emilyconstancebieman, life stories, blog HOME PAGE, About P1, There is a café in Paddington, Sydney that needs to be blown up. It was placed there solely to see young women trip over the wonky pavement across the road before entering a boutique, for purposes of humiliation. Deliberate humiliation. ABOUT P1 BTW, females are the biggest persecutors in my life. Women are woman’s worst enemy. It seems as long as you don’t earn more money than them, eat better than them, have a nicer car than them, then, and only then are they ‘sweet’ and respectful to you. SUCH JEALOUSY. Jealousy from other women, and woman following me around/stealing from me, is my biggest bane. (So weird: fuck off). And, I am way too strong willed to be married! Besides, men are too weak; all they want to do is fight. I even find if I encounter a married man, all they still want from any other woman, is to “wrestle” - and even better if they’re not married to her, as not only do they not need to be respectful at all , but they won’t have any problems with other men coming around for retaliation. They are such cowards too. Hopeless. What’s more, they do not recognize their weakness; they think fighting is being strong – juveniles!! Take Barrack Obama for in instance – what a smooth talker- and so smart and good looking (!), but what happened in his career – oh guess what – a WAR. There seems to be no exceptions to my theory of weakness. (AND hence why I have not been able to walk for the past six years - just some stupid unknown arsehole who wants to fight . “Hey unknown dickhead, I'm not going to pat you on the head, ever, - deal with it). Btw, I have known stupid woman just like that too, with a tendency to fight like a rabid dog; I believe it is a learnt ‘personality trait’, from being around / growing up with arsholes. You know being poor, is better than being around arsholes. Think about it. Leave! So having said that, still women are the biggest problem in my life, and in society as far as I am concerned - I have to write this blog because people are scum. I am saving myself from them. My blog has had a very positive affect on my life, writing about the way it is and things that exactly happened to me, has resulted in a greatly reduced number of thefts (but they still do it). The harassment from within Kookaburra park at Gin Gin has basically gone, apparently, I have woken them all up!! Writing my blog has been the best way to combat specific problems that I have within society. This Blog is more effective than the police. Although I suspect the police read it, as I have called the police many times whilst at Gunnedah, to try and combat the thievery, not that they did anything, but possibly 1 or 2 may also have become obsessed with me as a result. So here, they can see more than what they could understand if I just phoned them up and complained about all the thefts. Many people, especially young police, do not really understand all the tactics used by evil thieving women. So this blog started off mostly about describing the thieving ugliness of what is going on in my life (and how I feel about that – it’s no good just writing what about what these dogs do, you have to put down how they make you feel – if you just say what happened, bullies will laugh, but if you add; if you were here, I would verbally bazooka bomb your head off, OR WORSE (edited for coward society and bimbo mother oppression censorship made-up rules), then it makes a difference, they can start to see, and little bits of empathy will sieve through their little brains (sometimes you need to be extremely emphatic ). And rack off all musicians , more about them later. Just writing about it here in the public arena has put an end to a lot of the problems I was experiencing from bullies. It’s truly amazing in fact, how this blog has really helped me. So, at first it was just describing stolen items with photos, (photos see people can see, real items being stolen (there seems to be a lot of narcs in the police who refuse to believe me)) but it has progressed into stories from my life, observations, general grievances, - a lot of grievances! And things that are good, things that are bad, ways to improve quality of life on mass from behaviour changes, not just money. I heard someone say “how typical” a woman, she has found a way to ‘nag’ even though she’s not married! 😁. Most little stories on here have been thought about well in advance before I write them, sometimes years, but I notice there are certain types who read my Blog, then want to remind me of any bits of my stories that I may have left out !! Or any facts that they think I should know in relation as to the 'why' and the 'motivation' of people, which sometimes is helpful, so thank you, but generally that is an overstepping of boundaries, and usually done by someone with the mental health problem of "narcissism" - which I have discovered is a big problem in Australia, and a lot of my winging on my Blog , as it turns out, is specifically about this personality type. Although, I suspect the real reason, the main one as to why I have been persecuted in this repetitive minor way over 20-30 yrs, was because I was HAPPY - happy, unmarried, single, no money - yet still HAPPY – the dogs just couldn't stand it. {And I say minor persecution like that, because some people will, and do turn around, and say to me, “oh, well, was your house bombed (?), was your whole family killed and shot by soldiers (?), etc etc”}. The harassment and stalking is so prevalent on a daily basis, that I believe now there are people orchestrating parts of my life to incorporate ‘pain and negativity’, so they don't have to see someone who's happy and get jealous. Can you believe that? I am just too irritatingly happy! I know this is to be 100% true I've had stupid bimbos read it and then “evacuate” out of my life, it's like “oh, I'm not jealous anymore – I can see her anger and resentment, plus she has no money!!” So even the need to ‘control me’ has been reduced, by those stupid women wanting a “project” (real reason why some twit women have kids) or want to use me to product place. – Although, there's a lot of people who want to do that, so get in line! I need to say those jealous women are truly dysfunctional - as in MENTALLY UNWELL, they want to see me in pain, just as much as they are. So if I put down all the things that are painful in my life on this blog, they are vindicated, and thus not jealous. It's like how I mentioned on one of my stories, about the chocolate shop, (one of the longest established business in Australia) if I went there every week and had my HIGHLY DESIRED chocolate, the shop would be closed down, because of the dogs who don't want to see me happy, NOT KIDDING. They really can't stand it – yet STILL follow me around. TOTALLY SICK. So, some of those narcs are in positions of power or are just rich, so they can just close the shop down, they do all sorts of wicked things. Now while that story about the chocolate was an example of what could happen, all my stories here actually happened. The chocolate shop is still open! Aside from the thefts, and verbal harassment out in public , (more about that later, as this is a HUGE problem - dogs yelling out at me out in public, nonsensically), but one of the other biggest ‘banes’ in my life, as a single woman, are people (cunts), in the community who want “to teach me a lesson”. This has been an ongoing problem all my adult life, it’s a huge nuisance. They are nuisance people who do it – 3rd borns. There has been so many instances, but as an example; the court incident at Gin Gin. If I wanted to save myself, I had to go to court. The dogs basically put me in the situation where I had to learn about the ‘court rules’, and how to win at court, as before when I went to save my Bond at Gladston Court, I was quite naive and didn’t know what was expected in a court situation. So, the second time round, of course I got it right, and but like it was all unnecessary. The only reason I had to go was because the dogs wanted to teach me a lesson on how to win in court. Annoying, time wasting and stressful. And btw, what I really learnt, as much as the dogs do not want to admit it; in court, it does not matter if you are right or wrong, it is the person who ‘presents’ as ‘godly’ and plays by the unwritten social rules, who will win. There was another instance, with a male flatmate who wanted to teach me lesson (God knows what about!), but he locked the big doors, so that when I moved I would have to take the large furniture out the other narrow way - just a typical arsehole thing to do. There are heaps more instances, like my current Real Estate at the moment; trying to teach me a lesson – the cunts were signing about it last week AM. But, all it is, is bullying 101, even though they think they’re being righteous “we will show her” - and they’re not, they are just being bully cunts. Get off my back you stupid monkees. There are heaps more instances, like my current Real Estate at the moment; trying to teach me a lesson – the cunts were signing about last week am. But, all it is, is bullying 101, even though they think they’re being righteous “we will show her” - and they’re not, they are just being bully arseholes. Some people think this whole blog has been brought about simply not owning my own home, or at least not having the security of safe living accommodations. Infact before I go further I will put here this story, called “I totally get screwed in Australia because I have no privacy”; so, what happens (all the time), if I notice something good, and want it, suddenly 50 other million dogs want it too, so then because of demand (and greedy people), I can't get it and my plan gets thrown out the window. This has been pretty much true in every single area of my life, not just ideas, little ideas, and projects that I do, but including housing, work, and career. All there are in this country are thieving dogs. I blame mothers breeding like rabbits. I will give you an example, in 2006 I ended up living in this nice house, and you know I thought how nice it would be to own a house like this, and I kind of did some calculations and figured out the difference between renting and purchasing at that particular time in my life; mid-thirties. I figured out that it was actually a much better option for me to rent rather than purchase. It would be the cheapest option. But at that time in my life, I didn't have to factor in expensive rents or availability of rentals. Because to that point in my whole adult life, I'd had no problems ever, finding somewhere to live, and paying a cheap rent, (what I could afford). So, that was the decision, renting forever. I didn't think too much of it again - little did I know what was instore come 15 years’ time. Anyway, the following week, after figuring all this out, I think I might've written all my calculations on paper as well, but guess what segment appears on The Morning Show on channel 7? - a whole segment about how “it's cheaper to rent rather than purchase” with David Koch. So, I definitely know this is NOT A COINCIDENCE. The fact that this media, did a whole segment on something I had just figured out, and by putting it on television, so many people would see that, and thought to themselves too “renting it is then” - THIS is a main contributing reason why I'm having so many problems at this point in my life, if I didn't have any dogs perving on my personal intelligence, then I would have no problems now living somewhere, and paying rent. The fact that I have dogs following me around copying everything I do, is why I don't have anywhere to live at the moment. Those people have NO RESPECT for my privacy, total bullies. The dog network. Fuck all of them. This whole “teach her lesson” is specifically related to being a single woman. An easy bully target. (I just know so many people, married woman, who would think “what, no, there’s not people in the community who do that – it must be all in your head”. Well WRONG, they DO do it.). I do recall back, in 2005 when I was doing my Horticulture course at TAFE, I was experiencing a lot of problems at that time within the Gunnedah community, I mean atrocious behaviour, harassing, tormenting, following me around, - total invasion of my privacy, by, as far as I knew, complete strangers, but ones with major dysfunction (socially retarded). I really had no defence, no one on-side, I did have people I could talk to, but I felt, they thought, if they really took the time to listen, and are made to be fully aware and conscious of what’s going on in my life, then they will feel obliged to do something, like they literally have to do something about these awful people, so then they would have to become some sort of “action hero”!! which they don't want, and which is really a little odd, because I do not expect anyone to be any action type hero, and in fact I know that’s a role certainly that no-one in my family is going to play! And because they feel like that, I can’t even talk about what’s directly going on in my life. Bizarro world. {I do expect police to do something about the blatent crimes}. But it was my head teacher at Tafe, who I had problems with anyway, he was a little bit of a misoge. BUT, he could actually see what was going on, as these people would harass me at Tafe in the classroom too, whilst they were outside (always from afar, such bully cowards). Basically, he’s one of those rare persons that could actually see what was going on in my life. Not many people can really see , let alone make any helpful suggestions - he suggested I write everything that happens to me down. Cole, was his name, such good advice. And I had forgotten that I did actually do that, for the remainder of the short time I lived in town, in Gunnedah. I found it this year and read it - and oh my gosh it was so bad the things that were happening to me back then, I don’t know how I manage to survive! Of course, it wasn’t on the Internet back then, it was just on my computer, in word. So, I think actually putting it online in public view, is key, it has made the difference this year, keep reading you will see. Plus, verbally writing your ‘beef’ with someone, should be commended, it far outweighs physical violence or stealing from your enemy, like what I have encounted. (Dysfunctional unhealthy twits). Ofcourse you too may have to resort to your own blog, as the oppressive nazis who run social media now cannot anywhere near handle the truth about life – they want to perpetuate fake fairy-tale world. I find in life even really good people need to be reminded to do the right thing, reminded not to lie, steal, or cheat. Reminded to be honest, reminded to be honourable. People need reminding. I have been accused of lying several times now, and being crazy, when in fact they’re the ones who are as blind as bats, and just can’t see what’s going on - you know this infuriates me; people’s stupidity - but I’ll try not to be too judgemental at their naivete, we were all young once. My Blog has come about in 2020, due to being 'chased off' by bullies and 'ban' from social media, and being advised (inadvertently by the blonde dogs) that I could say whatever I liked, but only on my website, but I couldn’t say whatever I liked on social media, which I definatly don’t adhere to, but that was their rule, that they came up with. They didn’t like me and didn’t like what I had to say about the world. {They think it’s up to them, what I say on social media – they are so arrogant (and wrong)}. Sidebar: You know one day I was watching a YouTube show about illegal littering and rubbish dumping in Ireland by its councils. It's an extreme problem today, as it was 20, 40, 60 years ago. They are just turning a blind eye towards it, there is no policing or regulation at all. What they showed was disgusting, and a total unlawful disgrace. It showed some of the men responsible too, it named them. And I'm thinking, you know I bet those men haven't been ban from Facebook, and most social media platforms? And look what rotten evil people they are. Yet call a stupid blonde a stupid blonde on FB, and you're ban for 4 years! Case in point stupid blondes. Case in point. Actually, I was later advised by birdy, the real reason (as FB never said why they ban me,{mmm, because the name calling would be stupid wouldn’t it?}, so it was because they didn't want me to ‘name and shame’, they think humiliating someone who steals from me is not right (whereas everybody knows that it is the right thing to do when it's the only way to combat ADULT bully thieves and crime), aside of course from making them pay money- but since nobody actually holds these bimbos accountable, name and shame it is. Btw, those dogs who are obsessed with me, and track me online, EVERYWHERE I go, (to ban me, and make sure I stay banned), is one of those poeple who doesn’t want anyone to think about anything negative; they don’t want anyone to know about the thieves. They don’t want anyone to know about the harassment, nor any of the home truths about life, such as what I discuss on this blog. They seriously want to sweep everything under the carpet. So weird. They want everyone to be barbie bimbo happy. They are seriously dysfunctional and I can’t believe some idiot has put them in charge of banning people. There is absolutely no hope when you’ve got stupid dogs like that being allowed to ban the truth. I am really a ‘homebody’ type, and not a ‘party girl’ type, never have been a party girl, as I have never found people that great, mostly, actually, I find people rude, unaccepting and threatened by me (well, I mean, I do have big hair!) but I do like being on my own, I never feel lonely or depressed, ever. Happy not to be connected with other people, I like my own company, I can find happiness and joy on my own, I don’t need anybody else to feel whole. I often find, it’s not “the bad guys” out there who are stealing, it's the people who are directly in your life, and know what you’re up to, your habits, and what goes on. I would like to state that I have never caught anyone red-handed stealing from me, so I only have my assumptions and suspicions on who is stealing from me. If I had hard and fast direct proof, which is what the police require, I would most definitely have taken my issues to the police and they could have done something about the thieves, and then that would’ve been the end of that. But life is not that simple, easy or pleasant. Thieves are sneaky, and do not wish to be caught. They have many friends, they know how to play the game. They are fucked weak people. Also, when I first discover something that has been stolen, particularly when I was living at Rangari, I used to get so mad and angry, because, how dare someone steal from me! And so, when I started writing about it and posting photos with writings, in those angry moments. I sounded quite mad. I have found a lot of people, as in all people, cannot handle an angry woman, at all. I mean there is basically zero tolerance for anger in a woman. (Its insanely so). I have been advised by people who know me, that I have to change my “anger” on here because it makes people think that I am a homicidal psychopath maniac, when they know me to not be that. But I am that angry about these thefts and harassment, so I don't want to change it too much. You'll have to work out (reader), you'll have to separate the fact that I am a healthy psychological person, but I'm angry about these negative issues. I have rewritten some, reworded some of my photo stories, possibly eliminating some of the swear words, and maybe not being so gung-ho with my suspicions. But I do want to really portray how angry I was, still am, and how much of the thief’s 'dysfunction', has been passed across to me, resulting in a changed psyche in certain areas. Because I have removed a lot of those irate words, when I read my blog now, it often comes across as quite comical, which is fine, because it’s always good to have a good laugh. But just remember, every single item that has been stolen from me, I was never laughing when they were taken. I was furious, with each item that has been taken (after about 5yrs), and I’ll not forget or forgive whoever is responsible. Their karmic dept problem now. I make no apologies for my blog, it is the most important thing that I’ve done in helping combat nazi bullies, (‘nazi’, being NOT a reference to Germans, but a personality trait – those types seem to be drawn to me, married females, especially – moth to flame situation, if only they really knew me! Hence these stories). I really am astounded by guilty party reactions. You Know, you don’t get to be a bully, and then pretend like it never happened. I know certain IT nerds/little girl mentality people, can hear me, and say, hear my bitching about the latest item that’s been stolen by some stupid unknown dog - as I frequently do, as they steal so many items, I am constantly reminded of stupid bimbo thieves on a regular basis. And those non thinking bimbo nerds assume I was talking to them, and so think I am attacking them, and so wish to seek revenge, like kill my cats or steal more. They are not altogether right in the head. I believe to invoke such a reaction – they must be guilty anyway, but perhaps guilty of something else. I don’t personally know any bimbo IT nerds at all, nor any ebay staff, nor any TV/Movie industry people. I like to keep to myself, but generally on the whole, think of myself as good natured, and certainly respectful to other people when I interact with them, always. Bullies, usually well-established people in the community, that have well-paid jobs, and are popular with a lot of friends, coast along thinking they are untouchable, and they can treat other people badly, just because they don’t like something about you, or don’t know you very well, they think it gives them a right to have a go at you, like being unmarried or being a single mother for instance, and no one is going to see or know, but with the Internet/Photos/videos, social media, this can and has changed, bully behaviour can be brought into light. Those people can’t stand this, as it gives the downtrodden and victims a voice, I have been ban from many social media websites. Technology is really a wonderful thing. Although the Internet and social media is now heavily monitored, all the good ones have retired wealthy, and now it has been taken over by the google dogs. The theory of; Australia is a democracy, you can say what you want, and you have free speech, SO LONG AS YOU DON’T DO IT IN PUBLIC, is not something I adhere to. I have the right to be a single woman, so funky off, you dafty dogs who are constantly telling me to "pick up". (what’s wrong with you). Yes bunnings bimbos, that includes you, in fact it is mainly you I am talking about (more about them later), oh and the Doctors, at Sarina Clinic - I'm talking to you too, they did the same thing. Ha ha – a single woman – your worst nightmare so it seems. Before I start describing this persecution, I will do a quick rundown of what I do, (it is mostly true, what you do is who you are 😃). Then later I will talk about my whole life, as in distinct memories with significance. Graduated from NEGS in 1991, moved to Sydney, finished an Associate Diploma in Fashion Production in 1993. Worked 10 years in the fashion industry, the ‘rag trade’, with a career highlight as a designer for Grave Attire – clothes for Romantic Goths! Did 1yr of temp nanny work. Moved back up to my home town Gunnedah for the next 18yrs where I established a seed and plant business on a farm. Was ‘outcast’ from Gunnedah in 2018. I now reside in Queensland where I continue my seed/plant business, but also design fabrics/wallpapers/accessories, and do the occasional sewing job. My passions now, are my fabrics, ferns and flowers. I design and sell fabrics inspired by Australian Native Flora, and also stripes. I am a creative person. - I did sell heaps on SF, but then a stupid bitch ban me and deleted my account, so I have not sold any since, (and no I will not be starting again with a new account you stupid female bimbos). But I do have a website (badly kept) with all my collections, should you be interested, but as I cannot sell them anymore and make money, so I don’t really do them anymore – so that was a bit of blow, as I really enjoyed that avenue of creativity, plus it was better work physically for my body. (I hope those spnfl dogs get their comeuppance) - https://emilybiemanfabrics.wixsite.com/emilybiemanfabrics/collections I also sell Native seed here - www.localseeds.com.au/shop/farmplantsandseeds/ oh, no, scrap that, I was ban from that in 2024 by Daniel Breves Ribeiro; you can’t tell me how to speak, you idiot.). I used to have a shop on ebay, (for 6 yrs) but they ban me too (nazi copycats). But after I was ban from the newer one, I was able to create another shop on ebay under a different name – AustralianBackyardNatives. I have to now use prepaid tracking envelopes in order to stop the theft on ebay with fake reports of “did not receive”. https://www.ebay.com.au/usr/australianbackyardplantsandseeds I also write knit patterns, I used to sell them on Rav, but they deleted my profile - nazis too, ARE THEY PUPPETS?) Although now living here in the subtropics, my knitting needs are very minimal! I do miss it! By the way, I’m a trained seamstress, if you want, I could make a tailored pair of pants suited to your size specifically, and your fit, whether it be wide leg or cigarette leg. Like I did for myself – such a nice fit, so lovely wearing pants that fit! But guess what, I’ve had quite a bit of experience of making clothes for women, and as NO women would like to pay me properly, for the time that it takes to make a pair of tailored pants, or tries to get out of paying the agreed price, trying to make it a win/lose situation, win for them and lose for me, or tries to create problems and refits, or does not trust my judgement over theirs; I’m not going to offer this service anymore - you all lose. I am an avid gardener, planting out 1000’s of native plants – if you want to feel ‘good vibes’ - plant out dozens of plants where ever you go, surround yourself in nature. The powers that be, have handicap my foot, (to try and slow me down, and make sure I'm sitting on that couch watching telly, or should I say iPad now - I have watched a lot of good shows!) I have many passions, including food, gardening, native plants, swimming, art/crafts, cats and sunrooms full of ferns. I am of the firm belief; regular massage will prolong your life, and it’s a secret!! People still don’t realise this fact in Australia, otherwise there would be massage salons on every street block! Not having kids was the best decision I have ever made. Not having kids was the best decision I have ever made. You cannot be a renter, and have kids; just does not work, no stability or security. BTW, if you’re a couple and can’t have kids DON’T HAVE KIDS. I mean can’t you recognise a real sign when you see one. Breeders - you are destroying the planet. TOO MANY PEOPLE. Also, I want to mention, as I have family members who could not conceive, and so they went through the whole IV treatment. And I have a VERY distinct feeling that those people who told them that it failed and they had to keep repeatedly coming back and spending thousands of dollars on treatments (6 or 7 times I think) - this is a deliberate moneymaking game. People are prey, high income earners are prey. People with certain reputations are prey. Contrary to what you might think, this country is run by women who know how to wrought the system. Plus, countless couples I see, buying their family home which only has 1 or 2 bedrooms, then they have 3 kids! Like ‘der’, did you think that you would win the lottery in a couple of years and be able to afford a mansion with five bedrooms? bumble bumble bumble - it’s house first, then kids . Thankfully, I know there are a lot of childless couples too, which pleases me immensely. - $50 award for them! What’s your legacy? (and no, your kids don't count – although if you do that, important to get that part right). Queensland has no water because bubble women keep breeding like rabbits, Australia has passed its population capacity, not to mention greedy politicians wanting their investment housing prices to go up - so they increase immigration. In fact, looking at the big picture, I can’t believe Australia allows any immigration at all; the reason why other countries have emigration is because of over population in their own countries, there is no place for them, it is not from war, it is from over population. So, Australia is being used by those unorganised non-thinking countries. It’s like Australians are playing blind deaf and dumb, and are giving themselves away. Well… I guess you could fit a whole heap more in, up at Cooktown 😃 As a renter without the security of my own home, I feel very strongly about over-population. It is a plain and simple problem – and, yes, condoms are the most serious necessity, to the survival, of the human race. {The opposite of what is traditionally thought - populate or perish, it is not the 50's anymore. If only I could be a philanthropist!} And then I wouldn’t be donating money, I would be donating condoms, and not only to skanky unmarried girls, or third world countries (that’s actually if they exist anymore, times have changed since I was a child) but especially to anyone under the age of 30, as I don’t believe any women under the age of 30 is smart enough / experienced enough to raise a child. And donations especially to areas where there is no water, and so population needs to be minimal, - would be high a priority. But I did not write this blog to be entertaining, as a 1st born I don't have that 'need to please' desire that so many 3rd borns have (!). But I found as I come back and update, my writing is actually improving somewhat, and becoming more interesting. I have my moments in between all the ranting and raving. Well, because I am now, at age 47 (2020), I am too angry not to do anything about all the thieving, and being forced to be a victim. So, aswell as all the injustices that I experience, I can more clearly see the problems facing all Australians. This blog is my duty, the stories - someone’s gotta say some of these things that don’t ever get said in polite society. I’m saying it. And I am not going to hold back, be prepared to be offended, as I am angry and out for ‘verbal blood’ (only primary school teacher brainwashed non-thinkers get offended by swear words) - this website really works. One thing I’ve noticed, I am amazed at how bullies will bully you, then they will insist you still act in a pleasant manner towards them, and pretend it never happened or, it was all ‘just’ behaviour!! What a joke they are. And you can see how this blog about my life, is a threat to their way of thinking – a reminder about their shameful behaviour. I have noticed this is a recurring theme that happens a lot, - act badly then expect it all to be OK. There are many instances where I’ve been attacked by people, and for those people, it’s never going to be alright, not ever – being young and stupid is not an excuse either. Sometimes those people apologize, then expect it still to be OK. Well, it’s not, a mere apology is not going to suffice in a lot of deliberate attack instances. I am NEVER GOING TO LIKE YOU. And this “never happened” is another big reason I do my Blog – IT DID HAPPEN, and you ARE a revolting person. SEE. (If I had a family / kids / girls, there wouldn’t be any stupid girls in it – I guess I have same expectations for the rest of society.) Instead of 2020, I should have started writing about my life back in 1997, when I was at Hornsby, and people starting harassing me more so than average (so, could be Centrelink bimbo nazi related, more on Centrelink nazis later. But I have to say, the way the Australian government prevents poverty for the whole community, has greatly improved and should be commended, but she has a long way to go in its understanding of the human psyche, and the roll parents and teachers play in evolving the human spirit. I’ve actually been followed around by dogs all my adult life, at work, not at work, on the street, in shops, in supermarkets while choosing the veges…at home, - it makes no difference just constant doggedness (by doggedness, I basically mean persistent disrespect, by people, usually young women, who follow me – just like how a stray dog would, hence the term dogs.) And it does not matter what I do, whether I am unemployed or working, in a good job, or working in a bad job, I am always going to have this persistent disrespect because I am single and different from the average. The “single” part seems to be the main reason of their stupid doggedness, as when I am accompanied, no dogs). But I love being single, I would not have it any other way, -why it is such a problem for other people, especially women, is weird – THIS YOUR PROBLEM, NOT MINE. You know, you do not need to be partnered, to find joy, happiness and satisfaction in life. There seems to be some female bimbo who is under the impression that it is compulsory in life , to partner up with someone and get married. “Pair up”. Could somebody please set that naive bimbo right, she needs serious help; It is not compulsory. There is no such rule. You are free to do as you please in regards to relationships with people, or not with people. And the world is so over populated, you have the privilege now, of choosing not to have kids. You are lucky to be alive now. And if someone wants to brave it alone, it is their right to do so. And you know if there weren’t as many cowards as there are, out there, getting married for the sake of being partnered up in life, then this would not be such an issue. Someone told me (someone famous) I am followed by female dogs because I dress well, so they perceive me to ‘have money’ – they follow ‘money’ looking for an opportunity. Weird, and stupid thieving Australian dogs. Actually, I think, maybe the reason they are stealing from me is because they wish they were a king, and they see me, and think that I am a natural ‘king’ personality, and they resent it, and thus steal. 😁 They so wish they were the king! - you are never going to be the king, because you steal from me, like a little minion! Someone else said it was because they can hear music when I hear music, I am alike the ‘pied piper’!! (where’s the cliff!) Someone told me it’s an IQ thing, people that don’t have such a good IQ tend to be reflective people who will follow me, and I really wonder why I get these women who follow me, there have been so many that I just think there must be no smart women left at all in Australia? I know they must exist, they must! What’s going wrong? Did I encourage you in any way to follow me? Did I invite you into my life? Did I ask anything of you? NO, I DID NOT – you are not welcome in my life at all. {Someone told me those people are often delusional , and have thought, that I waved at them (or something), to invite or encourage them to follow me.} No waving, or something , ever. I want to further add to dressing well. I love people who take pride and effort in their daily choice of dress - I don’t mean spending on expensive brands, I mean dressing with thought and creativity. Besides, in healthy populations, dressing well, commands respect, and everyone wants respects. Now, I sew all my own clothes, so I guess it’s easy for me to say this that. But on the other hand, I know there are people who are hung up on looks and appearances, and especially being “cool”. And, geewhiz, those people kind of annoy me, you know, it’s normal to get old, and not be ‘young and beautiful’ any more. Completely normal to get a ‘frumpy’ look as you get older. Completely normal to develop scars and or exaggerated features, and or whatever happens to you as you get older…. So could that one-dimensional person please bugger off, life is too short for your shallowness. {of course if you keep the weight off, as you get older, can still continue to horseride - such a joy!} Later updating this page, I did a word count for the word ‘dog’ it appears no less than 70 times! So I want to add here: COULD YOU PLEASE PUT YOUR DOGS ON A LEASH, they are problematic for me, they cause monumental problems for me, and it has nothing to do with me. So I resent having stupid dogs on my back, when they should be leashed. Plus, there seems to be no acknowledgement of the fact that there are ‘dogs’ in society, human dogs, that need to be leashed. (Aside from at my new latest address who do signs “she’s here, leash your dogs” lol!). Having said that, I've noticed I throw the name now to anyone who is on my back. So they may not necessarily fall into that specific NON-THINKING ATTACK TYPE OF PERSONALITY, but they're just a nuisance, so I name call, plus there reasons for being a nuisance is probably dog related anyway. Cameras, CCTV cameras, security cameras, phone recorders, mirror car cameras, reversing cameras, body cams, they’re all brilliant. Thankyou thankyou thankyou. Since I started wearing Bodycam (and I’ve only been into town a few times since I started), but so far, I have caught two people stealing from me on camera (Mitre 10 and Northside Produce), two people behaving badly (bikini bitches), and two people behaving oddly (Ace hardware, at least that hardware does not steal, but they cunts). By the way, it’s not just me grateful for cameras. I’ve heard that not only the police, but councils love street cameras, there’s been a great reduction in street violence with the strategic placement of cameras in hotspots, like outside pubs. BTW, pubs are for alcoholics, hard-core alcoholics. In case you haven’t noticed, times have changed since everybody frequented pubs, it’s not everybody now, it’s just the alcoholics. Also, one of the Abo Elders mentioned, when they were brainstorming ways to reduce crime, said, that if the community doesn’t know you, then they are inclined to be disrespectful to you, and steal from you. I have definitely found this to be true in ALL communities, every single community I’ve ever ventured into, are just like that. I mean just because you don’t know someone doesn’t give you the right to steal from them. It is most stupid logic I’ve ever encountered. Do they not know how many people there are in the world? The world is big and vast, there are many different people from many different walks of life - so not knowing someone is no excuse to steal or behave disrespectfully to them. It seems to me that this is an area where help needs to be applied, this is a mental health issue, cause it’s just too crazy. I mean I could just say here “wake up you bloody idiots” but I’m not sure that’s actually going to be very helpful. I know they’re targeting mental health in the community now, so this is a perfect example of a mental health issue that they could target; get into those schools and target them, NO STEALING FROM STRANGERS. Strangers are good people. And, re the cameras; life changing for someone who is constantly victimised and harassed whenever they go. Cameras have changed my life, you might not think it’s true, and you might be confusing me for some black person from Memphis in the 1960s, or a paranoid, but NO, I’m white, Australian, and healthy - and this victimisation goes on today in 2020. YouTube footage of Criminals Being Busted on Camera = (Ha, ha-ha-ha-ha) - does this come across sounding like a Count Dracula noise, that's my tone 😁 1. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fhKdpKrF3xM - Shop ‘by-stander’ IMMEDIATELY attacks armed robber. 2. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Sv2h-csnlps - Man set camera trap for ‘Porch Pirates’ with shotgun blanks. 3. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4nevRTLlrZk - Store owner sets camera trap to catch thief. 4. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WanvSbJHbWI - Convenience store owner shoots robber first, in the arm. 5. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vby4CgLOR44 - Woman shoots DEAD a home invader with shotgun. 6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=abC_drkmGyk - Store owners son, shoots robber in face at pointblank. 7. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PhYPjMyHhqc - Young man stupid thief trapped in shop, and reacts like caged animal 8. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gGIuaXP1BrM - Victim runs over attackers, - this one is my personal favourite! 9. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pt32qrpQDYw - Owner asks neighbours to confront ' break n enter' thief. 10. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YhQ9vLgplDw - Cafe owner chases attacker and gets customers wallet back. There are cameras EVERYWHERE!! - humiliated thieves on public display for the rest of their life - ha! I could fill 100’s of pages, there are heaps and heaps. There are especially a lot of American shop owners shooting DEAD robbers. You would have to be so stupid to rob a shop in America. They all have guns. I guess that applies to being a robber in general - STUPID. Btw, you ought not steal, out of the goodness of your heart – not because you might get busted on camera – God sees you, all the time. After listing these good videos, I don't wish to see any of the people responsible for making them, and I do not wish to see to any of the people in the video. (of course). I know how they love going and getting anyone I talk about. But I'm just not interested in seeing or talking to any of people involved in these videos - try and comprehend that. In fact, I’m not interested in seeing or talking to anyone who stars in any television show or movie - try and comprehend that. {I’m sure most of them are good, but still not interested.} I have too many thefts in my life. Often when I have people behaving disrespectfully towards me, in a bullying manner, later on they will go out of their way to deny it, (many 'little' people, but also Apple {pick on someone your own size)) and say that it never happened, and especially turning around saying, you must have mental health problems - that’s a big tactic to ‘shut’ you up, and to try and discredit you, so no one believes the accusations of BULLY!! I was watching a documentary on Martin Luther King, and you know he was going down to Memphis, because there’s people down there that were treated badly, and he was going to try and do something about it, and for his efforts, he was shot - so it is quite extraordinary the lengths bullies will go to pretend that they’re not really bullies. So, making my life blog public, is really important, and a big motivation for me. I feel it’s important to have ‘different types’, recording a moment of history, that hasn’t been written and dictated by the government, or business, or other self agended people who just want to paint themselves in a good light. (I mean, of course now, I will have to try and think of something bad to say about myself!). It’s important to have truth and honesty coming from all different areas of life and different types of people. I encourage everyone to write their own personal blog and put it in the public arena. Otherwise, we will continue to be living in the age of “stone throwing” and “burning at the stake” naive times. (Like when I tried to add on to wiki, about Gunnedah; how the Coal mines had really taken over, and housing prices had jumped, and there was no rental accommodation available (DELETED). Or the fact that petty theft was a major problem in Gunnedah now - As soon as I wrote it, they deleted it, they don’t want the actual truth to be known about Gunnedah. This is not my life story so to speak, meaning don’t be prepared to sit back relax and be taken on a journey – I have posted ‘short’ stories about incidents, situations and memories of my life in no particular order, you will need to break up reading over several weeks, as it is fairly full on, my life is no fairy tale (well, I guess it could be a little bit “Little Miss Red Riding Hood”!). A lot of my stories are personal, and some people have problems reading them, they think this kind of stuff is for 'councillors'), - but NOWAY - this has to go into the public arena, and I want it to stay in the public arena for at least 200 years after I am dead. I feel it is key to giving the future hope. There’s not going to be human progress if people are not conscious about these negative things that happen to people in life. (And there has been a human progress, don’t think people don’t ever change – their psyches do) You have to share your story, regardless of how negative, painful or how reminderly annoying it is to others. When I started writing these stories, I had less clue about who was stealing from me, after a few years now of writing my life down, it has helped me see my life in perspective, the perpetrators have really revealed themselves. And so there is going to be writings from before, when I only knew what I knew then, plus writings which are more recent, some updates to the present 2023, as situations become clearer. Bear this in mind and it should make more sense. I’ve had a few people read this blog and then apologise to me, in, well coward manner, so quite frankly, I do not accept your apology. What’s done is done, and an apology is not going to prompt me to remove any blog stories. Doing so would be a kind of permission to continue being disrespectful towards me and anyone else they don’t like. I say this, as there are bully little women out there who are antagonizing me in this manner – waiting for me to forgive them, threatening me with more bully behaviour unless I forgive them – I STILL DON'T: shove your bully behaviour up your arse and rotate on it you STUPID little dog: you want to carry on like a stupid bully, that’s your STILL your problem. I am not going to fix it for you. HA. But some little bully may realise, if someone in the future is going to remember his/her actions, and it may have been recorded, and/or put down in writing, to let everyone know about it, even maybe with their photo; they would most definitely think twice before acting out -this is a given. This is why I am doing it. I use real names from the real people in my life. And it is the petty thieving that initially prompted me to start writing, the fact that it helps with the harassment, the dog following, and the sabotages too (retail ‘seconds’ thievery), is a bonus. When writing an autobiography, it is legally acceptable to use your personal stories and not omit details like names. I strongly feel it is important to name the people involved in one’s life story. It is KEY. (Most people do not use real names, and they are cowards.) I personally believe if you don’t have a trusted spouse or friend to talk to, and don’t have any major dysfunctional issues, just a whole lot of grievances that will always happen in life, then a better option than paying for a therapist or councillor, especially if you wanted to save some money, would be to just write about your day, your feelings, specific incidences, - just write them down. Do it every day, and you’ll see it really puts things in perspective for you and you get to see a bigger picture of what’s going on in your life. (Plus, I suspect a lot of ‘shrinks’, would be pervs – it goes with the territory). So, main grievances: retail thieves, dog girls who follow me, dog neighbour thieves at Rangari, Heath Barwick, Steve Carter, and David Haywood, (who also stole all my good food and garden) - all respected farmers, (possibly bar Heath?) but all not ever considered suspects by the police, and never will be due to the way society works. ‘Willed’ by many influential members of the community, who took issues, with me being out there, and enjoying my life, business, in my garden, albeit with a meagre existence (meagre existence, mega garden) I also suspect they were ‘willed’ by Peter Long, a jealous child lawyer old man, who wanted my hardwood sleepers from my big vege patch at Rangari, for his fake hoity toity garden, and so helped ‘will’ my removal. The jealousy and 'out willing' games are big in Gunnedah, amongst the rich and powerful. And you know, the thing is, that passive sleeper thief, will look back at this and think, he won, he won my sleepers. He doesn’t see the fact, that he stole my sleepers, and by doing so, he lost. He loses big time - life is not a superficial game like he’s playing, there’s way more to life then helping yourself to whatever you want. (I really wonder how someone so smart can be so utterly stupid?). So, I had to leave my whole life behind and move to QLD, Australia, where it is meant to be warmer and wetter, so far neither has panned out to be true. I feel living where it is not cold, will prolong my life, you will see what I mean when you read about my virus stories. You know, housing in North QLD is a total scam; it’s always been holiday destination, and so there’s a whole lot of old hotel/motels that are too outdated for tourists, and now they call them residential rentals “One-bedroom units”, and charge twice the price of what they’re actually worth! (Well at least they’ve got a pool) You know, it’s like people in the past (and some people I witness now, for that matter) they had no idea “how to live”, they don’t think about functionality, how to make things easy, how to create happy vibes; bumberlers bumberlers bumberlers. Why more people don’t want to live ‘in nature’ is a little bit beyond my comprehension at any rate. I mean this is planet Earth! If you feel Planet Earth has none to offer, well, know one thing - Planet Earth offers NATURE - make the most of it sillies. I have to add, I am grateful for the house I live in now, it’s ‘open plan’ yay! And in ‘nature enough’ - awesome for singles especially. Ofcouse my landlord has given me Notice to Leave already, and I am constantly on Realestate.com looking - in one area I really want to live, there are 64 houses up for sale, and only 3 houses up for rent. So major housing shortage going on in QLD, in the form of rentals (those 3 were all way over priced, out of my budget). Such greed going on in the rental world atm. After approx. $10,000 worth of small items has been stolen from me since 2006. I started keeping track, when I realized I was being targeted, after about 5yrs of weekly thefts (you can see all the items below after the photos) I am targeted, because I am single, and considered easy prey (if they really knew me, they would be running a mile) I can’t begin to tell you what a monumental challenge being single is, not for me - it’s easy for me, I love it, BUT for the rest of the community around me. It’s unbelievable how so many people cannot handle a single woman. There seems to be this unspoken issue, and I would go so far as to say ‘deep hatred’ for single women - mostly perpetrated by other women, but of course, there is this stupid element, of the stupid old man, who thinks single ladies are single because they are little girls, and are yet to grow up. Yeah, that’s why you bloody idiot! It’s like the thought has not occurred to them that we are single because we like being single, we like our own company, we are strong willed and we can make our own decisions, we don’t need a husband, we don’t need a supervisor husband (btw, this is the main reason most women get married, because they can’t function on their own, they need a male supervisor - believe me, I’ve come across so many embarrassing bimbos in my time it’s demeaning for the female race) I don’t act in disrespectful manner towards people, so I can live with myself easily - I know this is another reason why a lot of women can’t live with themselves, and so also drink. You know, it’s really not that hard to do the right thing by people, ALL THE TIME. So, a normal healthy woman, doesn’t need somebody speaking on behalf of her, doesn’t need someone to hide behind, and doesn’t want to have to look after any little boys (and I’m sure it wouldn’t be because we think most men are cowardly, lazy and just not good enough.) I have to speak about this 'single' issue, as most mops (members of the public) believe this is the reason I am targeted by thieves and bullies, and hence the screams of, “well pick up” when I complain about all the thieving. I have personally noted, how most people are married, or partnered, and most of those people seem to be slightly clueless about what it’s like for a single woman, and the specific problems they have to deal with {not undermining a married persons problems} But, they have no idea about the torment that goes on in society, and even after reading my blog, I feel they don’t have enough empathy or more, life experience, to understand the difficulties, just assuming it always must be my fault – and it takes a lot of details, to get someone to understand the full situation, which most people don’t have the patience for. And, I should not have to get married in order not to be harassed by stupid bimbo twit women. Wake the hell up, it is 2022, not 4 centuries ago. Honestly, I feel like I am being punished for being unmarried – OMG – you stupid little bimbos! The ABC especially guilty. I do want to mention also, I’m often wondering why people steal from me so much rather than other actual wealthy people, I’m on very low income, pretty much 80% of the rest of the population, would have a higher income than me. I mean if you’re going to waste all that effort and time, plotting and planning, to steal from someone, why wouldn’t you steal an object that was valuable? The fact that they don’t, I can only put down to stupidity. Although, I do suspect it’s because I was trained in fashion, and I dress well, I make my own clothes, so, I think people perceive me as someone who has a really good life - my life must be better than theirs! I strongly suspect all the people stealing from me, are third borns – typical of third borns to have this whole utter jealousy thing. For instance, I’ve had a lot of sunglasses stolen in my life. Girls see me wearing those sunglasses and think “oh I want some too”, and just steal mine. I mean, I have had ones that even have scratches on them, taken. Desperate to be just like me. They obviously didn’t know that my sunglasses are the $3 ones - they’re practically like the worst valued sunglasses that you can purchase, yet, they see me, want them, so help themselves. It’s like 2 factors of stupidity culminating in a theft. Bimbo mothers could you please stop producing such stupid little daughters. (I should mention when I was 20, and got my first pay check, I purchased a designer pricy pair of sunnies (those ones were also stolen when I was at the Bank). Also, I can no longer where nice clothes, not only are the extra nice ones stolen out of my closet, but the bimbo girl thief associates nice clothes with an invitation to steal, as; they must be rich! Curse those bimbos. If you knew my background in fashion, you may be able to understand my anger about this. So, aside from this huge problem of the petty theft game by the whole general community of Gunnedah and Tamworth: To sum up my life; I feel like I have never been quite like all the other girls (well, I had never seen what differentiates me, from others, in books or in the movies) but note, this is a ‘thing’ – there is a big sector of social norms pushing the fact that “you’re not allowed to be different”, as then, you would be ‘special’, and no one wants you to be special, unless your famous for something, like, a gifted pianist or your super rich, or something. Nobody likes to think of their peer as being better than they, by nobody, I am really talking about women, in my experience. And it usually comes down to pure jealousy. I was basically rejected from society when I became an adult, from the workplace, from having friends, (dogs who play sides - women are so evil, especially 3rd borns), so I decided to save my self, and quit. As I followed each path that opened up for me, I found myself in a remote area, away from the world and I was able to create this wonderful life for myself, just me, I was totally happy and satisfied that way, away from the liars, the thieves, the cheaters and stupid bitchy women that seem to dominate society in Australia. Just me with my 5 special cats, and my huge garden {really, all you need is water….-that line was deleted from here, I had to rewrite it, so, I think I must be hitting the nail on the head with that line - All You Need Is Water}. I felt lucky, rich and blessed. And I was able to start my own small business selling seeds and plants online. But after 15 years, all those bitchy girls that had shunned me from society, suddenly saw what was going on -how happy I was, (HOW MUCH GOOD FOOD I HAD GROWN), how happy just anyone can be on their own, not married, no kids and practically out of society, it drove them absolutely nuts, I MEAN NUTS. Happiness in someone else, is the number 1 thing that bitchy girls loath (by bitchy, I actually mean ALL other girls that I seem to have encounted, {especially ones from Channel 9, young stupid ones} (their attitude is inferior to men’s, in this respect, it’s like some woman (I suspect 3rd borns), have a difficult time grasping the concept of a democracy, just because I have this good toy, does not mean YOU are automatically entitled to it too, but pay for it, and you too can have it)). It was like I outdrew them. Front 604 Bridges RD Rangari near Gunnedah Nov 2016 Note these trees; way below there is a story to go with them. Sorry about image quality, I have had to reduce them all for the free wix website View spring 2016 from kitchen window at Rangari You know, gardening is well underrated, I am not sure why more people do not make the effort, it does not take great amounts of money to create a beautiful and bountiful garden. You know more people attend Melbourne’s Open gardens than attend the Footy. Well, you too can have a really good garden, it's just a matter of time and patience. (After the first plant you plant, dies - don't give up!) And so, they concocted a big evil plan to kick me out of my life once again. I will have to mention of course there were negative factors that interrupted my blissful life, that I had to battle daily, like thieving neighbours and thieving retailers, plane harassment, stalkers - but they seem to exist everywhere, there’s no escaping them, plus no one really believes I have those problems. Actually, I think supermarket retailers, (COLES) were stealing my organic stone fruit, and selling them in the store, like plums from my tree, and I think they did it with my eggs too – a short blonde girl was stealing, she always presented herself in store standing by the box of fruit or eggs with a stupid grin on her face. Or maybe they were stolen from someone else’s garden? Or a friend of hers – from the DOG network, maybe they were making money on the sly that way, as I was told you need at least a million dollars to sell your goods in those big retail chains. I know someone was stealing my eggs for sure, I suspect that short blonde girl. Some artichokes were also stolen, and some garlic, so I would say heaps more of my ORGANIC food was stolen that I did not notice. I hope that girl gets cancer and dies. Although I think I saw her at Mitre 10 in Sarina a few weeks ago, 2022 – see, she follows me, like a dog, stealing her way through life. (I think she may have read this bit in my blog, as when I went back there in 2024, there were no good plants and I was poisoned in their nursery with pesticides/herbicides, I strongly feel it was deliberate. I was nauseated all morning and developed hay fever symptoms all week, when I do not have hay fever. I got no response from manager when I complained. Twice. (That one is run by women).) And the thing is, even if I was the landlowner out there at Rangari, I would still have those jealous dog types trying to sabotage my life. They can’t help themselves, due that ‘female jealousy personality.’ Anyway, a happy healthy childhood gets you through those times. So ‘dogs’ - WAY more of a problem than money, lucky for me, I can be grateful for not much. {although, as I get older….} I need to say, those 10-15 years on rural farms, in nature, were the most enjoyable years of my adult life, having the freedom to live my life the way I want, priceless. Plus, got to say one of the things I miss most about farm life, (aside from my food, my natives, and my cats), is NOT having bloody idiots hoon past my house and beep their car horn, or stupid bimbo neighbours yell out at me from their house. (I lived in a dead end rd, nearest neighbour 1km away - perfect). That issue of harassment, seems to be huge in suburban area. Its really odd to be annoyed so much by other humans, humans who are meant to have a brain – I have more peace living next to the wildlife, it’s like wildlife have more common-sense than a lot of humans. Btw, I am single, always have been, aside from a brief high school experiment! It is a choice I have made, (brought about by an incident that happened to me when I was 5, and again 11…) and I am gladly sticking with it. I am not gay, have never been gay- I do not believe in gay, no problem if you are, I just personally believe it is a 'raised' or 'incident' situation, and is a form of bullying - be strong in your own personal choices, I find people muck up their lives in many numerous different ways and if this is all you do, then your home and hosed. I'm not even sure I believe in same-sex massage, as in, I think a male would be more responsive to a female's body when giving them a remedial massage, or physio for that matter. Unfortunately and sadley, I haven't had enough experience in massage to be able to back up my theory. 😁 Maybe I should add, it’s really all just a cat and mouse game, half the men are cats, the other half are mice, same goes with women, so the male cats seek female mice, and the female cats seek male mice. Having said that, I only have my personal experience with life, there are countless different people and personality types that I would have not encountered, so I can only draw on my experience (although I do talk to a lot of different people, some very clever, and this is the general consensus). And there’s the train of thought that God gave the gay boys aids, because there were so many little boys having so much fun together, all the little girls were left to fend off spiritual measles and gargoyles by themselves, and of course it wasn’t working. See the oil painting “The Nightmare” 1781 by Henry Fuseli…. I include this story, as such evil entities are a real threat to a singles. (I want to say here; when I was in Melbourne briefly, I went to the National Gallery of Victoria. I can’t remember the famous artist who was exhibiting at that time, but I do specifically remember one of the pictures, it was very scary, the picture of a gargoyle sitting on the chest of a sleeping maiden. I think it started with G or had a G in the artist name? I can’t remember, I tried to find this particular picture online and after searching what came back was called “The Nightmare” 1781 by Henry Fuseli. However, this image was slightly different from the image I remember at the National Gallery of Victoria. The gargoyle in that painting was facing forward it wasn’t facing the viewer which creates a completely different vibe - still scary though. And that painting seemed to be much finer and detailed than the image I saw in my Google search. Whether there’s different versions of the Gargoyle by different artists; this wouldn’t surprise me, there are a lot of copies of artist who people admire. It’s just sometimes dubious to know who the original was, particularly if some of the copies were painted with such clarity and technique, and by an artist who was ‘popular’ or having an affair with the curator. Anyway, possibly why there are so many unhealthy female demons who work at Centrelink is because there are so many gay boys! An inbalance. {I was later advised, they are female demons because there're married to arseholes, and they are used to talking “arsehole” to their husbands to keep them inline, and so they continue talking “arsehole” to people they encounter during the day, force of habit now.} I would say seriously, consider divorce, but in my experience, I see, it is usually a deserved bitch who marries an arshole anyway. When reading my blog you'll start to notice my attitude towards mothers; and how absolutely hopeless they are at child rearing. Some exceptions, (mine), but not many due to the “moth to flame” aspect about me (all normal people are at home minding their own business, so I never see them!). I believe, no, I know, that for all the troubles people give me – the thefts, the harassment, the following, the “big brother” type tyrannical behaviour; all these problem are caused by their mother in the family unit when they were young. All of them. It seems to be a big secret in life, a taboo subject that is NEVER mentioned about just how inept many women are at all the skills needed for raising a child – so strange, as its is pretty much the number 1 problem in society!! Mothers in society who bumble along and unknowingly create all of these dysfunctions in their child. It’s like their mother has messed up their child by not teaching them any better, not setting any good examples, not taught or guided them in how to be genuinely happy; what it means to be respectful, careful, caring and honest. How to be an independent thinker and an independent person; so important. All of those things are meant to be learnt in the family unit. So anyway, I mention this now too, because it has been suggested to me recently, as I come back to update this in 2025, that people as described just above with such ‘same gender dilemmas ’, are this way because their mother has raised them in such an oppressed and controlling manner, that they are not no longer sure of who they are, or who they are meant to be – this part of them is not fully developed. So sad. I guess I ought to add fathers can play that over-controlling card too, ‘power trippers’; who just want to have kids for the control and not for love, but ultimately it is up to the mother to ensure her child is being raised in sane manner, she has to take action to make sure her family care is healthy. I need to add, one Textile company I worked at in Sydney, had male and female staff – actually quite rare in the Fashion industry – it’s predominantly female. But in this particular company I had some difficulties getting along with 1 of the males (if there were more, I suspect it would be the same). Another guy there was gay, and he was easy to get along with, – it seems to me, a person who has endured difficulties in life, is usually much ‘nicer’, compassionate and understanding, than someone who has not. Or, who knows maybe it’s just a 1st born / 3rd born thing – with 3rd borns being slightly retarded in every aspect. But, well Tina Turner wrote a song about it “What's love got to do with it”. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT CONTROL. {It’s a good thing I had the parents I had, otherwise I may think they were was no such thing as true love and the whole thing is a non real fairytale - they were infact inlove, and loved each other, and I personally believe, ‘won’ in life because of their love}. Anyway, so I am often seen out and about on my own (I am not the type of woman who needs a chaperone (bimbos), thank God for google maps! – but it is strange how people have that need to ‘pair up’ when they go out – I think this perpetuates the problems I have, as if there were more people out and about on their own, then idiots, would not see a single person as a prey victims.) And since the police could not do anything (Gunnedah Police), I have come up with various ways of doing something about it, posting online in various locations WORKS, as thieves are bullies, and bullies are cowards, they do not want anyone to know who they are. I have had some difficulties with coward admin women removing my posts, hence I had to create my own WEBSITE BLOG where no Nazi admin can remove my posts, (banned from Facebook, Flickr, SF and Rav. Also banned from Google map reviews, ebay marketplace (how communistic) COWARDS. (Australia has just stepped backwards by another century) The main reason I have been banned, is because I have a brain, and can see what’s going on, and write about it. (Also, my domain address from wix and google are blocked on Pinterest, and my Pinterest link is blocked on Amazon. And I’m not sure about this, but even though on my Pinterest photos it says there’s been 20 views, I’m thinking they might be able to hack the viewcount, and maybe the photos are not visible at all? - I’m not sure about this, it’s just someone contacted me one day from Gumtree and said he can’t believe how many people have viewed my photo - when the count is actually NOT public, so he could not have known the count. I find anyone who contacts me from Gumtree are dodgy anyway, something usually goes missing whenever they contact me - so weird how there could be a whole lot of thieves congregated in 1 site.) So, they can track me, (and do) as soon as I open an account on either Facebook or eBay, it gets deleted, within ½ hr - those stupid computer nerds have turned me into a cat and mouse game. STUPID NAZIS -Like I said, my reference to nazis, is not a direct reference back in time to the Germans, the reference to nazis is purely a bullying characteristic, that the Nazis from Germany used, the same actions that rule bullies today. A characteristic that comes from a place of complete non-thinking domineering stupidity, and WEAKNESS. Infact, the whole personality trait of humans is, at least, one that humans can fall prey of {one of my favourite quotes from a famous Frenchman “Experience teaches us, that any man with power, tends to abuse it”. I’m about people becoming aware of this personality trait, so humans can evolve as a species, get beyond war time nazibimbohead behaviour. We’re getting there, but still have a long way to go. {I want to sue FB - despicable form of societal exclusion, I know there are others who have been banned for political views, where is the class action, who is the lawyer brave enough? None in Australia, coward oppressed lawyers here}. In Australia we have the right to free speech, (honestly some women think Facebook is kindy, and the admin people on there, need to protect the Facebook users from the hard truths about life! They want ‘sleeping beauties’ to remain sleeping beauties. Wake up! {little birdy told me it was the young boys who run facebook that ban me, as they were offended by my swearing, as women who swear, scare them! – being fresh out of school and parents, who punish them for swearing!!} But that same birdy told me the reason they want sleeping beauties to remain sleeping beauties, is because they will kill themselves if they knew the reality of the world!! can you believe that? This is just an outrageous philosophy, I certainly don’t believe that to be true at all, but yet, another indicator of why we have to talk to our kids about life, and why they should not be ‘protected’ from truths. BTW, I was also banned from my local post office for wearing a bodycam, more about that on the Gin Gin page. So, I will persevere with my challenge of life’s perceptions, and photos and naming names -Harvey Norman, Bunnings - their sales girls have been following me home and stealing from me for over 20yrs now. Every time I left my house, some small item was stolen – they go to great lengths for small insignificant items, they seem to SNEAK around my house and garden; why is it, on so many various encounters, after we have to parted ways and our transaction /conversation is done, and I should perhaps never expect to see that particular sales girl or whoever again, yet that person seems to seek me out in stalking fashion! And sometimes its same day, next day, next month, even many years and even decades later. You know, I would assume that they would have some sort of mental health problems ? I noticed also Google reviews has blocked my reviews, so when I am logged in to my account I can see them, but if not logged in, they are not visible, meaning the public cannot read my reviews. I tried again later, today (July 2023) – and still blocked. Can you believe that. So, that’s oppressive Google doing that, I’m not sure what their problem is with me. It’s not like my reviews are offensive, I follow their community guidelines. My reviews are factual, stating the truth about certain businesses and how they will try to steal and do steal. But the cowards that are Google, are obviously whipped and run by the female mafia who steal. That female mafia consists of all the bimbo mothers. “Oh, but she has a child, a child; give the THIEVING LIAR, the work, because she has a child. A CHILD!” Update, in 2024, I attempted to create another Facebook account, as I needed somewhere to live, and everyone in the community is on face book (well were, before I was ban in 2020). I used another fake name Emily Ban-man, and so far not deleted, so maybe they have given up being nazis? After 5 years? I’m not sure why they haven’t deleted it, because I know the dogs are there, I can see them, plain as day - I can smell them! They’re always there watching what I do, monitoring everything, being a sick ass obsessive dysfunctional morons. But in July 2024, I was ban from YouTube, well they deleted my account, and I have NO blog related stuff on YouTube, just DIY’s, reviews and local wildlife, so they had no reason to ban me, they just did, plus I was a paying customer, $17 a month for the privilege of watching YouTube videos without being targeted by personalized offensive adds. Birdy told me I was ban because my whole lifestyle was offensive to men, as it involved celibacy, and young girls were being influenced. Not that I had such videos on youtube, so don’t know what birdy was referring to. But I would believe it; the wrong people are in charge and ‘making up’ rules. Well, I hope those google ‘baners’ get cancer and die. I’ve had it up to here with bimbo mothers who get away with stealing from me, just because they have kids and need money. This I would say, is the biggest thieving problem in Australia; bimbo mothers with kids. They’re worse than the thieving teenage girls. They’re worse than pissed off men in their 40s who don’t like their life and thus steal and are disrespectful. They are the bane of this country. Stupid mothers who have kids, because they use them in this manner to steal and make demands. POLITICIANS, could you please stop bimbo women from breeding; this should be the number one priority in parliament (now that you have sorted the virus situation, thanks BTW). My neighbour stole from me, I suspect, Heath Barwick - Actually there was a little bit here removed by some IT nerd, where I said ‘no convictions’, as I always do when I name anyone who I think has been stealing from me, because it is just my assumption, and not a convicted fact, but the fact that the word ‘no convictions’ was removed - I’m thinking, since, he has been convicted! I’m not sure what of, and hope to never know (spoilt little brat with bimbo mother), btw, he was friends with my little brother at school, and Daniel told me he used to steal from him when they were at school (you gotta wonder how he had any friends at all) Daniel, this person is NOT your friend, wakey wakey. And Emma Finylson (bully who encouraged the police to believe I was ‘crazy’ as she was trying to protect her ‘attempt of a man’ (Heaths shag, and partner in crime) no convictions, not even questioned by hopeless Gunnedah police {as I had a whole lot of sewing stuff stolen, I suspect, Emma, who sews, ‘egged’ Heath on to steal it for her}. Actually, I will put that whole story here: but first, any male, that sneaks around in order to do anything, is, ‘an attempt of a man’ – NOT A MAN AT ALL, but still a little boy, an immature child still. And certainly someone, that NO woman (no healthy woman) would want to be around. So, I met this guy twice when I was 17 or so via my brother, first time, he was in the passenger seat as I was dropping them off at a party, and he was selling pot to his class mate out of the car window – he was ripping his class mate off. The 2nd time I was out on a date with John Peterson, and Heath was there, at the so-called cinema (I think it was serviceman’s club turned into projection room in Gunnedah) and Heath was annoying the crap out of me and everyone, the entire room – he is a total outspoken social retard – not refereeing to anyone who has a physical handicap here. (My date did nothing - that didn’t last very long! - If you can’t stand up to the likes of heath Barwick, you’re no use to anyone - this is an area of weakness in Australia in general, not being able to stand up to popular bullies, and I was later informed, dare I tell you, as there is such naive stigma about this issue: he as an older man now, is a rapists of women in the metaphysical world, like a lot of older arrogant men, I was also advised that was why heath was my neighbour - a child still, so no problems like that.)) So, I definitely wouldn’t consider him a friend at all, as I thought him to be a thieving drug dealer retard. We certainly didn’t have any kind of relationship, but I believe this person and his friends, Shannon Bree, his girlfriend, and possible Ashley Horwood and Daniel Salam and Emma Finylason, has proceeded to stalk, harass, follow and steal from me for the past 30 years. Back in 1999 I saw Emma take a bag of goodies that I had left at St Vinnys, in Hornsby, Sydney. So she’s obviously one of the stupid thieving dogs that follows me around, and steals from me. And I think one of their friends was one of the mongrels who came out to Rowan Leigh to try to steal from me; who now lives in my current block of units at Sarina, plus a girl has moved in next door stating her name is Dannielle – lying thief. (Pure silver serving spoon was taken last week) All these THIEVING friends of hers are involved plus she would have a whole heap more from NEGS. (MAYBE I DID NOT MAKE MYSELF CLEAR BACK IN THE DAY, piss off, you bunch of high school mongrels - I’m not friends with any of those people. I don’t want to be friends with them, and if any of them have formed some sort of weird obsession with me, FUCK OFF.) I have to add, this woman, house mistress, from school (NEGS) Cathy Goldman was also stalking me, and she has connections within the movie and TV worlds, and I have noticed, they send me “doubles” or lookalikes of everyone that crosses my path, so, the time I saw Heath in Melbourne, together with Cathy Goldman, this could be a lookalike that she arranged?? What the heck?? (I also saw Cathy Goldman at the Gunnedah Independent, the local newspaper, apparently Heath Barwick’s sister works there) I think Heath used to stalk/harass me with sounds, whenever I went out and talked to people. More about that sound harassment later too. Read my “Persecution via animal noises at night and by day when talking to anyone” Total retard. BTW, I updated this on Saturday morning, 5 April 2025. Actually, I initially went to check that it was still all here, as I find some segments of my blog gets removed, and I thought the part where I mention Heath Barwick used to steal from my brother is quite condemning, so it may be something that would be removed. But it's still here, and I re-read it all, and corrected a few spelling mistakes and re-uploaded it - within a matter of hours, my neighbours stole another yet another frozen kangaroo meat out of the freezer. I had left the back door unlocked for lunch my lunchtime period, as I was washing (rain finally stopped). And you know my neighbours worked in cahoots today, to try and distract me to not lock the door so they can steal (I know they were trying to steal fertilizer, but the bag was securely wrapped and upside down, so they could not, and took a roo mince instead – thieving mothers getting their sons to steal for them. This is what goes on in my neighbourhood before, after, and now; in fact, all neighbourhoods across Australia; it comes down to the fact that Australians are pretty much fucked thieving people. At Rangari, I had heaps of items stolen. One night my neighbours (Heath and company) were yelling out drunk, as often was the case, {actually, they used to do ‘sleep torture’ that is waking me up just as I would fall asleep and start dreaming – BANG! All night till about 5am. A game for him, a copycat game, apparently this happened after he had left, but I don’t think so.} Anyway, this night, they were annoying me by yelling out,plus I had something stolen, which I’m 100% sure it was my drunken neighbours, so I went round there the following day, I tore, around there, I was mad as hell, and the person I expected to answer the door, Heath Barwick wasn’t there instead, I’m pretty sure it was his lover or should I say partner in crime Emma Finlayson, (a younger girl from NEGS, but she said her name was something else - she lied to me - Emma Finlayson is quite unique) I’m pretty sure Heath would’ve been there, hiding like a coward in his bedroom. So, I was talking to her and getting annoyed about the items that were stolen, and she was getting angry because she didn’t like to be told off, (and not used to it, she is a big person, a big bully) and there was a cat meowing around this girls feet, as she’s getting more annoyed at me, she’s getting annoyed at the cat, finally, she literally kicked this cat, booted it out of the way, which, as a multiple cat owner, I was quite disgusted and outraged by. I mean you can tell a lot from someone who does something like this, you can write them off completely, it automatically puts them into the useless and worthless category. I wanted to write about this because there’s people, women, older women, in the workplace who do exactly the same thing to young women, and whilst they don’t kick them with their foot (for obvious lawful reasons) they do other passive aggressive things like verbal abuse or curt putdowns, to make themselves feel better, it’s bullying behaviour 101 and so common in Australia it’s shameful to be called Australian. Although rarely have I ever heard anyone talk about such a matter or a situation, or describe the situation, or said that it’s happened to them, or read about it in any novel or seen it in a movie, or FILED A LAW SUIT (once I kind of saw it in a TV show about a hospital matron throwing stones at a monkey (implying their victims are not only helpless animals but ugly people), which I can attest to, is most defiantly true, pretty girls live in a different world to ugly or plain girls, or girls who do not wear makeup (I had a pretty friend once!! = I noticed the big difference.) I’ve certainly experienced that kind of social discrimination too, on multiple occasions (including Facebook, back in 2006 when I tried to join, I was refused, birdy told me; it was because ugly face!). So, this is what I have to say about that bully; the world would be a better place without you in it. Oh, and also, I think Emma is one of the girls following me around on the internet, trying to sabotage me, I saw her photo once, and it looked like Emma, sometimes it is hard to tell from photos though, anyway it is because she knows I name names and put photos of stolen items online, so she complains to admin, and stupid admin ban me. This is the real reason why I have been ban, not from my content so to speak, but from bitchy bully women trying to sabotage me. (admin; communistic idiots). I know the ‘good guys’ never win, but with the help of social media, there is way more of a chance for the victimized. (The police do nothing, they are scared of Heath, (well-known farming family in Gunnedah, plus he makes people laugh (as long as it’s not happening to them, they are quite happy to go along with him and laugh at his jokes. Idiot /Idiots) you know, stealing is a cry for help . And btw, I think I may have finally got rid of Heath by targeting his mother in my usual verbal forms, the idea of his ’victim’ attacking his mother, does not sit well with bullies. Behind every prick there has been a bimbo mother. I feel this is worth mentioning; ways to get rid of pricks, someone else suggested attending church does the same too, but if you read my school church related stories, I am not sure that is a good idea. So to re-cap, Heath and Emma were working in cahoots over a period of many years, stealing from me, and the police, unbeknownst to me at the time, were trying to actually lock me up thinking that I was crazy, because Emma and Heath told police that they weren’t stealing from me and that I was crazy - meanwhile they were stealing from me, and Heath was a drug dealer (I believe he may have been convicted, who knows) but, I mean how fucking stupid are the police in Gunnedah? How easily manipulated are they? - ready to lock up and innocent woman, and set the guilty drug dealing thieves free. And I bet they’re still free today. It actually gets worse just keep reading my blog. I want to add to the; laughing at someone else’s expense, bit that I just mentioned. This is what stupid people do. Major problem in Australia. And it has been encouraged by television producers with old shows like ‘Australia’s Funniest Home Video Show’ - people sent in videos of family and friends making mistakes, like falling over, crashing their bike, that kind of thing. I never found it amusing, that show is designed for a specific type of mentality (stupid) and normally I wouldn’t say anything about this fact, because it sounds snobby. But it has become so obviously a problem in Australia, that I have to say something – because laughing at someone’s misfortune, encourages misfortune. There were other members of my family that found it amusing – I do recall catching one segment where there was a video of a little girl who was going on about these little worms or bugs, on the garden footpath after rain, in a ‘little girl manner’ and her father was taking the video and laughing at her, encouraging the very worst from her - he was being a total arse. However, there would have been a lot of fathers watching that and could plainly see that father being a condescending arse (big picture), and it would have struck a chord with them, as they could identify with that father, as they themselves can see that that’s how they have spoken to their kids, or maybe even their wife, and they can see, “oh I was being an arsehole” and can then realize they did not want to be an arshole towards their family, so he can rectify his attitude. - thus placing it in the helpful category! I also know people who like the idea of someone with dementia, because then they could laugh at their misfortune and forgetfulness. Not only are those people stupid – but they are evil. My sense of humour requires one to put a little more thought into the joke. Believe me, I’ve seen some very funny things in my time - once the challenge goes out, people can be very creative and very clever. That’s why it’s worth stating these things too, because you should never underestimate how clever someone can rise to be. I encourage cleverness. And besides, those people that find someone falling over, funny, should try to elevate themselves. Somewhere along the lines, if you let someone know they’re doing something stupid, they can rectify the problem and soon become a savvy person. Anyway, back to my thievery problems; CCTV is useless, because they just switch off the power, I come home to flashing clocks and item missing, also my neighbours follow me when I go to town – just so stupid, I don’t really know them, we are not friends. Not knowing someone and not being friends with someone doesn’t give you the excuse to steal or harass from anyone. Only someone who is completely stupid would think that this is okay - it is not okay. BTW, a little birdie told me that David and Brenda could have done something about the stealing, being influential farmers, and knowing all the neighbours (I assume that was the police, I’m not entirely sure), but David and Brenda didn’t do anything about the stealing. I always suspected this was because it was possibly David who was spying on me from the shed above my house, and stealing from me. In retrospect I didn’t really ever complain to David or Brenda about the stealing, we didn’t really communicate on a regular basis, I could probably count on my hands the number of times we had spoken over the 10 years I was there. I mean I’ve may have mentioned the stealing once or twice, I am pretty sure I did, but Brenda was not helpful. It wasn’t until possibly, I think 4 months before I left, (did not know I was leaving then) that I emailed my list of stolen items to Brenda; and I didn’t get much of a response back from her, except she said that there’s probably something wrong with, me and I should think about it. This to me implies she’s guilty, or would prefer to believe that there was something wrong with me rather than the fact that her husband was stealing from me. It really never ceases to amaze me, how underneath it all, people just believe what they want to believe -they are incredibly stupid. She was not, is not, the only one, I was basically forced twice in those 2 years, 2018/2019, to have a MRI brain scan (so I did not pay for them), forced by bullies, who would prefer to believe that I was making it all up, and lying about the thefts, {at first I only complained about the thefts, I did not start complaining about the harassment until I started this blog in 2020 – and I never complain to the authorities anyway about that, as like, what could they do about it, I just winge about my stupid neighbours, car hoon bimbos and unwanted nuisance antagonistic TV reflectors, on my blog}. And that thinking that I am ‘crazy’ or forgetful, stems from one thing, which is a total and utter lack of respect for me. I find it quite bizarre really, and it’s so unhealthy how other people think they have the right to control things in my life, me, and decisions that I should be making. Seems most people in Australia have control issues, again stemming from having no respect for somebody else, thinking they know better, as any decision I make would be inferior to theirs – such disrespectful people. and not just people who work in the health sector and police, but landlords, it got so bad, when I was looking for a rental, in 2021, I literally had to put on my rental advertisement “If you’re looking for someone to boss about, don’t bother calling me” - I find if you make it clear to someone who is trying to boss you about, that they can’t - then they get so quietly pissed off , they’ll either kick you out of the rental, or if it’s an acquaintance or friend, they suddenly want nothing more to do with you. And I’m thinking, if it was a job, you’d get fired too. Major control and respect issues amongst most people. Everything is about control. {When I said above ‘quietly pissed off ’, I mean by that, often the person I am dealing with, is unaware of what is going on in the situation and why they are pissed off, and that it is about control . Those people not wanting to realize, they do not get a say in my life. They have to force themselves to show restraint and respect. THEY DO NOT LIKE IT, hence why they are angry or “stressed out”. And this trait of not letting other people ‘have their way with you’ is also why I have problems, in particular with old men and blonde bimbos, as they want to try even harder, to have their way – they are flawed - dysfuncts. STOP USING ME TO TRY AND FEEL INCONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. {My atm next door neighbour, Neville – you have no say in my life, try to understand and show respect. He’s leaving next month, thank goodness, one down, 50million more to go}. I especially have problems related to this from my neighbours, who like to try to control me, but they don't see it that way, they think they're being “helpful”, which is the biggest delusion of them all. If for instance, I forget to take the washing in or out (as washing is not really a high priority on my list, never has been, I just don't care if washing is left on the line ALL NIGHT ! - so they have been doing this for years – I have termed the phrase; I have “washing nazis”), so, with my failure to get the washing in, they think that's an invitation to start doing crazy signs in nature, like banging and tapping, and throwing a tantrum - so that I hear, so that it triggers my mind; ‘oh there's something I have to do’. Sounds annoying? IT IS. I can't believe how they can't see how wrong they are from doing this; RACK off you stupid DELUDED narcissistic leach neighbours. {They especially do it on the weekends, so they must be bored; work all week and then have nothing to do on the weekends - and can't think of something to do because they're so bloody stupid! It's those people that kind of sit around, wait around, and watch what I'm doing, who notice if I go outside for instance to hang the washing out, and forget to lock the door; it's an opportunity then to steal. It's been going on for so long, and it still happens today, 2024. Unfortunately locking the door and being completely Nazi about locks, especially as my home is quite private now,- it's just not something that has been instilled in me as a child; we grow up on a farm where nothing was stolen ever, in fact we left the doors and windows open all the time, it was like a different world back then - with no little bored and stupid cunts hanging around watching what I do.} But, it goes on when I am out and about too, in shops; a typical way they try, is to try to discredit me, to try to make me sound stupid inorder to imply “she should not be making any decisions, I should be making them”. And of course those girls who do the opposite ‘well you're asking us for product help, but we're not going to tell you which is the good one, because we wouldn't want you to think that we were trying to control your purchase’ - bloody dogs. The whole tall poppy expression – is because of that generation, they only want to be around humble women , any woman who is confident is a threat for them, so their main goal is to discredit areas of strength, and for me, this is confidence, as I am a confident person, I know I am smart, I know I have a good sense of intuition and common-sense, I have many abilities….like a lot of women do. So those are the areas they pounce on. They fail to see one thing, I can see what they do, so they are always failing. Rinse and repeat guys. Go ahead. I know you will. Btw, other people fall for it too, easily manipulated by ‘foot binders’. (My left was literally handicapped, deliberatley, for doing nothing, except ‘shining’). Do you see the irony, supposedly from those ‘thinking professionals’, their ideas, their thinking, that I have 2 MRI scans. – who knows best? I KNOW BEST you control freaks. And plus, now, how annoying that I am expected also to be proficient in medical matters! Thankgoodness for YouTube. Btw, I also know best, in ways of dealing with dogs that hound me (since no one else even acknowledges it to be a problem). And that’s total escape!! 😁 it is the only way, 80% effective, best-case scenario. BTW, young women are often, not always, the worst at this. It’s like they’re so inexperienced in life, and seem to have some sort of learning difficulty in this area, that they haven’t learnt how to be respectful of other people’s opinions, feelings or rights. Mostly, I observe its young women, but there are many older adults, who also fit this dysfunction, non-thinking ones like Sharon Morgan, that farmer landlord in Colosseum, those Dr's at the mental health ward, my other landlord… and especially any adults with teenagers, as they’re in major “control mode”, from ‘lording’ over their kids. Male and female alike. Oh, I said above, I assume it was the police who told me that my landlord could have done something about the thefts at Rangari, but after thinking about it, I think it might be a vigilante from the ABC, somebody who thinks of themselves as the police, you know like from primary school, the hall monitor type, they’re completely retarded, they get things wrong all the time, not to mention are inappropriate. {This behaviour is encouraged by primary school teachers: I can just imagine some teacher, thinking what am I going to do this Nuisance 10-year-old? “I know: go out into the hallway make sure there’s no bad people”.} There just seems to be some people, who really, I don’t think they should be allowed to go outside or speak, it’s like “who let the dogs out”. They made a song about it - that song was referring to this particular person. I have to add here, my neighbours or landlord were not the only ones that stole from me, whenever anyone came out to my house, like the Telstra worker, or the washer repair guy, or the excavator, something would be stolen, I believe, every single person that crossed my path in Gunnedah, stole something from me. It’s like everyone in town could see what was going on, new who I was, and new who was stealing from me, and instead of doing something about it, they joined in - not just one or two people in town, the whole town, and that whole town; I curse you; you are damned and fucked. STUPID BAND WAGON MENTALITY (Pickpocketing too in town, directly out of my bag, unbelievable) I just remember something re the stealing: (I had to rewrite this, as the first time I wrote about it here, the whole paragraph was deleted – telling me, I am hitting the nail on the head – these ones are guilty and should be severely fined (edited subtext there) – sometimes it’s a little difficult e xplaining how angry you are, without sounding like a maniac killer -when I first started writing about things, after an incident, my goodness, the whole paragraph was filled with swear words and nasty thoughts of revenge, but when I go over it, maybe a week or so later, when I’m not as angry, I’ll remove some of the swear words and tone it down a bit. And whilst I wouldn’t get a gun and shoot these men that I am about to talk about - as I’m nowhere near a violent person, don’t think I’ve been violent ever in my life, actually (oh, read later my rooster story). Although I have noticed when I’m angry, I suddenly get strong bursts of energy, and seem to be able to tap into a muscular strength - so if I’m doing something outside in the yard that requires strength, like moving rocks around my rockery or tightening fencing wire, then if I remember something that really made me angry, it helps greatly! (actually, as does yelling or screaming when you are exerting yourself – helps greatly) And once dad was helping me lift a full compost bin up, and his finger got caught, as we had to drop it back down because it was too heavy, there were 3 of us trying to lift it. And so this heavy compost bin came back down on dad’s finger, I saw it and immediately just picked up the compost bin easy as pie, no problems, and he could remove his finger. So I know here is a fast untapped amount of energy and strength in the universe surrounding us at all times. We just have to tap into it, if it’s needed. Anyway, so whilst I was saying I wouldn’t shoot these people, I’m angry with them, and certainly wish that somebody like a fairy godmother would. So, it was 1999 or thereabouts when I moved out to Rowan Leigh, a lovely farm about 30km West out of Gunnedah (with only dam water). I moved out there after working in the fashion industry for 10 years (oh the peace and quiet – I was in heaven!) About 1 month in, one hot day, about six young men (with no tops on) turned up and said that they used to live there and they had forgot some things, would it be okay if they went and had a look to see if they were there. I said sure, (so naive I can’t believe it). So, they look around the whole property in the sheds just up the paddock too. They come over to my house and walk past a big room on the edge of the outside path, they would’ve looked in the windows, and seen nothing because it was actually a relatively big house and I didn’t have much furniture or stuff back then. So, this particular room was completely empty and I overheard one of the boys say “oh she doesn’t have anything anyway” and then I realised those boys did not have good intentions. They left pretty much then. But because of all the stealing since I’ve lived in Gunnedah, over the next 18yrs, in retrospect I’m pretty sure those boys would be a part of it - and those boys would have been sent out to my house by someone. I don’t have any idea who. But it would’ve been organised. I’ve always stated that the thieving that goes on from me, has been organised, it’s not just random opportunists (but they exist too). I did not know any of those boys, they appeared to be all short and skinny, early 20’s – infact the shirtless kind you would see at a rock festival in Sydney, little party bastards, boys raised by uncaring stupid bimbo mothers. No one does anything about it. I suspect those boys are still stealing from me today, even though I have moved 700km away. They would be in their 40’s now. It must be nice just hanging out with someone who didn’t have a bimbo mother, someone who is mentally healthy, and doesn’t have all the bullshit that they have. Fuck off. Btw, more bad short people - you know, this is been something I’ve noticed now at age 47, as I have gotten older, the more times I’ve had to deal with short people, the more slightly retarded they appear. I can’t begin to tell you how important it is for parents to feed their kids properly otherwise they grow up to be slightly retarded. Here is a good spot to say; as one gets older, not everything is, as it seems, there are quite a few things that you will start to notice in life that goes against everything you have thus been taught. This has to do with the “people” in charge – they want you thinking a certain way – its all about control. So, some good advice to prepare you for these things as they unravel for you; Netflix – the people who run this, are pure evil. There are no rules / morals in that organization. Oh, I also say on numerous occasions later when talking about thieves “hope they get cancer and die”. I should point how bad exactly the problem of petty theft was/is; Most people can’t understand about this expression “hope they get cancer and die” – there was a lot of flak about it on Facebook (before I was ban), infact it did not go down to well at all. They think, well someone stole your goggles, so what, big deal, they don’t cost that much, it’s not like they stole your life savings! - Those people don’t understand that, I’m having small items stolen (at least at one point, every week. So, every week, something would go missing, and it was often something that I was in the middle of using/working on, (a project). I mean can you imagine if you’re at work, and you’re working on a project, you come in one day to take up where you left off the day before, and the bit that you have done the previous day, was gone! I mean, just that one incident would drive you a bit nuts, wouldn’t it? Now imagine if that happened to you on a weekly basis, over a 15yr period. Can you possibly even imagine that? what that’s like? the torment? Imagine if you’re an expensive lawyer working on a case, and that happened to you, and there is nothing you can do about it , all security implementations fail. AND, not only that, no one believes you . Plus, the police lock you up forcefully for 7 days to ‘determine if your nuts’. So, getting cancer and dying is the least of what I want to happen to those particular people. Don’t you tell me to “lighten up or “chill out” -you’re not the one that’s been stolen from on the weekly basis, plus you’re not the one that’s been harassed verbally, and followed everywhere you go, or are verbally yelled at your private residence. Alright for some. But don’t you tell me what to think or how to behave. I also need to mention due to various comments in some of my posts that are a little controversial, I like to speak the truth, people’s toes get trodden on (usually the popular and guilty {always the popular and guilty, usually well paid too}. That expression the good guys always come last - unfortunately the economy has created a community where this is true) Often my anger shines through in the form of colourful language, whilst reading this ‘anger’ you will not be in any danger yourself- get a grip wussies. I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I never have. (Well, aside from a brief experimental schoolies week) I believe in being of sound mind always, I often get accused of being on drugs or are ‘a drunk’, especially by the police, which I find really offensive and peculiar as I am of sound mind always and have been basically since I was 18 - not that I was a drug addict or a drunk before then, but I went through the normal teen stuff when HSC was over. I can clearly remember one weekend, four of us friends from school were staying at mum and dads house, they were out, so we decided that we would experiment with wine. We all got drunk for the first time! It was quite hysterical, my friend vomited all over the carpet in the living room, another one became transfixed whilst watching rage and the Prince special!! I can’t remember what the other one was up to. But I would like to say this, actually my friend who vomited all over the carpet, and made a complete awful mess, like why didn’t she head to the bathroom, I mean didn’t she know she was going to be sick? I do notice that about me when I got drunk and sick, I knew I was going to be sick and so vacated to a suitable location, it’s like full and total control all the time. My friend was pretty smart too, she did advanced Maths!! I don’t recommend getting drunk so much you vomit, but I do believe it is something a young person has to go through in order to learn about alcohol – in a safe environment. I do recall my mother encouraging us all to have our friends around whenever we wanted, there were no nazi rules in this area - as she believed that it would be better for young rebellious teens to hang out at our family home, rather than on the streets or in the park. I had a very savvy mother. I feel I need to repeat myself here, because this seems to be a hard concept for people to comprehend; I don’t drink, nor did I in my 20s or 30s. In fact I don’t even like the taste of wine or beer - white wine to me, sometimes smells like urine, and red wine, maybe if it’s a really expensive award winning bottle, it might be nice with a steak. But I have never had enough money to buy a nice bottle of red wine ever, and don’t get me started on the stench of beer - disgusting. But, I use alcohol in cooking - that’s where alcohol is meant to be used, it’s not meant to be used as a beverage in my opinon. Alcohol shines in cookery. I find when people read about something angry that I’ve written, involving swear words, they immediately assume that I’m a drunk. It’s so bizarre how people have such a low tolerance of anger. People are stealing from me, harassing me, handicapping me and sabotaging me - so I am angry!! More to say on this; I’ve been accused several times now, of being a ranting drunk - due to writing about situations that make me angry and using swear words to portray my feelings. As in writing about how angry I feel, for a lot of people, means that I must be a drunk!! It’s the most bizarre weird thing ever - what, do you think sober people never get angry? nothing ever ticks off sober people? Wrong! Those people need to get a grip on reality: every action has a consequence. If I’m angry, it’s because someone has triggered it, and the fact that you’re annoyed about the fact that I am writing about it, says more about you than it does about me - you need to deal with your dysfunction, if you can’t handle seeing someone angry, merely on paper, and think such person is a drunk you: then you are dysfunctional and you need to see a counsellor. For every action there is a reaction, plain and simple human behaviour. I did get one housewife mention to me, that if I started to drink, all these problems I have, would disappear! Thank you, but no thanks! And the fact that people think that I am a drunk, I suspect this is just another form of sabotage and disrespect maybe I feel the police may be manipulated by the dogs spreading rumours of bad reputation. Accusing someone of being on drugs is an easy way to discredit someone too, just another bullying tactic. In fact, I believe the police may have been manipulated in my past whilst driving out and about and listening to the radio. Dogs on the radio - really all just a cat and mouse game. I know that there’s people in positions of power working on the radio, who think that they know best, and think everybody else is irresponsible. They have delusions of self-grandeur, and are just cocky and arrogant. I think these types set the traffic police on me. It was a noticeable problem, even the police started to see, so they cut back. You know, the police have really declared war on the public, they have a bad attitude. Plus, btw, I hate seeing drunk people, all I see is weakness, ignorance, and an adult that still thinks they are 18 - hasn’t grown up – most likely stunted due to childhood abuse. I would not tolerate any drunks in my life, and, should I be married, there’s no way I would allow my husband to drink (may explain why I am unmarried!) At one point in my life, my father suggested I work in the pub! - my dad did not really know me very well! Not that I am saying that is completely his fault, guilty of not paying attention mostly. But I am opposed to drunken yobbos. {Are you smart enough to drink? I don’t think so.}. I suspect some men who drink, do so as a punishment to their wife and or family, if they did not get their own way, or are unhappy about something. Passive aggressive punishment – an act of revenge “I’m going to waste all our money – on me!”. (I had to rewrite that bit about ‘drunken revengers’, it was deleted). Plus, I have already advised ‘the powers that be’, as long as they’re stealing from me, I’m going to be swearing about it. So either you do something about the thieving, instead of turning a blind eye, or you tolerate the swearing. The choice is yours. So far they’re still stealing from me, so fuck off you stupid bimbo dogs. Mainly I have people that persecute me as I’m single -they get kicks on trying to make me sound paranoid (hence the stealing). I am not ‘crazy’ and do not have any mental illness despite what a lot of oppressive little bully girls would like to imply. (This phenomenon of wanting to “lock up” or “get rid” of people, is due to the American TV industry, with popular shows like “Smallville” – the show about superman as a teen. As much as I enjoyed watching this show back when it was made, 20 odd years ago or so; Australia didn’t show the full seasons, in fact I think they only had the first 1 or 2 out of 7? So, I am rewatching, and still enjoying it, even as an oldie, but watching as an oldie, and binge watching, I can really see what’s going on here- an issue that is the general theme of this show, and is a fairly disgusting theme, and that is the passive aggressive subliminal message coming through, well, loudly yelling out, actually, and that is anyone who is weird or different ends up being a baddie, and belongs in a mental asylum! Every guest person that comes into the show, they soon deem them a baddie, and they end up going into a mental psych ward. And everyone is saved by the good hero. It’s really quite evil what those story writers are doing. I thought this was only something that happened in the past, like on that show “playschool”, a show for kindies, they had everyday, ’spot the odd one out, and get rid of it’. But I can see they’re still doing it today, in this very passive aggressive way. What’s wrong with people that they want to get rid of people who are different? It's a really strange concept, maybe no one has written about it before, maybe like me, they just get banned. You know, that concept hasn’t been well thought out, or, it’s not an evolved philosophy. EVOLVE. (Sharon Morgan – raised on Superman and wants to be the hero, locking up anyone she deems different – Stupid Sharon Morgan). Now I know why so many people on Facebook and the Australian police today, are brainwashed into thinking people need to be locked up in mental health wards. Looking at the big picture it is absolutely outrageous what is going on here, and people of Australia, you really need to wake up, and realise that, that show is a fictional show, and the main story theme, of the cat and mouse games between Superman “the good”, and the weirdo “baddies”, that come into his life, is not something that should be pursued in everyday life. As I know there are predators on Facebook that go looking for baddies, they try to make people baddies so then they can play the good guy and have them locked up - it is disgusting disgusting disgusting. WAKE-UP. And why should I have to point out your psychological dysfunctions? Btw I know I have a number of people who try to make me look like ‘the bad guy’ – I bet they are all women, they love to discredit me anyway they can - I can assure you, they are incredibly good at what they do. They’re extremely manipulative, just like a woman. An example, go read my Dentist story on p6. My teeth were deliberately fucked with, I believe it was these dogs deliberately trying to tell people (I am not sure who?) that I am on drugs, they did it by sabotaging my tooth – they made it turn black, (apparently one of the side effects of cocaine use is a black tooth). See – extremely manipulative, and have no morals. The girls that did that were apparently copying Charlette Powell, a girl from NEGS. Those girls ought to be shot. Jessica White – you better start your path of redemption – you are going to have to become a cleaner. Ha ha ha ha aha ahahah. I’ve come across quite a few people now in my old-age life time, and I can assure you I’m one of the sanest people you’ll ever know. And even if you meet someone you would deem a ‘total nutter’, they certainly wouldn’t require being locked up in a mental asylum now, would they? it is 2020 for goodness sakes. Those places are so wrong, and should be shut down. I can’t believe they still exist in 2020 -there are some truly stupid government workers out there- it’s all predator/victim or cat/mouse games for them, truly, stay away from mental health workers and police. It’s like I’ve been shown this other world now nearing 50, and I am literally suddenly surrounded by “kindergarten adults” with this “lord of the flies” mentality, locking up people who they don’t like - it is atrocious, absolutely disgusting, and you should be totally ashamed of yourself Sharon Morgan and everyone else involved, as there were a few I believe. (I am of the firm belief; we are never given anything we can’t personally handle). So, at least I’m doing something to make the world a better place - I’m not going to be the one ending up sitting on the couch as an alcoholic with great big chunks of guilt on my shoulders. I seem to have problems with certain thieving bullybitches in my life, not only stealing, but harassment, verbal vilification/ antagonistic behaviour, on the street, I seem to get followed around by these incredibly stupid and retarded (often blonde) female dogs. I literally am pursued and persecuted by them unless I specifically call or contact/ connect with someone. SO WEIRD. They’re such a big part of my life now that I cannot ‘not acknowledge’ them. (Alex MClymont, how could you be soo stupid??) Apparently, it is a rebellious thing, from their bad overcontrolling power tripping parental/teacher upbringing, they rebel against everything, thus do the opposite of what I would like. I will put one example here: At one point in my younger years, I did temp work as a nanny, and so on a nightly basis after my ‘real job’, I would go and look after different kids in different families. But, I would frequently have these ‘dogs’ who followed me to these peoples places, they would stand out on the street and occasionally yell out, just carry on like idiots - one time they went next door to the neighbours (which is a common thing, I am not sure how they rope the neighbors into allowing dogs into their house?) and at this place, what they did is stare into the house at me - there was a big glass stairwell at this house, aswell as a window opposite at the neighbours, the houses were way too close to each other, and they, (there were 2 girls, -can’t remember their hair colour) were just standing in front of the window for hours staring in at me, all night! ZOMBIES, so retarded. So yeah, that’s the kind of thing that stupid bimbo dogs do, and so that’s how they harass me, from afar, they don’t do it face-to-face, so I can’t literally just tell them to rack off. They do it from a distance, so they can’t get told off COWARD BIMBOS. {I did have a problem with one female landlord who constantly wanted to ‘engage’ me via email in a fight, it was kind of a nuisance, but I’ve heard from certain men this is a particular problem of certain females wanting to constantly engage them in conversation.} I don’t have much patience for conversations that involve going around in circles, or are of a fighting nature. I mean there’s no point to arguing something when it’s not going to be heard or changed, is there? And people, a lot of people actually, not just that one, when arguing, get wound up, and say stupid things that doesn’t make sense, and also say things that aren’t true, or things they may later regret. So, I find it’s actually better not fighting with such people, even if the point, still needs to be made; they are not going to hear the point, they’re too busy wanting to fight. But I find most people, mainly family, they don’t want to know about the Negative Nancy’s in life, they just want to get on with being ‘positive’ I find this really frustrating, it’s like totally ignoring a big part of life and sweeping bad things under the carpet, things which should be dealt and acknowledged - its cowardly not to acknowledge these things, and mentally UNHEALTHY, (I really am the pin up girl for good mental health, dingbats). Women in particular are the most guilty of ignoring what’s actually going on – but I am dealing with them through social media and cameras. Bullies are such cowards, it really works, thanks internet!! - Big reduction in the girls that follow me around now, huge. They hardly are a problem at my new location, or stick to following me in cars (they still numberplate me sometimes) and only occasionally like when my neighbours used to yell out abuse every time, I did a load of washing (washing machine is on the Veranda, (they have since moved, and like it was any of their business how or when I did a load of washing – I find that a big problem in general, other people, strangers or neighbours, think they have the right to tell me what to do….idiots, fuck off). But just writing about it - miracles, it stops, (sometimes), -the bloody compression breaking trucks never decease, and I have written about them on many occasions!! Someone told me those truck drivers were physically/sexually abused as kids, and so that’s how they deal with it, by driving BIG trucks and making a nuisance of themselves.) I would like to add, I was one of 4 siblings, and we grew up in an idyllic lifestyle on a farm, well out of town, -such wonderful happy memories of my childhood, with two loving parents. My mother was a Justice of the Peace , and she had strong convictions about no fighting, we were raised not to fight. I can still hear her stating these words when, and any one of us winged to her “she called me a such and such, or so and so” – she would say “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me” lol, really and truly my mother was a bit niave about the world, and how pretty much all everyone else ever does is FIGHT. So, while this meant for a very happy childhood, this inability to fight is a huge impediment for later on in life. What All people do in the workplace is fight, and if you can’t fight and stand up for yourself, you’re not going to last. I’ve seen repeatedly, girls who are loud and can fight; get the job over someone who is quiet - even though they are smarter, more suited, than the girl who got it, who, is actually a complete ‘loud bimbo’, but the bim has an outgoing personality, who pleases everyone. This happens a lot in life, I find it is the loud people who win the most. Although, I know there are others aware of this fact, and are constantly trying to goad me on in certain situations to fight – I find this incredibly annoying, and hey I CAN SEE YOU, you little idiot. And particularly Australians, if they see someone that can’t fight, they are immediately victimised and targeted (an unconscious ‘moth to flame’ situation – stupid blondes do it) and, after many years of observing bullies, I assure you, they are always ‘dim’ people, and the only thing they respond to is fight (they don’t recognize strength when they see it, they only respond to strong language /bravado /threats, it is something I have had to learn to do, still can’t – but I can on paper, and it is affective on paper to a certain degree, it is worth writing about your life including using names and photos - Australians are made up of Hillbillies and Bogans that were outcast from their own home country, this is a whole country formed by immigrants. (I was informed that back in the day, when they were sending immigrants to Australia, certain 'type' of persons was targeted, and the idea of moving to Australia was put into their head, in clever and manipulative ways, because they weren’t wanted in their country) Note, Abos grew up in an ‘idyllic’ country too, back in the day, and look what happened to them when the immigrants came – seems bullying has been apparent from day 1 in this country, it is a way of life. It is shameful. So, I wrote here, exactly what happens to me in my life, there are n o made-up stories, or exaggerations, I really make an effort to stick to the facts, even though sometimes it may not make sense- "Truth is stranger than Fiction" I do not write in ‘code’ as some people think there is a double meaning for certain things. I am not that much of a complicated person. But I am a firm believer that anything created or started out of a lie, won’t end well -you’re setting yourself up to fail. I feel sometimes it may appear that I fall into the ‘old and bitter’ category now, although, I assure you, it is not because I don’t have a husband! but mainly because I don’t own my own house!! There’s nothing I could’ve done in my life to get one, I could not have done anything different. My parents and I did everything I/we could to thrive in society, but people react to me a certain way (aside from being a little different, I also have, had a slight frame). People are the way they are, until they evolve in the future (and we have evolved a lot from cave man days – it is a clear and definite path, based solely on multiple thinking people, who evoke change and raising of the social consciousness – like the feminist movement to value women, or work unions to protect workers, or peace treaties to stop pointless fighting…pond gardens placed in workplaces and hospitals to promote good wellbeing…... ) I won’t stand for bullies; I would not stay in a workplace with bullies. So, I had to follow paths that would best suit me, it might not be the most agreeable to certain people, nor allow me some luxuries that life can offer, but this is the way society works, there’s really nothing I could’ve done any differently. Anyway, I’m not really ‘bitter’, I’ll give you a little example; when I started to put on weight, I thought maybe I had started snoring again, - waking abruptly (tonsils removed at age 14 due to snoring – I am petite) So I got my phone and put the recorder on all night, so the next morning I was listening to it, what I noticed was for the first two hours or so, after I lay down, and before I drifted off to sleep, I would spend my time thinking about the day, and in that time, I basically would laugh and giggle myself to sleep!! I realised that I was laughing at all the ‘absurdity’s’ that go on during the day, and not only in my life, but if I caught a segment of news for instance, all the absurdities that are going on in the whole world, it’s literally slightly hysterical! (And no, obviously not the domestic gun shooting or the kid with leukaemia) I was later advised, by a little birdy ofcourse, that the news now use humour to sustain people’s attention (before it was always conflict, and ‘pissing’ people off, like fake war stories and fake immigration stories – which is why I don’t bother watching the news, it’s mostly all manipulative bullshit. But they seemed to have evolved into using human interest stories, and humour. I still do not regularly watch the news (I am outraged at the deception). I also, am not the type of person who stops and stares at the car crash, if there is one on the side of the road. Also, I believe there are certain news teams who decide to set the mood and tone of the evening, and if they are happy, then they do humour interest stories, but if they personally are pissed off that day, then they will send a clear message “we are at war” out in the evenings news, and do awful war related stories. Even though it’s been 78 years since World War II ended. But there is a certain element of people, mostly men, who like “warring” so much, that they use, manipulate and trick stupid bimbos (mostly young people) (and mostly women) into doing war acts. There seems to be a lot of copying, not only the Nazis, but all the other politics who went to war with them - from World War II. Still doing it. When I listened to JJJ back in the day, I remember them trying to recruit and train people as spies. There was a ‘spy’ call out across the radio waves. (1996 or thereabouts - Mikey Robins was involved.) That was all about people wanting to fight. About the house reference above; I have come to the conclusion, that being a homeowner is more important than anything else. Because you can’t win in life unless you’re ‘in your own domain’, and having homeownership in a community, is where you’ll find that domain, sense of belonging and purpose - at least then you’ll be in with a chance of winning, at whatever it is you choose to do. You cannot win without your own home. I feel so strongly about this that I don’t recommend having kids unless you can afford to put them in their own home when they wish to leave the nest. At least if they don’t win, or don’t want to win, in life, they will still have an incentive to work and make money, because it won’t all have to go into rent, and somebody else’s pocket. You really can’t ignore the fact that this world revolves around money, and not people. (For me personally I would go one step further; don't have kids unless you're rich. I don't want kids, I never have, but there certainly would be no possible consideration for children if I was not wealthy - it's a No Brainer, no money then no kids, average income, low income - it's not going to cut it. Rich! Although trying to put myself in a rich persons shoes, (as hard as that may be), I am pretty sure I still would not have kids. Some women, as in many women, have kids on Centrelink employment allowance, so then it gets changed to a pension. I personally don’t know how those women could do that. But, I believe those kids grow up with a sense of missing out, a slight chip on their shoulder (grass is always greener), and so this motivates them to be successful and rich in life - I have witnessed this numerous of times. So, perhaps all works out the way it’s meant to. But then again, in Australia specifically there is a deep hatred of rich kids, so rich and successful adults may say, they grew up poor, so as to avoid unpopularity. {if you use the word “quite”, as in ‘it was “guite a beautiful day’, then some people think you grew up rich, are rich, and will not only hate you, but try to steal from you. People mainly are STUPID. And I want to mention something about winning and losing in life, because my definition of winning seems to be a little different from other peoples. I don’t feel it is important to be rich in order ‘to have won’ - one doesn’t go hand in hand with the other. I remember a wise old woman once telling me when I was young, that all the wealthy people she knew, which was quite a few in Sydney, were all miserable and their family lives were in chaos! I think this is worth mentioning because it’s unusual that I see someone who really knows how to ‘live life’. To realise what’s important, to put focus and energy into certain things like good food, good home environments, and abundant plant life and gardens, feeding the birds…. Creating happy family environments. If you have a family - putting energy into maintaining it is very important. But families and kids aren’t for everyone, I have seen too many women opting to adopt because they can’t have kids which is really quite sad, you don’t have to have kids to be a whole and full person, in fact you’ll probably be much happier without -think of it as a sign from God, if you can’t have kids, then don’t! I feel the reason why there’s so much postnatal depression amongst young women, is because they bumble along, and assume they’ve gotta get married and have kids, or have kids if they’re single because this will fill a void, and they won’t be so lonely, (quite ridiculous) and then when it pops out, mother goes into a deep depression, because suddenly it hits them, what it actually means to have another whole life, and their life, and how they know it, is now over, before they really have even lived, perhaps. One of the biggest factors they ignore is money. It’s an area where some young women, who really step into that whole ‘sleeping beauty’ ‘blonde bimbo’ scenario. You need money to have kids, at least an additional $50,000 per child per year. A lot. (They worked that figure out in 2015 or so, so its probably more now.) After I wrote this, I was advised, adamantly, that having a child can also bring up stuff from the mothers childhood, like bad memories, crap childhood, abuse from their mother…. So perhaps it is this that can bring on postnatal depression. Which kind of makes sense, although I still stick to my theory of: postnatal depression because she shouldn’t of had kids. End the cycle. Sometimes when I explain to people what’s been going on in my life, the most common response is disbelief. I’ve been told I have a strength in observation -seeing what’s going on around me. And so, when I tell people what’s going on around me, they don’t believe me! The irony. Of course, I know from the reaction of certain people and the response particularly regarding female harassment issues, that there are people who believe me and know perfectly well whatever I say is true, I have no reason to lie, raised not to, and actually, I have the greater good of the race in mind. There are some people who, when I tell them that Bunnings staff are following me home and stealing from me, they imply it’s because I must have shoplifted from them – I would dramatically like to say, this is not true, in case you haven’t noticed, I am very opposed to stealing. I have strong traits of empathy for others, I know how hard it is to work full time and to earn that money, so if someone thinks they have the right to steal what they did not earn, what’s NOT theirs – it makes me angry. Infact if I were a shop owner, I would put up a sign in the shop “If any girl is caught stealing, she will get smacked with this baseball bat” - and then hang a baseball bat up there right next to the sign, just out of reach of the customers. (With fake blood dripping off it). And anyway at least with my ranting and raving, I am not going to tell you what to do, my mission is only to show you what goes on in my life and how those bullies make me feel about them (what I would secretly do to them if it were up to me), I may have some good advice, things I wish I had been told when I was young- unlike those bitches that work for women’s magazines who tell women to ‘seek revenge’, ‘act like a bitch’, ‘do mean and nasty things’, for a really pathetic reason that doesn’t warrant any revenge it all - only warrants good communication. (Apparently that’s what they do, as I never read magazines, I don’t need to be told how to live. But I sure wish I had of read this blog when I was 18, it would have been far greater help than any of the psyche books, or ‘self-help’ books that I read back then, and I often listen to audio books now, including a lot of autobiographies, and I often think as I listen, that my blog would make far better reading!! Oh, and I have noticed sometimes, whole photo stories disappear completely from my PC, but I have backups on 6 different devices). Telstra/Netgear keep switching my internet off, then I have to do a ‘factory pin reset”- they do it every day, it is a game for them “you have to start again haha!!” More on Telstra problems later. The saboteurs are real, unfortunately, plus I have dogs who declare war on me, in an attempt to save their bimbo dog 'friends'. It does not work; I have not removed anything. And if something disappears, the ‘birds’ tell me about it! and I reupload. Plus I have noticed sometimes my stories get changed slightly with comical spelling mistakes – bugger of you stupid dyslexic bitches who are trying to create awareness. Stop using me. {Ever get the feeling that someone else is cashing in on your life?} This is MY life story blog, get your own, you intruding control freaks.(Lucky, I keep backups, many of these paragraphs get deleted, I have to constantly check my blog and re add VITAL information! 😁) Of all the people I talk, about the names I mention, no one has ever been questioned or charged with stealing. The police have been totally inadequate completely useless in fact, and the reason why these people do it, is because they got away with it in the first place so they continue to do it. {Same with how bullies become bullies, no one stands up to them}. I did report each stolen item to the police for the first 5yrs, but then Constable Sharon Morgan from hillbilly police station in Gin Gin locked me up for 7 days to ‘see if I was crazy’ (what a fucking dog) anyway, I no longer report stolen items to police. The police are really stupid, and only interested in car related activities (definite exceptions to that, some have been very helpful, savvy and sneakygood) Plus, I need to mention, if the suspect is someone rich /respected, or even just a “family man” – they won’t touch them, not even question them, they usually only pick on ‘loners’, especially unemployed ones. (Actually, a common theme by the whole of society) Occasionally they will look into it, and the effect a police officer has just by asking perp about petty theft, is often all it takes for the perp to ‘toe the line’. Plus, it is not good just saying what happened to the police, - if you want them to do anything you have to really get angry, to show them that this is real, it’s happening to me and it is adversely affecting me DO SOMETHING. And note it is important to write down the names of all the people that cross your path in life – in case in 30yrs time, you want to write your life blog – especially write down all the names of your classmates not only at school, but especially any little college course you do /uni/Tafe. Any odd jobs you do, you will be surprised how you will want to remember something about someone in particular- add contact details too. (Get a photo) Also take note of any help chat people from .com sites, or phone call centres, it makes a huge difference if you have their name, not only will they be more alert when speaking to you, and so they’re less likely to misbehave, which I assure you they do, some of them are absolutely revolting in their condescending and lazy manner, but if you take their name down and then put in a complaint about what happened, if something ‘bad’ happened, then that person will be reprimanded and sometimes even fired. So don’t take any of their disrespect, get their name and put in a complaint. (I have had extensive problems with such people – a lot of them are zombies) . I think Cate Cameron is one of those little thieving dogs who is following me around?? - rack off Cate Cameron - we are not friends. Of course, it could be a look alike (as explained earlier re Cathy Goldman, more about that later), if so, very sorry Cate, but you will have some bad karma from that little shop across from the school. (They let one slip through, one that should not have been there.) BTW, this was the same girl who pricked my LiLo on Outward Bound – when we were crossing a swamp, so I had to walk in neck deep swamp with God knows what creatures lurking about. (same girl, same bitch I mean). Later after we were clear of the swamp, and we were up to the clear water part with rocky rapids, one other girl, Niki, offered to share her Lilo with me, she was the only one, eventually, – we had fun! But, also, that girl Cate, was the same girl that saved me from the leech - she is a rather complicated person, but all in all, plain evil. I am really surprised, especially by older people who do not get the concept of social media and transparency - everything you do can be recorded and placed online. EVERYTHING. If you do not want people see you behaving like a bully, then don't act like one. By law, we have the right to upload any video recording of anything we see during the course of our day, onto the internet / social media, ANYTHING (except a personal act like sex /bathroom stuff or children’s changerooms) hence also why I was banned from FB unlawfully by stupid admin who want sleeping beauties to remain sleeping beauties. One more thing, as they have been stealing from me for over 20yrs now, I am a little wiser, now, than when I first realized I was being targeted. The biggest thieves, appear to be retailers, they have connections { All married women who work in their husband’s shop, in Gunnedah (also Tamworth, Gladstone and Gin Gin) steal from customers, whenever they can, if they think they can get away with it - they are disgusting creatures.} In my house at kookaburra Park, they seem to have connections with my neighbours, - they can’t steal without my neighbours seeing them, they work ‘incahoots’ with them, befriending them with zombie female tactics. They have friends who basically do exactly what I’m talking about act like dogs, (Actually I’ve been saying ‘dogs’. And all over my writings, I use the word ‘dogs’, but really I need to change it to leeches - leeches is far more appropriate in describing what these women do; they latch on to people and me and ‘suck my blood’, they follow me home and steal from me and they seem to come up with excuses and reasons why they do it, like if I didn’t say hello or didn’t smile at the checkout chick, or if I parked outside a shop, on the street, then did not purchase from that shop; that would be a reason/excuse for them, to follow me, yell out abuse, and to steal something of mine. This is exactly the type of antagonistic persecutory nazi behaviour that goes on, and I believe eBay is a guilty culprit too, with specific little dogs that work for them and have been stealing from me ‘a lot’ and I put it down to the fact that often items don’t arrive from China, and PayPal refund me, and then the next thing you know something of similar value is stolen, so I suspect that this is related to PayPal and eBay (and because I have IT nerd problems as well with photos missing etc off my PC – but it may not be them, and simply my jealous neighbours who sees and wants to play God – can they be any more wrong or offensive?) So, I am guessing any slight grievances, or none, since it is fun for stupid people to act all ‘bad’, - like Ned Kelly, and to come up with ways to steal and power trip. And like I said, after 20yrs now of noticing the type of person that antagonizes and steals from me -it’s always the STUPID ones, ALLWAYS, they are drawn to me like a moth to a flame. IDIOTS. The giveaway is anyone with half a brain would have something better to do than torment an old lady/ previously young girl. Infact this is so true, I know, I have had people watching me to determine who the really stupid ones are, so they can use them – the stupid ones make excellent work dogs! TOOLS. Btw, I don’t care if you’re not good at maths, or do not have good memory retaining skills, but if you steal from me and are disrespectful to me, like ‘stalk me’, then you’re a stupid bimbo, plain and simple. I know a lot of people who are not good at maths, but they can sing or draw like you would not believe. BTW, I believe maths and memory skills are things learnt when you’re young, if you’re not good at it when you’re older, it’s because you never learnt it as a child, because the teachers in Australian public schools are totally inadequate, as are parents, because learning to remember starts way before school age. Also one of the biggest factors in learning, is being interested in a vast array of topics, that aren’t related to your life, and this is definitely something that needs to be taught. Interested, in learning, so to speak, in fact I’m not even sure this can be taught? I believe it is key. People who pay attention and are smart, are so because they’re interested. I’m very much against bumbling parents who bumble along and don’t read up about what they gotta do to be good parents. Also, one needs to know, that when a human is born, they are right from the start “natural born thieves”, it is in the genetics, to take want they want to survive. So, a child needs to be literally taught NOT TO STEAL. One can easily survive in this world, no matter where you live – WITHOUT STEALING. I know, so many people (mothers) do not understand this at all, or what their role as mother is. Wake up! I also want to mention here, I am a very polite and respectful person. I would never be rude to a sales person behind the counter, or pick a fight. I’m very softly spoken. It was a standard that I was raised within my family, and also with the private education I had. Being rude or offensive directly to a person is just not an option and certainly not part of my nature. I feel some people think, (and do say to me) “oh well, you get this reaction from people because you must’ve been disrespectful to them” (similar to the petty theft) But this is just not the case at all, and I wouldn’t be so worked up about it, feel so ‘injust’ about it, or writing about it, if it were that way. There has been, and still is, major social issues about who certain people can be respectful towards, and who they should not be disrespectful towards. It is an attitude by small minded little girls in the community of Gunnedah (and elsewhere, Bundaberg just the same) and I’m writing about it. If you don’t want to be friends with someone, fine, just don’t – but you don’t have to act like a disrespectful bitch for someone to get the message. And I would like to warn those bitches, as I have witnessed that behaviour, and those bitchy girls always lose later, in some way, maybe small, or maybe big way. I also want to add, now that I’ve had years and years and years of these antics from the stupid little girls. I now have the opinion that most people, women, I would say 85%, are basically non-thinkers, they can’t think for themselves, and 10 out of 10 will steal from me. I have also known prominent feminists to also later in their lives, reach this conclusion, a whole change of mind coming about, from experience. Yet, still, I am respectful and polite, as usual. I usually do not want any kind of confrontation or relationship with any other women (when you fight with someone you enter a relationship with them). I believe now, that those dogs behind the counter, can actually sense my belief about them, even though I don’t give them any signs, I keep things friendly, smiley and brief. But they can sense my ‘stance’, and the fact that they can’t manipulate me with their ‘sweet charm’, is the main issue. I’m pretty smart, and this is what really annoys them, and why they are so rude, disrespectful and dismissive. In fact, this whole ‘manipulation’ thing by women, over other women, is so big, that if they can’t do it, they get really ticked off, it’s like they expect to be able to ‘lord over’ and manipulate women in a very passive mind take over way, so to speak, it’s an expectation, and if you’re not susceptible to their takeover attempt, they don’t want anything to do with you - let alone, let you have any chance of getting a job in such an environment. Which is also why I’m trying to explain this and write about it, so younger girls, like me when I was young, who had no idea about this phenomenon, - it was not ever talked about, I never once heard anyone speak of such matters, and infact if I did, I am pretty sure they would be insinuating ‘craziness’. But you need to know about this fact of life, about what women do, and how they are - it’s essential to living. Although, also remember, as I have mentioned, female bully problems, is often about happiness - most bully girls can’t stand to see me (or anyone) happy, that really ticks them off too,- in fact I believe Lady Gaga wrote a song about it “Poker Face”. Someone told me it is also a ‘pretty thing’, as in, plain or ugly girls are treated badly by ‘behind the counter sales girls’ and young men. And that is why, when I was in my 20’s I had a lot of older people telling me to smile, (it helps with an ugly face). I would agree with this. As what would happen, if I didn’t smile, the sales girl would think I was angry, even though I wasn’t angry at all, but just because of my face, like it wasn’t like a pretty sweet ‘made up’ lipstick pink face, so she thinks, I was angry with her, so therefore she starts picking a fight with me, and some of them, - the really stupid ones, would follow me after I left the store, and continue to fight with me, like verbal abuse, harassment, and theft. And I have no idea often who they are, or what the issue is, as they do it from afar, cowards. I think this personally is a big reason why I have had so many women stealing from me - it just comes down to their shallow stupidity. (After writing this particular bit, I’ve had a whole lot of people trying to set me up, to ‘entrapped’ me so to speak, like being antagonistic to invoke anger tantrum from me - it’s like if you poke someone with a stick, sooner or later, they’re going to explode all over you, and they want to see the explosion. (They have been using the post office and couriers - they’re delaying or stealing my deliveries, in order to annoy me). They have no life; bugger off you little idiots. Antagonism – the alcoholics disease. Common in Australia. So, I had here originally, a whole heap of large photos with photostories, showing and talking about stolen items, and my life, but as I have had to reduce the size of my blog, (in 2023, - 3yrs after I started this Blog), wix put a 500mb limit on site size, and by that point my Blog was already up to 5TB at least, which means I have to redo my whole Blog. So that is pretty nuisance on behalf of wix. I do not recommend them, however, they are the ONLY .com people who offer a free site, so that includes a domain, but with their name in it. And since I want this Blog to still be here in 200 years, and do not make any money from it, thus cannot afford to purchase a domain (i.e., www.emilybiemansblog.com.au ), it seems this is my only option. I suspect this is done deliberatley by the powers that be now (the DOGS) so as to control information available for the masses. Computer nerds have gone to the DOGS. So my images have been either removed or made MUCH smaller. This blog is a work in progress still - WIP! so sorry if I repeat myself. I started in 2020, but as the months have gone by, and as I have read my blog, I have gained a better understanding of my life, I have had ‘realizations’ about who is stealing from me, aswell as their stupid motives. So some of the things I wrote back when I started, have needed to be updated. I am still editing this and doing rewrites. I have noticed my blog is frequently hacked and paragraphs deleted or photos removed, so I am constantly fixing it – I have a lot of people who read it and keep tabs on everything, and let me know when something has been removed. (Possibly the person d eleting my paragraphs, could be the person telling me they are missing? (What the?)). If you want to see any updated original photo stories you can check my Pinterest account, as all new ones are added to the top of the page. You can also see ALL photostories on my Shared Google Photos account https://www.pinterest.com.au/EmilyCBieman/real-australia-social-media/ https://photos.google.com/share/AF1QipOW7XXz6HknAvCvBfKYJmI3Ul9WoQIoUW__hW5jgBqVv6P5TOrJUX45suakXMVXzw?key=R0psRFlXTnVRZVM0dnFMTUdSNlV0LTU1VURocU9B The first one refers to the trees by the road, above: Trees I planted roadside 2009 that were NOT stolen ORANGEGROVE RD KEEPIT DAM with Little birdy told me Queen immigration story I put this photo first, because it pretty much sums up a lot of my life - female bullies, dogging me ALL my adult life - I had teacher bullies as a child too - they are just drawn to me, like a moth to a flame (stupid dsyfunctional emotionally retarded nazi types) . So, a little birdie told me, I mean it could’ve been the queen 😁 but back in the day, when Australia wanted to import immigrants to hasten the ‘civilisation’ process. Over in England, a certain group of people decided they would encourage another certain ‘type’ of person/families to leave their country and move to Australia. They went about and choose all the riffraff/ misfits/ hoodlums and thieves and used subtle techniques to gently persuade, manipulate, and put ideas in peoples heads about moving to Australia for a wonderful start to a new life. So anyway, jokes aside, I believe this probably did happen (in the same manner as how they got rid of Pauline Hanson, tried to get rid of her), as Australia does seem to be full of complete thieving Bogans – in my experience, all 47rs of it. At first I put this photo here {showing the gum trees I planted on the OrangeGrove Rd, near Keepit Dam, Gunnedah) - to say HA! to the middle aged woman who saw me planting the trees on the other side of the road, then returned a few days later with some accomplices and dug them all up, - and stole them! HA! You did not see the trees on the other side, and now they are going great guns. (And shame on you, get some morals, and get a life, what kind of pervy powertripping middle age bimbo stops when they see a young girl planting out trees, harass’s her, then returns later to steal the trees! Heck, its people like you that should be severely fined, you are not worthy of planet earth. And hey! you BunningsBimbo dogs that hound me, bully me, vilify me, and powertrip, why don’t you pick on that tree thief woman - she’s actually a total cunt and deserves it. By the way that woman when she was speaking to me, said she lived just down the road on Tranquille Road, in that house with all the thick pine trees out the front? She may have been lying? 15yrs later after I planted them, I can see on google maps, that an idiot has chopped all those trees down anyway - nature haters, I bet it was Bret Knapman, he is a fireman and hates trees. Typical farmer in Gunnedah. Tree haters, greeny haters. Snobs 5. 17 x Arabia Rustica stoneware dinner plates STOLEN, one at a time from pantry at Rangari, over 4yr period, 2012-2016 I inherited this stack of 22 dinner plates from my parents after they both died. They were given them as a gift on their wedding day. They owned the full set including bowels, mugs, tea pot, casserole dish, butter dish, bread plates….. One day as I was standing, staring at my pantry deciding what I should have for dinner, I noticed my stack of plates was not really a stack any more, in fact there was only 5 plates there, and as I had just finished putting away all the clean plates, the alarm bells suddenly finally started ringing. Someone had been taking them out of my pantry over a 4year period, one at a time, so I would not notice. I don’t know who would have taken my plates? I was 40km out of town, so it would be a big inconvenience for someone to drive all the way out, just to steal a plate. Although these plates sell on eBay for $22 each (then, probably more at the moment). There are multiple suspects; from my siblings to my next-door neighbour; to ebay staff; and other ebay members -people who are familiar with eBay. Although when I did inherit these, there were no hard feelings from my other siblings about these plates, so actually I don’t think it would be them -but you never know. Given the frequency of the thefts, I’m definitely thinking it was someone who lives close by, as in a neighbour. Of course, there is that little blonde short girl that I have mentioned, a definite likelihood that she did it, because these plates are ‘designer’ and any designer things, items or clothing, that I own; gets stolen. And it would come down to the fact that this particular thief doesn’t think that I’m worthy of owning a designer items, so she steals them. By the way, this particular set is by a famous designer named Ulla Procope who designed for the brand Arabia, based in Finland. This set was named “Ruska”. It was particularly famous dinner ware, mainly, I would say, because it was made out of stoneware, and stoneware is very practical, it doesn’t break easily at all, infact its practically ‘drop proof’. It was in production for 50 years after she released it, so it’s a very famous dinner set. I hope the person who stole it gets cancer and dies. This is not a game you stupid bimbo. Aswell as 17 of my stoneware plates, later, I had 10 x 500ml (large) Maxwell and Williams Porcelain coffee cups stolen, again one by one. Those mugs, from “House.com” were taken later between, 2016 -2019. Those mugs were unusually big, and had a fine rim, that’s why I chose them. Again, I don’t know who took the mugs, possibly the same short blonde, although I do have a new suspect concerning these mugs, and that was a lawyer and his partner. I lived on their property briefly, renting their cottage near their house, after Rangari farm sold. I got to know what that person was like, and he was quite vile (apparently it is a common personality trait for a lawyer) He’s the type of person that if he gives you something, he doesn’t really mean to. It’s like he expects it back in return for something or some such thing (? I believe it’s called ‘Indian’ giving – not that I am opposed to Indians, and know they are not Indian givers so to speak). For instance, when I was there, I was doing some gardening for him, in exchange for reduced rent (which by the way is the worst deal a tenant could have - don’t ever do it) But anyway, I asked him one day if I could use his watering can, I noticed it sat near their veranda not used. I wanted it down in my new shade house that we had both constructed for the vege patch. He said sure, very good naturedly. So, I started using it. But then over the next week, he kind of started whingeing about this watering can, going on and on as if he didn’t really want to give it to me -in a strange way, not entirely sure if that’s what he meant, but he didn’t ask if he could have it back, he just kept making these kind of snide remarks about his watering can - it was ridiculous. It was like truly antagonistic stupid old man drunken behaviour. Then the next thing you know, his partner Sarah who did not garden, I don’t think she even cooked. She was hopeless at wife duties, her talent lay in talking to people and schmoozing, she was Peters right arm. Suddenly she wanted to put a herb trough on the veranda, and so required a watering can. But, still, they didn’t ask for it back, I personally believe she got this little herb trough, just as an excuse to show me; see we do need the watering can, and you shouldn’t have asked for it. So this kind of passive aggressive stupidity is not something I tolerate. If you want something, you have to ask for it - I don’t respond to bully tactics, I didn’t return the watering can to the verander - if you want to get a response from me then you will have to do it like a sane person and communicate with me, in a sane manner. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. You can understand why I didn’t last at this place very long. (I did not take the watering can with me) Sarah has a lot of contacts because she’s married to someone quite wealthy, she kind of is worshipped by “class hung up” stupid little Gunnedah bimbos - the one that is short and has blonde hair and who steals from me, who I have mentioned numerously – she is like the opposite of that around Sarah!! I believe Sarah has something to do with the theft of my mugs, I know she does, in fact, she’s friends with the marketing people who came up with a pink mug one that would match my new replacement dinner set, which was pink. And also, why I suspect them, is because he gave my sister a travel mug when she used to work for him some years before, I’m not sure of the details, maybe she just saw him using them as they travelled together, thought they were good and bought a couple, or maybe he bought a couple for her - I’m pretty sure she wouldn’t have stolen them from him, in fact I know she would not have stolen them from him. But anyway, she gave me one and possibly he saw me with this travel mug, and this triggered off some stupid revenge thought in his head, the Indian giver that he is. When I had to purchase replacements, I was fortunate enough to find a stoneware set in my favourite colour, pink, at an affordable price from a big chain retailer. I’ve had one bowl taken of those new ones (after I had moved location to Queensland). It was later returned, I believe the girl responsible for selling me those, was the one who replaced it, the stolen one is still stolen? But after all those crockery thefts, for quite a few months, every morning when I got up to reach for a bowl, I would think to myself, are all my bowls going to be there today, or will one be stolen again - and then if one is missing from the pile, I think maybe it’s been stolen, then race around the house like a chook with its head cut off, looking for it, only realizing that I left it on the Veranda or something. So, the damage of mental stress from petty thievers, far out ways the cost of the bowls, if I catch someone at my house stealing -no matter what their age who they are, - what do they expect will happen? (It is women (stupid bimbo bullybitches) in my experience that cause this kind of psychological damage) $10000 worth of stuff stolen over a 15yr period. The Fire trowel, above ( Fire Trowel, dust pan, stolen on first day of living in new rental ) This was taken on the first day that I moved into my new rental house at Rangari. I was not there at the time; I was back at the other house. My brother Tomas and dad were moving my stuff, plus the landlord, David and Brenda Heywood were there, moving their furniture out. So, one of the above stole this trowel. this was the first of close to 800 items that were stolen from that Rangari rental in the 10 years I lived there. There is no hope. The only person I know who didn’t take it, was dad. I should mention there is another possibility, and that is the neighbour, Heath Barwick. The JellyBabies above: The Big JellyBaby Scam (I make no apologies for my sweet treat tooth!) Darrell Lea have sold out!! Their products are no longer what they used to be. Now the $13 jelly babies, are exactly the same as the $2 jelly babies in the $2 shop. Shame on those thieves. I want my $11 back Blondie. By the way, I noticed there are other confectionery products that are different now from what they used to be; Mars bars, Cadbury. Not sure what they’ve done. Maybe it’s an artificial sweetener or something; it’s not good. Exactly what happened; I have mentioned before on my blog about this short girl, who has blonde hair, in Gunnedah and Tamworth that follows me around to retail shops and steals from me at the checkout, she’s friends with the retailers, actually I don’t know how she manages to wiggle herself in behind the counter, but she does, her main aim is to steal, and those retail owners completely allow her to do this (?) exactly what does she say to manipulate someone into stealing from their customers in such an overt way?? So, in retrospect this is the same girl that was stealing from me at Bunnings, I’m pretty sure this was a girl who stole my goggles at the pool car park and the one who steals from me at the reject shop. That girl belongs in jail. This particular day she was at Darrell Lea in Gunnedah, (I can see everything in retrospect) and when I purchased these sweets for $13 a packet which is kind of expensive for a little packet of sweets, because they are really quite special and unique, (an occasional treat only) they taste much different from the typical sweets you buy the two-dollar shop or supermarket, anyway that girl served me, instead of the usual sales person who is often there. When I got home and tried my little delectables, they were not my little delectables at all, they were the same as the ones at the two-dollar shop! so I’m not sure whether that girl just sabotaged/ swapped my jellybabies only, (which would not surprise me at all, it happens a lot) or if Darryl Lee have completely sold out, as although their lollies are now the same as the ones you get in the two-dollar shop, they are still charging a $13 a packet. But I’m pretty sure later I saw the owner of Darrell Lea trying to save that little blonde thief on telly. I have really and truly had it up to here with stupid little blonde girls who do as they please, steal, lie and cheat, act completely disrespectfully, and then get away with it purely because they’re pretty; bugger off you stupid little bimbos. BTW one well known TV show I was watching, in fact I’m not going to mention any names, but the host was quite famous in the UK and Australia. She was mentioning that she can do as she pleases, and no one ever says anything, she doesn’t get into trouble ever, no matter what she ever did or would do, she was well respected by all DOGS. She would be able to do anything, because of her status as a popular well-paid host. (I am sure that woman, was not one of the ones that has been chasing me and acting ‘disrespectfully’, she was always very polite) It was mentioned, because she could see, that no matter what I do, I get pounced on - not that I do anything wrong or break the law ever, (one work colleague in my past nicknamed me ‘presbyterian’ because I was so good!!) but they come up with reasons and excuses they can use to have a go at me, by chastising, verbal abuse, harassment, stealing, poising me, food spoilage…. Reasons being pathetic like not saying hello to the checkout chick or not saying hello to some complete stranger down the street or not smiling at them, or parking outside a shop then not purchasing from them, once (once, as in for about 15yrs or so) I had this stupid blonde bimbo from Petersham follow and verbally abuse me from across streets/ steal from me because I thought to myself that Petersham is not a really good suburb to have a cat, or for that matter raise kids, so she then took offence and declared war on me in stupid bimbo manner. OMG (case in point) Like whatever reason they can possibly somehow come up with, they have a go at me – just ridiculous things. It’s persecution and I believe Cathy Goldman is involved and Gunnedah Council – a lot of people actually DOGS – I use the word DOGS here because it’s like these people literally behave like ‘simple’ non-thinking dogs and they don’t know it - they can’t stand back and see their own behaviour, and no one has pointed out to them that their behaviour is stupid and dogged. (maybe they should be called leaches) So, I’m doing it now. Stop acting stupid, because I know for a fact that nobody likes to be thought of as stupid. And judging someone because of the job they do, or don’t do/ income, is what a stupid person would do. There are a lot of influences and factors that affect what people do, in my experience it’s not the ‘so nice’ people that get the good jobs anyway, they are people that will ‘tread’ over others to get ahead. These are the people who are most deserving of disrespect, not the other way around silly – not that I encourage disrespecting anyone, I don’t do it, and, I have a lot of reasons to do it. (but now, I name names AND post photos of thieves and harrasses online, which actually gives their dog friends a reason to now ‘hound’ me aswell (more stupidity), but I will not be deterred at this point, after what I have experienced– you picked the wrong small framed girl to steal from. Btw, those people will see later when they are older their stupid ways – you will begin to feel pain from guilt, if I were you, I would listen to me, I have seen the consequences in bullies from my past, you will not want to live those repercussions. I am warning you. (It is too late for most of you; having had so much fun playing the ‘persecutor’ – blinded by your ego and dysfunction – persecuting someone, torturing them, hurting them, or just wanting them to feel powerless and uncomfortable, is NOT a mental illness, it is pure selfish ego powertripping stupidity – not to mention lazy, the lazy persons trick of mind) I have some girls who have been following me around for 20 yrs trying still to make up for their bad behaviour – stupid. And maybe this possibly is the reason why that blonde bimbo was overcharging me at Daryl Lea, but actually I don’t think so; I think the reason then, was because these sweets, these jellybabies, actually are, or were, well, the ‘Ferrari’ of jellybabies - they’re really that good. {I know what I’m doing, do you know what you’re doing} And that short blonde girl is hung up on class, I mean, completely obsessed in the head about class, and she thinks anyone on low income shouldn’t purchase luxury items, and deserve luxury items, and that’s why she stole my sweets for herself, she doesn’t believe that I deserve a luxury item, even though I paid for it, and she DID NOT. There have been other items too, like the quality Coco I purchased from America - it was swapped over after I used only once, for cheap Coco from Cadbury or Nestle (or homebrand). Also, my petrol for the chainsaw and mower was swapped over; I only buy premium for small engines, and someone swapped it over for basic unleaded once, another time they just stole the whole caddy. Other things like they sabotage my clothes of good quality by putting marks or holes in them, or substituting natural fibres for synthetics, she swapped my $1000 kodak camera over for same one but with dirt in the lens. I mean, this girl is REALLY HUNG (mentally retarded) up about class. Can you see how stupid this girl is? Can that girl see how stupid she is? I mean is there going to be some point today or in the future when she wakes up and realises what a stupid bimbo she is? Like that “aha” moment in Les Misérables, when the Chief of police Javert is standing at the bridge in the final scene, and he realises his mortal enemy and nemesis, Jean Valjean, who he has been chasing and hunting for all these years, is more morally upright than he himself, he’s so disturbed by his doggedness behaviour that he kills himself by throwing himself into the Seine River. - When is that stupid blonde going to jump into the river? I know it’s going to happen, stick with me and it will, because I know they have been heaps of bimbos who have crossed my path and have seen the light. It’s only a matter of time you stupid little cunt. Someone told me that they found out who that girl was (because of my BLOG) I’m not in entirely sure if this is true, but I suspect that it might be; that short little blonde has been given the chop, as in she no longer hounds me. I guess when someone was reading about how exactly I feel about this particular thieving bimbo, somebody has reined her in! Indeed I haven’t seen her for some time, and I believe that she does live in Gunnedah, which is over 500km away. I did see someone try to manipulate the sewer at Gin Gin fabric shop last year in exactly the same manner, so if they’ve got a different girl to do it or she’s hiding out of sight, this would not surprise me, I also believe it’s NEGS girl related? (My home/garden/business/life was stolen for this reason) I have the right to live my life without being harassed by anyone. I have the right to spend my money on whatever I see fit. I have the right to be single. I have the right to walk down the street without being followed or verbally abused. I have the right not to be followed / investigated / spied on by DOGS. Anyone who does contrary to this needs to be severely fined, truly, you’re the one not worthy. WAKE UP. Now, this same girl, has been a reoccurring bimbo nemesis in my life: (I still have no idea who she is – I don’t believe I know her, nor have ever been friends or acquaintances with her.) SAME GIRL - Same fucking dog that charged me 5c for woollies supermarket plastic bags, back in 2000, when there was no charge for plastic bags, nobody else instore was charged. You know I could just write same girl that charged me 5c instead of same fucking dog that charge me 5c, but I want to capture exactly how much that little dog has pissed me off, even though when I’m walking around my garden, or sending off some seeds, or designing some fabric, or doing some cooking, house chores…. I’m not pissed off at all. But when I realised, she was charging me 5c and nobody else, that’s how mad I was, at the time, and when I look back and remember that stupid dog, I’m also angry in those moments - and I’m pretty sure every time I curse her in her mind (“that stupid bloody girl”), that girl gets less and less of a chance of having good luck in her life. SAME GIRL -This is the same girl that had something to do with forcing me to work at the nursing home, knowing full well, due to injuring my throat, that I would get sick, she knows that I have never been sick my life, and this fact, and the fact that I’m NOT considered wealthy or high income, really pissed her off. So, she thinks all low-income people should be sick, and all ‘well to do’ people should be healthy, whereas I was the opposite of that, never getting sick and still low income (I know how to look after myself). She is totally screwed up in the head, she is sick in the head, not to mention evil. And this is the true nature of a lot of women, I recall some of the young girls at private school were exactly the same, totally ‘hung up’ about class and money, as were some of the staff. SAME GIRL - I noticed at one point in Gunnedah, around 2006 when I was doing my horticulture course. That for some time there had been certain girls who followed me around, especially at Tafe (they would hide) who wanted to try to get me to talk in slang and put on weight - this is going to be quite difficult to explain how they did this, how they tried. But I can definitely tell you why they were doing this; so other people around me, won’t be confused about the fact that I had no ‘status’ in society - you see, if you speak well, you dress well, and you’re not overweight, people assume that you’re ‘well to do’ and have a place in society and should be treated with respect. Not to mention are more ‘desirable’. Those girls really hated that about me, because I was a mere Tafe student, according to their dog rules, I had no status in society so to speak. Yet, I am able to command a certain level of respect without having to do anything, to ‘earn it’ so to speak - not that I think people should have to earn respect, this is something that should be given to everyone from everyone. But, well, actually I don’t think I can even begin to explain some of the things they would do, to try and get me to talk badly and put on weight - I’m pretty sure it didn’t work for them. It wasn’t until I got sick and they handicap my foot, that I started putting on weight - I’ve always been skinny, my whole life, and I’m really not sure about the way I speak, but I do seem to get a good response when I talk to people on the phone / way more than email - it’s like they can hear my tone, and they respond positively to it, even though I much prefer communicating via email. I want to quickly mention, the ‘desirable’ I mentioned above. Being noticed by men is something that jealous women hate, so much so, that I have had a group of women find out who all the single men are in town, in Gunnedah, that may be lurking around me, and they have matched them up - they have gone and found matches, from all parts of the world to match up a single man - to make sure I don’t have anyone who may possibly give me reasons, to be highly ecstatic. I told you: they are jealous of everything. And by the way, if you’re a single man who crosses my path, you’ve got no chance of remaining single for too long. I can assure you, they will find you someone, someone that you cannot resist. They now pride themselves on being matchmakers, out of spite for me. Isn’t that typical female. SAME GIRL – I strongly suspect Cathy Goldman the boarding house mistress from boarding school has something to do with this, because I would always come home to the boarding house after each meal, and just walk up the stairs past the desk, chatting with my friends, whereas a lot of the little ‘teachers pets’ types would hang about the desk and chat to Cathy Goldman (She wanted to be worshipped by the young girls) I however, being a healthy girl, would pay her no attention, mainly because of my experience with her in Year 7 - she’s a fucking idiot. But I would never be disrespectful to her, and she told me one day when I went past her – she yelled out at me on the stairs, that not stopping to speak to her like all the other little girls was disrespectful. And so, I, being a sassy 13yr old, was not about to stop and play nice with that stupid woman, so I told her she should earn her respect and just kept walking, which I don’t regret because she completely failed her duties two years prior, and she should’ve been fired - read the “School bully story“. But she was still there, and she was obsessed with me, and so that comment, I think, stuck in her stupid little dog head, and possibly is fuel for her, as to why she is still hounding me (as I mentioned on numerous occasions) and possibly she is the person behind that stupid little blonde telling me that I am not worthy constantly, because of that comment. Although I have never seen her at those times, but it wouldn’t surprise me if she was in the background hiding and working those stupid little blonde girls like puppets. I have seen this happen on several occasions. So, she is the only person I can think off that would have a reason (albeit ridiculous) to want to hate/fight me, I cannot think of anyone else who I have done the wrong thing by. I have informed the police about Cathy Goldman, and I have not seen her since, but it has not been that long, and like I said – obsessed with me. OBSESSED, like only a dog can be. This phenomenon of the evil woman, is something really ignored in society. Like in movies, we are shown women to be weak and vulnerable, when it has been my experience that women are especially evil and very cunning, far more so than men, and as I wrote this, I know there will be people who read this and think “oh yeah, bullshit, it was just a coincidence she got sick it wasn’t an evil plan by some stupid bitch” – which just proves my point about the unwillingness to see what women are really like. So, I think this girl did more than just ‘will’ my sickness, she took action, she has friends of friends. I know I have witnessed many circumstances, where a woman’s mere ‘will’ has decided on the outcome of a situation, and she hasn’t actually done or said anything, she has just thought something, it’s just like she has thought about what she wants to happen in a situation, - put the thought into the universe, and as a result it has come true. And then the reverse is very true, not wanting something to happen so badly, that it does. (If you behave like a mouse, then you will get cats chasing you, somewhere along those lines) I know if this happened all the time, then people would be just talking and thinking about winning money constantly, so obviously, it’s a mysterious topic which is really unknown and undocumented. SAME GIRL - I also heard this girl when I was ‘abducted’ by the police and Bundaberg mental health to ‘see if I was crazy’ (unbelievable violations). I heard her, I didn’t actually see her, she was being sneaky. But when I am under attack, as I was in that situation - I know what to say, how to think, how to carry oneself, and so she gave up and left, declaring that I had won. (? not entirely sure what I won?? – there were certainly no cash prizes! mmm wait a minute, covid19 cash grants!....) So, this girl most definitely has something to do with locking me up against my will (and against the law) too, see evil. Who the hell is this stupid girl, who the hell does she think she is messing about with my life like this? My life is none of your business you stupid little girl. Could someone please go get her a supervisa husband? -she cannot function properly on her own. Next along that row, is me! Me, 46yrs at Colosseum, QLD, after being ‘cast out’ of my home town in Gunnedah Great achievements come from permanence It’s such a catastrophe having to re-locate several times, many times in fact, in your life, especially if you have pets or are a gardener. I know cats get really attached to the whole situation, it’s like the yard, the house, it is their life, and relocating for a cat just doesn’t make sense at all, and I feel, it’s pretty much the same with a humans of any age, but especially kids, in my opinion. Kids need to form ties and bonds with same age generation, - actually, not only important with children but with their parents, and community too. It’s the people you know that will help you later on in life, possibly push you over the edge to get that good job or to get that good apartment by just a mere word from someone you know (thank you Mrs Finney). This has been very true I found in life, more so than my skills/abilities. The people I know have been more important, of course you will need to have skills and attributes to back yourself! but I’ve noticed it sometimes doesn’t matter what you know, or if you’re highly skilled, because you can’t be successful without a support team around you, this means family, or people close to you that are like family, that offer support like, emotional, moral, 2nd opinion, security – that kind of support. And this is true in business, as well in situations where you find yourself in trouble, like in court or dealing with the police. If you don’t have the support, just don’t set your life expectations too high. And forming attachments to big old trees – watching them grow from seedlings in your yard, all really important things to do in life. Don’t get me started on the problems I have with hair conditioners….I find one that is super good at detangling, I purchase it again, only they change the formula to one that is hopeless at detangling. It seems, every brand does it, not just Pantene! And last photo along that row above is My homemade elevation bed sling for planter fasciitis, to treat inflammation In summer, this sling really makes a difference with the inflammation. I am currently applying for Disability Pension, so far, I been rejected twice, - they do not believe me. Not enough medical evidence. And “foot has been stabilized” - whatever that means, and they did not tell me those reasons, I had to phone and ask why, and they were very reluctant to sate any reasons, it’s like they want me to go through this long arduous drawn-out process with them, I feel they are kind of desperate. Maybe both feet have to be out of action to qualify for Disability? It does state clearly on their website if you have had a medical certificate condition longer than 3 yrs, you will be entitled to a Disability Pension, well I am up to 5yrs. They are thieving liars – it is just like when they refused me for Aus study back when I was 18. Thieving cunts who work at Centrelink. Thieving cunts. Plus, since I have to deal with them about this issue, they have caused many contradictory hoop problems, particularly about Identification, one call centre person says no I don’t have to go in to a counter to Id myself, and then the next time says I do, and that’s why it is not processed? (They do ask you to upload all id stuff like birth certificate etc, which I did). BUT also, a bit later, my birth certificate was stolen out of my house AT THIS TIME – the original green one, I believe it is Centrelink related, as when I had to deal with Centrelink in 1992, back then my birth certificate was also stolen, along with my passport. (I had to send off to Births Deaths and Marriages for a new Birth certificate, which I will have to do again $60 fee - maybe the dogs at Centrelink have whole “fake ID wrought system” going in Australia??). They are unbelievable antagonistic, condescending, power dripping, thieving cunts. This was Bundaberg office at the time; I find naming the Office actually makes a difference, sometimes there can be whole staff sackings with new staff being brought on. Wake up staff. BTW in 2025 they ignored my medical certificate from the Dr; so, the 6yrs of incapacitation would go back to 0yrs. They ignored their rule of 3yrs, so why would they not ignore 6yrs too! Unbelievable antagonistic, condescending, power dripping, thieving cunts. (as I was writing this, again, white SUV parked next door at Bob and Helens, and they beeped me – I would say related to this birth certificate theft – GET A LIFE LITTLE PEOPLE). My uncle Chris thinks I should be getting Disability payments. He thinks I would not have to deal with so many stresses then, or it would be easier. (5 years now of being unable to walk properly, longer than 15 minutes or do any exercise. 5 years, you should see my big butt! – actually I have found having a big butt and a big belly, gets rid of ‘little shallow’ girls and boys. It’s a bonus. (And a little surprising for me, for those people to think that I would have someone so shallow in my life in the first place!) They don’t know me too well. Another example of “ways to get rid of pricks”. Actually, I want to say more about those neighbours: Bob Elder, I'm pretty sure I've written about this before, something about Bob lawnmowing and making bang noises with his lawnmower to make a disturbance in the neighbourhood - but I couldn't find it. Probably stolen. It mentioned some of the other antics that my neighbours get up to, to try and manipulate me. Or antics to express their annoyance at something I do, or don't do. It's really strange, it's like they think it's “make a wish”! Well, this is not Make-A-Wish!! You know, if somebody would like to wave their magic wand at me and state Make-A-Wish? it would be: for those people who steal for me to be assassinated, to be shot dead when they're caught leaving my house with my stuff - that's what I want SHOT DEAD – with news coverage, so everyone can see what's going to happen if you steal from someone; you're going to be SHOT DEAD plus your body would be left lying there, for ages, until somebody from Council gets around to coming along, and cleaning up your body. Seriously this is it -if it means shooting the young grandson of my old man neighbour, – then I would be very happy to see the thief shot dead. “Oh well”. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ For the box: I have since come up with better ways to get rid of inflammation; involving hot water and essential oil! I need to show you a list of items that have been stolen from me , beginning from when I was living at Rangari, Gunnedah, NSW. So you can see what I am really complaining about. These are the items I know about. I did not start keeping track till after about 5yrs in, when I realized I was being targeted by same people and I wanted to do something, as the police were unable to do anything. I want to add, if I ever had cash in my wallet, it would allways be stolen too. I’m up to about 800 now - 800 small, everyday items. (just what I know about, there is prob heaps more). But since posting photos of them online, some have been returned later, sometimes much later, I'm guesstimating there would've been about 20 such items returned). I believe they take small items because this will fall under the radar of the police, if it was more valuable items the police would take a greater interest and would possibly find the culprit out. So here is my list; (I include the replacement value. The price not listed is stress and worry) I mean, I don’t expect you to read through the whole list, but just to get a general gist, and to show how much there is, what an impact the thieving is having on my life. That I have to record everything that has been taken because there’s been so much, and this is how I can possibly do something about it, plus deal with it psychologically speaking. Also, I am a crafty person, so I have a lot of little craft materials alongside my seed business -they steal both craft products and seeds equally. So this is a list of items from 2015 onwards, but they did steal before then too, occasionally, it started when I was living at Pendle Hill in Sydney with the theft of my original birth certificate from my flat, and passport from centerlink Parramatta. It could well be centerlink staff who are stealing, allthough being unemployed does not seem to be the determining factor. They steal all the time, at work, not at work, from shops, from my house, from my car, from my body when I am out, all the time since 1994; {Note, wix, cannot do 'copy and paste' from Word, the formatting gets lost here, numbers are lost too} I list the replacement value, the price not listed is stress from being targeted by bullies. 1. Sewing machine oil 2ltr (brand new bottle)(2006)Melbourne; a lot of thieves in Melbourne, I think they followed me back to Gunnedah? $40 2. 2 lt pva glue (2006) Melbourne $18 3. In Melbourne - city Council are parking ticket related thieves, nonsensical signs to trick - money making scam, you are going to burn in hell {Gunnedah did it once too} $500 4. 1 tube Liquid nails (2015 onwards) $7 5. Lawn mower oil 2lt $12 6. 4 tyres/wheels taken off my car that broke down near Keepit Dam, NSW $1000 7. Sunglasses x 2 $100 8. AAA batteries x 7 $12 9. Goggles (from locked car at pool car park) $30 10. Air conditioner cork from the unit $12 11. Copper kettle (removalist or flatmate Mat from Melbourne or family member?) $85 12. Good Dust Brush and $5 13. Fire trowel (first day I moved in, only Heywood’s and my dad/brother were there) $45 14. Moisturizer $15 15. Knitting materials $12 16. Petrol Receipts (seriously) $? 17. 2 loose screws taken out of car passenger seat in Tamworth outside Op shop in Hill st $5 18. Sewing Snippets $10 19. Trowel/ shovel (giant blue one from Bunnings, stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker)$35 20. Very large painted pink sprinkler $19 21. Tube stock and label $12 22. A4 image print $55 23. Gunmetal tweezers $24 24. Bike led light $15 25. House Keys $100 2 Anhi DeFranco CDs$50 (I had to re paste this one- someone removed it!!) Beetles vinyl record, it was a blue cover with flowers I think 26. Secateurs x 3 $35 27. Piping bag attachment $35 28. 2 t/ware containers filled with garlic $40 29. Folk-art Door Note Pad $35 30. 5kg mince from freezer $50 31. Seed capsule (pyriformis) off the tree out front $12 32. 2 hair large butterfly hair clips $20 33. Red screwdriver $12 34. Tree vandalization, could have been roos $345 35. Eucalyptus melanophloia seeds, seed collected from Heath Barwick’s dads property $10 36. cat brush $2.39 37. RIT dye $10 38. ShopDoor Bell, School bell, string of doorbells x 2 $50 39. Plastic Tap from 60L Container $15 40. Knitted intarsia wool bag Xmas time/ returned 3mnths later (in a sorry state with courier ticket attached)? Maybe little sister Penny Bieman or little zombie Brother Daniel? $150 41. nail curve scissors $20 42. black non-stick spatula $6 43. Car Jack from car boot at mechanics $45 44. Vintage Leather hat box from Henry st garage just after dad died $90 45. fur stole (nice lush one, from house, could have been siblings but more likely neighbours$200 46. power board $20 47. 1kg Bio Zed laundry powder x2 $25 48. red bag lost left in town at Vinnies / but later returned to my house to the laundry 49. 3 x silver plated parfait spoon that was stolen (at Bulga, plus fridge sign taken/replaced) $65 50. marinated onions in jar $15 51. 3 Victoria Knox knives $35 52. Emails disappear, lists hacked, forms changed (virus protection make no difference) $? 53. Pkt 10 green irrigation spray heads $12 54. Mulberries – blonde hair in tree! $25 55. Apples off tree $25 56. whole tree of nectarines, whole tree $100 57. a photo of that cute little Kurrajong tree at keepit turn off? Did I take one or not? 58. white headphones – taken/returned 59. sewing machine dust brush (suspect Katie carter or Emma Finlayson neighbours and both sewers) $12 60. forms/paperwork $stress 61. Chocolate Caramel Tart recipe from pin board (salted) $? 62. Drill key x 2 off veranda $34 63. Front Door Key $30 64. 6 in 1 screw tool $22 65. Stanley screwdriver brand new $12 66. X2 knitting needles, 3.75, 47” + 24” $30 67. wooden pegs $4 68. socks/underwear off the line $20 69. scissors $5 70. tennis ball from car in Gunnedah parked at irrigation place $5 71. electronic stud finder $30 72. flour – they swap my bulk bread flour for pastry flour? Repeatedly this is a problem $200 73. 2 plug in light bulbs $12 74. ball of black cotton yarn $16 75. water bottle and cooler from Gunnedah Art Gallery $50 76. dowel rolling pin off top of fridge, I suspect spoilt little brats from MasterChef $15 77. jar of Duck fat $6 78. 4 gift cards stolen by staff / volunteers at Gunnedah art gallery $20 79. Timber from Bunnings checkout queue, returned next day to back of my Ute? 80. Pin from Wool picker, mysteriously returned 12 months later $14 81. 4.5mm x 40cm circular knitting needles $12 82. 400g white alpaca $20 83. 3 good trowels $40 84. Wrench spanner shifter, I suspect Heath Barwick $12 85. Irrigation joiner with red cap; x 4 $123 86. blue/3 green irrigation spray heads $11 87. Airs let out of trolley and 2 wheelbarrows o/n I suspect David Heywood $200 88. 2 face washers $70 89. purple D clip $12 90. Front door key, again, how many times do I need to replace the front door lock? $40 91. art metal spatula retuned 3 years later – not kidding 92. Tape measure for pool, 30m x 3 – all 3 were stolen $70 93. Stoneware x 16 brown plates Arabia Ruska STONEWARE $360 94. Another 4 brand new secateurs $40 95. Key chain $100 96. 7 China graph pencils $30 97. Shopping list from locked car (plus dogs in Tamworth) 98. Metal rod from window, when I was asleep with window open, and God knows what else 99. Another 3 pairs of secateurs $30 100. Another red irrigation cap $1 101. Blue pruning saw / returned (what happened to my orange pruning saw?) 102. Half head garlic 103. Propagation vandalization –always on a Friday or Saturday night $12 104. Flower seedlings $12 105. Soapwort- stolen after that girl with red hair on the BBC ‘Gardner’s World’ TV show explained how to ‘lift’ to transplant little plants$12 106. Acacia seeds, rare $100 107. Acacia spectabilis seed, whole tree $25 108. Hakea seed, Euc seed $35 109. Another gazania ‘kiss’ seedling $10 110. SanDisk 32gb secure digital SD card sdhc hc g class 4 / returned 111. Deodorant x2 $8 112. Sticky tap dispenser $10 113. Plums off tree, and chook trodden on, breaking leg $40 114. Unpick, blue $10 115. Nuts, pickpocketed out of bag at the Barber St Doctor reception $10 2014 female dogs 116. Rayon silk embroidery thread x2 $12 117. White Cotton voile off the roll $20 118. 7.5mm bamboo circular needles $12 119. 7mm bamboo circular needles $12 120. Bolt and nut, unscrewed from channel, 1 of 36 taken $12 121. Tin snips, later returned with additional pair plus a new hammer turned up on my shelf? $22 122. calculator pickpocketed out of bag at Tamworth Bunnings by staff there $34 123. freshly collected Euc seeds from car parked at Taminda, guy in mid-30’s $20 124. plug and joiner fittings $5 125. 6 x 30cm metal ruler $40 126. House entered when I absent, security system switched off ? 127. Mannequin displayed at Gunnedah Art Gallery taken then returned damaged $145 128. Power keeps getting switched off I suspect Steve Carter $ A LOT 129. Tape measure retractable 3m $10 130. Back door opened, cameras not enabled when I was in Tam. Swann switch off? 131. 2 small screws placed in plastic bag in living room 132. Hose fitting washers $5 Every time I order from Dural Irrigation, I HAVE HOSE RELATED ITEMS STOLEN $ A LOT 133. Home invasion while I sleep, several items moved about? New Jumper cut, feather placed? 134. Cutlery, 8 metal knifes (purchased from Vinnies!) $5 135. Watched landlord drain all water out of rainwater tank – David Heywood, child walking around in an adult body. 136. Car scratched up, muffler damaged, saw tampered with, pots knocked off, eggs stolen…... 137. Eucalyptus microcorys seeds – a whole lot, could be rubiginosa $60 138. 50ml Aluminium Balm Tin Lip Gloss Container $1.04 139. Lip Pigment Makeup Liquid $1.98 140. Kapok Tree vandalized, could be birds? Lights outside, the contract shooter Mark Eveleigh and skank girlfriend?) $50 141. Shooters 4am outside window, 10 shots until I switched light on Mark Eveleigh and skank girlfriend? 142. car broken into a rural health clinic, park brake left on, not sure if anything taken 143. 10L unleaded fuel from locked shed $19 144. Washing powder (lights outside) $7 145. Silver earing pieces x 10 $2 146. Red ochre pigment $5.80 147. At least 8 torches $80 148. Knitting pin stitch holder, later returned to my floor, seriously, Friday 15th 2014 $20 149. At least 5 reading glasses, 3 pickpocketed out of bag , in Gunnedah female theives$40 150. Hakea grammatophylla seeds $12 151. 9 black pens $12 152. Red sewing clippers - window opened to bar (7cm gap) gauze shimmed off $1 153. Watch battery mysteriously materialized on my floor? 154. Black yoga top, used and unwashed (blackout/cows in, I suspect landlords daughters)$20 155. Silver clip, replaced with black stationary clip ? 156. Glass $7 157. CCTV cable $40 158. 4 stoke oil, new bottle $20 159. Chrysanthemum Indicum seed Double Mix $20 160. Blue nylon cord $10 161. Kodak camera $1000 162. Twine x 1 ball $4 163. Chainsaw nut ($30 to replace) $30 164. 400g alpaca hand dyed with Mulberries, wine colour $50 165. Protractor $12 166. Spare key / fine bone china smashed $90 167. Pink silk sleeve pair $50 168. More Arabia Ruska STONEWARE dinner plates x 2 $40 169. Liquid paper $5 170. 1.6mm Bic pen $5 171. Poinsettia Princettia cuttings $ 172. pool stuff used and tissues thrown in pool YUK 173. Chamelaucium uncinatum - Geraldton wax seeds $10 174. screw to chain lock $5 175. Blue nylon fishing cord $10 176. Bormioli Rocco Glass jar full of fresh dried apricots $17 177. 2 long wooden spoons then returned 178. 4 more yellow secateurs $40 179. 4 blue secateurs $40 180. 4m dark green georgette fabric, off the roll $20 181. Stunning silver rose ring (I mean stunning), that one was ages ago in 1998, I still miss it$700 182. Orange Taylors chalk $5 183. Body Thermometer $1.72 184. 2 frozen bananas? $1.40 185. Chainsaw screw (maybe dingbat repairer forgot to put it back on?) $7 186. Tat soi seed $15 187. Irrigation filter $16 188. Another 32gb usb, pink, full of knitwear photos $50 189. Plastic jug $3 190. Eggs 191. Californian poppy seedlings (true pink form of ‘Ballerina’) $100 192. Metal ice cube tray with automatic lever vintage $50 192. Wide spray head off (the white one) pressure cleaner, taken from locked shed $7 193. Kennedia seeds $5 194. House Keys between 434 and 439 2/08/15, while I was getting the washing of the line $100 195. Black/red pliers. Later returned to different spot and something else taken (my keys) 196. Wood from back of Ute (one day I watched Ute on street from inside, men, walk up, look inside for anything to steal) 197. Purple bottle brush seeds and label $50 198. 2 rego tickets of desk, later returned they did not pay them! 199. 10 Drill Bits 0.5mm $1 200. 2 more lack yoga tops $30 201. Premium fuel swapped for regular fuel in my 10L caddy, I can tell difference, old lady at Centrelink did it$15 202. My outdoor tweezers from special spot $2 203. Pottery bowl cracked (motor biker and bar off kitchen window) $50 204. Vent Foil tube (from roof storage) later returned 205. Clasp Hasp and Staple 4" $1.78 206. The doctors card with email ? 207. Paper scissors 19/10/2015 11:00 AM (prop some Euc seeds too) $5 208. Glass head pins $7 209. Tweezers – outdoor ones 2nd pair replacement $4.09 210. Toggle $2 211. KnitPro cable $20 212. Mosaic Tiles $25 213. Pima Cotton plant $15 214. Eucalyptus orbifolia seeds $45 215. Hakea multilineata seed (maybe Janet Hathaway’s kids stealing seed?) $5 216. Orange capsicum seedlings $20 217. E. citriodora tube stock (maybe Sarah Fergusons daughter from Peter Long steals plants?)$30 218. Lavender oil from eBay $12 219. Macadamia vandalized Scoured Blue Faced Leicester Fleece 100g 3 Colour Stripe Wool and Mohair Rib Cowl - any good things photographed online; stolen$100 220. Letter from Donna Keegan stolen 221. Ariat shoe brush (unbelievable) $15 222. Amythurst pendant earring just 1 taken $15 223. Ruby 32gb usb / later returned 224. 2kg sugar brand new unopened from kitchen cupboard- masterchef spoilt brats?? $2 225. Hose spray $15 226. Rudolf Steiner school book stolen then returned 227. Rose quartz heart stone silver plaited pendant - returned (because I know how to kick up a stink now!) 228. trees vandalized 229. Eucalyptus lansdowneana x 3 tubes, Eucalyptus citriodora x2 t, Eucalyptus leucoxylon x1 t $18 230. Pima cotton plant, dug up $15 231. D clamp, stolen then returned to living room - 232. Booklet of 5 stamps from desk (free concession booklet from post office) $5 Total so far $6606 plus $1500 Swann CCTV +running cost and time 233. Rapunzel DUTCH cocoa replaced with NATURAL cheaper cocoa in container; something a dog would do, unbelievable stupid bimbo girls out there, possibly a chef stole it, from masterchef (spoilt little brat) $12+$22postage 234. 1 pink / grey stripe cashmere glove only 1 (SYTYCD?) $25 235. Master padlock stolen at gate between 130pm and 4pm 20th June, same day Ken from Telstra was here to connect the phone, reported to Gunnedah police, phone rang out 3 times, before Tamworth answered, and did nothing so called theft line Ronda who said police will come here (never turned up) but Telstra credited me the cost to replace the padlock 236. New White leggings – COTTON / SPANDEX JERSEY $30 237. More 7mm x40cm bamboo circs 238. Mail box vandalized again (I suspect Steve Carters nephews) $90 239. 32 GB iPod returned to car ? 240. Glue unopened e62360256 Anne (reported to Damian Wood at Gunnedah – but he is hopeless, did not even bother making a report- glue returned 1 week later 241. 2 tomato plants $15 242. 3 eggs (I suspect H&H Refrigeration, Bret) $5 243. Forgot to lock and power switched off, not sure what was taken, no electricity 244. Black / Silver zippered Harry Who Top $200 245. Unripe fruit picked left outside tunnel; 4 trees $400 246. Whole chilli tray $12 247. 1 orange capsicum tube $5 248. More 3mm metal dpn and 3mm bamboo dpn $3 249. Plant: Pink flowering Ironbark - Eucalyptus sideroxylon. Tube stock $10 250. Plastic egg 20/12/2016, returned 1 week late, then stolen again 31/3/2017 $1 251. Purple head of Garlic $10 252. Eucalyptus sideroxylon – Pink Flowering Iron Bark – x 5 tubes $50 253. 3mm bamboo circular needles x 3 pairs 120cm $30 254. Needle threader (they took 1, I still have 1 left) $1 255. Secateurs out of the car, last trip into town, parked at the Dentist in Barber ST $16 256. Cat biscuits, the whole bowl, I think Emma Finlayson stole that $10 257. Green garden bag from garden express (1), still have 2 left $20 258. Spare key – they left it on log for me to find, after stealing fly squat?? 259. Fly squat that I inherited from Dad – souvenir from Tasmania Trip, later returned $20 260. Favourite Black potting tray / pot $15 261. F&P Dish Draw – by dodgy devious way $1200 262. faux fur yarn from Gwen Wilsons house, later returned $15 263. vintage weeder from Tulcumbah (maybe Tomas who’s friends with Cull /knapman boy) $50 264. hot wax poured on my ball of cat / alpaca yarn – crazy idiot 265. 2 butterfly claw clips taken, then returned 266. Seedless white Grape Vine plant in 12” pot $25 267. Plastic bag from shade house taken then returned a day later no value whatsoever 268. Pears off tree – bird alarm at 2am, 340am and 5am, not a bird stalker? 269. Watering can taken then returned from shade house $12 270. More fresh eggs, literally would be 100’s now $50 271. Photo of that strange bird, taken off my PC (hacked) $200 272. iPod screw from car– and I am pretty sure they dislodged the lcd screen on both $344 x 2 273. Strawberry guava all off tree/ aerial spraying, no fruitfly this year, arshole and STUPID Steve Carter . Aerial spraying poisons over me on the hill, just up from house, and my house.DUMB 274. Sideroxylon tubes x 3 so far 275. Missing footage on cctv after going into town 276. More 3mm Bamboo circular knitting needles – 40cm, 80cm and 120cm $25 277. Half bottle of face moisturizer, while pressure cleaning, reported Ray, he considers it lost - arse $14 278. Clove oil $12 279. Folk art needle holder, timber with orange flowers? $35 280. Pyriformis seedling 281. No more gaps sealant $25 282. Gold brown sunnies 283. Purple sunnies (just discovered these hopeless aluminium windows can be opened easily if not shut all the way) 284. Reading glasses at Joblink Plus $1 285. Wide Chisel taken when gap filler was returned, later returned $15 286. Red handled paint scraper, later returned, then later stolen, plus my 2nd one was stolen $50 287. Fabric design Silver Eucalyptus foliage Warm, I think, not sure, I have so many things stolen 288. Asparagus knife from chook yard Sunday (17th /18th September 2017) night at 3am $12 289. HDMI cable and Auxiliary cable from new DVD from living room floor, same night as chook mysteriously got stuck under a log outside the penn – left window open dammit $10 290. ANGOPHORA costata - Smooth-barked Apple Gum SEEDS $10 291. EUCALYPTUS calycogona (pink fls) (WA) - Pink Gooseberry Mallee $10 292. Car windows open, battery flat next day – new battery, someone tampered with it? $200 293. Gomphrena canescens labelled seed tray $10 294. Hakea falcate? Something awry in shade house, not sure what, could be labels swapped? 295. Plastic seed tray with lid $10 296. Small orange handled screw (I think my overlocker was tampered too) $6 297. Whole tree of Eucalyptus leucoxylon rosea – Pink Flowering Yellow Gum seed pods 298. 3.25mm x 80cm, 3.75mm x 80cm, 5mm x 80cm, 2 lots 3.5mm x 80cm Metal Circular knitting needles – up to 16 pairs now that have been stolen $100 299. Whole tree of Eucalyptus lansdowneana seed pods taken 300. Kennedia nigricans - Black Coral Pea, SEED X100 (so many seeds, must be landlord related) 301. 30g Callebaut (heaps of Callebaut chocolate) 302. Pruning saw, later returned along with blue Philips head $40 303. Rake (the big plastic green one) $50 304. Brazil nuts stolen by receptions friends at barber st Medical centre- pic pocketed 303. Calculator, the good solar one from school in the 90’s (belonged to Tomas, little brother, may have been him?$50 307. paper oriental umbrella with my black-and-white design Also had problems with 2 neighbours who sprayed poison over my house and me, the 2 neighbours that spray in my area are Mark Tydd and Steve Carter – both “greenie haters” both rich. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2u5T8jWsVA (Forced relocation, (first Kesbies, then Long Cottage) basically due to bullying and pure jealousy. Get off your arse and build your own vege patch) At this point I moved (beginning of 2018), I was hoping thieving would stop, with the advent of new neighbours, but it has not, I think my new landlord likes to ‘play’, like a cat with a mouse, or a whale with a seal – (total drunken idiotic behaviour), Peter Long and also is eldest daughter, both lawyers, aswell as partner Sarah Ferguson and her daughter, a whole stealing bully family, they do not know right from wrong, and have no concept of the whole win/win situation Also at this point I started listing my stolen items online, and, I believe as a result, some items have been returned 304. Letter/ Calendar/lease forms (later returned) 305. Green hose joiner/returned 2 days later $1 306. 8+ white 500ml coffee cups major coffee cup shortage now $20 307. Homemade Hat, wind proof why? $30 308. Old rusty large Splatter guard (something rusty like this does not usually get stolen?) $10 309. lendrum c clip (pried off with pliers, and pliers stolen too, those pliers have been stolen and returned about 4 times now, those pliers were worth about $60, they were good ones, later found destroyed in my car tyre with the red part missing, I suspect Peter placed it under my tyre so when i reversed out it would puncture it ($200) + $12 310. 50g alpaca / silk (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $20 311. Nutribullet gasket (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $24 312. So you think you can Dance season 11 ep 1 -5 DVD 313. Black textas x 4 $20 314. Pkt of seed – Russian Onion seeds returned 6 mnths later to my desk! 315. Flat tyre -the pliers that were stolen were stuck in my tyre; I believe Peter Long did it. Then Browns tyre place ripped me off too, with 2nd hand crap tyre that failed inspection few weeks later. Long thought I messed his solar fence (of course I did not) so this was his “payback” game – what a stupid idiot, he has major psychological problems. 316. furniture polish paste wax beeswax & carnauba clear finish 'premium blend'200g $22.50 317. EUCALYPTUS Mannifera seed from seederama, brand-new, unopened pt RL $5 318. EUCALYPTUS Mannifera SSP Mann seed from seederama, brand-new, unopened pt RL $5 319. EUCALYPTUS caesia seed from seederama, brand-new, unopened pt RETURNED LATER $5 320. EUCALYPTUS papuana seed from seederama, brandnew, unopened pt RETURNED LATER$5 321. At this point my restricted key arrived, but still stealing, not as much 322. Italian Women’s Weekly Cookbook (I have the whole set, until now, 1 missing) $40 323. Little black Toggles from sewing box (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $2 324. Good sewing Scissors - Could the BLONDE BIMBO THAT WORKS AT BUNNINGS AND STEALS FROM ME WHENEVER I GO TO THERE, PLEASE DROP DEAD FROM CANCER later returned $60 325. Calothamnus sanguinens seeds, stolen by ebayer Макеева Татьяна, they later paid $10 326. Tamarillo seeds, stolen by ebayer HASSAN ALSINAN $15 327. Double metal pencil sharpener (prob taken when onion/ Euc seeds taken) $10 328. Front door Key stolen by longs daughter, later returned friends of Bunnings blonde bimbo 329. Blue/white card, for threading sewing machine stolen and blue button foot $stress 330. Garden fork, a good one, coincides with visiting Long dog later returned $100 331. Silicone food Wrap Seal Cover $3 332. USB stick 32 gb later returned $15 333. Spinning wheel chock later returned $25 334. Remote from blind later returned $30 New address at Builyan, only there 4mnths. People are the same wherever you go (Hey arsehole, I know you can hear me) (forced relocation again, but glad to leave that place) 336. Bunnykins coffee mug – mothers stealing this one egg carton with eggs in it plus 2 empty cartons later returned (really and truly) 337. pen off desk, later returned 338. pin shelf nail plugs later returned 339. extra big Balloon whisk and straining spoon STOLEN from kitchen both later returned 340. Missing one of these Perfume Atomizers - I would like it back thanks bimbo dogs late returned 341. Torch stolen again by another coward later returned 342. chainsaw combination spanner and socket tool later returned 343. Stamps, by the postman Benny Vaughn, I think he delivered them to the neighbours delib? Same with 2019 calendar, 2 sets glasses, pc mouse and trichosanthes seed 344. hose washers x10 in pkt $3 345. Vase, Ruskin? From Henry st, only just realized value $1000 346. Eucalyptus leucoxylon seed, or may be the tray of tubes?? Returned seed thanks to k cull 347. Silver piece of plastic from fridge stolen from bin – they climbed in window 348. Pink stoneware bowl – qp101830311 RETURNED(I believe someone other than the thief returned a pink bowl to my kitchen, no idea who) 349. Glulam plank of wood -could have been stolen by friends of Benaraby Tip council, as I was just there scavenging timber offcuts 350. Neighbours harassing me with sounds at Builyan (animals are better behaved than them) 351. Little black ¼ tsp measure from seed supply, maybe taken from Rangari or Long Cottage I believe all these items were returned due to kicking up a stink, posting posters and local Police Lisa Lynch who actually took me seriously (in the beginning at any rate), I would like to point out that one older neighbour, a JP, Frank Mckee said I should ignore thefts and not kick up a stink re stolen items in order to keep the peace (I totally disagree after 300 items ($10000 worth of stuff), and his wife sent me hate mail in the post), also, someone broke my window while I was there. REALLY STEALING New QLD location, FARMHOUSE AT Colosseum near Miriam Vale (16th November 2018) (forced relocation again - oh sure, I can handle moving all my furniture on my own 4 TIMES IN LESS THAN 12mnths) Just moved here 1 mnth, {side door, when I arrived, it had no door, no glass, no flyscreen. Plus, the front door, and back door were missing, along with a couple of windows, (one large ground floor one, and one average size, upstairs). It was my job as a part of reduced rent to install new ones, which I did, it was a huge ordeal with 170km to nearest door shop, but in the mean time, all these items were stolen: {why do all farming families have screws loose?) 360. Double Infinity Sterling Silver clasp (they left the necklace, just took the clasp) (returned 3 years later by thief who still was stealing from me, and stole food at the time they returned this clasp – all black) 361. TV vandalized on veranda?? I did not put crack in screen, but now has one- $800 362. allocasurina seed pods (a group of people attempted to replace these) 363. Green hose connector stolen off hose 31st Jan 2019 364. Invoice stolen from kitchen after window left open 1-2-2019 (I have a copy you idiots) 365. Invoices from Wares for landlord stolen $500, (I suspect landlords kids/son in-law Tom and Jess) 366. Beef mince on special stolen by TNT female workers, a set up by Coles too 367. EBay box with: (stuff I was trying to sell on eBay, stolen by eBay and Telstra? hang up calls from Telstra mobile team and eBay 02 93044303, says tv ratings, when really eBay): 368. Slip on Working Walking Leather Shoes – Brown, AU 7, Keen 41 $90 369. Trolley Tyre, wheel barrow. Rubber, in super strengthened condition 370. Diesel Petrol cap, (unlocking) fits Mitsubishi Triton Buy It Now $12 371. 2 x Rural poly pipe connector 32mm and 1 1/4" Rural Irrigation joiner 372. Slow motion cha cha info on piece of paper 373. Green offensive kitchen beaters (free, seller refunded, do not believe seller stole) 374. 2 balls of pink hand dyed cotton bamboo, taken from bedroom Feb 2019 375. Mower mask, 3m, good one RETURNED. $20 376. The laughing Opera songs from iTunes 377. 130g Callebaut (car parked out on rd with girl at 5am going yahoo 378. $104 stolen by Elders / Tamara Smits and Lacey Bimrose for gardening at Builyan, Judge Athol Kennedy + Dennis Kinnsella, and Gladstone Police 379. $20 Coles voucher, PC hacked (Coles gave me extra rump steak in next order!) 380. Photo of polypipes stolen off PC, plus 1 length of polypipe stolen 381. Helichrysum essential oil – bottle emptied and put back 382. Nettles & Aloes in Wool Fat container, plus my recipe stolen off PC$50 383. Handwoven woolen cushion 384. a few frozen meats were taken out of the freezer? 385. ebay Windchime from veranda 386. $1000 generator 387. Gunnedah recycling container full of my plants from shade house (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker? Facebook girls? – girls evil thieving creatures) 388. Creditcard from iPod $750, I suspect CBA stole it incahoots with Facebook forum people from Agnes water, CBA also stole money for my Telstra internet, even though I had got a new creditcard with new numbers. Money returned later. Actually later I think it is bimbo dog girls at channel 7 telling bank to steal from me, and bank bimbo girls go “ok” – such bitch stupidity going on, it gets worse in 2025, cba steal hundreds off my cc, plus when I getanew cc, the end statements go missing – this is proof enough for me, they are stealing, it is not adding up, so statements are removed from their website - -I did request they send them to me – they ignored me. 389. lid to 5L stock pot 390. Ph test kit stolen Another forced relocation, to Kookaburra Park Gin Gin , mover Andrew Lucas, Wallaville 396. 2 days later, the remote was taken for motorised blind, unable to use it, $365 returned 397. At least 5 glasses taken, neighbours Helen and Bob acting suspect, harbouring 2 young people – possibly thieves 398. Wrought Iron Fire poker and scraper (stolen by bimbo Bunnings worker) returned $100 399. Timber screws 4g x 20mm, x 1 metal, x 1 Brass, Metal self-drill screws 4G x 20mm $15 400. Blue Alpaca beanie and black/red gloves returned 401. Squeeze Bottle pva glue $16.95 402. Another ball of blue Alpaca wool last week in July 2019 $15 403. Key removed from my chain while I was asleep and torch stopped working overnight 404. 2 little silver torches taken plus rechargeable batteries, taken August $18 405. Bamboo toothpaste stolen at mail boxes, along with other mail, neighbours for sure $5 406. Stainless steel pudding (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) returned $16 407. Mannequin photo off PC $2 408. Blue good Philips head screw driver returned $50 409. 2 pins for clamps (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $20 410. Karen Stennett’s pkt of Pima Cotton seeds from my desk when I went to GinGin $35 411. Reading glasses by Alice and Apple at Coact Gin Gin, light on iPod $2 412. Adobe Extension stolen by Adobe 1st Oct 2019 $500 413. Photo of chook contact from iPod, most likely stolen by Apple 31st October 2019 $2 414. Black microphone and pc photo returned when I went to bundy and soap stolen $2 415. Chook feed from chook yard $5 416. 4x 72litre containers filled with water emptied from shade house, then later vandalized 417. 3 trees vandalized $22 418. Casey Forbes at spnflwr deleted and ban me from my fabric design sales $10000 419. Coward at Facebook deleted and ban me for ever from face book $5000 420. Coward at ebay deleted and ban me for ever from ebay $20000 421. Coward at flickr deleted and ban me (think all those internet ones related to some Chinese bitch 422. Gin Gin post office ban me for ever from stepping foot on premisis 423. Gin Gin news agency stupid bitch ban me from putting up notices on their public free notice board (landlord related; did not want me to find somewhere else to live) 424. Wikipedia ban, by red head coward 425. The really good broccoli seed that was green and nutty? 426. Searles ripped me off with fertilizer that is actually just composted pine bark $16 427. Petrophile teretifolia seed stolen from Colosseum, by Agnes Water nutcase 428. Acacia vestita SEED STOLEN BY pretend RELATIVES OF Mark Kesbie $25 429. Stainless steel splash spatter screen STOLEN, March 2020 RETURNED $10 430. Special clasp/leather necklace stolen by Errol and Sue Zunker from Sharon QLD $5 431. $60 new bottle rosemary essential oil hair care March 2020 $60 432. 3 bags of roo mince from the freezer+++++ more 433. 22 items from Gin Gin post office have been stolen. Thieves there, female mailmen!! 434. 2 Californian poppy seedlings $20 435. Chrys vandalized $1 436. 2 balls of wool set aside for my tapestry stolen $23 437. Kale seeds, my big stash with chaff, stolen 2019. In 2021, when I checked RETURNED, I suspect girl from US Netflix farmer ‘restashed’ me, chaff included (they were most definatly not there all 2020, as I purchased 2 other varieties –evil plan to make me appear crazy) so since they been in my seed cabinet, they may have stolen my prizewinning new pink celosia seed, they would have swapped them, so I can’t tell, have to wait and see bout that 438. Kale receipt from ebay of black kale that never germinated (boondie?) $5 439. Nasturtium ‘Black Velvet’ SEEDS – stolen by Win/Beecke Smith incahoots with ebay sellers$5 440. Celosia argentea var cristata - Cockscomb SEEDS– stolen by Win/Beecke Smith incahoots with ebay sellers, little bee, hunny_bunny_mollys; Netflix uk flowerfight? Anna Avakimova – someone on ebay buys my seeds, whenever they steal my seeds, Sharon Millet at no 9 kooka park, Trigg Nursery, killed her plant I purchased from her as she sold me mislabelled one$150 441. Pea - Petit Pois Waverex SEEDS– stolen by Win/Beecke Smith incahoots with ebay sellers$25 442. Angled Luffa (Luffa acutangula) SEEDS $5 443. Clove essential oil $25 444. 2 metal parfait spoons $10 445. Russell Patterson’s pkt of Eucalyptus sideroxylon, plus photo of it (not Judy’s) $30 446. This Stolen list was deleted off my pc (I have backups) I suspect ebay, blonde bimbo $20 447. New garden tap washer (this item was removed from this list – I have IT nerds stealing from me too) 448. 2 spatulas, a yellow and a hot pink one, I suspect spotlight Bundaberg staff $20 449. Brahmi Tea in BormioliRoccoQuattroStagioniPreservingJar(jar returned without tea I suspect landlord)28 Oct$20 450. Piggyback Extension Power Cord - Black - 2mx1 (long white one was returned) $20 451. another gold fish – that makes it 13 now , plus a water plant is gone $100 452. braided cotton candle wick $10 453. Loctite glue stolen, then returned when I went to Bundaberg post office (they kept me waiting, del, so thieves put glue back in my car, in my handbag) plus was different tube and lid was broken. Post office cunts involved 453. 