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Life Stories P19

1. More Apricot Grievances

Prompted to write this after my one of my beloved brands, that I’ve been purchasing from for over 30 years has “sold out”. Actually, it was my mother who started buying Angus Park dried apricots, some 40-50 years ago; I would have them every day for ‘play lunch’! As now a supermarket budget buyer, I’ve tried other brands of dried apricots, but all other brands use Mediterranean Turkish Apricots, and I don’t know how they manage to make them taste so awful, they just don’t compare to the Angus Park Apricots. This year I noticed it’s been extremely hard to get Angus Park Apricots  from the supermarket, they have always been sold out or not available. Then last month, finally, all  the Angus Park selection were in stock. I purchased 3 different varieties; Diced, Soft and Juicy, and Regular. But much to my horror, the Diced, plus the Soft and Juicy, were not  the usual apricots, they were the Mediterranean Turkish Apricots  that have absolutely no flavour! Angus Park have sold out to the Turks. I wonder why they would keep producing a fruit that has inferior flavour to other types of apricots? Because I’m pretty sure the flavourful varieties will grow just as well in Turkey, as their traditional ones do. As someone who has established an orchard, I know it’s really not that difficult to produce excellent quality dried apricots. It’s a little strange that there is not only a shortage, but there is lack of knowledge about what is tasty and what is not. I think this is an area where the government has to step in and put a ban on Turkish Mediterranean Apricots because they’re so horrible, and you know what, maybe the rest of the world has ‘cottoned’ to the fact of which are the tasty ones, and which aren’t, and so they have taken  all the tasty ones for themselves, and given Australia the ones that don’t taste very good, because most Australians are a bloody asleep at the wheel. Wake Up. {Or possible the Turks are asleep}. Maybe they’re too busy fighting.

You can see from this photo that there is a plain looking difference, between the Mediterranean Turkish Apricots  and other varieties. The ones above with that deep beautiful orange - those ones are the tastiest too, the ones below, the Mediterranean Turkish ones, are as bland as they look.

2. ‘Satsuma’, ‘Mariposa’, ‘KingBilly’ and ‘Angelina’ - my 4 Plum trees that wereSeasonally Stolen

I had purchased and grown 4 plum trees under the nets in my Rangari garden, mainly because I knew I liked plums, and I could rarely find any plums in the supermarket, and if I did, often they just weren’t ripe, weren’t picked at the right time, so they didn’t ripen. So, I really wanted to grow them. I also wanted to make my own personal stash of sun-dried plums for emergency digestion problems! Just in case, I should need to take antibiotics again!

So finally, my trees grew. They are quite large trees. When they’re ready, so it seems not only did I want to pick my plums, but all my neighbours in the area wanted to pick my plums (how did they know?, I never told anyone I had fruit trees). Actually, as they are so slow growing, they were only ready in the last 3 years that I was there, each year, some of my plums were stolen by intruders, entering into my netting tunnel and taking what they wanted. I personally suspect the stupid blonde girl who stalks me, and steals from me, was responsible, she steals them, then sells them in the supermarket - she has connections with Coles Gunnedah.

I don’t know how I could make it any clearer, that these were not her  plums, they were MY plums. I paid for them. I grew them, and I tended them. She has no right to come onto my rental property and take anything. How do you get through to a blonde bimbo that she cannot do this? how? Why do I have to endure stupid dogs who steal from me? There are plenty of home fruit tree growers – is that what they have to endure too?; neighbours and other stupid dogs stealing their home-grown organic delicious fruit?

Just as I was about to put up a camera, I was given notice to leave. As I left, I picked as many plums as I could, even though they weren’t quite ripe, and I fermented them at Longs cottage, although unfortunately the large glass container that I purchased, was not airtight, and so it failed.

I’m pretty sure those plums would still be there, being eaten by someone else who should not be there. Here is a list of al the food I grew at Rangari, a long term investment for myself – ripped away: (there are photos of all in my Google Album)

1.      Achillea filipendulina – Yarrow

2.      Allium schoenoprasum – Chives

3.      Allium tuberosum - Garlic Chive

4.      Almond – ‘Self Pollinating’

5.      Alpinia caerulea – Australian Ginger

6.      Alternanthera sissoo – Brazilian Spinach

7.      Apium graveolens - Pink Celery

8.      Apple – ‘Cox’s Orange Pippin’ – Malus domestica

9.      Apple – Dwarf ‘Tropic Sweet’

10.    Apple - Dwarf ‘Tropical Anna’

11.    Apple ‘Fuji’ – Malus pumila Miller var. domestica

12.    Apple ‘Royal Gala’

13.    Apricot - Prunus armeniaca

14.    Apricot ‘Blenheim’ - Prunus armeniaca

15.    Apricot ‘Moorepark’ – Prunus armeniaca

16.    Apricot ‘Story’ - Prunus armeniaca

17.    Arrowroot - Canna indica var. edulis

18.    Asparagus officinalis – Asparagus ‘Mary Washington’

19.    Austromyrtus dulcis x tenuifolia - Copper Tops

20.    Bean ‘Flageolet Flagrano’ – Phaseolus vulgaris ‘Flagrano’

21.    Bean Cherokee Wax

22.    Black Currant - Ribes nigrum

23.    Blackberry - Common – cross of many

24.    Blue Curled Kale – Brassica oleracea var sabellica

25.    Bok Choi, Tatsoi - Brassica rapa var rosularis

26.    Borage – Borago officinalis

27.    Boysenberry X of: Ribes idaeus

28.    Brassica juncea - Yukina

29.    Brassica oleracea var sabellica

30.    Brazilian Tree grape - Myrciaria cauliflora

31.    Broadbean ‘Long Pod’

32.    Broccoli ‘Di Cicco Early’ - Brassica oleracea var. italica

33.    Broccoli Green Sprouting Calabrese

34.    Cabbage 'Red Acre'

35.    Cabbage 'Sweet Prime’'

36.    Cajanus cajan syn. Cajanus indicus

37.    Capparis spinosa sp inermis – Thornless Caper Bush

38.    Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Alma Paprika’

39.    Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Californian Wonder’

40.    Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Orange Bell’

41.    Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Yellow’

