how to manipulate Facebook to get what they want and those ones that are still on Facebook, they haven’t been banned. Powers that be only pick on easy targets like me. I also have to say when I first started writing on Facebook, I didn’t really give too much thought to my style of writing, it’s only over a little bit of time I have realised that so many people are watching, that my writing should be improved. So, Facebook has helped my writing skills! By the way, I no longer call the police about stolen items, as their patience has run out and they no longer want to do paper work for small stolen items, (lazy) particularly ones that are returned 3 months later (they think them lost; they have no idea about passive aggressive bullies, and people, who think it is fun to steal small items with the intent of psychological torment.) Infact whole other story involving disgraceful bulldog police Sharon Morgan abducting me and incarcerating me for 7 days to determine if I am of sound mind – which btw, I AM. Total human rights violation. Starving cat. I also believe people from Facebook who wanted me to shut up, were incahoots and manipulating naive Sharon Morgen. Not to mention, a stupid short blonde bimbo who I have previously mentioned on this blog. Later someone else also told me it was Sharon Morgan tracking me online to make sure I was ban from all social media sites? I believe the police would be able to do this?? That one had a bee in her bonnet about me – a dog with a bone situation. Idiot. Later I was told the police wanted me to ‘band’ together with someone, and become a vigilante, to go and hunt down the people who were stealing from, and beat them up in order for them not to steal from me again - take matters into my own hands, and leave the police out of the petty thefts (Well forgive me for thinking, I thought that was the police’s job.) Anyway, on Facebook, there were too many female hall monitors playing the exclusion game and just being basic bullies, I really think Facebook Groups are the epitome of female bullying (this particular personality trait of women BIMBO needs to be brought into consciousness) – I want to name and shame those ‘nazi’ admin, as excluding someone from their local group is a despicable form of female bullying banned me FOR NO VALID REASON (aside from the DOG NETWORK - the grape vine of bitchy women). Classifieds banned me, so now I have nowhere to post my 2ndhand items for sale (except gumtree – but there is something weird going on gumtree, all the people that contact me from gumtree possibly are thieves? Definatly liars, they pretend to be interested – really not sure what that is about, Jo, Lisa, Rebecca Sims, matrymcgown, Tim, Veronica Daniel, Lorikeet, Brendon, Andrew, what the?) So, not being able to sell my 2nd hand goods, as been extremely wasteful (I also consider that a form of theft – Facebook theft) So, stop this female manipulation of dogs banning and bullying someone by picking on them, as if they were Jewish and the time of Nazi regime (or a lepper from back in the bible days). Has anyone been to Hong Kong and been to those big marketplaces that they have? imagine if they were females policing them, saying to members of the public “you’re not allowed to come in here because we don’t like you”. That’s what they do on Facebook - they are truly nonthinking stupid women and it is such despicable behaviour that I can’t believe it goes on in 2020. So, all in all, I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s actually best if I do not go onto Facebook, because there really are some stupid people in the community, who can’t see what’s going on and how they’re being manipulated. In fact, I strongly feel now that I basically, I ‘win’ if I don’t go onto Facebook. Same as how I ‘win’ if I am out of the community in home and work. Dealing with bullies, thieves and tormentors through social media (using cameras too) is a VERY effective way to cut them down. Most people wouldn’t have a clue about the bullying that I have experienced, in the form of theft, and verbal harassment on the street whenever I go downtown as I am followed (and in my neighbourhood at my home) most people are clueless about this type of dysfunction, so to be able to do something about it through cameras, internet and social media is absolutely a brilliant GODSEND. I truly can’t thank the Internet and body cam enough. Even though most people do not like to hear the ugly truth, (I blame morning show television for this, their target market is mothers, and they should be telling stories to show them human interest stories to show ‘the truth’ – the negative things that happen to people, (like the strange personality trait of majority of women who exclude people they don’t like) rather than happy good vibe stories like weather stories all the time (even though I do like a good weather story!). So, I will persist, they messed with the wrong small framed girl! (Bullies are such cowards, it really works, thanks internet!!) - btw, before I was ban from Facebook, I did bring 1 thing into consciousness, and that was the housing/shipping container phenomenon – shipping containers are UNACCEPTABLE form of housing, Oven Oven, Icebox Icebox!! Also, there was an element of ‘thieving old women’ on Facebook too – they disguise themselves with a “nice family” photo of themselves, but it is a fake photo, they prey on people in the hopes to steal from them, so be careful. Also, I strongly suspect there were ‘little boys’ who started this company who had issues with ugly women, they only wanted pretty women on there, and so wouldn’t let ugly women create an account. I think they’ve changed ownership now. The Hello Bimbos with Parental Fines for bad Children political request I have finally got around to writing about the Hello Bimbos. These Australian people are a disgrace, they’ve been harassing me for many years now, and they usually attack me in some very passive aggressive way, and then they send in a bimbo who says ‘hello’ at me. As if to say you would not have been attacked just then if you had of said hello. They always do it in an ‘afar’ situation, so I can’t reach out for their necks and throttle them. ‘Afar’ as in hidden by a huge hedge, or something ALWAYS hiding. The attacks are mostly verbal abuse and theft by retailers, but also parking tickets, speeding tickets – real targeted attacks on me, anyway they can in the situation at hand - it is radio related too. Major dogs on the radio. Radio National, probably JJJ. ABC related. Thieving stupid dogs. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police, radio powertrippers, and other such desperado ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s was because I had a charcoal Daewoo, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse! I truly am living on a planet filled with idiots and morons. And btw, you know in the big picture of things, there’s just so many things really bad things that people do that go unregulated. Why don’t major polluters not have to pay any fines? Who’s going to stop them and give them a ticket? Most lazy Australians need incentive for them not to pollute. If the police applied as much vigour in their “monitor of pollution”, as they did with car related activities - well this country would be 50,000 times cleaner and 50000 times better. And while I am on the subject of fines that need to be paid – why the hell are there no fines for parents whose child breaks the law? I cannot believe this is not a ‘thing’ - THEY TRULY NEED INSCENTIVE. A fine is that incentive. (If I were PM, I would introduce parental fines for way more than just breaking the law; Parental fines for child bullying on the playground and on the streets. Parental fines for child harassing and ‘following’. Parental Fines for child being a nuisance. Some people grow up and have NO IDEA that they are even a nuisance, its like no ones has ever told them or reprimanded them in any way. FINES FOR PARENTS THANKYOU. Anyway, maybe just reading about verbal abuse, you think, oh, no big deal. But when this passive aggressive attack happens to you on a weekly basis, and on a weekly basis you have these bimbos coming up to you and shouting out ‘hello’ over DECADES, the only way to describe it is PERSECUTION. And there’s been so many different people involved over the years, literally 100’s, if not 1000’s, I wish all of them dead, I wish all of them had cancer, and I will be willing them to die from cancer. All they do is inflict hatred, they are scum of the earth, and they are not deserving to be alive living on this beautiful planet. I WILL NEVER BE SAYING HELLO TO YOU. And fuck off you condescending stupid bully bitches, WAKE UP. Their antagonism, just alone, means I will never want to form any acquaintances with anyone ever again. Monumental dysfunction in society. In retrospect, I think Cathy Goldman is responsible - this stupid dog from school, a house mistress, that formed an obsession with me due to her personal incompetence. I think her name is Cathy, I don’t even know her, she is literally crazy. She should be severely fined, I reported her to the police, the police do nothing. No idea. I think she ‘sweet talks’ people and brainwashes them? This story is related: One day I went to the nursing home to visit my mother, and I was walking down the wide corridor, I saw 3 people coming towards me, I didn’t know them, I just moved to the side and kept walking, after I passed them, the girl in the centre of the 3 started whingeing “NO! she didn’t say hello, NO! she didn’t say hello, NO! she didn’t say hello”! I found this very strange, I’m thinking, I do not know those people, why would I suddenly stop and start talking to them? And if they were so hung up on me saying hello - why did they not say hello? So, actually, this same situation happened to me in various locations, multiple times, it happened a lot at that particular time in my life - dozens and dozens of people, who I have no idea who they were, would ‘present’ themselves to me in this manner, and then start harassing me. I remember the girl in the hallway quite distinctly and in retrospect she did look like a Maltese girl from Bonds. (In retrospect, I see everything) I’m not sure if it was her but if it wasn’t her, maybe it was a ‘lookalike’ – apparently, they are dogs, and this is a common ‘dog game’ that bimbo women play in the entertainment industry -casting agencies have books with thousands of faces on file for movie casting. So, they can match faces and send me ‘lookalikes’ of people who cross my path. So, I guess what needs to be said here is FUCK OFF - although, I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to me to have to ‘reign’ you in. Grow the fuck up. Cathy Goldman has something to do with it – a stalking house mistress from school who is obsessed with me, as I have noticed everywhere I go there seems to be older girls from school, borders ‘placed’ in the situation. I want to talk about this too: I’m not good at recognising people, especially if they have a different haircut or different coloured hair, or are wearing a hat, (often I can recognize someone from the way they walk or even stand, their voice, but not their face) and if I encounter someone I don’t recognise, and therefore don’t really acknowledge them, they get offended, and not only do they get offended, some of them have such big egos, that they seek revenge and they plot and do these nasty things to me, meanwhile, I have no idea that I even encountered this person. I wanted to write this down because I have mentioned before, if you’re so hung up on wanting me to say hello to you, then put your big fat face in front of my face and say hello, so that I can see you, otherwise I just don’t recognise you - you’re all pretty much the same looking to me, I hate to tell you. And put your egos aside, why is it so important for somebody else to acknowledge you if you recognise them straight away? say hello, and don’t be such a coward. BTW, someone told me this is happens because they don’t have any power in the friendship /acquaintance, (apparently, I do!!) this to me is absolute bullshit. BULLSHIT Here is a good spot to also put another of my concocted theories (which I have written about before, but seems to be missing, yet another of my, Train of Thoughts……gone.) So, this one explains why some people that you encounter look the same as other people that you have previously encountered. And not only do they look the same, but they seem to have the same mannerisms, the same voice, and even the same personalities. Because, I’m not too good at facial recognition, it is all of these other areas that are the queues I take from, to form identity and memory of a person. So, it’s really strange for me to see different people having the same mannerisms. My theory is to why this is, is because they look similar, and so in their formative years, at school, they get treated by others in a certain same way. So, an easy example is a child who is really pretty and cute, will get treated by the teacher with smiles and a sweet voice, but a child who maybe looks as if they have a permanent scowl on their face will get treated with a scowl from the teacher in return. If you have read my blog, you know that I have a fairly low opinion of primary school teachers, well in particularly, public school teachers, as their lack of education and awareness, would allow for this to occur. 16. 2008 Virus after affects-12 yrs later in 2020 (Contracted at Gunnedah Alkira Nursing home, most likely Glandular Fever, pneumonia) I want to mention, I was aware completely when I caught this virus; I was at the nursing home with this old biddy (forced to work there by bimbo nazis at Gunnedah Centrelink, was not being paid – I hope they get cancer and die). Anyway, I had been cold that day, as I forgot my jumper, (usually nothing happens when I get cold, I would typically not get sick just from being cold – and there have been times in my past when I have been way more cold for longer periods of time, and nothing happens, no cold or flue…I’m healthy!) This day, mid winter, suddenly at about 5 o’clock in the afternoon, I was hit, BAM, this big wave came over me, it nearly knocked me out completely, it felt like my whole body was punched. Body punched. I had to kind of stumble for a seat, and I sat down and tried to recoup. In retrospect it was definitely that feeling of when you’re immune is fighting. I was sitting there thinking what the hell has just happened to me, nothing like that had ever happened before to me, not a sickly person. So, it was from that point on that I became a changed person, with a compromised immune. (And, I had burnt my throat/lungs badly the month before cleaning with hydrochloric acid – that’s how the virus got in then, and not before – and still gets in 12yrs later, my throat and lungs have not recouped or repaired properly. That hydrochcloric acid burn is the worst thing I have ever done. [At least I know how it is for many other people who get sick now, as someone who never used to get sick, I can tell you – IT SUCKS]). So, these are the symptoms; Mild Asma, Mild Hay fever – I insisted these symptoms piss off, and they have, so long as I don’t get too cold (amazing how mind over matter can win) – but this is a direct result of a virus, allergies don’t just happen out of thin air, it was brought on by virus. Running nose when eating. (So annoying) Runny nose when cold, and sore throat. Flip out when cold: giddy, slowed mind/thought process, aching limbs, Inflammation in blood/swelling. Weak upper body/chest/arms, loss of strength. Tired. Susceptible to colds/flues, sore throat especially (this maybe burnt throat related only – compromised immune now). Weakened memory. Exhaustion/ inability to sustain exercise. Breathless when talking. Weight gain due to feeling giddy, from immune response (and not lack of food, so overeating as a result of feeling sickly weakling now). Reduced sleep (this may be related to something else). Mild high temperature constantly in winter, more so when cold, but this stopped after 3yrs. Body seizes if I get cold – stiff back, shoulders, legs, arms. Unable to sleep if too cold/hot. So, I have gone from Superhuman healthy, never sick (which is actually normal human health, how it should be), to now weakling - OVERNIGHT, just from catching a virus. Little pussy! Also, I want to mention when I have been to the doctor since then - they generally think I’m healthy, there’s nothing wrong with me, they don’t really acknowledge any of these not so visible changes in my body. I’m not sure whether they think they can’t do anything about them anyway, so don’t care about it, or since I won’t be dropping dead tomorrow, they don’t worry, or they don’t actually know about these effects that the virus caused, which wouldn’t surprise me. But I do believe nurses know about these long-term effects, and maybe there is intention amongst certain health sectors to hand these viruses out to imagined ‘enemies‘ or with the intention to build the populations capacity to fight them off with healthy immunes??? I’m sure you will remember the Thalidomide babies; I’ll just do a reminder; in World War II scientists in Germany were working on ways to deform babies in pregnant mothers as a biological weapon. A form of attack. And they did it, they came up with a medication, Thalidomide. But then the war ended and instead of that / those scientists admitting their 5yrs of research was for nothing, they handed out this medication to pregnant mothers in England, under the pretence that it will help their babies. As a result, there were heaps of people born with deformations and limbs missing. They were named the Thalidomide babies, it was documented to be the case, interviews with those scientists have admitted such happenings. So whilst that is really hard to believe, and people today would like to turn around and say, well you’re just being paranoid, of course no doctor or scientists would do that (which happens a lot when it comes to negative issues, I know it does.) But I believe there are other cases where the doctors are handing out medications, to not only pregnant mothers, but women in general, that have no proven side-effects, but do actually cause problems - but there is no correlation that has been drawn, because there’s been no studies, and cases are so random, each DNA reacts differently to medications and situations. I was talking to one woman who had scoliosis, and she believes girls born with scoliosis are a result of their mothers taking certain medications (maybe not when they’re pregnant, but before pregnancy, and I am not ruling out recreational drugs or birth control drugs either) and I’m inclined to believe that woman. So, it is unintentional harm, but perpetuated by the pharmaceutical companies wanting to sell their drugs to make money. I will put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink- I firmly believe there is some short blonde girl and others, responsible for forcing upon me, the whole scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program at the nursing home, because she knew if I was put in a nursing home I would get sick, because she believes that low income people get sick and high income people are healthy (she is fully mentally retarded in the head), so, infact I was extremely healthy, I’ve never been sick, I don’t get sick, I’m was not a sickly person - both my parents were never sick throughout the whole lives (except as I’ve mentioned, mum had gallstones, which I personally believe was from drinking bore water out on the farm, but have since found out it was from the spinach dad grew in the vege patch – she was trying to save money). Infact I will give you an example of ‘no sickness’, about how I never got sick. In my early 20s I stayed at my aunts place in Gosford. I hate to say this on the internet, but her kitchen was thoroughly disgusting. She had relegated the washing up to her 13-year-old son who was completely incompetent at the task, and as a result her kitchen was filthy. There was a layer of thick grease over absolutely everything. It was yuk. One evening, my cousin, the 13-year-old son brought me out a drink in a glass, he said try this, it is the new vanilla Coke. I had one little sip, I didn’t think much of it, not really a fan of Coke anyway. I shortly thereafter went to bed, after about an hour of lying down I suddenly became all hot and I had cramps, there was something wrong, I didn’t know what, nothing like that had ever happened to me before. I thought I should get up and go and see my aunt and tell her something was wrong, which I did, I told her what was happening in my body, cramps, hot, dizzy, pins and needles in my arms, then I vomited, she called the ambulance then. By they time they got there I was ‘seeing stars’ and on the verge of collapsing, the officer told me to focus on my breathing, in out in out, which only after doing for 20 or 30 seconds or so, I felt better, and I wasn’t about to faint anymore and she told me I was experiencing ‘shock’, your body can enter into shock, and you can actually die from shock. So, after I was no longer in shock my body could address the sickness, and as I had already vomited, it was not too long when I felt near normal again. So, the cramps and the sickness were from the filthy glass that I drank that vanilla Coke from, just a case of mild food poisoning. But because I had never experienced sickness before, my body went into shock! and by the way that simple breathing technique you know basically saved my life, so everybody should know about this simple breathing technique, if there’s something wrong with you, concentrate on your breathing, then your body can deal with the sickness, or you’ll have time to get medical attention. Above I mentioned mind of matter, infact I have a whole other story about that, I could not find it on my blog, so I will put it hear again. I recall when I was 5yrs old, for some reason this school day, I felt unwell, I told mum, she said to lie down on the couch, she gave me a yellow bowl and said if I was going to be sick, I should vomit into the bowl. I was sick, mum saw that I was sick and she was annoyed, as she must’ve had plans that day, so now she would have to stay home and look after me. She wasn’t overly irate - it’s just I was a pretty savvy 5yr old, and noticed how she was feeling about the situation. I decided that being sick wasn’t really much fun, and since it was such an inconvenience for mum anyway, I would not be sick again ever. And indeed I went through my whole childhood not getting sick, so it might be a case of mind over matter, although sceptics tell me it’s just because my parents were so healthy, they passed their good immune on to me…ofcourse living out of town, away from people, I would say had A LOT to do with it. I would like to say that I was not really superman healthy! I did recall as a child I was outside in the rain one summer holidays; we were singing in the rain - having a tremendous time, relishing in the rain, and I got a slight sniffle after that for about 3 or 4hrs!! And of course, when I left school and moved to Sydney, and came into contact with everyone on the air con trains and in the air con workplace, who was sick with flue, I also contracted it. But I was raised on a farm, ‘out of the mainstream community’ so to speak, that helped greatly. I mean, I attended school and mixed with other kids, but at the time, I remember all the other kids were healthy too, in fact, in Gunnedah primary school, I don’t remember anyone being sick ever, there was no such thing as “flue season” back then. I do recall at high school in Armidale, there was a flue outbreak, once, supposedly everyone got it and was sent home, all but 8 girls, and I was one of the 8. So, it seems living in the country has great health benefits that city people can’t help to avoid. Anyway, back to my ‘mentally retarded blonde bimbo psycho stalker’ story – a further continuation of her evil antics. So, the fact that I was REALLY healthy AND low income, really pissed her off. I mean unhealthily so, like a psycho dog. So Centrelink jobs provider got paperwork and said if I did not sign this form, my payment would be cut (the form stated if I got sick, I would not sue Centrelink) – total nazis (burn in hell), the girl who gave me paperwork was not a short blonde girl, she was some girl I’ve never seen before with big hair (just like that Chyro in that Seinfeld episode! – the old fashioned hair cut!)- she was another female who is part of the dog network who try to sabotage me, she is guilty, just like that other short blonde, and she used intimidation tactics by getting in 2 thug looking guys to stand by her while I signed that paper. There’s quite a few of them that work in cahoots to arrange this (I am certain a house mistress from school who is obsessed with me, Cathy Goldman, has something to do with it?), so I would get sick, and my life would be cut short, it was a calculated plan. TRULY. Most people are not aware that such goings on occur – most people are completely naïve. Those girls are truly evil. I have to kind of spend a few paragraphs explaining this whole sickness thing, but if you just keep ‘deliberate’ sickness in your mind, and then see all the other things that I’ve mentioned about swapping high class items over for low class - it’s a very clear pattern that is forming, one involving little girls being hung up on “class”, and clearly showing deliberate persecution and sabotage in Australia, as a result of “class” issues. It is most definitely driven by stupid little girls. It is not just a coincidence, and the way life has worked out. So, I personally believe, people also get sick due to Nazi bullies -a side affect. It’s a way of not combating bullies, so when one or some of them tries to push their will on somebody else, sickness ensues. I’m pretty sure, if people weren’t such Nazi bullies (again, not talking about people from WW2, but an attitude (that mostly stems from emotionally abusive parenting) – most women I encounter today, are complete stupid bitchy Nazis, especially in Australia, still). Anyway, if they did not try to rudely and disrespectfully dictate a way of life, ‘lord over’ someone else life, which totally does NOT concern them, etc…there would be hardly any sickness in the world. It’s related. I will update this in 2025, because I have just been through a series of major bullying from my neighbours, next-door, AND on Facebook, same ones; trying to steal from me and in fact successfully did, BY LYING. Inadvertently, casually, advertising, by word-of-mouth, on a post, for a product that they know I want. Only discovering after I received it that it's fake; and there’s nothing I can do about it short of paying a laboratory to test it, and then a lawyer to bring the case before a judge - which of course I cannot possibly afford. So that's $80 they stole from me. And the week prior, they had stolen crockery and essential oil from my locked house, when I was with my landlord just 50m up from the house; they broke in, as I made a point of locking it. I did not have the cameras on though. Anyway, so now guess what? I am lying in bed with a head the size of a balloon!! There appeared to be a "predator tick" at the laundry yesterday and I got badly burnt! Suffice to say if I get another tick I shall be going to the hospital to have removed so it does not get infected again. Quite painful. But in bed sick, not a coincidence after all of the bullying I have just received, (by the pure weakness that I am surrounded by). WEAK. Deliberate not Deliberate I have mentioned in my virus stories, virus’s has an effect on your whole body and the general weakening of your body. I do know for sure that there are people who know about the long-term effects of viruses, and just possibly, it is handed out deliberately to victims. Now I’m not really sure if these viruses and flues are handed out deliberately, or if someone who is sick has been sent to ‘contaminate’ the air I breathe? But if they’re not handed out deliberately by people, I’m not ruling out the fact that they’re handed out, just not by people. I mean maybe there’s certain situations that you put yourself into, where you make yourself vulnerable to not only female bullies, as I have talked about, but bullies on an intangible spiritual level, who can sense when a person is out of their depth and in a situation where they have no support, and thus can inflict their menacing viral properties on to someone? I’ve noticed a direct correlation between being victimised by women and being victimised by viruses. 5 times, I experienced this. Under attack by women, get sick. And if you think of the proverbial little weakling on the playground, who is constantly being victimised and bullied, he’s/she’s also a sickly person. I would just like to say, that I don’t think I knew anyone who fit this stereotype in my primary school. There may have been a girl in my secondary education, she wasn’t obviously victimised, but maybe she was victimised by her parents? who knows? BTW, if your child is being bullied at school; remove them from the school, they will always continue to be bullied whilst they’re around those people - whole new start is required, unfortunately. Or home schooling. I feel some women who do not know me assume I am not paying attention out on the streets. It may not look like I’m paying attention, but I can assure you, I can pretty much see everything that’s going on within 180° radius – that is the ‘big picture’. I have excellent peripheral vision and my long-term memory is greater than anyone I’ve ever spoken with (except that guy who implied he could remember back to being in the womb – but I think he was lying). Correlation between being bullied and getting sick I have to further add to my Deliberate not Deliberate story above. It’s where I mention a side-effect of being bullied, and in my experience it’s mainly female bullying that has resulted in sickness, but actually I don’t think sickness will discriminate between male and female bullies) There’s certainly no medical reason why this should happen, but I can give you five examples of the five times in fact that I was sick in my life, and all coincides when I was being directly attacked by bullies. I did mention in my Doctors Experiences, on my Life Stories page, I developed benign cysts in my boob, it started as a direct result of being kicked by a little girl, but then later more cysts developed without being physically attacked, but I was verbally attacked by typical passive aggressive females, this happened two more times. I mean it could just be a coincidence but at the after the third time it happened, I felt it was no longer a coincidence. Another time I got the flu; was when there was a girl outside my resort bungalow on my holiday when my brother got married; she was pacing up and down outside my private bungalow. For most people they probably wouldn’t consider that girl or a boy (I say girl because they were wearing stilettos, and making that clip clop sound), but would not consider them a bully, or attacking me, but I certainly do, what the hell was she doing walking up and down just outside my room - it was a secluded hotel, it was midnight or so, she should not have been there. At any rate she was a nuisance dog. The other time I got the flu was when I was attacked at the Mount Annan botanical Gardens, I did a whole story about those revolting people (could have been musician related - there are some fully retarded musicians in Australia, who have no idea how annoying, and what a nuisance they are, and have no idea how unwanted they are). Someone later told me it was the politicians at the time, they had banded together to try and make a joke, there was certainly nothing funny about that day, it was one of the worst days of my life. And, don’t politicians have anything better to do that follow a young girl around? GET A LIFE – YOUR OWN LIFE, AND LEAVE ME ALONE. Possibly my plantar fasciitis happened around the time I was being badly bullied by neighbours at Rangari, in the form of theft, so it may be related or may not be, I mean having to sit on the couch and do nothing, might be my body‘s way of saying stop working so hard in the garden. But in my Collapsed Arch story, I always maintain, that I felt like it had been done deliberately, as I heard someone tell me they were going to handicap me. (Maybe it was somebody else’s way to get me to stop gardening, maybe they’re very anti-gardening people?) {they don’t know, the secret to longevity, is actually gardening.} And then of course the other time was when I was bullied by Centrelink and got glandular fever at the nursing home, (possibly pneumonia as well? could even be the same virus, who knows). And a couple of years later in fact I was further bullied by Jobs Providers, I got sick again, and I basically felt it was a second dose of the same virus from the nursing home, but it did have a slightly different effect on me the second time round. I definitely feel it was given out to me deliberately. So, whilst that last one wasn’t really a direct correlation between being bullied and getting sick, like what I’m implying with this story. That being, if you’re picked on and feeling, not so self-assured, and not so confident as you usually are, then you’re leaving yourself open and susceptible to sickness. So not only does bullying have a psychological effect on your psyche, it has a physiological affect. 8. Monumental Problems with Receptionists I’ve had monumental problems with receptionists in Australia. I would like to name and shame a Dr's receptionists at Gin Gin - unfortunatly I do not know the little girl’s name, but I got a kind of photo from my body cam. Now, it's not in my nature to try to humiliate a girl just for being stupid. Unless, they're "stupid thinking" involves trying to bully or steal from me -such as this girl -she is a disgrace, and one of the worst, because she is not the first, - but this one takes the cake for being the biggest bully of them all. I’m not entirely sure what their problem is, with me. Infact, it seems to be the opposite of a ‘problem’, they seem to want me to actually stick around in the waiting room, with them. Or, I mention in my Dr Stories in my Life Stories page, that I have some other stupid blonde dog who goes around trying to tell, I guess, whoever will listen, (the dog network), that I do not have a specific infliction, so I guess that stupid receptionists believed her (OMG), and did not think I had any problem with my foot, and thus I should not have been there}. NARCISSIST. And not just 1 or 2 receptionists, heaps, and they have kept me waiting for literally hours and hours and hours. PERVERTS. It’s one of the main reasons I started knitting, so I had something to do whilst I wait. This particular receptionist at Dr Mo’s Currajong clinic Gin Gin was the worst I have encountered; (I forgot my knitting), she was absolutely revolting REVOLTING - bullybitch. This girl was the final straw, as far as stupid receptionists go. From now on I will get photos of any revolting bully bitch receptionist, and will upload them onto the Internet, and name and shame them. After 20 years of their bullshit, there is not going to be any more mercy. YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRLS. I was kept waiting 1 ½hrs, people were coming in, seeing the Dr, meanwhile I had to wait, repeatedly, like every 10 minutes, a walk in - and only waited no loner, as I was about to yell her head off. She was getting all her bitch blonde friends from the community, Gin Gin, QLD, to come in and pretend they needed to go to the DR. they did not even have appointments. She would have kept me there all day if I did not get up and yell at her – stupid little THIEVING dog. Of course, I have switched clinics. Btw, the Dr at that clinic, the Chiro, Dr Mo, was actually the first Dr to see and acknowledge the fact that I had a Collapsed Arch – Plantar fasciitis. Knitting story re-waiting; by the way, I started knitting because I found receptionist at the doctors kept me waiting for hours - once I started knitting, my life changed, my waiting time was cut down to like 5 minutes. (I had forgotten my knitting on that particular day at Dr Mo’s) Females are such a pervert’s (secret) apparently if you knit, your “boring”! Although I did have a problem with girls stealing my knitting needles. Once at Centrelink at Parramatta in 1995, I was kept waiting five hours - really, nooo hard feelings at all. If only I had a photo of those bimbo receptionists. DESPERATE FOR MY COMPANY. Desperate for my ideas. BTW, this ‘desperation’ personality trait, also is apparent when talking to certain call centre girls. I’ve started taking photos of them when I enter a building now, same across all receptionists in all areas - it works, they do not want other people to know they are merely pervy little thieving bitches. They are cowards. So, a theory has been presented to me why blonde receptionists are completely stupid (now this is going to be hard for some of you to digest, especially the common housewife type) - Turns out, it’s not about the blonde hair, it’s about the big boobs. Young girls with big boobs are raped by their fathers- in the metaphysical world, at night when they are asleep (real). They grow up not wanting to remember, because it’s so repulsive, so it makes them stupid. (My dad, never raped anyone in this world or the metaphysical world) I know of men who do, there was one at Builyan, my next-door neighbour, being able to seduce a woman, so he would feel it is not rape. He also could influence girls, and manipulate them by putting ideas into their heads, without being present. He was most disrespectful man, he hates women, like a young child hates ‘girls’, he is still stuck in 10yr old boy world. And he is one of many. (He was friends with the thieves at my next house at Colosseum.) There are men on Facebook aswell who do this by connecting with women online. Also, men in the entertainment industry. Despicable. But also in non-despicable ways, like the gaming sector – not everyone knows they can hook up and play video / pc games online together. Btw, there were at least 2 other people I encounted at Builyan who knew what that guy was like, and one of them was the local visiting female nurse – this really struck me as odd, as most women HAVE NO IDEA what men are really like, and what tricks they can do. But that woman knew. Who put me in that Builyan house? At the time, I had no choice but to take that one, as it was the only one in the whole of QLD for my budget. The only one. And how should I know the next Colosseum house was owned by a liar. Both just soo wrong. So, wake up, don’t be afraid, this is not a crazy thing or a witch thing. Pay attention, be aware. I believe Beethoven was most famous for his rape song, Moonlight sonata, the first part of this puts women to sleep, the second part is about what Beethoven will do to the woman by passionately ravishing her. I love the Internet - it is another example where I can see the hand of God fighting the bullies, even though I have been ban from most of it. Btw, it was this particular photostory, of that stupid bimbo receptionists and her probable raping father, that, I was later told by Roz Watson, that helped Sharon Morgan check to see if I was crazy – I was not. I still am not, in case any of you are wondering – checked, and declared sane and healthy. It’s amazing how people would prefer to think of me as crazy rather than acknowledge the truth. It seems anyone who accuses a man of rape in this manner, is considered nuts. Stupid Sharon Morgan. It’s’ like they HAVE NO IDEA. NONE. So naïve. Not to mention asleep at the wheel {unwoke?}. I can assure you; it happens. Most people, including some men, aren’t even aware that it happens, (because people who are aware, are oppressed, and don’t talk about it), for exactly this reason like how I was accused of being crazy. Sometimes I feel like I’m surrounded by complete morons. Btw, when I was dealing with that arshole from Builyan, I also had to deal with his mother, and the police re thefts. And they, the whole community in fact, decided to kind of ‘side’ against me, when it was probably that guy who was stealing from me. And the “little girl”, Real Estate rental girl then tried to steal my bond, resulting in wasted court days, and further theft from police via tickets, - so all those problems were caused by that arsehole and his mother. Yet I was the one who basically ‘copped it’ in society, while that arsehole didn’t cop anything, infact they probably promoted him to town president or some such crap. He is the one that should’ve had to be dragged through court over 2 days. He’s the one that should have been fined $800. In fact, I personally believe he belongs in jail. And so does his mother. He gets to walk around in society like nothing has happened at all. Like I said I’m surrounded by morons. Oh, back to receptionists problems, later I was advised I have problems with young female receptionists, because they cannot handle looking and dealing with old ugly women, so they are hostile towards me. I believe the kind of hatred and antagonisms they have for me, would still stem from being abused by a supposedly trusted parent. Especially that one at Gin Gin. Not absolutely everybody!! I have spent many, many hrs, designing fabrics, and selling them online via Sflower. But, there is a non-thinking housewife who works at Sflower; Kelly M (I call her The Sflower Nazi) who has deleted my account because she is a Nazi sympathiser, and she was offended by my reference to a “bitchy nazi” comment to another member (what does she go through all my emails?) The other member, I suspect, actually was her, a faux member staff that just doesn’t like me, and came up with a plan to delete my account because she was sick of seeing all my designs – jealous. Banned under the pretense that I used the word “NAZI” - what is wrong with her? In fact, deleting a whole account because I use the word Nazi, is so preposterous, that it could have been saboteurs, as I’ve mentioned on my blog numerous times now – my very own personal saboteurs, and they know the people that run this company, (could be channel 7?) and have asked them to delete my account, and so they have said “sure, you are a God, and we will do whatever you say” (in typical bimbo fashion) and so came up with this cockanninnie plan to delete my account. I did tell The Sflower Nazi, the reference to nazi was purely a bullying characteristic, the same actions that rule bullies today, the same characteristics that she was showing., and not a reference to Germans - a characteristic that comes from a place of complete stupidity. She did not want to hear it, or communicate with me at all, she just went ahead and deleted my account, off with her head – just like a stupid NAZI. I had that account for 6 years and sold heaps of my designs through fabrics/wallpapers. It was deleted without any communication at all, even after I persisted, none of my tax information was available either. (they since send me fake tax statement every year, when they realized they fucked up about that, but since I do not have an account with them anymore, what’s the point?) I find this quite unbelievable, completely communistic, as I have contributed an extreme amount of growth to this business in Australia through promotion, not only that, those girls who work there use my ideas for their design challenge, and steal my writings, so much so in fact that I’m really not sure what they’ll do without me. Anyway, their fabric quality is really bad, a lot of fabrics I received, the colours have faded straight away, and some of them have arrived looking washed out to begin with! Their website is a scam because they offer $5 for a swatch, with a condition that they’ll sell my design (or anyone’s design) so I’ve spent about $300 in swatches and they’re not selling my designs, so they’ve not held up their end of the bargain; they should be sued; they are online thieves who use tracking cookies and female tactics to find victims they can steal from. I have since found another printer in the UK (poor Australia still have not come up with a viable printing service) and thus have created my own website for my designs: https://emilybiemanfabrics.wixsite.com/emilybiemanfabrics/collections And they are sold on RedBubble as products: https://www.redbubble.com/people/emilybieman/shop I will never be selling or purchasing from Sflower, ever again. Cleaning Up the Trash of Society - I will try to tone my language down for this one, so I don’t sound too much like an axe wielding maniac, but you can’t begin to imagine the anger, this stupid girl has provoked. Often, I find when I am complaining about these weird and bizarre bimbos that follow me around and torment me, I get the comment “well it’s political” and I always wonder what an earth they mean by that, how could it possibly be political? - it is not political in my point of view. But, as I get older and think about things more, I’ve decided what they mean is; these particular bimbos who follow me around, are literally stupid, not literally retarded, not a prostitute, just stupid, and it is a result of hopeless parenting and hopeless teachers in Australia - they are raised to be trash. Therefore, saying it’s political, well, I want to know which is the political party that supports the stupid bimbos please? Because the stupid bimbos who follow me, harass me, and steal from me and make my life a living hell; and the whole point of it is, that they’re stupid, they shouldn’t have this much power in my life? So obviously this political party should be thrown out the window. I’ll give you an example of 1 girl. I moved to Petersham in around about 1994 or 1995. I was working at a shop in Enmore called Grave Attire, designing cloths for romantic gothics. I’ve mentioned before in my “dream watches” photo, at Petersham I had a lot of people gathering outside my house at night, and it was for the specific point of ‘seeing images’ some of you may know what I’m talking about here, others may not, I’m not going to get into it right now. But one day after work, I walked through my gate, and suddenly someone was yelling at me, they were verbally abusing me from the street, I turned around to see who it was, and she was this short blonde girl, she looked a bit like Marilyn Munro, but a miniature version, she would’ve been probably the same age as me in my early 20s, it wasn’t anyone I knew, or have ever met before. I wrote her off as completely nuts - which she was (stupidity is the root of all evil). By the way, I have since seen this girl at least 4 times since then over the years, in Gunnedah she was harassing me when we went out to see the Christmas lights one year, it was about an ebay item? I’ve also seen her in Melbourne, she was pretending to be my flatmates girlfriend (she may have ended up as a prostitute) and I saw her in Melbourne at an Internet café, she was harassing me about some guy in the café? And I’m pretty certain I’ve heard her on many other numerous occasions in the same verbal abusive manner, but haven’t actually seen her, because one of her tactics is to yell out from places across the street, or in a car, or in a building, or at the neighbours. Unfortunately she’s not a figment of my imagination, she’s a real life bimbo BITCH, and I’ve always maintained over the past 15 to 20 odd years that I have seen her harassing me, I have no idea who she is, or why she is harassing me. But as things come to light, as they do when you get older, things that you couldn’t possibly know when your young (unless someone tells you these things, which, btw, no one warned me about stupid reflective bitches that follow you and torment you – no one warmed me that a young unmarried girl really should stay at home in the family nest and not leave until she has fallen in love with someone). So, I realised today, 2021, why she has been harassing me, and it’s because I was thinking one night, (it must have been when all these hordes of people were outside my rental house at Petersham)(inner city suburb of Sydney), that I would like to get a cat, but then I thought I won’t get a cat here, because it’s not a very good neighbourhood – too ‘restrictive’, and then I got to thinking, it also would NOT be a good place to raise a child in my opinion. And this was my personal thoughts that I was thinking about, one night after work while going off to sleep. (I was raised in the country on a farm) Anyway, that stupid young dog bimbo, heard me and she’s taken great offence to the fact that I didn’t like her neighbourhood, and that’s why she has harassed me, and verbally abused me from afar, also it was most likely her that stole my bag one night, and left it by the new litter of kittens at the neighbours (with no money left) – and why she continued to harass and sabotage me for years later -she is the epitome of stupidity in Australia. If I see that stupid bimbo again, I’m pretty sure I’m going to get x xxxxxxx xxx xxx xxxx xx xx xxxx xxxx, same goes for any other stupid reflective bitch. IF YOU DON’T CLEAN OUT THE TRASH IN SOCIETY, I SURE AS HELL WILL. (little birdy told me later that girl was a musicians prosi) By the way I don’t have any problems from any of the bimbos in my neighbourhood here at the moment; apparently, I have woken them all up! With this blog. And, Petersham – such a disgusting neighbourhood. Case in point. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY. I believe some of those young reflective bitches from 20-30 years ago have grown up and finally realized their bimbo ways (I guess by stalking / watching me for so long, they finally realised how stupid they’ve been in the past, why I would have the attitude of them not being worthy. And a lot of them blame me, like ‘willing’ them to do stupid things, stupidly, of course, (although that does happen, I have seen other older women do it to younger ones (twice I saw a man fall victim too) – I would never do such a thing, and have never, although one day when I was feeling crap at work, because it was the time when I was doing housework, I am pretty sure I ‘willed’ the mother to tell me I was pretty, to make myself feel better! – that’s how I think, I don’t do things to deliberate humiliate a girl – I run rings around most people. BTW, there’s many people that know about this phenomonen around me, and who muster around to watch; there’s been quite a few times where the situation has been made to look like it was me calling the shots in a passive way, and I most certainly wasn’t, like they were trying to paint me in a bad light. They did it once at Bunnings – the bunnings bimbos at check out. And it’s happened a few other times as well (it is something that cannot be so easily proved) Considering how much I keep to myself, and haven’t really expressed any of my personal thoughts or feelings until this year 2021 with this blog, so bearing that in mind, I find it really strange that I have so many enemies and people wanting me to look bad. What’s wrong with them? Do they not have a life of their own? Unfortunately, in my experience I have to say most women are plain evil, it’s very rare that you come across a woman who has another woman’s best interest at heart. (Of course, today I would like to xxxxx xxxxx xxxxx any stupid bitch that tries to have a go at me in this reflective light, like the bimbo at the Drs office at Currajong clinic, Gin Gin, - apparently if you take a photo of them when you enter, it wakes them up, and uploading their mug onto social media, actually seems to be working) So, now there’s a big gang of them, a gang of stupid bimbos (a lot of them are in the TV/Movie/Radio industry and are famous, and rich, Judy Dench) who now try to make it look like it is my fault, they blame me for their stupid behaviour - they come up with all sorts of plans and devious things to do, to sabotage me, get me kicked out of various situations, my house, for instance, my business, ebay, Facebook…The deliberate virus - they are truly EVIL. This is the main reason why I am writing my blog. To show people what EXACTLY it’s been like for me as a single lady who has a private school education, further tertiary education, is smart, and creative, and who did not have hopeless parents (possibly 2 or 3 really bad school teachers – I’m doing something about that too) but on the whole, a healthy young person and with a healthy young mind who does not do reflections of total strangers they encounter, or anyone for that matter, or behave disrespectfully to anyone. These are the kinds of things that I have to deal with; the trash of society. It’s like I did everything I could to thrive in society; work, become a contributing member of society, I don’t (didn’t) drink or use drugs, but due to the total dysfunctional of hopeless parents and teachers, I simply could not last in that situation at all. I had no choice, but to follow other avenues in life. It’s like they saw how I was built to thrive, and as a result of pure jealousy, did everything (and continue to do), to want to make me completely powerless and without any money or position in society so that they can turn around and say “we’re not trash you are”. Btw, they tell me, a lot of those reflective bimbos become prostitutes, and later on in life, get married (sure thing I guess) and they in turn breed, creating a perpetual generation of bimbos. I honestly can’t believe the stupidity of society in Australia - it is ridiculous and I strongly recommend not having kids at all. AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD I want to take time to mention the factor of certain people in society, (certain bullies) wanting me to state for the record, that I lost something rather than tell people it was stolen, or to say that I had some sort of mental problem, rather than blame them for their bully actions. AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD? No bimbos, this is not how it works. I can’t believe how arrogant they are in asking me to take the blame for their fuck-ups LITTLE DITSIES! I didn’t lose it, it was stolen! And it wasn’t me trying to break the toilet wall down - it was you. Really and truly, some of those dogs think that we have some kind of arrangement, where they get to be disrespectful, or stealy thieves, or sadistic bitches, (“dogs doing opposite”), and then afterwards, purchase my seeds for $3.70, and think that that makes everything okay (or even worse apologize on TV, and think that makes it OK). I can assure you; you little stupid dog, this does not make anything okay. We do not have any arrangements where you get a treat me badly, I WOULD NEVER MAKE SUCH AN ARRANGEMENT, FOR ANY PRICE. And because there has been no arrangement made, no matter what you pay, your debt is never going to be settled. You will have to take it up with God. Re “dogs doing opposite”; when I was 5yrs old, I was tormented, tortured really, by a teacher who was threatening to inflict physical pain on me. So, throughout the rest of my childhood, I obtained an attitude of “thou shall not peg me, under any circumstance!” I was quite the little queen, and in fact I recall every summer instead of playing cricket, whenever I was playing, we had to play French cricket, which involves bowling under arm, so there was no chance that I would be pegged!! This attitude is part of my nature, and I strongly suspect (I know) the dogs senses this attitude, and that’s why they do the opposite, and try to inflict pain on me, it’s been a problem since high school, basically with sleepy little female dogs, who haven’t been woken up, because of hopeless parents and teachers in Australia. WAKE UP YOUR GODDAMN LITTLE GIRLS SO I DON’T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THEIR TORMENT 5kw Solar Panels not contributing to Bill by Essential Energy SOLAR THEFT Electricity companies stealing money by overcharging - yes, they really do it, depending on who you are. Essential Energy / AGL / Country Energy (they not used to social media, why was I ban.....) Some PM, at the time, or a bit later, after I had left Gunnedah, told me that he had fixed the electricity problem. But I will go ahead and put my story; Btw, why should some people pay $.14 a kilowatt, and then some people have to pay $.34 a kilowatt!! - it’s all a total scam! Everyone should be paying the same for electricity. But I think in Gunnedah, they take it a little bit further, and anyone who is perceived to be wealthy, they overcharge and steal from those people. But they don’t check bank accounts for obvious reasons, they just base their ‘money’ judgements on rumour and reputation. I really believe these people who send you the bill, do exactly that. (Exactly like Centrelink when I tried to get Austudy - MORONS). 5kw Solar system that I finally managed to put on the shed at Rangari (Gunnedah NSW). I had all sorts of obstacles; landlord was using delaying tactics for answer, then, no thanks to the local Gunnedah electrical business, (Neville & Bev Mammen Electrical Contractors) who just refused to do business with a woman. So, I had to get the mob from Tamworth to install Max Frost – total cost in the end $14000 ($4000 it would have cost if I lived in Sydney) I hope those thieves get their comeuppance. I should point out, probably a lot of people won’t understand the meaning of 5kW. A 5kW system is an extremely large amount of electricity. For instance, I was living at one place. There were two houses running off grid entirely on a 3.5kW system. So a 5kW system, should cover all my electricity uses easily, you would think. But anyway, I want to tell you mainly about the theft by electric companies. Something is afoot in electric company world. After I put my panels on, I waited for my next bill expecting a major drop in price. But guess what, my bill was way more than any other bill I’ve ever received from essential energy (now AGL, formerly Country Energy) I was told by my installer it was because of the additional freezer and .5HP pump I had installed. So, talk about disappointing. And a waste of money. TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY. 4 years later I was forced to relocate. After 3mnths at my next address in Queensland I waited patiently for my bill, expecting the worst, as my last bill was $445 so I thought without a 5kW system on this house, my bill would be astronomical. But when it arrived, I was surely surprised. Guess how much. Not anymore but way less; $341.34. So as far as I’m concerned there is most definitely electricity theft in Gunnedah by Essential Energy, this that would match their customer service too – scum. I should point out at my next address in Queensland (forced relocation in rentals, unbelievable…another story for later) I got rid of my big LCDTV / DVD recorder, Big Hot water, and several other appliances; and my last bill was $120, which matches my appliance cutbacks. So maybe Ergon get it right and are not thieves unlike the girls in Gunnedah who run the electric company. I found a lot of people stole from me when I was in Gunnedah, a lot of retailers, and all of them actually, not just 1 or 2 ‘baddies’. And my neighbours and community in general stole from me while I lived at Rangari for 10yrs until 2018. Major petty theft problem in Gunnedah. Fucked people. THEY ARE ALL GOING TO HELL. So, I now know at my last address in Gunnedah, that electricity company, essential energy/AGL (was most def stealing from me, not only by overcharging each bill, BUT by covering criminals ass when they turn my power off, so criminals (from retailers, I’M TELLING YOU ORGANIZED PETTY THEFT IS HUGE IN THIS COUNTRY, Harvey Norman and Bunnings have criminals that work for them that prey on certain people, certain people they don’t like, or are not a famous celebrity). So, they would turn my power off to gain access (turn the cctv off) and steal, when I was out, which was only every 2mnths. When I called Essential Energy to see if there was a power outage or if someone just turned off my electricity, the girl always said “oh it was due maintenance” - due maintenance every time I went into town every 2mths or so – I DON’T THINK SO. They are total crooks. (So far, no blackouts here at new address until last month, power out for 15minutes on Sunday – my secateurs were stolen off the back deck – again I phoned Ergon, a boy this time - covering thieves again, due maintenance on Sunday – AS IF). Btw, you should have heard them when I called them up to cancel my electricity when I moved from Gunnedah, as I moved to off grid- they were like; what, we are going to lose $600/quarter, they were like really DESPERATE, like how a greedy desperate woman sounds, asking me all these questions. This girl could not understand that she was about to loose $600. If you can live off grid or get Gas, you should, they are stealing from vulnerable people. They also steal off prominent families, like if you are perceived to be wealthy in the community, they overcharge. It pays not to drive a nice car. Of course, they do not know the actual financial situation of anyone, they base their theft on perception. They are incredibly stupid, like most small-minded people in Gunnedah. Especially women. I have known some prominent families to leave town, and this is a big factoring reason, I bet. BTW, back when my dad was alive, I would regularly visit him, and I saw his bill one-day, and it was $865 - and there’s NO WAY he used more electricity than I (mine was $450 then) and he lived on his own, like me, and his house didn’t even have an Aircon or a split system. It had a wood fire for heating in winter and gas hot water. And, you know he barely did anything, hardly any cooking either, he spent all of his retirement time just listening to the radio and reading the newspaper. Yet, $100’s more than mine. Maybe they were doing a family scam! It is definitely a big scam. (He did have a deep-freeze, – I recommend chucking those out if you have one, get a new modern one) But, I’m telling you there’s major electricity theft going on in Gunnedah – by women. Stupid ones. Ooh, the stupid little thief; did you make a mistake? You probably can't tell my tone of sarcasm for that final sentence, but I heard the girl realise what she had done, probably that stupid short little blonde girl "oh whoops, oh well”. Steal from me for 30 years, steal everything I have. “Oh well”. Women, the epitome of stupidity. (And no, I am NOT talking about hearing myself!!) Plus, at my new address, I am still having people break into my house and steal items – a little birdy told me it was Ergon who was stealing, so that I would have to put my cctv cameras on, it costs $100 a quarter to run them, so they are stealing $100 a quarter. I am not sure about that bit about Ergon, just a theory. (More likely in my opinion to be Ebay stealing from me, since I was banned from ebay the theft has greatly reduced – Chinese thieves). My last bill was $220 at Gin Gin, it’s gone from $120 to $220 in a quarter! (5 yrs later it went to $600) Electricity companies are the biggest scam of the century. Mind you, I don’t think the people who sold it were innocent, Max Frost – I did ask them about it, as it was like the whole system was not really connected, it was like they pretended to connect it. Like it made NO difference to my bill, except a possible RISE in consumption - they had no comment. I should point out, the system was showing on my bill, so on paper it looked legit. You know, the fact that this WHOLE Gunnedah community was stealing from me (main reason I had to leave) could possibly be because of 1 person who has brainwashed them ALL into stealing from me. That little short blonde girl I have mentioned previously. Who the hell is that stupid little coward bitch? – no forget that last sentence, I don’t want to know her – I wish she was dead. After I wrote this, updated it, in Bundaberg, while I was living at Gin Gin, there was a big push of the sales of Solar Panels across all medias. So if you're a well respected person in the community, by all means go ahead get solar panels, that will probably save you money. But if you're someone who is treated badly and disrespected; if you're on low income, if you're single woman, if you're on a pension, if you're unemployed, probably if your gay, if your ugly, if your fat, if you're having health problems of any kind - definitely don't get solar panels because electricity companies will discriminate against you and steal from you. They 100% do. Do those boys who installed it know that they are a scam? Or is it just management? Those boys who installed it, charged $2000 to install it, took them less than half a day. This blog is a work in progress still - WIP!, so sorry if I repeat myself, I am still editing this and doing rewrites and uploading reedited photo stories, I have noticed my blog is frequently hacked and paragraphs deleted or photos removed, so I am constantly fixing it – I have a lot of people who read it and keep tabs on everything, and let me know when something has been removed, {possibly it is the same person who steals them, (!) then sneakily let me know I need to redo?} There is a lot of info now. If you want to see any updated photo stories you can check my Pinterest account, as all new ones are added to the top of the page. https://www.pinterest.com.au/EmilyCBieman/real-australia-social-media/ Naming and Shaming Bullies on Face Book (before I was ban) This next one is still here! Little sidebar for it; I'm not going to remove this after I wrote this naming and shaming (quite some time ago now, several years). Some of the parties that I named were so pissed off, they did other revolting awful things involving me getting banned from not only Facebook but many other places online. Please note to all of those revolting bullies who have such A BIG EGO THAT THEY COULDN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE WAS ACTUALLY CALLING THEM UP ON THEIR BULLY BEHAVIOUR - I haven't taken this down, I'm not intimidated by you, so HA. Unlawful Facebook Groups (talk about bullying 101 on FB) there are too many hall monitors playing the exclusion game and just being basic bullies- its them that are the bullies, not the people so much engaging in forum discussions. Make no mistake, they are young nazis. Miriam Vale Classifieds - removed me from my own local group for no reason -I want to name and shame those admin, as excluding someone from their local group is a despicable form of female bullying: Astrid Allison, Lesley Cain, lyssa Kuepper, Jacob Keogh and Rachel Klepiak). THIS IS NOT KINDERGARTEN lyssa Kuepper and Lyn Murphy also removed me from Gladstone gardening group (Gladstone QLD gardening only – which I was NOT a member, but they blocked me, and Gladstone Plants/Produce/Garden Items Sell Swap Buy Give Away in Queensland did too – a admin collaboration. Australian Native Plant Enthusiasts forum - This one refused to post any of my appropriate posts Thumbs up Thumbs down Gunnedah – did not post my family farm photo (I am afraid you silly stupid twits, I DID grow up on a farm). Also Australia through the years – deleted my farm photo with gang of big boobs bully story and kicked me out!! Outrageous. Gunnedah Art Gallery kicked me out of their group for no reason. Plus facebook then excludes that group from showing on my account. So all of those exclusions, and the reason why I am kicking up a big stink about this and naming names, is because these people ganged together, contacted admin and told them to kick me out, in 4 cases, before I had even joined the group! – so NO offensive posts, as I was not even in the group – so some girl contacted admin in advance, and told admin that I was bad or whatever?, no valid reason. The admin took their word as truth, could not see it was a personal witches of salem mission of stupid dog, or that it was deliberate ‘dog network stuff’ as in girls banding together in the gossiping manner that they have, the girl grape vine, and ganging up on someone, ‘common enemy’ stuff, it’s disgusting, bullying 101, those girls are disgusting, and I won’t be removing your names - you made your bed and now you can lay in it, no matter how big a bully you still continue to be, harrasing me here at Kookaburra Park and in Gin Gin - YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRLS with fucked parents. In fact here all the names that I noticed of people who were basically out to get me. And, if they couldn’t ‘ban’ me because some admin actually have common sense and common decency, and are not apart of the DOG NETWORK, said “well no” to their request, then they would try to entrapped me on a forum, to get me to say something wrong, like swear or something, or say something offensive, so that they would push me off - here are all those people; {you know I pay attention, I’m someone who notices things, if you think you can just be sly around me and behave in that atrocious manner and get away with it, think again}. OK, HERE ALL SOME OF THE NAMES who were obsessed dogs on facebook that sabotages me – they use fake names, they are cowards. Jason Heart Reggie Felangie (remember Regina Felangie), that girl btw, Lisa Kudrow – blond bully bimbo bitch (I am pretty sure all these fb blondes are copying her, that's what young blondes do.) Teagan, cowgirl, (I bet same twit Teagan girl who harrassed me at Kookaburra Park - ought to be locked up) Astrid Allison, Lesley Cain, lyssa Kuepper, Jacob Keogh, Wendi Guy, Naomi Mcintosh, Larainne Greco, Berta Lindenberg, Mark Manchester, Gill Muller, Bernie Farrell – these last 3 men were trying to save the blonde bimbos Louise naturelover Sorenson Rose Rea or someone from Bundaberg? (in messanger), she went out of her way to do this whole big thing to try and get me kicked out, she does not deserve to live. The list goes on and on – they have many dog friends, but since my facebook account was deleted by facebook nazi gestapo (including all my Messages in Messanger???, I do not have record of others – but there are heaps, whole networks of obsessed nazi dogs. – all female, most women have no idea how stupid they are. The ban was lifted in October 2024 – so a 4 year ban – by some STUPID IT bimbo. So, I ventured back on. I did have some difficulties joining local groups, especially gardening groups, a lot of them just refused to accept my membership, I tried to find out why, one of the admin told me that it's not up to them it's up to Facebook! Another one told me that they only accepted people who have had an account for over 12 months. Most of them just didn't bother getting back to me. So, I went ahead and created my own gardening group! I have 53 members but, not many are active, it's pretty much a non-gardening community I would say. I did join the local Sarina food exchange one, only again I had problems with obsessed dogs following me around and doing weird condescending thieving things, so I had to leave that group. And then guess what, my local Sarina community Facebook group ban me after yet another stupid obsessed dog from Campwin Beach (Cassandra Hayes), told them to ban me, so they did! I have name and shamed those 4 Admin on Facebook but I guess I can do it again here: Lee Ross, Aleesha Birch, Kirstie Ross, Katherine Oake - Naming and shaming them for being so easily manipulated by a stupid dog so as to oppress me and exclude me. DISCRIMINATORS. So, I did come to the conclusion, that there are some groups where it's not appropriate to put some of the information that I wanted to put on, like about my stolen items, because most groups are just kind of advertising groups, so I created another group “say what you want” group, and I have over 100 members! But again I seem to be the most active! I can only assume it's because most people are oppressed. This is a post I had on FaceBook after I encounted mass bullying: (they lose, not having me! ha ha) Ok, for some reason there seems to be a form of automatic dog bully attack on Facebook where people make comments in Group posts, accusing them of been crazy, with comments like “did you forget to take your meds today dear” This is bullying 101. You know, just because you’re offended by someone’s tone or language, or they are communicating in a different way than how your friends do, doesn’t make them crazy. (some women think Facebook is Kindy - btw, I was banned from Facebook and Ravelry for speaking out with the truth, this country and America has major oppression issues still in 2019). If you want to know what crazy is, I’ll tell you what crazy is. Crazy is: Girls that follow other girls’ down the street and back to their home. Territorial people (dog like) over everything not just their backyard. People who have more than one child on a single income. People who have more than 2 regardless. Someone who doesn’t put a floor drain in the bathroom/laundry wet area. Someone who refuses to have timber furniture in their house because they’re afraid it might get eaten by white ants! Adult girls who do others reflections (and men occasionally too). Building a house out in the bush without putting in 4 huge (70000L each) cement rain tanks. People who clean with harsh chemicals in their home. (try TeaTree Oil) People who think someone will clean up their rubbish/pick up their tab…. People who think someone else is going to look after their child. Backyard owners who don’t have veggies and perhaps a chook yard. Multiple dog owners. Overzealous partners (flirting is healthy, but not compulsory!) People who volunteer - have their good nature taken advantage of and are suckers. People who are jealous of others life/ Medal in affairs that do not concern them. Women who are suckered into adopting another woman’s mess. Girls who verbally abuse other girls that walk past them in their street or from the neighbours house. Councils that charge people to dump their rubbish at the designated area (tip). People who are disrespectful towards animals. Church in schools. People who use spray poisons against bugs in their home. Mothers that buy kfc for their kids. Not checking your receipts. People who use dry cleaners. People who take medication because some Dr has told them they are crazy. Going to live animal shows. And cruel little boys who keep reptiles as pets. Liars, and people who don’t garden. Girls and truckers who laugh at other girls and harass them from their car - car hoons/beepers, stalkers, followers. People who are so easily manipulated by peers. Sending unmarried women in to teach in schools. People who work in jobs that inadvertently harm others/not taking responsibility. Shoplifters and petty thievers (Bunnings and Harvey Norman staff) Homeowners who have a car but no garage, especially in coastal areas. Building your house in a flood zone. And a house that doesn’t have ‘green’ features. Parents who don’t teach their kids about sex, ALL about sex and RESPECT, no shame . And ones who overprotect. Parents who don’t treat their kids like young adults, you know the next generation is allways smarter than the previous. Just a few little things that come to my mind this Sunday afternoon. Read about my experience with the pea-brained Australian Government below. I started my Blog after this happened: I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. Don't be scared, and don't jump to conclusions , I am NOT mentally ill in any way - read the whole thing, some people have a, completely wrong take on what 'crazy' is. Oh wouldn’t it be nice if every time we heard someone talking about something we didn’t like, we could just write it off as crazy. "Oh, they're just crazy, we don’t have to listen to them”. That’s the point of the police dogs and dogs who work at mental health wards (although those ones its mainly about making money from medications – they really work for big pharmacy, - SH it’s a secret). But it is a disgusting form of bullying designed to DISCREDIT PEOPLE, WOMEN IN PARTICULAR. And there are people on Facebook looking for people to victimise, so nobody has to listen to them ON SOCIAL MEDIA - absolute bully oppression 101 - I AM STILL BAN FROM SOCIAL MEDIA (allowed to have a FB account after 4 yrs of being ban, but in a different name). A legislation challenge urgently needed -perhaps, sit down with a cuppa, my story is long if you want to really see: I would like to share a little story with you, first one, that ties in with my own experience: at one point in my father’s career, he worked as an accountant for the big mental institution in Sydney near Balmain (not sure of exact time, but probably around the 1960s) At the time he was there, there was a big political uproar as stories were coming to light of all of the atrocities and abuse of power that goes on in institutions, particularly a mental health one. Its ALL about punishment (and still is). He was the inadvertent fly on the wall too. The Institute was closed down and my father found a job in the Department of Education, and then Agriculture. I can see now in 2020, people tend to forget the atrocities of what goes on in an institute, and the common abuse of power by everyday people. Today, still, it is possible for someone who is showing no signs of mental illness or violence, to be taken against their will by power tripping police, using force if necessary- without warning or notification, and be locked up for a period of days, victims have no rights (or no one to enforce them), and what the doctor/nurse says goes until the victim can establish and prove themselves to be of sound mind. (Which by the way, consists solely of the ability of being able to speak in a complete monotone, and preferably with the ‘Barbie Bimbo’ smile on your face - if you speak with any type of emotion, i.e., stating how angry you are for being locked up against you will and for no reason, they declare ‘you need to be locked up, most likely crazy’. Even though this is unlawful; irrelevant. Mental health people are completely and 100% oppressively WRONG) This is an abuse of power. Total lack of mankind respect. So, this is what happened to me, one afternoon when I was in the middle of processing some fibre on my carding machine, at home, shoes off, watching Netflix too; The police came knocking at my door and in a very aggressive manner and insisted if I didn’t come with them, they would use brute force to push me into the police car and take me to Bundaberg hospital. (Which I believed as the constable was totally ‘wound up’ and ‘ghung ho’ – little did I know, if I had not let them in, they could not legally break my door down, and they could not have taken me – I always keep my gate locked now). BTW, I started writing this Blog after I had been through this experience. Fuel. Previously (and actually currently) I had been a victim of many petty theft, hundreds of petty thefts in fact - I was trying to do something about it, and after each theft I would report it to the police -the police got fed up, even though at my new location, I had only reported several items -to the chief police at Gin Gin Sharon Morgan, I had also had a fight on the phone some months back with her, she didn’t want to know about any of the trivial items that have been stolen. Note, since I started posting images of stolen items on the internet, and naming names, some stolen items have been returned to me, some months later, especially unique items a that are easily identified, also the stealing has been greatly reduced. But it is the result of reporting multiple petty thefts at my house, that provoked this officer into taking drastic and unwarranted action against me, to lock me up in a mental health Institute for 7 days to 'see if I was crazy'. I was given no warning. She told the Doctor/tribunal (lied to tribunal) that I was hearing voices and delusional (when in fact, once I told her I heard my neighbours talking and sometimes yelling out) – and, on the way over to Bundaberg in the police car, she actually said, she has better things to do than look into my complaints. This is a total violation of my rights. I was not a threat to anyone or myself, there was no indication of violence, (I am not a violent person, in fact I rarely even get angry -I’m a cool, calm and collected person, who thinks things through and applies common sense – unlike the police) all I did was put in reports of petty thefts, this officer didn’t want to deal with the paperwork, and she abused her position of power under the so called 2016 legislation of mental health act. I wish to also complain about the judge who authorised the ‘involuntary treatment authority and admission’, held under the statutory requirements, under the Mental Health Act 2016, for me, (Emily Bieman) by the testimony of police officer Sharon Morgan from Gin Gin. My exact complaint is, the judge took Sharon Morgan’s word as truth when it was not, she lied to the judge, to imply that I was delusional (such a treatment authority cannot be issued without the implication of this mental illness {the crazy factor – the bully factor}) and therefore the judge could grant the treatment authority -she lied about this “delusional” factor to have me locked up. I had told her I could sometimes hear my neighbours call out, and she interpreted this as I was hearing voices. She interpreted incorrect information because she was “wishfully thinking” because she didn’t want to do the paperwork for the petty theft crime in my neighbourhood. To me, it seemed she was also too concerned about what her fellow male subordinates thought about her, and keeping up with comradery. She made it clear, that this was her punishment for me, for yelling at her over the phone about petty trivial thefts. She is sick, and NOT welcome in my life. (I personally believe she ‘tricked’ herself and possibly has her own issues with mental health {imagine how many people have been wrongfully convicted of crimes and sent to prison in such a manner}). Also, btw, I do not believe she could see the crime here, as items stolen had no monetary value, or little, but the crime is the persistent torture nature of the thefts. I deeply resent what happened to me, and I feel this judge needs to imagine what happened if someone just came along grabbed him out of his life and work and placed him in a mental ward prison for seven days to “see if he was mentally ill” This is bullying 101, and it was perpetrated by Sharon Morgan, and enabled by the judge. Bundaberg court later refused to give me the name of that judge. It is unfortunate that I am the victim of petty theft, but being a victim doesn’t make me mentally ill. I do not have a mental illness; I am capable of making my own health decisions. I am not a physical threat to myself or others (these are the 3 stipulations needed to incarcerate someone, and I do not fit any, let alone all 3 -so not only did the police violate my rights but the doctor and psychiatrist assessing me (Dr Alex McClymont and Dr Ali Ali-Tiae and side kick Roz Watson) did. And, there was no one there at the time to stand up for my Rights) once I was brought into the hospital, they failed to see the truth because they just wanted to please the police officer who was extremely gung-ho and worked up at the time, she knows how to apply pressure). Also, btw, at the time of the initial assessment, when I was ‘abducted’, - I have it on audio. I recorded it, sneakily, as I tried to video it, but was shut down by Roz Watson and Alex Mcylmont (they should be totally ashamed of themselves, and actually you CAN record whatever you want,- and upload it to social media, as long as it is not of a personal nature, like sex or children’s change rooms), but, so, the recorder was still on – if you listen to it, you can hear plain as day, me, a person of complete sound mind, cool, calm and collected, NO reasons given to detain and incarcerate. NONE. (In it, afterwards, you also hear my phone calls to lawyers - man, lawyers are hopeless in this country, they are all whipped by the powers that be and can only handle deceased estates, none could help me because of the 2016 Mental Health Act, -that’s what they said, however, if I offered one $20000, I am pretty sure, suddenly they could have done something (one lawyer later said; $50000 and I would be released immediately). And later I saw you can contact your local Member of Parliament via their online website, for a face-to-face meeting, they receive the message straightaway, and even though they are very busy – this would be something a politician is empowered to do, and they know it, not many other people would be. I am confident, that, would have been a good option for me when I was incarcerated wrongfully. So, even though there are numerous violations here, I still had no way of having my rights upheld. These people are begging to be sued, if any lawyer can step forward pro bono, and sue them - then there’s money in it for you. Or is that only something that happens in America, or in the movies? How an earth can Australia be a democratic country if lawyers don’t sue people like this who violate legislation? I believe they’re called Civil litigators’) Newspaper did not want to know anything about this either (The Australian) they were however interested in reporting about all the prostitutes on Facebook, gofigure. (True – on certain forums at about 830 in the evening, suddenly a whole lot of ‘busty women’ would appear). Isn’t it strange how people will accept prosy’s on Facebook, but they will not accept an angry woman. While I was imprisoned at the hospital, I had to do and say whatever I could to be released as soon as possible - aside from obvious reasons, I have work responsibilities at home, and animals, which nobody cared for, and my cat, when I got home was starving, (no food or water) he ate 3 huge big bowls of meat. Even though I REPEATEDLY explained about my starving elderly blind cat, and also my uncle told them, she has a cat – they did not give a dam. (So also, animal cruelty goes on at this so-called Hospital (which fits in with their personality types, cruel). It makes a difference if you have family, they only pick on people with no family, my do-good Uncle (retired magistrate) told them, he had not spoken to me in 20yrs, NOT HELPFUL. But in retrospect, some years ago, I did have some minor problems with his wife, zombie related problems, so I can see now he was protecting his wife’s honour “my wife is not stupid; your crazy!” I have had this problem before with 2 little bully bitches who “toilet attacked me” – for no reason either; “we are not stupid toilet zombies – you’re crazy” – same thing, and just like the Witches Of Salem. My Uncle did help in the end by being a good phone support, but he is a fearful man, whipped I would say, by the powers that be. I believe when talking to me, ‘sided’ with me, but when talking to the DR, (I asked the Dr to call him, thinking it would help) he ‘sided’ with the DR, my uncle is a coward, and wrongfully assumed since I was there, there must be a problem.) My family are clueless about my situation, it has been yrs since we spoke, we have all gone our separate ways, and they are all married with families, this makes me different from them, a single, and they cannot handle it, they have no idea about the thievery or if they do, encourage it, by not doing anything. I think my sister stole my bag once, and she along with my brother, imply to people that I meet, that I am on drugs, it is their passive aggressive way to be disrespectful towards me, it is a game for Penny, 3rd born. I am first born, {the only one that can see what’s going on}. At one point, my stupid 3rd born (manipulated) aunt accused me of being on heroin, she had all this paperwork and information - I clearly told her I wasn’t on heroine or any drugs, she just ignored me and went ahead citing off all of this garbage that she had printed off the computer. GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEADS - NOT ON DRUGS – AND NOR DO I DRINK. GOT IT. SOUND MIND AT ALL TIMES, GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK YOU WANNABE SELF RIGHTEOUS FOOLS. Always has been the way, except at schoolies when I was 18, I went through normal teen stuff – and at that time, in no way was my mental health ever put in danger, really – completely healthy, and more so than most. Not being compliant to you, does not mean on drugs or has mental health problems, you big fat egotistical clueless 3rd borns! My family would NOT have helped me in this situation (they are raised to be manipulated, not to ask questions and to have Barbie Bimbo smiles). I should add, if family/friends had of turned up, demanding to know why I was held against my will, imprisoned (and generally asking questions and annoying the crap out of all the staff, especially the Doctor) – it would have helped me greatly, I would have been released much sooner or not held there at all overnight, but most people do not have supportive understanding family who know how to; ask questions, stand up to doctors, and generally recognize the situation. That’s what these bullies count on – that’s their game. Its bullying 101. I can’t believe they’re allowed to do such things, and get away with it, even when rules and laws are broken and or bended to suit their whims - it was the most disgusting form of bullying that I’ve ever encountered in my life, and I have encountered a lot of bully situations, this one takes the cake. There is not a single note of “help” in this situation – they are the opposite of helpful. Note, I suspect at least one of the Doctors, Menosha, spoke to my little brother Tomas, as she implied it when we spoke, actually she kind of said it in a way that made me think that she tried one brother, and didn't have much success, and so then tried another! I thought this would be typical of Daniel, she probably tried to speak to Daniel about me, who told her to fuck off - and then called Tomas, and Tomas, as a 4th born, wouldn't understand something like this, unlike Daniel, he wouldn't understand if someone asks those kinds of questions, you have to tell them to fuck off! Tomas did not ask me if he could discuss personal information about me, he did not bother contacting me to see if I was ok with someone prying into my life, or to bother finding out what happened to me. And it sure as hell IS NOT OK for him to discuss me in such manner. They also pick on ‘ugly’ women, or women with no makeup, they assume they don’t care for themselves and are on drugs, I was drug tested. I found this happens a lot, I never wear makeup and I am not the best looker of the bunch, (since I am not on the market, I find wearing makeup a pointless notion (same with high heels) so I often get accused of being on drugs. People are really STUPID in general, I find. Suffice to say, I will not be putting in a police report ever again. In fact, some may say I am way too bold putting in a second complaint against Sharon Morgan (which I did with the police complaints ) after what happened the first time, but I have principles, and just because I can’t offer any proof or physical evidence (or only have very little) of harassment /theft, doesn’t mean it’s not true. I know that Sharon Morgan was acting in a non-thinking dogged way, instead of being responsible and applying common sense and instinct. (Yet, another woman, so busy trying to control the situation that they can’t apply common sense – common theme, I’ve noticed, unfortunately) I should add, on day 5, the doctor advised me, the only reason I was there was because of Sharon Morgan. He later tried to save himself and the police, whilst also, releasing me from hospital. And btw, the reason I was detained for so long before being released is because of the nurses, this is what they do: Nurses write false claims in their evening notes, stating “she was angry and aggressive” (for example) and really, I was not saying anything or doing anything at all. They do this deliberately as then the doctor reads the nurse’s notes every morning, and then says “oh she’s not allowed to leave, she’s angry and aggressive.” They literally lie, it is a cat and mouse game for them, they take pleasure in the power of incarcerating someone. Then they take pleasure domineering over people, ordering them about, and treating people badly, disrespectfully, and like a child or dog. Those nurses treat their role as someone who ought to inflict punishment, (because it is a prison, there are guards making sure no one can escape.) One nurse in particular was constantly making accusations about behaving like a child, and so that's how they she ought to treat the patients – like her excuse for being disrespectful. The bimbo dominatrix. (or maybe she just gets a lot of 'crazy children like' people in there!?) Plus, all their nurse Nazi rules like, no phones, food or television in rooms. The bimbo dominatrix. They have the added bonus of being able to get away with it. Power Tripping. The nurses who work at these places are truly despicable people. When I actually was released, I asked one of those nurses for a copy of those notes I told her, by law I’m allowed to have a copy, and you should have seen her, oh my god, it was her worst nightmare, I thought she was going to faint. LIARS. Most people have no idea what these institutes are like, they really should be shut down. Although patients’ rights were re-addressed in 2016, with new legislation brought into protect patients, (God knows what it was like prior to 2016) I strongly feel, it hasn’t gone far enough. There needs to be compulsory ‘notification’ given to a person, before a person is taken by force by police to a mental health hospital, (if you can't shut them down, which they should be) -notification in order for the person to voluntary seek help and talk to a councillor, and realize if they don’t, they will be taken against their will and imprisoned, it needs to be made clear that this is what will happen (so to avoid forceful institutionalization, which obviously will later lead to strong feelings of resentment. Australia is a democracy, not a ‘communistic dictatorship’ as I have experienced) - And by notification, I mean a formal written letter from the Department of health, sent by post to the persons known place of residence, I would further suggest a phone or email attempt of communication by the person who has started the process of institutionalisation, which is usually a police officer. BTW, people that work at the Bundaberg Mental Health Unit actually DO NOT know about human rights and they don’t know about the violations that they make. They just do as they please from day to day. There were at least five violations that I read in the little pamphlet that the Independent Patients’ Rights Advisor person gave me (even though I did not have my reading glasses even…). You know when you give a little bit of power to someone, sooner or later, they take a whole heap, it goes to their head, and unless they are kept in check, they ‘power trip’. Staff at this hospital are as cocky and arrogant as they come, they are not kept in check, and as a result they are revolting and they violate other people’s human rights. Actually, I got the sense that they were a weird cult. Rules unto themselves. Well, now I have firsthand experience of the abuses that go on by police and in institutions - and indeed they still should be closed down. The whole Mental Health Industry is a total scam, it’s about bullies praying on people who they deem ‘weak’. It seems every day people just can’t help but go on power trips and abuse their positions of power - this is true from the very well paid, to the nurse’s assistant on minimum wage - little things like withholding dental hygiene, withholding electronic devices, which by the way, are allowed in any Institute in Australia. {btw, the doctors decide for each patient about certain things, often they don’t really give a shit about certain things, like electronic devices, but it’s the nurses who frequently come up with these anal nazi rules, in typical female form. But if the doctor says its ok, that’s how it will be, what the Doctor says goes, he gets final word – so people should know about the little girl nazi nurses, they don’t have the final say.} I happened to take my iPad with me, with modem, (it goes everywhere I do – google maps!) So, much to the annoyance of the nazi nurses, I was given ‘verbal’ permission to use my device (even though by law, I would still be allowed to use it – see the rights violations. And bloody thankgoodness, 7 days without being able to do anything - now that is something that might make you go nuts! Also, nurses tying the armband too tight and withholding medication to intentionally inflict pain, being ‘tricked’ into taking their medication (I was told I was given a sleeping tablet (doors bang in the corridors all night long) but it turned out it was an antipsychotic drug (when I was not even psychotic. YOU SHOULD BE SUED (‘mental health’ medication, a whole other scam btw - Lithium; this is what is used to make good quality batteries. There is only one word to describe you if you think you need to take this as a medication; STUPID. Wake up. - Some psychologists reckon mental illness is caused from the inbalance of chemicals in the brain -this is a load of absolute bullshit, do not let anyone tell you, you have an imbalance of chemicals in the brain – it’s all cat and mouse game). Plus, they don't even know about proper sleep medications, they only know supposed antipsychotics) and lying to patients to ensure distrust and anxiousness. My room had a camera directly above my bed – disgusting. If you have any questions while you’re in there, about the process and procedure, (as it is all quite strange - because they lie and are not honest about what is going on and why you are there) and so ask the nurses questions - they really resent that. They do not wish to answer any questions, and will add to their notes that you are a nuisance. They’re really only interested in their routine, or any cat and mouse related activities where they get to be the cat; As well, the staff try to antagonise, so they can use their authority to overpower, particularly if they are bored in the evenings (I sum that up in 1 little sentence, but what that implies, the damage they do to people who are not like me, and will fall for their bait, is despicable, and I would say, would be physically abusive. (Another reason why it is important for Devices to be allowed in there, as no one gives a toss what the nurses are doing if they watching a good movie.) one day the nurses manipulated the cleaning girl to come and accost me, she was a horror! { If you ever accosted by a cleaner, you can say to get rid of them, “I can see you’re on a path of redemption”}. I describe the nurses here, but as I re-read it to myself, I am also describing my landlord Cate Rogers, who looks like Wainberg girl; give the dogs a little - they take a lot. So, every day little things are a problem, (not so much physical abuse or sexual violation in my experience), except once the Doctor, who whilst testing reflexes, was banging my knee and foot multiple times in order to inflict pain and get ‘kicks’ from seeing the reaction, (I have very sharp reflexes) and indeed I couldn’t walk on it for the following 12 hours - that was the initial doctor assessing me, Dr Alex Mc Clymont (from Facebook), who I put in a separate complaint with health ombudsman about him. {Btw, I say he’s from Facebook, because there is a whole heap of so-called mental health people, that go on Facebook, looking for victims, in effect, looking for customers. And they know that they can have the means to abduct someone under the guise of “we need to determine whether they have a mental illness or not” (apparently a new rule, they invented after they realized they wrongfully incarcerated me) - total outrage! And I know for a fact in my particular instance, three of them at least, and I say at least, worked together to incarcerate me, as they had blonde hair, and on one of my Facebook stories I had previously mentioned about the problem I was having with a blonde bimbo who was stealing from me – they took offense and helped concoct an incarceration plan (the irony of stupidity here). When I first went there, all the nurses had blonde hair, and she made reference to it. (Oh no, that girl has a brain and can think for herself, get her get her get her) When they got me in, anyone could see plain as day that I do not have any mental illness, and in fact I am probably saner than all of those people that work there, combined. But because so many people were involved in ‘trapping me’ and getting me there, it turned out they had worked over at least several months, actually I suspect much longer, because I started complaining to the police many years before about the thefts. So, most of them could see I shouldn’t have been there, I guess half of them said I should go home, and the other half insisted that I stay a week and do all the various medical tests, because they all had put so much time and effort into getting me there and concocting their evil little plan. So, you can see furthermore, common sense fully goes out the window when it comes to mental health workers – saving their own face.} little girls. Back to everyday things, I’m just talking about every day little power tripping things to make life unacceptable for an involuntary patient. The nurses unfortunately seem to have lost sight of the big picture, (or never knew it to begin) you know you’re allowed to be “stressed” at times, you’re allowed to be “angry” at times, you’re allowed to be “sad” at times - these feelings are normal, healthy, a part of life, and DO NOT REQUIRE MEDICATION – for goodness sakes - can you please apply common sense? For a nurse or Dr, to come along and imply that you are mentally ill and should be locked up and possibly restrained in those times, is, well, do I have to spell it out, STUPID. {I had to come back to this paragraph and add again; I really can’t emphasise enough, you’re allowed to be upset, angry, negative, or even depressed, at times, it’s completely 100% natural and if you were not this way sometimes, I would think there was something extremely mentally wrong with you, in fact I would go so far as to say that you were a psychopath. And ‘shunning’ someone, as they may appear ‘negative’ is just plain STUPID. Life is not chocolates and roses all the time, but guess what, when it’s not, we do not need an asylum or medication. One’s existence is not going to be perfect in the win/win struggle of life. So don’t be intimidated by these asylum Doctor types, not to feel angry or sad and express it (in a non-violent manner preferably ).