I will further put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink cunts - I firmly believe there is some short blonde girl and others, responsible for forcing upon me, the whole scam slave labour ‘work for the doll’ program at the nursing home, because she knew if I was put in a nursing home I would get sick, because she believes that low income people get sick and high income people are healthy (she is fully mentally retarded in the head), Life Stories P4 2009 Emily Bieman at Tulcumbah 1. It all comes down to pure food jealousy This is the kind of activities that gets you kicked out of Rentals. It all comes down to pure food jealousy Usually, Female thieves are a result of stupid mothers who have more than 1 or 2 kids, it’s a 3rd/4th born jealousy thing - it carries through their whole life. BUT There is a phenomenon called “Gold Star Dog Problem” I will explain - I finally put this together when I realized I have little dogs who are jealous of my food/clothes/things/fabrics/whole life, and try to sabotage them, they do it on any item of good quality, sometimes they even swap item over for poorer quality and don't think that I will notice like the quality cocoa from America and premium petrol for the mower. It's a gold star dog problem, that is taught by primary school teachers (particularly in Gunnedah) who brainwash them into believing that if a person is not of a certain standard, then they are not deserving of anything good, like the gold star in 5th class - So these little girls apply the same principle in adult life, but substituting the gold stars for good quality items or lifestyle, they just love playing 'teacher'. They are completely stupid. (My home and business that I had put 10yrs backbreaking work into was ‘stolen’ from me for this reason. 2018) – do your kids a favour and home school them, and keep them out of the general community. By the way little birdie told me when I eat really good food, I’m kind of verbal about it, as in I may sound, actually, just a bit, like I’m perhaps, on my way to climaxing! And so, it was this particular part about the whole good food situation, that they especially didn’t like! (I outdrew them all.... misogynist 101 - Misogynist, men who hate seeing women WIN (and women)) I want to add, I have noted on my website, some foods that I definitely know have been stolen whilst I was at Rangari, a lot, actually. I’ve done photo stories about them. But I strongly suspect that they were lots of foods taken that I didn’t really notice, I mean it’s not like I kept track of everything I picked, harvest, preserved and stored. But if there were things that I did notice, there’s bound to be many things that I didn’t notice. And you know what, the people who were stealing from me, are ‘dumb’ people, I was surrounded by neighbours who couldn’t think to do things like grow their own good food, then they see me, someone they have no respect for, enjoying these good things, {I ought to add, I don’t drink or socialize, so I save a lot of money this way, and can spend it on extra good edible plants and flowers}, I really was on a “food” journey. I recall saving my money at one point (this was very hard when not working) so I could try some new cheeses, (cheese money!), as they were doing a cheese special on my then fav show “food lovers” on SBS, and I realised so far in my life, I hadn’t really had any good cheese, ever! So, I managed to purchase about 5 different cheeses, it was pretty good, I definitely enjoyed those few weeks of trying good cheeses. But then after they ran out, I had to go back to my budget cheese, and Oooh, yuk, so horrid I could not eat it. It took about 5 years before I could eat budget cheese again! I was also inspired by The Cook and The Chef on the ABC; I could just go out to my garden, pick what was ripe, and do a little variation of what they had shown on show! I really learnt to appreciate fresh food and flavour, they actually talked about “peasant food” how it was thought of as not very good, when in actual fact is extremely good, very healthy and fresh - gourmet. Anyway, back to food jealousy story; because they think I am “no one” - not even married, I’m just a single woman out there on my own, the jealous dogs help themselves - they are so disgusting, but more to the point their stupidity, is what really comes across to me. Like, they are showing me exactly how stupid they are, I’m basically getting this message of “stupidity” shoved down my throat, all the time. By the way, one time I found myself at one of my neighbours, I actually heard my neighbour tell her daughter when I was at the door, “who is it mummy? it’s no one dear”. And I just want to say about that, I mean I don’t care if that silly twit woman thinks that I’m ‘no one’, she’s obviously one of the stupid people I’m talking about, (related to Tydd), but by saying what she did, I believe, it goes into the collective consciousness, and it’s a statement that works adversely for me in the future. It’s kind of like cursing someone. 2. 2009 Emily Bieman with dad‘s lotto story I don’t gamble: not even scratchies, I’ve always thought the pokies was just this ridiculous concept and one would have to be ‘dumb’ to hand your money over to a machine, plus everyone knows, the ‘house’ always wins. Although every Christmas I buy a million-dollar lotto ticket, for my dream house. So far, I haven’t won. I have a scratchies story; every week my dad came home from work with scratchies for the kids (he was a bit of a lotto buff, as some yrs before, he actually won the big one! How bout that - on a scratchy! (Off to private school for me, and a new Ford Falcon for the family!!) Anyway, every week, us 3 kids would scratch our tickets, and my sister and I, we would never win, maybe once I won $5, I think, I don’t think Penny ever won. But Daniel on the other hand, not kidding, he won every single week, $5, $10, $15, $25, or even $50! Talk about lucky!! I’ve always thought Penny and I were his lucky charm! and mum was dad’s lucky charm (just our presence). That expression ‘miss lady luck’ it’s really true, I’m not sure why or how that could possibly work, but, true. I’m thinking if you want to be a lucky bastard, get married. Oh, and Daniels luck also applied to any games we played, like Monopoly – you should have seen him, it was amazing, every game he landed on Mayfair and Parklane, plus all the Utilities, he always won, it was unbelievable. Actually, I do believe his luck when playing Monopoly was due to his thought process; he would always sit on his haunches, rubbing his hands together, waiting impatiently for his turn to come along, totally excited, with a beam in his eye at the anticipation of beating his siblings, his mindset being “I am gonna win”!! Whereas I, on the other hand, would be like, ‘oh yeah, whatever, hurry up roll the dice’ - winning wasn’t that important to me. I believe that’s the difference between winning and not winning. It’s like God is listening, and passion is the key. 3. Family Photo with Big Boob Story The Bieman’s: Dick, Fran, me, Daniel, Penny and Tomas. Also, my cousin Sebastian Brandt and his mum, Diana (mum’s non biological sister). I did have this posted on Gunnedah Facebook Group too, ‘Thumbs up Thumbs Down’ (which I thought was one of the best groups on Facebook, except the admin removed it, as she got complaints! What a discriminatory wussy little girl - have some guts admin, how are you going to make the world a better place when you don’t even want to know what’s going on) a few months after that I was ban from FB due to such honest frank speech like this one. Pathetic Australia. It was posted as “Thumbs up to my completely dysfunctional family” My mother was adopted when she was very young, she landed into a family of women with huge boobs. I mean giant boobs, huge. But my mother was petite, she had a small frame. One wouldn’t think this was relevant, but as an old, wise woman now, I can tell you it certainly is relevant. Women with small boobs have completely different personalities than women with big boobs. I’m no psychologist, and I’m not even sure if this phenomenon is even recognized as a factor, but I can assure you it is definitely true.) So aside from that genetic difference, the other unfortunate circumstance that was thrusted upon her is the fact that the mostly female family that adopted her, at certain regular times, were unfortunately a bunch of bully bitches that worked akin to a pack of wolves or dogs targeting its weak prey (or akin to Cinderella and the three ugly stepsisters) The sad thing about those big boob women is the fact that they had /have no idea that they are /were bullies. It’s just something they INSTINCTIVELY do – target the smallest in the room, to create a common enemy. I have noticed in life, a lot of women do this (as a woman, I sadly have to admit, this behaviour comes from a place of female non thinking stupidity) As a child, at holiday time with family, I witnessed this behaviour - it was disgusting, and often this little gang of boobs would bring my mother to tears, which went totally unnoticed and unacknowledged by the whole family (except it seems by me). But there is a silver lining to this story, well for me there is, as I believe, it was because of this dogged behaviour, that my mother then went on to grow up, and create a family for herself (she was actually saved by my father, saved from her family (prince charming!!) She created a family environment where there was absolutely no bullying or dogged attacks at all in my youth. I was the first born, before three other siblings and we grew up in a wonderful loving family thanks to my mother. She also became a JP - Justice of the Peace. I feel she is mother of the year! I’m compelled to write this down because I feel like the main reason my mother inadvertently created her adult life was because she knows how rotten it is growing up in a family of passive aggressive bullies. So, if people just knew straight away how awful it is, and how susceptibly weak ‘big girls’ are, to inadvertently victimize others, then one would not have to experience it to make sure it doesn’t happen. And I believe it is called ‘power tripping’ (the main cause of all fights - including WW2, ( I have nicknamed it nazi behaviour) or was WW2 just about hair colour? J) Plus, I have found with women, once something stupid has been brought to their attention, they can do something about it, and become a savvy woman. Apparently, this story was ban, because all the housewives on Facebook are completely blind as bats and oppressed, and oppressive, and want to keep it that way. Women, the root of all evil. 4. Change of life to include Gardening My escape from 'dog persecution', to rural life had a hidden big bonus - GARDENING, plenty of water here - I struck gold! (Water at Rangari). When I first moved out to the farm at “Rowan Leigh”, after moving back up to Gunnedah from Sydney, I was still paying off my car, and unemployed, so I basically had no money for food, and was forced more or less to start gardening and growing my own food. Dad said he would pay for about 15 packets of vegetable seed for me from Eden Seeds. And so I began, how I managed to survive, I’m not sure, because I wasn’t too keen on vegetables anyway, and my cooking skills back in those days weren’t doing the vegetables any favours. It was over a long gradual process, of about 10yrs, growing and picking, where I learnt how to cook fresh vegetables, and how to make them taste really good, (with a little help from MasterChef, FoodLovers, and Cook and The Chef!). So, I’m by no means a vegetarian, but learning how to eat properly, and eat vegetables, is something I had to do, and it seems I could only do it, by having limited money, so I wouldn’t be tempted to purchase all the good treats – got to eat your greens (or bad things happen). I can tell you, the first plant I purchased, after I planted it out near the garage, it died. I didn’t really have any gardening skills whatsoever, and it was a good thing Eden vegetable seeds, came with a detailed catalogue with growing advice! And I’m a fairly inquisitive person, and so I read up quite a lot of books. I remember reading the whole series of that wonderful organic magazine, “Grass Roots”, that my lovely neighbour Vera gave me, it involved a lot of stories about people who packed up and moved into the bush so they could live an organic Sustainable lifestyle. I found it really interesting, as I hadn’t come across any such people at all in my life. Unfortunately, the farm where I lived only had dam water, and the dam ran dry every summer, my vegetables soon became non-existent. Fortunately for me the owner sold, and I moved to another farm on the other side of Gunnedah called Bulga, where there was a fair amount of water, and so continued my gardening survival experiments! I took my 15 packets of seeds, and I turned them into about 40 packets by seed, by swapping with the Americans - the Americans were the only ones online at that time, the internet was still being created. There were a few Australians, like Telstra people, but, for some reason no Australians wanted to trade seed, it was only the Americans who would. (I find Australians really weird like that, what’s wrong with them?). By the time I had established my wonderful big veggie patch there, I had encountered (in the library) coloured books about gardens, and from those, and looking at plant reference books - I discovered Australian native flowers. And talk about having my socks blown off! Absolutely amazing! And the more I got into it, the more I wanted to get into it. As a child, I often had holidays at my aunt Di’s. One holidays, all of a sudden, she started going on and on about her recent holiday to WA, and the Western Australian flowers. Plus, she started painting them in her Folk-Art business. Now, I know why she was so excited! - maybe it’s just an artistic person thing, we notice the beauty? They are truly amazing; and any garden that doesn’t have, you know, at least 50 different varieties and species of native plants in it, well, you’re missing out on life. True beauties. I scrimped and joined the Australian plants online group. Part of the subscription fee included native seeds, if you sent them a self-stamped addressed envelope, they will send you 2 packets of native seeds. So, I was thrilled about this, I recall eagerly waiting for the mail, for my seeds to come each month. {I felt like there must’ve been a whole bunch of old men doing it, because I seem to have spent in eternity just waiting and waiting for my native seeds, COME onnn!} - when you’re on a budget, that’s what you have to do! (Actually, there was not even any online native seed retailers back then either!) So those people got me into growing natives for my backyard, thank you. I kind of reached a point there at Bulga, where I wanted to do more, and get more involved in my plants. I should point out, the farm at Bulga wasn’t just a typical Australian farm, this farm was very special and unique, in the fact that once upon a time, many many eons ago, a huge big river used to run down the Bulga farm, and so all the soil on the Bulga property is this amazing Super silt soil, that most Australian farmers could only dream about. For instance, I received a packet of free Rainbow Chard from Eden seeds, and I grew some. Typical rainbow Chard reaches 30 to 40 cm in height. But the rainbow Chard in my vegetable patch, I kid you not, it reached 140 cm high! And that’s without any fertiliser too. I kind of didn’t really have much bad luck when it came to gardening - whatever I planted it would grow. Which in itself prompted me to start gardening seriously. (I’ve since lived elsewhere and experienced other soils, particularly soils up here in Queensland; OMG, so bad! nothing grows in it, and good thing I did not start my gardening path there, or it would have started and stopped pretty quick.) So, initially I just wanted to take some photos of my plants, as the internet was just taking off (If I recall, I had to purchase a Botanica reference book because at that point there was no information on plants at all, on the Internet - can you believe that! and that reference book was extremely expensive, I would have sacrificed at least a week or twos’ worth of dinners, just for that book!!) So, I wanted to create a website with plants. I wasn’t quite sure at that point what I wanted to do. But I didn’t have a camera even, it all seemed like I would have to pack up and do something to get some money so I could buy a camera. Unfortunately, I did, (partly due to some manipulations by outside people forces, which I was too young to see) But after a huge negative ordeal in Melbourne, I did get my camera (I mean I probably should’ve just asked dad for a camera on my birthday - would’ve saved me a whole lot of bother). But in the end I moved back and out onto another farm, which had even more water, so it was kind of a good thing, maybe, probably not actually?…. I spent the next 10 years growing all my food, herbs, ornamentals and natives, there were literally thousands of plants in that garden, and a huge vegetable patch and orchard with about 35 fruit and nut trees...... I had plenty of water which was the biggest blessing of them all. So, in 2018 when I was told I have to leave the farm because the owner retired and had sold it, I was devastated to say the least, I felt like my whole world had been snatched away from me, it had been. I would have to leave my babies behind. Indeed, I couldn’t find anywhere else to live in Gunnedah, shame on all of those people involved. (See, I should have stayed at Bulga, they have not sold…plus, I don't recall I had any thefts while I lived there in those 4 yrs. WOW.) And btw, I recall, at Bulga, the back flyscreen door never closed properly, it was always slightly ajar, so even though the back door was literally open - I still had nothing taken at this address!! Can you believe that? That reminds me about a little tragic story; one day walking around the little paddock there, I came upon a little bird, all in a terrible agitated and exhausted state, tangled up in the wire and hey bale string that Robert Cull had left (big mess down the back fence line, typical bloody farmers). And this bird must have been so grateful that I saved it, so after I put him down in a tree branch to rest, unbeknownst to me, he must have followed me up to the house. And the next morning; my morning ritual consists of getting up and going straight out to the back door and opening the heavy wooden door (which did have bolt on). On this particular morning when I opened it, my cat lil happened to be by at my feet, and when I opened the door, there, standing right outside was that little birdy, - I think he knew my morning ritual too. And in that split second before I could say “birdy!”, of course, Lil darted out and got him, then gone 2 seconds later. Just like that. Plus, I do recall; One time I purchased a steak (a rare treat). It probably would’ve been the only steak I had in the whole 4 years I lived at Bulga, I was completely broke the whole time. This steak was soo good, I am a beef girl. I looked at the label from the steak packaging, it said ‘porterhouse steak’, I’d never had porterhouse steak before, it was a new thing, there was no such thing as ‘porterhouse steak’ before then. I was so impressed with it, I cut the label part off and stuck it on my fridge with a fridge magnet, to remind me to save and spend money on steak - that’s how good it was. One day I went into town, I came back home, looked at that label, but it certainly wasn’t the porterhouse steak label that I had put there. In its place, was a label that said ‘broccoli’. NOT IMPRESSED - this is the kind of disrespect that I have to put up with, as a single woman renting, people just coming into my house, when I’m not there, and doing things like that. DISGUSTING. And while there was nothing taken at that place, at my next place, as you know, from the blog, I had hundreds of items taken, and it would’ve been in exactly the same manner, with David Heywood copying Robert Cull, but upping the game). Landlord related problems. O h, wait, I just remembered my solar pump fountain for the duck pond (story below) -but someone broke it while I was intown. So I consider that a theft. There is a page full of photos of my Super Wonderful Garden at Rangari, here I will also put the link to my shared Album on Google with same photos: (Its called: PROOF!! I actually did it! Garden Photos of Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW Australia ) Had I known I would have to leave, I would’ve got heaps more photos, especially that last spring, it was really just starting to look quite beautiful. I also would’ve collected a whole heap more seed. I also would’ve left quite a lot of plants and equipment behind, because when I moved, I packed up basically everything, thinking I would start over on the Kesby farm, but unbeknownst to me, I would have to move 5 more times that year, as well as change state, and move up to Queensland into a teeny tiny 5x7m² unit! But I guess none of us have the beauty of foresight, do we? I am now 'spent' and permanently pissed off with everyone, not just centerlink cunts. Since I’ve left my garden, (5yrs now) which I’m still sad about, occasionally I come across new spectacular native cultivars, on Pinterest, and I practically go berserk with angst, I truly miss my garden, and feel like it was such a shame that I had to leave, and the people responsible for forcing me to leave were so foolish, as, if the garden was left to thrive, at least by this point, it would be so stunning, it would actually be a great asset to the landowner. I feel they lost, just as much as I did, in the end, unbeknownst to them (probably more). Plus, I would be making money at this point, with so many species – why, they would have called me up to speak at “Business Woman of the Year” ! J {btw, stage 2 of my garden, was to construct the Horse and Carriage Garden J} ......and hey, what’s your legacy (and no, your kids don't count - although important to get that part right if you do). By the way, if you’re an Australian Gardener, experienced in growing a lot of plants, specifically natives, plus you’re familiar with the land, nature, so to speak; then when you see a lawn of kikuyu, you can really see that it just stands out like a sore thumb. It isn’t a grass that really belongs in Australia. I say, stick to Couch! (NSW couch, it does not get as high as the QLD couch). 5. Bulga cottage on paddock with horses on Cull farm Another thing I have thoroughly enjoyed in my life, and is one of my favourite things, was horse-riding. In 2000 I rented a farm house at “Bulga”, and the landlord leased the paddock adjacent to my house, to a racehorse owner, who put 12 horses in the paddock. I was told if I wanted to go for a ride, I was more than welcome to, so I observed them and picked out one, and off we went. We had some good rides, galloping through the paddocks. I was later told by the horse owner that the horse that I had picked out was only two years old and hadn’t been broken in! - such a good-natured horse, and it was like, he was so excited to be picked out of the bunch, and wanted to please me as best as he could! I felt like he was bragging when he got back to all his horse family, about how lucky he was, that he could take me for a ride! So much so in fact that some of the other horses got a bit antsy, and started to bite him on the rump! They are just like third graders!! Btw, I have been saved by a horse on more than one occasion, (I have many horse stories) bless them. The house photo, is the one I rented for 4yrs, not sure I should have left this place, it was good, it worked for the most part. You can easily look back on things, and see why you made decisions, and I believe I was manipulated into moving out of this house, and purely because there was somebody else who wanted to move in, - People from the entertainment industry moved in – acrobats. Let me guess, I bet they were from Channel 9. What a bunch of thieves. (they destroyed the lawn with their activities!). Well, they can’t fool me twice, now they just target my naive neighbours and landlord. The paddock next to it, the landlord told me, I was free to do what I wanted with it (I mean I guess I could have got a couple of sheep and breed them for market, but as I did not know anything about markets, I opted to plant it full of trees! (Btw, I had just gone through 18 years of schooling in my local country areas, and was not at ANY point, taught about the local markets, - the way they work, or anything for that matter about market, cattle yards, and making money. Is it just me, or does this seem absolutely ABSURD? Wake up school curriculum.) The trees you can see in the centre are drought hardy carobs, I planned to make a big circle to act as a coral, as in a horse coral. Such ambitions I had. Actually, carobs are perfect for paddocks with livestock, as they provide a good symbiosis for the grass to grow underneath and around it, plus provide shade, and even food if you wish. I may have left that place too early for it to come to fruition… (Kurrajongs do the same) When I was at this farm, I dug out a pond (no camera then, sorry no photo, it was excellent pond!) I purchased a solar powered pump, with dressmaking money from Karen Cull – she had me cover her family sofa, so I made a pretty little waterfall with some old oil fryers from the tip shop (my favourite place to shop in Gunnedah!). Anyway, because one day when I went into town, and my solar powered pond was working beautifully, but I came back from town, and it wasn’t working. I feel (I know) someone had gone to my garden while I wasn’t there, and lifted the pump out of the water to have a look at it, because solar was still a bit of a talking point back then (2001/2) So they broke it, pump outa water! I was very disappointed, dressmaking work – pointless. In the end I gave it to my brother Daniel, who was doing engineering at uni, actually he incorporated into his end of year project. Well, I’m pretty sure it wasn’t Daniel that would’ve gone out there and broken it for an evil plan of later obtaining, but who knows. As I reread this later and update it; well well well, does this or does this not seem reminiscent of exactly what has just happened with a few plants and QLD police giving me fake speeding ticket? Absolutely pointless working: as the dogs steal all my money and then some. Although more likely to be Culls son, such is stupid country hic behaviour. And do you see what I mean about being a “poor renter”, how I mentioned, how people think that they have the right to come and snoop around my home when I’m not there. And I don’t think it’s just the landlord or the landlord‘s kids who do this. I suspect it’s also people in town who have just seen me around and are curious, or you know, there are countless number of people that it could be, as there are so many meddling Marys and nosy pervert‘s. I think, every single house I’ve lived in has been the same, maybe except the one at Pendle Hill, I do recall that landlord was very respectable. And I don’t think the landlord at Rowan Leigh would have come and snooped around either, but problems with other members of the community at that house. The only word for it is PERVERT, so it’s not the creepy guy in the trench coat who does it, it is someone seemingly normal people. I have fairly happy memories living there, as aside from the solar water feature, nothing else was stolen. Which in turn meant I had peace of mind. So that peace of mind is a very under rated thing. So I am not sure what went wrong after here, but from that point on, the stealing started on a regular basis. Whether it was RMIT female students, or channel 9; as they seemed to be stalking me in Melbourne, or just Heath Barwick at Rangari – ? like no motive was given, I was just plodding on as I had previously been doing; probably all of them involved? Single lady single lady get her get her. So as I update: I have had it up to hear and beyond with people prying in to my life. RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF RACK OFF you bunch of stupids. Oh, my Bee story is missing! Another story deleted from numerous locations on PC, by computer nerds hacking my PC. I'm not sure what page I had it, on but I'll rewrite it here: I was out gardening up the paddock one morning at Bulga, I had a row of Eucalyptus coming along up the fence line, from the house to the big tank. Suddenly I noticed a few bugs around, more so than usual, and then I heard this strange noise, I looked up and around, and there, coming down the fence line, was this mass swarm of bees, millions of bees. So, I raced inside the house, and closed all the windows, got the cats inside too. And I was just watching them out the window, and they got to my yard where there was a smallish to medium size Ornamental Pear tree, they seem to like this tree. They stopped there and made one of those big swarms around the branch – their new home. It was quite spectacular. I happened to be talking to the Culls a bit later and mentioned the bees. Within a matter of hours, some guy turned up at the doorstep, said that he'd been talking to the Culls and he was here to collect the bees. He took all bees, said he was going to add them to his commercial hives nearby at Keepit. Next day he came back to my house, said he'd just been up to the Culls, to give them a litre of Honey, to say thank you, but the Culls were not home, and so he'll give the litre to me instead! So, I was pleased to get the Honey, since I was the one who mentioned the bees in the first place! Not that I was a huge fan of honey back then, who knows what I did with a whole litre of Honey (it was probably stolen? I've had heaps of Honey problems since then, with Honey being stolen, in fact I think this time now, 25 years later, is the first time I bought some honey from the supermarket, and it actually wasn't stolen! Apparently due to overpopulation, and the use of pyrethrum in popular modern agriculture, there is a major shortage of bees, and honey. So at least 50% they reckon, of Honey, on the supermarket shelves is fake, as in glucose syrup with food colouring and a touch of honey! Total scam going on at the moment and it's all down to stupid humans over breeding and NOT CARING FOR COUNTRY. 6. Batman (writing backwards - before Bulga) Batman In 1999 or thereabouts, I had moved out to Rowan Leigh, a farm 30km out of Gunnedah (my little spot of quietude and harmony), and a biggish old farmhouse all to myself. Hallelujah!! By the way that rental came about through a Real Estate agent, but when I spoke to the agent and told her the state of the place, she gave me the landlord farmers phone number, said to speak to him directly. So, they were asking for XX amount, and after the farmer and I had our friendly chat, he said he would accept X instead of XX (which was $70/week for 3-bedroom old farmhouse) which was basically half what the agent was asking, so it does pay to speak directly to the landlord rather than a (try to get as much as possible real estate agent) although, its usually better to deal with a real estate rather than a female landlord – they are clueless and dishonest, as all hell. The previous renter, turned out to be an acquaintance of dad‘s, a young mother, she had left all her rubbish piled sky high in the kitchen (which had carpet!), including her babies dirty nappies. Plus, I assume there might have been a fox who got into the rubbish, and it was literally like someone had stood on the veranda and thrown all her dirty babies nappies off the Veranda, because they were scattered all over the yard too. Disgusting. I later kept on discovering piles of “Water Crystals” all around the garden – now a what, million dollar industry due to female dog pervs at that time – radio national…. Anyway, after clean up, that place was perfect for me. I could not have written the script any better myself! And much to my delight, the farm came with a horse, not just any horse, but a beautiful appaloosa. Since I did not know the horse’s name, I named him Batman; he had a companion, his ‘chum’, which was a sheep escapee, from one of the neighbours, and so as they were always together, (heard animals) I named the sheep, Robyn! (How lucky was I?). He was a stocktrained horse, the farmer/owner, left him there for the occasional time when he would visit to take his cows to market (ah – such an easy life is the cattle farmer’s!) So, one day I was helping out my old Italian neighbours - best neighbours I’ve ever had; those Italians know how to live!! (it’s all about food and gardening!), so, their cows had broken the fence and got into my paddock. Now, normally when I ride Batman, {he is was an older gelding, a good easy ride, nice and slow, experienced and not easily set off or spooked}. But, chasing cows on Batman, was quite different, an entirely different experience, he was what I would describe as, completely “wild” around cows, something in them triggered his ‘flight response’ and when he was off chasing them, he wasn’t so easily stoppable, it was full gallop all the way, and he was fast, - strong burst of energy. Not that I wanted to stop him or rein him in, because I loved going like a bat out of hell too! So, one day we were racing up this huge paddock 100miles an hour. I’d never been up that far before, because it was so far away from the house, (probably 3km) and I wasn’t familiar with it, but all over the farm property there were contour banks, that a grader had put in, to stop soil erosion from water runoff (over grazing and tree removal problem). There’s a few contour banks on the other side that I was familiar with, and they weren’t that big, only 50cm high on one side, but as we were coming up to this contour bank, slowly but surely, it was revealing itself to me – at our gallop, and it wasn’t a 50cm contour bank, it was more like a 2m contour bank, and it’s 2m high on one side, then a 2m drop, and another 2-3m across onto the next side, so it was a HUGE contour bank, and I realised, I was doomed (well, I was wondering: what is Batman going to do…he could not stop at this point). I’m not really a fearful person -but this was very dangerous, as he was going very fast, I would not be able to stop him in time, and if he attempted to run down it, it would just be like that movie Man From Snowy River, where they all jumped down the cliff and half the horses tumble and fall, it would’ve been like that, not that I doubt his skill, but it was too steep, and Batman would’ve fallen over, and it would’ve been disastrous, for him, and me -but if you ever have doubted God’s existence, here is proof for you. As we’re getting closer and closer, suddenly I saw directly ahead of us on our path, a big pile of thistles, I was thrilled, because Batman had this aversion to thistles, even if we were walking along sleepily and slowly, and he comes upon some thistles, he immediately jumps straight up into the air as high as he can! It feels like at least 1m high! (One really has to be paying attention all the time when riding batman!) and an Appaloosa is a very muscular and strong horse (well Batman was, more so than the typical, you should’ve seen the size of his neck, huge) he’s got a big jump for a stock trained horse. I knew when he saw those thistles, he would jump with all his might, which is what was needed, so we got to the point, I gave him a big go-ahead to jump, and boy did he, as high as he could, and he did it! It was extraordinary, biggest jump I have ever done, if I was at the Oylmpics, I would’ve won a gold medal! I came down pretty hard in the saddle and that stopped Batman in his tracks, pretty much. I think he was concerned I may have suffered a break in my back, but if I did, I certainly didn’t feel it. It was quite an extraordinary experience I’ll never forget it. I did lose my brown wool jumper when we jumped, it was around my waist or neck I think, anyway Antonio, the lovely neighbour, who was at the other end in his Ute, must’ve seen it fall, and he picked it up for me and gave it back to me when we got back to the gate. I was heartbroken when the landlord told me he was going to sell his horse, and farm. The landlord told me he sold him to someone in Maitland, but I’m pretty sure a few months later I saw him in a paddock at Gunnedah near the tip? I suspect he probably would’ve thrown any other female rider! (He did once that I know of, a neighbours friend). That house, btw, burnt to the ground after the new owner had just moved in. Bad electrics apparently. This is my version of “Do not try this at home” - Do not try this at home, especially if you’re a third born, in fact I suggest third borns not trying any extreme sports, you don’t have the natural born instinct to survive. Or take up religion and ask Gods help!!  Lucky again, I found another farm house on the other side of town, over at Bulga, one with water. Too bad I didn’t get a photo of Batman, no camera back then; he was a grey / white / black Appaloosa. Such a joy. I did originally have a photo ABOVE of a different Appaloosa, it was a free image online, but as I update this, I am recalling all the problems I am currently having with stupid computer nerds accusing me of stealing images, (it’s a way they have devised to steal by stating free, but then stealing from me later as payment – scammers, dotcom scammers – but also there are a lot of really stupid “artists” - they have been showing me them on YouTube – unbelievable ‘beans for brains’ devising these thieving plots – possibly total narcs showing me these people; but they take things a step further and send me any artists whose work hangs my house, free or PURCHASED, and not in a good way, there’s like an underlying message of “be careful what you hang on your wall – you might ‘will’ it in to existence, or be stuck with an odd ball artists haunting you”). mmmm, so, you know, despite ‘soil water crystals industry’ – and several others money making schemes. I have replaced appaloosa with my fabric design “Chorizema Spectaculiar 000000”. This design is a Australian Native Flower design. It is currently not available anywhere, as I have been ban from selling, so this is the only place you will ever see it! Unless someone steals it – I am sure the QLD police will help you if you want to steal it. 7. Another example of persecution of single ladies - years and years of harassment via car horns Car beeping on a daily basis outside my house by bored stupid dogs who want to do signs. This week it is someone parked by no 1 Kookaburra Park, trying to eaves drop on our conversation. They also (’they’ since I don‘t know who, as ‘they’ are, cowards) when I am talking to someone and say something wrong or make a mistake in my language, they beep madly (Petersham too) PERSECUTION - those coward people in cars need to be severely fined, the world would be a better place without you, you oppressive spoilt shitheads. A little birdy told me that the person who follows me around harassing me with beeps, is this idiot who, 25yrs ago, was driving on the back roads up to Gosford, and I was travelling up there and saw his car on the rd – it was a moving white smoking mess, it obviously had not had its oil changed ever. All this toxic smoke was pouring out from its muffler, it was stinky and disgusting, I was outraged. I overtook it, it was only putting along, I beeped my horn at the young male redhead driver as I was so irritated by this toxic pollution. And yeah, so, little birdie tells me that, this is the person who saw me beeping at him, and so now follows me around and beeps at me, I mean what a moron? Get a life. Do you not have a brain at all, redhead? Can’t you think of something to do with your life? following around strangers that you don’t know just because they beeped at you once, for years and years in absurd. The stupidity of people never ceases to amaze me. And I believe it is illegal to have that kind of pollution coming out of your car. Anyway, the same kind of thing happened to me when I was at Gin Gin/ Bruce Hwy, there was a car waiting to go in front of me, and I thought that they weren’t looking or where asleep, as they could have gone, so I beeped once, but actually there was a car, and he was waiting for that, they were a van, probably with not much pick up, so waited. So, after that incident at the same lights next time I went in to Gin Gin, all these people suddenly appeared, all beeping me, it’s like they copied what I did before, and then do it back to me 50 times more, it’s like are they stupid monkeys. Who the fuck did they think they are? Harassing me like that, why would you bother repeating a petty situation, not even anywhere near crime of nature, and recreating it like that? Only a fucking stupid moron twit would do that. 3rd born idiots. So, shame on all those people involved because there’s quite a few of them, and I will ‘will’ them all to get cancer and die. DIE. I believe it may be radio related, there are some stupid monkees on radios. I never listen to radio stations. Or it could be Sharon Morgan related, the Gin Gin police woman chief (little girl chief). Whilst I have mentioned on my blog, often when I write about these things that torment me, they stop, but these particular traffic incidences, with people following me around in cars, hasn’t stopped at all. Still it happens every single time I go out, the last time I went over to MpB, I had people following me around, although one of them did a very helpful sign about the pushbike that I need to sell - thank you very much. “Car horns are intended for pedestrian/car warning only, of oncoming vehicle”, care of Defens iveDriving.com.au The image above on the far right shows where I lived in North Sydney while I was studying at Hornsby: 8. North Sydney Female Crime Networks, Preying on Young Country Girls When I was 18, I moved down to Sydney and ended up in a flat at North Sydney with a friend from school. We would sometimes go out to nightclubs dancing. I was studying my Fashion Diploma, and Nicole worked. We happened to meet 3 guys, actually it wasn’t at a night club, they were at Neutral Bay walking along the shops one morning, in fact I can’t remember how we met, I suspect they must’ve followed us to our next location and introduced themselves, they all seemed nice and we got along, we met up a few times, one of them hooked up with my flatmates friend Susan (part time callgirl/parttime David Jones makeup girl (and no, not the call centre variety of call girl). At one point, one of them, Kevin, introduced us to his older brother who took us to his cafe in King’s Cross. About a month later my flatmate and I had had a falling out, and I was away living at my aunts on the central coast. After a week or 2, I moved back into the flat, because I had exams, and my flat mate was out but might be back later. So that night, there’s a knock at the door and these three guys I had never seen, were there. They said they were Nicole‘s boyfriend and 2 friends, can they come in and wait for her, I said sure, as she had told me just the day before, on the phone, when I told her I was coming back, that she had a boyfriend by the same name (can’t remember what it was now). But, one of the guys, I didn’t recognise him then, but I am sure, later, it was Kevin’s brother, I’m pretty sure it was him - my face recognition has never been very good, but I’m certain it was him in retrospect – the guy from Kings Cross with a 5-cd player in the trunk of his car for car stereo sound. The next day our flat was “cleaned out” it had been broken into and everything was taken. It was most definitely those three guys, that I had met the previous evening who claimed to be Nicole’s boyfriend, turned out he wasn’t, but for some reason he had the same name, strange (Telstra related?). So those 3 guys, would be working for someone else, I suspect a woman. Btw, one of the guys was albino, I saw him 20yrs later at Bunnings Tamworth, where I had heaps of things stolen from me. He operates out of bunnings - there’s a big female petty crime network, read my Bunnings Bimbos story, and apparently later the police got him and he is incarcerated now. Anyway, I wanted to put this on here because those first three guys we met, were all smartly dressed, clean cut, tall and good-looking handsome guys, and you know, they’re the ones who have ties to criminal networks - it is the rich who steal in Australia (rich and good looking – they were Lebanese) and they target young girls from country areas who are on their own. {Lebanese word was deleted, I had to re add it – some people think the theft is just all immigration related. I have known at least 2 ‘Australian’ thieves, so it’s not}. Btw, my flatmate worked at Duty-free, and was either given or had taken heaps of free samples, I mean heaps, she had literally $1000’s worth of designer makeup/beauty products. I personally believe she was targeted because of this, by the criminal powers that be, in Sydney, maybe they thought I was ‘egging’ her on to steal? (And, I am not really sure you could call it stealing, they were free samples after all - I would say female jealousy was more the issue in this case, having said they were free, I would not have taken them, they are meant for potential customers – But, I know as a shopper, I never receive free samples, so, I would assume, all samples are taken by sales girls). But, as most of the stuff that was stolen in our flat was MINE, except for all the beauty product that was taken, which was HERS, - they took ALL the samples. There was no ‘egging’ on, on my part (I don’t wear makeup btw). I should mention Nicole gave me one of her nail polishes. It was this lovely deep hot pink, I did not ask her for it, nor did I just take it, she gave it to me of her own volition, I guessed she was feeling guilty, for she had so much expensive product, and I had none. But, after we have been “cleaned out”, my whole shelf was empty (shelf cleared; pushed on to the floor), but their smack bang in the middle of the shelf, and facing out, was this bottle of deep pink nail polish. It wasn’t in that spot before, I felt at the time it was done deliberately by the criminals. A message. So, I didn’t steal that deep pink nail polish. And by the way, after she had no make-up left, she took that deep pink nail polish back from my room, and said it was hers again! She was a 3rd born! Hell, hath no fury you stupid criminals. {Stupid female bimbo dogs (mind your own goddam business and you can’t go wrong – now, you’re up for theft. THINK) 2025; they still don’t think, they still steal in non-thinking assumptions ways}. I feel this is reminiscent of how I was thrown out of my home at Rangari, with my big beautiful garden that I had- it all comes down to female jealousy. It’s like silly twit female vigilantes in situations where there was actually no stealing to be vigilante about, but they were simply pure jealous, so decided to be vigilante about that – idiots - possibly they work at Telstra, as Telstra were the only ones at that point, who knew Nicole‘s boyfriends name, as we had discussed it on the phone, only that one time, I guess aside from Susan and her new boyfriend, 1 of the 3?? Probably them. Years later after I lived at Gin Gin, and had a landlord who, I am pretty sure, I eventually realized, was, infact my other school friend, Racheal Wainberg’s older sister, going now by a different name, then it was Wainberg, now Cate Rogers, still cannot remember her first name; she was around at that time, in North Sydney, as Rachael moved into a place with her. I think she may have had something to do with it too?? Turns out she was stalking me for years with her friend Winifred, Win. Her parents lived in Gunnedah; her dad was an albino. I suspect she had something to do with all the other thefts that occurred at BUNNINGS and from my house – she thinks she’s magic. And no, I did not steal from Bunnings (other way around) – STUPID bimbo GIRLS. I hope they get cancer, and are tortured. Here is a good spot to mention: when I was living there, I had no money as I was a student, and if you read my whole blog, you know that they refused me Austudy (wrongly), and my parents only gave me $20 a week to live on; purchase weekly train fare, food, and any Tafe supplies. So, I had no spare money ever plus was starving. But my flatmate, and all my friends in fact, in Sydney, at that time, were working, none of them were studying, I was the only one, that went ahead for further education. And I would just like to point out, all those friends, {female} often expected me to pay for them, in some way, or shout them, drinks, cab fare, nightclub entry, food …. they literally expected me to pay for them, like what a child would do with its parents. I think the realisation about this money situation for me, and how people will just take as much as they can with no thought to you - even good friends; it kind of puts people in perspective; you’re really on your own as soon as you leave home, no matter how many friends you have, they will all try to screw you. I mentioned, in my family we never discussed money, but I certainly would not expect my friends or anyone else to pay for anything for me, unless they’ve volunteered to do so. So, what goes wrong with those other girls in other families? I mean do they literally need to be told, don’t expect somebody else to pay for you? But nobody has, so they do? Just a case of CRAP PARENTING (what a shocka!) Other people suck! In 2026 something further has come to light about that whole burglary situation (quite frankly I can't believe I didn't think of this before). I have sometimes mentioned on my blog, I think, in fact I don't even know if I have mentioned about this: someone (?) goes and gets famous people, who are like celebrities, or on television, and they put them in my path when I go into town. Like one time I got home and saw someone famous on Netflix, and I'm thinking, what the hell, I just saw that guy, like a couple of hours ago, I had to wrack my brain where I saw him and then I remembered, he was the butcher who handed me the meat that I just purchased. That's the kind of things that they do (I am fairly certain they will deny any such shenanigans). So I had no idea he was famous at the time, I really am not a “spotter” so to speak! Lol! he was an extremely famous person. Some may think you would have to be as blind as a bat not to recognize…….SO, no doubt he was probably offended that I didn't recognize him and say anything about his infamy or whatever. So, then I put together the association of those famous people and NOT recognising/praising them, in some way, with then people stealing from me. I don't think it's actually them who steal, it's their fans or the person who gets them. “You should've been nicer to them”, or “you should've smiled”, or whatever they're stupid social famous rules are – probably a case of “well I went to all the bother of getting this person - you should be bloody grateful”. Narcissistic mystery idiot. Then their stupid game, kind of reached a peak in Mackay, when that bloody ‘now’ blonde bimbo from channel 9 was at the tyre company shop and they stole from me, they stole from me then, and after I left, they stole more, then after that they stole even more - probably just over $1000 worth of stolen monies from that single visit plus the $1000 for the tyres. And it's all because of that girl from channel 9, she's a celebrity. I don’t think they were even waiting for me to recognise at this point; she was simply there to steal, maybe even unbeknownst to her personally. I'm not going to state any of their attention seeking names, because quite frankly I've had it up to here and beyond with these famous people. Like: I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU, I don't want to talk to you, I infact, I think you're a spoilt little greedy shit. There is a reason why I don’t recognize you, and that’s because I don’t want to speak to you! Just because I'm watching a show and enjoying it, it does not mean I want to see you or talk to you. Geez! So that’s just 2 examples, but there has been an extreme amount. The reason why I suddenly remembered that this might have something to do with why I was burgled at North Sydney, was because when I was living in that unit, I used to have my shower every day and listen to a tape cassette of Shirley Bassey! It was one of dad's tapes, it was her ‘most popular’ songs. I didn't really think much of it, nor did I really know who Shirley Bassey was, I just found a tape of dads and liked it so put it on everyday whilst shampooing!! But apparently it must've been loud enough that all my neighbours heard me every morning. The guy upstairs made a comment when I bumped in to him one day, he said he liked it! And then down below, a girl moved in and she said she's a musician, a singer. I think the fact that I listen to this music was ‘a weird and good thing’ for my neighbours. (!?) So, occasionally, my flat mate and I, and friends, would go out at night to a little bar, called ‘Marble Bar’, at the Hilton; it was only 5 mins down the train line, you didn't have to pay cover charge, and I didn't drink, so it didn't cost me anything. Plus, it was a nice place, it was quiet, nice atmosphere. Besides, we tried to go to the local pub at North Sydney, but there were a group of burly men in there playing pool – and they a started heckling us, so much so we had to leave they were obviously men from the 80’s. I mean, I didn't really pay too much attention to anything back then, I was just kind of tagging along with my friends. I was still very young when I was 18! And not even sure what I was doing down in Sydney. One day, my flatmate pointed out to me a Shirley Bassey poster at the Marble Bar, I think it said she was going to perform there or somewhere? I didn't really read it or pay too much attention; I liked listening to Shirley Bassey in the shower! I probably would not even know her name if my flatmate did not point this poster out to me. So, I had no idea her background or infamy. I thought nothing more of it. We did not go see Shirley Bassey perform. After I left North Sydney and that unit, I no longer listened to Shirly in the shower! Don’t ask me what happened to the tape – it was probably stolen. And haven't really listened to Shirley Bassey since. {ah yes, it would have been in the tape player that was later stolen}. The only tape I had. And dads really. So, 30 years later, I'm watching YouTube, and there's a “Shirley Bassey live at somewhere” in 1995. Suddenly I remembered her, I might watch I thought. She sung some of the songs that I remembered, it was great seeing her, she was quite the performer, and at that point, she was a grandmother, but still looking like a young healthy woman in her 40s! So, then I realised that I don't didn't really know anything about Shirley Bassey, in fact, I didn't even know that she was black! I thought I should watch another vid on her, a documentary on her life. I found one, but as I was watching, I was getting more and more annoyed. I couldn't watch the whole thing, as I realised then, like I put the whole thing together the musician downstairs; “sent”, Shirley Bassey; “sent”, the 3 good looking boys; “sent”, the 3 thieves; “sent”. They're all connected, and they were all involved in the ‘break and enter’ at my place. I am guessing the whole music/radio networks are organized criminals. A lot of musicians have so called drug problems. They want to enable that with a side gig of stealing. It's weird I have been told so many musicians are on drugs, because you know, I associate drug use with, pretty much a ‘child mentality’; someone who hasn't grown up, and someone that needs to be saved and ‘parented’. Whereas, they must think it's something really cool!! Just bizarre. You know being zonked on drugs it's pretty much the opposite of cool. Like I've said on my blog, I like to be 'of sound mind' all the time. But of course, I don't really care if people don't like me or think I'm boring. Whereas for a musician, this could be a problem when they’re trying to make money from being “cool and popular”? Also, I have some scepticism here; drugs are often used as an excuse. Like really some girl stole because she was a greedy stupid lazy bitch - but when she's busted, she says ‘oh well it's because I have a drug habit’, she says this because she doesn't want to admit that she was being a greedy jealous lazy bitch. So probably I'd say this happens in the music industry a lot. A lot of greed and non-thinking people who do not have 9-5 jobs. So, because of my associations of not “smiling”, “praising”, “waving hello” or “doing whatever” that stupid industry narcissist wants from me – I suspects strongly, because, I obviously I was a fan of Shirly, but did not even “bother turning up” to her live performance, we were burgled? Punishment and money-making scheme all in one! {btw, they took my microwave, my alarm clock, my retro tape player mum gave me when I had my tonsils out, and my sewing machine. That’s pretty much all I had back then aside from my collection of handmade clothing, which they did not touch.} Also, there is something else, I had noticed in Sydney, when someone does something nice, there'll be someone else to come along and do the opposite; do something nasty. TV related. It's a definite thing. One good positive show then an evil show. An Australian thing only. It was stupid. Lacked common sense and was like orchestrated by a child. Maybe that was the whole thing after the good “Shirley” they had to do the “nasty” burglary. Maybe the whole thing was about the fact that Shirley Bassey is black. Black people always think they are being discriminated against. Maybe she thought I refused to go and see her as she is black? AS IF MORONS. I am the next generation. I DO NOT OWE YOU ANYTHING YOU STUPID WOMAN. Maybe whoever organized them all (?) the radio people? the singer down below (?) the whole music industry (?) channel 10 (??) thought they'd do a little experiment on this little 18yr old white girl?? Has anyone ever sued those fucking networks for just being total arsholes? I've already talked on my blog about the problems I’ve had with radio station Triple j and the cunts from Centrelink back then: they are all completely out of control, lack commonsense, thieves, SELFISH (vain) and are generally fucked people. Over the years, I've heard male musicians stating that many female singers are the biggest thieves ever; they take songs from their musician boyfriends, and claim them as their own, and make heaps of money, all from somebody else's song. Same with “cover versions”. And you know often these women get so famous, have so much money, they build themselves into a position, that NO ONE can say anything bad about them or call them thieves, because they have so many fans who will just destroy you if you say anything. Women; such thieves. Now, even if I come across a YouTube vid with “music”, I skip it. No more thieving dogs thanks very much. I want my spinning wheel guide back, you hopeless children. 9. People who are Designed and Built to Work Ewing’s boys, 2 big broad men from Gunnedah, who had cushy desk jobs in the local Real Estate agency, family owned. Don’t you feel guilty? Clearly, you’ve got bodies that are designed for actual work, labour! One thing that really annoys me, and I guess I am, not really thinking about the Ewing’s boys here, but it is men trying to get out of work – try having a female body! (Possibly thinking of crap musicians or young male actors, especially the ones with big bodies….) The 2 people shown in the photo (that were shown on previous Blog, not here anymore, so I will describe them; 2 muscly men, and 1 skinni girl), were free images from the Internet, models. Although lately there has been a ‘thing’ with images on the Internet, images that were free are no longer free, or they want your email address, by the way, if they want anything from you, then the image is not free, don’t be fooled by these people, there are greedy thieves online. There are whole companies being created at the moment for images; who want money, it’s a bit like there is a monopoly being formed right now, with what, was once free, people seeing an opportunity to now charge. I encourage everyone, when they upload their images, particularly to sites like Flickr, they make a point of selecting public domain. I know I do. And for all those master manipulators, who try to entice people by saying it’s free, and then actually years later wanting money, you can go bugger off. Anyway, I have another story which is not really related to the above, aside from; it is typical for a man to go to work, and a woman to run the household. I came about some information which I have to write about, as the irony is “perfect”, and so typical. In most of the times when I have been disrespected, it is by other women, not men. But I always claim, despite calling many woman, ‘zombie bimbo dogs’, that I am a feminists, I want sleeping beauties to wake up, so I do not have those related problems that I have in life. Sometimes you just have to call a spade a spade, and acknowledge the female weakness, so it can be rectified. But even after hearing me, call them ‘zombie bimbo dogs’, they still just continue to be ‘zombie bimbo dogs’ and they keep coming back for more name calling - it just doesn’t deter them at all, such is the nature of ‘zombie bimbo dogs’. When Aretha Franklin (famous singer with that song RESPECT, and more) was alive, she was married briefly to a bully. But he was a music producer, and came up with that song. Aretha Franklin heard it and liked it, and she, plus a group of other genius people {all the key people had descended in the one spot, by chance or through Gods hand; pick whatever you prefer, to create that amazing song RESPECT}, they basically created a cover version of his song. BUT, they put a twist on it; Now, this song, as everyone knows turned out to be a BIG success, and still is played a lot. The irony is, because Otis Redding, her husband, a male, wrote that song, and I think he paints a fairly clear picture; of you know, possibly a man (himself, the writer) and a wife fighting, the man coming home from work, bringing home the bacon, wanting some respect from his wife. So, but Aretha and her posse, changed the words so the demand was coming from the wife, suggesting the husband was disrespectful in the first place. (Many women can relate to being disrespected by men, so I hear). Aretha sang this song in 1968, when women were really kind of on the verge of waking up from domestic docile roles, should they wish, and everybody loves this song because of the words of the women singing “I want respect”. The irony to me, was, probably this man was thinking about his wife, when he wrote it, about this nagging bitchy wife, when he would come home after work. And you know, it was a woman, who came along and basically stole his song, reversed the situation, waived her magic wand, and made a whole heap of money from it. I found it very amusing when I realised the real situation about this song. {upon further research, it turns out Redding’s estate still makes money off Franklin’s recording, according to The Boston Globe, because the royalties went to the writer, not the performer.} – and infact I should say the facts about this story are all hearsay of what I have heard, but you get the general gist of who should be demanding respect – everyone wants respect! Men can be bullies, but right back, so can, and are, women. (My experience, women are far worse than men, spiteful, vindictive, thieving, often their lack of common-sense is what makes them so dangerous, and vulnerable to thievery, including in the workplace. Not only has this opinion been formed from all the theft and the verbal harassment that I experienced, but also from encountering so many ‘little girls’ who work in the health industry OMG, what a disaster area. – such thievery going on - this industry is constantly looking for victims, they want your money (male Doctors do it too).). 10. Look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia Warning on this one; it’s not really going to make sense to anyone, except if they’ve experienced ‘the dogs’ or they’re involved in, what I’m talking about. A young 18yr old for instance, or a complacent housewife – you will be left clueless. Cathy Goldman, a house mistress from school who “stalks” me. She has ties to the TV/Movie industry; apparently, they have vast casting books, with lookalikes of everyone, plus the same car, as everyone’s, for total deception - they are dogs, and they play “dog games”. I’ve had countless number of lookalikes in my life copying people who have crossed my path, they send “doubles” so to speak, (even you Sherry’s mum). Those doubles usually are just presented infront of me, and don’t speak, but sometimes they accost me in the street and want to ‘engage’ with me, or sometimes, just stand infront of me, so I see them, often they are placed in receptions. You should be offended by these agents and managers they are ripping you off. I was advised that this is what they do, those dog games, and that piece of information has been very helpful in figuring out what the hell they were doing. So, thank you whoever mentioned that, and I believe intern I’ve helped other people by writing about it here, as apparently, I am not the only person they target. Actually, I suspect Cathy works or is friends with such TV industry people and arranges them to harass me and steal from me, she was obsessed with me at school as house mistress, and now still “hounds” me. At one point, I recall in my mid 20’s, and still to this day, after someone in the community has done the wrong thing by me, like steals from me, or goes on some ranting power trip, trying to ‘lord’ over me, or other countless things they get up that is disrespectful; I then see them in a film (especially if it’s a young girl) it’s truly like someone sees what happens to me, like someone is watching through my eyes or my dreams… and then goes and finds this particular person and entices them to be a part of a movie or Tv show (which I am sure would not be that hard), at one point I thought they were sending me these dogs deliberately as they wanted to star in a movie, like they were product placing themselves and using me to do so. I am sure they did this while I worked at Grave Attire in Enmore. Whoever is going and getting these people, know that I will watch the show, and their point is to kind of like ‘rub it in your face’ that this person totally robbed you, taken advantage of you or pussy whipped you ! ha ha! – but not always, sometimes they just incorporate someone I have known, to let me know a bit of gossip about them, like such and such has died, so and so has cancer – stuff like that! That industry is wide and vast. Also, when they do that, other people watching, (not every one is blind as bats), copy them, so these stupid copycats think oh, well if that person stole from you, I want to too, or if they scolded you for no reason other than power tripping, then, me too me too – STUPID AND ABSURD bimbos really do this. (I am 100% sure it is her, Cathy Goldman; I have seen her 9 times since school ended) -she has non-thinking female psychological dog problems. She belongs in jail. Fuck off you stupid fucking dog. (I think she has since found a man who has a Harley Davidson bike, and I am pretty sure they often hoon outside my house on the HWY (least she has a male supervisa now, she was the kind of person that needed one.) Could the person copying the head teacher of Gunnedah Tafe in the white Mercedes, please bugger off. (2005) And do you ever wonder why sometimes they don’t have the writers name listed in the credits at the end of the movie? I am thinking stolen stories? And, possible fake names, Stephen king, just exactly how old is he? According to movie credits he is still working at age 95! And, btw Barb at the Civic, I suspect it may be Emily Alker plaguing you, aside from Eileen, (good looking rich cocky women are out of control) - old NEGS girl. One thing I notice about rich cocky young women, is that they love feeling superior . They like to think that the person standing next to them, has less money than them, and therefore is inferior to them, and so they feel like this is permission to treat them disrespectfully. This is how stupid women think! I kid you not, this is what goes through their little female stupid heads. Obviously, only some women. Now, some of these listed below would have no idea they do this, as they are used by directors/produces, or just dogs standing nearby; but Famous actresses, I personally have had issues with: Cate Winslet, Lisa Kudrow, Matt LeBlanc, Judy Dench, Reece Witherspoon…. Heaps more, some are quite despicable in what they do, plain evil pimps. But these are the bitches who are disrespectful to people on screen, they use their positions to ridicule and bully. There are heaps of others that fall into this category, but who aren’t disrespectful to people on screen, like they used to hurtle abuse at me out in the street, but that does not happen so much anymore up here at Gin Gin, except for a few times where those actresses I mentioned are used for such purpose onscreen. But really DO NOT USE YOUR JOB AS A MEANS TO BULLY, honestly. And, I guess what needs to be said here is FUCK OFF - although, I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to me to have to ‘reign’ you in. Grow the fuck up. I said above some would have no idea they do this, as they are used by directors/produces, or just dogs standing nearby – but some know exactly what they are doing, plain evil. I recently saw Marilyn Monroe’s biography, her husband/director used to do it to her, he wrote into the current script after she fell one day, so the script said something along the lines “the reason you fell is because your clumsy and stupid” so it was not actually referring to her, but she knew it was about her as she had fallen the day before with husband and company – it is passive aggressive abuse). {And shame on that president, was that Kennedy? My God, he should be shot}. I guess I ought state, some actors try to make up for bad behaviour later when they look back in retrospect. Some can be very influential. They have a lot of “street cred”. Since I posted this, I know there are people doing something about it, thank you. Although the bimbo dog mother who lives next door up the hill, has stated to yellow out harassments at me, she seems to have taken over from her young son, since I put in a dog complaint to council about him. And do you see why this industry has close ties to mental health wards – they do not like their victim kicking up a complaint about their beloved stars. It is them who perpetuate craziness – and boy does it work – the whole world is brainwashed by them. I state again, they picked the wrong small framed woman, I am not like all the others. I know what you are like. And I think I need to talk about “mirrors” and people who do “reflections” some more, like they just deliberatley want to be annoying, they mimic you, mimic what you doing. And those ‘mirrors’ aren’t kids, it is fully grown adults who do this highly annoying and absurd behaviour. They seem to think it’s funny and a little bit naughty. When really, they’re just thoughtless and aggravating, and need to be kicked in the head. I bet all those people who do it are 3rd borns who had stupid nazi parents and school teachers. Compulsory parenting class for all pregnant mothers thanks very much. ALL. Image above was free ‘Twins’ image from Google Search, this was before google removed any free images from their search. And possibly before some unscrupulous computer nerds posted free images in the hopes that someone would use them, and so they could later accuse them of stealing images, then getting the fake police to steal money from that person under the pretence that “they stole my picture” when in fact they uploaded it for free; clearly stating it was a free image. Truly there are unscrupulous .com people who do this, they are disgusting. They possibly have even brainwashed the authorities to get their money back for them. The police are clueless of how manipulative thieves are. Clueless. 11. De'lish, Farmers fresh Fruit and Veges Gin Gin, Donna Marie This business closedown, and did not pay me for my seeds which were in there on consignment, nor did they return my folk-art box. I did have my email on the invoice, so Donna Marie, from Facebook, could have easily emailed me, but she did not, so I consider this theft. And by the way, I can’t talk to the police about this matter, because the local Gin Gin police think that I am crazy, and don’t think anyone is stealing from me (idiots) -well some, others just don’t want to do the paperwork for multiple petty little items, and don’t think this petty theft is theft or a police matter. Plus, since they took me by force and locked me up for seven days at the Bundaberg mental health ward, to ‘teach me a lesson’, I cannot possibly talk to the police ever again. Total violation, - they actually (absurdly so) have the power to do just that, for no valid proven reason, and no one can do anything about it, of course, except if you are Maxamillion! {$50000 for a lawyer to drop everything and get down there for immediate release – that’s what they advised me later} read my Bullies in Bundaberg story. I kicked up a huge stink about this, as discrediting someone with “mental health” problems when they don’t, is the biggest narcissistic undermining thing you can do to anyone. That policewoman responsible deserves a bullet to the ear. Well, certainly is not fit to be in the workplace. Anyway, I want to mention when Donna Marie was away on holidays at Christmas, someone else was in her shop and that person was Cathy Goldman. Unfortunatly, I did not get her on camera, in fact upon seeing her that day, was what prompted me to where a bodycam everywhere I went from then on (which has served me very well). But she had a ‘side kick’, who was still there the next time; I got her on camera. I have mentioned Cathy Goldman before on my blog, because she has been stalking me since school -she has formed an obsession with me, and this is what she does, she wiggles her way into my life somehow, like by working at this fruit shop which I visited on a regular basis. (I recall in Gunnedah now, she was at the local newspaper printers when I went there) At the time I didn’t know it was her, I didn’t instantly recognise her, but after I left the shop, I realised it was her. I am not sure what she wanted? I did have things stolen around that time, so it might have been her and her young female companions she seems to be always around multiple young girls? (I suspect, no convictions). I think she was also at the Gunnedah Subway, and wanted me to ‘smile’ at the sales girl, also the sheep yards… heaps of other places. And she was not even from Gunnedah. Since this fruit shop closedown, I haven’t seen Cathy Goldman. I put this down to my Blog. I have spoken about her on my blog, I have not mentioned Cathy Goldman prior, as it has taken me a few years to realize it has been her stalking and persecuting me. I did not really know her or give her any thought prior. I love this online Blog; I should have started writing about my life years ago. I did mention the problem of Cathy Goldman to the Police, but that police woman (Gin Gin chief Sharon Morgan, who has her head shoved so far up her own arse, she cannot see the relevance, ignored it – “she’s crazy”. Idiot.). So, one of Cathy’s ‘girls’ stole my eggs when I went into that fruit shop that Christmas, when the owner was away, I mean, obviously she couldn’t just steal it out right, and this is what dogs do, they’re so passive aggressive; these eggs that I usually purchase, they are from a farmer, so they’re not supermarket caged eggs, they’re organic, they’re delicious, you can really taste the difference. They come from a variety of chook breeds too. This particular farmer had 2 breeds, one was a brown spotted egg, and one a white porcelain egg. So, there was always a mix, with the brown spotty eggs being a special treat, as they seemed to be extra delicious. And so that girl stole all the dotted brown eggs and swapped them with all white. Such a typical female dishonest thing to do. They’re constantly swapping my good items over for ones of less good quality, I’ve mentioned them all before on my blog - remember the shop girl at Ubobo Boyne Valley who used to open the shop cream jars and give some to her cat, then put the jar back on the shelf to sell, complete with drips down the side! I can’t buy designer brands; those items just get stolen. I also mentioned I’ve had problems with a girl from school (the bad school in question was New England Girls School in Armidale), Tasha Burn’s little sister, Gina Burn. She was 1 of the 2 dental assistants at the Dentist in Gunnedah, one Christmas, deliberatley causing extreme pain on my tooth, that was perfectly fine. Go and read my dental story. (You can check what page on my INDEX). Anyway, that girl in the photo above looks like Tasha Burn, that’s what she looked like at school. I saw a photo of her in 2017, she pretty much still looked the same, just a little more mature (better actually, no acne now! I think she mentioned on her page, she was a model now). Only I am not 100% sure that girl I got on camera is Tasha burn – due to the lookalike phenomenon that Cathy Goldman is involved in (read my “look alikes or doubles from TV Movie Agents in Australia” photo story on P1). Although, extreme likeness. Back at the dentist, it was most definitely Gina Burn. So not a coincidence that AGAIN I see Cathy Goldman, and possible a girl from my past, the same school I went to, with items stolen. (Cathy Goldman worked at that school while I was there. She was obsessed with me at school too; mildly so, I did not feel it a problem at the time.) Cathy Goldman is totally preoccupied with me, she is a stalker, she is a pest and she should be shot. Oh, I want to mention, she would also be friends with Wainberg girl who looks like my landlord at Gin Gin, if you have read that saga yet. A most definite problem emanating from that school (NEGS), you would have to be a totally hopeless mother to send your child to a boarding school. (Or extremely manipulated one, manipulated by rich teachers who want paying customers). Sometimes when I write about situations in my life, other people tell me about their situations, which may have been similar, or way worse. I always welcome other people stories, but I’ve never actually heard anyone telling me about any obsessions they’ve had by school teachers/house mistress’s, nor any constant theft, like my situation. In 2024, since I rejoined Facebook with a slightly different name (after being banned for five years), there is someone stalking me on Facebook calling herself Donna Marie from Sarina. So I know it is not the same Donna Marie, it's just some stupid dog pretending to be Donna Marie - she must have read my blog and my story about Donna Marie the thief, so she's in turn stalking me, she tries to undermine any comments I make. She's trying to discredit me intern, I think. (which is a little bit hard, SINCE I DON'T FUCKING STEAL YOU STUPID MORON DOGS). Dogs playing sides. I do find it a little bit bizarre that somebody out there is trying to be Donna Marie, and trying to ‘get me’ in this manner; so, don't they have their own life? don't they have anything better to do then sidleup to some retail thief? The whole concept is just really strange to me, and no wonder I can sometimes appear so doe-eyed on my blog when talking about all the dogs in my life; you know, you're meant to be human, you're meant to have a brain, your own brain, you're not meant to function like a dog. I'm not even ensure that it's a female pretending to be Donna Maria, it could be a male. So I would just would like to say ha ha you fucking idiot with no life, if you want to continue to stalk me on Facebook, go ahead, you have my permission! My mum in the early 80's with her mom. Either the real thing, or a LookAlike! This was a little of the old carpet wool I was able to collect from David’s old farm shed, and do my experimental dyeing with I love full and overgrown gardens - My garden at Rangari captures the spirit of nature My Wall Hanging done at age 16, first place at Gunnedah Show 12. Teach me a lesson - mindset (bloody wix removes all my punctuation formatting from word) I need to write a whole story on the next topic, as it has been a HUGE persistent problem for me. And that is about little people. Actually, not only little women, but little boys too, who take it upon themselves to “teach me a lesson” – they take a great deal of time and thought, into coming up with ways to carry out their plan. And 9 out of 10 times, no in fact I would say 10 out of 10 times, this person hasn’t really needed to teach me a lesson, as there was no injustice or spate, nor was it ‘their place’ to do so, but they can see an opportunity to go on a power trip, to make themselves feel better about their miserable lives (which would be miserable in the first place due to this exact issue). I can’t begin to tell you how much I’ve had it up to here, and beyond with these imbeciles. I have such little respect for them now, due to their total narcissism. YOU STUPID. Oh, there’s that song stuck in my head again, it goes, “fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off…”. Get your own goddamn life, and stay the fuck out of me and my hair. I mean are you the type of person that has other people constantly trying to “teach you a lesson”?? I’m thinking most of you would say no, what weird and bizarre world are you living in! - well guess what, I am that type of person as a default due to the fact that I AM SINGLE WOMAN. I think it’s because I am always on my own, EASY TARGET – people are pathetic cowards, WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO LIVE. {You should watch out, as I am not}. And also, guess what, I never do anything wrong, I’m always respectful – well, usually, except if you steal from me, harass me – no respect for you EVER, I certainly never break any laws. I don’t lie, cheat, or steal. YET, I have these nazi monkey types (stupid types) constantly on my back, this happens so much to me in my life that I have to write about it here in the hopes that the stupid nazi twits, can be enlightened to stop. So far, even with this blog, and how helpful it has been, they still do this blindly, like they cannot see the error of their ways. {Oh, occasionally I have stupid woman apologize, (sounds like a woman), but then they repeat the same thing the next day – I just stand back and see the stupidity unfold.} I also feel the main reason why they get it in their little heads, that they have to “teach me a lesson”, often in a most vindictive and spiteful way, (but not always, I saw one girl boasting that she can teach me a lesson without being cruel (as she noted with me, a lot of people are cruel, – but the fact that she was ‘teaching me a lesson’ did not enter into her STUPID LITTLE HEAD as a dysfunction.} anyway, is because I’m the type of person who never yells and gets angry, and so they think they can get away with being disrespectful, time and time again. I see this behaviour from people (hey, it’s not up to me to rein you in, I am not your mother or your father – CONTROL YOURSELVES). What's worse; then I have other people who are trying to “help” by pissing me off, to get me angry - it's like “oh she's oppressed and can’t communicate, I’ll help her get angry and express her emotions” - oh my god, this is so condescending, I just can't believe it :how stupid do you think I am? I know that that person will be reading this: here's a little tip: I'm smarter than you. Try and understand that. I don't need your help in pissing me off and expressing myself - comprehend moron. I am different from you, I am different from other women. Also, I’ve noticed this behaviour, is mainly from people of a certain mentality i.e., not too smart and not had too much privilege in their upbringing. Often, they have had bad power tripping teachers and parents too – ofcourse, this is Australia, they have not even begun to know what a good education is in this country. But there have indeed been many people who have taken such action, who well know better like, school teachers and certain men lauding over women. And ofcourse the woman who is married to a tyrant, who seeks out younger people to take her frustrations out on. “My turn my turn” – stupid women.) There has been so many I can’t think of any good examples here. But I mean all those thefts: that’s some bimbo going on a power trip, trying to teach me a lesson. I guess I should have kept track, as any reader would need to here how in order to believe me, I am guessing. But they are really passive aggressive. There was a show on tele the other day, in the story (can’t remember name), one of the main characters was teaching a younger girl a lesson, well, he was trying to anyway, as the girl was not having a bar of it, because she was confident, assured in what she was doing, possibly a little arrogant, but not intimidated by this man at all. But the man, he wouldn’t let up, he just kept on and on at this girl. And her indifference and cockiness, really pissing him off, and I guess her silence with him, spurring him on ‘untethered’. Until his colleague saw him, he could see what was going on, and he literally had to pull a gun on him, to get him to stop chastising this girl: the man was “dog rapid obsessed” with the girl. This scene, just resonated with me, this is EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENS TO ME – the same psyche. Psychological dysfunction. I have experienced the same thing, but with mostly women, only you know, there’s no one ready to pull out a gun on some stupid dog, let alone stand up to these mere bullies (well not usually, they are too busy being amused, or usually no one can actually see what’s going on, in my experience.) Also, I’m not in a partnership, so I have no one in my corner backing me up, ever, this is mainly due to the dogs who play sides, {this is one of those areas, where no one, I should say, hardly anyone, can see the passive aggressive bitches working, I have talked about it several times on my blog, how people naturally ‘side’ with people in any situation, but there are ‘entities’, human ones, out there, women, who manipulate people, all the time, so as to ‘play sides’ against me. Even after exposing them on my blog, they still do it. Their online presence now is HUGE. Lazy housewives types on the couch. I said mainly, because, actually I am not the type of person to easily befriend someone, I am happiest on my own, I have had too much experience with people now to know what they are all about. Someone friended me on Facebook, and I can see the dogs there, manipulating this person into being a bitch - they can’t help themselves, they do it with every single person I encounter including family. Most people are weak and blind. So, friends are definitely few and far in between, (I won’t tell you what one of my friends did to me after we just left school …., such betrayal!) Really, I believe, you cannot have female friends after school anyway, life is different from when you were at school). So, ‘they’ think no one is watching, or they work in a gang, usually a pack of women, who have found a common enemy, and they use it to bond together, it becomes about that - it is fully sick and most people, fully disgust me in their dysfunction. It reminds me of a game we used to play when infants “Goodie vs Baddies” - this was the evolved version, as before it was “Cowboys vs Indians”, by then (late 1970’s there was a collective consciousness about racism!! – and side bar, see how the collective consciousness works, you just have to bring to light something bad, and it slowly sinks in to peoples psych, until it is no longer a problem – hence my Blog). And see, the world can and does change. Just very slowly. {Actually, I think the collective consciousness also works in kind of the opposite too, as in, when some stupid little girl steals from me, they may think that it makes no difference, and is insignificant: ‘she doesn’t need it, I need it more’, no harm done, I’m just a “little mouse taking some cheese”. But NO, due to the collective consciousness and possibly things way out of my or any one’s control, there IS A REACTION: a great disaster or a great tragedy unfurls or is unleashed on mankind, and all because of some stupid greedy persons significant NEGATIVE FORCE. It’s hard to explain, but I believe great “natural disasters” and or evil crimes happens as a result of their small little pathetic crimes. What’s worse is there are many people who can see these great disasters unfurl and think “look how baaadass I am” how cool! Male and female alike. Stupid raised by stupid parents and teachers.} So, back to those dogs playing sides, trying to create the common enemy, they are wanting to create a “Baddie” – like on Superman. They really are sick in the head. When I moved to my new location, I tried to join the local Landcare, but the girl running it, said I had to be “approved” first. She wanted to check that I was not a “Baddie” ! now Landcare is a volunteer organization, so actually, what was she afraid of? Did she think I may be an ax murder? - someone with a criminal record? Maybe she thought I was a drunk who wanted to join Landcare? BLOODY STUPID WOMAN. This is nothing but discrimination by “the common man”. So, I will be glad not to join a discriminatory organization – thanks very much. She later stole 10c from me, I guess a ’punishment’? STUPID. Btw Bundaberg Landcare refused to take my native tubes to sell, and Mackay Landcare refused to sell to me period! QLD Landcare are still learning! It also comes right back to my little philosophy; if you give them enough rope, there’s not one person who won’t hang themselves. They seem to think power tripping is a type of luxury – so bizarre. Someone told me once, that if you can remember back to your childhood, any incident where you were chastised for being naughty, then the chastisement was probably too harsh for the trivial nature of the naughty matter. In my life, in my adult life especially, I am referring too, as I did not have this problem as a child, mostly, (bar 3 or 4 rotten teachers), but I remember everything, every reprimand. I can assure you, I know and remember well, who each and every single stupid monkey who has been on my back, and what you have done, and I have cursed you. You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much NOT being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it, sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. {Peacocks} People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (As soon as I read this, I immediately thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also, a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools. And Telstra call centre staff). So, if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things? because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of Australians do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid. Scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. Btw I have been accused several times of wanting to “teach people a lesson” – because of this Blog! Which I find amusing: if you write down what people do, including who is doing it – they think I am “punishing” or either “causing someone to experience negative consequences to deter them from repeating bad behaviour”. – well, NO to “punishing”, as if I caught someone stealing red handed, you would THEN SEE some punishment behaviour. This world would be extremely better off, without many of the types of people I have encounted. But just writing about it, IS NOT PUNISHMENT (idiots). But, bingo to “causing someone to experience negative consequences to deter them from repeating bad behaviour”. Definitely, that is the point, completely, since there seems to be NO other way. Police simply join in the thefts, infact they are the biggest thieves ever in QLD. They are currently stalking me. I complained, they said I can’t prove it. And the other main point of this blog also is simply because I cannot do anything about those people, those people act up accordingly as to what they know they can get away with by the authorities, usually, they sometimes overstep that invisible boundry. Since the authorities here don’t do anything about this torment and bullying. I note, there are other people elsewhere, maybe, who can do something AND SO DO, I have seen it. (ha). But the perpetrators won’t even know their punishment is about me as they ars so obsessed with me and not concerning themselves about how other people who can see whats going on will react, as in people unlike themselves who are not cruel, and think bullies ought to pay. like the people of Mackay and channel 9, on my last trip there – they were so disgusting. How much is petrol now? Wake up little girls. I feel like here, there is way more to write about these dogs trying to constantly “teach me a lesson”. As in I have only touched the tip of the iceberg. Their dysfunction is so big that they need a shrink to take them in and work on them for years. Like Centrelink staff monkees who are on my back – major dysfunctional women. Microsoft and Apple – get the hell off my PC and devices you perverts. So the lesson being of how stupid humans are – YES I KNOW THANKS VERY MUCH Image above is my fabric design “Hibiscus splenden Tarten on clouds cp 1” 13. Sleeping women, minimum wage and the reverse of feminism I am now 47 and over the last 25 years, I have unfortunately formed a really low opinion of women. I do want to mention I went to an all-girls school and I don’t have any memories of being surrounded by stupid women at school, I felt like everyone was pretty much normal, it was only after I left school and entered the workplace when I encountered a whole heap of stupid women. {Actually, it was later determined, that public transport in and to Sydney was a major factor in this opinion}. Back when I was young, when I thought about the women’s movement and feminism, I just thought it made sense, women must be oppressed (women are oppressed) that’s why they are not paid as much as men, and I could see why hopping on the bandwagon for equal pay was a good and virtuous thing for a woman. And indeed, I have come across many women who have been very smart, and not only should be paid equally, but should be paid way more than the typical man, what they bring to the workplace is invaluable, however, this is the minority, and most women, do not contribute anything aside from bitchiness/bullying/pettiness and theft – in my experience. And I have known prominent feminists doing a total 180°C in their mature years, changing their mind, because they have seen so many puppet women. It those little puppets, that give all women a bad name, so if you see a sleeping beauty, wake her up, like I do “fuck off you stupid bloody dogs”. Having said that, when I was 20 and got my first job, I was so underpaid it was unbelievable; compared to the same aged men employed at the same company ($200 difference in weekly pay packets, 1994 – how am I meant to save for a house deposit on that kind of money?) And while I put a 20-year-old girl automatically into the ‘sleeping beauty’ category, - they are really naive at that age, raised to be so, at any rate they were back then, times might be different now, but I don’t think so, and they are very unaware of the fact that there are “walking retail victims”, women in their 20’s that is. (Last year I ventured onto Facebook and the oppression that goes on there, the unwillingness to know the truth about life, about the nitty-gritty and ugliness that goes on, is huge - still, this country is run by oppressive people.) Anyway, I consider my time important, way more important than minimum wage. I feel the government/Centrelink/Human Services/CENTERLINK, fail to acknowledge the importance of one’s own personal time, regardless of their thinking abilities. Actually, I think the whole ‘five day working week’ needs to be re-thought in my opinion, re-thought into 4 days! So, people can have a chance to live rather than consume themselves with work. Someone told me once, that the government suspect people would fight too much if the working week was reduced, that’s why they have 5 days. Perhaps this is true, I’ve encountered many people who all they want to do is fight, fighting is the only way they know to communicate, and alcohol influenced, back in the day all men were drunks, creating an antagonistic Australia. They just don’t know how to live, knowing how to live is something that is learnt and often not encouraged due to shame put on anyone who is not thoroughly invested in work or raising a family, or just shame in general, it is big in Australia - guilt. And a lot of people see fun and enjoyment in life as only achieved if one is tormenting someone else. (Really weird), but I can see the world is slowly but surely evolving (have you seen the longest glass water slide ever built on a huge mountain in China? Fantastic fun for hard workers!). All you oldies out there may have noticed that there also has been a movement in the health sector to target children. When I was a child there was no children’s health care where I lived, and definitely, none of the kids I ever encounted in my school were sickly in any way. I think when I was 10, they introduced dental care for kids. (whole other story bout how they mucked up my teeth (female dentist - you wouldn’t believe the amount of stories I have, that involve ‘fake’ female professionals or dentists for that matter, male alike)) However, the other day I noticed a whole Practice up here in North Queensland, for children, the field of expertise was chiropractic. There were 2 female chiropractors targeting kids - can you believe that? This is pure prey/hunt/pounce. And I think this hidden form of “cat and mouse game”, has come about due to the increase of women in the work place, who are not needed, and thus have devised a way to make money by finding victim parents and telling them they need to spend money on completely unnecessary adjustments in order for their child to thrive and be healthy, and to insinuate for them to be good parents. I am outraged by those women and that Practice. Wake up Sleeping Beauties, your child does not need a chiropractic adjustment! I tried to tell the common people on FaceBook what is going on - but they ban me, they want Sleeping Beauties to remain Sleeping Beauties, so they can make money. (Also, old men want Sleeping Beauties to remain Sleeping Beauties, as old men are perverts – its related to the sleeping beauty factor). Here is a good spot to mention, whilst I was online, looking on ‘Indeed Jobs.com’ available – btw, which is actually a good way to keep up-to-date with the world, see what’s going on in the real world, who’s hiring the most, what sectors are booming, who are the new innovators, who are the bad companies with a high staff turnover…. etc. Anyway I glanced at one job, it said “nanny required: $40 an hour”. Can you believe that? $40 an hour! I mean maybe too much time has gone by since I was a nanny, when it was like $6 - $13 an hour. But I’m guessing there’s a shortage of decent honest respectful caring women now - and that’s why $40 is on offer! 14. 5 kid’s Story At one point in my life, I was doing a lot of temp babysitting, and nanny work on the wealthy Upper Northshore of Sydney. One time I looked after this family who had five kids. 5. Really and truly, I’ve never come across a more absurd and stupid situation in my life. You’ve got to be absolutely nuts, but mostly stupid, to have 5 kids - both mother and father would fit into this category. What’s more, at the end of the night when it was time for me to get paid, and go home, they were reluctant to pay me, and when the father actually did, he came out with a whole lot of 1c and 5c coins, about $20 worth - how disgusting, the hourly rate was so low anyway. I mean his attitude was like “do we really have to pay her, how could she ask for money” he did not say this, but that was what he implied with his wife, as they were getting the coins out. It was like he felt, because he had five kids, (“I have 5 kids”) he was entitled to free childcare from me! FUCK OFF. I couldn’t believe it. I mean how does he expect the person who is looking after his child, to eat? How does he expect that person to afford to buy a house? Does he not think a childcare worker needs her own home?? ARSHOLE. (If I weren’t so pissed off, I might find it a little humorous how every mother thinks the sun shines out of her sons arse, when in reality her son is just an arshole, same as most other mother’s son). Any childcare worker needs to be paid a proper wage thanks very much. And, I ‘reckon’, the supermarkets, as in Coles and Woollies, ought to be rewarding people who do not have children, in the form of discounts for meat, especially beef steaks. We care about the planet – multiple breeders DO NOT. We care about proper housing for every one – THEY DO NOT. We care about enough love and attention per child to foster proper emotional growth, good mental health and proper awareness – they DO NOT. Any more than two kids is pure GREED (plus vanity). {Possibly only 1 other experience I have had, surpasses the absurdness of the 5 kids situation, and that is the ridiculous experience at RMIT college Chiro clinic back in 2005. (I bet all those fake STUPID girls were 3rd + borns). {I have medical proof these days about my back – so “oh whoops” – you bloody stupid blonde, accusing me of faking back problems – utter 3rd born stupidity.) Oh, later at Sarina I saw a woman with 12 kids, I think it was 12. Not sure if there were all hers, but she implied they were. SICKENING. Infact I will put that story; A few months ago, last summer actually, I went over near Sarina Beach for a swim. This was the first time I had ventured out to the beach, and as there were people there, I wanted to talk to them and hear their opinion on crocodiles and stingers. They were a family, a mother and a father with, I think, it would’ve been about 12 little kids, they were Islanders. They appeared to be the only 1 family. So, I started talking to them. (Putting my personal opinion of large families, on the side). Anyway, the mother said that they’re always there swimming, she brings the kids down every day. And that they don’t have any stinger suits, and they’ve never been stung. And they aren’t concerned about crocs, but they just stay close to the shore, in that little area. After we finished chatting, I thought, well that’s good to know, and left to get my goggles. But as I was walking off up the beach, two of the littler kids started following me, unbeknownst to me, but when they had nearly caught up to me, because I had stopped up the top to collect some driftwood, and I saw them, the father finally realised that the two of his kids were following me, and he called them back down. They raced off, back down the 200m or so!! lol. Later while I was in the shower, washing my 94cm long hair – (which gives me a lot of time to think about things as a I detangle!) I was thinking about YouTube, and what a good platform it is, if you’ve got something to say. It seems like of late, I always have something to say, and so I’m thinking YouTube would be a good place to talk about that issue. And that real scenario of those two little kids that were following me. Like their ‘sleepiness’ would be beyond some people‘s comprehension – the fact they can’t think for themselves and that’s why they simply started following me. Those two kids will need supervision, for the rest of their lives. Well, at least they've got excuses, that they were young; still learning how to think. But much worse, is I have grown adults following me in this manner too. It is downright scary how asleep and stupid a lot of people are in this country. It’s not just a ‘young child’ thing in Australia. It’s really strange to me that people don’t comprehend that multiple kids lead to total health problems, including mental problems of this nature. As I personally have this particular problem from non-thinkers - all the time (and it’s not just little kids, little 3rd borns, 4th borns, or 5th , 6th, 7th, 8th , 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th…..), young women in particular, in their 20s are the worst. Old man are disgusting in this area. But it’s all zombie 3rd born related. I suspect some of those zombies who follow me, must kind of eventually ‘come to and awake’ and think “what am I doing here at this bloody girls place”, and start to get pissed off – not knowing really why, and so then just steal from me in retaliation at their own stupidity?? Like it was my fault! IDIOTS. I just can’t believe that it’s not ‘a thing’, and why is it up to me to spell this out to people. It’s 2023, humans have been around for yonks. This factor should be a well-known talked about issue. Don’t get me started on the stupid Indians; 12 kids is “normal” there. Btw, later when I was soaking that driftwood, there in my tub, were about 20 little baby irukandji stingers! Yikes. Deadly. ON A DIFFERENT SIDE NOTE, when I was working back then with many families as a temp nanny, I noticed the ‘girly’ type of women always had girls. And the ‘nazi/yelly’ type of women, had boys. With a mixed personality, having both male and female offspring!! It was always the case, out of dozens of families I encounted. I was seriously thinking my situation was some sort of set up; surely it can’t be such a coincidence! But I think it is definitely true, personality types dictating offspring sex. I also have a personal theory that a pregnant woman who have a ”huge” belly when due; they will be having a very healthy child. The smaller, the weaker. Sorry to say. Actually, in encountering so many families and mothers, in a position of servitude, I noticed quite a few other things, like, I was working for this one family, the mother with her little girl not yet 1, and a boy 5 or 6; every evening we'd be in the kitchen together, the mother preparing dinner for her and her husband, and me feeding the kids at the table. If I were to ever speak with the mother, the son would interrupt me and try and take over the conversation, like he really wanted his mother's attention all to himself. Like she was his temporary wife, his fill-in, until he reached the appropriate age to obtain his very own!!! I was quietly amused at such motherfuckery. And actually, I'm not sure how healthy it is for a son to be so possessive of his mother, or well, maybe they're just born that way, a personality type (?) (I doubt it, I think mothers get off on things like that "my son loves me sooo much...".) Mind you I was apparently later accused by some idiot (probably bimbos from the television industry) of being a nanny due to wanting to ‘sidle in’ and steal somebody's family!! Lol, plus, also, something about being gay, something derogatory, not sure what. But then what’s more, somebody else said that they saved me from such accusations, by stating for the record, ‘it is not true, as she previously told me the main reason I was a nanny, was because I wanted to see whether I wanted family and kids’! BTW, after working as a nanny, I could clearly see that I did not want either. I can assure you that’s true, I do not want YOUR family! (Your family sucks!) Lol. I am single, not gay, deal with it. Anyway, it probably has more to do with being bullied in the workplace, as apposed to the quite simple domestic arena. The work place for me was brutal because of all the 3rd born dogs. But I find it doesn't matter what I do in life, there's always going to be someone who's going to say something snide and sinister and evil just like that accusation. You know, before I wrote this blog, did you hear me going around accusing all those mothers I worked for of being “bloody hopeless, so much so that they needed a nanny?” I don't think so!! (Not mentally ill, just hopeless). One time, I was attending a job interview, for nanny work, it was at Lane Cove, a very nice area. And I tell you what - there are some weird people and stupid bitch mothers out there!! This woman wasn’t home when I arrived, I was let inside, to wait for her, by, who knows, some young girl. But as soon as the mother entered and saw me, she just started chastising me for parking in her spot! She was really pissed off about it. Then she wanted me to wait some more for her husband to get home, for the interview! Lol. I probably should’ve excused myself and left then, as there was no way I would work for her. But I waited, then the husband arrived home, and oh my god - what an arsehole!! I have never met a man ruder and more disrespectful in all my life (well maybe aside from Fred at Bonds and the arsholes on the playground at Duval, oh, and the 2 imbeciles on the XPT train). I thought well, I need not be pissed off with that stupid bitch mother, because she’s married to an arsehole, she’s going have to suffer for it her whole life, so ha! I really do not recommend working for a house wife. I’m reminded: I do not have water views like that stupid bitch because I’m not a stupid bitch. It seems to get ahead and be rich in Australia. You need to be stupid bitch: reward for stupid bitches. 15. Ridiculous - Australian Tax Office – they really are thieves, they have hopped on the thieving dog bandwagon Dam and Blast, there are some stupid little thistles that work at the Australian tax office. I have a business. I’m a registered GST Business owner. I pay tax on any sale I make, and if I have not in the past, it’s because, that income has been under the taxable income threshold (which at the moment is $22,000) So I do not owe the tax department anything. I never have. I’m not the sort of person that would let myself get into debt with anyone, let alone the Australian tax office - yet I’m fairly certain they may have had something to do with the fact (actually I can’t say for certain) but I have been banned from eBay, and since eBay was the main source of my income, I’ve more or less lost a big slice of my business. But when I phoned the tax department one day, because of a linking issue with My Gov, the person I spoke to was very odd and sly, he was asking me odd questions, it was from these questions, that I suspect, he suspected, I was stealing from him, and that little shithead, is the reason why I can’t continue my business! what an idiot! This is what they do in Australia; instead of encouraging small business they destroy people who have small businesses, I hope he gets cancer and dies. (I suspect the Coact jobs provider at Gin Gin, Carol Watson may also have something to do with it, due to her question one day) fake name. Someone told me one day, that the tax office can’t get to the big guns like big businesses to pay tax, like bunnings {and I’m sure they’ll be numerous more} and so they pick on little people that are powerless and have no status in society, like me, - it’s their nature to be arseholes. That’s what makes them stupid – everyone is accountable for their actions in the end. By the way, I’m a firm believer; you’ve gotta pay your taxes! We have roads, we have hospitals, we have schools; because people pay their taxes. If you drive a car, get sick, you’re going to need those resources just like everybody else, so just pay it and be happy that you can. And, also when lodging a tax return every year, if you earn under the taxable income threshold, then you do not have to lodge a return – this is clearly stated on their website, but it stated you have to lodge a form that states “non lodgement”, I guess, so they know why your not lodging. – so about about 10 years ago, before they were online, I did not know about this form, I only knew about the taxable income threshold, as that is what was stated in the tax return – there was no mention in the tax return to lodge a separate form (their mistake), so I did not do anything for that 3 years. So I suspect those stupid tax people saw that I did not lodge and suspected I was stealing from them in those 3 years, as in earing and not declaring. And as a result have been apart of the stupid little boy network who have been stealing from me. Once again YOUR MISTAKE. And btw, last year I paid tax on several large sold items on etsy, and the only way to claim that money back (several hundred dollars, as I was entitled as I had not reached the taxable income threshold – but had many business related expenses that I could claim as) - was to lodge a tax return. So, even though I was STILL under the taxable income threshold {I personally believe those purchases were made by the tax dep so they could steal from me in this manner – a calculated plan to steal from me}, I put in a return to get that money back, as tax had already been paid on those items. They were NOT entitled to tax on those items. I know the laws. So, after going to all the bother of lodging my tax return, the tax department didn’t give me my tax refund - they just refused. (They lost, they lost their calculated plan, and refused to belief they were wrong). (Reminds me of the Bunnings Bimbos). Thieving arsholes – although I am guessing it were female behind it – women are the biggest thieves. And the biggest liars. Although they don’t have the biggest egos, so could be the boys. Who knows. The bottom line is the Australian Tax department stole from me too – guess they wanted to hop on the band wagon - the thieving dog bandwagon that is so prevalent in Australia. 16. Emily the Greeny I don’t have any chemicals in the house (aside from the rare occasion when I need bleach for the mould) that’s the only one. But of course, I need washing powder and dishwashing powder - but I choose the green brands, which means I can use the grey water on the garden, so I recycle all my water and I make sure no water goes to waste, ever. (I have since moved in to a town, a unit in QLD, and it is much more difficult to recycle the water – infact I cannot, and all the overflow, including septic, runs out into a little creek that runs through the property (yikes – I can’t believe they are allowed to get away with doing that, especially as this creek joins the bigger one across the road, and kids swim in it) This is what happens when there are NO greenies in power. Stupidity happens. Blonde stupidity, like my neighbour. Perhaps they need to introduce ‘environmentalists’ to inspect properties that have creeks, to make sure there is no polluting. I heard the mill manufacturer down the road, also pollutes into the same creek. So, this is not something that only happened in the 50’s and 60’s when people knew no better. That’s one of the reasons why I said on my blog moving up to QLD, is like stepping back in time by 40 years. My other neighbours said it was more like 100 – 150 years. Biggest polluter at the moment are the USB companies and their cables; they keep making crap cables that fail, and we have to keep purchasing them, dozens and dozens, every year; total wasteful pollution. Anyway, I only use pure cotton tampons, so they can be composted. (After I wrote this bloody Woolworths got fake “green” tampons from Kotex, {Kimberly-Clark American conglomerate, although I was advised before, Kotex was Romanian; Americans trying to blame Romanians!} – anyway these IDIOTS make those tampons now, out of polyester blend. STUPID STUPID. I have switched brands to Cottons Organic and Moxie. And HEY BEANS FOR BRAINS: The planet is more important than the economy. It’s any wonder the toilet didn’t block up. I clean the windows with vinegar. I clean everything with vinegar. I mop the floors with tea tree oil and vinegar. And do the kitchen benches with water/vinegar and orange essential oil. Or whatever oil I am in the mood for! I only buy the real paper towels, and not the fancy branded one that has silicon, polyester and plastic in their paper towelling (disgraceful; is not biodegradable – what are you thinking? Am I surrounded by morons??). By the way, I don’t use toilet paper; I have a bidet with cotton washes for drying, saving millions of trees. Millions. Plus is 50000 times better; cleaner. I also buy PAPER facial tissues, most tissue brands too have silicon, polyester and or plastic in them to make them “soft” – this is the manufacturers reason for adding it – “it’s what the customers want- softness”. I DON’T THINK SO! Customers are prepared for a little paper rough if they know it is organic. There is only 1 brand at 1 supermarket (Woollies) that sells pure paper facial tissues – which is abhorrent. But at least there’s one, even if it only started up this year in 2025. Its not that rough, its quite fine. I can toss my tissues down the loo, nobody else can! I always buy those wooden cotton tips for ear cleaning, even though I dispose of them properly anyway, unlike some bad people who live by the coast. (Wooden tips are biodegradable). I don’t buy tuna, in order to save the dolphins, and save my health from toxic ocean pollution. I try to grow my own vegetables, again, after moving into a rental unit, this is near impossible. On those rare occasions when I purchased bacon, I only purchase sour stall free bacon (Coles has it). And I certainly only ever by RSPCA approved cage free eggs, and chicken, which are still a very good price. And I never eat anything made from goats milk due to the slaughter of all the poor male goats. I use fans mostly, with misters. I certainly would never put in a fireplace – only bimbos would do that, not only do they pollute everyone’s air, but they take heaps of valuable time to prepare with kindling and firewood. Plus, they are stinky and messy and need constant attention and cleaning out. (I don’t think some people think things all the way through….they are not romantic, they are dirty! – course Australia is not a cold cold country – but in Siberia, they do not use wood fire either). I only drive anywhere, when I have a point and a purpose - I don’t hoon around pointlessly like the local hoons, trucks and council workers do, or follow someone because they are bored - polluting the airways. Btw – how can you all put with those nuisance drivers? HOW?? {I have a ‘fantasist’ motor biker stalking me (he thinks he is Evel Knievel) at new address-maybe he/she is trying to be greener with a motorbike now instead of car?} And at my house (2021), I don’t even mow the lawns either, I have a ‘wild’ garden! again saving the air from pollution (I’m not sure people realise how much petrol engines, pollute the air, they are TOXIC. There are health warnings on cigarette boxes, why are there none on petrol caps? The smoke from your car is 50,000 times more toxic than cigarette smoke). I don’t think most motorists realise every time they start that ignition, and idle away, for every second they’re burning fuel, they are polluting the environment. They are polluting their own airways. Sidebar time: at one point in my life, I got it into my head I should have an electric car (2012). But I couldn’t get an electric car, they were way over budget back then, so I opted for a second-hand Ute which was diesel instead of petrol. The reason why I was so adamant I wanted an electric car was because the smell from my car then, petrol, I found absolutely repulsive. I almost developed an allergic reaction to the smell of cars. I really believe they are DEADLY. So, when I got my diesel it was heavenly, there’s practically no smell from it compared to my old petrol car. When combustion engine burns petrol, it leaves behind oil in the car (sump oil), that is basically toxic putrid -it’s so disgusting. Lawnmowers produce it too; if you get some of that used oil, and put it on your lawn, you will see it kills absolutely everything that it touches. It’s so toxic. And I see people on YouTube drenched in sump oil – they have no idea. Really, it should be a high priority, of getting rid of all petrol engines. Yikes! I use wooden pegs on my clothesline, (unbelievable how many backyards I’ve seen riddled with pieces of plastic broken pegs, yuk, yuk, yuk and stupid). I buy 2nd hand goods when I can (new location, 2022, there are no 2nd hand furniture shops! Can you believe that, not even a tip shop, and only thieves on gumtree who only buy my goods when their stupid offspring steal from me. What is wrong with people?). I did spend $14000 on a 5kw solar system, but that turned out to be a scam, my bill went up, yes after spending $14000, my bill went up. Do be careful of greedy business people wanting to take advantage of caring people who have good intentions. I was told later, that I had to make the sacrifice in order to get other people to copy and start spending money to save the environment. I believe it has worked; have you seen social media these days with all of the people standing up for the environment, it's amazing. Make sure you ‘carbo offset’ your own life. Many women are far happier these days going child-free. Did you know in Australia, incinerators were banned in the 1980s, because they pollute the air, big time. I have also planted thousands of trees. Although I have had difficulties with people just pulling, yanking, my trees out of the ground and poisoning them. Regional rural areas; still have problems with people who don't appreciate nature or the environment, especially farmers, unfortunately – and men in general, in my experience, seem to be really retarded in this area of “nature”, like nature is something to rebel against and destroy. {So stupid}. You know when I was in Melbourne and visited the open gardens down there, a few years ago now, I bet there would've been more people there in Frankston visiting those gardens, than who attend football games! There is a great love for nature, and nature is going to win. {You better be backing the winner!} The photo above on the far right shows a wall hanging I did as a young 16yr old, experimenting with weaving techniques - got first place in the Gunnedah Show! 😁: 17. Take Photos and Videos of Everything I am getting a little annoyed of seeing ‘unable to right click due to international copyright laws’. I think most people are a little confused about what you can take photos of and what you can’t; Basically, you can take photos of everything and anything you see, and upload it to social media or the Internet, providing it’s not of a private nature like sex/bathroom. ANYTHING If you take a photo of some stranger that you see down the street and then upload it, this is NOT illegal, nor does it violate any privacy laws. And it doesn’t matter what age the person is either, nor if it’s a video of them. It’s also the same with artwork, if you go into a gallery, and take a photo of the wall that has a painting on it, that is NOT illegal. So, if some curator dog comes up to you and chastises you for taking a photo in a gallery - you can tell her where to shove it. I would possibly even slap them on the cheek as well (that later action may be illegal, but, possibly worth it). 2nd photo above is my mother, Fran, and her adopted mum, Gwyneth Flood around 1987: 18. If you don’t know your ancestors, no one else will My mother was adopted at age 18mnths approx. According to our grandmother, she was adopted from her uncle, whose wife died, and he decided he could not look after a little girl. My Grandmother was a liar. We determined this, as over the years, her story slightly changed, until finally she said, she would never tell. When my mother (Frances Lesley, formally, Flood, now Bieman, was in her late 40s, she decided she wanted to find out her lineage. I recall she paid a couple of different organisations a few hundred dollars, to look into it for her. They were total bogus scams. They came up with a whole ‘tall tale” for her, made up a complicated story about how she was part Asian! If you know my mother, well, if you just took one look at her, you would most certainly know that this was not true. As I was reading the information given by the Researchers some years later after she had died, it was quite obvious to me, that it was total bullshit, but – I bet my mum reading it, would have been taken in by it, hook line and sinker. So, this story is just a word of warning; if you don’t know your ancestors nobody else will. And it pays to keep your firstborn‘s around; they’re likely to be able to see things, that the previous generation can’t. 19. I would hate to born in Ethiopia Do you know when I was a young girl, there were starving Ethiopians. It was a big thing with famine relief packages being organized. It’s now 30-40 years later and they’re still starving. Look it up on wiki – they have famine there ALL the time. I have a message you may not wish to hear: Stop breeding you fucking idiots, why are you making life difficult for yourself? What woman in her right mind would want to inflict her childhood starvation pain, on to another child? Or should we just call you rape nation? I hear stories of women who are tortured as kids, they have shitty lives, yet they grow up, get a partner and have kids of their own, just so they can expose them to the shitty world too. Break the cycle. (Btw, this is the epitome of stupidity) Are they sadists? My meal today, consisting of fresh picked cabbage, purslane, beef mince, onions and sober noodles (plus a few herbs and spices). The mince was the cheapest bulk pack, it was the “Torana” of mince, but the noodles were so good, they were like the “Mercedes” of noodles. I know how to budget. Least I am not starving. You know, maybe if I put this up on Facebook, I may understand why I may have been banned (not agreed to it at all) - people don’t like to hear these ugly truths. Even though I believe putting up a message like this, would do more to help those people, than anything that has been done in the past 30 or 40 years in so called charity. BTW, a little birdie told me the real reason I was banned from Facebook was because I called some blonde a stupid blonde (it turned out she did have blonde hair, and I guess must have been stupid) as she was so offended, in her childish way, she went about brainwashing all the admin to ban me, and they totally complied with her manipulations. Poor little girl, offended because someone called her a stupid blonde, could someone please show her the starving Ethiopians. Oooh, if only I had a name and a photo. 20. Reference from Anna Abbott (I have included several references on my Blog, as it seems to be a silly reoccurring thing, especially as a renter, and someone continuously NEW, having to continuously move between rentals and locations. They want references, plus, people in the community, who have no business wanting any kind of reference, seemingly wanting some sort of validation, that they can ‘converse and ‘absorb’ me into their lives. And that I am not a common POOR slut or axe murder – this seems to be their biggest fear. I am not sure how people cannot see the correlation between school teachers and references. But if you want to know something about me, it is best you speak to me. NEW ENGLANO GIRLS' SCHOOL ARMIDALE, NSW, 2350 TELEPHONE (02) 6774 8700 FAX +61 2 6774 8741 PLEASE ADDRESS ALL COMMUNICATIONS TO THE PRINIPAL MRS ANNA ABBOTT B.A. ,V~p.Teadt., T.e. ,B.Leg.S. ,M. Utt. ,J.P. ,M . A .C.E . ,C.C. E.A. 7th November,1991 To whom it may concern, Emily Bieman has been a student at the New England girls school for all her secondary education. During that time Emily has shown herself to be a quiet, co-operative student who is conduct has been impeccable. She has participated willingly in a wide range of school activities; Emily has been a member of the Independent Girls School Sporting Association, and Combined High School Swimming Team, and represented the school in the Hannah Shield competition. During the past year she has served as a Table Captain a Fire Drill captain, and has been a popular and valued member of her form. However it has it is her creativity in the arts that has really brought Emily to the fore. She has considerable talents in design and has in fact, won the Dressmaker of the Year Encouragement Award, and Award for Originality, at the Northwest Fashion and Design competition. Emily was also a finalist in the 1990 and 1991 Armidale Wool Expo competitions. Emily is an original thinker who is blessed with considerable breath of vision and creativity. She is cooperative in school activities, and is a well respected member of the school family. I have no hesitation in recommending this talented girl to a future employer, and wishing her well in her endeavours. School Principal ANNA ABBOTT B.A. ,V~p.Teadt., T.e. ,B.Leg.S. ,M. Utt. ,J.P. ,M . A .C.E . ,C.C. E.A. In my original Blog I had next an image of a Job Add from Indeed, it was for a Gardening position, I noticed with all Gardening adds, they all wanted Police Checks; 21. Gardeners Discriminated Against It’s always the gardener jobs that requires a police check - gardeners are completely discriminated against. What do you think, all Gardeners are a bunch of criminals? Actually, later I realized, they most probably do this, as Indeed IT staff probably read about my experience with the pervy gardeners at NEGS! 22. Things I wish I was told when I was 18 Every activity you do with your body takes its toll, be very careful in the activities and work you choose; is it worth your while? are you being paid properly? are you been paid at all? if you don’t adhere to this warning, by the time your 40s come around (which happens in a blink of an eye) you will be aching, there’s no Medicare rebates for physio and massage which basically are the only 2 things that really help with these aches and pains (aside from pepper essential oil) Your employer will want to use your body as much as they can get away with, they are greedy, old and have no morals on the inside - be strong and stand up to them. NO CHAINSAWING Embrace being on your own, don’t rely on other people, you know best, you have inner instinct, (of course your own inner voice and not somebody else’s inner voice/images), which btw, nobody talks about, but is this very real ‘planet earth connection thing’ that happens - not that this has been a problem for me, but it is a problem for other people around me; Reflections, how some women do reflections; that is, mirror what you’re thinking and reflect it back to you word verbatim or (some clever ones twist it to manipulate). So, if you ask them how they are, and you think to yourself angry, they will say “angry”, it is really like you’re having a conversation with yourself, but some will say the opposite, like “I am not angry at all”, in a slight rebellious way. They follow you – like little dogs, they steal from you. You should avoid these creatures because they are thieving leeches designed specifically for men who want bimbos (they are rife in television and radio world. “Obviously, one doesn’t speak every single thought one has in one’s head - things could get a little confusing and offensive; when one speaks, one always applies common courtesies, along with common-sense and structure.” This is something I have no troubles with. However, I know for a lot of female tv / radio bims out there, this is something that they struggle with. And people take advantage of their sleepy nature. Most people are thoughtless, try and remember that, Emily! People are small and petty. Like, if you ever make a complaint to anyone (like your local MP, or your boss) you have to do it anonymously otherwise they'll harass, stalk and manipulate you for the rest of your life. They have mental problems and were raised badly by bimbos. They come from a different world than yours. And, if you tell people, you never get sick, then you have people trying to make you sick - it’s part of their senseless nature, you don’t understand it when you’re 18 but they do the opposite, due to bad nazi parenting/schooling in Australia, thus rebellion. You’re like an ‘open book’ people see/hear you coming, they will try and steal as much money and ideas out of you as possible, trust no one (you run rings around most people!) Women are the enemy, way more so than men. It’s not like school where you are all friends; every single person you encounter after probably age 20, will try and steal from you anyway they can EVERY SINGLE PERSON. A pusscat is better company than anyone. Don‘t listen to radio or go to music festivals (you don't understand when your young; no music, trust me). Get them to pay Superannuation, don’t work for a woman ever. Start saving for a house at 15, coax parents into giving you a deposit. (If you haven’t coaxed them into buying a house on your 18th! (Which they should, no more beer for you!) Live at home to save, but living in the community you grew up in is a good thing, people are nasty if they don’t know you, especially when you’re young, single and still vulnerable. For you, really having own home to nest in, feel safe in, is the most important thing. A place where you can invest money / effort into making things the way you want. Settle up North where it’s warm, there are less viruses, (flu virus is not caused from cold, but highly contagious, it will kill you). They hardly know anything about virus except the more times you get flue, the overall weaker your body becomes, I personally believe it to be handed out deliberately amongst the population. Plant heaps of trees everywhere you go, & flowers. When you’re young, for all Dr appointments, take a friend. I know this is a huge inconvenience but Drs cannot be trusted with young girls, as well as receptionist, dentists, nurses and assistants. None of them can be trusted to do the right thing/make right decision always. At any rate take a camera around your neck and record each visit. (I found alternative medicine people, nicer people, except that one pervert, can’t remember him now). Also, try to see the same GP always, that’s another reason why it is not good to move around, you will need a Dr to vouch for you later on against the cunts. NEVER go to dentist unless in extreme pain, (clove essential oil will kill any bacteria) just keep brushing every day lightly. Sensodyne, floss if you have to. Dentists are hopeless crooks that can’t handle your petite mouth. There is an Art of looking after your teeth. The point of life is finding your own personal happiness and things to care about, talk to your parents about their life, why they made certain decisions, they’ve had all the experience, you share the same DNA, use their experience (keep in mind they are pretty clueless about finances and how the world works, especially mum). And btw, all your friends and family will betray you in the end. It’s about money and power for most people. And when you’re 18 life is pretty good, if you think you have problems or are angry, forget about it, when you older, you’ll look back and think, not really bad compared to how things look when your wiser - you see the world with greater clarity, and all is not well in the country at all, there are a lot of big problems that people, particularly parents and school teachers (and news people for that matter) don’t really talk about, and the country is run by a lot of bad rich people or scared fearful people who don’t like change, and don’t like to rock the boat - reality can be so scary for them. Stand up to people who will try to oppress you (everyone). Don’t take out insurance. Especially car. Insurance is a total scam, if you put in a claim for insurance then you’ll have people following you around stealing from you, and they do it in sneaky ways where they can’t get caught. Organised crime is huge, and businesses are involved, so stealing is often done by not taking possessions, but by creating business for certain businesses. Australia is run by dogs – the good guys lost. They lie to you, and pharmaceutical companies are pure evil. (Maybe occasionally you will see glimmers of hope where something good happens, the world evolves a little bit at a time). After SouthPacifc, throw fashion out the window, become a speech pathologist, no, maybe even before. No fashion at all? but the “private” sector will screw you, the “public” sector have a whole heap of rules and so payments are guaranteed. So speech pathologist within gov department! {you don't really hear about highly skilled people much when you're young, but in my 50s now, I have seen quite a few very skilled people and these skills only come about from a lot of experience in the one industry}. People will be relatively respectful to you whilst your parents are alive, once they’re dead, if you’re not married, forget about it, you’re scum of society and treated as such. You’re going to be constantly hounded by bullies, the whole of Australia is made up of non-thinking bullies, they are every-where. I think the best advice I can give you to get them off your back is they respond only to loud strong language and intimidation, confidence is key. Get EVERYONE’S name, including coworkers, especially receptionists at councils, DEFINITELY CENTERLINK (record any interaction). You will need to know names for when they invent the internet! Don’t worry, internet is coming! Don’t spend money/effort on rentals, don’t purchase anything that can’t be packed in Ute – you will be renting all your life, frequently moving. They steal everything anyway, try to buy 2ndhand. {house prices skyrocket, no rentals available.