42.    Carissa macrocarpa  - Natal Plum

43.    Carob - Ceratonia siliqua

44.    Carpobrotus edulis - Pigface

45.    Carrot ‘St Valery’ – Daucus carrota

46.    Carrots ‘ All Seasons’

47.    Carrots ‘ check label’

48.    Carrots ‘Early Nantes’

49.    Casimiroa edulis - White Sapote

50.    Cauliflower ‘Snowball’ - Brassica oleracea var. botrytis

51.    Cauliflower 'Purple'

52.    Celery  - Apium graveolens var dulce

53.    Centella asiatica - Gotu Kola

54.    Chamaecytisus prolifer – False Lucerne Tree

55.    Chenopodium album – Fat Hen

56.    Cherry – ‘Pretty Gully’

57.    Cherry ‘Lapins’ - Prunus avium

58.    Chestnut - Castanea sativa

59.    Chia - Salvia hispanica

60.    Chilean Guava - Ugni molinae

61.    Chilli ‘Habenero’

62.    Chinese Radish 'Red Meat' - Raphanus sativus

63.    Common Mallow - Malva neglecta

64.    Coriandrum sativum – Coriander (every year)

65.    Corn, Sweet, ‘Hawaiian’, Eden seeds - Zea mays convar. saccharata var. rugosa

66.    Cornus mas – Cornelian Cherry, Diggers (2009)

67.    Cos Lettuce and Tatsoi - Brassica rapa var rosularis

68.    Cow Pea – Vigna unguiculat

69.    Creeping Thyme - Thymus serpyllum coccineus

70.    Cucumber – Cucumis sativus ‘Lebanese’

71.    Cucumber Green Gem

72.    Cymbopogon flexuosus – Lemon Grass

73.    Cyphomandra betacea – Tamarillo or Tree Tomato

74.    Daikon – Raphinus sativus acanthiformis

75.    Dandelion - Taraxacum officinale

76.    Diakon

77.    Dill –  Anethum graveolens

78.    Dolichos lablab - Purple Hyacinth Bean

79.    Dragon Fruit, Pearl - Hylocereus undatus

80.    Dutch Cream Seed Potato - Solanum tuberosum

81.    Dwarf Pea ‘ Blue Bantam’

82.    Eggplant ‘Early Long Purple’ -Solanum melongena

83.    Elderberry - Sambucus nigra

84.    Eletaria cardomum – Cardomom

85.    Eugenia aggregata  - Cherry Of The Rio Grande

86.    Existing red grape

87.    Fagopyrum esculentum – Buckwheat

88.    Feijoa sellowiana - Pineapple Guava

89.    Fennel ‘Florence’ – Foeniculum vulgare dulce

90.    Ficus macrophylla - Moreton Bay Fig

91.    Fig - Ficus carica - Common Fig

92.    French Sorrel - Rumex scutatus

93.    Garden Cress - lepidium sativum

94.    Garden Thyme - Thymus vulgaris

95.    Grape – Vitis vinifera cultivar, ‘Centennial Seedless Large Early White’

96.    Horseradish - Armoracia rusticana

97.    Hovenia dulcis - Japanese Raisin Tree

98.    Hyacinth Bean - Dolichos lablab

99.    Hyssop – Hyssopus officinalis

100.  Ipomoea aquatic - Water Spinach or Kangkong

101.  Jerusalem artichoke - Helianthus tuberosus

102.  JostaBerry – Ribes x nidigrolaria

103.  Juniperus communis - Juniper berry

104.  Juniperus taxifolia var lutchuensis – Lutchuensis Juniper

105.  Kaffir Lime - Citrus hystrix

106.  Khol Rabi - Brassica oleracea

107.  Kohlrabi - Brassica oleracea

108.  Laurus nobilis – Bay Tree

109.  Lemon ‘Meyer’- Citrus limon

110.  Lemon Balm – Melissa officinalis

111.  Lemon Tree -  Citrus limon, cutting from Eureka

112.  Lemon Tree ‘ Myer’-  Citrus limon

113.  Lettuce ‘Cos’

114.  Lettuce ‘Imperial’

115.  Lilly Pilly

116.  Lime ‘Tahitian’ - Citrus latifolia

117.  Linum marginale - Native Flax

118.  Linum usitatissimum - Common flax

119.  Loganberry - Rubus loganobaccus

120.  Macadamia tetraphylla - Macadamia

121.  Mango Kensington Pride (known as Bowen)

122.  Marion berry - Rubus  x“Cabernet of Blackberries”

123.  Melissa officinalis – Lemon Balm

124.  Melissa officinalis – Lemonbalm

125.  Mentha - Common Mint

126.  Monstera deliciosa – Fruit Salad Plant

127.  Mulberry - Morus nigra, Black

128.  Murraya koenigi - Curry Tree

129.  Mustard, White

130.  Nasturtium ‘Tom Thumb Black Velvet’ – Tropaelum minus, seed eBay, (2014)

131.  Nectarine ‘Emillie’ - Prunus persica

132.  Nectarine ‘May Grand’

133.  Nepeta mussinii – Cat Mint

134.  Nettle - Urtica dioica

135.  Ocimum basilicum - Thai Basil

136.  Ocimum basilicum minimum – Basil ‘Minette’

137.  Onion ‘Cream Gold’ Allium cepa

138.  Onion ‘Red Stem Welsh’ – Allium fistulosum

139.  Onion Lockyer Gold

140.  Onion Pukekohe, long keeper (allium cepa)

141.  Onion Russian

142.  Onion Strigunovsky

143.  Onion Stuttgart Long Keeper

144.  Orange ‘Washington Navel’

145.  Orange Tree ‘Lanes Late’

146.  Orange Tree ‘Leng Navel’

147.  Orange Tree ‘Seedless Valencia’

148.  Orange Tree ‘Washington Navel’

149.  Oregano

150.  Pak Choi green

151.  Passiflora exoniensis - Exoniensis Passionflower

152.  Passiflora mollissima - Banana Passionfruit

153.  Passionfruit ‘Nellie Kelly’ Passiflora edulis

154.  Pea - Greenfeast

155.  Peach ‘Anzac’ - Prunus persica

156.  Peach ‘Suncrest’,  Semi Dwarf -  Prunus persica

157.  Peacharine - (nectarine x peach)

158.  Peanut ‘Virginia’ – Arachis hypogaea

159.  Pear ‘Williams Bon Chretien’ – Pyrus communis

160.  Pear Tree ‘Sensation’

161.  Petroselinum crispum – Parsley, Curled seed, GP (2009)

162.  Phytolacca americana - American pokeweed

163.  Pigeon Pea – Cajanus cajan syn. Cajanus indicus

164.  Pinus pinea - Stone Pine

165.  Plum ‘Angelina’ - Prunus domestica

166.  Plum ‘KingBilly’ – Prunus domestica

167.  Plum ‘Mariposa’ - Prunus domestica

168.  Plum ‘Satsuma’ - Prunus domestica

169.  Plum cot – (plum x apricot)

170.  Polygonum odoratum – Vietnamese Mint

171.  Potatoes – ‘Dutch Cream’

172.  Potatoes – ‘Nicola’

173.  Potatoes – ‘Spunta’

174.  Potatoes - crisp

175.  Psidium cattleianum - Strawberry Guava

176.  Psidium guajava – Cream Guava

177.  Punica granatum – Pomegranate

178.  Purple Podded Bean - Dolichos lablab

179.  Purslane - Portulaca

180.  Quinoa - Chenopodium quinoa

181.  Radicchio 'Palla Rossa'

182.  Raspberry - cross of many species in the Rubus genus mainly in the subgenus Idaeobatus

183.  Raspberry "Heritage"

184.  Raspberry “Tulllameen”

185.  Red Aztec Spinach - Chenopodium berlandieri ssp. nuttaliae,

186.  Red Currant - Ribes rubrum

187.  Red Onion – ‘Early Californian Red’

188.  Red Shallots (10 Bulbs) - Allium cepa

189.  Rhodomyrtus tomentose - Ceylon Hill Gooseberry

190.  Ribes x nidigrolaria – Jostaberry

191.  Rockmelon

192.  Rose Apple – Eugenia jambos, (formally Syzygium)

193.  Rosmarinus officinalis – Rosemary

194.  Rosmarinus officinalis 'Prostratus'

195.  Rubus idaeus – Raspberry ‘Tulameen’

196.  Rue – Ruta graveolens

197.  Rumex crispus - Yellow Dock. Similar acting to Dandelion

198.  Saffron Crocus

199.  Salvia officinalis – Sage

200.  Santalum acuminatum – quangdong

201.  Santalum spicatum

202.  Shallot ‘PicadorF1’

203.  Sichuan Pepper - Zanthoxylum piperitum

204.  Snake Vine - Vigna unguiculata

205.  Snow Pea ‘Yakumo’ - Pisum sativum

206.  Soy Bean Ebay

207.  Spaghetti Squash

208.  Spinach ‘Monnopa’ – Spinacia oleracea

209.  Spondias cytherea or Spondias dulcis – Ambarella

210.  Sprouts – not sure what, possibly fenugreek

211.  Squash ‘White Scallop’ - Cucurbita pepo

212.  Strawberries – Fragaria x Ananassa

213.  Sweet Corn ‘Hawaiian’

214.  Sweet Marjoram – Origanum majorana hortensis

215.  Tansy – Tanacetum vulgare

216.  Tatsoi - Brassica rapa var rosularis

217.  Thornless Loganberry - Rubus loganobaccus (R. idaeus 'Red Antwerp' blackberry x R.ursinus - Raspberry)

218.  Tomato - Lycopersicon esculentum -  ‘Roma’

219.  Tomato - Lycopersicon esculentum – ‘Brandywine’

220.  Tulip ‘Negrita’ – Tulipa sp, GE  black plastic pot, keeps moving around dead

221.  Turmeric / Tumeric - Curcuma domestica

222.  Unknown tuber – prob ginger edible?

223.  Vaccinium corymbosum – Highbush Blueberry ‘Blue Rose’

224.  Vanilla - Vanilla planifolia

225.  Vigna radiate - Mung Bean

226.  Viola labradorica

227.  Watercress – Nasturtium aquaticum

228.  Watermelon ‘Cream of Saskatchewan’ – Citrullus lanatus

229.  Watermelon ‘Moon and Stars’ - Citrullus vulgaris

230.  White Currant  - Ribes glandulosum

231.  Witloof

232.  Wurtz  Avocado Semi Dwarf, Persea americana

233.  Yacon - Smallanthus sonchifolius

234.  Yarrow Achillea

235.  Yukina - Savoy Cabbage- Brassica juncea

236.  Zucchini ‘Black’ - Cucurbita pepo

237.  Zucchini ‘GreenSkin’ - Cucurbita pepo

 

 

3. No Real Lawyers in Australia

I mention in my Life Stories page on my Blog, that I tried to get a lawyer to sue Facebook under the constitutional law; we have right to think, speak and write as we believe.

But there were no lawyers in Australia who would uphold this law, and fight on my behalf. NONE. No government agency either, just total reluctance to have anything to do with any online social media company. Of course, I’m guessing if I had 150 grand on the table, someone would step forward, but if you’re a typical working-class person or low income of any sort, forget about it, you do not have any rights if somebody comes along and kicks you off or bans you from any online forum, or violates your rights. You have no rights at all.

I even tried the department of fair trading, as there is a huge trading system going on in Facebook, so to be ban from trading falls under a different law, but still they refused to have anything to do with social media websites, and they also specifically said eBay, can do as they please.

Possibly this may be due to fear, fear from being sabotaged themselves online, as so many things are done Electronically, if you piss off a computer nerd, some of them are so stupid, dogged and have such a lack of common sense, they will do anything to sabotage and destroy you, just for a ti-ti. They are idiots. But idiots occupy every sector.

In my opinion, the fact that nobody will do anything about my being kicked out of practically every social media platform available, makes the whole constitution a scam. It’s like the country is pretending to be a democracy, pretending to have all of these laws to protect us. But if there’s no one there to enforce them, then we don’t have them, it’s just something on paper, that sounds good – and something ‘good’ to talk about on TV, but it’s just talk, it’s not actually true.

In 2020, I was ban from Facebook, Wiki, Flickr, Gumtree, eBay, Google reviews on Google Maps, and Spflr. It’s now 2023, and if I create a new name, email address, phone number and home address I can create another account on only Flickr, Gumtree, Google reviews and Spflr, however, not on Facebook, Wiki or eBay - they seem to have major Nazi dogs who work for them, and can determine IP addresses - or whatever other means they use, (dogs) to track the public, usually within half an hour they have tracked me, and deleted my account. Those people are fucked, and I have willed them to get cancer and die. but the others that I can re create another account on, I suspect only I can see my content, it is not visible to the public.

I noticed the same applies to medical malpractice, no lawyer will sue unless the victim dies or ends up a paraplegic. But little DELIBERATE  medical malpractices happen all the time in  Australia. I have mentioned at least 10 on my blog, and not all involving me. You know there is going to be heaps more. The reason why it goes on is just this – no one ‘puts’ them in trouble, or makes them pay.

Same reason.

While I am at it – OMG, there are some lazy clueless pricks who work for the QLD Department of fair trading, clueless on how to communicate – how on earth did they get that specific job that requires excellent communication skills. What a scam bullshit Queensland gov department. (out of pocket $3000)

Also, I have noted that if an Australian company is acting fraudulent, and as a result, endangering people‘s lives, and deaths ensue. Instead of being found guilty and being able to be sued by the families and to pay out millions or whatever the courts decide (billions?). Instead, the government or some such entity with significant powers, has come up with a system of fines, which means the company don’t get convicted of any crime, which means they can’t be sued or jailed. I did have a specific example to give you here, but it has been reworded or lost in speech to test translation, and I can’t remember it. But if I wrote the above, I know it to be true.

It's like in this country, any one, (except me) can do anything they please, and not get in trouble for it. It’s like all the dogs are on my back, monitoring my internet activity, when all the actual criminals go about their business are undisturbed.

Absurd government procedures.

4. Some People cannot Handle my Phone Call, and Inquiry

Why is it, if I contact my jobs provider outside appointment time, suddenly they and Centrelink, and or government services, do some weird seemingly unnecessary thing, like create a portal that nobody uses, or create a big survey that nobody cares about and is pointless, and some such other things…. What is it exactly about me that prompts such an unnecessary, money wasting, undertaking? It seems to me, it would be far more appropriate if you actually asked me what needs to be done, and I could give you a whole list of things that need to be done. Just read my blog for starters.

(The post office does it too – they seem to be connected) Although the post office has a far better understanding of what is required, like all parcels are now tracked, so postal workers and neighbours can no longer steal my mail. Smart. Ask them what you can do gov services!

 

Wondering if I should start keeping track of all the times I am woken in the middle of the night - 4th Jan 2023, 2:50am woken up, some little shithead, ‘scream singing’ to me to wake up - in my dream. rack off.

5. Dogs Who Play Sides

I woke up laughing this morning, as I realized something; I have mentioned a few times on my Blog, about the Dogs Who Play Sides. And well, this morning I was reminded of a time, when I was listening to Radio National one morning, around 2000, at the same time, I was thinking about going over to the coast, and I would stop and see my aunt and her family. And as soon as I thought about my aunt, some little bitch on the radio started mimicking my aunt – my aunt has a specific kind of noise she makes. The woman on the radio was kind of implying they could play sides with her against me by manipulating her “We can make fun of her to manipulate her, and make me sound like the bitch” (typical stupid female). This is a bit hard to explain just what  dogs get up to, but I think I have explained it well enough.

Anyway, the reason I was laughing was because those stupid bitchy women have spent the last 20 years or so ‘playing sides’ and now they have no one left to play against me – they have manipulated everyone!!! Ha hah  ha aha ah ha. And gues what I don’t care; if your too stupid not to see you are being manipulated, then you are too stupid to hang out with me!

