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1. More Ocean Rock Pools in QLD please Gov,

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2. Seaforth Beach Net, no crocs, no stingers, no sharks, - way to go Seaforth Council, photo from Google - Lozza Paterno

 

Well, actually, I should say; please councils,  -  I believe it is up to local councils to organize such projects. And the more I think about that wonderful net at Seaforth I wonder why ALL the local councils have not done this on their beach’s; Sarina?  Grasstree? Salonika? Harbour Beach? Lamberts? Blacks? Eimeo? – all the way up, WHY

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3. Odd Little Cow / Colour Association Story. Colour Therapy

In my mid-20s I decided I really didn’t like the colour yellow - bright yellow that is. And some nosy meddling women at that time, were really curious about as to why I didn’t like the colour yellow, especially considering I was a fashion designer, and working with a lot of colours, and have been known to design a lot of brightly coloured outfits! But it was determined, by those “colour therapy experts”, the root of the problem was traced back to when I was a child living on a farm, and the farmer would occasionally slaughter a cow, and he would give our family some cuts, (wow! – they don’t make landlords like that anymore), however this beef had a very specific and distinct flavour, and as a fussy 8yr old child, I refused to eat it, and I gave that meat a particular name, which I can’t repeat here. I just didn’t like it, it had a most peculiar flavour which no one could explain, and, actually, no one else in the family even noticed the flavour, and all were happy to eat. Years later, I discovered, when talking to a biologist, that the root of that flavour, was mustard weed - mustard weed grew everywhere back on the farm, total weed, it had these bright yellow flowers, and I guess I associated yellow with weedy nuisance, but some reckon, it was really because if that bad tasting beef - so I’m a girl who truly thinks with her stomach!!

Here’s a good spot to mention the colour pink. I've noticed in life, there are many people, men and women alike, who do not like the colour pink. And some of them I believe, have psychological problems when it comes to handling this colour! Some women think they will be accused of being 'little girl' if they wear this colour.  Some men accuse women who like the colour pink as being 'little girl'! And often men associate the colour pink with weakness, girly weakness. For me, this is very peculiar, I adore the colour pink, especially pale pink. And I have it on good authority, unlike what some may believe; I am certainly not 'little girl'. But instead of a psychological problem with pink, I possibly have the opposite "psychological anti-problem", - if there is such a thing!; when I was a child I loved to cook with my mother in the kitchen. One of our favourite things to make on the weekends was meringues. I specifically remember whipping those egg whites into a shiny creamy mix, and then adding that one drop of red food colouring, which miraculously changed the whole thing to that beautiful shade of pale pink. So deliciously yummy -licking the bowl and the beaters! Another stomach related colour association! Lol.

Also, I believe, because there is such strange 'little girl' association with the colour pink, that anyone who has the ‘audacity’ to wear the colour pale pink, especially a woman, is kind of the opposite of a 'little girl' - as they have the courage to do as they please. And most women, underneath all their tough, macho persona, secretly, (possibly even subconsciously!), will like  the colour pink; it's a very pleasing and beautiful colour, even if you never made meringues as a young child!

After reading this happy positive story, here is a reminder of my current life:

What no train beeping this morning? As a little sidebar, this year, as I've been rewriting and editing, uploading more photo stories on my blog, and other various locations online; whenever I do, I have the local train boys here, tooting its horn; “you win you lose”  -they are total nutters. Always, they do it, with each upload. But not today, perhaps they are on Christmas break? 11th December 2023. Although this morning I did have old men perverts hanging around next door at the new peoples unit, until I had done my daily business (as one has to - Disgusting perverts, then phone girl coward pervert thief  afterwards, ‘releasing them’ so off they went – WHAT THE FUCK? – Piss off you stupid non thinking dogs. {Plus typically then, a microsoft restart}.).

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4. Lying Tafe Teachers in Gunnedah

One time I did a ‘Finance and Small Business Tax’, Book Keeping course, it was at the Gunnedah Tafe in the evenings. The teacher (unfortunately I can’t remember her name) was a tall middle-aged woman, she would’ve been a mother, married, a big woman.

She was teaching the class, that the GST tax that we had to pay, was 11%.

I mean I thought everyone knew that GST was 10%! GST is 10%!!

But she was teaching all of those students that it was 11%, and that you had to pay 11% tax to the government. She wasn’t making a mistake, this was a deliberate attempt to steal from people, by making them pay more than they should.

I don’t know what her motivation would be?  Maybe she has a lot of tax income dependent people in her family? who knows?

She was certainly a dog and she doesn’t deserve to be teaching and being paid a TAFE salary, let alone even working at all -in my opinion she’s not fit for the workplace (she certainly would not be fit to be a mother either).

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5. Fire Trowel, Dust Pan, Stolen on first day of living in New Rental at Rangari

This was taken on the first day that I moved into my new rental house at Rangari. I was not there at the time; I was back at the other house. My brother Tomas and dad were moving my stuff, plus the landlord, David and Brenda Heywood were there, moving their furniture out.

So, one of the above stole this trowel. This was the first of close to 500 items that were stolen from that Rangari rental in the 10 years I lived there. There is no hope. The only person I know who didn’t take it, was dad. I should mention there is another possibility, and that is the neighbour, Heath Barwick.

A ‘little birdie’ later told me, adamantly, that it was David Heywood who was stealing all those small items from me at Rangari (about 500 small items taken). Maybe David was one of those yahoo cowboy country types, who spent their whole young adulthood getting “wasted” and drunk as skunks, like so many young men do, certainly did back in my time. So, this lifestyle has warped his brain into being a grown man thief?                Idiot.

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6. You know I am Fed Up with Stupid Women Judging Ugly People

You know I am fed up with stupid women judging ugly people. The amount of bimbo sales girls who decline to serve me or to imply that I was not pretty enough to wear the pretty garment has been just despicable. You know, I deliberately do not wear make-up. Not only is it a time-consuming nuisance and a vanity to maintain, but I like my face, I feel it is my best weapon against pricks.

Anyway, I do my best to look presentable when venturing out in public, I love people who take pride in their dress, (I design textiles) but I do not feel this should extend to a painted fake face. It’s a bit like a young girl stuffing her chest with tissues, what’s she going to do when she gets the guy back at her place? The guy will be left with handfuls of tissues!

Also, this ugly factor extends way beyond bimbo sales girls. In the work place, often disrespect and bullying is targeted at ugly girls, it is an excuse to have a common enemy in the female group dynamic (truly, women together are plain evil). Ugly girls get picked on, especially one with no make-up, they assume they don’t care for themselves and are on drugs. The number of times I have been accused of being on drugs is more than I can remember, one fashion company I worked for sent me on a hemp seminar. (Not on drugs btw, nor do I drink, nor did I back in my 20’s or 30’s, this is hard for a lot of Australians to grasp. I did however get drunk when I was 18 – I glide! I also tried pot, -did not like it.) Anyway, since especially I am not on the market, I find wearing makeup a stupid notion (same with high heels).

I find women have been brainwashed by the movie and television industry. I recall my flatmate in Sydney used to spend 2 hrs, no exaggerations, sitting infront of the mirror every morning putting on makeup. Such vanity. I also went to an all-girls school, so I know vanity quite well!

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7. Unmarked Undercover Police Car in QLD, and Shame on Gladstone Council for Stealing via Unnecessary Multiple Speed Signs

I see again and again Police people in unmarked vehicles try to catch motorists speeding on the Gladstone Benaraby Road, for speeding on piece of highway that is meant to be 90, but jumps from 90 to 80 to 70 in  MULTIPLE locations along that 4km stretch of road. The reduced speed signs were originally put there when they were doing roadworks. But obviously, the Gladstone Council together with the police were making so much money from unmarked police catching vehicles who did not notice the 3 different speed signs in that short area stretch, they must have decided to just keep the new signs there, with at first fake roadworks - so they could continue to make money in this totally passive aggressive manner “oh but we are helping” – helping themselves. {I should mention, aside from the speed limit signs there were multiple other signs along there too – it really is a confusing stretch of road. Not sure whether it still is. I was there in 2018.

Gladstone police are corrupt, they steal money via entrapment speeding fines, they are disgusting people who do more harm than good, and just want to play dysfunctional (mentally unhealthy) cat/mouse games.

They also target certain individuals, who they are after, to get them, to get them to pay sums of money to that particular government organisation.

It is blatant theft and it’s a form of abuse, with the police abusing their positions of power.

The reasons for wanting law-abiding citizen‘s to pay fines are often completely unjustified, or misinformed, or a reason such as a cockaninnie dogcop would come up with.