40cm bead fringe by show people Nashville (refunded) $200 510. 1 extra large Terracotta Saucers stolen$80 511. I can't believe some silly twit has sold me a computer with only 250 GB on the C drive. "Oh yeay scratch discs are full" 512. This list was stolen off my PC, lucky I have 3 backup systems IT NERDS 513. They steal my reminders, my daily outlook reminders - bugger off computer nerd hackers, get a life and stop messing about with old ladies. My Set of knitting Stich Holders was STOLEN at Gin Gin, Kookaburra Park 515. PH test kit from pool $50 516. Hoe (good old one) $50 517. Wifi camera x 2 $180 518. Robot wifi camera x 2 $100 519. Wooden Walking stick (had 2, now have 1, thought I may have sold it gumtree at Gin Gin, but no photos)$20 520. Fedex stole $26 by saying my measurments were incorrect when they WERE NOT – I know they stole this money, they were copying the other courier in Bundaberg who stole $30 from me at checkout. The trend. Couriers: female thieving dogs. 521. 2 wheels/axle from a cart stolen $50 522. Metal Boomerang from ute $70 523. Target Mid Brim Raffia Fedora Hat $25 524. My mini sport from my pink Syngonium 525. Large microwave casserole 5quart dish Littonware $200 526. Large ceramic and glass CorningWare Classic Square Casserole 5L dish $155 527. Bag of 50 irrigation drippers, red and black ones $20 528. Bamboo boxes from kmart, I had 5, 1 left, God knows what happen to them all $40 529. Part Almonds and raspberries stolen by Bundaberg woollies delivery driver, so pkt opened, prob heaps more food – Winnifred Hoerr had something to do with it too. 523. Kmart IT Nerds blocked me from my account I had to create a whole new one and waste fucking time 454. Unpicks $8 455. Aquarium Plants x 3: Lobelia Cardinalis - Aquarium Plant $12 456. Phyllanthus fluitans Red Root Floater - Aquarium Plant $12 457. Snowflake Lily - Nymphoides hydrophylla waterlily, they swapped over this white native lilly for an exotic blue lilly $35 458. Little black nail/thread scissors, the really good ones $12 459. 1 reels of tape $4 460. Another black duster, the large one, stolen by Bunnings copycats $16 461. Bundaberg Couriers stealing, Allied Express / stealing parcels – my Spa $550 462. Good garden trowel $ 463. Wooden dressmakers awl $12 464. Coles Nail Polish Remover Non-Acetone pink bottle125ml $ 2 .80 465. Floral Clothes from Pinterest in the mail refunded by PayPal 466. Back scratcher in the mail 467. Black goggles – the ones with scratches $20 468. More pink deformed celosia seed $50 469. Brick $5 470. 2 more luffas $10 471. More frozen roo mince x 2 (I stopped buying now, I refuse to feed my neighbours) $20 472. That hair one never turned up, plus receipts stolen from outlook and ebay orders/PayPal 473. That allan key set never turned up, plus receipts stolen from outlook and ebay orders/PayPal 474. Anthon Berg chocolates stolen by David Hooker and Sharon Millet incahoots with Circles Life $15 475. Bestway - HART INTERNATION and CBA stole via pending payment withholding $45 476. Ibuprofen – ½ .80c 477. Another pair secateurs returned 478. (Written knitting patterns and my cast on off course notes) $300 479. Coriander and ginger essential oil blend for heat $45 480. Pkt futon bolts and nuts $45 481. Tf card and card reader for car cam $30 482. iPhone charger $25 483. 1 steak from woollies, a yuk one $5 484. 1 can each of my craft cooking wine, red, white $20 485. Manilla folder with Chronic Disease management papers. Nurse Annett and friend stole $ 486. Advanced Foot Care Bundaberg re over charging for Collapsed Arch diagnosis $100 487. Good pen with string on it $35 488. Glass cutter ? maybe I chucked it out? $12 489. Beige sunglasses $35 490. Imed stole my 2 appointments today, and tried to charge me $200 for another appointment 491. Floss, later returned 492. Neighbours at kookaburra park majorly harassing me – thieves I bet 493. Big w stealing by overcharging and Woolworths not stocking product so I have to purchase from big w – who DO NOT DELIVER TO MY ADDRESS – hopeless. Coles too, IT staff still food out of my cart at checkout also at modification and also whilst I’m shopping. Same as they do instore. PISS off (also mops steal items off shelf when they see what is my cart as I shop online - beyond annoying). 494. Dodo stealing my whole internet plan, and Activate8me trying to steal a whole month. 495. Birth Certificate (probably Centrelink stole it, as when I spoke to them, the girl knew it had been stolen) 496. I suspect Adobe creative cloud app with stealing data off my computer 497. Mad Paws Pet Sitter company stole my time with ‘certificate completion’, only NOT to add me to database $500 498. Tea tree oil stolen from pipette bottle, bedside table (I invariably have tea tree oil stolen over the years, and it’s like they steal it, use some, and then return what they didn’t use, or they just steal a little bit, like tip a quarter of the bottle out and leave the rest. It’s like they’re too tight to buy their own tea tree oil, and “share” mine, I really think the think they are sharing, and not stealing – talk about mentally retarded. Maybe they don’t know where it is in the supermarket? it’s readily available. It’s $8 a bottle. 499. Drying seed capsules of Dianthus barbatus interspecific, 'Jolt Cherry' from mitre 10 – dogs always steal my flower seed 500. Spintel offer new plan for same, but with twice as fast speeds as mine, if I want it, they want $5 extra – thieves 501. Red screwdriver, 1 cal poppy seed in paper bag stolen then both returned 502. Meat pie out of freezer – not returned $6 503. Microsoft stealing my time with false information and twice paid new edition of Word $500+ 504. Silicone wet area glue – returned to my car by dog while I was at the post office $12 505. Borage essential oil bottle and full wax lotion stolen by Bundaberg Beauty girls $45 506. Woolworths data, Woolworths mobile number, Woolworths mobile receipt from PayPal, and Woolworths mobile number email – what is wrong with them? Teach yourselves a lesson you delinquents $10 507. Glass jar full of combined small/average screws -not 100% sure if stolen from Kooka or new place Sarina $200 508. Good Pen on a string for pattern making $20 509. Yogi marlons dvd for back pain, I bet Cate Rogers stole it. That woman should be shot, bullet to the ear. $30 503. 1 extra large Terracotta Saucers stolen $80 504. I can't believe some silly twit has sold me a computer with only 250 GB on the C drive. "Oh yeay scratch discs are full" cost me $600 in 2025 to add more 524. 2 black light cords- 2m long cable with Switch $20 525. 1 black extension cord with piggyback plug $10 ANOTHER FORCED RELOCATION TO SARINA, QLD, 4737, AND THE THIEVING CONTINUES, AND AGAIN WITH LANDLORD / REAL ESTATE HARASSMENT FROM YET ANOTHER STUPID BLONDE 530. guy at Reject Shop overcharged 75c, till said it was, so girls scanning wrong barcode when I enter thew shop – the follow me around the shop with their scanners trying to see what is on my list, usual common deliberate tactic 531. Full glass jar of screws? From here or gin gin $200 532. Blue fringe swimmers $50 533. Eucalypts woodwardii seed pkt $200 534. Metal whisk $20 535. Coles Mackay delivery girl stole a cat food satchel, then gumtree robin purchased something $1.75 536. Melaleuca diosmatifolia -seed stolen (I may have sent 2 pkts in my last seed order, as that’s what I did with another one?) $10 537. Horse stories off my blog, heaps, also from my back up, I have to rewrite them – stupid bitches $999 538. My external hard drive storage CABLE – weirdos $10 539. My snapshot of a water wok benchtop from Grand Designs, that I put on Pinterest, gone 540. Nutribullet cup, small one with handle, that was left at kooka mail centre, probably the idiot who left it there for someone to have, saw that I got it, then stalked me up here and stole it – surrounded by idiots $10 541. The “Dob in a Doctor” link from my Outlook was STOLEN! – needed to dob in dodgy Sarah physio who stole $80 542. Another good Roller Ball pen stolen $20 543. Ebay stole $3.33 from you wire order at checkout $3.33 544. 100g fibre tops angora from feltfine, the really light pink one $35 545. Petunia in small pot – seed from Large Cherry, etsy Poland, I think a fake courier delivery driver stole it $20 546. my pumpkin seed tray in small pot, and geranium great balls of fire seed tray taken then returned with no seed – weird, the yummy pumpkin, also my good Pima cotton that I had been saving since Rangari – the extra super soft and super fine cotton – it was by chance ‘struck gold’ seed $200 547. Bra receipts stolen from my eBay and PayPal, Plus money seems to be on listed in Paypal whether it was stolen or not, I do not know, but I definitely purchased it. 548. Stolen one of my cats chicken in a glass Tupperware container from fridge overnight?, also biscuits disappearing overnight, a few of my crockery suddenly had chips in them over night, eggs missing from the carton, and I found a sponge lying on the floor one time when I got back from posting letters. Locked unit? $15000 549. Amazon seller said my lycra bike shorts never turned up, so stolen in the post at Sarina?, plus the photo I took of the envelope was stolen off my PC possibly $25 550. Toll Bundaberg stole from me by later sending me a bill for $30 stating my measurements were incorrect – AND THEY WERE NOT $30 551. Pack and send, and Just Freight Courier in Bundaberg overcharged me $30 at checkout – STUPID FEMALE DOGS $30 552. Peter Holland re seeds resent – Sarina Australia post is beeping at me and turning up at the units at odd times during the day, they are looking guilty, or people are pretending to be Aus post – perhaps DOGS WHO PLAY SIDES – as in, idiots. SEE POLICE, SEE HOW CLUELESS YOU ARE, AS TO WHAT GOES ON 553. Big glass jar of honey from MPB (it may have smashed when the fridge dropped? Don’t think so) $10 554. Liquid potash ½ bottle missing – stolen $15 555. Ingrid the dog at CBA; giving me runaround for 3/4 hr and putting me through to wrong people and back again – she is the epitome of irresponsible, yet she deemed me ‘too irresponsible’ to give loan too, I have the recording 556. 1 Melaleuca spathulata tube seedling $25 557. 1 rolled frozen chicken breast $10 558. Crepis yellow envelope (looking for it, the sleeve press broke, $200) 559. +3 magnification black reading glasses $12 560. Callistemon Spp Pink my Barbie Pink seeds, half the pkt stolen and bag left open $60 561. Onion shoot, whole new thing, gone, overnight $5 562. Sand people across the rd tried to charge me $5 for a half a bucket of sand - THIEVES 563. I think 4 meat pies have been stolen from the freezer? $16 564. Glue by faulty glue at total tools mackay, I think that dumb accountant followed me around next time I went to Mackay, 2 mnths later $17 565. Sewing machine Led bulb by Australia post or seller?, but then a new one I ordered was so dim it was theft too 566. Centrelink by not acknowledging medical certificate upload – 2hrs waiting on phone – that will be $130 thanks 567. GumTree fakers wasting my time with pretend interest 568. Ladder pushed into my car, that old man from no 9 did it with dogs? – that’s their stupid fighting mentality 569. Tail light broken – hit and run $45 570. Sarina Master Mechanical stole $72.50 with NO DIAGONIZE AND WANTED TO STEAL $600+ IN THE FUTURE, then after the bank said they would put in a dispute, suddenly I got a another engine light – they did it. (I won – they sore LOOSERS) its not like I would ever go back to them- no point – pointless people. bimbo wife stalked me at iga carpark and put sugar in fuel tank, plus stalked on facebook. town bully thugs 571. My entire GumTree folder from my outlook was deleted – I keep every transaction, listing and message – I told you those people are as dodgy as hell 572. More meat from freezer? 573. Email receipts missing from outlook, and server – totally gone, frequently this happens, lucky I screenshot 574. Beam escooter charged me double for the time I spent testing their escooter, so charged $13 instead of $6.50 575. Coles Mackay are stealing by not delivery essential goods that I paid for already on delivery day; so I have to order again and pay the $50 minimum, especially big problem ever since I have been here, 2 yrs now. 576. Sarina Council stole 3 leptospermums and 2 E citriodoras in the form of non thinking gunho 80’s mentality 577. Another Pair of Beige Reading Glasses STOLEN early mid 2023 $22 578. Green Beanie with Ear Flaps Missing, May 2023, most likely stolen by dickhead neighbour who wanted me to look at their car $78 579. 2kg kangaroo mince, stolen 29th, stolen mitre 10 carpark or at the lights by someone on escooter. I reckon stolen by the dogs incahoots with the pet shop in mackay, due to the fact that I thought to myself what a bimbo their staff was, when they gave me incorrect information. Bimbo. I will not be retracting my thought. I cannot go to mackay anymore, they all just steal from me they placed carpet snake on my aircon $20+ 580. Coles and Woolies stealing eggs via rotten eggs $25 581. 4cm Marimo Moss Ball Live Aquarium Plant, ebay seller jinbaoer (sent plastic) IDIOT 0104-AU-ECA-FBO-AUD@ebay.com $25 582. 1 concession stamp $1.20 583. Unopened Water filter, stolen by people on Netflix incunjunction with my stupid neighbours at 108 $25 584. Chip place in my glass tank after I uploaded my youtube aquarium vid – police called 17th July. Then after I covered it with tape, the tape was stolen – IDIOTS – I AM NEVER GOING TO LIKE YOU, YOU STUPID DOGS. I AM NEVER GOING TO PAT YOU OON THE HEAD YOU STUPID DOGS. $350 585. Blonde Endler with good colour and small size, stolen by breeder from Aquarium Central $55 586. 2 Broccoli soups stolen from freezer $58 587. Pink Nylon Netting stolen from outsider my unit last night, Saturday 5th August 2023 $12 588. Apple – big thieves, they turn my iPad camera off when I go into town, so dogs next door can steal food out of my fridge. And Telstra has something to do with it, as often when I have called Telstra / apple / PayPal / ebay – I get the same girl – she is computer nerd DOG. She also has something to do with organising fake jobs providers; getting bullies from my past in life and inserting them in jobs provider positions to do my appointments. Nazis. $10000 I bet so far 589. One of my 2 remaining pairs of PC desk reading glasses stolen 13th Aug 2023 from locked unit, black, clear and brow $5 590. Theft via chips and stains – I need to start keeping track of these too; rose coffee cup, pink bowel, fish tank 591. 1 pkt Eucalyptus macracarpa seeds (ofcourse stolen by idiot dogs) $8 592. Another 4 trees stolen by sarina council; 2 stolen, 2 mown over, possible Nev and or Molly from realestate responsible. I continue to be surrounded by moron anti nature idiots 593. Rubbish bin smashed, same time, police report – they did nothing 594. Crap pen stolen after I emailed stationary supply shop 595. 2 sponge filters from dirty aquarium stolen, and 1x 1” clear pipe x30cm $35 596. M8 washer stole, just 1, stolen by a pervert September 2023 $5 597. Another 2 nutribullet cups stolen $65 598. All but 1 of all my SD Cards and TF Cards have been stolen $200 599. ANOTHER Essential Oil - Chamomile STOLEN $70 600. ButterNut Pumpkin Seed-bad ones-Joshua Jackson, Tugun QLD ordered, maybe plot to get good ones? $25 601. LG / Amazon / seller Mexi Trading stole via return postage costs that they did not pay for anyway $21 602. My Set of knitting Stich Holders was STOLEN at Gin Gin, Kookaburra Park I will include ‘bother’ time: $60 603. Boxfan photos stolen off PC $5 604. Xgody carcam broken, then replaced, but with inferior one with no plates detection $500 605. Another chicken breast was stolen $6 606. Begonia, 2 Bulbs from etsy seller Eskimo, who then closed my account so I could not get my money back $18 607. Another 2 male blonde Endlers stolen, police and ambulance driver doing sirens when item stolen. Cowards. New neighbour moved in then left 2 days later – landlord related. I think they stole frozen chicken too. Attention seeking idiots 608. Frozen pies taken at same time out of freezer $12 609. Another 5 chicken breasts were stolen out of my freezer October November 2023 (5 this time) $20 610. 1 neoprane glove taken from my swim bag in the car – they just took one $10 611. Male Endler stolen from bucket outside by courier copycat grey car, or white ute $25 612. Another 2 Male Endler stolen whilst I was in the shower – drunk girl next door? 613. Red betta stolen from bucket outside -youtube guy did it ‘keepfishsimple’ – he asked dickhead neighbour to do it, so he did – so stupid plus neighbours at 108 harassing me re feeding fish – they thieves too 614. My Last Male Endler stolen last night by my neighbours – they all acting strange. Youtube comments by thieves 615. New lycra Sewing needles strewn all over the floor one morning? Stoeln Silver clasp from colosseum, found lying on sewing room floor same time – they returning items, I think the missing glove was returned to same day? 616. Rosemary essential oil stolen from bedroom, NOV 2023 later returned near empty, neighbour Jackie is stealing them, I tried to report police 8/2/2024, police refused to record theft, her plates; 049HD6, PC photo stolen $30 617. Rose fertiliser stolen, and possibly more potting mix stolen from car port, NOV 2023 618. Kmart IT nerds stealing my time with false information on website, then changed re waterproof sheet $200 619. Redbubble; A true artists will not stand for oppression, they stealing by hiding my designs from public since 2015 – possible due to theft of my designs? note there are now heaps of copycats of my native designs. $25000 620. 2 Paint scrapers stolen either from Sarina or Gin Gin? $50 621. 8 Inch Air Stone Stolen $4.61 + $65 in time wasting reporting 622. Coles Mackay online are stealing by adding 2 - they change my 1 product, to 2 623. Coles Mackay are also stealing by not delivering half my order, so I have to reorder and pay extra minimums, the fake manage John, refuses to order my items up from the Brisbane wharehouse 624. Coles Mackay are also stealing by sending ‘off’ refrigerated foods 625. Woolworths are stealing if I leave my unit and click n collect, by sending in thugs to my unit when I am not here, then they do signs about it – they are Sarina thieves, all the staff at Sarina Woollies are thieves 626. Pack and Send Courier at Mackay refused to serve me unless I pay $100 for a pick up– she’s one of the thieving dogs from Bundaberg 627. Figure 8 silver clasp returned to floor, and sewing needles scattered on floor coinciding with new tenant Jackie? 628. Another frozen chicken taken when I went down to woollies to collect groceries, Mon 18th Dec, I suspect new neighbour Jackie, a skinny brunette with a child as partner, she works 7 days apparently then 7 days off, getting bored, these items were taken on her last day here, plus she spoke to me afterwards – dodgy dog - not a cheeky fun little girl you stupid neighbour old men. an evil dog. 629. Also taken then, mini lotus plant taken from bucket pond 630. Also taken then, my good pima cotton set aside seeds were stolen 631. Also then, chipped placed in Serenity Rose Cup with replacement not being delivered –so ebay; huishanliang, - Di sandron, put a chip in my mug, (CHIPS ARE COMMON PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE FORM OF ATTACK by stupid people - then refunded me for the mug that didn't turn up, it said that it probably still will turn up and I should keep it- this is the bull I have to deal with, see what they did, vandalized my mug, then paid for it to ease their conscious – I WANT COMPENSATION FOR BREAK AND ENTER PLUS STRESS thanks very much; $5000 per incident (and – you dickhead retailers, wake up). 632. amazon sent brand-new spray bottle that had been used with pesticide ! 633. Microsoft outlook are stealing emails by deleting off server and not showing emails older than 11 mnths 634. Gumtree is run by thieves, they steal every time I list a free product, they say it is free, but it is not 635. My brown gradient reading glasses taken from bedside table 636. My black with purple arm reading glasses taken from bedside table -Every time reading glasses are stolen, eyekeeper sends a catalogue email 637. computer hackers hack my computer and break my mouse, so that I have to purchase another one - every 12 months they do it clock work (my new one was damaged and I had to resort back to the old one and hey presto, working fine. No brand, I buy small one, just says 3d optical mouse made in china, it comes in purple or browny 638. centerlink staff steal from me – 2 birth certifictes were stolen by them too 639. Tagetes essential oil stolen - many items stolen in the month I switched to NETFLIX – they are thieves, those so called “actors” – total thieves, they belong in jail. I will never susbscribe again $35+ 640. A new baby red shrimp, taken night before I realized door can be opened easily when locked $55 641. 2 tail lights smashed on 2 different outings $50 642. Neighbour dickhead is pulling strands out of my shagrug as it was driving over the ute, in the drive way $200 643. 3 safety switch blackouts10th Jan 2024, either dishwash or someone breaking in to powerbox – Molly at Ray White slow to switch back on – deliberatley slow. Because of that, I would say it would be deliberate cut off?? 644. Possible iodine cotton buds stolen – 14? Door locked all night? 645. Black poly elbow with thread at one end – they gave me by mistake, then someone stole it out of my unit $4 646. Centerlink put me on hold for 3hrs 20minutes to determine if I was crazy (if I got angry, I would be considered crazy, if I was pleasant - then sane) – IDIOTS 647. Pureharvest Organic Tamari Soy Sauce Wheat Free Salt Reduced – this was placed in my fridge then stolen 648. 2 bottles my chicken stock? 649. 1 glass air line joiner $5 650. Sleep beanie returned $79 651. Micala from Nutrien Harcourts Ayr – wasting my time in fake rentals and fake online application process $460 652. Christine Reid’s seeds – mail NARRAWONG Victoria, also proof of purchase stolen off pc $3.55 653. Whole 1 kg pktof Barramundi frozen fish stolen out of freezer, after lock was fixed $30 654. Something was taken today as fake police sirens outside my unit after a trip to Woolworths ?? 2 things taken 655. Kylie Ryan seeds Cotton Pima and Eucalyptus ficifolia 8 Elizabeth st Biggenden Qld kryan1573@gmail.com $18 656. Marg Stockill ‘s seeds 55 Rice Street Park Avenue Queensland 4701 0427730966 m.stockill@cqu.edu.au $12 657. Christine Reid ‘s seeds 55 Orchards Road NARRAWONG Vic 3285 +61404507339 inlandskies@gmail.com $12 658. Daniel Saunders bluesharoom@yahoo.com.au a sabotager of my business, address; SE 8, 100 Melbourne Hill Road, Warrandyte Victoria 3113 aswell as Daniel Breves Ribeiro the faker ($200 short last year) 659. Ray White charge $150 fumigation, but the fumigator charged $55; Molly Dunbaven at RayWhite trying to steal $100 on a vacate – and did, I had no choice but to pay for their shonky building with holes 660. Coles failed to deliver last 3 orders. Lying stating no drivers 661. Wooden dish drying rack $60 reported 9797954 662. Plug in Battery charger for Panasonic camera $25 663. Hakea bucculenta seed supply $300 664. 2 pkts seeds - Vanilla Lily - Dichopogon strictus (Arthropodium strictum - Chocolate Lily) x 2 pkts $15 665. Helichrysum essential oil – whole bottle stolen and NOT returned this time $40 666. Lemongrass essential oil – whole bottle stolen and NOT returned this time- taken later than Heli $10 667. After a microsoft update, my monitor had a red bullseye in the centre, plus the menu stopped working $107 668. Raywhite stole $55 for THEIR pest problem due to inadequate building construction and holes $55 669. Hakea bucculenta seeds, whole lot, about $300 worth, stolen just after I uploaded to ebay for sale 24th April 670. Hibiscus heterophyllus seeeds - Native Rosella, all of it stolen Daniel Saunders I bet stole them 671. Domain and Realestate.com apps – re 30 applications and 30 automatic rejections – useless and discriminatory 672. Monthly Outlook reminder to do tax was stolen 673. Canon printer thieving ink cartridges, $65 versus $3.80 via tracked cartridges 674. Receipts and photos of package of my 2 tail light bulbs from ebay 675. little jar of collected dried cochineal bugs? 676. Gumtree theft; whenever I list something gets stolen; listed aquarium pebbles, and lotus stolen. My whole Gumtree folder in Outlook was stolen too. I suspect every single person who’s ever contacted me on gumtree is a thief, and they have figured out that they can be tracked via their Username and so they have deleted all my emails from outlook. 677. Aramax Courier in Mackay wanted $100 to pick up a small parcel thieving little women. 678. Sewing machine thread spool, my spare one, plus one from the machine 679. Marigold ‘sparky mixed’ seeds stolen and replaced with a different variety!! IDIOTS 680. Cinnamon oil missing (149 items) 681. Complied list of every single font – in a ring binder (did it in 2015 – can’t believe it lasted so long – graphic artists are thieves) 682. Sage essential oil taken returned ¾ empty 678. Capsicum ‘Orange Bell’ - Capsicum annuum SEED 360. blade and blue pads accessories, stolen from glass cutter 682. stainless steel u shape hose connector for aquarium 683. Key for fuel cap (subsequently put sugar in fuel tank, including yesterday at sarina beach car par $30.99 +tank damage 684 Car camera reversing camera- could get plates from 100m, then suddenly could not, swapped over? $400 685. Googlemaps keep deleting all my reviews, so they are not visible to the public, they are only visible to me – this is extreme tyrannical nazi dictatorship behaviour from GOOGLE. 686. Domain.com, and RealEstate.com, and all the realestates associated with, which I applied for rentals in 2024, dozens, - none of them considered my rental application citing my income as the reason. Considering I receive a standard government income, this is not the reason. All those bitches can go to hell, you are thieving cunts. 687. Someone stole my Coles feedback that I emailed to myself – bloody computer nerds, they are so arrogant and self entitled 688. 1 of 3 yellow squishy massage balls, looks like a golf ball, but yellow $5 689. Scales were stolen swapped over for bad ones, and bread flour stolen, so I think local bakers New Address (another forced location, but this one better than all the rest!) Secret location – Note, after probably three months of living here. I suddenly had a dog stalker on Facebook who got hold of my blog and thought they would discredit me by handing out my blog address. (Fucking idiot), but these words Secret location must have triggered something in stupid dog stalker because I suddenly had problems with the neighbours, (14 hurta lane ) items go missing and the ambulance sirens from Gin Gin again starting up. Facebook stalker stupid dog. I hope they get cancer and die (as well as their whole family). 683. Had several items go missing but then turn up next day in the first 2 weeks, so maybe just lost from stress of relocating again? 684. Coles stole shallot, and gave me onion instead – thinking I would not know the difference 685. Woolworths gives me stale bread, discovered they have always done so, its never freshly same day baked. Coles same. 686. Amazon customer service stole $6.30 coffee subscription, stating its now $9 687. Coles still stealing from me by not delivering half my order 688. Coffee cup people stealing by putting my favourite design set up double price, and making them too tall for my coffee machine $80 689. Sponge to the cat fountain has been stolen (3 aquarium sponges taken before aswell – WHAT THE ) 690. Dogs still deliberately trying to make me feel uncomfortable at kmart and Drs waiting room – by making me wait excessive times. Plus they send in female dog who has fake laugh – maybe an app. Bully tactic. 691. I think 2 stupid dogs down at Sarina Dr’s put something in my petrol tank? Making noise. put-put and smoke? 692. Organic apple 693. 1.25kg frozen roo mince 694. Another organic apple 695. My hand made black cotton silk shirt, short sleeve, summer, slightly transparent, taken 2023 at sarina $250 696. All Security camera app people steal footage, plus access sound, plus insert hidden cameras in smart light bulbs 697. Telstra bullies switch off my internet again on a Saturday afternoon, all June and july 698. After using drop saw in Car port, someone twisted the nut raising the height by 1” - Saturday, 13 July 2024 700. Australian tax office stealing by purchasing my 2nd hand goods on etsy; so tax is auto taken out, - as I do not have to pay tax on that sale; they spend the money just so I get screwed out of tax. STUPID, really stupid. $150 701. Tax office stole ‘already paid’ tax, on income less than $21000, no refund apun request/tax lodgement 702. Perverts at YouTube deleted my account 703. Facebook fakers putting in fake posts of things I want on marketplace, then refusing me, aswell as businesses discriminating against me, ones run by women - little girls; bowen in sarina, Zomai Hourigan 704. Photos of purchases on PC are disappearing (bidet and motor rotor) 705. I realize I have not listed my stolen fabric designs – there have been heaps stolen off my pc 706. Twit at Sarina landcare short changed me 10c 707. App computer nerds stealing and causing problems. ALL apps seem to be a privacy problem, I have to remove CBA, Macdonalds, Brumbys 708. Telstra, centerlink, bauer, dr’s, postoffice, all conspiring to tell me my phone is broken so I have to get another one and pay extra $135 – those dogs thought I underpaid for my original new phone, so co-conspired to force me to buy another one at extra cost, REAL narcissistic dogs. Telstra girl said her name was Catherine Jade – as if real name. 709. Cba stealing weeks later on cc bakery transactions through fake surcharge $1.12, after investigation; stating insufficient proof, after I supplied it, plus no signature at bottom of letter, just ‘Payments Services Utility’ 710. Woollies Ooralea stole my ham, as punishment for car battery people not needing to replace battery – little 711. Sewing scissors review vid for temu showing FAULTY SCISSORS (I DID IT AGAIN, ONLY TOOK 1 MINUTE) 712. Magnetic sewing guide, taken off my sewing machine (So many sewing items have been stolen from me over the years it's been quite bizarre, it's like anyone in my local area who can sew (aside from myself), must be a total thief. Literally hundreds of items taken from my sewing room I bet it's bloody stupid bimbo mothers) 713. Staurogyne repens – aquatic plus photos of it (same person doing updates is same person stealing) June Jul 24 714. Photos of unknown Aralia plant from next door -explains all the ipad updates atm (same person doing updates is same person stealing) June July 2024 715. no one in Queensland knows how to slice ham, or should I say, shave ham 716. sleep, with some sort of electronic device outside my window going off at 4am 18th Aug Sunday morning 717. 19th Aug ALL NIGHT electronic beep ON OFF and a girls voice ; RACK OFF YOU STUPID DOG 718. coles stealing from me I order shallot they sent me a brown onion and they still charge me for a lotShallot 719. another kangaroo mince stolen 1st sept 2024, girls in pink 720. ‘stand up straight’ outlook reminder stolen 721. Temu refund $15.33 one day then $13.33 next, on all outlook emails, stole $2 & CRAP shoes, trying to kill me 722. 2 flickr accounts again Sept 2024 – attention seeking idiots 723. Chamelaucium ‘Local Hero’ dug up, I do not suspect the local bush turkey, I suspect my neighbours trying to be funny, and breaking the law whilst trying – I hope they get cancer and die 724. Microsoft stealing email access and my time to reset passwords – perverts “We recently received a request to recover your Microsoft account emilyconstancebieman@outlook.com. Unfortunately, we have determined that the information you provided was not sufficient for us to validate your account ownership. We take the security and privacy of our customers very seriously and are committed to protecting your personal information.” – Plus they keep changing my password, they hack my pc, and literally change it 725. These 2 I am not sure 100% :Seed raising mix, part taken, have had to move potting mix / seed mix inside -Seasol, bottle half emptied last night Saturday, car revving near steves mums place? 726. car rear view mirror off this morning, that neighbour been yelling out the last 24hrs, harassing me and beeping, I suspect he knocked it off 727. NOT kipfler potatoes at Veggies unlimited Mackay $10 728. iphone swapped over with phone that has cracks and scratches (3) 729. harassed by centerlink caller today 4 phone calls, she said her daughter was playing with her phone- BULL 730. Sarina Council in cahoots with Mitre 10? poisoned me 7am with sprayers 13/09/2024 – deliberate, still having breathing difficulties? Email I sent to mitre 10 complaining was deleted from my outlook – Simone Sarina Office sarmanager@cporter.com.au, so computer nerds involved - it is a conspiracy. 731. CBA have charged 1 Coles order, twice on cc $245 x $245, they tried on 2nd but I email nazied them, then removed cc, so now I have to transfer cash to paypal before and pay that way – thieving dogs steal if you don’t pay attention ALL THE TIME, including the bank. This is the 5th time I have caught CBA stealing. 732. My car may have been taken out at night and driven up to Mackay? 100km unaccounted Those above things coincide with multiple seed purchase first week october – I am fairly certain they are stealing with one hand, and giving with the other – but not quite making up the difference (by a lot)? 733. Another ½ kg frozen roo meat stolen while I left front door open and got washing out back Friday arvo11th oct 734. Whole Baby spinach plant was taken, prowler last night, and delivery of seed collection related? 735. Whole green tray of chili seeds ‘sweet temptation’ October 2024 possibly co-insiding with rd workers outside? 736. Coles are swapping brisket for cornbeef cut, so mislabelled too 737. Charging cables – suspected local teenagers stealing, plus swapping for faulty ones- I am taking dozens of cables I have had to purchase this year. 738. Cable for waterpick, short cable on 25cm long with aux end 739. Pimelea ferruginea ‘Magenta Mist’ seeds, coinsides with Eddy Tucker and Nindethana order 740. Pink ceramic stoneware lid to small canister from kmart 741. Linda Young, Rupanyup, VIC, 4 seed packs, no money 742. Green hose joiner from outside tap 743. 4th Nov 8am door unlocked apple video footage proving it, with no one seen on camera unlocking it, the neighbour and her dog barking too, and plane - rack off plane you useless idiot. 744. Panasonic lumix camera – the dogs have done something, I line up photo, all is in focus, take photo, then the photo is blurry. Work sabotage; native flower photo competitor sabotaged my camera $1000 745. Large Pink garden hat, stolen out of locked car, police reported 746. Azalea indica 'Carnival Fanfare', dug up and stolen, same time hat was stolen? same time I saw a black dog down near the jackfruit on Sunday 3rd Nov, heading to LL, a friend of LL I whistled, it ran to LL? Killed a roo x 2, arranged on road down to beach. Locals trying to ban me? Cassandra hayes stalking me on facebook and now at neighbours, old man next door. Have blocked her and her family. she probably should be reported to police too, possibly her responsible for putting sugar in my petrol tank at iga and poisoning me at mitre 10. I always get bloody retard dogs stalking me. F-U-C-K O-F-F I think is Sam Taylor, Mollys friend from raywhite harassing me next door too. I have a photo of her up the hill. 747. Grey hose joiner from inside – yeah, well, the cookers thought you were hilarious for stealing this - simplebrain 748. CBA again stole $140 off my creditcard and also stole my screen shot from 10th Nov creditcard statement off my pc 10th November 2024 749. I note dogs on Facebook are working to push fake businesses, and stealing money that way, like fake massage girls, a whole heap of fake mystic "readings" 750. plant notes are being stolen out of Word and reappearing on facebook in different form 751. 4TH November 6:30 pm the same thing happened again I locked the door returned half an hour later to find it unlocked and no evidence on ipad camera of anyone unlocking it 752. Another 2 x ½ kg frozen bag of pet mince stolen from freezer 753. Perfume atomiser with geranium 754. Mackay jobs provider harassment via phone bullying, male this time – prob has blonde bimbo wife 748. 200g rose fertiliser stolen out of new bag that had been sticky taped back up by mitre 10- mackay 749. Brumby's Apricot Danish, lying; madeup flour supplier, computer glitch.disrespectful idiot, channel 9 stole them 748. Possible Dendrobium seeds taken off plant before I collected, as girl did youtube vid on how to sow-typical theft 750. Apple update punishing people who do not have new phones by re moving features, like siri and tab search 751. Sergio Alessandro from Brazil and Mamouni Abdelghafour from Morocco have ban ALL int’l sales on ebay 752. Coles staff are still “withholding” certain foods in my orders 753. 2 of 4 orange 2m long charging cables stolen from garbage bin outside, I suspect fake police vigilante little boys next door in herta lane working for HARIBOL from Amazon 754. team global express Courier, aka Mackay Toll, delayed my parcel or allowed it to be delivered elsewhere and lied about the day that it was delivered to cover their buts or cover the thieving bimbos buts. i think to try and make me look bad for requesting refund - Temu probs 755. stealing in the morning?; Acacia podalyriifolia? Rack off fake ambulance sirens 756. Nutribullet seller from ebay quixma68, stole motor unit by giving me faulty one, only last 11 mnths, not refund - PaymentsinfoAU@ebay.com.au, after they said they would. 759. ebay purchasing my seeds then asking for refunds on them later?? As Ebay order email receipts not coming through on the 30th, I cancel, they do not reorder could be facebook related wannabe doogooders RACK OFF - Or business sabotage; most sellers send it with expensive postage because they don't use a card envelope, so jealousy; jealous sabotage. 758. Target, Australia post not delivery my parcels, return to sender AMAZON ONLY 759. Bob Fox at Pegs Creek $25 houseplant ANOTHER Aus Post PARCEL MISSING -Possible faker do-gooder from Western Australia 360. Spotlight sold me cotton towels that were actually a cotton blend with acrylic – this is theft 361. Retailers are MONUMENTAL THIEVES, they have ‘dogs’ who come to my place and steal after I purchase from them – this has been happening for the last 20 years – they have no morals, no values and are CRIMINAL THIEVES stupid little girls 762. birdseye fish are stealing with 56% flour in their fish – ABSURD GREED 764. Another half kilo of frozen roo meat was taken yesterday Sat 18th Jan, Saturday is a really common day for stealing, so I forgot to lock the back door yesterday as I was distracted by landlord coming over. And its someone who speaks like this “All good hun” 765. Another pair of beige reading glasses, brand new still in packaging, stolen, photo stolen off PC and retailer stole them listing too - .com related thefts. And WAKE UP retailers, make BEIGE reading glasses, so the stupid bimbos stop stealing mine. 768. Apple ipad stealing back features; Tab search in safari, Siri, open file in browser for ‘find in document’ 769. male blonde Endlers out of that first tank, heaps about 30-50 they sell for $6 each 770. aaa batteries? 771. Neutrogena removed my face moisturiser from their product line 778. Arshole next door, went over to Garth and Ally’s and told them to whippersnapper my tree, (I asked if I could plant on their side – she said yes), but her husband whippersnippered it, so I asked him, next time, to remember there is s a tree there, and could he not. So the tree grew back, but 2 days later was gone again. Plus they threw a dead chook on my drive. I am so glad I am not married. Idiots. Beyond me how a woman would marry a child still. 773. black, used, pinkpaint stained, light weight,TARP - 1.7x1.7m, maybe Oct 2024? - just WEIRD, as the bimbos don’t usually take ‘dirty’ items 780. lime seeds (taken from inside house on kitchen table, they were free, given to me. ME). Plus fan front was unscrewed and left on floor. 781. Coles driver or packer stole 1 slice of cheese from Deli Swiss cheese, and left wrapping unwrapped. 782. Coles bakery is skimping on tiger paste (on top of the Tiger rolls) 783. Hillary Hook from North Ipswich tried to sabotage my seller account 784. Theres a dog named Zoe (fake name) who is trying to steal my rental - dogs playing sides (I had a real dog named Zoe as a child.) 785. Cheese taken out of my cart, coles it nerds 786. Temu retail clothing dogs are trying to give me breast cancer with bras that do not fit properly 787. George Grelak from Blakehurst stole 1000 purslane seeds $15.55 789. Cream, or something (?) was placed on my new table after I got back from town yesterday (no roo mince was stolen) wow, they prob stole something else. 790. $2 stolen on 2nd last transaction only, by Pursehouse rural Sarina accountant, who said it was a creditcard recovery fee, and its always been their policy to apply on all cc transactions – LYING DOG 791. Still with train harassment here, although train line is ages away, they still found away to be heard 792. Australian Financial Complaints Authority are harassing me and intercepting Telstra calls and charging me an additional $2 cc fee for no reason, other than theft, as I had complained about cc fees to cba, they keep sending me emails every time they steal from me in this manner FUCK OFF YOU STUPID CUNTs, 7 so far this year, no name on the emails, just Australian Financial Complaints Authority. 791. Photo of my unboxing of Digilex 16L Bottle 8 Stage Water Filter Top Ceramic Carbon Water Purifier, off PC, March 22025, stolen by ebay seller Superpetmaster – as they sent me the incorrect replacement filter too. Not sure why they felt they had to steal my photo of proof of unboxing??? Please tell me? Just weird. I took another photo of it today (minus its filters). 792. Centerlink cunts suddenly refused my Dr’s Medical certificate, to force me to see a jobs provider – in order to “reset” the amount of time receiving medical certificate for health problems. My Dr said “he’ll speak to them” he did 793.Local auto places refuse to serve me at Sarina – backwards small people 792. Stainless steel screw taken out of washing machine during delay wash overnight – microsoft pc security update friday night 28th march 796. Another 1 bag of roo mince from the freezer sat 5th April 2025, ALL neighbours hanging around all morning, to distract me to leave back door unlocked while I was washing and having lunch. (I know they were trying to steal fertilizer, but the bag was securely wrapped and upside down, so they could not – thieving mothers getting their sons to steal for them. 799. Fuel Cap Diesel Locking keys and adding water to my fuel tank, so car goes put put 800. more good large PINK celosia seed stolen when I went to the dr – dr’s receptionists are stealing from me, they were actually swapped for inferior ones. Stolen after I put photo on facebook- people literally leaving comments - message to thief, “yes I will have some too” unbelievable arrogant thieves – self entitled little spoilt brats. 802. 21st April easter mon, 1 of 16 screws taken from my sewing table, plus someone removed a broken safety hook that was stuck in the washing machine in the middle of the day sometime – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID LUNATIC. 803. temu are adding $2-3 on products that are allready in cart they are stealing in this manner 804. don’t want to brandname, so appliance company stole by changing blade to nonheat resistant, so waste of $90 805. decor glass canisters using thin untempered glass that breaks if you hold it tooo tight$24 806. locals not stocking items so I have to pay for postage too, and online - hundreds if not thousands 807. ebay seller CampbellsStore, stated my device was compatible but then said was not – ebay such thieves $17 808. Newly collected native Seed stolen out of car at mechanics (1/4 of the bag)$50 809. Azolla Duck weed, plus Endler fish – stupid little boys 810. Some stupid little bitch on fb local group keeps removing my posts aswell as trying to sabotage my car with car service and mechanics 810. Gov and Telstra stealing from me by fake speeding ticket $483 – not speeding when photo taken:bigger picture, this means no travelling to mackay to sell plants, as they would only cover about less than a quarter of that fine for the whole year, also landlord related plus bimbo cunts who follow me where ever I go, those ones from GrassTree Beach 810. Robyn Kelly – they doing signs against Glenn Kelly ALP, saying he is going to steal from me or he did, re speeding ticket for NOT speeding $483 811. Cba and Coles Mackay, sugarlands Kensington, stealing from my cc – they are in cahoots, with disgusting delivery driver girl who pours milk in my grocery bags - they are charging my twice for my groceries, on every order. 823. supermarkets stealing in the form of BAD bread 824. looks like mouse and calculater calculations problem, re bank - does not make sense, double check calculations - triple check as mouse hacked, and purchased new mouse, but now working – they do this to get me to buy new mouse – a form of theft, and now time theft. $250+ bank fee, whatever they charge for being accused of theft. 825. Eucalyptus erythrocorys last pkt, stolen by fake ebayer Chez Armstrong, possibly stupid dogs saying they stole all the seeds from my tree at Rangari? taken along with apple. Also email with ebay sale, was stolen, ipad outlook and mail app hacked 826. Large oriental lily bulb stolen; put a photo of it on facebook, next day it was dug up and stolen, it is related, even though I had shadecloth covering the pot. Neighbours behaving strangley. Camera directly on pot: switched off (not by me). Either speak to me directly or FUCK OFF. Stop creating weakness. $40 827. $483 stolen by police via fake speeding ticket; not speeding when photo taken:cannot travel to mackay for FB marketplace plant sales, also landlord related plus bimbo cunts who follow me where ever I go, those ones from GrassTree Beach. 828. Cba again, placed $187 on my cc (no transactions reflecting amount in netbank, I thought they were returning the missing money from before), but then next day they removed $127 again - no transactions reflecting amount in netbank, just the total available credit was different. Infuriating, I need to know my correct and accurate balance at all times, not just on statement day. 829. $10 voucher from online plant shop – hackers steal voucher codes 830. Cba stole another $127 off my cc today – tried to change banks, all other banks refused my application 831. Coles and Woolworths have started undercutting their weight, all areas, fruit vegetables, and meat. Before they were always over, by a few grams, up to 10 or 20 - now they’re always under by same. I complained – they changed nothing. 832. Big scratch on iPad, I think they did it yesterday when I went to the butcher? Plus pink bowl stolen, so ipad “keyed” all across front. Plus later discovered pebble in my dishdrawer – some one placed it in there, 2nd time. They prob stole food too. useless security camera plus, water in fuel tank at pursehouse when camera on?? – it’s a big deal for them to have to switch my camera off, HA (just had fuel filter cleaned btw, at sarina) ipad keyed after I updated my Daewoo CAR KEYED story, and a few weeks later my blender was “keyed” FUCKING IDIOT neighbours car idiots. 833. This water in fuel tank is an ongoing issue with some stupid twit stalking me, and putting water in my fuel tank – usually only happened when I parked at IGA carpark, starting 2 yrs ago, but last month they did it Sarina Beach, plus came here a week later (on school holidays) and did it whilst parked in my garage. Neighbours guilty. Some abo young boy doing it – I could pick him out of a line up, saw him in carpark. 834. $21.78 stolen by cba -this was a refund issued to me by amazon for a single caster wheel they sent me (a dodgy seller from the uk, selling 4, but only sending 1 PLUS sending wrong size stated in listing – what the hell am I going to do with 1 caster wheel that is the wrong size?), but cba stole the refund money, either gave it back to amazon, or gave it to themselves, but 21.78 is still listed as a transaction refund, it’s just the balance does not reflect it. – stealing in unprovable way except for screenshot. 835. Coles IT change the dried mushrooms, that had Chanterelle's in, replaced with black fungus 836. Large empty card envelope 837. Manufacturers of plastic who sell those storage boxes on wheels, with lids; absolute cracking crap- you ought to be ashamed of yourselves 838. Ebay buyers with fake names, purchasing in order to sabotage (heaps more before I started keeping tabs, usually with the word “fish” in the buyer name) Like what a disgusting little perverted child would do. 6448.frogs, blobby22, gg9546, handley6844, hearobe-2849, jake-a23, jaremoco07, joyce3854, kabr-3536, lamster74, lotfishing, magicsassy, mamabdelg0, playstationdamien, rai2446, razo_7295, smithy1877, sure_643315, zenartworks I am keeping tabs: Ebay STAFF, you stupid twits if you want a competition as to who is the most dishonest- you are going to lose. BIG TIME, you sell faulty items to people, then steal from their homes if they put in a refund – this is THIEVERY. -ebay and .dotcom satellite people do psychological torture for the amusement of their colleagues - they are disgusting evil people. 839. $18 stolen via purslane seeds on ebay by Handley6844, Eileen Handley, PO Box 400 Robinvale, VIC 3549 840. $7.90 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by blobby22, Susan Skidmore 15 White Oak Avenue Mossman, QLD 4873 841. $19 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by jaremoco07, Linda Young 19 Stewart St Rupanyup, VIC 3388 842. $16 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by Mamabdelg0, mamouni Abdelghafour Duar oled taleb sidi taibi kenitra Kenitra 14000 MA 843. $12 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by Talitakum Flowers, Lembang Jl Grand Hotel No 48 Lembang Bandung Barat Jawa Barat 40391 844. $18 stolen via purslane seeds on ebay by 4lng05ih, Bob Fox 54b Galbraith Road Pegs Creek, WA 6714 845. $19 stolen via Epipremnum on ebay Gg9546 George Grelak 6 Amy Street, Blakehurst, NSW 2221 846. cassie donnolly from FB stole 1 cup of blood and bone - stupid blonde bimbo who wants to play with me: get a fucking life, grow up, stop harassing me: you belong in jail - up to me I'd be putting a bullet through your ear 847. my blog story “So as a child I was this unbelievable fussy eater” was changed something missing? 848. I think cba have bean stealing off my cc since 2020 – they changed my card, and the statements for the end of that period are missing? Ebay refunded me $60 for faulty heater and Telstra gave me $60 compensation. I think the bank are trying to make it look like I am confused – when I am not. 849. Glasslock: added to my "stupid" list for not providing replaceable lids for their tempered glassware that will last generations – GENERATIONS (and they are quite expensive) 850. aquarium filter sponge stolen from veranda (4th one stolen over some years) 851. 1 pumpkin from vege patch 852. Still being harassed by bimbos on movies accusing me of being on drugs – fuck off you stupid dogs.(movie deleted later – never happened – such cunts) 853. Redbubble steal my sales money when under $20: so far I have had 3 sales since 2016, have never been paid – they thieves, ALSO sent email: Your margin: US$6.08 (AU$9.35), but online says (AU$8.55) thieves ontop of thieves 854. Brand new GOOD Aquarium adapter for pump swapped over for crap one that keeps falling out of socket $4 855. Pc monitor flui cleaner stolen, I wrote a story about it, then it was returned today, but they stole my pink plate 856. good guys in Mackay beeping me on the telephone ref refusing to refund me my product which is still under warranty - disputed, got a refund, apparently, but more harassment from them, probably they stealing trying to recoup their loss. 857. Ebay order changed in outlook – ebay staff aka Ebony Cosgrove $11 360. Glass jars stolen by dodgy facebook women, then I bought more from woman who tried to overcharge, I think was that girl who stole my wallet at Grave Attire, she has daughter now, let me guess, her name Emily? What a thieving stalking bimbo – I think theres a que now, single mother bimbos. 858. My neighbours in front of me are harassing me with tapping sounds in the morning, usually, and my neighbours next to them are perving on me via kitchen windows, they are also verbally harassing me making sure I can see them – 1 old lady, skinny, and 1 man dressed always in orange. Plus some younger people were there a while back, harassing me at night, they had a fire going, they may have fiddled with my aquarium heater on the verander, and broke it, or even worse turned it up in order to kill my fish, it was around the same time – utter evil STUPIDITY, possibly incahoots with the real estate girl, I saw her there last year, I took a photo of her. Taylor. (btw, those young people were there from guilt, too stupid to realize why they were pissed off, blaming me, when it was them who stole my blonde Endler fish before - A clear conscious leads to a healthy mental state. And some neighbour is letting their bloody big black dog roam around here at night. YOU STUPID DOG OWNER. (its not Barley) All dog owners are stupid. 859. Microsoft are stealing my video’s quality via Lossy Compression and Re-encoding over years. Significantly so. 860. Amazon re cancelling membership they change it to more expensive one $60 861. Budget beef mince from woollies – not sure what it is but it is disgusting. CRACKED storage box, extra loaf of bread. They are thieves. 862. Pink bread plate stolen today Sunday when Steve asked me to go to his shed and take photos – the thief returned the pc cleaning fluid 863. White bread plate stolen aswell – could be retailer dog related due to dep fair trade and goodguys refunding me – then stealing from me 864. Arnica oil half bottle stolen same time pink plate stolen $50, same thief who stole all my essential oils, but claiming to be a drunk beautician from bundaberg - trying to trick me with identity - STUPID THIEF. plus these last 3 occurred after communicating with liberal politicians? FUCK OFF MICHAEL. But also after eating chocolate outside– jealous bitches? 30ML $70 865. ½ bin full of Potting mix stolen, (my good mix) steve came round and distracted me with stupid questions. Linda Hewitt must be involved in good guys theft? Refunded me then broke into my house and stole $79 worth of my stuff 866. Adapter plug swapped over good to bad (outside on aquarium pump, now it just falls out) 867. 4 Echinodorus ‘Rose’ - E. horemanii 'Red' x E. horizontalis, (the tall one) stolen, but was mislabelled, actually is ‘Tricolour’ – aquarium industry, the whole lot are thieves 868. Aquarium shops, all of them steal from me, one way or another – they are a total scam. 869. Ebay staff have fake sellers doing product placement, so u wait 2mnths for product (coffee grinder) that was never actually sent 870. Fb deleted my drawer runners listing, no notification, it just vanished, had to redo it 871. Amazon help centre said they would give me a $5 credit for mucking up the subscription – but then never did. 872. Australian website Essentially Australian, fake essential oils – they thieves, operating at Ali and Garths and on FB -could be New Directions doing excess lemongrass and cedarwood oil blends – would not surprise me if this was them? a plot to steal, some fake person on FB doing AI photos of Callitris glaucophylla - White cypress pine, that was Shannan Davies, who also had photo of me superimposed tending marijuana plants – I reported him and my neighbours to police. 873. Next day, after I noted SCAM: 15ml OF THAT essential oil cypress pine stolen 2pm 23rd Sept 2025 while I was doing the washing (1/2 the bottle emptied, plus they left a blue strap on the toilet seat?) $20 fake seed sale Rebecca Jones, 25 Livingstone Street, Yeerongpilly, QLD -HEY BIMBO THAT SALE DOES NOT COVER THE COST OF THE THEFT, maybe they were getting it to test it! Told you. 874. Also more arnica oil was stolen, emptied 875. Korean lacquerware online theft: so google, etsy and ebay were incahoots to hide the real value of a “compact” inorder to get me to purchase one for $65, when really its value is $25 if that. This is total theft by all online .com, especially google, and including youtube. 876. Sand timer stainless steel 877. 1 sewing thread clippers 878. Scissors moved from kitchen to desk 879. 1 brand new unopened sewing tape measure stolen at same time 880. Someone got in day after thefts, and cut lino in 2 spots; saw neighbour hanging around. Related to my Brenda and carpet cleaning story 881. Coles delivery driver stole 2 broccoli from my order, coles issued me a $10 voucher with no acknowledgement of the theft. I guess could have a been a lurker on the verander at night? 882. Beach towel -neighbours, Prob incahoots with stupid kmart trying to product place beach towels fuck off you stupid bimbos 883. Sensor light turned off and camera outside turned to face the other way 884. Apple stole siri, find my keys in latest update 885. car rear view mirror vandalised by 14 Herta Lane, Sarina Beach 886. I'm pretty sure AusPost stole my parcel for ebay customer, said they del when they did not! 887. Big spate of thefts in September by neighbours - In September I got AfterPay - Pay in 4, for Temu order – maybe related 888. Andrew Breckenridge pretending to be Professor Graeme Yorston youtube – involved with thefts, and Mrs Amos, Debbie Tydd (what the) 889. Someone got in yesterday and removed the wedge holding up dishwasher, lucky I saw it 890. 2 frozen chicken breast (frozen is not good compared to fresh – stupid copycat thieves) $10 plus plus future bulk chicken, can't get as steal it 891. Australians on the show Insight, stole my stethoscope so they could product place Apple Watch - fuck off you stupid bimbos 892. Cba stole .75c “international transaction fee” – channel 7 reckons this is greedy opportunists toll money only, and should not be paid 893. My story describing the local men here as stupid young men, was stolen off pc 894. Potatoes: Woolworths, what the hell, refuses to sell roasting potatoes. All their potatoes are Waxy: for stews and mashing. Food shortage. 895. Paypal dickheads help centre run around the call center guy started talking about sex FUCK OFF YOU PERVERTS 897. Australia Post Mackay depot stole my small kmart parcels 898. Apple and microsoft are trying to steal my photos by omitting half in transfer from device to pc plus says wrong type, when is just jpeg 899. My tapo is being monitored and hacked 900. Unbelievable sellers on ebay selling cuttings through the mail! And at extreme prices! That will not work! It is plain theft. Not that I purchased, but I want to mention it! 901. Lotus seedlings stolen out of veranda tank 902. appears to be some retard sitting in a car at 14 Herta Lane, 1020am 25th November, harassing me with beeping - get a life you stupid dog. Do you need councilling? I can point you in the right direction?? 3rd born retard. 903. Blue tack stolen from hose end, by Microsoft computer nerd bimbos -Dural irrigation related 906. Ebay and youtube stealing – Nigella seeds: black seed oil – old seed not germinating 907. Ergon bill $345.43 but online webiste said $551.34 due – stealing, playing robin hood wannabes 908. Lotus plant stolen from veranda fish tank, plus before some seedlings stolen, about 5, could be ebay girl related, trying to save Brendon who refunded my battery for $6.95 $50 909. Person who hacked my phone had a Wi-Fi name: DIRECT-1KEO:ILCE–6300, and there's 2 more: CAM_ZB978X230202, DIRECT-aiEO:ILCE–6300, - this will be someone at herta lane, go get police 898. 898. items and still counting I have had to spend $1000’s on padlocks, locks, new keys, CCTV…..security features $3000 So that's 885 items, my list to date, I calculated replacement value is about $22000, and these listed, are the ones that I know about. You know I mentioned on my blog that I have a lot of people, women who just yell out apology to me, like they yell out apologies from across the street, or inside a shop, or behind a tree, or just somewhere where I can't actually see who it is who is yelling out “sorry”. This has happens to me multiple times, and I assume, it's a copycat stupid bimbo thief, who stole something from me, then saw me and later realized she is just a stupid bimbo thief, and so apologised without incriminating herself. The coward she is. Quite frankly, my dear, you can shove your apology up your arse; I want compensation. So not only replacement value, for the thief to pay, I want them to pay compensation for torment – torture, stress, anziety and fear. So, at $5000 per incident, that’s $2,795,000.00 Those stupid thieving dogs are in dept to me for - $2,795,000.00 Do you have a daughter? - chances are its her, you bimbo mothers who can't raise a child. So, there are heaps more I have not written down too, before I realized I was being targeted. 885 - that is ABSURD! A lot, isn’t it? And sad isn’t it? The people responsible for these thefts are absolutely NUTS, and they should be locked up in jail (not in a mental health ward) IN JAIL - that’s where they belong. IN JAIL. Julia Roberts was right, in jail. About $22000 worth of small items. But the emotional stress far outweighs the cost by at least $7million. Just a quick sidebar here, it's a good spot to mention; I was talking to the owner of an aquarium shop in Mackay, because I had some kangaroo meat stolen that I had purchased there, and he implied that he is well aware of the fact that people are stealing from me, and also implied that “I should be a good sport about it, because it's just too amusing for all us” he further went on to say “you know it's just too bad that you have to be the centre of this big joke, but it's worth it, because it's just so funny”. WHAT an evil &^(&^()(*(^& son of a *&%(%%$ I believe this is related to Rachael Wainbergs sister, who now goes by the name of Cate Rogers? I have on my Blog, photos of stolen items with stories about each, but in 2023, (3yrs after I started this Blog), wix put a 500mb limit on site size, and by that point my Blog was already up to 5TB at least, which means I have to redo my whole Blog. So that is pretty ^&**& on behalf of wix, however, they are the ONLY .com people who offer a free site, so that includes a domain, but with their name in it. And since I want this Blog to still be here in 200 years, and do not make any money from it, thus cannot afford to purchase a domain (i.e., www.emilybiemansblog.com.au ), it seems this is my only option. I suspect this is done deliberatley by the powers that be now (the DOGS) so as to control information available for the masses. Computer nerds have gone to the DOGS. The biggest and most costly thing they have stolen from me is peace of mind – BULLIES. That’s what Bullies do, they don’t want anyone to be happy, as seeing other people happy annoys them. And what they have created after these 20yrs+ of theft and 548 items stolen, is now a guarded outlook on most people, I can only assume now that everyone steals from me - which I know they do, well certainly did in Gunnedah AND Tamworth – the stealing game – STUPID COUNTRY HICKS). I want to portray exactly how ANGRY I am about these thefts. (plus there have been heaps more THEFTS at the check out, whilst shopping, overcharging. Those are not listed here). And before I started keeping track of the thefts, and before the stealing was a weekly event; in about 1999, I had an electrolysis kit, and I’m going to add this to my list of stolen items, because even though I gave it away to Vinnies - I believe I was manipulated in doing so by a girl telling me it doesn’t work you should throw it out (as she wanted it). Back then I was really naive and about the insidious way women work, and how they can sneakily steal things and manipulate others. Anyway, I miss that machine, as now 20years later, I’ve got big patchy areas where no hair grows. All that was required was a little more patience and I would be hair free! I don’t even know if they make them anymore, it was about $100 - but it most definitely DID WORK. People are revolting. I hope the guilty dogs get cancer and die. DOGS ARE REALLY STEALING AND HARRASING ME, trying to make me sound crazy. It started in 2006 after I moved back to Gunnedah from a brief period at RMIT in Melbourne (could be my whole class following me about the countryside? – skanky thieving girls, all of them.) Gunnedah Police do nothing, they are hopeless and bought by the female mafia that runs this country. ACTUALLY, UPON FURTHER new recollections, stealing started after I purchased a Recliner at Harvey Norman, the sales girl, along with my sister stole $2200 from me incahoots, because the girl got away with it then, she has continued to follow me around and try to steal from me wherever I go for the last 20 yrs, she has blonde hair, is short and will be now in her forties. So far, the Police at Builyan have been helpful, but basically, they would prefer to believe that I lose things rather than admit that people in their community – their friends (their kids) are stealing. Since making posters/ forum uploads and comments, naming names and generally kicking up a stink, the stealing has been reduced and items returned, but there are items still stolen from me. Stolen item blurb for Flickr If I catch you stealing ‘red handed’, I have 45 years of pent-up anger - you will not stand a chance. Note: since putting stolen items up on flicker, I have had items returned, - months after they were taken (sometimes years) making a big deal about these little things pays off. There are members of the community that have been around awhile and know perfectly well what’s going on, but for some unknown reason to me, will not talk to the police and NAME NAMES. (it’s often the popular and well-liked people who steal and can get away with it, I don't care who you are, how old you are I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE FOR ANYONE THAT STEALS ) Don't be intimidated when you hear about the catastrophic stories on the news (most lies anyway), little things that affect your day-to-day life are important too. (I love social media; it really is empowering the people). The Police at Miriam Vale, not only do NOTHING about all these stolen items, but they do not take me seriously at all, and do not believe anyone in my area steals! HOPELESS I also will be ‘willing’ the thief to get cancer and die. (Whole huge new cancer ward was built in Tamworth hospital – SEE) Btw, a long side the theft is HARASSMENT. It is just as bad, and causes just as much anger and stress. Every time I go out, I have someone follow me and they often make themselves known by yelling out to me in someway. Like today (update in 2025, I had my stupid dog neighbour {well what do you know, another short blonde}, - she is currently using loud music to try and manipulate me; like I am trying to set up a car cam with reversing camera, but someone keeps breaking it – breaking in to my car, and breaking my camera – as it records ALL CARS infront of me AND behind me, at ALL TIMES – so the dogs who follow me DO NOT WANT me to have a car camera – they would be totally busted and HUMILIATED, so they break my camera (it cost me over $500 so far). So, those people following me and harassing me, are contributing to my death via stress ad anger, so in return, I hope they get cancer and die. I have noticed whenever anything is stolen from me, there are often strange animal type noises and once, I saw someone on a motor bike, with audio equipment strapped over chest – playing kookaburra noises in the bushland– what an idiot, I think it was Heath Barwick, skinny legs and no shoes. Like relentless harassment. 24hrs a day harassment by unwanted bullies. I also have a planes that fly over my house and seem to follow me around wherever I go (I have no idea why, I do not know any pilots, but sometimes they would spray pesticides over me and my house). And, I have noticed girls in Gunnedah, always follow me around, wherever I go, like stray dogs, (unbelievable stupidity) and I have noticed and recognized some of them, from the younger years at all-girls school, (27 years ago now), Tarsha Burns little sister Gina, Emma Finylason, and house mistress Miss Goldman. (Don’t ask me why??) – I now need a camera recording around my neck whenever I go into town, to keep the blonde bullies at bay. (Why are they always blonde?) WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE Also, I started a Flicker group with photos of stolen items. People notice things out and about, you would be surprised. Parents of Australia – you have failed, it is very easy to instil good values in a child. Life is a bitch; I recommend NOT having kids. (I really am a happy person, but I intend to do something about the thefts and harassent) My email is farmplantsandseeds@gmail.com Retailers stealing from me: I’m not talking about overcharging at the checkout (some do that {woollies Gunnedah – put items through twice – btw, I have a clear and precise mental picture of that girl – you are going to have to pay sweetie, big time, watch out short blondie mouse – btw, she looks like the shooters girlfriend, Mark Eveleigh, who is familiar with my farm property, she also worked as checkout chick at the reject shop and stole from me there aswell. But she could be this girl that was my assistant for about 3 days, in a fashion place in Sydney, same look, mousy girl, she gave me a lift one day and charged me $2, very odd, and definitely a sneaky thief, she stole Mambo labels in a sneaky manner, can’t remember her name unfortunately – she may have stolen all my white 500ml coffee mugs? bimbo} But I literally mean following me home and steal from my house or sending in “dogs” to steal from my house when I’m in store, as they know my house will be vacant. This is been going on for some time and not only shops from when I’m physically visiting them, but online shops are stealing from me as well. At first I thought it was just Bunnings (the Bunnings bimbos) stealing from me as it was very clear every time I would shop at Bunnings something would be stolen and there was very suspicious and dodgy staff who would follow me around the shop whenever I went there, they would try and play God with voice-over microphone/music, they would plot traps to try and piss me off, so I have to walk all the way up to the other end of the store to get help - they’re just generally bored nuisance bimbos (and I have been advised they are on cocaine). Over a 10-year period they stole from my house, (Tamworth Bunnings) and by the way I would’ve spent about $40,000 instore over that 10-year period, and they would’ve stolen about $10,000 worth of stuff from me, so this is not just a trivial matter I’m talking about here. I’m talking about a big petty crime network. (I can clearly remember some of those female staff, I have a very clear image of who you are, even though I don’t know your names, and it’s just really unfortunate I don’t know your name because I would certainly be naming and shaming you if I did, and most unfortunate I did not get a photo of you, if I had a photo I would be putting a photo up of you online -your behaviour is disgusting get a brain you stupid dogs) -this was before I wear a bodycam, I wear bodycam now, and it’s made a huge difference to my shopping experience, and I can actually go through a store without being verbally abused) Actually I have a story about what happened; on my way over to Tamworth, after, I guess it was about 6 years of stealing, I really started complaining to the police about it because I could see I was being victimised and targeted, and it was most definitely a police matter even though the police are too stupid to see or do anything about it. Although after thinking about the whole police situation I have decided it would make sense that they have no idea how passive aggressive people work in these matters. They are only used to dealing with loudmouth drunken troublemakers with violent tendencies. BUT what happened was there was this phenomenon of fake road workers ON MY WAY TO Tamworth (looking back over the years this is been going on ever since I can remember, I think it’s Council who employs ‘unemployed boys’, young men, to give them something to do. They put on these Fluro shirts then stand on the road with witches hats - half the time they are not actually doing any roadworks at all. I once I saw them just standing around doing nothing, another time they were just sweeping the road literally with brooms! Occasionally they actually do roadworks, but often they do it on sections of road that had nothing wrong with it in the first place -so there’s a whole heap of problems going on in Councils related to roadworks) Anyway, so every 3 months or so when I drove over to Tamworth Bunnings, after about 6yrs, roadworkers starting to appear, and I would always get stopped by these fluros - I didn’t notice at the time, but they had an aim, there aim was to get me to stop and look and connect with these road workers who had stopped me – the lollypop man. If I paid no attention to those fluros, as is typical behaviour, I would later come home to discover flashing clocks and items stolen. But if I did look, then I would have nothing stolen that day. So, this is their game. It is a cat and mouse game for them, kind of a punishment with items stolen for being single. And fuck them! I have the right to be single without having any items stolen!! Fuck all the people involved, there was a lot. Including LifeLine in Tamworth (like, one time I was trying on some glasses instore, I get home to find my reading glasses were stolen, I am sure this was related to my trip instore, the radio was on - it is centerlink Jobs provider/ radio related). CUNTS. Possibly mirror related; punishment for looking in the mirror – cunts. Possibly mirror related; punishment for looking in the mirror – cunts; Honestly most people have absolutely no idea how truly revolting some women are, they are disgusting creatures, especially ones that work in the radio industry where they can remain anonymous. COWARDS. I believe those cunts are still a problem today in 2025 – they tried to poison me at Sarina Mitre 10 with pesticides. I hope you all get cancer and die. I am proud to be single, and who the fuck do you think you are trying to force roadworkers onto me? Having said that about Bunnings Tamworth, I’ve recently noticed while looking back over the years, it’s not only Bunnings Bimbos, it’s all retailers – seems to be the on trend 2015 onwards, “culture” of retailers to try and steal from customers, anyway they can. The culture of thieving retailers. The climate of thieving retailers. The trend of thieving retailers. I will go so far as to say ALL in Gunnedah and Tamworth try to steal from unsuspecting customers. For instance, if I buy some seed online, my seed tray was stolen. I bought a torch from Kogan online, my torch was stolen (my other torch- you can never have too many torches) I bought some fabric from Spotlight, my capri pants pattern was stolen and later 2 silicone spatulas and some herb tea in a Bromoil Rocco Quattro Stagioni Preserving Jar was taken from my kitchen, I purchased some hose fittings from Bundaberg TradingPost, my hose o rings and awl were stolen. So, I, can most definitely see a pattern forming, you’d have to be as blind as a bat not to see it. I’ve had to take great care whenever I go out, to put not only my CCTV camera on, which by the way is pretty hopeless because they just turn the power off, but now there is new technology and I can have cameras that don’t rely on electricity, they can last all day, easy, so it’s just a matter of remembering to turn them all on and take the proper security precautions every time I go out and I’m talking about every time I go out, even if it’s for a couple of hours outside gardening, cameras have to be on (aswell as while I am in the shower on shampoo day). As you can imagine this is a huge nuisance and I’m just left wondering what the hell is wrong with this country? So many people who steal from me, it’s so ludicrous. So obvious that this country has got some major educational problems, which create rebellious people who steal, and think that it’s perfectly normal and okay to steal from somebody, especially when they’re not looking. Like what do I have to do to get bimbo mothers and school teachers to wake up and start doing things the right way rather than the wrong way? Anyway, I recommend not having kids. It was either Coles or Woolworths (my chosen grocery providers) who heard about what was going on with all the stealing from retailers. Their advice was to only shop at Woolworths and Coles, because anyway food is the most important thing, especially if you’re low income like me, so that is fairly good advice, although it still shouldn’t be happening (but like Coles and Woollies are innocent, I am constantly having problems with them both, their IT nerds are always removing my products from my cart, aswell as stating “out of stock” when I know they have some in stock at the local, other things too… they are mongrels. I have noted over the years, well, I first noticed it when I went food shopping after I moved up from Sydney to the farm, and no money at all; I started to notice in the supermarket, things that were on my list, started to be on special with a yellow tag. I also noticed at Rangari, when I needed certain plants, food plants, as I was building my garden, I suddenly was able to find them online. There’s a few other things as well over the years. And while those things certainly were good, and helpful at the time, but, due to a few other negative things that I suspect those “helpful” people were involved with, mainly, including thefts, in particular food thefts, I would just like to say now to those people; if you think you’re going to get some sort of praise and gratefulness from me, you are greatly mistaken, you little fucking COWARDS. To do these things anonymously, does not speak highly about you and your character at all; you are a weakling, and you involved yourself in my life, without my knowledge, permission or even my request, you did it on your own power tripping conscience. So, if you think I owe you anything, think again you stupid little dogs, I do not owe you a goddam thing. And it’s not like now I suddenly have lots of money – you bimbo idiots. Of course, I suspect my neighbours even here have something to do with it still. The guy’s name is David Hooker, he built this house, my house (Cates house), he knows how to remove the back door to gain entrance, plus he is sore at my landlord for not paying the final payment on the construction of the house – I found out she didn’t pay it because he did a dodgy job, and I as a tenant living here, I can see, there are some holes. However, I know my landlord is a bit of a bully, and has certain female tendencies that will create problems in such a build. But why he has to take out his annoyance with her out on me, tells you a lot about this person. And I suspect he or someone in that house, his son, daughter or wife, Sharon Millet, part shut my gate when I moved in, so I would hit the moving truck with it ($800 damage) he did it because (I heard the removalist say “he is on our side” – I was not sure what he meant when he said it, but I know now, as later when I paid the removalist, Andrew Lucas from Wallaville, I made a mistake with my calculations and underpaid him, he never said anything at the time (problem) but later I realized my error and texted him I would pay the rest the following day. But it was too late as David Hooker or someone in that house part shut the gate in retaliation – USELESS STUPID HICS. So, I am guessing any slight grievances, or none, since, again, it is fun for stupid people to act all ‘bad’, and to come up with ways to steal and be naughty (the way they were raised, a bad and hopeless mother. Actually, I suspect all these thieving problems are landlord related, although as a renter all my adult life I really have no comparison. But before I started renting, I didn’t have any issues with theft. No one stole anything. So, I can only assume it’s landlord related, and yes, I totally agree with the current flavour of the month Tom Cashman, who requested a reference from the landlord after his application for a rental had been approved by the real-estate girl. Apparently, the rental girl got back to him and revoked the application, said ‘you’re no longer approved’ - silly tool of a little bimbo Real Estate girl. Wake up sleeping beauties. I mean I could really write pages and pages and pages of antics that landlords get up to (and have done so, later in my Life Stories) most, are absolutely disgusting people who have, when it comes to their tenant, no morals, empathy, or respect for. I mean actually this is such a huge and obvious problem that it’s any wonder the government hasn’t actually done something about this. I know the current laws really favour the landlord and do not favour the tenant at all, aside from the basic stuff, like you can’t just kick a tenant out if they have a lease. But you know there’s really nothing stated in the laws how landlords must not steal from their tenants, I mean they omit that basic stuff - you actually have to S-P-E-L-L it out. There are no laws about how landlords must not use their tenancies as personal power tripping dogsbody… I really could go on and on about how fucked landlords are, and how they use their position of power to ‘lord’ over a tenant. And how, if they can’t, such as in my case, then they ask you to leave, because really all they want is someone they can ‘boss around’ and control – truly I have encountered landlords just like this – they are literally insane. (I do believe this ‘control’ issue, and no respect for others, is a mental health issue) And young Real Estate girls who are usually in charge of rentals, are the very worst, they are often used as ‘tools’ by landlords because they are young and naive. They have little understanding about powerplay and being used as a reflection. And their need for multiple references, from sometimes, people who lie steal and cheat is just plain stupid. You want to know something about me ASK ME. Btw, I am an excellent tenant, keep the place clean and tidy, always pay my rent, just don't come around here to try to order me about - you will not like the response, I am not the mouse. Some nerve landlords have. I do have good references, just don’t ask for the current hotheads ones phone number, she has a lot to lose if I move. With all this persecution that goes on, apparently, it’s much worse if you have an arshole father, who has done the wrong thing by people - they later seek revenge on his kids. Lucky my dad was a ‘jolly’ type person! to everyone! (Although I don’t think he fully understand his role has a husband, and that women need protection in life, (I am talking about not only protection from ‘bad’ people, but also on a spiritual level, there is intangible stuff that goes on) Most often it’s the protection of just being present. But he did have a very strong worth ethic, and wanted to be a good provider, he went to work every day, rain hail or shine. When my mother got sick, he was able to take all his accumulated sick days, over his whole career, and use them to look after mum, he had about 18 months’ worth or something like that. If he is guilty of anything it’s simply not paying attention. I have noticed a lot of people do not know how to pay attention. Also, I am certain that he used to drink, aside from social reasons, but in order to punish his family, because it wasn’t going quite the way he wanted - even though he never complained, I don’t think I can recall him whingeing about anything ever, actually. He was not a drunk, but he fully embraced the bear culture. A culture which I will never understand, and I consider weakness (patheticness). (This paragraph is a rewrite; the original was deleted too) And by the way, apparently the same thing happened to me at school involving sports, happened to dad when he was at school, Newington - it’s quite extraordinary how, what happens to your parents happens to you - that’s why it’s important to talk with them or your kids about your life what you’ve been through, so the bad stuff doesn't keep happening. Just thought of something bad to say about me – I am hopeless at flexibility, as in gymnastics - I recall as a 9yr child, we had a gym - the town has spent a huge fortune on the local gym and equipment - was a political thing. I’m pretty sure I much would’ve preferred to go dancing, but anyway, at gym, I was completely hopeless - I mean completely, could not even touch my toes. I don’t know how I could possibly be so bad at it, I had a small petite frame, alike many good gymnasts. We had ‘cards’ we had to pass, and myself and one other little girl, Elizabeth Donnelly, we just couldn’t do it!! All the other little girls past 1,2 and 3 within three weeks, but by the end of the year Elizabeth and I, still hadn’t passed card 2! We got stuck on the bend back! Elizabeth had a big frame (not fat in anyway) but you could understand why it may have been difficulty for her, but not me, just couldn’t do it. J I also tried to play the drums at boarding school - completely hopeless - absolutely no skills in this area whatsoever. I thought of another area of weakness – my facial recognition skills are not crash hot, pretty much my whole life without being able to recognise people, however I can often recognise someone by their whole silhouette, particularly if they don't change their hair, so their height, and the way they walk. But face, not really, I don't think I'd even recognise my face, if I saw me walking down the street! AND - why would you push a child to do something that they obviously have no ability to do? Elizabeth and I spent a whole year hop-popping about in gym, trying to do something that we couldn’t do - it was ridiculous, and a total waste of our time, and has probably impacted my general outlook on life, hop-popping around is fine! But you know what, I recall meeting one of my childhood friends, in gym. It was one Saturday morning; all the girls were seated on the ‘new’ gym mat that covered the whole floor. This girl ended up sitting next to me, and the topic amongst the little girls, came up of adoption, and Anne, her name, announced that she was adopted, and I thought she was lying because we just had been talking about it, could not be a coincidence, I didn’t believe her at all - I was very sceptical, I’m not entirely sure why as a young nine-year-old, I was so sceptical? So, she insisted that I asked her mother, and I’m like OK. So, after gym she took me out to the carpark, to meet her mother, we had the discussion through the car window, and indeed it was true, she was adopted, and that was the beginning of a friendship between Anne and myself, plus I did get to know her mother quite well after spending many hours at Annes place playing. Plus, Annes parents became good friends with my parents – many BBQ Chickens together too! Anne and I did have a lot of fun, they nicknamed us the Giggling Gerties! But I do recall Anne was a bit of a nazi; I wasn’t allowed to touch anything on her dressing table or any of her toys in her room! they all had to stay in their perfect place lol! J Someone told me that I was a bit of a nazi to (as if), and in fact, that together we must’ve been a direct reincarnation from old Germany, which would explain why we spent our whole childhood giggling our heads off, as we were no longer nazis but now little girls! Lol (it was the funniest thing I had ever heard!). My personal product placement (no associations!) - Intertek Group - you are BRILLIANT (inflatable spa people, there business mission “Born to make the world ever better”) !! And Apple Tag – genius (no more stolen items) OMG Apple are genius -no less than 5 apple devices! And, sea-electric.com (Electric Trucks) – saving the planet 1 truck at a time! Outstanding luminous people! 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Those women who used to run ‘girl guides’ in Tamworth, should be DESTROYED. There’s no question in my mind about it. Absolutely despicable memories of girl guides: with women encouraging and teaching little girls to gang up and bully other girls who aren’t like them and don’t fit to the social norms YOU DISGUST ME. DISGUSTING. And hay you stupid NEGS Staff dogs -you have no right to go through girls’ dormitories and their personal belongings, who the fuck do you think you are? I know there’s so Life Stories P21 - I will be later editing to fit all on only 20 pages 1. Wannabe Jealous Nazi Idiot Woman Pretending To Be Jealous Husband I just came by this story today again, as I was doing a search for something else, and I realised that I had deleted it off my blog, it was in my old folder with things I don't use, but have done. But I thought well, this is actually relevant to my life, this describes clearly the “angst” that these thieves and harasses are causing me, so I'm going to put it back. I just skim re-read it, as I went on and on, but that very thing, as far as I'm concerned, that's exactly the problem of what these thieves and harasses have done; they have caused a whole ‘change mindset’, of being content to now having to concern myself about these stupid things. By the way, this "angst", is what those thieves and harasses are going to have to pay for later, in karma. But they don't realise it, they think they're just stealing something small and trivial, and it doesn't really matter. Okay today my iPhone has gone missing. FIND MY PHONE, says it is at my current address, but when I play the tune, it doesn’t work, I can’t hear it, telling me that it is not in my unit. Plus, when I called it, it went straight to voice mail, when it should have rung. Today the fire alarm guy came to my unit to check the fire alarm, I know he didn’t take it as I was watching him the whole time, as at a previous address, when the fire alarms were checked, the girl who did it, - the skinny blonde girl, stole one of my bathroom shower butterfly hooks while she was in the loo; disgusting. This was by the way was arranged by Elders, in Gladstone. I did go out after he left for an hour, it may have been taken then by another neighbour in the unit, which is why FIND MY PHONE, says at this address???? APPLE……. But I have noticed every time I talk to somebody, it doesn’t matter who, any complete stranger will do, something goes missing, and I believe this is because there is some little idiot trying to play jealous husband. And I believe it is a woman doing it, as I heard her once at Ivan Williamsons spare house across from Dads house, in Henry st – the dogs came and stayed there, to yell out at me while I was at Dads house (fucked if I know what they were doing? who has that much spare time??) but I believe they are from the ABC’s agony aunt team – they are fucking idiots, and are seriously deluded, and need help, and by help, I mean police intervention, and put into jail, not into a mental health unit. The police are too fucking stupid to work out who is stealing from me and so they continue to steal from me, then wonder why I am angry – idiots. I am a free and single woman, have been for many years, and will be for many years more to come. I am free to talk to whoever I choose, whenever I choose. And in fact, I did actually propose marriage to a foot reflexologist last month, when he relieved my lymph problems, via YouTube. If I get married or have any kind of relationship with anybody, the only person it would be, would be that guy, who lives in Canada, and can massage feet. Nobody else stands any chance at all, by the way his name is Adam Thomas, he is justifiably brilliant. My phone is iPhone 7, it’s not an expensive new one, it’s a really old one, doesn’t have much value, and I suspect after posting this it might turn up, just the same as when I posted my bandage story below, it miraculously turned up as well. In fact, I’m going to put the bandage story back online and here it is below: Bandage Stolen by jealousy of my foresight capable independence Someone has broken into my unit while I slept last night, and have taken a used bandage. I know this sounds very strange, but it is definitely nowhere to be seen in my unit. I took it off before my shower and flung it onto the floor, it was used, but not dirty. It was a really good bandage that I found in my mums nursing kit, it kind of stretches out and you can adjust the tension depending on how much you stretch it, I haven’t seen anything quite like it, it’s a clever product. I believe this is the reason why it was stolen. Aside also from the fact that: I do believe there came a time when I injured myself, and I needed a bandage. So, I got one from my first aid kit, and used it; now, this very simple act, is something that drives a stupid jealous girl NUTS! Because, I didn’t have to go anywhere, I didn’t have to spend any money, I didn’t have to go down to the chemist, I didn’t have to go to the doctor or the hospital, this is exactly the kind of foresight capable independence, that the jealous pervert girl resents, and so she just took my bandage out of jealous spite; - stupid little dog. It may have been taken while I was in the shower? {if I forgot to deadlock the door?} this may have happened, but I can’t be certain about that, since a couple of other things have disappeared, and I hardly ever go anywhere, I suspect that is the time they can do it with a simple card swipe to delatch the old lock, or use a key, as I have seen the person who has a key, sniffing around, along with one of my neighbours. So, it was about 50 or 60cm long, as I had it wrapped around my toe, which has a cut on it, over a dressing, and then back around my ankle, so it won’t fall off during the night - worked a treat. There was a little bit left on the roll for today, that I could use, see photo, {luckily}, but I would like my 50 to 60cm length of bandage back thanks very much, you stupid bimbo thief. It belongs to me it does not belong to you. Btw, my mother was a nurse. A private nurse, as in she tended patients in their homes and had her own business. She liked her job and cared for her patients. I recommend to all women; do not have kids unless you have a caring nature, so you don’t turn out to be thieving jealous bimbos like the one who stole my bandage. The world would be 50million times better without the bimbos. A couple of years ago, I felt I should try and do something about the bimbo mothers. I mean, I had so much clarity about why there are bimbo women who steal, and it’s because of bimbo mothers. I thought there just must be so many stupid mothers in Australia, producing these stupid thieving bimbo daughters, that I decided to find a mothers group online and post my story of what I had to say. -It did not go down very well! I was banned again from Flickr, and one of the mothers used her DOG contacts to track me down, and she, along with her son, stole my necklace. And this situation of jealous dog, reminds me of the time when I needed some new pants, some years ago now, (yesterday when I went out – you could plain as day see, I need some new pants again), anyway, back then I remembered I had ended up with some clothes of mums after she died, and I went through them, and I saw some olive-green pants, I thought I’d try them on - and talk about perfect! They fit me perfectly, they were this lovely thick cotton jersey, and a designer brand. I was thrilled to pieces that something so hard to achieve (finding a good quality pair of fitted pants is really hard, you can’t just walk in to your local Target, and buy a pair), so these fit me perfectly and looked great. I was so thrilled! But I could literally hear a dog whingeing and being pissed off, because of how well it worked out for me; jealous pervert. (Items went missing at that time, can’t quite remember exact time, if something was taken?) So now there’s two stories with a similar theme, and it reminds me of a third story, also with a jealous pervert theme: if you remember on my About page, on my blog, I talk about the tile that I purchased in Sydney, I was so thrilled about this tile, and this stupid little jealous dog, followed me in to the store, off the street, and started chastising me for being basically, thrilled – she was jealous at me being happy. (Actually, she was tall). This bandage is exactly the same thing. I suggest the only way to combat this: is if many people, strangers, give me really great things, all the time, to completely incense the girl off her rocker, and then in the hopes that she commits suicide, I will finally be able to feel happy and thrilled, without some stupid dog stealing from me or chastising me in some way. Leave me the hell alone, you stupid DOG. It is not my fault that you are STUPID. BTW, I AM STILL NOT GAY - this example of women following me around just shows how stupid they are, and cannot figure out how to live their intended life and not concern themselves with someone else’s. Women – so stupid I cannot believe it. I want to add here, actually, I’m a pretty happy person, this comes from my happy and loving childhood, which I’ve talked about. But I don’t have, like, an overly friendly face, which is why I think I don’t have this issue as a constant, because my inner personal thoughts are usually positive ones and I’m pretty much happy when I am out and about. So, I seem to only have this extreme jealous reaction from female dogs when I’m overly happy about something, it seems just generally being happy, doesn’t really get their attention. Just an observation. Oh, plus I think sometimes, if something works out, like I get all five green lights in a row - just little things like that, that make life easier, I do believe I have the same jealous female dogs (who seem to follow me always) who then try to piss me off by doing something nasty and vindictive - it’s like you don’t have to do anything bad to them, like you know, steal their husband, or steal something from them, to invoke a reaction of vengeance - you just have to be minding your own business and be happy!! THEY ARE INSANE, and truly they should be HUNG. Unfortunatly, they are real. I am guessing they are also unemployed, and have nothing better to do than follow me, and obsess about me. My single white female next door neighbour, just got a job yesterday, so they signed (actually she does not work, well unless she is being paid to stay in her unit all day long, possibly maybe)). So, whether it was her and she used blackmail to the powers that be to get a good job (read my “harassment for money, from employment provider in Gin Gin, massive Road works, street beautification”, photo story.) or just a coincidence, or, maybe she realized if she had a job, she too could have her own personal supply, of her own bandages. Who knows? Anyway, after being there constantly after I left that morning to heal my cut in the salt water, she disappeared for 2 days NOT A COINCIDENCE This is my new neighbour, she says her name is Danielle, but I suspect she is lying, as I have a weird problem of people lying to me about their name and calling themselves Danielle, read my About page. I have no idea what her story is but I suspect she is working for the dogs. She comes out and does scenes with the handyman who would have the key, THEY THINK STEALING LITTLE ITEMS LIKE THIS IS FUNNY. possibly friends with the landlord? Who knows. She is possibly being paid to be their next door to me? And as a result, was able to buy herself a new car, this is exactly the type of dog behaviour that goes on in my life, and she also talks on the phone to me sometimes in the morning, so, like I’m not actually speaking with her, but she speaks to me, or she speaks to someone that I have talked about on my blog? she’s one of dogs that harasses me from afar. Maybe she is used by the dogs, who harass me from afar, and I think she may have arranged the dogs down at the river that time?? Nip it in the bud. See a falling dog, and put in your pocket, save it for a rainy day…. I think I should mention, the local chemist, that I did not have to go to, to purchase a bandage, steals from people by overcharging items that are on the PBS list. I had been there recently, aswell as seen the nurses on doctors at the local hospital for an infected tick bite So, it may have had something to do with them? Mums bandage, I can assure you, was not stolen in the first place. Nor was it stolen from the hospital when I went there! Btw, lately I have been unable to sleep well – I can hear my old man neighbour when he turns the tap on in his kitchen, at all hrs of the night. My plantar fasciitis in the (same foot) is very sore, my Jobs provider has been on my back, my lease is ending, the stupid neighbours on the other side of the trees have discovered how to make kookaburra sounds with a recording device, plus my period is due – so all culminating in RAGE. Wednesday, 24 August 2022 2. Body shape, starved as a baby, cause of slight mental retardation I have removed the girls name and blurred her identity because this is not personal for me, the message is important. It's just a perfect example of nutrition and how it's fundamentally important from before you were born. As that girls behaviour was very disrespectful at the time, and for the duration of my tenancy (and just 1 girl in a long line of girls), I feel like I should definitely write a photo story about it. The correlation between her behaviour, (and many) and my nutritionally starved little kitten, is exactly the same, in my opinion. I write on my blog about the correlation between the kittens I observed, and multiple babies born by women. I noticed with the kittens, the first one to be born was robust, strong and healthy, whereas the last kitten in the litter, was a little runt who looked nutritionally depraved. (And unfortunatly was, as I did not know the mother was pregnant for some time). I feel it's the same with humans, which is why women ought to stop at 1 or 2 (or none). Even with proper nutrition. I want to further add to that here, there was another thing I noticed; aside from the physical and highly attuned personality, the first-born cat was extremely respectful of me, hard to explain, but I did not need to say anything twice to him {he was just so good natured and gorgeous}, it was like he was a really “loving” and “caring” pussycat - in the very good sense. But the seventh born cat Violet, who was also a gorgeous and very sweet pussycat, I noticed she did not have the same level of respect, it's like she couldn't comprehend the meaning of others, other than herself, and ‘respect’. Quite different from first born. I feel as they were siblings, and raised exactly the same way, and treated all the same, it was not her fault if she was not as respectful - it's because she was starved when she was in the womb, and it has affected this ability somehow. I strongly feel it's the same in humans, there have been people I've encountered who are so disrespectful, and they are completely clueless about their behaviour at the time. Such as that rental girl. (Or should I say, aware of their bad behaviour, but lacking the connection in the moment, to think ahead, about repercussions, and who they want to be, as a person.) Also, after observing sibling kittens, and kittens who were not related, but half starved, I further believe, so many human health problems arise from that time in the womb, particularly problems you have in old age, like dementia; the number one cause in my opinion, would be a lack of nutrients in the womb. 3. Facebook has created a culture of BITCH BANNING people For some unknown reason, still unknown today, I was ban from a vet in Gunnedah. It was 2106 I think, at the time, I could not work it out, as to why I was ban. When I was at the vet all was fine; my cat was tested and diagnosed, the female vet was nice. I paid in full, and left with my cat. That was the end of it. However apparently it wasn't the end of it. I was contacted by email, from this vet, saying that I had not paid in full. I told them that I had, and I sent them a screenshot of my credit card statement, where it clearly shows that I had paid the said full amount. Paid what they asked for. But instead of an apology, I received a bitch email saying I was a terrible person and I had been ban from the vet. There was no other explanation, it was just like a bitchy email. I wondered what an earth was going on? I contacted them again but did not hear back from them. Some years later, when I created a Facebook account, I figured it out; on Facebook, there are multiple groups, and there are “monitors” of each group, who consist of bitchy little girls who ban people that they don't like. So, this is simply what this vet has done, most definatly discrimination. So basically, I'm writing a story about it, and calling them out on it, saying how disgusting these people are, what bullies they are, and how stupid they are. Here is a photo below of the owner Mark baker, his clinic is still there, and has been there as long as I can remember; I don't know if the owner was involved, or if it's just the stupid receptionists, or maybe he has stupid daughters? That would be typical. Btw the medical problem at the vet; when I spoke to the lovely young woman, who did a biopsy, said he had a terrible fatal cancer. My cat died shortly after. The cancer was a direct result of a Spot On Flea and Tick treatment that I had purchased on eBay from the Netherlands. {Later I was advised, they had apparently given it to me deliberately to kill my cat, they thought it would be funny, plus they would make some money too. ARSEHOLES ON EBAY too. } Actually, it is unclear to me whether they wanted to kill my cat in the same manner that they killed my brother Tomas's dog (for “no animal care, only human care” attitude - idiots), or whether they just wanted to make money from their faulty product. But either way, they knew it would give my cat cancer and kill it. Such evil in this world {No animal care, only human care is evil}. And note they deliberatley caused cancer – murder. Don’t think it does not happen amongst humans. Such evil on Facebook. Stupid little girls. Just like back in the day “The Witches of Salom” 4. Crap Mothers I have mentioned many times how I get harassed by my neighbours who live next door up the hill at number 108, so not by the neighbours in my unit complex, 13 of them. The child in particular was harassing me, at first after I wrote about it and complained about it to certain authorities, the mother realised what was going on, and so after that, I was harassed by the mother instead. I can’t actually see them they’re up about 20m from where I am down below, and there’s all plants. Although I’ve noticed they have just cut back all of their plants so they could peer down into my unit complex too, which I’m not too impressed about. Some people are just plain stupid, and it was possibly them who killed my plants (?), but I’m off topic because what I wanted to talk about today was the fact that I can hear a baby crying from their place like constantly, it’s always crying; she’s totally fucking up her child. I’m going to mention when a mother is upset, then the child will cry. This is a very common thing amongst children, because children aren’t fully aware and developed like they’re meant to be as adults however I’ve mentioned before my blogs at this happens with adults as well. Trauma related dysfunction (by bimbo mothers). Anyway, so the child is crying because the mother is pissed off, and the mother is pissed off, you know, for various reasons, mainly she can’t control her emotions around a newborn child - this is fully the mother’s fault; she needs to go into ‘mothering mode’ which requires not being pissed off, and anyway, so this child is screaming her head off because the mothers pissed off, so the child is innocent, even though it’s making the most annoying sound ever; and so the father comes along, sees the situation, and smacks the little baby to shut up. Which works, it is stunned into silence. Plus the mother, selfishly feels a little bit of vindication, like someone at least has been punished for all the problems that she has to deal with, for her bad mood, - it's a subconscious thing and she is secretly glad her husband smacked her child - it's very sick. So this is how parents fuck up their kids, the child was innocent, but chastised quite badly for no reason. And this very situation is why I have such a problem with bimbos who follow me and steal from me, and generally carry on in this pathetic childish manner, because they’ve been fucked up as babies, just like the child next-door. So while this kind of thing is hard to explain to a young naive mother, this is why Australia needs to implement a compulsory parenting program for mothers. I’ve had it up to here with all the ‘saving of stupid bimbos’ who steal from me, particularly in Australia. I mean I’ve never lived overseas so I wouldn’t possibly know what goes on overseas, but I suspect it is a huge problem specific to unaware Australian Bogans. And you know what, while I am on this subject, there’s another important area, that so many parents neglect. This was brought to my attention when on my blog, I was describing a pervert, a teenager, who was spying on the naked teenage girls in the camp shower, back in 1989 or thereabouts. Someone saw what I was writing and suggested I am now humiliating this guy and possibly ruining his life. Well, I certainly don’t agree with that theory at all. I thought about; was I being too harsh? But after careful thought, I decided I most definitely was not, he is a pervert, so naming and shaming is essential, as far as I’m concerned. (Obviously if it wasn’t true, it would be very heinous and worthy of grave punishment) but I, for one would certainly not make up such a story about anyone, not even a thief. So, then, this reminded me of another kid pervert when I was 10 or so, and then another one at 9 or so, and I realised this is a problem. Young boys are total pervert‘s, and I don’t think ANY of the parents of those boys, had attempted AT ALL, to teach their kids, not to be a pervert. It seems they have to learn how not to be a pervert. They have some sort of instinct to be one. This means parents have to physically make an effort, to guide your young child in this area. You literally have to talk about sex with your child. You can’t ignore this topic. Otherwise, young girls, such as myself get, victimised by those stupid little boys. STUPID Stuart Brady, Nicholas Hallam, John Burke and the Carter boys; Matt and or Steve; your parents were crap, hopeless, and naive. There were others, but I don’t know their names. And there’s also other ways men could be pervert‘s in a non-sexual way, the same as women can be. And what I’m talking about here “pervert” - this is kind of like the minimum amount of bad behaviour that boys get up to when it comes to little girls and sex. I know from listening to various court podcasts, little boys can do much worse to little girls; all as a result of naïve bimbo parents. I hear them debating what they should do about these kids, and not once ever is, it mentioned that their parents should be held accountable. Well, BINGO! they should be; BIG FINES. Also, I heard from the police, that they’re not going to press charges against anyone caught shoplifting from me, because they don’t want to “ruin their life”, by creating a bad reputation for the thief. Can you believe that? This is why thieves still continue to steal from me today in 2024, and I am forced to write this blog, and in the process, scare off a lot of stupid mothers. Stupid police. I want to mention about the neighbour next door with the baby, for a while I thought she didn't actually have a baby, (I mean she already could not handle the child she had, so she would have to be stupid to have another), I actually thought she just had app playing baby noises, crying and being a nuisance, like deliberately - some people do this, it's a thing. Many people do it in fact, I think it's a third born thing, wanting to be a nuisance as it reminds them of their childhood, annoying the crap out of their older siblings. Anyway, I thought this also because I saw her two weeks before the baby noises started and she didn't look pregnant, but in retrospect I think she was one of those mothers that didn't have a very big belly, some women are like that, and this as far as I am concerned, is totally related - she didn't have a big belly because she didn't have a big baby, because the baby wasn't getting enough nutrients. I've spoken about this before, not enough nutrients in the womb, results in physical problems, physical handicaps, brain development problems, immune problems….. Coasting along, happy with mediocrity. Mediocrity is not ok – you are retarding your children. Think, research and learn. 5 Jobs Providers Deliberately Handing Out Viruses I have mentioned this before on my blog, but I couldn't find it, goodness knows where it is, so I thought I'll have to do a whole new Photo story about it, and I want to update it as well. I previously mentioned back in Gunnedah at one point Centrelink or should I say Jobs providers, wanted to put all the unemployed people in one room one day for a few hrs, God knows why, I think they were calling it a ‘workshop’ don't ask me what they were workshopping, but in fact I suspect the reason is for sickness, because there wasn't one single person in that room that day, that wasn't sick (except me until I got home, then I too, sick as a dog). It was the middle of winter. There was a highly suspect girl who had manoeuvred herself directly behind me, and was coughing all over me. I am very clear and certain that the whole point of that girl and that meeting was to spread sickness. And then it happened again at Sarina jobs providers when I was forced to attend an appointment when it should've been a phone appointment, (so I wouldn't get sick) it was around COVID time, she insisted I attend face to face. I did get sick with a sore throat. So, it has happened about 4 times, and then again it happened in 2024, when I didn't even have an appointment, but Centrelink said a couple of weeks before, that if I want, I can contact the local jobs providers for an appointment! -which I didn't, but I think they were stalking me when I went down to Sarina Beach daily to post my seed letters and go for a swim, there are suspect girls and the same car with signage on it, “Selectability ”. It’s like they are waiting for me down there. When I got home I got sick with sore throat. So, I'm thinking they somehow contaminated the car (?). But I always thought it was a virus related, I am thinking now that it's actually bacteria, because it's the same symptoms I get when exposed to bacteria in Aircon filters if they're not cleaned, and also if I smell septic, I get a sore throat. I also get a sore throat if I'm exposed to smoke, and wind, or if I am cold, particularly my feet or neck (because I have a damaged throat, it was damaged with hydrochloric acid back in 2006 from cleaning someone’s else’s bathroom in exchange for a month’s free rent. Big mistake. HUGE. And because I have seen Dodgy girls at the jobs providers office when I get sick I'm thinking they know that it's bacteria, and they're spreading bacteria around, I touch any contaminated surface (like a steering wheel or a door handle), then don't wash my hands constantly all day long, (just in case), inevitably I'm going to touch my face and maybe my nose my mouth my eyes, and so it's easy to contact bacteria in this manner. {Before I damaged my throat, I never got sick. Cough all you want – you can’t get me! Not anymore}. Mainly, I only get sore throat if I venture out, my home is safe (and clean). I still feel jobs providers are in on this sickness factor, maybe Centrelink are naïve or maybe they are in cahoots with science medical girls who want to spread sickness, an in attempt to try and build up peoples immune (and their experimenting with unemployed?) it seems to me that that's what's happening. I don't think I'm being paranoid about this. So, who am I meant to put in a complaint to about this? I've done so with Centrelink and they've done nothing about it. And pretty much anyone else will say “don't be stupid, you're crazy, of course they're not doing that”. Well wake up they are doing it. 6 The disrespectful cunts are back at Centrelin k This is exactly the nazi behaviour I'm talking about ; they have just stopped my payments, and for no reason, nothing that I did, but they have arranged an appointment for me, personally, and have not contacted me about it, instead, they've just cut my payment, so that I see onscreen, that I have to call the number to arrange the appointment. What fucking nazi cunts. I have a telephone, they have my number, why didn't they call me and leave a message rather than stopping my payments? Are they fucking incompetent morons - oh, yes they are. This lack of respect from them is exactly why when your phone Centrelink they have to put on a little special automated message saying “we expect everyone to act courtesy and calmly and we won't tolerate bad behaviour”. YOU CENTERLINK are the ones who are disrespectful, you encourage people to swear at you because you piss them off with your lack of respect. You are truly evil and disgusting, and I can see there's an imbalance there; totally run by women, as this is such bitch behaviour. Note, couple weeks back I was complaining about being sick and stalked by girls down at the mail box – this is them, jobsproviders still handing out sickness. Btw, I checked centerlink website a few days ago – there was no message to call anyone. 7. Shining the Light on Narcissistic Families for End Goal of Peace and Quiet Well, in all this time of writing my blog, explaining about the nuisances in my life, I’ve realised today, I have not written about the “fake family phenomenon”. This situation simply involves families harassing me in the morning. There seems to be a specific time where I get harassed by families, seemingly from 830 to 930 in the morning. Not every morning, just sometimes. And usually this involves me going out in a public area, and a family presenting themselves, like crossing my path but not actually coming up to me or approaching me directly or talking to me, but putting themselves in my path, and often they talk to the person I’m going to see, like shop staff, and then as soon as I do, they leave kind of in a condescending “handover gesture” way - it’s incredibly strange, and I can’t believe how narcissistic some families are. But the most annoying thing they do, is beep at me when leaving, like we are friends. This has been going on for many many years. I remember they used to do it frequently when I went over to Tamworth, but again today, when I went down to post my seed sales and go for a swim. It is always different families, never the same twice, different cars, so I cannot report them to the police. They are truly evil and they know perfectly well how evil they are and how to escape retribution. So, you know, here is the light shining on fucked people, so fuck off you STUPID FAMILIES. They all need a bullet to the ear. Someone suggested to me that with these particular problems, I should tell Oprah, as Oprah understands situations like this, whereas the police would not, and Oprah has the means to do something about it. Which I thought was kind of funny, and probably true, but I definitely don’t want to pester Oprah! 8. Old Man Games It seems old man are a problem, and so I have to write about it. There's nothing like shining the light on an arsehole {yuk, the fact that I have to write about this proves how totally disgusting they are.} I have found over the years that there's several things they do repeatedly: mail hoarding. This was especially prevalent when I was living at the units at Sarina, when the mailman delivered my mail, an old man neighbour would break into my letterbox (showing off his break and enter skills), take my mail, not throw it out, but they would just keep it (goodness knows where they put it, maybe they left it on their kitchen table?) but they kept it until they deemed, that it is was time to deliver it, days, weeks, months later. FULLY SICK. I'm guessing this control issue is a trait of the narcissistic mental health disorder? Somewhere along those lines at any rate. Actually, sometimes I even thought, as the postman was an old man, maybe he was delivering my mail to his old man mate? Deliberatley? I have found there's a network of old men, just like there is a network of dogs, a network of women in the workplace, a network of healthcare workers…. And so, there is a network of old men, and they're in cahoots with Council, and all the council male staff. This was definitely a problem at Sarina but also when I lived at Builyan, particularly with poisoning any trees that I plant out, but they also do weird rubbish things, like do the rubbish extra early if I forget to put it out the night before, so instead of the usual 730 pick-up, they would do it at 6am so I would miss it. I'm pretty sure all the problems I have with planes flying over my head and following me around, that's possibly old man related. I mean there could be female bimbo dogs up there flying around, like they do down the street, but I suspect it's more of an old man thing, and it's old man who have money to waste on petrol, flying planes. So, I've written about my problems with the old man who lives next door at Sarina and his abilities at determining full female bladders. I suspect, he is not the only one, and this is a typical old man thing, because I've had problems with it at Gin Gin, and now it's Sarina, oh and plus a little bit towards the end of living at Rangari (who knows who was living in that house at that time). And actually, all the food theft at Sarina, I'm pretty sure that that was old man related; can't be too certain because there are so many thieving bloody women, but some of the old man, like, they're pretty useless at looking after themselves, and feeding themselves, and think they're entitled to steal from a woman who's capable – in kind of a jealous manner. A capabilities jealous theft. There is another weird thing, that I think is old man related, and that's some sort of weird antics that happened from 11pm to 3am nightly, when I'm asleep. As I'm asleep I'm not actually entirely aware of what's going on! So it's a little hard to explain but it's some sort of weird metaphysical world stuff where single ladies are taken advantage of by wandering LOOSER arseholes who nobody wants, and often pretends to be a child, a little boy who latches on like a leach to single ladies. And, it's not good for single ladies. They have no respect a lot of the times. I have vaguely mentioned it before on my blog about the fact that I would frequently get woken up at 3am at various times in my life. Last night was another one of these times, as I'm writing this story about old men. I believe it's related to the reason why single ladies ought not be allowed to teach in schools. There is such naivety in this area people (women) are still questioning me about this and think that I'm old-fashioned and backwards, and 'wake up sweeties' this is not the case at all. It's also related to that story I wrote about when I figured out that it was cheaper to rent rather than purchase a house, back in 2006; and channel 7 put the story on the news the following morning. Thieves, do you see, they are thieves, they steal EVERYTHING. I have so many examples of this, you could not believe it. They never pay. Not sure if this is related, but lately I've been contacted by people pretending not to be local people, to purchase or acquire Facebook marketplace items. 2 days in a row! They seem to be doing a weird council rate thing – fuck off and leave me out of your stupid marketing aims. The image above is relevant ; this happens all the time in movie / TV world. As I've mentioned, I no longer watch live television, I just can't, as they are to disrespectful. So I have a YouTube subscription now, so they've started to get onto YouTube too. They have changed this movie, it's called “A life lived” and the opening scene was a girl with a yellow convertible. She was showing off her car. The scene has been removed now. Go and check; no yellow convertible. I written extensively about how girls come up to me with their new cars and show off their car to me - it's really annoying. I have to constantly explain that: you're not going to make me jealous with a new car. I like my car. Thanks very much. So they are doing it on movie and tv shows instead. It happens all the time. Just weird. So I'm shining the light on the arsehole who keeps putting girls in my path with new cars: fuck off you stupid degenerate. Infact, it reminds me of Ellen Degenerets, who offers to give free things to her audience, it's up that alley. I am not a fan, I don’t watch. And also yesterday Microsoft refused to send me my emails; so it's all of these things are related, they all happen at the same time, just fuck off and leave me alone you stupid little monkeys. And take a hike, Tom Hanks. 9. The Weird Phenon of People behaving as Territorial Rabies Infected Dogs on FB Before I was ban from Facebook in 2020, I joined the Gladstone police group for reporting crimes, this was 2018-19 (I stupidly thought the police may be able to do something about all the 100’s of items that were being taken from me at that time.) I started to list all the items that had been stolen from me. But then I was suddenly messaged by what appeared to be some sort of territorial rabies infected dog, suspected female, group member, but I guess you never know when it’s anonymous. She was antagonistic, threatening; threatening to come down to my place and beat me up, just been totally vulgar-trashy. She was an idiot, obviously trying to fearmonger, and scare, and victimise. I don’t know if these tactics work on some people, but it certainly wasn’t working on me, I just ignored her. Sometimes, and infact often in life, one can only stand back and look at the disaster unfurl, such as this girl. Not entirely sure what she wanted anyway? I suspect nothing, she was literally being a territorial dog and was simply scared she had no control over her group anymore, as I was posting all these weird thefts? She did not understand them (not alone there I guess). But her reaction was pure retarded behaviour. I mean maybe my standards in human behaviour are set too high, but since we are meant to be human now, most of us have evolved, I don’t think so. Even a child could behave more appropriately than that person. And what’s even more odd, I got the feeling her attitude was like “at last, hooray, finally, I get to behave in this rude disrespectful way – like it was blessed thing for her (!) Talk about stupidity. But because this person then deleted all my posts, this person was possibly FB admin, but even worse, maybe she was a police officer from Miriam Vale?? Maybe it was her who ban me from FB later? Aswell as Ebay, spnflwr, flickr and Wikipedia? {What idiot would give that retarded person a position of authority??} Australia, wake up. I guess maybe I should’ve literally said to her “fuck off - I don’t have territorial stupid dogs in my life”. So, talk frankly! lol Perhaps I should’ve said “you need to go and find an arsehole, because arseholes love territorial stupid dogs, they can easily have their way with them and fight constantly - and that’s what arseholes love to do. Many marriages are based around this dance. Anyway, people are very strange, especially on Facebook. I have noted today still, there are heaps of ‘stupids’, aswell as heaps of ‘smarts’. But FB is still highly controlled and edited, possibly even more. And there are still dogs playing sides, all the time. And there are still female dogs stalking me; fuck off irresponsible mother Cassandra, don’t use your child as an excuse to dog attack me. 11. An Anti Religious Shopping Experience: Tessuti Fabrics (formerly Fantasy Fabrics) When I shopped there, back when it was Fantasy Fabrics, 30 odd years ago, there were some major dog problems with the female staff. One of them accusing me of chopping up their instore fabrics with scissors! Stupid (I later saw that woman on Australia ABC telly – who the ABC, for some reason was either protecting or rewarding? Who knows what they were doing with her. But, do they, or do they not, shoot dogs that bite people?? Because that was just what it was like, a stray dog biting me in that shop. AH GO AWAY – again, this problem of total bimbos following me around and climbing on my back, and tormenting me; FUCK OFF - do I need to purchase a hat, maybe a T shirt with these words????? Does this happen in other countries or is it just an Australian bimbo thing? You would think as a young single woman, that my biggest problem would be stray horny men following me around - but NO, this is not the case (I put this down to my other secret weapon of being gifted with a somewhat undesirable face and body). But so instead I get these bloody stupid women following me around. Just weird! You know I think this very thing, this situation involving these stupid women, and they’re non thinking ‘blind as bats’ behaviour, (such irony), is the main reason why I have been banned - it's like the powers that be (whoever they are, I suspect, not the government), does not want to make it public that this is what women are like; nobody wants to make it public that some women are completely stupid and non-thinkers. Nobody wants to acknowledge this stupid human factor - WELL shame on you, because you can't fix something that you're not aware of – AND THIS BEHAVIOR CAN BE FIXED, ITS JUST A MATTER OF AWARENENSS. SO, anyone trying to oppress me by banning me, (and there's been a lot) you are completely WRONG. So, one day I was wondering why sometimes I go to places and there's no problems; everything gets sorted out the way it should, everyone's pleasant, I was able to do what I intended to do there. And then other places I go to; it's a disaster, like the above, like the staff are horrible, they can't do anything, they're completely rude and disrespectful, there are problems. So, someone suggested that it's a religious thing; so, people who are not religious, are places where I experience problems stemming from stupidity, the ones who are horrible and ‘dog attack’ me, the sinners so to speak. And it's the ones who have faith, and a believe in God, are the ones who can do it right, and I have no problems, everyone is NORMAL - the saints so to speak. Not 100% sure if this is true, but I suspect definite possibility. Now I do a pretty good job of keeping tally of my life on my blog, so I'm not sure, but it FEELS LIKE most of the places I go to are places who do not have faith {unfortunately}. I'm guessing this is due to church not being the Sunday norm anymore. (I would say due to problems in church with bad ministers and priests, not to mention other bad members of the congregation, like in my experience.)? And so, when I go somewhere and that is NORMAL, I find it extraordinary and amazing, and nothing short of a miracle! And, this theory, changes everything - should I be putting in the word “Christian” when I do a Google search for a business like a dentist? Dr Deane – you ought to be sued. After I wrote this, I went out and did some gardening, as it had finally started to rain (hooray). As I was gardening, planting out my flower seedlings (mental note: l can't do this anymore, my back is way too shot), anyway, I thought about something else and I believe it's related, so here is the next part of the story; At one point in my life, I had moved in to the bottom flat of my grandmother's house at Pretty Beach. I used to listen to triple j all the time back then, I was also reading a book by Carl Yung, it belonged to my aunt, she stored her books in the flat. So, Carl Yung was a psychologist from the 50s maybe? He's kind of a famous one. He would've covered many different topics in this book, I read it from cover to cover, but you know the only thing really that I got from it, or remember about it, was his theory of the collective consciousness, which I talk about on my blog sometimes. It interested me. However, I suspect there was another topic that I read, but didn't really pay much attention to, and this was the collective psychosis, of a mass of people. So, a group of people doing things that are stupid, and non-thinking. {I personally believe spurred on by rebellion from stupid bimbo parents power tripping over their kids. “we don’t have to be good, we don’t have to be perfect”.} I think he talked about it, as it did not interest me, as I wouldn’t have thought it was relevant (this is something that certainly I would not be affected from (I have way too much personal awareness), but I believe there was someone on triple j at that time who was being a pervert, and basically this theory resonated with her - she has set herself about to try and bring on public psychosis through manipulations (I call this ‘dogs playing sides’ - so I've had problems with her trying to manipulate a lot of people on mass, in public, for her amusement. And it's like the only thing she could think to do with mass amount of people, was to torment somebody else, with somebody else being me - so this may explain why I have so many stupid bimbo Dr receptionists on my back, and it also could explain why I was poisoned at Mitre 10 - because I could hear radio dogs in the background. There were also radio dogs at the fruit shop when they were stealing potatoes from me with the wrong label. MANY other instances. So, all of these things are not a coincidence, they're all being organised by some stupid bitch who's trying to stroke her own ego with being able to manipulate mass amount of people into doing these revolting bitchy things. I bet she has blonde hair. By the way ‘psychosis’ is fancy talk for being stupid. Now I'm not entirely sure about this next bit, and I know there is a lot of truth behind the events of COVID-19, because viruses are a problem today way more than they have been at any other point in history, so any attempts to do something about viruses is GOOD. But I'm thinking maybe it has something to do with these radio dogs trying to manipulate the public on mass. They are competing amongst themselves in the industry. 12. More about Acceptable Areas where it’s OK to be Nazi Personality As I seem to be constantly complaining about the “nazis” in my life; ones that go on anal power tripping lord-over missions, and seemingly making up rules for the sake of it, and not because they are valid, needed or better rules (it’s called ‘power tripping’, and women are notorious for doing this; look at the health sector rules). I wrote on, I think it was my About page, or Life Stories (?), that there's one area where I think it's okay to be completely nazi and that is in the area of Food Labelling. And I suspect the only way to combat incorrect or misleading labels is to start making money with hefty fines. Along the same lines of how police make money from speeding tickets. Money making revenue – a whole new industry could be established to watch/regulate and cash in on people’s labelling fraud. Who says I don’t know how to “job create!” I would like to add further to food labels, and that, any labelling, like textile labelling, content labelling, ingredient labelling. I'd even take it further, and state anyone suffering from OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) this is a perfect area for you! Or become a chef! Just be involved with food, because it's an area where hygiene is extremely important. And possibly somewhat lacking; Of course I'm a firm believer of cleanliness in the kitchen; making sure the workspace is clean before you begin. Washing hands before handling food (including nails). Washing fruits, vegetables and anything that's been manhandled thoroughly. Cleaning up as you go along, and making sure you don't scratch yourself, your arms or your face around the food area. And of course, no sneezing or coughing around the food (quick mad dash exit of the room should you need to sneeze!). And if you've read my blog, you'll see that people do signs, they've done this for quite some years, (even though I find it really annoying) they still do it, (even if I scream about how I hate it), still do it. One of the signs that they do, is if I go to some food area, that has been prepared or run by someone who is not clean, then they tell me, as you often cannot see unhygienic practices in a shop front. And it's really disgusting. So, if you think no-one is watching, think again. Always make sure you wash your hands. There are other areas in life where it is perfectly acceptable to be nazi; the rubbish and recycling industry! There is a major lacking in this area with lackadaisical staff stemming all the way down from Council who just don’t really give a shit about rubbish (or the planet). Following the statistics of rubbish over the future years; this area is going to be so big, all the little council people that wanted to turn a blind eye will be forced to have to deal with it. Another perfect opportunity for the OCD’S! you will need to sort out many types of materials, and see the difference between plastics. I can’t even imagine that they would even bother doing what is fully required at the moment, in any of the sorting centres, because there are at least six different types of plastics, and you can’t possibly tell, unless you look at the fine print on the bottom of the bottle, or on the packaging, which might’ve even fallen off or be faded. And that is, even if plastic grading had been done in the first place when manufactured. A total lacking in this area. And do they expect rubbish sorters ono those conveyers to have a magnifying glass for the fine print? Animal practices. So, while I have a vague interest in psychology, and due to encountering a whole heap of dysfunctionals, have learnt a lot about different peoples personality types. I am not 100% sure of the root cause of OCD. I mean I'm guessing it's probably people who had narcissistic parents. (You would have to have some pretty bad karma to be born into a family with narcissistic parents, because they are truly the worst, horrible kind of people, in fact probably the cause of all psychological problems, narcissistic parents.) But it seems to me that there needs to be a redirection for all of those OCD’s, because I know there's a lot of them, I encounter many of them, all the time. Instead of redirecting your unhealthy nazi behaviour towards other people (like me), redirect into the fine print - like labels, redirect it into your work. As far as I can see, this would be a really simple solution to a huge problem. When in doubt, work. You know I've heard of people following the theory, that partaking in arts and crafts, as a good cathartic outlet. Many house wives do this. But, as I have had many different experiences in life, I get the strong sense that some of those women painting that I have encounted, did it with such restraint and tightness, that it was obvious that they were the nazi type of women, and those women probably ought not to be painting, instead those women ought to be working in food labelling departments! Total areas that need strict rules and regulations. Painting is probably an area that you especially don’t want to be nazi personality. 13. Rude Nosy Neighbours in The Name of Fake Neighbourhood Watch Out Every time I collect seed from a house at Armstrong Beach, (with the owner’s permission of course, who were never home as they work during the day), I have absurd neighbours across the road staring at me and making strange noises, trying to catch my attention making themselves heard. Last time, they were out front in their driveway, the whole time I was there, which was about half an hour as I was picking all the pods - just staring at me and pissing about, like they were just totally being rude disrespectful nosy neighbours. I mean if you were concerned about a stranger in at your neighbours place, like why wouldn’t you just go up and ask them what they were doing, rather than just sit there and stare and be rude. Maybe their crap parents never taught them ITS RUDE TO STARE. Some people have no common sense or no manners at all. So, I took that photo and put it here online. If you’re one of these ridiculous nosy neighbours you should bugger, off mind your own business, and get a life. 14. 2022 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2022 Adrian from Hervey Bay for being a focused honest tradie, and personable, in a nondiscriminative way; unusual for typical Australians. November 2022 Ellen Mary Stack who saved all the injured cyclone victims in Darwin back in the day, plus became Mayor so as to introduce mandatory ‘strong and sturdy’ building codes! October 2022 Veena Sahajwalla - OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT in Australian recycling; above and beyond. Albeit she is fully recognized and awarded already. September 2022 2 Bridge engineers: Li Chun, who built a stone Bridge 1400 years ago, still standing today good as new. Caius Julius Lacer, designed the Trajan's Bridge at Alcantara, Spain; 2500yrs old, good as new! There are 3 unknown engineers; aquaduct bridge in Provence, France, 2500yrs old, good as new! And 2 in Italy 2000+yrs old, good as new. Plus 1 in Turkey that is 3000yrs old in same original working condition! August 2022 Charles Wilber, for his 28 foot sky high (8.5m) tomato plants! July 2022 Macquarie Island management for reducing the devastating pesty rabbit population, to, 0! Well done to them, if only the rest of the country could be as motivated as the Macquarie Island team. June 2022 Kerrie Ellison for her bravery in ‘setting the bar’ when it comes to sexual harassment and hostile environments in the workplace, in the 80’s, to push lawsuits to stop it. May 2022 Was going to award Henry Flagler for ‘inventing’ Miami (with his transport system), BUT he also ‘invented’ the well copied law where a husband can have his wife declared “insane” and committed to an asylum, thus ending in divorce. So, he gets the ‘anti-brilliance’ award; this law has negatively affected many women, and STILL does. Instead, this month’s award goes to Queensland Health for at least attempting to make changes to the mental health act in 2016 for the better. (Although the whole thing is a scam, with money making being the number 1 goal, led by pharmaceutical companies). April 2022 The person who came up with the reusable half twist airtight screw bottle lids – you are sheer genius! March 2022 Anthony Robles state champion wrestle (with more challenges than most, only 1 leg) February 2022 Garry, Sam and Kelly Bencheghib for their clean up strategy in Touristy Indonesia January 2022 People responsible for 2015 tall building of the year; Milan's Vertical Forest Building, especially people responsible for plant health. Truly amazing, fantastic & brilliant. 15. Naming and shaming thieves was one of the main reasons I created my FB group , (Amongst other reasons like being able to whinge /moan, and express personal grievances about community issues, or personal injustices. Big fish little fish stuff. When I named and shamed this particular thief below, on a different community group, I was ban from the group by coward admin. Most unfairly, especially since I was not the criminal/ the thief - they were. Don't shoot the Messenger. So as much as you would prefer I be silent on this issue I AM NOT. Find some other small frame person to steal from or suffer my talking consequences! Car industry thieves in SARINA: Master Mechanical When I went there, the owner muttered under his breath to me, that he was going to steal from me, and then he did, $72.50 plus he wanted me to bring my car back for $700+ “looking” for problem. But I had told him what the problem was – the dashcam. I just wanted him to fix it – but did he – NO. He and his receptionists (woman with child under knee), infact the whole crew down there are thieves. How is this business still in business? Car thieves. {I am new in town, perhaps he thought he could get away with it with a new person?} The CBA did try to recoup my money with a dispute, but they failed. Although later, several months later, I suddenly get a bank message saying that they were able to recoup the money and it has been refunded. So that was a little weird. Now, I left a review for this business on Google Maps, because as far as I'm concerned it's unacceptable behaviour, and this business, as they are thieves, they should be closed down. They should no longer be in operation. Now, the thing is, as far as I know, I'm the only one that can actually see my Google reviews when I'm logged in. Because if I'm not logged in, I can't see them, so I'm pretty sure no one else can see my reviews (?). But one day on Facebook, I had problems from some girl who was stalking me on Facebook, and out of the blue, on a different subject, she started talking about my review for this Car shop, which was very weird. She seemed to have the major shits that I left a bad review, even though they are thieves. This girl must've been a bimbo because she thinks stealing is ok, and you're not allowed to talk about it! {Not addressing problems:bimbo behaviour}. So this got me thinking, as I'd been having problems with someone putting sugar in my fuel tank when I park at the IGA carpark, so I'm thinking it was this girl who seemed to be so irate about my honest review. Maybe she worked for master mechanical? maybe she was his wife? or the blonde receptionist? or his daughter? She obviously decided to seek spite-revenge by putting sugar in my fuel tank. Happened every time I went to IGA car park, about five times in a row. {The side affect of sugar in your fuel tank is ‘put put’ as soon as I start my engine, then for the next several km’s, plus along with terrible smoke coming out of exhaust.} So then I mentioned the sugar on Facebook too, and it suddenly stopped. It was the owner plus in public forum that I had mentioned it to, so I suspect it WAS someone who worked for him? Yet another reason that business ought to be closed down. So I certainly standby my review and my words. I am not going to be intimidated by some silly sugar yielding bimbo. I believe that business should be closed down I know I might be asking a lot to close down businesses who steal from people, there might not be any businesses left (in Gunnedah and half of Sarina this would be definitely be true). I believe there is some serious retardation going on in Sarina; when I went into the pet shop and said hello to the woman behind the counter, she just stared at me and then got back to doing what she was doing. Such eeeexcellent retail manners from Shopgirls. Actually I think I remember a place in Tamworth doing that same thing, only she didn’t go back to her work. She just stared at me the whole time I was in the shop without saying anything. Guess what, she had blonde hair too! Starting to see a pattern in my life. Just an observation. You know what, now I remember, when I went to the Pet Shop that day, I was wearing my black shirt that was later that day stolen - you know a woman who obviously is so rude and disrespectful to a new customer, is certainly not beyond stealing my good top in my opinion. I included a screenshot of the bank letter with the dispute information. POLITICIANS, if you need examples of personality types to see which ones should be breeding, and which ones should not be; I have heaps of bimbo names I can give you. Start off with the woman at this mechanics, Rebecca, she said her name was. And, you may wonder why I bring up the Pet Shop and my stolen black silk shirt incident, into this story. I believe it's related; it goes back to Hong Kong; when I was 20, I saved up for 2 years at my first job on minimum wage, and went to Hong Kong with my friend whose parents lived there, I stayed there for 2 weeks. In Hong Kong, you're not allowed to keep a car that's older than three years, so everywhere you go, on all the streets, there are brand-new cars - it's like a total ‘revhead-heaven’ world in Hong Kong. I don't know if it's still the same today, I'm talking about 30 years ago now. But I mean the people who really are into cars, are young men mainly. So it is like a young man's world in Hong Kong. And the other thing that's big in Hong Kong was aquariums/ fishtanks, and again this is another industry that caters to a lot of young men. I was reminded of this when I was trying to sell my fish recently on FB marketplace, and I was unable to, it was like there was a monopoly on Facebook marketplace for aquarium shops only to sell their fish and hobbists, are not allowed to sell online, with the fake pretence that it goes against their policy - biggest load of bull I've ever heard; it's just another way that young boys have monopolised this industry, the same as they have in HongKong and their cars. So there were a lot of young boys in that Pet Shop when I was there that day, I'm thinking, not a coincidence. And what the? Bugger off you young non big picture thinking imbecils (and give me my shirt back. Plus probably all the usb cables that have been stolen from me). 16. 2024 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2024 Colin Gladstone from Mayday Hills, Beechworth, Victoria. A gardener who planted out a significant amount of trees, one growing to be a sport of the beautiful Red River Gum, (Eucalyptus camaldulensis), featuring a weeping habit. Named "Blue Veil". November 2024 Garmin for reinventing the watch strap, with the end on the inside. October 2024 Omar Vazquez for his innovative idea of turning waste seaweed into bricks for homes, PLUS for his generosity of nature by donating and building houses for low income people in his community, PLUS employing 6 fulltime staff to make his bricks too. September 2024 The fearless captain Paul Watson and teams, for saving the whales August 2024 Pinterest; realised of all the Internet platforms, Pinterest is the only one that hasn't ban me or deleted any of my uploads! And Pinterest has had ALL my uploads, they've had every swearword, and every accusation, and still, I have not been ban - I can only assume it is because the people who run Pinterest, are superior in every way, than all other Internet companies (and of course they are not Nazis). July 2024 Lina Khan who took the cunts at Google to court over their monopoly and won June 2024 Curtis Shuck, due to his personal self financed mission, of capping leaking gas wells in Texas May 2024 Steve Brady my landlord for saving me housewise April 2024 James Gatlin for his enthusiasm in sharing his knowledge about the speed square! March 2024 Bruce from drain cleaning Australia who opportunistically drains clogged public gutters for free February 2024 Tom Corrigan, inventor of new honeycomb paper packaging, to replace plastic packaging. January 2024 The Iceland government for making thermal energy capture commercial in the 1970's. (Indonesia, who sits on the 'ring of fire', are still dependent on Coal! 😔) 17. Some of the People who Cross our Path are set in Stone At school, I became friends with this one girl, because we were in the same house, we had regimented timetable, and we both were always ready for breakfast before all the other girls, and before it was time to walk over to the food hall. So, we would sit down on my bed, maybe 5 minutes, maybe 20 minutes sometimes, before breakfast, and play cards together, we did it pretty much every morning for the whole year. Later when I was studying Fashion, we flatmate together. See now, a whole big point of that school, was to ensure all graduates, when they do graduate, they graduate ‘a lady’. So, after school, I actually noticed a slight rebellion of this, not from me, but from my friends, who did not go to my school (nor I believe went to church). At least 2 of them tried to encourage me to do something ‘bad’. So, one of my friends tried to persuade me to chew bubblegum! As she must have thought that would be very unlady like, and when I did she was tickled pink “I got her to rebel!”. And another one wanted me to "sin" – that was when I was flatting with my card playing friend, I met her friend from work, she was always coming around to our flat. Something happened to my card playing friend, as now, when she got ready for work in the morning, there was certainly no time for cards, she would spend two hours in front of the huge floor to ceiling mirror every morning putting on makeup. Not kidding, 2hrs, she would set her alarm for 5am, even though she was only 15 minutes commute from her work at 9. I found it quite absurd, I thought she must be extremely vain now! But I never said anything to her. Whatever. But, her new friend must have noticed my secret attitude, {some people can just sniff things out!} And then it was like she wanted me to be more vain too, like, 'go ahead and sin, sin, sin, sin! – not that I did! "Vanity" is considered a sin in a Christian religion. You know, it is not really possible for woman to be friends with another woman; just too jealous by nature (which by the way is also a sin!). Btw, promiscuity is NOT considered a sin in the Christian religion. Her friend in particular, associates being a ‘lady’ as being religious and virtuous. So, just not a vain person, hate to disappoint, (maybe if I was really attractive I might be!! Lol) And not really a sinner either, - I did not have nazi over controlling parents. Lucky me, – born to be rebel sin-free. Bad parenting is to blame for 90% of all sins. Will you consider compulsory parenting class now gov? I haven't really made a distinction yet between people who were raised with church and people who weren't - but you know, this could be a whole thing, it probably is. 18. Overcrowding in a Typical Suburban House This is the house opposite my unit complex , note, a typical evening with everyone home – 6 cars, that’s at least 6 adults under 1 roof, and looks like a small 3 bedroom. Now, I do not know their story, and why they would have so many people living in house designed for 2 parents and 2 kids (1.8kids). All I know, is that it’s the government’s fault, with too many immigrants too fast. And certainly, this is not a desirable way to live. It verges on the ‘high density’ life style that may cause suicides {read my Tenements story on the “Nuisance Neighbours with Every single place I rented since I left home at age 18” story.}. I feel this is becoming more and more typical, and it is up to the people to refuse such living conditions. The gov acts upon the peoples requests. So, for a start, stop breeding multiples, this will get them re-thinking their politics. Besides - stupid woman; why are you torturing yourself with multiples? 19. Collage of Stolen Hats; Stolen and Karmic Dept Story All these hats have been stolen from me. The blue garden hat was stolen once in Melbourne, and I purchased one exactly the same to replace it $22 - and it was stolen some years later at Gin Gin. The brim actually folds up, the picture doesn't really do it justice, but I couldn't find a proper picture. You know, it’s pretty easy to distract someone. I think thieves think that they’re really clever because they can manipulate someone through distraction, I turn my head for 15 seconds, turn back, and the items been stolen, like there is nothing clever or genius about distracting someone. In fact, it’s probably one of the most easiest things you can do, I don’t think they actually realise exactly how stupid they are. An attempt was made by the thief to return the pink one (due to drone pressure), but they failed in their attempt, and it was destroyed by council lawnmower man, friend of the thief. A socially retarded person. The bottom left one that you can't really tell is a hat, is actually a camouflage hat, so suspect it was stolen by someone in the army? I specifically made it to not blow off my head, it's made from stretch left over floral fabric. So, I was very annoyed that this one was taken, as it was a special fit, and it most likely will NOT fit that actual thief’s head. I think the green beanie was stolen by the brother of some girl that I mentioned on my blog in a slight (deserved) disparaging way. At the time I didn't think that they were related, but actually when I compare the size of both of them, they're both huge, suggesting possibly that they are related? ( I just thought he was some prancing peacock that used to strut around the complex). So, my hat disappeared, and so did he. The local pub has advised me they will keep a look out for it this winter, (I put a photo of it on Facebook, whereas before when it was stolen, and all the other times, I have not been able to do that, because I was ban from Facebook - and this is the main reason why, because I put photos of stolen items on Facebook - to do something about the 100's of thefts, so I don't feel like I'm surrounded by thieving morons, and that most Australians must be stupid have no common sense, no sense of morals, no sense of religion; and are basically drunken retards, probably from families that have 5 kids. On FB, an item will be recognized, and the thief can be held to justice. But of course, nobody wants the thief, (especially the thief), to be held to justice, because this is Australia, and it's pretty much a fucked bogan thieving country, where people think that will be funny to steal from me, and or funny to watch other people stealing from me. So, they just ban me instead, - to try and silence me. Later, the creator of Facebook tried to save himself by saying that Facebook wasn't designed for such purposes, it's only designed for "hooking up". Shortsighted. (And slut). You know I think this country is so wealthy, in Sydney especially, there's so many spoiled little brats who have been raised by bimbo mothers, and when they turn 18 they go through the cliche rebellious "drug and alcohol" problems, and live this pathetic life of crime and petty thievery, as they naïvely think that’s easier than actually doing work in a job, - even though they're fully educated and know better. This whole problem is because of unskilled mothers and teachers! We need compulsory parenting class for every single mother so they don't create these little spoiled shits that rebel against their over controlling, over disciplinarian, ill-educated / unskilled mothers and teachers who use kids to control so they can feel important. {Unskilled as in, without parenting skills, not unskilled as in without job skills – and no I am not pushing for paid parenting}. But this problem is so obvious, I can’t believe no one has brought it into consciousness, and there are no programs in place to rectify the situation. I mean the bloody government, well, really, bloody mental healthcare workers, (poor government), are pushing money for mental health, when w-r-o-n-g. This here is where the problem needs to be directed, not after the damage has already been done. It needs to be done in the family unit. I haven't even mentioned any of the other problems that arise from over controlling, over disciplinarian, ill-educated / unskilled mothers and teachers who use kids to control so they can feel important. Because there's way more issues aside from petty theft too. {As I was near finishing writing this, my electricity was switched off all day}. Whoever stole these hats; certainly does not have my approval or my permission to take (and break and enter, for that matter). And, I know the type of person who stole these hats, is a kind of "arrogant self entitled peacock" type of person, probably even someone who works in the television industry, at the ABC. So now at the age 51, I am going to match you, in my description below of what it's going to happen to you; If I knew who you were, well, I fantasize about blowing your head off with a shotgun. At any rate you are now in karmic debt to me. {Ha Ha}. I think I need to talk about karmic debt. I'm not sure all religions believe this. I don't think the Catholics do, the Catholics think they can just ask for Gods forgiveness and they will be forgiven; simple, and that's the end of it. (!) As if! I personally don't believe it works like that, at all. I mean you may be given help to ease your guilt, but the sin itself needs to be paid for, and in effect when you ask for Gods forgiveness, that’s what your asking for – to be used in some way to make up for what you have done. I believe you have to ‘pay’ for all the sins that you do, like stealing for instance; think you got away with it; THINK AGAIN. So, if you are a sinner, at any moment, when God needs help, a sinner will be called upon. And you'll have to make sacrifices - usually you won't even know about it, life happens. And it could happen in the next life. Sometimes a sinner will need to sacrifice their life, inorder to help in different ways, ways that don't involve being alive. I'm certainly not an expert on the afterlife or in any religion for that matter. But with my experience and observation, this is what I know is true. So, you might read that 'ha ha' bit, and think, oh she's making a joke, but I can assure you, being in karmic dept is nothing to joke about. You need to take life seriously, including choosing the good and the righteous. Every day decisions that people make, count. And if you want to feel like you have control of your life direction, you need to be good. Plain and simple. If those thieves decide they DO NOT want to be in karmic dept – you can always settle the dept now in this life (!); I cannot extract ‘Godly type of dept collection’ for obvious reasons, so I worked out a compensation formula for each stressful incident involving theft. Not only do I expect the stolen item to be returned or paid for as new again, but for each item taken, – I WANT COMPENSATION, for BREAK AND ENTER plus STRESS, at $5000 per incident. And with my list of stolen items tallying 606 items atm, that’s $2,795,000.00 - that those stupid dogs are in dept to me for - $2,795,000.00 And, bear in mind, there are heaps more I have not written down too, I’m sure, things that I have not even noticed, or have forgotten about, as I did not write down at the time. So possible more like $3million? I have peptic ulcers now, from stress (or well, they could be from the antacid…or simply fear of getting seasick.) 21. Natural Swim Pond Goal I have to include an image of this on my blog, because it has been a long term dream of mine to have a swim pond. I do realise I definitely cannot have one of these unless I am a homeowner. It would be a solid structure that cannot be moved. So, unfortunately, I don’t believe it will ever come to fruition, no matter how much conjuring I can manage. If the bank says no, it’s no - they have managed to be the masters of ‘Simon Says’. (For all those nazi people who want to play ‘Simon Says’, why don’t you get a job at the bank). I do find it a little strange in Australia of how many people have the traditional chlorine or salt pools, and have not put in a natural swim pond. I guess they think it would be too high maintenance, but I mean, that’s the fun of it, as well as being able to swim, fun work, so to speak. And, someone told me it is the opposite, low maintenance if you have a wetland or bog filter. Apparently, you need 2/3 of the pool as planted area, and 1/3 as an open swimming area, so a lot of plants would be needed. There are some really beautiful aquatic plants. Having a really deep substrate, would help immensely with filtration. I know I’ve lived at many addresses in Australia, where one of these would be perfectly suitable and doable, but it would have to be hidden from the road, so jealous neighbours can’t go on the attack or sneak in for a fling dip. What terrifies Aerial Spraying cushy job Pilots My fruit fly tunnel, well should I say ‘anti-fruitfly tunnel’, about 30m long, (and not shown in the photo is another one just as long nearby) stands out on the land. If you're in an aeroplane, you can see it, plain as day. I am absolutely certain that my fruit fly tunnels was the cause of not only one, of my wealthy farming neighbours, but also the flying school, well a flying business, a business of local aerial spraying, to be, ABSOLUTELY INCENSED. A trigger for bad behaviour. If everyone used nets for their agricultural endeavours, where practical, there would be no need for spraying poisonous chemicals. So, the owner of the aerial spraying company, was DEEPLY THREATENED by me. So, I had problems with planes spraying poisons over my house, and over me when I was down the paddock, after those nets appeared. I just know that this would be the reason, the men ‘on the land’ in Gunnedah have this mentality, where it's “destroy or be destroyed”, and they have no qualms spraying you or anyone with poison, even if it kills you; as long as their business is intact, then nothing else matters. Murder, who cares; “I need to work and send my kids to private school”. I have said it before on my blog: it is farmers who are destroying the planet, they have rules unto themselves, they're not regulated, like in a workplace. They do things the easiest way, and if it means spraying the whole land with toxic chemicals, they'll do it - especially the wealthy ones who are so arrogant that most people couldn't even possibly fathom their mentality. So it is of my opinion, in Australia, all fruit and berries need to be grown under these nets, so they can be classed as organic. This is not to please me - this is for pure health reasons. There are many science based research to back me up. By the way, that quality Nylon netting, from a place in Queensland, has a warranty for 10 years, so 10 years is the very minimum time frame - suggesting that it will last way longer than 10 years. That one tunnel in the photo cost about $600 to set up, back then, including delivery, the poly pipe, and the star pickets. So, it is affordable, considering it's only a onetime payment possibly per 20 years? Any fruit grower or berry grower that doesn't have nets, I would now classify them as ‘stoopid’, either that or, completely brainwashed by aerial spraying pilots who want to keep their cushy job of flying. (Either way still basically comes down to stupidity). So, get with the program, get nets, and go organic. Also, I'm not sure if it's related, but over the years I have problems with planes following me around. When I lived at Sarina for two years, in a unit complex, I had NO planes going over - it was a bloody miracle! But now, again, well, last night, I had no less than 5 planes going over my house between 5 and 8pm. Not even sure if it's the same plane, or plane traffic is being diverted over my house instead of their usual flight path? That loud hum drum sound a plane makes, is an annoying sound, it's the sound that a little boy would make playing with his toys. 25. Dogs at Woolworth Car Park I have to write about this in order for it to stop happening, (yeeeah great! Again, nothing better to do….) So occasionally, I do ‘click and collect’, because I can save $15 del fee if I happen to be in town like for a Doctors appointment. Even though I hate it, as this is what happens: (this has happened at least 90% out of 100% times I do a ‘click and collect’); The phenomenon of “dogs in the car park”. So, I noticed not many people get ‘click and collect’, still, they mostly prefer shopping instore, whereas, I like to shop online. Women in big SUV’s, park in all the 4 ‘click and collect’ car spots. They do this specifically in order to block me from picking up my groceries. It is not a coincidence like what you may be thinking. I'm not entirely sure why they do this, I assume it's just because they want to be facetious and a 3rd born nuisance, and to make things DIFFICULT for me. But I have noticed, and confirmed after this incident today, it's somehow related to my previous interaction with a shop (?), a pattern has emerged, in this instance, I'd just been to the petrol station to fill up, and the Doctors - so I don't know what they were so offended at, or at which one, but it was related, as some form of punishment – they do “rewards and punishment” signs – just like a total arshole would do, in a domestic situation. If they don't like what I did, instead of talking to me directly, they do passive aggressive signs -just like what a stupid woman would do in a domestic situation too. They are unknown to me, and are total narcissists, not to mention stupid S-T-U-P-I-D. I say above 3rd born nuisance, as such is the nature of 3rd borns in Australias (a direct result of non-thinking mothers having more than 2 kids - Although as I was watching a travel video on YouTube, this guy was talking about India, and he said in India things are as difficult as they can possibly be: every single little thing that you need to do on your itinerary: someone is going to try to make it as hard as possible. Like even just walking down the street, not possible in India without being harassed. But in India the harassment is from beggars, begging for money. This guy went on talking about his day, and all that happened, including the new phenomenon of ‘fucking things up’, so then hustler can come along and offer help, and then say pay up – a new form of theft. And oh my goodness, I was totally relating to it - it's just what the dogs do to me, as I described above, to make things difficult. Only in Australia they do it deliberately to be a nuisance, often for attention, whereas in India they do it for money, scams and hustlers - they're completely dishonest, I don't recommend going to India. So eventually the “dogs” leave, and of course it's back to normal with 4 completely vacant ‘click and collect’ bays once again. {ooooh, but no one put water in my fuel tank!! – I bet those dogs think I ought to be grateful! Ha!} They also did it last week when I was at Repco; the fat greedy girl behind the counter I didn't like my attitude (as I wanted the cheapest one), so it's like she sent the dogs in to annoy me, and they continued to harass me out side in the car park, until I had left – will not be going back there again – stupids. I should also mention: who designed that Woolworths car park? I mean they did a bad bad bad job, because Sarina is a rural area, most people who shop at Woolies, drive big SUVs and big dual cab utes - yet that car park is designed for small cars. It is most unacceptable, as there is way too much unnecessarily fiddling and manoeuvring big cars around. Possibly another reason why there's “dogs” blocking in the car park, is because they have specific instructions for ‘click and collect’, as you are to “reverse your car in so the boot is onto the footpath where the trolley can pull up” – however, my ute has a tray, so no point reversing in, no boot. Groceries sit in front or back seat. So, they could be doing a “obey my authority” thing? There's no way I'd reverse into that car park, it's just too tight. So instead of blaming me for all your car park problems, dogs get off your arse and do something about it yourself, stop expecting me to write about it and something to happen. Image from 345Projects 26. Compulsory Dancing Class for Every Year in Primary School and High School, with Proper Courtesies Incorporated I remember this boy in primary school, he had a thing for me. I remember doing our third class ‘folk dancing’, and he just came and stood next to me, like he wanted to dance with me, but he didn't say anything, he just stood right in front of me glancing away - maybe he was too scared. We did end up dancing together everyone had to be paired up. As I recall, he was quite “professional” – a good dancer for a sweaty 9-year-old. I would have said yes had he asked. He later saw me at the pool and “bombed” me. Mm You know, if you can't communicate, you have got absolutely no chance of getting the girl. Well, I can't speak for other girls, but you've got no chance of getting me. After I wrote that, I thought about it some more, I thought about how true this is of me: I don't have much tolerance for people who can't communicate, it's like if you're a “social retard” you're not welcome in my life, bad luck, see ya, have a nice life!! And then it has occurred to me the reason I have so many “social retard” problems in my life is because of this little attitude of mine - it's like they are rebelling against me {rebelling because of their way that they were raised, by their stupid bimbo mothers, and over controlling teachers: so now they just have an instinct to rebel against everything – attention all motorbikers, this is YOU too}. When they get a whiff of my secret anti-social retard attitude, they automatically rebel: I am tormented by so many people: but they never ever talk to me, they just do stupid things like yell out from afar, steal from me, stalk me, or do signs – just like what a socially retarded person would do! No wonder I get pissed off: the very opposite of would I would like: moth to flame situation, a magnet for social retards. I wonder if just writing about it, it will stop? Could I be that lucky? Lol! You know the whole reason I was single in my 20’s could be because all men are social retards who can’t communicate!! Lol. But, it would not be the reason any longer. I am fairly certain I have encounted some dam good male communicators in my time. Btw, I certainly am no genius at problem-solving. Dancing is just a fun idea that I thought of, but I know there are a lot of savvy people who could think of solutions to this problem, and they should, and they should implement them: because this is a huge problem, particularly I feel, in Australia. I don't think times have changed too much since when I was back at school. I know this because I still have socially retarded problems from young people on Facebook . I really hope that boy is married now. 27. {this one maybe else where, but was not listed in my index?} Child Rearing: Learning to remember - no more zombies please Learning to remember starts before school age, give your kids an advantage in life by special influence and proper guidance. Any little things you do with your infant, will be advantageous to them, over other kids (competition), later on in life. There are probably heaps of astute parents that may already know how to do this. But, like my parents, there’s probably a lot, that have no idea where to even begin with their young infant. (Not that I am complaining about my parents, my mum knew and did a lot of savvy things, but this area would not have been known to her). So, I will give you a quick example. Show a young child an example of 2 items, each made from 2 slightly different materials, like iron or aluminium, or say, parrots and eagles, or say, parsley and wormwood - there are endless possibilities you could use (like tree species, local insect/bird species, car models, whale posters, hobby specific items…….). Point out the differences so he/she can see the difference between each. Then shortly after that, show him other things that are also made from each material. Then shortly after that, quiz him/her about what he just learnt; so, he learns to think back to what you showed him and identifies it with the material. Not only is he learning to recall back using memory, but he’s learning to make connections between one situation and another. Plus there is the added bonus, that this is actually fun for the child -children like learning about all sorts of things, they like their parents (that is people that they love), guiding them in this manner, and giving them valuable attention, being happy and positive - not only nourishing their brain, but also providing all important emotional support, that they will carry well into adulthood. And they say in general, a lot of brain stimulation in early childhood days, makes for a smart academic thinking mind. So, no more zombies please! Photo above shows a door that I liked from a previous rental, removable decals available for under $10 28. Mothers who do not teach their child RESPONSIBILITY (suck) One day looking at my stolen items lists (792 items long since 2013), and I noted there were at least a dozen of my stolen items returned later. I found a photo of just one of those items, that bag. That bag, that I knit, (Intarsia), several years ago now, was stolen from me when I was in town with it one time, at Gunnedah. But, 3 months later it was returned to me, (filthy), and it actually had a train parcel ticket attached to it, as if it had come back by train (?). It was left at my dad’s house on the back veranda, I think since I was not there at the time. (Definatly stolen, not left on the veranda – for all you narcs). So, aside from that bag, I believe some of those items were returned to me, by a parent who knows that their child has stolen from me. So, they attempt to make up for it, by giving it back, or even giving me something else to compensate, or giving me money, in the way of my seed sales. But, while, it’s great to get stolen items back, I just want say that this is SHIT, this is a ‘shit’ way of handling a situation on behalf of that parent. It is ‘shit’ at my end too; as I don't know for sure who took it and when they took it, leaving me with considerable stress. And it is ‘shit’ at your child's end; you have to force your child to take RESPONSIBILITY. You have to make your child pay for the stolen item, and you have to make your child apologise in person, with possible explanation, so with thought applied. (you know, BRAIN THOUGHT - I can just imagine some mothers thinking 'oh well, that will be really hard for my child to do, and so I'll do it for them' - twits). So maybe after that ordeal for a child, they might think twice before doing it again to some other poor woman, or me again. So, why is it up to me to spell these things out to bimbo mothers?? Step up government, and make them do parenting class. Also, I want to talk about apologising, I thought I had written about this but I can't seem to find it .... And whilst writing this I had difficulties; speaking in the third person, or the first person! As I don't often make mistakes, it's usually always the other way around, I often find myself a victim. The worst thing I've ever done, I did to myself, unfortunately (the hydrochloric acid throat burn). Or if I do mess up, I find it pretty easy to apologise - it's not a big deal for me, like it seems to be for other people, it's like their worst fear, is to be wrong. Probably goes back to the class room; straight A students have this issue, whereas people who are used to failing on the exam, can handle life situations better! Lol. As a 52-year-old now, I'm fairly savvy as to human nature, and I know for a fact, that if you do the wrong thing by someone, or vice versa, they're not going to forgive you, unless you go through a whole process. (No matter what they say at face value – underneath it, they will be holding a grudge). So, obviously depending on what the mess-up was, who the person is, the whole situation - the process is going to involve different requirements. Like in some situations, a lot of grovelling maybe required, or a lot of gifts…. But always, a sincere apology is needed; you know, like face-to-face, looking them in the eye - as in, taking time out of your day to go and see the person that you have wronged, then acknowledging how you made them feel by your fuckup, - what it was like for them; completely empathising with their side of the situation, whilst expressing regret and possibly including why they did it in the first place and what they will learn from their mistakes, and not do it in the future. And, maybe repeatedly until the victim can see they are being genuine. If done properly, you will get forgiveness. Somewhere along those lines. Now I've been wronged pretty much a lot of times in my life and I can assure you at no point as anyone ever done this. As I mentioned on my blog I do get a lot of "air apologies" that is when I'm walking down the street people just verbally yell out "sorry", this has happened so much, that I have finally come to the realisation that they are actually talking to me, apologising to me in cowardly manner, too cowardly to confront me because the way that they have done the wrong thing by me, involves sneakiness, like they steal from me without me even knowing who they are, or when the interaction is etc etc and aside from stealing there are numerous other ways women attack for no reason, other than selfishness, women are particularly passive aggressive, due to being cowards. Btw, no, I still do not forgive you for stealing from me. Sometimes I feel some women deliberately continue to steal from me in order to ‘teach me a lesson’ - the really antagonistic ones, the lesson being: that I have to forgive them, and then they will stop. Well guess what, I’m not going to, ha ha, there’s not going to be any second chances if you steal from me, that’s it, I write you off - you have no more chances ever, and it serves you bloody right you bloody stupid little thief with bimbo mother. (So, this is my attitude, but I figure if some stupid bimbo comes to her senses and apologies in above explained manner, I probably would… but I would not do so just for the sake of keeping the peace. As I mentioned before – that would be like giving the thief permission and the ‘ok’ that its fine to steal from me or anyone. And actually, the fact that some idiot may be upset because I won’t forgive then for stealing from me – is quite frankly a little amusing – oh shucks, you poor thing. I have a story in regards to forgiving some young woman back in 1993 or something - I was going to put this next little story after my other story, where I mentioned women really should start paying more attention to what they're saying, because if they're not fully aware and in the present, they can say things that they don't mean, but more than that, they can say things that they're not even aware that they're saying, it's like they're being driven by somebody else because they're not paying attention - somebody else close to them, possibly a member of their family, father husband, lover, who knows .....So, recently I was reminded of this girl that I had encountered many years ago when I was living at Hornsby, we were doing some sort of course, she was in the class, I think it was essential oil (?) only vague memories of the where and when, but I remember the girl well, we had been chitchatting in class, and this girl suddenly said something really nasty to me, disrespectful (actually this happens a lot, infact, whenever I encounter anyone, it's a regular occurrence for me - people are disrespectful and mean, and I know now, are not worth it). But usually, most of them have no idea what they said to me, it's like they kind of turned into a zombie, and they're just rambling on, and then the process being really nasty. Anyway, this girl realised what she said, I probably gave her a dirty look, and she stopped, then realized what she had said. (I am known for my entertaining ‘disgust face’ tactics!) So, she then attempted to make it up for me, she said her husband is learning Shiatsu massage, she said he's quite good and would I like a free Shiatsu to help his Prac. So, I can assure you, this apology totally worked! I was all in for a massage. And followed through the next week with it. Although I was kind of young back then and I didn't really need a massage, but never mind, at least I have experienced a Shiatsu. I can tell you I certainly could use one now at age 52! Of all the zombie women l have encounted she's the only person that's attempted to make it up for me. Although I suspect there have been others who do nice things I do not know about – like the cold treatment on the wildcat. Passive apologetic manner! Now while I talk about situations that require apologies, I have noticed there are many situations which do not require an apology, but people still expect one, like their ego is so big: like if you just make an observation about them, an impersonal observation, even like in a business transaction, so not personal, - they'll go out of their way to try and find a problem with you in some way, so that they can retaliate, like they turn trivial things, into a major personal battle. It's really stupid. I would say mentally unwell reaction. (I wrote this initially for FB Gunnedah group: Special story for the mothers of Gunnedah - some things are difficult to hear, sometimes, the truth is UGLY. But it applies to the mothers in all communities I have lived in.) 29. Rental Girl Antics at Sarina unit Take months to fix an essential problem like ceiling fan. Replace broken front door lock with cheap easily breakable one. So not provide ANY security in crime area for 2 years. And not provide any sound proofing between units. Turn up every 3 months and take photos of all my stuff. Not provide ME access to power safety switch, then not bother switching a tripped switch back on, ALL DAY. Plus lying about when it will be done. So Ergon ought to have fixed that so I have access, but they did not. Thieves. – Apparently Said she’ll do something and then doesn’t actually do it, and you have to constantly remind her to do it. She is unbearable and condescending, such irony coming from a stupid blonde. Don’t get me started on the leaking greywater plumbing and mould and insect problem. Also stole part bond due to their shoddy construction. Btw after finally the new bad lock was put on the front door, the next morning, in my carport, all the boxes had been pushed over: I suspect whoever has been coming in and stealing my food on a nightly basis, has got the shits because suddenly they couldn’t get in, and so they’ve thrown a tantrum by picking up my boxes and throwing them around? It could be the old guy in number 10 or was that 9; he’s prone to throwing tantrums. At this point I realized this stupid rental girl does not realize all the problems that I have to endure, inregards to dogs and security (neighbourhood dogs and car hoon dogs, not to mention stalking shopgirl dogs). So, I wrote her a letter trying to explain it, whilst trying to sound as sane as I could. It was not long after that, that I was given notice, and then by chance found somewhere 50,000 times better, albeit another relocation. So I am not sure if she had something to do with this new spot, I suspect, out of guilt, it does. So I will not name her, because it really is 50,000 times better. 30. Rosey I wanted to check something in this story, when I went to look for it - it was gone. I spent two hours looking for it, on the computer, Microsoft, oh my god, search results are pathetic. But then I looked everywhere on all of my emails, which it would've been in my emails numerous times, it also would've been on Google Photos, and a few other places, but it was not there. GONE. STOLEN. So, I'm going to have to do the whole story again. It's about Rosey my cat who was kidnapped for 3 months and starved, while I was living in Melbourne. Rosey by the way, was a male cat, but he was named after my country bumpkin neighbour told me he was female! So, Rosey stuck. I said in my story ‘he was kidnapped by the will of a stupid vet’. I believe this was the offensive part and the reason why it was deleted (?). Believe it – it’s really true. No point in denying the truth computer hackers, it always reveals itself. I had taken Rosey to a vet to get a mandatory vaccination {to cut a long story short I was unable to put them in a cattery for the night when my sister's bloody flatmate said she was “allergic” to cats and refused to have my cats for the night. Lying bitch} And, on the table, the vet accused my cat of being fat and overweight (!). He clearly didn't understand my cat was a Mainecoon and Mainecoon cats are notoriously big -he was not overweight at all. Rosey was actually pretty small for Mainecoon, they can get huge, absolutely ginormous, a big build – not a fat build – complete BLIND VET. Really naïve. No idea about different cat breeds: young male idiot. However, at the time when he said it, I wasn't offended by his comment, I just said quietly to him "oh no, he's not, he’s part Mainecoon, they are big cats". I just said it in a soft voice. It wasn't condescending or antagonistic, but this guy must've had such a huge ego that ‘someone has contradicted what he says about something’ – {“well I’m the Dr and I know best”}, so it started the wheels of his evil will; I believe because of that sentence “fat”, my cat was kidnapped and STARVED by either that uneducated vet or neighbourhood stupid little people who worship “professionals” ?? One or the other? Or both?. Disgusting. I don’t remember the name of that vet in Melbourne, otherwise I would be naming and shaming them. ”Oh did you make a mistake?” Too bad!! Too late!! Can’t go back in time and THINK before you act STUPID!! Course, it may not have had anything to do with the vet after that comment….. I will include that whole story, so the following day, or the next, after the vet, Rosey, disappeared from the back yard. I put out flyers and contacted local council. And, I had a call from local council the next week, saying, ‘we know where your cat is’, they gave me an address. So, I went there, and there was a guy there, a man in his late 40’s/50’s I would say. He said that the cat had been hanging out next to his Avery. He had a large caged bird Avery in his messy unkept back yard, and he said he saw Rosey in the long grass nearby. He showed me where. Rosey must have given up trying to get the birds and slept nearby in the long knee high grass. But, he wasn't there at the moment. So, I said that I'll come back when he was there, could he could he call me? I can't actually remember the details now, as someone turned up in the middle of our conversation, and in retrospect, I think it was Cathy Goldman?? So, the whole situation was very weird, especially as the guy seemed to be one of those people that hates cats, and then when he met me, he would probably fall into the category of someone who hates women as well. I was not offensive to him, not disrespectful, but I DO NOT WORSHIP MEN, I believe he may have picked up on that and deeply resented it; most men I have discovered, like to be treated like they are some sort of God - which is really weird, because most men are complete fucking idiots – with exactly this behaviour as described below. {I guess most women like playing that game with them, indulging them, I however do not. Don't get me started how I feel about bloody women}. Anyway, I never heard from that guy, I went back up there again several times with no one home. That house was about 5km from where I was renting. So, I just don't know what happened to Rosie at all, whether he was still there, whether that guy had locked him up, or killed him. It was a very traumatic time for me. One day I was just furious about it, and I happen to be downtown, and there was a big traffic jam on road - I could see and hear people in their cars getting pissed off in the jam. And so, I'm standing there by the road watching them, all the cars pile up, and mad people, and I start to think: well, serves you right bloody Melbourne people for kidnapping my cat!! I was way more mad than how one feels in a mere traffic jam. So that night, about 730pm, I heard this loud car tyre screech out the front of my house, and about 5 seconds later, there at the back glass sliding door was Rosey! Plus, then the car could be heard hooning off. So, somebody found my cat and returned it to me. And poor Rosie was starving; he was skin and bones. He would've been gone 3 months of not eating except for what he could catch, he was a pretty good hunter, but Melbourne is full on ‘suburbia’, so hunting would be very limited. I was pleased to have him back. To say the least. But he was never quite the same, like he had been frightened whilst away. Terrorized. He had a fear response with a whistle noise, so someone was terrorizing him with whistling. That person deserves a bullet. So, I believe that guy in that house DID kidnap my cat and terrorized him. Seems to be the favourite thing for people to do; to terrorize anyone they can, and pick on animals if they have no person to pick on. An Australian stupid thing, and not restricted to men, I experience the same from women all the time, but not such an aggressive manner as this. Women are passive aggressive. But that guy was an arsehole bird keeper. He may have been in conjunction with Cathy Goldman? May or may not have? She may only have had something to do with finding out where my cat was; the dog network?? Or she was incahoots with the vet? Or incahoots with the young stupid people who were influenced by the vet?? Who knows, but there are some nasty types of people, with the common theme of stupidity. And I need to say: not all university graduates are smart, so-called professionals, may be or MAY NOT BE. As I rewrite this in 2025, I am reminded of an incident where a local doctor was disrespectful to me, and intern, later that week, I had a bunch of about 10 young people, I don't think they were kids, but young adults next door (I can give you the address if you contact me; I usually have no qualms about putting the address of perpetrators online, but in this particular case I will give away where I live if I give you my next door neighbour’s address!), so, they not only were verbally harassing me in the evenings, for about a week, by coming right down to my fense, - they had a fire going, but they turned up the heater on my veranda aquarium, and ‘cooked’ my fish – about 20 died. It's totally related to the disrespect from professional people. They copy them, or let them “set the bar” so to speak. I don't know why young people think that other people are so good? And why they think they should copy them? But ‘young and impressionable’ is more likely to be ‘young and stupid’. The whole thing is male related male stupidity. Seems women have more common sense in the area of pets. Well, that'll be something, isn't it? Life Stories P21 STOLEN ITEMS About P1, About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15 , LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