} I need to mention there is also a “care volunteer” and what a scam this person is, I can’t stand what they’re doing here, not only in the work situation, but across many sectors - this is bloody Centrelink -they’re putting unemployed people into doing unpaid ‘activities’, and so they put them where they don’t belong, they shouldn’t be there, they cause more harm than good, but these gung-ho dogs at Centrelink /Jobs providers, go on these power trips trying to boss around other women and trying to play God. They are just as filthy, and they make me sick, and I am fed-up with how they get away with doing it too. There was a woman that came in to the ward, that had been drugged so badly she could not speak, she was someone who was there because she ‘winges’ – like a baby, she is ‘over empathetic’ of other people, their mere attitude affects her. And so, their solution (whoever brought her in) and the non-thinking nurses, was to fill her with enough drugs to shut her up. – SO WRONG. That woman could HEAR ME, she’s not crazy at all, she might have a difficult time dealing with it, who wouldn’t. She does not have schizophrenia, the doctors in there are idiots. I can assure you, many people can hear me, (actually everyone can, they just don’t know it) but they can handle things just fine and aren’t in mental health treatment. Btw, she can hear me, if I am upset - she screams! {Someone made up a joke for me a few years ago, and that is, my scream is so loud, only the dogs can hear it! Lol}. But, it is the same thing as what a young baby does, if its mother is upset, the baby will be upset. But in my case - it really has nothing to do with me, as in I do not command her to scream, infact 9 out of 10 times, I am not even aware that person is nearby. And, those ‘types’ get things wrong all the time, interpretations and twisting’s happen frequently, some like to manipulate the situation, and ‘blame’ me for bad behaviour, or say I am upset or angry, when I am NOT – they (some of them) are extremely manipulative and evil, and use me to get what they want. It actually is the opposite of what you might think, if someone has the ability to get someone else to scream. Some of them have no common sense, I mean NONE, some of them have extreme amounts of common-sense and can figure out the difference between just a passing thought and then an intention, some can't, and jump to fearful conclusions (AliAtae). A lot of them are ‘police’ type people, and they can’t; incredibly naive, some of them. I suggest you read my blog if you want to know more on this taboo issue. And for the privilege of reading about this particular ‘non-spoken’ topic, or talking to me about it; show me some goddamn respect. You can’t lock me up and imprison me to obtain this kind of information. It’s almost like they don’t quite understand what’s going on, due to their personal naivete; like they think something is going on here, “we just can’t work it out”, and so try to extract information from their ‘victims’ on how the world works, how different people’s minds work DIFFERENTLY. And instead of just asking, they use either manipulative coercion or brute force, plus imprisonment, bullying, intimidation, and oppression. They are purely disgusting. Shame on all of them. BTW, that woman, I later remembered was a girl from my school, in an older year, back then she had long white/blonde hair, I never paid any attention to her or any of the older girls, so I do not know if she was ‘influenced’ by me back then? I suspect she was in the same year that Wainberg girl was in, that goes by the name now which is that the same as the manager of this Ward – Katie Rogers – more about her later, and NOT a coincidence. Possibly a whole NEGS girl dominated sector, looking for victims to pay their salaries? Talk about an unhealthy obsession, such irony. And btw, I would put money on the fact that 9 out of 10 people who came into that ward, would want one thing and one thing only and that is a sympathetic ear. It’s a little strange that the staff make it so complicated and want to come up with all of this ridiculous treatment, when all they need is a sympathetic ear. It’s basically pure laziness on behalf of mental health care, workers. They don’t want to be forced to care, and listen to all the problems that people face. And would simply prefer to put them on “treatment” which is actually just medication, to oppress them. It’s a pure disgrace. It happened in the 50s 60s 70s and it still happens today in 2020. I can’t believe nobody has woken up to how sinister mental health care workers are. All anybody wants in life is a sympathetic ear – it’s like validation for who they are. Those staff do the opposite and try to un-invalidate who they are – evil staff. I felt like with the Dr’s in there, it’s like their philosophy is “If your personality/abilities/gift/personal quirks, impedes your ability to work, therefore you must have a mental illness” (such stupidity). Illness/disease my arse. Possibly disorders can develop, (for every action there is a reaction). But NOT disease. Not to mention, I had only the clothes I was wearing, I had no toiletries, and had to be escorted to the local chemist to buy them, it was only lucky I had money in my wallet. It was also only lucky I happened to bring my phone, as I had assumed, I would be escorted home later that day (police told me I would be escorted home) I had no lip balm….they lied to me, again. Never trust a police office. While I was at the hospital, I was discussing some of the reasons why they are so strict about certain things with one of the nurses (and like why I was not allowed to floss my teeth (yuk yuk yuk)) and she said it’s because of suicidal patients. When I asked her if she actually had any suicidal patients in there, she said no. For me, this says it all -this whole facility was a total waste of money, and the other 2 patients in there were elderly, they had turned it into a nursing home, to make up numbers, so they could keep the 10 or so staff members that work there in a job. (btw, I had a piece of meat stuck in my teeth from my lunch just before I was abducted, and it remained there for 2 whole days, as there was no floss, so, what I had to do, I managed to get one of the paddle pop sticks, and bite it, kind of fashion a sharp blade edge bit on it, so I could use that to insert it in between my teeth! - the irony of the situation of me having to fashion of a sharp tool in this prison type situation, like what are they trying to turn me into?) All the staff that work there are bullies by nature, there is no exception. I would say the real attraction of why certain people work in a place like that, is because they themselves have mental issues. I want to list their names, it is only by naming names, that change can occur: Manager: Katie Rogers. (No coincidence, but my landlords name is Catie Rogers?? - She by the way came across as really the only kind of sane person that worked there, (sweet talker) although the fact that she has a whole lot of, basically, lunatics working for her, who rule the roost so to speak, is what doesn’t make sense with her, I’m figuring she must be one of those people that laughs and giggles herself off to sleep every night too. Although I feel she is weak because she allows the ‘powers that be’ to lock up INNOCENT women. Weakling.) Teresa, Annette (another blondy from Facebook who looks for victims, and inflicts pain from doing the arm band as tight as she can do it on blood level checks – which are done to patients 3 times a day) , Katherine, Zuchina, Dr Ali Alitaie, Dr Alex Mcylmont (Facebook doctor – could be a faker), Rosalind, Fred, Moses, Reggie, Dr Menosha (psychopath – wants to enforce drug taking by forced injections without patients permission DISGUSTING, stupid dog, are you from the last century? She belongs in jail, btw, she looked like Jessica from Suits, and dressed the same too {I'm not responsible for hiring or firing}), Lisa, John, Karen, Shashgee, Maureen, and the safety nurse whose name I never got, (little cunt who force feeds people, another example of someone who actually does have mental health problems but working within, rather than being the patient, which she should be, same as Dr Menosha. Why should I be forced to be exposed to their inexperienced, incompetent, naive dysfunction? I am not your guinea pig you stupid little girl.) Do they have any idea the anger they inflict on someone by incarcerating them against their will? Any? And note, most of these people are female, this whole industry is run by women, not male misogynist, but female misogynist. Btw, that young disrespectful girl who instigated the force feeding, came and sat with me just before I left, like she was trying to make everything okay for herself – make nice. As if I'm going to forget what happened you stupid little dog. And no I don't forgive you, you do not belong in the work place you clueless little girl . -Young girls seem to be worse, I guess it's their stupidity still, have not learnt basics…- but that one was so arrogant in her confidence, of being a bitch - she didn’t think they’d be any consequences for her, she felt totally protected and safe in her bimbo dominatrix manner. I was later told; this is because of her belief in “class”; she really feels superior to the people brought in, or in there, voluntary. I had observed this factor of most of the staff, but I guess the younger ones are less inclined to know how to hide their belief. In retrospect, I personally think she was placed in there ‘personally’ for me, to annoy me - they are CUNTS, copying Shauna. Oh, and by the way I should mention, I got the distinct feeling that one of their main aims was to get my life story, and record it. Really and truly, they wanted my whole life story omitting no details. Actually, I think that was for the sole point of being entertained, they want your life story – they don’t care about you, how could they, total strangers, but they wanted to be entertained at work with a story. They want stories at work. At the time I thought, well if they get my life story, they will be able to see more clearly, I’m a normal person, I had a wonderful happy childhood with 2 loving parents etc etc. But now in retrospect I should’ve told them where to shove it, my life is none of their business (total perverts) and anyway they only got the skimmed version - if you kidnap someone, hold them prisoner, you’re not going to get the truth or trust anyway, infact, you’re just going to get someone who wishes you to be DEAD (and you should be careful of the people you pick on, some are very wilful.) – there was a young Chinese so called Dr that suddenly appeared on day 7 just before I was released and he wanted to sit down with me and have a discussion about my dreams – what an idiot, after holding me against my will, as a prisoners for 7 days, letting my cat starve, he wants to have a sit down discussion – COMPLETE MORON and you know, I could not say what was required in this situation – like FUCK THE HELL OFF, because my goal was to leave, so I had to play these bizarre cards I was dealt – and not fall trap into their Cat and Mouse game. As I know Doctors too, can be very wilful. I want to comment: Psychologists focus on providing psychotherapy (talk therapy) to help patients, they are not Doctors. And Psychiatrists are medical doctors, who prescribe medication, diagnose illness, and manage “treatment”. So, in Assessment time at that ward, which occurred Monday, Wednesday and Friday mornings (was meant to) there was no Psychologists. Infact there were no Psychologists who worked there. Only Psychiatrists whose main aim was to get as many people taking drugs as possible (mmm gee I wonder what could possibly be their motivation) also there was the inevitable feeling that those people thought themselves superior to the patient, the other motivation for them being there, feeling superior. Also, if you read my blog, if you take the time to read my blog, you’ll see that on numerous occasions, I write about the ‘dogs’ who follow me around, as in women who literally see me, and start following me, either by car or by foot - this is actually a real phenomenon. It’s been going on basically all my adult life, people have different reasons for following me, some to steal, some just looking for opportunities, some want to be nosy, and see you where I live, who I talk to, others are just completely bored and have nothing better to do. With some of these people, actually, most now a days, it’s a power thing; they don’t want me to ‘win’ in any situation, they want me to lose. And so, they know how to, not only interrupt my train of thought with distractions, but they know how to manipulate the people I’m talking to in order for me not to ‘win’. These manipulators, are the ones with mental health problems, not the other way around -you stupid little naive doctors. And you would have to ask them why they would not want me to ‘win’ in life. Someone told me it’s because they think I’m gay, (they’re discriminatory) someone else told me it’s just because I’m a woman, (and it’s all old men trying to set me up to lose (old men from the 80s, who hate women) Someone else told me it’s because I’m a Greenie! Whatever the reason, it is a result of mental health problems. It’s just for some reason, people in the mental health industry, and the police, are completely blind as bats and can’t actually see what’s going on, either that or they know perfectly well what’s going on, but it is their game, to say that’s that IT IS NOT happening at all. Either way, they would like to victimise young innocent women who have no-one ‘on side’. They truly should be ashamed, and if it were up to me, they would be incarcerated, as they have been victimising women like this for many years. (I want to mention about the power thing, some people are born to lead a certain life path, when you mess with it, like those manipulators do – you not only change my path, but you mess around with a whole lot of paths – in my opinion, you are responsible for the backwards nature of Australians). Plus, later it came to my attention that back in Gunnedah in 2016 or so, I had some difficulties with young bimbo receptionist trying to get a dr appointment – they refused to give me one, and I ended up going to the emergency at the hospital several times. but one day I walked into the clinic and demanded an appointment - I yelled at this young blonde girl, not severely and in fact, I didn’t even yell, I just raised my voice, insisting I have an appointment {I’ve mentioned before on a scale of 1 to 10, 10, being extremely angry and 1 being mildly so; when it comes to me, I would always fall into the number 1 category on those rare occasions I show annoyance. Especially back then, now, approaching 50, and after experiencing so many stupid people, I could possibly reach no 3!) but it was because this young bimbo receptionist had to look at me and my face as I was raising my voice to her, and I don’t wear makeup, and I’m not the most pleasant young and beautiful person to look at, so, it was this factor alone in my opinion (and others so I am told now), that caused her to believe that I was furious at her. For some reason she was writing the doctors report (medical records), and she added after the appointment notes, that I was agitated, and most likely had mental health problems. So it was because of this stupid bimbo, who can’t handle ugly women (or plainjanes), that possibly contributed to being locked up for seven days in the mental health asylum to determine if I was crazy or not. I can’t believe this kind of thing that can happen. Get your arse into gear government and get rid of these dogs in health and mental health industries, picking on ugly women. {Also, note, I believe it is men mostly who have the issue with ugly women, but bimbos girls like receptionists, pick up on it, and pass their dysfunction on, such is human nature amongst young women. By the way, if anyone has cause to possibly consider cosmetic plastic surgery, it would be me, but I can assure you there’s not a chance in hell I would ever consider plastic surgery. That is ridiculous. I was made exactly the way I should be for a specific reason. (Albeit, bringing into consciousness, this stupid bimbo behaviour of picking on ugly women.) My face is one of my best weapons. Anyway, my point is re being followed and harassed, if you tell one of these doctors that you’re being followed, they will immediately diagnose you mentally ill (young naive Dr Alex Mc Clymont). They have absolutely no concept of what it’s like to be a single woman and followed around by stupid dogs. NONE (Dr Alex McClymont, how could you be so stupid?) so naive about life, I’m embarrassed for their stupidity. Who the hell pays these idiots? Also, that Dr failed to attend my assessment, so I could not be released after all the blood work and tests had been done on Wednesday. A GP is required for release – he knew I should not have been there, so he just did not turn up, as then he would be wrong. I had to wait till Friday. He should not be a Dr; he is not a responsible adult. (He also gave me the finger as I was released; no idea why, we hardly spoke, guess he was just proved WRONG by me – and they are so sure, so adamant that they are right. I think that’s was one on FB who was stalking me? I put my dentist story on public group, about how I punched the dentist in the face due to an automatic reflex when he drilled into my nerve (arshole dentist), but so Dr McClymont spent at least 20 minutes doing reflex checks on my knees when I was first was admitted, I got a really sore knee and could not walk – one arshole after the other.) By the way, one of the tests that they asked me to do was a brain scan, and this is the second brain scan I’ve had in the last three year period, as when I briefly lived on Sarah Ferguson and Peter Longs place, I had several items go missing, which I would speak to them about, because I know that both of them are not innocent, nor were their adult kids, and they insisted that I was forgetting where I put everything, and insisted I go and have a brain scan to check to see whether I have Alzheimer’s - and I did, as I had to see the doctor anyway about my collapsed arch, the results came back of course, nothing wrong with me, no tangles. They also advised me nothing wrong on the second scan, so the fact that I’ve had to have two expensive brain scans, because people refuse to believe that someone is stealing from me, and would prefer to think of me as forgetful or crazy, is an absolute disgrace. FUCKING DISGUSTING - stupid humans! It is so such an obvious bullying thing that’s going on, and I’m bloody sick of being a victim of these stupid bimbo bullies. Hence my blog and I tell you, IT WORKS. Another thing that happens is force-feeding, and those nurses don’t do it by pinning patients down and shoving food down their throat, they do it with manipulation, pressure and threatening remarks. If one nurse can’t get the patient to comply, then 4 or 5 nurses will ‘chime’ in, and kind of gang up on the person(adult) to get them to comply, like a pack of dogs. It’s my experience if a person is stressed then they won’t be hungry anyway, and their digestion won’t be working properly - it’s best that they calm down before they eat with a night’s sleep -these nurses don’t seem to know about this simple fact. STUPID. Working like a pack of dogs in order to control patients who are, by the way, adults and can make their own decisions. Plus, they don’t seem to be aware of the ‘reverse psychology’ effect that happens when you tell someone what do to, especially amongst an elderly patient who is often in the reverse, so at age 80 they might think that they’re actually age seven, and if you tell them what to do, their childish instincts will come back and they think, we’ll I’m not going to do it then. So, if you just give them some free reign and let them be who they are, things will work out. (there were elderly patients in there) Why I, a MOP, (member of the public) has to spell these things out to the so-called trained professionals is very worrying. Quick mention about the food; it was quite palatable, but I do find it a little odd that the hospital doesn’t produce food that is 100% totally health-conscious food. There seems to be a total lagging in this area. Don't they listen to current medias about food? Food nutrition; what you eat is related to good health. And so, a hospital, goodness me, you should be the number one place in the world that serves “healthy food”, all the time. I mean, I enjoyed the chicken Mornay, but would definitely not classify that meal as healthy, hence why I needed my heart burn medication. (Which they withheld) I had issue with the ‘set’ meal times too, not everyone likes to get up and eat straight away…………and one of the other girls stole my good breakfast items off my tray....and on the 3rd day, I asked for some prunes – and the Manager didn’t know what I was talking about when I said was having some digestion problems, we had to have like a whole kind of back-and-forth conversation about what a prune actually is, (!) she couldn’t understand why I want prunes and how are prunes, relate to good digestion for someone in an alien new environment (!) - and finally she understood. I found this quite bizarre. How could she, the manager a supposed smart person, not know about this extremely basic thing? Her solution, she went on to tell me was “we have tablets for that”. What a joke those people are. How absurd are they? Brainwashed by pharmaceutical company. Don’t get me started on the showers either. OMG on the first morning I was there I had to wash my hair, it was a total disaster not only was there no conditioner (I had to walk up to the chemist as a special escorted trip to get some, plus I left my diary on the chemist counter….) But the shower itself was kind of an exercise routine, where I had to squat, and lean against the wall, so I could put my head underneath the minuscule deformed showerhead (what were they thinking?), with the most ridiculous water pressure you could possibly imagine. But eventually, as it took ages to get all the shampoo and conditioner out of my butt length curly hair, so by the time I had finished, not only was the bathroom flooded (there was something wrong with the drain it was blocked) but after I had finished, and was dressed, outside, they do pulse checks/heart rate/ blood pressure, and, mine after that rigorous shower was absolutely through the roof. The nurse said she couldn’t possibly record it because they would call the ambulance and take me up to the hospital, it was that bad, and this is purely from the major exertion I had to go through by squatting and leaning, huffing and puffing, moaning and groaning, to just simply wash my hair! Really unacceptable showerheads. And quickly something else, I have to mention it because I was pretty annoyed about it at the time, when I was there that week, that was the week we finally had drought breaking rains and I’m talking about drought that had been going on for nine years. So basically, nine years since the last heavy rains, so here finally it started to rain. BUT I couldn’t go outside when it started, or barely even hear it even on that roof there, I was locked in. I was very sad about not being able to see the rain. I have put in various complaints to various departments about mental health violations, telling them just because someone is personally angry about petty thefts, does not give anyone else the right to imprison them (talk about oppression, 2020, and such unbelievable stupidity in QLD) While I was being held against my will for those seven days in that Bundaberg mental health prison, if you were watching the news and had being paying attention, there was a story coming to light about an unknown art dealer named Glafira Rosales, who screwed a famous art house, and rich art buyers, out of just over $110 million worth of fake art over a 10yr period. She was sentenced to time served, meaning she didn’t actually serve any time in prison. So, me, who didn’t screw anyone out of anything, had to serve seven days longer than that woman who screwed people out of just over $110 million. True. Puts things into perspective, how innocent people get screwed, and the rich get away with everything. Thoughtless officer Morgan can’t get the big fish, so she picks on small people like me who are innocent. fuck her, fuck them, this country is fucked - way to inspire anger and hate Sharon Morgan. BTW, that was not the only story coming to light at that time, guess what the other one was? – COVID19. Back to my formal complaints process -The Department of health has an ombudsman, the ombudsman refused to do anything about this, stating it can only change, with change of the 2016 legislation. They failed to acknowledge the fact that the police lied to the tribunal, thus violating that 2016 mental health act in the first place. The Department of health is run by little girls who did not take me seriously, and infact where totally condescending on the phone when I spoke with one, in particular, and who took my incarceration as meaning; this person can be totally written off as crazy, and not someone you should listen too, – she was an idiot. This whole thing is little girl related; this is the main difference between men and women. A man would apply common sense here and just know this kind of “Incarceration behaviour” is unacceptable. This is a continued theme I’ve noticed throughout my life, and I am doing something about that, believe it or not but I am a feminist. Wake up Bimbos. Bundaberg hospital refused to do anything about it, they were just dismissive when I was contacted once by someone named ‘Laura’ after my complaints (it seems being held in a mental health ward instantly deeds you ‘not credible’ – they are bullies (this is how they make money, as if they’re going to do anything about any complaint ever received) More on the now lack of respect due to be labelled as “crazy” – its like they use it as an excuse to be disrespectful, dismissive and prejudice - as a direct repercussion of Sharon Morgan, and her laziness, naïveté (and stupidity), I have since had multiple businesses in Bundaberg (ones that are run by women), whispering to each other on the dog network; “ Oh she’s crazy no one will believe her if she cries theft, so we can steal from her”, by blatantly overcharging. Sharon Morgan is doing the opposite of what she’s meant to be doing, she is encouraging thievery. (And not just in the area after it happened, the whole incident follows me around.) I believe the Mental Health legislation should make sure an Independent Patients’ Rights Adviser is present on admittance (and do more to make sure the Independent Patients’ Rights Adviser is actually Independent (the one I spoke to was most defiantly not, or at any rate, she knew they would not release me the following day after admittance, and/or could not do anything about it (she refused to speak to me about it )), and written notification is given - if notification was given then this whole seven day imprisonment would’ve been avoided. (Which, still, btw, is giving me negative dreams, and just something else in life to be angry about.) I further want to complain about afterwards. I was released – my ‘treatment plan’ ended, but I have still been harassed by Gin Gin Hospital, Roz Watson and Dr Ali, who insist I see them. They both want to be ‘schmoozed’ and ‘charmed’, like I should pull out a bottle of champagne for them, and I believe they are paid if I see them, as like the hospital is paid if I go there, (go figure, no wonder) I know now, it is my right not to see either of those people ever again, so I have had to get a new phone number to avoid (I suspect it was Roz Watson) harassing me by phone?. And I now keep a padlock on the gate. I have a life, I have work, I do not disturb other people, I would appreciate not being disturbed by bullies in positions of power, btw, a hospital is for sick people, I am not sick, so leave me alone and stop wasting tax payer’s money. AND btw, that Dr, Dr Ali, is beyond belief; I just know if I said to him (or if anyone should say to him “sometimes I can hear voices”, (not that I hear voices) but he would diagnose you with a mental illness called schizophrenia; and he’ll pump you full of medication. I really can’t believe how ill-advised and naive these university graduates are – trying to fix something that is not broken. The cluelessness of those so-called university graduates is embarrassing from my viewpoint (Dr Ali ALitae – you stupid foolish old man, he has probably wrongfully diagnosed 100’s of women. Women, note, mostly women.) If you’re a woman, you should be greatly offended and threatened by these people. This Dr and Dr Menosha are truly shameless and are without morals of any kind. A government that would pay for such an asylum in today’s time of information is SICKENING and deplorable. So, after this experience I am very inclined to think the whole mental health industry is a total scam; no such thing as "mental illness". Lawyers have come up with the term schizophrenia to get guilty persons off crimes, it is a make-believe term, perpetuated by the movies – they also push “mental health medications” – they brain wash people, they have been so affective, they have whole hordes of people on medication. Infact I strongly suspect the staff in these institutes have strong ties to the marketing television/movie worlds. Actually, I'll give you a perfect example here about the confusion between "mental illness", (if indeed it is an actual thing), and simply "lazy selfish thinking". Some people, if they don't feel like they're in control of the situation, especially when they are used to being in control, then they start using manipulation by tantrum throwing, mood swings, little freak outs, even kind of 'crazy' behaviour, until they have the control that they want. It's just a tactic to manipulate the people in their lives to gain control over them. So not an illness at all, they know exactly what they're doing, apparently, some may not be fully conscious of their evil antics, (because no one has ever bothered to call them up on their bad behaviour), but it's not a mental illness AT ALL, it's just pathetic selfish bullying power tripping laziness. So why don't they close down "mental health clinics" and open up "power tripping clinics" Also, when I got home that 7th day, after finding my starving pussycat and sorting him out, I realized that the front door must have been left open for a period of time, as my bathroom was full of blowflies (quite disgusting, dozens of them flying around) {it was locked when I left}, plus my fridge had been moved slightly - and so then of course I checked my cctv – and my system had been switched off for 4 of the 7 days (can only be done at the outside power box)– I strongly suspect Sharon Morgan, searched my house without my permission, incahoots with Dr Manoosha, looking for stolen items (they did not know whether to believe me or not). I should add, when Dr Menosha was questioning me on Wednesday, some of her questions did not quite make sense at the time, but when noted my cctv was switched off on that Wednesday, they made sense, TOTAL law breaker, no regards for privacy. Also, silly me, before I left, I switched my cameras on, but unfortunatly the monitor was on, so Sharon Morgan saw all the cameras, I noted she made a sound, noting them. So, if the monitor / screen did not come on then, then I bet I would have caught her red handed going through all my stuff, illegally. Possibly my landlord may have been in cahoots? She knew about the cameras. I would say all staff knew about the search, not just Menosha. Them, and the police are disgusting, they have way too much “authoritae” - and they abuse their powers. I should mention I did not commit any crime, so, no charges in question, no murder investigation, she just didn’t like me because we had an argument on the phone the month before, so she used her powers against me, she is disgusting. Imagine what they would do if there was a murder involved or charges been laid against someone – in my opinion due to this experience, they would have no problem falsifying documents or evidence. The word of any police person cannot be taken as fact ever. BTW, I told my cat later, how sorry I was for his starvation, I told him the dogs had me – I think as a cat, he understood. SO HOW MUCH MORE VIOLATIONS DO YOU WANT? That unit has to be closed down. I want compensation for being victimised, MY time wasted / stress / spoilt food in my fridge, and animal neglect. And, of course, the stealing is real, btw (thieves are cowards who don’t want attention drawn to themselves) and I get verbally harassed by them too, which is what I’m working on at the moment via online resources. And naming the stores I visit where items are stolen from me, (Bunnings has a whole huge network of petty thieves who target young single girls - they follow them home and wait till house is vacant and then ‘help themselves to small items’ (Harvey Norman are guilty of stealing too, by way of overcharging). And, one more thing; Little birdy told me, the sisters did it, as they assume if I catch some little shit stealing from me 'red-handed', they assumed, I would most likely kill them, because they can see I am angry about the thefts. And so now, they could save me, as I could plead crazy. ABSURD (I am not a violent person, never have been, I don’t drink – I am just angry – in a controlled manner) Also, I know there are many other people working to expose the Mental Health Industry as an ignorant bully scam, (contrary to what you might hear in current medias) Actually, there is a train of thought as to why I was plucked out of thin air to experience what happens to people, so I could ‘dob’ those mental health workers in, so to speak. I advise anyone in a similar position to get the name of anyone who speaks to you posing as a doctor, first and last name, and look them up on the Register of practitioners - https://www.ahpra.gov.au/About-Ahpra/Contact-Us/Make-an-Enquiry.aspx Also, since it happened, I have been brought to attention, the revolting practice of husbands incarcerating their wives into mental asylums, and sometimes daughters. God, I can’t begin to imagine just how wrong and unjust this is, bully husbands, who don’t want to deal with their angry fed-up wives, those women, who now in their 40’s are beginning to see the worlds with way more clarity, and question things) And the authority’s side with the husband, and imprison innocent women, or fathers who have abused their daughters then call them crazy and have them locked up – JUST DISGUSTING. SHUTDOWN MENTAL HEALTH WARDS, all of them for good. I put in a complaint about 2 of the Drs at Bundaberg Mental Health Unit as they were a direct threat to my health. But really their needs to be a complaint made about all the staff that worked there. The response from AHPRA, was ‘we will forward your complaint on to the Ombudsman.’ I just really can’t believe that those bullies have the power to lock up whoever they want with no just cause and no law breaking, it is unbelievable, and if these units do not get closed down, the whole of mankind loses. These places are prisons for people who do not break the law. They are prisons for people who authorities just don’t like, and want them out of the community. They are absolutely disgraceful and barbaric. I can’t believe the general population allows them to exist. They should ALL be burnt to the ground. As yet I have not received an apology from any of my captors, nor has any of my complaints to various authorities been addressed. I hope they all get their comeuppance. I have an image of the medical complaints I put in, but I will not include them. I did make them, but they were NOT addressed by the medical people . Note, there was no Dr listed registered by the name of Dr Menosha. Big sadistic faker. So, this concludes my ABOUT. I continue with LIFE STORIES - some are interesting and comical, others you will find plain tedious, but that's what happens when you stick to the truth. Wainberg child (now in her 50’s) So, after you’ve read this little ‘About’; things that go on in my life, and then in the above experience in Bundaberg, you’ll notice a name pops up Cate Rogers, who is the manager of that mental health ward, as well coincidentally the name of my landlord (2 separate people). Now, I have written about it before, I thought, on this About page, but it seems to be missing; So, over the years, I’ve come to realise that a lot of these problems are caused by this person. Her name is not really Cate Rogers it’s Wainberg, she was the older sister of my friend, Rachel, (not the eldest sister in that family, the 2nd born. 2nd born (stick to 1)). I can’t even remember her first name, because I didn’t really know her that well, we interreacted briefly in North Sydney when we went on a picnic in some park, and a triathlon situation. Plus, she lived with her sister, and I was good friends with her sister, we hung a lot. Plus, their family moved to Gunnedah when Rachael was in year 10 – there were 4 of them, 4 girls, they were all new to the school. Before that they lived in South Australia. This sister lived with Rachael in North Sydney before she moved to Mackay QLD. I know she worked as a receptionists for an Architecture briefly. I also know she had an affair with a married man, and later I met that married man’s family, the wife, and their 2yr old son. She has no morals whatsoever, and had CRAP IRRISPONSIBLE PARENTS. I noticed when we were at the park that day, she was able to manipulate her little sister Rachel, in sneaky feminine ways - she thought she was magic. Basically, she manipulates her sister, and ‘has a go’ at people via her sister. I assume jealous that her sister has a friend, and she does not. As you will read over in my photo stories over the next 20 pages or so, you’ll see she pops up over the years invariably stalking me and stealing from me in different situations. She knows a lot of people, and has some same connections that I do. She’s pretty much got a screw loose. And she’s basically a little Nazi - I’m constantly calling this person who is OBSESSED with me, a Nazi; I did not know it was her harassing me at all, as she is a coward, and harasses from afar. It turns out, that, that family are actually Nazis. There was a big immigration settlement in South Australia after the war, so I’m pretty sure she’s not a practising Nazi in the literal sense, but it’s a game for her, as her ancestors were, she too wants to play Nazi. Maybe she thought I was Jewish, and she wanted to continue the persecution? Wrong, not Jewish, although I do enjoy a good brisket, thank you! So, not Jewish and not Nazi. Infact, I don’t identify with any human ‘gang’. I stand on my own, always. Strong like bull. And HAY! Special message for not only this dog, but ALL dogs; Hay! It’s none of your business what I am doing right now. {Such a waste all of those Nazi killings; they could've done such good, imagine a world with no dogs? Such bliss….. Picking on the Jews- what were they thinking?}. So that girl, I will refer to her as Wainberg, as for some weird reason I still cannot remember her name – so strange, usually I have little birdy who tells me everything. This very fact about her name, created the first alarm bells I had about her. Possibly she being one of the little birdies, and she does not want me to remember her name. Wainberg, ends up being my landlord in 2019, she roped some pervert (stalked me in Sydney when I was 18) she knew into building her house in exchange for favours. Actually, it was a really good house, open plan, simple. A few little problems…. And so, over those 3 yrs there, plus another year at my new address, I slowly realise who she is, her fake name, and all the problems she has caused, her part in the overall big picture of the complete unforgivable frustration and extreme anger of my life, that I feel due to being followed and harassed everywhere I go, and of course – the thefts. She is a spoilt little self-entitled brat. Stoopid little blonde bitch. You know all my life I thought pretty much no difference between blondes and brunettes – until my realization of the actions of this stupid woman, now in her 50’s. My whole perception of a blonde has changed. Really – there is such a thing, as “stupid blondes”. {One person, or perhaps, many, implied the whole stupid nazi war from 1939—1945 is a direct result of blonde stupidity. Well now I believe it. Wainberg: you are revolting stupid woman, and the whole world would be a better place without you in it. You are the epitome of a stupid blonde. You have major disrespectful control power tripping issues, and you use everyone around you for your own personal selfish satisfaction, including your son. Why do I have to work out all her psychological problems?? I believe it took 2 years of me living there and writing this blog, in extreme detail, for her to realize the results of her selfish plain evil actions. Then another 2 years for me to realize why she was SO obsessed with me, and I think it was due to 2 REASONS, no 1, she is DOG and can hear me. No 2, Centrelink. As back in that time at North Sydney, was when I was studying fulltime at Hornsby, I was refused Aus study by Centrelink – the stupid cunt of woman behind the desk would not even give me an application form to fill out – so I would have been eligible to receive, they just REFUSED to give it to me. So, I would have told my friend Rachael this, who in turn would have told her sister, {or maybe she overheard our conversation?}, so her sister thinking I was refused Austudy, because I was rich, and not because the girl behind the desk was a total bitch - I am not sure what her problem was, but she SHOULD BE SHOT. Or perhaps Wainberg heard that about me, and was ‘dishevelled’ somewhat, as she, is actually rich, her father was a doctor, they are extremely well paid. Maybe it was a little bit of “I’m richer than you” – like a spoiled brat response? Who knows? So, big picture here though, all problems get traced back to a stupid woman at Centrelink. What do I have to say about her – YOU STUPID CUNT; I AM GOING TO COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU FOR ALL ETERNTITY just like that blond stupid bimbo Wainberg, has haunted me for the past 30 years stealing from me. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE telling me NO, to something I was entitled to? The stupidity of woman who work at Centrelink never ceases to amaze me. Anyway, I go on to further explain other situations and people involving Wainberg; read “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, and “Bike stealing in Boganville Australia” . I just remembered something in Jan 2024, I have not seen my friend Rachel Wainberg since I was studying my Fashion course - some 30 years ago now. But when we did hang out, I remember experimenting with hair colour (thanks to dogs on Pinterest and YouTube – for reminding of this story!) so Rachael said I had to first put hydrogen peroxide in my hair, if I wanted to dye it pink, which I did – just the front section!! Although there was no pink left in the store, so I got purple instead. I had no hair dyeing experience or knowledge, so I thought it was a good thing Rachael was there. So, I had this hydrogen peroxide in my hair - and when it was time to rinse, Rachael was trying to fuck it up, and get me leave it in for as long as possible so my hair would fall out – lucky I rinsed it just in time, to hell with her directions anymore. So, now, I see; she's a totally fucked up person too. And this would explain why I'm no longer friends with her. Her whole family must consist of just revolting little girls (with absent father and bimbo mother). You're not welcome in my life. - I only have friends who are nice! Btw, the bimbo mother had 4 girls – all blonde. I remember the father, I met him once, he was near albino. Apparently he was a Doctor. I am beginning to think everything I knew about that family was a lie. And talk about another perfect example of 3 too many. Stop inflicting your family dysfunction on me. {If you ever meet anyone from a family with 4 female siblings – RUN} In 2025 on Prime Video, I'm watching a mini series called The Better Sister and guess who it is about, they had an actress they said her name was Elizabeth Banks, and she was made up to look exactly like Weinberg girl, back when I was 20, I mean spitting image. I don't believe the story on the whole was about them, but she definitely was a bad sister. I don't know why they do things like that? But they do it regularly, no doubt they're probably trying to save her, trying to blame the problems on somebody else, some imaginary guy, which is a very common thing, maybe they're just trying to accuse me of being crazy so they can save her? Accuse me all you want television industry, but she's a bloody stalking thieving dog and she belongs in jail as far as I'm concerned. They also did a sideline, about how ‘my money’, is going to go to somebody else in a wheelchair. 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local community young Australian people stealing petty items with little value so as to go under the radar of police - 1000's of small items Page 5 The stupid mother bitches stole not just 1, but all my glues Actually, later I discovered they stole all 3, and did another photostory for that. But for some strange annoying reason, WIX, has decided to limit my Blog, so I am unable to upload it, or edit my previous ones – I was advised that is because there are now blonde bimbo dogs who work at Wix. This is what I said: This was I wrote when I found out just 1 was missing – I will leave it to your imaginations to figure out what I said when I discovered they stole all 3 of my glues. STUPID BIMBO CUNTS – wix dogs cannot handle such a written statement. They useless. Another craft items stolen; craft glue Taken April 2021 from kookaburra Park Gin Gin in Queensland. I suspect my landlord Cate Rogers (real name Wainberg). Mothers are the biggest thieves ever, over half my craft items have been stolen by bimbo mothers. Just because you’ve got kids, doesn’t give you the right to steal from smart women who don’t have kids. Just because you’ve got kids does not make you entitled to ‘things’. Just because you’re stupid and can’t figure out how to do things like knit your own beanie, doesn’t give you the right to steal mine. (Beanie stolen BY STUPID YOUNG GIRL WHO WORKED AT Mitre 10, but later returned by my landlord.) {Never ending amount of stupid women who work at hardware shops too, who steal from me – huge area of petty thievers, prob all the daughters of thieving bimbo mothers.- I am fairly certain my landlord, Rachael Wainbergs older sister, has something to do with all the young stupid girls at hardware shops who steal from – they must be trying to copy her, or impress her. I am not sure of the relationship or situation??} I have no sympathy for you, you belong in jail or dead as far as I’m concerned, the world would be a better place without you. MOTHERS IN JAIL YEAH! Just after I wrote this, I switched on the ABC app and watched Sunday night News, the headline story was “gov is increasing childcare rebates”. This is a tactic of thieving mothers; mother’s way of getting what they want; by stealing from me, and if they don’t get what they want they steal from me some more, until my scream is so unbearably loud – they get what they want - they are truly evil. No mother is welcome in my life; your hopeless users – you use me, you use your kids - USERS. Plus most mothers are clueless as to HOW STUPID they really are. Btw, I don’t want to watch bad mothers from the ABC, continue to mess up this up country anymore. Reactionary dogs: Also btw, when I uploaded this one, my Internet suddenly stopped working, kept on going on and off and on and off. That’s exactly what I’m talking about: computer nerds, hacking my computer, my modem, whatever and just generally messing things up, not minding their own business, and there are also quite a few car dogs hooning past If you don’t want to listen to some girl ranting and raving about stolen items, then do something about the thieving dogs - you stupid cowards, and or STOP STEALING FROM ME. Computer Nerd Drama.jpg Borage and Bergamot Essential Oils STOLEN, ASWELL AS SOME RUMP STEAK.jpg apple bitches stealing from me again.JPG garden and verander intruders.JPG the worst online order all year.jpg Maybe they sent faulty one, but I think the concept of essential oil on heated pad doesn’t Stalking ‘after-shopping’ car thief.jpg 3 cameras, along with SD Cards STOLEN by nazis.jpg 2 pink linen pillow slips STOLEN, stolen from my church pew storage space, inside my renta These are the arseholes that own ace hardware in Gin Gin, QLD, Australia.jpg Half a caddy of petrol stolen.jpg more harrassment by a dog at kookaburra park.JPG still removing my notices from the COMMUNITY noticeboard.jpg Notice to leave This notice to leave photo was stolen off this website - I had to re add it - There seems to be some computer nerd idiot who is removing my life story photos on a daily basis - I have to constantly re upload many photo stories. Also, by the way, I have a majorly collapsed arch, sometimes known as plantar fasciitis. It happened in 2017, it was not diagnosed until late 2019, and as a result, I was making it continuously worse that whole time, walking on the offending boot that had a slight hole in it, and as a result, majorly damaging my foot. I am still unable to walk on it today five years later. I put in for disability pension, I was rejected, whether I did not provide the right documents is still in question, I have resubmitted. But my landlord (similar age to me) receives a pension, and she doesn’t have anything wrong with her at all. But she has a 13-year-old son, and so they gave it to her for that reason, technically they’re not allowed to do that, and I wouldn’t really care, except the fact that they rejected me and I can’t walk. It seems you have to be blonde and pretty to get a pension in this country. BTW, she went through with Qcat, and the judge told her very politely – BUGGER OFF YOU NUISANCE LANDLORD. So, I get to stay till lease ends with bitch landlord, how lucky I am…. My landlord still refuses to fix the bathroom. I have a video of the Qcat hearing, I have not put it here, as it was over in 30 seconds, but the reason I have kept this video of this day in court, is because there were alarm bells, the first one being that the judge was female, and looked like my landlord – same hair, same height, same weight, same complexion, same age too. Plus, it’s unusual, still, in today’s Australian climate for a female judge - maybe in the future there will be female judges, but still today, very much a male dominated area. Also, it was 6th Jan. I do not believe court was back in session so soon after New Year? Also, I’m fairly certain, 99% certain, I saw that woman who said she was the judge (judge McGarvey, so I was advised) working at the Courier depot in Bundaberg who took my large parcel and overcharged me by $30, in affect stealing from me by $30. I saw her elsewhere too in Bundaberg. Following me? Possible old NEGS girl? Also, my landlord didn’t stand a chance of winning. Her reasons were bogus, she had no chance of winning at all. And lastly, I suspect the girls who work at Bundaberg court, had something to do with it - they were ‘egging’ my landlord into opening a Qcat dispute to waste my time, and make money for them; as they get paid, even if the case is thrown out, such as this one. So, I had to take all that time to prepare anyway, in case it was not thrown out. DOGS, I will not forgive you, so you better start praying. Btw, no wonder the court system is still male dominated, with this kind of shenanigans. So dodgy, so dishonest. That’s what makes the whole of the female species look pathetic. Blonde’s will be blondes. You know, this is a common thing about rich cocky women, like that of one who works in a courthouse, or a landlord….; is that they love feeling superior, they like to think that the person standing next to them has less money than them, and therefore is inferior to them, and thus they feel they can treat them disrespectfully. I kid you not, this is the thought process that goes through their stupid heads. Newsflash, this is how stupid women think. Anyone with a brain, would not only be academically intelligent, but they would be ‘emotionally’ and ‘intuitive’ intelligent, and thus have compassion and empathy, and not fall prey to such unsophisticated attitude. I do speak to a lot of smart people, and this is how they think – it has naught to do with money. I should mention part of my landlords bogus claims to try and end my lease was this Blog, she wanted the court to force me to delete it (take it down), she tried to somehow relate it to my lease, which ofcourse she does not get a say in my Blog. (Do you see her big ego, her arrogance? - I sure as hell do.) Especially as the main reason she wanted it down was because she was EXPOSED in all her thieving blonde bimbo glory, as was the whole Kookaburra park here, and the people in it who steal from me. EXPOSE! – READ ALL ABOUT IT! THE REAL NEWS! Least the judge told her where to go. landlord + landlords minions unlawfully breaks into my rental house I should think this video could be the beginning of a campaign to not allow landlords or realtors into a tenants house whenever they wish AT ALL, at the moment the current standard lease states that they are entitled to come into the house every 3 months and take photos (that’s 4 times a year); this is disgraceful, and total invasion of privacy, at least get it down to once per year. My life and how I live it, is none of your business. Btw, it was the stupid twits at RTA – (Residential Tenancies Authority), who apparently, encouraged her to break the law to gain access. That’s what she said anyway, it may have been a case of “yeah, do that, see what she does” wanting to see a fight. “fight” “fight” “fight” “fight”. Stupid RTA girls. Stupid twit landlord – women – use your goddam brains. Later that day, and ALL night until about 6am the following morning, her boyfriend and son went next door and harassed me – by harass I mean, they try to be "bimbo dominatrix" read my story p9. - AT 6AM, THEY JUST UP AND LEFT?? Typical that people do this, they go next door. They did it in Gunnedah too. The neighbour was Sharon Millet the local librarian and David Hooker, unemployed, plus their 2 adult kids lived there. Why the fuck did they allow, (or invite?) people to go to their house and harass me from it? Are they somehow making money from this activity?? Why the hell would anyone do that? What is wrong with people? I have a video of the qcat hearing, I have not put it hear, as it was over in 30 seonds, but the reason I have kept this video of this day in court, is because there were alarmbells, the first one being that the judge was female, it’s unusual still, in today’s climate - maybe in the future there will be female judges, but still today, very much a male dominated area. I will put a photo up of the judge, see below Also, it was 6th Jan. I do not believe court was back in session so soon after New Year. Also, I’m fairly certain, 99% certain, I saw that woman who said she was the judge (judge Mcgarvey, so I was advised) working at the Courier depot in Bundaberg who took my large parcel and overcharged me by $30, in affect stealing from me by $30. I saw her elsewhere too in Bundaberg. Following me? Also, my landlord didn’t stand a chance of winning. Her reasons were bogus, she had no chance of winning at all. And lastly, I suspect the girls who work at Bundaberg court, had something to do with it - they were ‘egging’ my landlord into opening a qcat dispute to waste my time, and make money for them. As they get paid, even if the case is thrown out, such as this one. judge Mcgarvey.PNG purse necklace that was stolen.jpg Ergon guestimating and overcharging on final bill before relocating.jpg Stolen - Nat Killer, along with Popular Culture Teaching Young People how to Live - TV bra 1 small whisk stolen from kookaburra park eco village in gin gin qld.jpg Stolen, 3.5m long Rio Rod, Taken from front Kookaburra Eco village.jpg glass jar with screws stolen.jpg Extra large Wrought Iron Hanging Basket, STOLEN via distraction.jpg Where has all my honey gone.jpg My Set of knitting Stich Holders was STOLEN at Gin Gin, Kookaburra Park Not much else to say, except a little strange they were taken, as I noted no yarn or fibre was stolen at that address, so I assumed my landlord or neighbours did not knit. Possibly stolen by bimbo for other purposes aside from holding stitches. And maybe only 3 were stolen at that address, and the other 3 previously. But all 6 were stolen – so odd, since they are so cheap, 6 for $2.50, yet they still stole mine. STOLEN ITEMS FROM GIN GIN AND new address 700km away Last Minute Desperate Theft Raid On My Stuff Before I Moved My cats skinny roll of carpet used on top of a ramp, Full glass jar of smallish screws Mosquito bits 2 Metal whisks Rio rod 4m long one Wifi Camera I had Chime listed too, but actually today as I reupload my Blog, I can’t remember about a Chime? I still have 2 chimes today. 1 was stolen at Colosseum, but I cannot remember another one? kookaburra Park was my old address at 7/4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road Gin Gin, QLD. They were stolen by my neighbours who were watching me pack them, and who wanted to steal them, and so did, those neighbours also followed me up here and waited till I discovered that they were stolen, and then they drove past my house and beeped. Plus they had a little boy from across the road yell out, and a little girl from across the other side, yell out - this happens every time they steal something; it is there stupid game, they have no FUEL OR MOTIVATION, IT’S JUST what they do; they are fucking retarded. Stop involving me in your stupid lives. It was stolen while I was relocating – it would have been stolen by my landlord and her neighbour friends there, Catie Rogers, and Sharon Millet and Win Hoerr, and Teagan Goodall. None of these people have been convicted of a theft by the hopeless Gin Gin police, Sharon Morgan. I hope the people responsible for stealing it, get cancer and die. The person who stole it is friends with Catie Rogers my old landlord, and my neighbours at kookaburra Park. They are all thieving little dogs, and they think it’s a game. And whenever they steal something (literally hundreds of items stolen from me over many years), someone buys my seeds; I’ve just received two orders for $50. Is the person who’s buying my seeds, trying to compensate in someway? Is it some thieving dogs husband who’s knows that his wife is a little thief, and so he’s trying to make up for it? Someone told me the majority of women that get married are the stupid ones, because they literally can’t function without a husband. I’m not just talking about money, I’m talking about how to think, and get through the day - they just can’t do it on their own. So if they’re that bloody hopeless, then stealing from someone like me, who is single and an obvious target, is the least of what they would do. It is extraordinary, I have found, if there’s a man hanging around, they won’t come near me; women, you’re such fucking little cowards. The sad thing is, its bimbos getting married and having kids, which perpetuates the whole cycle of bimbos - it’s very disturbing, and I think the government should intervene, “no more bimbos breeding” Anyway, do they think the seeds just magically appeared in my seed supply cupboard? Did they not think about all the years and hours of backbreaking work it took me, to plant, grow, and collect the seed, from all of those plants? You are not making up for it. You and your family are responsible for stealing my property, and you will be held accountable. (obviously you’re not concerned about being held accountable by fierce and scary little me,) But you do have to be concerned, because you will have to answer, just not to me. HA Oh, I suspect my landlord‘s friend Winfried Hoerr, because: when I first moved in, it was him who showed me around the house and Park, turns out he helped my landlord Cate Rogers and the builder David Hooker, build it. So, he was showing me the car port which was scaffolding with chicken wire on it, and he made a comment that I could put up my shade cloth over the carport, but I had not mentioned to him that I had shade cloth, so how did he know that I had shade cloth? And also later on, Cate Rogers threw a little hissy fit about my pool, and said that I was meant to put in my pool. So, I’m thinking these two people (in their 50’s) are good friends from school, and knew my situation and all the stuff that I owned from my previous farm house at Rangari, and my inheritance, and that’s why they wanted me to live there, so that I would use all my farm equipment that I had from a previous house on their house (!) And this further confirms my suspicions that Cate Rogers is not her real name (I mean it might be) but she looks very much like this girl Wainberg, a sister of my friend Rachael, and I had a few problems with this girl, in Sydney, she has certain feminine gifts about her that enables her to use people and manipulate, other women in particular (sleeping beauties), I saw her manipulate her sister, my friend. Unfortunately I can’t remember her name. But I had definite problems with controlling women following me around in North Sydney at the time, they were chastising me (from afar, as always, cowards) about the clothes I was wearing, and just a few other things that were going on at that particular time in my life, I believe they delude themselves that they’re “helping”. Wainberg girl may have had something to do with that? And I have written before in my blog that when I was in Tamworth once at the Art Gallery, and was being victimised in a bad bullying situation, that guy Winfried Hoerr, I’m pretty sure, it was him, that I saw with a group of women who were all involved, (involving hiding all the toilet paper, and getting women in the art gallery to verbally abuse me). Also, I mentioned before in my blog that Winfried Hoerr, I suspect was the guy, who used to hang out in the new NEGS library, to chat up all the girls. He would’ve been in his 20s then. It’s a bit hard to describe their actions, but I suspect, those 2 Cate and Winfried Hoerr are good friends, and work together to do evil together, as a fun hobby for themselves. I had a lot of thefts at kookaburra Park, and I suspect Winfried Hoerr, and Cate was protecting him. I think Winfried Hoerr used to go by the name of “the little boy” (I recall Heath Barwick used to go by that name as well, a self-declared “little boy”; when I went over there initially, he showed me his remote-control toy car. I believe that behaviour in adulthood is due to tight arse parents not buying their kids toys, which most likely would be a direct result of having more than one or two. I believe he has four other siblings: which totally explains it.) And what do you know at my new address, across the road, what problems I am having? a little boy harassing me. Sounds like a little boy, of course it could be a woman, there are a lot of women who sound like little boys, you know, along the lines of Bart Simpson, and over my whole life it is mainly women who have been the biggest bane of my life, not little kids. But does anyone have my neighbours phone number? I want to text them and ask if their son is spastic? He seems to be allowed outside in the afternoons, and in his play time, he spends it mostly screaming (like a girl I might add), occasionally I can hear him screaming out my name “Emily” (ofcourse it might be a different Emily, but as it often coincides with me going outside, I wouldn’t think so) Obviously he some issues, I would say, underlying ‘sleeping beauty’ problems. He or is mum or dad or, I think I can hear an older sibling too? Beep their car horn at me when I am outside or have my door open. Do you think this qualifies as a noise complaint for the police to handle? I do, this is harassment. And do you think one of them sits in their car all afternoon long waiting for a chance to beep their horn, or do they race out? Or do they have an app on their phone they can press and it plays beep sounds?? I believe there is also a child who lives directly across the road, he does it too – they both do it. Since I wrote this, and put it online, a bit later – they have pretty much stopped this behaviour. Anyway, those two, Catie Rogers and Winfried Hoerr, have not been convicted of any thefts. The local police would be completely clueless about those two, and have no idea of their capabilities, and would assume them innocent, and me crazy. Such is the stupidity of the Police. BTW, Cate Rogers implied if I told anyone what she gets up to, she would tell people I am crazy, as she thinks she has ‘credibility’ as she did a counselling course at uni (what a scam btw, that was, I saw the thesis, what a scam those universities are, handing out accreditations to anyone, honestly, whole other story) But for real, she threatened to have me locked up in a mental ward if I exposed her, I still have all the emails from her. This is what I have to say and I’m saying it. BEEP BEEP Oh, you poor little thing, did I lose some friends, am I not popular now? too fucking bad, this is what I have to say and I’m saying it. 27. I thought my 10mx10m fruitfly netting had been stolen, but then remembered a gumtree person took it for $35, YET STILL STOLEN After relocating (AGAIN) from kookaburra Park, Gin Gin ( lot 7, 4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road to Sarina, I had thought that the fruit fly NETTING was missing. It was a very hectic and stressful time, trying to get everything organised for the truck and manage finances (all-time high that week of $2.20 litre for petrol just as I was relocating 700km (so many thieves in Gin Gin and Bundaberg). But then I remembered a gumtree buyer who turned up to purchase some shade cloth, also said he would take the netting – he was dodgy I think, someone else from the park, who had been fooling about with my water, switching it off, when I was entitled to some. All of those gumtree emails were deleted off my Outlook on my PC – so I know all those people on gumtree who contacted me back then are serious thieves. At the time I thought it would’ve been taken by my landlord‘s friend Winfried Hoerr, I suspect him because: when I first moved in, it was him who showed me around the house and Park, turns out he helped my landlord Cate Rogers and the builder David Hooker, build it. So, he was showing me the car port which was scaffolding with chicken wire on it, and he made a comment that I could put up my shade cloth over the carport, BUT I had not mentioned to him that I had shade cloth so how did he know that I had shade cloth? And also later on, Cate Rogers threw a little hissy fit about my pool, and said that I was meant to put in my pool. So, I’m thinking these two people (in their 50’s) are good friends from school, and knew my situation and all the stuff that I owned from my previous farm house/ nursery business at Rangari, and that’s why they wanted me to live there, so that I would use all my equipment that I had from a previous house on their house (!) They wanted to steal it all. And this further confirms my suspicions that Cate Rogers is not her real name (I mean it might be) but she looks very much like this girl Wainberg, a sister of my friend Rachael, and I had a few problems with this girl, in Sydney, she has a certain feminine gifts about her that enables her to use people and manipulate other women in particular (sleeping beauties), unfortunately I can’t remember her name. But I had definite problems with controlling women following me around in North Sydney at the time, they were chastising me (from afar, as always) about the clothes I was wearing, and just a few other things that were going on at that particular time in my life, I believe they delude themselves that they’re “helping”. As in if you wear that short skirt you may be raped, so they were scolding me for wearing a short skirt…. And I have written before in my blog that when I was in Tamworth once at the Art Gallery, and was being victimised in a bad bullying situation, that guy Winfried Hoerr, I’m pretty sure, it was him, that I saw with a group of women who were all involved, (involving hiding all the toilet paper, and getting women in the art gallery to verbally abuse me). Also, I mentioned before in my blog that Winfried Hoerr, I suspect was the older guy, who used to hang out in the new NEGS library, to chat up all the girls. He would’ve been in his 20s then. Friends with Wainberg girl. Plus, I think it was him I saw twice in Sydney, stalking me. It’s a bit hard to describe their actions, but I suspect, those 2 Cate and Winfried Hoerr are good friends, and work together to do evil together, as a fun hobby for themselves. I had a lot of thefts at kookaburra Park, and I suspect Winfried Hoerr, and Cate was protecting him. I think Winfried Hoerr used to go by the name of “the little boy” ? (I recall Heath Barwick used to go by that name as well, a self-declared “little boy”; when I went over there initially, he showed me his remote-control toy car. I believe that behaviour in adulthood is due to tight arse parents not buying their kids toys, which most likely would be a direct result of having more than one or two kids and not being able to afford to. I believe he has four other siblings: which totally explains it). And what do you know, at my new address at Sarina, across the road, what problems I am having? a little boy harassing me. Sounds like a little boy, of course it could be a woman, there are a lot of women who sound like little boys, you know, along the lines of Bart Simpson, and over my whole life it is mainly women who have been the biggest bane of my life, not little kids. Anyway, those two, Catie Rogers and Winfried Hoerr, have not been convicted of any thefts. The local police would be completely clueless about those two, and have no idea of their capabilities, and would assume them innocent, and me crazy. Such is the stupidity of the Gin Gin Police. BTW, Cate Rogers implied if I told anyone what she gets up to, she would tell people I am crazy, as she thinks she has ‘credibility’ as she did a counselling course at uni (what a scam btw, that is. I saw and read the thesis, what a total scam those universities are, handing out accreditations to anyone, and for the bare minimum of work. I mean I know her lifestyle, it involves mainly flirting with men, ‘nesting’, looking after an adopted Indian child and smoking pot. Plus, her thesis was about why westerners go to India! {She herself and Win spent a lot of time holidaying over there} And that’s because it’s cheap, cheap as. They are both on Centrelink benefits. Her whole life is pot fuelled, petty theft filled, easy happy go lucky nonsense. Yet she's been given this university title for coming up with Indian pilgrimage bullshit, when the real reason is “cheap”. (Well, she signed her emails with those letters, maybe she just did that without accreditation?? She is a known liar afterall.) It's just bizarre that the university peoples would be totally scamming the greater community like that. Paying customer I guess? But I doubt she paid for it. Maybe that's why they gave it to her "I'll help trick the general public, I'll help you tell everybody that it's not about 'money', it's about a religious pilgrimage!" Big fat faker; Everything is about money, the world revolves around money. I certainly know the police were fooled by her; she knows how to be a sweet talker. At any rate after reading it, I thought I would know more on the subject of psychology than this woman! But, as for counselling someone, with my experience with “crazy” people, well, I would most likely just say to most of my clients “The problem with you, is that you have no morals, simply get some morals, and all your problems in this life would be over. “ Lol, but seriously, true. A clear conscious leads to a healthy mental state. But for real, she threatened to have me locked up in a mental ward if I exposed her, I still have all the emails from her. She is greedy bimbo wolf in sheep’s clothing. In 2025 you can see Winfried Hoerr’s place on google maps, with all his fruit trees – guess what, covered in netting. So it was him, he sent someone else to purchase it – does not get much more dodgy than that. They both would have been involved – both thieves, been stalking me for 30 years, stealing from me. JUST DISGUSTING WHAT THOSE 2 ARE. Reminder, it would have been Cate who ban me with complaints to admin from facebook so I could not sell my stuff on marketplace – so she could steal it. Her father was Dr, he is responsible for producing an arrogant self-entitled, thieving, spoilt little brat. And so many people in Australia, have been fooled by her, at my detriment – your all STUPID. Btw, that netting cost me $500. I need to purchase more at new address, as if I can afford to purchase 2 of everything, one lot for me, and one lot for them – burn in hell. Page 5 NEXT 1 2 3 4 5(this)

Would having more money put an end to the theft? Would having more money in the past enabled no thefts at all? and no harassment at all? can’t say for certain but I pretty much doubt it - because I don’t feel the theft is about the monetary value, it’s about tormenting me. The same way a stupid little third born would torment it’s older sibling. The people who steal from me, must be third borns, that haven’t grown up. (Stop breeding you stupid cow mothers.) When are women going to stop hav Life Stories P2 (remember I update this every few months, I try not to repeat myself and keep things fluent, but sometimes there may be timeline overlapping issues) there may be repeating stupid word issue! Because I have started to name names (and more importantly photograph) the culture all the bitches that follow me around, verbally harass me and steal from me, there has been a movement of people (really more like pack of female dogs who hound me) to sabotage my internet listings. I’ve actually been banned from Google maps reviews, ebay marketplace (how communistic) Facebook, Ravelry, Wikipedia, Flickr and Spnflwer, and Gumtree COWARDS. (Also, my domain address from wix and google are blocked on Pinterest, and my Pinterest link is blocked on Amazon, and my new fake name account on Flickr is blocked to everyone but me). They can track me, and as soon as I open an account on either Facebook or eBay, it gets deleted, I have tried to open several now, all deleted, those computer nerds have turned me into a cat and mouse game. STUPID. Do they realize how much time goes into putting up your profile, what it means for some stupid little twit to just delete it? Stop making ME into the bad guy, you TV raised wannabe heroes. (Its exactly like that show on telly, Superman, before Clart Kent left school). After 4 years of being ban from facebook, in 2024 I found I could open another Fb account under a different name, and same with ebay, but an account under a different business name – OH NO NOT A NUISANCE AT ALL. So, in 2024, there was some stupid Chinese IT girl nerd, who made a big deal of communicating; that she had “made a mistake”, on Netflix, I think it was Netflix (a business who are notorious for stealing from me, especially in 2023). I suspect that this is the stupid girl who literally has been stalking me online and deleting all my accounts; she implied several times that she had made a mistake. And that was it. There was no apology, no compensation, or any other information at all. I mean I can't even guarantee that it was some stupid Chinese girl IT nerd, because on Netflix they use people like puppets, so it could be someone else manipulating some Chinese actress. But after I heard this, I went to create another account on Facebook, and I could, my account was no longer deleted, so I know that this was “the stupid IT nerd” talking to me. I also created another account on eBay to sell my seeds, I had to use a different business name which is just ridiculous because I had a lot of customers and they know my business name, so having to change my name is just stupid - it goes along with “the stupid IT nerd” - they truly have no common sense at all. And, after a while, I'm pretty sure two of platforms who banned me; flicker and Spoon-flower, tried to coax me back into opening an account with them - And so I would just like to say, mmm, how does that song go, 'no way, get fucked, fuckoff'. I literally spent six years building up my studio portfolio on both, I sold quite a few fabrics on SF, I purchased even more, and they didn't even offer to reinstate my account portfolio, or apologise or compensate for all the missed royalties over 4 years. Just fucked little girls. And, get this on flicker, at some point, before I was ban, my photos were all in the public domain; I had a whole heap of plants and flowers, all available to the public if they wanted to use them for anything. But I noticed when I did a Google search for one of my plants: none of them showed, and they had been on Flickr for years, it was like only I could see them if I was logged in. Such IT cunts. Just like my google map reviews. They're seriously needs to be some sort of government policy mandating online platforms because they are run by twits. In late 2024 there was a gov mandate to ban all under 16-year-olds from using social media, I feel this is a good thing). But in 2024 I'm still being harassed by Microsoft and Apple IT nerds; they appear to be doing the opposite, like whenever there's an update, they remove features instead of adding, from my PC and ipad and iphone, like I can no longer use Siri, I can no longer use tab search, I can no longer use form auto fill. Just seriously nuisance people with no life, and are still OBSESSED with me. I think they must be third borns. Once again, before I go on, I want to try and express how angry I was, after I was ban from such popular, accustomed sites. If you heard someone talking like this out on the street in a conversation, especially if they could hear my tone too, they may probably run away scared as hell. (Well, I know a lot of people would, most people are complete pussies) But what they did to me is outrageous. I should be angry. I should be mad as hell. In fact, its comparable to in China, they have a one child policy, and if a couple has more than one child, then the second, and every child thereafter; doesn’t receive recognition that he or she exists, as in, no birth certificate, or identification. And while I think having a ‘one child’ policy is fantastic, obviously, not acknowledging someone’s existence is pretty bad, pretty bad being a complete understatement of just how bad that would be. (This is what I was taught, but their policies have changed since). I feel this is what they are doing to me, they are trying to write me out of existence, and to lose all credibility. And so, when you’re reading something like “burn in hell you stupid dog” try not to freak out, and remember what they’ve done, and how you would feel if someone was trying to write you out of existence. Sometimes I get feedback about my stories “you lose” that one, “you won” that one…. well guess what, I’m not trying to write a great blog. I’m just writing about my life and what’s going on. A lot of people are going to have issues with it. Truth telling. People don’t really like the ugly truth. Although sometimes the feedback is ”Well that’s not so bad, thinking since I’ve been “ban”, that it’s going to be incredibly offensive”. And, its really NOT bad! Everyone interpret things differently, and has different expectations of what they ought to be reading. I just want to make a point of saying: I’m not trying to win any competition, any writing competition or best blog competition!! My blog is way more a cathartic tool for me rather than an “entertainment purpose” for somebody else. So, back to the bloody dogs - do they know about the dogs I have when I go down the street, so its best if I only purchase online – but they have ban me from ebay - ebay staff are LUDICROUS, burn in hell. Btw, I have talked about what eBay have done online in other arena’s, (where for some reason, I have not been ban) because I think it’s completely wrong and literally communistic to ban someone from the marketplace. An injustice. And now I get eBay emailing me insinuating that the reason I was ban, was because I didn’t pay my monthly fees - which is absolute garbage. I paid my monthly fees via an automated PayPal system, so whenever it’s due, it gets paid. I don’t owe them anything, but when they banned me, in such a revolting manner, I went onto my PayPal account and cancelled my contract agreement with them. And it’s so happened, that that month, which was only halfway through, had a few dollars accumulation. So, they’re trying to blame that fee amount, as the reason why my account was deleted. When it was not. They deleted my account for discriminatory reasons, they are cunts. And I will not be paying the accumulated final fee until my account is reinstated, which I have advised them of on many occasions. I strongly suspect all of the recent items that have been stolen this year, was from them - bimbo IT Nerd revenge – carried out by my neighbours who play sides – stupid. (There was one ebay staff who implied that it is actually some of the sellers on ebay, actually a lot of them, who are stealing from my house, after they obtain my address. – I am not sure if that is true) None of the coward ‘bann-ners’ wanted to communicate with me at all about the reasons - oppressive Nazi personalities. Hence, I have created my own website, and they cannot shut me up. (I feel my google photos and Pins have also been blocked, but I am not sure about this.) And before I was banned from Facebook, at least I got one thing in, that is, brought something into social consciousness, and that is the “oven oven icebox icebox” that is, Shipping Container living, especially here in north QLD. Can you believe powers that be (rich powers that be) where encouraging people to buy shipping containers, cut a hole in for a window, then another hole for a door, - and call that a home - OUTRAGEOUSLLY CRUEL and unacceptable form of housing. I strongly feel describing my life in the following light helps tremendously, as, in Australia there are so many jealous bitches (seriously, huge problem, they are jealous of everything (including my bowels {yes, I really mean my bowel} and they would steal it if they could – some hopeless mothers do not know how to feed their kids properly, and so they grow up to have bowel problems) -Jealousy is from bimbo women who have more than 2 kids, 3rd born jealousy thing, carries through their whole life) Don’t blame me for your crap childhood, or your crap parents. Anyway, by describing my life here, it will put an end to this big jealousy problem (and has done so a lot, (there is no money here) But they still steal, and it’s from jealousy and a feeling of superiority over me, as in, you do not deserve that good thing, but I do, the main motivation to steal, jealousy - you love me, you want to be me. lol – so dysfunctional to be jealous) Did you know jealousy is a Sin in the Christian religion? Does anyone know any Australian women that aren’t jealous bitches? I do not. If you weren’t worshipping every step I take, you wouldn’t be watching. If you’re taking the time to read this you might wonder “why is this girl writing her life here? Who is her target audience? And no one really gives a shit?” - I do still continue to have people who follow, harass and hound me, STILL and it’s those people in particular, I know will see this blog, and indeed a lot have stopped harassing me and stealing, with their attitude, “oh I am not jealous anymore”, so, they see what I say about them, and possibly start thinking…. But, also, it is some of those ones who have read about themselves, who are suddenly protesting and trying to get me evicted from any social media websites or forums and indeed at present, I’ve got someone trying to close my website down, so I can assure you all this writing is not in vain, it works. The older I get the more I can see how oppressed both Australia and America really are, the FEAR about being angry or seeing someone express their anger is EXTROADINARY (so backwards still about this, and gov officials will still declare you as mentally ill with schizophrenic if you display anger, AH DER no such thing as schizophrenic. Speak out, stand up to thieving bullies and don’t be afraid to name names. And admin, have some guts; stand strong against women complaining about other people-they always have an ulterior motive, how are you going to make the world a better place if you do not even want to be aware what’s going on. (Oh, and again I do not have a mental illness, just thieving guilty (popular) bullies, would wish for it to be true) and, I AM NOT A DRUNK. I do not drink at all, nor am I am on drugs, I am just ANGRY, you silly bimbos) And, you know what, since I’ve written this on my blog about the fact that I don’t drink, I have definitely noticed a change in some of the current movies that I watch where there are people in typical party scenes who would normally be getting trashed, they are opting to say to their peers I don’t drink. This is something that has never been done before in Australia or America - alcohol is kind of rife. So, I like the idea that I’m giving people a choice, you don’t have to bumble along and get drunk and be a party person to have a good time in your 20s and 30s. Although I feel, pretty much every adult over the age of 40 that I have encounted, usually ends each night on the couch drunk. I make a point a point of not contacting anyone after 6pm, as I know they will most likely have started drinking (landlords especially), and thus are antagonistic, rude and resentful at being disturbed. Before I put here the blurb story, I had on Rav (account for 10yrs, and also Flickr, another account for 12yrs, that was deleted, by nazis) where I name names, apparently it is quite shocking if you’re an uptight housewife type, or a sheltered child, brace yourself. {I heard there was one girl who read my blog, and afterwards, then entered into an arranged marriage! No single lady persecution for her!}. I will do a quick recap of what has happened to bring me to this point in my life: including my pride and joy garden that was stolen! I had spent years building it up, I started gardening in 2000, and it was now 2017, so years and years, and at least $60,000 on the Rangari garden (incl 2 fruit tree tunnels, 5kw solar panels, 2 sheds, lap pool….….actually prob more close to $70000, incl any spare cash I had each week, went to 100’s of plants, over the 10 years), as you would have read in the above photo story “Stolen Garden”, so this little bit continues from there: I believe in the end; it was pure garden jealousy/bullying was the reason that I had to leave Rangari. So, my garden, my livelihood and most importantly, my food / good health had been stolen. The only positive part of my eviction was that I could leave the petty thievers behind (or so I thought (- mass thieving problem in Gunnedah, all retailers stealing from me, especially Bunnings (major petty theft criminal network working out of their stores, but goes back to Harvey Norman 15yrs ago who ripped me off $2200 on a Chair, the short blonde discriminatory sales girl (who may have been incahoots with my little sister Penny Bieman??), overcharged me (stole from me). Which was why she (they) continued to do it; I mean $2200 is a big incentive isn’t it?) {The Good Guys – that is why they opened in Tamworth}. In about 2016/17, sometime back then, I was watching this documentary about Fraser Island dingoes. It was good, informative, pleasant, it showed the dingoes in their natural friendly manner for the duration of the show. Towards the end of the show, they showed something most interesting. One of the crew had brought their young child along, she would’ve been about 4 or 5, I guess. All the crew had got to know the dingoes, and had befriended them, there was an element of trust that the dingoes had with them. But the film was showing this little girl on her own, just separated from the group, and one of the dingoes came up to her, and she patted it, it was licking her face in a typical friendly dog manner, then another one joined in, and then another, and another. Now what happened then was quite scary - the camera was on, so I am thinking it may have been a trap to show the viewers the nature of these dogs, but what these dingoes did was go from that friendly licky dog, to suddenly now all circling this girl and we could see, as a viewer, in a matter of moments, these dingoes had taken on a totally aggressive manner, the lick turned into hair pulling, the trotting/skipping about had turned into stalking, and there was slight ‘pounce’ attempts in play, but with a serious slight gnarl, like a dry run, and they clearly would soon have started attacking this little girl, she was pray. So, I guess lucky someone was watching, and the girl was pulled to safety. But from this video we can clearly see the nature of these dingoes and indeed they are most likely to eat a baby or a small child if given the opportunity. It’s just a natural instinct for them. They are not evil, and anyone who would shoot a dingo for such behaviour is ridiculously backwards. Anyway, I put the story here because this major theft, and the people that harass me in Gunnedah and Tamworth; this is what they’re like. You know they must see my curly long hair, then even hear me speak (apparently, I’ve got a really high voice, or did), and I’m always out on my own. And it triggers something in them, they start behaving like those bloody dingoes in pack mentality (I’m going to stick to calling them dogs) Obviously those girls who harass me aren’t dingoes, they aren’t dogs, they are human, and so their behaviour is evil. If you can’t class those girls as evil, then it is stupidity. Back to my reasons as to why it may have been a good thing I left; I would not have the Carters as my landlord, as Steve Carter is an outright power tripping bully - he is disgusting. But this story is not about that. I want to write down what happened after I was given 3 months’ notice that November 2017, just before summer hit (and it was hot that year, no rain at all, year 5 of drought) btw the Carter family, are “the wrong side of the railway track”, and ironically one of the wealthiest farming families in Australia. I placed 2 adds in local newspapers for a farmhouse and searched all online sites and placed adds online too. And approached all the real estates in Gunnedah. NOTHING Now, the thought have having to pack up everything was daunting enough, especially given the state of my arms (very sore) and I had a foot injury that was taking all eternity to heal, (2yrs later in QLD was diagnosed by a Chiro as Collapsed Arch, bloody incompetent Gunnedah doctors, another story; unable to walk properly for 5 yrs now, I still have it (2022), as I did major damage wearing the work boots that had a “deliberate” hole in the sole, (to deliberately handicap me) whilst having to move 5 times in 2018-2020) actually, I need to interrupt my story and briefly talk about this, as it has greatly contributed to this blog, having time to write due to not being able to walk. I found out if you have had your condition for longer than 3 years, it stated I would be entitled to receive Disability pension, which is $300 more a fortnight than my current income, I did finally put in a claim in 2021, but Centrelink denied me (even though I know 2 women my age on it, and have no disability at all, 1 has a 14yr old son – so it is not what is wrong with you, but who you know, determines whether or not you get the money). So, nothing wrong with them, but they don’t have to do the jobseeker activities answer to cunty jobs providers and centerlink staff, not to mention Dep of Education. Plus they get heaps more money, meanwhile, I can’t walk for more than 5 minutes at a time. It is really NAZI of Centrelink to deny me – and those people that did, will be getting cancer and dying. I later found out, if you can work at all, they will not give it to you, it is only for bed ridden or paralysed chair people. Since I can sell my seeds now without hurting my foot to badly, they refused me. But this does not explain the other people I know who receive it and have no disability at all. It wouldn’t suit the bullies at all, if I were to have more money. Little birdie told me it’s because they’re too busy having fun doing the class thing; I have mentioned on this blog, read my “The Big Jelly Baby Scam”, and indeed they do play that game. I recall a group of women from the UK, I was advised they were distant relatives of the Royal family, aristocrats or wannabe types. And having seen me before, living at Rangari with my huge garden that I created for myself and my cats; and now seeing me live where I am now, and to hear about all the unpleasant things that has happened to me via this blog, they were so happy, and so pleased that I had been ‘cast out’, and they told me my house was ‘shed status’, and not a normal house, but merely shed status, and in an area of extreme bad air quality. Such glee they were portraying - just one of many incidences I have experienced when it comes to other people taking pleasure in somebody else’s misfortune. I have a sneaking suspicion that one of the reasons aside from my big beautiful garden, that they wanted to handicap my foot, was so I couldn’t move about properly and be healthy, and therefore put on weight and look more normal, rather than tall and slim. I think this, because, back at school especially, I’d always been very slim, and it’s been a topic of extreme jealousy by most women, some more than others, - short women especially are jealous, especially 3rd borns, they think my life is easier as I am taller, and thus have a psychological advantage – and they do not want me to have any advantage at all. Back then it was very desirable to be unhealthily slim. (Btw, I really like this Gin Gin house, and do not consider it a shed, I love the open plan-ness of it. It maybe is just a bit too small, and there is a big gap, or window up the top that only has chicken wire – no glass, so in winter is freezing, and summer is boiling, which are both causing health problems. But in QLD, things could be much worse, this is the state who wants everyone on low income living in shipping containers! Liberal government. I have plenty to say about non-thinking house design in other photo stories. {If it were up to me, we all would be living in mansions – and btw, the reason we are not, is not due to money and the current and past economics, the real reason is because there are so many rich snobby hoity-toitys that like playing the ‘class’ game they get kicks on thinking someone is inferior to them. I tell you, a lot of people in this country should be ANGRY AS HELL} Anyway, it is a good thing I am a Crafter - when you’re a Crafter, you know that there is absolutely no time to spare, because any spare moment you have, you can do one of your crafts. Like my knitting, although sore arms make this limited. I do believe this is why I especially have held a grudge against anyone who wastes my time, because I always have something better that I can be doing, rather than being put on hold or attend pointless appointments, or be given the run-around by sales people, or call centres, or Centrelink people. They are HUGE time wasters. You know life is pretty short, and anyone who wastes your time, even for five minutes, is unworthy of being in your presence. I value other people‘s time, I value my time, I expect you to value my time to. So, back to my “cast out” story, not actually having anywhere to move to was downright terrifying, not like in my youth when I could easily just pack up and move to where the new job was or as the situation required, it was an extremely stressful time, with what seemed like only haters at every turn in Gunnedah. I went through my phone book, and basically called every farmer that I knew, which proved to be of no help at all and, and most were downright rude, but one of them was a previous landlord on a farm out near Keepit Dam where I used to live before moving to Melbourne / RMIT, for a brief time, her name was Karen Cull, she was a teacher at the local high school, she mentioned I should call an old x school teacher Prue Kesby, as they had a house out near the Cull farm ( although Karen said she and Robert were now divorced and she no longer lived on the farm) Now, as I was talking to Karen, it was the bizarrest thing, she literally sounded like a little girl, it was very peculiar, and my instincts said NOWAY, HANG UP, DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS SILLY PERSON. But, as I knew Karen, and knew she was not a little girl, (although there was one incident; we were in Tamworth for the day, I was doing an upholstery job for her. We were choosing fabric. We were outside a fancy restaurant, where before we had just been in, talking to some people I knew. And she deliberately threw something of mine, well scattered it on the ground, so I had to kneel down and pick them all up, when she just stood over me. To all the onlookers there in the restaurant, this act looked rather inappropriate, so basically, she has some control issues that she should work on, and leave me out of it - this type of behaviour is dysfunctional. I have noticed, this behaviour is typical to school teachers, I would go so far as to say 90% of school teachers (public school) have these self-important and major control issues, and want all the kids to worship them.) In fact, I think I need to interrupt my story, and do a whole special, other paragraph, to talk about this, because I have experienced it a lot; a lot of women don’t seem to be able to handle other women as their equal. They can only handle subordinates, which is why especially your find a lot of these women as teachers because they get to be around children, as in people that they can feel superior over, it is a serious dysfunction. Plus, it is widespread. I remember my grandmother, who wasn’t a school teacher, she was a housewife all her life, with three girls, but she definitely couldn’t handle other women as her equal, and all throughout her children’s adult lives, she still wanted them to remain as children, so she could treat them as subordinates. The very meaning of subordinate is a lower rank, or position, or of lesser importance, inferior, and needs another person to have authority and control over them. I know that expression “oh, you think your better than me!” this is where it comes from. From dysfunctional women wanting to treat other people as their personal subordinates. So, I guess for Karen Cull, and all other women in fact (my landlord Catie Rogers) that I’ve ever encountered, guess what, I am your equal, you are not better than me, you are not superior in anyway, you have major dysfunction, is all. Anyone can wear the dress! {reference from that wonderful movie “Maid in Manhattan”}. And I know I, would prefer you deal with it, rather than take out your dysfunction on me. So widespread! I definitely wouldn’t be friends with any school teachers. And in fact, in my experience, this is probably the reason why most women don’t like me, because they want to feel superior to me, as I am single and poor, but I don’t let them, it pisses them off. Infact just a few weeks ago, I was comparing my life to a young woman from the past, Dido Elizabeth Belley (1761 – 1804) who was treated one way by her loving white family, and as she was black, and another disrespectful way by the community where she lived. - I say this because whenever I venture out, I often get harassed, followed, and pickpocketed, plus all the other shenanigans people get up to. Yet, when I am at home sitting on the couch watching my favourite shows, I truly feel like a bit of a princess! I am treated as another viewer, a respected member of the public. So rare! Then I get back to my life and just noticed something else that has been stolen.... - it’s almost like there are two versions of life. (Some shows, as in a lot now, have the dogs on them now, who harass me, they have taken over certain sectors of the entertainment industry - since I hardly ever go into town, they must love harassing me, they can't get enough of it.) Anyway, back to my story, I was so excited about the prospect of relief from all my stresses of finding a farmhouse, I was on the phone straight away to speak to Prue (and Mark) Kesby. And, I could not believe my luck, they had a sweet little brick farm house in a secluded area, perfect for me (as being single, I am targeted by female thieving bullies (and old NEGS girls) in Gunnedah, so I need somewhere private, I really do) and Prue and Mark seemed absolutely super, so nice, the both offered to help me move my stuff (very rare). So we started, we hauled about 5 Ute/trailer loads in the heat of that summer, btw, I want to mention during one of the trips I made over there, - I went the back way, through the Crooks place, they gave me a key) I was followed by a Ute with 2 guys and I didn’t see them until I reached the end of this particular road and they beeped at me, they got out of the Ute and came up to my window, said “what the hell was I doing, was I lost?) –very aggressive manner, and like it was any of their business? It was odd, I told them I was moving into the Kesby farm, they left. (See, dogged, wherever I go. Get a life!) Anyway, it was arranged that I would feed Mark and Prue’s animals and water their plants that coming week as it was Xmas and they were going away, they paid me $100 in advance for my efforts. And in the mean time I helped them plaster a wall in the house, as it was not quite finished, so 1 whole day doing that. BUT, the next morning I received a phone call saying they had changed their mind and did not want me living in the house, as Angela Crook their neighbour did not want me living next to them, as they had read my article online, about a colleague of Prue’s, a primary school teacher - Debbie Croft, who spent the whole of my 4th class humiliating me ( I was very tiny, an oompa loompa, the smallest in the class), choosing me as her ‘whipping boy’ to get the boys to do their work or else ‘look what happens’ (Apparently, this a common teaching method for certain teachers, because, they say, it works {DISCUSTING}. I guess, Prue, as a teacher did not like the fact that she/they could be held accountable for their POWERTRIPPING BULLY behaviour later. (I had not even started writing my blog back then) She would’ve seen that article on Ravelry.com, which I was later banned from – I would say because of people like Prue Kesby putting in complaints to Rav, and coward women on Rav, giving in to them. COWARDS. How can you fix these things if you don’t even want to know about them COWARDS. So, at that point I didn’t even have a blog, and I hadn’t really even begun writing about my life (think they were offended before – try reading it now you stupid bloody women). I just wrote 2 or 3 articles, and especially that one, because I felt it was so important to do something about that disgusting teaching tactic, that primary school teachers have been getting away with for so many generations - it causes so much dysfunction and I can’t believe it still goes on. WAKE UP. And, if you think my life is offensive, try living my life, try seeing things from my perspective. This is why I’m writing about my life, anyone who is offended by anything I write, should be offended by the whole community, because this is what happens to me, and I’m merely writing it down. I have very strong convictions about FreeSpeech, and anyone that asks me to remove any of my writings, I will strongly condemn and assume as guilty. So, that was it, back to major stress out, and big shame on Prue Kesby, who would like to live with her head buried in the sand, like a little girl. (Again, the irony of the situation). I would like to point out also, when one is in the housing market, the real estate agent doesn’t say, “if you purchase this house, you have to adopt the family who live next door aswell, one comes with the other!!” It’s the same for renters, we are only interested in the house. 