I suspect the reason that they get away with doing this is because nobody complains and nobody bangs the drum. Wake up sleepy Queenslanders

Btw, in New South Wales not putting a “police mobile camera ahead” sign up on the rd, would be against the law, they have to be clearly signed, well in advance, like I think it’s 500m down the road so people who are paying attention can make sure that they’re driving within the limit and that way the police would only catch reckless people who aren’t paying attention. So, in QLD, they do not sign speeding cameras, and when I phoned their same ‘RTA’ equivalent, the girl I spoke to (and I just know she had blonde hair) said, in a most revolting condescending tone, ”As if they would sign or notify, that’s their whole point - to entrap motorists”. Fucking stupid bimbo, obviously failing to see the actual point of speeding cameras, to slow motorists down – AND NOT TO MAKE FUCKING MONEY off victims – you stupid bitch.

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8. Fish Story at Pretty Beach

When I was young, we used to holiday down on the central coast, at my grandmothers. We were a large family, 4 kids plus my cousin was always around. One day, dad said he’ll take the boys down fishing off the wharf, so off they went with their new Christmas fishing rods. After a bit, I decided that we (my little sister Penny, 5yrs, and I, 10yrs) should go down too, and try our hand at fishing! I decided that we should get dressed up for the occasion, it was a phase I was going through as a child ‘dressups’ so we found all Grandma’s fancy gear, from back in the day, big jewellery and make up too, then we traipsed down to the wharf. You should’ve seen us! What a site, these two young girls prancing along! When we got to the wharf, all the local boys were taunting and cajoling “girls! Those girls think they can fish, ooh girls, AS IF, go home girls!”  (back then, it was typical for boys to hate girls, I don’t know if that has changed, but there was a lot of hate in the 80’s, for women from other people in the greater community).

So, dad straightaway said, no, come on girls, he gave us a real (no rods left, but those little plastic reels worked just fine) he showed us how to bait the hook. I kid you not, less than 30 seconds after I dropped the line, I got a tug and I pulled in (with dads help) this massive fish. -the biggest fish anyone has ever seen down there! it was over a metre long! huge, I think it was a flathead, can’t quite remember (not into fish). But, you wouldn’t believe it, to everyone’s amazement, 10 seconds after I pulled in my big fish, my little sister got a tug, and she pulled in one about 3/4 quarters the size of mine! NO KIDDING! Someone took a photo showing my sister and I with our fish, don’t ask me where it is now.

All those boys been down there all morning, caught nothing! Teach those boys!

And girls, lesson for you; you want to catch a big fish, you gotta get ‘dressed to the nines!’ (Although I am pretty sure it was the act of doing fun girly kind of things  with a little sister, that really did the trick – I see your plan, and I’ll get behind it).

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9. Forget about the entire cleaning isle at the supermarket - cleaning aisle

All you need is vinegar in a spray bottle, Tea Tree oil and a scourer, (save yourself from cancer) all those chemicals they ‘trick’ you in to buying are a total waste of money. Here are some tried and tested ways to house cleaning basics, I never have any need for any other cleaning product (aside from low phosphate washing/dishwasher powder):

Microwave (and my convection oven) - spray with vinegar, leave 30mins, then use cloth with a little TeaTree to wipe clean, - 30 seconds and microwave is clean!!

Windows – spray with vinegar thoroughly, leave to soak for ½ hr (spray every 5mins) then wipe clean with a wonder cloth or shallow scourer (too abrasive and it will leave scratches on the glass) When wiped clean, dry with either a new cotton cloth or scrumpled newspaper for no streaks. Some people swear buy a window scraper to dry with.

All floors – mop with warm water and tea tree. This and vinegar will work in bathroom too, but if you can’t be bothered even for that, then spray mould with bleach – use only a little, do not saturate, as bleach is harmful to a balanced environment, and a little goes a long way. leave overnight, Voilà, all clean with NO scrubbing!!

Actually, for general all-purpose cleaning like benchtop/fridge wipe downs, I had kept any empty spray cleaning bottle from the supermarket (so, a good bottle that does not seep scent, or leak from the sprayer), and I keep that filled with water and tea tree, and usually some orange essential oil too for good fragrangrance, sometimes geranium essential oil too. That with my favourite moist cloth – the Wonder Cloth, it works well.

Also, especially do not buy oven cleaner, OMG, why not cook your open roasts in toxins? So disgusting. Now those old ovens are much harder to clean, and as a result, I personally do not use mine, as a renter, I just use my byo convection microwave, which is 55million times easier to clean, I recommend you do the same, throw out all those old coil hot plates with ovens below.

I worked in house once that had a Self-Cleaning oven, you would turn the oven up to the super hottest setting for 20 minutes, and it cleaned it. That was pretty good too!

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10. Nursing Home Concerns Blurb

A few years ago, when I was unemployed, I was FORCED by Centrelink to work at a nursing home in Gunnedah (the female nazi CUNTS there, said they would cut my payments if I didn’t go. By the way, forcing Centrelink unemployed people to work at a nursing home, or anywhere for that matter, takes away PAID jobs (much needed shifts) from nursing-home staff.  According to the Centrelink rules, they’re not allowed to do this, yet they still do it. Nazis, I tell you, Nazis.

I also had to sign a form saying if I got sick, I wouldn’t sue them -whole other story there with deliberate virus exposure, which if you’ve read my blog, you will be familiar with just exactly how poised off I am as a result of getting sick from being forced to be there – I WAS NOT MNMEANT TOI BE THERE YOU STUPID DOGS) But this story is about the conditions of elderly people in the nursing homes. I can assure you, all your fears about nursing homes are true - staff don’t care about the old biddies, they give them sleeping tablets to subdue them and they force it down the throats of those who object.

Some (by some, I mean a lot of female) staff have such a lack of common sense it’s downright scary. —female dominated industry (major unhealthy imbalance).

And of course, the food is terrible, all exported, really bad, and the ones that can’t feed themselves tend to miss out. This experience, and my experience in hospitals, tells me, we actually need a whole new Course /Diploma, at uni, or Tafe, re commercial food prep; re ultimate healthy food, thus creating a food nutritionist slash chef (we especially need this in hospitals, where people’s health is the whole point). Common sense – where is it.

I would strongly suggest home-care as a far better alternative to nursing homes in Australia, but  what I witnessed happened in public, so what may go on behind closed doors or at night, maybe a whole lot worse. We really do need robots.

When I was there, there was one woman who worked there in the Kitchen, she was such a bitch. She was the one that the nurses would go and get, when someone wouldn’t take their medication, and this girl, Trish, would force these patients to take the medication, she would literally shove it down their throats. When I first met her, on my first day, she just had some snide comment to make about my mother, stating she wasn’t really a nurse. Unbelievable - my mother was most defiantly a nurse, and she would run rings around that little bitch. {Dad later told me she (they, but it would have been her) was exceptionally rude and disrespectful to my mother not believing she was a nurse, as my mother used to go there to see her previous patients, (she was a visiting home nurse with her own business). So, mum used to go to the nursing homes, not to treat anyone, but to see how they were doing, she was a caring person and liked her patients and her job, something those staff who work there now, no nothing about}. Trish the monster also started going off at unemployed people, at me, saying they all should be shot – I explained to her that you can’t just write someone off for merely being unemployed, there are way more people, who do really bad things, and would be far more suitable candidates  for being shot. (I really don’t know how you could compare a criminal with someone who is just merely unemployed, there’s no comparison, either you’re a criminal or you’re not.) Some people are so stupid. I went on to further explain to her, people have all sorts of issues going on that she wouldn’t know about, there are many people in their 40’s+ who suffer from physical pain, that you can’t visibly see when you look at them. There are others suffering from emotional pain that you can’t see. And in my personal opinion most people who ‘don’t fit the norm’ or have problems that don’t enable them to function as other people would like, is a direct result from abuse, from public schooling, or abuse from elsewhere in the community, possibly the family too, but most often, outside the family unit. Plus, unfortunately there are a lot of predators in the community who just like ‘hating’ and picking on people, like Trish. Plus, big business, will go to any lengths to sabotage a competitor, thus making them unemployed (I witness this ALL THE TIME).

So, from the start when I met her, she was revolting - a person that shouldn’t be there, she shouldn’t be working anywhere (infact the world would literally be a better place without her in it), she doesn’t deserve to live in the planet she’s such a bully. Anyway, I have people pretending to be her atm, it’s like they want me to tell the world about this woman Trish. So here she is, this is the woman that works at the Gunnedah Alkira nursing home. And she represents a lot of bullies – there are countless non-thinking women with no learnt morals, just like her, work in nursing homes, and many other sectors actually. (The forced medication, was the sleeping tablets, so not a necessary medication). Just a bitch. They exist, they’re real – there’s no trying to saving them.