I would like to point out, I do not personally know anyone who works at Radio National, although one time I heard those dogs say Billy Baxter was a manager or something, and I recognized his name from Gunnedah. But I have had monumental problems with people who work on Radio Stations, ones, that have no common-sense at all, and steal from me. Intellectual property rights. So much so infact, that I never listen to the radio anymore, have not for many years now, and I think any one who does, is blind as bats.

Within the same industry, the entertainment industry, some of the movie industry is just full of stupid dogs who ‘play sides’. It’s their ultimate dream in life for me to have some sort of conflict between me and someone else in my ‘real’ life, so they get to decide who is right, and who is wrong, and play sides, (play God), ultimately, favouring the other person, so they can bias against me, any excuse. {I am still not quite 100% sure why, I mean, did I burn your house down? Did I sleep with your spouse? Did I kidnap your child?...}

So, then they take action, and get to go on the attack, - they gang up on their victim, they have a HUGE network of people they can call on to help them do this (including the police). I should point out, some of them will in affect ‘choose my side’ and plot against arsholes who cross my path. I assure you, murder, is not too much of a tactic for them, STUPID. Although slander, theft and nuisance behaviour (like aeroplane following you around) is their favoured tactic, alongside food poisoning and police tickets. They are evil and stupid, as they often have wrong dog information – and make no mistakes about it – they are dogs. (I think this is what my neighbours do too at Gin Gin, ‘playsides’, they typically too don’t care about the truth, they are in it to fight, they looove fighting).

I did also notice for that brief time I was on Facebook, the dogs who play sides, are on it too, and most Australians don’t know that this country is only perceived to be a Democracy, really it is not, it is controlled by passive aggressive Nazis (not the German kind, but the bully personality kind). Or, really, people steal and take more than their fair share, in the name of Democracy – if you pay attention, it is the rich people who so badly want a Democracy, as they know how unfair the world is, and how greedy they are - they are desperate not to be ‘for wanting anything’.

BTW, someone VERY important (I should name names, but I will not in this instance) told me, that those other ‘gung-ho’ young people who so love to fight, are in the millions in the USA after graduation, so that is why they create Wars, in the likes of foreign poor countries, (like Vietnam), so they can send those non-thinking young people off – really to get rid of them – leave the rest of us in peace, and just so they have something to do… HOW UNCREATIVE, those decision makers are, think of something more useful thanks very much, and while you’re at it, get that stupid non-thinking fighting mentality out of their heads, although I am not sure that is possible due to all the psychological abuse that they would have encountered by power tripping parents and teachers who yet have not been enlightening into knowing better ways of child rearing. And, anyway, there are plenty of non-army types who like to fight (most local council employees, or centerlink employees for instance).

Before I was banned for Truth Telling on FB, when I made a post about what happened to me (exactly what happened), I had certain people on FB, follow me from Group to Group, and write up contradictory things in the comments, it was really obvious that they were trying to play sides and contradict me and try to make me look like the bad guy, when infact it was their stupidity and bitchyness (but more bitchyness) that put them in the wrong in the first place. They still do this on any online reviews I put up now too. They have fake names, fake identities.

Also, there is some stupid little bitch who is constantly (for many years) wanting me to ‘connect with other people’ (pick up) – for this very purpose, of being able to play sides. I have no interest in connecting with other people, I like being on my own, comprehende! As I have mentioned before on my blog, most people are rude, disrespectful and threatened by me (not to mention, easily manipulated by the dogs), and that is just an understatement as to the means and way of most people in Australia.

I get so annoyed when I see dogs in the Movie / Television industry implying that people without families are evil, selfish and criminals. In my experience the opposite of this is true. And, little bitch, if you have nothing to amuse yourself with and cannot play me off  with my family or the person who has lately crossed my path - then TOUGH TITTIES, deal with it moron, and get a life. I will not be “getting married” to please you, for fucks sake!

6.Pet Peeve re Fashion Trends and Others

Women who wear clothing that shows their breasts! I have seen ones showing, at least half their breasts!! The street is not your personal boudoir! - Some things are meant for the bedroom only. Those women have extreme poor taste, either that, or they’re completely desperate. Or, they are brainwashed by dirty clothing labels; one woman told me, that’s all she could find, there were no tops available in 2013 that had a ’conservative’ neck line. This trend of low-neck lines came about in the late 90’s, and has stuck, although raised somewhat today, but generally lower now, than before the 90’s. Btw, I find it better to make my own clothes including sports bras, rather than purchase due to the fact that sizing is ridiculous if you shop online (can’t try on; sometimes I am a 14, other times I am a 20, depending on the brand), plus, there are always dogs in all the shops trying to sabotage me, trying to "teach me a lesson" - stupid blonde dogs do this, it is so time wasting, and all I repeatedly learn is how stupid most young girls still are, especially blondes. When are they going to learn?

   Kmart shop girls. Blonde on the inside. (I guess I need to say exactly what they did to give this story weight, but I am not going to repeat it again, I already put in a complaint with the store, and now they offer me free delivery over $60, instead of $48 delivery fee, no matter how much I spent) Guilty girls at kmart, on eon the right is from Gunnedah

A few other pet peeves;

Shops that don’t have prices written on product or shelf, - ones that do this deliberately, so they can base their checkout price on the customer – they overcharge customers based on what they look like, how they are dressed, or who they are.

When weather woman say “More horrid weather” – if it’s raining. I think those women must live in this tiny little bubble, and have no idea about the ongoing drought problems/ water issues all across Australia. WE LOVE THE RAIN, ALL THE TIME!!

When the Media states “families first”. They fail to realize it is over population and multiple child families, that are destroying the planet. Believe it.

When people say “I can’t afford it I’m only on a pension” - try living on unemployment! A pensioner is a rich compared to job payment. I hear this pensioner complaint  frequently, all the time. I just want to bloody yell at them to shut up.

When people wave to me frantically from their cars. I find it a little disturbing. Like my neighbours do it. Instead of the usual one finger wave that I am used to in rural Gunnedah, or a nod. Instead, some people practically stick their whole hand out the window and wave like they’re cleaning an imagined window, in an extreme fast, agitated motion. In fact, I can only assume that they’re really suffering from some sort of weird mental health disorder when people do this – it is that odd for me. And don’t you be confused, it’s not a gesture of over friendliness, I believe it is a gesture filled with sarcasm. Anyway, now, I make a point of not waving to anyone ever, especially as I was told a wave can be interpreted by certain males in the totally wrong way, and may explain sometimes why I have weird unknown cars revving outside my place. So, if I see someone waving to me now, as their car goes by, I will totally ignore you!

Having to climb across the bed every week, as opposed to walking around to the other side to make it up, because the room is so small. {Built by non thinking little minded greedy people without a brain.}

Another neighbour one:

There seems to be a weird pattern amongst the neighbours here, like it kind of builds up. There’s a momentum of agitation, and it comes to a crescendo, when I’m about to go down town and run errands. It’s like they think it really odd, if I am on my own always. Like yesterday, when I packed the car, there’s someone down to the left of me, throwing a verbal tantrum, and then the girl next door asking me ridiculous questions. I’m not sure what her motive is, she has done it 4 times now - possibly to waste my time? Or distract me? Who knows, (I now believe it is to distract me, so I forget something, like my hat or sunnies. STUPID BITCHES DO THIS – unworthy people do this – and they do it all the time, not only neighbours, it is a game for dogs. The distraction game). So then, after that, there’s people who do signs; “you lose”. Then the girl leaves for a day or two. Oh, and when they do not do that, there seems to be some tall blonde girl driving a white car who pulls up down in the middle bit of the complex and either drops off or collects some girl. Usually also coinciding when I leave the unit. Just weird bitch neighbour antics. I miss my quite farm life.

So could all those people involved, kindly mind your own business. What I do is none of your business. (I think maybe the offending woman who did that has moved out now).

It may be Centrelink related; my medical certificate 3mnth period ended; due to my Plantar Fasciitis, I can get a medical certificate, which means I receive a $5 per fortnight pharmaceutical allowance, and do not have to speak to my jobs provider, nor run through their hoops on their Centrelink workforce site. Even though I am entitled to Disability Pension (additional $330 per fortnight and no contact with Jobs providers or Workforce. But the government have screwed me out of that payment too – they just don’t want to pay it. And as I am ‘unconnected’ they just don’t. (same as when I was 18 and entitled to Austudy, they just refused to pay that too). Little bitch girls that work at Centrelink. Little stupid girls.

 

7. Outdated Snobby Rules from the Banks - who do Reward and Punishment - Sickoes

The people that live at this house are the trashy disrespectful people that beep their car horn at 3 o’clock in the morning, aswell as at various other times, disturbing the whole neighbourhood. I don’t know anything about the people who live there, except there is only one house, but they seem to have people living, or coming and going from their shed to the left of the house too, who, are the trouble makers mainly. I thought, possibly it was owned by the same person who owns our units next door, because I saw the landlords son do some work in front of their house, but upon checking domain.com, I can see it is not, it was purchased outright in 2021 for $85,000 {and what a bargain, it is bigger than the photo shows}. By the way that’s exactly what I’m talking about; a home loan repayment at $85,000 would be around about $105 per week, that’s more than twice less the price of a cheaper rental such as mine, not even a house. So, you may think, one would have to be a lunatic to rent, when you can just OWN and pay MUCH cheaper payment per week. Plus, you wouldn’t have stress of dealing with rental agencies, evictions, and annoying landlords.

But the bimbos at Commonwealth Bank would refuse to sell low-income people a home loan like this - unless they’re in permanent full-time employment. Which doesn’t make any sense, because people who are unemployed, will STILL have to live somewhere, and pay rent, but they are forced to pay  double the amount, (if not triple if you want an actual nice house, - do you get it? The people who have the least amount of money in life, have to pay double or triple to live?). With CBA’s reason as to why they rejected my application, being that I, as not someone in fulltime employment, must be IRRESPONSIBLE. {This is discrimination). They do PUNISHMENTS – they are nazis. (They also want ‘victims’ to pay rents, to make home owners richer; reward, punishment – they are fully sick)

So, they have no problems giving home loans to dirty peace disturbers like my neighbours, but refuse someone who is like me, who is responsible, honest and an environmentally caring person (I sell seeds, part time – low income).

It’s an area of NO COMMON SENSE, where naive  SNOBBY bimbos have been allowed to apply this no common-sense  rule. It’s like the “Oxford” gang from England is still trying to inflict their snobbery and discrimination. And, what’s more, CBA, especially, I have noted is big, (as in the guiltiest) on following through with the public primary school teachers scheme of “Gold Star Dog” theory. That being “the richer you are (the more gold stars you have), the more we will reward you with huge monetary privileges.”  Well, CBA, do you really think, you should be basing your work philosophies, on young female nazi school teachers who powertrip lording over young kids? Or are you again, just letting yourself be still brainwashed by primary school teachers, and not thinking things through.

I find in life, from time to time, I have come across other such instances of no-common-sense; like how the police used to not help look for a missing child if 48hrs had not passed – that was their RULE. But there were many times where it is was blatantly obvious that a child missing after only 10 minutes or so, would be a police matter. Oh, but their rule….