I love the Internet - Truly, changed my life, helped me greatly, thankyou thankyou. (I remember the day Google came into existence. I was there, I was just thinking; I need a plain simple search engine that doesn’t have any adds, and is easy to read, understand and see results. And wallah! I clicked the button, and then there was Google! – the most magical day of my life!! A new era has begun.) Life Stories P7 - The Stalking Page My car I purchased in 1996,a new Daewoo. The obsessed female car. Another stalker Neighbours who follow me MPB stalkers 1. Public Transport in Sydney – biggest area of ‘bad types’ I mentioned on my blog that I kind of went from one world, to bizarro dog world, when I turned 18. Having a somewhat normal childhood, with normal interactions with kids, certainly all the girls at school; I deemed pretty much normal. And I said it was not until I started working that I encountered so many of these stupid thieving dog women. However, after thinking about that some more, it wasn’t really the workplace initially, it was public transport to and in Sydney; it proved to be extremely problematic. Public transport, at least back then in the early 90s was full of really bad types of people. I used to frequently get followed home after I used public transport. It happened pretty much every time I used to catch public transport. Every time. And I did not get a car until after 4 years of living in Sydney. 4 years of public transport. Mainly I feel this was the case, because I always travelled alone. So, at first when I was studying, catching the train daily, I was frequently followed by girls - girls were the biggest “latches oners” when I was 18. They were kind of obsessed with woman on their own. It was so bizarre how they would just see me, and then start following me. This is truly weird female behaviour. I say female, but I know this is something I would never do. I would never follow anyone, little let alone a total stranger, and I am fully woman, so I think the people who follow me like that, they deserve a whole other category of their own, and I put them into the category of dogs, because that’s what stray dogs do. One time I remember 2 girls followed me all the way home after I left the train, up a big hill, and in fact, that’s the only reason I saw them directly, because this hill was quite steep, and most people were not used to walking up a hill like that, but I did it every day, and I noticed those girls, because they were huffing and puffing, and moaning and whingeing, and when they saw me looking at them, they kind of took off, they were very suspicious, and shortly after that, we were robbed - they took everything in our small meagre flat. It was no doubt them and their dog men who did it. One other place I remember, at Chatswood. I would definitely still have people follow me there too, but that place was not conducive to burglary, as it was a share house, and they had a menacing dog, it was trained killer dog, seriously trained to attack and kill humans (a proper canine dog), so nothing was ever taken when I lived there! {I guess I should have ‘cottoned’ on and taken trained killer dogs to me when I moved to Sydney! This is an indication to the character types one needs protection from in Sydney}. Infact it is a little strange looking back, but I guess still I am the same; just exactly how ‘unafraid’ I was at being on my own. Most people are afraid. And still after all the horrible people I encounter in my life, the people who target singles; I still prefer to be on my own. It’s an obvious ‘right choice’. Another place I lived was above an awful shop in a busy area, so there was always a lot of people around, and that deterred burglars. (By the by, that shop was run by a Vietnamese family, and the two sons, were taller than me - unusual for Asians. Not that I really noticed back then, but looking back, they were unusually tall, tall and skinny. It’s like I moved to Sydney and lived next door to the tallest Asians ever!) {I caught them both one day being cruel to animals; so immediate write off}. And of course, just a general following, and stalking by other people who weren’t necessarily burglars, but just wanted to follow a girl, intrigued by a girl on her own, this fact seemingly to them, meaning some sort of interaction is required. Some of them would try interacting with me as well, others would like, do the whole bitchy little girl thing, of pointing to me and whispering to their friend – staring at me and then giggling for the whole trip. It was a constant total nuisance. I recall catching the country train from Gunnedah down to Sydney (6hrs), one time two guys sitting opposite me were harassing me, after an hour when we stopped at Quirindi, or was it Werris Creek? Some girl hopped on, sat down next to me, and when she saw the situation of these two revolting creatures opposite, she got up, and said come on, and she lifted the chair to face the other way! I would never have dared to do something like that, as it would be perceived as extremely rude! – so naïve! - In our family, we weren't raised to deal with social retards! Everyone was polite and respectful. And indeed, this extended to our circle of friends. Everyone was polite and respectful. So there just was not any kind of “social retardation” or mental illness even. So different as an adult living outside that circle, where there is extreme dysfunction that goes on in society. Extreme. It’s like so many people weren't raised with respect and politeness being important. It's very odd. SO, thank goodness that girl got on, otherwise I would have been stuck again for the whole 6rs with antisocial bully young men harassing me, (should I say “no idea how to be social’” men). I still remember that girl, she had blonde hair - thank goodness for that Blondie! Heaps of other tedious stories on the matter. And I said again, just before, as, I remember now, before that time on the XPT, I was stuck on the same train for 6rs with 2 young men harassing me, IT WAS AWFUL, such peace disturbers, fear mongering nuisances. Those stupid young men should be locked up, at least they should not be allowed out unless they are supervised. I bet they were 3rd borns. They were not infront of me, they sat further back out of eye sight. COWARD DOGS. The whole train carriage would have heard them. Birdy told me those 2 stupid boys were from Gunnedah; one was called Gerard? Not sure if they were the same ones as blondie shunned?? Arsholes will be arsholes. {I think one of those tormenting arsholes turned up one day to visit my brother at my place in Pendle Hill – such fuckin arrogance.} It would have been good to put their names up here – to shame them, to shame their mothers for raising such degenerates. Public transport was a huge problem for me, I would say, particularly being young, but approaching 50 now, I’m pretty sure I’d still have the same problems of people stalking me and following me home if I caught PT. I mean I have a car now, and I still have people follow me in my car! I’ve chosen to leave the big dent in the back of my car, so people who follow can assume that I’m broke, have no money to fix the dent, so are turned off following me - I think it’s working. I just say NO to public transport, (unless of course it was the luxury private cabin travel that they do now with ensuite and 24hrs room service! – The Ghan on the ‘Indian Pacific Australia’ or the ‘Shiki Shima Japan’ or ‘Venice Simplon Orient Express France’ or ‘The Blue Train’ Africa!! - Not even in my dreams!). Realistically, I just can’t use public transport in Australia, due to all the stupid Australian dogs. Oh, that’s right; the one time when I travelled overseas, to Hong Kong, I stayed at my friend’s house from fashion school. I caught public transport there quite a bit, and I do recall being harassed one time only, by a child, a little boy on that train – harassment in the form of he thought he was being helpful. So I guess it’s not conducive to Australia. But it is conducive to STUPID PEOPLE, one thing I have noticed about people who harass me in such a manner – they are all stupid. And not just a little bit, but really stupid. Like the kind of stupid that ought to not be allowed outside. Stupid mothers breeding stupid kids- truly there needs to be some sort of regulation, plus NO more than 2, as woman CANNOT look after more than 2, PROPERLY. They are really HOPELESS. The ugly truth – the root of those PT problems; bimbo mothers. One of the biggest things I find so bizarre in life, is that nobody acknowledges this huge problem that I encounter on public transport, like it’s such a burden for me. Such a problem. What? doesn’t this happen to anyone else? I was later informed it does happen but to only certain types of people, like why there are a lot of university professors who do “research”, that’s their chosen job, hidden away out of the public, so they don’t get picked on. This would explain why Uni’s charge an arm and leg, paying for their salary too (!) Although when I was rmit, their annual fee was aprox $500, so I am not entirely sure if it is just other Unis that charge $10000+ a year or what? Well, actually, it does mostly seem to be a problem specific to me, I feel most people can travel on public transport without being followed and harassed (?) - I mean if this was NOT the case, no one would use PT and it would be closed down a long time ago. So, I want to make a point of saying that public transport is definitely a good thing if you're not me. Lol. I did see a YouTube video where people on a Japanese train were harassing a young woman, and they were doing it deliberately to torment her, but they were posing as actors, like “street performance”, and this girl clearly didn't want anything to do with them, she didn't want to interact with them - and that's what they were vying from her; interaction. The whole thing was painful to watch, it was obvious that those so-called “street performance” people WERE BULLIES. And also, really stupid bullies, because they couldn't read the situation, and see how uncomfortable that girl was, and this to me is an indication that they are 3rd borns + attention seeking loved starved idiots - yet another reason for bimbo mothers to stop having more than 2 kids. Bimbo mothers; the root of all problems. It’s bad enough having to now live in residential areas and be harassment by my neighbours, (whole dog family). I have since moved to a significantly more peaceful area, thank goodness. When I first moved here, I did have, initially, a problem with the teenage boy across the road yelling out, and motorbike hooning up to my fence, and I thought well I'm not going to commence another few years of living here with the same harassment problems from kids like at Sarina, so I immediately put in a complaint to the police, I even sent them a map showing where they lived! And that was the end of it, I haven't had any more problems, well on the whole, mostly. I can assure you it certainly makes a difference to your quality of life when you're not being harassed by the kids next door. Why so many people have kids, is still backwards. This country has some truly dysfunctional parts about it. Yes, these things really happened, and do happen. I am not making them up to fear monger. STOP TRYING TO OPPRESS ME. 2. Typical outing for Me, Another Example of Constant Incessant Persecution So, for about 15 years of my life, probably more, but you know, I didn’t really pay tooo much attention to anything when I was younger, and I’m getting pretty old these days, but when I ventured out, on an ‘unwork-related’ mission such as visiting a National Park - which by the way is actually work related, I have a nursery business and a keen interest in native plants, anyway, I somehow unbeknownst to me, manage to attract multiple ‘weirdos’. First of all, there was (actually, occasionally still is) a whole lot of women in new cars around me, and especially at petrol stations, (?) followed by young men (trying to be predators, but I just perceive them as nuisance flies) - who start harassing me and following me, because I’m not at work, (I think???) and on my own; they think I might be looking for ‘fun’. I can’t begin to explain my low opinion of these scum clueless creatures that harass; what stupid little boys disguised in grown men‘s bodies. STUPID. (Although at work, even under someone ‘s supervision, I would still be harassed in same manner by hoons outside, and often female). Also, btw, I find generally most people who harass me are short! Just a weird thing that short people are vulnerable to, this type of delinquent behaviour, it is a total dysfunction, and in my experience, you can never trust anyone who is short, I would go so far as to say a lot of them are actually mentally retarded, in my opinion, due to a lack of vitamins as a child. They certainly have no social skills to speak of whatsoever. (Thanks for all the short smarties that have since been in contact!!...) There are plenty of girls that follow and harass me, and in fact, mostly it’s girls, but I’m just remembering one specific incident here at a National Park in NSW, (Warrumbungle National Park), because I was really trying to get away from everyone that day in Gunnedah, at Henry st, and find some peace and quiet in this lovely forest, (I was later advised by a little birdy that it was John Peterson and his mates, who were car harassing me in Gunnedah at that time, as he was ‘pissed’ off that we never ‘hooked up’ – well, guess I was right about that rejection. But then later someone else implied it was stupid blonde bimbo, you know, the ones maybe from the ABC, the scum female narcissists, and not John. Whatever – all coward pathetic scum. Oh and later someone else or same person, said it was John Xidas, my friend from school’s older brother!!! So who knows. Pathetic scum. LEAVE ME ALONE! What I do is NONE of your business. So, but of course, once again, on that day, I had little shitheads just doing the exact opposite of what I want. I saw one of them, I think it was Heath Barwick? Thieving Idiot, he belongs in prison. (We are not friends, we never have been) Could have been a look-a-like or that flatmate from Melbourne – idiot, I think he stole my copper kettle? (– also stupid blonde bimbo said it was stupid blonde bimbo, not Mat the flatmate.) Or there was, in 2000, about 5 young men (little boys who were not wearing any shirts) who came out to my farm in the pretence they left something there before and were looking for it – or something, I can’t remember, (read my “Rowan Leigh - Never go to music festivals” photo story on p1), but I naively let them wonder around. And as they were leaving, they went past my room, which happened to be completely empty, it was a big house, and I heard one of them tell the other, “oh look, she does not have anything anyway!!” so those boys were definate thieves, someone would have sent them out to my house, (most likely stupid blonde bimbo), and it is possibly been those boys who have been stealing and harassing me since – burn in hell boys- you deserve a baseball batting, and, as you always seem to need for things to be spelt out FUCK OFF. Plus, I know there are women behind them, they are just the puppets. Again, I was reminded by someone, that it all comes down to my car – that’s what they were chasing – a feeling, a ‘flame feeling’. See my car below. (Course, I was followed around by dogs way before I got my car…..) You know it’s not my problem, that most other people have no guts or creativity, and just stick to “plane jane” cars. It ought not to be my problem, that there are so many stupid blonde bimbos either. IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU ARE STUPID! Here is a good spot to mention, back in about 2008 or so, my sister who was living with dad, decided we should go on a day outing to visit local sights, so we picked a National Park, and off we went. I can’t recall exactly where we went but I think it was a National Park behind Manilla somewhere, I remember Manilla because, when we drove down the main street in Manilla, there was a pub, and what appeared like about 20 horny men who leered out the windows and doors as we went past, whistling and woohooing! Idiots! No one else was harassing me, or ‘us’, for the whole trip, unlike if I were on my own at any other time in my adult life. People are so stupid. When we arrived, there was a “National Parks and Wildlife” sign, talking about the protected area, and explaining some of the species there. Someone had planted a whole heap of Grass trees near the sign too. Very pretty! But right near the car park there was a dried-up creek, and there, munching away, in the National Park, were at least 5 cows. So – “protected” my arse! We could see the fence near the creek, it did not go through the creek, so that’s where they were coming and going as they pleased. And that area is usually dry, this means those cows would usually be there, eating species into extinction. Some anti-green, greedy farmer, cashing in on NSW Parkes and Wildlife. I should point out the difference in land that is not grazed, compared to land that is grazed on, is chalk and cheese. Like ungrazed, is this lush green thick covering, over the earth, even in drought times. But grazed, it’s a sparse yellow brownish ‘desert looking’ ‘drought looking’, dry appearance, pretty much all the time except immediately after rain. So HUGE difference in the land that does not have cows grazing, and especially noticeable in low rainfall areas. This is why trees are so important, in farmers paddocks – plant some Kurrajongs you lazy hics. (p10, no 15 –“My Kurrajong idea for Australian Farm paddocks”. Also note my garden on each header of my Blog; how green is that grass in my yard, with NO WATERING, 7yrs into a 9yr drought). Told you. All I did to my “lawn”, was mow, I had a “mulcher mower”, it was brilliant. Plus, I got rid of any painful weeds like bindy or cathead the first season I was there. None grew back. I did not care about any other weed that grew in the lawn, so long as I could wear bare feet on it, and it could be kept short, fine by me! ‘Perfect lawn’, not a priority. Btw, horses are just as bad as cows. Saw recently a documentary on the current war about the Brumbies in The Snowy Mountains near Mount Kosciuszko – sorry to say, and I love horses, but they have to go! National parks need protection against cattle, sheep, pigs and horses (sometimes rats too). Of course, they cannot be aerial culled - come on, what's wrong with you. How would you like a nuisance member of your family ‘culled’ (shot)?? Reign them in, build a fence, pay a bounty, do what you have to do, then sell them to whoever wants them, for next to nothing, free? Horses are expensive, so I know they will sell at a good price. There are many private properties with horses, living in ‘environmental harmony’. Fine. So keep National Parks protected. 3. This driver is obsessed with me This car, I’m not sure what its number plates were back then, but it’s exactly the same as this car (which is now parked at my neighbours across the road. Just sits there never moves has been there for a month’s now) I’ve had a huge problem with whoever was driving this car; they would follow me around whenever I went into town in Gunnedah and Tamworth - basically harassing me. And whoever it was, they would always put P plates on, and there would be some decorative feature in pink. I think the number plates were pink as well, so the windows were dark, so I could never see who was driving, but once I saw a short tubby blonde girl (I am pretty sure it wasn’t R Wainberg, but looked like her) And I strongly suspect the driver was not a P plater, as the car constantly had P plates on (for about 10 years in fact) so that’s just weird. I’ll bet they have very sore legs and a big ass, from driving around so much. (I think that same short blonde girl was harassing me one year at the Christmas Street lights, about an ebay bid I cancelled?? - DOG) This car is also one of the cars that leaves when I leave and then returns when I return plus I saw the son of that couple who owns that house follow me over to the beach one day. Maybe they have borders in that house? there seems to be at least five different cars there, one driver I saw is tall and skinny. You know, if you’re thinking about me, then you’re not thinking about what you’re supposed to be thinking about – and that’s good food, btw. So, stop occupying your time with me, and think about food. 4. 26th July 1130am WHITE SUV following me again - most likely stealing my mail Every time I leave my home and go down through Kookaburra Park, there’s always a white SUV either parked by the side of the road in various spots, or goes past me. This girl is obsessed with me and appears to have mental problems - if anyone sees her, please Bom Wake her, - she steals, poisons my food and tampers/breaks my car, not to mention, harass’s. This has now stopped, since I did this blog, thankyou thankyou. 5. Well, you can try to keep up I am frequently remined of some guy rebuking me when I suggested I was followed around and harassed. He implied it was all in my head (arshole), so I have started writing about many of the times in my past when I have had such problems, I can’t write about all of them, as there are too many. But looking back, I have realized, that ‘followed’ and ‘harass’ is really an understatement, and the word ‘persecution’ is more realistic. Since I started writing about it, it has been GREATLY reduced, but am still followed by cowards in cars, where ever I go. (Bugger off btw, are they simpletons? Why does someone want to follow someone else down the street? Do they have heaps of petrol money to spend? do they have heaps of time to waste? I can truly only imagine that these people are so retarded, they can’t think of anything to do, so that they have to follow somebody else around - this is the epitome of stupidity, get a brain you idiots, and stop being a nuisance.) Because I have a Collapsed Arch, I have not been able to walk or do exercise for nearly 5yrs now (Doctor could not diagnose it till 3rd year) so that, in conjunction with COVID19 gov cash grants, (how nice not to worry about food for a change) I have put on a little weight. I figure a bike might help as I can push the pedal into the arch. So, I have started riding down to check the mail every day. As of two days ago, they have now started to wait down there for me - yesterday there was a blue car waiting for me (honestly could be coincidence, but today there was a child harassing me (often if I hear a Childs voice yelling out, but I can tell it’s a woman pretending to be a child, somewhere along the lines of Bart Simpson), from one of the houses at the big dam when I rode past, and then a white van going to that house. I am going to have to take my camera now when I go riding. DOGS -persecution. (Nothing has been stolen over the last 2 weeks, except 1 batch of frozen roo mince) Honestly, I think their main evil plan is to try and make me sound crazy, because I can see what is going. Its like they know how to make someone appear crazy by simple ‘people placement’ and theft. It seems to be a ’thing’, a cultural thing amongst bogan Australians who are ultimately in juvenile REBEL MODE; “let’s have some fun with person and try and make this person seem crazy”. And I can assure the police in Gin Gin fall for it hook line and sinker, its like they have absolutely NO IDEA what goes on. Btw, I only had my bike for a couple of months when I realized, I could no longer ride it due to knee arthritis in both my knees. Dam! And I will put this Melbourne bike riding story in - When I was in Melbourne I was accosted by this bicycle guy, he kept a look out for newcomers (hall monitor type) and whenever he saw someone new in the area, he would stalk them, and then just as you’re about to get out of your car, he would zoom past, he would like wait and time it, so you get a bit of a fright - in order to make the newcomer, aware that there are bicyclists in that area, so you can’t just open your car door because you might knock one flat. He was like a full on territorial dog guarding his streets and fellow cyclists! I bet he only targeted women on their own. (My brand-new $470 bike, sold for $110 at the Bundaberg Tender Centre last month – what a waste – story of my financial life.) why can’t I find these good things secondhand? Also, here is a good a spot as any, I mentioned above covid19; I’m hoping after the whole, extreme (almost 2 years) of COVID-19 virus saga, that we are now more aware of the contagiousness of viruses, people are now more willing to cover a mouth when coughing and sneezing, and will stay out of the community if you’re sick. {I remember before, people had no problems going to work or school, or generally interacting with people, when they were sick. Ridiculous! If you’re sick you have to stay home; make the most of it, a couple weeks in bed watching Netflix – hooray! I think we should take it even further, and that is, instead of kissing one another hello, as some people do, particularly amongst family members at holiday time; instead of kissing, it should be just cheek to cheek transaction. Take a moment. Much more pleasant and meaningful. 6. Stalking Dogs in Melbourne I want to write about the girls in Melbourne. I moved to Melbourne and went to RMIT for a very brief time, I say brief, as it was so unbearable down there, I soon had to leave. I was surrounded by these girls, really I say girls, but the only words to describe them are stupid little leach bimbos, they would be constantly around me on a daily basis, especially in the mornings, but I remember specifically one time, I needed to get a ruler for my course, a special grading ruler, and it’s kind of hard to explain but those stupid bimbos would try to control how I got to the place of purchase, and which particular ruler I should choose - without going into the details, I just wanted to express here, how fucking humiliating those stupid girls are (they still would be, stupid bimbos like that can’t be helped. Get a fucking brain you stupid little dogs). I think Cathy Goldman has something to do with it. I still have people who hang around and do the same, they were at Bundaberg on the 17th dec, different ones, but organized following, condescending. Since I have cameras now, it’s not so easy for them, because they’re cowards and they don’t want to be seen as a Nazi bully, they especially don’t want to be yelled at or made a public spectacle of. Btw I can’t help but see some of them, they usually try and hide in the general public on the street, and I don’t waste time seeking dogs out. Most of them that I’ve seen had blonde hair, not always, just an observation. I can still clearly see one, she was a blonde with fair skin, kind of a big (in my mind she looked dumb and zombie like, as if she was under control by another force (so important to be of sound mind all the time), but I also saw her somewhere else in a different state at Centrelink behind the counter, she is one of those dogs that literally follows me around. If I had my way, she would be getting the electric chair, the world would’ve been a better place without. Fuck off. When I was in Melbourne also some of my family was there for a brief period. I know my brother’s wife Sherry, saw one of the guys that was harassing me one morning, which is very unusual as they don’t usually let themselves be seen in front of people like family or friends (Secret plot to make me sound crazy), and I say a guy, but usually it’s always girls harassing me, just occasionally there are young men or fully grown men. Sherry did not know what was going on or why that guy was there, she just thought he was talking to us from across the street, and was like “what the?”. {Oh, by the by, one time in Sydney, I was staying with my aunt, she noticed that where ever we went, there were people in brand-new cars, she said look, they are everywhere! I’m not sure whether she made the connection that wherever I go, I’m followed around by people in brand-new cars, or did she just think everyone in Sydney suddenly had a brand-new car! BTW, they do this (this is my theory) to show off their brand-new car, and also car manufacture people do it to show off any new things they have done, like a cool new blinker design, or a new hub cap design, etc etc. They show off in an obvious and overt way like stopping right in front of me for no reason, for about 30 seconds, with the new blinker on! And my sister was also there, I was trying to tell her about the ruler situation, she implied it served me right because I was trying to buy the wrong ruler, (what the fuck?) like maybe I should’ve prodded her to find out exactly what she was talking about, but as far as I’m concerned, this comment, makes her one of the stupid dogs too. 3rd borns, if only mothers new how handicapped they are compared to 1st borns, if they knew, no one would have more than 2. I think special attention needs to be brought to the “Secret plot to make me sound crazy” part, that I mentioned above – I am not sure whether that person on the street where Sherry was, would deny he was talking to me if I confronted him?? But I do believe the girls involved in persecuting me do so with the intent to make me sound paranoid -little blonde ‘goodytwoshoe’ types, as they want to discredit me, (because I have all the dirt on many stupid girls, especially from school) And when someone is diagnosed as being paranoid, often that diagnosis is mis associated with ‘potheads’. Hence why they are stealing small invaluable items from me on a weekly basis over 10yrs, in the hopes to drive me nuts and paranoid, so then they can discredit me and call me paranoid pot head. And hence why they tried to label me as someone with mental health problems – read my mental health story on my about page - STUPID LITTLE WOMEN- truly stupid. They are evil. I am not, and was not ever a ‘pot head’ (I have tried it though, when I was 18, I did not like it – apparently in some circles, I specifically had a reputation for being a drunk and on drugs? Neither of which is true – I still do not drink, not even a little bit! {the dog network, spreading rumours, could have been spurred by my little sister Penny Bieman?}). I am not paranoid, even after their attempts to try and drive me nuts with constant theft and verbal harassment. Of course, every action there is a reaction, but I am a very cool, calm and collected person. Still. Just somewhat more cynical and cautious after my experience with MOST people. I should further point out, those ‘goodytwoshoe’ types wanted to use me as an example; because so many people thought that I was on drugs and a pothead, then they could say- “look what happened to her now, she’s crazy, and has no house, and it’s from drugs, so don’t use drugs” They literally think they are doing good. NOT ON DRUGS. So, in the in the process of their “helpful” tirade, they are ruining my reputation and causing a whole heap of problems for me, plus other people too. And by the way, I have actually met a couple of hard-core long-term potheads, and they are by no means paranoid at all, not in any way, shape or form. So, I know it’s not a general rule, those ‘goodytwoshoe’ types are wrong, as usual. I would say being paranoid would more likely come more from being chastised at school by nazi teachers, or from being wrong in class and in turn being reprimanded or humiliated. Sets their future up as being fearful of doing the wrong thing. (Teachers are hopeless) and NEWSFLASH, smoking pot, does not lead to a sudden interest in trees – you stupid little short blonde from Gunnedah, as in people who garden, plant trees, or have an interest in horticulture, are not POTHEADS. Btw, it is still illegal to use, supply and possess cannabis in Australia – all states, except for; medicinal purposes; and that requires a doctor’s prescription – and then you can buy it at the chemist! Just looked it up on google. 2022 {the chemist did this, as they were sick of missing out on all the sales of pot - $50 a little bag if I remember from when I was 18} WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY, talk about retail suckers!! One of my neighbours smokes it, I can smell it – I am pretty sure I know who it is. And I have noticed the type of person that would succumb and fall victim to marijuana use, are the type of people who have a natural born Nuisance personality trait, that is someone who really needs supervision, as they can’t think of anything better to do, so they resort to drugs - to occupy themselves. Having said that, I do feel in today’s modern times, at 18 or thereabouts, when everyone else is ‘experimenting’ and pretty much going through a ‘rite of passage”, those kids that don’t try pot; in my experience, it is those kids who have a cowardly personality trait, they have no guts, as it does take a bit of courage to try something you know nothing about; they live in fear, but then this personality type, goes on in society to do damage under the pretence of superiority. I think someone needs to point out, that a recreational drug was created for an experience, so you can learn something about yourself- like maybe how to laugh at silly stuff… so that is what you get from it. So, there is no point repeatedly doing it, you will gain nothing from the experience anymore, nothing. I am not sure it would relieve pain either, I am not experienced in this matter, but I would think not. Possibly the people in terminal pain, no one really cares if you’re on drugs or not, so do whatever…. Just by the by, did you know that single ladies (who drive charcoal cars that look like a mouse), are not permitted to attend Melbourne Aquarium. There is no such written rule, but I can assure you, this is law amongst the people of Melbourne. And if you do have the audacity, as a single lady, to attend Melbourne Aquarium, then the local council will give you some sort of fine. I have mentioned before, since I have written this blog with all these kinds of details, the stealing has been reduced – but they still are stealing from me, including some of my writings, like the bit I said about ebay staff was deleted, lucky I saw it the following day and re wrote it – it was the bit about how if I create a new account, they deleted it within ½ hr (they track me constantly, turned me into a cat and mouse game, they did it, do it on Facebook too). Bunnings Bimbos still steal from me; my Petunia was stolen by their delivery driver a few months ago, looked like the same girl who stole my trees on the Keepit Dam Rd near Gunnedah, who also looked like the territorial dog who worked at Bonds in 1994 when I worked there too. Women – so fucking stupid. 7. Postage dogs who deliver my mail to my neighbours – their friends instead of me. There is this weird game the dogs play; they try to manipulate you by taking advantage of the situation, like an ‘opportunist’; so, for example (they do it in many numerous ways, but I’ll try and give you an example of where it’s really obvious what they do, sometimes it is not so obvious). So, maybe you’re expecting a parcel, (COVID TIME) you keep a watch out for the mailman or the courier. And delivery trucks keep turning up at the neighbours, like, ‘they do signs’, to try and inflict concern, so all parcels (including yours) are being delivered to all your neighbours, and you don’t get your parcel. That’s their game, initially to try and trick you. Seriously a horde of delivery trucks on standby, or ready to drop everything and play games. So, if you just ignore these mentally retarded antagonistic dogs, and wait, usually the parcel turns up - in the past this has been the case, although here at kookaburra Park, it actually doesn’t turn up, they do steal my mail by delivering it to my neighbours, I’ve had literally dozens of items in the 2 years I’ve been here, stolen this way, through the post, as well as FastWay couriers (whose real name is SlowWay Couriers – such rude nasty cunts). My parcels gets delivered to my neighbours - friends of the mail contractor and Courier, I personally believe, they are friends. I kicked up a big stink about this, (as in, made several complaints) because it’s an easy problem to solve; just find out who the contractor was, but instead of doing that, they have actually ban me from the post office, and from eBay. I truly think I’m surrounded by complete morons. Thank goodness there are many many other online websites who will quite happily send items to me with proper tracking number (StarTrack always deliver, as does TNT, DHL, FedEx and Sendle). So, in the past when I’ve ignored the mentally retarded antagonistic dogs, the dogs feel like they have lost because they didn’t “get to me” as in, I wasn’t concerned, stressed or worried because I knew it would turn up. They really feel like they LOST – just so weirdly bizarrely wrong and stupid. So, if I had of been concerned about it, and even phoned the courier up, and demanded to know where is it, then, according to mentally retarded antagonistic dogs, I would’ve “lost” because it means that I was paying attention to the stupid people who are having fun playing this game. I’m not sure where the logic is? I mean do they want people to be complete zombies and not pay attention to what’s going on around them? Another one of the courier games was refusing to deliver my mail unless one of the neighbours were home, as in implying; child minder required. Just nasty bitch behaviour. They also did that at Sarina occasionally. Infact, that courier behaviour may have come to full fruition at Sarina, as I wrote about it on my Blog (and I had given my blog address to all my neighbours there!), I talked about all the bloody toll mega semitrailers stalking me every time I went to mail my letters. So, I have not had this problem at my new address so far, I think. It seems the main aim is to try and manipulate the ‘girl’, without being seen and caught so to speak, like a rebellious child-like activity. I’m pretty sure they target single ladies, I mean I’m usually always on my own, so I don’t really have any experience in this area, but I suspect this is the case. As when other people are around me, I don’t usually have this kind of problem, occasionally they will do signs, which can be kind of annoying if you’re trying to have a conversation with someone and they keep flashing up particular signs, like billboards on a truck that drive past, or flashing lights, banging drums, beeping horns, trucks that have metal bits attached so it is designed to be ‘overly noisy’ when going past, commentating - they have all sorts of means and ways of how they do it, they especially use these tactics to give you ‘confidence’ or take your confidence away, to make you sound foolish in front of the person you’re talking to, or make you sound good, empower and unempower, they can be very manipulative. This is why it’s important to know how to, first recognise them and then secondly how to ignore them, truly. And usually if you talk about these things to other people when they’re not happening, so you can’t point out to them exactly what’s happening, they will often assume that you’re crazy, like there’s such a lack of understanding about mentally retarded antagonistic dogs , I find it really weird. I heard once that this is deliberate amongst the ‘powers that be’, so as not to ‘reward’ bad behaviour with attention of trying to catch them. Because they feel, those mentally retarded antagonistic dogs, all they want is attention, because of their hopeless parents, who starved them of love when they were growing up. So now they act out, in the form of attention seeking behaviour. This makes sense enough, although, really, in my experience, you can’t do anything about a problem, until it’s acknowledged. It needs to be acknowledged and then addressed. I mean you could acknowledge it with a gunshot, which would be fine by me, but there obviously needs to be tactics thought of in dealing with these morons, I know the police do absolutely nothing about those menacing truck drivers who so disturb the peace here at Gin Gin. I mentioned in one of my stories my brother‘s wife, saw one of these people who was harassing me outside our place of stay in Melbourne - it’s really unusual that they make themselves seen, they have some secret plot to literally make you sound crazy. I think that’s part of the excitement for them, they want to be unseen and sneaky for some reason. (They want to be a fly!) At one point I suspected that they target poorer people, because there seemed to be a lot of mentally retarded antagonistic dogs who do this, who have money and time to waste, but after living on a property that was owned by a lawyer, I no longer think this is the case, because I saw them trying to have a go at him as well. So not just single ladies either. I can assure you these mentally retarded stupid antagonistic people are very real, there is something wrong with them in their head, only, because of their sneaky ways, they think they’re really clever. Someone told me they think its “Art”, as in, a creative way to communicate (deranged, disturbed, and unhinged.) It is an absurd pastime, they remind me of that slightly mentally challenged boy ‘Lennie’ from Of Mice and Men, how he first accidentally killed a puppy, then manhandled Curly’s wife, and choked her to death without really knowing what he was doing. Or other such behaviour that socially challenged country delinquents get up to. I am from the country, and I can assure you – there are plenty of socially challenged country delinquents, I have met some mothers of these creatures – they are hopeless. I don’t know why the powers that be have got away for so long the activity of encouraging so many women to breed “populate or perish’ – just so wrong, children are NOT for everyone. PARENTING CLASSES PLEASE! SO, as far as I am concerned, those mentally retarded stupid antagonistic dogs, are not worthy of living on planet Earth. STOP USING ME TO TRY AND FEEL INCONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. I’ll have to add, these people, I’m guessing were raised with extreme alcoholism problems within their parents/teachers/grandparents…. So, for these big issues, to be addressed, I don’t see how there’s any way to address them, without addressing family values for the future. Alcoholism! Geeze, even a three-year-old could see the problem of drinking these days. You know, it is my experience, that everybody wants to be ‘in control’, everyone. But if you’re under the influence of drugs or alcohol, you relinquish that control, so it just doesn’t make any sense at all - And anyway, drug and alcohol abuse is done by people who want one thing; and that is, they want to be saved, they want someone to literally save them and put their life on track, they are waiting around for someone to save them. I suggest to those people; turn to God because no one is going to save you. wakey wakey Australians. 8. The weird and bizarre phenomena on of people leaving their house when I leave my house So yesterday I complained to the police anonymously about the trucks waking me, and everyone in the park up, at aprox 3:30am every morning, and guess what, last night there was no trucks. I’m not sure if this is going to be a whole thing now, or maybe it was just for one night? But yesterday, again they switched the water off, so again I have no water! And the other thing is I went to MpB yesterday, before I left, I was putting my rubbish out and 4 cars appeared (unusual in quite kookapark). One of them appeared just as I was leaving my house, a car from down the road that left too - this is not a coincidence, this happens every time I leave, it used to be obvious my neighbours were following me when I went to the post office, but since I no longer go to the post office, they still seem to be following me. - that first car at my gate was at Helen Dobles house, so maybe it’s Helen who is following me around today? I managed to get a close up photo when that car followed me to the rubbish area, looks like Helens grandson? They seem to take it inturns, and they leave just ahead of me, in the attempts to disguise the fact that they are following me. Before it was a car from the house next to Helens, at David Hookers. I put a YouTube up showing that car. I’m pretty sure I had people who follow me when I went to MpB that day. But the thing happened yesterday at MpB was a whole spate of mothers and daughters placed in front of my car. I did catch them all on camera, but I don’t feel it worth going through the whole process of editing my bodycam and car camera video recordings. No one wants to see a whole spate of mothers and daughters. Oh there was quite a few people doing bike signs, to remind me that I could put up my “for sale” poster at MPB. I would have more of a chance selling it there than at Gin Gin, I want to sell my bike, as I have for arthritis and can’t ride it (damm it) and MPB is an excellent place to ride a bike, all flat. And while it was good to be reminded of this, as is sometimes the case, unfortunately more times, many more times, it is NOT good. I deeply resent people who do ‘signs’. So condescending, it’s unbelievable, you have no right to infringe yourself, to encroach yourself, on my life; who the fuck do you think you are? we are not in a relationship. Such widespread surveillance, infringes, my personal liberties. Get your own life and don’t be so disrespectful towards me. STOP DOING LOOKALIKES, and stop following ahead of me!! Stop wasting someone’s moneytime. Oh, after I complained to the police about the trucks, the trucks disappeared, so now there’s a motorbike, a noisy one at around 3am. The reason why I think they’re waking me up is because this particular person can’t handle image transfer and dreams (see my Dream Watchers photo story), so they just wake me up, and keep me awake. It is unbearable for me to be woken up - I need my sleep. Scientist doctors and academics, will agree with me here, people need their sleep, and interrupted sleep has dire consequences on performance function and memory throughout the day. And if you’re having problems with me and my god given ability, then you need to go and see a psychiatrist or even your local chemist ladies, they can give you an anti-psychotics. I believe that’s what the intended use of those drugs IS FOR. I can’t tell you if they work or not, I don’t have this problem. Although, I would suggest you learn to deal with it; we are never given anything we can’t personally handle, so figure it out MATE. It is totally unfair that I, my neighbors and the local animals are kept awake at night because of your problem. YOU WAKE UP and take control of your own life, and leave everyone else alone. By the way, the fact that you’re not getting good dreams, like you used to when I was young, and people would crowd around, is the result of the whole society of Australia, who have fucked up my life, and the irony of the situation is actually quite comical - and it bloody serves you right; be nice to the girl or pay the price. 9. Followed, stared at, Harassed, Targeted Another example of a place I go out to, where I get followed by multiple people, whose main aim seems to be to stare at me. Sometimes they steal from me. Sometimes they actually come up to me and talk to me- although not usually. Since I’ve written about this at MPB, and other places too, there have been changes, with less harassment, although I suspect there are some people who come along and read my blog and then go and copy what I’ve been writing about, in true delinquent style. So that day at MPB, instead of the typical empty beach, that I love. I was followed there by about 20 people. There main aim, seemingly to be just to stare at me. But one person made a hissing noise, and one person pretended to steal something out of my bag, which I think was later stolen at Errol Zunker’s house, although I’m not entirely sure about that because there were people following me when I went to drop off a Gumtree item at Errol Zunker house too. But the person who pretended to steal something about of my bag on the beach was a kid, whose mother was standing nearby watching, seemingly to be orchestrating her son and keeping a watch out on me in the ocean – and she looked like Beyoncé. I was not aware Beyoncé had any little boy children, but who knows, and who knows who the mother actually was. Thieving mothers. That is not the only one. This reminds me of my brothers wife, one Christmas, she ‘stole’ my paint brush set, or was it just 1 out of the set? It was a while back. Do you see, this is what ALL women who cross my path do, they steal something of mine. They must think, “oh, well she has a whole set, she can spare one”, and so just takes one. Or, “oh well, those brushes are for crafts, which are for kids, so she does not need one”. Or, well, fuck knows, what they are thinking, but that is how they often steal from me, thinking nothing of it – its no big deal. Most people, most women, are incapable of respecting anyone else but themselves. And, have those ‘followers’ any idea how unbearable they are? Oh yeah, I just love having 20 people follow me around to a nice quiet area, where I wanted to get a nice quiet swim, instead, finding multiple people just hanging about seemingly doing fuck all but mainly basically, are a total nuisance. Maybe they think it’s a good thing to accompany me? I can assure you it is not. I like being on my own. I do not like to have uninvited dogs hanging about. This has been a constant problem in my adult life. FUCK OFF. Toll Stalkers Neighbour stalkers Bikini Bitches Tip stalker at Sarina Rangari garden 3mnths before I left 10. Toll truck wanting people to pay them a Toll, they work incahoots with retailers who overcharge I WAS BEING STALKED AND HARRASSED BY A Toll Truck Driver, have not seen or heard one for a few weeks. But every time I go to Bundaberg, I have one stalking me. I noticed every time I went to a shop who overcharged me, or stole from me, (which heaps of them do), I really try to avoid shopping anywhere except online or the supermarket, but anyway, after such an incident, there would always be a toll truck, that just pulls around the corner, and presents itself to me (EVERY SINGLE TIME) - and I think they’ve been doing it for years and years, but for years and years, I haven’t really paid any attention! But eventually, I have worked this out, they actually do “signs”, and this will be one of them – “they’ve overcharged you because they want you to pay a toll”, so who knows what the toll is for, they come up with all sorts of cockanninnie reasons, and it is nothing but theft. Guess what you little delinquents - I do NOT have to pay a toll when I go to Bundaberg. Infact, I do not have to spend any money at all - should I choose not to. Deal with it you scum. Toll should be closedown, because its owners have no control over its delinquent employers who carry on and behave like they are rebellious teenagers, when in fact they are grown? adults in their 20s 30s 40s and even 50s. Toll truck drivers have been a problem for years. 11. Neighbour Stalkers This is my neighbour’s car, there is someone that drives this car – she/he waits every morning for me to go outside whether that be 7am or 10am and then she revs the car and leaves, only to return about an hour or 2 later. She’s/he’s been doing this whole time I’ve lived at my new address for the past seven months, every day, practically. She or he is obsessed with me, and I suspect, most likely, the person who is stealing from me, and the person who makes loud noises at all hrs of the morning to wake the whole neighbourhood?? Also, just after they leave, someone drives down the HWY that runs alongside Kookaburra Park, and makes a loud banging noise, this happened every time, until I wrote this. I also saw David Hooker’s son, actually, I believe it is Sharon Millet’s son, from a previous marriage, at the post office when I went there, as well as all the way over at MPB, he was hiding in the bushes. So, I would say it is probably that person, the son who is stalking me and who drives that car. (Maybe he was one of the neighbours who take it in turns to follow me whenever I leave Kooka Park?) No one ever complains, except me, for OBVIOUS REASONS. The police do nothing. So, could that stalker please piss off out of my life. Since I wrote this, that has stopped happening, they seem to now just leave every morning same time. – they must have got a job (hopefully they are saving for a new car, so they can buy one that is not from prehistoric times, and is relatively quiet) In fact, I have mentioned this somewhere on my blog I’m pretty sure, about the women who present themselves to me in new cars, and beep their horn - particularly if someone/shopgirl, steals from me, afterwards they drive-by in a flashy car, and beep their horn. It’s a manipulation tactic to piss me off. Anyway, putting that aside, why don’t those girls who go and get the new cars (there have been HEAPS) - they must be car industry people, why don’t you give this person a new car!! They badly need one. It’ll save the whole neighbourhood from hearing loud revvi old car noise! 12. Hay Bimbo Naziheads -Hay and Dog Following Me Story, Dogs That Play Sides and Follow Me Around in Cars This is also along the lines of “saying it like it is”, in the hopes that it will stop (seems to work for some unknown reason) Okay so this is sometimes what happens, it’s been happening for some years in retrospect. I have these girls that follow me around when I am out and about. And when I stop at someone’s place (probably happens everywhere I go, but I only started to noticed it when I’m at somewhere remote like on a farm, - and as I leave there’s always some girls waiting in a car just down the road, with engine running, and I suspect what they do is go in and see the person after I’ve left. (in fact sometimes, they come in before and interrupt me -that’s happened a few times, come to think of it) and they kind of like ‘play sides’ I call them “the dogs that play sides”, so that the next time I speak to the farmer/person, they suddenly are really rude and disrespectful in some way, like for instance, I went to collect some Hay from Scott Warren, the guy was nice and friendly, we had a chat, the neighbour was burning his cane, we were looking at it -quite spectacular, he gave me an extra bale of Hay; 4 for the price of 3. And that was it, I left. – I saw as I was leaving, just parked down the road from his farm, on the dirt road, guess what, a car with girls in it, just sitting there, engine running. So, the following year I was looking for his Hay sign that he puts out, finally I saw the sign, so I drove down there, he’s about 10k’s out of Gin Gin, and I get there and there’s no Hay at all - he wasted my time, and my petrol. And it would have been because of those dogs in that white car that previous time. BTW, I have no idea who those dogs are, I don’t know them, I don’t recognise any, they never speak to me, I have absolutely no association with them, they’re not friends they’re not enemies, they’re just nobodies (I guess they would be enemies now, to be behaving like stupid stalking harassing dogs - they could be NEGS girls, or most likely prostitutes?? - anyway, they have no business following me around, it’s a disgraceful form of bullying). So yeah, this is what happens to me frequently, it’s like deliberate sabotage, just because I’m ‘me’. Oh, I have mentioned before problems with an obsessed house mistress from school, harassing and stalking me, this is just the same thing, isn’t it, so it could be her Cathy Goldman – I have reported her to the police. And, BTW, last time I drove to Bundaberg I had some bimbo following me around in a ute with hay piled in it. This happened every so often in Gunnedah too, only it was a big truck piled high then. A hey sign. I’ve come up with a way to deal with these dogs and that’s by taking photos of them, they will run and scream if there’s a chance, they’ll be caught on camera it’s quite amazing how it works (that’s the dog’s gift – an uncanny sense of the moment before being caught in the act of harassment or bullying) btw, I have stated before if I catch a dog on camera behaving as a bully, I will instantly upload it to YouTube. I uploaded a phone conversation, where the girl was harassing me with multiple calls, and she sounded totally sly, a week later I listened to it on you Tube, and it had been edited, so she just sounded normal – that girl was anything but normal. (They change all the good movies too) there are editing geeks who want to save the ‘fair’ bimbo. I’m sure now that I’m fully conscious of what these dogs do, I‘ll remember many more incidents. I carry my camera with me at all times, but it is actually quite hard taking photos when your out and about (and busy) so often I use my phone to video what is going on, I wear it around my neck. 13. Bikini Bitches - More hater dogs trying to fight me These 2 bikini bitches wanted to have a go at me at that parking sign - little do those two bimbo bikini girls know; I was Miss Paraguay 2004 kickboxing champion! Really and truly, I don’t know why I have this problem with dog bimbos coming up to me, trying to fight with me, always, where ever I go, same thing, they come up with ways to try and have a go at me; powertrip. Rack off you stupid pair of silly boob meat. (of course, I did not stop, I was not born yesterday) Look what I got now!! Mirrorcam! thank you thank you thank you! I’ve had monumental problems when driving around with dogs following me; in front of me, behind me. They do all sorts of things. They started to be a problem when I went to Melbourne; there are dogs down there, mostly male dogs, whose full-time job is, to do signs with numberplates - they have a whole array of personalised number plates down there and they do lewd conversations - they are disgraceful. The things I could’ve captured if I had my camera back then! Although I suspect once people know there’s cameras on board, bad behaviour will suddenly stop. And btw, I seem to be harassed more in the mornings, there seems to be some sort of change during the day, and in the afternoons, it’s quite different. I make a point now of not travelling anywhere in the mornings, because the dogs are so bad. If I wait till late then it’s much better, I have relatively more peace and quiet out and about. Except those bikini bitches did not care if it was AM or PM. And no one informed these bully bikini bitches I have cameras now. Stupid women. The amount of stupid women there are, is embarrassing. Thank goodness I know that there are actually smart ones with common-sense out there, somewhere. You know, why should I have to give something of myself to get these stupid women off my back? I don’t owe them anything. Fuck off you stupid dogs, fuck off, fuck off, fuck off. Btw, these women are the reason why there is inequality against women, these women are the reason why certain men are disrespectful towards women, these women are the reason why women don’t get paid as much as men (in some areas), these women are the reason Donald Trump won against Hillary Clinton. Wake up bitches. Oh, in case you didn’t work out, they are the ones to put the sign there in the first place, their premeditated plan they concocted. (As I have described on my blog, I have a dedicated team of dogs who harass me and steal from me, but I suspect those 2, just saw their own opportunity, and went for it!; territorial bulldogs; “this is our beach, you have to pay the toll” And while I am talking about signs, I want to mention something that has been happening for at least 5yrs – well it has increasingly got so frequent (there are some really stupid people that work in the entertainment industry making movies and shows); but there are also some very smarty-pants, some with a helpful nature, (a lot actually) some even genius, but those people want to warn viewers about the upcoming bad program – they can see what’s going on – the ‘intangible’, and they want to do it in a way that, they can’t be found out, that’s pretty much instant, and is kind of secretive, otherwise they may be fired. - What happens is, at the beginning of a movie or show, if there is some mode of transport flashing past the screen that beeps, so, either a car, train, or even ferry, this means that the show is mediocre bullshit and you probably shouldn’t watch it (or has stealing dogs in it, or is offensive and propagandist, or has predator evil rapist men in it…) Well, there have been a lot of programs that I have continued to watch after I’ve heard warning beeps, and they have been truly bad, often I’ve switched them off. BUT I do find this warning actually more annoying than the bad show - it’s up to me to decide what I watch, it’s not up to somebody else. Some times the beeps are so out of place, I even wonder if Netflix can do ‘over-sounds’ in the app? 14. Beige car woman trying to control what I see GET A LIFE YOU STUPID BITCH Okay, there seems to be some stupid bitch who is trying to control what I see; so, when I go to MPB, for the past five times there’s been someone in a beigey car at the turn off, always different times (I doubt that they will be there next time since I’m writing this) five times not a coincidence. This car had something to do with Bikini Bitches, if you read that story. Then when I go around the other side to get some water, there is always some car drive past and beep at me (different car always) there was also a family there showering, and I’m pretty sure the mother was someone from triple j/tv, I’ve seen her a few times, actress, (not that I am any good at recognizing people, quite hopeless infact unless they have the same haircut and have not put on any weight.) Perhaps it was her yellin g out and harassing me from the house near the dam when I went for a bike the day before? Who knows, maybe I should’ve told her to fuck off, but she seemed to be just there swimming with her family. Next time I’ll get a photo. Also, btw, 3 people pulled up at my neighbours Helen Elders, the whole time I was gone, (CCTV) they left when I arrived back, again not a coincidence. I mean not that I care what my neighbours are doing, I really don’t have a nosy, meddling nature at all, but those people seem to be obsessed with me, it’s like the sole point of what they’re doing there; they just stare at me from my neighbours. I’m just wondering why are my neighbours wanting to entertain people who were obsessed with me -it doesn’t make any sense. But I strongly feel it has something to do with all the thefts that have happened to me since I have been here. And it’s along the same lines of that other girl who was parked there, as soon as I go down there, particularly with a camera, they take off at 100 miles an hour -they don’t want to be seen by me up close, or actually talk to me, it’s very odd. Hay! It’s none of your business what I am doing right now YOU STUPID DOG WITH NO BRAIN OF YOUR OWN. I do not believe anything was stolen that day when I was gone. Later I saw my landlord drive a car that looks just like that beige one, apparently it is her inlaws car, that she borrows. I am not stating it was her, organising "boob meat" - allthough it probably was, as I later discovered who she really was, wainberg older sister from NEGS. But, I do have imitators, who harass me with same cars as people, in my life (you would have read about it on P4 " look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia"). Whichever dog it was, I hope they burn in hell. 15. Persecution at Woolworths and Coles instore, trailing off to other areas of Tantrum Throwing by Arrogant Stalking Monkeys on my Back Due to someone in 2020 (a young naive male doctor) accusing me of it “all being in my head” - the fact that I am followed around and harassed, it got me thinking of all the times when I have been harassed over the course of my life; and well, there have been numerous occasions, and really, ‘follow and harass’ is kind of an understatement, and the word more appropriate is persecution. {Stupid Doctor} So here is another example. (There are heaps of examples, but before Home Delivery, I used to get harassed at the supermarket, every time – MONUMENTAL problem at the supermarket, my whole adult life. HUGE). So, I have always been a ‘Quality Fresh Food Woolworths’, fan, for ever, even when there have been cheaper options. (Much to the annoyance of certain powers that be – if you have read this blog, there is a short blonde dog, who is obsessed with me, and wanting to put me in “low class”, – she would really hate the fact, that I shop at Woolworths, I mean, it would drive her nuts, and I am REALLY surprised that Woollies still delivers to me! I mean maybe they can’t be manipulated by stupid blonde dogs, unlike basically everyone else in Australia! Anyway, when I used to physically go to Woollies, this was the time I moved back to Gunnedah from 1998; there was a speckly staff girl that would obsess about me, and there’s also someone in a black car that was there, whenever I was there, at 7am. No idea who that person was (at Gunnedah). - actually, I think those two were in cahoots, and they put items that were on my list, on yellow ticket special!! (a little birdy later told me they did that because I was so thin, they thought me to be starving, and so wanted to help!). But when this became apparent to other people who work there, that this is what they did, then, another girl used to put items through twice at check out, to try and rip me off, infact they would try to steal anyway they could, if they thought no one was watching. This was the same mousy girl that worked at the reject shop and used to steal from me -stole my reading glasses, dozens of reading glasses (and she would have stolen them for someone else, as she was young and did not wear glasses). She is a STUPID jealous thief – I really wish I had her photo, HONESTLY THE WORLD WOULD BE 50MILLION TIMES BETTER WITHOUT HER AND HER ACCOMPLICES IN IT. I still get overcharged/stolen from, by this bimbo today, I saw her at the local Sarina Mitre 10, I think? So, she would also stalk me online too? Prob works with Telstra? (No bodycam back them). Well, I guess that story was a kind of, a little bit off track, as it wasn’t really a ‘followed and harassed’ story, but there’s plenty of those stories on my blog, so I’ll just follow this chain of line…… When Coles opened its doors, I stopped faithfully going to Woollies, and started going to Coles (brand new store opened in Gunnedah, I wanted to give them a shot, as practically everyone shopped at Woollies in Gunnedah. So, I turned up on the first day! And was given a sample bag with Chocolates and Roses!! – they can’t go wrong with that can they! lol). I always shop at 7am when the store opens, as like, I have previously mentioned many times now, I get harassed where ever I go, including the supermarkets. So, 7 is best, usually no one there. Honestly if I go later, say around 10 or 11, OMG, it is so bad, little bloody stupid dogs following me around the store – total sleeping beauties! But the staff there, eventually, I found unbearable - their main game aim was to try to manipulate what I buy, it was a game for them, so if I put an item into my trolley that they didn’t like or think I should have, they threw a tantrum -kind of hard to explain, but making loud noises, banging and carrying on, was part of it, aswell as removing such items out of my trolley when I was not looking (they created distractions – such audacity, such arrogance). Also, whenever I went into the bathroom isle, one of the staff would go ahead of me and remove any of the items that were on my list, so I could never buy toothbrush/toothpaste at Coles (which set off a whole chain of torturous events at the dentist – all evil in life can be traced back to a bimbo girl). Their harassing behaviour was so bad, when I told Tamworth Woolworths what was going on at the Coles store, Woolworths arranged for home deliveries from their store at Tamworth, which by the way was 70km away - so three cheers for Woolworths. Back to Woollies!. Of course, now they both do online shopping, so I can shop in peace, thankgoodness. (There have been still issues with both, of food items disappearing out of my online cart, and items not being delivered or substituted – especially meat cuts, rotten fruits picked out for me, (can no longer buy stone fruit), refrigerated goods being left out over night before delivery, and still, bad meat/fish, bimbo problems if I choose click n collect as apposed to delivery – but all in all, still way better than shopping instore), and really, thank goodness for online shopping – it has been a godsend. I say in the title of this story ‘trailing off’, as this awful situation of someone else throwing a tantrum if I do something that they do not agree with, happens at other times too, like today for instance, 30th Jan 2024 (rental inspection tomorrow). Well, actually, I have noted it happens often whenever I have got something specific to do or to go to, and need to organize myself in advance for the event. I think they want to try to “help” me to be organized for it. And if I don’t get ready when they think I ought to get ready, again they throw tantrums in this strange “stranger” way, like again the loud banging, but also, multiple cars and trucks suddenly driving by my unit, occasionally beeping, loud neighbour voices (harassment voices, often reflections), also yelling, lately aerosol bug spraying over my partition wall, and cigarette smoke by my new neighbours, {I mentioned before sometimes back in Gunnedah or Tamworth I would have girls come up to me holding cigarettes, but not actually smoking them, they would just position themselves around me hold a stinky cigarette). Although I think that neighbour smokes still, even at the great expense that they are! (idiot). I can't believe how arrogant they are; that they would think I would need their help; go fuck yourselves you stupid fucking neighbours and stupid fucking trucks - fucking little idiots. Do you think we are married? Do you think you should have some say in my life? Well NOT and NOT you little stupid little dogs. I have name for those antagonistic wanna-be control freak, married to me’s; “Tantrum Throwing, Arrogant Idiot Stalking Bimbo Monkeys on my Back” FUCK OFF you cowards. Stop using me to power trip, go and USE yourself. 16. Bitches driving infront of me, OR WAITING FOR ME AT MY DESTINATION, as a way of stalking, harassing and stealing from me – DOGS This one is going to sound odd, and a lot of you will ask how can they be following you, if they’re in front of you? Yes, people do ask me that, if they have not got the general gist of my life after reading my blog to this point. It’s true. They know my routine they know where I’m going, so that’s how they can drive in front of me, they may have other reasons as well, but you’ll have to ask them about that. This has been a problem for at least 15 years, this is what they do when I drive anywhere, mostly and especially in the beginning it was no big deal, and not a nuisance, who cares if there’s someone following you or is in front of you, however sometimes, there are just instances where they totally piss me off, due to the nuisance nature, and this particular day at the Hay was one of those times; Could the thieving condescending bitch who was at the Hay at MPB, fuck off -you stupid fucking dog, get a fucking life, and stop fucking harassing me and stalking me. (BTW it was a white SUV and the person was wearing fluorescence, (I did seam to have a spate of multiple white SUV’s following me around MPB then and the next time I went there?) You know maybe it’s jobs provider related? Carol Watson was my jobs provider at the time, but maybe it’s landlord related? Cate Rogers was my landlord at the time - who knows. All I know is it has been a problem for a long time, before those two women were around. Persecution (I want compensation - $500,000) 17. Car Herding and Number Plating I want to mention something about the ‘car herding’ that goes on in Sydney (and Gladstone){by dogs ofcourse} to cause crashes, mainly causing a controlled hit to the rear end. Commonly done in traffic jams where there is bumper to bumper cars. Street Mafias. They also do it at lights where there’s cameras to try and get people to speed over the orange light. Thus, getting a ticket. They work like a pack of dogs to do it. Light people could be involved – everyone wants to play God. I should put that story, when I lived in Sydney I had 3 jobs at one point, in the evenings I would temp babysitting. This one family, about 30minutes away from my unit, was fairly typical, 2 young boys (actually I have mentioned this story elsewhere before, but could not find it, so here it is again, one of the boys was misbehaving, and the other, older boy was trying to get his younger brother to “cooperate” with me, so as not to be difficult, he was kind of trying to be the hero, as boys sometimes do. It was fine by me! At the end of the night, I took my $70 and headed off home. So, on the way home, on the freeway, there was a large truck blocking me from seeing the lights at an intersection; so, as we were sitting there at a stopped red light, when they changed, so I thought, we both started going, there was only the 2 of us at the intersection. However, the light changed back to red before I had crossed the line, so the truck would have been sitting there even after the lights changed to green, in order to trick me, as I could not see. I felt that truck driver did it deliberate so I would get a $70 fine, which I did, making the night a total waste. I believe it was related to that little boy who wanted to play the hero. And some stupid psych jealous truck driver. I do not know anyone who drives trucks, plus I was single at the time, as always. Fuck off you stupid moron. You belong in jail. Someone later told me that person was Prince, who later changed his name to Sign. I personally do not, did not know Prince, I did go to his concert when I was 18 though, we did not meet, I do not believe he would have seen me in the audience, I was in the very back row at the entertainment centre. Why he would be following me around Sydney in a truck is beyond comprehension, and I am glad he is dead. When the dogs told me it was him, I did not believe them, as I thought Prince’s legs would not be long enough to reach the peddles of the truck! When I briefly moved to Melbourne OMG, the number plating! So, lude! I’m just merrily driving along the Melbourne city streets, inadvertently glancing at each car in front of me, beside me, and one’s going opposite me, and vaguely catching the number plate. When all of a sudden, the numberplates change from the typical alpha numerical code, into words, personalised number plates, a whole spate of them in a stretch, and whole conversation start appearing before me! It is extraordinary what these dogs get up to out on the roads! Some of the conversations are in its self, enough to drive you nuts, and thank goodness I don’t live in Melbourne any more. And I describe what they do in one little paragraph here, but, this does not really reiterate as to just a big ‘thing’ this numberplating scene is. It’s a huge car driving dog thing with many rev heads involved. All wanting to come up with short lude ‘chats’. 18. Beeping Bimbo in New Car Phenomenon This has been a real problem in the past, where women are coming up to my gate, and beeping, then driving off straight away. And, always in new cars. Plus, not only coming up to my gate, but if I was down the street, they drive up to me, beep, then turn around and drive off. And they now, also do it in the movies. Lately they have been using a red Mo-ped. I can only guess why they do this, because who knows really why some little unknown nuisance person would do such a thing. My latest theory is; it’s when I go shopping, and I have been overcharged at the checkout. {And not overcharged with the price tag stating one price, and they charging me more, but they change the price tag, and over charge in a legal way.} So then after that happens, a little bimbo beeps her new car – stating, by doing so, “we (or they) just stole from you so we could buy a new car”. And it is 2 in 1, as also they get to product place new cars – or should I say brain wash people into buying expensive new cars. Those marketing people have NO MORALS and are scum little girls. So yesterday I went shopping at the supermarket, online, and when I sat down afterwards to watch a movie, here is another beeping blonde bimbo. Like clockwork now. So, by writing about what happens, basically I’m saying, in case you can’t realise it; fuck off! I don’t need any beeping bimbos to tell me that people are stealing from me, I can see it plain as day, that I’m being overcharged. If you want to actually do something about it, like call up the people who overcharged me and say we can see that you’re stealing from this girl, -by all means go ahead. This will be a far greater option, rather than annoying the crap out of me with beeping bimbos. 19. Same Name Phenomenon Photo shows 2 middle age hiding in the bushes just up from my house one Saturday morning (no longer on my blog due to size issues). I would frequently have people lurking outside my house at Kookaburra Park. My landlord reckons it is because of her – the body corporate there wants to sticky beak at her new veranda… And, on an unrelated matter: This frequently happens: “Same Name Phenomenon”, like an ebay seller contacts me by the name of Linda, and then the same day someone from the government contacts me with a name Linda, and then again, same day, I need to call Telstra and the call centre girl is named Linda. What the hell – am I speaking to the same call centre on all 3 occasions? Annoying little nuisance dogs. And, on another unrelated matter: “To Kill a Mockingbird”. I always thought that movie was famous for its story, turns out the story has nothing to do with the price of eggs in China. It is about the title. The point of it, is, if you’re being harassed by people, or even birds for that matter, then by sitting down and watching a movie, suddenly they will stop! It is quite remarkable how this works. It happens so much in my life, I find it hard to know why this issue has not been frequently discussed, and on numerous occasions! So, someone’s just made up this movie to explain to people in a kind of non-existent roundabout way, about what happens, and still no one really talks about the fact that people get harassed frequently by other people….or birds. Like how I get harassed by the person who lives across the road at 9 Village Lane, (David Hooker, Sharon Millet her son and daughter from previous marriage) the latest thing they do (or one of them does) is a continuation of banging when I walk outside. I find though, all harassment stops, as soon as I sit down and watch a movie. Those ones did stop doing this briefly banging after I walked outside, after I named and shamed them, but when I removed the address from my posting, they started again. They belong in jail. 20. Stalking neighbours online too I wrote this in 2020, and 12 months later, again having same problems with this person who drives this car (Hooker and Millet who live across the rd) (or perhaps it is the passenger?) they seemed to have stopped putting families, and or different members of the community in there who then harass me, thank goodness, (they could have been prostitutes, but actually I think they were from facebook?) much quieter now, no yelling out, banging and tapping, carrying on like that. Actually, it’s been very quiet there in the meantime, and I do think the police spoke to them about the problems as well, and that’s probably why it’s been all quiet over there since. But I think they have something to do with banning me from all social media and eBay. Today when I created another ebay account under AustralianSeed, instead of farmplantsandseeds2015, it was going well, but then at 1107am today, April 2021, they deleted my account and that car revved up and left – I am 100% sure they are complaining to ebay and all online websites and having me banned. DOGS. The QLD Small Business Tio is hopeless. This country is horrid, that person driving that car should be castrated. I mention when I upload stuff, occasionally I am not stalked online, maybe my online stalkers have gone home to get some sleep? Maybe they have left to go to the pub? But sooner or later BANNED I’ll give you an example of what my neighbours typically do in the form of harassment; so, this morning I was busy, remembering, to water all my ferns (I had to burn back one) and in my haste I left the back door on back veranda unlocked, but as I was went out onto the front veranda, watering those ferns, suddenly the neighbour down there went “woohoo” and in the past whenever I hear “woohoo” from a girl, it means the girl has just stolen something from me. (Not sure if the “woohoo” came from Bob and Helens, or from the Sharon Millets house, who seems to sit there all day and concern herself with whatever I am doing, maybe it’s her daughter?) or even, the rental house behind them on Elseardway? Also, I want to say, I came to the conclusion that the girl “woohooing” means this, because it always happens – a pattern. It’s not just a hidden make-believe meaning that I have concocted, there’s literally a type of person who steals from me, and then, have some sort of cohort, who goes “woohoo” or sometimes they beep a car horn, as I’ve mentioned numerous times. It would’ve been someone light footed like a child, because I didn’t hear them, and all this week, and I think it was last week too, I’ve been hearing a little boy staying in the empty house across from me through the trees, in Beeke Smiths place. Can’t actually see their house from here, they have a dog or they’re doing dog sounds on audio equipment, because dogs aren’t actually allowed here. So, I strongly suspect that little shit, came onto my Veranda. By the way, that voice of the little boy that I heard coming from the empty house I mistakenly thought that voice was coming from Mat and Naomi place and it turns out that it wasn’t them it was someone in Beeke Smith‘s place, so, I would’ve falsely accused Mat and Naomi for all of that harassment that I’ve encountered over the past two years. I however have not heard any complaints from them, but I believe the recent theft may have been an act of revenge from Mat and the Naomi, or their friends - which makes them guilty anyway. Actually, I’ve had a lot of retribution, from, in particular, my landlord Catie Rogers, who insists that Mat and Naomi are innocent, and she has stressed this many times, so much so, that I now suspect, the reason she hasn’t done this with anyone else here, is because she knows they are all guilty, Beeke Smith is friends with Win, Winfred O’hoer, who is friends with my landlord, so I suspect my landlord is protecting that group of people - who have been harassing me and stealing from me all this time??. As you can imagine, this is just a disgraceful situation, and I am looking for somewhere else to live. I don’t have thieves in my life, if you steal, we are not friends, we never will be, there will be no forgiveness. Anyway, back to my woohoo story, while I was back out on the back veranda, I realised what had been taken, secateurs and they removed the plug from the bottom of my large inflatable tub so it was leaking everywhere. That’s exactly the kind of thing they do, when I had my black plastic out front, they put a whole in it, sabotage - persecution by thieves. Or they could’ve just been woohooing because my ferns had to be burnt back - that’s the kind of thing a girl would woo hoo about, as in woo hoo, you lost, I won, as my ferns don’t need to be burnt back! See how much they waste my time. I am really busy atm. Btw, one of the neighbours who I met just before I moved in, has done a couple of manual jobs for me up here, which was very nice, and certainly makes a nice change from my usually complaints about neighbours. So, I have written this whole blurb, and not mentioned my other neighbours Bob and Helen Elder, when infact OMG, why do I have neighbours who obsess about me and what I am doing? They have serious mental health issues, if they cannot mind their own business in every single minute. They are really old and cocky, and do the most devious things of them all – very passive aggressive. At this point looking back, I really can’t be bothered to go into to everything they got up to, and all their antics, I suspect they were also in cahoots with the couple at ACE hardware? I must have mentioned them before on a few other stories, but they were, well, say on a scale from 1 to 10, so far as neighbours go, they were at most, a, 4. 21. P plate-ing 40yr old women P PLATES p-plates I haven’t noticed this so much up here in QLD, but in Gunnedah, {after quite a few years, I noticed} and finally put together the fact that women were distracting me with P plate cars (due to a good looking p plater I ran into when I was younger, much younger in Sydney!) But these P platers in Gunnedah would hoon around me like they were young silly things. And frequently, like, every time I went into town, over 18yrs from 2000-2018. But when I looked closer at who was driving, I noticed that it wasn’t a young p plater, it was women in their 40s (my age) different ones all the time. I definitely noticed that their main aim was to distract me. (God only knows why? What did they not want me to see?) And often they would follow me on longer trips, like on my daytrip to Warrenbungles/State Forest. (I told you, constant doggedness) what the hell is wrong with those stupid women? Who was paying them. I suspect it they may be from the ABC, as centerlink stalkers were not that organized. I sensed those girls were zombie and had no idea what they were doing, and maybe were under orders from some rich people that have nothing better to do than harass single ladies. (Powertrip – “I want someone to boss around and manipulate and I want to do it in a car!).” – so Unhealthy, so absurd. SO ANNOYING – FOR YEARS AND YEARS. Plus, they have, had simply NO IDEA how annoying they are. Clueless to their nuisance. I thought this is worth mentioning because I want to say to those women; bugger off you stupid little hoons and get a real life, stop polluting our air. In 2025 I suspect they are still ‘out there’ but, they can no longer get away with it, so blend more in, - no plates. Photo from www.caradvice.com.au 22. DOGS, at work, not at work, on the street, in shops, at home - it makes no difference where (I did do a nice illustator image showing a house, kids and Mary Poppins me! but to big to include!) At one point in my 30s I worked alongside a temp nanny agency, doing temp nanny work, which meant I went out to various houses, all along the North Shore in Sydney, and babysat their kids when Mum and Dad were out in the evening. It was usually Friday and Saturday nights, but not always. I can’t begin to tell you how many times I had people, mostly young women, out on the street trying to peer in and watch me, watching the kids - it was ridiculous. I have previously mentioned I am frequently followed by young women (dogs), but while I was babysitting, they would stay outside the house, and make themselves known by trying to peer in, or try to join in the conversation, or carry on with other antics - while it was mostly females, occasionally men. I’ve done this little cartoon clipart, because I just find it so ridiculous that people would do this; they must not have any life of their own, to want to follow some complete stranger around and try and peer in on them. I mean, don’t they have any self-respect, or values of any sort. What kind of hopeless parents did they have? And this was the North Shore, quite a hoity toity area. So, I can only make comments here, about how hopeless a lot of mothers are, to make their kids think that this kind of behaviour is normal and acceptable. I really feel there has to be some sort of education in schools about this behaviour, - stalking, perving, spying, intruding, monitoring - it’s not acceptable, and it has to be SPELT OUT, as it seems a lot of society is too stupid to put it together. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. (I am updating this in 2025, and this is still a HUGE problem. Neighbours in particular now. Sometimes I think they must have no brain at all, because they sit for hours and stare at me - so weird. And of course they are still stealing: watch, wait and steal. Lotus plant dug up and stolen off my veranda by neighbours last night.) I think I’ve written about this too, but I can’t find it, so I will just quickly put it here again; the girl who used to follow me when I went to work every day at Enmore, on Enmore Road, it’s like if I couldn’t find a carpark outside my work, and had to park a block or two away, this girl, blonde hair, would get really anxious, because I was there, when I should’ve been down where I work, she was, literally part dog and was being territorial. She would follow me until I reached my shop, if I stopped on the way, so would she, and she would start harassing me verbally. Seriously this happened. COMPLETLELY NUTS. (This verbal harassment from women on the street used to happen a lot, but usually I don’t see who it is shouting out – they are sneaky.) I thought about what an earth makes someone, a human, turn out this way - it’s completely unnatural. I figured it’s from one of her parents, or both, lording over her while she was growing up, saying this is my house, nothing in it is yours, and basically treating her with no respect, so that she developed this ridiculous canine personality (?? – no one else has come up with a theory). I just wanted to yell at her one day YOU KNOW THIS IS NOT YOUR STREET; Anyone has the right to walk here, or walk where ever they want in any public street, all across Sydney. That stupid little blonde just couldn’t understand this concept of PUBLIC STREET. I think she was a blonde? She may have had tinges or red? It was a while back now. I remember one time I had this little dog follow me when I was going over to visit family friends who lived at Collaroy (they have since moved). Collaroy is on the other side of Sydney, from where I lived, and that girl obviously didn’t have any money, yet still she was trying to follow me, - I think, she was actually hitchhiking? But when I hopped on the final bus (it’s a bit complicated to get there from western Sydney), she tried to sneak on the back without paying, the bus driver saw what she was doing, and shut the door before she got on, shut the door in her face. I feel like that bus driver was the only person in Sydney that would stop one of those dogs in their tracks - everybody else is amused by the dogs and so would help them follow me - such is the stupid nature of not only the dogs but most people in general. Hooray for that bus driver. Occasionally you come across good ones like that good bus driver, only occasionally. So, I ended up at my destination in Collaroy, with an evening free of the DOGS. What a nice change. Oh, I just remembered another time when a woman saw a dog following me (unbeknownst to me – I am not in the habit of looking behind me as I walk down the street, every 30 seconds), and this woman told her off; sent her marching in no uncertain terms. The woman owned the shop that I had walked into, Lisa Fry, I later worked for her designing clothes for Gothic people - romantic goths!! I think destiny had me working there because I looked good in a Mortisha skirt!! So, you can see, followed around by dogs all my adult life, DOGS, at work, not at work, on the street, in shops, in supermarkets while choosing the veges…at home, - it makes no difference just constant doggedness. I am surrounded by morons. { At least if I stay home I have some relative safety; out in public or in the workplace, there's no safe place from dog attacks, not even the toilets. Unbelievable doggedness. And fuck you Centrelink, you stupid little girls – dogs there too, deliberate attacks, least I don’t have to go in there now too}. Btw, the main motivation of those dogs I feel, IS TO STEAL, looking for an opportunity to steal. They are fucking little thieving cunts who all should be shot – no exceptions. NONE. Here is a good spot to mention: Twice I’ve seen in my life 2 different people: one of them worked in the fashion industry, and then later left to be a caretaker. Now, they might not of had as much ‘prestige’ or ‘street cred’ at being titled a caretaker. But the money would’ve been about the same, (if not better), but the lifestyle of being a caretaker would be 50,000 times better than the lifestyle of working in a busy fashion industry. The other one was a receptionist who enjoyed her job, she was good at it, she had her own little private domain going on, one that she was in full control of. It would’ve been satisfying for her on many levels. One of the managers noticed how good she was at her job, and offered her a promotion, and the girl being young, and thinking ‘oh well promotion, how good, more money’, so accepted. But this took her away from her little domain, and into the office amongst all of the piranhas. I just think she made a bad lifestyle choice, even though the money was a little better, I feel she would not be happy in the longrun and she would just be far more happy and satisfied remaining as receptionist. I mean, I know other people aren't like me and don't like solitude quite as much as I do, but I think everything comes down to control in the end, and she would have lost her control. Young people, young women in particular are not aware of the dangers, of what goes on in the workplace, and what it means to be happy in life. So having a seemingly good title, and a pay increase, often does not outway the cons associated with those kinds of jobs What society perceives as a good job or a so-so job, does not always add up. The image clip of the girls outside the house, is by Suburban Tot Super Street Gang, and I thought it appropriate, because while those girls outside were adults, they were really basically still children on the inside. And some people are offended by my reference to girls as dogs – but they are. I like calling a spade a spade, if you can’t handle THE TRUTH about what happens to people like me, TOUGH TITTIES, time to toughen up and get rid of the dogs, so I don’t have to reference them when I write about my life. I’m not going to omit them just because all the stupid drunk rich housewives are offended at the dog reference. Unfortunatly they are a big unwanted part of my life. And this is how I am exposing them, and getting rid off them. WAKE UP. 23. A common obsession tactic is to try to distract me inorder to muck up the intended goal This one is really annoying – and they still do it today, as I update this in 2024 Could the occupants at NO 9 Village Lane kookaburra Park Gin Gin please find something else to preoccupy themselves with, aside from me, and what I’m doing. Stop trying to come up with plans to distract me. You must have absolutely no ability to think of something to do which doesn’t involve annoying the crap out of other people and being a nuisance. Bloody third BORN, I bet. They also car rev and leaves, when I go to eat. They do not really rev loudly, but they have multiple cars at that address, and the other one is a really old big car that is loud, I term it a hoon car, it would be a major petrol guzzler, they really should focus not on me, but on coming up with money to buy a new car. Some people just don’t know how to live. Sharon Millets son, I think, could be her husband, but I heard he claimed no part to her 2 kids – they are from a previous marriage! Wake up bimbo mothers. I could only see that person‘s legs they were skinny and long and I couldn’t tell whether they were male or female. Looked like David Hooker to me? Oh, there’s that song again, it goes; fuck of fuck off fuck off. I have the next paragraph on 4 other stories, as it has come to realization, in 2024, that this particular issue is the main issue with most of the problems I have with ‘monkees on my back’; those people are, infact single narcissists, who are latching on to me, as a single woman, trying to play out their stupid narcissists ways (they still may be in a relationship with someone else, but that other someone else, does not let them play their games, so they look elsewhere, it is a form of betrayal too. But I mean, just get a divorce, its no good being married to a narcissists. No point.) You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much NOT being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it, sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (As soon as I read this, I immediately thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also, a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools. And Telstra call centre staff). So, if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of people do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid. Scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. 24. Coward car and truck drivers playing road games in order to TEACH ME A LESSON This is the car that was at the tip, then left just after me, then was seen just behind me ½ later in a different town. Not a coincidence. STALKER! This week I ventured out to the local tip to drop off a dryer and an ironing board. Now, the person I spoke to Sheena, was friendly enough, we had a little chitchat about a tip shop that should be there, we discovered we both like shopping at tip shops! and she said everyone who comes here she considers them her friend and that’s why she likes working there. I then said thanks and bye, I dropped off my stuff, then left. That was the end of it, so I thought. However, after I left, I noticed that Sheena left as well, (2:45 pm) and then I later saw her half an hour later over in a different town, it is like she followed me over there. Now, I have had this problem before, of people following me, it has happened countless times, particularly if I go into retail shops, with young women. And here is just another time, but a perfect example to talk about, as in a local situation, a local encounter with someone called Sheena, tall with red hair. I have no idea what she was doing following me, why she would be following me, or what possesses someone to follow someone else on the roads, like that. SHE IS FUCKING NUTS. Someone told me that, it’s just a low-class thing, that people with not much education or brains do, which I would believe, because it’s such a stupid thing to do - I certainly would not follow anyone. Nor have I ever. Or maybe because we spoke in a friendly manner, she thinks we’re friends, and she wanted to follow me, in a friendly manner because she knows about my blog and the fact that people are stealing from me, especially in other towns - maybe she felt her duty to make sure nobody stole anything from me that time when I went out - in a protective dog type manner? WHO KNOWS - ITS STILL NUTS. (I don’t believe anything was taken from me that day? although I did get a quote from the windscreen repair guy, maybe it was excessive? and I did call 5 other windscreen people to get a quote, but all I got through to, were what seemed like ‘the dogs’ – Telstra bitches who pretend to be the intended person I call - at any rate there are no other people in Mackay who can repair a windscreen). But I discovered my Eucalyptus woodwardii seeds were taken the next day (they would have been taken not when I was at the tip shop, but a week or 2 ago), and, I am not sure, if it is coincidence, but I stopped at a ladies house in Campwin Beach who had a pretty bottlebrush, and I asked her if I could collect some seed from it, she said sure, but she also said, least I asked, because she has had a problem with people stealing from her garden. Can I say coincidence because it’s another common thing I’ve noticed older dogs, older female dogs do, and that’s arrange situations for me to fall into (traps) where they get to “teach me” or “teach somebody a lesson” - it’s done out of pure controlling spite and predatory hateful behaviour. So, the lesson being here, is that you have to ask if you want to take something from the garden, rather than just take it - which of course, I always do, but perhaps there are other people reading my blog, who just help ‘themselves’. Also, Toll truck drivers are somehow involved, and other people who stop in front of me, to slow me down, in order for ‘timing’ purposes - so I get to see the Toll truck as it drives past - they do this, as in sign, as in, “you have to pay the toll”, - which means that they have stolen something from my house, so I believe they may have stolen my Eucalyptus woodwardii seeds before, and that’s how they could plan their road toll truck game. This road car behaviour happens frequently, whenever the dogs are up to their fucked ‘teach you a lesson’ behaviour. It especially happened a lot in Miriam Vale. I have a car cam now which has helped greatly in combating these fuckwits, and I have the car that stopped in front of me, aswell as the Toll truckdriver from my last trip, ON VIDEO - which I’m going to do a whole collage of, and upload them to YouTube, so you can see I’m not just making this up or inventing ‘signs’, this is a real thing that the idiots out there do - and of course they target me, because I’m single. So, I think in the last 30 years of my life, I have had a lot of people who like to think I am their “friend”, and well you know that’s fine if you just chat away, joke around, no problems, but putting aside normal friendly people, there is an element out there, particularly in the female world, who maybe act really strange and have peculiar dog like territorial behaviours {my last landlord for instance} (often people who are messed up, mentally speaking, they may have endured childhood abuse, but, not necessarily so, there are a lot of people who act like this, and who are not aware of their dysfunction – like I have said before, once you are aware of unsavvy behaviour about yourself, you can do something about it, easy). If you read my “Don’t be afraid of being accused a hero” story, on page 6, this really describes in detail what people do when they think they’re being friendly and helpful, when really, they’re only ‘helping’ themselves. I find that’s what people who think they’re ‘friends’ with me, adopt this attitude, they think they’re being helpful, when in actual fact they’re just going on a power trip. And I just feel and sense, that there are a lot of people out there claiming to be my friend, when in actual fact they definitely are not, and they are probably someone who has stolen from me. I do not have friends that steal from me, if we were friends and you stole from me, we would instantly be no longer friends. I have a very low opinion of anyone who steals, they are pathetic scum and should be shot. So, it’s not that I’m opposed to having friends, and I’m all in favour of friendly chitchats, and of course we all know how businesses like having “friends” - so the not real type friends but people who have money. But when it comes to real friendships, I’m quite proud of clearly stating for the record, I do not have any friends, so if you hear someone claim to be my friend, they are lying and probably a thief! (Except maybe Tammy, who may or may not have found me, my latest rental!) -actually I find people and friends you knew/had as a child growing up, are the people you can most trust, as you know them well and they know you) So, I guess while I don’t have anyone in particular to say this too, I have been dying to say it for many years now, and it has come about because of ‘false friendship people’ and those people know who they are, so I guess it’s for them; (possible Cathy Goldman) For anyone who thinks that they’re my friend, and who are pretending to be my friend; fuck off you stupid dog. I’m never going to like you, and that’s why; you are stupid, you are a dog, and you are a major bitch the three worst personality traits one could possess, and you possess all 3, so fuck off. And while I am at it, I also having fake family people stating they are my family, when, they are NOT family. Family consists or people related by birth or marriage. Family does not mean anyone I went to school with, or my neighbours, or previous farming communities. Really and truly. My neighbour told me because of the excess swearing people, will think I’m a drunk. I told him everybody knows I don’t drink. 25. Bonds Bullies, toilet stalkers again So, at the moment there’s stupid female dogs with babies hanging around my units, and they’re kind of like yelling out and making baby noises, - harassing me. It’s not usually like that here, there’s no one with babies or kids (woohoo). – really so much better living in a vicinity without kids. But, I know what the dogs are doing, they are doing scenes, something to remind me of different things that I have experienced. They do it as they think they’re helping, when actually, there just stupid bitches playing the cat and mouse game, it’s annoying, its evil, they have been doing it for years, and they should be shot. As soon as I realized what they wanted me to write down, they left. SEE (I know it sounds crazy, but they really harass me). So, this time, they wanted to remind me (in the hopes I write about it) about the bullies at Bonds, when I worked there. And indeed, there were female bully bitches there – I was definitely bullied by the females there; in the first few weeks I started there, some woman accused me of stealing her lunch! AS IF. There was also a female bully toilet incident. Toilet attacked. {So strange how some women will follow another girl into the loo in order to bully her, thinking that nobody else will be able to see them behaving badly - such cowards.} -that was the pattern makers, 2 of them. My now nickname for them are 2 stupid little dogs. It never ceases to amaze me how stupid and non-thinking women can be. The main problem with them (and basically all women actually), in any situation with women, what they do is jump to conclusions and assume that I’m angry or pissed off just because I don’t sit down and chitchat with them, and sometimes, it’s because I am not the best looker and don’t wear makeup, I am different from them, particularly the ones who were in the fashion industry, (mainly though, the issue is the fact that I am single, you can’t work there unless your married or have a boyfriend, it is socially UNACCEPTABLE to be single, according to those bitches). The thought that I don’t really care about them, does not even enter into their heads. And so, then they start a whole war campaign against me, it’s one of their favourite things to do, ‘play sides’ dogs who play sides, and try and get as many people in the community to be as mean and bitchy as possible. (I still experience this today at new location from Cassandra Hayes, (stray dog – do not know her) who tries to get people to gang up on me on Facebook and re my neighbours, they cut my tree down – such community STUPITY). But, I STILL HAVE those Bond dogs go and get the bully dogs, and they do horrible things, like steal from me (again, they think they are helping). They are also jealous of me, especially when I lived at Rangari, infact it would be those girls specifically who would have stolen my 12 white Maxwell 500ml mugs, and been in involved in the brain washing to get me cast out I bet. The girl I replaced at Bonds was Katie Carter, and Katie Carter was Steve Carters sister, who lives at Rangari and purchased the farm where I was living. See now, small world. This is an ongoing thing that women do, time and time again, there’s just no stopping them as they are so unhealthy, and will only respond to NAZI tactics, and as I am not a NAZI, they still continue to harass, torment and steal. They don’t seem to be able to evolve into common sense at all, still little girls. I can’t remember all their names, but 2 in particular were problematic, and especially stupid, one was Franka, an Italian girl, they used to talk about her on the news she was so mean. The other, Kelly, her dad used to work for Tip Top bread, she would bring piklets in. They used to hang out together, and they would come down to the marker room and torment me. Oh, there was so a 3rd one, a mignon, the supervisa’s spy mignon, who was a bully, and completely stupid. But she left to get married, thankgoodness. She was another woman who realized she made a mistake (mistake being a total non-thinking nazi bitch – a very common female personality trait in my experience), and tried to make it up to me; she asked me if I would like a big cork pin board; it had a faulty patch, so they were going to toss it. Even though it needed to be replaced, I do believe it was attempt to make up for bad behaviour. This is something that happens from time to time, some women realise later they have acted like a bully. (Most don’t realize – they are still to stupid to know what they have said in their banter half the time.) I don’t know why it’s so easy for them to make this mistake in the first place. From my view point its sheer stupidity: many nonthinking women in Australia and what’s worse is most of them are clueless about how stupid they are. You know I was told that I was the only one in that whole Sample room that actually worked, whenever that person saw anyone else, they were just standing around chitchatting - which I can tell you was pretty much the situation 90% of the time. So, whenever I hear someone say “if you work hard, you will get rewarded”, I always cringe a little, because I know that that is absolutely not true. Especially I hear that in successful peoples biographies, I wonder if they are just trying to win people over to their “wealth”. ‘I worked hard for it.’ Infact when I remember back to my mother telling me the value of working hard and “starting at the bottom and working your way up”, when I was 17; what a load of crap! You know so many people in many workplaces, once they establish you as a ”low paid worker” – that’s it, you get no respect from them ever, only disrespect from them, no matter what happens, this is true not just of other low paid people, but also of stupid management. I always think now what a waste, those first 10 years of my life were; working so hard, sometimes up to 60 hours a week, practically for minimum wage and all for somebody else, who you barely knew, and who doesn’t give a flying fuck about you, and certainly won’t be ‘looking out” for you in anyway in the future. Sometimes it just doesn’t work out, no matter how hard you work. Also, I want to add, after someone has been a bitch in the workplace, with some snide comment, often passive aggressive, indicating complete lack of respect for me. Then the next day or the next week, whenever, they just expect me to put on the Barbie bimbo smile and play nice. This used to really irritate me, even though I know that is a part of life and the work place, having to work alongside people you don’t like. But that girl had proved herself to be a complete stupid bitch, and she is not someone who I would want in my life, ever, no matter what she did from that point on. What is done is done and cannot be changed. Having said that, I always conducted myself in a professional manner at work, unlike those stupid bitches. You would not hear me making snide bitchy comments at coworkers. Your worst fear Franca and Kelly “I AM better than you” – it’s really true, and you will have to deal with it, like grownups. They also discriminated against a Chinese woman who was new there in the sample room, my friend from Fashion school. All 3 pattern makers did that. No wonder Bonds shut down. Btw, it wasn’t because I ‘stank’; I often hear rumours about those 3, telling people it was because I stank; this is not true, this is something bullies say to try and justify their bad bully behaviour, to play sides. {Even after I was sent down to the warehouse on a weekly basis, with all the western suburbs local boys in their stinky sweaty bonds singlets, and who had porn stuck up on their office wall. Still clean enough}. So, that sort of behaviour from stupid bitchy women, just repeats, in any situation, where there are a lot of females, and no males. You should see what happens when I go to a shopping mall – so STUPID, and again, the dogs set up those situations, as a part of their playing sides. How did women get the vote? STUPID. And, when I moved across to a different department – again, more retarded bullies, this time both male and female, plus they were old, people who should know better, but DON’T – still children on a playground. Talk about backwards. Infact that whole company is run by bullies, and it was like a game; a desirable thing to do, who can be the ‘biggest bully’ on the playground, with their secret desire of finding a victim, someone to pick on, the most imperative thing for them -the most important thing for them, more important than the work. There mentality was so fucked up. The backgrounds of most of those western suburbs old people- their family backgrounds, must’ve have been just filled with abuse and dysfunction. There were 2 people in particular, quite old, in the marker making room, who would both be dead by now (30yrs ago), so hoorray, hoorray - the world is just a little bit better because they’re both DEAD. I will not name and shame them, because then the DOGS, will go and get their arshole families, who will harass / follow and or steal from me. This seems to be the pattern that happens now. Fuck them, fuck their families, I curse you. (I broke out into song when I wrote that last part hooray hooray the witches dead!). You have to be nice to the girl – or bad things will happen to you – fact of nature. HA HA (one of them got cancer so I was told). Btw, as I think back on these Bonds incidents, the new department floor manager looked exactly the same as the real estate guy at Pendle Hill – I am not sure about this, but I am thinking they were playing games, alike how the dogs follow me around with phones? It just would not surprise me if he was giving me problems, as looking back it seems like ALL my landlords have. What an idiot – and hey, fuck off. Maybe I should have got his wife’s name, looked her up in the phone book; “excuse me, your husband is following me around like a dog – could you please come and get him and put him on his leash”. {Actually, over the years, there have been multiple wives I could have called and stated as such}. Such revolting humans I encounted in Sydney, and I bet there is a whole heap worse they did, that I did not even know about out there at Pendle Hill / Wentworthville. Passive aggressive. And Sydney is quite good compared to other areas in Australia – you can’t believe some of the hillbillys in the outback. By the way if you read my whole blog, in particular my story about aus-study, and not being allowed it, then you can possibly see why two years prior to working at bonds, of ‘not eating’, is simply not going to work out at all; you need all your strength and wits about you to work in such a company. I might add, those two girls, those two bullies, were actually big; tall and big (not fat). Whereas I was VERY petite. Basic bullying 101. Fuck off those 2. Little birdie told me that Franka’s husband suggested to me that Franca is the type of person that you literally have to tell to fuck off, otherwise she'll just keep hanging around -such stupidity; put your wife on a leash. I've seen her at least three times stalking me over the years, she stalked me in Sydney as well, I saw her at McDonald's - she's 3rd born nuts. Another stalking bimbo; piss off you stupid Cunt. Also, I want to mention here, I’ve had some difficulties purchasing supplies for this craft over the years, things like getting my scissors sharpened, getting my machine serviced, getting the correct needle size. I’m often sabotaged, and I’m pretty sure I have mentioned it before on my blog, in regards to hopeless retailer girls seeing me in fear that they will be found out when it comes to their dodgy retailing practices. Anyway, I’m not sure but I suspect those girls at Bonds might have something to do with the sabotage? The above image is my design “Hakea petiolaris cluster on beige cloud” – on Natural Linen, it is no longer available since my portfolio and whole studio was deleted by spnfl staff. 26. Screaming gecko, loud lizard, high-pitched tapping sounds from gecko in QLD, tuck tick tick This little house Critter (Gin Gin and Builyan QLD) has a vocal sound varying from a quiet tapping/knocking noise, to a fairly high pitch very loud tapping noise, almost scream like. There are a few in my house and they seem to talk to one another via this tapping / knocking method. Tick Tick Tick, short consecutive sounds. I did a video of it. The first sound you hear in the video is kind of loud but they get much louder. I haven’t seen any other YouTube sound videos, showing exactly how loud these little geckos get, it’s enough to wake me at night often. This little gecko has very soft almost albino like pink skin, clearly an indoor gecko only, not hard skins like all the other geckos that I’ve seen in New South Wales, which, by the way, never made any sounds ever! Since I moved to QLD, I have had to get used to them, plus, I feel, people do not believe me when I tell them I am being woken in the middle of the night by a scream. It was really quite hard catching these on camera, they are elusive, and I have not yet managed to catch the lizard when it’s making the very loud sounds in the act. Sometimes instead of a multiple Tick Tick Tick, they just make 1 Tick sound, which sounds like a scream! I captured this sound just from turning my recorder on at night, sooner or later they make their sounds. I wonder if they kind of bark the sounds out… I looked it up, and it is called the Asian house gecko – an introduced gecko into the warmer parts of QLD. Although I moved further north, towards Mackay, and there are no Asian house geckos. The local gecko here does not make any sounds, is outdoors, and actually wags its tail when it sees me!! It’s like after he sees I am not a threat, he finds a good spot to stop running, and then wags his tail, to say I am here, – I am trying to get that on camera, but near impossible. 27. My Daewoo Car looks like a mouse One evening driving home in peak bumper to bumper traffic along Parramatta Rd, after work, this Chinese guy suddenly leapt into my lane infront of me, and then stopped suddenly, so I basically had no choice but to crash into him. It wasn’t a big crash; we were able to just get into our cars and pull around to the corner out of the way to sort out insurance details. I am writing about it because that Chinese guy did it DELIBERATELY so he could talk to me. No ifs or buts about it, some arrogant, cocky dick. Thankgoodness, I got to leave the city and live in the country. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police, radio powertrippers, and other such ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s (At one point it actually became so notable, even to the police, that I was being followed by them, that they had to cut back), but it was because I had a charcoal Daewoo, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse. I truly am living on a planet filled with pea-brains. Oh, and one another time I was on Parramatta Road driving to work, in bumper-to-bumper traffic, a car crashed into my bumper bar, and it wasn’t a big smash or anything, he just hit it, and dented it, and he said that he didn’t have time on his way to work to stop and sort out insurance details, and he wanted to come round to my house after work and sort it out, so I naïvely agreed, but, he did come round, he and his dad, and, get this, they wanted me to say, literally to the insurance company, that I had been driving backwards and crashed into the front of their car!! (So, then I would have to pay hundreds of dollars in insurance) those men must have a screw loose. Can you believe that? I may have been a young naïve 20-year-old, but I wasn’t stupid. I had to laugh at him, and said no, as I saw he was serious. They left pretty much straight away, but I mean how stupid are the women in his life, that he thought he could ask me that? I really feel that there must be an element of women out there who should just go back to school or something, really and truly. (Oh, it seems I need to point out, I wasn’t driving erratically fast and then suddenly stopping, so the person behind me would have no choice but to crash. It was just this guy, was a young 19-year-old Italian hoon, and he wasn’t paying attention - so he crashed into me. I have to say here, at least I had a car, don’t get me started on the problems I had with female dogs on public transport for the previous 4 years. Public transport, just say no. (I do however feel a young person is not capable of driving and navigating traffic, 18 is too young to be driving in Sydney, you need a little more patience and experience with people.) I purchased this car brand-new after two years of working at Bonds when I left at age 23, and had to work on the other side of Sydney, it was a bit risky because really you shouldn’t take on a loan unless you’ve got a secure job, and I had just quit mine and started a new one, but because I had dad as guarantor they gave it to me, plus they make a whole heap of money from the sale, (the new job I got, didn’t work out, and it started a series of multiple jobs trying to pay all my bills….never again, it’s a trap.) So, the interest rate was so exorbitant, that it was a win lose situation for me no matter how you look at it; with the finance company (Nissan) and car dealer winning, and me losing. I ended up paying twice the value of the car, in extra fees and rates, not to mention a under 25yr old insurance costs ($1500 ctp insurance per year – they are thieves too). No choice. This car was essential to living, not only to get from A to B where public transport did not go, but for my mental health well-being – life is way more bearable WITHOUT DOGS harassing me. I had to have a car. I figured I should buy a new one, so I won’t have any car problems, since I didn’t know anything about cars. (I did later enrol in an evening car mechanics course at the local community college – but I think that was to no avail…) I have a whole heap of car stories to tell you but I don’t really want to get into all of that. I did try later getting a loan from CBA to pay for it, as their interest rates were considerably less, but plain rudely said NO (Although the nature of the loan (the sneaky nature, Nissan Finance, get you to pay all the interest in the first 12 mnths of the loan, so if you ever can pay it back in full, you still have probably paid all the interest, as if you had it for the full 5 year duration – do you see what sneaky thieves they are? All legal.) But actually, I’m glad I bought it, I needed it, it was a good car, surprisingly roomy in the boot. I liked it, the dark colour, and especially the Flame decal down both sides. And it was built with a good sturdy Ford Motor, lasted well, and would’ve continued to last a lot longer if I didn’t hit a big roo just after dad died. It was a bit too ‘low’ for farm life anyway, and I replaced it (after waiting stuck on the farm for 3months until dads house sold, (bloody lucky it sold) I ended up getting a ‘raised’ Ute which was much better not only to cope with driving down the paddock checking trees, but could cope with Gunnedah council bad rocky dirt roads. I did not get a photo of my car, (not sure how I managed before without camera), unfortunatly, showing my decals, so I improvised see below; 1995 Daewoo 1.5i Auto (someone said the reason I had so many people following me was because they were all chasing flames! Not only the boys, but this car ‘worked up’ the girls too; when they saw me – it supposedly prompted them to purchase a car for themselves and want to go for a spin!! Infact some would say this car and me, as the buyer, was a deliberate marketing ploy by the car companies for such purposes, and as I personally believed at the time when it came out that this car was targeted for me – this is quite possible true. Thankyou Emily) 28. Flickr admin account thieves - Don MacAskill, Chris MacAskill Another banned Flickr accounts An email I received from Flickr admin, re another ‘banned’ account! So, this is what my saboteurs do, {I call them saboteurs, but really, they’re just stupid dogs who are out to get me (because they can’t get me), I’m innocent}. So, they create issues, and complain about me to Admin, and the admin, without giving too much thought, will just ban me, so they don’t have any problems. This is what is wrong with the Internet atm, it is run by stupid nonthinking twits, who don’t want any problems, and who are scared to find the truth, and are intimidated by stupid dogs threatening legal action (when they have no grounds for legal action anyway). Fear. So, after I was ban, I created a new email address and a new name, and created a new Flickr account, actually Flickr don’t ban people, they just delete their accounts, without any communication, Nazis - Nazi behaviour. But I have been storing all my photos from my “stolen items” and “my blog”, on the new account, mainly just to keep it there for safe storage, as I’ve mentioned many of my photos are stolen and by the way, including this one at the top, but I do have six other different storage areas, so I can usually always get back any image that has been stolen, and there’s been heaps over the past two years. You can see why the one above was stolen; I name names, I don’t hold back, if you’re going to mess with me, then I’m going to let everybody know about it. I don’t care who you are, or how old you are. If you harass me or steal from me in anyway, I’ll be naming and shaming you. Someone has to do it. {This is the main reason why my accounts have been deleted and why I have been banned from social media. I call people up on their bad behaviour, I call bullies up on their bad behaviour, and they don’t like it one single little bit!! With authorities, even having the audacity to tell me; well, they’re young, and they make mistakes! Well, I tell you, they certainly should be punished for “making mistakes” -making the mistake of harassing someone and stealing from someone, is by no means a “mistake”, these are deliberate actions by spoiled little shit heads who have had no discipline from the hopeless parents, and if they aren’t reprimanded then, they continue on their power tripping bully ways, just getting worse, and worse as they get older and older.} So, I always put my photo stories in the public domain, (it’s the only way to do something about social bullying), and they can be downloaded if wanted. Although, one day I did a google search for Lagunaria patersonii, but my 5 images I have had listed on flicker in the Public Domain for some years now – was NOT showing. So you can consider all Google image search results INACCURATE, and if you look in the other section, you will find heaps of free images. I’ve been doing that for the past couple of years. But last week I ran out - you only get 1000 photos. So, I created another account in a different name with also a different email address, to divide them up; “stolen items” in one account, and “my blog” photos in another, however every single account that I created with my new fake name and fake email address was deleted; so, Flickr is another one who have me tracked, and delete my accounts. (Perverts). So, I wonder why my existing one that I’ve been using for the past couple of years, hasn’t been deleted; when I look at the photos, they really haven’t had many views, but I noticed when I created the new accounts, in the first 24 hours before they were deleted, I had many views. So, I’m not really sure what’s going on there, maybe Flickr have decided I can keep an account providing no one else can see it? Maybe their IT people have arranged this somehow - without telling me? Or, maybe they just think one account is ample and the “view” thing was a coincidence? 29. Now Misconception - the ‘thieving bimbo’ is from a typical family and appears normal Most people can’t understand about my expression for the thieves “hope they get cancer and die”. They think, well, someone stole your goggles, so what, big deal, they don’t cost that much, it’s not like they stole your life savings! - Those people don’t understand that, I’m having small items stolen (at least at one point, every week. So, every week, something would go missing, and it was often something that I was in the middle of using/working on, (a project). I mean can you imagine if you’re at work, and you’re working on a project, you come in one day to take up where you left off the day before, and the bit that you have done the previous day, was gone! I mean, just that one incident would drive you a bit nuts, wouldn’t it? Now imagine if that happened to you on a weekly basis, over a 15yr period (perhaps even longer)? Can you possibly even imagine that? what that’s like? the torment? Imagine if you’re an expensive lawyer working on a case, and that happened to you, and there is nothing you can do about it, all security implementations fail. Not only that, no one believes you?? Plus accuse you of being crazy! So, getting cancer and dying is the least of what I want to happen to those particular people involved in stealing. And there have been a lot. Many business’s are involved too. And I am a little annoyed at seeing people saving the ‘thieving bimbo’, with no consequences at all. So called ‘do gooders’ with “I’ll Save You” complex, who are clueless; think they are helping, BUT THEY ARE NOT. I remember sitting in the front of my computer at Rangari and writing about something that was stolen, you know, being extremely pissed off about it, ranting and raving on a photo story for a Gumtree listing! (That’s all there was back then, and I was ban from Gumtree too). It occurred to me then that ALL other people, doesn't matter if they're blonde or brunette, they're just slack people. Slack because they steal from me. {Slack as they have been raised with free reign}. And, I think I wrote in that story, whatever I was writing about (I couldn't find it) it occurred to me that that's why God must have invented redheads, people are sick and tired of all blondes and brunettes, so he threw some red heads into the mix!! Then I thought about my cats that I look after; one of my cats who was the second born {there was a mix up, because I wanted to keep the first born kitten, as there was a notable difference between the first born and the other kittens in those first few weeks, but unfortunately the first born was taken by my neighbours by mistake. {I can't believe there was a mix up, what the!} - it must've been because I had all my cats neutered, so that would have included the first born, my neighbours would not have neutered him, so his genes would been passed on – a deliberate act good gene survival on part of nature! – which is a very good thing, that cat, honestly, I swear the word ‘elite’ comes to mind. You know humans if they practice really hard at something, they can get really good at it, but this cat was just born perfect. A born elite. Amazing athletic abilities, amazing hunting skills, amazing awareness and personality. So, you can give me a pussycat any day over a brunette or a blonde, or even a redhead! This photo is a free image from pn , there are no known associations with theft and this family, it is just an example to show you how that person, if a thief, would not ever be held accountable due to her family and hair colour – she is pretty, AND the fact that she appears just like a normal person. I can assure you the thieving is REAL, and it is done by normal people from families. I can't stress enough how important parenting is - it seems to me the majority of Australian parents are absolutely clueless about what to do. It's extraordinary how this whole area has gone completely ignored by society. And yet it's the root of ALL problems. All criminal behaviour is a result of families living in dysfunction. I strongly feel they needs to be compulsory parenting class for all pregnant women. This needs to be a normal part of pregnancy. WE need to put a stop to the bumbling. Parenthood is WAY more than bumbling. Now, there's a whole host of things I can talk about here, but I will just mention one little thing: what you encourage your child to do in its childhood, it will recreate this as adult in some form. So, if you give your child a whole heap of play cars, it'll probably grow up to be some sort of revhead mechanic. If you encourage your child to get out in nature and garden, they most definitely will garden as an adult - maybe not be a full-time career, but gardening and nature will be a part of the adults life. SAME with relationships, the relationship you have with your child is often what is looked for in a partner, a subconscious thing, so make sure you have a healthy, communicative, loving, respectful, and HONEST relationship with your child. (So, I and people like me, do not have to suffer your bad parenting consequences. The irony of this situation.) 30. Toot Toot crazy movie industry I thoroughly enjoy this old 1970s movie of Jane Eyre on my Prime Video app. Set in the 1840s, which by the way was 50 years before the first motor car was ever sold in Britain, so there were a few horse and carriage scenes in this movie. But, I kid you not, halfway through, when they were walking down the garden, there in the background, a car horn beeping! Toot toot. Is there no escaping them. Hopeless sound editors. (And this is why at one point, I thought it was the app doing the beeping, beep over, because it didn't fit in with the movie, it wouldn't surprise me if it's app people, app people are computer nerds, they have no common sense, they don't care if the scene is ruined, sound wise, and they like to be annoying, antagonistic, and a nuisance.) After I wrote this, I was watching a movie, and it had the usual street scenes in the usual annoying beeping street noises that they do, and suddenly they cut to a street without the usual edited sounds, as in, and it was like a live street with real noises – and it sounded completely different from the movie interpretation of a street scene. Someone was trying to make a point!! I saw what they did! The difference is remarkable, notable and certainly obvious for anyone with any sense of sound, so wakey wakey all sound editors! Life Stories P7 NEXT About P1, About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7(this) , LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

women are completely different around men, they suddenly adopt this, you know, totally sweet eyelash battering persona, whereas on my own, with no men to watch them - revolting vulgar thieving bitches Photo Index Search website ABOUT P1 1. Emily Bieman's Blog - Single Lady Persecution"My Scream" 2. Menu 3. Brief Intro 4. My photo - Emily Constance Bieman age 18 at Gunnedah Henry St house, happy (“I have finally left that school”) 5. My Garden – Out front 604 Bridges RD Rangari, near Gunnedah, November 2016 6. Long Intro 7. Sum up of my life with photos of the garden 8. Front Verander 9. Eucalyptus I planted on the Orange Grove rd 10. View spring 2016 from kitchen window at Rangari 11. Now, all that’s wrong with the world 12. The Bullies 13. The Stealing 14. Trees I planted roadside 2009 that were NOT stolen ORANGEGROVE RD KEEPIT DAM with Little birdy told me Queen immigration story 15. 17 x Arabia Rustica stoneware dinner plates STOLEN, one at a time from pantry at Rangari, over 4yr period, 2012-2016 16. Fire Trowel, dust pan, stolen on first day of living in new rental 17. The Big JellyBaby Scam 18. Emily Bieman at rental farm at Colosseum near Miriam Vale QLD Australia 19. My homemade elevation bed sling for planter fasciitis, to treat inflammation 20. List of Items that have been stolen from me since 2013 – 2022 21. Retailers stealing from me 22. Wainberg child (now in her 50’s) About P2 1. Bims at Fashion Houses in Sydney EMPOWERING stupid stalking leeches to harass young women. 2. School Girl Antics with 2 ‘theft’ stories and my Shiny Coin one 3. Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan 4. Another example of persecution, Botanical Gardens Gladstone 5. Bully Teachers in Australian Public Primary Schools 6. Everybody needs to read this - harassment 7. Good parents are parents who - 20 tips for well adjusted kids 8. Seeking Facebook Help as Dr refused to help - Diagnose a Handicapped Foot 9. Mothers to BLAME for a Thieving Offspring 10. Massage chair rip off from harvey norman 11. Bunnings Bimbos at Tamworth stealing from due to entrapment - realization of their game 12. Resort in Port Douglas Refusing Service 13. Flash mobs pre-flash mobs, re signs 14. Parental Dysfunction with Control Freak Mothers 15. The internet and social media - hand of God re facebook nazi admin problems 16. The Hello Bimbos with Parental Fines for bad Children political request 17. 2008 Virus afteraffects, 12yrs later 18. Deliberate not Deliberate 19. Correlation between being bullied and getting sick 20. Monumental Problems with Receptionists 21. Not absolutely everyone 22. Cleaning Up the Trash of Society 23. Am I living in bizarro world 24. 5kw Solar Panels not contributing to Bill by Essential Energy SOLAR THEFT 25. More About Stuff 26. Naming and Shaming Bullies on Face Book (before I was ban) 27. Crazy Is 28. Bullies in mental health industry 29. Bullies Alex McClymont, Roz Watson and Sharon Morgan behaving badly and caught on camera 30. Is one missing? Looks like it? LIFE STORIES P1 (Intro) View this spring 2017 from kitchen window I love my garden I love my garden June 1982,Bones & Biemans at Holwood, Piallaway, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australia Backyard flying trapeze set up to teach kids how to fly through life A childhood most people would kill for (and photo of Dad’s 1970’s Morris Mini Moke!) 1982 Holwood, Currabubula, House and Ford Falcon The Leech Story and in1977 picnic by the river at Limbri Bieman family 1988 with story to try and tackle quality inhibited parenting Stolen Garden 10 Years of gardening in my Garden at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW Emily Bieman horseriding Travelled twice in 30yrs - Travel sickness Typical neighbourhood scenario, 2 girls eavesdropping on family and friends Hope – when your young of finding somewhere to live 3 bimbos who shoplifted from me when I worked at Grave Attire in Enmore The bizarre, dirty phenomena of following other people Me, off to beach xmas 2021 The Robin Hood Game by local retailers at Gin Gin, Bundaberg, Gunnedah, Tamworth, and the ABC Car Jack stolen out of my car that was parked at the mechanics Hay bimbo nazihead You’re not the Boss of Me – combating nazis Australian Building Practises, its Renters who get stuck with HOME KILLERS Poor renters Dream Watchers, I Mean Perverts FOMO – Fear Of Missing Out Moving to a Big City The unfairness and BIAS DISCRIMMINATION of university graduates Life Stories P2 (WHOLE HEAP OF WRITING) Rangari House before I moved in 2008 Promised Kesby house – the one that I moved half my stuff to, then they “changed their minds” due to revolting Angela Crook Long Cottage Back Of Bad House At Builyan 12 Ute loads of stuff to move by myself - 5 TIMES This is the rental house in Colosseum near Miriam Vale, Queensland 7 Village Lane Kookabutrra Park, Sept 2021 garden DRY AS Present Day Teeny Tiny Unit Near Mackay - Old Hotel (WHOLE HEAP MORE WRITING) Major Centrelink Problems (I do a further detailed Centrelink Nazi story on Life Stories page (WHOLE HEAP MORE WRITING) Special spot for Dysfunctional so called 'health professionals’ story Infact, I will put here List of Doctor experiences in Australia1995-2020 Update on Plantar fasciitis 2023 Observation of the reason for the bane of my life Really long enough 16 and long enough page! Life Stories P3 Family House at 18 Henry St Collage TRIPLE Twinwall Polycarbonate Roofing skylight FOR perfect roof insulation Keep Australia Beautiful Santa Workplace Teeter Toddlers with Ayurveda story Small appliances sabotage, and girls who think they are helping who go gets them Canine Story in Hong Kong Tomas’s Poisoned Dog Story - Rare Giant Dog Breed, poisoned by imbeciles Arthritis caused from kneeling at church in school twice a week on hardwood kneelers Think you won - no you lost Persecution via animal noises at night and by day when talking to anyone peacock problems The “Helpful” Female Will Eucalyptus Microcorys Tallowwood SEED that was STOLEN Books and fairy-tale childhoods Book industry in Australia Designs to match personalities English wannabes story with Victorian clothing Couples using singles they feel inferior to them, to invoke excitement in their marriage. Is your garden too good for society Screaming always works 9 out of 10 kids in Australia are raised with dysfunctional tactics Cruel Australian farmers and their gung ho kids What kind of Jerk keeps a Birdie on a Chain Being cruel to animals automatically puts you in the “worthless” category Stuff I should have known Sunrooms full of ferns Notice To Leave DOGS – the government big secret in Australia - with photo of My Parents, Fran and Dick Bieman Don’t be afraid of being accused HERO Life Stories P4 It all comes down to food jealousy Family photo with big boobs story 2009 Emily Bieman with dad‘s lotto story Change of life to include Gardening Bulga cottage on paddock with horses on Cull farm Batman Another example of persecution of single ladies North Sydney female crime networks, preying on young country girls People who are Designed and Built to Work Look Alikes or Doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia De'lish, Farmers fresh Fruit and Veges Gin Gin, Donna MarieTeach me a lesson – mindset Sleeping women, minimum wage and the reverse of feminism 5 Kid’s Story { here is photo of I love full and overgrown gardens - My garden at Rangari captures the spirit of nature} Ridiculous - Australian Tax Office – they really are thieves, they have hopped on the thieving dog bandwagon Emily the Greeny Take photos and videos of everything If you don’t know your ancestors, no one else will I would hate to be born in Ethiopia Reference from Anna Abbott Gardeners Discriminated Against Things I wish I was told when I was 18 Oh, how much “natural charm” does a street have, without powerlines Lord Of The Flies admin Why privacy is important Product Placement Sun Dried Apricots (this one is elsewhere too, but not indexed) Quote that resonated with me, about corrupt police and government in Iraq, using fear tactics to control Dyeing Story and the “female misodge”Collage of Naturally Died Wool with plants from my garden Stolen - Nat Killer, along with Popular Culture Teaching Young People how to Live - TV brain washing Why is it some People Think Certain Men are Gay when they're Not Life Stories P5 All my hard work of Boulder collecting stolen and wasted Back rockery A few of my fabric designs – {When you see what you want ask for it you just never know} English class in high school Criminal vigilantes picking on gardeners who grow exotic plants Culmination of thought story NEGS, house mistress obsession with the young girls Short blonde girl who steals from me Army Of One Short Blonde Girl Girl getting families to harrass me and steal via the neighbours places Gunnedah squash courts the real reason School Art Story Revolting craft workshop woman in Western Suburbs, and fake job story, both stolen Fruit and Vege Thief, shooting story I bet they don’t even have a sore foot, and re, Renters are POVERTY people When you see what you want ask for it you just never know My Pusscat is Never Going to get Stuck up a Tree Every plant specie I sell, has a story, this is woodwardii’s Major Socket Shortage in Australian Homes Blinded By Money Syndrome and Money Thinkers = Greedy Thinkers pot belly theory You know what they Say, Good Fences Make for Good Neighbours how did you spend your childhood Is the Australian Government ripping you off Self-declared important people - Special Little Buttercup Statue of Liberty story Excrucian; intolerable, unbearable, agonizingly annoying Neighbour shaming, to wake them up to the beauty of nature Mulberry Syrup story Siren Dogs - Ambulance Kids Joyriders Life Stories P6 My Pool Sold Important Back info you should know - Slipped Disc story My 25m Lap Pool story with winning race story Running Tally of all Above Ground Pool Costs with Sabotage story So as a child I was this unbelievable fussy eater The cunning plans of Mother Nature; Sneaky yet brilliant little camelian weeds and my Andrew Lloyd Webber‘s Cats the musical plant story Am I the type of person that is a victim, and Tricia Chook Show Story Water Cooler AND BOTTLE STOLEN from Gunnedah Art Gallery Strange and Unexplained Netflix Phenomenon The Secret - Rhode Island Red Evil Chook Story Ebay Nazis now, after 5 yrs, and ebay POWER SELLER - 1300 positive feedbacks - BUT THEY STILL ban ME – NAZIBIMBOS Typical Day for me Re-creations Art Ban on Australian website Redbubble My Experience with the Gunnedah Creative Art Gallery in Chandos St Photo Showing 2 Planes in Sky above my House Stain Sabotage Happens All The Time on my Good clothes not to mention Quality item Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my Life now Bitch Wind Beauty Advice for Ladies My Fiery Horse Story Horse Hay Bale story – and ‘Stop and Deal’. Don’t be a slow reactor My Stolen Black Beauty horse story Cornfields Stolen Horse Story Horse Stories Continued; Fast Riding, School Girl Bullies, and Women in The Race Industry What, No Horse at Rangari! Who put that Trotter in there! Horse Story no 8, re Slow Motion Horses on Holidays Zig Zagging through an Acacia lined little country rd Life Stories P7 The Stalking Page Public Transport in Sydney – biggest area of ‘bad types’ Typical Outing for me Another Example of Constant Incessant Persecution This driver is obsessed with me 26th July 1130am WHITE SUV following me again - most likely stealing my mail Well you can try to keep up Stalking Dogs in Melbourne Postage dogs who deliver my mail to my neighbours The weird and bizarre phenomena on of people leaving their house when I leave my house Followed, Stared at, Harassed, Targeted Toll truck wanting people to pay them a toll Neighbour Stalkers Hay Bimbo Naziheads -Hay and Dog Following Me Story, Dogs That Play Sides and Follow Me Around in Cars Bikini Bitches - More hater dogs trying to fight me Beige car woman trying to control what I see GET A LIFE YOU STUPID BITCH Persecution at Woolworths and Coles instore, trailing off to other areas of Tantrum Throwing by Arrogant Stalking Monkeys on my Back Bitches driving infront of me, OR WAITING FOR ME AT MY DESTINATION, as a way of stalking, harassing and stealing from me – DOGS Car herding and Number plating Beeping Bimbo in New Car Phenomenon Same name phenomenon Stalking neighbours online too P plate-ing 40yr old women DOGS, at work, not at work, on the street, in shops, at home- it makes no difference where A common obsession tactic is to try to distract me inorder to fuck up the intended object Coward car and truck drivers playing road games in order to TEACH ME A LESSON Bonds Bullies Screaming gecko, loud lizard, high-pitched tapping sounds from gecko in QLD, tuck tick tick Daewoo Car looks like a mouse Flickr admin account thieves - Don MacAskill, Chris MacAskill Now look here special whole new photo for so-called do-gooders were trying to save Toot Toot Crazy Movie Industry Life Stories P8 The Banging and Tapping page Winnifred O’Hare and the Witches of Salem Sleep stealing and female doctor manipulations Old man in trailers driving in circles Sound Harassment when I Exit my House Finally, some normality when I walk outside into the garden (View from Front door looking out over veranda at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin) My kitchen at rangari Internet and telstra plus prime video working together Pellaea ovata - ovate-leaved Cliff Brake Fern (9) - my beaded hanging basket with Pellaea Some Councils know how to do it Scenic Rail Route from Perth, to Broome, to Darwin, then across to Lockhart via the new Underwater Scenic rail route, and ending up at Cooktown. Trusty Ute on Rangari farm, with much needed window tint Ficus benjamina - Weeping Fig planted 1916 at Miriam Vale; along Station St, near Gladstone, QLD Why are there televisions blaring in every single waiting room in Australia Another dog following me, is this one of yours Prime TV (now Channel 7)? Sibling Friend Jealousy Banging on Metal - People who do signs are DISRESPECTFUL Plane Noise Harassment, Photo Showing 2 Planes in Sky above my House 2 planes flying over house and paddock, and yellow one aerial spraying poison on me Video from youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2u5T8jWsVA hickleberry IRRISPONSIBLE farmers Wilderness story and the real problem of kerbing population Old Man Problems Spotlight thieving girls on meterage, again featuring Cathy Goldman getting the dogs Dorm Snoring Story Daily Glistening Rain Drop Spectacle You do not need to be partnered, to find joy, happiness and satisfaction in life Reference from Robert Cull Small Responsibilities Dim women don't know that you have to do right by people Lisa Sutherland, not Witches of Salem, but Witches of Doctor Receptionists Life Stories P9 The Houses Page Can't sit still 2017 at Rangari House Garden Dead frog, bird and rats in my drinking water on rental house Another Awesome “Grand Designs” Piece of Perfection Tulcumbah House and Mandy story Cookie Cutter Housing Australian Architecture Sure, I could have built my own home Dream House, single story, hay bale and double glass window walls, raised roof light-well, open plan Houses need to be S-P-A-C-E-DPrivacy related architecture and landscaping Mandatory - under every new house build in Australia Last weekend and privacy, security, and a total escape from the Rat Race You know what they say, good fences make for good neighbours Builders with Brains Quadrangle House Ideas to Combat Privacy and COOKIECUTTER HOUSES Housing Concerns in Australia Australian Houses Need Sloped Roofs Nuisance Neighbours (Plus a list of every single place I rented since I left home at age 18) Landlord Providing Air Pollution Houses Australian streets are starting to look much better, finally Some councils are getting it right, some still are not Septic Solutions - Typical cement septic tank with the drip overflow diverted into a dug-out Worm Toilet and Compost Septic System DIY worm waste aerobic compost septic system - turning all household waste into liquid gold Odd Request - Cooktown letter to their council Bruises from Moving on my OWN Inadvertent Government Granted Permissions for Real Estates to obtain Private Information Warning about Body Corporates -Powertripper Take Overs You Really Need to get this Right re Roof Insulation Way too many Design Companies and Hardly any Construction Companies - Due to a Lack of Organisation Look at what this person at Mackay is doing, to CASH IN on the QLD rental crisis Life Stories P10 More Ocean Rock Pools in QLD please Gov Seaforth Beach Net, no crocs, no stingers, no sharks, - way to go Seaforth Council, photo from Google - Lozza Paterno Odd Little Cow / Colour Association Story. Colour Therapy Lying Tafe Teachers Fire Trowel, Dust Pan, Stolen on first day of living in New Rental at Rangari You know I am fed up with stupid women judging ugly people Unmarked Undercover Police Car in QLD, and Shame on Gladstone Council for Stealing via Unnecessary Multiple Speed Signs Fish Story At Pretty Beach Forget about the entire cleaning isle at the supermarket - cleaning aisle Nursing home concerns blurb Faux charities Faux people Gunnedah 'the peoples attitude' at Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue Stolen garden hat, Melbourne open Garden Scheme 2006 Future Business Mission My Kurrajong idea for Australian Farm paddocks Real Estate Tactic’s to Steal Tenants Bond I found some photos of when I was living at Tulcumbah and Tulip on the edge Tulcumbah Back Garden Water Rushing into the Namoi Dec 07 upstream shot at Tulcumbah Work Desk At Tulcumbah My desk with PC at Rangari My chook yards Just look at my Strawberry Patch Above! Parental Dysfunction with Control Freak Mothers Sweep Pervert Issues under the Carpet why Don't you Old Lady Thieves People would prefer to go on personal power trips rather than look after their house The Robin Hood game A 94CM LONG STRAND OF MY HAIR I love my sweet treats Life Stories P11 She who Spoils her Cat the most, Wins Spot on Flea Tick Treament causes Mast Cell Tumors - Cancer We all need the right nutrition from the womb Cat Stories - To bath or not to bath. You will find this tedious if you are not a Rampant Cat Fan Country Feral non-thinking Tight Arse’s Cat scratch with anti-tetanus story Tulip, his Whiskers give me Whiskers Bank staff trying to unempower customers Often people are described as died peacefully in their sleep Morning Tea with the Old Lady Neighbours Sterling Silver Double Open Infinity Lobster Claw clasp for necklace STOLEN Covid cash grant money Spa experience 2020 / 2021 Character Reference from Lizzie Blake Thoughtful Sign in Bundaberg The rentals with “little girl landlord problems” Bad Wikipedia Admin (photo of arshole boy from wikipedia who ban me for no reason) My arms used to look like this, and now they’re spent Councils Hogging all the Men Non thinking people from the past wasting space - Waverley cemetery More detailed list of the things I wish I was told when I was 18 Exactly just WHO am, I talking too Example of people who should mind their own business (and rack off) Fighting medalling Mary nazi bimbo types Bundaberg / Gin Gin Truck driver stealing petrol money from Taxpayers Mail sign people Roof going on Back Deck November 2020 Cate Rogers, Winfried Hoerr and Andrew Kelly These are the Kinds of People that Email me, contact me – ‘yuk’ people If there were no 3rd borns the whole of the entertainment industry would probably close down Public movie scenario creators Companies Which Never Paid Me My Super The Brutal World of Money Life Stories P12 Girl Communication Issues The Scatterbrain Saves everyone from Dying Neighbourhood problem specific to me today at Stella‘s house I have two biblical food stories For Every Action, There Is an Equal and Opposite Reaction re Coward of the County Vitamin and Mineral pre-I told You So Food Bullying Through Obesity Encouragements Unwanted ‘Infringement’, Big and Small perceptions Cocky Real Estates Stoop to a New Arrogant Low Re Pete Long Squeaky Wind Story Good Vibes in Roof Space Conversion Moving plants, relocating to Sarina Veranda/work room Harassment for Money from Employment Provider in Gin Gin for Road Works and Street Beautification SH SH it’s a secret Cockatoo Story 4 people that are, or, look like Karen Cull (high school biology teacher from Gunnedah, NSW, Australia) Food and Flower jealousy Tool Work Room at Rangari, I am a fan of Art – Glover Night Sweats - Direct result from a Lack of Privacy Bending the truth photos from realtors Naughty Kangaroo Solutions The Bimbo Dominatrix along with The Sand Man Story Australian women are way too jealous by nature due to multiple kids Massage Please for all hard-working Australians It’s a Renters life – Putrid Drinking Water Supermarket female rebel frenzy Mothers showing girls good housekeeping The Lush Green Water Myth in Queensland Wrongfully Perpetuated by Realtors INTENTION to INSURE me without the physical Punch - This is PHYSICAL ABUSE in a most SINISTER Way Secret fantasies these days Life Stories P13 The scent of a pine Lying and fainting bad nurses Unwanted Nuisance Callers plus religious story Meals on Wheels Teach empathy - Clever and Creative ways to raise kids who aren’t bullies Bottlebrush’s under powerlines; don’t be afraid chop chop chop! Canine dog story Unnecessary “squelchy mess” due bored factory food workers Hand-made Silver Ring Stolen List of Strange Things that Happen, Weird Things, Dodgy Things, Someone in my House Female Thinking re “I want to beat you so badly and since I can’t, I will just kill you” Correct ph soap for ladies Bundaberg Court employs unsavvy judges Fancy Appliances Remote Access And Rival Appliance Companies Recurring Dream Bitches at big W who pretended to have lost my bike Phone Numbers of Girls that Call me and Hang up, or Lie about Who They Are Centrelink Jobs Providers - Employment Services, forcing people to be slaves in 2021 Centrelink’s job providers playing teacher and Casandra Dunstan at Best Australia Mothers paying for their sons mistakes in the form of Cancer Centrelink Nazis These posts work Dysfunctional Doctors and Centrelink staff Stupid little blonde bimbo brainwashing people so I would have to move Design and Print and Sell your Design companies – REVIEW Vital life stuff that needs to be added to the curriculum St Leonards Nature Care College FOULPLAY Drop FaceAND HIVESfrom Homeopath Chinese Elastic dictating Fashion Trends in the 90's Not Sweet Smelling at Garden Express Almond Tree and King Parrots Life Stories P14 This is the kind of thing that I Dream about – Double Saunas Belle of the Ball We can see your garden on Google Maps Followed Around by Mongrel Dirt Bikers all over Australia - PISS OFF you coward My first lot of carob powder – yum Earliest Memory Deliberate windscreen chip attack of war Some Little Bitch Harassing me Re-Fake Speeding Ticket Rainbow Bee-eater Halloween 2020 Why do I have long Hair The Calling of Nature Housing concerns in Australia Councils - COME ON List of Real Estates who need Naming and Shaming Rental Bitches from Melbourne Harassing me My rental farmhouse - 10yrs here at Rangari, near Gunnedah, New South Wales, Australia My address is none of your business Acacia tree Massacre Oppression that leads to War Printscreen of my new Seed Shop on LocalSeeds Jewish Mowing Story Is This The Woman Plastic Peg Graveyard in Every Backyard Come on Australia, you have to use your brain and creativity a little bit Bug and Insect Cruelty Renters Walk-in Closet, hanging clothes wardrobe Opposite re rebellious people doing the opposite of what I want OR what they should be doing at work This is a huge problem I EXPERIENCE, as of 2015, Simon Says Can’t stand movie directors using animals in their movies especially like this one - cruel idiots Life Stories P15 Double-barred Finch - Taeniopygia bichenovii (my CHANEL Birds) next to Screenshot of my Wix Fabric Website The Dedicated Lifestyle of Copying me. Some People are so Weird in their Dysfunction The Power Games People Play – typical dysfunction and abuse, in families and workplaces Renters Tips - byo Induction Cooker – Piggyback the Electrics Money Saver for Electricity re Hot Water Thieving perverts around 43 Audley St, Petersham NSW 2049 Australian Medicare My Life Contributions, accomplishments, or I should call it aid and inspire Movies Dividing People Passively and Silently Encouraging Class The Good Door Story with Mouse Story Bad Actors who do Not take their Job Seriously And as a Result Disrespects the Central Character’s Life Meddling Mary’s, Modern in Victorian st-none of your business Do you have the right TONE to argue your point? Struck by lightning Telstra guarantee Telstra fighting tactics if they’re not worshipped together with CBA thieves Phone call sabotage by Telstra bimbos who think it will be funny School woodworking projects Mothers Teaching their Kids how to Shoplift If you can’t get within 10m of girl in waking hrs, SAME APPLIES IF SHE’S ASLEEP Mall Dogs and blondes who baby discriminate Kindy Pinterest - Can’t say pussy on Pinterest - Words you can’t use on the internet without being Flagged and Banned We want 100% Biodegradable thanks Grandmothers relegated to childcare I am a creative artistic person Every 4th Day re Truck Drivers Concerning Themselves with my Hair Bike stealing in Boganville Australia Carpal Boss lump Inflammation from collapsed Arch What to do if you have a Collapsed Arch – Plantar fasciitis Stealing From Me (female – what a surprise) Life Stories P16 Drive Thru's vs Fancy Restaurants Bus Blocking Street Signs at Every Street Corner in Bundaberg Tank Water Pump setup at Kookaburra Park House I Love Secondhand Shops Reference Women at the ABC Natural Ocean Pools – I love them Knowledge is power, know this about tetanus ABC iView app harassment in the form of tooting every 5minutes and ABC tv doing beeping bullshit stories More Courier Truck Driver Stalkers Ladies Secret Weapon against the Monthly Curse It’s Taken Them 30 years but they Caught on in the End Old Age Health Essentials Home Medicine Cupboard essentials The Socially Retarded Humans I have had to Talk to, Plus another Renters Bane - Asbestos in Bathroom Will’d death School Bully Story Unhealthy Attitudes by Oppressors The Danger of Carpet and Carpet Cleaning Chemicals in OTHER People’s Homes - Rentals Virus's Causing other Diseases Australia Warns its Tourists, about the Thieving Nature of the Locals The Beach Family Photos and Memories Mitsubishi Triton 2009 Petrol Consumption on a 75litre tank Tamworth Zombie Art Bullies Sum-up about my Dentist Story Toothbrush kit stolen with NEGS girl tortured teeth story at dentist The art of brushing your teeth Radio dogs from Triple J using Police Contacts to Harass and Victimize Deal with Negative Issues you Silly Twits Life Stories P17 After Contacting Businesses in Australia, they Proceed to Follow me Pro a Purring Nation North Queensland, first week Impression BBQ Chicken and used Oil story How to quit smoking; I’ve done it so many times I know how to do it Demure and Respectful Not Winning Vamoose Penny Awgayer and Danniel Wheatley New location at Sarina – LOCATION review, April 2022 New location at Sarina – UNIT review, April 2022 The Seed Saving Industry Rental Crisis in Queensland Choose Friends Wisely, but Don’t be a Rude Snob Fake Farmers Markets, Troubles with selling my Produce, Cooking, and School Food This is My Hair Planter Don’t be Afraid to Toot Your Own Horn Dog Directors and Dog Writers How to be sane when surrounded by evil, with SERENITY ROSE MUGS 415CC (415ml), Fine bone china, Fine Rim, The England Collection Nurses Force Feeding Patients Gunnedah Landcare and Brandan Story Pervert Dogs Trying to make Women who they think inferior to them, Feel Guilty Widow Pension More Bloody Beepers Saying Something about the Antagonistic Moral-Less TV Industry Advertising People who Hound Me Finally, I see, Someone Else can See, how Wrong that Industry is Hollywood Movie Copycats re Milk story Basic Consumer laws being Flaunted by Chinese seller Scam Podcasts Raised Toilet for Adults, with Bidet and Dry Cloths, October 2022 Sneaky Distraction Tactics to Win at Sports Bush Turkey at Sarina Life Stories P18 Insights Antics, and Sleep Torture Story Whenever I Make Phone Call to Determine Price, I get Ripped Off Hooning Farmers Brampton Island Gardeners have been Dazzling me for Years The Professional Bikie -Harley Davidson Zam Car Harrassing me Thefts to state “I’m watching you” – a predator dog statement A Sydney Street taking ‘Public Gardening’ On - Well Done to Them Skipping Along Car Nuisance Dysfunctional People Who Hang Around Me, Beep At Me, And Follow Me This is what your Teenage Son Does – Wake up BIMBO MOTHERS No COOL CAR ORNAMENTS due to Single Mothers My Good Flyscreen Door Things That Pricks Do Ways to Get Rid of Pricks Under the Carpet Stuff Fat Shaming Women Throwing Tantrums If Someone Speaks to Them IN A RAISED VOICE Cure for seasickness on Great Barrier Reef Snorkelling day trips Cruel Farming Tradition Umbrella Stolen from my Car by Bimbo This is a Warning Texting Dog Nuisance Beeping Network Telstra Antics re Lymph Problems Neighbourhood Washing Machine, Full Load Monitoring - by Child To Confront or To Not Confront, Your Criminal Perpetrator People Change Over the Years Dogs on Phones Highway construction at its best Life Stories P19 More Apricot Grievances Satsuma, Mariposa, KingBilly and Angelina - my 4 Plum trees that were Seasonally Stolen No Real Lawyers in Australia Some People cannot Handle my Phone Call, and Inquiry Dogs Who Play Sides Pet Peeve re Fashion Trends and Others Outdated Snobby Rules from the Banks - who do reward and punishment – sickoes Warning about Fake Lycra being Sold as Lycra Since Retailers are now Coming in AT no 1 in Thievery Have you Tried a Vege Burger Whole Bad Farming Families Patronizing Pricks playing the Game of Trying to make me Feel Guilty Another trip into town, another bunch of nonthinking sign people MONUMENTAL NUISANCE Snobby Television Produces who Create Exclusion Shows I can see I am going to have to make my own Vichy Shower Lycra Swimwear Design for Lycra Surf Pant The Real Facts - This is not 1901 anymore, it’s 2023 Supermarket Food Brands I personally am not keen on or are just plain disgusting – WIP The Cruel Martingale Bimbos on TV Who Do Reflections Animals Gambling at Anothers Expense, by Form of Animal So Many Movies Over Covid19 Rowing Story Re Finding Your Voice, And Are You A Natural Chess Player Anyone who does NOT have a Spectacular Garden in their Backyard, is a Fool Average Weekly Australian Paypacket Big Picture insights Dads Redback Spider Story Aus Study Theft by Centrelink Bimbos Whip Bird Story, Eastern Whipbird (Psophodes olivaceus) My Teaching Experience re Knitting Life Stories P20 The Scent of a Garden Witch Hunt(and Bush Turkey having fun with himself, smashing my mirror with its reflection attacks) Oprah’s Little Bimbo Bully Bitches (Blog Exert) plus Just an Observation about Real Estates - Calvert Avenue Killara Mouldy Shoes, Mouldy Belt, Mouldy Table Tops, Mouldy Drawers, Mouldy Ceilings, Mouldy Cat Biscuits Re-occurring Dreams Ridiculous Rent Prices 2022 Natural Swim Pond Goal Outdated Snobby Rules from the Banks - who do reward and punishment – sickoes Just some of my fruit trees – out of 60 Rent to Own Scheme who DISCRIMINATES plus natural feelings of “I Want” It’s official - the population doubled between 1970 and 2010 You Know, Kids who Play like this- Are Deeply Disturbed Ant Nest story with Recreation Story Polite Ways to Turn a Man Down Spotlight Thieving Girls on Meterage, again, featuring Cathy Goldman getting the Dogs Television shows and Movies that Change People’s Consciousness for the Bad Ebay Cunts The Beeping Loser on Range Road Sleepers – See how big the Cat and Mouse game is in society Issues and Agendas for Politicians in Australia The Ghost Story 2023 Monthly Brilliance Award Fake Female Health Professionals The Looking Game, The Sign Game, And the Winning and Losing Game The Cult Phenomenon A Third of my Childhood in the Water Conditioned Women Deliberately trying to be Bimbo to get “ADORED”, People Trying to Feel Important by Making Jokes, Showing Off to Colleagues 8 Inch Air Stone Stolen and Karmic Dept Story Centerlink Complaint about Age Pension for Women Cheese and Tomato Bread Roll Story Life Stories P21 - I will be later editing later to fit all on only 20 pages 1. Wannabe Jealous Nazi Idiot Woman Pretending To Be Jealous Husband 2. Body shape, starved as a baby, cause of slight mental retardation 3. Facebook has created a culture of BITCH BANNING people 4. Crap Mothers 5. Jobs Providers Deliberately Handing Out Viruses 6. The disrespectful cunts are back at Centrelink 7. Shining the Light on Narcissistic Families for End Goal of Peace and Quiet 8. Old Man Games 9. The Weird Phenon of People behaving as Territorial Rabies Infected Dogs on FB 10. Kiss – Keep It Simple Stupid 11. An Anti Religious Shopping Experience: Tessuti Fabrics (formerly Fantasy Fabrics) 12. More about Acceptable Areas where it’s OK to be Nazi Personality Items stolen at Rangari, Gunnedah Page 1 17 x Arabia Rustica stoneware dinner plates STOLEN, one at a time from pantry at Rangari, Bunnings Hardware Network of Female Thieves - Story before I realized about their Evil Entrapment Plan White Seedless Grape vine Stolen by Bimbo Ideas Girl Car Jack stolen out of my car that was parked at the mechanics Ariat brush stolen Rangari 2017 Swimming Goggles - Stolen from Car whilst Parked at Gunnedah Pool Fire Trowel, Dust Pan, Stolen on first day of living in New Rental at Rangari N.E.G.S. related Theft - plank of hardwood stolen off veranda at Rangari, NSW near Gunnedah Eucalyptus microcorys - Tallowwood SEED that was STOLEN 4 Wheels AND 4 Tyres, stolen, off my Daewoo car near Gunnedah Rowan Leigh - Never go to music festivals Engine oil for the mower stolen 2 L and the STOLEN - My SINGLE TALL Dish Drawer from Fisher and Paykel, value $1200incl del Gunnedah Council Roads and Traffic Department Landlord Antics at Rangari Fur ‘stole’ stolen 2016 from Gunnedah, NSW, Australia Chopped Dried Chilli Stolen Tennis ball stolen out of my locked car, parked outside Irrigation Shop in Gunnedah, NSW,Australia Brown Sunglasses Stolen and Shooting Trespassing people Calculator from the 90's STOLEN from off Desk in house on farm Stolen fruit off Nectarine Tree - whole tree full of fruit, gone THE WHOLE TREE- like 100’S Bird Photo Stolen Secateurs Stolen out of my Car at Gunnedah Dentist Postage stamps booklet stolen Nut from Stihl Chainsaw stolen off verander Purina Seafood Biscuits making my Cat Sick Large Dust Brush and Blue Dust Pan from Bunnings, Stolen DOZENS, if not 100’S of Reading Glasses Stolen over the Years Nail Scissors, Sewing Clippers and Good Quality Glass Pins, stolen at Gunnedah, Rangari, 2014 and 2016 Good Quality, Garden Rake STOLEN from shed at Bridges RD, Rangari, NSW, 2380, in 2016 - stolen by bimbo Page 2 Garden Grow Bags, 100L,40cm high x 39cm wide. with handles STOLEN I briefly visited Melbourne 2006, while I was there, these items were STOLEN Old Fashioned Long Handled Weeding Tool, with painted white handle, Stolen Lilly's, Saffron and Tulip ‘Negrita’ – Tulipa BULBS STOLEN off veranda at Rangari CCTV camera Vandalised and Destroyed by neighbours trying to EMPOWER their kids My Seed Measuring Spoons Stolen Alpaca fibres STOLEN, many, a lot, small portions like this Evil Sneaky Female Camera Sabotage Thieves Plant Ownership, amongst other dodgy things out of Control In Australia Hort Ind Knitting Needles, Stolen, Returned, Some still Stolen, plus others not shown here Stolen, plus Fibres Stolen, and more Stolen Gunnedah Council Library Dogs – devious plans to steal through fines This is how I Have to Lock the Door now, Thieves Stealing My Keys Thief Access Via Catflaps The Reject Shop Thieves Sluen; Stolen and Discarded Sleepers Stolen by Wealthy Bastard and Bird Stories 2 Pliers Taken and Angled Under my Car Tyre at Long Cottage, Gunnedah, NSW, Australia 2018 Melaleuca nesophila x 2 tubesSTOLENfrom shade house at Long Cottage Gunnedah, NSW 10 Of My 500ml Coffee Mugs were Stolen in Gunnedah Page 3 Collage of stolen items - Stolen from me at Rangari, NSW, Australia My beautiful HOMEMADE EARRINGS stolen 2018 Metal double pencil sharpener stolen off veranda Black Round Wide Shallow Plastic Potting Container Missing Mosaic Tiles Stolen from me while I was Mowing Electric stud finder stolen from Rangari Crêpe skillet stolen 2 Tweezers stolen from house at rangari Wooden Folk Art Notepad STOLEN from front door Heaps of Little Cheapy Torches Stolen UHU Glue Stic STOLEN out of desk draw, only 1. not both Lendrun Spinning Wheel Chock Stolen Strawberry guava fruit stolen off tree Quality cocoa Stolen Panasonic Hdmi and Auxilliary Cable BRANDNEW Spare key set, similiar to this STOLEN of book shelf at Rangari Sesame Seed, Poppy Seed and 2kg Sugar, stolen out of Kitchen Cupboard Seed Tube Tray Stolen Sari stolen whilst in transport through Australia Post Purple Sunnies Stolen by People in the Television Industry Thermometer stolen from desk at Rangari near Gunnedah in 2015 Pink and green cashmere gloves stolen Led Bike Light Stolen Large Leather Hat Box stolen out of Garage Reading Glasses stolen from Joblink Plus, Gunnedah, NSW, 2380 Pressure washer nozzle stolen from locked shed Good Hose Spray Stolen And Pink Sprinkler Similar To Photo Duracell Ultra Rechargable Batteries AAA New & Sealed Quite a few Screwdrivers Stolen over the Years Drill chuck and key x 3stolen near Gunnedah NSW 2016 by neighbors Dowel Rolling Pin Stolen Bormioli Rocco - Quattro Stagioni Preserving Jar x 2 STOLEN one withTatsoi seeds, and 1 dried apricots 50g Ball Silk and Alpaca homespun yarn STOLEN from Long Cottage in Gunnedah 3 lots of fabric STOLEN FROM INSIDE HOUSE AT Rangari, NSW, Australia, Muslin, Cotton Spandex and Poly Crepe 2 inch rural poly length stolen 1m length of my hardwood 12mm beading strip stolen 12mm garden hose endRubber O Rings, pkt, STOLEN Electrical tape stolen half used 10 Drill Bits 5mm stolen off desk 1 metal and 11 silver parfait spoons stolen out of kitchen draw 16gb Usb stolen by people in the Television Industry 3 pairs of Reading Glass STOLEN, one side painted pink, possible politician thief Expensive Glass Bead Fringe, about 150cm long STOLEN 2016 Poor print quality from Spnfler Police for here today re-cable theft Items stolen at Colosseum, Miriam Vale and Builyan (Boyne Valley) Page 1 19MM Ironbark Timber Stolen from Builyan Boyne Valley by Local Nuisances New Ladder from Hardware Shop with Broken Bit – Faulty Goods Selling at Full Price 1 antique gold bumblebee shower hook STOLEN, Builyan, Boyne Valley, QLD, 2018 (moved to Colosseum, Miriam Vale, QLD) Unwanted Young Men Stealing from Single Women at Rail Crossing 12 Ute loads to move all my Stuff, because of Non-Thinking Callous Whim of Landlord Me, Emily Bieman, at Colosseum 2019, age 45yrs on Veranda of House were People Steal from me Sterling Silver Double Open Infinity Lobster Claw clasp for necklace STOLEN QLD Rail Workers Stopping Caboose on Farm to Nosy Around, and Toll story Mums Woven Woollen Cloth Cushions STOLEN from bedroom at Colosseum QLD. April May 2019 Orange tree that was poisoned Nettles & Aloes in Wool Fat container, my special mix, stolen at Colosseum, QLD, 2019 Life is a Series of Many Years of Been Totally Screwed Over MY Container, stolen from Colosseum farm by female local dogs (with my plants in it) FlyScreen Wheel Tool Stolen on farm at Colosseum, Miriam Vale, QLD Could the Bimbo Obsessed with Placing Catheads under my Foot, please Bugger Off Ornamental Melaleuca‘s and recycling tub stolen from shade house in Miriam Vale Credit Card details Stolen by known woman (old lady), but Bank and Flight Centre who know her, do not give up Name to Police Thieves who Visited Colosseum on my Last Day There Ubobo Cat Panasonic TV vandalization when TV was left on Veranda Electric Beaters Stolen by company NOT Honouring Warranty – overseas company, London Windchime stolen off Veranda at farm at ColosseumMarch Cotton Bamboo Stolen from Colosseum Box of stuff for sale on ebay with Tyre, Petrol cap and Shoes stolen from Colosseum QLD near Miriam Vale Feb 2019 Blood on Veranda Mint green beaters stolen out of kitchen More Timber Stolen and how many Octopus Straps have I had been stolen now So Many Seeds Stolen From my Seed Chest NUISANCE theft by NUISANCE people - old hose connector and Invoices stolen 4am 1st Feb 2019 Bells Stolen at Rangari - ShopDoor Bell, School bell x 3, string of doorbells x 2 I managed to fit all stolen items from these 2 addresses, in on 1 page Items stolen at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin (still not edited from photos to text) Page 1 All these items have been stolen out of my house here a kookaburra Park gin gin The Audacity of some people Did You Recognize the Handwriting, Tegan Goodall - nuisance liar Luffas keep getting stolen, break and enter October 2020 No law against filming and posting on social media except for a private act like in the bathroom or sex. Celosia seed stolen from my house a kookaburra parked in gin by gang mentality More police harassment re-postoffice been at Gin‘s in police Some of the items STOLEN by girls at Gin Gin post office 2020 2021 Retailer spray bottle Nazis Physio papers stolen along with phone number 2 large plastic caged containers emptied overnight -they have no leaks in them, they were stolen 2 torches stolen from kookaburra park in Gin via toll Courier or Bunnings staff member, Suspected Thieving neighbours lay in wait, till I go outside into the garden, break into my house and do STUPID things WATER RELATED Delicious farmers fresh fruit and veggies Open padlock stolen from front door, Builyan, QLD, and Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD 2 stolen necklaces, one returned Big gap between the door in the wall pleated school uniform sabotage My good broccoli seeds stolen More mince stolen from my freezer Waste of money fruit Mail sign people TONNEAU COVER SUPPORT BAR stolen double theft by coles, and then a stupid blonde dog - stolen beef fillet Glue silicone sealant STOLEN from amazon Food stealing from Ebay Plumbing Fixtures Bad KMART refusing to sell to me via instore pick up only Physio red rubber fulcrum STOLEN, kookaburra Park, Gin Gin QLD, feb 2020 Dogs On Phone story Cotton seed stolen from kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, as well as Karen Stennets photo 2 Paint scrapers stolen Page 2 Another foot stabbing by passive aggressive bimbo Metal parfait spoons to stolen May 2020 Retailers overcharging me still Purslane stolen by neighbour or landlord Photo of all my knitting equipment laid out Tree guard stolen from front gate Birth certificate STOLEN in November December 2021 sometime, Gin Gin, QLD, kookaburra Park Watch and Wait - Little idiots waiting till I go outside Reading glasses stolen Seeds stolen Acacia baileyanna - Cootamundra wattle Russell Patterson seeds of eucalyptus stolen Ilike seeds rip off Bloody Chyro kookaburra park road entrance and lake Fisher and Paykel stealing again Company stealing via Google search results Ebay thieves Green long horizontal aluminium tube stolen Legal Courier theft going on by Pack and Send, and Just Freight Bundaberg PVA woodworking glue STOLEN, from locked house Stolen because they can Bramhi tea stolen Tap valve replacement stolen from inside house kookaburra Park gin gin Strange world Items that have been stolen through Australia Post Hay bimbo naziheads -this was stolen off my pc Maccas burgers contaminated, trying to copy fight club commonwealth bank stealing money from me via 13 calls costs 3dollars perminute Telstra stealing Internet September 2020 Dishonest thieves who do not have correct size management on listings Page 3 Aquarium plants stolen on the day I received it I love my sweet treats SPINTEL internet cutting out again this morning - 13th feb another coward letter left in my locker, note the hand writing 2 hakea seedlings stolen gin gin Queensland November 2021 Danger - buyer beware magnetic braclet Cane farmers polluting my air More reading glasses stolen Jan 2021 Mother‘s paying for their son‘s mistakes Telstra charged me for phoning 13 numbers Scissors stolen, I suspect by ebay staff Food stealing out of locked car - bimbos do it Optus, why do they bother Packet of futon screw bolt stolen from my tool cupboard 2020 2021 Lightbulb people overcharging in the name of Eco Is this a lookalike car Irrigation poly stolen by means of sabotage Data collection via printers apple call centre staff stealing off my ipad Two women lurking around my house this morning Car people stealing at mechanics Car cam stolen, later returned, and TF card for car camera stolen Harassment from airport bio security Medalling Nancy Truck Drivers Neighbours or TV people poisoning my drinking water bottle Rich water bottle thief Online sellers stealing from people Acetone nail polish stolen Page 4 Certain retailers in Australia Post making my life difficult Other businesses using my name to sell its fabrics online More food stolen out of my freezer Pen on string has gone missing again Port Macquaries Your Discount Chemist online thieves, again Another 2 spatulas stolen in 2020, and 1 in 2019 Suspected visiting neighbours kids stole hose sprayer then returned it week later WAX PRODUCT THAT DOES NOT WORK - this retailer is stealing from you Whole heap of beautiful pale pink paint stolen Manila folder with chronic disease management care plan stolen knitpro stolen cable stolen knitting needle reminder Tank overflow kit BRANDNEW stolen Budget Truck thieves stole 680 dollars NO CONVICTION More stealing from ebay Fake courier or one that just refuses to deliver OMG these Chinese Australian ebay sellers Stolen brick $60 brand-new 500ml bottle of rosemary essential oil haircare stolen Stolen chocolate‘s Secateurs stolen The richest woman in gin gin they are stealing my food from my fridge Council Men in Beeping Trucks and who do Signs Microsoft wasting my time with capita not working champagne sunglasses STOLEN - another pair of sunglasses Timber screw, brass, 40×20MM stolen in June 2019 Cooking wines stolen Pepper Essential Oil stolen stolen - Yoga For A Healthy Back DVD fake canon website Page 5 Another craft items stolen; craft glue the stupid mother bitches stole not just 1, but all my glues Computer Nerd Drama Borage and Bergamot Essential Oils STOLEN, ASWELL AS SOME RUMP STEAK apple bitches stealing from me again garden and veranda intruders the worst online order all year Maybe they sent faulty one, but I think the concept of essential oil on heated pad doesn’t work Stalking 'after-shopping' car thief, strikes again 3 cameras, along with SD Cards STOLEN by nazis 2 pink linen pillow slips STOLEN, stolen from my church pew storage space, inside my rental house at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD These are the arseholes that own ace hardware in Gin Gin, QLD, Australia Half a caddy of petrol stolen more harrassment by a dog at kookaburra park Still removing my notices from the community noticeboard landlord and landlords minions unlawfully breaks into my rental house - this is how to telly off a BULLY youtube vid; landlord + landlords minions unlawfully breaks into my rental house purse necklace that was stolen Ergon guestimating and overcharging on final bill before relocating Stolen - Nat Killer, Organic, stolen, just before I left Kookaburra Park 1 small whisk stolen from kookaburra park eco village in gin gin qld Stolen, 3.5m long Rio Rod, Taken from front Kookaburra Eco village glass jar with screws stolen STOLEN ITEMS FROM GIN GIN AND new address 700km away Extra large Wrought Iron Hanging Basket, STOLENvia distraction where has all my honey gone I thought my 10mx10m fruitfly netting had been stolen, but then remembered a gumtree person took it for $35 Items stolen at Sarina Page 1 Blue Fringed Top STOLEN Glass Jar with Screws Stolen Last Minute Desperate Theft Raid On My Stuff Before I Moved -aka STOLEN ITEMS FROM GIN GIN AND new address 700km away Small nutribullet cup with handle STOLEN, and 102 Range RD, new Bungalow built for the sole purpose of neighbour harassment- built by rich evil dogs Eucalyptus woodwardii seed stolen, March 2022, from inside my locked house. NBNCO Antics More Sewing Project Sabotage - Burn in Ribbon Petunia in small Pot – seed from ‘Large Cherry’, Etsy Poland, STOLEN Laundry Powder Stolen Little Bit at a Time over Many Months Came home today to discover this – smashed rear blinker This is what Loopydogcrazed Women do - steal Pale Pink Underwear 1st Sarina phone dog I have seen The thieving continues at my new address – SD card reader stolen Tagetes Essential Oil Stolen Record of fake fire alarms with the photo of fire alarm disablement yellow sticker Computer Nerds Stealing from Neighbours who Advertise Products to Sell on Social Media or Websites Water jug x 1 filterSTOLEN Grey Paper Scissors Stolen (another – this bimbo thief is obsessed with my scissors) Neighbour Antics at new subtropical spot - Should have started writing this sooner, as my theory of just merely writing about something weird, negative or annoying, soon puts an end to it. Geranium Punnet Stolen, Oct Nov 2022 Food Theft Again -1 Rolled Frozen Chicken Breast STOLEN Another trip into town, another bunch of nonthinking sign people MONUMENTAL NUISANCE Another pair of Reading Glasses Stolen, Magnification 3 3 year old Hibiscus POISONED Pink Nylon Netting Stolen from outside my unit last night, Sat 5th Aug 2023, and Marketing Conspiracy Theory Sarina Signs Non thinking Sarina Council killing Native Trees for no reason other than SPITE Dug up and stolen here on Range Rd Sarina, one 2yr old Frangipani ‘Starburst Red’ – Plumeria rubra Pen Stolen After I Contacted Stationery Shop For Some More Good Ones Collage: As like on the Rangari Stolen Items Page, I will do a collage here too, of other items stolen from me at this Sarina Address. Page 2 Items stolen at Sarina Janome Sewing Foot, J was Stolen off my Sewing Machine, in my locked car in Mackay Set a Car Trap to Catch and Arrest Thieves TOO EASY and Anger, Violence and Rioting, is a direct result from disrespect Food Thief Again More Sarina Food Stealing Melaleuca trichophylla tubestock STOLEN Telstra slow internet problems again at Sarina starting from Oct 2022 Again, my neighbours are stupidly stealing from me - male aquarium fish All the Business’s in Sarina who have stolen from me Black Outs and Electricity Problems at Sarina Missing 45 Photo Stories from my Computer and Website, that I’ve had to Re-Upload The Same People Stealing from Me, Is Purchasing My Seeds Under Somebody Else's Name? Molly Lookalike on Warrior Women show by Bimbos On Prime Uk Show - Get Off My Back People Who Drive Around All Day Looking For Single People To Leave Their Homes, So They Can Steal From Them Kangaroo Mince Stolen from my Locked Car at Sarina Mitre 10 Carpark Devious Mouse Theft Shift in Mentality needed re Plant Material Theft Chip placed in my glass tank after I uploaded my YouTube aquarium vid 17th July 2023 Seed Stealing through the Post- with Australian Government Saving the Thieves Missing Sticky Tape, similar to this but with yellow label, Dec 2023, Sarina Dodgy Australian Thief Exposure plus their media REWARDERS Culinare Garlic Press that does not work AT ALL – so Supermarket Theft Online Retail Thieves not paying for Return Postage 3. Concession stamp Collage blurb: This is blank spot, as I am sure there will be more. Plus the stupid dogs are telling everyone I am moving, when I AM NOT, - they do this deliberatley, to encourage the stupid people around here, to steal from me. Apparently, if they think you are not local, this is an invitation to steal. I AM SURROUNDED BY MORONS. Banned Google Reviews and Supermarket Antics Pdf Thala Resort in Port Douglas refusing service and calling customers DOGS Supermarket Antics Allowrie Butter, the best on the market NO LONGER AVAILABLE Some Food Brands that have tainted products in order to either cost cut or trick, trick as in swindle, the consumer No broccoli at woollies Woolworths butchery contaminating their meat for ‘common enemy’ GANG MENTALITY Purina salmon biscuits making my cat sick Exorbitant butter prices from Coles Coles stealing via dairy products and non-delivery charge on credit card $30 Sabotaged milk from Australian farmers ,Chinese owned, plus Coles and woollies Contaminated milk from Coles Bundaberg Why are there no fresh peas available at Coles and woollies Coles not coming through with all items in online trolley No moral butchers Woolworths stealing by double charging for postage Woolworths liars and the other Woolworths liars who save them Woolworths not experiencing food shortages, but Woolworths have declared war on certain customers, refusing foods - NO BASMANTI RICE MORE PURINA CAT FOOD CAUSING CAT TO BE SICK wasteful cat food Food Shortages at the super market more rotten fruit from Woollies and Coles no delivery slots left AGAIN at supermarket This nectarines from Woollies were treated with a fungicide (Bundaberg) Online order theft for the past 3yrs - potato shortage in Australia Coles customers stealing from me in the form of stealing my items from the shelf Paper towel and Facial Tissue shortages since 2020, still 2023 More coles IT Nerds mucking up my orders - or could be same ones, probably is Bloody Coles Stealing My Food out of my Trolley at Delivery time - what is my cat going to eat Garden at Rangari, NSW, Australia Many photos of my plants Rangari Garden Map All the food that I grew in the Rangari garden near Gunnedah – on bore water – the “Great Artesian Basin” Favourites page Cat photos Garden Photos Garden in flower My swimming pool shots Proposed new rail route Chocolate Tart Acacia collage Ocean shots x 3 I love it! Fantastic underwater shot of synchronised swimming in the 2016 Olympics Go straight to the beginning - About p1

Is there a list of Sadistic Doctors and Dentists in Australia? I would like to name and shame a few that I have had personal experience with. I know there is an organized network, akin to paedophiles, people who get thrills from inflicting pain on other people / animals. But I guess I’m out of the loop. I now record all Doctor / Pathology etc with BodyCam - Gunnedah pathology GRH, stupid zombie bitch) Not to mention recently - Dr. Norman Sadick and 2 Dental assistants (1 was NEGS girl by Mia Life Stories P11 Rosey Tulip Violet Lil 1. She who spoils her cat the most, wins In 2000 I adopted a rescue cat who was found abandoned in a building site, Mia, I named her. A cute little tabby kitten. I was planning on getting Mia desexed, the book said to wait till she was six months old, so I waited and, in the meantime, there was a bit of a cat raucous outside on the farm, I quickly stuck my head out only to see this GINORMOUS Tom cat strut off and few weeks later my poor little young Mia was suddenly fat and expecting. So, I’m thinking maybe four or five months, not six months! But actually, this little oversight was the best thing that ever happened, I was able to keep 3 of the kittens, (Rosie, Lil and Violet) and give the other 4 away. (They weren’t all female, but a farmer neighbour came over and inspected them, and told me “They’re all girls!” - ahh, country bumpkin neighbours!!) So, I had 4 cats with me on the farm, which were great company, and it was a privilege having them around and looking after them, plus I could get roo meat for $3/kg, so affordable too. In 2006 a 5th cat came into my care, it was either death or be saved by me, so I opted to save him, and he was a small wild ferocious cat. I named him Tulip, it took some years but eventually he stopped biting and scratching me. I’m not entirely sure he makes a great companion cat, when compared to my others… but I still like having him around. They loved my garden, and loved watching me create it. I had some fun making them a great big huge carpeted cat tower, which they all loved and would regularly use, climb up on, infact if you have cats, having a cat tower for them inside somewhere where they can sit high up, is an absolute must. I made a few other things like cat fury little houses, but they weren’t too impressed with those, they really only liked the high cat tower with large carpeted shelves, and the big ones - it’s surprising how many cat products there are that don’t have big enough shelves for the cat to fully lay out, and stretch out in a comfy relaxed manner. One of their favourite toys was a peacock feather. I had peacocks at one point, and they invariably dropped the odd feather, I would pick them up and drag them behind me, kind of waving the head around, and the cats absolutely loved this, they would follow me, chase after me, and try and get the feather head as I walked along, bobbing it around on the ground, it was their most favourite thing to do, and definitely heightened their hunting instincts. I even managed to get Violet to come out from under the bed where she lived 24/7, such a scared little runt, and I think after playing with her, she managed to catch a skink! I have to mention about the wildlife, I had heaps of skinks on the farm, literally there were 100’s of them, and I had a habitat going on for them so they could hide from the cats, hollow logs, rocks and the such. When my cats were at their young height of voracious hunting, I made a point of feeding them every morning, then unlatching the Catflap door, so they could come and go as they please, and then feeding them again in the evening before dusk, and when they’re all inside eating, I shut the latch on the catflap door, so they had to stay inside at night. But during the day they could wander around the garden and go hunting if they wished. It seemed to work really well, only sacrificing a little wildlife, plus still allowing them the use of their wild instincts. I see cats on Pinterest today, that are not allowed outside, they are indoors only. I feel so bad for these little pussycats, because I know their heart will be getting wrenched out of their bodies, by not being able to go outside into nature. Although my brother had a cat, and he lived in the city, and it was allowed outside, and it got run over and killed. He thinks his neighbour did it deliberately. So, I’m thinking if you lived in the city, it would be worth fully enclosing a backyard, so your cats can go outside into the garden, not just a cat run, but enclosing the whole garden. That’s what I would I do. In my new location, in suburbia, if I see a cat out wondering at night, I feel sorry for it, because I know they aren’t from a ‘caring’ home. I have to mention, I was creating a large garden, and I would frequently have to walk around, checking trees, fixing tree guards, giving them a bottle of water, especially in the summertime, and my cats would always accompany me. Actually, Violet was still a little bit too scared to wander all the way down to the bottom of the paddock, but Mia, Lil, and Rosie would go walking with me all the time, they loved it, and for that brief time when I had to stay at dads in town, with only his quarter acre block, all fenced in - I could just sense them asking me “we want to go for a walk, we want to go for a walk!” Tulip is my last remaining cat today, 22 years later, he is blind and never hunts anymore. I miss the other 4. I would like to mention, 3 of my 5 cats died tragically, all preventable, one from the heat, another one from spot on flea/tick treatment (cancer), and another one from cancer; from eating of a hydrochloric acid cleaned floor. The other died naturally at age 18. But with all 4 deaths that I went through, with each one, I noted that there is a process they go through, a dying process, and as a result of observing what happens, in the death process, I definitely don’t recommend euthanasia. I mean there may be some pain that you may prevent, by doing that, but I feel euthanasia is mainly more for the owners benefit, as they don’t have to care for the pet as they die, because they do require extra care and TLC in that process. And when the time has really come, they usually make an appearance to say goodbye, then they will take their leave and find a quiet spot to hide and quietly depart. I watch a lot of YouTube cat videos, and I need to mention, on the rare occasion when one of my cats, maybe they jump off something and misjudge the landing, and crash – this is not something I would find amusing, I didn’t and still don’t laugh at my cat if maybe he does not see something and crashes into it, a rare thing. Not funny in my well sighted cats, and not funny in my blind cat. But they do do funny things, like I have just put a ramp up to my new raised bed, and Tulip instead of walking down, he has figured a new way to get down, and he kind of slides down on his 2 front paws, and walks his back legs! Funny Whereas, I have caught glimpses of YouTube videos with cat owners watching their cats, and when they fall, they stand there on camera and laugh hysterically at their poor cat, who sometimes, most likely would have a sore leg or something from the fall. I really can’t believe how thoughtless and careless most people really are. The pleasure they derive in somebody else’s misfortune is pathetic. I mean, is that the reason why you got cat or dog, so you can watch them hopefully fall and crash? Idiotic reason. Idiots. Also, by the way, if I see a posting on Pinterest, that exhibits any sort of cruelty, like if I see someone inflicting fear in an animal, or are making forced demands of their pet, like making them jump into a wall of unseen gladwrap, I always make some sort of comment to make my point clear about how I feel about that, sometimes I will go to the bother of blocking that person, or even reporting it (although under the list of reason to report, there is no Animal cruelty, wakey wakey Pinterest). But what I’ve noticed, is that I usually get a lot of likes for the comment, from the rest of the public, but nobody else makes such comments. I think everybody is trying to “play nice”, (not rock the boat, maybe they don’t want to get banned!) that’s how people get away this bad sometimes fully ignorant behaviour. Speak up. 2. Spot on Flea Tick Treament causes Mast Cell Tumors - Cancer Mast cell tumours are a type of skin cancer that can kill your pet like what happened to my cat Lil and Mia. My other younger cat Tulip was showing the tumour symptoms, but I stopped the application and his immune is still strong enough to fight the skin cancers. He is still alive. But today, (he is very old now) I felt one of the tumours on his back – a moment of weakness, probably from being out in the sun {when cats and dogs are old, they cannot tell when their body overheats from being in the sun, especially of they have eyesight issues; can’t see if they are lying in the sun, rather than under a bush in the shade – you physically need to keep an eye on them and move them when the sun moves.} so, Tulip recovered, and is still going strong. But, about Spot-on, it is really true and I would not risk any brand of spot-on treatment at all. I did get a vet biopsy to confirm Mast Cell Tumours. To treat tick paralysis; mix a small (very small) amount of garlic in cats dinner. If it has tick paralysis, this will cure it, as it cured my tulip completely. If you give your cat too much garlic, he will have a heart attack and die. In NSW, ticks are not much of a problem, so it is fine, but in in Queensland, whole other story, Tics are rampant and ferocious, actually I don’t recommend you even own a cat or dog if you live in Queensland - which is very sad and unfortunate. Queensland is just not conducive to cats or dogs, and the treatment that vets give to treat ticks, causes cancer, so it is a no-win situation for cats and dogs who are allowed to romp outside. And well, keeping a pet indoors only, for me, really falls under the cruel category. They are here to experience nature. Also, I’ve written about this before, but for some reason it has disappeared; if you see a tick on your cat, STOP, don’t do anything, because if you just grab it and pull it off -you’ll leave the head in the body, which is bad because it may become infected, and is really hard to get out. So what you do if you come across a tick, is go and get some tea tree oil. Tea tree oil is really potent and strong, and if you just dab a little bit on the tick, with a cotton tip, then the tick gets a little bit shocked, and stunned, then at that moment, you just grab it and pull it out, use tweezers. Then the whole thing will come out easily. This is what I did when I saw a tick on my cat and it worked a treat. There is a train of thought (or just some wishful thinking chemical company girl’s opinion) that my cats in particular were targeted by bully IT Nerds from the Netherlands in Holland, because they heard me bitching one day about some stupid thieving dog, and assumed I was talking about them. They are “not right” in the head. I don’t personally know any IT nerds at all, let alone ones from the Netherlands. So, this was their revenge; to kill my cats. Can you please tell me how much more stupid and idiotic people are? Btw, ebay said they were from the Netherlands. It could have been ebay staff, there are some stupid ones on there. In Australia, a common cause of death is heat stress, specially with older cats, they tend not to realise that they're sitting in the sun, and it can get 40+ degrees. BTW, one of my cat developed hypothyroid issues at age 6 months, (he was half staffed as a Kitten when I found him), he's had it his whole life, I haven't done anything, except his diet consists of local raw kangaroo meat and occasionally a raw egg yolk - He eats an extraordinary amount, (more than the other four cats combined) plus he drinks a fair amount of water. This has been his routine for the past 17 years, he's still going strong albeit looking like a bit of a walking skeleton for the past 4 years, but he is still with clarity. I'm glad you mentioned the food bit, really you can't purchase prepackaged pet food at all, you have to give them fresh meat from the butcher for optimum health. I should mention that my cats ate very well because I could get kangaroo mince for $3.20kg. - and they absolutely loved this, they were so healthy. It went up to $3.50 after 10 years - still very affordable for me. But this ended when I moved to Queensland; I could not get kangaroo meat at all at some places, and then if I could it was up to and or over $10 a kilo, with some places charging $18 a kilo. ABSURD. My poor remaining 1 little pussycat who’s only had good quality kangaroo meat his whole life, suddenly had to change his diet, (to raw chicken), plus now he costs me at least $20kg, and then some, plus here, I have to purchase kitty litter, as he refuses to go outside any more after an encounter with a python. So my cat actually costs more than me, a fortnight to eat and maintain. I definitely don’t recommend having pets if you live in Queensland. Oh, and my cousin's cat had the same hypothyroid condition, and she said that she had to take her cat to the vet and there was a treatment that cost a lot of money, involving injections every day. I think it was $50 a week for the rest of its life, an extraordinary amount of money. After 12mnths, she ended up putting her cat down. (I don't know whether it didn't make any difference, or it was too expensive, or she could not manage the daily syringes, but I know that a vet (big pharma), will want to make as much money from you as possible regardless if it is necessary or works. If you just stick to a raw healthy meat diet, you can't go wrong. Someone suggested nat mur to treat hypothyroid, and that is only $12, whether it works, I do not know. 3. We all need the Right Nutrition from the Womb Now, I’m going to put up a little story here, because with all my postings of the items that have been stolen or situations that I’ve talked about on the Internet publicly, I keep going on about the bloody female dogs that harass me, I find them such a big part of my life, as they follow me about everywhere I go, and no one talks about it and a lot of people do not seem to understand what I’m talking about or do not want to know, but after years of thinking about what makes a bimbo act in a stupid non thinking way, I now know. (And I know, you know, what I am talking about) – that kind of absent-minded chitchat that a lot of girls seem to enter into. So, amongst other things, I believe this loss of focus, is caused from a lack of nutrients, and not because maybe they are hungry or they skipped dinner, I’m talking about from the very beginning, in the womb. If the mother wasn’t getting enough to eat back then, or enough of the needed essential nutrients, then that causes slight brain development problems. I’ve come to this conclusion from observing a litter of seven cats from birth to death. What I noticed is that the firstborn cat (Lil) was an outstanding hunter, fully aware, and very precise and clever in his tactics, he was also naturally confident and outgoing (and I’m pretty sure he had a sense of humor!) he was intelligent and not reflective. Then what I noticed was that each cat after that, (so, the next born, then the next…) was a little bit like that, but a little bit less so, and by the time you got down to the seventh cat, her personality was quite the opposite of the firstborn very shy, very timid, very scared, quiet reflective, especially in her older years, and not outgoing at all, infact she never ventured outside for the first 4 yrs of her life, and obviously, at first when she was born, she was very tiny. Now, I have to point out, the mother was a stray Tabby rescue cat, and as far as I was concerned, she was going off to the vets at six months old to be desexed, so at age of 5 months when she started getting a bit fat, I actually thought, in my naïveté, that she was putting on weight and I cut back her food, which turned out to be a huge mistake, as she was pregnant, so the first cat inline inside her uterus got the most food, and the poor one at the end would have been starved (Violet). (I soon discovered she was pregas and increased her food), and after the kittens were born, I fed all the cats very well, they had lean kangaroo meat twice a day, and expensive type of biccies that I’m hoping were all good (I know the cheaper types are terrible, you may as well be feeding them cardboard). Violet btw, went on to be big, and she outlived all her siblings!! I would say mainly due to her sedentary lifestyle (19yrs). Now, I thought well, you know, maybe that’s how it is for a cat, but a human who doesn’t carry seven but instead just one at a time, maybe different, but after thinking and observing people, some more over the years I’ve decided it’s exactly the same. You may need to think about that last statement. I have known plenty of 3rd borns who think they are smarter than their first born sibling! (they think it!!) By the by, Spot on Flea/Tick treatment causes Mast Cell Tumors (cancer) and will reduce the number of years your cat lives. 4. Cat Stories - To bath or not to bath. You will find this tedious if you are not a Rampant Cat Fan When I first got my cat Mia, I thought she should be bathed every few months or so, and so did this in a big cement trough. After she had kittens, I continued also to bath them. One day when I had violet sitting in the large cement trough, the water came up to her neck, she was very placid, although did not enjoy a bath, suddenly I saw her whole head was covered with some thing moving, and upon looking closer, I was so appalled, she had fleas, all the fleas had climbed up to her head, there were hundreds of them, crawling over every single milimeter of her face, her nose, her mouth, her eyes. So happened that I was able to get hold of some stuff from the vet the following day and treated them all, and it so happened that I was moving that day to a farm at Bulga, so it worked out, we could leave the fleas and flea infected house behind us. (That house (yard) was infested with rabbits, that’s why there were so many fleas) I think any bathing that I had done before, obviously didn’t make a difference to fleas, and it wasn’t long after that when I decided that they probably did not actually need to be bathed, and have never bathed any of my cats since. But I do notice now, that I get dust mites if I don’t wash the sheets every week or so, and I suspect this might be from the cat, the last remaining one, Tulip. But I’m still not going to bath him, I just don’t think he would like it, he’s very clean, anyway, he always licks himself clean. I don’t really like doing things that cats don’t like to do - they know what they want, and what they need. Forcing an animal to do something it doesn’t want to do is usually the wrong thing to do anyway. I did try a cat collar on one of my cats once, when I was in Melbourne, and gee! I don’t think so - the poor little thing, he didn’t know what to do, he started walking backwards!! Plus, my neighbour told me that she got a cat collar with a bell to protect the birds, but then she saw her cat put his paw over the bell when he was stalking the bird, so the bird won’t hear it! How about that for smarty pants! Of course, I’ve mentioned not to use flea and tick spot on treatment on your cats because it causes tumours, so if I had of known that I’m not sure what I would’ve done back then, (it was 2000), maybe a big strong dose of garlic would’ve worked? Or maybe just 1 application of SpotOn is ok? One day at Bulga, back in 2002, it was the middle of the day, hot, my cat Mia came inside and she was absolutely dripping water from head to foot. Saturated. I couldn’t believe it. Where had she been? What had happened? We were in the middle of a drought! So, I asked her! And she started kind of pacing, going meow! meow! Like she wanted to tell me what was going on, what happened, but she couldn’t, she was definitely worked up about it, and I can only guess what happened, a possibility of 4 things; about 50m up the paddock was a well/bore, which was covered with a board, so possibly, maybe, she got underneath it somehow, and fell in, then manage to clamber out again, it could’ve been at least a 30 foot drop down into the water, plus it was 50m up the paddock, and when she came in the house, she came in dripping wet still, literally the floor was a puddle of water around her, so I think it was too far from the house for it to be the well. The other possibility was the cement water tank near the porch, maybe she fell in the manhole, for some strange reason it did not have a cover on it. But how she would’ve got out of a cement tank that was half full of water, I am not sure. it would’ve been absolutely impossible, I think, and if she did get out, no wonder she was so worked up, because it would’ve been incredibly difficult for her to climb up the cement wall and then over to the opening, in fact I don’t know how that would’ve even been possible. She would’ve used up one of her nine lives if that was the case. The third possibility; there was a trough for the cattle near the well, maybe she fell in the trough, but I don’t see why she would get her whole body wet if she fell in the trough, she would’ve just got her feet wet, but maybe she slipped, and her whole body fell into the trough – but again, 50m up the paddock, she would have dried off some, plus probably stopped to lick herself. 4th possibility, someone kidnapped her and wet her. (But I don’t really think it was that?) It was a mystery then, and it still is a mystery, and often I think how on earth she got dripping wet in the middle of nowhere where there was a drought on. The photo above was when she suddenly sat right at the gate, down the bottom of the garden one day, I looked at her and thought how typical a cat she was, that was such a cat thing to do, now she is like all the other cats. Now she is normal like all the other cats. I believe that was when she got cancer; from the hydrochloric acid cleaning chemicals on the floor, where she ate her biccys off the floor. The cancer sat there dormant in her cell till some years later later when she died from it. Poor Mia. (not that I did, but if you smoke - you can’t smoke inside, with a cat indoors – special message). Arshole young boy Wikipedia admin 5. Country Feral non-thinking Tight Arse’s I want to mention here, the bad vibes that was created after the actions of a stupid country feral non-thinking tight arse idiot; One day when I was having a fine and dandy time paddling down the Namoi river on dads Kayak, I turned into a bend, and it was very eerie, I can’t quite explain it, just total bad vibes that I was picking up. I looked around to see if I could spot any problems, there over by the shore was a hessian bag. I paddled over, opened it up, and how awful and gruesome - a bag of rotting drowned kittens, no wonder I was picking up bad vibes. So, it seems I need to mention that you shouldn’t do this - bloody pay the $100 and get your cat desexed you non-thinking idiots - (and animal nazi haters). (actually, I personally believe council should be paying for cat/dog desexing anyway) 6. Cat Scratch with Anti Tetanus Story This cut is near my eyebrow, the red part is the infection just under the skin. I guess back in the olden days before antibiotics, they must’ve died from cat scratches? BTW, as well as prescribing Keflex which is an antibiotic, the Dr gave me a tetanus shot. That shot was definitely not necessary. Not only is it not necessary because the antibiotics will work just fine, but I developed this intense pain in the exact spot where the puncture was, and my whole arm was really sore, I was unable to lift it up past my waist, and it lasted for about 8 months. (I want to mention too, in this time I had to re-locate, so it was very difficult) Antibiotics will also do the job of fixing a really severe infection, so there’s no need for tetanus ever! Drs just like prescribing it because they like stabbing people with needles, but mostly, they get paid from drug companies who sell tetanus. 7. Tulip, his Whiskers give me Whiskers This is Tulip, he is 16 now, and blind. The number of times where I have thought he was going to die has been at least nine times. The reason why I have thought this, is mainly due to his diet. I’ve had to switch over from my usual fresh kangaroo meat, which I could purchase for $3.50 a kilo in Tamworth, to now having to purchase in Queensland, commercial food as there is no fresh roo mince. I can assure you there are some highly dodgy pet food companies. The worst one being ‘gourmet delight’ packed for Safcol Australia, and made in Thailand. This one is truly revolting, making my cat very sick, repeatedly, and they still sell it, even after I told them it makes cats sick. Anyway, after this big ordeal, whiskers finally came up with a gravy meal that he likes, if I add some grated chicken breast with it, he likes it. He has this twice a day plus biscuits, plus some melted fat with chicken, and he still is a very tiny slight cat. When he was younger, going through what I call, his ‘teenage years’, he used to eat more than my other four cats combined, it was quite extraordinary how much food this little pussycat could consume, I suspect this is so, because he was near starved after he was born, and he probably came from a long line of stray cats that used to hang around the Gunnedah Tafe, who were also half starved, plus he was highly active, he used to be able to see, and he was a voracious hunter, hunting and wondering all day long. Although a little birdy told me, he eats so much because he has a medical condition, some sort of thyroid problem, there is a treatment but it costs $140per month, so obviously not something I can afford, considerably cheaper to feed him 3 times as much as he ought to be consuming at his age. Anyway, the main point of why I’ve done this story up, is because I’ve noticed now in winter, as he is so tiny, he comes inside to be warm. So he often comes up to me on my bed, and rubs his chin on my chin, but I’ve had to stop him from doing this because what happens, after he does this, my chin breaks out into little hairs, almost like whiskers!! And sometimes they get infected like an ingrown hair, it’s like his whiskers, give me whiskers. I just wanted to make a point of saying this is what happens, and it is not menopause. I was advised by a nurse who didn’t know, that I was NOT going through menopause. Not yet dearies!! Also I want to say, as hard as it is for me now in this tiny unit/motel room, it is just as hard for Tulip. Poor little tulip is suffering as much as I am, he’s come from this beautiful quiet peaceful tranquil garden, where he had all his hidy ‘spots’ worked out, he knew how many steps from the bushes to the cat flap inside, there were no pesty Bush Turkeys or neighbour cars. Now he frequently whinges to me because he’s got hardly any outside spots where he can relax, curl up and sleep for a few hours, and there is no space for him inside, plus he tells me it smells. Poor little Tulip, curse all the dogs. 8. Bank staff trying to UNEMPOWER customers Dogs at Bundaberg Commonwealth bank are trying to UNempower me, last time they did it by insisting I go into the bank to update my phone number, rather than do it over the phone or online (dogs) – then the tattooed girl in the Bundaberg bank, asked me to state my address while female thieves behind me in the cue and standing also near the counter would hear it, as soon as they heard it, they all up and left. Whether they stole anything from my house I am unsure of, but I did have 2 kitchen spatulas go missing around that time. Always problems in the bank. I strongly suspect they suffer from “GoldStarDog theory”. In fact, I know they do. But in general, there are a lot of tyrannical wannabe authorities in Bundaberg, infact, the authorities in Bundaberg are desperate for “lawbreakers”, so they have something to do, and can go on their power tripping dysfunctions. The only good thing I have to say about Bundaberg, is that around that time I had to go to the bank, all the thousands of Murraya’s that had been planted several years ago, were now all in full flower, and the most amazing fragrance filled the entire citytown. Absolutely beautiful fragrance, divine. Bundaberg is the best smelling citytown, by far. Here is a good a spot as any to mention, the town of Gladstone is truly the worst town that I’ve encountered in Australia thus far, worse than Gunnedah. It is a small city consisting of totally corrupt police and councils, all the women in it are complete bitches - there’s no exceptions, and they all hate each other and try to steal from one another, similar to Gunnedah, I guess. One time in Gunnedah, I called the CBA bank, as there was an issue with sorting out a replacement credit card, and I happened to be in a shop wanting to purchase something with the credit card, so I was on the phone talking to this girl from CBA, who wasn’t really making any sense, she was definitely suffering from what I have termed the female zombie problem. It was literally like she was part asleep, living in her own little dreamworld - actually she was being a bit of a bitch too, and so I thought, it would help, if I put her on speaker phone, because I wasn’t the only one in the shop, and as soon as I did that, it was like I was speaking to someone completely different, she was suddenly fully awake, and prepared to sort out the issue. I tell you “Walking female sleeping beauty zombies” are in every corner, of every industry, ready and waiting to be as stupid as they can. And waking female sleeping beauty zombies ought to be a priority in schools and family units. 9. Often People are Described as Died Peacefully in their Sleep Often people are described as “died peacefully in their sleep”. Well, it’s usually the opposite of this, especially in a nursing home; they give patient sleeping tablets, (especially the dementia ones who often wake up during the night) then the patient has a nightmare, which raises their heart rate, but because they can’t wake up due to the tablets, their heart continues to beat rapidly, and they have a heart attack and die. mmm, yes peaceful. In my experience, I find most nursing staff delusional about medication. Often people are there because they are in the process of dying, and there is no help that can be given, but a nurse has only the knowledge that they are there to help, so if they can’t help, then they can give them a tablet and feel then that they are helping. And this is not just true in nursing homes, they do it in hospitals and especially, mental units, where a person has been put there because they are scarring the pencil pushers, (often just for speaking the truth but in a loud ‘scary’ voice) so they are classed as someone with ‘mental health issues’, RIDICULOUS, and thus must be put on medication. In fact, that’s really the number one priority and work that those mental health ward unit staff do; subdue the patient and administer tranquilizers, have you seen those mental health called staff – all big build people, they lay in hopes everyday in their job to get some loud mouth to come along, so they can use the physical strength and medication to fight and subdue, thus feeling like they have won, and accomplished their work - they are the biggest dogs of them all. This is really a joke, and I can’t believe it has not come to light about the complete stupidity of this practice. That type of medication will do more harm than good. WAKE UP bims. Oh, and I believe there are some nurses in hospitals, who when dealing with someone who’s had some major medical problems, and therefore have no control any more, they sometimes get anxious, argumentative and angry. So, a nurse, who should be taking the time to explain what’s happened to them properly, so they can be calmed, will often not do this, as often nurses aren’t patient people, some are there to make money, and not there because of their caring, healing, or patient characteristics. So, they just tranquilize someone, because it’s easier to do that than deal with their frustrations of being sick. Sick nurses! 10. Morning Tea with the Old Lady Neighbours I touched vaguely on this before, but that piece of writing is missing, at any rate I couldn’t find it. So, I thought it probably worth making a point about it. When I first arrived at kookaburra Park (Gin Gin QLD), I had morning tea with the next-door neighbours a few times. My next-door neighbours here, are all pretty much elderly people, which is great, I don’t mind living amongst elderly people at all, usually I find elderly people to have far more common sense than young people. However, I’ve decided, after the third time, that it would be in my best interest if I do NOT have morning tea with the old ladies again. What I found was that morning tea for them was a game, a kind of social piranha fish game, where you have to win with everything you say, and be perfect and ‘good’, and the smartest! And if one is forced to lie in order to ‘win’ – then THEY DO IT. I guess it’s pretty hard to explain, but old ladies have a way of seizing the situation, in order to take advantage of a younger person‘s naïveté, and given the fact that I didn’t actually know any of these ladies or weren’t friends with them I felt like I was at a major disadvantage. I felt it was also a desperado thing, like they were desperate for new intelligence, and new things to ‘sink their teeth’ into, and provide talking (medalling) subjects. Maybe it was about pecking order too. As I described in my Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue story, I pretty much don’t do pecking order, - I find with most girls, that’s what they want to do, the pecking order game, and why I gladly pretty much don’t have a social network (aside from being ban and cast out) - surprising how many ‘little people’ there are, who are wanting other people to “obey my authoritae”; even about topics in which they are completely clueless - you know, is it the way I speak? is there some strange sound in my voice which encourages people to try to tell me what to do or give advice to? even in areas where they know nothing, and I’m actually quite an expert, it still happens. I blame the pathetic public education system in Australia, and nazi parents for this non-thinking authoritarian attitude (its bimbo, only bimbos do it). Don't get me wrong, I love people who help other people, and if they have something to add it's always wonderful to hear what they have to say, but I'm not really talking about that, I'm literally talking about people blurting out often irrelevant information but makes them sound authoritive, it often involves “you’re not allowed to do that” a lot. I recently learnt about the book ‘Animal Farm’ by Orson Wells – he mentions it in that book, the way people try to ‘police’ other people. apparently they do it out of fear (?) – possibly from nazi parents and teachers making sure they obey every rule?. When I was younger, I caught myself once, I caught myself out when I was talking to dad, and realised I was kind of “silencing” him in a way. I made a conservative effort not to do it from then on, whilst doing, I realised in society, a lot of people do it. And it’s so annoying; and actually some men do this to, but whenever you say something, they straightaway without thinking, contradict you and say something opposite, negative or contray to what you just said. And this act changes the whole situation to a kind of hopelessness feel, in a very passive aggressive way. There’s no thinking at all. In fact, it’s amazing how much of a quick straightaway negative response they have. Negative nancy. Sometimes when it happens, and I just don't say anything, like I don't fight back to defend myself or my point, I can see the other person kind of wondering what's going on, as in like, the whole point of what they said, was for me to fight and argue with them. It's like I've called out their subconscious bad habit. It really annoys them. Really annoys them. As now they have silenced the conversation. I do not feel asking a question is a sign of weakness, or an invitation to be 'mothered' or 'fathered' or 'teachered', in a weird psychological way. In fact, just the opposite; someone who asked questions is a sign of someone who is aware, intelligent, curious and happy. (I guess it may not apply if they're asking really stupid questions or asking questions for the point of controlling the conversation). Anyway, at the morning teas, I kind of felt used, and actually had far better and more important ways to spend my time. And after these morning teas I decided it would be mentally healthier for me not to attend morning teas with my neighbours. I invariably mention on my blog that all these problems I face with women, and their dysfunction in society, it usually comes down to one person's fault, and that is their mother, so these old ladies here, possibly that would be them, in fact I know it would be them: someone who's completely mentally healthy doesn't act like a piranha! Here is a good spot to add this little story I heard about it back in 2016 or so whilst living at Rangari near Gunnedah. And this story is what I feel differentiates me from most other females, as I have no problem “playing on my own”. Here it is: In about 2016, I kept coming to the realisation how truly revolting and evil women are, as I kept on encountering a lot of greedy thieving bully girls. Actually, I was having a difficult time grasping it, since my childhood was so free of such behaviour for the most part, and I had a few good female friends, and got on well with my sister and mom, and aunts. But, at this time, they put on, I think, it was on SBS, or it could’ve been the ABC, a documentary about a university study that some psychologists did, involving 3 little girls aged 5; The girls were put in an average room with 2 toys, one good toy and one not very good toy. As the psychologists were watching, hidden, they discovered something truly remarkable in the way these little girls dealt with having / not having the good toy. What happened, is that the girl who had the good toy, was suddenly excluded by the other two girls, it was done in a very passive aggressive way – not verbal. Eventually affecting the girl who had the good toy, so badly since she felt so left out, that she ended up dropping the good toy, so she could go and play with the other two. Leaving the good toy open for somebody else, and of course one of the other girls straight away went and got the good toy. It was a plan. An evil 5yr old plan. So, you see, that’s how most girls operate, when they’re really young, (I was tempted to say in a ‘non-thinking’ juvenile way) but, I can assure you that’s how they still think, when they’re fully grown adults, and have all the age / wisdom and intelligence that life offers them. They are revolting and slightly evil when they are young, and remain that way until their death. And it is why, if I ever encounter any young men, I always tell them about how irresponsible women are, and how they have to be the responsible ones (in their hopes to get them to see) I think it works. Back in 2015, when there were hardly any images online, someone put an image of a cup of coffee and some biscuits, and there was like a splash into the coffee or something; it really tickled my fancy! I loved that image, I wanted to use that image on this story, but of course I could not find it anywhere online, and now there are seemingly millions of photos of coffees of cups with biscuits and splashes. So I did a quick collage of my coffee cups! 11. Sterling Silver double Open Infinity Lobster Claw Clasp for necklace STOLEN They left the necklace that Grandpa made me, and just took the clasp off.I would put money on the fact that it was a girl that took it, no man is going to fumble around with a tiny clasp. (These clasps are the best, and do not ‘accidentally’ come undone - that’s why it was stolen, the best) I did not bother reporting it to the police, because the local police here do not believe anyone up here steals, I believe it was taken by a girl that was harassing me from Builyan, the same one who stole heaps of my seeds from my seed chest. - The girl who was known by certain people, certain neighbours like Suellen and Donny, as that thieving girl bought them off with free ‘empowerment’ activities for their little zombie girl daughter. Suellen and Donny – such cowards, when I am being literally tormented by this thief with 100’s of items stolen. Shame on them. Also, this might be related to a musician, because quite often I have songs that just appear on my iPod shuffle as its playing, like when Dolly Parton released her new song, suddenly it started playing in my shuffle iPod. When K.D. lang released a song, back in 2015 or something, same thing - although I did try to find K.D Lang’s song again to listen, but it was gone! So, they can literally put songs “on” and take songs “off” my iPod, - this would be Apple related too (the genius of the people of Apple) So anyway there was a song that appeared on my iPod which was a slow-motion cha-cha, I’ve mentioned it on this blog before, and I think that thieving girl has heard me listen to that song, and has assumed that I have stolen that song, when I certainly did not, in fact I don’t even think those songs had been yet released (?). And so, she has stolen my goods, either out of an act of revenge, or she’s just jealous - a stupid jealous bitch, who wants new release songs to appear on her iPod (probably Olivia Newton John – no convictions). Whoever it is does seem to have a lot of money, because she buys people off where ever she goes, SHE IS A SOURCE OF EXTREMEM TORMENT (like only a musician knows how to do), so could well be Olivia Newton John. So, I need to literally spell this out in order to stop this stupid girl thief - fuck off all musicians - stay out of my life, stay off my iPod, fuck off {and I have nothing to do with putting on and taking off new releases from iPod, so stop taking your jealous frustrations out on me). And no, I am still not gay. The unknown girl who took this from my bedroom, was not invited in. That reminds me, other times they ‘mess’ around with my ipod; one day, while cleaning the house, I heard this really good song on my iPod shuffle, (magically mysterious how songs just suddenly ‘appear’ on my iPod) and note, when I was cleaning – got to be landlord dog related. It was a type of slow-motion cha-cha sound - fast fast fast fast slow slow. I really liked it, as I had a sore foot, and could not Cha Cha any more. Anyway, I wrote it down because I knew I’d forget it, to listen later, it was a weird classical song of some sort with a weird name. But someone stole the piece of paper with the name on it, and I suspect the person who stole it was xxxxx xxxxxxxxxx (I have no idea who) and am left pining after that song….. So in 2023, when Wix put a limit to the size of my blog and I was rewriting everything, including this little story, one day I walked into my little sew room, which, the day before I had just put in a brand new packet of lycra needles, which were kind of special, because if you've ever sewn with Lycra you know you need exactly the right needle type, and I had had extreme difficulties up to that point because plain stretch needles just don't work, you need a specific weight needle size. So finally I received my new needles, and had taken them carefully into my sewing room after painting the ends a colour, so I could identify them quickly. So that next morning I could see my sewing needles were strewn all over the hallway and all over the sew room floor! I thought well that's really odd because I had definitely carried the needles carefully in their packet and placed them in front of my sewing machine I was quite deliberate. Now, there weren't any needles missing, all my coloured marked needles were accounted for. Odd, because I do have problems with people stealing my stuff, sewing stuff in particular. But then, I noticed on the floor too, was a silver clasp, the same one that had been stolen all those years ago. I checked my box to see if the replacement one I purchased was still there, and it was. So not only did someone strew my needles on the floor, but so many years after it was stolen, and at a 2nd address, they had decided to return this silver clasp! I don't know if they had a guilty conscience, or whether they were just stealing it for the point of keeping it from me, only to one day return it? Maybe that was there cockanninnie plan? But, I'm thinking guilty conscience - finally that bimbo thief is starting to realise; you have to actually pay and make up for all the bad things you do in life. She has realized, she does not want to be in dept to me. Too late. Hehe. 12. Covid cash grant money Spa experience 2020 / 2021 One of the best luxury purchases I’ve ever made has been an inflatable spa. And I tell you, once you have relaxed on a soft inflatable cushion of air, there’s no way you could ever purchase a hard fibreglass or metal spa tub! Plus, they cost a fraction, cheaper and more comfortable. And furthermore, at this point when I purchased it, I had inflammation in my foot from a collapsed arch / plantar fasciitis, and I’d had that lump of inflammation {visible lump}, for at least two years. When I first filled the spa tub up, I used solar water from the roof, as well as the built-in heater, and so I wasn’t sure about the temperature, when I put my foot in it, it was way too hot to hop in, and being a somewhat impatient person, I couldn’t wait till it cooled, so I put my feet – it was just bearable, I added some Ylang Ylang essential oil, (which I knew was good for inflammation), and turned the bubbles on. I had my whole foot and up to my knee, immersed in this hot water, waiting until it cooled down so I could hop in. my whole leg under the new turned bright red! But, and OMG, the next day, I was just sitting around, taking it easy, when my foot, or my big toe really, got an itch, I reached down kind of absent mindedly to brush or scratch it, like what often happens, I am constantly being bitten by little bugs, mozzies, nats, flies landing, there’s always an itch of some sort going on. But I noticed on the back of my knuckles, which is what I used to scratch whatever was annoying me, suddenly, it was wet with moisture, I looked, and it was like a biggish pustule on my big toe, down near the nail, had burst, and out poured about, I don’t know, maybe, a quarter of a teaspoon full, of fluid, was like a clear liquid fluid. I just know it was the inflammation, or possibly lymph fluid, that had been stuck all that time in my foot, I had finally got rid of. Hooray! So right, then in there, I got my money‘s worth! Plus, it worked out, because we were in the far end of a 9yr drought, and I was on tank water too, so there was definitely no spare water to waste on spas (actually it was 14 years since I had even had a bath!). So what I did, was filled spa to the minimum line, which was still ample, then after keeping water in for 2 or 3 days, having a spa on each (it remained hot for some time, especially in that mild weather we had there plus, I could heat it with the inbuilt heater and it had a lid for insulation, so two or three days maximum, and then, after that, the water started to go rank with bacteria, so I put my submersible pump in, and used that water in my washing machine. I could get five loads from one spa fill. I just waited before I did a wash for about two weeks, so I had a big accumulation of stuff to wash, then did it all in a day or two! So not only could I recycle that water from the spa, but I would then also save the washing water (I had purchased a little kiddies pool and emptied that water into the kiddies pool). When that was full, I added some compost loo drip overflow waste water - which I’d save in plastic milk bottles under the compost loo exit pipe out back. I used my other submersible pump to water the garden with it - and I tell you, my God, the plants absolutely loved that water with the compost loo drip overflow (I use low phosphate washing powder as well -is a must.) So, but, actually purchasing this spa was pretty much the most difficult thing I’ve ever purchased in my life. Talk about a nightmare. This was the time with COVID-19, and the government had issued out cash grants to everyone. Usually if you receive job seeker payment, you miss out on any cash grants from the government, but the government decided to include unemployed people this time, although not the full amount, the full amount was thousands and thousands of dollars, at least $8000+, but I ended up with about $3000 total, I think. And 2mnths prior I had seen an inflatable spa at big W for $500, and I was so tempted to buy on my Credit card, but I thought inflatable, I’ve actually been the victim of people pricking anything inflatable just out of spite -it seems to be the stupid Australian Bogan way, so I decided I wouldn’t, because I could only put it outside anyway and it may fall victim to pricks, (btw, those so called pricks are usually always of the female variety, the jealous female variety). But then I kept thinking about it, it was in the back of my mind, niggling away, when we were kids, we used to go to the squash club with dad and hang out in the spa while he played Squash - I remember it with such joy! And so, came January, with the cash grants, I decided, I was definitely going to spend $500 and get the spa. Of course, with everyone going on a shopping spree, they were sold out, but I found one on a different website, catch.com for $550, so I got that, but annoyed with myself that I didn’t get it before and I would’ve saved 50 bucks! And so, I’m waiting and waiting and waiting, and my spa never turned up! I was so disappointed. On my original photostory here, I went in to GREAT DETAIL about what happened; purchasing another one, that broke, so then purchasing yet another one, a 3rd one. But it didn’t work because it had an American plug, so then there was all the drama of converters, and then more powerful converters, none which worked! Plus, hopeless couriers who refused to communicate, retailers who refused to communicate – nothing arrived and anything that did, did not work. And ALL my covid cash grant money was gone. And still no spa. Then my original spa that I had purchased finally arrived, 4mnths later. So meanwhile the whole time, my neighbours {what, with their antics of playing spa noises to try and trick me}, the couriers, Ebay, everyone it seemed, was just messing me about deliberately sabotaging me and stealing my spa from me. So that’s exactly how my cash grant was stolen and wasted. Sluen. Anyway, eventually, my spa was fantastic! It was so lovely, finally I could have my spa. There were just bubbles everywhere, so warm, and it was really worth the cost, although not the drama and other costs…. For someone who lives in “normal world” where everything works out, and you get what you paid for – it is worth it. One day I was in my spa thinking about things. {As a single, I spend a lot of time thinking}. This day, I thought well, this is totally what I need, some total ‘me time’ and pampering time, because I haven’t really had much pampering since I lived in Sydney, and when I was in Sydney, I did a bit of nanny work which involved cleaning, and I got quite a lot of aches and pains, and so then I spent most of my money that I made, on massage - which was lovely, but didn’t really make working, worthwhile. One of the massages that I had, was an Indian head massage, at neutral Bay, and it was so fantastic! I couldn’t believe it, it was such a luxury, and such pampering, and I thought you know, my mother, she never had anything like this in her life, she was basically a “slave” to her family. I mean, I had this realisation at that moment in my mid 20’s -she totally has missed out in life because she did not have massage and pamper time to herself (not than I am complaining about her mothering skills, she was a fantastic mum!) But massage is truly a wonderful thing, I strongly feel like, it’s something that gives you vitality and lengthens your life, it’s really, that good, and a healthy “must do”. You are allowed to ‘feel good’. No need to feel guilty about self-indulgent. I think actually, because she didn’t have any ‘me time’ in her life, any ‘self-body worshipping’ time, so to speak, this is part of the reason why she got sick so young (also aside from dad who was only half present in the marriage/family and in protecting her throughout life - not that I want to have a go at Dad, because as far as fathers go, he was pretty good, he just didn’t know about some of the ‘bad’ things he should have known about. He did understand, however, the sacrifice that it takes to raise a family by committing to working every day, rain hail or shine, to provide for the family. (He understood that, as his dad died when he was 13, so he knew the difficulties from not having a dad around) I’ve come across some dads who have been absolute vermin, and I count my lucky stars a lot.) Anyway, just my personal opinion, and I’m pretty old and wise, I can tell you - I talk to a lot of smart people!! The above photo shows the spa I ended up with from Catch on the veranda. The oval spa from America was relegated to the garden for plant water too, and the other oval spa from America, I was able to return (for $700 that paypal paid for) and the converters, I had to throw out. But oval bath type spa – BRILLIANT! I have not seen any available in Australia – Intertek Group ought to do 13. Character Reference from Lizzie Blake Note; I asked Lizzie for a reference at some point in my 20’s. { I think I should explain who Lizzie Blake is (was); She and her husband Tony were family friends of my parents. My parents had a lot of friends, but in particular they had a circle of good friends and the Blakes were one of them. They socialised a lot. All their circle of friends had kids, we often had picnics on the weekends together. I remember Lizzie often popping in to our house for coffee on a regular basis, she was a very social person. Mum really liked Lizzie, and admired her taste and values. Tony had a successful agri business in the community. I felt Lizzie had quite definitive social rules and norms, which mum was happy to go along with, Mum seem to be pleased that she was friends with someone who was so prominent in the community. I recall Lizzie and mum getting involved with the art group and doing a play in the town hall “Oklahoma”. I recall them doing the weird and strange phenomenon of country car bashing which seemed to be some sort of competition with multiple cars racing around the countryside going on some sort of treasure hunt. They played tennis too, and golf. Basically they were good friends. So when I got the reference back from her, I read it, and I was totally unimpressed. I thought you know; this woman does not know how to write a reference at all, she doesn’t know what an employer is looking to hear from in a reference. First of all, she started off by saying “I don’t really know Emily, I only know her parents” ! - I thought that was extremely rich, because, we had spent pretty much, parts of every weekend together for the last six years in Gunnedah, having picnics and social gatherings and whatnot. So, I just kept the reference and didn’t bother giving it to any potential employer. However, in 2018, when I had to start looking for new rentals, the rental girls, (these young girls in their 20s, where asking me for references) {brainwashed by primary school teachers – btw, if you want to know anything about me, you ought to ask me. As if you can possibly rely on somebody else’s reference – does nobody not understand the true nature of most people. The true nature of females and their bias. So, to rely on a reference is a ridiculous concept. But, so, anyway, no rental without one, so I went and found all my references, and I re-read, Lizzie Blake’s references, I have attached it below, and as you can see below, there is no mention of what I just mentioned above! This reference has been totally changed, and NOT BY ME. I know her daughter Fiona was an old NEGS girl too, in a year or two ahead of me, so I’m not sure whether again this is a tactic of the ‘dog network’; maybe possibly those girls saw that I was not in full-time work, and were like ‘well how come she doesn’t have to work? - Maybe no-one has written her a good reference!’ LOL! LOL! Such irony (“how come she’s so happy, how come her life is so good?” LOL!! ; and so they have changed it?? Or, possibly someone else, maybe one of my Centrelink jobs provider has changed it to a more appropriate wording?? I don’t know. But it was definitely changed from the original - slightly. (I still laugh about it every time I read it) – I am one of the good ones – and you all miss out!!, and ha! – serves you right from stealing from me). But so, typical of a woman – so intent on being ‘tough bitch’ or playing STUPID dog sides - they cannot see the big picture. I don’t believe any other of my refs have been changed. Although I do recall when I was 18, I did work experience at the local Gunnedah chemist. When the ‘chemist’ gave me a reference at the end of the week, it was so pathetic, that I threw it out immediately. It wasn’t like he said anything mean, but it was brief, 1 sentence long, and pointless. And, as I had just spent the whole week doing his stock-take, because it was at the time when they had just invented shop coding, so every product in the store had to get a sticker with a code on it, then scanned, so they can use their digital device to know the price and keep track of all the stock. So, there were actually 3 of us, 3 work experience girls, all NOT getting paid, at all, and we did a huge monumental task for him, he had 1000’s and 1000’s of products. But he was so ungrateful and pathetic, that I was disgusted by it. I want to add this too, because I know my sister was deeply upset at the time when it happened. And there is a little bit of a life lesson in it; When mum got sick at such a young age, {it was a very slow progression}, and eventually she got to the point where she really relied on the people around her to just sort of guide her along the way, just a little bit of help was needed at that point. It was a very slow progression. And when it came to mum's regular Tuesday golf with Lizzie, Lizzie pretty much refused to be that supportive person for mum, and did not allow mum to continue golfing with her. The life lesson being, choose your friends wisely and don't be caught up on people who you think prominent and respectable. 18 Goodwin RD P0 Box 589 Gunnedah, NSW, Australia, 2380 7th July 2005 Reference I have known Emily Bieman for most of her life through a long association with her parents Fran and Dick, who are long-standing and respected residents of Gunnedah. Emily is well educated. She has a strong, independent personality and is extremely artistic and creative, attributes that have served her well in establishing a career in the tough and competitive women's fashion industry in Sydney. Several years ago, she returned to Gunnedah to be close by her mother who had tragically been diagnosed with a terminal illness. During her time back home Emily developed a small business enterprise to allow her to stay in Gunnedah and utilize some of the skills that enabled her to succeed in her fledgling fashion career in Sydney. I believe Emily has the communication skills, ability and adaptability to succeed in whatever career she undertakes. Lizzie Blake 14. Thoughtful Sign in Bundaberg I took a photo out driving around Bundaberg of a street sign, it says: “You are passing through a residential area PLEASE DRIVE WITH CONSIDERATION” First time I have seen such a sign. I like it! I and feel they need to be more of them. Could truck drivers and TRAIN drivers, especially, take note; all areas are residential, as your horns are so loud. Show some EMPATHY (look it up if you have to). 15. The rentals with “little girl landlord problems” The above photo, 2nd along, shows the rental house in Builyan, where I lived for 5 months. This house was at Builyan, QLD, in the Boyne Valley. I also had such problems at kookaburra Park Gin Gin. So, I guess 2 out of (16 rentals) isn’t too bad. Oh, there was another at Tulcumbah, so the 3, “little girl landlord” problems that I had, were extreme problems, it is surprisingly how weird and evil little girls can be. (All of them were adults from 23 to 53 yrs of age) If you are having landlord little girl problems, note; nobody likes to be around someone who is hostile. So, if you want to get rid of someone who’s coming around, without seemingly being hostile, you have to do it in a clever, sneaky passive way. I would say the number one way to do it, would be to invite at least 5 ‘hoodlum’ looking young men around, so when she comes through, they are all leering and perving on her – this will work easy on a young rental girl. Maybe an old man might have the same effect! But as I don’t have any such people on my Bec an Call list, I would have to come up with something else. If there was a fireplace, try smoking them out, maybe try insanely strong aromas of incense. Or borrow a neighbours dogs that sniffs their crotch the whole time. Or get council men to make the trip out there really long and tedious, with road blocks. Or laugh at them – this always works, no one likes being laughed at if they did not make a joke. Ofcourse, making sure there is no ‘fuel’ for them to winge about, like make sure the place is clean and tidy. you’ll see they won’t come back. (Although one of my landlords made a point of going there when I was not home – I have cameras now. – they do sneaky things if I am not watching as they go through the house, like, totally nosy stuff, go through my wardrobe, filing cabinet, use my spinning wheel, take things…. You must know what women are like – how dare there be laws in place to allow a landlord to enter the premises when I am not home HOW DARE THERE BE. Wake up government, and change that form18a standard lease, Terms and Conditions. If anyone has got any other unseemly hostile ways to stop people from pestering – please let me know! In the photo above, it shows a tyre out front, I had planted a tree in it, and the tyre stops the rabbits from eating it, and council from mowing it. But shortly after, it was yanked out and tossed back in to my yard, by the idiot neighbour, (single father in his 30’s) who then got his simple clueless bimbo of a mother to come round and yell at me for planting a trees ‘so close’ to her sons side of the verge – country stupid mongrels. Her son was a despicable person who belongs in jail. 16. Bad Wikipedia admin -ban from wikipedia for no reason, other than personal IT admin bully attack I grew up and lived in Gunnedah, NSW, Australia, for most of my life. I looked up Gunnedah in 2020, on Wikipedia, and there was a brief little blurb about it. I felt it quite inadequate, and lacking in realness and guts. REALNESS AND GUTS I wished to add information about the drought, the annual rainfall, the big coal mining boom and the impossibility of finding somewhere to rent at all, let alone at an affordable price, (albeit plenty of brand-new vacant houses around and up for sale). Not to mention the crime, the petty theft, and the general bad will, that had built-up in the last 20 years in Gunnedah and neighbouring Tamworth. Not such a friendly country town anymore. Infact, people pretty much hate each other now. I was advised by little birdie that “there is a war going on out there” (so was better to hang out at my place!). So, I did add my info, citing my name as well, but it was swiftly removed within half an hour - more oppressive nazis on wiki too. And see how I am tracked, tracked for years now since 2020 or maybe before. {Later when I was sent a wiki ‘ban’ notification, the admin’s name was stated, I looked them up, and that to the right, that was the person. A red head – possibly someone trying to save the stupid blonde bimbo? To me, that guy looks slightly retarded, possibly someone that ought not be allow to be an admin, so typical modern times, some people trying to “empower” people who ought not to be.} While I am at it, aside from that ‘lack of guts and honest truths’ page listing, I often go on wiki to find out stuff, and it has been very helpful, and usually the facts I have read have been accurate. But yesterday (July 2022) I saw a good movie on Australian iView about Australian politics and the introduction of legalized abortions. After it was over, I wanted to check some facts, so I looked it up on wiki, and, low and behold, I was reading incorrect information, with dates that were completely wrong. Plus, names (politicians were added), obviously for the point of making the wiki interesting, or some other such reason, lord if I know. Maybe they just guessed? Not saying the good movie was inaccurate, as they never mention dates or real names in it – so typical {btw that’s why there is corruption; cowards who don’t name names}. But the ones on Wiki – definatly inaccurate. False. Liars. I’m really annoyed to see this about Wiki, because I’ve been using Wiki for a while and it’s always been quite truthful, so as of now, 2022 one has to be more careful as there’s ‘bullshit galore’ on there. And isn’t it curious how they won’t let me write up about Gunnedah - the truth about the town, yet they let people bullshit like this. They don’t ban them or remove their content. So, what is wrong with the Internet world? There’s something majorly wrong with it. The good guys lost and the bad guys won. If you didn’t know; anyone is supposedly allowed to write up anything on wiki, you do have to provide your name and reference details etc to encourage truthfulness. And btw, I have written up information on wiki before without any problems; way back when I was doing my horticulture course and there were still big gaps in the Internet, when it came to plant species, I thought I would contribute with a created listing for, and photos of the beautiful ironbark: Eucalyptus melonophloia - Silver IronBark. I note, my images are still there; back then I had a different email, it was rbieman@bigpond.net.au , so it says! I was ban purly from being tracked by stupid obsessed IT nerds, who have ban me from pretty much all social medias (except YouTube! – account deleted later in 2024) stupid. https://photos.app.goo.gl/sk8uZ6EcVwqgu98x5 17. My arms used to look like this, and now they’re spent The photo used to show; showing a woman flexing her muscles. I’m doing a photo story about this because when I was building up my business and planting many trees, shrubs and creating a garden, I used all my strength, and thought nothing of it - doing tasks that, in retrospect, weren’t really necessary, given the amount of energy I had to expend for it. I didn’t realise in my 20s and 30s that the work I did then, I would later have to pay for with my body. Well, I guess what I mean by that, is we have XXX amount of energy over a lifetime, and if you use it all in your 20s and 30s, then you’ll have nothing left for your 40s, 50s, 60s and 70s. And nobody tells you these things. I mean if I had of known I would’ve taken it more steadily, not pushed myself like I did. I thought, back then, after I done a whole lot of hard constant work, like chain sawing until everything was finished without stopping for a break, that I had accomplished a lot, and I was pleased with myself, but in reality I had just set up my arms to be weak in the future. So while at the time, my arms looked in top condition, like the above, really it was just a disguise. BTW, it’s the same with fat - we can eat xxx amount of fat before the heart chucks a hissy fit, so pace yourselves. 18. Councils Hogging all the Men According to Google Maps, there are only 5 reflexologist in the whole of Queensland, well, 5 today, yesterday there were only 4. I have been on all of their websites, and they are all female. I am noticing this more and more, with women dominating the health sector, but I personally would prefer to see a male reflexologist, as reflexology is hands on so to speak, with strength in hands and arms required - something that women don’t naturally have. I mean, I did see a naturopath once who was able to massage too, and she was brilliant, I don’t think I’ve had anyone come close to how good she was, ever, making her unusual, but she was actually a tall and big woman with strength. So, what’s happened to all the men? Are they at home sitting on the couch taking drugs? Oh, wait a minute, I know where they are, they are doing the government’s local council schemes, of putting all the men in lollipop suits and getting them to do councils fake roadworks - It’s really true! They’re out there on the roads by the thousands, if not doing real roadworks, then they’re just standing out there making it look like they’re working, so they can take home that pay packet to keep their wives happy. I think this is a new phenomenon of men, not been able to think for themselves, and only being able to do work that women tell them to do. It’s really bizarre, they seem to have lost their initiative. I’m not an expert in men, but I do know council admin have big loud pushy personalities types, who no doubt can muster up all the men, so I blame Council for hogging all the men. Men should be divided up into other areas, where they’re more suited, especially the slim wiry type of man, those type of men, who may perceive themselves as weaklings, compared to other ‘muscleman’ really are not weaklings at all, they’re very strong when compared to a woman, they have far more strength than a woman, even if they are slimmer. Those men are perfectly suited to the health sector. However, I’ll quietly just mention, the highway between Mackay and Rockhampton is quite atrocious, (worst tar Road I have ever travelled on), not that I’ll ever be travelling that way again, but I’ve seen so many roads that don’t need road work, and are receiving it, due to councils ‘winning money’ and wanting to have something for their local men to do, so, here is perfectly good example of a real area, that really needs to be done. Beautify that you NEGS BORDER THIEVES. Also, I was prompted to write this after seeing a YouTube video by a reflexologist who was demonstrating how to do a lymphatic drainage. Talk about BRILLIANT. I tried it, and it worked. Practically instant relief. And now, a few months ago I paid a physio in Bundaberg, female (at Friendlies) for a lymphoedema massage – and she was absolutely clueless as to the whereabouts of my lymph nodes CLUELESS, total waste of money (plus I was on a gov care plan so should not have been charged at all anyway – thief too) but it amazes me how the medical society in Australia- universities, can produce and allow these total incompetents to practice. Thankgod for YouTube and that reflexologist. Don’t get me started on all the female incompetent medical people I have encounted in my life – AN EXTREME AMOUNT. 19. Non thinking people from the past wasting space I am talking about Waverley cemetery on the sea in Sydney . But, well, really, ALL cemetery’s I mean talk about a BIG HEAD, if you think YOU ought to be taking up space after your dead! Choose cremation! What a waste of space, and they should be bulldozed and turned into a park. I saw a girl jogging daily in the cemetery, and so I guess SHE was determined not to let the space go to waste! I saw one country (I think it was Ethiopia?) they had a collection of obelisks representing tombstones of great leaders in the past. I really got annoyed when I saw. It it's like egotistical mania! If I was p.m. there, I would have them all removed and the whole area replaced with a beautiful landscaped park, and I would call it “Leadership Memorial Park” to remember the great leaders of the past, maybe with a simple plaque with names? So, people would go to this park if they needed inspiration in good leadership! This was another photo story that was stolen, not only stolen from my computer, but stolen off my photos in my Google account and in my Pinterest account and off my wix website. So how about that! I’m not entirely sure of the exact problem or issue, but obviously I was touching some sort of nerve. Btw, this photo is a free non-commercial photo. Update below, I saw this cemetery on a Korean Television show – now, those Korean movie makers, run rings around Hollywood when it comes to cliché Cemetery scenes. Just look at this one; Koreans are going environmentally friendly; family trees are being planted with ashes scattered. SO CLEVER. Hollywood is still stuck in the last century. 20. More detailed list of the things I wish I was told when I was 18 Look after your feet! Check them every few months, check your shoes every few months, throw out tatty shoes. Get into Reflexology to handle work place body deteriorations. (Remember “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix”). Don’t listen to house wives when it comes to medical issues, (or any issues). Some people have a mentality where they like to piss people off, just to watch their reaction. Total narcissist bitches do it, and the tend to pick on young women. They exist; you have to deal with them, although ignoring is the best tactic against them. They particularly exist at airports, in the luggage arena. The staff will target someone, usually a young pretty woman who’s on her own, and send her luggage off to some other destination. So, then the woman has got to deal with this nuisance situation - and they’re all waiting to see what you do. You, as a woman, are constantly being watched. There are a few things that I wish I was told before I left school about the work place, and that includes stuff about all the workers’ rights, minimum wage, salaries, holidays, sick pay, unions - all of that should be taught in school, so a school leaver is very familiar with all those details before even commencing working for someone. So important to know to guard yourself against dodgy bosses – and they are ALL DODGY. This wasn’t ever discussed in my 12 years of schooling, which I find extraordinary since, after school, work life, is the whole point of school; to prepare you for the future. And BTW, obtaining that first mortgage as soon as you start working is more important than purchasing your first car! I know that might be hard for a young person to hear. Aswell as; music is targeted specifically for young people, it really is a type of brainwashing, plus if you got an older person liking similar music that an 18-year-old loves, that adult hasn’t quite grown into a mature adult yet! Music is targeted at young people. Another one was dealing with people in the work place who you’re just not going to like. I mean, I don’t think I really had too much of a problem with this issue, as I’m a fairly respectable person, but still it would’ve been a helpful issue to be familiar with, because, it’s a huge issue in the workplace, not just something that might come up, it’s GINORMOUS! I’m mentioning it because there’s a lot of people, young people, who don’t think before they speak, and this will be helpful advice for them; when you start working in the workplace, you’re going to get to know people in a way that you haven’t previously known people before, and sometimes you are not only, not going to agree with them, but you will dislike them, and some are going to absolutely infuriate you. So, instead of saying maybe directly what’s on your mind in these situations, like “don’t be such a fucking idiot”, you can’t do that, you’ve gotta be respectful, and try to work around the issue, because people have big egos, (another topic not discussed in schools), particularly older ones when dealing with younger ones, and sometimes a young person can’t see the big picture, like an oldy can. So, you just need to bear that in mind. But, the hardest thing, is being able to handle disrespect from a boss. A bad boss, and there are a lot of them, especially if you unfortunate enough to have a female one, a cockanninnie one, will feel superior to her employees, and will do little things to show her disrespect, little passive aggressive things that really piss off someone who is not in a position of power, because you can't do anything about it, except quit. And that is the number 1 reason why there are so many men in the prison system, they do not want to have to put up with a boss's disrespect, they would infact prefer to be in prison than work for an arse, or work around people who are disrespectful. So, respect is a big issue, and this was an issue not even discussed in the Private school sector where it is notable, that students have a certain level of respectfulness, so what the local high schools produce in this area is worrying. Why this issue is not dealt with in all schools, is an area of great concern - stupid little girls in department of education.-- Good thing my workplace is in seclusion!! Everyone you encounter from age 18 onwards will try to steal from you in one form or another – EVERYONE, not only strangers, but also including long term friends and family. A lot of the women that you went to school with including younger ones in other forms; most of them will steal from you. You really can’t trust any women after you leave school. NONE. So far there has been no exceptions, you need to know this when you are 18. Jealousy is an EXTREME PROBLEM in Australia (with all the 3rd born, 4th, 5th…morons), and you need to keep your “wins”, a secret. Actually, and this is a bit of a secret, but working for you, Emily, is actually not worth it, because people can read you like an open book, especially as you’re not married. I would go so far to say, it is not worth working unless you’re married! because people suck, (also another secret when you're at school). But when you're young, you have heaps of energy, (this dissipates over the years), so this is the time in your life when you ought to be working hard and making money, but there's no point in working for a job that pays minimum wage, it'll be a waste of your time, and you'll be used by your employer - so good luck with that. Your plan of not having kids is perfect. Maybe you should have got a sales job in the spa and sauna industry? To hell with a career. They steal from you - they steal everything, any money that you earn, any money that you receive in anyway, they will figure out how to steal it. Not just criminals, but the government, the police, the electricity company – they all want to steal from you, and DO. (And get away with it). There's even no point in having any good ideas or inventing anything awesome, because the dogs will just steal it! Best way you can spend your money is on food, because you eat it, and so they can't get it, once you've eaten it!! (They do steal your food later when you move to Queensland, you have to throw out your second freezer, as they just steal food from it. They steal food every time you leave the house infact, and they have major connections with big conglomerates, who can switch the power off, switch cameras off, copy keys, they can do whatever they please, money is no object when it comes to stealing; from me stealing is the main thing, even if it cost them more to do it, it seems. It is some sort of rebellious lifestyle encouraged by musicians who hate sweet pleasant ‘sweet talkers’. { ♫ Got to pic a pocket or 2…) Stupid manipulative musicians. Another is most people will “sell out”, by that I mean after they have kids and are settled into their life, they will do ‘amoral’ things inorder to keep their family in money; like sell cigarettes (known killers) and push pokie machines onto the poor and addicted. Or use people for personal gain at their detriment. Also, and this happens to everyone, young and old, not just me; when arranging with someone a time to meet in the future, expecting someone to remember exactly what time, is not going to happen – they just forget. So, one person turns up at 12, the other person turns up at 1230 “ I thought you said 12” “no no you definitely said 1230” etc etc. Whether it be through fault of memory, or evil forces at play to re-havoc on the humans, there's always problems in this situation, and it happens to absolutely everyone, my suggestion is always giving "a time" in writing, just write it on a piece paper and say “that's the time, don't lose that paper” Another useful thing I think it would've been good to know as a young person, is if you have anyone in charge of you, organising something, there's a good chance that the whole thing is about them, and something for them to do, and something for them to brag about; street cred in society. It’s a big thing for often older ‘family’ type people. Because this whole street credit is kind of a new thing for a school leaver, a child doesn't fully understand pecking order (because it’s stupid – ALL people ought to be respected regardless of their job title) so peoples motivation is often simply to put themselves in “respectable position”. So, what you're doing maybe totally pointless, irrelevant and useless to you, but it will be good for the person in charge’s image. Infact, what I mean by pointless working; in Australia there is a ‘thing’ to work for the sake of working, so as long as you get to take home the pay check at the end of the week, it doesn’t seem to bother them if they are not doing something constructive and serves absolutely no point at all, and by the way, nor does the government, as long as you know there’s “job creation” so they can be deemed ‘honest, respectable, hard-working, citizen’, then they don’t care if they work is pointless! This to me is absolutely absurd. I have a huge problem dealing with this kind of issue, it totally lacks common sense. I mean it would be better just vegging out watching movies doing a bit of gardening, than working for absolutely no reason whatsoever, aside from the pay check. And, you should know most people don’t really give a toss about what bad people get up to, like I’ve told certain people who the thieves are in town - and nothing happens. No one gives a rats arse. Plus, you will have other women going around trying to ‘play sides against you’, but the worse thing about that, is the other women have no problems in playing this bitch game - like it’s fun for them regardless if they believe the horrible gossip or not. So, you will have absolute complete strangers who you have never encounted before, being extremely disrespectful and rude to you – so that’s why! because of some stupid jealous twit who probably just does not like your hair, and wants other people to chastise you (fully sick) - The Common Enemy - women are completely mentally retarded, plus those girls doing it would have no idea that she has a major mental health problem at all. Most likely sexually depraved. Although, I really put that whole thing down to stupidity more so than mental health issue. Most people are really stupid, and when you are 18 – you just really didn’t know the extent of people’s stupidity - it just would’ve been nice to be warned about it I think. {George Orwell, (famous writer), has put this behaviour down to "hate" as in, people who have been around hateful people, like if their parents are hateful; people who constantly bitch, and pick on other people, a lot, (I know they exist), then the offspring behaves in this manner. I have encounted a lot of girls in my time – where I can see their family, either mother or father, or both, are “haters”.} 21 Exactly just WHO am, I talking too I think today, after eating lunch, Telstra called me, stating they were from Centrelink complaints – Government Services. And wanted to address the complaint that I put in 2 mnths prior, concerning how Centrelink address complaints; will they get back to me by email or phone, - so I choose email, but they actually are not allowed to correspond via email, for identity purposes – but they still have the email option there! And if I choose it – well quite frankly I expect to be contacted by email with a proper response, (I require a response in writing, as I know what they are like). So that was my complaint. But this woman wanted to address the original real complaint I had made before that minor email/phone complaint, which, I believe involved discrimination. She wanted me to state on the phone that I was discriminated against, because they thought I had money, and so they refused me a Centrelink benefit. This is what she wanted me to state on the phone, but I did not state this, because, for them, it is not a valid legal discrimination. Even if it’s true, (which it is). But, so, I know, there’s no point in complaining about it. However, as I know it is a valid complaint that’s why I mentioned it in my reasons which may have involved discrimination. I have also written about it extensively on my blog. I hope you can understand what was going on here, because all is not what it seemed. Now the reason why I say I think it was Telstra that called me, saying they were from Centrelink complaints, is because whenever anyone calls me along such lines - as wanting me to talk about something specific, something perhaps of a derogatory nature….there are girls in the background giggling. I have mentioned it before on my blog – they used to call me regularly about a wide and varied array of topics, and in the background are girls giggling – like NOT a proper workplace environment, infact it kind of sounds like a brothel, (or what I would perceive a brothel may sound like if there’s a lot of waiting around). And usually, those calls are accompanied with theft of some sort. I am pretty sure it’s the dogs, and I’m pretty sure they’re from Telstra. For some reason there are dogs who work at Telstra and they have been harassing me in this manner for as long as I can remember in my adult life - they are stupid dogs and will be going to hell. NOT FUNNY. {I do happen to have a brothel story, somewhere along the lines of Alice in Wonderland, - it was related to clothing needs by such courtesans. As much as the dogs would like me to share that story, I will not be sharing that story. Even though it was not of a derogatory nature. I also had other clothing customers from the ‘trade’, as a dressmaker in Enmore, who would visit the shop. Suffice to say the girls in that brothel had more dignity and class than the dogs who work at Telstra and Centrelink}. 22. Example of people who should mind their own business (and rack off) Fighting medalling Mary nazi bimbo types Example of people who should mind their own business (and rack off) Fighting medalling Mary nazi blonde bimbo types Over the years with my experience, and with other people‘s experience, I have come to the conclusion, that it is not just me, that gets ‘Pounced on’ by the “hall monitor” type of person. Here are some examples where those nonthinkers (or as I like to nickname them, “retarded dogs”), should mind their own business and rack off. One time, many years ago, I was at a petrol station and I was there with my brother, and he left to pay, so it was just me and we both had a cigarette, we both smoked (young and foolish days…) so after Daniel left, some guy came up to me (he waited till Daniel was gone) and then absolutely started chastise me for smoking at the petrol station, I mean he was really having a go, like a rabid dog. FUCK OFF YOU STUPID POWER TRIPPING COWARD pick on someone your own size you fucking dick head - And in case you’re not aware, no PUBLIC petrol station in the history of time has ever been blown up due to someone smoking. STUPID1993 blue FORD convertible CAPRI driver. Small. Another time that resonates a lot, also, many years ago, because I was so worked up about it; I was forced to take my cats to a cattery, because my sister‘s flatmate suddenly announced she had an allergy, and I couldn’t stay there, she was a bitch, but anyway, so I had to take them to the cattery and this cattery insisted, that they won’t take them because they weren’t vaccinated against cat flue, and I was furious about this because I do not believe in the virus cat flu vaccination at all, it’s a total moneymaking scam, but I had no choice, and I had to go to the vet which was a huge ordeal, scratched by one of my cats, and pay, you know a huge amount of money to get all four vaccinated, then take them back to the cattery. And at the cattery, there was NO other cats there, mine were the only ones, and they had so insisted that they get them vaccinated so not to be contagious to the other cats - THERE’S NO OTHER CATS! I mean, this is a perfect example of stupid bimbo nonthinking Nazis. You know, take these rules and shove them up your arse. If you can’t apply common sense to good people‘s good intentions, of when they make up these rules, and you’re just plain stupid. Such as the people who owned that cattery. The confusion amongst the public about potential weeds; for instance, the beautiful Arum Lily is a weed in a specific small tiny area in Western Australia, it’s not a significant problem, but it’s recognised to be a known weed. So, then the whole rest of Australia (women in particular) have deemed Arum lilies to be a weed everywhere, and should be banned, and if you have an Arum Lily, they’ll chastise you for it “that’s a weed, that’s weed that’s weed” – pleased that they can tell someone, that they are doing something wrong, and want to shout it. (Again, power tripping idiots) In fact, it’s not just the beautiful Arum Lily, I’ve had countless women tell me about different plants and what I should grow/not grow, like Cerinthe, which is by far, not a weed threat, at all, it’s just an exotic, and the kind of people telling me about these things, vary from stupid nonthinking non-gardeners, to even gardeners, and industry people, who know better. One person, who also recognised this stupid nazi factor about what people do (bandwagon mentality), they were so annoyed about it, (it was about Pampas grass), back in the day, there was a big issue about Pampas grass, about how you shouldn’t grow Pampas grass in Australia because it be a weed. So, this particular person, bought a whole vacant block in Gunnedah, and planted the whole block out with Pampas grass! So, being a Nazi Hall monitor type, and trying to boss other people around, will backfire. People will eventually say enough is enough and they will act in a rebellious manner like this person did. If neighbour starts a fire BBQ or incinerator in their backyard – I had one neighbour in Melbourne spying on me, (NO high temperature summer fire ban), and when he saw I was preparing the incinerator, he literally yelled out from behind an 8ft fence “don’t you dare start that fire” FUCK OFF YOU PERVERT If you knit during a show (one famous knitting lady was chastised during an opera performance, for knitting, by a man in his 40’s who was sitting nearby) OBVIOUS POWER TRIPPER who just wanted to yell at a victim. Also, there is a hall monitor here at kookaburra Park who monitors the rubbish bin area, and the mail locker area. From my perspective, it is quite extraordinary, exactly how ‘dog like’ this person is. It is a total territorial instinct, that comes from a dog, it’s like they haven’t quite evolved out of ‘animal phase’ fully, into being a human. Their main job so it seems, is to monitor who is leaving rubbish in the rubbish bins, (I don’t believe there’s been any rubbish related problems?) And, also to monitor who is collecting their mail, plus also to write annoying disrespectful messages on the blackboard, and remove other people’s notices from the noticeboard. I suspect they also throw out people‘s donations, as in, if someone has got something they don’t want, and it still is valuable, they will leave it at the mail locker area for someone else to take (good idea, and people do not leave their rubbish there), I suspect the hall monitor doesn’t want anything left down there, they want it all neat and clean, (again the territorial issue) and so if something is not taken after a day, they throw it out - obviously, it is a woman doing this hall monitoring. Actually, I think it’s Sharyn Kahukiwa. Or some girl named Teagan? Although anyone who contacts me in a coward manner like she did, later, usually give themselves fake names. That stupid short blonde woman - I think she’s part albino, she came up to me one time at the mail lockers, and just started yelling at me. She was unbelievably stupid – and absolutely retarded when it comes to knowing boundaries with people, and knowing whether you’re wanted in the situation or not. (This tells me she grew up in a situation all her life, where she was not wanted. Stupid parents too obviously). Absolutely clueless woman. I later believe that woman tried to defend herself saying she had mental health problems. Well, I don’t think it is a mental health problem, I think it’s just plain STUPIDITY. And also, I’m pretty sure that was the stupid short blonde woman following me at the removalist place. She was there video recording me at the counter as I was paying them for the rental truck (they were stealing from me in the form of overcharging) - fucked if I know what she was doing there, and why she was recording me, but obvious; another STALKING BIMBO again AGAIN. Now where is that sign on my forehead that says ‘please follow me around, and act like a stupid bitch’, or even, ‘why don’t you come up to me and start yelling at me?’ {She could have been the short woman at the Dr’s who started bitching about my foot too?} I know about the little birdy network, so incase no one has told that stupid short blonde bimbo; YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY WANTED , SO GO HOME AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. By the way, I’m pretty sure this is not the short blonde from Gunnedah who was stalking me and stealing from me too. This one was a different weight, much bigger frame. But I think there may be a general theme going on here with short blondes; STUPID. RACK OFF There are heaps more…. As I’ve been writing my blog, more and more I come to the realisation, that this is a big theme in Australia, fighting off the stupid nazi non-thinking hall monitor types. And how that personality type tends to pick on people they perceive as ‘mouse type’ people, or really by mouse type, I mean people who are not outspoken, or in positions of power, or are young, or on their own…. But those kinds of people are often pretty smart, much smarter than the non-thinking hall monitor type. I have witnessed a lot of people in positions of power coming up with rules, just because they can, and not because there is any merit to those rules. Often the rules are stupid. One always has to apply common-sense, in any situation. (Someone from the police later told me, most people who work there do not have any common sense, that’s why they have their “rules”). I know I might be asking lot here, for the hall monitor type to apply common sense, TRY. Do yourself a favour. Artwork for this story is my Umbrella Woman 23. Bundaberg / Gin Gin Truck driver stealing petrol money from Taxpayers This truck driver hoons up the road, turns around at Bullyard and hoons back. Sometimes they compression break, usually at about 4am. But they continue going back and forth, usually till about 9am, then they leave, ending with beep beep beep,- boasting about stealing tax payers money. Girls organize it. (sometimes this happens) POLLUTERS - all petrol engines emit a toxic fume that causes lung cancer - YOU WAKE UP This truck has a specific loud noise and a kind of swooshing noise. This truck driver is disturbing the peace in the whole neighbourhood. And is a nuisance. Bugga off Australian polluting noise makers. (Truck shown is not truck that is the problem one - free google image) Perhaps Bundaberg Council should introduce “Adopt a Highway” like they do in Alaska! Try to encourage nuisance truckdrivers to instead of racing up and down stupidly on this Bundaberg gin Gin Rd, he/she can perhaps stop his truck there for the morning, and collect all the rubbish along side of the road, make sure the signs are in good order, or mow the sides of the road - just do something actually worthwhile. I recall in Gunnedah they decided to make up a little new department in Council for creative girls with nothing else better to do, and of course, who were unemployed and looking for work. In the new department, they named their project “The Beautification Project”. And the most beautiful and obvious thing they did, was one of the large main roundabouts was planted with hundreds of ornamental flowers, like colourful poppies, so a hidden 5-6am automatic sprinkler system was also installed. It was absolutely gorgeous, and a joy to drive past. It makes such a difference to people‘s attitudes when they see something so public, and so beautiful, that’s obviously had care and a little bit of money put into it. It gives people a sense of pride which intern makes them act more responsibility and respectfully. {I don’t believe any of those flowers were stolen - I did seem to enjoy them for quite some time before they faded} I’ve noticed since posting this, trucks disappear at set times, but they’re still always around constantly annoying the whole community. I’m pretty sure there’s copycat trucks, who copy previous trucks, ones that I have talked about, and now there are trucks trying to compression brake, because maybe there’s some truckdrivers who have never compression braked, and don’t even know what it is, so they drive by my house and try to do it! I found in life, everyone copies absolutely everything, it’s weird. Someone once suggested to me that I shouldn’t write down all of these bad things that people do because then there’s just going to be a whole heap of copycats. She kind of does make a fair point, but in my opinion, these problems are so big and continuous, it’s not until I write them down and acknowledge them that they disappear. I’m guessing they’ll will copy the stealing, as I know they have done, now, it seems all retailers are stealing from me. But, well, at least over the last 3 mnths or so, I have only had 3 items stolen (pen on string, green rod and birth certificate) maybe they have changed from weekly to monthly, as a result of this blog?? I suggest, if you have any problems like this, write it down put it on a blog or put it somewhere. 24. Not Gay, he’s just a Bitch Why is it some People Think Certain Men are Gay when they're Not I was thinking one day, why it is, that some people think certain men are gay, when they're not. Well, I have worked out why; it is it's because those particular men have a common learnt trait, and that trait is “bitch”. I find it happens to men particularly if they're close to their mothers, been raised by their mothers, or have many sisters and are close to women. They simply learn how to be bitch! For instance, if you think of those 2 famous characters on TV; Jerry Seinfeld and Chandler Bing from Friends; both of those gentlemen sometimes received comments from women about how they thought they were gay. And it's specifically because those characters make bitchy often sarcastic comments. It could not be any more obvious! Only just this morning someone online from an Adobe forum (who had an icon of an old man, and said his name was Larry), but he implied to me that I was lucky to be using the program that I am using, and I should be lucky and grateful. I thought well you know, that is a bitchy thing to say, as it implies for starters, that I am ungrateful in the first place. So, I told him, I was, then asked him if he was actually a girl? He said he wasn't. So, this is another perfect example. I bet he gets confused by other people too if they didn't know that he was happily married. I think I should make, it my personal mission too, to rid the world of “bitch” character in men. It’s bad enough we all have to endure women. But “bitch” in a man, well, it’s disgusting, and certainly a turn off! It is definatly a dysfunction. Raised by bitch mother; you could not wish that upon your worst enemy! I would go so far as to say it’s a mental health issue! Actually, I also thought of another factor, and that is sport. I am thinking men who didn't play sports as a child, in particular team sports, don't learn how to have that kind of "tough macho competitive - I'm going to eat you alive" attitude, that some sports instil. I know when I was a child I didn't really play any team sports, I did horse riding and swimming, solo sports. And I think that is why I'm a little different from a lot of other girls, and had such difficulties at my first job at Bonds, with all the other “tough macho bitch type” women there, basically all of the women who worked at Bonds were that type? Actually, looking at the big picture of that whole scenario, that is a little odd, and most definite a dysfunction going on in that company. I remember my Aunt too, in fact I've mentioned this before, but she must've realised at some point that her only son was a sweet and gentle boy, and that this was going to lead to some problems, so she took him down to Saturday morning sports in Balmain, as much as she would not like to do that as a single mother; going down with all the other parents every Saturday, she would've hated it actually (just the same as I would hate doing something like that), but she felt sport would have been that important. She probably noticed the difference too with mum’s (her sister) 4 kids, as we all played multiple sports of some sort. Image above is me in my car port at new location in the subtropics – taken just before I chopped of all my hair – too hot for long hair here. 25. Roof going on Back Deck November 2020 Cate Rogers, Winfried Hoerr and Andrew Kelly 3rd photo above shows my landlord put a roof on my deck for Christmas! Much better now. See Cate Rogers in the stripes, that’s my landlord, her ex of 7yrs in the green, Winfried Hoerr, who lives just across the Park, who helped build this house together with the builder across the Rd - David Hooker. And on the roof, Cates current Andrew Kelly, they live together with Cates adopted son Raj, in town, in Gin Gin, but purchased a house in Bargara, so prob live there now. So, this is the back of the house. I’m taking the photo and standing in bushland here at kookaburra Park. The deck roof has 2 big skylights in it too, so I now have a beautiful fern collection underneath the Veranda. Ferns love the weather here, just as long as they don’t dry out. Juicy gossip; whilst Cate was having a relationship with Win, he said that they should wait before they have kids, and after seven years, the truth came out he didn’t actually want kids, and never did! So, she broke up with him, and out of spite travelled to India, and adopted an Indian son, and called him Rajesh. I have to mention something, not about the fact that her reasons for having a child were absolutely disgusting, but the name Rajesh; there are heaps of women (mainly Indian ones) who are naming their Indian sons Rajesh, because the Indians are (like the English) so hung up on the class system still, and Rajesh translates to Lord of all kings, as in, the top of the class system. I just feel somebody has to come along and point this out, and their absurdity; why don’t you just call your son Rajesh the magnificent! 26. These are the Kinds of People that Email me, contact me – ‘yuk’ people (Photo showed screenshot of my Arum Lilly gumtree add, with a comment from someone named Bob “Seriously is there something wrong in your brain.”) It’s like there are no normal people left, and all I am surrounded by are bully-ars-bitches like this. Pretty much on every listing I get some moron make similar comments, or sometimes they text me or leave crap voice message. Mostly they call and hang up. Sometimes they call and instead of leaving a voice message, they play music on the voice message. IDIOTS – rack off you nuisance clueless 3rd borns. On the next photo story I originally had here, it showed a couple cleaning, with mops and brushes and the like. I said on it "If anyone thinks I need help, please send a cleaner over as soon as possible, otherwise bugger off." I mean it! What with so many bloody women meddling, and thinking they are helping- AS IF, get real, and stop power tripping. 27. If there were no 3rd borns the whole of the entertainment industry would probably close down The Show Offs For many years now, I have noticed this phenomena of people wanting to impress me, and show off their skills. It mainly is women who do it, because apparently, women have been oppressed for so long, and have been out of the workplace, and don’t have any skills, so now that there are many women in the work place, who have learnt some very clever skills indeed, I am finding, they want to tell people about it, and show off! “Look how clever I am”. J I have seen amazing things from people in a vast array of industries. And quite frankly, I love seeing people show off their skills to me, I never feel jealous or threatened. I just am usually in awe {unfortunately unlike a lot of other women, I have noticed they are to threaten to handle show offs}. Maybe I should start keeping a list of all the talented skilled people I encounter! I also have noticed, that some people I encounter, seem to be showing off in front of me, and they don’t appear to be showing off to me, but they’re showing off to somebody else! I’m not entirely certain who? Is there someone standing behind me? I can only imagine they’re showing off to the ‘powers that be’. Maybe the media, radio people? Maybe they are showing off to God? Who knows. It is as if they are showing off to the whole world. Afterwards, I notice, someone always drives past and beeps, as if to say, they did show off, and they ‘out showed’ you!! I find people very weird to imply such a thing. I often feel like some of those show offs, are seeking love and attention, and don’t realise their dysfunction. There “need to please”, stemming from their slightly dysfunctional parent’s parenting skills. Their personality formed as a young’n and carrying through into their adult life. Glad I don’t have that need to please. But it is kind of fun seeing people who want to impress you. I also think it comes from having a big brother or big sister, and wanting to impress them. I do believe it’s a privilege being a 1st born. Although, if there were no 3rd borns, the whole of the entertainment industry would probably close down! (Another little story I wrote years ago, but is missing). 28. Public Movie Scenario Creators There is an element of total copycat retardation that is going on; what happens is certain people recreate scenarios from films and try and implement same situations into reality, for instance, there was a new release; Back to The Future 3, I think, not really a fan, and suddenly I had people appearing in cars (that car above – same car as ‘starred’ in that movie) as if out of nowhere, out on those quite country roads, out back of Gunnedah. Not sure if this is a good example, and if you can grasp what I mean, but they do it and have done it to me, multiple times over many years now. Those people are ruthless, they appear to be marketing women, and have no respect for me, their greed makes them blind. I also noticed news readers on channel 7 or 9, copy movie stories that are being made at the time, and invent a fake news story that mimic’s the movie story. (As in the opposite of what usually happens). Now, every one loves a good movie - but movie makers are not GODS. 29. Companies which never paid me my super Image clothing, closed now Jodie Boffa Designs, closed now Discovery clothing – still ripping young girls off, I bet. Gazal, also still ripping young girls off, I bet. Grave Attire (Lisa Fry), closed now None of the domestic nanny/housekeeping positions paid, except one. (This is a disgraceful area to work in, do NOT work for some housewife, ever.) Landlords (in exchange for “‘reduced” ‘rent, Peter Long, Darcy Alexander Ward (do not ever accept an arrangement that includes working for your landlord, they are dodgy thieves. Work requires proper hourly rate plus some…) That Fish and Chip shop in Gunnedah, closed now Gunnedah Abattoirs, closed now (if you don’t give a girl her privacy, the whole world is going to go to chaos. ha ha) The Pool Kiosk, Straun! New owners now The Emergency Button, Mitzy Skyring Alterations in Double Bay South Pacific Fabrics, King! Quite a few catering companies I worked for back in my early twenties (omg I was so underpaid when I was working) Could be more? Basically, NONE of my employers paid my super, except 2; Bonds (now defunct or in China), and one Financial Planner I worked for as a Nanny, not a good job, but he, btw, was the only employer that paid me a proper wage, not just the minimum or less, PLUS, not only did he pay my super, but he actually tracked me down after I left to find out my Super account details, he got the white pages and looked up my family name, and found me this way. I can see he’s going straight to heaven on judgment day, unlike anyone else I have ever met (except mum! And possibly the families I grew up around in Gunnedah, except the Whites). You know, not much incentive to work, when you’re not getting paid properly. Life is a bitch, I recommend NOT having kids. Australia you have no idea how to look after your young and ensure the future of this country, instead you have allowed Chinese manufactures to take over the world. The Chinese have pipped you at the post, and the way Chinese parents raise their young is where it starts – single child families. AND, I have noticed, you have much better chance of getting paid properly, if you work for a male boss. Female employers can’t be trusted at all, they will try and steal from you and rip you off any way they can, especially if they think no one is looking. There are no exceptions to that rule, in my experience. 10 out of 10 women will steal from me in some form, it’s like their bimbo nature makes them vulnerable to stealing. Often, I notice people’s thinking is very short-term; they see an opportunity and think, “oh no one is looking, I could get away with doing that” But they don’t think into the future, that someone will look back into the past, which I can assure you, will, and does happen - there are people born with such destiny, watch out! (Unfortunately, in Australia, in most cases those people have friends who then proceed to protect them, and lie to cover for them. But I know, I, will persist) also, the “myGov lost superannuation” women, will lie and say no there is no super put aside for you, as to whom is lying may be questionable. Best advice, pay attention to these details when your young; why they do not teach about these issues in Secondary education is beyond comprehension! Minimum wages, wages vs salaries, industry sector wages, average wage, holiday pay, super – that ought to be just the basics. They don’t even teach about money investments, like why you have to start saving as soon as you start working, and secure a home mortgage as soon as you can, encourage discussions with parents about paying for home deposits. It’s truly ridiculous. In fact, I don't recall ever in my whole childhood, in my home family, or within the school education system, public then private, where money was ever talked about, EVER! EVER! There was not one single class that mentioned money, although in year 10, I recall my Asian studies teacher, a lovely Indian woman, very smart; went around the class and asked each of us what we were going to do when we left school (the only person to have asked me this question, ever), some kids had an idea of what they were going to do, and stated their career, and she would make comments sometimes “ah good, good money in that industry”. So that was the only time money was ever mentioned before age 20. Can you believe that? Even though the whole world only revolves around money, it was just not talked about. BIZARRE! These issues ought to be made into an ongoing whole class subject every fortnight for Year 12 (possible even year 10) “Careers”. The whole point of school! They also ought to include financial hardships that people will face, they need to give real examples, like; when I was doing my horticulture course at Tafe, one of the girls there, said she was in class because she was “fired”, in a polite kind of way, more like ‘made redundant’, when she turned 21, from her child daycare job, because 21-year-olds requires more pay, than an 18-20 year-olds. So, while this behaviour is highly inappropriate, and I’m not sure, even legal, this kind of thing happens – so not legal, not fair, but still happens in life. (The child-minding business was then called ABC childcare, in Gunnedah. I’m not sure if they’re still operating.) Also, they don’t tell kids who leave, or consider leaving school in year 10, that there are many many many employers who won’t hire you unless you’ve completed your HSC: even if they don’t really care about the marks you got, they don’t care if you failed, but they care that you stuck it out at school and did the final exams. There are kids certainly back in my day who no one told them this very piece of useful information. The school curriculum is pathetic, and it is run by pathetic non thinking women who know nothing about life, and are only concerned about control over those kids. It’s a disgusting situation. If I had kids, I would never send my child to school, ever. Btw, if you do have kids, and (if for some reason, can’t send them off to school like usual), if, in those times, you can’t stand having your kids hang around during the day, then you shouldn’t have had kids! It’s not just Dep of Education that’s needs to wake up, wake up little mother bimbos. Life guidance is also required when parenting. Notice on the pie chart above, that of all the Government spending, welfare, and unemployment is the SMALLEST section. Oh, I just remember my work experience, I have written about it before, I will mention it again: So, there was no mention to do work experience at school by the teachers. But mum for some reason, got it into her head that I should be doing work experience, and she arranged all of these places during my year 9/10/11/12 holidays. I also did more whilst at Fashion school holidays! I did something like 14 weeks of work experience. And I have to say what an absolute waste of my time that was. All of those employers taking on work experience kids just wanted to have a little slave, they didn't want to teach them, they just wanted them to do all the work that nobody else wanted to do. I guess that could be considered work experience: learning work sucks. I'm pretty sure I didn't need 14 weeks to learn that; I guess someone wanted to drill it into me! I do remember my mother going “you've got a start at the bottom in a company and work your way up” - that was her kind of life advice for me. Maybe that worked for some people, but in my experience that doesn't work, for most people once you get a lowly role, you are known for that position, and treated as such, very seldom to people get promoted, especially at a big company like Bonds. I mean unless somebody else, like one of their peers, like me for instance, promotes them: if I tell the boss ‘This person alongside of me is brilliant, they do their work properly, and etc etc’ then that person will no doubt be promoted, but like that hardly ever happens, I never saw anybody else doing that kind of other person promotion - they would rather promote themselves only. One week I did work experience at The Hilton, in the kitchen, was year 9 school holidays when I was thinking of going to the Ryde Cookery school, {when I mention this to people, ages ago now, they have such a weird reaction, like “oooh the Hilton, she’s had a silver spoon”, So, I don't tell anyone anymore! When I was there, I recall I was the only female in the kitchen. It was a very professional domain. And I don't think this is an area of discrimination at all, because is bloody hard work being a chef, physically hard. Women will be able to do it for a while when they're young, but they won't be able to go the whole distance in my opinion. And that's what I got out of that work experience: this is not a suitable and appropriate environment for me to be working in. So, in that respect I was glad that I worked there. And there was one other place I hated, but because I worked there, I got my first job at Bonds, so I guess, was worth it in the end…. But was reminded about my mother and how clueless she was about the workplace and what's involved, the physicality. Guess she thought women only need to work for a few years then they will be off having kids and being married – like her and all her friends. Not quite mum!! I think many housewives are having kids so they can say “will you look at my baby just look at me” - they're not actually raising children for the future, to be independent 30. The Brutal World of Money I've mentioned this before somewhere on my blog I couldn't find it so I thought it was probably worth talking about again, growing up in my family, four kids, mum and dad; we never talked about money. I don't ever remember having any conversations about money, I mean talking about money as it is in the world, like the way the world works, how people go to work for money, different incomes, lifestyles. Pretty much anything really money related just wasn't talked about in our family - for some weird bizarre reason. I mean, I had an understanding, I guess, I remember going on holidays and you know mum would be deciding what we do, and the kids would be going ‘let's do this let's do that’, and then she goes ‘oh no, we don't have enough money for that, we'll do this’. I can still hear her say “no mon no fun”. So, I guess along the way I kind of learnt that money is a good thing. But you know we didn't really go on too many family holidays anyway, and quite frankly I had more fun staying with grandma so I could go to the beach! Which looking back, didn't cost any money! Also, we weren't really given pocket money when we were young either, except, we could do chores like vacuuming or cleaning the cars, and mum would give us money like $1 or $.50. She was incredibly tight, looking back. I can't really remember ever having any money, except for once I had saved up $7 from vacuuming my room. And so, I needed a wallet to put my $7 in. So, when we were in town one trip, I got my wallet, and it guess how much it cost; $7! So, then I had a wallet but of course I had no more money! So, I thought, that whole thing was pointless. (Sound familiar? Reading that out loud to myself now; working in the workplace as an adult on minimum wage). But I don't remember having any money in my childhood, just that empty wallet sitting on the shelf in the playroom for the rest of my childhood! It wasn't till I went away to boarding school, and in the little pamphlet that mum read it says 'they recommend giving the girls $30 a term for spending money', and my mother, she's like WHAT! why on earth do I have to give more money after we are paying all this money for school fees! Like she just didn't understand why she would have to give me spending money! YOU know, maybe, just maybe, this might have something to do with the fact that now, I don’t have any money! Lol Actually, it’s not, that fact is way more complicated – but, I want to say: teach your kids about money, and I guess, some liberties as to what they can purchase with their money; see them make ‘mistake purchases’, like a child would, and then talk about it? I’m not the expert in this area. I imagine, if someone hears this story, who doesn't know me or my mother, they might think that my mother was this tyrannical Nazi Olga of a mother! - but she wasn't really at all, we had a lot of free reign as kids, and we seldom went without. I find a lot of kids, girls in particular, they often have mothers who try to tell them what to do in every situation, and control everything about their life (I believe it’s called micro-managing). I feel I'm fortunate that I did not have a mother like that, because that really damages those kids in my opinion, and it lasts their whole lifetime. Some employers although, try to do it, aswell as many ‘small’ people, they all try. {Best purchase I ever made was an Apple tag for my keys in 2022. In 2025, one time, I lost my keys in a haystack! Literally, about 6m² and 40cm deep hay that I had just spread out - it would've taken me hours to find them, and what a mess it would have been if it weren't for that Apple tag: I was able to get the location down to a 1m˚ area, then dig up, finally I found them with that annoying echo alarm it has!} The other issue I am aware that I had limited understanding of, was the value of items, like just because it looks old doesn't mean that you should throw it out - a child doesn't really understand sometimes the value of items. I wasn't the only child that didn't have these things explained and now there's a whole culture just chucking things out and buying new ‘plastic’ from China. I really think more of an attempt to explain the value of items ought to made to the young. Oh wait, I believe it’s too late; the world is chocked with rubbish and plastic. And I noticed that anything that I own that I think is worthless, or old and shabby, and not very good, like I did when I was younger - they'll always be someone who will hear you and thus try to aquire the item in passive sneaky ways, like confirming “oy yeah that’s crap, chuck it out”. So don't be so quick to write off anything. More money issues: I’ve had retailers trying to rip me off on practically every purchase I make, but the reason I am not angry about it, is because there are laws in place to protect the consumer, which I can use to my advantage to get my money back. All I have to do is contact the Department of fair trading - they investigate the case, and if I have been ripped off, they can tell the trader to give me my money back/ or exchange; or the consumer (me) can take them to tribunal, where possibly, more charges might be applied to them (which I’ve had to do 4 times btw). So, in NSW, at any rate, 10 out of 10 times, I got my money back (I should mention just over 100 cases was put in to the Department of fair trading, by me, against retailers trying to steal from me over as 10yr period -that’s a lot, it says a lot about the times we live in – it says a lot about how disrespectful the shop owners in Gunnedah and Tamworth are. It says a lot about how people will try and pull the wool over someone whose on her own. I’m thinking they should get ‘people’ into schools, from kindy up, and do a whole new class called Ethics and Morals) Anyway, Queensland Department of fair trading, however, is still in ‘naive fairy world’ where, all businesses are honest and all consumers are the enemy - and so far, they haven’t been able to do anything about any of the retail thieves that have ripped me off - so, actually, I am a little angry about those incidence’s, (totalling at least $3000 by now) and I have done separate name and shame photos/stories for them. (There’s a whole “he/she who has the most friends wins” in QLD; still living in mates rates times.) But for the most part of my spending life, I was able to recoup any money that was lost through dodgy retailers. Also, I know people lose money from dodgy investment brokers. My grandmother lost $45,000 from AMP Super back in the 1970’s, which back then, Super was a scam. Good thing times have changed. I’ve had family trying to convince us to purchase their products, to advance their wealth (and not mine). Also, when I was young, I had $1000 in cash, and I moved into my grandmothers basement, I didn’t have anywhere safe to put it, she said she will look after it. When I asked for it back, there was only $900! She said she didn’t take the $100, but since she’s the only other person who lived there, I’m not entirely sure whether that’s true, at any rate, she did reimburse me the additional $100. BUT the dogs had started hanging outside the house at night at this address, so could be them. The ones from triple j - thieving perverts. They could be the same ones following me around from address to address?? DO NOT EVER LISTEN TO THE RADIO. MUSCIANS ARE THIEVES. (Unfortunately, and disappointingly so, I’ve also had adult siblings steal from me). So, white collar theft is big. And that’s why I wanted to write this; you really can’t trust anyone with your money at all. I want to mention other ways retailers steal now (I’ve only noticed this recently, as in 2015 onwards -this hasn’t been a problem before then, so much, at least with me, at any rate) As retailers are learning more and more about the consumer rules, they can see loop holes and ways where they can overcharge a customer, and not be held accountable as a thief; what they do is put the shelf price as XX (inflated) dollars. The consumer sees the shelf tag as XX dollars and pays XX dollars, unaware that they have been overcharged, by sometimes up to 300%. So, this is not considered theft by the Department of fair trading it is considered a ‘buyer beware’ situation. But, you are not entirely powerless to do anything about this, if this happens to you; what you can do is confront the retailer and yell at them - because nobody likes to be yelled at (especially shop sales girls/boys who have big egos, and think they’re superior to every other single person on the planet {KMART STAFF}, and perhaps this will persuade them not to do it in the future, and in fact when I did this to Harvey Norman - who did exactly that, charged me $100 for an item that I discovered later was only worth $2, they gave me a full refund! So, it does pay to get angry if you have been overcharged. There are other things retailers and financial instituters do aswell, especially since NOW there is a lot of online shopping and they can track you and know your income and spending habits – they have started doing this 2025 big time, personalised sales. The banks steal by “surcharge” this is bullshit charge. Sometimes the retailer adds it on via eftpos too, one company said it was a ‘credit card recovery fee’ of $3 on a $78 purchase. Etc etc. Any strangely named unknown Internet companies that just ‘pop up’ - are run by thieving dogs. One such thing eBay do, is create fake accounts so that they can bid on their item to inflate the price, particularly clever ones that know long-term account holder’s spending habits, they could easily place a price on an item at auction. And those ebay staff know about young men (or the police), who don’t like to lose, and so after being suckered in to start bidding; they will just keep bidding until they win, even if the price goes way above and beyond the value of the item in question. Life Stories P11 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11(this) , LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

NEGS, Gunnedah Primary School, Limbri School – you all need to be sued (otherwise, change does not come about). I want to talk about how in primary school, Gunnedah Public Primary School, our year had two classes, with about 30 kids in each. One was called the A class one was called the B class. The people in A class were considered to be the smarter ones. But I assure you, this in reality is not the case, these classes were divided purely on a socio-economic basis. Kids from well-to-do fami Life Stories P16 1. Drive Thru's vs Fancy Restaurants There was one incident; we were in Tamworth for the day, I was doing an upholstery job for my neighbour who was a high school teacher. We were choosing fabric. We were outside a fancy restaurant, where, just before we had been inside, talking to some people I knew. And she deliberately threw something of mine, well scattered it on the ground, so I had to kneel down and pick them all up, when she just stood over me. To all the onlookers there in the restaurant, this act looked rather inappropriate, so basically, she has some control issues that she should work on, and leave me out of it - this type of behaviour is dysfunctional. I have noticed, this behaviour is typical to school teachers, I would go so far as to say 90% of school teachers (public school) have these self-important and major control issues, and want all the kids (other people) to worship them. I am going to talk about this some more, because I have experienced it a lot; a lot of women don’t seem to be able to handle other women as their equal. They can only handle subordinates, which is why especially your find a lot of these women as teachers because they get to be around children, as in people that they can feel superior over, it is a serious dysfunction. Plus, it is widespread. I remember my grandmother, who wasn’t a school teacher, she was a housewife all her life, with three girls, but she definitely couldn’t handle other women as her equal, and all throughout her children’s adult lives, she still wanted them to remain as children, so she could treat them as subordinates. The very meaning of subordinate is a lower rank, or position, or of lesser importance, inferior, and needs another person to have authority and control over them. I know that expression “oh, you think your better than me!” this is where it comes from. From dysfunctional women wanting to treat other people as their personal subordinates. So, I guess for Karen Cull, and all other women in fact (my landlord Catie Rogers) that I’ve ever encountered, guess what, I am your equal, you are not better than me, you are not superior in anyway, you have major dysfunction DEAL WITH IT. I know I, would prefer you deal with it, rather than take out your dysfunction on me. So widespread! I definitely wouldn’t be friends with any school teachers. And in fact, in my experience, this is probably the reason why most women don’t like me, because they want to feel superior to me, as I am single, poor and not the best looker either, but I don’t let them, and it pisses them off. And by the way, this is been such a widespread problem with women, not only older, mostly older, but also younger girls, try to come, and I guess it is “dominate me”! I’ve noticed about these women, is that they are kind of stupid, and don’t realise that this behaviour is not appropriate (Cassandra Dunstan, Sharon Morgan, Cate Rogers (Wainberg girl), Karen Cull, possible Danielle Wheatly and Penny Awgayer - a whole heap more that stay invisibly cowardly) It is not right, it’s like, little girls; you have to go and find a man - there’s plenty of men who are into this kind of thing, and you have to dominate him (if they say they are not into this kind of thing, think again, they are) - You can’t dominate other women, especially ones that you don’t know - it’s completely “bimbo”, that’s really the best word to describe such women. Bimbo dominatrix! Who knew I would have such a problem with such people, they don’t warn you about this in school! I can just imagine Mrs Ford, “Be careful ladies of the bimbo dominatrix”. Lol. The only way I can think to combat this, is writing about it, and bringing this phenomena into consciousness, albeit 30 years too late, but really make these women aware of their disrespectful behaviour, and that their behaviour is stupid, not to mention cowardly. Infact just a few weeks ago, I was comparing my life to a young woman from the past, Dido Elizabeth Belle (1761 – 1804) who was treated one way by her loving white family, and as she was black, and another disrespectful way by the community where she lived. - I say this because whenever I venture out, I often get harassed, followed, and pickpocketed, plus all the other shenanigans people get up to. Yet, when I am at home sitting on the couch watching my favourite shows, I truly feel like a bit of a princess! I am treated as another viewer, a respected member of the public. So rare! Then I get back to my life and just noticed something else that has been stolen.... - it’s almost like there are two versions of life. (Some shows, as in a lot now, have the dogs on them, who harass me, they have taken over certain sectors of the entertainment industry - since I hardly ever go into town, they must love harassing me so much, they can't get enough of it – they do.) I feel I need to point out, I’m the sort of person that well, especially back in my 20s or 30s, would be quite happy and comfortable eating from somewhere like Hogs Breath Cafe or Maccas (when I lived in Sydney, I had Maccas at least 3 times a week! Well briefly!) But I was also comfortable, if I wanted to splash out, in a fancy restaurant. I wouldn’t feel out of place, or that I should not be there just because I was on near minimum wage. Although in my old age and experience there are definitely some family type restaurants that I would never venture into, at this juncture in my life. Even though I have less money now than then. My point is, that these days, everyone can choose where they want to eat, if you have a low or minimum wage and a set budget it doesn’t mean that you’re restricted to only certain types of eateries, if you want to splash out on a fancy restaurant, go for it, you’re entitled to it. It is my experience, usually people working in those fancy restaurants, would treat you as a respected paying customer, just as long as you’re not half naked or something like swearing loudly! But I do believe in splitting the bill if you’re with company. I would never enter a restaurant with people unless it was known clearly beforehand who was paying or if we split, (verbally talked about). This is a must, and something I learnt when I was 19, in a situation where I was dining with my aunt, and her friends, she was telling me beforehand that her friends were really rich, and we were going to a fancy restaurant. But at the end, when the bill came. I realised it hadn’t been discussed as to whom was paying, and I felt like, I should’ve paid for my course, but at 19, still a student, I was used to my parents paying for everything, so I had not even broached the subject beforehand at the table. I was very angry with my aunt, who assumed that her friends were going to pay. In the end they did pay, but I believe it was only because my aunt didn’t offer, and really, I felt my aunt had some nerve to expect them to pay for both of us. Some women are like that, they expect other women to pay for them. It was a valuable lesson for me. Of course, now, if I wanted to eat out, it would always be drive-through. I would never go to a fancy restaurant or any restaurant of any type actually, in public. In fact, I think it has been over 20 years, since I last dined in a restaurant. If I was to travel, at a hotel, I would always get room service rather than eat in the restaurant. This is not only from being accosted in restaurants before, but, from the ‘clean’ food issue. I like clean food; my cooking is clean. If I went out to restaurant, I know the food would have been spat in, such is the fighting nature of little bitch’s that surround me. DOGS who copy Fight Club. BTW, I have looked into having a snorkelling holiday - it’s on my bucket list, and all the hotels and resorts on the Barrier reef in Queensland, specifically have these communal eating areas, smorgasbord, and they always include breakfast, and so it’s a bit of a scam, because I would have to eat in this communal area if I wanted to get my money‘s worth! I have actually contacted one of them and suggested they fix it to include room service, and she got back to me and said they have no intentions of changing it! I can’t believe these fancy resorts don’t have room service! It is an outrage, hickleberry Queenslanders! One of the unknown dogs as informed me I already had a snorkelling holiday when I went on a paid nanny vacation to Port Douglas 20 years ago – so I will not be permitted to have another one - WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE AND FUCK OFF. There was one work colleague I encounted, when I mentioned to her that I ate Maccas 3 times a week (I passed 5 MacDonalds on my way home from work every evening for about 3mnths! 5 ) She was absolutely horrified, and surprised, insinuating that eating McDonald’s is very low class, she said she would never ever step foot inside McDonald’s restaurant or eat their food ever!! Lol She’s obviously never had one of their Double Quarter Pounder’s!! Really and truly, and I went to a private school, I’ve never encountered such snobbery! I’m pretty sure all those girls would’ve had Maccas if on the menu! I do need to mention, I always used to buy the budget mince, (regular mince) from the supermarket. But in my late 40s I developed a ‘rapid and loud’ heartbeat - it was triggered from some homeopathic medicine, but I fully understood the reasons I was having difficulties; it was from a high-fat diet. So, I changed from regular mince to 4star lean mince, and after 12 months, there has been a definite change in my heart - it’s now quite regular, not rapid and not loud. So, while I now, never go to Maccas anyway, I’m thinking Maccas probably don’t buy the 4star lean mince! The thing with 4star lean mince, is, it is twice, literally twice, the price of regular mince. So, it’s a little unfair that people on extreme budgets have to somehow manage to come up with twice the price, if they want to maintain a healthy heart. Upon reflection, I actually think, that regular mince should be ban, it’s so unhealthy. Btw, I believe Maccas single-handedly changed the Soviet Union, Russia, from a singular cold-war enemy, into an international player!! Plus, I don’t blame fast food for obesity. I feel a ‘change of consciousness’ is to blame, and that is; being aware of being happy, people nowadays want to be happy. They’re not guilted by so many people, including religion, for being happy. For many people, eating makes them happy. And if you can’t find happiness from other factors like a good home, and safe workplace, then people are going to source happiness from where they can, like good food. 2. Bus Blocking Street Signs at Every Street Corner in Bundaberg I’m sure I mentioned this before, but seems everywhere I go, I have people who want to accompany me, in their cars. Monumental nuisance people. On this particular day when I went into Bundaberg, a new city for me, I wasn’t familiar with any of the streets, I had, seemingly the same ‘followers’, wanting to make everything difficult for me, by blocking the street names, so I couldn’t tell what street I was in - such fucking arsehole cunts. And this wanting to make things difficult for me, I have noticed happens a lot. Deliberate sabotage by revolting people, who certainly would NOT be welcome in my life. Ha ha. And you know what, I have had people mucking up my life in this manner for years, like 20 years, and eventually (I would say especially due to this blog), they reach a point in their life and realize, they have made a mistake. So, then they just kind of ‘exit’ my life, just like that. Like it never happened. Do they seriously think they will be getting away with all that sabotage? Guess again, NOT. 3. Tank Water Pump setup at Kookaburra Park House I have lived in quite a few farm houses that have tank water. There has been a few problems with pumps and pump maintenance, that’s why I took a photo of this particular pump system , because I’ve been here for 3yrs, and it’s, by far, been the best and most reliable water pump that I have encountered. That company, PressureWave, is still in business. I’ve never seen a set up that requires 2 units like this. If you look closely, those units are connected, I assume the yellow one is to maintain proper pressure. And I do have proper pressure all the time. It is fairly quiet, although I can hear it when it’s on, but it doesn’t go on every time I use the tap, it seems to build up pressure, and once it goes down past a certain point then it comes on for about a minute, and then switches off. I can use, I’m guessing, it’s probably 5L, until it switches on again. So it’s quite a brilliant system in my opinion. 4. I Love Secondhand Shops Bundaberg Tender Centre VISIT AND PLACE BIDS EVERY WEEKEND I remember a 2ndhand shop at Armidale, it was near the school, down the paddock a bit. It was a big building on its own, away from the main area, and there were always curious pieces outside whenever I went past it on the bus. I noted none of the girls ever went there or talked about it. But I secretly longed to go there, one day my parents were visiting and we had some time to kill before I was due back to school, so hooray, now was my chance to go to that shop. And OMG, it was fantastic! It was even better than I had imagined. The owners of that shop had taken 2ndhand goods to a whole new level- it was an artform of goods, with little knickknacks, trinkets, crafts, furniture, art…. I loved it, and it had such a good vibe. For all those snobby girls who poo-pooed it – it is they, who were missing out on some treasured vintage and antique collectables. Any chance I get to visit a 2nd hand shop, I take it. Although I noted in about 2010 or so, there seemed to be a big ‘organized’ network who visited all the country 2ndhand shops and emptied them, so they could resell in Sydney to get 3 times the price. The shop in Tamworth closed down (I have written about this a little before, but I could not find it anywhere, so I will keep going). The one in Armidale is no longer there. I remember always seeing in those shops those big old-fashioned knives with the fake ivory handles, I inherited some, and now I love them, but when I went to get some more, there none anywhere, and I was watching some documentary on telly, they were talking about all the big centres in Sydney now that sell antiques and treasures, and there, on the table in the shop shed, was at least 500 of those knives all laid out!! So that would have been one of the items they emptied out of country areas!! Bloody dogs! So, in my ‘latest’ location, there are NO 2nd hand shops, well actually there is a liver charity shop, or was it kidney? Something, I did visit, but it has limited opening hrs, so when it is open there are about 50 people squeezed in this tiny stinky space- it is not good, plus they mainly only had clothes. There isn’t even a tip shop here. Boo. Such snobbery about 2nd hand goods up here. At my last location, least there was this shop nearby: Bundaberg Tender Centre - where you can put 2nd hand items in, on consignment. VISIT AND PLACE BIDS EVERY WEEKEND They charge the seller 25% of the sale price, then they also charge the buyer 13% of winning bid, plus $2 processing fee. (A lot, I think) So that is way too much, in my opinion, especially since all those items have already had GST paid on them when they were sold brand new. I felt they were personally stealing from me. I was glad when I removed the last item and I did not have to go back, but I mean, the owners would make a good comfortable living from their business, which is why it is still in operation, and has not closed down like all the others. Family run, the oldest son uses his dad as a weapon to chastise people, and he also refused me to put in my cat stand which would have got a good price – he friends with dogs at Gin Gin, who wanted to steal it from me, at reduced price, and did. Such is the nature of people who have SOLD OUT. Sold their soul. A lot of items that sold are way under bid, (like $200 worth of stuff sold for $4) so you can get a bargain there. Half my stuff did not sell though, the stuff that did were, you know, $20 for a $500 item. Good for buyer, bad for seller, but is better than getting nothing. The concept is brilliant. Unlike ebay, there is only 1 chance to make a bid offer on the weekend in person. And you can bid under the reserve, if no one else made a bid, the seller may accept it on Sunday night (actually they have 3 days to decide whether to accept it or not) You can only have your stuff in for 3 consecutive weekends, (then take out for 2 weekends, then put back in if you wish) Monday to Thursday. (Friday, they set up) They do not take stuff that is broken, does not work, or looks shabby. They have an excellent mailing list, and email notification system. I swear there are some people who deliberately purchase my items that have been undercut, so that I lose, so that’s their main motive, is to get me to lose. So, the fact that they’ve had to spend money to get me to lose, doesn’t really factor into them - it’s like they have no common sense at all, they are just driven by a hatred of women. This was particularly true when I used to sell my second-hand goods on eBay (before the stupid twit Nazis ebay staff banned me), and any items that I had put the incorrect postage amount on, like, too cheap, so I would lose postage money; they would always purchase those items. So, after a while I figured that it’s better to actually put the price of the product up, and the postage price down, so they would perceive me to lose - it worked for a bit but then they cotton’d on. I should mention here all the shops I went into last trip to Mackay. I have dogs on the radio it’s like the retailer puts the radio on, so the dogs can monitor the situation, as a dog does. Although, at the hobby shop, they actually sent someone in store a guy, rather than put the radio on, maybe that shop can hear the dogs too, and so refuses to put it on? All the other shops (bar the pet shop) had dogs on the radio, including Lifeline, I will not be going back to lifeline; dog off you stupid dog. They do this as there are mentally retarded, and I think, they’re trying to maintain some level of control. “I control you”. I think they started doing to make sure I smile at the sales girl, but it is not really about that, its like they want me to worship the sales girl. I mean what were they expecting me to do? Where they expecting me to start beating the sales girl up? Maybe they thought I specifically went there to yell at the sales girl? And they were trying to protect “the poor sales” girl! I’m not really sure how those dogs could be so naive; pretty much all the sales girls I’ve ever met have been absolute piranhas, quite revolting, and usually fairly unknowledgeable. But I think I should make something clear. I don’t really care about salesgirls, in any way, certainly not enough to want to start a fight (even the really stupid and nasty ones). So, you can just relax dogs, there’s not going to be any fighting, in any shops, in Mackay. Wakey wakey DOGS. Oh, and by the way, after not really giving a toss one way or another about any sales girls. If I see or hear the dogs in there, I’ll know that the sales girl is a stupid bitch, who does not warrant my respect, it’s just an automatic thing. Your bed. And, this Lifeline thing is another example of the “good” one and the “bad” one, so when I go in to Vinnies, no dogs, but Lifeline; dogs. Its like stupid dogs want me to go only to the one they deem I should go. See, dogs with control issues. Let me repeat myself; IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS WHICH SHOP I GO INTO, stop being so mentally retarded and just kill yourself already. Those are the same dogs who steal from me. Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should; wake up dogs. And who is the IDIOT who put dogs on the radio? Talk about stupid. I just found this https://www.garagesalefinder.net.au/ Although there were none in my local area. 5. Reference from Cate Rogers To whom it may concern. Emily Bieman has been renting my home at Lot 7, 4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road Gin Gin since May 2019. Emily has always paid the rent on time, arranging a split payment for me to two accounts. I recently inspected the home and it was kept in great order. She is clean, neat and organised. There is an acre of land to be cared for and Emily has great knowledge of the native plants and trees. She collects seeds for a small business she runs. The garden, despite sever drought conditions, was it good order and the plants were alive and growing. Emily also designs fabrics which she sells on-line. In my experience with Emily, she is a gentle, kind, articulate, responsible woman. Catherine Rogers 0416886056 Gin Gin ( This letter is going to drive the dogs at Channel 9 nuts - they went through phase, back in 2016 or so, - maybe they're still going through it - I don't know? You know how dogs are with bones. But if anyone dares tries to help me in anyway, such as a reference; they would punish them, somehow, most likely vilification, humiliation and money theft - so a strong deterrent not to be helpful.) 6. Women at the ABC I recall a few years ago, there was a whole spate of women who worked at the ABC who got breast cancer. I mean maybe some of them were just trying to get out of work, and wanting a way that they wouldn’t feel guilty about, or be chastised about - I mean there is a stigma about not working. Or maybe they actually did have breast cancer. If they did, I can definitely say the reason would be, because they’re bunch of bloody bitches. And it’s about time I whinged and moaned about them: exclusive uptight hoity-toity thieving twits (bar one or two) You know who you are. I do not accept your apology you stupid dog. 7. Natural Ocean Pools – I love them So, I did a little ditty about the above pool because it is fantastic. I couldn’t find it so I thought I’ll just have to do another one and include 2 photos from TripAdvisor, as unfortunately I’ve never been there. I’ve only heard about it. It’s an ocean Lagoon pool, complete with a rock reef and fish for snorkelling. How amazing is that! I would love to have one of these in my backyard. The hotel is the Marriott on the Gold Coast - part of the Sheraton group, I believe. I would like to add, I mentioned in my “Travelled Twice” story, that I have been to Port Douglas twice. And there’s so many tourists who go there, that it was kind of unbearable at every little touristy spot - there were hordes of people. I just don’t think you can enjoy a pristine environment with hordes and hordes of people around. Well, that’s my personal opinion. I have seen beaches in Spain, that were absolutely jam packed, and those several 1000’s of people seemed to be quite happy! I think the most enjoyable thing about Port Douglas was staying at the Sheraton. It was a very pleasant hotel to stay at – all welcome. No discrimination! A nice change. (plus, all paid by my employer, I don’t think it would have been my choice if I was paying, but I am glad I stayed there, and was shown the comfort of a large corporate hotel). It had a very relaxed atmosphere, without the hustle and bustle of the masses, even though it is a very large hotel. I guess except for the restaurant, that night we ate there, it was jampacked. That was the restaurant that my meal was stolen by some girl, a possible prostitute? Smorgasbord - it’s a thing in Queensland resorts, so many have that Banquet style communal eating. It’s a little odd for me, I don’t like it all, aside from stolen meals, it’s just an unpleasant way to eat. Maybe it reminds me of the school dining hall. Oh, And I guess the snorkelling part, just off Port Douglas was good, I do enjoy a good snorkel! Plus, the boat transfer was a huge ship, which is better for seasickness – but still bad. . 8. Knowledge is Power – know this about Tetanus I’m pretty sure I mentioned, in my “Doctor Experiences”, Life Stories, the dangers of tetanus shots. I think a whole photo story needs to be written about that experience, because after I had this shot, I could not raise my arm up above my waist for eight months - it took eight months to heal! It was a very targeted pain. In this photo I actually circled where the pain was, and it was specifically where the needle went in and around that area, so there’s been some speculation by certain people, as to why I would have such a sore arm after a tetanus shot, someone came up with the idea that a blood clot must’ve formed, but I am more inclined to think the person delivering the needle stabbed my muscle rather than the bloodstream, and it got bruised or infected even? I now am of the belief, that I have an allergy to needles, and I will not be allowing any more needles, I certainly won’t be going through eight months of not being able to move my arm again. And what makes this even doubly bad, is, because Tetanus, is completely, 100%, totally unnecessary - it is a moneymaking scam for drug companies – it would come down to one family receiving royalties from each shot delivered – pure greed. The doctors, who would also make money, but, aswell, they get to inflict pain on whomever they victimise - it’s a two for one for them. I can’t believe they’ve been allowed to get away for it for so long, because we have antibiotics, which replaced tetanus shot a long time ago, there is absolutely no need for tetanus shots ever. And I know, not only that doctor, (Dr Scanlan), but that whole clinic at Agnes Water, including the receptionist, plus the girl who gave me the needle, will be getting their comeuppance. R Woods 9. ABC iView app Harassment in the Form of Tooting Every 5minutes Movie credits says Sound Editor Lyn Butler ABC iView app harassment in the form of tooting every 5minutes Can someone please go and stand outside Lyn Butlers house and car toot every 5 minutes all evening, see how she likes it. Also, in regards, to the ABC, ABC News Regional, in the App – are you fucked in the head? Check your personal emotions at the door you bitchy spiteful women. 10. More Courier Truck Driver Stalkers What is with courier trucks who follow me around, and beep at me? Do or courier drivers suffer from mental illness? This one lay in wait, stalking me at the shopping complex, after yesterday driving into my unit complex and beeping then leaving again. Get a life your stupid stalker. Do I literally need to tell you this: piss off, stop harassing me. Btw, attention all dogs, I AM NOT TALKING TO YOU. Tnt plates 814REC TNT are now Fedex At my last place, and previous places, I had Toll truck drivers following me around and beeping at me. Now what, am I going to have TNT trucks following me around here? piss off piss off piss off (I put in a complaint with FedEx website, but I don’t believe that person took me seriously, the local depot has no contact number or email) And, this was when I first moved here, since then, I think Australia post or someone in a white van, has started lurking around the units, and Toll have made a reappearance, aswell as idiots who do signs with personalized number plates. RACK OFF After writing this, eventually they have stopped stalking me, but there are "unbranded" trucks still harassing me. 11. Ladies Secret Weapon against the Monthly Curse Nobody tells you these things: Ladies when you get your period, and you get stomach cramps, I did say before, take ibuprofen. BUT, I have to update this, in 2023 I started developing stomach ulcers with stress and they say one of the contributors could be painkillers like ibuprofen. So I had to stop taking them. At first I just grunted and beared it every month. But in 2025 my very old cat started to go through the process of dying, and got constipated, I purchased some cod liver oil for him, as I know that this would help with constipation. I could only buy the tablets so I squeezed one in a bit of his meal, and he hated it. Anyway, I had a whole heap leftover, then I remembered back when I was at school, reading about Evening Primrose oil, it was said that Evening Primrose will help you with your period pain, I did take it back then, it may have worked, as I don't recall bad period pain at school, I later, after school unable to afford it, and that’s when I got major cramps, it was not until a friend told me a couple of years later, about napragesic that my pain stopped. Anyway, so as cod liver oil looked just like evening primrose (which reminded me of Evening Primrose oil), plus the knowledge I know about period pain being connected to digestion {I noted if I ate too much, period pain is worse until I go to the toilet} Lo and behold it worked. I just take one tablet at the onset of my period, take it the day before your period which some people can tell when that is. But it still works if you take it when you first get your period. So that's very good news, only $10 for the whole bottle, kept in the fridge should last at least 5yrs! No more ulcers, no more period pain and all à la nat a ral !! And I want to say; eat you Weet-Bix, and still have sex when you're old and menstruating still; this will ensure your 'longest stretchout' for menstruation as possible, and thus maintain your health for as long as possible. Btw, aspirin or Panadol do NOT WORK on period pain! Aspirin thins the blood -if you are having a heart attack or stroke, it could help, but it will not help for painrelief. Honestly, certain movies in the 80s pushing aspirin by Hollywood superstars has confused everybody!! And, as I think the main aim of a young lady is not to get pregnant, (I am sure proper protection is always used) but some lady of the night wanted to contribute to my Blog, and her tip is: if you use a douche with brandy, this kills any escapees. I have personally not tried this. But I would say it probably works. 12. It's Taken them 30yrs, but they Caught on in the End Its taken them 30yrs to offer Turkish bread to Australians, 30yrs after the food fad hit Sydney. Good on ya Coles and Woolies! Now, where are my sesame rolls? 13. Old Age Health Essentials I’ve been prompted to write this and put it online, because I remember when I was younger, I would get the newspaper delivered every weekend (Sydney Morning Herald), and there was a section about natural health. I remember writing everything it said down, and keeping it in my health folder; and later looking it up and realising that everything that they had written in that newspaper was pretty much a load of rubbish, and obviously written by some little bimbo who had gotten the job via her friendly nature and good looks. {Actually, I notice this happens quite a lot in life, I remember seeing a documentary once where a group of so-called university people were paid to go down to Antarctic for a scientific research, which involved the study of seals, and those young girls, about 6 of them, were catching these animals and tagging them, in a most revolting cruel manner. One of the cruellest animal activity I had seen at that point caught on camera {until I later saw the Japanese killing of the dolphins, and then the Shark de-finning, I will put that here; Fishermen catch sharks and while they’re still alive in the water, they use a knife and chop off their dorsal fin (that’s the main one that sticks up out of the water, as in Jaws), and then they let the shark go, so it’s in agony, and it writhing around in pain as it tries to swims off, then it’s a slow process of death for it, as sharks can’t survive without their Dorsal fin. It’s truly the most disgusting animal cruelty I’d ever seen, people, Australian fishermen doing that in 2016. So unevolved, those fishermen should be shot. And, by the way, they are in for some extreme bad karma.} So, it was along the same lines of animal disrespect, the disrespect for those animals by those girls in Antarctica, showed they obviously didn’t give a shit about what they were doing, they were there for a free holiday in Antarctica. Wrong people chosen. Misapropiations! Anyway, so the below information, is basically, you know, 48 years, of experience. There are a few tricks I have up my sleeve, that I use to combat some of the painful elements of old age. I guess the biggest complaint for me atm, are stiff joints, often induced by cold weather, but I have been diagnosed with olecranon bursa in my elbow and arthritis in my knees, so I am guessing other joint problems may be related to arthritis. (Although I believe my knee arthritis to be brought on by kneeling on hardwood kneelers, in church, twice a week at a nazi private boarding school.) I did have some sore stiff hand problems (from extreme overuse of a chainsaw in cold weather in my 30’s), but this was quickly overcome with the addition of a couple of drops of ginger essential oil to my hand moisturiser lotion, which I now keep in a ceramic pump container, by the bed. I was using it nightly, but since I have slowed down my activities, I probably only apply it weekly. Now I don’t have any problems from my hands (excellent! especially since, hey, I still need my hands!) Emily’s Arthritic Hand Moisturizer – fill a bathroom ceramic hand pump bottle with; Unscented moisturizer base, I like to use ½ Redwin sorbolene, ½ vitamin e cream. As Ginger oil kind of has a pungent fragrance, I also add; 5 drops each of pure essential oil (not fragrance oil, be careful of cheap Chinese imitators); Geranium, Cedar leaf, and 10 drops Ginger essential oil. (You can slightly melt the moisturizer for 20-30 seconds in the microwave so it can be easily poured into bottle with a funnel, but wait till it cools before adding oils) shake well, lasts for ages if airtight. The next one, I use usually when it rains, then I get sore aching joints. But it also happens if I do too much of any 1 activity, I get sore arms in particular. (Spent arms) This works so well I can’t believe it. I wouldn’t be able to do anything, if there was no such thing as pepper essential oil. Not only does it help the problem at the time, but I found it helps to stop any more aches and pains for a few weeks at least. Emily’s Stiff joint / Cold induced / Arthritic moans, Rapid Healing oil 100ml carrier oil (almond or olive, or mineral, or castor, Wheatgerm, Sunflower, Jojoba, Apricot, Safflower, Grapeseed……) 25 drops pure Pepper essential oil. Keep in dark glass or ceramic bottle One time when my knees were quite sore, more so than usual, from too much activity, I made up a blend of - 5 drops Ginger pure essential oil, 5 drops Coriander pure essential oil, 5 drops Cinnamon pure essential oil, in 100ml Castor oil {could use any of the above carrier oils listed} I definitely felt this helped, although it’s help is limited because I think there is unchangeable damage that has occurred in my knees. So, this does stop the pain, but it doesn’t help me do activities, which require the full use of my knee, so still no bike riding or stairs. I found a trick for the 3 steps at my front door, and that is to walk down them sideways, for some reason this reduces the strain at the time, and when sitting in my office chair, I found if I press on top of my knee, in that area just before the kneecap, and squeeze down hard as I push up from the chair, this definitely helps with that pain. Also, I think the pepper mix above would have the same results, but I think it’s good to not use too much of 1 thing. You have to remember these oils are “warming” and while your joints might want to be warmed, maybe other body parts don’t want to be – you have to pay full attention to your body. 14. Home Medicine Cupboard essentials Scar healing cream; it came about as I was trying to heal a scar that had formed from a giant planter wart that had been removed with salicylic acid, and then homoeopathy medicine. Unfortunately, the salicylic acid probably is not a good option to treat a planter wart, as not only did it not work, but it left a big scar and indentation on top of another planter wart! But when the homeopathic medicine had treated the planter wart and was gone, it was probably 12mnths later, when I decided I should try to heal the indentation and scar, so I made up this cream, after using it for two months or so, it was completely healed (unfortunatly it did not heal my plantar fasciitis) 1. Emily’s Rapid Healing Moisturizing Skin Cream Recipe Heel Care Cream (90g) from Dermal Therapy (Heel magic) could use Redwin vit E, plus lanolin Sage essential oil x 30 drops Borage essential oil x 30 drops – mix in glass jar with air tight lid 2. Bites and Scratches, I use a mix of Lavender, Bergamot, Borage, and Sage, in castor oil. Always pure essential oil. 3. Inflamed Wounds, I use - Niaouli (Melaleuca) in Almond oil 4. Pinched Nerve on back spine – Angelica in Almond Oil, applied with heat rub (just magic) 5. Bangs, Knocks, Thumps or Hits, apply Arnica in Almond oil, immediately – no bruise at all if you do straight away. 6. Toothaches; apply Clove essential oil direct. Clove is extremely potent, use caution. 7. Tick bites: these require 2 steps. First; if you see a tick, STOP, don’t do anything, because if you just grab it and pull it off -you’ll leave the head in the body. So, what you do, is go and get some tea tree oil. Tea tree oil is really potent, if you just dab a little bit on the tick, with a cotton tip, the tick gets a bit shocked, and stunned, then at that moment – it usually lifts its head as if to say “what the fuck”, you just grab it and pull it out, use tweezers. 2nd: the skin still may get infected, a little bit of tick may remain inside, or maybe its last meal was still stuck around its mouth and infects you, (on a cat it should be fine) but on a human, treat the area with clove oil. Dilute oil with a carrier oil, make up a mix, then rub it in with your finger, do it every 4hrs for 48hs. It still may get infected (it will get painful if its infected), and you still may need to see a Dr for antibiotics. I was told if a head was stuck in, it would work its own way out. There are several others you could use too, like; Oregano, Thyme, Myrrh, Garlic, Cinnamon, Cumin, Lemon Mrytle – all proven to work against ticks, but I would think there are others too, untested, like Cypress, Tagetes, Borage, Eucalyptus, Tea tree, Calendula. The magic of essential oils. I don’t know what I would do without my essential oils…. indeed, I do find them essential J (Evil Knievel; if you steal any of my oils you will be going to hell, but getting cancer first) - I don't know whether it's because I wrote that, and some lunatic who thinks he actually is Evil Knievel, has taken personal offence to my claims? But I've had at least half my essential oils stolen in one form or the other, if they haven't removed the whole bottle, they have removed the contents of half a bottle and put it back in my cupboard (thinking that I won't notice?) possibly thinking that they are entitled to half my essential oils?? Outrageous! I've noticed since I have moved the location of my oils, into a more hidden spot in the house, the theft has stopped. I suspect when they break and enter and steal from me, they're in a hurry, so I've had to create some “dog hoops” around my essential oils in order to prevent dogs from stealing my oils - bimbo dogs. Also, I've noticed there are pop-up essential oil companies online now with fake essential oils or incorrectly labelled essential oils, and there are predators trying to sell them on Facebook. I am not ruling out the major essential oil suppliers (because apparently there's only two of them) partaking in this evil racket with an umbrella name. New Directions. I’m going to include a couple of recipes below, because I know how important good nutrition is, particularly in children: sets them up for their whole life in good health, if you feed them right. Healthy food also can cure sickness. It’s really not that hard to stay healthy, save yourself a trip into the hospital and expensive hospital bills, by simply including kale every week into your diet {that is if you can get it, I’ve noticed the supermarkets are constantly sold out of kale, but it is easy to grow over winter, give it a try.} Y ummy cancer fighting juice 1 fresh kale leaf, de stemmed (or frozen prechopped is still good) ¼ - ½ cup frozen blueberries or mulberries ¼ tsp flax seed ¼ tsp dried ground seaweed ¼ tsp honey, honey has extreme healing properties 1 new red gala apple, best chilled, then quartered 3 cold navel oranges, peeled and halved Optional 1 small carrot – I found this juice so sweet, that it can easily handle a carrot and is still sweet as. Carrots for the eyes. Optional 1 ice cube – this is especially for me and my burnt throat. Place the berries, flax seed, seaweed, kale and honey (ice cube) in small Nutribullet cup, (one of my small cups was stolen after I wrote this, see the dogs – constantly watching my every move) - and whiz up. Remove the blade and place that Nutribullet cup under the juicer, and juice apple, carrot and peeled oranges. Put the Nutribullet blade back on, and give it another whiz up. Yum. Eat with a Choc double dipped Carman Breakfast nut bar! Can’t go wrong! Emily’s Cure All health soup, 1 portion 250ml Home-made stock (beef bones+ onion, celery, carrot (greens like Kale, cabbage) purslane, Gotu kola. Fat removed. ½ cup minced kale, either fresh or frozen (use food processor for best results, destemmed) 2 cloves garlic, thinly sliced. Rock salt, rosemary pepper (dried rosemary with pepper corns, ground). Pinch toasted coriander seed 35 soba noodles (broken) 1 tbs fresh or dried minced onion 1 tbs finely shaved chicken breast 1 tsp fresh or frozen in olive oil minced parsley Reduced stock to half, then add everything except chicken and parsley. After 4 minutes boiling, add chicken and parsley – should cook instantly. Serve. Here is also a good spot to mention: when the Internet started up in Australia many years ago, probably about 2006, I did a search for heartburn. There wasn't much information online back then, but I came across 1 American page, some person had written about it, and they were claiming they know how to cure heartburn. They said for mild heartburn you should eat an apple. So, I gave this a shot, and indeed, it completely cured my heartburn! I didn't have it that badly anyway, but if I just ate half an apple every 2nd day, I would not have heartburn - it was amazing how “an apple a day” really works. I don't recommend a full apple, a full apple every day is too much for a petite. I checked that website again because I was so impressed. And saw this person went on to say that they actually know how to do a full cure of bad heartburn, but for that information you have to pay $5. I'm not going to $5 I thought, especially since I did not have bad heartburn, I didn't even have a credit card back then, and I don't think PayPal existed at that point either. In retrospect I think it probably would've been valuable information and probably worth the $5! I mean it was only $5 after all, and I had already had such good results. I can't remember who wrote it either. I guess it was just some knowledgeable computer nerd....😃 And I guess I could do my story as to how I got into essential oils here: back in 2000, I had just left Sydney and my career in the fashion industry. I thought there's no way I will be returning to that industry, maybe I should consider a different industry. I thought about ‘natural healing’, maybe I could be a naturopath? I actually started a course on it, can't remember the details now but I had a lot of information that I had printed out and was starting to study - and I realised once I started, that there was no way I could be a naturopath: you have to be a full-on doctor to be a naturopath, a naturopath is a doctor. There's no way I could be a doctor; I don't have the memory ability to memorise all of that, loads and loads of information. But in one section of the syllabus, was an area of Essential oils, and so I thought well that's perfect, I'll just stick to one area. There was some really good information, and I still refer to it today. In fact, I remember at the time thinking, ‘I'll just experiment a little and see if they work’, because essential oils were unheard of back then, like they weren't popular like they are now. So, I bought some lavender essential oil from the chemist, they had some, on special. And it just so happens, I had been doing some yard work involving whipper snipping the grass, since I didn't have a lawnmower (!), and both my hands were covered in blisters, heaps of them, it was terrible. so, I put lavender just on one hand and no lavender on the other hand to see if the claims about healing were true. I had to use a glove to apply it. After two weeks, the hand that had lavender was fully healed, and the hand that did not have lavender was still blistery. Proof enough for me!! They actually work, and I continued in my research, learning and acquisition of essential oils. I'm so glad I did that! Essential oils back there were about $12, for 25mm, some bottles now reach $60-$70 even more, although you can get lucky and still find some for $18-$25. But this extra price explains why I have stupid bimbos who steal from me; all the little girls want to play with essential oils now. And of course, if I was still living at Gunnedah I would have my own range of the local white Cypress Pine essential oil, so fragrantly gorgeous! - which you still can't get! even though there are claims of people selling it - but it's not the real thing. 15. The Socially Retarded Humans I have had to Talk to, Plus another Renters Bane - Asbestos in Bathroom This hasn’t happened so much recently, but I recall some years ago, it happened a lot, and I used to get so mad about it; often when I was talking to people, interacting with them, suddenly midway through a conversation, their phone would ring, and then the person would simply stop the conversation, often without even excusing themselves, and just start talking on the phone to someone else - so fucking rude. And I can’t believe how many people think this is perfectly fine and acceptable IT IS NOT. It is akin to someone burping and farting in the middle of a conversation, or someone pinching you as you talked, or if they started to take things from you as you were talking, like your glasses or your sandwich if you had one. It is TOTALLY SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE to answer your phone when you are in the middle of a conversation with someone. It is easy enough to switch your phone off or at the very least send the call to messages. Oh, and the photo above shows a typical house built in the 80’s, where asbestos has been used in a bathroom. 16. Will’d Death I would say in this country, the number of accidental murders, evil plotted murders, inadvertent murders and revenge murders that happen, and go unaccounted for; written off as “natural causes”, would be huge. With so many bogans in charge, and the amount of hatred within the community, and the willingness to not think about these awful things and the preferred ‘Barbie Bimbo Smile’ attitude. Means that the ‘badies’ get away with it. I also believe thinking something ‘on mass’ is a form of prayer, and it works in a similar way. And also, if you piss someone off, and then that person is constantly thinking about you, and cursing you, wishing you dead, - it’s kind of same thing as a prayer. So, it’s in your best interest not to piss people off. (namely me!). Not to mention the train of thought, of the believe it is the mother that ‘will’ their kids to be sick so they can look after them. (Unhealthy mothers, and sometimes nurses). 17. School Bully Story I remember a bullying incident 30yrs ago in yr 7, involving my friend, another girl, and the young powertrippy house mistress. I clearly remember it, but have never written about, but recently I became aware that the whole thing was actually about me, and my friend might not fully know who was victimizing her. Also, if her life is anything like my life; other people (idiots who get paid by the government) do reflections. So, she will need to know what happened in order to deal with present people who do reflections about the situation (this might only happen to me? So, the initial cause of the problem started when I and a couple of my friends, were walking across to the stables (boarding school with optional horse-riding) on our way we walked past a ‘pre-established’ group of friends, (beginning of year 7), and one of them (Melissa O’Gorman, the queen bee of the group) made some snide comment about my boots. {Some people find me irresistible…} (I did not have proper riding boots – I have never been big on conforming, instead when I was 10, I found some long knee high leather zipper boots at an op shop, and just loved them and wore them any chance I got (op shops – favourite place for ‘dress ups’!) of course, I just said something back to her in a loud and UNintimidated voice, and I thought that was the end of it (that is how you handle bullies btw) so, it would have been the end of it, except, unbeknownst to me, apparently my friend wanted to come to my rescue, apparently, she thought she should do something in retaliation, (silly minion brain), and apparently, she wrote a bitchy letter to this girl Melissa, and left it in her locker, she had signed it anonymous. The house mistress, Cathy Goldman, read it out loud in a house meeting, to try and find the culprit. Stupid woman. Plus, she told everyone, she already knew who it was, but wanted them to come forward. I can’t remember what the letter said exactly, it was brief, and I think there was name calling. (Cathy Goldman was a despicable and truly stupid woman who should be placed in a zoo. The way she handled this situation was disgusting – and she formed an obsession with me and harassed me ever since, not just the 6 years at school, but for years after school too). I had nothing to do with the letter. I did not know about the letter until that house meeting. Anyway, because my friend wrote that letter, 2 of Melissa’s friends found out who wrote it (somehow?) NOW, I CAN ONLY ASSUME it was my friend who wrote it, we actually never discussed it, but there was another girl who heard Melissa’s comment, Belinda (for all I know it could have been her, or her friend Anna, in our dorm??). But, Melissa’s friends found out it was my friend (maybe they assumed too?) and so they bully verbally attacked her when she was in the shower, behind a locked door - so my friend couldn’t see who it was attacking her, (if you want to know who it was, it was Jane McEnroe and Amy Powell, Melissa’s minions (don’t worry about it now, just knowing who it was will be enough – no more letters!) after they finished verbally assaulting her and stole her towel, they came into our dorm down the hall, and tried to play sides, as little girls do, (and still do as adults, stupid women - fuck off and get a life) Of course none of us would have a bar of them and they were politely shoved out the door. I went into the bathroom to see if I could find out if my friend was okay, and she didn’t talk to me, so I think she must’ve been very upset, and she didn’t know who I was, and she later emerged and was fairly upset and unsure of who her friends were. A little later her mother came and got her and removed her from the school permanently. So, this is quite an unfortunate situation that happened to her, but it was NOT unfortunate that she was taken out of that school. Boarding school is no place for a young lady. (Little birdy told me she is now a chef?). Btw, that house mistress followed me from house to house. And in year 9, she put me in a dorm with Amy Powell, deliberatley. In yr 10 she used to pretend she was a paedophile. A game, a fear mongering game. And since I left school, she has stalked me all across the country, I have seen her in every new place I visit, and she is accompanied by young girls who steal from me. She kidnapped my cat in Melbourne. I’ve reported her to the police; she’s a fucking stalking idiot dog. Also, I don’t know if this is related or not, but if you read my Photo story “STOLEN - my single tall dish drawer from Fisher and Paykel, was stolen by Tamworth repairer Northapp”, I talk about how my dish drawer was stolen in a very sneaky and devious way. I was dealing with someone by the name of Amy from Fisher and Paykel. So, after looking back and realising the whole incident about the Pat Pirelli horsemanship workshop, if you read my photo story “Australian Building Practises, its Renters who get stuck with HOME KILLERS” on p1, - this is exactly right up those bitchy girls alley. Could someone who knows either of those girls, please go and check their kitchens for my dish drawer? And check my x landlord Cate Rogers aka as Wainberg’s kitchen too. There was another bully incident in year 7, I was physically assaulted multiple times by a tall class mate, I won't name and shame her because I had considerable problems from her for the remainder of those six years there, that girl tried to make it up to me. I was constantly having to politely tell her to GO AWAY. Stupid. By the way, it's this situation, which is apparently is why in the Catholic religion, they have something called a "confession", where you go to the priest and confess your sins - it's so people who sin, don't get driven crazy by guilt, and turn into alcoholics! I think the Jews do it as well?? Several times on my blog now, I have written stories about female bullies who have done the wrong thing, and then hang around because they want me to make it right for them, so that they don't have to think about it anymore, you know obviously from guilt, or just from a sense of connection with me? I'm not exactly familiar with how bullies think because I am not a bully. On my blog, I think these people are “stupid dogs” and I say that, I'm not going to pat them on the head – to make it alright for them (That would be like giving them permission to do it again. You are who you are). So, I went to find one such story, so I could add something to it, and there was none, I couldn't find any stories on my blog about where I say I say ” I'm not going to pat you on the head”. I know I've written about it multiple times. I know there are women out there who are extremely offensive by me calling women dogs, but well, tough. Right back at you. Actually, after thinking about it, I have to say at this point I don't think I've ever been called a dog, with all the harassment I receive, there is never any mention about dogs. I mean once there was some guy in a tyre shop at Gunnedah, who threw a ball vaguely in my direction, like he was expecting me to ‘run and get it’ - which I thought a little funny albeit offensive, I just ignored him, and this ball went bouncing across the shop, and he went like “oh”, he was really shocked I did not run across the room and get it. Some men are just stupid. But, I guess I’ll tell you my dog story involving “pats”. I mean most dog owners are probably familiar with this. But after age 11, I seldom have been arouns the canine species, I don’t want any dogs, I find them to be a bit of a nuisance, cleaning, walking, expensive, time consuming…. One day at the Bulga farm, this man came around who had a dog, I don’t really know who he was. He said he was a friend of my landlords, and my landlord, Robert Cole must’ve mentioned him to, actually he was a ‘couple’, and his wife came out another time. I was amicable, and friendly, like I always am, I had invited this guy to sit down with me outside and we had a cup of tea with my fresh Echinacea flowers. His dog wandered off over to my enclosed chook yard, and so I yelled across sternly at him for for him to leave the chooks alone, and the dog came back and sat down, - very obedient. We were continuing our conversation, I didn’t pay much attention to the dog after he left the chooks alone, but then suddenly the dog started barking at me in my face, and I realised, that after I had been so stern with him or her, and the dog had obeyed me, he/she had been waiting for me to pat him to reward his obedience. Which I then did, and of course immediately he was satisfied and lay down and was quiet. This is exactly what I’m talking about with those naughty women who bully. So stop being such a dog and don’t expect me to pat you on the head. Btw, I blame mothers and ‘gold star’ primary school teachers for this dog behaviour in women. 18. Unhealthy Attitudes by Oppressors I’m really sick of seeing this attitude; I received an email today with this quote; “The secret of life is not looking back” Norman Rockwell, artist. This quote is said by bullies who bully people and then want the victim to ignore what they’ve done so the bullies are not held accountable and reminded of their questionable bully actions. This certainly is not the secret of life at all. The secret to life is happiness, and happiness is doing something about the things that piss you off so you can be happy, and if you don’t, those bullies will just keep happening, until you address the problem, the secret is NOT ignoring at all, this is extremely unhealthy attitude, and no change or evolvement will come about from ignoring bullies and sweeping things under the carpet. The ugly truth so to speak. And I can assure you, not ignoring it, and talking about it, and writing about it online, KICKING UP A BIG STINK, in the public arena, is the only thing that puts a stop to most types of bully in this country. Having said that, of course, there is the type of bully who wants one thing and one thing only and that’s your attention so if you ignore them, they soon give up and wander off. 19. The Danger of Carpet I need to do a whole special photo story about the real enemy out there; and that is carpets, and carpet manufacturers. I tried to write about this before I was ban on Facebook, well I touched on it, well actually I kind of said, you’d have to have a screw loose to put carpet in a rental! - I guess there’s a lot of non-thinking greedy property investors who inadvertently have carpet in their rentals, who don’t wish to be told that they have a screw loose, when in actual fact they do - Non thinking is a form of craziness! And because I did that particular story, I believe it partly contributed to also banning me from Facebook! A lot of people don’t know exactly how bad carpets are. Carpets are made from synthetic fibres (most of them) which give off a toxic volatile compounds, in affect, carpets poison you. This is not a made-up thing; I’m NOT trying to scare you with information. This is a real fact, they know about it, it happens. The reason why they still make these carpets, is because they are considerably cheaper, and most people can’t afford to buy all natural carpets. So, they try and shut down people who are opposed to them, like me. (I mean if there was total awareness of this issue, it would most likely mean the total closure of a huge industry, a million-dollar industry.) BTW, you do have to look at the whole carpet, not just the pile, because the underlay and the Warp, is often synthetic. So, you really have to look and research very hard before you buy, if you do not want to purchase toxic volatile compounds. I would say don’t bother putting carpets in at all; there’s far better options which are far more hygienic and considerably easier to clean (in case liquid items are spilt; which invariably happens) do yourself a favour say NO to carpets. By the way if you’ve never seen a toxic volatile compound, there is a way you can see them, so you can have proof for yourself. As in fact, I have seen toxic volatile compounds; I had a room in Gunnedah with a big huge window, it was very small room and thus hot, Gunnedah is a hot little town in summer, and the sun was pouring in through this window one day, middle of summer, very hot, the sun was hitting my shelf which had a row of tool boxes lined up, so there was a router case, a drill case, jigsaw cutter case, plus a few others. As the sun was hitting these cases, I could clearly see an almost transparent chemical clouds emitting from those cases, and then dissolving in the air. I felt I should leave the room. – I later through the cases out. Whether it is just the sun/ heat that sets off those fumes? Story related to Carpet too: Carpet Cleaning Chemicals in OTHER People’s Homes - Rentals I recently enquired to a Real estate about a rental ; if there was any possibility that the owner would replace the carpet. I could see from the photo that the carpet was well lived in, over quite some time - just the thought of that, (even if it was only lived in by one person), I personally find kind of disgusting. (One rental I lived in, I refused to take off my shoes at any moment when I was inside the house, because the carpet was so disgusting - that was at "Rowan Leigh"). I did not mention to her, the fact that, well, I personally think anyone who puts carpet in a rental, must be completely stupid. It's just so much more difficult to look after, even if you're the owner of the home it's a nuisance, but being a renter, particularly if it's not an expensive carpet and you don't have any motivation like ownership, well I know some people would be totally uncaring as a renter with carpet. Plus, most people have pets, so I mean carpet in any house, I think it's just an absurd notion. Absurd even and only, in the bedroom too. I mean what cat owner doesn't have a cat who waltzes in and sleeps on the bed; you never know what can go wrong when you've got a cat. I can't believe people still are so determined to use carpet. I suspect the carpet industry has some very sneaky marketing people in it. Oh, plus, here in Queensland, where it's so humid and hot, you'd have to be absolutely nuts to put carpet in a house up here. Mould! Anyway, the real estate woman did get back to me, and said No, it would not be removed, but however, the carpet would be "carpet cleaned professionally", before the new tenant arrived. I did not reply back, I thought I couldn't possibly put my response to her, because she would consider it too rude - she would not be able to handle it, and take it personally - even though it's probably an area that she hasn't given enough thought to, herself and possibly she should take it personally..... but as I may need somewhere to live in the future, I thought it best not to give her my response. Instead, I shall write it down here! I am going to write my response in this little photo story because I MEAN THATS PRACTICALLY EVEN WORSE! -why don't you just fill up my house, full of toxic chemicals, just before I move in. (Reminds me of the time when my aunt went away on holidays, and I was to stay at her place for a week, but I was going to arrive a couple of days before she returned, and so she thought it would be the perfect opportunity to set off a bug killer bom. I'm not sure if they still make them - I'm pretty sure they shouldn't be allowed to use them, it's like an aerosol bomb fills the room with toxic chemicals, and kills anything inside the room! So, as I was going to arrive a couple of days before her, she wouldn't have to open the house to all those residual chemicals , - I would have to air the house out; she gave me directions on how to air the house out properly, by opening all the windows etc!! The nerve of cocky uncaring and selfish women! And you can see how most people actually do know about the dangers of toxic chemicals, but they just think that it doesn't concern them - same situation with these real estates and carpet cleaning; "Well we don't have to have toxic chemicals in our house, you have to have it in your house, because you're a mere renter". Take some responsibility you nonthinking real estates. A professional carpet clean is just as stupid as putting in carpet on a rental. I can't believe so many people are so stupid, when this is really a common-sense thing - it could not be any clearer with today's availability of information, and about what we know about healthy living. Just keep those Australian bogan carpet cleaners away from me. 20. Virus's causing other diseases Pay Attention, be aware: There are highly contagious viruses at Nursing Homes, Hospitals and Child Day Care Centres, -Including occupational ‘asthma’ and the very serious Glandular Fever or some such virus (? walking pneumonia?), which I personally believe leads to inflammation of the brain - memory loss – Dementia/Alzheimer’s. Talking about pneumonia – this virus is a silent killer, once you get it, that’s it, you have it for life, and your body’s immune has a constant fight on its hand – weakening you. I also believe this is why there is so many dementia cases now, - so called health professionals encouraging pneumonia amongst the population (80% apparently carry the virus) in order to build up an immune, BUT different DNA reacts differently to it. I have previously written about this, so I will stop, but, instead, write about a theory I was told about; A virus (the virus) was given to me deliberately, like it has been given to other certain people deliberately, due to one reason, and one reason only, and that is SMOKERS! Virus given to smokers. So, they are saying, pneumonia is given to targeted individuals to in order to build up an immune, in the population, and they may aswell target smokers, because smoking in its self is really offensive, it smells offensive. And we all know how people, women, mostly, do not like bad smells. If you don’t smoke, but are standing around someone who does, it’s bloody disgusting. Smells putrid. So, the powers that be have decided, that they’re going to play God and are going to give them a virus because they are stinky. This suggests, that lung cancer is not even caused from smoking. Because it is stated in medical journals that those who smoke have a higher chance of getting pneumonia (so, higher chance not because smoking causes a weakness, but high because the dogs think you stinky and seek you out to victimize with the virus). But fact, if a healthy person gets really cold from the weather, they will not get pneumonia, they may get a cold, but not a virus. I personally am targeted by certain women who want to humiliate me via odour. I have nothing more to say about that, except they were big on doing it at Miriamvale, and they wanted me to be humiliated around farmers – not really sure why, but that was there game. I know what people are like when it comes to bad smells, I would not tell anyone to quit smoking because it might kill you. I would tell them to quit because it is offensive. And indeed at my new place at Sarina, every one smokes, its like I have stepped back in time by 20yrs, and when anyone in my unit lights up, I have to race to the front door and close it, otherwise the smoke blows in. Disgusting, I can’t stand it, it is as bad as the stinky unleaded fumes that come in when the residents with unleaded cars leave or enter. Btw, when I did smoke, I was not a heavy smoker, but I believe I was ‘chosen’ not only because of the stupid short blond girl who is out to get me, (same stupid blonde short girl who stole all dads roses as she thought he was being greedy – STUPID BIMBO) but, in Sydney after I left work for the day I would have a cigarette on the way home, it was a long drive, all the way out to Pendle Hill on the Parramatta Road. So that’s when I had a cigarette, in full public view – (remember all the dogs that accompany me) but that’s the only one I had, like I didn’t smoke during the day at work, and maybe had one after dinner too, but not regularly, so not really a smoker. But later on in my life, I had more, but this was not for a long-extended time. I quit fully in my 30’s. Read my photo story “How to quit smoking; I’ve done it so many times I know how to do it.” On page 4 of My Life Stories in my Blog. I would like to say, the type of person who would deliberately give a virus to someone is truly evil, not to mention delusional, because they probably think it’s for the greater good. I bet those bloody dogs that do that, are Anal Pearl Wearing Nazi types! I have to say, my mother had a pearl necklace - the sweetest little pearl necklace ever, they were unusual gold pearls, and miniature ones, quite special, gorgeous! And she was nowhere near a Nazi type who wanted to play God. Although she did send us kids down to Sydney whenever my cousin got, the Measles, Mumps or Chicken Pox, so we would all get them as kids, and thus be immune – YOU HAVE TO BE A KID FOR THIS TO WORK. A child’s immune is much stronger than an adults. (My little sister got pneumonia when she was young, and she was a sickly child ever since. I don’t know if she outgrew those symptoms.) 21. Australia Warns its Tourists, about the Thieving Nature of the Locals Here shows a photo of a touristy spot in QLD. Look what I just stumbled upon, on Google Maps: a public sign stating “secure all valuables”. This is how bad the stealing is in Australia. They literally have to make signs alerting poor unsuspecting tourist’s to be aware of the hick bogan problems of Australian Petty thieves. Perhaps I should have had such a warning given to me before I moved to Sydney. But ofcourse, the government was the biggest thief ever when I was 18. 22. The Beach I have a major love of the ocean. I guess it developed at school holidays when we could stay with our grandmother who lived 550km away, by the ocean; instead of the Gunnedah pool, which I ‘lived’ in, at Gunnedah (our whole family had season tickets!), I now had an ocean! I remember fondly our family walking up and down the beach, and my 7yr old cousin and I running excitedly through the waves, shouting “Beer and Gold, Beer and Gold!” as the frothy bubbles of each wave receded, and the sand shimmered through! 40yrs later, I live only 65km away from the beach. I can’t afford to drive over their willy nilly, but sacrificing certain things, so I can drive over there, to go for a quick swim - is well worth it, such joy and happiness, still, I should never tire of it. One of those rare things that makes life. I do think it a little odd how many locals who live by the beach, who I’ve talked to, don’t actually go to the beach (I mean what’s the point of living so close when you don’t go for a swim??). From a functional perspective it seems a bit ludicrous, 65km over/back again, adds up to a lot of fuel money, for only 15 minutes of healthy healing fun (least with my health problems in my foot, knee and leg, I can still go to the beach, I am lucky). I did attempt to do a mobile seamstress business in this area, but somebody removed all my adverts, and sabotaged one of my clients. So, whether I get any more work over there, is dubious. Because I’ve been ban from my local post office, I have to collect mail elsewhere, so by the beach is a good a spot as ever! Plus, I can visit the beach doctor if I need too. So, I feel like I’ve got a valid reason to drive all the way over there!! I’m constantly looking for somewhere to live over there, in a nice secluded spot, and even though compared to the rest of Australia, this particular spot is not too pricy, it’s still seemingly out of my budget. I do find it a little bit peculiar in Australia, still, how the highest house prices are found in city areas, whereas the best locations to live are well away from cities, all along the coast. For instance, as I’m nearing the beach on my trip, 2 blocks short of the actual beach, I drive past a horse paddock, a huge horse paddock! 2 blocks back! - so as you can see housing prices are still affordable there. (I did see that land listed later on Realesate.com for $3million, 76acres, subdivision only) I guess it stems from a lack of fresh water. I remember my grandparents, when they retired, they bought a holiday shack right on the waterfront on the Central Coast. They lived in it until they self-built their big house, which was about a kilometre back from the water on the mountain (escarpment). So, while the house today is much bigger, and I guess relatively nicer, than the little holiday shack - the shack is probably about worth 4 times the price!! Too bad they sold it! “waterfront” wasn’t a big thing back then, it wasn’t really until the mid-90s, I would say that waterfront properties really took off, especially on the Central Coast and in Sydney. (What were they thinking before?) Glad I am not a child today – possibility of owning your home in Sydney, still zero. I have a surf story, back then ‘girls’ did not learn to surf, I can see thankfully times have changed somewhat. But I used to love bobbing up and down in the waves, weaving in and out, avoiding getting ‘dumped’. Boogie boarding!! The beach that we visited was long, calm at one end, and rough at the other (Killcare, a known surfer beach) I loved going down to the rough end to dance around in the waves - it was just the ultimate for me. I do recall probably age 10, of being dumped quite badly with a giant wave. I was literally tossed around as if I was in a washing machine, and the moment where you want to come up for air, you just can’t, because you’re too busy being tossed upside down and sideways, and every which way, water goes up your nose! So, then the panic sets in, and then the adrenaline sets in, and you become more aware of everything that’s going on, trying to find an opportunity where you can get a footing, or at least figure out which way is up/down. Eventually you get taken in, close enough to shore where you can find the sand and push up, grasp for some air. Albeit, left exhausted, and in a little bit of shock- I remember crawling back up to the beach to where mum was sitting “you got dumped”, “yeah” Little birdie told me it was spirit of the Surfy; dumping me just so I got to know what it was like being dumped by a surfer! Lol I want to add, that Beach was perfect because at one and it was very calm and the other end was quite rough, and the long in-between bit was graduation from one extreme to the other and so you could pick where you want to go on the beach according to whatever mood you’re in for the level of surf you wanted! There were these little kind of tracks leading off from the main road (dirt) they were kind of secret actually, it wasn’t even a popular beach back then, not sure about now. So, I often had my whole area to myself – perfect! I have to update this story with what happened to me yesterday at the beach, if you’ve been reading this blog, I am constantly whingeing and moaning about leeches that follow me around, and there at the beach yesterday, was 3 of them. But anyway, while they were hovering around me, when I was in the surf, somebody unwound my window on my car. Can’t be opened without opening the door and putting ignition on, so they would have had their own set of keys – this kind of theft has happened to me dozens of times. I didn’t notice that anything had been taken, I suspect they may have been looking for my wallet, as there was cash in it, as I had just been somewhere, where I received cash for sold goods, (see – dogs watch and follow me everywhere), but my wallet was not in my car, as I was not born yesterday. So, I hope whoever did that gets cancer and dies. But, my original Birth certificate was stolen around that time from my house, or maybe was taken that day, as it was in the car, who knows. And that day, there were heaps of ‘leeches’ following me about in Bundaberg too. Plus 2 weeks later when I was at Bundaberg, same thing happened, came back to my car, and the back window was unwound, not sure what they took, actually I suspect they took some leaves of the Gotu Kola plant, I had just previously made a sign for it, stating a leaf a day will keep the doctor away, I am selling it at Bundy Tender Centre……so they stole some leaves - stupid dog bimbos. Plus there were strange people lurking about at that time. Back to the beach, I’ve noticed swimming in the late evening, recently I have been getting bitten, and it’s actually quite painful, and leaves a red mark, a little bit like a flea bite, but more painful. I looked it up and indeed there is a ‘flee of the ocean’ there’s quite a few different species, they usually come out at dusk to feed on dead animals. This reminded me of an incident when I was quite young, I was swimming down at Killcare Beach, and I was getting bitten, it wasn’t terribly painful, just a little bit annoying, and I was looking around to see what was biting me, and with each wave, the light shone through it, and I could see hundreds of these little tiny fish, and it was these little fish that we are having a little go at me. I wondered what I could do about it, and I had a clear distinct voice enter into my head saying, “what should you like to say to the fish Emily”, it was a little bizarre, and I thought about it, and I thought well, I should tell the fish to go away as I was swimming here! And so after I had that thought, as soon as I had said it to myself, I could see on that next wave all these little fish doing a complete 180° turnabout, and disappear. That was the end of it, I have never been bitten by a fish or a bluebottle since, till now, so I can see I’m going have to try the same tactic next time I’m over there, and see if it works. I like swimming at dusk, there is an extra warm current at this particular spot in the late afternoon – good for aches and pains. Also, I want to say, every time I went there, when I was in the water, there would be a butterfly fly past me, all the way out over the ocean it was. I thought it odd, what was it doing so far away from plants. And every time. I have since moved 700km north from that wonderful beach, and while the climate is fantastic (almost rain every day since I have been here, YAH, but alas, alack, there is no beach with waves. There is a flat shallow one with nice sand nearby, but it is cloudy, I think it is muddy? – could be pollution, as QLD is fairly relaxed about what goes into the local creeks, and, it has Stingers plus crocs…so no swimming L) Btw, the sign at the beach said “there may be stingers here”. Definitely not clearly signed! Are there or are there not? And at what time of year? In fact, I’ve had quite some difficulty finding out if it is safe to swim or not. Google information is very conflicting, and most of the tourism websites show beautiful beaches but they never mention anything about stingers ever. Quite frankly I’m not surprised there aren’t more deaths caused by stingers. And what about crocodiles or Alligators – according to google maps there is a creek 1/2 hr away from me called Alligator creek! 23. Family Photos and Memories This is a family photo (just above far right), of me (left), 2 of my siblings, Daniel holding the guinea pig, and Penny holding her cousin Robyn’s hand, and Robyn’s sister Stephanie on the right, in the 1980’s. I actually can’t remember this situation when the photo was taken. I was young and I put it down to the fact that this photo, that was taken by my aunt Gwenda, and has only been recently given to me. Whereas all the photos we have of our family (extensive amounts of photos we had) I remember all those photos / situations / times quite vividly, I put this down to the fact, that whenever we got the photos back from the developer in the mail, mum and I would get so excited and sit down and go through them all. Plus, I used to look at the photo albums often as a child, it was my favourite Sunday afternoon bored thing to do, we had at least 12 big fat albums. I loved looking at them, and every single photo that I looked at, I can still clearly remember that time in my life. Whereas the photos from Gwenda, that I haven’t seen until well into my adult hood, I did not really remember them so vividly, like I do not remember holding a guinea pig, although I do recall we had guinea pigs, and I recall that time when our cousins came. But the other memories along with the photo of that time – I remember ALL the details. I just thought that was interesting how memory and images work. 24. Mitsubishi Triton 2009 Petrol Consumption on a 75 litre tank Says you should get 850km per tank, but I fill up after 500km, to be safe. (pretty much empty vehicle, no extra weight). I have got to 550km easy, with still 15l left in tank, so apparently that is 45km before red light. So I would say this Triton gets 600km max, and NOT 850km. 25. Tamworth Zombie Art Bullies OMG, I can’t believe the amount of bullying that goes on in the Tamworth Art Gallery sector, even worse than Gunnedah Art Gallery. Whenever I used to drive over there, I have these little friggin dogs who follow me around in a car, often I don’t see people who harass me from cars, but these ones were so prevalent, I tried looking in to see who they were, on one of their ‘turn arounds’, (they turn around and drive back again, down the main street in Tamworth (mainies)) the car was full of people, at least five, and I think maybe two of them were kids and the others all female. I mean just disgusting stupid people that are attracted to me and follow me around town, BUGGER OFF YOU COMPLETE MORONS. So, what they do is hurl abuse from car windows as they drive past me, I remember them very clearly outside the Tamworth regional Art Gallery. I lost them, after I went in, so that’s just what happens outside the Art Gallery. But, every time I went there, that is what would happen. This day, I had been busting to go to the loo, so I stopped by the loos, that were just round the corridor, to the Gallery, when I went in, the girls had seen me coming, and went and hid the toilet paper, all of the toilet paper in all cubicles - a whole bunch of them, about 15 girls, giggling, next door, thought it was really funny -bully bimbos. I did see 1 man amongst all those bimbos, I did not recognize him, but in retrospect, he looked like my landlord Cate’s friend, Win, at Kookaburra Park. (?) In fact I’ve noticed this a few times, like about 10 women surrounding one man walking along the street, or at some kind of gathering - very strange phenomena! It was also written about on one of those television shows, let me think back to which one it was, bout a lawyer… maybe Ali McBeal? they did an episode where this lawyer guy, where ever he went he had a gaggle of 10 tall blondes accompanying him. That’s just like that what I have seen!! I think that was a case of Art imitating life. (Turned out all the girls were standing on boxes to make themselves look tall!!) Then, when I actually went inside that gallery, OMG just stupid dogs, I can’t tell you, it’s too stupid. ZOMBIES, its like talking to a brick wall. Not to mention the nazi staff there who decided to chastise me in the gallery for taking a photo – which by the way you are BY LAW ALLOWED TO DO. Stupid woman. (I told you – Moth to a flame, constantly getting attacked by these fucking stupid little dogs; fuck off you stupid little women.) Someone told me that those women who chastise me like that, complete strangers, do so because of sexual reasons. And so I’m wondering, are they just sexually frustrated? Or are they going to think back on the incident later that night and have a bit of a good time?? Or are they planning on telling their spouse about it, so that together they can have a good time? Who knows? But I can tell you, if there’s any kind of ‘advances’ made in this chastisement, it is certainly not welcome. BE REAL. Btw, I had artwork in there, in the “young artist exhibition”, and it sold. After I left the Gallery, I stopped at one of the photography places; A common bullying tactic by staff (in A LOT of shops) is, when I go in there, they say after five minutes of talking to them about what I want; “we can’t help you, go away and come back in 15 minutes”, so they refused to serve me, Gunnedah council used to do it as well, probably others too that I can’t think of at the moment. (When I was talking to them at first, explaining what I wanted, why I was there, it was like they were zombies, coming across as totally retarded – AND in fact, it is like every shop I purchase from, they put a stupid dog in it to serve me for 5 minutes, then when they can’t, they leave. So ion this day, I did leave, and then went back, and when I go back, someone else replaced them, someone who isn’t a retard. But why did they put a retard in their shop in the first place?) it happened in Tamworth a lot (Decorama) Why are they bombarding me with retail retard zombies? (Not literally retarded, this is an expression for a stupid non-thinking person) (I have problems with actual retards, too, another story, that I will not be repeating). If you’ve been reading all my posts, you can start to see exactly why I have such a low opinion of women, and why I think most of them are completely stupid. I feel in an attempt to make up for what they did, the next time I was at the Tamworth Art Gallery, they sent in Yoko Ono! Can’t be sure, I am not good at recognizing people, but in retrospect, it was her!! Definitely a fan! But you won’t ever catch me setting foot in that place ever again. (At least no one stole the toilet paper at the Gunnedah Gallery!) 26. Sum-up about my Dentist Story I can’t believe how stupid the Bimbos at Gunnedah really are: After writing about the WHOLE experience, read my; “Toothbrush kit stolen with NEGS girl tortured teeth story at dentist” just below - but I would like to quickly add a little sum-up before I begin. The dentist at that Marquis St clinic, was an old gentleman, he had a blonde assistant, she made some comment about how my teeth must be all awful and rotten because I was most likely a drug addict because I was there on a dental voucher (she was a TYPICAL stupid bimbo) but instead of the USUAL RESPONSE from a man, this dentist actually stood up to her and said “no she has a fine set of teeth”, so I’m thinking because her comment wasn’t validated and she may have been a little bit embarrassed, SHE might be responsible for organising the whole tortured teeth situation, with Dr Sadiks (same clinic, different Dentist) - it would be typical stupid bimbo thing to do – apparently ‘women’s magazines’ encourage women to seek revenge if they have been ‘so called’ treated badly. Obviously, a bimbo’s interpretation of ‘treated badly’ is way out of whack: if she’s just annoyed and not sure why, she can’t apply common sense and see the big picture – I mean she’s got it all wrong, blaming me for HER bitchiness. This happens a lot to me with bimbos. Those same stupid supposedly ‘offended’ women, still steal from me, when it is not even my faulty, it’s their fault for their stupid assumptions, yet still they persist in their revenge torment. Those women’s magazines are written by money, don’t buy them you silly twits. I want to add, as it is now sometime later, but as I’m going through my whole blog and editing any spelling mistakes. There have been some reflective bitches, doing this particular story, implying that I must have done something to that blonde bimbo, or the doctor, or the other dental assistant, Tasha Burns little sister Gina, and as a retaliation they tortured my teeth. So, I am saying point blankly a no big fat NO, this is not the case. I’ve never seen or talked to any of those people involved ever before. Except seen Gina Burn at school, many yrs before, she was in a younger year; never spoke to her ever, but I believe she is copying the bully Charlotte Powell who did the kneeling thing. This was a pure bullying sadistic incident, targeting an innocent (me), as a result of attending that bloody school (I tried to sue them, but no lawyer would touch it; you can’t do anything about the DOGS. Here is a good spot to put this story The mental weakness of not being able to think about consequences in each life moment For this example, I'm going to write about my experience with most of the dentists I have visited in Sydney and Gunnedah, instead of the usual typical cliche of the 'blonde bimbo' that I encounter regularly. I've had at least 2 but possibly 4 fillings in my mouth that did not need to be done, there was no cavity there, no Xray, no sensitivity test. I was simply experiencing sensitivity pain from eating extreme hot and cold foods, but did not know about this phenomenon at the time, I just assumed I needed a filling, I was young - 18 or so. In retrospect, I could clearly see this one Dentist at Chatswood, he felt like he could get away with putting a filling in when he didn't need to, it's like he thought, jackpot!; a young girl who doesn't really pay attention and is still yet naive about how the world works.' I'll be able to make some money from this girl, go home and have a steak. (There are many dentists in Sydney who sit around and twiddle their thumbs, they're not busy and jampacked like the dentists elsewhere, where there's a 3-month waiting list. There is an oversupply of dentists in Sydney actually.) Now, what I can see, is simply another human, who does not have the ability to think about the consequences of their behaviour. And you may not think a dentist is stupid - but I can assure you, this kind of behaviour, of not thinking about consequences for bad, selfish, disrespectful, greedy behaviour - IS stupidity. The inability to think about the whole picture in every moment, is a weakness, a mental weakness. As a sidebar, I'd like to point out there are many other people in general, who won't steal from me, because they know (possibly have had drummed into them ), that stealing is wrong. But they too haven't made the connection that being disrespectful, as in verbally rude to my face; discriminatory or offensive, is still a mental weakness. WEAK. Weeeaklings. Update: that tooth that was greedily done all those years ago at Chatswood, has now 30 years later, due to the gung-ho ho young pretty dental hygienist who dislodged it with her gung-ho plague removal machine, has since been replaced 4 times, it has caused ongoing problems, and is STILL causing problems, (seems every time I floss I have pain, which obviously is a lot). And all from something that didn’t need to be done 30 years ago - just because of that stupid greedy dentist. So, make sure you take charge of your teeth, don’t leave it up to a dentist because some of them are revolting crooks. Only go to a dentists if you’re in a lot of pain. Actually in 2024 I discovered Dr Ellie Phillips on YouTube, she is a dentist from the UK, who in my opinion, is revolutionising the way people look after their teeth. Like I have mentioned in my dental stories, if you look after them properly you don't have to go to a dentist, and she pretty much says the same thing, but she has further helpful advice, and really explains what's going on in your mouth and what exactly a cavity is, and many other dental procedures - completely different from a dentist if you ever go to a dentist in fact they hardly talk at all. She includes advice on diet as well, and how that relates to your gut, and bacteria, and the correct PH. As far as I'm concerned if I had kids I would make sure that they watched all her YouTube videos, because she really empowers you to look after your own teeth properly. So, you know, when her kids (grandkids) turn 18, they're not going to be naive if they have to go to a dentist, they're going to know exactly what's going on. (Not that they will need to go!). She does make money from selling her little kit, so you have to always take things like that into consideration, but she seems like a very genuine person. Actually, I have managed to find pretty much everything in her kit in Australia, just under different names and brands, and actually I want to mention, I am an advocate for Sensodyne because it is a ‘cavity protector’ toothpaste, and she pointed out that you should use crest brand which only cost $2, and it turns out that's the same brand as Colgate, and Colgate are now selling ‘cavity protector’ toothpaste. I don't know whether they've always been selling it, or it's a new thing because of YouTube, so Colgate in my opinion has been selling a lot of different toothpastes, maybe to people who don't know that the only toothpaste you should be using is the ‘cavity protector’ toothpaste, and Colgate have been pretty much teasing people passively aggressively, taking out vengeance on the public by selling them the wrong toothpaste (revenge torture) - they are an evil company, so if you can afford Sensodyne, you should (maybe that girl from the supermarket dental isle, stalking me and removing all my products is from Colgate? Would not surprise me!). 27. 2 Tortured Teeth Story at Gunnedah Dentists (remember unfortunatly Wix cannot paste formatting) CCTV Cameras on at the Dentist - hanging from the ceiling, thanks. Okay, so my teeth were perfectly fine, except an old filling from 1992 fell out, so I had to go get it replaced, let me emphasize this, my teeth were all perfectly 100% fine. 100% fine. (I will also add the filling from 1992 probably did not need to be done – Sydney dentists say you need things inorder to make money. There are too many dentist in Sydney. So I was living out of town at Rangari, and I had to travel all the way over to Tamworth for the appointment, and I took my travel toothbrush so I could have clean teeth before I saw the dentist, now I mention this because, like so many big problems in life, actually the root of all my dental problems that I write about here can be traced back to a stupid little blonde from Gunnedah Coles supermarket (same one who stole from me at Harvey Norman, same one at darylee, same one at Currajong clinic, same one at Bundaberg hospital – a total evil stalking dog): so, I couldn’t get any soft bristled toothbrush at the supermarket, this weird blonde girl followed me around the supermarket, EVERYTIME I WENT THERE, and when I got up to the toothbrush isle she went ahead and took all the soft bristled toothbrush, and she did this every single time I went shopping over a several month period, (supermarket dogs; I have to get home delivery now due to all the stupid women…most people would not know about this phenomenon and exactly how much of a problem they are. How stupid some girls are, girls, women: all little stupid girls.) So, I had to purchase a hard bristled one. As a result of this hard bristled toothbrush that I used just before the dentist in Tamworth, my gums were all red and inflamed, and I should have just realized it was the toothbrush he was reacting to, but the dentist, he insisted that I go and make an appointment and have my teeth professionally cleaned, he said one is meant to do it every 12 months anyway. So, I went back to Gunnedah and saw the dental assistant, who is the person who does the cleaning, not a dentist. Actually, there was two dental assistance who were doing it, at the Gunnedah Hospital. 2 of them. Now, my teeth have never been professionally cleaned, ever, as I didn’t believe they needed it - they were perfectly fine, I always brush my teeth, as well as floss. But because I haven’t ever had them cleaned, there was definitely some tartar buildup. But, I believe something very fishy was going on in that appointment with 2 dental assistants, she gave me anaesthetic in the whole mouth, so I could not feel a thing, but what I was aware of was the noise, the huge electric tool that the other girl was doing something with, was so loud I really needed ear muffs, really, ear muffs, like I use when I use the chainsaw. I mean it was deafening, that’s how noisy it was - vibrating through my teeth and into my ears, but because my whole mouth was under anaesthetic I couldn’t feel anything. But when the anaesthetic wore off, oh boy, I could feel it and I could feel it for another four days, 4 days of pain. Horrendous. And I know because of that pain that girl who did my teeth messed up completely, it should not have hurt that much, and she was so brutal that one of my fillings lifted up, - next part of the story, so, when I went to the Gunnedah dentist (Gunnedah Dental Centre, 107 Barber St, Gunnedah NSW 2380), to sort this new problem out, for some curious reason (I’m guessing it’s because they really liked the young pretty girl who did the tartar removal and did not want to ‘play sides’ as in, accuse her of messing up the cleaning, which she obviously did, if I wasn’t sure before, I could tell from the response from those dentists afterwards SHE GUILTY – a young pretty HOPELESS BIMBO), but so this dentist refused to acknowledge the fact that my filling had been dislodged, even though I could actually push it up with my tongue, and underneath, it reacted to hot/cold water badly, BADLY, AS IN EXTREME. So that dentist said no, no there’s nothing wrong with it, no need to replace (idiot). IDIOT. Actually, in retrospect, that dentist was a young Asian guy, and I suspect he wasn't really a dentist, like he was so unprofessional, and seemed to have no idea what he was doing, plus did not speak like a dentist. And at the time I had been dealing with computer nerds, re the satellite companies for Internet connection - I think he was someone who worked for one of these Internet companies, a computer nerd? not really sure, just a feeling, so who the hell put this Idiot in the dentist posing as a dentist? Which fucking bimbo did it? I know this behaviour would be traced back to a stupid woman, as everything bad in life is traced back to a STUPID WOMAN. That clinic needs to be SUED. They also had a bimbo receptionists, who apparently was learning to become a dentist by being mentored by Dr Jonas. (Before I went in that day, the dogs did signs suggesting I poof up my hair – you know, like a cat does to make themselves look bigger when encountering a predator or foe. ) SUED – you stupid little fucking fighting girls who are just PATHETIC bullies. FUCK OFF. This story gets worse. So, I wanted to go to a different dentist. But because Gunnedah is such a small town it doesn’t have a public dental system, and so vouchers are given out to a lot of people who receive Centrelink payments like pensioners, war widows, disabled, unemployed.... so, you can take the voucher to attend to the dentist of your choice (initially, I thought this voucher system was good, I later changed my mind, as I really think that there is an element, especially amongst the wealthy, like a dentist, who believes that free public dental care should not be given (the rich and clueless). So I wanted to go to see the local reputable dentist in town, Dr Michael Jonas, but the silly twit who runs the voucher place in Gunnedah (oy, yet another woman), knew that I wanted to see Dr Michael Jonas, so she, being a stupid dog, like all stupid dogs, they do exactly the opposite, and insisted this other dentists was the only one I could see, she made an appointment with the other dentist - now the other dentist is non-existent, he closed down his practice for retirement, (he used to treat mum), and in its place is a supposed ‘travelling’ dentist, his name was Dr Sadik from Sydney, (yes Sadik, as his name suggests, turns out he was a sadistic prick). He had 2 dental assistants, again another fishy situation with 2 girls. So again, I had the same problem with the response “oh yeah there's no problem with the tooth, it's perfectly fine”. I couldn't believe it, I was lying there pretty much dumbfounded, that these stupid dentist couldn't find such a significant obvious problem! Where they playing a game or is this unbelievable dentist stupid?? But, he said, there was definitely a problem in the other tooth on the other side of my mouth, and he had to fix it immediately. So I'm thinking alright, if there's a problem it should be fixed (I can't believe sometimes how naive I was when I was younger); They caused so much pain it was unbearable, the dentist used a blunt drill and he had anaesthetized a different location from where he was actually drilling, and so I could basically feel all the drilling, so using a blunt drill and anaesthetizing wrong location was done deliberately – NOT A MISTAKE, so the two dental assistant and the dentist working together to cause pain - it’s so obvious to me, plus in retrospect, I recognized one of the dental assistance, she’s not really a dental assistant, she was from Sydney too, and is Tasha Burns little sister from school 20 years ago, why she wanted to inflict pain on me and what she was doing there in Gunnedah is beyond comprehension STUPID rich GIRL fuck off. (I put in a complaint with various people, including NSW Dental Council of NSW, (my scream is way louder than anyone could possibly imagine, part of the reason I was ban from Facebook – because of these stupid women.) Not sure if anything was done about it. I would like to quickly add a little side story about the previous dentist in that clinic, he was an old gentleman, I had been there once. He had a blonde assistant, when I was there she made some comment about how my teeth must be all awful and rotten because I was most likely a drug addict, because I was there on a voucher (she was a typical stupid bimbo), but instead of the usual response from a man, this dentist actually stood up to her and said, no she has a fine set of teeth. So, I’m thinking because her comment wasn’t validated by him, she may have been a little bit embarrassed, and she was most likely a narcissist, (who HATE being embarrassed), so she might be responsible for organizing the whole painful situation later?; it would be typical stupid bitch thing to do - most women need leashes and proper supervision all the time. Hate to tell you the UGLY TRUTH. {I especially wanted to mention that bit about HER nasty comment and HER embarrassed reaction and then HER vindictive behaviour. So, you can see, it really didn't have much to do with me. That girl created her own stupid situation. Now, the number of times I have heard “oh well you must've done something to you evoke that kind of bully reaction” or “well, you should have been more respectful” – OMG, no! this infuriates me, because I was respectful, I did not do anything to provoke stupid dog. It's about them behaving badly, and wanting to do so. Their true nature. Their dysfunction. So, stop putting this bad behaviour on me, it has nothing to do with me}. Same situation repeatedly happens to me, is this my cross to bear? Enduring stupid women??? So, after leaving the dentist in complete pain that day, and then spending the next two weeks in complete pain, which also happened to be Christmas, so I was unable to eat anything because I couldn’t chew on my tooth, AND by then it had turned black, BLACK so I make an YET ANOTHER appointment, at the ‘proper’ clinic in Gunnedah, this time with Dr Michael Jonas. (Someone later told me that a ‘black tooth’ is a common thing that happens amongst cocaine users, they were implying that the girls did it deliberately to try to imply to whoever was listening, that I was indeed on drugs. See that stupid blonde bimbo assistant? I can. Now, weird as that sounds, wanting to accuse someone of being on drugs, I found this to be a common thing in Gunnedah. I'm not sure why girls wanted to tell other people that I'm on drugs? I believe it's just a way to be disrespectful and to try and discredit me? Not sure why they're trying to discredit me, maybe because they know they behave badly around me, and they don't want me to tell anyone – so they try to discredit me?? I make them see their own STUPIDITY?? But honestly, there's been a whole movement, in Gunnedah, of women (little girls), trying to have me incarcerated for being on drugs. It's just weird. NOT ON DRUGS YOU STUPID BIMBOS (NOR DO I DRINK, I am of sound mind all the time, always have been. I won't have anything more to do with any women ever again, they're just too stupid. So, Dr Sadik’s work has to be completely redone. COMPLETELY REDONE. Ofcourse most likely nothing wrong in the first place. And I still insisted there was also the problem with the original filling that had been dislodged by the gung-ho dental nurse (not sure if that was done deliberatley or not – in retrospect it may have been ???) Now, Dr Jonas, I believe, he didn’t believe me when I said that Dr Sadik had deliberately inflicted pain and deliberately messed up the job, I know this because he started to tell me a story about when he was young and he made a technical mistake, and he implied that it was just a mistake and people make mistakes. I find it really weird how he was so naive about the nature of a sadist, and also what they will do to try and amuse colleagues, - the dental assistants, and or the other way around. Dr Jonas is clueless about the nature of most people. And he was wrong to disbelieve me – see the dogs won; she is on drugs Dr Jonas! Oh, ok stupid dogs. Idiot manipulated man. In fact, I find most people are like that, they have no idea about all the real evil that goes on in the local community, and they just refuse to acknowledge it and don’t want to hear about it. Well, you better believe it, and it’s so often every day seemingly normal and usually well paid and popular people who target low-income people. So, because he did not believe, just thought I was some whiny poor person on drugs, this dentist, as he started working, he stabbed me in my nerve with a needle, it was like he was showing me ‘this is what nerve pain is’, because previously, I was telling him I thought that Dr Sadik had drilled into my nerve, and he said, no the pain would’ve been caused from a blunt drill bit. And so, this is what nerve pain feels like, - and soon as he did it, my arm automatically reflexed and shot straight up into the air and practically punched him in his face (serves him right!) - it was really a rotten thing to do in my opinion, and ALL because he didn’t believe my story, about deliberately causing that pain. Arsehole. So, once he fixed that tooth, which was quick and easy, I still insisted that the other tooth be fixed as it was starting to cause a lot of pain, getting worse as food was getting under it, and I could feel it, very sensitive. He grudgingly agreed (!). He went ahead and did so, but he had EXTREME DIFFICULTY for some reason; I think I kind of figured out another reason why maybe they denied there was anything wrong with it, because this filling had been done when I was young, and may have been like a long-term filling, as in a lifetime filling - because they have different types of fillings, ones that last 10 years, and ones that last longer (this is what I can gather, as no one really explains anything to you at the dentist). So, my filling was not meant to be replaced, and they knew that by removing it and redoing it, it would most likely cause problems, which in fact it has, years later – it is ongoing. So, it took Dr Jonas quite some time to “fix” that tooth, he used a special huge wire contraption, (they no longer use those, I was told), and I believe in fact, he was not the right person to do it, because my mouth is very small and petite, and Dr Jonas was an old mature man, with big manhands, which contributed to why he had such difficulty. After he fixed the tooth, which took about an hour, it sometimes later hurt, (7 years later, still hurts, have problems with it, it has since been replaced another 6 times, but it makes no difference, and as there is no decay, I can only assume it’s from the nerve damage by Dr Jonas. It pretty much hurts every night when I lie down. And every time it hurts, I am reminded of this whole bad memory, of those REVOLTING PEOPLE, and stupid bitch women . Sidebar: I think maybe those dentists had help in their antics, like, I assume it's computer nerds, they seem to come to the defence of any stupid blonde bimbo who fucks up, this story is the perfect example showing how they want to come to their rescue, “yes, you are right blonde bimbo, she is on drugs and scum of society with terrible teeth!”. Those bloody computer nerds want to perpetuate this whole lie, in order not to make the blonde bimbo look wrong. I can only assume it is actually someone else who has blonde hair too?? Maybe they feel like blonde people get a hard time in life, constantly being called stupid, and so they overcompensate by doing these truly revolting and evil things, to anyone who doesn't have blonde hair. Well pretty much a case point isn't it. So today, I am compelled to write it down - I’m going to put it up on the Internet for all to read about my woeful tail and the true nature of stupid bullying dogs in Gunnedah – (by dogs, I’m not referring to ugly women or the canine species, I’m referring to women, or more aptly named girls, who harass, like a dog nipping the ankles, and ‘leech’ on to me, and who steal, and in my case, inflict pain, (often they are zombie bimbos too, but not always)). I said before that I did put in a complaint, and wasn't sure if anything was done about it, however I found out soon after that Dr Jonas no longer worked at the Gunnedah clinic, and now worked over in Tamworth. I know he'd been in Gunnedah for many years, so maybe there was some repercussions. I did try to contact Dr Jonas later and tell him in writing what happened, but was advised he's retired. Now, any time I go to the dentist or doctor, any medical related thing, I wear my body cam. Actually, I wear this whenever I go into town anyway, otherwise, I just have too many ‘dogs’ all the time, harassing me and trying to steal. Whenever I wear it, there’s no dogs, they are such unbelievable cowards. With a camera, I don’t have to deal with bullies, the camera fights for me, just by recording what’s actually going on. I find it strange how bullies think I would want to interact with them it’s like they’re waiting for me to tell them off and communicate with them in some way. Of course, I do not wish to interact at all with that kind of person – no dysfuncts in my life thanks very much. Update: after watching excellent YouTube videos on dental stuff, I found out, bicarb soda is what stops teeth bacteria dead in its tracks, so after brushing, I rinse with water that has a bit of bicarb, and voilà no more pain. A water pick helps too. Apparently my flossing was pushing bacteria down into a “dental gum pocket”, and that was causing the pain. (Most likely a pocket situation arising from bad dentistry.) Some people only brush with bicarb, and swear by it; no trips to dentist ever. 28. The Art of Brushing your Teeth. Ban anything but SOFT bristled toothbrushes. And, 2 minutes is 1 minute too long. Otherwise you get receding gums in your 40’s. Painful. Some believe there is a conspiracy within Colgate to sell hard bristled toothbrushes in order to inflict pain on Australians in their 40’s. (But we really know, Coles Gunnedah is to blame {read my dentist story} Buy carefully - knowledge is power, Australia is a young country. Don’t go to a dentist unless you’re in serious pain, this applies to children aswell. Dentists mess up your teeth completely, be much better off leaving them as is, in many instances. Infact I’m going to take this further, because I have elsewhere a list of things, I wish I was told when I was 18, but I couldn’t fit the “The Art of Brushing your Teeth” story on it. So, I’m going to put it here; The reason why more than one minute of brushing your teeth is too long, is because if you start off this way, as we did when we were kids - we were instructed in 3rd class by a “dental expert” to brush for 3 minutes after each meal, in fact 3 minutes after every time we eat, she said. I clearly remember it, because my little brother was in the classroom too, and he gave her the correct answer she was looking for, it wasn’t after every meal; “you need to brush after every time you eat” (totally nazi) And this is way too much, because all of that teeth brushing, slowly but surely grinds your teeth away - so a dentist can actually tell you which side of your mouth gets more brushes than the other. And a dentist who is not familiar with your petite mouth, Emily, will mistake a low tooth, for one that has a cavity. This is why it’s particularly important not to grind any of your teeth away. And if you really think about it and concentrate when you’re brushing your teeth, you don’t actually have to do multiple swipes over the teeth in fact usually just one or two is sufficient to remove sugars. And, as a result of over brushing, you will get receding gums in your 40’s, which is extreme sensitivity pain, so no over brushing. Receding gums is also caused by whitening your teeth, so don’t do that either, just cut back on coffee and mango tangos. There is an art to looking after your teeth; for starters, never ever ever go to the dentist unless you’re in serious pain, there’s no need for you to go to the dentist at all, if you brush every day and look after your teeth. You have extremely good teeth. God gave you perfect teeth, but the dentists fucked them – so do not go to the dentist. And you do (did) brush them regularly and looked after them, there is NO reason why you need to go to the dentist. (Btw, Dad never went to a dentists ever either) So, as I recalled when I was 18, I didn’t have to floss, as food would not get stuck in between my teeth, it wasn’t until dentists tinkered around with my teeth, that gaps were formed and suddenly I had to floss - this is because, Emily, you have a lot of teeth crammed in your little mouth, they’re perfectly formed, but they’re just very close together, which dentists are trained not to like. It’s actually a bit of a bonus not having to floss after every meal, but the dentist messed it up. And when the time comes for a nursing home – this is going to cause MAJOR problems, no one is going to floss your teeth! So, if only you could take my advice and don’t go to the dentist! - then you’re probably still wouldn’t need to floss regularly anyway, no food stuck in your mouth for decay to build up - just pay attention to what’s going on in your mouth after you eat. Oh, sometimes, they can hurt, this is NOT from decay, they just might be a little bit sensitive, because you had something too hot or too cold. Do not go to the dentists for any slight pain, otherwise if you tell a dentist, you were experiencing pain in a certain tooth – they will drill it and fil it, when really there was absolutely nothing wrong with it. (They did this 4 times, and caused extreme pain, so listen to my advice). I need to add the dentists in Sydney, are not like the dentists in Gunnedah, where there’s a three-month waiting list to get in, and they’re flat out busy all the time. They don’t need any more customers - but there are dentists in Sydney, who are just sitting around twiddling their thumbs, with no customers, waiting for someone to come in. And so, if a young woman comes in and tells them she’s got a toothache, they are going see what they can do, to charge the most money -even if there’s nothing wrong but mere sensitivity from the bowl of ice-cream you ate the night before. They do it. It’s theft. It’s a normal part of Sydney life which is not mentioned when you’re at school, so you don’t know about these things - you’re not prepared, school does not actually prepare you for life after school, for the real world. Use clove essential oil if there is any pain, wait till the next day, it’ll probably be okay. Clove oil will kill any bacteria, it’s very effective, it will stop decay in its tracks. Be careful with it. Potent. I put some on a small area of floss tape, and use it that way. If I get any toothache, I do that, and voilà! the pain is gone by next day. I also recommend only using Sensodyne toothpaste, that toothpaste adds a protective layer over the teeth, doubly ensuring no decay, use it from the get go as a child. And you need a super slim toothbrush for your petite mouth - I don’t think they even made those kinds of toothbrushes back then, so you have to buy a child’s one, until, I’d say 2020, is when they started making super slim ones!! So that’s 30 years you have to wait till they make a toothbrush specific for your mouth. Also, do not get your teeth ‘professionally’ cleaned by the dental assistant, not necessary. Most dentists are not familiar with petite mouths, and most dentist are male and old men - who have large hands, they have “man hands”. There’s no way someone with “man hands” can work on your petite mouth. Actually, I do believe someone at the Bundaberg clinic worked this out, and when I needed to have a filling replaced, they gave me a young Indian girl, who was very proficient, despite washing my mouth out with soap (no rinse sink at that place), she must have been from Facebook, I was banned from FB for apparently swearing. STUPID DOGS where ever you go. Just avoid dentists, unless in extreme pain. 29. Radio dogs from Triple J using Police Contacts to Harass and Victimize Major problem back in the day – thieving dogs seem to be totally attracted to working in radio stations. I no longer tune in to radio stations, as they knew/know when I’m out travelling around, they have friends in the police, they contact police and police target me, mainly for speeding (but anything they can get away with - it’s about money and having someone to victimize) it has bordered on the side of harassment, mm, no, it has been police harassment. So much so, when I went on a trip to Ballina, I had major stomach cramps and it was due to the fear of being pulled over by the police constant dog-edness. Bugger off police and bugger off stupid dogs on the radio - bimbos. I am not your personal mouse. I think that stupid short blonde girl who steals from me works at a radio station. So, the medaling dogs at the Gunnedah art gallery is aware of what’s goes on (in my past too) and scheme diabolical arty plans, kind of recreating incidents. Arrogant, condescending, pervy women. They are trying to ‘cure’ me – they are such condescending fucking morons. 30. Deal with Negative Issues you Silly Twits OMG! I am so sick of silly twits in the workplace who can’t handle MINOR workplace problems. In the workplace you are going to get problems, and negative issues, ALL THE time - that you have to deal with. You’re going to get stressful people, there’s going to be stressful times. STOP WHINGEING ABOUT MINER NEGATIVE ISSUES AND DEAL WITH IT, stop being so mentally weak, otherwise you might just get a BIG negative issue with REAL NUISANCE problems. • “OMG, someone spoke to you in a raised voice. Oooh no, what will you do? How will you cope? • And, oh, no, not an interruption, goodness, how will you remember where you were up to before! • And, oh, you don’t like my tone…, you poor little girl, why don’t you stop everything, stop doing your job, and just go home. • And, the very worst, someone asks you a question; oh dear, the worst annoyance ever!!” BTW, this concerns all types in the workplace, from courier drivers to lawyers – all guilty of not being able to handle small negative issues. You have no idea about being bullied, I know. Btw, I am pretty sure {as in I know for certain}, I have some stupid blonde girl stalking me for the last 30 years, as I called her up on her error (in a slightly annoyed way}, whilst she was attempting to make a DRs appointment. I mentioned it in my Dr experience, but to follow and stalk, harass a patient for this reason – this girl is beyond a stupid bimbo - she would have extreme mental health problems. Actually I've noticed on this topic, this is just the tip of the iceberg, so many people can't handle so many different things. So many women I have encountered especially housewives who can't handle any kind of crime information, like neighbours who steal; they don't want to know about it. If there's a rapist down the block, they certainly don't want to talk about that! They just can't handle anything negative. (Not being able to handle this btw, is a dysfunction, it's a mental problem). Same with old men; they only want happy barbie bimbo women! They can't handle women who have any kind of complaints or whinges, and when you're a woman, especially an older woman who knows how the world works, you have many complaints, (there's a lot of injustice in the world). This is such a problem for old men, that I would just automatically write off any man over the age of 50, they all seem to have these hang ups, and then don't get me started on their controll issues either. 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emilyconstancebieman, life stories, About P2, Save the planet, stop breeding like rabbits, seriously. (Mothers with only one child make the best mothers, if you can’t afford to feed your child you should not have had kids and thus are stupid. (Thieving bloody single mothers, I have had it up to here and beyond with you) About P2 Ok, so now I will continue with my photo stories; 1. Bims at Fashion Houses in Sydney EMPOWERING stupid stalking leeches to harass young women Sydney Australia Fashion House Bims: I went for a job interview here (Image Clothing/Howard Showers) and you wouldn’t believe what these bimbos did; before they got the person who was interviewing me: they got some stupid leech dog who was following me, (they allowed her) literally stalking me, across the city, I assume she must’ve been from Centrelink, (she was – a continuous problem, she had brown hair, freckles, kind of short), to interview me. They pretended she was the supervisor (what the?). This girl was nothing but a total pervert, she went through my whole resume and asked me 50 million questions most of them really quite personal, especially interested in money, she was offensive and invasive, and then after she’d finished, they passed me on to the ‘real’ person who was actually doing the interview, btw I got the job and worked there for 14 months. I have since left and have worked elsewhere. It is only in retrospect that I can see clearly what happened, and it is no wonder Image Clothing has closed. How dare they set up a fake interview with some stupid little leech dog that works at Centrelink (or worse, she's probably one of those stupid little dogs that steal from me? maybe even a neighbour at Petersham?? I can't believe the stupid women at image clothing would do that? fucked girls fucked women.) See, I am surrounded by morons. (One woman who worked there needs special mentioning, she was pregnant with brown hair, I can’t remember her name - brainless woman BRAINLESS.) -and no, not the 7mnth pregnant one downstairs that smoked – see, surrounded by fully dysfunctional people in the fashion industry). Actually, I want to mention a bit of a secret that went on there, I suspect it did in a lot of others to; the designers would travel over to Europe and or America each season to see what the latest fashion trends were, they would buy a whole large suitcase of clothing, come back and copy it all, perhaps they might change a colour or a button or something. But it was really a bit of a scam in my opinion, as a young designer. It was basically about having a shopping holiday for the designers, and you know their own ‘personal lifestyle’. So not only did the designers in this company have the cushiest job, and the easiest job, but they got paid the most. This whole structure just didn’t make any sense to me, it still doesn’t - although I think it basically goes back to oppression in Australia, not thinking that they’re good enough to do it themselves, and not being encouraged in schools. I know in my public-school education there was certainly no encouragement for creativity or design, in fact it was kind of looked down upon. And a fear of being creative and different was instilled. However, the designers in that company were all from overseas anyway, perhaps a Tall Poppy thing, but really, Australian education does not prepare one, for those kind of roles, it’s like, there is a pre-existing social structure, and a typical girl from Australia is not going to be even considered for a ‘money’ job. Actually, I recommend not working in the fashion industry. Women in the fashion industry are uncouth bitches anyway, private school does not prepare you for such a world. I did wonder in retrospect at my parents encouraging me to go into the fashion industry, when they just spent all that money on a private school education, and people that work in the fashion industry and notoriously the lowest paid females, not only in Australia, but in the world. It just doesn’t make any sense at all. Having said that, I feel you could be successful in the fashion world, as in your own business, if you have a mentor. Someone from the industry who is very familiar with how things work - the rag trade has a certain way of working and a young graduate is clueless about how it works. One would need connections in China too. I want to mention, also, I worked in a different fashion company, Gazelle near Botany Bay, there was a ‘mousy’ girl there who was my assistant for about 3 days. One day she gave me a lift when I had car service and she charged me $2, she was very odd and definitely a sneaky thief, she stole some mambo labels in a very sneaky bimbo way, and I’m pretty sure I’ve seen her several times working has a checkout chick in shops that have stolen from me in Gunnedah, either at checkout by putting items through twice or pickpocketing from my bag, plus my 10 white 500ml coffee cups were stolen by someone in the fashion industry, and it’s possibly her? High bimbo dysfunction, can’t remember her name unfortunately. I think she followed me up here in Queensland too, but since I’ve written about her in this image story. I’m pretty sure she’s gone, can’t say for certain but just a feeling. One of the fashion houses I worked at was Discovery Clothing, the girls were very curious about me when I started, they were not quite bitchy, but certainly wary, threatened and a little hostile, but the main aim was to find out how much money I earned. When I told them (that’s the kind of frank and honest person I am, btw - way too naive in my 20’s) and it was relatively low, like minimum wage, more or less, around $22000/year) So then suddenly all the girls relaxed and were nice to me -so it seems as long as you don’t earn more money than them, they are nice and respectful to you. Can you see how ridiculous women are? How stupid they are? How LITTLE they are? By the way, also that company, the women in charge of payroll, didn’t pay me the first week I was there, when I asked, she said they will pay me 2 weeks, next week. But after 2 weeks, still no pay-packet, I went and asked, oh, they forgot, next week they pay. So, this went on until after one month and they finally paid me, but they only paid me for one week, and they said when I leave, they’ll pay me that additional 3 weeks’ pay. I would just like to say a big FUCK those accountant girls, they are thieves, I hope they get cancer and die. I would also like to add, management was snobby and unapproachably bitchy, and I would say most definatly knew the little game the payroll girls were doing– fuck all of them. By some miracle, that company is still in business, I guess since they actually paid, more than some fashion houses…. Here is a good spot to literally talk about the meaning of fashion; if you’re a woman in her late 40s and no longer slim trim like a woman in her 20’s, good luck trying to purchase clothes from those big clothing manufacturers; it’s impossible, it’s like they stopped at size 16, so if you’re an 18, forget about it. It has occurred to me and why they did this, and is because young women who are skinny, size 8, 10, 12, 14 and 16, are the only women stupid enough to buy fashions each season, so the retailers take advantage of their naive shopping habits, and make money from them. They don’t make enough money from sensible women who are happy to have the same T-shirt for three or four seasons or whatever. 20 years. Anyway, back to the point of this photo story, and that is LEECHES who follow me around, with my clear example at Image job interview. These leeches have been following me and stealing from me for over 20yrs. How totally inadequate are the Australian Police, how inadequate is Australia? Is this what they do in other countries?? I really want to know, are there leeches who follow single people around all the time in England and America?? What about Vanuatu? I have complained so many times, so many times they did nothing, I had to literally take matters into my own hands; get a camera, take photos of these stupid bimbos and put them up on social media, and name names – it is the only way they will stop – %&$$& little cowards. Leeches: non-thinking DOG people who latch on to me, because they have no brain to speak of, and will chase, attack and will not stop until target is dead. Just like a dog chasing a smaller creature, same thing, they are animals. Leeches is probably the best word to describe them, sucking my blood, wanting to know EVERYTHING about me, stealing my ideas, doing the opposite of what I was thinking in a rebellious manner too - there are some women, especially in the fashion industry, particularly from Bonds, who later look back and see how stupid their behaviour was, and they TRY to blame me, (the stupidity continues) {as if it was my fault she tried to break the toilet wall down to get inside while I was in the middle of things – YEAH RIGHT} Anyway, so those bitchy insecure women try to come up with plans/ways to make it look like, it is the other way around, and, I can assure you, these stupid bimbos are so intent on their mission, (they go to great lengths) that they have a lot of people fooled. (Hence why I was locked up against my will for 7 days to ‘see’ if I was crazy – FUCKED people, fucked government. I really do recommend NOT having kids. BTW, what happened at Image as I explained was probably not the worst thing that happened while I was there. I was put on a salary ($20 more each week than the minimum wage) then expected to work 12hrs overtime every week, with no overtime pay (50hr working week) and work the occasional Saturday without pay - which IS NOT ACCEPTABLE WORKING CONDITIONS - and yes, I do know about what goes on in India (they try and make you feel guilty to get you to work harder. {Actually, I have to mention a despicable thing that goes on in India, is those trashy Indian mothers have kids, for the soul point of getting them to work for them; be their slave so to speak as soon as they can walk, it is bad there, so I saw on the ABC}). Anyway, the owner of that company Image, was Allen Green. But all the people involved will be in major karmic dept. (I left the fashion Industry shortly later and became a nanny - better money! Seriously, I had 2 full time nanny jobs for about 12mnths, that both paid better than my fashion industry wage, plus no stress there, no stupid bitchy colleagues either) I have to say, looking back, what an absolute waste of my time and energy working at that company. And perhaps, better off being unemployed than being used in this manner. Although I did get a good insight into the way the fashion industry in Australia works, back then the sewing piece work, was still done in Sydney. And after that nanny experience, it was confirmed, that my feelings about the fact that I did not want kids, was set, I really do not want kids, and from witnessing those parents and families, I was assured I was not going to be missing out on anything, quite the contrary. Also, I feel not having anywhere to live while I was working down in Sydney, as in my own home, in my own community, a place where I felt I belonged - was probably the number one detriment and the reason why I didn’t last in Sydney for longer than 10 years. (I guess aside from the LEECHES. I mean, what, do they see a single woman on her own and immediately just start following her? Do they have a brain at all? As that one at Image was not the only one, there was heaps). Anyway, I’m not quite sure why this connection hasn’t been made in society. And why people think it’s acceptable to send young girls off into the city to rent and think that it will just work out - maybe it does work out for other girls, but from where I stand looking, there’s no chance it would or would’ve worked out for me. IT IS NOT OK TO FOLLOW ME AROUND YOU STUPID BIMBOS I mean maybe there is a large sector of the community that think this behaviour is perfectly acceptable and normal? There seems to be so many people who do this, female especially, I can only assume that they do think it is normal behaviour. Well guess what – ITS NOT. There is no invitation to follow, stalk, harass me, never was, never will be. So, unless I actually invite you to follow me verbally or written, then DON’ T DO IT. Incase you have not noticed from this Blog I love being on my own, I relish the peace and quiet. I seem to be different than most other people in this respect, they seem to think being around other people is a good thing – well I do not think so, and I know it must be hard for people with big heads to grasp this; but I do not want your company. 2nd image: School girl antics at NEGS with 2 theft story and my shiny coin one At the all girls boarding school I went to, there was no tolerance for stealing. In my year, there was one girl caught stealing, and she was expelled immediately. I am going to put that story here; It was year 8, or maybe 9? (1988?) We were away on a school excursion for a few days, I can’t actually remember all the details. But in retrospect, I believe the trip was because some of the house mistress’s knew that’s some girls who attended, came from circumstances who did not have typical “family life”, and so they wanted to give those girls, in particular, and everyone I guess, a sense of a family holiday, and joy. {I found later, people from public schools, have preconceived ideas about the type of person that goes to a private school, they are usually completely wrong, and that above, should give one a little insight to the varied and different kinds of people and reasons, that kids attend a private boarding school}. So, anyway, they can’t really justify taking girls on a holiday during term! so I recall they called it a cultural trip and we did ‘cultural’ things, like an art gallery. I really can’t remember most of it, I guess because it was fun! But, one day, one of the girls stole another girls necklace, I think it was a necklace, and somehow the chaperone knew who stole it, (guess who, Miss Goldman infact - messing in our lives the whole time we were there). Anyway, that particular girl was expelled immediately and sent back to her parents right then and there on our trip. I feel, as a result of this zero policy, that was why there was hardly any theft at all, at that school. Zero policy. But I would like to add further to that story, how did they know who stole it? Did they get a confession? I mean that particular girl who was expelled, if I recall, I don’t think she was well liked, so maybe someone knew how to manipulate the situation, to get rid of her. The sinister nature of women, and little girls, is becoming more known, the older I get. Although possibly that girl had to come up with something extreme, so as to get herself out of the negative situation, she was suddenly in? knowing full well the consequences “oh well if I have to leave….” as in her sneaky plan, because it’s not good for her mental health if she’s in the situation where she’s kind of shunned by the other kids, so it was her plan to save herself as she knew she would be expelled if she stole something? So in my 6yrs there, that girl was the only one in our year that got into trouble, most girls just didn't get into trouble at that school, there was no such thing as detention at that school. Actually, there was 3 forms of discipline; expulsion, being the most severe, then suspension, and then a discipline card. I don't remember anyone being suspended, no one was suspended in my year, and I don't remember anyone in any other years being suspended either, it is a kind of gossip if anyone gets into trouble, the whole school knows about it. However, my friend and I got a discipline card, and it was for ordering a pizza! There was a new rule in school, they had been talking about it all week "you are no longer allowed to order pizza at any time, except on the weekends". And my friend and I we just heard "pizza", and so we decided that we should order a pizza, (!), and of course we ordered it for Saturday night, at 8 o'clock. We not stupid. But unfortunately, the pizza place delivered our pizza on Friday at 8pm. For some reason we ordered it on Friday arvo, (I'm not really sure why we did that, young girls not knowing the rules of pizza ordering either!), the pizza arrived when we were not there, we were in the middle of prep, so the pizza guy disturbed the teacher with our pizza, the same one who imposed the whole rule in the first place! - also we had to pay for it, but we never got the pizza; guess who scoffed it down all on her own? yes the very same teacher I've mentioned previously on my blog for numerous inflictions: Dr Scarf (actually not a teacher – she seemed to do nothing but was Chief Dog with personal vendetta against Emily Bieman {maybe she was used by other teachers to have a go at me - as dogs are used}). So, we got into trouble, even though we didn't even order it for Friday night! And a discipline card involves taking this 'bad' card with the bad thing that you did, to every class, and getting the teacher to acknowledge and talk about your “badness” then sign your discipline card. It is a form of humiliation punishment. Infront of the teacher and infront of the whole class. School teachers are big on humiliation. They are hopeless people. Clueless about it even how to discipline. Humiliation tactic is a big no no when it comes to disciplining a young person. Although I liked their zero tolerance for theft – the rest of Australia could learn from this technique. I tried to find out whether they still do this humiliation tactic, and there were a whole series of rules for discipline listed online for that school; they now have detention! I still saw the word “card” and “discipline” but not exactly together, it was a little vague, I'm thinking that they would still do it, they're very old-fashioned. But I noted that there's a whole heap more rules they have about discipline and it's seems to be quite different from back in my day, like I was reading it and feeling that a lot of girls must get into trouble now, whereas back in my day not so much. And I also got the feeling that the tactics that they said online was pretty much a load of bullshit, like it was just what you would want to hear, but what they do in reality would probably be different. I have some experience with many different sectors of people now, so far as women looking after children, it gets way worse, way - there are a lot of really hopeless people out there in the public sector, people who don't have any discipline whatsoever, and all sorts of abuse is going on. Many times its simply from not knowing any better. I mean my next-door neighbour’s grandson would be in the public school system at Sarina, and talk about useless, they thought it would “fun” to turn my veranda outdoor aquarium, heater up, so it cooked my fish. Boiled them alive. Funny they thought. Harassing me all week long at nights, with a fire in their backyard. That's the quality that the public system and bimbo mothers in my neighbourhood are producing. So I can't complain too much about humiliation tactics by powertripping women of 40yrs ago. Glad I did not go to a public school. I suspect now, as a woman nearing 50, I think there’s like a whole network of older NEGS girls who try to act as big brother (big sister), they’re really like interfering, and are often not very nice. I believe it’s come about because a lot of the girls that went there, had family who didn’t really give a shit about them, and so those girls latch on to the school community with extreme ardour, and still do when they’re older. I believe this was encouraged repeatedly at school assemblies by Anna Abbot later the school principal, she would often talk about “the School Family”. So, here is another theft story, with a girl who never got caught. She never got caught because her victims were not other school girls, they were retailers. There was one disgraceful girl at school, {NEGS}, who I’m pretty sure, would’ve stolen $1000’s worth of candy bars from the little shop across the road. And one time we were shopping in Tamworth on a Saturday morning outing, and I didn’t know it at the time, but I was used as a distraction while she stole from the shop. It’s unfortunate how you can only see things in retrospect later after the event has happened. And I only went out shopping with her twice, and on both occasions, I inadvertently saw her shoplift. I believed she used other girls in this manner too. That girl really needed to be held accountable at the time, right there and then at that age, is exactly when she needed to be scolded and reprimanded, and she needed to be scolded by me, her peer since obviously her parents were failures. She really needed a good yelling, to point out to her how unacceptable, unfair and wrong her behaviour was. So, while I didn’t even know what was going on at the time, and so a part of me doesn’t feel responsible for this girl, but another part of me does, it’s like, my fault that I didn’t reprimand her at the perfect time in her life when she fully needed to be kept in check, because certainly at a boarding school, nobody else is going to do it, - not all girls had house mistress’s who were OBSESSED with them, and because I was not fully awake (sleepy beauty) I didn’t, and she most likely has gone on to steal more and more, and used other girls in the same despicable way. I think she may have even turned another good girl, Ally White, into a bad thieving companion friend? She continued to do it because she’s always gotten away with it, she probably still continues to do it today, 30 years later. What a hopeless mother she must’ve had. She was friends with everyone, people like her (often a common thing amongst ‘badies’ – they know how to play the game, and be popular). WE ARE NOT FRIENDS – I would never be friends with a shoplifter. Here is a good spot to mention this story: in year 7, in the first term, all parents are required to drop their girls off, then leave and not communicate with the girls at all for that month, or was it the whole term? I can’t remember now!! But this was the tradition, to teach the child that their new home, their new family, their new connections, are at the school now. Their ties to their parents are well and truly broken. I recall 3 weeks before that first term ended, my bag was packed ready to go home for school holidays. No one else had packed yet. It was basically because I didn’t like the school. Ripped out of my family unit like that, how could anyone. But it’s not like I really complained or told anyone my personal feelings; I was perceived as a happy normal healthy child who had made some friends already too. You know, I don’t think even I fully knew my feelings, we were always kept so busy – and then there was horse riding…… Looking back, I am not sure what my parents were thinking really. I can only assume mum thought someone else would take over all; caring, nurturing, responsible, loving duties, in order to continue the raising of a child. OMG - she was nuts! Possibly delusional, as if that is going to happen with someone else’s child. Such wishful thinking. That school is a business, it is run to make a profit and to provide a number of woman, staff in the Armidale community a good income and a certain ‘status’. Throughout the 6 years, in fact, looking back, if there was ever an opportunity to do an activity outside the school, no matter what it was, I would put my name down to do it! I found myself sometimes in some strange situations, like once I was singing as a part of an Armidale Community choir, (I really have the worst voice in the world, just ask the girl standing next to me!! J) Oh, that reminds me of another story that seems to be missing, I was actually kicked out of choir in primary school, all the kids with bad voices were sent to a room, and gets this, to sing songs! Mmmm, yeah, that makes sense. That was Gunnedah primary school – such bad standards – Teachers with NO common-sense at all). Anyway, strange situations; I guess, that’s why I did rowing. And there was that time where I helped the school principals husband, Dr Gross, do his cemetery research at a cemetery in Glen Innes! There were probably quite a few other things but I can’t remember them! I really do have natural instinct to “ To make lemonade out of lemons”. I put that down to a loving family environment, and mums “Life Be in It“ attitude!! But really had a quiet loathing of that school, and that is even before the other cruel things that happened there came to light. A bunch of girls all living together – as if that is going to work. DER FRED. I’m going to share another little story, even though it’s a little embarrassing for myself. When I was about the age of 3yrs, still young enough that family and friends, when they saw you would come along and pick you up and go weeeee, and twirl you around in the air. So, we were at this party and my young cousin and I had been relegated to the attic space to play. In amongst the owner’s gym equipment, there was a big glass jar full of shiny coins. I wasn’t old enough to grasp the concept of money but when I saw those pretty shiny copper and silver coins, I just had to have them, they were irresistible, so I stuffed as many as I could in my pockets and sleeves. A little bit later when we were downstairs ready to leave the owner saw me, he came over to me picked me up to say goodbye, he twirled me around, and went weeeeee, and guess what, all the shiny coins fell out onto the kitchen floor! Everyone was standing around, I was completely embarrassed, as immediately, I knew I done something wrong, because they weren’t my coins, and even though nobody said anything implying that I had stolen them, everyone knew that I had, or at least the owner certainly did, he must have. I was so humiliated and embarrassed that I’ve never stolen anything since. (of course, later and now, not for embarrassment reasons, (in case you haven’t noticed, I pretty much don’t give a dam what people think of me), it is just so wrong to take something that does not belong to you, not only on a moral standpoint, but on a spiritual level). I had a mother who knew how to raise a child who doesn’t steal too; I remember being young and I was standing in the shopping trolley cart as mum was taking us around the supermarket, and we got up to the baking aisle, my favourite aisle, (even as a young four-year-old or so J), I decided that we should get some food colouring, so I got a red one of the shelf and put it in my big front pocket of my new home made apron, instead of in the trolley, not really thinking, but glad to use my big pocket - certainly not meaning to shoplift it. But we both forgot about it by the time we got to checkout, and on the way home, mum noticed that the red food colouring had leaked all in the big pocket of my new apron, and she said this is exactly why; it’s because we forgot to put it through the checkout - bad things happened to those girls who steal, a sign from God! I still believe her, and this is part of the reason for my Blog - so many stupid women with hopeless mothers who steal from me - SAVE YOURSELF SOME PROBLEMS AND STOP STEALING. 