There was a positive that came out of my forced ‘nursing home’ experience, and that was I discovered “empty shells”, and how some old biddy’s walk around with basically just their body, and their soul has long departed, or others are going in and out. I discovered nurses have all sorts of fun playing tricks on people via an “empty shells”, through reflections, which I talk about in my “Things I wish I was told when I was 18” go and read it, as in retrospect, I can see this whole reflection thing is not restricted to old senile people, I have witnessed many young girls acting like empty shells, there are many in the inner-city suburbs of Sydney, Glebe… - they are leeches (just don’t catch public transport in Glebe). And I feel more people need to be made aware about this, because not only nurses but other wilful people (like lawyers) will take advantage of an older person who maybe is not in a nursing home yet, but has started the ‘reverse’ process. Money is at stake. Plus, I learnt how people who are not empty shells can inadvertently use people who are, to do bad things, like I was looking after this one old biddy, a nice old blonde lady, a blonde biddy, with apparently dementia, but she was fairly coherent (there are different types of dementia). That morning, another old biddy came into the laundry where I was at the time, and she had come up with a joke that she was telling the laundry woman, it was a joke in poor taste, something about dogs. And I left to go and get my ‘charge’, and for the next hr or 2 I was thinking about that awful joke and the awful old biddy, so anyway, the next thing you know, blonde biddy and myself were walking outside and happened to be resting on the veranda that was outside the other biddy’s room who came up with the bad joke, and all of a sudden blondy reached over to the Lilo, and ripped off the label that was sticking out, she did it like as an act of revenge, as the Lilo belonged to the joker, and she could hear my disgust with her!! So, it was not like I told her to do this bad thing, she just did it. (Not that she actually did any damage, who cares about the content label on a Lilo!!) She was making a point.

I feel this most definitely happened to both my parents when they were in the process of dying. I wasn’t aware at the time that I was being tricked, but I can clearly see what happened now, and I’m pretty sure I know who was doing it, someone in the local community, and while they didn’t have big devious plans, just having a little so-called fun, (devious in my opinion, but not bank breaking) I’m pretty sure in other situations with elderly people who perhaps are quite wealthy, it would be very easy for someone to manipulate the situation. In fact, I’m pretty sure it happens a great deal, because, whilst I was listening to my parents in these particular times, thinking well this is out of the ordinary, it’s not something they would say, but I wasn’t thinking that they were being manipulated by someone else, and so I just went along with their request. So, I know for a fact that this will go on and people will be getting ripped out of inheritance left, right and centre. So, you need to be careful if you’ve got elderly relatives who are a little reflective. Just be careful.

Little Birdy told me the reason Lawyers are so hopeless in this country is because they have all been chosen from primary school age, and have been oppressed, so they will stay on a tight leash and not do this kind of thing (they did not factor in lawyers kids, Baxter child).

Actually, I feel like I might have been a little vague here, and I need to give an example; so here goes. If your elderly relative has been talking to other people or listening to them, and then a little later they start talking to you and manage to say in their ‘pre or dementia’ state, they want to buy a bunch of flowers (or a big teddy bear) for so and so, can I help them - it might seem like a normal request, but actually the elderly person asking to buy the flowers, isn’t someone who would ever in her whole life by anyone flowers, let alone this particular so and so. -So, that’s what I mean by being tricked, and while it’s just a bunch of flowers and no big deal, you can see how it could easily be much more than just a bunch of flowers. Good thing my parents didn’t have large sums of money lying around! I’m a huge fan of building big homes with a large detached granny flat - it is the number one way to care for your elderly parent.

By the way this is one of the stories that I managed to get onto Facebook before I was ban. Only it wasn’t as detailed as my lengthy little blurb here, I just summed up some of the bad things that happen in nursing homes. And there was a definite whistleblowing vibe. Some of the comments afterwards, implied; this girl is not ever going to get a job in Bundaberg because she’s a whistle-blower - and every business in Bundaberg does dodgy things, just like that nursing home!

So that’s the community attitude of Bundaberg; all the businesses in Bundaberg are dodgy and uncaring! After living nearby, I can confirm, it’s true. Maybe that’s why they ‘abducted’ me for 7 days to determine if I was crazy? “WE CARE A LOT” – I noticed it was a general theme at the mental health clinic, “Well, we care about you and we want what’s best for you” ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT; CAT AND MOUSE GAME. POWER TRIPPING. BULLYING 101 – no care or love at all.

I’ve gotten to the end of this blurb, and I realise I have not mentioned anything about sickness. I guess I have written about it in my virus story. But yeah, highly contagious viruses are found in nursing homes and hospitals. Plus, one of the women used to bring her kids in after school for a few hours before she went home every day, and those kids were all over the place -  that’s why glandular fever went round, those kids pass all the virus on that go around the schools, that’s what happens if ditzy mothers bring their kids into the workplace.

And, I recommend once a week, nursing home patients are given the option of McDonald’s takeout for dinner – so someone would literally have to go and get, then bring back. This would be an unheard of, and out of the question thing, when I was working there, none of those oldies had probably ever had Maccas! But, times are changing, and I know how slow staff are to change, so here’s a prompter!

Btw, I am NEVER working in a nursing home ever again – you can take your sickness and your nazi nurses, and shove them up your arse.

11. Faux charities Faux people

You have to be careful about people who ask for you for money, and say it’s for charity. I was enticed to work in a Charity call centre in Parramatta when I was 20, (my full-time job did not pay enough to get by), it was our job (there was about 10 of us (one of them was a dog)) to call up random people from the phonebook and ask them for money, saying it was for charity. At the time, I certainly, naively, did not know it was NOT for charity.

(Btw, people do give, it’s all about your tone – dogs have been trying to change my tone for yrs, I have far too much “persuasion”, for dogs hung up on class (read my Jelly Baby Scam story).

In retrospect only, that I can see plainly, it was not a charity, it was for those people organizing, to make a living, that’s how they were do it, by lying to people. Shame on them, and silly naive 20yr old me for being tricked by them too. (I note, today, I have many women trying to take money off me in the name of fake charity cases and RobinHood games, you can’t trust any retailers, or any woman at all – they all lie to try to steal money.)

Don’t know if its connected, but there are a whole heap of fake op/charity shop’s on the Internet, but when you go there in person, there’s actually nothing there.

(Photo Above not shown here); Isn’t he a beauty! Angus, infront of my Ironbark’s. Surrounded by Angus Beef at Rangari – do you think I could ever afford to buy Angus beef while I was at Rangari! Course not! See how lush and thick that paddock is – this is Cell Grazing technique. Not sure why all the farmers around Gunnedah, do not do this; it is by far a superior way to farm stock! The farmer across the way, did not do this technique, he just left all his cows in a paddock from day 1 till market day, and his paddock was shitty – it was bare, mostly all the time, and it was full off catheads, thistles and bindis.

Now if the farmer who did Cell Grazing, also implemented my Kurrajong tree plan in his paddock, in grid style, he would be laugh ‘in.

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12. Gunnedah 'the peoples attitude' at Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue

I have some more things to say about Gunnedah. As I was looking for an iconic ‘Gunnedah’ image, I saw this one and then remembered that I had already written a story underneath a photo of the Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue, but when I went to find it on my computer, it was gone, and it was also gone off all my backups, as well as my websites! So, I think, whatever I wrote (I can’t quite remember) I must’ve hit the nail on the head with that story. So, I’ll just put here what I was thinking of today, and hopefully later on I’ll remember the other story that was stolen. (btw, this is a free image from wikicommons – I never got round to taking sightseeing photos of Gunnedah!)

I have lived in Gunnedah more or less my whole life, but in 2018, I was ‘cast out’, my landlord sold the farm I was living on for the past 10yrs, both my parents had passed, and I was unable to find anywhere to live, nowhere. I believe, one of the reasons I was so hated in this town, was because I did not do ‘pecking order’. Pecking order is huge in Gunnedah, especially amongst women. Don’t get me wrong, I am a very respectfully lady, and are always polite and courteous would never insult someone I encountered or pick fight with them, - but basically, I think (due to my 47yrs experience) most people everywhere you go are basically fucked, most people would sell their mother out if they could get $1 for it. So as far as I’m concerned, nobody out ranks anyone else, their all pretty much the same, and so, those people who think of themselves at the top of the pecking order, like the cocky bimbo girls who work at Gunnedah council – those dogs can sense me - they can’t handle someone like me, I upset everything for them, I interrupt their bully power tripping ways. So, they make things difficult for me like, give me parking tickets, cut my wires in my car so I am stuck, steal from me, handicap my foot, pass on contagious virus’s - they got up to all sorts of bully behaviour. Someone told me that if I ended up staying there, they would’ve killed me in the end, I would believe it. Since moving to QLD, I have noticed a slight change in people, Queenslanders are like how NSW was 20yrs ago. In Gunnedah, now everyone hates each other, and has their guard up, and will try to rip you off in order to get as much money from you as possible, it was not like that 20yrs ago. I believe it has been done deliberately to keep people fighting between each other, so the powers that be, can control everyone – it is a ruling tactic. So, QLD, has many backwards problems, but mainly ones of a type of ‘unproffesionalism’, like unskilled people, and ‘mates rates’, kangaroo court, low confidence, etc etc.