There are others, particularly in schools and institutes like hospitals and nursing homes. Where women dominate the industry.

At these times, someone like me (someone who does not mind being the ‘bad’ guy often offending people to bring awareness), is needed to bring these non-sensical, old, outdated issues into light, otherwise bimbos will just keep going on abiding by the same rules and silly laws, not thinking about it. There are heaps of non-thinking people working and in those positions of power, heaps.

This Commonwealth Bank home loan area is such an issue. I want to reiterate it; so someone who receives a government subsidy, like a farmer, of up to $20000 a year, plus they earn profits from their farm, is allowed to apply for a home loan, but someone receiving just slightly over than that subsidy amount, on employments, CANNOT apply for a home loan; as the farmer is deemed more responsible than the person who is basically still receiving the same amount of money from the government. Now, if their argument was, well, the farmer would have more money at the end of the day due to their farm work, so that’s why we would give it to them (I understand famers can make upwards of $150,000 before the subsidy was removed, (wow),) BUT that is not their argument, the banks argument is not based on money, it is based on the fact that someone receiving that unemployment payment is considered high risk and irresponsible. Such irony when the farmer is also receiving gov money – they are just the same as unemployed in this respect. But ass rents are twice, if not 3 times as much as a mortgage repayment would be, which is WHAT they should be looking at – “can this person be proven to repay the mortgage?” – that’s all they ought to be looking at. {And I have 30 years’ worth of rent receipts to prove that, and bank records.} So, they are not applying common-sense and are just being BANK BITCHES.

Wake up please. (Apparently all the banks have this rule, according to a home loan broker in Mackay. I did try to apply to several others, all online application, but NONE of them contacted me back. How rude!) I have notified my local politician about this issue, as it needs to be re-assessed. In the past, when I have encounted such nonsensical issues, I have contacted my local politician, and they have, indeed fixed or attempted to fix, or at least got the ball rolling for a transformation. Writing to politicians is essential to getting positive changes in Australia. They really can make good things happen, not all of them wrought the system. Although, I have heard, there are politicians who go over to Indonesia and spawn orphans (in the 1000’s) within the local ‘woman of the street’ industry, so probably best that you don’t contact those ones. At any rate, I suspect they will do something about this, but in 30years time, when the person who made the rule, is dead, and nobodies feelings or ego will be hurt.

8. Warning about Fake Lycra being Sold as Lycra

On the left, your Lycra; really transparent, and has hardly any stretch

On the right typical lycra of normal quality

 As you can see, the fabric on the right, which is not yours, is not very transparent.

Plus, the fabric on the right has way more stretch than yours. I suspect your lycra is not lycra at all, and is made from polyester. Also yours does not FEEL like lycra. Lycra is a really soft and slippery fabric, but your fabric is grainy and definitely feels like polyester. I am 100% sure it is Polyester. AND NOT LYCRA – you lying thieving retailer.

You really should check your supplier; either you or your supplier are ripping off customers

9.Since Retailers are now Coming in AT no 1 in Thievery

Since every shop I go to now, the shop girl will try to steal from me, usually by overcharging (although the dogs at bunnings manage to be able to do it via pickpocketing and distraction snatch thefts  from bag or person).

Someone was telling me, that it’s because those ‘shop girls’ think that I have money, because I dress nicely, and I speak nicely. - Yeah, thaaat’s a good reason bimbo shop girls….

I was raised to speak nicely and be respectful. It’s not a money thing.

People, by people, I mean shop girls, seem to be confused about what money is. Shop girls, don’t seem to think that anyone who has loads of money, would get around town or ‘bum’ around in a tracksuit! Little do they know!

I recall one shop I ventured into, when I was 19, at Chatswood, (back in 1992), a fancy boutique with designer clothing for older rich women. As a young poor starving fashion student, I felt a little out of place, plus the 2 older shop ladies  were staring at me constantly. But the clothes were of particular interest to me, stunning, so I stayed on, gratifying my beady eyes, looking at all, and ignoring what I thought at the time to be loathsome stares from the older shop ladies - somewhere along the lines of Pretty Woman and those hoity snobs on Rodeo drive! All though, thinking back now, that was probably in my imagination, as I was not badly dressed as a fashion student, those older shop ladies were probably just staring at me as it would have been unusual to see someone so young, interested and passionate, plus who still had the ‘beauty of youth’! (China in Bull shop! opposite) or maybe they just thought I was a young shop lifter who knows, but I mention this because, this was the case back then, shop retailers having to deal with shop lifters, it was never the other way around, like it is now!! Opposite!

I have another story too; I personally believe, because at one point, I kept whingeing to myself, repeatedly about bloody shop girls overcharging me, (possibly swearing too). There were other girls who could hear me, such is the nature of a certain type of girl. And so 2 girls - I have no idea who they were, (prob from TV industry, definitely bims) would take it upon themselves, believing that they were acting out of a helpful nature, would go round to each store that I had on my list for the day, so, just before I went into each shop, and would tell the shop girls, that I had no money, and thus they ought not to over charge!! Can you belief that? At first this was a great hindrance, as, if a shop girl thinks you are not going to spend any money, they are rude and dismissive. I can assure you some of them were downright disgusting because they thought I had no money.

But, it happened so much, that after a few years, the girls involved, ended up acquiring the products I was after, and put it in the shop at reasonable price, so I could purchase. Like I somehow magically could always get whatever was written on my budgeted list!! (btw, this no longer happens!) I should point out, while, being able to get everything on my budgeted list is very helpful, I can assure you, most shop owners who see that situation, had no respect for me, like somehow the presence of those girls meant that I was unable to talk for myself, and thus hopeless. I did not ever ask any girl to do anything. They were acting on their own volition.

So in Gunnedah, it used to be quite a significant amount that was overcharged - sometimes hundreds of dollars overcharged, but since I have made such a big fuss about it on my blog, and keep calling anyone who steals from me a bimbo, plus moved 1000km from Gunnedah, it has somewhat changed, I have noticed retailers now, know that I’m the girl that people steal from, (I’m not sure if those girls are still going ahead of me), but the retailers now, still want  to steal from me, but they don’t want to be accused of a theft, so as above images shows, it’s like a  .5c and .10c attempt at theft. Thinking and being a typical girl, they won’t get in trouble for such a trivial amount.

10. Have you Tried a Vege Burger?

Hey you little twits who are trying to get me to eat plant-based meat burgers!! There’s not a chance in hell I will, - they are disgusting, I tried once by mistake, when Hungry Jack’s gave me a plant-based burger instead of a meat burger at the drive through (what the? Yuk, sooo bad). I saw on a documentary that they’re starting to make lab warehouses for growing meat – as in fake meat. They have started doing it. They have tested it. You can purchase burgers made from fake meat.

 

So, wake up, and stop breeding, so we can continue to eat our normal food sources, like real meat.

“Curbing breeding” is the only solution to ‘supply and demand’ problems, not to mention methane gas problems, land shortages, housing shortages...

Get it through your head, {and stop wishfully thinking}, that people are suddenly going to eat plants, they are not. What is wrong with you?

And the reason I’m being so verbally aggressive about this message, is because this truth is going to be the hardest one to rectify. It all has to do with wealthy Australians owing multiple investment houses, and the quickest way to make big profits on investment houses, is to ensure increases in the population, why do you think Australia is so culturally diverse? It has naught to do with wanting cultural diversity, or saving ‘fake’ war torn people, it IS ALL ABOUT those investment houses.

So, this is the real fight. The fight is not  trying to get ‘suckers’ to go vegetarian.

I mean, each person, probably has their own  list, of their favourite things, and in my opinion, a good steak would be high up on many people’s list. You take that away, and you’re taking a huge chunk of a ‘positive life experience’ away.  - one of the main things, that makes it worthwhile.

I am deeply concerned about it.

If I see any women with more than two kids, just know, that I’ll be thinking silently to myself; What a bloody bimbo mother.

I suggested to Coles and Woollies that they start rewarding people who don’t have kids, with discounted meat prices.

11. Whole Bad Farming Families

I’ve mentioned this before on my blog, but I couldn’t find it, so I’m going to do a whole new photo story for it, with more detail. Going back to when I was at Gunnedah TAFE doing my horticulture course; there was an element of women, following me around the TAFE, at certain times. The main aim, seemed to be, just to be present, to see what’s going on, kind of like stalking me, - sometimes that would yell out verbal harassment, they would like to play sides, (dogs who play sides), also, if they saw something that I  was not sure about, then they couldn’t but help themselves, to yell out whatever it was about (we know we know!!) I had no idea who these people were, I suspected it was always different girls following me around {there’s a dog network}. I’ve mentioned a few who I recognize before on my blog, I recognized them by their voice, as they were always out of sight (like the cowards, they are); like one of the girls from the class at TAFE, I definitely recognized her voice, it was quite specific, an aboriginal girl. Also, my landlord Karen Cull, and I think, Rachel Wainberg’s older sister, whose name I still can’t remember for some weird reason. And anyway, it’s just occurred to me who also were probably involved in the stalking too, - Jessica and her sister Alicia White.

These two girls went to my school, Alicia was in my year, Jessica was in a younger year. I later saw Jessica working at the doctor surgery where I had some problems with the Doctor who could not, (whether he just didn’t want to, or whether he was in capable of) diagnosing my plantar fasciitis, and who ordered an ultrasound for some ridiculous reason; because you cannot see plantar fasciitis on an ultrasound. Possible idiot, and possibly ‘egged’ on by his receptionists Jessica, as she was friends with Gina Burn, the girl who fucked up my tooth, deliberatley, in order to inflict pain and a black tooth. DOGS. {I hope I am not confusing her with the other Jessica, Penny’s friend from St Mary’s, they looked the same, plus had same name!} Monumental socially retarded problems of farmers and their families. And Alicia was friends with the girl at school who used to steal, (no possibly, maybe, I suspect, so, about it, she was a thief, probably still is {CC}. The Whites are a weak family, so Alicia would’ve been influenced by this little thief, and I suspect she too, has had something to do with all the items stolen from me, while I lived at Rangari on the farm. Someone told me Alicia works at Sydney airport quarantine, and I have had heaps of seeds stolen at quarantine?? Their cousins, also the Whites, lived down the road from the farm at Rangari, small world. {the over-breeders).

But the other issue with them, was their mother. She is one of those bloody women that I’ve seen at least on 3 occasions (in retrospect) acting strangely with a phone - I’ve mentioned before “dogs on phones”, well she’s one of them too. Not sure why she would present herself to me, as if to talk on the phone, except there was an incident when we were younger; They were one of the families we had picnics with, and one time, her children, her girls, were behaving atrociously, in regards to a charcoal chicken. And my nature, if there’s any bad behaviour going on, I can do something about it, without actually saying anything, and I did. The mother noted this about me, possibly also slightly ashamed of her atrocious girls. So then she deeply resented me, and I suspect, has ‘got it out for’ me as a result of that incident, of alerting her about her atrocious children. You know, this is her problem, it is not my problem that she has atrocious children - don’t kill the messenger. (It was me that came up with the message, and delivered it, just so there’s no confusion here). So, I mentioned before on my Blog, I think it was on Life Stories page, that those women who followed me around at Tafe, one of their main aims, was to try and get me to speak badly, plus put on weight! Because those two characteristics about a woman, in particular, can kind of elevate status in society. Apparently.