} Tell Daniel to stay away from Heath Barwick, he is a thieving druggy idiot child with a bimbo mother. Don’t go to the cinema with that John guy. Tell Cathy Goldman and Rachael Wainberg’s sister to go fuck themselves – actually report both to police – you don’t know it but both are stalking you, actually report Heath too, he is stalking you too. Then never ever call the police again-they are completely naive and have no idea what’s going on.) 23. Oh, how much “natural charm” does a street have, without powerlines? A LOT! I think those trees are Eucalyptus leucoxylon’s. A tree lined street makes such a difference to the whole atmospheric feeling of a place, especially when there are no bloody powerlines. I always wondered why Council spent so much money on fixing roads that don’t really need to be fixed, when they can be putting powerlines underground, that would be a far more logical and better way to spend money, plus create jobs. However I have since learned that the power companies are private companies, and Councils are run by government. So this is a bit of a dilemma, and the government really should not have sold out the electricity companies, until they did the all to important underground works. 24. Lord of the Flies Admin OMG, this is exactly what I mean. Look what they have done on this article re great shot of amazing Architecture ; Nazi Admin have gone out of control, deleting posts left right and centre. Plus they’ve totally got the wrong end of the stick; Hey! you’re allowed to use words like ‘Nazi’ and ‘porn’ without being offensive. Grow the hell up little people Admin. And by the way, I have encountered a few IT companies that have also been run in “Lord of the Flies manner. If you have not read the book “Lord of the Flies”, I highly recommend you do. I’ve mentioned it numerous times on my blog. If you have not read this book, you won’t thoroughly know what I’m talking about. It is the negative part of certain human personalities, especially amongst young boys, young men who are on a gung-ho tirade. Call the Guard!! Although this world today, which is becoming more and more matriarchy, rather than patriarchy, the same can be applied to young women, I myself have had to “call the guard” on many many many many, occasions when dealing with a lot of retailers. Did you know there is no emoji for ‘yelling’ or ‘blowing the trumpet’ – oppressed IT, COOEE! I did find this one though 🤐 figures. 2 5 . Why privacy is important I have talked about this before, particular in the garden - if you read my “Houses need to be S-P-A-C-E-D” photo story on page 5 or my “Night sweats” photo story on page 10, possibly my Stalking Dogs in Melbourne story on p4. I go into detail about why it’s important, like a woman’s privacy, and predatory men, or theft, stalking female bimbos, as a result of no privacy, but, really most people don’t really care about those issues, even though those things that plague me terribly and make my life extremely difficult AND SHOULD BE DEALT WITH. I mean, I’m all for transparency; being honest and truthful in business and private lives, not making up lies in order to save face, or save somebody else’s face, or manipulate the situation, or to try and protect someone, kids. However, privacy is extremely important particularly if you’re a single lady, but really the number one reason why privacy is important, the reason anyway that would win a debate in the public sector; is business competition. I have found as a business owner, and because my privacy is somewhat compromised, I have dogs who can steal my customers in very sneaky ways. I have mentioned before on his blog that they steal ideas left right and center, which they still do, but my main business of seed selling, this doesn’t require too many new ideas, just requires customers. And, if the competition can see a customer sniffing around, well I’m not going to tell you some of the ideas that they come up with to steal them, because there are so many bloody copycats, and I don’t want to put any more ideas into their thieving heads, but they do it, and it’s because I don’t have privacy. Now I say this will win the debate, because I have noticed, for some reason that if you say its for business purposes you will immediately get the approval of everyone. Actually this “business purposes” is so significant that it would be a form of discrimination for those not in business and wish to make a point or complaint, etc. Have you ventured into town in the middle of the day? Do you notice how many people there are about, all on the street, all on the roads? There are literally 1000’s and 1000’s and 1000’s of people not at work. So that’s 1000’s and 1000’s and 1000’s of people who would be discriminated against. 26. Product Placement I remember watching this movie once called The Truman show, with Jim Carrey. I really liked it. About a man held captive unbeknownst to him, in a world where everything was produced by a producer, and everything was fake, so there were hidden cameras everywhere, and actors pretending to be his fake friends and fake family, fake wife, fake buildings fake workplace, even fake weather. I guess I liked it because I could relate to it in a way (dogs). There was a scene in it, where he notices that his wife was talking to him, but it was like she was talking to somebody else (she was obviously sending messages to the producer) and so he was left feeling slightly bewildered “am I going nuts?“ so, he exclaims in manic out-raged way “who are you talking to!” I think there are people who have seen this movie, and seen the way people can be manipulated, and who then like to try for themselves (I have found in life, when it comes to movies, particularly a good movie like that one, they copy everything in it). So, what those people do, is the product placement bits - they did it in that movie. In fact, I think that movie was the turning point, it was like was so obvious, and people so obviously saw how product placement works in movies, it was like product placement was brought into consciousness with the common people! So, they intern want to try it as well. Sometimes when I talk to certain people, I feel their product placement is so bad, I want to yell at them WHO ARE YOU TALKING TOO! And then I wonder, what possesses them to product place somebody else’s product. I think about any products that I think would be good enough to product place without receiving any money for it. And actually, I can think of only 2! One thing I loved when I had it, back when I was 20, on a fresh strawberry tart, was King Island Cream - it was the most amazing desert experience I had ever had! Best cream ever. So worth tasting. The other thing was Benjamin Moore self-levelling paint! 15 years ago, I bought this by chance, not even seeing the self-levelling part about it. I painted some craft wood shelves with it. As I was painting, of course when you paint, you get streaks from the brush lines, but after about five minutes, I noted, it literally did self-level and was beautifully smooth, no bubbles, it dried almost like a hard solid coating finish. Now 15 years later, I’ve still got those shelves and there’s not a scratch or a chip on it (and I have relocated 8 times) The craft wood is completely protected in this hard tough self-levelled coating. It is an outstanding product. I have since looked for it online, and I don’t think they make it any more, but they do have their own website, and for ‘almost’ a 4L tin of bathroom paint, it costs $150! so that is extraordinarily expensive, but their quality is unmatched in my opinion. So, I would have no problems product placing those two amazing products! Yesterday I saw a good movie about gambling. So, I have no doubt they were product placing gambling! But actually, I felt they were a little bit sneaky, whilst product placing gambling, they seemed to be subliminally saying, we are so good at this product placement now, that we are product placing to certain personality types; who we know are good at maths, but are lacking in areas like common sense, and also have big egos, so, don’t want to lose; These people make perfect gambling suckers and we want them by the bucket loads. And we are getting them! I have no doubt that they do and it worked. I don’t gamble – waste of money. I’ve always thought anyone who gambles is just bloody stupid. But, I did have a negative experience involving “the slots”, when I was young. In fact, I will put it here, I think I already did, but it is missing…In my early 20s I was visiting with my grandmother on the central coast, my grandmother wanted a lift into the servicemen's club because she had a meeting there for an hour, and I was just to wait around for her. As I was waiting, and wandering around, I came across the casino slot machine room, it was pretty quiet, I thought I just sit down in there and wait for my grandmother and try a machine, as I had $5 dollars of change. I handed my coins over, one by one, to the slot machine, and one by one, they were devoured, and I lost. Sitting there I thought, so, this is what people get addicted to? This is the most stupid thing I've ever done in my life! I mean maybe if you win, you'd be more inclined to get an addiction? Not winning – blessing in disguise! But, generally, on the whole, those gambling businesses have got it sorted; all the favourite Hollywood stars have had gambling scenes of some sort, and Hollywood people are very persuasive, so I feel like I definitely have to say something here, because people need help against persuasive Hollywood people! Don't be a victim so don't gamble. Money better off spent on good food and plants. And online gambling especially is for victims; you are never going to win, if you do, they devise plans to get their money back. It’s not just the police/courts, and retailers who do that. {mm, yup, after my body starting ‘flailing’, I started buying a ticket every xmas – and every year the kookas laugh at me every time I do!}. oh, btw, the first time I did buy a ticket, back in 2015 or so, I won $25! I definitely believe it was a deliberate rigged win in order to set me up to purchase more. It's like I worked out the slot machine loss as a positive, but so did the gambling people; A first win on the first experience of gambling is a surefire way to guarantee more money for the house, a SIGNIGFICANT MORE. {“You owe me heaps of money”} Also, I have observed those people that get addicted probably are doing it out of rebellion. Childhood rebellion, showing up later. As I always seem to be constantly referring to ‘rebellion’ on my blog, as I encounter really annoying people, as far as I'm concerned it's all rebellion related. They've had nazi parents and nazi teachers. Some people call them “helicopter parents” there's got a big difference between the sound of those two expressions, yet they're pretty much cover the same thing. This is such a huge area where so many parents mess up their kids in this overcontrolling manner it just tells me how there's so many people that should not bother having kids they're just not cut out for it it's weird that there's seems to be this pressure to get married and have kids. it's dumb. Oh, and HA to the territorial blonde bimbo dog who has seen my brief summary of a movie above {– she gets the shits about this}, and has told me her feelings in typical bitch manner – a quintessential overstepper. Overstepping is something stupid people do, as they CAN’T SEE the boundary. It’s also part of rebellion – ‘paying it back’ to their nazi parents/teachers- what they did to the overstepper, she now passes on to innocent people. Isn't my Maidenhair Fern fabric print above just beautiful! it's “MaidenHair Fern 4d5b0e b” - not available anywhere as I have been ban from the 3 online 'design and sell' fabric shops. Although I can get it printed up on special request. 27. Sun Dried Apricots I will include this method because my dried apricots were so amazing, they were unlike any other dried apricots I’ve ever tasted. There were two factors culminating in this, one was the variety of apricots, it was a new variety called ‘Story’ from Heemskirts Tamworth Nursery (Flemmings) - so deliciously big, sweet, fragrant and juicy, they were delicious at their optimum ripeness. The other factor, was in Gunnedah that year, it happened to coincide with the ripening of my apricots, was a four day extreme heat wave. This was an unbelievable hot heatwave, it was like hotter than I’d say any other year on record at that time of year (November), for four consecutive days. Hot hot hot!. I put out my apricots out each morning, bring them into the verander each evening before the due set in. After four days I had the most perfect sun dried apricots you can imagine. They hadn’t even discoloured, and I didn’t even use any vitamin C powder, which usually prevents the brown oxidisation on apricots. The flavour was extraordinary, so intense. It was really so good that it will be worth purchasing your own apricot tree so you can try this (and hope for a heat wave one year) Actually, the flavour was so good I’m thinking it’s probably worth fruit growers to take their almost ripe stone fruit out into Australia’s hot desert, so they can dry all their fruit by this method -unbelievable flavour. Come on Australia, wake up. I did them in my usual frames which consist of midge proof flyscreen, fully enclosed frames 28. Quote that resonated with me, about corrupt police and government in Iraq, using fear tactics to control Here is a quote from an Iraqi detainee who was falsely imprisoned at Guantánamo Bay for 14 years. This was his opening statement in his trial: “Where I am from, we know not to trust the police, we know the law is corrupt, and we know the government uses fear to control us.” This man is talking about his country of Iraq, however when he said this, it resonated with me. I am Australian, and as far as I’m concerned, he was talking about the police I know in Gin Gin and Bundaberg QLD, and the government that I know, - Centrelink, they are corrupt and they do use fear to manipulate - just as overcontrolling as the Iraqi government. It was only yesterday, I received yet another nuisance call from the new governments contractor who won the employment provider role – she claimed she was from them, (although her voice was familiar – and I have noted recently there have been a number of people calling me or who have taken my phone calls, that have distinctive voices; as in the same person who spoke to me when I phoned PayPal was the same person I spoke to when I phoned Telstra and Ebay – and not just recently but over the last 10 years, it has been the same person. Plus there is at least 4 “same people” people that I have recognised now, they claim to be a different person each time, but infact not – as I have finally got really familiar with their voice, and I now also record all phone conversations too, for comparison. I don’t know who is behind that, I would say, actually Telstra, since they do phones? Anyway, this woman, said they had not updated my details, placing me in financial harms ways. In the past I have had such monsters from Jobs providers, cut off payments on numerous occasions for no reason other than to strike fear – it is a game they relish – powertripping and fear mongering. They are fucked people. Btw, if you have to move, and you’re on employment, you’ve gotta come up with new bond costs as well as removal costs – and even the cheapest way of doing it yourself with hire truck, is still really expensive, ($2000 for my last move), so this is really difficult, there’s really not much left to save each week if your on unemployment, but Centrelink has recognized the fact that emergency payments will crop up, and thus have come up with a solution, and that is they will loan you $500 interest free, and you have to pay back $40 over the next several months until it’s paid in full. This is a good deal, when I had to move in 2000 and was looking after mum on Carer payment, I took advantage of that loan. {There will be some people that won’t know about the loan, its not advertised, that’s partly why I’m writing this}. Although in 2022 once again I had to move, and had to take advantage of the loan, and I noted, 22 years later IT’S STILL THE SAME AMOUNT of $500!! Even though we’ve had exorbitant inflation since 2000. I did send a message to Centrelink and told them about this thing called “inflation”, but noted it still remains $500 today. I will have to add, if they put the loan up to say $800 (more realistic Bond amount) then that would increase loan payback to “too long a period”, so they would have to increase the fortnightly payment as acknowledgement of inflation. So, get to it Mr Budget man! In my photo story “Bims at Fashion Houses in Sydney EMPOWERING stupid stalking leeches to harass young women”, I mention the dog who stalked me to my job interview, I assume she was from Centrelink, (by the way I had only been unemployed for 2 weeks, and I did get that job that day – yet still I had stupid dogs from Centrelink following me. That was 20 odd years ago. Yet I mention in my latest photo story “Hopeless Sadistic Doctors and Centrelink staff” that I was followed into Mitre 10 and the person who ‘incorrectly‘ served me, 3 times, for the point of hurting my foot, was the call centre boy from Centrelink who I had recently spoken with over the phone of late re Disability. So, it seems to me the staff at Centrelink have a stalking and “mind your own bloody business” problem. I believe those activities would be not only against their gov policy, but against the law – yet they are still stalking and harassing me. Do I need to contact a politician? The Mug shown above is my latest design called “ Nouveau Stripes 2020 Gradient Pascals 101 goldlight ahx4 ”, although perhaps I should change the name to “Perfect Pastels” available at RedBubble. Maybe it is because I have an artistic mind that I notice these things. Or maybe it is the fact that I am an artist, as to why I have dog type people on my back? I definitely think it’s related, it’s like certain sectors of the police and Centrelink don’t know how to deal with everyone, they only know how to deal with specific personality types, like those who are good at maths. I can assure you, there is a whole artistic world going, made up of some extremely talented and very very clever people - maybe it is that mysterious world that the dogs are trying to spy on, as they can’t see it. Blinded by maths. 29. Dyeing Story and the “female misodge” Collage of Naturally Died Wool with plants from my garden – ALL YOU NEED ARE MULBERRIES!! Plans to Write a Book So, one thing I’ve done pretty much all my life, since I was a teenager, is dying. I dye my clothes and fabrics for sewing and designing. I remember being given a Bonds singlet when I was at fashion school, and were told to go away, come back in a few weeks, with a complete outfit, ready for the end of year catwalk parade, which of course must ‘star’ the Bonds singlet. I was in my element! I came up with this amazing design which had been hand dyed too, my design ‘starred’ the singlet, but you could no longer tell it had been a singlet, it was hidden below layers of same coloured dyed cotton poplin and tulle. It included a big over the top hat, and the bottom dress/skirt part, was detachable! Perfect for the catwalk. As I was in to spinning and knitting, plus gardening, I started sourcing seeds for dye plants, and over the years had grown a good collection of dye plants, and did a fair amount of experimenting. The more I got into it, the more I realised how many possibilities there are of obtaining dye from our Australian natives, and realised there was a need for a book written about this subject. So, I made plans to write that book in my old age, after I’d grown all my garden, and had a huge selection of plants to experiment with. So unfortunately, I had to leave my garden, and I was only halfway through planting all the plants that I wanted to plant, if that, and so there goes a good book idea, and no doubt, royalties for future Bieman kids or my favourite charity. Somebody else will attempt to do it, but I know that writing such a book, is a lifetimes work, so if someone does, it won’t be very good, unless they put the time and dedication into growing many many many native plants and trees, and tried all the many different ways and combinations there are of making it colourfast. Plus had lots of spare fibre to “play” with, and a lot of water to dye with - which I know, I would say, no other woman would do. Infact the only person that I know, who would do that, is me. Most women are preoccupied, and are too lazy. Anyway, the little dyeing that I did, turned out well, and that collage above shows some of the dyeing I did with dye obtained from nature in my garden, those ones were wash fast too. I did plenty of dyeing with the chemicals from craft shops too. Over the years, of doing all that dyeing, this one day at Rangari, I was looking at something I’d finished, and was thinking how well it turned out, better than I even had imagined it, I was in my early 40s at this point, and I realised that all the dyeing that I’ve done over years, had always worked out, and that I was pretty dam good at dyeing! I was basically self-boasting to myself. A few months later, I decided that I wanted to do some more dyeing, and I had run out of dye. I had to purchase more, I got a big batch from Rit, Procion and Cushing’s. But the next lot of mixed dyeing that I did, just didn’t work out at all, it was completely the wrong colour, very different from what I had imagined, and I just couldn’t work it out. I wrote it off thinking I must be slipping in my old age. A few months later I did some more, then, I realised the problem, it was NOT at my end, the problem had been with the packets of dye, the blue dye that I purchased indeed was not blue, it was green, and so no wonder it wasn’t working out. I realised at this point that those girls at Lincraft had swapped the pkts within each box. I bought 15 boxes, worth over $100, it was lucky that I only used 1 portion of one, and so I was able to return all of them except for that one (so ha ha to them) Also, I tested the Cushing’s; same thing, meant to be burgundy, but was actually purple - I couldn’t return that one, that company doesn’t exist anymore. And, same with Rit, my brown black was blue black, completely different tone. Years later when I was at Gin Gin, again I attempted to purchase more dye from a different place, I ordered blue, but they sent me turquoise, mislabelled. I guess that means no more dying. See “female misodge”, read below. Shame on all those craft girls, not just 1, several dye companies and at least 2 retailers. I do believe they thought they were being funny, but basically you are thieves, and not funny at all. I think those woman is so stupid, that they may have even been carrying out the ‘will’ of some arsehole man, perhaps watched her dad treat her mum in this passive aggressive way as a child? And she wants to be just like her dad. And the reason they target me, specifically is because I am not married. She thinks because I’m single, she gets to fuck things up for me. A reoccurring theme other stupid women do (it always the stupid ones). This stupid blonde is the reason why women don’t get paid as much as men- they are an absolute abomination, and hence why I said carrying out the will of a man. I found this to be a recurring thing with silly bimbo women, they muck about and play jokes, but the jokes that they come up with, are not jokes at all, they’re just basically bitch girl crimes. There have been countless others things that I could mention here, like when I checked my water tank and measured it, then came home that day and 4 inches was missing, someone saw me measure, then thought, ooohhh, look at her measuring, steal some steal some steal some – idiots, (in our time of drought, which seems to be persistent, stealing water is no joke, every drop counts) Boys are just as guilty as girls, I do recall writing about the mechanic, who broke my lights, thought it would be funny if I drove home in the dark, and the other mechanic who cut my fuel line, thought it would be funny if he inverted the petrol fumes inside my car. I mean just idiotic juvenile behaviour, carried out by adults, not funny at all, infact pretty sick. I really hope you get your comeuppance. I strongly believe that women who sabotage other women like this, is a ‘female misogynists’, (I call them a “female misodge” because they don’t want to see other women be happy, or win in life, they are just as bad as a typical stereotype misogynist male, who feels threatened by women. You know, I am outraged by all the dysfunction in society. MOTHERS COULD YOU PLEASE DO BETTER TO PRODUCE KIDS WITH NO ISSUES LIKE THIS. Misogyny - Wikipedia (/mɪˈsɒdʒɪni/) is hatred of, contempt for, or prejudice against women. It is a form of sexism that keeps women at a lower social status than men, thus maintaining the societal roles of patriarchy. Misogyny has been widely practiced for thousands of years. I’ve noted now, since that dye sabotage has happened, instead of having usual dreams about dying my fibres, now whenever I apply my colour, like duck blue for instance, in my dream, it comes out electric purple. It’s like those stupid blonde bitches who work at the craft shop have changed my dreams into Negative Nancy dreams. Fuck them. I hope they get cancer and die. Btw, I heard that same stupid short blonde bimbo did the same to my glass paints, that I had purchased to do a door,- but never did as I had to move. She must have messed the paint colours somehow, and ha ha, I never used them. And also, ha ha to that bimbo, as I sold those paints to some other girl, and so that stupid blonde has fucked it up for another girl too. And I know that the bimbo only targets me, but now she is inadvertently targeted some other woman. ha ha! That’s what happens when bimbo women try to fuck things up. Not the Butterfly affect, but the Bimbo affect. There was a movie on last night about a young girl who killed her parents and then committed suicide. I’m really hoping it was based on at least one of those stupid bimbos from the craft shops/ dye companies. The world will be much better place without a single female sabotager. And btw, I will no longer be purchasing anymore dyes – sabotaged themselves too – stupid. So, this brings me to my next observation. You know, if you’ve read my whole blog, you will detect a definite theme, about how I describe the nature of women, and what problems for me in particular, they cause. I suspect this is partly due because I’ve mostly only being around women, I went to an all-girls school and then worked in the fashion trade, which is basically full of women. From time to time, I have encountered men, who definitely fit the wiki misogyny definition above, like certain landlords I’ve had, and TAFE teachers, and sometimes the irony is so bizarre, because one man in particular; I would basically just describe him as pretty slow, yet his innate feelings of superiority over women were so obvious, that anyone could see his nature and his attitude just from a little bit of observation. And just from being old and wise now, and still observing what goes on. I can see more and more how men have been making the rules in the past, (the bible: “oh yea of the village, you all should not wear elbow patches on your coat, for I shall provide if you follow my faith” – yes, that is taken from the Bible, and see, it is all about control. Nothing wrong with being thrifty! But what really annoys me the most, is how men try to ‘trick’ women, and what they know about the world, like they kind of keep things a secret, from women if they choose, and so if a woman can’t figure everything out, that’s going on around her, - as there is a lot not taught in schools, especially in regards to social interaction, and the capabilities of people who manipulate others. (This is because teachers and parents don’t want kids to know the secret about issues of control – they want to control everything). Women tend to base their whole life on what they learnt in school. So, then she’s left in the dark, and that’s why men think women naïve. They also think a woman not employed or married, very stupid (women think that too) “Hey arsehole I know you can hear me” - this little sentence is a tactic a young guy suggest I use, when I was forced to deal with certain cocky evil older man. I am not sure this man thought I was personally inferior to him, but the fact that I was not rich, was what automatically made him think me naïve, and himself superior (brain washed by money). And because I was not partnered, he thinks this is permission to “play games” and be disrespectful, because I must obviously be a ‘party type’ girl, and there was no man around to take revenge anyway. Such a fucking coward. And, I’m not btw, which he sooner found out. {Like to add, mostly it is the single factor and not the money factor that motivates men into “playing games” and being disrespectful.} I would describe him as a revolting man, and I find it strange that any woman would tolerate a man like that, yet, he is partnered up. But see how every now and again, there are people who cross my path, who can see what is going on, can see that everything is not what it seems, and that there is unseen vulgar stuff (not to do with sex, but to do with power), happening. Like a whale tossing a seal. Just sometimes those people cross my path. And even on more rare occasions, they can actually help out, with a suggestion like this little sentence. They know about the evil plots and schemes used, to try and trick usually, women. But, as I have been around a lot of women in my life, I have witnessed mostly the opposite, with women trying to ‘trick’ men, and ofcourse women trying to put other women “back in their place” – this is huge. Plus try to play God at shopping places with microphones! And I am fairly certain that the whole of the ABC TV and Radio is run by women, and has been for decades. Full of “female misodge”, playing ‘class’. And I have to note, the unit complex, where, unfortunately I have to live now, - all the female misodge who witnessed me at Rangari, are highly ecstatic now, as I have finally “been put in my place”. (Actually, as long as there is no stealing, I would be greatly relieved to live anywhere, and this place is kind of hidden from the road and is in a very beautiful rainforesty area, but I’ve heard, they’re trying to get me kicked out of it again, as it’s ‘too pretty for me, and I do not deserve it’. I can hear you arshole, and actually, I deserve way better. Deserve and Deserved.) But it is an interesting mix of single people, male and female. At first, I had the old men playing their typical games of manipulation, their favourite thing to do, including fear mongering, and playing sides, (hey arsehole, I can hear you, and not my first walk in the park.) {That expression must have come from a woman, walking through a public park and noticing that there were a lot of men, pervert arseholes, around, staring and watching her. Lol. What I mean by it, I am used to bored people who don’t think I can see what they are doing, trying to manipulate my thoughts with signs, and fear mongering. I have had nearly 30 years of experience of people trying to do this, all though it gets worse the older you get. Bizarre.} So, the women in this complex, well, I don’t know if they are watching me see what’s going on, or if they can actually see what’s going on, - I pretty much doubt that they can see what’s going on, but they have decided, that they want to play to, playing sides is the biggest thing, they also involve the handyman, old man. And it maybe landlord related, I’m not sure, but playing games is what they do in order to manipulate; just like that, when in actual fact it has nothing to do with the landlord. (At past places too, as a renter and single woman - I just love having pervert power tripper handyman and body corporate caretakers sniffing around my unit. That was sarcasm in case you can’t tell.) I cannot do anything about that. Those people are acting on their own volition, without any provocation from me. It seems being single makes me irresistible to those ‘stupid’ personality types. I recall one time at Bulga, dad was out visiting me, and he had brought out a trailer load of firewood for me (cool dad), and was doing some chain sawing too. When the chainsaw started up, I immediately saw the landlord Robert, drive down from his house to mine, but when he turned in the drive and saw dads car, he reversed out and went back home – this is exactly what happens all the time, if there is someone around, the dogs back off - FUCKING BULLY COWARDS. {I know I have mentioned this chainsaw story before, but it’s just a perfect example to explain what happens to me regularly, as a single woman, often regarding small matters.} 30. Stolen - Nat Killer, along with Popular Culture Teaching Young People how to Live - TV brain washing SINCE 3mnths prior before I left, I asked my landlord if she would like me to leave a bathroom “diy wall” I had put up in the form of a purple blanket, as there really needed to be something there to stop the smell from the compost loo. She got back to me in a most revolting and bitchy manner and said no, I was to remove it, and she also went into a long spiel about how I had better clean the bathroom when I left – stupid drunk IDIOT. (Little tip, stupid people, should really not drink, but being drunk is never an excuse for bad behaviour.) Someone else, suggested to me that my landlord Cate thought I was gay, – see my beautiful rainbow ribbon wind catcher! ($100 on Etsy) so strange if you use bright colours how people think you’re gay!! Again, more stupidity. I love bright colours, yet still not gay, try and get this through your thick heads. Anyway, so she thinks I was gay, so she discriminated against me, like being gay is an excuse for her to be disrespectful, she felt, if I was gay then this would make her feel superior to me. She’s totally, I would say “not right” in the head, but this kind of thing really comes down to stupidity and not being aware. She and along with pretty much a lot of other people. One of my favourite American sitcoms was Will and Grace, (still not gay) as I was watching reruns 10yrs later I realised why there’s so much discrimination against single people; the characters were downright discriminatory towards each other, if there was no boyfriend on the scene, they blatantly called each other losers. In my experience, people copy what they see on TV. I’m pretty sure that’s why there’s a whole lot of hopeless mothers, because they want to be, and so, copy the drugged up rich drunk housewife Karen Walker! Apparently, I was told; TV producers/directors, used to do this on shows with black people in the 80s, they would use subtle brainwashing tactics to discriminate against black people, and not just the easy ones, like putting black people as the “help” all the time, but other evil means and ways. Like use statements like “good-natured simpleton”, suggesting that anyone who is good-natured is stupid -although that’s not a black discrimination – they were having a go at anyone who is not a bitch. But that’s how they do it, use popular tv shows to impose social norms. And like how on that show called “Mad About You” in the early 90’s, about the popular good-looking couple who decided to get married and have a child in their city apartment, when before this, was like a general thing, that you would get married and settle down in the ‘burbs’, with a house and star pickets - they wanted people breeding in units, as there’s not enough room for everybody to live in a house. It’s really disgusting, and people should stop fucking breeding. Those brain washing tactics are very real and deliberate, you might think “oh it’s just a script for popular culture, for amusement purposes”, but think again. And they weren’t just being accidentally racist! Unbelievable. Same with how the police think that I am unemployed, so that would be a reason to be disrespectful towards me, and act superior towards me, and to automatically side with anyone and everybody else, such stupidity in society, I can’t believe it. So, I suspect my landlord took it, or the future tenant, who was to be living in that house. They saw how it worked, and saw that it was a good idea, and so just help themselves, ($40 Mosquito Bits for the compost loo from amazon). I also believe there was a thing in the past with my landlord rousing on someone who provided her sand, stating that the sand was full of biting flies. I think she may have been confused, because with any compost, it attracts nats. So, she would’ve put out her compost loo, which coincided with a delivery of sand, she saw the nats, and thought they must have come with the sand. So, the sand guy copped a beating from her. {This is why breeding is not for everyone, if you’re not wealthy and educated, really you shouldn’t have kids, you know, face the facts of reality}. They also took the carpet strip that I used on a ramp for my cat, and they took a large glass jar of small screws and a long Rio rod. {I also forgot to get a heavy-duty extra-large hanging basket off the back veranda when I moved, and I know I forgot that due to those thieving dogs doing distractions, that hanger was the only thing I forgot} My landlords name is Cate Rogers, I have no idea who is living in that house now, the address is Lot 7, 4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road, Gin Gin, QLD, 4671 (no 7 in Village Lane, as house is not listed on Google Maps) I like to set the dogs and all the thieves, gives them a real guilty target and something to do; you really shouldn’t steal from me. Zero tolerance. By the way, I had quite a few items stolen in the 3yr period when I lived there, and I wasn’t sure whether it was the landlord, in fact, I was pretty certain it wasn’t her stealing, but then one day, I received a new water tank on behalf of Cate, who couldn’t be there as she was on holidays, and the tank had a separate filter, which I put inside on the shelf. And a couple of weeks later, I noticed that filter had been stolen, and I’m pretty certain the only person that would’ve wanted that stolen, would be Cate, because she thought maybe I might throw it out or something. So, if Cate stole that filter, this means, she stole everything - all the items I’ve listed here on my blog that have been stolen. Shame on her, she’s going to hell for sure, and I hope she gets cancer (and, what a stupid dog). And while I am on the subject of popular culture teaching young people how to live, I just watched a movie showing the lead ‘cool’ guy stealing from a women that he perceived as rich, (so not actually rich, just he perceived her as rich, but mainly she was not returning his flirtations with him). So, what that does it say to all young vulnerable boys watching that that behaviour? It shouts, is not only normal, but accepted – I was DISGUSTED, so much so, that I waited till the end credits and wrote down every name who produced and directed that movie, shame on them (note there are no woman listed – this could be the problem, - real woman haters): Ruben Fleischer, Rafe Lee Judkins, Art Marcum, Matt Holloway, Jon Hanley Rosenberg, Mark D Walker, Naughty Dog video game, Charles Roven, Alex Gartner, Avi. Arad, Robert J Dohrmann, David Bernad, Tom Holland, Carter Swan, Neil Druckmann, Evan Wells, and Asad Qizilbash. Calling all lady femme fatales ; this boys need a good whipping. 31. Why is it some People Think Certain Men are Gay when they're Not I was thinking one day, why it is, that some people think certain men are gay, when they're not. Well, I have worked out why; it is it's because those particular men have a common learnt trait, and that trait is “bitch”. I find it happens to men particularly if they're close to their mothers, been raised by their mothers, or have many sisters and are close to women. They simply learn how to be bitch! For instance, if you think of those 2 famous characters on TV; Jerry Seinfeld and Chandler Bing from Friends; both of those gentlemen sometimes received comments from women about how they thought they were gay. And it's specifically because those characters make bitchy often sarcastic comments. It could not be any more obvious! Only just this morning someone online from an Adobe forum (who had an icon of an old man, and said his name was Larry), but he implied to me that I was lucky to be using the program that I am using, and I should be lucky and grateful. I thought well you know, that is a bitchy thing to say, as it implies for starters, that I am ungrateful in the first place. So, I told him, I was, then asked him if he was actually a girl? He said he wasn't. So, this is another perfect example. I bet he gets confused by other people too if they didn't know that he was happily married. I think I should make, it my personal mission too, to rid the world of “bitch” character in men. It’s bad enough we all have to endure women. But “bitch” in a man, well, it’s disgusting, and certainly a turn off! It is definatly a dysfunction. Raised by bitch mother; you could not wish that upon your worst enemy! I would go so far as to say it’s a mental health issue! Actually, I also thought of another factor, and that is sport. I am thinking men who didn't play sports as a child, in particular team sports, don't learn how to have that kind of "tough macho competitive - I'm going to eat you alive" attitude, that some sports instil. I know when I was a child I didn't really play any team sports, I did horse riding and swimming, solo sports. And I think that is why I'm a little different from a lot of other girls, and had such difficulties at my first job at Bonds, with all the other “tough macho bitch type” women there, basically all of the women who worked at Bonds were that type? Actually, looking at the big picture of that whole scenario, that is a little odd, and most definite a dysfunction going on in that company. I remember my Aunt too, in fact I've mentioned this before, but she must've realised at some point that her only son was a sweet and gentle boy, and that this was going to lead to some problems, so she took him down to Saturday morning sports in Balmain, as much as she would not like to do that as a single mother; going down with all the other parents every Saturday, she would've hated it actually (just the same as I would hate doing something like that), but she felt sport would have been that important. She probably noticed the difference too with mum's (her sister) 4 kids, as we all played multiple sports of some sort. Image above is me in my car port at new location in the subtropics – taken just before I chopped off all my hair – too hot for long hair here. Life Stories P4 NEXT About P1 About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4(this) , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

Would having more money put an end to the theft? Would having more money in the past enabled no thefts at all? and no harassment at all? can’t say for certain but I pretty much doubt it - because I don’t feel the theft is about the monetary value, it’s about tormenting me. The same way a stupid little third born would torment it’s older sibling. The people who steal from me, must be third borns, that haven’t grown up. (Stop breeding you stupid cow mothers.) When are women going to stop hav Life Stories P2 Because I have started to name names (and more importantly photograph) the culture all the bitches that follow me around, verbally harass me and steal from me, there has been a movement of people (really more like pack of female dogs who hound me) to sabotage my internet listings. I’ve actually been banned from Google maps reviews, ebay marketplace (how communistic) Facebook, Ravelry, Wikipedia, Flickr and Spnflwer, and Gumtree COWARDS. (Also, my domain address from wix and google are blocked on Pinterest, and my Pinterest link is blocked on Amazon, and my new fake name account on Flickr is blocked to everyone but me). They can track me, and as soon as I open an account on either Facebook or eBay, it gets deleted, I have tried to open several now, all deleted, those computer nerds have turned me into a cat and mouse game. STUPID. Do they realize how much time goes into putting up your profile, what it means for some stupid little twit to just delete it? Stop making ME into the bad guy, you TV raised wannabe heroes. (Its exactly like that show on telly, Superman, before Clart Kent left school). After 4 years of being ban from facebook, in 2024 I found I could open another Fb account under a different name, and same with ebay, but an account under a different business name – OH NO NOT A NUISANCE AT ALL. So, in 2024, there was some stupid Chinese IT girl nerd, who made a big deal of communicating; that she had “made a mistake”, on Netflix, I think it was Netflix (a business who are notorious for stealing from me, especially in 2023). I suspect that this is the stupid girl who literally has been stalking me online and deleting all my accounts; she implied several times that she had made a mistake. And that was it. There was no apology, no compensation, or any other information at all. I mean I can't even guarantee that it was some stupid Chinese girl IT nerd, because on Netflix they use people like puppets, so it could be someone else manipulating some Chinese actress. But after I heard this, I went to create another account on Facebook, and I could, my account was no longer deleted, so I know that this was “the stupid IT nerd” talking to me. I also created another account on eBay to sell my seeds, I had to use a different business name which is just ridiculous because I had a lot of customers and they know my business name, so having to change my name is just stupid - it goes along with “the stupid IT nerd” - they truly have no common sense at all. And, after a while, I'm pretty sure two of platforms who banned me; flicker and Spoon-flower, tried to coax me back into opening an account with them - And so I would just like to say, mmm, how does that song go, 'no way, get fucked, fuckoff'. I literally spent six years building up my studio portfolio on both, I sold quite a few fabrics on SF, I purchased even more, and they didn't even offer to reinstate my account portfolio, or apologise or compensate for all the missed royalties over 4 years. Just fucked little girls. And, get this on flicker, at some point, before I was ban, my photos were all in the public domain; I had a whole heap of plants and flowers, all available to the public if they wanted to use them for anything. But I noticed when I did a Google search for one of my plants: none of them showed, and they had been on Flickr for years, it was like only I could see them if I was logged in. Such IT cunts. Just like my google map reviews. They're seriously needs to be some sort of government policy mandating online platforms because they are run by twits. In late 2024 there was a gov mandate to ban all under 16-year-olds from using social media, I feel this is a good thing). But in 2024 I'm still being harassed by Microsoft and Apple IT nerds; they appear to be doing the opposite, like whenever there's an update, they remove features instead of adding, from my PC and ipad and iphone, like I can no longer use Siri, I can no longer use tab search, I can no longer use form auto fill. Just seriously nuisance people with no life, and are still OBSESSED with me. I think they must be third borns. Once again, before I go on, I want to try and express how angry I was, after I was ban from such popular, accustomed sites. If you heard someone talking like this out on the street in a conversation, especially if they could hear my tone too, they may probably run away scared as hell. (Well, I know a lot of people would, most people are complete pussies) But what they did to me is outrageous. I should be angry. I should be mad as hell. In fact, its comparable to in China, they have a one child policy, and if a couple has more than one child, then the second, and every child thereafter; doesn’t receive recognition that he or she exists, as in, no birth certificate, or identification. And while I think having a ‘one child’ policy is fantastic, obviously, not acknowledging someone’s existence is pretty bad, pretty bad being a complete understatement of just how bad that would be. (This is what I was taught, but their policies have changed since). I feel this is what they are doing to me, they are trying to write me out of existence, and to lose all credibility. And so, when you’re reading something like “burn in hell you stupid dog” try not to freak out, and remember what they’ve done, and how you would feel if someone was trying to write you out of existence. Sometimes I get feedback about my stories “you lose” that one, “you won” that one…. well guess what, I’m not trying to write a great blog. I’m just writing about my life and what’s going on. A lot of people are going to have issues with it. Truth telling. People don’t really like the ugly truth. Although sometimes the feedback is ”Well that’s not so bad, thinking since I’ve been “ban”, that it’s going to be incredibly offensive”. And, its really NOT bad! Everyone interpret things differently, and has different expectations of what they ought to be reading. I just want to make a point of saying: I’m not trying to win any competition, any writing competition or best blog competition!! My blog is way more a cathartic tool for me rather than an “entertainment purpose” for somebody else. So, back to the bloody dogs - do they know about the dogs I have when I go down the street, so its best if I only purchase online – but they have ban me from ebay - ebay staff are LUDICROUS, burn in hell. Btw, I have talked about what eBay have done online in other arena’s, (where for some reason, I have not been ban) because I think it’s completely wrong and literally communistic to ban someone from the marketplace. An injustice. And now I get eBay emailing me insinuating that the reason I was ban, was because I didn’t pay my monthly fees - which is absolute garbage. I paid my monthly fees via an automated PayPal system, so whenever it’s due, it gets paid. I don’t owe them anything, but when they banned me, in such a revolting manner, I went onto my PayPal account and cancelled my contract agreement with them. And it’s so happened, that that month, which was only halfway through, had a few dollars accumulation. So, they’re trying to blame that fee amount, as the reason why my account was deleted. When it was not. They deleted my account for discriminatory reasons, they are cunts. And I will not be paying the accumulated final fee until my account is reinstated, which I have advised them of on many occasions. I strongly suspect all of the recent items that have been stolen this year, was from them - bimbo IT Nerd revenge – carried out by my neighbours who play sides – stupid. (There was one ebay staff who implied that it is actually some of the sellers on ebay, actually a lot of them, who are stealing from my house, after they obtain my address. – I am not sure if that is true) None of the coward ‘bann-ners’ wanted to communicate with me at all about the reasons - oppressive Nazi personalities. Hence, I have created my own website, and they cannot shut me up. (I feel my google photos and Pins have also been blocked, but I am not sure about this.) And before I was banned from Facebook, at least I got one thing in, that is, brought something into social consciousness, and that is the “oven oven icebox icebox” that is, Shipping Container living, especially here in north QLD. Can you believe powers that be (rich powers that be) where encouraging people to buy shipping containers, cut a hole in for a window, then another hole for a door, - and call that a home - OUTRAGEOUSLLY CRUEL and unacceptable form of housing. I strongly feel describing my life in the following light helps tremendously, as, in Australia there are so many jealous bitches (seriously, huge problem, they are jealous of everything (including my bowels {yes, I really mean my bowel} and they would steal it if they could – some hopeless mothers do not know how to feed their kids properly, and so they grow up to have bowel problems) -Jealousy is from bimbo women who have more than 2 kids, 3rd born jealousy thing, carries through their whole life) Don’t blame me for your crap childhood, or your crap parents. Anyway, by describing my life here, it will put an end to this big jealousy problem (and has done so a lot, (there is no money here) But they still steal, and it’s from jealousy and a feeling of superiority over me, as in, you do not deserve that good thing, but I do, the main motivation to steal, jealousy - you love me, you want to be me. lol – so dysfunctional to be jealous) Did you know jealousy is a Sin in the Christian religion? Does anyone know any Australian women that aren’t jealous bitches? I do not. If you weren’t worshipping every step I take, you wouldn’t be watching. If you’re taking the time to read this you might wonder “why is this girl writing her life here? Who is her target audience? And no one really gives a shit?” - I do still continue to have people who follow, harass and hound me, STILL and it’s those people in particular, I know will see this blog, and indeed a lot have stopped harassing me and stealing, with their attitude, “oh I am not jealous anymore”, so, they see what I say about them, and possibly start thinking…. But, also, it is some of those ones who have read about themselves, who are suddenly protesting and trying to get me evicted from any social media websites or forums and indeed at present, I’ve got someone trying to close my website down, so I can assure you all this writing is not in vain, it works. The older I get the more I can see how oppressed both Australia and America really are, the FEAR about being angry or seeing someone express their anger is EXTROADINARY (so backwards still about this, and gov officials will still declare you as mentally ill with schizophrenic if you display anger, AH DER no such thing as schizophrenic. Speak out, stand up to thieving bullies and don’t be afraid to name names. And admin, have some guts; stand strong against women complaining about other people-they always have an ulterior motive, how are you going to make the world a better place if you do not even want to be aware what’s going on. (Oh, and again I do not have a mental illness, just thieving guilty (popular) bullies, would wish for it to be true) and, I AM NOT A DRUNK. I do not drink at all, nor am I am on drugs, I am just ANGRY, you silly bimbos) And, you know what, since I’ve written this on my blog about the fact that I don’t drink, I have definitely noticed a change in some of the current movies that I watch where there are people in typical party scenes who would normally be getting trashed, they are opting to say to their peers I don’t drink. This is something that has never been done before in Australia or America - alcohol is kind of rife. So, I like the idea that I’m giving people a choice, you don’t have to bumble along and get drunk and be a party person to have a good time in your 20s and 30s. Although I feel, pretty much every adult over the age of 40 that I have encounted, usually ends each night on the couch drunk. I make a point a point of not contacting anyone after 6pm, as I know they will most likely have started drinking (landlords especially), and thus are antagonistic, rude and resentful at being disturbed. Before I put here the blurb story, I had on Rav (account for 10yrs, and also Flickr, another account for 12yrs, that was deleted, by nazis) where I name names, apparently it is quite shocking if you’re an uptight housewife type, or a sheltered child, brace yourself. {I heard there was one girl who read my blog, and afterwards, then entered into an arranged marriage! No single lady persecution for her!}. I will do a quick recap of what has happened to bring me to this point in my life: including my pride and joy garden that was stolen! I had spent years building it up, I started gardening in 2000, and it was now 2017, so years and years, and at least $60,000 on the Rangari garden (incl 2 fruit tree tunnels, 5kw solar panels, 2 sheds, lap pool….….actually prob more close to $70000, incl any spare cash I had each week, went to 100’s of plants, over the 10 years), as you would have read in the above photo story “Stolen Garden”, so this little bit continues from there: I believe in the end; it was pure garden jealousy/bullying was the reason that I had to leave Rangari. So, my garden, my livelihood and most importantly, my food / good health had been stolen. The only positive part of my eviction was that I could leave the petty thievers behind (or so I thought (- mass thieving problem in Gunnedah, all retailers stealing from me, especially Bunnings (major petty theft criminal network working out of their stores, but goes back to Harvey Norman 15yrs ago who ripped me off $2200 on a Chair, the short blonde discriminatory sales girl (who may have been incahoots with my little sister Penny Bieman??), overcharged me (stole from me). Which was why she (they) continued to do it; I mean $2200 is a big incentive isn’t it?) {The Good Guys – that is why they opened in Tamworth}. In about 2016/17, sometime back then, I was watching this documentary about Fraser Island dingoes. It was good, informative, pleasant, it showed the dingoes in their natural friendly manner for the duration of the show. Towards the end of the show, they showed something most interesting. One of the crew had brought their young child along, she would’ve been about 4 or 5, I guess. All the crew had got to know the dingoes, and had befriended them, there was an element of trust that the dingoes had with them. But the film was showing this little girl on her own, just separated from the group, and one of the dingoes came up to her, and she patted it, it was licking her face in a typical friendly dog manner, then another one joined in, and then another, and another. Now what happened then was quite scary - the camera was on, so I am thinking it may have been a trap to show the viewers the nature of these dogs, but what these dingoes did was go from that friendly licky dog, to suddenly now all circling this girl and we could see, as a viewer, in a matter of moments, these dingoes had taken on a totally aggressive manner, the lick turned into hair pulling, the trotting/skipping about had turned into stalking, and there was slight ‘pounce’ attempts in play, but with a serious slight gnarl, like a dry run, and they clearly would soon have started attacking this little girl, she was pray. So, I guess lucky someone was watching, and the girl was pulled to safety. But from this video we can clearly see the nature of these dingoes and indeed they are most likely to eat a baby or a small child if given the opportunity. It’s just a natural instinct for them. They are not evil, and anyone who would shoot a dingo for such behaviour is ridiculously backwards. Anyway, I put the story here because this major theft, and the people that harass me in Gunnedah and Tamworth; this is what they’re like. You know they must see my curly long hair, then even hear me speak (apparently, I’ve got a really high voice, or did), and I’m always out on my own. And it triggers something in them, they start behaving like those bloody dingoes in pack mentality (I’m going to stick to calling them dogs) Obviously those girls who harass me aren’t dingoes, they aren’t dogs, they are human, and so their behaviour is evil. If you can’t class those girls as evil, then it is stupidity. Back to my reasons as to why it may have been a good thing I left; I would not have the Carters as my landlord, as Steve Carter is an outright power tripping bully - he is disgusting. But this story is not about that. I want to write down what happened after I was given 3 months’ notice that November 2017, just before summer hit (and it was hot that year, no rain at all, year 5 of drought) btw the Carter family, are “the wrong side of the railway track”, and ironically one of the wealthiest farming families in Australia. I placed 2 adds in local newspapers for a farmhouse and searched all online sites and placed adds online too. And approached all the real estates in Gunnedah. NOTHING Now, the thought have having to pack up everything was daunting enough, especially given the state of my arms (very sore) and I had a foot injury that was taking all eternity to heal, (2yrs later in QLD was diagnosed by a Chiro as Collapsed Arch, bloody incompetent Gunnedah doctors, another story; unable to walk properly for 5 yrs now, I still have it (2022), as I did major damage wearing the work boots that had a “deliberate” hole in the sole, (to deliberately handicap me) whilst having to move 5 times in 2018-2020) actually, I need to interrupt my story and briefly talk about this, as it has greatly contributed to this blog, having time to write due to not being able to walk. I found out if you have had your condition for longer than 3 years, it stated I would be entitled to receive Disability pension, which is $300 more a fortnight than my current income, I did finally put in a claim in 2021, but Centrelink denied me (even though I know 2 women my age on it, and have no disability at all, 1 has a 14yr old son – so it is not what is wrong with you, but who you know, determines whether or not you get the money). So, nothing wrong with them, but they don’t have to do the jobseeker activities answer to cunty jobs providers and centerlink staff, not to mention Dep of Education. Plus they get heaps more money, meanwhile, I can’t walk for more than 5 minutes at a time. It is really NAZI of Centrelink to deny me – and those people that did, will be getting cancer and dying. I later found out, if you can work at all, they will not give it to you, it is only for bed ridden or paralysed chair people. Since I can sell my seeds now without hurting my foot to badly, they refused me. But this does not explain the other people I know who receive it and have no disability at all. It wouldn’t suit the bullies at all, if I were to have more money. Little birdie told me it’s because they’re too busy having fun doing the class thing; I have mentioned on this blog, read my “The Big Jelly Baby Scam”, and indeed they do play that game. I recall a group of women from the UK, I was advised they were distant relatives of the Royal family, aristocrats or wannabe types. And having seen me before, living at Rangari with my huge garden that I created for myself and my cats; and now seeing me live where I am now, and to hear about all the unpleasant things that has happened to me via this blog, they were so happy, and so pleased that I had been ‘cast out’, and they told me my house was ‘shed status’, and not a normal house, but merely shed status, and in an area of extreme bad air quality. Such glee they were portraying - just one of many incidences I have experienced when it comes to other people taking pleasure in somebody else’s misfortune. I have a sneaking suspicion that one of the reasons aside from my big beautiful garden, that they wanted to handicap my foot, was so I couldn’t move about properly and be healthy, and therefore put on weight and look more normal, rather than tall and slim. I think this, because, back at school especially, I’d always been very slim, and it’s been a topic of extreme jealousy by most women, some more than others, - short women especially are jealous, especially 3rd borns, they think my life is easier as I am taller, and thus have a psychological advantage – and they do not want me to have any advantage at all. Back then it was very desirable to be unhealthily slim. (Btw, I really like this Gin Gin house, and do not consider it a shed, I love the open plan-ness of it. It maybe is just a bit too small, and there is a big gap, or window up the top that only has chicken wire – no glass, so in winter is freezing, and summer is boiling, which are both causing health problems. But in QLD, things could be much worse, this is the state who wants everyone on low income living in shipping containers! Liberal government. I have plenty to say about non-thinking house design in other photo stories. {If it were up to me, we all would be living in mansions – and btw, the reason we are not, is not due to money and the current and past economics, the real reason is because there are so many rich snobby hoity-toitys that like playing the ‘class’ game they get kicks on thinking someone is inferior to them. I tell you, a lot of people in this country should be ANGRY AS HELL} Anyway, it is a good thing I am a Crafter - when you’re a Crafter, you know that there is absolutely no time to spare, because any spare moment you have, you can do one of your crafts. Like my knitting, although sore arms make this limited. I do believe this is why I especially have held a grudge against anyone who wastes my time, because I always have something better that I can be doing, rather than being put on hold or attend pointless appointments, or be given the run-around by sales people, or call centres, or Centrelink people. They are HUGE time wasters. You know life is pretty short, and anyone who wastes your time, even for five minutes, is unworthy of being in your presence. I value other people‘s time, I value my time, I expect you to value my time to. So, back to my “cast out” story, not actually having anywhere to move to was downright terrifying, not like in my youth when I could easily just pack up and move to where the new job was or as the situation required, it was an extremely stressful time, with what seemed like only haters at every turn in Gunnedah. I went through my phone book, and basically called every farmer that I knew, which proved to be of no help at all and, and most were downright rude, but one of them was a previous landlord on a farm out near Keepit Dam where I used to live before moving to Melbourne / RMIT, for a brief time, her name was Karen Cull, she was a teacher at the local high school, she mentioned I should call an old x school teacher Prue Kesby, as they had a house out near the Cull farm ( although Karen said she and Robert were now divorced and she no longer lived on the farm) Now, as I was talking to Karen, it was the bizarrest thing, she literally sounded like a little girl, it was very peculiar, and my instincts said NOWAY, HANG UP, DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS SILLY PERSON. But, as I knew Karen, and knew she was not a little girl, (although there was one incident; we were in Tamworth for the day, I was doing an upholstery job for her. We were choosing fabric. We were outside a fancy restaurant, where before we had just been in, talking to some people I knew. And she deliberately threw something of mine, well scattered it on the ground, so I had to kneel down and pick them all up, when she just stood over me. To all the onlookers there in the restaurant, this act looked rather inappropriate, so basically, she has some control issues that she should work on, and leave me out of it - this type of behaviour is dysfunctional. I have noticed, this behaviour is typical to school teachers, I would go so far as to say 90% of school teachers (public school) have these self-important and major control issues, and want all the kids to worship them.) In fact, I think I need to interrupt my story, and do a whole special, other paragraph, to talk about this, because I have experienced it a lot; a lot of women don’t seem to be able to handle other women as their equal. They can only handle subordinates, which is why especially your find a lot of these women as teachers because they get to be around children, as in people that they can feel superior over, it is a serious dysfunction. Plus, it is widespread. I remember my grandmother, who wasn’t a school teacher, she was a housewife all her life, with three girls, but she definitely couldn’t handle other women as her equal, and all throughout her children’s adult lives, she still wanted them to remain as children, so she could treat them as subordinates. The very meaning of subordinate is a lower rank, or position, or of lesser importance, inferior, and needs another person to have authority and control over them. I know that expression “oh, you think your better than me!” this is where it comes from. From dysfunctional women wanting to treat other people as their personal subordinates. So, I guess for Karen Cull, and all other women in fact (my landlord Catie Rogers) that I’ve ever encountered, guess what, I am your equal, you are not better than me, you are not superior in anyway, you have major dysfunction, is all. Anyone can wear the dress! {reference from that wonderful movie “Maid in Manhattan”}. And I know I, (you!lol) would prefer you deal with it, rather than take out your dysfunction on me. So widespread! I definitely wouldn’t be friends with any school teachers. And in fact, in my experience, this is probably the reason why most women don’t like me, because they want to feel superior to me, as I am single and poor, but I don’t let them, so it pisses them off. I remember back when I was 18, all I would have to do is put on a Red Hot Chili Peppers T-shirt, and put my hair over my eyes, and people would think that I was on drugs; they think this because they wish it to be true, because then they could feel superior, as they themselves are not on drugs and thus better than. Then they think their knowledge of me gives them permission to act superior, when really they've just concocted this whole superiority issue for themselves. Not on drugs! I was just merrily humming along thinking Red Hot Chili Peppers were pretty good back when I was 18! I'm middle age now -they're not! Just a few weeks ago, I was comparing my life to a young woman from the past, Dido Elizabeth Belle (1761 – 1804) who was treated one way by her loving white family, and as she was black, and another disrespectful way by the community where she lived. - I say this because whenever I venture out, I often get harassed, followed, and pickpocketed, plus all the other shenanigans people get up to, I would often come home at Rangari, in tears. People are crap, crap bullies. Yet, when I am at home sitting on the couch eating my healthy home grown food, watching my favourite shows, I truly feel like a bit of a princess! I am treated as another viewer, a respected member of the public. So rare! Then I get back to my life and just noticed something else that has been stolen.... - it’s almost like there are two versions of life. Some shows, as in a lot now, have the dogs on them now, who harass me, they have taken over certain sectors of the entertainment industry - since I hardly ever go into town, they must love harassing me so much, they can't get enough of it. Stupids, brainwashed by primary school teachers.) One stupid bully told me she was exacting revenge on behalf of some blonde bimbo in the tv industry who cried, when she “herd” me use a swear word and was “upset” by me! Seriously, that’s what those stupid blonde women do. They are fucking NUTS. I CAN’T HEAR YOU! Stupid Sharon Morgan – trying to save movie star! Some ‘old and wise’ person, said it was not “crying from hearing swear word” that was just the excuse she used to manipulate bully dog into exacting revenge; it was crying from being jealous. JEALOUS. Like some women are so messed up and threatened by other women who they perceive as “better than”, that they do mean nasty spiteful things. So in my case, she (no idea who, but there seems to be many of such fucked up women), she used some stupid bimbo in my local area to be a bully, she manipulated stupid dog by crying (you've all seen those movies women really do that apparently!! And other women fall for it.) So, I'm wondering what is the stupid girl in the television industry so jealous of??? Is it my vast amounts of money that I have!! Maybe my extreme beauty!!! lol My abundance of looooving and adoring family and or friends??? Lol. Yeah right! So, I determined, it is jealous of the fact that I'm not married and don't have kids, which intern prohibits ‘one’ from operating in society in a lot of situations; because you're perceived as someone who's not normal and then are discriminated against. And this exclusion intern provides ‘freedoms’. Little perks of being different from the norm. The same ‘old and wise’ person said they're jealous of me “winning” and them not “winning”. Well, there must be some sort of imaginary game that they've concocted of WHAT THEY THINK WINNING IS, but see; “exacting revenge” because she was jealous is plain stupid - that's the kind of stupid 3rd born things that I have to deal with. I personally wouldn't not hang out with someone who would be jealous of me, as I would perceive them ultimately to be stupid. Did I invite that jealous woman into my life? NO, I DID NOT, yet, through no choice of my own, I've got to put up with this jealous stupids dysfunction, plus the dysfunction of some stupid bimbo dog who does as she’s commanded. When it all boils down to the fact that I didn't do anything at all to provoke those STUPID WOMEN. Merrily plodding along, minding my own business. (Business of selling seeds and growing plants). And this happens to me all the time because women are SO FUCKING STUPID. Btw, on YouTube now, if I see any dogs harassing me via their ‘position of power’, I can just delete their whole channel!! I love it. No stupid jealous dogs for me thanks very much. I went to delete one such channel, and YouTube hid the channel from me, so I was unable to have that satisfactory moment! and another time after I deleted a quack Dr channel, they undeleted it! Such online tracking pervert cheekiness. Anyway, back to my story, I was so excited about the prospect of relief from all my stresses of finding a farmhouse, I was on the phone straight away to speak to Prue (and Mark) Kesby. And, I could not believe my luck, they had a sweet little brick farm house in a secluded area, perfect for me (as being single, I am targeted by female thieving bullies (and old NEGS girls) in Gunnedah, so I need somewhere private, I really do) and Prue and Mark seemed absolutely super, so nice, the both offered to help me move my stuff (very rare). So we started, we hauled about 5 Ute/trailer loads in the heat of that summer, btw, I want to mention during one of the trips I made over there, - I went the back way, through the Crooks place, they gave me a key) I was followed by a Ute with 2 guys and I didn’t see them until I reached the end of this particular road and they beeped at me, they got out of the Ute and came up to my window, said “what the hell was I doing, was I lost?) –very aggressive manner, and like it was any of their business? It was odd, I told them I was moving into the Kesby farm, they left. (See, dogged, wherever I go. Get a life!) Anyway, it was arranged that I would feed Mark and Prue’s animals and water their plants that coming week as it was Xmas and they were going away, they paid me $100 in advance for my efforts. And in the mean time I helped them plaster a wall in the house, as it was not quite finished, so 1 whole day doing that. BUT, the next morning I received a phone call saying they had changed their mind and did not want me living in the house, as Angela Crook their neighbour did not want me living next to them, as they had read my article online, about a colleague of Prue’s, a primary school teacher - Debbie Croft, who spent the whole of my 4th class humiliating me ( I was very tiny, an oompa loompa, the smallest in the class), choosing me as her ‘whipping boy’ to get the boys to do their work or else ‘look what happens’ (Apparently, this a common teaching method for certain teachers, because, they say, it works {DISCUSTING}. I guess, Prue, as a teacher did not like the fact that she/they could be held accountable for their POWERTRIPPING BULLY behaviour later. (I had not even started writing my blog back then) She would’ve seen that article on Ravelry.com, which I was later banned from – I would say because of people like Prue Kesby putting in complaints to Rav, and coward women on Rav, giving in to them. COWARDS. How can you fix these things if you don’t even want to know about them COWARDS. So, at that point I didn’t even have a blog, and I hadn’t really even begun writing about my life (think they were offended before – try reading it now you stupid bloody women). I just wrote 2 or 3 articles, and especially that one, because I felt it was so important to do something about that disgusting teaching tactic, that primary school teachers have been getting away with for so many generations - it causes so much dysfunction and I can’t believe it still goes on. WAKE UP. And, if you think my life is offensive, try living my life, try seeing things from my perspective. This is why I’m writing about my life, anyone who is offended by anything I write, should be offended by the whole community, because this is what happens to me, and I’m merely writing it down. I have very strong convictions about FreeSpeech, and anyone that asks me to remove any of my writings, I will strongly condemn and assume as guilty. So, that was it, back to major stress out, and big shame on Prue Kesby, who would like to live with her head buried in the sand, like a little girl. (Again, the irony of the situation). I would like to point out also, when one is in the housing market, the real estate agent doesn’t say, “if you purchase this house, you have to adopt the family who live next door aswell, one comes with the other!!” It’s the same for renters, we are only interested in the house. 1 family is enough. And looking back at Karen’s phone call, then Prue’s behaviour the evening before she made her announcement, - call me paranoid, but I am inclined to think she and Karen had planned this big set up from the beginning ‘teach me a lesson’, that would be typical public-school tactics, and reminiscent of the 3 teachers from my primary school that used to hold staff meeting to come with ways to humiliate me, they are hung up on humiliation. BTW, someone that takes ‘gunshots’ like that, is not a teacher, that person is the child running loose around the schoolyard, that infact needs the teacher to come along and call for order. And really, do they think I am going to remove my posting? Stupid bitches, again the irony. All involved need to be saved as they are going to hell for sure. (Plus, I have twice seen Karen (or a look a-like) since then, when I have needed landlord references, so I think someone goes and gets her, same as all the other bullies they get from my past, seems to be for the point of harassment, as they never actually approach me or speak to me?) I need to point out here, the same thieving problems I had a Rangari and Kookaburra Park, would have followed me to the Kesby house aswell – so I am not sure it would have worked out anyway, - the niave Kesbies sure would not have been able to do anything about the thieving, and the dogs. I could have set up, and planted a whole heap of plants there, (my pool), only to have to move after a couple of years anyway? Who knows? But I think living at that house still would have been better than any other address I have since moved to. (Not factoring in the climate, and my health). 2. Rangari house , 2008 before I moved in. I have to say, so far, I’ve never been too fussy about appearances of a rental house, because I know I can transform the whole look and feel with the garden. As long as there is a big yard I’m happy. However it seems only a few Gunnedah landlords were ok with me gardening. I have discovered some landlords are completely anal about their garden, even if it’s got none, or it’s really really crap (like that one at Builyan), possibly a territorial dog thing - they think it’s really good, and think that if the tenant does any gardening, they will destroy it! Poor little people, they miss out on my skills and ability! So below, 6 forced rental relocations in 2 years, all, by myself and with a Collapsed Arch, and which is why I now have nerve damage in my ar (except when going into Gin Gin, I had help from 2 facebook boys, 1 good one and 1 bad one) 3. Promised Kesby house, 2018 – the one that I moved half my stuff to then they “changed their minds” due to revolting Angela Crook 4. Long Cottage, 2018 at Gunnedah, 10km out 5. back of bad house at Builyan, 2018 6. moved to Colosseum, 2018 , 12 ute loads by myself including all pool parts - 25mlap pool and horticulture stuff. 7. me on Veranda at house at Colosseum 2019 , age 45yrs 8. house at Village Lane, Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, 2019 9. present day 2022 , teeny tiny unit near Mackay - old hotel BTW, the next location in Gunnedah was even worse, (thieving powertripping landlord and their kids) so after another extremely exhausting and expensive ($3500) move, as I was not able to find anywhere in my home town of Gunnedah to live, and had to move to a suburban country area 700km away in QLD, where I literally have to ‘start again’ (so far, another 5 times), such is bitch life, I recommend NOT having kids, or don’t have any unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18 and home school them. BTW, (Since the whole of Gunnedah retailers and local yocals were stealing from me (I was really targeted by them, it is a hateful town, passive aggressive underground movement – they must be lost now with nothing to do now that I am gone), probably good that I moved, least QLD is warmer, still dry though, water issues WATER ISSUES) But, next spot at Builyan, the only place available on the real estate apps in QLD, not in a city. {oh actually, the only place near the coast, but at that time there were heaps of big old houses in outback Blackall (nice realtor, heaps of bore water, cheap – had signed a lease even, prob should have gone there? Not sure – I do so love the beach, so opted for the Builyan one when it popped up at the last minute. I have to say most of the people who live here, and at Miriam Vale (close by), would have to be the biggest country hick stupid thieves that I have encountered. It's really too bad how that cliche of sleepy country people being that way, fits so perfectly in these two spots. But seriously it's like there are generations breeding new generations of stupid Hicks it's quite disturbing and disgusting. It's like there's been no progress or change or evolution at all. I unhappily lived at Builyan for 4mnths (it was soo awful, and a scam low-income house with other hidden costs, no privacy, no fruit trees at all, still; stealing car hoons, perverted neighbours. See, I was planning on setting up my pool there, it had a HUGE backyard, but I could not, it just was not appropriate for that neighbourhood. (I am amazed how most people do not know how to live, the fail to see what is actually important, they just bumble along breeding like rabbits, blindly killing the planet), (I think my Jobs providers were stealing from me too there) plus harassment from neighbours) Fools Gold! So after Builyan I moved to a farmhouse 40km away at Colosseum near Miriam Vale, Queensland for 6mnths. The lying landlord, Alister Darcy Ward, lied to me about long-term, he clearly stated it was available long term, but no, it was not - he also lied about water, there was literally NO water at that place, as their tank leaked. LIAR, he just wanted someone to fix it, as his angry son who hates his dad, had trashed it, – it is such a monumental task to move, I have no help and no money, that means 12 Ute loads, I now have major arm and shoulder arthritis. – should have gone to Kaye Symanns at Baffle Creek, silly me – when you from a loving family, it’s hard to know and remember that a lot of other people are lying pricks. Btw, knowing that something would not work out, because the landlord is a lying prick, and NOT saying anything to me about it, makes you just as guilty as the lying prick. That offer of a house at baffle Creek from Kaye Simmons would’ve been much better and far more appropriate, suitable and joyful, for me. But because she was honest and said she was eventually going to sell it in two years I said no. Whereas Darcy Ward only intended to keep me there for six months from the get go, after lying saying it was available long term. LIAR, AND, lying about having water for the garden NOT. Plus, he got his windows and doors fixed by me, which involved a lot of good communication and commuting, skills he does not have, so while I lost out big time, he won big time, and I was made out to be the baddie. I mean, can you see how this country works - it’s so fucked. I truly don’t recommend you have kids unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18 - it’s really important, and it makes the difference between living a fucked life, and living in a joyful life. So, I believe the local realtor at Builyan / Ubobo, whose name is also Kaye, knew that Darcy Ward was a liar and she didn’t say anything to me. This landlord wanted someone he could control and ‘boss’ about. When it was made clear to him that he could not do this to me (with the help of some swear words) it was further justification that he should not renew my lease, he just waited till all his windows and doors were fixed then booted me.no thanks at all. What is wrong with people, that they want to try to control me? - it is sick, unhealthy and nazi. RACK off, you cannot use me for your dysfunctional power tripping. Wake the hell up country bumpkins. REALLY AND TRULY, DO THESE LANDLORDS THINK I AM LOOKING FOR A ”STOPOVER”? No! you big doofus brains, I need a permanent house.There is something really wrong with the current ways home rentals work. I want to mention here the neighbours at that place at Miriam Vale / Colosseum – scum - Glen Blackburn, and Bev and Bevan Ross; most people in their community would know them as respected members of the community. I know them as extremely disrespectful, unwelcoming and fearful morons. (That includes Trevor Baylis too, who I think was stealing aswell, (no conviction) and has a dog shag who tried to come to his rescue by bullying me on Facebook – idiot – yeah that’ll work.) All play the exclusion game – children. You know, I do now wish to be a part of a community, full of small-minded thieving children types anyway. HAPPY TO BE AN OUTSIDER Also, I had several items stolen from the house when I went into town each time, this list below was what was taken, I suspect the neighbour Trevor Bayliss, and or the landlords wife Julie Ward, and the landlord, and also my Jobs providers Tania Poschalk and Belinda Kristensen. (Those were the only people I knew in the area): None of those people have been convicted. Dogs who can hear me, thus can’t but help themselves to steal . Story of my life. Here is the list of items stolen while I lived on that farm at Colosseum near Gladstone, 2019; {Btw, those 2 girls Tania and Belinda worked for the department of employment and education, and as a part of the terms for that period when they were my contracted Jobs providers, I was meant to be supplied with work shoes or interview shoes should I need – now this was the time when I was still wearing my old workboots that was causing plantar fasciitis, (not that I knew that at the time), but they were tatty, and I asked to get new ones – they flat out refused me. Thus, I was stuck with my old ones for another 2 years which in turn caused even greater irreparable metatarsal damage. The bimbo butterfly affect. Women: the root cause of all evil. And those 2 little girls would have kept that allocated money for themselves, their staff and or their friends. It is women who work for gov department who wrought Centrelink in that thieving manner – total cunts. And Centrelink are totally clueless about dogs who can hear me and continue to ask me to run through their stupid greedy hoops - I had to drive all the way up to Gladstone every 4 weeks (2hr drive up, 2rs again back - it was ABSURD theft by Jobs provider}. FUCKING CUNTS. BURN IN HELL. Tapestry Needle from car at Gladstone – RETURNED to wardrobe 2 weeks later. yah Green hose connector stolen off hose Invoice stolen from kitchen after window left open Paper Invoices from Wares Windows for landlord stolen $500, (I suspect landlords kids/son in-law Tom and Jess?) 25yr old Egyptian Cotton Beach Towel, RETURNED. Yah but filthy and with hole (a replacement after someone saw my photo online??) Beef mince on special stolen by TNT female workers, a set up by Coles too Double Infinity Sterling Silver clasp (they left the necklace, just took the clasp) $35 White hair towel, RETURNED after a big photo online forum stink up on Facebook Dad’s TV vandalized on veranda - $800 EBay box with: (stuff I was trying to sell on eBay, stolen by eBay and Telstra? hang up calls from Telstra mobile team and eBay 02 93044303, says tv ratings, when really eBay??): Slip on Working Walking Leather Shoes – Brown, AU 7, Keen 41 crap shoes, Rubber Trolley Tyre from wheel barrow in excellent super strengthened condition, Diesel Petrol cap, (unlocking) fits Mitsubishi. Weird theft. 2 x Rural poly pipe connector 32mm and 1 1/4" Rural Irrigation joiner. PC hacked; files stolen related to Wares Windows Green offensive kitchen beaters (free as seller, russell-hobbs refunded, faulty. Do not believe seller stole, but someone did – actually in retrospect I think the Gladstone/Builyan Police, Lisa Lynch stole them, like how they stole my Bond; they think I am stealing, when, NO you IDIOTS, it really is your community – the people you know, your friends – they are fucking thieves.) those narc police go on to stalk me for years, and steal from me, out of my house and tickets. 2 balls of pink hand dyed cotton bamboo, taken from bedroom Feb 2019 $12 130g Callebaut (car parked out on rd with girl at 5am going yahoo, could be mailman (female related) FUCK OFF YOU STUPID STUPID GREEDY DOG $10 Half empty bottle of tea tree RETURNED. Terracotta saucer bowl from maidenhair plant $16 Photo of polypipes stolen off PC, plus 2 x7m lengths of polypipe stolen $40 Nettles & Aloes in Wool Fat container, my special mix $25 Handwoven coloured woollen cushion $56 (mum wove years ago, it was tatty now, had hole in it – another weird theft) Black plastic recycling crate with plants from my shade house including pink flowering native melaleucas $65 A few frozen roo meats were taken out of the freezer $45 Windchime taken off veranda $12 Probably heaps more I did not notice When I moved, the stealing continued the first week at new address in Gin Gin (-Australia Post related?) common theme at each address, the post office and delinquent workers?? - 12 items stolen through the Gin Gin post office at next address in first month, and the Builyan postal contractor used to deliver my parcels to his friends who lived behind me.) Stupid Sharon Morgan. So next place! Gin Gin, still have harassment problems from neighbors, -there is some idiot who beeps at me every time I do a load of washing. They either live across the road in no 1 or no 2, and either they have a Soundsystem on their Veranda that they use, or they sit for hours in a car close to the horn, on the street out there on the highway, or at no 1 or no 2 -who knows, but they beep regularly. Plus, stealing continues from beeping car hoons and Bunnings girls (although greatly reduced, due to my blogging about my life, and posting it publicly, but stealing – drives me nuts, it is very unempowering, the thieves aim to unempower and cause mental anguish). Stealing is a direct way of alienating me from the community, another form of ‘outcasting’ me. I mean, one would think this is abhorrent, but in my wise oldage, I have known people, many people now, and quite frankly I don’t have a problem with being alienated, actually never have. Except I’m unable to sell any of my second-hand goods on any of the local marketplaces, and since they banned me from eBay, I can’t continue my business on that platform, so this is most definitely a problem {I did find a consignment place, Bundaberg Tender Centre, some things sell, but for extremely little, like $2 for $300 item. I think the owners have carte blanche of my stuff, I guess that’s one of the perks of being an owner of a second-hand store. Or Telstra are putting me through to someone who makes it look that way? (“but you didn’t say hello”…dogs (they do behave slightly oddly, nazi rules) And people from that location follow me and try to steal out of my car. BTW, as I have mentioned on here before, I never a bid at auctions because I have people who, follow me around and try and ‘beat me’ at whatever I do. And bidding is an easy one for them, their aim is to beat me at whatever cost, they don’t care what the real value is either (Ebay knows about this fact in targets certain people who they know, ‘must win’ – they end up paying double….suckers! So, at the Bundaberg Tender Centre, I can place bids on items they have had lying around for yonks, and it’s really in their best interest to be nice to me, so if I do this, it will be a guaranteed sale. If I take an interest in it, suddenly it’ll go, it’s really in their best interest not to piss me off. {btw, they charge the seller 25% of the sale price, then they charge the buyer 13% plus $2 processing fee – and, all on 2nd hand goods, that have already had GST charged on them, so it is a bit of a money-making scam for the owner, rather than sellers. I try to stick to the Tip shop for 2nd hand goods} I still have my Farm Plants and Seeds website, and someone from Melbourne has just started a Local Seeds place, I have sold a few there now {yah!}. I suspect some people believe it is the online community on ebay and gumtree that have been stealing from me (?). I do not know, but I am losing at least $5000/year from not being able to go on ebay. And btw, now, 5 years later Gumtree have stopped deleting my new account, but instead they just delete my listings, randomly for no reason. There are some major idiots running online companies. I have had to give a lot of my stuff away, like reems and reems of irrigation/plumbing, just whole heap of stuff, $1000’s of dollar’s worth. there seems to be a monopoly on 2nd hand goods. I noticed in Gunnedah and Tamworth, I also had dogs follow me to second-hand shops, and they would buy everything and take it down to Sydney where they could get three times the price (I suspect they had free travel) and in fact the shop in Tamworth, that good second-hand shop on Peel st, closed down because there’s literally no no more second-hand goods left in Tamworth! Town full of ‘made in China’ now!! And air quality is extremely bad here, next to HWY, some mornings when I open the back door onto the Veranda, the smell is just putrid, I have to literally hold my breath, the exhaust fumes are disgusting. I want EV mode please (that is all electric vehicles, and EV cruise mode down the HWY!) And constant noisy trucks, often who compression break, I could literally count the number of good night’s sleep on 1 hand. (This changed after I wrote this, much better sleep now, but still noisy trucks, bikers, hoons, delinquents, a problem – there is a specific ‘truck’ thing that happens, more about that later) as well as the typical social problems in any neighbourhood like theft, harassment and bitchy busybodies. Plus, no water, no fruit trees, or veggies, intermittently. And really poor soil. So, there are several greedy and selfish users, who put sprinklers on all day every day. So, water runs out. HUGE NEGATIVE. They should charge for water consumption, it would never run then, and each house does have a water meter (the fact that they do not do this is stupid body corporate). WATER PROBLEMS I often miss my garden at Rangari, and curse the dogs for my removal and my foot handicap. BUT actually, things could be way worse, least here I have a tree view, and a lovely big garden with gums and room for whatever I want to plant and sometimes water. Often my neighbours are away, which is heaven, although I think my landlord is covering for her friend Win who is stealing from me, he has a key?? No conviction – and more about that later in photo story. (Small frame? – moth to flame situation again) Plus COVID19, so I have some cash to buy nice food, meat! But I feel I am stuck here, when perhaps I should be living in the tropics?? I feel there is this strange phenomena, and it’s hard to explain, but like the powers that want to be (old men) are kind of playing “Simon Says”, so if Cate doesn’t say so, then it doesn’t happen. So, if Cate wants me here paying rent, then that’s what happens, because she’s the landlord, so she wins. So, I have to stay here regardless of what I want - you know all my life, I’m pretty sure that this hasn’t been the way it is - if I want to move to somewhere, then I just up and go, but at this point in my life, it doesn’t seem to be like that, I can’t just do what I want any more, there seems to be idiots wanting to play “Simon Says” , and there are these completely annal rental l girls who want 5 different references, (Louise Aguuir and Sarah Guy) not only from last landlord but personal ones too – I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AT THEM, THOSE LITTLE BIMBO IDIOTS. Plus, do things like block my Internet, so I can’t go onto a real estate listing, or I can’t put up my notice in the local notice area, because the newsagency owner picked a fight with me, like it was a deliberate ploy so I wouldn’t be able to post up any local adverts. My landlord contacts me just before I go into town, and then she starts talking about the same things that I’m going to be doing like the dentist. Or Big W. It’s like she’s kind of jealous if I do anything that involves leaving the house. In non-thinking jealous dog territorial form. Plus, I have caught her out in several lies to me about the house, and I can clearly see how she tries to save herself. But when I told her no, to painting the house, she threw a tantrum and gave me notice to leave – 8mnths before lease ends. So, she has some problems, and is a faker (My application was rejected from another real estate, and it would have been because of her phone call with them. (I have never had an application rejected in my life, Louise Aguuir and Sarah Guy). Here is a good time to talk about this observation, as it has come about from living in various socio-economic neighbourhoods. Before you read this next paragraph, I recommend you read my Photo story called “We all need the right nutrition from the womb” on Page 8 in Life Stories. Then to add to that story, here, another little one, involving my cats, showing an example of exactly what I am talking about when it comes to various landlords from various sectors. Inevitably, my cats would come onto my bed and sleep at night. I had one in particular, who, without fail, every night, would curl up at my feet and sleep there all night. He loved being patted, and loved being close to me. He was an affectionate cat. One night, when he was about 12yrs, I just had, had enough, I was like ‘no lil, leave me alone, I want to sleep without any cats touching me’ and disturbing my sleep. I picked up Lil and put him on the ground, said ‘off you go now’. And that was the end of that, he wasn’t too shaken up about it, he was a very good-natured cat and found somewhere else to sleep. However, a short time after Lil died (tragically by spot-on flea/tick chemicals) I had another cat, Violet who decided, she would start hopping on my bed, and sitting on my face, generally disturbing my sleep. One night, I had enough of her, picked her up, put her down, said off you go Violet. BUT, unlike Lil, Violet immediately just jumped back up on my bed. It’s like she didn’t have any respect for what I said and did, even though she gets treated the same way that I treat all my cats. But my cat Lil, who was first born, was smart enough to realise about ‘respect’, whereas Violet, the 7th born, didn’t have ‘the smarts’ enough to work out, and realise about respect. RESPECT - literally a nutrition related problem. And this is the same thing with my landlords, I have noticed that the kind of person (definatly not restricted to landlords) but who wants to try to ‘boss me about’ and ‘Lord over me’ so to speak, to literally show no respect towards me and my intentions. Are always 3rd borns. And I hate to say this, most often coincides with low socio-economic factors, and or bimbo women who are asleep at the wheel. Often the ones who are wealthier have more respect and knowledge of the way things are, or at any rate would usually be a little more passive, than being outright disrespectful to someone. It’s like some of them are so incapable of working out how to be ‘respectful’ because they literally can’t, due to their nutritional influence from early childhood and in the womb. (Heath Barwick) (Sharon Morgan) And I believe this was the underlying factor of World War 2 and the nazis – just couldn’t grasp the meaning of the word RESPECT. So, this whole rental situation here at Gin Gin is not fair, and I am trying to leave, but when a landlord is lying about me, and not giving me a decent reference, they only thing I can do is go online and state the truth, which is what I do. The older I get the more I realise how many “fakers” there are out there; people who study part time, only to receive their diploma/degree/whatever, in a specific area, but in reality, to be completely clueless about the subject. It’s more than just that one person‘s needs to try and credit and validate themselves. I believe places of study, universities and colleges, push this practice in order to stay alive, they don’t really care if the end result is not actually relevant to society, so long as they have people paying for titles like Diplomas Bachelors Masters, it will be fine for those people to use those credentials even if there fairly ignorant.{Stop trying to ‘street cred’ yourself, and get back into to the kitchen where you belong! There was a current affairs issue recently describing the problem of bedbugs, especially in France, and I personally believe, (since it’s really quite easy to get rid of bedbugs), that this problem is a modern problem due to the fact that housewives are in limited supply, there’s nobody looking after the house, properly, nobody cooking and cleaning, like they ought to be.} Anyway, it really would be better if I lived somewhere warm anyway, because of my reaction to the cold weather, and this place doesn’t have a window even up the top, it’s just chicken wire, so it’s completely open, and we get frosts here, so that is a little ridiculous. Freezing! I’ll be hard pressed to find somewhere similar or as good as this near the beach, plus all the beaches up north seem to be waveless, I’m not sure I’d like that, I really like bobbing up and down in the surf, so I find myself in a bit of a conundrum at the moment with forces pulling me in all directions, like, I’ve got a strong force of ‘not wanting to move’ because my body is so exhausted, from having to move five times previously (not to mention my life’s work at Rangari garden). I’ve written before I have major arm problems now, and arthritis in my knees, stiff joints. The thought of moving again is just abhorrent. But all my life, if there’s a problem, you just go about living your life in a certain wilful way, until it’s fixed. Anyway, ultimately, it’s up to me where I live, it’s not up to my landlord, or my next-door neighbour, or silly rental young girls, nor anyone else who thinks it should be up to them - this is not a Nazi regime. It’s up to me, especially since I am single. Single ladies get to make life decisions solely, one of the many perks. I believe anyone involved in playing such a game of juvenile “Simon Says”, is playing with fire - you’re going to get burnt badly. So that was the saga of having to relocate. I personally believe that I’m living in a location where I should not be living, and that’s why they steal from me. If I was living where I should be living on my life journey, I wouldn’t have such a problem of theft. People have told me about areas where they live where there’s no stealing, these are all like hoity-toity areas, out of my price range. So not quite sure how I am meant to be living in a hoity-toity area? I do buy a lottery ticket each year, so far, I haven’t won. If anyone knows an area that isn’t extremely priced and it doesn’t have a neighbourhood is full of thieving sell out easily manipulated dogs, please contact me, because that’s where I’m meant to be living. Least I am actually doing something about the small but substantial injustices that prevail in Australia, and I don’t have to live with huge chunks of guilt weighing on my shoulders, and I am not going to be the one turning into an alcoholic. I would like to say, after living in Gunnedah for those last 18 years, with so many things having been stolen from me on a weekly basis; now that I’ve moved “ha ha ha ha ha” – to those stupid bimbos thieves who no longer have me around to steal from. You’re going to be lost without me. Ha ha. (Stupid Sharon Morgan) On a more serious note: (this is the story “Assault in schools and Child Deviants Roam loose in Wolseley Park Gunnedah, NSW, Australia” on Life Stories p2.) Christmas for me usually means a day free of the bimbo dogs, no trucks, no idiots yelling out from neighbours, no girls beeping car horns, the one day I can relax fully (btw, I heard someone say to one to one of the dogs; why do you harass her, and she said; “so, she knows that I am there, listening to her” - STUPID BIMBO dog. FUCK OFF. This issue of vocal harassment is a huge deal for me – they are persistent and unbearable. Years and years of vocal harassment, especially if living in suburbia. (I think too an issue within the police, and why they target me for traffic violations, dog police.) Big problem at Kookaburra Park. Really, I can’t be around zombies at all, not even for a small moment if they are not concentrating. Anyway, but not this year, amongst the quite neighbourhood, there emanated the voice of bimbo dogs, ah …. too bad. Actually, it has occurred who it may be, and I know I should have said something to my parents at the time -naming names, but really, I felt they were not equipped to handle this kind of information, I know now, they still would not have been able to deal with it - typical ‘shove under the carpet’ Australian parents for then, maybe it’s different now, I know most parents/carers will accompany a child pretty much everywhere, one father said he accompanies his son to the park, after he heard this story, for fear of the little girls in the park) But, this ‘unequipped’ reason is why I have been banned from Facebook - because of ‘unequipped’ bimbo mothers who can‘t deal with the negative real parts of life. (I did not name this boy when I was banned on Fb, but if I had not been banned now, I certainly would have - it is VITALLY IMPORTANT to name names, in doing something about it: When I was 9, one of the boys from school (Gunnedah Primary School), John Burke, who lived in Tempest Street near Wolseley Park, sexually assaulted me in that park with his filthy hands, it was painful. That particular person, John Burke is disgusting and he’s now probably a rapist, he should have been punished at the time. There was a witness, she came and saw me later and announced she would testify in court if needed. I of course, had no idea what she was talking about NONE. Btw, currently today, “Children aged 0–9 cannot be charged with a criminal offence. Although, children aged 10–14 can be charged with sexual assault, they are treated differently throughout court proceedings to those aged over 14.“ That 9yr old definatly definitely sexual assaulted me, and he knew what he was doing. Although John Burke is a typical case of a stupid dog doing the opposite, (like I am thinking ‘get away from me’ – so he starts chasing, and then when he caught me, he had to think of something to do, and he did – vile little boy with hopeless stupid parents) you ask yourself why these things happen, maybe this is something I had to go through, to learn what boys are like? (Amongst other male related incidents…) Well, if that the case, I’m telling you my story, so now you know what they’re like; there’re mongrels (you can’t drink around them, or wear short skirts, not that I was, at age 9, or any age for that matter, but apparently those issues are fuel for stupid sexually depraved idiots, and later court juries see those 2 particular things as ‘asking for it’) (maybe now you know, it won’t happen to you - apparently 1 in 5 women are sexually assaulted before the age 18 – and don’t forget ladies no means no, SAY IT – “get off you stupid brute” loud as you can). The reason this is STILL the case, is because these perpetrators are not named and shamed. (Even cases that go through the courts at any age, are not printed about in the newspapers – and there is no law for +18 offenders, (there should be NO protection for any aged sex offender – what is wrong with you?, it’s like the police have had that rule drummed into their head, “well there’re under 18 so you can’t hold them accountable” they are so scared of these old rules, and fail to see the big picture of how perpetrators need to be held accountable, no matter what age) There ought to be much harsher penalties for any adult sex crimes, not only in Australia but worldwide. Rape means life in prison. And its very strange that newspapers do not print all these court cases up, - they only talk about court cases about certain issues. Also, there is the factor that bimbo mothers do not want to see the truth. If I was in charge, the mothers of sex offenders would be going to jail along side their son too – no matter what age the son is either. Crap mothers; compulsory parenting class for EVERY pregnant woman. BTW, this time a male chaser – all my adult life, usually they are female, (as you can see from this blog) women are far more stupid and unaware than men, sad to say - but true -maybe little boys have to be quick learners or they may get into trouble due to their disregard for “care and respect” – like John! Whereas women never get into trouble in my experience, I mean am I to complain to the police, “oh officer there is a 25yr old and 40 yr old girl following me around and doing reflections!!!- they would laugh at me! – they don’t seem to realize that its them who are stealing from me and others.) Btw, strange that a lot of parents do not teach their young girls about the dangers of men, and that some men will come along and try to get them in the sack, one way or the other – use them; they get up to all sorts of tricks and work together with their mates, coming up with evil plans. Lying is 2nd nature when it comes to ‘hooking’ a girl. They cannot be trusted. These are the types of things that ought to be discussed within the family unit.) Wake up parents. Btw, someone interestingly, told me, this is the way, because whoever is the strongest willed in any situation, is ‘in power’ and so far, this has been men, therefore important issues like this, ones to help protect women, {but the same issue, often looked upon by men, as ‘helping’ a man in his ‘becoming a man’}, is overlooked in the whole of society. So, I am not just referring to politics here, (I don’t think), but the ‘will’ of everyone, in each situation. It rings true in my experience. So weird – wake up women, you do need to protect yourself against men. There was a major male dog problem at the airport once that I experienced, I was left so angry after that, and could not believe grown men do this kind of stupid bimbo behaviour too, (talk about bizarro world) - that was after I saw the psycho housemistress from NEGS, Cathy Goldman, she was there in the morning, stalking me, and I think she had arranged for traffic problems, so I would be late and miss my plane? and she yelled out “sorry” from afar; either it was that she was apologising for, or she apologised for my cat who had been kidnapped for 3 months, I’m not entirely sure about her whole existence at all. But that day, after I missed my plane, was one of the worst days of my life. I had to hang around the airport for hours and hours, and oh my god, what is it about seeing a woman on her own they, that triggers something in those dogs - they just can’t handle it, a woman on her own. First of all, I had 2 stupid blonde bimbos harassing me, same as usual, but then after a while they gave up. Then I had grown men, a whole pack of them, behaving like those stupid bimbo dogs. And I had not experienced men behaving like dogs before, it was always just little girls who are so stupid that they do reflections. So apart from anger, I was really in, quite some shock that day, I was a little dumbfounded by men on mass being stupid. STUPID – retarded behaviour. By the end of that waiting period, at the airport I was absolutely so furious, you can’t believe how much rage I had inside me. God help anyone who picks a fight with me because you are not going to live to see the next day. And don’t ask me to fly anywhere, because unless it’s EXCLUSIVE first class, I won’t be. You know it's a little weird that I have such extreme difficulties out in public, I mean, it is almost like my destiny, is to be wealthy so I can fly first class, so I don't have these problems from stupid members of the public! But here I am, no money, no first class ever! My real life was probably stolen too! I think those 2 blonde bimbos were on my flight, a little 10 seater to Gunnedah, I bet they did not even have a booking, but were added on; its like someone pays them to follow me around. When I’m out and about, I don’t see anybody else getting harassed as I do. Once I saw my brother victimised by a wilful dog. And a male florist at Thala Resort falling victim too, but usually always a female problem, the dogs often go get known bimbos for the point of reflective occupation: “I want to chastise and bully you, but I don’t want to get into trouble, so I’ll use a stupid dog woman.” I was also physically assaulted multiple times in one incident at NEGS, by a tall class mate, in year seven. For the remainder of those six years there, that girl tried to make it up to me. I was constantly having to politely tell her to GO AWAY. Stupid. And doing the ‘opposite’, is what stupid people do. I have had heaps of other situations in my life from people who do the ‘opposite’ too - none other, ending in sexual assault thank goodness. So, if I think to myself, oh, I’d like some peace and quiet, and just wish I was on my own here, then I immediately I would have dogs, bimbos, mainly, who just come and stand around me, like right next to me, or follow me. Dogs that do the opposite. They are the most stupid creatures on this planet, and I can’t believe they’re allowed to exist and bimbo mothers keep breeding them and continuing the cycle, it’s ridiculous and absurd. I believe this phenomena is a direct result of nazi parents who operate their family on control, and not love, so that child lives the whole rest of its existence in a state of rebellion. Wake the hell up bimbo mothers. (of course, occasionally I am not surrounded by stupid bimbos, and after those above-described thoughts , I am suddenly left in peace and quiet! Such bliss.) On the subject of short skirts; could you please tell me why schools dress, their young teenage girls in short skirts? This very act, in my opinion, is disgraceful and obviously the dress code has been made up by perverts, male and female alike. Maybe they only do it on the TV dramas shows, where all the high school girls seem to be wearing miniskirts to school. I know at Gunnedah high school; they changed their uniforms to ankle length skirts in about 2010!! I saw them walking outside on excursion one-day, about 20 girls in their long skirts and big hats too, it was fantastic! Anyway, back to my other encounters of male dog behaviour. Once I saw my brother victimised by a wilful dog, just briefly, but word for word. And a male florist at Thala Resort falling victim, oh, and don't forget David my landlord. But usually always a female problem, the dogs often go get known bimbos for the point of reflective occupation - Gunnedah Arts Council are the guilty-est at doing that). I was also physically assaulted multiple times in one incident at NEGS, by a tall class mate, in year seven. For the remainder of those six years there, that girl tried to make it up to me. Stupid. Also btw, according to Wiki, in America, 6 people die each week due to a partner domestic violence situation. With statistics like that I’m really not sure why anyone would bother getting married at all. And, you should all know, in the name of discovering the truth, one of my employers, - she was a ‘SydneyDodgy’ shop owner, with owing money to lot of sellers (they would come in to the shop and try to intimidate me into giving them money, thinking I had something to do with it (WRONG)). She was a female then in her 30’s; she stated to me, if she was being followed around or been given a hard time by a man, she would have no hesitations in falsely accusing him of rape. Now, that Rav about me blurb: **What people are really like THE UGLY TRUTH:** I can’t believe the amount of people, women in particular who steal from me. It’s pathetic. Stop it, or you will go to hell! And, apparently, from not only me -Hey you stupid bimbos, it’s NOT OK to take anything from hotel lobbies or cutlery from restaurant tables WAKE UP (especially you catholic Mexicans). If you want your child to be tortured and tormented by passive aggressive female staff and seniors, send them to NEGS, Private Boarding School, Armidale, NSW (run by woman only –what are they thinking? Seriously, this is a despicable godless religious school, employing truly STUPID women, (20 years later, the old dogs still follow me about, harassing me.) You’re naive if you think anyone else is going to look after your kids. Anna Abbott, Reverend Wearne, Windeyer, Scarf, Milburn and Goldman – all those people require saving, as they are going to hell for sure. Rich people are the prey. Pull your goddam socks up. Btw, I now have bad arthritis in both my knees it is purely from being forced to kneel on hardwood kneelers twice a week (Wednesday morning and Sunday night) for extended periods of time in Church, it was nothing short of physical abuse, and they need to be held accountable – those arrogant, rich, authoritarian idiots. Having said that, I mean, don’t get me wrong, there were some really good aspects to this school. For instance; there were no drugs at NEGS. When certain people from high schools hear that, they really double back a bit - they can’t believe it, they have to pause, to really think about what school would be like without drugs. There is also no boys, so, no sex, nobody got pregnant, so no bimbo dropouts. Also, we had to do our school work, to a certain degree, there was really no being lapse about that, because the teacher would notice and would be on our backs, so there was usually no choice in each situation to do anything but work, like you couldn’t chat, you couldn’t leave anywhere. Each girl has to be in the moment and do the work. But the bad parts about this school outweigh those good parts, in my opinion? Actually I have a lot to say below about this school, and the 2 public ones I attended when younger, but to sum up - I guess if I had children, I would never ever send them off to school or child day-care on their own, that is, without me and my supervision, (or a fathers), and it is not to supervise my child, it would be to supervise the teachers/carers. There are some really rotten people out there who don’t give a dam about your kids, they are there because they have no skills but need to be employed, but more often wish to use your kids to ‘thumb a ride’ for their personal powertripping desires. There are some really stupid ones looking after young toddlers in day-care. - I recall when I was at day-care once (I did not typically go to childcare, but this day mum had things to do in town, so off I went, 2-3yrs old). At this day-care, I had to go to the toilet, and so I did. But this tall, very blonde carer, charged in, ripped me off the toilet - mid way through, and reprimanded me! Because apparently, I was going in the times that it wasn’t allowed to go – apparently the kids were only allowed to go to the toilet between 12 and 1pm and at recess at 10am! Can you believe that? - how stupid was that women? How stupid was that day care. It doesn’t get much more stupid than that! stupid blonde! (That was a day-care at Tamworth, it has since closed, it was the one on the river near that plane statue, which I also believe has been removed. Country hicks). The fact that a child would need this constant overseeing, is quite a tragedy because one of the best things I loved about both my parents, was the fact that they gave us a lot of free reign, we were free to go down the street as kids on our bikes, or walking wherever. We could go down to the park, we could go up to the pool on our own, or up to friends, whatever we wanted to do, we were fortunate to live in a smallish country town, however today I certainly would not allow this if I had children in that particular town. (And there was that bad incident in the park). So, more on this school – the principle, Jan Milburne, (more about that creature from the 1800’s later in my “English wannabes story”) took x7 Uniformed year 7 (11 yr old) girls across town to the local High school playground at about 830am, (all 7 of us were short girls of the year, not a coincidence) On the playground we were harassed by what seemed to be 10 ferocious giant year 12 hound boys, - for about 15 minutes they went on and on, with the principle (Milburn) standing and watching in the distance as if this verbal bullying attack was perfectly normal behaviour and the point of the trip – the pounce, was mainly aimed at our PRIVATE school uniform. This incident has changed the way those women think about men it has created a deep HATRED of men, and 4 of those 7 women are now gay. This was done deliberately. Disgraceful. I have 2 other school principal stories just as disturbing, that school is not a safe place for a child. Do your kids a favour and Home School them. (don't get me started on the bullying that goes on amongst the girls either, -gotta talk about, or it will continue to happen, it will be happening to your child right now, this is not something that only happens in the old days and to other people. Debra Taylor, Fiona Pine, Cate Cameron, Alysha White, Lucy Bingle, Belinda Atkinson – Are you are the goddam dogs that are following me and harassing me? – did you remove all the toilet paper from the Tamworth Council Art Space bathroom? Are you the dog network who keeps overcharging me at checkout? Still? Fuck off, get a life, grow up you stupid little dogs . (Could be look alikes, there are a number of females in positions of power that are completely obsessed with me – STUPID DOGS WHO PLAY SIDES, if so, listen carefully; I don’t give a shit about those people. I haven’t spoken to them in 30+ years, meaning, I don’t care about them. And I don't even think of them, it wasn’t till I started to rack my brain to try and figure out who was following me and harassing me in Tamworth, that I thought about those girls, all friends at school. BUT no relationship with any of them now, so we are not fighting -as we have no relationship. Can you possibly comprehend this you stupid little dog)? School principals are the biggest bullies of them all – I say get rid of principles from all schools, there is no point of them, only negativity. (At the very least put cameras in Principals office) And I also want to mention this little story - if any of the girls were caught swearing by any of the staff, they were fined $5. There was one staff member (Dr Scarf) who would lurk about and eavesdrop on girl’s conversations, then manipulate the girls into swearing, so she could pocket the $5. (You know what I think about that - you stupid cunt) btw, swearing is an important part in fighting bullies, you will need to swear in adult life in the work place. Also, come to think of it - 2 Librarians at that school, in the then new library would invite men from the Armidale community, I would say paedophiles, into the library to ‘engage’ with the girls -UNACCEPTABLE. And, I want to mention how the ‘Oppression’ starts. Kids that are not from families who are really wealthy, are especially targeted, if they are outgoing, then they use tactics to oppress you, very passive aggressive tactics that are hard to explain, but I clearly saw it when I used to horse ride, with girls hiding in bushes yelling out in insulting manner perhaps jealousy, but also, I believe it comes from a place which I have called “Gold Star Dog Problem”. If anyone knows who those girls were – please say, I am at a loss as to who they were? (No little birdy has told me thus far - very strange?) could have been Debra Taylor? Or Anna Harding? (if it was her WTF!), or maybe those girls I mentioned in my “school bully story”, Jane and Amy?? I bet those girls are drunks now. Btw, in the catholic religion, that’s the point of confession, so stupid guilty bimbos don’t end up as drunks!! There is a story that I’m compelled to write about, I’ve mentioned before that I have “all the dirt” and that’s why I get often get kicked out of society, people that I have dirt on don’t want me talking to anyone. But I have a female bullying story about a mother and her daughter from NEGS that were so disgusting that I really do need to write it down to name and shame. (I have found mother and daughter bullies to be BIG problem in general) Also this woman kept appearing on channel 9, when I used to watch Channel 9- I no longer do. But I don’t know if it was actually her, if she’s friends with people in the TV industry, I know her daughter did a model shoot for Tampons in Dolly magazine, it went round the whole school (I didn’t say anything). Or maybe channel 9 know what happened in regards to me and them, and so they just show her in a light where she is living it up, living the good life, sipping champagne, etc, maybe they’re just trying to piss me off? There’s no need to do that, I already am pissed off about it, I remember it like it happened yesterday. So, what happened was, this woman Mrs Jemison, was the Physical Culture teacher at NEGS, and Physical Culture, Physy, consists of young girls prancing around in little leotards, doing these weird activities with pointed toes - in front of people - it was just really silly, but you know, all little girls just really love to get dressed up and prance around, plus it’s more fun than little athletics or netball, so I did it! One time we had travelled to somewhere big, I think it was Coffs Harbour, and we were performing in front of people, it was like a competition. I was in the auditorium but away from my group of friends. Mrs Jemison and her daughter were next to me. I had my leotard on, and Mrs Jemison and her daughter started teasing me, well, not really teasing, they were really being nasty and bitchy about the size of my boobs and the inadequacy of my body. It was quite disgusting, and there were lots of people around that heard her and couldn’t believe them, they were absolutely horrified and disgusted; I could see their reactions and I could actually hear them, while Mrs Jemison and her daughter just kept going on. It was a bully situation 101. There were other times in class when both of them would have a go at me, I’m not entirely sure what the issue was with me, they would gang up on me, mother and daughter, and pick on me, they didn’t pick on anyone else in the group. I really should have left the group, sometimes I wonder at my youthful lack of common sense in such obvious victimization situations, but well, I am not the type of person to run away, even though I may be at a loss for words sometimes, or don’t know how to defend myself, running away is NOT my style, plus it’s completely different when you’re a child. (There were no bullies in my family growing up, and none at Gunnedah primary school either (aside from the teachers…) so I did not ever learn how to deal with them properly.) And it is a good thing that I don’t have issues with the size of my boobs, I’m really quite happy with the size of my boobs, always have been. I just kind of ignored the 2 bitches at the time, even though, because they made such a spectacle of themselves, and everyone was staring at me, in pity I guess, it was very memorable and painful. So that girl, a year older than us in the group, I think her name was Emma or Jemma? I really can’t remember, I just have a clear image of what she looks like, she had long blonde hair, skinny with a few freckles, and I’m pretty sure I’ve seen her twice at the doctors, and I have a strong feeling that she might be following me around to try and make up for what she did, but at the physio when I saw her, my red rubber fulcrum that physio gave me was stolen and I definitely think she is involved. So, I have no idea why she was there. The other time I saw her at Agnes Water Doctor, and I had major arm problems after that visit due to an unnecessary tetanus shot -maybe she has something to do with that - there are NEGS girls trying to inflict pain on me, it goes right back to church. So, I have no problems naming and shaming Mrs Jemison - you stupid stupid stupid woman, get some fucking morals and pick on someone your own size, you fat dog. (If only I had found those words all those years ago on day 1 of Physy) She’s probably dead by now, the world will be a better place for it. Actually, also after my experience in public school Kindy and Primary 4th class, I recommend home schooling (MOST Teachers get off power tripping, not teaching). And teachers bullying kids and picking on one in the classroom to use as “Whipping boy” (technique designed to humiliate one child in front of the others to scare them in to doing their work) humiliating kids is so common its shameful (Debbie Croft, +…, Gunnedah NSW) -they used to have staff meetings on how to humiliate me, I hope those stupid female bimbos get their comeuppance) I have to mention a house mistress Cathy Goldman, I think it was Cathy, I did not pay too much attention to house mistress’s – with her, this was the problem, she wanted to be worshipped by ALL the little girls, as I did not (not a teacher’s pet type, I have common sense, and am healthy) she formed an obsession with me. I would go so far as to say she was a paedophile. And since leaving school she, accompanied by young girls have stalked me and stolen from me. She has done all sorts of vile things resulting in major persecution. She is DIGUSTING, the world would be better without her in it. I have reported he to the police, but the police are USELESS. She may have everyone else fooled, but she does not have me fooled. I would like to point out, at NEGS, even though there were problems with admin and house staff/chapel, bullying. The actual education in the classroom was of excellent standard for the time, and I have no negative/ psychological abuse stories from the classroom (wow, it’s a miracle compared to my previous public schooling!). Oh, except we had a male science teacher, Mr Brown, he was on the younger side of a middle-aged man, teaching a bunch of 12-17 yr old girls JUST NO! THIS DOES NOT WORK YOU IDIOTS, definatly teachers aid required in this situation. Really and truly, do you not know what all men are like AT ALL?? You know, I wrote a letter to the Department of education, telling them that the one teacher doesn’t work, (especially in public schools) due to the natural tyrannical nature of the teacher personality types. I went on to say that another person is needed in the classroom to keep the other in line. (a teachers aid, who has been specifically told they are there to keep the teacher ‘inline’). But just above I mentioned how I had 3 female teachers plot against me in staff meetings, to come up with ways to humiliate me. So, maybe the opposite sex is required to keeps tabs? It might work, who knows. Also that school, they do tend to keep teachers on, past their ‘use by date’ and obviously some girls use those teachers as ‘tools‘ – easily manipulated. I know most teachers at that school are ‘handpicked’ with meticulous checks of credentials etc, all married, they need to apply those same meticulous checks for the house mistress staff – and the gardeners for that matter. Also, the school principal used to make a big deal about speaking to the girls at assembly about the “family” of the school and we all belong to the “family”. Well, this might seem nice on appearance, but really there were girls who took this to literally mean this is an invitation to treat younger girls badly, to abuse younger girls, to steal from them, to act in annoying ways that sometimes younger siblings do, to infact they use that “family” sibling excuse, as a reason to behave silly, of course it all comes back to dysfunction of those girls who obviously had hopeless parents. Having witnessed that behaviour, and being old and wise now, I would never advise describing a large community of girls as a “family”. Describe the situation exactly as it is, thank you. But I find it really strange how so many things you need to know for life / the future, is not really discussed at school or in childhood. It doesn’t really make sense to me, I mean, the point of school is preparing you for the future, the whole future, not just a part of it like the reading/ writing, and arithmetic part. I believe that school does the “opposite” of what you have to do when raising a child. They have to “empower” a child so he/she can be empowered to do what they want in life. This school “unempowers” girls, as do a lot of parents, they use their kids to empower themselves, when they should be empowering their kids – POWER TRIPPERS, so many bad parents in Australia. You won’t believe this little yuk story: The Toilet block at school was in the middle of the corridor on the way to the Science block, it was on the left of the corridor, and raised about 35cm with ultra-low walled and doored cubicles (toilets in the hallway, what are they thinking). At some point I started having problems of girls looking over the low toilet walls watching me go to the toilet (what the?) so I decided to use the other toilets on the other side of the school – those ones had fully enclosed walls. But some little bitch started locking it up, so I was unable to use those ones, and had to use the 1m high walled toilets (? Cost-cutting gone mad). (There is actually more to this little vulgar story, and gets a WHOLE lot worse, but I won’t go into those revolting details. It gets more unbelievable the older I get (now in my 40’s). Btw – a little birdy has informed me that it was the Gardener who was perving, the tool room was right next door to the toilet block, and he would have had the keys to lock the other block up – YIKES, HOW DISCUSTING. Are there any laws in Australia to punish perverts by fines or incarceration? There should be, I can tell you first hand, this sort of pervertism causes a whole heap of problems later in life (in the form of nightmares especially, toilet nightmares!). And what about the female staff at that school, do they seriously think this kind of thing does not happen? They should be looking out for the girls, and not letting questionable male staff (as in ALL male staff) anywhere near toilet blocks (and at least publicly (boldly) talking about what men are really like, so we can really prepare ourselves) But I know there have been girls too, on several occasions I have had women ‘walk in’ on me, once a girl actually tried to break the door down like a charging bull, to get in (really, unbelievable, such zombie like stupidity) Apparently it is because of Daniel Macpherson (or was it James…) and one of the Carter boys, 40yrs ago - The girls doing the exact opposite of what you would like. I just have to think, (whenever I go to the loo in a public situation), “now don’t disturb me, I’m in the loo”, - that’s my thought tone btw, quite unaggressive, and I am not talking to anyone in particular, it’s just a thought I automatically have due to Australian perverts watching me on the loo when I was young – multiple perverts in schools; at private homes and children’s camp (again I do not have any mental health problems, but this is a good example to show you exactly what happens, as sleepy dog response happens all the time, not just in the loo!) And so those sleeping dogs hear me, they automatically without thinking, go into rebel mode and do the exact opposite, come in, or try to (one girl started running into the toilet door to try to ‘charge’ it with her shoulder, to get in, really extraordinary monkey zombie behaviour – that incident, “toilet girl” was at a nightclub, and she was probably on drugs – see why you ought not do drugs kiddies…- -although this Phenon is not specifically drug related, it’s more ‘useless parent/teacher’ related, not waking their child). So, some girls are not aware that they can hear, they just act on auto pilot rebellion mode. But there are plenty of aware ones who can hear loud and clear, some are cool about the whole situation, others will try to use it, nasty ones who will try to trick you and then later say “no I can’t hear you, your nuts”, so they try to trick you deliberatley so they can later call you crazy, that’s their game, the crazy game, like “The Witches Of Salem”, it’s fun for them trying to trick other women. So, while in my experience I usually only have problems from women, I suspect there are men who do this, and like to pray on woman’s vanity. Especially if the woman turned them down. BTW that’s how the dogs steal my ideas too (Television Industry is famous for it – this website gives them something to talk about – no need to be perverts, or should I say, prying intrusive spies. Which btw, I feel a counsellor, therapist, or psychiatrists, would all have slight perversion personalities, with some of them being outright perverts.). I often see my ideas used in various forms, like things that don’t quite make sense being scrapped, my ideas about behaviour/personalities appearing, and like my life stories have been used on telly, and aswell as ideas followed through by wealthy manufacturers (not that I mind too much, I have many ideas and they would not be utilized otherwise, it’s just I don’t get the money…, and get treated like unemployed scum by certain people. Actually, one thing I’ve noticed in my life, is I often miss out on money. Say if an opportunity for a raise or a promotion arises, either there’s always some little undeserving bitch who will come along and steal it, or there is person in charge who thinks they don’t have to pay me. Just the way it goes. Worse as I get older. Actually, when it comes to money, dad was really the only one that ever came through, and he stopped supporting me when I was 20! I have accepted my lot, but this is not going to stop me from winging about the injustices that go on. And those thieves then try to discredit me in any way they can for fear of being found out and sued. I would say why hence it is a “secret” - if you tell anybody this happens, seriously they will lock you up in a mental asylum and call your delusional and schizophrenic - such stupidity and unawareness is beyond belief, especially within the police force and Psychiatrists. Actually, I can give you another example, just so you really know what I am talking about, and what my life consists of, dogs on a daily basis; One day back in about 1999, I was on the North Shore suburbs, going between jobs, and I spotted a gift shop, thought it looked really quaint and good, I had a bit of time, I should go have a look. I saw a wall tile in there, it was artistic, creative, brightly coloured, and large - I just loved it! I was so excited about this tile, plus it wasn’t very expensive, so I thought this has just made my day! I’m going to purchase it, I was just soooo excited sooo pleased and happy about this tile. I was taking it up to the counter, when some girl, who I’ve never seen before, walked into the shop and started talking at me “are you going to get a tile , are you, are you, that tile ” kind of making fun of me in that bitchy sarcastic tone that women have. Like, not only could she hear my thoughts about the tile, but the fact that I was so happy about discovering this tile, is what really vexed her, so much so, that she had to come in to the shop, and chastise me in some way. Now, whether she was just walking on the street, heard me and came in, or had she been following me around all morning - who knows. As far as I was concerned she was squatting, a thieving squatter, on my soul! I ignored her and went ahead and purchased my tile. I’ve been pleased with my tile ever since, until today, unfortunately it just cracked - which prompted me to write this story, and add it to my other example of dog stories I have, the persecution on a daily basis. You know it's like the opposite of that expression "smile and the whole world smiles with you " - with me, it's case of "smile and all the girls are going to hate you " – like it's my personal cross to bare, like the jealousy of hearing some girl / woman now, who is happy – is just too unbearable for them, they cannot stand to hear that happiness. {I reckon, that why the orange jelly babies disappeared, that’s why music appreciation class was cancelled, the ‘good fit’ green leggings jealousy, heaps of other things, oh food, good food brands at the supermarket – I love, “sorry we no longer stock”…. more too, - computer nerds: they are removing ‘good and easy’ features from iPad, iPhone, plus microsoft removing good features off their Windows, Google too. Theres still more… I can’t think of them all atm, but I saw a YT vid of ‘the most long established business in Australia’ and one of them was a chocolate shop- and I thought: If I visited that Chocolate shop on a regular basis to purchase a favoured and highly desired Chocy, I'm afraid the shops ‘long term establishment’ would mean nothing; as surely as the sun sets, sadly the business would come to an end, such is my personal experience with the EXTREME JEALOUSY about the “good” things in life, by the stupid unknown stalking blonde dogs who are completely hung up on “class” – and for some reason, OBSESS and stalk ME. Btw, those same people or person, aswell as trying to get rid of all “good” things – they also try to get rid of my good nature, happiness attitude, - so they try to evoke anger out of me (for the sole point so they do not feel jealous of me) - they are completely sick and dysfunctional narcissistic bullies. And I don't know how many times I can tell them to fuck off: fuck off: air fuck off: fuck off: unworthy people.) By the way, it's weird that I would have no idea WHO is so jealous of me like this?? This ‘cowardice’ of their nature tells me it is female. I can't think of anyone in my family that would be this jealous and unhealthy, not even my little sister, who you think well it's probably her as little sisters have a reputation of being jealous of their older siblings, but I know my sister well enough, she can be problematic, but she was raised in the same family I was, and we were raised in a healthy manner, with healthy sane parents. Like the person I'm talking about here is extremely dysfunctional, they were probably abused in some manner by a parent, they have major psychological problems to be obsessed by someone they don’t even know and certainly are not having or are in ANY kind of relationship with, they have just taken it upon themselves to obsess about me! They follow me and stalk me to my home – over years – they have money and time to waste WASTE. I'd have mentioned Rachel Weinberg's older sister (yeah, still can’t remember her first name); she has had some stalking problems like I have mentioned, controlling problems, power tripping problems, stealing problems, unemployed too, daughter of a DR - so I mean it could be her, but I think she has her own certain style that I recognize now, she likes to make jokes about everything to impress certain other people, whereas this jealousy I am talking about is really sinister and evil. Definatly narcissistic. (Wainberg prob jealous of her older sister, married to lawyer - so she took out her frustrations about that on me, another 1st born??). Btw – as a result of all the dogs and their either visionable and/or extra sound perception, now in 2023, I set a reminder every day, so as I read, so they can see; “It is not my fault you can hear me, it is your fault you stupid dogs, because you have no thoughts of your own, so you have to latch on to other people; so, fuck off and get your own life.