1 family is enough. And looking back at Karen’s phone call, then Prue’s behaviour the evening before she made her announcement, - call me paranoid, but I am inclined to think she and Karen had planned this big set up from the beginning ‘teach me a lesson’, that would be typical public-school tactics, and reminiscent of the 3 teachers from my primary school that used to hold staff meeting to come with ways to humiliate me, they are hung up on humiliation. BTW, someone that takes ‘gunshots’ like that, is not a teacher, that person is the child running loose around the schoolyard, that infact needs the teacher to come along and call for order. And really, do they think I am going to remove my posting? Stupid bitches, again the irony. All involved need to be saved as they are going to hell for sure. (Plus, I have twice seen Karen (or a look a-like) since then, when I have needed landlord references, so I think someone goes and gets her, same as all the other bullies they get from my past, seems to be for the point of harassment, as they never actually approach me or speak to me?) I need to point out here, the same thieving problems I had a Rangari and Kookaburra Park, would have followed me to the Kesby house aswell – so I am not sure it would have worked out anyway, - the niave Kesbies sure would not have been able to do anything about the thieving, and the dogs. I could have set up, and planted a whole heap of plants there, (my pool), only to have to move after a couple of years anyway? Who knows? But I think living at that house still would have been better than any other address I have since moved to. (Not factoring in the climate, and my health). 2. Rangari house , 2008 before I moved in. I have to say, so far, I’ve never been too fussy about appearances of a rental house, because I know I can transform the whole look and feel with the garden. As long as there is a big yard I’m happy. However it seems only a few Gunnedah landlords were ok with me gardening. I have discovered some landlords are completely anal about their garden, even if it’s got none, or it’s really really crap (like that one at Builyan), possibly a territorial dog thing - they think it’s really good, and think that if the tenant does any gardening, they will destroy it! Poor little people, they miss out on my skills and ability! So below, 6 forced rental relocations in 2 years, all, by myself and with a Collapsed Arch, and which is why I now have nerve damage in my ar (except when going into Gin Gin, I had help from 2 facebook boys, 1 good one and 1 bad one) 3. Promised Kesby house, 2018 – the one that I moved half my stuff to then they “changed their minds” due to revolting Angela Crook 4. Long Cottage, 2018 at Gunnedah, 10km out 5. back of bad house at Builyan, 2018 6. moved to Colosseum, 2018 , 12 ute loads by myself including all pool parts - 25mlap pool and horticulture stuff. 7. me on Veranda at house at Colosseum 2019 , age 45yrs 8. house at Village Lane, Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, 2019 9. present day 2022 , teeny tiny unit near Mackay - old hotel BTW, the next location in Gunnedah was even worse, (thieving powertripping landlord and their kids) so after another extremely exhausting and expensive ($3500) move, as I was not able to find anywhere in my home town of Gunnedah to live, and had to move to a suburban country area 700km away in QLD, where I literally have to ‘start again’ (so far, another 5 times), such is bitch life, I recommend NOT having kids, or don’t have any unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18 and home school them. BTW, (Since the whole of Gunnedah retailers and local yocals were stealing from me (I was really targeted by them, it is a hateful town, passive aggressive underground movement – they must be lost now with nothing to do now that I am gone), probably good that I moved, least QLD is warmer, still dry though, water issues WATER ISSUES) But, next spot at Builyan, the only place available on the real estate apps in QLD, not in a city. {oh actually, the only place near the coast, but at that time there were heaps of big old houses in outback Blackall (nice realtor, heaps of bore water, cheap – had signed a lease even, prob should have gone there? Not sure – I do so love the beach, so opted for the Builyan one when it popped up at the last minute. I have to say most of the people who live here, and at Miriam Vale (close by), would have to be the biggest country hick stupid thieves that I have encountered. It's really too bad how that cliche of sleepy country people being that way, fits so perfectly in these two spots. But seriously it's like there are generations breeding new generations of stupid Hicks it's quite disturbing and disgusting. It's like there's been no progress or change or evolution at all. I unhappily lived at Builyan for 4mnths (it was soo awful, and a scam low-income house with other hidden costs, no privacy, no fruit trees at all, still; stealing car hoons, perverted neighbours. See, I was planning on setting up my pool there, it had a HUGE backyard, but I could not, it just was not appropriate for that neighbourhood. (I am amazed how most people do not know how to live, the fail to see what is actually important, they just bumble along breeding like rabbits, blindly killing the planet), (I think my Jobs providers were stealing from me too there) plus harassment from neighbours) Fools Gold! So after Builyan I moved to a farmhouse 40km away at Colosseum near Miriam Vale, Queensland for 6mnths. The lying landlord, Alister Darcy Ward, lied to me about long-term, he clearly stated it was available long term, but no, it was not - he also lied about water, there was literally NO water at that place, as their tank leaked. LIAR, he just wanted someone to fix it, as his angry son who hates his dad, had trashed it, – it is such a monumental task to move, I have no help and no money, that means 12 Ute loads, I now have major arm and shoulder arthritis. – should have gone to Kaye Symanns at Baffle Creek, silly me – when you from a loving family, it’s hard to know and remember that a lot of other people are lying pricks. Btw, knowing that something would not work out, because the landlord is a lying prick, and NOT saying anything to me about it, makes you just as guilty as the lying prick. That offer of a house at baffle Creek from Kaye Simmons would’ve been much better and far more appropriate, suitable and joyful, for me. But because she was honest and said she was eventually going to sell it in two years I said no. Whereas Darcy Ward only intended to keep me there for six months from the get go, after lying saying it was available long term. LIAR, AND, lying about having water for the garden NOT. Plus, he got his windows and doors fixed by me, which involved a lot of good communication and commuting, skills he does not have, so while I lost out big time, he won big time, and I was made out to be the baddie. I mean, can you see how this country works - it’s so fucked. I truly don’t recommend you have kids unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18 - it’s really important, and it makes the difference between living a fucked life, and living in a joyful life. So, I believe the local realtor at Builyan / Ubobo, whose name is also Kaye, knew that Darcy Ward was a liar and she didn’t say anything to me. This landlord wanted someone he could control and ‘boss’ about. When it was made clear to him that he could not do this to me (with the help of some swear words) it was further justification that he should not renew my lease, he just waited till all his windows and doors were fixed then booted me.no thanks at all. What is wrong with people, that they want to try to control me? - it is sick, unhealthy and nazi. RACK off, you cannot use me for your dysfunctional power tripping. Wake the hell up country bumpkins. REALLY AND TRULY, DO THESE LANDLORDS THINK I AM LOOKING FOR A ”STOPOVER”? No! you big doofus brains, I need a permanent house.There is something really wrong with the current ways home rentals work. I want to mention here the neighbours at that place at Miriam Vale / Colosseum – scum - Glen Blackburn, and Bev and Bevan Ross; most people in their community would know them as respected members of the community. I know them as extremely disrespectful, unwelcoming and fearful morons. (That includes Trevor Baylis too, who I think was stealing aswell, (no conviction) and has a dog shag who tried to come to his rescue by bullying me on Facebook – idiot – yeah that’ll work.) All play the exclusion game – children. You know, I do now wish to be a part of a community, full of small-minded thieving children types anyway. HAPPY TO BE AN OUTSIDER Also, I had several items stolen from the house when I went into town each time, this was what was taken, I suspect the neighbour Trevor Bayliss and or the landlords wife Julie Ward, and the landlord, and also my Jobs providers Tania Poschalk and Belinda Kristensen. (Those were the only people I knew in the area): None of those people have been convicted. Here is the list of items stolen while I lived on that farm. Double Infinity Sterling Silver clasp (they left the necklace, just took the clasp) $35 White hair towel RETURNED after a big photo online forum stink up on Facebook TV vandalized on veranda - $800 Tapestry Needle from car at Gladstone - RETURNED. yah Green hose connector stolen off hose Invoice stolen from kitchen after window left open Invoices from Wares Windows for landlord stolen $500, (I suspect landlords kids/son in-law Tom and Jess) 25yr old Egyptian Cotton Beach Towel, RETURNED. Yah but filthy and with hole (a replacement after someone saw my photo online?) Beef mince on special stolen by TNT female workers, a set up by Coles too EBay box with: (stuff I was trying to sell on eBay, stolen by eBay and Telstra? hang up calls from Telstra mobile team and eBay 02 93044303, says tv ratings, when really eBay): Slip on Working Walking Leather Shoes – Brown, AU 7, Keen 41, Trolley Tyre, wheel barrow. Rubber, in excellent super strengthened condition, Diesel Petrol cap, (unlocking) fits Mitsubishi, 2 x Rural poly pipe connector 32mm and 1 1/4" Rural Irrigation joiner. PC hacked; files stolen Green offensive kitchen beaters (free as seller refunded, do not believe seller stole, but someone did) 2 balls of pink hand dyed cotton bamboo, taken from bedroom Feb 2019 $12 130g Callebaut (car parked out on rd with girl at 5am going yahoo, could be mailman (female related) FUCK OFF YOU STUPID STUPID DOG $10 Half empty bottle of tea tree RETURNED. Terracotta saucer bowl from maidenhair plant $16 Photo of polypipes stolen off PC, plus 2 x7m lengths of polypipe stolen $40 Nettles & Aloes in Wool Fat container, my special mix $25 Handwoven woollen cushion $56 Black plastic recycling crate with plants from my shade house $65 Pretty sure a few frozen roo meats were taken out of the freezer $45 Windchime $12 When I moved, the stealing continued the first week at new address in Gin Gin (-Australia Post related?) common theme at each address, the post office and delinquent workers?? - 12 items stolen through the Gin Gin post office at next address in first month, and the Builyan postal contractor used to deliver my parcels to his friends who lived behind me.) Stupid Sharon Morgan. So next place! Gin Gin, still have harassment problems from neighbors, -there is some idiot who beeps at me every time I do a load of washing. They either live across the road in no 1 or no 2, and either they have a Soundsystem on their Veranda that they use, or they sit for hours in a car close to the horn, on the street out there on the highway, or at no 1 or no 2 -who knows, but they beep regularly. Plus, stealing continues from beeping car hoons and Bunnings girls (although greatly reduced, due to my blogging about my life, and posting it publicly, but stealing – drives me nuts, it is very unempowering, the thieves aim to unempower and cause mental anguish). Stealing is a direct way of alienating me from the community, another form of ‘outcasting’ me. I mean, one would think this is abhorrent, but in my wise oldage, I have known people, many people now, and quite frankly I don’t have a problem with being alienated, actually never have. Except I’m unable to sell any of my second-hand goods on any of the local marketplaces, and since they banned me from eBay, I can’t continue my business on that platform, so this is most definitely a problem {I did find a consignment place, Bundaberg Tender Centre, some things sell, but for extremely little, like $2 for $300 item. I think the owners have carte blanche of my stuff, I guess that’s one of the perks of being an owner of a second-hand store. Or Telstra are putting me through to someone who makes it look that way? (“but you didn’t say hello”…dogs (they do behave slightly oddly, nazi rules) And people from that location follow me and try to steal out of my car. BTW, as I have mentioned on here before, I never a bid at auctions because I have people who, follow me around and try and ‘beat me’ at whatever I do. And bidding is an easy one for them, their aim is to beat me at whatever cost, they don’t care what the real value is either (Ebay knows about this fact in targets certain people who they know, ‘must win’ – they end up paying double….suckers! So, at the Bundaberg Tender Centre, I can place bids on items they have had lying around for yonks, and it’s really in their best interest to be nice to me, so if I do this, it will be a guaranteed sale. If I take an interest in it, suddenly it’ll go, it’s really in their best interest not to piss me off. {btw, they charge the seller 25% of the sale price, then they charge the buyer 13% plus $2 processing fee – and, all on 2nd hand goods, that have already had GST charged on them, so it is a bit of a money-making scam for the owner, rather than sellers. I try to stick to the Tip shop for 2nd hand goods} I still have my Farm Plants and Seeds website, and someone from Melbourne has just started a Local Seeds place, I have sold a few there now {yah!}. I suspect some people believe it is the online community on ebay and gumtree that have been stealing from me (?). I do not know, but I am losing at least $5000/year from not being able to go on ebay. And btw, now, 5 years later Gumtree have stopped deleting my new account, but instead they just delete my listings, randomly for no reason. There are some major idiots running online companies. I have had to give a lot of my stuff away, like reems and reems of irrigation/plumbing, just whole heap of stuff, $1000’s of dollar’s worth. there seems to be a monopoly on 2nd hand goods. I noticed in Gunnedah and Tamworth, I also had dogs follow me to second-hand shops, and they would buy everything and take it down to Sydney where they could get three times the price (I suspect they had free travel) and in fact the shop in Tamworth, that good second-hand shop on Peel st, closed down because there’s literally no no more second-hand goods left in Tamworth! Town full of ‘made in China’ now!! And air quality is extremely bad here, next to HWY, some mornings when I open the back door onto the Veranda, the smell is just putrid, I have to literally hold my breath, the exhaust fumes are disgusting. I want EV mode please (that is all electric vehicles, and EV cruise mode down the HWY!) And constant noisy trucks, often who compression break, I could literally count the number of good night’s sleep on 1 hand. (This changed after I wrote this, much better sleep now, but still noisy trucks, bikers, hoons, delinquents, a problem – there is a specific ‘truck’ thing that happens, more about that later) as well as the typical social problems in any neighbourhood like theft, harassment and bitchy busybodies. Plus, no water, no fruit trees, or veggies, intermittently. And really poor soil. So, there are several greedy and selfish users, who put sprinklers on all day every day. So, water runs out. HUGE NEGATIVE. They should charge for water consumption, it would never run then, and each house does have a water meter (the fact that they do not do this is stupid body corporate). WATER PROBLEMS I often miss my garden at Rangari, and curse the dogs for my removal and my foot handicap. BUT actually, things could be way worse, least here I have a tree view, and a lovely big garden with gums and room for whatever I want to plant and sometimes water. Often my neighbours are away, which is heaven, although I think my landlord is covering for her friend Win who is stealing from me, he has a key?? No conviction – and more about that later in photo story. (Small frame? – moth to flame situation again) Plus COVID19, so I have some cash to buy nice food, meat! But I feel I am stuck here, when perhaps I should be living in the tropics?? I feel there is this strange phenomena, and it’s hard to explain, but like the powers that want to be (old men) are kind of playing “Simon Says”, so if Cate doesn’t say so, then it doesn’t happen. So, if Cate wants me here paying rent, then that’s what happens, because she’s the landlord, so she wins. So, I have to stay here regardless of what I want - you know all my life, I’m pretty sure that this hasn’t been the way it is - if I want to move to somewhere, then I just up and go, but at this point in my life, it doesn’t seem to be like that, I can’t just do what I want any more, there seems to be idiots wanting to play “Simon Says” , and there are these completely annal rental l girls who want 5 different references, (Louise Aguuir and Sarah Guy) not only from last landlord but personal ones too – I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AT THEM, THOSE LITTLE BIMBO IDIOTS. Plus, do things like block my Internet, so I can’t go onto a real estate listing, or I can’t put up my notice in the local notice area, because the newsagency owner picked a fight with me, like it was a deliberate ploy so I wouldn’t be able to post up any local adverts. My landlord contacts me just before I go into town, and then she starts talking about the same things that I’m going to be doing like the dentist. Or Big W. It’s like she’s kind of jealous if I do anything that involves leaving the house. In non-thinking jealous dog territorial form. Plus, I have caught her out in several lies to me about the house, and I can clearly see how she tries to save herself. But when I told her no, to painting the house, she threw a tantrum and gave me notice to leave – 8mnths before lease ends. So, she has some problems, and is a faker (My application was rejected from another real estate, and it would have been because of her phone call with them. (I have never had an application rejected in my life, Louise Aguuir and Sarah Guy). Here is a good time to talk about this observation, as it has come about from living in various socio-economic neighbourhoods. Before you read this next paragraph, I recommend you read my Photo story called “We all need the right nutrition from the womb” on Page 8 in Life Stories. Then to add to that story, here, another little one, involving my cats, showing an example of exactly what I am talking about when it comes to various landlords from various sectors. Inevitably, my cats would come onto my bed and sleep at night. I had one in particular, who, without fail, every night, would curl up at my feet and sleep there all night. He loved being patted, and loved being close to me. He was an affectionate cat. One night, when he was about 12yrs, I just had, had enough, I was like ‘no lil, leave me alone, I want to sleep without any cats touching me’ and disturbing my sleep. I picked up Lil and put him on the ground, said ‘off you go now’. And that was the end of that, he wasn’t too shaken up about it, he was a very good-natured cat and found somewhere else to sleep. However, a short time after Lil died (tragically by spot-on flea/tick chemicals) I had another cat, Violet who decided, she would start hopping on my bed, and sitting on my face, generally disturbing my sleep. One night, I had enough of her, picked her up, put her down, said off you go Violet. BUT, unlike Lil, Violet immediately just jumped back up on my bed. It’s like she didn’t have any respect for what I said and did, even though she gets treated the same way that I treat all my cats. But my cat Lil, who was first born, was smart enough to realise about ‘respect’, whereas Violet, the 7th born, didn’t have ‘the smarts’ enough to work out, and realise about respect. RESPECT - literally a nutrition related problem. And this is the same thing with my landlords, I have noticed that the kind of person (definatly not restricted to landlords) but who wants to try to ‘boss me about’ and ‘Lord over me’ so to speak, to literally show no respect towards me and my intentions. Are always 3rd borns. And I hate to say this, most often coincides with low socio-economic factors, and or bimbo women who are asleep at the wheel. Often the ones who are wealthier have more respect and knowledge of the way things are, or at any rate would usually be a little more passive, than being outright disrespectful to someone. It’s like some of them are so incapable of working out how to be ‘respectful’ because they literally can’t, due to their nutritional influence from early childhood and in the womb. (Heath Barwick) (Sharon Morgan) And I believe this was the underlying factor of World War 2 and the nazis – just couldn’t grasp the meaning of the word RESPECT. So, this whole rental situation here at Gin Gin is not fair, and I am trying to leave, but when a landlord is lying about me, and not giving me a decent reference, they only thing I can do is go online and state the truth, which is what I do. The older I get the more I realise how many “fakers” there are out there; people who study part time, only to receive their diploma/degree/whatever, in a specific area, but in reality, to be completely clueless about the subject. It’s more than just that one person‘s needs to try and credit and validate themselves. I believe places of study, universities and colleges, push this practice in order to stay alive, they don’t really care if the end result is not actually relevant to society, so long as they have people paying for titles like Diplomas Bachelors Masters, it will be fine for those people to use those credentials even if there fairly ignorant.{Stop trying to ‘street cred’ yourself, and get back into to the kitchen where you belong! There was a current affairs issue recently describing the problem of bedbugs, especially in France, and I personally believe, (since it’s really quite easy to get rid of bedbugs), that this problem is a modern problem due to the fact that housewives are in limited supply, there’s nobody looking after the house, properly, nobody cooking and cleaning, like they ought to be.} Anyway, it really would be better if I lived somewhere warm anyway, because of my reaction to the cold weather, and this place doesn’t have a window even up the top, it’s just chicken wire, so it’s completely open, and we get frosts here, so that is a little ridiculous. Freezing! I’ll be hard pressed to find somewhere similar or as good as this near the beach, plus all the beaches up north seem to be waveless, I’m not sure I’d like that, I really like bobbing up and down in the surf, so I find myself in a bit of a conundrum at the moment with forces pulling me in all directions, like, I’ve got a strong force of ‘not wanting to move’ because my body is so exhausted, from having to move five times previously (not to mention my life’s work at Rangari garden). I’ve written before I have major arm problems now, and arthritis in my knees, stiff joints. The thought of moving again is just abhorrent. But all my life, if there’s a problem, you just go about living your life in a certain wilful way, until it’s fixed. Anyway, ultimately, it’s up to me where I live, it’s not up to my landlord, or my next-door neighbour, or silly rental young girls, nor anyone else who thinks it should be up to them - this is not a Nazi regime. It’s up to me, especially since I am single. Single ladies get to make life decisions solely, one of the many perks. I believe anyone involved in playing such a game of juvenile “Simon Says”, is playing with fire - you’re going to get burnt badly. So that was the saga of having to relocate. I personally believe that I’m living in a location where I should not be living, and that’s why they steal from me. If I was living where I should be living on my life journey, I wouldn’t have such a problem of theft. People have told me about areas where they live where there’s no stealing, these are all like hoity-toity areas, out of my price range. So not quite sure how I am meant to be living in a hoity-toity area? I do buy a lottery ticket each year, so far, I haven’t won. If anyone knows an area that isn’t extremely priced and it doesn’t have a neighbourhood is full of thieving sell out easily manipulated dogs, please contact me, because that’s where I’m meant to be living. Least I am actually doing something about the small but substantial injustices that prevail in Australia, and I don’t have to live with huge chunks of guilt weighing on my shoulders, and I am not going to be the one turning into an alcoholic. I would like to say, after living in Gunnedah for those last 18 years, with so many things having been stolen from me on a weekly basis; now that I’ve moved “ha ha ha ha ha” – to those stupid bimbos thieves who no longer have me around to steal from. You’re going to be lost without me. Ha ha. (Stupid Sharon Morgan) On a more serious note: (this is the story “Assault in schools and Child Deviants Roam loose in Wolseley Park Gunnedah, NSW, Australia” on Life Stories p2.) Christmas for me usually means a day free of the bimbo dogs, no trucks, no idiots yelling out from neighbours, no girls beeping car horns, the one day I can relax fully (btw, I heard someone say to one to one of the dogs; why do you harass her, and she said; “so, she knows that I am there, listening to her” - STUPID BIMBO dog. FUCK OFF. This issue of vocal harassment is a huge deal for me – they are persistent and unbearable. Years and years of vocal harassment, especially if living in suburbia. (I think too an issue within the police, and why they target me for traffic violations, dog police.) Big problem at Kookaburra Park. Really, I can’t be around zombies at all, not even for a small moment if they are not concentrating. Anyway, but not this year, amongst the quite neighbourhood, there emanated the voice of bimbo dogs, ah …. too bad. Actually, it has occurred who it may be, and I know I should have said something to my parents at the time -naming names, but really, I felt they were not equipped to handle this kind of information, I know now, they still would not have been able to deal with it - typical ‘shove under the carpet’ Australian parents for then, maybe it’s different now, I know most parents/carers will accompany a child pretty much everywhere, one father said he accompanies his son to the park, after he heard this story, for fear of the little girls in the park) But, this ‘unequipped’ reason is why I have been banned from Facebook - because of ‘unequipped’ bimbo mothers who can‘t deal with the negative real parts of life. (I did not name this boy when I was banned on Fb, but if I had not been banned now, I certainly would have - it is VITALLY IMPORTANT to name names, in doing something about it: When I was 9, one of the boys from school (Gunnedah Primary School), John Burke, who lived in Tempest Street near Wolseley Park, sexually assaulted me in that park with his filthy hands, it was painful. That particular person, John Burke is disgusting and he’s now probably a rapist, he should have been punished at the time. There was a witness, she came and saw me later and announced she would testify in court if needed. I of course, had no idea what she was talking about NONE. Btw, currently today, “Children aged 0–9 cannot be charged with a criminal offence. Although, children aged 10–14 can be charged with sexual assault, they are treated differently throughout court proceedings to those aged over 14.“ That 9yr old definatly definitely sexual assaulted me, and he knew what he was doing. Although John Burke is a typical case of a stupid dog doing the opposite, (like I am thinking ‘get away from me’ – so he starts chasing, and then when he caught me, he had to think of something to do, and he did – vile little boy with hopeless stupid parents) you ask yourself why these things happen, maybe this is something I had to go through, to learn what boys are like? (Amongst other male related incidents…) Well, if that the case, I’m telling you my story, so now you know what they’re like; there’re mongrels (you can’t drink around them, or wear short skirts, not that I was, at age 9, or any age for that matter, but apparently those issues are fuel for stupid sexually depraved idiots, and later court juries see those 2 particular things as ‘asking for it’) (maybe now you know, it won’t happen to you - apparently 1 in 5 women are sexually assaulted before the age 18 – and don’t forget ladies no means no, SAY IT – “get off you stupid brute” loud as you can). The reason this is STILL the case, is because these perpetrators are not named and shamed. (Even cases that go through the courts at any age, are not printed about in the newspapers – and there is no law for +18 offenders, (there should be NO protection for any aged sex offender – what is wrong with you?, it’s like the police have had that rule drummed into their head, “well there’re under 18 so you can’t hold them accountable” they are so scared of these old rules, and fail to see the big picture of how perpetrators need to be held accountable, no matter what age) There ought to be much harsher penalties for any adult sex crimes, not only in Australia but worldwide. Rape means life in prison. And its very strange that newspapers do not print all these court cases up, - they only talk about court cases about certain issues. Also, there is the factor that bimbo mothers do not want to see the truth. If I was in charge, the mothers of sex offenders would be going to jail along side their son too – no matter what age the son is either. Crap mothers; compulsory parenting class for EVERY pregnant woman. BTW, this time a male chaser – all my adult life, usually they are female, (as you can see from this blog) women are far more stupid and unaware than men, sad to say - but true -maybe little boys have to be quick learners or they may get into trouble due to their disregard for “care and respect” – like John! Whereas women never get into trouble in my experience, I mean am I to complain to the police, “oh officer there is a 25yr old and 40 yr old girl following me around and doing reflections!!!- they would laugh at me! – they don’t seem to realize that its them who are stealing from me and others.) Btw, strange that a lot of parents do not teach their young girls about the dangers of men, and that some men will come along and try to get them in the sack, one way or the other – use them; they get up to all sorts of tricks and work together with their mates, coming up with evil plans. Lying is 2nd nature when it comes to ‘hooking’ a girl. They cannot be trusted. These are the types of things that ought to be discussed within the family unit.) Wake up parents. Btw, someone interestingly, told me, this is the way, because whoever is the strongest willed in any situation, is ‘in power’ and so far, this has been men, therefore important issues like this, ones to help protect women, {but the same issue, often looked upon by men, as ‘helping’ a man in his ‘becoming a man’}, is overlooked in the whole of society. So, I am not just referring to politics here, (I don’t think), but the ‘will’ of everyone, in each situation. It rings true in my experience. So weird – wake up women, you do need to protect yourself against men. There was a major male dog problem at the airport once that I experienced, I was left so angry after that, and could not believe grown men do this kind of stupid bimbo behaviour too, (talk about bizarro world) - that was after I saw the psycho housemistress from NEGS, Cathy Goldman, she was there in the morning, stalking me, and I think she had arranged for traffic problems, so I would be late and miss my plane? and she yelled out “sorry” from afar; either it was that she was apologising for, or she apologised for my cat who had been kidnapped for 3 months, I’m not entirely sure about her whole existence at all. But that day, after I missed my plane, was one of the worst days of my life. I had to hang around the airport for hours and hours, and oh my god, what is it about seeing a woman on her own they, that triggers something in those dogs - they just can’t handle it, a woman on her own. First of all, I had 2 stupid blonde bimbos harassing me, same as usual, but then after a while they gave up. Then I had grown men, a whole pack of them, behaving like those stupid bimbo dogs. And I had not experienced men behaving like dogs before, it was always just little girls who are so stupid that they do reflections. So apart from anger, I was really in, quite some shock that day, I was a little dumbfounded by men on mass being stupid. STUPID – retarded behaviour. By the end of that waiting period, at the airport I was absolutely so furious, you can’t believe how much rage I had inside me. God help anyone who picks a fight with me because you are not going to live to see the next day. And don’t ask me to fly anywhere, because unless it’s EXCLUSIVE first class, I won’t be. You know it's a little weird that I have such extreme difficulties out in public, I mean, it is almost like my destiny, is to be wealthy so I can fly first class, so I don't have these problems from stupid members of the public! But here I am, no money, no first class ever! My real life was probably stolen too! I think those 2 blonde bimbos were on my flight, a little 10 seater to Gunnedah, I bet they did not even have a booking, but were added on; its like someone pays them to follow me around. When I’m out and about, I don’t see anybody else getting harassed as I do. Once I saw my brother victimised by a wilful dog. And a male florist at Thala Resort falling victim too, but usually always a female problem, the dogs often go get known bimbos for the point of reflective occupation: “I want to chastise and bully you, but I don’t want to get into trouble, so I’ll use a stupid dog woman.” I was also physically assaulted multiple times in one incident at NEGS, by a tall class mate, in year seven. For the remainder of those six years there, that girl tried to make it up to me. I was constantly having to politely tell her to GO AWAY. Stupid. And doing the ‘opposite’, is what stupid people do. I have had heaps of other situations in my life from people who do the ‘opposite’ too - none other, ending in sexual assault thank goodness. So, if I think to myself, oh, I’d like some peace and quiet, and just wish I was on my own here, then I immediately I would have dogs, bimbos, mainly, who just come and stand around me, like right next to me, or follow me. Dogs that do the opposite. They are the most stupid creatures on this planet, and I can’t believe they’re allowed to exist and bimbo mothers keep breeding them and continuing the cycle, it’s ridiculous and absurd. I believe this phenomena is a direct result of nazi parents who operate their family on control, and not love, so that child lives the whole rest of its existence in a state of rebellion. Wake the hell up bimbo mothers. (of course, occasionally I am not surrounded by stupid bimbos, and after those above-described thoughts , I am suddenly left in peace and quiet! Such bliss.) On the subject of short skirts; could you please tell me why schools dress, their young teenage girls in short skirts? This very act, in my opinion, is disgraceful and obviously the dress code has been made up by perverts, male and female alike. Maybe they only do it on the TV dramas shows, where all the high school girls seem to be wearing miniskirts to school. I know at Gunnedah high school; they changed their uniforms to ankle length skirts in about 2010!! I saw them walking outside on excursion one-day, about 20 girls in their long skirts and big hats too, it was fantastic! Anyway, back to my other encounters of male dog behaviour. Once I saw my brother victimised by a wilful dog, just briefly, but word for word. And a male florist at Thala Resort falling victim, oh, and don't forget David my landlord. But usually always a female problem, the dogs often go get known bimbos for the point of reflective occupation - Gunnedah Arts Council are the guilty-est at doing that). I was also physically assaulted multiple times in one incident at NEGS, by a tall class mate, in year seven. For the remainder of those six years there, that girl tried to make it up to me. Stupid. Also btw, according to Wiki, in America, 6 people die each week due to a partner domestic violence situation. With statistics like that I’m really not sure why anyone would bother getting married at all. And, you should all know, in the name of discovering the truth, one of my employers, - she was a ‘SydneyDodgy’ shop owner, with owing money to lot of sellers (they would come in to the shop and try to intimidate me into giving them money, thinking I had something to do with it (WRONG)). She was a female then in her 30’s; she stated to me, if she was being followed around or been given a hard time by a man, she would have no hesitations in falsely accusing him of rape. Now, that Rav about me blurb: **What people are really like THE UGLY TRUTH:** I can’t believe the amount of people, women in particular who steal from me. It’s pathetic. Stop it, or you will go to hell! And, apparently, from not only me -Hey you stupid bimbos, it’s NOT OK to take anything from hotel lobbies or cutlery from restaurant tables WAKE UP (especially you catholic Mexicans). If you want your child to be tortured and tormented by passive aggressive female staff and seniors, send them to NEGS, Private Boarding School, Armidale, NSW (run by woman only –what are they thinking? Seriously, this is a despicable godless religious school, employing truly STUPID women, (20 years later, the old dogs still follow me about, harassing me.) You’re naive if you think anyone else is going to look after your kids. Anna Abbott, Reverend Wearne, Windeyer, Scarf, Milburn and Goldman – all those people require saving, as they are going to hell for sure. Rich people are the prey. Pull your goddam socks up. Btw, I now have bad arthritis in both my knees it is purely from being forced to kneel on hardwood kneelers twice a week (Wednesday morning and Sunday night) for extended periods of time in Church, it was nothing short of physical abuse, and they need to be held accountable – those arrogant, rich, authoritarian idiots. Having said that, I mean, don’t get me wrong, there were some really good aspects to this school. For instance; there were no drugs at NEGS. When certain people from high schools hear that, they really double back a bit - they can’t believe it, they have to pause, to really think about what school would be like without drugs. There is also no boys, so, no sex, nobody got pregnant, so no bimbo dropouts. Also, we had to do our school work, to a certain degree, there was really no being lapse about that, because the teacher would notice and would be on our backs, so there was usually no choice in each situation to do anything but work, like you couldn’t chat, you couldn’t leave anywhere. Each girl has to be in the moment and do the work. But the bad parts about this school outweigh those good parts, in my opinion? Actually I have a lot to say below about this school, and the 2 public ones I attended when younger, but to sum up - I guess if I had children, I would never ever send them off to school or child day-care on their own, that is, without me and my supervision, (or a fathers), and it is not to supervise my child, it would be to supervise the teachers/carers. There are some really rotten people out there who don’t give a dam about your kids, they are there because they have no skills but need to be employed, but more often wish to use your kids to ‘thumb a ride’ for their personal powertripping desires. There are some really stupid ones looking after young toddlers in day-care. - I recall when I was at day-care once (I did not typically go to childcare, but this day mum had things to do in town, so off I went, 2-3yrs old). At this day-care, I had to go to the toilet, and so I did. But this tall, very blonde carer, charged in, ripped me off the toilet - mid way through, and reprimanded me! Because apparently, I was going in the times that it wasn’t allowed to go – apparently the kids were only allowed to go to the toilet between 12 and 1pm and at recess at 10am! Can you believe that? - how stupid was that women? How stupid was that day care. It doesn’t get much more stupid than that! stupid blonde! (That was a day-care at Tamworth, it has since closed, it was the one on the river near that plane statue, which I also believe has been removed. Country hicks). The fact that a child would need this constant overseeing, is quite a tragedy because one of the best things I loved about both my parents, was the fact that they gave us a lot of free reign, we were free to go down the street as kids on our bikes, or walking wherever. We could go down to the park, we could go up to the pool on our own, or up to friends, whatever we wanted to do, we were fortunate to live in a smallish country town, however today I certainly would not allow this if I had children in that particular town. (And there was that bad incident in the park). So, more on this school – the principle, Jan Milburne, (more about that creature from the 1800’s later in my “English wannabes story”) took x7 Uniformed year 7 (11 yr old) girls across town to the local High school playground at about 830am, (all 7 of us were short girls of the year, not a coincidence) On the playground we were harassed by what seemed to be 10 ferocious giant year 12 hound boys, - for about 15 minutes they went on and on, with the principle (Milburn) standing and watching in the distance as if this verbal bullying attack was perfectly normal behaviour and the point of the trip – the pounce, was mainly aimed at our PRIVATE school uniform. This incident has changed the way those women think about men it has created a deep HATRED of men, and 4 of those 7 women are now gay. This was done deliberately. Disgraceful. I have 2 other school principal stories just as disturbing, that school is not a safe place for a child. Do your kids a favour and Home School them. (don't get me started on the bullying that goes on amongst the girls either, -gotta talk about, or it will continue to happen, it will be happening to your child right now, this is not something that only happens in the old days and to other people. Debra Taylor, Fiona Pine, Cate Cameron, Alysha White, Lucy Bingle, Belinda Atkinson – Are you are the goddam dogs that are following me and harassing me? – did you remove all the toilet paper from the Tamworth Council Art Space bathroom? Are you the dog network who keeps overcharging me at checkout? Still? Fuck off, get a life, grow up you stupid little dogs . (Could be look alikes, there are a number of females in positions of power that are completely obsessed with me – STUPID DOGS WHO PLAY SIDES, if so, listen carefully; I don’t give a shit about those people. I haven’t spoken to them in 30+ years, meaning, I don’t care about them. And I don't even think of them, it wasn’t till I started to rack my brain to try and figure out who was following me and harassing me in Tamworth, that I thought about those girls, all friends at school. BUT no relationship with any of them now, so we are not fighting -as we have no relationship. Can you possibly comprehend this you stupid little dog)? School principals are the biggest bullies of them all – I say get rid of principles from all schools, there is no point of them, only negativity. (At the very least put cameras in Principals office) And I also want to mention this little story - if any of the girls were caught swearing by any of the staff, they were fined $5. There was one staff member (Dr Scarf) who would lurk about and eavesdrop on girl’s conversations, then manipulate the girls into swearing, so she could pocket the $5. (You know what I think about that - you stupid cunt) btw, swearing is an important part in fighting bullies, you will need to swear in adult life in the work place. Also, come to think of it - 2 Librarians at that school, in the then new library would invite men from the Armidale community, I would say paedophiles, into the library to ‘engage’ with the girls -UNACCEPTABLE. And, I want to mention how the ‘Oppression’ starts. Kids that are not from families who are really wealthy, are especially targeted, if they are outgoing, then they use tactics to oppress you, very passive aggressive tactics that are hard to explain, but I clearly saw it when I used to horse ride, with girls hiding in bushes yelling out in insulting manner perhaps jealousy, but also, I believe it comes from a place which I have called “Gold Star Dog Problem”. If anyone knows who those girls were – please say, I am at a loss as to who they were? (No little birdy has told me thus far - very strange?) could have been Debra Taylor? Or Anna Harding? (if it was her WTF!), or maybe those girls I mentioned in my “school bully story”, Jane and Amy?? I bet those girls are drunks now. Btw, in the catholic religion, that’s the point of confession, so stupid guilty bimbos don’t end up as drunks!! There is a story that I’m compelled to write about, I’ve mentioned before that I have “all the dirt” and that’s why I get often get kicked out of society, people that I have dirt on don’t want me talking to anyone. But I have a female bullying story about a mother and her daughter from NEGS that were so disgusting that I really do need to write it down to name and shame. (I have found mother and daughter bullies to be BIG problem in general) Also this woman kept appearing on channel 9, when I used to watch Channel 9- I no longer do. But I don’t know if it was actually her, if she’s friends with people in the TV industry, I know her daughter did a model shoot for Tampons in Dolly magazine, it went round the whole school (I didn’t say anything). Or maybe channel 9 know what happened in regards to me and them, and so they just show her in a light where she is living it up, living the good life, sipping champagne, etc, maybe they’re just trying to piss me off? There’s no need to do that, I already am pissed off about it, I remember it like it happened yesterday. So, what happened was, this woman Mrs Jemison, was the Physical Culture teacher at NEGS, and Physical Culture, Physy, consists of young girls prancing around in little leotards, doing these weird activities with pointed toes - in front of people - it was just really silly, but you know, all little girls just really love to get dressed up and prance around, plus it’s more fun than little athletics or netball, so I did it! One time we had travelled to somewhere big, I think it was Coffs Harbour, and we were performing in front of people, it was like a competition. I was in the auditorium but away from my group of friends. Mrs Jemison and her daughter were next to me. I had my leotard on, and Mrs Jemison and her daughter started teasing me, well, not really teasing, they were really being nasty and bitchy about the size of my boobs and the inadequacy of my body. It was quite disgusting, and there were lots of people around that heard her and couldn’t believe them, they were absolutely horrified and disgusted; I could see their reactions and I could actually hear them, while Mrs Jemison and her daughter just kept going on. It was a bully situation 101. There were other times in class when both of them would have a go at me, I’m not entirely sure what the issue was with me, they would gang up on me, mother and daughter, and pick on me, they didn’t pick on anyone else in the group. I really should have left the group, sometimes I wonder at my youthful lack of common sense in such obvious victimization situations, but well, I am not the type of person to run away, even though I may be at a loss for words sometimes, or don’t know how to defend myself, running away is NOT my style, plus it’s completely different when you’re a child. (There were no bullies in my family growing up, and none at Gunnedah primary school either (aside from the teachers…) so I did not ever learn how to deal with them properly.) And it is a good thing that I don’t have issues with the size of my boobs, I’m really quite happy with the size of my boobs, always have been. I just kind of ignored the 2 bitches at the time, even though, because they made such a spectacle of themselves, and everyone was staring at me, in pity I guess, it was very memorable and painful. So that girl, a year older than us in the group, I think her name was Emma or Jemma? I really can’t remember, I just have a clear image of what she looks like, she had long blonde hair, skinny with a few freckles, and I’m pretty sure I’ve seen her twice at the doctors, and I have a strong feeling that she might be following me around to try and make up for what she did, but at the physio when I saw her, my red rubber fulcrum that physio gave me was stolen and I definitely think she is involved. So, I have no idea why she was there. The other time I saw her at Agnes Water Doctor, and I had major arm problems after that visit due to an unnecessary tetanus shot -maybe she has something to do with that - there are NEGS girls trying to inflict pain on me, it goes right back to church. So, I have no problems naming and shaming Mrs Jemison - you stupid stupid stupid woman, get some fucking morals and pick on someone your own size, you fat dog. (If only I had found those words all those years ago on day 1 of Physy) She’s probably dead by now, the world will be a better place for it. Actually, also after my experience in public school Kindy and Primary 4th class, I recommend home schooling (MOST Teachers get off power tripping, not teaching). And teachers bullying kids and picking on one in the classroom to use as “Whipping boy” (technique designed to humiliate one child in front of the others to scare them in to doing their work) humiliating kids is so common its shameful (Debbie Croft, +…, Gunnedah NSW) -they used to have staff meetings on how to humiliate me, I hope those stupid female bimbos get their comeuppance) I have to mention a house mistress Cathy Goldman, I think it was Cathy, I did not pay too much attention to house mistress’s – with her, this was the problem, she wanted to be worshipped by ALL the little girls, as I did not (not a teacher’s pet type, I have common sense, and am healthy) she formed an obsession with me. I would go so far as to say she was a paedophile. And since leaving school she, accompanied by young girls have stalked me and stolen from me. She has done all sorts of vile things resulting in major persecution. She is DIGUSTING, the world would be better without her in it. I have reported he to the police, but the police are USELESS. She may have everyone else fooled, but she does not have me fooled. I would like to point out, at NEGS, even though there were problems with admin and house staff/chapel, bullying. The actual education in the classroom was of excellent standard for the time, and I have no negative/ psychological abuse stories from the classroom (wow, it’s a miracle compared to my previous public schooling!). Oh, except we had a male science teacher, Mr Brown, he was on the younger side of a middle-aged man, teaching a bunch of 12-17 yr old girls JUST NO! THIS DOES NOT WORK YOU IDIOTS, definatly teachers aid required in this situation. Really and truly, do you not know what all men are like AT ALL?? You know, I wrote a letter to the Department of education, telling them that the one teacher doesn’t work, (especially in public schools) due to the natural tyrannical nature of the teacher personality types. I went on to say that another person is needed in the classroom to keep the other in line. (a teachers aid, who has been specifically told they are there to keep the teacher ‘inline’). But just above I mentioned how I had 3 female teachers plot against me in staff meetings, to come up with ways to humiliate me. So, maybe the opposite sex is required to keeps tabs? It might work, who knows. Also that school, they do tend to keep teachers on, past their ‘use by date’ and obviously some girls use those teachers as ‘tools‘ – easily manipulated. I know most teachers at that school are ‘handpicked’ with meticulous checks of credentials etc, all married, they need to apply those same meticulous checks for the house mistress staff – and the gardeners for that matter. Also, the school principal used to make a big deal about speaking to the girls at assembly about the “family” of the school and we all belong to the “family”. Well, this might seem nice on appearance, but really there were girls who took this to literally mean this is an invitation to treat younger girls badly, to abuse younger girls, to steal from them, to act in annoying ways that sometimes younger siblings do, to infact they use that “family” sibling excuse, as a reason to behave silly, of course it all comes back to dysfunction of those girls who obviously had hopeless parents. Having witnessed that behaviour, and being old and wise now, I would never advise describing a large community of girls as a “family”. Describe the situation exactly as it is, thank you. But I find it really strange how so many things you need to know for life / the future, is not really discussed at school or in childhood. It doesn’t really make sense to me, I mean, the point of school is preparing you for the future, the whole future, not just a part of it like the reading/ writing, and arithmetic part. I believe that school does the “opposite” of what you have to do when raising a child. They have to “empower” a child so he/she can be empowered to do what they want in life. This school “unempowers” girls, as do a lot of parents, they use their kids to empower themselves, when they should be empowering their kids – POWER TRIPPERS, so many bad parents in Australia. You won’t believe this little yuk story: The Toilet block at school was in the middle of the corridor on the way to the Science block, it was on the left of the corridor, and raised about 35cm with ultra-low walled and doored cubicles (toilets in the hallway, what are they thinking). At some point I started having problems of girls looking over the low toilet walls watching me go to the toilet (what the?) so I decided to use the other toilets on the other side of the school – those ones had fully enclosed walls. But some little bitch started locking it up, so I was unable to use those ones, and had to use the 1m high walled toilets (? Cost-cutting gone mad). (There is actually more to this little vulgar story, and gets a WHOLE lot worse, but I won’t go into those revolting details. It gets more unbelievable the older I get (now in my 40’s). Btw – a little birdy has informed me that it was the Gardener who was perving, the tool room was right next door to the toilet block, and he would have had the keys to lock the other block up – YIKES, HOW DISCUSTING. Are there any laws in Australia to punish perverts by fines or incarceration? There should be, I can tell you first hand, this sort of pervertism causes a whole heap of problems later in life (in the form of nightmares especially). And what about the female staff at that school, do they seriously think this kind of thing does not happen? They should be looking out for the girls, and not letting male staff anywhere near toilet blocks (and at least publicly (boldly) talking about what men are really like, so we can really prepare ourselves) But I know there have been girls too, on several occasions I have had women ‘walk in’ on me, once a girl actually tried to break the door down like a charging bull, to get in (really, unbelievable, such zombie like stupidity) Apparently it is because of Daniel Macpherson (or was it James…) and one of the Carter boys, 40yrs ago - The girls doing the exact opposite of what you would like. I just have to think, (whenever I go to the loo in a public situation), “now don’t disturb me, I’m in the loo”, - that’s my thought tone btw, quite unaggressive, and I am not talking to anyone in particular, it’s just a thought I automatically have due to Australian perverts watching me on the loo when I was young – multiple perverts in schools, at private homes and children’s camp (again I do not have any mental health problems, but this is a good example to show you exactly what happens, as sleepy dog response happens all the time, not just in the loo!) And so those sleeping dogs hear me, they automatically without thinking , go into rebel mode and do the exact opposite, come in, or try to (one girl started running into the toilet door to try to ‘charge’ it with her shoulder, to get in, really extraordinary monkey zombie behaviour). So, some girls are not aware that they can hear, they just act on auto pilot rebellion mode. But there are plenty of aware ones who can hear loud and clear, some are cool about the whole situation, others will try to use it, nasty ones who will try to trick you and then later say “no I can’t hear you, your nuts”, so they try to trick you deliberatley so they can later call you crazy, that’s their game, the crazy game, like “The Witches Of Salem”, it’s fun for them trying to trick other women. So, while in my experience I usually only have problems from women, I suspect there are men who do this, and like to pray on woman’s vanity. Especially if the woman turned them down. BTW that’s how the dogs steal my ideas too (Television Industry is famous for it – this website gives them something to talk about – no need to be perverts, or should I say, prying intrusive spies. Which btw, I feel a counsellor, therapist, or psychiatrists, would all have slight perversion personalities, with some of them being outright perverts.). I often see my ideas used in various forms, like things that don’t quite make sense being scrapped, my ideas about behaviour/personalities appearing, and like my life stories have been used on telly, and aswell as ideas followed through by wealthy manufacturers (not that I mind too much, I have many ideas and they would not be utilized otherwise, it’s just I don’t get the money…, and get treated like unemployed scum by certain people. Actually, one thing I’ve noticed in my life, is I often miss out on money. Say if an opportunity for a raise or a promotion arises, either there’s always some little undeserving bitch who will come along and steal it, or there is person in charge who thinks they don’t have to pay me. Just the way it goes. Worse as I get older. Actually, when it comes to money, dad was really the only one that ever came through, and he stopped supporting me when I was 20! I have accepted my lot, but this is not going to stop me from winging about the injustices that go on. And those thieves then try to discredit me in any way they can for fear of being found out and sued. I would say why hence it is a “secret” - if you tell anybody this happens, seriously they will lock you up in a mental asylum and call your delusional and schizophrenic - such stupidity and unawareness is beyond belief, especially within the police force and Psychiatrists. Actually, I can give you another example, just so you really know what I am talking about, and what my life consists of, dogs on a daily basis; One day back in about 1999, I was on the North Shore suburbs, going between jobs, and I spotted a gift shop, thought it looked really quaint and good, I had a bit of time, I should go have a look. I saw a wall tile in there, it was artistic, creative, brightly coloured, and large - I just loved it! I was so excited about this tile, plus it wasn’t very expensive, so I thought this has just made my day! I’m going to purchase it, I was just soooo excited sooo pleased and happy about this tile. I was taking it up to the counter, when some girl, who I’ve never seen before, walked into the shop and started talking at me “are you going to get a tile , are you, are you, that tile ” kind of making fun of me in that bitchy sarcastic tone that women have. Like, not only could she hear my thoughts about the tile, but the fact that I was so happy about discovering this tile, is what really vexed her, so much so, that she had to come in to the shop, and chastise me in some way. Now, whether she was just walking on the street, heard me and came in, or had she been following me around all morning - who knows. As far as I was concerned she was squatting, a thieving squatter, on my soul! I ignored her and went ahead and purchased my tile. I’ve been pleased with my tile ever since, until today, unfortunately it just cracked - which prompted me to write this story, and add it to my other example of dog stories I have, the persecution on a daily basis. You know it's like the opposite of that expression "smile and the whole world smiles with you " - with me, it's case of "smile and all the girls are going to hate you " – like it's my personal cross to bare, like the jealousy of hearing some girl / woman now, who is happy – is just too unbearable for them, they cannot stand to hear that happiness. {I reckon, that why the orange jelly babies disappeared, that’s why music appreciation class was cancelled, the ‘good fit’ green leggings jealousy, heaps of other things, oh food, good food brands at the supermarket – I love, “sorry we no longer stock”…. more too, - computer nerds: they are removing ‘good and easy’ features from ipad, iphone, plus microsoft removing good features off their Windows, Google too. Theres still more… I can’t think of them all atm, but I saw a YT vid of ‘the most long established business in Australia’ and one of them was a chocolate shop- and I thought: If I visited that Chocolate shop on a regular basis to purchase a favoured and highly desired Chocy, I'm afraid the shops ‘long term establishment’ would mean nothing; as surely as the sun sets, sadly the business would come to an end, such is my personal experience with the EXTREME JEALOUSY about the “good” things in life, by the stupid unknown stalking blonde dogs who are completely hung up on “class” – and for some reason, obsess and stalk ME. Btw, those same people or person, aswell as trying to get rid of all “good” things – they also try to get rid of my good nature, happiness attitude, - so they try to evoke anger out of me (for the sole point so they do not feel jealous of me) - they are completely sick and dysfunctional narcissistic bullies. And I don't know how many times I can tell them to fuck off: fuck off: air fuck off: fuck off: unworthy people.) By the way, it's weird that I would have no idea who is so jealous of me like this?? This cowardice tells me it is female. I can't think of anyone in my family that would be this jealous and unhealthy, not even my little sister, who you think well it's probably her as little sisters have a reputation of being jealous of their older siblings, but I know my sister well enough, she can be problematic, but she was raised in the same family I was, and we were raised in a healthy manner, with healthy sane parents. Like the person I'm talking about here is extremely dysfunctional, they were probably abused in some manner by a parent, they have major psychological problems to be obsessed by someone they don’t even know and certainly are not having or are in ANY kind of relationship with, they have just taken it upon themselves to obsessed about me! They follow me and stalk me to my home – over years – they have money and time to waste WASTE. I'd have mentioned Rachel Weinberg's older sister (yeah, still can’t remember her first name); she has had some stalking problems like I have mentioned, controlling problems, power tripping problems, stealing problems, unemployed too, daughter of a DR - so I mean it could be her, but I think she has her own certain style that I recognize now, she likes to make jokes about everything to impress certain other people, whereas this jealousy I am talking about is really sinister and evil. Definatly narcissistic. (wainberg prob jealous of her older sister, married to lawyer - so she took out her frustrations about that on me, another 1st born??). Btw – as a result of all the dogs and their either visionable and/or extra sound perception, now in 2023, I set a reminder every day, so as I read, so they can see; “It is not my fault you can hear me, it is your fault you stupid dogs, because you have no thoughts of your own, so you have to latch on to other people; so, fuck off and get your own life.} IT IS NOT MY FAULT YOU ARE COMPLETELY STUPID.” Anyway, so now I’ve got to go on the hunt, to look for a new tile, as it served a purpose. But now, due to being harassed on a daily basis, just like that, especially when I go shopping. I no longer go shopping, it is too unpleasant, as there are so many non-thinking dogs in Australia. I have to do all my shopping online, and thank God for the Internet (actually, I prefer shopping online anyway, comfort of the couch! Although I wish the post and couriers did not provide so many problems, really and truly, all they have to do is deliver my parcel, why do they have to make it so hard?) Anyway, I really doubt I’ll be able to find a tile as good 👎 Shame on that stupid dog, you should mind your own business you stupid woman. And get your own brain, and your own thoughts, stop riding mine little girl. By the way, I think I saw that girl again on channel 10, years later. I think she might be Asian, she’s very pretty. She was talking on one of those mornings shows about how only needy people acquire dogs, as in the canine species. Because dogs are always pleased and ecstatic whenever they see you, and so, the type of person who is slightly mentally unstable/unhealthy is the type of person who likes dogs, because they’re always pleased to see them! Which actually I thought was quite amusing and pretty much true! Dog grown up! Although I could have been mistaken, just someone who looked similar. (I am a cat person! 5 cats actually!) Btw, I did not usually have problems with bimbo dogs on Channel 10 when watching live shows, that was only channel 7 and sometimes channel 9 problem – sometimes extreme problems with those bimbos – I never watch those now. I hate live television shows in Australia. Just can’t. I had one TV exec boast to me that he knows how to pick the ‘good ones’ – the new guys are clueless and get dogs!! And btw, I saw those tiles again in Bundaberg after I wrote this!! There was a collection, 5 designs in the set (I had the fish one). But I decided I could get by without now, specially since I am forced to keep moving rentals. (Also, it gets way more complicated, there are some predator dog type people who can use me to ‘get’ the ‘sleepy’ person I’m speaking with, like deliberate ‘takeovers’, turning the sleepy person into a puppet - just a moment of not concentrating, and they have no idea what they’re talking about, or some seem to be able to last for ages under the command of someone else, word for word dictation, (there were quite a number of girls just like that in Enmore, inner western city Sydney, who would descend on my shop when I was there – ‘empty heads’) So, the end goal of the predator, being to have a go at me in some way, chastise - I seem to have a lot of enemies just for being single . I find interesting about these women, is that they have discovered this ability that they have, and they think they’re special and magic, but when it comes down to it, when they choose to use their abilities, they have a choice, of what to do or say, and they don’t seem to be able to think of anything nice or funny or clever - the only thing, they think to do, in the situation, is to reprimand and chastise. The irony of them thinking that they’re really clever – big picture, they are the opposite of clever, they are bimbos. I should add, there are 2 occasions in my life, when I feel I had no control, and that was sometime when I sneezed; out of the blue, for some reason, I would occasionally sneeze and it was a sneeze that was REALLY LOUD, plus I would kind of scream the sneeze out, SCREAM SNEEZE - in a very loud female way! It was really loud out in public, so it was a little embarrassing, ofcourse bystanders would think it hilarious, and it would always wake everyone up. That has stopped since I left Gunnedah, so maybe there was a manipulative perpetrator doing that somehow? - who lived in Gunnedah? I suspect NEGS girl. The other time is when I sleep, apparently dogs can hear me when I sleep, no idea what I say / dream / do in my sleep, usually. Oh, I remembered one other thing, when I lived at Pretty Beach; swimming in the ocean, I had my sunnies on this one time, and a big wave came, so I took them off to dive under, thinking to myself do not open your hand or you will lose sunnies in the wild surf here at Kilcare, but after the wave passed I popped up, looked at my hand, and it was open with sunnies gone – so I had no idea how that happened, it was NOT like me to do something like that, but I suspect foul play by someone else – manipulative tactics that some people can do. It happened again another time, I was holding something, a necklace, then later looked at my hand and it was gone – I think it is a learnt tactic that thieves have managed to do, - a way to steal inadvertently directly from someones hand. Other than that I am usually always ‘me’. Infact I will add this story; I discovered in 2015, after dad died and I received the family filing cabinet, in it was all of my report cards from school, mum must have kept them all! I read some, one of them, was written by the atrocious woman I mentioned above, Dr Scarf. {Actually, I can't even remember her teaching me anything, she was not a teacher, but the careers councillor, so I don’t know why I had a report card from her}, but she started off saying all the usual stuff; Emily is a quite polite, respectful student…but then she said “and Emily is always herself.” I really couldn't believe that when I read it. First of all, it seems so many young women must not be themselves often. (! – what is the whole blog really about! lol) But, I can see why someone like her would notice something like that, as she is someone who likes to manipulate young women, so I guess she noticed this about me because she cannot manipulate me. This explains why she didn't like me and refused to help me with a career, and several other bad things she did. She only likes girls she can manipulate and control. She is fully SICK. And a bully. You know, I have encountered a fair few bullies in my time, and I have to say that there’s a difference between someone who’s just being a powertripping bully, taking advantage of the situation, compared to someone who has a total despicable ‘nazi’ HIDDEN personality all the time. I think Dr Scarf from NEGS has that WICKED sinful trait. She’s truly an evil immoral person – underneath it all { When I wrote this last bit about Dr Scarf, it was written as a note to myself, as I often do, and I send it to my email address for me to go back to later when I get a chance, and write it up and incorporate it into my blog. So, when I wrote this -there was a dog “eavesdropping” (of course, and how typical), so she saw what I wrote, and being a total female meddling pervert, she went and sussed out Dr Scarf, she wanted to see this person for herself! And she told me that this woman is still alive, and she now bakes cookies for her grandkids, and so there's no way anyone would believe what I said about her, because you know she "dotingly" bakes for her grandkids – everyone loves a cookie baker! So, I'm sure she does bake for her grandkids, old ladies have to do something with their spare time, although I was a little surprised to actually discover she had kids, she wasn't that type of person to do so, a “caring person” type, like what a mother ought to be. But as most women do have kids, even the bad ones, it’s probably true (she did have big hips – a sign of childbirth). Actually, I suspect this is true a lot of what I say on my blog, well I know it's true, because people just don't believe me when I tell them, they're stealing from me/ stalking me/ verbally harassing me, that is, people in the community. They would prefer me to be “forgetful” or even “insane”, rather than to believe that there are ‘evil and sinister’ activities going on, within their network of friends, or family. (Such stupidity). But so, I'm not here to hunt down Dr Scarff and kill her, or put her in jail, as she probably deserves – or retaliate in any way, like a lot of non-thinking people do. I'm just writing about what happens in my life, and who people really are, the truth about their nature, and the ugliness of humans, in particular women, - as compared to how “Polite society” would want them to be and often portrays them as. Oh, later I remembered something else odd I have done seemingly unknowingly how; I might have mentioned already, but sometimes when I speak, I sound EXACTLY like mum. So dad was out at my place one time, herd me speaking, then suddenly heard mum, so totally flipping him out, it was like she was standing right there next to me speaking for that brief 1 or 2 words! So weird. It was when he had a ‘friend’ after mum died ofcourse, he would hang out with his old school friend who was also widowed, she was not there at the time, but “Girlfriend!” lol. And it happened with Penny as well, my little sister, when I was living at Bulga one time, she came out, and you should've seen Penny's face she was totally flipped out, I think she nearly fainted! I literally sound exactly like mum- same tone. So while I was in full control of what I was saying and knew what I was talking about, it was the way I said, in that tone, that I'm not so sure about being “incontrol” - I wouldn't be surprised if somebody can manipulate in this manner, somebody with an extrasensory skillset so to speak, and someone who knows what my mother sounds like. I'm not sure who that would be, if anyone, or something supernatural, but it certainly wasn't my sister or my father! A few times I felt like I haven't had complete control of my hands, like that time swimming in the ocean, I had to hold my sunglasses in my hand because there was a big wave coming and had to dive under, I was concentrating on holding them tight in my fist whilst diving under, but after the wave had gone I looked at my hand and unbeknownst to me I was no longer holding my sunglasses, they had gone. I note there was some guy staring at me on the beach (rudely), I suspect he had something to do with it, I have no idea who it was. (I've written that story before, but somebody has removed it). Oh and one time I heard my grandmother when I was speaking, in fact I wasn't speaking, I was outside doing some weeding on my own, and all of a sudden I made this horrendous awful noise with my mouth -it was disgusting, a noise kind of involving using tongue and spit, kind of slurping back saliva or something. BUT, it was EXACTLY the same noise my grandmother sometimes used to make when she was thinking to herself, working in the kitchen. I sounded just like her. I'm not sure how I did it, it just happen, and I couldn't believe it – it was my turn to be totally flipped out! And thank goodness it only happened that 1 time, it's such a horrible ‘nuisance habit’ that someone could have. My grandmother was a bloody bitch! lol I believe some actors and directors have this kind of symbiosis relationship too (no need to learn your lines at all!!). By the way because of this ‘thing’ ‘feature’ ‘specialness’ that happens, I have had a whole spate of women who want to say “me too”, and try and show off their ability, and show off their skills, they do all sorts of disgraceful things, most women, I hate to tell you, are truly evil. They put no thought or creativity into their attempts at the showing off, because their first instinct is to think do something bad and disrespectful, then do that, just because they can get away with it. STUPID. I’ve also noticed mothers and daughters have that kind of connection (a lot do, mothers use their kids to speak for them – OMG, so sick of seeing mothers using their kids. Plus, later, kids use it as a kind of payback for their bad mother; their children grow up, having learnt the art of manipulation and manipulate their mother with sometimes very disrespectful results. I have also been informed, certain men will deliberately persuade women to use drugs under the pretence of friendly ‘relax and have some fun’ when infact, they have a secret evil pre-meditated and calculated plan - so those (often smart) women can be easily manipulated and used in such a puppet way (I know women would also do this to other women. I saw Rachael Wainberg’s older sister do it to her {the one that looks like my now landlord Cate Rogers} dam it cannot remember her name, and no little birdy has reminded me!). Most people do not understand AT ALL. Clueless. (Stupid Sharon Morgan. Little tip for you Sharon, if she has blonde hair – SHE’S A LIAR. If she has loads of money, she’s a liar.) Because it is not talked about. (I have found often some clever people do ‘signs’ about these often-delicate situations, and call such behaviour ‘reflections’ – so, not as in thinking back to a distant memory, but doing someone else’s reflection. - Reflections; that is, mirror what you’re thinking and reflect it back to you word verbatim or (some clever ones twist it to manipulate). So, if you ask them how they are and you think to yourself angry, they will say “angry”. It’s really like you’re having a conversation with yourself, but some will say the opposite, like “I’m not angry at all”, in a slight rebellious way.) I can’t believe Dr’s still diagnose people with schizophrenia – how stupid are those university graduates? I mean maybe you just need to have an ‘artistic’ mind to see the intangible and what is actually going on. And say, a ‘university’ type, can’t see due to their perceived reality that has been fed to them by naive and or stupid teachers??) You know, if you’re ever in a stance with a huge majority of people, who say one thing, and you look at them, and you know that they’re all completely wrong; find comfort in the fact that everyone on earth thought the world was square until some genius came along and said “no you idiots, it’s round!!” BTW, as a result of this phenomenon, I have, well had mostly, particularly in 2016/17, but also sometimes since then, and now; a bunch of computer nerds who often pretend to be people I’ve known in my past, like friends from my past. They sometimes even upload (or find) images of this person online, and put them on my path. I’m pretty sure my friend from the past is not actually inserting themselves in strategic ways (!), it’s a computer nerd impersonating a friend - as in predatory behaviour, trying to sound familiar to gain trust. It’s evil. So, at the moment there is someone pretending to be Simon and Ilka!! I suggest you stop mimicking other people and get a life your own. I have other computer nerd internet problems too, there are heaps of dogs on the Internet; who use me to test their programs. It’s so annoying because usually companies pay people a lot of money to do things like that; test trials and so forth, but they don’t pay me at all, they just see and use, and make changes according. Some of them I believe, are quite rude, and others I believe, steal from me, off my computer, they hack it. So ungrateful and they think I don’t know what they do. Although I guess I do have quite a few programs that are run ‘optimised to what I like and would prefer’. lol. You know, as a result of pervert “eaves dropping” dogs, I can see my influence is widespread across Australia. You, know, thank goodness, I came along! But once I even heard a man mispronounce a word on Channel 9, in exactly the same manner as I do, as I preferred saying it to myself in a certain wrong way! (she who plays with words) Lol. I also mention on this blog, that some companies get in trouble because, the dogs see what I see – so if I see someone being dishonest or stealing – SO DO THE DOGS, infact this has been such a big part of my adult life, that I think it fuels this blog in my “whistle blowing” attempts – I see your plan, and I’ll get behind it!!! Lol 😁 But when you have dogs that can see what I see, it makes renting impossible, particularly around inspection time; it can only end in negative outcomes for me, it will never be a win-win situation. No matter how much I clean or care. It’s the hunt they are interested in. {I guess I have to be fair; not all my landlords / realtors have been dogs}. Also, I am under the impression a lot of so-called ‘crazy’ people do so, in the attempts to manipulate their loved ones, because they’re not happy with them, and this is how they retaliate, in this passive aggressive manipulative, highly sick and twisted way - it’s like they use ‘craziness’ to punish their family. Infact a little birdie told me, that’s why mental institutes used to use electric shock treatment - some of those DR’s know that the so-called crazy manipulative person is punishing their family, so they in turn, punish them with electric shocks!! How fully sick is this world. I believe electric shock therapy is now illegal within mental institutes. BTW, on the news sometimes, I have witnessed people do bad things, and later, maybe there is someone, like, a politicians talking about it, saying “he was a crazed lunatic” - this really annoys me, because that person, most likely was full of hate, they’ve been totally screwed over in life, and so they were seeking revenge, but at no point where they ‘crazy’ or ‘lunatic’ in anyway, nor most likely no history of mental illness - the perp was thinking clearly, in their hate filled way, and they were retaliating against their world, and the way it has treated them, (akin to spoiled little brat throwing a tantrum, or someone who sick and tired of having to play the mouse, in the whole cat and mouse game that most humans FALL PREY of) So I’m certainly not coming to defence of any criminals, because ultimately you always have a choice, but to put them into the crazy category is ridiculous. Even a stupid criminal, who has been manipulated by someone smart who is calling the shots; still does not fall under the crazy category. Stupid is not crazy -there seems to be confusion in this area amongst mental health workers. I want to put this little story in to show you what I am talking about, a “real life example!” Because this happened at one point in my life, in Gunnedah especially, but not restricted to, a lot. I only went into town every one or two months, so it was kind of a big deal, and I would spend basically the whole two months composing a list in a well organised fashion, so I could fit everything in during the daytrip, so a list of places I would go, things I needed to purchase. I found, at certain shops, I was having a difficult time with shop girls, but also, not restricted to shop girls, often others people who just crossed my path; they were kind of rude and disrespectful to me, only there appeared to be no reason why. I was left scratching my head thinking what have I done to upset this person who I did not know never met or talked with before our brief encounter that day. It’s took me awhile to figure it out the issue, but what happens, is there is network of older girls (I suspect they’re old and NEGS girls) who know full well about reflective ‘Sleeping Beauties’ and they go and find girls who are, should we say major sleeping beauties, and then they use that girl as a ‘tool’ to chastise me. - It is really sick. And exactly what, is the issue that they have with me? No one has ever approached me with any issues at all? Talk about cowards, and possibly there is no point, no issue - there just having fun chastising someone and power tripping by using young girls they feel superior to; making themselves feel better by making someone else feel bad in this unusual secretive fashion; the epitome of bullying. Such cowards. I did hear one of them say if we don’t feel comfortable speaking face-to-face, then will come up with a different way of speaking to you - which is kind of exactly what has happened, and possibly how this phenomenon has come about. You know sometimes I hear this kind of thing discussed, but not usually, this is why it’s taken me so long to realise what they were doing, but I get the general impression that most women think it’s men who do this to women (steal your soul). But in my experience, it is women who are the biggest offenders. Men aren’t really the problem at all. - They probably do it, probably pray on their wife in this manner, as a way to manipulate and control, but as far as my experience goes, it’s old older women who do it to younger women (I guess no big fishes for them) My female landlord uses her son and boyfriend in this manner on a regular basis. As do many mothers in their mother and daughter duo. Those women are not welcome in my life. You know, how on earth can I deal with this phenomena? These old girls go to great lengths to amuse themselves in this way - over quite a lot of time, many years in fact. I figure the best way in combatting it, is to wake up those sleeping beauties - which is partly what this blog is about (the other part being to tackle theft, and thieves, but now has also morphed into my life stories) - hence my “stupid bloody bimbo wake up” rantings, plus photos of receptionists; but I feel it is actually working. I might cop a bit of slack from people who are offended, but of course only a bimbo would be. Plus, I’ve noticed is often the people who use these young sleeping beauties as tools, who are the biggest complainers about me; they don’t want their secret to be known. I guess I can give you heaps of examples, I have already mentioned the girl at the Art Gallery, but here is another, I went to mitre 10 to get a key cut, and the young blonde girl behind the counter said that she couldn’t do it, she came up with all of these excuses of why she couldn’t do it, apparently it was my fault, as my key was ‘abnormal’. Obviously, no valid reason, but she basically refused to serve me, in what appeared to be a kind of discriminatory way. So that’s how these girls were having a go at me on that particular day, it wasn’t from abusive language or verbal / physical attack, it was refusing service. I had to take my key down the road to the key shop and the guy down there did it no problems, not an ‘abnormal’ key. So those sleeping beauties just need to read about being woken up, (I am not sure if such book yet exists, but I write about it here and have Pinterest Board called “Ways 2 wake up Bims, I mean Sleeping Beauties!” to be fully aware of their own inner voice, and not someone else’s, it needs to be done to kids, when they are growing, through things like exercise. And actually, I believe this whole sleeping beauty phenomena, and was just coming into consciousness, when I was 12 years old, (1986) within Department of Education (or maybe not the Department of education – they are really hopeless, but certainly within educators within the private school system) were waking up to the realisation that young women need exercise and activity to stimulate their minds. And at my school it became compulsory to do sports every Saturday morning for 4 hours! However, fortunately for me, I did horse-riding, so I could go horse-riding instead, I was saved from running around the oval in pointless repetition! Yah!! Actually I can take this whole “exercise” step a little bit further, because I believe you need more than exercise; you need “fun exercise” which puts kids out of their comfort zone. I made a collection of pins in Pinterest, album is called “Ways to wake up bims - I mean sleeping beauties”. I've got a whole lot of activities, like zip lining, huge waterslides, mountain billycart train slides! Heaps of things that you can do…but lots of things are expensive; so another reason why you shouldn't have kids unless you've got money to burn, because you'll need it to wake them up. Although I do recall I had a bad rollercoaster experience when I was young, dad took me on a rollercoaster ride; for some reason I was to spend the day with dad -I'm not sure what's going on there, but also there was no one else in the roller coaster, it was just dad and me. And I don't know if it was my size or age, but my head kept banging onto the sides of the bar that held people down, for the entire duration of the trip. So I pretty much had my eyes closed and was just trying to deal with his head banging situation. The bar had padding on it, I was being bashed by padded bars. It was really awful, you definitely won't catch me going on a rollercoaster ever again or any of those other show rides - except maybe just the swing carousel…. I just saw a movie (2021) where the mum takes her little girl under an echoey bridge and they run through and yell Hoo Hee Haa!! – that will do it too, you know, stuff like that to get them to be really present in the moment. I can't believe they don't do more of this stuff in schools, or maybe this is deliberate, so that those parents who do put the time in with their kids, have an advantage over those who have crap parents... Oh, I remember a book I read when I was 22, called The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield. It briefly talks about friends rising up in their sleep to hang out together, play…. – this book was very helpful to me. - But I feel I am very far from really understanding what goes on in the subconscious at night, or the day for that matter, at certain times. As well as human connections. Not only are these issues not talked about, but there is a stigma around it, due to families living together. Anyway, I am straying, although what I just said here is fairly significant, and the root of a lot of female problems, as it is this way, also how dogs steal my possessions- apparently if those girls who are later caught (sometimes it happens!) say to the court that they have mental health problems, then they don’t have to go to jail, they just get ‘mental health treatment’ (when in actual fact THEY DO NOT HAVE any mental health problems, they just know how to take advantage of the situation and naive times) it’s a big thing atm for powers that be, to obtain so called ‘mentally incompetent’ people, maybe they are trying to do something about hopeless parenting and teaching in a totally backwards way!!) NOTE, I assure you, a lot, as in, most of those girls that steal in this manner, know perfectly well what they are doing, and how they are doing it – they are fully awake, and using their ability to break the law. (There are others, who do not bother using their brains at all, and would simply prefer to latch on to somebody else, infact ‘using’ other people, due to their complete stupidity, no thoughts of their own, and lack of common sense - they have zero common-sense, I mean NONE, they especially can’t see the big picture, and usually only get a sense of the immediate, and so get confused, and jump to conclusions; they get things wrong all the time. I mean all the time . Like for example – if you’re a small business owner, and you’re stressing about how you going to pay the rent, which inevitably as a business owner you do, it doesn’t mean that you’re not going to be able to pay rent, you just, as a responsible manager, stress about it, so, a dog will just hear you stressing about it, and so come along and think business is failing, and close it down. When in fact you could have paid rent no problems - that’s exactly what a stupid dog would do, and has done, I have witnessed it. I mean how arrogant are they, that they think they can manipulate my life like that – STUPID, and you would have to be a bloody fool to listen to a dog, not to mention somebody who enables thievery, harassment and disrespect) That paragraph in brackets was also deleted, and I had to rewrite it. Some people, seem to think that it is men that get up to these evil tricks, but in my experience, it is mostly women who do it, to other women. Those people (dogs, should I say, leeches) are so offended by the truth, they can’t handle the truth, and they go to lengths to delete it. The girl across the road here at Kookaburra Park, fits this bill. Completely stupid, and at the moment, I’m pretty sure she has a sound recording machine, which she is using a recording of a little boys voice, to try and to control the situation - she is a fucking idiot. Fuck off you stupid mindless ‘using’ Leach. And you have to ask yourself why would someone want to try to make me sound crazy, make me sound like a crazy woman, - what’s in it for them? And what great bad thing have I done towards them in the past, that they would want to retaliate in such a way? I know I haven’t done any such bad thing towards anyone, so I can only assume that person is completely nuts themselves, and they have a deep fear of people finding out exactly crazy they themselves are; and so, they’re putting their projections onto me - that must be it! (I mean I can only assume, since that person is an unknown coward.) But actually, I have noticed this quite a lot of other times too, people try and manipulate the situation to try to make me sound crazy. I suspect this is the reason why some of the items that have been stolen have been later returned they want to try make me sound crazy. You know, I reread this part and I’m thinking, if you weren’t me you would really have no idea what I’m talking about, and may just think I was crazy, particularly the part about the sound recording machine – but I have literally seen someone on a motorbike, harassing me with bird noises, from their sound machine that was strapped over their shoulder, so it really is a “true thing” and not some crazy cockanninnie notion that I have in my head - this is just literally what’s happening, and I’m literally just writing about it. Guess what, I’m not crazy - and, you functionally retarded moron from FB, you’re just going to have to deal with it. Also, this phenomenon is a secret, there are ‘so called’ mental health workers, Dr’s, who will call them crazy or Schizophrenic if they admit they can hear someone else, they say it is in their imagination. The cluelessness of those so-called university graduates is embarrassing from my viewpoint (Dr Ali ALitae – you stupid foolish old man, he has probably wrongfully diagnosed 100’s of women - you know all women should be outraged by this person and the likes, and by the whole system in general, it’s total discrimination against women, and has been this way for many years. It is women who are picked on in this area because of their feminine ways, means, and ability. I did see they are trying to ‘capture’ men in the current so called (money making industry creating) “mental health” push, 2021). And this paragraph that so adeptly describes what happens, was deleted, and I have re-written it. So, it is quite significant. It actually does get more complicated, with not only sound, but seeing images aswell, I again try to explain in my “Dream Watchers” photo. Those ignorant and naive mental health workers have no concept of the metaphysical world and the connections we make at night, while we sleep. CLUELESS, still in 2021. The hesitancy and basic refusal to grasp this concept is extraordinary from my point of view. Are you really that backwards, or do you just want people to pretend it does not happen? (due to the sex factor). (SOMEONE TOLD ME, ITS BECAUSE THEY CAN’T ADMIT THEY WERE WRONG – and so continue with their bullshit – unbelievable stupidity). So, girls, sometimes I can’t quite believe the absentmindness of them, the older I get. ‘Sleeping Beauty’ – I believe Beethoven knew about Sleeping Beauties) HOW DID WOMEN GET THE VOTE? Btw, I since saw how, when I watched a movie called “North Country”, talk about male 3rd grade gang mentality/pack of dogs’ mentality) although special mention for the leading ladies’ haircut, sublime. Oh, and I need to mention, there are some women, who maybe later look back and see how stupid their behaviour was, and they TRY to blame me, (the stupidity continues) as if it was my fault she tried to break the toilet wall down to get inside while I was in the middle of things – YEAH RIGHT) anyway, so those women try to come up with plans to make it look like it is the other way around, and, I can assure you, these stupid bimbos are so intent on their mission, that they have a lot of people fooled, they are some of the saboteurs I have mentioned. (And hence why I was locked up against my will for 7 days to ‘see’ if I was crazy – FUCKED people, I really do recommend NOT having kids. And, I have noticed girls in Gunnedah, always follow me around, wherever I go, like stray dogs, (still with the unbelievable stupidity) and I have noticed and recognized some of them, from the younger years at NEGS, (27 years ago now), Tarsha Burns little sister Gina (more about that stupid dog later), Emma Finylason, and house mistress Miss Goldman. (don’t ask me why??) – I now need a camera recording around my neck whenever I go into town, to keep the sleepy bullies at bay. EVEN AT MY NEW ADDRESS IN QLD. And, it could be my little bitch sister Penny Bieman stealing? (Just realized she and some short blonde sales girl stole $2200 from me at Harvey Norman 20yrs ago via cash/credit card issue), and all Bunnings bimbos staff – major problems there. Although, I recall, the stealing really started after I got back from Melbourne, in 2006. I probably unknowingly picked up stray dogs in Melbourne, who follow me around; really stupid ones. I mention it before on here, my whole class at RMIT in Melbourne were thieving mongrels. Plus then there’s the Cathy Goldman factor who goes and gets people from my past, so she probably went and got those girls from that class. Little female thieves. Like what is it about mongrels, do I have a sign on my head “please follow me around and be a stupid bimbo”, I DON’T THINK SO, but unbelievable stupidity; rack off you stupid dogs. And hay you stupid NEGS Staff dogs -you have no right to go through girls’ dormitories and their personal belongings, who the fuck do you think you are? I know there’s some girls who graduate from NEGS and then think they have the right to go through other people‘s personal belongings whenever it suits them -it’s absolutely disgraceful that NEGS does this kind of thing and then teaches little girls that it is fine and ‘important’ to go through people’s stuff. DISGRACEUL. Enough about that school. Those women who used to run ‘girl guides’ in Tamworth, should be DESTROYED. There’s no question in my mind about it. Absolutely despicable memories of girl guides: with women encouraging and teaching little girls to gang up and bully other girls who aren’t like them and don’t fit to the social norms YOU DISGUST ME. DISGUSTING. (actually it was called “Brownies” back then.) Example of fake news; IN 2014 Channel 9 – NBN, (that is our local station here in Tamworth / Gunnedah and surrounds NSW Australia.) – they did a story on Limbi School, (situated near Tamworth, population 250, school population aprox 25!) They showed lots of kids doing various activities, they showed the old school house and the girl was talking about some new project they were working on, it was a whole big segment on the 6 O’clock news with lots of single mothers and kids involved. BUT it turns out that, that school was closed down in 2009, and sold for $40000 in 2011 (www.det.nsw.edu.au ). So that whole story they did in 2014 on Channel 9 was complete BULLSHIT, little female liars. (Btw, I attended that school in infants, it was a shockingly bad school for 5yr old’s to 6th grade, with only 1 teacher, Mr Cone, who was a sadistic prick that still used to use the cane, 1980. 