3. No photos of the next one, no camera back then! Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan One time when I drove down to Sydney, I was doing a course for a part of my job’s provider thing at GJS Group, Revesby (Screen Printing course). Since I had time to spare, I stopped off at The Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan, and had a look around – huge, and not yet very impressive, it was still too young then, plus staff there persecute single ladies that attend on their own. The guy at entrance was just plain rude, plus he followed me around in his work Ute (the place is huge). It amazes me how people can’t handle a woman on her own; get a grip and deal with it Australian simpletons - they must see a girl driving on her own and think it’s an invitation to be stalked ARE YOU KIDDING, are you completely stupid you little morons? bugger off (btw, the definition of ‘bugger off’ comes from the word ‘bug’, as in to bug someone, as in to annoy the crap out of them like a fly - that’s where it’s meaning comes from, insects. It doesn’t come from anywhere else) While I was there, I also had some weird girl following me around (? – actually that happens a lot wherever I go, I call them DOGS) and also some devious looking skinny goth guys with black hair that were all dressed in black (BOYS IN BLACK) and seemed to be ‘angry’ about something (?) and certainly not the kind of people you would expect to see at a botanical Gardens, they didn’t even venture into the gardens; they were lurking around the carpark near my (black) car (they probably can’t handle women who drive black cars either). Later that day I got really sick with Flue, and I believe one of those guys broke into my car and spat in my food that was just sitting on my front seat in my car. (I believe they made a changed movie about it; Men in Black with Will Smith. The real story is what unfurled that day in the gardens. Will Smith, who then later, much later, did signs clearly stating he was going to help the blondie steal from me, I assume he was talking about my landlord, and, yes, this is what they do, certain people with way too much money and time on their hands, and influence over other people - play sides. They gang up on someone their ‘victim’, and they do despicable things, and since I am single, I am their perfect target - this was the reason why I had planes flying over my house spraying toxic poisons, this is the reason I have so many people stealing from me, THIS IS THE REASON THAT one of my water bottles was contaminated with urine, this is the reason why any meat I purchase from Woolworths is spoilt, this is the reason why my garden was stolen from me. It’s because of idiots in the movie industry, MORONS Well, I definitely have to mention, there are many many really nice super ones in the television/ movie industry too. Actually, now is a good time to mention this: there is currently some stupid bimbo in the TV/Movie world who is on a rampage and personal bimbo mission to do the opposite of what they’ve done in the past, so if they have been nice in the past (helpful) then they’ll do something disrespectful, like steal from me. Or if they did something nasty to me in the past like those fuckhead boys in black, then they’ll do something ‘nice’, their definition of ‘nice’ is usually putting on a good movie, and so the whole of Australia ‘wins’, which is why there’s a reason for treating me disrespectfully, so they can watch good movies. (I suspect this is also the reason why they stole my Celosia flower seeds BIMBOS) It is a game for bimbos, but like how I got rid of Heath Barwick and Cathy Goldman, I will get rid of stupid bimbos in TV/Movie world – actually, by just writing about what they do here, has so far pretty much been key. Not sure why, I can only assume they are coward bullies who thinks no one can see what they do (nuisance trucks still have not stopped) (Twice I got sick when I have travelled, and I have only travelled twice in the last 30yrs – not a coincidence – evil is prevalent in Australia) Australians are really backwards. WHO exactly is the STUPID RETARD responsible for those people harassing me like that? WHO! COWARD Persecution. I believe it may have been Centrelink related, stupid bimbo nazi dogs that work for Centrelink, who were following me to see what I was doing. All involved (if it were up to me) would be severely fined. See, I told you, truly persecuted all my adult life, just for being single (I AM NEVER GETTING MARRIED YOU IDIOTS deal with it). But this incidence has really affected my whole outlook on life, I no longer can go to Botanical gardens – or ones that I can’t stay in my car at, and I love gardens. I want compensation. BTW, since I wrote this and asked WHO, the next day I received a strange email with a list of about 10 names, but when I went to find that email again, ofcourse it was deleted, and the only name I remember was Nick Cave, but there were also male politicians names mentioned, so I am not sure if some girl was sending me a joke, as I know it is mostly women who harrass me, and not politicians. Plus I did see 2 older women acting suspiciously, who I would say would be more likely responsible, 1 in the gardens, near the swings, and one at the hotel the next morning. 4. Got carcam shot at next Botanical experience: Another example of persecution, Botanical Gardens Gladstone 25yrs later, a second attempt at a Botanical Garden - another example of persecution DOGS FOLLOWING ME AROUND, Botanical Gardens Gladstone Try not to jump to crazy conclusions as you read this, infact you may have to read my whole blog before you can understand it and realize what’s going on. And writing about it, is combating these tormentors, this is my aim here. Persecutory Dog hiding as I drive by, so I do not see her properly and get her/him on camera - this is one of the dogs that follows me around wherever I go, waiting for “fuel” I told you – I literally get followed around wherever I go, and have done so for the past 30yrs. So, I know exactly what they are like, they are extremely predictable if you can see them (most people cannot). This time she was waiting for me to take something out of the botanical garden, like seeds/foliage or duck weed, - but since I did not, she does NOT get a shiny new car, she only gets that bomb you see. Piss off. Get a real job you stupid greedy bitch (half those people seem to want to kill me, the other half seem to want to torture me into perfection I DO NOT STEAL – EVER! Those people do not need fuel, they are haters, and will find ANY excuse to persecute, like how I mentioned before, “well she did not smile at the checkout chick, or say hello to some complete stranger on the street” – it is persecutory game for rich people and or board housewives, (how should I know how they find these people?) and they work in the TV industry too, I mentioned before in my ‘banned google reviews’ about that blonde old woman from Tessuti fabrics who was harassing me, she later appeared on ABC TV harassing me when I had a bath (as in I should not have a bath as there is not enough water. FUCK, what business is it of yours if I have a bath or not, you do not get to decide I how I use my tank water you stupid stupid stupid little dog, fuck off). Anyway, back to this particular day - SO, this does not mean whenever a girl drives past me and beeps in a shiny new car, that I have stolen something, it’s the opposite, meaning the shopkeeper/sales girl has stolen from me in the form usually of overcharging at checkout. Also, I should mention, while I have these types of Persecutory Dogs, it means I do NOT have other types of zombie bimbos harassing me at that place, some kind of weird ‘trade off’ – way out of my control. If you read my “Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan” or my Petersham photo story, you’ll see my usual typical problem I have in public spaces. At these Gladstone gardens, whilst I could not walk around due to my Collapsed Arch, I did get out of the car to eat, and I was not harassed that whole time (except there was heavy machinery work going on nearby). I think they may work in the radio industry too, as I have persecutory truck drivers that drive past my house and beep their horn, especially on Sunday mornings – radio related, they stealing something, not sure what. Possible stories from my blog? They are idiots. If you have something to say to me, then bloody say it to my face – DON’T BE SUCH A COWARD. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police and other such ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s was because I had a charcoal Daewoo hatchback, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse, as in cat and mouse games. I truly am living on a planet filled with idiots and morons. Also, I sense they feel they are doing a ’public service’ as in being righteous and helpful, they can’t see that they are being predatory, controlling, invasive and nazi unwanted. 5. Next image is of a sword yielding school teacher; Bully teachers in Australian public primary schools Public School Teachers - (if your child is small and shy, he/she will be victimized by teachers, it is a given, moth to flame situation, powertrippers can’t help themselves, teach your child to be outspoken in preparation for school) This is how they teach at Gunnedah public school: (Public school tactics) the teacher will find someone in the classroom, usually the smallest kid in the class, often female, and pick on them. Every time they get a question wrong, they will humiliate them and make a big deal over the issue in front of the whole class, and often too, the teacher will go to lengths to set the child up to fail, asking questions they know the child will not know, and then chastise. The teacher will do it over and over again all year long. They do it for the sole purpose of scaring all the other kids (mostly the boys because they’re so bloody lazy) in the class to do their work, otherwise they will be humiliated like this child (otherwise known as the ‘Whipping Boy’ – this happened to me in grade 4 by teacher Debbie Croft at Gunnedah Primary School, scarred for life, (also, with this teacher it is a little complicated, as she was completely stupid, so thus was manipulated by the little boys in the class, BTW, if those boys get away with that; then when they are adults and much stronger, they do all sort of extremely passive wicked things to women and children) Teachers think there so smart, got all the kids figured out, but they don’t. They don’t take into account unseen things like a child’s ‘will’ and how they can bring their intention to fruition. Also I suspect, actually, I know one of the reasons why she enjoyed humiliating me so much, aside from her ego power trip, was because I had a happy childhood, and very healthy - my mother knew how to raise a child, she stimulated and taught us before we started school, so I was self-assured, and smart, in my own way (I was still pretty hopeless at maths due to my previous school) But it was this self-assurance that she didn’t like, particularly because, (1) she could see my clever mothers influence, and (2) I was hopeless at maths, and (3) I was also hopeless at Gym, and she taught at the local gym centre, and (4) I wasn’t one of the cutesy types. It’s a case of “how dare she be so happy and confident” (like to point out, I was not an outspoken type who would annoy the teacher with attention seeking antics. I was quietly assured.) This teacher had an issue with little girls who aren’t cute, cutypie, cutsie, yet still confident - and this was another reason why she chose me as her whipping girl - this particular teacher, and I am sure there would be many more, particularly female, who would note this appearance factor about a child, and won’t let that child ‘shine’ -they will favour and empower the pretty little girls, and be quite passively malicious to the not so cute girls, insinuating that a plain girl is not as “worthy’ as the cute little girl. If you note, with some teachers, like this one, the marks for those girls who aren’t “gorgeous” looking will be lower than those that are considered pretty. I can’t believe no one has noticed this and done anything about it. Department of education; you’re a bunch of bitchy little girls who are asleep at the wheel. YOU HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT TO TEACHERS IN THEIR UNI COURSE. Also, whilst teachers do this, some of the smarter little girls in the class pay full attention to this passive social dysfunctional norm. And there were some little girls in that classroom that I have later had experience with as an adult and a whole “you’re not worthy” issue. It is because of that stupid bloody teacher and ones just like her. I need to point out, there are others, many, that could not see what was going on, and who weren’t the chosen “whipping girl” and saw Debbie Croft in a “golden light” they have no idea what she’s really like, in fact I think at one point, later after she retired, she was awarded some sort of teaching award by the Australian Government. You can imagine how that outraged me. She should not have been a teacher, or around kids. She did not have any kids of her own. I feel Debbie Croft may have experienced this when she was a child, and has passed it on to the next generation, due to the total ‘unawareness’ mind set, of that generation. I believe that generation came from a generation where the cane was frequently used, and ‘misused’ by powertrippers. Religious schools were particularly hideous when it came to psychological abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse. My uncle has told me some grave stories indeed. I only wonder why it has taken, (is taking) so long to get this part of people’s lives RIGHT You have to talk about it. The silver lining; a BIG thankyou to Debbie Croft, as she has enabled me to be one of those girls who is NOT the ‘teacher’s pet’ type, and has NOT that ‘need to please‘ that a lot of women suffer from. Also, because of her, whenever I speak now, I say what I think rather than what I think the other person wants to hear. I find now, a lot of adults when speaking to me, say what they think I want to hear, they lie, it is 2nd nature to them. Which is silly. It is a plus in life, saying what you think, it leads in the end to personal happiness. People who were humiliated as kids, grow up to not give a shit about what people think about them. So, it’s a huge plus being free to do as you please rather than concerning yourself and restricting your actions because of what other people might think. (Good thing for you I am not an axe murderer). BTW, that teacher left in 3rd term to travel and we had a substitute teacher – another example of Gods hand stepping in (finally). And I should mention this teacher may have had a problem with me because of an incident that happened with another teacher at Limbri School, when I was five. So, I had a distinct distrust for teachers - and I believe she picked up on this fact and resented me deeply for it, as she wanted to be worshipped by the young girls – a lot of adult females who take a jobs around children, suffer from that inflection of wanting to be worshipped by the young girls – in my experience. (Unmarried women should NOT be allowed in the classroom – I believe they are putting in teacher aids now, well that’s something I guess, but, this teacher used to co-conspire with 2 of her colleagues (Tydd (single) and Hill (married) ) to come up with ways to humiliate me, not kidding, staff meetings on humiliation tactics, I have a few other stories, but I will leave them out) Plus, I think Debbie Tydd is stalking me, I saw her at Gladstone (could have been a look alike? Have not seen her since I was 8, she had dyed blonde hair now and made a reference to how ‘poor’ I must be.) – but I think she, amongst a group of women is one of those cunts who tries to “teach me a lesson” any opportunity they can get, like those power tripping fucked in the head mothers who have a “project” child; like those women at Bundaberg court, trying to show me how to ‘win in court’? Possibly she is alongside Amos, I can’t remember her first name, she was the singing teacher who booted me out of choir!! {Is this a "thing" I mean a weird thing that teachers do; stalk and follow past students to see what they're doing? I complain on my blog about seeing Cathy Goldman who was stalking me; house mistress from school. I saw Dr Scarf at the bank apologizing to me. I saw the reverend once as well, stalking me at this fabric shop in Surry Hills, Reverend Wern, he was the school Chaplin. Just weird. Actually, there were some other few bad things that happened that year in Primary school, my sister almost died in a choking incident, it was horrendous. Later at the Christmas party, I choked on a lolly in the classroom. I was also sexually assaulted in Wolseley Park by one of the boys from the B class in our year. And I believe it’s all related to Debbie Croft, ‘willing’ misfortune, because she was single. Like I, who am single; and I have dogs that follow me around everywhere I go. I have people who drive trucks who follow me around – total socially retarded types. So, as I do, so did Debbie Croft, and it’s these entities that also wreak havoc, but I am aware of them, she would not have been. She was not. As people have heard about my choking stories, other choking stories, come to light about their kids choking, and when you stand back and look at the big picture, it’s truly like there is some sort of evil unseen entity going around choking children. So, I’m not really sure if that’s true, or maybe children just need to learn how to eat properly, and not move about whilst eating. Watching my cat, I know she never walks around eating, so I’d say that’s possibly more the problem, but you never know. J I want to mention 2 other wicked things that teachers do, the first one is someone else’s story; the teacher started picking on a kid who was fat, just a little, but the other kids picked up on the ‘tone’, and so then started bullying the kid too. The teacher set the ‘bar’ so to speak, as before that, the kid was totally accepted for his size, by all the other innocent 6yrs old. And; some teachers handicap kids -the smart ones, ones that are good at sport, they handicap them so the ones that never win, can have a chance of winning. I feel this is really disgraceful. Handicapping someone who is fully capable- has dire implications that is far-reaching into that child’s future. I was too young to fully remember one of the examples that I’d like to tell you but they definitely did it. I noted it at least twice in my Primary school. It also teaches kids, it is OK to handicap someone (I was later handicapped in my left foot by a deliberate act - my boots were deliberately made faulty to cause Collapsed Arch - unable to walk/exercise for 5yrs now, age 48) (my garden was amazing, you silly little jealous twits) And along the same lines as my ‘gold star dog’ theory, if you’re familiar with that; Teachers brainwash kids into believing that if a person is not a certain standard then they’re not deserving of anything good like the gold star in 5th class. So those little girls apply the same principle in adult life but substituting the gold stars for quality items. (CBA staff do it big time in the banking world too) They just love playing teacher - they are completely stupid and brain washed by ridiculous primary school teachers. My huge 10yr old garden was snatched away from me for this reason. Partly from jealousy too, but mostly it was because I was happy. It seems happiness is what really ‘ticks’ other girls off the most. So, they ‘handicap’ other people who are winning in life, they copy the teachers. {old men do it too, ones that hate women, you know those men from the 80’s} People handicap other people, in a vast array of manner, stealing and theft is major, but ridicule and gossip, is biggest way amongst women. Btw, my mother at the time knew something was wrong at school, she didn’t know what, she didn’t know how to approach the issue at my school, she couldn’t approach the school, let alone stand up to teachers. Women, mothers, weren’t empowered to do such things back then. Also, the school system was very ‘anti-parents’ at the time - as in ‘we are the teachers and we know best, so stay out of it’ – they are so cocky and arrogant from all that power tripping and lording over kids. I’m not sure if it is still that way, I suspect so. The only way she knew how to deal with the problem was to become involved with the school, and she became the school secretary, the rest of my schooling was changed for the better after this happened. But my mother played a big role in my education as she noticed, along with this incident, and another incident that happened when I was 5 at Limbri school, I had issues with listening to teachers, and she help me greatly especially with reading, spelling and homework in general, lucky for me she had a private school education {BTW, we were tested at age 5 for IQ, I scored extremely well, my parents thought I was some sort of genius! (such wishful thinking, I think!), but apparently due to that Limbri power tripping teacher, I developed a FUCK YOU attitude when it came to learning} So, my mum, truly, mother of the year. She is worth mentioning as I suspect, like me, she too probably had dogs trying to ‘discredit’ her at every turn, and she runs rings around most other mothers/teachers. I later found a letter after mum died, in the family filing cabinet, it was a letter of thankyou from Miss Tydd the teacher and then the whole class, I will put it here and here is original: To Mrs Bieman, Thankyou for your help during the year. Miss Tydd, and Tina Brooks Angela Xidas Christina Kilpatrick Stewart Brady Grant Worboys Anne Horwood Rachel Davis Daryl Clark Hayley Barling Ian Hausfeld Peter Schofield Tania Gold Carmen Scully Susan Pryor Darryl Gray Emily Bieman Jason Brydon Carl Doring Elizabeth Donnelly Kirrily Clark Leigh Lamey Nigel Green Rebecca Evans Fiona Pine Melinda Underwood Karen Birchall Andrew Breckenridge Mandy Withers Trudy Cully Lachlan Heywood Simon Parkes It was so amazing when I found this letter, it was like 30 years since I've seen or spoken to any of those kids, and reading through their names, I can picture every single one of their faces, and I can remember each person - some of them are a little vague, but I can still remember them. And 3 of them; Christina, Fiona and Melinda, went on to the same school as me for secondary education. Mandy was the one who saved me for when I was choking and went on to become a nurse. Angela was my best friend at primary school, but we kind of lost touch after we went to separate secondary schools. I remember Jason was a total flirt. he loved women, wonder if he still does or if the reality of the world has sunk into him as well! J I have no idea what any of them are doing now, but it would be interesting to know. They were all a bunch of really good kids, no thieves amongst them. Although Angela later warned me, to stay clear of Simon Parkes, he is a definite bad ass ! BTW, teachers are amongst the top 2 paid female professions in Australia. And I personally believe this is the case, because they winge and moan, so the government gives them more (they are teachers, they can come up with tactics to get more money) But, they winge and moan, not because they think they really deserve more - they winge and moan to try to validate their bad teaching behavior, and all their social discriminations, social dysfunctions, that public school teachers have inflicted onto the next generation of sweet innocent kids, - ruining them. A lot of teachers I’ve encountered are in it purely for the money and the power tripping. They’re not in it to depart knowledge, wisdom, information, or education. If given a choice between working as a teacher or staying at home doing what they please, most would take the latter option. But of course our society dictates we need to make money, so this is an easy profession for a lot of women. This is what the real-world dictates and I know if I had kids, I certainly won’t be sending them off to school on their own at age 5 -would you send your five-year-old off into the real world? that’s what you do when you send them to school - with teachers from all sorts of backgrounds with all sorts of motives. It’s not like a school is some sort of magic environment where everything is wonderful and perfect and your child can have the best chance of life possible, and I’m only talking about the teachers here, don’t get me started on playground antics. I want to add Debbie Croft is the same teacher who had a bee in her bonnet about teaching the whole class ‘big words’. And so one holidays, my cousin Sebastian and I, were having a fierce spelling competition, and ofcourse I whipped his butt due to Debbie Croft’s mission, but it was grandma who couldn’t handle the fact that I, a mere girl, beat him, (precious Sebastian who was going to be a lawyer when he grew up). She was so upset she stormed off to the kitchen and smashed her glass into the sink. Sneaky Sebastian…. possible sore loser…. 6. No image on this one; Everybody needs to read this – Harassment Laws I have been harassed so much in my life, and the stupid bimbos doing it, would not even know about the legality of what they are doing. Such is the nature of stupid women in Australia. IT IS ILLEGAL TO HARRASS SOMEONE HERE IN AUSTRALIA This is taken from SAFEWORK.NSW.GOV.AU (but they keep changing their wording slightly), also a lot of gov website describe Harassment as something only associated with sex or race, but IT IS NOT, it applies to any situation, inregards as to what you are being harassed for. All my neighbours need to read this, aswell as my landlord, plus Australian politicians, TV network industry and old men. It seems most people I encounter needs to read this. (Can you see why I often feel like I am surrounded by morons?) HARASSMENT What is harassment? Harassment is verbal or physical behaviour which is unwanted and unwelcomed. Verbal harassment may include: Repeated suggestive comments; Jokes or insulting remarks; or Persistent personal invitations or requests. Physical harassment may include: Deliberate physical contact; Persistent staring or rude gestures; Displaying sexually graphic or offensive material; or Destruction of personal belongings. How do you deal with harassment? Don't ignore it! Do something to let the person know that you object to their behaviour, and that you do not want it repeated. See your teacher, or another senior officer on the Campus, and discuss the matter. Harassment and the Law Harassment has been made unlawful by the NSW Anti-Discrimination Act (1977), on the grounds of: Gender; Race; Marital status; Physical, intellectual or psychiatric disability; Sexual preference; or Age. 7. Next photo across above, shows my family with our cousins, the Bones; Good parents are parents who - 20 tips for well-adjusted kids (endeavouring to rid myself and other victims from bullies) btw, I did temp nanny work briefly, I worked for many families, and I would say out of all of them, only 1 mother really knew what her kids were like! The others just saw what they wanted their kids to be like! Talk about family budget. Teach about the value of money, give them an allowance and use it to discipline (more effective than spanking, or grounding, and do not use FEAR. ‘Free reign’ goes a long way, don’t keep your kids on a leash, then you’ll see, they will be able to make the correct responsible decisions, and won’t need to act rebellious). It takes skill to be a parent. Teach them not to steal. How to save for what they want. Not to be jealous of others; stick to their own plans/goals, not be concerned about other people‘s business. Make sure you can provide at least a deposit for their own home at 18. Choose friends wisely, but don’t be rude. Be involved with child’s homework and generally keep tabs on what they’re doing and making sure that they’re understanding everything as they go along each year (preferably home-school them but not all parents are that savvy!) You have to answer all their questions! Ensures by the time their child is ready to leave the family home, has at least 4 or 5 tasty healthy dishes up their sleeve. Knows how to iron their own clothes, clean own space, and clean up after themselves in any situation, without being told. Encourage the child to find, then do what interests them. But push them into something if they can’t find anything, certainly make sure they do a sport of some sort, if not 2 or 3. Make sure they read every day, and have a Library card. Encourage them to dance around the house, teach them how to be happy and how to see the funny things in life, how to make a witty joke; how to ‘fly’ - I don’t know, maybe install a flying trapeze setup! Don’t be a “no you can’t” authoritarian with them all the time. Teach them to communicate, be honest and say what’s on their mind – start before they can speak! talk to them about life in general, how you feel that day. Surprising how bad people are at communicating. Encourage them to stick up for anyone being victimized. Don’t laugh at them or they’ll feel like a loser and develop overweight problem. Teach them how to be respectful, polite, and well mannered, how these tactics are used to get what you want in life -it is a game. Teach them the difference between strength and bitchiness. Gradually make them aware of politics and how the country works. Teach them, not everything you hear on the news, is going to be true, because everyone has a hidden agenda. Don’t hide the truth, ever, they can handle it. Treat kids like small adults with respect. No ‘pretend protecting’ them by hiding information, I see TV shows with parents hiding conversations from kids. Indeed, I remember my parents once closing the doors off so that the kids couldn’t hear the phone conversation that mum was having, at the time my grandpa, mums dad, passed away, and she didn’t want any of the kids to find out, or really no doubt, to see her emotional, which I feel is really ridiculous because you’re placing shame on emotion and teaching shame. Be honest, don’t lie, this includes illegitimate kids (no inbreeding in the future!) When they are young before age 5, especially make sure you play with them, sing with them, inspire and stimulate them - this will ensure that they do well at school. Get them to read to you. Make sure they are outspoken in preparation for school, and not shy. When you make the decision to have kids, your life is now 100% about them, till they leave the nest. Of course, make sure they’re getting the right nutrients, 3 meals every day and limited processed foods. Teach them the value of why they need to eat properly, their body is a temple. Eating healthy is an area that low-income people can do too; thus, you can elevate your child’s ‘abilities’ into a high-income arena; so, they can compete on an even playing ground. Teach them about marketing people, and how they’ve got young people brainwashed through television ads, billboards, and social media conversations. Don’t be a marketed sucker (or a fashion victim). Children are not to go on Roller Coaster rides. Awaken your kids; the world doesn’t need any more sleeping beauties. Teach them about human connections and people who do reflections. The importance of ‘sound mind always’ as they will need all their wits about them, to be successful. Teach them the Psychology of bullying, teach them empathy, to ensure they don’t bully other kids or animals. In brace people who are weird and different. And how to care for the planet. Teach them how to be a good loser. Especially teach young boys how to be respectful to girls / women concerning sexuality. Teach all about sex, there is to be no shame. Teach empathy. Avoid using your kids as a power trip; having a bad day? don’t take frustrations out on kids by yelling. Your job as a parent is to ‘empower’ them, so they can grow up and do what they want in life, be responsible for their own actions. But, speaking loudly is important, to encourage wakefulness; yelling gets their attention, your allowed to yell, let them be loud. Teach about adults/ teachers who will want to use them to power trip, how to best deal with them. Make them be always aware, if they’re feeling uncomfortable or in pain, in any situation to say stop, and get out/ leave/deal with the situation. Make it your job to find out what your child is interested in so you can help them determine what career best suits their personality, be very involved in their transition from school / college to the workplace, make sure they have an understanding of workplace conditions, wage, super, holiday, sick pay, etc etc. Teach about the wicked ways of the world, wicked people/employers/lovers, who will want to use them. Teach them about power. Teach prudence, and or abstinence. Encourage contraception, and the importance not to have children unless you have a committed partner, proper income and a caring nature. Children are NOT for everyone. Be warned, after creating such perfect kids, you yourself will have problems with other jealous parents and teachers! And btw, if you’ve had your kids on a “leash” you read this, and suddenly “unleash” them - it’s not going to work, you’re going to have all sorts of problems! Hence why some kids act out after leaving home. I recommend reading up on how to raise kids, before you have kids. And if you were abused as a child – do NOT have kids; you will subconsciously pass along abuse behaviour whether you want to or not. 8. Lastly, that final image across that row above is an image of my 'sabotaged' work boot; Seeking Facebook help as Dr refused to help - diagnose a handicapped foot After two years of living with a sore foot, and the doctor was unable to tell me what was wrong. I decided that I should put a posting on a Facebook forum (this was before I was ban from Facebook). This is what I said; For all the people who are concerned about my health - Could you please pray for my sore foot. (Note the people on this forum had previously accused me of having mental health problems when I put photos up of stolen items – they stupid stalkers). This story is really tedious, only a very patient person would be able to read the whole thing. There was an accumulation of events which has caused major injury – like those ‘King Tide + big storm event = extreme circumstances and damage’ that you have heard about on the news. About 3 Summers ago I started feeling some discomfort in my left foot. I just assumed there was some little pebble/stick/seed/dirt that had got in, between my left foot and my Crocs holy shoe, causing some irritation on the bottom of my sole, so all summer I was forever taking my left foot out of my shoe, scraping it on the side of my leg to try and remove any bits of debris - I didn’t really pay much attention. One day I was inside the house in bare feet standing around the table by the big window in the living room, and next thing you know I felt this sharp stabbing pain in the side of my left foot and I looked down, and I somehow had managed to tread on a size 3.75mm knitting needle, it went straight into my foot about 1cm deep (strange bird behaviour from outside the window?). So, after a few limpy weeks, the injury on the outside part of the left foot healed, there was still a little inflammation on the inside or maybe fluid retention- I’m not an expert on injuries. But just as it was healing nicely, I was outside in the chook yard collecting some plums from my plum tree when a chook distracted me (strange bird behaviour again), and I managed to tread on a pruned branch/twig, and it went straight through my croc’s shoes and into the sole, about 2cm away from where the previous injury had been. So, this double injury became some sort of internal fluid mess, it was very painful I couldn’t really walk properly. Then the agitation I had experienced before that, what I thought was a summer seed, was getting worse and worse and finally I realized on the sole of my left foot there was a big lump and it was really painful, so then I assumed, it must’ve been a seed callous from those little bumps on the croc shoes, but it turned out to be a reaction to the homoeopathic medicine I’d taken, and it caused a big huge planter wart to grow (I was wrongly diagnosed by student/supervisor homeopath at the St Leonard’s Institute – whole other story). So at this point, my foot was quite a mess. Now to top it off, at this time I had my 25m long lap pool up and running (my pride my joy, to sort any back problems, and it did). But I had a low-flow pump on it, this means I had a lot of cleaning to do by hand, so I would spend at least 30 mins every day that summer walking up and down the pool sweeping up any dead bacteria to one end, ready for vacuum – I actually enjoyed doing it, any pool related activity was fun, but, as after about 15minutes or so, it did get a little cold, and I found myself walking up and down on tippytoes, and it was this stretching of the foot, plus my initial injury (still unsure at that point about what that was – but later I saw it was a hole in my workboots, a 20c coin sized depression on the inside sole, plus all the other stabbing injuries, suddenly my foot said NO! NO MORE, and it totally spasmed out, like the middle toe stuck right upwards, there was all strain along the arch, I was “what is going on with my foot?” as I stuck it up out of the water. It threw its final tantum in the pool. I did visit the Doctor, a few months later, as it had not heeled; taking advise from my new landlord (I did have to move twice in the meantime on my sore foot) and he had no comment about the sore foot – he did not notice the problem. Dr Gittoes. But he did advise me about the planter wart - and taking his advice I applied Salicylic Acid to the planter wart. I watched it eventually fall off and then grow back. (Salicylic acid does not work at all on planter warts, why doctors would suggest using Salicylic Acid? It just doesn’t work.) DOES NOT WORK. I knew from experience when I was 17, the only thing that rids a planter wart completely is actually homoeopathic medicine. As I now no longer trusted homeopaths, I did some research myself and came up with Thuja, so the pain from that 2yr old planter wart stopped after a week from taking Thuja, thank goodness, (I did not have that lump that whole 2yrs) but it’s too early to say whether the whole thing will disappear. (It did after 2 weeks or so – I have to add, I took 4 little balls daily after dinner for 4 days, in my experience that’s the way to do it. However, the instructions on the thuja bottle (from the chemist) said to take 4 balls, 5 times a day for 4 weeks – which is WAY too much, and you will most likely give yourself long term side effects if you took that much of any homeopath medic.) So, update at this point; a little birdie later advised me, that the hole in my shoe (that was causing that initial irritation), was actually caused from the planter wart penetrating into the memory foam of my work boots, and leaving an indentation. If you ever experienced a plantar wart, you know that they are full on rock-hard areas. At the time I heard this I was a little skeptical, thinking that someone had sabotaged my work boots because there was a big issue about unemployed people receiving free workboots (a jealousy issue), so someone had sabotaged my boots. But I think after thinking about it over some years, the indentation theory is probably more likely because it would be quite hard to put a hole in someone's work boot like that. So in the meantime the rest of my internal injuries was still prevalent, and to add to the 2 stabbings, I again trod on a big tapestry needle into the same spot as my initial knitting needle stabbing (that only went .5cm – again, strange bird behaviour), and also, one pitch black night when I was out chasing the cows that had got into the garden, I trod on a wire basket that had been moved by the cows into the middle of the yard, again in the same spot on my left foot, and again adding to the fluid and inflammation that was already in there causing pain. So, I have had five consecutive injuries on my left foot, and in the middle of this I had to re-locate houses 6 times, YES 6 TIMES, so my left foot hasn’t had any rest and hasn’t been able to heal properly. So, this is why I posted a picture of my left foot, so I can ask everyone out there please pray for my left foot and that it gets better soon, and no more injuries occur. Many thanks So that’s what I put up on Facebook, almost, without the updates. I did not really get any response. One girl suggested I should go to the Dr. I did not explain to her, I did already. (The fact that I wasn’t diagnosed and treated properly had something to do with the fact that I didn’t have any status in society, as I was viewed as single and unemployed, very typical if I ever go to a Dr – there’s no point.) Also, I have to say something about the bracketed strange bird behaviour – talk about spotting a weakness and picking on it. Five consecutive injuries – not a coincidence. But 1 yr later, I was at the Chiro re my sore back, (no more lap pool) and I thought he seemed quite savvy, why don’t I ask him about my foot, so I did, he took one very quick look, and straight away he said “Collapsed Arch” or “Planter fasciitis”. I should check my shoes for any problems, which I did, and lo and behold there was the hole, the size of a 20c coin in the left shoe, 4mm deep, right under the soft pad part of the foot, and slightly to the left. This hole is the number 1 cause of the foot problem from the beginning, and as the pain started 8-12mnths after I started wearing those new $250 Mack Boots. So, a few months of walking on a ‘hole’ sole, created a weakness for walking on my tippytoes, which is why it could not handle the walking back and forward – my other foot with no hole, was fine with the tiptoeing. In retrospect, just before it all started, I recall hearing someone (still unknown) that they were going to handicap me. I heard this and wrote it off, “handicap me, as if” I am strong like bull! It was along the same lines as I heard them say they were going to get me for unregistered vehicle – again, I wrote that off, as I had totally forgotten that I had not paid my rego, and they did get me - $5500 fine – arss. I am 100% sure this was sabotage by the shoe company incahoots with others. I believe it was done deliberate to handicap me, mainly due to my garden – I won. People don’t like to see single women win. (There was also a possible stilhetto issue, see page 2, aswell as Centrelink Jobs provider issue, re “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, aswell as a gumboot issue, see at the bottom) So, I have left my previous assumption about boot sabotage, because that’s what I felt at the time. And I did literally hear that they were going to handicap me. A pervert old man thing. So, at the time when this happened, my garden was really taking shape, I was starting to eat all my own fresh organic vegetables, my fruit trees were producing stone fruit, I was picking flowers for the kitchen, I was exercising in the pool, feeling really good and trim. My seed business was taking off. I was really very happy and pleased with myself, because this, as far as I'm concerned, is what life is about. I mean if you want to make things difficult for yourself by all means go ahead, but this is how I wanted to live my life, and I was doing it. I really suspect that this is an underlying issue for many people, they don't like to see women win, and women be happy. In fact, it reminds me of this documentary I saw, about gay men in the 17th century or some such time in the past, and they were really vilified in society, and the main reason was because, there was this group of men having fun together, and not having to go home and look after women at the end of the day, not having to look after kids; and this was what really what upset all the old man in the community, it's like “how dare you have fun and be happy when we all have to go home to the ball and chain”. You know, it’s not like the planet needs any more kids! Only a ¼ of women are suitable to breed in my opinion anyway, the rest are too hopeless, they just want to get out of work, and have someone to lord over and control, or, appear normal; not suitable reasons to have kids. I’ve been unable to walk properly for 6 years, (so far) or do any exercise. I used to walk around my garden at Rangari, in the evening, my favourite thing; once I was so happy, I started humming to Julie Andrew’s ‘These are a few of my favorite things’ and thinking to myself, NOW I, have my own favorite things! Including the Story apricot tree as I walked by…. (‘happiness’ drives bullies mad, and they do despicable things to such people – such jealousy). BTW I know there are some people out there thinking I have depts, and this is the reason why I was handicapped! THINK AGAIN - I never have any kind of DEBTS. I am the kind of person when I get a bill I pay it pretty much straight away, always has been the case - Miss Perfect - that’s who I am. That’s why they did it…. (It is not politicians running this country, it is Bimbo Cockaninnies that run this country) HELL with THEM - my garden was gorgeous! Oh, someone else, no names here, said I was handicapped, so that I would sit on the couch and watch my fav TV shows – the more I watch, the more work they got. (6yrs now, a lot of couch tv watching, SYTYCD.) So, I didn’t throw my workboots out until after Dr Mohammed the Chiro diagnosed me and told me to check my boots. So, basically walking around on the cause of the problem for 4 yrs! Major damage MAJOR, which is why it still has not healed (it’s only meant to take 12mnths to heal, but there are at least 2 different types of Collapsed Arch, I had the type similar to what Ballerinas get, have written about elsewhere to enlighten Dr’s, as some are not familiar with it). I did actually request a new pair workboots when I moved to Gladstone (move number four), as by this point, my boots were looking a bit tatty, and as part of my job’s provider, they’re meant to provide workboots, but this one in Gladstone, Tania Poschalk, refused (she was the one that looked like Catherine, from image clothing, where I used to work, that was closed, curse her.) I believe it was her; the jobs providers get people, bullies from my past and insert them in as “case managers”. They are fucked cunts who want to play “nazi”. People handicap other people in a vast array of manner, stealing and theft is major; psychological torture. Usually ridicule, is biggest way amongst women. Guess they felt they needed to take a more physical approach with me, as the ridicule seemed not to be working. Sticks and stones as mum always told us! I guess they did not want to see a whole lot of gardeners in this country. Stick to the couch, football and booze, NO THANKS. Btw, I also had some difficulties later with diagnosis ‘in writing’ and treatment. The chiro refused to put his diagnosis in writing, and there was only 1 other medical professional who could see the problem, a physio, and he also noted the big toe muscle problem, the muscle that runs from the toe, under the arch and all the way up the leg – basically he was the only person that could see the problem, everyone else thought I was making it up to get out of work, - and overcharged me as a result, or, were stupid, really STUPID, or fakers, fake doctors; fake podiatrist at Bundaberg – stupid women – I will never see a so called female Dr ever again, they are useless, fakers. (None of them btw, could see the lymph problem either) That 1 other medical professional could see it, was a physiotherapist, by the name of Cody Amos, from Bundaberg, I would say, the only professional in Bundaberg, aside from that waxer (never see a female chiro, podiatrist or female doctor of any sort for that matter, they are clueless – they have no feel for their field. Oh wait. I remember a female Indian/Australian doctor I saw in Gunnedah once – another genius) I only have my experience to base my conclusions on. Having said that about the physio, later, it turned out, he was helping the dogs steal my care plan physio appointments for back. Apparently, my landlord stole them Wainberg aka Cate Rogers. At one point in 2022 it started to heel after an ‘accidental’ cold treatment when I was stuck in the ocean for 3hrs, but it later collapsed, in my gungho excitement. I also feel the lack of diagnosis by a GP, is not only to do with inexperience, but possibly knowing about the whole sabotaged boot, as in Drs ‘in the know’, and wanting to protect the “powers that be” who did it. Fear of upsetting the “Powers that be”. Such is the coward nature of most people I have thus far encounted in my life, when it comes to this exact bully situation. Very seldom does someone step forward in a large bully situation and speaks against the bullies, infact I have never seen this happen, ever. Same as playground, adults, still the same. I remember when I was at Rangari, planting all my trees, building fences to protect them, tending the vege patch; Occasionally it would rain, and felt I needed gumboots. At the time, I could not find any women’s gumboots. The only ones I could get were pathetic flimsy chin high boots. It’s like the material that the boot was made out, was probably about 2 or 3mm thick, and the soul was made from the same material and same thickness, more or less. It was ridiculous. I thought if I trod on a stick, it would just go straight through the boot into my foot, I may aswell be wearing bare feet! I remember complaining about it to myself, thinking how absurd those boots are, I thought it’s an area that “women’s liberation” hasn’t yet discovered; Work Gumboots! Now I believe that, all that ‘personal’ complaining about that, to myself, {you know, it’s not like I wrote a formal nasty letter bitching about lack of female work gumboots to anyone !! lol}. So, I believe this response from me, has triggered the “stupid dogs”, to be outraged by my complaining. Somehow it is the fault of the DOGS, that they did not yet make woman’s work gum boots – this is what they must have thought? And this in turn may have prompted them to sabotage, my normal work boots, with a hole in the sole to create a collapsed arch. As I must be an ungrateful person? Now listen here DOGS; don’t you tell me to be grateful about PATHETIC workGUMboots, that weren’t designed for working in. If I want to complain about something, (TO MY SELF FOR GODSSAKES, about anything) then I would have a legitimate reason too. I don’t complain about stupid things. I’m a very aware and grateful person. So, you yourselves go eat humble pie, and fuck off. And if you want to be such perves, then you will get the ugly truth, suck it up. 9. Mothers to blame for a thieving offspring Adjustable pipe wrench STOLEN Similar to this one, taken from farm on Bridges Road, Rangari, NSW (near Gunnedah) By, I suspect, Heath Barwick - no conviction. I’ve had about $10,000 worth of stuff stolen since I moved there, one item at a time, plus I was harassed especially at night with noises from my neighbour, my neighbour was Heath Barwick. (No other neighbours in the vicinity) He had been friends with my little brother at school many years ago, Daniel told me that he used to steal from him back then - why was he not charged back then and jailed? We were never and are still not friends. So, Heath Barwick‘s mother, I hate to burst your marital bubble, but you stupid bimbo failure of a mother, I hope you rot in hell, have you any idea of how much of a thief your son is? How much he harasses and stalks women, how he has absolutely no respect for women at all? His attitude is totally retarded. This is your fault Mrs Barwick, this is no one else’s fault but yours Mrs Barwick, hopeless woman, you should not have had kids. I want my $10,000 back plus compensation for psychological torment. And bunnings bimbos copycats who think “I want to play to” - you stupid little thieving dogs. I wrote this in 2020, after one of my jobs providers, I am fairly certain was in fact Mrs Barwick (?) She did not have the same name, but I was just reminded of Heath every time I went there: she seemed to have the same mannerisms. She did confess to me at one point she used to be addicted and on drugs. My landlord then prompted me to write down what I ought to say to her, if it was her. And, just above, that's what I came up with. 5 years later I need to update it, because, back then I did not realise the full extent, of how mothers are the main problem, the root cause of all these problems I see in other thieving annoying people; it's because of the way they were raised. Someone told me that Mrs Barwick was from the 80s, and she was a hippie on drugs, and that’s why she's a total bimbo and hopeless mother. But this is not an excuse for being a bad mother. Obviously if you're going to take party drugs you can't have kids; only a stupid person would have kids if they are a drug user. Actually, I feel the same about alcohol too, but considering how many drunks there are in this country, no one would be able to have kids if they followed that piece of wisdom. And back in 2020 when I was ban from Facebook, I realise this is a real reason why; they don't want me talking about bimbo housewives, they don't want bimbo housewives to deal with negative issues. They don’t want to upset bimbo housewives. You know it's this very particular philosophy of not wanting to deal with negative things, that makes women bimbos! Such irony. It's not like they are born bimbos; it's over the years they become stupid because they don't want to deal with these HARD things. They become ‘sleeping beauties’. (Unfortunatly some women are never awake in the first place). Now, I can’t compare Heath’s mother to my aunt, as I do not believe I had any of the sort of problems I have had with Heath, with my 2 cousins. But I imagine, in Australia, a relatively wealthy country, this is a common issue: Wealthy housewives with one or two kids, and a husband that takes care of all financial burdens; so, if any ‘uncomfortableness’ crops up, the wife and the husband expect the husband to handle it, so the wife does not have to ‘worry’ about anything. They get into the mindset ‘oh well that's negative, we only focus on positive things - for the children’. They're clueless and oblivious to what they're setting their brains up for: which is bimbohood! They think they're doing the right thing for the kids, but they're not. I call this phenomenon complacency. Housewives get complacent because housewives generally refuse to deal with negative issues, and this very fact makes them stupid. And you might think stupid as in, they just not wise of ways of the world, or how other people live…well, I am talking about that, but I'm also talking about their brain changes, so that they are mentally unaware and part zombie. As an example, one of my aunts is quite wealthy, happily married, looked after and cared for by her very astute husband all her adult life. So, she would have little knowledge of the kinds of problems a single woman for instance has to deal with on a daily basis, like neighbour harassment, {side bar; last 4 days my neighbour has harassment me with extra loud music after I complained about them revving their car to try and get me to garden: playing God….}, having to install security cameras to stop petty thefts, locking all the doors and windows whenever she goes outside, like to do some gardening or put the washing out. Body cams! I bet the thought has never occurred to her that, she should put a camera on when she leaves the car out shopping, because some little idiot is going to break into her car and steal something while it's parked out in the car park?? (Actually, I am not sure she even drives – I have never seen her drive.) So, I guess I'm saying, it's this extra caution and alertness and worry and stress, that makes people more awake and aware. I'm not sure about the long-term benefits of worrying and being alert and stressed! I'm fairly certain it will take its toll. In fact, I have noticed as a general rule of thumb, people who have an easy life, and don't work; live longer, albeit, maybe in a state of zomby. And I also know it's related to control, one person wanting to control the marriage, the other person not having any control, and so it is this factor that puts them to sleep. Marriage is meant to be equal, there has to be equal respect, equal control - for fairness. I will stop now, but I feel there is more on this subject of bad mothering. Compulsory parenting classes for all pregnant women. All. 10. Massage chair rip off from harvey norman Female staff at Harvey Norman Tamworth stealing it from young customers. So, I just had a realisation about who is stealing from me and where they are from (2019). There seems to be a short blonde girl, I guess now she would be in her 40s, but has been following me around stores, mostly in Tamworth, especially Harvey Norman and Bunnings. In retrospect, I’m pretty sure she doesn’t actually work for them but she has friends who work there (how could she be the sales girl at both Harvey Norman and Bunnings) but, let me be clear, Harvey Norman are as guilty as can be - they allow her to basically steal from me in the form of overcharging at checkout. 20 yrs ago I recall paying $5000 for this massage recliner, back in 1998, or thereabouts, at Harvey Norman in Tamworth. There was a little short blonde sales girl, I have a fairly clear memory of her and what she looked like, although I don’t really pay much attention to sales girls, unless we have a specific conversation, but I do remember asking how much was this chair, she clearly said, the cost of this chair was $5000, it was reduced, as it was a showroom chair. Which at the time was half the amount of money that my grandmother had just given me, (she sold her house and was going into a nursing home, she gave each of the grandkids $10,000) I had decided that I would treat myself to this massage chair as it would last my whole life and I thought it would save money from going to a masseuse. At the time I didn’t have a credit card (that’s another story about Commonwealth Bank unempowering low-income women – Goldstar Dogs) Anyway, my sister and I had pre-arranged that she would pay for the chair on her credit card, and I would pay her later in cash. That’s why she was there with me, because I didn’t have a credit card. I naïvely did not check the faded fine print on the receipt at the time. BUT because just recently 20 years later due to an extreme unfortunate series of events in my life (due to more thieving bimbos) I’ve had to really relocate for the fifth time in more or less 12 months, so enough is enough, I cannot keep moving my big huge recliner, my arms have had it, so unfortunately I would have to sell my fantastic massage chair, the only option (which really defeats the whole reason why I purchased it, because it was meant to last my whole life and the chair was still in really good condition and would have done so, but, really, no choice). Anyway, I dig out the receipt and finally read it, and guess what it says $2700 plus $100 delivery! So, this is when I realised what had happened, and in retrospect, that short blonde girl, I’ve seen her numerous times in different shops where I’ve been ripped off, and I’m thinking she was in cahoots with my sister, but I’m not sure because I haven’t seen my sister at any other place, I’ve only seen this short blonde girl, (I mean maybe she penny’s friend Amber, or maybe it was Cate Cameron from my school? – I did not really get a good look – maybe she a prostitute?) she particularly used to be at Bunnings later. And if she can’t overcharge at checkout, she watches what I put through checkout, and if she wants it, she follows me home and steals from my house. I keep a track of everything that has been stolen from me and if you go through the list of stolen items, you’ll see I talk about some short blonde girl (goggles, dust brush….) so it would be her it. And the reason why I have so many items stolen from me is because this girl at Harvey Norman all those years ago got away with it, $2200 profit, that’s a huge incentive to continue doing it. I used to not really don’t pay much attention when I’m at checkout, so now I wear a camera, bodycam, so I can catch anyone on camera, and of course this girl has suddenly disappeared, but I have moved over 1000km from Tamworth. Also, so far, I have caught 2 sales people stealing from me on camera – it’s on you tube, go see. (My chair eventually sold for $400 on gumtree, no-one wanted it, now that young guy who bought it for only $400, will have good quality massage chair for at least 30-40yrs if not more – life really sucks, on numerous occasions) I would like that blonde bimbo to; stop making my life hell, fuck off you stupid little girl – then drop dead. 11. Bunnings Bimbos at Tamworth stealing from due to entrapment - realization of their game So, after years and years of thefts, I (with help from certain police) have just had a realization about who is stealing and where they are from. Here is the story. I would categorise myself as one of the “good girls”. I was raised in a loving family, where fighting and bulling wasn’t allowed. I went to a private school where there was a lot of discipline, certainly if anyone was caught stealing, they would be expelled immediately, and I believe in my whole time I was there, there was only one girl caught stealing. Although I do know of one other girl in retrospect who stole a lot and she was never caught or disciplined. But I am definitely opposed to stealing, I would never shoplift from a shop, or take something from somebody else’s house when I visit them -such as I have witnessed other girls do, frequently since. I also do not torment people, and bully them like a lot of women do, wanting to go on power trips, one girl told me I should try it, it’s fun and it’s a good way to lose weight. Seriously that’s what she said – she is FUCKED, fucked in the head. I’m a respectful person. A lot of those “bad types” of bitches would categorise me as ‘Miss goody two shoes’. And the thing about those bitches, if they see someone acting so perfect, it irritates them, it’s like they think “who does that girl think she is” and so they try and come up with devious ways to entrap me. I’m pretty sure there has been a lot of situations where there has been temptation put in my way, but like I said, I really do fit that category of a “good girl” – which was defiantly a good thing I was, as I did not know, but when you’re young, 18 and in your 20’s, and 30’s for that matter, actually, my whole life, especially if you’re on your own a lot, well me! - you have people that watch you, all the time. They are especially intrigued by girls just out of school, alone in a new city (actually, I would think any parent who sends their daughter off to a big city when they are 18, foolish, but that’s just me and my experience.) So, back to my Bunnings Bimbos story - these bitches were so frustrated by their attempts failing to entrap me, - like it really annoyed them that I was not a shoplifter, so much so that they just persisted even harder, and hounded me, and there’s a big gang of them who worked like a pack of dogs; they would follow me around and try to set me up, - it was a competition for them, they really hated the idea of me, some girl out there (single) who was alike the ‘Virgin Mary’! It incensed them! (Someone later made up a joke for me, that those girls must have been so frustrated for following me around for 20-30 odd years trying to catch me shop lift, and because I never did, they most likely have mental health problems now, and they should seek counselling!!!). And, "Stop trying to turn me into the bad guy, you television cartoon superhero raised Superhero wannabe twits". In one such instance, btw, I didn’t know this ‘competition’ was going on at the time, I wish I did, I would’ve done things a little differently this day - when you have a gang of wilful people trying to ‘will’ you to something, only a very strong young woman would be able to not be led astray; but on this particular day at Bunnings, there was about five women, and they knew I needed to purchase some clamps, timber clamps (they dogs). I needed some help as the clamps didn’t have their pins, and this is when it started, the dogs were playing some sort of tag game, getting me to walk up and back from one end of the store to the other, no one would help me, they would hide, and run if they saw me coming, if you’ve ever been to Bunnings you know this could be kind of exhausting, (this was before my collapsed arch, thankgoodness) so actually, I can’t remember the details, but, this blonde guy came down and gave me a pin (I don’t think he even worked at bunnings - in retrospect I now recognize him (practically albino) – he burgled me and my flatmates flat in Sydney in 1992 (how stupid if your albino to enter a life of crime – stand out like a sore thumb). Side bar: So, this is a fully organized crime ring, run by women who get ‘thugs’ to do their dirty work, and I suspect they have connections to the private school I attended, in fact I think I recognised some of the 5 women as old NEGS girls; some NEGS girls have a specific way of dressing. They have money. Maybe someone at that school got wind of the Bonds story below, and advised the school network, who then preceded to think they had to do something about this “atrocious shoplifter” ?? I mean that would be totally stupid, so I guess it actually may have happened, given the nature of most women. Make no mistake these people are real; they also try to steal from me anyway they can. I later recalled an incident at a previous work place, Bonds, that may have triggered it, as those women who worked there, are a part of the dog network. I will now include that story: one day at work I was wearing some white double muslin pants, but being only 19 still, I had overlooked my orange underwear, so one could vaguely see bright orange showing through! – my boss quietly suggested I go down to the sample rejects room (bonds underwear that did not make the cut), and find a somewhat wearable white underpant, off I went. There was some difficulties finding something that was not too badly cut or whatever the flaw, the only thing I could find was a white thong, so I thought I would try it, as I had not tried one before (and, soooo bad – so uncomfortable, all day I felt like I had a wedgy!! Never again!). Anyway, I suspect the other girls that work there thought I had stolen the thong. {Women being stupid medalling jealous gossips as they are}, and this factor may have triggered the dog pack who follow me around? - I know at the time, I certainly was discriminated in the Pendle Hill community, where Bonds was located (by women). I recognized one of those women, I vaguely remember her from bonds, she still has the same short haircut, quite tall and slim still. She was like a territorial dog, (you know, the stupid kind), it was most likely her that thought I stole the thong, and has since arranged a dog network to steal from me? But I saw her later, she was the one who stole my gumtrees that I had planted on the Keepit Dam rd, she was the one who delivered my planters from bunnings and stole my Petunia seedling. I am pretty sure I have seen her countless of other times too. If anyone at Bonds remembers her, please let me know her name, or the police, she needs to be locked up. Fancy harassing some young girl, (at first) for the next 25 odd years. She has a total screw loose. I’m serious, there must be someone who knows from back in 1993/4 exactly who I’m talking about (she did not work in the Design/sample room). You need to speak up so other people are saved from this stupid woman. They picked on the wrong ‘small frame’ girl. I am going to get ya! Btw, these people and the thieving blonde sales girls at Harvey Norman made sure they silenced me by having me banned from Facebook – any new account is automatically deleted within 12hrs, NOW that’s oppression. But I persist, persistence is the key, for people (the actually good ‘thinking’ people) who listen and do something (but since they can’t even get those greedy mongrels to pay taxes, there is not much hope, still, the thieving at my house has slowed considerably since I do not go to bunnings anymore. Back to my Pin story; I did some more looking around and got all the other things I needed, and I somehow ended up with another pin. So, suddenly I had 2 pins, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to walk all the way back from the trade checkout to find the bloody girl and give 1 back (btw, that girl I saw, I don’t think she worked at Bunnings either, she was there to set me up – brown hair, skinny, freckles, she could have been that bimbo from Centrelink that I talked about in my “Bims in Fashion” story or Charlotte Powel?). So, 2 pins stayed in my trolley, and I got home and I had two pins. I did not want 2 pins; I was just exhausted and frustrated by that point I did not think to just leave one behind (wait a minute I thought I did – tucked in the cement rack before checkout? Maybe I ended up with 3 pins??). Anyway, it’s not like I could return 1 the next day when I had recouped, Bunnings was 100km away. SO, I defiantly believe those girls set me up “entrapment” so that I would inadvertently steal a pin, so they could finally be “rest assured” that I was not the ‘Virgin Mary’. Possibly this is the reason why they stole about $10,000 worth of my stuff, and followed me around and harassed me, because of that pin?? (Btw, I would have spent about $40,000 in Bunnings at that time). They suck, I hope those involved, get cancer and die. I later suspect my landlord with a different name was involved Wainberg? And, when hearing my story, someone suggested I ought to have stolen something many years prior, just to get those persecutory dogs off my back!! A joke J. And, that pin was later stolen, then returned to me by Mark Kesby after I moved to Long Cottage, but then was stolen again. Just weird. At Gin Gin, I listed those 4 big 7ft iron clamps (with only 3 pins) for sale on gumtree – an old NEGS girl purchased them at a bargain. NEGS girls persecution. Disgusting school. You, know, who knows, maybe those girls were trying to get rid of old men who hover about in the hopes of finding the Virgin Mary – religious nutters. I wanted to share this story inorder to warn other young single ladies of the sharks out there that are trying to ‘get ya’, and will try to entrap you, so they can have something to hold over you, and someone to prey on: “We want to #^$% with that girl” – a power tripping exercise but, with a pretty young girl. A cat and mouse game, where everybody wants to be the cat – its nazi behaviour. (As you can see, there is no point trying to hold this over me I have told the world J). I was also later advised, re that ‘entrapment plan’, that they do the same with young policeman. They try to get them to do something a little ‘untoward’, so then they can hold it against them for the rest of their careers, building on it even. This is how police get ‘bought and paid’. It’s a huge thing, apparently. And I believe perpetuated by the fact that nobody talks about and warns young people of organized ‘older persons’ tactics. People are caught off guard, then trapped. BTW, the very last time I went to a Bunnings, I was at the checkout que, and they set up this thing to make it look like I told the people in front of me, where to go, so I could go to the front of the queue! (Queue jumping) So, I did not do that, they just made it look like that’s what happened. Not saying that I could not have done that should I wish, but in this instance, I didn’t do it, it was a set up plan. They are big on Set Ups there. I work on a ”as needed basis only”. But you will have to ask the dogs at Bunnings, what their motivation for their setup. And by the way, doing this is not a crime, there are no laws being broken, (unlike theft and pickpocketing which is what staff do at Bunnings – I want my reading glasses back!) - there are no morals being thwarted, and just not morally wrong in any way either (unlike raping a sleeping beauty…). In fact, half your luck if you can make the queue shorter for yourself - if people have been ‘tricked’ into being outed from a queue - it serves them right for being sleeping beauties when they are awake; wake the fuck up. {stealing from someone who is half asleep is morally wrong – can’t you tell the difference bimbos?} you can’t ha ha ahahahah ahahah. Btw, a bird police, told me that they caught that Albino, he is now in jail (even though he was being controlled by other people, women). Betta wake up bims! I want to come back and add to this (2024), because I was advised there are a lot of police who have issues with capturing women, as in they think all baddies are mainly men, so they have no problems in hounding men, capturing them, kicking the shit out of them, if necessary. But they won't go near a woman, even if the woman is completely guilty, they also have got an “automatic something” ingrained in their minds, to leave a woman be. They just won't chase, incarcerate or have anything to do with a female suspect. Maybe this is how they were raised by their mothers? {Never punch a woman}. So, this would explain to me, a lot of the problems in society, especially the ones I have, as it is mainly woman who steal and verbally harass me. I can assure you, of all the evil encountered, there's always a woman behind it. That thinking by those police, is old fashioned thinking. Plus, I need to add, due to my Blog, and all the written ranting and raving, a lot of those stupid women, are waking up to the fact that they fucked up - they're starting to realise that they're guilty (just the beginning, ha). But, so now they're starting to save themselves “oh well she stinks, so she deserves it”, or “oh well she wasn't respectful, so she deserved it”. Neither of course is true. and how dare they try to justify stealing, harassment and general bullying. And it is Bunnings Bimbos, who is also trying to save the evil tart wretched thieves, by telling the world (or anyone whose listening at any rate!), that it's my fault, that those bimbos steal from me. WELL, it sure as hell is not my fault - I'm not responsible for other people’s stupid behaviour. How dare you even suggest it. Just say no to bunnings and all the bimbos that work there. And see how women are such a problem in my life. Following me around for 20-30 years stealing from me because you thought I may have stolen something. You know, if I opened a café that sold really good gourmet lunches – I would make it MEN ONLY, women miss out due their bitchy spiteful thieving little girl ways. Women it is clear to me at any rate - that you are the losers, no matter how many times you drive past my house or follow me down to the street and declare to the world that you won – WRONG, YOU ARE THE LOSERS. And this is not going to change anytime soon, since you do not want to know the truth. Women:Bimbos 12. Thala Resort in Port Douglas refusing service and calling customers DOGS That person who said those vile words a male florist, had someone, a woman, standing right behind them, so the person speaking, in effect, was the puppet, of this other woman. I’ve seen her a few times in the background, she follows me around too, like Cathy Goldman does. She’s kind of plump, not fat, with brown long hair, and I think she’s really rich as she dresses so - well she must be, because she has nothing better to do, but to follow me around, and use unsuspecting innocent people as puppets, to chastise me - this is her main goal in life, she is very sad as I don’t know her, we are not friends, maybe our paths have crossed, I did work in a shop for a brief period meeting many members of the public, I did attend school where many people crossed my path - but she doesn’t know me, so she couldn’t possibly have any ‘beef’ with me, and I make a habit of not doing the wrong thing by people - unless they steal from me in which case I would have no problems putting a photo of her on my blog to name and shame her. Too bad I didn’t get a photo of her. I find interesting about these puppet women, is that they have discovered this ability that they have, and they think they’re special and magic, but when it comes down to it, when they choose to use their abilities, they have a choice, of what to do or say, and they don’t seem to be able to think of anything nice or funny or clever - the only thing, they think to do, in the situation, is to reprimand and chastise. The irony of them thinking that they’re really clever – big picture, they are the opposite of clever, they are bimbos. Little birdy told me, this one in particular, has issues with me being single, and being able to take care of myself, this bird also told me, these women do not usually let me see them, this incident was unusual as I saw her in action. There are multiple girls following me around trying to use their puppet skills onm sleeping beauties that cross my bath – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID DOGS, and sleeping beauties WAKE UP. (for my sanity!) Also, when I was updating this, my emails that I was sending through from my device to my PC via the Mail app wasn’t working all those emails I sent disappeared completely. I’m pretty sure this has something to do with the dogs to try to sabotage me -there’s one living next door to me in Unit 2. PERSECUTION, I know one day she’s going to get her comeuppance. Also by the way, I was in my mid-30s at this particular time, and this was the first time I had ever heard someone referring to me or anyone as a dog, actually, now that I think about it, I do recall in one of my favourite movies, Dirty Dancing, there was a reference to dogs, and I assumed they were talking about women that they didn’t find attractive. But this particular woman at Thala wasn’t referring to a woman who was ugly. She obviously has some personal hangups and issues that she should deal with - somethings just aren’t up to her. Who does she think she is. Deal with it scardycat. That paragraph I wrote just above, as well, was deleted, I had to rewrite it; yeah like I have nothing better to do this Saturday morning than rewrite a story that I’ve already written, fuck whoever stole it, hope they get cancer and die. (There was a bit to the story that I can’t quite recall, it was important though, so I’m a bit annoyed I can’t remember it, something about warning young girls about tactics….) 13. Flash mobs pre-flash mobs, re signs I just noticed another piece of writing that was removed from my PC. And that’s where I talk about flash mobs, and it doesn’t surprise me that this was removed, because there was always a big thing after they did it, of telling me, that were going to deny that they ever did it “it never happened”. So, I’m going to do a whole photo story about flash mobs. This started many years ago, and it wasn’t the flash mobs that you know today, and see on YouTube, where a bunch of people from the crowd kind of start singing or dancing or playing a musical instrument - that kind of comes from a place of peace, love and entertainment. It would’ve been some girl, who saw what happened to me, and has decided to change the situation for the better, and created the “flash mob”, and the term that you know today. But it started, NOT FROM A PLACE OF PEACE AND LOVE, but with people harassing me, as I have mentioned on numerous occasions I have “dogs” who follow me around, sometimes, I would have hordes of people harassing me, like if they didn’t think I should go into a particular shop, or if I was going into the wrong street, perhaps took the wrong turn. Literally dozens of people would follow me around discreetly, and descend on me in this vile over-controlling manipulative nazi way. It was about control. Those people were absolutely disgusting, and this is why it has been removed. I can assure you it was organized, (most of the times) those people like to boast about how well they know me, just from following me, watching, stalking me. They know their actions were completely wrong, they were behaving in a total bulling manner, and they’re probably going to cancer and dye. There were a lot of people involved especially female, and also radio and TV personalities. All of those people are fucked. YOU DO NOT GET A SAY IN ANY DECSIONS IN MY LIFE. They know perfectly well who they are. I loathe you. Burn in hell. (It is those people who also steal from me if an opportunity presents) BTW, they still do it, just not with extensive amounts of people like before in Melbourne, they no longer wish to be obvious. Because they know they are causing stress on my life, they know their actions are wrong and falls under the category of HARRASSMENT, AND IT IS AGAINST THE LAW TO HARRASS SOMEONE. Every time I go down the street, I have to be worried about being flashed. I heard one girl on the ABC Radio National talk about it, and she said, it was gang mentality, they kind of lose their thoughts in the greater mob, and do stupid and unthinking things, which I guess looking at the situation in retrospect, that seems to be what happened/s. But I do find it hard to conceive that people would stop thinking just because they’re around a lot of other people, and have probably been manipulated, by one person. I can guarantee you, I would never lose my head in such a situation, and I can’t believe how many stupid people there are in Australia. It’s embarrassing. And, by the way, I certainly am no genius. At school I was an average student, and if I can keep my head in such situations, then there’s sure as hell no reason or excuse for anyone else to lose their heads, and do stupid evil twisted things. You know, now if you have a speech impediment like a stammer or stutter, or even, a jilted way of talking, they know it’s purely from being psychologically abused in some form as a child. The reason why I’m writing about this, is because a lot of parents/nannies/carers/school teachers, have no idea that they’re abusing their child, they just think of abuse, as sexual or physical. But psychological abuse is huge in Australia, it’s huge in the classroom, it’s huge within parents and siblings. And I definitely believe there needs to be an awareness of psychological abuse; like forcing someone to do something that they really don’t want to do, in an iron fist way, is a form of abuse. Basically, this is where my term ‘Nazi’ stems from, from people trying to control other people in underhanded, mean, dictatorship ways. And kids are an easy target – they are prey. But make no mistake, they try to do it to people of all ages. I still see it, and I am 47. This still happens today; it is not something from 1939. Rack off you non-thinking nazis. I mean maybe down there in Melbourne, I should have unwound the car window, and yelled out as loud as I could, “rack off you stupid dogs”, as I drove by, but I really was not raised to do such forms of communications. And like I said those dogs knew already, that they were doing something untoward. So, someone, or a group of people, I’m not entirely sure who, has seen what was going on, I would say, seen it back when I was in Melbourne, because there were a lot of people involved at those times, a lot of people around watching, about 2006 that was. They have taken the idea of strangers from a crowd descending on someone, and have twisted it and turned it into something positive. There were quite a few segments on the Ellen Degenerates show, {Ellen Degenerates problems, bugger off} and of course you can see many flash mobs on YouTube now. If you hear or read anything contrary to this story – its bullshit, those people are trying to save themselves and discredit me. This story, is related: So, at Rangari, I mentioned several times now, how I had problems with Heath Barwick, next door neighbour across the paddock, however the postman claimed that Heath Barwick moved, and there were some other people living in that house, I actually didn’t believe that, as I saw his friends there at one point, but then one time, there were some cars there that beeped and the beep had a tune, a little ditty, instead of the beeeep noise. Also, it played dog barking noises, and they had a 2nd car, that played kookaburra noises. I also saw those cars on prime television news. So maybe, instead of Heath Barwick, I had problems with Prime television people? maybe they were incahoots with Heath? Maybe they took over the house when Heath left, maybe Heath was travelling, who knows? BUT, at my new place here (and, infact, every place I’ve been since Rangari) I’ve had problems with the neighbours harassing me - just like at Heath Barwick, but worse, given the close proximity. So, one day, I walked up to my next-door neighbours, not the ones in the unit, the ones that live above me on the steep hill, because I wanted to see if they can actually see into my unit from the house, it sounded like they could (read my “STOLEN ITEMS FROM GIN GIN AND new address 700km away” photo story). I wasn’t sure whether they were home or not, I waited until I thought they were out infact, as I do not like having revolting people that harass me, in my life. It didn’t look like anyone was home, but there was a car in one of the car spots, and guess what it said on the back of the car; it was Prime something or rather – it was scroll writing and I did not have my glasses, but I thought my cam was on, but later saw it was not switched on (?) so definitely the word Prime!, so, now I am thinking maybe I’ve still got Prime Television people following me around, which is a little bizarre since it’s a regional network for Tamworth (1500km away from here), plus, I believe they have been closedown and taken over by someone else.?? So, the reason why I mention this, is because this morning I went for a walk down the other end of the units, and my Mulberry tree I had planted was gone, simply gone, I looked around for some clues, and guess what, there it was sitting in a bucket outside the girl who lives at no 8! She was home, said she thought it grew from seed so had dug it up (I would say to sell!!) I said no, it is there for everyone, so I took it back and replanted it. It could have been a genuine mistake. As we were talking, suddenly I heard the neighbour who must have sneaked down into the car port area, quiet as a mouse, and they played a beeping noise, as we were talking – now, this, is exactly the type of shenanigans that Heath, or Prime, or whoever, would do in Gunnedah and Melbourne. It’s going to be hard for some people to grasp this, but there are certain dog type people who do signs, it is very common, and most people know about them, but some do not and are clueless, and think that if anyone sees signs, they must be crazy. Well, quite frankly, other way around. They do designs to encourage people, or not encourage people, or say yes, or no, on a certain topics that are being discussed by OTHER PEOPLE, or to say you win the conversation, or you lose, or you win the “power” or you lose the “power” - there’s a whole host of little games that they play, most of them are completely stupid and certainly very disrespectful when you’re talking to somebody else (the fact the their conversation, is none of that persons business, does not even enter into their stupid little heads). They sign in numerous ways like shining lights, playing different sounds (beeping of course – actually beeping is the most common, and the most annoying), but also placing people and or cars in various eyesight, - there is a whole heap of creative things they do, to get their message across. I guess it just must be something that bored other people do, because for me, I would never do something like this. I think it’s bloody stupid, and only stupid people would do it. It is harassment. I mean, is this what most people do when they are bored? sit around concocting signs for their neighbours, with this activity being so prevalent, that the local television network helps out whenever they can? I just assumed I was targeted as I’m single, but maybe married couples do signs for one another all the time? Do they? I don’t remember growing up in such a world, and my parents had a lot of friends. There were no signs, only real conversations. So, I took a photo of all the people who were here this morning, and have noted that number plates, and the next time I see them drive past, I’m going to get their photo. Allthough it did occur to me that the beeping noise came from 108 and not Sams direct neighbour? – people wanting their neighbours to fight? No image with this one; The internet and social media - hand of God. Facebook deleted my account. I have been banned. Every time I try logging in to my account or creating a new one, it is deleted within ½ hr, they have turned me into their personal IT Nerd Cat and Mouse game. (I have created countless accounts and my profile on both Facebook and ebay after my account was deleted, and without fail after every new replacement account, they deleted it. So, I have given up creating any more accounts – they are time wasters. Facebook; run by oppressors and little girls in high school who have overcontrolling domineering mothers/teachers, and of course lazy drunk bitchy housewives who spend all afternoon perusing the Facebook forums whilst sipping martinis. When someone steels from me, no matter how small or trivial an item, I decided way back in 2015 or so, to call the police (I realized I was being organized targeted, and I would need help) - I do follow the correct course of action by reporting crimes to the police - actually, I tended to drive the police a little nuts about all of those petty little items. But, well at first, in Gunnedah, the police didn’t do anything, that’s why I’ve relocated impart - apparently, it’s because everybody likes the thieves and knows who is stealing from me, (my neighbours) -but as they are popular and rich, they’re allowed to do as they please and get away with it. But posting online has made a huge difference - thieves are bullies, and bullies are cowards. Cowards don’t like attention being drawn to themselves, so I’ve noticed a big reduction in the theft and harassment since I’ve been posting online, especially photos of stolen items – so before when I did nothing, items that had been taken remain stolen, but since posting on social media and kicking up a stink, naming suspects, many of the new stolen items have been returned, especially items that are unique and easily identified. On certain forums, in certain communities, I did get quite bad reactions, when people saw about my stolen stuff and my complaining, they really took offence about that fact that I was trying to do something proactive to combat the thefts. Some community‘s got so offended by my whingeing about stolen trivial items; whole conversations involving quite a few people evolved into a mass kind of bullying, and picking on me. I don’t know if they were trying to get me to stop posting online, but I wasn’t concerned about these people picking on me at all. Even though there was a lot. I just kept going, on my mission, I’m not so easy intimidated by online anonymous idiots. But it was so bad, and in such a public view, that one day, I had the police come round to see if I had committed suicide! They were literally scared because the people on the Facebook were so revolting!! I laughed and told them not to be ridiculous, and actually those people trying to harass me and torment me, didn’t realise it, but they were helping my cause, by attracting attention to it. The police wanted to know if I was crazy for putting those trivial items on when I was getting such a negative reaction - those police were not able to see the big picture. Probably did not believe anyone was stealing from me, infact the Constable did not, he flat out told me! (One of the others later told me he had his head so far up his own arse, he couldn’t see anything!!!) By the way the worst Facebook group was the community at Calliope - oh my god, such haters (and I suspect all stupid female bitches). Social Media was another instance in my life, where I can see the hand of God stepping in to counteract powertripping bullies. But I have been ban, and can no longer go on Facebook or ebay. {It seems to me it is way too easy for some little bitch to come along and destroy someone’s business /reputation/life, in the form of making a false complaint to admin. Having said this, I make a lot of complaints and my complaints are never false. But what I want to say, if someone in position of Power receives a complaint, (and there are many different types of complaints, but some are so blatantly bitchy), that person of power, instead of doing something, just has to shrug it off, and not actually fire the person, or ban the person, or do an investigation, or, do anything major. I mean maybe you can take them aside and ask them about it, but it does not have to be a major reaction to every single bloody complaint - it’s not up to you to control the whole world, and be a dominating nazi. If you’ve been reading my blog, you can see it’s not just one person ‘picking’ on me. All retailers in Gunnedah and Tamworth were stealing from me, all retailers, in general stealing from me, neighbours are stealing from me, they think it’s a game and they all want to play, they have no regard for anyone else, for me, for my feelings about the situation of being picked on. They are completely stupid SELFISH, and all will be burning in hell. But since there are so many people that have been stealing from me, and I have started to name names - a lot of people who are guilty, are popular, well-paid people in the community, who have a lot of friends, not to mention popular people from the entertainment industry, who have extreme amounts of money, once I think I saw young prince William driving just ahead of me in the Hunter Valley (I have a personal nickname for him now “Wombat killer”) And those people, I would say, they don’t want to be named and shamed by me (because I don’t care who you are, I don’t care how old you are, if you steal from me or harass me in any way, I’m going to put your ugly mug (if you’re pretty I’m going to make sure the photo is blurred or something, showing your ugly side – there are heaps of pretty young women stealing from me), and your name on the Internet, and it’s going to be around for all eternity, and for everyone to see. And you have only yourself to blame; if you don’t want to be named and shamed in such a manner, then don’t act like a stupid thieving bully. So, there have been ‘people in play’ who follow me online and make sure I’ve been banned from social media, especially Facebook, as Facebook reaches, practically the WHOLE COMMUNITY – it is very powerful way to get you message across. (So affective) The main way they go about it, is complaining about me to admin, and admin just go “oh okay” and then ban me! - they haven’t really given any thought to my content they just hear the complaint - they are so completely stupidly idly led and manipulated by whoever is complaining, that they ban me. So, even though now we have the fantastic internet and ‘social media’, (rather than only 1 oppressive news source) -really nothing has changed from the heretic days of burning the witch at the stake, only now, instead of burning or stoning; exclusion and theft is the ‘punishment’ for being outspoken, honest, different, and AWAKE. But exclusion in itself is not a bad thing, if you can live your life out of the idiotic community, then half your luck. I just also want to say, before I was ban on Facebook, I was on the Agnes Water forum, how dare you tell me that I’m crazy, under the guise of mental health - you’re nothing but a bunch of stupid bullies. Same goes with Bundaberg bullies, in fact after my brief time in some of the Bundaberg forums there is no way I would choose to live in Bundaberg. While I am a huge fan of exposing the truth in public, naming names, (and I do) I hear that people have been taking the whole ‘burning the witch of the steak’ in other forms on social media, like humiliating them for accusations of racism. So, I imagine that would happen, humiliation is by far the number one way to punish someone, as no one wants to have anything to do with someone who is being ridiculed and humiliated, they will run a mile to be as far away as such person (treated like lepers). I’ve heard people get fired because their employees don’t want to be associated with someone who is in the process of being humiliated - such weakness and coward management behaviour, btw they have no right to fire someone for this reason, and they’re definitely opening themselves up to a lawsuit if they fire someone who’s been ridiculed on Facebook. There are truly evil people out there who know how to manipulate Facebook to get what they want and those ones that are still on Facebook, they haven’t been banned. Powers that be only pick on easy targets like me. I also have to say when I first started writing on Facebook, I didn’t really give too much thought to my style of writing, it’s only over a little bit of time I have realised that so many people are watching, that my writing should be improved. So, Facebook has helped my writing skills! By the way, I no longer call the police about stolen items, as their patience has run out and they no longer want to do paper work for small stolen items, (lazy) particularly ones that are returned 3 months later (they think them lost; they have no idea about passive aggressive bullies, and people, who think it is fun to steal small items with the intent of psychological torment.) Infact whole other story involving disgraceful bulldog police Sharon Morgan abducting me and incarcerating me for 7 days to determine if I am of sound mind – which btw, I AM. Total human rights violation. Starving cat. I also believe people from Facebook who wanted me to shut up, were incahoots and manipulating naive Sharon Morgen. Not to mention, a stupid short blonde bimbo who I have previously mentioned on this blog. Later someone else also told me it was Sharon Morgan tracking me online to make sure I was ban from all social media sites? I believe the police would be able to do this?? That one had a bee in her bonnet about me – a dog with a bone situation. Idiot. Later I was told the police wanted me to ‘band’ together with someone, and become a vigilante, to go and hunt down the people who were stealing from, and beat them up in order for them not to steal from me again - take matters into my own hands, and leave the police out of the petty thefts (Well forgive me for thinking, I thought that was the police’s job.) Anyway, on Facebook, there were too many female hall monitors playing the exclusion game and just being basic bullies, I really think Facebook Groups are the epitome of female bullying (this particular personality trait of women BIMBO needs to be brought into consciousness) – I want to name and shame those ‘nazi’ admin, as excluding someone from their local group is a despicable form of female bullying banned me FOR NO VALID REASON (aside from the DOG NETWORK - the grape vine of bitchy women). Classifieds banned me, so now I have nowhere to post my 2ndhand items for sale (except gumtree – but there is something weird going on gumtree, all the people that contact me from gumtree possibly are thieves? Definatly liars, they pretend to be interested – really not sure what that is about, Jo, Lisa, Rebecca Sims, matrymcgown, Tim, Veronica Daniel, Lorikeet, Brendon, Andrew, what the?) So, not being able to sell my 2nd hand goods, as been extremely wasteful (I also consider that a form of theft – Facebook theft) So, stop this female manipulation of dogs banning and bullying someone by picking on them, as if they were Jewish and the time of Nazi regime (or a lepper from back in the bible days). Has anyone been to Hong Kong and been to those big marketplaces that they have? imagine if they were females policing them, saying to members of the public “you’re not allowed to come in here because we don’t like you”. That’s what they do on Facebook - they are truly nonthinking stupid women and it is such despicable behaviour that I can’t believe it goes on in 2020. So, all in all, I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s actually best if I do not go onto Facebook, because there really are some stupid people in the community, who can’t see what’s going on and how they’re being manipulated. In fact, I strongly feel now that I basically, I ‘win’ if I don’t go onto Facebook. Same as how I ‘win’ if I am out of the community in home and work. Dealing with bullies, thieves and tormentors through social media (using cameras too) is a VERY effective way to cut them down. Most people wouldn’t have a clue about the bullying that I have experienced, in the form of theft, and verbal harassment on the street whenever I go downtown as I am followed (and in my neighbourhood at my home) most people are clueless about this type of dysfunction, so to be able to do something about it through cameras, internet and social media is absolutely a brilliant GODSEND. I truly can’t thank the Internet and body cam enough. Even though most people do not like to hear the ugly truth, (I blame morning show television for this, their target market is mothers, and they should be telling stories to show them human interest stories to show ‘the truth’ – the negative things that happen to people, (like the strange personality trait of majority of women who exclude people they don’t like) rather than happy good vibe stories like weather stories all the time (even though I do like a good weather story!). So, I will persist, they messed with the wrong small framed girl! (Bullies are such cowards, it really works, thanks internet!!) - btw, before I was ban from Facebook, I did bring 1 thing into consciousness, and that was the housing/shipping container phenomenon – shipping containers are UNACCEPTABLE form of housing, Oven Oven, Icebox Icebox!! Also, there was an element of ‘thieving old women’ on Facebook too – they disguise themselves with a “nice family” photo of themselves, but it is a fake photo, they prey on people in the hopes to steal from them, so be careful. Also, I strongly suspect there were ‘little boys’ who started this company who had issues with ugly women, they only wanted pretty women on there, and so wouldn’t let ugly women create an account. I think they’ve changed ownership now. The Hello Bimbos with Parental Fines for bad Children political request I have finally got around to writing about the Hello Bimbos. These Australian people are a disgrace, they’ve been harassing me for many years now, and they usually attack me in some very passive aggressive way, and then they send in a bimbo who says ‘hello’ at me. As if to say you would not have been attacked just then if you had of said hello. They always do it in an ‘afar’ situation, so I can’t reach out for their necks and throttle them. ‘Afar’ as in hidden by a huge hedge, or something ALWAYS hiding. The attacks are mostly verbal abuse and theft by retailers, but also parking tickets, speeding tickets – real targeted attacks on me, anyway they can in the situation at hand - it is radio related too. Major dogs on the radio. Radio National, probably JJJ. ABC related. Thieving stupid dogs. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police, radio powertrippers, and other such desperado ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s was because I had a charcoal Daewoo, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse! I truly am living on a planet filled with idiots and morons. And btw, you know in the big picture of things, there’s just so many things really bad things that people do that go unregulated. Why don’t major polluters not have to pay any fines? Who’s going to stop them and give them a ticket? Most lazy Australians need incentive for them not to pollute. If the police applied as much vigour in their “monitor of pollution”, as they did with car related activities - well this country would be 50,000 times cleaner and 50000 times better. And while I am on the subject of fines that need to be paid – why the hell are there no fines for parents whose child breaks the law? I cannot believe this is not a ‘thing’ - THEY TRULY NEED INSCENTIVE. A fine is that incentive. (If I were PM, I would introduce parental fines for way more than just breaking the law; Parental fines for child bullying on the playground and on the streets. Parental fines for child harassing and ‘following’. Parental Fines for child being a nuisance. Some people grow up and have NO IDEA that they are even a nuisance, its like no ones has ever told them or reprimanded them in any way. FINES FOR PARENTS THANKYOU. Anyway, maybe just reading about verbal abuse, you think, oh, no big deal. But when this passive aggressive attack happens to you on a weekly basis, and on a weekly basis you have these bimbos coming up to you and shouting out ‘hello’ over DECADES, the only way to describe it is PERSECUTION. And there’s been so many different people involved over the years, literally 100’s, if not 1000’s, I wish all of them dead, I wish all of them had cancer, and I will be willing them to die from cancer. All they do is inflict hatred, they are scum of the earth, and they are not deserving to be alive living on this beautiful planet. I WILL NEVER BE SAYING HELLO TO YOU. And fuck off you condescending stupid bully bitches, WAKE UP. Their antagonism, just alone, means I will never want to form any acquaintances with anyone ever again. Monumental dysfunction in society. In retrospect, I think Cathy Goldman is responsible - this stupid dog from school, a house mistress, that formed an obsession with me due to her personal incompetence. I think her name is Cathy, I don’t even know her, she is literally crazy. She should be severely fined, I reported her to the police, the police do nothing. No idea. I think she ‘sweet talks’ people and brainwashes them? This story is related: One day I went to the nursing home to visit my mother, and I was walking down the wide corridor, I saw 3 people coming towards me, I didn’t know them, I just moved to the side and kept walking, after I passed them, the girl in the centre of the 3 started whingeing “NO! she didn’t say hello, NO! she didn’t say hello, NO! she didn’t say hello”! I found this very strange, I’m thinking, I do not know those people, why would I suddenly stop and start talking to them? And if they were so hung up on me saying hello - why did they not say hello? So, actually, this same situation happened to me in various locations, multiple times, it happened a lot at that particular time in my life - dozens and dozens of people, who I have no idea who they were, would ‘present’ themselves to me in this manner, and then start harassing me. I remember the girl in the hallway quite distinctly and in retrospect she did look like a Maltese girl from Bonds. (In retrospect, I see everything) I’m not sure if it was her but if it wasn’t her, maybe it was a ‘lookalike’ – apparently, they are dogs, and this is a common ‘dog game’ that bimbo women play in the entertainment industry -casting agencies have books with thousands of faces on file for movie casting. So, they can match faces and send me ‘lookalikes’ of people who cross my path. So, I guess what needs to be said here is FUCK OFF - although, I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to me to have to ‘reign’ you in. Grow the fuck up. Cathy Goldman has something to do with it – a stalking house mistress from school who is obsessed with me, as I have noticed everywhere I go there seems to be older girls from school, borders ‘placed’ in the situation. I want to talk about this too: I’m not good at recognising people, especially if they have a different haircut or different coloured hair, or are wearing a hat, (often I can recognize someone from the way they walk or even stand, their voice, but not their face) and if I encounter someone I don’t recognise, and therefore don’t really acknowledge them, they get offended, and not only do they get offended, some of them have such big egos, that they seek revenge and they plot and do these nasty things to me, meanwhile, I have no idea that I even encountered this person. I wanted to write this down because I have mentioned before, if you’re so hung up on wanting me to say hello to you, then put your big fat face in front of my face and say hello, so that I can see you, otherwise I just don’t recognise you - you’re all pretty much the same looking to me, I hate to tell you. And put your egos aside, why is it so important for somebody else to acknowledge you if you recognise them straight away? say hello, and don’t be such a coward. BTW, someone told me this is happens because they don’t have any power in the friendship /acquaintance, (apparently, I do!!) this to me is absolute bullshit. BULLSHIT Here is a good spot to also put another of my concocted theories (which I have written about before, but seems to be missing, yet another of my, Train of Thoughts……gone.) So, this one explains why some people that you encounter look the same as other people that you have previously encountered. And not only do they look the same, but they seem to have the same mannerisms, the same voice, and even the same personalities. Because, I’m not too good at facial recognition, it is all of these other areas that are the queues I take from, to form identity and memory of a person. So, it’s really strange for me to see different people having the same mannerisms. My theory is to why this is, is because they look similar, and so in their formative years, at school, they get treated by others in a certain same way. So, an easy example is a child who is really pretty and cute, will get treated by the teacher with smiles and a sweet voice, but a child who maybe looks as if they have a permanent scowl on their face will get treated with a scowl from the teacher in return. If you have read my blog, you know that I have a fairly low opinion of primary school teachers, well in particularly, public school teachers, as their lack of education and awareness, would allow for this to occur. 16. 2008 Virus after affects-12 yrs later in 2020 (Contracted at Gunnedah Alkira Nursing home, most likely Glandular Fever, pneumonia) I want to mention, I was aware completely when I caught this virus; I was at the nursing home with this old biddy (forced to work there by bimbo nazis at Gunnedah Centrelink, was not being paid – I hope they get cancer and die). Anyway, I had been cold that day, as I forgot my jumper, (usually nothing happens when I get cold, I would typically not get sick just from being cold – and there have been times in my past when I have been way more cold for longer periods of time, and nothing happens, no cold or flue…I’m healthy!) This day, mid winter, suddenly at about 5 o’clock in the afternoon, I was hit, BAM, this big wave came over me, it nearly knocked me out completely, it felt like my whole body was punched. Body punched. I had to kind of stumble for a seat, and I sat down and tried to recoup. In retrospect it was definitely that feeling of when you’re immune is fighting. I was sitting there thinking what the hell has just happened to me, nothing like that had ever happened before to me, not a sickly person. So, it was from that point on that I became a changed person, with a compromised immune. (And, I had burnt my throat/lungs badly the month before cleaning with hydrochloric acid – that’s how the virus got in then, and not before – and still gets in 12yrs later, my throat and lungs have not recouped or repaired properly. That hydrochcloric acid burn is the worst thing I have ever done. [At least I know how it is for many other people who get sick now, as someone who never used to get sick, I can tell you – IT SUCKS]). So, these are the symptoms; Mild Asma, Mild Hay fever – I insisted these symptoms piss off, and they have, so long as I don’t get too cold (amazing how mind over matter can win) – but this is a direct result of a virus, allergies don’t just happen out of thin air, it was brought on by virus. Running nose when eating. (So annoying) Runny nose when cold, and sore throat. Flip out when cold: giddy, slowed mind/thought process, aching limbs, Inflammation in blood/swelling. Weak upper body/chest/arms, loss of strength. Tired. Susceptible to colds/flues, sore throat especially (this maybe burnt throat related only – compromised immune now). Weakened memory. Exhaustion/ inability to sustain exercise. Breathless when talking. Weight gain due to feeling giddy, from immune response (and not lack of food, so overeating as a result of feeling sickly weakling now). Reduced sleep (this may be related to something else). Mild high temperature constantly in winter, more so when cold, but this stopped after 3yrs. Body seizes if I get cold – stiff back, shoulders, legs, arms. Unable to sleep if too cold/hot. So, I have gone from Superhuman healthy, never sick (which is actually normal human health, how it should be), to now weakling - OVERNIGHT, just from catching a virus. Little pussy! Also, I want to mention when I have been to the doctor since then - they generally think I’m healthy, there’s nothing wrong with me, they don’t really acknowledge any of these not so visible changes in my body. I’m not sure whether they think they can’t do anything about them anyway, so don’t care about it, or since I won’t be dropping dead tomorrow, they don’t worry, or they don’t actually know about these effects that the virus caused, which wouldn’t surprise me. But I do believe nurses know about these long-term effects, and maybe there is intention amongst certain health sectors to hand these viruses out to imagined ‘enemies‘ or with the intention to build the populations capacity to fight them off with healthy immunes??? I’m sure you will remember the Thalidomide babies; I’ll just do a reminder; in World War II scientists in Germany were working on ways to deform babies in pregnant mothers as a biological weapon. A form of attack. And they did it, they came up with a medication, Thalidomide. But then the war ended and instead of that / those scientists admitting their 5yrs of research was for nothing, they handed out this medication to pregnant mothers in England, under the pretence that it will help their babies. As a result, there were heaps of people born with deformations and limbs missing. They were named the Thalidomide babies, it was documented to be the case, interviews with those scientists have admitted such happenings. So whilst that is really hard to believe, and people today would like to turn around and say, well you’re just being paranoid, of course no doctor or scientists would do that (which happens a lot when it comes to negative issues, I know it does.) But I believe there are other cases where the doctors are handing out medications, to not only pregnant mothers, but women in general, that have no proven side-effects, but do actually cause problems - but there is no correlation that has been drawn, because there’s been no studies, and cases are so random, each DNA reacts differently to medications and situations. I was talking to one woman who had scoliosis, and she believes girls born with scoliosis are a result of their mothers taking certain medications (maybe not when they’re pregnant, but before pregnancy, and I am not ruling out recreational drugs or birth control drugs either) and I’m inclined to believe that woman. So, it is unintentional harm, but perpetuated by the pharmaceutical companies wanting to sell their drugs to make money. I will put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink- I firmly believe there is some short blonde girl and others, responsible for forcing upon me, the whole scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program at the nursing home, because she knew if I was put in a nursing home I would get sick, because she believes that low income people get sick and high income people are healthy (she is fully mentally retarded in the head), so, infact I was extremely healthy, I’ve never been sick, I don’t get sick, I’m was not a sickly person - both my parents were never sick throughout the whole lives (except as I’ve mentioned, mum had gallstones, which I personally believe was from drinking bore water out on the farm, but have since found out it was from the spinach dad grew in the vege patch – she was trying to save money). Infact I will give you an example of ‘no sickness’, about how I never got sick. In my early 20s I stayed at my aunts place in Gosford. I hate to say this on the internet, but her kitchen was thoroughly disgusting. She had relegated the washing up to her 13-year-old son who was completely incompetent at the task, and as a result her kitchen was filthy. There was a layer of thick grease over absolutely everything. It was yuk. One evening, my cousin, the 13-year-old son brought me out a drink in a glass, he said try this, it is the new vanilla Coke. I had one little sip, I didn’t think much of it, not really a fan of Coke anyway. I shortly thereafter went to bed, after about an hour of lying down I suddenly became all hot and I had cramps, there was something wrong, I didn’t know what, nothing like that had ever happened to me before. I thought I should get up and go and see my aunt and tell her something was wrong, which I did, I told her what was happening in my body, cramps, hot, dizzy, pins and needles in my arms, then I vomited, she called the ambulance then. By they time they got there I was ‘seeing stars’ and on the verge of collapsing, the officer told me to focus on my breathing, in out in out, which only after doing for 20 or 30 seconds or so, I felt better, and I wasn’t about to faint anymore and she told me I was experiencing ‘shock’, your body can enter into shock, and you can actually die from shock. So, after I was no longer in shock my body could address the sickness, and as I had already vomited, it was not too long when I felt near normal again. So, the cramps and the sickness were from the filthy glass that I drank that vanilla Coke from, just a case of mild food poisoning. But because I had never experienced sickness before, my body went into shock! and by the way that simple breathing technique you know basically saved my life, so everybody should know about this simple breathing technique, if there’s something wrong with you, concentrate on your breathing, then your body can deal with the sickness, or you’ll have time to get medical attention. Above I mentioned mind of matter, infact I have a whole other story about that, I could not find it on my blog, so I will put it hear again. I recall when I was 5yrs old, for some reason this school day, I felt unwell, I told mum, she said to lie down on the couch, she gave me a yellow bowl and said if I was going to be sick, I should vomit into the bowl. I was sick, mum saw that I was sick and she was annoyed, as she must’ve had plans that day, so now she would have to stay home and look after me. She wasn’t overly irate - it’s just I was a pretty savvy 5yr old, and noticed how she was feeling about the situation. I decided that being sick wasn’t really much fun, and since it was such an inconvenience for mum anyway, I would not be sick again ever. And indeed I went through my whole childhood not getting sick, so it might be a case of mind over matter, although sceptics tell me it’s just because my parents were so healthy, they passed their good immune on to me…ofcourse living out of town, away from people, I would say had A LOT to do with it. I would like to say that I was not really superman healthy! I did recall as a child I was outside in the rain one summer holidays; we were singing in the rain - having a tremendous time, relishing in the rain, and I got a slight sniffle after that for about 3 or 4hrs!! And of course, when I left school and moved to Sydney, and came into contact with everyone on the air con trains and in the air con workplace, who was sick with flue, I also contracted it. But I was raised on a farm, ‘out of the mainstream community’ so to speak, that helped greatly. I mean, I attended school and mixed with other kids, but at the time, I remember all the other kids were healthy too, in fact, in Gunnedah primary school, I don’t remember anyone being sick ever, there was no such thing as “flue season” back then. I do recall at high school in Armidale, there was a flue outbreak, once, supposedly everyone got it and was sent home, all but 8 girls, and I was one of the 8. So, it seems living in the country has great health benefits that city people can’t help to avoid. Anyway, back to my ‘mentally retarded blonde bimbo psycho stalker’ story – a further continuation of her evil antics. So, the fact that I was REALLY healthy AND low income, really pissed her off. I mean unhealthily so, like a psycho dog. So Centrelink jobs provider got paperwork and said if I did not sign this form, my payment would be cut (the form stated if I got sick, I would not sue Centrelink) – total nazis (burn in hell), the girl who gave me paperwork was not a short blonde girl, she was some girl I’ve never seen before with big hair (just like that Chyro in that Seinfeld episode! – the old fashioned hair cut!)- she was another female who is part of the dog network who try to sabotage me, she is guilty, just like that other short blonde, and she used intimidation tactics by getting in 2 thug looking guys to stand by her while I signed that paper. There’s quite a few of them that work in cahoots to arrange this (I am certain a house mistress from school who is obsessed with me, Cathy Goldman, has something to do with it?), so I would get sick, and my life would be cut short, it was a calculated plan. TRULY. Most people are not aware that such goings on occur – most people are completely naïve. Those girls are truly evil. I have to kind of spend a few paragraphs explaining this whole sickness thing, but if you just keep ‘deliberate’ sickness in your mind, and then see all the other things that I’ve mentioned about swapping high class items over for low class - it’s a very clear pattern that is forming, one involving little girls being hung up on “class”, and clearly showing deliberate persecution and sabotage in Australia, as a result of “class” issues. It is most definitely driven by stupid little girls. It is not just a coincidence, and the way life has worked out. So, I personally believe, people also get sick due to Nazi bullies -a side affect. It’s a way of not combating bullies, so when one or some of them tries to push their will on somebody else, sickness ensues. I’m pretty sure, if people weren’t such Nazi bullies (again, not talking about people from WW2, but an attitude (that mostly stems from emotionally abusive parenting) – most women I encounter today, are complete stupid bitchy Nazis, especially in Australia, still). Anyway, if they did not try to rudely and disrespectfully dictate a way of life, ‘lord over’ someone else life, which totally does NOT concern them, etc…there would be hardly any sickness in the world. It’s related. I will update this in 2025, because I have just been through a series of major bullying from my neighbours, next-door, AND on Facebook, same ones; trying to steal from me and in fact successfully did, BY LYING. Inadvertently, casually, advertising, by word-of-mouth, on a post, for a product that they know I want. Only discovering after I received it that it's fake; and there’s nothing I can do about it short of paying a laboratory to test it, and then a lawyer to bring the case before a judge - which of course I cannot possibly afford. So that's $80 they stole from me. And the week prior, they had stolen crockery and essential oil from my locked house, when I was with my landlord just 50m up from the house; they broke in, as I made a point of locking it. I did not have the cameras on though. Anyway, so now guess what? I am lying in bed with a head the size of a balloon!! There appeared to be a "predator tick" at the laundry yesterday and I got badly burnt! Suffice to say if I get another tick I shall be going to the hospital to have removed so it does not get infected again. Quite painful. But in bed sick, not a coincidence after all of the bullying I have just received, (by the pure weakness that I am surrounded by). WEAK. Deliberate not Deliberate I have mentioned in my virus stories, virus’s has an effect on your whole body and the general weakening of your body. I do know for sure that there are people who know about the long-term effects of viruses, and just possibly, it is handed out deliberately to victims. Now I’m not really sure if these viruses and flues are handed out deliberately, or if someone who is sick has been sent to ‘contaminate’ the air I breathe? But if they’re not handed out deliberately by people, I’m not ruling out the fact that they’re handed out, just not by people. I mean maybe there’s certain situations that you put yourself into, where you make yourself vulnerable to not only female bullies, as I have talked about, but bullies on an intangible spiritual level, who can sense when a person is out of their depth and in a situation where they have no support, and thus can inflict their menacing viral properties on to someone? I’ve noticed a direct correlation between being victimised by women and being victimised by viruses. 5 times, I experienced this. Under attack by women, get sick. And if you think of the proverbial little weakling on the playground, who is constantly being victimised and bullied, he’s/she’s also a sickly person. I would just like to say, that I don’t think I knew anyone who fit this stereotype in my primary school. There may have been a girl in my secondary education, she wasn’t obviously victimised, but maybe she was victimised by her parents? who knows? BTW, if your child is being bullied at school; remove them from the school, they will always continue to be bullied whilst they’re around those people - whole new start is required, unfortunately. Or home schooling. I feel some women who do not know me assume I am not paying attention out on the streets. It may not look like I’m paying attention, but I can assure you, I can pretty much see everything that’s going on within 180° radius – that is the ‘big picture’. I have excellent peripheral vision and my long-term memory is greater than anyone I’ve ever spoken with (except that guy who implied he could remember back to being in the womb – but I think he was lying). Correlation between being bullied and getting sick I have to further add to my Deliberate not Deliberate story above. It’s where I mention a side-effect of being bullied, and in my experience it’s mainly female bullying that has resulted in sickness, but actually I don’t think sickness will discriminate between male and female bullies) There’s certainly no medical reason why this should happen, but I can give you five examples of the five times in fact that I was sick in my life, and all coincides when I was being directly attacked by bullies. I did mention in my Doctors Experiences, on my Life Stories page, I developed benign cysts in my boob, it started as a direct result of being kicked by a little girl, but then later more cysts developed without being physically attacked, but I was verbally attacked by typical passive aggressive females, this happened two more times. I mean it could just be a coincidence but at the after the third time it happened, I felt it was no longer a coincidence. Another time I got the flu; was when there was a girl outside my resort bungalow on my holiday when my brother got married; she was pacing up and down outside my private bungalow. For most people they probably wouldn’t consider that girl or a boy (I say girl because they were wearing stilettos, and making that clip clop sound), but would not consider them a bully, or attacking me, but I certainly do, what the hell was she doing walking up and down just outside my room - it was a secluded hotel, it was midnight or so, she should not have been there. At any rate she was a nuisance dog. The other time I got the flu was when I was attacked at the Mount Annan botanical Gardens, I did a whole story about those revolting people (could have been musician related - there are some fully retarded musicians in Australia, who have no idea how annoying, and what a nuisance they are, and have no idea how unwanted they are). Someone later told me it was the politicians at the time, they had banded together to try and make a joke, there was certainly nothing funny about that day, it was one of the worst days of my life. And, don’t politicians have anything better to do that follow a young girl around? GET A LIFE – YOUR OWN LIFE, AND LEAVE ME ALONE. Possibly my plantar fasciitis happened around the time I was being badly bullied by neighbours at Rangari, in the form of theft, so it may be related or may not be, I mean having to sit on the couch and do nothing, might be my body‘s way of saying stop working so hard in the garden. But in my Collapsed Arch story, I always maintain, that I felt like it had been done deliberately, as I heard someone tell me they were going to handicap me. (Maybe it was somebody else’s way to get me to stop gardening, maybe they’re very anti-gardening people?) {they don’t know, the secret to longevity, is actually gardening.} And then of course the other time was when I was bullied by Centrelink and got glandular fever at the nursing home, (possibly pneumonia as well? could even be the same virus, who knows). And a couple of years later in fact I was further bullied by Jobs Providers, I got sick again, and I basically felt it was a second dose of the same virus from the nursing home, but it did have a slightly different effect on me the second time round. I definitely feel it was given out to me deliberately. So, whilst that last one wasn’t really a direct correlation between being bullied and getting sick, like what I’m implying with this story. That being, if you’re picked on and feeling, not so self-assured, and not so confident as you usually are, then you’re leaving yourself open and susceptible to sickness. So not only does bullying have a psychological effect on your psyche, it has a physiological affect. 8. Monumental Problems with Receptionists I’ve had monumental problems with receptionists in Australia. I would like to name and shame a Dr's receptionists at Gin Gin - unfortunatly I do not know the little girl’s name, but I got a kind of photo from my body cam. Now, it's not in my nature to try to humiliate a girl just for being stupid. Unless, they're "stupid thinking" involves trying to bully or steal from me -such as this girl -she is a disgrace, and one of the worst, because she is not the first, - but this one takes the cake for being the biggest bully of them all. I’m not entirely sure what their problem is, with me. Infact, it seems to be the opposite of a ‘problem’, they seem to want me to actually stick around in the waiting room, with them. Or, I mention in my Dr Stories in my Life Stories page, that I have some other stupid blonde dog who goes around trying to tell, I guess, whoever will listen, (the dog network), that I do not have a specific infliction, so I guess that stupid receptionists believed her (OMG), and did not think I had any problem with my foot, and thus I should not have been there}. NARCISSIST. And not just 1 or 2 receptionists, heaps, and they have kept me waiting for literally hours and hours and hours. PERVERTS. It’s one of the main reasons I started knitting, so I had something to do whilst I wait. This particular receptionist at Dr Mo’s Currajong clinic Gin Gin was the worst I have encountered; (I forgot my knitting), she was absolutely revolting REVOLTING - bullybitch. This girl was the final straw, as far as stupid receptionists go. From now on I will get photos of any revolting bully bitch receptionist, and will upload them onto the Internet, and name and shame them. After 20 years of their bullshit, there is not going to be any more mercy. YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRLS. I was kept waiting 1 ½hrs, people were coming in, seeing the Dr, meanwhile I had to wait, repeatedly, like every 10 minutes, a walk in - and only waited no loner, as I was about to yell her head off. She was getting all her bitch blonde friends from the community, Gin Gin, QLD, to come in and pretend they needed to go to the DR. they did not even have appointments. She would have kept me there all day if I did not get up and yell at her – stupid little THIEVING dog. Of course, I have switched clinics. Btw, the Dr at that clinic, the Chiro, Dr Mo, was actually the first Dr to see and acknowledge the fact that I had a Collapsed Arch – Plantar fasciitis. Knitting story re-waiting; by the way, I started knitting because I found receptionist at the doctors kept me waiting for hours - once I started knitting, my life changed, my waiting time was cut down to like 5 minutes. (I had forgotten my knitting on that particular day at Dr Mo’s) Females are such a pervert’s (secret) apparently if you knit, your “boring”! Although I did have a problem with girls stealing my knitting needles. Once at Centrelink at Parramatta in 1995, I was kept waiting five hours - really, nooo hard feelings at all. If only I had a photo of those bimbo receptionists. DESPERATE FOR MY COMPANY. Desperate for my ideas. BTW, this ‘desperation’ personality trait, also is apparent when talking to certain call centre girls. I’ve started taking photos of them when I enter a building now, same across all receptionists in all areas - it works, they do not want other people to know they are merely pervy little thieving bitches. They are cowards. So, a theory has been presented to me why blonde receptionists are completely stupid (now this is going to be hard for some of you to digest, especially the common housewife type) - Turns out, it’s not about the blonde hair, it’s about the big boobs. Young girls with big boobs are raped by their fathers- in the metaphysical world, at night when they are asleep (real). They grow up not wanting to remember, because it’s so repulsive, so it makes them stupid. (My dad, never raped anyone in this world or the metaphysical world) I know of men who do, there was one at Builyan, my next-door neighbour, being able to seduce a woman, so he would feel it is not rape. He also could influence girls, and manipulate them by putting ideas into their heads, without being present. He was most disrespectful man, he hates women, like a young child hates ‘girls’, he is still stuck in 10yr old boy world. And he is one of many. (He was friends with the thieves at my next house at Colosseum.) There are men on Facebook aswell who do this by connecting with women online. Also, men in the entertainment industry. Despicable. But also in non-despicable ways, like the gaming sector – not everyone knows they can hook up and play video / pc games online together. Btw, there were at least 2 other people I encounted at Builyan who knew what that guy was like, and one of them was the local visiting female nurse – this really struck me as odd, as most women HAVE NO IDEA what men are really like, and what tricks they can do. But that woman knew. Who put me in that Builyan house? At the time, I had no choice but to take that one, as it was the only one in the whole of QLD for my budget. The only one. And how should I know the next Colosseum house was owned by a liar. Both just soo wrong. So, wake up, don’t be afraid, this is not a crazy thing or a witch thing. Pay attention, be aware. I believe Beethoven was most famous for his rape song, Moonlight sonata, the first part of this puts women to sleep, the second part is about what Beethoven will do to the woman by passionately ravishing her. I love the Internet - it is another example where I can see the hand of God fighting the bullies, even though I have been ban from most of it. Btw, it was this particular photostory, of that stupid bimbo receptionists and her probable raping father, that, I was later told by Roz Watson, that helped Sharon Morgan check to see if I was crazy – I was not. I still am not, in case any of you are wondering – checked, and declared sane and healthy. It’s amazing how people would prefer to think of me as crazy rather than acknowledge the truth. It seems anyone who accuses a man of rape in this manner, is considered nuts. Stupid Sharon Morgan. It’s’ like they HAVE NO IDEA. NONE. So naïve. Not to mention asleep at the wheel {unwoke?}. I can assure you; it happens. Most people, including some men, aren’t even aware that it happens, (because people who are aware, are oppressed, and don’t talk about it), for exactly this reason like how I was accused of being crazy. Sometimes I feel like I’m surrounded by complete morons. Btw, when I was dealing with that arshole from Builyan, I also had to deal with his mother, and the police re thefts. And they, the whole community in fact, decided to kind of ‘side’ against me, when it was probably that guy who was stealing from me. And the “little girl”, Real Estate rental girl then tried to steal my bond, resulting in wasted court days, and further theft from police via tickets, - so all those problems were caused by that arsehole and his mother. Yet I was the one who basically ‘copped it’ in society, while that arsehole didn’t cop anything, infact they probably promoted him to town president or some such crap. He is the one that should’ve had to be dragged through court over 2 days. He’s the one that should have been fined $800. In fact, I personally believe he belongs in jail. And so does his mother. He gets to walk around in society like nothing has happened at all. Like I said I’m surrounded by morons. Oh, back to receptionists problems, later I was advised I have problems with young female receptionists, because they cannot handle looking and dealing with old ugly women, so they are hostile towards me. I believe the kind of hatred and antagonisms they have for me, would still stem from being abused by a supposedly trusted parent. Especially that one at Gin Gin. Not absolutely everybody!! I have spent many, many hrs, designing fabrics, and selling them online via Sflower. But, there is a non-thinking housewife who works at Sflower; Kelly M (I call her The Sflower Nazi) who has deleted my account because she is a Nazi sympathiser, and she was offended by my reference to a “bitchy nazi” comment to another member (what does she go through all my emails?) The other member, I suspect, actually was her, a faux member staff that just doesn’t like me, and came up with a plan to delete my account because she was sick of seeing all my designs – jealous. Banned under the pretense that I used the word “NAZI” - what is wrong with her? In fact, deleting a whole account because I use the word Nazi, is so preposterous, that it could have been saboteurs, as I’ve mentioned on my blog numerous times now – my very own personal saboteurs, and they know the people that run this company, (could be channel 7?) and have asked them to delete my account, and so they have said “sure, you are a God, and we will do whatever you say” (in typical bimbo fashion) and so came up with this cockanninnie plan to delete my account. I did tell The Sflower Nazi, the reference to nazi was purely a bullying characteristic, the same actions that rule bullies today, the same characteristics that she was showing., and not a reference to Germans - a characteristic that comes from a place of complete stupidity. She did not want to hear it, or communicate with me at all, she just went ahead and deleted my account, off with her head – just like a stupid NAZI. I had that account for 6 years and sold heaps of my designs through fabrics/wallpapers. It was deleted without any communication at all, even after I persisted, none of my tax information was available either. (they since send me fake tax statement every year, when they realized they fucked up about that, but since I do not have an account with them anymore, what’s the point?) I find this quite unbelievable, completely communistic, as I have contributed an extreme amount of growth to this business in Australia through promotion, not only that, those girls who work there use my ideas for their design challenge, and steal my writings, so much so in fact that I’m really not sure what they’ll do without me. Anyway, their fabric quality is really bad, a lot of fabrics I received, the colours have faded straight away, and some of them have arrived looking washed out to begin with! Their website is a scam because they offer $5 for a swatch, with a condition that they’ll sell my design (or anyone’s design) so I’ve spent about $300 in swatches and they’re not selling my designs, so they’ve not held up their end of the bargain; they should be sued; they are online thieves who use tracking cookies and female tactics to find victims they can steal from. I have since found another printer in the UK (poor Australia still have not come up with a viable printing service) and thus have created my own website for my designs: https://emilybiemanfabrics.wixsite.com/emilybiemanfabrics/collections And they are sold on RedBubble as products: https://www.redbubble.com/people/emilybieman/shop I will never be selling or purchasing from Sflower, ever again. Cleaning Up the Trash of Society - I will try to tone my language down for this one, so I don’t sound too much like an axe wielding maniac, but you can’t begin to imagine the anger, this stupid girl has provoked. Often, I find when I am complaining about these weird and bizarre bimbos that follow me around and torment me, I get the comment “well it’s political” and I always wonder what an earth they mean by that, how could it possibly be political? - it is not political in my point of view. But, as I get older and think about things more, I’ve decided what they mean is; these particular bimbos who follow me around, are literally stupid, not literally retarded, not a prostitute, just stupid, and it is a result of hopeless parenting and hopeless teachers in Australia - they are raised to be trash. Therefore, saying it’s political, well, I want to know which is the political party that supports the stupid bimbos please? Because the stupid bimbos who follow me, harass me, and steal from me and make my life a living hell; and the whole point of it is, that they’re stupid, they shouldn’t have this much power in my life? So obviously this political party should be thrown out the window. I’ll give you an example of 1 girl. I moved to Petersham in around about 1994 or 1995. I was working at a shop in Enmore called Grave Attire, designing cloths for romantic gothics. I’ve mentioned before in my “dream watches” photo, at Petersham I had a lot of people gathering outside my house at night, and it was for the specific point of ‘seeing images’ some of you may know what I’m talking about here, others may not, I’m not going to get into it right now. But one day after work, I walked through my gate, and suddenly someone was yelling at me, they were verbally abusing me from the street, I turned around to see who it was, and she was this short blonde girl, she looked a bit like Marilyn Munro, but a miniature version, she would’ve been probably the same age as me in my early 20s, it wasn’t anyone I knew, or have ever met before. I wrote her off as completely nuts - which she was (stupidity is the root of all evil). By the way, I have since seen this girl at least 4 times since then over the years, in Gunnedah she was harassing me when we went out to see the Christmas lights one year, it was about an ebay item? I’ve also seen her in Melbourne, she was pretending to be my flatmates girlfriend (she may have ended up as a prostitute) and I saw her in Melbourne at an Internet café, she was harassing me about some guy in the café? And I’m pretty certain I’ve heard her on many other numerous occasions in the same verbal abusive manner, but haven’t actually seen her, because one of her tactics is to yell out from places across the street, or in a car, or in a building, or at the neighbours. Unfortunately she’s not a figment of my imagination, she’s a real life bimbo BITCH, and I’ve always maintained over the past 15 to 20 odd years that I have seen her harassing me, I have no idea who she is, or why she is harassing me. But as things come to light, as they do when you get older, things that you couldn’t possibly know when your young (unless someone tells you these things, which, btw, no one warned me about stupid reflective bitches that follow you and torment you – no one warmed me that a young unmarried girl really should stay at home in the family nest and not leave until she has fallen in love with someone). So, I realised today, 2021, why she has been harassing me, and it’s because I was thinking one night, (it must have been when all these hordes of people were outside my rental house at Petersham)(inner city suburb of Sydney), that I would like to get a cat, but then I thought I won’t get a cat here, because it’s not a very good neighbourhood – too ‘restrictive’, and then I got to thinking, it also would NOT be a good place to raise a child in my opinion. And this was my personal thoughts that I was thinking about, one night after work while going off to sleep. (I was raised in the country on a farm) Anyway, that stupid young dog bimbo, heard me and she’s taken great offence to the fact that I didn’t like her neighbourhood, and that’s why she has harassed me, and verbally abused me from afar, also it was most likely her that stole my bag one night, and left it by the new litter of kittens at the neighbours (with no money left) – and why she continued to harass and sabotage me for years later -she is the epitome of stupidity in Australia. If I see that stupid bimbo again, I’m pretty sure I’m going to get x xxxxxxx xxx xxx xxxx xx xx xxxx xxxx, same goes for any other stupid reflective bitch. IF YOU DON’T CLEAN OUT THE TRASH IN SOCIETY, I SURE AS HELL WILL. (little birdy told me later that girl was a musicians prosi) By the way I don’t have any problems from any of the bimbos in my neighbourhood here at the moment; apparently, I have woken them all up! With this blog. And, Petersham – such a disgusting neighbourhood. Case in point. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY. I believe some of those young reflective bitches from 20-30 years ago have grown up and finally realized their bimbo ways (I guess by stalking / watching me for so long, they finally realised how stupid they’ve been in the past, why I would have the attitude of them not being worthy. And a lot of them blame me, like ‘willing’ them to do stupid things, stupidly, of course, (although that does happen, I have seen other older women do it to younger ones (twice I saw a man fall victim too) – I would never do such a thing, and have never, although one day when I was feeling crap at work, because it was the time when I was doing housework, I am pretty sure I ‘willed’ the mother to tell me I was pretty, to make myself feel better! – that’s how I think, I don’t do things to deliberate humiliate a girl – I run rings around most people. BTW, there’s many people that know about this phenomonen around me, and who muster around to watch; there’s been quite a few times where the situation has been made to look like it was me calling the shots in a passive way, and I most certainly wasn’t, like they were trying to paint me in a bad light. They did it once at Bunnings – the bunnings bimbos at check out. And it’s happened a few other times as well (it is something that cannot be so easily proved) Considering how much I keep to myself, and haven’t really expressed any of my personal thoughts or feelings until this year 2021 with this blog, so bearing that in mind, I find it really strange that I have so many enemies and people wanting me to look bad. What’s wrong with them? Do they not have a life of their own? Unfortunately, in my experience I have to say most women are plain evil, it’s very rare that you come across a woman who has another woman’s best interest at heart. (Of course, today I would like to xxxxx xxxxx xxxxx any stupid bitch that tries to have a go at me in this reflective light, like the bimbo at the Drs office at Currajong clinic, Gin Gin, - apparently if you take a photo of them when you enter, it wakes them up, and uploading their mug onto social media, actually seems to be working) So, now there’s a big gang of them, a gang of stupid bimbos (a lot of them are in the TV/Movie/Radio industry and are famous, and rich, Judy Dench) who now try to make it look like it is my fault, they blame me for their stupid behaviour - they come up with all sorts of plans and devious things to do, to sabotage me, get me kicked out of various situations, my house, for instance, my business, ebay, Facebook…The deliberate virus - they are truly EVIL. This is the main reason why I am writing my blog. To show people what EXACTLY it’s been like for me as a single lady who has a private school education, further tertiary education, is smart, and creative, and who did not have hopeless parents (possibly 2 or 3 really bad school teachers – I’m doing something about that too) but on the whole, a healthy young person and with a healthy young mind who does not do reflections of total strangers they encounter, or anyone for that matter, or behave disrespectfully to anyone. These are the kinds of things that I have to deal with; the trash of society. It’s like I did everything I could to thrive in society; work, become a contributing member of society, I don’t (didn’t) drink or use drugs, but due to the total dysfunctional of hopeless parents and teachers, I simply could not last in that situation at all. I had no choice, but to follow other avenues in life. It’s like they saw how I was built to thrive, and as a result of pure jealousy, did everything (and continue to do), to want to make me completely powerless and without any money or position in society so that they can turn around and say “we’re not trash you are”. Btw, they tell me, a lot of those reflective bimbos become prostitutes, and later on in life, get married (sure thing I guess) and they in turn breed, creating a perpetual generation of bimbos. I honestly can’t believe the stupidity of society in Australia - it is ridiculous and I strongly recommend not having kids at all. AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD I want to take time to mention the factor of certain people in society, (certain bullies) wanting me to state for the record, that I lost something rather than tell people it was stolen, or to say that I had some sort of mental problem, rather than blame them for their bully actions. AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD? No bimbos, this is not how it works. I can’t believe how arrogant they are in asking me to take the blame for their fuck-ups LITTLE DITSIES! I didn’t lose it, it was stolen! And it wasn’t me trying to break the toilet wall down - it was you. Really and truly, some of those dogs think that we have some kind of arrangement, where they get to be disrespectful, or stealy thieves, or sadistic bitches, (“dogs doing opposite”), and then afterwards, purchase my seeds for $3.70, and think that that makes everything okay (or even worse apologize on TV, and think that makes it OK). I can assure you; you little stupid dog, this does not make anything okay. We do not have any arrangements where you get a treat me badly, I WOULD NEVER MAKE SUCH AN ARRANGEMENT, FOR ANY PRICE. And because there has been no arrangement made, no matter what you pay, your debt is never going to be settled. You will have to take it up with God. Re “dogs doing opposite”; when I was 5yrs old, I was tormented, tortured really, by a teacher who was threatening to inflict physical pain on me. So, throughout the rest of my childhood, I obtained an attitude of “thou shall not peg me, under any circumstance!” I was quite the little queen, and in fact I recall every summer instead of playing cricket, whenever I was playing, we had to play French cricket, which involves bowling under arm, so there was no chance that I would be pegged!! This attitude is part of my nature, and I strongly suspect (I know) the dogs senses this attitude, and that’s why they do the opposite, and try to inflict pain on me, it’s been a problem since high school, basically with sleepy little female dogs, who haven’t been woken up, because of hopeless parents and teachers in Australia. WAKE UP YOUR GODDAMN LITTLE GIRLS SO I DON’T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THEIR TORMENT 5kw Solar Panels not contributing to Bill by Essential Energy SOLAR THEFT Electricity companies stealing money by overcharging - yes, they really do it, depending on who you are. Essential Energy / AGL / Country Energy (they not used to social media, why was I ban.....) Some PM, at the time, or a bit later, after I had left Gunnedah, told me that he had fixed the electricity problem. But I will go ahead and put my story; Btw, why should some people pay $.14 a kilowatt, and then some people have to pay $.34 a kilowatt!! - it’s all a total scam! Everyone should be paying the same for electricity. But I think in Gunnedah, they take it a little bit further, and anyone who is perceived to be wealthy, they overcharge and steal from those people. But they don’t check bank accounts for obvious reasons, they just base their ‘money’ judgements on rumour and reputation. I really believe these people who send you the bill, do exactly that. (Exactly like Centrelink when I tried to get Austudy - MORONS). 5kw Solar system that I finally managed to put on the shed at Rangari (Gunnedah NSW). I had all sorts of obstacles; landlord was using delaying tactics for answer, then, no thanks to the local Gunnedah electrical business, (Neville & Bev Mammen Electrical Contractors) who just refused to do business with a woman. So, I had to get the mob from Tamworth to install Max Frost – total cost in the end $14000 ($4000 it would have cost if I lived in Sydney) I hope those thieves get their comeuppance. I should point out, probably a lot of people won’t understand the meaning of 5kW. A 5kW system is an extremely large amount of electricity. For instance, I was living at one place. There were two houses running off grid entirely on a 3.5kW system. So a 5kW system, should cover all my electricity uses easily, you would think. But anyway, I want to tell you mainly about the theft by electric companies. Something is afoot in electric company world. After I put my panels on, I waited for my next bill expecting a major drop in price. But guess what, my bill was way more than any other bill I’ve ever received from essential energy (now AGL, formerly Country Energy) I was told by my installer it was because of the additional freezer and .5HP pump I had installed. So, talk about disappointing. And a waste of money. TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY. 4 years later I was forced to relocate. After 3mnths at my next address in Queensland I waited patiently for my bill, expecting the worst, as my last bill was $445 so I thought without a 5kW system on this house, my bill would be astronomical. But when it arrived, I was surely surprised. Guess how much. Not anymore but way less; $341.34. So as far as I’m concerned there is most definitely electricity theft in Gunnedah by Essential Energy, this that would match their customer service too – scum. I should point out at my next address in Queensland (forced relocation in rentals, unbelievable…another story for later) I got rid of my big LCDTV / DVD recorder, Big Hot water, and several other appliances; and my last bill was $120, which matches my appliance cutbacks. So maybe Ergon get it right and are not thieves unlike the girls in Gunnedah who run the electric company. I found a lot of people stole from me when I was in Gunnedah, a lot of retailers, and all of them actually, not just 1 or 2 ‘baddies’. And my neighbours and community in general stole from me while I lived at Rangari for 10yrs until 2018. Major petty theft problem in Gunnedah. Fucked people. THEY ARE ALL GOING TO HELL. So, I now know at my last address in Gunnedah, that electricity company, essential energy/AGL (was most def stealing from me, not only by overcharging each bill, BUT by covering criminals ass when they turn my power off, so criminals (from retailers, I’M TELLING YOU ORGANIZED PETTY THEFT IS HUGE IN THIS COUNTRY, Harvey Norman and Bunnings have criminals that work for them that prey on certain people, certain people they don’t like, or are not a famous celebrity). So, they would turn my power off to gain access (turn the cctv off) and steal, when I was out, which was only every 2mnths. When I called Essential Energy to see if there was a power outage or if someone just turned off my electricity, the girl always said “oh it was due maintenance” - due maintenance every time I went into town every 2mths or so – I DON’T THINK SO. They are total crooks. (So far, no blackouts here at new address until last month, power out for 15minutes on Sunday – my secateurs were stolen off the back deck – again I phoned Ergon, a boy this time - covering thieves again, due maintenance on Sunday – AS IF). Btw, you should have heard them when I called them up to cancel my electricity when I moved from Gunnedah, as I moved to off grid- they were like; what, we are going to lose $600/quarter, they were like really DESPERATE, like how a greedy desperate woman sounds, asking me all these questions. This girl could not understand that she was about to loose $600. If you can live off grid or get Gas, you should, they are stealing from vulnerable people. They also steal off prominent families, like if you are perceived to be wealthy in the community, they overcharge. It pays not to drive a nice car. Of course, they do not know the actual financial situation of anyone, they base their theft on perception. They are incredibly stupid, like most small-minded people in Gunnedah. Especially women. I have known some prominent families to leave town, and this is a big factoring reason, I bet. BTW, back when my dad was alive, I would regularly visit him, and I saw his bill one-day, and it was $865 - and there’s NO WAY he used more electricity than I (mine was $450 then) and he lived on his own, like me, and his house didn’t even have an Aircon or a split system. It had a wood fire for heating in winter and gas hot water. And, you know he barely did anything, hardly any cooking either, he spent all of his retirement time just listening to the radio and reading the newspaper. Yet, $100’s more than mine. Maybe they were doing a family scam! It is definitely a big scam. (He did have a deep-freeze, – I recommend chucking those out if you have one, get a new modern one) But, I’m telling you there’s major electricity theft going on in Gunnedah – by women. Stupid ones. Ooh, the stupid little thief; did you make a mistake? You probably can't tell my tone of sarcasm for that final sentence, but I heard the girl realise what she had done, probably that stupid short little blonde girl "oh whoops, oh well”. Steal from me for 30 years, steal everything I have. “Oh well”. Women, the epitome of stupidity. (And no, I am NOT talking about hearing myself!!) Plus, at my new address, I am still having people break into my house and steal items – a little birdy told me it was Ergon who was stealing, so that I would have to put my cctv cameras on, it costs $100 a quarter to run them, so they are stealing $100 a quarter. I am not sure about that bit about Ergon, just a theory. (More likely in my opinion to be Ebay stealing from me, since I was banned from ebay the theft has greatly reduced – Chinese thieves). My last bill was $220 at Gin Gin, it’s gone from $120 to $220 in a quarter! (5 yrs later it went to $600) Electricity companies are the biggest scam of the century. Mind you, I don’t think the people who sold it were innocent, Max Frost – I did ask them about it, as it was like the whole system was not really connected, it was like they pretended to connect it. Like it made NO difference to my bill, except a possible RISE in consumption - they had no comment. I should point out, the system was showing on my bill, so on paper it looked legit. You know, the fact that this WHOLE Gunnedah community was stealing from me (main reason I had to leave) could possibly be because of 1 person who has brainwashed them ALL into stealing from me. That little short blonde girl I have mentioned previously. Who the hell is that stupid little coward bitch? – no forget that last sentence, I don’t want to know her – I wish she was dead. After I wrote this, updated it, in Bundaberg, while I was living at Gin Gin, there was a big push of the sales of Solar Panels across all medias. So if you're a well respected person in the community, by all means go ahead get solar panels, that will probably save you money. But if you're someone who is treated badly and disrespected; if you're on low income, if you're single woman, if you're on a pension, if you're unemployed, probably if your gay, if your ugly, if your fat, if you're having health problems of any kind - definitely don't get solar panels because electricity companies will discriminate against you and steal from you. They 100% do. Do those boys who installed it know that they are a scam? Or is it just management? Those boys who installed it, charged $2000 to install it, took them less than half a day. This blog is a work in progress still - WIP!, so sorry if I repeat myself, I am still editing this and doing rewrites and uploading reedited photo stories, I have noticed my blog is frequently hacked and paragraphs deleted or photos removed, so I am constantly fixing it – I have a lot of people who read it and keep tabs on everything, and let me know when something has been removed, {possibly it is the same person who steals them, (!) then sneakily let me know I need to redo?} There is a lot of info now. If you want to see any updated photo stories you can check my Pinterest account, as all new ones are added to the top of the page. https://www.pinterest.com.au/EmilyCBieman/real-australia-social-media/ Naming and Shaming Bullies on Face Book (before I was ban) This next one is still here! Little sidebar for it; I'm not going to remove this after I wrote this naming and shaming (quite some time ago now, several years). Some of the parties that I named were so pissed off, they did other revolting awful things involving me getting banned from not only Facebook but many other places online. Please note to all of those revolting bullies who have such A BIG EGO THAT THEY COULDN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE WAS ACTUALLY CALLING THEM UP ON THEIR BULLY BEHAVIOUR - I haven't taken this down, I'm not intimidated by you, so HA. Unlawful Facebook Groups (talk about bullying 101 on FB) there are too many hall monitors playing the exclusion game and just being basic bullies- its them that are the bullies, not the people so much engaging in forum discussions. Make no mistake, they are young nazis. Miriam Vale Classifieds - removed me from my own local group for no reason -I want to name and shame those admin, as excluding someone from their local group is a despicable form of female bullying: Astrid Allison, Lesley Cain, lyssa Kuepper, Jacob Keogh and Rachel Klepiak). THIS IS NOT KINDERGARTEN lyssa Kuepper and Lyn Murphy also removed me from Gladstone gardening group (Gladstone QLD gardening only – which I was NOT a member, but they blocked me, and Gladstone Plants/Produce/Garden Items Sell Swap Buy Give Away in Queensland did too – a admin collaboration. Australian Native Plant Enthusiasts forum - This one refused to post any of my appropriate posts Thumbs up Thumbs down Gunnedah – did not post my family farm photo (I am afraid you silly stupid twits, I DID grow up on a farm). Also Australia through the years – deleted my farm photo with gang of big boobs bully story and kicked me out!! Outrageous. Gunnedah Art Gallery kicked me out of their group for no reason. Plus facebook then excludes that group from showing on my account. So all of those exclusions, and the reason why I am kicking up a big stink about this and naming names, is because these people ganged together, contacted admin and told them to kick me out, in 4 cases, before I had even joined the group! – so NO offensive posts, as I was not even in the group – so some girl contacted admin in advance, and told admin that I was bad or whatever?, no valid reason. The admin took their word as truth, could not see it was a personal witches of salem mission of stupid dog, or that it was deliberate ‘dog network stuff’ as in girls banding together in the gossiping manner that they have, the girl grape vine, and ganging up on someone, ‘common enemy’ stuff, it’s disgusting, bullying 101, those girls are disgusting, and I won’t be removing your names - you made your bed and now you can lay in it, no matter how big a bully you still continue to be, harrasing me here at Kookaburra Park and in Gin Gin - YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRLS with fucked parents. In fact here all the names that I noticed of people who were basically out to get me. And, if they couldn’t ‘ban’ me because some admin actually have common sense and common decency, and are not apart of the DOG NETWORK, said “well no” to their request, then they would try to entrapped me on a forum, to get me to say something wrong, like swear or something, or say something offensive, so that they would push me off - here are all those people; {you know I pay attention, I’m someone who notices things, if you think you can just be sly around me and behave in that atrocious manner and get away with it, think again}. OK, HERE ALL SOME OF THE NAMES who were obsessed dogs on facebook that sabotages me – they use fake names, they are cowards. Jason Heart Reggie Felangie (remember Regina Felangie), that girl btw, Lisa Kudrow – blond bully bimbo bitch (I am pretty sure all these fb blondes are copying her, that's what young blondes do.) Teagan, cowgirl, (I bet same twit Teagan girl who harrassed me at Kookaburra Park - ought to be locked up) Astrid Allison, Lesley Cain, lyssa Kuepper, Jacob Keogh, Wendi Guy, Naomi Mcintosh, Larainne Greco, Berta Lindenberg, Mark Manchester, Gill Muller, Bernie Farrell – these last 3 men were trying to save the blonde bimbos Louise naturelover Sorenson Rose Rea or someone from Bundaberg? (in messanger), she went out of her way to do this whole big thing to try and get me kicked out, she does not deserve to live. The list goes on and on – they have many dog friends, but since my facebook account was deleted by facebook nazi gestapo (including all my Messages in Messanger???, I do not have record of others – but there are heaps, whole networks of obsessed nazi dogs. – all female, most women have no idea how stupid they are. The ban was lifted in October 2024 – so a 4 year ban – by some STUPID IT bimbo. So, I ventured back on. I did have some difficulties joining local groups, especially gardening groups, a lot of them just refused to accept my membership, I tried to find out why, one of the admin told me that it's not up to them it's up to Facebook! Another one told me that they only accepted people who have had an account for over 12 months. Most of them just didn't bother getting back to me. So, I went ahead and created my own gardening group! I have 53 members but, not many are active, it's pretty much a non-gardening community I would say. I did join the local Sarina food exchange one, only again I had problems with obsessed dogs following me around and doing weird condescending thieving things, so I had to leave that group. And then guess what, my local Sarina community Facebook group ban me after yet another stupid obsessed dog from Campwin Beach (Cassandra Hayes), told them to ban me, so they did! I have name and shamed those 4 Admin on Facebook but I guess I can do it again here: Lee Ross, Aleesha Birch, Kirstie Ross, Katherine Oake - Naming and shaming them for being so easily manipulated by a stupid dog so as to oppress me and exclude me. DISCRIMINATORS. So, I did come to the conclusion, that there are some groups where it's not appropriate to put some of the information that I wanted to put on, like about my stolen items, because most groups are just kind of advertising groups, so I created another group “say what you want” group, and I have over 100 members! But again I seem to be the most active! I can only assume it's because most people are oppressed. This is a post I had on FaceBook after I encounted mass bullying: (they lose, not having me! ha ha) Ok, for some reason there seems to be a form of automatic dog bully attack on Facebook where people make comments in Group posts, accusing them of been crazy, with comments like “did you forget to take your meds today dear” This is bullying 101. You know, just because you’re offended by someone’s tone or language, or they are communicating in a different way than how your friends do, doesn’t make them crazy. (some women think Facebook is Kindy - btw, I was banned from Facebook and Ravelry for speaking out with the truth, this country and America has major oppression issues still in 2019). If you want to know what crazy is, I’ll tell you what crazy is. Crazy is: Girls that follow other girls’ down the street and back to their home. Territorial people (dog like) over everything not just their backyard. People who have more than one child on a single income. People who have more than 2 regardless. Someone who doesn’t put a floor drain in the bathroom/laundry wet area. Someone who refuses to have timber furniture in their house because they’re afraid it might get eaten by white ants! Adult girls who do others reflections (and men occasionally too). Building a house out in the bush without putting in 4 huge (70000L each) cement rain tanks. People who clean with harsh chemicals in their home. (try TeaTree Oil) People who think someone will clean up their rubbish/pick up their tab…. People who think someone else is going to look after their child. Backyard owners who don’t have veggies and perhaps a chook yard. Multiple dog owners. Overzealous partners (flirting is healthy, but not compulsory!) People who volunteer - have their good nature taken advantage of and are suckers. People who are jealous of others life/ Medal in affairs that do not concern them. Women who are suckered into adopting another woman’s mess. Girls who verbally abuse other girls that walk past them in their street or from the neighbours house. Councils that charge people to dump their rubbish at the designated area (tip). People who are disrespectful towards animals. Church in schools. People who use spray poisons against bugs in their home. Mothers that buy kfc for their kids. Not checking your receipts. People who use dry cleaners. People who take medication because some Dr has told them they are crazy. Going to live animal shows. And cruel little boys who keep reptiles as pets. Liars, and people who don’t garden. Girls and truckers who laugh at other girls and harass them from their car - car hoons/beepers, stalkers, followers. People who are so easily manipulated by peers. Sending unmarried women in to teach in schools. People who work in jobs that inadvertently harm others/not taking responsibility. Shoplifters and petty thievers (Bunnings and Harvey Norman staff) Homeowners who have a car but no garage, especially in coastal areas. Building your house in a flood zone. And a house that doesn’t have ‘green’ features. Parents who don’t teach their kids about sex, ALL about sex and RESPECT, no shame . And ones who overprotect. Parents who don’t treat their kids like young adults, you know the next generation is allways smarter than the previous. Just a few little things that come to my mind this Sunday afternoon. Read about my experience with the pea-brained Australian Government below. I started my Blog after this happened: I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. Don't be scared, and don't jump to conclusions , I am NOT mentally ill in any way - read the whole thing, some people have a, completely wrong take on what 'crazy' is. Oh wouldn’t it be nice if every time we heard someone talking about something we didn’t like, we could just write it off as crazy. "Oh, they're just crazy, we don’t have to listen to them”. That’s the point of the police dogs and dogs who work at mental health wards (although those ones its mainly about making money from medications – they really work for big pharmacy, - SH it’s a secret). But it is a disgusting form of bullying designed to DISCREDIT PEOPLE, WOMEN IN PARTICULAR. And there are people on Facebook looking for people to victimise, so nobody has to listen to them ON SOCIAL MEDIA - absolute bully oppression 101 - I AM STILL BAN FROM SOCIAL MEDIA (allowed to have a FB account after 4 yrs of being ban, but in a different name). A legislation challenge urgently needed -perhaps, sit down with a cuppa, my story is long if you want to really see: I would like to share a little story with you, first one, that ties in with my own experience: at one point in my father’s career, he worked as an accountant for the big mental institution in Sydney near Balmain (not sure of exact time, but probably around the 1960s) At the time he was there, there was a big political uproar as stories were coming to light of all of the atrocities and abuse of power that goes on in institutions, particularly a mental health one. Its ALL about punishment (and still is). He was the inadvertent fly on the wall too. The Institute was closed down and my father found a job in the Department of Education, and then Agriculture. I can see now in 2020, people tend to forget the atrocities of what goes on in an institute, and the common abuse of power by everyday people. Today, still, it is possible for someone who is showing no signs of mental illness or violence, to be taken against their will by power tripping police, using force if necessary- without warning or notification, and be locked up for a period of days, victims have no rights (or no one to enforce them), and what the doctor/nurse says goes until the victim can establish and prove themselves to be of sound mind. (Which by the way, consists solely of the ability of being able to speak in a complete monotone, and preferably with the ‘Barbie Bimbo’ smile on your face - if you speak with any type of emotion, i.e., stating how angry you are for being locked up against you will and for no reason, they declare ‘you need to be locked up, most likely crazy’. Even though this is unlawful; irrelevant. Mental health people are completely and 100% oppressively WRONG) This is an abuse of power. Total lack of mankind respect. So, this is what happened to me, one afternoon when I was in the middle of processing some fibre on my carding machine, at home, shoes off, watching Netflix too; The police came knocking at my door and in a very aggressive manner and insisted if I didn’t come with them, they would use brute force to push me into the police car and take me to Bundaberg hospital. (Which I believed as the constable was totally ‘wound up’ and ‘ghung ho’ – little did I know, if I had not let them in, they could not legally break my door down, and they could not have taken me – I always keep my gate locked now). BTW, I started writing this Blog after I had been through this experience. Fuel. Previously (and actually currently) I had been a victim of many petty theft, hundreds of petty thefts in fact - I was trying to do something about it, and after each theft I would report it to the police -the police got fed up, even though at my new location, I had only reported several items -to the chief police at Gin Gin Sharon Morgan, I had also had a fight on the phone some months back with her, she didn’t want to know about any of the trivial items that have been stolen. Note, since I started posting images of stolen items on the internet, and naming names, some stolen items have been returned to me, some months later, especially unique items a that are easily identified, also the stealing has been greatly reduced. But it is the result of reporting multiple petty thefts at my house, that provoked this officer into taking drastic and unwarranted action against me, to lock me up in a mental health Institute for 7 days to 'see if I was crazy'. I was given no warning. She told the Doctor/tribunal (lied to tribunal) that I was hearing voices and delusional (when in fact, once I told her I heard my neighbours talking and sometimes yelling out) – and, on the way over to Bundaberg in the police car, she actually said, she has better things to do than look into my complaints. This is a total violation of my rights. I was not a threat to anyone or myself, there was no indication of violence, (I am not a violent person, in fact I rarely even get angry -I’m a cool, calm and collected person, who thinks things through and applies common sense – unlike the police) all I did was put in reports of petty thefts, this officer didn’t want to deal with the paperwork, and she abused her position of power under the so called 2016 legislation of mental health act. I wish to also complain about the judge who authorised the ‘involuntary treatment authority and admission’, held under the statutory requirements, under the Mental Health Act 2016, for me, (Emily Bieman) by the testimony of police officer Sharon Morgan from Gin Gin. My exact complaint is, the judge took Sharon Morgan’s word as truth when it was not, she lied to the judge, to imply that I was delusional (such a treatment authority cannot be issued without the implication of this mental illness {the crazy factor – the bully factor}) and therefore the judge could grant the treatment authority -she lied about this “delusional” factor to have me locked up. I had told her I could sometimes hear my neighbours call out, and she interpreted this as I was hearing voices. She interpreted incorrect information because she was “wishfully thinking” because she didn’t want to do the paperwork for the petty theft crime in my neighbourhood. To me, it seemed she was also too concerned about what her fellow male subordinates thought about her, and keeping up with comradery. She made it clear, that this was her punishment for me, for yelling at her over the phone about petty trivial thefts. She is sick, and NOT welcome in my life. (I personally believe she ‘tricked’ herself and possibly has her own issues with mental health {imagine how many people have been wrongfully convicted of crimes and sent to prison in such a manner}). Also, btw, I do not believe she could see the crime here, as items stolen had no monetary value, or little, but the crime is the persistent torture nature of the thefts. I deeply resent what happened to me, and I feel this judge needs to imagine what happened if someone just came along grabbed him out of his life and work and placed him in a mental ward prison for seven days to “see if he was mentally ill” This is bullying 101, and it was perpetrated by Sharon Morgan, and enabled by the judge. Bundaberg court later refused to give me the name of that judge. It is unfortunate that I am the victim of petty theft, but being a victim doesn’t make me mentally ill. I do not have a mental illness; I am capable of making my own health decisions. I am not a physical threat to myself or others (these are the 3 stipulations needed to incarcerate someone, and I do not fit any, let alone all 3 -so not only did the police violate my rights but the doctor and psychiatrist assessing me (Dr Alex McClymont and Dr Ali Ali-Tiae and side kick Roz Watson) did. And, there was no one there at the time to stand up for my Rights) once I was brought into the hospital, they failed to see the truth because they just wanted to please the police officer who was extremely gung-ho and worked up at the time, she knows how to apply pressure). Also, btw, at the time of the initial assessment, when I was ‘abducted’, - I have it on audio. I recorded it, sneakily, as I tried to video it, but was shut down by Roz Watson and Alex Mcylmont (they should be totally ashamed of themselves, and actually you CAN record whatever you want,- and upload it to social media, as long as it is not of a personal nature, like sex or children’s change rooms), but, so, the recorder was still on – if you listen to it, you can hear plain as day, me, a person of complete sound mind, cool, calm and collected, NO reasons given to detain and incarcerate. NONE. (In it, afterwards, you also hear my phone calls to lawyers - man, lawyers are hopeless in this country, they are all whipped by the powers that be and can only handle deceased estates, none could help me because of the 2016 Mental Health Act, -that’s what they said, however, if I offered one $20000, I am pretty sure, suddenly they could have done something (one lawyer later said; $50000 and I would be released immediately). And later I saw you can contact your local Member of Parliament via their online website, for a face-to-face meeting, they receive the message straightaway, and even though they are very busy – this would be something a politician is empowered to do, and they know it, not many other people would be. I am confident, that, would have been a good option for me when I was incarcerated wrongfully. So, even though there are numerous violations here, I still had no way of having my rights upheld. These people are begging to be sued, if any lawyer can step forward pro bono, and sue them - then there’s money in it for you. Or is that only something that happens in America, or in the movies? How an earth can Australia be a democratic country if lawyers don’t sue people like this who violate legislation? I believe they’re called Civil litigators’) Newspaper did not want to know anything about this either (The Australian) they were however interested in reporting about all the prostitutes on Facebook, gofigure. (True – on certain forums at about 830 in the evening, suddenly a whole lot of ‘busty women’ would appear). Isn’t it strange how people will accept prosy’s on Facebook, but they will not accept an angry woman. While I was imprisoned at the hospital, I had to do and say whatever I could to be released as soon as possible - aside from obvious reasons, I have work responsibilities at home, and animals, which nobody cared for, and my cat, when I got home was starving, (no food or water) he ate 3 huge big bowls of meat. Even though I REPEATEDLY explained about my starving elderly blind cat, and also my uncle told them, she has a cat – they did not give a dam. (So also, animal cruelty goes on at this so-called Hospital (which fits in with their personality types, cruel). It makes a difference if you have family, they only pick on people with no family, my do-good Uncle (retired magistrate) told them, he had not spoken to me in 20yrs, NOT HELPFUL. But in retrospect, some years ago, I did have some minor problems with his wife, zombie related problems, so I can see now he was protecting his wife’s honour “my wife is not stupid; your crazy!” I have had this problem before with 2 little bully bitches who “toilet attacked me” – for no reason either; “we are not stupid toilet zombies – you’re crazy” – same thing, and just like the Witches Of Salem. My Uncle did help in the end by being a good phone support, but he is a fearful man, whipped I would say, by the powers that be. I believe when talking to me, ‘sided’ with me, but when talking to the DR, (I asked the Dr to call him, thinking it would help) he ‘sided’ with the DR, my uncle is a coward, and wrongfully assumed since I was there, there must be a problem.) My family are clueless about my situation, it has been yrs since we spoke, we have all gone our separate ways, and they are all married with families, this makes me different from them, a single, and they cannot handle it, they have no idea about the thievery or if they do, encourage it, by not doing anything. I think my sister stole my bag once, and she along with my brother, imply to people that I meet, that I am on drugs, it is their passive aggressive way to be disrespectful towards me, it is a game for Penny, 3rd born. I am first born, {the only one that can see what’s going on}. At one point, my stupid 3rd born (manipulated) aunt accused me of being on heroin, she had all this paperwork and information - I clearly told her I wasn’t on heroine or any drugs, she just ignored me and went ahead citing off all of this garbage that she had printed off the computer. GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEADS - NOT ON DRUGS – AND NOR DO I DRINK. GOT IT. SOUND MIND AT ALL TIMES, GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK YOU WANNABE SELF RIGHTEOUS FOOLS. Always has been the way, except at schoolies when I was 18, I went through normal teen stuff – and at that time, in no way was my mental health ever put in danger, really – completely healthy, and more so than most. Not being compliant to you, does not mean on drugs or has mental health problems, you big fat egotistical clueless 3rd borns! My family would NOT have helped me in this situation (they are raised to be manipulated, not to ask questions and to have Barbie Bimbo smiles). I should add, if family/friends had of turned up, demanding to know why I was held against my will, imprisoned (and generally asking questions and annoying the crap out of all the staff, especially the Doctor) – it would have helped me greatly, I would have been released much sooner or not held there at all overnight, but most people do not have supportive understanding family who know how to; ask questions, stand up to doctors, and generally recognize the situation. That’s what these bullies count on – that’s their game. Its bullying 101. I can’t believe they’re allowed to do such things, and get away with it, even when rules and laws are broken and or bended to suit their whims - it was the most disgusting form of bullying that I’ve ever encountered in my life, and I have encountered a lot of bully situations, this one takes the cake. There is not a single note of “help” in this situation – they are the opposite of helpful. Note, I suspect at least one of the Doctors, Menosha, spoke to my little brother Tomas, as she implied it when we spoke, actually she kind of said it in a way that made me think that she tried one brother, and didn't have much success, and so then tried another! I thought this would be typical of Daniel, she probably tried to speak to Daniel about me, who told her to fuck off - and then called Tomas, and Tomas, as a 4th born, wouldn't understand something like this, unlike Daniel, he wouldn't understand if someone asks those kinds of questions, you have to tell them to fuck off! Tomas did not ask me if he could discuss personal information about me, he did not bother contacting me to see if I was ok with someone prying into my life, or to bother finding out what happened to me. And it sure as hell IS NOT OK for him to discuss me in such manner. They also pick on ‘ugly’ women, or women with no makeup, they assume they don’t care for themselves and are on drugs, I was drug tested. I found this happens a lot, I never wear makeup and I am not the best looker of the bunch, (since I am not on the market, I find wearing makeup a pointless notion (same with high heels) so I often get accused of being on drugs. People are really STUPID in general, I find. Suffice to say, I will not be putting in a police report ever again. In fact, some may say I am way too bold putting in a second complaint against Sharon Morgan (which I did with the police complaints ) after what happened the first time, but I have principles, and just because I can’t offer any proof or physical evidence (or only have very little) of harassment /theft, doesn’t mean it’s not true. I know that Sharon Morgan was acting in a non-thinking dogged way, instead of being responsible and applying common sense and instinct. (Yet, another woman, so busy trying to control the situation that they can’t apply common sense – common theme, I’ve noticed, unfortunately) I should add, on day 5, the doctor advised me, the only reason I was there was because of Sharon Morgan. He later tried to save himself and the police, whilst also, releasing me from hospital. And btw, the reason I was detained for so long before being released is because of the nurses, this is what they do: Nurses write false claims in their evening notes, stating “she was angry and aggressive” (for example) and really, I was not saying anything or doing anything at all. They do this deliberately as then the doctor reads the nurse’s notes every morning, and then says “oh she’s not allowed to leave, she’s angry and aggressive.” They literally lie, it is a cat and mouse game for them, they take pleasure in the power of incarcerating someone. Then they take pleasure domineering over people, ordering them about, and treating people badly, disrespectfully, and like a child or dog. Those nurses treat their role as someone who ought to inflict punishment, (because it is a prison, there are guards making sure no one can escape.) One nurse in particular was constantly making accusations about behaving like a child, and so that's how they she ought to treat the patients – like her excuse for being disrespectful. The bimbo dominatrix. (or maybe she just gets a lot of 'crazy children like' people in there!?) Plus, all their nurse Nazi rules like, no phones, food or television in rooms. The bimbo dominatrix. They have the added bonus of being able to get away with it. Power Tripping. The nurses who work at these places are truly despicable people. When I actually was released, I asked one of those nurses for a copy of those notes I told her, by law I’m allowed to have a copy, and you should have seen her, oh my god, it was her worst nightmare, I thought she was going to faint. LIARS. Most people have no idea what these institutes are like, they really should be shut down. Although patients’ rights were re-addressed in 2016, with new legislation brought into protect patients, (God knows what it was like prior to 2016) I strongly feel, it hasn’t gone far enough. There needs to be compulsory ‘notification’ given to a person, before a person is taken by force by police to a mental health hospital, (if you can't shut them down, which they should be) -notification in order for the person to voluntary seek help and talk to a councillor, and realize if they don’t, they will be taken against their will and imprisoned, it needs to be made clear that this is what will happen (so to avoid forceful institutionalization, which obviously will later lead to strong feelings of resentment. Australia is a democracy, not a ‘communistic dictatorship’ as I have experienced) - And by notification, I mean a formal written letter from the Department of health, sent by post to the persons known place of residence, I would further suggest a phone or email attempt of communication by the person who has started the process of institutionalisation, which is usually a police officer. BTW, people that work at the Bundaberg Mental Health Unit actually DO NOT know about human rights and they don’t know about the violations that they make. They just do as they please from day to day. There were at least five violations that I read in the little pamphlet that the Independent Patients’ Rights Advisor person gave me (even though I did not have my reading glasses even…). You know when you give a little bit of power to someone, sooner or later, they take a whole heap, it goes to their head, and unless they are kept in check, they ‘power trip’. Staff at this hospital are as cocky and arrogant as they come, they are not kept in check, and as a result they are revolting and they violate other people’s human rights. Actually, I got the sense that they were a weird cult. Rules unto themselves. Well, now I have firsthand experience of the abuses that go on by police and in institutions - and indeed they still should be closed down. The whole Mental Health Industry is a total scam, it’s about bullies praying on people who they deem ‘weak’. It seems every day people just can’t help but go on power trips and abuse their positions of power - this is true from the very well paid, to the nurse’s assistant on minimum wage - little things like withholding dental hygiene, withholding electronic devices, which by the way, are allowed in any Institute in Australia. {btw, the doctors decide for each patient about certain things, often they don’t really give a shit about certain things, like electronic devices, but it’s the nurses who frequently come up with these anal nazi rules, in typical female form. But if the doctor says its ok, that’s how it will be, what the Doctor says goes, he gets final word – so people should know about the little girl nazi nurses, they don’t have the final say.} I happened to take my iPad with me, with modem, (it goes everywhere I do – google maps!) So, much to the annoyance of the nazi nurses, I was given ‘verbal’ permission to use my device (even though by law, I would still be allowed to use it – see the rights violations. And bloody thankgoodness, 7 days without being able to do anything - now that is something that might make you go nuts! Also, nurses tying the armband too tight and withholding medication to intentionally inflict pain, being ‘tricked’ into taking their medication (I was told I was given a sleeping tablet (doors bang in the corridors all night long) but it turned out it was an antipsychotic drug (when I was not even psychotic. YOU SHOULD BE SUED (‘mental health’ medication, a whole other scam btw - Lithium; this is what is used to make good quality batteries. There is only one word to describe you if you think you need to take this as a medication; STUPID. Wake up. - Some psychologists reckon mental illness is caused from the inbalance of chemicals in the brain -this is a load of absolute bullshit, do not let anyone tell you, you have an imbalance of chemicals in the brain – it’s all cat and mouse game). Plus, they don't even know about proper sleep medications, they only know supposed antipsychotics) and lying to patients to ensure distrust and anxiousness. My room had a camera directly above my bed – disgusting. If you have any questions while you’re in there, about the process and procedure, (as it is all quite strange - because they lie and are not honest about what is going on and why you are there) and so ask the nurses questions - they really resent that. They do not wish to answer any questions, and will add to their notes that you are a nuisance. They’re really only interested in their routine, or any cat and mouse related activities where they get to be the cat; As well, the staff try to antagonise, so they can use their authority to overpower, particularly if they are bored in the evenings (I sum that up in 1 little sentence, but what that implies, the damage they do to people who are not like me, and will fall for their bait, is despicable, and I would say, would be physically abusive. (Another reason why it is important for Devices to be allowed in there, as no one gives a toss what the nurses are doing if they watching a good movie.) one day the nurses manipulated the cleaning girl to come and accost me, she was a horror! { If you ever accosted by a cleaner, you can say to get rid of them, “I can see you’re on a path of redemption”}. I describe the nurses here, but as I re-read it to myself, I am also describing my landlord Cate Rogers, who looks like Wainberg girl; give the dogs a little - they take a lot. So, every day little things are a problem, (not so much physical abuse or sexual violation in my experience), except once the Doctor, who whilst testing reflexes, was banging my knee and foot multiple times in order to inflict pain and get ‘kicks’ from seeing the reaction, (I have very sharp reflexes) and indeed I couldn’t walk on it for the following 12 hours - that was the initial doctor assessing me, Dr Alex Mc Clymont (from Facebook), who I put in a separate complaint with health ombudsman about him. {Btw, I say he’s from Facebook, because there is a whole heap of so-called mental health people, that go on Facebook, looking for victims, in effect, looking for customers. And they know that they can have the means to abduct someone under the guise of “we need to determine whether they have a mental illness or not” (apparently a new rule, they invented after they realized they wrongfully incarcerated me) - total outrage! And I know for a fact in my particular instance, three of them at least, and I say at least, worked together to incarcerate me, as they had blonde hair, and on one of my Facebook stories I had previously mentioned about the problem I was having with a blonde bimbo who was stealing from me – they took offense and helped concoct an incarceration plan (the irony of stupidity here). When I first went there, all the nurses had blonde hair, and she made reference to it. (Oh no, that girl has a brain and can think for herself, get her get her get her) When they got me in, anyone could see plain as day that I do not have any mental illness, and in fact I am probably saner than all of those people that work there, combined. But because so many people were involved in ‘trapping me’ and getting me there, it turned out they had worked over at least several months, actually I suspect much longer, because I started complaining to the police many years before about the thefts. So, most of them could see I shouldn’t have been there, I guess half of them said I should go home, and the other half insisted that I stay a week and do all the various medical tests, because they all had put so much time and effort into getting me there and concocting their evil little plan. So, you can see furthermore, common sense fully goes out the window when it comes to mental health workers – saving their own face.} little girls. Back to everyday things, I’m just talking about every day little power tripping things to make life unacceptable for an involuntary patient. The nurses unfortunately seem to have lost sight of the big picture, (or never knew it to begin) you know you’re allowed to be “stressed” at times, you’re allowed to be “angry” at times, you’re allowed to be “sad” at times - these feelings are normal, healthy, a part of life, and DO NOT REQUIRE MEDICATION – for goodness sakes - can you please apply common sense? For a nurse or Dr, to come along and imply that you are mentally ill and should be locked up and possibly restrained in those times, is, well, do I have to spell it out, STUPID. {I had to come back to this paragraph and add again; I really can’t emphasise enough, you’re allowed to be upset, angry, negative, or even depressed, at times, it’s completely 100% natural and if you were not this way sometimes, I would think there was something extremely mentally wrong with you, in fact I would go so far as to say that you were a psychopath. And ‘shunning’ someone, as they may appear ‘negative’ is just plain STUPID. Life is not chocolates and roses all the time, but guess what, when it’s not, we do not need an asylum or medication. One’s existence is not going to be perfect in the win/win struggle of life. So don’t be intimidated by these asylum Doctor types, not to feel angry or sad and express it (in a non-violent manner preferably ).} I need to mention there is also a “care volunteer” and what a scam this person is, I can’t stand what they’re doing here, not only in the work situation, but across many sectors - this is bloody Centrelink -they’re putting unemployed people into doing unpaid ‘activities’, and so they put them where they don’t belong, they shouldn’t be there, they cause more harm than good, but these gung-ho dogs at Centrelink /Jobs providers, go on these power trips trying to boss around other women and trying to play God. They are just as filthy, and they make me sick, and I am fed-up with how they get away with doing it too. There was a woman that came in to the ward, that had been drugged so badly she could not speak, she was someone who was there because she ‘winges’ – like a baby, she is ‘over empathetic’ of other people, their mere attitude affects her. And so, their solution (whoever brought her in) and the non-thinking nurses, was to fill her with enough drugs to shut her up. – SO WRONG. That woman could HEAR ME, she’s not crazy at all, she might have a difficult time dealing with it, who wouldn’t. She does not have schizophrenia, the doctors in there are idiots. I can assure you, many people can hear me, (actually everyone can, they just don’t know it) but they can handle things just fine and aren’t in mental health treatment. Btw, she can hear me, if I am upset - she screams! {Someone made up a joke for me a few years ago, and that is, my scream is so loud, only the dogs can hear it! Lol}. But, it is the same thing as what a young baby does, if its mother is upset, the baby will be upset. But in my case - it really has nothing to do with me, as in I do not command her to scream, infact 9 out of 10 times, I am not even aware that person is nearby. And, those ‘types’ get things wrong all the time, interpretations and twisting’s happen frequently, some like to manipulate the situation, and ‘blame’ me for bad behaviour, or say I am upset or angry, when I am NOT – they (some of them) are extremely manipulative and evil, and use me to get what they want. It actually is the opposite of what you might think, if someone has the ability to get someone else to scream. Some of them have no common sense, I mean NONE, some of them have extreme amounts of common-sense and can figure out the difference between just a passing thought and then an intention, some can't, and jump to fearful conclusions (AliAtae). A lot of them are ‘police’ type people, and they can’t; incredibly naive, some of them. I suggest you read my blog if you want to know more on this taboo issue. And for the privilege of reading about this particular ‘non-spoken’ topic, or talking to me about it; show me some goddamn respect. You can’t lock me up and imprison me to obtain this kind of information. It’s almost like they don’t quite understand what’s going on, due to their personal naivete; like they think something is going on here, “we just can’t work it out”, and so try to extract information from their ‘victims’ on how the world works, how different people’s minds work DIFFERENTLY. And instead of just asking, they use either manipulative coercion or brute force, plus imprisonment, bullying, intimidation, and oppression. They are purely disgusting. Shame on all of them. BTW, that woman, I later remembered was a girl from my school, in an older year, back then she had long white/blonde hair, I never paid any attention to her or any of the older girls, so I do not know if she was ‘influenced’ by me back then? I suspect she was in the same year that Wainberg girl was in, that goes by the name now which is that the same as the manager of this Ward – Katie Rogers – more about her later, and NOT a coincidence. Possibly a whole NEGS girl dominated sector, looking for victims to pay their salaries? Talk about an unhealthy obsession, such irony. And btw, I would put money on the fact that 9 out of 10 people who came into that ward, would want one thing and one thing only and that is a sympathetic ear. It’s a little strange that the staff make it so complicated and want to come up with all of this ridiculous treatment, when all they need is a sympathetic ear. It’s basically pure laziness on behalf of mental health care, workers. They don’t want to be forced to care, and listen to all the problems that people face. And would simply prefer to put them on “treatment” which is actually just medication, to oppress them. It’s a pure disgrace. It happened in the 50s 60s 70s and it still happens today in 2020. I can’t believe nobody has woken up to how sinister mental health care workers are. All anybody wants in life is a sympathetic ear – it’s like validation for who they are. Those staff do the opposite and try to un-invalidate who they are – evil staff. I felt like with the Dr’s in there, it’s like their philosophy is “If your personality/abilities/gift/personal quirks, impedes your ability to work, therefore you must have a mental illness” (such stupidity). Illness/disease my arse. Possibly disorders can develop, (for every action there is a reaction). But NOT disease. Not to mention, I had only the clothes I was wearing, I had no toiletries, and had to be escorted to the local chemist to buy them, it was only lucky I had money in my wallet. It was also only lucky I happened to bring my phone, as I had assumed, I would be escorted home later that day (police told me I would be escorted home) I had no lip balm….they lied to me, again. Never trust a police office. While I was at the hospital, I was discussing some of the reasons why they are so strict about certain things with one of the nurses (and like why I was not allowed to floss my teeth (yuk yuk yuk)) and she said it’s because of suicidal patients. When I asked her if she actually had any suicidal patients in there, she said no. For me, this says it all -this whole facility was a total waste of money, and the other 2 patients in there were elderly, they had turned it into a nursing home, to make up numbers, so they could keep the 10 or so staff members that work there in a job. (btw, I had a piece of meat stuck in my teeth from my lunch just before I was abducted, and it remained there for 2 whole days, as there was no floss, so, what I had to do, I managed to get one of the paddle pop sticks, and bite it, kind of fashion a sharp blade edge bit on it, so I could use that to insert it in between my teeth! - the irony of the situation of me having to fashion of a sharp tool in this prison type situation, like what are they trying to turn me into?) All the staff that work there are bullies by nature, there is no exception. I would say the real attraction of why certain people work in a place like that, is because they themselves have mental issues. I want to list their names, it is only by naming names, that change can occur: Manager: Katie Rogers. (No coincidence, but my landlords name is Catie Rogers?? - She by the way came across as really the only kind of sane person that worked there, (sweet talker) although the fact that she has a whole lot of, basically, lunatics working for her, who rule the roost so to speak, is what doesn’t make sense with her, I’m figuring she must be one of those people that laughs and giggles herself off to sleep every night too. Although I feel she is weak because she allows the ‘powers that be’ to lock up INNOCENT women. Weakling.) Teresa, Annette (another blondy from Facebook who looks for victims, and inflicts pain from doing the arm band as tight as she can do it on blood level checks – which are done to patients 3 times a day) , Katherine, Zuchina, Dr Ali Alitaie, Dr Alex Mcylmont (Facebook doctor – could be a faker), Rosalind, Fred, Moses, Reggie, Dr Menosha (psychopath – wants to enforce drug taking by forced injections without patients permission DISGUSTING, stupid dog, are you from the last century? She belongs in jail, btw, she looked like Jessica from Suits, and dressed the same too {I'm not responsible for hiring or firing}), Lisa, John, Karen, Shashgee, Maureen, and the safety nurse whose name I never got, (little cunt who force feeds people, another example of someone who actually does have mental health problems but working within, rather than being the patient, which she should be, same as Dr Menosha. Why should I be forced to be exposed to their inexperienced, incompetent, naive dysfunction? I am not your guinea pig you stupid little girl.) Do they have any idea the anger they inflict on someone by incarcerating them against their will? Any? And note, most of these people are female, this whole industry is run by women, not male misogynist, but female misogynist. Btw, that young disrespectful girl who instigated the force feeding, came and sat with me just before I left, like she was trying to make everything okay for herself – make nice. As if I'm going to forget what happened you stupid little dog. And no I don't forgive you, you do not belong in the work place you clueless little girl . -Young girls seem to be worse, I guess it's their stupidity still, have not learnt basics…- but that one was so arrogant in her confidence, of being a bitch - she didn’t think they’d be any consequences for her, she felt totally protected and safe in her bimbo dominatrix manner. I was later told; this is because of her belief in “class”; she really feels superior to the people brought in, or in there, voluntary. I had observed this factor of most of the staff, but I guess the younger ones are less inclined to know how to hide their belief. In retrospect, I personally think she was placed in there ‘personally’ for me, to annoy me - they are CUNTS, copying Shauna. Oh, and by the way I should mention, I got the distinct feeling that one of their main aims was to get my life story, and record it. Really and truly, they wanted my whole life story omitting no details. Actually, I think that was for the sole point of being entertained, they want your life story – they don’t care about you, how could they, total strangers, but they wanted to be entertained at work with a story. They want stories at work. At the time I thought, well if they get my life story, they will be able to see more clearly, I’m a normal person, I had a wonderful happy childhood with 2 loving parents etc etc. But now in retrospect I should’ve told them where to shove it, my life is none of their business (total perverts) and anyway they only got the skimmed version - if you kidnap someone, hold them prisoner, you’re not going to get the truth or trust anyway, infact, you’re just going to get someone who wishes you to be DEAD (and you should be careful of the people you pick on, some are very wilful.) – there was a young Chinese so called Dr that suddenly appeared on day 7 just before I was released and he wanted to sit down with me and have a discussion about my dreams – what an idiot, after holding me against my will, as a prisoners for 7 days, letting my cat starve, he wants to have a sit down discussion – COMPLETE MORON and you know, I could not say what was required in this situation – like FUCK THE HELL OFF, because my goal was to leave, so I had to play these bizarre cards I was dealt – and not fall trap into their Cat and Mouse game. As I know Doctors too, can be very wilful. I want to comment: Psychologists focus on providing psychotherapy (talk therapy) to help patients, they are not Doctors. And Psychiatrists are medical doctors, who prescribe medication, diagnose illness, and manage “treatment”. So, in Assessment time at that ward, which occurred Monday, Wednesday and Friday mornings (was meant to) there was no Psychologists. Infact there were no Psychologists who worked there. Only Psychiatrists whose main aim was to get as many people taking drugs as possible (mmm gee I wonder what could possibly be their motivation) also there was the inevitable feeling that those people thought themselves superior to the patient, the other motivation for them being there, feeling superior. Also, if you read my blog, if you take the time to read my blog, you’ll see that on numerous occasions, I write about the ‘dogs’ who follow me around, as in women who literally see me, and start following me, either by car or by foot - this is actually a real phenomenon. It’s been going on basically all my adult life, people have different reasons for following me, some to steal, some just looking for opportunities, some want to be nosy, and see you where I live, who I talk to, others are just completely bored and have nothing better to do. With some of these people, actually, most now a days, it’s a power thing; they don’t want me to ‘win’ in any situation, they want me to lose. And so, they know how to, not only interrupt my train of thought with distractions, but they know how to manipulate the people I’m talking to in order for me not to ‘win’. These manipulators, are the ones with mental health problems, not the other way around -you stupid little naive doctors. And you would have to ask them why they would not want me to ‘win’ in life. Someone told me it’s because they think I’m gay, (they’re discriminatory) someone else told me it’s just because I’m a woman, (and it’s all old men trying to set me up to lose (old men from the 80s, who hate women) Someone else told me it’s because I’m a Greenie! Whatever the reason, it is a result of mental health problems. It’s just for some reason, people in the mental health industry, and the police, are completely blind as bats and can’t actually see what’s going on, either that or they know perfectly well what’s going on, but it is their game, to say that’s that IT IS NOT happening at all. Either way, they would like to victimise young innocent women who have no-one ‘on side’. They truly should be ashamed, and if it were up to me, they would be incarcerated, as they have been victimising women like this for many years. (I want to mention about the power thing, some people are born to lead a certain life path, when you mess with it, like those manipulators do – you not only change my path, but you mess around with a whole lot of paths – in my opinion, you are responsible for the backwards nature of Australians). Plus, later it came to my attention that back in Gunnedah in 2016 or so, I had some difficulties with young bimbo receptionist trying to get a dr appointment – they refused to give me one, and I ended up going to the emergency at the hospital several times. but one day I walked into the clinic and demanded an appointment - I yelled at this young blonde girl, not severely and in fact, I didn’t even yell, I just raised my voice, insisting I have an appointment {I’ve mentioned before on a scale of 1 to 10, 10, being extremely angry and 1 being mildly so; when it comes to me, I would always fall into the number 1 category on those rare occasions I show annoyance. Especially back then, now, approaching 50, and after experiencing so many stupid people, I could possibly reach no 3!) but it was because this young bimbo receptionist had to look at me and my face as I was raising my voice to her, and I don’t wear makeup, and I’m not the most pleasant young and beautiful person to look at, so, it was this factor alone in my opinion (and others so I am told now), that caused her to believe that I was furious at her. For some reason she was writing the doctors report (medical records), and she added after the appointment notes, that I was agitated, and most likely had mental health problems. So it was because of this stupid bimbo, who can’t handle ugly women (or plainjanes), that possibly contributed to being locked up for seven days in the mental health asylum to determine if I was crazy or not. I can’t believe this kind of thing that can happen. Get your arse into gear government and get rid of these dogs in health and mental health industries, picking on ugly women. {Also, note, I believe it is men mostly who have the issue with ugly women, but bimbos girls like receptionists, pick up on it, and pass their dysfunction on, such is human nature amongst young women. By the way, if anyone has cause to possibly consider cosmetic plastic surgery, it would be me, but I can assure you there’s not a chance in hell I would ever consider plastic surgery. That is ridiculous. I was made exactly the way I should be for a specific reason. (Albeit, bringing into consciousness, this stupid bimbo behaviour of picking on ugly women.) My face is one of my best weapons. Anyway, my point is re being followed and harassed, if you tell one of these doctors that you’re being followed, they will immediately diagnose you mentally ill (young naive Dr Alex Mc Clymont). They have absolutely no concept of what it’s like to be a single woman and followed around by stupid dogs. NONE (Dr Alex McClymont, how could you be so stupid?) so naive about life, I’m embarrassed for their stupidity. Who the hell pays these idiots? Also, that Dr failed to attend my assessment, so I could not be released after all the blood work and tests had been done on Wednesday. A GP is required for release – he knew I should not have been there, so he just did not turn up, as then he would be wrong. I had to wait till Friday. He should not be a Dr; he is not a responsible adult. (He also gave me the finger as I was released; no idea why, we hardly spoke, guess he was just proved WRONG by me – and they are so sure, so adamant that they are right. I think that’s was one on FB who was stalking me? I put my dentist story on public group, about how I punched the dentist in the face due to an automatic reflex when he drilled into my nerve (arshole dentist), but so Dr McClymont spent at least 20 minutes doing reflex checks on my knees when I was first was admitted, I got a really sore knee and could not walk – one arshole after the other.) By the way, one of the tests that they asked me to do was a brain scan, and this is the second brain scan I’ve had in the last three year period, as when I briefly lived on Sarah Ferguson and Peter Longs place, I had several items go missing, which I would speak to them about, because I know that both of them are not innocent, nor were their adult kids, and they insisted that I was forgetting where I put everything, and insisted I go and have a brain scan to check to see whether I have Alzheimer’s - and I did, as I had to see the doctor anyway about my collapsed arch, the results came back of course, nothing wrong with me, no tangles. They also advised me nothing wrong on the second scan, so the fact that I’ve had to have two expensive brain scans, because people refuse to believe that someone is stealing from me, and would prefer to think of me as forgetful or crazy, is an absolute disgrace. FUCKING DISGUSTING - stupid humans! It is so such an obvious bullying thing that’s going on, and I’m bloody sick of being a victim of these stupid bimbo bullies. Hence my blog and I tell you, IT WORKS. Another thing that happens is force-feeding, and those nurses don’t do it by pinning patients down and shoving food down their throat, they do it with manipulation, pressure and threatening remarks. If one nurse can’t get the patient to comply, then 4 or 5 nurses will ‘chime’ in, and kind of gang up on the person(adult) to get them to comply, like a pack of dogs. It’s my experience if a person is stressed then they won’t be hungry anyway, and their digestion won’t be working properly - it’s best that they calm down before they eat with a night’s sleep -these nurses don’t seem to know about this simple fact. STUPID. Working like a pack of dogs in order to control patients who are, by the way, adults and can make their own decisions. Plus, they don’t seem to be aware of the ‘reverse psychology’ effect that happens when you tell someone what do to, especially amongst an elderly patient who is often in the reverse, so at age 80 they might think that they’re actually age seven, and if you tell them what to do, their childish instincts will come back and they think, we’ll I’m not going to do it then. So, if you just give them some free reign and let them be who they are, things will work out. (there were elderly patients in there) Why I, a MOP, (member of the public) has to spell these things out to the so-called trained professionals is very worrying. Quick mention about the food; it was quite palatable, but I do find it a little odd that the hospital doesn’t produce food that is 100% totally health-conscious food. There seems to be a total lagging in this area. Don't they listen to current medias about food? Food nutrition; what you eat is related to good health. And so, a hospital, goodness me, you should be the number one place in the world that serves “healthy food”, all the time. I mean, I enjoyed the chicken Mornay, but would definitely not classify that meal as healthy, hence why I needed my heart burn medication. (Which they withheld) I had issue with the ‘set’ meal times too, not everyone likes to get up and eat straight away…………and one of the other girls stole my good breakfast items off my tray.... Don’t get me started on the showers either. OMG on the first morning I was there I had to wash my hair, it was a total disaster not only was there no conditioner (I had to walk up to the chemist as a special escorted trip to get some, plus I left my diary on the chemist counter….) But the shower itself was kind of an exercise routine, where I had to squat, and lean against the wall, so I could put my head underneath the minuscule deformed showerhead (what were they thinking?), with the most ridiculous water pressure you could possibly imagine. But eventually, as it took ages to get all the shampoo and conditioner out of my butt length curly hair, so by the time I had finished, not only was the bathroom flooded (there was something wrong with the drain it was blocked) but after I had finished, and was dressed, outside, they do pulse checks/heart rate/ blood pressure, and, mine after that rigorous shower was absolutely through the roof. The nurse said she couldn’t possibly record it because they would call the ambulance and take me up to the hospital, it was that bad, and this is purely from the major exertion I had to go through by squatting and leaning, huffing and puffing, moaning and groaning, to just simply wash my hair! Really unacceptable showerheads. And quickly something else, I have to mention it because I was pretty annoyed about it at the time, when I was there that week, that was the week we finally had drought breaking rains and I’m talking about drought that had been going on for nine years. So basically, nine years since the last heavy rains, so here finally it started to rain. BUT I couldn’t go outside when it started, or barely even hear it even on that roof there, I was locked in. I was very sad about not being able to see the rain. I have put in various complaints to various departments about mental health violations, telling them just because someone is personally angry about petty thefts, does not give anyone else the right to imprison them (talk about oppression, 2020, and such unbelievable stupidity in QLD) While I was being held against my will for those seven days in that Bundaberg mental health prison, if you were watching the news and had being paying attention, there was a story coming to light about an unknown art dealer named Glafira Rosales, who screwed a famous art house, and rich art buyers, out of just over $110 million worth of fake art over a 10yr period. She was sentenced to time served, meaning she didn’t actually serve any time in prison. So, me, who didn’t screw anyone out of anything, had to serve seven days longer than that woman who screwed people out of just over $110 million. True. Puts things into perspective, how innocent people get screwed, and the rich get away with everything. Thoughtless officer Morgan can’t get the big fish, so she picks on small people like me who are innocent. fuck her, fuck them, this country is fucked - way to inspire anger and hate Sharon Morgan. BTW, that was not the only story coming to light at that time, guess what the other one was? – COVID19. Back to my formal complaints process -The Department of health has an ombudsman, the ombudsman refused to do anything about this, stating it can only change, with change of the 2016 legislation. They failed to acknowledge the fact that the police lied to the tribunal, thus violating that 2016 mental health act in the first place. The Department of health is run by little girls who did not take me seriously, and infact where totally condescending on the phone when I spoke with one, in particular, and who took my incarceration as meaning; this person can be totally written off as crazy, and not someone you should listen too, – she was an idiot. This whole thing is little girl related; this is the main difference between men and women. A man would apply common sense here and just know this kind of “Incarceration behaviour” is unacceptable. This is a continued theme I’ve noticed throughout my life, and I am doing something about that, believe it or not but I am a feminist. Wake up Bimbos. Bundaberg hospital refused to do anything about it, they were just dismissive when I was contacted once by someone named ‘Laura’ after my complaints (it seems being held in a mental health ward instantly deeds you ‘not credible’ – they are bullies (this is how they make money, as if they’re going to do anything about any complaint ever received) More on the now lack of respect due to be labelled as “crazy” – its like they use it as an excuse to be disrespectful, dismissive and prejudice - as a direct repercussion of Sharon Morgan, and her laziness, naïveté (and stupidity), I have since had multiple businesses in Bundaberg (ones that are run by women), whispering to each other on the dog network; “ Oh she’s crazy no one will believe her if she cries theft, so we can steal from her”, by blatantly overcharging. Sharon Morgan is doing the opposite of what she’s meant to be doing, she is encouraging thievery. (And not just in the area after it happened, the whole incident follows me around.) I believe the Mental Health legislation should make sure an Independent Patients’ Rights Adviser is present on admittance (and do more to make sure the Independent Patients’ Rights Adviser is actually Independent (the one I spoke to was most defiantly not, or at any rate, she knew they would not release me the following day after admittance, and/or could not do anything about it (she refused to speak to me about it )), and written notification is given - if notification was given then this whole seven day imprisonment would’ve been avoided. (Which, still, btw, is giving me negative dreams, and just something else in life to be angry about.) I further want to complain about afterwards. I was released – my ‘treatment plan’ ended, but I have still been harassed by Gin Gin Hospital, Roz Watson and Dr Ali, who insist I see them. They both want to be ‘schmoozed’ and ‘charmed’, like I should pull out a bottle of champagne for them, and I believe they are paid if I see them, as like the hospital is paid if I go there, (go figure, no wonder) I know now, it is my right not to see either of those people ever again, so I have had to get a new phone number to avoid (I suspect it was Roz Watson) harassing me by phone?. And I now keep a padlock on the gate. I have a life, I have work, I do not disturb other people, I would appreciate not being disturbed by bullies in positions of power, btw, a hospital is for sick people, I am not sick, so leave me alone and stop wasting tax payer’s money. AND btw, that Dr, Dr Ali, is beyond belief; I just know if I said to him (or if anyone should say to him “sometimes I can hear voices”, (not that I hear voices) but he would diagnose you with a mental illness called schizophrenia; and he’ll pump you full of medication. I really can’t believe how ill-advised and naive these university graduates are – trying to fix something that is not broken. The cluelessness of those so-called university graduates is embarrassing from my viewpoint (Dr Ali ALitae – you stupid foolish old man, he has probably wrongfully diagnosed 100’s of women. Women, note, mostly women.) If you’re a woman, you should be greatly offended and threatened by these people. This Dr and Dr Menosha are truly shameless and are without morals of any kind. A government that would pay for such an asylum in today’s time of information is SICKENING and deplorable. So, after this experience I am very inclined to think the whole mental health industry is a total scam; no such thing as "mental illness". Lawyers have come up with the term schizophrenia to get guilty persons off crimes, it is a make-believe term, perpetuated by the movies – they also push “mental health medications” – they brain wash people, they have been so affective, they have whole hordes of people on medication. Infact I strongly suspect the staff in these institutes have strong ties to the marketing television/movie worlds. Actually, I'll give you a perfect example here about the confusion between "mental illness", (if indeed it is an actual thing), and simply "lazy selfish thinking". Some people, if they don't feel like they're in control of the situation, especially when they are used to being in control, then they start using manipulation by tantrum throwing, mood swings, little freak outs, even kind of 'crazy' behaviour, until they have the control that they want. It's just a tactic to manipulate the people in their lives to gain control over them. So not an illness at all, they know exactly what they're doing, apparently, some may not be fully conscious of their evil antics, (because no one has ever bothered to call them up on their bad behaviour), but it's not a mental illness AT ALL, it's just pathetic selfish bullying power tripping laziness. So why don't they close down "mental health clinics" and open up "power tripping clinics" Also, when I got home that 7th day, after finding my starving pussycat and sorting him out, I realized that the front door must have been left open for a period of time, as my bathroom was full of blowflies (quite disgusting, dozens of them flying around) {it was locked when I left}, plus my fridge had been moved slightly - and so then of course I checked my cctv – and my system had been switched off for 4 of the 7 days (can only be done at the outside power box)– I strongly suspect Sharon Morgan, searched my house without my permission, incahoots with Dr Manoosha, looking for stolen items (they did not know whether to believe me or not). I should add, when Dr Menosha was questioning me on Wednesday, some of her questions did not quite make sense at the time, but when noted my cctv was switched off on that Wednesday, they made sense, TOTAL law breaker, no regards for privacy. Also, silly me, before I left, I switched my cameras on, but unfortunatly the monitor was on, so Sharon Morgan saw all the cameras, I noted she made a sound, noting them. So, if the monitor / screen did not come on then, then I bet I would have caught her red handed going through all my stuff, illegally. Possibly my landlord may have been in cahoots? She knew about the cameras. I would say all staff knew about the search, not just Menosha. Them, and the police are disgusting, they have way too much “authoritae” - and they abuse their powers. I should mention I did not commit any crime, so, no charges in question, no murder investigation, she just didn’t like me because we had an argument on the phone the month before, so she used her powers against me, she is disgusting. Imagine what they would do if there was a murder involved or charges been laid against someone – in my opinion due to this experience, they would have no problem falsifying documents or evidence. The word of any police person cannot be taken as fact ever. BTW, I told my cat later, how sorry I was for his starvation, I told him the dogs had me – I think as a cat, he understood. SO HOW MUCH MORE VIOLATIONS DO YOU WANT? That unit has to be closed down. I want compensation for being victimised, MY time wasted / stress / spoilt food in my fridge, and animal neglect. And, of course, the stealing is real, btw (thieves are cowards who don’t want attention drawn to themselves) and I get verbally harassed by them too, which is what I’m working on at the moment via online resources. And naming the stores I visit where items are stolen from me, (Bunnings has a whole huge network of petty thieves who target young single girls - they follow them home and wait till house is vacant and then ‘help themselves to small items’ (Harvey Norman are guilty of stealing too, by way of overcharging). And, one more thing; Little birdy told me, the sisters did it, as they assume if I catch some little shit stealing from me 'red-handed', they assumed, I would most likely kill them, because they can see I am angry about the thefts. And so now, they could save me, as I could plead crazy. ABSURD (I am not a violent person, never have been, I don’t drink – I am just angry – in a controlled manner) Also, I know there are many other people working to expose the Mental Health Industry as an ignorant bully scam, (contrary to what you might hear in current medias) Actually, there is a train of thought as to why I was plucked out of thin air to experience what happens to people, so I could ‘dob’ those mental health workers in, so to speak. I advise anyone in a similar position to get the name of anyone who speaks to you posing as a doctor, first and last name, and look them up on the Register of practitioners - https://www.ahpra.gov.au/About-Ahpra/Contact-Us/Make-an-Enquiry.aspx Also, since it happened, I have been brought to attention, the revolting practice of husbands incarcerating their wives into mental asylums, and sometimes daughters. God, I can’t begin to imagine just how wrong and unjust this is, bully husbands, who don’t want to deal with their angry fed-up wives, those women, who now in their 40’s are beginning to see the worlds with way more clarity, and question things) And the authority’s side with the husband, and imprison innocent women, or fathers who have abused their daughters then call them crazy and have them locked up – JUST DISGUSTING. SHUTDOWN MENTAL HEALTH WARDS, all of them for good. I put in a complaint about 2 of the Drs at Bundaberg Mental Health Unit as they were a direct threat to my health. But really their needs to be a complaint made about all the staff that worked there. The response from AHPRA, was ‘we will forward your complaint on to the Ombudsman.’ I just really can’t believe that those bullies have the power to lock up whoever they want with no just cause and no law breaking, it is unbelievable, and if these units do not get closed down, the whole of mankind loses. These places are prisons for people who do not break the law. They are prisons for people who authorities just don’t like, and want them out of the community. They are absolutely disgraceful and barbaric. I can’t believe the general population allows them to exist. They should ALL be burnt to the ground. As yet I have not received an apology from any of my captors, nor has any of my complaints to various authorities been addressed. I hope they all get their comeuppance. I have an image of the medical complaints I put in, but I will not include them. I did make them, but they were NOT addressed by the medical people . Note, there was no Dr listed registered by the name of Dr Menosha. Big sadistic faker. So, this concludes my ABOUT. I continue with LIFE STORIES - some are interesting and comical, others you will find plain tedious, but that's what happens when you stick to the truth. Wainberg child (now in her 50’s) So, after you’ve read this little ‘About’; things that go on in my life, and then in the above experience in Bundaberg, you’ll notice a name pops up Cate Rogers, who is the manager of that mental health ward, as well coincidentally the name of my landlord (2 separate people). Now, I have written about it before, I thought, on this About page, but it seems to be missing; So, over the years, I’ve come to realise that a lot of these problems are caused by this person. Her name is not really Cate Rogers it’s Wainberg, she was the older sister of my friend, Rachel, (not the eldest sister in that family, the 2nd born. 2nd born (stick to 1)). I can’t even remember her first name, because I didn’t really know her that well, we interreacted briefly in North Sydney when we went on a picnic in some park, and a triathlon situation. Plus, she lived with her sister, and I was good friends with her sister, we hung a lot. Plus, their family moved to Gunnedah when Rachael was in year 10 – there were 4 of them, 4 girls, they were all new to the school. Before that they lived in South Australia. This sister lived with Rachael in North Sydney before she moved to Mackay QLD. I know she worked as a receptionists for an Architecture briefly. I also know she had an affair with a married man, and later I met that married man’s family, the wife, and their 2yr old son. She has no morals whatsoever, and had CRAP IRRISPONSIBLE PARENTS. I noticed when we were at the park that day, she was able to manipulate her little sister Rachel, in sneaky feminine ways - she thought she was magic. Basically, she manipulates her sister, and ‘has a go’ at people via her sister. I assume jealous that her sister has a friend, and she does not. As you will read over in my photo stories over the next 20 pages or so, you’ll see she pops up over the years invariably stalking me and stealing from me in different situations. She knows a lot of people, and has some same connections that I do. She’s pretty much got a screw loose. And she’s basically a little Nazi - I’m constantly calling this person who is OBSESSED with me, a Nazi; I did not know it was her harassing me at all, as she is a coward, and harasses from afar. It turns out, that, that family are actually Nazis. There was a big immigration settlement in South Australia after the war, so I’m pretty sure she’s not a practising Nazi in the literal sense, but it’s a game for her, as her ancestors were, she too wants to play Nazi. Maybe she thought I was Jewish, and she wanted to continue the persecution? Wrong, not Jewish, although I do enjoy a good brisket, thank you! So, not Jewish and not Nazi. Infact, I don’t identify with any human ‘gang’. I stand on my own, always. Strong like bull. And HAY! Special message for not only this dog, but ALL dogs; Hay! It’s none of your business what I am doing right now. {Such a waste all of those Nazi killings; they could've done such good, imagine a world with no dogs? Such bliss….. Picking on the Jews- what were they thinking?}. So that girl, I will refer to her as Wainberg, as for some weird reason I still cannot remember her name – so strange, usually I have little birdy who tells me everything. This very fact about her name, created the first alarm bells I had about her. Possibly she being one of the little birdies, and she does not want me to remember her name. Wainberg, ends up being my landlord in 2019, she roped some pervert (stalked me in Sydney when I was 18) she knew into building her house in exchange for favours. Actually, it was a really good house, open plan, simple. A few little problems…. And so, over those 3 yrs there, plus another year at my new address, I slowly realise who she is, her fake name, and all the problems she has caused, her part in the overall big picture of the complete unforgivable frustration and extreme anger of my life, that I feel due to being followed and harassed everywhere I go, and of course – the thefts. She is a spoilt little self-entitled brat. Stoopid little blonde bitch. You know all my life I thought pretty much no difference between blondes and brunettes – until my realization of the actions of this stupid woman, now in her 50’s. My whole perception of a blonde has changed. Really – there is such a thing, as “stupid blondes”. {One person, or perhaps, many, implied the whole stupid nazi war from 1939—1945 is a direct result of blonde stupidity. Well now I believe it. Wainberg: you are revolting stupid woman, and the whole world would be a better place without you in it. You are the epitome of a stupid blonde. You have major disrespectful control power tripping issues, and you use everyone around you for your own personal selfish satisfaction, including your son. Why do I have to work out all her psychological problems?? I believe it took 2 years of me living there and writing this blog, in extreme detail, for her to realize the results of her selfish plain evil actions. Then another 2 years for me to realize why she was SO obsessed with me, and I think it was due to 2 REASONS, no 1, she is DOG and can hear me. No 2, Centrelink. As back in that time at North Sydney, was when I was studying fulltime at Hornsby, I was refused Aus study by Centrelink – the stupid cunt of woman behind the desk would not even give me an application form to fill out – so I would have been eligible to receive, they just REFUSED to give it to me. So, I would have told my friend Rachael this, who in turn would have told her sister, {or maybe she overheard our conversation?}, so her sister thinking I was refused Austudy, because I was rich, and not because the girl behind the desk was a total bitch - I am not sure what her problem was, but she SHOULD BE SHOT. Or perhaps Wainberg heard that about me, and was ‘dishevelled’ somewhat, as she, is actually rich, her father was a doctor, they are extremely well paid. Maybe it was a little bit of “I’m richer than you” – like a spoiled brat response? Who knows? So, big picture here though, all problems get traced back to a stupid woman at Centrelink. What do I have to say about her – YOU STUPID CUNT; I AM GOING TO COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU FOR ALL ETERNTITY just like that blond stupid bimbo Wainberg, has haunted me for the past 30 years stealing from me. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE telling me NO, to something I was entitled to? The stupidity of woman who work at Centrelink never ceases to amaze me. Anyway, I go on to further explain other situations and people involving Wainberg; read “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, and “Bike stealing in Boganville Australia” . I just remembered something in Jan 2024, I have not seen my friend Rachel Wainberg since I was studying my Fashion course - some 30 years ago now. But when we did hang out, I remember experimenting with hair colour (thanks to dogs on Pinterest and YouTube – for reminding of this story!) so Rachael said I had to first put hydrogen peroxide in my hair, if I wanted to dye it pink, which I did – just the front section!! Although there was no pink left in the store, so I got purple instead. I had no hair dyeing experience or knowledge, so I thought it was a good thing Rachael was there. So, I had this hydrogen peroxide in my hair - and when it was time to rinse, Rachael was trying to fuck it up, and get me leave it in for as long as possible so my hair would fall out – lucky I rinsed it just in time, to hell with her directions anymore. So, now, I see; she's a totally fucked up person too. And this would explain why I'm no longer friends with her. Her whole family must consist of just revolting little girls (with absent father and bimbo mother). You're not welcome in my life. - I only have friends who are nice! Btw, the bimbo mother had 4 girls – all blonde. I remember the father, I met him once, he was near albino. Apparently he was a Doctor. I am beginning to think everything I knew about that family was a lie. And talk about another perfect example of 3 too many. Stop inflicting your family dysfunction on me. {If you ever meet anyone from a family with 4 female siblings – RUN} In 2025 on Prime Video, I'm watching a mini series called The Better Sister and guess who it is about, they had an actress they said her name was Elizabeth Banks, and she was made up to look exactly like Weinberg girl, back when I was 20, I mean spitting image. I don't believe the story on the whole was about them, but she definitely was a bad sister. I don't know why they do things like that? But they do it regularly, no doubt they're probably trying to save her, trying to blame the problems on somebody else, some imaginary guy, which is a very common thing, maybe they're just trying to accuse me of being crazy so they can save her? Accuse me all you want television industry, but she's a bloody stalking thieving dog and she belongs in jail as far as I'm concerned. They also did a sideline, about how ‘my money’, is going to go to somebody else in a wheelchair. This is the kind of bullshit things that they do; incredibly annoying and manipulative and stupid. About P2 NEXT About P1 About P2(this), Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