} IT IS NOT MY FAULT YOU ARE COMPLETELY STUPID.” And this is how they steal from me. A pervert theft issue. Extraordinary how they have no qualms in being a pervert and stealing my ideas; so many I don't know where to begin. Anyway, so now I’ve got to go on the hunt, to look for a new tile, as it served a purpose. But now, due to being harassed on a daily basis, just like that, especially when I go shopping. I no longer go shopping, it is too unpleasant, as there are so many non-thinking dogs in Australia. I have to do all my shopping online, and thank God for the Internet (actually, I prefer shopping online anyway, comfort of the couch! Although I wish the post and couriers did not provide so many problems, really and truly, all they have to do is deliver my parcel, why do they have to make it so hard?) Anyway, I really doubt I’ll be able to find a tile as good 👎 Shame on that stupid dog, you should mind your own business you stupid woman. And get your own brain, and your own thoughts, stop riding mine little girl. By the way, I think I saw that girl again on channel 10, years later. I think she might be Asian, she’s very pretty. She was talking on one of those mornings shows about how only needy people acquire dogs, as in the canine species. Because dogs are always pleased and ecstatic whenever they see you, and so, the type of person who is slightly mentally unstable/unhealthy is the type of person who likes dogs, because they’re always pleased to see them! Which actually I thought was quite amusing and pretty much true! Dog grown up! Although I could have been mistaken, just someone who looked similar. (I am a cat person! 5 cats actually!) Btw, I did not usually have problems with bimbo dogs on Channel 10 when watching live shows, that was only channel 7 and sometimes channel 9 problem – sometimes extreme problems with those bimbos – I never watch those now. I hate live television shows in Australia. Just can’t. I had one TV exec boast to me that he knows how to pick the ‘good ones’ – the new guys are clueless and get dogs!! And btw, I saw those tiles again in Bundaberg after I wrote this!! There was a collection, 5 designs in the set (I had the fish one). But I decided I could get by without now, specially since I am forced to keep moving rentals. (Also, it gets way more complicated, there are some predator dog type people who can use me to ‘get’ the ‘sleepy’ person I’m speaking with, like deliberate ‘takeovers’, turning the sleepy person into a puppet - just a moment of not concentrating, and they have no idea what they’re talking about, or some seem to be able to last for ages under the command of someone else, word for word dictation, (there were quite a number of girls just like that in Enmore, inner western city Sydney, who would descend on my shop when I was there – ‘empty heads’) So, the end goal of the predator, being to have a go at me in some way, chastise - I seem to have a lot of enemies just for being single . I find interesting about these women, is that they have discovered this ability that they have, and they think they’re special and magic, but when it comes down to it, when they choose to use their abilities, they have a choice, of what to do or say, and they don’t seem to be able to think of anything nice or funny or clever - the only thing, they think to do, in the situation, is to reprimand and chastise. The irony of them thinking that they’re really clever – big picture, they are the opposite of clever, they are bimbos. I should add, there are 2 occasions in my life, when I feel I had no control, and that was sometime when I sneezed; out of the blue, for some reason, I would occasionally sneeze and it was a sneeze that was REALLY LOUD, plus I would kind of scream the sneeze out, SCREAM SNEEZE - in a very loud female way! It was really loud out in public, so it was a little embarrassing, ofcourse bystanders would think it hilarious, and it would always wake everyone up. That has stopped since I left Gunnedah, so maybe there was a manipulative perpetrator doing that somehow? - who lived in Gunnedah? I suspect NEGS girl. The other time is when I sleep, apparently dogs can hear me when I sleep, no idea what I say / dream / do in my sleep, usually. Oh, I remembered one other thing, when I lived at Pretty Beach; swimming in the ocean, I had my sunnies on this one time, and a big wave came, so I took them off to dive under, thinking to myself do not open your hand or you will lose sunnies in the wild surf here at Kilcare, but after the wave passed I popped up, looked at my hand, and it was open with sunnies gone – so I had no idea how that happened, it was NOT like me to do something like that, but I suspect foul play by someone else – manipulative tactics that some people can do. It happened again another time, I was holding something, a necklace, then later looked at my hand and it was gone – I think it is a learnt tactic that thieves have managed to do, - a way to steal inadvertently directly from someones hand. Other than that I am usually always ‘me’. Infact I will add this story; I discovered in 2015, after dad died and I received the family filing cabinet, in it was all of my report cards from school, mum must have kept them all! I read some, one of them, was written by the atrocious woman I mentioned above, Dr Scarf. {Actually, I can't even remember her teaching me anything, she was not a teacher, but the careers councillor, so I don’t know why I had a report card from her}, but she started off saying all the usual stuff; Emily is a quite polite, respectful student…but then she said “and Emily is always herself.” I really couldn't believe that when I read it. First of all, it seems so many young women must not be themselves often. (! – what is the whole blog really about! lol) But, I can see why someone like her would notice something like that, as she is someone who likes to manipulate young women, so I guess she noticed this about me because she cannot manipulate me. This explains why she didn't like me and refused to help me with a career, and several other bad things she did. She only likes girls she can manipulate and control. She is fully SICK. And a bully. You know, I have encountered a fair few bullies in my time, and I have to say that there’s a difference between someone who’s just being a powertripping bully, taking advantage of the situation, compared to someone who has a total despicable ‘nazi’ HIDDEN personality all the time. I think Dr Scarf from NEGS has that WICKED sinful trait. She’s truly an evil immoral person – underneath it all { When I wrote this last bit about Dr Scarf, it was written as a note to myself, as I often do, and I send it to my email address for me to go back to later when I get a chance, and write it up and incorporate it into my blog. So, when I wrote this -there was a dog “eavesdropping” (of course, and how typical), so she saw what I wrote, and being a total female meddling pervert, she went and sussed out Dr Scarf, she wanted to see this person for herself! And she told me that this woman is still alive, and she now bakes cookies for her grandkids, and so there's no way anyone would believe what I said about her, because you know she "dotingly" bakes for her grandkids – everyone loves a cookie baker! So, I'm sure she does bake for her grandkids, old ladies have to do something with their spare time, although I was a little surprised to actually discover she had kids, she wasn't that type of person to do so, a “caring person” type, like what a mother ought to be. But as most women do have kids, even the bad ones, it’s probably true (she did have big hips – a sign of childbirth). Actually, I suspect this is true a lot of what I say on my blog, well I know it's true, because people just don't believe me when I tell them, they're stealing from me/ stalking me/ verbally harassing me, that is, people in the community. They would prefer me to be “forgetful” or even “insane”, rather than to believe that there are ‘evil and sinister’ activities going on, within their network of friends, or family. (Such stupidity). But so, I'm not here to hunt down Dr Scarff and kill her, or put her in jail, as she probably deserves – or retaliate in any way, like a lot of non-thinking people do. I'm just writing about what happens in my life, and who people really are, the truth about their nature, and the ugliness of humans, in particular women, - as compared to how “Polite society” would want them to be and often portrays them as. Oh, later I remembered something else odd I have done seemingly unknowingly how; I might have mentioned already, but sometimes when I speak, I sound EXACTLY like mum. So dad was out at my place one time, herd me speaking, then suddenly heard mum, so totally flipping him out, it was like she was standing right there next to me speaking for that brief 1 or 2 words! So weird. It was when he had a ‘friend’ after mum died ofcourse, he would hang out with his old school friend who was also widowed, she was not there at the time, but “Girlfriend!” lol. And it happened with Penny as well, my little sister, when I was living at Bulga one time, she came out, and you should've seen Penny's face she was totally flipped out, I think she nearly fainted! I literally sound exactly like mum- same tone. So while I was in full control of what I was saying and knew what I was talking about, it was the way I said, in that tone, that I'm not so sure about being “incontrol” - I wouldn't be surprised if somebody can manipulate in this manner, somebody with an extrasensory skillset so to speak, and someone who knows what my mother sounds like. I'm not sure who that would be, if anyone, or something supernatural, but it certainly wasn't my sister or my father! A few times I felt like I haven't had complete control of my hands, like that time swimming in the ocean, I had to hold my sunglasses in my hand because there was a big wave coming and had to dive under, I was concentrating on holding them tight in my fist whilst diving under, but after the wave had gone I looked at my hand and unbeknownst to me I was no longer holding my sunglasses, they had gone. I note there was some guy staring at me on the beach (rudely), I suspect he had something to do with it, I have no idea who it was. (I've written that story before, but somebody has removed it). Oh and one time I heard my grandmother when I was speaking, in fact I wasn't speaking, I was outside doing some weeding on my own, and all of a sudden I made this horrendous awful noise with my mouth -it was disgusting, a noise kind of involving using tongue and spit, kind of slurping back saliva or something. BUT, it was EXACTLY the same noise my grandmother sometimes used to make when she was thinking to herself, working in the kitchen. I sounded just like her. I'm not sure how I did it, it just happen, and I couldn't believe it – it was my turn to be totally flipped out! And thank goodness it only happened that 1 time, it's such a horrible ‘nuisance habit’ that someone could have. My grandmother was a bloody bitch! lol I believe some actors and directors have this kind of symbiosis relationship too (no need to learn your lines at all!!). By the way because of this ‘thing’ ‘feature’ ‘specialness’ that happens, I have had a whole spate of women who want to say “me too”, and try and show off their ability, and show off their skills, they do all sorts of disgraceful things, most women, I hate to tell you, are truly evil. They put no thought or creativity into their attempts at the showing off, because their first instinct is to think do something bad and disrespectful, then do that, just because they can get away with it. STUPID. I’ve also noticed mothers and daughters have that kind of connection (a lot do, mothers use their kids to speak for them – OMG, so sick of seeing mothers using their kids. Plus, later, kids use it as a kind of payback for their bad mother; their children grow up, having learnt the art of manipulation and manipulate their mother with sometimes very disrespectful results. I have also been informed, certain men will deliberately persuade women to use drugs under the pretence of friendly ‘relax and have some fun’ when infact, they have a secret evil pre-meditated and calculated plan - so those (often smart) women can be easily manipulated and used in such a puppet way (I know women would also do this to other women. I saw Rachael Wainberg’s older sister do it to her {the one that looks like my now landlord Cate Rogers} dam it cannot remember her name, and no little birdy has reminded me!). Most people do not understand AT ALL. Clueless. (Stupid Sharon Morgan. Little tip for you Sharon, if she has blonde hair – SHE’S A LIAR. If she has loads of money, she’s a liar.) Because it is not talked about. (I have found often some clever people do ‘signs’ about these often-delicate situations, and call such behaviour ‘reflections’ – so, not as in thinking back to a distant memory, but doing someone else’s reflection. - Reflections; that is, mirror what you’re thinking and reflect it back to you word verbatim or (some clever ones twist it to manipulate). So, if you ask them how they are and you think to yourself angry, they will say “angry”. It’s really like you’re having a conversation with yourself, but some will say the opposite, like “I’m not angry at all”, in a slight rebellious way.) I can’t believe Dr’s still diagnose people with schizophrenia – how stupid are those university graduates? I mean maybe you just need to have an ‘artistic’ mind to see the intangible and what is actually going on. And say, a ‘university’ type, can’t see due to their perceived reality that has been fed to them by naive and or stupid teachers??) You know, if you’re ever in a stance with a huge majority of people, who say one thing, and you look at them, and you know that they’re all completely wrong; find comfort in the fact that everyone on earth thought the world was square until some genius came along and said “no you idiots, it’s round!!” BTW, as a result of this phenomenon, I have, well had mostly, particularly in 2016/17, but also sometimes since then, and now; a bunch of computer nerds who often pretend to be people I’ve known in my past, like friends from my past. They sometimes even upload (or find) images of this person online, and put them on my path. I’m pretty sure my friend from the past is not actually inserting themselves in strategic ways (!), it’s a computer nerd impersonating a friend - as in predatory behaviour, trying to sound familiar to gain trust. It’s evil. So, at the moment there is someone pretending to be Simon and Ilka!! I suggest you stop mimicking other people and get a life your own. I have other computer nerd internet problems too, there are heaps of dogs on the Internet; who use me to test their programs. It’s so annoying because usually companies pay people a lot of money to do things like that; test trials and so forth, but they don’t pay me at all, they just see and use, and make changes according. Some of them I believe, are quite rude, and others I believe, steal from me, off my computer, they hack it. So ungrateful and they think I don’t know what they do. Although I guess I do have quite a few programs that are run ‘optimised to what I like and would prefer’. lol. You know, as a result of pervert “eaves dropping” dogs, I can see my influence is widespread across Australia. You, know, thank goodness, I came along! But once I even heard a man mispronounce a word on Channel 9, in exactly the same manner as I do, as I preferred saying it to myself in a certain wrong way! (she who plays with words) Lol. I also mention on this blog, that some companies get in trouble because, the dogs see what I see – so if I see someone being dishonest or stealing – SO DO THE DOGS, infact this has been such a big part of my adult life, that I think it fuels this blog in my “whistle blowing” attempts – I see your plan, and I’ll get behind it!!! Lol 😁 But when you have dogs that can see what I see, it makes renting impossible, particularly around inspection time; it can only end in negative outcomes for me, it will never be a win-win situation. No matter how much I clean or care. It’s the hunt they are interested in. {I guess I have to be fair; not all my landlords / realtors have been dogs}. Also, I am under the impression a lot of so-called ‘crazy’ people do so, in the attempts to manipulate their loved ones, because they’re not happy with them, and this is how they retaliate, in this passive aggressive manipulative, highly sick and twisted way - it’s like they use ‘craziness’ to punish their family. Infact a little birdie told me, that’s why mental institutes used to use electric shock treatment - some of those DR’s know that the so-called crazy manipulative person is punishing their family, so they in turn, punish them with electric shocks!! How fully sick is this world. I believe electric shock therapy is now illegal within mental institutes. BTW, on the news sometimes, I have witnessed people do bad things, and later, maybe there is someone, like, a politicians talking about it, saying “he was a crazed lunatic” - this really annoys me, because that person, most likely was full of hate, they’ve been totally screwed over in life, and so they were seeking revenge, but at no point where they ‘crazy’ or ‘lunatic’ in anyway, nor most likely no history of mental illness - the perp was thinking clearly, in their hate filled way, and they were retaliating against their world, and the way it has treated them, (akin to spoiled little brat throwing a tantrum, or someone who sick and tired of having to play the mouse, in the whole cat and mouse game that most humans FALL PREY of) So I’m certainly not coming to defence of any criminals, because ultimately you always have a choice, but to put them into the crazy category is ridiculous. Even a stupid criminal, who has been manipulated by someone smart who is calling the shots; still does not fall under the crazy category. Stupid is not crazy -there seems to be confusion in this area amongst mental health workers. I want to put this little story in to show you what I am talking about, a “real life example!” Because this happened at one point in my life, in Gunnedah especially, but not restricted to, a lot. I only went into town every one or two months, so it was kind of a big deal, and I would spend basically the whole two months composing a list in a well organised fashion, so I could fit everything in during the daytrip, so a list of places I would go, things I needed to purchase. I found, at certain shops, I was having a difficult time with shop girls, but also, not restricted to shop girls, often others people who just crossed my path; they were kind of rude and disrespectful to me, only there appeared to be no reason why. I was left scratching my head thinking what have I done to upset this person who I did not know never met or talked with before our brief encounter that day. It’s took me awhile to figure it out the issue, but what happens, is there is network of older girls (I suspect they’re old and NEGS girls) who know full well about reflective ‘Sleeping Beauties’ and they go and find girls who are, should we say major sleeping beauties, and then they use that girl as a ‘tool’ to chastise me. - It is really sick. And exactly what, is the issue that they have with me? No one has ever approached me with any issues at all? Talk about cowards, and possibly there is no point, no issue - there just having fun chastising someone and power tripping by using young girls they feel superior to; making themselves feel better by making someone else feel bad in this unusual secretive fashion; the epitome of bullying. Such cowards. I did hear one of them say if we don’t feel comfortable speaking face-to-face, then will come up with a different way of speaking to you - which is kind of exactly what has happened, and possibly how this phenomenon has come about. You know sometimes I hear this kind of thing discussed, but not usually, this is why it’s taken me so long to realise what they were doing, but I get the general impression that most women think it’s men who do this to women (steal your soul). But in my experience, it is women who are the biggest offenders. Men aren’t really the problem at all. - They probably do it, probably pray on their wife in this manner, as a way to manipulate and control, but as far as my experience goes, it’s old older women who do it to younger women (I guess no big fishes for them) My female landlord uses her son and boyfriend in this manner on a regular basis. As do many mothers in their mother and daughter duo. Those women are not welcome in my life. You know, how on earth can I deal with this phenomena? These old girls go to great lengths to amuse themselves in this way - over quite a lot of time, many years in fact. I figure the best way in combatting it, is to wake up those sleeping beauties - which is partly what this blog is about (the other part being to tackle theft, and thieves, but now has also morphed into my life stories) - hence my “stupid bloody bimbo wake up” rantings, plus photos of receptionists; but I feel it is actually working. I might cop a bit of slack from people who are offended, but of course only a bimbo would be. Plus, I’ve noticed is often the people who use these young sleeping beauties as tools, who are the biggest complainers about me; they don’t want their secret to be known. I guess I can give you heaps of examples, I have already mentioned the girl at the Art Gallery, but here is another, I went to mitre 10 to get a key cut, and the young blonde girl behind the counter said that she couldn’t do it, she came up with all of these excuses of why she couldn’t do it, apparently it was my fault, as my key was ‘abnormal’. Obviously, no valid reason, but she basically refused to serve me, in what appeared to be a kind of discriminatory way. So that’s how these girls were having a go at me on that particular day, it wasn’t from abusive language or verbal / physical attack, it was refusing service. I had to take my key down the road to the key shop and the guy down there did it no problems, not an ‘abnormal’ key. So those sleeping beauties just need to read about being woken up, (I am not sure if such book yet exists, but I write about it here and have Pinterest Board called “Ways 2 wake up Bims, I mean Sleeping Beauties!” to be fully aware of their own inner voice, and not someone else’s, it needs to be done to kids, when they are growing, through things like exercise. And actually, I believe this whole sleeping beauty phenomena, and was just coming into consciousness, when I was 12 years old, (1986) within Department of Education (or maybe not the Department of education – they are really hopeless, but certainly within educators within the private school system) were waking up to the realisation that young women need exercise and activity to stimulate their minds. And at my school it became compulsory to do sports every Saturday morning for 4 hours! However, fortunately for me, I did horse-riding, so I could go horse-riding instead, I was saved from running around the oval in pointless repetition! Yah!! Actually I can take this whole “exercise” step a little bit further, because I believe you need more than exercise; you need “fun exercise” which puts kids out of their comfort zone. I made a collection of pins in Pinterest, album is called “Ways to wake up bims - I mean sleeping beauties”. I've got a whole lot of activities, like zip lining, huge waterslides, mountain billycart train slides! Heaps of things that you can do…but lots of things are expensive; so another reason why you shouldn't have kids unless you've got money to burn, because you'll need it to wake them up. Although I do recall I had a bad rollercoaster experience when I was young, dad took me on a rollercoaster ride; for some reason I was to spend the day with dad -I'm not sure what's going on there, but also there was no one else in the roller coaster, it was just dad and me. And I don't know if it was my size or age, but my head kept banging onto the sides of the bar that held people down, for the entire duration of the trip. So I pretty much had my eyes closed and was just trying to deal with his head banging situation. The bar had padding on it, I was being bashed by padded bars. It was really awful, you definitely won't catch me going on a rollercoaster ever again or any of those other show rides - except maybe just the swing carousel…. I just saw a movie (2021) where the mum takes her little girl under an echoey bridge and they run through and yell Hoo Hee Haa!! – that will do it too, you know, stuff like that to get them to be really present in the moment. I can't believe they don't do more of this stuff in schools, or maybe this is deliberate, so that those parents who do put the time in with their kids, have an advantage over those who have crap parents... Oh, I remember a book I read when I was 22, called The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield. It briefly talks about friends rising up in their sleep to hang out together, play…. – this book was very helpful to me. - But I feel I am very far from really understanding what goes on in the subconscious at night, or the day for that matter, at certain times. As well as human connections. Not only are these issues not talked about, but there is a stigma around it, due to families living together. Anyway, I am straying, although what I just said here is fairly significant, and the root of a lot of female problems, as it is this way, also how dogs steal my possessions- apparently if those girls who are later caught (sometimes it happens!) say to the court that they have mental health problems, then they don’t have to go to jail, they just get ‘mental health treatment’ (when in actual fact THEY DO NOT HAVE any mental health problems, they just know how to take advantage of the situation and naive times) it’s a big thing atm for powers that be, to obtain so called ‘mentally incompetent’ people, maybe they are trying to do something about hopeless parenting and teaching in a totally backwards way!!) NOTE, I assure you, a lot, as in, most of those girls that steal in this manner, know perfectly well what they are doing, and how they are doing it – they are fully awake, and using their ability to break the law. (There are others, who do not bother using their brains at all, and would simply prefer to latch on to somebody else, infact ‘using’ other people, due to their complete stupidity, no thoughts of their own, and lack of common sense - they have zero common-sense, I mean NONE, they especially can’t see the big picture, and usually only get a sense of the immediate, and so get confused, and jump to conclusions; they get things wrong all the time. I mean all the time . Like for example – if you’re a small business owner, and you’re stressing about how you going to pay the rent, which inevitably as a business owner you do, it doesn’t mean that you’re not going to be able to pay rent, you just, as a responsible manager, stress about it, so, a dog will just hear you stressing about it, and so come along and think business is failing, and close it down. When in fact you could have paid rent no problems - that’s exactly what a stupid dog would do, and has done, I have witnessed it. I mean how arrogant are they, that they think they can manipulate my life like that – STUPID, and you would have to be a bloody fool to listen to a dog, not to mention somebody who enables thievery, harassment and disrespect) That paragraph in brackets was also deleted, and I had to rewrite it. Some people, seem to think that it is men that get up to these evil tricks, but in my experience, it is mostly women who do it, to other women. Those people (dogs, should I say, leeches) are so offended by the truth, they can’t handle the truth, and they go to lengths to delete it. The girl across the road here at Kookaburra Park, fits this bill. Completely stupid, and at the moment, I’m pretty sure she has a sound recording machine, which she is using a recording of a little boys voice, to try and to control the situation - she is a fucking idiot. Fuck off you stupid mindless ‘using’ Leach. And you have to ask yourself why would someone want to try to make me sound crazy, make me sound like a crazy woman, - what’s in it for them? And what great bad thing have I done towards them in the past, that they would want to retaliate in such a way? I know I haven’t done any such bad thing towards anyone, so I can only assume that person is completely nuts themselves, and they have a deep fear of people finding out exactly crazy they themselves are; and so, they’re putting their projections onto me - that must be it! (I mean I can only assume, since that person is an unknown coward.) But actually, I have noticed this quite a lot of other times too, people try and manipulate the situation to try to make me sound crazy. I suspect this is the reason why some of the items that have been stolen have been later returned they want to try make me sound crazy. You know, I reread this part and I’m thinking, if you weren’t me you would really have no idea what I’m talking about, and may just think I was crazy, particularly the part about the sound recording machine – but I have literally seen someone on a motorbike, harassing me with bird noises, from their sound machine that was strapped over their shoulder, so it really is a “true thing” and not some crazy cockanninnie notion that I have in my head - this is just literally what’s happening, and I’m literally just writing about it. Guess what, I’m not crazy - and, you functionally retarded moron from FB, you’re just going to have to deal with it. Also, this phenomenon is a secret, there are ‘so called’ mental health workers, Dr’s, who will call them crazy or Schizophrenic if they admit they can hear someone else, they say it is in their imagination. The cluelessness of those so-called university graduates is embarrassing from my viewpoint (Dr Ali ALitae – you stupid foolish old man, he has probably wrongfully diagnosed 100’s of women - you know all women should be outraged by this person and the likes, and by the whole system in general, it’s total discrimination against women, and has been this way for many years. It is women who are picked on in this area because of their feminine ways, means, and ability. I did see they are trying to ‘capture’ men in the current so called (money making industry creating) “mental health” push, 2021). And this paragraph that so adeptly describes what happens, was deleted, and I have re-written it. So, it is quite significant. It actually does get more complicated, with not only sound, but seeing images aswell, I again try to explain in my “Dream Watchers” photo. Those ignorant and naive mental health workers have no concept of the metaphysical world and the connections we make at night, while we sleep. CLUELESS, still in 2021. The hesitancy and basic refusal to grasp this concept is extraordinary from my point of view. Are you really that backwards, or do you just want people to pretend it does not happen? (due to the sex factor). (SOMEONE TOLD ME, ITS BECAUSE THEY CAN’T ADMIT THEY WERE WRONG – and so continue with their bullshit – unbelievable stupidity). So, girls, sometimes I can’t quite believe the absentmindness of them, the older I get. ‘Sleeping Beauty’ – I believe Beethoven knew about Sleeping Beauties) HOW DID WOMEN GET THE VOTE? Btw, I since saw how, when I watched a movie called “North Country”, talk about male 3rd grade gang mentality/pack of dogs’ mentality) although special mention for the leading ladies’ haircut, sublime. Oh, and I need to mention, there are some women, who maybe later look back and see how stupid their behaviour was, and they TRY to blame me, (the stupidity continues) as if it was my fault she tried to break the toilet wall down to get inside while I was in the middle of things – YEAH RIGHT) anyway, so those women try to come up with plans to make it look like it is the other way around, and, I can assure you, these stupid bimbos are so intent on their mission, that they have a lot of people fooled, they are some of the saboteurs I have mentioned. (And hence why I was locked up against my will for 7 days to ‘see’ if I was crazy – FUCKED people, I really do recommend NOT having kids. And, I have noticed girls in Gunnedah, always follow me around, wherever I go, like stray dogs, (still with the unbelievable stupidity) and I have noticed and recognized some of them, from the younger years at NEGS, (27 years ago now), Tarsha Burns little sister Gina (more about that stupid dog later), Emma Finylason, and house mistress Miss Goldman. (don’t ask me why??) – I now need a camera recording around my neck whenever I go into town, to keep the sleepy bullies at bay. EVEN AT MY NEW ADDRESS IN QLD. And, it could be my little bitch sister Penny Bieman stealing? (Just realized she and some short blonde sales girl stole $2200 from me at Harvey Norman 20yrs ago via cash/credit card issue), and all Bunnings bimbos staff – major problems there. Although, I recall, the stealing really started after I got back from Melbourne, in 2006. I probably unknowingly picked up stray dogs in Melbourne, who follow me around; really stupid ones. I mention it before on here, my whole class at RMIT in Melbourne were thieving mongrels. Plus then there’s the Cathy Goldman factor who goes and gets people from my past, so she probably went and got those girls from that class. Little female thieves. Like what is it about mongrels, do I have a sign on my head “please follow me around and be a stupid bimbo”, I DON’T THINK SO, but unbelievable stupidity; rack off you stupid dogs. And hay you stupid NEGS Staff dogs -you have no right to go through girls’ dormitories and their personal belongings, who the fuck do you think you are? I know there’s some girls who graduate from NEGS and then think they have the right to go through other people‘s personal belongings whenever it suits them -it’s absolutely disgraceful that NEGS does this kind of thing and then teaches little girls that it is fine and ‘important’ to go through people’s stuff. DISGRACEUL. Enough about that school. Those women who used to run ‘girl guides’ in Tamworth, should be DESTROYED. There’s no question in my mind about it. Absolutely despicable memories of girl guides: with women encouraging and teaching little girls to gang up and bully other girls who aren’t like them and don’t fit to the social norms YOU DISGUST ME. DISGUSTING. (actually it was called “Brownies” back then.) Example of fake news; IN 2014 Channel 9 – NBN, (that is our local station here in Tamworth / Gunnedah and surrounds NSW Australia.) – they did a story on Limbi School, (situated near Tamworth, population 250, school population aprox 25!) They showed lots of kids doing various activities, they showed the old school house and the girl was talking about some new project they were working on, it was a whole big segment on the 6 O’clock news with lots of single mothers and kids involved. BUT it turns out that, that school was closed down in 2009, and sold for $40000 in 2011 (www.det.nsw.edu.au ). So that whole story they did in 2014 on Channel 9 was complete BULLSHIT, little female liars. (Btw, I attended that school in infants, it was a shockingly bad school for 5yr old’s to 6th grade, with only 1 teacher, Mr Cone, who was a sadistic prick that still used to use the cane, 1980. 1980!) Another school that will be burning in hell, Limbri Public. Mr Cone, used to keep a cane in his office, and would use it to inflict fear, he is a Terrorist who teaches kids it is ‘good’ and ‘important’ to be a Terrorist. He especially would ‘toy’ with it, whilst verbally reprimanding a child for no reason or a made-up reason. (He may have used it on the boys, I am not sure I remember thinking the only reason he did not actually strike me one day when I was in his office alone, at age 5, was because I was a girl.) I can’t imagine a 5yr doing anything that would warrant such discipline. He just wanted to inflict fear and power trip over the child for his own personal gain -adults should be severely fined for doing this, {that bit was edited, initially I said shot, but I was told this could be misinterpreted, possibly by his daughters, they don’t want anyone to know what he was like, what they as a family were like} but I believe it is not even something that is talked about or discouraged, like the cane that was ‘outlawed’ in the 70’s. This power tripping abuse stops people from being confident and learning, and living to their potential. Because of him I will not let a man within 10 feet of me, still to this day (you would not believe what happens if one tries). Actually, this terrible thing, maybe, has been a blessing in disguise, I know because of it, my little brother was saved by a would-be kidnapper in Bali, and I love being single – of all the men that have crossed my path in my life, I have really only encounted 1 that had a natural ability to bring out the best in someone, most men strive to bring out the worst in a girl, they have an obsession with humiliation. They are quite disgraceful (probably due from their primary school education and hopeless parents) I know I am not missing out, quite the contrary. It is a wonder to me that so many women get married. (a lot of “turning a blind eye” must go on). You know, if that form of abuse hadn’t happened, I’d probably be unhappily married with kids right now, and be just as clueless and miserable as all the other drunk housewives that I have witnessed in my life. BTW, those men who have been raised in such situations, who in Australia, I know number in the thousands, if not millions, due to complete incompetent parenting and teaching, so, ones that have been exposed to fear mongering and learning by example how to be a terrorist, through emotionally abusive teachers, fathers…, those men are “damaged goods”. And I know this maybe not be true of all other women, but it’s certainly true of me; someone with this kind of obvious damage, is not going to be a “suitable mate” in any way or form, obvious character flaw! Whether it be subconscious or consciously – just an instinct, that most people have actually. It’s mostly obvious amongst men, choosing pretty women as a partner, an instinct, they have. But as a woman, this antagonistic behaviour that most men have, is one of the characteristics that I would instantly mark as a ‘write off’, I would not think about it, it would be something I would simply observe and subconsciously write off that person. I also want to add there are certain people who really don’t allow single ladies to exist in the world, there’s a huge issue around single women, which I’ve talked about before, so I won’t go into it now, but you can see how it’s in the best interest for the ‘powers to be’ to greatly improve parenting skills and teaching methods, to rid the world of those particular dysfunctions. Women are on the way of ‘savvy-ing’ up! Although by banning me from social media – they have yet taken another step backwards. And read my photo story called “Why do I have long hair”. I need to mention my brothers kidnap attempt: A family holiday in Bali, I was 10, had my 11th b’day there: On a bemo (Balinese taxi bus) a man, Balinese man, took off with my younger brother Daniel at one of the stops. Gone! Just like that. But dad saw, (miraculously) and it was DAD who jumped off the bemo, and raced down the street after them. I have a clear distinct memory of this Balinese man he had dark skin and very short hair, a bit hard to tell his age but I’m pretty sure he had some wrinkles, or crow’s feet at the very least. I remember him sizing me up and then sizing my little brother up - I guess he must’ve settled on my little brother, my brother had blonde hair at that point. (I wouldn’t go so far as to say that he was better looking than me!) LOOK. Parents - you have to pay attention all the time. Btw, the driver waited there, he saw what was going on. Dad returned with Daniel about 6 minutes later. “I got him back, lets go.” Back to my Limbri school story; A typical school day at that Limbri school: us Kindy‘s was sat in front of the TV all morning, after recess we came back and did colouring-in, then after lunch, some mothers came in and we did hand sewing all afternoon. Typical day for the first and second graders too. So, "watched television in the morning" and did "sewing in the afternoon". I recall one day we did pet rocks; we all had to bring a rock into school, then we spent the afternoon painting it and putting two eyes on it, and then naming it as our pet rock, it was truly absurd. Mum cottoned on after a while and I had to do extra work after school until we relocated. Fortunately for me, I left in the first grade, but there were kids there who would’ve gone their whole infants/primary schooling at that school, and they would not have learnt anything, except how to be a terrorist off Mr Cone, absolute disgrace of a school, having all years in one classroom with one teacher does not work. Infact I will put that story; one day, we were divided into two, with the younger kids on one side of the classroom doing hand sewing with the mothers group, and the older kids were on the other side of the classroom, supposedly having a lesson from the teacher. The thing I remember most, was, all the mothers who were meant to be helping teach the kids sewing techniques (actually come to think about it I can’t remember if the classroom was divided up into boys and girls or just younger and older - it wouldn’t surprise me if it were the boys getting the lesson and the girls doing the sewing?), but those mothers didn’t really want to do the sewing, they wanted to listen intently to what the teacher was saying across the room, the teacher realizing he had an audience, must have been playing up to his crowd. I, as a five-year-old, wondered why on earth they were so hell bent on wanting to listen to the teacher, when I knew he was an incompetent idiot. It’s a very clear and strong memory I have as a five-year-old, formed about men. When I moved to QLD, Builyan last year - guess what, there was another one of those terrible schools, with only 1 teacher and all the years in the same classroom. Get it through your thick little heads (depEdu), it is not possible to teach multiple kids the 11 different levels of learning years, goodness it’s hard enough for teachers with the 1 age group in the classroom, let alone having 11 different ages. And the problems of only 1 teacher, with no one to keep tabs on them – they misbehave, that is the teachers misbehave. Teachers, like everyone else in positions of power, need to be kept ‘in check’. I suspect one of the boys in that school from all those yrs ago, is one of the people terrorizing me by stealing and trying to play God (and of course getting things totally wrong). No idea what his name is. {I was possibly advised that at least 2 of those kids at that time went on to be functional and happy people in society!} NEGS, Gunnedah Primary School, Limbri School – you all need to be sued (otherwise, change does not come about). I want to talk about how in primary school, Gunnedah Public Primary School, our year had two classes, with about 30 kids in each. One was called the A class one was called the B class. The people in A class were considered to be the smarter ones. But I assure you, this in reality is not the case, these classes were divided purely on a socio-economic basis. Kids from well-to-do families were in the A class, kids from families where the mother was perceived as bloody hopeless, was in the B class. A lot of problems in society stem from this distinction, those kids in the B class were not treated fairly, there would be a whole other heap of psychological problems that develop in those kids psyche of feeling ‘not worthy’, and at the very least, from an academic point of view. I’m not saying they would not have had other issues going on, from possible abusive family situations, but I can assure you there is just as many problems like that, that goes on in ‘well-to-do family‘s’ and I have found all throughout my life, people have been trying to put me in a ‘B class’s (I was in the A class btw) but especially the police and stupid bimbo dogs who do it. (I suspect people who were in the B class back then, try to do it as now adults – see, psychological problems) I hate to tell you but you can find some incredibly smart people who are totally broke, poor, and unemployed, it’s just the way society works out, often work places are a total mix and there are no distinctions. And you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, and you should be careful when you speak to someone, if you think you’re speaking to someone who is unimportant, or a ‘loser’ or a ‘no-one’ THINK AGAIN. You need to treat every single person with respect regardless of what your preconceptions of this persons background is, this is REALLY important, you will get yourself in trouble if you do not do this, on a spiritual level. - I’ve seen it happen a lot. Plus, more importantly, people who do not judge like this, win big time, more so than just what ‘peoplepowers the be’ decide. It doesn’t pay to be snobbish, or at least don’t base your assumptions about a person on economic stance. Of course, always tell the stupid dogs to go shove it up their arse. By the way, this class thing, is so ridiculously obsessed over by certain female (bimbo types, and never men!!) that by the time they reach old age, and have to go in a nursing home, and because they are not what they once were, they kind of don’t hold back on their personal thoughts about class, when I worked in a nursing home briefly, I witnessed a lot of old female biddies express their class distinction, and they indeed wanted to make it known to everyone, that they are from the rich and upper-class! They were quite ridiculous. You know it really doesn’t matter what your background is in a nursing home, everyone’s treated the same in there, you eat the same, you get cared for the same, you have to go to bed at the same time. Now, you might just write them off as old and senile, but truly this is how women think all their life – well that bloody short blonde thinks like that. (This class bit was deleted so I re-written it in more detail J) If you marry some guy that doesn’t really give a shit about you, but you want to be ‘married’, and then you have his kids - this is C class. wakey wakey. Btw, I have met a lot of ‘monkees’, that is, clueless people who do their job in a clueless fashion, and they are considered ‘professionals’, they are highly paid and are well respected. CLUELESS MONKEES in the upper echelons of society! -Pickpockets in Gunnedah (and who follow me around wherever I go and steal from me)! Really and truly, I’ve had it up to here with stupid little bimbos who steal, it’s not going to be so funny if I catch you red-handed, I assure you. I have got 47yrs of pent-up anger, what do you suppose will happen? Every time I drove into town, I had dogs break into my car and steal whatever was in there that time. I’ve had that many pairs of secateurs stolen it’s unbelievable. What, do they wait at the entrance of Gunnedah, to see each car that comes in from out of town? and when they see my car, do they call all their thieving friends? and then stalk me so they can steal when I go into a shop and am not looking?? I’m so outraged by these people. Every time I went into Gunnedah, same thing, something taken, every single time. MORON HUMANS FROM GUNNEDAH. Clare Gardener, why are you following me around in an orange Torana? Can’t you think for yourself? You know, often, the girls are kind of covert, like if I turn around suddenly, they disappear into the crowd, you know how fucking coward women are. One time, I was wanting to buy some chickens, and I went to the Gunnedah Poultry Show, and there was a girl following me around the poultry floor it, was extremely odd, and I saw her, like I could hear her, I could hear peoples reaction to seeing someone follow me, and I could see her from the corner of my eye, and when I turned around and looked at her directly, it took a moment, but she finally realised that I was looking at her and she quickly about faced and kind of run away. I have a clear image of what she looked like, I didn’t recognise her, she was kind of mousey and skinny, she may be reminded me of this little girl I looked after in Sydney as a nanny, she was only 7 then, so I can only guess what she would look like at that time. Or maybe she looked Tricia Colton, they both had that same kind of skinny white girl look, but I think Tricia was tall than the girl following me. Whether it was one or the other, or neither, who knows, oh, that reminds me, there was another one who looked like that she was my assistant at Discovery Clothing, I think I saw her once in Gunnedah, she wanted my Daewoo, she was a bitch. And from the chook girl’s delayed reaction, I suspect this girl had followed me on a regular basis, and is not used to be seen by me. But stupid, little dogs, that’s what I think about women who follow me like that, they must have absolutely zero brain activity going on inside their heads. Zero. (See, feminist, I am trying to save the bimbos!) Gladstone Elders 'legally' stole a part of my Bond, STOLEN. Get out of my head little girl. The means, ways and tactics that girls come up with to steal from me is unbelievable, this is just another one, it’s almost as bad as the business in Tamworth (NorthApp) who stole my brand-new F&P 'Tall' dishwasher in a totally 'legal' manner. (Kelly Sleight. Stolen because it was tall, and the GoldStarDog theory, read later no conviction, unfortunately, I believe the police are working on this, she is known within Tamworth). The staff at Bunnings and Harvey Norman steal from young females – they are targeted, entrapped and preyed upon, they are followed home, and are harassed by staff (no conviction). 20 years of harassment at Gunnedah. I literally need someone to housesit my house whenever I go into town so nothing gets stolen. I call them the Bunnings Bimbos - they would have stolen about $10000 worth of stuff over a 10yr period. BTW, I would have spent about $40000, instore in that time (I am not a shoplifter, I am opposed to stealing, they were targeting young girls to 'hound' and 'vilify'). They suck - I never shop at Bunnings anymore, and shame on them, actually, Bunnings is a part of a huge crime network right across Australia. Instore one time, I recognized one of the thieves- he was 1 of 3 that burgled my flatmate and I, 20yrs ago, they took $1000's worth of our stuff (that guy was albino – I mean how stupid if you’re an albino to choose a life of crime – stand out like a saw thumb). (And, stupid Sharon Morgan). I will be willing them to get cancer and die. IT DOES NOT PAY TO STEAL FROM ME. Stupid. I believe Centrelink and ‘jobs providers’ are also guilty of stealing from me. One bonus payment got stolen by Centrelink staff. (Or Commonwealth Bank – those girls are dodgy too, ties to NEGS) Nurses at hospitals make kids sick deliberately, so they can look after them. (Some, I have to say, at Armidale Hospital NSW. Some believe a sick child is a result of an adults 'will' anyway, especially a doctor, but mothers too). I guess I should put that nurse story here: when I was 16, I had my tonsils out. Afterwards, when I was coming out of anaesthesia, and was very groggy, mum who had travelled up to Armidale to be by my bedside (cool mum), I just heard her seemingly repeatedly asking me if I was ok and what did I want. And because I was so groggy, I didn't really understand her question, like she was asking me if I want a drink or anything, or food. But I've thought oh, she’s asking me about my Christmas list! So, I just started going on about this radio I want, I explained it: it’s a contemporary old 60’s style that is grey and green …. and then you know I fell back asleep. The next thing you know, I wake up, and there sitting on the bed, is this radio!! I couldn't believe it, like she doesn't ever buy me anything - except for at Christmas (and even then, it's never things like that, it's always usually clothes or shoes, things that I need!) But she must've gone down the street to get some lunch, and she would have seen exactly what I had been talking about, that radio, as I had seen it recently down the street in Armidale. So she saw, was so surprised she just got it, it was not that expensive. But, there was a nurse present all the time and she heard and saw the whole thing, and oh my God, that's why I'm telling this story because this nurse was so pissed off at this scenario of watching my mother ask a young girl what she wants, the girl telling her what, then the mother just getting it. Like she was INCENSED. She was literally carrying on moaning about this radio situation to her colleagues. I guess she must have wanted one too. So that's what caused the throat abuse later on, by well not quite force feeding me, but knowing if I ate anything, even ice-cream, my throat was still so bruised and sore from the operation, I would be in great pain, so 3 of them woke me up and said here eat this, and shoved this food in my face, I half asleep obeyed, but it was so was painful, I vomited it up again, causing more pain. They went off laughing – not kidding – pure evil. Such a bitch. Stupid nurse. Dysfunctional. Another perfect example of a typical STUPID jealous bitch in Australia. Mind your own business.And bimbo mothers: stop over breeding, no wants a 3rd born bitch! Such a problem of jealousy in this country, and its from multiple kids. Simple solution. Is there a list of Sadistic Doctors and Dentists in Australia? I would like to name and shame a few that I have had personal experie nce with. I know there is an organized network, akin to paedophiles, people who get thrills from inflicting pain on other people / animals. But I guess I’m out of the loop. I now record all Doctor / Pathology etc with BodyCam - Gunnedah pathology GRH, stupid zombie bitch) Not to mention recently - Dr. Norman Sadick and 2 Dental assistants (1 was NEGS girl by the name of Gina Burn, a younger year) completely TORTURED my teeth that had nothing wrong with them in the first place (unable to eat/talk for weeks over Christmas, had to go to other dentists to fix) – honestly what a coward Gina Burn, I have not met one guy that has not been into that kind of thing, go and find one, and leave me alone, you stupid little dog – I believe her stupidity comes from copying someone at school by the name of Charlotte Powel in Church. And then there was the stupefied zombie dentist who started scraping up my gums in a haze - Dr B, and Dr J who showed me what it felt like to put a needle into the nerve, thanks sooo much (soon as he did it, my arm automatically reflexed and shot straight up into the air and practically punched him in his face (serves him right!) Seriously, I could go on and on and on, so many sadistic doctors and nurses, it’ bizarre and ironically completely unhealthy. Btw, I have very sharp reflexes, thanks very much, and by the way; Sharp Reflexes = Sharp Mind. I seem to need to point that out, there appears to be an element of people who target me because they think I’m stupid, and won’t notice. Other way around morons. Local council ‘dogs’ as I call them, vandalizing my car when it’s parked in a carpark or on the street - muffler damaged, broken into -items removed, screws loosened, once even cables removed so it would not start, and occasionally park brake put on, as if car had been taken, then returned? (I live in a small country town, population about 10000.) (Since installing carcam, this has reduced) What is wrong with council staff – they have serious social issues. (They also steal money and do ‘fake’ roadworks, organized by nagging wives) I’ve just noticed there was a big section from this missing! It is the bit where I talk about the police who booked me for unregistered vehicle. I will put here again. So, they booked me twice and gave me a $5500 fine. I was extremely stressed after that happened, not only because of the stressful incident of being chased by police and been caught and getting into trouble, (I’m perfect), but because I certainly didn’t have a spare $5500 lying around to pay any fines, so I knew I would have to go to court, to at least get rid of the second one, which they should not have issued. (Greedy pigs – now I know why they get called that). So, I was extremely stressed about that, and that, combined with my next-door neighbour who was making noises at night to wake me up, and was stealing from me (drunken Heath Barwick, btw, the bloody host bimbos on channel 7 morning show, were encouraging him to play the Vuvuzela – that totally annoying African horn that the cricket fans play, he got one, amongst other things like car horns that play tunes, bird noises etc etc, played it at all sorts of times throughout the night TOTAL ARSE. I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP. (And as for those stupid bimbo dogs on channel 7 – I hope you all get cancer, and shame on you for not talking about all the things you should be talking about; People, mothers in particular – your target market, need to know about negative things in life, they need to be able to handle them – but hey, why don’t you talk about the weather some more. PICK something negative every week, and talk about it – “The Real segment” each week, get gritty. – {someone told me, they have to be very careful not to put Negative Nancy stories on, because it pisses off housewives, and they complain, because they like to think of themselves as rich and not having any problems, so they don’t want to have to think about problems or negative issues – it is them, housewives , who cannot handle the ugly truth. } So, in this time, I had difficulty sleeping. I was usually very good sleeper, seven hours every night, all my life, and in this particular period of my life, suddenly I was getting about 3 hours every night. And I was turning into a slow sleeping beauty during the day, very tired, but I wanted to add here, at first, I was really anxious about ‘not sleeping’, in fact I was getting even more stressed about the fact that I wasn’t sleeping, and I had to learn to just relax and not fight the fact that I couldn’t sleep. I had to tell myself I will just stay awake, don’t need that much sleep anyway, it’s no big deal, I can just lie here and think about all the things that is going on in my life….(btw, after 12mnths of only 3-4hrs sleep, my body learnt to deal with only 3 or 4hrs, and I was no longer tired during the day) but over that period of one week, when I was getting very stressed about not sleeping, and when I say stressed, really I mean, I was angry and pissed off that I wasn’t sleeping - because you know, no sleep means you’re tired, and you have a headache, and you’re irritable. And so, I thought, well I just need a sleeping tablet to drift me off, so I can get one good night’s sleep, and then I’ll be fine - but I’m really not a supporter of sleeping tablets or drugs of any sort, including a lot of medications. But as I was so irritable, I did go to the doctor about sleeping, and she prescribed me antidepressants -which I was just really annoyed about because at not any point, did I mention to her that I was depressed! What was wrong with her? (I have never, in my life, been depressed, ever), and her medication would not have helped me sleep at all, or achieved my goal of one good night’s sleep! (Stupid, btw, I further talk about that Dr in my “Dr Experience Story” below, she had some other problems too, that she was not aware of, because no one talks about such things, I suspect she had been influenced by the little blonde bimbo who follows me around – “oh Emily, she’s depressed and on drugs” – so that naïve Dr, believes them – for some reason; is she not old enough to know what gossipying little girls are like? That blonde bimbo btw, maybe related to Peter Long, a lawyer?? Or Cate Cameron??) So anyway, I went to the chemist and talked to some very smart ladies at the Gunnedah chemist, I told her about when I had a toothache age 18, my aunt gave me a painkiller that kind of made me tired and put me to sleep. I told the chemist that that’s really the effect that I wanted, and she said, that’s the same thing that’s in hay fever tablets that makes people sleepy and some clever lab bot has taken that drug out and put it into a tablet and it’s called sleep aid - doxylamine succinate, and I should give that a try, and I did, and that night I had the best night sleep ever, and that’s all that I wanted. So, I still have that packet of sleepy tablets, just in case I ever get stressed again, so I can get another good night sleep, so far, I have not been that stressed - until I was abducted by police and mental health worker in Bundaberg in 2020, but then I forgot about my doxylamine succinate, (stress does that to you) and the stupid nurses gave me an antipsychotic drug – idiots - I did NOT need an antipsychotic – THOSE NURSES ARE TOTALLY NUTS. More on that abduction later (I have a lot to say about those disgusting people involved. Am I living in the 1950’s?) btw, I feel I need to put a little warning here about one of the main reasons why I don’t like sleeping tablets and certainly wouldn’t encourage anyone to use them unless they’re very stressed. I did write about this in a nursing home medication photo story, but I’ll just quickly mention it here again; if someone had a bad dream or nightmare (which people do - even happy rich people have nightmares) well then because of the sleeping tablet, they don’t wake up, and so their heart rate is madly going because of this stressful dream, and they can actually die from a heart attack in their sleep. That’s just one reason why I wouldn’t recommend sleeping tablets, there are others too (involving gargoyles). I wanted to say here also about those disgraceful police in Tamworth that was involved in hunting me down (for oh, no, not an unregistered vehicle! – they were carrying on like I was an axe murder) It is true I did not register my vehicle -I completely forgot about it, but they organised a police hunt to get me, because, I was told beforehand, that they were going to get me for unregistered vehicle, and of course I heard this, and thought what are they talking about, because I had literally forgotten that I had not paid my rego. So, on the day, the police lied to me saying that they were doing a random breath test, it was not random at all, I know this for a fact. It was an organised hunt for unregistered vehicle, and they knew I would be over in Tamworth, when I live near Gunnedah, so I’d be stuck without a car/transport, which is how they got me twice - they are bullies who CANNOT APPLY COMMONSENCE, and by the way, I also think the reason they got me, was because I kept complaining to them about all the people who were stealing from me, and they couldn’t do anything about it, and so they got pissed off, so they wanted to get me for something, as luck would have it for them, my car was not registered (apparently common for single woman in their 40’s). The police are a disgrace. Also, I had to go to court, this part was missing off my blog too, the court was disgraceful process in Tamworth; as per their rules, I was allowed to change courts to Gunnedah, but it was a huge ordeal to do this, they ignored me, and I had to kick up a big stink, and they apparently put me in the Tamworth local newspaper as having to appear in court three times to make me look like a drunk, when in actual fact I didn’t appear in Tamworth at all, plus I don’t drink. Anyway, I can’t remember all the details now, but the courts are a disgrace, they are not a place of justice, it’s all organised. BUT I did get the 2nd ticket thrown out, so I just had to pay 1, plus rego. (All those photos of me in the local paper as a kid winning at sport – paid off!!) Try your hardest to stay out of court, because, unless you’re rich, they only help the rich and popular. I quietly want to mention the insidious nature of older women praying on younger women, as the idea that you didn’t have to actually pay your Rego was placed in my head at age 20, by an employer I had once - this was done deliberately because I was ‘perfect’ (compared to her!) and I did things perfectly, this vexed her - she wanted me to get in trouble. Stupid woman. (She did not pay my Super either and used her maiden name of Fry, so, she would not get into trouble. At least 2 female employers did this, not real names so to speak.) And by the way, this tactic of wanting to get another female in trouble, is a common form of female bullying. I remember being victimised this way at age 5 in kindy by another girl who obviously, I was better and smarter than, and she retaliated by lying to her father about something, and I got in trouble big time for something that really wasn’t my fault. And I witnessed it a lot when I was a nanny looking after kids; the children would often manipulate their parents into giving them a reason to question my authority or fire me - some parents can easily see through their kids, but others could not at all - it’s surprising how many parents are fooled by their manipulative kids, and actually brothers and sisters, often work together in cahoots to manipulate. So, I think this tactic is childish behaviour, and a lot of adult women act like this child still. It’s strange that those women can be in positions of power, like my employer, when they behave like a child. When I was 23, I was more grown-up than most female adults twice my age. I put it down to parents and teachers not being aware of basic psychological needs. BTW, also, I found when I was doing all that temp nanny work, the concept of class and ‘pecking order’ so to speak, is really quite warped in children, their attitude is, well, juvenile, and backwards; they’re rude and disrespectful to the help, thinking the ‘help’ are second rate citizens. At least on one occasion I witnessed this young 9-year-old boy manipulating his mother, using his mother as a ‘tool’ in order to have a go at the help. She was a sleeping beauty mother. Here is a good spot to put another insidious evil older woman antic; it was when I was 24yrs old, when I was at work, designing and sewing, I would listen to the radio, and they were talking about yoga and how healthy it is for you, so I thought I should give it a try, and booked in to a little group I saw advertised, it was halfway between my place and work, and on the train line, so I could stop on my way home from work; it was $10 per session. So I went, and it was me and 5 other older women. Now, I didn’t have any alarm bells ringing when I went in, all was perfectly normal as far as I was concerned, but apparently, the alarm bells should’ve been ringing. There’s one thing I have learnt in my life, and that is older women do not like young 20-30 year-old women, I put it down to jealousy, but I do find it strange because I myself, now 47yrs, I’m really not threatened or certainly not jealous by young girls at all. I mean unless they’re behaving like a stupid dog or stealing, like the bimbo receptionist I mentioned in my Currajong clinic story, only then might I want to rip their heads off with a baseball bat. But other than that, just for being present, and young and pretty, it’s not a reason to be vexed about somebody. Maybe all the women at yoga group had husbands who had run off with younger women?? So, I got through the evening of yoga, I did not really speak much, I was still quite shy back then. I mean, well, maybe I was really bad at yoga? because, it was something about me that got to at least one of the older women, at the end she asked if I needed a lift anywhere, I said no, I was catching the train home, she said she would give me a lift to the station, I said no, it was only a block away, literally, I could see it from where we were standing. But she insisted, persistently, so she give me a lift to the station. I hopped in the car with this woman, she was tall, relatively skinny and had blonde hair. The train station came and went and she hadn’t dropped me off, “where are you going” she said she forgot, and would take me to the next one, but 10 minutes later, still no train station, “where are you going” she started kind of making some sort of weird excuse about the train lines, and how they join or something. She was not making any sense at all, and I was squirming in my seat, not that I felt threatened by her, it was just very odd . I think she ended up driving about 15km before she let me out at a train station, finally - but of course it was a station that was NOT on my train line, so I had to wait for the next train back to the city, then change platforms, and catch my train line back home. And it was about 9pm at night by this point. I’m not sure what her tactic was, and why she would want to drive me that whole way in the car with her, and then make sure I was at the wrong train line, what a rigmarole. I mean what possibly was her motive to do that? She did have blonde hair, so maybe she was just completely stupid?? What a loser. But I suspect she had an ulterior motive, which I was not aware of, and still am not aware of it today. But someone like that is bound to have an ‘inbalance’ in her head, due to poor nutrition growing up. Total weird female behaviour that is not quite normal. I’m just writing about it - too bad I didn’t get her name, I would love to have her name and photo so I can put it up here with the story. – See, this is what I’m talking about; get the names and photos of everyone you encounter, everyone. I hope that woman gets her comeuppance. Btw, I started doing some yoga 20 or so years later to help with back pain and muscles stretching, and every time I do it, I notice I start this incessant yawning!! – Too hard Too hard! Yes, exercising is now a bitch too! Now, about when I mentioned older women do not like younger ones, later on in my life, I found this also to be true, for instance I moved into a neighbourhood where there are a lot of elderly people, and me approaching my 50s, was still the youngest in the group (this happens a lot with me, I’m always the youngest, no matter how old I get, I’m still the youngest!) anyway these particular women always wanted to sit down and have tea parties with the street. After a couple of times, I realised it would be in my best interest, if I did not attend these tea parties. I can’t quite explain it, but I guess it would have to do with feeling used - using me to make themselves feel better. I figure I just have better things to do with my time then to give myself to them. Its high time I threw that female chitchat social norm out! Quite frankly, I perceive anyone whose got nothing better to do than just want to stand around and chitchat, as total lazy slackers, and not the kind of people that I would want in my life. I mentioned just above that I was shy, just another little quick story, when I was doing my fashion course at Hornsby, at the end of the year we put on a big fashion parade, we all had to model our own designs. And one of the girls, I didn’t really know her too well, but she was quite nice, and I do recall her name, Chiquita, quite unusual compared to where I was from, where most girls names were Kate, Sarah or Emma… Anyway, before we went on stage, she bought me a drink, and said I probably would need it! She must’ve thought I was too shy and nervous to take to the stage!! I thought it was quite funny, and since I didn’t really drink, (actually, I can’t remember if had it or not! Little did she know that I had done quite a few fashion parades by then, and was well familiar with the whole routine - it was simple girl fun, nothing to be nervous about! Still makes me laugh lol. Saboteurs are big in my life, at every turn they try to make me ‘lose’ (heaps of them work for Telstra too, they have caused many major problems in my life, they suck - I mean, I sum up what they do in 1 sentence, but the monumental problems that are caused from this communication bad behaviour is 100 essays worth, for example -they put my phone calls through to people I did not call, they have dogs who perv on me somehow, they call whoever I am going to call in advance just before I do, and manipulate them somehow, or they let the phone ring out or say “service not connected” when I know it is, like when I called Woollies that time (people they cannot manipulate). They send me text messages when I go in to town asking me if I want any help. They are the biggest perverts ever, worse than bimbo receptionists. Pure stupid dog behaviour -they’re fucked -fuck off you stupid little girls who are unhappily married, and so try to control me. Btw, their problem would be one of a sexual nature, maybe depraved or something? I’m no expert, but sex has something to do with it. I suspect they steal from me to, by passive aggressive ways, like putting lights on my car dash so I have to have service, then overcharging me at service to fix the lights, when there was really nothing wrong with my car electrics in the first place – incahoots, they are really guilty bullies. You know, I am outraged by cowards - if you’ve got something to say, leave a voice message or come and speak with me, if you can’t be bothered to do that, or are too cowardly, then just bugger off. So, but this has reduced since I now wear a bodycam everywhere, I go, I literally have to wear a camera EVERYWHERE I go (what is wrong with this country, the older I get the more fucked I realize Australia is) – but I avoid walking down the street, there is just too much harassment (from shop people too, still). And they are more passive now, and play the “RobinHood” Game – stealing for their friends by overcharging me. Aswell, I have to have cameras set up hidden in my house whenever I have leave it, so no Bunnings or Harvey Norman staff steal anything. DOGS (they turn off the power, so cctv is pretty much useless, but there are new technologies now for those old thieves.) I have women that follow me around and are obsessed with me, I call it the Little Girl Problem. Their main aim is to sabotage everything, like manipulate the situation to make me look bad and get me kicked out – I mean kicked out of my house/ community groups, kicked out of Facebook, Rav, eBay, you name it, whatever they can do to sabotage my daily life they will try and do it – they have an unhealthy obsession and they steal, and it has been going on for 20 years, going back to NEGS girls. (Not as bad at new location in QLD, but I will give you 2 examples of what they are like: on my About page, there is the story of the women who stopped by the roadside when she saw me planting trees, then later stole them – I mention on the photo exactly what I thought about her. Well just at that time I was contacted by the Tax dep, and I was audited, now then at that time, I was unemployed, so audited whilst not even bringing in an income! So, I filled out their forms (it does state if you earn less than xx amount you DO NOT have to lodge, - so I told them that again, reminded the tax people of their rule) they got back to me and said, they actually owed me money due to 11yrs prior I forgot to lodge when I was working and paying tax, so they sent me a check. So, when people set off ‘to get me’ like a cat chasing a mouse, -they end up sending ME a check! (Be warned, I have a lot of people trying to “get me”, fuck off, that includes all musicians too). Anyway, I personally believe it was that evil thieving bitch who stole my trees, who contacted the tax department, to try and “get me”, the bitch thief manipulated them. {Actually, that Tax Audit, happened when I was living at Tulcumbah, and the person I was paying rent to, I’m pretty sure, wasn’t declaring it to the taxman, so I’m not sure if that’s related, and they decided to target me instead of actually my landlord - which is who they should’ve been targeting. Or whether that woman who stole my trees on the Keepit rd at Tulcumbah, is friends with Brett Knapman, which is probably more likely, because Brett knapman is very opposed to trees - he is a farmer and a firefighter, and hates trees, go figure , idiot killing the planet} This has happened again too in QLD before I was banned from Facebook, I was on a forum talking and describing my garden (well boasting about my beautiful garden!) and the next thing you know, I was audited by human services, - this again would have been brought about by women on Facebook wanting to “get me” – of course it did not work, I do not steal from anyone or lie about my income to Centrelink or the tax department, just jealous women always trying to “get me”. (Unlike the drunken couch housewives on Facebook, I do not drink, (or really ever go out / eat out, nor have hungry mouths to feed) so I have money to spend on my garden and beautiful flowers– this really annoys them, such sinful jealousy .) And see how they leave the actual guilty rich people alone, and they only target people single women who don’t have much money anyway - this country has some truly dysfunctional people in it. Now that I think about this, I am fairly certain it has happened twice before aswell (?) I think Centrelink may now have a red flag next to my name stating “ this girl gets picked on by the community, she is not screwing us out of money, no need to do another audit” ! I do find it kind of ironic how most women have no idea how really stupid they are. If you are reading this and are woman: YOU have no idea how stupid you are. To further add to that, about people assuming I am a tax avoider, or pretend disability person, etc. I’ll give you another example; I invariably have to talk to my uncle because he is a great reference, as a renter, unfortunately you need numerous references, they are the bane of older adult life, when I was young, I did not need any reference at all, although I did have some, but I always got the rental and the job anyway! (Now there just seems to be QLD nazi rental bimbos) But anyway, my uncle is a retired magistrate, so he actually gives me a lot of credibility, as a single woman, I find I often do not have credibility. At one point I was having landlord problems and I was speaking to Chris, my uncle about it and immediately he jumped to conclusion, and implied that it must be my fault, and what have I done, and in fact the whole time we were talking, he really made quite a few suggestions of this nature. Quite offensively so, as typical of well basically anyone. But because we had to continually communicate, because he was helping me with this legal matter, it took me about 4 weeks of communicating via phone and via email, for him to fully understand, and it definitely wasn’t my fault at all, and it was most definitely the other persons fault 100% so! I did of course have to provide him with all of the evidence, like emails, - just as the same as I would provide the court, I provided him, before he believed me, it was only luck I had written proof. So, once he saw, NOT MY FAULT, he could easily help me write my Response, and the case was dismissed at the Bundaberg Court on Court Day. So, this is an example that I have to constantly battle, my whole adult life as a single female. Everybody assumes I’m to blame for any problem, I must be the criminal thief! I must be a drunk! I must be on drugs! And it’s always the other way around. ALLWAYS. It was the same when I was incarcerated against my will by the Bundaberg Mental Health greedy people, when I asked my uncle to phone and vouch for me. I’m pretty sure he assumed that if I was there, well then, I must be crazy. Back then, I could not put the time in, that it would take to prove to my uncle that indeed I was being victimised badly by the Bundaberg police, and mental health nurses and authorities - and basic bullies of society in Bundaberg. There is I think 1500km between my uncle and I, he has a life and a family, and I have my own life up here in Queensland. This situation, is another factor that has prompted me to write my blog, so people can truly see exactly what’s going on, and that in fact, I am not crazy, just single, and victimised because of this fact - mainly in the form of theft, but also by female nazi try hard wannabe bimbos in the form of verbal harassment. Also, I asked myself what is it about me that invokes all those people to “try and get me”, and I realized its mostly about other people wanting to be the hero; and to get rid of all the so called ‘badies’ – they are desperate for ‘badies’. But also its related to the girls who want to be able to discredit me as ‘crazy’ – as the attitude of “every one is out to get me” is considered a mental health issue, regardless of whether it is true or not. If you say that statement to a mental health worker, they would automatically not believe it as true, but something you have imagined IDIOTS. Plus if you are labelled with a mental illness, you certainly have no credibility anymore, and add further to that - this is kind of an understatement. Other people won’t want to be around you at all, let alone give you a job. It is total sabotage, and a discrediting, vindictive spiteful act to do. Just because I know all the dirty little secrets. And, Sharon Morgan is going to burn in hell. Staff at Hornsby MacDonald’s served up juice that had been urinated in. FightClub CopyCats HUGE problem. Actually, with that particular incident, Fight Club hadn’t come out yet. That problem was because of these idiots that hang out in gangs at McDonald’s, and they were walking into Maccas, a big group of them were walking in, and I drove past them (normally, actually there was a speed bump right there, so extra slowly) but, in my ‘black’ car with my ‘black’ hair, and I didn’t say hello or smile at them or wave at them in anyway, as I normally drive around; I didn’t know those people. I was just going to McDonald’s to get something to eat, and happen to pass a gang of young people. And those gang of ‘total idiots’, saw this woman in a ‘black’ car with my ‘black’ hair, and assumed that I must be the devil, and it was them that urinated in my orange juice, and fuck them, and I hope those Hornsby fucking idiots all get cancer and die. Stupid Stupid, honestly, it does not get much more stupid than that. (Those ones were probably the idiots who followed me at the Mt Anan botanical garden? And spat in my food, so I got sick – COMPLETE STRANGERS WHO HAVE NO LIFE and are scared of black and scared of a female driver) { Same thing happened at Mackay; I'm driving around in my big Ute, this old lady now, with this big dual cab high tray Ute. The dogs cannot handle it at all, they are so scared of me. The police have given me two tickets on two different trips up to Mackay in 6 months. The police are the dogs, they're worse than the little gangs that used to hang out at McDonald's}. And blonde bimbo, pay attention here, this is an area of MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IN PEOPLE, And blonde bimbo, pay attention here, this is an area of MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IN YOUNG PEOPLE, this is another area that you could target alongside ‘stealing from people they don’t know’. Get into those schools and fix these little idiots. Why should I have a ‘ruined’ life, because of their stupidity? DO SOMETHING, stop picking on innocent mice types, and do something about those garbage people. (Btw, this was in the 90s before black cars were around {can you believe it} and I believe someone in the government was paying attention, and so put out a whole fleet of government black cars, in the hopes to acclimatise people to the colour black!) fuck, humans are stupid! Some clever people go about tackling racism on telly: they will bombard you with so many black people that you’re no longer be intimidated or scared or threatened by a black person. Same thing: people/cars!! lol Sushi sheets that taste like dogdo, Olive oil made from anything but olives, Over Salted butter (Because salt is cheaper than diary), Milk with all cream removed…the list of ‘costcutted’ foods goes on and on. Greed is fuelling the supermarkets. I took my car to JT Fossey Cars & Trucks in Tamworth, NSW for service – the mechanics cut my fuel line, placed a filter on it, so that when started, a portion of the fuel fumes was directed inside the car – stinking it up with fuel fumes – Seriously. (Still charged me full price, later I took it elsewhere to be fixed, I think they thought it would be funny - stupid idiots, they need to be sued, cocky stupid arrogant pricks – I am not interested – deal with it you little shit). Another time (see I had to take my car there because it was new, and you have to have specific services done by the specific manufacturer - because they charge a fortune) When I picked it up at the end of the day, he said he couldn’t fix the lights, (I am pretty sure they were not broken in the first place) so it was just after dark, and I had to drive home all the way to the farm, past Gunnedah, with no lights, how could they possibly think that was acceptable? In fact, I don’t even think it’s legal, and I am 100% sure he broke the lights specifically so I would not be able to see going home. On the highway to Gunnedah, I managed to just sit behind another car, obviously, they had their lights on, so I made it home no problems. (Btw, I’m still not sure if the person driving the car in front of me knew that I was there tail gating them, my car was black?) As I was coming home there was, what I thought, a bright star really low in the sky, burning super bright, it was so low, extremely low over my neighbours farm. Back then satellites weren’t really a thing, and I’m wondering what an earth it was, it was really to low and bright to be a star, possibly a satellite? I thought how could that possibly be a satellite, why would they put a satellite over my neighbour’s house like that. Then I thought it must be a star. No yes no yes, I couldn’t possibly conceive that it would be a satellite. But in retrospect, I can see it was definitely a satellite! Yeah – no, I still don’t know, maybe that neighbour somehow hoisted up a big light to show me the way!! This socially retarded behaviour by young male mechanics, doesn’t come down to a lack of disrespect on my part, (quite frankly) I’m getting tired of people telling me this kind of thing, is my fault. Fuck off, no it’s not - it comes down to arrogant men who get pissed off because I’M NOT INTERESTED in them, and so this is what they do, to retaliate, big head idiots - YOU’RE NOT GOD’S GIFT TO WOMEN YOU LITTLE SHITS. (I had to find an old man mechanic) Supermarket checkout chicks ripping you off at checkout - check your receipts over 12 months, you will see what I mean. (Big Hardware place does it too). Or maybe it’s just me they overcharge…. A lot of employers will not pay young people superannuation if they think they can get away with it, as a young person may not know their entitlements, they might not even get paid in full. (Female employers are the worst offenders) and what is wrong with secondary education – all that kind of thing should be taught in yr10, stuff about Super, Holiday pay, minimum wage, overtime. I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS INFORMATION IS NOT TAUGHT IN SCHOOLS I CAN’T BELEIVE IT. Not to mention a fashion designer I once worked for briefly, she refused to pay my final 4 days in work there, and then later denied I had worked there at all, this was designer Jodie Boffa, an exclusive fashion boutique in Sydney’s Paddington (this was some years, ago, not sure if she is still there, and of course social media was not around) It is my experience that the so called ‘well respected’ members of the community are often the scummiest. There is a café in Paddington, Sydney that needs to be blown up. It was placed there solely to see young women trip over the wonky pavement across the road before entering a boutique, for purposes of humiliation. Deliberate humiliation. FUCK YOU fuck off you predatory bullies. {There’s also a restaurant, I think it’s on Oxford Street, sooo long ago, that has a huge window in the ladies bathroom; at night you can’t see what’s out there - it’s disgusting and not private.} Women; wake up, you know, the fairy-tale “Sleeping Beauty” is based fully on real women who walk through their life half asleep. Don’t let other more strong-willed women persuade your mind (and some men too), don’t be one of those women who thinks she wins if only she can get you to change your mind about anything and every single bloody thing (That’s what STUPID women do, along with being a bitch to other women but in a sweet passive voice, so it is often not clear that they are being aggressive. I am outraged by STUPID women). (Thankyou to all the really smart women who have since been in touch!) So, a theory has been presented to me why blondes are completely stupid- turns out it’s not about the blonde hair, it’s about the big boobs. Young girls with big boobs are raped by their fathers- in the metaphysical world, at night when they are asleep (real). They grow up not wanting to remember, because it’s so repulsive, it makes them stupid. (Btw my dad, never raped anyone in this world or the metaphysical world) I know of men who do, there was one at Builyan, my next-door neighbour, he also could influence girls, and manipulate them by putting ideas into their heads, without being present. He was most disrespectful single man, and he is one of many. If you can’t get within 10 feet of a girl during waking hours, then the same applies when she’s asleep. (Who exactly sent me that house – just so wrong, and it was the only option I had – the only house available in the whole of Queensland, if that person is real, boy they need a slap in the head. And SEE how I didn’t have any control in the situation, and it didn’t work out. I had a plan before, it was perfect, and working out fine, but someone threw it out the window on my behalf, out of pure jealousy. They did not throw my plan out “ all for the best” - things didn’t work out for the better. This has been a common theme in my life, other people’s plans for me DO NOT WORK OUT. If David and Brenda had of been truthful with me, perhaps if I had of known I would have to move out in 2018, then I could’ve spent that whole time planning and thinking what I wanted to do, where I wanted to go. But NO, David and Brenda were only thinking about my rent money - they felt if they told me the truth, then suddenly I might up and leave, and they wouldn’t get any more rent, and they would not have put anybody else in that house. They wanted that rent income coming in until the property sold. Greed fuelled dishonesty. So, this was their fear, and their fear cost me. Time and time again I see this. How people lie and omit the truth; if you see an opportunity to say exactly what your plan is, in a truthful way, you should take it, and relish it, because this will enable your plan to come true, it is this very fact, in fact, that helps you fulfill your will. You are not doing yourself any favours by lying. Anyway, I stray again, so, WAKE up, don’t be afraid, this is not a crazy thing. Pay attention, be aware. I believe Beethoven was most famous for his rape song, Moonlight sonata, the first part of this puts women to sleep, the second part is about what Beethoven will do to the woman by passionately ravishing her. I love the Internet - it is another example where I can see the hand of God fighting the bullies. Thankyou Tim Berners-Lee and all those guys before him that helped the formation of the web. I believe, aside from obvious information and communication issues, there were a number of IT people who created it for people of all walks to have a “voice”. Some of those IT people were targeted when they were at school, by bullies, they were victims, and ashamed, and angry. So, they saw the Internet as a way to stand strong. It certainly has been true for me, it gives people who don’t have a voice, a platform to say what they have to say. So, this was very true in the beginning of the internet, but a lot of the internet, pretty much has been taken over by the powers that be, now. They have figured out how to oppress online now. I’m a perfect example of this, as have been banned from many social media websites. So, for the first few years it worked. Brilliant. Pay Attention, be aware: There are highly contagious viruses at Nursing Homes, Hospitals and Child Day Care Centres, -Including occupational ‘asthma’ and the very serious Glandular Fever or some such virus (?), which I personally believe leads to inflammation of the brain - memory loss - Alzheimer’s/Dementia. Not to mention pneumonia – this virus is a silent killer, once you get it, that’s it, you have it for life, and your body’s immune has a constant fight on its hand – weakening you. I also believe this is why there are so many dementia cases now, - so called health professionals encouraging this virus amongst the population (80% apparently carry the pneumonia virus) in order to build up an immune, and different DNA reacts differently to it, I recall my mother getting this virus or some such virus at the Alkira nursing home, way before she was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s at age 48. (Signs showing of memory loss, years before diagnosis, but after she got that virus) - I have a very clear specific memory of when my mum got sick that time, because she didn’t usually get sick ever, infact the only time I’ve seen her sick was when she had gallstones, many years before (which I believe was from drinking bore water out on the farm, plus all the spinach she ate – she went through a whole spinach phase, spinach pies….). She was a total ‘health nut’ as I deemed her, she ate very healthily, and exercised daily (I believe this is why she lasted so long after diagnosis, 12 yrs. If only she knew, she could have treated herself to all those sweets, in fact she could’ve completely thrown caution to the wind, no need for a lean balanced meal consisting of meat and 3 veggies, every day, at all - bring on creamy beef stroganoff, creamy fettuccine, fatty beef roasts, creamy Au Gratin potatoes, chocolate mud cake, chocolate cheesecake, chocolate mousse…...pork crackling! Anyway, that day, she was wearing a cowl around her neck, and I said to her in my severe condemning voice (no sickness in my family thankyou) “what are you wearing that for” and she looked directly at me and she said I have this thing, holding her throat. I kind of shrugged it off at the time, but I know now exactly what she had, because ,when I got sick at the nursing home, the same thing happened to me, I now own at least 10 cowls, it seems to be one of the side-effects, you get a really sore neck and throat when it’s cold) After I (was forced by Centrelink Nazi bimbos under their total scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program - forced me to sign a paper saying if I got sick I wouldn’t sue them, -guilty as all hell - I did get sick, big time, and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs (total cunts who work at Centrelink – btw, someone suggested to me that it was only the staff from Centrelink who worked at Gunnedah, who are like this, but I possibly would not agree with that, as my experience at Parramatta, aswell as once in Melbourne, and one time on the Central Coast - all disgusting, females in charge. And one time, the female staff in Gunnedah, went and got a whole bunch of male thug types, to chastise a group of unemployed women, as a part of their so-called ‘activities’ for Centrelink. – Truly, you just can’t believe how disgusting these female animals are.) I know I am repeating myself here, but as you can tell, I was, and still am very angry about now being sickly. And this is exactly the type of evil thing that happens, when some woman (Centrelink) who is not listening, and is trying to control another woman, and who is squashing her ‘will’ – squashing my will. At the same nursing home where mom would visit, Alkira, (possibly evil, there, I recommend closing), I got sick, (age 34), and I have been a changed sickly person ever since, whole upper body and memory weakened especially with the onset of cold weather (I’m talking total flip out when I get cold, i.e., before virus; 1 doona, after virus; 4 doonas). I noticed in the first week a change in my memory, my memory had gone out the window within one week of getting sick from glandular fever (?). Why is there no correlation between dementia and viruses? – Btw, apparently the virus does not survive in high temperature climates (In India, it is not the turmeric)– move to Darwin if you have never caught a virus and Alzheimer’s runs in your family. I am pretty sure in winter here I can literally feel my head shrinking, and certainly my thinking is slowed in cold temperatures. Oh, one person who had MS, also believes like me, it is triggered from a virus. And Asma/allergies in kids is caused by virus. {note, India is becoming more and more westernized now as greedy pharmaceuticals realize the potential of a multi-billion-person market. } and, when made a post on Facebook about the heat factor, I had dogs on FB going to GREAT LENGTHS to delete my post, and I kept on reposting it on various groups, but they hounded me and hounded me deleting every one I posted over days/weeks, eventually deleting my whole account for 4 years. So I think I may be hitting the nail on the head with my theory, it’s the same one as that Cocoon movie and cold treatments in water…..the secret to longjevity. It is not normal to get sick every winter – this needs to be addressed. In my opinion this virus should be the number 1 priority by scientists to be eradicated. – {oh, here we are now in 2020, and I believe something is being attempted to do something about it, covid19, YAH} (Oh, and some vitamin / mineral supplements cause cancer, I believe my dad’s pancreatic cancer was caused from a $400 bottle of nutrient solution -it’s like fertilizer (wrongly fertilize your plants, they keel over and die, same thing)- who sold him those $400 bottles?? $400 – EVIL PEOPLE OVERCHARGE LIKE THAT) later, a birdy informed me, those bottles were given to him deliberate. Save the planet, stop breeding like rabbits, seriously. (Mothers with only one child make the best mothers. If you can’t afford to feed your child you should not have had kids and thus are stupid. (Thieving bloody single mothers, I have had it up to here and beyond with you) I firmly believe no woman can physically handle more than 2 anyway, there is not enough hours in the day to tackle ALL a child’s physical and emotional needs, aswell as guide, teach, care and feed, it is only ego that drives people to have more than 2. So, stop it for the good of the planet, and the good of a balanced child . Really, I try not to ‘boss’ people around and tell them what to do, – but this is just so obvious, and hardly any mothers know it. BTW I would never chastise a mother being a single mother or for having more than 2 kids. They have made their choice, they have to live with it, their life will be hard enough. The point of this paragraph is to say to women, your life would make much more sense and be much easier, if you choose not to have any or no more than 2. Plus didn’t have kids without a supporting partner. Choose how to live. I suggested to Coles supermarket that they ought to be offering meat discounts for those women who don’t have kids – a just reward for saving the planet. My cat died from spot on flea treatment (Mast Cell Tumours) CANCER according to $400 biopsy and coward vet. Dentists will tell you all sorts of problems you have to get your money. (Same with Vets, Mechanics….) of course not all – they really need to put CCTVs on the ceiling at dentists to monitor work. And since I put this up, I have noticed mechanics - young boys, now overcharge bigtime - they stupid. Related to Telstra. Doctors are perverts (a child needs to be accompanied by both parents at Dr visit) -actually I would further say a child needs to be accompanied by at least 1 parent at all times, a parent who pays attention. (Including in the classroom, if you child is of slight frame and shy, he/she will be victimized by the teacher). Teachers get off humiliating kids (Debbie Croft, Tydd, Hill, Gunnedah NSW - they used to have staff meetings to come up with ways to humiliate me specifically) I honestly don’t know how teachers and some parents can get things so wrong in this day and age of information and education. (Public schools JUST SAY NO) YOU CAN’T USE ME FOR YOUR PERSONAL POWER TRIPPING YOU twits. I am beginning to think Gunnedah has a problem, especially amongst the rich, that try to ‘outwill’ one another – a game. I have been attacked by dogs 5 times in my life (only 5 times by the canine species - countless other times by the human variety of DOG). I will describe one here; I ventured over to my country neighbours farm by horseback one day, about a horse – they knew who I was, I had been there a week or so before with my other neighbour discussing horses and kittens. I jumped down off my horse and walked the 4 or 5m under the patio to the back door, in that time, their dog was there and looking like it would attack, I called out to see if anyone was home, then the dog did attack. I screamed bloody Mary, and it released itself and ran away (I am a slight person (was), but I have a scream like you would not believe), but then I heard a voice, the owner, Mrs Finlay was just sitting at the open window literally 1m away from me, she would have seen the whole thing unfurl from the moment I jumped off my horse, yet she did not call off her dog. She used her dog as a puppet. That woman is plain evil and she does not deserve to live. (She’s probably a 3rd born). Must add for all the bimbos who read that, then accused me of being evil, the kind of evil that only a dog can see!! NO you idiots, those 5 dogs were not a good judge of character. THEY JUST HAVE EVIL BITCH OWNERS. Otherway around. By the way, that evil woman, still tried to sell me her horse, and when I went down the paddock with my bruised leg, the horse, I could see was like really old, he even had grey hair all over his face, like he was very very old, not just a little bit past his prime. Unbelievable these farmers, several hundreds of dollars she wanted. Although I was reminded of dad many years ago, when he moved to the country, after living in Sydney all his life, he purchased a couple of horses for the kids, and some farmer sold him a very old horse. Dad would not have known any better or probably just wouldn't have minded anyway, because he wanted quiet horse for the kids - but that horse, called Strawberry, died the following week. In my opinion, it was definitely a farmer scam knowing a city person would not know the difference. I know dad wouldn't have seen it that way. Just chance he would have thought. I bet the same farmers who sold him that horse whispered on the farming network to Mrs Finlay, sell her that horse, she won't know the difference, she's Dick Bieman's daughter! Well too bad!! I did notice the difference and you can shove your evilness up your arse, you disgusting farming people. He also bought another horse that was an albino, pink eyes and all, so weird looking. She did not last long either. 11. Centrelink Nazis (This contains strong emotional language; if you can’t handle the heat, get out of the kitchen) I can’t begin to explain the monumental problems I’ve had when going to Centrelink. The girls that work there are the most revolting creatures I’ve ever encountered, worse than the electric companies and worse than the female staff at Melbourne hospital, so pretty bad. I’m sure I have enough dirt on Centrelink that I could close the whole thing down! I mean that bad. From stalking me, following me home, to excessive wait times (5hrs once, all day). Rude, condescending communication at the counter. One time I received a letter from Centrelink which was so revolting in his bullish, arrogant and powertripping gestapo nazi way, that I was determined to go there the next day and demand to know who wrote it. It was on my desk ready, only when I went get it - it was gone. Someone had actually broken into my house and taken this incriminating evidence that was sent to me (the girl later at Centrelink told me it was an automated letter– as if. Lying cunts). If somebody went and got a bomb, then dropped one on ALL of the Centrelink offices across Australia; I shall be laughing and singing; hooray hooray the witch is dead. The people that work at Centrelink need to be shot. They have no idea how to behave socially how to be respectful and how to do their job. Now, I always have my camera recording, this has made a HUGE difference, my life is somewhat bearable now. Infact one of the biggest area where body cams, and taking photos of people, naming and shaming them online, has been the most helpful and effective, has been dealing with Centrelink. Centrelink are such dodgy lying power tripping female cunts. It is beyond comprehension how they can live with themselves. They must be feeling soo guilty by now. But getting their photo and their names and preferably recording all interactions, is really an absolute necessity - they ideally need to be held accountable, because they have gotten away with basically attempted murder. Also, that first day when I was at Parramatta, my passport was stolen, and at around that same time, my birth certificate was stolen out of my flat. So that was 1994, first items that were stolen. (Reported to police, they can’t do anything). I suspect those thefts were related to the types of people I was forcefully encounted with, at Parramatta Centrelink, due to having to wait there for 5 hours. Back then (1994) Centrelink offices were packed, for some reason the staff liked to keep all the unemployed together waiting in lines – total time wasters, infact that seemed to be their main aim, to waste low incomes people’s time. CONDASCENDING CUNTS {I am not excluding the staff from the passport/birth certificate theft, infact more likely to be them. DOG NETWORK who wrought the system}. One time I went there, parked in their carpark out front, (Gunnedah one) while I was in there, someone tampered with my car, so when I returned, it did not start, and those nasty bitches at the counter, refused to allow me to use their phone to call the mechanic or a lift. FUCK I HATE THEM; they seriously need to be shot, especially the ones from Gunnedah in the early 2000’s, {but I have had Australia wide problems at different Centrelink locations since the 90’s. They are all cunts. The people who stalk me constantly are related to Centrelink offices, somehow. Actually, that office moved from its original building OPPOSITE THE POLICE STATION, to this other strange place with a small 3 car park in front of it. I think that is the reason why they moved! so they could fuck up peoples cars; anyone who has a car?? (they did not want the police to see them tampering with my car). Unbelievable stupidity on behalf of the little people who work for Centrelink. Non thinking government workers who discriminate against unemployed people. I'm entitled to WHAT I'm entitled to - deal with it you stupid little 3rd born retards. I have very clear memories of the staff at that Gunnedah Centrelink, and it is without question that those staff were pure evil and definitely responsible for the tyrannical Nazi harassment, they should be locked up with the key thrown away. Later, I put in complaints about any tyrannical behaviour, but that made no difference, they ignore ALL complaints. And in QLD, not only do they ignore, but they retaliate with some sort of punishment for making a complaint. THEY ARE DISGUSTING PEOPLE. One time, after the usual ignore me complaint, I put in a complaint to my local MP about them, just relaying what they do. After that, the Gunnedah office again moved location, and got all new staff, at greatly reduced number of staff; from 50 young girls in the office to 3, and no young girls at all infact. Plus, they introduced Jobs Providers, a different situation for unemployed people; they changed the reporting format-instead of going to Centrelink now, jobseekers are made to go to jobs providers, but still the whole process is a power tripping exercise for employees of Centrelink, it is run by women who know how to wrought the system, on one occasion I had my $800 bonus stolen. {Incidentally since everybody else in Australia received that bonus of $800, including dad - dad purchased a $800 new LED big screen TV with it. And it wasn’t shortly after that, when he died, and I inherited his big $800 TV. But, a few years later, when I was relocating, yet again, and the TV was out on the Veranda for a couple of weeks, until I found a good spot for it, and in that couple of weeks somebody vandalised and broke it. I suspect it has something to do with jealousy, because it was a huge TV, and here I was, very poor, yet I had this big TV, it incensed somebody enough to literally break it.} Someone later told me, it was not Centrelink who stole the $800, but the bank, CBA; they just did not put it the money in my account or removed it - and that’s why Bonus’s now, are given in the form of electricity rebates. After they changed the format, it was much better, but soon enough the jobs providers saw how they now could wrought the system too. I assume then, well I know, that the evilness was not addressed (no incarceration with the key thrown away) which is why I still have problems from them? massive problems from 2020 onwards with jobs providers stalking me. Again, with the weird phone calls. Seriously, you have to take action with these people, you can't just turn a blind eye. {2024 harassment from Centrelink by phone, re medical certificate; fairly certain it was some little bitch from Gunnedah – stalking me at Mackay}. And I want to quickly mention here the total scam Work for The Dole- this is slave labour; there are no ifs and buts about it. Those people are unemployed, that means NO MONEY – yet Centrelink want them to work for NO MONEY. The most stupid philosophy ever. And, if you think it’s your place to tell somebody else what to do with their life, you’re delusional, DELUSIONAL, D-E-L-U-S-I-O-N-A-L. It is not up to you to decide what somebody else does with their life, get a grip you stupid little girl control freak bimbos. (THEY FORCED ME TO SIGN A FORM STATING IF I GOT SICK I WOULD NOT SUE – -guilty as all hell – as I did get sick, big time, and I believe it was a virus given to me deliberately by the dogs – that was their sole intention, to get me sick. There was someone stalking me when I lived at Tulcumbah, she was the main one who wanted me to get sick. I do not know who that blonde bimbo was, but I suspect she worked for a politician?? And was the same one who refused my Aus study when I was 18. At the same nursing home (age 34), I got sick, and I have been a changed sickly person ever since, whole upper body and memory weakened especially with the onset of cold weather (I’m talking total flip out when I get cold, i.e. before virus; 1 doona, after virus; 4 doonas). I noticed in the first week a change in my memory, my memory had gone out the window within one week of getting sick from glandular fever I think it was that, it may have also been Epstein virus at same time? Or Pneumonia? Or all 3 -because of the ongoing side-effects from this virus, many years later, I was advised by some smarty-pants, that it's pneumonia. (Some non-thinking female workers let their kids roam-free there, so playground virus’s too). Why is there no correlation between dementia and viruses? – Btw, the virus does not survive in high temperature climates (In India, it is not the turmeric)– move to Darwin if you have never caught a virus and Dementia or Alzheimer’s runs in your family. I am pretty sure in winter here at Gunnedah, I can literally feel my head shrinking, and certainly my thinking is slowed in cold temperatures. It’s like I developed an allergy to cold weather. Oh, one person who had MS, also believes like me, it is triggered from a virus. And Asma/allergies in kids is caused by virus (although pesticides are proving to be a big contender in that blame game). Looking back at this instant, and a few others when I have been sick, I can see the correlation between being treated disrespectfully, and getting sick. One seems to go hand-in-hand with the other. I wrote a whole story about it, somewhere on this blog. I was forced to move from Gunnedah as it was too cold for me; I blame Centrelink for basically ruining my life. I had it all sorted with my business of selling seeds and plants, I had spent a small fortune building it up; by now as I update, I would also be selling teas/ herbs and my essential oil. I just suspect the whole reason I had to move after David and Brenda sold their farm was because of Centrelink. I honestly don't know how those women who work at Centrelink can be so stupid…they treat other people who they think are inferior to them like they can make no decisions for themselves - they are beyond arrogant and stupid. BTW, I have just discovered that if you’re on unemployment benefits and that if you have a baby- they will put you on a pension for 7 years, this is an automatic thing, which means that you won’t have to do any reporting. This is why there are so many bastards and stupid bitches that steal from me, because what woman wouldn’t want to put an end to the bullying stalking and harassment that goes on at Centrelink by those bitches? - and they can do it just by having a baby. So aside from primary school teachers it is Centrelink who perpetuates evil in this world. {DO NOT HAVE A BABY FOR THIS POINT – THAT IS STUPID AND NON LONG TERM THINKING}. The Australian Government did not pay my Aus study when I was 18 and entitled, yes, entitled, that’s what we do in this country, to encourage thinkers, because they had heard (there’s that Dog Network again), that I had gone to private school, so assumed that I must be rich, and not entitled to Aus study - PATHETIC, how naïve are those stupid bimbo girls that work there. 3/4 of the parents that send their kids to private school, are battlers - the main reason they are sending their kids there is ‘education’. Education is a priority - they pinch and string together their weekly budget so they can send their kids to good schools (everyone’s heard the tales of what goes on in the classrooms of public schools). But those parents are from the same community, work in the same sectors, as those who have kids in public schools, the only difference is ‘education’ is the priority. Obviously, there are some very wealthy kids aswell (this is a democratic country after all, well, meant to be). There are all sorts of types at Private school. Anyway, when someone is of age – 18, they are entitled to Aus study, regardless of what their parents income is. So, I hate to say it, but this is discrimination; prejudice and bias against those, who people think have money -and not necessarily do. A case of rumour has it. Stupid female Centrelink staff. Because, my parents DID NOT have a huge income anyway, Dad worked for the dep of Ag, and mum did not work (at that point, she was a nurse before she married and did a little more home nursing while I was school) – so, I would have been eligible to receive Austudy, but the stupid dog at the counter even refused (she was such a bitch) to give me a form to fill out and apply. So, Centrelink records show NO REJECTION. Now, at that time, I told my flatmate that Centrelink refused to give it to me, and she would have told her friend (the call-girl/David Jones make up girl, plus those 3 guys who hung around – so I believe, all those people suddenly thought I was super rich, as I could not get Austudy, and were involved in the burglary we had at that time, and possibly all the thefts from me – SUCH FUCKING STUPIDIDTY, FROM NOT ONLY CENTELRINK BUT my supposed friends – not that I classify those people as my friends (they are obvious scum thieves), but they were in my life back when I was 19, for a brief 6mnths or so. These thefts have ruined my life. I cannot do anything because of it – such irony, it is Centrelink who has prevented me from working. SURROUNDED BY MORONS. They need to be sued over this - but do you think any Australian lawyer will step forward - as if; those hopeless whipped cowards. And by the way, and this next part was deleted, I have had to rewrite it here again; my friend at Tafe, in the 2-year Associate Diploma fashion course, was from Hong Kong, her parents owned a prominent jewellery business in Hong Kong city. Her father and brother lived there still and worked it. Her mother and she had moved to Australia for the point of study, and were living in their own home in Ryde. She received Aus study. And I was not allowed Austudy, even though her family were quite wealthy, certainly wealthier than mine. Obviously that same stupid Centrelink staff who said no to me, saw my friend was Chinese and said ‘yes, you must be poor’ – you can get it. Stupid. The Australian government and Centrelink are an abomination. Burn in hell female bimbo Centrelink dogs. {The problems I mentioned here, don't anywhere near cover the number of other problems that I haven't even written about. I can assure you, my accusations are justified.} You can see from the very beginning of my adult life, nothing ever just worked out. And if you read all my blog, you will clearly see it gets much worse. I really hope by ranting and raving about this, it’s made a difference and that some girl who’s just like me with working class parents, who turns up Centrelink at 18, doesn’t get refused, so from the very beginning, she can have a good start to her adult working life. (I have heard, it has, there have been changes, whether that’s is true?) Btw – they are still paying for their mistake. Side bar, this assumption of wealth, is also related to people getting overcharged electricity each quarter, same thing, with people (bimbo women) assuming a certain family is wealthy, and so overcharging them. Basically, it is 2 factors that are the bane of my life, and its Centrelink, and the thieves, which for all I know could be the same people. You know Centrelink - you really should not be having this much impact on my life - it is not YOUR LIFE. Wake up. I would like to add as another little side bar here, because it’s not just girls from Centrelink, some of my friends assumed that my father must’ve been paying for me when I was living in Sydney, and he did agree to pay my rent when I was studying for 2yrs, and a $20 per week food allowance which also had to stretch to Course supplies. After 1 yr I asked him to buy me a futon, he agreed. I still have it, and love it. Most girls in same boat as me could receive rent assistance with their Aus study, but like I mentioned, I wasn’t able to get the badly needed Austudy. (I starved those 2 yrs). $20! After I finished the 2yr Diploma course, I was on my own, no more rent money from dad, I stayed with my aunt for a couple of months, then lucky I got a job and found a unit – with my aunts help. I am guessing she did not want a hungry starved 20yr old hanging around! Although for my birthday that year, in October for my 21st, I requested Dad purchase me an aquarium for my unit at Pendle Hill near Bonds, which he did! (Probably should’ve asked him for a washing machine, but you know, young girls….) And a couple of years later I asked him if he would go guarantor for my car loan through Nissan finance, which he agreed to, so he didn’t have to pay for anything, but he just had to state for the record if I was unable to make payments he would cover the loan - but of course he did not have to do that, I am a responsible person and always pay my own debts. (Although Nissan finance and CBA totally screwed me with interest rate). Ended up paying $26000 for a $13000 car. (They included the first year insurance without really telling me, or me understanding; as under 26yr old, insurance premiums are EXTREME. OMG, when the next year came round I got a big shock!! What!!!) Some people have since compared my situation to the phrase “teaching someone to swim by throwing them in the deep end”. Then 30yrs later after both my parents had died, I inherited money from the sale of Dads house in Gunnedah, minus a few depts and fees, then divided by 4 (4 kids). I then just sat back and watched everyone steal it from me anyway, - you know there’s nothing I can do when people are overcharging me. And later if I needed to sell something, buyers would only pay like $2 for a $1000 object. Where were all these 2nd hand items when I needed to make purchases? – I frequently had to buy a brand-new. (Except at the Gunnedah Tip Shop – thankyou thankyou) but really, life is a series of years of being totally screwed. Fuck you all. You know that expression “save the women and children” – well, not me! Maybe it’s just been my life where nothing ever works out, I’m not sure. It worked out for my parents, except they both died young (I personally believe they died young because they liked to think of everyone in society as “good”, they refused to believe about evil wicked ways of people – they just wanted to be ‘positive’ all the time). This is ultimately NOT HEALTHY. I’m writing about it in the hopes to make people aware of the problems vulnerable people go through. BTW, I want to mention, the fact I went away to school, also stopped me from getting a job in the local community, at the Coop, they gave preference to candidates from the local High School - that business went broke a few years later. Private / Public, it’s a definite ‘thing’. As far as I was concerned, I went to school, and I was punished for going to school. I just thought of something that worked out - when I moved to Rangari, that first year I planted dozens of trees / shrubs / fruit trees/veges, and that year and the following year, we had massive floods all throughout Australia and basically, I didn’t have to water any of my plants for that couple of years, which was absolutely brilliant, and a total godsend - it was like I was meant to be there, and I was finally on track in life. Unfortunately, 10 yrs later, once again in my life, an interfering bully ruins my life - the property sold, and straight away I was asked to leave. Life snatched away. Money snatched away. Good health and food snatched away. My hometown snatched away. I was ‘Cast out’ of my life. This country is run by bullies and is just full of bullies. It is my experience that unemployed people are not the threat to this country by any means, it is the well-connected, well-paid bully staff there that have no respect for any of the people on welfare and treat them in most cases worse than criminals, it is them that are a threat to the democracy of this country, it is them who enforce oppression, which, by the way, is still huge today- it’s not just something that happened in the last century. Why they employ ‘dog personalities’ is beyond my comprehension -a dog will chase its pray until it is dead, they are not people that are fit to work anywhere, let alone at Centrelink where there are many vulnerable people. Also, Centrelink and government staff would have NO IDEA about the kind of issues I personally have to deal with – they are clueless of reality. CLUELESS. One thing I’ve noticed that Centrelink staff (or jobs providers) do, and actually this is not restricted to Centrelink department; I find a lot of government departments do this, but well I will stick to my personal experience with Centrelink here; in the past I have had to do various activities or workshops or meetings, something for Centrelink, always with the nazi threat “if you do not attend your payments will be cut”. (And they have cut it numerous times, without reason, I have had to FIGHT them, to get want I am entitled to. Antagonistic CUNTS). So, with those situations that I have to attend, or spend time doing, I never get paid - Major strong feelings of their wasting vast amounts of my time, getting me to run through RIDICULOUS HOOPS. But what mainly annoys me, and is the motivation of these people, all of them involved are getting paid a big salary. Yet I don’t get paid at all - like these dogs are using me for money, and I have no choice in the matter. It’s like they want unemployed victims, so they can be used to make money, and power trip over, it’s really a very sick cat and mouse game they play. They are sickoes who have mental health problems. Such irony. BTW, treating unemployed people with such disrespect, is not confined to Centrelink staff. I find the whole of general community of Australia treat unemployed people with such contempt and such hatred, as if the unemployed were serial axe murderers with a deadly contagious skin disease that they might catch if they show any respect towards them. The cluelessness and such willingness to jump on a hateful bandwagon is done with such a clear intention, it’s like they enjoy hating so much, and the desire to have a common enemy is so overwhelming for them, that they totally ignore common sense, it is shameful, I am embarrassed for them. I believe this attitude is mostly perpetuated because there are so many multiple child families in this country, and it's a 3rd born, 4th born etc thing. 3rd borns, especially female ones who have difficulties applying commonsense, always think that somebody else has it better than, and they are missing out. So, for them, they feel if they didn't have to work, their life would be better, so then seeing an unemployed person, its automatic envy - they're completely stupid, and everyone should start NOT having more than 2 kids. Honestly, it couldn't be any clearer in my mind, that any more than 2 is absurd. And I think that mentality reaches out to all working Australians too, as I've noticed this thing in life, as an old adult now, when I encounter new people, the main aim of each person that I meet, is for them to tell me how hard they work, and that they hardly ever get any breaks, and they hardly make enough money, plus all the costs have gone up!! Pretty much every person and in fact, tells me this. It is their main aim to tell me, and make sure it is clear, that they work harder than anyone else. I think it is some sort of competition? To skyte about who works the hardest! {But I'm fairly certain, I mean, just a sneaking suspicion, in a lot of cases, it's not entirely accurate}, in fact in some cases, it's far from accurate I’m sure. But they fear being victimised like an unemployed person. Fear is their motivation. I have no fear.  You know in Papua New Guinea, that government pays whole communities to do nothing but breed. One man, I saw; 2 wives, 8 kids and no job! One woman; 25 grandchildren, no jobs in the remote area at all!! They don’t have to answer to any stupid power tripping Centrelink cunt. “Attend your appointment! Work for no money!” As if – it’s their culture!! {Maybe the Papua New Guinea government should explain to them about condoms. Maybe there should be free condoms sent out to all communities. Such financial costs, due to not wanting to talk about sex and condoms!!