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13. Stolen garden hat, Melbourne open Garden Scheme 2006

This hat was stolen when I visited one of the exquisite open gardens in Melbourne one weekend of my brief time in Melbourne at RMIT.

And guess what, it was stolen by one of the dogs who follow me. I had left it on the park bench, and it would’ve been literally 15 seconds later, I remembered I had left it, so headed back, and it was gone, just like that.  Can you believe that?  How dishonest and disgusting people are? I loath people. By the way, those open gardens were visited by hordes of people. Every garden we went to that weekend, there were literally thousands of other people doing the same thing; garden hopping, from one garden to another, and some of those gardens were so good, (albeit a little old-fashioned, a lot of English gardens) - not too many natives down there in that infamous gardening region. But I’m sure that’s changing.

People love gardens, people love nature, even the evil thieves are attracted to Gardens (Which actually, I find a little odd, as anyone who knows nature, knows you can’t steal and do the wrong thing by people, you will never get away with it.)

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­­14. Future Business Mission

It is my goal one day to own 2 businesses near Baffle Creek /Agnes Water. One involving carriage rides for tourists through the Melaleuca Dry Sclerophyll forests on the property, with the other side of the business being a Cattery. I did intend to start these two businesses with the win of my Christmas lottery ticket, just this Christmas gone, unfortunately, it will have to be delayed until next Christmas. I also plan to build my dream house on the large property. I will be using Thomas O'Hare Architects from the UK (Grand Designs: Belfast Hill House) I might have considered an Australian, but since I have been ban from so many Australian communities, no.  (I haven’t been ban from Kevin McCleod’s Grand Designs – until I wrote this, but ofcourse, then the dogs got him – what a weakling.)  I’m sticking with a UK architect, (ofcourse I am fairly sure if I was living in the UK, I also would have been ban over there too – same personality type dog types in charge over there, as here.)­ so I have come up with my own design combining both, I have a image up here already.

I am also considering the possibility of setting up on Ella Bay Rd near Cairns instead of Agnes – just not sure of the weather situation yet.

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15. My Kurrajong idea for Australian Farm paddocks - crisscrossed with a lattice design of trees

Take a look at these Yew trees (Taxus bacata) growing in the Hampton Court UK. I could not find any images of any paddocks crisscrossed with trees! I love a good a lattice pattern. I guess a straight grid pattern would work too!

I had an idea very similar to this some years ago for Australian cattle farmers; Imagine, if you replaced the Yew Trees with Kurrajong trees (Brachychiton populneus).

So the whole paddock is crisscrossed with these Kurrajongs!

Fantastic symbiosis of soil, grass, mulch and shade, creating perfect habitat for cattle in dry areas where rainfall is minimal 200 to 600mm. For me, if I were a farmer, especially in Gunnedah – this would be the first thing I would do.

In times of extreme drought, the Kurrajongs can also be chainsawed down, that is - a couple of big branches here and there, for the cows to eat. Kurrajongs will regrow no problems, even in the middle of a long term 7yr drought – they are amazing!

Course, you will need some sturdy wire tree guards to protect them for the first few years. Or put sheep in for the first 5 years or so until they are big enough to handle cattle. Plus I suggest deep ripping to provide easy root growth.

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16. Real Estate Tactic’s to Steal Tenants Bond

If a real estate denies bond, then a tenant has no choice but to go to court to ask for it back, if they feel it has been unjustly withheld. If you live in fairyland and don’t know that people will withhold Bond unfairly, well, newsflash, they do.

 

Now if you have to go to court over this matter – a judge will automatically hate you for it, because they think you should have worked it out, and you’re wasting their time. (I believe they need a separate Tenancy court in QLD, they do in NSW, it’s called Tenancy Tribunal), although they have QCAT, but it’d done in same court room by same judges as all else.

 

Experienced  Real Estate girls, have come up with tactics to take to the judge, inorder to keep partial bond. This is what they do:

 

They ask for ALL the bond, knowing full well they have no claims to do as such. But then they come up with ludicrous claims, with over exaggerated and ridiculous accusations, in the attempts to get a part bond refund for a minor wear and tear issue.  (btw, Wear and tear is listed as acceptable, in the contract of a Form 18 Lease).

 

And in my case, - I will fill in the actual reason, the real estate wanted me to pay the $130 annual water fee to the local old men council of Builyan, but as this was not in the lease, I had no obligations to do so, nor did the real estate girl even ask me to pay it.

So, what she did was come up with a lot of bogus reasons (like compensation for removing a dead tree stump, replacement cost of a door, which was still there…) in order to obtain the $130 (I never said to the real estate girl that I would not pay for any water consumption, btw – she was young and stupid and did not ask me for it, instead, deciding to take me to court for other bogus reasons).

So, if she had of just approached the judge with a partial bond of $130 request, he would have thrown it out anyway, but with all her cockanninnie claims, and her young sweet face, and her conglomerate employer, Elders, how could he refuse her. And then with all my evidence showing her to be contradictory, or as near as I could, with no preparation, (I did forget 1 crucial photo, which tipped the hat) PLUS,  I represented poor low-income tenant (usually always assumed guilty) so, he agreed to partial bond, WHEN HE SHOULD NOT HAVE, he thought he was just trying to be fair, and did not want to create a “winner” and a “looser”. But I can assure you HE DID. As I should not have had any bond withheld – I am a very clean and thorough woman. Not to mention, this took 2 whole days to determine, plus a 2hrs trip up and a 2hr trip back on both days – TOTAL CUNTS.

So, this is how these girls work the judge, and the system, and it is theft.

And, btw, because I did not pay the full bond, they police who were side by side the Gladstone Courthouse – and made a point of talking to me that day, and were involved in my life at Builyan (blind as bats), followed me home and gave me a bogus speeding ticket, for you guessed it $570 - they are also thieves. And there was nothing I could do about that. I wrote a whole other story about that particular stretch of road near Gladstone with their fake road works on the hwy to trap motorist for speeding – a money making scam that is unsigned for cameras.

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22. My Chook Yards

Just look at my strawberry patch above!.jpg

My Strawberry Patch

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20. Work Desk At Tulcumbah

21. My desk with PC at Rangari

17. 18. Tulcumbah Back Garden    19. Water Rushing into the Namoi Dec 07 upstream shot at Tulcumbah 

17. I found some photos of when I was living at Tulcumbah and Tulip on the edge

Thought I should include them in my life blog. As I was looking at the garden photos on my PC, I realised what happy memories I had gardening at this place, and with such a good backyard view-  there was 360° no neighbours at this place mmmm  mm! {although not so happy memories of the bloody landlord there who were 2km away; it’s so dire, how landlords can just toss you out, like my whole life can be just tossed out – they have zero empathy or compassion, really nasty patronizing people. Knapman}. Back to my good memory part;

the soil apparently was brought in from the river flats, so it was extremely good quality, silty fertile soil. And indeed, everything I planted thrived. I put in quite a number of fruit trees, at least 15. So, together with those fruit trees, and the fruit trees I purchased at Rangari, and then the fruit trees have since purchased in Queensland - I would’ve purchased about close to 60 fruit trees now! And here I am living in a garden, in QLD, that has absolutely no fruit trees! And do you think I can purchase any decent fruit each summer? Forget about it!! I don’t know how those supermarkets can get away with calling what they sell as fruit – its so bad.

Life is truly a bitch, I tell you. (Least I didn’t pay for the ones I planted at Long Cottage, Peter did, he would still have them and be getting good fruit by now – fed by his worm waste septic system!).

Anyway, I’ll include some photos, and write some. Like that tank you can see in this photo, it was a huge good quality underground cement tank that held my rainwater; connected to the roof gutters. It also held the clothesline in the very centre. Where those pumpkins are, it is kind of a ledge, and beyond that, is a 5m drop, down to the gully below - you can’t see it from the photo. So, I would hang my washing out there, always of course accompanied by my 5 cats, and whenever I was on that side of the clothesline, I would be a little bit hesitant, not wanting to go too close to the edge, hence why all the pumpkins are there, little bit of a barrier. One day my cat Tulip walked over to me, and kind of got my attention, and then as I was looking, he walked right over to the ledge, and sat very precariously, in my opinion, on the very edge of the ledge; and it’s like he had noticed my hesitation (fear/weakness), and he was trying to show off, I’m not afraid at all!! - funny little teenage boy pussycat!