A lot of employers will not pay young people superannuation if they think they can get away with it, as a young person may not know their entitlements, they might not even get paid in full. (Female employers are the worst offenders) and what is wrong with secondary education – all that kind of thing should be taught in yr10, stuff about Super, Holiday pay, minimum wage, overtime. I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS INFORMATION IS NOT TAUGHT IN SCHOOLS I CAN’T BELEIVE IT. Not to mention a fashion designer I onc Life Stories P5 Front rockery, early stages at Rangari 2. Back rockery in Winter at Rangari 3. A few of my Fabric Designs 1. All my hard work of “boulder collecting” stolen and wasted I went and collected all those rocks from down the paddock, it took quite some effort I can tell you. In the end the most effective way was tying a rope around the rock (in fact I ended up using a horse hey bail net – turned out to be the strongest piece of rope I had) then drag the rock behind my little Daewoo, up the paddock into the yard. I went through a lot of ropes before I found the netting worked, although I did have to throw it out after the last one, it had HAD it! I believe there is a wire rope you can purchase, which may have been better, but since I didn’t have any money, using what I had was the only option. I really miss this rockery, and it just would’ve looked spectacular by now, 5 years later - the whole wall would’ve been covered in climbing roses and creeping fig, plus the 15 Melaleucas would be all bunched up along the bottom under the window and along the whole front, flowering madly. And then the pig face in front of them, when all in flower, in spring, it would’ve been a knockout. I would have collected all that seed by now, to add to my shop collection, and they were 15 unusual varieties of melaleucas. I find nurseries often only have one or two varieties of each species. I mean take the ‘Kings Park’ Callistemon for example, I think there was one big wholesale nursery who must’ve made up about 1 billion of those cuttings, and everywhere you go (in my experience) where ever I’ve lived, you can always see a ‘Kings Park’ Callistamon! So there is definitely a lack of diversity in Australian nurseries, and that’s why my nursery is important - but chop chop chop, typical bloody bullies bulldozing their way over the little people. I did move that white Jasmine, around to the front Veranda. I figured the wall would just be better all green with the three climbing roses and the creeping fig. When I relocated, I took my grey water irrigation with me, little did I know, I would not be able to take it up to QLD on the truck, so that was a waste. Maybe there would have been a chance that the new tenant would’ve used it, and so all those plants would have that additional water, being so closely planted they would need the additional water to survive. Although, a tenant in there, probably wouldn’t use green washing powder, so they probably all would’ve died anyway with an elcheapo washing powder. You know, up until David and Brendan sold ‘my house’, they were by far the best landlords I’ve ever had, including since then too. (aside from the reasons previously discussed on this blog ) But, mainly being because, they didn’t really give a toss about the house, it just came with the land, which is what they were interested in, and indeed before me, they had left the house vacant, it had been vacant since David’s dad died 10yrs prior, and they only rented it, as I was friends with their neighbour. So, I was pretty much left to my own devices, free to do exactly what I wished around the place, plus both were always busy. It is my experience, that a landlord who isn’t a busy person, makes a bad landlord. Interfering Medalling Mary’s!! So, the less contact, the longer the tenancy; win win for both. My latest realtor at Sarina, could well take this advice. 4. English class in high school I want to talk about my English class in Secondary education (high school). In English we used to sit there for hrs each year, while the teacher droned on and on, I really have no memories of English class or what we did, except I recall once we did a Shakespeare play, and we had turns around the class to read a paragraph each, I clearly remember it, because when it was about to be my turn, I got all panicky and nervous about reading in public, I would skip ahead and read my paragraph to myself, to practice and so I knew what I would be talking about. Public speaking is just not my thing, I really hate it, -at least I didn’t have to stand up in front of everyone, we could just do it sitting at our desks. It would’ve been worse too if we had to memorise it and speak, as I tend to forget everything once I am standing in front of people like that, I freeze totally, my mind goes blank (it’s a problem that should have been addressed at some point in my schooling while my mind was developing, another example of failed teaching practices in Australia, as apparently this is a common thing). So, the fact I could remember this particular class so well was because I was stimulated, meaning for all the other English classes, we were all under-stimulated. Dep of Education – take note. Creative and harmless ways to stimulate kids thank you very much. As a side story, I was not that good at English anyway – whatever English really was, still a little unsure what the point of it was. But I had my mother on my back about it “go and see your teacher and ask her what you can do to improve yourself”, she was so persistent that eventually I went to the teacher in her staff room, and the teacher was so delighted that someone had taken an interest in the subject, that she did actually help me greatly, she gave me information about how to write an essay. I don’t know if she had covered this in class and I missed it? But I learnt that there’s actually a very good technique in writing an essay; you know you start with the introduction of the subject that you will be talking about, then you write 3 or 4 paragraphs about the subject, and then you conclude with a little summary paragraph of the subject. (this will keep your essay making sense and easy to read) so I was pleased I went and saw her. So, this particular teacher so happened to have twins - 2 girls about our age. I was really curious about this twin factor, as I had not known any twins. So, my mission from then on in English class was to get her to talk about her twins, which to me would be far more interesting than whatever she was droning on about. She loved talking about her kids, like a mother does, and so basically for the rest of that year, all we did in English (much to the dismay of some of my fellow classmates!!) was listen to her stories about her twins!! It was fantastic, and, in my mind, this should be the point of English – peoples stories. (My marks indeed went up from that point forward – don’t worry at HSC time, they went back down to normal average!!) BTW, there are certain acting methods and exercises that should be done in primary schools to allow kids to learn to express themselves particularly in front of other people. And, why Communication is not taught in English, IS BEYOND COMPREHENSION. And don’t you teachers complain that kids are disrespectful –well der, you have to actually teach them how to be respectful, teach them how to listen, how to be interested in life – this does not come naturally to people, kids especially are selfish and in ID (ego) mode. Unfortunatly some people never grow up. And what is the point of cursive handwriting? -please, communication must be done as easy and clear has possible, clear standard handwriting only thanks!! This is not the last century any more, awake with the times. I recently heard a woman talking about her consultancy work, with leaders in the workplace, after the interview, I gathered the message was: the most important thing you have to do in your life is learn how to communicate. Ofcourse I agree, have mentioned it on my blog, I think it should be a class un to itself. And in fact, it's the most important thing you can give to your children, because teachers don't seem to do it, because it is difficult: you have to sit down with your kids and have difficult conversations. Teenagers particularly hate talking whole conversations, they hate talking about difficult things. So, if you can teach them how to do this, then you'll be setting your kids up for success: they will be successful at whatever they do. I thought back to my communication skills, and remembered something my mother did in year six: the teacher set us “lecturettes”. I think I've written about it but I couldn't find it anywhere. So, mum helped me with my lecturette, because I was completely at a loss, of course. The topic was “Lettuce”, probably mum chose it because she was a total health nut (diet was very important!). So, my lecturette was about how good lettuce is!! My ending line that mum came up with was “so lettuce all eat lettuce!” lol such a typical mum joke. So, mum went through this lecturette with me many times, so I would know how to speak with emotion and expression, so I wouldn't be monotone and boring, unlike what a shy child would naturally do. She gave me confidence. I did not have to memorize it; she gave me cards with key points. She knew what she was doing. I made everyone in the class want to eat lettuce! It definitely worked; I got a big A+ from the teacher. So, I learned to how to speak in front of people. Not really sure that I really have ever liked speaking in front of people, and in different situations, it is well, different, not all audiences are as likeable as my primary school class! But, got to say, I know how to do it- because of mums good interference in sixth class. 5. Criminal vigilantes picking on gardeners who grow exotic plants There appears to be an element of stupidity in the plant world, in areas like: Quarantine, Plants societies like Australian National Botanic Gardens, Parks Australia, Australian Native Plant Society, and weed decision maker departments, I guess that would be the Department of Agriculture (meant to be the Department of agriculture). Within these groups, there are some, I guess, who have been named “purist” out there who believe only indigenous plants to the area should be grown, which in my opinion is just ridiculous, it’s like saying you cannot grow that bottlebrush in your garden because it’s not native to that area, it it’s only found in Western Australia, so only if you live in Western Australia, and in that particular region, can you grow this- and the list goes on of course, there are dozens of beautiful native ornamentals that people grow in their gardens. Those so-called Purists, are trying to inflict themselves on the community in various ways like through Facebook, they attack online nurseries, particularly the small ones, they try to close nurseries down that sell exotics (and do close them down with false accusations of selling noxious weeds), and there seems to be vigilantes out there in the community who are ready to rip out peoples plants from their garden if they’re not indigenous. These people need to be severely fined, there’s no laws against growing most plants (there is a list of plants that is advised you shouldn’t grow in certain areas of Australia, there’s also another list that you definitely are not allowed to grow, because it affects agriculture), most people are responsible and would wish to comply with these lists, we all love this country including its unique flora, but on the whole, it is none of your business what other people grow in their gardens, deal with it: NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. And of course, this vigilante behaviour most definitely extends to exotic plants. I’ve had many exotic plants that aren’t a weed threat, stolen by vigilantes’ members from one of the groups I’ve mentioned above as well as confiscated in the post either by Australian quarantine or a vigilante posing as Australian quarantine these are the kind of disgraceful criminal tactics these people are using. Eucalyptus kruseana, native to Kalgoorlie, Western Australia Argyranthemum frutescens - Marguerite Daisy, native to the Canary Islands (part of Spain) Both doing very well in my NSW Garden, both far from being a weed threat 6. Culmination of thought, Wilful story I remember as a very young child listening to Elvis Presley Hound Dog song, there is a line in it “well you ain’t never caught a rabbit and you ain’t no friend of mine” Got me thinking how I, as a 4yr old, could catch one of those rabbits, not reading the true meaning of the line. -but I knew where all the rabbits were- we lived on a farm, and there was a place that was full of hundreds of rabbits, this was before the introduction of those two bates that kill them) I resolved myself to thinking it is a good thing I had no intentions of being friends with Elvis Presley because I could not catch a rabbit! Anyway, on the farm at Rangari I had cats, and every now and again my cat Mia would kill a rabbit, and I was walking down to the mail early one morning and there was a fresh kill, still had steam coming off it, I thought it might have been a fox and I’ve scared it off, so I’ll just leave it, as a fox may return after I’ve gone. Then on my way back the rabbit was still there, so I decided I’ll take it up to the cats, cut it up for them. As I was cutting up this rabbit, skinning it, the flesh looked quite delicious, I thought, if this rabbit hadn’t been on the ground with dirt, I would think it would be quite tasty. So, then I thought, well if I hit one in the car, which had happened once before, -they get dazed by the headlights, I’ll go back and get it. So, it would’ve been less than a week later, I hit a rabbit in the headlights, I remembered my plan, so went back to get it. It had been hit by the car in such a way that it was already skinned and gutted! I believe I had the opportunity to try rabbit because of the combination of thought I had; it was my plan to try it. And that’s how ‘will’ works, it is very powerful, sometimes you just have to think something, and it can come true, you don’t even have to do anything. Having said that when I bought that dead kill up to my cats, my little Mia was so happy, she was purring 100miles an hour, so loudly too! and I’m thinking to myself well maybe this is Mia’s little plan, she knew I’d walk down to the mail, so she caught it, and left it there in hopes that I would bring it back up and cut it up, because it’s not something she can easily do! God bless my little smarty-pants, Mia. 7. NEGS - The Source of all many problems I have moved to a new location, and am trying to start a Sewing Alteration business. On the weekend I took some skirts over to MPB, that I had hemmed for a customer and while I was parked, before I had dropped them off, some saboteur had broken into the car, dishevelled all my beautifully hung and ironed skirts, and put a big yellow mark on one of them, it was total sabotage - they also ripped down my flyers that I’d hung up around various spots at MPB. So, along with the stealing, this kind of sabotage happens to me frequently and has done so over the past 20 years, and I’ve just come to the realisation of who it most likely is, as I’ve just seen her again now in Gin Gin, - this is the 9th time I have seen her in various locations across Australia, she literally is stalking me - one of my house mistresses from when I was at school, Miss Goldman -I was targeted by her some, she was kind of obsessed with me, due to an incident that happened in year 7. And since leaving school, it will be no coincidence that I have seen her no less than nine times in different states (Melbourne, 3 times, Sydney once, Port Douglas once, the Central Coast twice, in Gunnedah and now in Gin Gin, and I only noticed by fluke, because I usually don’t notice people too much, so there could be many other times, I often feel like I’m being followed and harassed by the same group of people) so I think she may be stalking me big time, her name was Miss Goldman, it may be Kathy or something (I didn’t really pay much attention to the house Mistresses (I suspect therein lies the problem, those types love to be ‘adored’ by the little girls, but I am healthy, and have common-sense, so, no, adoration.) I don’t recall her ever stealing from anyone at school, so I would be surprised if this is her, but the harassment and sabotage I will definitely put it down to her, I would say ‘persecution’ is a fair word- she seems to be surrounded by young women I’m thinking she is most likely gay and perhaps those young girls are the thieves?, as ’ve had about $10,000 worth of items stolen from me over the past 15years (I assumed it was my next door neighbour at Rangari, Heath Barwick, (I know he is guilty) but actually once when I saw Cathy Goldman at the airport in Melbourne, when there was a stopover at Sydney and Heath Barwick was there, so maybe those two are in cahoots together ? how weird). I had major saboteur problems at RMIT when I was there, with her and her young accomplices, what she does is goes to the neighbours of where I am and yells out from the neighbours in an abusive harassment manner, things like “ooh the queen has arrived” when I walk up from the carpark, also I believe she has well connected friends that she would actually send into the classroom and harass me, I’m not sure how that would work they seem to be relaxed on who attends class at RMIT? And also in Melbourne my cat was kidnapped for 3 months, I believe she may have been responsible as I saw her at the house where it was last seen, then again at the airport when I was leaving, she yelled sorry from afar. She’s basically a psycho, I’ve decided, and I have mentioned her to the police. (At the school, NEGS, Armidale, they pick and choose their teachers for the classroom well, but they don’t pick and choose all the other staff at the school, as they should. I will definitely go so far as to say Cathy Goldman was a paedophile in a strange female way). Emily Bieman - graduated 1991, – no comment from the school about this situation, or the other abusive situations that happened at that school. (only a stupid or naive manipulated mother would send their child to a boarding school. NO ONE ELSE is going to look after your kids, wake up.) I want to add, when I saw her in Port Douglas from the Dain Tree train, I think she may have been with at least 2 train carriage load full of girls, all people I have known in my past – and co conspiring like that, behind my back is just another form of bullying. 8. Short blonde girl who steals from me That same short/blond haired girl that steals from me at Bunnings/Harvey Norman/Coles/Darryl Lee and God knows how many other places, tried to steal my (MY) silver bow at Coles (yrs ago now). This is one of those girls that ends up getting beaten by their husbands, she literally is begging for it due to her ‘childish naughty’ and incessant ways. I hope she gets what’s she’s asking for. And if I ever see you girl; run girl run. This photo story has been up for quite a while, and I think I should add to it, because there was actually more to this story. I mean the way she tried to steal it, it was a big set up at Coles; when I went there at 7 o’clock in the morning (my usual shopping time, and I only go shopping every two months or so). That morning that I went there, at checkout they had installed huge white metal detectors that you have to walk through, and so when I walked through with my bag at check out, (with my new bow on it) it sounded the alarm - it was really loud. I know that they set those metal detectors up, purely because of my bow, and the fact that it would go off (I had only just put it on my bag the day before, but I had had the Bow for years, it was mums, part of a belt she gave me, I removed the bow and attached on to my leather bag) – see dogs) And as if Coles needs metal detectors! They definitely took them down the next time I was there. This is the kind of persecution that I have to endure on a regular basis when I go out by stupid blondes. Coles let her do it, she is in cahoots with the people who work at Coles, because they were quite happy to go along her and those with metal detectors. That short blonde girl belongs in JAIL. In jail. {along with her cahoot companions – and there are 1000’s of them} I told Woolworths these antics that Coles get up to, and why they should start doing home deliveries, they did! Woolworths had heard enough, and said that they’ll do home delivery for me no problem (and Woolworths home delivery was 70 km away) so hooray for Woolworths. But isn’t it extraordinary how people are so willing to go along with a blonde bimbo persecutor? I think that short blonde girl must have brainwashing abilities, because who in their right mind would do something like that, at such an expense? Someone told me that they found out who that girl was (because of my BLOG) and they have stopped her, indeed I haven’t seen her, and believe that she does live in Gunnedah, which is over 500km away. But I did see someone try to manipulate the woman at Gin Gin fabric shop last year in exactly the same manner, to sabotage me, (they stole my Janome sewing machine), plus, I think I saw her at Mitre 10 in Sarina, trying to steal from me. It’s NEGS girl related?? I still have to get all my shopping online – they still antagonize me, even if I shop To Boot – they put dogs in the car park. But I don’t mind shopping online, comfort of the couch. I still have my ‘bow’ on my bag. If only I had started wearing my body cam back then – she would be dead by now. 9. Dog Army Of One Stupid Short Blonde Girl I’ve had another memory about that short blonde girl, and I think she stems from when I used to work at Enmore in Grave Attire, there was a girl half responsible for aiding the process of closing that shop down, and if that was her, I think she might be radio related or perhaps she even worked at Witchery, later someone implied that she couldn’t but help close down any other business that was a competitor to hers? A sabotager. (But more likely to be ABC radio related – government run radio station) this photostory was deleted, I had to rewrite it, so I am thinking hitting the nail on the head with this one. I’m pretty sure I also later heard that stupid short blonde girl at the Gin Gin doctors when I was there about my collapsed arch , I was standing on one foot, talking to the receptionists, and that girl was at the door, ready to take off at any moment should I have my camera out, she was going “oh the poor girl she’s got a sore foot” in that sarcastic bitchy voice, by the time I turned around she was gone. And also, that particular voice, I’m sure, when I put in one of my complaints to a government department about the Bundaberg mental health unit, I’m pretty sure they put me through to that bloody girl. Same bitchy sarcastic voice with no respect for me AT ALL. Talk about single white female problems. And how does this girl get away with destroying someone’s career? I wrote a story about this government creating dog armies to fight its people. This is exactly that situation, dog army of one stupid short blonde girl. You know I’m actually not prejudice against blondes, and specifically I do not think blondes are inferior in anyway when it comes to brain capacity, and they are not more sexually promiscuous. I’ve known some extraordinarily smart blondes, but this particular girl happens to have blonde hair, - stand out features, distinguishing feature, short, blonde. And she’s been a huge nemesis, well though, she seems to have had no motivation in being one, therefore I can only assume she has mental health issues, or is somebody else’s personal ‘weapon’ (or ‘tool’, as in she is being used, and too stupid to realize it.) This is someone who really does have mental here healthy issues (!) and look how she works; she’s quiet she’s sneaky, she doesn’t disturb the whole public, and that’s how she gets away with it. Well guess what, to me, she’s a total nuisance - so go get her. 10. Girl getting families to harass me and steal via the neighbours places I feel I need to do a special warning for this one. Apparently it was this photo story that was the most offensive one I had ever written. I wrote it when I was extremely angry and fed up with it. You need to bare in mind when reading this, this harassment behaviour has been going on for many years, at least 20. For many years I have done nothing about it, I felt that I could not do anything about it, and after I wrote this, I had pretty much no problems of this sort from that particular house. Although I wouldn’t go so far as to say it has stopped altogether there has been times since, that I have similar problems from other houses in the street. But nothing near what it was like before I wrote this particular little photo story. So, if anyone asks me to remove this story, because it’s too offensive - absolutely no way! (And I think it is same girl repeatedly who is doing it. So there appears to be some nasty dog who goes and gets different people / families and puts them in the house next door and these people harass me verbally by yelling out, they play recorded nuisance sounds, and usually they steal from me. This has happened continuously over several months, although it’s intermittent, it seems, come the end of the week, and they just up and go home - not sure what the trigger is for that to happen - if you know, PLEASE ADVISE. So could that fucking family please fuck off, leave me alone, STOP HARRASING ME. And that nasty girl who goes and gets them - you are going to get cancer and die. (At the moment they seem to be staying at no ֎, before it was no ֎, before that no ֎, Kookaburra Park) But it is not a kookaburra park thing, same thing happened when I lived in Gunnedah, in town and on the farm, and in Melbourne. I clearly remember one specific girl from the horticulture course that I did, who was yelling out from the house next door in Henry Street, we didn’t know those neighbours very well, but that girl from the Tafe has got a very specific voice, I have no idea why she was yelling at me over the fence and then took off in a car? I also clearly remember another woman, a past landlord yelling out from the empty house across on the other side of the road, Ivan’s old empty house - sounded like Karen Cull to me, but I couldn’t be sure. Many other times and people over the years, and I think the ones at kookaburra Park houses, were people from Facebook? (That was before I was ban) So a definite problem with the people that cross my path harassing me from the neighbours; it’s like, at those times, I develop a little repetitive song in my head, it goes; fuck off fuck off fuck off and fuck off. Oh, I think that girl who goes and gets them, is the stupid bully girl who talks to me on the phone, who thinks she is special, she is not – I hope she gets cancer and dies – you thieving bitch – even if you pay up, you still need to be prepared for hell. I also think she is the girl who answered the phone when I called QLD services to make a complaint about Bundaberg mental health services – she was completely rude, condescending, sarcastic, just a total bitch who reminds me of the bitches who harass me from my neighbours – WHAT IS WRONG WITH BIMBOS IN THIS COUNTRY? fuck off all woman all the time – why do I need to spell this out, what are you all leeches?? As I mentioned before, the harassment stopped after I wrote about it (another reason why my blog is so important for me personally, aside from the fact that I find bullies will often deny that they’ve been a bully, so it’s important for me to describe what they do, as in ‘deny all you want’ but here it is in writing of what you’ve done’. Also, as of late, when I say harassment from the house across the road has stopped; but whenever someone leaves that house in their big loud Revy car (I do wonder why they don’t get normal unrevvy car that doesn’t consume large volumes of petrol, its like they want everyone to hear them) whenever they do, in the morning (no set time), there’s a car that seems to drive past in front of my house on the HWY, and bangs, they do one loud bang, happens on a daily basis when the neighbours car leaves. It’s a little odd because who cares whether the neighbours leave your stay? why does someone on the highway (or maybe at a house who situated by the highway just up from me) care enough to make loud bang noise ?? I don’t know, it’s all a bit of a mystery to me, that’s why I’m writing about it in the hope that it may stop too. I think before with the verbal harassment, it was kind of loud, and a lot of people can witness it, and so it has stopped, however this is not so loud and notable, like it’s only if you’re here every day seeing and listening and hearing what goes on, would you notice this pattern; they are sneaky and manipulative, dishonest and most likely the thieves I have been talking about. I have since moved again, and I think after reading this story on my blog, some of the neighbours here, 3 of them actually, ones across the rd, one up the hill and the maybe the woman just down a bit, in my complex - have copied those past neighbours, (see, surrounded by stupid copycats), at any rate, again there is a big commotion on a daily morning basis with cars leaving simultaneously and phones ringing. Actually, not daily, as there would be other people come to watch the spectacle, so, it is randomly frequently. Those people, who never actually ever confront me, means I can’t ever tell them to get fucked. The woman who lives up the hill is the worst – she has major problems. Mind you own business you stupid dog. 11. Gunnedah Squash Courts, the real reason it remains vacant for the last 30yrs The old Gunnedah Squash Courts; 15 Warrabungle St, Gunnedah The Gunnedah squash courts have been vacant for near 30 years. The real reason they were closed down, in my opinion, is because the people who used to play squash, back in the day, formed strong alliances, they were the ‘common people’ and they could ban together to make demands. The ‘powers that be’ in Gunnedah (Gunnedah council bitches), recognized this as a problem, and so, by sneaky means and tactics, it was shut down, and something like this, is not encouraged in Gunnedah, so ‘the powers that be’, can be ‘the powers that be’. Later, the ‘powers that be’, told me it was not for that reason at all; it was because some of the married people who attended, without their partners, hooked up with other ‘unsupervised’ naughty people! Probably also true. But I do not see why this indiscretion should affect everyones turn at playing a recreational healthy sport like squash. Don’t be so prudish! Only a truly uptight neurotic, stupid bunch of ‘pearl wearing’ women, would do that – if you can’t keep your husband on a leash, get rid of him, not worth it. 12. School Art Story There were 2 Art teachers, that took over from wonderful Mrs Larkin, when she went off to have a baby (man she was huge!). I think I was in year 11. They were a husband-and-wife team (can’t remember their names) I felt at the time there was something definitely wrong with both of them, I’m not really sure what, I didn’t really know them, except I definitely got a strong sense that there was something slightly off (often typical with ‘artistic’ people) -they were both manipulative with an agender, unlike anyone I had ever encounted at that point (course now, that’s all anybody is like). They had something to do with some of the girls who follow me around later in my 20’s / 30’s, because I saw them in Melbourne following me. At the time in year 11, they were pushing me to do 3unit art, along with a couple of other teachers, and I felt, I really wasn’t that good at art, even though I have a strong sense of observation, my drawing skills are pretty much zero, so I thought it was odd that they were pushing me to do 3unit art (there was never any reason given as to why, there was NEVER any discussions as to after school careers and pathways either). Well, I do have a strong colour sense, and a most definite appreciation and love for the arts, and I do persist with my love of textile design - I sell my designs online (sold quite a few thankyou -until I was ban by STUPID IT dog bitches). I have incorporated my love of colour, rather than a love of drawing into my designs, and I’m very pleased with them, and some of them are absolutely beautiful, see my “Plum Silver Stripes” above )! I have no problems tooting my own horn. I secretly suspect the real reason why they pushed me into 3-unit art was because of my observation skills- they want someone to see their artistic genius! Just typical. Women love showing off to me. Actually, more on that, this has been a 'thing' in life; people wanting to show off to me. And not just artists, but anyone who is good at their craft, their personal skill/ their career, whatever it may be (wide and varied areas). If they can do something really well, then they want me to know about it! I can only assume it's because I can appreciate their skill, and it's nice to show off to someone who can see how good you are! (I remember my favourite episode on 'Malcolm in the Middle'; about the little one Duey, who discovered he liked piano, and went on to play these monumental genius pieces of music all by sound - but his family paid absolutely no attention to him at all). lol People like being validated, and I can do it! Anyway, those 2 art teachers; on one of my year 12 pieces, they kept pushing me to incorporate an artist Michael Leunig, which was very peculiar, especially since I’ve never heard of him or seen any of his cartoons, nor knew anything about politics, but anyway, I didn’t really care too much about anything back then, so I kind of obliged them, whatever. I created this horrible creation, because of it. It was so bad. I feel at certain times in my life, I have been used by such arts people or council people, to put forward political or more like ‘employment opportunities’, using clever cunning evil plans like that those two art teachers, are capable of. Not that I’m opposed to clever thinking, particularly of the artistic avenue, but I don’t appreciate being used, especially if there’s nothing in it for me, and there’s usually not – those types steal, and see nothing wrong with doing it. No empathy at all. Also, I want to mention, I had never done art before that school. In infants and primary public school – NO ART ever! Can you believe that. Although I do recall doing Folk dancing in 3rd class! I certainly had never had any drawing lessons. I did have out of school crafting activities, as my aunt was a Folk-Art teacher, and a creative type. I know when I’ve visited any art gallery or creative festival, or open garden, anything of artistic merit, there is always hordes and hordes of people -it’s a very popular past time, looking at art. I would like to see more art in every-day life too; as in items we buy for our household, like appliances, containers, furniture, stationary items - all things that can be decorated in an artistic manner. You don’t just have to stick to framed art, on the wall. Go on, do a feature wall in a lovely artistic wallpaper! You know, what we got, back then, instead of art in primary school, was quite the opposite. The teachers would encourage kids to be unexpressive, oppressed, and unthinking, so they themselves can have full control and powertrip in the classroom - this was a most definite theme in infants and primary school - in public school, well certainly in Gunnedah, but Gunnedah is a very repressed little town, and I certainly hope it has changed its ways (actually I doubt it, which is why I am writing about it – nothing will ever change unless you bring it into social consciousness). So, art was poo-pooed by the teachers, especially, if I recall, Debbie Croft, who was influential (it just takes 1 bad egg). And when I attended Gunnedah Tafe in 2006, it was still the same with those teachers; totally against anything artistic. Given the amount of art in schools today, that I have witnessed elsewhere (most other schools infact). I really don’t know how back then, and still now in Gunnedah, art could be so ignored and considered unimportant, time wasting and valueless. And furthermore, what truly astounds me, is how some of these academic types of people, ones who are good at maths in particular, often have no concept of really important and obvious things, it’s like they can’t perceive what’s really going on in certain situations. Totally deficient. Dumb infact, when compared to an ‘artistic’ type. It’s like the opposite of what we were taught in primary public school, is true many times. This is my observation of such people who are opposed to art. They stoopid. {oh, I just remembered doing “pet stones” in Limbri school!! – finding a rock, painting it and putting 2 plastic eyes on it! Weird, absurd and ugly!!}. You know, I think this whole anti art thing stems from fear of sensuality? When I was volunteering at the Gunnedah Art Gallery, and had some artwork in there, one of the pieces was an item of clothing, and I had a manikin to display it on, my manikin. But, not only was it removed from the display (probably the same day that I put it, after I had left for the day), but it was vandalised with yellow pens. Totally scribbled on. I believe one of the reasons why it was removed, even though it was a fully clothed mannequin, was because this mannequin pretty much looked like a model. And it was too much for the people of Gunnedah to handle, because it had a sensuality about it. Gunnedah has got some major dysfunctions going on. I also want to mention my HSC story here. Well, first of all I will remind you of Mrs Windeyer in my “My 25m Lap Pool story with winning race story”, about how I won that race, but she said I did not. Now Mrs Windeyer was really old, whether she was manipulated by my competitor, to say I did not win, or possibly some other teacher (like Dr scarf – a dog) who heard my plan, and wanted to thwart it, (I suspect, to be the case) and thus used Mrs Windeyer, as an older woman can be very susceptible to another younger, stronger and healthier, woman’s will. There was another incident involving her at Prep one night; she did seem to “have it out for me” or again, could have been manipulated by a girl in that room, at any rate, definitely something wrong with her, she ought to have been put out to pasture a long time before she retired (another case for bringing the retirement age of woman back to 50). So anyway bare that thwarting story in mind, for the next; I mentioned in one of my stories I think with the English one, that I’m typically an average student, always getting average marks, even if I study a lot, I would often get the same mark by the same teachers. After it was suggested, I do 3-unit art in year12, which took my total units to above what you need to complete the HSC, (the big exam at the end of your school life). I was told that because I have an extra subject now, the subject that I didn’t do very well in at HSC, would be dropped, and would not be counted in the total. It made sense to me. (I was later advised by a retired school teacher, that that’s not actually true? – they do swap and change their rules frequently) and come to think of it, it was other kids who told me this, it was not a teacher, so I do not know. But a lot of the kids said it, it was a standard discussion that I overheard several times. So, I came up with a plan. In my typical efficient way of thinking, and quest of travelling the path of least resistance, I would just not bother studying for my least favourite (biology). That way, I would have more time to study for all the other subjects – ones that would actually be counted. So, one of the subjects, was Home Science, and we were told there are 14 subjects within this subject that you need to know, and may be tested on at HSC, as only 2 of them would be chosen to be tested on the day. So, I obtained a whole lot of past HSC’s, and determined what they would ask us. I took a gamble, there was no way I could learn 14 subjects in depth in that short time, and this Home Science had more to learn and study than ANY of my other subjects (combined), there was a MASS amount of information. Information overload. (I guess except for maths which btw I aced with a 97% score! – but it was not advanced maths, just the everyday common-sense maths). So, I was confident, I could guess the 2 questions – I could be quite savvy should I choose. The day comes, I look at both questions, the first, I was right, the 2nd, wrong! So later that arvo, was the time for the subject that I had written off, biology, and guess what the essay question was – it was the other question I had studied, my 2nd guess! - crossover of subjects. (Alarm bells). So, I aced that part of the exam. You think this might be a good thing, but it was not, as the exam I was meant to do well in and thus count towards total marks, was not great enough, I still came out average in the long run. (See). Now, I am not sure, but as more clarity comes with age, just possibly my plan was overheard, just like that swimming day, and deliberatley sabotaged by a teacher. They like to play God. I smell dogs. I mentioned Dr Scarf above, because, 20 odd years later I went into the local bank, and some woman yelled out ‘sorry’ to me as I was walking by (actually this was really a common thing, woman fuck up so much, and are such evil bullies, that I am constantly hearing apologies as I go from A to B! (you have no idea how much they fuck up) DOGS - I had no idea what they were talking about, but I looked at who said it on that day – and I am fairly certain, there, was Dr Scarf, an old Dr Scarf. (Read my Careers story about her). Btw, this is why you need your family around you, and not a bunch of school staff – they are literally dogs. And, you know, once you realise how they ‘fuck you’ like that, there’s no point in doing it, unless you are a straight A student – they discriminate BIG TIME. The irony is, even if my HSC score reflected the Home Science exam and not the biology, having better marks on my HSC, would not have made any difference to my path after school, as it was already decided that I would go into Fashion. However, it may have made a difference to ‘bragging rights’ and respect within my family and extended family and friends. It’s a thing “what did you get on your HSC?”. I know most people cringe when they hear someone whingeing about how ‘it's not their fault, it's somebody else's fault’, and they think ‘oh she had such opportunities, and many others hasn't had such good opportunities’ - so I just want to say that if you don't whinge about what you think is not right, or has been unfair, or unlawful in your life, then you're allowing it, and giving it permission to happen again, and in the future! Plus if you're someone who tries to stop someone from whingeing about these negative things in life, then as far as I’m concerned, you belong in jail - nothing is ever going to change unless it's brought into consciousness. I definitely am not an advocate of that saying, "you reap what you sow", that philosophy, if you put out good vibes you'll get good vibes back - NO WAY HOZE-AY!! Shit happens in life, no matter how positive you are, or how happy you are, there's always people who are going to try to "get ya", to steal from you, to use you, they just do it. In fact it might be a little bit case of the opposite; the more happy you are, the more likely people are going to want to try to "get ya", out of shear jealous spite. I especially can't stand it when I hear some hippie motherly type women on television trying to be philosophical, and say "oh well stay positive, and your actions will come back to you". Poppycock! Note, 30 years later I could say, oh well some employee is missing out on my "clever and devious" thinking due to dog teachers, but I can't, because I know so many of my ideas are taken and applied by the powers that be and or the dogs; and changes for the better are happening left right and centre, just from mere observational thoughts and writing about my life on this bloody online blog! When I was younger and working, and should have got a mortgage, but failed to do so; not only because the people in my life who should’ve been guiding me, didn’t, (guiding is required for young people), but because I wasn’t really settled, like I was 600km away from anywhere that I felt near comfortable, I was surrounded by people I did not know, and who did not know me, and were pretty much evil. My job seemed, well, I don’t know, perhaps, not comfortable, as in, a mismatch? The community around me was not desirable in any way. Plus, I had never even thought about or discussed with any one what is involved in home ownership. SO BIZARRE. It’s only looking back now where I realised it should’ve been a priority number one and not some remote thought that was never thought of. Anyway 15 years or so later after I had left the ‘rag trade’, when I was in my early 30’s, I realised maybe I should think about housing and whether I should always rent. I did some maths and worked out as long as my rent was around about the $150 mark, and in tow with inflation, then it would be a better option for me to rent rather than take out a mortgage. I did not have the wisdom to factor in other concerns, like; availability, arshole landlords, ‘old age’ relocation physicality problems, rental crisis due to overpopulation and greedy politicians, plus freedom to do what you please around the house without constant intervention and invasion of privacy by arshole rental estate bitches, aswell as what I know now about life - life isn't meant to be lived in a ‘rental’; Over the period of your working years, you accumulate wealth, and with that of course you want to buy luxuries for yourself, but if you live in a rental, there's just many things that you can't purchase, or if you do purchase then you have to take them with you at end of lease time and time again, which is just not practical. I mean how many trucks will you need. I'm talking about normal things, like a bathtub for instance, most rentals don't even have bathtubs, and there's other normal things, like Rangehoods, I have not encountered any rentals that actually have a Rangehood! then of course there's luxury health items like a spa or a sauna. If you're the kind of person who doesn't travel, and would prefer to stay home, then you want your home to be as comfortable as possible, and you want to spend your money on the home environment, but when you rent, you just can't do that, which means you can't LIVE YOUR LIFE FULLY if you have to rent. You lose in life if you rent. You're a victim if you rent. I certainly would encourage people not to have children unless they at the very least are homeowners. Mmmm. At no point infact, of all my time renting up to 2018, was there ANY indication, that I would have EXTREME problems of these, in the future. If only I had of read my blog!! So anyway, I’m thinking somebody may have heard my calculations about the rent and have taken the rental crisis as an opportunity to teach me a lesson, somewhere along the lines of Dr scarf thwarting my plans. Or I sometimes feel like it’s a secret plot by Centrelink staff who tried to rub it in my face “well you should’ve got a good paying job and a mortgage like everyone else”. They have no idea about dogs in the workplace, and major bullying. Stupid centerlink. They have no idea about living in a glass house. I don’t even think they know about the stealing. I’m not sure about centerlink sabotage, but it would definitely be something they would do, and they would have networks big enough to cover the rental apps that I look at, and I know they are vindictive and spiteful enough women. Possibly the rental crisis is so bad now, that I am going into “disbelief” and subconsciously pretending it is not true! Oh its just centerlink pretending there is a housing crisis! mm mm You know, one day at school, we were all ushered into a couple of rooms, and some teacher said “It’s university application day, so do your applications and hand them back to me. I am like what? this was the first I’ve ever heard of university application day, like what am I meant to be applying for -there were literally thousands of courses from multiple unis? It’s like not one of the teachers, not my parents, not the careers counsellor, no one had given me any options of any university courses that I might be able to apply for, beforehand. I can’t begin to explain the incompetence and ineptitude of the adults who surrounded me at this time in my life. Clueless, uncaring and selfish. Why did you want kids? Prepare your child for the future. 13. Revolting craft workshop woman in Western Suburbs, and fake job story, both stolen I went to find this story to add a bit, but it was missing. Now, I had only just done it a few weeks ago, so it is fresh in my mind, I am not sure if microsoft search is suddenly not working, or some hacker has stolen it, but it is definatly not coming up in any of my keyword searches. And there are a lot of keywords in it. I suspect mainly the stories that are stolen from my PC, (and there have been a lot now), have been stolen because they incriminate someone – so obviously this woman, is well known to the powers that be, popular and GUILTY. So, both these stories are about bullies in Sydney. When I lived out on the Western suburbs working at Bonds, back in 1993/4, I decided I should do some after-work craft activities, (this was before I started my 2nd job). I found a workshop, it was silk painting. I recall it was quite difficult getting there. I had to catch two buses and a train. It was a bit ridiculous, and sitting on the bus, I realized I did not know exactly what stop I should get off – I had no Gregoris and there was certainly no google maps back then, but I did encounter a nice man, he said he knew where my destination was, and would help me, I had to go back to his place (a 15 minute walk), where I met his wife briefly, and then we hopped in his car, and he took me to my destination- it was a little odd, but I was definitely grateful to him because I had no idea where I was. This “crafting” woman’s place seemed to be ‘out in the sticks’, it was a big brick house. I told the small group about my journey and getting there, taking about an hour and a half! And also, I would have to leave early so I could catch the last bus back. The woman teaching offered to give me a lift to the back to my place, at 9pm when it ended, because, although it took me 1 ½ hrs to get there, it wasn’t very far from my place - only about 10 minutes by car!! So, I was really pleased about that, I could relax and got on with my silk painting. But then towards the end, when everyone had left, I was still there, and this woman still hadn’t volunteered her previous offer. She was busy cleaning up, and I figured she was just wanting to clean up before she took me home, but then she left and went upstairs, and said that she’s got to start dinner for her family. I’m thinking did she forget that she made the offer to give me a lift - because it was 9 o’clock and I had already missed the last bus, so I didn’t have any choice, but to get a lift from her – or stay there all night. Yikes. So, then her teenage son came down, and he did something with the fire, so there was smoke all in the room, I literally think he was trying to ‘smoke’ me out! What a fucking bitch - having offered to drive me, and then had obviously changed her mind without telling me. I mean had I missed something during the course of the evening?? I don’t recall the workshop being an overly pleasant workshop experience, but not unpleasant, I was happy and content doing my silk painting. I certainly didn’t say or do anything to indicate anything but, I just got on with being creative, that is what I do. I mean I could have compared it to my aunts workshops, later I did – she taught Folk Art, and held workshops in her studio upstairs at her home in Leichardt. Those were very enjoyable – she was good at her craft and good at teaching – some people have a knack. This woman had none, but I was not concerned about that, as I applied my creativity and got on with things, also I was raised to be far more respectful than to mention otherwise. So, after 15 minutes or so, she came back down and realised, that I was not going anywhere, so then she and her daughter, both took me home. It was the most revolting experience; you know women are revolting. So unreliable, so dishonest, so bitchy. Crappy people from the western suburbs. Some women, as in housewives, are just HOPELESS, and should be not out in public ever, let alone teaching a craft. Like I have mentioned on my blog before – most women are clueless about exactly how stupid they are. In retrospect with the whole 1 ½ hr transport issue, it would not have surprised me if some bully girl at Bonds had arranged the whole thing, and it would not surprise me if that woman actually worked at Bonds and herd that I wanted to do a craft workshop, so said, she was a silk painter and charged $100 for a bullshit evening. {A similar thing happened when I was at Rowan Leigh, re a horse workshop, I talk about on my Blog – greedy bimbo women}. Stuff them. I hope that whole family gets cancer and dies. By the way, I said above, this was before I got my 2nd job, I decided I needed a 2nd job as I seemed to not really have enough money, like I could not save any, it all went on bills, mainly rent. So, when I had a second job; now, you’d think I’d have heaps of money wouldn’t you? And considering I didn’t drink, didn’t go out, did not socialize too much, was not on drugs, and had a minimum of appetites, I ought to have been ‘rolling’ in it – but no, minimum wage plus less than, does not buy you ANYTHING in life, certainly nothing in Sydney. Those 10 years I spent down in Sydney, were a total waste. Total waste of my time, my energy with nothing to show for it except a half paid off little cheap imported hatchback of car. It’s bullshit, would be better off to stay unemployed, better for my mental health too! Actually the 1 thing I really got out of those 10 years, is how revolting people are, how much they use you, and bully you, any chance they get – like that is their main aim. The other story happened later, when was living in Hornsby doing temp Nanny and babysitting work. I operated through an agency in St Leonard’s, so this young girl would set up work for me. For the most part it was okay, but this one time, I drove all the way to some house, about 20 minutes away, and when I got there, they said they no longer needed me. So, what waste of a trip, and I could have got other work too that evening. I didn’t ever get any kind of compensation either, I don’t think they thought to do that back then. So, anyway what I remembered distinctly about that FAKE JOB; I got back in my car, I was annoyed, and leaving, but there was some girl driving Janice’s car who pulled right up infront of me then left; Janice was someone I previously worked for, looking after her little girl. So, I’m not sure why they were doing signs with Janice’s car; I mentioned numerous times on my blog, they send me lookalikes, and do signs, and they have the same car - for total deception, although I could see in that car, and that it was definitely not Janice driving, the windows weren’t tinted at all, so I had a clear view of some blonde driving. So, what I find ironic about that situation, for someone to do that, they would have to be following me and be obsessed with me, like a depraved stalker. Such stupidity. You lose. You may think you won by setting up such a nuisance situation for me - but you lost, you are a natural loser. When I as wondering what image to use with this story , I typed “car stalker” in to google, there were some really good ones, but not royalty free, they were on dreamstime – it was like dreamstime had based their whole database of images on my life, as I have so many problems with ‘car stalkers’ ! lol! But I was surprised I did not see more elsewhere, as ‘car stalking’ IS huge, I note heaps of hoons do it, constantly all the time. It is a problem in Australia, bogans do it – stupid ones who can’t think of what to do. It is them, I suspect who steal from me too, as they keep stalking me, but to no avail – like nothing happens when you stalk someone, if you want something to happen, you have to actually talk to them. “STALKING” DOES NOT WORK IN ANY WAY – albeit if I know you are a hooning stalker, I should think less of you - so it works in that way! But, so, because those hoons are so stupid, and eventually wonder what the hell they are doing stalking some woman, they get pissed off, as their stupidity slowly sinks in, “oh, maybe I should be actually doing something with my life?” - so then they blame me for their stupid stalking behaviour, and thus steals from me. And, it is male and female alike. 14. Fruit and Vege thief, shooting story Many years ago, I recall a story about a girl in 4th class who had an uncle, or was it her father? Anyway, he owned the local Fruit and Vege shop in our small country town Gunnedah, the store was located on the edge of town by the river, he had a huge plot where he would grow his own veges to sell. He was having problems with local kids stealing his food. One day, I guess, he had had enough and when he heard someone in his fields, he got his shotgun and took a shot, he had intended to miss and scare the culprit off, so the courts said, but he did not miss, he got him. He had to go to prison. At the time when all the little girls, all the little 4th graders were hearing and retelling the story around the playground, it was “oh no”, “ti, ti” “very bad” “shame” etc, to the man who shot the boy. But now, I am in my 40’s and I too have had it up to here with thievery, and I totally get how and why that man came to shoot the boy, and if I were the judge, I would let him go SCOT-FREE. I certainly imagine I would do exactly the same thing if I owned a shotgun, and caught a thief red-handed – deservedly so; those thieves are a menace to society causing and spreading evil {especially since the police don’t do anything about the thefts and over the years in my life, I have encountered quite a few young people who steal from me and have done the wrong thing by me, but their family tries to save them, and in the process disparages me. They have no thoughts or regards for their sons victim; they only try to save themselves and their family. Plus, they continue to do it, as they never get reprimanded}. I am not sure what happen to the boy, I hope he was killed. After all the thefts at my place – if only I had a shotgun. And I encourage anyone who catches anyone stealing – smack them up good and well if you don’t have a gun, so they can no longer walk at the very least. DO IT. Do the world a favour. Since their parents are CRAP. If you have kids – you betta, do it right, so no one comes along and shoots your kids head off - stupid parents in the first place. (When will there be compulsory parenting classes for all pregnant mothers?) If the perp is caught, then put the parents jail alongside the perpetrator – force them all to go to church in prison so they can sit and reflect about their behaviour. {This particular photostory, my ‘x’ landlord especially took offence, I bet her son is a thief.} 15. I bet they don’t even have a sore foot, and re, Renters are POVERTY people I saw an image of a lovely good looking couple in their 50's, riding around in an electric car - golf buggy type. I included it with this story, and titled it "Ever get the feeling life is for other people". You know, the most important thing an 18-year-old can be told, or even earlier, is the thing you need to do first and foremost in your life, is purchase a house, so you don’t waste your money on rents. In fact as soon as you get your first job you should apply for a mortgage. Because landlords are the greatest legal thieves of them all, and it’s a big secret - when you’re old and wise it’s easy to see the big picture, but by then it will be way too late, so you need to demand your parents give you money for a deposit for your own home, and then work hard when you’re young and full of energy, and pay off that mortgage as soon as you can - 10 years. I think bank will only give you a 20-year loan so you have to pay off the monthly mortgage on one hand and then put money aside on the other to pay off the lump sum payment towards the end after 10 years or so, - that’s the ideal, and essential to “winning” in life. That way you can either sell it and purchase again somewhere better, or you can rent it and always have that income coming in. You’ll have your own sense of freedom and PLACE, in life, essential, to coping with all that life throws at you. Because working to live in somebody else’s house with landlords coming around and wanting to inspect and ‘lord over’, isn’t worth it - you’ll soon see after a few years, it just doesn’t work, you have no motivation or desire to work. If you remain a renter, you’re always going to be on a cycle of poverty, it is only those people who own property, who win in life - it is just like Monopoly, although you don’t need to win, you just need to land on a few good squares, in order to play. I feel so strongly about this, that if you’re a parent and plan on having kids, but don’t have several thousands of dollars in the bank ready for a deposit when they turn 18, you shouldn’t be having kids, otherwise you’re just asking them to suffer in life, and be disadvantaged (handicapped). And you know it’s up to parents to explain this to a child, I know some parents, (mine) where just everything came easy to them, so they just didn’t think about these kinds of things. And, infact, in my family, we never talked about money at all. So no wonder there was no thoughts to purchasing a house. And that’s why I’m writing it, and unfortunately, I have been banned from social media, because this is where the story belongs, so everyone can see it and have a chance of feeling good about life, for the whole duration. In fact, I think it’s greedy landlords who mainly have banned me from social media because they don’t want renters to know this little fact about life, they want to continue the cycle of poverty so they can remain rich. 16. When You See What You Want - Ask For It, You Just Never Know One day in my early 20’s, I was walking down the street in Sydney attending a job interview. As I was walking to and fro from the car, I came across a shop which blew me away, it was an interior design fabric shop. I couldn’t believe how beautiful it looked from the window. I decided that this is where I wanted to work, so I waltzed in, wanting to know if they had any positions. It so happened they did! And the sales-girl in there was very nice, she gave me the name of the manager, and suggested I should write to him for an interview. So, I wrote to a Mr King, and explained why I should work for him there at South Pacific Fabrics, (even though I had no idea what position was on offer) I just told him in my letter about his fabrics, and my experience from looking at them, it was long and waffly, and a most unusual letter for a job application. I’m not really a ‘fit the normal’ type of person, I’m a very visual creative person, and I guess it was a creative letter. It so happened, so was Mr King, so, I got an interview, from this letter! (I recall reading the letter to my younger brother at the time before I sent it, he didn’t have much to say about it, but when I told him I got the interview, he was like “you got the interview from that letter”! (not sure if his correct tone is coming across). So, the interview went well, although I wasn’t really suitable for what they were looking for because I’d had no experience in sales (I’m not really a sales type person) BUT, they created a temporary job for me to do the Samplling work! I was absolutely thrilled to bits, and loved my little job there, because I got to go through every single fabric, and there were some nice people that worked there too. Now, I can sometimes come across as kind of a blunt person, or “raw” as Mrs King, I think it was, described me. So, at one point they thought it would be a good idea if they put me in charge of recuperating the Big Fabric Sample books, which were quite pricey. They would sometimes, for special customers only, lend them out to those special hoity-toits. These special customers were often the type of people who wouldn’t jump if a young sales girl phones them up and asked them to jump, so it was figured that someone with a more “raw” dialect might have had better chance of getting the books back! I do actually recall phoning a one Margaret Pomeranz, insisting she return a book back - little did I know at the time who she was, quite famous in Australia and the Australian film industry. Anyway it must’ve worked, as after I had finished doing all the samples up, I had to leave, but was given quite a number of older Sample books by Mrs King, which I thought was very nice, and I later used them to upholster a daybed, in a patchwork of these most amazing fabrics - and when I say amazing, I mean they were literally amazing, not the type of thing you would see in normal day to day average life, they were out of the ordinary fabrics, I recall the most expensive one was about $500 per metre, and that was 30 years ago, so that’s pretty pricey for a fabric, (an average price for an interior fabric, like what you would find at Lincraft or Spotlight, was at the time, usually anywhere from $15-$30/m.) I was inspired to design my own textiles, mainly from a lack of anything even remotely good in any of the retail shops available to me, as I did my sewing around 2015. I like them! When I was selling them on SPFL, I sold enough of my designs to pay for my materials, which was perfect, - but then they sabotage ban me ☹️so I have not sold any since 2019. See above far right a few of my Pink designs. 17. My Pusscat is Never Going to get Stuck up a Tree When Tulip was a kitten, one time, he was mad hopping around the bedroom, as they do, and he climbed all the way up this tall upholstered mirror that I had. When he got all the way up to the top, I exclaimed “now, how you going to get down Tulip!” He was looking around wondering the same thing, so I grabbed his little butt, and kind of wiggled him in a gentle downwards sideways manner, so he got the hang of how he could shimmy back down, he took to it immediately and was down in a flash. I have seen him throughout his whole adult life, when he climbs right up high, in a tree, he uses the same technique to come down!! It’s like, “my pussycat is never going to get stuck up a tree!” So, I recommend when they’re kittens, try doing that, you can teach them how to get down on a vertical incline. No need for the fireman! 18. Every plant specie I sell, has a story, this is woodwardii’s (woodwardii is a small upright slender gum with a large yellow flower, and powder white branches). Every time I sell a packet of this seed partiqular species; Eucalyptus woodwardii, I am reminded of the Gunnedah bullybitches; I saw this tree growing on a street in Gunnedah (Borthistle Road), they were inside and outside, a property, that was abandoned for quite some time and was up for sale. As this tree tickled my fancy, with its lovely upright drooping habit, and silvery white stem, I phoned the Real estate on the gate, to find out whose property it was, as they probably planted those trees and would know what they were. This by the way, was a time before Facebook, when if you want something identified you just have to put a picture up of it on Facebook, and there are people who love playing the ‘ID this tree game’, I will name it in a flash. God bless those people. (Although since I have been ban – I can no longer have quick ID access L). But, so, I called the Real Estate, and OMG, what a bunch of stupid bitches - it was truly like talking to bitchy zombie bimbo heads who kind of refused to tell me the owner, but they didn’t say that they wouldn’t tell me the owner, or why, they just came up with bimbo nonsense gobblygook. Those condescending girls should be shot they are not worthy of planet earth, and are anti-trees, and anti helpful. Anyway, I did collect the seeds (from the ones on the street, ofcourse, and NOT the ones on private property – actually the gate was locked, there was no entrance to the property). I grew a tree from the seeds, at Rangari garden. Some years later determined by Facebook that it was Eucalyptus woodwardii. I have since been banned from Facebook due to stupid Nazi bimbos just like those Real Estate girls - they all should be shot. RIGHT BACK AT YOU. I want to further add, collecting seed from the street, a public street, is perfectly legal. This applies to all nature strips and verges, of course if someone has planted a garden, (which they are encouraging people do to now), and they obviously tend it, with vegetables and fruit trees, obviously it is “good form” to ask for something if you want it, bearing in mind if they are growing food – it is most likely for themselves, and they do not want to give it away. It is illegal to collect seed from Nature Reserves, and Parks and Wildlife areas, unless you have a permit,- that you pay for, they charge a lot, btw. In my experience if you knock on the door of a lovely garden, and ask the owner about a specific tree, you will allways get a person quite happy to talk about their garden and would not mind if you collect a cutting or some seeds – and will be appreciative that you asked in the first place, and not just took. Plus, if you stop and chat, you can often get the plant name, age and history, always good things to know. If a gardener did not want these kinds of attentions (from mops!), they would have a privacy fence up, so no one could see what is growing in their garden! 19. Major Socket Shortage in Australian Homes In my kitchen, just on one side of the kitchen, I have 19 items that need to be plugged in to a wall socket - electrical socket {and that’s just on one side of the kitchen}, on the other side I’ve got five items, plus the oven. So, I’ll say 24 sockets is what I need in my kitchen for 1 person (yes only 1 person requires 24 wall sockets). This kitchen has a total of 4 wall sockets, so I’m 20 sockets short. This is a unit built in the 50s, but being a renter, I’ve never had any home or unit, that has had more sockets – most Australian housing is totally outdated by 70 years, and built by non-thinkers. {Apparently, they still, are being bult by non-thinkers, as I have been advised that one home owner, had to stop construction mid-way through, as she noted there were not enough wall sockets in the whole new house build, and instructed them to put more in, which they did, quite happily so, btw, that person, then, owned a business, called “Thinkers” ! - a children’s book and toy company, if only she could have started it in the 20’s!} 20. Blinded By Money Syndrome and money thinkers = greedy thinkers I found in Gunnedah when I lived there, there was a tip shop, and I loved it, I could get any second-hand furniture basically that I wanted $5, it was brilliant. I purchased things like a timber front door ($5), a timber fly screen front door ($5), left over half full 5L tin of white paint ($2), white kitchen tiles ($5 a box), large timber office desk ($10)…. I mean, who wouldn’t want to purchase a really good large timber desk for $10, instead of spending $600 for the equivalent brand-new. If you’re saving for a house, or a second investment house even, it just makes sense to buy second-hand. Although I do realize, especially in retrospect, the workers who staff all the Tip Shops in NSW, and Gunnedah tip, used to pretend they were “the mob”; what do you want we can get for you! A game to amuse themselves at work! LOL And, I believe the reason I could basically get whatever I wanted at the Gunnedah Tip shop was because most people in Gunnedah were snobs and refused to buy not only second-hand furniture, but items from a tip shop – THEIR LOSS, more for me! I love 2nd hand shops. When I moved to QLD, unfortunatly I found this attitude by the rest of the community was no longer, no snobs in QLD, and finding 2nd hand goods is difficult. And I’m going to throw in this story; as a renter I have never had a house or a unit that has had a Rangehood. This is so ridiculous, because when you cook, oily dirty fumes escape from the pan and go directly onto the ceiling and walls, making it yucky in the long run. To me, a kitchen without a Rangehood is like a kitchen with part of the floor missing, it’s just an essential. So, in this farmhouse where I lived for 10 years, I decided I would make my own Rangehood after about 4yrs, because there was already a round hole in the ceiling above the oven. I got some plywood, $20, bought a fan for $15, a sliding filter for $15, it was pretty easy to do and, in the end, it worked a treat. The thing is, about the Rangehood is that it didn’t look like a Rangehood that you purchased from the shops, it looks like a DIY Rangehood, and even though I’m pretty good at DIY – neat and clean, any person can tell the difference between the Chinese manufactured goods that they have in the shops, and something bespoke and handmade – it was definatly a nice wooden range hood. So, when the new buyer came through, I told them about my home-made Rangehood, and they insisted they didn’t want it. It was like the underlying message “We’re rich, we’ll just buy one” - it’s like their money blinded them to the fact that this Rangehood was already there, it worked perfectly, and it wasn’t like it was a total eyesore. I think most people from NSW are suffering from “blinded by money syndrome”, when it comes to buying second-hand goods. I realized at that time, that for my whole life, I never really thought about money, like it does not consume my thoughts as it must do for other people. Things that I need pop up, so then I go about thinking how I can obtain it, and usually eventually can by my 2nd hand shopping, but that’s pretty it, my total thoughts involving money. It has always been this way my whole life – I hardly think about money. Now that I have moved to North Queensland, and there are NO 2nd hand shops here, plus there are limited services and business, with a HUGE demand for pretty much everything, it is quite a pickle for me, as at this stage in my life it is way too late to be only now just starting to think about money, good thing we have a welfare system in this country, albeit run by greedy money thinking dogs. You know, I blame the libs for the bad state of QLD housing. Not that I follow politics too much, but they really need to be stepping things up for everyone, not just the rich greedy money thinkers – it goes hand in hand; money thinkers = greedy thinkers. 21. Pot Belly Theory I want to quickly write about something; I was a really skinny child. Slim, but with a pot belly, it’s a little unusual, most little girls have a flat stomachs, and it’s not until they start eating a lot, or have kids, that they get a big womanly belly. I have two theories as to why I have a big pot belly. Btw, you couldn’t really notice as I was growing up that I had a big pot belly because I was so slim. I mean, if I took my top off and showed everyone, then one could see that it was a potbelly, but since I didn’t ever do that, I didn’t have any weird comments about my stomach. It wasn’t until I started putting on weight in my 40’s, when suddenly I just had no control over my belly, no amount of breathing in, standing up straight, or tucking your butt under would hide my tummy. It just really sticks out, and I do admittedly look like I’m seven months pregnant, all the time. I have been advised that belly fat is really bad for you by a certain doctor, but I have done a bit of research, and this is complete BS, and it’s a personal opinion of doctor, most men in fact, like women who do not have belly fat, same as how they would prefer a pretty woman to an ugly one, so it is not unhealthy to have belly fat, nothing bad is going to happen to anyone who has fat on their belly. Having said that, obviously everyone knows it’s better health wise not to be obese or fat in general. Ok, so my first theory is; my grandfather died of stomach cancer and so therefore there could be just some flaw in my genetics, in the stomach area, a weakness, possibly caused from wars in the past, which I know, injuries can change people’s DNA, so the next generation carry the scars from the previous. Interesting isn’t it. {That bit is scientifically proven actually, the bit about war injuries changing DNA and passing it down to next generations}. So, one should always try not to harm their body. My second theory is child restraining seats, in fact, I have many, very young childhood, bad memories about, being placed in those baby seats, and then having had the belt done up across my belly, it was always very tight, and touching my stomach, I even recall my stomach been pinched regularly as the clip was done up. And so, my stomach, being young, and adaptable, has thought, well, I’m going to need some protection here, so let’s put a whole heap of extra fat right there where the seatbelt goes! And actually, I would think this later theory, would probably be the more accurate of the two. I noticed when I did some nanny work, that the kind of woman who has all girls, has a certain personality type, and the kind of woman who has all boys, also has a distinct personality type. It was really really obvious to me. The woman who had all girls are kind of girly type personalities, whilst the women who had all boys, you would not describe them as girly, possibly Tomboy girly – possibly not girly at all. And there seemed to be no exception to that rule. It was always the same where ever I went, and I saw quite a few different families. Also, I have known 2 families, at least, probably more, but 2 that come to mind, that consisted of all girls only – no sons born, 4 siblings in 1, and 3 in the other. And I have to say those families are just horrid, there’s no other way to describe them. A bunch of bitches. It’s like there’s no balance at all. Not only are they horrid to one another but they inflict their bitchiness on other girls, just revolting people. 22. You know what they Say, Good Fences Make for Good Neighbours I find it strange how some housing developers (especially diy people) give thought to the house. But often the plot itself is not thought about, nor Boundary lines. And how the garden is going to interact with the house. And how the driveway is going to interact - how functional the carport/ garage is going to be. It’s a total area that is lacking in my opinion. Of course, this opinion has come about due to practically every house I have lived in, not having a sufficient Boundary, and most having last minute way-too-small garage add ons. For example, the current house I live in now (2021) is a bush block, and I have neighbours who just waltz through and around my garden, and not just kids. They litter. There really does need to be a fence, and preferably it needs to be 8 foot to block all temptations, so when neighbours go for their daily walk around the park, they simply cannot walk around my house. I’m getting a little sick and tired of picking up other people‘s rubbish around my garden. The tend to wander at night, and in the bird twit hours. I have found, no matter what neighbourhood I live in, no matter what socio-economic factors either, this Boundary is a necessity. I say bring back gorgeous stone walls again, or stone gabions, tall hay bale walls, timber battens…… cheap stick fences, shade cloth walls…….so many possibilities for every budget. 23. How did you spend your childhood I saw this ad, and it reminded me of my childhood running around the paddocks half naked in the summer heat having fun exploring the wilderness. (The other half was spent in the pool) I have to mention this, as actually I’ve noticed this going on for several years now whenever I go anywhere; I seem to have a plethora of kids placed around me in various locations where I go. To any bystanders, all would appear normal and not ‘placed’, but as I know I have people who follow me around, (female dogs) plus it is usually school time, and kids are meant to be in school, yet there are literally dozens sometimes out and about. I know that somebody is going and getting these kids and putting them where I have to go, often on the road / footpath as I drive to the shop. They’ve been doing it for many years, I remember when I was in Sydney, they used to send kids into my shop (on their own), and the kids would all have brand-new clothes on, and look very smart and dashing. I’m talking maybe six-year-olds, 7, 8. I have no idea why they do this, these kids never speak to me, and they are usually at some distance from me. I can only speculate why they would go and get kids; first of all, the person dealing with those kids would be slightly paedophilic and definatly stupid; and want to make themselves feel important by controlling and herding kids around. That would be the number one reason in fact, and there is no more speculation needed. Since they still continue to do this, even at my new address in Sarina, I guess a special message is needed for all involved; Ah, could all (probably spoilt) little shits, go jump in the lake. 24. Is the Australian Government ripping you off? The Australian Government did not pay my Aus study when I was entitled (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS – have they ANY idea, how that has affected MY WHOLE LIFE? – all the thefts- its related.). They missed 4 weeks of payments when I was entitled on my Niece Scheme Program. (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that– STUPID CUNTS) They gave dad part pension when he was entitled to full pension. (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS) They started reducing my rent assistance for a few dollars each fortnight hoping I would not notice. (Liberals in office, but it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS) They made me sign a form stating if I got sick under their total scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program that I would not sue them, - I did get sick, big time, and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs. (Liberals in office) (Government picking off its Pensioners? – see my Big Jelly Baby Scam story for more about that) But again, it would be women at Centrelink responsible for that – STUPID CUNTS) Some governments create armies to defend its country, in Australian, government or stupid women from Centrelink create dog armies to fight against its own people – cockaninnies STUPID CUNTS. Guess I should vote labour now. (I am not really a political person, I don’t even watch the news due to all the fuphies, although I as a Greeny, I have noted over many years, the Libs seem to run the country into the ground whenever they are in; by brainwashing Australians into believing that they are rich. So, then labour has to come along and ‘save’ the country before it all goes to complete shit- then the cycle repeats.) Actually, I can’t believe the amount of fake news on television news, I would say 80% is fake. It is disgraceful, and I believe it is related to me too; all the stealing, harassment, stalking that goes on in my life – they tell me, “Well we are at war”, so that’s why we do it, and then they put a fake war story on the ABC news. So, I am not sure who exactly I am meant to be at war with, either, the ABC news crew, or just the female news reader, or the Australian government, or odd politicians, or old girls from school, or even possibly my neighbours? – oh wait it’s probably women at Centrelink – STUPID CUNTS). How should I know who? Quite frankly I do not consider myself at war with any one, but I am always going to think the women who work at Centrelink are STUPID CUNTS, this is never going to change now.) Plus ofcourse the women who steal from me, more STUPID CUNTS. Actually in general now, I don’t like people enough to want to have any type of relationship with them at all, good or bad. It seems to me; for someone related to the news, to be so obsessed with me, a mere young girl from the country, they must be absolutely nuts, and should seek mental health help immediately, and should have done so a long time ago. Plus GET A LIFE, your own life. Btw, it is only with old age can you start to see the bullshit, and often I have no proof, I can just see; “bullshit” alert. 25. Self-declared important people I have noticed this is a thing today, and all my life I have noted it. It started 100’s of years ago, re the slave trade by the Dutch. With a famous historian, Christopher Clark, noting; “The sense of a God-given superiority over other humans is breathtaking.” It wasn’t for another 200 years when human rights laws were introduced to protect and save, slaves. But it wasn’t for another 200 years again, only a few years ago from now, where this atrocious behaviour was acknowledged by the crown. It’s like they knew, but wanted to keep it secret, so they could keep treating people badly for as long as they could get away with it. Sh! This resonates with me, because I feel, I often come across people who indeed feel they are superior to me, and act accordingly, it’s a real problem that still exists. And, indeed, they have tried to enslave me, they being Centrelink (STUPID CUNTS), through forced ‘work for the dole’ (that is work without pay) exactly the same thing. But it’s not just Centrelink staff who have this attitude, a lot of people do still, I am particularly reminded of certain girls from the private school I attended I know a lot of them have the superiority complex. I feel that is why CC shoplifted, as she felt she was superior and thus was allowed to do as she pleases. Sh! But actually, most people I encounter will act superior when they determine I do not have money, it is beyond absurd now, how much this happens. I have said it before, but I will say it again, as I know how hard a concept this is, for a 3rd born to grasp; you have to be respectful to everyone, not just people who have more money than you – YOU IDIOTS. But, in my experience, if you let people walk all over you, they will, regardless of laws and human rights, = the whole ‘give someone enough rope…..’ theory. And this includes the 3 spheres who have the power and authority to take action; the police, the Government, and the so-called mental health sector. Those people truly do not have any respect for certain sectors of society. And a lot of that is brought about by conditioning, and not experience. If you read my blog, I have already given heaps of examples, like the police, radio personalities, landlords, politicians, psychiatrists, family, friends, shop retail girls… so many. {I myself, am definatly better than thieving Heath Barwick} self-declared so. But here is another little one, that I think would be common. One time I was working for an alteration lady in a hoity toity suburb, and I was elected to deliver an urgent repair to a wealthy customer in a nearby fancy hotel, so I was walking through the lobby with my cargo - what looked like dry cleaning I guess, and I was pretty much ignored. I had to step into the hair salon to ask for the whereabouts of the concierge. And the hair woman totally dissed me like an unimportant person who does not need to be taken seriously or listened to at all. Perhaps I should have worn a fur coat down there! 26. Statue of Liberty story With really not much knowledge of history or politics. (Just wasn’t into it when I was at school, switched off completely). But 30 years later I was happily watching a documentary, and learnt about how Britain and the whole of England basically tried to take over the whole world and had colonial states in practically every country including America. And in 1889, the enlightened political system of America had finally sprung to life, by standing up to the British Bullies, by declaring, all men are created equal and they are endowed by their Creator with certain inalienable rights, including life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. To which the whole world heard and rejoiced, with the French gifting the Americans the Statue of Liberty, as a special thank you for such an enlightened political theory. 😁 And shame on those brits! I feel my attitude when I was at school, is pretty much the whole of Australia’s attitude, still, towards history and politics. It’s unfortunate that most Australians haven’t embraced the American declaration of Independence, including the government and Centrelink, who still try to install slave labour through work for the dole, in this country. Not to mention stalk and harass recipients, aswell as the whole community generally tries to dominate, boss, and be as tyrannical as they can, in every situation. It’s like they just haven’t heard about the declaration of Independence. Australian bogans. Animal Farm. Plus, to further back up the now typical tyrannical Australian, this country was first inhabited, shortly after captain cook landed, by prisoners (thieves and hoodlums) as well as the people who looked after the prisoners - who had a reputation of being the absolute very worst ‘tyrannical’ prison guards in the world. So, basically this country is founded on tyranny and thieves. And, I can attest, this is still true generations later, even after all the other immigrants we have taken on board in this country. {{ Just as a quick side bar, back in the early in the 90s when I was working in Sydney, in the inner Western suburbs, there were a lot of businesses open that didn't really do much trade, and they were run by immigrants, who obviously didn't have any skills, education or sometimes even English when they came here, but they had to do something, so there's quite a few shops that open but just not really doing much trade, like the little bakery next door to my shop, an Italian mum and pop shop that sold stale bread, the fabric shop that didn't seem to sell any fabrics. Of course there was the coffee shop on the corner - but that did a roaring trade! Apparently there are heaps of ‘speciality’ shops in Melbourne too.}} You know, it’s like you have to know these sorts of things from an early age, so you can enlighten all the stupid dogs that hound you, so they can see, they should not be hounding you. So, make sure your child has an understanding of the Statue of Liberty story, even if you’re not American, it is an important worldwide story of interest. A must know. The above image background is a textile print from my “Clouds” collection, - I am still waiting for an Australian Printing company to open, so I can print through them, aswell as make available for the public. I was ban from the American one, (! – not familiar with the Declaration of Independence) and I used to sell heaps, so not only do I lose, but they lose too (idiots). There is a Chinese one, but they make too many mistakes. 27. Excrucian; intolerable, unbearable, agonizingly annoying Before I begin; this is a screenshot of my seed business. I love selling seeds. It is a little bonus of all the hard work that I put in, planting trees and shrubs. If you’ve been reading my blog, you know I have been ban from many social media places, but this one is relatively new, and so far, I haven’t been ban, and I’ve made quite a bit of pocket money. Enough to pay for hire truck relocation 500km north. ~ Sometimes I receive mail, and if it’s a parcel that doesn’t fit in the locker, the post woman, will deliver it directly to my unit, which is wonderful, and if I have any seed orders to go, she’ll take them for me, which is also wonderful. But that lovely woman has since disappeared, and there is a new young boy now who refuses to post letters, but I have noticed they are sending me look a likes of that boy on telly, weirdos, everything, all weird bizarre behaviour could be Australia Post related. This is a little story about today’s incident. Excrucian; intolerable, unbearable, agonizingly annoying So, I just went into Sarina to post some seed orders off. I thought I’d stop off and look at some marigolds that were growing on a footpath, to get some seeds; so, there’s a guy down there, who, and I’m not sure if he was altogether right in the head, but he said that it was his garden, and I could get some seeds if I wanted, but there were none left off the good big ones. And then I saw this girl who was parked infront of me leave and then someone beep beep beep on the highway. So, this happens frequently, some strange girl (most likely a thief) and then a beeper. If you witnessed this on the street, you would think nothing, no big deal, but if your me, and witness it practically everywhere I go, IT IS excrucian, to be followed like that, and beeped at for some unknown reason. I think maybe they organised it, as they knew I was coming, so that all of the flowers were dead-headed - so that I couldn’t get any?? What kind of messed up person does that? Maybe it’s a fun game for the girl to sabotage everything I do?? Oh yeah, thast’s right, IT IS. Sometimes I forget many people are not normal, and were raised by the ‘bad and stupid’. Maybe that’s what sick people do in their free time? I either have some girl that follows me around, (dogs) or truck drivers in a toll trucks who follow me, if it’s not one, it’s the other. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU, all of you, rack off, and get YOUR OWN life. (btw those marigolds are about to flower in my planter now, so thankyou for those 2 down opposite the Dr’s, for those seeds, I hope the hot pink Celosia I gave them is growing.) Maybe they think it is a form of flattery to be followed all the time, like they think of themselves as mere fans of me, expressing their admiration? SICKOES Maybe there is food involved, free food for dogs? Like if you feed stray cats, they hang around, could be the same thing, but the motive is, if you mess up this girls plan, you get free food! Who is the moron GIVING dogs free food HA HA Sometimes I feel, they do it because they want me to put on a show for them, like a trained monkey. They want me to put on a show of “anger and fury”. So, you can see how that is a no-win situation for me, no matter what I do in that “set up situation”, as I am not a performing monkey, and I refuse to perform for someone who manipulates me like this; they are revolting, evil, and they should be shot. I suspect that those girls doing that, are, just that, monkees. Get off my back you stupid little monkey girls. Oh, and they have the arrogance to sign (by beeping) YOU LOOSE, if I did not perform their desired display of ‘rage and frustration’. When in actual fact I WON. {I must have!! Lol} They have been doing it for years, and still no tantrums! – they are pretty slow learners. Why can’t I go down the street without being HARRASSED LIKE THAT? I mention before on my blog when I write about something on my blog, it stops. But after writing this, they still do it; last trip in - a big semi trailer with xoxo number plates. It does appear to be a AM thing, they do it often in the morning, so then if I go out again in the arvo, no problems. Update 2025 – new address, and I have not seen a toll truck in over 12mnths now!!!! Yaaah! Also, I no longer sell on Local Seeds – guess what, I was ban! What a shock. I am back selling on ebay with a new name “AustralianBackyardPlantsAndSeeds ” And, I love selling seeds and growing native flowers. Not Excrucian! well, maybe weeding – a little…. 28. Neighbour shaming, to wake them up to the beauty of nature (see photos here) Neighbour Shaming, to Wake them up to the Beauty of Nature Just look what the bonehead across the road has done - that big beautiful magnificent tree on the corner - chopped chopped chopped. (Cnr Henry and Little Barber St, Gunnedah. NSW, Australia). (After I wrote this some imbecile copycat has chopped down the 8 trees I planted here at new address – so heedless). I just can’t believe what people are like sometimes. I mean that tree had just hit its prime, in it’s huge big majestic state, a little nonthinking twit has just come along and cut it down. It was a Jacaranda, and Jacarandas pretty much look awful (in my opinion) until they hit their maturity, and when they finally do, it takes like (50 to 70 years or something) they come into their element, and shine, this one had at least another 100years+ of life left still. I just can’t believe this guy has chopped that tree down. IDIOT. Even if it’s not a native, he (or she) hasn’t even replaced it with anything. Disgraceful disgraceful disgraceful; you’re not worthy of living on planet Earth. I’ve also included a photo of that beautiful ironbark (E. sideroxylon) that grows at the entrance of a farmers house on my way out to my place at Rangari, and they have had the good sense not to chop it down, and that tree would be extremely old now, centuries old, no knowing how many. The trunk on that stately black ironbark is fattening up beautifully! They’ve also left the parasite which is growing on it, called Mistletoe, and it has given it a lovely weepy appearance, with the attached parasite looking like a part of the tree. Fantastic! Some people know how to live, some people don’t. Here is a good spot to mention; since I have moved from Gunnedah and have been living in Queensland, I’ve noticed that in some new developed areas, they haven’t bothered clearing the land before they built their home. They’ve just built the house around the existing scrub that came with the block, even though the areas are quite residential now. And those gardens are absolutely beautiful, they really shine and stand out above any neighbouring ones that have had their blocks cleared. They look a million dollars. They have trees that have been growing there for many years, and they give the whole garden a beautiful old established feel, and sometimes the owner has added a good fence and some of their own favourite plants as well, which makes it look tidy and habited too. So, THINK before bulldozing and clearing the whole block; why don’t you keep as much as you can, aside from the area/ path access needed for building a house. At first you might think, oh that’s just scrubby wasteland, but once you start noticing things, you’ll realise that, that so-called scrubby wasteland, is valuable Australian flora and fauna. Idiots who cut trees down are blind to beauty. MPB driveways showing garden of uncleared land 29. Mulberry Syrup Story (photo here) (Facebook upload, before I was ban) Because I have a lot to say, and mostly none of it good, I wanted to put here something that is good, really good, a recipe: Mulberry Syrup for those lucky enough to have a Mulberry tree 3 bowls (8 cups) washed fresh and ripe mulberries 3 tbs (not dessert spoons) demerara sugar Optional for extra earthy taste; ¾ cup frozen cherries (possibly fresh ones may work, not sure) Pick only good ripe mulberries (spread sheet of shade cloth to catch), my tree produced extra large juicy mulberries which was a plus, some trees only have small sized mulberries. Place mulberries, stem and all in saucepan, add water to cover (4 cups) and simmer for an hour on low, then tip into food processor and with the soft blade (I think that blade is for dough?), puree briefly, and strain through fine strainer back into saucepan. The strainer ought to be fine enough to catch the fine seed too – not all strainers are this fine, you have to look for one, (ask the people who make them!) Add the sugar, and gently reduce to a syrup, 1-2 hrs. Possibly you could put on high, constantly stir and it may take 20minutes, whatever, the more reduced, the more flavour concentrate. Note if you add the cherries too, it is even tastier for some reason. (I had some left-over frozen cherries which are awful to eat on their own, but added to this, yum!) Serve with mulberry ice-cream or vanilla or chocolate! Yum this is amazing! This delicious food product was one of the big contributors to getting me CastOut out of my home of 10yrs at Rangari – it all comes down to pure food jealousy. – this syrup is really that good. My Mulberry tree produced huge big fat juicy long Mulberries, I grew it from a cutting of a Mulberry Tree that was growing on a farm I rented near Gunnedah, called “Rowan Leigh” at the end of Dietrich Rd, (I think it was 260, but Google Maps is saying that is Antonio’s old place? The house I lived in burnt to the ground, and there is a new build there now.) And from Google Maps, it looks like the tree is gone. It was a huge tree in the paddock behind the house (some people, just don’t know how to live) – the best Mulberries you have ever tasted, much nicer than the typical Mulberry. Luckily, I took a cutting to my new address on Bridges Road at Rangari, just out of Gunnedah, NSW, Australia. It was doing very well when I left. I recommend going there and asking the occupant for some cuttings, they’re easy to strike from cuttings. (Get one for me while you’re at it!! - I wouldn’t be surprised if all the ebay thieving dogs have turned up there anyway, and stolen all my seeds from the 100’s of plants I planted DOGS). So, after that farm sold, and I was Cast Out from Rangari, I took a rooted cutting with me, it survived 5 moves up to QLD (over the next 16mnths), but then it died in the drought at Gin Gin, and most terrible soil ever. QLD – a place where it never bloody rains either. Gin Gin; even drier than Gunnedah. I took a cutting from an existing straggly one that was somehow growing at Gin Gin, but, small berries and not nearly as tasty. (Don’t get me started on backwards hillbilllies in QLD who do not even have a mulberry tree in their backyard!). You know, it’s about food! So, I tried this with frozen blueberries, and nowhere near that devine yum flavour that fresh ripe fruit has. Not worth doing unless you have the fresh ripe fruits. I did plant out the ‘not as good mulberry’ out at my new spot - it was getting too big for a pot, but one of my neighbours dug it up and nicked it! Good thing I saw it outside her unit and demand she put it back (well, actually, I put it back, she is one of those types. She said, she thought it had grown from seed, wildly. Mm mmm.) That was the neighbour that moved in here same time I did. Mm mmm. Then after I planted it out, the neighbour on the other side, number 108, the mother, yelled out “thank you”. Like she thought I must’ve planted it out for her! Well, I certainly did not plant it out for her, and what a thief, stealing from neighbours fruity tree. I planted it out for myself and the residents at 110, (if I am still here by the time it fruits). The fact that she thought I planted it out for her, is another example of how vain and selfish most women are. Also, I sent an email to my cousin Stephanie describing this new place here, and I mentioned the fact that there are no kids in this complex, which is fantastic, and after I did this, that mother twit across the road sent her noisy kids down here to play in the car park. Yet another example how most women just like being facetious and stupid – it’s a game for them. The bimbo game, “lets show exactly just how bimbo we can be”. I bet they learnt that game from their inadequate parents. I suggest instead of investing in wondering what I am doing, invest in time raising your children, they are clearly in want of something. I counted all the fruit trees I have planted at all the rentals I have lived, it would be at least 50 now. And that’s because, every place I go to, there’s none - really and truly, what is wrong with people, Australians don’t know how to eat well or live well. Although having to constantly move suddenly in my late 40’s, (I guess to ugly, old, and wise to be tolerated by greedy landlords), I have had my heart broken by fruit trees, so many fruit trees….. Here is another recipe using berries, if you drink this every so often, you will not get cancer (so obviously this recipe is not for any of the people who steal from me, and there has been numerous) Yummy cancer prevention juice 1 fresh kale leaf, de stemmed (or frozen prechopped is still good) 1/2c frozen blueberries or mulberries 1/2 tsp flax seed ¼ tsp dried ground seaweed ¼ tsp honey, honey has extreme healing properties 1 apple, best chilled, then quartered 3 cold navel oranges, peeled and halved Optional 1 small carrot – I found this juice so sweet, that it can easily handle a carrot and is still sweet as. Carrots for the eyes. Place the berries, flax seed, seaweed, kale and honey in small Nutribullet cup, (one of my small cups was stolen after I wrote this, see the dogs – constantly watching my every move) - and whiz up. Remove the blade and place that Nutribullet cup under the juicer, and juice apple, carrot and peeled oranges. Put the Nutribullet blade back on, and give it another whiz up. Yum. Eat with a Choc double dipped Carman Breakfast nut bar! Can’t go wrong! 30. Siren Dogs - Ambulance Kids Joyriders There are some flaming idiots driving an ambulance or a police car - who are playing the sirens - They’ve been doing it for the past two weeks at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin - they clearly need to be told to bugger off, we are sick of hearing you taking your kids for a joyride and playing sirens- you are disturbing us and the animals. You are ruining our “quiet enjoyment”. It is not our fault that you had a failing bimbo mother, so stop taking out your dysfunction on the community around you. Outlaw ambulance drivers. Btw, this “taking your kids for a joyride in your ambulance” would also frequently happen at Gunnedah too. And it just happend here at Sarina, about 1hr ago, before I updated this story, also accompanied by tooting – they tooted their ambulance horn madly as they drove past my units! They are stealing. And, btw, this whole story was stolen, not only from my PC, but all my online storage accounts – all of them this time. I could not find the same photo, a no copyright one, it was a kind of blurry one of an ambulance, policemen and a few kids. Now, whether it was stolen; as the police and ambos do not wish for the public to know that, that’s is how they spend their free time – which is a lot of the time, or whether the powers that be have done something about the joyriding, and so deleted my story as if to say “NOPE NEVER HAPPENED”. Neither would surprise me. Or, it could be a case of ‘changed minds’ re free image, infact, I would say that’s it, those image people are stupidly nazi. Stupid computer nerds, stupid photographers claiming to be “artists” please, every man and his dog wants to be a photographer. Point and shoot – its not hard. And, that reminds me the train in Gunnedah, used to come through and toot its horn willy nilly – I think they must do the same, either take their kids along for tooting fun, or they themselves are infact children who still get kicks tooting their hoon at people and generally being a nuisance “look at me, look at me, I am a train driver!!” We don’t care! By the way, here’s a good spot as ever, to mention; often in movies if someone’s in the need of medical attention, then call an ambulance. And so, because people are ‘brain washed’ by telly, I need to mention, there are numerous situations, where the ‘caller’ could simply drive the sick person to the hospital; much quicker to do that, even if an ambulance comes as fast as it can. Probably cheaper too. Not sure of the going rate of an ambulance trip? (Sometimes the ones on telly are even in the car, but they stop to call an ambulance, then wait – no sense at all)! Oh I should add, one time after the ambulance was sirening all up and down outside my house, it coincided when I had to then leave to go to the post office, and so I saw the ambulance on my way, and guess what, it wasn't a real ambulance, it was like an ambulance from the 80s, like an old ambulance car that they don't use any more as they have updated their squad, and obviously would've been sold to a member of the public - so I mean that's just as bad: some lunatic pretending to be an ambulance driver with sirens blazing - rack off you lunatic. Oh, and I did notice eventually the sirens correlated with every time I cooked a high fat roast for myself. Stupid SIGN PEOPLE. Besides, I render all the fat out in a slow cooker. The image above is from Queensland Ambulance Life Stories P5 NEXT About P1, About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5(this) , LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

I will further put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink cunts - I firmly believe there is some short blonde girl and others, responsible for forcing upon me, the whole scam slave labour ‘work for the doll’ program at the nursing home, because she knew if I was put in a nursing home I would get sick, because she believes that low income people get sick and high income people are healthy (she is fully mentally retarded in the head), Life Stories P4 2009 Emily Bieman at Tulcumbah 1. It all comes down to pure food jealousy This is the kind of activities that gets you kicked out of Rentals. It all comes down to pure food jealousy Usually, Female thieves are a result of stupid mothers who have more than 1 or 2 kids, it’s a 3rd/4th born jealousy thing - it carries through their whole life. BUT There is a phenomenon called “Gold Star Dog Problem” I will explain - I finally put this together when I realized I have little dogs who are jealous of my food/clothes/things/fabrics/whole life, and try to sabotage them, they do it on any item of good quality, sometimes they even swap item over for poorer quality and don't think that I will notice like the quality cocoa from America and premium petrol for the mower. It's a gold star dog problem, that is taught by primary school teachers (particularly in Gunnedah) who brainwash them into believing that if a person is not of a certain standard, then they are not deserving of anything good, like the gold star in 5th class - So these little girls apply the same principle in adult life, but substituting the gold stars for good quality items or lifestyle, they just love playing 'teacher'. They are completely stupid. (My home and business that I had put 10yrs backbreaking work into was ‘stolen’ from me for this reason. 2018) – do your kids a favour and home school them, and keep them out of the general community. By the way little birdie told me when I eat really good food, I’m kind of verbal about it, as in I may sound, actually, just a bit, like I’m perhaps, on my way to climaxing! And so, it was this particular part about the whole good food situation, that they especially didn’t like! (I outdrew them all.... misogynist 101 - Misogynist, men who hate seeing women WIN (and women)) I want to add, I have noted on my website, some foods that I definitely know have been stolen whilst I was at Rangari, a lot, actually. I’ve done photo stories about them. But I strongly suspect that they were lots of foods taken that I didn’t really notice, I mean it’s not like I kept track of everything I picked, harvest, preserved and stored. But if there were things that I did notice, there’s bound to be many things that I didn’t notice. And you know what, the people who were stealing from me, are ‘dumb’ people, I was surrounded by neighbours who couldn’t think to do things like grow their own good food, then they see me, someone they have no respect for, enjoying these good things, {I ought to add, I don’t drink or socialize, so I save a lot of money this way, and can spend it on extra good edible plants and flowers}, I really was on a “food” journey. I recall saving my money at one point (this was very hard when not working) so I could try some new cheeses, (cheese money!), as they were doing a cheese special on my then fav show “food lovers” on SBS, and I realised so far in my life, I hadn’t really had any good cheese, ever! So, I managed to purchase about 5 different cheeses, it was pretty good, I definitely enjoyed those few weeks of trying good cheeses. But then after they ran out, I had to go back to my budget cheese, and Oooh, yuk, so horrid I could not eat it. It took about 5 years before I could eat budget cheese again! I was also inspired by The Cook and The Chef on the ABC; I could just go out to my garden, pick what was ripe, and do a little variation of what they had shown on show! I really learnt to appreciate fresh food and flavour, they actually talked about “peasant food” how it was thought of as not very good, when in actual fact is extremely good, very healthy and fresh - gourmet. Anyway, back to food jealousy story; because they think I am “no one” - not even married, I’m just a single woman out there on my own, the jealous dogs help themselves - they are so disgusting, but more to the point their stupidity, is what really comes across to me. Like, they are showing me exactly how stupid they are, I’m basically getting this message of “stupidity” shoved down my throat, all the time. By the way, one time I found myself at one of my neighbours, I actually heard my neighbour tell her daughter when I was at the door, “who is it mummy? it’s no one dear”. And I just want to say about that, I mean I don’t care if that silly twit woman thinks that I’m ‘no one’, she’s obviously one of the stupid people I’m talking about, (related to Tydd), but by saying what she did, I believe, it goes into the collective consciousness, and it’s a statement that works adversely for me in the future. It’s kind of like cursing someone. 2. 2009 Emily Bieman with dad‘s lotto story I don’t gamble: not even scratchies, I’ve always thought the pokies was just this ridiculous concept and one would have to be ‘dumb’ to hand your money over to a machine, plus everyone knows, the ‘house’ always wins. Although every Christmas I buy a million-dollar lotto ticket, for my dream house. So far, I haven’t won. I have a scratchies story; every week my dad came home from work with scratchies for the kids (he was a bit of a lotto buff, as some yrs before, he actually won the big one! How bout that - on a scratchy! (Off to private school for me, and a new Ford Falcon for the family!!) Anyway, every week, us 3 kids would scratch our tickets, and my sister and I, we would never win, maybe once I won $5, I think, I don’t think Penny ever won. But Daniel on the other hand, not kidding, he won every single week, $5, $10, $15, $25, or even $50! Talk about lucky!! I’ve always thought Penny and I were his lucky charm! and mum was dad’s lucky charm (just our presence). That expression ‘miss lady luck’ it’s really true, I’m not sure why or how that could possibly work, but, true. I’m thinking if you want to be a lucky bastard, get married. Oh, and Daniels luck also applied to any games we played, like Monopoly – you should have seen him, it was amazing, every game he landed on Mayfair and Parklane, plus all the Utilities, he always won, it was unbelievable. Actually, I do believe his luck when playing Monopoly was due to his thought process; he would always sit on his haunches, rubbing his hands together, waiting impatiently for his turn to come along, totally excited, with a beam in his eye at the anticipation of beating his siblings, his mindset being “I am gonna win”!! Whereas I, on the other hand, would be like, ‘oh yeah, whatever, hurry up roll the dice’ - winning wasn’t that important to me. I believe that’s the difference between winning and not winning. It’s like God is listening, and passion is the key. 3. Family Photo with Big Boob Story The Bieman’s: Dick, Fran, me, Daniel, Penny and Tomas. Also, my cousin Sebastian Brandt and his mum, Diana (mum’s non biological sister). I did have this posted on Gunnedah Facebook Group too, ‘Thumbs up Thumbs Down’ (which I thought was one of the best groups on Facebook, except the admin removed it, as she got complaints! What a discriminatory wussy little girl - have some guts admin, how are you going to make the world a better place when you don’t even want to know what’s going on) a few months after that I was ban from FB due to such honest frank speech like this one. Pathetic Australia. It was posted as “Thumbs up to my completely dysfunctional family” My mother was adopted when she was very young, she landed into a family of women with huge boobs. I mean giant boobs, huge. But my mother was petite, she had a small frame. One wouldn’t think this was relevant, but as an old, wise woman now, I can tell you it certainly is relevant. Women with small boobs have completely different personalities than women with big boobs. I’m no psychologist, and I’m not even sure if this phenomenon is even recognized as a factor, but I can assure you it is definitely true.) So aside from that genetic difference, the other unfortunate circumstance that was thrusted upon her is the fact that the mostly female family that adopted her, at certain regular times, were unfortunately a bunch of bully bitches that worked akin to a pack of wolves or dogs targeting its weak prey (or akin to Cinderella and the three ugly stepsisters) The sad thing about those big boob women is the fact that they had /have no idea that they are /were bullies. It’s just something they INSTINCTIVELY do – target the smallest in the room, to create a common enemy. I have noticed in life, a lot of women do this (as a woman, I sadly have to admit, this behaviour comes from a place of female non thinking stupidity) As a child, at holiday time with family, I witnessed this behaviour - it was disgusting, and often this little gang of boobs would bring my mother to tears, which went totally unnoticed and unacknowledged by the whole family (except it seems by me). But there is a silver lining to this story, well for me there is, as I believe, it was because of this dogged behaviour, that my mother then went on to grow up, and create a family for herself (she was actually saved by my father, saved from her family (prince charming!!) She created a family environment where there was absolutely no bullying or dogged attacks at all in my youth. I was the first born, before three other siblings and we grew up in a wonderful loving family thanks to my mother. She also became a JP - Justice of the Peace. I feel she is mother of the year! I’m compelled to write this down because I feel like the main reason my mother inadvertently created her adult life was because she knows how rotten it is growing up in a family of passive aggressive bullies. So, if people just knew straight away how awful it is, and how susceptibly weak ‘big girls’ are, to inadvertently victimize others, then one would not have to experience it to make sure it doesn’t happen. And I believe it is called ‘power tripping’ (the main cause of all fights - including WW2, ( I have nicknamed it nazi behaviour) or was WW2 just about hair colour? J) Plus, I have found with women, once something stupid has been brought to their attention, they can do something about it, and become a savvy woman. Apparently, this story was ban, because all the housewives on Facebook are completely blind as bats and oppressed, and oppressive, and want to keep it that way. Women, the root of all evil. 4. Change of life to include Gardening My escape from 'dog persecution', to rural life had a hidden big bonus - GARDENING, plenty of water here - I struck gold! (Water at Rangari). When I first moved out to the farm at “Rowan Leigh”, after moving back up to Gunnedah from Sydney, I was still paying off my car, and unemployed, so I basically had no money for food, and was forced more or less to start gardening and growing my own food. Dad said he would pay for about 15 packets of vegetable seed for me from Eden Seeds. And so I began, how I managed to survive, I’m not sure, because I wasn’t too keen on vegetables anyway, and my cooking skills back in those days weren’t doing the vegetables any favours. It was over a long gradual process, of about 10yrs, growing and picking, where I learnt how to cook fresh vegetables, and how to make them taste really good, (with a little help from MasterChef, FoodLovers, and Cook and The Chef!). So, I’m by no means a vegetarian, but learning how to eat properly, and eat vegetables, is something I had to do, and it seems I could only do it, by having limited money, so I wouldn’t be tempted to purchase all the good treats – got to eat your greens (or bad things happen). I can tell you, the first plant I purchased, after I planted it out near the garage, it died. I didn’t really have any gardening skills whatsoever, and it was a good thing Eden vegetable seeds, came with a detailed catalogue with growing advice! And I’m a fairly inquisitive person, and so I read up quite a lot of books. I remember reading the whole series of that wonderful organic magazine, “Grass Roots”, that my lovely neighbour Vera gave me, it involved a lot of stories about people who packed up and moved into the bush so they could live an organic Sustainable lifestyle. I found it really interesting, as I hadn’t come across any such people at all in my life. Unfortunately, the farm where I lived only had dam water, and the dam ran dry every summer, my vegetables soon became non-existent. Fortunately for me the owner sold, and I moved to another farm on the other side of Gunnedah called Bulga, where there was a fair amount of water, and so continued my gardening survival experiments! I took my 15 packets of seeds, and I turned them into about 40 packets by seed, by swapping with the Americans - the Americans were the only ones online at that time, the internet was still being created. There were a few Australians, like Telstra people, but, for some reason no Australians wanted to trade seed, it was only the Americans who would. (I find Australians really weird like that, what’s wrong with them?). By the time I had established my wonderful big veggie patch there, I had encountered (in the library) coloured books about gardens, and from those, and looking at plant reference books - I discovered Australian native flowers. And talk about having my socks blown off! Absolutely amazing! And the more I got into it, the more I wanted to get into it. As a child, I often had holidays at my aunt Di’s. One holidays, all of a sudden, she started going on and on about her recent holiday to WA, and the Western Australian flowers. Plus, she started painting them in her Folk-Art business. Now, I know why she was so excited! - maybe it’s just an artistic person thing, we notice the beauty? They are truly amazing; and any garden that doesn’t have, you know, at least 50 different varieties and species of native plants in it, well, you’re missing out on life. True beauties. I scrimped and joined the Australian plants online group. Part of the subscription fee included native seeds, if you sent them a self-stamped addressed envelope, they will send you 2 packets of native seeds. So, I was thrilled about this, I recall eagerly waiting for the mail, for my seeds to come each month. {I felt like there must’ve been a whole bunch of old men doing it, because I seem to have spent in eternity just waiting and waiting for my native seeds, COME onnn!} - when you’re on a budget, that’s what you have to do! (Actually, there was not even any online native seed retailers back then either!) So those people got me into growing natives for my backyard, thank you. I kind of reached a point there at Bulga, where I wanted to do more, and get more involved in my plants. I should point out, the farm at Bulga wasn’t just a typical Australian farm, this farm was very special and unique, in the fact that once upon a time, many many eons ago, a huge big river used to run down the Bulga farm, and so all the soil on the Bulga property is this amazing Super silt soil, that most Australian farmers could only dream about. For instance, I received a packet of free Rainbow Chard from Eden seeds, and I grew some. Typical rainbow Chard reaches 30 to 40 cm in height. But the rainbow Chard in my vegetable patch, I kid you not, it reached 140 cm high! And that’s without any fertiliser too. I kind of didn’t really have much bad luck when it came to gardening - whatever I planted it would grow. Which in itself prompted me to start gardening seriously. (I’ve since lived elsewhere and experienced other soils, particularly soils up here in Queensland; OMG, so bad! nothing grows in it, and good thing I did not start my gardening path there, or it would have started and stopped pretty quick.) So, initially I just wanted to take some photos of my plants, as the internet was just taking off (If I recall, I had to purchase a Botanica reference book because at that point there was no information on plants at all, on the Internet - can you believe that! and that reference book was extremely expensive, I would have sacrificed at least a week or twos’ worth of dinners, just for that book!!) So, I wanted to create a website with plants. I wasn’t quite sure at that point what I wanted to do. But I didn’t have a camera even, it all seemed like I would have to pack up and do something to get some money so I could buy a camera. Unfortunately, I did, (partly due to some manipulations by outside people forces, which I was too young to see) But after a huge negative ordeal in Melbourne, I did get my camera (I mean I probably should’ve just asked dad for a camera on my birthday - would’ve saved me a whole lot of bother). But in the end I moved back and out onto another farm, which had even more water, so it was kind of a good thing, maybe, probably not actually?…. I spent the next 10 years growing all my food, herbs, ornamentals and natives, there were literally thousands of plants in that garden, and a huge vegetable patch and orchard with about 35 fruit and nut trees...... I had plenty of water which was the biggest blessing of them all. So, in 2018 when I was told I have to leave the farm because the owner retired and had sold it, I was devastated to say the least, I felt like my whole world had been snatched away from me, it had been. I would have to leave my babies behind. Indeed, I couldn’t find anywhere else to live in Gunnedah, shame on all of those people involved. (See, I should have stayed at Bulga, they have not sold…plus, I don't recall I had any thefts while I lived there in those 4 yrs. WOW.) And btw, I recall, at Bulga, the back flyscreen door never closed properly, it was always slightly ajar, so even though the back door was literally open - I still had nothing taken at this address!! Can you believe that? That reminds me about a little tragic story; one day walking around the little paddock there, I came upon a little bird, all in a terrible agitated and exhausted state, tangled up in the wire and hey bale string that Robert Cull had left (big mess down the back fence line, typical bloody farmers). And this bird must have been so grateful that I saved it, so after I put him down in a tree branch to rest, unbeknownst to me, he must have followed me up to the house. And the next morning; my morning ritual consists of getting up and going straight out to the back door and opening the heavy wooden door (which did have bolt on). On this particular morning when I opened it, my cat lil happened to be by at my feet, and when I opened the door, there, standing right outside was that little birdy, - I think he knew my morning ritual too. And in that split second before I could say “birdy!”, of course, Lil darted out and got him, then gone 2 seconds later. Just like that. Plus, I do recall; One time I purchased a steak (a rare treat). It probably would’ve been the only steak I had in the whole 4 years I lived at Bulga, I was completely broke the whole time. This steak was soo good, I am a beef girl. I looked at the label from the steak packaging, it said ‘porterhouse steak’, I’d never had porterhouse steak before, it was a new thing, there was no such thing as ‘porterhouse steak’ before then. I was so impressed with it, I cut the label part off and stuck it on my fridge with a fridge magnet, to remind me to save and spend money on steak - that’s how good it was. One day I went into town, I came back home, looked at that label, but it certainly wasn’t the porterhouse steak label that I had put there. In its place, was a label that said ‘broccoli’. NOT IMPRESSED - this is the kind of disrespect that I have to put up with, as a single woman renting, people just coming into my house, when I’m not there, and doing things like that. DISGUSTING. And while there was nothing taken at that place, at my next place, as you know, from the blog, I had hundreds of items taken, and it would’ve been in exactly the same manner, with David Heywood copying Robert Cull, but upping the game). Landlord related problems. O h, wait, I just remembered my solar pump fountain for the duck pond (story below) -but someone broke it while I was intown. So I consider that a theft. There is a page full of photos of my Super Wonderful Garden at Rangari, here I will also put the link to my shared Album on Google with same photos: (Its called: PROOF!! I actually did it! Garden Photos of Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW Australia ) Had I known I would have to leave, I would’ve got heaps more photos, especially that last spring, it was really just starting to look quite beautiful. I also would’ve collected a whole heap more seed. I also would’ve left quite a lot of plants and equipment behind, because when I moved, I packed up basically everything, thinking I would start over on the Kesby farm, but unbeknownst to me, I would have to move 5 more times that year, as well as change state, and move up to Queensland into a teeny tiny 5x7m² unit! But I guess none of us have the beauty of foresight, do we? I am now 'spent' and permanently pissed off with everyone, not just centerlink cunts. Since I’ve left my garden, (5yrs now) which I’m still sad about, occasionally I come across new spectacular native cultivars, on Pinterest, and I practically go berserk with angst, I truly miss my garden, and feel like it was such a shame that I had to leave, and the people responsible for forcing me to leave were so foolish, as, if the garden was left to thrive, at least by this point, it would be so stunning, it would actually be a great asset to the landowner. I feel they lost, just as much as I did, in the end, unbeknownst to them (probably more). Plus, I would be making money at this point, with so many species – why, they would have called me up to speak at “Business Woman of the Year” ! J {btw, stage 2 of my garden, was to construct the Horse and Carriage Garden J} ......and hey, what’s your legacy (and no, your kids don't count - although important to get that part right if you do). By the way, if you’re an Australian Gardener, experienced in growing a lot of plants, specifically natives, plus you’re familiar with the land, nature, so to speak; then when you see a lawn of kikuyu, you can really see that it just stands out like a sore thumb. It isn’t a grass that really belongs in Australia. I say, stick to Couch! (NSW couch, it does not get as high as the QLD couch). 5. Bulga cottage on paddock with horses on Cull farm Another thing I have thoroughly enjoyed in my life, and is one of my favourite things, was horse-riding. In 2000 I rented a farm house, and the landlord leased the paddock adjacent to my house, to a racehorse owner, who put 12 horses in the paddock. I was told if I wanted to go for a ride, I was more than welcome to, so I observed them and picked out one, and off we went. We had some good rides, galloping through the paddocks. I was later told by the horse owner that the horse that I had picked out was only two years old and hadn’t been broken in! - such a good-natured horse, and it was like, he was so excited to be picked out of the bunch, and wanted to please me as best as he could! I felt like he was bragging when he got back to all his horse family, about how lucky he was, that he could take me for a ride! So much so in fact that some of the other horses got a bit antsy, and started to bite him on the rump! They are just like third graders!! Btw, I have been saved by a horse on more than one occasion, (I have many horse stories) bless them. The house photo, is the one I rented for 4yrs, not sure I should have left this place, it was good, it worked for the most part. You can easily look back on things, and see why you made decisions, and I believe I was manipulated into moving out of this house, and purely because there was somebody else who wanted to move in, never mind. They can’t do it any more, now they just target my naive neighbours and landlord. The paddock next to it, the landlord told me, I was free to do what I wanted with it (I mean I guess I could have got a couple of sheep and breed them for market, but as I did not know anything about markets, I opted to plant it full of trees! (Btw, I had just gone through 18 years of schooling in my local country areas, and was not at ANY point, taught about the local markets, - the way they work, or anything for that matter about market, cattle yards, and making money. Is it just me, or does this seem absolutely ABSURD? Wake up school curriculum.) The trees you can see in the centre are drought hardy carobs, I planned to make a big circle to act as a coral, as in a horse coral. Such ambitions I had. Actually, carobs are perfect for paddocks with livestock, as they provide a good symbiosis for the grass to grow underneath and around it, plus provide shade, and even food if you wish. I may have left that place too early for it to come to fruition… (Kurrajongs do the same) When I was at this farm, I dug out a pond (no camera then, sorry no photo, it was excellent pond!) I purchased a solar powered pump, made a pretty little waterfall with some containers from the tip shop (my favourite place to shop in Gunnedah! - little strange that they don’t have something like the Tender Centre in Gunnedah. They have one in Bundaberg, it’s brilliant, a space where you can take your unwanted stuff and leave it there in their big shed and then on the weekends they have hordes of the public come in and place a bid on anything and they can bid any amount like, even below reserve, as there is a chance the person will accept their bid, which is done via email the following week, or so even if your product doesn’t reach the price that you want you still have the option of selling it for a lower the next weekend, and you’re allowed to keep your stuff for 3 weekends. Brilliant concept, especially if you have been ban from Facebook market place. Plus, they have an app on the way for bidding online - which I can’t wait for, because they have some amazing stuff by the way my $500 netting sold for $81, so people are getting bargains. Anyway, I stray, because one day when I went into town, and my solar powered pond was working beautifully, but I came back from town, and it wasn’t working. I feel (I know) someone had gone to my garden while I wasn’t there, and lifted the pump out of the water to have a look at it, because solar was still a bit of a talking point back then (2001/2) So they broke it, I was very disappointed, I saved and sacrificed lunches to purchase it, food; thus, I hold this theft, inparticular, with extra fury and contempt. In the end I gave it to my brother Daniel, who was doing engineering at uni, actually he incorporated into his end of year project. Well, I’m pretty sure it wasn’t Daniel that would’ve gone out there and broken it for an evil plan of later obtaining, but who knows. More likely to be Culls son, such is stupid country hic behaviour. And do you see what I mean about being a “poor renter”, how I mentioned, how people think that they have the right to come and snoop around my home when I’m not there. And I don’t think it’s just the landlord or the landlord‘s kids who do this. I suspect it’s also people in town who have just seen me around and are curious, or you know, there are countless number of people that it could be, as there are so many meddling Marys and nosy pervert‘s. I think, every single house I’ve lived in has been the same, maybe except the one at Pendle Hill, I do recall that landlord was very respectable. And I don’t think the landlord at Rowan Leigh would have come and snooped around, but problems with other members of the community at that house. The only word for it is PERVERT, so it’s not the creepy guy in the trench coat who does it, it is someone seemingly normal people, who is NOT. I have had it up to hear and beyond with people prying in to my life. RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF 6. Batman (writing backwards - before Bulga) In 1999 or thereabouts, I had moved out to Rowan Leigh, a farm 30km out of Gunnedah (my little spot of quietude and harmony), and a biggish old farmhouse all to myself. Hallelujah!! By the way that rental came about through a Real Estate agent, but when I spoke to the agent and told her the state of the place, she gave me the landlord farmers phone number, said to speak to him directly. So, they were asking for XX amount, and after the farmer and I had our friendly chat, he said he would accept X instead of XX (which was $70/week for 3-bedroom old farmhouse) which was basically half what the agent was asking, so it does pay to speak directly to the landlord rather than a (try to get as much as possible real estate agent) although, its usually better to deal with a real estate rather than a female landlord – they are clueless and dishonest, as all hell (dog network). The previous renter, turned out to be an acquaintance of dad‘s, a young mother, had left all her rubbish piled sky high in the kitchen (which had carpet!), including her babies dirty nappies. I assume there might have been a fox who got into the rubbish, but it was literally like someone had stood on the veranda and thrown all her dirty babies nappies off the Veranda, because they were scattered all over the yard. Disgusting. Anyway, after clean up, that place was perfect for me. I could not have written the script any better myself! And much to my delight, the farm came with a horse, not just any horse, but a beautiful appaloosa. Since I did not know the horse’s name, I named him Batman; he had a companion, his ‘chum’, which was a sheep escapee, from one of the neighbours, and so as they were always together, (heard animals) I named the sheep, Robyn! (How lucky was I?) He was a stocktrained horse, the farmer/owner, left him there for the occasional time when he would visit to take his cows to market (ah – such an easy life is the cattle farmer’s!) So, one day I was helping out my old Italian neighbours - best neighbours I’ve ever had; those Italians know how to live!! (it’s all about food and gardening!), so, their cows had broken the fence and got into my paddock. Now, normally when I ride Batman, {he is was an older gelding, a good easy ride, nice and slow, experienced and not easily set off or spooked}. But, chasing cows on Batman, was quite different, an entirely different experience, he was what I would describe as, completely “wild” around cows, something in them triggered his ‘flight response’ and when he was off chasing them, he wasn’t so easily stoppable, it was full gallop all the way, and he was fast, - strong burst of energy. Not that I wanted to stop him or rein him in, because I loved going like a bat out of hell too! So, we were racing up this huge paddock 100miles an hour. I’d never been up that far before, because it was so far away from the house, (probably 3km) and I wasn’t familiar with it, but all over the farm property there were contour banks, that a grader had put in, to stop soil erosion from water runoff. There’s a few on the other side that I was familiar with, and they weren’t that big, only 50cm high on one side, but as we were coming up to this contour bank slowly but surely it was revealing itself to me, and it wasn’t a 50cm contour bank, it was more like a 2m contour bank, and it’s 2m high on one side, then a 2m drop, and another 2-3m across onto the next side, so it was a HUGE contour bank, and I realised, I was doomed (well, I was wondering: what is Batman going to do). I’m not really a fearful person -but this was very dangerous, as he was going very fast, I would not be able to stop him in time, and if he attempted to run down it, it would just be like that movie Man From Snowy River, where they all jumped down the cliff and half the horses tumble and fall, it would’ve been like that, not that I doubt his skill, but it was too steep, and Batman would’ve fallen over, and it would’ve been disastrous, for him, and me -but if you ever have doubted God’s existence, here is proof for you. As we’re getting closer and closer, suddenly I saw directly ahead of us on our path, a big pile of thistles, I was thrilled, because Batman had this aversion to thistles, even if we were walking along sleepily and slowly, and he comes upon some thistles, he immediately jumps straight up into the air as high as he can! (One really has to be paying attention all the time when riding batman!) and an Appaloosa is a very muscular and strong horse (well Batman was, more so than the typical, you should’ve seen the size of his neck, huge) he’s got a big jump for a stock trained horse. I knew when he saw those thistles, he would jump with all his might, which is what was needed, so we got to the point, I gave him a big go-ahead to jump, and boy did he, as high as he could, and he did it! It was extraordinary, biggest jump I have ever done, if I was at the Oylmpics, I would’ve won a gold medal! I came down pretty hard in the saddle and that stopped Batman in his tracks, pretty much. I think he was concerned I may have suffered a break in my back, but if I did, I certainly didn’t feel it. It was quite an extraordinary experience I’ll never forget it. I did lose my brown wool jumper when we jumped, it was around my waist or neck I think, anyway Antonio, the lovely neighbour, who was at the other end in his Ute, must’ve seen it fall, and he picked it up for me and gave it back to me when we got back to the gate. I was heartbroken when the landlord told me he was going to sell his horse, and farm. The landlord told me he sold him to someone in Maitland, but I’m pretty sure a few months later I saw him in a paddock at Gunnedah near the tip. I suspect he probably would’ve thrown any other female rider! (He did once that I know of, a neighbours friend). That house, btw, burnt to the ground after the new owner had just moved in. Bad electrics apparently. This is my version of “Do not try this at home” - Do not try this at home, especially if you’re a third born, in fact I suggest third borns not trying any extreme sports, you don’t have the natural born instinct to survive. Or take up religion and ask Gods help!! J Lucky again, I found another farm house on the other side of town, over at Bulga, one with water. Too bad I didn’t get a photo of Batman, no camera back then; he was a grey / white / black Appaloosa. Such a joy. 7. Another example of persecution of single ladies - years and years of harassment via car horns Car beeping on a daily basis outside my house by bored stupid dogs who want to do signs. This week it is someone parked by no 1 Kookaburra Park, trying to eaves drop on our conversation. They also (’they’ since I don‘t know who, as ‘they’ are, cowards) when I am talking to someone and say something wrong or make a mistake in my language, they beep madly (Petersham too) PERSECUTION - those coward people in cars need to be severely fined, the world would be a better place without you, you oppressive spoilt shitheads. A little birdy told me that the person who follows me around harassing me with beeps, is this idiot who, 25yrs ago, was driving on the back roads up to Gosford, and I was travelling up there and saw his car on the rd – it was a moving white smoking mess, it obviously had not had its oil changed ever. All this toxic smoke was pouring out from its muffler, it was stinky and disgusting, I was outraged. I overtook it, it was only putting along, I beeped my horn at the young male redhead driver as I was so irritated by this toxic pollution. And yeah, so, little birdie tells me that, this is the person who saw me beeping at him, and so now follows me around and beeps at me, I mean what a moron? Get a life. Do you not have a brain at all, redhead? Can’t you think of something to do with your life? following around strangers that you don’t know just because they beeped at you once, for years and years in absurd. The stupidity of people never ceases to amaze me. And I believe it is illegal to have that kind of pollution coming out of your car. Anyway, the same kind of thing happened to me when I was at Gin Gin/ Bruce Hwy, there was a car waiting to go in front of me, and I thought that they weren’t looking or where asleep, as they could have gone, so I beeped once, but actually there was a car, and he was waiting for that, they were a van, probably with not much pick up, so waited. So, after that incident at the same lights next time I went in to Gin Gin, all these people suddenly appeared, all beeping me, it’s like they copied what I did before, and then do it back to me 50 times more, it’s like are they stupid monkeys. Who the fuck did they think they are? Harassing me like that, why would you bother repeating a petty situation, not even anywhere near crime of nature, and recreating it like that? Only a fucking stupid moron twit would do that. 3rd born idiots. So, shame on all those people involved because there’s quite a few of them, and I will ‘will’ them all to get cancer and die. DIE. I believe it may be radio related, there are some stupid monkees on radios. I never listen to radio stations. Or it could be Sharon Morgan related, the Gin Gin police woman chief (little girl chief). Whilst I have mentioned on my blog, often when I write about these things that torment me, they stop, but these particular traffic incidences, with people following me around in cars, hasn’t stopped at all. Still it happens every single time I go out, the last time I went over to MpB, I had people following me around, although one of them did a very helpful sign about the pushbike that I need to sell - thank you very much. “Car horns are intended for pedestrian/car warning only, of oncoming vehicle”, care of Defens iveDriving.com.au The image above on the far right shows where I lived in North Sydney while I was studying at Hornsby: 8. North Sydney female crime networks, preying on young country girls When I was 18, I moved down to Sydney and ended up in a flat with a friend from school. We would sometimes go out to nightclubs dancing. I was studying my Fashion Diploma, and Nicole worked. We happened to meet 3 guys, actually it wasn’t at a night club, they were at Neutral Bay walking along the shops one morning, in fact I can’t remember how we met, I suspect they must’ve followed us to our next location and introduced themselves, but they all seemed nice and we got along, we met up a few times, one of them hooked up with my flatmates friend Susan (part time callgirl/parttime David Jones makeup girl (and no, not the call centre variety of call girl). At one point, one of them, Kevin, introduced us to his older brother in a cafe in King’s Cross. About a month later my flatmate and I had had a falling out, and I was away living at my aunts, but I moved back into the flat because I had exams, and there’s a knock at the door and these three guys came in they said they were Nicole‘s boyfriend and friends, can they come in and wait for her, I said sure, as she had told me just the day before, that she had a boyfriend by the same name (can’t remember what it was now) But, one of the guys, I didn’t recognise him then, but I am sure it was Kevin’s brother, I’m pretty sure it was him - my face recognition has never been very good, but I’m certain it was him in retrospect. The next day our flat was “cleaned out” it had been broken into and everything was taken. It was most definitely those three guys, that I had met the previous evening who claimed to be Nicole’s boyfriend, turned out he wasn’t, but for some reason he had the same name, strange (Telstra?). So those 3 guys, would be working for someone else, I suspect a woman. Btw, one of the guys was albino, I saw him 20yrs later at Bunnings Tamworth, where I had heaps of things stolen from me. He operates out of bunnings - there’s a big female petty crime network, read my Bunnings Bimbos story, and apparently later the police got him and he is incarcerated now. Anyway, I wanted to put this on here because those first three guys we met, were all smartly dressed, clean cut, tall and good-looking handsome guys, and you know, they’re the ones who have ties to criminal networks - it is the rich who steal in Australia (rich and good looking) and they target young girls from country areas who are on their own. Btw, my flatmate worked at Duty-free, and was either given or had taken heaps of free samples, I mean heaps, she had literally $1000’s worth of designer makeup/beauty products. I personally believe she was targeted because of this, by the criminal powers that be, in Sydney, maybe they thought I was ‘egging’ her on to steal? (And, I am not really sure you could call it stealing, they were free samples after all - I would say female jealousy was more the issue in this case, having said they were free, I would not have taken them, they are meant for potential customers – But, I know as a shopper, I never receive free samples, so, I would assume, all samples are taken by sales girls). But, as most of the stuff that was stolen in our flat was MINE, except for all the beauty product that was taken, which was HERS, - they took ALL the samples. There was no ‘egging’ on, on my part (I don’t wear makeup btw). I should mention Nicole gave me one of her nail polishes. It was this lovely deep hot pink, I did not ask her for it, nor did I just take it, she gave it to me of her own volition, I guessed she was feeling guilty, for she had so much expensive product, and I had none. But, after we have been “cleaned out”, my whole shelf was empty, but there smack bang in the middle of the shelf, and facing out, was this bottle of deep pink nail polish. It wasn’t in that spot before, I felt it was done deliberately by the criminals. A message. So, I didn’t steal that deep pink nail polish. And by the way, after she had no make-up left, she took that deep pink nail polish back from my room, and said it was hers again! Hell, hath no fury you stupid criminals. {Stupid female bimbo dogs (mind your own goddam business and you can’t go wrong – now, you’re up for theft. THINK) 2025; they still don’t think, they still steal in non thinking assumptious ways}. I feel this is reminiscent of how I was thrown out of my home at Rangari, with my big beautiful garden that I had- it all comes down to female jealousy. It’s like silly twit female vigilantes, where there was actually no stealing to be vigilante about, but they were simply pure jealous, so decided to be vigilante about that – idiots - possibly they work at Telstra, as Telstra were the only ones at that point, who knew Nicole‘s boyfriends name, as we had discussed it on the phone, only that one time, I guess aside from Susan and her new boyfriend?? Probably them. Years later after I lived at Gin Gin, and had a landlord who, I am pretty sure, I eventually realized, was, infact my other school friend, Racheal Wainberg’s older sister, going now by a different name, then it was Wainberg, now Cate Rogers, still cannot remember her first name; she was around at that time, in North Sydney, as Rachael moved into a place with her. I think she may have had something to do with it too?? Turns out she was stalking me for years. Her parents lived in Gunnedah. I suspect she had something to do with all the other thefts that occurred at Bunnings and from my house. And no, I did not steal from Bunnings (other way around), nor did I have any friends who stole all the supposed free samples!! – STUPID bimbo GIRLS. I hope they get cancer, and are tortured. Here is a good spot to mention: when I was living there, I had no money as I was a student, and if you read my whole blog, you know that they refused me Austudy (wrongly), and my parents only gave me $20 a week to live on; purchase weekly train fare, food, and any tafe supplies. So I had no spare money ever plus was starving. But my flatmate, and all my friends in fact, in Sydney, at that time, were working, none of them were studying, I was the only one, that went ahead for further education. And I just like to point out, all those friends, {female} pretty much often expected me to pay for them, in some way, or shout them, drinks, cab fare, nightclub entry, food …. they literally expect me to pay for them, like what a child would do with its parents. I think the realisation about this money situation for me, and how people will just take as much as they can with no thought to you - even good friends; it kind of puts people in perspective; you’re really on your own as soon as you leave home, no matter how many friends you have, they will all try to screw you. I mentioned in my family we never discussed money, but I certainly would not expect my friends or anyone else to pay for anything for me, unless they’ve volunteered to do so. So what goes wrong with those other girls in other families? I mean do they literally need to be told, don’t expect somebody else to pay for you? But nobody has, so they do? Other people suck! 9. People who are Designed and Built to Work Ewing’s boys, 2 big broad men from Gunnedah, who had cushy desk jobs in the local Real Estate agency, family owned. Don’t you feel guilty? Clearly, you’ve got bodies that are designed for actual work, labour! One thing that really annoys me, and I guess I am, not really thinking about the Ewing’s boys here, but it is men trying to get out of work – try having a female body! (Possibly thinking of crap musicians or young male actors, especially the ones with big bodies….) The 2 people shown in the photo (that were shown on previous Blog, not here anymore, so I will describe them; 2 muscly men, and 1 skinni girl), were free images from the Internet, models. Although lately there has been a ‘thing’ with images on the Internet, images that were free are no longer free, or they want your email address, by the way, if they want anything from you, then the image is not free, don’t be fooled by these people, there are greedy thieves online. There are whole companies being created at the moment for images; who want money, it’s a bit like there is a monopoly being formed right now, with what, was once free, people seeing an opportunity to now charge. I encourage everyone, when they upload their images, particularly to sites like Flickr, they make a point of selecting public domain. I know I do. And for all those master manipulators, who try to entice people by saying it’s free, and then actually years later wanting money, you can go bugger off. Anyway, I have another story which is not really related to the above, aside from; it is typical for a man to go to work, and a woman to run the household. I came about some information which I have to write about, as the irony is “perfect”, and so typical. In most of the times when I have been disrespected, it is by other women, not men. But I always claim, despite calling many woman, ‘zombie bimbo dogs’, that I am a feminists, I want sleeping beauties to wake up, so I do not have those related problems that I have in life. Sometimes you just have to call a spade a spade, and acknowledge the female weakness, so it can be rectified. But even after hearing me, call them ‘zombie bimbo dogs’, they still just continue to be ‘zombie bimbo dogs’ and they keep coming back for more name calling - it just doesn’t deter them at all, such is the nature of ‘zombie bimbo dogs’. When Aretha Franklin (famous singer with that song RESPECT, and more) was alive, she was married briefly to a bully. But he was a music producer, and came up with that song. Aretha Franklin heard it and liked it, and she, plus a group of other genius people {all the key people had descended in the one spot, by chance or through Gods hand; pick whatever you prefer, to create that amazing song RESPECT}, they basically created a cover version of his song. BUT, they put a twist on it; Now, this song, as everyone knows turned out to be a BIG success, and still is played a lot. The irony is, because Otis Redding, her husband, a male, wrote that song, and I think he paints a fairly clear picture; of you know, possibly a man (himself, the writer) and a wife fighting, the man coming home from work, bringing home the bacon, wanting some respect from his wife. So, but Aretha and her posse, changed the words so the demand was coming from the wife, suggesting the husband was disrespectful in the first place. (Many women can relate to being disrespected by men, so I hear). Aretha sang this song in 1968, when women were really kind of on the verge of waking up from domestic docile roles, should they wish, and everybody loves this song because of the words of the women singing “I want respect”. The irony to me, was, probably this man was thinking about his wife, when he wrote it, about this nagging bitchy wife, when he would come home after work. And you know, it was a woman, who came along and basically stole his song, reversed the situation, waived her magic wand, and made a whole heap of money from it. I found it very amusing when I realised the real situation about this song. {upon further research, it turns out Redding’s estate still makes money off Franklin’s recording, according to The Boston Globe, because the royalties went to the writer, not the performer.} – and infact I should say the facts about this story are all hearsay of what I have heard, but you get the general gist of who should be demanding respect – everyone wants respect! Men can be bullies, but right back, so can, and are, women. (My experience, women are far worse than men, spiteful, vindictive, thieving, often their lack of common-sense is what makes them so dangerous, and vulnerable to thievery, including in the workplace. Not only has this opinion been formed from all the theft and the verbal harassment that I experienced, but also from encountering so many ‘little girls’ who work in the health industry OMG, what a disaster area. – such thievery going on - this industry is constantly looking for victims, they want your money (male Doctors do it too).). 10. Look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia Warning on this one; it’s not really going to make sense to anyone, except if they’ve experienced ‘the dogs’ or they’re involved in, what I’m talking about. A young 18yr old for instance, or a complacent housewife – you will be left clueless. Cathy Goldman, a house mistress from school who “stalks” me. She has ties to the TV/Movie industry; apparently, they have vast casting books, with lookalikes of everyone, plus the same car, as everyone’s, for total deception - they are dogs, and they play “dog games”. I’ve had countless number of lookalikes in my life copying people who have crossed my path, they send “doubles” so to speak, (even you Sherry’s mum). Those doubles usually are just presented infront of me, and don’t speak, but sometimes they accost me in the street and want to ‘engage’ with me, or sometimes, just stand infront of me, so I see them, often they are placed in receptions. You should be offended by these agents and managers they are ripping you off. I was advised that this is what they do, those dog games, and that piece of information has been very helpful in figuring out what the hell they were doing. So, thank you whoever mentioned that, and I believe intern I’ve helped other people by writing about it here, as apparently, I am not the only person they target. Actually, I suspect Cathy works or is friends with such TV industry people and arranges them to harass me and steal from me, she was obsessed with me at school as house mistress, and now still “hounds” me. At one point, I recall in my mid 20’s, and still to this day, after someone in the community has done the wrong thing by me, like steals from me, or goes on some ranting power trip, trying to ‘lord’ over me, or other countless things they get up that is disrespectful; I then see them in a film (especially if it’s a young girl) it’s truly like someone sees what happens to me, like someone is watching through my eyes or my dreams… and then goes and finds this particular person and entices them to be a part of a movie or Tv show (which I am sure would not be that hard), at one point I thought they were sending me these dogs deliberately as they wanted to star in a movie, like they were product placing themselves and using me to do so. I am sure they did this while I worked at Grave Attire in Enmore. Whoever is going and getting these people, know that I will watch the show, and their point is to kind of like ‘rub it in your face’ that this person totally robbed you, taken advantage of you or pussy whipped you ! ha ha! – but not always, sometimes they just incorporate someone I have known, to let me know a bit of gossip about them, like such and such has died, so and so has cancer – stuff like that! That industry is wide and vast. Also, when they do that, other people watching, (not every one is blind as bats), copy them, so these stupid copycats think oh, well if that person stole from you, I want to too, or if they scolded you for no reason other than power tripping, then, me too me too – STUPID AND ABSURD bimbos really do this. (I am 100% sure it is her, Cathy Goldman; I have seen her 9 times since school ended) -she has non-thinking female psychological dog problems. She belongs in jail. Fuck off you stupid fucking dog. (I think she has since found a man who has a Harley Davidson bike, and I am pretty sure they often hoon outside my house on the HWY (least she has a male supervisa now, she was the kind of person that needed one.) Could the person copying the head teacher of Gunnedah Tafe in the white Mercedes, please bugger off. (2005) And do you ever wonder why sometimes they don’t have the writers name listed in the credits at the end of the movie? I am thinking stolen stories? And, possible fake names, Stephen king, just exactly how old is he? According to movie credits he is still working at age 95! And, btw Barb at the Civic, I suspect it may be Emily Alker plaguing you, aside from Eileen, (good looking rich cocky women are out of control) - old NEGS girl. One thing I notice about rich cocky young women, is that they love feeling superior . They like to think that the person standing next to them, has less money than them, and therefore is inferior to them, and so they feel like this is permission to treat them disrespectfully. This is how stupid women think! I kid you not, this is what goes through their little female stupid heads. Obviously, only some women. Now, some of these listed below would have no idea they do this, as they are used by directors/produces, or just dogs standing nearby; but Famous actresses, I personally have had issues with: Cate Winslet, Lisa Kudrow, Matt LeBlanc, Judy Dench, Reece Witherspoon…. Heaps more, some are quite despicable in what they do, plain evil pimps. But these are the bitches who are disrespectful to people on screen, they use their positions to ridicule and bully. There are heaps of others that fall into this category, but who aren’t disrespectful to people on screen, like they used to hurtle abuse at me out in the street, but that does not happen so much anymore up here at Gin Gin, except for a few times where those actresses I mentioned are used for such purpose onscreen. But really DO NOT USE YOUR JOB AS A MEANS TO BULLY, honestly. And, I guess what needs to be said here is FUCK OFF - although, I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to me to have to ‘reign’ you in. Grow the fuck up. I said above some would have no idea they do this, as they are used by directors/produces, or just dogs standing nearby – but some know exactly what they are doing, plain evil. I recently saw Marilyn Monroe’s biography, her husband/director used to do it to her, he wrote into the current script after she fell one day, so the script said something along the lines “the reason you fell is because your clumsy and stupid” so it was not actually referring to her, but she knew it was about her as she had fallen the day before with husband and company – it is passive aggressive abuse). {And shame on that president, was that Kennedy? My God, he should be shot}. I guess I ought state, some actors try to make up for bad behaviour later when they look back in retrospect. Some can be very influential. They have a lot of “street cred”. Since I posted this, I know there are people doing something about it, thank you. Although the bimbo dog mother who lives next door up the hill, has stated to yellow out harassments at me, she seems to have taken over from her young son, since I put in a dog complaint to council about him. And do you see why this industry has close ties to mental health wards – they do not like their victim kicking up a complaint about their beloved stars. It is them who perpetuate craziness – and boy does it work – the whole world is brainwashed by them. I state again, they picked the wrong small framed woman, I am not like all the others. I know what you are like. And I think I need to talk about “mirrors” and people who do “reflections” some more, like they just deliberatley want to be annoying, they mimic you, mimic what you doing. And those ‘mirrors’ aren’t kids, it is fully grown adults who do this highly annoying and absurd behaviour. They seem to think it’s funny and a little bit naughty. When really, they’re just thoughtless and aggravating, and need to be kicked in the head. I bet all those people who do it are 3rd borns who had stupid nazi parents and school teachers. Compulsory parenting class for all pregnant mothers thanks very much. ALL. Image above was free ‘Twins’ image from Google Search, this was before google removed any free images from their search. And possibly before some unscrupulous computer nerds posted free images in the hopes that someone would use them, and so they could later accuse them of stealing images, then getting the fake police to steal money from that person under the pretence that “they stole my picture” when in fact they uploaded it for free; clearly stating it was a free image. Truly there are unscrupulous .com people who do this, they are disgusting. They possibly have even brainwashed the authorities to get their money back for them. The police are clueless of how manipulative thieves are. Clueless. 11. De'lish, Farmers fresh Fruit and Veges Gin Gin, Donna Marie This business closedown, and did not pay me for my seeds which were in there on consignment, nor did they return my folk-art box. I did have my email on the invoice, so Donna Marie, from Facebook, could have easily emailed me, but she did not, so I consider this theft. And by the way, I can’t talk to the police about this matter, because the local Gin Gin police think that I am crazy, and don’t think anyone is stealing from me (idiots) -well some, others just don’t want to do the paperwork for multiple petty little items, and don’t think this petty theft is theft or a police matter. Plus, since they took me by force and locked me up for seven days at the Bundaberg mental health ward, to ‘teach me a lesson’, I cannot possibly talk to the police ever again. Total violation, - they actually (absurdly so) have the power to do just that, for no valid proven reason, and no one can do anything about it, of course, except if you are Maxamillion! {$50000 for a lawyer to drop everything and get down there for immediate release – that’s what they advised me later} read my Bullies in Bundaberg story. I kicked up a huge stink about this, as discrediting someone with “mental health” problems when they don’t, is the biggest narcissistic undermining thing you can do to anyone. That policewoman responsible deserves a bullet to the ear. Well, certainly is not fit to be in the workplace. Anyway, I want to mention when Donna Marie was away on holidays at Christmas, someone else was in her shop and that person was Cathy Goldman. Unfortunatly, I did not get her on camera, in fact upon seeing her that day, was what prompted me to where a bodycam everywhere I went from then on (which has served me very well). But she had a ‘side kick’, who was still there the next time; I got her on camera. I have mentioned Cathy Goldman before on my blog, because she has been stalking me since school -she has formed an obsession with me, and this is what she does, she wiggles her way into my life somehow, like by working at this fruit shop which I visited on a regular basis. (I recall in Gunnedah now, she was at the local newspaper printers when I went there) At the time I didn’t know it was her, I didn’t instantly recognise her, but after I left the shop, I realised it was her. I am not sure what she wanted? I did have things stolen around that time, so it might have been her and her young female companions she seems to be always around multiple young girls? (I suspect, no convictions). I think she was also at the Gunnedah Subway, and wanted me to ‘smile’ at the sales girl, also the sheep yards… heaps of other places. And she was not even from Gunnedah. Since this fruit shop closedown, I haven’t seen Cathy Goldman. I put this down to my Blog. I have spoken about her on my blog, I have not mentioned Cathy Goldman prior, as it has taken me a few years to realize it has been her stalking and persecuting me. I did not really know her or give her any thought prior. I love this online Blog; I should have started writing about my life years ago. I did mention the problem of Cathy Goldman to the Police, but that police woman (Gin Gin chief Sharon Morgan, who has her head shoved so far up her own arse, she cannot see the relevance, ignored it – “she’s crazy”. Idiot.). So, one of Cathy’s ‘girls’ stole my eggs when I went into that fruit shop that Christmas, when the owner was away, I mean, obviously she couldn’t just steal it out right, and this is what dogs do, they’re so passive aggressive; these eggs that I usually purchase, they are from a farmer, so they’re not supermarket caged eggs, they’re organic, they’re delicious, you can really taste the difference. They come from a variety of chook breeds too. This particular farmer had 2 breeds, one was a brown spotted egg, and one a white porcelain egg. So, there was always a mix, with the brown spotty eggs being a special treat, as they seemed to be extra delicious. And so that girl stole all the dotted brown eggs and swapped them with all white. Such a typical female dishonest thing to do. They’re constantly swapping my good items over for ones of less good quality, I’ve mentioned them all before on my blog - remember the shop girl at Ubobo Boyne Valley who used to open the shop cream jars and give some to her cat, then put the jar back on the shelf to sell, complete with drips down the side! I can’t buy designer brands; those items just get stolen. I also mentioned I’ve had problems with a girl from school (the bad school in question was New England Girls School in Armidale), Tasha Burn’s little sister, Gina Burn. She was 1 of the 2 dental assistants at the Dentist in Gunnedah, one Christmas, deliberatley causing extreme pain on my tooth, that was perfectly fine. Go and read my dental story. (You can check what page on my INDEX). Anyway, that girl in the photo above looks like Tasha Burn, that’s what she looked like at school. I saw a photo of her in 2017, she pretty much still looked the same, just a little more mature (better actually, no acne now! I think she mentioned on her page, she was a model now). Only I am not 100% sure that girl I got on camera is Tasha burn – due to the lookalike phenomenon that Cathy Goldman is involved in (read my “look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia” photo story on P1). Although, extreme likeness. Back at the dentist, it was most definitely Gina Burn. So not a coincidence that AGAIN I see Cathy Goldman, and possible a girl from my past, the same school I went to, with items stolen. (Cathy Goldman worked at that school while I was there. She was obsessed with me at school too; mildly so, I did not feel it a problem at the time.) Cathy Goldman is totally preoccupied with me, she is a stalker, she is a pest and she should be shot. Oh, I want to mention, she would also be friends with Wainberg girl who looks like my landlord at Gin Gin, if you have read that saga yet. A most definite problem emanating from that school (NEGS), you would have to be a totally hopeless mother to send your child to a boarding school. (Or extremely manipulated one, manipulated by rich teachers who want paying customers). Sometimes when I write about situations in my life, other people tell me about their situations, which may have been similar, or way worse. I always welcome other people stories, but I’ve never actually heard anyone telling me about any obsessions they’ve had by school teachers/house mistress’s, nor any constant theft, like my situation. In 2024, since I rejoined Facebook with a slightly different name (after being banned for five years), there is someone stalking me on Facebook calling herself Donna Marie from Sarina. So I know it is not the same Donna Marie, it's just some stupid dog pretending to be Donna Marie - she must have read my blog and my story about Donna Marie the thief, so she's in turn stalking me, she tries to undermine any comments I make. She's trying to discredit me intern, I think. (which is a little bit hard, SINCE I DON'T FUCKING STEAL YOU STUPID MORON DOGS). Dogs playing sides. I do find it a little bit bizarre that somebody out there is trying to be Donna Marie, and trying to ‘get me’ in this manner; so, don't they have their own life? don't they have anything better to do then sidleup to some retail thief? The whole concept is just really strange to me, and no wonder I can sometimes appear so doe-eyed on my blog when talking about all the dogs in my life; you know, you're meant to be human, you're meant to have a brain, your own brain, you're not meant to function like a dog. I'm not even ensure that it's a female pretending to be Donna Maria, it could be a male. So I would just would like to say ha ha you fucking idiot with no life, if you want to continue to stalk me on Facebook, go ahead, you have my permission! My mum in the early 80's with her mom. Either the real thing, or a LookAlike! This was a little of the old carpet wool I was able to collect from David’s old farm shed, and do my experimental dyeing with I love full and overgrown gardens - My garden at Rangari captures the spirit of nature My Wall Hanging done at age 16, first place at Gunnedah Show 12. Teach me a lesson - mindset I need to write a whole paragraph on the next topic, as it has been a HUGE persistent problem for me. And that is about little people. Actually, not only little women, but little boys too, who take it upon themselves to “teach me a lesson” – they take a great deal of time and thought, into coming up with ways to carry out their plan. And 9 out of 10 times, no in fact I would say 10 out of 10 times, this person hasn’t really needed to teach me a lesson, as there was no injustice or spate, nor was it ‘their place’ to do so, but they can see an opportunity to go on a power trip, to make themselves feel better about their miserable lives (which would be miserable in the first place due to this exact issue). I can’t begin to tell you how much I’ve had it up to here, and beyond with these imbeciles. Oh, there’s that song stuck in my head again, it goes, “fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off…”. Get your own goddamn life, and stay the fuck out of me and my hair. I mean are you the type of person that has other people constantly trying to “teach you a lesson”?? I’m thinking most of you would say no, what weird and bizarre world are you living in! - well guess what, I am that type of person, I think it’s because I am always on my own, and also, guess what, I never do anything wrong, I’m always respectful, I certainly never break any laws. I don’t lie, cheat, or steal. YET, I have these nazi monkey types constantly on my back, this happens so much to me my life that I have to write about it here in the hopes that the stupid nazi twits, can be enlightened to stop. I also feel the main reason why they get it in their little heads, that they have to “teach me a lesson”, often in a most vindictive and spiteful way, (but not always, I saw one girl boasting that she can teach me a lesson without being cruel, – the fact that she was ‘teaching me a lesson’ did not entered into her stupid little head as a dysfunction.} Is because I’m the type of person who never yells and gets angry, and so they think they can get away with being disrespectful, time and time again I see this behaviour from people (hey, it’s not up to me to rein you in – CONTROL YOURSELVES). Also, I’ve noticed this behaviour, is mainly from people of a certain mentality i.e., not too smart and not had too much privilege in their upbringing. Often, they have had bad power tripping teachers and parents too. But there have indeed been many people who have taken such action, who well know better like, school teachers and certain men lauding over women. And ofcourse the woman who is married to a tyrant, who seeks out younger people to take her frustrations out on. “My turn my turn” – stupid women.) There was a show on television the other day, in the story, one of the main characters was teaching a younger girl a lesson, well, he was trying to anyway, as the girl was not having a bar of it, because she was confident, assured in what she was doing, possibly a little arrogant, but not intimidated by this man at all. But the man, he wouldn’t let up, he just kept on and on at this girl, with her indifference and cockiness, really pissing him off, and I guess her silence with him, spurring him on ‘untethered’. Until his colleague saw him, he could see what was going on, and he literally had to pull a gun on him, to get him to stop chastising this girl. This scene, just resonated with me, I have experienced the same thing, with women, only you know, there’s no one ready to pull out a gun, let alone stand up to bullies (well not usually, as usually no one can actually see what’s going on, in my experience.) Also, I’m not in a partnership, so I have no one in my corner backing me up, ever, this is mainly due to the dogs who play sides, {this is one of those areas, where no one, I should say, hardly anyone, can see the passive aggressive bitches working, I have talked about it several times on blog, how people naturally ‘side’ with people in any situation, but there are ‘entities’, human ones, out there, women, who manipulate people, all the time, so as to ‘play sides’ against me. Even after exposing them on my blog, they still do it. I said mainly, because, actually I am not the type of person to easily befriend someone, I am happiest on my own. So, friends are definitely few and far in between, (I won’t tell you what one of my friends did to me after we just left school …., such betrayal!) Really, I believe, you cannot have female friends after school anyway, life is different from when you were at school). So, ‘they’ think no one is watching, or they work in a gang, usually a pack of women, who have found a common enemy, and they use it to bond together, it becomes about that - it is fully sick and most people, fully disgust me in their dysfunction. Most people are naive. It reminds me of a game we used to play when infants “Goodie vs Baddies” - this was the evolved version, as before it was “Cowboys vs Indians”, by then (late 1970’s there was a collective consciousness about racism!! – and side bar, see how the collective consciousness works, you just have to bring to light something bad, and it slowly sinks in to peoples psych, until it is no longer a problem – hence my Blog). And see, the world can and does change. Just very slowly. So, those dogs trying to create the common enemy, are wanting to create a “Baddie”. They really are sick in the head. When I moved to my new location, I tried to join the local Landcare, but the girl running it, said I had to be “approved” first. She wanted to check that I was not a “Baddie” ! now Landcare is a volunteer organization, so actually, what was she afraid of? Did she think I may be an ax murder? - someone with a criminal record? Maybe she thought I was a drunk who wanted to join Landcare? BLOODY STUPID WOMAN. This is nothing but discrimination by “the common man”. So, I will be glad not to join a discriminatory organization – thanks very much. She later stole 10c from me, I guess a ’punishment’? STUPID It also comes right back to my little philosophy; if you give them enough rope, there’s not one person who won’t hang themselves. They seem to think power tripping is a type of luxury – so bizarre. Someone told me once, that if you can remember back to your childhood, any incident where you were chastised for being naughty, then the chastisement was probably too harsh for the trivial nature of the naughty matter. In my life, in my adult life especially, I am referring too, as I did not have this problem as a child, mostly, (bar 3 or 4 rotten teachers), but I remember everything, every reprimand. I can assure you, I know and remember well, who each and every single stupid monkey who has been on my back, and what you have done, and I have cursed you. You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much NOT being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it, sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (As soon as I read this, I immediately thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also, a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools. And Telstra call centre staff). So, if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of people do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid. Scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. 13. Sleeping women, minimum wage and the reverse of feminism I am now 47 and over the last 25 years, I have unfortunately formed a really low opinion of women. I do want to mention I went to an all-girls school and I don’t have any memories of being surrounded by stupid women at school, I felt like everyone was pretty much normal, it was only after I left school and entered the workplace when I encountered a whole heap of stupid women. {Actually, it was later determined, that public transport in and to Sydney was a major factor in this opinion}. Back when I was young, when I thought about the women’s movement and feminism, I just thought it made sense, women must be oppressed (women are oppressed) that’s why they are not paid as much as men, and I could see why hopping on the bandwagon for equal pay was a good and virtuous thing for a woman. And indeed, I have come across many women who have been very smart, and not only should be paid equally, but should be paid way more than the typical man, what they bring to the workplace is invaluable, however, this is the minority, and most women, do not contribute anything aside from bitchiness/bullying/pettiness and theft – in my experience. And I have known prominent feminists doing a total 180°C in their mature years, changing their mind, because they have seen so many puppet women. It those little puppets, that give all women a bad name, so if you see a sleeping beauty, wake her up, like I do “fuck off you stupid bloody dogs”. Having said that, when I was 20 and got my first job, I was so underpaid it was unbelievable; compared to the same aged men employed at the same company ($200 difference in weekly pay packets, 1994 – how am I meant to save for a house deposit on that kind of money?) And while I put a 20-year-old girl automatically into the ‘sleeping beauty’ category, - they are really naive at that age, raised to be so, at any rate they were back then, times might be different now, but I don’t think so, and they are very unaware of the fact that there are “walking retail victims”, women in their 20’s that is. (Last year I ventured onto Facebook and the oppression that goes on there, the unwillingness to know the truth about life, about the nitty-gritty and ugliness that goes on, is huge - still, this country is run by oppressive people.) Anyway, I consider my time important, way more important than minimum wage. I feel the government/Centrelink/Human Services/CENTERLINK, fail to acknowledge the importance of one’s own personal time, regardless of their thinking abilities. Actually, I think the whole ‘five day working week’ needs to be re-thought in my opinion, re-thought into 4 days! So, people can have a chance to live rather than consume themselves with work. Someone told me once, that the government suspect people would fight too much if the working week was reduced, that’s why they have 5 days. Perhaps this is true, I’ve encountered many people who all they want to do is fight, fighting is the only way they know to communicate, and alcohol influenced, back in the day all men were drunks, creating an antagonistic Australia. They just don’t know how to live, knowing how to live is something that is learnt and often not encouraged due to shame put on anyone who is not thoroughly invested in work or raising a family, or just shame in general, it is big in Australia - guilt. And a lot of people see fun and enjoyment in life as only achieved if one is tormenting someone else. (Really weird), but I can see the world is slowly but surely evolving (have you seen the longest glass water slide ever built on a huge mountain in China? Fantastic fun for hard workers!). All you oldies out there may have noticed that there also has been a movement in the health sector to target children. When I was a child there was no children’s health care where I lived, and definitely, none of the kids I ever encounted in my school were sickly in any way. I think when I was 10, they introduced dental care for kids. (whole other story bout how they mucked up my teeth (female dentist - you wouldn’t believe the amount of stories I have, that involve ‘fake’ female professionals or dentists for that matter, male alike)) However, the other day I noticed a whole Practice up here in North Queensland, for children, the field of expertise was chiropractic. There were 2 female chiropractors targeting kids - can you believe that? This is pure prey/hunt/pounce. And I think this hidden form of “cat and mouse game”, has come about due to the increase of women in the work place, who are not needed, and thus have devised a way to make money by finding victim parents and telling them they need to spend money on completely unnecessary adjustments in order for their child to thrive and be healthy, and to insinuate for them to be good parents. I am outraged by those women and that Practice. Wake up Sleeping Beauties, your child does not need a chiropractic adjustment! I tried to tell the common people on FaceBook what is going on - but they ban me, they want Sleeping Beauties to remain Sleeping Beauties, so they can make money. (Also, old men want Sleeping Beauties to remain Sleeping Beauties, as old men are perverts – its related to the sleeping beauty factor). Here is a good spot to mention, whilst I was online, looking on ‘Indeed Jobs.com’ available – btw, which is actually a good way to keep up-to-date with the world, see what’s going on in the real world, who’s hiring the most, what sectors are booming, who are the new innovators, who are the bad companies with a high staff turnover…. etc. Anyway I glanced at one job, it said “nanny required: $40 an hour”. Can you believe that? $40 an hour! I mean maybe too much time has gone by since I was a nanny, when it was like $6 - $13 an hour. But I’m guessing there’s a shortage of decent honest respectful caring women now - and that’s why $40 is on offer! 14. 