So basically, they didn’t want me to speak nicely because other people would think that I am from a specific socio-economic status, and would treat me with respect, - they wanted people to know that I was a student, poor and near starving and they should be disrespectful to me. They hoped  people would be disrespectful to me. (See, major dysfunction). Also, in regards to the weight thing, I suspect being overweight makes a woman less desirable for men, so I strongly think that was their main motivation for wanting me to be fat. Jealous insecure women. This thought process would be typical to those bimbo girls who stalk me. Bimbo’s stalk, thinking women do not stalk other people - they have better things to do with their time.

And, as a result of that somewhat comical bimbo situation, I think possibly the supermarket girls (the dog network) have cottoned onto the whole thing, and they too hopped on the band wagon and tried to make me put on weight; I have received many things from the supermarket that I didn’t order that had high-fat content, high salt, content, and it is, indeed, like there are people out there, trying to make me fat! {this reminds me of my double dose of Plantar fasciitis. -No need to deliberatley sabotage me, I am quite capable of making my own mistakes!! btw I have been quite skinny my whole life, so it has been at least 20 years since then before I stated getting a little tubby!! I’m not sure, but maybe that whole ‘dog network’ also had something to do with handicapping my foot, so I can’t walk, and thus put on weight that way?? it wouldn’t surprise me if this was the case, and it all goes back to bloody stupid Mrs White and dysfunctional farming families.

Oh, and they have  been people trying to work on my tone and vocabulary too!! Although I think maybe, it has had the opposite  effect, as I seem to now (approaching 50) have a much better grip/control and understanding of my tone, and am able to instill specific responses and emotions purely with my tone. Now I have to work on my weight, bummer, it was soooo good not having to watch what I ate….

And again, rack off you stupid stalking thieving dogs.

12. Patronizing Pricks playing the Game of Trying to make me Feel Guilty

So, I use a lot of images, especially on my blog; ones I create myself, and ones I find online. I make a point of not stealing anyone’s work/design/image, and only use free images. Although many times I see something I adore, and I save it as pin, or do a screenshot, just to look at it for a bit, until I get bored of it, and then I delete it,  - so, with no intended purposes of using the image for profit or personal gain. BUT, the stupid dogs (the ones who can’t apply common sense, and don’t have any common sense in their brain at all - and who like to play facetious, antagonistic games), see that I look at those images, and they accuse me of stealing their designs, or whoever‘s design/image it is. (Dogs, who play sides). Which of course, downloading a screenshot to do that, IS NOT stealing. WAKE UP.  If I were to use that image to make money, or pass off as my own, then yes that would be stealing. As I do not do that, it is not stealing. So, all those bloody dogs, little kids, computer nerds, and many people from the television industry, including famous people who don’t mind their own business and like to play sides too, just like a dog; who are all on my back about this issue; BUGGER OFF.

I personally believe those people, have stolen from me, for this reason, petty theft.

(Those people will be going to hell).

So, since I have been cast out of basically everywhere, and have made a big stink about all the dogs on my back, with my Blog, mostly; they are no longer doing this. However, one day my neighbour, old man, has taken it upon HIMSELF to speak on behalf of the owner/designer, (via the dogs on phone manner), saying that it will be fine, to look at their image - in a passive, aggressive, antagonistic, manner. So arrogant. This behaviour is unacceptable. And what, are you 7yrs old and need to be told what behaviour is ok, and what is not, – STILL? I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to ME, to reign you in. I will not do it – so you see, you are barking up the wrong tree. And someone who would do that, automatically puts them into ARSE CATEGORY; Who the hell do you think you are? Go jump in the lake, you stupid moron.

Don’t get me started with people wanting credit also for any little thought that enters their head, then they express it online. And, there’s no copyright  for a dance routine, you stupid little Wingy people. It’s a dance, if you copy someone else’s dance, you don’t have to attribute them for doing the choreography, wake up and apply common sense. It’s a dance. Any dance that you can come up with, you can be sure (possibly with the exception of the SYTYCD choreographers), has already been done. People have been around for a very long time, dancing for a long time, and just because it’s not online doesn’t mean it hasn’t already been done or thought of.

Also, now that I think about it, this game of  “Trying to make me Feel Guilty” has being going on for ages, many stupid people, mainly women, who have crossed my path (in uninvited manner, and from entertainment industry) want to play it – they LOVE  to play this game, it is a total deliberate power trip for them. Those people may not have noticed, but I pay no attention to them, and do what I do. I have nothing to feel guilty about, nothing, ever. But they are like annoying Monkees on my back trying to create guilty situations over nothing – rack off you irritating fools.

I have come to the conclusion, that because I have a quite demeanour, people think I have got something to hide. And that it is the ‘quiteness’ that automatically sets off  ‘the dogs’ on weird guilt trip missions.

No secrets, see from my Blog.

13. Another trip into town, another bunch of nonthinking sign people MONUMENTAL NUISANCE

This is what happened this afternoon when I went to post my letters (and this happens very regularly, and pretty much in exactly the same manner, and has been like this for over 30 years, going right back to when I started working at Bonds). First of all, when I decide that I’m going out, there’s seems to be some car that always drives into the unit complex, just down from me (X marks the spot in the photo), either sits there and does nothing, or picks up someone, or drops someone off, who knows. I don’t pay attention to what the neighbours are doing unless it’s really peculiar or related to me somehow, or causing annoying nuisances. (I guess this might count as peculiar- next time it happens, I’ll get it on camera), then they leave, it does seem to be always a different car. I have no idea what they’re up to, possibly just a coincidence, but I don’t really believe in coincidences. Possibly it is some girl doing the stupid signs that I am about to describe; I feel it is a ‘she’ who is doing it, as women are far more organised than men, and this whole thing basically consists of being organised and getting the timing right; she arranges people to cross my path, I’ve mentioned it a few times on my blog. I started taking photos in the attempt to stop them from doing it, as they are a MONUMENTAL NUISANCE. So far it hasn’t worked, but I’m going to persist, because they are a big peace disturbing nuisance. So, when I go down the street, on my way to post the letters, this is how it goes; first there’s a toll truck, and by the way, the toll truck is just like the one in the photo, it’s always one of those huge big semi-trailers. Next there is police car,  this one drove past me then parked in front of me, just down a bit, in front of an empty house. Then she sends someone who’s drives the same car type and colour car, as my next-door neighbours up the hill. This car pulls up infront of me at the letterbox, (it’s a red letter drop, in an area where there’s no other shops, so no one would drive over there unless they were posting letters). They were just sitting there in their car; they weren’t posting any letters. So, I took a photo of the numberplate and drove around to the other side of the street and got a photo of the driver, he ‘happened’ to wind down his window, as you can see from the photo it’s a Chinese man, by the looks, in his 50s, possibly a little tubby. Now, I personally do not know any Chinese man at all, so I have no idea who that person is. {When someone shows themselves like that, you can be sure it is 100% deliberate, and this is, some guy, most likely trying to save the stupid bimbos, who usually follow me and harass me in cars – who always run away and do NOT want me to recognize them. That man then proceeded to drive up to the road where my unit is, parked on the side of the road, and then as I drove past, beeped -  two beeps; they do beep signs; 2 beeps if you lose, 1 beep if you win.  (Like I said, they’ve been doing these kind of weird thing for many many years - they are completely predictable and their stupid game of winning and losing is absurd. I am bloody sick of them, because they are completely rude and disrespectful. oh, I forgot, she also sent a bunch of kids at the letterbox, after the Chinese man had left, when I went back to the letter box to post my letters, about 8 - I didn’t bother getting their photos, although that is the main reason, I suspect whoever arrange them, put them there so I would take their photo and make them feel important, and I didn’t do it, ha ha ha ha.

And that man following ‘infront’ of me, who the hell do you think you are? I mean, was there some girl who commanded you to go and drive just infront of me to the letterbox, then go and beep at me? and you said “okay sure”? I mean what kind of 3rd born fool are you? What exactly did you want to happen at the letterbox? And then possibly if when I saw you on my way home? Did you want something to happen then? Your actions are unwanted, idiotic and nuisance.

I can tell the sign girl  right now to rack off, and stop using me to amuse herself, but it is more of a concern as to why people agree to this girls request. It seems like there is some sort of weird unhealthy human worshipping going on. Maybe all those people she gets, have no sense of religion, they didn’t go to church, no Sunday school as kids, they weren’t taught about God in school.… and so, when some girl comes along, and adopts a “know it all, arrogant persona”, plus tells them what to do, they think nothing of it and obey. It is sick.

Quite possibly this sign business goes back to the 60’s or 70’s, with Johnny Cash doing a music film clip for television - he did it with signs (big paper boards with black texter messages), it’s quite famous, so I was told. I was also told that Johnny Cash was a copycat and that there were other people before him that did it; I think they were black, I’m not too sure about the whole music industry stories. But someone like Johnny Cash was perceived to be really cool, and so there’s been basically thousands if not millions, of people copying him, doing signs - a worldwide nuisance phenomenon. False deities.

 

So that’s 30 years of this stupid bimbo girls bullshit stalking, have you any idea how hard it is to function if you have dogs constantly following you (stalking) and harassing by trying to inject themselves in to my life in this most unwelcome way. It is impossible, I can assure you. HAVE YOU ANY IDEA?? I would like to know why this type of thing is not recognised by Centrelink, as those dogs have a direct correlation to why someone would be on benefits. So much so infact I wonder why there is no similar payment like a widows pension? This is another reason why I feel like I am surrounded by clueless morons.

And I should remind you, even if I do not go anywhere, I still have dogs harassing me in the form of bimbo neighbours who mainly harass by yelling, but also stealing, this happens on a daily basis – although, now, not as much stealing, as its much harder if I am home all the time, and there is no back door or window access. So, they still would be stealing if they could, but now, it is only certain people who have specific skills that can steal from me, and not so much the copycats. So basically, that means, more verbal harassment as they try to claim ownership and control – STUPID BIMBOS, and so mentally dysfunctional. As if you can own me, you stupid dogs. Wake up.

(I suspect that bimbo up the hill is totally frustrated now, as I have done a whole heap of stories about women using their kids to control, and taking their frustrations out on. – so she has realized she ought not do that, thast is what bad hopeless mothers do. So the bimbo is now trying to take her frustrations out on me – so typically stupid female). Fuck off.

Oh, and I want to make it clear, I feel I need to repeat myself here, as there are many BIMBOS who are not getting the message, it does not matter what I do, where I am, if I am working, or not working – I STILL HAVE DOGS harassing me. PLEASE GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK LITTLE HEADS and stop telling me to get a job in your revolting passive ways. Fuck off dickhead golfers and wives from Netflix, who the hell do you think you are. – I have started a new collage “A Dickhead Collage”, those 3 are the first to go on it.