The house was near the river (the Namoi) about, 300m away – I do wonder why they did not build closer to the river (?) it was fairly pretty down there. Back then the river still had not been invaded by Landcare volunteers, and so there were beautiful weeping Willows down there, but also some nice she-oaks and some rock formations. Also I noticed a lot of big catfish, heaps, they seemed to ‘play’ in the mornings, but then, if I was down there in the afternoons, I noted their personalities took on a more serious demeanour – they where serious about finding dinner! I did stumble on one that was in difficulties, trying to cross from a drying up water hole back into the river, he took one look at me, and this jolted him into adrenaline mode, and he made it. I was tempted to stoop down and pick it up for my dinner, but those fins looked lethally sharp, and I heard catfish was not that good. Although after I noticed all those fish, the next weekend I went down there, suddenly there were about 10 rods all perched up on the other side, neighbors obviously caught wind of all those fish. Poor little fishies! (those were the neighbours that too, did aerial spraying of poisons, and did not advise me.)

I did try one catfish in the end that Tomas caught – and yes, yuk, they taste like dirt, even after soaking in freshwater overnight.

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22. My chook yards

Every house I’ve lived in, I have had to build myself a chook yard. This is one of them, it’s fairly large, and was constructed as cheap as I could do, with me winning a roll of wire at a farm auction for $100, (when I say won, there was some dog guy there driving the price up from $15, who I suspect did not actually want it, but knew I did – so really, I lost it  at auction – (oh no, can’t me at all you thieving mongrels))…. And the rusty poles were salvaged from the tip, for free. Unbeknownst to me, that chicken wire was the cheap stuff, and as a result, a huge disaster befell; even though I dug a big trench around the whole chook yard, and buried the wire, to make sure foxes couldn’t dig underneath it, what happened, was a fox came along, and the chooks got all stirred up, and tried to peck the foxes, so they put their heads through the fence to peck, and of course the fox just bit off its head, and also tried to pull the chook through the wire, which didn’t really work, there must’ve been more than one fox because they managed to bite all the heads off all the chickens -  it was total carnage, feathers everywhere. A total tragedy.

The chook yard was at least 200m away from the house, so I didn’t hear a thing, I consider this the main reason for the tragedy, I built it too far away from the house - just my mere presence would’ve scared the fox off, and I would have heard them if it was at night, like I did later at Rangari.

The one I built before at Culls, was a similar size, or possibly a bit bigger; it was fantastic, relatively close to the house, plus I had irrigation in it, every now and again I put the sprinkler on to grow the grass, the wheat and grain sprouted and the chooks would absolutely love it, it was like they were fully free range. Although one time the peacock had a baby chic, and it got stuck in there, as it could not fly out, and the chooks, pecked it to death while the mother was asleep in the tree. We live we learn.

The Chook yard at Rangari was possibly only a quarter of the size of that one, dad dug the trench for me on that one. The trench is the hardest part, hard physical yacca. I grew a passionfruit vine on it which covered half of it including the roof, it was very sweet looking, plus produced good fruit, and had a mulberry tree in the other half. I later built a run extension from it, into the 50m long fruit tree strip, which was encased in fruit fly netting, so they absolutely loved that.

Of course, when I started living on a farm, there was no such thing as free-range eggs in the supermarkets, so having a chook yard was essential for every back yard in my opinion. I guess fortunately now I can buy them at the supermarket, which means I don’t have to build a chook yard, and since I now live in a tiny unit with no individual backyard, it’s dam good I can purchase them at the supermarket - as you can see from my last sentence, I’m not too impressed about all the work I’ve put in to building chook yards, only to be told I have to leave sooner or later. Waste.

So, when I was writing this, I remembered the Fox story of when I was living at Rangari. It’s probably not worth reading, but you know, it’s one of those things if nothing much is happening on out on the farm, it’d be a good story to tell the sleepy neighbour!

When I was building the run from the chicken yard, into the orchard, I ran out of wire, just on the last section, and I thought well it’s a bit of a risk, if a fox comes along, it might be able to get in, but then again it was on the top, and it might not see it, so I just forgot about it. Anyway, a fox did come along! Later, it so happen that evening, I had had a cup of coffee after my personal deadline of 4pm, so I couldn’t sleep, and I heard a bit of a kerfuffle in the chook yard, and instantly I remembered my hole, I got up and I was out there in two seconds flat, sure enough there was a fox holding a chook in its mouth, I yelled at it, he dropped the chook and took off away from me, but at this point he was in the orchard, so I knew it wouldn’t know how to get out, but I also knew, that there was a little 10cm gap right down the other end, 50m or so, in the fruit fly netting, so if I managed to scare him right at the perfect time, he would turn and run down that left side where he’ll get to the opening eventually, and hopefully just keep going right out. So, I just had to bide my time until he got close enough to me, (I previously a had had a bad trapped animal experience on the Culls farm with a big bull trapped inside my chook yard – I was going to handle this time mush better – back then the bull ended up charging me, out of frustration as to the whereabouts of the exit). SO, this night was pitch black, but soon enough I heard a twig snap, I knew he was right infront of me, so it was time to put the pressure on, I did, just a step, and he took off with a fright. Hopefully over to the left. I had managed to grab the torch on my way out, (such is the alert factor of a cup of coffee!!) and I saw the fox when he had the chook before, and also I saw him down the end before he saw the hole, so I could see his size - he was the biggest fox I had ever seen, it’s body was at least 65cm tall, and so the head on top of that - it was huge, he was Fantastic Mr Fox! But I saved my chook – since she was the only one, I had laying at that point, just as well! She had had her feathers ruffled by the fox, and I did not get my egg that day.

When I was forced to leave Rangari, I had 4 chooks, I fashioned a cage to fit across the front of the Ute tray, and those 4 chooks came with me on every one of the next 5 moves to each bloody new place. Until they all died at Gin Gin. Thank goodness I did not have them when I moved to this unit. Another girl in the units, who moved in same time as me, had likewise been living on a farm, and was asked to leave and she too ended up at this old motel. She still had her chooks, she kept them in a cage in her car port temporarily. A unit is no place for chooks.

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23. Just look at my strawberry patch above!

A wonderful bounty of strawberries every spring summer and usually autumn too, so good! I took heaps of runners to my next place too. One summer I forgot about them, and they all died in the drought, never mind, I didn’t seem to mind at the time because I’d had so many strawberries for the past few years, I was all strawberries out.

However, it’s now 12 years since that photo was taken, and I am longing to have a sponge cake with real strawberries and cream. But the ones at the supermarket are so bad I can’t believe anyone actually buys them, they appear to be rock-hard, huge and lacking any flavour whatsoever, and definitely not sweet enough! Unfortunately, there’s no farmers markets here, or organic fruit and veggie online deliveries, or anything like that.

My only hope is a little plant that survived the move up here, and plant it in a large basket hanger I have fashioned, as I have no garden here!

Wonder if that plum tree survived there after I left…

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24. Parental Dysfunction with Control Freak Mothers

I know a family, mum, dad, and two boys. Known them quite well for many years. At one particular time in my life, I ended up staying with them for a week, and then lived nearby and was involved in their lives for some time. I got a real insight into their life, and what was going on -  the ‘family dynamics’ so to speak.

I recall the eldest son, 14yr old or so, got a job delivering newspapers early in the morning, but he had no bike, or it was too hilly for a bike or something, so his mother drove him around every day!! I laughed lol!

But as an outsider looking in, I got a pretty clear picture, I felt clearer in some areas than what maybe what their parents could see. Anyway, to cut a long story short, out of the two boys, one of them was one type of personality, and the other was the opposite. So, the eldest was quiet, reserved, happy to go along with the flow, and do whatever his mum or dad asked of him or expected of him. The other was rambunctious, loud, like to be the centre of attention, and to be in control, I guess you could describe him as an alpha personality type. And he would’ve got this from his mum, his mum was just the same, and it was easy for me to see that she has some definite controlling issues, ‘control freak issues’, and wants everyone to submit to her and her plans for the family, typical of a lot of mothers (and for some the main and only reason for having kids, unfortunately). So, her husband and her eldest son were quite happy with the situation, it all worked out and was very peaceful, everyone getting along. However, the youngest didn’t quite fit this jigsaw puzzle. He had issues with his mum about always controlling him. But he loved his mum, and so could never really ‘have it out’ with her, they were, on the whole, a happy loving family, very normal from the outset. So, he always had to go along with her and not argue his case (actually I would put this down to a huge social problem in Australia, where we are not allowed to fight or question anything, but that’s another story) So, anyway, because this little boy could never take out his frustrations with his mum, about how much she hurt him, and how their personality clashed because they were so similar; he built an inner resentment towards this authority figure in his life, and thus, he took it out on any other female authority figures that crossed his path, like his teacher for instance, and me. In the end he actually was taken out of school, and his mum home-schooled him- and that’s how bad the situation was in the classroom. But, in my mind, the solution would’ve just made a problem heaps worse, and certainly not resolved in anyway. I’m writing about it, because this is very common, a lot of children go through this type of thing, some mothers would not even fall or ‘identify’ themselves as being control freaks, but really – they are, most things in life is about CONTROL. And so, then I’ve seen those kids grow into adult men, who still have those frustrations, who then take out their frustrations on women they date, and then women take out their frustrations on other younger women, or women who they think inferior to them. All these problems are traced back to the mother. Mothers, all mothers, really need to humble themselves and step it up.