5 kid’s Story At one point in my life, I was doing a lot of temp babysitting, and nanny work on the wealthy Upper Northshore of Sydney. One time I looked after this family who had five kids. 5. Really and truly, I’ve never come across a more absurd and stupid situation in my life. You’ve got to be absolutely nuts, but mostly stupid, to have 5 kids - both mother and father would fit into this category. What’s more, at the end of the night when it was time for me to get paid, and go home, they were reluctant to pay me, and when the father actually did, he came out with a whole lot of 1c and 5c coins, about $20 worth - how disgusting, the hourly rate was so low anyway. I mean his attitude was like “do we really have to pay her, how could she ask for money” he did not say this, but that was what he implied with his wife, as they were getting the coins out. It was like he felt, because he had five kids, (“I have 5 kids”) he was entitled to free childcare from me! FUCK OFF. I couldn’t believe it. I mean how does he expect the person who is looking after his child, to eat? How does he expect that person to afford to buy a house? Does he not think a childcare worker needs her own home?? ARSHOLE. (If I weren’t so pissed off, I might find it a little humorous how every mother thinks the sun shines out of her sons arse, when in reality her son is just an arshole, same as every other mothers son). Any childcare worker needs to be paid a proper wage thanks very much. And, I ‘reckon’, the supermarkets, as in Coles and Woollies, ought to be rewarding people who do not have children, in the form of discounts for meat, especially beef steaks. We care about the planet – multiple breeders DO NOT. We care about proper housing for every one – THEY DO NOT. We care about enough love and attention per child to foster proper mental health – they DO NOT. Any more than two kids is pure GREED (plus vanity). {Possibly only 1 other experience I have had, surpasses the absurdness of the 5 kids situation, and that is the ridiculous experience at RMIT college Chiro clinic back in 2005. (I bet all those fake STUPID girls were 3rd borns). {I have medical proof these days about my back – so “oh whoops” – you bloody stupid blonde, accusing me of faking back problems – utter 3rd born stupidity.) Oh, later at Sarina I saw a woman with 12 kids, I think it was 12. Not sure if there were all hers, but she implied they were. SICKENING. Infact I will put that story; A few months ago, last summer actually, I went over near Sarina Beach for a swim. This was the first time I had ventured out to the beach, and as there were people there, I wanted to talk to them and hear their opinion on crocodiles and stingers. They were a family, a mother and a father with, I think, it would’ve been about 12 little kids, they were Islanders. They appeared to be the only 1 family. So, I started talking to them. (Putting my personal opinion of large families, on the side. If you read my blog, you’ll be quite familiar with it - it’s not good.) Anyway, the mother said that they’re always there swimming, she brings the kids down every day. And that they don’t have any stinger suits, and they’ve never been stung. And they aren’t concerned about crocs, but they just stay close to the shore, in that little area. After we finished chatting, I thought, well that’s good to know, and left to get my goggles. But as I was walking off up the beach, two of the littler kids started following me, unbeknownst to me, but when they had nearly caught up to me, because I had stopped up the top to collect some driftwood, and I saw them, the father finally realised that the two of his kids were following me, and he called them back down. They raced off, back down the 200m or so!! lol. Later while I was in the shower, washing my 94cm long hair – (which gives me a lot of time to think about things as a I detangle!) I was thinking about YouTube, and what a good platform it is, if you’ve got something to say. It seems like of late, I always have something to say, and so I’m thinking YouTube would be a good place to talk about that issue. And that real scenario of those two little kids that were following me. Like their ‘sleepiness’ would be beyond most people‘s comprehension – the fact they can’t think for themselves and that’s why they simply started following me. Those two kids will need supervision like their dad, for the rest of their lives. Well, at least they've got excuses, that they were young; still learning how to think. But much worse, is I have grown adults following me in this manner too. It is downright scary how asleep and stupid a lot of people are. It’s not just a ‘young child’ thing in Australia. It’s really strange to me that people don’t comprehend that multiple kids lead to total health problems, including mental problems of this nature. As I personally have this particular problem from non-thinkers - all the time (and it’s not just little kids, little 3rd borns, 4th borns, or 5th , 6th, 7th, 8th , 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th…..), young women in particular, in their 20s are the worst. But it’s all zombie 3rd born related. I suspect some of those zombies who follow me, must kind of ‘come to’ and think “what am I doing here at this bloody girls place”, and start to get pissed off – not knowing really why, and so then just steal from me in retaliation at their own stupidity?? Like it was my fault! Idiots. I just can’t believe that it’s not ‘a thing’, and why is it up to me to spell this out to people. It’s 2023, humans have been around for yonks. This factor should be a well-known talked about issue. Btw, later when I was soaking that driftwood, there in my tub, were about 20 little baby irukandji stingers! Yikes. Deadly. ON A DIFFERENT SIDE NOTE, when I was working back then with many families as a temp nanny, I noticed the ‘girly’ type of women always had girls. And the ‘nazi/yelly’ type of women, had boys. With a mixed personality, having both male and female offspring!! It was always the case, out of dozens of families I encounted. I was seriously thinking my situation was some sort of set up; surely it can’t be such a coincidence! But I think it is definitely true, personality types dictating offspring sex. I also have a personal theory that a pregnant woman who have a ”huge” belly when due; they will be having a very healthy child. The smaller, the weaker. Sorry to say. Actually, in encountering so many families and mothers, in a position of servitude, I noticed quite a few other things, like, I was working for this one family, the mother with her little girl not yet 1, and a boy 5 or 6. Every evening we'd be in the kitchen together, the mother preparing dinner for her and her husband, and me feeding the kids at the table. If I were to ever speak with the mother, the son would interrupt me and try and take over the conversation, like he really wanted his mother's attention all to himself. Like she was his temporary wife, his fill-in, until he reached the appropriate age to obtain his very own!!! I was quietly amused at such motherfuckery. And actually, I'm not sure how healthy it is for a son to be so possessive of his mother, or well, maybe they're just born that way, a personality type (?) (I doubt it, I think mothers get off on things like that "my son loves me so much...".) Mind you I was apparently later accused by some idiot (probably bimbos from the television industry) of being a nanny due to wanting to ‘sidle in’ and steal somebody's family!! plus, also, something about being gay, something derogatory, not sure what. But then what’s more, somebody else said that they saved me from such accusations, by stating for the record, ‘it is not true, as she previously told me the main reason I was a nanny, was because I wanted to see whether I wanted family and kids’! BTW, after working as a nanny, I could clearly see that I did not want either. I can asure you thats true, I do not want YOUR family! Lol. It probably has more to do with being bullied in the workplace, as apposed to the quite simple domestic arena. But I find it doesn't matter what I do in life, there's always going to be someone who's going to say something snide and sinister and evil just like that accusation. You know, before I wrote this blog, did you hear me going around accusing all those mothers I worked for of being bloody hopeless, so much so that they needed a nanny? I don't think so!! (Not mentally ill, just hopeless). One time, I was attending a job interview, for nanny work, it was at Lane Cove, a very nice area. And I tell you what - there are some weird people and stupid bitch mothers out there!! This woman wasn’t home when I arrived, I was let inside, to wait for her. As soon a she entered and saw me she just started chastising me for parking in her spot! She was really pissed off about it. Then she wanted me to wait some more for her husband to get home, for the interview! I probably should’ve excused myself and left then, as there was no way I would work for her. But I waited, then the husband arrived home, and oh my god - what an arsehole!! I have never met a man ruder and more disrespectful in all my life (well maybe aside from Fred at Bonds, but this one was still worse than the 2 imbeciles on the XPT train). I thought well, I need not be pissed off with that stupid bitch mother, because she’s married to an arsehole, she’s going have to suffer for it her whole life, so ha! I really do not recommend working for a house wife. I’m reminded: I do not have water views like that stupid bitch because I’m not a stupid bitch. It seems to get ahead and be rich in Australia. You need to be stupid bitch: reward for stupid bitches. 15. Ridiculous - Australian Tax Office – they really are thieves, they have hopped on the thieving dog bandwagon Dam and Blast, there are some stupid little thistles that work at the Australian tax office. I have a business. I’m a registered GST Business owner. I pay tax on any sale I make, and if I have not in the past, it’s because, that income has been under the taxable income threshold (which at the moment is $22,000) So I do not owe the tax department anything. I never have. I’m not the sort of person that would let myself get into debt with anyone, let alone the Australian tax office - yet I’m fairly certain they may have had something to do with the fact (actually I can’t say for certain) but I have been banned from eBay, and since eBay was the main source of my income, I’ve more or less lost a big slice of my business. But when I phoned the tax department one day, because of a linking issue with My Gov, the person I spoke to was very odd and sly, he was asking me odd questions, it was from these questions, that I suspect, he suspected, I was stealing from him, and that little shithead, is the reason why I can’t continue my business! what an idiot! This is what they do in Australia; instead of encouraging small business they destroy people who have small businesses, I hope he gets cancer and dies. (I suspect the Coact jobs provider at Gin Gin, Carol Watson may also have something to do with it, due to her question one day) fake name. Someone told me one day, that the tax office can’t get to the big guns like big businesses to pay tax, like bunnings {and I’m sure they’ll be numerous more} and so they pick on little people that are powerless and have no status in society, like me, - it’s their nature to be arseholes. That’s what makes them stupid – everyone is accountable for their actions in the end. By the way, I’m a firm believer; you’ve gotta pay your taxes! We have roads, we have hospitals, we have schools; because people pay their taxes. If you drive a car, get sick, you’re going to need those resources just like everybody else, so just pay it and be happy that you can. And, also when lodging a tax return every year, if you earn under the taxable income threshold, then you do not have to lodge a return – this is clearly stated on their website, but it stated you have to lodge a form that states “non lodgement”, I guess, so they know why your not lodging. – so about about 10 years ago, before they were online, I did not know about this form, I only knew about the taxable income threshold, as that is what was stated in the tax return – there was no mention in the tax return to lodge a separate form (their mistake), so I did not do anything for that 3 years. So I suspect those stupid tax people saw that I did not lodge and suspected I was stealing from them in those 3 years, as in earing and not declaring. And as a result have been apart of the stupid little boy network who have been stealing from me. Once again YOUR MISTAKE. And btw, last year I paid tax on several large sold items on etsy, and the only way to claim that money back (several hundred dollars, as I was entitled as I had not reached the taxable income threshold – but had many business related expenses that I could claim as) - was to lodge a tax return. So, even though I was STILL under the taxable income threshold {I personally believe those purchases were made by the tax dep so they could steal from me in this manner – a calculated plan to steal from me}, I put in a return to get that money back, as tax had already been paid on those items. They were NOT entitled to tax on those items. I know the laws. So, after going to all the bother of lodging my tax return, the tax department didn’t give me my tax refund - they just refused. (They lost, they lost their calculated plan, and refused to belief they were wrong). (Reminds me of the Bunnings Bimbos). Thieving arsholes – although I am guessing it were female behind it – women are the biggest thieves. And the biggest liars. Although they don’t have the biggest egos, so could be the boys. Who knows. The bottom line is the Australian Tax department stole from me too – guess they wanted to hop on the band wagon - the thieving dog bandwagon that is so prevalent in Australia. 16. Emily the Greeny I don’t have any chemicals in the house (aside from the rare occasion when I need bleach the mould) that’s the only one. But of course, I need washing powder and dishwashing powder - but I choose the green brands, which means I can use the grey water on the garden, so I recycle all my water and I make sure no water goes to waste, ever. (I have since moved in to a town, a unit in QLD, and it is much more difficult to recycle the water – infact I cannot, and all the overflow, including septic, runs out into a little creek that runs through the property (yikes – I can’t believe they are allowed to get away with doing that, especially as this creek joins the bigger one across the road, and kids swim in it) This is what happens when there are NO greenies in power. Stupidity happens. Blonde stupidity, like my neighbour. Perhaps they need to introduce ‘environmentalists’ to inspect properties that have creeks, to make sure there is no polluting. I heard the manufacturer down the road, also pollutes into the same creek. This is not something that only happened in the 50’s and 60’s when people knew no better. That’s one of the reasons why I said on my blog moving up to QLD, is like stepping back in time by 40 years. My other neighbours said it was more like 100 – 150 years. I only use pure cotton tampons, so they can be composted. (after I wrote this bloody Woolworths got fake “green” tampons from kotex, {Kimberly-Clark American conglomerate, although I was advised before kotex was Romanian} – anyway these IDIOTS make those tampons now, out of polyester blend. STUPID STUPID.I have switched brands to Cottons Organic and Moxie. And HEY BEANS FOR BRAINS: The planet is more important than the economy. I clean the windows with vinegar. I mop the floors with tea tree oil and vinegar. And do the kitchen benches with water and orange essential oil. I only buy the real paper towels, and not the fancy branded one that has silicon, polyester and plastic in their paper towelling (disgraceful; is not biodegradable). By the way, I don’t use toilet paper; I have a bidet with cotton washes for drying, saving millions of trees. Millions. Plus is 50000 times better; cleaner. I always buy those wooden cotton tips for ear cleaning, even though I dispose of them properly anyway, unlike some bad people who live by the coast. (Wooden tips are biodegradable). I don’t buy tuna, in order to save the dolphins, and save my health from toxic ocean pollution, and I try to grow my own vegetables, again after moving into a rental unit, this is near impossible. On those rare occasions when I purchased bacon, I only purchase sour stall free bacon (coles has it). And I certainly only ever by RSPCA approved cage free eggs, and chicken, which are still a very good price. And I never eat anything made from goats milk due to the slaughter of all the poor male goats. I use fans mostly, with misters. (after I wrote this some guy on FB gave me a free aircon, as in NOT fan! – weird people trying to make me UNGREEN!! What the hell – it will never work! I am a greeny!) I certainly would never put in a fireplace – only bimbos would do that, not only do they pollute everyone’s air, but they take heaps of valuable time to prepare with kindling and firewood. Plus, they are stinky and messy and need constant attention and cleaning out. (I don’t think some people think things all the way through….they are not romantic, they are dirty!) I only drive anywhere, when I have a point and a purpose - I don’t hoon around pointlessly like the local hoons, trucks and council workers do, or follow someone because they are bored - polluting the airways. Btw – how can you all put with those nuisance drivers? HOW?? And at my house (2021), I don’t even mow the lawns either, I have a ‘wild’ garden! again saving the air from pollution (I’m not sure people realise how much petrol engines, pollute the air, they are TOXIC. There are health warnings on cigarette boxes, why are there none on petrol caps? The smoke from your car is 50,000 times more toxic than cigarette smoke). I don’t think most motorists realise every time they start that ignition, and idle away, for every second they’re burning fuel, they are polluting the environment. They are polluting their own airways. Sidebar time: at one point in my life I got it into my head I should have an electric car (2012). But I couldn’t get an electric car, they were way over budget back then, so I opted for a secondhand Ute which was diesel. The reason why I was so adamant I wanted an electric car was because the smell from my car then, petrol, I found absolutely repulsive. I almost developed an allergic reaction to the smell of cars. I really believe they are DEADLY. So when I got my diesel it was heavenly, there’s practically no smell from it compared to my old petrol car. When combustion engine burns petrol, it leaves behind oil in the car (sump oil), that is basically toxic putrid -it’s so disgusting. Lawnmowers produce it too; if you get some of that used oil, and put it on your lawn, you will see it kills absolutely everything that it touches. It’s so toxic. Really, it should be a high priority of getting rid of all petrol engines. I use wooden pegs on my clothesline, (unbelievable how many backyards I’ve seen riddled with pieces of plastic broken pegs, yuk, yuk, yuk and stupid) I buy 2nd hand goods when I can (new location, 2022, there are no 2nd hand furniture shops! Can you believe that, not even a tip shop, and only thieves on gumtree who only buy my goods when their stupid offspring steal from me. What is wrong with people?) I did spend $14000 on a 5kw solar system, but that turned out to be a scam, my bill went up, yes after spending $14000, my bill went up. Do be careful of greedy business people wanting to take advantage of caring people who have good intentions. I was told later, that I had to make the sacrifice in order to get other people to copy and start spending money to save the environment. I believe it has worked; have you seen social media these days with all of the people standing up for the environment, it's amazing. Make sure you ‘carbo offset’ your own life. I have also planted thousands of trees. The photo above on the far right shows a wall hanging I did as a young 16yr old, experimenting with weaving techniques - got first place in the Gunnedah Show! 😁: 17. Take Photos and Videos of Everything I am getting a little annoyed of seeing ‘unable to right click due to international copyright laws’. I think most people are a little confused about what you can take photos of and what you can’t; Basically, you can take photos of everything and anything you see, and upload it to social media or the Internet, providing it’s not of a private nature like sex/bathroom. ANYTHING If you take a photo of some stranger that you see down the street and then upload it, this is NOT illegal, nor does it violate any privacy laws. And it doesn’t matter what age the person is either, nor if it’s a video of them. It’s also the same with artwork, if you go into a gallery, and take a photo of the wall that has a painting on it, that is NOT illegal. So, if some curator dog comes up to you and chastises you for taking a photo in a gallery - you can tell her where to shove it. I would possibly even slap them on the cheek as well (that later action may be illegal, but, possibly worth it). 2nd photo above is my mother, Fran, and her adopted mum, Gwyneth Flood around 1987: 18. If you don’t know your ancestors, no one else will My mother was adopted at age 18mnths approx. According to our grandmother, she was adopted from her uncle, whose wife died, and he decided he could not look after a little girl. My Grandmother was a liar. We determined this, as over the years, her story slightly changed, until finally she said, she would never tell. When my mother (Frances Lesley, formally, Flood, now Bieman, was in her late 40s, she decided she wanted to find out her lineage. I recall she paid a couple of different organisations a few hundred dollars, to look into it for her. They were total bogus scams. They came up with a whole ‘tall tale” for her, made up a complicated story about how she was part Asian! If you know my mother, well, if you just took one look at her, you would most certainly know that this was not true. As I was reading the information given by the Researchers some years later after she had died, it was quite obvious to me, that it was total bullshit, but – I bet my mum reading it, would have been taken in by it, hook line and sinker. So, this story is just a word of warning; if you don’t know your ancestors nobody else will. And it pays to keep your firstborn‘s around; they’re likely to be able to see things, that the previous generation can’t. 19. I would hate to born in Ethiopia Do you know when I was a young girl, there were starving Ethiopians. It was a big thing with famine relief packages being organized. It’s now 30-40 years later and they’re still starving. Look it up on wiki – they have famine there ALL the time. I have a message you may not wish to hear: Stop breeding you fucking idiots, why are you making life difficult for yourself? What woman in her right mind would want to inflict her childhood starvation pain, on to another child? Or should we just call you rape nation? I hear stories of women who are tortured as kids, they have shitty lives, yet they grow up, get a partner and have kids of their own, just so they can expose them to the shitty world too. Break the cycle. (Btw, this is the epitome of stupidity) Are they sadists? My meal today, consisting of fresh picked cabbage, purslane, beef mince, onions and sober noodles (plus a few herbs and spices). The mince was the cheapest bulk pack, it was the “Torana” of mince, but the noodles were so good, they were like the “Mercedes” of noodles. I know how to budget. Least I am not starving. You know, maybe if I put this up on Facebook, I may understand why I may have been banned (not agreed to it at all) - people don’t like to hear these ugly truths. Even though I believe putting up a message like this, would do more to help those people, than anything that has been done in the past 30 or 40 years in so called charity. BTW, a little birdie told me the real reason I was banned from Facebook was because I called some blonde a stupid blonde (it turned out she did have blonde hair, and I guess must have been stupid) as she was so offended, in her childish way, she went about brainwashing all the admin to ban me, and they totally complied with her manipulations. Poor little girl, offended because someone called her a stupid blonde, could someone please show her the starving Ethiopians. Oooh, if only I had a name and a photo. 20. Reference from Anna Abbott (I have included several references on my Blog, as it seems to be a silly reoccurring thing, especially as a renter, and someone continuously NEW, having to continuously move between rentals and locations. They want references, plus, people in the community, who have no business wanting any kind of reference, seemingly wanting some sort of validation, that they can ‘converse and ‘absorb’ me into their lives. And that I am not a common POOR slut or axe murder – this seems to be their biggest fear. I am not sure how people cannot see the correlation between school teachers and references. But if you want to know something about me, it is best you speak to me. NEW ENGLANO GIRLS' SCHOOL ARMIDALE, NSW, 2350 TELEPHONE (02) 6774 8700 FAX +61 2 6774 8741 PLEASE ADDRESS ALL COMMUNICATIONS TO THE PRINIPAL MRS ANNA ABBOTT B.A. ,V~p.Teadt., T.e. ,B.Leg.S. ,M. Utt. ,J.P. ,M . A .C.E . ,C.C. E.A. 7th November,1991 To whom it may concern, Emily Bieman has been a student at the New England girls school for all her secondary education. During that time Emily has shown herself to be a quiet, co-operative student who is conduct has been impeccable. She has participated willingly in a wide range of school activities; Emily has been a member of the Independent Girls School Sporting Association, and Combined High School Swimming Team, and represented the school in the Hannah Shield competition. During the past year she has served as a Table Captain a Fire Drill captain, and has been a popular and valued member of her form. However it has it is her creativity in the arts that has really brought Emily to the fore. She has considerable talents in design and has in fact, won the Dressmaker of the Year Encouragement Award, and Award for Originality, at the Northwest Fashion and Design competition. Emily was also a finalist in the 1990 and 1991 Armidale Wool Expo competitions. Emily is an original thinker who is blessed with considerable breath of vision and creativity. She is cooperative in school activities, and is a well respected member of the school family. I have no hesitation in recommending this talented girl to a future employer, and wishing her well in her endeavours. School Principal ANNA ABBOTT B.A. ,V~p.Teadt., T.e. ,B.Leg.S. ,M. Utt. ,J.P. ,M . A .C.E . ,C.C. E.A. In my original Blog I had next an image of a Job Add from Indeed, it was for a Gardening position, I noticed with all Gardening adds, they all wanted Police Checks; 21. Gardeners Discriminated Against It’s always the gardener jobs that requires a police check - gardeners are completely discriminated against. What do you think, all Gardeners are a bunch of criminals? Actually, later I realized, they most probably do this, as Indeed IT staff probably read about my experience with the pervy gardeners at NEGS! 22. Things I wish I was told when I was 18 Every activity you do with your body takes its toll, be very careful in the activities and work you choose; is it worth your while? are you being paid properly? are you been paid at all? if you don’t adhere to this warning, by the time your 40s come around (which happens in a blink of an eye) you will be aching, there’s no Medicare rebates for physio and massage which basically are the only 2 things that really help with these aches and pains (aside from pepper essential oil) Your employer will want to use your body as much as they can get away with, they are greedy, old and have no morals on the inside - be strong and stand up to them. NO CHAINSAWING Embrace being on your own, don’t rely on other people, you know best, you have inner instinct, (of course your own inner voice and not somebody else’s inner voice/images), which btw, nobody talks about, but is this very real ‘planet earth connection thing’ that happens - not that this has been a problem for me, but it is a problem for other people around me; Reflections, how some women do reflections; that is, mirror what you’re thinking and reflect it back to you word verbatim or (some clever ones twist it to manipulate). So, if you ask them how they are, and you think to yourself angry, they will say “angry”, it is really like you’re having a conversation with yourself, but some will say the opposite, like “I am not angry at all”, in a slight rebellious way. They follow you – like little dogs, they steal from you. You should avoid these creatures because they are thieving leeches designed specifically for men who want bimbos (they are rife in television and radio world. “Obviously, one doesn’t speak every single thought one has in one’s head - things could get a little confusing and offensive; when one speaks, one always applies common courtesies, along with common-sense and structure.” This is something I have no troubles with. However, I know for a lot of female tv / radio bims out there, this is something that they struggle with. And people take advantage of their sleepy nature. Most people are thoughtless, try and remember that, Emily! People are small and petty. Like, if you ever make a complaint to anyone (like your local MP, or your boss) you have to do it anonymously otherwise they'll harass, stalk and manipulate you for the rest of your life. They have mental problems and were raised badly by bimbos. They come from a different world than yours. And, if you tell people, you never get sick, then you have people trying to make you sick - it’s part of their senseless nature, you don’t understand it when you’re 18 but they do the opposite, due to bad nazi parenting/schooling in Australia, thus rebellion. You’re like an ‘open book’ people see/hear you coming, they will try and steal as much money and ideas out of you as possible, trust no one (you run rings around most people!) Women are the enemy, way more so than men. It’s not like school where you are all friends; every single person you encounter after probably age 20, will try and steal from you anyway they can EVERY SINGLE PERSON. A pusscat is better company than anyone. Don‘t listen to radio or go to music festivals (you don't understand when your young; no music, trust me). Get them to pay Superannuation, don’t work for a woman ever. Start saving for a house at 15, coax parents into giving you a deposit. (If you haven’t coaxed them into buying a house on your 18th! (Which they should, no more beer for you!) Live at home to save, but living in the community you grew up in is a good thing, people are nasty if they don’t know you, especially when you’re young, single and still vulnerable. For you, really having own home to nest in, feel safe in, is the most important thing. A place where you can invest money / effort into making things the way you want. Settle up North where it’s warm, there are less viruses, (flu virus is not caused from cold, but highly contagious, it will kill you). They hardly know anything about virus except the more times you get flue, the overall weaker your body becomes, I personally believe it to be handed out deliberately amongst the population. Plant heaps of trees everywhere you go, & flowers. When you’re young, for all Dr appointments, take a friend. I know this is a huge inconvenience but Drs cannot be trusted with young girls, as well as receptionist, dentists, nurses and assistants. None of them can be trusted to do the right thing/make right decision always. At any rate take a camera around your neck and record each visit. (I found alternative medicine people, nicer people, except that one pervert, can’t remember him now). Also, try to see the same GP always, that’s another reason why it is not good to move around, you will need a Dr to vouch for you later on against the cunts. NEVER go to dentist unless in extreme pain, (clove essential oil will kill any bacteria) just keep brushing every day lightly. Sensodyne, floss if you have to. Dentists are hopeless crooks that can’t handle your petite mouth. There is an Art of looking after your teeth. The point of life is finding your own personal happiness and things to care about, talk to your parents about their life, why they made certain decisions, they’ve had all the experience, you share the same DNA, use their experience (keep in mind they are pretty clueless about finances and how the world works, especially mum). And btw, all your friends and family will betray you in the end. It’s about money and power for most people. And when you’re 18 life is pretty good, if you think you have problems or are angry, forget about it, when you older, you’ll look back and think, not really bad compared to how things look when your wiser - you see the world with greater clarity, and all is not well in the country at all, there are a lot of big problems that people, particularly parents and school teachers (and news people for that matter) don’t really talk about, and the country is run by a lot of bad rich people or scared fearful people who don’t like change, and don’t like to rock the boat - reality can be so scary for them. Stand up to people who will try to oppress you (everyone). Don’t take out insurance. Especially car. Insurance is a total scam, if you put in a claim for insurance then you’ll have people following you around stealing from you, and they do it in sneaky ways where they can’t get caught. Organised crime is huge, and businesses are involved, so stealing is often done by not taking possessions, but by creating business for certain businesses. Australia is run by dogs – the good guys lost. They lie to you, and pharmaceutical companies are pure evil. (Maybe occasionally you will see glimmers of hope where something good happens, the world evolves a little bit at a time). After SouthPacifc, throw fashion out the window, become a speech pathologist, no, maybe even before. No fashion at all? but the “private” sector will screw you, the “public” sector have a whole heap of rules and so payments are guaranteed. So speech pathologist within gov department! {you don't really hear about highly skilled people much when you're young, but in my 50s now, I have seen quite a few very skilled people and these skills only come about from a lot of experience in the one industry}. People will be relatively respectful to you whilst your parents are alive, once they’re dead, if you’re not married, forget about it, you’re scum of society and treated as such. You’re going to be constantly hounded by bullies, the whole of Australia is made up of non-thinking bullies, they are every-where. I think the best advice I can give you to get them off your back is they respond only to loud strong language and intimidation, confidence is key. Get EVERYONE’S name, including coworkers, especially receptionists at councils, DEFINITELY CENTERLINK (record any interaction). You will need to know names for when they invent the internet! Don’t worry, internet is coming! Don’t spend money/effort on rentals, don’t purchase anything that can’t be packed in Ute – you will be renting all your life, frequently moving. They steal everything anyway, try to buy 2ndhand. {house prices skyrocket, no rentals available.} Tell Daniel to stay away from Heath Barwick, he is a thieving druggy idiot child with a bimbo mother. Don’t go to the cinema with that John guy. Tell Cathy Goldman to go fuck herself – actually report her to police – you don’t know it but she is stalking you, actually report both of them, Heath is stalking you too. Then never ever call the police again-they are completely naive and have no idea what’s going on.) 23. Oh, how much “natural charm” does a street have, without powerlines? A LOT! I think those trees are Eucalyptus leucoxylon’s. A tree lined street makes such a difference to the whole atmospheric feeling of a place, especially when there are no bloody powerlines. I always wondered why Council spent so much money on fixing roads that don’t really need to be fixed, when they can be putting powerlines underground, that would be a far more logical and better way to spend money, plus create jobs. However I have since learned that the power companies are private companies, and Councils are run by government. So this is a bit of a dilemma, and the government really should not have sold out the electricity companies, until they did the all to important underground works. 24. Lord of the Flies Admin OMG, this is exactly what I mean. Look what they have done on this article re great shot of amazing Architecture ; Nazi Admin have gone out of control, deleting posts left right and centre. Plus they’ve totally got the wrong end of the stick; Hey! you’re allowed to use words like ‘Nazi’ and ‘porn’ without being offensive. Grow the hell up little people Admin. And by the way, I have encountered a few IT companies that have also been run in “Lord of the Flies manner. If you have not read the book “Lord of the Flies”, I highly recommend you do. I’ve mentioned it numerous times on my blog. If you have not read this book, you won’t thoroughly know what I’m talking about. It is the negative part of certain human personalities, especially amongst young boys, young men who are on a gung-ho tirade. Call the Guard!! Although this world today, which is becoming more and more matriarchy, rather than patriarchy, the same can be applied to young women, I myself have had to “call the guard” on many many many many, occasions when dealing with a lot of retailers. Did you know there is no emoji for ‘yelling’ or ‘blowing the trumpet’ – oppressed IT, COOEE! I did find this one though 🤐 figures. 2 5 . Why privacy is important I have talked about this before, particular in the garden - if you read my “Houses need to be S-P-A-C-E-D” photo story on page 5 or my “Night sweats” photo story on page 10, possibly my Stalking Dogs in Melbourne story on p4. I go into detail about why it’s important, like a woman’s privacy, and predatory men, or theft, stalking female bimbos, as a result of no privacy, but, really most people don’t really care about those issues, even though those things that plague me terribly and make my life extremely difficult AND SHOULD BE DEALT WITH. I mean, I’m all for transparency; being honest and truthful in business and private lives, not making up lies in order to save face, or save somebody else’s face, or manipulate the situation, or to try and protect someone, kids. However, privacy is extremely important particularly if you’re a single lady, but really the number one reason why privacy is important, the reason anyway that would win a debate in the public sector; is business competition. I have found as a business owner, and because my privacy is somewhat compromised, I have dogs who can steal my customers in very sneaky ways. I have mentioned before on his blog that they steal ideas left right and center, which they still do, but my main business of seed selling, this doesn’t require too many new ideas, just requires customers. And, if the competition can see a customer sniffing around, well I’m not going to tell you some of the ideas that they come up with to steal them, because there are so many bloody copycats, and I don’t want to put any more ideas into their thieving heads, but they do it, and it’s because I don’t have privacy. Now I say this will win the debate, because I have noticed, for some reason that if you say its for business purposes you will immediately get the approval of everyone. Actually this “business purposes” is so significant that it would be a form of discrimination for those not in business and wish to make a point or complaint, etc. Have you ventured into town in the middle of the day? Do you notice how many people there are about, all on the street, all on the roads? There are literally 1000’s and 1000’s and 1000’s of people not at work. So that’s 1000’s and 1000’s and 1000’s of people who would be discriminated against. 26. Product Placement I remember watching this movie once called The Truman show, with Jim Carrey. I really liked it. About a man held captive unbeknownst to him, in a world where everything was produced by a producer, and everything was fake, so they were hidden cameras everywhere, and actors pretending to be his fake friends and fake family, fake wife, fake buildings fake workplace, even fake weather. I guess I liked it because I could relate to it in a way (dogs). There was a scene in it, where he notices that his wife was talking to him, but it was like she was talking to somebody else (she was obviously sending messages to the producer) and so he was left feeling slightly bewildered “am I going nuts?“ so, he exclaims in manic out-raged way “who are you talking to!” I think there are people who have seen this movie, and seen the way people can be manipulated, and who then like to try for themselves (I have found in life, when it comes to movies, particularly a good movie like that one, they copy everything in it). So, what those people do, is the product placement bits - they did it in that movie. In fact, I think that movie was the turning point, it was like was so obvious, and people so obviously saw how product placement works in movies, it was like product placement was brought into consciousness with the common people! So, they intern want to try it as well. Sometimes when I talk to certain people, I feel their product placement is so bad, I want to yell at them WHO ARE YOU TALKING TOO! And then I wonder, what possesses them to product place somebody else’s product. I think about any products that I think would be good enough to product place without receiving any money for it. And actually, I can think of only 2! One thing I loved when I had it, back when I was 20, on a fresh strawberry tart, was King Island Cream - it was the most amazing desert experience I had ever had! Best cream ever. So worth tasting. The other thing was Benjamin Moore self-levelling paint! 15 years ago, I bought this by chance, not even seeing the self-levelling part about it. I painted some craft wood shelves with it. As I was painting, of course when you paint, you get streaks from the brush lines, but after about five minutes, I noted, it literally did self-level and was beautifully smooth, no bubbles, it dried almost like a hard solid coating finish. Now 15 years later, I’ve still got those shelves and there’s not a scratch or a chip on it (and I have relocated 8 times) The craft wood is completely protected in this hard tough self-levelled coating. It is an outstanding product. I have since looked for it online, and I don’t think they make it any more, but they do have their own website, and for ‘almost’ a 4L tin of bathroom paint, it costs $150! so that is extraordinarily expensive, but their quality is unmatched in my opinion. So, I would have no problems product placing those two amazing products! Yesterday I saw a good movie about gambling. So, I have no doubt they were product placing gambling! But actually, I felt they were a little bit sneaky, whilst product placing gambling, they seemed to be subliminally saying, we are so good at this product placement now, that we are product placing to certain personality types; who we know are good at maths, but are lacking in areas like common sense, and also have big egos, so, don’t want to lose; These people make perfect gambling suckers and we want them by the bucket loads. And we are getting them. I have no doubt that it worked. I don’t gamble – waste of money. I’ve always thought anyone who gambles is just bloody stupid. I tell you, those businesses have got it covered; all the favourite Hollywood stars have had gambling scenes of some sort, and Hollywood people are very persuasive, so I feel like I definitely have to say something here, because people need help against persuasive Hollywood people! Don't be a victim so don't gamble. Money better off spent on good food and plants. And online gambling especially is for victims; you are never going to win. Isn't my Maidenhair Fern fabric print above , just beautiful! 27. Sun Dried Apricots I will include this method because my dried apricots were so amazing, they were unlike any other dried apricots I’ve ever tasted. There were two factors culminating in this, one was the variety of apricots, it was a new variety called ‘Story’ from Heemskirts Tamworth Nursery (Flemmings) - so deliciously big, sweet, fragrant and juicy, they were delicious at their optimum ripeness. The other factor, was in Gunnedah that year, it happened to coincide with the ripening of my apricots, was a four day extreme heat wave. This was an unbelievable hot heatwave, it was like hotter than I’d say any other year on record at that time of year (November), for four consecutive days. Hot hot hot!. I put out my apricots out each morning, bring them into the verander each evening before the due set in. After four days I had the most perfect sun dried apricots you can imagine. They hadn’t even discoloured, and I didn’t even use any vitamin C powder, which usually prevents the brown oxidisation on apricots. The flavour was extraordinary, so intense. It was really so good that it will be worth purchasing your own apricot tree so you can try this (and hope for a heat wave one year) Actually, the flavour was so good I’m thinking it’s probably worth fruit growers to take their almost ripe stone fruit out into Australia’s hot desert, so they can dry all their fruit by this method -unbelievable flavour. Come on Australia, wake up. I did them in my usual frames which consist of midge proof flyscreen, fully enclosed frames 28. Quote that resonated with me, about corrupt police and government in Iraq, using fear tactics to control Here is a quote from an Iraqi detainee who was falsely imprisoned at Guantánamo Bay for 14 years. This was his opening statement in his trial: “Where I am from, we know not to trust the police, we know the law is corrupt, and we know the government uses fear to control us.” This man is talking about his country of Iraq, however when he said this, it resonated with me. I am Australian, and as far as I’m concerned, he was talking about the police I know in Gin Gin and Bundaberg QLD, and the government that I know, - Centrelink, they are corrupt and they do use fear to manipulate - just as overcontrolling as the Iraqi government. It was only yesterday, I received yet another nuisance call from the new governments contractor who won the employment provider role – she claimed she was from them, (although her voice was familiar – and I have noted recently there have been a number of people calling me or who have taken my phone calls, that have distinctive voices; as in the same person who spoke to me when I phoned PayPal was the same person I spoke to when I phoned Telstra and Ebay – and not just recently but over the last 10 years, it has been the same person. Plus there is at least 4 “same people” people that I have recognised now, they claim to be a different person each time, but infact not – as I have finally got really familiar with their voice, and I now also record all phone conversations too, for comparison. I don’t know who is behind that, I would say, actually Telstra, since they do phones? Anyway, this woman, said they had not updated my details, placing me in financial harms ways. In the past I have had such monsters from Jobs providers, cut off payments on numerous occasions for no reason other than to strike fear – it is a game they relish – powertripping and fear mongering. They are fucked people. Btw, if you have to move, and you’re on employment, you’ve gotta come up with new bond costs as well as removal costs – and even the cheapest way of doing it yourself with hire truck, is still really expensive, ($2000 for my last move), so this is really difficult, there’s really not much left to save each week if your on unemployment, but Centrelink has recognized the fact that emergency payments will crop up, and thus have come up with a solution, and that is they will loan you $500 interest free, and you have to pay back $40 over the next several months until it’s paid in full. This is a good deal, when I had to move in 2000 and was looking after mum on Carer payment, I took advantage of that loan. {There will be some people that won’t know about the loan, its not advertised, that’s partly why I’m writing this}. Although in 2022 once again I had to move, and had to take advantage of the loan, and I noted, 22 years later IT’S STILL THE SAME AMOUNT of $500!! Even though we’ve had exorbitant inflation since 2000. I did send a message to Centrelink and told them about this thing called “inflation”, but noted it still remains $500 today. I will have to add, if they put the loan up to say $800 (more realistic Bond amount) then that would increase loan payback to “too long a period”, so they would have to increase the fortnightly payment as acknowledgement of inflation. So, get to it Mr Budget man! In my photo story “Bims at Fashion Houses in Sydney EMPOWERING stupid stalking leeches to harass young women”, I mention the dog who stalked me to my job interview, I assume she was from Centrelink, (by the way I had only been unemployed for 2 weeks, and I did get that job that day – yet still I had stupid dogs from Centrelink following me. That was 20 odd years ago. Yet I mention in my latest photo story “Hopeless Sadistic Doctors and Centrelink staff” that I was followed into Mitre 10 and the person who ‘incorrectly‘ served me, 3 times, for the point of hurting my foot, was the call centre boy from Centrelink who I had recently spoken with over the phone of late re Disability. So, it seems to me the staff at Centrelink have a stalking and “mind your own bloody business” problem. I believe those activities would be not only against their gov policy, but against the law – yet they are still stalking and harassing me. Do I need to contact a politician? The Mug shown above is my latest design called “ Nouveau Stripes 2020 Gradient Pascals 101 goldlight ahx4 ”, although perhaps I should change the name to “Perfect Pastels” available at RedBubble. Maybe it is because I have an artistic mind that I notice these things. Or maybe it is the fact that I am an artist, as to why I have dog type people on my back? I definitely think it’s related, it’s like certain sectors of the police and Centrelink don’t know how to deal with everyone, they only know how to deal with specific personality types, like those who are good at maths. I can assure you, there is a whole artistic world going, made up of some extremely talented and very very clever people - maybe it is that mysterious world that the dogs are trying to spy on, as they can’t see it. Blinded by maths. 29. Dyeing Story and the “female misodge” Collage of Naturally Died Wool with plants from my garden – ALL YOU NEED ARE MULBERRIES!! Plans to Write a Book So, one thing I’ve done pretty much all my life, since I was a teenager, is dying. I dye my clothes and fabrics for sewing and designing. I remember being given a Bonds singlet when I was at fashion school, and were told to go away, come back in a few weeks, with a complete outfit, ready for the end of year catwalk parade, which of course must ‘star’ the Bonds singlet. I was in my element! I came up with this amazing design which had been hand dyed too, my design ‘starred’ the singlet, but you could no longer tell it had been a singlet, it was hidden below layers of same coloured dyed cotton poplin and tulle. It included a big over the top hat, and the bottom dress/skirt part, was detachable! Perfect for the catwalk. As I was in to spinning and knitting, plus gardening, I started sourcing seeds for dye plants, and over the years had grown a good collection of dye plants, and did a fair amount of experimenting. The more I got into it, the more I realised how many possibilities there are of obtaining dye from our Australian natives, and realised there was a need for a book written about this subject. So, I made plans to write that book in my old age, after I’d grown all my garden, and had a huge selection of plants to experiment with. So unfortunately, I had to leave my garden, and I was only halfway through planting all the plants that I wanted to plant, if that, and so there goes a good book idea, and no doubt, royalties for future Bieman kids or my favourite charity. Somebody else will attempt to do it, but I know that writing such a book, is a lifetimes work, so if someone does, it won’t be very good, unless they put the time and dedication into growing many many many native plants and trees, and tried all the many different ways and combinations there are of making it colourfast. Plus had lots of spare fibre to “play” with, and a lot of water to dye with - which I know, I would say, no other woman would do. Infact the only person that I know, who would do that, is me. Most women are preoccupied, and are too lazy. Anyway, the little dyeing that I did, turned out well, and that collage above shows some of the dyeing I did with dye obtained from nature in my garden, those ones were wash fast too. I did plenty of dyeing with the chemicals from craft shops too. Over the years, of doing all that dyeing, this one day at Rangari, I was looking at something I’d finished, and was thinking how well it turned out, better than I even had imagined it, I was in my early 40s at this point, and I realised that all the dyeing that I’ve done over years, had always worked out, and that I was pretty dam good at dyeing! I was basically self-boasting to myself. A few months later, I decided that I wanted to do some more dyeing, and I had run out of dye. I had to purchase more, I got a big batch from Rit, Procion and Cushing’s. But the next lot of mixed dyeing that I did, just didn’t work out at all, it was completely the wrong colour, very different from what I had imagined, and I just couldn’t work it out. I wrote it off thinking I must be slipping in my old age. A few months later I did some more, then, I realised the problem, it was NOT at my end, the problem had been with the packets of dye, the blue dye that I purchased indeed was not blue, it was green, and so no wonder it wasn’t working out. I realised at this point that those girls at Lincraft had swapped the pkts within each box. I bought 15 boxes, worth over $100, it was lucky that I only used 1 portion of one, and so I was able to return all of them except for that one (so ha ha to them) Also, I tested the Cushing’s; same thing, meant to be burgundy, but was actually purple - I couldn’t return that one, that company doesn’t exist anymore. And, same with Rit, my brown black was blue black, completely different tone. Years later when I was at Gin Gin, again I attempted to purchase more dye from a different place, I ordered blue, but they sent me turquoise, mislabelled. I guess that means no more dying. See “female misodge”, read below. Shame on all those craft girls, not just 1, several dye companies and at least 2 retailers. I do believe they thought they were being funny, but basically you are thieves, and not funny at all. I think those woman is so stupid, that they may have even been carrying out the ‘will’ of some arsehole man, perhaps watched her dad treat her mum in this passive aggressive way as a child? And she wants to be just like her dad. And the reason they target me, specifically is because I am not married. She thinks because I’m single, she gets to fuck things up for me. A reoccurring theme other stupid women do (it always the stupid ones). This stupid blonde is the reason why women don’t get paid as much as men- they are an absolute abomination, and hence why I said carrying out the will of a man. I found this to be a recurring thing with silly bimbo women, they muck about and play jokes, but the jokes that they come up with, are not jokes at all, they’re just basically bitch girl crimes. There have been countless others things that I could mention here, like when I checked my water tank and measured it, then came home that day and 4 inches was missing, someone saw me measure, then thought, ooohhh, look at her measuring, steal some steal some steal some – idiots, (in our time of drought, which seems to be persistent, stealing water is no joke, every drop counts) Boys are just as guilty as girls, I do recall writing about the mechanic, who broke my lights, thought it would be funny if I drove home in the dark, and the other mechanic who cut my fuel line, thought it would be funny if he inverted the petrol fumes inside my car. I mean just idiotic juvenile behaviour, carried out by adults, not funny at all, infact pretty sick. I really hope you get your comeuppance. I strongly believe that women who sabotage other women like this, is a ‘female misogynists’, (I call them a “female misodge” because they don’t want to see other women be happy, or win in life, they are just as bad as a typical stereotype misogynist male, who feels threatened by women. You know, I am outraged by all the dysfunction in society. MOTHERS COULD YOU PLEASE DO BETTER TO PRODUCE KIDS WITH NO ISSUES LIKE THIS. Misogyny - Wikipedia (/mɪˈsɒdʒɪni/) is hatred of, contempt for, or prejudice against women. It is a form of sexism that keeps women at a lower social status than men, thus maintaining the societal roles of patriarchy. Misogyny has been widely practiced for thousands of years. I’ve noted now, since that dye sabotage has happened, instead of having usual dreams about dying my fibres, now whenever I apply my colour, like duck blue for instance, in my dream, it comes out electric purple. It’s like those stupid blonde bitches who work at the craft shop have changed my dreams into Negative Nancy dreams. Fuck them. I hope they get cancer and die. Btw, I heard that same stupid short blonde bimbo did the same to my glass paints, that I had purchased to do a door,- but never did as I had to move. She must have messed the paint colours somehow, and ha ha, I never used them. And also, ha ha to that bimbo, as I sold those paints to some other girl, and so that stupid blonde has fucked it up for another girl too. And I know that the bimbo only targets me, but now she is inadvertently targeted some other woman. ha ha! That’s what happens when bimbo women try to fuck things up. Not the Butterfly affect, but the Bimbo affect. There was a movie on last night about a young girl who killed her parents and then committed suicide. I’m really hoping it was based on at least one of those stupid bimbos from the craft shops/ dye companies. The world will be much better place without a single female sabotager. And btw, I will no longer be purchasing anymore dyes – sabotaged themselves too – stupid. So, this brings me to my next observation. You know, if you’ve read my whole blog, you will detect a definite theme, about how I describe the nature of women, and what problems for me in particular, they cause. I suspect this is partly due because I’ve mostly only being around women, I went to an all-girls school and then worked in the fashion trade, which is basically full of women. From time to time, I have encountered men, who definitely fit the wiki misogyny definition above, like certain landlords I’ve had, and TAFE teachers, and sometimes the irony is so bizarre, because one man in particular; I would basically just describe him as pretty slow, yet his innate feelings of superiority over women were so obvious, that anyone could see his nature and his attitude just from a little bit of observation. And just from being old and wise now, and still observing what goes on. I can see more and more how men have been making the rules in the past, (the bible: “oh yea of the village, you all should not wear elbow patches on your coat, for I shall provide if you follow my faith” – yes, that is taken from the Bible, and see, it is all about control. Nothing wrong with being thrifty! But what really annoys me the most, is how men try to ‘trick’ women, and what they know about the world, like they kind of keep things a secret, from women if they choose, and so if a woman can’t figure everything out, that’s going on around her, - as there is a lot not taught in schools, especially in regards to social interaction, and the capabilities of people who manipulate others. (This is because teachers and parents don’t want kids to know the secret about issues of control – they want to control everything). Women tend to base their whole life on what they learnt in school. So, then she’s left in the dark, and that’s why men think women naïve. They also think a woman not employed or married, very stupid (women think that too) “Hey arsehole I know you can hear me” - this little sentence is a tactic a young guy suggest I use, when I was forced to deal with certain cocky evil older man. I am not sure this man thought I was personally inferior to him, but the fact that I was not rich, was what automatically made him think me naïve, and himself superior (brain washed by money). And because I was not partnered, he thinks this is permission to “play games” and be disrespectful, because I must obviously be a ‘party type’ girl, and there was no man around to take revenge anyway. Such a fucking coward. And, I’m not btw, which he sooner found out. {Like to add, mostly it is the single factor and not the money factor that motivates men into “playing games” and being disrespectful.} I would describe him as a revolting man, and I find it strange that any woman would tolerate a man like that, yet, he is partnered up. But see how every now and again, there are people who cross my path, who can see what is going on, can see that everything is not what it seems, and that there is unseen vulgar stuff (not to do with sex, but to do with power), happening. Like a whale tossing a seal. Just sometimes those people cross my path. And even on more rare occasions, they can actually help out, with a suggestion like this little sentence. They know about the evil plots and schemes used, to try and trick usually, women. But, as I have been around a lot of women in my life, I have witnessed mostly the opposite, with women trying to ‘trick’ men, and ofcourse women trying to put other women “back in their place” – this is huge. Plus try to play God at shopping places with microphones! And I am fairly certain that the whole of the ABC TV and Radio is run by women, and has been for decades. Full of “female misodge”, playing ‘class’. And I have to note, the unit complex, where, unfortunately I have to live now, - all the female misodge who witnessed me at Rangari, are highly ecstatic now, as I have finally “been put in my place”. (Actually, as long as there is no stealing, I would be greatly relieved to live anywhere, and this place is kind of hidden from the road and is in a very beautiful rainforesty area, but I’ve heard, they’re trying to get me kicked out of it again, as it’s ‘too pretty for me, and I do not deserve it’. I can hear you arshole, and actually, I deserve way better. Deserve and Deserved.) But it is an interesting mix of single people, male and female. At first, I had the old men playing their typical games of manipulation, their favourite thing to do, including fear mongering, and playing sides, (hey arsehole, I can hear you, and not my first walk in the park.) {That expression must have come from a woman, walking through a public park and noticing that there were a lot of men, pervert arseholes, around, staring and watching her. Lol. What I mean by it, I am used to bored people who don’t think I can see what they are doing, trying to manipulate my thoughts with signs, and fear mongering. I have had nearly 30 years of experience of people trying to do this, all though it gets worse the older you get. Bizarre.} So, the women in this complex, well, I don’t know if they are watching me see what’s going on, or if they can actually see what’s going on, - I pretty much doubt that they can see what’s going on, but they have decided, that they want to play to, playing sides is the biggest thing, they also involve the handyman, old man. And it maybe landlord related, I’m not sure, but playing games is what they do in order to manipulate; just like that, when in actual fact it has nothing to do with the landlord. (At past places too, as a renter and single woman - I just love having pervert power tripper handyman and body corporate caretakers sniffing around my unit. That was sarcasm in case you can’t tell.) I cannot do anything about that. Those people are acting on their own volition, without any provocation from me. It seems being single makes me irresistible to those ‘stupid’ personality types. I recall one time at Bulga, dad was out visiting me, and he had brought out a trailer load of firewood for me (cool dad), and was doing some chain sawing too. When the chainsaw started up, I immediately saw the landlord Robert, drive down from his house to mine, but when he turned in the drive and saw dads car, he reversed out and went back home – this is exactly what happens all the time, if there is someone around, the dogs back off - FUCKING BULLY COWARDS. {I know I have mentioned this chainsaw story before, but it’s just a perfect example to explain what happens to me regularly, as a single woman, often regarding small matters.} 30. Stolen - Nat Killer, along with Popular Culture Teaching Young People how to Live - TV brain washing SINCE 3mnths prior before I left, I asked my landlord if she would like me to leave a bathroom “diy wall” I had put up in the form of a purple blanket, as there really needed to be something there to stop the smell from the compost loo. She got back to me in a most revolting and bitchy manner and said no, I was to remove it, and she also went into a long spiel about how I had better clean the bathroom when I left – stupid drunk IDIOT. (Little tip, stupid people, should really not drink, but being drunk is never an excuse for bad behaviour.) Someone else, suggested to me that my landlord Cate thought I was gay, – see my beautiful rainbow ribbon wind catcher! ($100 on Etsy) so strange if you use bright colours how people think you’re gay!! Again, more stupidity. I love bright colours, yet still not gay, try and get this through your thick heads. Anyway, so she thinks I was gay, so she discriminated against me, like being gay is an excuse for her to be disrespectful, she felt, if I was gay then this would make her feel superior to me. She’s totally, I would say “not right” in the head, but this kind of thing really comes down to stupidity and not being aware. She and along with pretty much a lot of other people. One of my favourite American sitcoms was Will and Grace, (still not gay) as I was watching reruns 10yrs later I realised why there’s so much discrimination against single people; the characters were downright discriminatory towards each other, if there was no boyfriend on the scene, they blatantly called each other losers. In my experience, people copy what they see on TV. I’m pretty sure that’s why there’s a whole lot of hopeless mothers, because they want to be, and so, copy the drugged up rich drunk housewife Karen Walker! Apparently, I was told; TV producers/directors, used to do this on shows with black people in the 80s, they would use subtle brainwashing tactics to discriminate against black people, and not just the easy ones, like putting black people as the “help” all the time, but other evil means and ways. Like use statements like “good-natured simpleton”, suggesting that anyone who is good-natured is stupid -although that’s not a black discrimination – they were having a go at anyone who is not a bitch. But that’s how they do it, use popular tv shows to impose social norms. And like how on that show called “Mad About You” in the early 90’s, about the popular good-looking couple who decided to get married and have a child in their city apartment, when before this, was like a general thing, that you would get married and settle down in the ‘burbs’, with a house and star pickets - they wanted people breeding in units, as there’s not enough room for everybody to live in a house. It’s really disgusting, and people should stop fucking breeding. Those brain washing tactics are very real and deliberate, you might think “oh it’s just a script for popular culture, for amusement purposes”, but think again. And they weren’t just being accidentally racist! Unbelievable. Same with how the police think that I am unemployed, so that would be a reason to be disrespectful towards me, and act superior towards me, and to automatically side with anyone and everybody else, such stupidity in society, I can’t believe it. So, I suspect my landlord took it, or the future tenant, who was to be living in that house. They saw how it worked, and saw that it was a good idea, and so just help themselves, ($40 Mosquito Bits for the compost loo from amazon). I also believe there was a thing in the past with my landlord rousing on someone who provided her sand, stating that the sand was full of biting flies. I think she may have been confused, because with any compost, it attracts nats. So, she would’ve put out her compost loo, which coincided with a delivery of sand, she saw the nats, and thought they must have come with the sand. So, the sand guy copped a beating from her. {This is why breeding is not for everyone, if you’re not wealthy and educated, really you shouldn’t have kids, you know, face the facts of reality}. They also took the carpet strip that I used on a ramp for my cat, and they took a large glass jar of small screws and a long Rio rod. {I also forgot to get a heavy-duty extra-large hanging basket off the back veranda when I moved, and I know I forgot that due to those thieving dogs doing distractions, that hanger was the only thing I forgot} My landlords name is Cate Rogers, I have no idea who is living in that house now, the address is Lot 7, 4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road, Gin Gin, QLD, 4671 (no 7 in Village Lane, as house is not listed on Google Maps) I like to set the dogs and all the thieves, gives them a real guilty target and something to do; you really shouldn’t steal from me. Zero tolerance. By the way, I had quite a few items stolen in the 3yr period when I lived there, and I wasn’t sure whether it was the landlord, in fact, I was pretty certain it wasn’t her stealing, but then one day, I received a new water tank on behalf of Cate, who couldn’t be there as she was on holidays, and the tank had a separate filter, which I put inside on the shelf. And a couple of weeks later, I noticed that filter had been stolen, and I’m pretty certain the only person that would’ve wanted that stolen, would be Cate, because she thought maybe I might throw it out or something. So, if Cate stole that filter, this means, she stole everything - all the items I’ve listed here on my blog that have been stolen. Shame on her, she’s going to hell for sure, and I hope she gets cancer (and, what a stupid dog). And while I am on the subject of popular culture teaching young people how to live, I just watched a movie showing the lead ‘cool’ guy stealing from a women that he perceived as rich, (so not actually rich, just he perceived her as rich, but mainly she was not returning his flirtations with him). So, what that does it say to all young vulnerable boys watching that that behaviour? It shouts, is not only normal, but accepted – I was DISGUSTED, so much so, that I waited till the end credits and wrote down every name who produced and directed that movie, shame on them (note there are no woman listed – this could be the problem, - real woman haters): Ruben Fleischer, Rafe Lee Judkins, Art Marcum, Matt Holloway, Jon Hanley Rosenberg, Mark D Walker, Naughty Dog video game, Charles Roven, Alex Gartner, Avi. Arad, Robert J Dohrmann, David Bernad, Tom Holland, Carter Swan, Neil Druckmann, Evan Wells, and Asad Qizilbash. Calling all lady femme fatales ; this boys need a good whipping. 31. Why is it some People Think Certain Men are Gay when they're Not I was thinking one day, why it is, that some people think certain men are gay, when they're not. Well, I have worked out why; it is it's because those particular men have a common learnt trait, and that trait is “bitch”. I find it happens to men particularly if they're close to their mothers, been raised by their mothers, or have many sisters and are close to women. They simply learn how to be bitch! For instance, if you think of those 2 famous characters on TV; Jerry Seinfeld and Chandler Bing from Friends; both of those gentlemen sometimes received comments from women about how they thought they were gay. And it's specifically because those characters make bitchy often sarcastic comments. It could not be any more obvious! Only just this morning someone online from an Adobe forum (who had an icon of an old man, and said his name was Larry), but he implied to me that I was lucky to be using the program that I am using, and I should be lucky and grateful. I thought well you know, that is a bitchy thing to say, as it implies for starters, that I am ungrateful in the first place. So, I told him, I was, then asked him if he was actually a girl? He said he wasn't. So, this is another perfect example. I bet he gets confused by other people too if they didn't know that he was happily married. I think I should make, it my personal mission too, to rid the world of “bitch” character in men. It’s bad enough we all have to endure women. But “bitch” in a man, well, it’s disgusting, and certainly a turn off! It is definatly a dysfunction. Raised by bitch mother; you could not wish that upon your worst enemy! I would go so far as to say it’s a mental health issue! Actually, I also thought of another factor, and that is sport. I am thinking men who didn't play sports as a child, in particular team sports, don't learn how to have that kind of "tough macho competitive - I'm going to eat you alive" attitude, that some sports instil. I know when I was a child I didn't really play any team sports, I did horse riding and swimming, solo sports. And I think that is why I'm a little different from a lot of other girls, and had such difficulties at my first job at Bonds, with all the other “tough macho bitch type” women there, basically all of the women who worked at Bonds were that type? Actually, looking at the big picture of that whole scenario, that is a little odd, and most definite a dysfunction going on in that company. I remember my Aunt too, in fact I've mentioned this before, but she must've realised at some point that her only son was a sweet and gentle boy, and that this was going to lead to some problems, so she took him down to Saturday morning sports in Balmain, as much as she would not like to do that as a single mother; going down with all the other parents every Saturday, she would've hated it actually (just the same as I would hate doing something like that), but she felt sport would have been that important. She probably noticed the difference too with mum's (her sister) 4 kids, as we all played multiple sports of some sort. Image above is me in my car port at new location in the subtropics – taken just before I chopped off all my hair – too hot for long hair here. Life Stories P4 NEXT About P1 About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4(this) , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

I mentioned just above that I was shy, just another little quick story, when I was doing my fashion course at Hornsby, at the end of the year we put on a big fashion parade, we all had to model our own designs. And one of the girls, I didn’t really know her too well, but she was quite nice, and I do recall her name, Chiquita, quite unusual compared to where I was from, where most girls names were Kate, Sarah or Emma… Anyway, before we went on stage, she bought me a drink, and said I probab Life Stories P9 - The House Page Rangari House Garden, Another Grand Designs, Tulcumbah house and Mandy story 1. Can't sit still 2017 at Rangari House Garden I am the type of person that always has to be doing something I find it quite difficult to just to sit and do nothing, even when I watch telly, I like to be knitting. In my 30’s I used to smoke ‘roll your owns’, and I really enjoyed simply just being able to sit on the Veranda and do nothing but smoke, something I was unable to do before I started smoking. I loved it actually. I wasn’t a total heavy smoker, but after about 7 years of smoking, I felt a slight change in my body, and I thought I should quit. So, I did -it was extremely difficult, one of the hardest things I’ve ever done, and no wonder so many people still smoke, because it’s so hard. Part of the process of getting rid of the addiction was cravings, and thus I developed a slight overeating vice. (BTW, learning to quit smoking was a valuable lesson in mind control, if you’re a non-thinking dog, I imagine quitting smoking will help you be aware of your own thoughts – that’s if you weren’t a swimmer in your youth and was able to well hear your own inner thoughts as you stared at the black line for hrs and hrs!) Anyway, it was a good thing I was relatively slim, but not having that overeating vice before, to suddenly having a new vice is not fun at all. (In later retrospect, that overeating also due to virus I got in 2008, trying to combat feelings of ‘giddiness’, thinking I needed to eat something, but actually that feeling was my immune fighting the virus, and not hunger (no amount of food combats that ‘giddy’ feeling, as I discovered. – its ongoing, once you get it, you’ve got it for life, no wonder it’s so hard for some people to keep the weight off too.) I have noticed, I have dogs in my dreams, unfortunately! But some are ok, but a lot of them are just plain evil, not to mention completely stupid. And, especially this year, they have started giving me cigarettes, in my dreams! It’s true! I’m assuming, it’s to give me something to do, as I know in my dreams as well, I find it extremely difficult to sit and do nothing, my mother by the way, was just the same, always have to be doing something. (Some husbands combat this female problem with sex, all night. Rape) I believe because of those dogs giving me cigarettes, I get really hungry in waking hrs now, and have put on a lot of weight. Rack off stupid dogs, I don’t smoke you idiots, haven’t done so for many years, stop giving me goddamn cigarettes. (I believe they send me dogs so I don’t have creepy men trying to rape me, or seduce? - unfortunatly a real night time thing, -if you can’t get within 10 feet of a woman when she’s awake, same thing at night when she’s asleep. I have noticed quite a few times over the years, I go somewhere, I might get followed home, I see the car parked out front of the house, stays there till it leaves the next morning, sometimes they yell out, but have got out of their car and are hiding. Did I invite you to follow me home? Did I invite you to park outside the front of my house all night? Did I invite you into my life at all? NO, I DID NOT YOU LITTLE PERVERT. They also do abusive power tripping things like wake me as soon as I drift into dreamworld, - all night, and for many nights, sleep torture. They also spent all night talking ‘put downs’ to me, another form of abuse. Totally passive aggressive negative nancy – they think they would never get caught and held accountable for this bullying, as I am asleep, literally, not figuratively. One time, I remember waking up, and the bed linen was exactly the way it was when I got into bed the night before, it was like I had not moved all night, and I wondered to myself, well, I must have had a really good sound night’s sleep, but then the next night, and several after that, when I awoke, same thing, but I also had a really sore chest, it was literally like someone heard my thought of good nights sleep just laying still, and so thought, well if I sit on her chest, she won’t be able to move, and will thus have another good nights sleep. Little boy thinking (better than the above-mentioned husbands solution). Actually, I know who that person was, and I will not be revealing them. Ever. Once I was being harassed by drug dealers in my dream who were trying to get me to sell their drugs (in dream world!) – the next day I noticed I had developed a mouth ulcer – stress related from my dream! – who are these idiots?? – I suspect they are from the TV industry? – I do not partake in any drug related activity, aside from morning coffee) Also I can’t believe the product placement for cigarette smoking amongst young people on Netflix, it is despicable – truly evil behaviour. Oh, and someone also sends me snakes, so I dream about snakes, or should I say nightmare about snakes – could that person specifically, fuck off. You, know, I have an EXCELLENT MEMORY, just to let you know what you have got instore for you, in the future. Once I saw them try to get me to work at Bunnings in my dream at checkout!! – bunnings steal from me, do you want the customers to run away? Have you NOT read any of my other stuff? Bunnings Bimbos! Since I moved from Rangari, most of that has stopped. But not quite, problems at each address since, some of my neighbours like to play copycat. Also, this issue is not understood AT ALL by most of society, and think it falls under the realm of ‘crazy’ – I can assure you there is nothing crazy about what really happens at night when your souls sleep, try to not to get confused with the way your brain processes everything that has happened to you during the day. So, try and deal with it best you can – specifically mental health workers, I am referring to you. WAKE UP you need to evolve. I also have to mention about husbands on their wives at night while she sleeps, there seem to be specific people monitoring things like this, and it seems to have been decided within these people, that this scenario is ok, if they’re husband and wife, but if un unmarried man tries it with another woman– they will be ‘castrated’ in a manner of speak, it is not acceptable for men to take advantage of women in this way – unless they are married. GO FIGURE JUST AN OBSERVATION. 2. Dead Frog, Bird and Rats in my Drinking Water on Rental House The renters drinking water After cleaning, 1 bird, 5 dead rats, and 1 dead frog. Yuk, yes this was my drinking water (I got a photo) The person (not mentioning any names, David Heywoods dad), who put this tank in, didn’t measure it properly, and didn’t dig down for the base pad, deep enough. As a result, the roof of the tank where the inlet mesh-grate was, was higher than the point at where the gutter extends out from the roof. Therefore, to combat this error, this person cut a hole in the side of the (cement) tank and put the gutter in the side hole. And the thing is, with this hole on the side of the tank, there was no grill/ grate or mesh and so any little critter that got into the gutter, could get into the tank, and get trapped. So, I had a monumental problem of dead birds, dead frogs, dead rats, mice, all manner of things. It was totally disgusting, I develop a major infection from showering, on an existing sore - it turned feral and mutated. That’s when I discovered this problem, because I was unaware of it before – and I had been living there for about 1yr already, drinking that water. So, I went about building a kind of makeshift mesh catch from steel wool, for the hole on the side, which seemed to do the trick from then on. Plus, I fully drained the water and purchased a Water Pressure machine ($225.00), got inside the tank and fully blasted it to clean it 3 times, (the bottom had about 15cm worth of dirty silt) that I had to scoop and bucket out with a pully system. It was at least 3.5m deep. Just yuk. These sorts of problems come about from one reason, and one reason only, and that’s non-thinking behaviour. Time and time again I see men/ husbands/ fathers, acting in this non-thinking gung-ho way - wake up and stop drinking so much beer, you dafty patriarchs. 3. Another Awesome “Grand Designs” Piece of Perfection (see above photo) What is especially good about this; highly angled roof, allowing no leaves or possum/rat pee to accumulate. Plus that double strip of windows, centre top, allows for perfect lighting, and ventilation- with a little bit of rotary chain ingenuity. Thick insulative walls. Massive triple height atrium feel. All that’s missing from the picy is a garage! I have to give special mention to my favourite show, well at least one of them, “Grand Designs”; about an architecture host, who shows different grand designed homes, every week. It’s done over years, for the duration and until the house is completed. They show extraordinary homes, not just your typical mass-produced house like what is turned out here in Australia. The homes have been given a lot of thought, usually designed by architects, and most of the couples building have a significant amounts of money, but not always. The show is based in the UK, however there were ‘brother’ shows made in New Zealand and eventually in Australia, although none of them really compare to the UK Grand Designs with the special host Kevin McLeod, in my opinion. I was able to watch the show for many years without the dogs, which was quite amazing, however, the dogs eventually got him. I suspect the recent shows as of late, especially including here in Australia, have been “television show administered”, as in ‘fake homes’, ones that have been financed, as the television world would think them entertaining to showcase, possibly even wanting to try to inspire people to aim higher. Who knows their motives, although I definitely do not appreciate being lied to, but I still watch, as I know people in Australia do seem to need motivation to AIM HIGHER! I note every single couple that builds their home; it always ends up taking twice as long as they thought, and up to twice the cost sometimes, even three times the cost. I think only one man out of the whole 24 year series, (hundreds of shows), only one man came in on budget. { 😁 I think, it’s the presenters duty, to tell people these facts from their experience of the show, as well as mention all the stresses that come from anything that can go wrong will go wrong!} So this page on my blog has many stories in regards to architecture and homes, as it’s such an important part of life, and one, in my circumstances and experience, that is completely lacking. 4. Tulcumbah house and Mandy story The farm I grew up at, “Holwood” at Currabubula, was a large farm Homestead, I just loved I loved it, I loved my bedroom, I loved the big huge veranda’s, I loved the private lifestyle of living on the farm running around the paddocks, horse-riding, swimming, it was just an awesome childhood. I recall when I was in third class at Gunnedah Primary School, at the end of year, we had a party, it was just us few good girls left cleaning up, and all of a sudden I started choking on a lolly, I guess instinct took over (privilege being first born), I immediately turned to Mandy (I must have chosen her because she was big, not big is in fat at all, just a big built girl) and I started whacking her on the back, to try and get her to do the same to me, too loosen the lolly, at first she didn’t know what was going on, and I really started hitting her quite hard as I was getting more adrenaline desperate because I couldn’t breathe, it was a good thing my other friend Anne was there, who was standing back watching and could see what was going on, she said “she wants you to hit her on the back she’s choking”, (or something like that) and so Mandy saw, and so she did, I urged her on to hit harder and harder, as hard as she could, (we were only 9, we didn’t know about the Heimlich manoeuvre!) and finally it dislodged. Basically, she saved my life! It was a pretty amazing situation; it could’ve gone drastically wrong. (Btw, Mandy went on to become a nurse!) I left to a different school, and didn’t see her ever again, but about 20 years later I moved into a house, and I later discovered it was built and owned by Mandy’s family, so how about that. And another 10 years after that, I heard that my younger sister’s friend had rented out “Holwood” at Currabubula - that house that I loved. You know, I was quietly whingeing to myself, and wondering why I did not get the opportunity to rent that one, and then I realised it’s because I got to live in Mandy’s family house!! Mandy was from a very savvy family, who built that house, it was brick and by far the most comfortable, modern, well insulated and functionally sound house that I’ve ever lived in (facing the right way too!!) - much better than an old country farm homestead! (Or my usual cheap rentals) So if it wasn’t for Anne and Mandy, I would not be here, and I would never have had the chance to live in a such a wonderful proper house, so big thank you to them. (Unfortunately, it didn’t last long, little girl landlord; that family does not deserve that house.) Btw, at that house, there were no flies. Now I say that in just a few little words, but what that actually means, is such a relief, if you’ve ever lived in most places around Gunnedah, and then go outside in summer, you are forever swatting and flapping your arms and hands around to ward off, literally millions of little tiny flies. So, it was just beautiful to be able to leave all the doors and flyscreens open, wonder outside into the garden, and be totally relaxed. Even eat out there if I wanted! It was like listening to Michael Bublé “Feeling Good” song then was written specifically for me ! (It wasn’t). It was just a privilege living in that house, so that, plus a few other things, I think, that house had been blessed! The only thing missing from that house, was a nice undercover shaded outdoor area, somewhere to sit and relax, enjoy a meal, have morning coffee, and simply enjoy the fresh air and the outside vibes. Around Gunnedah, a lot of farm homes have big wraparound veranda’s. Strange that this house has lost that completely. 5. Cookie Cutter Housing Why do the people conform, and accept the cookie-cutter housing in Queensland? Is it from Playschool; pick the odd one out and get rid of it? Or are Queenslanders just too poor to object? I don’t think so! As a mobile seamstress I have been into people’s homes. One place I went to, was in a street of all very similar style homes, sardines, it was new housing, built with modern materials. I was speaking with the owner about the house, she said it was not cool enough in summer. She said she described her and her husband as self-builders. I quietly thought to myself, such a joke that was - I feel like she was totally brainwashed by the developers and the government into buying that land and building a home which is all predetermined, it’s like she doesn’t really have a choice in anything, but they have been tricked into believing that they do. Self-builders! You know, a self-builder is someone who can take their own initiative when building their home, and not build a cookie-cutter building that is the same as everybody else’s and has the same cost-cutting features. I mean, I don’t want to have a go at these homes too badly, because they’re actually quite nice and probably when incomparable to most of the homes I’ve ever lived in as a renter all my adult life, they’re much nicer. But I strongly feel there’s major brainwashing going on here, and there’s no creativity or self-initiative allowed, by the powers that be - WHICH I CAN PLAINLY SEE. Also, these homes haven’t been built with light. I mean there are the basic rooms with 1 or 2 windows, but that’s pretty much it, there’s no design for light, which I find extraordinary in today’s modern times; any Real Estate agent will tell you the number one factor that sells a home is light, closely followed by space; we all want room to swing a cat. We want buildings we can love. BTW, good vibes means good Feng shui. Good Feng shui means ‘architecturally designed’ - and not just bumbled along cost-cutted fashion. Brain thought! I feel by law, every house build should be ‘passive’, as in air tight, and highly insulative, with heat recovery ventilation and rain tanks. We have the technology and the means to make our homes better. Let’s demand it. {Also, I find electrical appliances need better insulation, especially in summer humid areas in QLD, I’ve had new ones just stop working due to humidity} I won’t mention anything about the fact that these houses have more or less only 1m in-between each other - too close, WAY TOO CLOSE; pervert heaven. {Yes, they are real and prevalent, no point in sweeping the issue under the carpet}. (Not to mention nosy medalling Mary’s). A home has the power to inspire confidence, self assurance. It should create a sense of wellbeing, and make you feel happy and proud. A moral boost to the day. A space of personal freedom, giving a sense of liberty. I feel it would be quite surprising to the experts to know exactly how housing, can contribute to a child’s good mental health. Also, it will help combat a ‘class’ element if everyone’s homes are different, then they’re not so easily judged as rich or poor. Which I personally feel is important, as there are certain people, girls, who are way too hung up on class - a societal dysfunction (When I was living in my comfy brick rental, OMG you ought to have seen and heard the jealous bimbos hounding at my door – real, stupid and ugly). Also, I’m a huge fan of building big homes with a large detached granny flat - it is the number one way to care for your elderly parent. That should be the number one priority of housing developers. More savvy architects with love, and less greedy developers, please. Btw, in Townsville the housing is so competitive, that what they’re doing is turning those sardine houses just like the ones in the photo above, and dividing them into 2 somehow, so there are 2 addresses at the 1 house. I feel this is disgraceful - nobody wants half a house; everybody wants a complete house thanks very much. And Dear Queenslanders, I don’t know if anybody’s told you, but the traditional Queenslander house is really crap; it has exceptionally poor insulation and soundproofing, not to mention free passageway for any and every single little bug, insect and skink {and ofcourse thief). Most of the windows don’t open or close properly, nor have screens, plus security is non-existent. And while I really feel like I’m stating the obvious, this too has to be said; in North Queensland, you need a heavy terracotta tile roof, because of the humidity and rust - putting corrugated iron on a roof in Queensland, is absurd. Ah, I love pocket doors…. And, I feel the lack of vegetation in the above suburb contributes to it’s “nongood vibes feel”. Put some big trees in. Don’t be scared. Have faith. Good spot to talk about floors; {Plastic manufacturing company brainwashing housing sector} Why is it that people on a budget (mainstream Australia), really only have 2 flooring options, 1: plastic vinyl tiles, and 2: cheap polyester carpet. Has the plastic manufacturing company taken over the housing industry? Have they brainwashed the timber manufacturers “save the trees, only use plastic flooring”. Looks like it to me. Wake up timber industry: you can be sustainable, you can have your timber flooring, all you have to do is plant trees in the place of the ones you cut. SIMPLE. I know the timber industry in my area, back in Gunnedah: NO ONE used to plant replacement trees. No one. As a result, they have stopped logging altogether, and the mill closed down. So we, the public cannot get timber pine flooring anymore; the timber that has been used in peoples homes up until it closed, about 2005 (?) Those trees (Callitris glaucophylla), one of 100’s of different pine species, was similar to hardwood, very durable, tough, hard, a pine well suited to floorboards. Wake up Australia. And stop breeding like unthinking rabbits – mothers, the root of all problems. 6. Australian Architecture As a renter all my life, now a 47-year-old. I can clearly see the total inadequacy of most Australian architecture. Mind you, I do always have to choose the cheapest whenever I have to look for somewhere to live. Only once in my adultlife was I living in a ‘proper house’ - built in the 70s, it was double brick and by far the best house I’ve ever lived in, it was facing the right way, had a heavy terracotta tile roof, and a big garage that acted like a ‘heat trap’ on the western side of the house. So, I basically didn’t even need to bother with the Aircon or heater in summer/winter because the insulation was so good. The typical Australian Colourbond or corrugated iron roof, with yellow insulation batts - really is NOT enough -I hate to tell you budget minded developers, actually, not good enough, is a mere understatement. And, a heavy ceramic tiled roof is really the bare minimum. Flat rooves could have cement block or cement roof. But, really corrugated sheets on steep sloped roofs, are mostly to keep the water, leaves, rats and possums away, for water collection. This is common-sense thinking. One timber house I lived in at Gunnedah, the bedroom was sooo hot, lucky I was still young, as anyone over the age of 45 would have had a heart attack sleeping in it. Not to mention all the tanins from gum petals and vermin droppings in the water. So unacceptable!! But that ‘proper brick house’ was a savvy house, built by, and owned by a Savvy farming family - just a little bit of Savvy goes a long long long way. In my opinion there needs to be rules and laws to make sure every single house built with these savvy features (at least adequate insulation and ‘green’ airtight techniques and methods, Australia is only going to get hotter) One of the biggest unknown ‘silent killers’ in Australia is heat in summer. The heat causes different problems in different people. Many people die in summer for different reasons, and no one really makes the connection that it’s from the heat. A little bit of Savvy goes along way. Plus, I felt like it wasn’t perhaps even the main aim of the builder to make that house ‘green’, as ‘green’ wasn’t a thing back then. But the builder had mere commonsense, and so it was a natural progression in his build. Shame more builders and developers do not have this commonsense thing. I mean imagine how good it could’ve been if they deliberately tried to apply themselves? I did talk to the neighbour down the road who built his own house too, a very ornamental limestone house, quaint and beautiful. I was telling him about how good this house was to live in for me, and he was quite surprised and didn’t really understand how that person, his ‘ordinary’ neighbour, as he knew him, knew him as a normal average JoBlo, seemingly without too much savvy at all I guess (typical neighbour jealousies) - how that person could have such a good house? He wanted to know what made it so good, especially since he was a self-builder and probably attributed himself to being a savvy person, yet he didn’t know these basic things of the heavy terracotta tiled roof, and the heat trap on the western side. (This by the way, kind of sums up a lot of Australians, you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, just because his neighbour perhaps didn’t dress to savvy, and just looked like a typical JoBlo farmer who bumbles along -someone who might not seem very savvy in appearance, can really surprise you) Also, in my current house, I can literally feel my head shrinking in winter because of the cold, because of the lax rules about building regulations in Australia basically anyone can build a shed even if it’s got holes in it instead of glass windows, then call it a home and rent it out. Silent killers. My aim here is to get Australians to pull their socks up, the standard and quality here is way behind the western world. Even the Africans have devised an internal wall structure involving ‘mini bricks’ that are far superior to the typical Australian stud wall (Plasterboard over pine studs). This especially is important for ‘family privacy’, but also close neighbours who have ‘nosy’ personality (as in, all neighbours in my experience). I want to mention my rental house I lived in Gunnedah for 10 years. It was known as a ‘kit’ house, just like the one shown here - mainly just assembled on site with mass produced panelling/ house construction stuff, brought to the site. Everything is costcutted to the nth degree. Again, insulation is crap, but one of the biggest things that annoyed me about this house was the aluminium sliding windows - the standard aluminium sliding windows with fly-screens that actually most houses have. Not only do the flyscreens come easily out (by thieves), but the windows too, if they are not fully shut, so people break and enter all the time, they come and go as they please, they have no sense of privacy or ownership rights – this is common in Australia, it is a flawed nation, something goes wrong in childhood development (I know at my boarding school, the older prefects and house mistresses would go through girls dorms when they were not there, ‘dorm search’ it was called. It teaches those girls that it is absolutely fine to go through someone else’s possessions WELL ITS NOT STUPID PARENTS, STUPID TEACHERS) Anyway, about the windows, when fully shut, the wind would still go right through the windows, and would come in, come in around the edging of the window - it actually felt like it came through the glass when I was standing next to it, I’m pretty sure that’s not possible, so it would’ve been around all the edge. One time I had the fire going, I was burning the wood from the power company (Essential Energy, formerly Australian Inland Energy and Water /Country Energy, AGL), – they left a whole lot of treated logs on my property, treated with toxins to stop white ants- and it was disgusting, it stinks to high heaven, and even when burning, the fumes it gives off are just putrid. The smoke going out of my chimney was blowing back into my house through the windows, this window that was fully closed -just really awful and it was like nature was telling me, yeah, we don’t want your stinky toxins -stick to organics! (that electricity company is truly evil, run by evil women, they used to get up to all sorts of other bad thieving things, still do probably) I also want to mention one of my favourite things to do is get the My Real Estate app, and look at properties, and one thing I’ve noticed is that there is a definite style of house that has emerged particularly over the last 20 years and it would be all from the one company here in Australia, because they’re all very similar style, a cost cutted. A kind of rended halfbrick, Colourbond roof, plasterboard walls, smallish house. They actually look really nice and clean, open and bright in the apps. But there will be unseen issues like the insulation that needs to be improved, double brick instead of half brick, and heavy ceramic terracotta tiled roof is a must. I would add, for an even cooler house, put a couple of those whirlybird roof vents on to take the trapped hot air out of the roof space. Generally, standards need to be raised, a house lasts literally generations and generations, a house built today needs to stand up next to a house that will be built in 100yrs time. Each house in Australia should have much more thought, care, and money applied to it. I talk about the major disadvantage of renting and not owning in my “Poor Renters” story. Sidebar: If you wanna quick, cheap, house selling feature, then put a window seat in. A house with a window seat will beat any other house of similar characteristics at point of sale. Aswell as flagstone floor, (a little pricier). And no steps – or steps that have a short drop, as in wide and short, so a 34cm wide foot tread, and a 7.5cm drop – (all steps should be like this by standard regulation) it is better for healthy people, aswell as people with knee arthritis, not to mention carting/moving furniture in/out, wheelchairs. WE WANT EASY Super Dream WIP House Clever Privacy architecture 7. Sure, I could have built my own home Back in 2008, when I was 35, I decided that I was knowledgeable enough that I should actually build my own home (I “reckoned” I could have built one for $40,000 excl plumbing/electrics (and possible the roof? J). But, as I didn’t have any money or any land, and there was no hope for either, it was a squashed idea. {If only I knew what the future had instore for me}. But I still want to write about it, because the majority of homes that get built today are built by greedy developers. They are filthy rich people, and they make cost-cutting houses for the masses. Really, the people, should be out-raged by this. You should try and build your own homes so that you can have exactly what you want in your own home, and not somebody else’s perception of what you think you want. If you want to build your family home to settle down and live in for the rest of your life before 35, and you don’t feel you’re old and wise enough in building functionalities, then you need an architecture who’s old and has a lot of experience, because it takes many many many many years of life experience to know how to build a proper functioning home in Australia. And so, while at age 35 I thought I was at knowledgeable enough, and indeed I was, I did have a lot of time put aside for thinking about buildings and homes, (it was a passion), but really you need to take the thinking up a level, for at least four years after you’ve made the decision that you’re going to build. You need to really put a lot of research, time and effort, into understanding all the things that you’re going to need to know. And I’m now 48, and while I even have significantly more knowledge than I did at 35, ideally, I would still want to employ the help of an ‘old man architecture’ as well – that’s how detailed a process it is. Not to mention the DOG factor who follow me around and sabotage me. And if I go to Bunnings, they steal from me too, so infact, I would not be able to do it at all due to those 2 factors. I would have to employ someone else to do all purchasing, and as I cannot afford that, there is no hope – it is the Australian dogs who have prevented me from building my own home – I take NO RESPONSIBILITY in this matter, and rightly so. This is the current climate that I am living in, and hardly anyone is doing anything about these extreme problems that oppress me, and I would say, other too. I should touch on “sabotage” as I know most mops reading this will think, yeah right, its all-in her head, everyone has shit to deal with. But WRONG, really, I have stupid dogs who follow me and sabotage me personally; Like when I made a couch cover for my landlord, then purchased a solar pump with the proceeds at Bulga, somebody went there, out the back, to my pond I had dug, {they went there after I left to go into town for the day}, - they would’ve lifted my pump out of the water to look at it, and broke it (deliberately or not, I’m not sure – as there are so many stupid twits in Gunnedah, they might not know, if you lift a working submersible pump out of the water, it will make a loud strange sound, and eventually break). So I came home to see my new $200 pump broken. Fucked. And when I built my 25m lap pool, somebody put a large rock under the liner. And when I made a water feature on the veranda at Rangari, someone put a hole in it. And when I dug a pond and put a plastic liner in it, somebody dropped a log in it, piercing the liner, so I had to replace the whole liner, draining it first. All acts of deliberate sabotage. And I am only thinking about all my water features here, there has been HEAPS more, on basically ALL and ANYTHING I physically do, including this blog, and online activity – like the banning of me on facebook. EVERYTHING I do gets sabotaged. Everything, since I was 18. I put it down to the fact that most Australians are mentally retarded stupid jealous twits due to no women in government and multiple child families being raised by bimbo mothers – bimbo mothers; HUGE problem. (I can only assume the person responsible for all my water feature sabotages is female. Only a bimbo woman could be this stupidly jealous and obsessed about a water feature.) Btw, my home would have been Straw Bale, and big. I made up a design, inspired by Grand Designs and the massive Australian farmers shed, I will include it here. And just by the by, that show Grand Designs UK, is my fav show, ever, well, possibly tying in with SYTYCD! (not the Australian version of, either, the dogs take over on those shows – so disrespectful, plus they “make up” houses, I am sure of it, I can see me and my architectural influence. I think councils do them, maybe arts councils, to try to inspire people? Most Australians cannot afford a beautiful grand design home (Robert Wilson, best home of 2023 – PERFECT! J - I am not usually a jealous person, that’s how I can watch every season, but that house, mmmm, so good perhaps a liiittle jealous…….!) {And attention all builders, for every tree you cut down, it’s your duty, to plant 10 in its place – 10 minimum} The above design is from my Native Flower Fabric Collection called “Chorizema Spectacular”. It is available, but who knows where from, since I was ban from the only reasonably priced one, and all the other ones in China ARE CRAP. Maybe RedBubble will do fabrics, Zazzel does a stunning Pure linen, but its $170/m 8. Dream House WIP House as shown just above; single story, hay bale and double glass window walls, raised roof light-well, open plan. For a detailed list of all my fancy Super house features, go to my Favourites page. 9. Houses need to be S-P-A-C-E-D Privacy related architecture and landscaping Something has to be said about the total lack of soundproof privacy in most suburban homes. I’ve actually lived on a farm most of my life, so I’ve had the luxury of having that vocal freedom, but on occasions when I’ve had to live in suburban area, (and presently ☹️) it is a huge disadvantage having your neighbours so close. At one house I was living in, my neighbours could hear me when I was in the shower, they could hear me when I was in the kitchen, they could hear the TV. If I was having a conversation with another neighbour, they could hear it. I mean, they could hear everything, and this was a whole other house next door – old timber Queenslanders, no sound insulation, or insulation of any sort, at all {Australian’s, so lazy}. And with that invasion of privacy, comes all sorts of problems especially between any single men or women, there’s only so much a man will take, before he naturally becomes obsessed. And actually, it is not just men - either male or female, who have dog personalities, will become obsessed, and then absurdly territorial jealous. Like the mother across the rd at present. And I say that in one or two sentences, but that nowhere near describes the problems that comes with having neighbours who are obsessed with you - just because they can hear you. I mean if you read my blog you can start to see…., but it if bad enough if they can hear you, but 50000 times worse if they can see you too. And if you put your thinking cap on, and really think about all the problems from having someone watching you constantly, then maybe you could understand a little. I can’t stress how important privacy is. Even when you’re Miss perfect and don’t do anything wrong ever, privacy is still fundamentally important, it is essential to living in Australia amongst all the bogans. This goes same for gardening – a man (or teenage son) who can peer into his neighbours garden and watch her while she works it – a young unattached beautiful woman (or, one not so young), really, she is doomed by predatory, antagonistic, hateful behaviour from dysfunctional males. In the end, all men ever want to do, is declare war. That is their natural dysfunctional instinct, and their downfall. Their obsessions turns into forms of attack – like they are blaming me for their pathetic obsession. Women do this too, dog personalities – young girls. Even for a more modern house which has better insulation, houses these days are pretty much on top of each other, often there’s only 1 or 2m between each, down the street - this is unacceptable in my opinion, population needs to be curbed. Houses need to be spaced. Save the single women, space those houses. S-P-A-C-E-D I can’t begin to tell you how many backyards in Australia, look into their neighbour’s backyard. HEAPS. The fact that I even have to mention this, THIS is what’s so deeply concerning, because the powers that be, who build and design neighbourhoods DO NOT understand this basic concept. Yesterday I found a photo of a side, of a house in suburban area, that was architecturally designed, and is genius. GENIUS. The water features down the side will block out sounds from neighbours – see, clever huh! Plus, the water will aide with cooling the house in the hot summers, if the windows along there are left open, (ofcourse they must have proper security fly screens), and being all in the shade, there will be little water evaporation too. Unfortunatly the website was all in Spanish – a Spanish magazine, so I cannot ‘name and glorify ’ whoever is responsible – but I am sure they will not mind if you copy their concept in your narrow passage way between homes. Mandatory Tanks Clever surburban housing Builders with Brains story Quadrangle House Ideas 10. Mandatory - under every new house build in Australia I’ve been renting all my adult life. I’ve gone from house-to-house, from unit to unit, plus spend hrs on the realestate apps from 2020 onwards, and I have to say, nearing age 50 now, I can see the quality and standard of housing in Australia leaves a lot to be desired. Most owners have no creativity, no thoughts of how to live well, or how to feel good in their living space. Actually the more I think about it, the more abhorrent most buildings are. Especially if I look online via one of my favourites apps, Pinterest and I see a lot of overseas homes, buildings, gardens. Also, in comparison to many other countries, it’s like Australians have merely had thoughtless after thoughts, about the need for weather protection. When I stumbled across a stylish advertised kit-house for $50,000, I thought, OMG, maybe there’s hope for me yet, as I could find a cheap plot, just maybe….. So, I looked into it some more, and then some more, and then some more, and along the way I realised that it the kit house definitely couldn’t be done for $50,000. It seems to be a bit of a trick to snare customers. Oh what a surprise, another scammer. Now, I am not saying that you could NOT build a house for $50,000 (because if you had your own builder, I’m pretty sure you could - just the basics – I bet that is probably how much my last landlord spent on her house that I rented, which was ideal for a single person, albeit, a double floor space would be more pleasant). So, I gave it some more thought as to what I would consider the basics. And the basics would definitely include 3 huge cement underground tanks for rainwater, 1 poly one for 'soft water' showers, as well as another large above ground one for a swim pond, especially if I lived in a locality where there was no swimming, which is where the cheaper lots of land are). I got quotes, some people are helpful, some are not. And then I realised, I could still do it on quite a small budget. Nowhere near as small as $50,000. But an average cheaper end of the market new house, according to the experts, is about $300000. But, provided I had a decent builder, I could do it for less than that by a third. I could have the dream! Too bad, then the banks refused to give me a mortgage. Even though repayments would be less than my current rent payments – go figure. Plus, I found a perfectly good patch of land in a great remote area especially for me. Talk about a disappointment. Anyway, I realised, after living there for a bit, in my dreamy new place, I again would have the same problems as I had at Rangari, with all the dogs and my neighbours, being completely jealous, particularly, of my green garden with all those water tanks. So I just really wonder why most people bumble along and don’t think about these things - in order not to be jealous of somebody else. For Gods sake, put in 4 huge big cement water tanks. Count them as essential to the house, like putting in a house without a floor; tanks are essential. Essential. Compromise somewhere else and get the tanks. You can’t bumble in life you have to give the important things like homes, grave forethought when you are a teenager. The fact that people don’t, I blame school teachers and the school curriculum for, not to mention lazy parenting. 11. Last weekend and privacy, security, and a total escape from the Rat Race. I’ve just watched a fabulous series on Netflix called The Watcher. I believe it was inspired by a story I have not written yet! When I was 18, I stayed with a friend from school, and I was intrigued with their wonderful new unusual brick farm house. I thought it was fantastic. When I wrote a ‘thank you for having me’ letter to them, it kind of tur ned into an Ode to house letter! I just couldn’t help myself! Total enchantment with good home design. And actually, I have a ‘thing’ for architraves! If I see an unusual one in a house, I dream about it. I find details like that fascinating on a deep level. I’m not sure where it comes from, it’s certainly wouldn’t be my parents; as I looked at our family photo albums (all 20 big thick ones), there are hundreds of photos of the whole family, extended family and friends, yet in none of them, are there any photos of the family home, nor any of the first home my parents lived in, where I was born. It’s as if the house was unimportant to them. Possibly it all just came too easy to them to appreciate the building that homes and protects them, they took their house for granted, or had no pride. I got some feedback, apparently her parents were amused by the letter! As someone who does not live in a house, and who has to reside in the teeny tiniest unit (x hotel) you have ever seen, I certainly wouldn’t take any house for granted, nor have I. My 2 next-door neighbours either side, have nothing to do but smoke. It stinks, it’s disgusting, it comes straight into my unit. I have an inspection next week. Re the photo above (the second one along) - that is a home, well, sanctuary, created by South Korean Architects, Iroje KHM. If I suddenly came into owning a little block of land, this is what I would do - brilliant architecture, making the most of the garden whilst incorporating privacy, security, and a total escape from the rat race. 12. You know what they say, good fences make for good neighbours I find it strange how some housing developers (especially diy people) give thought to the house. But often the plot itself is not thought about, nor Boundary lines. And how the garden is going to interact with the house. And how the driveway is going to interact - how functional the carport/ garage is going to be. It’s a total area that is lacking in my opinion. Of course, this opinion has come about due to practically every house I have lived in, not having a sufficient Boundary, and most having last minute way-too-small garage add ons. For example, the current house I live in now (2021) is a bush block, and I have neighbours who just waltz through and around my garden, and not just kids. Plus, they litter! And they steal. Disgusting people. There really does need to be a fence, and preferably it needs to be an 8 footer, to block all temptations, so when neighbours go for their daily walk around the park, they simply cannot walk around my house and garden, and be tempted to be sneaky and bad. I’m getting a little sick and tired of picking up other people‘s rubbish around my garden. The tend to wander at night, and in the bird twit hours. I have found, no matter what neighbourhood I live in, no matter what socio-economic factors either, this Boundary is a necessity. I say bring back gorgeous stone walls again, or stone gabions, tall hay bale walls, timber battens…… cheap stick fences, shade cloth walls…….so many possibilities for every budget. {I did have a collage showing 6 wonderful private Boundry lines, but again size issues, so it is here, plus you can see them in my Pinterest Board called “Boundry fences” https://www.pinterest.com.au/EmilyCBieman/boundry-fences/ 13. Builders with Brains This apartment shown above (3rd one) is absolutely tiny, yet, they’ve managed to make living here not a totally unpleasant experience. The open plan means that you can fit the maximum amount of furniture in without walls getting in the way. It’s clean, light filled, and easy to maintain. With the added bonus of a pool, sauna and spa downstairs for everyone {when I briefly lived here by the way, I was the only person that would use those facilities. It was wonderful!}. I see and have lived in other unit complex’s, that have been bigger, probably more expensive to build, and yet just wasn’t half as ‘user friendly – functionally good’ as this unit complex. Not only do you have to have brains to be an architect and builder, but you have to have empathy, to be abele to put yourself in the person shoes, of who’s going to be living there. I would further add, you need to ask a woman. This is such a male dominated area. It is only a woman that truly can understand what it feels like to work and live in a kitchen space and all the other things that involves “nesting” inside a home. 14. Quadrangle House Ideas to Combat Privacy and COOKIECUTTER HOUSES Typical suburban block built with large garden and privacy ideas. After having to move in to town, I fully realized the monumental problems I have regarding privacy and close proximity to neighbours. So when I saw these ideas and houses on Pinterest, I just though GENIUS way to make the most of your block without having to be a spectacle for the neighbours. Btw, when building or renovating, putting in a kitchen without putting in an overhead Rangehood, is the equivalent of leaving out half the floor!! Vital when cooking to have the smoke and oily fumes taken outdoors. {Not only for air quality, but for the person who has to clean the kitchen!} There are some very clever architects alive today. And just some who are still not thinking - don’t those builders know about” toilet pervert‘s”. I hate to tell you this, but “toilet pervert‘s” are real. Such an element of dysfunctional; a person who likes to spy on women whilst they’re using the toilet. So not just perhaps a naughty curious child of 6 or 7 do this, but fully grown men do it- they perve on women whilst they go to the toilet. IT’S DISGUSTING. They also do not make all toilets soundproof, which too causes problems. I personally have had monumental problems with toilets harassment, and it’s high time I speak up about those selfish clueless builders, who may not know about such toilet problems. 15. Housing Concerns in Australia The image above shows a typical house in any given street in any town across regional Australia, plus a beautiful house across the ocean, in Berlin. Now, I do not know if all the housing across Berlin have this high standard, but mmm, Australia, sometimes can be so embarrassing. I was wondering whether I should put this up or not. I didn’t want to sound snobby, but I feel like Australians in general, don’t place an importance on housing, and it often doesn’t really stem from lack of money. I know plenty of well-to-do people who live in a house just like this one, and give no thought to the general aesthetics or functionality. They could well spend more in those areas. Plus, Australia is a fairly wealthy country, but it spends all its money on council roadworks, in the pretence of ‘maintain roads’, but really in the ‘aid and abetment’ of unemployment young husbands, to keep the wives happy. Seriously. So wasteful. That money could be well better spent on buildings. (I am not addressing anyone on low income that obviously can’t afford a triple glazed windowfront on their home). In fact, that’s why I feel like I can say something about substandard homes, it’s my duty, as I’m not some hoity-toity rich architecture, or architecture’s clients, who is making these demands. Although I have noticed most homes in any typical suburb across Australia, has not 1 or 2 cars parked at their address, but more, some, {by some I mean a lot more}, have 5 cars parked at their address, 5! So, the proverbial house and garage, no longer exists- we need a ‘5 car garage’ at each address!! (or, take a leaf out of my book, and STOP breeding!) I have observed in Australia, that there are a lot of couples who have children for the sole purpose of giving the illusion to their friends and family, that they are "successful" in life. Absurd stupidity! Well, I don't really have to point out the obvious problem with this do I? Not a good reason to have children, in fact I would say it is an ungodly reason. I think I’ve mentioned this before, but; homes ‘stand’ for generations. Generation after generation. You don’t want to be building slum houses of the future, you want to make sure that the house you build today, stands strong against the houses built in tomorrow’s future. Council at inner western suburbs of Sydney, like Paramatta area – you especially need to hear that; slum housing out there. Higeldy pigeldy shanty town. Like India. Non-thinking breeding going on out there. When I was young, my favourite past time was constructing cubby houses. I would’ve built at least a dozen in my youth. From cushions off the family couch; fortress, to a tree house with a branches that did all the sweeping for me across the floor when the wind blew – no housekeeping in that one, my fav! Apparently many kids also share that same instinct to build a shelter /home. I personally think that was a contributing problem for the aboriginals when the colonialists arrived in 1888: the Aboriginal communities were nomadic, so no housing, no visible established communities. Out of sight out of mind. I do find it intriguing how one group of people can have a born inner instinct to construct shelters, while another group does not. I bet their collective consciousness has changed by now. The above house on the left is from www.architecturaldesigns.com/ Above on the right was from Domain.com 16. Australian Houses Need Sloped Roofs No leaf problem, nor possum pee problem with steep slope roof. As photo shows, the water in those tanks would be putrid brown from the leaf tannins, mould, mouse, frog, lizard and possum droppings. Please start thinking Ozies. At kookaburra Park, where I lived for 3 years. All the houses there were bush blocks, owned and designed by a German couple with the stipulation being; there are no cats or dogs allowed, so the native wildlife can be left in peace. And as a result of this stipulation, and possibly the location as well (it wasn’t an ideal spot, although the bush was quite pretty), but the blocks did not sell very well and had been on the market for at least 15 years before I had moved in, there were still heaps of vacant blocks, at least half, probably more. When I was there, there were probably, close to 100 dwellings built, mostly self builders, and all them on tank water. I think the idea being to attract only, kind and caring, environmentally conscious people, however because the blocks didn’t sell very well, they were cheap and so has attracted, unfortunately a lot of low income people who steal, and possibly not even low income, just people who steal. People who have questionable morals. Anyway, the reason I’m writing about it here, is because when I drove around Kookaburra Park one Sunday afternoon, of all of those 100 dwellings, one of them, (actually 2), stood out to me, because they had built a house with a really sloped roof, I thought, well well well, there are only TWO thinking people, in this whole park, who has built a house, where the wildlife (which was in abundance), wouldn’t be able to venture on their roof, and eucalyptus stamens, and leaves won’t collect in their gutter; so they wouldn’t have to spend every day sweeping, cleaning or hosing the roof off, or drinking putrid water. I think I need to add here. I mean if you want to create the situation for yourself and don’t mind drinking putrid water, that’s fine, go ahead. But if you rent the house out, then the situation is suddenly unacceptable; you’re not providing clean drinking water for your tenant. 17. Nuisance Neighbours (Plus a list of every single place I rented since I left home at age 18) At the moment my neighbours, up the hill are very quiet, I haven’t heard a peep out of them for at least two days, which is unusual, and then I realised that I haven’t really written about this in detail. I did mention it briefly in my photo story “Sound harassment when I exit my house” on page 5, at Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin. But I’ve noticed that every time I’ve had neighbours within close proximity, it’s been a problem, it first started when I lived at Petersham (Sydney) with that stupid psycho blonde bimbo that I have mentioned numerous times, who was following me and harassing me majorly, and has continued to do so in the many years since I’ve left Petersham. {WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE.} I also did kind of talk about it in my photo story “Typical neighbourhood scenario, 2 girls eavesdropping on family and friends“ on page A, with neighbours in Leichhardt eaves dropping on my conversation with my aunt. When I was living at Hornsby, if I made a very loud noise, I noticed the neighbour, downstairs in turn would make a loud noise – such odd animalistic behaviour. I mean why can’t you just hear the neighbour, realise it’s a neighbour making a loud noise, and then just get back to what you were doing; why would you stop what you’re doing, and mimic them?? TOTALLY BIZARRER BEHAVIOUR- like juvenile delinquent. Infact I strongly feel, only a slightly retarded person would do that. (I mean, maybe if there were loud unusual noises happening all the time, and it was really annoying you, you might want to take some sort of action to do something about it, but mimicking them in the long run is not actually going to do something about it; if you have an issue, you have to complain to them or someone, and confront. Making a loud noise from afar is not going to resolve anything, and maybe those slightly retarded people just need to know what the noise is, when they find out what the noise is, suddenly everything is ok for them. (Control issues – little people issues). BTW, this is an issue also for housing developers – people need sound proof housing. So important for that sense of peace, privacy and home comfort. I have come to the conclusion, because, it’s not every neighbour that harasses me, it is a certain type of person who harasses me, and basically, as far as I am concerned, they fall into ‘dog category’, as in, not fully evolved or smart, and you know, I pretty much have gone my whole life not really making these distinctions, pretty much treating everybody equally, and not biasing anyone based on their mental capacity, I mean who cares if you are not an academic!! But really and truly, I cannot ignore this factor any more, because the type of person that harasses me and steals from me, just falls in to the complete non-thinking LAZY stupid category, and as I definitely believe in the COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS, in regards to raising awareness of problems in order to overcome them, I am writing about this phenomenon. Also, I need to add, pretty much I haven’t had too many problems with kids, related ‘dog problems’, I’ve had problems from young people at the time, my peers or thereabouts in my 20’s, it wasn’t really until I moved to Builyan Queensland, when I discovered I had neighbourhood problems from the kids. Also at kookaburra Park, I mainly had problems with adult neighbours, but occasionally there were some kids down the road who decided they wanted to cause some mimicry problems too. And then of course at my new address here, there seems to be a huge problem with the child who lives next door up the hill, I can’t actually see them, as there is bush in-between my unit complex and their house, and they are up on a steep hill. I have not had too many probs from the neighbours in my complex, (just the usual stuff). So, I think it’s a little boy who lives up the hill, I am not entirely sure whether it’s a little boy or a little girl, or the mother posing as a little boy - somewhere along the lines of Bart Simpson, I have noticed there are some women who do this; they put on a voice when they harass, as in, they’re trying to indicate, that they’re not being themselves – giving themselves away. Actually, I think it’s pretty much the whole family that causes the problems, there appears to be two kids and mum and dad, plus a new baby crying. I later realized, the person who I thought must be the nuisance child’s, brother, is actually the dad. But mainly it is the child and the mother who both harass me. Although I saw the mother once just before baby screaming sounds, (as she also stalks me down the street) and she was not pregnant, so not sure what is going on there? Baby noises from an app? or maybe she is one of those ‘small’ women, that you can hardly tell is pregnant? Nutrition problems. (Long brown curly hair, looks like an islander). She and her child also followed me up to the farmers up the road who sell manure, I believe they stole a bag, then they yelled out, so I would know it was them. These are the people who are nuts, you idiot police. At my new address I decided to keep a list - a harassment list, of every time they harassed me, just like when council advised me to do that for a barking dog problem at previous address. I’d write it down, and I’m not just talking about people/kids making noises. I’m literally talking about this kid yelling out my name, or mimicking sounds that I made. It is very obvious that they were harassing me, as opposed to when I can hear them just playing their childish games with one another – they seem to play a game that consists of a lot of yelling, well, screaming really, unusually so.) I figured it was a young boy. And over time I noticed the older brother or young father plays with the child and makes him scream, scream a lot. And re-that screaming, I was advised that that is a thing called “Terra-play” – literally a thing: A sibling, older sibling usually, (but in this case it may be the father), terrorising, the younger sibling for fun. And what happens: the child, not only being afraid, but being excited, because relishing all the attention that the older child is lashing upon the younger child; so, the younger child grows up to crave “Terra” in their life! Fully sick! And intern the older sibling who was terrorising, looks for younger type victims to try to terrorise! Insane behaviour!! Bumbling parents just bumbling along creating dysfunction, creating terrorists. So, it’s not just school teachers who do this, but hopeless parents too, apparently mothers who spend a lot of time drunk perpetuate this problem. So, I guess my advice is: if you can hear your child screaming repeatedly, constantly, in playtime, you need to interfere; sit down with the person who is terrorising and tell them not to play in such a negative uncouth manner. Don’t just do nothing and just think “they’re just playing”. You need to interfere and do something, take action. Don’t be a bimbo mother. And so, as I have been reading over my harassment list, I see it is quite significant. When my harassment list, reached two pages long, I thought, I definitely have grounds to put in some sort of complaint, but I can’t complain to the police because, well, if you’ve read my blog, you know about my experience with the naive police, so I thought, as I’ve had experience with neighbour’s dogs, as in, the canine variety, and it is Council that one complains to about dogs. I thought this is exactly the same kind of complaint! Almost! People; when they constantly hear dogs barking, it annoys them, and complaints are made. Well, next door, is like family of dogs who seem to be clueless about the fact that they’re harassing me and causing stress, well, not clueless about the fact that they’re harassing me, (they do that quite deliberately in order to try to manipulate and control, but mainly boredom in my opinion); but they seem to be clueless about the fact that they’re causing problems for me, number one being, they are a NUISANCE, causing stress. (Again, that stupid factor coming into play). But then I thought, I probably need to be more direct, and so have written a photo story called “The Bimbo Dominatrix”, where I describe this problem, {in Gunnedah, I had women who would follow me when I went into town for the day, and stayed at my dad’s. The female dogs would follow me, and go across to the abandoned house at the car mechanics next door, and yell out when they saw fit. Verbal and Sound Harassment. This is the same manner that the woman up the hill follows/harasses me now.}. I thought, if I have any more problems from any neighbours, I’ll print this photo story out, and put it in their letterbox! I think, actually that’s the reason why I haven’t heard a peep from my neighbours, since I put that story online, but I have noticed they tend to harass me in phases, so maybe two days of constant harassing me, and then the following 5-6 days, all quiet. Then it’ll repeat – not restricted to the weekends, I always think it is odd how the child is not in school, or the husband is home and not working, and why the wife would have time to follow me when I went into town? It’s very odd. Someone signed me, that it’s my landlord harassing me, although I do find that a little strange, since I was told my landlord lives in Brisbane, and the Real Estate agent lives on the other side of town. So, I don’t see how it could be my landlord? Maybe it’s someone pretending to be my landlord, as in, the dogs who plays sides . But every address since about 2006: neighbours and their guests: problems harassing me. Stalkers. 2yrs later, I still have problems from the child mainly. I am certain infact that most problems of harassment I have are related to renting and not being the home owner. I am sure of it. It’s not just a case of the ‘well the grass is always greener on the other side’. I can’t stress enough how ROTTEN it is to be a renter in Australia, with so many stupid bogans who harass single ladies, and stupid dog women who steal from single ladies. (An issue not talked about – no forewarning given at any point). There is no “quite enjoyment” ever. Every single place I rented since I left school/home at age 18 Shark and Ellie’s house at Chatswood, (no dogs! Only the real killer canine’s!) 1992 North Sydney unit next to Wenona junior school, 1993 Pendle Hill unit above Charcoal Chicken Shop, 1994 Dulwich Hill house with bad flat mate, little boy 1995 Petersham crap house with psychodog short blonde stalker thief, major dogs in that neighbourhood 1996 Grandmas at Pretty Beach and Kilcare! half little girl landlord 1997 Michael and Janice’s house -room, 1998 Hornsby Unit (soundproof walls, indoor heated Swimming pool, sauna and now spa!) 1998 Rowan Leigh farm, Dietrich Rd, heavenly, 1999 Cull farm with extreme fertile soil, 2000 Melbourne - Preston house with bad flatmate who is friends with psychodog short blonde stalker thief, 2004 Tulcumbah farm with little girl landlord, (and box room – room just for empty boxes!), 2006 Rangari farm with excellent garden but possible thieving landlord little boy, 2008 Long cottage at bloodthirsty lawyers place, 2018 Builyan house, next door to bad man, and half little girl landlord 2018 Colosseum farm with evil folklore fairy scoundrel landlords, 2018 Kookaburra Park house with evil little girl landlord, 2019 current unit with non-sound proof walls, 2022 2024 moved (again) to secret location – 50million times better than last, no child next door. ‘Little girl’ landlords are the worst, so I guess only 4 out of 18 is not too bad! I’ve written on my blog before about the monumental effort it is to relocate. I’m going to put it again here, and I’m going to add: anyone involved in the forced relocation of myself; I’m going to deeply curse you. All the latter half were forced relocation. Here is a good spot to quickly mention, I have been learning about history lately, and in particular the development of New York, how New York was built on immigrants - mass immigration (rumour had it, that America was the land of the free !), and so arose the phenomenon of high density living, with buildings known as The Tenements. Basically, they became slums, with greedy landlords trying to fit as many people in each building as possible, encouraged by the government so rich people could get richer. They were all sorts of problems, one being that of suicide - believed to be the result of one of the worst lifestyles you could have in life, being that of high-density living conditions. Suicide! (And so stop bloody breeding! – all you need in life, is a good home to live in, and water. Kids not necessary, think about it). Eventually they did something about the Tenements, although it was a process that only began 100 years after it started, and was only fully acknowledged as a problem with and laws being laid down to housing developers pretty much 200 years after it first became a problem, no government likes to look after poor people, they only like to steal as much as they can from them – exactly like the Commonwealth Bank today; who likes to not only reward the rich, but punish the poor {fully sick}. So, you can see, it takes humans pretty much a long time before problems are addressed, and change only comes around when people stand up and FIGHT for better conditions. Of course, back then they didn’t have social media, and all the clever and wonderful ways of communication that we have now, plus all the “committees” and council infrastructures we have now. So, I expect any problems of today, to be fixed within a much shorter period of time!! And without riots, mutinies or revolts having to occur. Ofcourse I was ban from social media due to communication oppression and truth telling, so I can see riots, mutinies or revolts will still need to happen, in order for the greed to stop. 18. Landlord Providing Air-Pollution Houses This is another thing renters have to put up with; old fashioned fireplaces that no longer work properly. No one (the landlord and myself) really knew what the problem was because the flue appeared to be clear. But part of the smoke came out the front, instead of up the flu, plus when I opened the door to add a log, smoke poured out then aswell, so it got worse till it reached the above photo Smokey state. About 12 months later, I had some money so I purchased a split system for the house – I had asked my landlord David Heywood to do something about the fireplace, and he refused. In fact, I’m pretty sure I recalled I asked him for a split system, but like everything I asked for, he refused. He was totally determined not to spend a single penny on the house, (although he did have to replace the hot water system as it was really old and broke, aswell as the shower recess, as it had a big crack in it {he actually accused me of jumping up and down in the shower so it would crack – wishful thinking idiot}. Do you see what landlords are like. Over the 10 years, that’s all that landlord had to do, I can count on my hands the number of times I ever contacted them (at one point I suggested that I oil the veranda to get another 10years out of it, as it looked fairly old, but he refused even to pay for the oil. So, the number of times I ever even spoke with the David and Brenda’s would’ve been less than 10 times over 10 years so, so they both got a pretty good rental tenant. (I was prepared to pay for the split system, because this fireplace was unacceptable) but after I had purchased it the landlord said that they would not charge me rent until the sum of money had accumulated for it, so they in fact would pay for it. I mean, that’s how tight my landlord was -would not outlay for it. My landlord was rich, he retired age 50, a millionaire then some. Landlords are “fat cat greedy”, who have barely any rules they have to adhere to Due to bimbos who work at the RTA or NSW Tenancy Board. I believe at some point in that time SBS put out a show called “killer homes - is your house killing you” - I’m pretty sure that television show was inspired by my fireplace. Social media wasn’t quite so big back then, but if I had of put this video up on YouTube, I’m pretty sure I could’ve got it fixed there and then. Thank God for the Internet and social media, albeit, ban from a lot of it. And don’t you just love how the tenancy board have no problem sending around those young bimbo rental girls from the real estate‘s to do an inspection every 3 months (a total invasion into my life, and my privacy) and those stupid little girls just love playing Nazi; “could you please move your plant 3” to the left, in case it becomes a problem for the next-door neighbour“, and “you need to obtain permission, if you want to keep a fish tank”……. Yet when it comes to inspections that involve life or death situations within a house, such as a smoke problem or the mould problem; do they actually do anything about that? About protecting tenants EVERY 3 MONTHS? No!, they don’t! They do fuck all - they are greedy little paper pushing clueless, bitchy bimbos. My neighbours are still stealing from me. 19. and 20. Australian streets are starting to look much better, finally. And Some councils are getting it right, some still are not Since I love streets that have no powerlines, I did 2 photo stories in regards to Australian councils placing powerlines underground – SO MUCH BETTER In the first one I took a screenshot of a street in Apple Maps, with no powerlines – a sweet little street, and I said “ I love streets without powerlines, finally they are burying them, well some councils are” But then the next day, I saw another brand-new street, and it had NOT buried its powerlines, so I angrily said something along the lines of “ Think you little council Mongrels” the photos are here. 21. Septic Solutions - Typical cement septic tank with the drip overflow diverted into a dug-out At Rangari, that house had a typical cement septic underground tank. It worked brilliantly, there was an overflow, and I channelled the overflow into a kind of dug-out pond out the back paddock – about 10m away, it took a week or two to dig out, but I did it after rain, so the soil was nice and soft, easy to dig, I don’t remember it being tooo hard, but I know digging is very strenuous, and you have to ‘bend ze knees’ – or I guess you could hire a bob cat or something. It was actually wheel-barrowing the dirt away, to around the other side of the garden, that was WAY too hard. Even though the overflow dripped out clear water, it was still ‘dirty’ water (called “black” water) - perfect for that pond. The plants I put in and around, absolutely thrived, it was very ornamental, and had no smell at all, infact it was one of the most lush, beautiful and tranquil parts of the garden, I highly recommend doing if you have an existing cement septic. I would say even, better do to this on your plot rather than have councils pipes take it away – waste nothing. Also, it only works because I did not use any harsh chemicals. It took water from the loo, kitchen (including dish-draw), and laundry. I just had to slightly change, to ‘reduced phosphates’ laundry powder (Biozet), and my cleaning products consist of vinegar and Tea Tree oil. It seemed to be able to handle the Dishwasher powder, I could not find any “green” washing powder for the dishwasher, but the cheaper one was fine, thankgoodness, as it is quite expensive. {The cheaper washing machine powders DO NOT WORK, they have huge amounts of bleach and will kill all the good bacteria, no more top brand labels} but it is really easy to go “green” you don’t have to sacrifice anything or ‘work’ harder to be cleaner. I recommend too, only using tank water, and not town water, as that has chlorine in it. Tank water is by far superior anyway to town water. Tanks are essential on every house. I found in our hot summers, the water would get really low, especially as the Tortured Willow grew, and it would be good if 2 people inhabited the house for that extra water run-off. But on the other hand, in winter it was always full, I think I recall I hooked up the pump once or twice and hosed the water out onto my orange trees, who absolutely loved it and took off. Plants in the septic water: Louisiana Iris – ‘Jeri’ (I planted 1, it only took a few years for them to take off) Zantedeschia aethiopica - Arum Lilly (not a weed threat in Gunnedah or many parts of Australia) Vallisneria gigantean – Eel Grass (I started off with that, but don’t ask me about it, I kind of forgot about it as the beautiful Iris took over, it may have still been there or may not have by the time I was forced to leave). Plants outside on the edge: Salix matsudana ‘tortuosa’ - Tortured Willow Chorisia speciosa – Kapok Tree Rosa floribunda ‘Shocking Blue’ Rosa floribunda ‘Fiona’s Wish’ And mowing the grass around there made it look really good I saw some animals / birds / insects, come and go from time to time, they were always disappointed, because on closer inspection, they could see the water was septic and not fresh for them. But I put a large birdbath in for them near the house. I think Queenslanders need to read this, as doing this, is 50million times better than having the overflow, flow into the creeks – which I have observed, happens on mass, up here, and is truly disgusting – I am from well-established NSW, and newsflash, “we don’t do that anymore” it’s bad for the environment, and ends up in the oceans. I personally can’t believe they’re still, not only allowed to do it, but it hasn’t already been monitored, regulated, and cleaned up - with fines being involved, for anyone who doesn’t get their arse into gear about this issue. It has been well documented the diseases that can occur if septic is in human contact. You know, kids swim in the creeks that have septic overflow just upstream - I’ve seen it with my own eyes. Not to mention people also swim at the beach where it ends up - I myself have some sort of lymph infection pain under my arms and I personally believe it’s from swimming down at Moorpark Beach near Bundaberg where there was a stormwater drain, 500m up the beach from where I was, and I bet there would be septic overflows, that would go into the street run off as well. Why more people don’t utilise their toilet, laundry and kitchen waste water, is just weird to me, water is precious, every drop counts. And if you do this, it’s like you’ve got an abundance of free water for the garden. So, I sit here and hope someone might read this and contribute to making their bit of the world a little better, although as I hear one of my neighbours who seem to do nothing all day but harass me and have no morals, its those kinds of personalities that are destroying this planet with their carelessness and thoughtlessness. So I really wonder if anyone else gives a dam about the environment at all? 22. Worm Toilet and Compost Septic System This was another photo story I had up on Facebook before I was ban. (mmm, what a terrorists story – Australian Tv industry – you are stupid.) This was a popular click, because I said that this method was one of the best methods if you don’t have much water, and you live on a farm or in an area where you can do this; so, you can reuse your waste water, whilst at the same time, obtaining valuable nutrients, as well as composting your waste food, and lawn clippings! BRILLIANT As a renter, I have lived in quite a few different places with different set ups, and while I lived on a farm that had this particular set up – I observed, it was “really good”. What made it so good, especially in comparison to a waterless compost loo, was the fact that it was clean and ‘normal’ – like it works exactly the same as a typical flushing loo. It’s quite amazing how the water kind of bursts from the tank below, up onto the ground with no pump, I’d further like to see if that could be taken further up into a high tank up at roof height, so then you could put a tap on it and control that compost water better, - I’m not sure if that would work? That compost water is basically liquid gold for your garden and vege patch, fruit trees, but it needs to be used pretty much straight away, because if it’s left sitting around, it forms a yucky stench, and it’s definatly not to be used directly on any leafy vegetables that would cut the same day, and eaten. So, you need to be aware of these things, a lot of people just bumble along. I live on a place now where I have a waterless compost loo, that doesn’t use any water at all (except I have a bidet set up, which works brilliantly, not too much moisture). So, this loo needs to be physically emptied and cleaned every 2-3 months or so. (Which is quite disgusting). But also, and it can get fairly “live”, with rambunctious bugs and insects, that spill over from your bathroom to the kitchen - some health hazard issues. I am pretty sure I developed Thread worms, as a result of this loo. Maybe, I feel like that system just needs to be further developed, because the compost obtained is brilliant, and I can keep a bucket under the overflow outside to catch the drips, which is the liquid gold bit, makes any plant that gets some, grow like wildfire. Maybe a bigger drop is needed, like a bigger barrel at the bottom on ground level, with a 2m shute up to the loo, which could only be on a raised house or 2nd story? But then there still would need to be an easy way to remove the compost after 6mnths, so that you also did not have to clean, as in hose out anything like the filter (flyscreen gauze) that stops larger particles falling into the overflow pipe. I did live on a farm once where there was a normal cement septic tank, which worked brilliantly there was an overflow, and I channelled the overflow into a kind of dug out pond out the back paddock, which had lots of water plants around it and in it (you should have seen the Louisiana Iris) even though the overflow came out clear, it was still ‘dirty’ water - perfect for that pond, it was very ornamental, and had no smell, infact it was one of the most lush and tranquil parts of the garden, I highly recommend if you have an existing cement septic. There was another place I lived where the overflow from the cement septic tank was underground, they had dug out, perhaps cricket sized pitch area, and then backfilled it with rocks, so 60cm deep, and covered with soil on top of rocks, so you could not see it. After, I’d say maybe 12 months of living there, I could faintly see a green patch emerge. It was along that patch that I put all 8 fruit trees, 4 either side placed alternate. So, you would have to be silly not to reuse your waste water in my opinion - it’s a valuable source of water, and most plants love it. Of course, you have to be healthy, and only eat healthy food, no processed garbage, try to stick to organics. No chemicals. No condoms in the loo! Btw, when I moved to Sarina, all the septic overflows in the area, flow directly into the local creeks – so disgusting, you can’t swim in the creeks here. 23. DIY worm waste aerobic compost septic system - turning all household waste into liquid gold I knew some girl couldn’t resist! I find it when there is a chance of competition, suddenly people (male and female alike) come out of the woodwork, and try to show me how bloody good they are!! (I love it); So, yesterday I was attempting to draw my own diagram of a Worm Waste Aerobic Compost Septic System, and well, it was a good attempt, but in the middle of the night I awoke to realize, there were some issues, like the water has to flow through and under before exiting. Then low and behold, this morning, I find this diagram – and its brilliant, much better than my first attempt. This ones shows everything in good detail, I would think it perfect. The only thing I am curious about, is, it does not show a gravity up flow option. I have lived on a property that’s had this/similar system installed, and the waste water would rise out of the ground, in a pipe, it was gravity fed – it was like magic! So, I could attach a hose to the pipe, (it was just at soil level), then I could water the whole backyard – at least a 200m radius - which was wonderful. It was like a leave and let soak option. Especially good for an orchid. The plants absolutely loved this liquid, my vegetables were so prolific on this water, the water was full of composted nutrients – worm casts. It is a little time consuming doing it this way, as it is a constant flow. I determined (as I have lived on quite a few farms all with varying septic systems), that this septic is by far, the superior way to do it – especially if you live in areas where there are droughts, and water may be limited. Like pretty much all of Australia. There is basically zero waste on this system, zero waste water and zero waste nutrients/organic matter. Ofcourse, you have to use bio friendly cleaning products (easy to do). This system is really that good, I think this system ought to be mandatory for every new build – especially in QLD, a lot of QLD homes have their septic overflows going into creeks, that go into the nearby ocean. It is a little backwards up here in this regard, its like they never got the memo “we don’t do that anymore”. Forget about farmers over fertilizing their sugarcane, what about all those septics! The image above is from Zen Plumbing - www.zenplumb.com/onzite , unfortunatly based in America, and unfortunatly, they don’t operate in Australia. I did find 2 in Australia, one does not install in QLD, and the other wanted $26,400, when I winged they said they could do it for $9,900. Both of them have the gravity fed option. So, I was wondering just how high that gravity pipe could rise, maybe I could put it into a holding tank, then use a pump (or gravity, if high enough) to irrigate - that way I could have much better control on how that precious water is managed. A better ‘time management’ thing too. So, this diagram doesn’t seem to show any information about a gravity fed system. I mean possibly if you blocked the pipe where it says ‘y junction’, so water rises there (where it says line washout), though I don’t see how it would choose to go up there by itself? Why would it not rise up the wind turbine pipe? So that’s the only thing, I am unclear about, I will see if I can find out. 24. Odd Request Dear Cooktown Council, my name is Emily Bieman, I once resided in Gunnedah, but now reside in GinGin Queensland, but I’m looking to live in the tropics, I’m looking for somewhere to rent: my current rent is $180. Now, why am I emailing you, you ask, why do you care and how impossible would it be to find somewhere for $180 a week? What has it got to do with you Cooktown council? I can tell you, whereever I go, whereever I live, the local council in the area, suddenly gets an abundance of Government money to do all of their local roads, their budget basically triple quadruple‘s. And I know if I move to Cooktown, exactly the same thing would happen. There’s no written proof, don’t bother looking into it, except, if you want to have a look at Gin Gin‘s new main street, that’s pretty much proof, as well as Gunnedah‘s new streets and roundabouts. You might be someone in the know, if so, if you could find me somewhere to live that was suitable for me at $180 a week. Soon as my lease expires, after the summer, in May, I’ll be up there in a flash (so no rush) 😁 Kind regards, Emily Bieman No joke 0423 268 008 I never heard back from them!! 25. Bruises from Moving on my OWN I took a photo of my old lady legs covered in bruises 26. Inadvertent Government Granted Permissions for Real Estates to obtain Private Information This is a dodgy property management business, posing as a rental business; so, they can get all your financial information, they are called “Renting Here”, it’s a pop-up shop. They also post listings on realestate.com using the form one and form two rental applications. It is a total scam business. And in my opinion, a legit Real Estate agent, should also not be allowed to ask these financial questions, in order to protect people from businesses just like this one. And let’s face, it it’s none of a Real Estate agents business, what someone’s income is. It’s like it’s the excepted ‘norm’ and no one has stood back, and said “oh wait a minute, this is a total invasion of privacy, they ACTUALLY don’t need to know this information, and it’s none of their business.” You know, I just can’t believe the absurdity of these rules, that those self-declared self-important Real Estates agents, have come up with. It’s reminiscent of that guy who back in the day, the last century, horse and cart times, he put a toll on the road, he was like the first guy ever to do it, and he just said that it was a government toll, and they had to pay, or they could not pass. And people didn’t even question him, they just paid the toll and went on their way - it’s exactly the same kind of thing, it’s like data, invasion of privacy, and over controlling, is the made-up toll. They just want to be tyrannical. No one has done anything about it. Well, for all those people who want to be Hero’s, go and become a politician, because, polies can actually do something about this. A real estate should not have the right to ask about any financial details at all. NOR do they need to know previous address’s. There needs to be significant rule changes when it comes to protecting renters especially. 27. Warning about Body Corporates - Powertripper Take Overs So I’m having a personal outrage crisis here this morning; after discovering what some rich person has done; Prompted to go onto realestate.com after my landlord hiked up my rent by $40 per fortnight, (which I was not too impressed about, considering a mortgage would be half the price of this rent), but the banks refuse to give me a mortgage (discriminators who want poor ‘victims’ to have to pay rents to rich people, so they can get richer – BLATENT DISCRIMMINATION on behalf of the banks in Australia. BLATENT) So, I just happened to catch this particular listing, as this was one of the cheapest in the state; so, some rich person has purchased the above land and have divided it up into allotments, and are selling a smallish bush block. If you do not mind a remote area, then you might initially think this is a pretty good deal, like I did, however there are at least 2 factors about the area, that makes it not such a good deal. The first one is; the person who owns it, has decided to call themselves a body corporate, {they must have purchased it from the government a few years back or at any rate purchased more land around their initial purchase since, once they had figured out how to make money from it, even after its been sold on}. Such a scam; So, a Body Corporate has a lot of power and say over the people who live there, tangible and not so tangible. Plus, they charge money annually. {personally, I’m really not sure how they can get away with doing that – as far as I am concerned, it is blatant money-making theft.} And this is mainly what I’m so outraged by this morning, I mean owners have to pay rates to Council, same as anyone who buys a house and land, and as you can see above, I attached the rates and body corporate annual fees that were included on the listing of this property {Realtors sneakily normally DO NOT include the annual rates for that area in a listing – they should as I have noted Google and councils are trying to overcharge ‘new’ people}. As you can see, the body corporate fees are just as much as council fees – so a buyer of this lot, would be paying twice the amount they should be. I know there are some complexes in Australia, that have extensive gardens etc that demand body corporate fees, but for a bush block as above, that has NO UPKEEP OR MAINTENANCE - it’s up to the person who purchases it to maintain it, so the body corporate here is a moneymaking scam {I have read before, that this rich person purchased the land some years ago and built a resort – the resort failed, and it was turned into units for sale (along with body corporate fees for that resort area -there is cleared land and dams that are mown). I believe a few of them at any rate have sold, as they were available to rent short term last year – I guess holiday makers purchased them, to rent out in the off season? But in the rental crisis they have doubled in price, plus there are no pets allowed, and there is no water. Which brings me to my number 2 reason, THERE’S NO WATER - water being of utmost importance to me at any rate. It’s very dry in this area, but particularly when there’s a drought on. It seems to me this is just some rich person wanting to go on a power trip to ‘Lord over’ low-income people who could afford these bush blocks, in this remote area. It reminds me of the women who banned me from Facebook, they want to feel superior to me; the same as this owner of this land, is trying to feel superior to the people who purchased those blocks by being able to charge them all that money and make up rules for them. An entitled hoitytoity going on a powertrip, trying to lord over other people. It’s quite disgraceful. It also reminds me of my past landlord, when she had tired her boyfriends of all her antics, I noted she now is using her 12yr old son to ‘lord’ over, and do her work around her rental. No one talks about it, so there is blatent power tripping going on. (Her son will grow to resent her in the future, and in turn take out his frustrations on someone else, someone just like me). I have seen it, experienced it. Even if the CBA bank changes their mind, and gives me a home loan, (or I find a different lender – one that does not discriminate and can CLEARLY SEE), I most definitely wouldn’t purchase any land or house, that had a body corporate. In my near 50years, I’ve had experience with body corporate, even as even as a renter, they make an impact, and not only with the expense side. It’s the impact they make on your life from day to day with their powertripping rules – it’s huge and unwanted. They can be extremely antagonistic, and anyone they don’t like, they can sabotage. They are truly a disgrace; they are the ones who should be banned. They negate the whole reason why some one would want to purchase THEIR OWN place. 28. You Really Need to get this Right re Roof Insulation This simple layer of insulation on the new veranda roof, in top photo {but used on whole house roof}, makes the difference between needing the fan on at night only 2 or 3 nights on the hottest in summer, as opposed to near every night in January and February with no insulation or poor old fashioned bats. That insulation is not that expensive when compared to the amount of electricity you save on cooling, plus the mere simple “pleasant” atmosphere is creates is pricelsss, so don’t skimp you little cost cutters. Actually that house above may have had insulated roofing panels aswell as the silver layer of insulation – should have asked at the time… 29. Way too many Design Companies and Hardly any Construction Companies - Due to a Lack of Organisation Again, prompted to look at my options when it comes to new homeownership, I have discovered yet another big area of inadequacy in Australia, and that are the numerous companies that sell these kit homes, but the catch being, they don’t do any of the construction. There are so many companies selling these plans and kit homes with materials, literally hundreds of thousands of designs to choose from - yet none of them offer a build. And in Australia, that’s what we need. We need someone to literally build them. I did a Google search for builders, and compared to the dozens if not 100’s of kit home companies, I didn’t get any builders coming up in my area. I had a couple of carpenters, a chippy, someone who claimed he did ‘construction’ but when pressed, he said he doesn’t do kit homes, and then further when pressed, he said he doesn’t know anybody that would do a kit home. The only builder in the area he knows, does houses from scratch. I did give that guy a call, no response back so far. Well, it is obvious there is a shortage in this area. It seems to me, these kit home companies are lazy, and I just doing the easy part. I myself have designed an affordable home design, check my blog. It’s the actual construction where businesses are needed. We need someone to be organised enough that they can build these supposedly easy to construct self-build kit homes, that’s what most of them advertise, “easy to understand and build yourself” I suspect the reason why this industry is completely unorganised with this inbalance of design versus construction, is because there are not enough women involved in the overall big picture. After all, it is women who are the most organised. When it comes to men, they can be pretty hopeless in this area. You have to get organised and establish construction businesses, and not so many design businesses. You have to look where the demand is, and not where you would prefer to work. Of course, having said that design is of at most importance, but there are so many good designs, we have a better understanding of functionality now than ever before. 30. Just Look at what this Person at Mackay is Doing, to CASH IN on the QLD rental crisis So, as my realtor has just put my rent up by $40 per fortnight {yeeeaaaah like I can afford that – not!} I looked on RealEstate.com for a cheaper rental, and this is the cheapest one close by, for the same rent price as my current rent now. JUST LOOK AT IT. It is somebody’s pool cabana that they are trying to pass off as a rental!! When you read the description, it doesn’t even have a kitchen! Can you believe this disgraceful situation - brought about by rebellious Australian politics. Who is in power at the moment, Anthony Albanese. – Anthony, you may wish to actually start building some NRAS housing all up North QLD A1 areas – as in 30,000 at least is needed. And by the way, last week, when my realtor emailed me announcing another inspection, the email was deleted shortly after I opened it. Deleted from my outlook - and I believe Apple have devised a new feature where they can do this, that is delete emails that have already been sent. So, I assume that must’ve happened, - and as their previous inspection was within the same three months period, (which is not allowed), I assume they realised they had made a mistake, and so deleted it. But when this latest rent increase email came through 9:30 last night, the same thing happened, the email was deleted so I thought, they’ve made another mistake, and deleted it again. But this morning, it was back in my email outlook!! Absurd. - I can assure you, they have still made a mistake! Although this realtor out of my 30years of renting, has been the only one that has been cool with pets, so I don’t want to dish them too much! J But there was a black-out here yesterday around 345pm, I suspect they were responsible. Renters have a rotten deal in life. As I’ve mentioned before on my blog, (I think I mentioned it in my “solar panels not contributing to Electricity Bill by Essential Energy” photo story). But I had a huge problem with the power being switched off (blackouts), when I lived at Rangari, over those 10 years. And every time the power went out, something would be stolen. (The point of turning the power out, was because I had 8 CCTV cameras, and so if the power goes out, so did the cameras, and the thieves had carte blanche, particularly if I’m not home. So eventually, it was like a queue for me; whenever the power went out, or I had arrived at home and saw the clocks flashing to indicate the power had been out, then I would know, that something had been taken. (One thing happens, followed by another; always, over 10 years; dozens and dozens and dozens of blackouts). But they did it twice when I was living at Gin Gin too (1500km north of Rangari). And now they’ve done it twice here. Although I no longer have cameras attached to the power. But the first time it went out here, I had a Petunia stolen from the car port area. I believe ‘they’ were doing signs, acknowledging my “learnt que”. So, it went out yesterday too, and, I suspect it was because, it’s the rent increase; stealing from me via rent. Which they definitely are. It is outrageous the rent prices in Queensland, it is total theft, and pure greed from all the landlords in Queensland. Life Stories P9 NEXT About P1, About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9(this) . LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

Because I have started to name names (and more importantly photograph) the culture all the bitches that follow me around, verbally harass me and steal from me, there has been a movement of people (really more like pack of female dogs who hound me) to sabotage my internet listings. I’ve actually been banned from Google maps reviews, ebay marketplace (how communistic) Facebook, Ravelry, Flickr and Spnflwer, and Gumtree COWARDS. LIFE STORIES P1 View this spring 2017 from kitchen window I love My Garden I Love My Grden June 1982, Bones & Biemans at Holwood, Piallaway, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australia Backyard flying trapeze set up to teach kids how to fly through life This is the house at Piallaway near Gunnedah, New South Wales, Australia, where I had my childhood. I absolutely loved this house and growing up on the farm (Holwood) We moved here from Tamworth, where we had our family house at Limbri, on the market, and we stayed in this Holwood house until that Limbri house sold -which was 5 years! 5 years, can you believe it - no one wanted to live on acreage at that point! And we rented this house from a wonderful family who lived next door across the paddocks at Clifton. We were often over at their place playing with their kids and swimming in their salt water pool. Occasionally the farmer would slaughter a beast and give our family plenty of cuts- can you believe that? What a landlord, - they don’t make them like that anymore!! In this photo our cousins were staying (the Bones), that’s me in the red parker standing next to dad. My room was on the very corner of the house, you can see my double doors on the veranda in the photo. By the way, both my parents were from Sydney. I was born in Sydney, at mum‘s hospital where she worked as a nurse, Sydney Royal North Shore Hospital. When I was 2yrs old, mum decided that she wanted to raise her family in the ‘clean country air’ so we packed up and moved to Limbri. When I was seven mum had met a lot of friends who were actually from Gunnedah, the next town over from Tamworth, so she asked dad to put in a transfer to move to Gunnedah Dep of Ag, he was successful, and we packed up and moved to Gunnedah, where they stayed for the remainder of their life, living happily, ever after so to speak. They both loved Gunnedah. 5. A childhood most people would kill for (and photo of Dad’s 1970’s Morris Mini Moke!) I didn’t know it at the time but I had a childhood that some people would kill for. Having a happy and carefree childhood, with both loving parents (yin/yang) sets you up for the rest of your life, in a positive mindset and with inner assurance, happiness and confidence. (Unfortunately, I had 3 or 4 rotten teachers along the way [home school is the way to go]) but all in all, the happy childhood shines through, to get you through life‘s trials and tribulations. There is a slight trade-off, of having a happy childhood; there’s a certain personality type who didn’t have a happy childhood, and, or, who had a power tripping father; and who can recognise it in you, and they immediately hate you, they hate seeing anyone happy or confident. They have chips on their shoulder. (Those people also hate seeing a pet well cared for too, it is instant subconscious jealousy). Men in particular have a problem with confident women, whereas I find a lot of women hate other women who are happy, especially if they’re not married. I’ve mentioned before that one thing that is needed to keep a marriage going well, is an effort to show respect towards your partner, I feel it’s the same with children too - we all had quite a lot of respect in our family, my parents were respectful towards me, for the most part, and vice versa. I will give you an example here, I’m pretty sure I’ve already written about this but it was deleted, so I’m writing it again. My dad used to collect our mail every day after he finished work from the letterbox at the front of the house, no one else really paid any attention to the mail (no such thing as online shopping back then) But if any of us did receive a letter, on the rare occasion, then dad would seek us out and personally hand-deliver the letter to us. I just thought this was normal behaviour, but as I have since lived in various situations and locations, and have come across various people, I have realised that this is an area where there is a fundamental lack of respect within families. Often one person dominates the family and opens any mail to anyone addressed within the household. GUESS WHAT if it’s not addressed to you then you shouldn’t be opening it, regardless of who you are, and by the way, it is actually a crime to open somebody else’s mail, this includes within the family, obviously unless you’re a carer for an incapacitated person. But more to the point it is just disrespectful and unempowering. This area also crosses over to phone messages, taking phone messages, and giving phone messages. I’ve noticed there are some people who just don’t know how to do this basic courtesy, and it all comes down to a lack of respect for somebody else, because they haven’t learnt how to be respectful in their family growing up. I guess lack of empathy too. Back to our family, Dad always cleaned up after himself too, but I don’t think I ever saw him with a vacuum, the traditional role of housewife and bread maker, prevailed, but he never left mess for her, and often cleaned the kitchen; as I wrote before (actually I think it was stolen, but, every night after mum cooked the family meal, he would do the washing up, even when I started to learn to cook, and left huge messes in the kitchen, he would still clean the kitchen up (what a dad!) – we all gave him the nickname of the dick-washer! (His name was a Richard, but everyone called him Dick! He liked doing it, as he could spend a couple of hrs every night on his own, and swoosh back half a bottle of wine. And honesty was big, there were no lies, no one had any need to lie, ever. I’ve actually been told most women were jealous of my father. I can only suppose it was because, you know, back in his day, in the 50s, he was a swing dancer, master of the Lindy hop!! Lol, plus, you know, he never ‘hooned’ while driving, not even a little bit at the lights when they change, very responsible. You know, he took out health insurance for the whole family (only since none of us were sickly it was never used, although, even after all the kids left home, and they were no longer listed on the health plan, dad kept it for himself and mum, but when dad got sick (pancreatic cancer in his early 70’s) - do you think the health provider took care of him? After what, 50yrs of paying regular health insurance, they did NOT look after him, it was not for a couple of weeks of waiting around in pain in Sydney, when finally, one of the nurses noted he had private health insurance, so then he was taken and operated on, with an operation extending his life, giving him another 6mnths or so to live (pancreatic cancer is fatal). Anyway, back to my father hero story, as I’m old and wise now I know a lot of men aren’t like this at all, they’re bullies who don’t know how to live and be happy and raise a child. I hate those fathers because it is their daughters that I encounter on a daily basis and that I have to take to combat because of their dysfunction. So, shape up Australian parents, you’ve got a long way to go. All the siblings have grown up and gone their separate ways - and have been somewhat disappointing in my opinion. I’m not sure how we can be so different but perhaps it was schooling, we each went to a different secondary school. I recall my sister being given a choice when she was 10, if she wanted to go to the same boarding school as me, she said, she noted a change in me, for the worse, and so DID NOT want to go to that school!! So, she went to the local Catholic school. {I believe I did change too; I went from a happy loving environment into a bitch environment; not good for anyone let alone 11-year-old little girl}. Then after Daniel had some difficulties at Tas, he did his final 2 yrs at the local high school where he was much happier, (mum and dad installed a small punching bag and a big boxing bag for him, so he too could learn to fight – I tell you, fairytale childhoods!) so Tomas followed suit at the local high school too. We have different morals and values. Some items were stolen when they were around, if it wasn’t them, it was someone trying to make it look like them. (Never underestimates DOGS) But I know they’re certainly very disrespectful towards me, they cannot handle the fact that I’m not married -just like them (a common theme in Australia, everyone wants to be the same as everyone else). Well not me! And they certainly can’t handle the dogs that follow me around. When Daniel and Sherry got married, I was excluded from wedding cake, and Daniels, big boob wife gave me dog soap for xmas - I do not have a dog. My sisters main aim was to play sides with everyone I encounted, and now, stupid dogs from TV, copy her, like popular American celebs who (don’t they have anything better to concern themselves with, other than my family and I). After dad died it was a bit of a case of ‘when the cats away the mice will play’. I certainly don’t want anything to do with them, it’s better for my health, not only my mental health, but physical health, you know when a sibling wants something they can be very wilful, even if they want you gone. Although mine are far more easily manipulated by other dogs who want to play sides too. Btw, all my siblings are considered ‘fully functioning’ and are “comfortable”, so when you read my blog and you see the photo of this Mini Moke, which represents ‘fun and freedom’ from the 70s, don’t get the wrong idea about my parents; parenting without an Ironfist, is the only way to parent as far as I am concerned. It’s just I am a little different than most, and society is not yet quite fully equipped for me. At least I have fond happy childhood memories of everyone. I remember the last Christmas we were all together, quite some time ago when dad was still alive and he paid for all the food. I specifically remember it because, as per usual I was doing all the cooking, and that year would've been the hottest day that I was aware of, I checked the temperature gauge, it was 4 or 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and it was 44°C - in the shade. My feet had swollen up from the heat so much so, that I could no longer wear my shoes, so I had been in the kitchen cooking with no shoes, by the end of that day I was in some pain, and that was the end for me, of any more hot Christmas lunches with the hot ovens going. {Albeit, I do remember the food that year was delicious!} – I also wrote about the hottest day, in 2020, on my blog, but could not find it – gone. The photo next to that one is another shot of the 6. Holwood house near Currabubula, with the car! Ford Falcon , the trusted family car. In 1983 dad won the lottery on the scratchies, (!!) what did he do; bought a ford falcon, and sent me to private boarding school. We rocked up to my school in that car, - not that I really was paying too much attention then, but later, so it seems, (I have the gift of seeing now what I couldn’t see back then) - then, I wasn’t into cars in anyway, nor was I into the monetary value of such things, but apparently some young 11yr old girls are (I hate to think what their family life was like, yuk and superficial). So those few year 7 girls noticed my car and assumed our family was really poor, (!) and I was there on some sort of charity case. Most of the cars that were parked in that year 7 carpark on the first day were Volvos, Mercedes, and new modern cars, none of them certainly had any dust on them from driving on muddy dirty roads like ours! (even though it was a school full of famers daughters!). Farmers had ‘town cars’. By the way, I enrolled to go horse riding, and spent 4 years horse riding, each term, I felt I was lucky to do this, although the cost of it wasn’t that great in my opinion, if I recall, about $120 a term and there were 3 terms a year. (Owning a horse would have worked out to be far greater) And I could really do as much horse riding as I wished after school and on the weekends, - I got my bang for my buck! And anyway, I put it down to my parents being able to afford horse riding, because they didn’t waste money on expensive cars. A lot of girls with expensive cars couldn’t afford to go horse riding, and were jealous. (I’m from a family who has common sense, well at least dad did anyway, that’s where I get it from!! Mum – 4 kids, actually she wanted 5 – total nutter!! I actually believe that fact that they could send me away was a bit of a relief for mum, as it was one less to look after, not that she would have agreed. But, as a sidebar, if it were not for mums 4th born, our family house would’ve burnt down back in 1986! You see when Tomas was born, as there was such a large gap between him and everyone else, everyone just loved him, everyone thought he was the cutest little toddler ever, he used to make everyone laugh with joy! He really had ‘carte blanche’, and did whatever he pleased - for example, mum had a rule that at dinner times, everyone was to sit at the kitchen table for the whole duration of the meal until everyone had finished – ‘family time’, she was really strict about it. But Tomas, well, this rule seemed not to apply to him, he could wander around and do as he felt needed! I guess in retrospect he may have been a little brat! Actually I don't remember him being a brat when he was young - too cute, but when he was older, 18, he definitely was! Rude and disrespectful in my opinion! And, I am aware that this ‘carte blanche’ can cause mental health problems in some people when they're older, because they never learnt discipline, and how, not to “have their own way” all the time, when they were young. So they were never given the chance to throw that tantrum when they were 2yrs old, as parents never wanted to see them cry. (So, this one night he had wandered off, and he returned back into me, and took my hand and said “come e-lily, come” (he could not yet pronounce Emily). He insisted, (as, I had not been giving the gift of ‘carte blanche’ ! ) He took me into the living room that had a fire blazing, “look” he said “pretty e-lily, pretty” - and there I saw, a HUGE burning blazing red ember log, had rolled out onto mums thick woollen handmade rug below the fireplace and was smouldering away in that wool, getting ready to burn the whole timber federation house down. Tomas new about my loud scream, thus I suspect why I was chosen – not to mention the prettiness! And soon dad was there to rescue the house and put the log back. I should mention that rug, was one of those long shag pile rugs that you make with a latch Hook and place each individual length of 12cm long wool yarn into the base rug. We would all tease mum about making it, because the rug was about 4m x 5m, and we didn't think there was any chance she would get it finished, and she used to give us each a latch Hook and ask us to help her! After about 40cm across, she realised it was too big, so she gave up and folded the unfinished rug bit under the part that was done, and put it in front of the fireplace! Lol. Also it would've been probably a few weeks before this incident, when I was going through a ‘Can-Can’ phase, I might've been 12 or 13, I can't exactly remember my age, but I was doing the Can-Can in the kitchen, I was seeing how high I could get my leg, and I got it so high, that I fell straight down on my butt, it bloody hurt, I let out a huge scream (I think I may have written about this before), and little Tomas was in the next room, and he would have heard just exactly how loud my screen is Lol! Actually here's a good spot to mention; in our family, everyone was involved with their own situation, as in, their own individual lives, everyone was busy, and we all had friends, and a lot of ‘life’, going on outside the family unit. So, no one was really too preoccupied at any time, with what somebody else was doing. I mentioned that, because it seems that there are many people who don't know what this is like, they seem to be so far removed from themselves, that they can only concern themselves with what other people are doing. So, for those people that form obsessions with other people, (unhealthy obsessions), I blame their parents for not encouraging them to be active and involved in the community as kids. This is where all the leeches were! 7. The Leech Story - the above photo shows where t he leeches were! Cockburn River at Limbri - such happy memories of picnicking, well barbecuing, b y the river, as a young family. The house was about 500m up the road from that spot. I want to share a little story, as recently I was trapped by certain bullies of society and this story is for them. When I was a little girl I was fortunate enough to live on a farm that had a river running alongside it. One weekend we were down there as a family swimming -the thing with this river, is there were giant leeches all along the shoreline, and you had to swim out to where it was flowing quite fast if you didn’t want to get eaten by leeches. And me, being a little girl, wasn’t too pleased with this arrangement and one time when everyone was out the middle of the river swimming and I was still on the shoreline, I saw 2 of these huge big fat leeches (there about 12cm long) and so I kind of trapped them by building a little circle out of rocks and dirt, they couldn’t get out, they were just swimming round and round. So we left and that was the end of that, it was a distant memory, only some years later at school, on an outward bound excursion, we had been walking quite a lot, and we found ourselves sitting down in the forest resting, and all of a sudden this huge giant leach jumped onto the crotch of my jeans and was wriggling about in a very menacing manner - all the girls screamed, including me. Lucky one levelheaded girl emerged and removed it for me. So I believe this leach ‘leached’ onto me purely as a result of trapping those two leeches many years before. Such is life and the way it works. Watch out SM. The photo next to that is our Bieman family from 1988, we were in Sydney on holidays staying with Grandma Bieman; 8. Bieman Family 1988 with Story to try and Tackle ‘Quality Inhibited’ parenting in Australia The older I get, the more I figure how naive my family, and most families are, about certain fundamentals. (As savvy as my parents were). Countless times I’ve seen parents (actually not thinking of mine here) berating their child to me, because they might be embarrassed about them in front of someone else, and by berating, I mean, putting down, implying that their child is stupid or inadequate, and hopeless, behind the child’s back. They do it in the hopes that the other person (me) doesn’t think this, before the say so. It comes from a place of fear, basically their own personal fear, which inevitably will be projected onto their child. This is really wrong, not that I am one of those people that tells other people what to do, but it’s just so really obviously wrong, and I can’t believe so many Australian parents do it. Have some family pride, learn pride, teach pride to your kids. You have to try and raise kids that aren’t hopeless, that’s your aim as a parent. It’s your job to do so. Also, the importance of discussions (and I am thinking of my family here), discussions with your kids about ‘bad’ things that happen in life, is important – if it happened to you, chances are, it will happen to 1 of your kids, that’s how it works. Encourage discussions. If you get an opportunity to tell your child an ’honest-truth’, take it, relish it. Lying does not protect your child, get gritty and grimy. Also discuss money, how much money the family is earning, talk about the family budget, really teach kids about money from an early age, and personal finances, private family money matters, and why they can’t spend money on toys all the time, or talk about the finances to their friends. One more family thing: just a thought, parents who raise their kids to be sent away out of their childhood community, are LOST, there is more of a chance that launching their career within the community where they were raised, will result in happier souls with a sense of place and community. AND my parents sent 2 of my siblings off for 12 months on exchange in high school, one went to Finland the other went to Canada, and well, neither of them had anything negative to say about the experience, but I personally believe it’s not a good idea to send your child away anywhere - a child needs its family for various reasons one of those reasons is protection against unseen forces. Those ‘forces’ can see someone that doesn’t have their family support around them, and will go on the passive aggressive attack, just because they can. And, having now witnessed many different family situations. I can’t tell you how fortunate it was as a child, to not have a broken family, to have stability and not have people coming and going all the time, knowing that when I got home from school, mum would be there getting dinner underway, and dad would be home later. That kind of security I had growing up, enables a strong sense of self, and inner assurance. Also, if someone is attacking you (not a family member) but a bully (every second person in Australia is a bully, due to careful emigration tactics- read later my story about British Emigration Tactics – and actually it turns out, not only the Brits did, and are still doing this.) So, if they’re slandering you, telling you you’re crazy and or stupid, whatever, - not only are they having a go at you, but they are having a go at your whole family, as you’re all related with the same DNA, you think similarly. My family and many families I’ve met, don’t get the whole concept of ‘you’re from the same place, therefore you’re on the same side, and you have to stick together, have one another’s back so to speak, in order to win FAIRLY in life. (Same with a childless couple - you’re on the same side) I put FAIRLY in capital letters, as unfortunatly I have seen many people try to win unfairly. Anyway, I’ve come to the conclusion that if you don’t get this, you’re UNWISE, and you need to rethink your whole thought process in order to pull your socks up. Note in the photo in the bottom right corner, there, lying on the grass is a listerine bottle, I had to laugh when I saw it – Dad used to rinse his mouth every day with listerine, he never had to go to the dentist ever!! So much a part of daily life, it somehow got caught in the shot!!! The last photo across that row shows a 'roof' shot of my much loved front yard at Rangari, in 2017, with my HUGE vege patch and Fruit Tree strips; 9. Stolen Garden So, the farm where I had been living for 10 years, was tragically sold by my landlord, David and Brenda Heywood, to my neighbour Steve and Sophie Carter, who already owned a large station at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW. And I was asked to leave, as Sophie (formerly Sophie Powell – starting to see yet? - Well actually, no you probably can’t see - I’ve only just remembered that Sophie‘s maiden name is Powell (2021), she, and Charlotte Powell, and Amy Powell, would all be related. And Amy Powell was in my year, and if you read my “school bully” story, Amy has a starring role. I’m not going to repeat what I wrote, but to cut a long story short, the bullying had nothing to do with me. I didn’t know anything about the bullying that was going on. But Amy must have, I’m thinking, has gone and whinged to her older relatives Sophie and Charlotte, about me, and they possibly have been responsible for a lot of harassment, that I have encountered. I mean, I have no idea actually what Charlotte Powell looks like, and I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t of even known what Sophie Powell looked like had not seen her on that day when she came by and told me that she could fit a family in my house, (not that she had a family lined up) so there’s probably a whole heap of other revolting situations that this family has inflicted, that I do not know about - looks to me they are a whole bullying family. And I guess the only thing I have to say here is; get screwed, get a life, leave me the hell alone, you little dogs. (It was only a letter get a grip wussies, written by a little girl in yr 7, and involved mere name-calling, who cares, why would you follow someone around and hate on them for thinking they did it? You are ALL nuts) Anyway, back to the story; so, Sophie, said they wanted to put family in the house, (what a naive attitude, she is a blonde, a fake blonde) and Steve said he wanted a farmhand to live there. (The real reason was pure Shameful Australian Gardening Jealousy - There is a phenomenon called “Gold Star Dog Problem” I will explain - I finally put this together when I realized I had little dogs who are jealous of my clothes, my weight, even the way I speak. And they try to sabotage, (women are jealous of everything - they are disgusting) They also try to sabotage my fabric designs, and any other item of good quality, sometimes they even swap item over for poorer quality and don't think that I will notice like the quality cocoa from America and premium petrol for the mower. It's a “Gold Star Dog” problem, that is taught by primary school teachers who brainwash them into believing that if a person is not of a certain standard, then they are not deserving of anything good, like the gold star in 5th class - So these little girls apply the same principle in adult life, but substituting the gold stars for good quality items or lifestyle, they just love playing 'teacher'. They are completely STUPID. (My home and business that I had put 10yrs backbreaking work into was ‘stolen’ from me for this reason. 2018) - Related: This is what happens in my life: every time I walk in front of a crowded open street café, I would have some girl yell out in an abusive aggressive insulting manner at me, this happens every single time I walk past a café, every time, no matter what part of Australia – even in the café at Bunnings – just minding my own business shopping, walking past the café - DOGS !! Oh, I had some dog in Hollywood,(2025) try to tell me that it was just women laughing, as women do in a restaurant situation. And that I was, you know, reacting in a ‘mentally unhealthy’ way. So fuck you - you stupid dog. This is not the case at all, and who the hell do you think you are? If I say I have some girl yelling out at me in an “abusive and aggressive manner” then that's what happened. Take your “trying to save the stupid dogs” - embarrassing and shameful narcissism and shove it up your arse. And yes, for many years, you have been WRONG. At one point you will have to admit it. (stupids). Anyway, I was devastated, (still am several yrs later) as I had planted 1000’s of trees, shrubs, herbs, veges and fruit trees, possibly 10’s of 1000’s, I found a real passion for nature, especially the native flowers. I had planted so many native plants, that I was able to collect the seed and sell it online as a business “Farm Plants and Seeds” (today, if I were still there, I would be rich! all my hard work brought to fruition, there is a huge demand, especially for edible plants, covid19 times, everyone has cash to spend on gardening. I also put solar panels on the roof and built an above ground lap pool to sort out my 3 slipped discs in my back (not to mention exercise) And, not to mention the chook yard, sheds, fences, fruit fly tunnels, shade house, landscaping, etc., etc. I mean, I buried 3 of my cats under 3 orange trees. Just many hrs of hard work that was only possible for a genuine love of the land. (Btw, after I was asked to leave by David and Brenda, David told me, that he had tried to give me ‘hints’ that I would have to leave, as obviously if I had of known, I would not have spent $38000 on a pool and solar panels – David was still yet 15yrs away from retirement age, I did not know he was going to sell to Carters in 2018, and I did not know that he knew the Carters would want my house vacant. –I’m thinking to myself “what bloody hints?” what an idiot giving me “hints” YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY SAY IT. YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY SAY IT. I truly can’t believe how unthinking people are! So, my garden, my livelihood and most importantly, my food /good health has been stolen out of pure jealousy. So, in this little story, I am trying portray how angry I was back then, about being thrown out, and still somewhat are. All those people involved in my ‘casting out’ of Gunnedah ought to be truly ashamed of yourselves, and bad things will happen to you, you’d better be prepared. BTW, I watched Steve Carter, as he suddenly kept coming around to my house, this was before he purchased the farm, before I knew he was going to purchase it (but he knew) - and he knew deep down (somewhere in that brain of his), he could not just kick someone out of their home, so I watched him come up with all sorts of reasons why he should, picking fights with me over nothing. I listened to jealous dogs manipulate him, assuming the worst…...Olivia Newton-John, Maggie Bear and Bette Midler had something to do with the brainwashing too. Aswell as the show ‘Insight’ – For some reason I had dogs on SBS, they got all the farmers wives in Gunnedah to hurtle abuse at me, not really sure what the point was. I’m guessing jealousy, (that is the typical underlying issue that concerns other women when it comes to me); about where I was living, I struck gold. That women who hosts, is quite nice, a female with commonsense, but easily manipulated same as everyone else. I do feel there was a most deliberate push to get me kicked out of my home there at Rangari. Dogs brain washing Steve Carter. Stupid fucking dogs, how dare they not even ask me what I wanted. Stupid fucking women, so fucking hopeless I can’t believe it. I have come to the realization that it was Jessica White, responsible for that SBS thing, she is friends with some of the girls I saw on that show. Jessica is the one who helped turn my tooth black, along with Gina Burn - trying to convince people I was on drugs – Major bullying going on in Gunnedah. Btw, I do not really know Jessica White, I don’t believe we spoke ever at school, nor Gina Burn? Both their sisters were in my year, neither were enemies in any way. Stupid dogs. But I do feel there was a most deliberate push to get me kicked out of my home there at Rangari. Stupid dogs, how dare they not even ask me what I wanted. Stupid women, so fucking evil, I can’t believe it. So, Steve Carter reckons he was making all the decisions! Ha! The only positive part of my eviction was that I would not have the Carters as my landlord, as Steve Carter is a typical power tripping bully misogynist (that whole family is, and I have a NO BULLIES rule in my life, even though after I received the 3mnths notice letter from Heywood’s, I phoned Steve Carter to see if I could stay; all that work I had done, I was not about to give it up – I told him I was an excellent tenant who always paid my rent on due date, but he said no) I guess living somewhere slightly warmer is better too, because of my virus situation. Plus, I could leave the petty thievers behind -or so I thought, they are still stealing from me up here in QLD too (retailers follow me home). There was a mass thieving problem in Gunnedah, all retailers stealing from me, especially Bunnings (major petty theft criminal network working out of their stores, but goes back to Harvey Norman 15yrs ago who ripped me off $2200 on a Chair, I am pretty sure the sales girl was incahoots with my little sister Penny Bieman, - my family is fucked too) whenever there is a girl at the shop, I get ripped off by that shop. (Guess what, you cannot use me for your personal power tripping, having a bad day? DON’T TAKE IT OUT ON ME) I should mention – that ‘girl’ factor, that still happens now in 2021 at Gin Gin, if the ‘girl’ is there then they will not fix my sewing machine (had to throw it out ($1000 worth) will not treat me at the Dr’s (literally have to go elsewhere), heaps, 100’s now, of other examples I could mention. I do not know this evil girl – I do not know how those bimbo shop owners/receptionists could allow some evil girl in, to dictate what customers they can or cannot have? That girl needs to be severely fined. I think that girl must be from TV industry – those people are worshipped. And whenever I try to leave a review and mention this stupid blonde bimbo who has been “placed” in the shop to try and steal from me; my reviews get rejected from Google Maps. For some reason, staff on Google Maps do not want to admit that there is literally a blonde bimbo following me around stealing from me, they think it's “crazy”. I can assure you this stupid blonde bimbo is very very real (and yes, it is always a blonde – but not always the same one. The dogs are doing a “blonde” thing. They think they are funny. I'm trying to do something about their bullying ways, but Google are trying to pretend a part of life doesn't happen. (Could be organized by Google?? IT nerd problem?? – this would be something stupid they would do. "We want to talk about stupid blondes"} Admin people on Google Maps; you are stupid. {Apparently the one Google staff who is obsessed with me and deleting all my reviews, even if I create a different account, is black a “black bitch” I was in informed – yeeeah I’m sure.} I was also informed, they "insert" thieving stupid blondes, because they want me to "live in fear". Well you stupid little blondes, your plan has backfired. And how typical of a stupid blonde to come up with such a cockaninnie plan: you are stupid, you are thieves: go fuck yourselves. Oh, there’s that song stuck in my head again, it goes, “fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off…”. 10 Years of gardening in my Garden at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW 11. I spent a lot of time horseriding in my youth, I loved it. This is a photo of me on a horse at a riding school (if you could call it that) in Tamworth near Kootingal. It was more like ‘grab a horse and let’s go for a ride in the mountains’ !! it was great fun- that riding school knew how to live life. I miss riding. 12. Travelled twice in 30yrs - Travel sickness So basically, in the past 30 years I’ve only travelled twice, once to Port Douglas for my brother’s wedding, and once to Sydney, and both those times I got sick, and both of those times I believe it was a deliberate attack on me. In Cairns it was a girl outside my Thala hotel room where the air con was – pacing up and down for hrs, very suspicious {such stupidity outside?}. The other was in Sydney at Mount Annan gardens, those BOYS in black hanging around my car, again highly suspicious (read my Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan photo story). I feel it worth mentioning - there is truly an element of evil out there who know about the weakening affect that a virus has on a person’s immune, and it’s a big handicap if you have a virus in your body - it has to fight it, constantly weakening you. (Or stupid dogs who spit in peoples food do not know about the contamination factor (spitting in food is a problem in this country, after hearing many chef stories in my time, you would never eat out again, ever, if you knew). Other people are disgusting. I did travel to Melbourne in 2006 - I moved there for a very brief time for 3 months, and in that time, I did not get sick, so that’s something. It seems I have the stupid bimbos who are hung up on class, follow me around, if I travel for a holiday - I have them on my back, as they do not consider me worthy of having a holiday, and so follow me around and persecute me and try to make me sick, give me a virus – they can do it – BUT STILL STUPID, STUPID MENTALITY. Why I get picked on when I travel is an issue those perps will have to take up with God (seriously, take it up with God, it’s no good trying to exact revenge on someone when they don’t even know what you stupid issue is). Get a brain and start praying. Also, I have noted there are certain sectors of society who know what’s going on with me, and if those people are ever present whenever I go anywhere the dogs who hound me, skedaddle. I’m not entirely sure who those people are, maybe they’re just people of importance, in the right spot at the right time, because most dogs are revolting if they think no one is watching (they steal mainly). Newsflash, someone is always watching. BTW, one of the reasons I never go anywhere is because I have dogs that follow me around, and harass me, when I travel, again I think Cathy Goldman is behind it - rack off you stupid psycho dog (I think she rounds up anyone who has crossed my path, ever, and brings them along with herself to follow me on my trip, I am certain I saw her with at least 50 young girls when I was in Port Douglas, for my brother’s wedding). What is wrong with her? She belongs in jail. Thieving dogs. Go on your own goddam holiday. I’ve also noticed, if I go out for a day trip or a morning trip somewhere, like across to the nearest big city, or as I’ve moved to Queensland, I can drive over to the beach; I’m pretty sure I have seen my neighbours follow me, it’s very odd, they don’t actually approach or interact with me. They just follow me. When I visited Moore Park Beach once, instead of the typical empty beach, there were at least 20 people there, all just staring at me, one tried to steal a necklace from my bag, and one hissed at me. (!) The last outing, to the local beach up here, I had at least 12 people follow me to this really remote and quiet alcove (on a Wednesday morning); it’s really unbearable to have people follow me like this wherever I go. Don’t they have anything better to do? Why would they think I would want their company - or at any rate, want someone watching me from afar? As they don’t usually bother interacting. Total perverts. I mean what’s wrong with them? Don’t they have any common sense in this area, or are they just so arrogant, that they think it’s fine, following some woman around? Someone told me it was politicians following me around, someone else told me it was just arseholes wanting to catch me in an unguarded moment, to try to humiliate me on camera. Someone else said it was Centrelink staff, or people who think anyone receiving any Centrelink payment, ought not be allowed to go anywhere. {Such stupid people; as if they have a say in where I go; so arrogant - anyone else who thinks that they have the right to tell me what to do in life, or where to go/ where not to go, is beyond stupid.} I have always thought it was the ‘dog network’. Anyway, who knows really what their motives, I have no idea why they would follow me around. But I hate it. It’s not like I’m famous or anything, maybe you would expect a famous actress or singer to be followed around. But even then, that behaviour is really quite absurd and certainly, I’m sure, it would be unwanted. It’s total uninvited, unsought, unasked for, uncalled for, unrequested, undemanded, not required, unprompted, unwelcome, condescending, antagonistic behaviour. Also, I’ve noticed a pattern that goes on, on such occasions; there seems to be a series of 3 processes; first, maybe just one or two, on the quiet people appear, maybe they hang around doing God know what, then they disappear. Then just after they disappear, (maybe mid-morning by that point) there’s a big commotion, like a plane will go over, and cars hoon past. Last time, it was a boat and a plane and a helicopter, plus car revving. Then there’s more people arrive, more noise, maybe like car hooning, motorbikes hooning, sometimes verbal harassment, or theft especially if I go to a shop, in this 3rd process. It’s like those ‘next process’ people have a kind of deliberate bad vibe; it’s like if I don’t do what they require when the 1 or 2 on the quite people are there, then they ‘send in the dogs’. Only, they never told me what they required, so they have only themselves to blame if the day did not go the way they wanted! And such absurdity, and childish tantrums. It seems to me; some idiot has got some major control issues; why would you want to control me? We do not know each other, we’re not married, we have NO RELATIONSHIP at all – and as a result, you do not get a say in my life. (Just by the by, I would never tolerate such imbecile of childish nature in my life, – only a sucker would). Anyway, so after the 3 processes are over, (after the GOOD PEOPLE, then is the BAD PEOPLE, and then after the BAD PEOPLE, finally there’s NO PEOPLE), and so after, well, that is the best part of my day, but usually it’s the time where I arrive home, and get mostly peace and quiet anyway. It’s like I have to remember in the future to NOT start my day until 3PM, if I want to go out somewhere, in peace and quiet. When I was at cairns for my brother’s wedding, I went to a national park spot which was a creek with rapids and clear water – but it was so unbearable, because there were so many people, 100’s IF NOT 1000’S, in this beautiful pristine spot – RUINING IT. (I don’t believe related to me, just tourists, except for the dog there that yelled out at me as I walked past). There are too many people in this world already. Also, if there is no prospect of ever owing your own home (read below HOPE), or no prospect of travelling, then, what exactly is the point of working for some rich dick with a bunch of stupid bully bitches in the work place? Come on, tell me? {Since I put this in, they increased rents, so a home loan is now cheaper than the cheapest rent option, but TOO LATE.} As I am updating this today, I can hear my neighbour (tall blonde) laughing – I am going to include her photo, she is one of the dogs. Bugger off. She looks like Sally Bingle, with all her hair chopped off? - an older sister, of a girl in my year, that girl, Lucy, I had to spend the whole 6yrs, politely telling her to “go away”, she was guilty about something, and wanted to be friends. I saw her younger sister in Sydney too, I suspect that whole family can hear me, however unlike the stupid little blonde bimbo who stalks me and harasses me, they are very cool and savvy about the whole situation. But I suspect those older girls are stalking me, she, Wainberg girl, Shauna??? What the hell? Talk about an unhealthy obsession, such irony. And, it’s not like I feed them! You know, like stray cats. I think there were others too, but I really did not concern myself with the older years, so most remail nameless. Maybe they are trying to play God, like the Bunnings Bimbos? This reminds me of this little story; I noticed when I think about myself, and conjure up an image in my mind, I often imagine myself as I once looked when I was 18, that is, in a slim trim and ‘the beauty of youth’ way, I no longer look like this at all, (approaching 50), but yet I still imagine that tight little butt, with hardly any fat!! Quite different to the reality of what my butt looks like now! J - It’s just a harmless, positive wishful thinking way of thinking, I guess! But I notice with women, like the above mentioned, this is what they do when they think of themselves, and their personality and their nature, they think they are someone really good and just, without any flaws, dysfunction or biases. They don’t know, they can’t see, their own dysfunction. Like these girls following me around trying to play God - this is a major dysfunction. WAKE UP. I am also fairly sure, those girls, not only steal from me literally, but they steal buying ‘opportunities’, like, things that I see advertised, like specials, at the supermarket, or eBay bids, they swoop in and buy before I get a chance, if there’s something I want I never win, there’s always some rich person who wants to beat me? {This was before when I was living at Rangari and not banned from ebay at that point}. But I think they still do it; aswell if I note some product is really good, or on sale, and has been for several months, as soon as I see it, suddenly it goes, again before I get a chance to purchase. ANNOYING Oh, I just remembered, I also drove over to Coffs Harbour in 2005, it’s only 4 hours from Gunnedah. I stayed in a shack holiday house in the forest. I took my four cats. I visited a Butterfly sanctuary and I went snorkelling, it wasn’t that good, but it was still tremendous fun - it was the middle of winter and the water was freezing, but I didn’t get sick (this was pre-initial virus). It was a memorable weekend. I think the dogs tried, but failed. {and there is some retard who beeps when they drive past my units, if the girl leaves – you idiot, you cannot see}. Also, when I worked briefly as a live-in nanny, we all travelled to Port Douglas, no dogs there then (oh wait, there was, at the hotel restaurant, a girl stole my buffet dinner plate full of food while I was in the bathroom). Thieving dogs. And not funny you stupid blonde bimbo. {I find it extraordinary how pretty much All other people, think it's perfectly fine for thieving stupid skanky bimbos, to steal from me. Well, it's not, and you thinking it's okay, makes you guilty, just like the thief, and like that stupid thief; you’re going to have to pay eventually too.} Before 30 years, after I finished my Associate Diploma, I went to a friend’s house for a holiday who lived in Hongkong. Ofcourse there was no internet back then, and so travelling when so young is kind of wasted. But I do feel Travel in general is way overrated, (a lot of desperate people in the industry trying to push it), you’re better off spending money on some good house features. Actually, I don’t really recommend travel for anyone under the age of 40 either, particularly girls. Even if you’re not on your own and with a friend or a group you’re still going to have people steal from you, the absolute professionals out there now who steal from tourists is a whole industry, and I have enough problems with people stealing from me in my own home town, so travelling would be a huge problem, especially with me. I saw on YouTube, some Chinese guy travelling in Italy, he had a body cam on whilst travelling through the subway, and he caught a whole family working together to steal from him and his family, and he managed to break one of the thieving girls finger! So hooray for him! 13. Typical neighbourhood scenario, 2 girls eavesdropping on family and friends No one tells you at school that there’s going to be girls who follow you around and try to eavesdrop on your conversations, with your friends and family. They are desperate for ideas, they want to know everything that young people are into, what their interests are, what they want to talk about. In fact, I would say it’s more about those two things, than even what they’re spending habits are. Which is why I think it’s radio related - people from the radio industry are desperate for ideas to talk about. Anything that comes out of your mouth, they grab hold off, like parasites. So, not only do you have to be mindful of people “purvin” on what you say, but you can actually be quite influential, so you have to be careful about that too. You have people watching you all the time, well, I did. I remember specifically on the train home from Fashion school, at Tafe, at Hornsby, all along the North Shore, against peak time, so there were not many people in the carriages, I frequently had youngish girls follow me, and if I were travelling with someone, like a friend from Tafe, then those girls would sit right next to us, in the empty carriage for the sole point of eavesdropping on our conversation – I mean they were totally obsessed with me. Very odd, you know, I am a normal healthy thinking person, surely, we are not that unique? I mean I know I have met my fair-share of bimbos in my life, but it can’t be that rare, that you would follow a seemingly interesting person and hang on every word they said? Then they copy everything, they copy everything, they have no common sense. They also don’t tell you at school, if the dogs steal from you, then later, after they have stolen from you, there are packs of people, (women) who work together, to come up with a plan to try and disrespect you, inorder to protect themselves against any accusations that you might make; so, you lose credibility. A plot against your credibility. (What do you think metal health units are for? – I can asure you, it is this sole point, of dicrediblity.) I am adding to this story; After my neighbour left today (April 2022) on his blue Superbike, a huge retrofitted Harley Davidson. When another neighbour down a bit, had someone turn up at her place, with a purple superbike Harley Davidson; it was like they were copping my neighbour – they wanted to show off their bike too!! Also, the blonde daughter in a show I am watching this easter (Start Up) looks like that “short blonde bimbo” I am always raving about who follows me around and steals from me. Just a feeling. (Excellent show) 14. Hope (actually this story pretty much sums up my life here in Australia) Hope (actually this story pretty much sums up my life here in Australia) When I was 18, I moved to Sydney to start my study then working career in the fashion industry. As a young single girl on minimum wage there was not much hope in actually being able to afford to buy a house. Housing was very expensive then, and still is. Banks are reluctant to give young single ladies any kind of loan, (I recall at 25yrs, CBA even rejected my small car loan, – but Nissan Finance saved me, but at twice the bank rate). So, after another 5 years, I realized buying a house was out of the question, and thus the whole point of working became a moot point. {This would have only been overcome by getting a home loan as soon as you got your first job.