 

This is dog car, when I photographed it, the girl said she lose? Also, the blonde driving it, was also waiting for me up at the hospital car park when I had that infected tick (different car) – she was just sitting in her car at 645am, the only other person in the carpark. After I got back to my car, she was gone. - I tell you they are obsessed.

14. Snobby Television Produces who Create Exclusion Shows

I hear about discrimination and the whole ‘exclusion’ theme of discrimination, which got me thinking back to any time where I have been excluded. I hate to tell you this, but the television industry is full of people who discriminate, and I have witnessed some really nasty things by popular people making popular shows. I should’ve started making a list 20 years ago. Well,  I’ll start now.  I can remember this one in particular, Downton Abbey, but there’s been heaps and heaps more. So, from now on, every time I see it, I’ll do a screenshot and perhaps make a collage. 😁 I should add. I know that there are directors, who may not know about the dog network, and how sneaky they are, how they can infiltrate your show under the guise of being popular, and or wise, and or funny, and can make changes without the produces knowledge, they do signs, some of them are very clever.

Also, there are some programs, where I can just see plain evil, it’s like someone has told tehm you’ve goit the whole nation waaching being as naughty as you – and off they go, not even fully thinking things through. Attention seekers. There also seems to be group of young men that sometimes prodcuesers shows (and or possibly gay women), and it is clear that those groups are in need of a ‘Queen Bee’ to keep things amicable. A lot of them have no morals whatsoever, yet someone has put them in control of dictating to the masses!! And unfortunately there are viewers out there who take their word as gospel.

 

By the way, what strikes me as ironical is, I noted, especially when I was younger in my 20s, that wealthy people desire exclusive activities, such as an exclusive resort, exclusive transport, exclusive restaurants, exclusive clubs…, and the irony comes in, where I see so many women in Australia, having multiple kids, it’s like they’re creating the opposite of exclusive for themselves.

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                      15.          I can see I am going to have to make my own Vichy Shower!

16. Lycra Swimwear Design for Lycra Surf Pant

So, over the years, I have liked to purchase my own designer custom print fabric.

I used to sell my fabrics on a ‘certain’ website, and quite a lot would get sold. Even though there was very minimal profit margin, there was enough, after an accumulation over a few months, to be able to purchase my own fabric from the same website, at the designer discount, so in affect, I didn’t actually pay for any of the fabrics, which is how I could do it, because actually they’re pretty expensive, and if you’re not working, there’s no way you can afford a custom print fabric. But since I was kicked out of their website (due to one of their staff being a stupid manipulated Nazi saboteur), in 2019, unfortunately this means for me, no more fabrics. But in 2020 we had Covid cash grants, and one of the things I purchased, in bulk, was fabric for Summer Nighties, which actually didn’t work out that expensive considering how much nighties are in the shops, but actually, finding a good cotton summer nighty was pretty impossible, I could not find any, anywhere, everyone was just selling singlets and those little boxer shorts for women - which I really don’t like to sleep in at all.

I’ve used quite a few different suppliers, none of them are based in Australia, unfortunately. I have written a review of all of them on my blog, describing, which are the best, and which are pretty bad. But I am doing a separate little story, this time round, because I wanted to order 1m of lycra in my design shown above, and the Lycra was only US$8.50, which is a very good price, ($40/m here) however when I went to check out, postage was US$30, and if I clicked 2m of lycra, the postage went up to US$75 (AU$120)!! So, obviously it doesn’t cost $120 to send 2m of lycra to Australia from China. Therefore, this company is “trying it on”, trying to steal from their customers by overcharging post. As if anyone in their right mind would pay $120 for 2m of lycra. What is wrong with you  UBEIT TEXTILE?  (Jerry at ubeitex). I don’t want have to put you on my bad list. Too late.

By the way, I thought I should attach a screenshot to show the US$75, and 2m, so I went back to their site today, but the postage was not $75 today, it was $38.40!  So not sure why they are changing postage costs on a daily basis. But I still wouldn’t be paying $38.40 for postage of 2m fabric, as $38.40 for 2m of fabric, is still overpriced. I did send an email to them, but again they did not get back to me (probably because my last lot of fabrics from the was flawed – guilty conscious).

17. The real facts - This is not 1901 anymore, it’s 2023

I often hear and see people crying racial wealth gap issues. Well, maybe the gap being poor white people and rich black people.

I can assure you in Gunnedah black poor people is not a thing, abbo‘s in Gunnedah Drive Mercedes, whilst also collecting Centrelink payments. In Queensland where I live there are a lot of Islanders, and they are all homeowners, and the people who rent, so POOR people, as I have observed, are majority white singles.

White Singles

This is my experience as I have witnessed life, it might be different in other areas, or it might have once been the other way around, but certainly is not any more.

I personally think this is because a lot of abbo’s and Islanders have strong ‘mob’ mentality, as in, large families. Whereas single people are discriminated against in this country. From where I am looking, (and I’m quite an observant person), singles are the most widely discriminated group of people in Australia, way more than any other race or sex discrimination. By a long shot.

And here is a good spot to mention, I have witnessed frequently “people of colour” having normal interactions with people, and something bad happens – as it often does, and they cry racism, omg, NO ITS NOT. Shit happens to everyone. I am a perfect example! Suffice to say I think there is some way to “precious” attitudes going on, especially amongst young people, as they are so inexperienced at life and just how difficult it can be.

18. Supermarket Food Brands I personally am not Keen on or are Just Plain Disgusting

  1. Harry Hoo & Co Chicken Spring Rolls (the worst spring rolls I have ever had)

  2. Honey Nougat rolls (the chocolate coating is now oil and not chocolate?)

  3. Coles vanilla bean ice cream (they tricked me into buying this giving it a fake “Brennor” name, no flavour)

  4. Olina brand (heart burn, possible used oil)

  5. Coles and Woolworths chicken schnitzel (ALL of them now are fake reconstituted chicken, and not real chicken breasts)

  6. Any packaged caramel sauces (no flavour)

  7. All the KB seafood range (cornflour)

  8. Microwave popcorn, (too salty)

  9. Woolworths essential salted butter, (too salty)

  10. Coles marscapone, (for some reason, it tasted a little off, crème fraiche better)

  11. Sara Lee Chocolate Swirl Bavarian, (just not as good as their sticky date pudding)

  12. Schwarzkopf shampoo and conditioner (leaves hair dry and tatty)

  13. Woolworths and Coles essential gravy mix (salt and flour only)

  14. Helga's Turkish Bread (taste like English Muffin bread)

  15. White Mission Pita Bread Pockets plain (no value for money)

  16. MEB White pita bread (school weekend bread)

  17. On The Menu Cottage Pie Frozen Meal (too small and not tasty)

  18. Woollies The Odd Bunch Potato Prepacked, (red waxy)

  19. The odd bunch strawberries (unripe rock hard no flavour)

  20. Premium strawberries (unripe rock hard no flavour)

  21. Angus Park, soft and juicy (Turkish apricots)

  22. Angus Park, diced (Turkish apricots)

  23. Angus Park Mediterranean  (Turkish apricots)

  24. Coles slow, cooked brisket (Choose the hormone free one)

  25. Coles chicken tortellini (, instead of a taste)

  26. Provedore pancetta crumbs, (not enough fat)

  27. Tarago Triple cream cheese, (way too salty, way)

  28. Coles Cat Food Mince with Chicken Gravy Adult (he refused to eat)

  29. Coles RSPCA approved whole chicken (needle pummelled)

  30. Coles Scoop honey and Dijon soy crisps (wrong flavour)

  31. Coles washed potatoes – mouldy and bad taste

  32. Nestle chocolate

 

 

 

 

 

19. The Cruel Martingale

See that martingale rain, that’s what cruel uptight wannabe hoitytoity bimbos use to ride a horse with.It’s usually pulled much tighter than shown, so that the horse’s head is pointing right downwards. Making the horse extremely uncomfortable, and in pain. In my opinion, it is a torture device. Traditionally the rider does this so she can feel dominant over the horse, as in “bow to me horse, I am in charge”, with supposedly the pain, subduing the horse into obedience. It’s just pathetic, and certainly not necessary if you’re any where near a half decent rider. Of course, I’m certain there are riders who would have no idea the intended effect that the martingale has on a horse. They have just seen and thought “Oh that looks good. I want to do it” - a true bimbo.

20. Bimbos on TV Who Do Reflections

Enough is enough! Years and years of the stupid dogs in the Television and Movie industry who do reflections by manipulative produces who use them, to have a go at people. Those women are true bimbos. I’m not even sure if they’re fully aware of how stupid they are, and how they are being used in this passive manner. But they interfere with my life. Dogs who think it’s fun to “play sides” on screen. At the moment they have decided to take sides with my aunt who I’ve just written a story about describing a situation that happened in the past (a true story ofcourse). Obviously, I must’ve hit the nail on the head, because I got such a reaction from these stupid dogs, who have decided to use their position of power to try to “put me back in my place”. They do this all the time, and for many years, in fact, I think it’s their favourite thing to do, and the whole reason they got into television.

Plus, if I encounter someone, like I paths cross in life, those television bimbos get so excited, because they know that they will be able to do reflections and “play sides”.   And if no ‘situation’ arises, so no ‘sides’ need to be chosen, then they’ll go out of their way to try and create one by manipulating people who cross my path, like my neighbours. There are so many truly evil people in this world, it’s hard for anyone who has had a remotely good upbringing to even comprehend.

Rack off you stupid dogs.

This reminds me of a bully cat I encountered at my new address. It belonged to a woman who, {you may have noticed, I have no problem calling a woman a dog if she is one, but I would not normally make a snide comment about a woman’s ‘class’, but in this case, as she herself is a bully, steals from me via the dog network and musicians, plus makes jokes at my expense, I will; she is TRASH. {note, this woman did not swear, spoke normally, that is, when not inebriated, but making jokes at someone else’s expense, is about the trashiest thing anyone can do. “TRASH“ has naught to do with money, and everything to do with attitude; suffice to say this woman had heaps of cash, so, not poor, and she had a cat (she had a dog too, but she killed it – by dragging it along, tied to the back of the car). So, her cat would come and visit me frequently, it would hang out on my car, sleep there. My cat Tulip was not bothered by this other cat, possibly because he is blind. But I noticed when Tulip was ever in the stair well outside, this other cat would very passively just sit at the top of the stairs, to try and keep him down there, and not let him pass to come back out. Those bully’s in the movie industry reminds me of this feline bully situation, with people on television using their chastisement attacks, to try to personally attack my esteem, my self-esteem and my confidence, “get back down in your place”.

Talk about dysfunctional people – there they are.

This was a hallmark movie called ‘Love at Sea’ on prime video, so they too are just as bad as any of the commercial/non-commercial TV stations in Australia, that I no longer watch due to too many stupid bitchy women.

They are on Netflix too.

And rack off Tracy from Bonds 30 years ago - you stupid ignoramus dog, even worse than Kelly and Franka. Infact those 2 could be the stupid dogs who “play sides”.