It needs to be dealt with in the classroom somehow. I’m certainly no expert in child psychology and I know there’s people that can come up with some savvy ideas of how to deal with these issues without making a big mental health fuss. I know it’s a tricky situation because no parent wants to hear that they are failing in any way, in any area. And there certainly can’t be any form of humiliation about the subject, it most definitely has to come from a place of helpfulness rather than blame and yelling. Having said that, the reason I did not say anything to the mother at the time was because I know I would not have been listened to - I pretty much did not have much respect from that mother. You know, it does not matter how much money one has or has not, one still has to be respectful. This is a concept 3rd borns suffer from. And it’s not only with that couple, but many couples I’ve noted, a big part of the problem is arrogance. “We know best, don’t tell us what to do, we are doing it our way.”

I feel I can be of some help here by blatantly naming and shaming a stupid inadequate mother that had affected my life - so future mothers will strive not to be as hopeless as that one, of course that person has got to be a school bully’s mum (actually I could name several), but for this I’ll just mention Charlotte Powell’s mum Mrs Powel. - oh alright, Mrs Taylor and Mrs Burke, you get a mention too - your pathetic, hopeless mothers. YOU FAILED.

 

Plus, I want to mention after a man/woman leaves the family unit, gets married, she can still have the exact same problem, but instead of it being one of her parents, it is now her spouse, and still want to take out her frustrations on other younger women. I have seen this a lot, a lot. I mean a lot, maybe I just have a genetic predisposition where I notice this particular dysfunction? I’m pretty sure most people don’t really observe things like this in life, but for me I see it all the time and it affects me, it concerns me deeply, I guess it’s kind of like polluters who are polluting the planet, that’s something that I feel strongly about too, something needs to be done about that, and it’s the same with this type of family dysfunction, something needs to be done about it to, because from where I’m standing I don’t think anyone is doing anything about this, and I don’t think anyone is even aware of such a widespread and big issue. I mean, for me, why would you get married to be kept on a leash? But then I have encountered a lot of ‘Bad Bimbos’ who literally need that leash. So dysfunctional.

I haven’t met any parent who hasn’t failed in at least one area of their child’s life, and so a parent would have to have a big ego, if they wouldn’t accept any advice on matters concerning their child. So that’s where I think combatting this issue needs to be tackled, a program within schools involving parents, and a direct request from day 1 at kindy to parents, asking they be involved in their childs social well-being across the entire 9yrs of schooling and expect to be asked to attend child/parent day workshops (I know there are some savvy social workers who could come up with a better wording…) but make it known the school wishes to make sure the child has, not only a rounded academic education, but a fully developed and rounded psyche. They probably have started doing this in private schools, but it definitely needs to extend to the public system.

You know in the 90’s, the only person even remotely trying to do something about these kinds of family issues that I knew of was Oprah, and considering so many problems begin within the family unit – hooray for Oprah!

On a slightly separate matter: Slim Dusty’s wife; Ping off and find someone else to perve on and steal their life stories. Women- the biggest perverts of them all. Or if you’re hanging around now, then this story probably applies to you and your daughter – YOU FAILED. Writers who hang around me are the reason my stuff is being stolen – piss off you inspiration depraved leeches. Having said that, I really do not mind if you take ideas and expand them any way you want – that’s how wonderful creativity works. Just leave the original on my PC thanks!

25. Sweep Pervert Issues under the Carpet why Don't You

That area in the red square, {there was an image here of the school buildings that I attended in Armidale, but it is not necessary for the story.} It looks to me, the same as it did when I attended that school. I have contacted them about the following yuk story – but they have not got back to me, and it looks like they have not done anything about the “toilet pervert situation”, here is the story:

The Toilet block at school was in the middle of the corridor on the way to the Science block, it was on the left of the corridor, and raised about 35cm with ultra-low walled and doored cubicles (toilets in the hallway, what are they thinking).  At some point I started having problems of girls looking over the low toilet walls watching me go to the toilet (what the?) so I decided to use the other toilets on the other side of the school – those ones had fully enclosed walls. But some little bitch started locking it up, so I was unable to use those ones, and had to use the 1m high walled toilets (?  Cost-cutting gone mad). Btw – a little birdy has informed me that it was the Gardener who was perving, the tool room was right next door to the toilet block, and he would have had the keys to lock the other block up – YIKES, HOW DISCUSTING. Are there any laws in Australia to punish perverts by fines or incarceration? There should be, I can tell you first hand, this sort of pervertism causes a whole heap of problems later in life (in the form of nightmares especially). And what about the female staff at that school, do they seriously think this kind of thing does not happen? They should be looking out for the girls, and not letting male staff anywhere near toilet blocks (and at least publicly (boldly) talking about what men are really like, so we can really prepare ourselves). But I know there have been girls too, on several occasions, I have had women ‘walk in’ on me, once a girl actually tried to break the door down like a charging bull, to get in to my cubicle. (Really, unbelievable, such zombie like stupidity) Apparently it is because of Daniel Macpherson (or was it James…) and one of the Carter boys, 40yrs ago - The girls doing the exact opposite of what you would like. I just have to think, (whenever I go to the loo in a public situation), “now don’t disturb me, I’m in the loo”, - that’s my thought tone btw, quite unaggressive, and I am not talking to anyone in particular, it’s just a thought I automatically have due to Australian perverts watching me on the loo when I was young – multiple perverts in schools, at private homes and children’s camp (again I do not have any mental health problems, but this is a good example to show you exactly what happens, as sleepy dog response happens all the time, not just in the loo!) And so those sleeping dogs hear me, they automatically without thinking, go into rebel mode and do the exact opposite, come in, or try to - really extraordinary behaviour) BTW that’s how the dogs steal my ideas too (Television Industry is famous for it – this website gives them something to talk about – no need to be perverts, or should I say, prying intrusive spies / thieves). I often see my ideas used in various forms, like my life stories have been stolen and used in the media, and more commonly ideas followed through by wealthy manufacturers (not that I mind too much, I have many ideas and they would not be utilized otherwise, it’s just I don’t get the money or credit…, and get treated like unemployed scum by certain people. Actually, one thing I’ve noticed in my life, is I often miss out on money. Say if an opportunity for a raise or a promotion arises, either there’s always some little undeserving bitch who will come along and steal it, or there is person in charge who thinks they don’t have to pay me. Just the way it goes. Worse as I get older. And I wonder how it is possible for someone like me to survive at all – the world is not designed for people like me. These issues that I face are not addressed by the Australian government. And there is no use trying to sweep me under a “mental health issue” blanket. I am not mentally ill in any way – infact, quite the opposite. In fact, it’s like I’m specifically designed for thieves, it’s so easy for them to steel from me. One could even say, I am the temptress, the person sent to test you, “are you strong enough to resist taking what doesn’t belong to you, when handed on a silver platter” - I can assure you 9 out of 10 people are not strong enough, and hardly anyone is going to get through those purly gates of heaven. Actually, when it comes to money, dad was really the only one that ever came through, and he stopped supporting me many eons ago!! I have accepted my lot.

Btw, little birdy told me, if the secret of that school gets out, they don’t care, as they have a whole heap of Chinese connections to get all the, now, rich Chinese families to spend their money on sending their little girls to that school.

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26. Old Lady Thieves

Now there is an element of elderly women, who steal, and not because they’re desperate and want to steal money for food, but because they’re bored, smart and feel like their ‘cunning’ is being wasted, plus they are no longer ‘young and beautiful’. So, they try to deliberately “pull the wool” over young women, to trick them due to their still ‘sleepy’ young mind set, and prove to themselves how smarty-pants they are.