} So, with no hope of obtaining my own home, I packed up and moved to the country, where I was happy enough with not much money and renting a cheap old farmhouse. Which was easy to do back then, - there were plenty of farmhouses to choose from. Unfortunatly, due to all those farmers I knew growing up who had multiple quadruple quintuple kids, suddenly in 2018 there were no more farmhouses (not only farmhouses) but no houses left at all to rent in Gunnedah, NONE. Now, as I had worked out, as long as I took a cheap rental at no more than $150/week, then this would be a good alternative to buying a house, affordability wise, it would be cheaper to rent (mainly due to greedy over-priced council rates, who want all the money to spend on unnecessary road works, to keep young hopeless men employed, - never ending dog cycle). Unfortunately, life is different when you get older, you actually need a house for security, and freedom from stupid twit landlords. Times have slightly changed, (but banks still won't give single ladies a home loan) But, the gov will, under the First Home Loan Deposit Scheme, plus there is a Grant, (rules apply, but if you work full time, you’re in luck – you should do this if you have just started working at age 20 or so, no point wasting your money on rent. NONE; rent is for naive suckers, NO, rent is for VICTIMS). Personally, I am really not sure what my parents were thinking, when they sent me down to Sydney to start paying those high rents (perhaps not thinking at all). But. no hard feelings. As we have internet now with real estate sites, people can search and see housing prices across all of Australia. I was inspired to write this story because now even young people without any money or any hope can look at this app, especially when they are young to determine what kind of lifestyle they want, how much money will they need to buy a house, what’s the minimum amount they will need, this hope was unavailable when I was 18. (a lot of kids have parents who will put down a deposit for them (some buy them a house on their 18th) – you should pressure your parents, as they should not have had kids if they can’t afford at least a deposit for you, they have to provide hope, in my opinion. Too late for me at age 48, (too late gov, even though rental prices are more expensive than mortgage repayments). But not too late if you’re just starting out in the work place at 20. I encourage all young girls to get this app and start looking! It will give them hope and a goal. (You do have to be careful of outsource parties, who have application process onsite: if you’ve ever had a dispute with a landlord, then the application won’t go through on ANY other listings that you apply for - which is completely unfair, and basically discriminatory. This is why you need your own home, because you get discriminated against as a renter. IT’S THE MAIN REASON ACTUALLY. And Rental real estate girls are young, and the worst. Landlords are greedy arsholes, you will inevitably have problems with them if you’re a single lady – they can’t but help OVERSTEP the boundary. They are useless and weak. Note, in 2024 I had extreme problems using realestate.com, they refused all my 40 applications based on my income, “not enough” for even the cheapest rental in Australia. Can you believe that, and what a waste of time putting in applications with all their privacy abuses – wanting to know ALL my financial information, salaries, any other incomes… past residences up to 7yrs for one of them, acquaintances, landlords, references – they are truly tyrannically evil. Since I am low income, it is not too much for me to give up my financial information, all 40 real estates who requested it! (infact it has saved me several times from the stupid little bimbos who work there – see, I have little money, no point following me for the point of stealing….) anyway, but I imagine if you are wealthy, being forced to give them this info would be a total privacy outrage – I would encourage you to forge information if this is the case, - as it is NONE OF THEIR FUCKING BUSINESS – who do they think they are the tax office!! I resorted to putting a poster up at my local supermarket for ‘rental wanted’, lucky I got a reply, otherwise I would be sleeping on the beach. You cannot trust .com or real estates in Australia. Although I suspect the reason I have my new good place is not about me, it is about my landlord; there's something he needs to know, something along the lines of my "stolen pliers story" - in fact, exactly the same issue: old man over the age of 50 with certain types of personalities, they are completely blind. I'm not a man worshipper, I'm not going to worship you. I'm respectful, and polite. But that is the extent of my 'man worshipping' - you're just going have to deal with that old men, and stop taking your "I want to be God and worshipped" frustrations, out on single ladies. The ones in this area also use fear tactics. LOL! If you do not have a deposit for a home loan when you start working, you really have to live at home with your parents in order to save for at least that. And, I have heard about parents charging their young kids rent – OMG, only a total tight-fisted, stingy, selfish cretin would charge their kids rent. If your parents are charging you rent, you should probably move out anyway, as you would be better off without such anti-love in your life {fair enough if you all want to work out food bills, but rent, no way, those parents ought to be hung. The family home is meant to be a safe place, and as a parent if you have not given your child enough skills to be independent, you will have to endure them at home. YOUR FAULT. Not to mention any money for other accommodations.} Oh, and you can’t study at uni/Tafe if your home life isn’t happy, you need somewhere safe and comfortable, so you can concentrate on studying, and not have to worry about thieving flatmates, or high rents, and all the other problems associated with being a young single person with no money, I mean you really have to eliminate all other problems from your life, so you can take studying, and a career seriously. I know I did this when I started my first job, but really you have to start at college too! Parties are way over-rated, not that I was a party person, but study is not just ‘something to do’. And you certainly can’t be going through any medical situations either. Btw, a young 20-year-old girl just out of college on her own has got no chance of succeeding, you are way too much of an open book and you’ll be taken advantage of at every turn, and there are forces at play trying to stop you, they hate women in power. Apparently its ‘political’ and there are old men, in power, who drive around and try to muck things up for unmarried women, or women who are banded together, as there is a strength in women uniting, certain men can’t stand it – they can’t stand that strength. (All other issues about retarded (retarded as in socially inadequate) men who follow single ladies around too). Maybe I would suggest to find someone at college you can trust, team up and go into business together, but having said that, really the whole marketplace is organised already, it’s like one great big crime network, and the big players destroy the small players, so they can make more and more, and more…. the whole workplace is dominated by the biggest bullies on the block. So new starters really don’t have much of a chance, well, not unless you’re really savvy, and have a lot of savvy older help. So, if you are on your own, without friends and allies, you will not succeed. I wish someone had told me about all the obstacles. I felt it was a case of the blind leading the blind when I was younger. I attended Fashion School, and learnt the basics, but hands on experience by a competent mentor in the workplace, would have been good too (actually getting a competent person would be hard) BUT I recall one helpful teacher stating, young girls make plenty of common mistakes when they are starting out, and it is better to make those mistakes on someone else’s’ dime, rather than on your own in a new business!! Lol, it’s true, very true, plus it is so nice to get that first ever pay check at the end of the first week. And again, I will state here, they, as in high school and higher education, do not teach about pay/conditions/overtime/super/holiday/your rights/minimum wage/ salaries etc etc (SHAMEFUL). Managing money. Also btw, that first job I got after graduating from my Associate Diploma Course, was at Bonds. And, that company was the only one, of two employers who actually paid my super in that 10yr period of working in the Fashion Industry. But I was still very much underpaid at this job, as a 20-year-old girl compared to the young 20-year-old boys who worked there (they got an extra $200/week more than my wage, and they did not have a 2yr associate diploma). Also, I was a very conscientious worker, I worked quite hard, I didn’t ever stand around chitchatting like most of the other girls did. I was told I was the only one that actually got any work done in that Sample room! But actually, it was a little bit of a hindrance, being so diligent, because it is expected, in a workplace full of women, to undergo a specific amount of chitchat, it’s like a required social rule. (I have never been big on social norms, ‘norms’ are for coward sheep types) Just sidebar; I recall at school noticing how ‘sheep like’ all the girls were, it used to ‘incense me’,- you don’t all have to wear liberty shirts and do your hair in a big poofs (the ‘tucked pony tail!’) And when I started using Sydney Gregory’s, I noticed so many street names and towns were named after ones in England – it’s like back in the day, they were so fearful of being creative of any sort, like thinking up a new name! Or the Sydney Art Gallery, it was based on the famous Pushkin Museum in Moscow, practically identical front fascard! So, I can see, as I get older, that we’ve actually evolved along the way, compared to how we were back at the dawn of settlement time. But really this area is a total coward area. And if you read my “Designs to match Personalities”, you can see it is something that I also struggle with a bit. I felt I did everything right in order to make a career and money, but it wasn’t really the work that proved to be hard in the workplace, the impossible thing is dealing with bimbo bully dogs, actually they make it really difficult and impossible for my personality type. And it’s pointless staying in such a situation where bullying and female exclusion games exist (not to mention toilet attacks in the bathroom). In the end I felt for my own health, my mental health, and physical health, I would most definitely have to leave the workplace and I did. And it was the best decision I ever made. As I was able to start up a little business on my own which worked out well enough albeit short in the whole cash area. I’ve heard of stories of women escaping domestic violence situations or abusive situations in one form or the other by entering the workplace and becoming independent; For me it was kind of the opposite, to escape abusive situation, I had to leave the workplace. DOGS. {Someone mentioned to me that this is society’s motto (based on Darwin’s theory) of ‘survival of the fittest’ – she pointed out to me, if we allow this to be the case in society we would end up with a dog bully work place only, with no diversity, creativity or intelligence. So true. Update in 2022; the cost of rent has soared and it is now cheaper to pay a home loan repayment on a cheap house or unit, than the cheapest rentals on market – by half, which means I would have half my supposed rent left over at the end of the month, if I was paying a home loan instead (which would go towards rates). So, it is absurd to continue to pay rent. I found a cheap unit (seek and ye shall find), and contacted the bank. They said even though I have my own business, since I’m supplemented with a Centrelink payment, they would not give me the loan, they won’t even look at any other factors like my ability to pay rent of twice the price of home loan repayment. She said they think anyone who is on that payment, is irresponsible. Such irony, as the bloody bank call girl put me on hold for an hour and passed me back and forth from bank department to department. Who’s irresponsible? CBA female staffers. So, a young girl needs to know, if she has a job secured, she should be able to secure a low home loan, under $150,000, well that’s how it is now, but when I was young it was NOT this way, and who knows what it will be like in the future, but buying even a really crappy house under $100,000, beats renting/moving/renting/moving/renting/moving/renting/moving…….. It is worth securing yourself a job when you’re 18 and securing a home loan, even if you become unemployed later, you will still be able to pay the monthly repayments, but you will not be able to secure a home loan then. It will probably help if you parents go guarantor for you if your only 18. It is worth knowing this and acting on it, renting has HUGE social and physical negative impacts, I believe renting is actually life debilitating, as in, you will have a reduced life, if you're not a homeowner. You might think that's a bit extreme, but I have many examples to proof my point, from mouldy rentals, smoky rentals, asbestos rentals, toxic poison rentals, bad neighbourhood rentals; I have talked on my blog about them all, but I can give you a quick example here; medical researchers believe that 4x 20-minute saunas per week, will actually prolong your life by 66%! But if you rent, you cannot get a sauna, -so expect to die before all the home owners! For me personally, I feel basically there was no hope when I was 18, and still no hope nearing age 50 for proper home. Least at this latest address I find myself at, it is a good one finally – it has a new floor, and plenty of water and privacy, albeit, still there is thieving, and I have to be totally nazi about locking everything all the time. {in 2025 they have come up with portable steam tents, I have fashioned my own relaxi sauna:} 15. 3 bimbos who shoplifted from me when I worked at Grave Attire in Enmore. They had; one girl to distract the shopkeeper (which was me) one girl to keep a look out at the door for any oncoming customers, and the other girl would do the actual stealing with a big bag, this is how they worked, all 3 girls in cahoots together, all 3 girls were relatively tall (not petite either), pretty and blonde, and they had their routine down to a tee, specifically targeting young retailers who don’t know about the girls who shoplift together like this, as a pack. Which is another reason why I’m putting it here; all young girls who work in the retail sector should be advised that people will try and steal from you, and this is how they do it (one of the ways, plus you need to discuss a plan with the manager of what do to in such a situation). Although I believe I was specifically targeted in this situation because they were under the impression that a girl from my school was in cahoots with me to shoplift (of course this is completely untrue, but I am of the understanding that the other girl did shoplift on a regular basis and she used me (as well as other girls she befriended), used as a distraction, so she could steal. I just I didn’t know about it and I wasn’t in on her little evil plan. Or, it could just have been a coincidence, but I don’t think so, knowing the way women work – their stupidity; so those 3 tall blonde girls, are a part of a bigger network of petty crime in Australia, acting in ‘return retaliation’ under their bizarre philosophy of what goes around comes around, and want to take matters into their own hands by playing God, and trying to recreate justice and to teach their victims a lesson (power tripping) and that’s why I called them bimbos, especially because anyone who steals is a bimbo. But stealing to teach someone a lesson for stealing, when that person was not the guilty party, (because the perpetrators had jumped to conclusions or listen to bitchy bimbo rumour and gossip) is just stupid. STUPID WOMEN. The older I get, the more unbelievable it is, to see how stupid a typical woman really is. Btw, I don’t know whether other young girls were as naive as me when it comes to petty theft. I mean I grew up in the country, on a farm, and there was no stealing in our rural life ever, nor in Gunnedah; we never experienced theft, we never talked about it, we never witnessed theft, we never heard about theft in the community, our friends never stole anything when they came round, or at large parties or social gatherings in the neighbourhood/community. We could leave our windows open all night, all day, not lock the doors either. It just wasn’t an issue AT ALL. Can you believe that? Here I am at age 48, trying to tell people about the biggest bane in my life, and you know what, its theft - petty theft by petty small minded petty (stupid) people, mostly women. Maybe girls in the city are used to this kind of behaviour. Maybe it’s the norm for girls and their friends to steal from each other, or for everyone who lives in Sydney, when they see an opportunity to steal, DO IT? It’s like they have no morals - no moral compass. I strongly suspect after I moved to Sydney when I was 18, I had women who stole from me then, and who proceeded to follow me around for, so far, the rest of my life, and have stolen from me, on a regular basis - it’s what they do, a full time for a job of petty theft. And I don’t think it’s just me they steal from, they see who I speak to, when they follow me, my family my friends, and they try to steal from them as well. I believe Tomas’s, (little brother), bike may have been stolen by exactly one of those female dogs. Actually, I recall now, as a child, I noticed this; our family, our friends, all the other young kids I knew, well, we were a certain way, with one another. Our behaviour was respectful, and this attitude was across the board, as in across all of our peers, all the varying socio-economic factors in Gunnedah. But when we got together with my cousin, who went to school in Sydney, - the inner-city suburbs, he had different standard of behaviour and respect. I really noticed it. While we got on very well, he was generally good natured, we spent many hrs together playing, and he was a smart little kid. But he had this kind of streak, kind of a bit like a ‘street tough bitch’, with that bitchyness really coming across, the older we got, the bitchier there was. It was like he had been hanging out with a lot of bitches. The kids in the country, were, way more ‘laid-back’ and good-natured. Less fight. Which proved to be a HUGE problem when I moved to Pendle Hill in Western Sydney and worked at Bonds when I was 19. Not just Sydney bullies, but Western Suburbs bullies, whole other class unto themselves. I make no apologies for having been respectful and nice. Just an observation. And you know, if a young girl notices something like this, then you can be sure it’s actually going to be even a bigger issue in Australia. Although I was later advised via telly, that my cousin played water polo, and that’s where he learnt ‘street tough bitch’ – apparently they are quite sneaky and violent under the water, out of the public view. I have since moved away from the Gunnedah community, and have lived in a few different places in Queensland. One of them in particular was quite remote, those parents have chosen to raise their kids in a situation that is well out of mainstream society, and after my encounters with them, I really wonder how those parents can expect their kids to leave home at 18 and survive in mainstream society, with so much competition, and better understanding of how the world works, out there? I can understand why there are so many problems and dysfunctions for people in their 20’s, but it is an easy one to prevent, rather than try to fix the dysfunctions afterwards. I guess it comes down to “bumbling parents”. After writing this, I felt I could definitely relate. This is kind of the way my parents raised us all, and I was expected to thrive in Sydney, after such a pleasant easy childhood. But I had a few advantages that kids in those other rural areas don’t have. You know, it is a little strange that those thieving bimbos, have chosen someone who doesn’t really have much money, or much in value - you would think if you’re going to all the bother of stealing from someone, they would actually choose a wealthy victim, so as to have something worthy to steal. I mean all the crap that they’ve stolen from me - crap crap crap, that’s what it’s been, crap. (That would come down to stupidity). So, the reason why thieves are thieves, is because of their bimbo mother. It is only their mother who is to blame for someone who steals. The way they have been raised, without any morals or ethics. Hopeless Australian Bimbo mothers. Btw, there comes a point in a thief’s life where they can continue to disparage their mothers name by continuing to steal, or they realize they can choose – so if you see someone in their 30’s or even 40’s who is still stealing – well, they should be shot for sure, STUPID. Btw, I did see Heath Barwick in Gunnedah, when I was 18 steal from one of the Carr boys, then in retaliation one of them tried to steal his plants. But that’s it, no stealing growing up. Heath Barwick belongs in jail. I do not believe he has been convicted of any crime yet. And, I have to add, when it comes to retailers now, 20 years after I witnessed those 3 blonde bimbos, is it is now the opposite, with retailers stealing from me, not just 1 or 2, like it started off, but ALL - if there is a woman working behind the counter – then they steal, try to, all of them – such untrustworthy nature most women have – they are disgusting, I feel like I am living on an alien plane t. 16. The bizarre, dirty phenomena of following other people I have come to the realisation that a LOT OF PEOPLE think it’s okay to just follow someone without their knowledge. Not only as an adult, but as a child I was followed too, (well once, that I was aware of as a child – Mr Brown – but if I saw one person, who’s to say they weren’t others that I did not see.) And followed often not only all day, but for several days, and no matter where I went; out to friends, up to a different country town, into the supermarket, just wherever I went. A lot were NOT following me as a sexual predator but as a NOSY CONTROL FREAK, wanting to know exactly what was going on in my life, who I spoke with, who were my friends and family. I find it really bizarre how people think that this behaviour is okay, people of all sorts too, not only young people in their 20’s, but I once saw a father of 2, where I nannied, and plenty of young girls in their 20’s – I don’t know what to call them, dogs or sheep? so strange; because it was so prevalent in my young adult hood, and has been so prevalent all my adult life - and still is so prevalent even in middle age, not so much now, but still. It’s not okay for you to follow me you idiots; mind your own goddam business, you do not need to know everything about me, and who I speak with. Show some restraint. Show some dignity. (Allways bare in mind - I took to very important people!). I know I would never follow someone around. I have never followed someone around, ever. Not a friend nor a complete stranger. It’s just a ridiculous concept, you may as well be declaring to the world “well I don’t like my life, I have nothing else better to do, I can’t think for myself, I have such low self-esteem and I’m such a weak person, and this person doesn’t know I’m watching so that that makes me feel powerful, special and important; to perve on their life, without their permission." It is as dirty as a toilet. Could it be toilet related? Read my Life Stories bit, you’ll see what I’m referring to! Bidet from eBay (I had a photo of my charming ‘loo’ with wooden seat and Bidet, but I will refrain from putting here, especially as I am trying to reduce file size! It was $30 – so clean! Go Australia, get one!! -and no tree cut downs NO toilet paper (can also use a handheld bidet on a Compost Loo, saving water). Quick Bidet Review! Should I choose handheld or should I choose underseat bidet? Well at first I opted for the underseat bidet, and for five years, I used that quite happily. I wanted to put another one on, at my next address, but was unable to, because it was a compost loo. So I opted for a handheld. Only a little bit of plumbing skills required for connection to under sink coldwater pipe. When I have to relocate again, I wouldn’t go back to the underseat, because the handheld has a lot more pressure, and control. Plus the underseat one is a little more complicated to clean, taking a little bit more time and effort. And that’s my expert opinion! First photo; 17. Me, off to beach xmas 2021 - I love the beach, Moore Park Beach, whilst living at Gin Gin Next photo is of the Gin Gin Bakery, along the lines of NAME AND SHAME; 18. The “RobinHood Game” This has happened to me a few times; (as in 100’s) other customers in the shop getting free food or items -they don’t have to pay, and when I check my receipts, I can see my bill has been overcharged, they do it deliberately to give their friends free food. So, it’s not exactly the traditional RobinHood story, it’s a warped female interpretation of that story {actually turning out to be the opposite of the RobinHood story} -it’s a little girl retailer game, ABC radio encourages it – as it amuses them. I feel those stupid girls need to be told what would happen if it were up to me. Now I’m just going to tell you what happened, I don’t know any of the names at bakery, so I’m not going to name names. I believe if I did name names, I would have to also add “this is my suspicion, it’s not a conviction” just making my statement legal and not slander. I have looked into it, because I have received 6 complaints via my landlord; for some reason she says she is getting complaints against me, (turns out she was a liar), rather than myself receiving any - I certainly haven’t received any complaints. I’m not sure what’s wrong with my landlord and why she doesn’t tell those possibly imaginary people to bugger off, or take it up with me - but that’s her business. {So, it is pointless taking me to court to try and get me to remove this, because I will not be removing it, it’s essential to doing something about it - if you didn’t want me to write this up you shouldn’t have stolen from me. (It has been deleted several times, then I reupload it – other people tell me if it’s been stolen J)} So, in the above photo, the sales girl in pink gave that girl with the tawny long hair/blue jeans a free coffee, and the sales girl in black overcharged me. I was forced to purchase from here due to a new credit card - bank needs atm or eftpos first transaction, otherwise I would purchase these at supermarket, as basically all retailer boutique shops do it, well, a lot. I try to avoid them – they all need a whipping. BTW, that girl in blue jeans is really rich. Bimbo thieves. It is a ‘opposite interpretation’ of the RobinHood fairy tale. (In the fairy tale, the blue jeans would be poor, not the other way around). The old man butcher at Gunnedah Butcher did it too, (no conviction), the girls at mitre 10 Bundaberg did it, (no conviction), Bundaberg Northsides Produce Agricultural service, tried to do it - heaps of other shops have done it, including medical business – they steal my appointments from my care plan, then charge me, when it should be free - Bundaberg Physio (Crofton St - Cody Amos) Bundaberg Podiatry – Taylor Tatarelli, Gin Gin Chiro, Sarina family clinic……. Anyway, there is not too much I can do regarding the medical ones, and I’ve never really paid too much attention instore, only note later, I have been over charged. But since I now wear a camera, I can see what goes on, -see the DOG NETWORK in action, plus I am low income, I do not have spare money for fake bimbo charity cases. Goddamn thieves; I recommend buying everything from the supermarkets. (Since I starting wearing a body came to shops, I have caught 2 people stealing from and I have caught 2 people behaving oddly, and that was only in the first 2 mnths of me wearing a camera). Such a big problem, is retailers stealing from customers. I’m happy to sacrifice not ever going to this bakery again, even though it’s the only bakery within a 50km radius - in order to expose the little thief network. And by the way, before I was banned from Facebook, I was on a public forum, and I was blowing the whistle on certain companies who do dodgy things, can’t remember exactly what I was talking about now, maybe it was the so-called volunteer scheme, where they ask volunteers to work for them - it’s a scam - you shouldn’t volunteer for anyone, your time is more valuable than nothing, and those employers know that you’re a sucker with a good nature. Anyway, basically the conversations that proceeded that was about me implying, “that girl is never going to get a job in Bundaberg ever”, implying that most businesses in Bundaberg are dodgy and do dodgy things just like that business I was referring to. So, it seems to me that most people are too cowardly to name and shame these injustices, for fear of being unemployed, such is the bully nature of Australia. So, it is important for people who can stand up to those bullies to do so, as they are numbered. My duty. By the way that girl in the photo, totally looks like my cousin Stephanie Bone. Although I am pretty sure it is not, as Stephanie has shorter hair; {“we can see what those retailer bitchy girl thieves do, and we’ll help show you” – there are some women who do this.} But I have noticed if I’m ever out and about in the quiet, of about 6 o’clock in the morning, I often see someone from my past or someone who is the current ‘flavour of the month’, or someone I have been wanting to call, or just someone I have been thinking about lately. It’s like someone goes and gets them from their life, in whatever state or town, picks them up and drops them down to ‘present’ them in front of me in this kind of manner, ‘people smuggling’ - so I might recognise them or I might not! They NEVER speak to me. And usually, I am bad at recognizing anyone, my facial recognition skills are near non-existant, but in retrospect, later I might see them, as I think about the day and my encounters. I have a bodycam now! So, I suspect whoever is going and getting those people, on such a regular basis, and over many years now; this is a paid job for her, it is her livelihood. So, whoever is sabotaging and stealing from me, I suspect, is most likely this person, because they can make money from it. And who’s paying for this transport? why would they be paying and wasting money in travel? I feel like this is an intrusion of my life, of my privacy. And I feel the people they go and get, just want to play judge and jury. I suspect those people have been transported by plane, as I’ve stated before I have planes harassing me quite regularly, especially at Rangari, but now a little again up here in QLD. I have a message for that people smuggler, if I wanted to see someone, I would contact them and ask them to come up here. If I don’t do that, then it means that I pretty much don’t want to see anyone. And since I’ve previously stated I find most people disrespectful, rude and threatened by me, this means that I don’t want to see anyone, at all times (even the good ones). Comprehende (stop getting famous people too; what exactly do they want?). You know, not everybody wants to meet and greet their favourite celebrities! And btw, just because we don’t want to, does not mean we secretly hate you – it’s not personal J! And btw, I haven’t spoken to any of my family in over 20 years, except my uncle, and Stephanie / Gwenda. I sometimes call and email Chris, because I need a reference for rentals, and he’s a retired magistrate with common-sense (very smart), he should be a good ref (you would think) {Btw, I really find the whole reference thing completely pointless, you can never possibly get an understanding of someone from someone else’s bias reference. I’m a little outraged by rental girls demanding up to 5 references, for low-income housing, who the hell do they think they are?}. I suggest to them if they want to know anything about me, they should speak to me directly (or read my blog!). Actually, I have a wild theory about why they wanted 5, I think that one rental girl demanded 5, specifically so someone could go and ‘people smuggle’ 5 people?? The Real Estate was Nutrien Harcourts McCathies Ayr real-estate. She wanted to give a free holiday to 5 people, she wanted to be some sort of ‘free hero holiday giver’. I certainly never spoke to those 5 people, and infact only 1 of them bothered to reply to me. They are all busy people, too busy to bother about young rental girls and references. I can’t believe how disrespectful rental real estate girls are. Possibly Telstra putting my calls through to other people again? The reason I have come up with this wild theory, is I spoke to that rental girl Louise Aguirre, twice, both times I was told it was the same person, Louise Aguirre, but I can assure you, it was not. I spoke to 2 different people, with 2 very different voices. So really, I can only speculate what’s going on. The first girl I spoke to was REVOLTING, I suspect she was from Telstra? See, evil plot to make me appear nuts. I assure you I am not. Btw, my sister Penny, who I have had no contact with since Dad died, (when the cats away the mice will play” thing (she went to a catholic school), did email me out of the blue a few years ago, because someone from Facebook had contacted her and tried to manipulate her, stating “your sister needs serious help”, that person was a bully from Agnes Water, and most likely the guilty person who was stealing from me and sabotaging me (Der, how can she be so easily manipulated? So easily fooled by the dogs?) And so, I did email her back and tell her she was a manipulated fool. That’s it with my family, little contact. Quite typical for adult families, so I have been told. The last image above, is not uploaded yet. I did have a photo of my jack , but again, not neccessary; 19. Car Jack stolen out of my car that was parked at the mechanics - stolen by a jackass JACKASS JACKASS This was stolen after I had just visited Tamworth and been to Decorama. I was trying to get an electric blind motor- and it was the most extraordinary experience; these two people working in the shop basically refused to serve me, and they did it in this most peculiar way, the guy was standing in the doorway out the back and he was talking to himself and doing these strange hand gestures, then the girl at the counter, after I asked how much for a motor, and I’d like to pay for it, and I was basically shoving money at her - she just continued talking like a zombie and didn’t make any sense, and refused to take my money! Suffice to say I couldn’t purchase my item from them and I had to purchase it online, it was very strange, I was thinking on the way home, actually it was when I got home and pulled into my garage “what a bloody jackass that guy was, not to mention the airhead salesgirl”. Then the next thing you know this jack was stolen from my car, so if it wasn’t the jackass, it was the airhead who heard me. Also, I believe someone else, heard about what happened, and they created a show called Jackass. Because they believed this Jack was stolen after I accused one of them of being a jackass, even though I accused them in my mind, didn’t actually say it to anyone, it was way after I left the shop and had driven home all the way back to Gunnedah, which was an hour away, it was just a thought “what a fucking jackass”! So, someone in the entertainment industry, believed whoever heard me say Jackass to myself, stole my jack, because they were so offended by such a strong swearword! Can you believe that stupid thieving dog? And as you can see, it’s gotta be female, only a stupid fucking mother would be so offended and brainwashed at a swearword, which isn’t even that bad anyway, it’s just a way of expressing how you feel about someone - they have no common sense at all. NONE. If you behave like a fucking idiot, then I’m going to THINK that you’re a fucking idiot, there’s no escaping this, it’s a fact of nature, it’s part of being a savvy woman who thinks, forms opinions and makes decisions. That Jack was also specific to my car, it came with the car. I think I should point out the difficulties I have in obtaining something that was off-the-shelf, like that automated roller blind. Imagine if I wanted to build my own home, I mean that was just one purchase, homebuilders have zillions of items that need to be bought, just like that. I mean talk about impossible. And I am going to take this a little further; this kind of behaviour that I experienced in store at Decorama, is something I’ve experienced my whole adult life in business as well, - perhaps not as extreme as those 2 people, but I did experience some similar problems when I was buying fabrics and materials for my business in Sydney/Central Coast. It pretty much makes a lot of things I do absolutely impossible, and I mean when you run a business, it’s hard enough doing the work and maintaining your customers base, whilst balancing the books - but when you have to deal with business people, who refuse to do business with you, even refuse to communicate with you - your business will suffer somewhat. Sometimes there are work arounds, and sometimes there’s not - I mean, maybe I should have written a letter to the government; Dear Government, why are my fellow Australians such a bunch of fucking idiots?? My next little story has been deleted numerous times, and I have had to rewrite it again, and again!; 20. Hay bimbo Nazi heads This is also along the lines of “saying it like it is”, in the hopes that it will stop (seems to work for some unknown reason) Okay so this is sometimes what happens, it’s been happening for some years in retrospect. I have these girls that follow me around when I am out and about. And when I stop at someone’s place (probably happens everywhere I go, but I only started to noticed it when I’m at somewhere remote like on a farm, - and as I leave there’s always some girls waiting in a car just down the road, with engine running, and I suspect what they do is go in and see the person after I’ve left. (in fact sometimes, they come in before and interrupt me -that’s happened a few times, come to think of it) and they kind of like ‘play sides’ I call them “the dogs that play sides”, so that the next time I speak to the farmer/person, they suddenly are really rude and disrespectful in some way, like for instance, I went to collect some Hay from Scott Warren, the guy was nice and friendly, we had a chat, the neighbour was burning his cane, we were looking at it -quite spectacular, he gave me an extra bale of Hay; 4 for the price of 3. And that was it, I left. – I saw as I was leaving, just parked down the road from his farm, on the dirt road, guess what, a car with girls in it, just sitting there, engine running. So, the following year I was looking for his Hay sign that he puts out, finally I saw the sign, so I drove down there, he’s about 10k’s out of Gin Gin, and I get there and there’s no Hay at all - he wasted my time, and my petrol. And it would have been because of those dogs in that white car that previous time. BTW, I have no idea who those dogs are, I don’t know them, I don’t recognise any, they never speak to me, I have absolutely no association with them, they’re not friends they’re not enemies, they’re just nobodies (I guess they would be enemies now, to be behaving like stupid stalking harassing dogs - they could be NEGS girls, or most likely prostitutes?? - anyway, they have no business following me around, it’s a disgraceful form of bullying). So yeah, this is what happens to me frequently, it’s like deliberate sabotage, just because I’m ‘me’. Oh, I have mentioned before problems with an obsessed house mistress from school, harassing and stalking me, this is just the same thing, isn’t it, so it could be her Cathy Goldman – I have reported her to the police. And, BTW, last time I drove to Bundaberg I had some bimbo following me around in a ute with hay piled in it. This happened every so often in Gunnedah too, only it was a big truck piled high then. A hey sign. I’ve come up with a way to deal with these dogs and that’s by taking photos of them, they will run and scream if there’s a chance, they’ll be caught on camera it’s quite amazing how it works (that’s the dog’s gift – an uncanny sense of the moment before being caught in the act of harassment or bullying) btw, I have stated before if I catch a dog on camera behaving as a bully, I will instantly upload it to YouTube. I uploaded a phone conversation, where the girl was harassing me with multiple calls, and she sounded totally sly, a week later I listened to it on you Tube, and it had been edited, so she just sounded normal – that girl was anything but normal. (They change all the good movies too) there are editing geeks who want to save the ‘fair’ bimbo. I’m sure now that I’m fully conscious of what these dogs do, I‘ll remember many more incidents. I carry my camera with me at all times, but it is actually quite hard taking photos when your out and about (and busy) so often I use my phone to video what is going on, I wear it around my neck. One of my favourite plants is the Pig Face above in my garden at Rangari; 21. You’re not the Boss of Me – combating nazis So, I’ve just discovered another piece of writing that has been stolen, and that’s where I describe what condescending cocky people (bored twits) do when I go downtown. This problem I describe below is HUGE, a monumental issue for me that has an incredibly large impact on my life – reducing the quality of it significantly. Before I start with this bizarre little story; I’ve heard counsellors winge of the same phenomenon. They frequently get men in to see them, because their main anger/issue in life, is that they don’t have a girl/partner/wife, somebody, that they can boss around – So the fact of not having a girlfriend or wife, is NOT the issue, the issue is that they don’t have somebody that they can boss around AND CONTROL. (!!) (btw, I expect that’s the reason a lot of mothers have kids too, WRONG REASON) Plus, this particular female councillor said, they will actually try to ‘boss’ her around during the session, as like in, wishfully thinking she was a bimbo wife, or dogsbody. I might say to such person, hey start gardening, you can control that plus reward yourself with a good garden and food!! Or get a dog! – but I have seen those woman who put their ‘trained dogs’ on show, you know, have them jumping through hoops and the like -MAN THOSE WOMEN ARE SICK – fully dysfunctional, but they and anyone paying money to see such a show, would have NO IDEA exactly how mentally retarded they are. Having said that, I have encounted a lot of bimbo women in my life, I have talked about it - the dogs go and get them deliberatley, so they can use them to manipulate while they ‘sleepy’, they show off. Like how I mentioned the Wainberg girl (dog), manipulated her sister that day in the park, same thing. I don’t know if they are getting these bims for her, so she can use them to have a go at me, or perhaps there is a whole spate of dogs in rotation? But I have encounted a lot of really clueless women in my time as a result of their trying to impress (impress someone?) with their manipulation tactics. So those men who are so adamant in trying to control a woman – go and find one of those bim types, they will need help in everything they do, if only for just keeping the dogs away who want to use them to manipulate other people. SAVE ME!! Lol you can save me in this manner by marrying all the bims! Lol! Lol (I see Casey Chambers is married now, thank goodness). Anyway, so, I have people in the street, total strangers to me – perhaps they are neighbours? Perhaps they are bored council workers? Perhaps they are old school girls? Perhaps they are all the sister/brothers of my friends?; who try to control me, as I am single. STUPID MORONS. And I say stupid morons, because that’s what it comes down to; an absolute total lack of respect for anyone else, thinking they are superior and can make the best decisions for somebody else. AS IF, AND SO OFFENSIVE, so condescending. And thinking that they know better than everyone, and therefore are entitled to boss around other people. The whole thing is vile and disgusting. Bimbo related, only someone who is stupid would do this to someone else. No compassion, no empathy, no morals - stupid. This is exactly where the whole nazi problem in Australia stems from, this exact phenomena, and it’s not just single men who do it, there are plenty of women to, married ones especially - honestly most women have no idea how stupid they are. Plus, I believe it is even an issue that kids too, they suffer from this phenomenon, due to their own nazi parents, they too, look for someone to try and control. So, a lot of people looking for someone to control, rather than looking for someone to love. So mixed up and dysfunctional, it is BIZARRE. BTW, wanting to have control is not a bad thing, but trying to control someone else, is the issue, especially a complete stranger, someone that does not ask you to interfere in their life at all – or gives you permission. NOT WITHOUT MY PERMSISSION. So, this is how they ‘passively aggressively’ try to control me. I’ve mentioned before I have people on phones doing signs (read my story about flash mobs pre flash mobs just below). So, if I go into a shop where they don’t think I should go, then they verbally shout out at me from across the street (out of sight) - harass me, or do something like start banging something really loudly, as in, like what a child would do throwing a tantrum. But if I go into a shop where they think it’s okay, like if I go into Vinnies, then that would be okay - going into Vinnies is ok, because I’m really poor, so I belong in Vinnies, and they don’t harass me. (Vinnies - it’s got to be a woman doing it) But if I try to go in a hardware shop, forget about it. And you wouldn’t believe what happens if I go to a doctor for some sort of medical problem (I did describe what happened one time when I was at Gin Gin medical Centre - stupid dogs, read my “Red Rubber fulcrum for physio” photo story) and I have written about it before when I walk past a restaurant or coffee shop – I always get verbally shouted at by unknown people if I venture to near the food place. Apparently, I am NOT allowed to eat out. ? {That would go back to when I was living in Hornsby; I felt like having some Chinese beef and onion stir fry one night. I went down to the Chinese take-out, and there was a family, husband, wife and a little boy sitting in the cafe. And they started talking about me and how I shouldn’t be there ordering food, it was quite strange. They all three were total strangers, I’ve never seen them before. I do not know them, I do not believe they knew me, why they were questioning where I was eating, I can only imagine it was because I was on my own. When most people when you see them out at a restaurant they’re not usually on their own - so this whole family couldn’t handle the fact that I was there ordering (not even eating) on my own. STUPID PEOPLE STUPID FAMILY. (There is the possibility that they are dogs from entertainment industry, knew I would be there, and so arranged an attack – a personal attack on me?? – like a coward) But, really and truly, this is the kind of bullshit that I have to live with every day, it has been this way ever since I can remember in my adult life. You might not think it's that bad; hearing someone just yell out verbally, out in public. But I can assure you, it is! It is akin to a dog barking at me out in public area, like obviously that person thinks that I shouldn't be there, and starts barking, like a territorial dog. It's REALLY OFFENSIVE, and it doesn't just happen at once or twice, it happens every single time I go near a food place! And if I say that that's what they're doing; being verbally aggressive and yelling out obscenities, then that's what they're doing!! Someone suggested that it's just because there's girls in the food places, laughing at me as I walk by, and I just think they're laughing at me, as in, a psychological problem! WELL NO, wrong completely. I'm aware of normal typical restaurant sounds thank you very much, I have no delusions about anything, and can see quite plainly what it is going on. If I say they're yelling out to me in aggressive manner like a dog, then that's what they're bloody doing -if you too offended just by hearing me describe what they do, imagine what it’s like for me at the time. (After I wrote this, I happened to have to walk by a food court, banking related, and there where about 6 old men standing around, ‘placed’ ! – trying to curb all the stupid dogs!!! Lol). So, but, as you can imagine by now at this point in my life, 52, I don't really go anywhere near food places, try not to. Drive-through Maccas is my favourite place to go because it's relatively peaceful (although I frequently have someone in a sleek black car following me there??). Like, even when I used to shop at bunnings, and walked past the bunnings cafeteria; abusive dog yelling out obscenities – most of the time it is not legible, but like aggressive grunts/yells, reprimands. So in 2025, I have a theory as to why women yell out at me in this aggressive dogbark manner: (aside from the fact that they are non-thinking dogs), it relates to me and my “immense liking and enjoyment” of food. So just my personal thoughts of some foods, can evoke a thought reaction that may sound sensual, mmmm - to A DOG. And so out in public, if some stupid dog thinks she hears something sensual, she without thinking, like, in a confused state, gets angry, because “you can't have sex on the street, that's wrong, so clear off” (!) - without fully thinking the whole thing through - DUMB DOG. Fucking wake up. Btw, when I was younger, say in my 20’s - it didn’t start off like this, they were more like ‘accompanying’ me, so if I wanted to go somewhere then they would do signs to like ‘clear the path’ so to speak, actually traffic light people were involved, I’m not going to get into that though (all green lights – yah!). At those particular times, I was just amused at such antics that people, total strangers, get up to, and was not concerned about these people at all. I didn’t consider them a nuisance or intolerable. But over the years instead of like ‘accompanying’ me or ‘helping’, they have evolved into being ‘nazi dictators’ under the pretence of “helping and guiding”. They are unbearable. It’s like they have grown to have big egos and be selfish, in the same manner bullies become bullies, because nobody stands up to them, and thieves continue to steal because they never get caught. It’s kind of an odd concept for me, acting in such a way towards total strangers, I really thought about what motivates people to do bad over-controlling behaviour like this, and I think it all just comes down to stupidity. Like my peacock, who discovered he could herd my geese around the backyard - it’s exactly the same thing. That peacock was peabrain! Dim-witted vanity of the peacock! So, I would be way smarter than people who are trying to “help” me, which makes it so ridiculous, ludicrous and ironic. I don’t need someone to tell me what shop I should go into, and what street I should go down to get there. NEVER HAVE. I do believe it reached a point where they would set traps, so if I didn’t go down the street, then they would send their council friends to block the street off with fake roadworks. So, then they could say ha ha, you should’ve listened to us, and done what we said, as in, played our ‘Simon Says’ game. (There most definitely has been quite a few fake roadworks that I’ve passed by, although Council has more money now, and even the fake ones put out their expensive machinery to make it look like they’re actually doing something.) And you know what, I have never seen this kind of manipulative behaviour in a movie – and I have seen 1000’s of people’s life stories in the form of movies. But once when I was watching the news, they were doing a segment on Whitney Houston, in her later older years, it was a live ‘unprepared’ interview on the street. And I could see she had the dogs, plain as day, you could hear them from afar, on the camera. Anyone watching would have thought it was just the Press hounding her like that, but I am not so sure – just reminded me so much of the dogs that hound me – and I certainly do not have Press that follow me around.) By the way in the past, usually it’s always women (little girls) who have done this “trying to control me” behaviour, some people have coined an expression for it – “Ride her like a horse”, (people on channel 7), but I think the boys are copying the girls, as now I hear male voices yelling out, verbally harassing me from across the street, in the past it’s always been female voice that shouts/yells verbal harassment. {Actually, at the moment its either some girl or a toll truck driver following me, and I’ve noticed often, over the past few years, lately, that they have been trying to manipulate the situation in order that I will ‘lose’. If you read my photo story called “bank staff trying to unempower customers”, that’s a pretty good example of what I mean here. It’s like they’re trying to change destiny, and the way that things are meant to unfold, and they know that’s what they’re doing, and that’s what they’re getting off on, ‘playing God’, this again goes back to the girls I went to school with, in church, who later work at Bunnings and Mitre 10 - all girls trying to play God, there’s a big cult of them, the dog network, as I call it. Those girls are really stupid, they don’t know that they’re going to get their comeuppance.} Like I said, I’ve encountered many bimbos in my life, so those dysfunctional control freaks should go and find one of the stupid ones - leave me the fuck alone you stupid dogs. I have a right to be single and go from A to B without being harassed. Do you see how fucked this country is STILL, I recommend not having kids. I know I would never have kids in such an ugly world. BTW I find most women don’t like being around people they can’t control. And by other people I mean other women. They actually get pissed off, if they can’t control the situation and then cause conflicts. They even have the audacity to take it further- in my situation at least they do; because they can’t control me, they then blame me for the conflict that they’ve created - because they’re so pissed off that they can’t control the situation. I find most people quite absurd. I’ve had a lot of experience with women like this my grandmother was particularly like this, but also her daughter my aunt and my sister all want to try and control the situation and none of them realised that none of them were smart enough to control the situation anyway. My Grandmother especially used to get very upset if her perception of reality was contradicted, like she always thought men to be smarter than women, but when I came along and proved otherwise, she was so angry, she smashed her glass into the kitchen sink!  However, my grandmother seemed to have major passive dysfunctional problems, the biggest one, in fact, was to try and create ‘the common enemy’, so she and whoever she was talking to, could have something to talk about. She couldn’t ever talk to someone without bitching and ‘playing sides’ like that, for her, that was the only way she knew how to communicate with her friends or family, she did not know how to be ‘equals’, she subconsciously thought there should be a ‘hierarchy’, and bitching about someone made her feel important and superior, actually very sad, and it’s too bad that nobody pointed out this to her, when she was alive. Although she did start having a go at my little brother, when we were talking one-day, and I pretty much stopped her in her tracks, I didn’t have any more problems with her regarding my brother, but I don’t think she fully understood what she did; her personal dysfunction. And you know, this is why I have such happy memories of going over to the beach, because grandma usually never accompanied us, it was so nice not to have to listen to anyone bitch about another member of the family or friends (or neighbours). And, someone told me, a guy named Billy Baxter was doing Simon Says, he worked on the radio, apparently. He was from Gunnedah too, I never met him, but I think I saw him in Melbourne when I was there, he was surrounded by about 10 young girls (I would say 10 young bimbos, possibly thieves?). Maybe he wants to be “Billy the Kid”. RACK off. Another theory as to why I am harassed when I go down the street shopping. I suspect it may be to do with eBay, as eBay sellers want to supply goods to me via eBay, so they can make a profit. For instance, some T staples which I need, I can’t purchase them anywhere except for Bunnings, and of course I refuse to go to Bunnings since they steal from me, so I’ve had to buy them on eBay at triple the price. It may be just a conspiracy theory but given the nature of people I wouldn’t be surprised if this is somewhat true. You know, if you feel you need to “help me” when you see me, perhaps you could send donations to my PayPal account; farmplantsandseeds@gmail.com - that would actually be helpful!! Or buy some of my seeds or fabrics. https://www.ebay.com.au/usr/australianbackyardplantsandseeds Or my bathroom needs cleaning, toilet could be due for a scrub! GET REAL!!! I know just writing about nazi behaviour has reduced it. 22. Australian building practises, its renters who get stuck with HOME KILLERS This is how I am dressed atm inside my rental (2021). At night, I can literally feel my head shrinking because of the cold, and the lackadaisical building techniques that Australia allows. Really every single residential home needs to be brick, preferably double brick, in Australia brick has insulating properties that protects people from heat and cold illnesses, and those illnesses are silent killers. Living in a well-insulated house is how to protect yourself against many diseases. (Not to mention the flu virus) The photo showing me all 'rugged' up was taken at Gin Gin in winter, surprisingly, they actually get an occasion mild frost there. But you ought to have seen what I looked like in winter at Gunnedah - literally 7 jumpers, I looked like a sheep ready to be shorn! (lucky I am a knitter). This cold weather allergy is all Centrelink’s fault with forced work at the Nursing home {still affecting me 15yrs later - do you think I am entitled to workers comp HA AS IF}. It is also part caused by substandard housing with little insulation. As this story has had such an impact on my life, I want to repeat myself; about the total scam CENTERLINK Work for The Dole- this is slave labour, there are no ifs and buts about it. If you think it’s your place to tell somebody else what to do with their life, you’re delusional - DELUSIONAL - it is not up to you to decide what somebody else does with their life, get a grip you stupid little girl control freak bimbos. (THEY FORCED ME TO SIGN A FORM STATING IF I GOT SICK I WOULD NOT SUE – -guilty as all hell - I did get sick, big time, (first time in my life due to a burnt throat the season before) and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs (those women at Centrelink ought to be SHOT) at that workplace, a nursing home (age 34), I got sick, and I have been a changed sickly person ever since, whole upper body and memory weakened especially with the onset of cold weather (I’m talking total flip out when I get cold, i.e. before virus; 1 doona, after virus; 4 doonas). I noticed in the first week a change in my memory, my memory had gone out the window within one week of getting sick from glandular fever. 3YRS of mild fever too. Here is a good spot to mention; a few years earlier before this incident, I saw an ad for a Pat Parelli Horsemanship workshop, out past Coolah. (Do you see the dogs). At the time, I thought well that sounds fun, I love horses, so I went, drove down there, but little did I know, out past Coolah (can’t quite remember where it was now (some girls farm)), it was much colder there than in Gunnedah, and from the moment I got out of the car, I was basically freezing - the whole day, freezing. FREEZING. I wanted to stay on though, and hear what they had to say. Because I had a great interest in horses, eventually I left, went home, and had a hot bath. I didn’t get sick, not the flue, nor a cold, nor even a sniffly nose, after enduring 4hrs or so of FREEZING. This tells me, I mean, I knew it already, but this is proof, it’s not the cold that gives you the flu or pneumonia, it’s literally a contagious virus that is the problem. (That horsemanship day was scam, I bet it was Charlotte Powell’s property, Amy Powell was from Coolah – I tell you, obsessed with me) And, in retrospect, the seven games of natural horsemanship is a great philosophy, and there are elements of people out there who really have no idea how to behave around animals, and in fact they’re quite cruel, and they don’t have a caring nature, but they still want to go horse-riding; Pat Parelli’s seven games of natural horsemanship is for them. It is for people who need to learn how to be caring. It would be for Charlotte Powell. I can definitely say, I needed not have bothered to go, this is not something I needed to learn, I already had those attributes. Anyway, why is there no correlation between dementia and viruses? – apparently the virus does not survive in high temperature climates (In India, it is not the turmeric)– move to Darwin if you have never caught a virus and Alzheimer’s runs in your family. I am pretty sure in winter here I can literally feel my head shrinking, and certainly my thinking is slowed in cold temperatures. Oh, one person who had MS, also believes like me, it is triggered from a virus. And Asma/allergies in kids is caused by virus. Actually, as soon as it drops below 20°C, I can feel a change in my head, I become slightly lethargic, that feeling you get when you’re an immune is fighting, it may be confused with feeling hungry/slightly dizzy. So, some people reckon that it’s just an automatic immune response that doesn’t actually mean anything, that your body has been tricked into reacting in a certain way, it’s the same reason why they believe asthmatic people have asthma attacks, it’s just an immune response. I am not sure about this? maybe virus has somehow got in, found your weakness and somehow has made a permanent place for itself in your immune? and when feeling giddy, it is a serious attack on the body and your immune is fighting it. That’s why you can feel it. So, the experts don’t know what exactly your immune is fighting, and why cold weather triggers some sort of bad reaction (try sitting in a waiting room under the air con – what a disaster! - of course my burnt damaged throat allows the ‘badies’ in) Although, at least I’m not in Gunnedah still, it’s much colder in Gunnedah - at night, at times it got so cold I could literally hear my brain slowing right down, my thought process was in ‘slow motion’, it was quite bizarre. Later I was told that this happens in Antarctica; a couple of researchers were down there, and they experienced the same thing when they were outside doing their checks. It’s a known phenomenon that happens in cold weather – although obviously the Gunnedah temperature would be considerably warmer than Antarctica, which tells me, there’s definite weird problem going on, as far as I’m concerned. It was triggered by a virus (100% sure about this), plus, I believe it was given to me deliberately (that last deliberate part, may be debatable, some people in high places said they would know about it if that was happening, but I am not so sure….) - signed the form so I would not sue them. They knew at least if you work there, you will get sick. Not sure what they were so worried about, no lawyer in Australia would sue Centrelink anyway, lawyers in Australia are all way too whipped. Did Centrelink think I was going to win the lottery, so I could afford a fancy $50,000 lawyer to sue them? “That girl has definitely got a chance of winning the lottery…..“ lol, well, you know what there’s hope then, if the government, thinks that I might have a chance of winning the lottery, there’s hope!! I have to update this in 2025 because I found a place further north my head no longer gets giddy in winter although I do still have to sleep with a beanie on in winter but it is a fantastic spot and I can't believe my luck and fortune. So in Gunnedah and all other rentals since, (since it is cheap rentals that have the worst insulation ), those homes did not have sufficient heating, and this probably perpetuated my 'cold allergy'. Plus I also realise that food and diet has a lot to do with coping with illness, the better you eat the better, the better your body can deal with sickness. And from looking at my little pussycat; the better you eat, the longer you will live, regardless of what's wrong with you. I do suspect my mother who was adopted at age 2, was nutritionally starved before she was adopted, and this played a role in her illness. And in fact anyone who has dementia I suspect it can be traced right back to from when they were in the womb and pour nutrition, particularly people who went through the war, and went through periods of starvation. Just a feeling and somewhere along the lines of Socrates. 23. Poor Renters in Australia 🎻Monday, 7 August 2023 (I pretty much update this every time they steal something precious to me) As I watched my current landlord farmer one Saturday (2019) drive by my cottage in his cattle truck, down the hill then back around past my house again, REPEATEDLY – ALLDAY, (what a nutter), I decided, as a lifelong 45yr old female renter, I would compose a list of hardships that renters have to endure. Aside from that kind of obvious car nuisance harassment. 1. Landlords coming around when it pleases them to go on personal power trips about irrelevant issues, male landlords especially. (Darcy Ward, Steve Carter – not even my landlord). Female ones wanting me and everyone to be like her child, so she can boss them – weird. GO AWAY. 2. Once I had a female landlord (not mentioning any names, Julie Knapman) that kicked me out because she only wanted cash (she was screwing the government), and the other main reason (as I was paying cash, I just did not want to and asked to do it by bank transfer – same as how EVERYBODY else does it), was because I was happy. It really ticked her off every time we spoke, so she kicked me out, jealous! As I was moving from their house, she was in a car and she kind of chased me down the driveway and pushed me off the road into the paddock, what a total dog nutter. LITTLE GIRL Plus, I’m 100% sure she and her daughter used to go to the house when I wasn’t there and have a nosy around, she used to freak my cat out, and they killed the unusual spider who lived at the front door. I have cameras now so my landlord can’t do that, but I wish I had one installed when I was there - I would put it up on the Internet to show everyone what she was really like, and the kind of things that I have to put up with as a renter. And, now, I try not to personally attack anyone on my blog unless they’re a thief, or if I am returning the favour – RIGHT BACK AT YOU. But I had turned one bedroom into a walk-in closet, (btw, see how to do this in my Renters walk-in closet story – no structural change ofcourse), I turned the huge living room into a craft room and the other huge living room into my bedroom, it was a good-sized house (read my Tulcumbah photo story). I just turned it into my kind of ‘lifestyle’ house, rather than a family house for kids, GUESSS WHAT people who do not have kids, can do this). Plus, also I don’t drink or spend any money on any other vices, (as a mature Australian adult I’m well familiar with the Australian culture, but imagine if one day as a grown adult a little fairy godmother came along and gave you all the money in your life that you have spent on booze, you’d have heaps, wouldn’t you? well that’s me all the time!!). She’s another woman who can’t understand the fact that I don’t have kids, and I’m not married, she can’t stand the fact that I’m happy because of it, that is a concept she just doesn’t like, but she subconsciously realizes the benefits of both those things and resents it, she’s jealous. Typical Australian woman - jealous bitch. I am, quite frankly, fed up with being blamed for situations just like this not working out, when I am not to blame, I had to leave because of her dysfunction, NOT MINE. Infact at least 6 places I have rented, this has been the case, their problems, not mine. (Stop breeding WAKE UP! Any more than 2 creates health problems anyway; women, start showing signs of intelligence, please!). 3. Then there is the issue of using grey water on the garden, landlords expect tenants to pay for pipes and plumbing to do that, I have spent $1000’s on other people’s grey water systems, and then they ask me to leave when lease expires – it is unfair. 4. One house had all its grey water empty onto the side passageway outside the yard on the street, causing major drainage problems and grass issues in a little patch, then they withheld bond as the grass was so long there (unbelievable theft, Elders Gladstone, Tamara Smitz, Lacey Bimrose combined with the Builyan police power trippers, who I later discovered had been sneaking in to my house while I slept and stealing.)) 5. Same house, the water in the kitchen was so bad I could not drink it, I had to use laundry water that had town water connected - the landlord simply refused to fix rusty old leaky tank. 6. Maintenance is another huge issue; I have not had one landlord who has been prepared to fix rusty leaky gutters (Except Ernie!). On rain water reliant houses, this is vital maintenance. (One house had 1 tank that leaked badly, it is really unacceptable to offer a house with no drinking water) and I might mention, unacceptable to offer a house with dam water for a garden, then not actually connect it. (Alistair Darcy Ward) infact another weird thing that at least 3 of my landlords have done is told me there’s plenty of water available for gardening, only when I moved in, I discovered that in 2 of those, not only has there NOT been plenty of water, but there hasn’t actually been ANY water at all. And the 3rd one, in the last five months straight there has been NONE either. I know real estate agents do this when they’re trying to sell land too – make it look all lush, when in reality it only looks like that after drought breaking rain every 7yrs or so. So, my landlord has decided that they too will lie to tenants! Either there’s water or there isn’t; You can’t say there’s water when there’s not - don’t be so dishonest. 7. One landlord used to go through my stuff when I was not there and steal, once he not only stole my pliers, but he angled them under my car tyre, so when I reversed, it punctured the tyre. (Peter Long, and I think he was incahoots with my jobs provider, Graham Kent and Courtney Lang? Egging each other on - both no conviction) Common problem of landlords snooping around (break and enter with their own copy of the key). Actually, I think I have only had 1 landlord that did not do that (lovely Italian couple down at Pendle Hill) (change locks when you move in, no copy to landlord – they do come in without permission, even though that’s illegal to do. Course, change back when leave). 8. Adult kids of landlords coming round and stealing – HUGE PROBLEM, Long/Ferguson/Ward, all infact. No conviction. Neighbourhood stealing too, copycats; general disrespect. Infact entering the house when I am not there and stealing is so rife as a renter, by not only landlords and their kids, but also their kid’s friends, plus neighbours, who like to play stupid games like “big brother”, (“we’ll save you landlord” – imaginary wars – there is major dysfunction in suburbia), and the kids who live next door, and NUMEROUS other people who all arrogantly think they are entitled to just waltz in and help themselves to my things. HUGE PROBLEM. HUGE. {Little birdy told me it is related to my school days, as at school the house mistress’s went through all the girls dorms every few weeks, they called in “Dorm Search”, looking for reasons to expel. So all the girls who are stupid, now think it is perfectly OK to go through someone else’s living quarters. But, it is so widespread, that I guess personal privacy is a thing in many family situations. Families of perverts. Yuk. {The girl who steals my essential oils – you are a pervert.} 9. One house in Petersham, Sydney had a house next door that had an open pipe in it that the people in that house could see directly into my window, which would’ve been a bedroom but I turned it into a sewing room. I could hear them, I think it was two young teenage boys that were gagging and carrying on, being able to see this young woman without her knowing. So disgusting! Another neighbour, or those 2 boys stole my handbag from my house one night. I remember seeing this short blonde girl walk by one day, she yelled out some sort of abuse at me – she was dog nuts, and I think this is the same girl I saw in Melbourne who was apparently my flatmates girlfriend. Major dog stalker, I am thinking some famous persons daughter? She seems to be protected. Seriously she needs to be locked up, or at the very least kept on a leash. This is the reason why you ought not have kids unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18, just not worth it, otherwise. The world is full of SCUM. 10. Renters are often forced to be transient, this creates all sorts of social ‘displaced’ problems, for instance in one suburb I moved to, I could not open the windows, as not only did the neighbors kids climb in and steal things, but the teenage boys jump up to peer in and spy on me (disgusting) - Neighbours hate newcomers, they automatically hate them before they even know you. They hate people they don’t know; they hate single women who do not have a husband, and they especially hate unemployed ones. In each neighbourhood I have had to live in, it’s always the same, maybe one in 100 people may treat you with an ounce of respect, but not usually. I have many instances, stories, names I could name, but today I am just going to name 2 neighbors at Colosseum who would be known in the community to be nice, respected upright law-abiding citizens, however I know them to be disgusting, unaccepting, disrespectful hateful people: Bev and Bevan Ross, and Glen Blackburn. 11. Another issue is backyards, when the tenant is renting, they should be able to do as they wish with the backyard, i.e., plant a vege patch, maybe some fruit trees if there is room and a long lease. While they pay for the property, it is up to them what they do with it, if they do not wish to mow lawns, then that is their prerogative, unless there are special inclusions that are SPOKEN prior to signing lease (Verbally stated - I keep writing this “verbally spoken”, as in stated out loud and discussed with the future tenant, so that the tenant fully understands a major condition of living there. – this part keeps being deleted, so I’m going to write it 3 times “verbally stated”, “verbally stated”, “verbally stated”) In fact, it’s my experience that half the rules in the lease, the actual landlord doesn’t give a toss about - it’s the rental girl who’s got a b in her bonnet about all of those rules. Which is why it’s really important that all of them are discussed. Most renters do not bother reading fine print. Plus, I would say, all of the landlords I have encountered, if they were given an ultimatum before I moved in; I’m not going live here if you want me to mow your lawns - then the landlord would’ve said (pretty sure, it would have been 10 out of 10) “oh okay that’s fine you don’t have to”. It’s really only the Real Estate rental girl, at the end, when they leave, who has the issue, and will say to the landlord, oh well you should withhold the bond because they didn’t mow the lawns, and even though the landlord wasn’t really too concerned about it in the first place, but when they see there’s an option to get several hundred dollars of the bond - they go “oh okay” - it’s plain theft, and I’m having a crackdown on dodgy rental girls they are young, manipulative and stupid. If you rent a house for the sole purpose of wanting the lawns mowed, then the landlord ought to be paying the tenant to do so, the going rate for lawn mowing is $60/hr. Landlords should not have powers to ‘use’ tenants like this. {btw, I did not really have any issues with the lawn, just using it as an example – the dogs have MANY such rules.} 12. And, common problem for me is gardening, but then being harassed by neighbours who are friends with the landlord, common dog problem. General disrespect from the local community. 13. It is none of a landlord’s business how much furniture a tenant has – NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. 14. Tenants do not wish to have the landlord’s crappy furniture in their home. REMOVE IT, all of it. 15. If the landlord only wants to rent the house for short periods, like 6 months, this needs to be disclosed to tenant, as it is a monumental task to move house, apparently it is one of the most stressful times for a person (and as having to move for the 5th time in more or less 12 months due to reasons OUT of my control - I assure you it is beyond stressful, and physically straining for mature adults). So, lying landlords about lease is common. (Elders and Ward) 16. I have to mention carpet in rentals, only a landlord that lacks monumental amounts of common-sense would put carpet in a rental. 17. Another stressful issue for me as a tenant was living somewhere for 10 years, then being asked to leave. I mean that is my home and where I had my life including my business, and I was just kicked out when landlord sold it, easy as pie for the landlord. My life was snatched away from me. Not sure what they can do about that, but it is a hardship. 18. Another thing is cost for unemployed people. Did you know unemployment is $327 less each fortnight than a pensioner? An unemployed person on Centrelink benefits cannot afford to pay more than $180/week, anymore and they will not be able to eat 3 meals a day or pay car rego / electricity etc. There are very limited free-standing houses at that price, and most of them appear like they are “drug houses” fit for only people who are looser junkies. There are a lot of single unemployed older ladies who are not junkies and require a more ‘hopeful” quality of life. 19. Don’t get me started on the cost of ink and printers for their last century forms. I can’t believe how many Real Estates don’t know about online digital forms, or simply sending pdfs that DO NOT REQUIRE A PASSWORD. Businesses these days who want you to fill in PDF’s, do it digitally, so you can either download a digital form or you can fill it out in their browser, it’s really easy and it saves printing out literally dozens, if not, sometimes hundreds of pieces of paper, especially when only a signature or even an initial is required per page. I mean, there is the application form, 9 pages. The lease, 11 pages, not to mention all the terms and conditions, and other special clauses, and forms for each agent, there are literally dozens of forms, I have to print out because hillbilly Real Estates still haven’t cottoned on to the Digital age. You know it cost $44 to replace the ink on a typical low-income HP printer, 1 rental requires at least ¼ to ½ of that ink, so if I had need to put in multiple applications on different properties - it’s way too expensive not to mention wasteful. Then there’s the $100’s of dollars added on to each move, in the form of hiring a truck ($2500 last time and $1400 the time before….) and as of late, most rentals only want short term anyway, so it is constant moving and wasting my money. $4000 from NSW to QLD, and that was cheap, one quote was $14000. 20. One of the biggest problems is pets. Do you actually know anyone that doesn’t have a pet? It is unacceptable asking for ‘no pets’ on any rental. It’s not a question of allowed /not allowed, it’s none of the landlord’s business what the tenant does /doesn’t do, or how they live their life. NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. Don’t be so blonde Nazi. (realesate.com, at least 95% of listings state NO PETS, still) I should mention, ages ago, my folks, after dad’s mum died, purchased a rental in Wilga St, Gunnedah, for a very brief time; after the first lot of tenants left, they went in to have a look, I kid you not, as soon as they entered, the whole floor of the living room was gone (hardwood floor) and you could see the dirt! yes, I’m sure the $400 bond would have covered that! NOT. (That would be ‘the powers that be’ in Gunnedah giving my dad bad renters, because he was new in town – they know who the dodgy ones are, gossipying little girls.) That ended dads attempt at being a landlord! Oh, no, wait, that’s right, he sold it and purchased some land in Queensland; he was talked into it by their new friends the Henry’s. I'm not really sure why he would possibly have done that, it was in a remote part with no power or water, he had to pay rates on it every year. Queensland housing and land didn't really start to go up until the 2000's and if he had kept it that whole time he would've paid way excess in rates. As it was, there was major depreciation, it was a total bad investment, he ended selling that too, after still losing $1000’s in yearly rates. I guess, they didn't have my realestate.com back then. So there gone my future house. L 21. OMG - bathrooms that slope out to the corridor!! Every bathroom on every rental built before 2020 – so bad! Please, go see The Block, see how it’s done! – floor has to slope towards drain. 22. I have to mention windows and security, if a door or flyscreen can be easily pried off or cut to gain entrance, IT WILL BE, THEY DO IT, every house I have lived in, neighbourhood thieves, not to mention organized petty crime rings, will break in, even sometimes just to snoop around, sometimes they take ‘souvenirs’. Proper security screens on all doors/windows are a must in rentals. From now on I will not look twice at a rental that does not have security. 23. Inspections should not be allowed by owners or realtors; it is a total invasion of privacy and a total power tripping exercise for the estate agent and or the typical middle-class landlord. By law, they can do it every 3mnths, as it is written into a standard form 18a lease. That’s unacceptable – ridiculous. Especially taking photos of all the tenants stuff inside house. Do those rental ‘lease rule makers’, not know about the pervy tyrannical power trippin’ nature of women? OUTRAGEOUS. AND, how come they’re allowed to do inspections, but why is there no compulsory inspections by building inspectors for basic standards of living?? I can assure you if there was, this current building I am in, would have failed and have been bulldozed by now. 24. After having so many landlords now, there’s a major problem with snobbery, most landlords particular ones in Gunnedah think that people who rent are inferior to them. It really is a form of racism - superiority complex! Some landlords I know, and I’m thinking of two in particular here - they’re absolute complete doofusheads, and they would be totally lost if they weren’t married. They would not last 2 seconds without their wives due to their incompetence and general thoughtlessness, yet both those men looked down upon a renter, with passive disrespect, no matter what their capabilities. So, you need to throw out these stupid feelings of superiority thanks very much. And hey, buffoon head, I know you can hear me. 25. DISRESPECTFUL landlords, although, I have found male landlords are far more respectful than females, infact, I find this in general, a weakness of women, they are by nature, disrespectful and selfish – VAIN. 26. I have noticed, of late, selfishness, greed and money are the no 1 priority for most landlords, more so than providing a dwelling for another human. Such a lack of empathy. Really only wanting to provide a “stopover” for someone, rather than a safe place to call home. Majority of landlords lie to facilitate this. Birdy said, the ‘ugly’s’ are forced to be gypsies. 27. Btw, in a standard lease on a rental, there is 1 ‘pro-tenant’ paragraph (just 1); “landlord is to provide quiet enjoyment of the premises: The lessor must take reasonable steps to ensure the tenant has quiet enjoyment of the premises. (3) The lessor or the lessor’s agent must not interfere with the reasonable peace, comfort or privacy of the tenant in using the premises.” {If this is not provided, I personally consider landlord in breach of contract, and indept to me, regardless if the case is brought before a court. (If it was, the tenant would still lose, they make it so at court, at qcat anyway). That means practically ALL my landlords from David and Brenda onwards -in dept to me.} Stealing is a breech of reasonable peace, comfort or privacy. 28. Just remembered something else: by law a neighbour has to advise its neighbour if they are aerial spraying poisons. I have had at least 2 farmer landlords that did not bother advising me, they are so arrogant, they thought, oh, she’s no-one, just a renter, no need to warn her. And on one of those occasions the pilot saw me out the back of the house and deliberately flew over to me, and directly sprayed over me then over the house/roof where my drinking water collects, (a 1km deviation from his paddock) this happened at least twice. (Bret Knapman and David Heywood - and because those owners didn’t bother to show me any respect by warning me of such things, their kids, and those young stupid cocky pilots see that behaviour, and this is why they sprayed over me, because the landlord ‘set the bar’. Stupid arsholes. Btw, I’ve also noticed, that’s also true when it comes to my siblings; if my siblings do something disrespectful, like they often do, (little shitheads), then certain people in the community will copy them and do the same thing. I’ve noticed people who rent all their life, by the time they reach 50, they are considerably more pissed off, and don’t feel they are quite so ‘lucky’ to be alive, than people who don’t rent. I really feel the government needs to intervene, otherwise peoples greed for rent money is so overconsuming, that a renters hardships are akin to war time. When infact it is peace time in our country, and has been for many decades. Plus, Australia is an affluent country. So far, the government has not done anything to help renters, infact they have done the opposite, so today it is more difficult, more expensive than EVER before. Do not have kids, not having anywhere to live makes it not worth it. 29. Before I went and did an inspection, on a potential rental, which was a good two-hour drive away, I wanted to confirm that the person I spoke to was indeed the owner of the home, as I’ve actually been sent on a wild goose chase’s in the past, from someone over the phone. So, I phoned Bundaberg Council and I told them who the owner was, and they confirmed, yes, it’s true. However, I phoned council a couple of years later to see whether I could get someone to deem the house liveable or unliveable (this by the way, is more of the poppycock rubbish renters have to go through, because my landlord wanted me to leave 6 months before the lease expired, so she has come up with a cockanninnie excuse of ‘unliveable’, so I need proof to say to the court, oh but wait, she’s a greedy liar, it is ‘liveable’ – which eventually I did – she lost after I had to spend weeks researching all the rental rules). Anyway the point of the story is, that Council then told me, that there’s no way they could tell me if there had been a change of ownership in my rental house, and he was actually implying that there had been, but when I asked him about it he said he can’t say anything due to very strict privacy laws, and if I asked him if he could confirm or deny who the owner is, if I told him the owner, he said NO he most certainly could not do that. I suspect that person I spoke to at council, Steve Percell is lying; there’s no reason why as a renter, I can’t know who the owner of the home is. Infact to not advise a tenant of who actually owns the house they are living in – if requested, is morally wrong, it lends itself to enabling extreme control obsessions. Has no one seen the movie “Single White female”? 30. Also the option of Body Corporates is, well, plain bad for a renter, they especially, like to come up with nazi rules, not to mention extreme overcharge annual rates. Any rental with a Body Corporate, ought to be avoided. This applies to any home purchase with a Body Corporate too. 31. Lastly, I want to state something about a landlords intentions, over a tenants – there are some members of the community who will NOT listen to anything a tenant says, they will give them no heed at all, just ignore them, but, imply the landlord, gets to make any decision about the tenant – I can’t believe what a problem this has been. Such stupidity in the community. I have many examples, but I will give 1; my bottle of used Bleach was stolen at my new address near Mackay. I had a mould problem at this new address so sprayed the bathroom with it, but - it didn’t really work; it made no difference to the mould, so I thought it must just be paint stain on the walls and not mould. But a few months later, I decided that there was definitely other areas in the bathroom, that was mould, and I needed some bleach, so after discovering my bleach was stolen, I purchased some more. I used the new bleach on the mould, plus also I sprayed the ‘paint stain’ area too, just for good measure. And well, lo and behold, it kills ALL the mould in a matter of seconds. So, the bleach they gave me before just didn’t work! Faulty bleach? I don’t think so, my theory is, and this is so typical of stupid dogs; what they did was listened to the ‘intentions’ of my previous landlord, as it was a green eco-village there, and my landlord, was opposed to chemicals of any sort, - she had no common sense whatsoever, and was a pothead. Such irony. And now, I am a very ‘green’ person, but when it comes to mould, bleach or vinegar is the best solution, as it kills it pretty much straight away, and has minimal impact on the environment because you just spray it onto the mould area and leave it, that’s it, simple. So, the supermarket dogs, saw bleach in my trolley at checkout, and must have thought, oh well, her landlord does not want any chemicals at that address, so, we’ll just swap this bleach over for watered bleach that will not work. It was covid19 times when I purchased that other bleach. There was a bleach shortage. But damn those stupid supermarket thieving dogs. In conclusion, if you have to rent EVER in life – you are a victim. No money; then don’t have kids. A renter is like a small seal who gets tossed round by the big whales. You should do everything in your power when you’re young, to make sure you don’t have to rent. You can’t live a proper life if you have to keep paying rent to somebody else. Renters get a very poor deal, and I don’t see anybody out there standing up for them, which is why I’ve written this, I did have it on social media a couple of years ago, but I was banned. And it would’ve been because of this piece of writing, and a couple of others; “oh no! someone who has a brain, and who can think, what are we to do? she wasn’t even elected into power, how can we let her put up these thoughts and ideas out there - no no, it’s out of the question, get rid of her”. True. 24. Dream Watchers, I Mean Perverts I was just going through my list of stolen items to see if I could mark off any items that have been mysteriously returned... and I saw, I mentioned, when I was living at Colosseum, and when a few items were stolen, at that time, there were people lurking about, I heard 2 female voices outside my window, one night in my shade house (they stole some of my plants plus a 40L black storage box – with Gunnedah 18 Henry st, written on the side). I remembered then, also that there was a girl down the paddock too during the day, I heard someone, it might have been Tania Poschalk and Belinda Kristensen, the only people I knew in the area, or it could have been someone from Facebook, as I was selling my plants - they saw and they came and took. {not that I gave out my address, but it was a small community and a lot of people (women) make it their business to know other people’s business NOSY BITCHES.} actually I suspect my landlords wife, Julie Ward – no conviction. So, you might read this, and be kind of concerned, and think there were ghosts around, (I know there are some people that actually think that…) or I was delusional and hearing voices, (I know there are some people who think that aswell – idiots (Sharon Morgan) as my location were quite remote. So, I thought I should say, I wasn’t concerned at all when I heard these girls voices, because this is a really common for me, maybe it sounds weird to you but ever since I was 18, I’ve had people hang around my house at night. It happened in Gunnedah after I came home from school from Armidale, (and in retrospect, in Armidale at boarding school, I would’ve had, -I did have problems with the house mistresses – so there would have been housemistress’s (Cathy Goldman) hanging around at night too, I have some vague memories of part dreams and incidences involving them). And when I moved to Sydney - way more people. I think in Petersham, where I lived briefly, at one point they would’ve been at least 100 people outside on a nightly basis, - I usually just sleep through whatever is going on outside, seriously, I used to pay no attention to what other people were doing, none, not really a ‘people person’. I firmly believe this is one part about me that has kept me sane, -as you get older, I think it’s normal for people to be more observant of what’s going on and more understanding of what’s going on, I’m pretty sure when I was young, I didn’t have much of an understanding of what goes on in life (it’s all bad)). After that theft at Colosseum, I put a cctv on my shade house. Goddam thieving women. But on one night at Petersham, I was awoken because there was a loud thump on the door. I got up, opened the door, I was half asleep and squinty, a big bright light shone right in my face, and it was the police, they said; Did you call the police mam, I said, “no I did not call the police, I do not have a phone, I’d just been asleep, only woken now.” (Later on, I thought I might have had a vague memory of having a dream before I was woken up, of me saying “call the police” in my dream, because someone was annoying the crap out of me! -which would’ve been all the voices I heard outside in the garden, the hordes of people (a garden shared by 4 units), but it was a dream, I really didn’t call anyone, I didn’t actually have a phone, I was literally asleep and probably snoring -it was like someone was perving on my dreams, and facetiously called the police on my behalf (without my permission or knowledge). I had a similar dream some yrs later, after I moved back up to Gunnedah and onto a farm – where I did actually get a cat!! My cat had kittens, seven of them, and one night they’re all in my bed, the mother too, so 8 cats! They were purring madlyhappily, and I was asleep, and so I started dreaming that all my kittens were going to go up to heaven! as I knew I would be annoyed if I was awoken. This is kind of a very cheeky dream because obviously I didn’t want to kill my cats or want them dead! but they were annoying me because they were purring so loudly and would soon awaken me. Lol! So, that dream it’s kind of exactly the same thing as dreaming about calling the police, as there is too much noise going on, and I would be soon awoken. I know image transfer is common, and I’m a visual person, some people can see, some people can’t. Some people can see, but don’t know it, (actually I think probably everyone can see, but they don’t know it, as it is often a subconscious thing – and most people are “sleeping beauties”. The irony of the whole mental asylums is bordering on the point of ridiculousness at this juncture. So, some of those people give me problems in life, I call them dogs, they attack like dogs, they are non-thinking and stupid. Some see very well, and ‘play’. I recall at school, once, we were on an excursion in a commercial kitchen, we were having a tour. And we went past the chocolate sauce area, the guy stopped and explained in great detail about how the chocolate sauce is distributed etc, then we moved onto the next thing. But I was so mad, because we were standing around looking at chocolate sauce for what seemed an eternity, and we weren’t allowed to have any!! I was mad mad mad, so mad, that in my mind I picked up the whole kitchen bench and threw it at the guy who was doing the tour, and, I kid you not, the guy looked at me with a cheeky grin and then he ducked!! Like he could tell the difference between reality and a projected image! One stupid woman dog attacked me, when she could see me with scissors chopping up all her fabrics. I actually wasn’t doing it, I was just imagining it, - {I amuse myself constantly!}, But she literally couldn’t tell the difference between reality and a projected image from someone else (some people can’t tell the difference between their own inner voice, and someone else’s inner voice too, some dangerous territory – they think it’s God). A lot of people are like this. Those people should watch out, because attacking like that stupid woman, one day someone’s going to bite you back. And I deeply resented her attack, I wish she was dead then, and still do – note, all this time I wished her dead, but I haven’t killed her, not even seeked revenge. I later saw that one on the ABC- bimbo nazihead. I think the ABC do rewards for bad behaviour, or at any rate, like to employ stupid dogs. Anyway, this night after the police asked me if I called them, I looked around in my squinty vision, and there’s dozens of people literally staring at me, they were all in my garden, and all out on the street, (it was a divided {1} house complex, there were four other units in 1 house (ridiculous real-estate greed)). I was in my nighty – they were staring at me in my nighty, squinting. It was humiliating. I had no idea what was going on out there, except I thought it was some sort of party, or more like social gathering, as there was no music or booze. And I am not a party girl type of person at all, I have mention, I don’t drink, or do drugs or go out to pubs and clubs, or really socialize at all, except for at work with work colleagues. So, seeing all those people was actually quite disturbing. It’s like they were doing the ‘opposite’ of what makes me happy and comfortable, it was a form of unbearable torture. I did not really understand about images back then, AS NO ONE TALKS ABOUT IT. I suspect that’s why they hung around at night rather than day, to see dreams. And this why no one is held accountable, and can be sued. It’s like a deliberate form of bullying that they can easily get away with. The radio, JJJ, was involved. Not really sure what the attraction was, because it’s not like I was living this perfect life, and having these idyllic dreams, infact I recall having quite a few nightmares at that time! Sweaty. I was designing clothes at Grave Attire – gothic shop. I did have a happy childhood; I suspect this has a lot to do with it. So, you know, this is typical that people hang outside my house, (it happened at Hornsby and Pendle Hill too). I have people who follow me when I drive too – they think someone is going to see an image and crash, the people that follow me around, harass me, torment me, are facetious, controlling, manipulative, dishonest and liars. How dare they follow me around. Have they no idea what that would be like; if you were being followed around everywhere you went, and not overtly, but secretly on the sly? Like Co-conspiring behind my back, is a form of bullying. I can’t begin to explain the problems that would arise from this kind of situation - truly I am surrounded by stupid greedy moron bimbo bitches. I want compensation. Back then we didn’t have camera phones, but I would’ve liked to get a shot of all these people just hanging outside my house, as some sort of proof in case anyone here doesn’t believe me, although I think you can plainly see I have no reason to lie, and photos too, of all the other times when there was only one or two, or when the salesgirl from Harvey Norman was hiding behind the bushes, so I could post to you now, so you can see this strange and secretive phenomenon, -and it has been going on over many years, and so there would be quite a few people that have hung outside my house now, like as in I would say, 1000’s of people. All those people involved have given me permission to tell the rest of the world – to go fuck yourselves. That too would have intrigued the police if they were driving by “what are all those people doing there?” And that was one of the huge reasons and bonuses of why I moved on to a remote farm, in the country, it was only lucky that my parents lived in the country, and we had friends and acquaintances in a rural area, otherwise I would be truly stuck, because slipping into country life is not something that is easily done, rural people are very sceptical of outsiders. But after I moved out there, it was bliss, finally I could have some peace and quiet at night - which I more or less did (aside from those grievances that have been discussed on this website.) Once at Bulga Farm, I woke up to see my peacock running around the garden with something in its mouth, on closer inspection, I was to discover it was a used condom! Yuk. I suspect it was Robert Cull’s son!) After about 18 years I was forced to move out of Gunnedah, I was ‘cast out’ – due to this very issue, people cannot handle a single lady. I am now 1500km away in QLD. (I’m really old now, 49 – I suspect age has a lot to do with it, a woman on her own in her 20’s is a spectacle for some people – retarded people, people who work as radio DJS are stupid, this is their nature, and to entertain other likeminded stupid people.) Aside from my neighbours, I’ve only heard a few people hanging about in QLD, and one of those times it could’ve just been someone walking down the Fire trail. (Although I did suspect at one point someone put a phone somewhere under the house, so I could hear them on speaker occasionally? People are really fucked. – BTW it is NOT ok for you to lurk outside my house while I sleep and perv on my dreams, nor to just sit outside across from my house staring in for hours, nor is it ok to walk up and down past my house all night. Are you stupid? (I feel like John Malkovich from the movie “Being John Malkovich”) Although I know they can see things that happened in my past this way, things that I can’t remember, as I was too young, or things I may not have put together or noticed back then. This is how they discovered what happen re the NEGS kneeling thing and the evil terrorist Mr Cone, the school principal at Limbri school, and plenty of other things. They have looked back at every birthday party I had as a child too….and this is not something that is done formerly like at an appointment with a specialist. See someone is always watching you idiot thieves. By the way, when I was living at Gin Gin, someone told me that the reason why I can't "see", is because my father used to drink, like even before I was born, too much, it affected his DNA. At the time, well I thought, it was actually pretty healthy and normal not to have "visions" so to speak, in your head! But I realise now, it was just those stupid bitchy dogs trying to save themselves, and the real reason why I can't "see", is because I apply common sense, and choose not to live in somebody else's dreamworld. I'm the sane one! And I like it that way. I believe those people who follow me around to perv inside my head, have a dysfunction, it's kind of like the same as if they were addicted to drugs; wanting to live in somebody else's dreamworld - they have huge problems, (stemming from stupidity.) So, to those stupid QLD police who thought I was delusional, nuts, and hearing voices, you have absolutely no idea, you are completely clueless, you should just quit and go home. And get the fuck away from me. You too, naive mental health workers. Get the fuck away. You can’t control everyone. 25. FOMO - I know this may seem greatly offensive, but I feel it really needs to be said, it is my duty, since I am pretty sure no one else is going to have the audacity. If you’re a single woman with a child, I’m sorry, but you fall into the “completely stupid” category. First of all, you would’ve had a child out of fear - fear of being alone, fear of not having anyone to talk to, fear for not having anyone to look after you when you’re old, fear of not being the same as other women, fear of missing out. Not to mention, the ‘husband substitute’. There is also the reason of ‘playing sides’; the mother wants someone to be on her side, so she can gang up on husband or even other child, or extended family members, with her own child. Finally, she can have someone on her side. And ofcourse, the number one nazi reason, needing to have someone to ‘boss’ about and control – a subordinate. ALL ridiculous reasons for having a child, TRULY – this is not why you ought to have kids. (Oh, and the woman who brings foetus to birth, because it just happened; something started to grow, suddenly she had a big belly, and they could not be bothered to think about it, or think about doing something about it before it was too late – OMG – too bimbo to talk about any more). GUESS WHAT, no need to feel alone ever - you may not have noticed, but your never alone, ever, it is all a state of mind. And so, after becoming a single mother, then you wonder why it’s a struggle, and you don’t have enough to eat, and why are you getting ostracised from the community. You made a stupid decision, and now you have to live with it. IT TAKES Ying and Yang, to raise a child - male and female influence. Put your ego aside ladies and stop breeding like rabbits, you silly twits. Please note: I would never ostracise a stupid women for having a child if I saw one. She has made her decision, now she has to live with it. Btw, I believe all those above reason why a woman has kids, also applies to married ones. And, someone told me, it is common within a marriage also, for the husband to pressure the wife into having multiple kids so his ego can be passed on. Stand strong against your spouse’s egotistical pressures!! (In my family, it was my mum who pressured dad into having multiples!) (Take up gardening – far more enjoyable, less expensive!) I recall a high school teacher telling me that some of the year 10, 11, and 12 girls, were deliberately getting pregnant, so they could get the then Baby Bonus from the government, which was $5000 cash when baby was born! Stupid libs, they don’t know how naive young women are, how they are incapable of thinking and planning ahead due to their inexperience. And no one tells them, that unless they have a clear set path of 3 meals a day for the next 20 years, then they should not even contemplate having kids. How about that for REAL disgrace. I believe the Baby Bonus has been scrapped (thanks to Julia Gillard, hooray), the previous politicians seemed to be under the impression that Australia needs to populate, well WRONG, this is not the 50s any more. Australia needs to curb its population; we have run out of water, or at any rate, send people up to the far North, like Cook Town, hardly anyone up there. {And stop wanting your investment housing prices to skyrocket – plain greed.} I know there’s women out there who start off with a husband, then have kids, but things go awry, they get divorced, or he dies, and she’s left on her own with the kids. The thing is, if she had of known she would end up on her own, she probably would not have the kids in the first place. I mean, what’s the point, on your own. The husband is designed to bring home the bacon, so then the mother can get on with the feeding and raising, it’s a common-sense situation. So, I’m thinking there should be insurance against “husband loss”, and actually I can’t believe that there isn’t already insurance for it. There seems to be insurance for everything else, so why not this tragedy. (I know some things are hard to hear, but there is still more; I personally believe husbands in long term marriages, who run off with younger women, do so, because that is the nature of a paedophile; wanting to be around naive young women, who don’t know how bad/evil/difficult life is.) Unfortunately, I can’t take credit for having that stunning Acacia in my garden - part of the much-desired cognata hybrids 26. Moving to a Big City When I was in year 10, my mother suggested I go and speak to the school careers counsellor, to get some advice on what I should do after I left school. (Kind of the WHOLE point of school). So, I went and spoke with her, her name was Dr Scarf, and well, what happened, was strange - she basically refused to help me, her exact words “I can’t help you”, she insisted I leave her office. She was such a bitch. I’m not sure what her issue with me was, I certainly wasn’t rude to her in any way, maybe she just didn’t like me, but she would have nothing to do with me. I mean, I could cry blatant discrimination, but I’m not entirely sure what she was discriminating against? She should certainly not have worked at that school; she certainly should have not been a careers counsellor. BTW, that was the same woman who used to eavesdrop on the girls conversations, and try to will ‘swearing’, so she could pocket a $5 fine. She is just another typical evil women, I have encounted quite a few of them in my life. Perhaps the fact that she could not ‘will’ me, was the issue as to why she did not like me? Anyway, so since, later after that encounter with her, I won various awards at school and in Gunnedah for fashion related projects, it was expected that I would work in the fashion industry. {Although I suspect there may have been some manipulations going on, as in year 10, I was contemplating leaving at the end of that year and attending the famous Ryde Cookery school, as I did love to cook, even went down there and checked it out, even enrolled. But after I started Textiles and Design in 3rd term of year 10, and did so well at it, I decided I would stay on – so I suspect this may have been a bit of a sinister plot on behalf of the school, who wanted paying customers to stick around. Possibly in retrospect it would’ve been better for me if I left at the end of year 10 - but really who knows. When school finished (1991), I would have been quite happy just to stay at home, in the family home in Gunnedah and see what panned out, (probably would have just remained unemployed…{I did have a woodworking project going on, consisting of building a large dolls house – not really sure why, possibly the only thing really on my mind – I want a house!, and yes, I should have been an architect…Do you know, if someone had of told me back when I was seven years old or something, that the only possible way you’re ever going to be able to build your own dream home when you’re older, is if you become an architect - I’m pretty sure I would’ve set about becoming one. But anyway, back then, and when I was 18, the concept of being an architect was not conceivable. But my mother would not hear of me staying in her house, she packed me up and basically dragged me down to Sydney, enrolled me in the fashion production course at Hornsby Tafe, and set me up in a flat in the wannabe hoity-toity suburb of Chatswood. Little did she know that the couple she selected me to live with were hard and fast potheads, and were totally addicted to their lifestyle consisting of coming home from work and sitting down to consume 30 hits of the bong! - then doing it all over again the next day, and every! It was quite an introduction for me into the Sydney adult world. The couple were very lovely, and seemingly very normal, and they happily answered my many curious questions I had about drugs. I quietly deduced; boredom and laziness, but above all, rebellion were their motivation (this would stem from nazi parents, nazi school teachers 100% over controlling, power tripping ways of raising children – such stupidity in this area, still). I did ask them why?, and he said, “so he could feel normal”. I wondered well, if you feel normal, then what’s the whole point - kind of seems like a big waste of money- paying some exploiter all that money, just to feel the same as you always did and do!! – you know, one has to step back and apply common-sense in every situation you find yourself in! Btw those people who sell drugs, are predators, looking for victims. You would have to be a sucker to indulge them. They are just as bad as mental health care workers or musicians - looking for victims – they all want the same thing – YOUR MONEY. Btw, I'm fairly certain I had dogs from the ABC (triple j) follow me around at this point, they seem to be obsessed about the whole drug thing as well, they then went on to create a section on triple j about young people, their audience, could phone in and ask about drugs, so if they had any curious questions they could phone them!! I tell you; pervert dogs my whole adult life. And this is what you get if you don't have privacy, you get complete ‘fuck up’ situations by stupid little dogs who work in the entertainment industry; encouraging young people to take drugs on the radio! They were probably incahoots with the musicians, as its easier for musicians to get money from people a who are not fully paying attention! Radios: total scams. And btw, after living with my 2 new flatmates briefly; I did not become a drug user. I had relatively savvy parents. Fashion school was ok, I was good at the design side of things, there were quite a few nice ‘originals’ types there, who I befriended. But I didn’t last too long at Chatswood, and later moved in to a flat with a flatmate from school -which also didn’t last very long - actually I want to mention that living with a flatmate will / would never really work out - people just aren’t designed to live that way, amongst friends, or flatmates. People are designed to live within a family unit, where there is an underlying theme of love - which will get you through all the fights, torments and nuisance behaviours, that you experience when living with someone, if you don’t have that underlying theme of love, it’s not going to work out. And this makes things really difficult, because basically accommodation is so expensive you have to share or be prepared to have a considerably reduced lifestyle - which I have decided is the better choice, rather than unhappily try to share with someone. (This part about flatmates and love was deleted, I had to rewrite it. Dogs probably stole it. BECAUSE IT IS SO TRUE). I find it strange why this fact is not acknowledged by governments, and why there is not better accommodation suited to singles (and no not small, we ALL want a proper house thanks very much – not a hotel room either). They still have not done anything about this in 2025, and the situation is getting 50000 times worse. I want to say, all my life so far, 3 proper meals every day – no exceptions to that. Then suddenly at 18, I was thrown into this world with no job, no money no food, no proper home, only study (no Aus study, just $20 a week cash for all expenses, from mum, then when I winged, at least explaining to her about the weekly train fare of $12.50, she raised it to $30). Very weird, my mother, I think was clueless about money. I did spend those 2 years studying, eating tomatoes on toast and near starving, I developed heart burn from all the tomatoes, still have it today. My parents were opposed to welfare to. I would have been eligible to receive it. Such snobs. Such vanity. Plus, if you do not have stability in your home life, then work life is not going to work out, firstly, you do not have a sense of permanence at your address, then there is no motivation to make an effort to make things work out at work, there is no point, as you will have to move anyway, especially if the money is minimum wage. And secondly, feeling like you do not belong in the community around your home and work place will be the determining factor to leave it too. When I first moved to Pendle Hill on my own after I left study, and got my first job, I lived in the main street of Pendle Hill, on top of a BBQ chicken shop. Inside the unit was okay, nice and clean with wooden floor boards (but not an ideal location). One day I ventured across the road to the bank, there was an ATM, and the ATM was off the street some, you have to step up a ramp to get to it. So, I was up there waiting, and this girl was walking along with her dog, a big fluffy German Shepard, and she saw me, looked at me directly, changed sides of the pavement, and walked over to me. I felt like she did it deliberately when she saw me on my own, because of what happened; When one comes across someone with a dog, right next to you, one usually would want to pat it, (well in the past this what I did) and so I attempted to pat this dog, but I was unable to because it tried to bite me - I was able to react quickly enough to not let it really cause any damage, just a minor scratch, my hand was quickly retracted with a slight shriek, but then this girl just left, she didn’t say anything, it was like she literally came up to me as she knew her dog would bite me. Dogs rearing dogs. Mmm so this what the women in the western suburbs of Sydney are like. This girl, same age as me prob, blonde hair, without having any motivation, as I had just moved to Pendle Hill, I didn’t know anybody in the area at all, just simply attacked me in her in her passive aggressive manner. In my experience, this pretty much sums up the personality of all women of the western suburbs of Sydney, they want their dogs to bite me - they are fully sick in a totally dysfunctional way. (Note there was a woman in Gunnedah who did this too; Mrs Finlayson, I wrote about it on Lifestories, somewhere). Total ban of all canine dogs please. Plus, I have noticed over the years, there are many other women who do this with other females, in fact males aswell. So, they use other people as ‘weapons’, just like those two women were using their canine dogs to bite me – it is exactly the same manner. In fact, this is such a common thing and exists everywhere I've lived, I can't believe I'm the only one that has ever talked about this issue, as I've never seen it mentioned anywhere, rarely implied on TV / movies either. My neighbour across the road uses her son or daughter in the same manner. I think the Real Estate uses that family too? Or the landlord -someone who poisons my trees – or some idiot trying to play big brother or big sister – this is a common problem I have in life with dogs trying to play big brother – they are sheer evil and have NO COMMONSENCE. Major 3rd borns. And I've seen movie produces do it, and boast about it, like skyting about what they can get other people to do, some even without their knowledge. Zombies. You know whilst I think those two dog owners deserve a bullet to the ear, I have noted that there can be situations in life where this skill, can be of help. Some people are just really stupid, and other people can see what's going on, and so they can use someone, in the moment, to rectify a situation, solve the problem, or end the conflict - in effect people using their powers for good. HOWEVER, I don't think I ever witnessed this ever, I only see people using other people for cowardice reasons, mainly to chastise somebody else. People are pathetic. I tell you, hardly anybody is going to be going through those pearly white gates after they die. See Ya! I note there has been a change in that suburb Pendle Hill now, in 2023, if you look it, it is full of immigrants only, mainly Asian, with hodge podge extensions and renovations. Shanty Town. Too many people to quickly – slow down you bloody greedy immigration policy makers. Actually, I would think any parent who sends their daughter off to a big city when they are 18, foolish; while some parts of Sydney is a fairly good place to live, like where my parents grew up, but if you do not have a familiar community, a place where you belonged, and who are too, familiar with you, then there are many despots who will try to latch on and take advantage of young single women. And, especially when it comes to public transport – a young woman is a walking victim. Unmarried girls really should stay at home in the family nest and not leave until she has fallen in love with someone. You need a strong support network at that vulnerable age. No one warned me about stupid reflective bitches that follow you and torment you. (Why was that, when they are just SO prevalent?? Am I living in bizarro world suddenly? I had 18yrs of normal life, then suddenly after I left the family nest, I get bimbo ‘mirror girls’ plus ones who do twisted mirrors! What the hell?) And the thieves – OMG, desperate greedy selfish bitches, married and singles, rich and poor, does not matter - they are thieving scum, so prevalent all across Sydney. By the way, someone told me the reason why I had never encountered stupid people who do reflections before, was because we hung out a lot, with our neighbour, and this woman, married to a farmer, an extremely good cook, was one of those eccentric types with an overt big jolly loud personality, and she has a tendency to wake the people around her up! Which I definatly think is true. (Akin to Mary Murphy’s excited scream!) Although this doesn’t really explain school and the school environment, I mean you’d think I would’ve noticed people doing reflections, maybe it happened and I just didn’t notice, I mean it wasn’t until I was in my 40s that I really started to understand why I would have these problems, and how often I felt like I was having a conversation with myself when I talked to certain people, with women in particular, as well as talking to a third party, instead of the person in front of me, who may actually not be present - and learnt about ‘empty shells’, I’m pretty sure if I had of known about this before, it would’ve made my life less confusing, more understandable. You know, in some cultures, some religions, (including Christianity - which is predominantly the religion in Australia), they believe that people who allow themselves to be ‘utilized’ in this manner - have sold out their souls to the devil, in other words, they have done something that is so bad, that the devil now can use them to play with, and have his evil little way with. Now, whilst I did go to church twice a week every day for six years not to mention Sunday school as a child, I’m not an expert with the Christian Scriptures, but in my experience, it is not the devil that does these things, it is real people, who do these things. They are people who like to play the devil, instead of the usual game people play; Playing God - something also evil. But the ones who want to Play Devil are much worse - they are real and disgusting. I recall asking both my parents why they moved from Sydney, and I was a bit annoyed with them, as they had told me, it was because they had not liked it, and wanted to raise their kids in the clean country air. But I mean, if they didn’t like the city, why would they think, (their very own flesh and blood) would like it?? Gunnedah life for them was really a little like fairy-tale world. It was like a bubble world that they, and our whole family, and friends, were living in. Quite different to what goes on in cities, and in areas where there’s mass population. But they were both from Sydney originally, they both grew up there. I guess they didn’t hang out in the inner-city suburbs or Western suburbs very often. I am not saying it is only these groups of people who steal, oh, no way! But us growing up, we just did not experience any of those ‘primitive’ problems that I encounted in Sydney, and still do with despots who follow me. What I also noticed when I moved to Sydney, was not only the fact that there were a lot of Asians in Sydney, which by the way, after you live in Sydney for 10 years or so, you no longer notice Asians at all - but at first, especially if you get off the train at central, it’s a total culture shock, it’s very odd to see all those Asian faces, and in that area, it is predominantly Asian, it is right near China Town. When you are from a country town like Gunnedah, where there’s basically only Western people, and the occasional Abo, or the local Chinese restaurant owner! It is quite something. Culture shock. I also noticed, there were a lot of same age, my age, ethnic people that they used to hang out in gangs, especially at shopping malls, in the inner and outer western suburbs. I did find it a little odd because I never saw any white people hanging out in gangs, it was just an ethnic thing that happened. And if you’re one person, walking past a big group of people, who all stared at you as you went past, sometimes making snide comments at you - it just makes you feel uncomfortable, and leaves a certain impression of that ethnicity. I believe in my opinion; people hang out in gangs because they just want to fight. They want to live in gang world where they don’t have to be respectful to anyone unless they are in their gang. Plus, they get to fight, little boys love to fight, not just the alcoholic’s disease. They don’t have to live in the real world that way, where they would have to show an ounce of decorum and respect to all others; living in the real world so to speak. A case of “Lord of the Flies”. {I have heard it to be the other way around for certain ethnic girls encountering groups of western men, but were I heard that, the source was a known liar and trouble maker.} Anyway, life does not really begin, until you start gardening! 27. The unfairness and BIAS DISCRIMMINATION of university graduates Now nearing age 50, so far as I can see about life in Australia, for a working person, is those who go on to graduate from university, usually get the well-paid jobs. They can work their arses off for the next 10 years (or not in some cases), but then have enough to be able to buy a house, at least 1, if not 2, or for some put down a mortgage - by the end of those 10 years. And it’s expected to be this way, by “the powers that be”; it’s expected that people who do not go to universities, get minimum wage jobs; they work their arse off for this 10 years, and usually don’t end up anywhere near owning their own home, if even been able to save a for a deposit, and will be most likely renting in a crap house. What makes this so bad, is that the university thing, is often not so much about being highly educated, but it’s about supporting university staff, and especially, cushy research careers at uni (research about life) – which, I grant is important; but the whole way this works is so totally BIAS and DISCRIMMINTRY, I can’t believe they are allowed to do it. I know with my little brother; it was the same for him on minimum wage in his first job out of school in Sydney. But then his company offered him a wage increase if he went to uni part time in the evening, relevant to his field. Which he did, and he got paid, so far as I can gather, 3 times as much. Plus, he was doing the same work after, as before! (I ought to mention he got married just before the offer was made – I personally suspect this has something to do with it – more discrimination against singles). In fact, I recall when I was working at Bonds, after I had finished my 2yr Associate Diploma Tafe course; there was a new guy who started working there; we were talking one day, plus another of my colleagues, and he started talking about his salary, and he was telling us, he couldn’t believe how much he was being paid. He was fresh out of uni, first job, a young 21yr old or so, he had no experience. But he implied, he was getting at least 3 times as much as us – we were on minimum wage more less. Extraordinary isn’t it! But, {the kicker is}, now get this; his role, his job, - well, he actually did not appear to have one! Like, we all had our individual set tasks, contributing to the production of the famous Bonds Singlets! But, his ‘job”, it seemed, was simply to make sure everybody else was doing their jobs!! So, he didn’t really even have to work as far as I’m concerned; it’s not like anyone there was naughty or rebellious - everyone did their job as far as I could see – which explains how he could hang about and chat with us about salaries!! So really, if you happen to be someone who is blessed with common sense, then that situation, just does not make any sense at all, and quite frankly I don’t know how I lasted the whole 2 years there before I finally told them to shove it up their arse (politely ofcourse). But, having more experience now, that company was one of the better ones to work at in Sydney!! And it was really bad – bully nation. And you know what, I think those “powers that be” expect someone working on minimum wage for 10 years, to totally lose hope, and possibly even drop out of the workplace altogether, or take other negative life choice options. It’s like a standard of normal that is perpetuated by greedy universities. I would even take it further and say that some of those “powers that be”, possibly ones in the education system, pick and choose who those people are, they pick who they want to win, and who they want to lose. When I look back at those 10 years working in Sydney for near minimum wage, it was just a total waste of my time. The only good thing I can say about it, is, well at least I know what it’s like working a 60-hour week for minimum wage Lol, mmm, maybe I learnt compassion!! yeah, it waasss reeeally good. If I had of known about the way it works, there’s no way I would’ve worked so hard for those 10 years, if at all. NO WAY. (I have mentioned on my blog how I got a 2nd job in the evenings, and it still was not enough to save for a house deposit after rent and bills). I want to add here, I didn’t drink, nor do drugs, nor ‘party’ and go out. I think even back then, I must have had dogs hanging around, trying to come up with ways to steal my money. The more I think about this, the more I realize how naïve my parents were. Maybe it’s different for other people, like I was thinking about the brand Palmolive, and how this is a huge brand in Australia, with multiple products. I have purchased them over the years from time to time, until finally I realized exactly how crap all Palmolive products are, there are, by far, better and superior alternatives out there. So, I am thinking well they must have a lot of friends in Australia to have that big a market share, with such crap products. Perhaps it’s the same thing, the more friends you have the more money you get, only it is expected uni-grads to be nerdy and friendless, thus they automatically get the good money; a total bias towards university graduates. Maybe they don’t expect non-uni graduates to work these things out? SH 🤫 sh LIFE STORIES P1 NEXT About P1 About P2 , Life Stories P!(this), LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. 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local community young Australian people stealing petty items with little value so as to go under the radar of police - 1000's of small items Items stolen whilst I live at Sarina Page 2 The reason I did this video is because there seems to be a lot of people under the impression that anyone who has mould in the unit or house, is lazy and doesn't clean. They said, (they being quite a few YouTube videos originating from the UK), "having mould in your unit is a lifestyle choice!" So I would just like to clear things up; people who have mould are not lazy, and they clean a lot, as you can see from this video. The mould here persists, because whoever built this house, cost-cut the roof by not extending the eaves out far enough so that rain didn't accumulate at the base wall of the building, and not putting on big fat gutters that can handle downpours. Also in this particular case, there is a leak in the plumbing at the base wall of the building, allowing moisture to seep into the back wall (over many years). 1 Set a Car Trap to Catch and Arrest Thieves TOO EASY I’m pretty sure I mentioned on my Blog, that time when I was volunteering at the Gunnedah art gallery, and I was knitting by the big glass door in the light, one Sunday arvo. And I could look out onto the street and see my car; at one point I saw a man walking along the footpath, and when he saw my uncovered Ute, he veered over to the back of my ute and looked in – he was very quick, kept walking on, (there was nothing in the ute). He had blonde hair (!), was in his 30’s, I would say, average build. (I should point out my ute tonneau cover is broken and ute bow stolen, so unless there is something in my ute worth covering with additional tarp and ocys (which also get stolen), it does not have a cover on – they key trap feature). I’m thinking if there was something in it, he most definitely would’ve taken it. I’ve had a few items stolen from the back of my Ute. I’ve had farmers say that that’s the main reason why they have dogs, and bring them into town on the back of their utes - to watch all the stuff that they purchased, when they go into town. I’m thinking at this point in my life (50, 3 days aga!! J), I’m so pissed off with all the stupid little thieves, I think if I was back in Gunnedah, I would be setting traps; put something good in the back of my tray, (like star pickets and new hose fittings) then set up multiple cameras so I could catch these arseholes red handed. This would be a surefire way to catch thieves. It wouldn’t take long, I would say within 20 minutes of parking in ‘just the right spot’, you’d have something stolen. Question for the police; if they have a clear image of the person on camera stealing (clear image of their face too), can they make an arrest? Seems to me they could and should. I mean, if they couldn’t, I would definitely be putting the footage on Facebook. Although being banned from Facebook, I would have to come up with alternatives. Also, and I guarantee you, if you were passively following me and watching my car, wherever I went, you would see a thief, several actually. Possibly there have been people / police who have done this, seen the thief, but done nothing about it, as they think it is funny? Someone told me, and, they were quiet adamant about it, that it was actually the police stealing from me. Some of them, or one?, had got an obsession with me since I reported every single little theft to the police back in Gunnedah, and instead of doing something about it, they decided to join in. I guess in this case, my little devious trap plan, wouldn’t work. Police are not going to set a trap to catch themselves now are they? I have mentioned how stupid the police have been in in certain situations, in my experience - but they’re not that stupid. I was also advised by a police woman once, that most police (including herself), are recruited or join up, because they are bad. The powers that be think they can put them on the ‘right path’. I was also told about numerous stories that cadets get up to, the problems they have not only in a physical tangible sense, but also in the metaphysical way, with strong personalities ‘willing’ naughty situations. So I know that there are other people who are victims of thieves in Gunnedah, my advice is, why don’t you actually do this, catch those stupid little arseholes and have them arrested - teach them a lesson. And the image below came in a Christmas sale catalogue emailed from T&R Sports! I had to include it, as I know, if I were to push this around, down the street, I would have ALL the thieving dogs instantly start following me, stalking me, and spying, to see where I lived. – I would have many items stolen, if I purchased this product in particular!! Thieves are really predicable and stupid, despite how sneaky they are. After watching this movie last year , I was inspired to add to this story; Anger, Violence and Rioting, is a direct result from disrespect It is clear in some situations, when people have had the wrong thing done by them, they act out. This movie has an excellent example in it; every action there's a reaction. Don't get me wrong I'm all in favour of ”locking up” all the thieves. They all belong in jail as far as I'm concerned, in fact I am frequently stating on my blog, that they should be outright shot. Even though I know crimes do get way worse, really nasty stuff, however, believe it or not, I'm not a fan of the death penalty, even though I would secretly like to shoot their heads off. I really do believe in rehabilitation; I’m not sure whether it works. I don’t know much about the prison system. Perhaps they could try compulsory church twice a week. I’m guessing most of the inmates have never been to church, so it couldn’t hurt. Dancing, church and Cats. 2. Food Thief Again Whenever I purchase any of these amazing tasting noodles, (these ones are the tastiest, in the supermarket), one of them always get stolen. If I buy one packet only, and use one lot, leaving two lots in the open packet, then one of the two will be stolen at some point before I go to use them again. This has been going on since 2013, at any address where I live, it is now 2022 and I have had 6 address’s in that time in 2 different states. I hope the thief gets cancer and dies. I no longer buy these, as they get stolen While I am at it, I started keeping track of all the items I placed into my freezer just recently this year in late 2023. And as I suspected, I am having items taken out of my freezer – food stealing. And quite a lot, every seemingly new batch of goods after a shop, something gets taken. So, if I put in 4 chicken breast into the freezer for my cat, then 1 of them will be taken. I'm really sick and tired of having my chicken breasts stolen. I noted Coles came up with ‘chicken chunks’, because they won't still ‘chicken chunks’, because it's not as good as a chicken breast. (Chicken chunks are extra ‘manhandled’, and could be possibly be dirty?). I believe Coles did this deliberately, as they noted my chicken breasts, WERE being stolen - they keep tabs too. I noted Woolworths, instead of giving me ‘chicken chunks’, instead, they put their chicken breast on extreme special, as in, ‘we will pay for the thief to steal one of your chickens - because we think it's funny’ - stupid little Woolworths. You're going to get your comeuppance for that attitude. Although I have noted every time, I've since tried to purchase Chicken Chunks from Coles, they've been unavailable, so I pay for them, but on delivery day they just don't bother delivering them, which means I've gotta go to Woolworths - there is something majorly wrong with some of the staff at Coles in Mackay. Also last week I had 2 meat pies taken out of the freezer, possibly some barramundi as well; sometimes I wonder if I forget to mark off as I de-freeze, as I am new to this whole ‘keeping food track’ thing? I do keep my unit locked at all times, occasionally I forget to put my cameras on, like when I emptied the compost, so I suspect this is the opportunity that they are waiting for, because I know I have neighbours who just sit and wait and watch what I do all day long, there are cars outside who do the same as well - they're just sitting waiting, looking for an opportunity to steal (or beep their horns). Dogs. Some get paid a salary for doing this. I blame the government for allowing dogs in the community because they haven't bothered to do anything about monitoring parents, and who exactly, is allowed to have kids. If they did that, I bet I would not have this problem. 3. More Sarina Food Stealing Another 5 frozen chicken breasts were stolen out of my freezer over the last couple of weeks (what a thieving loser). Someone who drives a grey car stole frozen kangaroo meat out of my car esky while it was parked at mitre10, and I think that number plate was 026 something, so if you see a grey car with numberplate O26... go and punch them in head for me. All this week there has also been some idiot on a motorbike hooning up and down range road at night, but not for long periods, just two or three or four times. That person on the motorbike has definitely got something to do with the thefts. Police, could you be any more hopeless? Why don't you just ignore ALL the problems going on in society. While I am at it, I started keeping track of all the items I placed into my freezer just recently this year in late 2023. And as I suspected, I am having items taken out of my freezer – food stealing. And quite a lot, every seemingly new batch of goods after a shop, something gets taken. So, if I put in 4 chicken breast into the freezer for my cat, then 1 of them will be taken. I'm really sick and tired of having my chicken breasts stolen. I noted Coles came up with ‘chicken chunks’, because they won't still ‘chicken chunks’, because it's not as good as a chicken breast. (Chicken chunks are extra ‘manhandled’, and could be possibly be dirty?). I believe Coles did this deliberately, as they noted my chicken breasts, WERE being stolen - they keep tabs too. I noted Woolworths, instead of giving me ‘chicken chunks’, instead, they put their chicken breast on extreme special, as in, ‘we will pay for the thief to steal one of your chickens - because we think it's funny’ - stupid little Woolworths. You're going to get your comeuppance for that attitude. Although I have noted every time, I've since tried to purchase Chicken Chunks from Coles, they've been unavailable, so I pay for them, but on delivery day they just don't bother delivering them, which means I've gotta go to Woolworths - there is something majorly wrong with some of the staff at Coles in Mackay. Also last week I had 2 meat pies taken out of the freezer, possibly some barramundi as well; sometimes I wonder if I forget to mark off as I de-freeze, as I am new to this whole ‘keeping food track’ thing? I do keep my unit locked at all times, occasionally I forget to put my cameras on, like when I emptied the compost, so I suspect this is the opportunity that they are waiting for, because I know I have neighbours who just sit and wait and watch what I do all day long, there are cars outside who do the same as well - they're just sitting waiting, looking for an opportunity to steal (or beep their horns). Dogs. Some get paid a salary for doing this. I blame the government for allowing dogs in the community because they haven't bothered to do anything about monitoring parents, and who exactly, is allowed to have kids. If they did that, I bet I would not have this problem. And I have noticed a pattern forming: With each stamp order that I order for my business from the PostShop; one stamp gets stolen. {Before at Rangari it was one whole pamphlet booklet, now it's just one stamp} And with my chicken breasts; they are stealing one chicken breast out of my four chicken breast in each packet. And out of my 10 washes that I purchased they stole one washer. And one pair of reading glasses out of my pack of glasses were stolen. One Wondercloth out of my 14 were stolen. And this is just the things that I know about, because I have missed them, but there will be heaps of other things that I haven't noticed, storage items. Could this thief be any more juvenile delinquent and stupid? Fuck off you stupid dog and I hope you get cancer and die. 4. Melaleuca trichophylla tubestock STOLEN Another missing seedling from my seed table, it was a tubestock of a Melaleuca; Melaleuca trichophylla, only 7cm grown. It was taken November 2022 sometime. I hope the girl who stole it, dies asap. It grows to look like this: image from FloraBase I know there are drones that will go out and look for this, but it will not be visible for a few years – slow growing, you will have to wait, but you will be able to see my stolen purple petunia now – find it, get the thief – and this time don’t just find out who the thief is for your personal curious information. Report it - don’t be afraid - show some balls! 5. Telstra slow internet problems again at Sarina starting from Oct 2022 27/10/2022 - idiot sadist negative nancy working at Telstra and in cahoots with one of my neighbours? who is switching my Internet off in the morning, so then I would have to restart the modem - “ah ha you have to start again” - they are truly retarded. Rack off and go and pesta your mother. Maybe they are incahoots with microsoft nerds - poor little people, can't find any one to love them, so they pester anyone who is single. As I am sure they have heard many times, from their mother whilst growing up: "go away" 6. Again, my neighbours are stupidly stealing from me - male aquarium fish Another male aquarium fish taken last night. Makes it about a dozen fish stolen. My neighbours are definitely stealing from me as they act rally strange every time something is stolen. Although the fly screen was door locked, so I am at a loss to know as to how they get in??? Do I need to dead bolt the door in Summer, in the boiling heat? Curse them. The ones in photo were involved, aswell as a truck, infact 2 drivers in trucks have been going up and down my units all night. All week. Those neighbours were talking this morning next door at 7am, (I do not have a photo of the new couple next door as yet, the girl has black hair shoulder length) and she ‘pretend’ talks to me on the phone so far every morning I have been here, I have to go inside every morning to avoid her – yet this morning she has taken off? Not a coincidence, and I think she is in cahoots with the real estate – Molly at Ray White?? Who I happen to contact last night by email, as there is a leak in my roof. I sent Ray White office photos of the leak, advising them of it. (these units have recently been listed for sale with NO mention of all the structural damage). And the younger man shown yelled out while I was on the loo this morning. Thast was the guy I saw one time when my reader card went missing, as I was outside and had left my door unlocked, I saw him sneakily return to his unit. Caught. - bunch of bloody thieving idiots. I am not sure if this is related but I was having nightmares about aquarium YouTube videos ‘keepingfishsimple’ – this young boy has done 100’s of videos, seemingly helpful, but not once does he mention his name, therefore dodgy, in cahoots with some blonde girl. Fuck off you little idiots. I suspect he stole my red betta fish last week. Plus the neighbours at 108 up the hill harass me re feeding my fish, twice daily, they seem to want to do reminders – FUCK OFF. Then later still early this morning, I was having typical dreams about the dogs – female bitches who give me a hard time in my dreams! “Nicholas is on the phone for you” - then they give me the phone and then hang it up – stupid dog thieves. Fuck off. Fuck I hate having neighbours and living in suburbia. It sucks! 7. All the Business’s in Sarina who have stolen from me Been here almost 2 years now. And note, all these shops listed - it is WOMEN who steal from me. Women are so stupid bimbo irresponsible; they can't help themselves to steel something, somehow from me. How did woman get the vote again? Truly useless. Sarina chemist tried to steal from me by not giving me the Pbs listed medication. (pbs- Pharmaceutical Benefits Scheme, meaning capped payment of $5.55 instead of $27) Sarina Dr Clinic tried to steal from me with unnecessary imaging and unnecessary appointments. Same with the other Sarina family medical practice, did exactly the same thing. Pursehouse Sarina tried to steal $20 by overcharging at checkout , and then was reluctant to refund after I called them out on it later. I won't ever be shopping there ever again. Sarina mechanic stole $75 and wanted to steal hundreds of dollars more by saying they don't know what the problem is when they did – mechanic was male, but he was under command of the receptionist woman. I won't ever be going back there ever again. Sarina mitre 10 stole five cents and $.10 – they thought it was a game, the stealing game. Then later a girl refused to sell me a drill bit for the large screw that I had purchased there, so I had to order online and wait. Plus I suspect, one of the staff back then was a fake staff from Centrelink, stalking me and harassing me, and getting me to go back to the store several times because I have a sore foot (they sold me the wrong things deliberately). Sass hair Sarina charged $10 more than the initial quote, and didn't even include a shampoo/ head massage. I won't ever be going back there again. The local Pet Shop stole via overcharging at the checkout but then the bank later refunded me, after initially telling me in writing that they couldn't refund me. So, CBA are guilty here as well - but then, all my fish were stolen, so I think they refunded me so that they could steal my fish and think to themselves that they were justified because they refunded me the initial purchase in full (as opposed to just the bit that they overcharged) -it was very odd, they are thieves, and I won't ever be shopping there ever again. The real estate Ray White is stealing from me by overcharging rent, plus I (plus others) suspect they poisoned my trees. Sarina Woolworths steal from me by mucking up my order and wasting my time. So, I think this is basically every single business I've been to so far in Sarina who have tried to steal from me. Maybe the post office has stolen a couple of items too, ones that never turned up, untracked items, but of course that could've been 2 dodgy sellers who never sent it?? No way of knowing. But as I know at least one of those postal couriers stole my petunia, they could be the thieves too. Oh wait, the petrol station, there are two of them, one of them tried to steal from me by overcharging at check out, the one on Sarina Beach Rd. I don't believe the other petrol station has stolen from me. Well that’s a miracle. Oh, and the Butcher hasn't stolen from me or overcharged me. So 2 business out of all the businesses that I've been to in Sarina over the last two years have not stolen from me. That is ridiculous - you all ought to be ashamed of yourselves, and you're all going to hell, and you're certainly not worthy of my company. Note, there are several “tried” to steal from me’s listed above. I think this is because I'm really used to people trying to steal from me now, I'm very aware that any shop I go into, if there is a girl there - they will try to overcharge me. So now I always catch them before they do it - so if you're not paying attention and don't really think about these things, and don't know automatically, that all women are thieves (myself excluded), then you won't notice that they have overcharged you, and that's what they're counting on. I think those shop girls think most people from Sarina are stupid and don't pay attention, which could well be the case? But I do pay attention; forced attention! 8. Black Outs and Electricity Problems at Sarina There is a correlation between the power going out and thieves stealing from me. I noted this at Rangari with multiple power outs weekly. I think ‘old men network’ did it?? Old men hate seeing single women win. (By winning I mean, simply being happy). Since I moved to QLD, it is significantly better, hardly any. But after last night’s power out, I will now keep track, because people copycat. 2022 - Power out one time, but did not write down when, old Merve the handyman was involved? I had things taken, maybe related? Mon 6th feb 2023 350pm – did not pay attention to anything that may have been stolen at that time? But I had things taken, maybe related? July, Saturday morning, can’t remember exact day – out for ½ hr, the whole area, I had to phone Molly the rental girl from Ray White, as no neighbours were home, and AT FIRST Ergon said NO KNOWN OUTAGES! They changed their message when I called back after speaking to Molly who said whole area out. I had things taken, maybe related? 9th Aug 2023 – only my PowerPoints went out at 9pm, so I still had ceiling lights, but nothing else worked, it happened for no particular reason, no explanation, I suspect foul play downstairs at power box, I would say someone has flicked my switch off. I have no key to the room downstairs where the power box is (the Mould room), and Ray White Real Estate failed to fix it - lazy antagonistic bitches. It was the SAME DAY that the rental inspection was, and I would say Molly wanted to play Nazi (she must not have a boyfriend – she needs one, go and find her one), plus that day she had asked me to move all of my plants over by 2 inches (!) what the hell! It’s not like there were ANY complaints from neighbours - dick head woman. I would say because she asked me that, she was the one who poisoned my plants – so she should be fired and put in jail. I mean, if it were up to me, I would shoot her point blank. Also, after Molly (property manager) said she would not come here with key to turn my power back on, {not really sure what her problem with me was at that time? The only time I had spoken to her before was when I requested my ceiling fan in the kitchen be fixed, as it had broken or stopped working on my first day here – it took her 3mths to fix it, and only was it fixed, because I had had enough, (it is hotter inside here than outside in summer – it’s quite disgusting) so, I went ahead and arranged a tradie to fix it – so she got wind of that somehow, and sent someone in the next day to fix it. Did I yell at her? NO! did I chastise her in any way for being such a useless twit? NO!} So, I phoned the owner of Ray White Sarina, Richard Murphy, for him to flick the safety switch, he said he’d be here at 7:30am next morning to flick it. But he was not here at 730, he came at 830, and only then because I phoned him 2 times asking where he was. They both had said “well it’s not an emergency so you can wait” Arsholes. Why would you want to set up this kind of hatred from a tenant? They must be stupid. Even Ergon has a faster fix rate than them. So, another bloody stupid blonde as a landlord – God save me from blondes. There is a photo of her here, https://photos.google.com/search/molly/photo/AF1QipNsUF_FmoXm6LZYY3Q0TVLygCX8PYbkML5kN6S3 I can see from her body shape, she was starved as a baby, no doubt the reason why bimbo. I later put in complaint to RTA, as I should have access to power board. They said, they have no rules about that. Again, another unfair situation where they favour a landlord’s rites over a tenants. It also happened again, again I had to wait 24hrs before one of them bothered to stop by with the key. 24hrs no fridge, in this heat. Bad real estate, another bad one. 2nd Nov 2023 Black out 530-532pm today – I think they stole my wildcat trip on Friday? I had been waiting for it ALL YEAR to try and fix my foot again. (I went the following week instead; it did not work the 2nd time). Frozen chicken was stolen, 5 of them from the freezer, plus an elastic band appeared mysteriously when I was in shower, had been looking for it before, it was nowhere to be seen? And a key turned up in padlock that was previously missing? 9. Missing 45 Photo Stories from my Computer and Website, that I’ve had to Re-Upload You know I have all my images in multiple storage spots. One of them is Flickr, and all of my images of photo stories are listed in the public domain, meaning you can use my pictures, my photo stories, for whatever you want. I have no problems in doing this, but I should mention, if you could not delete my originals thanks very much! All the 45 missing images below are are licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International license (CC BY-SA 4.0). You are free to: Share, copy and redistribute the material in any medium or format as well as to adapt, remix, transform, and build upon the material for any purpose, even commercially. No conditions. I don’t expect attrition, or even a grateful email letting me know where and when any of these photo stories are published. Free is free. Centrelink Nazis Daewoo Car looks like a mouse Hay Bimbo Naziheads -Hay and Dog Following Me Story, Dogs That Play Sides and Follow Me Around in Cars How to be sane when surrounded by evil, with SERENITY ROSE MUGS 415CC (415ml), Fine bone china, Fine Rim, The England Collection My arms used to look like this, and now they’re spent North Sydney female crime networks, preying on young country girls The Calling of Nature Drive Thru's vs Fancy Restaurants This is what your teenage son does – wake up BIMBO MOTHERS My good flyscreen door. Woodwardii Don’t be afraid of being accused HERO Companies which never paid me my super well, you can try to keep up Santa pot belly theory Am I the type of person that is a victim, and Tricia Chook Show Story Flickr admin account thieves - Don MacAskill, Chris MacAskill Good outback driveway I want out I want out I want out - animal cruelty right before my eyes still getting followed around by tv people the cruel martingale still getting followed around by tv people Average Weekly Australian Paypacket Bimbos on tv who do reflections fake families used by ugly women dl photo showing 2 planes in sky above my house Dogs on Phones (re seedy and David Heywood) Parental Dysfunction with Control Freak Mothers Revolting craft workshop woman in Western Suburbs, and fake job story, How to quit smoking Supermarket female rebel frenzy 2 pink linen pillow slips STOLEN, from my church pew storage at gin gin Self-declared important people We can see your garden on Google Maps School art story Ant Nest story with recreation story 9 out of 10 kids in Australia are raised with dysfunctional tactics Maybe she thought I was Jewish? WRONG! Lisa Sutherland, not Witches of Salem, but Witches of Dr Receptionists? Product Placement The Power Games People Play – typical dysfunction and abuse, in families and workplaces Patronizing Pricks playing the Game of Trying to make me Feel Guilty Demure and Respectful not winning Monumental Problems with Receptionists So, I created a new email address, new name, and created a new Flickr account, after I was ban initially. Well actually Flickr don’t ban people. They just delete their accounts without any communication - Nazis - Nazi behaviour. But I have been storing all my photos from my “stolen items” and “my blog”, in my new fake name account, mainly just to keep it there for safe storage, as I’ve mentioned many of my photos are stolen, but I do have six other different storage areas, so I can usually always get back any image that has been stolen. I name names, I don’t hold back, if you’re ‘gonna’ mess with me, then I’m going to let everybody know about it. I don’t care who you are, or how old you are. If you harass me or steal from me in anyway, I’ll be naming and shaming you. I will not be ‘saving face’ for any stupid little thief. {btw, I can see an attention seeking peacock a mile off, so don’t get any ideas of how you can drum up attention for your career.} Anyway, this name and shame philosophy of mine, is the main reason why my accounts have been deleted, and why I have been banned from social media. I call people up on their bad behaviour, I call bullies up on their bad behaviour, and they don’t like it one single little bit, they are sooo arrogant. Some powers that be, even having the audacity to tell me; “well, they’re young, and they make mistakes”. Well, I tell you, they certainly should be punished for “making mistakes” -making the mistake of harassing someone and stealing from someone, is by no means a “mistake”, these are the deliberate actions by spoiled little shit heads, who have had no discipline, from their hopeless parents, and if they aren’t reprimanded, they will continue on their power tripping bully ways, just getting worse, and worse as they get older and older. Its text book. Infact mainly, the people who harass me are women in their 40’s and 50’s – so, yeah, real young! Btw, I recall listening to JJJ back in the 90’s, and there must have been some incident that I was not aware of, with some blonde woman, because the DJ’s on JJJ started doing all these blonde jokes, like they went on and on with “how many blondes does it take to change a light bulb….” etc etc, like 1000’s of jokes, at first it was a little amusing, but then as they just kept going on and on, it was nasty. I felt like infact they were coming up with jokes for my benefit, to amuse me there in my shop at Enmore. This was the time, when Helen Raiser would sometimes “loose the plot”, but I knew exactly what she was talking about. No plot lost. So, I suspect because of all those blonde jokes back then, there are irate blondes who associate me, with coming up with blonde jokes, they blame me for the nastiness on JJJ, and that’s why they steal from me – they really are stupid. So as I always put my photo stories in the public domain, so they can be downloaded if wanted, and I’ve been doing that for the past couple of years, so last week I ran out - you only get 1000 photos. So, I created another account in a different name with also a different email address, to divide them up; “stolen items” in one account, and “my blog” photos in another, however, every single account that I created with my new fake name and fake email address was deleted; so, Flickr is another one who have me tracked, and delete my accounts. (Perverts). So, I wonder why my existing account, the one that I’ve been using for the past couple of years, hasn’t been deleted; when I look at the photos, they really haven’t had many views, but I noticed when I created the new accounts, in the first 24 hours before they were deleted, I had many views. I’m not really sure what’s going on there, maybe Flickr have decided I can keep an account providing no one else can see it? Maybe they have arranged this somehow - without telling me of course if this is what they’ve done that’s news to me. Oh, maybe they just think one account is ample and the “view” thing was a coincidence? But, I also noted; when I search for any of my ‘specific’ named images, – search on Google that is, they don’t show in the results even though PUBLIC DOMAIN. So, something has gone wrong at Google too? Maybe there are some baddies working there. Get rid of them. Off with their heads! Actually, I think they hide my photos because some young stupid bimbo steals them, and so the computer nerds know which ones have been stolen, and plagiarised (and who), but as the thieves are pretty bimbos, who nerds love, they have hidden and ban me. By the way, the original image at the top of this photo story was one of the images that again was stolen, but today when I updated this, I discovered it was stolen again! The whole jpg and psd was gone, only the text remained! So, I did a collage of stolen items I want back. Beanie, fringe top, and my Electric pink frangipani. 10. The Same People Stealing from Me, Is Purchasing My Seeds Under Somebody Else's Name? The Same People Stealing from Me, Is Purchasing My Seeds Under Somebody Else's Name Another frozen chicken stolen after I purchased some at Woolworths. Last month I had five chicken breast stolen out of the freezer, so I made a point of emptying the freezer, except for one, and they still stole it! Either stolen while I was at Woolworths, because there was one in the freezer then, or that night when I was asleep? The door was locked at all times. And note whenever someone steals anything of mine someone makes a purchase of my seeds at LocalSeeds.com, NOT A COINCIDENCE. I have sold hundreds of packets of seeds since it opened a couple of years ago, thousands of dollars’ worth actually, - and all of that money I guess, is compensation for items that have been stolen from me - but they don't compensate the full amount only part amount - see on the left the receipt. The buyers name and address are always different, and I have many customers from all over Australia, but mainly South Australia this year, and occasionally a few in Queensland but mainly before this year was Victoria. I have never been contacted by anyone who I have sold seeds to that has corroborated my theory. I was told its ‘Political’ and people find it amusing to see someone else stealing from someone else – it makes them feel better about their lives. Most people are stupid. I have old man who do signs about the thefts, as they know who is stealing from me, but don't want to say anything because the people who are stealing from me are a big conglomerate retail network of dogs. So, I have the postman doing signs "to look" - as they have come up with this rule, a bimbo old man rule, where I've gotta see that it has been stolen within a certain timeframe - if I don't then it's too late, I'm not entirely sure why it's too late, if it's stolen, it's stolen. Time frames don't matter. And also, they send a motorbike hoon past my unit travelling up to Sarina range when they're going to steal something, which they did after I contacted Nestle - nestle are my biggest suspects for this frozen chicken. I had purchased some Nestle chocolate, (Not very nice), and before I opened it I could see that half the chocolate bar was missing, well actually, probably a quarter, so it was unopened and I could bend the packet over on an angle, because it was just missing a big chunk - so I complained to nestle, and they gave me a $10 gift voucher (after I sent them all the requested information -which in itself was time-consuming and probably worth at least $50). So I'm pretty sure it was the girls at Nestle who organised the theft, because I know it's a big retail network that's involved in stealing from me, because Apple people are involved - there was a big update on my iPad before I left to go down to Woolworths; this is another thing they do, whenever they steal something, they do an iOS update - not a coincidence every time (I use my iPad as security camera, so they can somehow turn it off because I've never caught anyone) - yet items get stolen. I also have neighbour dogs who try to play God, the girl next door, who claims her name is Danielle, (yet another neighbour whose name is Danielle), she is guilty of this, like if I tell her something she'll start going "oh well that's fair" - like she thinks it's her decision to decide whether it's fair or not. When the situation does not call for such a decision. Trying to play God - she, like so many bimbos, wouldn't even know, that that's what they're doing. Because somebody who thinks like that is somebody who's likely to steal if they don't think it's “fair” - so they take from the person who they think is not “fair”, and give to the person who think has been ‘hard done by’ - but you see, these bimbos are really stupid, and they get things wrong all the time, and they have no idea how wrong or stupid they are. She has psychological problems. The dogs who work at CBA do this too – NO IDEA HOW STUPID YOU ARE. And don’t get me wrong, this kind of behaviour can work in my favour too – especially since I seemed to be always getting “wronged”, but they more often get things the wrong way around, and steal from someone who has been stolen from; it’s just the ‘other dogs’, know this is what dogs who play God do, so they in turn play sides and try to trick the dogs; which usually works, since they are stupid. But often nothing has anything to do with me! So, leave me alone. Dogs go and play with dogs. I do have a new neighbour who spoke to me for the first time that day, she said her name is Jackie, so it could've been her? When they moved in, it coincided with my figure 8 silver necklace clasp that was stolen four or five years ago now, and 2 address's ago, while I was living at Colosseum on a farm- being returned to the floor in my sewing area, along with all my sewing needles that I just painted for easy identification, they had been strewn on the floor as well - Maybe that girl is trying to save Olivia Newton-John? I have said this numerous times on my blog; fuck off all musicians you're not welcome in my life you seem to not have any brains, and you seem to be all of thieves. The new neighbours play music from the 90s it's really annoying they have no thoughts or consideration for anyone else because we can all hear it and nobody else plays music loudly (no one in my units, the dogs up the hill do), but in fact no one plays music here at all - everybody else who lives here has a brain. They also pretend call me on the phone, both of them, they're a couple. I can't tell you how annoying it is, to have girls following me around with phones trying to speak to me. So, to have 2 living next door now - unbearable. Leeches. FUCK OFF. The door is always locked, so I don't know how they're getting in? Why are they living here anyway in this tiny motel accommodation, they say they both work, so why don’t they have a mortgage, which is much cheaper than renting. I suspect these are dogs specifically placed here due to me, to try to save the stupid blonde who steals from me. As I write this, I'm so pissed off and angry. I can feel the stress accumulating in my stomach and in my top part of my head. I curse whoever stole my food, and whoever is tormenting me - and I hope they get cancer and die immediately. Get the fuck out of my life, you're not welcome, you greedy thieving attention seeking leeches. The police don't do anything about the thefts - they are hopeless. I think some of them even do signs "well it's political", as in, "if only you were more popular, then no one would steal from YOU ". fuck off you big fat police bullies, what is this, high school? oh, and one of the units is a guy, that hoons by in a monster car, and I think, I'm not sure about this, but he just reminds me of someone in my primary school, named Warrickson or something, I can barely remember, and I did try to find my card where I've got the whole class's names listed, but it is it's gone, it has been stolen! So, it probably is him? maybe he's decided to join in the thieving too? maybe he's some sort of psycho from Gunnedah that is stalking me, just because I'm from Gunnedah? well, who knows - of course it could be someone else entirely - my facial recognition skills are pretty bad. When they took my last chicken breast, they also took my Mini pink lotus plant, and they placed a chip in my mug (same mug that I recently purchased a replacement of, but they did not deliver it) - chips are a common thing that passive aggressive dogs do. The probably also took some of my homemade rocky road from the fridge, at the time I ate some I thought some was missing, but dismissed it as ‘I probably ate it’ - but when I found out about the other things taken, they probably took some too. It’s really good rock road, with a secret ingredient, and no nuts, infact the recipe was ‘signed’ to me, I will share it online now Divine Rocky Road 150g Coles Pink and White Marshmallows (quartered) 190g of that horrible Woolworths Belgian milk chocolate block (melted) 100g Lindt Excellence Supreme Dark Chocolate 90% Cocoa block (melted 180g Nestle Plaistowe 70% Cocoa Baking Chocolate Block (melted ¾ bag Allen's Ripe Raspberries Lollies Bag 190g (halved) 7tbs Desiccated Coconut Plus, I will include a photo of me doing “food preparation” as I was cutting the marshmallows in to quarters, I especially took this photo to show my FILTHY NAILS, I had been gardening, so they were full of dirt. Extremely unhygienic. So, I took this photo quite deliberately as I was cutting away, thinking of a plan of how to stop people from stealing my food. So now you know, you had better not steal my food, as it may be contaminated with anthrax, and botulism or Toxoplasma gondii oocysts – seriously I have cat, he defecates all over the place. Little birdie told me, they are stealing from me when I purchase from Woollies, as the oppressive, jealous and stupid dogs, who reside on my back – wishes me to shop at IGA ! such idiots; you don’t get to decide where I shop and HA about that! And also, HA, I AM SPECIAL ha hahahha ha ah ah……… 11. Molly Lookalike on Warrior Women show by Bimbos On Prime Uk Show - Get Off My Back You Stupid Dog I'm really sick and tired of bimbo girls in the television industry (dog types), who interfere and meddle in my life; they get lookalikes of people who cross my path, and put them on screen, such as in this instance, in this show called Warrior Women in the Prime Video app, (A show about Joan Arc, although when I saw the lookalike, I just switched it off - as it means that whatever they're saying from then on, is complete bullshit - they certainly are not taking their jobs seriously. I mean when I used to watch Netflix, they had dogs who would just steal from me, but these dogs seem to want to interfere in my life, and psychologically manipulate me. Plus they somehow pulled in my next-door neighbours who live at 108 range Road, into the whole manipulation process, again by frequently yelling out and beeping their car horn at specific times. The lookalike, is of Molly the rental girl, who has stuffed me around on multiple occasions, and basically is a bitch. Are you trying to remind me that she is a bitch? Are you trying to play sides? or what the hell are you REALLY trying to do? I received an email from Molly yesterday stating they have closed and gone away on Christmas holidays. However as I'm uploading this photo, she turns up with 3 people who she started showing around the property (Property is supposedly up for sale, but that Real Estate and Molly, are people who play games, so I wouldn't take anything that they say as fact). The 3 people in the end said they were not interested and left. Oh what a surprise. Those 3 people are somehow related to television dogs? Possibly same meddling producer of Warrior Women has sent them to annoy the crap out of Molly, as they knew she was on holidays?? Or possibly they're annoying their crap out of me? As you can see from the response, which I seem to have to write about, in order to stop, because I can assure you, this is not the first time this kind of thing has happened, it has been happening for years and years and years and years. I'm really bloody sick of it. Rack off you stupid dogs - just fuck off and get your own life. Your money is not welcome here. Things to look forward too and be happy about: 12. People Who Drive Around All Day Looking For Single People To Leave Their Homes, So They Can Steal From Them I stopped outside the front of this house, as on the wide footpath area, there was a bottlebrush, that I was collecting seed from. After maybe 30 seconds, I was beeped by a woman in a dark black car who was driving past me, (towards my house) she had auburn blondy brown hair. {I frequently get beeped at, and not by people who know me and just say Hey! -But by interfering idiots who tell me “You lose” or “you win” – the dogs have figured out a way to do ‘codes’ – and no, this is real, and not a crazy thing (unfortunatly its real)}. And there was some guy, he was tall, black hair, I think he might've been Islander, who scooted past me at the same time, on a 2-wheel scooter. I felt like those two were in cahoots, like they were territorial dogs, implying that I had no business to stop there, and collect seed. When in actual fact I DO, and I can. I do not need anybody's permission, or need to explain what I am doing. Collecting seed from a public street tree on a footpath, or medium strip area is perfectly fine. And NOT anyone else’s business. I had items stolen from me, when I was out that day - frozen chicken breast from my freezer. It's like whenever I leave my unit, somebody, and I'm fairly sure at this point, it is most definitely those car hoons, that seem to have nothing to do except follow me around, and dive outside my unit - up and down, all day, and often all night. I think somebody actually pays them to do it? Surely they couldn't be that retarded, to have nothing else better to do? One other time, shortly after I moved here, I was talking to the handyman here, and forgot to lock my door as we talked and went downstairs, and I literally heard those hoons drive in off the street, and park outside my unit. – taking full advantage of the fact that I forgot to lock the door. They took my nutribullet cup. However, they must have since leant to pick locks, because I ALWAYS lock it when I leave, since that point, even to check mail or do the rubbish and compost. But they still get in and take many items. Whenever I look at a car hoon, is always a young female driver. DOGS, just like what the neighbour next door is breeding. Dogs breeding dogs. This is the trash that needs to be dealt with. People who ‘trash talk’ are not usually the trashy dogs. Don’t be fooled. Infact they probably would never be. Dogs are quiet and sneaky, so as to go under the radar, to sneak in and steal. Police and politicians (well the Bundaberg/Gin Gin Politician, Colin Boyce MP) do not understand how dogs operate at all. CLUELESS. So, there were actually 4 cars parked at that house when I was collecting my seed that day, 2 inside the gate, and 2 outside the gate. I did not get a photo. But later, after I realised about the beeping and the theft, that it might have had something to do with the owners of this house, so I went back to get the photo of those cars, but they had all left except for that black SUV. I am not sure if that was one of the four cars parked there on the day, but I checked several times later in the weeks following, but the other 3 cars never returned. So, this really confirms it for me, the people in this house are guilty too. 13. Kangaroo Mince Stolen from my Locked Car at Sarina Mitre 10 Carpark I just had driven directly down from the Pet Shop in Mackay, to Mitre 10 carpark at Sarina. In that time 2 bags were stolen out of my eski from the locked car. I had purchased 9 bags, but the thief took 2. I should mention I did have all the windows open as I was driving through Mackay, so there were A NUMBER OF LIGHTS, (especially at GlenPark st/Sams Rd/Joint Levee Rd intersection), where a sneaky thief may have had a chance to steal through the open back window, via distraction method. However, at the Mitre 10 car park, I saw a suspicious old lady pull up next to me (that’s why I know my car was locked, as when I saw here, I doubled back, and checked it). Old ladies steal. I later saw her at my new address, at my neighbors. Cunts. Now, there are also a few other varying factors, one, there was also a GIANT snake on my air con when I got home, he appeared to be stuck there, - with a huge bulge – he was digesting something quite big, either big enough to be a cat (neighbours cat went missing, or a bag of my kanga! Next morning he was gone. I do not believe in coincidences, the whole theft and snake thing may be related. Or perhaps the sales boy who did the finale sale transaction for the additional 2 kg of roo mince had some sort of weird grudge, as I actually had left the shop, but went back in 5 mins later to return something that I felt was overpriced (not that I said it was overpriced at the time), but instead of asking for a refund, I requested a swap for the 2 additional roo meats. Maybe he is some sort of stalking psycho? However, there is another factor; This frozen kangaroo mince theft has happened before, MULTIPLE TIMES, heaps of frozen roo minces stolen out of my freezer. HEAPS. Starting from when I lived near Agnes Water at Miriam Vale / Colosseum. {I don’t recall that kangaroo meat was stolen when I lived at Rangari for some strange reason??} Anyway, so apparently there are a lot of stupid wives, and apparently, it’s all my fault that they’re stupid. Well guess what! Of course, it’s not my fault. Your wife is just bloody asleep, and I was trying to wake these bloody sleepy beauty women up on Facebook, but I was banned by doing so, because these little prick husbands don’t actually want their wives to be fully awake - they like having stupid wives. Take your fucking dysfunction and shove it up your arse. I will not have a bar with any of you. Get it through your thick fucking heads and stop fucking stealing from me. By the way, Mitre 10 advises me, that there is a camera across the road that looks directly into their car park, placed by QLD Roads and Traffic. I am in the process of applying via “right to information”, for the footage, although they want $55 for the footage, and the woman I spoke to was a dog. Such thieving bitches at QLD Government. I also put in a police complaint via their online process, however they got back to me and said “There wasn’t enough information to put in a report”. - gee, I wonder what that’s about. Police saving the thieving DOGS, instead of doing their job. Time and time again, this is the case. Thieves in this country just have to flutter their eyelashes, and they get away with anything. Useless police. Was the same in Tamworth, when I used to go across to buy my kangaroo meat, not only would items be stolen out of my house back at Rangari, but stolen from my car and in the shops. They used to literally do signs “where’re sweet talking the police, you can't do anything to stop us”. Wouldn't surprise me if those thieves were people who worked in the television industry: those people are so cocky and they can do as they please. They seem to have a certain ‘status’ in the community, like someone who's unemployed, they won't stand a chance if there's someone saying making accusations who works for a television network. (No chance since the police are really stupid; in this sense they're like blinded by money and status. Stupid police.) Also, btw, there are cameras at many of the lights in Mackay. And over the course of the day, and the day before the theft, I mysteriously received multiple seed orders. I believe this was a planned robbery by the stupid dogs and now someone, possibly a husband, or someone trying to play God, has seen how stupid his wife is, and has tried to compensate me with seed orders. While it certainly, is nice getting multiple seed orders, (to pay for Tulips roo mince), it certainly doesn’t compensate for the theft in anyway. Comprehende. Stress, Time, Bother and Peace of Mind – you cannot afford to steal from me. I may have not have won, re the theft – but the THIEF LOST big time. They just can’t see it yet, and maybe never will. Stupid. I want to add re the usual dog people problems I have, as in, “Ye who can hear me is Ye who is stealing from me”. Well, a few days before the theft, I was listening to a podcast, and I personally believe it was because of Josh and Chuck’s little disrespectful comment, that triggered the theft. Stupid little dogs who can hear, pick up on the ‘tone’; they are like monkees, who copy everything and are ‘egged’ on, and they would especially copy someone like Josh and Chuck. Making a joke at someone else’s expense is what trashy people do. Btw, Josh and Chuck should do an episode on “How not to waste your money”, like for example, don’t buy a pet if you can’t afford to feed it, and don’t buy a brand-new car when you’re young, always buy a second-hand. I mean that’s a really obvious one, but I’m sure that Josh and Chuck could think of some creative good ones. (Btw I have no regrets purchasing my new Daewoo car at 23! It was a cheap small car back then. If done again, I would do the same thing, I loved that car!!). Read my “Bike Stealing in Boganville Australia” too, as I mention the story about who may have stolen my cousins fancy whackydoo bike back in 1993; my friends sister and her then boyfriend, (a married man), as shortly after that, she moved to Mackay, so I am not sure if the married man moved to Mackay, and that’s why she moved too? But a definate “slight of hand theft” may have been done via escooter and the open back window?? The guy in the pet shop?? That guy was short, I have noticed it seems to be a thing amongst short people, some of them feel inferior to anyone who is tall, and it’s kind of a nuisance, because they take out their annoyance on tall people, even though, tall people are innocent. Its like a 2nd born always trying to “beat” a 1st born later when they are adults, as they still feel inadequate, due to when they were 4 or 5yrs and remember the older sibling always being able to do anything, since they were older. An automatic area of psychological mindset. So my 5th and final cat, finally died this year. He lived ages considering he was had some disadvantages in his early stages. And, as sad as that was, as much as I miss all my little pussycats, hooray hooray hooray - I no longer have to buy kangaroo meat, not only my saving money, but I am saving stress, because they can't steal it any more! ha ha ha ha. 1hr update: Today after I just uploaded this, I got in my car and went down the rd, - after attaching my car cam finally – it has taken 2 yrs to get it properly installed, so the camera is new, but purchased 2 yrs ago. And guess what - it wasn't working. So as I was driving, the dogs sent me some black guy on a black motorbike, then same black Ford Ute (I am not sure if is ford – who cares what brand it is, but it is snake related, maybe a pet owner of snakes? As well as there was a same red Ford Ute following me. This tells me that they have somehow fucked my car camera, as it is brand-new. See, bullies don't like to be caught on camera. I told you I have bullies who follow me everywhere I go. Plus dogs sent me an email from an x jobs provider of 2yrs ago asking me to do a survey about there service. Idiots who deserve a bullet to their ears. 14. Devious Mouse Theft This is the PC mouse that I use, I've been purchasing this model (I say model, as it is unbranded), for quite some years now. It's perfectly suited to my feminine hand. Most mouses are made for men and their man hands. I noticed 4 years ago, this mouse suddenly started to not work properly after 12 months, and I had to purchase another one. I thought every time it happened, that maybe my computer was hacked, some computer nerd was mucking about with my mouse, as 12mnths is not long enough for a mouse to fail. But when I purchased another one, the next one worked fine, so I didn't really concern myself too much about it - until this time; with my brand-new mouse, something happened to it and it just stopped working altogether, so I got out my old one, I hadn't thrown out yet, started using it, and what do you know, it was working perfectly fine! I would say most definitely, the computer nerd who made this mouse, is hacking peoples computers and making the mouse misbehave, so that their customer has to purchase another one. This is an absolute disgraceful theft, the person doing this belongs in jail. 15. Shift in Mentality needed re Plant Material Theft Do you see the plant above; notice there is a stem without a leaf? I came outside one morning and this plant was lying on the ground, not only that but my shade cloth had been moved across. I sometimes note there seems to be drunks who wander around at night and do stupid things? Well, I just thought this was yet another stupid thing, until I noticed the leaf missing - this, I feel was not just an accident. I suspect, as I had that day, moved the planter to the back of my Ute, where he could catch the rain - so someone has driven past, seen it, thought "how pretty", and has come back and stolen a leaf, so they can do a leaf cutting (leaf cuttings are fairly easy, particularly if you've done a horticultural course). So, I am writing about this and expressing my annoyance, because this is theft, plain and simple THEFT - which is considered a crime by the Australian police, and which you could be charged for, and incarcerated. And indeed, if this person had been caught with proof, then this is what would be happening to them - over this tiny little leaf. And I've noticed that there seems to be a mentality where people think if they take a cutting, or a branch, or a flower from someone's plant - then this is not theft. Well wake up bimbos, because it is theft. And possibly I'm being a bit too severe here, because I believe people need to learn that it's wrong to take plant material from somebody else's plant. If you observe a young child; their natural instinct is to just take what they want, (Natural Born Thieves), and an adult is meant to have LEARNT not to do that - but some of them get to adulthood and have not learnt this. Or maybe only associate that 'rule' with certain things, and not plants as they grow in nature "for free", and so just take them for granted. They seem to just completely put out of their mind, the fact that the owner had to pay for the plant, from a nursery, and then has tended it, cared for it, plus, may not wish to make the plant available to the rest of the community. Not only is taking any plant material from someone's garden theft, but it's just plain disrespectful. And so far has monetary value goes for that little leaf - I mean that person might make a plant from that leaf, then from that plant, produce more and more, infact hundreds of plants could result from that 1 leaf. So, that actually is a significant monetary value. What I find bizarre and ironic about these stupid bimbo thieves, is that if they had just asked me, I would say sure, and I would've cut them off a whole stem that had roots on it, but instead they decided to sneak around at night, break into my carport area, and not only take a leaf, but vandalise the plant in the process - stupid stupid stupid. Unfortunately, I am hearing a lot of plant thefts going on worldwide at the moment. The Americans and the Thais are having issues with public stealing their plants directly out of nurseries in afterhours time. Biologist and scientists are having difficulties with data and information about plant discoveries of plants out in the wilderness - with them having to change and edit their findings, so as not to reveal the location of such species; so they are not dug up and stolen by people in the trade who sell them. I really feel this has become an even huger problem in the last two or three years; it's like the world is finally waking up to nature and the environment, and what a good thing it is - unfortunately this bad behaviour is a side effect of 'woken people'; theft of a good thing. Btw, that plant above was a side shoot taken from a store bought Syngonium “Neon”. The side shoot, I noted was a slightly smaller dwarf version of its mother plant, which I was a little excited about and wanted to grow on to see if it keeps its smaller features or if it was just smaller when young. So far, still smaller. 16. Chip placed in my glass tank after I uploaded my YouTube aquarium vid 17th July 2023. It’s like this thief is waiting around for me to like them, and or behave differently than how I am, and then since I never do (and never will), they throw a tantrum steal from me. Could they be any more STUPID? I don’t think so. And it reminds me of that obsessed house mistress from school, who has proceeded to stalk me around. One time I heard her, {I am fairly certain it was her – since she is such a coward, and only stalks me from afar, I’m never 100% sure}, but she mumbled something about ‘oh we are friends now’ like implied that we were fighting before, but now we are friends. Fucking LUNATIC! So, it could be her stealing from me? We are not friends WE NEVER WILL BE Get it. I AM NEVER GOING TO LIKE YOU, YOU STUPID DOGS. I AM NEVER GOING TO PAT YOU ON THE HEAD, YOU STUPID DOGS. 17. Seed Stealing through the Post- with Australian Government Saving the Thieves Just as I suspected. I've had quite a few seeds "disappear" in the post, often I would receive a letter a couple of months later stating seeds have been "confiscated" by Australian quarantine at the airport. But the letter doesn't actually say what seeds they are, and who they're from or even the country they are from - which is a bit of a nuisance when you're ordering multiple packets of seeds from various people all across the world. But I've always thought that neighbours were stealing them because, I know they have, at some addresses - The Posty delivers them deliberately to my neighbours because they know my neighbours would want such seeds- they often highly desirable seeds and ornamental. I belief someone in the government is trying to save those little thieving bimbos, by sending me a letter saying the seeds have been confiscated. Either way, I know some such Australian government department are targeting me, and stealing my seeds, whilst everybody else is allowed to receive seeds from overseas. Get off my back you thieving blonde cunts in government department; who not only steal my seeds, but still many other ideas I have. SO UNGRATEFUL and blonde. 18 Missing Sticky Tape, similar to this but with yellow label, Dec 2023, Sarina I'm thinking it was stolen by my neighbours who took it at the same time they returned the clasp that they stole 4 years ago now (or however long it was). They took it when they also strew my sewing machine needles all over the floor (for some bizarre reason), and placed yet another chip in my good mug, (thast 2 they have done now), and stole my good cotton seeds, and of course, took the food out of the freezer. Oh, as well as stole the 8 inch air stone, mini lotus plant, and I'm pretty sure they took some potting mix as well from the carport. So they did this when I was asleep - I am fairly certain, although I can't be too certain? I just know that the door could be unlocked when I'm asleep, plus the needles appeared on the floor one morning when I awoke. But I did notice a few other things gone after I returned from a trip into town. So I am thinking, maybe they are stealing when I leave the unit? I mean, I just can't be certain? Am I meant to not go anywhere from now on? For fear of being broken into and having this ridiculous absurd, highly antagonistic, petty theft, going on in my life? Am I meant to say to my seed customers: “Well, there was a delay on your order, as I was unable to get to the postbox to send them; you see, I have to wait until my new 'thieving little girl' of a next door neighbour leaves - as they stole from me last time I left my unit. So, I'm just waiting upon their departure; she leaves every seven days, and then returns seven days. {Although it seems to be all higgledy piggledy over the Christmas / New Year.} - So sorry about the wait - but the unfortunate nature of the 'bimbo bogan Australian', wanting to jump on the conga line of stealing from me, has caused many problems in my life, and has now extended to you; those silly bimbos don't realise it is not just me that they are affecting; my path crosses many other peoples lives, what affects me affects many. Stupid Little Australian Bimbos. Off with their heads.” Why my posty who delivers to my door, is unable to drop off my letters; is a nuisance. Anyway, I have had my door lock fixed, and I have not been anywhere since the last theft; so I have had a short period of time with no theft. Such bliss. This was returned later. 19. Dodgy Australian Thief Exposure plus their media REWARDERS So, this seller on Ebay who remains anonymous, (as a typical coward thief does) stole my pure essential rosemary oil, my brand-new FULL bottle. As I need my rosemary essential oil, I wanted to purchase some more, but I didn't want to purchase from my usual supplier because I only wanted this 1 bottle, and postage would be considerably cheaper to purchase a single item on eBay. I've done in the past. So, I purchased this 1. It turned up a couple of weeks later, and IT IS NOT PURE ROSEMARY ESSENTIAL OIL at all, it is diluted, so they have cut it with a carrier oil of some sort. There is a noticeable difference between this product and my usual suppliers bottle. The brand of this product is Lotus, as you can see in the photo. The seller goes by the name of lotus_oil - and NOT by chance, when the oil was stolen, they stole my lotus plant too – dug it up out of my mini pond. So, this person as far as I'm concerned is the thief, they stole it, and have used it to dilute a carrier oil, to sell on ebay. So, there would be other victims too. I highly recommend not purchasing essential oils on eBay, especially Australian ones. I also want the police to go and do something about this stupid little bimbo thief. Furthermore, the rosemary bottle that was stolen, was returned to me three months after it was stolen, with the bottle near empty. I can't believe how arrogant “entitled” people steal in this manner - they have no idea about the consequences that they're going to have to face. And, ha about that you stupid bitch. Although now that I have exposed this little stupid bimbo in public. I am sure there are going to be numerous computer nerds out there, who are now going to reward them with free business promotions. I've seen this happen REPEATEDLY with thieving dishonest sellers. And there are heaps in the seed business, and plant/horticultural world. These businesses have gotten where they have gotten because they stole from me, and then been rewarded for it. I'm not sure entirely who is rewarding thieves, in “Ned Kelly” type manner, I suspect it's the ABC, as they also reward ”baddies” by putting them on television. But for anyone with common sense, and who's honest, and is apposed to thieves; do not buy from this person they are a thief. Plain and simple. 20. Stolen Cotton Silk Shirt, Short Sleeve, Summer, Slightly Transparent, Taken 2023 At Sarina,QLD I know this is a terrible photo, but it's the only one I have. That shirt was stolen last summer, 2023 from my rental unit at 110 Range Road, Sarina, (near Mackay, Queensland, Australia). Obviously, it would've been stolen by a stupid bimbo; name and shame them, (that's the only way they'll learn). Unfortunately I don't know who stole it, however after I posted a photo of it on Facebook in 2024, (when they deemed it was safe for me to go back onto Facebook - the 'stupids' that is), so I mentioned, in particular, the buttons, because anyone who saw a photo of that shirt would recognise it out on the street, because of the buttons, they were a distinguishing feature, large wooden and colourful. So then I had people doing "signs" (a very common and annoying thing, unfortunately), women on some movie show, saying they stole it, and now they had to take the shirt to a seamstress (who was a male gay friend, they said), and they had the buttons swapped out, so they wouldn't get caught! So, I don't know if it was just some arse in the television industry being antagonistic, trying to press my buttons, or if someone from whatever show I was watching, I think it was on Prime Video (?), an American network (?), who came to Sarina and stole it!! Most unlikely! Or maybe it was someone next door who was using the actors on television as puppets, and they were doing reflections for one of my neighbours? I know that happens A LOT - for those who think that it's not possible - it is, you naive little bimbos. (One of their "signs" the other day, was 'your neighbour doesn't understand what you're talking about here, because she's a little girl still!' - I had to laugh when I saw and heard that one!) So many little girls. Sometimes I think they just steal my things so they can create a classic mystery story of "who done it" - if this is the case, what an idiot, NO ONE CARES, get a life, (your own life), and leave me the hell alone. I know I've had problems with Netflix as well, as I have mentioned on my blog; they would frequently talk about all the items they've stolen from me - like I cannot watch Netflix now because of all the young people in their 20s and 30s who steal - they're disgusting, it's like a new generation of thieves, because they had crap parents, and crap teachers and crap police/ community who let them get away with it. I'm putting up this photo again on my feed, no one will probably recognise it because it's such a bad shot, but if you do - you know what to do. Bitch fight. Get it back for me, I want it back. I also want to add how I came about this shirt, because they also did "signs" at the same time saying they thought it looked like a Gucci shirt -a designer label, and that’s why they stole it in the first place. (With a train of thought, correlating that idea, with the police stealing the shirt, so people do not think I buy designer brands, and thus I am rich and thus steal from me – the police trying to stop the petty theft by making sure all my clothes are tatty, as they are sick of my police reports of petty theft.) But just before it was stolen, I had worn it down the street when I went to the pet shop in Sarina. Where, by the way, they are total bullies in there, bitch bullies with blonde hair. 2 of them. (As I have mentioned numerous times now on my blog, whenever there's a blonde bimbo in a retail shop, that shop steals from me). The other time I was in that Pet shop, I'm pretty sure I recognised the guy; from Oxford Street in Sydney, back in 1992; he was a total stoopid peacock! “look at me look at me”. It would make sense that he's now working in a Pet Shop in Sarina! And btw, not only did my shirt disappear, but I've had ongoing fish theft; fish stolen out of my unit at Sarina, also shrimp and plants, plus then when I moved to my current secret location, I've had dozens of male blonde Endler fish stolen from inside the house, from my tank in the kitchen. So I now suspect it's them, this Pet Shop at Sarina, and their associations?? I mean how more offensive do I have to be fuck off you stupid blonde bimbo. So, I made that shirt in 2021. It's an extremely comfortable beautiful black silk summer short sleeve shirt, it's slightly transparent and has wooden buttons. The fabric is silk pongee. I purchased the silk in 2020 from kraftkolour, it was cheap remnants, (that's the only way I could afford a silk shirt), and, in 2 pieces, each under 1m, lucky both pieces were the same fabric and from the same batch, plus it was a raw silk, so undyed. I purchased some black dye as well, Drimarene, (I do remember that it dyed very easily). And I made the shirt while I was living at kookaburra Park, Gin Gin. I remember how pleased I was with myself, as I had a VERY small amount of bargain priced expensive fabric, albeit in 2 pieces, and I managed to make a large size shirt, with only a little tiny sliver of scrap left over!! (Finally I'm at that point in my life, where experience and lessons learned in the past, has paid off - (and ha ha you can't have me!). So the fabric scraps and dye cost me $22plus postage, a total bargain for a silk shirt in a large size (a silk shirt would retail for $200+ and that is if you can find one, I don't think they would even sell them this far up in North Queensland). Size 16 to 18. So, I'm thinking, maybe someone from kookaburra Park stole it. I wouldn't be surprised if it was my landlord. My previous landlord was Cate Rogers, if someone would like to go check her wardrobe for it? I know there's many people in the community that have absolutely no problems waltzing into somebody else's house and going through their wardrobe, and all of their things, in fact. So why not put your unhealthy perverse medalling abilities to some actual good use. I would like to know did she take it or not. I later thought she did not, as she would have stolen it after I made it back at Gin Gin. Note; so the buttons have been changed, but I'm thinking the name tag will still be there, with my name on it. EMILY BIEMAN, (I had my own labels done up when I was 24, I had 1000 woven labels made, I've got probably a quarter left!). I did hear on YouTube that there is a thing now for secondhand clothes, and designer secondhand clothes in particular, as it is seen as being 'Eco' and an affordable way to buy designer labels. That youtuber was implying that there is a lot of thievery that goes on in this area, by women. Although I'm more inclined to think they stole it from me just because they don't think I deserve to wear something so "nice" , as that shirt being transparent, plus it had a very flattering cut, it was a really nice shirt that made you look and feel good - that's how spiteful those girls are that steal, nasty little dogs. After I wrote this, there was a bunch of girls in the media, saying “no no, that wasn't the reason why the stole it, they stole it because they don't want people being respectful to me. {I have mentioned this before, when you look good and wear nice clothes, one carries an air of confidence which people respond to on a psychological level - people are respectful to me}. So, there is a group of women who do not want other people to be respectful to me, “dogs who play sides” – they are very sad obsessed people. I know those claims are true. There are some women who get absolutely incensed when someone is nice to me, and respectful, they are insane with jealousy, it's like “how dare they be nice to her, she’s no one”. I am thinking today they are from the movie industry?? No, I bet music! Such retards. And I bet, third born. Stupid mother's breeding more than two kids. Btw, this is just one of the ways they are trying to combat their feelings of inadequacies, by getting other people to be disrespectful to me, but they also target others in my life, like they are working on my landlord, well they were, I saw them, but actually I think they have succeeded with that whole family, such weakness. Mmmm as I write I recall the Gwenda story and the laugh, so must be stupid dogs on Radio National. Such cowards to leave me guessing. Error: that photo above was taken in 2016 (I checked metadata). So actually, that is my other very dark larger brown rayon shirt, that I still have. (It’s such a bad shot, even I could'nt recognize it). So, I do NOT have a photo of my black silk shirt. ☹️ Infact, it was just after I made this shirt, that I thought about taking photos of every finished product I do, the photo may have been stolen. Naming and shaming thieves was one of the main reasons I created a group on Facebook, called Sarina - Mackay, Say What U want, Name & Shame, No Rules PublicNoticeBoard (Amongst other reasons like being able to whinge /moan, and express personal grievances about community issues, or personal injustices. Big fish little fish stuff. When I named and shamed this particular THIEF below, on a different community group, I was ban from the group by coward admin. Most unfairly, especially since I was not the criminal/ the thief - they were. Don't shoot the Messenger. So as much as you would prefer I be silent on this issue I AM NOT. Find some other small frame person to steal from or suffer my talking consequences! Car industry thieves in SARINA: Master Mechanical and Sarina Pet Shop When I went there, the owner muttered under his breath to me, that he was going to steal from me, and then he did, $72.50 plus he wanted me to bring my car back for $700+ “looking” for problem. But I had told him what the problem was – the dashcam. I just wanted him to fix it – but did he – NO. He and his receptionists (woman with child under knee), infact the whole crew down there are thieves. How is this business still in business? Car thieves. {I am new in town, perhaps he thought he could get away with it with a new person?} The CBA did try to recoup my money with a dispute, but they failed. Although later, several months later, I suddenly get a bank message saying that they were able to recoup the money and it has been refunded. So that was a little weird. Now, I left a review for this business on Google Maps, because as far as I'm concerned it's unacceptable behaviour, and this business, as they are thieves, they should be closed down. They should no longer be in operation. Now, the thing is, as far as I know, I'm the only one that can actually see my Google reviews when I'm logged in. Because if I'm not logged in, I can't see them, so I'm pretty sure no one else can see my reviews (?). But one day on Facebook, I had problems from some girl who was stalking me on Facebook, and out of the blue, on a different subject, she started talking about my review for this Car shop, which was very weird. She seemed to have the major shits that I left a bad review, even though they are thieves. This girl must've been a bimbo because she thinks stealing is ok, and you're not allowed to talk about it! {Not addressing problems:bimbo behaviour}. So, this got me thinking, as I'd been having problems with someone putting water in my fuel tank when I park at the IGA carpark, so I'm thinking it was this girl who seemed to be so irate about my honest review. Maybe she worked for master mechanical? maybe she was his wife? or the blonde receptionist? or his daughter? She obviously decided to seek spite-revenge by putting water in my fuel tank. Happened every time I went to IGA car park, about five times in a row. {The side effect of water in your fuel tank is ‘put put’ as soon as I start my engine, then for the next several km’s, plus along with terrible smoke coming out of exhaust as it burns off.} So, then I mentioned the water on Facebook too, and it suddenly stopped. It was the owner plus in public forum that I had mentioned it to, so I suspect it WAS someone who worked for him? Yet another reason that business ought to be closed down. So, I certainly standby my review and my words. I am not going to be intimidated by some silly water yielding bimbo. I believe that business should be closed down I know I might be asking a lot to close down businesses who steal from people, there might not be any businesses left (in Gunnedah and half of Sarina this would be definitely be true). I believe there is some serious retardation going on in Sarina; when I went into the pet shop and said hello to the blonde woman behind the counter, she just stared at me and then got back to doing what she was doing. Such eeeexcellent retail manners from Shopgirls. Actually, I think I remember a place in Tamworth doing that same thing, only she didn’t go back to her work. She just stared at me the whole time I was in the shop without saying anything. Guess what, she had blonde hair too! Starting to see a pattern in my life. Just an observation. You know what, now I remember, when I went to the Pet Shop that day, I was wearing my good silk black shirt that was later that day stolen - you know a woman who obviously is so rude and disrespectful to a new customer, is certainly not beyond stealing my good top in my opinion. POLITICIANS, if you need examples of personality types to see which ones should be breeding, and which ones should not be; I have heaps of bimbo names I can give you. Start off with the woman at this mechanics, Rebecca, she said her name was. And, you may wonder why I bring up the Pet Shop and my stolen black silk shirt incident, into this story. I believe it's related; it goes back to Hong Kong; when I was 20, I saved up for 2 years at my first job on minimum wage, and went to Hong Kong with my friend whose parents lived there, I stayed there for 2 weeks. In Hong Kong, you're not allowed to keep a car that's older than three years, so everywhere you go, on all the streets, there are brand-new cars - it's like a total ‘revhead-heaven’ world in Hong Kong. I don't know if it's still the same today, I'm talking over 30 years ago now. But I mean the people who really are into cars, are young men mainly. So, it is like a young man's world in Hong Kong. And the other thing that's big in Hong Kong was aquariums/ fishtanks, and again this is another industry that caters to a lot of young men. I was reminded of this when I was trying to sell my fish recently on FB marketplace, and I was unable to, it was like there was a monopoly on Facebook marketplace for aquarium shops only to sell their fish and hobbyist’s, are not allowed to sell online, with the fake pretence that it goes against their policy - biggest load of bull I've ever heard; it's just another way that young boys have monopolised this industry, the same as they have in Hong Kong and their cars. So, there were a lot of young boys in that Pet Shop when I was there that day, I'm thinking, not a coincidence. And what the? (give me my shirt back). Plus, I have had heaps of other aquarium stuff stolen, ever since – its now 2 yrs later, and my Endler fish – about 50 of them STOLEN, also, I think they turned the heater of my veranda tank up and cooked my fish – absolute scum with scum mothers). Plus the water in my fuel tank continues whenever I park at IGA (and forget to put my camera on now) Social retards of Sarina. {You think the people of Gunnedah are backwards hillbillies - try the people who live at Sarina}. Glad I no longer live there. Narcissistic women problems following me trying to but in it is not up to me to maintain your property - you stupid lazy landlord This septic mess is down and out the back of my property, an area I rarely frequent. I only just happened to be down there, when I saw what was going on and took a photo. There has been a crack in the septic ever since I moved in here, but due to some sort of blockage today, I can see the full extent of the problem, I assume nobody else either thought the hole to be a problem. I can see now that it is a HUGE problem, and it is moisture from that, slowly leaking out of the hole in that septic pipe which is going onto the back wall and causing the whole back wall to rot and also causing mould in my unit. So, I asked the landlord to fix this hole, and remove the overhead tree branch which is blocking the gutters. And they refused to. And they gave me Notice to Leave. (!) So, this is the kind of issues that parliament should be dealing with; Dodgy landlord that instead of fixing problems they just asked the tenant to leave. Plus, having to deal with rental girls about these issues, causes problems for me, they are all bitchy and tyrannical, and they expect me to do all of these things for them, when they don't do anything that's required of them, like this maintenance. This whole rental situation is completely unfair, I suspect nobody has done anything about it because nobody has a loud enough voice to get anything done. And I just want to mention the whole rental world is dominated by women there is a whole big dog network, and this is possibly why nothing has been done about it because I haven't met any man in fact who can stand up to a tyrannical woman. And I bet nobody else here in my unit has put in any complaints about the mould and rot. There's 13 people that live here, I bet I'm the only one that has been brazen enough to make a complaint, and now look what's happened OUT. Disgusting real estate and landlord behaviour. Real estate girl is Molly Dunbaven at Ray White, landlord is Val Badham, who apparently has dementia, and her son manages this place. Oh and I need to say: the pipe with the hole can't be replaced because it is in the cement part that comes off the septic tank, it's all connected, one great big cement mould must've been used. But it can still be fixed easily. I'm just wondering, maybe they don't they know how to fix a hole in a cement pipe?? My suggestion is to go onto YouTube, there's heaps of videos on how to fix such problems. (men; they don't make them like they used to). And, I would say, this is a problem I could easily fix, but guess what, this is not my property, I'm not going to fix it for you because you treat tenants like crap, and you kick them out whenever you feel like it - even if I fix the whole place up for them. Landlords are disgusting selfish greedy people. How many septics have I fixed over the years? How much gratitude have I received? (Heaps and none). YOUTUBE NAZI MIDDLE AGE UGLY FAT MEN, DELETED MY ACCOUNT: SO THAT INCLUDES THIS VIDEO: Getting to the root of the problem; bacteria mould in my unit Items Stolen at Sarina - Page 2 BACK 1 2 (this)