} Well, the Australian people ought to be grateful I don’t have any kids! I noticed there are certain individuals who work in Centrelink that do not want people on unemployment benefits to work part time, one day or two days a week. Because that money is allowed by Centrelink rules, there’s a certain amount of money you can earn before your deductions get cut off or reduced – most staff encourage this. And so, there’s other people (female ofcourse), who work at Centrelink, who don’t want recipients to receive any extra income. (Defying their own rules). Those particular staff members want unemployed people to be working without pay only. Their attitude is disgusting and some of them go to great lengths to get recipients fired, or they sabotage them in some way, so that they don’t receive any additional income other than the Centrelink benefit. They work in conjunction with QLD Police – stalking recipients and issuing fake fines to steal back any income made x 3. I’ve had female staff members from Centrelink follow me across town, and stalk me online -they are disgusting, not to mention stupid. They want people on unemployment benefit (which btw is $327 less than the Pension/ Disability Pension per fortnight, to only receive THAT amount, and no more) I believe these bimbos who follow me around and have sabotaged my eBay account so I cannot work my part time business there? They are absolutely tyrannical. They try to get politicians on board with them, and in Mackay – they have; stupid politicians. My uncle thinks it is lack of money that motivates the fury in my blog, I really never thought about it, I shall think about it now; and actually, not having money is NOT the issue for the motivation of this blog. I left the workplace due to bullying, and it was my decision that I would be better off being poor, then to have to put up with the revolting female dogs. It was an obvious choice, it was not difficult to make, it was an obvious right choice. No other path to tread. Back then, I don’t even think it was learning the ‘understanding of how the world works,’ and seeing how pretty much unfair and injust it is, even contributed to my decision. It was purely about the bullying. I was still paying my car off back then so had very minimal money – but not fazed by this at all, just glad to finally have some peace. So now, and especially since Centrelink realized this issue, and decided to pick up where the workplace bullies left off, (bully cunts), it is the stealing of petty items with little monetary value, and the torment via harassment/stalking, that I receive out in public, the sign people, that is the root cause of the fury in this blog; the thefts, harassment, and general disrespect, and being made to feel like a victim are the main fury. - set off by Sharon Morgen and Gov mental health people. Such irony. But, since I have been on low income for many years now, I realise it probably is something I SHOULD BE complaining about! If I look up the pension and pension disability rates - it’s extremely difficult living on $327 less than the typical pension. I mean how many times do you hear pensioners complaining about how little money they have? (a lot). Compared to my income, a pensioner is rich! Plus, I know 2 women slightly older than me by a couple of years or so, who both receive disability pension, and they have nothing wrong with them. Considering how much they use me and my moral compass – it is blatant theft! I guess it goes along the same lines as a fighter - a fighter would be complaining a lot about the lack of money. So, I’ll just put it quietly here now. I’m complaining. {you try being forced to relocate 8 times in 7 years, and lose all horticultural items that I purchased with dads house sale…}. Theres nothing stopping me, I complain; but they try to stop me. Emily Ban-man. Would having more money put an end to the theft? Would having more money in the past enabled no thefts at all? and no harassment at all? can’t say for certain but I pretty much doubt it - because I don’t feel the theft is about the monetary value, it’s about tormenting me. The same way a stupid little third born would torment it’s older sibling. The people who steal from me, must be third borns, that haven’t grown up. (Stop breeding you stupid selfish mothers.) When are women going to stop having more than two kids?? About the disrespect issue, as I know that there are people who are disrespectful if they just see someone as unemployed, thinking them as hopeless lazy losers, but I can assure you I’ve done monumental good things for this country, that most people will never know. I mentioned before don’t judge a book by its cover, I’ll say it again, don’t judge a book by its cover. When those people die, they will be able to look back on their life, and see, what fucking idiots they were. (hopefully!) I want to quickly mention the Jobs providers, on more than one occasion, they put in people from my past, not real acquaintances, but bullies from my past. (Fakers, not helpful people who will be able to find jobs for others. Unkind people – a game for the centerlink cunts). Btw, on the pie chart, the amount of money the gov spends on unemployment is a teeny tiny fraction compared to ALL other sectors. ALL! It is pensioners that take up the largest piece of that pie when it comes to tax payers money. Plus, there are many government departments who have workers receiving salaries, and they do absolutely ‘muckall’, all day long. I’ve had some people tell me that their whole entire department has been bogus, they all just turn up, then take-home pay-packets for doing nothing. And because those people have families/kids, and are in need of an income coming in, no one really does anything about it. Apparently, it has been going on since the 50’s. So, if anyone should complain about someone who is unemployed and receiving the very lowest of low incomes, just remember all those people on salaries that do muck all, all day long, and take home upwards of $80,000/yr. I just saw a story on ABC news; Jeff Hunt suspended with pay for 2 years while he was investigated for recruitment misconduct, at a Sydney College. He was found guilty and resigned. So, he was paid for 2 years on a higher education salary, for doing nothing, paid for 2 years for doing nothing. Nothing! Excuse me government, but I would like to be paid a high salary for doing nothing too, fairs fair. I think a quick mention here, for unseen work that I do. I do visibly sell my seeds. I have an ABN number, I lodge tax return evry year. I plod along with the work I do, it just does not pay much – but someone has to do it, and I have been elected. But there are people who work for the government who use me and my knowledge, my observations, and my skills. I can see my contributions reaching far across Australia, and nobody at the government pays me for those attributes. The greedy blonde dogs – steal everything. I will further put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink cunts - I was extremely healthy, I’ve never been sick, I don’t get sick, I’m not a sickly person - both my parents were never sick throughout the whole lives (except as I’ve mentioned, mum had gallstones). So, the fact that I was really healthy AND low income, really pissed her off. I mean unhealthily so, like a psycho. So Centrelink jobs provider got paperwork and said if I did not sign this, my payment would be cut, the girl who gave me that paperwork was not a short blonde girl, she was some girl I’ve never seen before with big hair (just like that Chyro in that Seinfeld episode! – the old fashioned haircut!)- she was another female who is part of the dog network, just like that other short blonde, but if you just keep ‘deliberate’ sickness in your mind, and then see all the other things that I’ve mentioned about swapping high class items over for low class - it’s a very clear pattern that is forming, clearly showing deliberate persecution and sabotage in Australia. It is most definitely driven by stupid little girls. It is not just the way life has worked out. I have an update on the Centrelink nazis; They have advised me yesterday that I can get a medical certificate which means that I don’t have to run through hoops for a jobs providers, meaning I don’t have to do their appointments and whatever else they want. So, they have done this, so that they don’t have to give me Disability Payment which is $330 more than my current income, so even though they have acknowledged my medical conditions (albeit asking me and my Dr to fill out incorrect form first (see – and pay an additional $150 at podiatrists – see their tactics, that’s what they do HOOPS whenever they can)) if you receive that medical certificate for 3 yrs, then, according to their own rules I would be entitled to disability. But they have come up with this loop hole, or changed rules, to get out of paying me that additional $330 more. So, I cannot work, and still unable to pay medical treatments. This is just another area in my life where I’m being victimised, and another area that I’m going to be pissed off about. They are true thieving cunts and I hope they burn in hell; my jobs provider is also to blame, who it was prob her that manipulated that Dr into lying about a fake breast tumour? And out of nowhere, a jobs provider called me, male, for once, and started harassing me for no reason, and cut my pay for no reason. But then on telly, they kept putting images of these two people, a couple that I encountered briefly when I was 17, from Sydney, showing them holidaying all over the world, and I don't know if it's them or someone that just looks like them; but the guy who called me and verbally harassed me on the phone, well it sounded like that guy? Their names were Christina, and, actually, I don't even know her boyfriend’s name - they could be married by now, Christina's surname was Alan. I don't know what they have to do with the price of eggs in China; but clearly more people who need to be told to fuck off? FUCK OFF. More hoops to get money switched back on. And then switched off again, to reset the “3 years”, that they ignore anyway. I just realised I’ve written all of this, and have not mentioned the phone calls; Monumental problems extend to phone calls; if I have ever needed to phone Centrelink over the years, OMG, pure vileness in their disgusting rude Nazi behaviour. Basically, a total abuse of power seems to be the common thing in Australia amongst not only government workers but the private sector too (little Nazis. WE AREA MEANT TO BE A DEMOCRATIC COUNTRY) Some governments create armies to defend its country; the Australian government create dog armies to fight against its own people – cockaninnies. (I am not really a political person; I only occasionally ever watch the news due to all the furphies). Speaking of fake news, I noticed back in 2015 or so, if the movie industry was abuzz with their current movie inprogress, then the news people catch a hold of the story line, and then create a fake news, about that same storyline. This comes down to laziness – you have to get “out there” and find real stories! Now, I do not claim to be have special unique gifts that allow me to detect a lie, but as one gets older, things are way more easy to see, and one is usually less gullible. One morning watching the news, around the same time, there had just been an explosion in the street, in America, but then suddenly out of nowhere, there happened to be at least 200 people all wearing identical Fluro yellow shirts – now, I know, women can be organized, but there is not a chance in hell that within 10 minutes of a street explosion there suddenly would be 200 people standing by ready to provide support all wearing the same new coloured uniform. Fake news. The motivation here would have been employment for those 200+ people, just the same as employment for the fake news in regards to all those single mothers at the old Limbri school. The tv industry has so much money they don’t know what to do with it. Fake news, but still at the general public’s expense; it’s a disgrace – lying, deceitful perpetrators of evil. {There are heaps more, but I will not list them all} One more thing, I don’t know if it’s just me, or if anyone else experiences this but when I call any business, big business especially; the call centre person seems to always just want to muck me about, like put me on hold for 1 ½ hrs, or say one thing, then the next time you call, say the exact opposite, so lie and evade the initial query (honestly, some girls really appear retarded). In my younger years I used to listen to a song writer, Ani Difranco, her words to one song seem to resonate whenever I get off the phone from some such business ”Make them pay”. So, as I get older and more assertive, I realize I can actually do something about it and with the help of certain consumer departments here in Australia, I have done just that: Telstra $2500 x 3, CBA $300, AGL $200, Coles $155, and I’m only just warming up. (Girls at Harvey Norman, your next) (Guess what, you cannot use me for your personal power tripping, having a bad day? DON’T TAKE IT OUT ON ME) Lately I have noticed if each staff member has a mandatory survey at the end of the call, where the caller can leave feedback, then the call centre girl or boy usually goes out of their way to be nice and respectful, and solve the inquiry. So, I think all companies should do this. Save the planet and get a Bidet!! So here is a good spot to reiterate, how writing this blog has stopped completely or reduced whatever the torment has been. So, it’s been so nice not having so much harassment from girls in the neighbourhood at Gin Gin, although they still do it, in their way. In fact, I hardly go anywhere, I do most of my shopping online. I used to regularly go to the post office as a part of my business, but I use couriers now. When I went to the post office, I was having problems with them aswell, and when I started wearing a body cam and posting online, that problem stopped too, although they later banned me and called the police to my place with a written letter stating I would be arrested for trespassing if I ever attended the local post office again; how nazi putrid are they? {I explain later about that}. Anyway, this blog, truly the best thing I’ve ever done. You know, I’ve had people steal from me or harass me in some way, sometimes, I know who they are, and I write about it. Later that person will go out of their way to be overly nice, or maybe buy a packet of one of my native seeds for $3.70. – But then expect me to remove what I had written previously - well that’s not how it works, human nature does not work like that. Example; two people standing side-by-side, one person takes a baton and dongs the other over the head, and then they turn around to the person and say “oh sorry”. It’s like the person who donged them, now expects the other person to forgive them, and not grab the baton and dong them back. Maybe this attitude of attack/apologize/forgive, stems from childhood where siblings fight, and mother says “go and apologise to your brother (or sister), and so, then you can all get back to playing nice”. In my opinion this is bad parenting, the mother has to say something along the lines “look how much you’ve hurt your brother. Why don’t you grab the bat back now, and dong him” - I mean just as long as it’s not a baseball bat or something. Then each of them will experience what it feels like to be hurt, it’s a lesson for both, and no one is going to end up being a victim. Plus, the would-be victim, now knows how to stand up for themselves. (Although as an adult I’ve had a lot of people antagonise me just because they want that ‘fight’, and that reaction from me (some people never grow up). It is those people you need to recognise, and ignore, this ignores fact, really annoys them, and they soon tire of you.) Anyway, we don’t have some arrangement where you get to be disrespectful to me and then compensate in some meagre way (I’m afraid $3.70 just doesn’t cut it). I feel like a lot of the women who harass me, do so, aside from their typical power trip reasons, but are actually sexually oppressed, and desperate. And they take out their frustrations on me. So, when you look at it like that, they are kind of wanting to use me as a form of prostitution. I don’t know what the going rate for prostitution is, but I’m pretty sure it’s nowhere near around the $3.70 mark. (For goodness sakes, go and take care of yourself.) I’ve added this next paragraph in here recently, because it seems it’s hard for some people as in a lot of people to understand how someone who doesn’t work full time, and have no kids, isn’t a totally lazy person. I don’t think I would use the word lazy to describe myself at all, actually if you look at my garden you could see the person who has created this garden is not a lazy person. I am a self-driven, motivated person. I feel I have an attitude of ‘get in there and do it, don’t piss about’ whereas a lot of people I have come across, don’t have this at all, infact they tend to have the opposite attitude. Particularly men – men seem to be far lazier than women, and resent having to do any kind of work that isn’t directly related to their pay packet and belly. In fact, so much so I would consider most men lazy. I don’t think I’ve really encountered any men aside from dad, who weren’t lazy, well maybe 1 or 2. But, in fact, it’s a big repulsion, should I see a man who is lazy. I guess you can see their trait, when it comes to gardening, because a lazy person will have a crap garden, if any garden at all. And having a slight frame is no reason or excuse to be lazy and consider yourself a weakling. I have always had a slight petite frame, but my strength is greater than most of my peers. I had wiry strength. I think this is attributed to having a low-fat diet as a child and doing regular exercise, and generally being active, as well as not ever being sick, or coming into contact with the flu and flu viruses like pneumonia. And I’ve definitely noticed as I’ve worked hard, my body has somewhat grown, so instead of having pathetic pencil arms, I now have kind of normal arms; they have increased in their size and strength, albeit, now fairly tendinitisy. So that would be the same with a man who of who is a slight build, you know all you have to do is eat properly, regularly exercise your muscles, and over the years you will develop into a good-sized adult, who is capable of vast amounts of strength. Having said that I’m a huge fan of doing things the easiest way possible, don’t be deterred not to take shortcuts just because someone might think that you’re lazy; if there’s a good shortcut, take it. I have found when it has come to health problems, as a result of over use, none of the health professionals took me seriously at all and couldn’t even fathom the fact that I would have these extreme injuries as a result of being overworked, as I did not have an employer. Stiff Joints; At age 47 now, I have quite some difficulty with stiff joints, aches and pains, especially with the onset of cold weather or rain. I have come to the conclusion that it hasn’t just been the hard strenuous work that I’ve done around the farm at Rangari, it’s also a result from as a kid, I spent at least a third if not two thirds of my life in the pool. If I recall, I wouldn’t care if I was cold, I just keep swimming and playing, I loved it, you couldn’t get me out of the pool - if there was a pool, I was in it. Not to mention all the swimming training, hours and hours of it. I think using those young girly bones so much, without much muscle development (I was very skinny) may have been an issue (I think, I am not entirely sure, I mean is it possible to lift your arm up just with the strength of your bones, and no muscle?) but I think it was a little bit of a problem, it would have been better if I had better muscle development to exercise with. I’m paying the price for it now. So ideally, in retrospect, I think, if I had kids, I wouldn’t let them go swimming unless the pool is heated year-round, so I know that the temperature would always be maintained not to go below 26°C. I figure that temperature, they can probably stay in as long as they want. All these Little things I realise when I’m older, things that you have to know and do, to provide the best life possible for your kids – the additional money you will need. And not only for that, but things like money for extra tuition for any subjects they lag behind in, sports or hobby interests, or empowerment activity holidays, I mean I don’t think there’s any point in having kids unless you’re super rich. Dr Birdy told me the reason I didn't have any back problems my whole 20s 30s and 40s was because of swimming, in cold water, as a child. But since I developed the kind of ‘allergy’ to cold now, and don't have a pool any more, my fascia from the scoliosis is rearing it's ugly head. (If I still had my lap pool, I would’ve purchased a drysuit by now! 😁 Good spot for this next story; I became friends with a Chinese immigrant when I was 18 at Fashion Tafe, she told me one day, as she and another friend were having a lunch at my place, that she couldn’t swim. I was a little horrified at this statement, and in quite some shock (what on earth did she do her whole childhood?) pretty much straight away, I said “I can teach you if you would like” I really meant it, wasn’t just one of those ‘offhand’ comments or offers that I find a lot of people make on spur of the moment. Because, I mean, how on earth can you go through your life without swimming? - totally missing out as far as I’m concerned. However, she didn’t know what to say and my other friend chimed in, and said “her husband will teach her”. I realised that both of them were frightened that I should teach her to swim. Idiots. This was most definitely discrimination, even though there was no need for it. I’m not sure really what hope there is, if you’re discriminated against by your new friends. I guess, little did she know that she would have been in very capable hands, I was senior girl champion at swimming, back in primary school, with my name on a huge trophy and all!! Maybe she thought I was too ‘fast’ for her, she was a quite type of person, and you should have seen me on those Industrial sewing machines at Tafe, speed queen, I was dam fast! I did have the privilege a few years later to teach a little two-year-old not to be afraid of the water - I remember when I was young, I had a tremendous fear of the water (for some strange Spielberg jaws reason) I was thinking of teaching how to swim at the local Gunnedah pool later on as well, but the dogs did signs that they already had someone to do that - typical of the dogs, not wanting any competition over their existing friends jobs - and infact the most typical way companies go bust, not for lack of work, but bitchy criminal girls sabotaging due to injust rivalry, and ensuring no competition. They have no morals. - they don't teach you that at school. So to reiterate: I have women who steal from me, 100’s of small items. It's way more than nuisance at this point, it's like a total psychological declaration of war on me. their main aim is to cause psychological damage - utter evil women. They are really trying to oppress, and change me into being angry and crazy. Some particular thefts are taken if it is particularly good, like an expensive brand. And, I have put it together now, this is not because the stupid little bimbo who took it actually wanted it, she wants to “teach me a lesson” stating you're poor, so you shouldn't be buying good things like this. for example, if I buy the really good quality Band-Aids that don't fall off, she steals half the packet. It's the same person that stole my good silk cotton shirt. It's the same person who stole steals any particularly good foods that I have, like organic or if I make myself a good meal and there's some leftover, she'll steal some. It's a total punishment thing on her behalf - she's fully sick and has a major mental health problem. PLUS I AM NOT EVEN IN ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP WITH HER OR ANYONE. I can't believe after all my complaining, reports to the police, and online photos - nobody does anything about this stupid dog who steals from me. How much screaming do I have to do? 13. Special spot for Dysfunctional so called 'health professionals’ story Local doctor in Gunnedah looking for the ‘squirm’ response on 11yr old. (1984) (this is worth talking about with your child - if someone pinches you, get angry. There are adults out there looking for kids that won’t get angry, for future prey, there is a network. Still a problem today, as it was yrs ago) Melbourne hospital breast mammogram – the female technician squished and pinched boob into machine, leaving it bruised. (2005) (Melbourne hospital = stupid bitches) Melbourne male doctor excessively (I mean really excessively) squeezing boob whilst removing cyst. (He also had a HUGE clear glass window in his operating room, for all the neighbours to see (2005) Gunnedah anaesthetist stabbed my vein whilst muttering profanity at me (leaving slight lump and pain) (Anne, zombie) (2016) Gunnedah dentist and assistant in cahoots to deliberately cause pain with wrong drill / 3 injections in wrong spot/ ongoing extreme pain and redo of work done needed. (Dr Sadik and ass. Larrisa, Gina Burn from NEGS {apparently, she was copying Charlotte Powell) 2017 There is a female doctor at the Gunnedah Rural Health centre that is deliberately kept awake at night, so she will be ‘zombie like’ the following day, then can be easily manipulated with diagnosis and prescriptions. Powers that be. (They closed it down) Also, waking someone up with repeated sounds means they will wake up without remembering their dreams. This is a problem done deliberate. Don't get me started on all the problems I have had with bimbo receptionists. I have NO problems naming names, from now on I wear body cam for all appointments, and I write down full name before appointment. It would probably help if I was accompanied for each appointment, that includes when I speak to receptionists, but I have noted recently, they are way more passive aggressive. I have a collection of bully receptionists on a Shared Google Photos account. (As soon as I put up 1 photo, I have had no more problems - but I wished I had started taking photos of them yrs ago, some have been DISGUSTING, and need naming and shaming for all eternity. Give me a chance to sue and I will, no bluffing here (although in Australia it is near impossible to sue against sadistic doctors as I have discovered -unless you end up a paraplegic or some such seriousness – but I will be making complaints to the appropriate bodies and using social media – I have had enough, no more deliberate pain you (health professionals who lack Common Sense) {plus, I have not met one man that has not been into that sort of thing – so stop picking on single women, making them into victims, and go find someone that is actually into it, –there’re a dime a dozen). Also, health professional is just like confused school principals who use pain to ‘try’ to discipline. – just my personal experience. (Mr Cone 1980, Limbri Public school, was it Graham Cone? who knows, I was only 5) there were others too, probably still are, as it is a taboo subject. Gotta talks about it, otherwise it will continue to happen. {I don’t think I have encounted 1 male Doctor who has been looking for someone to inflict pain on – WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL, no woman wants a man who inflicts pain on her, your stupid twits. (Since I wrote this, I had 1 women come forward stating she wouldn’t mind, But no woman, ).} I blame hopeless parents and teachers for the desire. 14. Infact, I will put here List of Doctor experiences in Australia 1995-2026 - all in red I’m 47 years old and inevitably I’ve had to visit the doctor on a few occasions (not too often thank goodness) but I really am compelled to write about exactly how hopeless the doctors and the Medicare system in Australia has been, in practice, in theory it’s wonderful but in reality, not. I recall my first experience (not Medicare related, but worth mentioning) was a visit to an ‘alternative’ medicine guy, Feldenkrais guy, or was it Alexander technique, or something else I think, a new one, it was new and experimental, I recall reading about it, and thinking that’s sounds good for my slight back pain (it was a total scam, not saying those 2 methods are a scam, but this guy was, and in retrospect it was probably something I read that was deliberately placed infront of me, as those desperate women know they could entice me into wasting my money. (Could be Charlotte Powell‘s family? Or maybe that family has dogs who help them; I’ve mentioned how Google search can be manipulated to hide or show results, I’m thinking it’s the same kind of thing, somebody put that article there so I would see it and waste my money) It was a hoity-toity pervert guy in a hoity-toity neighbourhood in Sydney, can’t quite remember the details, long time ago now) Young girls from private schools are Prey. When I was a nanny, (working for a liberal Politician in Sydney), the little girl kicked me in the boob, as a result I developed a huge cyst, major swelling and tenderness in just 1 boob only – it looked rather odd. I have had a few smaller cysts since, from time to time. And I think I had lymph tenderness then and sometimes, like when I was wearing jeans instead of stretchy jodhpurs horse riding?? I think, the future cysts, have been related to female bullying, whenever I am attacked by dog women, (Melbourne real-estate rental girl dogs) I seem to get lumps in my breast (?) So, at the time, it was a bit of a kerfuffle with the doctor’s office, with a bimbo receptionist, and me nearly losing my cool, but eventually I saw a doctor, and it was removed, it was syringed out. It was a bulk billing clinic so I did not have to pay, as I realize Dr’s who “syringe”, are not the usual GP variety; the doctor, was very proficient and professional, compared to the Melbourne pervert ones. But, since then, that bimbo receptionist has followed me around and she’s harassed me, at I would say, every single doctor’s appointment I have tried to make since, (until I started wearing bodycam), and so she has stalked me up to Gunnedah! Stalking someone because she did not PAT you on the head IS THE EPITOME OF STUPIDITY – YOU STUPID BLONDE. I've had it up to here and beyond with these stupid blondes; blaming me for their reaction and stupidity; If you think you're being disrespected, you have to deal with it, stalking someone for the point of going out of your way, to be disrespectful bully, is only going to make the situation worse for yourself. Really and truly, it's the same thing as some black people; they think they're being picked on in racist manner, when NO, they're not, they're just been paranoid because it’s a ‘THING’, society says it is, the media says it is. So they think it is. So same thing with bloody blondes. If your so paranoid blondy that people are picking on you for being blonde, dye your hair brown you stupid woman, so you don’t have to stalk me all over the country for 20 years and be a stupid nuisance! So, anyway, my bodycam worked with that one, at reception, plus they introduced online appointment bookings – although the receptionists do love to cancel regularly on the same day at 8am, meaning a new booking is needed. Ah, no, I am not letting this go; You know, either she’s stalked me or, she’s been put there by the dogs; so, someone has literally gone and got her since they know I thought her bloody stupid when she could not make my appointment that day? Thought being the key word there. Thought. If you do something stupid, I'm going to THINK you're stupid - there's no getting out of that. Blondy, you can't wish, that when you did something stupid, everyone will think “oh she's really smart”. Seriously that's what she's expecting, no common sense either. Maybe she has somehow fanangled her way in to all the Dr’s up in Gunnedah, purely to harass me -I’m not kidding, this person is my own “personal bimbo stalking receptionist”. She is one of the main reasons why I had to start taking my camera whenever I go to the doctors. So, she has disappeared (she is a coward, typical bully – thank goodness for bodycam) -but too bad I didn’t get her photo, because heck, she needs to be named and shamed big time. FUCK OFF. She was tallish and blonde with a pulled back piggy tail or bun, that is all I remember. I think I should mention here quickly, the monumental problems I’ve had with making appointments. I’m not sure whether this is all because of that stalking Bimbo blonde receptionist from Chatswood, but it seems that most receptions that I’ve had to deal with in Gunnedah, just make getting an appointment really difficult, as in, I was unable to make an appointment in advance, in fact what they wanted me to do was phone up at 8 o’clock in the morning when they open, to see if there’s anything available for the day, I found this really unacceptable, especially as I lived out of town and whenever I made a big trip into town it was a big deal, I usually had many things I had to do, I couldn’t just drive in willy-nilly for a Doctor’s appointment, so in the end I ended up having to go to the emergency unit at the hospital, any time I needed to see a doctor, because the bimbo receptionist refused to take an appointment for me and always said 'there’s nothing available today'. (Drs at emergency are pretty hopeless, they only take you seriously if it is a life-or-death emergency, they all want DRAMA, like on TV – most of them in Gunnedah anyway). I want to repeat that, as it is MONUMENTALLY stupid; The reason I have to see a Doctor at the hospitals, was because when I tried to make an appointment at the local Doctors, the reception dogs always say - NO, there are no appointments left today, (they always said this, every time in Gunnedah) and as they do NOT take appointments in advance, for some STUPID reason, I had to go to the emergency section at the Gunnedah Hospital (I know the Doctors had appointments available too that day- could you please tell me in writing why those dimwit reception bimbos refuse to give me any doctor’s appointments?) girls, do they have a brain at all? NO – THEY DO NOT. (I did not right this blog until YEARS LATER – in case you’re wondering if this name calling is why. Those girls were unknown to me, and did not know me either. I am a respectful, honest and polite person). I’d like to point out, I didn’t start calling bimbo receptionist “Bimbo receptionists” until I started writing this blog in 2020, and can look back and clearly see the whole picture – STUPID RECEPONIST. - I was always respectful, still am. So, the receptionists had no 'fuel' to make things difficult for me- that’s why I think that stupid bimbo from Chatswood was stalking me and manipulating the others (playing sides) not allowing appointments?? DOGS PLAYING SIDES. If that’s her, she is CRAZY and ought to be incarcerated. (Infact, I write about this in my Dogs who play sides photo story - they were on Facebook (before I was banned for Truth Telling), when I made a post about what happened to me (exactly what happened), I had certain people on FB, follow me from Group to Group, and write up contradictory things in the comments, it was really obvious that they were trying to play sides and contradict me and try to make me look like the bad guy, when infact it was their stupidity and bitchyness (but more bitchyness) that put them in the wrong in the first place (they still do this on any online reviews). And it was probably that stupid blond bimbo receptionists from Chatswood?? she deserves a bullet to her ear.} So now that I’m old, wise and very experienced, I have no problems writing about the real nature of most Doctor receptionists: “bimbos” they are truly disgusting, stupid and evil little girls, who need someone constantly watching over them so they do their job and make the right moral decisions - they are fucking useless. I have a personal nickname for them Blonde Bimbo Nazis, also known as the Bimbo Dominatrix – I did do a whole other story about that - but it was stolen, with the word ‘nazi’ - being one of the most all-time offensive word in the world. So instead, I wrote The Bimbo Dominatrix on p9. Its related, and I have never my whole life thought blondes any more stupid than brunettes, but now, after reflecting on this receptionist, I have changed my mind, they are stupid, but they want everyone else, not to acknowledge this fact – they try to cover up this fact – they want it kept a secret! (New location in QLD, same problem, even though there are at least 50 registered and working Doctors here, when the population is 500. So, plenty of doctors – just stupid receptionists.) Also, I know that trying to control and manipulate someone else in bully style, like those stupid blonde receptionists, just for fun, is not only morally wrong, but is unhealthy, it’s like eating a bowl of sugar – just disgusting, and will, most likely kill you one day. Plus, I also realized, it is those women in this health area, who call, ‘bad acquaintances”, men, bad men, thieves, who then come down to the clinic and stalk me: so, it was the girls intangible plan (I suspect related to free health care (bulk billing) – NOT ACTUALLY FREE, the same thing that has happened to me quite frequently when I visited the doctors. Happens all the time. 100’s of thefts. My latest doctors clinic is in a mall, which is a little odd. And it's very weird because, I mean I hardly have ever gone to a doctor, but since 2023, I've had to go every three months to get a medical certificate for bloody Centrelink, and so every 3 months I have to deal with these bimbo receptionist, who seem to come up with evil plans every time I go there; stupid antics. Theft is the most common one here, when I go to the Dr, some gets into my house and steals things. So today, as I update this, I've had to cancel my appointment, because the person who steals my essential oil {who visits my next-door neighbour – they ‘harbour’ the thief, arrived yesterday, same car. I know it's because she's waiting for me to go to the doctor, so she can sneak into the house and steal my essential oil. So, I'm not too impressed about having to cancel my appointment, although the doctor sent me an email saying that he wants to speak to me, in regards to the care plan that I've just done; a call back, but I suspect that he did not do this, and it was the bimbo receptionist wanting me to make an appointment for the point of stealing. I'm not 100% sure but I can't imagine what on earth the doctor has to say to me, because he doesn't really know any more than what the specialist has advised me? And, also, as I update this and re read it- I bet my experience with that stupid woman in Bundaberg, the fake Podiatrist, who said her name was Taylor Tatarelli, otherwise known as Taylor Wilk; this is why she did not diagnose it and inflicted pain on me? it was related to all the bimbo receptionists. I guess she was brainwashed by them; a true indication of her stupidity. Case in point. I win. BTW, I got medical records sent up from that (now closed clinic) in Gunnedah, (that indicates how bad they were) and the name on one of the Dr reports (done by the receptionist!) was Lisa Sutherland – hopeless, SHE REFUSED to give me an appointment, because of her I had to go to the emergency hospital for all my appointments – Lisa Sutherland – you stupid stalking blonde twit – FUCK OFF. That clinic has closed permanently – this is the main reason – stupid lying thieving stalking bimbo receptionists. This was the same clinic that employ female Doctors who are manipulated by certain people for manipulated diagnosis and prescriptions, (the Dr kept awake at night, so she is ‘zombie’ the next day, and easily manipulated.) Infact after I read that whole record, even though the receptionist wrote it, the lying and bullshit that goes on is disgraceful and I now put Doctors right up there next to Lawyers in their disgraceful moral-less antagonistic tactics too. (Antagonism is the alcoholics disease - you are giving yourselves away). So, in Melbourne, which was revolting by the way, there are so many young female bimbos in Melbourne, it’s pathetic. I got more cysts in my boob, and there were huge problems at Melbourne hospital, the staff were so mean and bitchy, the woman who did my boob scan, caused so much pain and bruising on my boob, I probably developed another couple of cysts purely from that visit, and basically, they refused to do anything about it, so they didn’t charge for not doing anything, and they didn’t charge for the painful bruising scan. (They did not pay for it either) So, I had to go to a private Doctor -who was a total pervert male, who just wanted to look at my boobs, and who couldn’t do it anyway, as it needed to be syringed (some Doctors can syringe, most can’t – if you can’t, you are not worth your weight as a doctor, as far as I am concerned). So I went to this other Doctor, who could do it, but he again was another perv, he had this huge glass window, overlooking a park and houses/business that could most likely see straight in, he insist I lie in front of it, topless naked, made me feel very uncomfortable plus he squashed my boob and it was under the pretence that he was stopping the blood after he removed the syringe, but I don’t think so, it was extremely painful, he was pressing as hard as he could without leaving a bruise, and it lasted for at least five minutes, total perv (it later bruised). He charged $70. I strongly advise taking a friend or spouse into the doctors, every doctor visit, if you’re a young woman, or of course a child. If you don’t have any friends or not in a relationship, I would go so far as to say, find someone on Facebook, tell them, you’ll pay them to accompany you. (If you’ve been banned from Facebook, no suggestions, perhaps neighbour?). Then a few years later I slipped my disc, I went to the emergency hospital at Gunnedah, the doctor there was absolutely useless, he didn’t help at all, I later found out he was two days away from retirement, but after my further 20 more years of experience with Doctors, I am still not sure he would have been of any help, had he been in his prime! He gave me some sort of medication which made me vomit all night long every half hour, stupid dog bimbos at that hospital, male and female. It was a Chyro who fixed my back in 2 seconds, in the end, after months of pain and immobility. (Gunnedah chiro charges $40 a pop no Medicare rebate, but actually, I think back now, that Chiro was in Melbourne, as it was the advice of my then flatmate, who I was not too keen on, and in the end, booted him out, but, before, he heard about my sore back and suggested I see a chiro. Now, I am not sure how I found the chiro that I visited in Melbourne, I cannot even recall where it was, or what he looked like, all I remember is he fixed it in 2 minutes, then that was it, fixed, no more visits necessary – he was truly the most competent Chiro I have ever encounted (and more important, not greedy, wanting repeat customers). Reasonable cost, (not like 2022, quote for chiro at Mackay, $300 for first visit – as if) btw, after that Chyro in Melbourne, every time I got a sore back after that I went to the Gunnedah Chyro, Shane Riordon, and later when a Gin Gin Dr asked him of my back problems, Shane Riordon said yes I did go and see him for back problems, “she seems to think that it helps” that those were his exact words! But it was my pool that I invested in at Rangari to strengthen the muscles so the disc would not slip out again, was the definitive ‘fixer’ for my back. I did try to see a physio, but (really true) she (middle age wife) refused to see me because I was not a young good-looking footballer. Gunnedah hospital. {and if I had of ‘laid flat’ at the time my disc slipped, it would have slipped back in, and after 20minutes, I would have been able to get up as if nothing happened instead of go through months of pain – nobody tells you these things.} Monumental incompetence in Gunnedah health workers. I literally could not walk for months, which could have been rectified. Oh, and in that time in Melbourne, when I had a sore back (but was able to move around by then), I seemed to have that same stupid short blonde girl harassing me implying that I actually didn’t have a sore back at all, that I was making it up. Stupid dog. {I believe this is the SAME STUPID CUNT BIMBO DOG, who is still telling people contradictions to what I say, like at the Sarina clinic and Dr pal in Jan 2023. This not acknowledging symptoms maybe there are being manipulated by dogs from the ABC tv? In cahoots! {fuck off you stupid little dog}. And I’m going to write this bit again, because it is missing; it’s about when I was at RMIT, I heard about the other campus on the other side of town, had a Chiro clinic for university students. Anyone could go there for a cheap treatment. (This was before I went to the good one). So off I went to this campus clinic, and OMG, I can’t begin to tell you about the stupidity of the women involved in this clinic - they were all women, and they had literally NO IDEA what they were doing. There is not a chance in hell I would ever see a female chiropractor from that moment on. It was total Stupidity Bimbo Incompetence, absolutely shameful of RMIT producing these stupid silly twits. So, I think the stupid short girl with blonde hair, and possibly Cathy Goldman (stupid dog from NEGS who was obsessed with me), may have sabotaged that appointment? I’m not sure, I just remember it quite well. So bad. Also, when I was in Melbourne attending RMIT, they were introducing new occupational health and safety rules, it was a big thing at the time, mainly because they picked out a Nazi type women to try and enforce all these new rules. It was summer, and I was forced to wear shoes and socks, fully enclosed footwear. And as a result of hot and sweaty feet all day, I developed this big toe nail fungus type problem. 20 years later as I am writing this, it’s still there - fairly persistent! I can briefly fix it by using tea tree oil, but I find it just comes back later, and also once I attended a homeopath for something else, and instead of curing that, she cured my toe fungus - only it did come back later too. So, it doesn’t really cause any problems it just looks like calcium coming through on my big toe nail, in fact I’m not even entirely sure it is a fungus, maybe its homeopath side effect? But I’m content to just leave it as there is no pain or pus. However, the fungus definatly came back some years late in 2026, this is time when I am mostly bare feet in the bushy subtropics, my feet generally often had dirt on them, so it may be another fungus rather than same one. It looks like a yellowing along either side of big toe, and this time both big toes have it, rather than before it was only my left one. According to google search today: Home Remedies: Soaking feet in vinegar and water, or applying tea tree oil may help mild cases. So, I think I will start doing vinegar Epsom salt foot baths and try tea tree. I got a virus at a nursing home, when I was forced to work there from Centrelink (dog bimbos, another story, deliberate sickness, I believe) I had many symptoms after that virus, and I went to the doctor and he actually didn’t believe that I still had all the symptoms, as it was two years later, but anyway he went ahead with my tests and it was confirmed I had glandular fever definitely, and maybe pneumonia, he could diagnose glandular fever because there are antibodies in the blood if you have had Glandular Fever, and I have not had glandular fever before, in fact I’ve never been sick as a child) I would like to mention, when I was talking to Dr Gittoes, about all the symptoms, I told him that I don’t drink or take drugs, and then this ‘doggirl’ barged into the office, (I told you – everywhere I go) and she just kind of stood there laughing at me, it was very odd, and the Dr and I kind of just ignored her, he later told me that one, steals his supply of Asma puffers. It later got me thinking, why did this little dog do that, did she think I was a drug addicted drunk? The bimbo nature of women never ceases to amaze! I don’t drink and I don’t use drugs. I never have aside from when I was 18 and got drunk (I glide) and I tried pot, I didn’t like it. I know this is a hard concept for Australian culture to grasp, but I don’t drink or do drugs. I will tell you one thing though, after my orchard was established, I had an abundance of stone fruit, and I put all of the leftovers in a pot outside, and I noticed that they fermented in the hot sun, so then I thought maybe I might try making some apricot schnapps, because I tried some of this when I was younger with my parents at a fancy restaurant, thought it was quite nice. So, after many trials, I actually gave up on the idea because, you have to buy an expensive Still, but I found if you soak apricots in vodka for a few weeks it was pretty much the same thing, and that’s quite nice having occasionally. Of course, my garden along with my orchard were stolen from me, so I can’t do that anymore anyway (I tried it with some dried apricots, that’s pretty good too) I miss my stone fruit, and curse the dogs who stole it from me. But also I have a damaged throat (hydrochloric acid burn from cleaning), I feel I should no longer have my schnapps, as it may burn more, or leave a ‘bad cell’. I have talked elsewhere about my burnt throat, I guess I should put it here too, even though I did not go to the Dr after it happened, and it may be out of order, timewise: In 2006 while I was living back at dads, my previous landlord, the Culls, suggested I should speak to the knappman‘s, as they had an unoccupied house on their farm. The Culls were friends with them, they lived nearby {I guess the high school teaching network, thought it may be best if I was NOT living with dad! Lol}. So, I did, I didn’t know the knappman‘s at all but my little brother knew the son. I would say because I was a friend of the Culls and had lived on their farm for 4 years, they gave me the house straight away, good price. I’ve talked about that house. It’s a very nice house. Part of the deal before I moved there, was if I clean the whole house, including the external bathroom, then she’ll give me one month free rent. So, I being young and healthy still, thought this was a great offer, and took it up. little did I know what would result because of it. Julie knappman specifically wanted me to clean the external bathroom, the external bathroom was a mess. It had never been cleaned, and they used bore water in it, instead of tank. So, there was a layer of thick calcium buildup everywhere, she said ‘the only way you’re going be able to clean it is if you use hydrochloric acid, and here you go’ – she handed me a big bottle.So, I put on all my protective gear: long thick gloves and long sleeve shirt, thinking I was totally organised, and got to work cleaning. It took ages, and heaps of acid. Now, on that day, there was no wind, and usually at this place it’s windy. {In fact, they could put a one of those power electric windmills to make electricity, no need for solar at that place, wind is the go} anyway, I didn’t really think much of it except noted it, as it was a bit stuffy in the bathroom, I had to close the door for some it. Finally, I got it perfect and clean. But then afterwards I had a bit of a sore throat, and then the following week, I had a mega sore throat, and I realised with hydrochloric acid, not only can’t you touch it, but you cannot breathe it. I should’ve been wearing a mask. I did not know that, and as a result, I had badly burnt my throat. No wind. I was just breathing all of those fumes in as if there was no tomorrow. (Someone later told me you can touch hydrochloric acid, nothing bad will happen, the problem is ALL breathing). Great, just great. So, this was the worst thing that I’ve ever done, because extreme damage has a resulted in the burning my throat, not only then, but still today, I have problems, because apparently, the first port of call for the immune system is in the throat. So, without that immune working properly, you’re susceptible to bacteria and viruses. Which I later on go to talk about extensively on my Blog as I started to get sick, and had never been sick before. (Especially at the Nursing home – many bugs there, mothers, kids bugs too.) Some years later I went to the Dr about it as I was just never the same healthy self, but he said there is no illness you could have got 3-4yrs ago, and still have. What did he know! So today for instance (update bit), 2026, 20 years later, I have been coughing lately. According to wiki it's a response from mould in the air or other airborne particles or a reaction to cold breeze. I have mentioned I have an allergy to cold weather, but I have just discovered (after doing YouTube research) and a “huff cough” exercise, titled ‘how to get rid of excess mucus’, which I almost didn't do because I didn't think mucus was the problem, as I didn't seem to have an excess mucus, or phlegm. Dry cough. Dry annoying cough. But I did the exercise and lo and behold there is mucus. So, more research, and this is a common thing if you burn your throat; damaged cilia. Cilla is the little throat hairs that push the phlegm up and away of your chest lungs. However, I really start coughing only when there's mould or bacteria like now in the extreme humidity or in an air-conditioned room / dirty Aircon filters. Also, I read, cilia captures bacteria and virus, as part of the immune strategy. Just by the by, when I saw Dr Armstrong re my sore boob. I mentioned to her about my damaged throat from hydrochloric acid, and she said, ‘even if I came to her immediately after it happened, as a Dr, she wouldn't be sure what to do about it - she didn't think anything could be done about it medically speaking. Although I am thinking, now, drinking fresh aloe vera would have significantly helped. That’s just one thing that comes to my mind, but I didn't know about aloe vera back then, and it makes sense that she wouldn't know about it either as she doesn't have any botanical knowledge, just pharmaceutical. (!) mmm Coughing is a bloody nuisance. And so; stupid infuriating dogs who keep accusing me of being a cigarette yielding drunk on drugs – this cough is not from smoking. See, if you read my “how to quit smoking” story – “willed” – they are trying to will sickness from inaccuracies. I don’t know who told me, but it was implied that I was given this sore throat deliberately. It could have been the “Christians” {group of people who are Christian, and they seek ‘Gods work’, so they try to see HIM in everyday life, see Gods plan – so they go around looking for unexplained or miraculous situations (!) – they sound like crazy house wife types!! Lol. Uneducated and operating on myth…..So, they reckon, some entity came round to do it deliberately, cause this weakness, as I had none and they wanted to see a weakness. Not sure if true, could be, could not be. Sounds very human, like mental health care people or Scientology people trying to tell other people they have problems. Oh, my Scientology story has been stolen!! Lol!! bloody hell, another one to do again. To cut a long story short – its a money making scam. Part of the pharmaceutical umbrella. I have just relocated, and again, I need to repeat I don’t drink ever, and never really have. There are some nasty evil women who spread rumours I am a drunk (drunk ones themselves) – this is a result of their bitchy behaviour; I was interested in purchasing one of those Electronic Bug & Hidden Camera Detector, as I'm pretty sure someone has put some sort of bug in my kitchen or just outside my kitchen or who knows, maybe they come and go? Because for the past few nights at 3:30 am it goes off, it seems to be able to make strange sounds as well as voice sounds, this is not an uncommon thing that people do as a form of harassment, along the same lines as how some truckdrivers harass people by driving out outside their house 50 million times. I had a look but I couldn't find anything so that's why I wanted one of those electronic bug and hidden camera detectors, only when I looked into it there about $400, so I'm thinking maybe someone's got one that I can lend? - It also makes like a bang click noise, almost like a mouse trap going off, it would be designed specifically to wake people up. Again, deluded (stupid and manipulated) people, thinking they’re helping. Anyway, so, I found this Dr, Dr Gittoes really clueless and uninformed about virus’s and the symptoms - the ongoing symptoms that is, basically the total change in my body that happened after catching this virus, and actually I can’t believe how completely incompetent doctors are when it comes to virus’s. So many different side-effects, and diseases are caused from viruses. (I believe in January 2020, the Australian government caught on to the virus situation, and there were huge worldwide actions in place trying to combat virus.). BTW the receptionist bimbos there, at the Barber Street clinic in Gunnedah, pickpocketed my snacknuts out of my bag when I was standing at the counter, with my Medicare card. That reminds me there was an incident at the Elgin Street clinic in Gunnedah, it was ages ago now, I can’t remember what I was there for, but it was so bad. I think I ended up leaving and not worrying about the issue, it wasn’t worth it. Bimbo receptionist. There’s also a really bad one in Chatswood and one in North Sydney, they’ve both closedowns. (Worth mentioning some ‘prick’ Drs will prescribe the more expensive medication, when the same thing is available on the PBS list) You know it’s really not that hard to do the right thing by people, I find it extraordinary how people‘s main aim is to be rude, disrespectful and discredit someone, and to fight, it is like their priority and first instinct. They are so completely wrong, you’d think their priorities would be to treat the customer with respectful, so they get repeat customers, but no! Australians are the opposite really, of what they should be. The older I get the more I can see how backwards people in this country are. It’s embarrassing. There was an Indian doctor at Gunnedah rural health clinic who I saw about my sore elbow, (btw, this was brought on by ‘knitting furiously’ when the pool guy did not deliver my pool after I had paid for it at the beginning of summer, so all summer long, sitting on the couch, extremely angry with that male chauvinist – John Kozur, and as a result of all that fast paced knitting, I developed ‘over use syndrome’, possibly arthritis, in my elbows, but, it gets worse, at the end of that summer and after 3 tribunal hearings later, when I finally had completed my 25m lap pool, because of elbow problems, I could no longer do freestyle! You can’t imagine how much more furious I was then, but I did manage to come up with a whole heap of other ways to get fit and have fun in the pool, so I didn’t regret building it. I loved it – highly recommend a lap pool for health. I should mention, it was not just the elbow that had a problem I guess, my whole arms seemed to be suffering from “being spent” – not sure if there is a medical term, I did not even speak to the Dr about my sore arms, but I noted some years later, after I had moved from the farm, and had a total break from doing anything too strenuous (no more pool construction or chainsawing or relocation), so like 2 yrs break, then my arms suddenly got better, they were no longer sore. I noted if I did anything more strenuous, like lift a box, or do freestyle in the ocean – the pain would return. I use diluted Pepper oil on them – this worked a treat. I tried to google this arm pain, the only thing I read about was “overuse syndrome” which sounds right, but still not sure that is a medical term – like I don’t think any Dr would sign a medical certificate for Centrelink saying I had “overuse syndrome” ! I recall some years ago, mum said she got RSI, and just from driving around - but it’s not like mum used to hoon around like I see those hoons do, not a heavy driver at all, far from it. And dad had arthritis in his knees, probably elsewhere too. Anyway, this Indian Dr, diagnosed my elbow problem straight away (olecranon bursa – due to repetitive strain), so that was a miracle, plus it was bulk billing, it was only the Bimbo receptionist I had to deal with. (I really can’t explain just how much a problem Bimbo receptionists are) Also I went to him another time re puffy eyes I got from eating Woolworths Corn Beef, but he had no idea, but had me do blood tests- there is a Laverty Pathology in the clinic, Anne, the pathologists, stabbed me with the needle and muttered incoherence (stupid dog Anne WAKE UP) Later I went back to that clinic for a prescription repeat, and saw a female Indian Dr Nadia, (btw, I find this is a TACTIC by receptionists, they do not ‘allow’ me to see SAME Doctor. EVERY Dr’s office has been the same– this is worth mentioning, as it is important to see the same Dr, they get to know you and your history, and they can vouch for you when the dogs try to discredit you, which they do. So, anyway, this Dr Nadia (who I had never seen before, ever), was absolutely hopeless, not only did she fail to give me that repeat, she went off on a tangent (actually it was like she was zombie possessed) and gave me prescription for antidepressants, when I never once told her that I was depressed, in fact it was her that told me that she couldn’t sleep at night, and never has, and she seemed very jealous of my excellent 7hr ‘sleep history’ - I strongly suspect she was actually depressed and she is a messed-up Doctor who shouldn’t be a doctor at all. The bimbo receptionist was there, and I strongly suspect the dogs were there working their evil on this doctor. One of them was laughing at me as I left the building to my car – it was a deliberate fake evil witch type of laugh. Quite a common thing I hear, and often from bimbos on telly too – like there is a deliberate plan of bitches, to try to falsely label me with “mental problems”. That Dr is clueless about that fact, because nobody talks about it- she probably doesn’t even know that mothers can talk to their unborn babies either; they can tell it to be careful of the umbilical cord when it’s time, to not to get it caught around its neck. Just a simple little thought that the mother can have been the difference between life and death (or at least the difference between a C-section and natural way out these days). Given especially this particular situation, I really can’t believe how stupid Sharon Morgan is, and those health professional at Bundaberg, FUCKING MORON BIMBOS, who are clueless about the reality of the situation. I just can’t believe they were “allowed” to forcefully take a completely healthy person, me, and accuse me of being crazy, and lock me up for 'tests' over 7 days, especially when it is such an obvious set up . It’s like times have not changed at all from the Witches of Salem, when jealous bitchy girls accused women who they don’t like of being a witch, so they would be burned at the stake. It is exactly the same, only now, its credibility that is being burnt, as there are MANY people, especially the stupid police, who think anyone who has ever even been to a ‘shrink’, are total liars and ‘can’t see right’. There have been no attempts of any type of apology or admission of guilt , from any of those stupid evil bimbos in Gunnedah or Bundaberg. And female Dr’s – so bloody hopeless. Just say no. Jealousy - such a problem for them. Seeking treatment for a little wart on my hand, 3/12/2015, I consulted with Nature care college at St Leonard’s Homeopathic college. After taking the advised Homoeopathic medicine { Rhus tox 30 to be taken twice daily} by the student physician and supervisor. No change. { I contacted the clinic and told them it didn’t work at all, 7 April 2016, I thought I was polite and respectful, but the big egos at this clinic, I guess the supervisor, Dr Ken instead said I should take a different remedy: Dulcamara 30., which I did, resulting in Hives, Drop Face / Palsy, AND MAJOR Heart palpitations and later a giant Planter Wart on my left foot. (Basically, a mini stroke, the ambulance was called). I still have the Dropface on my right side today - this clinic is a total scam and should be shut down, actually they should be sued. (The little wart on my hand turned out to be a result of rubbing left over lip balm on my wrist – my bad! – although, the plantar wart may have been caused by the Rhus tox 30 - and to be taken twice daily is way too much in my opinion, these medications are often once off only – how could they not know that?). and later I looked up Rhus toxicodendron (poison ivy): is a homeopathic remedy derived from the poisonous plant, used to treat conditions involving intense itching, skin rashes/blisters, arthritis, joint stiffness, and restlessness. OMG Dulcamara btw, the homeopathic medicine is NOT a medicine, it is poison, it is from a plant: Solanum dulcamara - Bittersweet Nightshade, which is highly toxic, it causes nerve damage, hallucinations, heart palpitations then death. Any homeopath who uses it, is completely stupid, and you should walk away -too bad I did not look this up before I took it- not that they had all the good information available online back then like they do now. {before they knew, the Victorians used to use it as a recreational drug, but since so many people died, they eventually stopped using it!} And, I did try to sue the St Leanards clininc, but was advised by Shine Lawyers “there's not enough damage, so its not worth our time”. 👎 Btw, while I was waiting for the medication to arrive in the mail, (Dulcamara 30.) I happen to watch a show on SBS called Insight, occasionally I watched it; pretty much a forum of people who talk about their experience with certain life issues, it can be interesting. Anyway on this particular day they had a group talking about exactly this homeopathic medication, exactly Dulcamara 30. They showed a few people who had taken it, they said what happens is you get hives. It was like a forewarning for me, and I should've listened to them, because indeed I did get hives. I can't remember if they mentioned the Dropface/ Dropmouth, and heart problems - perhaps if they had of focused more on the heart and the dropface side of things I might have paid attention, but I wasn't really familiar with hives, at that point in my life. Not to undermine what they tried to do here in this situation. Due to the hives, and the fact that little bimbo girls think it's funny to see someone break out in an extreme itchy red rash, I think it was given as ‘revenge’ for saying the other did not work. However, the way homeopathy works, it can bring on the same very symptoms that are trying to be cured - so who knows, maybe they actually saved me from having a stroke? You know, it wouldn't surprise me if it was just a coincidence, and their active nastiness, turned out to have major hidden positive side affects - sometimes life can work like that! Then as my life was going pretty well (despite virus problems which they can’t do anything about anyway, except social distancing. And of course the general thieving and disrespect from the general community I was living in) I am of the firm believe that some jealous evil person, set out to handicapped me, they did it with workboots – a slight hole was placed in the centre of the sole, so if you wear them for 12 months your foot will collapse, it’s called Collapsed Arch, or plantar fasciitis, I was completely unaware of this problem and I thought the pain was just from the prickles and burs from walking around the paddocks in summer with flimsy shoes, also a knitting needle went into my foot, and prune thorn went through my shoe into my foot, amongst other things. At the time it was really weird, as to why I was having so many problems with my left foot. Eventually I went to the Doctor, Dr Gittoes who failed to diagnose the problem, but gave my foot an ultrasound (what the ?) I went another two years waiting for my foot to heal (still unaware and wearing the same boots), in that time I went through a terrible situation in my life, I had to move several times, I had been outcast from my community (for writing about exactly what happens and using real names). And I still didn't even really know at that point that I had a major foot problem caused by my shoes that I was still wearing. So, I also had what I thought was a back problem, and I went to see the doctor at Gin Gin, Dr Abass and he sent me to Bundaberg to have an x-ray, so no diagnosis, but I told him that the Chyro usually helps my back pain, so he put me on a care plan so I could go and see the Chyro. (I'm later updating this and I've since learned, 5 yrs later in 2025, that my back pain which I thought was my back, my spine, was not my spine, it's the fascia from my scoliosis(!) who knew!! I have a c curve, and the fascia has been stretching and contorting my back muscles in a painful way, and suddenly then as I believe it as ‘set off’ because I've had to move so many times on my own doing all the muscle work. So I guess Dr Abass just didn't know about fascia or couldn't see any contortions or twists (?) I know in 2025 I can literally see a huge big twist in my back, but come to think of it, Dr Abass didn't even look at my back. And he didn't even look at my foot either. {Just as a weird sidebar: Whenever I think about this situation, or write about it, update my blog, I have people who do signs saying that “they stole from me”, so I'm not entirely sure what they stole, or who exactly, (must be the dogs), but it must be related to my back? Maybe they stole my back x-ray? or my care plan?? Who knows, but I definitely didn't receive any medical attention in relation to my scoliosis at any point in my life – not until later in 2025 when watching youtube did I even learn about it enough to start stretches, and I still am noy quite sure I have ‘hit the nail on the head’}. So, at my 2nd Chyro visit, (chiropractor, Dr Mohammed) about my sore back (no more pool) while I was there, I thought I should ask him about my foot, he took one quick look and straight away diagnosed it as Collapsed Arch, and said to check my boots, which I did and of course I could see the problem (there was a hole the size of a 20c coin in the left one – deliberate, I suspect, as I heard them wanting to handicap me – I dismissed it at the time) So, I threw them out, finally. I was told it would take 12 months to heal. 12 months has been and gone and I can feel that it’s better than before, not as floppy, but it’s still very painful. I can’t walk still or do any exercise or gardening that I’d like to do, my butt is getting huge and I predict it will take another 12 months to heal fully. By the way this was not a negligent part on my behalf, I mean perhaps after that initial doctors visit I could’ve visited a whole series of other doctors to get a second opinion, but I really believed it was just from those things that I mentioned, and it was slow to heal, anyway because of this ongoing foot problem, and I had written about it on Facebook, - a story called “Could You All Please Prey For My Foot” -I believe there were certain members in the community of Agnes Water/Miriam Vale/Colosseum and Bundaberg (complete stupid bimbo people) who thought it wasn’t healed as I wasn’t looking after myself and I hadn’t been to the doctors, and so I must be crazy. There are Dr/Nurse predators on Facebook who look for ‘victims’ to play their ‘cat and mouse‘ games with. It was an ‘accumulation of thought like this, that contributed to the dogs then locking me up for seven days at Bundaberg Metal Health ward – prison (full on guarded prison), to see if I was ‘crazy’. Curse those people to death and I hope they get cancer and die (what a total bully 101 experience – all those Dr’s and nurses involved are guilty and should be shut down). Apology not accepted. {BTW, I know there are many other people working to expose the Mental Health Industry as an ignorant bully scam, actually, there is a train of thought as to why I was plucked out of thin air to experience what happens to people, so I could ‘dob’ those mental health workers in, so to speak} Okay so after the foot diagnosis there’s a whole heap more problems, they said I could go on a care plan and a care plan basically means that the government will pay for five visits to either a specialists (it’s called Chronic disease management plan ). In theory that’s what’s meant to happen but that’s not what happens at all, both the physio and the Chyro charge an initial fee of $70 / $40, you get $15 back from physio and none from the Chyro, but then in my case the Chyro charged this fee twice (because he’s greedy) and the physio also charged me twice because she said the nurse at Gin Gin hospital, Nurse Annette, who made my care plan, made a mistake (BTW, when I was seeing that nurse at the Gin Gin hospital, I was harassed by at least 4 short female dogs (they’re often short, I call them short and stupid now) who were harassing me from the next room down, they also followed me after I left the hospital and when I was parked outside the nearby hardware shop, they broke into my car and stolen the forms that the nurse had just given me DOGS, this is typical stupid female dog behaviour – most women have no idea how stupid they are) And, again, at that hospital, there is a travelling physio that comes every so often that bulk bills, I was meant to see that one there, part of my care plan, but when I called them, the bimbo girl said they didn’t have any available appointment for 3 months. So, I had to travel to Bundaberg. This is very typical, those dogs favour their friends, and don’t give appointments to women they do not know or like. That girl was just being difficult, I’m certain she would’ve had appointments available, but she was carrying on like a dog; because I really wanted appointment and so she was doing the opposite, so NO, you can’t have one - it’s typical stupid dog behaviour. I can sense it a mile off. Stupid female dogs. WHAT THE HELL? WAKE UP WOMEN, YOU’RE EMBARRASSING. I must mention the first time I saw the Dr there, no problems (wow), although it is really up the nurse and receptionists to decide about my care Plan, the Dr has nothing to do with it except sign the paper work at the end. I am pretty sure it is NOT meant to be this way. Also, later when I tried to make a 2nd appointment with that Dr, again the receptionists said again, no you can’t see him, how about a nice intern? At this point, since I had been ‘abducted’ against my will by the dogs for 7 days, I knew then the importance of having the same Dr. So, I insisted I see that particular once again, first time I had insisted such a thing, they came up with all sorts of excuses, “he is out of the country, he is being detained, he is on holiday, he is on holiday again, we made a mistake with our appointments”, and anyway, 3 mnths it took, but I was finally able to see the same Dr twice! (This is really typical, all receptionists do it, I am never ‘allowed’ to see the same Dr twice - weirdos) And by the way it actually can’t be proved that you have a collapsed arch, you can only visibly see it when it’s at the extreme worst, and your foot’s all floppy, but as it heals, it no longer is so floppy, so you can’t see the pain, unless it is hot, and the inflammation is quite visible (your skin bulges). I saw my foot when it was at the flop stage, flop flop, and boy, I wish I had of videoed it, because I have not actually seen any videos of anything quite similar, when I scoured YouTube, even though there are quite some bad cases of collapsed arch – there are different types of Collapsed Arch. I didn’t see anything that resembled what my foot looked like. And so, because it can’t be proved, aside from the initial siting, which if the doctor didn’t see it, as in my case, then he would be fairly clueless. But going to work every day, would be unbearable – you really cannot walk at all, there has to be no pressure put on that foot, even getting up to go the loo, should be avoided! so it is unbearable having a collapsed arch. Because, what happens, you can walk around with only a little pain, but that activity makes it not heel, and if you keep going, pretty soon, you will see flop flop again, as your foot goes back to square 1. I’m pretty sure if they paid a podiatrist to find out the truth, they could get it if they really tried. So, I feel there’s really no excuses; exemptions should be given for people who have collapsed arch, and a disability pension applied (a disability is more than unemployment) I want to add, my case was pretty bad, and apparently a typical collapsed arch would only take 12 months to heal, but mine has been over 4 years and it still hasn’t healed, and it may be permanent, if you read my photo story about it, you will see why, I did serious damage to it. Plus, I had to move 5 times with a collapsed arch. And, I think there is another particular issue that you can see here: some people have a problem (a ‘problem’ being an understated word) with old people and UNEMPLOYED people receiving FREE medical treatment, (including dentistry) but that’s the way it is. That’s the way the government has decided it should be, it has been this way ever since I started paying attention at age 18, 30yrs ago, and they have set ‘X’ amount of money aside, ready for those people when they’re in need. And btw, most of my medical issues that I have had to go to a Dr about, have been injuries brought on by other people anyway. I believe they’re trying to do something about the attitude towards excluding people for medical treatment, in Australia. EVERYBODY is legible for Medicare rebates and if you have a Health Care Card, ALL medical appointments are FREE if you go to a bulk billing clinic. (Except for physio, Chyro, and massage -which I am trying to campaign them to include in ‘medical world’. The fact that they don’t, especially, include Chyro is ridiculous, in my experience Chyros are much better at perceiving the physical body than a GP doctor. BTW, this attitude adjustment should’ve been brought about 30 years. PLUS, often specialists are required for diagnosis, if a GP can’t do it, and this isn’t even factored in at all. This was the problem about my foot, the GP couldn’t diagnose it, and so it went undiagnosed for 2yrs, and became a major problem, and now is possibly not going to heal ever, just because of the incompetence of the GP. That GP should have immediately referred me to a specialist, and the specialist should’ve been included in my bulk billing appointment. This is a total inadequacy, an adequacy on behalf of the Australian government. IT MIGHT HAVE HEALED BY NOW IF DIAGONIZED AND WORKBOOTS WERE REPLACED. Curse the gov. And so, the government pretends to pay for everything, but in reality, don’t. A physio and Chiro help, but they don’t cure my Plantar fasciitis at all, it’s just a matter of time and immobility, and probably massage from a gentle ‘alternative’ type person would help. I just found out, as I’ve had chronic pain for five years now from this infliction, and I am unable to walk properly or do exercise, I am entitled to disability payment, that’s what it says on the disability Centrelink website. And disability payment is $300/fortnight more than my income now. So, it will be well worth my effort to apply for disability. So, I did, but because of the ways that it was diagnosed; A Chyro - chiropractor diagnosed it, Dr Mohammed - just at the end of a back session, I just said to him would you please take a look at my foot, it’s so sore. He took one look at it and said straightaway, you have got collapsed arch. So finally!! I had some sort of answer, I looked it up, read about it, I looked at my foot properly, and indeed, I could see indeed the arch had fully collapsed, it was all floppy. So, Centrelink refused my disability, because it hadn’t been diagnosed ‘properly’. Apparently, a chiropractor who diagnoses it, isn’t good enough, they don’t believe him, although that chiropractor Dr Mohammed from Bundaberg / Gin Gin, did refuse to put it in writing! So, then I had to go to all the problems of obtaining all my medical records back to 2018 when I went to the doctor about it initially. And it’s so happened as a part of my care plan, I went and saw a podiatrist, Paul Wang because due to all the limping I had to do on my bad foot, my other foot had some pain, pins and needles, and he diagnose that as “toe impingement”, and he could see the planta fasciitis on my left foot. But for some reason Paul Wang won’t put that in writing for me, apparently, he has left the clinic. Although his name is still listed at the podiatrist place in Bundaberg and because I later went to that place “advance foot care” and saw a different podiatrist, a young woman Taylor Tatarelli, who couldn’t see the planta fasciitis, and said the reason I was experiencing pain was because I was walking funny! And she wanted me to pay $600 for an orthopaedic! Plus, Paul Wang didn’t charge me at all, as per the Plan, and I shouldn’t have been charged by Taylor, but she charged $150, so not only are they stealing from me, but possible wrong fully diagnosing my foot! Also, I suspect Paul Wang actually does still work there, but he didn’t want to see me because he knows that I have Collapse Arch, and they didn’t want to put it in writing (all the dogs were there) Later that day I went to the Dr, Dr Enzo from the Moore Park Beach clinic - he could see that my left leg was in dire straits, from walking that day, but instead of letting Centrelink know that I plainly cannot walk on my foot, or my leg swells up, he did nothing – he is an idiot. The woman at the pathology lab says he works incahoots with Dr Abass – so both of them fucking arshole. (Dr Abass, when I went to him for proof that I had a Collapsed Arch, he said he couldn’t give it to me.) Yet another clueless GP. I will keep persisting with an appeal. Still denied – Centrelink CUNTS, July 2022 – still cannot walk for longer than 10 minutes and have foot pain. So, I want to further add to that appointment, because that swelling in my left leg and pain particularly around my knee lasted for a few days, but what I noticed that the pain extended right up my left side and into my left boob. So, the podiatrist who, just before was poking, prodding, and rubbing the ball of my foot, for what seems like at least 20 minutes in painful manner, also had me traipsing around on her walking electronic measuring pad - she did something to my foot which set something off on my left side. I TOLD YOU I CAN’T WALK ON MY FOOT. Or this is what happens. Dr Enzo had no idea what was wrong with it – NONE. I want to add, that bloody Dr, saw, blatantly that my knee was twice its normal size, I could not walk properly or bend it, yet, it felt like he completely ignored it, did not even look at it. He did arrange a scan though. Also, I have fluid and swelling in my whole left leg now, that extends into my left breast, and lymph nodes. And so, I went to Friendlies Hospital in Bundaberg, Sarah Atkinson the lymphoedema physio, and omg TOTAL FAKER. I know for a fact, that she has no idea where the lymph nodes are located around the ankle and calf, in fact she pretty much ‘stroked’ the opposite of where they are located. She is a fake doctor. If this does not demonstrate her incompetence, then it demonstrates her total lack of respect for me, and desire to do the opposite of what she should be doing. She also tried to talk me into spending $80 on a stocking, and said she would bulk bill me, but then DID not, charging my cc $80 she is a thief aswell. And I told you; all physio and chiro can be bulk billed. If they charge, they are being thieves. A reflexologist has more of a clue about lymph’s than she did. So, several months later, I’m still getting pain in my left boob plus it’s red. Maybe the podiatrist set off a pre-existing injury, as I was kicked in that boob several years ago which caused a big huge inflammation of the cysts, (which were removed), and that boob to, was also squashed brutally by a bitchy bimbo female lab technician at the Melbourne hospital during a scan. So possibly those two past injuries maybe the root of this new aggravation, or it could be something else like mould in my new unit? I am not sure; I’m going to have to make another doctor’s appointment to try and determine what the problem is. Oh, I did get the knee scan done, the girl doing it said there were no problmens in my sore knee, and a small one maybe in the other knee. Great. What a waste. I did end up with the medical report from that scan, which I did not read as I just took the girls word, but I later read it, it clearly states there is a problem in the other knee, right knee that was not swollen – “a Loculated fluid: Hoffa's fat pad right side. It may represent a ganglion”. So that really does not make any sense as then my right knee was ok. I mean the previous Dr in Gunnedah said I have knee pain due to arthritis; so I did have knee pain in both my knees from time to time like when I walk stairs or ride a bike. I then and still now sometimes go down stairs sideways, it feels more comfortable. {Anyway, I note my metatarsalgia is often caused from a lack of foot pad, so maybe its related?} I remember later back then I got a ganglion in my left wrist, I thought it had been from a magnetic bracelet.?? I still think it was. So, after trying to get an appointment in my new location, I eventually did, (no thanks to the local Lockwood Drs – more bimbo receptionists. {actually, later I tried to get a second app, and again, no luck, had to go to the hospital emergency outpatient unit, AGAIN, where I think I saw Emma Finylson, the thief. Just bloody useless. (And there are heaps of doctors here, with bimbo receptionists network who refuse to give me an appointment – I think they all must be all manipulated by that stupid blonde receptionists in Chatswood – the DOG NETWORK on text messaging.) Those receptionists seem NOT to realize just exactly what their job is; all they have to do is make the appointment, that’s it. They do not get to decide if the person actually needs to appointment or not – they are far too stupid to do that. So, I did make another appointment, a female, Dr Narelle Armstrong, she had no idea, so sent me for a breast ultrasound. The ultrasound guy said I had no lumps. However, 2 weeks later when I saw her again (I could not get in sooner – I suspect bimbo reception problem again, even though I had to go for a tick on my head, but still could not get in, and had to go to the emergency outpatient unit at the hospital. But Dr Armstrong said there was a lump in my other boob and I need a mammogram and biopsy at Mackay. But seriously – there is no lump in my other boob, I have checked and checked. I really think she made it up, just like how Abass sent me for a foot Xray and ultrasound – as they cannot see a collapsed arch from either, so it would be pointless doing. Anyway, I phoned the radiology all the way up in Mackay, and guess what, they want $70. So, this is what this is about - the money. The money and they fact that’s she does not know why I have sore lymph’s under my arm and on my right breast. So, she totally concocted some bullshit for her to power trip, so she would not feel bad at not knowing what the real problem is. She wanted me to drive all the way up to Mackay to have a boob syringed out only there was nothing to syringed out! THIS is the epitome of stupidity. I will not be going for a biopsy. Btw I did email her after they said they were going to charge me, and she emailed me back saying she has sorted it, and then one of the bimbo radiologist receptionists called me to say it would be bulk billed – so there you go, they can, and should have bulk billed ALL my appointments. The ones that charged me are greedy thieves, I am going to name them: Cody Amos, Taylor Tatarelli, Dr Mohamed Hussein, and Sarah Atkinson, all from Bundaberg. The physio in Sarina also charged me. I later found out that this whole lymph thing, is a “thing” with doctors. There has been no intelligence about the lymph system and lymph problems, aside from women who have had lymph nodes removed due to breast cancer. This is now, the only area where they think it’s of concern - they don’t acknowledge the fact that one, can have lymph problems at all. But they are starting to recognise it, as we have new forms of communications, like YouTube and Facebook. And you know how women like to talk! By the way, I remember back in 1999, when I moved onto a farm near Gunnedah, I first noticed I had lymph problems then, I didn’t know that that’s what it was at the time - I thought it was just some sort of weird sex thing, because it was such a relief when the lymph fluid was moved! So silly! But I suspect actually this is the reason why there’s not much information on it either - people are very prudish (which is another strange weird phenomena!). So, lymph problems are not a sexual problem but related to the “fascia” which is related to sex (!). Some Drs cannot talk about fascia because of this reason. Very unhealthy. I look at my situation back then, and the house I was living in wasn’t insulated/built well, so it was very hot in summer/cold in winter. I didn’t have much money, so I would’ve been eating properly, I was smoking, probably as a food substitute, but I was doing a lot of horse-riding, and I was fairly physically active and well then - although not as active as the prior 10 years, that I had been working on my feet all day long. So, it was one of those factors or maybe a combination of all of them to stir up trouble in my lymph system. Oh! not to mention my jodhpurs could’ve been too tight, or maybe I didn’t even have jodhpurs at that point, and I was wearing jeans, in which case, that would’ve caused problems I’m sure, having no stretch, so pulled tight over my leg muscles whilst riding. Actually, I specifically remember at that time, my legs would suffer greatly when it rained, like just before the rain event, my whole legs would ache - often it was one leg worse than the other, and the bigger the storm event, the greater the pain. When we had drought breaking floods that year, it was extremely painful. I specifically remember that day, because I had a guest, and I had to explain my pain to them. and now, I remember it started when I was living at Hornsby, just prior to moving to back to Gunnedah, in that cement building, that unit at Hornsby – it could be the cause? I don't really remember having any weather-related pain before then, but it might have occurred, as it's not something I would've really paid too much attention to unless it was quite severe, which it was at Gunnedah – Rowan Leigh – a massive storm event came through after a drought. In Hornsby I ended up purchasing some Chinese heat rub, which completely worked, as soon as I applied it, the pain would stop. I continued using it, but I think it was stolen when I moved back into dad's house before I moved to Rowan Leigh. Stupid dogs. So eventually this pain went away, I no longer experienced that tremendous leg pain with rain. I thought it was simply from gaining weight; weight resolved the problem, as I was quite skinny before, not much fat protecting my bones. But when I moved to Sarina, the weather seems to be adversely affecting me again. A slightly different manner, this time my whole body, back, especially seems to seize up in a cold weather, plus before a rain event. If it's a really severe drop in pressure, I almost feel sick with nauseous too. A little research on YouTube says it's because the weight in the air that forms when the pressure drops cause fluid in our bones to swell. One chiropractor I saw on YouTube says he thinks the weight with the drop-in pressure makes your fascia expand. So that could explain why my whole body would be aching.... Barometric Pressure pain. I wrote about the leg pain before - it was stolen, I had to rewrite it. Weird! I should do the 40km drive up to Mackay for a lymphatic drainage massage, but all the medical professionals that I’ve seen over the past 5 years have been big fat fakers, so have decided not to waste my money. {I have since discovered a reflexologists on YouTube, Dr Adam Thomas, and he instructs how to self-massage, well actually he shows other reflexologists how to, and so anyone can see how to – and you can do it yourself, as I tried it and – OMG, so affective, thankyou thankyou, and for free. And, just remembered, I did have some mild lymph pain before I saw that evil podiatrist, at first I remember it started with spa use – my spa, arms resting over the top, contacting some sort of bacterial infection? The next day my lid that sits on top where my arms went, turned black with mould. But then someone told me it may have been sewage being emptied nearby at MPB? Yuk, I am fairly sure it is spa? But then I did remember specifically after I did some freestyle when I first went to MPB, I HAD SORE LYMPHS, and I don’t think I had my spa back then, no, I did not. So maybe neither spa or sewage, but it’s just exercise?? Who knows. God, do they really empty sewage into the ocean? Backwards idiots. {I just reread my story “Telstra Antics re Lymph Problems”, I mention some woman I spoke to on the phone re my Lymphs – she may be the root cause of the podiatrists behaviour back at Bundaberg?} Sometimes I think Telstra muck up everybody's communication; they're so facetious and rude and disrespectful, and bitchy, to customers, so everybody's calls get rerouted or whatever, so no one can do proper business……. Btw, at the hospital when I had the infected tick treated, thieving dogs turned up while I was waiting (they sometimes wear pink clothes, same ones as at Gin Gin hospital who followed me and stole my Care Plan out of the car), they followed me to the Sarina chemist and tried to steal from me at the chemist (via PBS/non PBS prices - Sarina chemist are just as guilty as the dogs who manipulate them.) It’s a highly organised crime scam. By the way, when I complained about this to the health authorities, they got back to me and told me that “we’ll we won’t do anything about this, we will protect everyone who works at the hospitals and in the industry, over you, and will call you crazy if you call and make anymore complaints again” – well, they didn’t outrightly say that, they said it in a round about way, but that message was loud and clear. If I want to put a complaint in the future, then it has to be done anonymously. I’d say you can’t trust any woman who works in the health industry in Australia they’re all bloody dodgy. No ‘gay’ radar, a victim radar – we want money we want money we want money we want money we want money. Here is a good spot to mention, that female Dr, I felt, was in cahoots with quite a few other women, because I had women sniffing around me at that particular time - women who wear pink (hot pink – they seem to be related to raising money for fake breast cancer? They are evil and not ‘working for the good’ Olivia Newton John inspired little thieves) So, I felt like they were working in conjunction, to get me to go on this unnecessary trip up to the imaging Centre, about my boob. I felt like they wanted to treat me like a mouse, and play their “cat and mouse game” (they picked the wrong person). But I strongly suspect, and I have no proof of this, but I strongly suspect there would have been “boob removal” in the name of breast cancer, when in fact it was just a bunch of bitchy girls playing “cat and mouse” games. You should never underestimate how evil women are. I find in society, most people do. I recommend 5 opinions before major surgery – GREED I want to mention, back at Dr Enzo who took my weight and height, said I was slightly overweight and I ought to lose some. I felt he was totally right. I have always been slim, but now after 5 yrs sore foot and no walking or anything, not so much, I look normal, and for me, that is overweight. I specifically mention this, as I have dogs on Netflix who try to manipulate ‘forced feeding’ – this is actually really easy to do in the image world, all you have to do is present a food image, and voilà the person watching is hungry. They do it normally as in, a pre written script, they also do it ‘live’, at a big expense. It is a form of abuse. There are people also who do signs, saying that “I am blind” and thus lose my things, rather than admit to bimbos stealing them. {Wrong, not blind} Also, there are people saying I have dementia, Alzheimer’s, rather than admit BLONDE bimbos stealing from me - {Wrong again, and fuck off you stupid sign dogs, stop doing disrespectful signs}. I did get scratched by my cat badly after a tragic incident involving my Builyan neighbours. I went to Agnes Water Discovery Coast Medical Centre, Dr Scanlan, who gave me antibiotics, (the right one) and then a Tetanus shot, - the Tetanus shot, caused 15 months of major arm pain, unable to lift arm up – and I had to relocate in that period – oh what a joy.) Tetanus is NOT necessary (antibiotics work just fine on all related medical situations, even for something deep and serious) and any Dr knows it. This guy is just a prick who needs to be sued, as does the greedy pharmaceutical people who entice Dr's to give them out still – money making scam. Apparently that Dr called me, he said it was the Dr who owned that clinic – he called 15mnths later , like a week after my arm stopped hurting finally, and I could now lift it up. {Not a coincidence}. And he said, it is the girl who decides about Tetanus – tell the girl, he implied it was the girls who insisted I have a Tetanus shot, but I remember Dr Scanlan asked the girls to administer a Tetanus. Later, in 2025, I learnt about Fascia, as it is the fascia causing problems in my back, and possibly foot. Anyway, I suspect the reason I could not lift up my arm after the shot for so long, was because the girl twisted my fascia somehow, with the needle – and possibly deliberatley?? I did not know fascia was a thing before, but, a nurse, probably did know about it, and it was a nurse who administered the shot. They are such cunts. Also, I think it was that Dr, who I spoke to about Mylanta, I have to take Mylanta for heartburn, like every day, sometimes 2 or 3 tablets, (from when I was 18-20, studying and living off tomatoes and bread), and I asked him if I should take other medication instead, he prescribed something, I tried it, but felt it was not as affective as Mylanta, plus there was a risk to my stomach, apparently it has side affects of ulcers. So I switched back to Mylanta. Btw, Mylanta is bicarb soda ($3.95/kg), plus sweetner so it is palatable; and Mylanta people are charging $14-$18 a packet for “bicarb” tablets!! Scam. Not sure why China has not produced a non generic brand!! Plus Mylanta people change the ingredients list on the packaging, without changing the product. Maybe it was Dr Abass who I spoke to about Mylanta? I want to mention, a lot of Dr’s, especially now, rather than when I was younger want to do blood tests. I feel this a scam, especially if I have not told the Dr, I was having any specific symptoms that would warrant a blood test – I feel it as a moneymaking scam for new pathology labs. Plus, Queensland Health offers “The Spectacle Supply Scheme”;1 pair of glasses to healthcare card holders every two years. But it turns out only if you pay them $35 for the eye scan. Scam. Also, I developed arthritis in my knee when I was about 42. This was diagnosed by DR Nasma Rahman at the Gunnedah Rural Health clinic in 2013, when I went to see her about a cyst in my boob. However, she or, should I say Stephanie Huntly, the document recorder, failed to say what type of arthritis, or write this up in my medical records – oh no, that’s not going to cause any problems. Stupid. Actually there were 3 names on my medical records, Stephanie Huntly, Katrina Nowland and Lisa Sutherland, it was not 100% clear which girl did what, it certainly was not made clear at my appointment that it was being recorded. And part of the report was cut off. Maybe the ‘recorder’ girl took notes from the Dr afterwards? Who knows how they do their ‘shit’ – but I am thinking all appointments should be camera and audio recorded. Plus, I personally believe, I have knee arthritis that is caused from old injuries. And the only type of injury that my knees have sustained is from when I was at school (NEGS), and I was forced to kneel on hardwood kneelers in church twice a week, it was extremely painful at the time, and it was a ‘thing’ that not only the referend, but the school principal and girls in the choir who did not have to kneel, enjoyed inflicting this pain on the other girls – they deserve cancer. Every time I stand up, I am in pain, I can no longer ride my bike or do other things, only 47 now. I wish to sue the school, but the 4 lawyers who bothered to get back to me, refused. Lawyers are trained monkees in this country. (I had NEGS girls (stupid ones) pursuing me my whole life trying to inflict pain on me due to those church services) I should mention I was thrown from a horse once and hurt my knee, this is why that knee is worse, I am pretty sure. Although information about this type of arthritis changes every time, I look it up on google. I was diagnosed with arthritis in my knees in 2013 by Dr Nazma Rahman at Gunnedah, I went to a local doctor here at Gin Gin to find out what type, he sent me to have an x-ray of my knees (?). Then he said I don’t have arthritis.. mmm all these years of imagined arthritis symptoms! – yeah right. He also said I would need an MRI scan to see arthritis or my plantar fasciitis, but that is too expensive and they do not bulk bill. {In Gunnedah they bulk billed me for brain MRI scan, same at Bundaberg – that’s 2 scans wasted, when they could have done my foot to see the collapsed arch, or my knee to see arthritis}. Oh, in 2023, I came across a medical form from Dr Abass I think, he mentioned on my care plan I had arthritis, and listed which type, but I can’t recall off the top of my head what type it was, and don’t ask what form, I have so many on file now! But it’s there somewhere, in black and white. And the Dr who said I did not have arthritis, also said he knows “one can have plantar fasciitis, without it being seen by eye or detected machine”. In 2022 the pain in my knees was significant enough for me to dismantle my futon bed, and raise it up, in order to avoid pain when I stood up every morning. In 2023 I raised it even more. This has been the best thing I have done to care for my knees plus stop bike riding. I often do not notice any sore knees now – so I am not sure if this is from arthritis, or the hoffas fat pad syndrome or what?? No one knows!! I’m getting old, I don’t like it!! I have a very old memory of when I was young, my 4yr old sister was taken to the emergency hospital at Tamworth for a BADLY broken leg, she was in a LOT of pain and I clearly remember the neglect we experienced at the hospital, waiting for hours and hours, and my sister screaming and crying the whole time. “We had to wait our turn in the queue”. SCREAMING hrs hrs…. Such bimbo lack of common-sense behaviour, I can’t believe it. GO AND GET THE DOCTOR. The lack of common sense in young women is scary. Actually, I believe that “waiting our turn” would have stemmed from no one being ‘allowed’ to be different or special; each person had to wait their turn. The more I think about this whole ‘special’ issue, the bigger the deal I realize it is. People especially in country areas, are really threatened by anyone who is perceived as special, nobody likes to think of anybody else more special than them - it’s a total ego bimbo concept. And, along the same lines as someone who boasts and skytes about how good they are at something; that person gets fully shunned from the group, or family, or school, or whatever the situation. I have seen it many times. This comes from a lack of pride, it’s a total tall poppy syndrome, and very common in rural Australia, which we need to evolve out of, because there are many special people. Although I heard after I wrote this it happens in the city too, to celebrities, young tv stars. “Oh, you think your special” punch! Stupid people suffer from this syndrome. But also with female hospital staff, their lack of common sense is due from “sleeping beauty” affect, which, is the governments fault, as there is a total unwillingness to ‘wake’ up young women, they like stupid bimbo women, the more stupid the better as far as A LOT of people are concerned, mainly men. It means no complaining about ALL the injustices going on in the world. See. You can't fix what you can't see. This was the main reason I was ban from FACEBOOK - let sleeping dogs lie. Another from mum - when my little brother was born, (4th born- always complications, really and truly I don’t know why mothers have more than two kids - they want to make things difficult for their offspring, so many medical problems always exist with more than 1 child. Anyway – my little brother, Tomas, when he was born, had something wrong with his ribs, I can’t quite remember the details, but it involved him throwing up, he could not keep down his milk. Mum took him to the doctors repeatedly, and the bimbo receptionist refused to give mum an appointment, she got to the point where she was an absolute wreck, because she knew that her little boy was going to die if he didn’t get some sort of medical assistance, so she really had to fight for him and get angry at the stupid bimbo receptionist in order for the doctor to see her child, and of course when they did, he was immediately flown down to Sydney for an operation, which saved his life. (Let me guess, STUPID DOGS DOING THE OPPOSITE – she really had to see a doctor so they said no, if she had of approached the receptionist: oh well, I might need an appointment, or I might not….”, then they would have made an appointment for her. Bloody STUPID female dogs. Also, from many yrs ago, when I was 10, the school I was about to attend required a medical check. The Dr at Gunnedah gave me one, I clearly remember he did a ‘squirm factor check’ – that is, to inflict pain for as long as it takes for the victim to squirm. I guess if the child does not squirm ever, there would be a problem, or possible future victim in the network of paedophiles. (Teach your child to ‘squirm’ when in pain or are uncomfortable) btw, I found in life, as a woman, this is one of the biggest things men do, to attack women, they enjoy making them feel uncomfortable – looking for that squirm factor. (Sidebar; You know, one that that really annoys me is parents and or Doctors who don’t tell their patient what’s wrong with them, they try to ‘protect’ the patient / child from devasting news – this IS SO WRONG I CAN’T BELIEVE IT people still do it and it is a part of ‘powertripping’ more so than having the patients/child’s best interest at heart. - not that I think Drs know about the virus correlation, but other health problems) Oh, and since I have no pool anymore for my back, (2023) sometimes I strain it, usually just 1 side, and I need to go to a Physio, but I can’t, it’s too expensive, some charge up to $200 for initial consult. And I cannot get a part medicare rebate for Physio either, like the people on a ‘health care plan' can, as my back only gets strained sometimes, it’s not a permanent thing. So I have to just lay in bed for 1-2 weeks until I can move again. Health care in Australia, what healthcare? And of course, I have to mention what a total scam the mental health industry is in this country, it’s a total moneymaking, job creation, female dominated area that is full of bullies/predators and cats who just want to play the Cat and Mouse game. It’s an area you should stay well away from-take matters into your own hands. (Including all medications for mental health - total money-making power tripping scam, in my experience, I find most nursing staff in a nursing home delusional about medication. Often people are there because they are in the process of dying, and there is no help that can be given, but a nurse has only the knowledge that they are there to help, so if they can’t help, then they can give them a tablet and feel then that they are helping. And this is also true in hospitals and mental units, where a person has been put there because they are scarring the pencil pushers, (often just for speaking the truth but in a loud ‘scary’ voice) so they are classed as someone with ‘mental health issues’, and thus must be put on medication. Just because they have a concern and speak in a raised voice! This is really a joke, and I can’t believe it has not come to light about the complete stupidity of this practice. That type of medication will do more harm than good. WAKE UP bims. Don’t get me started on the dentist visits either, there has been a whole string of bad ones. My main issue with dentists is doing work that doesn’t need to be done, they just want your money. (Plus, the teeth torture/NEGS time) All in all, it’s a good thing I’m a pretty healthy person, and had a fortunate childhood with healthy food and an intelligent mother who knew how to feed her kids, to make sure we were fit and healthy. Thankyou mum! 2024 - I need to update this, 2yrs later, I am now living in Sarina, and I STILL have a Collapsed Arch. 6 yrs. To cut a long story short, I have worked out I can heel it with cold, 3hrs cold treatment below the neck. (I write about it in detail on “Inflammation from collapsed Arch - What to do if you have a Collapsed Arch or Plantar fasciitis “ page 15). But now, so far, this treatment has been unavailable to me. And certainly, no Dr in Sarina, or Gin Gin, or Gunnedah, is aware of it. (!) BTW, having plantar fasciitis means that I can't really walk or do any exercise, because it just hurts and doesn't heal. You can't believe how much weight I've put on NOT being able to do any exercise for six years. So, every three months I have to go to the Dr, as I need a doctors medical certificate to give Centrelink. So that's what I've been doing, ($44 each time, what a waste of money), and then eventually Centrelink contacted me, and said “well we no longer believe you, you don't have a collapsed arch or you have to provide better proof, otherwise you now have to jump through our hoops” and went ahead and made an appointment with a ‘new’ jobs provider, after first cutting my pay, and harassing me by phone with multiple calls. (They said this, because if you are receiving medical certificates for more than 3 years, they put you on disability – but they do not want to put me on disability as it is considerably more money than unemployment’s. – They are screwing me (AGAIN). So if you have a medical certificate you don't have to jump through their cunt power tripping activity hoops. So I go back to the doctor and said that they didn't believe me and I need more proof! So then the doctor tells me, this whole time he's been giving me medical certificates for my back, and not my foot! Can you believe that! I’m thinking: You know, I have it in writing from you; COLLAPSED ARCH! What the fuck! –He said he will prescribe another ultrasound and xray (even though I already had done this. He also said I have a back problem which he will sort out (I never mentioned to him anything about my back (!) – he said my back problem is more significant than my foot problem! What the!! Now, I believe he said this, because, I mean, how would he know? No mention to him about my back EVER, (compared to my foot, my back, as far as I was concerned, was not a real problem, my foot was way more of a problem, as I COULD NOT WALK). But, they were doing a ‘thing’ in the medical world, about fascia - it's a new thing that they have discovered, which they thought before was kind of irrelevant, just the connective tissue holding muscle, but it turns out that you can have fascia problems. And someone in the medical world must have wondered why I was having back problems while I was at Gin Gin, looked into it, and made a discovery!! Yah for that person. I mean, I was and still am having problems; after doing laborious activities such as my gardening, I could not stand up properly. I thought it was from my long butt length hair, because when I wash it I am doing a repetitive brush to remove all the tangles, and it's quite hard work, I would exit the shower with a rapid heartbeat. But when I got my haircut in 2022, I found the problem didn't go away. So, Dr Eche, in 2025 told me, it's because of my scoliosis, the curve is bad enough to cause these movement problems related to the Fascia. (The Dr I saw at Gin Gin – no mention of the problem at all. NONE) I find it very strange, because I've gone my whole life without ever having any back problems, aside from sciatica from shovelling horse manure, and I don't believe that was because of the scoliosis, I believe that was from physical activity - actually even then, because at the time I got sciatica I was in my 30s, early 30s and still young, healthy, and fit. Looking back, I don't see any physical reason why I should've got put my back out - all I was doing was shovelling, and it wasn't like I was pushing myself for hours on end…. I have come to the conclusion the ‘real’ reason I got sciatica back then, was because of “childbirth” or should I say, lack of “childbirth” - you see, many woman have to go through it, this unbearable pain of giving birth. But, I don't have to! I can just blasé along life without experiencing that excruciating pain! Unfortunatly has penance for not giving birth, I instead was given the experience of sciatica – bummer. In 2001, I was heavily getting into creating my garden, and one day I was shovelling some horse manure out of the trailer that my sister (Penny) and I had just collected from the race track (not that my sister actually contributed to any of the work involved! she was the driver and the watcher!) So, all of a sudden when I was shovelling, my back kind of just went twinge, and was painful. I didn't understand what was happening and just kept shovelling till it was all done (whoops). The next day or maybe just a bit later, I suddenly couldn't walk (it may have been a week later after more gardening?? Ages ago now, 25 years ago) So I was in an extreme amount of pain, my whole right leg swelled up considerably (or was it left?). All I had was some Mersyndol that my aunt had given me for when I had my wisdom teeth removed (which looking back I probably shouldn't of had removed as they weren't causing me any problems), so I kept taking these tablets waiting for them to work, but after 10 tablets there was no difference, that pain medication was pointless (it was from 1991, so maybe expired?) I did not take them all at once, it was over about 12 hrs, waiting, waiting…..so, I wasn't sure what to do, it was more than typical pain and bruise that one encounters in day to day life. So, I called dad and dad said he would come out and take me to the hospital. Now it was the wee hours of the morning by then, (tired and ugly) {not angry, still young and sweetly spoken}, I told the Gunnedah hospital people I was in a lot of pain in my back, and I took Mersyndol for it, but that it didn't make any difference at all - and they completely ignored the fact that I was in pain, and thought (in retrospect, I can see they thought) that I'd overdosed myself, like committed suicide. (!) But I didn't know that this is what they thought, so what they did was give me some medication {which I thought would help with the pain}, but instead, it was one of those vomiting medications, and so I spent the next few hours vomiting every 15 minutes to the second. So, the pain in my back and leg was now topped with this having to get up every 15 minutes (I did not know they gave me this medication – if I had of known, I would have got a bloody bucket – how could they give me medication and not tell me what it was? What's wrong with those stupid nurses). But, I had not eaten anyway, it was repeated vomiting attempts, like dry retching I think it’s called, painful, very uncomfortable. Unbearable. Not to mention my back pain. Honestly looking back on it now, as someone who is not so young and sweetly spoken; I can't begin to describe how angry I am about this cruel stupidity on behalf of Gunnedah hospital. All of the people involved in this situation have major problems. What? do you always believe the gossips: How many times do I have to say it: NOT ON DRUGS and PERFECTLY MENTALLY HEALTHY – you stupid bimbos. (This may have something to do with my little sister? Apparently she told all her friends that I was on drugs, so the girls at that hospital must have herd the gossip and believed it? My little sister is a little shit). So, anyway, the following 3 mnths I could not walk, luckily the rental had wooden floorboards so I could just sit on my office chair and glide myself around. I couldn't even put my foot in my shoe; my leg was still huge. So, one of Penny’s friend eventually, casually, mentioned to me, just by chance one day, when penny was not there......, ‘that doctor I saw at the hospital was two days away from retirement, I should see someone else’ (Like, on my blog, I have mentioned the receptionists at the Dr’s in Gunnedah refused to give me Dr appointments, so I have to go to the emergency ward (they discriminate, it seems based on looks)). And I’m thinking, as if I was going to go back to those idiots. So, in those 3mnths I saved up a little money and went and saw a masseuse, I had 4 sessions, she kind of helped but not really, there's only so much a masseuse can do it with sciatica – not that she admitted as such, she was happy to take my money. I was still young and not aware I should have gone to a chiropractor. I didn't even know I had sciatica as it was never diagnosed. But eventually I could walk and it wasn't that painful anymore. I ended up leaving the farm and went down to Melbourne RMIT, when I was there I saw a chiropractor (not the ones at RMIT chiro school {I wrote a whole story about those female twits – probably from Gunnedah hospital}. So, this guy gave me an adjustment and it was kind of an instant relief. I was much better after that. So, at no point did anyone ever tell me I had sciatica. Eventually, years later just from hearing about what sciatica is, I realised “oh that's what I had”. I mean thank goodness we have YouTube now. The doctors, nurses and receptionists in Australia are 'stupids'. So, from time to time, I got a sore back, but then I got my lap pool and did my swimming and no more pain. And, more importantly I discovered that if you just lie down immediately; like if I put my back out in pain, and then lie down perfectly straight on flat surface, and just wait, about 15 minutes, the disc that slipped out will go back in, and all will be fine again, no pain down the leg, no swelling. I still maintain that this back issue was not related to scoliosis, but some people reckon scoliosis is from muscle weakness, and some people reckon sciatica is from muscle weakness too. But after all my gardening I would have quite substantial muscles in my back. They think apparently the muscles have to be strong enough to keep the discs in place. So, I'm not an expert but I know that there are people out there now thinking that that's not entirely true. They're still figuring it out as far as I can tell. Oh, and when I was doing my freestyle, following the black line down the pool, all of a sudden I felt ‘click, click’ and my back realigned itself. Swimming pool – essential for anyone with scoliosis and or sciatica. Btw, I reckon that Doctor who they told me was two days away from retirement, would've had nothing to do with the situation, it would've been all stupid little girls who believe gossipy rumours that I'm on drugs and have mental problems. I can't believe what a witch hunt this whole area is, and how stupid women are. I will never see a female doctor ever, they are useless, they have no common sense and are easily manipulated by each other - complete stupidity, well, nurses. And note the narcissism "you don't have anything wrong with your back, it's all in your head." Rack off Cate Cameron you thieving little narc bimbo. as I update this, I hope I don't repeat myself too As I read this, now in retrospect, I realise I will have to put in a complaint, even though it is 25 years later this is still completely unacceptable behaviour and they can't change if they don't even know what's going on, and so I did, (I noticed that they seem to have numerous departments you can complain to, and these departments seem to change on a weekly basis...). When I had to check the box 'what outcome do you want' I checked 'compensation'. Lol, as if these people are going to even admit what they did wrong, let alone compensate for it - why would they even offer that box?? But, I did get a response: “not enough evidence for an investigation and it happened too long ago”. Whatever. I complain here, it is way more effective than that gov department. Actually, a few years later, when I was at same hospital re facial nerve damage from homeopathic medication; I received the same form of discrimination by the nurses at reception (“no, nothing wrong here at all, all in your mind”) – even though there was a visible “drop face” on one side, still visible when I was there, – I could see that nurse looking at my photo of my mouth, on the day it happened when it was quite severe, and she was nodding her head as in oh yes, but then she was saying “oh no, not really anything wrong” – like she just did not want to deal with this issue, whether she did not know how, or just could be bothered, who knows? maybe they can’t do anything about that kind of nerve damage – not advanced enough?? Plus, she and her nurse friend got their male friend or acquaintance (male idiot) to steal something out of my car while I was there. They definatly need to be sued. Btw, when I was in year 10 at school, and having problems with girls throwing shoes at me during the night due to my snoring phase, I went to the school hospital and the nurse gave me nasal spray, I must’ve had a cold and had a blocked nose. I used it, I don’t think it made any difference to the snoring, but, what I noticed was soon enough my nose would not become unblocked unless I used the nasal spray. It was like my nose had become addicted to nasal spray! I had to slowly wean myself off, and I thought at the time, what a stupid nurse for giving such a product to me! So sorry to tell you bimbos; that’s the only addiction I have ever had!! Btw, I explained to my parents what was happening in regards to my snoring issue, my parents took me to the doctor, the doctor said I have to have my adenoids removed. I can't remember the details, but he seemed to think that I didn't need them and it was them causing my snoring. So I did have them removed. I wrote about it. So after that, no more snoring, until many years later when I put on considerable weight, which I believe has restricted my nasal and throat passageways thus causing snoring, but, I found if I get cold at night, I snore always, but if I wear a beanie protecting my head at night, I often don't snore. PLUS, I don't wake up during the night stressed, as in head stressed from cold. I find if I let my head get cold I get stressed, this was very obvious when I quit drinking coffee briefly trying to save money, because you're prone to headaches if you're stressed particulate in this time, and so if I kept myself warm with the heater on overnight, plus relaxed with Sleep Aid, no headache. It was very obvious my head was getting stressed from the cold (in winter here). I don't know if my adenoids have anything to do with the fact that I have lymph problems now in my 50s, or whether it's just a humid bacterial problem, now living in the subtropics? I saw on YouTube in regards to how the lymphatic system works, that the adenoids and tonsils is an area used for actively fighting pathogens from the lymph system. My lymphs are frequently turning black and presenting as lumps under my arms, black lumps. I can get rid of them through a process of massage, lymphatic massage and stretches, plus I've noticed the type of cleanser I use under my arms makes a difference - so if my lymph probs are simply related to sweat or when I was kicked in the boob by the 2yr old girl in my late 20’s? And, in 2026, Centrelink tells me I need to seek treatment for my scoliosis. So, I book into the physio with the governments ‘care plan’ (a part rebate, as physios are the most expensive specialist ever), and even though diesel has gone from $1.89 to $3.15, and I had just purchased a mould replacement mattress, so was broke, I go and see this physio guy. Now, I am due back in to see him again, young guy he is, but when he assessed my back, he said he could see the c curve. But that was it, still no acknowledgement about how the twist pulls the fascia, to distort the muscles to stop movement. So maybe they have not started teaching about this yet? I know it is relatively new; I have only just learnt about it via YouTube. But if he is not aware of this, there is no point in seeing him. But, well, at least there is actual acknowledgement of Scoliosis now; as when the pain started back in 2020, I had an x-ray done at Bundaberg, wondering why I had a sore stiff back, and that radiologist, did not even mention the C curve in his report!! Lol. I still think the original was stolen! So, back at Sarina, Dr Echhe said, I also have disc degenerative disease in all my lower L discs. I am to reduce physical activity and not do such labourious activities. (but I really like gardening and it's pretty much been my little business for the past 20 years, it is work that does not involve any DOGS (the main problem in my life- way worse than back probs, way worse than foot probs), and I would have no money at all if I haven't been doing it, since they refuse to give me a disability.) I reach a point where I can't stand up straight, and I can no longer walk, and I have to lie down, and you know the relief from just lying down is so great. You should hear me whingeing and moaning and heaving and hoeing, it's absurd. All this time I was thinking I need massage I must be tense, so whether that's true or not I don't know because I definitely can't afford a massage unless I went to Thailand. That's why I've had this secret dream of when I get the pension I'm going to just take my pension and go over to Thailand or some such country where they do massage for very cheap which they still do is like $10 for an hour and a half massage. It's extraordinary, and I'm thinking I need at least one every day to try and heal my tenseness, but since I have a fascia problem I'm not sure whether that will help?? Well, probably will, and I feel that's why, all these years I feel like I need a massage, it's because my fascia has kind of moved on my muscles and pushed them and pulled them, and a massage, preferably by a physio, would be able to help with that. Typical, got a health problem which involves the most expensive type of massage, and can't afford anyway.{Side bar: At the moment, updating in 2025, my legs are kind of looking like I have the measles or the chickenpox, and a severe case. I thought mainly it was from ingrown hairs, because I wax, and the older I get, the more my skin is getting “tougher”, but the hairs are getting finer, and so they're becoming ingrown, then I just keep scratching them until they're free, so it causes a big red sore. – But I recall, I used to have same problem when I was young, and noticed, I get bitten by bugs, a lot! I feel at this point that I'm getting picked on by a little bugs. I'm pretty sure most people won't have as many sores on their legs as I do. I remember going to the ocean when I was young and having no sores because the ocean saltwater cleared them up. I tried doing that here, but maybe I am not in the water long enough, but it does not work aswell. So, I think I've always been attacked by little bugs. You would think those bugs could be a little bit more grateful. I never use pesticides! I have written on my blog how beneficial massage is, plus atm, I'm learning about fascia and massage, I'm realising massage is just even better than what I thought and wrote. {I had permanent pins and needles in my mouth because of the dodgy dental work, but face massage stopped it - briefly!} Amazing. And YouTube has helped with the compression from my spine for degenerative disorder: stretching flat on back, simple and effective. Anyway, what I wanted to say about the bugs, is when the sores are healing they itch, they itch a lot, I get really itchy, and I feel like, God is a tight arse: not enough money for massage, so he gets the bugs to bite me so I inadvertently start rubbing all over in peculiar massage style! Lol} I was watching YouTube and they have a new idea that acupuncture can help with fascia and the needles inserted can stretch the fascia so maybe someone who knows what they're doing might help? I imagine though for acupuncturist it's a relatively new area as well I did look up local acupuncture in my area he says he has 30 years of experience and he charges $120 and it wasn't clear whether that was for the full session which was half an hour or for 10 minutes and each session last 30 minutes so like the website was implying that you have to pay three times $120 for a full session, which is just ridiculous, I don't know whether they were just being sneaky and smartarse or made a mistake with the 10 minutes? I remember going to an acupuncture when I was 20 at Hornsby, and it was free, I think they bulk billed? Back then anyone could go, walk in, walk outs all day, they had heaps of people coming and going. mmm, so yeah, at $120 acupuncture is definitely out. (Physio is $200, 1 whole weeks income). So all the time, after a while of doing anything strenuous, in fact like any work at all; cleaning or gardening, or making my planters, even dressmaking, and even sitting at a computer desk; eventually I would just get a sore back, and couldn't stand up properly, and would have to lie down. So, now that I know I have fascia problems (I used to call it “the old man Chinese Disease from working in the rice paddocks”!! ), I believe, back at Gin Gin, when I was complaining of back problems they looked into it specifically, because I was unemployed, and I said that I have difficulties doing cleaning work, because of my back; and the fact that I was unemployed, plus the only honest woman in town, prompted them to look into why I couldn't clean; because rich housewives want someone honest who could clean for them. So, I believe God is aware of all the cunts in Australia and have given me this back problem deliberately so I wouldn't be roped into cleaning for some spoiled little rich stupid bimbo lol! too bad if your offended. You know back then at Gin Gin when I started having back issues, really I felt like I just needed a massage too maybe relax my back, or something, I wasn't really sure of anything, but I just knew a massage would prob help. I yearned for a massage. So I think looking back now as that was five years ago the main issue and problem and why it suddenly was a problem, because in fact, I've noted I can feel now, like there's a big twist in my back; if I put my hands on my hips and waist area I can feel my left side is normal flat back, but my right side literally twists, a big prominent twist in it, like that wasn't there before, so I think the cause of that, would be from having to relocate and lift all my furniture. I have quite a lot even though I've thrown 1/4 of it out and ¼ has been stolen, and another ¼ was left behind, you know having to move just your fridge for instance, it takes a lot of energy and effort, so I've had to do that 8 times in the past 7 years only 3 of those times did I have a couple of guys helping me {which goodness, made it so much easier}, So, yet another problem arising because I have to rent. I tell you it's such a problem, that people ought not be having kids at all if there's no prospect of home ownership - it's a total handicap and hardship. I latter changed my mind about scoliosis as the cause, and now think the ‘twist’ is fully related to walking on one foot, plus one injured foot. But again not sure. Plus I later again changed my mind when I put my back out in July 2025, simply bending over trying to look under the table (it was quite cold too), again I was confined to bed for five days, unable to walk or stand up straight, but I noticed that the pain whilst it was in my spine initially, possibly a pinched nerve? - in the centre of my back, it kind of moved over to the right, and this is where the curve of the scoliosis and the fascia problem comes into it, but then it affected my hips, my whole chest and underarms, plus my posture was really taking a dive, quite hunched by 2025 - so it would be all connected and related to the scoliosis, it's like a weakness brought out by the scoliosis. So, while it has seemed to take the medical profession a long time to work out the connection between scoliosis and fascia and general back weakness (diagnosed with scoliosis at school – but that was it, “you’ve got scoliosis“ – there was no mention of what that means, or fascia! They took an Xray, and told me the degree of curvature. But that was it. I did tell my Dr, Eche about “the old man Chinese Disease from working in the rice paddocks” back in 2024 – he ignored it. But he did talk about fascia, the visit where he did so, my recording was missing, so I could not check it – whether he was referring to my back or my foot. And then it was not until later in 2025 after searching “Fascia” and specific body part pain plus “posture”, on YouTube (thank goodness for YouTube, that I discovered techniques to alleviate the pain – also discovering the role lymph fluid blockages were playing, and was able to totally help myself through easy stretches; like lying on flat surface with towel under back opening my arm out and up, plus massage my chest lymph – total relief. I should say: on YouTube, they specifically described lymph problems as being tender, which was what I was experiencing, on my chest under, my underarms, a little bit down onto my breasts, sometimes I'd have pain behind my knees… Anyway what they said, when you're dealing with lymph in those tender areas, particularly the chest, you have to self massage in a very, what I term, ‘pathetic manner’, like not applying much pressure at all. And so then this immediately reminded me of that woman that I was so angry with at Bundaberg, the faker, because that's exactly how she was massaging the front of my calves - it just unfortunately was in completlely the wrong spot. No idea why she massaged that area? so I still don't think that she's a Physio, but when dealing with your lymph system, that's exactly how you have to massage, very gently, because it's very tender – initially, I found once I massaged the blockage there on my chest, that was it - it was done, it took like you know 20 seconds of gentle massaging with my thumbs and suddenly I had no more pain, it's quite extraordinary. I was able to go kayaking! And able to carry buckets of water without that painful twang and bedrest!! (There was a lot of youtubers talking about trauma and emotion causing these problems – and I say AS IF! Its all physical dearies! – a push to credit themselves, counsellor's that is! People who prey on the abused). Plus, I “fashioned” a relaxi sauna, its summer now, so look forward to it in winter especially. And also I want to say I get the feeling that there's discrimination at hospitals, DR’s and Centrelink; it's like oh you're born with this back problem so we will now give you a diagnose writing – a proven condition, we acknowledge this problem. But the foot problem, we're just going to ignore, no acknowledgement at all, because you either brought it on yourself from cleaning your pool, or the homeopath wrongly treated you giving you a big plantar wart causing big hole in boot, thus causing collapsed arch – we will NOT acknowledge that fuck up. Or my back, just happened to coincide with their research at the moment, on fascia; flavour of the month? They must not have done much research on plantar fasciitis, so they're just not going to bother dealing with it - I mean there's certainly been no attempts to treat it by the doctors. Actually same with my back, no treatment, just diagnosis. (Dr Eche did say I ought to get a proper chair to sit on (!) I do have a proper chair!) {Dogs: leave him alone. This is actually a thing, I don't think I've mentioned it before on my blog, in specifically this way, here is a good spot; anyone I mention, interact with, or even not mention but like if someone befriends me on Facebook, or something, then those people may have problems with the ‘dogs’ that torment me. Under the guise of “dogs who play sides” - there are definitely people out there who are trying to do this, and so if you say that you're friends with me, then they'll suddenly attack that person and make their life hell until they unfriend me. I deal with these dogs best I can, but I'm pretty sure not many other people will be able to handle them, in fact I haven't met anyone who could. They do exist, but are very rare.}. 15. Update on Plantar fasciitis 2023 (same as written “Life Stories” p1, Dr Experiences) (probably repeating myself a little here, sorry bout that reader) In December 2022, I felt my foot was actually really healing, it felt only slightly wrong, and I was perhaps only weeks away from a full cure. {HOORAY} But in late Dec, when the weather was so lovely and warm, I decided I should give my foot a final helping hand by going over to Armstrong Beach and walking in the soft squishy sand for a little, to stretch it out. I did, but after 50m or so, I realized the sand was rock hard there, not soft or squishy at all, I headed back, but too late, I think it has collapsed again, with heaps more pain, even a couple of weeks later. FUCK. I guess this means now, months if not years more of healing. Also, if I bother to go to the Dr and ask for a medical certificate stating I have plantar fasciitis, then I do not have to bother speaking to my horrible jobs provider every fortnight, (as you know how I feel about them if you have read my blog, (Centrelink Cunts), so I got one 3mnths ago, for the first time, (prob should have started in 2017 when it first collapsed). It certainly makes a decided difference to the quality of my life, not having to speak meet or call or hear from the jobs provider (even though btw, since I have my own business selling seeds, they have already stated I do not have to apply for the mandatory xx amount of jobs per fortnight; why I still have to speak with the provider does not make sense (rule made up by women no doubt.) Anyway, when the 3mnths expired I needed another one. That doctor who did the first one, left town, apparently, so I had to go to another. Now you would think, I would just present the medical evidence at a new Dr and get it, but nooo, the doctors do not like to make things that simple (they are fucked), here is the story: So I mentioned when I used to live at Rangari, and drove over to Tamworth, ‘they’ (the dogs) would place fluorescent council workers on the roads, even when they’re not doing any roadworks, - for the sole point of so they could have a reason to stop all the traffic, so as I would have to stop, and see those fluorescent council workers. They would wait for me to look - for ages if necessary, and connect with one of the road workers – they seem to want me to simply stare at some road worker (bizarre). If I did not, they would beep to sign I lose. I went on, and on, on my blog, to say how those dogs, and those road workers should go fuck themselves. As, their stupid game was - if I didn’t do it, then they would steal from me at Bunnings, and also from my house when I was at Bunnings in Tamworth that day. Please advise how do I get rid of stupid dogs who play stupid games like this? Anyone? So, when I had to go to the Doctor that day, (btw, we had a phone consult already, but then after I sent her previous Drs reports as she requested, instead of issuing the medical certificate, as per a normal Dr would, she said I had to come into the clinic for another appointment – that was Dr Pal Suparna. STUPID. So, at the Dr that day, it was EXACTLY the same as when driving over to Tamworth, only the fluorescent council worker suddenly appeared in the clinic, and a woman (a dog – I have seen her before, I think she is from Australian Television industry) came in and sat directly across from me to see if I looked. I had my camera on, but it was hidden behind my knitting basket, so otherwise I could put that dog, in particular, on YouTube – that is the only way to stop the dogs, in my experience, so far. {Of course, I’m not going to play their stupid game by looking – GO FUCK YOURSELVES DOGS. I was concentrating on my knitting anyway. You can shove your game up your arse. Go find some bimbo to play with, or better yet, why don’t you kill yourselves, the world would (literally) be a better place without you in it.