1980!) Another school that will be burning in hell, Limbri Public. Mr Cone, used to keep a cane in his office, and would use it to inflict fear, he is a Terrorist who teaches kids it is ‘good’ and ‘important’ to be a Terrorist. He especially would ‘toy’ with it, whilst verbally reprimanding a child for no reason or a made-up reason. (He may have used it on the boys, I am not sure I remember thinking the only reason he did not actually strike me one day when I was in his office alone, at age 5, was because I was a girl.) I can’t imagine a 5yr doing anything that would warrant such discipline. He just wanted to inflict fear and power trip over the child for his own personal gain -adults should be severely fined for doing this, {that bit was edited, initially I said shot, but I was told this could be misinterpreted, possibly by his daughters, they don’t want anyone to know what he was like, what they as a family were like} but I believe it is not even something that is talked about or discouraged, like the cane that was ‘outlawed’ in the 70’s. This power tripping abuse stops people from being confident and learning, and living to their potential. Because of him I will not let a man within 10 feet of me, still to this day (you would not believe what happens if one tries). Actually, this terrible thing, maybe, has been a blessing in disguise, I know because of it, my little brother was saved by a would-be kidnapper in Bali, and I love being single – of all the men that have crossed my path in my life, I have really only encounted 1 that had a natural ability to bring out the best in someone, most men strive to bring out the worst in a girl, they have an obsession with humiliation. They are quite disgraceful (probably due from their primary school education and hopeless parents) I know I am not missing out, quite the contrary. It is a wonder to me that so many women get married. (a lot of “turning a blind eye” must go on). You know, if that form of abuse hadn’t happened, I’d probably be unhappily married with kids right now, and be just as clueless and miserable as all the other drunk housewives that I have witnessed in my life. BTW, those men who have been raised in such situations, who in Australia, I know number in the thousands, if not millions, due to complete incompetent parenting and teaching, so, ones that have been exposed to fear mongering and learning by example how to be a terrorist, through emotionally abusive teachers, fathers…, those men are “damaged goods”. And I know this maybe not be true of all other women, but it’s certainly true of me; someone with this kind of obvious damage, is not going to be a “suitable mate” in any way or form, obvious character flaw! Whether it be subconscious or consciously – just an instinct, that most people have actually. It’s mostly obvious amongst men, choosing pretty women as a partner, an instinct, they have. But as a woman, this antagonistic behaviour that most men have, is one of the characteristics that I would instantly mark as a ‘write off’, I would not think about it, it would be something I would simply observe and subconsciously write off that person. I also want to add there are certain people who really don’t allow single ladies to exist in the world, there’s a huge issue around single women, which I’ve talked about before, so I won’t go into it now, but you can see how it’s in the best interest for the ‘powers to be’ to greatly improve parenting skills and teaching methods, to rid the world of those particular dysfunctions. Women are on the way of ‘savvy-ing’ up! Although by banning me from social media – they have yet taken another step backwards. And read my photo story called “Why do I have long hair”. I need to mention my brothers kidnap attempt: A family holiday in Bali, I was 10, had my 11th b’day there: On a bemo (Balinese taxi bus) a man, Balinese man, took off with my younger brother Daniel at one of the stops. Gone! Just like that. But dad saw, (miraculously) and it was DAD who jumped off the bemo, and raced down the street after them. I have a clear distinct memory of this Balinese man he had dark skin and very short hair, a bit hard to tell his age but I’m pretty sure he had some wrinkles, or crow’s feet at the very least. I remember him sizing me up and then sizing my little brother up - I guess he must’ve settled on my little brother, my brother had blonde hair at that point. (I wouldn’t go so far as to say that he was better looking than me!) LOOK. Parents - you have to pay attention all the time. Btw, the driver waited there, he saw what was going on. Dad returned with Daniel about 6 minutes later. “I got him back, lets go.” Back to my Limbri school story; A typical school day at that Limbri school: us Kindy‘s was sat in front of the TV all morning, after recess we came back and did colouring-in, then after lunch, some mothers came in and we did hand sewing all afternoon. Typical day for the first and second graders too. So, "watched television in the morning" and did "sewing in the afternoon". I recall one day we did pet rocks; we all had to bring a rock into school, then we spent the afternoon painting it and putting two eyes on it, and then naming it as our pet rock, it was truly absurd. Mum cottoned on after I while and I had to do extra work after school until we relocated. Fortunate for me that I left in the first grade, but there were kids there who would’ve gone their whole infants/primary schooling at that school, and they would not have learnt anything, except how to be a terrorist off Mr Cone, absolute disgrace of a school, having all years in one classroom with one teacher does not work. Infact I will put that story; one day, we were divided into two, with the younger kids on one side of the classroom doing hand sewing with the mothers group, and the older kids were on the other side of the classroom, supposedly having a lesson from the teacher. The thing I remember most, was, all the mothers who were meant to be helping teach the kids sewing techniques (actually come to think about it I can’t remember if the classroom was divided up into boys and girls or just younger and older - it wouldn’t surprise me if it were the boys getting the lesson and the girls doing the sewing?), but those mothers didn’t really want to do the sewing, they wanted to listen intently to what the teacher was saying across the room, and I, as a five-year-old, wondered why earth they were so hell bent on wanting to listen to the teacher, when I knew he was an incompetent idiot. It’s a very clear and strong memory I have as a five-year-old, formed about men. When I moved to QLD, Builyan last year - guess what, there was another one of those terrible schools, with only 1 teacher and all the years in the same classroom. Get it through your thick little heads (depEdu), it is not possible to teach multiple kids the 11 different levels of learning years, goodness it’s hard enough for teachers with the 1 age group in the classroom, let alone having 11 different ages. And the problems of only 1 teacher, with no one to keep tabs on them – they misbehave, that is the teachers misbehave. Teachers, like everyone else in positions of power, need to be kept ‘in check’. I suspect one of the boys in that school from all those yrs ago, is one of the people terrorizing me by stealing and trying to play God (and of course getting things totally wrong). No idea what his name is. {I was possibly advised that at least 2 of those kids at that time went on to be functional and happy people in society!} NEGS, Gunnedah Primary School, Limbri School – you all need to be sued (otherwise, change does not come about). I want to talk about how in primary school, Gunnedah Public Primary School, our year had two classes, with about 30 kids in each. One was called the A class one was called the B class. The people in A class were considered to be the smarter ones. But I assure you, this in reality is not the case, these classes were divided purely on a socio-economic basis. Kids from well-to-do families were in the A class, kids from families where the mother was perceived as bloody hopeless, was in the B class. A lot of problems in society stem from this distinction, those kids in the B class were not treated fairly, there would be a whole other heap of psychological problems that develop in those kids psyche of feeling ‘not worthy’, and at the very least, from an academic point of view. I’m not saying they would not have had other issues going on, from possible abusive family situations, but I can assure you there is just as many problems like that, that goes on in ‘well-to-do family‘s’ and I have found all throughout my life, people have been trying to put me in a ‘B class’s (I was in the A class btw) but especially the police and stupid bimbo dogs who do it. (I suspect people who were in the B class back then, try to do it as now adults – see, psychological problems) I hate to tell you but you can find some incredibly smart people who are totally broke, poor, and unemployed, it’s just the way society works out, often work places are a total mix and there are no distinctions. And you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, and you should be careful when you speak to someone, if you think you’re speaking to someone who is unimportant, or a ‘loser’ or a ‘no-one’ THINK AGAIN. You need to treat every single person with respect regardless of what your preconceptions of this persons background is, this is REALLY important, you will get yourself in trouble if you do not do this, on a spiritual level. - I’ve seen it happen a lot. Plus, more importantly, people who do not judge like this, win big time, more so than just what ‘peoplepowers the be’ decide. It doesn’t pay to be snobbish, or at least don’t base your assumptions about a person on economic stance. Of course, always tell the stupid dogs to go shove it up their arse. By the way, this class thing, is so ridiculously obsessed over by certain female (bimbo types, and never men!!) that by the time they reach old age, and have to go in a nursing home, and because they are not what they once were, they kind of don’t hold back on their personal thoughts about class, when I worked in a nursing home briefly, I witnessed a lot of old female biddies express their class distinction, and they indeed wanted to make it known to everyone, that they are from the rich and upper-class! They were quite ridiculous. You know it really doesn’t matter what your background is in a nursing home, everyone’s treated the same in there, you eat the same, you get cared for the same, you have to go to bed at the same time. Now, you might just write them off as old and senile, but truly this is how women think all their life – well that bloody short blonde thinks like that. (This class bit was deleted so I re-written it in more detail J) If you marry some guy that doesn’t really give a shit about you, but you want to be ‘married’, and then you have his kids - this is C class. wakey wakey. Btw, I have met a lot of ‘monkees’, that is, clueless people who do their job in a clueless fashion, and they are considered ‘professionals’, they are highly paid and are well respected. CLUELESS MONKEES in the upper echelons of society! -Pickpockets in Gunnedah (and who follow me around wherever I go and steal from me)! Really and truly, I’ve had it up to here with stupid little bimbos who steal, it’s not going to be so funny if I catch you red-handed, I assure you. I have got 47yrs of pent-up anger, what do you suppose will happen? Every time I drove into town, I had dogs break into my car and steal whatever was in there that time. I’ve had that many pairs of secateurs stolen it’s unbelievable. What, do they wait at the entrance of Gunnedah, to see each car that comes in from out of town? and when they see my car, do they call all their thieving friends? and then stalk me so they can steal when I go into a shop and am not looking?? I’m so outraged by these people. Every time I went into Gunnedah, same thing, something taken, every single time. MORON HUMANS FROM GUNNEDAH. Clare Gardener, why are you following me around in an orange Torana? Can’t you think for yourself? You know, often, the girls are kind of covert, like if I turn around suddenly, they disappear into the crowd, you know how fucking coward women are. One time, I was wanting to buy some chickens, and I went to the Gunnedah Poultry Show, and there was a girl following me around the poultry floor it, was extremely odd, and I saw her, like I could hear her, I could hear peoples reaction to seeing someone follow me, and I could see her from the corner of my eye, and when I turned around and looked at her directly, it took a moment, but she finally realised that I was looking at her and she quickly about faced and kind of run away. I have a clear image of what she looked like, I didn’t recognise her, she was kind of mousey and skinny, she may be reminded me of this little girl I looked after in Sydney as a nanny, she was only 7 then, so I can only guess what she would look like at that time. Or maybe she looked Tricia Colton, they both had that same kind of skinny white girl look, but I think Tricia was tall than the girl following me. Whether it was one or the other, or neither, who knows, oh, that reminds me, there was another one who looked like that she was my assistant at Discovery Clothing, I think I saw her once in Gunnedah, she wanted my Daewoo, she was a bitch. And from the chook girl’s delayed reaction, I suspect this girl had followed me on a regular basis, and is not used to be seen by me. But stupid, little dogs, that’s what I think about women who follow me like that, they must have absolutely zero brain activity going on inside their heads. Zero. (See, feminist, I am trying to save the bimbos!) Gladstone Elders 'legally' stole a part of my Bond, STOLEN. Get out of my head little girl. The means, ways and tactics that girls come up with to steal from me is unbelievable, this is just another one, it’s almost as bad as the business in Tamworth (NorthApp) who stole my brand-new F&P 'Tall' dishwasher in a totally 'legal' manner. (Kelly Sleight. Stolen because it was tall, and the GoldStarDog theory, read later no conviction, unfortunately, I believe the police are working on this, she is known within Tamworth). The staff at Bunnings and Harvey Norman steal from young females – they are targeted, entrapped and preyed upon, they are followed home, and are harassed by staff (no conviction). 20 years of harassment at Gunnedah. I literally need someone to housesit my house whenever I go into town so nothing gets stolen. I call them the Bunnings Bimbos - they would have stolen about $10000 worth of stuff over a 10yr period. BTW, I would have spent about $40000, instore in that time (I am not a shoplifter, I am opposed to stealing, they were targeting young girls to 'hound' and 'vilify'). They suck - I never shop at Bunnings anymore, and shame on them, actually, Bunnings is a part of a huge crime network right across Australia. Instore one time, I recognized one of the thieves- he was 1 of 3 that burgled my flatmate and I, 20yrs ago, they took $1000's worth of our stuff (that guy was albino – I mean how stupid if you’re an albino to choose a life of crime – stand out like a saw thumb). (And, stupid Sharon Morgan). I will be willing them to get cancer and die. IT DOES NOT PAY TO STEAL FROM ME. Stupid. I believe Centrelink and ‘jobs providers’ are also guilty of stealing from me. One bonus payment got stolen by Centrelink staff. (Or Commonwealth Bank – those girls are dodgy too, ties to NEGS) Nurses at hospitals make kids sick deliberately, so they can look after them. (Some, I have to say, at Armidale Hospital NSW. Some believe a sick child is a result of an adults 'will' anyway, especially a doctor, but mothers too). I guess I should put that nurse story here: when I was 16, I had my tonsils out. Afterwards, when I was coming out of anaesthesia, and was very groggy, mum who had travelled up to Armidale to be by my bedside (cool mum), I just heard her seemingly repeatedly asking me if I was ok and what did I want. And because I was so groggy, I didn't really understand her question, like she was asking me if I want a drink or anything, or food. But I've thought oh, she’s asking me about my Christmas list! So, I just started going on about this radio I want, I explained it: it’s a contemporary old 60’s style that is grey and pink…. and then you know I fell back asleep. The next thing you know, I wake up, and there sitting on the bed, is this radio!! I couldn't believe it, like she doesn't ever buy me anything - except for at Christmas (and even then, it's never things like that, it's always usually clothes or shoes, things that I need!) But she must've gone down the street to get some lunch, and she would have seen exactly what I had been talking about, that radio, as I had seen it recently down the street in Armidale. So she saw, was so surprised she just got it, it was not that expensive. But, there was a nurse present all the time and she heard and saw the whole thing, and oh my God, that's why I'm telling this story because this nurse was so pissed off at this scenario of watching my mother ask a young girl what she wants, the girl telling her what, then the mother just getting it. Like she was INCENSED. She was literally carrying on moaning about this radio situation to her colleagues. I guess she must have wanted one too. So that's what caused the throat abuse later on, by well not quite force feeding me, but knowing if I ate anything, even ice-cream, my throat was still so bruised and sore from the operation, I would be in great pain, so 3 of them woke me up and said here eat this, and shoved this food in my face, I half asleep obeyed, but it was so was painful, I vomited it up again, causing more pain. They went off laughing – not kidding – pure evil. Such a bitch. Dysfunctional. Another perfect example of a typical STUPID jealous bitch in Australia. Mind your own business. . Is there a list of Sadistic Doctors and Dentists in Australia? I would like to name and shame a few that I have had personal experience with. I know there is an organized network, akin to paedophiles, people who get thrills from inflicting pain on other people / animals. But I guess I’m out of the loop. I now record all Doctor / Pathology etc with BodyCam - Gunnedah pathology GRH, stupid zombie bitch) Not to mention recently - Dr. Norman Sadick and 2 Dental assistants (1 was NEGS girl by the name of Gina Burn, a younger year) completely TORTURED my teeth that had nothing wrong with them in the first place (unable to eat/talk for weeks over Christmas, had to go to other dentists to fix) – honestly what a coward Gina Burn, I have not met one guy that has not been into that kind of thing, go and find one, and leave me alone, you stupid little dog – I believe her stupidity comes from copying someone at school by the name of Charlotte Powel in Church. And then there was the stupefied zombie dentist who started scraping up my gums in a haze - Dr B, and Dr J who showed me what it felt like to put a needle into the nerve, thanks sooo much (soon as he did it, my arm automatically reflexed and shot straight up into the air and practically punched him in his face (serves him right!) Seriously, I could go on and on and on, so many sadistic doctors and nurses, it’ bizarre and ironically completely unhealthy. Btw, I have very sharp reflexes, thanks very much, and by the way; Sharp Reflexes = Sharp Mind. I seem to need to point that out, there appears to be an element of people who target me because they think I’m stupid, and won’t notice. Other way around morons. Local council ‘dogs’ as I call them, vandalizing my car when it’s parked in a carpark or on the street - muffler damaged, broken into -items removed, screws loosened, once even cables removed so it would not start, and occasionally park brake put on, as if car had been taken, then returned? (I live in a small country town, population about 10000.) (Since installing carcam, this has reduced) What is wrong with council staff – they have serious social issues. (They also steal money and do ‘fake’ roadworks, organized by nagging wives) I’ve just noticed there was a big section from this missing! It is the bit where I talk about the police who booked me for unregistered vehicle. I will put here again. So, they booked me twice and gave me a $5500 fine. I was extremely stressed after that happened, not only because of the stressful incident of being chased by police and been caught and getting into trouble, (I’m perfect), but because I certainly didn’t have a spare $5500 lying around to pay any fines, so I knew I would have to go to court, to at least get rid of the second one, which they should not have issued. (Greedy pigs – now I know why they get called that). So, I was extremely stressed about that, and that, combined with my next-door neighbour who was making noises at night to wake me up, and was stealing from me (drunken Heath Barwick, btw, the bloody host bimbos on channel 7 morning show, were encouraging him to play the Vuvuzela – that totally annoying African horn that the cricket fans play, he got one, amongst other things like car horns that play tunes, bird noises etc etc, played it at all sorts of times throughout the night TOTAL ARSE. I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP. (And as for those stupid bimbo dogs on channel 7 – I hope you all get cancer, and shame on you for not talking about all the things you should be talking about; People, mothers in particular – your target market, need to know about negative things in life, they need to be able to handle them – but hey, why don’t you talk about the weather some more. PICK something negative every week, and talk about it – “The Real segment” each week, get gritty. – {someone told me, they have to be very careful not to put Negative Nancy stories on, because it pisses off housewives, and they complain, because they like to think of themselves as rich and not having any problems, so they don’t want to have to think about problems or negative issues – it is them, housewives , who cannot handle the ugly truth. } So, in this time, I had difficulty sleeping. I was usually very good sleeper, seven hours every night, all my life, and in this particular period of my life, suddenly I was getting about 3 hours every night. And I was turning into a slow sleeping beauty during the day, very tired, but I wanted to add here, at first, I was really anxious about ‘not sleeping’, in fact I was getting even more stressed about the fact that I wasn’t sleeping, and I had to learn to just relax and not fight the fact that I couldn’t sleep. I had to tell myself I will just stay awake, don’t need that much sleep anyway, it’s no big deal, I can just lie here and think about all the things that is going on in my life….(btw, after 12mnths of only 3-4hrs sleep, my body learnt to deal with only 3 or 4hrs, and I was no longer tired during the day) but over that period of one week, when I was getting very stressed about not sleeping, and when I say stressed, really I mean, I was angry and pissed off that I wasn’t sleeping - because you know, no sleep means you’re tired, and you have a headache, and you’re irritable. And so, I thought, well I just need a sleeping tablet to drift me off, so I can get one good night’s sleep, and then I’ll be fine - but I’m really not a supporter of sleeping tablets or drugs of any sort, including a lot of medications. But as I was so irritable, I did go to the doctor about sleeping, and she prescribed me antidepressants -which I was just really annoyed about because at not any point, did I mention to her that I was depressed! What was wrong with her? (I have never, in my life, been depressed, ever), and her medication would not have helped me sleep at all, or achieved my goal of one good night’s sleep! (Stupid, btw, I further talk about that Dr in my “Dr Experience Story” below, she had some other problems too, that she was not aware of, because no one talks about such things, I suspect she had been influenced by the little blonde bimbo who follows me around – “oh Emily, she’s depressed and on drugs” – so that naïve Dr, believes them – for some reason; is she not old enough to know what gossipying little girls are like? That blonde bimbo btw, maybe related to Peter Long, a lawyer?? Or Cate Cameron??) So anyway, I went to the chemist and talked to some very smart ladies at the Gunnedah chemist, I told her about when I had a toothache age 18, my aunt gave me a painkiller that kind of made me tired and put me to sleep. I told the chemist that that’s really the effect that I wanted, and she said, that’s the same thing that’s in hay fever tablets that makes people sleepy and some clever lab bot has taken that drug out and put it into a tablet and it’s called sleep aid - doxylamine succinate, and I should give that a try, and I did, and that night I had the best night sleep ever, and that’s all that I wanted. So, I still have that packet of sleepy tablets, just in case I ever get stressed again, so I can get another good night sleep, so far, I have not been that stressed - until I was abducted by police and mental health worker in Bundaberg in 2020, but then I forgot about my doxylamine succinate, (stress does that to you) and the stupid nurses gave me an antipsychotic drug – idiots - I did NOT need an antipsychotic – THOSE NURSES ARE TOTALLY NUTS. More on that abduction later (I have a lot to say about those disgusting people involved. Am I living in the 1950’s?) btw, I feel I need to put a little warning here about one of the main reasons why I don’t like sleeping tablets and certainly wouldn’t encourage anyone to use them unless they’re very stressed. I did write about this in a nursing home medication photo story, but I’ll just quickly mention it here again; if someone had a bad dream or nightmare (which people do - even happy rich people have nightmares) well then because of the sleeping tablet, they don’t wake up, and so their heart rate is madly going because of this stressful dream, and they can actually die from a heart attack in their sleep. That’s just one reason why I wouldn’t recommend sleeping tablets, there are others too (involving gargoyles). I wanted to say here also about those disgraceful police in Tamworth that was involved in hunting me down (for oh, no, not an unregistered vehicle! – they were carrying on like I was an axe murder) It is true I did not register my vehicle -I completely forgot about it, but they organised a police hunt to get me, because, I was told beforehand, that they were going to get me for unregistered vehicle, and of course I heard this, and thought what are they talking about, because I had literally forgotten that I had not paid my rego. So, on the day, the police lied to me saying that they were doing a random breath test, it was not random at all, I know this for a fact. It was an organised hunt for unregistered vehicle, and they knew I would be over in Tamworth, when I live near Gunnedah, so I’d be stuck without a car/transport, which is how they got me twice - they are bullies who CANNOT APPLY COMMONSENCE, and by the way, I also think the reason they got me, was because I kept complaining to them about all the people who were stealing from me, and they couldn’t do anything about it, and so they got pissed off, so they wanted to get me for something, as luck would have it for them, my car was not registered (apparently common for single woman in their 40’s). The police are a disgrace. Also, I had to go to court, this part was missing off my blog too, the court was disgraceful process in Tamworth; as per their rules, I was allowed to change courts to Gunnedah, but it was a huge ordeal to do this, they ignored me, and I had to kick up a big stink, and they apparently put me in the Tamworth local newspaper as having to appear in court three times to make me look like a drunk, when in actual fact I didn’t appear in Tamworth at all, plus I don’t drink. Anyway, I can’t remember all the details now, but the courts are a disgrace, they are not a place of justice, it’s all organised. BUT I did get the 2nd ticket thrown out, so I just had to pay 1, plus rego. (All those photos of me in the local paper as a kid winning at sport – paid off!!) Try your hardest to stay out of court, because, unless you’re rich, they only help the rich and popular. I quietly want to mention the insidious nature of older women praying on younger women, as the idea that you didn’t have to actually pay your Rego was placed in my head at age 20, by an employer I had once - this was done deliberately because I was ‘perfect’ (compared to her!) and I did things perfectly, this vexed her - she wanted me to get in trouble. Stupid woman. (She did not pay my Super either and used her maiden name of Fry, so, she would not get into trouble. At least 2 female employers did this, not real names so to speak.) And by the way, this tactic of wanting to get another female in trouble, is a common form of female bullying. I remember being victimised this way at age 5 in kindy by another girl who obviously, I was better and smarter than, and she retaliated by lying to her father about something, and I got in trouble big time for something that really wasn’t my fault. And I witnessed it a lot when I was a nanny looking after kids; the children would often manipulate their parents into giving them a reason to question my authority or fire me - some parents can easily see through their kids, but others could not at all - it’s surprising how many parents are fooled by their manipulative kids, and actually brothers and sisters, often work together in cahoots to manipulate. So, I think this tactic is childish behaviour, and a lot of adult women act like this child still. It’s strange that those women can be in positions of power, like my employer, when they behave like a child. When I was 23, I was more grown-up than most female adults twice my age. I put it down to parents and teachers not being aware of basic psychological needs. BTW, also, I found when I was doing all that temp nanny work, the concept of class and ‘pecking order’ so to speak, is really quite warped in children, their attitude is, well, juvenile, and backwards; they’re rude and disrespectful to the help, thinking the ‘help’ are second rate citizens. At least on one occasion I witnessed this young 9-year-old boy manipulating his mother, using his mother as a ‘tool’ in order to have a go at the help. She was a sleeping beauty mother. Here is a good spot to put another insidious evil older woman antic; it was when I was 24yrs old, when I was at work, designing and sewing, I would listen to the radio, and they were talking about yoga and how healthy it is for you, so I thought I should give it a try, and booked in to a little group I saw advertised, it was halfway between my place and work, and on the train line, so I could stop on my way home from work; it was $10 per session. So I went, and it was me and 5 other older women. Now, I didn’t have any alarm bells ringing when I went in, all was perfectly normal as far as I was concerned, but apparently, the alarm bells should’ve been ringing. There’s one thing I have learnt in my life, and that is older women do not like young 20-30 year-old women, I put it down to jealousy, but I do find it strange because I myself, now 47yrs, I’m really not threatened or certainly not jealous by young girls at all. I mean unless they’re behaving like a stupid dog or stealing, like the bimbo receptionist I mentioned in my Currajong clinic story, only then might I want to rip their heads off with a baseball bat. But other than that, just for being present, and young and pretty, it’s not a reason to be vexed about somebody. Maybe all the women at yoga group had husbands who had run off with younger women?? So, I got through the evening of yoga, I did not really speak much, I was still quite shy back then. I mean, well, maybe I was really bad at yoga? because, it was something about me that got to at least one of the older women, at the end she asked if I needed a lift anywhere, I said no, I was catching the train home, she said she would give me a lift to the station, I said no, it was only a block away, literally, I could see it from where we were standing. But she insisted, persistently, so she give me a lift to the station. I hopped in the car with this woman, she was tall, relatively skinny and had blonde hair. The train station came and went and she hadn’t dropped me off, “where are you going” she said she forgot, and would take me to the next one, but 10 minutes later, still no train station, “where are you going” she started kind of making some sort of weird excuse about the train lines, and how they join or something. She was not making any sense at all, and I was squirming in my seat, not that I felt threatened by her, it was just very odd . I think she ended up driving about 15km before she let me out at a train station, finally - but of course it was a station that was NOT on my train line, so I had to wait for the next train back to the city, then change platforms, and catch my train line back home. And it was about 9pm at night by this point. I’m not sure what her tactic was, and why she would want to drive me that whole way in the car with her, and then make sure I was at the wrong train line, what a rigmarole. I mean what possibly was her motive to do that? She did have blonde hair, so maybe she was just completely stupid?? What a loser. But I suspect she had an ulterior motive, which I was not aware of, and still am not aware of it today. But someone like that is bound to have an ‘inbalance’ in her head, due to poor nutrition growing up. Total weird female behaviour that is not quite normal. I’m just writing about it - too bad I didn’t get her name, I would love to have her name and photo so I can put it up here with the story. – See, this is what I’m talking about; get the names and photos of everyone you encounter, everyone. I hope that woman gets her comeuppance. Btw, I started doing some yoga 20 or so years later to help with back pain and muscles stretching, and every time I do it, I notice I start this incessant yawning!! – Too hard Too hard! Yes, exercising is now a bitch too! Now, about when I mentioned older women do not like younger ones, later on in my life, I found this also to be true, for instance I moved into a neighbourhood where there are a lot of elderly people, and me approaching my 50s, was still the youngest in the group (this happens a lot with me, I’m always the youngest, no matter how old I get, I’m still the youngest!) anyway these particular women always wanted to sit down and have tea parties with the street. After a couple of times, I realised it would be in my best interest, if I did not attend these tea parties. I can’t quite explain it, but I guess it would have to do with feeling used - using me to make themselves feel better. I figure I just have better things to do with my time then to give myself to them. Its high time I threw that female chitchat social norm out! Quite frankly, I perceive anyone whose got nothing better to do than just want to stand around and chitchat, as total lazy slackers, and not the kind of people that I would want in my life. I mentioned just above that I was shy, just another little quick story, when I was doing my fashion course at Hornsby, at the end of the year we put on a big fashion parade, we all had to model our own designs. And one of the girls, I didn’t really know her too well, but she was quite nice, and I do recall her name, Chiquita, quite unusual compared to where I was from, where most girls names were Kate, Sarah or Emma… Anyway, before we went on stage, she bought me a drink, and said I probably would need it! She must’ve thought I was too shy and nervous to take to the stage!! I thought it was quite funny, and since I didn’t really drink, (actually, I can’t remember if had it or not! Little did she know that I had done quite a few fashion parades by then, and was well familiar with the whole routine - it was simple girl fun, nothing to be nervous about! Still makes me laugh lol. Saboteurs are big in my life, at every turn they try to make me ‘lose’ (heaps of them work for Telstra too, they have caused many major problems in my life, they suck - I mean, I sum up what they do in 1 sentence, but the monumental problems that are caused from this communication bad behaviour is 100 essays worth, for example -they put my phone calls through to people I did not call, they have dogs who perv on me somehow, they call whoever I am going to call in advance just before I do, and manipulate them somehow, or they let the phone ring out or say “service not connected” when I know it is, like when I called Woollies that time (people they cannot manipulate). They send me text messages when I go in to town asking me if I want any help. They are the biggest perverts ever, worse than bimbo receptionists. Pure stupid dog behaviour -they’re fucked -fuck off you stupid little girls who are unhappily married, and so try to control me. Btw, their problem would be one of a sexual nature, maybe depraved or something? I’m no expert, but sex has something to do with it. I suspect they steal from me to, by passive aggressive ways, like putting lights on my car dash so I have to have service, then overcharging me at service to fix the lights, when there was really nothing wrong with my car electrics in the first place – incahoots, they are really guilty bullies. You know, I am outraged by cowards - if you’ve got something to say, leave a voice message or come and speak with me, if you can’t be bothered to do that, or are too cowardly, then just bugger off. So, but this has reduced since I now wear a bodycam everywhere, I go, I literally have to wear a camera EVERYWHERE I go (what is wrong with this country, the older I get the more fucked I realize Australia is) – but I avoid walking down the street, there is just too much harassment (from shop people too, still). And they are more passive now, and play the “RobinHood” Game – stealing for their friends by overcharging me. Aswell, I have to have cameras set up hidden in my house whenever I have leave it, so no Bunnings or Harvey Norman staff steal anything. DOGS (they turn off the power, so cctv is pretty much useless, but there are new technologies now for those old thieves.) I have women that follow me around and are obsessed with me, I call it the Little Girl Problem. Their main aim is to sabotage everything, like manipulate the situation to make me look bad and get me kicked out – I mean kicked out of my house/ community groups, kicked out of Facebook, Rav, eBay, you name it, whatever they can do to sabotage my daily life they will try and do it – they have an unhealthy obsession and they steal, and it has been going on for 20 years, going back to NEGS girls. (Not as bad at new location in QLD, but I will give you 2 examples of what they are like: on my About page, there is the story of the women who stopped by the roadside when she saw me planting trees, then later stole them – I mention on the photo exactly what I thought about her. Well just at that time I was contacted by the Tax dep, and I was audited, now then at that time, I was unemployed, so audited whilst not even bringing in an income! So, I filled out their forms (it does state if you earn less than xx amount you DO NOT have to lodge, - so I told them that again, reminded the tax people of their rule) they got back to me and said, they actually owed me money due to 11yrs prior I forgot to lodge when I was working and paying tax, so they sent me a check. So, when people set off ‘to get me’ like a cat chasing a mouse, -they end up sending ME a check! (Be warned, I have a lot of people trying to “get me”, fuck off, that includes all musicians too). Anyway, I personally believe it was that evil thieving bitch who stole my trees, who contacted the tax department, to try and “get me”, the bitch thief manipulated them. {Actually, that Tax Audit, happened when I was living at Tulcumbah, and the person I was paying rent to, I’m pretty sure, wasn’t declaring it to the taxman, so I’m not sure if that’s related, and they decided to target me instead of actually my landlord - which is who they should’ve been targeting. Or whether that woman who stole my trees on the Keepit rd at Tulcumbah, is friends with Brett Knapman, which is probably more likely, because Brett knapman is very opposed to trees - he is a farmer and a firefighter, and hates trees, go figure , idiot killing the planet} This has happened again too in QLD before I was banned from Facebook, I was on a forum talking and describing my garden (well boasting about my beautiful garden!) and the next thing you know, I was audited by human services, - this again would have been brought about by women on Facebook wanting to “get me” – of course it did not work, I do not steal from anyone or lie about my income to Centrelink or the tax department, just jealous women always trying to “get me”. (Unlike the drunken couch housewives on Facebook, I do not drink, (or really ever go out / eat out, nor have hungry mouths to feed) so I have money to spend on my garden and beautiful flowers– this really annoys them, such sinful jealousy .) And see how they leave the actual guilty rich people alone, and they only target people single women who don’t have much money anyway - this country has some truly dysfunctional people in it. Now that I think about this, I am fairly certain it has happened twice before aswell (?) I think Centrelink may now have a red flag next to my name stating “ this girl gets picked on by the community, she is not screwing us out of money, no need to do another audit” ! I do find it kind of ironic how most women have no idea how really stupid they are. If you are reading this and are woman: YOU have no idea how stupid you are. To further add to that, about people assuming I am a tax avoider, or pretend disability person, etc. I’ll give you another example; I invariably have to talk to my uncle because he is a great reference, as a renter, unfortunately you need numerous references, they are the bane of older adult life, when I was young, I did not need any reference at all, although I did have some, but I always got the rental and the job anyway! (Now there just seems to be QLD nazi rental bimbos) But anyway, my uncle is a retired magistrate, so he actually gives me a lot of credibility, as a single woman, I find I often do not have credibility. At one point I was having landlord problems and I was speaking to Chris, my uncle about it and immediately he jumped to conclusion, and implied that it must be my fault, and what have I done, and in fact the whole time we were talking, he really made quite a few suggestions of this nature. Quite offensively so, as typical of well basically anyone. But because we had to continually communicate, because he was helping me with this legal matter, it took me about 4 weeks of communicating via phone and via email, for him to fully understand, and it definitely wasn’t my fault at all, and it was most definitely the other persons fault 100% so! I did of course have to provide him with all of the evidence, like emails, - just as the same as I would provide the court, I provided him, before he believed me, it was only luck I had written proof. So, once he saw, NOT MY FAULT, he could easily help me write my Response, and the case was dismissed at the Bundaberg Court on Court Day. So, this is an example that I have to constantly battle, my whole adult life as a single female. Everybody assumes I’m to blame for any problem, I must be the criminal thief! I must be a drunk! I must be on drugs! And it’s always the other way around. ALLWAYS. It was the same when I was incarcerated against my will by the Bundaberg Mental Health greedy people, when I asked my uncle to phone and vouch for me. I’m pretty sure he assumed that if I was there, well then, I must be crazy. Back then, I could not put the time in, that it would take to prove to my uncle that indeed I was being victimised badly by the Bundaberg police, and mental health nurses and authorities - and basic bullies of society in Bundaberg. There is I think 1500km between my uncle and I, he has a life and a family, and I have my own life up here in Queensland. This situation, is another factor that has prompted me to write my blog, so people can truly see exactly what’s going on, and that in fact, I am not crazy, just single, and victimised because of this fact - mainly in the form of theft, but also by female nazi try hard wannabe bimbos in the form of verbal harassment. Also, I asked myself what is it about me that invokes all those people to “try and get me”, and I realized its mostly about other people wanting to be the hero; and to get rid of all the so called ‘badies’ – they are desperate for ‘badies’. But also its related to the girls who want to be able to discredit me as ‘crazy’ – as the attitude of “every one is out to get me” is considered a mental health issue, regardless of whether it is true or not. If you say that statement to a mental health worker, they would automatically not believe it as true, but something you have imagined IDIOTS. Plus if you are labelled with a mental illness, you certainly have no credibility anymore, and add further to that - this is kind of an understatement. Other people won’t want to be around you at all, let alone give you a job. It is total sabotage, and a discrediting, vindictive spiteful act to do. Just because I know all the dirty little secrets. And, Sharon Morgan is going to burn in hell. Staff at Hornsby MacDonald’s served up juice that had been urinated in. FightClub CopyCats HUGE problem. Actually, with that particular incident, Fight Club hadn’t come out yet. That problem was because of these idiots that hang out in gangs at McDonald’s, and they were walking into Maccas, a big group of them were walking in, and I drove past them (normally, actually there was a speed bump right there, so extra slowly) but, in my ‘black’ car with my ‘black’ hair, and I didn’t say hello or smile at them or wave at them in anyway, as I normally drive around; I didn’t know those people. I was just going to McDonald’s to get something to eat, and happen to pass a gang of young people. And those gang of ‘total idiots’, saw this woman in a ‘black’ car with my ‘black’ hair, and assumed that I must be the devil, and it was them that urinated in my orange juice, and fuck them, and I hope those Hornsby fucking idiots all get cancer and die. Stupid Stupid, honestly, it does not get much more stupid than that. (Those ones were probably the idiots who followed me at the Mt Anan botanical garden? And spat in my food, so I got sick – COMPLETE STRANGERS WHO HAVE NO LIFE and are scared of black) And blonde bimbo, pay attention here, this is an area of MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IN YOUNG PEOPLE, this is another area that you could target alongside ‘stealing from people they don’t know’. Get into those schools and fix these little idiots. Why should I have a ‘ruined’ life, because of their stupidity? DO SOMETHING, stop picking on innocent mice types, and do something about those garbage people. (Btw, this was in the 90s before black cars were around {can you believe it} and I believe someone in the government was paying attention, and so put out a whole fleet of government black cars, in the hopes to acclimatise people to the colour black!) fuck, humans are stupid! Some clever people go about tackling racism on telly: they will bombard you with so many black people that you’re no longer be intimidated or scared or threatened by a black person. Same thing: people/cars!! lol Sushi sheets that taste like dogdo, Olive oil made from anything but olives, Over Salted butter (Because salt is cheaper than diary), Milk with all cream removed…the list of ‘costcutted’ foods goes on and on. Greed is fuelling the supermarkets. I took my car to JT Fossey Cars & Trucks in Tamworth, NSW for service – the mechanics cut my fuel line, placed a filter on it, so that when started, a portion of the fuel fumes was directed inside the car – stinking it up with fuel fumes – Seriously. (Still charged me full price, later I took it elsewhere to be fixed, I think they thought it would be funny - stupid idiots, they need to be sued, cocky stupid arrogant pricks – I am not interested – deal with it you little shit). Another time (see I had to take my car there because it was new, and you have to have specific services done by the specific manufacturer - because they charge a fortune) When I picked it up at the end of the day, he said he couldn’t fix the lights, (I am pretty sure they were not broken in the first place) so it was just after dark, and I had to drive home all the way to the farm, past Gunnedah, with no lights, how could they possibly think that was acceptable? In fact, I don’t even think it’s legal, and I am 100% sure he broke the lights specifically so I would not be able to see going home. On the highway to Gunnedah, I managed to just sit behind another car, obviously, they had their lights on, so I made it home no problems. (Btw, I’m still not sure if the person driving the car in front of me knew that I was there tail gating them, my car was black?) As I was coming home there was, what I thought, a bright star really low in the sky, burning super bright, it was so low, extremely low over my neighbours farm. Back then satellites weren’t really a thing, and I’m wondering what an earth it was, it was really to low and bright to be a star, possibly a satellite? I thought how could that possibly be a satellite, why would they put a satellite over my neighbour’s house like that. Then I thought it must be a star. No yes no yes, I couldn’t possibly conceive that it would be a satellite. But in retrospect, I can see it was definitely a satellite! Yeah – no, I still don’t know, maybe that neighbour somehow hoisted up a big light to show me the way!! This socially retarded behaviour by young male mechanics, doesn’t come down to a lack of disrespect on my part, (quite frankly) I’m getting tired of people telling me this kind of thing, is my fault. Fuck off, no it’s not - it comes down to arrogant men who get pissed off because I’M NOT INTERESTED in them, and so this is what they do, to retaliate, big head idiots - YOU’RE NOT GOD’S GIFT TO WOMEN YOU LITTLE SHITS. (I had to find an old man mechanic) Supermarket checkout chicks ripping you off at checkout - check your receipts over 12 months, you will see what I mean. (Big Hardware place does it too). Or maybe it’s just me they overcharge…. A lot of employers will not pay young people superannuation if they think they can get away with it, as a young person may not know their entitlements, they might not even get paid in full. (Female employers are the worst offenders) and what is wrong with secondary education – all that kind of thing should be taught in yr10, stuff about Super, Holiday pay, minimum wage, overtime. I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS INFORMATION IS NOT TAUGHT IN SCHOOLS I CAN’T BELEIVE IT. Not to mention a fashion designer I once worked for briefly, she refused to pay my final 4 days in work there, and then later denied I had worked there at all, this was designer Jodie Boffa, an exclusive fashion boutique in Sydney’s Paddington (this was some years, ago, not sure if she is still there, and of course social media was not around) It is my experience that the so called ‘well respected’ members of the community are often the scummiest. There is a café in Paddington, Sydney that needs to be blown up. It was placed there solely to see young women trip over the wonky pavement across the road before entering a boutique, for purposes of humiliation. Deliberate humiliation. FUCK YOU fuck off you predatory bullies. {There’s also a restaurant, I think it’s on Oxford Street, sooo long ago, that has a huge window in the ladies bathroom; at night you can’t see what’s out there - it’s disgusting and not private.} Women; wake up, you know, the fairy-tale “Sleeping Beauty” is based fully on real women who walk through their life half asleep. Don’t let other more strong-willed women persuade your mind (and some men too), don’t be one of those women who thinks she wins if only she can get you to change your mind about anything and every single bloody thing (That’s what STUPID women do, along with being a bitch to other women but in a sweet passive voice, so it is often not clear that they are being aggressive. I am outraged by STUPID women). (Thankyou to all the really smart women who have since been in touch!) So, a theory has been presented to me why blondes are completely stupid- turns out it’s not about the blonde hair, it’s about the big boobs. Young girls with big boobs are raped by their fathers- in the metaphysical world, at night when they are asleep (real). They grow up not wanting to remember, because it’s so repulsive, it makes them stupid. (Btw my dad, never raped anyone in this world or the metaphysical world) I know of men who do, there was one at Builyan, my next-door neighbour, he also could influence girls, and manipulate them by putting ideas into their heads, without being present. He was most disrespectful single man, and he is one of many. If you can’t get within 10 feet of a girl during waking hours, then the same applies when she’s asleep. (Who exactly sent me that house – just so wrong, and it was the only option I had – the only house available in the whole of Queensland, if that person is real, boy they need a slap in the head. And SEE how I didn’t have any control in the situation, and it didn’t work out. I had a plan before, it was perfect, and working out fine, but someone threw it out the window on my behalf, out of pure jealousy. They did not throw my plan out “ all for the best” - things didn’t work out for the better. This has been a common theme in my life, other people’s plans for me DO NOT WORK OUT. If David and Brenda had of been truthful with me, perhaps if I had of known I would have to move out in 2018, then I could’ve spent that whole time planning and thinking what I wanted to do, where I wanted to go. But NO, David and Brenda were only thinking about my rent money - they felt if they told me the truth, then suddenly I might up and leave, and they wouldn’t get any more rent, and they would not have put anybody else in that house. They wanted that rent income coming in until the property sold. Greed fuelled dishonesty. So, this was their fear, and their fear cost me. Time and time again I see this. How people lie and omit the truth; if you see an opportunity to say exactly what your plan is, in a truthful way, you should take it, and relish it, because this will enable your plan to come true, it is this very fact, in fact, that helps you fulfill your will. You are not doing yourself any favours by lying. Anyway, I stray again, so, WAKE up, don’t be afraid, this is not a crazy thing. Pay attention, be aware. I believe Beethoven was most famous for his rape song, Moonlight sonata, the first part of this puts women to sleep, the second part is about what Beethoven will do to the woman by passionately ravishing her. I love the Internet - it is another example where I can see the hand of God fighting the bullies. Thankyou Tim Berners-Lee and all those guys before him that helped the formation of the web. I believe, aside from obvious information and communication issues, there were a number of IT people who created it for people of all walks to have a “voice”. Some of those IT people were targeted when they were at school, by bullies, they were victims, and ashamed, and angry. So, they saw the Internet as a way to stand strong. It certainly has been true for me, it gives people who don’t have a voice, a platform to say what they have to say. So, this was very true in the beginning of the internet, but a lot of the internet, pretty much has been taken over by the powers that be, now. They have figured out how to oppress online now. I’m a perfect example of this, as have been banned from many social media websites. So, for the first few years it worked. Brilliant. Pay Attention, be aware: There are highly contagious viruses at Nursing Homes, Hospitals and Child Day Care Centres, -Including occupational ‘asthma’ and the very serious Glandular Fever or some such virus (?), which I personally believe leads to inflammation of the brain - memory loss - Alzheimer’s/Dementia. Not to mention pneumonia – this virus is a silent killer, once you get it, that’s it, you have it for life, and your body’s immune has a constant fight on its hand – weakening you. I also believe this is why there are so many dementia cases now, - so called health professionals encouraging this virus amongst the population (80% apparently carry the pneumonia virus) in order to build up an immune, and different DNA reacts differently to it, I recall my mother getting this virus or some such virus at the Alkira nursing home, way before she was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s at age 48. (Signs showing of memory loss, years before diagnosis, but after she got that virus) - I have a very clear specific memory of when my mum got sick that time, because she didn’t usually get sick ever, infact the only time I’ve seen her sick was when she had gallstones, many years before (which I believe was from drinking bore water out on the farm, plus all the spinach she ate – she went through a whole spinach phase, spinach pies….). She was a total ‘health nut’ as I deemed her, she ate very healthily, and exercised daily (I believe this is why she lasted so long after diagnosis, 12 yrs. If only she knew, she could have treated herself to all those sweets, in fact she could’ve completely thrown caution to the wind, no need for a lean balanced meal consisting of meat and 3 veggies, every day, at all - bring on creamy beef stroganoff, creamy fettuccine, fatty beef roasts, creamy Au Gratin potatoes, chocolate mud cake, chocolate cheesecake, chocolate mousse…...pork crackling! Anyway, that day, she was wearing a cowl around her neck, and I said to her in my severe condemning voice (no sickness in my family thankyou) “what are you wearing that for” and she looked directly at me and she said I have this thing, holding her throat. I kind of shrugged it off at the time, but I know now exactly what she had, because ,when I got sick at the nursing home, the same thing happened to me, I now own at least 10 cowls, it seems to be one of the side-effects, you get a really sore neck and throat when it’s cold) After I (was forced by Centrelink Nazi bimbos under their total scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program - forced me to sign a paper saying if I got sick I wouldn’t sue them, -guilty as all hell - I did get sick, big time, and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs (total cunts who work at Centrelink – btw, someone suggested to me that it was only the staff from Centrelink who worked at Gunnedah, who are like this, but I possibly would not agree with that, as my experience at Parramatta, aswell as once in Melbourne, and one time on the Central Coast - all disgusting, females in charge. And one time, the female staff in Gunnedah, went and got a whole bunch of male thug types, to chastise a group of unemployed women, as a part of their so-called ‘activities’ for Centrelink. – Truly, you just can’t believe how disgusting these female animals are.) I know I am repeating myself here, but as you can tell, I was, and still am very angry about now being sickly. And this is exactly the type of evil thing that happens, when some woman (Centrelink) who is not listening, and is trying to control another woman, and who is squashing her ‘will’ – squashing my will. At the same nursing home where mom would visit, Alkira, (possibly evil, there, I recommend closing), I got sick, (age 34), and I have been a changed sickly person ever since, whole upper body and memory weakened especially with the onset of cold weather (I’m talking total flip out when I get cold, i.e. before virus; 1 doona, after virus; 4 doonas). I noticed in the first week a change in my memory, my memory had gone out the window within one week of getting sick from glandular fever (?). Why is there no correlation between dementia and viruses? – Btw, the virus does not survive in high temperature climates (In India, it is not the turmeric)– move to Darwin if you have never caught a virus and Alzheimer’s runs in your family. I am pretty sure in winter here I can literally feel my head shrinking, and certainly my thinking is slowed in cold temperatures. Oh, one person who had MS, also believes like me, it is triggered from a virus. And Asma/allergies in kids is caused by virus. {note, India is becoming more and more westernized now as greedy pharmaceuticals realize the potential of a multi-billion person market. } It is not normal to get sick every winter – this needs to be addressed. In my opinion this virus should be the number 1 priority by scientists to be eradicated. – {oh, here we are now in 2020, and I believe something is being attempted to do something about it, covid19, YAH} (Oh, and some vitamin / mineral supplements cause cancer, I believe my dad’s pancreatic cancer was caused from a $400 bottle of nutrient solution -it’s like fertilizer (wrongly fertilize your plants, they keel over and die, same thing)- who sold him those $400 bottles?? $400 – EVIL PEOPLE OVERCHARGE LIKE THAT) later, a birdy informed me, those bottles were given to him deliberate. Save the planet, stop breeding like rabbits, seriously. (Mothers with only one child make the best mothers. If you can’t afford to feed your child you should not have had kids and thus are stupid. (Thieving bloody single mothers, I have had it up to here and beyond with you) I firmly believe no woman can physically handle more than 2 anyway, there is not enough hours in the day to tackle ALL a child’s physical and emotional needs, aswell as guide, teach, care and feed, it is only ego that drives people to have more than 2. So, stop it for the good of the planet, and the good of a balanced child . Really, I try not to ‘boss’ people around and tell them what to do, – but this is just so obvious, and hardly any mothers know it. BTW I would never chastise a mother being a single mother or for having more than 2 kids. They have made their choice, they have to live with it, their life will be hard enough. The point of this paragraph is to say to women, your life would make much more sense and be much easier, if you choose not to have any or no more than 2. Plus didn’t have kids without a supporting partner. Choose how to live. I suggested to Coles supermarket that they ought to be offering meat discounts for those women who don’t have kids – a just reward for saving the planet. My cat died from spot on flea treatment (Mast Cell Tumours) CANCER according to $400 biopsy and coward vet. Dentists will tell you all sorts of problems you have to get your money. (Same with Vets, Mechanics….) of course not all – they really need to put CCTVs on the ceiling at dentists to monitor work. And since I put this up, I have noticed mechanics - young boys, now overcharge bigtime - they stupid. Related to Telstra. Doctors are perverts (a child needs to be accompanied by both parents at Dr visit) -actually I would further say a child needs to be accompanied by at least 1 parent at all times, a parent who pays attention. (Including in the classroom, if you child is of slight frame and shy, he/she will be victimized by the teacher). Teachers get off humiliating kids (Debbie Croft, Tydd, Hill, Gunnedah NSW - they used to have staff meetings to come up with ways to humiliate me specifically) I honestly don’t know how teachers and some parents can get things so wrong in this day and age of information and education. (Public schools JUST SAY NO) YOU CAN’T USE ME FOR YOUR PERSONAL POWER TRIPPING YOU twits. I am beginning to think Gunnedah has a problem, especially amongst the rich, that try to ‘outwill’ one another – a game. I have been attacked by dogs 5 times in my life (only 5 times by the canine species - countless other times by the human variety of DOG). I will describe one here. I ventured over to my country neighbours farm by horseback one day, about a horse – they knew who I was, I had been there a week or so before with my other neighbour discussing horses and kittens. I jumped down off my horse and walked the 4 or 5m under the patio to the back door, in that time, their dog was there and looking like it would attack, I called out to see if anyone was home, then the dog did attack. I screamed bloody Mary, and it released itself and ran away (I am a slight person (was), but I have a scream like you would not believe), but then I heard a voice, the owner, Mrs Finlay was just sitting at the open window literally 1m away from me, she would have seen the whole thing unfurl from the moment I jumped off my horse, yet she did not call her dog off. That woman is plain evil and she does not deserve to live. Must add for all the bimbos who read that, then accused me of being evil, the kind of evil that only a dog can see! NO, those 5 dogs were not a good judge of character. THEY JUST HAVE EVIL BITCH OWNERS. Otherway around. 11. Centrelink Nazis (This contains strong emotional language; if you can’t handle the heat, get out of the kitchen) (This is exact same as Centrelink Nazi story, a repeat for point of emphasis) I can’t begin to explain the monumental problems I’ve had when going to Centrelink. The girls that work there are the most revolting creatures I’ve ever encountered, worse than the electric companies and worse than the female staff at Melbourne hospital, so pretty bad. I’m sure I have enough dirt on Centrelink that I could close the whole thing down! I mean that bad. From stalking me, following me home, to excessive wait times (5hrs once, all day). One time I received a letter from Centrelink which was so revolting in his bullish, condescending and powertripping gestapo nazi way, that I was determined to go there the next day and demand to know who wrote it. It was on my desk ready, only when I went get it - it was gone. Someone had actually broken into my house and taken this incriminating evidence that was sent to me (the girl later at Centrelink told me it was an automated letter– as if. Lying cunts). If somebody went and got a bomb, then dropped one on ALL of the Centrelink offices across Australia; I shall be laughing and singing; hooray hooray the witch is dead. The people that work at Centrelink need to be shot. They have no idea how to behave socially how to be respectful and how to do their job. Now, I always have my camera recording, this has made a HUGE difference, my life is somewhat bearable now. Infact one of the biggest area where body cams, and taking photos of people, naming and shaming them online, has been the most helpful and effective, has been dealing with Centrelink. Centrelink are such dodgy lying power tripping female cunts. It is beyond comprehension how they can live with themselves. They must be feeling soo guilty by now. But getting their photo and their names and preferably recording all interactions, is really an absolute necessity - they are absolute cunts and honestly, they need to be held accountable, because they have gotten away with basically murder. Also, that day when I was at Parramatta, my passport was stolen, and at around that same time, my birth certificate was stolen out of my flat. So that was 1994, first items that were stolen. (Reported to police, they can’t do anything). I suspect those thefts were related to the types of people I was forcefully encounted with, at Parramatta Centrelink, due to having to wait there for 5 hours. Back then (1995) Centrelink offices were packed, for some reason the staff liked to keep all the unemployed together waiting in lines – total time wasters, infact that seemed to be their main aim, to waste low incomes people’s time. CONDASCENDING CUNTS {I am not excluding the staff from the passport/birth certificate theft, infact more likely to be them. DOG NETWORK who wrought the system}. One time I went there, parked in their carpark out front, (Gunnedah one) while I was in there, someone tampered with my car, so when I returned, it did not start, and those nasty bitches at the counter, refused to allow me to use their phone to call the mechanic or a lift. FUCK I HATE THEM; they seriously need to be shot, especially the ones from Gunnedah in the early 2000’s, {but I have had Australia wide problems at different Centrelink locations since the 90’s. They are all cunts. The people who stalk me constantly are related to Centrelink offices, somehow. Actually, that office moved from its original building OPPOSITE THE POLICE STATION, to this other strange place with a small 3 car park in front of it. I think that is the reason why they moved! so they could fuck up anyone who has a car?? (they did not want the police to see them tampering with my car). I mean, those people at that Centrelink, could be possibly the reason that today, years later, some little stupid bitch, puts water in my fuel tank when I park at IGA. Unbelievable stupidity on behalf of the little people who work for Centrelink. Non thinking government workers. I'm entitled to WHAT I'm entitled to - deal with it you stupid little 3rd born retards. I have very clear memories of the staff at that Gunnedah Centrelink, and it is without question that those staff were pure evil and definitely responsible for the tyrannical Nazi harassment, they should be locked up with the key thrown away. But this was one of those situations, I believe that was addressed after a complaint to local MP, as they moved office again, and got new staff. But I assume that the evilness was not addressed (no incarceration with the key thrown away) which is why I still have problems from them? Seriously, you have to take action with these people, you can't just turn a blind eye. And I want to quickly mention here the total scam Work for The Dole- this is slave labour, there are no ifs and buts about it. If you think it’s your place to tell somebody else what to do with their life, you’re delusional, DELUSIONAL, D-E-L-U-S-I-O-N-A-L. It is not up to you to decide what somebody else does with their life, get a grip you stupid little girl control freak bimbos. (THEY FORCED ME TO SIGN A FORM STATING IF I GOT SICK I WOULD NOT SUE – -guilty as all hell - I did get sick, big time, and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs – that was their sole intention, to get me sick. There was someone stalking me when I lived at Tulcumbah, she was the main one who wanted me to get sick. I do not know who that blonde bimbo was, but I suspect she worked for a politician?? And was the same one who refused my aus study when I was 18. (Those women at Centrelink ought to be extinguished, seriously, total nazis). At the same nursing home (age 34), I got sick, and I have been a changed sickly person ever since, whole upper body and memory weakened especially with the onset of cold weather (I’m talking total flip out when I get cold, i.e. before virus; 1 doona, after virus; 4 doonas). I noticed in the first week a change in my memory, my memory had gone out the window within one week of getting sick from glandular fever I think it was that, it may have also been Epstein virus at same time? Or Pneumonia? Or all 3 -because of the ongoing side-effects from this virus, many years later, I was advised by some smarty-pants, that it's pneumonia. (Some non thinking workers let their kids roam-free there, so playground virus’s too). Why is there no correlation between dementia and viruses? – Btw, the virus does not survive in high temperature climates (In India, it is not the turmeric)– move to Darwin if you have never caught a virus and Dementia or Alzheimer’s runs in your family. I am pretty sure in winter here I can literally feel my head shrinking, and certainly my thinking is slowed in cold temperatures. Oh, one person who had MS, also believes like me, it is triggered from a virus. And Asma/allergies in kids is caused by virus (although pesticides are proving to be a big contender in that blame game). Looking back at this instant, and a few others when I have been sick, I can see the correlation between being treated disrespectfully, and getting sick. One seems to go hand-in-hand with the other. I wrote a whole story about it, somewhere on this blog. BTW, I have just discovered that if you’re on unemployment benefits and that if you have a baby- they will put you on a pension for 7 years, this is an automatic thing, which means that you won’t have to do any reporting. This is why there are so many bastards and stupid bitches that steal from me, because what woman wouldn’t want to put an end to the bullying stalking and harassment that goes on at Centrelink? - and they can do it just by having a baby. So aside from primary school teachers it is Centrelink who perpetuates evil in this world. The Australian Government did not pay my Aus study when I was 18 and entitled, yes, entitled, that’s what we do in this country, to encourage thinkers, because they had heard (there’s that Dog Network again), that I had gone to private school, so assumed that I must be rich, and not entitled to aus study - PATHETIC, how naïve are those stupid bimbo girls that work there. 3/4 of the parents that send their kids to private school, are battlers - the main reason they are sending their kids there is ‘education’ Education is a priority - they pinch and string together their weekly budget so they can send their kids to good schools (everyone’s heard the tales of what goes on in the classrooms of public schools). But those parents are from the same community, work in the same sectors, as those who have kids in public schools, the only difference is ‘education’ is the priority. Obviously, there are some very wealthy kids aswell (this is a democratic country after all, well, meant to be). Anyway when someone is of age – 18, they are entitled to Aus study, regardless of what their parents income is. So I hate to say it, but this is discrimination; prejudice and bias against those, who people think have money -and not necessarily do. A case of rumour has it. Stupid female Centrelink staff. Because, my parents DID NOT have a huge income anyway, Dad worked for the dep of Ag, and mum did not work – I would have been eligible to receive Austudy, but the stupid dog at the counter even refused (she was such a bitch) to give me a form to fill out and apply. So centerlink records show NO REJECTION. Now, at that time, I told my flatmate that Centrelink refused to give it to me, and she would have told her friend (the call girl/David Jones make up girl, plus those 3 guys who hung around – so I believe, all those people suddenly thought I was super rich, as I could not get Austudy, and were involved in the burglary we had at that time, and possibly all the thefts from me – SUCH FUCKING STUPIDIDTY, FROM NOT ONLY CENTELRINK BUT my supposed friends – not that I classify those people as my friends (they are obvious scum thieves), but they were in my life back when I was 19, for a brief 6mnths or so. These thefts have ruined my life. I cannot do anything because of it – such irony, it is Centrelink who has prevented me from working. SURROUNDED BY MORONS. They need to be sued over this - but do you think any Australian lawyer will step forward - as if; those hopeless whipped cowards. And by the way, and this next part was deleted, I have had to rewrite it here again; my friend at Tafe, in the 2-year Associate Diploma fashion course, was from Hong Kong, her parents owned a prominent jewellery business in Hong Kong city. Her father and brother lived there still and worked it. Her mother and she had moved to Australia for the point of study, and were living in their own home in Ryde. She received Oz study. And I was not allowed Austudy, even though her family were quite wealthy, certainly wealthier than mine. Obviously that same stupid Centrelink staff who said no to me, saw my friend was Chinese and said ‘yes, you must be poor’ – you can get it. Stupid. The Australian government and Centrelink are an abomination. Burn in hell female bimbo Centrelink dogs. {The problems I mentioned here, don't any anywhere near cover the amount of other problems that I haven't even written about. I can assure you, my accusations are justified.} You can see from the very beginning of my adult life, nothing ever just worked out. And if you read all my blog, you will clearly see it gets much worse. I really hope by ranting and raving about this, it’s made a difference and that some girl who’s just like me with working class parents, who turns up Centrelink at 18, doesn’t get refused, so from the very beginning, she can have a good start to her adult working life. (I have heard, it has, there have been changes, whether thast is true?) Btw – they are still paying for their mistake. Side bar, this assumption of wealth, is also related to people getting overcharged electricity each quarter, same thing, with people (bimbo women) assuming a certain family is wealthy, and so overcharging them. Basically, it is 2 factors that are the bane of my life, and its Centrelink, and the thieves, which for all I know could be the same people. You know Centrelink - you really should not be having this much impact on my life - it is not YOUR LIFE. I would like to add as another little side bar here, because it’s not just girls from Centrelink, some of my friends assumed that my father must’ve been paying for me when I was living in Sydney, and the only thing my father paid for, was when I was studying for 2yrs, was my rent and a $20 per week allowance for food and Course supplies, (plus a new bed, a Futon, which I still have, and love.) Like I mentioned, I wasn’t able to get the badly needed Austudy. (I starved those 2 yrs). After I finished the 2yr Diploma course, I was on my own, no more rent money from dad, I stayed with my aunt for a couple of months, then lucky I got a job and found a unit – with my aunts help. I am guessing she did not want a hungry starved 20yr old hanging around! Although for my birthday that year, in October for my 21st, I requested Dad purchase me an aquarium for my unit at Pendle Hill, which he did! (Probably should’ve asked him for a washing machine, but you know, young girls….) And a couple of years later I asked him if he would go guarantor for my car loan through Nissan finance, which he agreed to, so he didn’t have to pay for anything, but he just had to state for the record if I was unable to make payments he would cover the loan - but of course he did not have to do that, I am a responsible person and always pay my own debts. (Although Nissan finance and CBA totally screwed me with interest rate). Ended up paying $26000 for a $13000 car. Some people have since compared my situation to the phrase “teaching someone to swim by throwing them in the deep end”. Then 30yrs later after both my parents had died, I inherited money from the sale of Dads house in Gunnedah, minus a few depts and fees, then divided by 4 (4 kids). I then just sat back and watched everyone steal it from me anyway, - you know there’s nothing I can do when people are overcharging me. And later if I needed to sell something, buyers would only pay like $2 for a $1000 object. Where were all these 2nd hand items when I needed to make purchases? – I frequently had to buy a brand-new. (Except at the Gunnedah Tip Shop – thankyou thankyou) but really, life is a series of years of being totally screwed. Fuck you all. You know that expression “save the women and children” – well, not me, they are the worst! Maybe it’s just been my life where nothing ever works out, I’m not sure. It worked out for my parents, except they both died young (I personally believe they died young because they liked to think of everyone in society as “good”, they refused to believe about evil wicked ways of people – they just wanted to be ‘positive’ all the time). This is ultimately NOT HEALTHY. I’m writing about it in the hopes to make people aware of the problems vulnerable people go through. BTW, I want to mention, the fact I went away to school, also stopped me from getting a job in the local community, at the Coop, they gave preference to candidates from the local High School - that business went broke a few years later. Private / Public, it’s a definite ‘thing’. As far as I was concerned, I went to school, and I was punished for going to school. I just thought of something that worked out - when I moved to Rangari, that first year I planted dozens of trees / shrubs / fruit trees/veges, and that year and the following year, we had massive floods all throughout Australia and basically, I didn’t have to water any of my plants for that couple of years, which was absolutely brilliant, and a total godsend - it was like I was meant to be there, and I was finally on track in life. Unfortunately, 10 yrs later, once again in my life, an interfering bully ruins my life - the property sold, and straight away I was asked to leave. Life snatched away. Money snatched away. Good health and food snatched away. My hometown snatched away. I was ‘Cast out’ of my life. This country is run by bullies and is just full of bullies. I’ve done a lot of complaining about certain situations to Centrelink, occasionally I feel my complaints are addressed, but not if I complain to centerlink – they just ignore me. But my complaints to my local mp, gets addressed: they did change the reporting format -instead of going to Centrelink now, jobseekers are made to go to jobs providers, but still the whole process is a power tripping exercise for employees of Centrelink, it is run by women who know how to wrought the system, on one occasion I had my $800 bonus stolen from them. {Incidentally since everybody else in Australia received that bonus of $800, including dad - dad purchased a $800 new LED big screen TV with it. And it wasn’t shortly after that, when he died, and I inherited his big $800 TV. I thought how ironic, the government trying to screw me out of the $800, and ended up with it anyway! But, it was a few years later, when I was relocating, yet again, and the TV was out on the Veranda for a couple of weeks, until I found a good spot for it, and in that couple of weeks somebody vandalised and broke it. I suspect it has something to do with jealousy, because it was a huge TV, and here I was, very poor, yet I had this big TV, it incensed somebody enough to literally break it.} Someone later told me, it was not Centrelink who stole the $800, but the bank, CBA; just did not put it in my account, and that’s why Bonus’s now, are given in the form of electricity rebates. Hoorays for labour. It is my experience that unemployed people are not the threat to this country by any means, it is the well-connected, well-paid bully staff there that have no respect for any of the people on welfare and treat them in most cases worse than criminals, it is them that are a threat to the democracy of this country, it is them who enforce oppression, which, by the way, is still huge today- it’s not just something that happened in the last century. Why they employ ‘dog personalities’ is beyond my comprehension -a dog will chase its pray until it is dead, they are not people that are fit to work anywhere, let alone at Centrelink where there are many vulnerable people. Also, Centrelink and government staff would have NO IDEA about the kind of issues I personally have to deal with – they are clueless of reality. CLUELESS. One thing I’ve noticed that Centrelink staff (or jobs providers) do, and actually this is not restricted to Centrelink department; I find a lot of government departments do this, but well I will stick to my personal experience with Centrelink here; in the past I have had to do various activities or workshops or meetings, something for Centrelink, always with the nazi threat “if you do not attend your payments will be cut”. (And they have cut it numerous times, without reason, I have had to FIGHT them, to get want I am entitled to. CUNTS). So, with those situations that I have to attend, or spend time doing, I never get paid - Major strong feelings of their wasting vast amounts of my time, getting me to run through RIDICULOUS HOOPS. But what mainly annoys me, and is the motivation of these people, all of them involved are getting paid a big salary. Yet I don’t get paid at all - like these dogs are using me for money, and I have no choice in the matter. It’s like they want unemployed victims, so they can be used to make money, and power trip over, it’s really a very sick cat and mouse game they play. They are sickoes who have mental health problems. BTW, treating unemployed people with such disrespect, is not confined to Centrelink staff. I find the whole of general community of Australia treat unemployed people with such contempt and such hatred, as if the unemployed were serial axe murderers with a deadly contagious skin disease that they might catch if they show any respect towards them. The cluelessness and such willingness to jump on a hateful bandwagon is done with such a clear intention, it’s like they enjoy hating so much, and the desire to have a common enemy is so overwhelming for them, that they totally ignore common sense, it is shameful, I am embarrassed for them. I believe this attitude is mostly perpetuated because there are so many multiple child families in this country, and it's a 3rd born, 4th born etc thing. 3rd borns, especially female ones who have difficulties applying commonsense, always think that somebody else has it better than and they are missing out. So for them, they feel if they didn't have to work, their life would be better, so then seeing an unemployed person, its automatic envy - they're completely stupid, and everyone should start NOT having more than 2 kids. Honestly, it couldn't be any more clearer in my mind, that any more than 2 is absurd. Btw, on the pie chart, the amount of money the gov spends on unemployment is a teeny tiny fraction compared to ALL other sectors. ALL! And I think that mentality reaches out to all working Australians too, as I've noticed this thing in life, as an old adult now, when I encounter new people, the main aim of each person that I meet, is for them to tell me how hard they work, and that they hardly ever get any breaks, and they hardly make enough money, plus all the costs have gone up!! Pretty much every person and in fact, tells me this. It is their main aim to tell me, and make sure it is clear, that they work harder than anyone else. I think it is some sort of competition? To skyte about who works the hardest! {But I'm fairly certain, I mean, just a sneaking suspicion, in a lot of cases, it's not entirely accurate}, in fact in some cases, it's far from accurate I’m sure. But they fear being victimised like an unemployed person. Fear is their motivation. I have no fear. J You know in Papua New Guinea, that government pays whole communities to do nothing but breed. One man, I saw; 2 wives, 8 kids and no job! One woman; 25 grandchildren, no jobs in the remote area at all!! They don’t have to answer to any stupid power tripping Centrelink cunt. “Attend your appointment! Work for no money!” As if – it’s their culture!! {Maybe the Papua New Guinea government should explain to them about condoms. Maybe there should be free condoms sent out to all communities. Such financial costs, due to not wanting to talk about sex and condoms!!} J Well, the Australian people ought to be grateful I don’t have any kids! I noticed there are certain individuals who work in Centrelink that do not want people on unemployment benefits to work part time, one day or two days a week. Because that money is allowed by Centrelink rules, there’s a certain amount of money you can earn before your deductions get cut off or reduced. And so, there’s people who work at Centrelink, who don’t want people working to receive any extra income. (Defying their own rules). Those particular staff members want unemployed people to be working without pay only. Their attitude is disgusting and some of them go to great lengths to get recipients fired, or they sabotage them in some way, so that they don’t receive any additional income other than the Centrelink benefit. I’ve had female staff members from Centrelink follow me across town, and stalk me online -they are disgusting, not to mention stupid. They want people on unemployment benefit (which btw is $327 less than the Pension/ Disability Pension per fortnight, to only receive THAT amount, and no more) I believe these bimbos who follow me around and have sabotaged my eBay account so I cannot work my part time business there? They are absolutely tyrannical. My uncle thinks it is lack of money that motivates the fury in my blog, I really never thought about it, I shall think about it now; and actually, not having money is NOT the issue for the motivation of this blog. I left the workplace due to bullying, and it was my decision that I would be better off being poor, then to have to put up with the revolting female dogs. It was an obvious choice, it was definitely not difficult to make, it was an obvious right choice. No other path to tread. Back then, I don’t even think it was learning the ‘understanding of how the world works,’ and seeing how pretty much unfair and injust it is, even contributed to my decision. It was purely about the bullying. So now, it is the stealing of petty items with little monetary value, and the torment via harassment/stalking, that I receive out in public, the sign people, that is the root cause of the fury in this blog. (Musicians – fuck them). But, since I have been on low income for many years now, I realise it probably is something I SHOULD BE complaining about! If I look up the pension and pension disability rates - it’s extremely difficult living on $327 less than the typical pension. I mean how many times do you hear pensioners complaining about how little money they have? (a lot). Compared to my income, a pensioner is rich! Plus, I know 2 women slightly older than me by a couple of years or so, who both receive disability pension, and they have nothing wrong with them. Considering how much they use me and my moral compass – it is blatant theft! I guess I just don’t have a complainers DNA, and I guess it goes along the same lines as a fighter - a fighter would be complaining a lot about the lack of money I have to survive on. So, I’ll just put it quietly here now. I’m complaining. {This lack of complainers DNA, has totally changed since I was forced to relocate 8 times in 7 years, and have lost of my horticultural items that I purchased with dads house sale}. Theres nothing stopping me, I complain; but they try to stop me. Emily Ban-man. Would having more money put an end to the theft? Would having more money in the past enabled no thefts at all? and no harassment at all? can’t say for certain but I pretty much doubt it - because I don’t feel the theft is about the monetary value, it’s about tormenting me. The same way a stupid little third born would torment it’s older sibling. The people who steal from me, must be third borns, that haven’t grown up. (Stop breeding you stupid selfish mothers.) When are women going to stop having more than two kids?? Maybe a change of address would have helped, but I know the thieves who steal from me travel, it is easy for them, they are rich, they continue to steal from me up her in QLD, just as easy as on the remote farm at Rangari. Perhaps more money for security would help, more Wi-Fi cameras, security guards….talk about a bother. But, no, not the main fury, I think perhaps, the main fury is the thefts, harassment, and general disrespect, and being made to feel like a victim. About the disrespect issue, as I know that there are people who are disrespectful if they just see someone as unemployed, thinking them as hopeless lazy losers, but I can assure you I’ve done monumental good things for this country, that most people will never know. I mentioned before don’t judge a book by its cover, I’ll say it again, don’t judge a book by its cover. When those people die, they will be able to look back on their life, and see, what fucking idiots they were. (hopefully!) I want to quickly mention the Jobs providers, in my case at least, on one occasion, they put in people from my past, not real acquaintances, but bullies from my past in one way or another. (Fakers, not helpful people who will be able to find jobs for others. Unkind people). Also, it is pensioners that take up the largest piece of that pie when it comes to tax payers money. Plus, there are many government departments who have workers receiving salaries, and they do absolutely ‘muckall’, all day long. I’ve had some people tell me that their whole entire department has been bogus, they all just turn up, then take-home pay-packets for doing nothing. And because those people have families/kids, and are in need of an income coming in, no one really does anything about it. Apparently, it has been going on since the 50’s. So, if anyone should complain about someone who is unemployed and receiving the very lowest of low incomes, just remember all those people on salaries that do muck all, all day long, and take home upwards of $80,000/yr. I just saw a story on ABC news; Jeff Hunt suspended with pay for 2 years while he was investigated for recruitment misconduct, at a Sydney College. He was found guilty and resigned. So, he was paid for 2 years on a higher education salary, for doing nothing, paid for 2 years for doing nothing. Nothing! Excuse me government, but I would like to be paid a high salary for doing nothing too, fairs fair. I think a quick mention here, for unseen work that I do. I do visibly sell my seeds/designs and plod along with the work I do, it just does not pay enough – someone has to do it, and I have been elected. But there are people who work for the government who use me and my knowledge, my observations, and my skills. I can see my contributions reaching far across Australia, and nobody at the government pays me for those attributes. The greedy blonde dogs – steal everything. I will further put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink cunts - I firmly believe there is some short blonde girl and others, responsible for forcing upon me, the whole scam slave labour ‘work for the doll’ program at the nursing home, because she knew if I was put in a nursing home I would get sick, because she believes that low income people get sick and high income people are healthy (she is fully mentally retarded in the head), so, infact I was extremely healthy, I’ve never been sick, I don’t get sick, I’m not a sickly person - both my parents were never sick throughout the whole lives (except as I’ve mentioned, mum had gallstones). So the fact that I was really healthy AND low income, really pissed her off. I mean unhealthily so, like a psycho. So Centrelink jobs provider got paperwork and said if I did not sign this, my payment would be cut (the form stated if I got sick, I would not sue Centrelink) – total nazis (burn in hell), the girl who gave me that paperwork was not a short blonde girl, she was some girl I’ve never seen before with big hair (just like that Chyro in that Seinfeld episode! – the old fashioned haircut!)- she was another female who is part of the dog network who try to sabotage me, she is guilty, just like that other short blonde, there’s quite a few of them that that work in cahoots to arrange this, so I would get sick and my life would be cut short, it was a calculated plan to save pensions. Most people are not aware that such goings on occur – most people are completely naïve. Those girls are truly evil. I have to kind of spend a few paragraphs explaining this whole sickness thing, but if you just keep ‘deliberate’ sickness in your mind, and then see all the other things that I’ve mentioned about swapping high class items over for low class - it’s a very clear pattern that is forming, clearly showing deliberate persecution and sabotage in Australia. It is most definitely driven by stupid little girls. It is not just the way life has worked out. I have a update on the Centrelink nazis; They have advised me yesterday that I can get a medical certificate which means that I don’t have to run through hoops for a jobs providers, meaning I don’t have to do their appointments and whatever else they want. So, they have done this, so that they don’t have to give me Disability Payment which is $330 more than my current income, so even though they have acknowledged my medical conditions (albeit asking me and my Dr to fill out incorrect form first (see – and pay an additional $150 at podiatrists – see their tactics, that’s what they do HOOPS whenever they can)) if you receive that medical certificate for 3 yrs, then, according to their own rules I would be entitled to disability. But they have come up with this loop hole, or changed rules, to get out of paying me that additional $330 more. So, I cannot work, and still unable to pay medical treatments. This is just another area in my life where I’m being victimised, and another area that I’m going to be pissed off about. They are true thieving cunts and I hope they burn in hell; my jobs provider is also to blame, who it was prob her that manipulated that Dr into lying about a fake breast tumour? And out of nowhere, a jobs provider called me, male, for once, and started harassing me for no reason, and cut my pay for no reason. But then on telly, they kept putting images of these two people, a couple that I encountered briefly when I was 17, from Sydney, showing them holidaying all over the world, and I don't know if it's them or someone that just looks like them; but the guy who called me and verbally harassed me on the phone, well it sounded like that guy? Their names were Christina, and, actually, I don't even know her boyfriend’s name - they could be married by now, Christina's surname was Alan. I don't know what they have to do with the price of eggs in China; but clearly more people who need to be told to fuck off? FUCK OFF. More hoops to get money switched back on. And then switched off again, to reset the “3 years”, that they ignore anyway. I just realised I’ve written all of this, and have not mentioned the phone calls; Monumental problems extend to phone calls; if I have ever needed to phone Centrelink over the years, OMG, pure vileness in their disgusting rude Nazi behaviour. Nor have I mentioned the “ungratefulness” of thieving government workers of intellectual property rights. Basically, a total abuse of power seems to be the common thing in Australia amongst not only government workers but the private sector too (little Nazis. WE AREA DEMOCRATIC COUNTRY) Some governments create armies to defend its country, the Australian government create dog armies to fight against its own people – cockaninnies. (I am not really a political person; I only occasionally ever watch the news due to all the furphies). Speaking of fake news, I noticed back in 2015 or so, if the movie industry was abuzz with their current movie inprogress, then the news people catch a hold of the story line, and then create a fake news, about that same storyline. This comes down to laziness – you have to get “out there” and find real stories! Now, I do not claim to be have special unique gifts that allow me to detect a lie, but as one gets older, things are way more easy to see, and one is usually less gullible. One morning watching the news, around the same time, there had just been an explosion in the street, in America, but then suddenly out of nowhere, there happened to be at least 200 people all wearing identical Fluro yellow shirts – now, I know, women can be organized, but there is not a chance in hell that within 10 minutes of a street explosion there suddenly would be 200 people standing by ready to provide support all wearing the same new coloured uniform. Fake news. The motivation here would have been employment for those 200+ people, just the same as employment for the fake news in regards to all those single mothers at the old Limbri school. The tv industry has so much money they don’t know what to do with it. Fake news, but still at the general public’s expense; it’s a disgrace – lying, deceitful perpetrators of evil. {There are heaps more, but I will not list them all} One more thing, I don’t know if it’s just me, or if anyone else experiences this but when I call any business, big business especially; the call centre person seems to always just want to muck me about, like put me on hold for 1 ½ hrs, or say one thing, then the next time you call, say the exact opposite, so lie and evade the initial query (honestly, some girls really appear retarded). In my younger years I used to listen to a song writer, Ani Difranco, her words to one song seem to resonate whenever I get off the phone from some such business ”Make them pay”. So, as I get older and more assertive, I realize I can actually do something about it and with the help of certain consumer departments here in Australia, I have done just that: Telstra $2500 x 3, CBA $300, AGL $200, Coles $155, and I’m only just warming up. (Girls at Harvey Norman, your next) (Guess what, you cannot use me for your personal power tripping, having a bad day? DON’T TAKE IT OUT ON ME) Lately I have noticed if each staff member has a mandatory survey at the end of the call, where the caller can leave feedback, then the call centre girl or boy usually goes out of their way to be nice and respectful, and solve the inquiry. So, I think all companies should do this. Save the planet and get a Bidet!! So here is a good spot to reiterate, how writing this blog has stopped completely or reduced whatever the torment has been. So, it’s been so nice not having so much harassment from girls in the neighbourhood at Gin Gin, although they still do it, in their way. In fact, I hardly go anywhere, I do most of my shopping online. I used to regularly go to the post office as a part of my business, but I use couriers now. When I went to the post office, I was having problems with them aswell, and when I started wearing a body cam and posting online, that problem stopped too, although they later banned me and called the police to my place with a written letter stating I would be arrested for trespassing if I ever attended the local post office again; how nazi putrid are they? {I explain later about that}. Anyway, this blog, truly the best thing I’ve ever done. You know, I’ve had people steal from me or harass me in some way, sometimes, I know who they are, and I write about it. Later that person will go out of their way to be overly nice, or maybe buy a packet of one of my native seeds for $3.70. – But then expect me to remove what I had written previously - well that’s not how it works, human nature does not work like that. Example; two people standing side-by-side, one person takes a baton and dongs the other over the head, and then they turn around to the person and say “oh sorry”. It’s like the person who donged them, now expects the other person to forgive them, and not grab the baton and dong them back. Maybe this attitude of attack/apologize/forgive, stems from childhood where siblings fight, and mother says “go and apologise to your brother (or sister), and so, then you can all get back to playing nice”. In my opinion this is bad parenting, the mother has to say something along the lines “look how much you’ve hurt your brother. Why don’t you grab the bat back now, and dong him” - I mean just as long as it’s not a baseball bat or something. Then each of them will experience what it feels like to be hurt, it’s a lesson for both, and no one is going to end up being a victim. Plus, the would-be victim, now knows how to stand up for themselves. (Although as an adult I’ve had a lot of people antagonise me just because they want that ‘fight’, and that reaction from me (some people never grow up). It is those people you need to recognise, and ignore, this ignores fact, really annoys them, and they soon tire of you.) Anyway, we don’t have some arrangement where you get to be disrespectful to me and then compensate in some meagre way (I’m afraid $3.70 just doesn’t cut it). I feel like a lot of the women who harass me, do so, aside from their typical power trip reasons, but are actually sexually oppressed, and desperate. And they take out their frustrations on me. So, when you look at it like that, they are kind of wanting to use me as a form of prostitution. I don’t know what the going rate for prostitution is, but I’m pretty sure it’s nowhere near around the $3.70 mark. (For goodness sakes, go and take care of yourself.) I’ve added this next paragraph in here recently, because it seems it’s hard for some people as in a lot of people to understand how someone who doesn’t work full time, and have no kids, isn’t a totally lazy person. I don’t think I would use the word lazy to describe myself at all, actually if you look at my garden you could see the person who has created this garden is not a lazy person. I am a self-driven, motivated person. I feel I have an attitude of ‘get in there and do it, don’t piss about’ whereas a lot of people I have come across, don’t have this at all, infact they tend to have the opposite attitude. Particularly men – men seem to be far lazier than women, and resent having to do any kind of work that isn’t directly related to their pay packet and belly. In fact, so much so I would consider most men lazy. I don’t think I’ve really encountered any men aside from dad, who weren’t lazy, well maybe 1 or 2. But, in fact, it’s a big repulsion, should I see a man who is lazy. I guess you can see their trait, when it comes to gardening, because a lazy person will have a crap garden, if any garden at all. And having a slight frame is no reason or excuse to be lazy and consider yourself a weakling. I have always had a slight petite frame, but my strength is greater than most of my peers. I had wiry strength. I think this is attributed to having a low-fat diet as a child and doing regular exercise, and generally being active, as well as not ever being sick, or coming into contact with the flu and flu viruses like pneumonia. And I’ve definitely noticed as I’ve worked hard, my body has somewhat grown, so instead of having pathetic pencil arms, I now have kind of normal arms; they have increased in their size and strength, albeit, now fairly tendinitisy. So that would be the same with a man who of who is a slight build, you know all you have to do is eat properly, regularly exercise your muscles, and over the years you will develop into a good-sized adult, who is capable of vast amounts of strength. Having said that I’m a huge fan of doing things the easiest way possible, don’t be deterred not to take shortcuts just because someone might think that you’re lazy; if there’s a good shortcut, take it. I have found when it has come to health problems, as a result of over use, none of the health professionals took me seriously at all and couldn’t even fathom the fact that I would have these extreme injuries as a result of being overworked, as I did not have an employer. Stiff Joints; At age 47 now, I have quite some difficulty with stiff joints, aches and pains, especially with the onset of cold weather or rain. I have come to the conclusion that it hasn’t just been the hard strenuous work that I’ve done around the farm at Rangari, it’s also a result from as a kid, I spent at least a third if not two thirds of my life in the pool. If I recall, I wouldn’t care if I was cold, I just keep swimming and playing, I loved it, you couldn’t get me out of the pool - if there was a pool, I was in it. Not to mention all the swimming training, hours and hours of it. I think using those young girly bones so much, without much muscle development (I was very skinny) may have been an issue (I think, I am not entirely sure, I mean is it possible to lift your arm up just with the strength of your bones, and no muscle?) but I think it was a little bit of a problem, it would have been better if I had better muscle development to exercise with. I’m paying the price for it now. So ideally, in retrospect, I think, if I had kids, I wouldn’t let them go swimming unless the pool is heated year-round, so I know that the temperature would always be maintained not to go below 26°C. I figure that temperature, they can probably stay in as long as they want. All these Little things I realise when I’m older, things that you have to know and do, to provide the best life possible for your kids – the additional money you will need. And not only for that, but things like money for extra tuition for any subjects they lag behind in, sports or hobby interests, or empowerment activity holidays, I mean I don’t think there’s any point in having kids unless you’re super rich. Dr Birdy told me the reason I didn't have any back problems my whole 20s 30s and 40s was because of swimming, in cold water, as a child. But since I developed the kind of ‘allergy’ to cold now, and don't have a pool any more, my fascia from the scoliosis is rearing it's ugly head. (If I still had my lap pool, I would’ve purchased a drysuit by now! 