So, they use means of distraction with one hand, and a slight of the hand, with the other hand - to steal. There are many ways they use this technique. One day I witnessed an old lady trying to distract me with her story; she was playing with her walking stick as she was talking, so as she bided for my attention with her words, when I was looking at her, she was pushing my ball of wool, which was on the ground under my feet, pushing it further and further away, until eventually she flicked it behind a flowerpot; only to retrieve it for herself later! Can you believe that! true story (I bet she does not even knit) Told you I have excellent peripheral vision.

 

Also, I am fairly certain my elderly neighbours here at kookaburra park are stealing my water allotment by means of ‘punishment’ like loud noise, revving motorbikes / cars and trucks and little boy sounds whenever I go outside and turn the hose on. Now there is water allotment here for everyone, there’s not plenty of water at certain times, especially in the dry season. But as I hardly use any, there is definitely enough for what I do, and especially when compared to my neighbours across from me who have a huge lush green garden, and would use a massive amount of water. Anyway, the point is, those old couple are in competition, and want the ‘best’ garden, so this is their tactic to ‘win’ garden; by making sure nobody else, especially me who is a very savvy and talented gardener, has no water, thus no garden.

 They have a very condescending attitude and think that they are superior.

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27. People would prefer to go on ‘personal power trips’ rather than protect their house:

I’d been there for about 10 years, and I didn’t know it but they had plans to sell and so end my lease, I can’t quite recall how it came about now, but there was a stain on the carpet that I was in the process of cleaning, (maybe her husband saw it when it was wet still, as it was right at the front door and I insisted he not step on that part), so she somehow caught wind of it, and interfered, (Brenda Heywood) insisting that I pay a ‘professional’ carpet cleaner $200 to do the carpets. I was so annoyed, because any good housewife will tell you how hopeless a ‘professional’ carpet cleaner is – if there is stain, you literally have to clean it by hand to get it properly clean, which was what I was in the process of doing, but no, she insisted, she was totally nazi about it, that I pay the $200. So, I felt I had to do that, and paid some guy from Tamworth, and of course the ‘professional’ carpet cleaner could not lift the stain, (I told you) but as this landlord was so bitchy about it, I let the stain live, I felt I no longer had a duty to clean that stain unless she reimbursed me my $200. So, this woman would prefer to go on (probably a drunken) power trip, rather than let me just get on with and clean the area. It was more important for her to go on a power trip, and be ‘all bossy’ than have the house clean – stupid! This is typical women behaviour. In my experience, MOST WOMEN ARE LIKE THIS. I should mention, for all those years, I didn’t have any problems with Brenda, maybe a few with David, but just normal conflicts that you would encounter in any tenant/landlord situation, nothing too major. But I find frequently, in life, problems and conflicts easily crop up with people, particularly women, so many women are hung up on this class issue that I have mentioned, and can be so bitchy, rude and disrespectful. So the fact that I didn’t have any issues with Brenda up until this carpet incident, actually in retrospect, is fairly significant, and I have had to come back and edited this because, most women they sooner, rather than later, take that opportunity when it presents to “get her, get her”, like this carpet incident.

In fact, I was really only reminded of this fact, because of my current landlord who, when I said ‘no’ to her about a certain issue, she threw a tantrum and gave me notice to leave, eight months prior to end of lease. Typical female tantrum thrower. Whereas Brenda didn’t, until the last minute, but she still took it, please note.

Plus, as we did not have any negative incidences over all those years, I asked them to write me a reference when I had to leave, and they just didn’t, and I’m really annoyed about it, because the rental market is absolutely brutal, if you don’t have any references you’ve got no chance of getting anywhere to live through a Real estate. When I left her house, I was 47, I mean what does she think I was going to do, win the lottery so I could buy a house, so I didn’t need a reference? Maybe she thought I was going to marry filthy rich Prince charming, I mean I wouldn’t need a reference then would I? So often other people‘s thoughtlessness has dire consequences.

Also with the minor conflicts I mentioned that we had along the way, they both dealt with the conflict, more or less like mature adults, I mean they did get up to shenanigans if you read my landlord antics story, but a lot of hot heads would see a problem and immediately evict the tenant, because they didn’t want to deal with it - at least David and Brenda did not do this, and I believe this is because, it’s a part of their attitude towards life, a upper-class thing, and it’s also how they handle their marriage; you can’t just ‘evict’ the other person when you don’t like a situation, you have to deal with it, and find a solution and be patient.

However, I did get a sense of animosity from them – but they never mentioned any issues. And so I believe David used to “play sides”  (or bitch) about me to his neighbour Steve Carter, knowing that Steve would purchase it and ask me to leave – this was Davids evil little plan, as he did not want me out; I was a good tenant and always paid my rent – but he was a territorial dog, this was HIS land, and I had made an impact on it with my ‘green’ ways and beautiful garden. So it would be gratifying for them to see me forced to leave; so they played Steve Carter - Davids evil little plan. So, the person who bought their farm, also thought it more important to go on a power trip, than to continue my lease “look at how much work she has put in to this place, it will be so fun to kick her out”.

And btw, the carpets were 40 years old and there were already holes in the high traffic areas, but after the ‘professional’ carpet cleaner had finished, there were huge holes in the carpet. Stupid.

Renters really get a raw deal from powertripping landlords (and they ALL are nazi power tripping in the end – huge problem in Australia, there is very little respect for other people, especially renters), there should be way more laws made to protect them.

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28. The “RobinHood Game”

This has happened to me a few times; (as in 100’s) other customers in the shop getting free food or items -they don’t have to pay, and when I check my receipts, I can see my bill has been overcharged, they do it deliberately to give their friends free food. So, it’s not exactly the traditional RobinHood story, it’s a warped female interpretation of that story {actually turning out to be the opposite of the RobinHood story} -it’s a little girl retailer game, ABC radio encourages it – as it amuses them. I feel those stupid girls need to be told what would happen if it were up to me.

Now I’m just going to tell you what happened, I don’t know any of the names at bakery, so I’m not going to name names. I believe if I did name names, I would have to also add “this is my suspicion, it’s not a conviction” just making my statement legal and not slander. I have looked into it, because I have received 6 complaints via my landlord; for some reason she says she is getting complaints against me, (turns out she was a liar), rather than myself receiving any - I certainly haven’t received any complaints. I’m not sure what’s wrong with my landlord and why she doesn’t tell those possibly imaginary people to bugger off, or take it up with me - but that’s her business.

{So, it is pointless taking me to court to try and get me to remove this, because I will not be removing it, it’s essential to doing something about it - if you didn’t want me to write this up you shouldn’t have stolen from me. (It has been deleted several times, then I reupload it – other people tell me if it’s been stolen J)}

So, in the above photo, the sales girl in pink gave that girl with the tawny long hair/blue jeans a free coffee, and the sales girl in black overcharged me. I was forced to purchase from here due to a new credit card - bank needs atm or eftpos first transaction, otherwise I would purchase these at supermarket, as basically all retailer boutique shops do it, well, a lot. I try to avoid them – they all need a whipping. BTW, that girl in blue jeans is really rich. Bimbo thieves. It is a ‘opposite interpretation’ of the RobinHood fairy tale. (In the fairy tale, the blue jeans would be poor, not the other way around).

The old man butcher at Gunnedah Butcher did it too, (no conviction), the girls at mitre 10 Bundaberg did it, (no conviction), Bundaberg Northsides Produce Agricultural service, tried to do it -  heaps of other shops have done it, including medical business – they steal my appointments from my care plan, then charge me, when it should be free - Bundaberg Physio (Crofton St - Cody Amos) Bundaberg Podiatry – Taylor Tatarelli, Gin Gin Chiro, Sarina family clinic……. Anyway, there is not too much I can do regarding the medical ones, and I’ve never really paid too much attention instore, only note later, I have been over charged. But since I now wear a camera, I can see what goes on, -see the DOG NETWORK in action, plus I am low income, I do not have spare money for fake bimbo charity cases. Goddamn thieves; I recommend buying everything from the supermarkets. (Since I starting wearing a body came to shops, I have caught 2 people stealing from and I have caught 2 people behaving oddly, and that was only in the first 2 mnths of me wearing a camera). Such a big problem, is retailers stealing from customers.

I’m happy to sacrifice not ever going to this bakery again, even though it’s the only bakery within a 50km radius - in order to expose the little thief network. And by the way, before I was banned from Facebook, I was on a public forum, and I was blowing the whistle on certain companies who do dodgy things, can’t remember exactly what I was talking about now, maybe it was the so-called volunteer scheme, where they ask volunteers to work for them - it’s a scam - you shouldn’t volunteer for anyone, your time is more valuable than nothing, and those employers know that you’re a sucker with a good nature. Anyway, basically the conversations that proceeded that was about me implying, “that girl is never going to get a job in Bundaberg ever”, implying that most businesses in Bundaberg are dodgy and do dodgy things just like that business I was referring to. So, it seems to me that most people are too cowardly to name and shame these injustices, for fear of being unemployed, such is the bully nature of Australia. So, it is important for people who can stand up to those bullies to do so, as they are numbered. My duty.