} So, when it was clear that I was not going to look at fluorescent council worker, (again, slow learners), they did their usual beeping and tapping to say, you lose, (albeit very passive this time, as since I have written about the beeping, used as passive aggressive harassment, it has greatly reduced, greatly). (Do they think I am a dog? That technique is used to train dogs; reward and punishment. Although a savvy modern dog trainer does not need to use punishment, as they make the reward good enough. Guess what I am not a dog - YOU’RE THE DOGS. (Get a life, stop concerning yourself with mine). When I talked to the DR, eventually, Dr Pal Suparna, she said she’s going to refuse to do what I requested (the punishment) re my plantar fasciitis treatment, unless I had another (a third ultrasound), and as you can’t actually see a collapsed arch on an ultra sound, this tells me she just wants to make Medicare pay her friends, the local imaging people, for unnecessary ultra sound. ABSURD THIEF. This meant I had to go to a different Clinic, who of course had no problems doing the medical certificate via a phone consult, so I did not have to go into the clinic. So, this is typical of pretty much, at least, half of everywhere I go. There are dogs who want me to play their stupid dog game, and if I don’t, then they refuse me service or worse. This is beyond discrimination, not to mention completely dysfunctional. But I cannot do anything about it, mainly because people have really no idea what I’m talking about, mostly they just think I must be ‘crazy’. {surrounded by morons}. And, there is no actual laws been broken in this situation, I mean ongoing harassment can be dealt with, if caught in the act. But because they don’t verbally state that they’re going to discriminate against me, really there is no proof. I mean that’s the way the courts are set up too, so as to protect people from being falsely imprisoned, there has to be hard proof, pretty much in writing, one person saying we’re going to screw you over, on these grounds, and of course, that never happens . So as far as I’m concerned, this Clinic has got to be closed down. And even if the next clinic does exactly the same thing within a week of opening, it too should be closedown. These dogs need to learn, they can’t do this anymore, there are people out there (unlike the police) who can see this passive aggressive abuse, and will put a stop to it. As there seems to be some confusion amongst Doctors about the different types of collapsed arch or plantar fasciitis, I’m going to include some pictures and a few descriptions. In the first photo, of the flatfoot, this is a person’s foot who doesn’t have any problems, they just have flat feet. They can still do their activities, work and sports with no pain, and their feet, are not a sign of any serious problem like that caused by a collapsed arch. They just have a flat feet. Btw, most kids start off in life with flat feet, but the arch usually develops, just sometimes it doesn’t. It is seemed to be more desirable to have an arch, therefore someone with a flat foot is considered to have a problem, but there’s no problem. It’s just the way they are. The 2nd photo along shows a heel spur, which is sometimes described as plantar fasciitis, because it causes inflammation and is painful. (The lattin words ‘plantar fasciitis’ translates to inflammation of the foot, which can include many different conditions). This spur problem most definitely can be seen on an x-ray, although often the x-ray doesn’t show the full condition. And, usually not visible to the naked eye. The spur develops in response to damage and strain to the heel area. The next image along, shows pain that a runner can experience, often described as plantar fasciitis. Usually, the whole band of tissue that runs from the heel to the toes can become inflamed and painful. This cannot be seen on an x-ray or ultrasound, and usually is not visible to the naked eye. It is similar to what I have, my condition was not caused by running. The final picture shows a ballerina who spends a lot of time on her tippy toes, and her condition which is often not visible to the naked eye, is a result of spending too much time on tippy toes. This includes flexor hallucis longis tendinopathy - pain that runs from the big toe all the way along that arch muscle, and up through to the tibialis anterior, in the shin, with the most pain being felt along the arch. I have this condition. My physio described that, as separate from the ‘collapsed arched pain’; as in, in my situation, I had two different factors contributing to my plantar fasciitis, one which was a hole in my work boot, which caused considerable pain, then shortly after that and at the same time, the other was walking on my tippy toes whilst cleaning my 25m long lap pool (for hours every day). I describe my foot akin to a tragic king tide storm event like that you see on the news from time to time; where as a result of a king tide, a big storm, the results are major flooding and . At one point when I looked at my foot, I could see the arch ‘collapsed’, flat and floppy – but it would not have shown on an Xray or ultrasound as anything unusual – it cannot be seen by machine, but it was visible to the naked eye. Possibly, I’m not sure whether anyone on the planet has ever experienced a double dose of plantar fasciitis. What makes it worse is, I was told by a little birdie, that the hole in my work boot was done deliberately, to handicapped me, an act of sabotage. Not quite sure why they would think it necessary to do it deliberately, when I have no problems, creating such problems on my own, like the tippy toeing down the pool, although, I am fairly sure, my foot would’ve been to handle the excess tippy toeing, if the existing ‘hole foot’ problem from the work boot, didn’t happen. You can’t begin to understand how infuriated I was when I discovered it was done deliberately. It is reminiscent of the foot binders in Japan, who encouraged women to bind their feet, telling them that it is ‘beautiful’, when really it was about handicapping them. And when I heard initially that they were going to handicap me, I just wrote it off immediately and gave it no more thought “Handicap! - as if, I am strong like bull” – little did I know how evil people really are. And how stupid they are. If anyone knows is responsible, please let me know - and their motives? – I mean surely it could not just have been merely from my garden?? Create your own goddam garden you idiot. And this ‘king tide‘ situation, explains why I’ve had the condition for six years, with only in December 2022, seemingly there to be a light at the end of the tunnel. (April 2023, still has not heeled from the re-collapse.) Photos found online from very helpful legit medical sites. In feb 2025, I went down to the local quiet hotel that has a pretty much unused pool, to see if I could cold treat myself there- the blonde behind the counter (which btw, was a hotel reception/ come Bottle O, pub/bistro!) refused to allow me. Pub people – they fucked drunks or use fucked drunks! Not my scene! There is another foot update in 2026, as above info is slightly off, scroll down for update, I will not chenge it here. In 2025, either my doctor or someone on Facebook in the plantar fasciitis group sent me some shoes, well they put them in my path, for really cheap, so I had to have no option but purchasing them, and these shoes after wearing them caused severe spur pain in my heel. I think they did it deliberately to show me ‘see, you actually do have the typical plantar fasciitis with spur pain in the heel’. So, I guess that is true, but in 2026 I went to a Physio and he said I have got the same spur problem in the front of my foot, which is why I usually have pain in the front of my foot and not the heel. He was very savvy, considering no one has been able to do anything about it for 8 years, certainly no podiatrist either. He advised me to purchase a metatarsal dome to wear in my shoes which hopefully will splay out the muscles either side of the spur and will reduce pain in and inflammation. He also told me to stand on my tippy toes repeatedly as an exercise stretch - this really hurts, so I don't know if it helps or not? When I was looking for my metatarsal dome, I saw something else to put under the base front of my foot, which had kind of foam surrounding a hole, I figure that that will be actually be better, ? so, I bought that as well, and I'll try them both. I got a lump on my head in 2025, thought it might be a tick but wasn't sure, and we have a skin specialist in Sarina who bulk bills. I went there, he said it was an ingrown hair, and it was full of pus. Dr Voytek; one of those annoying idiot doctors who likes to play the "bad guy". (More waiting, more dogs – btw it was because of that Dr, that I had stupid bogans at my neighbours “cook” my fish, in my outdoor aquarium, at night. A case of “Oh well if that guy treats you disrespectfully and badly then we're going to treat you disrespectfully and badly too” - taking their cue from him like stupid little kids do - only they weren't kids out there harassing me that week at night, they were grown adults - people in Australia they are so fucking stupid it's unbelievable. THEY COPY EVERYTHING {because they are stupid}). The lump on my head actually persisted, it kept on coming back, so I wasn't sure whether it was an ingrown hair, as he said he got the ingrown hair out(?), maybe it was a pimple, mole or skin tag? But I got a new fancy salon hairdryer from Facebook marketplace for $30, and after I had dried my hair with this intensely lovely hot contraption, it went away!! I believe the heat has cured it. (I want a sauna). And specialists? What do they know. At the same time I also got him to remove a mole which had changed when I was living at the Sarina unit (it would've changed because that unit was full of poison, I can't believe how stupid rental girls are with their compulsory fumigation. After I moved in there, my mole changed (on my chest - -I got badly sunburnt when I was 17), plus, all my hair started to fall out – big clumps. Anyway, a whole other story about how stupid rental girls are, along with property developers who leave holes and gaps in the units for bugs to get in….. I'm not sure whether I needed to have my mole removed but he said once they change it's a good idea to, so I did. {well, actually, he said ‘usually if it changes we recommend it to be removed but really it’s up to you’ – which I thought was a little odd because I’m not a skin specialist, how should I know? After he removed it, he burnt it, he burnt it badly; I couldn’t believe he did this - considering the mole was caused from sunburn! I just thought it was a stupid thing to do and lacked common sense. It was very painful for months afterwards, and hasn’t really healed, there’s a kind of big raised lump there now and has affected my fascia – since I had 2 removed at the same time {he also removed a mole on my knee, as it used to agitate me), but he did not burn that one and it has healed in a different way and it’s much better, no pain, and no raised lump. Was he experimenting? First time? No mole has ever been removed before? That guy was an arshole, then I had a whole heap of stupid facebook teenages try to copy his arshole personality. So I guess, no – don’t bother having moles removed ever. {Possible 'over removal' of moles went on in the 90s? - it was a big thing to have your mole removed, maybe money making scam on behalf of skin specialists??} I don't usually put dental visits here, but 4th Aug 2025 Sarina dental hospital, I had dogs before I went there, and it affects the whole rest of my day – they cause trauma: Okay so before I went there I had to stop off at the Post Office, and some ladies house, to drop off a FBmarketplace item. And the whole time I was doing that in Sarina, driving around, I had dogs doing nuisance signs, they were completely annoying, either helping, or blocking my way, depending on, I guess the mood of whoever was doing it. CONTRIVED. People placed in the situation – a “contrived” situation. Many people watching me. {I must remember, whenever this happens: forget what you're doing, immediately, just go home, and do all of those activities later when they dogs have gone home, usually they vanish after lunch} weird they only do it at Sarina, and not when I used to go to Mackay. They did it in Melbourne a lot. Same people probably; car hoons. Car harassment persecution. STILL. SOME STUPID BIMBO'S KIDS, HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT. All problems can be traced back a to a bimbo mother. But ultimately stupid young men. I mention this because it affected my whole day and trip to dentist. Trauma from power tripping car stalkers. {Little did I know this was just the beginning of the Trauma from that day} Actually, I will put that dentist one here: at that visit, my tooth was extremely sensitive, the young female dentists said there was decay under a filling in my back tooth, but she couldn't remove the existing filling as previous filling was too deep to work on, (bad dentists at Gunnedah, who I wrote extensively about on this blog, and btw, still operates today in Gunnedah at the Children’s clinic - yikes), so it was too sensitive, touching the nerves, and she said she would have to remove the whole tooth, there's no other choice in such cases, they there, as the public dental hospital cannot afford $5000 per person to do other dental work in order to save the tooth. {As you can imagine, I wasn't too impressed to hear this news: I only have two back teeth on either side, and I need both of them for chewing! – some female dentist back in 1997 removed my back wisdom teeth (?)} But then she said that she could try injecting the decay with silver fluoride, and sealing it in; it might work or it might not, if it doesn't work, again, she said they'll have to remove it. {Not stressed out all at hearing that, repeatedly…} So, she did the silver fluoride – I could feel it under my tooth when she did it, it felt very strange and intrusive, like she used too much? A few days later, after some inflammation complications, {I was later told by an oral surgeon, that this blow up inflammation is normal when there is an addition. As in your body goes through a process to accept the foreign entity, and that was what was happening with all the inflammation in my cheek} so, after the inflammation died down, it started to work, the sensitivity stopped, the decay was healed!! Few! BUT, because I believe she might have used slightly too much, double the amount needed (?) it feels like I now chew with a ‘pebble’ under my tooth, so that causes problems, I now have permanent ‘pins and needles’ in my top lip, that soon enough spread to bottom lip too, aswell as area around the mouth and it affects my taste buds, plus I am pretty sure my throat area, as my throat feels restricted, at one point I was having difficulty swallowing. Also, I believe the tooth had kind of shifted, and now it sticks out into my cheek somewhat, plus chewing anything harder than a hardboiled egg is a little uncomfortable, pretty much sore. It seems to go in a rotation over a few weeks to very saw but with minimal pins and needles, to then not sore at all but with extreme pins and needles where it feels like my lips are being electrocuted, I have to apply wool fat 5 times a day, and still my lips crack and peel, plus the edges of my mouth peels too. Infact it reminds me of my foot situation, after the planta wart/hole in my boots, I then developed major foot problems, and still after 7yrs am unable to walk properly. So, I am hoping that I will not end up with those kind of long-term problems from this ‘pebble’ under my tooth. – and, I can't go back to the dentists, because they'll just take it out!! {Also, it was indicated, that any other dentist, aside from the one I got, may have just removed it without trying the silver fluoride, as silver fluoride is not a typical technique, and is usually only used on children}. But someone else said, no, they did this deliberate to give me permanent tooth / nerve problems because I wrote about Dr Sadik from Gunnedah on my Blog….(I will not be removing that story or any, he is a bad dentists and should not be allowed to practice dentistry.) I complained at the time – NOTHING WAS DONE. So, my Blog it is. Same as how everything in this bloody country is dealt with. Not. And btw, those 2 girls in the clinic, the dentist and the blonde dental assistant were acting a little off, a bit like 2 little girls, one of them squeezed my show – she was showing the other one my shoes – I had my good shoes on that day – she influenced the outcome with inference that I should not be there. She was discriminating, as a result she managed to fuck up my mouth and teeth. DISCRIMMINATION. I put in a complaint to the Manager of the Hospital, I bet nothing gets done about it. I will get her name next time. "Click" (or clique) in a school context refers to a tightly-knit, exclusive group of students who stick together and intentionally exclude others. These social circles are built around shared interests or status, often putting intense pressure on members to conform to group standards rather than encouraging individuality. Btw, I bet Aus gov could afford the $5000 if it were not for all the political corruptions perpetuated by the general public sector, the "Click". Tooth Update; just after this happened, I had put in an application to Centrelink to receive disability pension {since I have been receiving a medical certificate for the past 8 years, with being unable to walk properly because of my plantar fasciitis}, and so, wishful thinkingly, I was making a note of things that I need to purchase if I got it, and the first thing that I put on my list was DENTIST, because on “unemployment”, you literally cannot afford to go to a dentist, that's WHY they have a public dentist. {The 2nd thing on my list was cold treatment trip to cure my foot}. Anyway, so, after I wrote my list, the following day {not a coincidence, bloody Centrelink perverts} I got a call from Mackay Hospital dentist, and they said the waiting list that I had been on for the past five years for a check-up (as opposed to an emergency appointment with pain), I was finally at the top of the list, and I could go there for a checkup, so I'm thinking, alright, I went there, and the young girl {Tiffany – who I later named Tiffany the Bitch} didn't notice anything wrong with my tooth that had just been done. {Well that’s weird; numbness, tingling drooling….} She took an x-ray of it too. So, whether there was or wasn't a clear problem, I don't know, as one thing I noticed they do (the main thing), is that they try very hard, to save one another, and they certainly will never admit to making a mistake, ever. And her supervisor dentist, who was just as young, said my pins and needles was from an allergy to toothpaste!! So, he was a totally naive or in denial, or flat out lying – although I suspect unlike the dental surgeon on youtube, he simply did not know about the process a tooth goes through when accepting foreign objects. But, even a basic google search will tell you that pins and needles, numbness in mouth is caused from any recent dental work. I am sure Sensodyne will not care for his accusations!! It seemed to me they kind of ignored the main problem, but she said that I had to do another filling in a different tooth, which unfortunately I told them to go ahead, but in retrospect I did not need another filling, I was not having any pain, and the girl completely did a bad job - it was like she was using me to practice, as she was a student. She took 2hrs to do it, she spent most of the time amusing herself watching the acid reflux rise up in the back of my throat, at one point she starteted whipping me with her ponytail – she was trying to impress some arshole pervert outside. As a result of that late time, I missed all other engagements that afternoon, and the Mackay police gave me a 2nd ticket for $500. The hole thing was planned. They were doing signs they whole afternoon. Deliberate sadistic declaration of war involving the pathetic mackay police. Later that week petrol went up to 3 times its price – this is why, forget about any other reason you heard on the news. It is punishment for Mackay bitches – which also included the tyre shop, Sarina mechanic, some idiot on a dirt bike, and the nursery up there. So, Lord knows how long that filling will last before it starts to cause problems…..{2 months later filling fell completely out. I am left with a big hole in the middle of my top back tooth, where previously there was none. Stupid Mackay hospital, – blonde bimbo responsible for the whole thing; stupid tiffany, stupid Jordan. I think I will be better off just leaving it, and making sure I use Neem every night. Utter useless Australian dentists and podiatrists. I will see if I can take a photo of it. Just look at this! you can clearly see a big bloody fat hole in my tooth, where before, there was NONE. That photo is really bad, I could not get a good one, but when I look at it closely with my extra strength glasses on, I can see this perfectly drilled circular columular hole. And obviously the filling or whatever it was in it, has fallen out - actually I was aware of when it fell out, I could taste it, and it was kind of hardish. It was about two months after she did it. I'm just wondering how they think this is acceptable?? How can drilling a big hole in my tooth, where there was no hole previously {I was experiencing no pain before, I had no decay, I would put money on the fact that there wasn't even a cavity there at all - this girl, 3rd year student from Mackay, has just wanted to do a filling for her pracwork, and she has used me as her guinea pig. Putting a hole like that in someones tooth LACKS COMMONSENSE. What a little brainwashed puppy, I hope she burns in hell. Anyway, the pins and needles persisted – lip electrocution resulting in peeling lip and mouth ends. so, I made another appointment at Sarina (certainly not Mackay), about the pins and needles. I thought it was just the bite, as in the silver fluoride had pushed the tooth up and out so my bite was off. I could just get them to change shape to match the bite below?? So, she said next available appointment was 5 weeks away – 5 AS IF. But, at the appointment, the new young girl refuses to believe that there was anything wrong, and no the bite was fine she said. She had the audacity, to even say the pins and needles would be caused from a lack of minerals and vitamins, as in a medical issue. UNBELIEVABLE. But, she said they can get their oral surgeon to look at it in Mackay (oral surgeon is for tooth extraction). So, I DON’T THINK SO. btw, I was verbally harassed too as I was leaving the Sarina Hospital that day by some irate woman brown curly hair I think, she said “and don’t come back” or something along those lines staring right at me (I ignored her). {And yes petrol has gone up from $1.89 to $3.15; you have to be nice to the girl or bad things will happen}. Why they don’t bulk bill pension card holders at any regular dentists is insane – the amount of discrimination that goes on in the community is absurd. From little boys to irate lady, jealous judgmental assistants, sadistic wannabe bitch dental students and fake 5 weeks waiting period for emergency dental work. I really don't think being able to attend a NORMAL DENTIST is asking too much! GOVERNMENT hope my voice is loud enough now. Vouchers thanks. Btw to try and stop my lips from cracking, including the edges or ends, of my lips – due to the ‘electrocution’ affect of the dental nerve damage, I have to apply a huge amount of lip balm, all the time, I have to apply my special lip balm (woolfat + coconut oil = Lanolin), no less than twice every hour, although this does vary depending on what I eat – hard or soft food. My wooden canister is near finished after only just refilling it last month. I go through it by the bucketloads! And as a result, I'm then constantly reminded of the stupid bimbo thief who stole my huge big jar of woolfat at Colosseum/Miriam Vale. And while I can get another jar of woolfat, for I think it's $12 at the moment, I can't just order it because I have to pay $35 postage, which means it's not really worth it unless I spend $200 or $300 as well in the shop, - which I can actually do quite easily, as there are many other things I want at that particular shop, (essential oils), but I don't have a spare $200 or $300 to get any more woolfat. So fuck them, fuck that stupid little thief dog. I hope she dies and gets cancer. Today as I was stressing about what I will do when my lanolin runs out, I thought, you know I wouldn't really care about all these little thefts if I had enough money to replace anything that was stolen – I’m pretty sure? I mean a little bit pissed off, but it’s the money that constantly reminds me of how much I’ve been screwed. Mmm, so I just wouldn't care….. What's that expression “roll with the punches”, well when you've got no money to replace whats stolen, you can't just “roll with the punches” - you stop abruptly. An example of my week: figured out, coffee costs me $85 a month, and that’s the bad coffee beans and good milk (the 1 brand only that remains still full cream), but an additional $70 if I want the good beans (the ones that don’t have poison in them), so $155 a month; can probably stretch it out a little longer on my 3 cups per day. I decided atm, I cannot afford that, on unemployment, and my orders have been some what reduced, so I thought, I’ll just quit for a few months or so, and try to recoup my CC back to normal. So, I did – NO ONE TOLD ME; 5 days straight of migraine headache when you quit coffee, apparently it can last up to 9 days for some people. It was AWFUL. Plus, its winter, so the cold air was stressing me at night while I slept, and I would wake around 3, specifically with annihilating pain. I found I had to turn the heater up, one night I must have been having a bad dream (I had been talking to cunts at Centrelink that day, so does not surprise me), that seemed to cause head stress and thus pain. I resorted (I remembered this time) my Sleep Aid (Doxylamine Succinate), and that actually calmed my stressed head, reducing pain, allowing me to fall asleep. Fuck! Yup, I’m sacrificing something else! Back to coffee thanks! Silver lining re waking up in the night possible cold related anyway, and I should keep the air con on – literally fighting for my life. Fuck, my e bill is already sky high! And Centrelink refused me Disability Pension, so I am stuck with numb mouth, and pins and needles, and a big hole for the rest of my life, all because of hopeless public dentists, and mainly that stupid dentist from Gunnedah Dr Sadiq, with his two NEGS girls dental assistants. {I guess I should say aside from the them and the Mackay hospital people, all the other people in this sector have been very professional and helpful}. Oh, and I should add; I was watching YouTube one night, and they had a woman doing voice clarity massage techniques, I thought well that sounds interesting, I’ll try it, even though she was aiming for singers, she was a singer and she was talking to singers!! I don't sing ever, but I thought my voice probably could do with some more clarity {although this is something that needs to be done with teenagers in my opinion because they're the worst communicators ever}, but anyway I did her hands on exercises, and after I did that, I had extreme improvement with my tooth, it didn't heal, but it stopped the pins and needles briefly, and did something else - I'm not entirely sure what happened, but I felt like it did good. I did have mole on my forehead that when I woke up was bleeding black brown gunk – so it may have been some of the excess silver fluoride?? But it did not fully fix it, it is still problematic now, I mean, that may have been what causes the rotation of what happens over several weeks going from pins and needles to sore?? I'm not really sure what's the best treatment, there is bound to be something, I think massage is good and thankgoodness for the Neem tip – I use Neem tea to rinse my mouth and or use in the water pick, extreme good results with no pain from decay ever if I use it. IT IS BRILLIANT. September 2025 After I wrote my bee allergy story on FB, I was stung, I will put it here: I was saved by a Bee once; I remember the rental house we lived in before mum and dad’s house sold so they could purchase one; it had a small aboveground pool, about 3m in diameter. In dads half-hearted attempt at keeping the water clean, as it was usually green, he put in a whole heap of chlorine to kill the algae, so the water was stark white (good on ya dad). All of us kids were in there playing away, and meanwhile I got stung by a bee that was on the pool edge. As my hand swelled, it was determined that I had an allergy to bees, so had to get out and deal with it. I am of the pure belief that the sting was a definite message from mother nature “get the fuck out of that pool. It is fucking disgusting”. My friends the bees. (I bet if I was stung again today, I would not get an allergic reaction, not really allergic! lol) So, it wasn't a bee that stung me the following month, but I got bitten by a tick. I have been bitten quite a few times on my head by ticks, usually I just scratch them off my head, the head gets left behind, and later gets ejected, and that's the end of the matter. However, this time, I got an allergic reaction with the typical swelling. It was awful. This time, I had applied tea tree on the tick, and the tick gut really stressed out – I totally mucked up the extraction process as I could not see it. So then I developed the allergic reaction- I believe it's the stress - because if I recall when I was stung by that bee back in 1981 or whenever, it was stressed because I was squashing it with my hand. It seems I'm not allergic to bees or ticks or wasps, but I'm allergic to the stress from bugs: they must release stress hormones. You can call me a Bee empath! And by the way you should've heard the cookers when they saw me when I went out to the laundry they were laughing their heads off because my head was about to swell up the size of a balloon! God amusing the birds. And, it was a predator tick; it was waiting down there because I saw it the day before and I got rid of it although I thought it was a spider but in retrospect it was the same tick and it was a big one. -if I had of had a steam inhalation than it would've been a good idea, I think the essential oils could've cleared it up way before it did clear up. In a google search it said sometimes it can last weeks so I imagine those people have weaken immune system or something and can't look after themselves properly. So next tick bite – go to hospital and get the nurse to remove, stress free! Oh, I almost forgot, as this worked on Tulip: just eat a meal with 3 garlic cloves, and it should jump off {although it'll prob jump somewhere in the house} (You’ll be pleased to know that my pool, my lap pool that I put in it, was Crystal clear all the time, it was unbelievable how clean my pool was! And, btw Bees can't handle pyrethrum, its lethal for them (nor can cats). So to that flying arsehole, who was showing off, spraying over my house and paddock with pesticide that didn't have any visibility or smell - which must've been pyrethrum (plus I had nets) - He is a bee killer. Never ceases to me amaze me how stupid some humans are. In the summer of 2025 and 2026 I developed this awful thing in the middle of the night, it's called CHOLINERGIC URTICARIA ; a heat and allergies activated hive reaction; I wake up in the middle of the night hot because of the summer weather and a scratch a mozzie bite or something on my leg, and then suddenly on my arm, on my other leg, and it just kind of builds up into this intense itching over my whole legs, and often arms, and sometimes back, ribs and stomach - but mainly it's my legs. And my legs are covered in red bites. I am thinking most likely ant bites, but I noticed if I go outside sometimes in the morning I come back in and I've got these big white lumps on my legs, not even sure what it is. I did put up a mosquito net just in case mosquitoes were coming in at night, it hasn't really made much difference…. I think it's mainly little ants. I've just noticed that when little bug is stressed, it releases specific stress hormones as it bites and it's these stress hormones that I allergic react to. It's like an allergy to insect stress that becomes really itchy, my legs turn red, reminds me of the time when I took that homeopathic medicine and I got hives - and it's the same kind of itching – intense. I wouldn't be surprised if that bloody homeopathic medicine that has triggered this response?? And I am not someone who throughout my life has moisturised my legs ever, even at school when a lot of girls did, I really couldn't see the point, however now I have at least 4 bottles of lotion ready on standby on my bedside table including two aloe vera ones one lemon which is meant to act like an antihistamine - not sure it actually does..... One of my creams reminded me of calamine lotion I remember seeing that in grandma's house and I was researching this it said it recommended, calamine lotion. All the lotions worked by cooling the skin. A few weeks ago I was experiencing a STINKY PEE! like it was a really bad smell. After a week or so of experimenting with foods, I had a feeling that it might have been the coffee beans that I had switched to. Someone whether by chance or what, (?) recommended milk thistle tablets; a natural herb that absorbs any toxins in the body. (I can only hope the person who recommended it to me wasn't doing some sort of science experiment on the homeless). So, I did try them, $10 for a little bottle, and they totally worked, cleared up most of the smell if I took 3 tablets per day. If I only took one or two tablets, it would not work. So then I switched coffee to see if this was it, with no tablets, (I am on a budget, so throwing out $50 worth of coffee beans is not really an option -most people do not get what it is like on low income). So my new order of coffee beans order arrived and I switched - and that was the end of the stinky pee. I didn't have to take the tablets any more, which confirms that it was definitely something wrong with the coffee beans from Coles, they were the budget packet, seems I have to pay more or be infused with god knows what - I could only assume that the coffee beans were from Indonesia, because Indonesia is one of the worlds largest supplier of coffee beans and Indonesia is one of the worlds biggest polluted countries at the moment, it's polluting the rivers too, and it's disgusting, there's a big textile industry that has opened up over there. I thought it worth doing this story here, and about the stupid Indonesians who are polluting their country, and all the stupid bimbos who are buying too many clothes to fuel the greedy textile industry.…..By the way I still have clothes in my cupboard from the 90s, the key is to purchase cotton, it's natural, is comfortable, it biodegrades, and it lasts for years. I actually had cotton fabrics printed up at an environmentally green printers in 2016, and it's now 2026, and they're just coming to the end of their life, so it's definitely worth investing in natural fibres. Do you think Coles deliberlalty got toxic coffee beans for low income people? I wrote a story about it on my blog, how at Bundaberg Coles, they were having cruel fun playing “class”. I will include heartburn peptic ulcer probs here. I developed heartburn back when I was 20 after consuming an excessive amount of tomatoes – poor diet. That was when I was studying, the government refused to give me Aus-study, when I as entitled to it. So I pretty much spent two years living on bread and tomatoes. And then, and still now, I have this awful heartburn problem. Every day I usually have to take Mylanta tablet. But as I'm now getting older {and kind of taking stock of things}, I'm eating way more (I figured now that I can't walk or go anywhere, food is the most important thing to do in life now: eat as much as you can without getting obese! {Ofcourse after having safe house to live in}) Anyway, so heartburn much worse now, I'm taking 2 or 3,4,5 tablets at night, as the bile rises up into the back of my throat - sometimes it's really awful, I feel like I'm going to vomit. Once I did. Back in 2023 I was driving up to Mackay (to go onto the wildcat trying to have a cold treatment, second time) and as I felt something was strange in my stomach. Then on the boat I got seasick and I vomited; I noticed there was blood in the vomit, and I thought this was something to do with my stomach so I went to the doctor, he did an ultrasound, and he said you have peptic ulcers, nothing to be worried about, and that was it (!) That's the GPs in Australia typical medical issue resolved in this matter; As long as the imaging people get paid then all is good. So I figured those ulcers are from stress because I was really very nervous about going on a wild cat the second time, because I knew I would get seasick, and I HATE getting sick. Plus, the driving issue was an issue now, I had to put the seat right back so my large pot belly could kind of not rub against my large rib cage. Which seem to work, no more blood for a bit. Actually, now that I think about it, stomach issues started when I moved to Colosseum, strange noises – I knew at the time something was wrong. All that stress of relocating “A FUCKING AGAIN”, and arshole neighbour at Builyan/Violet situation, plus no food, no money, no house security. Definatly diet and stress related. Btw, without a Vege garden someone receiving study allowance or unemployment payment from centerlink, DOES NOT have enough money to be healthy – those people are going to cost centerlink more in the future with health bills. So but in 2026, after a double visit to Mackay with stressful POLICE CUNT STALKING and 3rd speeding ticket, (Facebook dogs setting up entrapment – to steal- Lisa Lynch same police involved from Gladstone - the police are seriously stalking me, they were also on the roads every time I went to the red letter box at SB (I had to change my drop off time to evenings when most people drink, so can’t drive and follow me), plus one called me re my google business listing.......Poor Lisa doesn't have any water at her place, and I have water at my place. Police are jealous! She doesn't think I deserve water at my place; she doesn't have any, so why should I. {All Lisa’s: 3rd born Idiots; mothers could you please start thinking, and stop breeding, I'm sick of your stupid little offspring stealing from me – I am a long-term thinker, same as my trees I plant. 3rd borns today cannot be saved, but the future can be.}). So, plus great expense at Mackay with new tyres, and dentists re heart burn – acid coming up to back of throat lying down, dentists watching it for 1 ½ hrs amusing herself {she has not learnt; be kind to the other women, or bad things will happen; petrol gone from $1.79 to $3.70/L – it is her and Mackay Hospital, Mackay Police fault – the whole of Australia is paying for their ‘bitch’}, - plus I think over eating, and a general revolting community up here, one that seems to run on bullying and stealing (and complete stupidity) – they are all slightly retarded up here..... So, I was kind of coughing up blood again - just the taste. So youtube time!! After a few, I came across this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMCqBfS0zjM Does seem to have conflicting information for me like he says if your heartburn actually stops when you eat then you most likely have an ulcer. If it gets worse after you eat then you just have a pH imbalance and need to have vinegar. So for me, mine does get better if I eat, but if I eat vinegar then I don't get heartburn, if I don't eat vinegar I do get heartburn so I think it's BOTH I think I have an incorrect pH balance probably from all of mylanta that I've eaten, as well as stomach ulcers from stress and generally being overweight with my stomach rubbing on my rib cage when I'm sitting down and or driving. Because my stomach is so bloody pot big. So I bought some Malt vinegar and put 1 tsp in my meal- AND GUESS WHAT no heart burn that night!!! WOW So I definatly have to add vinegar to my meals – which is a little yucky truth be told, vinegar is not that pleasant. I find I get major heart burn after eating butter especially. Also, I found immediate relief for peptic ulcers:linseed musilage 2 tablespoons fresh seed (for severe ulcers) in nutribullet, mix, then add water, mix again, it turns to a slimy mucilage – it is this mucilage that lines the stomach and eases pain from peptic ulcers. Heart burn and throat burn. It also has other uses, like aids menstruation and bowel movement. I think it also helps with throat oesophagus cilia. -No point with anything else, this works. It cures it, I do not need any more, occasional I just have some, just in case! This little info about linseed musilage was deleted off my blog – so it is very important and the only thing that really works within minutes. Can also add it to soups and stews, porridge or gravy. I put it in my freshly squeezed juice. I read first about other solutions, like: fermented raw paw paw, fennel n apple juice, aloe vera juice (remove sap first in water – juice with cabbage, carrot), also bone stock / soup with shredded chicken and cabbage. All good, but none of these compare to linseed musilage. It is said also not to overeat! Sounds like a myth to me! I put this problem in the "just getting old and fat" medical category 😁but prob its too much Mylanta. Btw, the Dr said I should have ultra sound, blood test and a breath test for H Pylori (a bacteria which may cause them), and I had the blood test, but then she said if I wanted to go ahead and get her to do the Breath Test aswell, it would cost an additional $80 – which ofcourse I did not have. But she is meant to bulk bill everything. So basically she, bimbo, at Sarina Pathology refused to give me the test for H Pylori. Maybe she thinks it would not be H Pylori, so that’s why she did not do it? Maybe she thought it would be too difficult and she was too tired to do it?? Maybe she just wanted to steal $80? (This has happened before at the Gunnedah Pathology lab at the hospital; the girl there did steal $20 – little girl.) Or maybe she knew it WAS H Pylori and did not want the truth to be revealed??? Who knows, but all other Pathology labs in Mackay BULK BILL this test. (it was later tested with bowl movement – negative ofcourse, I eat garlic!). btw, I heard some years ago about how good Linseed is for you, and I did purchase some, and I always wondered why they only sold it in these big bulk 500g packets, because they say the seed doesn't last very long; it oxidises. I was so concerned about it I decided that I should write a letter to Coles and demand to know why they don't sell it in small packets! Lol - this was before I found out you actually need 2 tablespoons {which is quite a lot of seed} to cure your peptic ulcers! Whereas before I was only having like half a teaspoon, and I would just add it into my juice, but really you need way more, and you have to turn it into a powder before adding it to the liquid so then when it absorbs the liquid it turns into that mucilage... So, I'm thinking Coles know what they are doing! And, btw, I happen by chance to see a video on YouTube in 2026 about the linseed; a food nutritionists, a wonderful little blonde girl who has a new outfit for every episode!! She has brilliant info BRILLIANT, about treating any stomach/body conditions with food. I will include a link to that channel https://www.youtube.com/@GutFeelings/videos March 2026 . I have to go to the doctors to get a medical certificate update, so I thought while I was there I should ask him again about the blood, coughing and peptic ulcers, (because before he said there was a problem, and then when I spoke with him he couldn't explain anything), so I thought well, must be something I'm missing? So he gave me the medical certificate, but he implied if he wants to determine anymore, I would have to get one of those endoscopics (?) a camera that they shove down your throat, and so I kind of changed the subject because there's no way I'm doing that! So I get home and remember the vinegar I took the previous week with a good results, and I was very confused, like I should try and learn and establish why I'm so confused about the vinegar working when I have been told that it is the opposite, and the mylanta is what I should be taking (bicarb), and I found an incredibly helpful video by a channel called Real Logic and this is the conclusion: Stop taking Mylanta immediately, and start taking vinegar. Heart burn is from not enough acid. Take mother vinegar: with straw, 10-15 min before main meal, then if you feel you need it, before bed too; 1tbs mother vinegar in 200-300ml water, drink with straw so as not to touch your teeth. IT TASTES DISGUSTING. Raw naturally brewed Brown Malt vinegar or Apple Cider Vinegar will work. You have heartburn because you have a lack of acid in stomach, not the other way around – this is why this whole thing hasn't made any sense for you and probably why you've got bleeding stomach ulcers now, from all the Mylanta (OMG! had heartburn since I was 20, been taking Mylanta for 32 years - no wonder I now have stomach ulcers bleeding, and still with the severe heartburn! The very opposite of what I should’ve been doing. I am starting this resume today. So, the vinegar will block excess sugar being absorbed (if eaten 10-15 min before meal). It will also help your gut bacteria so that you don't have a candidate behind your ears. It will help your acid sphincter stay closed so you won't get heartburn – gives the sphincter a signal ‘acid in here, stay closed’ – so it does!! Not faulty at all! It will also prevent gallstones, and aid kidney function. It will also aid food digestion, and give you the "full" signal. So, you won't feel as bloated, and you'll feel lighter, and your belly fat will shrink. You should wake up feeling less groggy. There will be less farting, burping and whooping – it may help with your cough. Your ulcers should disappear. If you get the vinegar water on teeth, rinse with bicarb solution The company behind Mylanta was Johnson & Johnson, but they sold out: In the United States, Mylanta is distributed by Infirst Healthcare Inc., which licenses the brand from McNeil Consumer Healthcare, a division of Kenvue (formerly Johnson & Johnson). So these people would be FULLY AWARE that heartburn is caused from not enough acid – but they still push their “ant acid” medications on all. evil. Possible law suit here. CAN'T PATENT VINEGAR. At this point, I have been receiving a medical certificate from the Dr for 4 years, and it has been 8 years since I collapsed my arch and have not been able to walk properly or for extended amounts of time. Plus with the Scoliosis and fascia problems affecting mobility, and a few other health issues like the degenerative disc disease in all lower L’s, plus Lymph issues, Compromised immune with acid burnt throat, Allergy to cold weather with onset of dizziness and lethargy if exposed, Chronic heartburn and peptic ulcers made worse with driving (not to mention am handicapped by mass amounts of stupid dogs who harass and steal from me everywhere I go), – {btw, the medical certificate is so you do not have to jump through hoops with Centrelink’s and Dep of Education’s and Workforce Australia’s Job Providers (dictated to by 3 different departments), as you are deemed too unfit for work, for more than 12hrs a week} but it says on Centrelink website, if you have been receiving a medical certificate for longer than 3 years, you are entitled to a Disability payment instead. So, I put in a claim for Disability Pension – {you can still do part time work on this payment, if you can, I could except the government seems to be stealing any money I make from my seeds…..}. So, the Dr said he would support my application and provide the health assessment. He did, I uploaded it to Centrelink. 3mnths later Centrelink got back to me – after a “quack” interview with one of their dogs, in conjunction with YouTube videos – they like to communicate via television for some reason, and use dogs to do so. They dogs. No wonder this country is so fucked – run by stupid dogs. Anyway, they said we reject your application, as your conditions have not been diagnosed and treated. Which is total bullshit. They are stealing from me. Mind you, I did have all the “poor me” people out in force, showing me all their handicaps – pathetic- put your own application in. And at this point in my life, I need certain foods to stay healthy, and on unemployment payment, you cannot. {It's like the same thing I described at the Bundaberg hospital; the food they serve to patients is just not healthy, its budget, like their standard is not good enough and slightly unevolved. Same with the budget for unemployment payment; they would assume them to be eating “budget” – which I am pretty good at doing after all these years, but with old age and no permanent housing for food growing, comes additional requirements. And I can just hear people say (dogs from Centrelink) oh well you just bought a new vacuum so you should have used a broom instead, and bought food with that money. This is literally they type of control they try to exert over my life. They are dogs. This is not acceptable, you need some sort of enjoyment in life, and vacuuming rather than sweeping is not asking for too much. Albeit I was having problems vacuuming with my back, so instead of a normal vacuum, I got a robot one, and brilliant I will NOT need one of those Disability given cleaners that recipients get for almost free (if you're good looking!) to do the vacuuming, because I have a robot cleaner now! I wonder how long it will last…..but you know what, they do this all the time, like my mattress; I was waking up in pain every morning because Coles refused to provide me with bleach, stating out of stock, so I could not kill the mould in my futon, so it got really bad, and I had to throw it out, and use the veranda sofa mattress with a big inverted crack, while I somehow saved for a new futon (futon is best for back problems plus is FULLY BIODEGRADABLE (cost over $1000), I mean, this is simply not budgeted it on a unemployment payment – and since the police stole all my money I made on Facebook market place, plus all the retailers are also stealing from me, plus my neighbours are stealing from me, I am in the red, and being able to eat is pretty much near impossible, let alone being able to eat specific healthy foods. Ok, rant over. I live near the beach in a house with big garden……. I will include the next paragraph, but it doesn't involve going to the doctors, it involves a doctor on YouTube, who states that starving yourself has good health benefits. So, I don't buy this theory at all, in fact the Doctor who was talking about this, has not got a very good reputation in my opinion - as he does ‘popular opinions’ videos rather than factual based. I think there might be people who have seen that video, and taken his word as gospel (since he is a doctor - some humans fall victim to the “doctor worshipping” syndrome), and so they are trying to starve me in order to ward off dementia – Centrelink related, idiots who work at Centrelink? So maybe they are stealing money under the pretence of doing that, so called “helpful” - but really they just don't want me to have any money because it's a form of punishment that they are getting off on. I mean ultimately that's what starving oneself is. Body punishment. So, I definitely DO NOT BUY THIS THEORY whatsoever - it's a pathetic human dysfunction thought philosophy. Along the lines of offering a dead virgin to the Gods, as a means to have good luck…. So, on the contrary, I actually believe when you reach that age, as a woman, when you miss your first period; that's when you got to start increasing your appetite, and eating as much protein and iron rich foods as you can; you want to extend your period for as long as possible. I definitely believe if I had more money, and no stupid punishment monkees on my back - I would still be menstruating today. {They are using the police and physio to starve me}. My neighbours keep signing, no, they punishing you for being single, its about sex. March 2026 I had a smoothie with Celosia leaves; next day I had blood coming out of a mole on my face. I wasn't entirely sure it was from the Celosia, but the next week I had another smoothie and it happened again -and I've just found out via youtube, that Celosia is also used to treat blood disease - so I'm thinking if I had a little bit of blood disease, I don't anymore thanks to this plant. I thought maybe I was just having some sort of reaction so I haven't had any more smoothies since, but I probably should have some more until the blood stops? I'm thinking? I'm not an expert in this area and there's not much information about how to use it as a medicinal plant. There also is a possibility that it is getting rid of toxins from my blood like the silver dioxide that the dentist injected into my tooth to kill the bacteria? I think she used too much and it's causing problems in my mouth with pins and needles and numbness in my lips. I have been doing massage to help with that, and it really does help, but I think the massage I have been doing has been pushing the silver dioxide out of the area and into my blood system?? I found this list inregards to Celosia: The following is a list of everything it can potentially help. bloodshot eyes cataracts vision blurring relieves poison from snake bites!? headache sores ulcers eye inflammation skin eruption painful menstruation carpal tunnel syndrome uterine bleeding bloody stool bleeding hemorrhoids spitting up blood Flowers help diarrhea Leaves are used as dressings for boils and sores Seeds are turned into a poultice for broken bones! This plant is not toxic to cats, dogs, or horses, so you can safely grow it both indoors and outdoors. Cockscomb has been said to be the world's most beautiful vegetable. It's used all around the world, especially popular in Africa and India. Every part of the plant is utilized and can be used just like spinach. Stems, leaves and flowers are used in stews, soups, salads, sauteed with salt and pepper and thrown into smoothies. Harvesting it just before it starts flowering is the best time to harvest (when you are cooking it, unless you want the flowers of course) so the stem and the leaves won't be won't be stringy and chewy. -Hollie Yang, https://youtu.be/5kAWP9mJyG0 Knowing this now, triggered a whole herbal medicinal ‘thing’, and I started adding cooled herb teas to my coffee machine, {as, I love my morning coffee}, so now I have extra added benefit with herb teas! Although some do cause headaches if too strong, especially in the wee early hours of the morning – I mean that could just be dehydration, not enough water, or not enough protein to carry the minerals / vitamins to needed areas….I am again completely broke due to thieving QLD police, cost of living, neighbours and facebook, (and Centrelink cunts refusing me the pension; eating is on credit – I don’t usually complain about my money situation, as it really irritates people, and I have a really good spot here, but it is related to good food and thus good health). Scoliosis proof hard to obtain from Dr’s; like trying to get water out of a stone As I update this in May 2026, I have been trying to obtain my back scans for scoliosis information (Centrelink requested it). It was in 2019 that I went to the Doctor at Gin Gin, and said I'm having back pain problems, I sometimes can't stand up straight, I also could not lift up my arm beyond my chest and was having problems cleaning, and vacuuming (actually now that I think back, vacuuming has been a problem for years, 2006 I was having difficulties vacuuming for extended period). That doctor sent me to Bundaberg to have an x-ray. At this point I had completely forgotten that I had scoliosis, as I was told about it when I was 13; “you have scoliosis”, they told me the degree, gave me the x-ray, and sent me on my merry way. Since then, I've had no problems from my back, a side from the sciatica incident which I did not believe was related to scoliosis. (although in retrospect, from about 2016 I started having restriction of movement – I started to do a lot more knitting). So, I think back to that scan in 2019, and the doctor never called me back in, so I assumed that there were no problems. Just old age. Infact I termed it “ old Chinese man syndrome from working in the rice paddies” !! good one Dr Abass! So since then, I must've just kept complaining to the doctor ‘I'm having difficulties moving’, and so they keep sending me to the scan people (as long as the scan people get their money everyone's happy -everyone except for me!) so I had back scans done again at the beginning of 2024 and at the end of 2024. The first one, that Dr did call me back into the doctor, she told me I had to generative disc disease. So that was all she said. No advice, no treatment… she didn't mention scoliosis either. So, I went home and looked up ‘generative disc disease’, it said old age problem. So, I gathered this was not actually the cause of my back problems? Again, grin and bare it. But in 2025, I started getting into YouTube health videos, and I have obtained a lot of really good information from YouTube about all sorts of things, then once I started ;looking up back issues, it all started to unfold for me, ah yes, I have scoliosis!! Actually, it was Dr Echa who mentioned the fascia problem in regards to my plantar fasciitis, so when I started researching fascia, well, OMG that’s it!!! That’s the problem I am having in regards to my back – THE FASCIA. So now, I am trying to get proof of my condition for Centrelink. I contacted the Bundaberg scan people and they said they have my scans and my report, I can view it in their little portal, which they set up, which was great, and I read the report, and there's absolutely NO mention of scoliosis - even though I can see clearly from the scans that there is scoliosis, a C curve. I thought that was a bit odd, if that radiographer who did the report had done his job properly I would've known the problem is from the scoliosis and the fascia? BUT maybe they didn't know about fascia back then?? How it pulls the muscle and contorts the spine. It's all about the fascia, rather than the spine - according to YouTube. There are some really smart people on there, they have doctors doing their own channel. I later contacted that clinic, and told them the problems I had at that time was related to my Scoliosis! I’m not really a cheeky person. So, then I get the reports and scans from 2024 (which btw, was a monumental effort and took months, such obstruction to acquiring proof). I was reading reports, and the first one at the beginning of 2024 said I had moderate scoliosis, and there's a whole blurb with medical terms. So at least they didn't ignore it this time, it was only the Dr who ignored it and failed to tell me about it. JUST WEIRD. Dr Pal - another doctor that just completely ignored scoliosis. Then the second scan, at the end of 2024, the Dr’s report {I think they may have changed from a radiographer doing the report to a Dr doing the report for all scans?), he said I have significant scoliosis! So, I don't really feel like it's severe, I mean you can clearly see from the scans a big C curve. But I feel like it's bad enough that it affects my day-to-day movement, it affects my work, I'm having difficulties working for longer than 20 minutes, and after maybe 5 minutes, I suddenly have extreme difficulties, like everything is a major effort, it's really like a halting of movement rather than pain even. Although the pain does come at night when I try to lie down flat, it's a monumental effort just to lie flat and straight, it takes me about five minutes to get into a comfortable flat position, so then I do my stretches - which I feel really helps, I learnt from YouTube. I was starting to turn into the hunchback of Notre dame, so the stretches have helped straighten me {muscle woman pose!!}. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I have a sore back at the inner C curve; it’s like I can feel the muscles there being stretched. You know when you do a good stretch, and you can really feel that you're doing some good because the muscles stretch out in that slight pain – well, it feels like that but all the time, without me stretching, and it doesn't feel good. My electric roller vibrator massager from kmart really helps a lot with that pain. And yesterday I purchased an electric cupping device for $11, to try pulling on the fascia!!! Might work. I will include the report conclusion: Significant scoliosis convex to the right with mild/moderate multilevel intervertebral disc degeneration and right lateral endplate degeneration at L5-S1 in combination with mild bilateral L4-L5 and L5-S1 facet hypertrophy. These changes result in evidence of impingement of the bilateral descending L5 nerve roots, more prominent on the right and mild impingement of the bilateral descending S 1 nerve roots. Further impingement of the exiting right L5 nerve root also noted. So, the current Physio, that Centrelink advised me to go and see, hasn't mentioned fascia, and in fact he thinks that my back has been cured due to the stretch that he gave me last week! A little weird, it's like he doesn't know about scoliosis at all, and he doesn't know about fascia at all. Maybe it's true, maybe it is a new thing - I've certainly never heard about it before YouTube in 2025. Well, actually, they were talking about it in 2023, but I still did not know that my scoliosis was the fascia issue. No connection there – typical of how I think. So, when my physio when went to university, maybe they did not teach about fascia about scoliosis? One of the little short videos that I found on YouTube describes what fascia does to the body and how it restricts movement. So, I'm going to put it here. Meanwhile I'm going to upload my x-rays where you can clearly see a big fat curve - to Centrelink; if they want proof, and don't want to take my word for it, or read the reports, here's my fucking x-ray you fucking cunts. Infact I will put one here too!! {example, today, 5th July, out in shade house, 11am: after 15 minutes, unable to function, my back just seizing up completely, hardly upright, every second a strain, have to go inside and rest. Now, it is the middle of winter, but I was boiling hot with all my jumpers and cowls…. It heats up here; it gets warm in Queensland during the day in winter. As usually, its cold weather that also makes my body seize up – but, boiling hot in my jumpers, sweating, still seizing up {?} The physio, Isaac, did not acknowledge this main debilitating factor, seizing up, restriction of movement - NON-COMPREHENSION - working for centerlink cunts}. {Scanned, Dec 2024} https://www.youtube.com/shorts/HaJtDQqsDl4 I'm going to include the x-ray of my left foot. Apparently it is typical for collapsed arch not to show on a scan, which doesn't show on this scan. A recent Physio has suggested to me that I have Metatarsalagia too. But again the doctors report couldn't find anything wrong with the left foot (They did actually say they were 2 spur problems on the right foot!) anyway, I can't see anything weird - all the pain atm is in the second metatarsal, as far as I'm concerned I have enough pain in my foot to warrant some sort of proof under a scan! so it's a little baffling to me as why it just looks normal when there's so much pain? In 2021 I got a blocked ear from using earbuds that were designed for old men who have huge big ears! So, this was the first time I ever had a blocked ear in my life. Apparently it's quite common. I tried to find out the best way to unblock it, and the definitive answer was sticking a stream of warm water into your ear. I thought I could go to the doctors and get him to do it, or I could do it myself, I opted for myself, and I put the shower hose up to my ear, and eventually it did work, and became unblocked. However, I feel like my hearing has been impaired ever since. And in 2026 it became blocked again, this time I went to the Dr, he prescribed eardrops which had turpentine oil in it, I tried this, I think it worked in the same manner as the water jet? But, shortly after at that time, I fashioned my sauna tent {I was having sauna cravings in the previous winter when it gets really cold}. After a lovely long hot sauna, and over the next week or two, I had these strange feelings in my eardrum, I wasn't really quite sure what was going on, but something was happening. Then over the next few months, slowly but surely, I had a whole heap of wax, and disgusting off coloured wax, rise up out of my ear! It kind of tingled and so prompted me to clean my ears, I felt like my narrow cotton tips that I now had, weren't good enough for this excess of wax, so I purchased a stainless-steel ear cleaning kit from Temu, for $3 - and honestly it's the best thing I've ever purchased! It does a great job of scooping out all of that excess wax that was now coming up, because of the hot sauna. So, my advice to you; don't unblock your ear with a stream of warm water, it just pushes the wax further into your ear, and might cause damage. Lucky in my case, it did not, and lucky I had a sauna. I feel if I did not have that sauna tent, my ear would never have unblocked and it might eventually cause deafness. I've never heard of a doctor prescribing hot sauna to unblock an ear - but that's the definitive treatment. You may be wondering how are you going to have a hot sauna if you do not have a sauna; you may be at that time in your life when the concept of having a sauna isn't really real. Well, you'll just have to get a sauna tent like I have, it's the cheapest way. In fact I fashioned a growtent, it was even cheaper than a sauna tent, all I had to buy was the steamer, and a good deck chair to lie on. {I had to add that growtent bit, otherwise the stupid thieves think “sauna” she must be rich, “let’s steal from her” – so blame the stupid thieves for all the extra details}. I should add, the eardrops with turpentine oil, may also have helped in conjunction with the sauna because it wasn't too far apart when I did both. But definatly the sauna was the key. I would try that in the future if needed and not the drops. Back out again 24th May 2026 unable to stand up, walk or lie comfortably I'm not sure if I have made it clear about my back problems, aside from scoliosis. I mean it's probably related, but it doesn't seem to be as far as I'm concerned, because every now and again when I'm doing something strenuous, I put my back out. I have talked about it before; how if I lie down for 15 minutes, the disc pops back in, and I can get up and walk away, no problems. But if I don't, do that, then you know, it's painful for days weeks. It seems, because I have written about it and I'm a bit savvy about what to do now, another problem has arisen; it's kind of along the same lines, only this time it's not a definite “at the time” disc out or sharp pain. It's more like a discomfort in my lower back. I can still walk around and function, so I don't really worry about it – here in lies the problem, over the next few hours, it gets worse, and worse, particularly if I'm sitting at a desk, or doing more strenuous things. And by the end of the day it is unbearably painful, I can't walk, I can't stand up straight, I just have to lie in bed and wait it out. It seems to take a few days to feel better. When it first happened, it took at least two weeks for me to be able to stand up again and walk around. I've since done it another 5 times over the last 3 years, but this time round it only took four days for me to start walking around and standing up straight. I do still have a back pain but it doesn't seem to be in the lower back anymore, it's progressed to the scoliosis area, it feels like a big stretch is going on even though I am not stretching it. I've also started using Angelica essential oil, diluted of course in a carrier oil, but I've had tremendous results I'm sure of it, because of the Angelica, it like speeds up the healing; instead of two weeks, just 4 days, I'm pretty sure that was the trigger of the faster healing time….. Anyway this time it happened I was undergoing my treatment plan at the Physio (5 medicare appointments. So I thought, thank goodness I'll be able to go to the physio right in in the midst of this pain, with not being able to walk properly and stand up straight - he'll be able to see what's going on? Because so far nobody has given me any answers as to this problem, and centerlink refuse to beliuieive there is a problem – (stupid cunts). So I tried to get an appointment on Monday (back went out on Sunday), but of course I couldn't, he only works on Thursday in Sarina!! Oh how typical and convienient for the dogs. I did take a photograph of my back a couple of days after it went out (leaning over – an arial shot), actually I wanted to check the curve, because I'm aware that I have a C curve on my right, in fact I've measured my hips, and they are 2cm raised, so I'm I know where the C curve is - but the Physio said it's the other way, C curve is on my left. Very weird. I don't think - so my measuring skills are not that bad, plus my pain is always on the right side. So I took a photo just to be sure. And indeed, I can see for certain that the C curve is on the right, of course. I might take my photo and show it to the Physio and see what he says ..........{ofcourse when he did say he saw my c curve, I was wearing my shirt and bra – he did not want me to undress – such a high level of perceptive care in rural Australia}. The photo also shows some discolouration in my lower back, it was kind of like a red bruise, so I'm not sure if that was from this latest injury, or whatever? As it may be from the cupping I had done a couple of days prior......(which did not help). The red bruise did not look like a cup shape, but you never know, as it was a couple of days old it might have faded in patches, I will put the photograph here too. Thursday came around and I was able to walk all I could do is explain what happened to the physio, and he said this back problem that I recently had, doesn't actually have a name or a disease name it's just something that happens, he said! So no diagnosis!!!! Lol dear God, such organization in the medical spine arena!! He said even if I had come in on the Monday when I couldn't stand up, he wouldn't be able to do anything about it, it's just something that you have to wait out...... He did however tell me he might be able to release tention in my scoliosis stretch pain, that the lower back pain seemed to turn into scoliosis pain. {Note after a few days that did go away when relaxed}. So he seemed to just rub that inner c curve, I'm not sure at the time whether he was doing any good, stretching it out or anything, but later that evening I had some cramping, so I felt like his efforts made a difference, somehow. And he pretty much said, it's more a situation where I have to just stop doing those strenuous things where I put my back out. Know your limits. So, this time round, I wasn't planting a tree, I was trying to lift my fish tank, because the table leg had broken, so it was a little awkward and immediate, I really had no choice but to do it or see my hefty 380L tank fall to the ground. I did fix it thank goodness, even though I put my back out. Also, the next day I realized I had “Plantar Plate Injury”, which is ‘tenderness under my big toe’ due to straining it too much with that upward strain exercise, one of the plantar fasciitis physio exercises from you tube – so I do need to know my limits ‘better’. {Goes back to lifting those hay bales at school…..btw, I found if I’m doing something strenuous like fencing, when I require extra strength, I just think of someone who’s pissed me off, this it really helps!}} This is just a temporary photo until I get a better photo, don't you just love the quality of Apple iPad 3, it is literally like they put a filter on every single photo. You can clearly see the C curve at the bottom and mid back, it kind of disappears in the middle, as it must twist -it hasn't really been properly scanned to determine the level of twist, which pulls on the fascia. You can also see some bruising in this photo, but it might be just the shadows, and you can see my birthmark in the top left. Birthmark {My anomaly} My birthmark is pretty huge. Actually, I have never really seen it like this. I remember trying to look at in the mirror when I was child, sometimes I could not see it at all, and sometimes it was a lovely shade of olive brown, sometimes it was pale brown, then sometimes it as bright red! It seemed if it gets agitated, the whole thing turns bright red, rather than just a kind of a skin discolouration. It's a little weird. People always used to go “ooooh what's that on your back” when it was beetroot – back when I was usually wearing cosies all summer long! But now if I wear something backless, and I'm slightly rubbing on something, maybe the back of a chair, or car seat, it will turn red. I wonder if it turns red when I am angry? Probably not. If I have a really hot shower it'll turn bright red too.I don't really notice it much, pretty sure I can’t feel it, although it may be a little hot – if someone puts their hand on it, they say it’s hot. Other people notice it cause it's kind of a ‘stand out’ if it's red. I did look up why people have marks, and they don't really know. They know what happens in within the cell structure, the pigmentation, but the reason and causes, unknown. {I do have also have one foot slightly bigger than the other, which is a little annoying, one shoe is always harder to dislodge. oh, and I have huge big disproportionate unusually large ribs from swimming when I was young, holding my breath under water. (literally a third of my childhood spent in the water). When I was in my 20’s and would lie down flat, my ribs would stick up bigger than my boobs! I actually looked quite weird, I have a bit of a weird body, with very narrow shoulders, but largish legs (and a huge big butt) – apparently, that is from swimming too. But, in my later years, sitting on the computer probably hasn't helped my butt situation. Something strange did happen with my birthmark when I moved into the Sarina unit: it kind of took off! Seemingly growing from my back, under my arm, and around onto my boob! I took a photo, but as it shows my boob, I will refrain from putting here. You can't see the front of my boob in the photo, but the whole front of the boob is also covered with this dark blood red birthmark. It didn't last though, it kind of crept back to its usual spot! Now, the factors surrounding that time: was mould: extreme mould in the unit and humidity, due to extreme weather and plumbing issues in that horrible unit. Mould just grew everywhere, on all the surfaces - seemingly including on me! But also, because of the damp, any wood in the building was rotted, so there were holes which allowed bugs to get in, so instead of fixing the holes, they heavily fumigated. when I moved in I copped the full brunt of heavy fumigation on all the surfaces {unbeknownst to me of course} - and which is just absolutely disgusting on behalf of the real estate, Ray White, and landlord with no wait time for residues to expel. Plus, as well as that happening when I moved in, I had a big chunks of hair fall out, plus a mole that sits on my chest (it happened after I got badly sunburnt as a teenager at school), well it changed shape and grew bigger. So that's all the contributing factors that changed my birthmark; pollution in the environment, either chemical poison or bacterial mould. (stupid real estate girls trying to inflict cancer on low income residents). Plantar fasciitis update I need to update this because there might be a little bit of light at the end of the tunnel! After near 10 years of not being able to walk properly and having a sore foot. My metatarsal dome arrived from ebay, it was $15 a pair. But when I put it on my foot, it was really painful, I thought this is not going to help at all. Then I looked up metatarsal domes, did some research and realised that there is an option called metatarsal pads, and that would've been better, because it's not as raised, and doesn't quite feel like a stone under your foot. So, I got some of my adhesive foam that was left over from Cody Amos, and cut myself a metatarsal Pad. I also saw from watching quite a few videos on YouTube {by actual Podiatrist who know what they're doing as opposed to the ones in Australia}, - in fact there was some very good information, and I realise that I should have known about this before, and why when I went to the Podiatrist in Bundaberg in 2021, and saw that stupid woman Taylor Tatarelli at Advance Foot Care / MyFootDr; why didn't she tell me that I had metatarsalgia? From looking at the videos, it's a really easy diagnosis, it's where the pain is specifically, on the metatarsal bone, and I told her, that is where the pain was. But she didn't ever talk about metatarsal, it's like she wasn't actually a real Podiatrist at all. Anyway and you meant to put it in a very specific spot and not where the pain is but before the pain so I did that and I also saw that you're meant to Cushion that area because it's often caused from a lack of fat in that area and that would be exactly what happened with me because of the big hole I got in that spot from the planter wart so there was no fat there so it was maybe even this was the initial problem and not the collapsed arch and the collapsed arch just happened because I kept walking for those years on the shoes that had the hole in them anyway 22 problems but the collapsed arch was still a problem when I went to the doctor in 2023 I could feel it then but I'm not sure if it's still a problem or it's just only me Tata. So they always talking about the right shoes and of course the right shoes that you know $200 and I cannot afford $200 for a new pair of shoes so what I did is fashioned a little cushion in insert made out of bra inserts which I cut in half and have stuck six together and I've put that in a little band that I've wrapped around my foot which is not too tight it just holds them in place as well as done that I did a metatarsal pad made a foam with a big hole in that whole bowl area so it's very well cushioned and of course I can't fit my foot in the shoe so I put it on top of the shoe and just strap the front in and if I walk slowly is fine and also I purchased some well it's called like an inner support for the heel and so I did some research on that and the it's like an orthotic but a mini one for the heel because they did research saying if your heel is supported it's just much better for your foot so like if you wear thongs your heel is not supported at all and if you wear sandals like mine are they're not fully supported even though my shoes are really good the Eco ones so I bought this half orthotic over-the-counter you don't need specially designed specially fit ones so you can just use over-the-counter ones which cost $3.50 from team U and that also supports my arch so it's very good when I stood on that not only did I have instant relief in my metatarsal area but it just felt good cushiony and supported and it did remain to feel good for about five minutes of walking around but then suddenly the slow Rovner of the metatarsalgia came back and progressively got worse as I kept on walking and standing in the kitchen that day but I've kind of persisted with it all week and I try to wear the cushioning like if I get up to go to the toilet I tried to put it on and I feel like it's made a difference my foot doesn't hurt as much at night so maybe if I keep doing this it will heal I don't know if this is the case I've still listed my gum boots for sale on marketplace thinking that I probably won't ever be able to use them ever again but I put a high price on them $50 just in case my foot heels by the time the next rainy season that's how much time I'll give myself if it doesn't heal by the next rainy season nothing's going to work. Also as I was learning about these things that I have to do for metatarsalgia I was getting more and more furious at that stupid woman in Bundaberg at Advanced Foot Care Bundaberg 20 minutes and so the whole left side of my body was swollen and you know all the damage I've over these years when I could've had the right metatarsal dome and she's done irreversible damage as far as I'm concerned. So, I looked her up on the medical register, Aphra, and guess what no such Dr as Taylor Tatarelli! So, I contact the clinic, they said she has changed her name to Wilk. So, I put in a complaint to them, plus to Aphra. Both ignored me completely. No response. So, then I put a complaint into a lawyer, but they were extremely dodgy in my opinion, in fact I don't even think it was a lawyer, she sounded like an actress? eventually she said “no we can't help”. So, then I put a complaint in to the QLD ombudsman -now they are not in the business of getting money for compensation factors, but I just wanted to put a complaint about this woman because she was obviously trying to “product place” herself in sadistic manner. And this is not the first blonde bimbo to do so. I never heard back from them either. So, I'm going to include the complaint that I put to them on this website with a photo of this stupid bitch, because it seems nobody is going to do anything about these absolute revolting woman who hound me in such a manner, so I'm doing it myself. Photo and complaint of Taylor Tatarelli apparently now Taylor Wilk – fake podiatrists, aka blonde bimbo monkey from “on my back” RIGHT BACK AT YOU (I will give them 4 weeks to respond - they won't, nobody does anything to fix these kind of problems in Australia - they are too scared. they did not, so here is:) Complaint to QLD HEALTH Ombudsman re fake podiatrist Taylor Tatarelli, aka Taylor Wilk Notification about registered health practitioner of : • poor professional conduct • sub-standard knowledge, skill, judgement or care • lack of suitability to hold registration • impairment • breach of the National Law • breach of a condition of their registration • other issues of concern. I went to the Podiatrist at Centrelink’s disability team, request re my sore foot - 16th Nov 2021, 2:00pm This clinic was ‘Advance Foot Care’, but sometimes known as ‘My Foot Doctor’ – 2 names - dodgy reason I am guessing. It cost me $150. This podiatrists, ‘girl’, a young blonde, name Taylor Tatarelli, -not entirely sure that was her real name, because when I checked her credentials on Aphra, no such person, then the Clinic later told me her name is Taylor Wilt. I complained to her of pain in the front pad of my foot, and told her the circumstance, the collapsed arch… -instead of diagnosing it as metatarsalgia (and collapsed arch), {turns out I have 2 conditions), the young female blonde podiatrist squeezed pressed, poked, prodded, and rubbed, it as hard as she could, under the pretence of some sort of massage (?), for about 5 minutes, could have been longer…. She also had me traipsing around on her walking electronic measuring pad (the tool used to steal $600 in unnecessary orthotics from MANY other people too), for 25 minutes - - which all later and shortly after, resulted in my whole left side of my body swelling up, especially my knee, left chest, left breast and left underarm - for about a week (don't ask me what's going on there with the swelling – I’m sure that Dr could not tell you either….) And of course, I was left foot undiagnosed for several years, which had very detrimental effect – near 10 years now unable to walk properly, and not knowing about Metatarsalgia which requires very specific foot ware / padding. Btw, there is a Taylor Wilt who is a registered Podiatrist in South Australia. It may not be the same one - as that clinic, as it is clearly run by women who will be trying to cover their arses, save themselves “weee don’t get desperate women in our clinic pretending to be Doctors trying to “win a sadistic date””. Check out their link with hordes of Drs: https://www.myfootdr.com.au/about-us/meet-the-team/ Oh, Taylor did say the reason I was experiencing pain was because I was “walking funny”. No mention of Metatarsalgia AT ALL – the most common condition with pain in the front pad of foot as I described. A monkey could have diagnosed it. And then she wanted me to pay another $600 then and there for an orthotic. So, overcharging ($150), plus wrong to no diagnosis, plus wanting me to pay for unnecessary orthotic, plus sadistic pain infliction. Later that day I went to the GP at Moore Park Beach, Dr Enzo from the Moore Park Beach clinic - he could see that my left leg was in dire straits, SWOLLEN LIKE A BALLON, from Taylors pressing, squeezing, poking, prodding, and rubbing, of my metatarsal bones, but instead of acknowledging it when I described what happened – HE IGNORED IT. Completely ignored it, changed the subject. (Later a woman at the pathology lab says he works incahoots with Dr Abass, my GP at Gin Gin – so I would say all 3 incahoots – some sort of SICK sadistic GAME, at my expense. l cannot walk for longer than 20 minutes I have foot pain. Then and still now. Ultimately caused from over use – WORKING (bingo, acknowledgement of my condition proof of working). I put this complaint to Aphra in ‎February ‎2023, ‏ – they ignored me. More women trying to save each other. I later requested the medical report/notes from Taylor Tatarelli; she had clearly used a medical report made by her colleague Paul Wang, who I later saw about toe impingement on my right foot. The report is so lacking plus with lies, I will not be giving it to Centrelink disability team or Centrelink’s compensation team. Because they ignored it I had a similar situation later in Mackay at the dentist. $3.13/L Diesel, wake up gov. After doing the physios stretches, I got a tender big toe. I googled it: Plantar Plate Injury in my big toe from the doorway stretch: tender under big toe due to straining it too much with that upward strain exercise. And since I had such good results when I looked up and a toe tenderness, I thought I should look up exactly what happened that day back in the pool in 2016: "second toe sticking upright"; it says: commonly known as a hammertoe (or "floating toe"). But images on line did not quite match, I had no 'bend'. said; It occurs when the toe bends abnormally, causing the middle joint to stick up" So that's what happened in the pool that day something weird happened to my foot and I stuck my foot up out of the water and the second toe next to the big toe was literally sticking up vertically straight up in the air. So then it described all the reasons why this would happen and none of them suited what happened to me or was a little vague with a previous injury..... So that toe sticking up resulted in the metatarsal bone problem, it is behind that toe, which connects the toe to the foot. I don't think they have a condition for it, they just call it metatarsalagia because it affects the metatarsal bone. What’s with the swapping out of the receptionists now?? At Dr Eche’s and the physio: they can't swap out any food since I have no money {they've stolen it all} so they're swapping out receptionist! Channel 10? I think those are the women who steal from me too. Then locals copy them. One Podiatrist Online said metatarsalgia is often caused by not having enough fat or padding in the ball of your foot, and so the bones get strained when you wear shoes walking around, and from overuse. This totally would explain my pain because of the plantawart. Trying to get rid of it, I believe it grew and fell off twice, in those years when I was still wearing the boots that had the hole in them. I actually took a photo at one time, I'll put it here. With this new information a new diagnosis of metatarsalgia, I still haven't encountered a cure? The only suggestion really is the metatarsal pad and cushioning for the foot. (tried both, I know helps greatly) but I haven't heard anyone saying that it will fix it?? My plantar wart finally fell off with Salicylic acid, caused from wrong homeopath medicine. It then proceeded to grow back. Then repeat. So then I took matters into my own hands and found the correct homeopathic medicine (Thuju - that got rid of it for good). Gp's - they clueless, Salicylic acid!! I'm still a little sceptical that they have got to the root of the problem, because when I asked the 2026 Physio if he'd ever heard of a condition where the second toe is sticking directly up in the air he said no, and it hasn't been described anywhere on Google, so I don't think they actually know the full extent of this problem. Too bad I didn't take a photo of my foot when it first happened, I only have a clear image of sticking my foot up out of the water at the time in the pool (after tippytoeing), and seeing that toe sticking directly up in a very strained manner and exclaiming out loud “what the hell!”. Like I said in my story “Inflammation from collapsed Arch - What to do if you have a Collapsed Arch or Plantar fasciitis – and my God Australia, you are f*ckin useless.” I thought after the toe subsided, a few hrs later, it was better. Then the mild discomfort I was having in the weeks, months that followed, I thought was a seed, from wearing open shoes down the paddock……a seed callous plus the whole plantarwart prob. Also when they took the ultrasound in 2021 I think they were so busy trying to see the collapsed arch, they might not have even taken any ultrasound of that padding area at the ball of the foot? which is probably where the if they could see anything it would be there? I don't know, I am not a foot expert. But now, I'm not even sure that when it did happen that day back in 2016, if it was a collapsed arch - I think the arch might have collapsed during that time of walking around in my work boots with the whole, and the wart, then having to do so much relocation. When I got the diagnosis of collapsed arched by the Chiro, it most definitely was collapsed at that point, it was extremely floppy, and again I'll say I wish I took a video of it. So Metatarsalgia from the beginning, and collapsed arch later?? (maybe not sure, as walking on tippy toes results in collapsed arch……) As I was checking my medical reports, I discovered I had A loculated fluid Hoffa's fat pad. This is: indicates a collection of localized or walled-off fluid in the fatty tissue beneath your kneecap. This often points to Hoffa's fat pad impingement (or Hoffa's disease), where the fat pad becomes pinched, inflamed, or scarred. What This Means Hoffa's Fat Pad: A specialized pad of fatty tissue located between the kneecap, thigh bone, and shin bone that acts as a shock absorber and cushion. Loculated Fluid: Fluid that is trapped, enclosed, or walled off in a specific space or pocket rather than spreading diffusely through the tissue. Causes: This condition is typically triggered by an acute knee injury or chronic repetitive stress on the knee. It is also occasionally linked to structural issues like patella alta (a high-sitting kneecap). Common Symptoms: You may experience sharp or aching pain in the front of your knee (especially when fully straightening the leg or standing for long periods), tenderness below the kneecap, and localized swelling. Typical Management & Next Steps Initial treatment generally focuses on reducing pain, swelling, and fat pad compression: Conservative Care: Your doctor or a physical therapist may recommend avoiding fully locking your knee, modifying high-impact activities, and using specific taping methods or targeted exercises to improve knee mechanics. I thought it was arthritis? I was told I had arthritis by Dr Nazma at Gunnedah. I think that diagnosis is BULLSHIT. I saw a video on YouTube by a proper doctor, and there is physical appearance of inward facing knees with Hoffa’s pad fat. I do not have inward facing knees, also the place where you press the pad to confirm diagnosis is not the painful area that I have, at all. I think that clinic at Bundaberg, Friendlies, the other smaller clinic, up town, made up those results for the point of giving me a Ganglion Cyst - I remember I got a ganglion in my left wrist, I thought it had been from a magnetic bracelet. IT WAS. Can’t resist those opalescent colours for $1.65, Dr Abass. What an arshole. Dr Tariq Khalil. I love the Internet - Truly, changed my life, helped me greatly, thankyou thankyou. (I remember the day Google came into existence. I was there, I was just thinking; I need a plain simple search engine that doesn’t have any adds, and is easy to read, understand and see results. And wallah! I clicked the button, and then there was Google! – the most magical day of my life!! A new era has begun.) I should mention of course there are some really dodgy people on the Internet, I mean extremely dodgy, they now have everyone tracked, they know everyone’s IP address, they know what information you’ll be sharing and looking at, they know your profiles, your acquaintances. They dictate what information you can see and can’t see by hiding web pages, (“the server cannot be reached at the moment…”) and they hide webpage results in Google search, and even present webpages with concocted information on it, specifically for a targeted individual. And I mentioned before how secretaries and reception girls are the biggest perverts, well possibly for the exception of computer nerd IT people. An example, I just download another browser the other day, {I have 4 browsers now}. And in the set up, it asked me “can we collect and use your data” UNBELIEVABLE!! why would you even ask me this, HOW could you possibly think in any person's circumstance that it would be ok for you to monitor all their browsing?? What planet are you living in? OFCOURSE NOT you idiots. Another example; way back around 2010 or so, I was out in the garden and came across a Praying mantis, at that time, I was not sure if this was a good insect or bad, so I went inside and looked it up, the web results said – all bad, they eat the leaves of your plants, so I went back outside and chopped it with secateurs. It was not till later when I thought about it, the name “Praying” suggest it hunts other insects and DOES NOT eat the leaves. So, a few years later when I saw another, I rechecked it again (by this time, there is an abundance of information on the net – {I have been around since there was hardly any info on the net!}, and sure enough, it clearly states “predators of arthropods”. So, some computer nerd had seen my situation back then, and falsified the results to trick me, (or they did not know), perhaps they thought it would be amusing, and perhaps making fun of some girl who was inexperienced in the garden (I bet it was a Telstra computer nerd), so meanwhile that poor little mantis died for no reason, just because of that stupid computer nerd. See how evil they are. It’s easy for a computer nerd to do this, I’m not saying acting on their own, or working for anyone, I wouldn’t want to encourage government conspiracies, but it’s easy for them to brainwash / manipulate someone through concocted information on the Internet. I have seen it also on another 2 occasions with 2 other people – so not me and my IP address, but people I knows IP address. Then there’s all the targeted marketing ads and so forth. My computer has frequently been hacked. I have emails that go missing, I have documents that go missing. Once I noted a video on my PC camera had been changed – as I was using it, whilst checking playback (I use it as a security camera too), btw, I believe they do this in order to protect the stupid bond bimbos who steal from me at my house - it’s like old men trying to protect pretty little girls who fuck up; I’ve noticed this is a recurring thing – outside down the street, if I am about to catch a dog red-handed stealing from me, there’s always some man who’ll step in my way to block my view, to make sure I can’t see what’s going on. It’s unbelievable how they ‘save’ these stupid trashy women. I’m thinking maybe they feel noble to do it, them thinking, ‘oh that girl is just young and naïve, and is making a mistake in life, she can’t help it, as no one has taught her any better’ or ‘ oh, well, we like the thief better than we like Emily, so, we will save the bimbo’. The reason I know they absolutely do this, is because when I was 18 and just moved to Sydney and had to catch the train up from North Sydney to Hornsby every day for TAFE, with my $20 a budget per week; a weekly train ticket was $12.50, if I recall, so that didn’t leave much money for food or Tafe materials, plus other modes of transport. One week I realised if I wanted to eat anything that week, I would have to not purchase a weekly train ticket, so I could eat (not that that is an excuse; if people had that attitude, then there would be chaos). But I actually was young. And it was back in the day before there were turntables at the train, and hardly any train staff about due to off peak travelling. So, I took the risk, and was sitting on the train almost at my stop, and of course, that day, they had a conductor come round and ask for tickets! I started squirming in my seat, and then the guy in front of me started talking to the conductor, and then it was my stop, I hastily got off, so I didn’t have to go through that process of humiliation. So, this is what men do. They knew perfectly well I didn’t have my ticket. That’s why they put the conductor on, and that’s’ why they put that guy sitting in front of me to talk to the conductor - and pretend to save me, FAKE SAVE, after setting up a near calamity in the first place. It is arshole behaviour. There is a whole network of them who continue to do it. Similar set ups and saves have occurred since, only ofcourse regarding perhaps embarrassing situations, but not theft, as I have mentioned, I am pretty much against theft of any kind. And that’s why they save those trashy bimbo female thieves who steals from me. To save them from humiliation – as I would press charges, no matter who it was or how old (that’s if I did not strangle them first and they were still around). But you see, the thing is, those ones that steal from me, are WELL past ‘young and naive’ stage, and the whole ‘well we did not know’ excuse; they now would be well into their 40s / 50’s plus some, aswell as being quite wealthy in comparison to me. Yet those men are still saving those bimbo women, no matter what age they are, and knowing how wrong and evil they are. At this point, those women really need to be held accountable. The fact they have not been, is why they still continue to steal from me. STUPID MEN. SUCH SUCKERS FOR A PRETTY BLONDE. This is exactly what happened when those girls stole my physio appointments and my Care plan; and you know, a young naive, 18-year-old skipping on a train fare one time, is a little bit different from stealing Hundreds of dollars’ worth of physio appointments from me, then also hundreds of thousands of dollars’ worth of craft products/stuff/ glasses/food…repeatedly and repeatedly…...Those stupid men obviously can’t see the big picture. And one of them at least works at Microsoft, as my PC camera is all Microsoft. They are going to also have to pay. Ha ha! Also, PC related hacking; I have words and sentences being changed from documents. I have words and sentences being changed on my website, as well as photos removed. { I find the way a sentence is worded, can be extremely important, and can make the difference between belief and disbelief, or to actually make the point you’re trying to make. Just one word is all it takes for a reader to be sceptical of what you’re saying or to miss the important part of what you’re saying. I believe that there are certain people who know about this and who have changed sentences and omitted important keywords, and I also believe they not only do it to me, and my blog, but they do it for important documents like for court or articles on wiki etc etc}. Also, I have had my uploaded YouTube videos, edited too. Basically, everything is editable on the Internet, and that’s why if you’ve ever attended court (for unpaid rego….), when you provide documents, they all have to be printed and sent because, everything can be changed and manipulated if it’s digital - but you also have to watch the person who takes the court documents because, then, again is an opportunity where something can be manipulated or removed, I have witnessed a girl tampering with my documents in a court reception - whether she was doing it deliberately to try to trick me, or whether she actually removed something, I still do not know (I won the case anyway – but the stress involved in having to go to court is unforgivable). (She was the girl covered with tattoos). And of course, they can track you easily on every single website and can block you, which they do I’ve been blocked from Facebook and eBay. Australia pretends to be a democracy, but really, it’s not. Someone suggested to me, the reason I was harassed when I went out shopping back in the late 90’s was really done deliberatley by computer people, trying to build up the online shopping computer world, as in, if someone gets harassed when they go out, they would be inclined to stay in, infront of their computer. Which is most definatly true, I feel online shopping has saved me from major harassment. Whether the part about nerds setting harassment traps is true, I do not know, there was one incidence at a computer shop in Hornsby, that leads me to believe it may be slightly true? You know I’ve been followed around on the roads since I was a young girl and this is not a conspiracy, this is a fact, maybe something that only happens to women or certain targeted individuals? I can’t speak for other women or other people. In fact, I can only assume though, if it happened to other people, they would talk about it more, so I assume that it doesn’t happen, or most people aren’t very observant like me? I remember on the roads when I was, probably 15 or so, I wasn’t permitted to sleep because my friend’s father who was driving the car would be one of those people that would fall into the category of ‘couldn’t tell the difference between a projected image and reality’ Powers that be know me well, and know about this secret phenomenon, and they don’t want any car accidents - I have to say those people live in fear and have no faith. I do not cause car accidents. Not ever. But once in Gunnedah, those evil stalking dogs created a car accident to make it look like it was my fault, I think they did it in Sydney once too, so they could try to prove their point and validate themselves, and I suspect, to get funding to continue to stalk me (creating jobs for themselves) – they really are evil and human rights violators, they have no respect for me or anyone else. They just want to try to control me, as in a personal power trip, and see me as their meal ticket, they are USERS. They are truly disgusting who act under the guise of “oh but we are important people who know about these things, when most people do not know, or understand, and so, “we are helping people - people need to be warned about you”. But they are not helping at all, they’re power control freaks; self-aggrandizing action undertaken simply for the pleasure of exercising control over another person. They’re self-declared important people, whilst making my life difficult. After 9 years of Drought, finally, I am seeing rain at Gin Gin. OMG, it is so devine. Thankgod its finally raining. I swear a lot of neighbours (and dull-witted council workers) "act out" because it's so dry and no one has enough water to live life. (There must be some explanation for the stupid thieving nature of the people who live in this Kookaburra Park community? - I was later advised, not rain related, but most people at that park were pot smokers, I was advised I was surrounded by potheads. Including my landlord. Life Stories P2 NEXT About P1 About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2( this) , LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9. LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

emilyconstancebieman, life stories, blog HOME PAGE, About P1, There is a café in Paddington, Sydney that needs to be blown up. It was placed there solely to see young women trip over the wonky pavement across the road before entering a boutique, for purposes of humiliation. Deliberate humiliation. ABOUT P1 Females are the biggest persecutors in my life. Women are woman’s worst enemy. It seems as long as you don’t earn more money than them, eat better than them, have a nicer car than them, then, and only then are they ‘sweet’ and respectful to you. SUCH JEALOUSY. Jealousy from other women, and woman following me around/stealing from me, is my biggest bane. They are such perverts. You would think it would be men chasing a single woman, but no, it is women. Men are to busy scheming ways they can steal or get of work. But women get obsessed. Dog obsessed, in non-thinking uninvited ways. What’s just as worse is the “non-validation” EVER - people refuse to believe that their friends, family/community is stealing from me, and would prefer to think of me as forgetful or crazy instead, (an absolute disgrace this is, DISGUSTING - stupid humans!) It is so such an obvious bullying thing that’s going on, and I’m bloody sick of being a victim of these stupid bimbo bullies . Hence my blog and I tell you, IT WORKS, {some, mostly, occasionally – those bullies sure as hell don’t like it; don’t like to be reminded of how stupid they have been, or how wrong they have been, or how much in dept they are}…..Here, here is my life blog – no need to be a pervert. (So weird; fuck off). And, I am way too strong willed to be married! Besides, men are too weak; all they want to do is fight. I even find if I encounter a married man, all they still want from any other woman, is to “wrestle” - and even better if they’re not married to her, as not only do they not need to be respectful at all , but they won’t have any problems with other men coming around for retaliation. They are such cowards too. Hopeless. What’s more, they do not recognize their weakness; they think fighting is being strong – juveniles!! Take Barrack Obama for in instance – what a smooth talker- and so smart and good looking (!), but what happened in his career – oh guess what – a WAR. There seems to be no exceptions to my theory of weakness. Btw, I have known stupid woman just like that too, with a tendency to fight like a rabid dog; I believe it is a learnt ‘personality trait’, from being around / growing up with arsholes. You know being poor, is better than being around arsholes. Think about it. Leave! So having said that, still women are the biggest problem in my life, and in society as far as I am concerned - I have to write this blog because people are scum. I am saving myself from them. My blog has had a very positive affect on my life, writing about the way it is and things that exactly happened to me, has resulted in a greatly reduced number of thefts (but they still do it). The harassment from within Kookaburra park at Gin Gin has basically gone, apparently, I have woken them all up!! Writing my blog has been the best way to combat specific problems that I have within society. This Blog is more effective than the police. Although I suspect the police read it, as I have called the police many times whilst at Gunnedah, to try and combat the thievery, not that they did anything, but possibly 1 or 2 may also have become obsessed with me as a result. So here, they can see more than what they could understand if I just phoned them up and complained about all the thefts. Many people, especially young police, do not really understand all the tactics used by evil thieving women. {Later the QLD police prove to be a huge problem for me - never call the police}. So this blog started off mostly about describing the thieving ugliness of what is going on in my life (and how I feel about that – it’s no good just writing what about what these dogs do, you have to put down how they make you feel – if you just say what happened, bullies will laugh, but if you add; if you were here, I would verbally bazooka bomb your head off, OR WORSE (edited for coward society and bimbo mother oppression censorship made-up rules), then it makes a difference, they can start to see, and little bits of empathy will sieve through their little brains (sometimes you need to be extremely emphatic ). And rack off all musicians , more about them later. Just writing about it here in the public arena has put an end to a lot of the problems I was experiencing from bullies. It’s truly amazing in fact, how this blog has really helped me. So, at first it was just describing stolen items with photos, (photos see people can see, real items being stolen (there seems to be a lot of narcs in the police who refuse to believe me)) but it has progressed into stories from my life, observations, general grievances, - a lot of grievances! And things that are good, things that are bad, ways to improve quality of life on mass from behaviour changes, not just money. I heard someone say “how typical” a woman, she has found a way to ‘nag’ even though she’s not married! 😁. Most little stories on here have been thought about well in advance before I write them, sometimes years, but I notice there are certain types who read my Blog, then want to remind me of any bits of my stories that I may have left out !! Or any facts that they think I should know in relation as to the 'why' and the 'motivation' of people, which sometimes is helpful, so thank you, but generally that is an overstepping of boundaries, and usually done by someone with the mental health problem of "narcissism" - which I have discovered is a big problem in Australia, and a lot of my winging on my Blog , as it turns out, is specifically about this personality type. Although, I suspect the real reason, the main one as to why I have been persecuted in this repetitive minor way over 20-30 yrs, was because I was HAPPY - happy, unmarried, single, no money - yet still HAPPY – the dogs just couldn't stand it. {And I say minor persecution like that, because some people will, and do turn around, and say to me, “oh, well, was your house bombed (?), was your whole family killed and shot by soldiers (?), etc etc”}. The harassment and stalking is so prevalent on a daily basis, that I believe now there are people orchestrating parts of my life to incorporate ‘pain and negativity’, so they don't have to see someone who's happy and get jealous. Can you believe that? I am just too irritatingly happy! I know this is to be 100% true I've had stupid bimbos read it and then “evacuate” out of my life, it's like “oh, I'm not jealous anymore – I can see her anger and resentment, plus she has no money!!” So even the need to ‘control me’ has been reduced, by those stupid women wanting a “project” (real reason why some twit women have kids) or want to use me to product place. – Although, there's a lot of people who want to do that, so get in line! I need to say those jealous women are truly dysfunctional - as in MENTALLY UNWELL, they want to see me in pain, just as much as they are. So if I put down all the things that are painful in my life on this blog, they are vindicated, and thus not jealous. It's like how I mentioned on one of my stories, about the chocolate shop, (one of the longest established business in Australia) if I went there every week and had my HIGHLY DESIRED chocolate, the shop would be closed down, because of the dogs who don't want to see me happy, NOT KIDDING. They really can't stand it – yet STILL follow me around. TOTALLY SICK. So, some of those narcs are in positions of power or are just rich, so they can just close the shop down, they do all sorts of wicked things. Now while that story about the chocolate was an example of what could happen, all my stories here actually happened. The chocolate shop is still open! Aside from the thefts, and verbal harassment out in public , (more about that later, as this is a HUGE problem - dogs yelling out at me out in public, nonsensically), but one of the other biggest ‘banes’ in my life, as a single woman, are people (cunts), in the community who want “to teach me a lesson”. This has been an ongoing problem all my adult life, it’s a huge nuisance. They are nuisance people who do it – 3rd borns. There has been so many instances, but as an example; the court incident at Gin Gin. If I wanted to save myself, I had to go to court. The dogs basically put me in the situation where I had to learn about the ‘court rules’, and how to win at court, as before when I went to save my Bond at Gladston Court, I was quite naive and didn’t know what was expected in a court situation. So, the second time round, of course I got it right, and but like it was all unnecessary. The only reason I had to go was because the dogs wanted to teach me a lesson on how to win in court. Annoying, time wasting and stressful. And btw, what I really learnt, as much as the dogs do not want to admit it; in court, it does not matter if you are right or wrong, it is the person who ‘presents’ as ‘godly’ and plays by the unwritten social rules, who will win. There was another instance, with a male flatmate who wanted to teach me lesson (God knows what about!), but he locked the big doors, so that when I moved I would have to take the large furniture out the other narrow way - just a typical arsehole thing to do. There are heaps more instances, like my current Real Estate at the moment; trying to teach me a lesson – the cunts were signing about it last week AM. But, all it is, is bullying 101, even though they think they’re being righteous “we will show her” - and they’re not, they are just being bully cunts. Get off my back you stupid monkees. There are heaps more instances, like my current Real Estate at the moment; trying to teach me a lesson – the cunts were signing about last week am. But, all it is, is bullying 101, even though they think they’re being righteous “we will show her” - and they’re not, they are just being bully arseholes. Some people think this whole blog has been brought about simply not owning my own home, or at least not having the security of safe living accommodations. Infact before I go further I will put here this story, called “I totally get screwed in Australia because I have no privacy”; so, what happens (all the time), if I notice something good, and want it, suddenly 50 other million dogs want it too, so then because of demand (and greedy people), I can't get it and my plan gets thrown out the window. This has been pretty much true in every single area of my life, not just ideas, little ideas, and projects that I do, but including housing, work, and career. All there are in this country are thieving dogs. I blame mothers breeding like rabbits. I will give you an example, in 2006 I ended up living in this nice house, and you know I thought how nice it would be to own a house like this, and I kind of did some calculations and figured out the difference between renting and purchasing at that particular time in my life; mid-thirties. I figured out that it was actually a much better option for me to rent rather than purchase. It would be the cheapest option. But at that time in my life, I didn't have to factor in expensive rents or availability of rentals. Because to that point in my whole adult life, I'd had no problems ever, finding somewhere to live, and paying a cheap rent, (what I could afford). So, that was the decision, renting forever. I didn't think too much of it again - little did I know what was instore come 15 years’ time. Anyway, the following week, after figuring all this out, I think I might've written all my calculations on paper as well, but guess what segment appears on The Morning Show on channel 7? - a whole segment about how “it's cheaper to rent rather than purchase” with David Koch. So, I definitely know this is NOT A COINCIDENCE. The fact that this media, did a whole segment on something I had just figured out, and by putting it on television, so many people would see that, and thought to themselves too “renting it is then” - THIS is a main contributing reason why I'm having so many problems at this point in my life, if I didn't have any dogs perving on my personal intelligence, then I would have no problems now living somewhere, and paying rent. The fact that I have dogs following me around copying everything I do, is why I don't have anywhere to live at the moment. Those people have NO RESPECT for my privacy, total bullies. The dog network. Fuck all of them. This whole “teach her lesson” is specifically related to being a single woman. An easy bully target. (I just know so many people, married woman, who would think “what, no, there’s not people in the community who do that – it must be all in your head”. Well WRONG, they DO do it.). I do recall back, in 2005 when I was doing my Horticulture course at TAFE, I was experiencing a lot of problems at that time within the Gunnedah community, I mean atrocious behaviour, harassing, tormenting, following me around, - total invasion of my privacy, by, as far as I knew, complete strangers, but ones with major dysfunction (socially retarded). I really had no defence, no one on-side, I did have people I could talk to, but I felt, they thought, if they really took the time to listen, and are made to be fully aware and conscious of what’s going on in my life, then they will feel obliged to do something, like they literally have to do something about these awful people, so then they would have to become some sort of “action hero”!! which they don't want, and which is really a little odd, because I do not expect anyone to be any action type hero, and in fact I know that’s a role certainly that no-one in my family is going to play! And because they feel like that, I can’t even talk about what’s directly going on in my life. Bizarro world. {I do expect police to do something about the blatent crimes}. But it was my head teacher at Tafe, who I had problems with anyway, he was a little bit of a misoge. BUT, he could actually see what was going on, as these people would harass me at Tafe in the classroom too, whilst they were outside (always from afar, such bully cowards). Basically, he’s one of those rare persons that could actually see what was going on in my life. Not many people can really see , let alone make any helpful suggestions - he suggested I write everything that happens to me down. Cole, was his name, such good advice. And I had forgotten that I did actually do that, for the remainder of the short time I lived in town, in Gunnedah. I found it this year and read it - and oh my gosh it was so bad the things that were happening to me back then, I don’t know how I manage to survive! Of course, it wasn’t on the Internet back then, it was just on my computer, in word. So, I think actually putting it online in public view, is key, it has made the difference this year, keep reading you will see. Plus, verbally writing your ‘beef’ with someone, should be commended, it far outweighs physical violence or stealing from your enemy, like what I have encounted. (Dysfunctional unhealthy twits). Ofcourse you too may have to resort to your own blog, as the oppressive nazis who run social media now cannot anywhere near handle the truth about life – they want to perpetuate fake fairy-tale world. I find in life even really good people need to be reminded to do the right thing, reminded not to lie, steal, or cheat. Reminded to be honest, reminded to be honourable. People need reminding. I have been accused of lying several times now, and being crazy, when in fact they’re the ones who are as blind as bats, and just can’t see what’s going on - you know this infuriates me; people’s stupidity - but I’ll try not to be too judgemental at their naivete, we were all young once. My Blog has come about in 2020, due to being 'chased off' by bullies and 'ban' from social media, and being advised (inadvertently by the blonde dogs) that I could say whatever I liked, but only on my website, but I couldn’t say whatever I liked on social media, which I definatly don’t adhere to, but that was their rule, that they came up with. They didn’t like me and didn’t like what I had to say about the world. {They think it’s up to them, what I say on social media – they are so arrogant (and wrong)}. Sidebar: You know one day I was watching a YouTube show about illegal littering and rubbish dumping in Ireland by its councils. It's an extreme problem today, as it was 20, 40, 60 years ago. They are just turning a blind eye towards it, there is no policing or regulation at all. What they showed was disgusting, and a total unlawful disgrace. It showed some of the men responsible too, it named them. And I'm thinking, you know I bet those men haven't been ban from Facebook, and most social media platforms? And look what rotten evil people they are. Yet call a stupid blonde a stupid blonde on FB, and you're ban for 4 years! Case in point stupid blondes. Case in point. Actually, I was later advised by birdy, the real reason (as FB never said why they ban me,{mmm, because the name calling would be stupid wouldn’t it?}, so it was because they didn't want me to ‘name and shame’, they think humiliating someone who steals from me is not right (whereas everybody knows that it is the right thing to do when it's the only way to combat ADULT bully thieves and crime), aside of course from making them pay money- but since nobody actually holds these bimbos accountable, name and shame it is. Btw, those dogs who are obsessed with me, and track me online, EVERYWHERE I go, (to ban me, and make sure I stay banned), is one of those poeple who doesn’t want anyone to think about anything negative; they don’t want anyone to know about the thieves. They don’t want anyone to know about the harassment, nor any of the home truths about life, such as what I discuss on this blog. They seriously want to sweep everything under the carpet. So weird. They want everyone to be barbie bimbo happy. They are seriously dysfunctional and I can’t believe some idiot has put them in charge of banning people. There is absolutely no hope when you’ve got stupid dogs like that being allowed to ban the truth. I am really a ‘homebody’ type, and not a ‘party girl’ type, never have been a party girl, as I have never found people that great, mostly, actually, I find people rude, unaccepting and threatened by me (well, I mean, I do have big hair!) but I do like being on my own, I never feel lonely or depressed, ever. Happy not to be connected with other people, I like my own company, I can find happiness and joy on my own, I don’t need anybody else to feel whole. I often find, it’s not “the bad guys” out there who are stealing, it's the people who are directly in your life, and know what you’re up to, your habits, and what goes on. I would like to state that I have never caught anyone red-handed stealing from me, so I only have my assumptions and suspicions on who is stealing from me. If I had hard and fast direct proof, which is what the police require, I would most definitely have taken my issues to the police and they could have done something about the thieves, and then that would’ve been the end of that. But life is not that simple, easy or pleasant. Thieves are sneaky, and do not wish to be caught. They have many friends, they know how to play the game. They are fucked weak people. Also, when I first discover something that has been stolen, particularly when I was living at Rangari, I used to get so mad and angry, because, how dare someone steal from me! And so, when I started writing about it and posting photos with writings, in those angry moments. I sounded quite mad. I have found a lot of people, as in all people, cannot handle an angry woman, at all. I mean there is basically zero tolerance for anger in a woman. (Its insanely so). I have been advised by people who know me, that I have to change my “anger” on here because it makes people think that I am a homicidal psychopath maniac, when they know me to not be that. But I am that angry about these thefts and harassment, so I don't want to change it too much. You'll have to work out (reader), you'll have to separate the fact that I am a healthy psychological person, but I'm angry about these negative issues. I have rewritten some, reworded some of my photo stories, possibly eliminating some of the swear words, and maybe not being so gung-ho with my suspicions. But I do want to really portray how angry I was, still am, and how much of the thief’s 'dysfunction', has been passed across to me, resulting in a changed psyche in certain areas. Because I have removed a lot of those irate words, when I read my blog now, it often comes across as quite comical, which is fine, because it’s always good to have a good laugh. But just remember, every single item that has been stolen from me, I was never laughing when they were taken. I was furious, with each item that has been taken (after about 5yrs), and I’ll not forget or forgive whoever is responsible. Their karmic dept problem now. I make no apologies for my blog, it is the most important thing that I’ve done in helping combat nazi bullies, (‘nazi’, being NOT a reference to Germans, but a personality trait – those types seem to be drawn to me, married females, especially – moth to flame situation, if only they really knew me! Hence these stories). I really am astounded by guilty party reactions. You Know, you don’t get to be a bully, and then pretend like it never happened. I know certain IT nerds/little girl mentality people, can hear me, and say, hear my bitching about the latest item that’s been stolen by some stupid unknown dog - as I frequently do, as they steal so many items, I am constantly reminded of stupid bimbo thieves on a regular basis. And those non thinking bimbo nerds assume I was talking to them, and so think I am attacking them, and so wish to seek revenge, like kill my cats or steal more. They are not altogether right in the head. I believe to invoke such a reaction – they must be guilty anyway, but perhaps guilty of something else. I don’t personally know any bimbo IT nerds at all, nor any ebay staff, nor any TV/Movie industry people. I like to keep to myself, but generally on the whole, think of myself as good natured, and certainly respectful to other people when I interact with them, always. Bullies, usually well-established people in the community, that have well-paid jobs, and are popular with a lot of friends, coast along thinking they are untouchable, and they can treat other people badly, just because they don’t like something about you, or don’t know you very well, they think it gives them a right to have a go at you, like being unmarried or being a single mother for instance, and no one is going to see or know, but with the Internet/Photos/videos, social media, this can and has changed, bully behaviour can be brought into light. Those people can’t stand this, as it gives the downtrodden and victims a voice, I have been ban from many social media websites. Technology is really a wonderful thing. Although the Internet and social media is now heavily monitored, all the good ones have retired wealthy, and now it has been taken over by the google dogs. The theory of; Australia is a democracy, you can say what you want, and you have free speech, SO LONG AS YOU DON’T DO IT IN PUBLIC, is not something I adhere to. I have the right to be a single woman, so funky off, you dafty dogs who are constantly telling me to "pick up". (what’s wrong with you). Yes bunnings bimbos, that includes you, in fact it is mainly you I am talking about (more about them later), oh and the Doctors, at Sarina Clinic - I'm talking to you too, they did the same thing. Ha ha – a single woman – your worst nightmare so it seems. Before I start describing this persecution, I will do a quick rundown of what I do, (it is mostly true, what you do is who you are 😃). Then later I will talk about my whole life, as in distinct memories with significance. Graduated from NEGS in 1991, moved to Sydney, finished an Associate Diploma in Fashion Production in 1993. Worked 10 years in the fashion industry, the ‘rag trade’, with a career highlight as a designer for Grave Attire – clothes for Romantic Goths! Did 1yr of temp nanny work. Moved back up to my home town Gunnedah for the next 18yrs where I established a seed and plant business on a farm. Was ‘outcast’ from Gunnedah in 2018. I now reside in Queensland where I continue my seed/plant business, but also design fabrics/wallpapers/accessories, and do the occasional sewing job. My passions now, are my fabrics, ferns and flowers. I design and sell fabrics inspired by Australian Native Flora, and also stripes. I am a creative person. - I did sell heaps on SF, but then a stupid bitch ban me and deleted my account, so I have not sold any since, (and no I will not be starting again with a new account you stupid female bimbos). But I do have a website (badly kept) with all my collections, should you be interested, but as I cannot sell them anymore and make money, so I don’t really do them anymore – so that was a bit of blow, as I really enjoyed that avenue of creativity, plus it was better work physically for my body. (I hope those spnfl dogs get their comeuppance) - https://emilybiemanfabrics.wixsite.com/emilybiemanfabrics/collections I also sell Native seed here - https://www.locaseeds.com.au/shop/farmplantsandseeds oh, no, scrap that, I was ban from that in 2024 by Daniel Breves Ribeiro; you can’t tell me how to speak, you idiot. – pretty sure he was stealing from me too, as monthly sales figure did not add up, so other dogs intervened and another forced “ban”). I used to have a shop on ebay, (for 6 yrs) but they ban me too (nazi copycats). But after I was ban from the newer one, I was able to create another shop on ebay under a different name – AustralianBackyardNatives. I have to now use prepaid tracking envelopes in order to stop the theft on ebay with fake reports of “did not receive”. Dogs are trying to sabotage my seed business BIG TIME, they are doing atm on facebook commenting and groups. They are winning due to how stupid and easily manipulated people are. https://www.ebay.com.au/usr/australianbackyardplantsandseeds Actually, I need to have a ranting paragraph here – I know it’s a bit early in my Blog to start such tirades but, as I was constructing my 6th shadehouse today, after it had been vandalized too, this came to me: I work hard in doing what I do, I have degenerative disease in my all-lower Ls to prove it: planting out hundreds of trees/shrubs/natives/herbs/food plants, it's PHYSICALLY HARD WORK, for many years, without much money, often none. Paving the way for nature. In this respect – it has paid off BIG TIME. But it is painful at times, physically exhausting. Most people would not do it – they are lazy, and just don’t think about nature, and are careless about all the little critters that make up nature. Yet, I have these fucking stupid JEALOUS bimbo women who steal everything I do, everything, all that I work hard to do. Not only stupid bimbo little girls plus their MINIONS from the television/movie industry steal, but stupid women who work for the government steals from me, plus stupid Workforce Australia steals from me - stupid female Jobs Providers steal from me – radio DJs/producers steal from me, bimbo women in the fashion industry steals from me, stupid neighbours steal for me, gardening people steal from me, idiot young people in the community steal from me, fucked in the head landlord is stealing from me - the stupid police are stealing from me. I hope you all blow yourselves up - you stupid thieving idiots. And fuck off, you stupid badly raised humans who don’t know how to live. Anyway, back to my About: I also write knit patterns, I used to sell them on Rav, but they deleted my profile - nazis too, ARE THEY PUPPETS?) Although now living here in the subtropics, my knitting needs are very minimal! I do miss it! By the way, I’m a trained seamstress, if you want, I could make a tailored pair of pants suited to your size specifically, and your fit, whether it be wide leg or cigarette leg. Like I did for myself – such a nice fit, so lovely wearing pants that fit! But guess what, I’ve had quite a bit of experience of making clothes for women, and as NO women would like to pay me properly, for the time that it takes to make a pair of tailored pants, or tries to get out of paying the agreed price, trying to make it a win/lose situation, win for them and lose for me, or tries to create problems and refits, or does not trust my judgement over theirs; I’m not going to offer this service anymore - you all lose. I am an avid gardener, planting out 1000’s of native plants – if you want to feel ‘good vibes’ - plant out dozens of plants where ever you go, surround yourself in nature. The powers that be, have handicap my foot, (to try and slow me down, and make sure I'm sitting on that couch watching telly, or should I say iPad now - I have watched a lot of good shows!) I have many passions, including food, gardening, native plants, swimming, art/crafts, cats and sunrooms full of ferns. I am of the firm belief; regular massage will prolong your life, and it’s a secret!! People still don’t realise this fact in Australia, otherwise there would be massage salons on every street block! Not having kids was the best decision I have ever made. Not having kids was the best decision I have ever made. You cannot be a renter, and have kids; just does not work, no stability or security. BTW, if you’re a couple and can’t have kids DON’T HAVE KIDS. I mean can’t you recognise a real sign when you see one. Breeders - you are destroying the planet. TOO MANY PEOPLE. Also, I want to mention, as I have family members who could not conceive, and so they went through the whole IV treatment. And I have a VERY distinct feeling that those people who told them that it failed and they had to keep repeatedly coming back and spending thousands of dollars on treatments (6 or 7 times I think) - this is a deliberate moneymaking game. People are prey, high income earners are prey. People with certain reputations are prey. Contrary to what you might think, this country is run by women who know how to wrought the system. Plus, countless couples I see, buying their family home which only has 1 or 2 bedrooms, then they have 3 kids! Like ‘der’, did you think that you would win the lottery in a couple of years and be able to afford a mansion with five bedrooms? bumble bumble bumble - it’s house first, then kids . Thankfully, I know there are a lot of childless couples too, which pleases me immensely. - $50 award for them! What’s your legacy? (and no, your kids don't count – although if you do that, important to get that part right). Queensland has no water because bubble women keep breeding like rabbits, Australia has passed its population capacity, not to mention greedy politicians wanting their investment housing prices to go up - so they increase immigration. In fact, looking at the big picture, I can’t believe Australia allows any immigration at all; the reason why other countries have emigration is because of over population in their own countries, there is no place for them, it is not from war, it is from over population. So, Australia is being used by those unorganised non-thinking countries. It’s like Australians are playing blind deaf and dumb, and are giving themselves away. Well… I guess you could fit a whole heap more in, up at Cooktown 😃 As a renter without the security of my own home, I feel very strongly about over-population. It is a plain and simple problem – and, yes, condoms are the most serious necessity, to the survival, of the human race. {The opposite of what is traditionally thought - populate or perish, it is not the 50's anymore. If only I could be a philanthropist!