😁 Good spot for this next story; I became friends with a Chinese immigrant when I was 18 at Fashion Tafe, she told me one day, as she and another friend were having a lunch at my place, that she couldn’t swim. I was a little horrified at this statement, and in quite some shock (what on earth did she do her whole childhood?) pretty much straight away, I said “I can teach you if you would like” I really meant it, wasn’t just one of those ‘offhand’ comments or offers that I find a lot of people make on spur of the moment. Because, I mean, how on earth can you go through your life without swimming? - totally missing out as far as I’m concerned. However, she didn’t know what to say and my other friend chimed in, and said “her husband will teach her”. I realised that both of them were frightened that I should teach her to swim. Idiots. This was most definitely discrimination, even though there was no need for it. I’m not sure really what hope there is, if you’re discriminated against by your new friends. I guess, little did she know that she would have been in very capable hands, I was senior girl champion at swimming, back in primary school, with my name on a huge trophy and all!! Maybe she thought I was too ‘fast’ for her, she was a quite type of person, and you should have seen me on those Industrial sewing machines at Tafe, speed queen, I was dam fast! I did have the privilege a few years later to teach a little two-year-old not to be afraid of the water - I remember when I was young, I had a tremendous fear of the water (for some strange Spielberg jaws reason) I was thinking of teaching how to swim at the local Gunnedah pool later on as well, but the dogs did signs that they already had someone to do that - typical of the dogs, not wanting any competition over their existing friends jobs - and infact the most typical way companies go bust, not for lack of work, but bitchy criminal girls sabotaging due to injust rivalry, and ensuring no competition. They have no morals. - they don't teach you that at school. So to reiterate: I have women who steal from me, 100’s of small items. It's way more than nuisance at this point, it's like a total psychological declaration of war on me. their main aim is to cause psychological damage - utter evil women. They are really trying to oppress, and change me into being angry and crazy. Some particular thefts are taken if it is particularly good, like an expensive brand. And, I have put it together now, this is not because the stupid little bimbo who took it actually wanted it, she wants to “teach me a lesson” stating you're poor, so you shouldn't be buying good things like this. for example, if I buy the really good quality Band-Aids that don't fall off, she steals half the packet. It's the same person that stole my good silk cotton shirt. It's the same person who stole steals any particularly good foods that I have, like organic or if I make myself a good meal and there's some leftover, she'll steal some. It's a total punishment thing on her behalf - she's fully sick and has a major mental health problem. PLUS I AM NOT EVEN IN ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP WITH HER OR ANYONE. I can't believe after all my complaining, reports to the police, and online photos - nobody does anything about this stupid dog who steals from me. How much screaming do I have to do? 13. Special spot for Dysfunctional so called 'health professionals’ story Local doctor in Gunnedah looking for the ‘squirm’ response on 11yr old. (1984) (this is worth talking about with your child - if someone pinches you, get angry. There are adults out there looking for kids that won’t get angry, for future prey, there is a network. Still a problem today, as it was yrs ago) Melbourne hospital breast mammogram – the female technician squished and pinched boob into machine, leaving it bruised. (2005) (Melbourne hospital = stupid bitches) Melbourne male doctor excessively (I mean really excessively) squeezing boob whilst removing cyst. (He also had a HUGE clear glass window in his operating room, for all the neighbours to see (2005) Gunnedah anaesthetist stabbed my vein whilst muttering profanity at me (leaving slight lump and pain) (Anne, zombie) (2016) Gunnedah dentist and assistant in cahoots to deliberately cause pain with wrong drill / 3 injections in wrong spot/ ongoing extreme pain and redo of work done needed. (Dr Sadik and ass. Larrisa, Gina Burn from NEGS {apparently, she was copying Charlotte Powell) 2017 There is a female doctor at the Gunnedah Rural Health centre that is deliberately kept awake at night, so she will be ‘zombie like’ the following day, then can be easily manipulated with diagnosis and prescriptions. Powers that be. (They closed it down) Also, waking someone up with repeated sounds means they will wake up without remembering their dreams. This is a problem done deliberate. Don't get me started on all the problems I have had with bimbo receptionists. I have NO problems naming names, from now on I wear body cam for all appointments, and I write down full name before appointment. It would probably help if I was accompanied for each appointment, that includes when I speak to receptionists, but I have noted recently, they are way more passive aggressive. I have a collection of bully receptionists on a Shared Google Photos account. (As soon as I put up 1 photo, I have had no more problems - but I wished I had started taking photos of them yrs ago, some have been DISGUSTING, and need naming and shaming for all eternity. Give me a chance to sue and I will, no bluffing here (although in Australia it is near impossible to sue against sadistic doctors as I have discovered -unless you end up a paraplegic or some such seriousness – but I will be making complaints to the appropriate bodies and using social media – I have had enough, no more deliberate pain you (health professionals who lack Common Sense) {plus, I have not met one man that has not been into that sort of thing – so stop picking on single women, making them into victims, and go find someone that is actually into it, –there’re a dime a dozen). Also, health professional is just like confused school principals who use pain to ‘try’ to discipline. – just my personal experience. (Mr Cone 1980, Limbri Public school, was it Graham Cone? who knows, I was only 5) there were others too, probably still are, as it is a taboo subject. Gotta talks about it, otherwise it will continue to happen. {I don’t think I have encounted 1 male Doctor who has been looking for someone to inflict pain on – WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL, no woman wants a man who inflicts pain on her, your stupid twits. (Since I wrote this, I had 1 women come forward stating she wouldn’t mind, But no woman, ).} I blame hopeless parents and teachers for the desire. 14. Infact, I will put here List of Doctor experiences in Australia 1995-2020 List of Doctor experiences in Australia 1995-2023 I’m 47 years old and inevitably I’ve had to visit the doctor on a few occasions (not too often thank goodness) but I really am compelled to write about exactly how hopeless the doctors and the Medicare system in Australia has been, in practice, in theory it’s wonderful but in reality, not. I recall my first experience (not Medicare related, but worth mentioning) was a visit to an ‘alternative’ medicine guy, Feldenkrais guy, or was it Alexander technique, or something else I think, a new one, it was new and experimental, I recall reading about it, and thinking that’s sounds good for my slight back pain (it was a total scam, not saying those 2 methods are a scam, but this guy was, and in retrospect it was probably something I read that was deliberately placed infront of me, as those desperate women know they could entice me into wasting my money. (Could be Charlotte Powell‘s family? Or maybe that family has dogs who help them; I’ve mentioned how Google search can be manipulated to hide or show results, I’m thinking it’s the same kind of thing, somebody put that article there so I would see it and waste my money) It was a hoity-toity pervert guy in a hoity-toity neighbourhood in Sydney, can’t quite remember the details, long time ago now) Young girls from private schools are Prey. When I was a nanny, (working for a liberal Politician in Sydney), the little girl kicked me in the boob, as a result I developed a huge cyst and have had them since, from time to time. I find it especially related to female bullying, whenever I am attacked by women, (Melbourne real-estate rental girl dogs) I seem to get lumps in my breast (?) So, at the time it was a bit of a kerfuffle with the doctor’s office, with a bimbo receptionist, but eventually I saw a doctor, and had it removed, it was syringed out. I believe it was a bulk billing clinic so I did not have to pay and the doctor, who was very proficient and professional. But, since then, that bimbo receptionist has followed me around and she’s harassed me, at I would say, every single doctor’s appointment I have tried to make since, (until I started wearing bodycam), and so she has stalked me up to Gunnedah, and has worked there at the reception, either she’s been put there by the dogs, so someone has like literally gone and got her and put her there, (a common thing) or she has somehow fanangled her way in, purely to harass me -I’m not kidding, this person is my own “personal bimbo stalking receptionist”. I had to start taking my camera when I go to the doctors, so she has disappeared (she is a coward, typical bully) -too bad I didn’t get her photo, because heck, she needs to be named and shamed big time. She was tallish and blonde with a pulled back piggy tail or bun, that is all I remember. I think I should mention here quickly, the monumental problems I’ve had with making appointments. I’m not sure whether this is all because of that stalking Bimbo blonde receptionist from Chatswood, but it seems that most receptions that I’ve had to deal with in Gunnedah, just make getting an appointment really difficult, as in, I was unable to make an appointment in advance, in fact what they wanted me to do was phone up at 8 o’clock in the morning when they open, to see if there’s anything available for the day, I found this really unacceptable, especially as I lived out of town and whenever I made a big trip into town it was a big deal, I usually had many things I had to do, I couldn’t just drive in willy-nilly for a Doctor’s appointment, so in the end I ended up having to go to the emergency unit at the hospital, any time I needed to see a doctor, because the bimbo receptionist refused to take an appointment for me and always said 'there’s nothing available today'. (Drs at emergency are pretty hopeless, they only take you seriously if it is a life-or-death emergency, they all want DRAMA, like on TV – most of them in Gunnedah anyway). I want to repeat that, as it is MONUMENTALLY stupid; The reason I have to see Doctor at the hospitals, was because when I tried to make an appointment at the local Doctors, the reception dogs always say - NO, there are no appointments left today, (they always said this, every time in Gunnedah) and as they do NOT take appointments in advance, for some STUPID reason, I had to go to the emergency section at the Gunnedah Hospital (I know the Doctors had appointments available too that day- could you please tell me in writing why those dimwit reception bimbos refuse to give me any doctor’s appointments?) girls, do they have a brain at all? NO – THEY DO NOT. (I did not right this blog until YEARS LATER – in case you’re wondering if this name calling is why. Those girls were unknown to me, and did not know me either. I am a respectful, honest and polite person). I’d like to point out, I didn’t start calling bimbo receptionist “Bimbo receptionists” until I started writing this blog in 2020, and can look back and clearly see the whole picture – STUPID RECEPTIONISTs. - I was always respectful, still am. So, the receptionists had no 'fuel' to make things difficult for me- that’s why I think that stupid bimbo from Chatswood was stalking me and manipulating the others (playing sides) not allowing appointments?? (Infact, I write about this in my Dogs who play sides photo story - they were on Facebook (before I was banned for Truth Telling), when I made a post about what happened to me (exactly what happened), I had certain people on FB, follow me from Group to Group, and write up contradictory things in the comments, it was really obvious that they were trying to play sides and contradict me and try to make me look like the bad guy, when infact it was their stupidity and bitchyness (but more bitchyness) that put them in the wrong in the first place (they still do this on any online reviews). And it was probably that stupid blond bimbo receptionists from Chatswood?? if thats her, she is CRAZY and ought to be incarcerated.} So now that I’m old, wise and very experienced, I have no problems writing about the real nature of most Doctor receptionists: “bimbos” they are truly disgusting, stupid and evil little girls, who need someone constantly watching over them so they do their job and make the right moral decisions - they are fucking useless. I have a personal nickname for them Blonde Bimbo Nazis, also known as the Bimbo Dominatrix – I did do a whole other story about that - but it was stolen, with the word ‘nazi’ - being one of the most all-time offensive word in the world. So instead, I wrote The Bimbo Dominatrix on p9. Its related, and I have never my whole life thought blondes any more stupid than brunettes, but now, after reflecting on this receptionist, I have changed my mind, they are stupid, but they want everyone else, not to acknowledge this fact – they try to cover up this fact – they want it kept a secret! (New location in QLD, same problem, even though there are at least 50 registered and working Doctors here, when the population is 500. So, plenty of doctors – just stupid receptionists.) Also, I know that trying to control and manipulate someone else in bully style, just for fun, is not only morally wrong, but is unhealthy, it’s like eating a bowl of sugar – just disgusting, and will, most likely kill you one day. Plus, I also realized, it is those women in this health area, who call, ‘bad acquaintances”, men, bad men, thieves, who then come down to the clinic and stalk me: so, it was the girls intangible plan (I suspect related to free health care (bulk billing) – NOT ACTUALLY FREE, the same thing that has happened to me quite frequently when I visited the doctors. Happens all the time. 100’s of thefts. My latest doctors clinic is in a mall, which is a little odd. I think it would be greatly beneficial if doctors clinic had a special area onto themselves, with its own car park. I feel like those people that stalk me are territorial dogs? BTW, I got medical records sent up from that (now closed clinic) in Gunnedah, (that indicates how bad they were) and the name on one of the Dr reports (done by the receptionist!) was Lisa Sutherland – hopeless, SHE REFUSED to give me an appointment, because of her I had to go to the emergency hospital for all my appointments – Lisa Sutherland – you stupid stalking blonde twit – FUCK OFF. That clinic has closed permanently – this is the main reason – stupid lying thieving stalking bimbo receptionists. This was the same clinic that employ female Doctors who are manipulated by certain people for manipulated diagnosis and prescriptions, (the Dr kept awake at night, so she is ‘zombie’ the next day, and easily manipulated.) Infact after I read that whole record, even though the receptionist wrote it, the lying and bullshit that goes on is disgraceful and I now put Doctors right up there next to Lawyers in their disgraceful moral-less antagonistic tactics too. (Antagonism is the alcoholics disease - you are giving yourselves away). So, in Melbourne, which was revolting by the way, there are so many young female bimbos in Melbourne, it’s pathetic. I got more cysts in my boob, and there were huge problems at Melbourne hospital, the staff were so mean and bitchy, the woman who did my boob scan, caused so much pain and bruising on my boob, I probably developed another couple of cysts purely from that visit, and basically, they refused to do anything about it, so they didn’t charge for not doing anything, and they didn’t charge for the painful bruising scan. (They did not pay for it either) So, I had to go to a private Doctor -who was a total pervert male, who just wanted to look at my boobs, and who couldn’t do it anyway, as it needed to be syringed (some Doctors can syringe, most can’t – if you can’t, you are not worth your weight as a doctor, as far as I am concerned). So I went to this other Doctor, who could do it, but he again was another perv, he had this huge glass window, overlooking a park and houses/business that could most likely see straight in, he insist I lie in front of it, topless naked, made me feel very uncomfortable plus he squashed my boob and it was under the pretence that he was stopping the blood after he removed the syringe, but I don’t think so, it was extremely painful, he was pressing as hard as he could without leaving a bruise, and it lasted for at least five minutes, total perv (it later bruised). He charged $70. I strongly advise taking a friend or spouse into the doctors, every doctor visit, if you’re a young woman, or of course a child. If you don’t have any friends or not in a relationship, I would go so far as to say, find someone on Facebook, tell them, you’ll pay them to accompany you. (If you’ve been banned from Facebook, no suggestions, perhaps neighbour?). Then a few years later I slipped my disc, I went to the emergency hospital at Gunnedah, the doctor there was absolutely useless, he didn’t help at all, I later found out he was two days away from retirement, but after my further 20 more years of experience with Doctors, I am still not sure he would have been of any help, had he been in his prime! He gave me some sort of medication which made me vomit all night long every half hour, stupid dog bimbos at that hospital, male and female. It was a Chyro who fixed my back in 2 seconds, in the end, after months of pain and immobility. (Gunnedah chiro charges $40 a pop no Medicare rebate, but actually, I think back now, that Chiro was in Melbourne, as it was the advice of my then flatmate, who I was not too keen on, and in the end, booted him out, but, before, he heard about my sore back and suggested I see a chiro. Now, I am not sure how I found the chiro that I visited in Melbourne, I cannot even recall where it was, or what he looked like, all I remember is he fixed it in 2 minutes, then that was it, fixed, no more visits necessary – he was truly the most competent Chiro I have ever encounted (and more important, not greedy, wanting repeat customers). Reasonable cost, (not like 2022, quote for chiro at Mackay, $300 for first visit – as if) btw, after that Chyro in Melbourne, every time I got a sore back after that I went to the Gunnedah Chyro, Shane Riordon, and later when a Gin Gin Dr asked him of my back problems, Shane Riordon said yes I did go and see him for back problems, “she seems to think that it helps” that those were his exact words! But it was my pool that I invested in at Rangari to strengthen the muscles so the disc would not slip out again, was the definitive ‘fixer’ for my back. I did try to see a physio, but (really true) she (middle age wife) refused to see me because I was not a young good-looking footballer. Gunnedah hospital. {and if I had of ‘laid flat’ at the time my disc slipped, it would have slipped back in, and after 20minutes, I would have been able to get up as if nothing happened instead of go through months of pain – nobody tells you these things.} Monumental incompetence in Gunnedah health workers. I literally could not walk for months, which could have been rectified. Oh, and in that time in Melbourne, when I had a sore back (but was able to move around by then), I seemed to have that same stupid short blonde girl harassing me implying that I actually didn’t have a sore back at all, that I was making it up. Stupid dog. {I believe this is the SAME STUPID CUNT BIMBO DOG, who is still telling people contradictions to what I say, like at the Sarina clinic and Dr pal in Jan 2023. This not acknowledging symptoms maybe there are being manipulated by dogs from the ABC tv? In cahoots! {fuck off you stupid little dog}. And I’m going to write this bit again, because it is missing; it’s about when I was at RMIT, I heard about the other campus on the other side of town, had a Chiro clinic for university students. Anyone could go there for a cheap treatment. (This was before I went to the good one). So off I went to this campus clinic, and OMG, I can’t begin to tell you about the stupidity of the women involved in this clinic - they were all women, and they had literally NO IDEA what they were doing. There is not a chance in hell I would ever see a female chiropractor from that moment on. It was total Stupidity Bimbo Incompetence, absolutely shameful of RMIT producing these stupid silly twits. So, I think the stupid short girl with blonde hair, and possibly Cathy Goldman (stupid dog from NEGS who was obsessed with me), may have sabotaged that appointment? I’m not sure, I just remember it quite well. So bad. Also, when I was in Melbourne attending RMIT, they were introducing new occupational health and safety rules, it was a big thing at the time, mainly because they picked out a Nazi type women to try and enforce all these new rules. It was summer, and I was forced to wear shoes and socks, fully enclosed footwear. And as a result of hot and sweaty feet all day, I developed this big toe nail fungus type problem. 20 years later as I am writing this, it’s still there - fairly persistent! I can briefly fix it by using tea tree oil, but I find it just comes back later, and also once I attended a homeopath for something else, and instead of curing that, she cured my toe fungus - only it did come back later too. So, it doesn’t really cause any problems it just looks like calcium coming through on my big toe nail, in fact I’m not even entirely sure it is a fungus, maybe its homeopath side effect? But I’m content to just leave it as there is no pain or pus. I got a virus at a nursing home, when I was forced to work there from Centrelink (dog bimbos, another story, deliberate sickness, I believe) I had many symptoms after that virus, and I went to the doctor and he actually didn’t believe that I still had all the symptoms, as it was two years later, but anyway he went ahead with my tests and it was confirmed I had glandular fever definitely, and maybe pneumonia, he could diagnose glandular fever because there are antibodies in the blood if you have had Glandular Fever, and I have not had glandular fever before, in fact I’ve never been sick as a child) I would like to mention, when I was talking to Dr Gittoes, about all the symptoms, I told him that I don’t drink or take drugs, and then this ‘doggirl’ barged into the office, (I told you – everywhere I go) and she just kind of stood there laughing at me, it was very odd, and the Dr and I kind of just ignored her, he later told me that one, steals his supply of Asma puffers. It later got me thinking, why did this little dog do that, did she think I was a drug addicted drunk? The bimbo nature of women never ceases to amaze! I don’t drink and I don’t use drugs. I never have aside from when I was 18 and got drunk (I glide) and I tried pot, I didn’t like it. I know this is a hard concept for Australian culture to grasp, but I don’t drink or do drugs. I will tell you one thing though, after my orchard was established, I had an abundance of stone fruit, and I put all of the leftovers in a pot outside, and I noticed that they fermented in the hot sun, so then I thought maybe I might try making some apricot schnapps, because I tried some of this when I was younger with my parents at a fancy restaurant, thought it was quite nice. So, after many trials, I actually gave up on the idea because, you have to buy an expensive Still, but I found if you soak apricots in vodka for a few weeks it was pretty much the same thing, and that’s quite nice having occasionally. Of course, my garden along with my orchard were stolen from me, so I can’t do that anymore anyway (I tried it with some dried apricots, that’s pretty good too) I miss my stone fruit, and curse the dogs who stole it from me. But as I have a damaged throat (hydrochloric acid burn from cleaning), I feel I should no longer have my schnapps, as it may burn more, or leave a ‘bad cell’. I have just relocated, and again, I need to repeat I don’t drink ever, and never really have. There are some nasty evil women who spread rumours I am a drunk (drunk ones themselves) – this is a result of their bitchy behaviour; I was interested in purchasing one of those Electronic Bug & Hidden Camera Detector, as I'm pretty sure someone has put some sort of bug in my kitchen or just outside my kitchen or who knows, maybe they come and go? Because for the past few nights at 3:30 am it goes off, it seems to be able to make strange sounds as well as voice sounds, this is not an uncommon thing that people do as a form of harassment, along the same lines as how some truckdrivers harass people by driving out outside their house 50 million times. I had a look but I couldn't find anything so that's why I wanted one of those electronic bug and hidden camera detectors, only when I looked into it there about $400, so I'm thinking maybe someone's got one that I can lend? - It also makes like a bang click noise, almost like a mouse trap going off, it would be designed specifically to wake people up. Again, deluded (stupid and manipulated) people, thinking they’re helping. Anyway, so, I found this Dr, Dr Gittoes really clueless and uninformed about virus’s and the symptoms - the ongoing symptoms that is, basically the total change in my body that happened after catching this virus, and actually I can’t believe how completely incompetent doctors are when it comes to virus’s. So many different side-effects, and diseases are caused from viruses. (I believe in January 2020, the Australian government caught on to the virus situation, and there were huge worldwide actions in place trying to combat virus.). BTW the receptionist bimbos there, at the Barber Street clinic in Gunnedah, pickpocketed my snacknuts out of my bag when I was standing at the counter, with my Medicare card. That reminds me there was an incident at the Elgin Street clinic in Gunnedah, it was ages ago now, I can’t remember what I was there for, but it was so bad. I think I ended up leaving and not worrying about the issue, it wasn’t worth it. Bimbo receptionist. There’s also a really bad one in Chatswood and one in North Sydney, they’ve both closedowns. (Worth mentioning some ‘prick’ Drs will prescribe the more expensive medication, when the same thing is available on the PBS list) You know it’s really not that hard to do the right thing by people, I find it extraordinary how people‘s main aim is to be rude, disrespectful and discredit someone, and to fight, it is like their priority and first instinct. They are so completely wrong, you’d think their priorities would be to treat the customer with respectful, so they get repeat customers, but no! Australians are the opposite really, of what they should be. The older I get the more I can see how backwards people in this country are. It’s embarrassing. There was an Indian doctor at Gunnedah rural health clinic who I saw about my sore elbow, (btw, this was brought on by ‘knitting furiously’ when the pool guy did not deliver my pool after I had paid for it at the beginning of summer, so all summer long, sitting on the couch, extremely angry with that male chauvinist – John Kozur, and as a result of all that fast paced knitting, I developed ‘over use syndrome’, possibly arthritis, in my elbows, but, it gets worse, at the end of that summer and after 3 tribunal hearings later, when I finally had completed my 25m lap pool, because of elbow problems, I could no longer do freestyle! You can’t imagine how much more furious I was then, but I did manage to come up with a whole heap of other ways to get fit and have fun in the pool, so I didn’t regret building it. I loved it – highly recommend a lap pool for health. I should mention, it was not just the elbow that had a problem I guess, my whole arms seemed to be suffering from “being spent” – not sure if there is a medical term, I did not even speak to the Dr about my sore arms, but I noted some years later, after I had moved from the farm, and had a total break from doing anything too strenuous (no more pool construction or chainsawing or relocation), so like 2 yrs break, then my arms suddenly got better, they were no longer sore. I noted if I did anything more strenuous, like lift a box, or do freestyle in the ocean – the pain would return. I use diluted Pepper oil on them – this worked a treat. I tried to google this arm pain, the only thing I read about was “overuse syndrome” which sounds right, but still not sure that is a medical term – like I don’t think any Dr would sign a medical certificate for Centrelink saying I had “overuse syndrome” ! I recall some years ago, mum said she got RSI, and just from driving around - but it’s not like mum used to hoon around like I see those hoons do, not a heavy driver at all, far from it. And dad had arthritis in his knees, probably elsewhere too. Anyway, this Indian Dr, diagnosed my elbow problem straight away (olecranon bursa – due to repetitive strain), so that was a miracle, plus it was bulk billing, it was only the Bimbo receptionist I had to deal with. (I really can’t explain just how much a problem Bimbo receptionists are) Also I went to him another time re puffy eyes I got from eating Woolworths Corn Beef, but he had no idea, but had me do blood tests- there is a Laverty Pathology in the clinic, Anne, the pathologists, stabbed me with the needle and muttered incoherence (stupid dog Anne WAKE UP) Later I went back to that clinic for a prescription repeat, and saw a female Indian Dr Nadia, (btw, I find this is a TACTIC by receptionists, they do not ‘allow’ me to see SAME Doctor. EVERY Dr’s office has been the same– this is worth mentioning, as it is important to see the same Dr, they get to know you and your history, and they can vouch for you when the dogs try to discredit you, which they do. So, anyway, this Dr Nadia (who I had never seen before, ever), was absolutely hopeless, not only did she fail to give me that repeat, she went off on a tangent (actually it was like she was zombie possessed) and gave me prescription for antidepressants, when I never once told her that I was depressed, in fact it was her that told me that she couldn’t sleep at night, and never has, and she seemed very jealous of my excellent 7hr ‘sleep history’ - I strongly suspect she was actually depressed and she is a messed-up Doctor who shouldn’t be a doctor at all. The bimbo receptionist was there, and I strongly suspect the dogs were there working their evil on this doctor. One of them was laughing at me as I left the building to my car – it was a deliberate fake evil witch type of laugh. Quite a common thing I hear, and often from bimbos on telly too – like there is a deliberate plan of bitches, to try to falsely label me with “mental problems”. That Dr is clueless about that fact, because nobody talks about it- she probably doesn’t even know that mothers can talk to their unborn babies either; they can tell it to be careful of the umbilical cord when it’s time, to not to get it caught around its neck. Just a simple little thought that the mother can have been the difference between life and death (or at least the difference between a C-section and natural way out these days). Given especially this particular situation, I really can’t believe how stupid Sharon Morgan is, and those health professional at Bundaberg, FUCKING MORON BIMBOS, who are clueless about the reality of the situation. I just can’t believe they were “allowed” to forcefully take a completely healthy person, me, and accuse me of being crazy, and lock me up for 'tests' over 7 days, especially when it is such an obvious set up . It’s like times have not changed at all from the Witches of Salem, when jealous bitchy girls accused women who they don’t like of being a witch, so they would be burned at the stake. It is exactly the same, only now, its credibility that is being burnt, as there are MANY people, especially the stupid police, who think anyone who has ever even been to a ‘shrink’, are total liars and ‘can’t see right’. There have been no attempts of any type of apology or admission of guilt , from any of those stupid evil bimbos in Gunnedah or Bundaberg. And female Dr’s – so bloody hopeless. Just say no. Jealousy - such a problem for them. Seeking treatment for a little wart on my hand, I consulted with Nature care college at St Leonard’s Homeopathic college. After taking the advised Homoeopathic medicine by the student physician and supervisor. No change. I contacted the clinic and told them I didn’t work at all, I thought I was polite and respectful, but the big egos at this clinic, I guess the supervisor, Dr Ken instead said I should take a different remedy: Dulcamara 30., which I did, resulting in Hives, Drop Face / Palsy, AND MAJOR Heart palpitations and later a giant Planter Wart on my left foot. (Basically, a mini stroke) I still have the Dropface on my right side today - this clinic is a total scam and should be shut down, actually they should be sued. (The little wart on my hand turned out to be a result of rubbing left over lip balm on my wrist – my bad!). Btw, while I was waiting for the medication to arrive in the mail, (Dulcamara 30.) I happen to watch a show on SBS called Insight, occasionally I watched it; pretty much a forum of people who talk about their experience with certain life issues, it can be interesting. Anyway on this particular day they had a group talking about exactly this homeopathic medication, exactly Dulcamara 30. They showed a few people who had taken it, they said what happens is you get hives. It was like a forewarning for me, and I should've listened to them, because indeed I did get hives. I can't remember if they mentioned the Dropface/ Dropmouth, and heart problems - perhaps if they had of focused more on the heart and the dropface side of things I might have paid attention, but I wasn't really familiar with hives, at that point in my life. Not to undermine what they tried to do here in this situation. Due to the hives, and the fact that little bimbo girls think it's funny to see someone break out in an extreme itchy red rash, I think it was given as ‘revenge’ for saying the other did not work. However, the way homeopathy works, it can bring on the same very symptoms that are trying to be cured - so who knows, maybe they actually saved me from having a stroke? You know, it wouldn't surprise me if it was just a coincidence, and their active nastiness, turned out to have major hidden positive side affects - sometimes life can work like that! Then as my life was going pretty well (despite virus problems which they can’t do anything about anyway, except social distancing. And of course the general thieving and disrespect from the general community I was living in) I am of the firm believe that some jealous evil person, set out to handicapped me, they did it with workboots – a slight hole was placed in the centre of the sole, so if you wear them for 12 months your foot will collapse, it’s called Collapsed Arch, or plantar fasciitis, I was completely unaware of this problem and I thought the pain was just from the prickles and burs from walking around the paddocks in summer with flimsy shoes, also a knitting needle went into my foot, and prune thorn went through my shoe into my foot, amongst other things. At the time it was really weird, as to why I was having so many problems with my left foot. Eventually I went to the Doctor, Dr Gittoes who failed to diagnose the problem, but gave my foot an ultrasound (what the ?) I went another two years waiting for my foot to heal (still unaware and wearing the same boots), in that time I went through a terrible situation in my life, I had to move several times, I had been outcast from my community (for writing about exactly what happens and using real names). And I still didn't even really know at that point that I had a major foot problem caused by my shoes that I was still wearing. So, I also had what I thought was a back problem, and I went to see the doctor at Gin Gin, Dr Abass and he sent me to Bundaberg to have an x-ray, so no diagnosis, but I told him that the Chyro usually helps my back pain, so he put me on a care plan so I could go and see the Chyro. (I'm later updating this and I've since learned, 5 yrs later in 2025, that my back pain which I thought was my back, my spine, was not my spine, it's the fascia from my scoliosis(!) who knew!! I have a c curve, and the fascia has been stretching and contorting my back muscles in a painful way, and suddenly then as I believe it as ‘set off’ because I've had to move so many times on my own doing all the muscle work. So I guess Dr Abass just didn't know about fascia or couldn't see any contortions or twists (?) I know in 2025 I can literally see a huge big twist in my back, but come to think of it, Dr Abass didn't even look at my back. And he didn't even look at my foot either. {Just as a weird sidebar: Whenever I think about this situation, or write about it, update my blog, I have people who do signs saying that “they stole from me”, so I'm not entirely sure what they stole, or who exactly, (must be the dogs), but it must be related to my back? Maybe they stole my back x-ray? or my care plan?? Who knows, but I definitely didn't receive any medical attention in relation to my scoliosis at any point in my life – not until later in 2025 when watching youtube did I even learn about it enough to start stretches, and I still am noy quite sure I have ‘hit the nail on the head’}. So, at my 2nd Chyro visit, (chiropractor, Dr Mohammed) about my sore back (no more pool) while I was there, I thought I should ask him about my foot, he took one quick look and straight away diagnosed it as Collapsed Arch, and said to check my boots, which I did and of course I could see the problem (there was a hole the size of a 20c coin in the left one – deliberate, I suspect, as I heard them wanting to handicap me – I dismissed it at the time) So, I threw them out, finally. I was told it would take 12 months to heal. 12 months has been and gone and I can feel that it’s better than before, not as floppy, but it’s still very painful. I can’t walk still or do any exercise or gardening that I’d like to do, my butt is getting huge and I predict it will take another 12 months to heal fully. By the way this was not a negligent part on my behalf, I mean perhaps after that initial doctors visit I could’ve visited a whole series of other doctors to get a second opinion, but I really believed it was just from those things that I mentioned, and it was slow to heal, anyway because of this ongoing foot problem, and I had written about it on Facebook, - a story called “Could You All Please Prey For My Foot” -I believe there were certain members in the community of Agnes Water/Miriam Vale/Colosseum and Bundaberg (complete stupid bimbo people) who thought it wasn’t healed as I wasn’t looking after myself and I hadn’t been to the doctors, and so I must be crazy. There are Dr/Nurse predators on Facebook who look for ‘victims’ to play their ‘cat and mouse‘ games with. It was an ‘accumulation of thought like this, that contributed to the dogs then locking me up for seven days at Bundaberg Metal Health ward – prison (full on guarded prison), to see if I was ‘crazy’. Curse those people to death and I hope they get cancer and die (what a total bully 101 experience – all those Dr’s and nurses involved are guilty and should be shut down). Apology not accepted. {BTW, I know there are many other people working to expose the Mental Health Industry as an ignorant bully scam, actually, there is a train of thought as to why I was plucked out of thin air to experience what happens to people, so I could ‘dob’ those mental health workers in, so to speak} Okay so after the foot diagnosis there’s a whole heap more problems, they said I could go on a care plan and a care plan basically means that the government will pay for five visits to either a specialists (it’s called Chronic disease management plan ). In theory that’s what’s meant to happen but that’s not what happens at all, both the physio and the Chyro charge an initial fee of $70 / $40, you get $15 back from physio and none from the Chyro, but then in my case the Chyro charged this fee twice (because he’s greedy) and the physio also charged me twice because she said the nurse at Gin Gin hospital, Nurse Annette, who made my care plan, made a mistake (BTW, when I was seeing that nurse at the Gin Gin hospital, I was harassed by at least 4 short female dogs (they’re often short, I call them short and stupid now) who were harassing me from the next room down, they also followed me after I left the hospital and when I was parked outside the nearby hardware shop, they broke into my car and stolen the forms that the nurse had just given me DOGS, this is typical stupid female dog behaviour – most women have no idea how stupid they are) And, again, at that hospital, there is a travelling physio that comes every so often that bulk bills, I was meant to see that one there, part of my care plan, but when I called them, the bimbo girl said they didn’t have any available appointment for 3 months. So, I had to travel to Bundaberg. This is very typical, those dogs favour their friends, and don’t give appointments to women they do not know or like. That girl was just being difficult, I’m certain she would’ve had appointments available, but she was carrying on like a dog; because I really wanted appointment and so she was doing the opposite, so NO, you can’t have one - it’s typical stupid dog behaviour. I can sense it a mile off. Stupid female dogs. WHAT THE HELL? WAKE UP WOMEN, YOU’RE EMBARRASSING. I must mention the first time I saw the Dr there, no problems (wow), although it is really up the nurse and receptionists to decide about my care Plan, the Dr has nothing to do with it except sign the paper work at the end. I am pretty sure it is NOT meant to be this way. Also, later when I tried to make a 2nd appointment with that Dr, again the receptionists said again, no you can’t see him, how about a nice intern? At this point, since I had been ‘abducted’ against my will by the dogs for 7 days, I knew then the importance of having the same Dr. So, I insisted I see that particular once again, first time I had insisted such a thing, they came up with all sorts of excuses, “he is out of the country, he is being detained, he is on holiday, he is on holiday again, we made a mistake with our appointments”, and anyway, 3 mnths it took, but I was finally able to see the same Dr twice! (This is really typical, all receptionists do it, I am never ‘allowed’ to see the same Dr twice - weirdos) And by the way it actually can’t be proved that you have a collapsed arch, you can only visibly see it when it’s at the extreme worst, and your foot’s all floppy, but as it heals, it no longer is so floppy, so you can’t see the pain, unless it is hot, and the inflammation is quite visible (your skin bulges). I saw my foot when it was at the flop stage, flop flop, and boy, I wish I had of videoed it, because I have not actually seen any videos of anything quite similar, when I scoured YouTube, even though there are quite some bad cases of collapsed arch – there are different types of Collapsed Arch. I didn’t see anything that resembled what my foot looked like. And so, because it can’t be proved, aside from the initial siting, which if the doctor didn’t see it, as in my case, then he would be fairly clueless. But going to work every day, would be unbearable – you really cannot walk at all, there has to be no pressure put on that foot, even getting up to go the loo, should be avoided! so it is unbearable having a collapsed arch. Because, what happens, you can walk around with only a little pain, but that activity makes it not heel, and if you keep going, pretty soon, you will see flop flop again, as your foot goes back to square 1. I’m pretty sure if they paid a podiatrist to find out the truth, they could get it if they really tried. So, I feel there’s really no excuses; exemptions should be given for people who have collapsed arch, and a disability pension applied (a disability is more than unemployment) I want to add, my case was pretty bad, and apparently a typical collapsed arch would only take 12 months to heal, but mine has been over 4 years and it still hasn’t healed, and it may be permanent, if you read my photo story about it, you will see why, I did serious damage to it. Plus, I had to move 5 times with a collapsed arch. And, I think there is another particular issue that you can see here: some people have a problem (a ‘problem’ being an understated word) with old people and UNEMPLOYED people receiving FREE medical treatment, (including dentistry) but that’s the way it is. That’s the way the government has decided it should be, it has been this way ever since I started paying attention at age 18, 30yrs ago, and they have set ‘X’ amount of money aside, ready for those people when they’re in need. And btw, most of my medical issues that I have had to go to a Dr about, have been injuries brought on by other people anyway. I believe they’re trying to do something about the attitude towards excluding people for medical treatment, in Australia. EVERYBODY is legible for Medicare rebates and if you have a Health Care Card, ALL medical appointments are FREE if you go to a bulk billing clinic. (Except for physio, Chyro, and massage -which I am trying to campaign them to include in ‘medical world’. The fact that they don’t, especially, include Chyro is ridiculous, in my experience Chyros are much better at perceiving the physical body than a GP doctor. BTW, this attitude adjustment should’ve been brought about 30 years. PLUS, often specialists are required for diagnosis, if a GP can’t do it, and this isn’t even factored in at all. This was the problem about my foot, the GP couldn’t diagnose it, and so it went undiagnosed for 2yrs, and became a major problem, and now is possibly not going to heal ever, just because of the incompetence of the GP. That GP should have immediately referred me to a specialist, and the specialist should’ve been included in my bulk billing appointment. This is a total inadequacy, an adequacy on behalf of the Australian government. IT MIGHT HAVE HEALED BY NOW IF DIAGONIZED AND WORKBOOTS WERE REPLACED. Curse the gov. And so, the government pretends to pay for everything, but in reality, don’t. A physio and Chiro help, but they don’t cure my Plantar fasciitis at all, it’s just a matter of time and immobility, and probably massage from a gentle ‘alternative’ type person would help. I just found out, as I’ve had chronic pain for five years now from this infliction, and I am unable to walk properly or do exercise, I am entitled to disability payment, that’s what it says on the disability Centrelink website. And disability payment is $300/fortnight more than my income now. So, it will be well worth my effort to apply for disability. So, I did, but because of the ways that it was diagnosed; A Chyro - chiropractor diagnosed it, Dr Mohammed - just at the end of a back session, I just said to him would you please take a look at my foot, it’s so sore. He took one look at it and said straightaway, you have got collapsed arch. So finally!! I had some sort of answer, I looked it up, read about it, I looked at my foot properly, and indeed, I could see indeed the arch had fully collapsed, it was all floppy. So, Centrelink refused my disability, because it hadn’t been diagnosed ‘properly’. Apparently, a chiropractor who diagnoses it, isn’t good enough, they don’t believe him, although that chiropractor Dr Mohammed from Bundaberg / Gin Gin, did refuse to put it in writing! So, then I had to go to all the problems of obtaining all my medical records back to 2018 when I went to the doctor about it initially. And it’s so happened as a part of my care plan, I went and saw a podiatrist, Paul Wang because due to all the limping I had to do on my bad foot, my other foot had some pain, pins and needles, and he diagnose that as “toe impingement”, and he could see the planta fasciitis on my left foot. But for some reason Paul Wang won’t put that in writing for me, apparently, he has left the clinic. Although his name is still listed at the podiatrist place in Bundaberg and because I later went to that place “advance foot care” and saw a different podiatrist, a young woman Taylor Tatarelli, who couldn’t see the planta fasciitis, and said the reason I was experiencing pain was because I was walking funny! And she wanted me to pay $600 for an orthopaedic! Plus, Paul Wang didn’t charge me at all, as per the Plan, and I shouldn’t have been charged by Taylor, but she charged $100, so not only are they stealing from me, but possible wrong fully diagnosing my foot! Also, I suspect Paul Wang actually does still work there, but he didn’t want to see me because he knows that I have Collapse Arch, and they didn’t want to put it in writing (all the dogs were there) Later that day I went to the Dr, Dr Dr Enzo from the Moore Park Beach clinic - he could see that my left leg was in dire straits, from walking that day, but instead of letting Centrelink know that I plainly cannot walk on my foot, or my leg swells up, he did nothing – he is an idiot. The woman at the pathology lab says he works incahoots with Dr Abass – so both of them arses. (Dr Abass, when I went to him for proof that I had a Collapsed Arch, he said he couldn’t give it to me.) Yet another clueless GP. I will keep persisting with an appeal. Still denied – Centrelink CUNTS, July 2022 – still cannot walk for longer than 10 minutes and have foot pain. So, I want to further add to that appointment, because that swelling in my left leg and pain particularly around my knee lasted for a couple of days, but what I noticed that the pain extended right up my left side and into my left boob. So, the podiatrist who, just before was poking, prodding, and rubbing the ball of my foot, for what seems like at least 20 minutes in painful manner, also had me traipsing around on her walking electronic measuring pad - she did something to my foot which set something off on my left side. I TOLD YOU I CAN’T WALK ON MY FOOT. Or this is what happens. Dr Enzo had no idea what was wrong with it – NONE. I want to add, that bloody Dr, saw, blatantly that my knee was twice its normal size, I could not walk properly or bend it, yet, he completely ignored it, as like, “it never happened, I don’t see any problems at all” –‘I will protect that bimbo podiatrists with any lies necessary’. And this is at least the 4th time something like this has happened. Either covering up for another Dr’s fuck up, whether it be deliberate or accidental. OR a doctor just completely ignoring symptoms, if they don’t know what the problem is, OR, does not want anyone to know that I have that particular affliction – don’t ask me what their motive is in that case? I would say, 6/10 Dr Visits, this is the case – not good odds if you go to a Dr. Also, I have fluid and swelling in my whole left leg now, that extends into my left breast, and lymph nodes. And so, I went to Friendlies Hospital in Bundaberg, Sarah the lymphoedema physio, and omg TOTAL FAKER. I know for a fact, that she has no idea where the lymph nodes are located around the ankle and calf, in fact she pretty much ‘stroked’ the opposite of where they are located. She is a fake doctor. If this does not demonstrate her incompetence, then it demonstrates her total lack of respect for me, and desire to do the opposite of what she should be doing. She also tried to talk me into spending $80 on a stocking, and said she would bulk bill me, but then DID not, charging my cc $80 she is a thief aswell. And I told you, all physio and chiro can be bulk billed. If they charge, they are being greedy thieves. So, I recommend not going to see any more chiros or physios, or anything. A reflexologist has more of a clue about lymph’s than she does – bimbo. So, several months later, I’m still getting pain in my left boob plus it’s red. Maybe the podiatrist set off a pre-existing injury, as I was kicked in that boob several years ago which caused a big huge inflammation of the cysts, (which were removed), and that boob to, was also squashed brutally by a bitchy bimbo female lab technician at the Melbourne hospital during a scan. So possibly those two past injuries maybe the root of this new aggravation, or it could be something else like mould in my new unit? I am not sure; I’m going to have to make another doctor’s appointment to try and determine what the problem is. So, both that MPB Dr and the podiatrist, had no idea what either was doing. So, after trying to get an appointment in my new location, I eventually did, (no thanks to the local Lockwood Drs – more bimbo receptionists. {actually, later I tried to get a second app, and again, no luck, had to go to the hospital emergency outpatient unit, AGAIN, where I think I saw Emma Finylson, the thief. Just bloody useless. (And there are heaps of doctors here, with bimbo receptionists network who refuse to give me an appointment – I think they all must be all manipulated by that stupid blonde receptionists in Chatswood – the DOG NETWORK on text messaging.) Those receptionists seem NOT to realize just exactly what their job is; all they have to do is make the appointment, that’s it. They do not get to decide if the person actually needs to appointment or not – they are far too stupid to do that. So, I did make another appointment, a female, Dr Narelle Armstrong, she had no idea, so sent me for a breast ultrasound. (She did this to power trip as SHE DOES NOT KNOW WHY I HAVE SORE LYMPHS, PLUS, she does not know how to treat Planta fasciitis, she said after the boob is sorted, she will send me to an exercise physiologist – and there is no such thing) The ultrasound guy said I had no lumps. However, 2 weeks later when I saw her again (I could not get in sooner – I suspect bimbo reception problem again, even though I had to go for a tick on my head, but still could not get in and had to go to the emergency outpatient unit at the hospital. But Dr Armstrong said there was a lump in my other boob and I need a mammogram and biopsy at Mackay. But seriously – there is no lump in my other boob, I have checked and checked. I really think she made it up, just like how Abass sent me for a foot Xray and ultrasound – as they cannot see a collapsed arch from either, so it would be pointless doing. Anyway, I phoned the radiology all the way up in Mackay, and guess what, they want $70. So, this is what this is about - the money. The money and they fact that’s she does not know why I have sore lymph’s under my arm and on my right breast. So, she totally concocted some bullshit for her to power trip, so she would not feel bad at not knowing what the real problem is. She wanted me to drive all the way up to Mackay to have a boob syringed out only there was nothing to syringed out! THIS is the epitome of stupidity. I will not be going for a biopsy. Btw I did email her after they said they were going to charge me, and she emailed me back saying she has sorted it, and then one of the bimbo radiologist receptionists called me to say it would be bulk billed – so there you go, they can, and should have bulk billed ALL my appointments. The ones that charged me are greedy thieves, I am going to name them: Cody Amos, Taylor Tatarelli, Dr Mohamed Hussein, and Sarah Atkinson, all from Bundaberg. I later found out that this whole lymph thing, is a “thing” with doctors. There has been no intelligence about the lymph system and lymph problems, aside from women who have had lymph nodes removed due to breast cancer. This is now, the only area where they think it’s of concern - they don’t acknowledge the fact that one, can have lymph problems at all. But they are starting to recognise it, as we have new forms of communications, like YouTube and Facebook. And you know how women like to talk! By the way, I remember back in 1999, when I moved onto a farm near Gunnedah, I first noticed I had lymph problems then, I didn’t know that that’s what it was at the time - I thought it was just some sort of weird sex thing, because it was such a relief when the lymph fluid was moved! So silly! But I suspect actually this is the reason why there’s not much information on it either - people are very prudish (which is another strange weird phenomena!). So, lymph problems are not a sexual problem (!). I look at my situation back then, and the house I was living in wasn’t insulated/built well, so it was very hot in summer/cold in winter. I didn’t have much money, so I would’ve been eating properly, I was smoking, probably as a food substitute, but I was doing a lot of horse-riding, and I was fairly physically active and well then - although not as active as the prior 10 years, that I had been working on my feet all day long. So, it was one of those factors or maybe a combination of all of them to stir up trouble in my lymph system. Oh! not to mention my jodhpurs could’ve been too tight, or maybe I didn’t even have jodhpurs at that point, and I was wearing jeans, in which case, that would’ve caused problems I’m sure, having no stretch, so pulled tight over my leg muscles whilst riding. I should do the 40km drive up to Mackay for a lymphatic drainage massage, but all the medical professionals that I’ve seen over the past 5 years have been big fat fakers, so have decided not to waste my money. {I have since discovered a reflexologists on YouTube, Dr Adam Thomas, and he instructs how to self massage, well actually he shows other reflexologists how to , and so anyone can see how to – and you can do it yourself, as I tried it and – OMG, so affective, thankyou thankyou, and for free. And, just remembered, I did have some mild lymph pain before I saw that evil podiatrist, at first I remember it started with spa use – my spa, arms resting over the top, contacting some sort of bacterial infection? The next day my lid that sits on top where my arms went, turned black with mould. But then someone told me it may have been sewage being emptied nearby at MPB? Yuk, I am fairly sure it is spa? But then I did remember specifically after I did some freestyle when I first went to MPB, I HAD SORE LYMPHS, and I don’t think I had my spa back then, no, I did not. So maybe neither spa or sewage, but it’s just exercise?? Who knows. God, do they really empty sewage into the ocean? Backwards idiots. Btw, at the hospital when I had the infected tick treated, thieving dogs turned up while I was waiting (they sometimes wear pink clothes, same ones as at Gin Gin hospital who followed me and stole my Care Plan out of the car), they followed me to the Sarina chemist and tried to steal from me at the chemist (via PBS/non PBS prices - Sarina chemist are just as guilty as the dogs who manipulate them.) It’s a highly organised crime scam. By the way, when I complained about this to the health authorities, they got back to me and told me that “we’ll we won’t do anything about this, we will protect everyone who works at the hospitals and in the industry, over you, and will call you crazy if you call and make anymore complaints again” – well, they didn’t outrightly say that, they said it in a round about way, but that message was loud and clear. If I want to put a complaint in the future, then it has to be done anonymously. I’d say you can’t trust any woman who works in the health industry in Australia they’re all bloody dodgy. No ‘gay’ radar, a victim radar – we want money we want money we want money we want money we want money. Here is a good spot to mention, that female Dr, I felt, was in cahoots with quite a few other women, because I had women sniffing around me at that particular time - women who wear pink (hot pink – they seem to be related to raising money for fake breast cancer? They are evil and not ‘working for the good’ Olivia Newton John inspired little thieves) So, I felt like they were working in conjunction, to get me to go on this unnecessary trip up to the imaging Centre, about my boob. I felt like they wanted to treat me like a mouse, and play their “cat and mouse game” (they picked the wrong person). But I strongly suspect, and I have no proof of this, but I strongly suspect there would have been “boob removal” in the name of breast cancer, when in fact it was just a bunch of bitchy girls playing “cat and mouse” games. You should never underestimate how evil women are. I find in society, most people do. I recommend 5 opinions before major surgery – GREED I want to mention, back at Dr Enzo who took my weight and height, said I was slightly overweight and I ought to lose some. I felt he was totally right. I have always been slim, but now after 5 yrs sore foot and no walking or anything, not so much, I look normal, and for me, that is overweight. I specifically mention this, as I have dogs on Netflix who try to manipulate ‘forced feeding’ – this is actually really easy to do in the image world, all you have to do is present a food image, and voilà the person watching is hungry. They do it normally as in, a pre written script, they also do it ‘live’, at a big expense. It is a form of abuse. There are people also who do signs, saying that “I am blind” and thus lose my things, rather than admit to bimbos stealing them. {Wrong, not blind} Also, there are people saying I have dementia, Alzheimer’s, rather than admit BLONDE bimbos stealing from me - {Wrong again, and fuck off you stupid sign dogs, stop doing disrespectful signs}. I did get scratched by my cat badly after a tragic incident involving my Builyan neighbours. I went to Agnes Water Discovery Coast Medical Centre, Dr Scanlan, who gave me antibiotics, (the right one) and then a Tetanus shot, - the Tetanus shot, caused 15 months of major arm pain, unable to lift arm up – and I had to relocate in that period – oh what a joy.) Tetanus is NOT necessary (antibiotics work just fine on all related medical situations, even for something deep and serious) and any Dr knows it. This guy is just a prick who needs to be sued, as does the greedy pharmaceutical people who entice Dr's to give them out still – money making scam. Apparently that Dr called me, he said it was the Dr who owned that clinic – he called 15mnths later , like a week after my arm stopped hurting finally, and I could now lift it up. {Not a coincidence}. And he said, it is the girl who decides about Tetanus – tell the girl, he implied it was the girls who insisted I have a Tetanus shot, but I remember Dr Scanlan asked the girls to administer a Tetanus. Later, in 2025, I learnt about Fascia, as it is the fascia causing problems in my back, and possibly foot. Anyway, I suspect the reason I could not lift up my arm after the shot for so long, was because the girl twisted my fascia somehow, with the needle – and possibly deliberatley?? I did not know fascia was a thing before, but, a nurse, probably did know about it, and it was a nurse who administered the shot. They are such cunts. Also, I think it was that Dr, who I spoke to about Mylanta, I have to take Mylanta for heartburn, like every day, sometimes 2 or 3 tablets, (from when I was 18-20, studying and living off tomatoes and bread), and I asked him if I should take other medication instead, he prescribed something, I tried it, but felt it was not as affective as Mylanta, plus there was a risk to my stomach, apparently it has side affects of ulcers. So I switched back to Mylanta. Btw, Mylanta is bicarb soda ($3.95/kg), plus sweetner so it is palatable; and Mylanta people are charging $14-$18 a packet for “bicarb” tablets!! Scam. Not sure why China has not produced a non generic brand!! Plus Mylanta people change the ingredients list on the packaging, without changing the product. Maybe it was Dr Abass who I spoke to about Mylanta? I want to mention, a lot of Dr’s, especially now, rather than when I was younger want to do blood tests. I feel this a scam, especially if I have not told the Dr, I was having any specific symptoms that would warrant a blood test – I feel it as a moneymaking scam for new pathology labs. Plus, Queensland Health offers “The Spectacle Supply Scheme”;1 pair of glasses to healthcare card holders every two years. But it turns out only if you pay them $35 for the eye scan. Scam. Also, I developed arthritis in my knee when I was about 42. This was diagnosed by DR Nasma Rahman at the Gunnedah Rural Health clinic in 2013, when I went to see her about a cyst in my boob. However, she or, should I say Stephanie Huntly, the document recorder, failed to say what type of arthritis, or write this up in my medical records – oh no, that’s not going to cause any problems. Stupid. Actually there were 3 names on my medical records, Stephanie Huntly, Katrina Nowland and Lisa Sutherland, it was not 100% clear which girl did what, it certainly was not made clear at my appointment that it was being recorded. And part of the report was cut off. Maybe the ‘recorder’ girl took notes from the Dr afterwards? Who knows how they do their ‘shit’ – but I am thinking all appointments should be camera and audio recorded. Plus, I personally believe, I have knee arthritis that is caused from old injuries. And the only type of injury that my knees have sustained is from when I was at school (NEGS), and I was forced to kneel on hardwood kneelers in church twice a week, it was extremely painful at the time, and it was a ‘thing’ that not only the referend, but the school principal and girls in the choir who did not have to kneel, enjoyed inflicting this pain on the other girls – they deserve cancer. Every time I stand up, I am in pain, I can no longer ride my bike or do other things, only 47 now. I wish to sue the school, but the 4 lawyers who bothered to get back to me, refused. Lawyers are trained monkees in this country. (I had NEGS girls (stupid ones) pursuing me my whole life trying to inflict pain on me due to those church services) I should mention I was thrown from a horse once and hurt my knee, this is why that knee is worse, I am pretty sure. Although information about this type of arthritis changes every time, I look it up on google. I was diagnosed with arthritis in my knees in 2013 by Dr Nazma Rahman, however she didn’t tell me what type of arthritis. So I went to a local doctor here to find out, he sent me to have an x-ray of my knees (?). Then he said I don’t have arthritis. He is a bloody idiot. mmm all these years of imagined arthritis symptons! – yeah right. I absolutely do, but he said I didn’t because he wants me to go to see a physio on a care plan - which the government pays for, because you see, that clinic down there “Family Practice”, is run by receptionists who are wives and friends of other health related people, trying to make money for themselves. So, they want money for physio, and not money to treat my problem – see those doctors are run by receptionists. He also said I would need an MRI scan to see arthritis or my plantar fasciitis, but that is too expensive and they do not bulk bill. In Gunnedah they bulk billed me for brain MIR same at Bundaberg – that’s 2 scans wasted, when they could have done my foot to see the collapsed arch, or my knee to see arthritis. Not to mention Dr Abass sending me for ultrasound and Xray on my foot when only an MRI scan will show it. Idiots wasting my time and tax payers money. Btw, a little birdy told me the real reason they are denying I have arthritis in the knees now, is because there is a new cure, an expensive one, so they do not want me to be able to access that treatment, so they just deny I have it. The whole medical world is full of dodgy liars. Oh, in 2023, I came across a medical form from Dr Abass I think, he mentioned on my care plan I had arthritis, and listed which type, but I can’t recall off the top of my head what type it was, and don’t ask what form, I have so many on file now! But its there somewhere, in black and white. And the Dr who said I did not have arthritis, also said he knows “one can have plantar fasciitis, without it being seen by eye or detected machine” – so its like he has major common sense in this area, but none in the arthritis area!! I have a very old memory of when I was young, my 4yr old sister was taken to the emergency hospital at Tamworth for a BADLY broken leg, she was in a LOT of pain and I clearly remember the neglect we experienced at the hospital, waiting for hours and hours, and my sister screaming and crying the whole time. “We had to wait our turn in the queue”. SCREAMING hrs hrs…. Such bimbo lack of common-sense behaviour, I can’t believe it. GO AND GET THE FUCKING DOCTOR. The lack of common sense in young women is scary. Actually, I believe that “waiting our turn” would have stemmed from no one being ‘allowed’ to be different or special; each person had to wait their turn. The more I think about this whole ‘special’ issue, the bigger the deal I realize it is. People especially in country areas, are really threatened by anyone who is perceived as special, nobody likes to think of anybody else more special than them - it’s a total ego bimbo concept. And, along the same lines as someone who boasts and skytes about how good they are at something; that person gets fully shunned from the group, or family, or school, or whatever the situation. I have seen it many times. This comes from a lack of pride, it’s a total tall poppy syndrome, and very common in rural Australia, which we need to evolve out of, because there are many special people. Although I heard after I wrote this it happens in the city too, to celebrities, young tv stars. “Oh, you think your special” punch! Stupid people suffer from this syndrome. But also with female hospital staff, their lack of common sense is due from “sleeping beauty” affect, which, is the governments fault, as there is a total unwillingness to ‘wake’ up young women, they like stupid bimbo women, the more stupid the better as far as A LOT of people are concerned, mainly men. It means no complaining about ALL the injustices going on in the world. See. You can't fix what you can't see. This was the main reason I was ban from FACEBOOK - let sleeping dogs lie. Another from mum - when my little brother was born, (4th born- always complications, really and truly I don’t know why mothers have more than two kids - they want to make things difficult for their offspring, so many medical problems always exist with more than 1 child. Anyway – my little brother, Tomas, when he was born, had something wrong with his ribs, I can’t quite remember the details, but it involved him throwing up, he could not keep down his milk. Mum took him to the doctors repeatedly, and the bimbo receptionist refused to give mum an appointment, she got to the point where she was an absolute wreck, because she knew that her little boy was going to die if he didn’t get some sort of medical assistance, so she really had to fight for him and get angry at the stupid bimbo receptionist in order for the doctor to see her child, and of course when they did, he was immediately flown down to Sydney for an operation, which saved his life. (Let me guess, STUPID DOGS DOING THE OPPOSITE – she really had to see a doctor so they said no, if she had of approached the receptionist: oh well, I might need an appointment, or I might not….”, then they would have made an appointment for her. Bloody STUPID female dogs. Also, from many yrs ago, when I was 10, the school I was about to attend required a medical check. The Dr at Gunnedah gave me one, I clearly remember he did a ‘squirm factor check’ – that is, to inflict pain for as long as it takes for the victim to squirm. I guess if the child does not squirm ever, there would be a problem, or possible future victim in the network of paedophiles. (Teach your child to ‘squirm’ when in pain or are uncomfortable) btw, I found in life, as a woman, this is one of the biggest things men do, to attack women, they enjoy making them feel uncomfortable – looking for that squirm factor. (Sidebar; You know, one that that really annoys me is parents and or Doctors who don’t tell their patient what’s wrong with them, they try to ‘protect’ the patient / child from devasting news – this IS SO WRONG I CAN’T BELIEVE IT people still do it and it is a part of ‘powertripping’ more so than having the patients/child’s best interest at heart. - not that I think Drs know about the virus correlation, but other health problems) Oh, and since I have no pool anymore for my back, (2023) sometimes I strain it, usually just 1 side, and I need to go to a Physio, but I can’t, it’s too expensive, some charge up to $200 for initial consult. And I cannot get a part medicare rebate for Physio either, like the people on a ‘health care plan' can, as my back only gets strained sometimes, it’s not a permanent thing. So I have to just lay in bed for 1-2 weeks until I can move again. Health care in Australia, what healthcare? And of course, I have to mention what a total scam the mental health industry is in this country, it’s a total moneymaking, job creation, female dominated area that is full of bullies/predators and cats who just want to play the Cat and Mouse game. It’s an area you should stay well away from-take matters into your own hands. (Including all medications for mental health - total money-making power tripping scam, in my experience, I find most nursing staff in a nursing home delusional about medication. Often people are there because they are in the process of dying, and there is no help that can be given, but a nurse has only the knowledge that they are there to help, so if they can’t help, then they can give them a tablet and feel then that they are helping. And this is also true in hospitals and mental units, where a person has been put there because they are scarring the pencil pushers, (often just for speaking the truth but in a loud ‘scary’ voice) so they are classed as someone with ‘mental health issues’, and thus must be put on medication. Just because they have a concern and speak in a raised voice! This is really a joke, and I can’t believe it has not come to light about the complete stupidity of this practice. That type of medication will do more harm than good. WAKE UP bims. Don’t get me started on the dentist visits either, there has been a whole string of bad ones. My main issue with dentists is doing work that doesn’t need to be done, they just want your money. (Plus, the teeth torture/NEGS time) All in all, it’s a good thing I’m a pretty healthy person, and had a fortunate childhood with healthy food and an intelligent mother who knew how to feed her kids, to make sure we were fit and healthy. Thankyou mum! 2024 - I need to update this, 2yrs later, I am now living in Sarina, and I STILL have a Collapsed Arch. 6 yrs. To cut a long story short, I have worked out I can heel it with cold, 3hrs cold treatment below the neck. (I write about it in detail on “Inflammation from collapsed Arch - What to do if you have a Collapsed Arch or Plantar fasciitis “ page 15). But now, so far, this treatment has been unavailable to me. And certainly, no Dr in Sarina, or Gin Gin, or Gunnedah, is aware of it. (!) BTW, having plantar fasciitis means that I can't really walk or do any exercise, because it just hurts and doesn't heal. You can't believe how much weight I've put on NOT being able to do any exercise for six years. So, every three months I have to go to the Dr, as I need a doctors medical certificate to give Centrelink. So that's what I've been doing, and then eventually Centrelink contacted me, and said “well we no longer believe you, you don't have a collapsed arch or you have to provide better proof, otherwise you now have to jump through our hoops” and went ahead and made an appointment with a ‘new’ jobs provider, after first cutting my pay, and harassing me by phone with multiple calls. (They said this, because if you are receiving medical certificates for more than 3 years, they put you on disability – but they do not want to put me on disability as it is considerably more money than unemployment’s. – They are screwing me (AGAIN). So if you have a medical certificate you don't have to jump through their cunt power tripping activity hoops. So I go back to the doctor and said that they didn't believe me and I need more proof! So then the doctor tells me, this whole time he's been giving me medical certificates for my back, and not my foot! Can you believe that! I’m thinking: You know, I have it in writing from you; COLLAPSED ARCH! What the fuck! –He said he will prescribe another ultrasound and xray (even though I already had done this. He also said I have a back problem which he will sort out (I never mentioned to him anything about my back (!) – he said my back problem is more significant than my foot problem! What the!! Now, I believe he said this, because, I mean, how would he know? No mention to him about my back EVER, (compared to my foot, my back, as far as I was concerned, was not a real problem, my foot was way more of a problem, as I COULD NOT WALK). But, they were doing a ‘thing’ in the medical world, about fascia - it's a new thing that they have discovered, which they thought before was kind of irrelevant, just the connective tissue holding muscle, but it turns out that you can have fascia problems. And someone in the medical world must have wondered why I was having back problems while I was at Gin Gin, looked into it, and made a discovery!! Yah for that person. I mean, I was and still am having problems; after doing laborious activities such as my gardening, I could not stand up properly. I thought it was from my long butt length hair, because when I wash it I am doing a repetitive brush to remove all the tangles, and it's quite hard work, I would exit the shower with a rapid heartbeat. But when I got my haircut in 2022, I found the problem didn't go away. So Dr Eche told me, it's because of my scoliosis, the curve is bad enough to cause these movement problems related to the Fascia. I find it very strange, because I've gone my whole life without ever having any back problems (aside from sciatica from shovelling horse manure - I don't believe it's because of the scoliosis, I believe it's from physical activity). Actually, I will put that story here too, in 2001, I was heavily getting into creating my garden, and one day I was shovelling some horse manure out of the trailer that my sister and I had just collected from the race track (not that my sister actually contributed to any of the work involved! she was the driver and the watcher!) So, all of a sudden when I was shovelling, my back kind of just went twinge, and was painful. I didn't understand what was happening and just kept shovelling till it was all done (whoops). The next day or maybe just a bit later later I suddenly couldn't walk (it may have been a week later after more gardening?? Ages ago now) So I was in an extreme amount of pain, my whole right leg swelled up considerably (or was it left?). All I had was some Mersyndol that my aunt had given me for when I had my wisdom teeth removed (which looking back I probably shouldn't of had removed as they weren't causing me any problems), so I kept taking these waiting for them to work, but after 10 tablets there was no difference, that pain medication was pointless (it was from 1991, so maybe expired?) so, I wasn't sure what to do, it was more than typical pain and bruise that one encounters in day to day life. So, I called dad and dad said he would come out and take me to the hospital. Now it was the wee hours of the morning by then, (tired and ugly) {not angry}, I told the Gunnedah hospital people I was in a lot of pain and I took Mersyndol, - and they completely ignored the fact that I was in pain, and thought that I'd overdosed myself, like committed suicide. (!) I didn't know that this is what they thought, so what they did was give me some medication {which I thought would help with the pain}, but instead, it was one of those vomiting medications, and so I spent the next few hours vomiting every 15 minutes. So, the pain in my back and leg was now topped with this having to get up every 15 minutes (I did not know they gave me this medication – if I had of known, I would have got a bucket – fucking stupid dogs). But, I had not eaten anyway, it was repeated vomiting attempts, like dry retching I think it’s called, painful, very uncomfortable. Unbearable. Honestly looking back on it now, I can't begin to describe how angry I am about this cruel stupidity on behalf of Gunnedah hospital. All of the people involved in this situation need a bullet to your ear. Fuck you all. What do you always believe the stupid bitch dogs in their gossip: How many times do I have to say it NOT ON DRUGS and I'm PERFECTLY MENTALLY HEALTHY you fucking idiots. {I’m angry now – guess what – they ‘willed’ it!}. So, the following 3 mnths I could not walk, luckily the rental had wooden floorboards so I could just sit on my office chair and glide myself around. I couldn't even put my foot in my shoe, my leg was still huge. So, one of Penny’s friend eventually mentioned to me, just by chance one day, when penny was not there, ‘that doctor I saw at the hospital was two days away from retirement, I should see someone else’ (Like, on my blog, I have mentioned the stupid receptionists at the Dr’s in Gunnedah refuse to give me appointments, so I have to go to the emergency ward). And I’m thinking, as if I was going to go back to those fucking idiots. So, in those 3mnths I saved up a little money and went and saw a masseuse, I had 4 sessions, she kind of helped but not really, there's only so much a masseuse can do it with sciatica – not that she admitted as such, she was happy to take my money. I was still young and not aware I should have gone to a chiropractor. But eventually I could walk and it wasn't that painful anymore. I ended up leaving the farm and went down to Melbourne RMIT, when I was there I saw a chiropractor (not the ones at RMIT chiro school {I wrote a whole story about those stupid twits – probably from Gunnedah hospital}. So this guy gave me an adjustment and it was kind of an instant relief. I was much better after that. So at no point did anyone ever tell me I had sciatica. Eventually, years later just from hearing about what sciatic is, I realised “oh that's what I had”. I mean thank goodness we have YouTube now. The doctors, nurses and receptionists in Australia are blonde stupids. So, from time to time, I got a saw back, but then I got my pool and did my swimming and no more pain. And, more importantly I discovered that if you just lie down immediately if I put my back out, and lie down perfectly straight on flat surface, and just wait, about 15 minutes, the disc that slipped out will go back in, and all will be fine again, no pain down the leg no swelling. I still maintain that this back issue was not related to scoliosis, but some people reckon scoliosis is from muscle weakness, and some people reckon sciatica is from muscle weakness too. But after all my gardening I would have quite substantial muscles in my back. They think apparently the muscles have to be strong enough to keep the discs in place. So, I'm not an expert but I know that there are people out there now thinking that that's not entirely true. They're still figuring it out as far as I can tell. Btw, I reckon that Doctor who they told me was two days away from retirement, would've had nothing to do with the situation, it would've been all stupid little girls who believe gossipy rumours that I'm on drugs and have mental problems. I can't believe what a witch hunt this whole area is, and how stupid women are. I will never see a female doctor ever, they use useless, they have no common sense and are easily manipulated by each other - complete stupidity. So, back at Sarina, Dr Echhe said, I also have disc degenerative disease in all my lower L discs. I am to reduce physical activity and not do such labourious activities. (but I really like gardening and it's pretty much been my little business for the past 20 years, it is work that does not involve any DOGS (the main problem in my life- way worse than back probs, way worse than foot probs), and I would have no money at all if I haven't been doing it, since they refuse to give me a disability.) I reach a point where I can't stand up straight, and I can no longer walk, and I have to lie down, and you know the relief from just lying down is so great. You should hear me whingeing and moaning and heaving and hoeing, it's absurd. All this time I was thinking I need massage I must be tense, so whether that's true or not I don't know because I definitely can't afford a massage unless I went to Thailand. That's why I've had this secret dream of when I get the pension I'm going to just take my pension and go over to Thailand or some such country where they do massage for very cheap which they still do is like $10 for an hour and a half massage. It's extraordinary, and I'm thinking I need at least one every day to try and heal my tenseness, but since I have a fascia problem I'm not sure whether that will help?? Well, probably will, and I feel that's why, all these years I feel like I need a massage, it's because my fascia has kind of moved on my muscles and pushed them and pulled them, and a massage, preferably by a physio, would be able to help with that. Typical, got a health problem which involves the most expensive type of massage, and can't afford anyway.{Side bar: At the moment, updating in 2025, my legs are kind of looking like I have the measles or the chickenpox, and a severe case. I thought mainly it was from ingrown hairs, because I wax, and the older I get, the more my skin is getting “tougher”, but the hairs are getting finer, and so they're becoming ingrown, then I just keep scratching them until they're free, so it causes a big red sore. – But I recall, I used to have same problem when I was young, and noticed, I get bitten by bugs, a lot! I feel at this point that I'm getting picked on by a little bugs. I'm pretty sure most people won't have as many sores on their legs as I do. I remember going to the ocean when I was young and having no sores because the ocean saltwater cleared them up. I tried doing that here, but maybe I am not in the water long enough, but it does not work aswell. So, I think I've always been attacked by little bugs. You would think those bugs could be a little bit more grateful. I never use pesticides! I have written on my blog how beneficial massage is, plus atm, I'm learning about fascia and massage, I'm realising massage is just even better than what I thought and wrote. {I had permanent pins and needles in my mouth because of the dodgy dental work, but face massage stopped it!} Amazing. And YouTube has helped with the compression from my spine for degenerative disorder: stretching flat on back, simple and effective. Anyway, what I wanted to say about the bugs, is when the sores are healing they itch, they itch a lot, I get really itchy, and I feel like, God is a tight arse: not enough money for massage, so he gets the bugs to bite me so I inadvertently start rubbing all over in peculiar massage style! Lol} I was watching YouTube and they have a new idea that acupuncture can help with fascia and the needles inserted can stretch the fascia so maybe someone who knows what they're doing might help? I imagine though for acupuncturist it's a relatively new area as well I did look up local acupuncture in my area he says he has 30 years of experience and he charges $120 and it wasn't clear whether that was for the full session which was half an hour or for 10 minutes and each session last 30 minutes so like the website was implying that you have to pay three times $120 for a full session, which is just ridiculous, I don't know whether they were just being sneaky and smartarse or made a mistake with the 10 minutes? I remember going to an acupuncture when I was 20 at Hornsby, and it was free, I think they bulk billed? Back then anyone could go, walk in, walk outs all day, they had heaps of people coming and going. mmm, so yeah, at $120 acupuncture is definitely out. (Physio is $200, 1 whole weeks income). So all the time, after a while of doing anything strenuous, in fact like any work at all; cleaning or gardening, or making my planters, even dressmaking, and even sitting at a computer desk; eventually I would just get a sore back, and couldn't stand up properly, and would have to lie down. So, now that I know I have fascia problems (I used to call it “the Chinese stiff old man Disease from working in the rice paddocks”!! ), I believe, back at Gin Gin, when I was complaining of back problems they looked into it specifically, because I was unemployed, and I said that I have difficulties doing cleaning work, because of my back; and the fact that I was unemployed, plus the only honest woman in town, prompted them to look into why I couldn't clean; because rich housewives want someone honest who could clean for them. So, I believe God is aware of all the cunts in Australia and have given me this back problem deliberately so I wouldn't be roped into cleaning for some spoiled little rich stupid bimbo lol! too bad if your offended. You know back then at Gin Gin when I started having back issues, really I felt like I just needed a massage too maybe relax my back, or something, I wasn't really sure of anything, but I just knew a massage would prob help. I yearned for a massage. So I think looking back now as that was five years ago the main issue and problem and why it suddenly was a problem, because in fact, I've noted I can feel now, like there's a big twist in my back; if I put my hands on my hips and waist area I can feel my left side is normal flat back, but my right side literally twists, a big prominent twist in it, like that wasn't there before, so I think the cause of that, would be from having to relocate and lift all my furniture. I have quite a lot even though I've thrown 1/4 of it out and ¼ has been stolen, and another ¼ was left behind, you know having to move just your fridge for instance, it takes a lot of energy and effort, so I've had to do that 8 times in the past 7 years only 3 of those times did I have a couple of guys helping me {which goodness, made it so much easier}, So, yet another problem arising because I have to rent. I tell you it's such a problem, that people ought not be having kids at all if there's no prospect of home ownership - it's a total handicap and hardship. I latter changed my mind about scoliosis as the cause, and now think the ‘twist’ is fully related to walking on one foot, plus one injured foot. But again not sure. Plus I later again changed my mind when I put my back out in July 2025, simply bending over trying to look under the table (it was quite cold too), again I was confined to bed for five days, unable to walk or stand up straight, but I noticed that the pain whilst it was in my spine initially, possibly a pinched nerve? - in the centre of my back, it kind of moved over to the right, and this is where the curve of the scoliosis and the fascia problem comes into it, but then it affected my hips, my whole chest and underarms, plus my posture was really taking a dive, quite hunched by 2025 - so it would be all connected and related to the scoliosis, it's like a weakness brought out by the scoliosis. So, while it has seemed to take the medical profession a long time to work out the connection between scoliosis and fascia and general back weakness (diagnosed with scoliosis at school – but that was it, “you’ve got scoliosis“ – there was no mention of what that means, or fascia! They took an Xray, and told me the degree of curvature. But that was it. And then it was not until later in 2025 after searching “Fascia” and specific body part pain plus “posture”, on YouTube (thank goodness for YouTube, that I discovered techniques to alleviate the pain – also discovering the role lymph fluid blockages were playing, and was able to totally help myself through easy stretches; like lying on flat surface with towel under back opening my arm out and up, plus massage my chest lymph – total relief. I was able to go kayaking! And able to carry buckets of water without that painful twang and bedrest!! (There was a lot of youtubers talking about trauma and emotion causing these problems – and I say AS IF! Its all physical dearies! – a push to credit themselves, counsellor's that is! People who prey on the abused). Plus, I “fashioned” a relaxi sauna, its summer now, so look forward to it in winter especially. And also I want to say I get the feeling that there's discrimination at hospitals, DR’s and Centrelink; it's like oh you're born with this back problem so we will now give you a diagnose writing – a proven condition, we acknowledge this problem. But the foot problem, we're just going to ignore, no acknowledgement at all, because you either brought it on yourself from cleaning your pool, or the homeopath wrongly treated you giving you a big plantar wart causing big hole in boot, thus causing collapsed arch – we will NOT acknowledge that fuck up. Or my back, just happened to coincide with their research at the moment, on fascia; flavour of the month? They must not have done much research on plantar fasciitis, so they're just not going to bother dealing with it - I mean there's certainly been no attempts to treat it by the doctors. Actually same with my back, no treatment, just diagnosis. (Dr Eche did say I ought to get a proper chair to sit on (!) I do have a proper chair!) {Dogs: leave him alone. This is actually a thing, I don't think I've mentioned it before on my blog, in specifically this way, here is a good spot; anyone I mention, interact with, or even not mention but like if someone befriends me on Facebook, or something, then those people may have problems with the ‘dogs’ that torment me. Under the guise of “dogs who play sides” - there are definitely people out there who are trying to do this, and so if you say that you're friends with me, then they'll suddenly attack that person and make their life hell until they unfriend me. I deal with these dogs best I can, but I'm pretty sure not many other people will be able to handle them, in fact I haven't met anyone who could. They do exist, but are very rare.}. 15. Update on Plantar fasciitis 2023 (same as written “Life Stories” p1, Dr Experiences) (probably repeating myself a little here, sorry bout that reader) In December 2022, I felt my foot was actually really healing, it felt only slightly wrong, and I was perhaps only weeks away from a full cure. {HOORAY} But in late Dec, when the weather was so lovely and warm, I decided I should give my foot a final helping hand by going over to Armstrong Beach and walking in the soft squishy sand for a little, to stretch it out. I did, but after 50m or so, I realized the sand was rock hard there, not soft or squishy at all, I headed back, but too late, I think it has collapsed again, with heaps more pain, even a couple of weeks later. FUCK. I guess this means now, months if not years more of healing. Also, if I bother to go to the Dr and ask for a medical certificate stating I have plantar fasciitis, then I do not have to bother speaking to my horrible jobs provider every fortnight, (as you know how I feel about them if you have read my blog, (Centrelink Cunts), so I got one 3mnths ago, for the first time, (prob should have started in 2017 when it first collapsed). It certainly makes a decided difference to the quality of my life, not having to speak meet or call or hear from the jobs provider (even though btw, since I have my own business selling seeds, they have already stated I do not have to apply for the mandatory xx amount of jobs per fortnight; why I still have to speak with the provider does not make sense (rule made up by women no doubt.) Anyway, when the 3mnths expired I needed another one. That doctor who did the first one, left town, apparently, so I had to go to another. Now you would think, I would just present the medical evidence at a new Dr and get it, but nooo, the doctors do not like to make things that simple (they are fucked), here is the story: So I mentioned when I used to live at Rangari, and drove over to Tamworth, ‘they’ (the dogs) would place fluorescent council workers on the roads, even when they’re not doing any roadworks, - for the sole point of so they could have a reason to stop all the traffic, so as I would have to stop, and see those fluorescent council workers. They would wait for me to look - for ages if necessary, and connect with one of the road workers – they seem to want me to simply stare at some road worker (bizarre). If I did not, they would beep to sign I lose. I went on, and on, on my blog, to say how those dogs, and those road workers should go fuck themselves. As, their stupid game was - if I didn’t do it, then they would steal from me at Bunnings, and also from my house when I was at Bunnings in Tamworth that day. Please advise how do I get rid of stupid dogs who play stupid games like this? Anyone? So, when I had to go to the Doctor that day, (btw, we had a phone consult already, but then after I sent her previous Drs reports as she requested, instead of issuing the medical certificate, as per a normal Dr would, she said I had to come into the clinic for another appointment – that was Dr Pal Suparna. STUPID. So, at the Dr that day, it was EXACTLY the same as when driving over to Tamworth, only the fluorescent council worker suddenly appeared in the clinic, and a woman (a dog – I have seen her before, I think she is from Australian Television industry) came in and sat directly across from me to see if I looked. I had my camera on, but it was hidden behind my knitting basket, so otherwise I could put that dog, in particular, on YouTube – that is the only way to stop the dogs, in my experience, so far. {Of course, I’m not going to play their stupid game by looking – GO FUCK YOURSELVES DOGS. I was concentrating on my knitting anyway. You can shove your game up your arse. Go find some bimbo to play with, or better yet, why don’t you kill yourselves, the world would (literally) be a better place without you in it.