I should add, just one incidence of this attack, every so often, has an “echo” like affect; so very memorable, and tends to overweigh all the good programming that I have seen {the people who are in “good hands”}.

Plus the musician dog network, I believed started in 1996 via Triple J - triple J is a radio station run at the University in Sydney, Sydney Uni, targeting young kids and young adults. At some slots, when nothings scheduled, they must just get anyone from the uni to come in, and DJ. There is a lot of thieving trash in Sydney, even at Sydney Uni. I recall them, when I listened to the radio, pretty much all day everyday back – sneaky thieving woman who would steal via their femine dog ways. The incident in Sarina chemist and the musician busker next door, trying to steal from me – is related to her and the thieving dog network – STILL, some 30 years later. You should never listen to the radio.

It’s also annoying to have my Prime or Netflix show interrupted/started with, Trailers with dogs who do signs – and it’s offensive, listening to untalented, trashy people’s attempt at music. I know many other people get offended.

For all you people who are clueless, as to what I am talking about: it’s true, and wake up.

21. Animals Gambling at Another’s Expense, by Form of Animal

This was a screenshot from a movie showing humans using animals to fight one another, and amuse themselves at their fear/anger/terror/brutality/violence and eventual death.

This issue again of ‘having fun at someone else’s expense’, just the same as the above story. Only this shot clearly shows the humans in the crowd as barbaric animals.

Absolutely disgusting behaviour

Those people are TRASH.

22. So Many Movies Over Covid19

This one called “Kept Woman”, my comments about it:

That main character ‘Simon’ he reminds me of my 7 day ordeal. He is exactly what mental health care workers are like in Australia; they want you to play this worship game with them, and do exactly what they say. If there weren’t any laws those mental health workers would pretty soon end up exactly like Simon by killing the girl that he didn’t like.

This is how stupid human nature is.

23. Rowing story re finding your voice, and are you a natural chess player

At school, I used to belong to the rowing club, being slim, I was the Cox, for our team of awesome foursome! I loved it! It was like a free ride! Part of the Coxes job is to keep all the rowers in unison, and let them know what’s happening across the field.

In order to do this, and bare in mind, that out on the water it’s usually a little gusty, and due to the boats fast momentum, there’s a fair amount of noise going on. And so, in order to communicate to all 4 rowers down the row, the Cox has to yell really loudly (and I do believe this is the sole reason why I ended up having the fortunate job of Cox, much to the dismay of the rowing coaches daughter, who missed out). I say this because, at this point in my life, I really had no voice at all. I mean it was there. It was just hiding, I didn’t know how to raise it even a little bit, let alone extremely loudly.

And so, Juliet, the girl who was first rower, sitting directly in front of me, she could hear me no problems, but, as she realised that my voice was kind of pathetic, and the others couldn’t hear me, even though I was really trying  to be loud, she came up with a devious way to get me to be louder and yell; and that was basically by pissing me off, and the angrier I got, the louder I was. (dam her!!) So, at the end of a ‘session’ with Juliet-  I had definitely found my voice! J

So far as Coxing was going, I’m not sure I was actually a good Cox;  I mean, at our first regatta, I looked across the water 1/4 the way through, and we were coming dead last, so then after I started my ‘angry yelling’, we suddenly popped into first, looking to win easy, but due to the huge width of the river, when I looked across to the finish line, I thought we had crossed it, and told them to stop rowing, but indeed we had not  crossed it, it was an allusion created by the distance, so we ended up coming almost last, in that final 5 seconds. So, it was very disappointing for the 4 of them, they’re all very competitive big girls! {not big as in fat! – actually there were no ‘fatties’ at all in my year at school, no overweight girls, zero}. I did not mind so much, except to see them so disappointed. I was kind of in it only for the free ride across the water! It really is beautiful out on the water, especially in the early of the morning. Such is my nature! Not a sore loser at all!

It was the same when I learnt to play chess; I remember when I was 21. I had just moved into my flat down at Pendle Hill, started my first job at Bonds, and my brother had moved in briefly, after he crashed and totalled his car in Canberra – doing drag races. But, he played chess and he wanted to play with me, and he taught me how to play it, but as soon as I figured out the general gist of what was going on in this game, I told him no way! I am not playing this, it’s basically a game where you have got to think ahead and strategize on how to destroy your opponent! It’s not a game for me, my thought process doesn’t involve thinking ahead and strategizing about destroying anything ever! It’s like trying to get me to think in the ‘opposite’ of my normal thought patterns. So unfortunately, Daniel couldn’t play chess, he did shortly move out into a flat with a male flatmate, a graphic designer, whether he could play with him, I’m not sure. But I do believe chess is more suited to the male thought process. Having said that, one of my favourite movies, aside from the movies mentioned on my favourites list,  was The Queens Gambit - about a famous female chess player; a chess genius who came up with a famous chess manoeuvre, involving sacrificing the Queen in order to save the others. She had a tragic childhood, no parents, so I guess she would have no qualms about sacrificing a Queen!!

24. Anyone who does NOT have a Spectacular Garden in their Backyard, is a Fool

I found this photo online, I was so impressed with Ricardo Galvão’s Garden, a big healthy pond, complete with fish, and one big enough for a quick dip in summer, plus eyecandy observation opportunity  with fun snorkelling.

Some people just know how to live.

Others don’t – I have seen rows upon rows (upon rows) of housing, all with a green rectangular lot out back – and that’s it, that’s all those dozens and dozens of home owners have done with their backyard – a green lawn. They are totally missing out on a great part about being alive on earth, and how boring, uncreative, unadventurous so many people are.

25. Average Weekly Australian Paypacket

You know, the Average weekly take-home pay packet for a woman is : $1,781.60 (in the public sector, that is, a government job, like a council worker) and $1,490.70 (in the private sector) 19 Aug 2021

My weekly pay packet is $390.50

When my lease ends, I am expected to find somewhere new to live and rent - have you seen the rental prices in QLD? An anywhere near  half respectable house, only begins in the late $300/early $400’s per week.

No wonder I’m so pissed off.

Also note how the public sector earns more than the private sector - this goes all the way back to private schools, because private schools are taught in a very oppressive backwards ways, and hence they have less abilities to make money.

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Btw, for minimum wage, the take home pay is $605

26. Big Picture insights

I know they have done many ‘think tank studies’, and all major players agree, that democracy is the best way to govern. But watching the wonderful footage (and what a stunning country), we can see of the world now via YouTube, {photo above shows a screenshot of one part of the country, next to a shot of another part}. I can plainly see in this country, that there is theft going on, and, in the name of ‘democracy’. I feel the powers that be, are slow to do thing something about this, due to the fact that they are threatened, that somebody’s going to take away their money. So I figure, it’s up to me to say something, since my monies to take away are somewhat limited. J

I have been to Bali, once, when I was 9.

27. Dads Redback Spider Story

Dad used to tell everybody his Redback Spider story, we’ve all heard, but I am going to write it down for anyone who hasn’t heard it! And since  I briefly mentioned it on my blog, but was deleted by hackers, I will do a whole photo story for it!!

When dad was at school, he used to play football, he had football boots with cleats (shoes with studs on the outer sole to aide grip on a grassy field). This one day, just after he started playing his match, he had some pain in his foot, he sat down, took his boots off, and he could see he had been bitten by a redback spider, that had been in his shoe. Apparently, it was all very dramatic and serious, there happened to be somebody there who had a hearse car, and so it was them who volunteered to take dad up to the emergency hospital so he could lie down! It was a bit of a joke about that - going to the hospital in the car used to transport the dead! But pulled through the spider bite, but I believe there were long term side-effects. He didn’t really talk about that side of things, but every single morning from that day forward, I saw that he checked his shoes, even when he was an old man, he still checked his shoes before putting them on. Back then he lived in Killara, Sydney, where there are prevalent redbacks, however I believe redbacks all over Australia.

Interesting how he had this foot problem, and I  have been unable to walk on my foot properly for the last 5 years due to boot sabotage. There are some godawful people in life.

28. Aus Study Theft by Centrelink Bimbos

I believe it called Youth Allowance now – money available for anyone under 24 in study or looking for work.

So, in Feb this year, I put in a complaint with Centrelink stating they discriminate! This girl contacted me back, saying ‘why do you say discriminate’ - she really wanted to know why I used the word discriminate. (Alarm Bells – possibly not centerlink?)

And the reason why I had said it, {but not actually put it in the complaint} was because I was denied Disability when I couldn’t walk on my foot, and I was entitled to it according to their rules I read on their website. (You are eligible if you have a condition longer than three years) And they refused it, and it just reminded me of the time when I was 18 and I went in to Centrelink, on the North Shore of Sydney, near where I was studying fulltime, asking to go Aus study. I was entitled to it.

But the girl in the counter said “NO, YOU CAN’T GET IT YOU’RE NOT ELIGIBLE”, she was rude and a bitch. I can’t remember if I filled in their form or not, I guess not, as I would have got the form there then, but she sent me packing. And me being a very young 18yr old, just left thinking, what a shit, then proceeding to near starve for the next two years.

That stupid Centrelink girl was discriminating. And for 2 reasons; She assumed that I had money, maybe I was dressed particularly nicely that day – I was studying fashion. And the other, being I do not have an overly attractive face. I’m writing about this because I’ve written about it before, but it was stolen, - yet another piece of my writing stolen.

But this is actually quite a big thing; people who aren’t very pretty get discriminated against, big time. Mainly women, but I guess men to when dealing with young bimbos would be discriminated against too?

Back then I still hung out occasionally with school friends, one of them in particularly was ‘pretty’, well, the boys certainly thought so, {I personally thought she was a bit of a plain jane – but I won’t tell her that J !} Whenever I was with her, it was literally like I was living in a different world. She would have dozens of men coming up to her, in any situation, to see if she wanted anything, all  so polite and respectful – it was extraordinary. And that girl would have no idea what it’s like, for someone who is not so attractive. She would have no idea how disrespectful some (by that I mean many) men are.

I can’t quite recall what else I said in my story when I was talking about pretty vs ugly discrimination with my once-upon a time pretty friend. But bottom line is people who aren’t very pretty get discriminated against. And women who are attractive get the world laid out before their feet.

Maybe I mentioned the government are aware of such things, as they made facial reconstruction surgery free, for anyone who is born with a cleft lip.

When I told the complaints girl about not receiving Aus study at 18, she said they keep all their records, and told me that they never received an application form, so therefore they can’t address the complaint. How convenient for them.

You know, I have tried to do something about the state of the workers who work for Centrelink – they are by far the biggest dogs in Australia, as you would know if you have read my blog. When I went into the Gunnedah Centrelink, every time, there would be a bunch of women sitting up the back chit chatting – doing absolutely no work, ever, it was a total ‘bludge out chat feast for lazy bimbos’ – a fulltime job. And there were at least 40 girls – that’s 40 dogs receiving salaries for doing Jack Shit. Anyway, after a lot of complaining, they were shut down, there are minimal staff there now, and Jobs Providers have taken over dealing with recipients. But the fact that I was once again knocked back for payment, tells me they are still run by dogs.