} And then I wouldn’t be donating money, I would be donating condoms, and not only to skanky unmarried girls, or third world countries (that’s actually if they exist anymore, times have changed since I was a child) but especially to anyone under the age of 30, as I don’t believe any women under the age of 30 is smart enough / experienced enough to raise a child. And donations especially to areas where there is no water, and so population needs to be minimal, - would be high a priority. But I did not write this blog to be entertaining, as a 1st born I don't have that 'need to please' desire that so many 3rd borns have (!). But I found as I come back and update, my writing is actually improving somewhat, and becoming more interesting. I have my moments in between all the ranting and raving. Well, because I am now, at age 47 (2020), I am too angry not to do anything about all the thieving, and being forced to be a victim. So, aswell as all the injustices that I experience, I can more clearly see the problems facing all Australians. This blog is my duty, the stories - someone’s gotta say some of these things that don’t ever get said in polite society. I’m saying it. And I am not going to hold back, be prepared to be offended, as I am angry and out for ‘verbal blood’ (only primary school teacher brainwashed non-thinkers get offended by swear words) - this website really works. One thing I’ve noticed, I am amazed at how bullies will bully you, then they will insist you still act in a pleasant manner towards them, and pretend it never happened or, it was all ‘just’ behaviour!! What a joke they are. And you can see how this blog about my life, is a threat to their way of thinking – a reminder about their shameful behaviour. I have noticed this is a recurring theme that happens a lot, - act badly then expect it all to be OK. There are many instances where I’ve been attacked by people, and for those people, it’s never going to be alright, not ever – being young and stupid is not an excuse either. Sometimes those people apologize, then expect it still to be OK. Well, it’s not, a mere apology is not going to suffice in a lot of deliberate attack instances. I am NEVER GOING TO LIKE YOU. And this “never happened” is another big reason I do my Blog – IT DID HAPPEN, and you ARE a revolting person. SEE. (If I had a family / kids / girls, there wouldn’t be any stupid girls in it – I guess I have same expectations for the rest of society.) Instead of 2020, I should have started writing about my life back in 1997, when I was at Hornsby, and people starting harassing me more so than average (so, could be Centrelink bimbo nazi related, more on Centrelink nazis later. But I have to say, the way the Australian government prevents poverty for the whole community, has greatly improved and should be commended, but she has a long way to go in its understanding of the human psyche, and the roll parents and teachers play in evolving the human spirit. I’ve actually been followed around by dogs all my adult life, at work, not at work, on the street, in shops, in supermarkets while choosing the veges…at home, - it makes no difference just constant doggedness (by doggedness, I basically mean persistent disrespect, by people, usually young women, who follow me – just like how a stray dog would, hence the term dogs.) And it does not matter what I do, whether I am unemployed or working, in a good job, or working in a bad job, I am always going to have this persistent disrespect because I am single and different from the average. The “single” part seems to be the main reason of their stupid doggedness, as when I am accompanied, no dogs). But I love being single, I would not have it any other way, -why it is such a problem for other people, especially women, is weird – THIS YOUR PROBLEM, NOT MINE. You know, you do not need to be partnered, to find joy, happiness and satisfaction in life. There seems to be some female bimbo who is under the impression that it is compulsory in life , to partner up with someone and get married. “Pair up”. Could somebody please set that naive bimbo right, she needs serious help; It is not compulsory. There is no such rule. You are free to do as you please in regards to relationships with people, or not with people. And the world is so over populated, you have the privilege now, of choosing not to have kids. You are lucky to be alive now. And if someone wants to brave it alone, it is their right to do so. And you know if there weren’t as many cowards as there are, out there, getting married for the sake of being partnered up in life, then this would not be such an issue. Someone told me (someone famous) I am followed by female dogs because I dress well, so they perceive me to ‘have money’ – they follow ‘money’ looking for an opportunity. Weird, and stupid thieving Australian dogs. Actually, I think, maybe the reason they are stealing from me is because they wish they were a king, and they see me, and think that I am a natural ‘king’ personality, and they resent it, and thus steal. 😁 They so wish they were the king! - you are never going to be the king, because you steal from me, like a little minion! Someone else said it was because they can hear music when I hear music, I am alike the ‘pied piper’!! (where’s the cliff!) Someone told me it’s an IQ thing, people that don’t have such a good IQ tend to be reflective people who will follow me, and I really wonder why I get these women who follow me, there have been so many that I just think there must be no smart women left at all in Australia? I know they must exist, they must! What’s going wrong? Did I encourage you in any way to follow me? Did I invite you into my life? Did I ask anything of you? NO, I DID NOT – you are not welcome in my life at all. {Someone told me those people are often delusional , and have thought, that I waved at them (or something), to invite or encourage them to follow me.} No waving, or something , ever. I recall dropping my parents off at Tamworth airport back in 2011 or so, and I had some idiot follow me from the airport all the way back to Gunnedah, 1hrs, and they were tailgating and hooning around me – so annoying. Maybe I ought to have stopped, got out my car with a baseball bat, see how quick they take off then! I want to further add to dressing well. I love people who take pride and effort in their daily choice of dress - I don’t mean spending on expensive brands, I mean dressing with thought and creativity. Besides, in healthy populations, dressing well, commands respect, and everyone wants respects. Now, I sew all my own clothes, so I guess it’s easy for me to say this that. But on the other hand, I know there are people who are hung up on looks and appearances, and especially being “cool”. And, geewhiz, those people kind of annoy me, you know, it’s normal to get old, and not be ‘young and beautiful’ any more. Completely normal to get a ‘frumpy’ look as you get older. Completely normal to develop scars and or exaggerated features, and or whatever happens to you as you get older…. So could that one-dimensional person please bugger off, life is too short for your shallowness. {of course if you keep the weight off, as you get older, can still continue to horseride - such a joy!} Later updating this page, I did a word count for the word ‘dog’ it appears no less than 70 times! So I want to add here: COULD YOU PLEASE PUT YOUR DOGS ON A LEASH, they are problematic for me, they cause monumental problems for me, and it has nothing to do with me. So I resent having stupid dogs on my back, when they should be leashed. Plus, there seems to be no acknowledgement of the fact that there are ‘dogs’ in society, human dogs, that need to be leashed. (Aside from at my new latest address who do signs “she’s here, leash your dogs” lol!). Having said that, I've noticed I throw the name now to anyone who is on my back. So they may not necessarily fall into that specific NON-THINKING ATTACK TYPE OF PERSONALITY, but they're just a nuisance, so I name call, plus there reasons for being a nuisance is probably dog related anyway. Cameras, CCTV cameras, security cameras, phone recorders, mirror car cameras, reversing cameras, body cams, they’re all brilliant. Thankyou thankyou thankyou. Since I started wearing Bodycam (and I’ve only been into town a few times since I started), but so far, I have caught two people stealing from me on camera (Mitre 10 and Northside Produce), two people behaving badly (bikini bitches), and two people behaving oddly (Ace hardware, at least that hardware does not steal, but they cunts). By the way, it’s not just me grateful for cameras. I’ve heard that not only the police, but councils love street cameras, there’s been a great reduction in street violence with the strategic placement of cameras in hotspots, like outside pubs. BTW, pubs are for alcoholics, hard-core alcoholics. In case you haven’t noticed, times have changed since everybody frequented pubs, it’s not everybody now, it’s just the alcoholics. Also, one of the Abo Elders mentioned, when they were brainstorming ways to reduce crime, said, that if the community doesn’t know you, then they are inclined to be disrespectful to you, and steal from you. I have definitely found this to be true in ALL communities, every single community I’ve ever ventured into, are just like that. I mean just because you don’t know someone doesn’t give you the right to steal from them. It is most stupid logic I’ve ever encountered. Do they not know how many people there are in the world? The world is big and vast, there are many different people from many different walks of life - so not knowing someone is no excuse to steal or behave disrespectfully to them. It seems to me that this is an area where help needs to be applied, this is a mental health issue, cause it’s just too crazy. I mean I could just say here “wake up you bloody idiots” but I’m not sure that’s actually going to be very helpful. I know they’re targeting mental health in the community now, so this is a perfect example of a mental health issue that they could target; get into those schools and target them, NO STEALING FROM STRANGERS. Strangers are good people. And, re the cameras; life changing for someone who is constantly victimised and harassed whenever they go. Cameras have changed my life, you might not think it’s true, and you might be confusing me for some black person from Memphis in the 1960s, or a paranoid, but NO, I’m white, Australian, and healthy - and this victimisation goes on today in 2020. YouTube footage of Criminals Being Busted on Camera = (Ha, ha-ha-ha-ha) - does this come across sounding like a Count Dracula noise, that's my tone 😁 1. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fhKdpKrF3xM - Shop ‘by-stander’ IMMEDIATELY attacks armed robber. 2. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Sv2h-csnlps - Man set camera trap for ‘Porch Pirates’ with shotgun blanks. 3. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4nevRTLlrZk - Store owner sets camera trap to catch thief. 4. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WanvSbJHbWI - Convenience store owner shoots robber first, in the arm. 5. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vby4CgLOR44 - Woman shoots DEAD a home invader with shotgun. 6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=abC_drkmGyk - Store owners son, shoots robber in face at pointblank. 7. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PhYPjMyHhqc - Young man stupid thief trapped in shop, and reacts like caged animal 8. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gGIuaXP1BrM - Victim runs over attackers, - this one is my personal favourite! 9. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pt32qrpQDYw - Owner asks neighbours to confront ' break n enter' thief. 10. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YhQ9vLgplDw - Cafe owner chases attacker and gets customers wallet back. There are cameras EVERYWHERE!! - humiliated thieves on public display for the rest of their life - ha! I could fill 100’s of pages, there are heaps and heaps. There are especially a lot of American shop owners shooting DEAD robbers. You would have to be so stupid to rob a shop in America. They all have guns. I guess that applies to being a robber in general - STUPID. Btw, you ought not steal, out of the goodness of your heart – not because you might get busted on camera – God sees you, all the time. After listing these good videos, I don't wish to see any of the people responsible for making them, and I do not wish to see to any of the people in the video. (of course). I know how they love going and getting anyone I talk about. But I'm just not interested in seeing or talking to any of people involved in these videos - try and comprehend that. In fact, I’m not interested in seeing or talking to anyone who stars in any television show or movie - try and comprehend that. {I’m sure most of them are good, but still not interested.} I have too many thefts in my life. Often when I have people behaving disrespectfully towards me, in a bullying manner, later on they will go out of their way to deny it, (many 'little' people, but also Apple {pick on someone your own size)) and say that it never happened, and especially turning around saying, you must have mental health problems - that’s a big tactic to ‘shut’ you up, and to try and discredit you, so no one believes the accusations of BULLY!! I was watching a documentary on Martin Luther King, and you know he was going down to Memphis, because there’s people down there that were treated badly, and he was going to try and do something about it, and for his efforts, he was shot - so it is quite extraordinary the lengths bullies will go to pretend that they’re not really bullies. So, making my life blog public, is really important, and a big motivation for me. I feel it’s important to have ‘different types’, recording a moment of history, that hasn’t been written and dictated by the government, or business, or other self agended people who just want to paint themselves in a good light. (I mean, of course now, I will have to try and think of something bad to say about myself!). It’s important to have truth and honesty coming from all different areas of life and different types of people. I encourage everyone to write their own personal blog and put it in the public arena. Otherwise, we will continue to be living in the age of “stone throwing” and “burning at the stake” naive times. (Like when I tried to add on to wiki, about Gunnedah; how the Coal mines had really taken over, and housing prices had jumped, and there was no rental accommodation available (DELETED). Or the fact that petty theft was a major problem in Gunnedah now - As soon as I wrote it, they deleted it, they don’t want the actual truth to be known about Gunnedah. This is not my life story so to speak, meaning don’t be prepared to sit back relax and be taken on a journey – I have posted ‘short’ stories about incidents, situations and memories of my life in no particular order, you will need to break up reading over several weeks, as it is fairly full on, my life is no fairy tale (well, I guess it could be a little bit “Little Miss Red Riding Hood”!). A lot of my stories are personal, and some people have problems reading them, they think this kind of stuff is for 'councillors'), - but NOWAY - this has to go into the public arena, and I want it to stay in the public arena for at least 200 years after I am dead. I feel it is key to giving the future hope. There’s not going to be human progress if people are not conscious about these negative things that happen to people in life. (And there has been a human progress, don’t think people don’t ever change – their psyches do) You have to share your story, regardless of how negative, painful or how reminderly annoying it is to others. When I started writing these stories, I had less clue about who was stealing from me, after a few years now of writing my life down, it has helped me see my life in perspective, the perpetrators have really revealed themselves. And so there is going to be writings from before, when I only knew what I knew then, plus writings which are more recent, some updates to the present 2023, as situations become clearer. Bear this in mind and it should make more sense. I’ve had a few people read this blog and then apologise to me, in, well coward manner, so quite frankly, I do not accept your apology. What’s done is done, and an apology is not going to prompt me to remove any blog stories. Doing so would be a kind of permission to continue being disrespectful towards me and anyone else they don’t like. I say this, as there are bully little women out there who are antagonizing me in this manner – waiting for me to forgive them, threatening me with more bully behaviour unless I forgive them – I STILL DON'T: shove your bully behaviour up your arse and rotate on it you STUPID little dog: you want to carry on like a stupid bully, that’s your STILL your problem. I am not going to fix it for you. HA. But some little bully may realise, if someone in the future is going to remember his/her actions, and it may have been recorded, and/or put down in writing, to let everyone know about it, even maybe with their photo; they would most definitely think twice before acting out -this is a given. This is why I am doing it. I use real names from the real people in my life. And it is the petty thieving that initially prompted me to start writing, the fact that it helps with the harassment, the dog following, and the sabotages too (retail ‘seconds’ thievery), is a bonus. When writing an autobiography, it is legally acceptable to use your personal stories and not omit details like names. I strongly feel it is important to name the people involved in one’s life story. It is KEY. (Most people do not use real names, and they are cowards.) I personally believe if you don’t have a trusted spouse or friend to talk to, and don’t have any major dysfunctional issues, just a whole lot of grievances that will always happen in life, then a better option than paying for a therapist or councillor, especially if you wanted to save some money, would be to just write about your day, your feelings, specific incidences, - just write them down. Do it every day, and you’ll see it really puts things in perspective for you and you get to see a bigger picture of what’s going on in your life. (Plus, I suspect a lot of ‘shrinks’, would be pervs – it goes with the territory). So, main grievances: retail thieves, dog girls who follow me, dog neighbour thieves at Rangari, Heath Barwick, Steve Carter, and David Haywood, (who also stole all my good food and garden) - all respected farmers, (possibly bar Heath?) but all not ever considered suspects by the police, and never will be due to the way society works. ‘Willed’ by many influential members of the community, who took issues, with me being out there, and enjoying my life, business, in my garden, albeit with a meagre existence (meagre existence, mega garden) I also suspect they were ‘willed’ by Peter Long, a jealous child lawyer old man, who wanted my hardwood sleepers from my big vege patch at Rangari, for his fake hoity toity garden, and so helped ‘will’ my removal. The jealousy and 'out willing' games are big in Gunnedah, amongst the rich and powerful. And you know, the thing is, that passive sleeper thief, will look back at this and think, he won, he won my sleepers. He doesn’t see the fact, that he stole my sleepers, and by doing so, he lost. He loses big time - life is not a superficial game like he’s playing, there’s way more to life then helping yourself to whatever you want. (I really wonder how someone so smart can be so utterly stupid?). So, I had to leave my whole life behind and move to QLD, Australia, where it is meant to be warmer and wetter, so far neither has panned out to be true. I feel living where it is not cold, will prolong my life, you will see what I mean when you read about my virus stories. You know, housing in North QLD is a total scam; it’s always been holiday destination, and so there’s a whole lot of old hotel/motels that are too outdated for tourists, and now they call them residential rentals “One-bedroom units”, and charge twice the price of what they’re actually worth! (Well at least they’ve got a pool) You know, it’s like people in the past (and some people I witness now, for that matter) they had no idea “how to live”, they don’t think about functionality, how to make things easy, how to create happy vibes; bumberlers bumberlers bumberlers. Why more people don’t want to live ‘in nature’ is a little bit beyond my comprehension at any rate. I mean this is planet Earth! If you feel Planet Earth has none to offer, well, know one thing - Planet Earth offers NATURE - make the most of it sillies. I have to add, I am grateful for the house I live in now, it’s ‘open plan’ yay! And in ‘nature enough’ - awesome for singles especially. Ofcouse my landlord has given me Notice to Leave already, and I am constantly on Realestate.com looking - in one area I really want to live, there are 64 houses up for sale, and only 3 houses up for rent. So major housing shortage going on in QLD, in the form of rentals (those 3 were all way over priced, out of my budget). Such greed going on in the rental world atm. After approx. $10,000 worth of small items has been stolen from me since 2006. I started keeping track, when I realized I was being targeted, after about 5yrs of weekly thefts (you can see all the items below after the photos) I am targeted, because I am single, and considered easy prey (if they really knew me, they would be running a mile) I can’t begin to tell you what a monumental challenge being single is, not for me - it’s easy for me, I love it, BUT for the rest of the community around me. It’s unbelievable how so many people cannot handle a single woman. There seems to be this unspoken issue, and I would go so far as to say ‘deep hatred’ for single women - mostly perpetrated by other women, but of course, there is this stupid element, of the stupid old man, who thinks single ladies are single because they are little girls, and are yet to grow up. Yeah, that’s why you bloody idiot! It’s like the thought has not occurred to them that we are single because we like being single, we like our own company, we are strong willed and we can make our own decisions, we don’t need a husband, we don’t need a supervisor husband (btw, this is the main reason most women get married, because they can’t function on their own, they need a male supervisor - believe me, I’ve come across so many embarrassing bimbos in my time it’s demeaning for the female race) I don’t act in disrespectful manner towards people, so I can live with myself easily - I know this is another reason why a lot of women can’t live with themselves, and so also drink. You know, it’s really not that hard to do the right thing by people, ALL THE TIME. So, a normal healthy woman, doesn’t need somebody speaking on behalf of her, doesn’t need someone to hide behind, and doesn’t want to have to look after any little boys (and I’m sure it wouldn’t be because we think most men are cowardly, lazy and just not good enough.) I have to speak about this 'single' issue, as most mops (members of the public) believe this is the reason I am targeted by thieves and bullies, and hence the screams of, “well pick up” when I complain about all the thieving. I have personally noted, how most people are married, or partnered, and most of those people seem to be slightly clueless about what it’s like for a single woman, and the specific problems they have to deal with {not undermining a married persons problems} But, they have no idea about the torment that goes on in society, and even after reading my blog, I feel they don’t have enough empathy or more, life experience, to understand the difficulties, just assuming it always must be my fault – and it takes a lot of details, to get someone to understand the full situation, which most people don’t have the patience for. And, I should not have to get married in order not to be harassed by stupid bimbo twit women. Wake the hell up, it is 2022, not 4 centuries ago. Honestly, I feel like I am being punished for being unmarried – OMG – you stupid little bimbos! The ABC especially guilty. I do want to mention also, I’m often wondering why people steal from me so much rather than other actual wealthy people, I’m on very low income, pretty much 80% of the rest of the population, would have a higher income than me. I mean if you’re going to waste all that effort and time, plotting and planning, to steal from someone, why wouldn’t you steal an object that was valuable? The fact that they don’t, I can only put down to stupidity. Although, I do suspect it’s because I was trained in fashion, and I dress well, I make my own clothes, so, I think people perceive me as someone who has a really good life - my life must be better than theirs! I strongly suspect all the people stealing from me, are third borns – typical of third borns to have this whole utter jealousy thing. For instance, I’ve had a lot of sunglasses stolen in my life. Girls see me wearing those sunglasses and think “oh I want some too”, and just steal mine. I mean, I have had ones that even have scratches on them, taken. Desperate to be just like me. They obviously didn’t know that my sunglasses are the $3 ones - they’re practically like the worst valued sunglasses that you can purchase, yet, they see me, want them, so help themselves. It’s like 2 factors of stupidity culminating in a theft. Bimbo mothers could you please stop producing such stupid little daughters. (I should mention when I was 20, and got my first pay check, I purchased a designer pricy pair of sunnies (those ones were also stolen when I was at the Bank). Also, I can no longer where nice clothes, not only are the extra nice ones stolen out of my closet, but the bimbo girl thief associates nice clothes with an invitation to steal, as; they must be rich! Curse those bimbos. If you knew my background in fashion, you may be able to understand my anger about this. So, aside from this huge problem of the petty theft game by the whole general community of Gunnedah and Tamworth: To sum up my life; I feel like I have never been quite like all the other girls (well, I had never seen what differentiates me, from others, in books or in the movies) but note, this is a ‘thing’ – there is a big sector of social norms pushing the fact that “you’re not allowed to be different”, as then, you would be ‘special’, and no one wants you to be special, unless your famous for something, like, a gifted pianist or your super rich, or something. Nobody likes to think of their peer as being better than they, by nobody, I am really talking about women, in my experience. And it usually comes down to pure jealousy. I was basically rejected from society when I became an adult, from the workplace, from having friends, (dogs who play sides - women are so evil, especially 3rd borns), so I decided to save my self, and quit. As I followed each path that opened up for me, I found myself in a remote area, away from the world and I was able to create this wonderful life for myself, just me, I was totally happy and satisfied that way, away from the liars, the thieves, the cheaters and stupid bitchy women that seem to dominate society in Australia. Just me with my 5 special cats, and my huge garden {really, all you need is water….-that line was deleted from here, I had to rewrite it, so, I think I must be hitting the nail on the head with that line - All You Need Is Water}. I felt lucky, rich and blessed. And I was able to start my own small business selling seeds and plants online. But after 15 years, all those bitchy girls that had shunned me from society, suddenly saw what was going on -how happy I was, (HOW MUCH GOOD FOOD I HAD GROWN), how happy just anyone can be on their own, not married, no kids and practically out of society, it drove them absolutely nuts, I MEAN NUTS. Happiness in someone else, is the number 1 thing that bitchy girls loath (by bitchy, I actually mean ALL other girls that I seem to have encounted, {especially ones from Channel 9, young stupid ones} (their attitude is inferior to men’s, in this respect, it’s like some woman (I suspect 3rd borns), have a difficult time grasping the concept of a democracy, just because I have this good toy, does not mean YOU are automatically entitled to it too, but pay for it, and you too can have it)). It was like I outdrew them. Front 604 Bridges RD Rangari near Gunnedah Nov 2016 Note these trees; way below there is a story to go with them. Sorry about image quality, I have had to reduce them all for the free wix website View spring 2016 from kitchen window at Rangari You know, gardening is well underrated, I am not sure why more people do not make the effort, it does not take great amounts of money to create a beautiful and bountiful garden. You know more people attend Melbourne’s Open gardens than attend the Footy. Well, you too can have a really good garden, it's just a matter of time and patience. (After the first plant you plant, dies - don't give up!) And so, they concocted a big evil plan to kick me out of my life once again. I will have to mention of course there were negative factors that interrupted my blissful life, that I had to battle daily, like thieving neighbours and thieving retailers, plane harassment, stalkers - but they seem to exist everywhere, there’s no escaping them, plus no one really believes I have those problems. Actually, I think supermarket retailers, (COLES) were stealing my organic stone fruit, and selling them in the store, like plums from my tree, and I think they did it with my eggs too – a short blonde girl was stealing, she always presented herself in store standing by the box of fruit or eggs with a stupid grin on her face. Or maybe they were stolen from someone else’s garden? Or a friend of hers – from the DOG network, maybe they were making money on the sly that way, as I was told you need at least a million dollars to sell your goods in those big retail chains. I know someone was stealing my eggs for sure, I suspect that short blonde girl. Some artichokes were also stolen, and some garlic, so I would say heaps more of my ORGANIC food was stolen that I did not notice. I hope that girl gets cancer and dies. Although I think I saw her at Mitre 10 in Sarina a few weeks ago, 2022 – see, she follows me, like a dog, stealing her way through life. (I think she may have read this bit in my blog, as when I went back there in 2024, there were no good plants and I was poisoned in their nursery with pesticides/herbicides, I strongly feel it was deliberate. I was nauseated all morning and developed hay fever symptoms all week, when I do not have hay fever. I got no response from manager when I complained. Twice. (That one is run by women).) And the thing is, even if I was the landlowner out there at Rangari, I would still have those jealous dog types trying to sabotage my life. They can’t help themselves, due that ‘female jealousy personality.’ Anyway, a happy healthy childhood gets you through those times. So ‘dogs’ - WAY more of a problem than money, lucky for me, I can be grateful for not much. {although, as I get older….} I need to say, those 10-15 years on rural farms, in nature, were the most enjoyable years of my adult life, having the freedom to live my life the way I want, priceless. I really feel you can't actually live your life in a unit, that is, without a garden. You need a house and a garden to live life to its fullest, to experience all that nature can offer you, all that life has to offer you. I found it weird how so many people don't really get this, and are happy to live in units. Got to say, one of the things I miss most about farm life, (aside from my food, my natives and my cats), is NOT having bloody idiots hoon past my house and beep their car horn, or stupid bimbo neighbours yell out at me from their house. (I lived in a dead end rd, nearest neighbour 1km away – almost perfect). That issue of harassment, seems to be huge in suburban area. It’s really odd to be annoyed so much by other humans, humans who are meant to have a brain – I have more peace living next to the wildlife, it’s like wildlife have more common-sense than a lot of humans. Btw, I am single, always have been, aside from a brief high school experiment! It is a choice I have made, (brought about by an incident that happened to me when I was 5, and again 11…) and I am gladly sticking with it. I am not gay, have never been gay- I do not believe in gay, no problem if you are, I just personally believe it is a 'raised' or 'incident' situation, and is a form of bullying - be strong in your own personal choices, I find people muck up their lives in many numerous different ways and if this is all you do, then your home and hosed. I'm not even sure I believe in same-sex massage, as in, I think a male would be more responsive to a female's body when giving them a remedial massage, or physio for that matter. Unfortunately and sadley, I haven't had enough experience in massage to be able to back up my theory. 😁 Maybe I should add, it’s really all just a cat and mouse game, half the men are cats, the other half are mice, same goes with women, so the male cats seek female mice, and the female cats seek male mice. Having said that, I only have my personal experience with life, there are countless different people and personality types that I would have not encountered, so I can only draw on my experience (although I do talk to a lot of different people, some very clever, and this is the general consensus). And there’s the train of thought that God gave the gay boys aids, because there were so many little boys having so much fun together, all the little girls were left to fend off spiritual measles and gargoyles by themselves, and of course it wasn’t working. See the oil painting “The Nightmare” 1781 by Henry Fuseli…. I include this story, as such evil entities are a real threat to a singles. (I want to say here; when I was in Melbourne briefly, I went to the National Gallery of Victoria. I can’t remember the famous artist who was exhibiting at that time, but I do specifically remember one of the pictures, it was very scary, the picture of a gargoyle sitting on the chest of a sleeping maiden. I think it started with G or had a G in the artist name? I can’t remember, I tried to find this particular picture online and after searching what came back was called “The Nightmare” 1781 by Henry Fuseli. However, this image was slightly different from the image I remember at the National Gallery of Victoria. The gargoyle in that painting was facing forward it wasn’t facing the viewer which creates a completely different vibe - still scary though. And that painting seemed to be much finer and detailed than the image I saw in my Google search. Whether there’s different versions of the Gargoyle by different artists; this wouldn’t surprise me, there are a lot of copies of artist who people admire. It’s just sometimes dubious to know who the original was, particularly if some of the copies were painted with such clarity and technique, and by an artist who was ‘popular’ or having an affair with the curator. Anyway, possibly why there are so many unhealthy female demons who work at Centrelink is because there are so many gay boys! An inbalance. {I was later advised, they are female demons because there're married to arseholes, and they are used to talking “arsehole” to their husbands to keep them inline, and so they continue talking “arsehole” to people they encounter during the day, force of habit now.} I would say seriously, consider divorce, but in my experience, I see, it is usually a deserved bitch who marries an arshole anyway. When reading my blog you'll start to notice my attitude towards mothers; and how absolutely hopeless they are at child rearing. Some exceptions, (mine), but not many due to the “moth to flame” aspect about me (all normal people are at home minding their own business, so I never see them!). I believe, no, I know, that for all the troubles people give me – the thefts, the harassment, the following, the female “big brother” type tyrannical bitch behaviour; all these problem are caused by their mother in the family unit, when they were young. All of them. It seems to be a big secret in life, a taboo subject that is NEVER mentioned about just how inept many women are at all the skills needed for raising a child – so strange, as its is pretty much the number 1 problem in society!! The root cause of ALL other problems. Mothers in society who bumble along and unknowingly create all of these dysfunctions in their child. It’s like their mother has messed up their child by not teaching them any better, not setting any good examples, not taught or guided them in how to be genuinely happy; what it means to be respectful, careful, caring and honest. How to be an independent thinker and an independent person; so important. All of those things are meant to be learnt in the family unit. So anyway, I mention this now too, because it has been suggested to me recently, as I come back to update this in 2025, that people as described just above with such ‘same gender dilemmas’, are this way because their mother has raised them in such an oppressed and controlling manner, that they are not no longer sure of who they are, or who they are meant to be – this part of them is not fully developed. So sad. I guess I ought to add fathers can play that over-controlling card too, ‘power trippers’; who just want to have kids for the control and not for love, but ultimately it is up to the mother to ensure her child is being raised in sane manner, she has to take action to make sure her family care is healthy. {Why would you marry or stay married to an arshole? Seems to me only a bimbo would want to marry an arsehole – and those are exactly the type that ought not have kids. I mean do they want to be miserable all their life? Ofcourse some women marry “children”, so their husband still has ‘child mentality’, juvenile. I realize she may do so for the sense of control, but really and truly, ultimately, is she a paedophile? I need to add, one Textile company I worked at in Sydney, had male and female staff – actually quite rare in the Fashion industry – it’s predominantly female. But in this particular company I had some difficulties getting along with 1 of the males (if there were more, I suspect it would be the same). Another guy there was gay, and he was easy to get along with, – it seems to me, a person who has endured difficulties in life, is usually much ‘nicer’, compassionate and understanding, than someone who has not. Or, who knows maybe it’s just a 1st born / 3rd born thing – with 3rd borns being slightly retarded in every aspect. But, well Tina Turner wrote a song about it “What's love got to do with it”. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT CONTROL. {It’s a good thing I had the parents I had, otherwise I may think they were was no such thing as true love and the whole thing is a non real fairytale - they were infact inlove, and loved each other, and I personally believe, ‘won’ in life because of their love}. Anyway, so I am often seen out and about on my own (I am not the type of woman who needs a chaperone (bimbos), thank God for google maps! – but it is strange how people have that need to ‘pair up’ when they go out – I think this perpetuates the problems I have, as if there were more people out and about on their own, then idiots, would not see a single person as a prey victims.) And since the police could not do anything (Gunnedah Police), I have come up with various ways of doing something about it, posting online in various locations WORKS, as thieves are bullies, and bullies are cowards, they do not want anyone to know who they are. I have had some difficulties with coward admin women removing my posts, hence I had to create my own WEBSITE BLOG where no Nazi admin can remove my posts, (banned from Facebook, Flickr, SF and Rav. Also banned from Google map reviews, ebay marketplace (how communistic) COWARDS. (Australia has just stepped backwards by another century) The main reason I have been banned, is because I have a brain, and can see what’s going on, and write about it. (Also, my domain address from wix and google are blocked on Pinterest, and my Pinterest link is blocked on Amazon. And I’m not sure about this, but even though on my Pinterest photos it says there’s been 20 views, I’m thinking they might be able to hack the viewcount, and maybe the photos are not visible at all? - I’m not sure about this, it’s just someone contacted me one day from Gumtree and said he can’t believe how many people have viewed my photo - when the count is actually NOT public, so he could not have known the count. I find anyone who contacts me from Gumtree are dodgy anyway, something usually goes missing whenever they contact me - so weird how there could be a whole lot of thieves congregated in 1 site.) So, they can track me, (and do) as soon as I open an account on either Facebook or eBay, it gets deleted, within ½ hr - those stupid computer nerds have turned me into a cat and mouse game. STUPID NAZIS -Like I said, my reference to nazis, is not a direct reference back in time to the Germans, the reference to nazis is purely a bullying characteristic, that the Nazis from Germany used, the same actions that rule bullies today. A characteristic that comes from a place of complete non-thinking domineering stupidity, and WEAKNESS. Infact, the whole personality trait of humans is, at least, one that humans can fall prey of {one of my favourite quotes from a famous Frenchman “Experience teaches us, that any man with power, tends to abuse it”. I’m about people becoming aware of this personality trait, so humans can evolve as a species, get beyond war time nazibimbohead behaviour. We’re getting there, but still have a long way to go. {I want to sue FB - despicable form of societal exclusion, I know there are others who have been banned for political views, where is the class action, who is the lawyer brave enough? None in Australia, coward oppressed lawyers here}. In Australia we have the right to free speech, (honestly some women think Facebook is kindy, and the admin people on there, need to protect the Facebook users from the hard truths about life! They want ‘sleeping beauties’ to remain sleeping beauties. Wake up! {little birdy told me it was the young boys who run facebook that ban me, as they were offended by my swearing, as women who swear, scare them! – being fresh out of school and parents, who punish them for swearing!!} But that same birdy told me the reason they want sleeping beauties to remain sleeping beauties, is because they will kill themselves if they knew the reality of the world!! can you believe that? This is just an outrageous philosophy, I certainly don’t believe that to be true at all, but yet, another indicator of why we have to talk to our kids about life, and why they should not be ‘protected’ from truths. BTW, I was also banned from my local post office for wearing a bodycam, more about that on the Gin Gin page. So, I will persevere with my challenge of life’s perceptions, and photos and naming names -Harvey Norman, Bunnings - their sales girls have been following me home and stealing from me for over 20yrs now. Every time I left my house, some small item was stolen – they go to great lengths for small insignificant items, they seem to SNEAK around my house and garden; why is it, on so many various encounters, after we have to parted ways and our transaction /conversation is done, and I should perhaps never expect to see that particular sales girl or whoever again, yet that person seems to seek me out in stalking fashion! And sometimes its same day, next day, next month, even many years and even decades later. You know, I would assume that they would have some sort of mental health problems ? I noticed also Google reviews has blocked my reviews, so when I am logged in to my account I can see them, but if not logged in, they are not visible, meaning the public cannot read my reviews. I tried again later, today (July 2023) – and still blocked. Can you believe that. So, that’s oppressive Google doing that, I’m not sure what their problem is with me. It’s not like my reviews are offensive, I follow their community guidelines. My reviews are factual, stating the truth about certain businesses and how they will try to steal and do steal. But the cowards that are Google, are obviously whipped and run by the female mafia who steal. That female mafia consists of all the bimbo mothers. “Oh, but she has a child, a child; give the THIEVING LIAR, the work, because she has a child. A CHILD!” Update, in 2024, I attempted to create another Facebook account, as I needed somewhere to live, and everyone in the community is on face book (well were, before I was ban in 2020). I used another fake name Emily Ban-man, and so far not deleted, so maybe they have given up being nazis? After 5 years? I’m not sure why they haven’t deleted it, because I know the dogs are there, I can see them, plain as day - I can smell them! They’re always there watching what I do, monitoring everything, being a sick ass obsessive dysfunctional morons. But in July 2024, I was ban from YouTube, well they deleted my account, and I have NO blog related stuff on YouTube, just DIY’s, reviews and local wildlife, so they had no reason to ban me, they just did, plus I was a paying customer, $17 a month for the privilege of watching YouTube videos without being targeted by personalized offensive adds. Birdy told me I was ban because my whole lifestyle was offensive to men, as it involved celibacy, and young girls were being influenced. Not that I had such videos on youtube, so don’t know what birdy was referring to. But I would believe it; the wrong people are in charge and ‘making up’ rules. Well, I hope those google ‘baners’ get cancer and die. I’ve had it up to here with bimbo mothers who get away with stealing from me, just because they have kids and need money. This I would say, is the biggest thieving problem in Australia; bimbo mothers with kids. They’re worse than the thieving teenage girls. They’re worse than pissed off men in their 40s who don’t like their life and thus steal and are disrespectful. They are the bane of this country. Stupid mothers who have kids, because they use them in this manner to steal and make demands. POLITICIANS, could you please stop bimbo women from breeding; this should be the number one priority in parliament (now that you have sorted the virus situation, thanks BTW). My neighbour stole from me, I suspect, Heath Barwick - Actually there was a little bit here removed by some IT nerd, where I said ‘no convictions’, as I always do when I name anyone who I think has been stealing from me, because it is just my assumption, and not a convicted fact, but the fact that the word ‘no convictions’ was removed - I’m thinking, since, he has been convicted! I’m not sure what of, and hope to never know (spoilt little brat with bimbo mother), btw, he was friends with my little brother at school, and Daniel told me he used to steal from him when they were at school (you gotta wonder how he had any friends at all) Daniel, this person is NOT your friend, wakey wakey. And Emma Finylson (bully who encouraged the police to believe I was ‘crazy’ as she was trying to protect her ‘attempt of a man’ (Heaths shag, and partner in crime) no convictions, not even questioned by hopeless Gunnedah police {as I had a whole lot of sewing stuff stolen, I suspect, Emma, who sews, ‘egged’ Heath on to steal it for her}. Actually, I will put that whole story here: but first, any male, that sneaks around in order to do anything, is, ‘an attempt of a man’ – NOT A MAN AT ALL, but still a little boy, an immature child still. And certainly someone, that NO woman (no healthy woman) would want to be around. So, I met this guy twice when I was 17 or so via my brother, first time, he was in the passenger seat as I was dropping them off at a party, and he was selling pot to his class mate out of the car window – he was ripping his class mate off. The 2nd time I was out on a date with John Peterson, and Heath was there, at the so-called cinema (I think it was serviceman’s club turned into projection room in Gunnedah) and Heath was annoying the crap out of me and everyone, the entire room – he is a total outspoken social retard – not refereeing to anyone who has a physical handicap here. (My date did nothing - that didn’t last very long! - If you can’t stand up to the likes of heath Barwick, you’re no use to anyone - this is an area of weakness in Australia in general, not being able to stand up to popular bullies, and I was later informed, dare I tell you, as there is such naive stigma about this issue: he as an older man now, is a rapists of women in the metaphysical world, like a lot of older arrogant men, I was also advised that was why heath was my neighbour - a child still, so no problems like that.)) So, I definitely wouldn’t consider him a friend at all, as I thought him to be a thieving drug dealer retard. We certainly didn’t have any kind of relationship, but I believe this person and his friends, Shannon Bree, his girlfriend, and possible Ashley Horwood and Daniel Salam and Emma Finylason, has proceeded to stalk, harass, follow and steal from me for the past 30 years. Back in 1999 I saw Emma take a bag of goodies that I had left at St Vinnys, in Hornsby, Sydney. So she’s obviously one of the stupid thieving dogs that follows me around, and steals from me. And I think one of their friends was one of the mongrels who came out to Rowan Leigh to try to steal from me; who now lives in my current block of units at Sarina, plus a girl has moved in next door stating her name is Dannielle – lying thief. (Pure silver serving spoon was taken last week) All these THIEVING friends of hers are involved plus she would have a whole heap more from NEGS. (MAYBE I DID NOT MAKE MYSELF CLEAR BACK IN THE DAY, piss off, you bunch of high school mongrels - I’m not friends with any of those people. I don’t want to be friends with them, and if any of them have formed some sort of weird obsession with me, FUCK OFF.) I have to add, this woman, house mistress, from school (NEGS) Cathy Goldman was also stalking me, and she has connections within the movie and TV worlds, and I have noticed, they send me “doubles” or lookalikes of everyone that crosses my path, so, the time I saw Heath in Melbourne, together with Cathy Goldman, this could be a lookalike that she arranged?? What the heck?? (I also saw Cathy Goldman at the Gunnedah Independent, the local newspaper, apparently Heath Barwick’s sister works there) I think Heath used to stalk/harass me with sounds, whenever I went out and talked to people. More about that sound harassment later too. Read my “Persecution via animal noises at night and by day when talking to anyone” Total retard. BTW, I updated this on Saturday morning, 5 April 2025. Actually, I initially went to check that it was still all here, as I find some segments of my blog gets removed, and I thought the part where I mention Heath Barwick used to steal from my brother is quite condemning, so it may be something that would be removed. But it's still here, and I re-read it all, and corrected a few spelling mistakes and re-uploaded it - within a matter of hours, my neighbours stole another yet another frozen kangaroo meat out of the freezer. I had left the back door unlocked for lunch my lunchtime period, as I was washing (rain finally stopped). And you know my neighbours worked in cahoots today, to try and distract me to not lock the door so they can steal (I know they were trying to steal fertilizer, but the bag was securely wrapped and upside down, so they could not, and took a roo mince instead – thieving mothers getting their sons to steal for them. This is what goes on in my neighbourhood before, after, and now; in fact, all neighbourhoods across Australia; it comes down to the fact that Australians are pretty much fucked thieving people. At Rangari, I had heaps of items stolen. One night my neighbours (Heath and company) were yelling out drunk, as often was the case, {actually, they used to do ‘sleep torture’ that is waking me up just as I would fall asleep and start dreaming – BANG! All night till about 5am. A game for him, a copycat game, apparently this happened after he had left, but I don’t think so.} Anyway, this night, they were annoying me by yelling out,plus I had something stolen, which I’m 100% sure it was my drunken neighbours, so I went round there the following day, I tore, around there, I was mad as hell, and the person I expected to answer the door, Heath Barwick wasn’t there instead, I’m pretty sure it was his lover or should I say partner in crime Emma Finlayson, (a younger girl from NEGS, but she said her name was something else - she lied to me - Emma Finlayson is quite unique) I’m pretty sure Heath would’ve been there, hiding like a coward in his bedroom. So, I was talking to her and getting annoyed about the items that were stolen, and she was getting angry because she didn’t like to be told off, (and not used to it, she is a big person, a big bully) and there was a cat meowing around this girls feet, as she’s getting more annoyed at me, she’s getting annoyed at the cat, finally, she literally kicked this cat, booted it out of the way, which, as a multiple cat owner, I was quite disgusted and outraged by. I mean you can tell a lot from someone who does something like this, you can write them off completely, it automatically puts them into the useless and worthless category. I wanted to write about this because there’s people, women, older women, in the workplace who do exactly the same thing to young women, and whilst they don’t kick them with their foot (for obvious lawful reasons) they do other passive aggressive things like verbal abuse or curt putdowns, to make themselves feel better, it’s bullying behaviour 101 and so common in Australia it’s shameful to be called Australian. Although rarely have I ever heard anyone talk about such a matter or a situation, or describe the situation, or said that it’s happened to them, or read about it in any novel or seen it in a movie, or FILED A LAW SUIT (once I kind of saw it in a TV show about a hospital matron throwing stones at a monkey (implying their victims are not only helpless animals but ugly people), which I can attest to, is most defiantly true, pretty girls live in a different world to ugly or plain girls, or girls who do not wear makeup (I had a pretty friend once!! = I noticed the big difference.) I’ve certainly experienced that kind of social discrimination too, on multiple occasions (including Facebook, back in 2006 when I tried to join, I was refused, birdy told me; it was because ugly face!). So, this is what I have to say about that bully; the world would be a better place without you in it. Oh, and also, I think Emma is one of the girls following me around on the internet, trying to sabotage me, I saw her photo once, and it looked like Emma, sometimes it is hard to tell from photos though, anyway it is because she knows I name names and put photos of stolen items online, so she complains to admin, and stupid admin ban me. This is the real reason why I have been banned, not from my content so to speak, but from bitchy bully women trying to sabotage me and save themselves from the shame of being found out as a thieving bully. Stop making ME into the bad guy, you TV raised wannabe heroes. (Admin; communistic idiots). I know the ‘good guys’ never win, but with the help of social media, there is way more of a chance for the victimized. And I feel, all these problems I have from these bullies, they are in fact people without faith, as in Godless. Whole families I encounter; godless people. (The police do nothing, they are scared of Heath, (well-known farming family in Gunnedah, plus he makes people laugh (as long as it’s not happening to them, they are quite happy to go along with him and laugh at his jokes. Idiot /Idiots) you know, stealing is a cry for help . And btw, I think I may have finally got rid of Heath by targeting his mother in my usual verbal forms, the idea of his ’victim’ attacking his mother, does not sit well with bullies. Behind every prick there has been a bimbo mother. I feel this is worth mentioning; ways to get rid of pricks, someone else suggested attending church does the same too, but if you read my school church related stories, I am not sure that is a good idea. So to re-cap, Heath and Emma were working in cahoots over a period of many years, stealing from me, and the police, unbeknownst to me at the time, were trying to actually lock me up thinking that I was crazy, because Emma and Heath told police that they weren’t stealing from me and that I was crazy - meanwhile they were stealing from me, and Heath was a drug dealer (I believe he may have been convicted, who knows) but, I mean how fucking stupid are the police in Gunnedah? How easily manipulated are they? - ready to lock up and innocent woman, and set the guilty drug dealing thieves free. And I bet they’re still free today. It actually gets worse just keep reading my blog. I want to add to the; laughing at someone else’s expense, bit that I just mentioned. This is what stupid people do. Major problem in Australia. And it has been encouraged by television producers with old shows like ‘Australia’s Funniest Home Video Show’ - people sent in videos of family and friends making mistakes, like falling over, crashing their bike, that kind of thing. I never found it amusing, that show is designed for a specific type of mentality (stupid) and normally I wouldn’t say anything about this fact, because it sounds snobby. But it has become so obviously a problem in Australia, that I have to say something – because laughing at someone’s misfortune, encourages misfortune. There were other members of my family that found it amusing – I do recall catching one segment where there was a video of a little girl who was going on about these little worms or bugs, on the garden footpath after rain, in a ‘little girl manner’ and her father was taking the video and laughing at her, encouraging the very worst from her - he was being a total arse. However, there would have been a lot of fathers watching that and could plainly see that father being a condescending arse (big picture), and it would have struck a chord with them, as they could identify with that father, as they themselves can see that that’s how they have spoken to their kids, or maybe even their wife, and they can see, “oh I was being an arsehole” and can then realize they did not want to be an arshole towards their family, so he can rectify his attitude. - thus placing it in the helpful category! I also know people who like the idea of someone with dementia, because then they could laugh at their misfortune and forgetfulness. Not only are those people stupid – but they are evil. My sense of humour requires one to put a little more thought into the joke. Believe me, I’ve seen some very funny things in my time - once the challenge goes out, people can be very creative and very clever. That’s why it’s worth stating these things too, because you should never underestimate how clever someone can rise to be. I encourage cleverness. And besides, those people that find someone falling over, funny, should try to elevate themselves. Somewhere along the lines, if you let someone know they’re doing something stupid, they can rectify the problem and soon become a savvy person. Anyway, back to my thievery problems; CCTV is useless, because they just switch off the power, I come home to flashing clocks and item missing, also my neighbours follow me when I go to town – just so stupid, I don’t really know them, we are not friends. Not knowing someone and not being friends with someone doesn’t give you the excuse to steal or harass from anyone. Only someone who is completely stupid would think that this is okay - it is not okay. BTW, a little birdie told me that David and Brenda could have done something about the stealing, being influential farmers, and knowing all the neighbours (I assume that was the police, I’m not entirely sure), but David and Brenda didn’t do anything about the stealing. I always suspected this was because it was possibly David who was spying on me from the shed above my house, and stealing from me. In retrospect I didn’t really ever complain to David or Brenda about the stealing, we didn’t really communicate on a regular basis, I could probably count on my hands the number of times we had spoken over the 10 years I was there. I mean I’ve may have mentioned the stealing once or twice, I am pretty sure I did, but Brenda was not helpful. It wasn’t until possibly, I think 4 months before I left, (did not know I was leaving then) that I emailed my list of stolen items to Brenda; and I didn’t get much of a response back from her, except she said that there’s probably something wrong with, me and I should think about it. This to me implies she’s guilty, or would prefer to believe that there was something wrong with me rather than the fact that her husband was stealing from me. It really never ceases to amaze me, how underneath it all, people just believe what they want to believe -they are incredibly stupid. She was not, is not, the only one, I was basically forced twice in those 2 years, 2018/2019, to have a MRI brain scan (so I did not pay for them), forced by bullies, who would prefer to believe that I was making it all up, and lying about the thefts, {at first I only complained about the thefts, I did not start complaining about the harassment until I started this blog in 2020 – and I never complain to the authorities anyway about that, as like, what could they do about it, I just winge about my stupid neighbours, car hoon bimbos and unwanted nuisance antagonistic TV reflectors, on my blog}. And that thinking that I am ‘crazy’ or forgetful, stems from one thing, which is a total and utter lack of respect for me. I find it quite bizarre really, and it’s so unhealthy how other people think they have the right to control things in my life, me, and decisions that I should be making. Seems most people in Australia have control issues, again stemming from having no respect for somebody else, thinking they know better, as any decision I make would be inferior to theirs – such disrespectful people. and not just people who work in the health sector and police, but landlords, it got so bad, when I was looking for a rental, in 2021, I literally had to put on my rental advertisement “If you’re looking for someone to boss about, don’t bother calling me” - I find if you make it clear to someone who is trying to boss you about, that they can’t - then they get so quietly pissed off , they’ll either kick you out of the rental, or if it’s an acquaintance or friend, they suddenly want nothing more to do with you. And I’m thinking, if it was a job, you’d get fired too. Major control and respect issues amongst most people. Everything is about control. {When I said above ‘quietly pissed off ’, I mean by that, often the person I am dealing with, is unaware of what is going on in the situation and why they are pissed off, and that it is about control . Those people not wanting to realize, they do not get a say in my life. They have to force themselves to show restraint and respect. THEY DO NOT LIKE IT, hence why they are angry or “stressed out”. And this trait of not letting other people ‘have their way with you’ is also why I have problems, in particular with old men and blonde bimbos, as they want to try even harder, to have their way – they are flawed - dysfuncts. STOP USING ME TO TRY AND FEEL INCONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. {My atm next door neighbour, Neville – you have no say in my life, try to understand and show respect. He’s leaving next month, thank goodness, one down, 50million more to go}. I especially have problems related to this from my neighbours, who like to try to control me, but they don't see it that way, they think they're being “helpful”, which is the biggest delusion of them all. If for instance, I forget to take the washing in or out (as washing is not really a high priority on my list, never has been, I just don't care if washing is left on the line ALL NIGHT ! - so they have been doing this for years – I have termed the phrase; I have “washing nazis”), so, with my failure to get the washing in, they think that's an invitation to start doing crazy signs in nature, like banging and tapping, and throwing a tantrum - so that I hear, so that it triggers my mind; ‘oh there's something I have to do’. Sounds annoying? IT IS. I can't believe how they can't see how wrong they are from doing this; RACK off you stupid DELUDED narcissistic leach neighbours. {They especially do it on the weekends, so they must be bored; work all week and then have nothing to do on the weekends - and can't think of something to do because they're so bloody stupid! It's those people that kind of sit around, wait around, and watch what I'm doing, who notice if I go outside for instance to hang the washing out, and forget to lock the door; it's an opportunity then to steal. It's been going on for so long, and it still happens today, 2024. Unfortunately locking the door and being completely Nazi about locks, especially as my home is quite private now,- it's just not something that has been instilled in me as a child; we grow up on a farm where nothing was stolen ever, in fact we left the doors and windows open all the time, it was like a different world back then - with no little bored and stupid cunts hanging around watching what I do.} But, it goes on when I am out and about too, in shops; a typical way they try, is to try to discredit me, to try to make me sound stupid inorder to imply “she should not be making any decisions, I should be making them”. And of course those girls who do the opposite ‘well you're asking us for product help, but we're not going to tell you which is the good one, because we wouldn't want you to think that we were trying to control your purchase’ - bloody dogs. The whole tall poppy expression – is because of that generation, they only want to be around humble women , any woman who is confident is a threat for them, so their main goal is to discredit areas of strength, and for me, this is confidence, as I am a confident person, I know I am smart, I know I have a good sense of intuition and common-sense, I have many abilities….like a lot of women do. So those are the areas they pounce on. They fail to see one thing, I can see what they do, so they are always failing. Rinse and repeat guys. Go ahead. I know you will. Btw, other people fall for it too, easily manipulated by ‘foot binders’. (My left was literally handicapped, deliberatley, for doing nothing, except ‘shining’). Do you see the irony, supposedly from those ‘thinking professionals’, their ideas, their thinking, that I have 2 MRI scans. – who knows best? I KNOW BEST you control freaks. And plus, now, how annoying that I am expected also to be proficient in medical matters! Thankgoodness for YouTube. Btw, I also know best, in ways of dealing with dogs that hound me (since no one else even acknowledges it to be a problem). And that’s total escape!! 😁 it is the only way, 80% effective, best-case scenario. BTW, young women are often, not always, the worst at this. It’s like they’re so inexperienced in life, and seem to have some sort of learning difficulty in this area, that they haven’t learnt how to be respectful of other people’s opinions, feelings or rights. Mostly, I observe its young women, but there are many older adults, who also fit this dysfunction, non-thinking ones like Sharon Morgan, that farmer landlord in Colosseum, those Dr's at the mental health ward, my other landlord… and especially any adults with teenagers, as they’re in major “control mode”, from ‘lording’ over their kids. Male and female alike. Oh, I said above, I assume it was the police who told me that my landlord could have done something about the thefts at Rangari, but after thinking about it, I think it might be a vigilante from the ABC, somebody who thinks of themselves as the police, you know like from primary school, the hall monitor type, they’re completely retarded, they get things wrong all the time, not to mention are inappropriate. {This behaviour is encouraged by primary school teachers: I can just imagine some teacher, thinking what am I going to do this Nuisance 10-year-old? “I know: go out into the hallway make sure there’s no bad people”.} There just seems to be some people, who really, I don’t think they should be allowed to go outside or speak, it’s like “who let the dogs out”. They made a song about it - that song was referring to this particular person. I have to add here, my neighbours or landlord were not the only ones that stole from me, whenever anyone came out to my house, like the Telstra worker, or the washer repair guy, or the excavator, something would be stolen, I believe, every single person that crossed my path in Gunnedah, stole something from me. It’s like everyone in town could see what was going on, new who I was, and new who was stealing from me, and instead of doing something about it, they joined in - not just one or two people in town, the whole town, and that whole town; I curse you; you are damned and fucked. STUPID BAND WAGON MENTALITY (Pickpocketing too in town, directly out of my bag, unbelievable) I just remember something re the stealing: (I had to rewrite this, as the first time I wrote about it here, the whole paragraph was deleted – telling me, I am hitting the nail on the head – these ones are guilty and should be severely fined (edited subtext there) – sometimes it’s a little difficult e xplaining how angry you are, without sounding like a maniac killer -when I first started writing about things, after an incident, my goodness, the whole paragraph was filled with swear words and nasty thoughts of revenge, but when I go over it, maybe a week or so later, when I’m not as angry, I’ll remove some of the swear words and tone it down a bit. And whilst I wouldn’t get a gun and shoot these men that I am about to talk about - as I’m nowhere near a violent person, don’t think I’ve been violent ever in my life, actually (oh, read later my rooster story). Although I have noticed when I’m angry, I suddenly get strong bursts of energy, and seem to be able to tap into a muscular strength - so if I’m doing something outside in the yard that requires strength, like moving rocks around my rockery or tightening fencing wire, then if I remember something that really made me angry, it helps greatly! (actually, as does yelling or screaming when you are exerting yourself – helps greatly) And once dad was helping me lift a full compost bin up, and his finger got caught, as we had to drop it back down because it was too heavy, there were 3 of us trying to lift it. And so this heavy compost bin came back down on dad’s finger, I saw it and immediately just picked up the compost bin easy as pie, no problems, and he could remove his finger. So I know here is a fast untapped amount of energy and strength in the universe surrounding us at all times. We just have to tap into it, if it’s needed. Anyway, so whilst I was saying I wouldn’t shoot these people, I’m angry with them, and certainly wish that somebody like a fairy godmother would. So, it was 1999 or thereabouts when I moved out to Rowan Leigh, a lovely farm about 30km West out of Gunnedah (with only dam water). I moved out there after working in the fashion industry for 10 years (oh the peace and quiet – I was in heaven!) About 1 month in, one hot day, about six young men (with no tops on) turned up and said that they used to live there and they had forgot some things, would it be okay if they went and had a look to see if they were there. I said sure, (so naive I can’t believe it). So, they look around the whole property in the sheds just up the paddock too. They come over to my house and walk past a big room on the edge of the outside path, they would’ve looked in the windows, and seen nothing because it was actually a relatively big house and I didn’t have much furniture or stuff back then. So, this particular room was completely empty and I overheard one of the boys say “oh she doesn’t have anything anyway” and then I realised those boys did not have good intentions. They left pretty much then. But because of all the stealing since I’ve lived in Gunnedah, over the next 18yrs, in retrospect I’m pretty sure those boys would be a part of it - and those boys would have been sent out to my house by someone. I don’t have any idea who. But it would’ve been organised. I’ve always stated that the thieving that goes on from me, has been organised, it’s not just random opportunists (but they exist too). I did not know any of those boys, they appeared to be all short and skinny, early 20’s – infact the shirtless kind you would see at a rock festival in Sydney, little party bastards, boys raised by uncaring stupid bimbo mothers. No one does anything about it. I suspect those boys are still stealing from me today, even though I have moved 700km away. They would be in their 40’s now. It must be nice just hanging out with someone who didn’t have a bimbo mother, someone who is mentally healthy, and doesn’t have all the bullshit that they have. Fuck off. Btw, more bad short people - you know, this is been something I’ve noticed now at age 47, as I have gotten older, the more times I’ve had to deal with short people, the more slightly retarded they appear. I can’t begin to tell you how important it is for parents to feed their kids properly otherwise they grow up to be slightly retarded. Here is a good spot to say; as one gets older, not everything is, as it seems, there are quite a few things that you will start to notice in life that goes against everything you have thus been taught. This has to do with the “people” in charge – they want you thinking a certain way – its all about control. So, some good advice to prepare you for these things as they unravel for you; Netflix – the people who run this, are pure evil. There are no rules / morals in that organization. Oh, I also say on numerous occasions later when talking about thieves “hope they get cancer and die”. I should point how bad exactly the problem of petty theft was/is; Most people can’t understand about this expression “hope they get cancer and die” – there was a lot of flak about it on Facebook (before I was ban), infact it did not go down to well at all. They think, well someone stole your goggles, so what, big deal, they don’t cost that much, it’s not like they stole your life savings! - Those people don’t understand that, I’m having small items stolen (at least at one point, every week. So, every week, something would go missing, and it was often something that I was in the middle of using/working on, (a project). I mean can you imagine if you’re at work, and you’re working on a project, you come in one day to take up where you left off the day before, and the bit that you have done the previous day, was gone! I mean, just that one incident would drive you a bit nuts, wouldn’t it? Now imagine if that happened to you on a weekly basis, over a 15yr period. Can you possibly even imagine that? what that’s like? the torment? Imagine if you’re an expensive lawyer working on a case, and that happened to you, and there is nothing you can do about it , all security implementations fail. AND, not only that, no one believes you . Plus, the police lock you up forcefully for 7 days to ‘determine if your nuts’. So, getting cancer and dying is the least of what I want to happen to those particular people. Don’t you tell me to “lighten up or “chill out” -you’re not the one that’s been stolen from on the weekly basis, plus you’re not the one that’s been harassed verbally, and followed everywhere you go, or are verbally yelled at your private residence. Alright for some. But don’t you tell me what to think or how to behave. I also need to mention due to various comments in some of my posts that are a little controversial, I like to speak the truth, people’s toes get trodden on (usually the popular and guilty {always the popular and guilty, usually well paid too}. That expression the good guys always come last - unfortunately the economy has created a community where this is true) Often my anger shines through in the form of colourful language, whilst reading this ‘anger’ you will not be in any danger yourself- get a grip wussies. I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I never have. (Well, aside from a brief experimental schoolies week) I believe in being of sound mind always, I often get accused of being on drugs or are ‘a drunk’, especially by the police, which I find really offensive and peculiar as I am of sound mind always and have been basically since I was 18 - not that I was a drug addict or a drunk before then, but I went through the normal teen stuff when HSC was over. I can clearly remember one weekend, four of us friends from school were staying at mum and dads house, they were out, so we decided that we would experiment with wine. We all got drunk for the first time! It was quite hysterical, my friend vomited all over the carpet in the living room, another one became transfixed whilst watching rage and the Prince special!! I can’t remember what the other one was up to. But I would like to say this, actually my friend who vomited all over the carpet, and made a complete awful mess, like why didn’t she head to the bathroom, I mean didn’t she know she was going to be sick? I do notice that about me when I got drunk and sick, I knew I was going to be sick and so vacated to a suitable location, it’s like full and total control all the time. My friend was pretty smart too, she did advanced Maths!! I don’t recommend getting drunk so much you vomit, but I do believe it is something a young person has to go through in order to learn about alcohol – in a safe environment. I do recall my mother encouraging us all to have our friends around whenever we wanted, there were no nazi rules in this area - as she believed that it would be better for young rebellious teens to hang out at our family home, rather than on the streets or in the park. I had a very savvy mother. I feel I need to repeat myself here, because this seems to be a hard concept for people to comprehend; I don’t drink, nor did I in my 20s or 30s. In fact I don’t even like the taste of wine or beer - white wine to me, sometimes smells like urine, and red wine, maybe if it’s a really expensive award winning bottle, it might be nice with a steak. But I have never had enough money to buy a nice bottle of red wine ever, and don’t get me started on the stench of beer - disgusting. But, I use alcohol in cooking - that’s where alcohol is meant to be used, it’s not meant to be used as a beverage in my opinon. Alcohol shines in cookery. I find when people read about something angry that I’ve written, involving swear words, they immediately assume that I’m a drunk. It’s so bizarre how people have such a low tolerance of anger. People are stealing from me, harassing me, handicapping me and sabotaging me - so I am angry!! More to say on this; I’ve been accused several times now, of being a ranting drunk - due to writing about situations that make me angry and using swear words to portray my feelings. As in writing about how angry I feel, for a lot of people, means that I must be a drunk!! It’s the most bizarre weird thing ever - what, do you think sober people never get angry? nothing ever ticks off sober people? Wrong! Those people need to get a grip on reality: every action has a consequence. If I’m angry, it’s because someone has triggered it, and the fact that you’re annoyed about the fact that I am writing about it, says more about you than it does about me - you need to deal with your dysfunction, if you can’t handle seeing someone angry, merely on paper, and think such person is a drunk you: then you are dysfunctional and you need to see a counsellor. For every action there is a reaction, plain and simple human behaviour. I did get one housewife mention to me, that if I started to drink, all these problems I have, would disappear! Thank you, but no thanks! And the fact that people think that I am a drunk, I suspect this is just another form of sabotage and disrespect maybe I feel the police may be manipulated by the dogs spreading rumours of bad reputation. Accusing someone of being on drugs is an easy way to discredit someone too, just another bullying tactic. In fact, I believe the police may have been manipulated in my past whilst driving out and about and listening to the radio. Dogs on the radio - really all just a cat and mouse game. I know that there’s people in positions of power working on the radio, who think that they know best, and think everybody else is irresponsible. They have delusions of self-grandeur, and are just cocky and arrogant. I think these types set the traffic police on me. It was a noticeable problem, even the police started to see, so they cut back. You know, the police have really declared war on the public, they have a bad attitude. Plus, btw, I hate seeing drunk people, all I see is weakness, ignorance, and an adult that still thinks they are 18 - hasn’t grown up – most likely stunted due to childhood abuse. I would not tolerate any drunks in my life, and, should I be married, there’s no way I would allow my husband to drink (may explain why I am unmarried!) At one point in my life, my father suggested I work in the pub! - my dad did not really know me very well! Not that I am saying that is completely his fault, but guilty of not paying attention mostly. I am opposed to drunken yobbos. {Are you smart enough to drink? I don’t think so.}. I suspect some men who drink, do so as a punishment to their wife and or family, if they did not get their own way, or are unhappy about something. Passive aggressive punishment – an act of revenge “I’m going to waste all our money – on me!”. (I had to rewrite that bit about ‘drunken family revengers’, it was deleted). In life, after having experiencing people who really DO pay attention - so much attention, that they become obsessed - this is a big problem. A dysfunction that causes a lot of problems, resulting in narcissism. I would say having a father who didn't quite pay enough attention, rather than one that was an obsessed arsehole, is better. I have already advised ‘the powers that be’, as long as they’re stealing from me, I’m going to be swearing about it. So, either you do something about the thieving, instead of turning a blind eye, or, you tolerate the swearing. The choice is yours. So far they’re still stealing from me, so fuck off you stupid bimbo dogs. Mainly I have people that persecute me as I’m single -they get kicks on trying to make me sound paranoid (hence the stealing). I am not ‘crazy’ and do not have any mental illness despite what a lot of oppressive little bully girls would like to imply. (This phenomenon of wanting to “lock up” or “get rid” of people, is due to the American TV industry, with popular shows like “Smallville” – the show about superman as a teen. As much as I enjoyed watching this show back when it was made, 20 odd years ago or so; Australia didn’t show the full seasons, in fact I think they only had the first 1 or 2 out of 7? So, I am rewatching, and still enjoying it, even as an oldie, but watching as an oldie, and binge watching, I can really see what’s going on here- an issue that is the general theme of this show, and is a fairly disgusting theme, and that is the passive aggressive subliminal message coming through, well, loudly yelling out, actually, and that is anyone who is weird or different ends up being a baddie, and belongs in a mental asylum! Every guest person that comes into the show, they soon deem them a baddie, and they end up going into a mental psych ward. And all the townsfolk are saved by the good hero. It’s really quite evil what those story writers are doing. I thought this was only something that happened in the past, like on that show “playschool”, a show for kindies, they had every day, ’spot the odd one out, and get rid of it’. But I can see they’re still doing it today, in this very passive aggressive way. What’s wrong with people that they want to get rid of people who are different? It's a really strange concept, maybe no one has written about it before, maybe like me, they just get banned. You know, that concept hasn’t been well thought out, or, it’s not an evolved philosophy. EVOLVE. (Sharon Morgan – raised on Superman and wants to be the hero, locking up anyone she deems different – Stupid Sharon Morgan). Now I know why so many people on Facebook and the Australian police today, are brainwashed into thinking people need to be locked up in mental health wards. Looking at the big picture it is absolutely outrageous what is going on here, and people of Australia, you really need to wake up, and realise that that show is a fictional show, and the main story theme, of the cat and mouse games between Superman “the good”, and the weirdo “baddies”, that come into his life, is not something that should be pursued in everyday life. As I know there are predators on Facebook that go looking for baddies, they try to make people into baddies so then they can play the good guy and have them locked up - it is disgusting disgusting disgusting. WAKE-UP. And why should I have to point out your psychological dysfunctions? Btw I know I have a number of people who try to make me look like ‘the bad guy’ – I bet they are all women, they love to discredit me anyway they can - I can assure you, they are incredibly good at what they do. They’re extremely manipulative, just like a woman. An example, go read my Dentist story on p6. My teeth were deliberately fucked with, I believe it was these dogs deliberately trying to tell people (I am not sure who?) that I am on drugs, they did it by sabotaging my tooth – they made it turn black, (apparently one of the side effects of cocaine use is a black tooth). See – extremely manipulative, and have no morals. The girls that did that were apparently copying Charlette Powell, a girl from NEGS. Those girls ought to be shot – you better start your path of redemption. Computer nerds do it big time, it’s a thing, especially while I was living at Rangari - they were obsessed with trying to make me look bad for some reason unbeknownst to me, very obviously so – it may be ‘opposite’ related, as in some people, probably ones in TV world would try to “help” when I was out in public with conversation / communication, in the process, making me come across as “effortless” and “smart” – yeah, they really did that. Female helpfulness?? {I thought I was doing fine, but if you want to be a condescending bitch, by all means.} So, computer nerds, possibly male ones, could see that help, and so did the opposite of helpful?? Plane as in aeroplane people also did it – no idea who they are. They may still be doing it? But not as obvious now, but I do see them "talking" like showing things to the pervert dogs. Manipulating them. They still do the “"oh now ; you're going to have to start again" signs- this annoying tactic, is something they have been doing for years and years and years, often on a daily basis. And they don't add anything else to their little effort of communication, so fricked if I know what they're talking about “starting again” - with what? but that's what they sign, they're so annoying and it's like they have NO IDEA how annoying and unwanted they are. I’ve come across quite a few people now in my old-age life time, and I can assure you I’m one of the sanest people you’ll ever know. And even if you meet someone you would deem a ‘total nutter’, they certainly wouldn’t require being locked up in a mental asylum now, would they? it is 2020 for goodness sakes. Those places are so wrong, and should be shut down. I can’t believe they still exist in 2020 -there are some truly stupid government workers out there- it’s all predator/victim or cat/mouse games for them, truly, stay away from mental health workers and police. It’s like I’ve been shown this other world now nearing 50, and I am literally suddenly surrounded by “kindergarten adults” with this “lord of the flies” mentality, locking up people who they don’t like - it is atrocious, absolutely disgusting, and you should be totally ashamed of yourself Sharon Morgan and everyone else involved, as there were a few I believe. (I am of the firm belief; we are never given anything we can’t personally handle). So, at least I’m doing something to make the world a better place - I’m not going to be the one ending up sitting on the couch as an alcoholic with great big chunks of guilt on my shoulders. I seem to have problems with certain thieving bullybitches in my life, not only stealing, but harassment, verbal vilification/ antagonistic behaviour, on the street, I seem to get followed around by these incredibly stupid and retarded (often blonde) female dogs. I literally am pursued and persecuted by them unless I specifically call or contact/ connect with someone. SO WEIRD. They’re such a big part of my life now that I cannot ‘not acknowledge’ them. (Alex MClymont, how could you be soo stupid??) Apparently, it is a rebellious thing, from their bad overcontrolling power tripping parental/teacher upbringing, they rebel against everything, thus do the opposite of what I would like. I will put one example here: At one point in my younger years, I did temp work as a nanny, and so on a nightly basis after my ‘real job’, I would go and look after different kids in different families. But, I would frequently have these ‘dogs’ who followed me to these peoples places, they would stand out on the street and occasionally yell out, just carry on like idiots - one time they went next door to the neighbours (which is a common thing, I am not sure how they rope the neighbors into allowing dogs into their house?) and at this place, what they did is stare into the house at me - there was a big glass stairwell at this house, aswell as a window opposite at the neighbours, the houses were way too close to each other, and they, (there were 2 girls, -can’t remember their hair colour) were just standing in front of the window for hours staring in at me, all night! ZOMBIES, so retarded. So yeah, that’s the kind of thing that stupid bimbo dogs do, and so that’s how they harass me, from afar, they don’t do it face-to-face, so I can’t literally just tell them to rack off. They do it from a distance, so they can’t get told off COWARD BIMBOS. {I did have a problem with one female landlord who constantly wanted to ‘engage’ me via email in a fight, it was kind of a nuisance, but I’ve heard from certain men this is a particular problem of certain females wanting to constantly engage them in conversation.} I don’t have much patience for conversations that involve going around in circles, or are of a fighting nature. I mean there’s no point to arguing something when it’s not going to be heard or changed, is there? And people, a lot of people actually, not just that one, when arguing, get wound up, and say stupid things that doesn’t make sense, and also say things that aren’t true, or things they may later regret. So, I find it’s actually better not fighting with such people, even if the point, still needs to be made; they are not going to hear the point, they’re too busy wanting to fight. But I find most people, mainly family, they don’t want to know about the Negative Nancy’s in life, they just want to get on with being ‘positive’ I find this really frustrating, it’s like totally ignoring a big part of life and sweeping bad things under the carpet, things which should be dealt and acknowledged - its cowardly not to acknowledge these things, and mentally UNHEALTHY, (I really am the pin up girl for good mental health, dingbats – literally when I was at Bundaberg Mental Health Unit, I stopped to read the pin board in their hallway, on it was a whole heap of advice of how to handle stressful situations – it was like I was reading myself, my wording even – I just know some pervert thieving dog has written all that down as a result of perving on me. THIEF WHO IS FAKING IT using me and NOT paying me HELLO – QLD Police????? STUPID COMPUTER NERDS HUNG UP ON IMAGES???????). Anyway, women in particular are the most guilty of ignoring what’s actually going on – but I am dealing with them through social media and cameras. Bullies are such cowards, it really works, thanks internet!! - Big reduction in the girls that follow me around now, huge. They hardly are a problem at my new location, or stick to following me in cars (they still numberplate me sometimes) and only occasionally like when my neighbours used to yell out abuse every time, I did a load of washing (washing machine is on the Veranda, (they have since moved, and like it was any of their business how or when I did a load of washing – I find that a big problem in general, other people, adult strangers or neighbours, think they have the right to tell me what to do….child idiots, fuck off). But just writing about it - miracles, it stops, (sometimes, sometimes they copy), -the bloody compression breaking trucks never decease, and I have written about them on many occasions!! Someone told me those truck drivers were physically/sexually abused as kids, and so that’s how they deal with it, by driving BIG trucks and making a nuisance of themselves.) I would like to add, I was one of 4 siblings, and we grew up in an idyllic lifestyle on a farm, well out of town, -such wonderful happy memories of my childhood, with two loving parents. My mother was a Justice of the Peace, and she had strong convictions about no fighting, we were raised not to fight. I can still hear her stating these words when, and any one of us winged to her “she called me a such and such, or so and so” – she would say “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me” lol, really and truly my mother was a bit naive about the world, and how pretty much all everyone else ever does is FIGHT. So, while this meant for a very happy childhood, this inability to fight is a huge impediment for later on in life. What All people do in the workplace is fight, and if you can’t fight and stand up for yourself, you’re not going to last. I’ve seen repeatedly, girls who are loud and can fight; get the job over someone who is quiet - even though they are smarter, more suited, than the girl who got it, who, is actually a complete ‘loud bimbo’, but the bim has an outgoing personality, who pleases everyone, so she gets it. This happens a lot in life, I find it is the loud people who win the most. Although, I know there are others aware of this fact, and are constantly trying to goad me on in certain situations to fight – I find this incredibly annoying, and hey I CAN SEE YOU, you little idiot. And particularly Australians, if they see someone that can’t fight, they are immediately victimised and targeted (an unconscious ‘moth to flame’ situation – stupid blondes do it – dogs do it) and, after many years of observing bullies, I assure you, they are always ‘dim’ people, and the only thing they respond to is fight (they don’t recognize strength when they see it, they only respond to strong language /bravado /threats, it is something I have had to learn to do, still can’t – but I can on paper, and it is affective on paper to a certain degree, it is worth writing about your life including using names and photos - Australians are made up of Hillbillies and Bogans that were outcast from their own home country, this is a whole country formed by immigrants. (I was informed that back in the day; Bogan Immigrant Theory: when they were sending immigrants to Australia, certain 'type' of persons was targeted, and the idea of moving to Australia was put into their head, in clever and manipulative ways, because they weren’t wanted in their country) Note, Abos grew up in an ‘idyllic’ country too, back in the day, and look what happened to them when the immigrants came – seems bullying has been apparent from day 1 in this country, it is a way of life. It is shameful. Btw, my mum was also a devout Christian, and attended Bible studies every week once she moved into town. Mum was a trained nurse, she worked at Sydney Royal North Shore Hospital until I was born. She retired to be a full-time mother. She did go back to nursing later when I went away to school, she decided that the family needed a little extra income - underestimating exactly how expensive kids are. So she started her nursing business, she would attend and nurse old war veterans in their homes. Her mobile nursing business, it wasn't like now how they are all contracted out through an agency (through a fat cat who does not actually want to do any hands on work!!). Dad used to do her taxes. Good thing she married an accountant! She would only work in the morning, and then over the years, eventually all the war veterans died so she was left with minimal work, by then I had graduated, and shortly after she was diagnosed with Alzheimer's (age 48), which is very young. She did also have a chocolate business at one point, before she started nursing again. A chocolate person did a workshop in Gunnedah, and was looking for people to sell their chocolate, mum said that she would do it, and she had all the chocolates, flavours and moulds in the pantry. But the diy chocolate was a phase, and phases don't really last long, and so the chocolate business didn't last long either - plus it wasn't very nice chocolate if I recall, lots of Cofer in it I think, and or sugar… I think it was a bit of a scam, with the person who makes the chocolate wanting to take most of the cut, and they use people to sell their chocolate and they get sucked in because, well, it's chocolate. But I think she enjoyed it, she liked the social aspect of it. So, I wrote here, exactly what happens to me in my life, there are n o made-up stories, or exaggerations, I really make an effort to stick to the facts, even though sometimes it may not make sense- "Truth is stranger than Fiction" I do not write in ‘code’ as some people think there is a double meaning for certain things. I am not that much of a complicated person. But I am a firm believer that anything created or started out of a lie, won’t end well -you’re setting yourself up to fail. I feel sometimes it may appear that I fall into the ‘old and bitter’ category now, although, I assure you, it is not because I don’t have a husband! but mainly because I don’t own my own house!! There’s nothing I could’ve done in my life to get one, I could not have done anything different. My parents and I did everything I/we could to thrive in society, but people react to me a certain way (aside from being a little different, I also have, had a slight frame). People are the way they are, until they evolve in the future (and we have evolved a lot from cave man days – it is a clear and definite path, based solely on multiple thinking people, who evoke change and raising of the social consciousness – like the feminist movement to value women, or work unions to protect workers, or peace treaties to stop pointless fighting…pond gardens placed in workplaces and hospitals to promote good wellbeing…... ) I won’t stand for bullies; I would not stay in a workplace with bullies. So, I had to follow paths that would best suit me, it might not be the most agreeable to certain people, nor allow me some luxuries that life can offer, but this is the way society works, there’s really nothing I could’ve done any differently. Anyway, I’m not really ‘bitter’, I’ll give you a little example; when I started to put on weight, I thought maybe I had started snoring again, - waking abruptly (tonsils removed at age 14 due to snoring – I am petite) So I got my phone and put the recorder on all night, so the next morning I was listening to it, what I noticed was for the first two hours or so, after I lay down, and before I drifted off to sleep, I would spend my time thinking about the day, and in that time, I basically would laugh and giggle myself to sleep!! I realised that I was laughing at all the ‘absurdity’s’ that go on during the day, and not only in my life, but if I caught a segment of news for instance, all the absurdities that are going on in the whole world, it’s literally slightly hysterical! (And no, obviously not the domestic gun shooting or the kid with leukaemia) I was later advised, by a little birdy ofcourse, that the news now use humour to sustain people’s attention (before it was always conflict, and ‘pissing’ people off, like fake war stories and fake immigration stories – which is why I don’t bother watching the news, it’s mostly all manipulative bullshit. But they seemed to have evolved into using human interest stories, and humour. I still do not regularly watch the news (I am outraged at the deception). I also, am not the type of person who stops and stares at the car crash, if there is one on the side of the road. Also, I believe there are certain news teams who decide to set the mood and tone of the evening, and if they are happy, then they do humour interest stories, but if they personally are pissed off that day, then they will send a clear message “we are at war” out in the evenings news, and do awful war related stories. Even though it’s been 78 years since World War II ended. But there is a certain element of people, mostly men, who like “warring” so much, that they use, manipulate and trick stupid bimbos (mostly young people) (and mostly women) into doing war acts. There seems to be a lot of copying, not only the Nazis, but all the other politics who went to war with them - from World War II. Still doing it. When I listened to JJJ back in the day, I remember them trying to recruit and train people as spies. There was a ‘spy’ call out across the radio waves. (1996 or thereabouts - Mikey Robins was involved.) That was all about people wanting to fight. About the house reference above; I have come to the conclusion, that being a homeowner is more important than anything else. Because you can’t win in life unless you’re ‘in your own domain’, and having homeownership in a community, is where you’ll find that domain, sense of belonging and purpose - at least then you’ll be in with a chance of winning, at whatever it is you choose to do. You cannot win without your own home. I feel so strongly about this that I don’t recommend having kids unless you can afford to put them in their own home when they wish to leave the nest. At least if they don’t win, or don’t want to win, in life, they will still have an incentive to work and make money, because it won’t all have to go into rent, and somebody else’s pocket. You really can’t ignore the fact that this world revolves around money, and not people. (For me personally I would go one step further; don't have kids unless you're rich. I don't want kids, I never have, but there certainly would be no possible consideration for children if I was not wealthy - it's a No Brainer, no money then no kids, average income, low income - it's not going to cut it. Rich! Although trying to put myself in a rich persons shoes, (as hard as that may be), I am pretty sure I still would not have kids. Some women, as in many women, have kids on Centrelink employment allowance, so then it gets changed to a pension. I personally don’t know how those women could do that. But, I believe those kids grow up with a sense of missing out, a slight chip on their shoulder (grass is always greener), and so this motivates them to be successful and rich in life - I have witnessed this numerous of times. So, perhaps all works out the way it’s meant to. But then again, in Australia specifically there is a deep hatred of rich kids, so rich and successful adults may say, they grew up poor, so as to avoid unpopularity. {if you use the word “quite”, as in ‘it was “guite a beautiful day’, then some people think you grew up rich, are rich, and will not only hate you, but try to steal from you. People mainly are STUPID. And I want to mention something about winning and losing in life, because my definition of winning seems to be a little different from other peoples. I don’t feel it is important to be rich in order ‘to have won’ - one doesn’t go hand in hand with the other. I remember a wise old woman once telling me when I was young, that all the wealthy people she knew, which was quite a few in Sydney, were all miserable and their family lives were in chaos! I think this is worth mentioning because it’s unusual that I see someone who really knows how to ‘live life’. To realise what’s important, to put focus and energy into certain things like good food, good home environments, and abundant plant life and gardens, feeding the birds…. Creating happy family environments. If you have a family - putting energy into maintaining it is very important. But families and kids aren’t for everyone, I have seen too many women opting to adopt because they can’t have kids which is really quite sad, you don’t have to have kids to be a whole and full person, in fact you’ll probably be much happier without -think of it as a sign from God, if you can’t have kids, then don’t! I feel the reason why there’s so much postnatal depression amongst young women, is because they bumble along, and assume they’ve gotta get married and have kids, or have kids if they’re single because this will fill a void, and they won’t be so lonely, (quite ridiculous) and then when it pops out, mother goes into a deep depression, because suddenly it hits them, what it actually means to have another whole life, and their life, and how they know it, is now over, before they really have even lived, perhaps. I believe some mothers are sent away if they are diagnosed with postnatal depression, like a ‘rest”. Well. WHAT ROT. When you have kids you have to be with them, you can't leave them with someone else to look after! I personally believe it's like a spiritual protection thing; if a child has a parents no harm will come to them. so, if they don't have their loving parents around, harm may come: it is like an area of weakness, exposure. So, you can't leave your kids with your sister-in-law and go and have a holiday. You have to plan around your kids, take your kids on holiday. You can't stop and do a business conference for a few days and leave your kids with family and friends. I wouldn't even advise leaving them with mother-in-law's either. One of the biggest factors young women ignore is money. It’s an area where some young women, really step into that whole ‘sleeping beauty’ ‘blonde bimbo’ scenario. You need money to have kids, at least an additional $50,000 per child per year. A lot. (They worked that figure out in 2015 or so, so it’s probably more now.) After I wrote this, I was advised, adamantly, that having a child can also bring up stuff from the mothers childhood, like bad memories, crap childhood, abuse from their mother…. So perhaps it is this that can bring on postnatal depression. Which kind of makes sense, although I still stick to my theory of: postnatal depression because she shouldn’t of had kids. End the cycle. Up Up Up Sometimes when I explain to people what’s been going on in my life, the most common response is disbelief. I’ve been told I have a strength in observation -seeing what’s going on around me. And so, when I tell people what’s going on around me, they don’t believe me! The irony. Of course, I know from the reaction of certain people and the response particularly regarding female harassment issues, that there are people who believe me and know perfectly well whatever I say is true, I have no reason to lie, raised not to, and actually, I have the greater good of the race in mind. There are some people who, when I tell them that Bunnings staff are following me home and stealing from me, they imply it’s because I must have shoplifted from them – I would dramatically like to say, this is not true, in case you haven’t noticed, I am very opposed to stealing. I have strong traits of empathy for others, I know how hard it is to work full time and to earn that money, so if someone thinks they have the right to steal what they did not earn, what’s NOT theirs – it makes me angry. Infact if I were a shop owner, I would put up a sign in the shop “If any girl is caught stealing, she will get smacked with this baseball bat” - and then hang a baseball bat up there right next to the sign, just out of reach of the customers. (With fake blood dripping off it). And anyway at least with my ranting and raving, I am not going to tell you what to do, my mission is only to show you what goes on in my life and how those bullies make me feel about them (what I would secretly do to them if it were up to me), I may have some good advice, things I wish I had been told when I was young- unlike those bitches that work for women’s magazines who tell women to ‘seek revenge’, ‘act like a bitch’, ‘do mean and nasty things’, for a really pathetic reason that doesn’t warrant any revenge it all - only warrants good communication. (Apparently that’s what they do, as I never read magazines, I don’t need to be told how to live. But I sure wish I had of read this blog when I was 18, it would have been far greater help than any of the psyche books, or ‘self-help’ books that I read back then, and I often listen to audio books now, including a lot of autobiographies, and I often think as I listen, that my blog would make far better reading!! Oh, and I have noticed sometimes, whole photo stories disappear completely from my PC, but I have backups on 6 different devices). Telstra/Netgear keep switching my internet off, then I have to do a ‘factory pin reset”- they do it every day, it is a game for them “you have to start again haha!!” More on Telstra problems later. The saboteurs are real, unfortunately, plus I have dogs who declare war on me, in an attempt to save their bimbo dog 'friends'. It does not work; I have not removed anything. And if something disappears, the ‘birds’ tell me about it! and I reupload. Plus I have noticed sometimes my stories get changed slightly with comical spelling mistakes – bugger of you stupid dyslexic bitches who are trying to create awareness. Stop using me. {Ever get the feeling that someone else is cashing in on your life?} This is MY life story blog, if you don’t like it, get your own, {you intruding control freaks} - this is my blog! Least I’m trying to do something; If you don’t like your life, and think ‘what on earth is she complaining about’….well, what are you doing to make your life in your world, a better place? Of all the people I talk, about the names I mention, no one has ever been questioned or charged with stealing. The police have been totally inadequate completely useless in fact, and the reason why these people do it, is because they got away with it in the first place so they continue to do it. {Same with how bullies become bullies, no one stands up to them}. I did report each stolen item to the police for the first 5yrs, but then Constable Sharon Morgan from hillbilly police station in Gin Gin locked me up for 7 days to ‘see if I was crazy’ (what a fucking dog) anyway, I no longer report stolen items to police. The police are really stupid, and only interested in car related activities (definite exceptions to that, some have been very helpful, savvy and sneakygood) Plus, I need to mention, if the suspect is someone rich /respected, or even just a “family man” – they won’t touch them, not even question them, they usually only pick on ‘loners’, especially unemployed ones. (Actually, a common theme by the whole of society) Occasionally they will look into it, and the effect a police officer has just by asking perp about petty theft, is often all it takes for the perp to ‘toe the line’. Plus, it is not good just saying what happened to the police, - if you want them to do anything you have to really get angry, to show them that this is real, it’s happening to me and it is adversely affecting me DO SOMETHING. And note it is important to write down the names of all the people that cross your path in life – in case in 30yrs time, you want to write your life blog – especially write down all the names of your classmates not only at school, but especially any little college course you do /uni/Tafe. Any odd jobs you do, you will be surprised how you will want to remember something about someone in particular- add contact details too. (Get a photo) Also take note of any help chat people from .com sites, or phone call centres, it makes a huge difference if you have their name, not only will they be more alert when speaking to you, and so they’re less likely to misbehave, which I assure you they do, some of them are absolutely revolting in their condescending and lazy manner, but if you take their name down and then put in a complaint about what happened, if something ‘bad’ happened, then that person will be reprimanded and sometimes even fired. So don’t take any of their disrespect, get their name and put in a complaint. (I have had extensive problems with such people – a lot of them are zombies) . I think Cate Cameron is one of those little thieving dogs who is following me around?? - rack off Cate Cameron - we are not friends. Of course, it could be a look alike (as explained earlier re Cathy Goldman, more about that later), if so, very sorry Cate, but you will have some bad karma from that little shop across from the school. (They let one slip through, one that should not have been there.) BTW, this was the same girl who pricked my LiLo on Outward Bound – when we were crossing a swamp, so I had to walk in neck deep swamp with God knows what creatures lurking about. (same girl, same bitch I mean). Later after we were clear of the swamp, and we were up to the clear water part with rocky rapids, one other girl, Niki, offered to share her Lilo with me, she was the only one, eventually, – we had fun! But, also, that girl Cate, was the same girl that saved me from the leech - she is a rather complicated person, but all in all, plain evil. I am really surprised, especially by older people who do not get the concept of social media and transparency - everything you do can be recorded and placed online. EVERYTHING. If you do not want people see you behaving like a bully, then don't act like one. By law, we have the right to upload any video recording of anything we see during the course of our day, onto the internet / social media, ANYTHING (except a personal act like sex /bathroom stuff or children’s changerooms) hence also why I was banned from FB unlawfully by stupid admin who want sleeping beauties to remain sleeping beauties. One more thing, as they have been stealing from me for over 20yrs now, I am a little wiser, now, than when I first realized I was being targeted. The biggest thieves, appear to be retailers, they have connections { All married women who work in their husband’s shop, in Gunnedah (also Tamworth, Gladstone and Gin Gin) steal from customers, whenever they can, if they think they can get away with it - they are disgusting creatures.} In my house at kookaburra Park, they seem to have connections with my neighbours, - they can’t steal without my neighbours seeing them, they work ‘incahoots’ with them, befriending them with zombie female tactics. They have friends who basically do exactly what I’m talking about act like dogs, (Actually I’ve been saying ‘dogs’. And all over my writings, I use the word ‘dogs’, but really I need to change it to leeches - leeches is far more appropriate in describing what these women do; they latch on to people and me and ‘suck my blood’, they follow me home and steal from me and they seem to come up with excuses and reasons why they do it, like if I didn’t say hello or didn’t smile at the checkout chick, or if I parked outside a shop, on the street, then did not purchase from that shop; that would be a reason/excuse for them, to follow me, yell out abuse, and to steal something of mine. This is exactly the type of antagonistic persecutory nazi behaviour that goes on, and I believe eBay is a guilty culprit too, with specific little dogs that work for them and have been stealing from me ‘a lot’ and I put it down to the fact that often items don’t arrive from China, and PayPal refund me, and then the next thing you know something of similar value is stolen, so I suspect that this is related to PayPal and eBay (and because I have IT nerd problems as well with photos missing etc off my PC – but it may not be them, and simply my jealous neighbours who sees and wants to play God – can they be any more wrong or offensive?) So, I am guessing any slight grievances, or none, since it is fun for stupid people to act all ‘bad’, - like Ned Kelly, and to come up with ways to steal and power trip. And like I said, after 20yrs now of noticing the type of person that antagonizes and steals from me -it’s always the STUPID ones, ALLWAYS, they are drawn to me like a moth to a flame. IDIOTS. The giveaway is anyone with half a brain would have something better to do than torment an old lady/ previously young girl. Infact this is so true, I know, I have had people watching me to determine who the really stupid ones are, so they can use them – the stupid ones make excellent work dogs! TOOLS. Btw, I don’t care if you’re not good at maths, or do not have good memory retaining skills, but if you steal from me and are disrespectful to me, like ‘stalk me’, then you’re a stupid bimbo, plain and simple. I know a lot of people who are not good at maths, but they can sing or draw like you would not believe. BTW, I believe maths and memory skills are things learnt when you’re young, if you’re not good at it when you’re older, it’s because you never learnt it as a child, because the teachers in Australian public schools are totally inadequate, as are parents, because learning to remember starts way before school age. Also one of the biggest factors in learning, is being interested in a vast array of topics, that aren’t related to your life, and this is definitely something that needs to be taught. Interested, in learning, so to speak, in fact I’m not even sure this can be taught? I believe it is key. People who pay attention and are smart, are so because they’re interested. I’m very much against bumbling parents who bumble along and don’t read up about what they gotta do to be good parents. Also, one needs to know, that when a human is born, they are right from the start “natural born thieves”, it is in the genetics, to take want they want to survive. So, a child needs to be literally taught NOT TO STEAL. One can easily survive in this world, no matter where you live – WITHOUT STEALING. I know, so many people (mothers) do not understand this at all, or what their role as mother is. Wake up! I also want to mention here, I am a very polite and respectful person. I would never be rude to a sales person behind the counter, or pick a fight. I’m very softly spoken. It was a standard that I was raised within my family, and also with the private education I had. Being rude or offensive directly to a person is just not an option and certainly not part of my nature. I feel some people think, (and do say to me) “oh well, you get this reaction from people because you must’ve been disrespectful to them” (similar to the petty theft) But this is just not the case at all, and I wouldn’t be so worked up about it, feel so ‘injust’ about it, or writing about it, if it were that way. There has been, and still is, major social issues about who certain people can be respectful towards, and who they should not be disrespectful towards. It is an attitude by small minded little girls in the community of Gunnedah (and elsewhere, Bundaberg just the same) and I’m writing about it. If you don’t want to be friends with someone, fine, just don’t – but you don’t have to act like a disrespectful bitch for someone to get the message. And I would like to warn those bitches, as I have witnessed that behaviour, and those bitchy girls always lose later, in some way, maybe small, or maybe big way. Now that I’ve had years and years and years of these antics from the stupid little girls. I now have the opinion that most people, women, I would say 85%, are basically non-thinkers, they can’t think for themselves, and 10 out of 10 will steal from me. I have also known prominent feminists to also later in their lives, reach this conclusion, a whole change of mind coming about, from experience. Yet, still, I am respectful and polite, as usual. I usually do not want any kind of confrontation or relationship with any other women (when you fight with someone you enter a relationship with them). I believe now, that those dogs behind the counter, can actually sense my belief about them, even though I don’t give them any signs, I keep things friendly, smiley and brief. But they can sense my ‘stance’, and the fact that they can’t manipulate me with their ‘sweet charm’, is the main issue. I’m pretty smart, and this is what really annoys them, and why they are so rude, disrespectful and dismissive. In fact, this whole ‘manipulation’ thing by women, over other women, is so big, that if they can’t do it, they get really ticked off, it’s like they expect to be able to ‘lord over’ and manipulate women in a very passive mind take over way, so to speak, it’s an expectation, and if you’re not susceptible to their takeover attempt, they don’t want anything to do with you - let alone, let you have any chance of getting a job in such an environment. Which is also why I’m trying to explain this and write about it, so younger girls, like me when I was young, who had no idea about this phenomenon, - it was not ever talked about, I never once heard anyone speak of such matters, and infact if I did, I am pretty sure they would be insinuating ‘craziness’. But you need to know about this fact of life, about what women do, and how they are - it’s essential to living. Although, also remember, as I have mentioned, female bully problems, is often about happiness - most bully girls can’t stand to see me (or anyone) happy, that really ticks them off too,- in fact I believe Lady Gaga wrote a song about it “Poker Face”. {Don’t tell beauticians about your life – they are the biggest jealous thieves amongst women.} Women also do this in the entertainment industry to vie for my attention; so if I watch a different show than “theirs” (don’t ask me who “theirs” is), then they organize, via the dog network, harassment on that channel – like they are extremely offensive and rude – a spoilt little brat throwing a tantrum, and I have no idea why – how could I – I am not a mind reader!! This has been a nuisance issue for many years, still in 2025 they do it. Such arrogant peacocks. Someone told me it is also a ‘pretty thing’, as in, plain or ugly girls are treated badly by ‘behind the counter sales girls’ and young men. And that is why, when I was in my 20’s I had a lot of older people telling me to smile, (it helps with an ugly face). I would agree with this. As what would happen, if I didn’t smile, the sales girl would think I was angry, even though I wasn’t angry at all, but just because of my face, like it wasn’t like a pretty sweet ‘made up’ lipstick pink face, so she thinks, I was angry with her, so therefore she starts picking a fight with me, and some of them, - the really stupid ones, would follow me after I left the store, and continue to fight with me, like verbal abuse, harassment, and theft. And I have no idea often who they are, or what the issue is, as they do it from afar, cowards. I think this personally is a big reason why I have had so many women stealing from me - it just comes down to their shallow stupidity. (After writing this particular bit, I’ve had a whole lot of people trying to set me up, to ‘entrapped’ me so to speak, like being antagonistic to invoke anger tantrum from me - it’s like if you poke someone with a stick, sooner or later, they’re going to explode all over you, and they want to see the explosion. (They have been using the post office and couriers - they’re delaying or stealing my deliveries, in order to annoy me). They have no life; bugger off you little idiots. Antagonism – the alcoholics disease. Common in Australia. So, I had here originally, a whole heap of large photos with photo stories, showing and talking about stolen items, and my life, but as I have had to reduce the size of my blog, (in 2023, - 3yrs after I started this Blog), wix put a 500mb limit on site size, and by that point my Blog was already up to 5TB at least, which means I have to redo my whole Blog. So that is nuisance on behalf of wix. However, they are the ONLY .com people who offer a free site, so that includes a domain, but with their name in it. And since I want this Blog to still be here in 200 years, and do not make any money from it, thus cannot afford to purchase a domain (i.e., www.emilybiemansblog.com.au ), it seems this is my only option. I suspect this is done deliberatley by the powers that be now (the DOGS) so as to control information available for the masses. Computer nerds have gone to the DOGS. So, my images have been either removed or made MUCH smaller. This blog is a work in progress still - WIP! so sorry if I repeat myself. I started in 2020, but as the months have gone by, and as I have read my blog, I have gained a better understanding of my life, I have had ‘realizations’ about who is stealing from me, aswell as their stupid motives. So, some of the things I wrote back when I started, have needed to be updated. I am still editing this and doing rewrites. I have noticed my blog is frequently hacked and paragraphs deleted, words changed /spelling mistakes, photos removed, and even paragraphs inserted……sabotage………so I am constantly fixing it – I have a lot of people who read it and keep tabs on everything, and let me know when something has been removed. (Possibly the person deleting my paragraphs, could be the person telling me they are missing? (What the?)). If you want to see any updated original photo stories you can check my Pinterest account, as all new ones are added to the top of the page. I have 4 other back up places. https://www.pinterest.com.au/EmilyCBieman/real-australia-social-media/ Trees I planted roadside 2009 that were NOT stolen ORANGEGROVE RD KEEPIT DAM with Little birdy told me Queen immigration story I put this photo first at the top , because it pretty much sums up a lot of my life - female bullies, dogging me ALL my adult life - I had teacher bullies as a child too - they are just drawn to me, like a moth to a flame ((stupid dsyfunctional emotionally retarded nazi types)) So, a little birdie told me about the Bogan Immigrant Theory: (I mean it could’ve been the queen ), but back in the day, when Australia wanted to import immigrants to hasten the ‘civilisation’ process. Over in England, a certain group of people decided they would encourage another certain ‘type’ of person/families to leave their country and move to Australia. They went about and choose all the riffraff/ misfits/ hoodlums and thieves and used subtle techniques to gently persuade, manipulate, and put ideas in peoples heads about moving to Australia for a wonderful start to a new life. So anyway, jokes aside, I believe this probably did happen (in the same manner as how they got rid of Pauline Hanson, tried to get rid of her), as Australia does seem to be full of complete thieving Bogans – in my experience, all 47rs of it. {I was advised Lebanon did it to, with rifraf Lebanese community in Australia now…} At first I put this photo here {showing the gum trees I planted on the OrangeGrove Rd, near Keepit Dam, Gunnedah) - to say HA! to the middle aged woman who saw me planting the trees on the other side of the road, then returned a few days later with some accomplices and dug them all up, - and stole them! HA! You did not see the trees on the other side, and now they are going great guns. (And shame on you, get some morals, and get a life, what kind of pervy powertripping middle age bimbo stops when they see a young girl planting out trees, harass’s her, then returns later to steal the trees! Heck, its people like you that should be severely fined, you are not worthy of planet earth. And hey! you BunningsBimbo dogs that hound me, bully me, vilify me, and powertrip, why don’t you pick on that tree thief woman - she’s actually a total stupid cunt and deserves it. By the way, that woman when she was speaking to me, {short, blondy hair, bob with fringe I think), said she lived just down the road on Tranquille Road, in that house with all the thick pine trees out the front? She may have been lying?? And I think this may be the bimbo working for politician? And the person responsible for weird bath harassment, also stealing several lots of $2 from my fortnightly pension/CBA bank related(?). Also ABC radio DOG related. The stupid bimbo hung up on class and so follows me around trying to sabotage me – I wrote a whole story about. {Who are the idiots putting dogs on the radio. Take a leaf out of channel 9’s book.}. Later in 2026 in Mackay I was sabotaged in the same manner on Facebook marketplace, and the police at Mackay who gave me two tickets one when I wasn't even speeding; it was a definite clear example of ‘abuse of power’. I think this stupid politician may have moved to Mackay, still following me around, still hung up on a class and still obsessed with me - no wonder I'm a threat to her; she's done all of these monumentally stupid things, so insecure. If people knew what she was like she'd be shunned for sure. 15yrs later after I planted them, I can see on google maps, that a NASTY DOG IDIOT has chopped all those remaining trees down too - nature haters in Gunnedah, I bet it was Bret Knapman, he is a fireman and hates trees. Typical farmer in Gunnedah. Tree haters, greeny haters. Snobs who think tree planting is beneath them. oh, why has the local timber mill shut down? Idiots, all you had to do was replace the trees. It is farmers who are destroying this planet; just merely with their attitude, their attitude is so small and pathetic, as they're closed off to nature and living in harmony. Thank goodness I know that there are people out there who are well aware of the stupid farmer situation, and are doing something about it, have been doing something about it, and there has been monumental leaps and bounds in this area. The small pathetic farmers are going to lose and the ones who are open to better ways of doing things are going to win. (And picking on a low income single woman who has naught to do with politics, or the running of this country, and is only interested in doing things that make sense - is not going to help your cause, you bitch wives). How much is diesel atm? Wake up. Up Up Up 5. 17 x Arabia Rustica stoneware dinner plates STOLEN, one at a time from pantry at Rangari, over 4yr period, 2012-2016 I inherited this stack of good 22 dinner plates from my parents after they both died. They were given them as a gift on their wedding day. They owned the full set including bowels, mugs, tea pot, casserole dish, butter dish, bread plates….. (none was missing) One day as I was standing, staring at my pantry deciding what I should have for dinner, I noticed my stack of plates was not really a stack any more, in fact there was only 5 plates there, and as I had just finished putting away all the clean plates, the alarm bells suddenly finally started ringing. Someone had been taking them out of my pantry over a 4year period, one at a time, so I would not notice. I don’t know who would have taken my plates? I was 40km out of town, so it would be a big inconvenience for someone to drive all the way out, just to steal a plate. Although these plates sell on eBay for $22 each (then, probably more at the moment). There are multiple suspects; from my siblings to my next-door neighbour; to EBAY STAFF; and other ebay members -people who are familiar with eBay. Although when I did inherited these, there were no hard feelings from my other siblings about these plates, so actually I don’t think it would be them, they did not want them -but you never know. Given the frequency of the thefts, I’m definitely thinking it was someone who lives close by, as in a neighbour, Heath Barwick? or Steve Carter? Of course, there is that little blonde short girl that I have mentioned, a definite likelihood that she did it, because these plates are ‘designer’ and any designer things, items or clothing, that I own; gets stolen. And it would come down to the fact that this particular thief doesn’t think that I’m worthy of owning a designer items, so she steals them. She is BIMBO. By the way, this particular set is by a famous designer named Ulla Procope who designed for the brand Arabia, based in Finland. This set was named “Ruska”. It was particularly famous dinner ware, mainly, I would say, because it was made out of stoneware, and stoneware is very practical, it doesn’t break easily at all, infact its practically ‘drop proof’. It was in production for 50 years after she released it, so it’s a very famous dinner set. I hope the person who stole it gets cancer and dies. This is not a game you stupid bimbo. Aswell as 17 of my stoneware plates, later, I had 10 x 500ml (large) Maxwell and Williams Porcelain coffee cups stolen, again one by one. Those mugs, from “House.com” were taken later between, 2016 -2019. I would say by a copycat. Those mugs were unusually big, and had a fine rim, that’s why I chose them. Again, I don’t know who took the mugs, possibly the same short blonde, although I do have a new suspect concerning these mugs, and that was a lawyer and his partner. I lived on their property briefly, renting their cottage near their house, after Rangari farm sold. I got to know what that person was like, and he was quite vile (apparently it is a common personality trait for a lawyer). He’s the type of person that if he gives you something, he doesn’t really mean to. It’s like he expects it back in return for something or some such thing (? I believe it’s called ‘Indian’ giving – not that I am opposed to Indians, and know they are not Indian givers so to speak). For instance, when I was there, I was doing some gardening for him, in exchange for reduced rent (which by the way is the worst deal a tenant could have - don’t ever do it), but anyway, I asked him one day if I could use his watering can, I noticed it sat near their veranda not used ever. I wanted it down in my new shade house that we had both constructed for the vege patch. He said sure, very good naturedly. So, I started using it. But then over the next week, he kind of started whingeing about this watering can, going on and on as if he didn’t really want to give it to me -in a strange way, so not actually stating as such, not entirely sure if that’s what he meant, but he didn’t ask if he could have it back, he just kept making these kind of snide remarks about his watering can - it was ridiculous. It was like truly antagonistic stupid old man drunken behaviour. Then the next thing you know, his partner Sarah who did not garden at all, I don’t think she even cooked. She was hopeless at wife duties, her talent lay in talking to people and schmoozing, she was Peters right arm. Suddenly she wanted to put a herb trough on the veranda, and so required a watering can! But, still, they didn’t ask for it back, I personally believe she got this little herb trough, just as an excuse to show me; “see, we do need the watering can, and you shouldn’t have asked for it.” This kind of passive aggressive stupidity is not something I tolerate. If you want something, you have to ask for it - I don’t respond to bully tactics, I didn’t return the watering can to the veranda, it is most likely still down at the garden shed today several years later. If you want to get a response from me then you will have to do it like a sane person and communicate with me, in a sane manner. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. You can understand why I didn’t last at this place very long. Neither of them are no where near strong enough, for me to be around them. (I did not take the watering can with me when I left). Sarah has a lot of contacts because she’s married to someone quite wealthy, she kind of is worshipped by “class hung up” stupid little Gunnedah bimbos - the one that is short and has blonde hair and who steals from me, who I have mentioned numerously – she is like the opposite of that around Sarah!! I believe Sarah has something to do with the theft of my mugs, I know she does, in fact, she’s friends with the marketing people who came up with a pink mug one that would match my new replacement dinner set, which was pink. So that’s why they took them, so I would replace with their new pink mugs. More later below about that stupidity. And also, why I suspect them, is because he gave my sister a travel mug when she used to work for him some years before, I’m not sure of the details, maybe she just saw him using them as they travelled together, thought they were good and bought a couple, or maybe he bought a couple for her - I’m pretty sure she wouldn’t have stolen them from him, in fact I know she would not have stolen them from him. But anyway, she gave me one and possibly he saw me with this travel mug that he had purchased, and this triggered off some stupid revenge thought in his head, the Indian giver that he is. When I was down to 4 Arabica plates, I could see they all would be stolen so I may aswell sell my remainder 4 for $22, which I did, then, I was fortunate enough to find a stoneware set in my favourite colour, pink, at an affordable price from a big chain retailer. But they did not do coffee cups. And some stupid little bimbo who also saw them, and purchased them, proceeded to break hers, and so over the years stole mine to replace her set (I can only assume this is what happened, as most of my set was eventually stolen, and I had to go to the tip shop in Mackay to purchase some overpriced white square crockery that no one else wanted – and I came to this conclusion because some of my plates suddenly appeared with chips, even though I had not banged them or anything, plus 2 of my rose coffee cups both had chips seemingly overnight at Sarina- and I had been talking to the retailers about getting more of them at the time – like it is a ‘no brainer’, that it was them who replaced mine, with their chipped ones during the night while I slept, - with my dodgy broken front door – the sellers of those mugs stole mine – do the police do anything about those STUPID BIMBOS -nup). Later I found some pink coffee cups – at the same time all my white maxwell and Williams porcelain coffee cups were stolen, (oh gee what a coincidence). But they turned out to be bad ones. It is hard finding the perfect coffee cup – as they have to be fine rim and hold 500ml (and either be stoneware or porcelain). I later found some at the post office, some with roses on them, but 1 was stolen, and 2 broke, and I can’t replace. – Good coffee cups is an ongoing issue. And someone whispered to me, that it was women in the fashion industry who stole my 10 extra large coffee mugs. (?) Stupid bimbos stole them? ofcourse, who else. They deserve a bullet to the ear. I know I make a point of not watching anything fashion related shows on youtube; as they are dogs and steal. I’ve had 8 bowls taken from the new set I purchased (after I had moved location to Queensland). After all those crockery thefts, for quite a few months, every morning when I got up to reach for a bowl, I would think to myself, are all my bowls going to be there today, or will one be stolen again - and then if one is missing from the pile, I think maybe it’s been stolen, then race around the house like a chook with its head cut off, looking for it, only realizing that I left it on the Veranda or something. So, the damage of mental stress from petty crockery thievers, (trauma) far out ways the cost of the bowls, if I catch someone at my house stealing -no matter what their age who they are, - what do they expect will happen? D-E-A-D (It is women (stupid bimbo bullybitches) in my experience that cause this kind of psychological damage). Still today, Dec 2024, as I edit this story for new FB account; that what was what trigged me to do so, reaching for a plate to put my morning cake on, and I noted this was the last remaining Arabia Rustica stoneware that I have - from a complete set - AUSTRALIAN THIEVES. $10000 + worth of stuff stolen over a 15yr period. The Fire trowel, above ( Fire Trowel, dust pan, stolen on first day of living in new rental ) This was taken on the first day that I moved into my new rental house at Rangari. I was not there at the time; I was back at the other house. My brother Tomas and dad were moving my stuff, plus the landlord, David and Brenda Heywood were there, moving their furniture out. So, one of the above stole this trowel. this was the first of close to 800 items that were stolen from that Rangari rental in the 10 years I lived there. There is no hope. The only person I know who didn’t take it, was dad. I should mention there is another possibility, and that is the neighbour, Heath Barwick. The JellyBabies above: The Big JellyBaby Scam (I make no apologies for my sweet treat tooth!) Darrell Lea have sold out!! Their products are no longer what they used to be. Now the $13 jelly babies, are exactly the same as the $2 jelly babies in the $2 shop. Shame on those thieves. I want my $11 back Blondie. By the way, I noticed there are other confectionery products that are different now from what they used to be; Mars bars, Cadbury. Not sure what they’ve done. Maybe it’s an artificial sweetener or something; it’s not good. Exactly what happened; I have mentioned before on my blog about this short girl, who has blonde hair, in Gunnedah and Tamworth that follows me around to retail shops and steals from me at the checkout, she’s friends with the retailers, actually I don’t know how she manages to wiggle herself in behind the counter, but she does, her main aim is to steal, and those retail owners completely allow her to do this (?) exactly what does she say to manipulate someone into stealing from their customers in such an overt way?? So, in retrospect this is the same girl that was stealing from me at Bunnings, I’m pretty sure this was a girl who stole my goggles at the pool car park and the one who steals from me at the reject shop. That girl belongs in jail. This particular day she was at Darrell Lea in Gunnedah, (I can see everything in retrospect) and when I purchased these sweets for $13 a packet which is kind of expensive for a little packet of sweets, because they are really quite special and unique, (an occasional treat only) they taste much different from the typical sweets you buy the two-dollar shop or supermarket, anyway that girl served me, instead of the usual sales person who is often there. When I got home and tried my little delectables, they were not my little delectables at all, they were the same as the ones at the two-dollar shop! so I’m not sure whether that girl just sabotaged/ swapped my jellybabies only, (which would not surprise me at all, it happens a lot) or if Darryl Lee have completely sold out, as although their lollies are now the same as the ones you get in the two-dollar shop, they are still charging a $13 a packet. But I’m pretty sure later I saw the owner of Darrell Lea trying to save that little blonde thief on telly. I have really and truly had it up to here with stupid little blonde girls who do as they please, steal, lie and cheat, act completely disrespectfully, and then get away with it purely because they’re pretty; bugger off you stupid little bimbos. BTW one well known TV show I was watching, in fact I’m not going to mention any names, but the host was quite famous in the UK and Australia. She was mentioning that she can do as she pleases, and no one ever says anything, she doesn’t get into trouble ever, no matter what she ever did or would do, she was well respected by all DOGS. She would be able to do anything, because of her status as a popular well-paid host. (I am sure that woman, was not one of the ones that has been chasing me and acting ‘disrespectfully’, she was always very polite) It was mentioned, because she could see, that no matter what I do, I get pounced on - not that I do anything wrong or break the law ever, (one work colleague in my past nicknamed me ‘presbyterian’ because I was so good!!) but they come up with reasons and excuses they can use to have a go at me, by chastising, verbal abuse, harassment, stealing, poising me, food spoilage…. Reasons being pathetic like not saying hello to the checkout chick or not saying hello to some complete stranger down the street or not smiling at them, or parking outside a shop then not purchasing from them, once (once, as in for about 15yrs or so) I had this stupid blonde bimbo from Petersham follow and verbally abuse me from across streets/ steal from me because I thought to myself that Petersham is not a really good suburb to have a cat, or for that matter raise kids, so she then took offence and declared war on me in stupid bimbo manner. OMG (case in point) Like whatever reason they can possibly somehow come up with, they have a go at me – just ridiculous things. It’s persecution and I believe Cathy Goldman is involved and Gunnedah Council – a lot of people actually DOGS – I use the word DOGS here because it’s like these people literally behave like ‘simple’ non-thinking dogs and they don’t know it - they can’t stand back and see their own behaviour, and no one has pointed out to them that their behaviour is stupid and dogged. (maybe they should be called leaches) So, I’m doing it now. Stop acting stupid, because I know for a fact that nobody likes to be thought of as stupid. And judging someone because of the job they do, or don’t do/ income, is what a stupid person would do. There are a lot of influences and factors that affect what people do, in my experience it’s not the ‘so nice’ people that get the good jobs anyway, they are people that will ‘tread’ over others to get ahead. These are the people who are most deserving of disrespect, not the other way around silly – not that I encourage disrespecting anyone, I don’t do it, and, I have a lot of reasons to do it. (but now, I name names AND post photos of thieves and harrasses online, which actually gives their dog friends a reason to now ‘hound’ me aswell (more stupidity), but I will not be deterred at this point, after what I have experienced– you picked the wrong small framed girl to steal from. Btw, those people will see later when they are older their stupid ways – you will begin to feel pain from guilt, if I were you, I would listen to me, I have seen the consequences in bullies from my past, you will not want to live those repercussions. I am warning you. (It is too late for most of you; having had so much fun playing the ‘persecutor’ – blinded by your ego and dysfunction – persecuting someone, torturing them, hurting them, or just wanting them to feel powerless and uncomfortable, is NOT a mental illness, it is pure selfish ego powertripping stupidity – not to mention lazy, the lazy persons trick of mind) I have some girls who have been following me around for 20 yrs trying still to make up for their bad behaviour – stupid. And maybe this possibly is the reason why that blonde bimbo was overcharging me at Daryl Lea, but actually I don’t think so; I think the reason then, was because these sweets, these jellybabies, actually are, or were, well, the ‘Ferrari’ of jellybabies - they’re really that good. {I know what I’m doing, do you know what you’re doing} And that short blonde girl is hung up on class, I mean, completely obsessed in the head about class, and she thinks anyone on low income shouldn’t purchase luxury items, and deserve luxury items, and that’s why she stole my sweets for herself, she doesn’t believe that I deserve a luxury item, even though I paid for it, and she DID NOT. There have been other items too, like the quality Coco I purchased from America - it was swapped over after I used only once, for cheap Coco from Cadbury or Nestle (or homebrand). Also, my petrol for the chainsaw and mower was swapped over; I only buy premium for small engines, and someone swapped it over for basic unleaded once, another time they just stole the whole caddy. Other things like they sabotage my clothes of good quality by putting marks or holes in them, or substituting natural fibres for synthetics, she swapped my $1000 kodak camera over for same one but with dirt in the lens. I mean, this girl is REALLY HUNG (mentally retarded) up about class. Can you see how stupid this girl is? Can that girl see how stupid she is? I mean is there going to be some point today or in the future when she wakes up and realises what a stupid bimbo she is? Like that “aha” moment in Les Misérables, when the Chief of police Javert is standing at the bridge in the final scene, and he realises his mortal enemy and nemesis, Jean Valjean, who he has been chasing and hunting for all these years, is more morally upright than he himself, he’s so disturbed by his doggedness behaviour that he kills himself by throwing himself into the Seine River. - When is that stupid blonde going to jump into the river? I know it’s going to happen, stick with me and it will, because I know they have been heaps of bimbos who have crossed my path and have seen the light. It’s only a matter of time you stupid little cunt. Someone told me that they found out who that girl was (because of my BLOG) I’m not in entirely sure if this is true, but I suspect that it might be; that short little blonde has been given the chop, as in she no longer hounds me. I guess when someone was reading about how exactly I feel about this particular thieving bimbo, somebody has reined her in! Indeed I haven’t seen her for some time, and I believe that she does live in Gunnedah, which is over 500km away. I did see someone try to manipulate the sewer at Gin Gin fabric shop last year in exactly the same manner, so if they’ve got a different girl to do it or she’s hiding out of sight, this would not surprise me, I also believe it’s NEGS girl related? (My home/garden/business/life was stolen for this reason) I have the right to live my life without being harassed by anyone. I have the right to spend my money on whatever I see fit. I have the right to be single. I have the right to walk down the street without being followed or verbally abused. I have the right not to be followed / investigated / spied on by DOGS. Anyone who does contrary to this needs to be severely fined, truly, you’re the one not worthy. WAKE UP. Now, this same girl, has been a reoccurring bimbo nemesis in my life: (I still have no idea who she is – I don’t believe I know her, nor have ever been friends or acquaintances with her.) SAME GIRL - Same fucking dog that charged me 5c for woollies supermarket plastic bags, back in 2000, when there was no charge for plastic bags, nobody else instore was charged. You know I could just write same girl that charged me 5c instead of same fucking dog that charge me 5c, but I want to capture exactly how much that little dog has pissed me off, even though when I’m walking around my garden, or sending off some seeds, or designing some fabric, or doing some cooking, house chores…. I’m not pissed off at all. But when I realised, she was charging me 5c and nobody else, that’s how mad I was, at the time, and when I look back and remember that stupid dog, I’m also angry in those moments - and I’m pretty sure every time I curse her in her mind (“that stupid bloody girl”), that girl gets less and less of a chance of having good luck in her life. SAME GIRL -This is the same girl that had something to do with forcing me to work at the nursing home, knowing full well, due to injuring my throat, that I would get sick, she knows that I have never been sick my life, and this fact, and the fact that I’m NOT considered wealthy or high income, really pissed her off. So, she thinks all low-income people should be sick, and all ‘well to do’ people should be healthy, whereas I was the opposite of that, never getting sick and still low income (I know how to look after myself). She is totally screwed up in the head, she is sick in the head, not to mention evil. And this is the true nature of a lot of women, I recall some of the young girls at private school were exactly the same, totally ‘hung up’ about class and money, as were some of the staff. SAME GIRL - I noticed at one point in Gunnedah, around 2006 when I was doing my horticulture course. That for some time there had been certain girls who followed me around, especially at Tafe (they would hide) who wanted to try to get me to talk in slang and put on weight - this is going to be quite difficult to explain how they did this, how they tried. But I can definitely tell you why they were doing this; so other people around me, won’t be confused about the fact that I had no ‘status’ in society - you see, if you speak well, you dress well, and you’re not overweight, people assume that you’re ‘well to do’ and have a place in society and should be treated with respect. Not to mention are more ‘desirable’. Those girls really hated that about me, because I was a mere Tafe student, according to their dog rules, I had no status in society so to speak. Yet, I am able to command a certain level of respect without having to do anything, to ‘earn it’ so to speak - not that I think people should have to earn respect, this is something that should be given to everyone from everyone. But, well, actually I don’t think I can even begin to explain some of the things they would do, to try and get me to talk badly and put on weight - I’m pretty sure it didn’t work for them. It wasn’t until I got sick and they handicap my foot, that I started putting on weight - I’ve always been skinny, my whole life, and I’m really not sure about the way I speak, but I do seem to get a good response when I talk to people on the phone / way more than email - it’s like they can hear my tone, and they respond positively to it, even though I much prefer communicating via email. I want to quickly mention, the ‘desirable’ I mentioned above. Being noticed by men is something that jealous women hate, so much so, that I have had a group of women find out who all the single men are in town, in Gunnedah, that may be lurking around me, and they have matched them up - they have gone and found matches, from all parts of the world to match up a single man - to make sure I don’t have anyone who may possibly give me reasons, to be highly ecstatic. I told you: they are jealous of everything. And by the way, if you’re a single man who crosses my path, you’ve got no chance of remaining single for too long. I can assure you, they will find you someone, someone that you cannot resist. They now pride themselves on being matchmakers, out of spite for me. Isn’t that typical female. SAME GIRL – I strongly suspect Cathy Goldman the boarding house mistress from boarding school has something to do with this, because I would always come home to the boarding house after each meal, and just walk up the stairs past the desk, chatting with my friends, whereas a lot of the little ‘teachers pets’ types would hang about the desk and chat to Cathy Goldman (She wanted to be worshipped by the young girls) I however, being a healthy girl, would pay her no attention, mainly because of my experience with her in Year 7 - she’s a fucking idiot. But I would never be disrespectful to her, and she told me one day when I went past her – she yelled out at me on the stairs, that not stopping to speak to her like all the other little girls was disrespectful. And so, I, being a sassy 13yr old, was not about to stop and play nice with that stupid woman, so I told her she should earn her respect and just kept walking, which I don’t regret because she completely failed her duties two years prior, and she should’ve been fired - read the “School bully story“. But she was still there, and she was obsessed with me, and so that comment, I think, stuck in her stupid little dog head, and possibly is fuel for her, as to why she is still hounding me (as I mentioned on numerous occasions) and possibly she is the person behind that stupid little blonde telling me that I am not worthy constantly, because of that comment. Although I have never seen her at those times, but it wouldn’t surprise me if she was in the background hiding and working those stupid little blonde girls like puppets. I have seen this happen on several occasions. So, she is the only person I can think off that would have a reason (albeit ridiculous) to want to hate/fight me, I cannot think of anyone else who I have done the wrong thing by. I have informed the police about Cathy Goldman, and I have not seen her since, but it has not been that long, and like I said – obsessed with me. OBSESSED, like only a dog can be. This phenomenon of the evil woman, is something really ignored in society. Like in movies, we are shown women to be weak and vulnerable, when it has been my experience that women are especially evil and very cunning, far more so than men, and as I wrote this, I know there will be people who read this and think “oh yeah, bullshit, it was just a coincidence she got sick it wasn’t an evil plan by some stupid bitch” – which just proves my point about the unwillingness to see what women are really like. So, I think this girl did more than just ‘will’ my sickness, she took action, she has friends of friends. I know I have witnessed many circumstances, where a woman’s mere ‘will’ has decided on the outcome of a situation, and she hasn’t actually done or said anything, she has just thought something, it’s just like she has thought about what she wants to happen in a situation, - put the thought into the universe, and as a result it has come true. And then the reverse is very true, not wanting something to happen so badly, that it does. (If you behave like a mouse, then you will get cats chasing you, somewhere along those lines) I know if this happened all the time, then people would be just talking and thinking about winning money constantly, so obviously, it’s a mysterious topic which is really unknown and undocumented. SAME GIRL - I also heard this girl when I was ‘abducted’ by the police and Bundaberg mental health to ‘see if I was crazy’ (unbelievable violations). I heard her, I didn’t actually see her, she was being sneaky. But when I am under attack, as I was in that situation - I know what to say, how to think, how to carry oneself, and so she gave up and left, declaring that I had won. (? not entirely sure what I won?? – there were certainly no cash prizes! mmm wait a minute, covid19 cash grants!....) So, this girl most definitely has something to do with locking me up against my will (and against the law) too, see evil. Who the hell is this stupid girl, who the hell does she think she is messing about with my life like this? My life is none of your business you stupid little girl. Could someone please go get her a supervisa husband? -she cannot function properly on her own. Next along that row, is me! Me, 46yrs at Colosseum, QLD, after being ‘cast out’ of my home town in Gunnedah Great achievements come from permanence It’s such a catastrophe having to re-locate several times, many times in fact, in your life, especially if you have pets or are a gardener. I know cats get really attached to the whole situation, it’s like the yard, the house, it is their life, and relocating for a cat just doesn’t make sense at all, and I feel, it’s pretty much the same with a humans of any age, but especially kids, in my opinion. Kids need to form ties and bonds with same age generation, - actually, not only important with children but with their parents, and community too. It’s the people you know that will help you later on in life, possibly push you over the edge to get that good job or to get that good apartment by just a mere word from someone you know (thank you Mrs Finney). This has been very true I found in life, more so than my skills/abilities. The people I know have been more important, of course you will need to have skills and attributes to back yourself! but I’ve noticed it sometimes doesn’t matter what you know, or if you’re highly skilled, because you can’t be successful without a support team around you, this means family, or people close to you that are like family, that offer support like, emotional, moral, 2nd opinion, security – that kind of support. And this is true in business, as well in situations where you find yourself in trouble, like in court or dealing with the police. If you don’t have the support, just don’t set your life expectations too high. And forming attachments to big old trees – watching them grow from seedlings in your yard, all really important things to do in life. Don’t get me started on the problems I have with hair conditioners….I find one that is super good at detangling, I purchase it again, only they change the formula to one that is hopeless at detangling. It seems, every brand does it, not just Pantene! And last photo along that row above is My homemade elevation bed sling for planter fasciitis, to treat inflammation In summer, this sling really makes a difference with the inflammation. I am currently applying for Disability Pension, so far, I been rejected twice, - they do not believe me. Not enough medical evidence. And “foot has been stabilized” - whatever that means, and they did not tell me those reasons, I had to phone and ask why, and they were very reluctant to sate any reasons, it’s like they want me to go through this long arduous drawn-out process with them, I feel they are kind of desperate. Maybe both feet have to be out of action to qualify for Disability? It does state clearly on their website if you have had a medical certificate condition longer than 3 yrs, you will be entitled to a Disability Pension, well I am up to 5yrs. They are thieving liars – it is just like when they refused me for Aus study back when I was 18. Thieving cunts who work at Centrelink. Thieving cunts. Plus, since I have to deal with them about this issue, they have caused many contradictory hoop problems, particularly about Identification, one call centre person says no I don’t have to go in to a counter to Id myself, and then the next time says I do, and that’s why it is not processed? (They do ask you to upload all id stuff like birth certificate etc, which I did). BUT also, a bit later, my birth certificate was stolen out of my house AT THIS TIME – the original green one, I believe it is Centrelink related, as when I had to deal with Centrelink in 1992, back then my birth certificate was also stolen, along with my passport. (I had to send off to Births Deaths and Marriages for a new Birth certificate, which I will have to do again $60 fee - maybe the dogs at Centrelink have whole “fake ID wrought system” going in Australia??). They are unbelievable antagonistic, condescending, power dripping, thieving cunts. This was Bundaberg office at the time; I find naming the Office actually makes a difference, sometimes there can be whole staff sackings with new staff being brought on. Wake up staff. BTW in 2025 they ignored my medical certificate from the Dr; so, the 6yrs of incapacitation would go back to 0yrs. They ignored their rule of 3yrs, so why would they not ignore 6yrs too! Unbelievable antagonistic, condescending, power dripping, thieving cunts. (as I was writing this, again, white SUV parked next door at Bob and Helens, and they beeped me – I would say related to this birth certificate theft – GET A LIFE LITTLE PEOPLE). My uncle Chris thinks I should be getting Disability payments. He thinks I would not have to deal with so many stresses then, or it would be easier. (5 years now of being unable to walk properly, longer than 15 minutes or do any exercise. 5 years, you should see my big butt! – actually I have found having a big butt and a big belly, gets rid of ‘little shallow’ girls and boys. It’s a bonus. (And a little surprising for me, for those people to think that I would have someone so shallow in my life in the first place!) They don’t know me too well. Another example of “ways to get rid of pricks”. Actually, I want to say more about those neighbours: Bob Elder, I'm pretty sure I've written about this before, something about Bob lawnmowing and making bang noises with his lawnmower to make a disturbance in the neighbourhood - but I couldn't find it. Probably stolen. It mentioned some of the other antics that my neighbours get up to, to try and manipulate me. Or antics to express their annoyance at something I do, or don't do. It's really strange, it's like they think it's “make a wish”! Well, this is not Make-A-Wish!! You know, if somebody would like to wave their magic wand at me and state Make-A-Wish? it would be: for those people who steal for me to be assassinated, to be shot dead when they're caught leaving my house with my stuff - that's what I want SHOT DEAD – with news coverage, so everyone can see what's going to happen if you steal from someone; you're going to be SHOT DEAD plus your body would be left lying there, for ages, until somebody from Council gets around to coming along, and cleaning up your body. Seriously this is it -if it means shooting the young grandson of my old man neighbour, – then I would be very happy to see the thief shot dead. “Oh well”. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ For the box: I have since come up with better ways to get rid of inflammation; involving hot water and essential oil! Top of Page stolen item list I need to show you a list of items that have been stolen from me , beginning from when I was living at Rangari, Gunnedah, NSW. So you can see what I am really complaining about. These are the items I know about. I did not start keeping track till after about 5yrs in, when I realized I was being targeted by same people and I wanted to do something, as the police were unable to do anything. I want to add, if I ever had cash in my wallet, it would allways be stolen too. I’m up to about 800 now - 800 small, everyday items. (just what I know about, there is prob heaps more). But since posting photos of them online, some have been returned later, sometimes much later, I'm guesstimating there would've been about 20 such items returned). I believe they take small items because this will fall under the radar of the police, if it was more valuable items the police would take a greater interest and would possibly find the culprit out. So here is my list; (I include the replacement value. The price not listed is stress and worry) I mean, I don’t expect you to read through the whole list, but just to get a general gist, and to show how much there is, what an impact the thieving is having on my life. That I have to record everything that has been taken because there’s been so much, and this is how I can possibly do something about it, plus deal with it psychologically speaking. Also, I am a crafty person, so I have a lot of little craft materials alongside my seed business -they steal both craft products and seeds equally. So this is a list of items from 2015 onwards, but they did steal before then too, occasionally, it started when I was living at Pendle Hill in Sydney with the theft of my original birth certificate from my flat, and passport from centerlink Parramatta. It could well be centerlink staff who are stealing, allthough being unemployed does not seem to be the determining factor. They steal all the time, at work, not at work, from shops, from my house, from my car, from my body when I am out, all the time since 1994; {Note, wix, cannot do 'copy and paste' from Word, the formatting gets lost here, numbers are lost too} stolen item list I list the replacement value, the price not listed is stress from being targeted by bullies. And hey all narcs: I did not steal from anyone for retaliation thefts - you idiots. 1. JJJ radio station staff -all thieves, stealing for muscians. 1992 FLAT BURGLED at North Sydney 2. Passport stolen Parramatta Centrelink 1993, bit later my Birth certificate stolen from my flat. Mass immigration problem, centerlink related. 3. Mauve ladies 10 speed Bike, xmas present when I was 10yrs, stolen out of Henry st Gunnedah shed $1000. Hamish Henry? 4. Sewing machine oil 2ltr (brand new bottle)(2006)Melbourne; sewing machine mechanic? Heaps, they followed me back to Gunnedah?$40 5. 2 lt pva glue (2006) Melbourne- take your city TV trash and shove it up your ARSES $18 apology not accepted 6. In Melbourne - city Council; parking ticket related thieves, nonsensical signs to trick - money making scam, burn in hell {Gunnedah did it once too at the library- Gunnedah council thieves; punishment for using the library} $500 7. Lip balm, half of it, (2005 after returning from Melbourne RMIT – Melbourne was a mistake – total cunts and thieves in Melbourne – weird things stolen while I lived at dads too) 8. Anni difranco cds x 3 (this record / line was stolen, I had to re type it in; 3 Anni difranco cds) 9. Copper kettle stolen at Henry st - prob heaps more, was not really aware I was being targeted by thieves at that point 10. (2015 onwards) 1 tube Liquid nails $7 8. Lawn mower oil 2lt $12 9. 4 tyres/wheels taken off my car that broke down near Keepit Dam, NSW $1000 10. Sunglasses x 2 $100 11. AAA batteries x 7 $12 12. Goggles (from locked car at pool car park) $30 13. Air conditioner cork from the unit $12 15. Good Dust Brush and $5 16. Fire trowel (first day I moved in, only Heywood’s and my dad/brother were there) $45 17. Moisturizer $15 18. Knitting materials $12 19. Petrol Receipts (seriously) $? 20. 2 loose screws taken out of car passenger seat in Tamworth outside Op shop in Hill st $5 21. Sewing Snippets $10 22. Trowel/ shovel (giant blue one from Bunnings, stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker)$35 23. Very large painted pink sprinkler $19 24. Tube stock and label $12 25. A4 image print $55 26. Gunmetal tweezers $24 27. Bike led light $15 28. House Keys $100 29. 2 Anhi DeFranco CDs $50 30. Beetles vinyl record, it was a blue cover with flowers I think 31. Secateurs x 3 $35 32. Piping bag attachment $35 33. 2 t/ware containers filled with garlic $40 34. Folk-art Door Note Pad $35 35. 5kg mince from freezer $50 36. Seed capsule (pyriformis) off the tree out front $12 37. 2 hair large butterfly hair clips $20 38. Red screwdriver $12 39. Tree vandalization, could have been roos $345 40. Eucalyptus melanophloia seeds, seed collected from Heath Barwick’s dads property $10 41. cat brush $2.39 42. RIT dye $10 43. ShopDoor Bell, School bell, string of doorbells x 2 $50 44. Plastic Tap from 60L Container $15 45. Knitted intarsia wool bag Xmas time/ returned 3mnths later (in a sorry state with courier ticket attached)? Maybe little sister Penny Bieman or little zombie Brother Daniel? $150 46. nail curve scissors $20 47. black non-stick spatula $6 48. Car Jack from car boot at mechanics $45 49. Vintage Leather hat box from Henry st garage just after dad died $90 50. fur stole (nice lush one, from house, could have been siblings but more likely neighbours$200 51. power board $20 52. 1kg Bio Zed laundry powder x2 $25 53. red bag lost left in town at Vinnies / but later returned to my house to the laundry 54. 3 x silver plated parfait spoon that was stolen (at Bulga, plus fridge sign taken/replaced) $65 55. marinated onions in jar $15 56. 3 Victoria Knox knives $35 59. Cotton fabric that ‘melted’ from ebay – NOT cotton. They ban me, meanwhile allow shonky thieves like that. No makey sensey 57. Emails disappear, lists hacked, forms changed (virus protection make no difference) $? 58. Pkt 10 green irrigation spray heads $12 59. Mulberries – blonde hair in tree! $25 60. Apples off tree $25 61. whole tree of nectarines, whole tree $100 62. a photo of that cute little Kurrajong tree at keepit turn off? Did I take one or not? 63. white headphones – taken/returned 64. sewing machine dust brush (suspect Katie carter or Emma Finlayson neighbours and both sewers) $12 65. forms/paperwork $stress 66. Chocolate Caramel Tart recipe from pin board (salted) $? 67. Drill key x 2 off veranda $34 68. Front Door Key $30 69. 6 in 1 screw tool $22 70. Radio cunt dogs from triple j stealing fridge seal money from old ladies, then dishwasher wall switch from me! $300 70. Stanley screwdriver brand new $12 71. X2 knitting needles, 3.75, 47” + 24” $30 72. wooden pegs $4 73. socks/underwear off the line $20 74. scissors $5 75. tennis ball from car in Gunnedah parked at irrigation place $5 76. electronic stud finder $30 77. flour – they swap my bulk bread flour for pastry flour? Repeatedly this is a problem $200 78. 2 plug in light bulbs $12 79. ball of black cotton yarn $16 80. dowel rolling pin off top of fridge, I suspect spoilt little brats from MasterChef who also poisoned the marrow somehow $15 82. jar of Duck fat mm gee I wonder who $6 83. 4 gift cards stolen by staff / volunteers at Gunnedah art gallery $20 83. water bottle and cooler stolen at Gunnedah Art Gallery by Shirly Urghart, they stole my card sales profits, I called them up on it, so she stole my cooler – stupid dogs at art gallery $50 84. Timber from Bunnings checkout queue, returned next day to back of my Ute? 85. Pin from Wool picker, mysteriously returned 12 months later $14 86. 4.5mm x 40cm circular knitting needles $12 87. 400g white alpaca $20 88. 3 good trowels $40 89. Wrench spanner shifter, I suspect Heath Barwick $12 90. Irrigation joiner with red cap; x 4 $123 91. blue/3 green irrigation spray heads $11 92. Airs let out of trolley and 2 wheelbarrows o/n I suspect David Heywood $200 93. 2 face washers $70 94. purple D clip $12 95. Front door key, again, how many times do I need to replace the front door lock? $40 96. art metal spatula retuned 3 years later – not kidding 100. Tape measure for pool, 30m x 3 – all 3 were stolen, the Gunnedah pool excavater and his son stole 1 $70 98. Stoneware x 16 brown plates Arabia Ruska STONEWARE $360 102. White Mikasa bowels $90 99. Another 4 brand new secateurs $40 100. Key chain $100 101. 7 China graph pencils $30 102. Shopping list from locked car (plus dogs in Tamworth) 103. Metal rod from window, when I was asleep with window open, and God knows what else 104. Another 3 pairs of secateurs $30 105. Another red irrigation cap $1 106. Blue pruning saw / returned (what happened to my orange pruning saw?) 107. Half head garlic 108. Propagation vandalization –always on a Friday or Saturday night $12 109. Flower seedlings $12 110. Soapwort- stolen after that girl with red hair on the BBC ‘Gardner’s World’ TV show explained how to ‘lift’ to transplant little plants$12 111. Acacia seeds, rare $100 112. Acacia spectabilis seed, whole tree $25 113. Hakea seed, Euc seed $35 114. Another gazania ‘kiss’ seedling $10 115. SanDisk 32gb secure digital SD card sdhc hc g class 4 / returned 116. Deodorant x2 $8 117. Sticky tap dispenser $10 118. Plums off tree, and chook trodden on, breaking leg $40 119. Unpick, blue $10 120. Nuts, pickpocketed out of bag at the Barber St Doctor reception $10 2014 female dogs 121. Rayon silk embroidery thread x2 $12 122. White Cotton voile off the roll $20 123. 7.5mm bamboo circular needles $12 124. 7mm bamboo circular needles $12 125. Bolt and nut, unscrewed from channel, 1 of 36 taken $12 126. Tin snips, later returned with additional pair plus a new hammer turned up on my shelf? $22 127. calculator pickpocketed out of bag at Tamworth Bunnings by staff there $34 128. freshly collected Euc seeds from car parked at Taminda, guy in mid-30’s $20 129. plug and joiner fittings $5 130. 6 x 30cm metal ruler $40 131. House entered when I absent, security system switched off ? 132. Mannequin displayed at Gunnedah Art Gallery taken then returned damaged $145 133. Power keeps getting switched off I suspect Steve Carter $ A LOT 134. Tape measure retractable 3m $10 135. Back door opened, cameras not enabled when I was in Tam. Swann switch off? 136. 2 small screws placed in plastic bag in living room 137. Hose fitting washers $5 138. Every time I order from Dural Irrigation, I HAVE HOSE RELATED ITEMS STOLEN $ A LOT 139. Home invasion while I sleep, several items moved about? New Jumper cut, feather placed? 140. Cutlery, 8 metal knifes (purchased from Vinnies!) $5 141. Watched landlord drain all water out of rainwater tank – David Heywood, child walking around in an adult body. 142. Car scratched up, muffler damaged, saw tampered with, pots knocked off, eggs stolen…... 143. Eucalyptus microcorys seeds – a whole lot, could be rubiginosa $60 144. 50ml Aluminium Balm Tin Lip Gloss Container $1.04 145. Lip Pigment Makeup Liquid $1.98 146. Kapok Tree vandalized, could be birds? Lights outside, the contract shooter Mark Eveleigh and skank girlfriend?) $50 147. Shooters 4am outside window, 10 shots until I switched light on Mark Eveleigh and skank girlfriend? 148. car broken into a rural health clinic, park brake left on, not sure if anything taken 149. 10L unleaded fuel from locked shed $19 150. Washing powder (lights outside) $7 151. Silver earing pieces x 10 $2 152. Red ochre pigment $5.80 153. At least 8 torches $80 154. Knitting pin stitch holder, later returned to my floor, seriously, Friday 15th 2014 $20 155. At least 5 reading glasses, 3 pickpocketed out of bag , in Gunnedah female theives$40 156. Hakea grammatophylla seeds $12 157. 9 black pens $12 158. Red sewing clippers - window opened to bar (7cm gap) gauze shimmed off $1 159. Watch battery mysteriously materialized on my floor? 160. Black yoga top, used and unwashed (blackout/cows in, I suspect landlords daughters)$20 161. Silver clip, replaced with black stationary clip ? 162. Glass $7 163. CCTV cable $40 164. 4 stoke oil, new bottle $20 165. Chrysanthemum Indicum seed Double Mix $20 166. Blue nylon cord $10 167. Kodak camera $1000 168. Twine x 1 ball $4 169. Chainsaw nut ($30 to replace) $30 170. 400g alpaca hand dyed with Mulberries, wine colour $50 171. Protractor $12 172. Spare key / fine bone china smashed $90 173. Pink silk sleeve pair $50 174. More Arabia Ruska STONEWARE dinner plates x 2 $40 175. Liquid paper $5 176. 1.6mm Bic pen $5 177. Poinsettia Princettia cuttings $ 178. pool stuff used and tissues thrown in pool YUK 179. Chamelaucium uncinatum - Geraldton wax seeds $10 180. screw to chain lock $5 181. Blue nylon fishing cord $10 182. Bormioli Rocco Glass jar full of fresh dried apricots $17 183. 2 long wooden spoons then returned 184. 4 more yellow secateurs $40 185. 4 blue secateurs $40 186. 4m dark green georgette fabric, off the roll $20 187. Stunning silver rose ring (I mean stunning), that one was ages ago in 1998, I still miss it$700 188. Orange Taylors chalk $5 189. Body Thermometer $1.72 190. 2 frozen bananas? $1.40 191. Chainsaw screw (maybe dingbat repairer forgot to put it back on?) $7 192. Tat soi seed $15 193. Irrigation filter $16 194. Another 32gb usb, pink, full of knitwear photos $50 195. Plastic jug $3 196. Metal ice cube tray with automatic lever vintage $50 197. Eggs 198. Californian poppy seedlings (true pink form of ‘Ballerina’) $100 199. Wide spray head off (the white one) pressure cleaner, taken from locked shed $7 200. Kennedia seeds $5 201. I bought several roses online 2009 from a rose seller called Better Homes Gardens (it was not the BHG tv website) but inretrospect, I’m thinking NOT actually a rose seller, but a tv dog onselling roses?? I bet she had blonde hair. I can’t remember how much they were, so I cannot say they stole from me, maybe they were doing me a favour with discount price?? who knows. But deceiving me, lying, definalty. 201. House Keys between 434 and 439 2/08/15, while I was getting the washing of the line $100 202. Black/red pliers. Later returned to different spot and something else taken (my keys) 203. Wood from back of Ute (one day I watched Ute on street from inside, men, walk up, look inside for anything to steal) 204. Purple bottle brush seeds and label $50 205. 2 rego tickets of desk, later returned they did not pay them! 206. 10 Drill Bits 0.5mm $1 207. 2 more lack yoga tops $30 208. Premium fuel swapped for regular fuel in my 10L caddy, I can tell difference, old lady at Centrelink did it$15 209. My outdoor tweezers from special spot $2 210. Pottery bowl cracked (motor biker and bar off kitchen window) $50 211. Vent Foil tube (from roof storage) later returned 212. Clasp Hasp and Staple 4" $1.78 213. The doctors card with email ? 214. Paper scissors 19/10/2015 11:00 AM (prop some Euc seeds too) $5 215. Glass head pins (stolen by Heath Barwick for Emma Finylayson) $7 216. 2 pins for clamps (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) returned by Mark Kesby at Longs – NONTHINKING ARSHOLES $20 217. Tweezers – outdoor ones 2nd pair replacement $4.09 218. Toggle $2 219. KnitPro cable 60cm long one $20 220. Mosaic Tiles $25 221. My 1 yd cotton skivi Top in fabric in my Apple Blossom Cluster on white h fabric $45 222. My 1yd cotton pants in maidenhair fern print $45 223. My 1yd cotton night in apple blossom print x2 $45 224. My 1yd cotton night in smoky pink $45 225. My silk cotton shirt in Queen Beige shirt fabric $45 226. Pima Cotton plant $15 227. Eucalyptus orbifolia seeds $45 228. Hakea multilineata seed (maybe Janet Hathaway’s kids stealing seed? Or 2 male presenters on Gardening Australia) $5 229. Orange capsicum seedlings $20 230. Scoured Blue Faced Leicester Fleece 100g $6 231. 3 Colour Stripe Wool and Mohair Rib Cowl - any good things photographed online; stolen$100 232. E. citriodora tube stock (maybe Sarah Fergusons daughter from Peter Long steals plants?)$30 233. Lavender oil from eBay $12 234. Macadamia vandalized 235. Letter from Donna Keegan stolen 236. Ariat shoe brush (unbelievable) $15 237. Amythurst pendant earring just 1 taken $15 238. Ruby 32gb usb / later returned 239. 2kg sugar brand new unopened from kitchen cupboard- masterchef spoilt brats?? $2 240. Hose spray $15 241. Rudolf Steiner school book stolen then returned 242. Rose quartz heart stone silver plaited pendant - returned (because I know how to kick up a stink now!) 243. trees vandalized 244. Eucalyptus lansdowneana x 3 tubes, Eucalyptus citriodora x2 t, Eucalyptus leucoxylon x1 t $18 245. Pima cotton plant, dug up $15 246. D clamp, stolen then returned to living room - 247. Booklet of 5 stamps from desk (free concession booklet from post office) $5 Total so far $6606 plus $1500 Swann CCTV +running cost and time 248. Rapunzel DUTCH cocoa replaced with NATURAL cheaper cocoa in container; something a dog would do, unbelievable stupid bimbo girls out there, possibly a chef stole it, from masterchef (spoilt little brat) $12+$22postage 249. 1 pink / grey stripe cashmere glove only 1 (SYTYCD?) $25 250. Master padlock stolen at gate between 130pm and 4pm 20th June, same day Ken from Telstra was here to connect the phone, reported to Gunnedah police, phone rang out 3 times, before Tamworth answered, and did nothing so called theft line Ronda who said police will come here (never turned up) but Telstra credited me the cost to replace the padlock Top of Page stolen item list 251. New White leggings – COTTON / SPANDEX JERSEY $30 252. More 7mm x40cm bamboo circs 253. Mail box vandalized again (I suspect Steve Carters nephews) $90 254. 32 GB iPod returned to car ? 255. Glue unopened e62360256 Anne (reported to Damian Wood at Gunnedah – but he is hopeless, did not even bother making a report- glue returned 1 week later 256. 2 tomato plants $15 1. White Seedless Grape vine stolen by Bimbo ideas girl $26 257. 3 eggs (I suspect H&H Refrigeration, Bret) $5 258. Forgot to lock and power switched off, not sure what was taken, no electricity 259. Black / Silver zippered Harry Who Top $200 260. Unripe fruit picked left outside tunnel; 4 trees $400 261. Whole chilli tray $12 262. 1 orange capsicum tube $5 263. More 3mm metal dpn and 3mm bamboo dpn $3 264. Plant: Pink flowering Ironbark - Eucalyptus sideroxylon. Tube stock $10 265. Plastic egg 20/12/2016, returned 1 week late, then stolen again 31/3/2017 $1 266. Purple head of Garlic $10 267. Eucalyptus sideroxylon – Pink Flowering Iron Bark – x 5 tubes $50 268. 3mm bamboo circular needles x 3 pairs 120cm $30 269. Needle threader (they took 1, I still have 1 left) $1 270. Secateurs out of the car, last trip into town, parked at the Dentist in Barber ST $16 271. Cat biscuits, the whole bowl, I think Emma Finlayson stole that $10 272. Green garden bag from garden express (1), still have 2 left $20 273. Spare key – they left it on log for me to find, after stealing fly squat?? 274. Fly squat that I inherited from Dad – souvenir from Tasmania Trip, later returned $20 275. Favourite Black potting tray / pot $15 276. F&P Dish Draw – by dodgy devious way $1200 277. faux fur yarn from Gwen Wilsons house, later returned $15 278. vintage weeder from Tulcumbah (maybe Tomas who’s friends with Cull /knapman boy) $50 279. hot wax poured on my ball of cat / alpaca yarn – crazy idiot 280. 2 butterfly claw clips taken, then returned 281. Seedless white Grape Vine plant in 12” pot $25 282. Plastic bag from shade house taken then returned a day later no value whatsoever 283. Pears off tree – bird alarm at 2am, 340am and 5am, not a bird stalker? 284. Watering can taken then returned from shade house $12 285. More fresh eggs, literally would be 100’s now $50 286. Photo of that strange bird, taken off my PC (hacked) $200 287. iPod screw from car– and I am pretty sure they dislodged the lcd screen on both $344 x 2 288. Strawberry guava all off tree/ aerial spraying, no fruitfly this year, arshole and STUPID Steve Carter . Aerial spraying poisons over me on the hill, just up from house, and my house. DUMB 289. Sideroxylon tubes x 3 so far 290. Missing footage on cctv after going into town 291. More 3mm Bamboo circular knitting needles – 40cm, 80cm and 120cm $25 292. Half bottle of face moisturizer, while pressure cleaning, reported Ray, he considers it lost - arse $14 293. Clove oil $12 294. Folk art needle holder, timber with orange flowers? $35 295. Pyriformis seedling 296. No more gaps sealant $25 297. Gold brown sunnies 298. Purple sunnies (just discovered these hopeless aluminium windows can be opened easily if not shut all the way) 299. Reading glasses at Joblink Plus $1 300. Wide Chisel taken when gap filler was returned, later returned $15 301. Red handled paint scraper, later returned, then later stolen, plus my 2nd one was stolen $50 302. Fabric design Silver Eucalyptus foliage Warm, I think, not sure, I have so many things stolen 303. Asparagus knife from chook yard Sunday (17th /18th September 2017) night at 3am $12 304. HDMI cable and Auxiliary cable from new DVD from living room floor, same night as chook mysteriously got stuck under a log outside the penn – left window open dammit $10 305. ANGOPHORA costata - Smooth-barked Apple Gum SEEDS $10 306. EUCALYPTUS calycogona (pink fls) (WA) - Pink Gooseberry Mallee $10 307. Car windows open, battery flat next day – new battery, someone tampered with it? $200 308. Gomphrena canescens labelled seed tray $10 309. Hakea falcate? Something awry in shade house, not sure what, could be labels swapped? 310. Plastic seed tray with lid $10 311. Small orange handled screw (I think my overlocker was tampered too) $6 312. Whole tree of Eucalyptus leucoxylon rosea – Pink Flowering Yellow Gum seed pods 313. 3.25mm x 80cm, 3.75mm x 80cm, 5mm x 80cm, 2 lots 3.5mm x 80cm Metal Circular knitting needles –16 pairs that have been stolen $100 314. Whole tree of Eucalyptus lansdowneana seed pods taken 318. Salmon from woollies online delivery, maybe being swapped out by the thieving little girls – 4 pieces but then more stolen by jealous girls who saw my salmon on special and so, then gave me rotten salmon out of spite jealousy. SO, I unable to purchase salmon for 5 years because of stupid jealous little girls: fuck off you third born retards. 317. lid of my tall stock pot saucepan stolen at Rangari 315. Kennedia nigricans - Black Coral Pea, SEED X100 (so many seeds, must be landlord related) 316. 30g Callebaut (heaps of Callebaut chocolate, what I mean by heasp, is 6mnths supply stolen with each 10kg bulk order – so many grams, grams plus grams of chocolate. I hope that person gets cancer and dies. 317. Pruning saw, later returned along with blue Philips head $40 318. Rake (the big plastic green one, the really good ones $50 319. Brazil nuts stolen by receptions friends at barber st Medical centre- pic pocketed, someone later told me, was stolen by famous musician with blonde hair, no idea who, don’t listen to music – another clinic that needs to be sued. That makes 3 now, the local Sarina clinic is begging for it too. ALL female singers ARE THIEVING SPOILT CUNTS. Fuckj off 320. Calculator, the good solar one from school in the 90’s (belonged to Tomas, little brother, may have been him?? $50 321. paper oriental umbrella with my black-and-white design 322. Pool light component, the electronic back end wall fitting part $370.00 330. Binoculars, really old crap ones in case with strap $50 331. dogs might have stolen my victor mower? can't quite remember but I had to use dads mower because mine broke or something? so it could've been sabotage since Victor went out of production round about then; my Victor was really good….they probably swapped it out? 332. 3x Mikasa soup bowl – Porcelain, White (I think I got these some years before at Vinnies. They now worth $30 each on ebay!!) 333. saffron bulbs, oriental lilies, and my snowflake bulbs ALL stolen off the veranda by fucking thief, probably from CHANNEL 7, television industry $60 334. 1of 3 green potato bags stolen $15 335. 22 black fat sharpie Textas stolen - women they have no morals even the married ones who are meant to be "being kept honest"! Also had problems with 2 neighbours who sprayed poison over my house and me, the 2 neighbours that spray in my area are Mark Tydd and Steve Carter – both “greenie haters” both rich. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2u5T8jWsVA (Forced relocation, basically due to bullying and pure jealousy. Get off your arse and build your own vege patch) At this point I moved (first Kesbies, then Long Cottage) (beginning of 2018) , I was hoping thieving would stop, with the advent of new neighbours, but it has not, I think my new landlord likes to ‘play’, like a cat with a mouse, or a whale with a seal – (total drunken idiotic behaviour), Peter Long and also is eldest daughter, both lawyers, aswell as partner Sarah Ferguson and her daughter, a whole stealing bully family, they do not know right from wrong, and have no concept of the whole win/win situation Also at this point I started listing my stolen items online, and, I believe as a result, some items have been returned 324. Letter/ Calendar/lease forms (later returned) 325. Green hose joiner/returned 2 days later $1 326. 8+ white 500ml coffee cups major coffee cup shortage now $20 327. Homemade Hat, wind proof why? $30 328. Old rusty large Splatter guard (something rusty like this does not usually get stolen?) $10 329. lendrum c clip (pried off with pliers, and pliers stolen too, those pliers have been stolen and returned about 4 times now, those pliers were worth about $60, they were good ones, later found destroyed in my car tyre with the red part missing, I suspect Peter placed it under my tyre so when i reversed out it would puncture it ($200) + $12 330. 50g alpaca / silk (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $20 331. Nutribullet gasket (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $24 332. So you think you can Dance season 11 ep 1 -5 DVD 333. Black textas x 4 $20 336. Comfrey plant dug up and taken $20 345. Good ‘Plant Guy Rickey’ offered me a free Eucalyptus albopurpurea; I think the dogs came out to my place when they renamed this, from lansdowneana, since I was the only one who had this purple tree, and they destroyed my e leucoxylon flowers so they could obtain pure seed!200 334. Pkt of seed – Russian Onion seeds returned 6 mnths later to my desk! 335. Flat tyre -the pliers that were stolen were stuck in my tyre; I believe Peter Long did it. Then Browns tyre place ripped me off too, with 2nd hand crap tyre that failed inspection few weeks later. Long thought I messed his solar fence (of course I did not) so this was his “payback” game – what a stupid idiot, he has major psychological problems. 336. furniture polish paste wax beeswax & carnauba clear finish 'premium blend'200g $22.50 337. EUCALYPTUS Mannifera seed from seederama, brand-new, unopened pt RL $5 338. EUCALYPTUS Mannifera SSP Mann seed from seederama, brand-new, unopened pt RL $5 339. EUCALYPTUS caesia seed from seederama, brand-new, unopened pt RETURNED LATER $5 340. EUCALYPTUS papuana seed from seederama, brandnew, unopened pt RETURNED LATER$5 341. At this point my restricted key arrived, but still stealing, not as much 342. Italian Women’s Weekly Cookbook (I have the whole set, until now, 1 missing) $40 343. Little black Toggles from sewing box (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) $2 344. Good sewing Scissors - Could the BLONDE BIMBO THAT WORKS AT BUNNINGS AND STEALS FROM ME WHENEVER I GO TO THERE, PLEASE DROP DEAD FROM CANCER later returned $60 345. Calothamnus sanguinens seeds, stolen by ebayer Макеева Татьяна, they later paid $10 346. Tamarillo seeds, stolen by ebayer HASSAN ALSINAN $15 347. Double metal pencil sharpener (prob taken when onion/ Euc seeds taken) $10 348. Front door Key stolen by longs daughter, later returned friends of Bunnings blonde bimbo 349. Blue/white card, for threading sewing machine stolen and blue button foot $stress 350. Garden fork, a good one, coincides with visiting Long dog later returned $100 351. Silicone food Wrap Seal Cover $3 352. USB stick 32 gb later returned $15 353. Spinning wheel chock later returned $25 354. Remote from blind later returned $30 New address at Builyan, only there 4mnths. People are the same wherever you go (Hey arsehole, I know you can hear me) (forced relocation again, but glad to leave that place) 355. Bunnykins coffee mug – mothers stealing this one 356. egg carton with eggs in it plus 2 empty cartons later returned (really and truly) 357. pen off desk, later returned 358. pin shelf nail plugs later returned 359. metal straw 360. extra big Balloon whisk and straining spoon STOLEN from kitchen both later returned 361. Missing one of these Perfume Atomizers - I would like it back thanks bimbo dogs late returned 362. Torch stolen again by another coward later returned 363. chainsaw combination spanner and socket tool later returned 364. Stamps, by the postman Benny Vaughn, I think he delivered them to the neighbours delib? Same with 2019 calendar, 2 sets glasses, pc mouse and trichosanthes seed 365. hose washers x10 in pkt $3 366. Vase, Ruskin? From Henry st, only just realized value $1000 367. Eucalyptus leucoxylon seed, or may be the tray of tubes?? Returned seed thanks to k cull 368. Silver piece of plastic from fridge stolen from bin – they climbed in window 369. Pink stoneware bowl – qp101830311 RETURNED(I believe someone other than the thief returned a pink bowl to my kitchen, no idea who) 370. Glulam plank of wood -could have been stolen by friends of Benaraby Tip council, as I was just there scavenging timber offcuts 371. Neighbours harassing me with sounds at Builyan (animals are better behaved than them) 372. Little black ¼ tsp measure from seed supply, maybe taken from Rangari or Long Cottage I believe all these items were returned due to kicking up a stink, posting posters and local Police Lisa Lynch who actually took me seriously (in the beginning at any rate), I would like to point out that one older neighbour, a JP, Frank Mckee said I should ignore thefts and not kick up a stink re stolen items in order to keep the peace (I totally disagree after 300 items ($10000 worth of stuff), and his wife sent me hate mail in the post), also, someone broke my window while I was there. REALLY STEALING New QLD location, FARMHOUSE AT Colosseum near Miriam Vale (16th November 2018) (forced relocation again - oh sure, I can handle moving all my furniture on my own 4 TIMES IN LESS THAN 12mnths) Just moved here 1 mnth, {side door, when I arrived, it had no door, no glass, no flyscreen. Plus, the front door, and back door were missing, along with a couple of windows, (one large ground floor one, and one average size, upstairs). It was my job as a part of reduced rent to install new ones, which I did, it was a huge ordeal with 170km to nearest door shop, but in the mean time, all these items were stolen: {why do all farming families have screws loose?) 360. Double Infinity Sterling Silver clasp (they left the necklace, just took the clasp) (returned 3 years later by thief who still was stealing from me, and stole food at the time they returned this clasp – all black) 362. allocasurina seed pods (a group of people attempted to replace these) 363. Green hose connector stolen off hose 31st Jan 2019 364. Invoice stolen from kitchen after window left open 1-2-2019 (I have a copy you idiots) 365. Invoices from Wares for landlord stolen $500, (I suspect landlords kids/son in-law Tom and Jess) 366. Beef mince on special stolen by TNT female workers, set up by Coles? - no it was police, Builyan, Miriam Vale, Gladstone police stealing meat 367. EBay box with: (stuff I was trying to sell on eBay, stolen by eBay and Telstra? hang up calls from Telstra mobile team and eBay 02 93044303, says tv ratings, when really eBay): 368. Slip on Working Walking Leather Shoes – Brown, AU 7, Keen 41 $90 369. Trolley Tyre, wheel barrow. Rubber, in super strengthened condition 370. Diesel Petrol cap, (unlocking) fits Mitsubishi Triton Buy It Now $12 371. 2 x Rural poly pipe connector 32mm and 1 1/4" Rural Irrigation joiner 372. Slow motion cha cha info on piece of paper 373. Octopus Straps 374. More Seeds Stolen From my Seed Chest 373. Green offensive kitchen Electric Beaters (free, seller refunded, do not believe seller stole) I reckon the police stole those beaters, Lisa Lynch, trying to play “fair’s fair” like a 3rd born thieving idiot copying her mother from when she was a child sqibbling with her brother, and LOOSING IN THE PROCESS, it is someone who is obsessed with me. IT IS because I AM SINGLE 374. Related to above: another Electric Beaters Stolen by company NOT Honouring Warranty – overseas company, London 374. 2 balls of pink hand dyed cotton bamboo, taken from bedroom Feb 2019 375. Mower mask, 3m, good one RETURNED. $20 376. The laughing Opera songs from iTunes 377. 130g Callebaut (car parked out on rd with girl at 5am going yahoo 378. $104 stolen by Elders / Tamara Smits and Lacey Bimrose for gardening at Builyan, Judge Athol Kennedy + Dennis Kinnsella, and Gladstone Police – 1st of 3 tickets related to stalking stupid female bimbo 3rd born police in QLD 379. $20 Coles voucher, PC hacked (Coles gave me extra rump steak in next order!) 380. Photo of polypipes stolen off PC, plus 1 length of polypipe stolen 381. Helichrysum essential oil – bottle emptied and put back 382. Nettles & Aloes in Wool Fat container, plus my recipe stolen off PC$50 200g pure lanolin $32 383. Handwoven woolen cushion 384. a few frozen meats were taken out of the freezer? 385. ebay Windchime from veranda. They did a show about an “artist” stealing items from peoples homes so she could make art with them – might be same thing? Or some stupid bimbo just wanted a windchime without paying – SAME THING 386. $1000 generator 387. Gunnedah recycling container full of my plants from shade house (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker? Facebook girls? – girls evil thieving creatures) 388. Creditcard from iPod $750, I suspect CBA stole it incahoots with Telstra and Facebook forum people from Agnes water, CBA also stole money for my Telstra internet, even though I had got a new creditcard with new numbers. Money returned later. Actually later I think it is bimbo dog girls at channel 7 telling bank to steal from me, and bank bimbo girls go “ok” – such bitch stupidity going on, it gets worse in 2025, cba steal hundreds off my cc, plus when I get a new cc, the end statements go missing – this is proof enough for me, they are stealing, it is not adding up, so statements are removed from their website - I did request they send them to me – they ignored me. Stupid women at the bank playing “you do not deserve that money” fuck them – I hope they get cancer and die. I have to take bank screenshots every day now so as to prove it - caught them stealing $10 re a retail refunded me $10 (so they personally did not think retailer should refund me, and stole the $10; just deducted it, no "transaction"). So they have been doing this since I moved to QLD, as far as I know, maybe before. $100's. Fuck off you stupid little female dogs. And this is an ongoing copycat problem with every man and his stupid dog in the neighbourhood, including dog computer nerds, wanting to play “you do not deserve that” . Hey feminists: wake up - this is YOUR fault, not acknowledge the truth about women and their patheticness and stupidity. 389. lid to 5L stock pot 391. Dads $800 LED TV Panasonic vandalization I thought vandalized, but it was probably swapped out, so stolen, by retailers? or neighbour at Builyan who was watching me load that TV? The son, the one who ABC tv reward with telly appearance on Gardening Australia. 391. Food started to be swapped out at this address, - and continued at Gin Gin, Sarina, and Sarina Beach – the police are involved in this scam, QLD police (coles grassfed was changed to mutton rump) Police and wildlife carers. 395. Garden stake hammer – long arm hammer $25 Another forced relocation, to Kookaburra Park Gin Gin, mover Andrew Lucas, Wallaville 392. 2 days later, the remote was taken for motorised blind, unable to use it, $365 returned 393. At least 5 glasses taken, neighbours Helen and Bob acting suspect, harbouring 2 young people – possibly thieves 390. Ph test kit stolen 391. glass paint 394. Wrought Iron Fire poker and scraper (stolen by bimbo Bunnings worker) returned $100 395. Timber screws 4g x 20mm, x 1 metal, x 1 Brass, Metal self-drill screws 4G x 20mm $15 396. Blue Alpaca beanie and black/red gloves returned 397. PC upgrades; forced to upgrade my computer, but new one works exactly the same, I'm fairly certain I would not have needed to upgrade it 398. Squeeze Bottle pva glue $16.95 400. mineral turpentine? 399. Another ball of blue Alpaca wool last week in July 2019 $15 400. Key removed from my chain while I was asleep and torch stopped working overnight 401. 2 little silver torches taken plus rechargeable batteries, taken August $18 402. Bamboo toothpaste stolen at mail boxes, along with other mail, neighbours for sure $5 403. Stainless steel pudding (stolen by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) returned $16 404. Mannequin photo off PC $2 405. Blue good Philips head screw driver returned $50 406. 2 pins for clamps (stolen AGAIN by blonde bimbo Bunnings worker) 407. Karen Stennett’s pkt of Pima Cotton seeds from my desk when I went to GinGin $35 408. Reading glasses by Alice and Apple at Coact Gin Gin, light on iPod $2 409. Adobe Extension stolen by Adobe 1st Oct 2019 $500 410. Photo of chook contact from iPod, most likely stolen by Apple 31st October 2019 $2 411. Black microphone and pc photo returned when I went to bundy and soap stolen $2 412. Chook feed from chook yard $5 413. 4x 72litre containers filled with water emptied from shade house, then later vandalized 414. 3 trees vandalized $22 415. Casey Forbes at spnflwr deleted and ban me from my fabric design sales $10000 416. Coward at Facebook deleted and ban me for ever from face book $5000 417. Coward at ebay deleted and ban me for ever from ebay $20000 418. Coward at flickr deleted and ban me (think all those internet ones related to some Chinese bitch 419. Gin Gin post office ban me for ever from stepping foot on premisis 420. Gin Gin news agency stupid bitch ban me from putting up notices on their public free notice board (landlord related; did not want me to find somewhere else to live) 421. Wikipedia ban, by red head coward 422. The really good broccoli seed that was green and nutty? 423. Searles ripped me off with fertilizer that is actually just composted pine bark $16 424. Petrophile teretifolia seed stolen from Colosseum, by Agnes Water nutcase 425. Acacia vestita SEED STOLEN BY pretend RELATIVES OF Mark Kesbie $25 426. Stainless steel splash spatter screen STOLEN, March 2020 RETURNED $10 427. Special clasp/leather necklace stolen by Errol and Sue Zunker from Sharon QLD $5 428. $60 new bottle rosemary essential oil hair care March 2020 $60 429. 3 bags of roo mince from the freezer+++++ more 430. 22 items from Gin Gin post office have been stolen. Thieves there, female mailmen!! 431. 2 Californian poppy seedlings $20 432. Chrys vandalized $1 433. 2 balls of wool set aside for my tapestry stolen $23 434. Kale seeds, my big stash with chaff, stolen 2019. In 2021, when I checked RETURNED, I suspect girl from US Netflix farmer ‘restashed’ me, chaff included (they were most definatly not there all 2020, as I purchased 2 other varieties –evil plan to make me appear crazy) so since they been in my seed cabinet, they may have stolen my prizewinning new pink celosia seed, they would have swapped them, so I can’t tell, have to wait and see bout that 435. Kale receipt from ebay of black kale that never germinated (boondie?) $5 436. Nasturtium ‘Black Velvet’ SEEDS – stolen by Win/Beecke Smith incahoots with ebay sellers$5 437. Celosia argentea var cristata - Cockscomb SEEDS– stolen by Win/Beecke Smith incahoots with ebay sellers, little bee, hunny_bunny_mollys; Netflix uk flowerfight? Anna Avakimova – someone on ebay buys my seeds, whenever they steal my seeds, Sharon Millet at no 9 kooka park, Trigg Nursery, killed her plant I purchased from her as she sold me mislabelled one$150 438. Pea - Petit Pois Waverex SEEDS– stolen by Win/Beecke Smith incahoots with ebay sellers$25 439. Angled Luffa (Luffa acutangula) SEEDS $5 440. Clove essential oil $25 441. 2 metal parfait spoons $10 442. Russell Patterson’s pkt of Eucalyptus sideroxylon, plus photo of it (not Judy’s) $30 443. This Stolen list was deleted off my pc (I have backups) I suspect ebay, blonde bimbo $20 444. New garden tap washer (this item was removed from this list – I have IT nerds stealing from me too) 445. 2 spatulas, a yellow and a hot pink one, I suspect spotlight Bundaberg staff $20 446. Brahmi Tea in BormioliRoccoQuattroStagioniPreservingJar(jar returned without tea I suspect landlord)28 Oct$20 447. Piggyback Extension Power Cord - Black - 2mx1 (long white one was returned) $20 448. another gold fish – that makes it 13 now , plus a water plant is gone $100 449. braided cotton candle wick $10 450. Loctite glue stolen, then returned when I went to Bundaberg post office (they kept me waiting, del, so thieves put glue back in my car, in my handbag) plus was different tube and lid was broken. Post office cunts involved 451. 40cm bead fringe by show people Nashville (refunded) $200 452. Unpicks $8 360. Coles Bundaberg royal gala, are NOT royal gala apples $8 453. Aquarium Plants x 3: Lobelia Cardinalis - Aquarium Plant $12 454. Phyllanthus fluitans Red Root Floater - Aquarium Plant $12 455. Snowflake Lily - Nymphoides hydrophylla waterlily, they swapped over this white native lilly for an exotic blue lilly $35 456. Little black nail/thread scissors, the really good ones $12 457. 1 reel of packaging tape $4 466. Online Store,Your Discount Chemist at Port Macquarie, NSW swapped out Leukoplast Tape 1.25cm x 5m Roll for 2.5m roll $16.75 458. Another black duster, the large one, stolen by Bunnings copycats $16 459. Bundaberg Couriers stealing, Allied Express / stealing parcels – my Spa $550 460. Good garden trowel $ 461. Wooden dressmakers awl $12 462. Coles Nail Polish Remover Non-Acetone pink bottle125ml $ 2 .80 463. Floral Clothes from Pinterest in the mail refunded by PayPal 464. Back scratcher in the mail 465. Black goggles – the ones with scratches $20 466. More pink deformed celosia seed $50 467. Brick $5 468. 2 more luffas $10 469. More frozen roo mince x 2 (I stopped buying now, I refuse to feed my neighbours) $20 470. That hair one never turned up, plus receipts stolen from outlook and ebay orders/PayPal 471. That allan key set never turned up, plus receipts stolen from outlook and ebay orders/PayPal 472. Anthon Berg chocolates stolen by David Hooker and Sharon Millet incahoots with Circles Life $15 473. Bestway - HART INTERNATION and CBA stole via pending payment withholding $45 474. Ibuprofen – ½ .80c 475. Another pair secateurs returned 476. (Written knitting patterns and my cast on off course notes) $300 477. Coriander and ginger essential oil blend for heat $45 478. Pkt futon bolts and nuts $45 479. Tf card and card reader for car cam $30 480. iPhone charger $25 481. 1 steak from woollies, a yuk one $5 482. 1 can each of my craft cooking wine, red, white $20 483. Manilla folder with Chronic Disease management papers. Nurse Annett and friend stole $ 484. Advanced Foot Care Bundaberg re over charging for Collapsed Arch diagnosis $100 485. Good pen with string on it $35 486. Glass cutter ? maybe I chucked it out? $12 487. Beige sunglasses $35 488. Imed stole my 2 appointments today, and tried to charge me $200 for another appointment 489. Floss, later returned 490. Neighbours at kookaburra park majorly harassing me – thieves I bet 491. Big w stealing by overcharging and Woolworths not stocking product so I have to purchase from big w – who DO NOT DELIVER TO MY ADDRESS – hopeless. Coles too, IT staff still food out of my cart at checkout also at modification and also whilst I’m shopping. Same as they do instore. PISS off (also mops steal items off shelf when they see what is my cart as I shop - beyond annoying). 492. Dodo stealing my whole internet plan, and Activate8me trying to steal a whole month. 493. Birth Certificate (probably Centrelink stole it, as when I spoke to them, the girl knew it had been stolen) 494. I suspect Adobe creative cloud app with stealing data off my computer 495. Mad Paws Pet Sitter company stole my time with ‘certificate completion’, only NOT to add me to database $500 496. Tea tree oil stolen from pipette bottle, bedside table (I invariably have tea tree oil stolen over the years, and it’s like they steal it, use some, and then return what they didn’t use, or they just steal a little bit, like tip a quarter of the bottle out and leave the rest. It’s like they’re too tight to buy their own tea tree oil, and “share” mine, I really think the think they are sharing, and not stealing – talk about mentally retarded. Maybe they don’t know where it is in the supermarket? it’s readily available. It’s $8 a bottle. 497. Drying seed capsules of Dianthus barbatus interspecific, 'Jolt Cherry' from mitre 10 – dogs always steal my flower seed 498. Spintel offer new plan for same, but with twice as fast speeds as mine, if I want it, they want $5 extra – thieves 499. Red screwdriver, 1 cal poppy seed in paper bag stolen then both returned 500. Meat pie out of freezer – not returned $6 501. Microsoft stealing my time with false information and twice paid new edition of Word $500+ 502. Silicone wet area glue – returned to my car by dog while I was at the post office $12 503. Borage essential oil bottle and full wax lotion stolen by Bundaberg Beauty girls $45 504. Woolworths data, Woolworths mobile number, Woolworths mobile receipt from PayPal, and Woolworths mobile number email – what is wrong with them? Teach yourselves a lesson you delinquents $10 505. Glass jar full of combined small/average screws -not 100% sure if stolen from Kooka or new place Sarina $200 506. Good Pen on a string for pattern making $20 507. Yogi marlons dvd - Yoga dvd for back pain, I bet Cate Rogers stole it. That woman should be shot, bullet to the ear. $30 508. 1 extra large Terracotta Saucers stolen $80 509. I can't believe some silly twit has sold me a computer with only 250 GB on the C drive. "Oh yeay scratch discs are full" cost me $600 in 2025 to add more 510. This list was stolen off my PC, lucky I have 3 backup systems IT NERDS 511. They steal my reminders, my daily outlook reminders - bugger off computer nerd hackers, get a life and stop messing about with old ladies. 512. My Set of knitting Stich Holders was STOLEN at Gin Gin, Kookaburra Park 513. PH test kit from pool $50 514. Hoe (good old one) $50 515. Wifi camera x 2 kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD – man they are a bunch of thieves who live there in that park $100 525. Robot wifi camera x 2 kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, QLD – man they are a bunch of thieves who live there in that park $180 517. Wooden Walking stick (had 2, now have 1, thought I may have sold it gumtree at Gin Gin, but no photos)$20 518. Fedex stole $26 by saying my measurments were incorrect when they WERE NOT – I know they stole this money, they were copying the other courier in Bundaberg who stole $30 from me at checkout. The trend. Couriers: female thieving dogs. 519. 2 wheels/axle from a cart stolen $50 520. Metal Boomerang from ute $70 521. Target Mid Brim Raffia Fedora Hat $25 522. My mini sport from my pink Syngonium 523. Large microwave casserole 5quart dish Littonware $200 524. Large ceramic and glass CorningWare Classic Square Casserole 5L dish $155 525. Bag of 50 irrigation drippers, red and black ones $20 526. Bamboo boxes from kmart, I had 5, 1 left, God knows what happen to them all $40 527. Part Almonds and raspberries stolen by Bundaberg woollies delivery driver, so pkt opened, prob heaps more food – Winnifred Hoerr had something to do with it too. 528. Kmart IT Nerds blocked me from my account I had to create a whole new one and waste fucking time 531. Queensland Department affair trading not doing their job in the least and wasting my time $2000 532. Wooden chairs stolen x2 –1 antique quality one, and 1 quality Woolworths folding wooden chair $200 533. syrup pop top glass bottle (fliptop bottle) $20 534. Stainless steel tongues stolen with perforated spoon ends $30 535. Government, I think it was tax people; purchasing my used spinning equipment on Etsy, so they can steal tax money from me, as an excuse - this happens at end of every financial year. they buy redbubble sticker for $1.43 so I would be on their books? Not sure of reason, but stealing. 536. Large glass casserole dish with lid $40 539. 5L PETROL CADDY and my 10l one – I may have included them in sale of chainsaw and mower – but I maintain they were stolen. 540. Telstra Chinese pc nerd stole $120 with a 2nd purchase of Netgear nighthawk modem m2, that is FAULTY but only when battery not installed now, when new it was only when battery was installed - fucking telstra computer nerds. convo: Netgear nighthawk modem m2 - has issue of turning off and rebooting repeatedly, if battery is removed but still plugged in to wall charger. Can you please fix, as now Ok, but in summer, modem will not work with battery; it is too hot here, it will overheat fix now, ready for later. 😁 From my personal experience with call centre people, I need to add: after the conversation here is ended, that is the end of all our interactions. Please try to understand I do not wish to speak to you later, at a later time. Nor do I wish to see you, and nor are any of my belongings YOURS. - they refused to fix it! 541. Metal slip-in boomerang SUPPORT BAR for ute tray TONNEAU mitsubishi triton/Toyota tray $100 542. Champagne sunglasses were stolen at Gin Gin, amongst others, a white pair too $12 543. 2m length Rio Rod stolen at Gin Gin $40 548. A small whisk was stolen at Gin Gin $10 549. A 2nd green potato bag stolen $15 550. Food continued to be swapped out at this address at Coles prob Woolies 551. 2 pink linen pillow slips brand-new 552. My story about mum "I'm on the phone" gone! – heaps of my stories stolen at this address 554. Blackberry, thornless from Australian Plants online ANOTHER FORCED RELOCATION TO SARINA, QLD, 4737, AND THE THIEVING CONTINUES, AND AGAIN WITH LANDLORD / REAL ESTATE HARASSMENT FROM YET ANOTHER STUPID BLONDE 534. Food continued to be swapped out at this address at Coles prob Woolies 534. guy at Reject Shop overcharged 75c, till said it was, so girls scanning wrong barcode when I enter thew shop – the follow me around the shop with their scanners trying to see what is on my list, usual common deliberate tactic 535. Full glass jar of screws? From here or gin gin $200 536. Blue fringe swimmers $50 537. Eucalypts woodwardii seed pkt $200 538. Metal whisk $20 539. Coles Mackay delivery girl stole a cat food satchel, then gumtree robin purchased something $1.75 540. Melaleuca diosmatifolia -seed stolen (I may have sent 2 pkts in my last seed order, as that’s what I did with another one?) $10 541. Horse stories off my blog, heaps, also from my back up, I have to rewrite them – stupid bitches $999 542. My external hard drive storage CABLE – weirdos $10 543. My snapshot of a water wok benchtop from Grand Designs, that I put on Pinterest, gone 544. Nutribullet cup, small one with handle, that was left at kooka mail centre, probably the idiot who left it there for someone to have, saw that I got it, then stalked me up here and stole it – surrounded by idiots $10 545. The “Dob in a Doctor” link from my Outlook was STOLEN! – needed to dob in dodgy Sarah physio who stole $80 546. Another good Roller Ball pen stolen $20 547. Ebay stole $3.33 from you wire order at checkout $3.33 548. 100g fibre tops angora from feltfine, the really light pink one $35 549. Petunia in small pot – seed from Large Cherry, etsy Poland, I think a fake courier delivery driver stole it $20 550. my pumpkin seed tray in small pot, and geranium great balls of fire seed tray taken then returned with no seed – weird, the yummy pumpkin, also my good Pima cotton that I had been saving since Rangari – the extra super soft and super fine cotton – it was by chance ‘struck gold’ seed $200 551. Bra receipts stolen from my eBay and PayPal, Plus money seems to be on listed in Paypal whether it was stolen or not, I do not know, but I definitely purchased it. 552. Stolen one of my cats chicken in a glass Tupperware container from fridge overnight?, also biscuits disappearing overnight, a few of my crockery suddenly had chips in them over night, eggs missing from the carton, and I found a sponge lying on the floor one time when I got back from posting letters. Locked unit? $15000 553. Amazon seller said my lycra bike shorts never turned up, so stolen in the post at Sarina?, plus the photo I took of the envelope was stolen off my PC possibly $25 554. Toll Bundaberg stole from me by later sending me a bill for $30 stating my measurements were incorrect – AND THEY WERE NOT $30 555. Pack and send, and Just Freight Courier in Bundaberg overcharged me $30 at checkout – STUPID FEMALE DOGS $30 556. Peter Holland re seeds resent – Sarina Australia post is beeping at me and turning up at the units at odd times during the day, they are looking guilty, or people are pretending to be Aus post – perhaps DOGS WHO PLAY SIDES – as in, idiots. SEE POLICE, SEE HOW CLUELESS YOU ARE, AS TO WHAT GOES ON 557. Big glass jar of honey from MPB (it may have smashed when the fridge dropped? Don’t think so) $10 558. Liquid potash ½ bottle missing – stolen $15 559. 1 Melaleuca spathulata tube seedling $25 560. 1 rolled frozen chicken breast $10 561. Crepis yellow envelope (looking for it, the sleeve press broke, $200) 562. +3 magnification black reading glasses $12 563. Callistemon Spp Pink my Barbie Pink seeds, half the pkt stolen and bag left open $60 564. Onion shoot, whole new thing, gone, overnight $5 565. Sand people across the rd tried to charge me $5 for a half a bucket of sand - THIEVES 566. I think 4 meat pies have been stolen from the freezer? $16 567. Glue by faulty glue at total tools mackay, I think that dumb accountant followed me around next time I went to Mackay, 2 mnths later $17 568. Sewing machine Led bulb by Australia post or seller?, but then a new one I ordered was so dim it was theft too 569. Centrelink by not acknowledging medical certificate upload – 2hrs waiting on phone – that will be $130 thanks 570. GumTree fakers wasting my time with pretend interest 571. Ladder pushed into my car, that old man from no 9 did it with dogs? – that’s their stupid fighting mentality 572. Tail light broken – hit and run $45 573. Sarina Master Mechanical stole $72.50 with NO DIAGONIZE AND WANTED TO STEAL $600+ IN THE FUTURE, then after the bank said they would put in a dispute, suddenly I got a another engine light – they did it. (I won – they sore LOOSERS) its not like I would ever go back to them- no point – pointless people. bimbo wife stalked me at iga carpark and put sugar in fuel tank, plus stalked on facebook. town bully thugs 574. My entire GumTree folder from my outlook was deleted – I keep every transaction, listing and message – I told you those people are as dodgy as hell 575. More meat from freezer- I think initially some little bitch controlfreak was stating ; “well, its been in there 3 mnths, so its past used by date – its ok to take it” – way of justifying their thievery bullshit. So since then I have had copycat old men “ooohhh, its past its used by date, I haaave to take it” – having a go at little bitch whilst also stealing from me. -all the food in my freezer is nobody else’s concern, fuck off both. 576. Email receipts missing from outlook, and server – totally gone, frequently this happens, lucky I screenshot 577. Beam escooter charged me double for the time I spent testing their escooter, so charged $13 instead of $6.50 578. Coles Mackay are stealing by not delivery essential goods that I paid for already on delivery day; so I have to order again and pay the $50 minimum, especially big problem ever since I have been here, 2 yrs now. 579. Sarina Council stole 3 leptospermums and 2 E citriodoras in the form of non thinking gunho 80’s mentality 580. Another Pair of Beige Reading Glasses STOLEN early mid 2023 $22 581. Green Beanie with Ear Flaps Missing, May 2023, most likely stolen by dickhead neighbour who wanted me to look at their car $78 582. 2kg kangaroo mince, stolen 29th, stolen mitre 10 carpark or at the lights by someone on escooter. I reckon stolen by the dogs incahoots with the pet shop in mackay, due to the fact that I thought to myself what a bimbo their staff was, when they gave me incorrect information. Bimbo. I will not be retracting my thought. I cannot go to mackay anymore, they all steal from me they placed carpet snake on my aircon $20+ 583. Coles and Woolies stealing eggs via rotten eggs $25 584. 4cm Marimo Moss Ball Live Aquarium Plant, ebay seller jinbaoer (sent plastic) IDIOT 0104-AU-ECA-FBO-AUD@ebay.com $25 585. 1 concession stamp $1.20 586. Unopened Water filter, stolen by people on Netflix incunjunction with my stupid neighbours at 108 $25 587. Chip place in my glass tank after I uploaded my youtube aquarium vid – police called 17th July. Then after I covered it with tape, the tape was stolen – IDIOTS – I AM NEVER GOING TO LIKE YOU, YOU STUPID DOGS. I AM NEVER GOING TO PAT YOU OON THE HEAD YOU STUPID DOGS. $350 588. Blonde Endler with good colour and small size, stolen by breeder from Aquarium Central or youtube boys $55 589. 2 Broccoli soups stolen from freezer $58 590. Pink Nylon Netting stolen from outsider my unit last night, Saturday 5th August 2023 $12 591. Apple – big thieves, they turn my iPad camera off when I go into town, so dogs next door can steal food out of my fridge. And Telstra has something to do with it, as often when I have called Telstra / apple / PayPal / ebay – I get the same girl – she is computer nerd DOG. She also has something to do with organising fake jobs providers; getting bullies from my past in life and inserting them in jobs provider positions to do my appointments. Nazis. $10000 I bet so far 592. One of my 2 remaining pairs of PC desk reading glasses stolen 13th Aug 2023 from locked unit, black, clear and brow $5 593. Theft via chips and stains – I need to start keeping track of these too; rose coffee cup, pink bowel, fish tank 594. 1 pkt Eucalyptus macracarpa seeds (ofcourse stolen by idiot dogs) $8 595. Another 4 trees stolen by sarina council; 2 stolen, 2 mown over, possible Nev and or Molly from realestate responsible. I continue to be surrounded by moron anti nature idiots 596. Rubbish bin smashed, same time, police report – they did nothing 597. Crap pen stolen after I emailed stationary supply shop 598. 2 sponge filters from dirty aquarium stolen, and 1x 1” clear pipe x30cm $35 599. M8 washer stole, just 1, stolen by a pervert September 2023 $5 600. Another 2 nutribullet cups stolen $65 601. All but 1 of all my SD Cards and TF Cards have been stolen $200 602. ANOTHER Essential Oil - Chamomile STOLEN $70 603. ButterNut Pumpkin Seed-bad ones-Joshua Jackson, Tugun QLD ordered, maybe plot to get good ones? $25 604. LG / Amazon / seller Mexi Trading stole via return postage costs that they did not pay for anyway $21 605. My Set of knitting Stich Holders was STOLEN at Gin Gin, Kookaburra Park I will include ‘bother’ time: $60 606. Boxfan photos stolen off PC $5 607. Xgody carcam broken, then replaced, but with inferior one with no plates detection $500 608. Another chicken breast was stolen $6 609. Begonia, 2 Bulbs from etsy seller Eskimo, who then closed my account so I could not get my money back $18 610. Another 2 male blonde Endlers stolen, police and ambulance driver doing sirens when item stolen. Cowards. New neighbour moved in then left 2 days later – landlord related. I think they stole frozen chicken too. Attention seeking idiots 611. Frozen pies taken at same time out of freezer $12 612. Another 5 chicken breasts were stolen out of my freezer October November 2023 (5 this time) $20 613. 1 neoprane glove taken from my swim bag in the car – they just took one $10 614. Male Endler stolen from bucket outside by courier copycat grey car, or white ute $25 615. Another 2 Male Endler stolen whilst I was in the shower – drunk girl next door? 616. Red betta stolen from bucket outside -youtube guy did it ‘keepfishsimple’ – he asked dickhead neighbour to do it, so he did – so stupid plus neighbours at 108 harassing me re feeding fish – they thieves too 617. My Last Male Endler stolen last night by my neighbours – they all acting strange. Youtube comments by thieves 618. New lycra Sewing needles strewn all over the floor one morning? Stoeln Silver clasp from colosseum, found lying on sewing room floor same time – they returning items, I think the missing glove was returned to same day? 638. 1m Lycra stolen, Australia Post antics? 619. Rosemary essential oil stolen from bedroom, NOV 2023 later returned near empty, neighbour Jackie is stealing them, I tried to report police 8/2/2024, police refused to record theft, her plates; 049HD6, PC photo stolen $30 620. Rose fertiliser stolen, and possibly more potting mix stolen from car port, NOV 2023 621. Kmart IT nerds stealing my time with false information on website, then changed re waterproof sheet $200 622. Redbubble; A true artists will not stand for oppression, they stealing by hiding my designs from public since 2015 – possible due to theft of my designs? note there are now heaps of copycats of my native designs. $25000 623. 2 Paint scrapers stolen either from Sarina or Gin Gin? $50 624. 8 Inch Air Stone Stolen $4.61 + $65 in time wasting reporting 625. Coles Mackay online are stealing by adding 2 - they change my 1 product, to 2 626. Coles Mackay are also stealing by not delivering half my order, so I have to reorder and pay extra minimums, the fake manage John, refuses to order my items up from the Brisbane wharehouse 627. Coles Mackay are also stealing by sending ‘off’ refrigerated foods 628. Woolworths are stealing if I leave my unit and click n collect, by sending in thugs to my unit when I am not here, then they do signs about it – they are Sarina thieves, all the staff at Sarina Woollies are thieves 629. Pack and Send Courier at Mackay refused to serve me unless I pay $100 for a pick up– she’s one of the thieving dogs from Bundaberg 630. Figure 8 silver clasp returned to floor, and sewing needles scattered on floor coinciding with new tenant Jackie? 631. Another frozen chicken taken when I went down to woollies to collect groceries, Mon 18th Dec, I suspect new neighbour Jackie, a skinny brunette with a child as partner, she works 7 days apparently then 7 days off, getting bored, these items were taken on her last day here, plus she spoke to me afterwards – dodgy dog - not a cheeky fun little girl you stupid neighbour old men. an evil dog. 632. Also taken then, mini lotus plant taken from bucket pond 633. Also taken then, my good pima cotton set aside seeds were stolen 634. Also then, chipped placed in Serenity Rose Cup with replacement not being delivered –so ebay; huishanliang, - Di sandron, put a chip in my mug, (CHIPS ARE COMMON PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE FORM OF ATTACK by stupid people - then refunded me for the mug that didn't turn up, it said that it probably still will turn up and I should keep it- this is the bull I have to deal with, see what they did, vandalized my mug, then paid for it to ease their conscious – I WANT COMPENSATION FOR BREAK AND ENTER PLUS STRESS thanks very much; $5000 per incident (and – you dickhead retailers, wake up). 635. amazon sent brand-new spray bottle that had been used with pesticide ! 636. Microsoft outlook are stealing emails by deleting off server and not showing emails older than 11 mnths 637. Gumtree is run by thieves, they steal every time I list a free product, they say it is free, but it is not 638. My brown gradient reading glasses taken from bedside table 639. My black with purple arm reading glasses taken from bedside table -Every time reading glasses are stolen, eyekeeper sends a catalogue email 640. computer hackers hack my computer and break my mouse, so that I have to purchase another one - every 12 months they do it clock work (my new one was damaged and I had to resort back to the old one and hey presto, working fine. No brand, I buy small one, just says 3d optical mouse made in china, it comes in purple or browny 641. centerlink staff steal from me – 2 birth certifictes were stolen by them too 642. Tagetes essential oil stolen - many items stolen in the month I switched to NETFLIX – they are thieves, those so called “actors” – total thieves, they belong in jail. I will never susbscribe again $35+ 643. A new baby red shrimp, taken night before I realized door can be opened easily when locked $55 644. 2 tail lights smashed on 2 different outings $50 645. Neighbour dickhead is pulling strands out of my shagrug as it was driving over the ute, in the drive way $200 646. 3 safety switch blackouts10th Jan 2024, either dishwash or someone breaking in to powerbox – Molly at Ray White slow to switch back on – deliberatley slow. Because of that, I would say it would be deliberate cut off?? 647. Possible iodine cotton buds stolen – 14? Door locked all night? 648. Black poly elbow with thread at one end – they gave me by mistake, then someone stole it out of my unit $4 649. Centerlink put me on hold for 3hrs 20minutes to determine if I was crazy (if I got angry, I would be considered crazy, if I was pleasant - then sane) – IDIOTS 650. Pureharvest Organic Tamari Soy Sauce Wheat Free Salt Reduced – this was placed in my fridge then stolen 651. 2 bottles my chicken stock? 652. 1 glass air line joiner $5 653. Sleep beanie returned $79 654. Micala from Nutrien Harcourts Ayr – wasting my time in fake rentals and fake online application process $460 655. Christine Reid’s seeds – mail NARRAWONG Victoria, also proof of purchase stolen off pc $3.55 656. Whole 1 kg pktof Barramundi frozen fish stolen out of freezer, after lock was fixed $30 657. Something was taken today as fake police sirens outside my unit after a trip to Woolworths ?? 2 things taken 658. Kylie Ryan seeds Cotton Pima and Eucalyptus ficifolia 8 Elizabeth st Biggenden Qld kryan1573@gmail.com $18 659. Marg Stockill ‘s seeds 55 Rice Street Park Avenue Queensland 4701 0427730966 m.stockill@cqu.edu.au $12 660. Christine Reid ‘s seeds 55 Orchards Road NARRAWONG Vic 3285 +61404507339 inlandskies@gmail.com $12 661. Daniel Saunders bluesharoom@yahoo.com.au a sabotager of my business, address; SE 8, 100 Melbourne Hill Road, Warrandyte Victoria 3113 aswell as Daniel Breves Ribeiro the faker ($200 short last year, plus he asked for the use of my H. splendens photo in local seeds gardening australia magazine article, I agreed, but then he ban me from local seeds the next week – very suss. My poor H. splendens died before I could propagate good hybrid quality 662. Ray White charge $150 fumigation, but the fumigator charged $55; Molly Dunbaven at RayWhite trying to steal $100 on a vacate – and did, I had no choice but to pay for their shonky building with holes 663. Coles failed to deliver last 3 orders. Lying stating no drivers and before that they sent me unrefrigerated items – so off cream and milk 664. Wooden dish drying rack $60 reported 9797954 665. Plug in Battery charger for Panasonic camera $25 666. Hakea bucculenta seed supply $300 667. 2 pkts seeds - Vanilla Lily - Dichopogon strictus (Arthropodium strictum - Chocolate Lily) x 2 pkts $15 668. Helichrysum essential oil – whole bottle stolen and NOT returned this time $40 669. Lemongrass essential oil – whole bottle stolen and NOT returned this time- taken later than Heli $10 670. After a microsoft update, my monitor had a red bullseye in the centre, plus the menu stopped working $107 671. Raywhite stole $55 for THEIR pest problem due to inadequate building construction and holes $55 672. Hakea bucculenta seeds, whole lot, about $300 worth, stolen just after I uploaded to ebay for sale 24th April 673. Hibiscus heterophyllus seeeds - Native Rosella, all of it stolen Daniel Saunders I bet stole them 674. Domain and Realestate.com apps – re 30 applications and 30 automatic rejections – useless and discriminatory 675. Monthly Outlook reminder to do tax was stolen 676. Canon printer thieving ink cartridges, $65 versus $3.80 via tracked cartridges 677. Receipts and photos of package of my 2 tail light bulbs from ebay 678. little jar of collected dried cochineal bugs? 679. Gumtree theft; whenever I list something gets stolen; listed aquarium pebbles, and lotus stolen. My whole Gumtree folder in Outlook was stolen too. I suspect every single person who’s ever contacted me on gumtree is a thief, and they have figured out that they can be tracked via their Username and so they have deleted all my emails from outlook. 680. Aramax Courier in Mackay wanted $100 to pick up a small parcel thieving little women. 681. Sewing machine thread spool, my spare one, plus one from the machine 360. Maidenhair and 1 other plant that I planted out in the garden at the unit complex, were dug up and stolen! 682. Marigold ‘sparky mixed’ seeds stolen and replaced with a different variety!! IDIOTS 683. Cinnamon oil missing (149 items) 684. Compiled list of every single font – in a ring binder (did it in 2015 – stolen in 2025, can’t believe it lasted so long –) 685. Sage essential oil taken returned ¾ empty 686. Capsicum ‘Orange Bell’ - Capsicum annuum SEED 687. blade and blue pads accessories, stolen from glass cutter 688. stainless steel u shape hose connector for aquarium 689. Key for fuel cap (subsequently put sugar in fuel tank, including yesterday at sarina beach car par $30.99 690. Car camera reversing camera- could get plates from 100m, then suddenly could not, swapped over? $400 691. Googlemaps keep deleting all my reviews, so they are not visible to the public, they are only visible to me – this is extreme tyrannical nazi dictatorship behaviour from GOOGLE. 692. Domain.com, and RealEstate.com, and all the realestates associated with, which I applied for rentals in 2024, dozens, - none of them considered my rental application citing my income as the reason. Considering I receive a standard government income, this is not the reason. All those bitches can go to hell, you are fucking thieving cunts. 693. Someone stole my Coles feedback that I emailed to myself – bloody computer nerds, they are so arrogant and self entitled 694. 1 of 3 yellow squishy massage balls, looks like a golf ball, but yellow $5 695. Scales were stolen swapped over for bad ones, and bread flour stolen, so I think local bakers 696. Tampons – supermarkets get in polyester tampons from Romania or the US, – blatent theft plus disposure of toxic chemicals in other countries in passive aggressive manner. 697. 2 stainless steel long bbq skewers- they left 4, just took 2 703. facebook stole my 2nd hand goods when i was trying to sell due to multiple relocations, so could not sell on marketplace, so lost $1000's 705. large blue bottle in bathroom with hair oil stolen - Apricot oil with Rosemary, Geranium, Lime New Address (another forced location, but this one better than all the rest! Secret location – Note, after probably three months of living here. I suddenly had a dog stalker on Facebook who got hold of my blog and thought they would discredit me by handing out my blog address. (Fucking idiot), but these words Secret location must have triggered something in stupid dog stalker because I suddenly had items go missing and the ambulance sirens from Gin Gin again starting up. Facebook stalker stupid dog. I hope they get cancer and die (as well as their whole family). 724. Food continued to be swapped out at this address at Coles prob Woolies 725. Had several items go missing but then turn up next day in the first 2 weeks, so maybe just lost from stress of relocating again? 726. Woolworths gives me stale bread, discovered they have always done so, its never freshly same day baked. Coles same. 727. Amazon customer service stole $6.30 coffee subscription, stating its now $9 728. Coles still stealing from me by not delivering half my order 729. Coffee cup people stealing me by putting my favourite design set up double price , and making them too tall for my coffee machine anyway $80 730. Sponge to the cat fountain has been stolen (3 aquarium sponges taken before aswell – WHAT THE ) 731. Dogs still deliberately trying to make me feel uncomfortable at kmart and Drs waiting room – by making me wait excessive times. Plus they send in female dog who has fake laugh – maybe an app. Bully tactic. 732. I think 2 stupid dogs down at Sarina Dr’s put something in my petrol tank? Making noise. put-put and smoke? 733. Organic apple 734. 1.25kg frozen roo mince 735. Another organic apple 736. My hand made black cotton silk shirt, short sleeve, summer, slightly transparent, taken 2023 at sarina $250 737. All Security camera app people steal footage, plus access sound, plus insert hidden cameras in smart light bulbs 738. Telstra bullies switch off my internet again on a Saturday afternoon, all June and july 739. After using drop saw in Car port, someone twisted the nut raising the height by 1” - Saturday, 13 July 2024 740. Australian tax office stealing by purchasing my 2nd hand goods on etsy; so tax is auto taken out, - as I do not have to pay tax on that sale; they spend the money just so I get screwed out of tax. STUPID, really stupid. $150 741. Tax office stole ‘already paid’ tax, on income less than $21000, no refund apun request/tax lodgement 742. Perverts at YouTube deleted my account with 100 video uploads 2023, have to create another with different email – fucking dot com IDIOTS. – in 2026, they reinstated it – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID PERVERTS 743. Facebook fakers putting in fake posts of things I want on marketplace, then refusing me. Zomai Hourigan total faker 744. Facebook fake businesses discriminating against me, ones run by women - little girls; Bowen technique in Sarina, Olga and Andrew Albu,– Olga complete bullshit, she is stealing peoples money with no medical or healing abilities. 745. Photos of purchases on PC are disappearing (bidet and motor rotor) 746. I realize I have not listed my stolen fabric designs – there have been heaps stolen off my pc 747. Twit at Sarina landcare short changed me 10c 748. App computer nerds stealing and causing problems. ALL apps seem to be a privacy problem, I have to remove CBA, Macdonalds and Brumbys 749. Telstra, centerlink, bauer, dr’s, postoffice, all conspiring to tell me my phone is broken so I have to get another one and pay extra $135 – those dogs thought I underpaid for my original new phone, so co-conspired to force me to buy another one at extra cost, REAL narcissistic dogs. Telstra girl said her name was Catherine Jade – as if real name. 750. Cba stealing weeks later on cc bakery transactions through fake surcharge $1.12, after investigation; stating insufficient proof, after I supplied it, plus no signature at bottom of letter, just ‘Payments Services Utility’ 751. Woollies Ooralea stole my ham, as punishment for car battery people not needing to replace battery – little 752. Sewing scissors review vid for temu showing FAULTY SCISSORS (I DID IT AGAIN, ONLY TOOK 1 MINUTE) 753. Magnetic sewing guide, taken off my sewing machine (So many sewing items have been stolen from me over the years it's been quite bizarre, it's like anyone in my local area who can sew (aside from myself), must be a total thief. Literally hundreds of items taken from my sewing room I bet it's bloody stupid bimbo mothers) 754. Staurogyne repens – aquatic plus photos of it (same person doing updates is same person stealing) June Jul 24 755. Photos of unknown Aralia plant from next door -explains all the ipad updates atm (same person doing updates is same person stealing) June July 2024 756. no one in Queensland knows how to slice ham, or should I say, shave ham 757. sleep, with some sort of electronic device outside my window going off at 4am 18th Aug Sunday morning 758. 19th Aug ALL NIGHT electronic beep ON OFF and a girls voice ; RACK OFF YOU STUPID DOG 759. coles stealing from me I order shallot they sent me a brown onion and they still charge me for a lotShallot 760. another kangaroo mince stolen 1st sept 2024, girls in pink 761. ‘stand up straight’ outlook reminder stolen 762. Temu refund $15.33 one day then $13.33 next, on all outlook emails, stole $2 & CRAP shoes, trying to kill me 763. 2 flickr accounts again Sept 2024 – attention seeking idiots 764. Chamelaucium ‘Local Hero’ dug up, I do not suspect the local bush turkey, I suspect my neighbours trying to be funny, and breaking the law whilst trying – I hope they get cancer and die 765. Microsoft stealing email access and my time to reset passwords – perverts “We recently received a request to recover your Microsoft account emilyconstancebieman@outlook.com. Unfortunately, we have determined that the information you provided was not sufficient for us to validate your account ownership. We take the security and privacy of our customers very seriously and are committed to protecting your personal information.” – Plus they keep changing my password, they hack my pc, and literally change it 766. These 2 I am not sure 100% :Seed raising mix, part taken, have had to move potting mix / seed mix inside -Seasol, bottle half emptied last night Saturday, car revving near steves mums place? 767. car rear view mirror off this morning, that neighbour been yelling out the last 24hrs, harassing me and beeping, I suspect he knocked it off 768. NOT kipfler potatoes at Veggies unlimited Mackay they may have been swapped out, but I doubt it, they did so later to try and save themselves $10 769. iphone swapped over with phone that has cracks and scratches – or painted with resin finish that later comes off – to trick customer, ebay 361. iphone se and ipad 3 are putting “ugly filters” on all photos, this blurs them and makes them pixelated 770. harassed by centerlink caller today 4 phone calls, she said her daughter was playing with her phone- BULL 771. Sarina Council in cahoots with Mitre 10? poisoned me 7am with sprayers 13/09/2024 – deliberate, still having breathing difficulties? Email I sent to mitre 10 complaining was deleted from my outlook – Simone Sarina Office sarmanager@cporter.com.au, so computer nerds involved - it is a conspiracy. 772. CBA have charged 1 Coles order, twice on cc $245 x $245, they tried on 2nd but I email nazied them, then removed cc, so now I have to transfer cash to paypal before and pay that way – thieving dogs steal if you don’t pay attention ALL THE TIME, including the bank. This is the 5th time I have caught CBA stealing via pending payment and business asks them to withhold money for fake dept – they are stealing in this manner, $100’s so they charge my account on day of shopping aswell as on delivery day – they charge my cc twice – AND BECAUSE THEY STEAL FROM IN THIS WAY – OTHER PEOPLE SEE, AND COPY CBA – cba sets the bar, they are irresponsible trying to play God when they cannot see the whole picture. Stupid centerlink refused my disability pension in 2020 because of these women- a “movement of will” 773. My car may have been taken out at night and driven up to Mackay? 100km unaccounted 774. Those above things coincide with multiple seed purchase first week october – I am fairly certain they are stealing with one hand, and giving with the other – but not quite making up the difference (by a lot)? 775. Another ½ kg frozen roo meat stolen while I left front door open and got washing out back Friday arvo11th oct 776. Whole Baby spinach plant was taken, prowler last night, and delivery of seed collection related? 777. Whole green tray of chili seeds ‘sweet temptation’ October 2024 possibly co-insiding with rd workers outside? 778. Coles are swapping brisket for cornbeef cut, so mislabelled too 779. Charging cables – suspected local teenagers stealing, plus swapping for faulty ones- I am taking dozens of cables I have had to purchase this year. 780. Pimelea ferruginea ‘Magenta Mist’ seeds, coinsides with Eddy Tucker and Nindethana order 781. Linda Young, Rupanyup, VIC, 4 seed packs, no money 782. Green hose joiner from outside tap 783. 4th Nov 8am door unlocked apple video footage proving it, with no one seen on camera unlocking it, the neighbour and her dog barking too, and plane - rack off plane you useless idiot. 784. Panasonic lumix camera – the dogs have done something, I line up photo, all is in focus, take photo, then the photo is blurry. Work sabotage; native flower photo competitor sabotaged my camera $1000 785. Large Pink garden hat, stolen out of locked car, police reported 786. Azalea indica 'Carnival Fanfare', dug up and stolen, same time hat was stolen? same time I saw a black dog down near the jackfruit on Sunday 3rd Nov, heading to LL, a friend of LL I whistled, it ran to LL? Killed a roo x 2, arranged on road down to beach. Locals trying to ban me? Cassandra hayes stalking me on facebook and now at neighbours, old man next door. Have blocked her and her family. she probably should be reported to police too, possibly her responsible for putting sugar in my petrol tank at iga and poisoning me at mitre 10. I always get bloody retard dogs stalking me. F-U-C-K O-F-F I think is Sam Taylor, Mollys friend from raywhite harassing me next door too. I have a photo of her up the hill. 787. Grey hose joiner from inside – yeah, well, the cookers thought you were hilarious for stealing this - simplebrain 788. CBA again stole $140 off my creditcard and also stole my screen shot from 10th Nov creditcard statement off my pc 10th November 2024 789. I note dogs on Facebook are working to push fake businesses, and stealing money that way, like fake massage girls, a whole heap of fake mystic "readings" 790. plant notes are being stolen out of Word and reappearing on facebook in different form 791. 4TH November 6:30 pm the same thing happened again I locked the door returned half an hour later to find it unlocked and no evidence on ipad camera of anyone unlocking it 792. Another 2 x ½ kg frozen bag of pet mince stolen from freezer 793. Perfume atomiser with geranium 794. Mackay jobs provider harassment via phone bullying, male this time – prob has blonde bimbo wife 795. 200g rose fertiliser stolen out of new bag that had been sticky taped back up by mitre 10- mackay 796. Possible Dendrobium seeds taken off plant before I collected, as girl did youtube vid on how to sow-typical theft 797. Brumby's Apricot Danish, lying; madeup flour supplier, computer glitch.disrespectful idiot, channel 9 stole them? 798. Apple update punishing people who do not have new phones by re moving features, like siri and tab search 799. Sergio Alessandro from Brazil and Mamouni Abdelghafour from Morocco have ban ALL int’l sales on ebay 800. Coles staff are still “withholding” certain foods in my orders 801. team global express Courier, aka Mackay Toll, delayed my parcel or allowed it to be delivered elsewhere and lied about the day that it was delivered to cover their buts or cover the thieving bimbos buts. i think to try and make me look bad for requesting refund - Temu probs 803. stealing in the morning?; Acacia podalyriifolia? Rack off fake ambulance sirens 804. Nutribullet seller from ebay quixma68, stole motor unit by giving me faulty one, only last 11 mnths, not refund - PaymentsinfoAU@ebay.com.au, after they said they would. 805. ebay purchasing my seeds then asking for refunds on them later?? As Ebay order email receipts not coming through on the 30th, I cancel, they do not reorder could be facebook related wannabe doogooders RACK OFF - Or business sabotage; most sellers send it with expensive postage because they don't use a card envelope, so jealousy; jealous sabotage. 806. Target, Australia post not delivery my parcels, return to sender AMAZON ONLY 807. Bob Fox at Pegs Creek $25 houseplant ANOTHER Aus Post PARCEL MISSING -Possible faker do-gooder from Western Australia 808. Spotlight sold me cotton towels that were actually a cotton blend with acrylic – this is theft 809. Retailers are MONUMENTAL THIEVES, they have ‘dogs’ who come to my place and steal after I purchase from them – this has been happening for the last 20 years – they have no morals, no values and are CRIMINAL THIEVES 810. .com stealing by search results – Mr windows charging $40 for $6 product 811. Another half kilo of frozen roo meat was taken yesterday Sat 18th Jan, Saturday is a really common day for stealing, so I forgot to lock the back door yesterday as I was distracted by landlord coming over. And its someone who speaks like this “All good hun” 812. Another pair of beige reading glasses, brand new still in packaging, stolen, photo stolen off PC and retailer stole them listing too - .com related thefts. And WAKE UP retailers, make BEIGE reading glasses, so the stupid bimbos stop stealing mine. 813. Apple ipad stealing back features; Tab search in safari, Siri, open file in browser for ‘find in document’ 814. male blonde Endlers out of that first tank, heaps about 30-50 they sell for $6 each 815. aaa batteries? 816. sweet chilli tray? I thought so, but later an unopened seed bag of sweet chilli turns up in my chilli seed bag?? 817. Neutrogena removed my face moisturiser from their product line 818. Arshole next door went over to garth and ally’s and told them to whippersnipper my tree, (that I asked if I could plant on their side – she said yes), but her husband whippersnippered it, so I asked him, next time, to remember there is s a tree there, and could he not. So the tree grew back, but 2 days later was gone again. Plus they had thrown a dead chook on my driveway. I am so glad I am not married. Idiots. Beyond me how a woman would marry a child still. 819. Stolen - black, well used, pink paint stained, light weight, TARP - 1.7x1.7m, maybe Oct 2024? - just WEIRD, as the bimbos don’t usually take ‘dirty’ items 820. lime seeds (taken from inside house on kitchen table, they were free, given to me. ME). Plus fan front was unscrewed and left on floor. 821. Coles driver or packer stole 1 slice of cheese from Deli Swiss cheese, and left wrapping unwrapped. 822. Coles bakery is skimping on tiger paste (on top of the Tiger rolls) 823. Hillary Hook from North Ipswich tried to sabotage my seller account 824. There’s a dog named Zoe at Sarina or fb admin (fake name) who is trying to steal my rental - dogs playing sides (I had a real dog named Zoe as a child.) 825. Cheese taken out of my cart, coles it nerds 826. Temu retail clothing dogs are trying to give me breast cancer with bras that do not fit properly 827. George Grelak from Blakehurst stole 10000 purslane seeds $15.55 828. Cream, or something (?) was placed on my new table after I got back from town yesterday (no roo mince was stolen) wow, they prob stole something else. 829. $2 stolen on 2nd last transaction only, by Pursehouse rural Sarina accountant, who said it was a creditcard recovery fee, and its always been their policy to apply on all cc transactions – LYING DOG 830. Still with train harassment here, although train line is ages away, they still found away to be heard 831. Australian Financial Complaints Authority are harassing me and intercepting Telstra calls and charging me an additional $2 cc fee for no reason, other than theft, as I had complained about cc fees to cba, they keep sending me emails every time they steal from me in this manner FUCK OFF YOU STUPID CUNTs, 7 so far this year, no name on the emails, just Australian Financial Complaints Authority. 832. Photo of my unboxing Digilex 16L 8 Stage Water Filter Top Ceramic Carbon Water Purifier, off PC, March 2025, stolen by ebay seller Superpetmaster – they sent me the incorrect replacement filter too. Not sure why they felt they had to steal my photo of proof of unboxing? Please tell me? Just weird. I took another photo of it today (minus its filters). Thieving waterfilter girl retailers are on fb too, they stealing waterfilters maybe overcharging? 833. Stainless steel screw taken out of washing machine during delay wash overnight – microsoft pc security update Friday night 28th March – this would have been landlords son, he was yelling out all evening. Fuck 834. Your buyer's delivery details: 835. Michael Lam from Marsfield, NSW shop saboteur -ebay stole $31.10 through refunding buyer before they received the item 836. Another 1 bag of roo mince from the freezer sat 5th April 2025, neighbours hanging around all morning, to distract me to leave back door unlocked while I was washing and having lunch. (I know they were trying to steal fertilizer, but the bag was securely wrapped and upside down, so they could not – thieving mothers getting their sons to steal for them. 837. FB marketplace Admin not allowing me to add tags to my listings which means there's a less chance that they'll be sold 838. Fuel Cap Diesel Locking keys and adding something to my fuel tank, so car goes put put 839. stalked by the dogs at Sarina Beach on my daily exercise regime -they have new cars, could be car industry 840. more good large PINK celosia seed stolen when I went to the dr – dr’s receptionists are stealing from me, they were actually swapped for inferior ones. Stolen after I put photo on facebook- people literally leaving comments - message to thief, “yes I will have some too” unbelievable arrogant thieves – self entitled little spoilt brats. 841. Coles for not delivering my bleach as a result mould kept growing on my mattress and I have to eventually throw the whole mattress out, futon $1200 to replace – as if I can do. 842. 21st April easter mon, 1 of 16 screws taken from my sewing table, plus someone removed a broken safety hook that was stuck in the washing machine in the middle of the day sometime – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID LUNATIC. 843. temu are adding $2-3 on products that are allready in cart they are stealing in this manner 844. don’t want to brandname, so appliance company stole by changing blade to nonheat resistant, so waste of $90 845. decor glass canisters using thin untempered glass that breaks if you hold it tooo tight $24 846. locals not stocking items so I have to pay for postage too, and online - hundreds if not thousands 847. ebay seller CampbellsStore, stated my device was compatible but then said was not – ebay such thieves $17 848. Newly collected native Seed stolen out of car at mechanics (1/4 of the bag) $50 849. Azolla Duck weed, plus Endler fish – stupid little boys 850. Some stupid little bitch on fb local group keeps removing my posts aswell as trying to sabotage my car with car service and mechanics 851. Gov and Telstra stealing from me by speeding ticket $483 – bigger picture, this means no travelling to mackay to sell plants, as they would only cover about less than a quarter of that fine for the whole year. Fuck off, backseat drivers. BACKSEAT comprehende. 852. Robyn Kelly – they doing signs against Glenn Kelly ALP, saying he is going to steal from me or he did re speeding ticket for NOT speeding $483 853. Cba and Coles Mackay, sugarlands Kensington, stealing from me – they are in cahoots, with disgusting delivery driver girl who pours milk in every grocery bag, including ones with no diary 854. Another organic apple stolen June 2025 855. Acacia seed thief $8 Peter Andrews, 128 hartley valley road, Vale of Clwydd, NSW 2790, Australia Phone 0488 515 449 856. supermarkets stealing in the form of BAD bread 857. looks like mouse and calculater calculations problem, re bank - does not make sense, double check calculations - triple check as mouse hacked, and purchased new mouse, but now working – they do this to get me to buy new mouse – a form of theft, and now time theft. $250+ bank fee, whatever they charge for being accused of theft. 858. Eucalyptus erythrocorys last pkt, stolen by fake ebayer Chez Armstrong, possibly stupid dogs saying they stole all the seeds from my tree at Rangari? taken along with apple. Also email with ebay sale, was stolen, ipad outlook and mail app hacked 859. Large oriental lily bulb stolen; put a photo of it on facebook, next day it was dug up and stolen, it is related, even though I had shadecloth covering the pot. Neighbours behaving strangley. Camera directly on pot: switched off (not by me). Either speak to me directly or FUCK OFF. Stop creating weakness. $40 860. $483 stolen by MACKAY POLICE via fake speeding ticket; not speeding when photo taken: FB marketplace plant sales and landlord related plus bimbo cunts who follow me where ever I go, those ones from GrassTree Beach. 2nd ticket by stalking police, stupid police manipulated by dogs - Fuck off, backseat drivers. BACKSEAT comprehende. 861. Cba again, placed $187 on my cc (no transactions reflecting amount in netbank, I thought they were returning the missing money from before), but then next day they removed $127 again - no transactions reflecting amount in netbank, just the total available credit was different. Infuriating, I need to know my correct and accurate balance at all times, not just on statement day. 862. $10 voucher from online plant shop – hackers steal voucher codes 863. Cba stole another $127 off my cc today – tried to change banks, all other banks refused my application 864. Coles and Woolworths have started undercutting their weight, all areas, fruit vegetables, and meat. Before they were always over, by a few grams, up to 10 or 20 - now they’re always under by same. I complained – they changed nothing. 865. Big scratch on iPad, I think they did it yesterday when I went to the butcher? Plus pink bowl stolen, so ipad “keyed” all across front. Plus later discovered pebble in my dishdrawer – some one placed it in there, 2nd time. They prob stole food too. useless security camera plus, water in fuel tank at pursehouse when camera on?? – it’s a big deal for them to have to switch my camera off, HA (just had fuel filter cleaned btw, at sarina) ipad keyed after I updated my Daewoo CAR KEYED story, and a few weeks later my blender was “keyed” FUCKING IDIOT neighbours car idiots. Sarina Master Mechanical they are thieves, put money on that it was them. they are making my car “murmer”. Ipad: that'll be $2000 thanks very much [see you can’t make up for damage done – you can’t afford it. 866. This water in fuel tank is an ongoing issue with some stupid twit stalking me, and putting water in my fuel tank – usually only happened when I parked at IGA carpark, starting 2 yrs ago, but last month they did it Sarina Beach, plus came here a week later (on school holidays) and did it whilst parked in my garage. Neighbours guilty. Some abo young boy doing it – I could pick him out of a line up, saw him in carpark. 867. Coles IT change the dried mushrooms, that had Chanterelle's in, replaced with black fungus 868. Large empty card envelope 869. Manufacturers of plastic who sell those storage boxes on wheels, with lids; absolute cracking crap- you ought to be ashamed of yourselves 870. Ebay buyers with fake names, purchasing in order to sabotage (heaps more before I started keeping tabs, usually with the word “fish” in the buyer name) Like what a disgusting little perverted child would do. 871. 6448.frogs, blobby22, gg9546, handley6844, hearobe-2849, jake-a23, jaremoco07, joyce3854, kabr-3536, lamster74, lotfishing, magicsassy, mamabdelg0, playstationdamien, rai2446, razo_7295, smithy1877, sure_643315, zenartworks I am keeping tabs: 872. Ebay STAFF, you stupid twits if you want a competition as to who is the most dishonest- you are going to lose. BIG TIME, you sell faulty items to people, then steal from their homes if they put in a refund – this is THIEVERY. -ebay and .dotcom satellite people do psychological torture for the amusement of their colleagues - they are disgusting evil people. 873. $18 stolen via purslane seeds on ebay by Handley6844, Eileen Handley, PO Box 400 Robinvale, VIC 3549 874. $7.90 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by blobby22, Susan Skidmore 15 White Oak Avenue Mossman, QLD 4873 875. $19 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by jaremoco07, Linda Young 19 Stewart St Rupanyup, VIC 3388 876. $16 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by Mamabdelg0, mamouni Abdelghafour Duar oled taleb sidi taibi kenitra Kenitra 14000 MA 877. $12 stolen via Eucalyptus seeds on ebay by Talitakum Flowers, Lembang Jl Grand Hotel No 48 Lembang Bandung Barat Jawa Barat 40391 878. $18 stolen via purslane seeds on ebay by 4lng05ih, Bob Fox 54b Galbraith Road Pegs Creek, WA 6714 879. $19 stolen via Epipremnum on ebay Gg9546 George Grelak 6 Amy Street, Blakehurst, NSW 2221 880. I think cba have been stealing off my cc since 2020 – they changed my card, and the statements for the end of that period are missing? Ebay refunded me $60 for faulty heater and Telstra gave me $60 compensation. I think the bank are trying to make it look like I am confused – when I am not. 881. Glasslock: added to my "stupid" list for not providing replaceable lids for their tempered glassware that will last generations – GENERATIONS (and they are quite expensive) 882. aquarium filter sponge stolen from veranda (4th one stolen over some years) 883. 1 pumpkin from vege patch 884. Still being harassed by bimbos on movies accusing me of being on drugs – fuck off you stupid dogs.(movie deleted later – never happened – such cunts) 885. Redbubble steal my sales money when under $20: so far I have had 3 sales since 2016, have never been paid – they thieves, ALSO sent email: Your margin: US$6.08 (AU$9.35), but online says (AU$8.55) thieves ontop of thieves 886. Brand new GOOD Aquarium adapter for pump swapped over for crap one that keeps falling out of socket $4 887. Pc monitor flui cleaner stolen, I wrote a story about it, then it was returned today, but they stole my pink plate 888. good guys in Mackay beeping me on the telephone ref refusing to refund me my product which is still under warranty - disputed, got a refund, apparently, but more harassment from them, probably they stealing trying to recoup their loss. 889. Ebay order changed in outlook – ebay staff aka Ebony Cosgrove $11 890. Glass jars stolen by dodgy facebook women, then I bought more from woman who tried to overcharge, I think was that girl who stole my wallet at Grave Attire, she has daughter now, let me guess, her name Emily? What a thieving stalking bimbo – I think theres a que now, single mother bimbos. 891. My neighbours in front of me are harassing me with tapping sounds in the morning, usually, and my neighbours next to them are perving on me via kitchen windows, they are also verbally harassing me making sure I can see them – 1 old lady, skinny, and 1 man dressed always in orange. Plus some younger people were there a while back, harassing me at night, they had a fire going, they may have fiddled with my aquarium heater on the verander, and broke it, or even worse turned it up in order to kill my fish, it was around the same time – utter evil STUPIDITY, possibly incahoots with the real estate girl, I saw her there last year, I took a photo of her. Taylor. (btw, those young people were there from guilt, too stupid to realize why they were pissed off, blaming me, when it was them who stole my blonde Endler fish before - A clear conscious leads to a healthy mental state. And some neighbour is letting their bloody big black dog roam around here at night. YOU STUPID DOG OWNER. (its not Barley) All dog owners are stupid. 892. Microsoft are stealing my video’s quality via Lossy Compression and Re-encoding over years. Significantly so. 893. Amazon re cancelling membership they change it to more expensive one $60 894. Budget beef mince from woollies – not sure what it is but it is disgusting. Paper? Sawdust in it?? They are thieves. 895. Pink bread plate stolen today Sunday when Steve asked me to go to his shed and take photos – the thief returned the pc cleaning fluid 896. White bread plate stolen aswell – could be retailer dog related due to dep fair trade and goodguys refunding me – then stealing from me 897. Arnica oil half bottle stolen same time pink plate stolen $50, same thief who stole all my essential oils, but claiming to be a drunk beautician from bundaberg - trying to trick me with identity - STUPID THIEF. plus these last 3 occurred after communicating with liberal politicians? FUCK OFF MICHAEL. But also after eating chocolate outside– jealous bitches? 30ML $70 898. ½ bin full of Potting mix stolen, (my good mix) steve came round and distracted me with stupid questions. Linda Hewitt must be involved in good guys theft? Refunded me then broke into my house and stole $79 worth of my stuff 899. Adapter plug swapped over good to bad (outside on aquarium pump, now it just falls out) 900. car cam with reversing camera, but someone keeps breaking it – breaking in to my car, and breaking my camera – as it records ALL CARS infront of me AND behind me, at ALL TIMES 901. 4 Echinodorus ‘Rose’ - E. horemanii 'Red' x E. horizontalis, (the tall one) stolen, but was mislabelled, actually is ‘Tricolour’ – aquarium industry, the whole lot are thieves 902. Aquarium shops, all of them steal from me, one way or another – they are a total scam. 903. Ebay staff have fake sellers doing product placement, so u wait 2mnths for product (coffee grinder) that was never actually sent 904. Fb deleted my drawer runners listing, no notification, it just vanished, had to redo it 905. Amazon help centre said they would give me a $5 credit for mucking up the subscription – but then never did. 906. Australian website Essentially Australian, fake essential oils – they thieves, operating at Ali and Garths and on FB -could be New Directions doing excess lemongrass and cedarwood oil blends – would not surprise me if this was them? a plot to steal, some fake person on FB doing AI photos of Callitris glaucophylla - White cypress pine, that was Shannan Davies, who also had photo of me superimposed tending marijuana plants – I reported him and my neighbours to police. 907. Next day, after I noted SCAM: 15ml OF THAT essential oil cypress pine stolen 2pm 23rd Sept 2025 while I was doing the washing (1/2 the bottle emptied, plus they left a blue strap on the toilet seat?) $20 fake seed sale Rebecca Jones, 25 Livingstone Street, Yeerongpilly, QLD -HEY BIMBO THAT SALE DOES NOT COVER THE COST OF THE THEFT, maybe they were getting it to test it! Told you. 908. Also more arnica oil was stolen, emptied 909. Korean lacquerware online theft: by search results, so google, etsy and ebay were incahoots to hide the real value of a “compact” inorder to get me to purchase one for $65, when really its value is $25 if that. This is total theft by all online .com, especially google, and including youtube. Ebay steal like this, then try to make up for it by selling my seeds, which may cover some of the theft, but also creates tax hoops. Nuisance. 910. Sand timer stainless steel 911. 1 sewing thread clippers 912. Scissors moved from kitchen to desk 913. 1 brand new unopened sewing tape measure stolen at same time 914. day after thefts, dog girl cut lino in 2 spots with stanly knife that was on table and put pink textamarks on floor, and brown stain of some sort; saw neighbour hanging around. Related to my Brenda and carpet cleaning story 915. Coles delivery driver stole 2 broccoli from my order, coles issued me a $10 voucher with no acknowledgement of the theft. I guess could have a been a lurker on the verander at night? Young man, shortish, tatoo guy, friends with neighbours who steal, Cassandra Hayes? 916. Beach towel -neighbours, Prob incahoots with stupid kmart trying to product place beach towels fuck off you stupid bimbos 917. Sensor light turned off and camera outside turned to face the other way 918. Apple stole siri find my keys, in latest update 919. car rear view mirror vandalised by 14 Herta Lane, Sarina Beach 920. I'm pretty sure AusPost stole my parcel for ebay customer, said they del when they did not! 921. Big spate of thefts in September by neighbours - In September I got AfterPay - Pay in 4, for Temu order – maybe related 922. Andrew Breckenridge pretending to be Professor Graeme Yorston youtube – involved with thefts, and Mrs Amos, Debbie Tydd (what the) 923. Someone got in yesterday and removed the wedge holding up dishwasher, lucky I saw it 924. 2 frozen chicken breast (frozen is not good compared to fresh – stupid copycat thieves) $10 plus plus future bulk chicken, can't get as steal it 925. Australians on the show Insight, stole my stethoscope so they could product place Apple Watch - fuck off you stupid bimbos 926. Cba stole .75c “international transaction fee” – channel 7 reckons this is greedy opportunists toll money only, and should not be paid 927. My story describing the local men here as stupid young men, was stolen off pc 928. Potatoes: Woolworths, what the hell, refuses to sell roasting potatoes. All their potatoes are Waxy: for stews and mashing. Food shortage. 929. Same with onion, only 2 varieties all supermarkets and fruit shops: brown and red – lack of diversity food theft. 930. Paypal dickheads help centre run around the call center guy started talking about sex FUCK OFF YOU PERVERTS 931. Australia Post Mackay depot stole my small kmart parcels 932. Apple and microsoft are trying to steal my photos by omitting half in the transfer from device to pc 933. My tapo is being monitored and hacked 934. Unbelievable sellers on ebay selling cuttings through the mail! And at extreme prices! That will not work! It is plain theft. 935. appears to be some retard sitting in a car at 14 Herta Lane, 1020am 25th November, harassing me with beeping - get a life you stupid dog. Do you need councilling? I can point you in the right direction?? 3rd born retard. 936. Blue tack stolen from hose end, by Microsoft computer nerd bimbos -Dural irrigation related 937. Ebay and youtube stealing – Nigella seeds: black seed oil – old seed not germinating 938. Lotus plant stolen from veranda fish tank, plus before some seedlings stolen, about 5, could be ebay girl related, trying to save Brendon who refunded my battery for $6.95 $50 939. Person who hacked my phone had a Wi-Fi name: DIRECT-1KEO:ILCE–6300, and there's 2 more: CAM_ZB978X230202, DIRECT-aiEO:ILCE–6300, - this will be someone at herta lane, go get police 940. Plenty walnut oil not smelling like walnut. Plus something wrong with blackmores codliver oil - farmed fish with pesticides: as hair fell out after scalp application 941. Woolworths for some reason stole $.50 and they didn't deliver my cream they refunded me but they refunded me $.50 less than the amount they charged! I even told them the price. Then they stole the $5 credit and free delivery that they promised me – some nutters there atm. 942. Nothing on my coles shopping list is available - Not sure who, but coles IT nerds have on their website suddenly “share your shopping list” link, and this seems to be exactly what has happened: everything in my shopping list is no longer available - so coles NO, I do not want to share my list!! stop sharing my list 943. Milk; the supermarket is screwing everybody out of milk. Milk is meant to taste good, what they're selling in there is not milk. Prob milk companies stealing from Australians by reducing fat (taking cream out WAY MORE than what it was prior 2015), water on my weetbix now 944. large /medium white pipette stolen from outside window - they put slit in bottom of flyscreen and pried pipette out 945. Retailer vandalise my DIY sauna tent so I would have to buy a new one 946. my snazzy diy sauna vandalized by jealous retail dog, zipper broken and nylon ripped -Retailer vandalise my DIY sauna tent so I would have to buy a new one 947. inflatable spa punctured week later – so retailer vandalise my DIY sauna tent and then this spa. STUPID 3RD Born DOGS 948. Puncture repair kit – sticker really 949. Woolworths putting water in milk and Sarina Woolworths is stealing the other brand milk -Labels on back of milk is complete bull- they're taking more fat than stated to sell as cream {And safflower oil pobs; woolly’s at Ooralea sell, Sarina does not; locals not competent enough} 953. So those bimbos at the supermarket AND dairy companies, are taking out MORE than stated cream, from the homebrands milk (making it disgusting), and putting it in the Greek yoghurt, which does not usually have cream in it, they probably put it in other yoghurts too; I do not usually get yoghurt, it is an unnecessary expense. I will put money on who ever is responsible has BLONDE hair. 950. Twice now I have been accused and harassed by Telstra for not paying my bill when in fact I HAD paid my bill, then I had to go through all rigmarole to prove that I had paid it. Stop making me into the bad guy you perverts who just like to fight. Plus, pick and see what you want. 951. Silver leptospermum cut off at base of plant 952. Woolworths staff stole this out of cart Help@Hand Tea Tree Oil 200mL 953. 2 jackfruit trees stolen off table out front $40 954. 2 Fishbone fern stolen off table out front $10 - last night, herd them, probably facebook related - 2 people pm - I would say neighbours Ally and Garth pretending to be Clery Morwood and Rafael Guanais – musicians or police, I think police stealing – police are stupid 3rd borns here. 955. Sarina intojobs.com are stalking and beeping me – harassment, could be them going to 14 herta lane and harassing me, and stealing from me 956. No Coles, I do not wish to share my list! OUT OF STOCK – I think their way of combatting my food theft is to get thieves to purchase exactly what I do, so they can eat it at same time and not get food jealous!! 957. I had another pink bowl stolen, so 2 now in several months. This is related to my stupid neighbours, and the people who hoon around on motorbikes and in cars. I have zero tolerance for thieves NO TAKSEY BACKSEYS, ha. (you stupid idiots this is what incenses you the most: ZERO TOLERANCE FOR THIEVES, so you keep coming back for more, you don’t even know why). 958. www.facebook.com/themorningbulletin - ban me from commenting on their posts,- these are the ones that can do something about cba stealing money of cc by withholding money if retailer asks them, as well as charging twice for purchases at coles. 959. 2 Red screwdrivers stolen 2025 960. Someone cut all the chives off the veranda hanging basket over 3 nights 961. Someone Grasstree Beach who is following me whenever I go into Mackay, they turn off to go to grasstree 962. Dogs on the weekend here again - stole lavender essential oil, they emptied out the whole bottle, left the bottle (was ½ full). 