} So, when it was clear that I was not going to look at fluorescent council worker, (again, slow learners), they did their usual beeping and tapping to say, you lose, (albeit very passive this time, as since I have written about the beeping, used as passive aggressive harassment, it has greatly reduced, greatly). (Do they think I am a dog? That technique is used to train dogs; reward and punishment. Although a savvy modern dog trainer does not need to use punishment, as they make the reward good enough. Guess what I am not a dog - YOU’RE THE DOGS. (Get a life, stop concerning yourself with mine). When I talked to the DR, eventually, Dr Pal Suparna, she said she’s going to refuse to do what I requested (the punishment) re my plantar fasciitis treatment, unless I had another (a third ultrasound), and as you can’t actually see a collapsed arch on an ultra sound, this tells me she just wants to make Medicare pay her friends, the local imaging people, for unnecessary ultra sound. ABSURD THIEF. This meant I had to go to a different Clinic, who of course had no problems doing the medical certificate via a phone consult, so I did not have to go into the clinic. So, this is typical of pretty much, at least, half of everywhere I go. There are dogs who want me to play their stupid dog game, and if I don’t, then they refuse me service or worse. This is beyond discrimination, not to mention completely dysfunctional. But I cannot do anything about it, mainly because people have really no idea what I’m talking about, mostly they just think I must be ‘crazy’. {surrounded by morons}. And, there is no actual laws been broken in this situation, I mean ongoing harassment can be dealt with, if caught in the act. But because they don’t verbally state that they’re going to discriminate against me, really there is no proof. I mean that’s the way the courts are set up too, so as to protect people from being falsely imprisoned, there has to be hard proof, pretty much in writing, one person saying we’re going to screw you over, on these grounds, and of course, that never happens . So as far as I’m concerned, this Clinic has got to be closed down. And even if the next clinic does exactly the same thing within a week of opening, it too should be closedown. These dogs need to learn, they can’t do this anymore, there are people out there (unlike the police) who can see this passive aggressive abuse, and will put a stop to it. As there seems to be some confusion amongst Doctors about the different types of collapsed arch or plantar fasciitis, I’m going to include some pictures and a few descriptions. In the first photo, of the flatfoot, this is a person’s foot who doesn’t have any problems, they just have flat feet. They can still do their activities, work and sports with no pain, and their feet, are not a sign of any serious problem like that caused by a collapsed arch. They just have a flat feet. Btw, most kids start off in life with flat feet, but the arch usually develops, just sometimes it doesn’t. It is seemed to be more desirable to have an arch, therefore someone with a flat foot is considered to have a problem, but there’s no problem. It’s just the way they are. I do not have this condition. The 2nd photo along shows a heel spur, which is sometimes described as plantar fasciitis, because it causes inflammation and is painful. (The lattin words ‘plantar fasciitis’ translates to inflammation of the foot, which can include many different conditions). This spur problem most definitely can be seen on an x-ray, although often the x-ray doesn’t show the full condition. And, usually not visible to the naked eye. The spur develops in response to damage and strain to the heel area. This by the way, is not what I have either. The next image along, shows pain that a runner can experience, often described as plantar fasciitis. Usually, the whole band of tissue that runs from the heel to the toes can become inflamed and painful. This cannot be seen on an x-ray or ultrasound, and usually is not visible to the naked eye. It is similar to what I have, but it is what I have, and my condition was not caused by running. The final picture shows a ballerina who spends a lot of time on her tippy toes, and her condition which is often not visible to the naked eye, is a result of spending too much time on tippy toes. This includes flexor hallucis longis tendinopathy - pain that runs from the big toe all the way along that arch muscle, and up through to the tibialis anterior, in the shin, with the most pain being felt along the arch. I have this condition. My physio described that, as separate from the ‘collapsed arched pain’; as in, in my situation, I had two different factors contributing to my plantar fasciitis, one which was a hole in my work boot, which caused considerable pain, then shortly after that and at the same time, the other was walking on my tippy toes whilst cleaning my 25m long lap pool (for hours every day). I describe my foot akin to a tragic king tide storm event like that you see on the news from time to time; where as a result of a king tide, a big storm, the results are major flooding and . At one point when I looked at my foot, I could see the arch ‘collapsed’, flat and floppy – but it would not have shown on an Xray or ultrasound as anything unusual – it cannot be seen by machine, but it was visible to the naked eye. Possibly, I’m not sure whether anyone on the planet has ever experienced a double dose of plantar fasciitis. What makes it worse is, I was told by a little birdie, that the hole in my work boot was done deliberately, to handicapped me, an act of sabotage. Not quite sure why they would think it necessary to do it deliberately, when I have no problems, creating such problems on my own, like the tippy toeing down the pool, although, I am fairly sure, my foot would’ve been to handle the excess tippy toeing, if the existing ‘hole foot’ problem from the work boot, didn’t happen. You can’t begin to understand how infuriated I was when I discovered it was done deliberately. It is reminiscent of the foot binders in Japan, who encouraged women to bind their feet, telling them that it is ‘beautiful’, when really it was about handicapping them. And when I heard initially that they were going to handicap me, I just wrote it off immediately and gave it no more thought “Handicap! - as if, I am strong like bull” – little did I know how evil people really are. And how stupid they are. If anyone knows is responsible, please let me know - and their motives? – I mean surely it could not just have been merely from my garden?? Create your own goddam garden you idiot. And this ‘king tide‘ situation, explains why I’ve had the condition for six years, with only in December 2022, seemingly there to be a light at the end of the tunnel. (April 2023, still has not heeled from the re-collapse.) Photos found online from very helpful legit medical sites. In feb 2025, I went down to the local quiet hotel that has a pretty much unused pool, to see if I could cold treat myself there- the blonde behind the counter (which btw, was a hotel reception/ come Bottle O, pub/bistro!) refused to allow me. Pub people – they fucked drunks or use fucked drunks! Not my scene! I got a skin lump on my head in 2025, thought it might be a tick but wasn't sure, and we have a skin specialist in Sarina who bulk bills. I went there, he said it was an ingrown hair, and it was full of pus. Dr Voytek; one of those annoying idiot doctors who likes to play the "bad guy". (More waiting, more dogs – btw it was because of that Dr, that I had stupid bogans at my neighbours “cook” my fish, in my outdoor aquarium, at night. A case of “Oh well if that guy treats you disrespectfully and badly, then we're going to treat you disrespectfully and badly too” - taking their queue from him like stupid little kids do - only they weren't kids out there harassing me that week, at night, they were grown adults - people in Australia they are so fucking stupid it's unbelievable. THEY COPY EVERYTHING {because they are stupid}). The lump on my head actually persisted, it kept on coming back, so I wasn't sure whether it was an ingrown hair, as he said he got the ingrown hair out(?), maybe it was a pimple, mole or skin tag? But I got a new fancy salon hairdryer from Facebook marketplace for $30, and after I had dried my hair with this intensely lovely hot contraption, it went away!! I believe the heat has cured it. (I want a sauna). I also got him to remove a mole which had changed when I was living at the Sarina unit (it would've changed because that unit was full of poison, I can't believe how stupid rental girls are with their compulsory fumigation. After I moved in there, my mole changed (on my chest - -I got badly sunburnt when I was 17), plus, all my hair started to fall out – big clumps. Anyway, a whole other story about how stupid rental girls are, along with property developers who leave holes and gaps in the units for bugs to get in….. I'm not sure whether I needed to have my mole removed but he said once they change it's a good idea to, so I did. After he removed it he burnt the skin to heal it - it was a very painful, for months, and left a scar anyway. I don't usually put dental visits here, but 4th Aug 2025 Sarina dental hospital, I had dogs before I went there, and it affects the whole rest of my day – they cause trauma: Okay so before I went there I had to stop off at the Post Office, and some ladies house, to drop off a FBmarketplace item. And the whole time I was doing that in Sarina, driving around, I had dogs doing nuisance signs, they were completely annoying, either helping, or blocking my way, depending on, I guess the mood of whoever was doing it. CONTRIVED. People placed in the situation – a “contrived” situation. Many people watching me. {I must remember, whenever this happens: forget what you're doing, immediately, just go home, and do all of those activities later when they dogs have gone home, usually they vanish after lunch} weird they only do it at Sarina, and not when I used to go to Mackay. They did it in Melbourne a lot. Same people probably; car hoons. Car harassment persecution. STILL. SOME STUPID BIMBO'S KIDS, HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT. All problems can be traced back a to a bimbo mother. But ultimately stupid young men. I mention this because it affected my whole day and trip to dentist. Trauma from power tripping car stalkers. Actually, I will put that dentist one here: at that visit, my tooth was extremely sensitive, the young female dentists said there was decay under a filling in my back tooth, but she couldn't remove the existing filling as previous filling was too deep to work on, so it was too sensitive, touching the nerves). So, she said she would have to remove the whole tooth, there's no other choice in such cases, they there, as the public dental hospital cannot afford $5000 per person to do other dental work in order to save the tooth. {As you can imagine, I wasn't too impressed to hear this news: I only have two back teeth on either side, and I need both of them for chewing! – some female dentist back in 1997 removed my back wisdom teeth (?)} But then she said that she could try injecting the decay with silver fluoride, and sealing it in; it might work or it might not, if it doesn't work, again, she said they'll have to remove it. So, she did the silver fluoride. A few days later, after some complications, it started to work, the sensitivity stopped, the decay was healed!! Few! BUT, I believe she might have used slightly too much, double the amount needed (?) and it feels like I now chew with a ‘pebble’ under my tooth, so that causes problems, I now have permanent ‘pins and needles’ in my top lip, as well as the tooth has kind of shifted, and now it sticks out into my cheek somewhat, plus chewing anything harder than a hardboiled egg is a little uncomfortable. Infact it reminds me of my foot situation, after the planta wart/hole in my boots, I then developed major foot problems, and still after 7yrs am unable to walk properly. So, I am hoping that I will not end op with those kind of long-term problems from this ‘pebble’ under my tooth. – and, I can't go back to the dentists, because they'll just take it out!! {Also, it was indicated, that any other dentist, aside from the one I got, may have just removed it without trying the silver fluoride, as silver fluoride is not a typical technique, and is usually only used on children}. Sometime I cannot believe my luck!! And, btw, I bet Aus gov could afford the $5000 if it were not for all the political corruptions perpetuated by the general public sector. September 2025 After I wrote my bee allergy story on FB, I was stung, I will put it here: I was saved by a Bee once; I remember the rental house we lived in before mum and dad’s house sold so they could purchase one; it had a small aboveground pool, about 3m in diameter. In dads half-hearted attempt at keeping the water clean, as it was usually green, he put in a whole heap of chlorine to kill the algae, so the water was stark white (good on ya dad). All of us kids were in there playing away, and meanwhile I got stung by a bee that was on the pool edge. As my hand swelled, it was determined that I had an allergy to bees, so had to get out and deal with it. I am of the pure belief that the sting was a definite message from mother nature “get the fuck out of that pool. It is fucking disgusting”. My friends the bees. (I bet if I was stung again today, I would not get an allergic reaction, not really allergic! lol) So, it wasn't a bee that stung me the following month, but I got bitten by a tick. I have been bitten quite a few times on my head by ticks, usually I just scratch them off my head, the head gets left behind, and later gets ejected, and that's the end of the matter. However, this time, I got an allergic reaction with the typical swelling. It was awful. This time, I had applied tea tree on the tick, and the tick gut really stressed out – I totally mucked up the extraction process as I could not see it. So then I developed the allergic reaction- I believe it's the stress - because if I recall when I was stung by that bee back in 1981 or whenever, it was stressed because I was squashing it with my hand. It seems I'm not allergic to bees or ticks or wasps, but I'm allergic to the stress from bugs: they must release stress hormones. You can call me a Bee empath! And by the way you should've heard the cookers when they saw me when I went out to the laundry they were laughing their heads off because my head was about to swell up the size of a balloon! God amusing the birds. And, it was a predator tick; it was waiting down there because I saw it the day before and I got rid of it although I thought it was a spider but in retrospect it was the same tick and it was a big one. -if I had of had a steam inhalation than it would've been a good idea, I think the essential oils could've cleared it up way before it did clear up. In a google search it said sometimes it can last weeks so I imagine those people have weaken immune system or something and can't look after themselves properly. So next tick bite – go to hospital and get the nurse to remove, stress free! Oh, I almost forgot, as this worked on Tulip: just eat a meal with 3 garlic cloves, and it should jump off {although it'll prob jump somewhere in the house} (You’ll be pleased to know that my pool, my lap pool that I put in it, was Crystal clear all the time, it was unbelievable how clean my pool was! And, btw Bees can't handle pyrethrum, its lethal for them (nor can cats). So to that flying arsehole, who was showing off, spraying over my house and paddock with pesticide that didn't have any visibility or smell - which must've been pyrethrum (plus I had nets) - He is a bee killer. Never ceases to me amaze me how stupid some humans are. 16. Observation of the reason for the bane of my life: In my 47 years of experience, I’ve come to the opinion that a lot of parents cannot discipline their kids at all, they’re clueless about how to raise a child, most of them would like to be ‘friends’ with their kids instead of reprimanding them when they misbehave, so those kids grow up to be adults who continue to be misbehave and think it’s really cute and funny still, just because they never learnt as a child what’s wrong / right / acceptable / not acceptable. And there is an element of mothers out there who encourage this naughty behaviour especially in their sons, because they are subconsciously attracted to the ‘bad boy’ type - it’s actually really sick. And don’t get me started on the problems of single mothers. Then there’s the WORSE and opposite of that problem, with OVER controlling, OVER bearing, OVER yelling mothers, who encourage their kids to be stupid, by not allowing them to think and act for themselves, they dare not for fear of being reprimanded, those kids turn out to be ‘dog’ personalities – who live in a perpetual state of rebellion - unbearable people. You know, a little bit of free reign goes a long way - actually it is the easiest way of how to get what you want by manipulating someone, because you earn their trust pretty quickly, most parents really should think about this, instead of bumbling along; you actually have to put work into a kid you can’t just feed, clothe and make sure they get off to school. There is way more to parenting, stuff that requires clever thinking. I’m the kind of person that gives free reign to people, so artists love me! But I found it quite extraordinary, when I was a temp nanny, at one point in my earlier life; some kids, when they encounter someone like me, someone who gives them ‘free reign’, they just absolutely go berserk, their dysfunction is so apparent, well I should say, their parent’s dysfunction, in the way they raise their child, on such a short leash. I saw kids ‘act out’ and rebel, they get up to all sorts of naughty things, and “quick before their parents come home!“ it’s really obvious that keeping a child (or an adult) on a short leash is dysfunctional, it’s not right, and parents who do, encourage stupidity and crime (rebellion leading to jumping on the first band wagon that comes along, and in Australia, that is Petty theft, Stalking and cruelty to animals). In fact, I’d like to talk more about this ‘free reign’ some more. When it comes to adults, I haven’t actually met anyone who, if you give enough rope, they won’t hang themselves, as in, if you don’t stand up for yourself and fight for yourself, and reign them in, they will treat you disrespectfully, they will steal from you, they will bully you. This comes back to having been on a tight leash and, suddenly not being on a leash - they are unable to think responsibly for themselves. I really have had it up to here with Australian adults who haven’t grown up and learnt how to be mature. Do you know, it’s not up to me to reign you in - it’s up to YOU to take responsibility for your own thoughts, words and actions. I am not your mother or your father. So that’s why they need to put values and ethics in the classroom, in Schools, Universities / Colleges. Throw religion out, and bring in ethics. I really recommend not having kids at all, I have not met one single mother who wasn’t jealous of me, and it’s because I do not have kids (and am not married,- I think secretly jealous of that too) Plus, I don’t drink, so I have cash in my pocket, ( as a mature Australian adult I’m well familiar with the Australian culture, but imagine if one day as a grown adult, a little fairy godmother came along and gave you all the money in your life that you have spent on booze, you’d have heaps wouldn’t you?, well, that’s me all the time!!) - Honestly a young woman bumbles through life not actually thinking about what will make them happy, they just do as what is expected, and follow the crowd, I have met heaps of woman that would be far happier not having kids, particularly the creative types, control freaks, and especially anyone on low income. Do yourself a favour. {I encountered a woman once, who said “she did not have any kids” but as she said it, her tone and demeanour insinuated that she was ashamed of this, or more, I thought she should indicate that she should be ashamed, as even though she did not want any, society dictates that women should. It is normal to have at least one, even if your unmarried now. So, this shame is built from passive techniques mainly portrayed in television shows, which shows happy couples with kids, - but there are all sorts of ways they do this, pay attention and you will start to see. And don’t be manipulated by them}. I was watching some movie, and at a child’s birthday party, the spoiled little brat punched this clown in the nuts - as hard as he could, it would’ve bloody hurt. The clown stepped back, and said he was NOT OKAY. He didn’t touch the offender, at all, just stared at him in disbelief and pain. So, then the child’s dad raced over, and pushed the clown away from the child, and angrily said “get your hands off my son”. Like that father knew, if someone gets punched like that in the nuts, the normal thing for anyone to do, is turn around and punch them back, this dad was expecting the clown to do it. I know I would have – a big blow to the head thanks very much. If those parents are not going to teach respect, then others will, have to step in and do it. Absolutely disgusting bad parents. I want to add, if I had children I would not be punching them, as I would have taught them respect, but in that child’s case -I truly believe physical violence- an eye for an eye, is the proper answer. You had better keep all spoilt little brats away from me! I love the Internet - Truly, changed my life, helped me greatly, thankyou thankyou. (I remember the day Google came into existence. I was there, I was just thinking; I need a plain simple search engine that doesn’t have any adds, and is easy to read, understand and see results. And wallah! I clicked the button, and then there was Google! – the most magical day of my life!! A new era has begun.) I should mention of course there are some really dodgy people on the Internet, I mean extremely dodgy, they now have everyone tracked, they know everyone’s IP address, they know what information you’ll be sharing and looking at, they know your profiles, your acquaintances. They dictate what information you can see and can’t see by hiding web pages, (“the server cannot be reached at the moment…”) and they hide webpage results in Google search, and even present webpages with concocted information on it, specifically for a targeted individual. And I mentioned before how secretaries and reception girls are the biggest perverts, well possibly for the exception of computer nerd IT people. An example, I just download another browser the other day, {I have 4 browsers now}. And in the set up, it asked me “can we collect and use your data” UNBELIEVABLE!! why would you even ask me this, HOW could you possibly think in any person's circumstance that it would be ok for you to monitor all their browsing?? What planet are you living in? OFCOURSE NOT you idiots. Another example; way back around 2010 or so, I was out in the garden and came across a Praying mantis, at that time, I was not sure if this was a good insect or bad, so I went inside and looked it up, the web results said – all bad, they eat the leaves of your plants, so I went back outside and chopped it with secateurs. It was not till later when I thought about it, the name “Praying” suggest it hunts other insects and DOES NOT eat the leaves. So, a few years later when I saw another, I rechecked it again (by this time, there is an abundance of information on the net – {I have been around since there was hardly any info on the net!}, and sure enough, it clearly states “predators of arthropods”. So, some computer nerd had seen my situation back then, and falsified the results to trick me, (or they did not know), perhaps they thought it would be amusing, and perhaps making fun of some girl who was inexperienced in the garden (I bet it was a Telstra computer nerd), so meanwhile that poor little mantis died for no reason, just because of that stupid computer nerd. See how evil they are. It’s easy for a computer nerd to do this, I’m not saying acting on their own, or working for anyone, I wouldn’t want to encourage government conspiracies, but it’s easy for them to brainwash / manipulate someone through concocted information on the Internet. I have seen it also on another 2 occasions with 2 other people – so not me and my IP address, but people I knows IP address. Then there’s all the targeted marketing ads and so forth. My computer has frequently been hacked. I have emails that go missing, I have documents that go missing. Once I noted a video on my PC camera had been changed – as I was using it, whilst checking playback (I use it as a security camera too), btw, I believe they do this in order to protect the stupid bond bimbos who steal from me at my house - it’s like old men trying to protect pretty little girls who fuck up; I’ve noticed this is a recurring thing – outside down the street, if I am about to catch a dog red-handed stealing from me, there’s always some man who’ll step in my way to block my view, to make sure I can’t see what’s going on. It’s unbelievable how they ‘save’ these stupid trashy women. I’m thinking maybe they feel noble to do it, them thinking, ‘oh that girl is just young and naïve, and is making a mistake in life, she can’t help it, as no one has taught her any better’ or ‘ oh, well, we like the thief better than we like Emily, so, we will save the bimbo’. The reason I know they absolutely do this, is because when I was 18 and just moved to Sydney and had to catch the train up from North Sydney to Hornsby every day for TAFE, with my $20 a budget per week; a weekly train ticket was $12.50, if I recall, so that didn’t leave much money for food or Tafe materials, plus other modes of transport. One week I realised if I wanted to eat anything that week, I would have to not purchase a weekly train ticket, so I could eat (not that that is an excuse; if people had that attitude, then there would be chaos). But I actually was young. And it was back in the day before there were turntables at the train, and hardly any train staff about due to off peak travelling. So, I took the risk, and was sitting on the train almost at my stop, and of course, that day, they had a conductor come round and ask for tickets! I started squirming in my seat, and then the guy in front of me started talking to the conductor, and then it was my stop, I hastily got off, so I didn’t have to go through that process of humiliation. So, this is what men do. They knew perfectly well I didn’t have my ticket. That’s why they put the conductor on, and that’s’ why they put that guy sitting in front of me to talk to the conductor - and pretend to save me, FAKE SAVE, after setting up a near calamity in the first place. It is arshole behaviour. There is a whole network of them who continue to do it. Similar set ups and saves have occurred since, only ofcourse regarding perhaps embarrassing situations, but not theft, as I have mentioned, I am pretty much against theft of any kind. And that’s why they save those trashy bimbo female thieves who steals from me. To save them from humiliation – as I would press charges, no matter who it was or how old (that’s if I did not strangle them first and they were still around). But you see, the thing is, those ones that steal from me, are WELL past ‘young and naive’ stage, and the whole ‘well we did not know’ excuse; they now would be well into their 40s / 50’s plus some, aswell as being quite wealthy in comparison to me. Yet those men are still saving those bimbo women, no matter what age they are, and knowing how wrong and evil they are. At this point, those women really need to be held accountable. The fact they have not been, is why they still continue to steal from me. STUPID MEN. SUCH SUCKERS FOR A PRETTY BLONDE. This is exactly what happened when those girls stole my physio appointments and my Care plan; and you know, a young naive, 18-year-old skipping on a train fare one time, is a little bit different from stealing Hundreds of dollars’ worth of physio appointments from me, then also hundreds of thousands of dollars’ worth of craft products/stuff/ glasses/food…repeatedly and repeatedly…...Those stupid men obviously can’t see the big picture. And one of them at least works at Microsoft, as my PC camera is all Microsoft. They are going to also have to pay. Ha ha! Also, PC related hacking; I have words and sentences being changed from documents. I have words and sentences being changed on my website, as well as photos removed. { I find the way a sentence is worded, can be extremely important, and can make the difference between belief and disbelief, or to actually make the point you’re trying to make. Just one word is all it takes for a reader to be sceptical of what you’re saying or to miss the important part of what you’re saying. I believe that there are certain people who know about this and who have changed sentences and omitted important keywords, and I also believe they not only do it to me, and my blog, but they do it for important documents like for court or articles on wiki etc etc}. Also, I have had my uploaded YouTube videos, edited too. Basically, everything is editable on the Internet, and that’s why if you’ve ever attended court (for unpaid rego….), when you provide documents, they all have to be printed and sent because, everything can be changed and manipulated if it’s digital - but you also have to watch the person who takes the court documents because, then, again is an opportunity where something can be manipulated or removed, I have witnessed a girl tampering with my documents in a court reception - whether she was doing it deliberately to try to trick me, or whether she actually removed something, I still do not know (I won the case anyway – but the stress involved in having to go to court is unforgivable). (She was the girl covered with tattoos). And of course, they can track you easily on every single website and can block you, which they do I’ve been blocked from Facebook and eBay. Australia pretends to be a democracy, but really, it’s not. Someone suggested to me, the reason I was harassed when I went out shopping back in the late 90’s was really done deliberatley by computer people, trying to build up the online shopping computer world, as in, if someone gets harassed when they go out, they would be inclined to stay in, infront of their computer. Which is most definatly true, I feel online shopping has saved me from major harassment. Whether the part about nerds setting harassment traps is true, I do not know, there was one incidence at a computer shop in Hornsby, that leads me to believe it may be slightly true? You know I’ve been followed around on the roads since I was a young girl and this is not a conspiracy, this is a fact, maybe something that only happens to women or certain targeted individuals? I can’t speak for other women or other people. In fact, I can only assume though, if it happened to other people, they would talk about it more, so I assume that it doesn’t happen, or most people aren’t very observant like me? I remember on the roads when I was, probably 15 or so, I wasn’t permitted to sleep because my friend’s father who was driving the car would be one of those people that would fall into the category of ‘couldn’t tell the difference between a projected image and reality’ Powers that be know me well, and know about this secret phenomenon, and they don’t want any car accidents - I have to say those people live in fear and have no faith. I do not cause car accidents. Not ever. But once in Gunnedah, those evil stalking dogs created a car accident to make it look like it was my fault, I think they did it in Sydney once too, so they could try to prove their point and validate themselves, and I suspect, to get funding to continue to stalk me (creating jobs for themselves) – they really are evil and human rights violators, they have no respect for me or anyone else. They just want to try to control me, as in a personal power trip, and see me as their meal ticket, they are USERS. They are truly disgusting who act under the guise of “oh but we are important people who know about these things, when most people do not know, or understand, and so, “we are helping people - people need to be warned about you”. But they are not helping at all, they’re power control freaks; self-aggrandizing action undertaken simply for the pleasure of exercising control over another person. They’re self-declared important people, whilst making my life difficult. After 9 years of Drought, finally, I am seeing rain at Gin Gin. OMG, it is so devine. Thankgod its finally raining. I swear a lot of neighbours (and dull-witted council workers) "act out" because it's so dry and no one has enough water to live life. (There must be some explanation for the stupid thieving nature of the people who live in this Kookaburra Park community? - I was later advised, not rain related, but most people at that park were pot smokers, I was advised I was surrounded by potheads. Including my landlord. NEXT Life Stories P2 About P1 About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2( this) , LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

So, this is an example that I have to constantly battle, my whole adult life as a single female. Everybody assumes I’m to blame for any problem, I must be the criminal thief! I must be a drunk! I must be on drugs! And it’s always the other way around. ALLWAYS. It was the same when I was incarcerated against my will by the Bundaberg Mental Health greedy people, when I asked my uncle to phone and vouch for me. I’m pretty sure he assumed that if I was there, well then, I must be crazy. Back then, I Life Stories P6 1. My Pool Sold - My pride My joy This is my pool. Oh well, it was my pool, I should say. I purchased it, I built it. I kept it clean. I chose the ‘green’ liner, which I loved, especially when the sun shone through. Every time I went up there for a swim, {at least twice a day in summer}. I had this big grin on my face, and I systematically would just burst into laughter every so often. My pride and my joy, my pool. As close to the ocean as I would get, so I thought at the time. My favourite exercise in it was Zigzagging down the pool, from side to side; pushing off from the wall hard, flexing all my muscles, then gliding to the next spot! I loved it, and since my arms were ‘spent’ after furious knitting, this exercise was an enjoyable and gratifying alternative. The pool, at 2.2m was perfect for this fun activity. {I made a note of describing my ‘happy feelings’ in this story, about my pool - not to show vulnerability (as some suspect), but to show that you don't actually need other people to make you happy. You need to find things that make you happy, whether that be swimming, or having someone to snuggle up to: but you don't actually need other people, is my point - part of the psychological barrier that some people don't seem to get over in life. This ‘didi’ was stolen, so I suspect it's important to know in life. I've said it before my blog; All you need his water.} However, sadly the property sold and the new owners (neighbours), asked me to leave. They didn’t even have anyone lined up to move in. And I bet it remains vacant still to this day. But, my plan was to take the pool with me if I ever had to leave, and set it up at my next address – I had built it with this in mind, and everything was removable and ‘impermanent’. I had even put a slight decline at one end for easy water removal. However, after the forced 5th relocation since Rangari, with no suitable place for a long 25m pool, and ‘spent’ arms, I realized I would have to sell it. (25mx2.2m and 1.2m deep). So sad. I had major difficulty selling it. I paid in total just over $25000. It eventually sold it (2yrs later) on ebay for $207.50 to woman with 2 teenage boys and a BMW, from Brisbane. They got the highest bid, after it was set at $200. Can you believe that. She later told me she got her car the same way, she only paid $20000 for a $100000 brand new car. I suspect DOG NEWTWORK. But, also, it had actually sold 12mnths before for $5000, but the bidder never turned up to collect it, they paid – but never collected! Weird huh! I think it may have been related to ‘Wainberg’ aka Cate Rogers my landlord, someone worked out who she was before me. ”LEAVE LEAVE!!!” I spent the $5000 on food over the next 12mnths. Meat. But, I really miss it. {least I am now near a beach, even if it has stingers and crocs} Btw, at the time of building, when I arranged the excavation for the flat ground, I had no idea on the general cost of excavation, and there was only one excavator in town, man by the name of Durham, he came out, gave me a quote for $1300. I had to agree. But after he finished the work, he sent me an invoice for $1741.52 (as you can see from the invoice above). So, I wasn’t too impressed about that. What he had done was call his son out mid-way through the day to help him, and he charged me for his son!! Can you believe that. Plus, at the end of the day they had gone up to their truck which was about 100m from the house, so I had gone back to the house, and I was waiting for them to leave. They seem to be sitting in the truck for about five minutes. Just thought it was odd. But the next day I went back up to the excavated area, which I have to say, was done quite well, even though I told him not to do any compacting (books say that you’ve got to just scrape the dirt away, if you have to backfill, it doesn’t work as it compacts later. So, he backfilled half of it {but I didn’t have any problems from the backfill work, he must have really compacted it}. Anyway, when I went back up to the area the following day, my good long metal tape measure, that I had deliberately left by the fence, a huge big 30 meter long one, was gone! I know that one of those people or both of them had come back in that five minutes and have taken my tape measure. I was completely pissed off about it. TOTALLY PISSED OFF. I mean, possibly I should have been more pissed off with the fact that they’ve charge me additional $400 over the quote, but I was so pissed off and had stolen my tape measure, that this was my priority right then: I phoned their number up, it was still early in the morning, 730am, and I spoke to his wife Vicky. She said he was still asleep; can she help, I told him that one of them had stolen my tape measure, and she said no that can’t be right, but I insisted that they did. She said “I’ll just go and check their work box and the truck” She came back on the phone very annoyed and she said yes, you’re right, it is in their stuff. So, I said I’ll just deduct the $30 from the invoice. FUCKING ARSHOLES father and son. Unbelievable. But I can tell you it does not usually go that way after someone steals. They always deny it; just lucky I got his wife. Btw, my neighbours when I moved briefly into lawyer Long Cottage at Gunnedah were another wealthy lawyer family, although, I was to learn that they had moved, and guess who was living in that house now – THE EXCAVATOR!! So, he’s overcharging and stealing, and as a result, he’s like the richest man in town!! An excavator! I’m sure he studied long and hard for that job! Geez, some people really know how to be “democratic” don’t they? When I moved to Gin Gin, I was considering putting the pool up there instead of selling it, I even got a quote for excavation: guess how much: $200 What a Gunnedah scam! 2. Important Back info you should know - Slipped Disc story I want to put this here because I wish I knew it at the time. One day outside gardening/fencing, I slipped my disc in my back, when it happened, I was unable to walk, could barely crawl into bed from outside {It was just like that scene from the 80’s show “The Good Life” when Tom was fixing his diy home generator in the basement, and did his back in!}. I was in A LOT of pain. BUT apparently, as I did try to get inside, I made my back a whole heap worse, and the pain and immobility lasted for months. BUT if I had just lay down on the ground straight away, for at least 15 minutes - lying straight, legs straight, arms by your side, preferably on flat level ground, then your disc will slip back into place, and you’ll be able to get up and walk away no problems, without any more pain, (especially if your young), then you can concentrate on doing some strengthening exercises for your back. (Instead of spending the next few months in a whole heap of pain, and eventually getting a chiro to fix the problem – hooray, I could finally ditch my roller chair). After I realized this, I seemed to be teased greatly for knowing this fact, certain people (I will not be naming names) said it was bullshit. It’s not; my back slipped out again 10yrs later, I tried my technique, and voilà, it worked exactly as I said. Australians, they still suffer greatly from Tall Poppy syndrome, especially the media industry. (Tony Collette does not think nutrition and health starts from within the womb when the baby is developing – they clueless) (Do not overdose on vitamins tablets - can happen.....) Having said that, I know there is some woman, who can pinch nerves in the spine via distraction (without touching it). She is evil (Witches of Salem), and should be shot. She takes pleasure in inflicting pain on my back; rack off you stupid little dog, you are not magic, you are just a dysfunctional sadist, go and find someone who is actually into that kind of thing, and into you, AS I AM NOT (you moron). I am going to put my back story here, it’s on my list of Dr visits, on my Life Stores page too! After I slipped my disc, my whole left leg and foot swelled up, very painful, could hardly walk, I believe it’s called Sciatica? It was never diagnosed; as I went to the emergency hospital at Gunnedah, the doctor there was absolutely useless, he didn’t help at all, I later found out he was two days away from retirement, but after my further 20 more years of experience with Doctors, I am still not sure he would have been of any help, had he been in his prime! He gave me some sort of medication which made me vomit all night long every half hour, stupid dog bimbos at that hospital, male and female (I will never go back to that incompetent hospital). After months of pain and immobility, it was a Chyro who fixed my back, in literally 2 seconds flat. Gunnedah chiro charges $40 a pop, no Medicare rebate, but actually, I think back now, that Chiro who fixed it was in Melbourne, as it was the advice of my then flatmate, {Mat, who I was not too keen on, and in the end, booted him out, he was friends with that stupid blonde bimbo stalker that looks like a miniature version of Marylin Munroe, at Petersham}, but, before I booted him out, he heard about my sore back, and suggested I see a chiro (perhaps he saw all the stupid bitch bimbos at RMIT, and took pity, decided to offer me some helpful advice?) Now, I am not sure how I found the chiro that I visited in Melbourne, (maybe Mat recommended?) I cannot even recall where it was, or what he looked like, all I remember is, he fixed it, fast as a flash. Then that was it, fixed, no more visits necessary – he was truly the most competent Chiro I have ever encounted (and more important, not greedy, wanting repeat customers). Reasonable cost too, (not like 2022, quote for chiro yesterday, $300 for first visit in Mackay – as if, thieving receptionists). Unfortunately, some 10 years after that I was doing some strenuous work, and I had more slipped disc problems, but with my technique of lying in a straight flat position until the discs slip back in) then later putting in my lap pool, I basically cured myself of back pain. I am free of back pain! FREE!! well, for the most part. (As you know by now I was forced to move, and now have no pool, something else that has been stolen). So, I am having some weird back problems, a little different than slipped disc. So, it was my lap pool that I invested in at Rangari, that strengthen the muscles so the disc would not slip out again. It was the definitive ‘fixer’ for my back. I highly recommend swimming if you have back problems. Actually, I remember maybe a few months later after the chiro, and I had moved back to Gunnedah, I started doing some laps, and one day as I was going along the black line in the 50m pool, I heard and felt “click click”; it was my back realigning itself. I want to point out even though I had a 25meter pool, and I’m well familiar with swimming in both 50 meter and 25 meter. I feel if you have a spine problem, specifically you really need the length of the 50 meter to find your stride and pace yourself, with your slow but steady momentum - so your body has time to adjust and realign. You don’t want to be stopping and turning or doing any somersaults, you just need that slow and steady rhythm so your back can realign. Breathing both sides preferably. Course, if you just want to strengthen your back muscles, 25m fine, 15m or 20m, all good. When I had my pool up and running, I started running laps too, aswell as doing some Cha Cha steps – I had just learnt a Cha Cha step, (fast fast fast fast slow slow!) My calf muscles certainly got strong; I looked like one of those female body builders from the 70’s! I miss my pool. I did try to see a physio, but (really true) she (middle age wife) refused to see me because I was not a young good-looking footballer, and she did not believe someone like me (woman of slight frame in my early 30’s), could have back injury - she was either stupid, or stupidly manipulated by the short blonde bitch who stalks me, that was at Gunnedah hospital. Monumental incompetence in Gunnedah health workers. I literally could not walk for months, which could have been rectified. Oh, and in that time in Melbourne, when I had a sore back (but was able to move around by then), I seemed to have that same stupid short blonde girl harassing me implying that I actually didn’t have a sore back at all, that I was making it up. Stupid dog. And I’m going to write this bit again; it’s about when I was at RMIT, I heard about the other campus on the other side of town, had a Chiro clinic consisting of 4th year university students. Anyone could go there for a cheaper treatment. (This was before I went to the good one). So off I went to this campus clinic, and OMG, I can’t begin to tell you about the stupidity of the women involved in this clinic - they were all women, and they had literally NO IDEA what they were doing. There is not a chance in hell I would ever see a female chiropractor from that moment on. It was total Stupidity Bimbo Incompetence, absolutely shameful of RMIT producing those incompetent silly twits. So, I think the stupid short girl with blonde hair, and possibly Cathy Goldman (dog from NEGS who was obsessed with me), may have sabotaged that appointment? I’m not sure, I can only hope it was them, and not just the way they always are – stupidly incompetent? I just remember it quite well. SO BAD. In 2022, I have a couple of back problems again, as now I have no lap pool, and sore foot, so no exercise for 5 years. And again, no treatment. The dogs stole all my physio appointments on my care plans – plus again, really no physios who will do massage on me. Prejudice. Still resting, lying flat seems to be the best treatment. Otherwise, the only other thing I might recommend is daily massage, I am certain this would cure everything. (I might win the lotto!!). I said before, I may have got back problems due to “powers that be” seeing I am missing out on child labour birth pain, so gave me sciatica; “how dare you miss out on the womanly pain of child birth!” Photo from London Spine Unit 3. My 25m Lap Pool story with winning race story A few years back just after my father died and I had received proceeds of the sale of his house (unfortunately divided by 4 - if only I had been an only child ^jgkgf*dgljlfsaa#aks$ak$@aah 😀) Anyway, I have decided with my money, I was going to get a lap pool ($25000) plus some solar panels ($14000) to run it. This will be inorder to lose some weight, and fix my 3 slipped discs in my back, plus I love to swim and where I live in Gunnedah was really hot. Plus being low income, I found there was really no ‘play’ in my life, so, I felt I needed some sort of hope and joy in my life. Anyone on low income can’t really travel anywhere, and especially me, with my situation of having dogs who follow me around everywhere (Watch Dogs – Dolly Pardon) – so, I don’t actually want to go anywhere. Well maybe a nice remote island and beach would be nice…. My landlord was at least 15yrs away from retirement age, plus he said it would be fine. So, after paying the manufacturer (John Kozur from Affordable Pools) for my pool, in full, I had to wait for it to arrive, I had to wait, and wait, and wait as the manufacturer decided to take a holiday just as the money went through, and then when he came back, he was like, messing about, and it wasn’t for a good 4 months until the pool arrived. 4 mnths! BUT then I had to wait again, as he had not included all the parts required measurements, and as I was a ‘girl’ he thought I had made the mistake – so, I had to take the manufacturer to court twice to get all the parts that I paid for, he was so dodgy, a misogynist. So in this time I was angry, because I could’ve had the pool up and running as soon as I paid for it which was summer, and instead I had to just slug it out on the couch in the heat, knitting, and I was knitting furiously thinking the whole time that I should be swimming: so what happened, my arm really copped a beating in that period of several months of anger knitting -and I developed a problem in my arms from over use; repetitive syndrome, basically it’s just inflammation in the joints which causes pain. That, also with my history of ‘dumbbell’ overuse as a swimmer in my youth (we did not know about resistance training back then) plus all the chain sawing I had done on the farm; so, because of the damage done to my arms, when the lap pool was finally up and ready, I couldn’t actually do my freestyle laps, (!) plus the cold water seemed to adversely affect my bones. But it wasn’t all bad as I installed a diy solar system, and actually I’m a very creative person, and I came up with a whole lot of other exercises to do aside from freestyle; so slow breaststroke was ok, and running in water was excellent, pushing off the side of the pool wall over to the other side all up and down the 25m - this I felt was really good – flexing muscles aswell as gentle cardio, plus dancing was a great way to lose weight, plus the music made it fun! I got so trim, fit and terrific in this time. Sadly, I was forced to move (bullies stole my house and garden) after only three years of having the pool so it was a total loss anyway (another story about that, turns out my landlord knew he was selling in 3yrs and that I would have to leave, but he never said anything. ARSHOLE. (I did resell it for $6500 2yrs later after having had to cart it around to 5, (yes 5) new addresses) and I sold the solar panels for $4000 (they cost $14000 and made NO DIFFERENCE to my bill, infact it want up even though I had noflow pump on pool), so that $4000 paid for “Move-It Relocations and Storage” Tamworth – up to QLD) Such is bitch landlords, LUCKY I do not have kids - I recommend not having kids. Here is a good spot for this pool related story: I mentioned that I spent most of my childhood in the water. I did swimming training in primary school, every morning with mom! We rode our bikes up there, she dragged me out of bed at 6 o’clock. And when the end of year swimming carnival came round in grade 6, I managed to win Senior Girl Champion, with a big trophy and a photo in the paper and all. The following year, I went away to boarding school, and I didn’t have mum to get me out of bed every morning, so I was like, I am definitely not going swimming training yoohoo! Plus, there was no pool nearby, and it was freezing at 6 o’clock in the morning in Armidale. So, 4 years went by without swimming, except fun swims at school holidays. But then in year 10, at the end of the year carnival, I was dragged into a race, it was like an ‘all inclusion’ race – “we’re going to get everyone, even people who can’t swim, into the pool to swim!” such are the antics of girls at school. So, like there’s a whole bunch of people in the race, all squashed in, and I took off after the gun went, I wasn’t really swimming very fast, I kind of thought it was a bit of a joke, but I ended up coming second to the known popular fast swimmer in our year, even though I was going really slow, and so the girls insisted that I join the swimming club, and compete the next year. So, I did. And, I devised a plan; because I didn’t really think I was that good at swimming still, because I had stopped swimming training for the past four years, but I knew from my year 6 carnival, that the fastest time I did was it in the heats at the beginning of the day, and by the time you get through all the other races at the end of the day, and do the last swim, my time was atrocious - so bad, just would’ve been from exhaustion after swimming all day long. So, at the year 11 swimming carnival, I only swam in my heat, to get a fast time, then I’d know, I would be chosen to represent New South Wales in the all-important end of the day Relay race, which is NSW vs QLD, which was a big deal at the school every year, and is what everybody is waiting for. So, I swam in my heat, and I won- only the person who was at the end of the lanes, watching to see who won, a teacher by the name of Mrs Windeyer, said that I didn’t win, and the girl next to me won! I’m like, okay - even though I knew I won. I just kind of didn’t worry about it though, because I had a plan, and as long as they checked the times then it would work still. Although I wasn’t really sure that they would check, because you know, the politics of swimming, well, the politics of any social situation, involving women especially, there’s usually a pecking order, and I definitely was nowhere near even the middle, let alone at the top, (I don’t do pecking order, still don’t) So for me to win a race - this would ruffle the feathers of certain teachers, who like to think of their predictions of who can excel and who can’t, as accurate. And I guess they had already put me in a box. (Actually, looking back at my school years that school, this is so true I can’t believe it, and their attitude is ‘caught on’ by the girls too.) So, I thought they might definitely overlook the fact that I won, and choose the girl next to me who was the popular one, in which case, that would be bad, because then they would lose the relay - they needed me. So, I’m waiting around all day for the end of the day race, while everybody else in the swimming club were doing all the races, all the different strokes, all the things that you do in a swimming carnival. But not me, just sitting, waiting, biding my time. Finally, it’s getting closer to the time of the big race, the sports captain, her name was Sally Skipper, I still remember her, blonde hair, skinny, she said, and she made a big deal in fact, I suspect she might have known what happened in the heat, but she said that she checked the times, and I was definitely faster, therefore I would be the final swimmer in the relay, so good for her. I went ahead with the race and of course we won, and it was purely because I hadn’t swum in any other races that day, whereas the girl from Queensland, had gone in every race, so she was exhausted, and I was able to beat her (normally if she wasn’t exhausted, I knew that she would be able to beat me, she was a really fast swimmer from Brisbane) So that’s my winning race story from school. And you know what, this situation, it’s kind of like what happened to my pool; I hadn’t been swimming for so long, certainly no pool out on the farm at Rangari, no waterholes even, the nearest beach was 600km away. So finally, after years of not swimming, I put in my above ground lap pool, and I had a pool! and it was fantastic! For 3 years I found my love of swimming again. I had won again. And what do you know, so someone comes along and takes my pool away “no you didn’t win, I’ll see to it.” Such is bitch pecking order in Australia…. (Same with my trees planted at new address - they were all killed by arshole "YOU DID NOT WIN YOU LOSE"} 4. Running Tally of all Above Ground Pool Costs with Sabotage story Running Tally of all Above Ground Pool Costs with Sabotage story Affordable pools - initial pool cost, 25mx2.2m lap pool, above grnd $14424.70 Liner (It was meant to be included, but Affordable pools refused) $2200 Excavation $1285 Heat pump $1485 (later sold brnew for $400) Pump lowflow eco $122.50 Petrol $200 Sunshower fittings $50 50mm pipe, Bunnings(10 lengths 50mm cat 12 x 3m $24ea) $224 Phonecalls $20 Reece $13.86 2 Concrete slab, perlite $30, concrete $10.50, mdf $12 $52.50 Wooden crate petrol / poles $10 Shade cloth $135.00 Pavers $70 Concrete pavers $16 Concrete pavers $32 Swingset for cover (later used pvc and star pickets) $12 Petrol and time / printouts for court re skimmerbox $220 Take off faucet for the eyeball $4.60 Compactor $60 Duct tape $7.50 Rio rod for pool cover (stolen at Gin Gin) $13.50 Cover $431.60 Pool roller $61 Sand (what a rip off) $440 2 x 30m Tapemeasures $30 Laser level $94 Cordless drill $150 Thermometer $13.45 Shed $365.003.7m x 1.52m Translucent roof $25 Poly tunnel 2” $230 Shade cloth $292.00 Metal 60mm cutter $10.66 More Dural fittings $4.76 Rope $33.00 Teflon tape $5 Black Pvc for lining sand $100 2” poly extra $11.89 Dural Irrigation $497.01 Bunnings silicon, rubber coupling $21.00 Glue $8.64 Reece $36 13mm poly for solar 1600m first lot $470 25mm pvc for water fall 1 only so far $9 Chlorine for emargancy $40 Extra costs later 2nd skimmer $220 More Dural fittings $97.51 Reece Solar PVC (cat9, so hope it will not blow $230 Replacement pump lowflow eco $189.00 Solar Pump 1hp $109 Solar Pump no 2 just incase no 1 breaks .5hp $54 Salt $7 /25kg bag, once a month (x12) per year; $77 Hydrochloric Acid $49 /20L, once a month (x12) per year; $588 Total Costs so far -EXCLUDING electricity and my investment of my 5kw Solar Panel System (at $14000 with NO reduction in electricity bill, only increase - this was a total waste, as my pump was a special low flow one, meaning it did not really ‘clean’ my pool, and I spent a lot of time sweeping by hand all the dead bacteria, as no creepcrawly would work on such a low flow pump. (can’t remember if I included the liner?) $23399.18 Also, it took over 12mths for all the parts to be supplied from Affordable pools – OVER 12MNTHS! See, this list of costs was stolen off my blog and online too – mmm, gee, I wonder why!! Oh, only because they over charged me in all these costs. Especially for the initial pool, John Kozur, as all the extras like the pump, skimmer, liner etc. was meant to be included, but pretty much nothing extra was included. Not to mention he forgot part of the order, then took off overseas for 3mnths for holiday, so I could not do anything that whole time. And when he got back, then he did not believe me, he thought I had made a mistake, as I was a woman. IDIOT. I had to take him to tribunal through a court so he could see, he made a mistake. He just refused to listened to me, a mere woman. His wife and kids must be fairly incompetant for him to think that all woman are incapable of building a simple lap pool. It’s just a process, it was easy. And actually, I’m not really a ‘go with the flow’ type of person, I like to do things my way, because I like to put time, effort and research into things I do. I like to choose environmentally friendly ways. I like to choose smart ways above cost cutting. I like to do things the proper way. That pool would have lasted 100 years plus+ such a waste. Secret misogynist landlord – punished for being single and not a home owner -he knew I would be leaving in 3yrs, as they were selling to Carters, but he said NOTHING. Arshole Arshole. (Reminds me of my cousin, the one who had ‘issues’ with his mum, and so but took out is anger of her, on me. David must have some ‘anger issues’ towards his wife – or possible, and more likely, his daughters.) And stop putting spelling mistakes in my writing to try and discredit me, computer nerd hackers. As I was building my pool, a neighbour or landlord, put a rock on top of my freshly compacted sand one evening after I had retired, under the newly laid Liner, Prob David Heywood; Neighbour put large rock on top of sand, under pool liner, after I had finished laying the black plastic, and left for the day. So, when I started laying the green liner the next morning, I did not see the rock, as when I checked it the day before, it was all perfect, no rocks at all. (ofcourse). This is such typical retarded stupid ‘little boy’ Australian attitude “we can’t have this girl outdraw us, so let’s muck up whatever she’s doing. TYPICAL arshole behaviour, typical male behavior. Your pathetic. I had 3 neighbours on that farm, they were Heath Barwick, David Heywood and Steve Carter - one of them did it. (BTW, I blame primary school teachers for most of the total dysfunction in society). Single woman persecution. 5. So, as a Child I was this Unbelievable Fussy Eater My Vege patch at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australia, Jan 2011 Just look at me now! Actually, I found that growing my own vegetables organically, greatly improves the flavour of vegetables. In fact, I would never buy vegetables from the supermarket now, as the difference is quite extreme and especially the factor of going directly from garden to kitchen within a few hours, sometimes minutes, is probably the most notable difference in flavour. I did try some organic chicken from one of the chooks that was killed, but for me there was really no difference in the flavour. So, I figured as long as you grow your own veggies, then purchase (preferably organic grass fed) meat at the supermarket or butchers, you’ll be getting the maximum nutrition and flavour that you can get. Although I should mention when I had to move, and no longer had my veggie patch, aside from practically starving until I noticed purslane - thank God for purslane, purslane is a true superfood, seriously you should look it up, it’s so healthy, if you eat Purslane on a weekly basis, I’m pretty sure you won’t ever get sick from any nutrition related diseases, plus will fend off any bad cells (cancer). When I found this out, I started growing tubes of it to sell, but absolutely no-one in the Gladstone, Bundaberg, Gin Gin, Wide Bay area, wanted to buy any, I think Queenslanders are bunch of uneducated and unhealthy Australians. Anyway, what I was getting at, was these days they have new technology which enables food suppliers to preserve vegetables in a way that doesn’t change the taste too badly, like it did in the old days. I think it’s called snap freeze. I did try some peas that were snap frozen, but, I’m sorry, there’s just no way they compare to fresh homegrown peas from the garden, the size and the flavour is like chalk and cheese) So, as I considered my garden, and vegetable garden, where stolen from me, I also consider my good health stolen. FRESH VEGETABLES ARE VITAL IN NOT GETTING SICK. So back to my story of what I wanted to say; So as a child I was this unbelievable fussy eater. I would really give my mother a hard time, if I didn’t like something, I simply wouldn’t eat it, even if she spent hours cooking a fancy meal - if I didn’t like it, I would just REFUSE to eat it. My mother had no idea how to handle such a fussy child, as she used to cook good food, and take pride in knowing fancy cooking techniques. My mother didn’t believe in junk food or processed food. I mean she was actually pretty food savvy for her time (MLC graduate), and she was a total ‘health nut’, very conscious of how to be healthy, she got dad to grow fresh organic veges for the family. Plus, we lived out of town so there were no corner shops that we could go down and buy any sweets or treats, there was no Maccas back then either. But instead of my mother caving in and handing out sweet treats, ‘to shut the child up’ (like most bimbo mothers), she stuck to her guns and insisted we eat healthy. As a result I was slim and never got sick as a child ever and have an extremely good immune. If I was hungry out of mealtimes, then I can distinctly hear my mother’s voice still now, “Well, have a piece of fruit!” I didn’t feel I was starved in anyway, and it wasn’t my intention to be ‘skinny’ at all, and a lot of positive health benefits have come because of being thin. I was never sick as a child (mostly, read all later). I didn’t get the flue until I moved to Sydney as a fashion student (mistake moving to Sydney, the flue is a tell). My mother was naturally petite woman, and we 4 kids were all skinny too. But when I left for boarding school at age 11, the food situation got pretty dire, especially as I was so influenced by the older girls who were constantly telling me the food was so awful, and so, of course, if it was awful, I wasn’t going to even try it – 11yr old girls are not really known for their common sense, nor did I have any concept of needing nutrition, needing fuel for your body - actually today, now, I still get a little stumped by this, because back then I could easily skip meals, and it would not have ANY effect on me, I wouldn't feel giddy or dizzy, or weak. I could still run around the oval perfectly fine. However now at age 51, if I skip a meal, or if I'm even late for lunch, oh my gosh, my body starts going into like, little panic mode, and I get really dizzy and weak! I guess I just put it down to the young being strong, and as you get older you get weaker. Allthough I do eat a lot of sweet treats now, and plan on eating more; knowing about mum and her illness, health is not as important. The eating ritual back at school consists of 12 girls to a table, with 2 older girls at each end (I feel this is a TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE way for a young teen girl to be expected to eat right/ look after herself in this manner). Anyway, so basically at this junction in my life I was getting very thin. By the time year 8 came, I was skin and bone, it would have been a problem at this point, unbeknownst to me. But luckily, I believe, I had the hand of God come down out of the sky, and insinuate “if you want to survive this school, then you are a going to have to get tall” (unfortunately being small attracts bullies, another story…s.) So, this hand of God, came about in the form of my Aunt Di, and that year for Christmas, my aunt was staying with us, and she definitely noticed there was a problem, (it is easy for an outsider to look in on a situation and see what’s going on, they often have a much clearer view than someone who is close to the situation). So, she took me aside and proposed a deal with me, she said, “Emily since I’m a seamstress and can sew clothes and since you’re a young teenage girl who loves clothes, if you put on some weight, I will sew you a whole heap of clothes”. To me, this was just music to my ears, as I did love clothing, and I actually later graduated and went on into the fashion industry. But hearing this clear-cut deal, I made it my mission to eat, even though I was fussy, there was some foods I did like, so I picked those things out and ate unbelievable amounts of food – like, at lunch, we were served a plate of bread, and you could eat as much as you want, so, I would have at least 10 slices of bread every day for lunch. I mean I would really eat as much as I could, and I was always going back to the kitchen for seconds, all the kitchen ladies knew me!! The other girls noticed it, because I was literally the skinniest girl in the school yet, I was consuming volumes if not mountains of food, some of them went nuts with jealousy (back then it was still desirable to be unhealthily thin, and I want to mention there is this stigma about not being greedy, and being ladylike -these rules need to be thrown out the window, young growing girls need to eat as much, if not more than their dads.) So, I did put on some weight and went from being a very very skinny girl to just a slim trim and terrific girl. There was a huge added bonus; because I was always one of the shortest girls in the class, (all my life, short - oompaloompa) suddenly when I started eating (it was year nine), I had this phenomenal growth spurt and I shot right up and became tall (!). So I really believe now, looking back, when I see short people, I think maybe they did not have an aunt who proposed such a deal to them in their teen days, and are thus slightly ‘stunted’ from lack of nutrition. They didn’t know how important it was to eat right. Especially back then, diet wasn’t as big a thing as it is now. Nutrition is fundamentally important, I believe it (and fun exercise) also is responsible for waking the ‘Sleeping Beauty’ phenomenon - a young girl cannot be fully aware of what is going on around her, if she does not have proper nutrition and activities. I also believe adequate diet in childhood (including in the womb) contributes to intelligence/comprehension, commonsense and civility. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT, life is about food! Oh, and if you’re a mum racking your brain with a problem in your family, and you can’t figure out what to do about it, just mention it to family or friends, it is the key. Someone may just have an offhand remark, and the problem may be sorted. {btw, mum didn’t understand little things like, if she had of served the salad individually, and not with salad dressing, I would’ve quite happily eaten it. I didn’t have a pallet for vinegar when I was young, especially the commercial bottles that she used to buy, there was no such thing as balsamic back then, and mayonnaise – yuk, I still refuse to eat that, its whipped oil – so horrid!!!}. Also, it is normal for kids to be fussy, so they can have a chance to discover new foods as they go get older, on their life journey. If they couldn’t make these new discoveries, then unsatisfaction in their meals would ensue! Did you know I never liked caramel when I was young – too sweet ! can you believe that (now, Lindt Caramel Square Milk Bag!! mmm). Also, I recommend not allowing kids to have tomato sauce or soft drinks, that way you can keep their palettes pure – no excess sugar or salt. BTW, I think there were 1 or 2 times when I was accused of being greedy by people who did not know me to well. Now, I basically went through my whole teenage years as a thin stick person, so I hate to think what it’s like for someone who’s of normal weight or even over, and healthy, for they dare not reach for a second or third biscuit, in case they have some non-thinking woman (usually somebody else’s thoughtless mother) jumping on their back about how greedy they are. I feel I need to write about my body weight too, and the effect that a virus has on person of slight frame. I have always been slim, and petite, and extremely healthy, never sick as a child. But if you examine my body a little further, you’d noticed that the top half of me is what is petite, but I have quite long and big legs with strong ankles. Actually, my bottom half looks kind of normal, whereas the top half of me has always been petite; slim shoulders, slim hips (although I have quite a large chest due to my swimming days of my youth). So, anyway, after I got infected with a virus at the nursing home, (due to burning my throat with hydrochloric acid whist cleaning, and destroying the immune‘s first port of call DAMMIT!) the virus really affected the top half of me, pretty much, it felt like every part of the top half of me has changed, and is now weak from the virus, whereas my legs are just the same now as they were before. I truly believe it’s because the top half of me was so petite, it wasn’t strong enough to handle the virus, unlike my legs (I would have a hefty kick you wouldn’t believe!). A good spot to add this observation – over the years, as an adult, I have noted, that I have some complete idiot retarded moron, who sometimes, starts revving his/her motorbike (in the past it has been other modes of transport) but at the moment it’s a motorbike, and they start revving it and racing it up and down my outside my house, - I’ve noticed this happens when I haven’t eaten in a few hours. Like being late for lunch or dinner is somehow driving this idiot complete stranger nuts? I mean there are way worse things than skipping a meal. For instance, I’ve just relocated, and have had to do all the heavy lifting by myself, and I can assure you, for a petite, that’s way worse than skipping a meal. It does long-term damage to my body, and it causes nerve damage. So that idiot needs to get a grip on reality, and mind his/her own business. Who do you think you are? I’ll tell you; you are no one to me. Oh, and sometimes I note, my neighbour will hang around at their home until I go to eat, then they leave - this happens a lot, at Gin Gin, and I just noticed here aswell. Not a coincidence – MIND YOUR OWN GODDAM business, you little cretin with no thoughts of your own. 6. The cunning plans of Mother Nature; Sneaky yet brilliant little camelian weeds and my Andrew Lloyd Webber‘s Cats the musical plant story Purchased some carnation seed from an eBay seller. I grew them and it turned out to be this little white flower which was a weed. The foliage was very similar to carnations. I’m guessing this grew amongst the sellers carnations -when she went to collect the seed it was caught as well, she did not notice. The foliage looks so the same, and I’ve ended up with a weed. I find weeds can do this – it is a bit of a mother nature magic trick. They are very sneaky and cunning; you can grow something out in you vege patch or flower bed, and then suddenly, an extremely similar looking plant pops up, right next to it, and you’ve got to look twice as you’re doing the weeding, “is that a weed or another seedling?” And wonder where on earth that weed came from, that looks almost identical to my flower – which btw, are usually exotics from other countries, plus, my garden out at Rangari had never been inhabited before. So where did the seed come from? Indeed, it is like mother nature and that weed, had a mischievous plan to trick the gardener so it can grow there, and tried not be diligently weeded like all the other weeds. I want to add, as a gardener, this has happened no less than 3 times on 3 different plants!! I recall when I was at school, sharing a dorm with another girl, she had a plant, and I had read that plants can respond to classical music. So I went and chased down the flavour of the month music at that particular time, which happened to be Andrew Lloyd Webber‘s Cats the musical, and we played it to this plant softly, all day while we were at school. We raced home to see if anything had happened, I kid you not, her plant had grown a 30cm shoot, a single stem straight up into the air!! We kept it on the following day, and again another 10cm worth of growth on that stem, the following day another 5cm. This plant just seem to be growing this single stem shoot, straight up into the air, there didn’t appear to be any leaves on it, it was a little odd looking, but that was proof as far as we’re concerned, they do respond to music! 7. Am I the type of person that is a victim, and Tricia Chook Show Story I want to write down a little part of my personality, because with all this bullying and thievery that goes on, I really feel like a victim, and that got me thinking, do I have the type of personality that people bully? Or is it purely a rumour, wrong information, reputation thing. I think this story might clarify. At one point in my life, I had chooks, huge big chook yard down the paddock. I had a rooster, the biggest rooster you have ever seen, big white one. He used to guard the chooks fiercely. After a while, he started attacking me when I checked for eggs. I would kick him away, but he would persist, and keep attacking me, and so with each time he attacked me, I would kick a little harder, at first only a gentle push, then harder with each attack, but he just kept on persisting, until finally he copped a blow that was quite hard, I wasn’t holding back at that point, sick of being attacked, it was him or me. I knew if he attacked one more time, I would kill him with the next kick. In that moment the rooster finally got the message, that he would die if he kept attacking me, so he stopped and I didn’t ever have any more problems with him, until the foxes sadly got him. But I had to basically use brute force against this small animal to try and get him to stop attacking me, it was the ONLY WAY. Brute Force. So, there is a part of my personality; if you attack me enough, eventually you’re going to get clobbered. How many times do I get attacked by stupid little dogs? Stupid little dogs. I have to mention on my blog that I often am followed around by blonde bimbos – dogs – this is just what a stray dog would do, so I call them dogs – (you have made you own bed bimbos - I know there are some people, women in particular, who would get offended if they hear me call a woman a dog. Maybe when I was younger in my 20’s, I may have been offended too, but with my life experience now of those women, the word ‘dog’ is like a nice word, considering what they really like. I should add, I had many girl friends at school with blonde hair! I did not think them stupid! Lol, and have encounted many blondes with many brains in my time. I did get charged by a bull once, but the bull was really mad, because he had got stuck in my large chook yard, and I was trying to get him out, but he was refusing, I was chasing him around for ages in the middle of the night ,and pitch black, with my torch. So, he charged me, I ducked behind the large fig tree in there, and picked up a bit of Rio rod, so if he charged me anymore, his eye would be taken out. So instead of charging me, (- this cow could read the situation), he went over next to me, where my large rosemary plant was growing, and he put his whole head down at the base of the plant and lifted the plant up by its roots, and threw it aside! {naughty little bull}. He knew perfectly well that was my rosemary plant, he totally knew what he was doing too. This is how pissed off he was. So, then I realised he was pissed off because he must not know where to get out, he couldn't see how he had gotten in - through a hole in the fence that he had created, he couldn't find the hole again, so I had to go and find the hole and kind of rip it open so it was large and big, so he could get find it easily, when I did that he walked out straight away - he had had enough of me! I tried to find the Chook Show Story, but it is missing, maybe my microsoft search has stopped working? But, in case it has been deliberatley removed, I thought possibly another nail on the head situation, and I need to write about it in more detail; As you know I kept chooks on the farm, one day there was a chook show in Gunnedah, with all sorts of breeds on display and for sale, those people are called “chook fanciers”!! J So off I went and as I was walking around the big shed, I noticed something odd, I believe it was the reaction from other people behind me, slight laughter slight condescension that I did not know, that someone was following me. I turned around and there was this girl literally following me, I had caught her in the act, I stared at her, and it took a moment before she realized she was ‘sprung’, it was like she had done it before, and on a regular basis, and she had never been seen before. So, then she took off. That bloody girl looked like Samantha Coulton’s little sister, (Trisha) a girl from school, Trisha was in the year below me, she had friends in Gunnedah who I was friends with. Actually, I remember when Tricia was expelled; the next year, our form went on an excursion to Sydney, one day we were sent down to a different school to check out their new indoor pool (someone must have been campaigning for a new NEGS pool! Just as a sidebar: I know one of mom's friends, single-handedly raised enough money for her son's school to get a new indoor pool! So, there are many parents who really feel like their child's school is a big part of their community, and I guess they feel 'indebted' to them, for taking care of their children.) Anyway, what I specifically remember though, is that was the school that Trisha ended up at. And she must've heard NEGS girls were coming, and she had come out to the bus area. But all the other girls in front of me just completely passed by Tricia and snubbed her when she said hello - it was quite revolting, I couldn't believe it, like they knew perfectly well who she was, it's not like they didn't see her, (as sometimes it's the case in my experience!), but I saw her, so I said hello. Possibly maybe she interpreted this later as ‘please follow me around wherever I go’?! But, I felt like a ‘hello’ was required at the time. And I found it extraordinary how those girls in my year, my peers, had decided that Tricia must be a bad person because she was expelled - like they hadn't really thought about the possibility that some stupid little Nazi bitch had gone on a power trip and expelled her, or she had just made a mistake, as young girls do. Instead, they just automatically shunned her - it's quite disgusting. Its stupid infact, woman are bloody stupid - it goes right back to the Witches of Salem story – that stupid mentality of casting aside – or killing in those times, women they did not like, or understand. I should add, I do not know why she was expelled. But if it was for stealing then I guess it would be okay……. But as she had been at that school since kindy, it must have been something bad?? So many problems with girls in that year; before I mention Gina Burn at the dentist story, Emma Finylason with her thievery and lying; why are they obsessed with me? Oh, that’s right it was from going to church twice a week and being tortured on the hard wood kneelers. Btw, Samantha, in my year, was the Miss Perfect type, she was a school prefect and was always serious and studious, Trisha on the other hand, was expelled when she was in year 11. Both those girls were at that boarding school from kindy, so you know they are going to have problems that stem from parental neglect. Btw, I have noted there are people in life who look like other people, I have determined that once a upon a time, there were several families formed, and from those families, all people today exist. And it’s like many people today resemble each of those existing families, with specific traits and ‘looks’ specific to it. So, there was also another girl I knew who looked like she came from the ‘same back in the day family’ as Tricia. And this was a girl I used to nanny in Wahroonga, looking back, they were spitting image, although definatly not related so far as I know. So, I guess it could have been that girl at the chook show? Can’t remember her name now, her mother’s name was Sarah Peatie, but, I recall, seeing her brother in Gunnedah, possibly that whole family, they were walking down near the river flats as I drove past! No idea why they would have been in Gunnedah, possibly passing through. Unfortunatly, I can’t recall if it was at the same time as the chook show?? So, it may have been her, and not Trica? Poor Tricia, no, I think it was Tricia! I know I am also a victim when it comes to bullies trying to inflict pain and injury on me, in passive aggressive ways; just like girls who follow me – passive aggressive. Then other people that can see I am being followed, they then have no respect for me, and treat me as such. Aswell, I have bullies at Drs trying to ‘not allow’ me to get treatment. Jessica White – fuck off you stupid little dog – it may have been her involved with the ‘hole in shoe’ sabotage to try and get me to put on weight? She was in involved in the black tooth incident over xmas that time. I would say she is probably on cocaine; she knows she is greedy and she is evil. Maybe she needs it in writing. Although I was told a lot of my problems I have with other women, “little girls”, are the result of my looks; girls who are not pretty get “cast” as baddies then treated as such. Well, I certainly know the police do this. And all the people who have ban me online. Stupid computer nerds I guess. By the way I believe they’re trying to do something about the attitude towards excluding people for medical treatment, in Australia EVERYBODY is legible for Medicare rebates and if you have a Health Care Card, ALL medical appointments are FREE if you go to a bulk billing clinic. (Except for Physio, Chyro, and Massage -which I am trying to campaign them to include in ‘medical world’. The fact that they don’t especially include Chyro is ridiculous, in my experience Chyros are much better at perceiving the body than a GP doctor. Understatement. Some people, especially old men Dr’s and Dentists, have issues (problems) with old people and unemployed people receiving FREE medical treatment. Like they hate the concept of welfare. Weird – how clueless are they? We have welfare in this country. It is to stop poverty. That’s the way it is. That’s the way the government has decided it should be, it has been this way ever since I started paying attention at age 18, so, even before that too! J They have set X amount of money aside, ready for those people when they’re in need. It seems to work in my opinion, although there is identity theft and fraud related to it. So ‘the powers that be are trying to change people’s attitude about it BTW, (much to Centrelink’s dismay), this attitude adjustment should’ve been brought about 20 years. So little girls wake up, if you had targeted anyone else but me, you most likely would have been kicked in the head a long time ago. {I personally believe bullies have a distinct instinct about targeting someone, who they know will not kick back}. 8. Water Cooler AND BOTTLE STOLEN from Gunnedah Art Gallery Women Behaving in Non-Thinking Dogged Zombie Ways This was stolen along with the water bottle, from the Gunnedah Creative Art Gallery one monthly meeting, stolen, I am pretty sure by a predominant elderly volunteer who works there, Shirly Urquhart, (no conviction) who was only other person in the room. Such STUPIDTY. What is it with women who steal, “oh, don’t like her, don’t like their hair, don’t like how happy they are or how right they are – so just steal something from them, that will make me feel better” - that must be their stupid brain thought? (I have witnessed this on several occasions now by various women, often 50+). And when I mentioned this to another board member, she refused to believe that she stole it. I find this extraordinary, how these bully thieves have everyone fooled. You know ‘bad people’ are not the weirdos in society who are usually found sitting alone in the corner, it’s always the ‘popular’ and well liked, usually well-paid ones that are the real nasties. Now, I’m going to put up a little ugly story here, because with all my postings of the items that have gone missing stolen or situations that I’ve talked about on the Internet publicly, I keep going on about the bloody female dogs, I find them such a big part of my life, as they follow me about everywhere I go, and no one talks about it and a lot of people do not seem to understand what I’m talking, about, so, this little story is to show you exactly what I mean, because one day, I caught a dog on camera! -behaving in full-on dog fashion, right on camera. It was by chance that my car cam was on. I was parked outside the art gallery in Gunnedah I just been inside to try and sort out a problem about my artwork, the organizer Eileen, in there was being difficult. So just after I walked out, this girl Barbera came out chasing after me (she works next door to the art gallery which also is adjoined to the art gallery, in the cinema, she works there as a paid worker (everyone in the art gallery is a volunteer and doesn’t get paid) so she, you would think knows what’s going - although after this experience I’m not sure she really knows much about anything. So, I was in my car about to leave and she just started full on harassing me, it was really disgusting bullying behavior that no one would believe it if I told them what happened, (even though this kind of thing happens to me all the time, I mean ALL THE TIME. I am well used to it - since writing about it, magic! bimbos across Australia are waking up). But she was going on and on in this bitchy nonsensical dog like territorial fashion – but she was Eileen’s dog, do you see? So the diesel car finally was ready to go, and I started to reverse back, I looked at her face and she had this puzzlement expression on her face like she couldn’t understand what she was doing there and what she had been talking about - it was truly like she was in a zombie state just harping on and on, like fighting with me about nothing, as I actually had absolutely no relationship with this girl at all, I don’t know her except by name and the fact that she worked in the cinema - I do recall once, attending the cinema a few years prior, to watch “Breakfast at Tiffany’s” but when we all got there, she said it was unavailable and we have to watch this other movie which was absolutely ridiculous, so I probably thought in the back of my mind she was a little incompetent, but, I don’t hold that kind of thing against people, because a lot of people, women, in Gunnedah who are pretty much incompetent. So anyway, I had forgotten that the camera was on and remembered it two weeks later, so and I went to get the TF card and take a little look at what had happened, and it was unbelievable, unbelievable, the dogs had stolen the TF card, the lengths that the dogs will go to protect themselves is break and enter, thieving, and bully behavior. I’m bloody sick of it and now I’m naming names, now, I take my camera everywhere, so if you want to do this bully behavior, be prepared to be humiliated on YouTube....for all eternity, because I won’t be letting anyone steal my TF card in the future. It will be instant upload. (I uploaded a phone conversation, where the girl was harassing me with multiple calls, and she sounded totally sly, a week later I listened to it on YouTube, and it had been edited, so she just sounded normal – that girl was anything but normal. (They change bits in good movies too, like the running girl scene in Hairspray). I’ve got something further to say about this kind of absent-minded chitchat that a lot of girls seem to enter into, amongst other things, I believe this loss of focus, is caused from a lack of nutrients, and not because maybe they are hungry or they skipped dinner, I’m talking about from the very beginning, in the womb. If the mother wasn’t getting enough to eat back then, or enough of the needed essential nutrients, then that causes slight brain development problems. I’ve come to this conclusion from observing a litter of seven cats from birth to death. What I noticed is that the firstborn cat was an outstanding hunter, fully aware, and very precise and clever in his tactics, he was also naturally confident and outgoing (and I’m pretty sure he had a sense of humor!) He was intelligent and not reflective. Then what I noticed was that each cat after that was a little bit like that but a little bit less so, and by the time you got down to the seventh cat, her personality was quite the opposite of the firstborn very shy, very timid, very scared (she was afraid of shadows), quite reflective, especially in her older years, and not outgoing at all, infact she never ventured outside for the first 4 yrs of her life, and obviously at first when she was born, she was very tiny. Now, I have to point out, the mother was a stray Tabby rescue cat, and as far as I was concerned, she was going off to the vets at six months old to be desexed, so at age of 5 months when she started getting a bit fat, I actually thought in my naïveté, that she was putting on weight and I actually cut back her food, which obviously turned out to be a huge mistake as she was pregnant, I soon discovered she was, I increased her food, and after the kittens were born, I fed all the cats very well, they had lean kangaroo meat twice a day, and expensive type of biccies that I’m hoping were all good (I know the cheaper types are terrible, you may as well be feeding them cardboard). Now, I thought well, you know, maybe that’s how it is for a cat, but a human who doesn’t carry seven but instead just one at a time, may be different (with the 1st born/2nd/3rd….,) but after thinking and observing about it some more over the years, I’ve decided it’s exactly the same, and any women that has more than 2 kids been just plain dumb, and asking for health problems (why do you think they number each sibling on your Medicare card, Doctors know about the difference.) 