Burn in hell burn in hell, you stupid bitches from Centrelink

29. Whip Bird Story, Eastern Whipbird (Psophodes olivaceus)

One time I drove down to Sydney via the backway, through Yengo National Park. I think it borders Wollombi National Park too.

There were these huge big, beautiful trees, a forest with these amazing birds calling and echoing through the whole forest, singing in that high soprano shrill, for hrs, the whole time I was driving through – nice and slow, with the windows down. It was absolutely beautiful - such a pleasant driving experience. Bush fragrant too.

Then later, a few weeks, maybe months (?) out of my farm at Rangari one day, I heard those same birds, that I had heard way down south (probably 400km away). Before then, I certainly had never heard them, they were not from around the Gunnedah area. I did not even know their name at that point. I thought that can’t be real, I thought maybe someone like Heath Barwick or the dogs on Radio National or a stalking musician (Delta Goodrum), had gotten wind of my new favourite bird, and decided to play some bird recordings from afar? But as I was listening to them again a few days later, I actually saw them - live in the flesh! – not recorded!! They came right onto my veranda and started playing around in front of the mirror that I had hanging on the veranda wall. Making these beautiful noises too! Lol. Had they too followed me up??!! perhaps, they  had gotten wind of my new favourite bird, and decided to fly 400km (by car, so prob 200km by the way of the parrot fly’s)! SHE LOVES US!!

Someone told me then; they were Australian Whipbirds; they thought it hilarious that my favourite bird was called Whipbird; as that person was probably one of those stupid dogs who try to inflict pain on me from afar – going back to church and the whole kneeling thing. STUPID WOMEN. {btw, not without my permission, you mentally deluded bimbos}. And, they are called Whipbirds, as there is a crack at the end of their call, like a whip being cracked, sound.

Some years later I heard some Bellbirds, and it reminded me of all the echoes too, so it could have been both Bellbird and Whipbird in that forest. I also noted when I looked up the bird calls online, there are numerous recordings, and there are many slightly different variations of calls, some higher than others, some ending in a low crack, others ending in a shrill crack. Unfortunately I didn’t get a sound recording or a photograph of them. And again, it really annoys me how Google have removed all of the free images from their search results, even if you select the non-licensable box, in search tools, they have replaced them all with licensable ones, because they want people to purchase them, and not have access to the thousands of free images that there are. I’m really annoyed about it. There’s heaps of free images available, and Google should include them. Now, if you want a free one, you have to already know about free websites with free images, and go hunting for them. {Its like that bird saying to a Birder “pay to take that photograph thankyou!” – or a thieving stalking harassing bimbo turning around to me, and saying “pay for that story”!!}

30. My Teaching Experience re Knitting

I can honestly say knitting has changed my life;

I no longer have to wait anymore. I started knitting because I found receptionist (especially at Drs) kept me waiting for hours -once I started knitting, my life changed, my waiting time was cut down to like 5 minutes. Females are such a pervert’s (secret) apparently if you knit, your “boring”!

Once at Centrelink at Parramatta I was kept waiting 5 hours - really, nooo hard feelings at all. If only I had a photo of that bimbo receptionist/serve counter girl. The receptionists at the Barbara Street medical Centre and the Rural health Centre in Gunnedah, not only are pervy bitches, but take advantage of being able to perve on single women waiting, by stealing from their open bag at the counter (dogs working in packs), and also trying to be antagonistic, by being difficult about making appointments, and simply trying to infuriate single ladies {I'm fairly certain they wouldn't try these antics with any man. In fact, one thing I've noticed amongst most young women, is that they are completely different if there is a man around. I mean COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. They are pretty much schizophrenic. Like ‘sweet talking, polite, respectful, around men, but then stupid bloody bitches around women when there are no men looking. It still happens today even over the phone with council staff. This is a real thing. A real dysfunction that other women suffer from.

Anyway, that is a different story. But the receptionist at Gunnedah, I need to also mention, if you get angry with them and about their stupid antics about NOT making appointments, then they will accuse you of having mental health problems, and furthermore they will use their power and influence, working in the health industry, to try and get you institutionalised; just because you raised your voice at them. THEY ARE DISGUSTING CREATURES. All doctors receptionist, as far as I'm concerned, need a bullet to the ear. Did you hear that stupid blonde – not going to be changing my mind ever you little twit.

I’ve started to take photos of them when I enter a building now, same across all receptionists, in all areas -  it works, they do not want other people to know they are merely little pervy bitches. Also writing this blog has helped tremendously, as most “good” people, have no idea what those evil women are like. Clueless, until now, till I spilt the beans. I know I shouldn't really get so worked up about stupid blondes, {as some guy pointed out to me!} And especially as nature has a way of taking care of such evilness - I know that they will get their come-uppance.

But still sometimes they follow me after I leave, often harass me from my neighbours, they did this at Gunnedah, and Gin Gin, and here someone has built a bungalow next door when I moved in – they harass me from the neighbours. A common thing for dogs to do. They also watch me and my house, and steal from me, from my house, and from my locked car. Essential oils are their no 1 favourite item to steal – they take 1, use it for a month or so, then return it, and take another, and do the same.

Recently when this happened at a shop I went into at Sarina, I discovered if I go straight from there to a police station, the harassers take off!  - I did not even have to go inside the station!! (it happen to be closed).

So, knitting has helped me somewhat – but if I forget my knitting at the Dr’s – well its bimbo dog reflection hell for me!!

I should add, in Gunnedah, I used to knit a lot. A LOT. This was back when my arms worked properly, and I could knit at 50 miles an hour. I would come in after working hard in the garden all morning, then sit all evening knitting and resting. I have done heaps of garments, accessories, crafty things, all manner of techniques. Actually, not to toot my own horn, but I am a bloody good knitter, and have come up with some good stitch patterns, and aswell as special techniques. Plus ofcourse – knitting jumpers was a must, to keep me warm at Rangari in the winter. Actually, I love beautiful yarns, I love looking at beautiful things, and I love people who take pride and effort in their daily choice of dress - I don’t mean spending on expensive brands, I mean dressing with thought and creativity. Besides, in healthy populations, dressing well, commands respect , and everyone wants respects.

My mother taught me to knit in my final year of school; I created a wonderful technicoloured coat from neck to ankle. I went on to complete a diploma in Fashion. I worked 10 years in the fashion industry. I ‘rediscovered’ knitting a few years ago after I got a virus at the nursing home, and I have taken much interest in learning and researching various knitting techniques and garment construction. I have many designs and hope to do more in the future.

I have made a decision to keep fibres natural, and I find myself on a textile journey, growing and producing my own fibres, and discovering natural dyes. I have taught Knitting, a course at the Gunnedah Community College. So, this is how this story relates to My Teaching Experience re Knitting; I recall back to the time when I taught a class of knitting at the Gunnedah Community College. At this particular time in my life, I was fully in to knitting, I had spent quite a few years knitting, I had researched many techniques and tried many techniques. I was actually very savvy knitting and knew a lot of tricks.

So, I got this classroom, full of ladies, I was determined to teach them all these wonderful skills that I had learnt. However, I think I may have been the only one in the room that took knitting really quiet so seriously!  I soon discovered mainly everybody else was there was there for social reasons. Nevertheless, I think I passed on a few tips and tricks, with the most important being the “Long Tail Cast On” as far as I was concerned this was the basics of basics that one needed to know if one knits,   (no one in the Gunnedah class had ever heard of it), in fact, most of them were only familiar with the knit stitch, and did not even know what a purl was (!) – and considering knitting only consists of 2 stitches, the knit, and the purl, (that’s all there is to it - everything else is just a combination of how those 2 stitches are put together), it was a little sad for me, that they did not share my enthusiasm for knitting – one woman couldn’t understand at all why on earth she would need to know how to purl!

Also, I had to mention phones, I tried to ‘ban’ mobile phones in class, I knew they would be a problem for me, as I know how much reflective ‘dogs on phones’ were a problem for me, even back then too. But pretty much no-one, paid attention to my little course outline notes, and indeed, they can be really annoying when they go off in class, and someone just starts talking on her phone, when you’re in the middle of teaching. I did not feel I could pull out my bull whip and give her a good lashing.

Phone takers are rude and disrespectful.

If I was a high school or primary school teacher, I would definitely make it a rule that there were no phones. And if I caught anyone on the phone in class, I would confiscate the phone, and not just for the remainder of the class, but for the remainder of the term. In fact, if I had a child, I definitely wouldn’t be giving them a phone at all, while they’re in school. They do not need a phone. Maybe on their 18th birthday I would consider it. Although now in a family home, they don’t even have a landline connected, so it might be a little shadier, as in, not a black and white situation. No hard and fast rules. But generally, I say no to phones. It’s definitely a way that the kids / adults are distracted, and form together, to gang up on their ‘victim’, whether it be the teacher or other students. It is a bully tool.

I mean, it’s not like I said anything to any of the rebellious women who were speaking on the phone in my class, I just ignored them, but that rebellious factor would have been why they had them in class, as I said NO PHONES IN CLASS, in the course pamphlet. (rebellion - dare I say it – STUPID).

On the last day, I decided to take some cinnamon buns in for the class, and when I got there, only 1 person had turned up for the last day. mmm!

Also, one of them stole all my unorganized Class Knitting Notes. Such is women.

Above photo shows: my first 3 jumpers I knit, with my sister Penny modelling the left one.

I used to have all my patterns on Ravelry, (for just over 10yrs ) and I would sell them for $2.50 – I sold heaps (with the condition that if you had no kids, then you could get any of my patterns for free!!). But since someone at Ravelry is friends with the girls who are stealing from me (the bimbo receptionists – the whole dog network.) I won’t mention any names, (CASEY FORBES); she removed my whole profile page, including my profile picture, aswell as my newest pattern!! I told her that my profile page was a MY profile, and not their  profile – but she did not care (They are total non-thinking bimbo Nazis. So, I had all the problems I was facing as a single lady on my profile page. They did not like that at all – actually I suspect the “thieving bully from Gunnedah”  complained to them about my profile, so they deleted it, non-thinking form. You know the problem cannot be fixed if you’re not aware of it sillies, and ha, as it was up there for 10yrs before you nazied it!

Message for them: Stand up to manipulative sweet-talking bullies, and have some bloody guts admin. This is life – not a classroom, you silly women.

Those women that run that website, discriminate against other women who are not married. Yet another person/business, that could be sued for discrimination.)

Actually, I think those women that run that website secretly think they are rich, and superior – a better class, therefore they don’t have to worry about any of the world’s problems, that’s for other people to do something about, all they have to do is stay ‘positive’ all the time, and get rid of anyone who suggests all is not good – (like what stupid bimbos do).

Facebook admin is exactly the same. Also, I believe guilty NEGS girls were responsible for that (there is a lot of puppetry that goes on in life).

So, I did have all my patterns listed here for free, but I found after 5 yrs, no one requested any, plus I think the nature of dog perverts – well, they just steal any they want, as they can see. So, I removed them.

Here is a screen shot of some of my patterns, a little pixalated

screenshot of some of my knitting patterns.jpg
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