By the way that girl in the photo, totally looks like my cousin Stephanie Bone. Although I am pretty sure it is not, as Stephanie has shorter hair; {“we can see what those retailer bitchy girl thieves do, and we’ll help show you” – there are some women who do this.} But I have noticed if I’m ever out and about in the quiet, of about 6 o’clock in the morning, I often see someone from my past or someone who is the current ‘flavour of the month’, or someone I have been wanting to call, or just someone I have been thinking about lately. It’s like someone goes and gets them from their life, in whatever state or town, picks them up and drops them down to ‘present’ them in front of me in this kind of manner, ‘people smuggling’ - so I might recognise them or I might not! They NEVER speak to me. And usually, I am bad at recognizing anyone, my facial recognition skills are near non-existant, but in retrospect, later I might see them, as I think about the day and my encounters. I have a bodycam now!

So, I suspect whoever is going and getting those people, on such a regular basis, and over many years now; this is a paid job for her, it is her livelihood. So, whoever is sabotaging and stealing from me, I suspect, is most likely this person, because they can make money from it. And who’s paying for this transport? why would they be paying and wasting money in travel?

I feel like this is an intrusion of my life, of my privacy. And I feel the people they go and get, just want to play judge and jury. I suspect those people have been transported by plane, as I’ve stated before I have planes harassing me quite regularly, especially at Rangari, but now a little again up here in QLD.

I have a message for that people smuggler, if I wanted to see someone, I would contact them and ask them to come up here. If I don’t do that, then it means that I pretty much don’t want to see anyone. And since I’ve previously stated I find most people disrespectful, rude and threatened by me, this means that I don’t want to see anyone, at all times (even the good ones). Comprehende (stop getting famous people too; what exactly do they want?). You know, not everybody wants to meet and greet  their favourite celebrities! And btw, just because we don’t want to, does not mean we secretly hate you – it’s not personal J!

And btw, I haven’t spoken to any of my family in over 20 years, except my uncle, and Stephanie / Gwenda. I sometimes call and email Chris, because I need a reference for rentals, and he’s a retired magistrate with common-sense (very smart), he should be a good ref (you would think) {Btw, I really find the whole reference thing completely pointless, you can never possibly get an understanding of someone from someone else’s bias reference. I’m a little outraged by rental girls demanding up to 5 references, for low-income housing, who the hell do they think they are?}. I suggest to them if they want to know anything about me, they should speak to me directly (or read my blog!).

Actually, I have a wild theory about why they wanted 5, I think that one rental girl demanded 5, specifically so someone could go and ‘people smuggle’ 5 people?? The Real Estate was Nutrien Harcourts McCathies Ayr real-estate. She wanted to give a free holiday to 5 people, she wanted to be some sort of ‘free hero holiday giver’. I certainly never spoke to those 5 people, and infact only 1 of them bothered to reply to me. They are all busy people, too busy to bother about young rental girls and references. I can’t believe how disrespectful rental real estate girls are. Possibly Telstra putting my calls through to other people again? The reason I have come up with this wild theory, is I spoke to that rental girl Louise Aguirre, twice, both times I was told it was the same person, Louise Aguirre, but I can assure you, it was not. I spoke to 2 different people, with 2 very different voices. So really, I can only speculate what’s going on. The first girl I spoke to was REVOLTING, I suspect she was from Telstra? See, evil plot to make me appear nuts. I assure you I am not.

Btw, my sister Penny, who I have had no contact with since Dad died, (when the cats away the mice will play” thing (she went to a catholic school), did email me out of the blue a few years ago, because someone from Facebook had contacted her and tried to manipulate her, stating “your sister needs serious help”,  that person was a bully from Agnes Water, and most likely the guilty person who was stealing from me and sabotaging me (Der, how can she be so easily manipulated? So easily fooled by the dogs?) And so, I did email her back and tell her she was a manipulated fool. That’s it with my family, little contact. Quite typical for adult families, so I have been told.

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29. A 94CM LONG STRAND OF MY HAIR

This hair fell out, and was entwined around my arm, as I was pulling it out, it just kept on coming and coming, so I thought I should measure how long it was. Guess how long, 94cm! It’s probably from the very top of my head, the longest point! No wonder washing my hair is such a bloody chore!

When I wear it out, it has a bit of a curl and so bounces up quite a bit, it doesn’t look 94cm long - but it is.

The last time I went to the hairdresser was when I was 20 years old (so 30years ago) - the hairdresser overcharged me, so I decided not to go to the hairdresser ever again!

Oh wait, I remembered I dare ventured to a hairdresser after I had moved back to Gunnedah, you see, I had a favourite wonderful hairdresser when I was at school, Lyn her name was, Lyn Devoy. She was sooo cool! And an awesome hairdresser -she really knew her stuff. I recall she then got married about then, she had a Gunnedah “Wedding of the Year”, so it was called in the paper! Very glamorous. She moved to Sydney. Anyway, her mentor was in Tamworth, so I went for a chop. There is only so much one can do with my hair! Oh, and I remember another one now in Gunnedah, she gave me a fringe at my request, but, I did not know, I have a ‘cowlick’, so it just didn’t work (Lyn would’ve known it would not work!!).

I’m not sure if I’m going to make it through this coming summer, the heat and humidity in Queensland makes having long hair kind of unbearable, but I’ll see how I go. It’s too soon to chop it all off yet. Btw, I had been collecting my hair every time I shampooed it, I kept whatever the afro comb pulled out, and after 12 years, I had enough to spin a bulky yarn into big 7 balls, then I knit a bulky plant hanger liner, it was fabulous and perfect, so I thought, except one day I took a look at my plant, I had Yarrow in it, and something was eating my hair! So, they ate the whole bottom half, all you could see was my black plastic inner liner,  – 12 years of collecting!! Gone by the bugs!

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30. I love my sweet treats!

I always buy a big bulk 10kg bag of fine chocolate, at considerable expense. But I find if I buy it in bulk, it lasts and lasts, and it works out to be cheaper than if I bought chocolate every week from the supermarket.

When I was living at Gunnedah this bulk supply would last six months. After I moved up here to QLD, I noticed my supply lasts 12 months.

Now, this is NOT because I’ve changed my eating habits - it’s because I had that much been stolen when I lived at Rangari.

So up here, when the whole year went by, and that chocolate lasted the whole time - I couldn’t believe it. Just goes to EXACTLY how much has been stolen from me at Rangari, not just a little bit, not just a trivial amount BUT A LOT.

(I am pretty sure I had 50g stolen when I was living at Colosseum- I heard them one morning, it must have been a total challenge for them, the actually motivation. And I definitely have had meat stolen out of the freezer here, kangaroo meat, rump steak, chicken breasts and barramundi fish).

I should mention here, I did have a smaller 5kg bag stolen through Australia Post. I believe it was stolen by the female Australian postal workers at Gunnedah, because it had Callebaut written on the side of the box - and the chocolate lovers know what the meaning of the word is -  gooood! – And so they couldn’t resist, they just stole it. The company who sent it did refund me, but it was a huge ordeal trying to get my money back. I do not shop from those people any more. Especially since, I believe, they should have taken for appropriate measures to make the responsible party pay. I believe Australia Post has a “oh well it’s missing in transit” theory, but it was literally stolen by the girls who work at Gunnedah Post office. In fact, I’m pretty sure I know who too {well, I don’t know any of the girls personally who work there}, but one time, around that time, I went in to the post office, which is something I usually never do, as they introduced the Mail Drop Facility at my place, meaning they could deliver ALL parcels, but this was a microwave, too big. So, the girl who brought it out to me, (I think long blondy auburn hair), around the back of the post office, was so rude and so disdainful, I just wondered what an earth was up her butt - when I got home, I could plainly see the microwave had been dropped. It was all smashed on a corner (actually it looked more than dropped, it looked deliberatley thrown down on cement). I just know from that girls attitude; it would have been her. She must have had some sort of grudge against me, even though we don’t actually know each other. This is the nature of stupid dogs, I have found this is exactly what they’re like, and this is exactly what they do, passive aggressive dog attacks on me. Perhaps jealous of all my parcels; I used to buy heaps on ebay – all those $1, $2, $3 items, so it looked a lot, but actually WAS NOT. (?) So, I think Kmart replaced my microwave, but again, I bet they didn’t make Australia Post be responsible for the damage, the damage that was done deliberately. Such is the nature of cowards at Australia Post.

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