9. Strange and Unexplained Netflix Phenomenon As I have mentioned, any strange nuisance things that happen to me; when I write about it on my blog, often it suddenly stops! what a bonus of a blog - even if it’s something that’s been happening for years and years and years and I’ve never mentioned it to anyone. Like the little bimbo dogs who follow me around and harass me from the street GONE! Well, some of them, I seem to still have car hoons, trucks, neighbours, weird Chinese guy, weird couples, and well, actually a lot, but the harassment from bimbos has been greatly reduced when I go out. So, this photo story is along those lines, this is something that happens, it’s not as annoying as banging and tapping, or being harassed from the street, but I’m not sure they should be doing it. And I am adverse to any beeping in movies and shows! (Please get some creative street sounds) So, what happens, every time I purchase some fabric, of one of my designs, then a show or movie on Netflix appears that has a scene with a similar looking fancy wallpaper or fabric, and then after the scene has ended, there’s always a car that starts madly beeping - it’s happened quite a few times, and it’s too many times to be a coincidence. I have no idea why they would do this, aside from the fact that they just want to show off their own designs. Or maybe they are ‘copying’ my designs? Or maybe they are saying, there is already similar design to yours? Who knows? Some of them, indeed, are definitely quite beautiful, but not always. Some of my designs are quite stunning! (but not always!) It may be related to my photo story “when you see what you want - ask for it, you just never know” on p2 in Life Stories? At any rate, I feel those people, are perverts prying into my life in an unwanted manner. I’m going to continue to sell my fabrics on RB, even though the little dogs would like to sabotage me! My beautiful fabrics are available on my website at https://www.redbubble.com/people/emilybieman/shop The one above is my personal favourite this month, it’s called “Pandorea jasminoides Clusters” I have to come back in 2025 and add to this one. I wrote this in 2021, and since, I have had huge problems with Netflix, and some of the people who work in this industry, so much so that I do not watch it any more, and never will. I had a lot of items stolen and I believe it was related to the dogs who work at Netflix little perverts, and kids of actors. Spoilt little entitled brats who really, belong in jail. (I have written about their thieving antics on my blog already) And in retrospect, I think they also might've had something to do with helping Sharon Morgan, back at the beginning of 2020: so unspeakable I'm not even going to mention it again here. {They could see the accusations coming, and were trying to save themselves in advance. lol}. And like, if say, I travel up to the city to do some errands, I noted for the next week or so, I have bimbos doing reflections of the places I went to. Just weird. I really like watching movies, I have a heaps of favourite people on television and actors/ actresses. Some of them are just fantastic people, some who you know, have never had a care in the world, and as a result they're just awesome (!), especially when they are young (I find as people get older they tend to get more pissed off, especially divorcées.) There have been many AMAZING movies. AMAZING story telling. Genius people. But, there are some, who are just revolting. They're so obnoxious, they're so arrogant, they're so stupid, they are such thieves. There are some who are TOTAL sexually depraved PERVERT idiots. Now I don't personally know anyone who works in the television or movie industry, primarily based in America anyway. There are some Australian shows but due to the thieving and disrespectful female dogs, I try to avoid those ones. I have noticed a trend of actors using the media to add personal messages, either to someone they know, or to the general community. I sometimes see they very obviously interrupt my viewing to put in their own personal message. Half the time they do it, I feel like their manner in which they portray their message is so personal, like I they want to talk to me personally, they want to engaging me in conversation and connect with me. (This is a tactic they use for product placement – add people to do. ) I get really annoyed at this. REALLY. Who do you think you are? Why would they think I would want to connect with them personally - without knowing anything about them, you know like, what kind of person they are; are they kind and honest, that kind of thing??? I just want to through the phone at them. I am old and wise now, most people are not kind and honest, especially ones from big cities, and ones that do not know me. And it seems to be getting worse as the years progress, like some people on Netflix are just complete dick heads. D-i-c-k-h-e-a-d-s. BEEP OFF. I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU. 10. The Secret - Rhode Island Red Evil Chook Story So, this Rhode Island red chook is evil !! One day this chook spotted an evil opportunity to inflict great pain on me! She managed to woo me over to an area in the Chook tunnel, where they were plum tree thorns - and I trod on one, it went through my shoe and into my foot ,causing pain and ongoing infection. The other time is a little harder to explain, so I won’t, but suffice to say a rod fell over, tripping me on cement, hurting my knee. Now, if you can get your head around this, I believe this chook was doing reflections from some girl or someone (not entirely sure who) but it wasn’t me. Btw, I asked the girl at Gordon Barry at Gunnedah for an Isa Brown Chook, and what does she give me? a Rhode Island Red! I suspect this chook was from a female evil chook owner from NEGS. I believe there is a girl from school, NEGS, who is a little obsessed with me, because she can see that I have a certain effect on some people, a positive effect, and I can inspire positive outcomes, say, people being pleasant and good natured to me. And this ‘incenses’ is her, it enrages her because she’s jealous – so no grievances with me, just jealousy, as she cannot do the same. And so, she arranges a whole heap of horrible things to happen to me, and this “wrong chook” is one of them. It could be Charlotte Powel, I’m not entirely sure. (I put a call out in my new local area at Gin Gin to see if someone could please come around and have her head cut off -but do you think any man in Gin Gin could stand up and do the task ? NO! What a bunch of wussies) it is not the actual killing part that I’m referring to when I mention wussies. By the way, I already had a sore foot, and actually, I personally believe, that my chook could see the weakness in my foot, which is why it saw this evil opportunity. This is very typical behaviour in a chookpenn; if there’s any weakness in their group, then they will often attack and kill the week one, in order to get its food. I feel birds in general have a sense of sussing out weakness. I know they knew when any of my five cats were going to die. I also think there are a lot of girls who have not quite fully evolved from chook in to human, as they also do this – pick on the weak or weakness. (After my arms developed ‘old age’ problem, some girl suggested whenever I go outside now, to cover my arms, just in case!) oh, and while chooks have a basic understanding of “no more you, me for me”, a typical Australian bimbo mother has no understanding of this concept and just keeps ‘popping’ them out - without thinking. On a typical wage, no woman or couple can afford to have more than 2 kids, it’s a plain and simple fact. Infact I would go further and state no woman or couple can have kids at all as housing and protein is too expensive. As a side bar, when I was living on the Culls farm, I built a huge chook yard, it was the size of a tennis court! I didn’t have a nesting box, but there was kind of tin box that had been fashioned into some refuge for them, so for their laying nest, I decided to cover the roof with collections of human hair, that I collected from the hairdresser!! I got about six huge garbage bags full, of human hair!! I had collected from Addicted To Hair in Gunnedah! So actually, thank you, to them for collecting all the hair for me! So, all that hair squashed down was perfect for the chooks, they loved it, plus I had fashioned a kind of a little roof canopy over, so they didn’t get wet. And when I collected my eggs every day, I didn’t have to bend down, there they were, directly in front of me on this lovely soft cushion of hair!! I also thought later what to do with all that hair, and it would make excellent cob, in mud, instead of straw - for a lovely fine smooth texted wall!! I want to say here, having chooks was brilliant, I couldn’t understand why more people with backyards didn’t have their own chooks. Not only was it much cheaper, but they were much healthier, with a healthy yellow yoke, instead of the supermarket pale yoke ones. (And in my opinion tasted better) - that of course was back before free range eggs came into the supermarkets. I had five cats, so I would also give my cats egg yolks every now and again, they loved an egg yolk. And every year I had to come up with car rego money, so I would go through this 3-month period of alternating between ‘normal food‘ one day and then eggs the other, so eggs with rice, eggs on toast, maybe eggs with vegetables, depending on if anything was in season! This tactic saved me a lot of money, and I could afford to purchase my rego - totally worthwhile having chooks. (btw, eggs are very healthy, they have all the nutrients in them that one needs to get through the day – they are perfectly balanced) I have to add back then the chooks I purchased were $8-11, and laid for 3-4yrs, whereas the very last pair of chooks I purchased, the Isa Browns, only laid for 2yrs, and they were $18 each, plus $25 a bag of feed every 2mnths, plus they need ‘greens’ in the middle of a drought - it was starting to be more and more pricey to keep chooks. (Free range eggs in supermarket $4.50 a dozen, so actually cheaper after my cats died to not have chooks) 11. Ebay Nazis now, after 5yrs of selling - ebay rated POWER SELLER - 1300 positive feedbacks - BUT THEY STILL ban ME OMG, yet another online account I have been kicked out of in 2020 by persacutery nazi dogs Chat conversation: 8:42am Suraj has joined the conversation Suraj Hello Emily, I can certainly understand that you are concerned about the account restriction/suspension. I hope you are receiving my messages. Emily It says my account has been suspended, not deleted, I see you deleted my other account, but I have had this farmplantsandseeds2015 account since 2015, I have sold thousands if Australian seeds, and I have 1300 positive feedbacks, I strongly feel and know you have made a mistake. Suraj As previously mentioned, this suspension/restriction is permanent. You will not be able to participate in any buying and/or selling activities on eBay. In addition, any other accounts you own, or that are associated with this account, will also be suspended/restricted. While we know this is not the response you wished to receive, there is no further opportunity for appeal on this decision. My designs on Redbubble 12. Typical Day for Me here at Gin Gin Typical Day for Me here at Gin Gin Lately, whenever I start a new work project (today it was my timber planter for Etsy- just putting the finishing touches on it!) I have my own personal plane that flies over - North to South or South to North. This has been an ongoing thing for years, since I lived at Rangari. The pilot is a mongrel. And, it is akin to my neighbours who used to make noises whenever I went outside (read my photo story “Finally, some normalcy when I walk outside into the garden.”) You know I grew up on a farm, where there were no planes, no trucks, no cars, and no people, in fact it was awesome. And then I also lived at Rangari farm for 10 years, again with no trucks or cars - although unfortunately in this period I did have planes. While I want this story to be strictly about my planters, and any activity I commence, coinciding with planes and or either verbal or other sound harassment from outside; a problem most people would NOT understand, nor have to deal with. There is one other thing that is going on here in my typical day, and that is the washing issue. Since we are in year nine a nine year drought, there is literally no water here at Gin Gin, kookaburra Park. The lake has dried up, and there's no connected town water, so unless you have at least 4 very large tanks connected to your property, you will have run out of water - so everybody here has run out of water. I don't know if this is too icky to mention, but in regards to my bedsheet and duvet, I have had to simply leave them, I can't wash them. The last wash was 3 months ago! And I have to say, they've kind of passed the stage of feeling icky and now it like feels normal! But I am really hoping it rains soooon. (And no, I cannot go to a laundromat; have you not been paying attention at all on my blog? do you not understand what happens when I go anywhere yet? - Actually, I'm not even sure there is one in Gin Gin). After moving further North, the planes have somewhat ceased. HOORAY. Occasionally I still hear one, but living this close to neighbours, I think that plane feels he/she can no longer get away with flying over me constantly. MONGREL. Although as per typically now, last night at 330am thereabouts, a car just drives in and sits outside my unit for 10minutes or so, until I am fully awake, (with the help of Neville, my 72yr old bikey neighbour who wakes me up with coughing sounds from his phone app). Then when I look out the window at them, they leave. MONGRELS. WAKE UP POLICE AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT MONGRELS. I don't think the police can even see the mongrels little alone to do something about them! Society is completely backwards as far as I'm concerned. It's like I'm living in the ice age still when it comes to conscious awareness of the ugly human nature. Update 2025, at a new location, which is not in a very built-up area, but still is in suburbia, I have planes again, they have started harassing me quite regularly. Every evening, every morning, mostly, and always on Saturday morning too. Here, it does not seem to be work/activity related?? Don't ask me why they harass me, they are completely nuts; You know, Centrelink demand that I show them my end of financial year tax statements and balance sheets showing all incomes. If I didn't provide it then they would cut my money and do worse. BTW, my planters, see above, did not sell well at all! So, I just stick to seeds and plants 13. Re-creations Mmm! I do enjoy watching a good drama! Including this one, (6 Feet Under) even though there’s dogs on this show now (repeats on Binge), too bad. Least all episodes are included this time around – interesting amazing story line. But, so, what the dogs do, is they find something out of my past, and they kind of recreate it, or more, remind me of it, and do signs - it’s not really obvious to most people watching, but I know there are a lot of others who can see plain as day. It seems to be a type of humiliation game for the dogs in the entertainment industry. I also mentioned it on “Look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia” on p4. (Btw, if you say this is what certain people within the Tv/Movie do to Mental Health sector, and many other sectors, they will call you crazy – they are completely STUPID, and blind as bats). But many Tv/Movie people give themselves away quite happily. Some of the ‘re-creations’ are absolutely disgusting. When they recreate the past, they often manipulate it, so they don’t really stick to the truth, or they are bias. Dogs who play sides. Its total manipulation. Oooh nooo, nothing annoying about that in the middle of a story line. They gets things WRONG all the time. And often feels like a witch hunt with false accusations like back in the day, The Witches Of Salem. Beat it! and get a life you stupid dogs. The show Virgin River does it too – more reflections. L Reflections - this is what someone who is really stupid does. Maybe you should think about that, think about how you can take control of your own thoughts, rather than do somebody else’s reflections. I’m bloody offended and enraged by stupid little bimbos doing reflections. Skank off, you stupid little dogs. BEEP BEEP SOUND EDITORS BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP (they are on Youtube too, ABC news) 14. Art Ban on Australian website Redbubble I sell my designs on RedBubble, not that I’ve sold much, but I want to take this opportunity to express my disgust for the coward people who run this website, (according to wiki: Barry Newstead, Peter Styles and Paul Vanzella) Even though this is website hasn’t ‘banned’ me – they threaten to; The only reason they have not, is because I have my textile designs on here only. I do not have my photos of real life, and my real-life stories, which some most definitely falls under the category of art – art imitating life. And this is an ART website! I did post one picture, one that I felt was way too important not to, regarding psychological abuse that goes on in primary schools by teachers, {“Bully teachers in Australian public primary schools”, P1}, and they instructed me to remove it otherwise they will delete my account. So, you know, as far as internet goes, if I can’t even put my art on an artistic website, absolute shame on them, shame on this country shame, shame on Australia for not equipping people to be able to deal with the truth (so shame on Morning Television shows too). COWARDS Australia: Hickleberry Bully country. Also, according to wiki, someone put up on RB, a comical strip about Nazis, obviously having a go at them, making fun of their monstrous ways, and the bloody Jewish people complained about it, even though, if they have properly understood the comic strip it is plain obvious that they’re making fun of Nazis, trying to portray how WRONG THEY ARE, and taking the Jewish side, so to speak. Yet it was the Jewish people that put in a complaint: silly Jews; you know, they just must have seen the word NAZIS, and totally flipped out, unable to comprehend anything else, just like how a person hears someone’s tone, rather than hear what they are actually saying (stoopid people do this). You know one ought to make people conscious of the nazi personality. You cannot change something if you are not aware of it. This is how positive (non-scary) change comes about – social consciousness. Also, I was later contacted by RedBubble, who said if my controversial photo story involved ‘psychological abuse’ that goes on in primary schools by teachers WHO WERE WHITE PICKING ON BLACK STUDENTS, then they would have allowed it. UNBELIEVABLE 15. My Experience with the Gunnedah Creative Art Gallery in Chandos St – committee; Eileen Mair, Shirley Urquhart, Louise Baker, Barb, Fonda Blackwell. Stole my good pen, first change over day. Stole my eski cooler and drink bottle on my first meeting. Stole my artwork labels. Vandalized my mannequin on display, removed it from display. Did not pay me for cards sold, then paid reduced amount, and not say anything about incorrect invoice. Omitted to email me dates / changeovers / rosters. Accused me of nuisance harassment when I asked for dates and who decides the changeover dates. (Louise – you fucking idiot. I literally had no contact with any of those people for about 2mnths, (I failed to turn up at the monthly meeting once) so, no contact at all, except when I asked one of the girls for the dates of the art gallery change over times! Nuisance! WAKE THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID DOG, “Oh some girl I hardly know asked me a question! -she’s harassing me, she’s harassing me.” I just want to point out the difference between someone who has mental health problems and someone who is just plain stupid. THIS ONE IS plain stupid. Told me my artwork will not be hung (it actually was, but I was told it was really hard?) what the? Just being difficult and antagonistic – stupid women. Refused to answer any questions about weight maximums for hanging. (Eileen, cunt) Are you all zombies? What is wrong with you? Get a grip, it isn’t WW3. The art gallery is a place of creativity - NOT War! All those bitchy women involved ought to be truly ashamed of themselves – Council has since put a man in there, as a fulltime position, maybe they will be more balanced now. Little birdy told me that the Barraba Art Gallery ladies were much worse!! Also, I noticed when I was at one of the meetings, that most attending where women, except two men, and the women responded to the men, in this most strange manner - it was like they were literally, and what I term “man worshippers”, doting on these men in unrealistic ways. I was kind of amused by it, and glad I was not blinded by men! Later on, I needed to get some art work in there for an exhibition, but I didn’t want to drive all the way in, and David my landlord happened to be out at my place, so I told David about all the women at the art gallery how they were “man worshippers”, and so then he didn’t mind when I asked him if he might take my artwork in - on the back of his motorbike! He wanted to be around “man worshippers”, so he was glad to do it!! J I did not usually ask anything of David or Brenda, but I could not resist the opportunity as it presented. I do wonder what happened when he got there! Was he “man worshipped!” I notice now, in 2022, there is notable “Abo Worshipping” going on, on the ABC, and SBS, and, yes, in unrealistic ways. If you empower a little bitch, she will just turn in to a big bitch. True of all little bitches. I found that certain people on the ABC are just that - Empowered to be stupid. And another thing I wanted to mention about this art gallery, was that, there were girls who would just come and stand in front of me, and say things that didn’t really make any sense, like they weren’t actually talking to me, as in, having a conversation with me, but they wanted me to hear them, (isn’t that bloody typical of a tv personality?) and I think what they were trying to tell me was that there was no money at the gallery (because indeed they weren’t paying me to volunteer there on the weekends) but infact they were trying to steal money, or use me to raise money for breast cancer? Zombie talk? BUT it wasn’t for actually, a cure for breast cancer, or research, it was for women who supposedly had breast cancer, to stay in fancy hotels, and have massage. And the so called ‘sickly’ women, turns out, they didn’t have breast cancer at all, but were faking it for a massage break! And actually, it was on the news, a story about a woman who faked breast cancer, she admitted so. At the time I thought it was because she just wanted to get off work, and you’re not really allowed to just take time off work, you have to have a reason, it’s a societal norm, so that’s why she lied. But now I realize it was more about the massage. So, all manner of bad things happens at art galleries, in my experience. 16. Photo Showing 2 Planes in Sky Above my House The photo part is not hear, but often there was 2 planes messing about above my farmhouse at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australila - they used to fly around and around, generally being a total nuisance for hrs and hrs, on a weekly, if not daily basis, over years and years. The local Prime news, at the time, one evening, said that the planes flying overhead in my area were from the Northwest flight school, owned by the army, however one day, when I was particularly fed up with all these planes flying over my house on the farm (in circles) - you know, that constant mmm noise, it’s pretty annoying. So I phoned them up to speak with them personally, to ask them why they were only flying over and around my farm? The person I spoke to was an old man and he seemed very grateful that I had called him, like I was doing him a favour? He did not seem to have any explanation about the planes? Who knows if I was speaking to the right person, sometimes I feel Telstra put me through to just anyone, and not the right person at all. Just after I wrote this I sat down and watched the news, and in the finance bit, the guy said, Prime tv, had just been taken over by Seven, at a price of $131 million. You know I really wonder if they just make it up as they go along, does anyone actually know what’s going on? Little birdie told me they were doing fuel signs, as in “YOU ARE GIVING THE DOGS FUEL TO HAVE A GO AT YOU” If that’s the case – piss off dogs. Ohhhh, did I park outside your shop and not purchase anything? Or, oh yeah, did I not say hello to the stranger who walked past me down the street? and oh yeah, tthis one, did I not smile enough at the checkout chick?????? Fucking bimbos. This photo story has been deleted multiple times, I have had to re upload it at least 3 times now. 17. Stain Sabotage, Happens All The Time on my Good clothes, not to mention Quality items This happens all the time. I have a little dogs who are jealous of my clothes, and try to sabotage them, they also do it on my fabrics, and any other item of good quality that I purchased -sometimes they even swap item over for a poor quality and don’t think that I will notice, like the quality Coco from America, the premium petrol for my mower, the JellyBabies from Darrell Lea, and Pantene detangle conditioner. It’s a “gold star dog problem” that is taught by primary school teachers to little girls; they brainwash them into believing that if a person is not a certain standard then they’re not deserving of anything good like the gold star in 5th class. So those little girls apply the same principle in adult life but substituting the gold stars for quality items. They just love playing teacher - they are completely stupid. My huge 10yr old garden was snatched away from me for this reason. Partly from jealousy too, but mostly it was because I was happy. It seems happiness is what really ‘ticks’ other girls off. 18. Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now; Two young Chinese men, (actually who knows how young they were?, but Asian) who worked at the same company I worked at, called Discovery, put a nail under my tyre, so I would get a flat- lucky someone saw it on my way home, as it was going flat, and pointed it out to me from their car window, (an old man), so I could stop on my way home and get it swapped over, actually it just needed to be repaired - my first flat ever. So, I hope those two Chinese idiots get their comeuppance. Honestly, really and truly, what were you thinking putting a nail under my tyre; what did I do to you? I don’t even know you; some people have no common sense. Just want to fight – just like a little boy who has not grown up. The work place is full of such backwards juvenile-istic monkees from the playground – especially on a factory floor. And the other time was when I lived on Peter Long and Sarah Ferguson’s farm, (lawyers this time) so you can read that story “2 pliers gone missing from Long Cottage, wire cutters similar to these” on page 3 under the “Items stolen at Rangari, Gunnedah” link – again, little boys who like to fight, throwing tantrums, and picking on a woman who won’t punch back. Such cowards. I believe Peter was being ‘egged’ along by my jobs provider, Graham someone arather from JobLink Plus, or possibly the other way around. Suffice to say, pliers were angled under my tyre, so it would puncture it as I reversed out. And the other time is when I took my car to Browns Tyres, and the gung-ho guy, pumped my tyres maximum amount of air, so that after driving around all week, one split and burst - lucky I was able to fix the other 3 before they burst too. So, I guess that last one wasn’t quite as malicious as the two previous ones, but this is an example of typical careless thoughtlessness that goes on in Gunnedah amongst men in their 30s and 40s. And, is this a general man’s attitude; “there’s a single woman, attack attack” – seems like this is the case to me, I list 3 incidences here, but I know it is far more wide spread problem, with many people, 10’s of 1000’s, suffering from these ‘fighting delusions’. How stupid are they? Why the hell would any woman marry a deluded prick? They can’t be that good in bed. Farters. By the way, I think back and look at the companies, various jobs, that I’ve worked. Some of them, I think, you know what, what was the point of working there aside from being able to purchase a meal at the end of the day and rent at the end of the week? - they just didn’t seem to offer anything aside from fight and drudgery. I guess that Discovery business would fit that bill. Only, I just thought of something; when I was there, one day, one of the girls said we have to drive down to this particular bakery on Marrickville rd, and get some of their rolls for lunch. Okay, sure I said, even though it was obvious she just wanted to use me for my new car and petrol; as I usually never purchased lunch, I always made sandwiches in the morning. But I was happy to go along with it for once, especially driving in my new car at that particular point. (Btw, she was a Volkswagen Beetle driver, she said her whole family had one!) So off we went at 11:45am one day, she insisted we leave early because otherwise there’s a queue. This bakery sold not only normal bread, but they had a Vietnamese lunch, which is called Banh mi. And for $2 they made up one of their French Baguettes with a choice of 4 options, I chose the meatballs with coriander grated carrot and onion, which they make up right infront of you - but, it was truly the nicest lunch I’ve ever eaten - total bargain too. Well worth experiencing, even if I had to go through the whole experience of working at that bad company there all that time. That sandwich experience made it worth it – just! And by the way that Vietnamese Bakery is still in operation today, and it still has queues that go down the whole block!! - Hong Ha Bakery 1151 Botany Rd, Mascot NSW 2020 You know, growing up we, in Australia, did not even know what coriander was, let alone be able to purchase it! Thank God we finally discovered it. 😁 This is called “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, but, my “foot” was also attacked; my boots were sabotaged with a hole, so I would get to plantar fasciitis - collapsed arch. It was done deliberately in the same manner that my tyres were attacked, like those first two times. Done by a stupid nonthinking evil twit, who has imagined (for their own FIGHTING ENJOYMENT) some sort of issue, with ME, a complete stranger, I mean talk about delusional. They have gone into their heads in so much detail that they have plotted this evil attack on me. I really can’t believe how mentally messed up the person (at least 3 different ones who have done these attacks on me, are. I would just like to point out, it is the police that put the opposite of those ‘mentally delusion’ people, the ones who are coming up with all these fighting delusions, so the opposite person, in a mental health unit “to see if I was ‘crazy’. So, the actual people who are really messed up in the head, get to go free. SCOTT FREE. Stupid Sharon Morgan. {later the police told me like some suffer from “fighting” delusions, others suffer from false “come ons” – like the ones who follow me in their cars – they think I encouraged them with signs. Totally delusional – totally wishfully thinking! – I have NEVER done such signs, just incase some delusionalists is out there wondering “oh, except that time when I saw her and followed her”!} When I went to check again today (2nd June 2023), what the name of that jobs provider was, all my Jobs provider emails had been deleted from my outlook, so not just the emails from JobLink Plus, but from all agencies over the past 10 years or so! plus when I went to update this story in 2025, the whole story was missing off my PC! Lucky I have several backup options. I did further check the server at Google, re the emails, and there they were still there (sometimes emails are deleted off the server too, but not these ones). So the guy’s name was Graham Kent, working alongside Courtney Lang, who I thought looked like same girl from SYTYCD, Courtney the rose twirler. She had arranged the boots from Blue Denim in Gunnedah. I am 100% certain that someone sabotaged those boots DELIBERATLEY. Given my suspicions about Graham and Peter, I can only assume it was him. I know he will be burning in hell. What is wrong them? Such a weird thing to do – to someone who has not actually done anything to them to warrant any type of revenge or attack; like did I kill your wife? Did I steal from you, did I interrupt your life in some sort of major negative way? Did you think we were in some sort of special “fighting” relationship? NO AND NO! I DID NOT, we don’t even know each other, we have hardly ever spoken, stupid, you stupid looser. I am not sure if this situation is related to the school principal Graham Cone, from Limbri? It may be – guilty consciousness and all. The truth will come out – there is nothing you can do about it, attacking my feet, and car tyres, is not going to save you. You are doomed. Someone pointed out the hole in my boot was probably from the giant planta wart I got from the homeopathic remedy (wrong diagnosis). Upon further reflection, I agree! But I am not removing the paragraph before, as something suss still went on. And I heard someone tell me that they were going to handicap me – and because of that hole, I have not been able to walk properly or do exercise for the past 7 years. Sounds like a handicap to me. 😡 A definite trace back to that female student homeopath and her supervisa Dr Ken. Although angrily, I have to add, (trying to see the silver lining), at that particular time, the Internet was really still taking off, and I was to have an appointment with them via Skype, video and audio. Now, back then and putting your face on computer screen was a little scary, and it still is for a lot of Australians, so it's not something I would've chosen cause I'm a little face self-conscious. But I had no choice, infact when I had my appointment I tried to get out of it and just use the audio, but they said no they were putting their faces on so I had to put my face on too! So I did, and really it was just like a little hurdle, because after that moment it wasn't really a big deal of speaking on video calls. I have even done some youtube videos!! Also, another possibly “lining”; if I had not put my foot out, and had been just walking and working, carrying on as per normal, as I have degenerative disc disease, I could probably well have been in a wheelchair by now. Especially after all the relocating. So I have to admit this, even though I'm still completely pissed off with not being able to walk properly or do exercise, and have a sore foot constantly. Oh wait, there’s more tyre sabotage, read my “4 Wheels AND 4 Tyres, stolen, off my Daewoo car near Gunnedah” on Page “Items stolen at Rangari”. So, 6 attacks on my tyres and foot. What the hell? Truly obsessed with me, my car, my tyres and my feet - Stop putting YOUR retarded social dysfunctions on me. Car related idiots? You know, I love my PC and the internet. I have microsoft Outlook set up, with at least 10 email addresses that I check constantly. I also use Outlook to set daily reminders, like “Rent due today” or “Remember to switch cameras on when you go out so dogs don’t steal from you”. So, my latest reminder is this “car council dogs literally trying to destroy me – so plant trees, so they can destroy my trees, and not my feet”. Re my story “Non thinking Sarina Council killing Native Trees for no reason other than SPITE”. It would be the same type of person who killed my tree, that is the same type of person who sabotaged my tyres, and my work boots – same person, same child. Oh, I just remembered something else about my work boots; when I first got a pair of work boots with steel cap toe, I absolutely loved them. I really liked them because the steel toe created an effect of a BIG BUBBLE OF IN-PENETRATION. I thought my feet felt completely safe. I remember looking at my shoes, wearing them, maybe every time I put them on infact, and thinking regularly “too bad if you wanted to stub my toe – YOU JUST CAN’T ha ha!” I’m thinking some stupid juvenile dog bimbo, has heard my thinking, and typically rebelly thought ‘want to make a bet’. And has tried to sabotage my feet on numerous occasions (read my “Could the Bimbo Obsessed with Placing Catheads under my Foot, please Bugger Off”, plus several others on my Blog too). You know, after I was forced to move from my farm at Rangari; when I turned up at Peter Longs cottage, on their farm, (Peter Long the lawyer). I literally had (and still have) a whole list of people/ institutions that ought to be SUED. (“Right to privacy Act” – ah there goes channel 10, see ya Apple, au revoir kmart, adios microsoft, arrivederci Telstra – you lose). But instead of doing what he was meant to do in this life, he was so obsessed with trying to be a ‘tough bastard’, to control and to manipulate, and coming up with evil plans; girl attack plans, like stealing my sleepers, putting pliers under my wheels so I’d get a flat, stealing my plumbing gear too, and putting pebbles in my dishwasher. He was blind to the situation. I can see now why he was relegated to Gunnedah, and no longer works in the city. Someone suggested to me I was sent his way, so I could show him he has some mental health problems.. 19. Bitch Wind I was reminded of this story when I was watching a documentary about some famous yachtsmen, and he stated, he knows about “Bitch wind”! Photo above taken 1 week before I was given notice to Leave. Those landlords totally screwed me. One fine calm spring day, I was outside in the shade house, preparing some Eucalyptus trays. I had the soil in the tubes, and then I had just sprinkled the very fine seed over the soil, I thought I should take the trays just across to the veggie patch, where the fine spray irrigation was on the potatoes, so the tubes could get a good watering under there at the same time. As I was walking across, on this most still day, suddenly out of nowhere, a gust of wind, blew all my fine seeds off, as soon as it had blown them, gone! It came out of nowhere and then it left - it was literally like the wind sneezed all over my seed tray, and I had to re-sprinkle them. Some sense of humour the wind has. I have a new nickname for the wind now, bitch wind. There’s absolutely no other possible explanation for it, the wind saw an opportunity, and could not resist it. Just like the dogs. 20. Beauty advice for Ladies Advice for young girls; stay away from beauty therapists, they do hopeless jobs; missing great big sections when they wax, burn your eyelashes off, they make eyebrows lopsided with no apologies, and they cause pain when underarm waxing, under the pretence of a treatment. They are thieves; they just want to screw other women out of as much money as possible, especially women who they think are rich, they also do not keep appointments by locking the shop at my appointment time. And the new online bookings, the IT nerds change the time, so I book for 1:30, and I turn up at 1:15, they saying it was booked for 1 and I am late, then charge my cc a late fee of $20, when infact I was not late, I was 15 minutes early (they take cc at booking time) they are thieves. The type of person attracted to being a beauty therapist is a bimbo. Burn in hell bimbo dogs. I have to mention, I’ve had two really good waxers in my 30yr waxing life - thank you thank you thank you Also, I have to add, I am always polite, friendly and respectful. Their stupid bad behaviour is their own volition. Little birdy told me – behaviour specific to me, discrimination. They discriminate against you, if you are not attractive – stupid little female bimbos. And, while I am at it, if you think you need a colonic, then there’s something mentally wrong with you. You need to eat a good diet, high in fibre. Eat your greens! And don’t be so gullible. Oh, I just remembered, another good waxer in Tamworth, actually, she was BRILLIANT! What reminded me of her, was since I saw her, about 10 years ago, I’ve barely needed to go to get my legs waxed (been waxing for 30 years). So eventually, I need to get them done again, and I went to a place in Bundaberg, and the girl who did, well, I’m pretty sure she didn’t wax them at all she just cut the hairs off at the skin, so it was just in effect like shaving, (not to mention the big square burn patch she left behind on my inner thigh). So, the next day I had stubble, what you get when you shave! And then just a few weeks later, I have to go get them waxed again! So basically after 10 years of not having to wax because they’re so slow growing, now I have to wax regularly again! Hopeless little girls. So, I don’t think those waxers really have any idea what they’re doing, bar this girl in Tamworth - she knew exactly what she was doing. I went to find out her name. but the business where she was, is now called Nails for You, so I don’t know what happened to her, and I have no idea what her name was or what her business was called, unfortunately, (this was before I recorded everything). I seem to have forgotten to mention what prompted me to write this in the first place and that’s because now I don’t have any eyelashes! and I believe it was 100% caused by a beauty therapist who tinted my eyelashes (in my 30’s) and she left the bleach on my eyelashes for so long that it has damaged them, and so now I don’t have any eyelashes at all, and I only did it once and that was the result. So definitely do not get your eyelashes tinted, and generally if you can avoid beauty therapist, I recommend you do. Oh, and occasionally I have been to a masseuse, - quite dissimilar from a typical beauty girl, but still, I have found since women are such nosy Medalling Marys, you literally have to tell a masseuse that you prefer not to speak, that you are just there to relax. 21. My Fiery Horse Story One day whilst eating my lunch (slow cooked brisket on fresh homemade bread sandwich J) I was watching a documentary called CrossFit, and well, what a whole new world they have got going on within that subsector! Fascinatingly fit! Then I was reminded of my “HayBale” story from school, and as I was trying to find it, as I think it was missing, I realised not only was it missing, but my “My fiery Horse” story was missing. I managed to find the My fiery Horse story, and will upload it as a photo story; I was reminded of this story after someone said, if you just read one or two of my photo stories, you might think “oh what a whinger”. It’s not really until you read the whole lot, where you can see that I am not a whinger at all, I’m just doing something about evil in this world. I am NOT turning a blind eye like most people do. Some things are just hard to hear. In fact, someone once told me, I have a Joan of Arc complex, and someone else said that you can’t change the world, and another person said people are going to be the same now as they were 500 years ago. And I would just like to say to that; no no and no! You can change the world; I’ve seen it evolve in my brief lifetime already. People are not the same today as they were even only 50 years ago, let alone 500 years, attitudes are quite different. And while, I did see a ghost once, there was no instructions to rid Australia of the English monarch! Although really, still? (I have written about this before, where I described humans are on a clear path of evolvement, I just searched everywhere for that one, and it’s gone; I can’t believe how many stories go missing from my computer, my life stories. Do I need to spell it out; you can’t steal my life stories thanks very much; do you want to be in debt to me? I think not.) My fiery horse story; I was riding a horse one day at school, it wasn’t my usual pony ‘Bunyip’. (Another story that has gone missing; Bunyips long black mane…) Anyway, this horse was unfamiliar to me, and a tall horse, not a pony. We had been on an ‘outing’, outside the school, and were returning, there was about 6 girls and 3 horse-riding instructors (actually, I think they were just 3 friends from yr 12, I can’t remember now) It was windy, and halfway on the stretch back, my horse really started playing up, there was something majorly wrong with him, and that was just to begin with, but then the other girls made these completely bitchy comments to me and took off home. I got totally pissed off by their bitchyness, and I’m certain then, that my horse could tell that there was something wrong with me, (I know he could) he could sense my anger. 12yrs old brats, could be absolutely brutal (can’t remember who they were). So, I was trying my damnedest to control this horse, (but I was still in my small ‘oompaloompa’ phase! He was about 2 steps short of pig rooting me off completely and bolting up the paddock. So, one of the instructors, I remember now, Miss Burton, she sidled up to me and tried to grab him, she then saw the problem. Meanwhile, the other 2 ‘instructors’ started to winge and have a go at me, about why I was still there, and hadn’t gone off with all the other girls, and, that I had no control over my horse, and I was hopeless. (Well, that last part may have been my interpretation, the implication, besides, they could NOT see the horse situation) I think they just wanted to have a smoke. But Miss Burton could see the situation, this horse was in an absolute ferocious state of mind, it took both of us, all our might, arm muscles and mental abilities, to stop him from going categorically berserk. Now I don’t know if this horse was acting out due to all the rage that 12yrs old girls encounter, or, if he was just fed up about the whole carting around 12yrs old girls thing. We made it home exhausted but safely in the end, thank goodness. So, I was reminded of this story, as my life is not like what other girls experience when they journey through life. I am not saying that everyone else’s life is easy, as I know it is not, and other people have other challenges, ones that I do not have. But powers that be, sometimes cannot see the ferocious dysfunction that I have to deal with. Just like that horse and the other 2 instructors who could not see him. There are people I encounter, filled with monumental amounts of rage and ignorance, and I have to face them and their dysfunction in the form of their stalking, thefts, verbal harassment, discrimination and manipulations. These are not trivial problems; these are big raging social problems. I know, a lot of those people who torment me by the “oh what a whinger” attitude, should be dam grateful that they don’t have to deal with the thefts and the rest of it, because I can assure you, those people could NOT handle it. And I am especially talking about all the women who has tried to remove any of my writings from public. 22. Horse Hay Bale story – and ‘Stop and Deal’. Don’t be a slow reactor I talk about how hard I worked in the garden, doing everything myself. I gave it no thought, if something had to be done, I just did it. It’s only looking back, now as my arms ache, where I can see, there are things I should not have done, because I just wasn’t muscley enough, and my body wasn’t able to handle all of that strain; like all the chain-sawing I did, I shouldn’t of done all that, as my chainsaw was huge, with a 22 inch bar, it was just too heavy for a petite woman, for repeated use, maybe if I just cut down 1 tree here and there, it would be fine, but if you recall, I had a whole pine forest that I thinned down (The Scent of a Pine photo story), with careful selection to aid a few big pines -unfortunately I should not have done that because of my weakling arms, or at least space it out, so maybe instead of going in for a morning, and cutting 10 trees, just do 1 every day. Then there was that post I put in; I went and cut down a huge big 20m high ironbark gum from up the paddock, cut it up, so I ended up with a really long post, dragged it back down to the house with a chain attached to the Ute and, then, after the pool excavator dug a 2m deep hole for me, I somehow manage to lift this huge heavy ironbark post which would’ve been at least 6m long, up and into that hole, which I then cemented. You know I really wish I had a video of myself doing that, I would put it up on YouTube! It was quite an extraordinary feat! But there was one other thing I most definatly shouldn’t have done, I felt afterwards at the time, I really pushed myself too hard, and that was filling the wheelbarrow full of spare excavated dirt, full, and moving it 100m down the hill around and up to an area where it was needed; As I was getting closer to the spot, I suddenly felt my heart thump thump thump, and I realised I had pushed myself too hard, and had messed up my perfect heart, a little bit - just a little. If you recall one of my photo stories (St Leonards Nature Care College FOULPLAY Drop Face AND HIVES From Homeopath), I mention I later took homeopathic medicine for a little wart, and my heart again, went thump thump thump thump (really loudly – so loud, first I thought something was on the roof) so it may have been related to that incident, and the medication was ‘fixing’ the problem that I had done? Or the homeopath tried to give me a stroke? I know they wanted to give me Hives as a joke, as in they thought it would be funny. But I’m not sure about my heart, I don’t know fully how my body works, it’s a bit of a mystery sometimes. -I know they don't know either, amateurs. Someone told me that the reason why I don’t give a second thought to strenuous activity, was because at school when I was tiny, still in my ‘oompa loompa’ phase in Year 7, those of us who did horse-riding, had to do horse duties. Which, amongst other things, consisted of feeding the horses in winter, with Hay, I had to go into the huge shed, and get a bale down from this mountain sky-high pile of hay, then take it all the way down to the horse paddock and 'hand deliver' to the horse . When you’re a tiny Year 7 little girl, this is quite difficult. And so, because I did that at a young age, I learnt how to do something fairly impossible, with my strength, and then that’s an ability I learnt, and still have. NOTHING IS TOO HEAVY FOR ME! I do believe having done this as a child, is the reason why I have taken on so many tasks as an adult that I should not have, like all the chain sawing and whipper snippering I’ve done - heavy duty things that a petite frame with no muscles, should not do, and not only because men are far more suited to the task, but it is from these activities which have caused so much pain in my older years. At age 45, I really lost the ability to use my arms without pain for anything, the simple task of holding a book whilst reading it, is out of the question, even scrolling through Pinterest has problems, even holding my cup of coffee in the morning is out of the question. It’s because I ‘over did it’ by putting too much strain with not enough muscles on my arms. So, if you have petite skinny scrawny arms, do not try and do excessive amounts of chain sawing. You know, some forewarning would have been appreciated (I think) I can just hear the powers that be saying “you gotta figure it out as you go” but there’s been so many generations, generation after generation after generation - this kind of stuff should’ve been figured out many generations ago, and then talked about, in preparation for future generations! I mean, what the hell is the point of school, did they teach us anything to prepare us for the future? I mean we can read and write, big deal. But there is more to life that we need to know about. Or maybe these kind of topics should be discussed within the family; it was always considered ‘poor form’ to talk about health problems in my family. My grandmother told me this is so, because if you point out your flaw, then that person will remember you only for the flaw, which I’ve kind of noticed is true, but if you inundate them with a lot of different things, that rectifies that!! Also, some people will use any weakness you have to their advantage, so if they know you’ve got a sore hand, they’ll come and give you a big handshake and squeeze your hand extra tight - that kind of thing. But in my experience that goes on whether you tell or not. Some people will seek out the flaw like a sniffer dog finding the truffle. Maybe this kind of thing doesn’t happen to a lot of people? maybe people can do excessive amounts of work and reach the ripe old age of 70 and still not have any aches or pains? I know my next-door neighbours at Gin Gin are in their late 70s, neither of them have arthritis, they are both still very active, they have a huge garden. So, maybe it’s just a genetic thing. I think this is a family topic, we should be encouraged to talk about family health awareness and family DNA, health history. You can see why being adopted here would be a problem. I kind of have an issue with adoption, best to be raised by your own flesh and blood, however I’m pretty sure my friend, who was adopted, it worked out for her, and if you read my “Family Photo with Big Boobs Story” you’ll hear about my mother’s adopted plight. I do recall my aunt giving me some advice when I was 26, when I was repainting her mother’s house. And you know what, her advice was crap, she just wanted to ‘powertrip’ and tell me what to do, when she clearly was inexperienced. Had she told me about the whole arm thing, now that would have been helpful. I can assure you, not be able to use your arms properly, as intended, when you reach age 45 is a huge impediment. Oh, not being sick gives one a ‘wiry’ strength, as soon as you catch a virus, you lose that ‘wiry’ strength, well I did. And same as how putting up with pain as a child, teaches you to ignore it when your older; kneeling in church twice a week at same school; teaches your body to ignore important safety signals) Like another time, when I noted I had a bit of pain in my foot, but I didn’t bother to check it straight away, I just kind of ignored it as it was not that bad, and well, I was in the middle of doing something. But if I had of just checked my foot straightaway, quickly, I could’ve removed that piece of Wood chip that had slipped in my shoe and saved myself some pain. I have heard many other people do it to, like getting bitten by spiders and ignoring it until they have finished the lawnmowing or whatever, only ending up in dire straights. Advise that teachers and parents ought to give out; Really and truly, if you are experiencing pain of any kind, stop immediately, whatever you’re doing and address it. “Stop and Deal. Don’t be a slow reactor!” I think also, people ignore it, is because when they were kids growing up, they had to endure problems, they didn’t have any control over, so they learnt; there’s no point in dealing with it, they have endure. 23. My Stolen Black Beauty Horse Story I’ve mentioned on this blog my love of horses, and horse riding. I’ve done a fair amount of horse-riding in my life and considering I’ve never actually owned a horse, have been fairly fortunate. Aside from my wonderful Kootingal experience as an infant. My horse experience got more serious when we moved to Gunnedah, on to a farm, ‘Holwood’, and our neighbours, had horses, plus a girl who was the same age as me in my class. We would sometimes go riding, and her mother taught me how to ‘rise to the trot’, if you don’t know how to ‘rise to the trot’, things can be quite bumpy, when you learn how to ‘rise to the trot’, everything is much smoother, and it kind of feels like a bit of a miracle! I remember seeing her mother many years later, and noted she was quite a striking woman, I thought if she couldn’t teach me to rise to the trot, then no one could! J They also owned a black stallion, and I remember wondering up the paddock with Christina, and talking to this black stallion, he would come trotting over as soon as he saw us thrilled to be able to “talk to the girls”. - Oh, that reminds me, another story that was stolen. I was talking about, where I mentioned “Black Beauty” was on TV, and I wasn’t allowed to watch it, as it was on at 8:30, and our bedtime was 6:30! But I was fortunate because my neighbours had a black stallion, I had a real Black Stallion! I also mentioned about a movie I watched about a wild black stallion who was on a boat being taken over to Arabia, and there was a big storm, the whole boat capsized, but a young boy saved the horse, and they both ended up swimming to deserted island, the rest of the movie was about how these two got to know one another on the island, I guess until someone saved them. (I think it was called The Black Stallion?) I later, not so long ago now, watched a similar movie, but I think it had been changed from the original? And I took an image from that movie, along with that story, it was an image of a sand dune with a horse in the background, it wasn’t a significant image. I suspect some stupid little idiot has deleted that story, because of that image, so I encourage you to take photos of movies and stick them on the Internet, because some little dickhead IT nerd boy shouldn’t be allowed to hack my computer and delete images, just because they think there’s a copyright issue. There is not btw, taking snapshots of movies is not illegal in any way. (I went on YouTube and looked up “The Black Stallion”, there was a trailer, I think that was it, got a similar screenshot) Attention all computer hackers – FUCK OFF AND GET YOUR OWN LIFE {So, as I’ve been thinking about all my horse stories, and discovering all of the stories that have been stolen of my PC, there has also been a whole series of coinciding seed sales. So, I think somebody is stealing them and the same person or maybe a different person who is making it their business to pay attention to my stories, is purchasing my seeds every time something gets stolen! What the!} And, another little horse didi; I did horse-riding at school. One day it was “Share your horse with a handicap day” – it was this community program that the school participated in. For some reason that day I was running late, something that usually never happens. So, by the time I got there, all the horses were taken, and class had started. So, one of the teachers said I could ride her horse. She had a beautiful black thoroughbred; I think it was. When I started riding this horse, I could not believe it – it was like a dream. That horse was so easy, she could sense everything that was required of her, and sometimes in advance, as the teacher was taking the class, so the horse could read the teacher too. It was so different to the school ponies I was used to, who by their age had had a fair enough of little girls who wanted to ride about!! Another lucky and blessed experience, I shall never forget it. 24. Cornfields Stolen Horse Story Another story stolen off my PC! What is the obsession with my horse stories? Here it is again, I found a similar image online of the actual Cornfields. Btw, all images I use on my blog are “Public Domain -Free for personal and commercial use” so if some stupid little boy is deleting my stories because they think there is copyright infringements THINK AGAIN you stupid little kid. Do you see how thieves ruin everything? They should be shot. So, my story goes, our other neighbours at ‘Holwood’, actually also our landlord, owned horses too, and I could ride over there .They had a few cornfields, that I absolutely loved riding in, their roads were sandy smooth, so no stones that a horse could stumble on, plus the corn was 8ft high, I just loved riding through those cornfields, nothing could spook the horse, so I went as fast as I could get the horse to go, and she just loved it to, we were a great duo, having the times of our lives. I did have to walk the horse afterwards, so she would not catch a cold – all sweaty 25. Horse Stories Continued; Fast Riding, School Girl Bullies, and Women in The Race Industry And when I left for boarding school, I did horse-riding at school, I was able to get a few good gallops in, there was a large paddock out the back, with a gully and a long straight, and again I would just love going as fast as I could. I think some of the other horse riders noticed that I sometimes used to ride really fast, and I’m not sure why, but none of the other girls would go for good gallops like I did, I think maybe they were slightly fearful, or afraid to go really fast. Not only afraid of the horse and the unknown, but afraid of not being ‘ladylike’. Thus, they became not only jealous of me, but afraid of me. {see how women are womens worst enemy} One time when I was out for a ride, on my own (I was always on my own, after my ‘horsy’ friend Michelle left, due to bullies) and I was riding down the back near the huge pines adjoin the oval, and there were some girls hiding in the in the pines, they were yelling out obscenities of some sort. I couldn’t see who it was, the pines were too thick - and that was there aim, typical females, such cowards. I’m thinking maybe it was the same girls who had a go at me when riding during class one time, if you recall my “Fiery Horse story”. Its strange I can’t remember their faces or names, as they were in my year – and you know how I love to Name and Shame! So, the bullying involved repeatedly trying to “put me in my place” so to speak, and use oppression tactics. Also, trying to ‘rain on my parade’ is another example of what they did, if I was happy, then they would try to ruin whatever the subject of the happiness, without coming across as a bitches, (no social media or phone recorders back then), so if I was on my own and no one was around to witness there was bitchy behaviour. {Even if you have more money than you know what to do with, you really shouldn’t send your kids away to boarding school, no one else is going to look after your kids, no one - you’re naive if you think they will. Having said that I’ve come across mothers who are so bloody hopeless, boarding school would actually be a better option for their kids.} It’s also strange how in life you can have so many problems which can cause great big conflicts, but amongst girls there doesn’t seem to be any real problems in the first place, at all, yet they still cause these great big conflicts, due to their mere stupid bitchy jealous nature. I noted a lot of these girls don’t grow out of either, they continue the stupid jealous reactions well into adulthood. So, I know how to enjoy life, (on my own) I’ve known for a very long time, I’ve known all my life how to be happy, and positive. I’ve had to deal with stupid jealous bitches all my life, - well, since High school anyway. I know how to deal with them; the best way to deal with them is to completely not have them in your life, it’s the only real solution, if you want to be happy – no bitches at all. I used to love riding fast, so much, that I probably should’ve been a jockey, back then! I was certainly tiny enough for it, but back then, girls weren’t jockeys. I do believe later they did a big thing in Australia, around Melbourne Cup Day, around about 2000 - 2002 sometime, when feminists (or stupid bitches) were putting female jockeys in the Melbourne Cup, and as a result, they were totally bitchy to the existing young male jockeys who were already lined up to go. I saw it all unfold on television, it was a disaster, and ever since then I feel like the Melbourne Cup has been rigged anyway. 26. What, No Horse at Rangari! When I moved to the farm at Rangari I decided I wouldn’t see, if I could somehow obtain a horse to ride, I felt I couldn’t really afford to do the shoeing. I found the shoeing was the most expensive part about horse-riding, or keeping a horse, because there was plenty to eat, I think maybe in drought times it could’ve been a different situation, but for the most part, there was no food expenses, and when I rode Batman, he certainly didn’t have any medical issues. The only thing I had to pay for, was the shoeing. Everybody knows a horse has hooves, which grow, and so every 2 months or so, the shoes (that u shaped piece of wrought iron) falls off and they need to be re-done (they can injure the horse if not done by hand) And so while perhaps in the olden days, it would be easy enough to get someone to do it, I feel as the years went by, it was getting harder to find someone to come out to a farm and do this service. I wasn’t confident that I could find someone reliable enough to do it, a shoe smith is not a job for the fainthearted. It requires someone with strength, so only a man could do this as a full-time job. He needs to hold up the horses back leg, which is very heavy, even a small horse has a heavy back leg, and he has to hold it the whole time while they remove the old shoe, and put the new shoe on. So, the type of person needed to do this particular job needs not only strength, but they have to be good natured to deal with animals, as well as honest, because he’s someone who travels out to people‘s private properties. So, I was not confident that I would have a reliable person to do it, even if I scraped enough money up to pay him. {even though I did have someone good to do the shoeing for Batman, but that was the other side of town}. I definitely missed riding batman. That reminds me of another story; I had set up pine jumps on one of the paddocks at “Rowan Leigh” there was a big contour bank, and the farmer had chopped down the pines, they’re bit of a weed out there (the ones that have the divine pine scent). And so, I had taken those dead pine trunks, and turned them into jumps. Even though Batman was a trained Stockhorse, and he knew it; so was reluctant to do anything else, he would only oblige me and my jumping, because I loved it so much. Provided, I didn’t make the jumps too high; I remember one-day, seeing how high I could get him to jump, I got off him, and made the jump taller making sure he was watching so he could see I was making twice as high. I made sure it was the first jump in the row (there were about 15 jumps, all spaced about 20m apart) I raised the first one, because, Batman did not like to jump like all the other horses, at a steady canter, he liked to jump going at a full gallop, what I called like a ‘Bat out of Hell’! So hopefully for the first one, he still would not be going too fast – so we set off, but sure enough he balked, and I could see what was about to happen, I was about to fall on top of the jump -you can’t stop gravity no matter how good are rider you are, and so I moaned in anticipation, and at that point my head was kind of up near Batman‘s ear, and he heard me moaning, and so do you know what this horse did, it was fairly unbelievable, I’m not sure you’ll believe me when I tell you, but as soon as he heard me moan, he moved his whole body in a right angle, so he kind of caught me as I was coming down, so instead of landing on the jump, I landed back in the saddle, a bit skew-whiff but nevertheless I didn’t fall off, so how about that! He literally saved me! You know it really does pay to express yourself, whenever you can! (Although, perhaps if I made that jump no 4 or 5, in full gallop, he probably would have cleared it no problems, it was like he was making a statement, “no I don’t want to jump to high, see!” I was also saved by a horse at pony camp, I’ve mentioned on my blog that I do not recommend pony camp. When I went there, (Gunnedah Pony Camp, at 15 or something) I was having such a difficult time from some of the stupid little girl bitches who were also attending. It also involved Steve Carter, infact I would say ALL his fault, as the main “bully bitch” was some stupid blonde that he was fucking at the time, he was egging her on. You know it’s situations like this where a group of people see what’s going on, and it’s like those bullies have set me up for disrespect from the group, for the rest of my life. I bet that stupid Cunt from Centrelink refused me Austudy as a direct result of Steve Carters actions (he is blonde too btw). OMG, the slow realization about the truth of blondes; stupid. Those two people responsible, 3 actually, the stupid blonde bitch had a minion; have done, irreparable damage to my life, and they are going to have some very bad karma. Steve Carter had a ‘spiritual’ chance to make up for his actions later, (I’m talking about the house), but he did not take it. I really do not have to do anything else, his problems have not even begun yet. By the way, my horse that I had at Pony camp was smarter than anyone any other human in my life at that time - he was trying to save me with his leg, his “lame” leg. Eventually he did, I left earlier than the 7 days. But he was too late. Or I guess only God knows what may have happened in those 2 days if I stayed. I recall there was also a total shower pervert there, Stuart Brady. Yuk. Mum had arranged that horse from someone I did not know, and this horse could see what was going on with all the stupid bitch girls, quite remarkable. More so than anyone else. Plus, this horse tried to save me from a terrible situation. I’m not going to tell you exactly, how he did it, because it’s a bit of a horse secret, and I don’t want to let their horse secret known. But horses are way cleverer than any human I have ever met. They are more evolved; they have no fear, so have evolved. The horse shown above looks like my horse “Cindy” that I rode as a young 4-5yr old, at Limbri, there are photos of Cindy and me (naked me) in our family album! 27. Who put that Trotter in there! Oh, and one other thing when I moved to Bulga, (read photo story “Bulga cottage on paddock with horses on Cull farm” on page 1) before the race horses were put in the yard, I think, if I can recall, someone put in a retired Trotter in my paddock, Mary. So, I was able to ride this horse, another good-natured horse, easy to catch. Except well, I loved to Canter and Gallop, and this horse only knew how to trot, I ended up getting a stitch every time we went for a ride - rising to the trot - such a fast pace! Who put that horse there! And while I mentioned those horses on Cull farm. One from the group of retired race horses that were put in my paddock, was very ‘bad natured’ horse. I later discovered it was because of its previous owner, a male farmer, who didn’t treat it properly with respect, and so the horse developed a bad nature. I find it extraordinary how a male farmer wouldn’t know how to handle a horse properly - they must be simpleton simpleton simpleton . Horses are like little third graders, they’re so easy to control and manipulate, why you would need to use force or cruelty, or disrespect of any sort, is beyond comprehension. Really and truly, for goodness sakes, go and read The Seven Games of Natural Horsemanship. You know, when I rode Batman, he only spooked once the entire time I was there, and that was when one evening I as visiting my neighbours and found myself still there just after dusk, (we had yabbies for dinner, from my dam, that we had just caught in the morning. Sauteed in garlic – yum! J) but it was a full moon, and a lovely evening, I was looking forward to riding him the 3km or so back to my house, just as we set off a lit a cigarette (still smoked then) and he gave a little startle to the light in the dark. mmm, such happy horse memories….. 28. Horse Story no 8, re Slow Motion Since I moved to my new unit in Queensland, the stealing has greatly been reduced, in fact in the six months I’ve been here, I think only 4 items are missing. However, what I have noticed, instead, has been taken, are my little stories from my blog. Currently it is September 2022, and I’m discovering, about on average, 1 little story per week that has gone missing, all traces gone missing, gone off my blog, gone off mt PC, and gone from my Outlook emails. I’m having to rewrite them - which is a real nuisance! The person who has taken them are a Nuisance. The latest one I have discovered taken, was another one of my horse stories; One horse riding class, way back in school, in the 1980’s, there was a gung ho horse mistress, who was lunging horse and rider together around in the arena. I’m not entirely certain why she was doing this, the whole excercise seems pointless, but when it was my turn, and as the lunger had the reins, and the rider had none, and thus no control, sooner or later, I was going to fall off {although if the horse mistress had of been a little bit savvy, this would not have happened, I believe though it was done deliberalty} So, at any rate, I did fall off, and what happened was; I could feel myself falling, and suddenly, as I went over, everything went into slow motion, and I could see the horses girth as my head went down, and then I could see its top leg thigh, then its knee. It was like I was just observing all of these body parts as I was falling, and I was saying to myself each one that I could see it when I got up to it. It was like I was explaining to myself what was happening, until I could see the ground coming, and then suddenly landed, albeit not injured at all, as the ground was a thick layer of sawdust (inside the arena). So there were two things strange about this situation, one was the slow motion experience, which was a little bizarre and it just goes to show you how clever your mind really can be. The other thing was why there are certain women that want to lunge young girls around in circles; this is a ridiculous concept, and stems from major control issues. Years later after I left school and was riding with a neighbour, a slightly older woman, she too wanted to do exactly the same exercise, it was quite bizarre, I had to put the brakes on as again I would have fallen, she wa by no means savvy enough. A few years ago, I was watching a wonderful version of Sherlock Holmes from the BBC, and in this episode, Sherlock got himself into a dire situation, and suddenly everything went into slow motion for him, as he was thinking about what he could do to resolve it, and this was exactly what happened to me, it was just like that scene, only of course I couldn’t do anything to resolve the situation, I just had to watch it as it happened. And so, the person who keeps stealing my stories, particularly horse ones, I’ve had quite a few horse ones stolen now; bugger off and get your own horse, and get your own horse stories. And in case you haven’t worked out, which obviously you don’t know, because you’re stealing; you actually have to pay for everything in life, one way or the other - it will catch up to you, so do yourself a favour and stop stealing things that are NOT yours. 29. Horses on Holidays On the 1 holiday I went on, some 20 odd years ago now, I saw a brochure in the information centre, with a horse and rider galloping along the beach, in the gentle breaking waves. I had always wanted to go horse riding on the beach and canter through the breaking waves, always. And around Cairns would be ideal because there’s no big surf to spook the horse. So, I thought, hooray, I’ll go and do it, spend my money on that. Off I went, so ¾ of the way through the trail, which was just through a sparse deforested area that was practically farmland, finally we got to the beach; but the guide said “we were not to go anywhere near the water as it will destroy the tack”. (Tack is horse gear) It was very disappointing, I was really annoyed about this because you can get saddles that are not leather, but actually I think leather should hold up in salt water anyway….AND their brochure had someone cantering along the beach through the water. So, it’s totally false advertising and, I feel this is typical Australians wanting to play Nazi rules – they are so anal, it’s ridiculous, it’s like they have this barrier up to stop themselves and the people around them from having fun. They are so unevolved. They should stop over at the Caribbean and see how it’s done, you can go horseback riding on the beach over there, although they said it’s at a cost $250 per hour! J In one of my photo stories (Future Business Mission on p7), I say, I would love to own a Horse and Carriage business in the tropics, to take people on a beautiful scenic botanical journey, as a part of vacation activities. {I plan on winning the lottery so I can actually do it!} Although, after living in the subtropics now for not even 12 months I can see there’s going to be a huge problem for doing anything horse related, and that is the tics. As soon as any animal wonders past a bush, I’m sure at least five tics jumps on, and then again when they wonder past the next bush…! I have seen some horses in the area, so I do wonder how they survive, they possibly take that veterinary prescribed Spot-On treatment, although if you’ve read my blog, you know that I’m very much opposed to such a cancer-causing treatment. I guess I shouldn’t worry about such a hurdle until I actually win the lottery! Feel free to contact me if you have a beautiful holiday spot that runs near a beach (in the tropics) and would like to offer scenic carriage rides around the property. 30. Zig Zagging through an Acacia lined little country rd Oooh if only I took a photo at the time (if only I had a camera! actually not having a camera was the source of many problems when I was in my 20’s and 30’s). If anyone would like to go and get a photo of the road I’m talking about, it is Wightman Rd & Tunningley Ln, Emerald Hill, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australia One day I ventured over to this little laneway on my horse Batman, and it was the prettiest little road that you have ever seen, I was so thrilled and excited about this little laneway, it was in full flower, with the most fragrantly beautifully scented Acacias. My horse thought so too, and he started zigzagging from one side of the road to the other to stop on each side to smell the Acacias!! We had a lovely afternoon! What makes this little sweet road different from the others, is that it is untouched, by councilmen, who typically come along and mow both sides of the roads so nothing grows. For some reason they neglected this road, and now look how beautiful it is. From google maps it still looks like it is Acacia lined. They flower in August (I think it was August?) I have noticed recently, up here in Queensland now, I don’t know if this is everywhere across Australia, but some silly twit has given the go-ahead for councils to spray with glyphosate (a poison). I can’t believe they do this; we’ve survived all these generations without having to use a poisons on the roadside. It is still not necessary today. So could someone with some common sense, please go and tell those councils to wake up and smell the roses. Life Stories P6 NEXT About P1, About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6 (this) , LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

local community young Australian people stealing petty items with little value so as to go under the radar of police - 1000's of small items Some of the items stolen from me, while I am living at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD page 1 - These pages have not be re-edited, as for some reasons the images are still here, even though I have deleted them from the wix storage. Maybe one day I will get around to re-editing them and reducing the size. This is the local community here: The local newsagent woman refused to let me put up a for sale add in her noticeboard. The woman who runs the dollar discount shop screams at me to get a job. The post office has banned me. There are yobo short gay farm girls (little girls) in single cab Utes who steal my medical things and stalk me. There are sexually abused receptionists who bully customers. And there’s always dogs about on phones. One day because I beeped at this campervan at the lights, who, I thought, was asleep at the wheel, so then next time I am at those lights, I had at least 50 cars from GinGin, come and beep me – 50 flaming idiots - flame off and get a life, you local irresponsible trash T-R-A-S-H, who gave you a car, who let you drive? - everybody wants to play judge and jury. Someone made the comment once being around me, it is like being a jury. And hey do you know 300,000 children today are involved in the American children’s sex trade; why don’t you go and do something about that you wannabe beeping vigilantes. Idiots. OR go and catch the illegal fisherman from Indonesia, Afghanistan and Sri Lanka, who fish in Australian waters above and alongside WA? There seems to be an extreme amount of people, male and female alike who are the type of people to really enjoy the chase situation of ‘getting someone’ : “get them! get them! get them!” – no other thoughts but GET THEM! I know Centrelink and the tax department, receive numerous “dob ins” about me, because I'm always being audited and information is always being requested. In fact, I probably have been flagged by those organisations as a known victim of which hunts, that people are trying to get, and there's no point in them pursuing me anymore, as I don't have any money for them. Anyway, it's up to those organisations, to take note of those “dobber gettas” and employ them for those horrid illegal activities that requires “doggedness”. Btw, the staff at Gin Gin post office told me via the Gin Gin Police, that if I go to the post office anymore, police will be called and I will be arrested for trespassing- due to the fact that I wear a BODYCAM - they are DISGUSTING - the house on the cnr had a big party after this, they think they won, as they are the ones stealing everyone’s mail, everyone now has a padlock on their mail box (that house is vacant, so I suspect real estate girls are the guilty ones). BTW, you can LEGALLY take photos of everything and anything you see, and upload it to social media or the Internet, providing it’s not of a private nature like sex/bathroom. ANYTHING. Stupids. I have written here what goes on here at Gin Gin and in my neighbourhood at kookaburra Eco Park Village - there are no lies or exaggerations. I stick to the truth. It will be hard for guilty parties to digest. You can’t believe the amount of flack I have received about this website, and everything I have to say. Mainly from the landlord – guilty. I can assure you people‘s tolerance of the truth and reality is very limited. You know, when I was in primary school, 4th class, we were doing a group science project about the weather, and we had a ring leader in our group, Tina her name was, and she had assigned everyone something to do, except for me, she was wondering…, then she saw, ”you can draw the rain clouds, and the rain”. So that's what I did, a cloud with rain coming out of it -and she looked at it, and she said it was terrible, and she pointed to someone else’s cloud in another group and said “that’s what it should look like”. I looked it at, and whoever did it had put wafty pencil strokes for the rain, in ‘artistic’ style. My raindrops were just that, drops of rain, as I see them when it actually rains in Gunnedah - what you see is what you get, and it wasn't that pretty. - So, does that remind you of something? YES my blog! The landlord did warn me when I moved in, that most of the people who live in kookaburra Park where “toxic”, and it was main part of the reason why she moved out, aside from the fact that this house is too small for her now. But I think really what she meant, is not toxic, but just “plain stupid”. Some of the antics that people here get up to, that I have talked about, like stalking me at the mail lockers and removing my for-sale posters, and stalking me at the rubbish area, aswell as shouting out reflections of noises they can hear, and making noises when I walk outside, as they can hear me - that’s what non-thinking stupid people do. Of course, not to mention the stealing, that’s definitely what stupid people do. In the end I think it was the landlord who had the biggest problem. (In Jan 2022, a Wix hacker deleted all my stolen items photos, plus, put a whole heap of outdated ones that I had deleted over 12mnths ago, on instead. I contacted Wix, they have advised me they don’t have a hacker. Not sure why they would be doing this, I think they’re doing it for someone in the television industry?? as I can see reflections onscreen. After I contacted Wix support, they were all visible again. - These sabotage attacks go hand in hand with the 'flack' I mentioned above for writing my Blog. Btw I was ban from Facebook here too, including market place, and as everyone now buys and sells 2nd hand goods on fb, this cost me literally $1000’s. I realized I could not cart around all my horticultural stuff, my arms no longer could. So, I couldn't sell it on Facebook which means that I couldn't sell it at all so I ended up taking most of it to the tip. So, whoever banned me from Facebook, some special little words for you: you fucking little cunt I hope you get cancer and die. Btw, here I am in 2025, needing ALL my horticultural stuff that I have already purchased before but no longer have due to all the ban-ners, the thieves, and the forced relocations. FUCK. I have deleted images below - to be replaced with text, but for some reason they still show!! SO will be adding text slowly, incase they disappear - so still editing this page 6. Stolen SEEDS from my house Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD, April may June 2020 Celosia argentea var cristata - Cockscomb SEED STOLEN STOLEN STOLEN I had heaps of these seeds to sell on eBay, as part of my business Farm Plants and Seeds. But guess what, my neighbours here stole them. So you miss out. Stand up, don't be oppressed by bully thieves, reward, for anyone who retrieves them and gives me a name with proof of the thief so I can press charges. Actually, I had been down to Sharyn Kahukiwa's place to collect some beautiful gum tree seeds she had in her garden, she said it was fine, but, as the following week these seeds, plus some Luffa and Pea seeds were stolen out of my seed storage unit. BUT at the time when I asked Sharyn if I could collect the seeds, she said it was fine, but she said, her neighbours might mind. So I don’t know what she meant by that, I didn’t ask her, perhaps I should have, but since she was the owner; and if it was okay with her then it would be okay. So, I’m thinking later what she did mean by that, was it that the neighbours saw me taking seeds and assumed I was stealing them, and so then broke into my house and stole my seeds?, and not just 1 lot, they stole heaps.- some of the neighbours here are really stupid and would jump to conclusions like that, then act all vigilante -PURE STUPIDITY. (I have found this “vigilante stupidity”, a common theme in Australia). In Gunnedah I had many seeds taken too. Really the only person I knew in Gunnedah that was interested in seeds was Josh Hathaway or another boy from the Tafe horticulture course we did together, I can’t remember his name, but he was the son of the guy who worked at mitre 10. BUT also, I’ve mentioned I have eBay people who steal from me, and they can sell seeds easily on eBay, so it could’ve been Ebay related and no one I actually know. But, besides, no one can steal from this house here at Gin Gin without my neighbours hearing, so I think they are in cahoots. In fact I know they are. And, btw, someone on eBay always buys my seeds, whenever seed from my supply has been stolen (or any item has been stolen - so many now, and always a different buyer. I cannot explain this phenomenon, someone sees items stolen (HEY MORONS SOMEONE SEES YOU) And always a different buyer- they used to buy my knit patterns on rav – buy my knit patterns that is – they were $2, but since I was banned from that site, they now buy my seeds instead. So, what happens: every time without fail, after an item of mine has been stolen, someone purchases my seeds- they have done so for the past 20yrs, and the buyers name and address are always different – so I have no idea what’s going on there) but $2.50 pack of seeds doesn’t make up for any single theft. You can’t be disrespectful to me in exchange for money. It does not make up for it. Also, I have noticed retailers where I shop, steal from me too (no conviction) – but may not be the retailer, but neighbours who see my purchase, and is jealous – “jealous bitch” syndrome. (kogan; 2 small torches stolen after I bought a larger torch from them. Bundaberg Trading Post; hose washers stolen after I purchased a hose connector.…) heaps and heaps more. I had recent purchases from 4 ebay sellers, all could be guilty? And some shrinks are only now just recognizing the personality dysfunction of ‘narcissism’, so I guess not too much time now, and they will start recognizing and hopefully treating “jealous bitch” syndrome. Way worse, way more prolific in Australia. But there is another possibility of who stole these seeds. I have mentioned this a few times, that I have dogs who are now ‘doing the opposite’, so if in the past, these people (mainly girls) have been helpful, well should I say, thought that they were being helpful, then for some reason now they want to do the opposite of that, and be mean and spiteful. Just as a side bar, I’ve never actually asked for any help from any dogs ever. Whatever they’ve done in the past has been of their own volition. So here is a story to help explain that, the full story of how I acquired the seeds and what has been going on here. Quite some time ago, about 15 years actually, I was in Melbourne at RMIT, going through a difficult situation, my cat had been kidnapped, (by an obsessed housemistress (Kathy Goldman), a testosterone hopped up bikie guy, (apparently her boyfriend), and the will of a STUPID young vet - didn’t get his name, unfortunately) no convictions. And a few other problems were afoot (involving zombie women). On the way home one day I decided to stop at a ‘popup florist’ and buy myself some flowers to cheer myself up, and these flowers were quite beautiful. I had also recently purchased a camera as I was doing a photography course. I decided to take some photos of my other cats (ones that had not been kidnapped) and I decided to put these flowers in the background to make it pretty, and I had perched these flowers outside on the deck, in my chive pot, trying to catch them plus the cat in the photo. So that was that, and the following year I had moved back to Gunnedah and had taken my chive pot with me, and the next spring, guess what, some plants started to grow in my chives pot and lo and behold it was this flower that I had purchased in Melbourne! Celosia, or Cockscomb! it had set seed and dropped them in my pot, and then had grown - and it was quite a spectacular form of Celosia, long stem and huge flower head, (so typical that I get this amazing natural hybrid, and then some jealous dog girl comes along and steals it – just so typical – they are obviously not God fearing are they? – that flower was a gift from God; you will have God to deal with you silly pretty little thief) So I collected all the seed, sowed some more and collected all that seed to store for the future (MY FUTURE - about ½ cups worth, a lot) and I have been saving them this whole time for a suitable garden. Now, I had relocated to QLD, and it’s finally time to plant out the Celosia, I thought I would just do one to give it a try, you never know, they might not be able to handle the humidity here, but it was doing well so I thought it’s time to do the rest, and that’s when I discovered they were gone -as you can imagine I was quite devastated after keeping them this whole time, these seeds are my destiny (the thief is messing with 'life pathways'.) And it was only just a few weeks before that I had done stock inventory of all my seeds, and I had photographed the seed, see it in listing photos. So, this maybe a case of ‘dogs doing the opposite’ – because they put the pop-up shop there in the first place, (?) so now, stole those seeds. But I can assure you, my neighbours are involved; whenever anything is stolen, there seems to be a pattern forming, of the people around me -behaving in a certain way. I guess now, I know the difference between when something has gone missing (misplaced) or when something has been stolen. What happens, and usually this lasts all week and maybe all weekend to, is that my neighbours start yelling out/talking really loudly and behaving really strangely like coming outside and talking to themselves and making banging and tapping noises, also the farm next door has dogs and they start barking. Aswell, someone hoons down the hwy outside my house and beeps their horn -this always happens every single time something has been stolen, and the bigger the item, the greater the amount of beeps. Truly, the people around me are obsessed with me, and are so bored, and have such little initiative, that this is how they occupy their time. If it weren’t for certain ‘enlightening’ and ‘enriching’ Netflix shows, I would honestly think I am stuck on a planet with complete stupid morons. Since writing this story, the harassment and thieving has greatly reduced. Although actually I have my own little theory as to why the thieving has been reduced, particularly in the last six months, of 2021; it’s because I had Thread Worms! I believe there might be some vicious rumours going around, about how I do not wash my hands, and have a compost loo, and thus have contaminated everything in my house, and now, no one dares come into my house, for fear of getting Thread worms! - it’s true it’s true! (Also, I am no longer with Telstra, nor sell on ebay) I say all my neighbours must be involved in playing a role in the theft, because it’s not so easy to steal from me. I have security cameras. This phenomenon of the ‘common enemy’ where people band together because it gives them a sense of purpose, is something I’m familiar with, it happens quite a lot in my life. I am well familiar with gang mentality, and you have to put out of your mind the stereotype of what you think a gang member looks like, gang mentality is something that affects every day, and simple people (let me reiterate that, SIMPLE people, old people and women are especially vulnerable, way more so than young men). So, my neighbours Bob and Helen Elder (Helen looks like Mrs maunder, a school teacher’s wife from many years ago in Gunnedah). Then Sharon Millet and David Hooker, her son, next door, and Stella’s son John next door too (who has since disappeared), plus Tess deHaviland and Sharyn Kahukiwa. I know all these people played a role in obtaining those seeds, they are guilty in my opinion, but of course have not been convicted of any crime. And they all think they are innocent. Whilst I know that they are involved, I’ve had items stolen from me now over the past 15 years, at the very least, I would say for certain, that the people stealing from me at Rangari, are the same people who are stealing from me here at kookaburra Park - organised petty crime - they trick my neighbours into believing I am guilty and bad, common enemy. So that’s what goes on here at kookaburra Park, and I want my seeds back, or this story stays here telling everybody what goes on. Oh, and the day that I discovered the seeds were stolen, I received a letter from Australian quarantine, government department, stating that some unknown seeds of mine had been confiscated. I hadn’t been sent any unknown seeds - I wasn’t expecting any unknown seeds from anyone, and I don’t believe in coincidences. -so, another possibility, the government broke into my house and stole them? – more likely the gov trying to save my stupid blonde bimbo landlord. This “saving” happens a lot, as in ALL THE TIME, otherwise the police would have sone something about all theft’s after only a few months back in 2015, instead of not doing anything for over 20 years. This is why btw, there are now mega security guards at the supermarkets and cameras for self check out – all the bimbo Australians copying my STUPID LANDLORD and all her bimbo thieving “popular” friends – theft costs retailer billions of dollars each year. STUPID POLICE. STUPID GOVERNMENT. All problems can be traced back to a bimbo woman. There’s also a girl from back in my school days called Alicia White, who now works at Australian quarantine, might be related. She is friends with Cate Cameron the shoplifter. And she is WEAK. Or Anna Munro from Parks Australia is a suspect; I offered her any of my seeds that week, for free, maybe she interpreted that as “please break into my house and steal any of my seeds you want”. Or maybe some one jealous I spoke to Anna Munro?? - is she married to a stupid territorial dog?? Since I am single, I can only assume the problem lies at her end. Also, ebayer sellers are a suspect, there are some really stupid ones on there. Later in 2025, after I had purchased some dwarf Celosia online (that's all they had, they don't have the good giant ones on offer, and if they say they do and you purchase, they are NOT the giant head ones). So, a rogue seed started to grow in my front veranda, that was like this PERFECT giant ball of hotness delight – a giant pink Celosia head. It was amazing I mean truly amazing. But as soon as I put a photo of it on Facebook and collected the seeds, they were stolen (when I went into town to the doctors), within a week of me posting the photo on Facebook. Disgusting stupid little girls on facebook. I cannot put good photos of anything on Facebook because it will just get stolen. I even saw them discussing the seeds in the group “I'll have some” “me too” -it's like female cunts on Facebook talking to the people who steal from me (my neighbours) right under my nose in public - it's disgusting how disrespectful those little bitches are. (they still seem to manage to know “to steal” even if I don’t put photos on Facebook). I also ought mention, at Gin Gin, my landlord Cate Rogers aka Rachael Wainberg’s older sister (2nd born), did steal from me; her and her friend Winifried. So it could have been her who tok my celosia one I grew that test one – she saw it. Later after I wrote this she came round with a “friend”. Celosia was never mentioned at the time, but in retrospect that weird incident may have been related to the thief - it was that woman (ugly woman in her 40’s) who stole the seeds?? (usually thieves are pretty, is part how they get away with it). Why would Cate think I would want to meet a thief?? What is wrong with her, what is wrong with her thief friend?? I’ll tell you what: they are all stupid unevolved little thieving girls who belong in prison. And are in dept to me. Btw I grow Celosia to eat too: the fresh young shoots make delicious healthy greens in stirfry, and they grow well in the humid environment here. Lucky the plant has this good extra feature since humans give me dud seeds (Celosia comes in many different shapes and flower styles). ALL THESE ITEMS HAVE BEEN STOLEN OUT OF MY HOUSE HERE AT KOOKABURRA PARK GIN GIN, SINCE I the audacity of some people.jpg Did You Recognize the Handwriting, Tegan Goodall - nuisance liar.jpg luffas keep getting stolen, break and enter oct 2020.jpg no law against filming and posting on social media except for a private act like in the ba more police harrasment re postoffice ban from Gin Gin police.jpg some of the items STOLEN Gin Gin post office 2020 2021 no conviction.jpg Physio papers stolen along with phone nu 2 large plastic caged containers emptied overnight -they have no leaks in them, they were 2 torches stolen from kookaburra park in Gin via toll Courier or Bunnings staff member, Su Thieving neighbours lay in wait, till I go outside into the garden, break into my house an Open padlock stolen front door, Builyan QLD, and Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD .jpg 2 stolen necklaces, 1 returned.jpg big gap between the door and the wall.jpg MPB pleated school uniform saboteur.jpg more mince stolen from my freezer.jpg my good broccoli seed stolen.JPG waste of money fruit.jpg Mail Sign People.jpg TONNEAU COVER SUPPORT BAR stolen.jpg double theft by coles, and then a stupid blonde dog - stolen beef fillet.jpg Glue silicone sealant STOLEN from amazon.jpg food stealing from my freezer September 2020, Gin Gin QLD.jpg KMART refusing to sell to me via instore pick up only.jpg Once again, I am being harassed when I go into Gin Gin, just like when I was in Gunnedah there’s a whole series of people that stand right in front of my car on the phone, they present themselves to me and pretend they’re talking to me on the phone, only I’m not talking to them. I AM NOT TALKING TO YOU wake up. Also there’s a girl, whenever they steal from me, there’s a girl with a brand-new car, she always drives in front of me, and usually she toots a horn, only since I have my camera now, she stopped doing that (coward - or it could be they are attracting too much attention, as they have a secret mission to say I am crazy and people are not following or tormenting me, when in actual fact they are, this is the more likely reason) ) There are ‘popular’ people trying to apply pressure to me to remove this. Those people do not have items stolen from them on a weekly basis, (over 20yrs) nor have female dogs harassing them verbally from the street. PLUS, I find a lot of ‘pops’ try and save the stupid bimbos that steal from me, this happens a lot. A LOT. I am pretty sure once I heard the then PM, Julia Gilliard trying to save that bloody short blonde at the Reject Shop in Gunnedah who steals my reading glasses (and heaps of other things) Other people may find this amusing. I do not. And, I am pretty sure this was the reason I was banned from Facebook, because I name names, and some of those stupid bimbos have got themselves now married, and there is a network out there in play to save their stupid wives. If you have read my life story, the thing you’ll see, that I’ve been having major harassment issues with, especially in Gunnedah, was this little short blonde girl, who whenever I went into town, she follows me around, and tries to steal from me (and does steal) She is really passive aggressive, and sometimes do signs, kind of like in a ’flash mob’ style - infact these are the people that started off that whole trend on YouTube. Only the ones you see on YouTube are kind of fun and entertaining, whereas the girls that follow me around her absolute bitch dogs, and they do bitchy signs telling me where I can or can’t go shopping, as in “you’re not worthy you don’t have enough money to go to that shop” - this stupid little dog tries to control wherever I go, and who I speak with. (she is fully sick with mental health problems). If you read my "Big Jelly Baby Scam story", you’ll get more of an idea of what I’m talking about, it’s worth reading because this is a real phenomenon that has plagued me for many years now - those bimbo girls make my life a living hell whenever I leave my home, and simply because I’m not married. Stupid Little Girls. Anyway, at GinGin, the last few times I’ve been into town, the same thing has been going on, like if I go to Vinny’s, well that’s okay, you’re allowed to go to Vinny’s, because you’re poor. But if I go to the hardware shop forget about it – DOGS THERE HARRASS FROM THE STREET. (owners - so naive) That stupid little dog is not worthy of me - so go to hell GET YOUR OWN LIFE Since I wrote this, it has stopped. Do ya see? I have to write about it. Explicitly. I would’ve liked to have done a whole collage of 'dogs on phones' to show you what I’m talking about in that vid (honestly, dozens and dozens of them harassing me, but after I took the first photo of this one, I haven’t had any more problems with dogs on phones standing by me, by my car, in front of my car, or when I leave the Dr's, like I usually do. So, I’m just putting 1 on here, and hope that that’s the end of that. And I will mention this again here, as I looked into this, and contacted a lawyer about it; because I was having such a difficult time in society when I went down the street and into shops, I now wear cameras,- - wearing cameras changes everything, my life has changed for the better, as a result of wearing cameras, most of the usual dogs I have who harass me, now don’t act disrespectfully in such overt ways. I had an outcry, of course guilty parties who didn’t want to be exposed on social media, so back when I was on facebook, I have had all sorts of comments, most disbelief, and people behaving badly as a result of posting online photos, but by law, we have the right to upload any video recording of anything we see during the course of our day onto the Internet and social media - anything at all, except if it was a personal act like sex or bathroom stuff, or children’s change rooms. So, if you record someone and post it on line, it is not considered by the courts as an invasion of privacy. If you are out in public, it is expected you behave in a socially acceptable way, treating other people with respect and decorum. Typically, when you’re out and about, and you encounter people, people are pretty normal, no one does anything untoward to you do they? I mean that’s how it’s meant to go, but like I said, as I’ve mentioned numerous times on this blog, I have problems with people who don’t behave in normal ways around me, they start verbally abusing me and or stealing from me, or breaking the toilet door down - strange problems that a lot of people would have no concept of- there’s other problems to that arise out of opportunities, opportunities that suddenly present, and people take advantage of. Which is why I wear cameras now whenever I go out. I also have cameras on at my home, always. Since I started doing that (and I’ve only been into town a few times since I started), but so far, I have caught two people stealing from me on camera (Mitre 10 and NorthSide Produce), two people behaving badly (bikini bitches), and two people behaving oddly (Ace hardware, at least that hardware does not steal). So, whilst the dogs seem to know if I’ve got a camera on, and they don’t act out a lot of the times with verbal harassment, there are many people who don’t know that I have a camera, and they have been caught, and as far as I’m concerned this is too bloody bad. I should not have to wear cameras in order for people to be fully awake and treat me with an ounce of respect. So, not only do I have my phone camera which is quite overt, people can see it if they look at me, but I also have hidden cameras on my body which are on all the time and I won’t be afraid to post anyone or anything online if they harass me or steal from me. I am not interested in any other kind of stupid things people do, it is not my intention to humiliate people, my intention is to stop people harassing me and stealing from me, by what ever means possible. And by the way it is also NOT illegal or against the law to upload videos of children either, in a normal public setting. I need an ELECTRIFIED Anti climb fence all around my backyard!! Page 1 NEXT 1(this) 2 3 4 5

Those women who used to run ‘girl guides’ in Tamworth, should be DESTROYED. There’s no question in my mind about it. Absolutely despicable memories of girl guides: with women encouraging and teaching little girls to gang up and bully other girls who aren’t like them and don’t fit to the social norms YOU DISGUST ME. DISGUSTING. And hay you stupid NEGS Staff dogs -you have no right to go through girls’ dormitories and their personal belongings, who the fuck do you think you are? I know there’s so Life Stories P21 - I will be later editing to fit all on only 20 pages 1. Wannabe Jealous Nazi Idiot Woman Pretending To Be Jealous Husband I just came by this story today again, as I was doing a search for something else, and I realised that I had deleted it off my blog, it was in my old folder with things I don't use, but have done. But I thought well, this is actually relevant to my life, this describes clearly the “angst” that these thieves and harasses are causing me, so I'm going to put it back. I just skim re-read it, as I went on and on, but that very thing, as far as I'm concerned, that's exactly the problem of what these thieves and harasses have done; they have caused a whole ‘change mindset’, of being content to now having to concern myself about these stupid things. By the way, this "angst", is what those thieves and harasses are going to have to pay for later, in karma. But they don't realise it, they think they're just stealing something small and trivial, and it doesn't really matter. Okay today my iPhone has gone missing. FIND MY PHONE, says it is at my current address, but when I play the tune, it doesn’t work, I can’t hear it, telling me that it is not in my unit. Plus, when I called it, it went straight to voice mail, when it should have rung. Today the fire alarm guy came to my unit to check the fire alarm, I know he didn’t take it as I was watching him the whole time, as at a previous address, when the fire alarms were checked, the girl who did it, - the skinny blonde girl, stole one of my bathroom shower butterfly hooks while she was in the loo; disgusting. This was by the way was arranged by Elders, in Gladstone. I did go out after he left for an hour, it may have been taken then by another neighbour in the unit, which is why FIND MY PHONE, says at this address???? APPLE……. But I have noticed every time I talk to somebody, it doesn’t matter who, any complete stranger will do, something goes missing, and I believe this is because there is some little idiot trying to play jealous husband. And I believe it is a woman doing it, as I heard her once at Ivan Williamsons spare house across from Dads house, in Henry st – the dogs came and stayed there, to yell out at me while I was at Dads house (fucked if I know what they were doing? who has that much spare time??) but I believe they are from the ABC’s agony aunt team – they are fucking idiots, and are seriously deluded, and need help, and by help, I mean police intervention, and put into jail, not into a mental health unit. The police are too fucking stupid to work out who is stealing from me and so they continue to steal from me, then wonder why I am angry – idiots. I am a free and single woman, have been for many years, and will be for many years more to come. I am free to talk to whoever I choose, whenever I choose. And in fact, I did actually propose marriage to a foot reflexologist last month, when he relieved my lymph problems, via YouTube. If I get married or have any kind of relationship with anybody, the only person it would be, would be that guy, who lives in Canada, and can massage feet. Nobody else stands any chance at all, by the way his name is Adam Thomas, he is justifiably brilliant. My phone is iPhone 7, it’s not an expensive new one, it’s a really old one, doesn’t have much value, and I suspect after posting this it might turn up, just the same as when I posted my bandage story below, it miraculously turned up as well. In fact, I’m going to put the bandage story back online and here it is below: Bandage Stolen by jealousy of my foresight capable independence Someone has broken into my unit while I slept last night, and have taken a used bandage. I know this sounds very strange, but it is definitely nowhere to be seen in my unit. I took it off before my shower and flung it onto the floor, it was used, but not dirty. It was a really good bandage that I found in my mums nursing kit, it kind of stretches out and you can adjust the tension depending on how much you stretch it, I haven’t seen anything quite like it, it’s a clever product. I believe this is the reason why it was stolen. Aside also from the fact that: I do believe there came a time when I injured myself, and I needed a bandage. So, I got one from my first aid kit, and used it; now, this very simple act, is something that drives a stupid jealous girl NUTS! Because, I didn’t have to go anywhere, I didn’t have to spend any money, I didn’t have to go down to the chemist, I didn’t have to go to the doctor or the hospital, this is exactly the kind of foresight capable independence, that the jealous pervert girl resents, and so she just took my bandage out of jealous spite; - stupid little dog. It may have been taken while I was in the shower? {if I forgot to deadlock the door?} this may have happened, but I can’t be certain about that, since a couple of other things have disappeared, and I hardly ever go anywhere, I suspect that is the time they can do it with a simple card swipe to delatch the old lock, or use a key, as I have seen the person who has a key, sniffing around, along with one of my neighbours. So, it was about 50 or 60cm long, as I had it wrapped around my toe, which has a cut on it, over a dressing, and then back around my ankle, so it won’t fall off during the night - worked a treat. There was a little bit left on the roll for today, that I could use, see photo, {luckily}, but I would like my 50 to 60cm length of bandage back thanks very much, you stupid bimbo thief. It belongs to me it does not belong to you. Btw, my mother was a nurse. A private nurse, as in she tended patients in their homes and had her own business. She liked her job and cared for her patients. I recommend to all women; do not have kids unless you have a caring nature, so you don’t turn out to be thieving jealous bimbos like the one who stole my bandage. The world would be 50million times better without the bimbos. A couple of years ago, I felt I should try and do something about the bimbo mothers. I mean, I had so much clarity about why there are bimbo women who steal, and it’s because of bimbo mothers. I thought there just must be so many stupid mothers in Australia, producing these stupid thieving bimbo daughters, that I decided to find a mothers group online and post my story of what I had to say. -It did not go down very well! I was banned again from Flickr, and one of the mothers used her DOG contacts to track me down, and she, along with her son, stole my necklace. And this situation of jealous dog, reminds me of the time when I needed some new pants, some years ago now, (yesterday when I went out – you could plain as day see, I need some new pants again), anyway, back then I remembered I had ended up with some clothes of mums after she died, and I went through them, and I saw some olive-green pants, I thought I’d try them on - and talk about perfect! They fit me perfectly, they were this lovely thick cotton jersey, and a designer brand. I was thrilled to pieces that something so hard to achieve (finding a good quality pair of fitted pants is really hard, you can’t just walk in to your local Target, and buy a pair), so these fit me perfectly and looked great. I was so thrilled! But I could literally hear a dog whingeing and being pissed off, because of how well it worked out for me; jealous pervert. (Items went missing at that time, can’t quite remember exact time, if something was taken?) So now there’s two stories with a similar theme, and it reminds me of a third story, also with a jealous pervert theme: if you remember on my About page, on my blog, I talk about the tile that I purchased in Sydney, I was so thrilled about this tile, and this stupid little jealous dog, followed me in to the store, off the street, and started chastising me for being basically, thrilled – she was jealous at me being happy. (Actually, she was tall). This bandage is exactly the same thing. I suggest the only way to combat this: is if many people, strangers, give me really great things, all the time, to completely incense the girl off her rocker, and then in the hopes that she commits suicide, I will finally be able to feel happy and thrilled, without some stupid dog stealing from me or chastising me in some way. Leave me the hell alone, you stupid DOG. It is not my fault that you are STUPID. BTW, I AM STILL NOT GAY - this example of women following me around just shows how stupid they are, and cannot figure out how to live their intended life and not concern themselves with someone else’s. Women – so stupid I cannot believe it. I want to add here, actually, I’m a pretty happy person, this comes from my happy and loving childhood, which I’ve talked about. But I don’t have, like, an overly friendly face, which is why I think I don’t have this issue as a constant, because my inner personal thoughts are usually positive ones and I’m pretty much happy when I am out and about. So, I seem to only have this extreme jealous reaction from female dogs when I’m overly happy about something, it seems just generally being happy, doesn’t really get their attention. Just an observation. Oh, plus I think sometimes, if something works out, like I get all five green lights in a row - just little things like that, that make life easier, I do believe I have the same jealous female dogs (who seem to follow me always) who then try to piss me off by doing something nasty and vindictive - it’s like you don’t have to do anything bad to them, like you know, steal their husband, or steal something from them, to invoke a reaction of vengeance - you just have to be minding your own business and be happy!! THEY ARE INSANE, and truly they should be HUNG. Unfortunatly, they are real. I am guessing they are also unemployed, and have nothing better to do than follow me, and obsess about me. My single white female next door neighbour, just got a job yesterday, so they signed (actually she does not work, well unless she is being paid to stay in her unit all day long, possibly maybe)). So, whether it was her and she used blackmail to the powers that be to get a good job (read my “harassment for money, from employment provider in Gin Gin, massive Road works, street beautification”, photo story.) or just a coincidence, or, maybe she realized if she had a job, she too could have her own personal supply, of her own bandages. Who knows? Anyway, after being there constantly after I left that morning to heal my cut in the salt water, she disappeared for 2 days NOT A COINCIDENCE This is my new neighbour, she says her name is Danielle, but I suspect she is lying, as I have a weird problem of people lying to me about their name and calling themselves Danielle, read my About page. I have no idea what her story is but I suspect she is working for the dogs. She comes out and does scenes with the handyman who would have the key, THEY THINK STEALING LITTLE ITEMS LIKE THIS IS FUNNY. possibly friends with the landlord? Who knows. She is possibly being paid to be their next door to me? And as a result, was able to buy herself a new car, this is exactly the type of dog behaviour that goes on in my life, and she also talks on the phone to me sometimes in the morning, so, like I’m not actually speaking with her, but she speaks to me, or she speaks to someone that I have talked about on my blog? she’s one of dogs that harasses me from afar. Maybe she is used by the dogs, who harass me from afar, and I think she may have arranged the dogs down at the river that time?? Nip it in the bud. See a falling dog, and put in your pocket, save it for a rainy day…. I think I should mention, the local chemist, that I did not have to go to, to purchase a bandage, steals from people by overcharging items that are on the PBS list. I had been there recently, aswell as seen the nurses on doctors at the local hospital for an infected tick bite So, it may have had something to do with them? Mums bandage, I can assure you, was not stolen in the first place. Nor was it stolen from the hospital when I went there! Btw, lately I have been unable to sleep well – I can hear my old man neighbour when he turns the tap on in his kitchen, at all hrs of the night. My plantar fasciitis in the (same foot) is very sore, my Jobs provider has been on my back, my lease is ending, the stupid neighbours on the other side of the trees have discovered how to make kookaburra sounds with a recording device, plus my period is due – so all culminating in RAGE. Wednesday, 24 August 2022 2. Body shape, starved as a baby, cause of slight mental retardation I have removed the girls name and blurred her identity because this is not personal for me, the message is important. It's just a perfect example of nutrition and how it's fundamentally important from before you were born. As that girls behaviour was very disrespectful at the time, and for the duration of my tenancy (and just 1 girl in a long line of girls), I feel like I should definitely write a photo story about it. The correlation between her behaviour, (and many) and my nutritionally starved little kitten, is exactly the same, in my opinion. I write on my blog about the correlation between the kittens I observed, and multiple babies born by women. I noticed with the kittens, the first one to be born was robust, strong and healthy, whereas the last kitten in the litter, was a little runt who looked nutritionally depraved. (And unfortunatly was, as I did not know the mother was pregnant for some time). I feel it's the same with humans, which is why women ought to stop at 1 or 2 (or none). Even with proper nutrition. I want to further add to that here, there was another thing I noticed; aside from the physical and highly attuned personality, the first-born cat was extremely respectful of me, hard to explain, but I did not need to say anything twice to him {he was just so good natured and gorgeous}, it was like he was a really “loving” and “caring” pussycat - in the very good sense. But the seventh born cat Violet, who was also a gorgeous and very sweet pussycat, I noticed she did not have the same level of respect, it's like she couldn't comprehend the meaning of others, other than herself, and ‘respect’. Quite different from first born. I feel as they were siblings, and raised exactly the same way, and treated all the same, it was not her fault if she was not as respectful - it's because she was starved when she was in the womb, and it has affected this ability somehow. I strongly feel it's the same in humans, there have been people I've encountered who are so disrespectful, and they are completely clueless about their behaviour at the time. Such as that rental girl. (Or should I say, aware of their bad behaviour, but lacking the connection in the moment, to think ahead, about repercussions, and who they want to be, as a person.) Also, after observing sibling kittens, and kittens who were not related, but half starved, I further believe, so many human health problems arise from that time in the womb, particularly problems you have in old age, like dementia; the number one cause in my opinion, would be a lack of nutrients in the womb. 3. Facebook has created a culture of BITCH BANNING people For some unknown reason, still unknown today, I was ban from a vet in Gunnedah. It was 2106 I think, at the time, I could not work it out, as to why I was ban. When I was at the vet all was fine; my cat was tested and diagnosed, the female vet was nice. I paid in full, and left with my cat. That was the end of it. However apparently it wasn't the end of it. I was contacted by email, from this vet, saying that I had not paid in full. I told them that I had, and I sent them a screenshot of my credit card statement, where it clearly shows that I had paid the said full amount. Paid what they asked for. But instead of an apology, I received a bitch email saying I was a terrible person and I had been ban from the vet. There was no other explanation, it was just like a bitchy email. I wondered what an earth was going on? I contacted them again but did not hear back from them. Some years later, when I created a Facebook account, I figured it out; on Facebook, there are multiple groups, and there are “monitors” of each group, who consist of bitchy little girls who ban people that they don't like. So, this is simply what this vet has done, most definatly discrimination. So basically, I'm writing a story about it, and calling them out on it, saying how disgusting these people are, what bullies they are, and how stupid they are. Here is a photo below of the owner Mark baker, his clinic is still there, and has been there as long as I can remember; I don't know if the owner was involved, or if it's just the stupid receptionists, or maybe he has stupid daughters? That would be typical. Btw the medical problem at the vet; when I spoke to the lovely young woman, who did a biopsy, said he had a terrible fatal cancer. My cat died shortly after. The cancer was a direct result of a Spot On Flea and Tick treatment that I had purchased on eBay from the Netherlands. {Later I was advised, they had apparently given it to me deliberately to kill my cat, they thought it would be funny, plus they would make some money too. ARSEHOLES ON EBAY too. } Actually, it is unclear to me whether they wanted to kill my cat in the same manner that they killed my brother Tomas's dog (for “no animal care, only human care” attitude - idiots), or whether they just wanted to make money from their faulty product. But either way, they knew it would give my cat cancer and kill it. Such evil in this world {No animal care, only human care is evil}. And note they deliberatley caused cancer – murder. Don’t think it does not happen amongst humans. Such evil on Facebook. Stupid little girls. Just like back in the day “The Witches of Salom” 4. Crap Mothers I have mentioned many times how I get harassed by my neighbours who live next door up the hill at number 108, so not by the neighbours in my unit complex, 13 of them. The child in particular was harassing me, at first after I wrote about it and complained about it to certain authorities, the mother realised what was going on, and so after that, I was harassed by the mother instead. I can’t actually see them they’re up about 20m from where I am down below, and there’s all plants. Although I’ve noticed they have just cut back all of their plants so they could peer down into my unit complex too, which I’m not too impressed about. Some people are just plain stupid, and it was possibly them who killed my plants (?), but I’m off topic because what I wanted to talk about today was the fact that I can hear a baby crying from their place like constantly, it’s always crying; she’s totally fucking up her child. I’m going to mention when a mother is upset, then the child will cry. This is a very common thing amongst children, because children aren’t fully aware and developed like they’re meant to be as adults however I’ve mentioned before my blogs at this happens with adults as well. Trauma related dysfunction (by bimbo mothers). Anyway, so the child is crying because the mother is pissed off, and the mother is pissed off, you know, for various reasons, mainly she can’t control her emotions around a newborn child - this is fully the mother’s fault; she needs to go into ‘mothering mode’ which requires not being pissed off, and anyway, so this child is screaming her head off because the mothers pissed off, so the child is innocent, even though it’s making the most annoying sound ever; and so the father comes along, sees the situation, and smacks the little baby to shut up. Which works, it is stunned into silence. Plus the mother, selfishly feels a little bit of vindication, like someone at least has been punished for all the problems that she has to deal with, for her bad mood, - it's a subconscious thing and she is secretly glad her husband smacked her child - it's very sick. So this is how parents fuck up their kids, the child was innocent, but chastised quite badly for no reason. And this very situation is why I have such a problem with bimbos who follow me and steal from me, and generally carry on in this pathetic childish manner, because they’ve been fucked up as babies, just like the child next-door. So while this kind of thing is hard to explain to a young naive mother, this is why Australia needs to implement a compulsory parenting program for mothers. I’ve had it up to here with all the ‘saving of stupid bimbos’ who steal from me, particularly in Australia. I mean I’ve never lived overseas so I wouldn’t possibly know what goes on overseas, but I suspect it is a huge problem specific to unaware Australian Bogans. And you know what, while I am on this subject, there’s another important area, that so many parents neglect. This was brought to my attention when on my blog, I was describing a pervert, a teenager, who was spying on the naked teenage girls in the camp shower, back in 1989 or thereabouts. Someone saw what I was writing and suggested I am now humiliating this guy and possibly ruining his life. Well, I certainly don’t agree with that theory at all. I thought about; was I being too harsh? But after careful thought, I decided I most definitely was not, he is a pervert, so naming and shaming is essential, as far as I’m concerned. (Obviously if it wasn’t true, it would be very heinous and worthy of grave punishment) but I, for one would certainly not make up such a story about anyone, not even a thief. So, then, this reminded me of another kid pervert when I was 10 or so, and then another one at 9 or so, and I realised this is a problem. Young boys are total pervert‘s, and I don’t think ANY of the parents of those boys, had attempted AT ALL, to teach their kids, not to be a pervert. It seems they have to learn how not to be a pervert. They have some sort of instinct to be one. This means parents have to physically make an effort, to guide your young child in this area. You literally have to talk about sex with your child. You can’t ignore this topic. Otherwise, young girls, such as myself get, victimised by those stupid little boys. STUPID Stuart Brady, Nicholas Hallam, John Burke and the Carter boys; Matt and or Steve; your parents were crap, hopeless, and naive. There were others, but I don’t know their names. And there’s also other ways men could be pervert‘s in a non-sexual way, the same as women can be. And what I’m talking about here “pervert” - this is kind of like the minimum amount of bad behaviour that boys get up to when it comes to little girls and sex. I know from listening to various court podcasts, little boys can do much worse to little girls; all as a result of naïve bimbo parents. I hear them debating what they should do about these kids, and not once ever is, it mentioned that their parents should be held accountable. Well, BINGO! they should be; BIG FINES. Also, I heard from the police, that they’re not going to press charges against anyone caught shoplifting from me, because they don’t want to “ruin their life”, by creating a bad reputation for the thief. Can you believe that? This is why thieves still continue to steal from me today in 2024, and I am forced to write this blog, and in the process, scare off a lot of stupid mothers. Stupid police. I want to mention about the neighbour next door with the baby, for a while I thought she didn't actually have a baby, (I mean she already could not handle the child she had, so she would have to be stupid to have another), I actually thought she just had app playing baby noises, crying and being a nuisance, like deliberately - some people do this, it's a thing. Many people do it in fact, I think it's a third born thing, wanting to be a nuisance as it reminds them of their childhood, annoying the crap out of their older siblings. Anyway, I thought this also because I saw her two weeks before the baby noises started and she didn't look pregnant, but in retrospect I think she was one of those mothers that didn't have a very big belly, some women are like that, and this as far as I am concerned, is totally related - she didn't have a big belly because she didn't have a big baby, because the baby wasn't getting enough nutrients. I've spoken about this before, not enough nutrients in the womb, results in physical problems, physical handicaps, brain development problems, immune problems….. Coasting along, happy with mediocrity. Mediocrity is not ok – you are retarding your children. Think, research and learn. 5 Jobs Providers Deliberately Handing Out Viruses I have mentioned this before on my blog, but I couldn't find it, goodness knows where it is, so I thought I'll have to do a whole new Photo story about it, and I want to update it as well. I previously mentioned back in Gunnedah at one point Centrelink or should I say Jobs providers, wanted to put all the unemployed people in one room one day for a few hrs, God knows why, I think they were calling it a ‘workshop’ don't ask me what they were workshopping, but in fact I suspect the reason is for sickness, because there wasn't one single person in that room that day, that wasn't sick (except me until I got home, then I too, sick as a dog). It was the middle of winter. There was a highly suspect girl who had manoeuvred herself directly behind me, and was coughing all over me. I am very clear and certain that the whole point of that girl and that meeting was to spread sickness. And then it happened again at Sarina jobs providers when I was forced to attend an appointment when it should've been a phone appointment, (so I wouldn't get sick) it was around COVID time, she insisted I attend face to face. I did get sick with a sore throat. So, it has happened about 4 times, and then again it happened in 2024, when I didn't even have an appointment, but Centrelink said a couple of weeks before, that if I want, I can contact the local jobs providers for an appointment! -which I didn't, but I think they were stalking me when I went down to Sarina Beach daily to post my seed letters and go for a swim, there are suspect girls and the same car with signage on it, “Selectability ”. It’s like they are waiting for me down there. When I got home I got sick with sore throat. So, I'm thinking they somehow contaminated the car (?). But I always thought it was a virus related, I am thinking now that it's actually bacteria, because it's the same symptoms I get when exposed to bacteria in Aircon filters if they're not cleaned, and also if I smell septic, I get a sore throat. I also get a sore throat if I'm exposed to smoke, and wind, or if I am cold, particularly my feet or neck (because I have a damaged throat, it was damaged with hydrochloric acid back in 2006 from cleaning someone’s else’s bathroom in exchange for a month’s free rent. Big mistake. HUGE. And because I have seen Dodgy girls at the jobs providers office when I get sick I'm thinking they know that it's bacteria, and they're spreading bacteria around, I touch any contaminated surface (like a steering wheel or a door handle), then don't wash my hands constantly all day long, (just in case), inevitably I'm going to touch my face and maybe my nose my mouth my eyes, and so it's easy to contact bacteria in this manner. {Before I damaged my throat, I never got sick. Cough all you want – you can’t get me! Not anymore}. Mainly, I only get sore throat if I venture out, my home is safe (and clean). I still feel jobs providers are in on this sickness factor, maybe Centrelink are naïve or maybe they are in cahoots with science medical girls who want to spread sickness, an in attempt to try and build up peoples immune (and their experimenting with unemployed?) it seems to me that that's what's happening. I don't think I'm being paranoid about this. So, who am I meant to put in a complaint to about this? I've done so with Centrelink and they've done nothing about it. And pretty much anyone else will say “don't be stupid, you're crazy, of course they're not doing that”. Well wake up they are doing it. 6 The disrespectful cunts are back at Centrelin k This is exactly the nazi behaviour I'm talking about ; they have just stopped my payments, and for no reason, nothing that I did, but they have arranged an appointment for me, personally, and have not contacted me about it, instead, they've just cut my payment, so that I see onscreen, that I have to call the number to arrange the appointment. What fucking nazi cunts. I have a telephone, they have my number, why didn't they call me and leave a message rather than stopping my payments? Are they fucking incompetent morons - oh, yes they are. This lack of respect from them is exactly why when your phone Centrelink they have to put on a little special automated message saying “we expect everyone to act courtesy and calmly and we won't tolerate bad behaviour”. YOU CENTERLINK are the ones who are disrespectful, you encourage people to swear at you because you piss them off with your lack of respect. You are truly evil and disgusting, and I can see there's an imbalance there; totally run by women, as this is such bitch behaviour. Note, couple weeks back I was complaining about being sick and stalked by girls down at the mail box – this is them, jobsproviders still handing out sickness. Btw, I checked centerlink website a few days ago – there was no message to call anyone. 7. Shining the Light on Narcissistic Families for End Goal of Peace and Quiet Well, in all this time of writing my blog, explaining about the nuisances in my life, I’ve realised today, I have not written about the “fake family phenomenon”. This situation simply involves families harassing me in the morning. There seems to be a specific time where I get harassed by families, seemingly from 830 to 930 in the morning. Not every morning, just sometimes. And usually this involves me going out in a public area, and a family presenting themselves, like crossing my path but not actually coming up to me or approaching me directly or talking to me, but putting themselves in my path, and often they talk to the person I’m going to see, like shop staff, and then as soon as I do, they leave kind of in a condescending “handover gesture” way - it’s incredibly strange, and I can’t believe how narcissistic some families are. But the most annoying thing they do, is beep at me when leaving, like we are friends. This has been going on for many many years. I remember they used to do it frequently when I went over to Tamworth, but again today, when I went down to post my seed sales and go for a swim. It is always different families, never the same twice, different cars, so I cannot report them to the police. They are truly evil and they know perfectly well how evil they are and how to escape retribution. So, you know, here is the light shining on fucked people, so fuck off you STUPID FAMILIES. They all need a bullet to the ear. Someone suggested to me that with these particular problems, I should tell Oprah, as Oprah understands situations like this, whereas the police would not, and Oprah has the means to do something about it. Which I thought was kind of funny, and probably true, but I definitely don’t want to pester Oprah! 8. Old Man Games It seems old man are a problem, and so I have to write about it. There's nothing like shining the light on an arsehole {yuk, the fact that I have to write about this proves how totally disgusting they are.} I have found over the years that there's several things they do repeatedly: mail hoarding. This was especially prevalent when I was living at the units at Sarina, when the mailman delivered my mail, an old man neighbour would break into my letterbox (showing off his break and enter skills), take my mail, not throw it out, but they would just keep it (goodness knows where they put it, maybe they left it on their kitchen table?) but they kept it until they deemed, that it is was time to deliver it, days, weeks, months later. FULLY SICK. I'm guessing this control issue is a trait of the narcissistic mental health disorder? Somewhere along those lines at any rate. Actually, sometimes I even thought, as the postman was an old man, maybe he was delivering my mail to his old man mate? Deliberatley? I have found there's a network of old men, just like there is a network of dogs, a network of women in the workplace, a network of healthcare workers…. And so, there is a network of old men, and they're in cahoots with Council, and all the council male staff. This was definitely a problem at Sarina but also when I lived at Builyan, particularly with poisoning any trees that I plant out, but they also do weird rubbish things, like do the rubbish extra early if I forget to put it out the night before, so instead of the usual 730 pick-up, they would do it at 6am so I would miss it. I'm pretty sure all the problems I have with planes flying over my head and following me around, that's possibly old man related. I mean there could be female bimbo dogs up there flying around, like they do down the street, but I suspect it's more of an old man thing, and it's old man who have money to waste on petrol, flying planes. So, I've written about my problems with the old man who lives next door at Sarina and his abilities at determining full female bladders. I suspect, he is not the only one, and this is a typical old man thing, because I've had problems with it at Gin Gin, and now it's Sarina, oh and plus a little bit towards the end of living at Rangari (who knows who was living in that house at that time). And actually, all the food theft at Sarina, I'm pretty sure that that was old man related; can't be too certain because there are so many thieving bloody women, but some of the old man, like, they're pretty useless at looking after themselves, and feeding themselves, and think they're entitled to steal from a woman who's capable – in kind of a jealous manner. A capabilities jealous theft. There is another weird thing, that I think is old man related, and that's some sort of weird antics that happened from 11pm to 3am nightly, when I'm asleep. As I'm asleep I'm not actually entirely aware of what's going on! So it's a little hard to explain but it's some sort of weird metaphysical world stuff where single ladies are taken advantage of by wandering LOOSER arseholes who nobody wants, and often pretends to be a child, a little boy who latches on like a leach to single ladies. And, it's not good for single ladies. They have no respect a lot of the times. I have vaguely mentioned it before on my blog about the fact that I would frequently get woken up at 3am at various times in my life. Last night was another one of these times, as I'm writing this story about old men. I believe it's related to the reason why single ladies ought not be allowed to teach in schools. There is such naivety in this area people (women) are still questioning me about this and think that I'm old-fashioned and backwards, and 'wake up sweeties' this is not the case at all. It's also related to that story I wrote about when I figured out that it was cheaper to rent rather than purchase a house, back in 2006; and channel 7 put the story on the news the following morning. Thieves, do you see, they are thieves, they steal EVERYTHING. I have so many examples of this, you could not believe it. They never pay. Not sure if this is related, but lately I've been contacted by people pretending not to be local people, to purchase or acquire Facebook marketplace items. 2 days in a row! They seem to be doing a weird council rate thing – fuck off and leave me out of your stupid marketing aims. The image above is relevant ; this happens all the time in movie / TV world. As I've mentioned, I no longer watch live television, I just can't, as they are to disrespectful. So I have a YouTube subscription now, so they've started to get onto YouTube too. They have changed this movie, it's called “A life lived” and the opening scene was a girl with a yellow convertible. She was showing off her car. The scene has been removed now. Go and check; no yellow convertible. I written extensively about how girls come up to me with their new cars and show off their car to me - it's really annoying. I have to constantly explain that: you're not going to make me jealous with a new car. I like my car. Thanks very much. So they are doing it on movie and tv shows instead. It happens all the time. Just weird. So I'm shining the light on the arsehole who keeps putting girls in my path with new cars: fuck off you stupid degenerate. Infact, it reminds me of Ellen Degenerets, who offers to give free things to her audience, it's up that alley. I am not a fan, I don’t watch. And also yesterday Microsoft refused to send me my emails; so it's all of these things are related, they all happen at the same time, just fuck off and leave me alone you stupid little monkeys. And take a hike, Tom Hanks. 9. The Weird Phenon of People behaving as Territorial Rabies Infected Dogs on FB Before I was ban from Facebook in 2020, I joined the Gladstone police group for reporting crimes, this was 2018-19 (I stupidly thought the police may be able to do something about all the 100’s of items that were being taken from me at that time.) I started to list all the items that had been stolen from me. But then I was suddenly messaged by what appeared to be some sort of territorial rabies infected dog, suspected female, group member, but I guess you never know when it’s anonymous. She was antagonistic, threatening; threatening to come down to my place and beat me up, just been totally vulgar-trashy. She was an idiot, obviously trying to fearmonger, and scare, and victimise. I don’t know if these tactics work on some people, but it certainly wasn’t working on me, I just ignored her. Sometimes, and infact often in life, one can only stand back and look at the disaster unfurl, such as this girl. Not entirely sure what she wanted anyway? I suspect nothing, she was literally being a territorial dog and was simply scared she had no control over her group anymore, as I was posting all these weird thefts? She did not understand them (not alone there I guess). But her reaction was pure retarded behaviour. I mean maybe my standards in human behaviour are set too high, but since we are meant to be human now, most of us have evolved, I don’t think so. Even a child could behave more appropriately than that person. And what’s even more odd, I got the feeling her attitude was like “at last, hooray, finally, I get to behave in this rude disrespectful way – like it was blessed thing for her (!) Talk about stupidity. But because this person then deleted all my posts, this person was possibly FB admin, but even worse, maybe she was a police officer from Miriam Vale?? Maybe it was her who ban me from FB later? Aswell as Ebay, spnflwr, flickr and Wikipedia? {What idiot would give that retarded person a position of authority??} Australia, wake up. I guess maybe I should’ve literally said to her “fuck off - I don’t have territorial stupid dogs in my life”. So, talk frankly! lol Perhaps I should’ve said “you need to go and find an arsehole, because arseholes love territorial stupid dogs, they can easily have their way with them and fight constantly - and that’s what arseholes love to do. Many marriages are based around this dance. Anyway, people are very strange, especially on Facebook. I have noted today still, there are heaps of ‘stupids’, aswell as heaps of ‘smarts’. But FB is still highly controlled and edited, possibly even more. And there are still dogs playing sides, all the time. And there are still female dogs stalking me; fuck off irresponsible mother Cassandra, don’t use your child as an excuse to dog attack me. 11. An Anti Religious Shopping Experience: Tessuti Fabrics (formerly Fantasy Fabrics) When I shopped there, back when it was Fantasy Fabrics, 30 odd years ago, there were some major dog problems with the female staff. One of them accusing me of chopping up their instore fabrics with scissors! Stupid (I later saw that woman on Australia ABC telly – who the ABC, for some reason was either protecting or rewarding? Who knows what they were doing with her. But, do they, or do they not, shoot dogs that bite people?? Because that was just what it was like, a stray dog biting me in that shop. AH GO AWAY – again, this problem of total bimbos following me around and climbing on my back, and tormenting me; FUCK OFF - do I need to purchase a hat, maybe a T shirt with these words????? Does this happen in other countries or is it just an Australian bimbo thing? You would think as a young single woman, that my biggest problem would be stray horny men following me around - but NO, this is not the case (I put this down to my other secret weapon of being gifted with a somewhat undesirable face and body). But so instead I get these bloody stupid women following me around. Just weird! You know I think this very thing, this situation involving these stupid women, and they’re non thinking ‘blind as bats’ behaviour, (such irony), is the main reason why I have been banned - it's like the powers that be (whoever they are, I suspect, not the government), does not want to make it public that this is what women are like; nobody wants to make it public that some women are completely stupid and non-thinkers. Nobody wants to acknowledge this stupid human factor - WELL shame on you, because you can't fix something that you're not aware of – AND THIS BEHAVIOR CAN BE FIXED, ITS JUST A MATTER OF AWARENENSS. SO, anyone trying to oppress me by banning me, (and there's been a lot) you are completely WRONG. So, one day I was wondering why sometimes I go to places and there's no problems; everything gets sorted out the way it should, everyone's pleasant, I was able to do what I intended to do there. And then other places I go to; it's a disaster, like the above, like the staff are horrible, they can't do anything, they're completely rude and disrespectful, there are problems. So, someone suggested that it's a religious thing; so, people who are not religious, are places where I experience problems stemming from stupidity, the ones who are horrible and ‘dog attack’ me, the sinners so to speak. And it's the ones who have faith, and a believe in God, are the ones who can do it right, and I have no problems, everyone is NORMAL - the saints so to speak. Not 100% sure if this is true, but I suspect definite possibility. Now I do a pretty good job of keeping tally of my life on my blog, so I'm not sure, but it FEELS LIKE most of the places I go to are places who do not have faith {unfortunately}. I'm guessing this is due to church not being the Sunday norm anymore. (I would say due to problems in church with bad ministers and priests, not to mention other bad members of the congregation, like in my experience.)? And so, when I go somewhere and that is NORMAL, I find it extraordinary and amazing, and nothing short of a miracle! And, this theory, changes everything - should I be putting in the word “Christian” when I do a Google search for a business like a dentist? Dr Deane – you ought to be sued. After I wrote this, I went out and did some gardening, as it had finally started to rain (hooray). As I was gardening, planting out my flower seedlings (mental note: l can't do this anymore, my back is way too shot), anyway, I thought about something else and I believe it's related, so here is the next part of the story; At one point in my life, I had moved in to the bottom flat of my grandmother's house at Pretty Beach. I used to listen to triple j all the time back then, I was also reading a book by Carl Yung, it belonged to my aunt, she stored her books in the flat. So, Carl Yung was a psychologist from the 50s maybe? He's kind of a famous one. He would've covered many different topics in this book, I read it from cover to cover, but you know the only thing really that I got from it, or remember about it, was his theory of the collective consciousness, which I talk about on my blog sometimes. It interested me. However, I suspect there was another topic that I read, but didn't really pay much attention to, and this was the collective psychosis, of a mass of people. So, a group of people doing things that are stupid, and non-thinking. {I personally believe spurred on by rebellion from stupid bimbo parents power tripping over their kids. “we don’t have to be good, we don’t have to be perfect”.} I think he talked about it, as it did not interest me, as I wouldn’t have thought it was relevant (this is something that certainly I would not be affected from (I have way too much personal awareness), but I believe there was someone on triple j at that time who was being a pervert, and basically this theory resonated with her - she has set herself about to try and bring on public psychosis through manipulations (I call this ‘dogs playing sides’ - so I've had problems with her trying to manipulate a lot of people on mass, in public, for her amusement. And it's like the only thing she could think to do with mass amount of people, was to torment somebody else, with somebody else being me - so this may explain why I have so many stupid bimbo Dr receptionists on my back, and it also could explain why I was poisoned at Mitre 10 - because I could hear radio dogs in the background. There were also radio dogs at the fruit shop when they were stealing potatoes from me with the wrong label. MANY other instances. So, all of these things are not a coincidence, they're all being organised by some stupid bitch who's trying to stroke her own ego with being able to manipulate mass amount of people into doing these revolting bitchy things. I bet she has blonde hair. By the way ‘psychosis’ is fancy talk for being stupid. Now I'm not entirely sure about this next bit, and I know there is a lot of truth behind the events of COVID-19, because viruses are a problem today way more than they have been at any other point in history, so any attempts to do something about viruses is GOOD. But I'm thinking maybe it has something to do with these radio dogs trying to manipulate the public on mass. They are competing amongst themselves in the industry. 12. More about Acceptable Areas where it’s OK to be Nazi Personality As I seem to be constantly complaining about the “nazis” in my life; ones that go on anal power tripping lord-over missions, and seemingly making up rules for the sake of it, and not because they are valid, needed or better rules (it’s called ‘power tripping’, and women are notorious for doing this; look at the health sector rules). I wrote on, I think it was my About page, or Life Stories (?), that there's one area where I think it's okay to be completely nazi and that is in the area of Food Labelling. And I suspect the only way to combat incorrect or misleading labels is to start making money with hefty fines. Along the same lines of how police make money from speeding tickets. Money making revenue – a whole new industry could be established to watch/regulate and cash in on people’s labelling fraud. Who says I don’t know how to “job create!” I would like to add further to food labels, and that, any labelling, like textile labelling, content labelling, ingredient labelling. I'd even take it further, and state anyone suffering from OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) this is a perfect area for you! Or become a chef! Just be involved with food, because it's an area where hygiene is extremely important. And possibly somewhat lacking; Of course I'm a firm believer of cleanliness in the kitchen; making sure the workspace is clean before you begin. Washing hands before handling food (including nails). Washing fruits, vegetables and anything that's been manhandled thoroughly. Cleaning up as you go along, and making sure you don't scratch yourself, your arms or your face around the food area. And of course, no sneezing or coughing around the food (quick mad dash exit of the room should you need to sneeze!). And if you've read my blog, you'll see that people do signs, they've done this for quite some years, (even though I find it really annoying) they still do it, (even if I scream about how I hate it), still do it. One of the signs that they do, is if I go to some food area, that has been prepared or run by someone who is not clean, then they tell me, as you often cannot see unhygienic practices in a shop front. And it's really disgusting. So, if you think no-one is watching, think again. Always make sure you wash your hands. There are other areas in life where it is perfectly acceptable to be nazi; the rubbish and recycling industry! There is a major lacking in this area with lackadaisical staff stemming all the way down from Council who just don’t really give a shit about rubbish (or the planet). Following the statistics of rubbish over the future years; this area is going to be so big, all the little council people that wanted to turn a blind eye will be forced to have to deal with it. Another perfect opportunity for the OCD’S! you will need to sort out many types of materials, and see the difference between plastics. I can’t even imagine that they would even bother doing what is fully required at the moment, in any of the sorting centres, because there are at least six different types of plastics, and you can’t possibly tell, unless you look at the fine print on the bottom of the bottle, or on the packaging, which might’ve even fallen off or be faded. And that is, even if plastic grading had been done in the first place when manufactured. A total lacking in this area. And do they expect rubbish sorters ono those conveyers to have a magnifying glass for the fine print? Animal practices. So, while I have a vague interest in psychology, and due to encountering a whole heap of dysfunctionals, have learnt a lot about different peoples personality types. I am not 100% sure of the root cause of OCD. I mean I'm guessing it's probably people who had narcissistic parents. (You would have to have some pretty bad karma to be born into a family with narcissistic parents, because they are truly the worst, horrible kind of people, in fact probably the cause of all psychological problems, narcissistic parents.) But it seems to me that there needs to be a redirection for all of those OCD’s, because I know there's a lot of them, I encounter many of them, all the time. Instead of redirecting your unhealthy nazi behaviour towards other people (like me), redirect into the fine print - like labels, redirect it into your work. As far as I can see, this would be a really simple solution to a huge problem. When in doubt, work. You know I've heard of people following the theory, that partaking in arts and crafts, as a good cathartic outlet. Many house wives do this. But, as I have had many different experiences in life, I get the strong sense that some of those women painting that I have encounted, did it with such restraint and tightness, that it was obvious that they were the nazi type of women, and those women probably ought not to be painting, instead those women ought to be working in food labelling departments! Total areas that need strict rules and regulations. Painting is probably an area that you especially don’t want to be nazi personality. 13. Rude Nosy Neighbours in The Name of Fake Neighbourhood Watch Out Every time I collect seed from a house at Armstrong Beach, (with the owner’s permission of course, who were never home as they work during the day), I have absurd neighbours across the road staring at me and making strange noises, trying to catch my attention making themselves heard. Last time, they were out front in their driveway, the whole time I was there, which was about half an hour as I was picking all the pods - just staring at me and pissing about, like they were just totally being rude disrespectful nosy neighbours. I mean if you were concerned about a stranger in at your neighbours place, like why wouldn’t you just go up and ask them what they were doing, rather than just sit there and stare and be rude. Maybe their crap parents never taught them ITS RUDE TO STARE. Some people have no common sense or no manners at all. So, I took that photo and put it here online. If you’re one of these ridiculous nosy neighbours you should bugger, off mind your own business, and get a life. 14. 2022 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2022 Adrian from Hervey Bay for being a focused honest tradie, and personable, in a nondiscriminative way; unusual for typical Australians. November 2022 Ellen Mary Stack who saved all the injured cyclone victims in Darwin back in the day, plus became Mayor so as to introduce mandatory ‘strong and sturdy’ building codes! October 2022 Veena Sahajwalla - OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT in Australian recycling; above and beyond. Albeit she is fully recognized and awarded already. September 2022 2 Bridge engineers: Li Chun, who built a stone Bridge 1400 years ago, still standing today good as new. Caius Julius Lacer, designed the Trajan's Bridge at Alcantara, Spain; 2500yrs old, good as new! There are 3 unknown engineers; aquaduct bridge in Provence, France, 2500yrs old, good as new! And 2 in Italy 2000+yrs old, good as new. Plus 1 in Turkey that is 3000yrs old in same original working condition! August 2022 Charles Wilber, for his 28 foot sky high (8.5m) tomato plants! July 2022 Macquarie Island management for reducing the devastating pesty rabbit population, to, 0! Well done to them, if only the rest of the country could be as motivated as the Macquarie Island team. June 2022 Kerrie Ellison for her bravery in ‘setting the bar’ when it comes to sexual harassment and hostile environments in the workplace, in the 80’s, to push lawsuits to stop it. May 2022 Was going to award Henry Flagler for ‘inventing’ Miami (with his transport system), BUT he also ‘invented’ the well copied law where a husband can have his wife declared “insane” and committed to an asylum, thus ending in divorce. So, he gets the ‘anti-brilliance’ award; this law has negatively affected many women, and STILL does. Instead, this month’s award goes to Queensland Health for at least attempting to make changes to the mental health act in 2016 for the better. (Although the whole thing is a scam, with money making being the number 1 goal, led by pharmaceutical companies). April 2022 The person who came up with the reusable half twist airtight screw bottle lids – you are sheer genius! March 2022 Anthony Robles state champion wrestle (with more challenges than most, only 1 leg) February 2022 Garry, Sam and Kelly Bencheghib for their clean up strategy in Touristy Indonesia January 2022 People responsible for 2015 tall building of the year; Milan's Vertical Forest Building, especially people responsible for plant health. Truly amazing, fantastic & brilliant. 15. Naming and shaming thieves was one of the main reasons I created my FB group , (Amongst other reasons like being able to whinge /moan, and express personal grievances about community issues, or personal injustices. Big fish little fish stuff. When I named and shamed this particular thief below, on a different community group, I was ban from the group by coward admin. Most unfairly, especially since I was not the criminal/ the thief - they were. Don't shoot the Messenger. So as much as you would prefer I be silent on this issue I AM NOT. Find some other small frame person to steal from or suffer my talking consequences! Car industry thieves in SARINA: Master Mechanical When I went there, the owner muttered under his breath to me, that he was going to steal from me, and then he did, $72.50 plus he wanted me to bring my car back for $700+ “looking” for problem. But I had told him what the problem was – the dashcam. I just wanted him to fix it – but did he – NO. He and his receptionists (woman with child under knee), infact the whole crew down there are thieves. How is this business still in business? Car thieves. {I am new in town, perhaps he thought he could get away with it with a new person?} The CBA did try to recoup my money with a dispute, but they failed. Although later, several months later, I suddenly get a bank message saying that they were able to recoup the money and it has been refunded. So that was a little weird. Now, I left a review for this business on Google Maps, because as far as I'm concerned it's unacceptable behaviour, and this business, as they are thieves, they should be closed down. They should no longer be in operation. Now, the thing is, as far as I know, I'm the only one that can actually see my Google reviews when I'm logged in. Because if I'm not logged in, I can't see them, so I'm pretty sure no one else can see my reviews (?). But one day on Facebook, I had problems from some girl who was stalking me on Facebook, and out of the blue, on a different subject, she started talking about my review for this Car shop, which was very weird. She seemed to have the major shits that I left a bad review, even though they are thieves. This girl must've been a bimbo because she thinks stealing is ok, and you're not allowed to talk about it! {Not addressing problems:bimbo behaviour}. So this got me thinking, as I'd been having problems with someone putting sugar in my fuel tank when I park at the IGA carpark, so I'm thinking it was this girl who seemed to be so irate about my honest review. Maybe she worked for master mechanical? maybe she was his wife? or the blonde receptionist? or his daughter? She obviously decided to seek spite-revenge by putting sugar in my fuel tank. Happened every time I went to IGA car park, about five times in a row. {The side affect of sugar in your fuel tank is ‘put put’ as soon as I start my engine, then for the next several km’s, plus along with terrible smoke coming out of exhaust.} So then I mentioned the sugar on Facebook too, and it suddenly stopped. It was the owner plus in public forum that I had mentioned it to, so I suspect it WAS someone who worked for him? Yet another reason that business ought to be closed down. So I certainly standby my review and my words. I am not going to be intimidated by some silly sugar yielding bimbo. I believe that business should be closed down I know I might be asking a lot to close down businesses who steal from people, there might not be any businesses left (in Gunnedah and half of Sarina this would be definitely be true). I believe there is some serious retardation going on in Sarina; when I went into the pet shop and said hello to the woman behind the counter, she just stared at me and then got back to doing what she was doing. Such eeeexcellent retail manners from Shopgirls. Actually I think I remember a place in Tamworth doing that same thing, only she didn’t go back to her work. She just stared at me the whole time I was in the shop without saying anything. Guess what, she had blonde hair too! Starting to see a pattern in my life. Just an observation. You know what, now I remember, when I went to the Pet Shop that day, I was wearing my black shirt that was later that day stolen - you know a woman who obviously is so rude and disrespectful to a new customer, is certainly not beyond stealing my good top in my opinion. I included a screenshot of the bank letter with the dispute information. POLITICIANS, if you need examples of personality types to see which ones should be breeding, and which ones should not be; I have heaps of bimbo names I can give you. Start off with the woman at this mechanics, Rebecca, she said her name was. And, you may wonder why I bring up the Pet Shop and my stolen black silk shirt incident, into this story. I believe it's related; it goes back to Hong Kong; when I was 20, I saved up for 2 years at my first job on minimum wage, and went to Hong Kong with my friend whose parents lived there, I stayed there for 2 weeks. In Hong Kong, you're not allowed to keep a car that's older than three years, so everywhere you go, on all the streets, there are brand-new cars - it's like a total ‘revhead-heaven’ world in Hong Kong. I don't know if it's still the same today, I'm talking about 30 years ago now. But I mean the people who really are into cars, are young men mainly. So it is like a young man's world in Hong Kong. And the other thing that's big in Hong Kong was aquariums/ fishtanks, and again this is another industry that caters to a lot of young men. I was reminded of this when I was trying to sell my fish recently on FB marketplace, and I was unable to, it was like there was a monopoly on Facebook marketplace for aquarium shops only to sell their fish and hobbists, are not allowed to sell online, with the fake pretence that it goes against their policy - biggest load of bull I've ever heard; it's just another way that young boys have monopolised this industry, the same as they have in HongKong and their cars. So there were a lot of young boys in that Pet Shop when I was there that day, I'm thinking, not a coincidence. And what the? Bugger off you young non big picture thinking imbecils (and give me my shirt back. Plus probably all the usb cables that have been stolen from me). 16. 2024 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2024 Colin Gladstone from Mayday Hills, Beechworth, Victoria. A gardener who planted out a significant amount of trees, one growing to be a sport of the beautiful Red River Gum, (Eucalyptus camaldulensis), featuring a weeping habit. Named "Blue Veil". November 2024 Garmin for reinventing the watch strap, with the end on the inside. October 2024 Omar Vazquez for his innovative idea of turning waste seaweed into bricks for homes, PLUS for his generosity of nature by donating and building houses for low income people in his community, PLUS employing 6 fulltime staff to make his bricks too. September 2024 The fearless captain Paul Watson and teams, for saving the whales August 2024 Pinterest; realised of all the Internet platforms, Pinterest is the only one that hasn't ban me or deleted any of my uploads! And Pinterest has had ALL my uploads, they've had every swearword, and every accusation, and still, I have not been ban - I can only assume it is because the people who run Pinterest, are superior in every way, than all other Internet companies (and of course they are not Nazis). July 2024 Lina Khan who took the cunts at Google to court over their monopoly and won June 2024 Curtis Shuck, due to his personal self financed mission, of capping leaking gas wells in Texas May 2024 Steve Brady my landlord for saving me housewise April 2024 James Gatlin for his enthusiasm in sharing his knowledge about the speed square! March 2024 Bruce from drain cleaning Australia who opportunistically drains clogged public gutters for free February 2024 Tom Corrigan, inventor of new honeycomb paper packaging, to replace plastic packaging. January 2024 The Iceland government for making thermal energy capture commercial in the 1970's. (Indonesia, who sits on the 'ring of fire', are still dependent on Coal! 😔) 17. Some of the People who Cross our Path are set in Stone At school, I became friends with this one girl, because we were in the same house, we had regimented timetable, and we both were always ready for breakfast before all the other girls, and before it was time to walk over to the food hall. So, we would sit down on my bed, maybe 5 minutes, maybe 20 minutes sometimes, before breakfast, and play cards together, we did it pretty much every morning for the whole year. Later when I was studying Fashion, we flatmate together. See now, a whole big point of that school, was to ensure all graduates, when they do graduate, they graduate ‘a lady’. So, after school, I actually noticed a slight rebellion of this, not from me, but from my friends, who did not go to my school (nor I believe went to church). At least 2 of them tried to encourage me to do something ‘bad’. So, one of my friends tried to persuade me to chew bubblegum! As she must have thought that would be very unlady like, and when I did she was tickled pink “I got her to rebel!”. And another one wanted me to "sin" – that was when I was flatting with my card playing friend, I met her friend from work, she was always coming around to our flat. Something happened to my card playing friend, as now, when she got ready for work in the morning, there was certainly no time for cards, she would spend two hours in front of the huge floor to ceiling mirror every morning putting on makeup. Not kidding, 2hrs, she would set her alarm for 5am, even though she was only 15 minutes commute from her work at 9. I found it quite absurd, I thought she must be extremely vain now! But I never said anything to her. Whatever. But, her new friend must have noticed my secret attitude, {some people can just sniff things out!} And then it was like she wanted me to be more vain too, like, 'go ahead and sin, sin, sin, sin! – not that I did! "Vanity" is considered a sin in a Christian religion. You know, it is not really possible for woman to be friends with another woman; just too jealous by nature (which by the way is also a sin!). Btw, promiscuity is NOT considered a sin in the Christian religion. Her friend in particular, associates being a ‘lady’ as being religious and virtuous. So, just not a vain person, hate to disappoint, (maybe if I was really attractive I might be!! Lol) And not really a sinner either, - I did not have nazi over controlling parents. Lucky me, – born to be rebel sin-free. Bad parenting is to blame for 90% of all sins. Will you consider compulsory parenting class now gov? I haven't really made a distinction yet between people who were raised with church and people who weren't - but you know, this could be a whole thing, it probably is. 18. Overcrowding in a Typical Suburban House This is the house opposite my unit complex , note, a typical evening with everyone home – 6 cars, that’s at least 6 adults under 1 roof, and looks like a small 3 bedroom. Now, I do not know their story, and why they would have so many people living in house designed for 2 parents and 2 kids (1.8kids). All I know, is that it’s the government’s fault, with too many immigrants too fast. And certainly, this is not a desirable way to live. It verges on the ‘high density’ life style that may cause suicides {read my Tenements story on the “Nuisance Neighbours with Every single place I rented since I left home at age 18” story.}. I feel this is becoming more and more typical, and it is up to the people to refuse such living conditions. The gov acts upon the peoples requests. So, for a start, stop breeding multiples, this will get them re-thinking their politics. Besides - stupid woman; why are you torturing yourself with multiples? 19. Collage of Stolen Hats; Stolen and Karmic Dept Story All these hats have been stolen from me. The blue garden hat was stolen once in Melbourne, and I purchased one exactly the same to replace it $22 - and it was stolen some years later at Gin Gin. The brim actually folds up, the picture doesn't really do it justice, but I couldn't find a proper picture. You know, it’s pretty easy to distract someone. I think thieves think that they’re really clever because they can manipulate someone through distraction, I turn my head for 15 seconds, turn back, and the items been stolen, like there is nothing clever or genius about distracting someone. In fact, it’s probably one of the most easiest things you can do, I don’t think they actually realise exactly how stupid they are. An attempt was made by the thief to return the pink one (due to drone pressure), but they failed in their attempt, and it was destroyed by council lawnmower man, friend of the thief. A socially retarded person. The bottom left one that you can't really tell is a hat, is actually a camouflage hat, so suspect it was stolen by someone in the army? I specifically made it to not blow off my head, it's made from stretch left over floral fabric. So, I was very annoyed that this one was taken, as it was a special fit, and it most likely will NOT fit that actual thief’s head. I think the green beanie was stolen by the brother of some girl that I mentioned on my blog in a slight (deserved) disparaging way. At the time I didn't think that they were related, but actually when I compare the size of both of them, they're both huge, suggesting possibly that they are related? ( I just thought he was some prancing peacock that used to strut around the complex). So, my hat disappeared, and so did he. The local pub has advised me they will keep a look out for it this winter, (I put a photo of it on Facebook, whereas before when it was stolen, and all the other times, I have not been able to do that, because I was ban from Facebook - and this is the main reason why, because I put photos of stolen items on Facebook - to do something about the 100's of thefts, so I don't feel like I'm surrounded by thieving morons, and that most Australians must be stupid have no common sense, no sense of morals, no sense of religion; and are basically drunken retards, probably from families that have 5 kids. On FB, an item will be recognized, and the thief can be held to justice. But of course, nobody wants the thief, (especially the thief), to be held to justice, because this is Australia, and it's pretty much a fucked bogan thieving country, where people think that will be funny to steal from me, and or funny to watch other people stealing from me. So, they just ban me instead, - to try and silence me. Later, the creator of Facebook tried to save himself by saying that Facebook wasn't designed for such purposes, it's only designed for "hooking up". Shortsighted. (And slut). You know I think this country is so wealthy, in Sydney especially, there's so many spoiled little brats who have been raised by bimbo mothers, and when they turn 18 they go through the cliche rebellious "drug and alcohol" problems, and live this pathetic life of crime and petty thievery, as they naïvely think that’s easier than actually doing work in a job, - even though they're fully educated and know better. This whole problem is because of unskilled mothers and teachers! We need compulsory parenting class for every single mother so they don't create these little spoiled shits that rebel against their over controlling, over disciplinarian, ill-educated / unskilled mothers and teachers who use kids to control so they can feel important. {Unskilled as in, without parenting skills, not unskilled as in without job skills – and no I am not pushing for paid parenting}. But this problem is so obvious, I can’t believe no one has brought it into consciousness, and there are no programs in place to rectify the situation. I mean the bloody government, well, really, bloody mental healthcare workers, (poor government), are pushing money for mental health, when w-r-o-n-g. This here is where the problem needs to be directed, not after the damage has already been done. It needs to be done in the family unit. I haven't even mentioned any of the other problems that arise from over controlling, over disciplinarian, ill-educated / unskilled mothers and teachers who use kids to control so they can feel important. Because there's way more issues aside from petty theft too. {As I was near finishing writing this, my electricity was switched off all day}. Whoever stole these hats; certainly does not have my approval or my permission to take (and break and enter, for that matter). And, I know the type of person who stole these hats, is a kind of "arrogant self entitled peacock" type of person, probably even someone who works in the television industry, at the ABC. So now at the age 51, I am going to match you, in my description below of what it's going to happen to you; If I knew who you were, well, I fantasize about blowing your head off with a shotgun. At any rate you are now in karmic debt to me. {Ha Ha}. I think I need to talk about karmic debt. I'm not sure all religions believe this. I don't think the Catholics do, the Catholics think they can just ask for Gods forgiveness and they will be forgiven; simple, and that's the end of it. (!) As if! I personally don't believe it works like that, at all. I mean you may be given help to ease your guilt, but the sin itself needs to be paid for, and in effect when you ask for Gods forgiveness, that’s what your asking for – to be used in some way to make up for what you have done. I believe you have to ‘pay’ for all the sins that you do, like stealing for instance; think you got away with it; THINK AGAIN. So, if you are a sinner, at any moment, when God needs help, a sinner will be called upon. And you'll have to make sacrifices - usually you won't even know about it, life happens. And it could happen in the next life. Sometimes a sinner will need to sacrifice their life, inorder to help in different ways, ways that don't involve being alive. I'm certainly not an expert on the afterlife or in any religion for that matter. But with my experience and observation, this is what I know is true. So, you might read that 'ha ha' bit, and think, oh she's making a joke, but I can assure you, being in karmic dept is nothing to joke about. You need to take life seriously, including choosing the good and the righteous. Every day decisions that people make, count. And if you want to feel like you have control of your life direction, you need to be good. Plain and simple. If those thieves decide they DO NOT want to be in karmic dept – you can always settle the dept now in this life (!); I cannot extract ‘Godly type of dept collection’ for obvious reasons, so I worked out a compensation formula for each stressful incident involving theft. Not only do I expect the stolen item to be returned or paid for as new again, but for each item taken, – I WANT COMPENSATION, for BREAK AND ENTER plus STRESS, at $5000 per incident. And with my list of stolen items tallying 606 items atm, that’s $2,795,000.00 - that those stupid dogs are in dept to me for - $2,795,000.00 And, bear in mind, there are heaps more I have not written down too, I’m sure, things that I have not even noticed, or have forgotten about, as I did not write down at the time. So possible more like $3million? I have peptic ulcers now, from stress (or well, they could be from the antacid…or simply fear of getting seasick.) 21. Natural Swim Pond Goal I have to include an image of this on my blog, because it has been a long term dream of mine to have a swim pond. I do realise I definitely cannot have one of these unless I am a homeowner. It would be a solid structure that cannot be moved. So, unfortunately, I don’t believe it will ever come to fruition, no matter how much conjuring I can manage. If the bank says no, it’s no - they have managed to be the masters of ‘Simon Says’. (For all those nazi people who want to play ‘Simon Says’, why don’t you get a job at the bank). I do find it a little strange in Australia of how many people have the traditional chlorine or salt pools, and have not put in a natural swim pond. I guess they think it would be too high maintenance, but I mean, that’s the fun of it, as well as being able to swim, fun work, so to speak. And, someone told me it is the opposite, low maintenance if you have a wetland or bog filter. Apparently, you need 2/3 of the pool as planted area, and 1/3 as an open swimming area, so a lot of plants would be needed. There are some really beautiful aquatic plants. Having a really deep substrate, would help immensely with filtration. I know I’ve lived at many addresses in Australia, where one of these would be perfectly suitable and doable, but it would have to be hidden from the road, so jealous neighbours can’t go on the attack or sneak in for a fling dip. What terrifies Aerial Spraying cushy job Pilots My fruit fly tunnel, well should I say ‘anti-fruitfly tunnel’, about 30m long, (and not shown in the photo is another one just as long nearby) stands out on the land. If you're in an aeroplane, you can see it, plain as day. I am absolutely certain that my fruit fly tunnels was the cause of not only one, of my wealthy farming neighbours, but also the flying school, well a flying business, a business of local aerial spraying, to be, ABSOLUTELY INCENSED. A trigger for bad behaviour. If everyone used nets for their agricultural endeavours, where practical, there would be no need for spraying poisonous chemicals. So, the owner of the aerial spraying company, was DEEPLY THREATENED by me. So, I had problems with planes spraying poisons over my house, and over me when I was down the paddock, after those nets appeared. I just know that this would be the reason, the men ‘on the land’ in Gunnedah have this mentality, where it's “destroy or be destroyed”, and they have no qualms spraying you or anyone with poison, even if it kills you; as long as their business is intact, then nothing else matters. Murder, who cares; “I need to work and send my kids to private school”. I have said it before on my blog: it is farmers who are destroying the planet, they have rules unto themselves, they're not regulated, like in a workplace. They do things the easiest way, and if it means spraying the whole land with toxic chemicals, they'll do it - especially the wealthy ones who are so arrogant that most people couldn't even possibly fathom their mentality. So it is of my opinion, in Australia, all fruit and berries need to be grown under these nets, so they can be classed as organic. This is not to please me - this is for pure health reasons. There are many science based research to back me up. By the way, that quality Nylon netting, from a place in Queensland, has a warranty for 10 years, so 10 years is the very minimum time frame - suggesting that it will last way longer than 10 years. That one tunnel in the photo cost about $600 to set up, back then, including delivery, the poly pipe, and the star pickets. So, it is affordable, considering it's only a onetime payment possibly per 20 years? Any fruit grower or berry grower that doesn't have nets, I would now classify them as ‘stoopid’, either that or, completely brainwashed by aerial spraying pilots who want to keep their cushy job of flying. (Either way still basically comes down to stupidity). So, get with the program, get nets, and go organic. Also, I'm not sure if it's related, but over the years I have problems with planes following me around. When I lived at Sarina for two years, in a unit complex, I had NO planes going over - it was a bloody miracle! But now, again, well, last night, I had no less than 5 planes going over my house between 5 and 8pm. Not even sure if it's the same plane, or plane traffic is being diverted over my house instead of their usual flight path? That loud hum drum sound a plane makes, is an annoying sound, it's the sound that a little boy would make playing with his toys. 25. Dogs at Woolworth Car Park I have to write about this in order for it to stop happening, (yeeeah great! Again, nothing better to do….) So occasionally, I do ‘click and collect’, because I can save $15 del fee if I happen to be in town like for a Doctors appointment. Even though I hate it, as this is what happens: (this has happened at least 90% out of 100% times I do a ‘click and collect’); The phenomenon of “dogs in the car park”. So, I noticed not many people get ‘click and collect’, still, they mostly prefer shopping instore, whereas, I like to shop online. Women in big SUV’s, park in all the 4 ‘click and collect’ car spots. They do this specifically in order to block me from picking up my groceries. It is not a coincidence like what you may be thinking. I'm not entirely sure why they do this, I assume it's just because they want to be facetious and a 3rd born nuisance, and to make things DIFFICULT for me. But I have noticed, and confirmed after this incident today, it's somehow related to my previous interaction with a shop (?), a pattern has emerged, in this instance, I'd just been to the petrol station to fill up, and the Doctors - so I don't know what they were so offended at, or at which one, but it was related, as some form of punishment – they do “rewards and punishment” signs – just like a total arshole would do, in a domestic situation. If they don't like what I did, instead of talking to me directly, they do passive aggressive signs -just like what a stupid woman would do in a domestic situation too. They are unknown to me, and are total narcissists, not to mention stupid S-T-U-P-I-D. I say above 3rd born nuisance, as such is the nature of 3rd borns in Australias (a direct result of non-thinking mothers having more than 2 kids - Although as I was watching a travel video on YouTube, this guy was talking about India, and he said in India things are as difficult as they can possibly be: every single little thing that you need to do on your itinerary: someone is going to try to make it as hard as possible. Like even just walking down the street, not possible in India without being harassed. But in India the harassment is from beggars, begging for money. This guy went on talking about his day, and all that happened, including the new phenomenon of ‘fucking things up’, so then hustler can come along and offer help, and then say pay up – a new form of theft. And oh my goodness, I was totally relating to it - it's just what the dogs do to me, as I described above, to make things difficult. Only in Australia they do it deliberately to be a nuisance, often for attention, whereas in India they do it for money, scams and hustlers - they're completely dishonest, I don't recommend going to India. So eventually the “dogs” leave, and of course it's back to normal with 4 completely vacant ‘click and collect’ bays once again. {ooooh, but no one put water in my fuel tank!! – I bet those dogs think I ought to be grateful! Ha!} They also did it last week when I was at Repco; the fat greedy girl behind the counter I didn't like my attitude (as I wanted the cheapest one), so it's like she sent the dogs in to annoy me, and they continued to harass me out side in the car park, until I had left – will not be going back there again – stupids. I should also mention: who designed that Woolworths car park? I mean they did a bad bad bad job, because Sarina is a rural area, most people who shop at Woolies, drive big SUVs and big dual cab utes - yet that car park is designed for small cars. It is most unacceptable, as there is way too much unnecessarily fiddling and manoeuvring big cars around. Possibly another reason why there's “dogs” blocking in the car park, is because they have specific instructions for ‘click and collect’, as you are to “reverse your car in so the boot is onto the footpath where the trolley can pull up” – however, my ute has a tray, so no point reversing in, no boot. Groceries sit in front or back seat. So, they could be doing a “obey my authority” thing? There's no way I'd reverse into that car park, it's just too tight. So instead of blaming me for all your car park problems, dogs get off your arse and do something about it yourself, stop expecting me to write about it and something to happen. Image from 345Projects 26. Compulsory Dancing Class for Every Year in Primary School and High School, with Proper Courtesies Incorporated I remember this boy in primary school, he had a thing for me. I remember doing our third class ‘folk dancing’, and he just came and stood next to me, like he wanted to dance with me, but he didn't say anything, he just stood right in front of me glancing away - maybe he was too scared. We did end up dancing together everyone had to be paired up. As I recall, he was quite “professional” – a good dancer for a sweaty 9-year-old. I would have said yes had he asked. He later saw me at the pool and “bombed” me. Mm You know, if you can't communicate, you have got absolutely no chance of getting the girl. Well, I can't speak for other girls, but you've got no chance of getting me. After I wrote that, I thought about it some more, I thought about how true this is of me: I don't have much tolerance for people who can't communicate, it's like if you're a “social retard” you're not welcome in my life, bad luck, see ya, have a nice life!! And then it has occurred to me the reason I have so many “social retard” problems in my life is because of this little attitude of mine - it's like they are rebelling against me {rebelling because of their way that they were raised, by their stupid bimbo mothers, and over controlling teachers: so now they just have an instinct to rebel against everything – attention all motorbikers, this is YOU too}. When they get a whiff of my secret anti-social retard attitude, they automatically rebel: I am tormented by so many people: but they never ever talk to me, they just do stupid things like yell out from afar, steal from me, stalk me, or do signs – just like what a socially retarded person would do! No wonder I get pissed off: the very opposite of would I would like: moth to flame situation, a magnet for social retards. I wonder if just writing about it, it will stop? Could I be that lucky? Lol! You know the whole reason I was single in my 20’s could be because all men are social retards who can’t communicate!! Lol. But, it would not be the reason any longer. I am fairly certain I have encounted some dam good male communicators in my time. Btw, I certainly am no genius at problem-solving. Dancing is just a fun idea that I thought of, but I know there are a lot of savvy people who could think of solutions to this problem, and they should, and they should implement them: because this is a huge problem, particularly I feel, in Australia. I don't think times have changed too much since when I was back at school. I know this because I still have socially retarded problems from young people on Facebook . I really hope that boy is married now. 27. {this one maybe else where, but was not listed in my index?} Child Rearing: Learning to remember - no more zombies please Learning to remember starts before school age, give your kids an advantage in life by special influence and proper guidance. Any little things you do with your infant, will be advantageous to them, over other kids (competition), later on in life. There are probably heaps of astute parents that may already know how to do this. But, like my parents, there’s probably a lot, that have no idea where to even begin with their young infant. (Not that I am complaining about my parents, my mum knew and did a lot of savvy things, but this area would not have been known to her). So, I will give you a quick example. Show a young child an example of 2 items, each made from 2 slightly different materials, like iron or aluminium, or say, parrots and eagles, or say, parsley and wormwood - there are endless possibilities you could use (like tree species, local insect/bird species, car models, whale posters, hobby specific items…….). Point out the differences so he/she can see the difference between each. Then shortly after that, show him other things that are also made from each material. Then shortly after that, quiz him/her about what he just learnt; so, he learns to think back to what you showed him and identifies it with the material. Not only is he learning to recall back using memory, but he’s learning to make connections between one situation and another. Plus there is the added bonus, that this is actually fun for the child -children like learning about all sorts of things, they like their parents (that is people that they love), guiding them in this manner, and giving them valuable attention, being happy and positive - not only nourishing their brain, but also providing all important emotional support, that they will carry well into adulthood. And they say in general, a lot of brain stimulation in early childhood days, makes for a smart academic thinking mind. So, no more zombies please! Photo above shows a door that I liked from a previous rental, removable decals available for under $10 28. Mothers who do not teach their child RESPONSIBILITY (suck) One day looking at my stolen items lists (792 items long since 2013), and I noted there were at least a dozen of my stolen items returned later. I found a photo of just one of those items, that bag. That bag, that I knit, (Intarsia), several years ago now, was stolen from me when I was in town with it one time, at Gunnedah. But, 3 months later it was returned to me, (filthy), and it actually had a train parcel ticket attached to it, as if it had come back by train (?). It was left at my dad’s house on the back veranda, I think since I was not there at the time. (Definatly stolen, not left on the veranda – for all you narcs). So, aside from that bag, I believe some of those items were returned to me, by a parent who knows that their child has stolen from me. So, they attempt to make up for it, by giving it back, or even giving me something else to compensate, or giving me money, in the way of my seed sales. But, while, it’s great to get stolen items back, I just want say that this is SHIT, this is a ‘shit’ way of handling a situation on behalf of that parent. It is ‘shit’ at my end too; as I don't know for sure who took it and when they took it, leaving me with considerable stress. And it is ‘shit’ at your child's end; you have to force your child to take RESPONSIBILITY. You have to make your child pay for the stolen item, and you have to make your child apologise in person, with possible explanation, so with thought applied. (you know, BRAIN THOUGHT - I can just imagine some mothers thinking 'oh well, that will be really hard for my child to do, and so I'll do it for them' - twits). So maybe after that ordeal for a child, they might think twice before doing it again to some other poor woman, or me again. So, why is it up to me to spell these things out to bimbo mothers?? Step up government, and make them do parenting class. Also, I want to talk about apologising, I thought I had written about this but I can't seem to find it .... And whilst writing this I had difficulties; speaking in the third person, or the first person! As I don't often make mistakes, it's usually always the other way around, I often find myself a victim. The worst thing I've ever done, I did to myself, unfortunately (the hydrochloric acid throat burn). Or if I do mess up, I find it pretty easy to apologise - it's not a big deal for me, like it seems to be for other people, it's like their worst fear, is to be wrong. Probably goes back to the class room; straight A students have this issue, whereas people who are used to failing on the exam, can handle life situations better! Lol. As a 52-year-old now, I'm fairly savvy as to human nature, and I know for a fact, that if you do the wrong thing by someone, or vice versa, they're not going to forgive you, unless you go through a whole process. (No matter what they say at face value – underneath it, they will be holding a grudge). So, obviously depending on what the mess-up was, who the person is, the whole situation - the process is going to involve different requirements. Like in some situations, a lot of grovelling maybe required, or a lot of gifts…. But always, a sincere apology is needed; you know, like face-to-face, looking them in the eye - as in, taking time out of your day to go and see the person that you have wronged, then acknowledging how you made them feel by your fuckup, - what it was like for them; completely empathising with their side of the situation, whilst expressing regret and possibly including why they did it in the first place and what they will learn from their mistakes, and not do it in the future. And, maybe repeatedly until the victim can see they are being genuine. If done properly, you will get forgiveness. Somewhere along those lines. Now I've been wronged pretty much a lot of times in my life and I can assure you at no point as anyone ever done this. As I mentioned on my blog I do get a lot of "air apologies" that is when I'm walking down the street people just verbally yell out "sorry", this has happened so much, that I have finally come to the realisation that they are actually talking to me, apologising to me in cowardly manner, too cowardly to confront me because the way that they have done the wrong thing by me, involves sneakiness, like they steal from me without me even knowing who they are, or when the interaction is etc etc and aside from stealing there are numerous other ways women attack for no reason, other than selfishness, women are particularly passive aggressive, due to being cowards. Btw, no, I still do not forgive you for stealing from me. Sometimes I feel some women deliberately continue to steal from me in order to ‘teach me a lesson’ - the really antagonistic ones, the lesson being: that I have to forgive them, and then they will stop. Well guess what, I’m not going to, ha ha, there’s not going to be any second chances if you steal from me, that’s it, I write you off - you have no more chances ever, and it serves you bloody right you bloody stupid little thief with bimbo mother. (So, this is my attitude, but I figure if some stupid bimbo comes to her senses and apologies in above explained manner, I probably would… but I would not do so just for the sake of keeping the peace. As I mentioned before – that would be like giving the thief permission and the ‘ok’ that its fine to steal from me or anyone. And actually, the fact that some idiot may be upset because I won’t forgive then for stealing from me – is quite frankly a little amusing – oh shucks, you poor thing. I have a story in regards to forgiving some young woman back in 1993 or something - I was going to put this next little story after my other story, where I mentioned women really should start paying more attention to what they're saying, because if they're not fully aware and in the present, they can say things that they don't mean, but more than that, they can say things that they're not even aware that they're saying, it's like they're being driven by somebody else because they're not paying attention - somebody else close to them, possibly a member of their family, father husband, lover, who knows .....So, recently I was reminded of this girl that I had encountered many years ago when I was living at Hornsby, we were doing some sort of course, she was in the class, I think it was essential oil (?) only vague memories of the where and when, but I remember the girl well, we had been chitchatting in class, and this girl suddenly said something really nasty to me, disrespectful (actually this happens a lot, infact, whenever I encounter anyone, it's a regular occurrence for me - people are disrespectful and mean, and I know now, are not worth it). But usually, most of them have no idea what they said to me, it's like they kind of turned into a zombie, and they're just rambling on, and then the process being really nasty. Anyway, this girl realised what she said, I probably gave her a dirty look, and she stopped, then realized what she had said. (I am known for my entertaining ‘disgust face’ tactics!) So, she then attempted to make it up for me, she said her husband is learning Shiatsu massage, she said he's quite good and would I like a free Shiatsu to help his Prac. So, I can assure you, this apology totally worked! I was all in for a massage. And followed through the next week with it. Although I was kind of young back then and I didn't really need a massage, but never mind, at least I have experienced a Shiatsu. I can tell you I certainly could use one now at age 52! Of all the zombie women l have encounted she's the only person that's attempted to make it up for me. Although I suspect there have been others who do nice things I do not know about – like the cold treatment on the wildcat. Passive apologetic manner! Now while I talk about situations that require apologies, I have noticed there are many situations which do not require an apology, but people still expect one, like their ego is so big: like if you just make an observation about them, an impersonal observation, even like in a business transaction, so not personal, - they'll go out of their way to try and find a problem with you in some way, so that they can retaliate, like they turn trivial things, into a major personal battle. It's really stupid. I would say mentally unwell reaction. I wrote this initially for FB Gunnedah group: Special story for the mothers of Gunnedah - some things are difficult to hear, sometimes, the truth is UGLY. But it applies to the mothers in all communities I have lived in. At my current address there is some mother cynt who has a child under age 10, and uses him to steal – she sends her child in to steal and yesterday to pierce my spa – women, are SO not worth anything and that was a woman I don’t even know. Total stranger, no connections, just common dog scum. The ones I know, and are good friends with, are just as bad; back in my early 20’s, my car (mums car actually), broke down in Tamworth on the Tamworth Road coming home. I had to hitchhike home!! 50km back to Gunnedah! Finally, after 15 minutes or so, some nice old lady stopped, (actually, not sure she was very nice, but she said it happened to her once, she knew what I was going through. I was certainly grateful to her). Anyway, my friend said to me later, her and her mother drove past me at Tamworth that day and saw me trying to hitchhike - and didn’t stop!! They just kept driving - a totally not very nice person. We are no longer friends. 29. Rental Girl Antics at Sarina unit Take months to fix an essential problem like ceiling fan. Replace broken front door lock with cheap easily breakable one. So not provide ANY security in crime area for 2 years. And not provide any sound proofing between units. Turn up every 3 months and take photos of all my stuff. Not provide ME access to power safety switch, then not bother switching a tripped switch back on, ALL DAY. Plus lying about when it will be done. So Ergon ought to have fixed that so I have access, but they did not. Thieves. – Apparently Said she’ll do something and then doesn’t actually do it, and you have to constantly remind her to do it. She is unbearable and condescending, such irony coming from a stupid blonde. Don’t get me started on the leaking greywater plumbing and mould and insect problem. Also stole part bond due to their shoddy construction. Btw after finally the new bad lock was put on the front door, the next morning, in my carport, all the boxes had been pushed over: I suspect whoever has been coming in and stealing my food on a nightly basis, has got the shits because suddenly they couldn’t get in, and so they’ve thrown a tantrum by picking up my boxes and throwing them around? It could be the old guy in number 10 or was that 9; he’s prone to throwing tantrums. At this point I realized this stupid rental girl does not realize all the problems that I have to endure, inregards to dogs and security (neighbourhood dogs and car hoon dogs, not to mention stalking shopgirl dogs). So, I wrote her a letter trying to explain it, whilst trying to sound as sane as I could. It was not long after that, that I was given notice, and then by chance found somewhere 50,000 times better, albeit another relocation. So I am not sure if she had something to do with this new spot, I suspect, out of guilt, it does. So I will not name her, because it really is 50,000 times better. 30. Rosey I wanted to check something in this story, when I went to look for it - it was gone. I spent two hours looking for it, on the computer, Microsoft, oh my god, search results are pathetic. But then I looked everywhere on all of my emails, which it would've been in my emails numerous times, it also would've been on Google Photos, and a few other places, but it was not there. GONE. STOLEN. So, I'm going to have to do the whole story again. It's about Rosey my cat who was kidnapped for 3 months and starved, while I was living in Melbourne. Rosey by the way, was a male cat, but he was named after my country bumpkin neighbour told me he was female! So, Rosey stuck. I said in my story ‘he was kidnapped by the will of a stupid vet’. I believe this was the offensive part and the reason why it was deleted (?). Believe it – it’s really true. No point in denying the truth computer hackers, it always reveals itself. I had taken Rosey to a vet to get a mandatory vaccination {to cut a long story short I was unable to put them in a cattery for the night when my sister's bloody flatmate said she was “allergic” to cats and refused to have my cats for the night. Lying bitch} And, on the table, the vet accused my cat of being fat and overweight (!). He clearly didn't understand my cat was a Mainecoon and Mainecoon cats are notoriously big -he was not overweight at all. Rosey was actually pretty small for Mainecoon, they can get huge, absolutely ginormous, a big build – not a fat build – complete BLIND VET. Really naïve. No idea about different cat breeds: young male idiot. However, at the time when he said it, I wasn't offended by his comment, I just said quietly to him "oh no, he's not, he’s part Mainecoon, they are big cats". I just said it in a soft voice. It wasn't condescending or antagonistic, but this guy must've had such a huge ego that ‘someone has contradicted what he says about something’ – {“well I’m the Dr and I know best”}, so it started the wheels of his evil will; I believe because of that sentence “fat”, my cat was kidnapped and STARVED by either that uneducated vet or neighbourhood stupid little people who worship “professionals” ?? One or the other? Or both?. Disgusting. I don’t remember the name of that vet in Melbourne, otherwise I would be naming and shaming them. ”Oh did you make a mistake?” Too bad!! Too late!! Can’t go back in time and THINK before you act STUPID!! Course, it may not have had anything to do with the vet after that comment….. I will include that whole story, so the following day, or the next, after the vet, Rosey, disappeared from the back yard. I put out flyers and contacted local council. And, I had a call from local council the next week, saying, ‘we know where your cat is’, they gave me an address. So, I went there, and there was a guy there, a man in his late 40’s/50’s I would say. He said that the cat had been hanging out next to his Avery. He had a large caged bird Avery in his messy unkept back yard, and he said he saw Rosey in the long grass nearby. He showed me where. Rosey must have given up trying to get the birds and slept nearby in the long knee high grass. But, he wasn't there at the moment. So, I said that I'll come back when he was there, could he could he call me? I can't actually remember the details now, as someone turned up in the middle of our conversation, and in retrospect, I think it was Cathy Goldman?? So, the whole situation was very weird, especially as the guy seemed to be one of those people that hates cats, and then when he met me, he would probably fall into the category of someone who hates women as well. I was not offensive to him, not disrespectful, but I DO NOT WORSHIP MEN, I believe he may have picked up on that and deeply resented it; most men I have discovered, like to be treated like they are some sort of God - which is really weird, because most men are complete fucking idiots – with exactly this behaviour as described below. {I guess most women like playing that game with them, indulging them, I however do not. Don't get me started how I feel about bloody women}. Anyway, I never heard from that guy, I went back up there again several times with no one home. That house was about 5km from where I was renting. So, I just don't know what happened to Rosie at all, whether he was still there, whether that guy had locked him up, or killed him. It was a very traumatic time for me. One day I was just furious about it, and I happen to be downtown, and there was a big traffic jam on road - I could see and hear people in their cars getting pissed off in the jam. And so, I'm standing there by the road watching them, all the cars pile up, and mad people, and I start to think: well, serves you right bloody Melbourne people for kidnapping my cat!! I was way more mad than how one feels in a mere traffic jam. So that night, about 730pm, I heard this loud car tyre screech out the front of my house, and about 5 seconds later, there at the back glass sliding door was Rosey! Plus, then the car could be heard hooning off. So, somebody found my cat and returned it to me. And poor Rosie was starving; he was skin and bones. He would've been gone 3 months of not eating except for what he could catch, he was a pretty good hunter, but Melbourne is full on ‘suburbia’, so hunting would be very limited. I was pleased to have him back. To say the least. But he was never quite the same, like he had been frightened whilst away. Terrorized. He had a fear response with a whistle noise, so someone was terrorizing him with whistling. That person deserves a bullet. So, I believe that guy in that house DID kidnap my cat and terrorized him. Seems to be the favourite thing for people to do; to terrorize anyone they can, and pick on animals if they have no person to pick on. An Australian stupid thing, and not restricted to men, I experience the same from women all the time, but not such an aggressive manner as this. Women are passive aggressive. But that guy was an arsehole bird keeper. He may have been in conjunction with Cathy Goldman? May or may not have? She may only have had something to do with finding out where my cat was; the dog network?? Or she was incahoots with the vet? Or incahoots with the young stupid people who were influenced by the vet?? Who knows, but there are some nasty types of people, with the common theme of stupidity. And I need to say: not all university graduates are smart, so-called professionals, may be or MAY NOT BE. As I rewrite this in 2025, I am reminded of an incident where a local doctor was disrespectful to me, and intern, later that week, I had a bunch of about 10 young people, I don't think they were kids, but young adults next door (I can give you the address if you contact me; I usually have no qualms about putting the address of perpetrators online, but in this particular case I will give away where I live if I give you my next door neighbour’s address!), so, they not only were verbally harassing me in the evenings, for about a week, by coming right down to my fense, - they had a fire going, but they turned up the heater on my veranda aquarium, and ‘cooked’ my fish – about 20 died. It's totally related to the disrespect from professional people. They copy them, or let them “set the bar” so to speak. I don't know why young people think that other people are so good? And why they think they should copy them? But ‘young and impressionable’ is more likely to be ‘young and stupid’. 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