963. Facebook marketplace edit notification alerts are total scan once you have stated what you want you won't be able to find it unless it's at inflated price 964. Fresh herbs! Supermarkets are stealing from people; fresh herbs ought to be cheap, $1.80, not $3.20 965. Lavender infused oil $20 966. Mackay butcher substituted lean mince for veal mince (not lean) – no flavour – blonde dog in store the whole time, then left after I purchased without buying anything, plus she had a little blonde girl maybe 6yrs? who came and stood infront of me, and started at me, twice – I think this is Cadbury related – their chocolate is for 4yrolds that can’t taste the difference. They need to be sued – they are begging to be sued. Plus, then again like all these recent thefts, I have some stupid dog apologizing to me – well NO, I do not forgive you, PAY UP THEN rack OFF. 967. Went back to butcher next week: POLICE STOLE AGAIN on mackay butcher trip – stalking another $500 ticket, – stupids I wrote a whole story and put in police complain re Lisa Lynch stealing from me – jealous 3rd born police. (coles refuse to deliver my mince meat so had to purchase from mackay,) because police delayed me, unable to go to butcher, they closed - not coincidence 968. POLICE FINED ME $500 AFTER TYRES - I THINK TO GIVE TO STUPID DOG WHO FOLLOWS ME AROUND TO PAY FOR HALF HER NEW TYRES?? QLD POLICE ARE STEALING FROM ME BIG TIME - related to Robert Naismith, from fakebook market place, retired police officer 969. Secateurs stolen – I suspect police cohort Adrianna Leahy, in loo for free awful dragonfruit, they were given to me as a free item FREE, if you changed your mind after you gave them to me: too bad 970. Another screw, well, shelf suction cup stolen today on fb mp item in back of ute – dogs doing stealing signs – ha ha stupid thief, nursery woman gave me old marjoram for free – SUCKSHIT LITTLE CHILD, a free item – YOU LOSE 971. Retarded blonde bimbo stealing from after someone on FB gives me FREE item. Police related – 3rd born retards stalking me - can't buy any pick up items on marketplace any more - winning too much the police CANT STAND IT (because they are fascists) all of Mackay is affected by these fb mp mafia little girl dogs – its like all those stupid dogs from petersham has moved to mackay. 972. A politician's wife near Mackay using her husband's free travel to move goods around the country and sell on FBMP! not my intention to do something about theft that is not personal to me, but maybe related; wife sees me as a threat and had something to do with getting rid of me on FBMP re Mackay police. So, right back at you; might want to do something about spouses abusing their husbands free travel (bet they are not paying tax on those items) 973. Tyre people added on $9.90 surcharge 974. $500 2nd ticket by entrapment stolen by MACKAY POLICE, some dog said it was for half the tyre cost for the dog who follows me around. I think maybe these idiots see members in the community buying my 2nd hand goods on FBMP, and think they are over paying, and so fined me for it. – and they were getting all the mothers of criminals and stupid teenagers in Sarina to purchase my goods, so then steal it back off me plus 3 times more stolen. STUPID SARINA AND Sarina Beach people, plus Campwin Beach cunts and Grass tree Beach people. Stupid Mackay Police, - Fuck off, backseat drivers. BACKSEAT comprehende. 975. Tip shop mackay stealing; making huge profits from things people chuck out - ripping off poor people, also gov to blame; taking tax on items that have already been taxed. 976. Police are vandalising my carcam so they can’t be recorded following me and driving infront of me – Mackay and Sarina Police - Dogs do signs police stealing because I do washing; using up water. Do they not know that Steve has heaps of water? Stupid police -this is not how you do things – you monumental idiot 3rd borns. 977. Jason McDonald is the person who asked for address and didn't turn up – one of the carhoons? Metaphysical rapists? Secateurs?? He is criminal of some sort 978. Olympics channel and wide world of sports doing fake winter Olympics stories 979. Centrelink still stealing with no disability pension 2026 – dog stalking from ABC Online, same one from JJJ 1998. She has completely sold out. Hamish and Heidi Henry had something to do with it, or UK TV sending me them to make it look as so. Hamish guilty. Centerlink delaying outcome for emotional torment time - ah what the fuck. 980. Coles did not deliver my order yesterday then compensated somewhat – I’m sure someone will steal it 981. rackoff stupid musicians playing kookaburra noises you retard, get a brain – them that stole my new secateurs 982. car hounds at night waking up the whole neighbourhood, who pays these people to be a nuisance like this? you deserve a bullet to your ear 983. target claiming “stainless steel” on powder coated aluminimum 984. some idiot keeps sending me 3 people on metaphysical level who steal from me – so 3 dogs, been a thing for over 20 years $1000’s 985. large pink lily bulb – stolen out of potato storage, hope the stupid girl who took it gets cancer and dies 986. 1 of my outlook reminders: contact nursery before looking through their website - they only have for 'show' in stock or refuse to sell to me 987. fresh chives stolen 988. Dogs doing signs Fiona Blake stealing plums at Rangari. She prob is not. – see how annoying the dogs are. 989. the winter Olympics it's like, it's not real, it's a mere “production”, put on by the Olympics channel - total scam! They have to let the press in free for all otherwise it's all total bull. 990. Swapped out my good card reader that always works for one that does not work – forgot to mark it in pink paint 991. 2 Silicone Buckets stolen over summer 25/26, 1 black and 1 grey silicone buckets (pc hacked and MY RECORDS, WORD FILE CHANGED TO 3, when I purchased 4 grey flex tubs (flexi tub) BUT I found the 4 receipts in outlook. All morning it took - time thieves too. I knew I had 4. $8, apparently was my neighbour and some drug slut from pinterest, he has been booted. 992. More quality quality potting mix - Bimbos on Pinterest are vying to come up with good recipes, so I will be enticed to cook them, then they’re using that to justify stealing my potting mix on the veranda, WAS on veranda. Not justified theft stupids. Burn in hell. Stupid little people. and rack off chefs – you idiots. {I bet it was female chef who stole 1 of my Asiatic lily from potato cupboard} stupid fucking bimbos 993. small long blue straw cleaner 994. Local mothers in Sarina, Sarina Beach, Campwin Beach, and Mackay, putting good items on Facebook marketplace, that they know I would want, with no intentions of actually selling it -like they're just showing off. A perfect example of stupid bimbo behaviour. 995. 2 x 20L food grade buckets with lids STOLEN same time as 2 silicone buckets STOLEN at Sarina Beach - stolen by local bimbos-rasied by STUPID MOTHERS on facebook $20 plus postage $60 996. Jobs provider stealing ideas for work 997. stealing petrol: 2 trips to mackay + 2 trips to sarina beach mail box, cost me $115!! – so about $75 worth stolen - 998. plastic scraper, actually it was a large long Sistema plastic lid, stolen at SB by a dog walker idiot young man – right out of my bag 999. Apparently someone swapped out my heirloom Roma seeds from Diggers – and ages ago at Rangari. (??) the ones I have now are still eggshape, but I guess they are small and often miss-shapen? They are still perfect for sun drying, so I really am not sure – I don’t sell them anyway. Good enough for my taste buds! 1000. I have online stalker – computer nerd who goes by various names with Butterfly in it. GET A LIFE 1001. Silicone sunglasses strap taken, and in the process ripped the bag that it was in -no idea when they would've got the chance to do that 1002. Computer nerds sending me spam emails on daily basis – rack off 1003. Phyllis Reyna Wixpartner, email from this person, I ignored, she could have tricked stupid QLD police into giving them money re ticket 360. Can’t go to Sarina Woolworths, as stupid puppet blonde dogs in carpark attack me and my car – stupid hick Australians in Sarina. 1004. fbmp cunts stealing by inserting plants for me to sell for $$ - but they want them, and take them from my table, they do not pay, same as grape - -cunts at workforce australia - Michelle, that woman from NEGS in 1998 centerlink? 1005. Mackay hospital with Mackay Dental hospital dentist Tiffany and that other guy – stealing with unneccesary work, I think silver dioxide experiment related? 1006. Coles, prob wools, swapping out meat for poor quality if I order in advance, but next day, is fine – same as I saw butcher swap veal – blond butchers wife is swapping out all beef with veal – no flavour – stupid people eat veal. 1007. Fake posts on FB wanting me to make my hopeless mother comments – stealing comments??? 1008. I think kogan may have broken dishwasher so am forced to buy another?? remote access? At any rate they refunded me not replaced, so I would have to purchase another one, refusing to replace under fake new model number on SAME product - meanwhile price gone up $200 so they stole $200 and kept my older/new appliance. 1009. Australia post not collecting my mail (plants) from red letter box on daily basis, then lying stating they are. Deny and Lie 1010. I think the delivery driver stole my 2 butters from the bags in the truck?? Nah – be mother cunts packing for sure 1011. Dotcom company RedBubble, did not pay me for sold designs, many, but here is 1: Coloured Squares L74556570, sold to USA citezen AU$71.34 myshare: AU$8.55 – NOT PAID, plus all my other sales, over 10 years; they just do not pass on sales, they keep it – founders: Martin Hosking, Peter Styles, and Paul Vanzella, owned by Articore Group, promoted (and protected) by CHANNEL 7 – people from the same school. Have deleted my account with them, ought to have never uploaded to them. 1012. appears to be some idiots in the press doing fake lawsuits and using that as some sort of reason to steal, or to muck something up? those people playing that stupid game: stop using drugs and go jump in the lake 1013. all my long tent pegs missing 1014. 1 cotton glove stolen from car at iga carpark 830am – all the dogs hanging about me like leeches MORNING 1015. 2 sun jewels plants from vege house 1016. FB admin putting all my posts into spam – such cunts – burn in hell stupid cunts 1017. Stupid Government, I think again stealing under the pretence of tax; my electric roller blind sold on FBMP, so no tax is due on this item, it has had tax paid on it when I purchased it, and I sold it 2nd hand – I DO ONT OWE ANY TAX ON THIS ITEM, YET THEY STEALING FROM ME AFTER THIS SALE - using this as an excuse to play tyrannical vigilante. Gov or fake gov stealing – it is like gov have stupid dogs working for them that do not know the RULES. They owe me hundreds of $$. And can't buy anything on marketplace any more - as winning too much with cheaper 2nd hand - the police CAN’T STAND IT. Stupid 3rd born jealous twits. And because of this too, the Mackay market place went up 4x price of rest of Australia - there are some REAL stupids in Mackay policing fbmp -with ties to Mackay Police. Aquarium industry women are involved in the stealing. Communists practices - not allowing all people to free trade. Same with gumtree and facebook marketplace - I bet stupid computer nerd related? 1018. Drs somehow stealing; all the thieving mothers, dogs and child motorbikers out when I went to Dr, so not sure what stealing – maybe scoliosis related, they stealing something. Maybe Imed Bundaberg inrelation to scoliosis xray, Radiologist: Dr R. Bilwani did report -with no mention to scoliosis? I don’t think they knew about fascia back then. 2019 1019. Sand for everyone else is $12 a bag, but if they slap “aquarium” label on it – its suddenly $60 – exact same product! 1020. I think the dumb thieving blonde may be stealing a potato here and there from my potato box? Another lily bulb stolen 1021. More potting mix stolen off front table – they steal everything off those 2 tables – car hoons, car dogs, I can hear them at night, they drive around stealing. The potting mix was in a container – they scooped a portion out. Last night 30th March, Monday night. Prob around 8pm -cars incahoots with youtube, those Lucky Saves top 10 American ones 1022. Dogs trying to trick, probably retailers; on social media by trying to get me to make money comments- it's a little weird and hard to explain. Its like they talk to the perverts, manipulate them, play sides - thats why police gave me 2 tickets, they were manipulated. 1023. Woolworths After Sun Aloe Vera Tube Last week $1.70 – this week $2.60 – extreme inflation going on 1024. Temu stealing netting using GRAPHIC DESIGNERS after they sent me FALSELY ADVERTISED netting and I requested return – deliberate theft, DO NOT PURCHASE FROM TEMU – computer GRAPHIC DESIGNERS stealing, GRAPHIC DESIGNERS on Pinterest too -incahoots with Temu. 1025. When I was living at Bulga, some girl named Crystal befriended me, she was in relationship with Roberts farmhand. I think I seen her a few times, stalker? I think she bought my fishtank on FB. Her name keeps appearing online where I go; so possible essential oil thief stalker, her boyfriend stealing it for her – possible prostitue? Ah police HELLLOOOO 1026. Pinterest has too many adds now, stealing my good image viewing, plus annoying moving ones. They lost the plot. 1027. Mince meat (blade) is going up for $4 a kg every week, its up to $24 this week – outrageous! 1028. Online tax office form deliberatley hiding, withholding or making too difficult claim, work claims, office claims, small business claims – so, declaring all income easy and straight forward, but unable to put my $1000’s of dollars worth of business claims in - they are stealing from me in changed online procedure. computer nerd IDIOTS. 1029. Clay pot with Amazon Sword $12 1030. Unable to purchase lavender essential oil 1031. Tesslars bulbs sent dogs to distract so I plant calla upside down, plus stole a lilium – they do this distraction for employment, as in “discreditation” as in, she needs surveillance – its bullshit, and purely about making money for STUPID HOONING DOGS. Curse Tesslars, will not be purchasing from them again. Unacceptable CUNT behaviour. STUPID CUNTS 1032. Pervert 1: Matthew Mackenzie, Pervert 2: Caleb Black. These two people were stalking me at my neighbours place, in Herta Lane, 12, the one who steals from me. They was sitting there up there all day yesterday, 13th April, staring down at my house from the hill top like little perverts. The post they made themselves known to me was deleted so I'm naming and shaming them here: fuck off you pathetic losers 1033. One of them snuck in while I was watering, about 930am, they unlocked the back door and left it open, they turned the speed of my sewing machine down. They probably stole something to. 1034. Example of people who buy my seeds: J. WALKER, 8 WALKERS Point Road, WALKERS Point, QLD – as if really wants, they just want to go on this list as jwalker; she insisted I give her tracking number – total thief, trying to make up for items stolen by bimbo, and stealing again in the process. The dogs seem to be doing this weird blonde bimbo thing in regards to winning a car or having to walk. 1035. OMG first time in 12mnths I went into town (23rd April 2026) and did not have police car on my path – QLD police cunts, did they forget? Are the on holidays? Although I did receive a letter the day before from SPER – police dept collecting contracter –{cunts}, stating my dept plan from ticket no 3 is finalised – even though I never had a dept plan with them, as I paid them in full. Stupid police. And since when is following me every time I go any where apart of SPER JOB DESCRIPTION?? They are giving me tickets so they can include me in their daily job description - they are stealing also from all tax payers. It was suggested to me that they were using me to track me for 12 months to see how a motorist, a normal person would react to being tracked because they want to implement tracking all cars and change the way cars are registered; so using me for 12 months in this threatening manner, not paying me plus stealing $1000; these spur government people are disgusting; you will be burning in hell. 1036. Wool fat returned and ¼ bottle ginger and coriander oil stolen from green bottle – it was just after I created my weekly reminder in outlook: green bottle on sore knees. PC Perverts stealing from me. Microsoft. 1037. Bonnie Colleen Pappin bcpappin@gmail.com – this person is communicating with me atm, she has something to do with these thefts April 2026 – she is a thief from 2017, who I think tried to make up for it by purchasing my fabric? And I think she also pretended to be someone named Andrea Timothy Comelli who wanted to be penpals? All dot com people are thieves, all high school people are thieves, and all other women are thieves. (all old men are arsholes). 1038. Microsoft keep rebooting my pc off when I go outside in the am 1039. Sper stole 2nd ticket $500 to test their new payment system – cuntdogs operate their phones. How come all the backseat drivers up here are stupid. women using me to fill their day. fuck off bimbos. 1040. Purslane seed bag missing? Not sure, may have sold all?? 1041. Telstra stealing from me by switching off my m1 modem, so I have to use m2 modem that does not work properly, it keeps rebooting 1042. ergon $170/ month, up from $70 – they stealing for sure; Ergon guestimating and overcharging, did it on final Sarina bill too 1043. Ipad update- some child at apple delib slowing it down each time as punishment for having old device 1044. Idiot sitting in car outside my place beeping car hoon – rack OFF LOOSER- I think returned secatuers then stole them again next day 1045. Lendrum part $40AU -Microsoft stole it, trying to blame Pinterest for stealing it; when I upload something for sale on Pinterest, they steal. 1046. Helpinghand tea tree oil –what is that 1% tea tree? no cleaning ability at all. cheaper/easier to buy tea tree from America – pathetic Australia 1047. Bulgarian lavender from Ebay not lavender and not even pure essential oi -l some sort of watery down liquidy with Bergamo scent 1048. Landlord mowed over my 6yr old Leptospermum brachyandrum, to try to teach me a lesson – re my fish tank – “you did not ask my permission”: NEWSFLASH – I do not have to ask your permission, you’re just a stupid tree killer narc – and you puppeteer stupid little rental girls. Typical at what stupid old men do: they kill trees, then he came down around here, again, to sheepishly gloat about how much of a “cool” arshole he is (that’s something all men do). It miraculously grew back, then they poisoned it one night, microsoft saw them. 1049. Microsoft not finding words in search, i.e. "French cricket" – 2 words that DO EXSIST side by side (from “AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD”), but search results naught 1050. Coles IT nerds charged me $5 instead of $2 for del – they playing Simon Says – fuck off 1050. Can resume buying salmon, only now they tell me all farmed salmon is toxic, - I SAW, THAT IT IS, so cannot get 'wild caught' salmon anymore – STUPID MOTHERS OVER BREEDING. 1051. Kmart Cunts swapped out my bikini briefs for high cut briefs from the 80s 1052. 4 photos of my Fully stocked freezer and fridge at Gin Gin stolen off PC – I had a backup ha ha 1053. Ebay/Amazon couriers refusal to deliver some items to North Qld because too far, like sundried onions;not sure why they don't use Aus Post, same price all over 1054. google, Etsy, ebay search results - THEY ARE ALL STEALING FROM YOU 1055. Molasses, May 2026 from open car port shelf – they are also hanging around and playing bird noises – got to be 3rd borns – stupid mothers overbreeding, not knowing how to raise more than 1 child. But still doing it due to their fat egos. 1056. Sarina Beach and Grass Tree Beach Sugar Cane Rail steeling sleep with their loud trains at night, all night coming and going and TOOTING – waking up the scrub fowl, setting them off at 10:30pm, 12:45pm, 2:52am, and 4:20am on a regular basis. They need to be closed down. Simple. 1057. 6 Ixia bulbs stolen 1058. I think Mt Fothergills is sending it dud seeds to Seed Collection, as they are different than named hydrids? Either that or someone is purchasing hydrids from them, then saving seed and selling on Seed Collection, and ofcourse they do not come true to seed, as they are hydrids. 1059. Plane harassment today re physio charging my savings instead of cc, (or bank) so rent money gone, then eofy $100 sale – weirdos fucking things up then fixing it. Or just $100 extreme amount of money for me sale, at every end of financial year; could anyone if anyone has any ideas why they do this please let me know, I mean all sales are counted at tax time. 1060. Ergon bill stolen out of backup file! So old copies of bills stolen (I still have all of them in my outlook) weird and stupid computer nerd women - I suspect their “smart meter” was inaccurate, as they no longer physically read the meter, they overcharged me by over $40?, plus my meter is at my neighbours place, the landlord – the whole thing wreaks of theft. 1061. Shine lawyers: do they work for channel 9? Same amo of sending in fake “fun seekers” 1062. Ravelry refuse to delete my account, my name is associated with them, they still have some of my patterns. They refuse to communicate. 1063. Ebay listing: Eucalyptus caesia – Silver Gungurru Mallee, an Australian Native, competition hackers deleting it1071. Melaleuca viridiflora photo of collected seed – possible planned future theft by pc nerds, channel 7?, deleting evidence before the theft? And possible sabotage with myrtle rust? {which I found a cure for – cold Neem Tea} 1072. Another cable stolen today while I went and checked the mail – I think coles delivery drivers might have something to do with it? 1073. $3 missing off cc last week – Commonwealth Bank 1074. $5 missing off cc today – Commonwealth Bank 1075. Microsoft harassing me via ads on the Outlook app; fuck off Microsoft you fucking perverts 1076. Google search for Emily Bieman shows all facebook comments - same with other people – not right, has to be in context. 1077. Some rich person is WASTING thousands of dollars on advertising – doing signs, so not actually selling anything or pushing a political party, but extravagantly spending money (not ruling out tax payers money) on utter personal bull, and usually offensive personal messages. They seem to rotate media, now they have started doing gifs on Pinterest. I guess Pinterest don’t mind – “hay if you pay we’ll print it” I have removed the Pinterest app; making them heaps of money then they steal my spinning guide; absolute morons. 1078. That little tube of Sensodyne toothpaste that the dentist in bundaberg gave me was swapped out to Colgate at Gin Gin, then swapped out again by June 2026 to Sensodyne; Rapid Relief, has sodium fluride but no potassium nitrate 1079. 2 Swatch Watches stolen 2021 -2026, (“30 and still ticking”, “Once Again” x2, “Twice Again”) simply cannot buy swatch, the dogs steal them, have replaced with a $26 watch, hopefully they won’t steal that one, although cheap $2 sunnies did not stop them from stealing those. 1080. Pervert male staff and discriminative female liar staff at Mackay Aquatic & Recreation Complex, they should be made to pay for their behaviour $5000 thanks very much. 1081. Prime video sneakily subscribed me for free trial! 1082. Brown sugar in large glass jar, plus Almond meal in large glass jar stolen from kitchen a few weeks back – some Thai guy from FBMP gave me some free smaller glass jars – I think it was apology donation? Apology NOT accepted. 1083. Knee pad returned by condescending thief - I think I discovered it stolen within the thief’s narcissistic timeframe stupid game. Either that or my story here about who stole it, implicating neighbours was trigger for return! Some things are a secret!! 1084. Mackay and Sarina hospital cunts {public dentist} stealing from me in the form of discrimination, then trigeminal neuralgia; up to $700 so far for alternative dentist – see how they operate. They thieving discriminative CUNTS. 1085. Had to cancel my Drs appointment today because the women who steal essential oil are back again, staying at my next door neighbours, Ali and Garth; if I go into town, they will break into my house and steal my essential oil for sure even, though I have cameras, apple will switch them off to save these stupid blonde bimbos next door. Same car as who stole essential oil AFJ55R 1086. APO stealing plants by photoshopping colours to be more vibrant or spectacular than reality; Asteromyrtus 'Fireball' RED, not pink 1087. Bimbo dogs are trying to steal from me at night, after 3am, in metaphysical dream world - using "well you gave it away last night" 'as I can see your dreams' - as a reason to steal SAME ITEM from me in real life - COULD THOSE DOGS BE ANY MORE condescending and STUPID?? 1088. My mullet story has been deleted! 1089. 480ml Serenity Rose Cup – coffee mug stolen from kitchen 1089. Kitchen timer taken from kitchen (prob same time as brown sugar and almond meal stolen) 1090. Mini ml Measuring cup taken from kitchen (prob same time as brown sugar and almond meal stolen) Coles Mackay, I think your idiot delivery drivers are stalking me after and before delivery at my stupid neighbours place, who egg them on, to steal from my kitchen; try and find ones that were not raised by Mackay mother bimbos, and are NOT idiots. 1093. There appears to be stupid bimbos waking me up in the middle of the night “in case I need to go to the toilet” which I do not – guess what – FULLY TOILET TRAINED YOU CONDASCENDING stupids who treat woman as animals, meanwhile my whole night's sleep rhythms have been disrupted, I can't get back to sleep, until it's time to get up, but as I am asleep all hell breaks out in my garden – curse those STUPID dogs 1094. Another Brand new sewing tape measure x 3 from Temu $2.13 hooray for Temu, better than Australian thieves. 1034. items and still counting Plus, I have uploaded a screenshot of my bank statement below showing how these people at Sarina and Mackay, are stealing from me - all legal but it's complete theft. Police stalking me, issuing me fake tickets, (I strongly suspect those police tickets were money taken from me because of the second-hand goods I sold on Facebook marketplace; the stalking pervert police thought I was overcharging, and they are trying to play Fair's Fair God -the police in QLD are fucked people, there's no two questions about. And see the Physio charged me when they shouldn't be because I'm on a care plan. And the dentist is work what I had to pay for to fix the work (the fuck up work) that the government dentist did. (I'm entitled to free dental work as a pension card holder. But the Mackay public dentist (probably the stalking pervert police), has decided for themselves that I should NOT be entitled to that, and so they have passively aggressively fucked up my 2 teeth, so I still have to go back to the dentist - could anyone please tell me how I'm meant to afford it. Also see today’s screenshot of my current bank balance. I'm sick and tired of being accused of being told I have too much money by greedy little Centrelink cohorts who are trying to steel welfare from the lowest income people. As far as I can see they are winning and the government is losing because they've been manipulated by stupid greedy people. Diesel is back up to to $1.99! I have had to spend $1000’s on padlocks, locks, new keys, CCTV…..security features $3000 So that's 1093 items, my list to date, I calculated replacement value is about $22000, and these listed, are the ones that I know about, but I am fairly aware, so I think I got most…… You know I mentioned on my blog that I have a lot of people, women who just yell out apology to me, like they yell out apologies from across the street, or inside a shop, or behind a tree, or just somewhere where I can't actually see who it is who is yelling out “sorry”. This has happened to me multiple times, and I assume, it's a copycat stupid bimbo thief, who stole something from me, then saw me and later realized she is just a stupid bimbo thief, and so apologised without incriminating herself. The coward she is. Quite frankly, my dear, you can shove your apology up your arse; I want compensation. After 100’s, that $5 item you stole, is worth way more than $5 now. So not only replacement value, for the thief to pay, I want them to pay compensation for torment – torture, STRESS, anxiety and fear. So, at $5000 per incident, that’s $2,795,000.00 Those stupid thieving dogs are in dept to me for - $2,795,000.00 Do you have a daughter? - chances are it’s her, you bimbo mothers who can't raise a child. The people responsible for these thefts are absolutely NUTS, and they should be locked up in jail (not in a mental health ward) IN JAIL - that’s where they belong. IN JAIL. Julia Roberts was right, in jail. A quick sidebar here, it's a good spot to mention; I was talking to the owner of an aquarium shop in Mackay, because I had some kangaroo meat stolen that I had purchased there, and he implied that he is well aware of the fact that people are stealing from me, and also implied that “I should be a good sport about it, because it's just too amusing for all us” he further went on to say “you know it's just too bad that you have to be the centre of this big joke, but it's worth it, because it's just so funny”. WHAT an evil &^(&^()(*(^& son of a *&%(%%$ I believe this is related to Rachael Wainberg’s sister, who now goes by the name of Cate Rogers? Plus, women who work at Centrelink. Cunt women who discriminate big time, against welfare recipients. {Have started doing something about it – still a long way to go. Watch out cunts.} I have on my Blog, {https://emilyconstancebieman.wixsite.com/blog} photos of stolen items with stories about each, but in 2023, (3yrs after I started this Blog), wix put a 500mb limit on site size, and by that point my Blog was already up to 5TB at least, which means I have to redo my whole Blog. Wix are the ONLY .com people who offer a free site, so that includes a domain, but with their name in it. And since I want this Blog to still be here in 200 years, and do not make any money from it, thus cannot afford to purchase a domain (i.e., www.emilybiemansblog.com.au), it seems this is my only option. I suspect this is done deliberatley by the powers that be now (the DOGS) so as to control information available for the masses. Computer nerds have gone to the DOGS. The biggest and most costly thing they have stolen from me is peace of mind – BULLIES. That’s what Bullies do, they don’t want anyone to be happy, as seeing other people happy annoys them. So not only narcissists bullies do this, but the daughters of narcissists fathers, do the same. After these 20yrs+ of theft and items stolen, I have a very guarded outlook on most people, I never answer the phone unless I have caller id and can see who it is – I have not had fulltime employment since 1999. {Oh, no, no loss of income there}. I can only assume now that everyone steals from me - which I know they do, well certainly did in Gunnedah AND Tamworth – the stealing game – STUPID COUNTRY HICKS). I want to portray exactly how ANGRY I am about these thefts. (Plus, there have been heaps more THEFTS at the checkout, whilst shopping, overcharging. Those are not listed here. EBAY – total thieves). Another sidebar: before I started keeping track of the thefts, and before the stealing was a weekly event; in about 1999, I had an electrolysis kit, I’m adding this to my list of stolen items, even though I gave it away to Vinnies - I believe I was manipulated in doing so by a girl telling me it doesn’t work you should throw it out (AS SHE WANTED IT). Back then I was really naive about the insidious way women work, and how they can sneakily steal things and manipulate others. Anyway, I miss that machine, 20years later, I’ve got big patchy areas where no hair grows. All that was required was a little more patience and I would be hair free! lol I don’t even know if they make them anymore, it was about $100 - but it most definitely DID WORK. People are revolting. I hope the guilty dogs get cancer and die. DOGS ARE REALLY STEALING AND HARRASING ME. After all these thefts, it seems one of their main aims is to now try to make me sound crazy. {In an attempt to SAVE THEMSLEVES}. It mainly started in 2006 after I moved back to Gunnedah from a brief period at RMIT in Melbourne (could be my whole class following me about now? – skanky thieving girls from Melbourne, all of them.) Gunnedah Police do nothing; they are hopeless and bought by the female centerlink / radio mafia that runs this country. ACTUALLY, UPON FURTHER new recollections, stealing started after I purchased a Recliner at Harvey Norman, the sales girl, along with my sister stole $2200 from me incahoots, because the girl got away with it then, she has continued to follow me around and try to steal from me wherever I go for the last 20 yrs, she has blonde hair, is short and will be now in her forties. Since making posters/ forum uploads and comments, naming names and generally kicking up a stink about it with this blog, the stealing has been reduced and some items returned, but the stealing still happens – my neighbours are always problem no 1 – they stupid. Stolen item blurb for Flickr (my flickr account was deleted, so no longer have) If I catch you stealing ‘red handed’, I have 45 52 years of pent-up anger - you will not stand a chance. Note: since putting stolen items up on flicker, I have had items returned, - months after they were taken (sometimes years) making a big deal about these little things pays off. There are members of the community that have been around awhile and know perfectly well what’s going on, but for some unknown reason to me, will not talk to the police and NAME NAMES. (it’s often the popular and well-liked people who steal and can get away with it, I don't care who you are, how old you are I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE FOR ANYONE THAT STEALS). Don't be intimidated when you hear about the catastrophic stories on the news (most lies anyway), little things that affect your day-to-day life are important too. (I love social media; it really is empowering the people). The Police at Miriam Vale, not only do NOTHING about all these stolen items, but they do not take me seriously at all, and do not believe anyone in my area steals! HOPELESS I also will be ‘willing’ the thief to get cancer and die. (Whole huge new cancer ward was built in Tamworth hospital – SEE). Btw, along side the theft, is HARASSMENT. It is just as bad, and causes just as much anger and stress. Every time I go out, I have someone follow me and they often make themselves known by yelling out to me in some way. Like today (update in 2025, I had my stupid dog neighbour {well what do you know, another short blonde}, - she is currently using loud music to try and manipulate me; like I am trying to set up a car came with reversing camera, but someone keeps breaking it – breaking in to my car, and breaking my camera – as it records ALL CARS infront of me AND behind me, at ALL TIMES – so the dogs who follow me DO NOT WANT me to have a car camera – they would be totally busted and HUMILIATED, so they break my camera (it cost me over $500 so far). I have caught neighbours on camera, and people from Gunnedah, and JOBS PROVIDERS – it totally works, it would not take long to obtain proof for the police to do something about them. Hence why they break it. All cars need multiple tamper proof cameras, inside and out. So, those people following me and harassing me, are contributing to my death via stress and anger, so in return, I hope they get cancer and die. Sidebar story about stress: when I realise that an item has been taken, those feelings of anger, wondering why, how, WHO - causes stress. Not to mention the ‘later and ongoing stress’ of when I am reminded of the stolen item- when I need it, and wondering how I can afford to replace it….these thoughts are stress. And you know there's major research showing stress is extremely bad for you, detrimental to your health, it causes physical problems, like headaches, heart problems, the list is seemingly endless. So the stress from thefts has been unbearable, probably worse than the verbal harassment and stalking by the ‘stupids’. If there was some way to measure, tally and punish the “stress” that other people have inflicted on other people – well, whoever has inflicted this stress, will have a very high score {and one would hope dealt with in severe manner}. God sees everything. I knew a couple, who, if anybody caused them any stress at all, they would absolutely get incensed; they quietly became outraged; they would then plan a major revenge attack. Simply from being stressed, and I'm not talking about major stress like I have endured with all of these thefts, I'm talking about simple day to day things, like if maybe someone complains to them, or maybe does not do what they wanted, (they were business owners who employed people), so simple ‘control issue’ stuff. They were extremely “anal retentive” about stress (I know that’s a horrible expression), but, as if stress is the number one killer in the world and anyone who dares inflick stress on them, is going to “cop it”. So that's how seriously that lawyer and his partner took stress. If only those two {slightly mentally unwell} people, would've applied their ‘fight’ to finding the perpetrator who was stealing from me....lol I know from my own observations, particularly as I get older, and my body is not as, shall we say, ’20-20’ as at once was; stress definitely has a physical effect. Its peptic ulcers and headaches with me mainly, plus, maybe flusterment, as in ‘flustered’, with slight forgetfulness, or ‘stage fright’. Same thing like back at school if I had to do public speaking….. I don't believe society in general weighs the value of “stress” as appropriately as it should, the stress factor does far more damage than the $5 item stolen. Considerably more damage than $5. Curse the thieves, and I hope they get their comeuppance. I have noticed whenever anything is stolen from me, there are often strange animal type noises and once, I saw someone on a motor bike, with audio equipment strapped over chest – playing kookaburra noises in the bushland– what an idiot, I think it was Heath Barwick, skinny legs and no shoes. Like relentless harassment. 24hrs a day harassment by unwanted bullies. I also have a planes that fly over my house and seem to follow me around wherever I go (I have no idea why, I do not know any pilots, but sometimes they would spray pesticides over me and my house). And, I have noticed girls in Gunnedah, always follow me around, wherever I go, like stray dogs, (unbelievable stupidity) and I have noticed and recognized some of them, from the younger years at all-girls school, (27 years ago now), Tarsha Burns little sister Gina, Emma Finylason, and house mistress Miss Goldman. (Don’t ask me why??) – I now need a camera recording around my neck whenever I go into town, to keep the blonde bullies at bay. (Why are they mostly blonde?) WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE Parents of Australia – you have failed – you are hopeless, it is very easy to instil good values in a child. Life is a bitch; I recommend NOT having kids. (I really am a happy person, but I intend to do something about the thefts and harassment) My email is farmplantsandseeds@gmail.com Retailers stealing from me: I’m not talking about overcharging at the checkout (some do that {woollies Gunnedah – put items through twice – btw, I have a clear and precise mental picture of that girl – you are going to have to pay sweetie, big time, watch out short blondie mouse – btw, she looks like the shooters girlfriend, Mark Eveleigh, who is familiar with my farm property, she also worked as checkout chick at the reject shop and stole from me there aswell. But she could be this girl that was my assistant for about 3 days, in a fashion place in Sydney, same look, mousy girl, she gave me a lift one day and charged me $2, very odd, and definitely a sneaky thief, she stole Mambo labels in a sneaky manner, can’t remember her name unfortunately – she may have stolen all my white 500ml coffee mugs? bimbo} But I literally mean following me home and steal from my house or sending in “dogs” to steal from my house when I’m in store, as they know my house will be vacant. This is been going on for some time and not only shops from when I’m physically visiting them, but online shops are stealing from me as well. At first I thought it was just Bunnings (the Bunnings bimbos) stealing from me as it was very clear every time I would shop at Bunnings something would be stolen and there was very suspicious and dodgy staff who would follow me around the shop whenever I went there, they would try and play God with voice-over microphone/music, they would plot traps to try and piss me off, so I have to walk all the way up to the other end of the store to get help - they’re just generally bored nuisance bimbos (and I have been advised they are on cocaine). Over a 10-year period they stole from my house, (Tamworth Bunnings) and by the way I would’ve spent about $40,000 instore over that 10-year period, and they would’ve stolen about $10,000 worth of stuff from me, so this is not just a trivial matter I’m talking about here. I’m talking about a big petty crime network. (I can clearly remember some of those female staff, I have a very clear image of who you are, even though I don’t know your names, and it’s just really unfortunate I don’t know your name because I would certainly be naming and shaming you if I did, and most unfortunate I did not get a photo of you, if I had a photo I would be putting a photo up of you online -your behaviour is disgusting get a brain you stupid dogs) -this was before I wear a bodycam, I wear bodycam now, and it’s made a huge difference to my shopping experience, and I can actually go through a store without being verbally abused) Actually I have a story about what happened; on my way over to Tamworth, after, I guess it was about 6 years of stealing, I really started complaining to the police about it because I could see I was being victimised and targeted, and it was most definitely a police matter even though the police are too stupid to see or do anything about it. Although after thinking about the whole police situation I have decided it would make sense that they have no idea how passive aggressive people work in these matters. They are only used to dealing with loudmouth drunken troublemakers with violent tendencies. BUT what happened was there was this phenomenon of fake road workers ON MY WAY TO Tamworth (looking back over the years this is been going on ever since I can remember, I think it’s Council who employs ‘unemployed boys’, young men, to give them something to do. They put on these Fluro shirts then stand on the road with witches hats - half the time they are not actually doing any roadworks at all. I once I saw them just standing around doing nothing, another time they were just sweeping the road literally with brooms! Occasionally they actually do roadworks, but often they do it on sections of road that had nothing wrong with it in the first place -so there’s a whole heap of problems going on in Councils related to roadworks) Anyway, so every 3 months or so when I drove over to Tamworth Bunnings, after about 6yrs, roadworkers starting to appear, and I would always get stopped by these fluros - I didn’t notice at the time, but they had an aim, there aim was to get me to stop and look and connect with these road workers who had stopped me – the lollypop man. If I paid no attention to those fluros, as is typical behaviour, I would later come home to discover flashing clocks and items stolen. But if I did look, then I would have nothing stolen that day. So, this is their game. It is a cat and mouse game for them, kind of a punishment with items stolen for being single. And fuck them! I have the right to be single without having any items stolen!! Fuck all the people involved, there was a lot. Including LifeLine in Tamworth (like, one time I was trying on some glasses instore, I get home to find my reading glasses were stolen, I am sure this was related to my trip instore, the radio was on - it is centerlink Jobs provider/ radio related). CUNTS. Possibly mirror related; punishment for looking in the mirror – cunts. Possibly mirror related; punishment for looking in the mirror – cunts; Honestly most people have absolutely no idea how truly revolting some women are, they are disgusting creatures, especially ones that work in the radio industry where they can remain anonymous. COWARDS. I believe those cunts are still a problem today in 2025 – they tried to poison me at Sarina Mitre 10 with pesticides. I hope you all get cancer and die. I am proud to be single, and who the fuck do you think you are trying to force roadworkers onto me? Having said that about Bunnings Tamworth, I’ve recently noticed while looking back over the years, it’s not only Bunnings Bimbos, it’s all retailers – seems to be the on trend 2015 onwards, “culture” of retailers to try and steal from customers, anyway they can. The culture of thieving retailers. The climate of thieving retailers. The trend of thieving retailers. I will go so far as to say ALL in Gunnedah and Tamworth try to steal from unsuspecting customers. For instance, if I buy some seed online, my seed tray was stolen. I bought a torch from Kogan online, my torch was stolen (my other torch- you can never have too many torches) I bought some fabric from Spotlight, my capri pants pattern was stolen and later 2 silicone spatulas and some herb tea in a Bromoil Rocco Quattro Stagioni Preserving Jar was taken from my kitchen, I purchased some hose fittings from Bundaberg TradingPost, my hose o rings and awl were stolen. So, I, can most definitely see a pattern forming, you’d have to be as blind as a bat not to see it. I’ve had to take great care whenever I go out, to put not only my CCTV camera on, which by the way is pretty hopeless not only because they just turn the power off, but in 2020, I am fairly certain they have new technology to hack cctv and remove footage of any saved video including one your watching playback?-I’m not sure how they would possibly do that, but I witnessed it, footage there one minute gone the next. I believe they can do it with the underlying mission being “we want to protect all stupid bimbos, even if they steal from you Emily” - computer nerds being stupid computer nerds. But now there is new technology and I can have cameras that don’t rely on electricity, they can last all day, easy, so it’s just a matter of remembering to turn them all on and take the proper security precautions every time I go out, and I’m talking about every time I go out, even if it’s for a couple of hours outside gardening, or even hanging the washing: cameras have to be on (aswell as while I am in the shower on shampoo day). As you can imagine this is a huge nuisance and I’m just left wondering what the hell is wrong with this country? So many people who steal from me, it’s so ludicrous. But then in 2025 they started hacking my devices: iphone footage deleted, Tapo security camera images appearing in photos without me doing it – they get hacked all the time – a hobby of young men; hacking womens devices and home security cameras – never put a camera in bathroom area or bedroom or anywhere else considered very private. It is so obvious that this country has got some major educational problems, which create rebellious people who steal, and think that it’s perfectly normal and okay to steal from somebody, especially when they’re not looking. Like what do I have to do to get bimbo mothers and school teachers to wake up and start doing things the right way rather than the wrong way? Anyway, I recommend not having kids. It was either Coles or Woolworths (my chosen grocery providers) who heard about what was going on with all the stealing from retailers. Their advice was to only shop at Woolworths and Coles, because anyway food is the most important thing, especially if you’re low income like me, so that is fairly good advice, although it still shouldn’t be happening (but like Coles and Woollies are innocent, I am constantly having problems with them both, their IT nerds are always removing my products from my cart, aswell as stating “out of stock” when I know they have some in stock at the local, other things too… they are mongrels. I have noted over the years, well, I first noticed it when I went food shopping after I moved up from Sydney to the farm, and no money at all; I started to notice in the supermarket, things that were on my list, started to be on special with a yellow tag. I also noticed at Rangari, when I needed certain plants, food plants, as I was building my garden, I suddenly was able to find them online. There’s a few other things as well over the years. And while those things certainly were good, and helpful at the time, but, due to a few other negative things that I suspect those “helpful” people were involved with, mainly, including thefts, in particular food thefts, I would just like to say now to those people; if you think you’re going to get some sort of praise and gratefulness from me, you are greatly mistaken, you little fucking COWARDS. To do these things anonymously, does not speak highly about you and your character at all; you are a weakling, and you involved yourself in my life, without my knowledge, permission or even my request, you did it on your own power tripping conscience. So, if you think I owe you anything, think again you stupid little dogs, I do not owe you a goddam thing. And it’s not like now I suddenly have lots of money – you bimbo idiots. Of course, I suspect my neighbours even here have something to do with it still. The guy’s name is David Hooker, he built this house, my house (Cates house), he knows how to remove the back door to gain entrance, plus he is sore at my landlord for not paying the final payment on the construction of the house – I found out she didn’t pay it because he did a dodgy job, and I as a tenant living here, I can see, there are some holes. However, I know my landlord is a bit of a bully, and has certain female tendencies that will create problems in such a build. But why he has to take out his annoyance with her out on me, tells you a lot about this person. And I suspect he or someone in that house, his son, daughter or wife, Sharon Millet, part shut my gate when I moved in, so I would hit the moving truck with it ($800 damage) he did it because (I heard the removalist say “he is on our side” – I was not sure what he meant when he said it, but I know now, as later when I paid the removalist, Andrew Lucas from Wallaville, I made a mistake with my calculations and underpaid him, he never said anything at the time (problem) but later I realized my error and texted him I would pay the rest the following day. But it was too late as David Hooker or someone in that house part shut the gate in retaliation – USELESS STUPID HICS. So, I am guessing any slight grievances, or none, since, again, it is fun for stupid people to act all ‘bad’, and to come up with ways to steal and be naughty (the way they were raised, a bad and hopeless mother. Actually, I suspect all these thieving problems are landlord related, although as a renter all my adult life I really have no comparison. But before I started renting, I didn’t have any issues with theft. No one stole anything. So, I can only assume it’s landlord related, and yes, I totally agree with the current flavour of the month Tom Cashman, who requested a reference from the landlord after his application for a rental had been approved by the real-estate girl. Apparently, the rental girl got back to him and revoked the application, said ‘you’re no longer approved’ - silly tool of a little bimbo Real Estate girl. Wake up sleeping beauties. I mean I could really write pages and pages and pages of antics that landlords get up to (and have done so, later in my Life Stories) most, are absolutely disgusting people who have, when it comes to their tenant, no morals, empathy, or respect for at all. I mean actually this is such a huge and obvious problem that it’s any wonder the government hasn’t actually done something about this. I know the current laws really favour the landlord and do not favour the tenant at all, aside from the basic stuff, like you can’t just kick a tenant out if they have a lease. But you know there’s really nothing stated in the laws how landlords must not steal from their tenants, I mean they omit that basic stuff - you actually have to S-P-E-L-L it out. YOU CAN’T GO ROUND THERE WHEN THEY ARE NOT HOME! There are no laws about how landlords must not use their tenancies as personal power tripping PUNCHING BAGS. I really could go on and on about how fucked landlords are, and how they use their position of power to ‘lord’ over a tenant. And how, if they can’t, such as in my case, then they ask you to leave, because really all they want is someone they can ‘boss around’ and control – truly I have encountered landlords just like this – they are literally insane. (I do believe this ‘control’ issue, and no respect for others, is a mental health issue) And young Real Estate girls who are usually in charge of rentals, are the very worst, they are often used as ‘tools’ by landlords because they are young and naive. It’s like they are still in school girl mode, but now consider themselves the teacher lording over a tenant, even ones 3 times her age. And their need for multiple references, from sometimes, people who lie steal and cheat is just plain stupid. You want to know something about me ASK ME. Btw, I am an excellent tenant, keep the place clean and tidy, always pay my rent, just don't come around here to try to order me about - you will not like the response, I am not the mouse. Some nerve landlords have. With all this persecution that goes on, apparently, it’s much worse if you have an arshole father, who has done the wrong thing by people - they later seek revenge on his kids. Lucky my dad was a ‘jolly’ type person! to everyone! (Although I am not 100% sure he fully understand his role has a husband; and that women need protection in life, (I am talking about not only protection from ‘bad’ people, but also on a spiritual level, there is intangible stuff that goes on – dad did not even understand the dangers of public transport for young women). Most often it’s the protection of just being present. But he did have a very strong work ethic, was responsible and wanted to be a good provider, he went to work every day, rain hail or shine. When my mother got sick, he was able to take all his accumulated sick days, over his whole career, (he had not taken ANY), and use them to look after mum, he had about 18 months’ worth or something like that - that’s what happens when you work for the government - in the public sector -you think you can do that in the private sector? ah ah! Although I recall visiting his office a few months before he retired and there was a television set up, and no one there working – so I am not sure exactly how much work went on there towards the end - after dad left the whole place closed down and was relocated to Orange! But as someone who worked in the private sector for 10 years – it was completely different. My work place was often “frantic” getting deadlines completed. And like I have mentioned, only 1 company I worked for paid my super, there are no pensions and or benefits for workers in the private sector of the fashion industry, compared to government job. Plus, I see local councilworkers just sitting down in the park near the beach all the time – I bet they have no idea how lucky they have it. But if Dad is guilty of anything it’s simply not paying attention. I have noticed a lot of people do not know how to pay attention. Also, I am certain that he used to drink, aside from social reasons, but in order to punish his family, because it wasn’t going quite the way he wanted - even though he never complained, I don’t think I can recall him whingeing about anything ever, actually. He was not a drunk, but he fully embraced the bear culture. A culture which I will never understand, and I consider weakness (patheticness). (This paragraph is a rewrite; the original was deleted too) And by the way, apparently the same thing happened to me at school involving sports, happened to dad when he was at school, Newington - it’s quite extraordinary how, what happens to your parents happens to you - that’s why it’s important to talk with them or your kids about your life what you’ve been through, so the bad stuff doesn't keep happening. Just thought of something bad to say about me – I am hopeless at flexibility, as in gymnastics - I recall as a 9yr child, we had a gym - the town has spent a huge fortune on the local gym and equipment - was a political thing. I’m pretty sure I much would’ve preferred to go dancing, but anyway, at gym, I was completely hopeless - I mean completely, could not even touch my toes. I don’t know how I could possibly be so bad at it, I had a small petite frame, alike many good gymnasts. We had ‘cards’ we had to pass, and myself and one other little girl, Elizabeth Donnelly, we just couldn’t do it!! All the other little girls past 1,2 and 3 within three weeks, but by the end of the year Elizabeth and I, still hadn’t passed card 2! We got stuck on the bend back! Elizabeth had a big frame (not fat in anyway) but you could understand why it may have been difficulty for her, but not me, just couldn’t do it. J I also tried to play the drums at boarding school - completely hopeless - absolutely no skills in this area whatsoever. I thought of another area of weakness – my facial recognition skills are not crash hot, pretty much my whole life without being able to recognise people, however I can often recognise someone by their whole silhouette, particularly if they don't change their hair, so their height, and the way they walk. But face, not really, I don't think I'd even recognise my face, if I saw me walking down the street! AND - why would you push a child to do something that they obviously have no ability to do? Elizabeth and I spent a whole year hop-popping about in gym, trying to do something that we couldn’t do - it was ridiculous, and a total waste of our time, and has probably impacted my general outlook on life, hop-popping around is fine! But you know what, I recall meeting one of my childhood friends, in gym. It was one Saturday morning; all the girls were seated on the ‘new’ gym mat that covered the whole floor. This girl ended up sitting next to me, and the topic amongst the little girls, came up of adoption, and Anne, her name, announced that she was adopted, and I thought she was lying because we just had been talking about it, could not be a coincidence, I didn’t believe her at all - I was very sceptical, I’m not entirely sure why as a young nine-year-old, I was so sceptical? So, she insisted that I asked her mother, and I’m like OK. So, after gym she took me out to the carpark, to meet her mother, we had the discussion through the car window, and indeed it was true, she was adopted, and that was the beginning of a friendship between Anne and myself, plus I did get to know her mother quite well after spending many hours at Annes place playing. Plus, Annes parents became good friends with my parents – many BBQ Chickens together too! Anne and I did have a lot of fun, they nicknamed us the Giggling Gerties! But I do recall Anne was a bit of a nazi; I wasn’t allowed to touch anything on her dressing table or any of her toys in her room! they all had to stay in their perfect place lol! J Someone told me that I was a bit of a nazi to (as if), and in fact, that together we must’ve been a direct reincarnation from old Germany, which would explain why we spent our whole childhood giggling our heads off, as we were no longer nazis but now little girls! Lol (it was the funniest thing I had ever heard!). 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Is there a list of Sadistic Doctors and Dentists in Australia? I would like to name and shame a few that I have had personal experience with. I know there is an organized network, akin to paedophiles, people who get thrills from inflicting pain on other people / animals. But I guess I’m out of the loop. I now record all Doctor / Pathology etc with BodyCam - Gunnedah pathology GRH, stupid zombie bitch) Not to mention recently - Dr. Norman Sadick and 2 Dental assistants (1 was NEGS girl by Mia Life Stories P11 Rosey Tulip Violet Lil 1. She who spoils her cat the most, wins In 2000 I adopted a rescue cat who was found abandoned in a building site, Mia, I named her. A cute little tabby kitten. I was planning on getting Mia desexed, the book said to wait till she was six months old, so I waited and, in the meantime, there was a bit of a cat raucous outside on the farm, I quickly stuck my head out only to see this GINORMOUS Tom cat strut off and few weeks later my poor little young Mia was suddenly fat and expecting. So, I’m thinking maybe four or five months, not six months! But actually, this little oversight was the best thing that ever happened, I was able to keep 3 of the kittens, (Rosie, Lil and Violet) and give the other 4 away. (They weren’t all female, but a farmer neighbour came over and inspected them, and told me “They’re all girls!” - ahh, country bumpkin neighbours!!) So, I had 4 cats with me on the farm, which were great company, and it was a privilege having them around and looking after them, plus I could get roo meat for $3/kg, so affordable too. In 2006 a 5th cat came into my care, it was either death or be saved by me, so I opted to save him, and he was a small wild ferocious cat. I named him Tulip, it took some years but eventually he stopped biting and scratching me. I’m not entirely sure he makes a great companion cat, when compared to my others… but I still like having him around. They loved my garden, and loved watching me create it. I had some fun making them a great big huge carpeted cat tower, which they all loved and would regularly use, climb up on, infact if you have cats, having a cat tower for them inside somewhere where they can sit high up, is an absolute must. I made a few other things like cat fury little houses, but they weren’t too impressed with those, they really only liked the high cat tower with large carpeted shelves, and the big ones - it’s surprising how many cat products there are that don’t have big enough shelves for the cat to fully lay out, and stretch out in a comfy relaxed manner. One of their favourite toys was a peacock feather. I had peacocks at one point, and they invariably dropped the odd feather, I would pick them up and drag them behind me, kind of waving the head around, and the cats absolutely loved this, they would follow me, chase after me, and try and get the feather head as I walked along, bobbing it around on the ground, it was their most favourite thing to do, and definitely heightened their hunting instincts. I even managed to get Violet to come out from under the bed where she lived 24/7, such a scared little runt, and I think after playing with her, she managed to catch a skink! I have to mention about the wildlife, I had heaps of skinks on the farm, literally there were 100’s of them, and I had a habitat going on for them so they could hide from the cats, hollow logs, rocks and the such. When my cats were at their young height of voracious hunting, I made a point of feeding them every morning, then unlatching the Catflap door, so they could come and go as they please, and then feeding them again in the evening before dusk, and when they’re all inside eating, I shut the latch on the catflap door, so they had to stay inside at night. But during the day they could wander around the garden and go hunting if they wished. It seemed to work really well, only sacrificing a little wildlife, plus still allowing them the use of their wild instincts. I see cats on Pinterest today, that are not allowed outside, they are indoors only. I feel so bad for these little pussycats, because I know their heart will be getting wrenched out of their bodies, by not being able to go outside into nature. Although my brother had a cat, and he lived in the city, and it was allowed outside, and it got run over and killed. He thinks his neighbour did it deliberately. So, I’m thinking if you lived in the city, it would be worth fully enclosing a backyard, so your cats can go outside into the garden, not just a cat run, but enclosing the whole garden. That’s what I would I do. In my new location, in suburbia, if I see a cat out wondering at night, I feel sorry for it, because I know they aren’t from a ‘caring’ home. I have to mention, I was creating a large garden, and I would frequently have to walk around, checking trees, fixing tree guards, giving them a bottle of water, especially in the summertime, and my cats would always accompany me. Actually, Violet was still a little bit too scared to wander all the way down to the bottom of the paddock, but Mia, Lil, and Rosie would go walking with me all the time, they loved it, and for that brief time when I had to stay at dads in town, with only his quarter acre block, all fenced in - I could just sense them asking me “we want to go for a walk, we want to go for a walk!” Tulip is my last remaining cat today, 22 years later, he is blind and never hunts anymore. I miss the other 4. I would like to mention, 3 of my 5 cats died tragically, all preventable, one from the heat, another one from spot on flea/tick treatment (cancer), and another one from cancer; from eating of a hydrochloric acid cleaned floor. The other died naturally at age 18. But with all 4 deaths that I went through, with each one, I noted that there is a process they go through, a dying process, and as a result of observing what happens, in the death process, I definitely don’t recommend euthanasia. I mean there may be some pain that you may prevent, by doing that, but I feel euthanasia is mainly more for the owners benefit, as they don’t have to care for the pet as they die, because they do require extra care and TLC in that process. And when the time has really come, they usually make an appearance to say goodbye, then they will take their leave and find a quiet spot to hide and quietly depart. I watch a lot of YouTube cat videos, and I need to mention, on the rare occasion when one of my cats, maybe they jump off something and misjudge the landing, and crash – this is not something I would find amusing, I didn’t and still don’t laugh at my cat if maybe he does not see something and crashes into it, a rare thing. Not funny in my well sighted cats, and not funny in my blind cat. But they do do funny things, like I have just put a ramp up to my new raised bed, and Tulip instead of walking down, he has figured a new way to get down, and he kind of slides down on his 2 front paws, and walks his back legs! Funny Whereas, I have caught glimpses of YouTube videos with cat owners watching their cats, and when they fall, they stand there on camera and laugh hysterically at their poor cat, who sometimes, most likely would have a sore leg or something from the fall. I really can’t believe how thoughtless and careless most people really are. The pleasure they derive in somebody else’s misfortune is pathetic. I mean, is that the reason why you got cat or dog, so you can watch them hopefully fall and crash? Idiotic reason. Idiots. Also, by the way, if I see a posting on Pinterest, that exhibits any sort of cruelty, like if I see someone inflicting fear in an animal, or are making forced demands of their pet, like making them jump into a wall of unseen gladwrap, I always make some sort of comment to make my point clear about how I feel about that, sometimes I will go to the bother of blocking that person, or even reporting it (although under the list of reason to report, there is no Animal cruelty, wakey wakey Pinterest). But what I’ve noticed, is that I usually get a lot of likes for the comment, from the rest of the public, but nobody else makes such comments. I think everybody is trying to “play nice”, (not rock the boat, maybe they don’t want to get banned!) that’s how people get away this bad sometimes fully ignorant behaviour. Speak up. 2. Spot on Flea Tick Treament causes Mast Cell Tumors - Cancer Mast cell tumours are a type of skin cancer that can kill your pet like what happened to my cat Lil and Mia. My other younger cat Tulip was showing the tumour symptoms, but I stopped the application and his immune is still strong enough to fight the skin cancers. He is still alive. But today, (he is very old now) I felt one of the tumours on his back – a moment of weakness, probably from being out in the sun {when cats and dogs are old, they cannot tell when their body overheats from being in the sun, especially of they have eyesight issues; can’t see if they are lying in the sun, rather than under a bush in the shade – you physically need to keep an eye on them and move them when the sun moves.} so, Tulip recovered, and is still going strong. But, about Spot-on, it is really true and I would not risk any brand of spot-on treatment at all. I did get a vet biopsy to confirm Mast Cell Tumours. To treat tick paralysis; mix a small (very small) amount of garlic in cats dinner. If it has tick paralysis, this will cure it, as it cured my tulip completely. If you give your cat too much garlic, he will have a heart attack and die. In NSW, ticks are not much of a problem, so it is fine, but in in Queensland, whole other story, Tics are rampant and ferocious, actually I don’t recommend you even own a cat or dog if you live in Queensland - which is very sad and unfortunate. Queensland is just not conducive to cats or dogs, and the treatment that vets give to treat ticks, causes cancer, so it is a no-win situation for cats and dogs who are allowed to romp outside. And well, keeping a pet indoors only, for me, really falls under the cruel category. They are here to experience nature. Also, I’ve written about this before, but for some reason it has disappeared; if you see a tick on your cat, STOP, don’t do anything, because if you just grab it and pull it off -you’ll leave the head in the body, which is bad because it may become infected, and is really hard to get out. So what you do if you come across a tick, is go and get some tea tree oil. Tea tree oil is really potent and strong, and if you just dab a little bit on the tick, with a cotton tip, then the tick gets a little bit shocked, and stunned, then at that moment, you just grab it and pull it out, use tweezers. Then the whole thing will come out easily. This is what I did when I saw a tick on my cat and it worked a treat. There is a train of thought (or just some wishful thinking chemical company girl’s opinion) that my cats in particular were targeted by bully IT Nerds from the Netherlands in Holland, because they heard me bitching one day about some stupid thieving dog, and assumed I was talking about them. They are “not right” in the head. I don’t personally know any IT nerds at all, let alone ones from the Netherlands. So, this was their revenge; to kill my cats. Can you please tell me how much more stupid and idiotic people are? Btw, ebay said they were from the Netherlands. It could have been ebay staff, there are some stupid ones on there. In Australia, a common cause of death is heat stress, specially with older cats, they tend not to realise that they're sitting in the sun, and it can get 40+ degrees. BTW, one of my cat developed hypothyroid issues at age 6 months, (he was half staffed as a Kitten when I found him), he's had it his whole life, I haven't done anything, except his diet consists of local raw kangaroo meat and occasionally a raw egg yolk - He eats an extraordinary amount, (more than the other four cats combined) plus he drinks a fair amount of water. This has been his routine for the past 17 years, he's still going strong albeit looking like a bit of a walking skeleton for the past 4 years, but he is still with clarity. I'm glad you mentioned the food bit, really you can't purchase prepackaged pet food at all, you have to give them fresh meat from the butcher for optimum health. I should mention that my cats ate very well because I could get kangaroo mince for $3.20kg. - and they absolutely loved this, they were so healthy. It went up to $3.50 after 10 years - still very affordable for me. But this ended when I moved to Queensland; I could not get kangaroo meat at all at some places, and then if I could it was up to and or over $10 a kilo, with some places charging $18 a kilo. ABSURD. My poor remaining 1 little pussycat who’s only had good quality kangaroo meat his whole life, suddenly had to change his diet, (to raw chicken), plus now he costs me at least $20kg, and then some, plus here, I have to purchase kitty litter, as he refuses to go outside any more after an encounter with a python. So my cat actually costs more than me, a fortnight to eat and maintain. I definitely don’t recommend having pets if you live in Queensland. Oh, and my cousin's cat had the same hypothyroid condition, and she said that she had to take her cat to the vet and there was a treatment that cost a lot of money, involving injections every day. I think it was $50 a week for the rest of its life, an extraordinary amount of money. After 12mnths, she ended up putting her cat down. (I don't know whether it didn't make any difference, or it was too expensive, or she could not manage the daily syringes, but I know that a vet (big pharma), will want to make as much money from you as possible regardless if it is necessary or works. If you just stick to a raw healthy meat diet, you can't go wrong. Someone suggested nat mur to treat hypothyroid, and that is only $12, whether it works, I do not know. 3. We all need the Right Nutrition from the Womb Now, I’m going to put up a little story here, because with all my postings of the items that have been stolen or situations that I’ve talked about on the Internet publicly, I keep going on about the bloody female dogs that harass me, I find them such a big part of my life, as they follow me about everywhere I go, and no one talks about it and a lot of people do not seem to understand what I’m talking about or do not want to know, but after years of thinking about what makes a bimbo act in a stupid non thinking way, I now know. (And I know, you know, what I am talking about) – that kind of absent-minded chitchat that a lot of girls seem to enter into. So, amongst other things, I believe this loss of focus, is caused from a lack of nutrients, and not because maybe they are hungry or they skipped dinner, I’m talking about from the very beginning, in the womb. If the mother wasn’t getting enough to eat back then, or enough of the needed essential nutrients, then that causes slight brain development problems. I’ve come to this conclusion from observing a litter of seven cats from birth to death. What I noticed is that the firstborn cat (Lil) was an outstanding hunter, fully aware, and very precise and clever in his tactics, he was also naturally confident and outgoing (and I’m pretty sure he had a sense of humor!) he was intelligent and not reflective. Then what I noticed was that each cat after that, (so, the next born, then the next…) was a little bit like that, but a little bit less so, and by the time you got down to the seventh cat, her personality was quite the opposite of the firstborn very shy, very timid, very scared, quiet reflective, especially in her older years, and not outgoing at all, infact she never ventured outside for the first 4 yrs of her life, and obviously, at first when she was born, she was very tiny. Now, I have to point out, the mother was a stray Tabby rescue cat, and as far as I was concerned, she was going off to the vets at six months old to be desexed, so at age of 5 months when she started getting a bit fat, I actually thought, in my naïveté, that she was putting on weight and I cut back her food, which turned out to be a huge mistake, as she was pregnant, so the first cat inline inside her uterus got the most food, and the poor one at the end would have been starved (Violet). (I soon discovered she was pregas and increased her food), and after the kittens were born, I fed all the cats very well, they had lean kangaroo meat twice a day, and expensive type of biccies that I’m hoping were all good (I know the cheaper types are terrible, you may as well be feeding them cardboard). Violet btw, went on to be big, and she outlived all her siblings!! I would say mainly due to her sedentary lifestyle (19yrs). Now, I thought well, you know, maybe that’s how it is for a cat, but a human who doesn’t carry seven but instead just one at a time, maybe different, but after thinking and observing people, some more over the years I’ve decided it’s exactly the same. You may need to think about that last statement. I have known plenty of 3rd borns who think they are smarter than their first born sibling! (they think it!!) By the by, Spot on Flea/Tick treatment causes Mast Cell Tumors (cancer) and will reduce the number of years your cat lives. 4. Cat Stories - To bath or not to bath. You will find this tedious if you are not a Rampant Cat Fan When I first got my cat Mia, I thought she should be bathed every few months or so, and so did this in a big cement trough. After she had kittens, I continued also to bath them. One day when I had violet sitting in the large cement trough, the water came up to her neck, she was very placid, although did not enjoy a bath, suddenly I saw her whole head was covered with some thing moving, and upon looking closer, I was so appalled, she had fleas, all the fleas had climbed up to her head, there were hundreds of them, crawling over every single milimeter of her face, her nose, her mouth, her eyes. So happened that I was able to get hold of some stuff from the vet the following day and treated them all, and it so happened that I was moving that day to a farm at Bulga, so it worked out, we could leave the fleas and flea infected house behind us. (That house (yard) was infested with rabbits, that’s why there were so many fleas) I think any bathing that I had done before, obviously didn’t make a difference to fleas, and it wasn’t long after that when I decided that they probably did not actually need to be bathed, and have never bathed any of my cats since. But I do notice now, that I get dust mites if I don’t wash the sheets every week or so, and I suspect this might be from the cat, the last remaining one, Tulip. But I’m still not going to bath him, I just don’t think he would like it, he’s very clean, anyway, he always licks himself clean. I don’t really like doing things that cats don’t like to do - they know what they want, and what they need. Forcing an animal to do something it doesn’t want to do is usually the wrong thing to do anyway. I did try a cat collar on one of my cats once, when I was in Melbourne, and gee! I don’t think so - the poor little thing, he didn’t know what to do, he started walking backwards!! Plus, my neighbour told me that she got a cat collar with a bell to protect the birds, but then she saw her cat put his paw over the bell when he was stalking the bird, so the bird won’t hear it! How about that for smarty pants! Of course, I’ve mentioned not to use flea and tick spot on treatment on your cats because it causes tumours, so if I had of known that I’m not sure what I would’ve done back then, (it was 2000), maybe a big strong dose of garlic would’ve worked? Or maybe just 1 application of SpotOn is ok? One day at Bulga, back in 2002, it was the middle of the day, hot, my cat Mia came inside and she was absolutely dripping water from head to foot. Saturated. I couldn’t believe it. Where had she been? What had happened? We were in the middle of a drought! So, I asked her! And she started kind of pacing, going meow! meow! Like she wanted to tell me what was going on, what happened, but she couldn’t, she was definitely worked up about it, and I can only guess what happened, a possibility of 4 things; about 50m up the paddock was a well/bore, which was covered with a board, so possibly, maybe, she got underneath it somehow, and fell in, then manage to clamber out again, it could’ve been at least a 30 foot drop down into the water, plus it was 50m up the paddock, and when she came in the house, she came in dripping wet still, literally the floor was a puddle of water around her, so I think it was too far from the house for it to be the well. The other possibility was the cement water tank near the porch, maybe she fell in the manhole, for some strange reason it did not have a cover on it. But how she would’ve got out of a cement tank that was half full of water, I am not sure. it would’ve been absolutely impossible, I think, and if she did get out, no wonder she was so worked up, because it would’ve been incredibly difficult for her to climb up the cement wall and then over to the opening, in fact I don’t know how that would’ve even been possible. She would’ve used up one of her nine lives if that was the case. The third possibility; there was a trough for the cattle near the well, maybe she fell in the trough, but I don’t see why she would get her whole body wet if she fell in the trough, she would’ve just got her feet wet, but maybe she slipped, and her whole body fell into the trough – but again, 50m up the paddock, she would have dried off some, plus probably stopped to lick herself. 4th possibility, someone kidnapped her and wet her. (But I don’t really think it was that?) It was a mystery then, and it still is a mystery, and often I think how on earth she got dripping wet in the middle of nowhere where there was a drought on. The photo above was when she suddenly sat right at the gate, down the bottom of the garden one day, I looked at her and thought how typical a cat she was, that was such a cat thing to do, now she is like all the other cats. Now she is normal like all the other cats. I believe that was when she got cancer; from the hydrochloric acid cleaning chemicals on the floor, where she ate her biccys off the floor. The cancer sat there dormant in her cell till some years later later when she died from it. Poor Mia. (not that I did, but if you smoke - you can’t smoke inside, with a cat indoors – special message). Arshole young boy Wikipedia admin 5. Country Feral non-thinking Tight Arse’s I want to mention here, the bad vibes that was created after the actions of a stupid country feral non-thinking tight arse idiot; One day when I was having a fine and dandy time paddling down the Namoi river on dads Kayak, I turned into a bend, and it was very eerie, I can’t quite explain it, just total bad vibes that I was picking up. I looked around to see if I could spot any problems, there over by the shore was a hessian bag. I paddled over, opened it up, and how awful and gruesome - a bag of rotting drowned kittens, no wonder I was picking up bad vibes. So, it seems I need to mention that you shouldn’t do this - bloody pay the $100 and get your cat desexed you non-thinking idiots - (and animal nazi haters). (actually, I personally believe council should be paying for cat/dog desexing anyway) 6. Cat Scratch with Anti Tetanus Story The cut is near my eyebrow; the red part is the infection just under the skin. I guess back in the olden days before antibiotics, they must’ve died from cat scratches? BTW, as well as prescribing Keflex which is an antibiotic, the Dr gave me a tetanus shot. That shot was definitely not necessary. Not only is it not necessary because the antibiotics will work just fine, but I developed this intense pain in the exact spot where the puncture was, and my whole arm was really sore, I was unable to lift it up past my waist, and it lasted for about 8 months. (I want to mention too, in this time I had to re-locate, so it was very difficult) Antibiotics will also do the job of fixing a really severe infection, so there’s no need for tetanus ever! Drs just like prescribing it because they like stabbing people with needles, but mostly, they get paid from drug companies who sell tetanus. In 2026 I came upon this story, and realised that I've omitted pretty much the most important part of this story. I guess the whole thing was extremely traumatic which is probably why. It involved my cat Violet, who I have written a story about on my blog: she's a very sweet shy little pussycat, she was the runt of the pack. She was the final of her siblings to remain alive. She, Tulip and I were living at Builyan, QLD. I am sure it wasn't much fun for my cats having to move but Violet seemed kind of happy; she seemed to be in her own element now that her siblings had died (!) she kind of came out of her shell! Actually, she was a really loud meower out there, I'm pretty sure the whole neighbourhood could hear her. I did have prowler problems out there, and I think Violet saw the intruders, and it kind of changed her a little: it was literally like she was being really vocal and was trying to tell me about the next day - but of course she could not. (Later somebody told me that it was the police who were prowling in my house while I was asleep?) there were 2 of them out there, Lisa Lynch and her husband {whose name I did not get and who I never met or saw}. But I had spoken to Lisa several times re the petty theft in the community. She did not believe me, and was jealous of my marble table top when she was in my kitchen one day. Anyway, I hated living at Builyan; the most horrid little hillbilly town, made up dysfunctional characters – dysfunctional in the bad sense, not the quirky sense. My neighbour, I had specific problems with, he was a young bachelor, whose wife had left him, and he had a teenage son living with him. {I suspect the real reason why the powers that be sent me to this bloody house out in the middle of nowhere was to expose this vile creature, and what he does, because he uses women on a metaphysical level and his extremely rude and disrespectful -in fact I've encountered other women in the community who won't even come near me if they know that he is lurking around such as his wilful and disgusting hate of women nature. But, so, finally, I could leave. I was able to get out of my lease and leave after four months instead of six months. Now Violet, who never goes outside, ever, still relatively shy, suddenly disappears out the crack in the flyscreen door an hour before I was set to do my final trip over the range, to leave for good. I was so annoyed, so exhausted by then. I thought I'll just have leave then come back early tomorrow. So, in the meantime, I sent a notice to the local group on Facebook: my cat was missing and to keep a lookout for her. The following morning, I peered inside the back laundry, and there she was asleep. I was so pleased, I went over to her, put my hand on her back to wake her, and OH MY GOODNESS, this reaction I got from her, was OUT OF THIS WORLD - it was unbelievable. She was hysterical. She full on attacked me, she scratched my head my face, my eye, my cheek. Then she went for my hand, as my hand was trying to calm her down, she bit into the side of my thumb, and would not let go. And she was biting really hard, plus kind of snorting in fear and terror. I had to use all my force and gentle persuasion to calm her down, kind of into my body. When I realised she wasn't going to release her grip; luckily, I had my bag over my shoulder, which was leather, so I kind of managed to get it off my shoulder and down to my thumb, and shoved it into her mouth alongside my thumb, and she was able to bite on the leather instead of my hand. So, all of this took some time, and I could barely see at this point because of my eye, it was starting to swell wand was weeping madly. Violet was still kind of hysterical for at least another 15 minutes. So, then I gathered her and my bag still up and went out to the car, it was still early and there was no one arounds. I was just very alarmed wondering what on earth happened to her during the course of the night and how did she get back inside, who found her, and what happened? I thought it best just to leave that awful place, Violet was still crying in the car, and cried the whole hour trip back over the range. She recovered in her new environment, sensing she was out of danger. That’s when I got a chance to look at myself in the mirror. Total mess. I left for Agnes water Dr straight away. Had to have antibiotics – Keflex/Cefalexin. I put that, as they worked. Now, I might try Backhousia citriodora, Kunzea, and a mass intake of garlic. {Cats and humans have been around for 1000’s of years – something must work….} The only thing I noticed later about Violet was that she suddenly had a phobia to bath towels; every time I came near her with my towel, like out of the shower, she'd flip out and become really scared. I can only assume that someone covered her with a towel. I suspect something absolutely horrible happened to Violet. Her reaction just wasn't normal. I don't think scars left from a traumatic “catch” experience would be enough to warrant her hysteria. And I was telling someone else what happened, and she thinks that one of those vile creatures, possibly the neighbour, has violated her sexually, raped her. Utter evil disgustingness who needs a bullet to the ear. THE UGLY TRUTH PLANE. Builyan in the Gladstone area has a population of about 50. I want to add, here in 2026, at my current new address, the local young men verbally harassed me all week at night – they had a bonfire going in their back garden, which backs down to my place. Probably alcohol and marijuana goings on – and the area was completely open, they could see clearly on to my front veranda, front door, probably in to my house, it was only 3m over the fence. So, they, over 3 or 4 nights, turned up the heater on my aquarium, and cooked my fish. So, there's absolute filth and disgust going on with young men in regional Queensland - which means filth and disgusting stupid mothers who raised them. Literal total retardation and backwardness, like barbaric behaviour from Neanderthal time. As I was writing this in the quiet of last night, a strange alarm went off, it was about 11:30pm: 3 short beeps. It sounded like it was coming from outside the window? It was quick so not entirely sure, but certainly NOT one of my appliance or devices. Later I saw I had left the ladder up to the roof, just outside my bedroom – that’s were it was coming from – PERVERTS. And in 2020, this was the story I wrote about how the ABC broadcaster, put the neighbours son on Gardening Australia – like rewarding bully behaviour. Plus, I saw the girl who worked in the shop there at Builyan on YouTube channel “Stuff” – seems to be a thing amongst dogs in the television industry to reward anyone who steals from me, or harasses me, or screws me over one way or another (all though I think that girl wants me to expose the neighbour – bloody bitches trying to use me). They sometimes give them new cars, like my current neighbours; they also gave them a ride on mower! So, after I make these negative accusations, I have dogs who “play sides” and try to save those criminal bully’s. They also do it by sabotaging me in some way, like putting sawdust in my mince, or water in my fuel tank, or discrediting me in some way, stalking me online, discrediting my comments, whole host of things they do – blondes do it. So that's what I have to look forward to over the coming few weeks: I'm sure something to suggest that my story is bullshit. When ofcourse, it is not, I stand by my words, I'm not going to be changing my story for popular opinion. I'm someone who can stick to my guns, I am not like most people in this respect, {all other people I have met will sell out to popular opinion}, but, even though I am currently being stalked by the QLD police (prob Lisa Lynch related) and have been given 3 speeding tickets… because I don't have friends or a ‘place of status’ in the community to lose, and plus they've killed all my pets, and I don't have any family: if anyone can stand up to these bully’s, it's me. One absolute huge plus of being rejected from society, a freedom in it. (There are some good ones I know, even ones that can see through bullshit dogs playing sides – not many but} OMG, just now, there’s those 3 beeps again, and I moved the ladder, so not on the roof??? Where is it, what is it?? -that was a problem at Builyan, someone put a beeping device somewhere, the police eventually herd it and did something about it. See copycat pervs all the time. I want to add re “prob Lisa Lynch related”: I saw the same police officer at Gladstone court, after they lost the court to me, where I got the ticket. Plus, I saw her again just before I got the ticket at Mackay. So, have her, and Lisa Lynch, and her husband all formed a little posse of “let's get Emily Bieman”? I mean does that sound familiar to me - IT SURE AS HECK DOES, it's exactly the same as in primary school when I had Miss Croft, Miss Tydd and Mrs Hill on my back; together they came up with that plan of “Let's get her into trouble and humiliate her". You know it's exactly the same thing! so weird! Is everything destined to just simply keep repeating like this? every bad thing that happens is going to happen again? Oh, this reeks of little arshole. You know today when I had to go down and post my letters, I put my camera on the speedo, so if they gave me another ticket I could prove that I wasn't speeding. They are a serious problem for me. What is it with these stupid women, rack off, get off my back you little monkeys. You know, this maybe a case of “repeating” a situation until I write about those 3 teachers, it’s like some little arse playing out this game, to expose them. Expose the “miss perfect women teachers“ as incompetent and flawed- it reeks of little boy evilness. Are you happy now? 7. Tulip, his Whiskers give me Whiskers This is Tulip, he is 16 now, and blind. The number of times where I have thought he was going to die has been at least nine times. The reason why I have thought this, is mainly due to his diet. I’ve had to switch over from my usual fresh kangaroo meat, which I could purchase for $3.50 a kilo in Tamworth, to now having to purchase in Queensland, commercial food as there is no fresh roo mince. I can assure you there are some highly dodgy pet food companies. The worst one being ‘gourmet delight’ packed for Safcol Australia, and made in Thailand. This one is truly revolting, making my cat very sick, repeatedly, and they still sell it, even after I told them it makes cats sick. Anyway, after this big ordeal, whiskers finally came up with a gravy meal that he likes, if I add some grated chicken breast with it, he likes it. He has this twice a day plus biscuits, plus some melted fat with chicken, and he still is a very tiny slight cat. When he was younger, going through what I call, his ‘teenage years’, he used to eat more than my other four cats combined, it was quite extraordinary how much food this little pussycat could consume, I suspect this is so, because he was near starved after he was born, and he probably came from a long line of stray cats that used to hang around the Gunnedah Tafe, who were also half starved, plus he was highly active, he used to be able to see, and he was a voracious hunter, hunting and wondering all day long. Although a little birdy told me, he eats so much because he has a medical condition, some sort of thyroid problem, there is a treatment but it costs $140per month, so obviously not something I can afford, considerably cheaper to feed him 3 times as much as he ought to be consuming at his age. Anyway, the main point of why I’ve done this story up, is because I’ve noticed now in winter, as he is so tiny, he comes inside to be warm. So he often comes up to me on my bed, and rubs his chin on my chin, but I’ve had to stop him from doing this because what happens, after he does this, my chin breaks out into little hairs, almost like whiskers!! And sometimes they get infected like an ingrown hair, it’s like his whiskers, give me whiskers. I just wanted to make a point of saying this is what happens, and it is not menopause. I was advised by a nurse who didn’t know, that I was NOT going through menopause. Not yet dearies!! Also I want to say, as hard as it is for me now in this tiny unit/motel room, it is just as hard for Tulip. Poor little tulip is suffering as much as I am, he’s come from this beautiful quiet peaceful tranquil garden, where he had all his hidy ‘spots’ worked out, he knew how many steps from the bushes to the cat flap inside, there were no pesty Bush Turkeys or neighbour cars. Now he frequently whinges to me because he’s got hardly any outside spots where he can relax, curl up and sleep for a few hours, and there is no space for him inside, plus he tells me it smells. Poor little Tulip, curse all the dogs. 8. Bank staff trying to UNEMPOWER customers The only good thing I have to say about Bundaberg, is that around that time I had to go to the bank, all the thousands of Murraya’s that had been planted several years ago, were now all in full flower, and the most amazing fragrance filled the entire citytown. Absolutely beautiful fragrance, divine. Bundaberg is the best smelling citytown, by far! {the town of Gladstone is truly the worst town that I’ve encountered in Australia thus far, worse than Gunnedah. It is a small city consisting of totally CORRUPT POLICE and councils, all the women in it are complete thieving bitches, they all hate each other and try to steal from one another, similar to Gunnedah, I guess. Mackay has CORRUPT POLICE too. I guess it’s a whole North QLD thing – the barbarians the further north you go}. So, the female dogs at Bundaberg Commonwealth bank are trying to UNempower me, - yes, they really tried, they came up with a whole plan. They did it by insisting I go into the bank to update my phone number, rather than do it over the phone or online (dogs) – then the tattooed girl in the Bundaberg bank, asked me to state my address while female thieves behind me in the cue and standing also near the counter would hear it, as soon as they heard it, they all up and left. So at that point I was feeling really stupid for answering her question – maybe I should have written it on a piece of paper and handed it to her…..see, how they did it, the unenpowerment. Fucked female tactics. All the girls were in my way on my way out. Whether they stole anything from my house I am unsure of, but I did have 2 kitchen spatulas go missing around that time – this fits in with my theory of showing off “we can steal if we want”: So, over the years there's a been a few times where I figure someone has tried to steal from my bank account directly. Apparently invariably they do this: you hear stories about it on a current affair or whatever. But, the theft hasn't panned out for the thief, because of one reason: I have had the same account at CBA since I was 10 years old. So, the bank is familiar with all my transactions and who I am. I guess that's one really good thing about the bank – although it may be just a myth, fake news and whatnot. Guess who tried, back in 2020, to get me to change banks - yes somebody did try to do that, mmmm gee, I wonder why? It was my then landlord Cate Rogers - otherwise known as Rachel Weinberg's older sister. She is such a total thief it's unbelievable. I did not change banks at the time, and good, good on me, even though I didn't know about the bank possibly protecting my money in such familiar manner. And having said that, they definitely have stolen money from me since I moved to QLD. The thieves have worked out how to steal from the bank – so they were showing off, by actually doing it, maybe even using me as the Guinea pig – somewhere along the lines of “picking on the homeless”, like pharmaceutical companies do. So, what happens is retailers can ask the bank to withhold money on credit cards if there is a debt with that retailer. So, Telstra arseholes asked the bank to withhold money (by withholding money I mean they already remove the money from my credit card). – so, even though I had paid my Telstra account (apparently my payment had gone into an old Telstra bank account, as my latest Telstra account had a new one for some reason. So, they told me they had not registered any payment, so they stole twice from me - I did not get any refund, even though I provided them with proof of payment on my credit card statement. So that’s how they steal. It's happened a few other times, and I do not even know who has asked the bank to withhold money – and the bank does not even tell me that they have withheld money for so and so. NO NOTIFICATION AT ALL. Plus, its not just business that I have a monthly payment for, but any retailer, like Bunnings can do it, after a purchase with them on my CC (they tried it in 2025, money was missing, $10 but no transaction listed for $10 {I did not know it was bunnings who asked bank to withhold $10, but I had a hunch it was as them, as there was a $10 delivery dispute with them at that time - see I was taking daily screenshots of my cc at this time BECAUSE OF ALL THE MONEY THAT HAS MISSING – LIKE $100’S, one week $400 was missing – I phoned them up: “you have to check the statement at the end of the month”. Yeah, still didn’t add up, and oh no, not a nuisance time waste doing that every day}. So, this time I put in a complaint in regards to the missing money, this time with screenshots showing money missing. But still I received no explanation, and no refund initially. Eventually, I got the $10 amount back on my cc, but I do not know if it was because the person I sent to the screenshots to did something about it, or if Bunnings put the money back?? SUCH A SCAM {and I wonder if I still have to take screenshots, or if they found the person at the bank who was stealing from me in this manner???} I am pretty sure Coles stole several hundred dollars in this manner in 2025. “We don't have to get her to switch banks, we can steal from her this way.” Actually, I tried to get a new cc account at the Bendigo bank; when I was applying for the credit card: first question asked me my marital status? (None of your fucking business) The next thing it said was that Bendigo bank was a profit for community Bank (whatever that means) But then it asked me to select which community would I like to support? -Now, ALARM BELLS!!; when I do my banking, it is for me, my money is not for my next-door neighbour! By what they stated, well, this basically implies, that not only are they going to take enough money to make a profitable business for themselves, but they're going to steal money from me and give it to all those stupid blondes who steal from me too. – How thieving fucked. So, I am stuck with CBA, I hope they fixed their thieving issue. Possibly Pru Bourke is involved, I heard her voice when I spoke to the bank about the missing $10. Pru Bourke was a bully at my school. Total wealthy snob too, I can’t believe she would work, and at a bank. So, I would say it is them and Telstra getting the dogs? There was a nutcase Jenny, who works at CBA, 2025 who was meant to be emailing me my old bank statements so I could check them – but did she do that, no, - just didn’t. Mm Mm – money not adding up. $100’s. I strongly suspect CBA suffer from “GoldStarDog theory”. In fact, I know they do; I have a YouTube subscription and I just love all the documentaries about what's going on in the world - a whole new level that the world has lifted itself up onto by making all of this information available to everyone. Anyway, one was saying about wealthy Singapore and how 80% of their population lives in government housing and they were saying that this was one of the key aspects of pushing Singapore’s economy into one of the leading countries in the world, it's because there is stability within the people because everyone has somewhere to live. I found this absolutely interesting, because in Australia, the attitude is “well if you're not rich then bad luck, you lose”. Just a complete uncaring attitude towards anyone who's not rich. And CBA really pushes this attitude, they favour and reward people who are rich, and what’s more punish people who are poor - it's completely backwards. (CBA are completely unevolved people). The poor tax. The lazy tax. One time in Gunnedah, I called the CBA bank, as there was an issue with sorting out a replacement credit card, and I happened to be in a shop wanting to purchase something with the credit card, so I was on the phone talking to this girl from CBA, who wasn’t really making any sense, she was definitely suffering from what I have termed the female zombie problem. It was literally like she was part asleep, living in her own little dreamworld - actually she was being a bit of a bitch too, and so I thought, it would help, if I put her on speaker phone, because I wasn’t the only one in the shop, and as soon as I did that, it was like I was speaking to someone completely different, she was suddenly fully awake, and prepared to sort out the issue. I tell you “Walking female sleeping beauty zombies” are in every corner, of every industry, ready and waiting to be as stupid as they can. {And waking walking female sleeping beauty zombies ought to be a priority in schools, and family units.} I think I will put another zombie woman or basically ‘women are completely stupid’ story here, to really reiterate why they should be waking sleeping beauties in schools: This one is in relation to shop girls: 60yr old man wearing overalls, goes to the tip shop to buy some ladders, he gets to go home with two ladders, one costing $5, the other $10, both extremely good ladders. 50yr old woman, wearing pretty floral dress, goes to same tip at a later date, she has to pay $40 for a ladder. The reason of the huge price difference is because the girls who work at the tip, think the woman who looks nice must be wealthy, and thus sets the price for her. And the guy in the overalls, must be a 'battler', so his price is more 'tip' typical. Meanwhile the guy in the overalls has $2.6 million in the bank, and the woman is not in employment and has $.55 in the bank. STUPID shop girls. This happens all the time - it is unbelievable how stupid shopgirls are, and Australia wide, not just one country bumpkin area, but city and country alike. "Do not judge a book by its cover" - they obviously have not heard that expression. 9. Often People are Described as Died Peacefully in their Sleep Often people are described as “died peacefully in their sleep”. Well, it’s usually the opposite of this, especially in a nursing home; they give patient sleeping tablets, (especially the dementia ones who often wake up during the night) then the patient has a nightmare, which raises their heart rate, but because they can’t wake up due to the tablets, their heart continues to beat rapidly, and they have a heart attack and die. mmm, yes peaceful. In my experience, I find most nursing staff delusional about medication. Often people are there because they are in the process of dying, and there is no help that can be given, but a nurse has only the knowledge that they are there to help, so if they can’t help, then they can give them a tablet and feel then that they are helping. And this is not just true in nursing homes, they do it in hospitals and especially, mental units, where a person has been put there because they are scarring the pencil pushers, (often just for speaking the truth but in a loud ‘scary’ voice) so they are classed as someone with ‘mental health issues’, RIDICULOUS, and thus must be put on medication. In fact, that’s really the number one priority and work that those mental health ward unit staff do; subdue the patient and administer tranquilizers, have you seen those mental health called staff – all big build people, they lay in hopes everyday in their job to get some loud mouth to come along, so they can use the physical strength and medication to fight and subdue, thus feeling like they have won, and accomplished their work - they are the biggest dogs of them all. This is really a joke, and I can’t believe it has not come to light about the complete stupidity of this practice. That type of medication will do more harm than good. WAKE UP bims. Oh, and I believe there are some nurses in hospitals, who when dealing with someone who’s had some major medical problems, and therefore have no control any more, they sometimes get anxious, argumentative and angry. So, a nurse, who should be taking the time to explain what’s happened to them properly, so they can be calmed, will often not do this, as often nurses aren’t patient people, some are there to make money, and not there because of their caring, healing, or patient characteristics. So, they just tranquilize someone, because it’s easier to do that than deal with their frustrations of being sick. Sick nurses! 10. Morning Tea with the Old Lady Neighbours Morning Tea with the Old Lady Neighbours I touched vaguely on this before, but that piece of writing is missing, at any rate I couldn’t find it. So, I thought it probably worth making a point about it. When I first arrived at kookaburra Park (Gin Gin QLD), I had morning tea with the next-door neighbours a few times. My next-door neighbours here, are all pretty much elderly people, which is great, I don’t mind living amongst elderly people at all, usually I find elderly people to have far more common sense than young people. However, I’ve decided, after the third time, that it would be in my best interest if I do NOT have morning tea with the old ladies ever again. What I found was that morning tea for them was a game, a kind of social piranha fish game, where you have to win with everything you say, and be perfect and ‘good’, and the smartest! And if one is forced to lie in order to ‘win’ – then THEY DO IT. I guess it’s pretty hard to explain, but old ladies have a way of seizing the situation, in order to take advantage of a younger person‘s naïveté, and given the fact that I didn’t actually know any of these ladies or weren’t friends with them I felt like I was at a major disadvantage. I felt it was also a desperado thing, like they were desperate for new intelligence, and new things to ‘sink their teeth’ into, and provide talking (medalling) subjects. Maybe it was about pecking order too. As I described in my Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue story, I pretty much don’t do pecking order, - I find with most girls, that’s what they want to do, the pecking order game, and why I gladly pretty much don’t have a social network (aside from being ban and cast out) - surprising how many ‘little people’ there are, who are wanting other people to “obey my authoritae”; even about topics in which they are completely clueless - you know, is it the way I speak? is there some strange sound in my voice which encourages people to try to tell me what to do or give advice to? Even in areas where they know nothing, and I’m actually quite an expert, it still happens. I blame the pathetic public education system in Australia, and nazi parents for this non-thinking authoritarian attitude (and its bimbo, only bimbos do it). Don't get me wrong, I love people who help other people, and if they have something to add it's always wonderful to hear what they have to say, but I'm not really talking about that, I'm literally talking about people blurting out often irrelevant information but makes them sound authoritive, it often involves “you’re not allowed to do that” a lot. I recently learnt about the book ‘Animal Farm’ by Orson Wells – he mentions the topic in that book, the way people try to ‘police’ other people. Apparently they do it out of fear (?) – possibly from nazi parents and teachers making sure they obey every rule? When I was younger, I caught myself once, I caught myself out when I was talking to dad, and realised I was kind of “silencing” him in a way. I made a conservative effort not to do it from then on. And at the time, I realised in society, a lot of people do it. And it’s so annooooying. Another thing they do, and many men do this, but whenever you say something, they straightaway without thinking, contradict you and say something opposite, negative or contray to what you just said - undermining. And this act changes the whole situation to a kind of hopelessness feel, in a very passive aggressive way. There’s no thinking at all. In fact, it’s amazing how much of a quick straightaway negative response they have. Negative nancy. Sometimes when it happens, and I just don't say anything, like I don't fight back to defend myself or my point, I can see the other person kind of wondering what's going on, as in like, the whole point of what they said, was for me to fight and argue with them. It's like I've called out their subconscious bad habit. It really annoys them. Really annoys them. As now they have silenced the conversation. Btw, I believe it’s in your best interest NOT do this, it’s a big deal. How should I say this, well, I think it’s bad karma if you carry on like this with someone, and you’ll be punished for it…..or well, “taught a lesson” until you learn it. I have seen it happen with a few marriages who have a severe case of ‘cat and mouse’ situation – in the end the situation just may be reversed. Although, this topic isn’t specifically listed as one of the “10 Commandments”, (I think, not an expert), I believe, it’s up there, next to stealing in the eyes of the almighty. It pays to be to be fully awake. I do not feel asking a question is a sign of weakness, or an invitation to be 'mothered' or 'fathered' or 'teachered', in a weird psychological way. In fact, just the opposite; someone who asks questions is a sign of someone who is aware, intelligent, curious and happy. (I guess it may not apply if they're asking really stupid questions or asking questions for the point of controlling the conversation….). Anyway, at the morning teas, I kind of felt used, and actually had far better and more important ways to spend my time. And after these morning teas I decided it would be mentally healthier for me not to attend morning teas with my neighbours. I invariably mention on my blog that all these problems I face with women, and their dysfunction in society, it usually comes down to one person's fault, and that is their mother, so these old ladies here, possibly that would be them, in fact I know it would be them: someone who's completely mentally healthy doesn't act like a piranha! Here is a good spot to add this little story I heard about it back in 2016 or so whilst living at Rangari near Gunnedah. And this story is what I feel differentiates me from most other females, as I have no problem “playing on my own”. Here it is: In about 2016, I kept coming to the realisation how truly revolting and evil women are, as I kept on encountering a lot of greedy thieving bully girls – little girls still. Actually, I was having a difficult time grasping it, since my childhood was so free of such behaviour for the most part, and I had a few good female friends, and got on well with my sister and mom, and aunts (as a child – things are different when you’re an adult and your own person…..). But, at this time, they put on, I think, it was on SBS, or it could’ve been the ABC, a documentary about a university study that some psychologists did, involving 3 little girls aged 5; The girls were put in an average room with 2 toys, one good toy and one not very good toy. As the psychologists were watching, hidden, they discovered something truly remarkable in the way these little girls dealt with having / not having the good toy. What happened, is that the girl who had the good toy, was suddenly excluded by the other two girls, it was done in a very passive aggressive way – not verbal. Eventually affecting the girl who had the good toy, so badly since she felt so left out, that she ended up dropping the good toy, so she could go and play with the other two. Leaving the good toy open for somebody else, and of course one of the other girls straight away went and got the good toy. It was a plan. An evil 5yr old girl plan. Seriously – never underestimate 5yr old. So, you see, that’s how most girls operate, when they’re really young, (I was tempted to say in a ‘non-thinking’ juvenile way) but, I can assure you that’s how they still think, when they’re fully grown adults, and have all the age / wisdom and intelligence that life offers them. They are revolting and slightly evil when they are young, and remain that way until their death. And it is why, if I ever encounter any young men, I always tell them about how irresponsible women are, and how they have to be the responsible ones (in their hopes to get them to see) I think it works. Back in 2015, when there were hardly any images online, someone put an image of a cup of coffee and some biscuits, and there was like a splash into the coffee or something; it really tickled my fancy! I loved that image, I wanted to use that image on this story, but of course I could not find it anywhere online, and now there are seemingly millions of photos of coffees of cups with biscuits and splashes. So I did a quick collage of my new coffee cups! Of course one of those rose mugs has been stolen already. 11. Sterling Silver double Open Infinity Lobster Claw Clasp for necklace STOLEN They left the necklace that Grandpa made me, and just took the clasp off.I would put money on the fact that it was a girl that took it, no man is going to fumble around with a tiny clasp. (These clasps are the best, and do not ‘accidentally’ come undone - that’s why it was stolen, the best) I did not bother reporting it to the police, because the local police here do not believe anyone up here steals, I believe it was taken by a girl that was harassing me from Builyan, the same one who stole heaps of my seeds from my seed chest. - The girl who was known by certain people, certain neighbours like Suellen and Donny, as that thieving girl bought them off with free ‘empowerment’ activities for their little zombie girl daughter. Suellen and Donny – such cowards, when I am being literally tormented by this thief with 100’s of items stolen. Shame on them. Also, this might be related to a musician, because quite often I have songs that just appear on my iPod shuffle as its playing, like when Dolly Parton released her new song, suddenly it started playing in my shuffle iPod. When K.D. lang released a song, back in 2015 or something, same thing - although I did try to find K.D Lang’s song again to listen, but it was gone! So, they can literally put songs “on” and take songs “off” my iPod, - this would be Apple related too (the genius of the people of Apple) So anyway there was a song that appeared on my iPod which was a slow-motion cha-cha, I’ve mentioned it on this blog before, and I think that thieving girl has heard me listen to that song, and has assumed that I have stolen that song, when I certainly did not, in fact I don’t even think those songs had been yet released (?). And so, she has stolen my goods, either out of an act of revenge, or she’s just jealous - a stupid jealous bitch, who wants new release songs to appear on her iPod (probably Olivia Newton John – no convictions). Whoever it is does seem to have a lot of money, because she buys people off where ever she goes, SHE IS A SOURCE OF EXTREMEM TORMENT (like only a musician knows how to do), so could well be Olivia Newton John. So, I need to literally spell this out in order to stop this stupid girl thief - fuck off all musicians - stay out of my life, stay off my iPod, fuck off {and I have nothing to do with putting on and taking off new releases from iPod, so stop taking your jealous frustrations out on me). And no, I am still not gay. The unknown girl who took this from my bedroom, was not invited in. That reminds me, other times they ‘mess’ around with my ipod; one day, while cleaning the house, I heard this really good song on my iPod shuffle, (magically mysterious how songs just suddenly ‘appear’ on my iPod) and note, when I was cleaning – got to be landlord dog related. It was a type of slow-motion cha-cha sound - fast fast fast fast slow slow. I really liked it, as I had a sore foot, and could not Cha Cha any more. Anyway, I wrote it down because I knew I’d forget it, to listen later, it was a weird classical song of some sort with a weird name. But someone stole the piece of paper with the name on it, and I suspect the person who stole it was xxxxx xxxxxxxxxx (I have no idea who) and am left pining after that song….. So in 2023, when Wix put a limit to the size of my blog and I was rewriting everything, including this little story, one day I walked into my little sew room, which, the day before I had just put in a brand new packet of lycra needles, which were kind of special, because if you've ever sewn with Lycra you know you need exactly the right needle type, and I had had extreme difficulties up to that point because plain stretch needles just don't work, you need a specific weight needle size. So finally I received my new needles, and had taken them carefully into my sewing room after painting the ends a colour, so I could identify them quickly. So that next morning I could see my sewing needles were strewn all over the hallway and all over the sew room floor! I thought well that's really odd because I had definitely carried the needles carefully in their packet and placed them in front of my sewing machine I was quite deliberate. Now, there weren't any needles missing, all my coloured marked needles were accounted for. Odd, because I do have problems with people stealing my stuff, sewing stuff in particular. But then, I noticed on the floor too, was a silver clasp, the same one that had been stolen all those years ago. I checked my box to see if the replacement one I purchased was still there, and it was. So not only did someone strew my needles on the floor, but so many years after it was stolen, and at a 2nd address, they had decided to return this silver clasp! I don't know if they had a guilty conscience, or whether they were just stealing it for the point of keeping it from me, only to one day return it? Maybe that was there cockanninnie plan? But, I'm thinking guilty conscience - finally that bimbo thief is starting to realise; you have to actually pay and make up for all the bad things you do in life. She has realized, she does not want to be in dept to me. Too late. Hehe. 12. Covid cash grant money Spa experience 2020 / 2021 One of the best luxury purchases I’ve ever made has been an inflatable spa. And I tell you, once you have relaxed on a soft inflatable cushion of air, there’s no way you could ever purchase a hard fibreglass or metal spa tub! Plus, they cost a fraction, cheaper and more comfortable. And furthermore, at this point when I purchased it, I had inflammation in my foot from a collapsed arch / plantar fasciitis, and I’d had that lump of inflammation {visible lump}, for at least two years. When I first filled the spa tub up, I used solar water from the roof, as well as the built-in heater, and so I wasn’t sure about the temperature, when I put my foot in it, it was way too hot to hop in, and being a somewhat impatient person, I couldn’t wait till it cooled, so I put my feet – it was just bearable, I added some Ylang Ylang essential oil, (which I knew was good for inflammation), and turned the bubbles on. I had my whole foot and up to my knee, immersed in this hot water, waiting until it cooled down so I could hop in. my whole leg under the new turned bright red! But, and OMG, the next day, I was just sitting around, taking it easy, when my foot, or my big toe really, got an itch, I reached down kind of absent mindedly to brush or scratch it, like what often happens, I am constantly being bitten by little bugs, mozzies, nats, flies landing, there’s always an itch of some sort going on. But I noticed on the back of my knuckles, which is what I used to scratch whatever was annoying me, suddenly, it was wet with moisture, I looked, and it was like a biggish pustule on my big toe, down near the nail, had burst, and out poured about, I don’t know, maybe, a quarter of a teaspoon full, of fluid, was like a clear liquid fluid. I just know it was the inflammation, or possibly lymph fluid, that had been stuck all that time in my foot, I had finally got rid of. Hooray! So right, then in there, I got my money‘s worth! Plus, it worked out, because we were in the far end of a 9yr drought, and I was on tank water too, so there was definitely no spare water to waste on spas (actually it was 14 years since I had even had a bath!). So what I did, was filled spa to the minimum line, which was still ample, then after keeping water in for 2 or 3 days, having a spa on each (it remained hot for some time, especially in that mild weather we had there plus, I could heat it with the inbuilt heater and it had a lid for insulation, so two or three days maximum, and then, after that, the water started to go rank with bacteria, so I put my submersible pump in, and used that water in my washing machine. I could get five loads from one spa fill. I just waited before I did a wash for about two weeks, so I had a big accumulation of stuff to wash, then did it all in a day or two! So not only could I recycle that water from the spa, but I would then also save the washing water (I had purchased a little kiddies pool and emptied that water into the kiddies pool). When that was full, I added some compost loo drip overflow waste water - which I’d save in plastic milk bottles under the compost loo exit pipe out back. I used my other submersible pump to water the garden with it - and I tell you, my God, the plants absolutely loved that water with the compost loo drip overflow (I use low phosphate washing powder as well -is a must.) So, but, actually purchasing this spa was pretty much the most difficult thing I’ve ever purchased in my life. Talk about a nightmare. This was the time with COVID-19, and the government had issued out cash grants to everyone. Usually if you receive job seeker payment, you miss out on any cash grants from the government, but the government decided to include unemployed people this time, although not the full amount, the full amount was thousands and thousands of dollars, at least $8000+, but I ended up with about $3000 total, I think. And 2mnths prior I had seen an inflatable spa at big W for $500, and I was so tempted to buy on my Credit card, but I thought inflatable, I’ve actually been the victim of people pricking anything inflatable just out of spite -it seems to be the stupid Australian Bogan way, so I decided I wouldn’t, because I could only put it outside anyway and it may fall victim to pricks, (btw, those so called pricks are usually always of the female variety, the jealous female variety). But then I kept thinking about it, it was in the back of my mind, niggling away, when we were kids, we used to go to the squash club with dad and hang out in the spa while he played Squash - I remember it with such joy! And so, came January, with the cash grants, I decided, I was definitely going to spend $500 and get the spa. Of course, with everyone going on a shopping spree, they were sold out, but I found one on a different website, catch.com for $550, so I got that, but annoyed with myself that I didn’t get it before and I would’ve saved 50 bucks! And so, I’m waiting and waiting and waiting, and my spa never turned up! I was so disappointed. On my original photostory here, I went in to GREAT DETAIL about what happened; purchasing another one, that broke, so then purchasing yet another one, a 3rd one. But it didn’t work because it had an American plug, so then there was all the drama of converters, and then more powerful converters, none which worked! Plus, hopeless couriers who refused to communicate, retailers who refused to communicate – nothing arrived and anything that did, did not work. And ALL my covid cash grant money was gone. And still no spa. Then my original spa that I had purchased finally arrived, 4mnths later. So meanwhile the whole time, my neighbours {what, with their antics of playing spa noises to try and trick me}, the couriers, Ebay, everyone it seemed, was just messing me about deliberately sabotaging me and stealing my spa from me. So that’s exactly how my cash grant was stolen and wasted. Sluen. Anyway, eventually, my spa was fantastic! It was so lovely, finally I could have my spa. There were just bubbles everywhere, so warm, and it was really worth the cost, although not the drama and other costs…. For someone who lives in “normal world” where everything works out, and you get what you paid for – it is worth it. One day I was in my spa thinking about things. {As a single, I spend a lot of time thinking}. This day, I thought well, this is totally what I need, some total ‘me time’ and pampering time, because I haven’t really had much pampering since I lived in Sydney, and when I was in Sydney, I did a bit of nanny work which involved cleaning, and I got quite a lot of aches and pains, and so then I spent most of my money that I made, on massage - which was lovely, but didn’t really make working, worthwhile. One of the massages that I had, was an Indian head massage, at neutral Bay, and it was so fantastic! I couldn’t believe it, it was such a luxury, and such pampering, and I thought you know, my mother, she never had anything like this in her life, she was basically a “slave” to her family. I mean, I had this realisation at that moment in my mid 20’s -she totally has missed out in life because she did not have massage and pamper time to herself (not than I am complaining about her mothering skills, she was a fantastic mum!) But massage is truly a wonderful thing, I strongly feel like, it’s something that gives you vitality and lengthens your life, it’s really, that good, and a healthy “must do”. You are allowed to ‘feel good’. No need to feel guilty about self-indulgent. I think actually, because she didn’t have any ‘me time’ in her life, any ‘self-body worshipping’ time, so to speak, this is part of the reason why she got sick so young (also aside from dad who was only half present in the marriage/family and in protecting her throughout life - not that I want to have a go at Dad, because as far as fathers go, he was pretty good, he just didn’t know about some of the ‘bad’ things he should have known about. He did understand, however, the sacrifice that it takes to raise a family by committing to working every day, rain hail or shine, to provide for the family. (He understood that, as his dad died when he was 13, so he knew the difficulties from not having a dad around) I’ve come across some dads who have been absolute vermin, and I count my lucky stars a lot.) Anyway, just my personal opinion, and I’m pretty old and wise, I can tell you - I talk to a lot of smart people!! The above photo shows the spa I ended up with from Catch on the veranda. The oval spa from America was relegated to the garden for plant water too, and the other oval spa from America, I was able to return (for $700 that paypal paid for) and the converters, I had to throw out. But oval bath type spa – BRILLIANT! I have not seen any available in Australia – Intertek Group ought to do 13. Character Reference from Lizzie Blake Note; I asked Lizzie for a reference at some point in my 20’s. { I think I should explain who Lizzie Blake is (was); She and her husband Tony were family friends of my parents. My parents had a lot of friends, but in particular they had a circle of good friends and the Blakes were one of them. They socialised a lot. All their circle of friends had kids, we often had picnics on the weekends together. I remember Lizzie often popping in to our house for coffee on a regular basis, she was a very social person. Mum really liked Lizzie, and admired her taste and values. Tony had a successful agri business in the community. I felt Lizzie had quite definitive social rules and norms, which mum was happy to go along with, Mum seem to be pleased that she was friends with someone who was so prominent in the community. I recall Lizzie and mum getting involved with the art group and doing a play in the town hall “Oklahoma”. I recall them doing the weird and strange phenomenon of country car bashing which seemed to be some sort of competition with multiple cars racing around the countryside going on some sort of treasure hunt. They played tennis too, and golf. Basically they were good friends. So when I got the reference back from her, I read it, and I was totally unimpressed. I thought you know; this woman does not know how to write a reference at all, she doesn’t know what an employer is looking to hear from in a reference. First of all, she started off by saying “I don’t really know Emily, I only know her parents” ! - I thought that was extremely rich, because, we had spent pretty much, parts of every weekend together for the last six years in Gunnedah, having picnics and social gatherings and whatnot. So, I just kept the reference and didn’t bother giving it to any potential employer. However, in 2018, when I had to start looking for new rentals, the rental girls, (these young girls in their 20s, where asking me for references) {brainwashed by primary school teachers – btw, if you want to know anything about me, you ought to ask me. As if you can possibly rely on somebody else’s reference – does nobody not understand the true nature of most people. The true nature of females and their bias. So, to rely on a reference is a ridiculous concept. But, so, anyway, no rental without one, so I went and found all my references, and I re-read, Lizzie Blake’s references, I have attached it below, and as you can see below, there is no mention of what I just mentioned above! This reference has been totally changed, and NOT BY ME. I know her daughter Fiona was an old NEGS girl too, in a year or two ahead of me, so I’m not sure whether again this is a tactic of the ‘dog network’; maybe possibly those girls saw that I was not in full-time work, and were like ‘well how come she doesn’t have to work? - Maybe no-one has written her a good reference!’ LOL! LOL! Such irony (“how come she’s so happy, how come her life is so good?” LOL!! ; and so they have changed it?? Or, possibly someone else, maybe one of my Centrelink jobs provider has changed it to a more appropriate wording?? I don’t know. But it was definitely changed from the original - slightly. (I still laugh about it every time I read it) – I am one of the good ones – and you all miss out!!, and ha! – serves you right from stealing from me). But so, typical of a woman – so intent on being ‘tough bitch’ or playing STUPID dog sides - they cannot see the big picture. I don’t believe any other of my refs have been changed. Although I do recall when I was 18, I did work experience at the local Gunnedah chemist. When the ‘chemist’ gave me a reference at the end of the week, it was so pathetic, that I threw it out immediately. It wasn’t like he said anything mean, but it was brief, 1 sentence long, and pointless. And, as I had just spent the whole week doing his stock-take, because it was at the time when they had just invented shop coding, so every product in the store had to get a sticker with a code on it, then scanned, so they can use their digital device to know the price and keep track of all the stock. So, there were actually 3 of us, 3 work experience girls, all NOT getting paid, at all, and we did a huge monumental task for him, he had 1000’s and 1000’s of products. But he was so ungrateful and pathetic, that I was disgusted by it. I want to add this too, because I know my sister was deeply upset at the time when it happened. And there is a little bit of a life lesson in it; When mum got sick at such a young age, {it was a very slow progression}, and eventually she got to the point where she really relied on the people around her to just sort of guide her along the way, just a little bit of help was needed at that point. It was a very slow progression. And when it came to mum's regular Tuesday golf with Lizzie, Lizzie pretty much refused to be that supportive person for mum, and did not allow mum to continue golfing with her. The life lesson being, choose your friends wisely and don't be caught up on people who you think prominent and respectable. 18 Goodwin RD P0 Box 589 Gunnedah, NSW, Australia, 2380 7th July 2005 Reference I have known Emily Bieman for most of her life through a long association with her parents Fran and Dick, who are long-standing and respected residents of Gunnedah. Emily is well educated. She has a strong, independent personality and is extremely artistic and creative, attributes that have served her well in establishing a career in the tough and competitive women's fashion industry in Sydney. Several years ago, she returned to Gunnedah to be close by her mother who had tragically been diagnosed with a terminal illness. During her time back home Emily developed a small business enterprise to allow her to stay in Gunnedah and utilize some of the skills that enabled her to succeed in her fledgling fashion career in Sydney. I believe Emily has the communication skills, ability and adaptability to succeed in whatever career she undertakes. Lizzie Blake 14. Thoughtful Sign in Bundaberg I took a photo out driving around Bundaberg of a street sign, it says: “You are passing through a residential area PLEASE DRIVE WITH CONSIDERATION” First time I have seen such a sign. I like it! I and feel they need to be more of them. Could truck drivers and TRAIN drivers, especially, take note; all areas are residential, as your horns are so loud. Show some EMPATHY (look it up if you have to). 15. The rentals with “little girl landlord problems” The above photo, 2nd along, shows the rental house in Builyan, where I lived for 5 months. This house was at Builyan, QLD, in the Boyne Valley. I also had such problems at kookaburra Park Gin Gin. So, I guess 2 out of (16 rentals) isn’t too bad. Oh, there was another at Tulcumbah, so the 3, “little girl landlord” problems that I had, were extreme problems, it is surprisingly how weird and evil little girls can be. (All of them were adults from 23 to 53 yrs of age) If you are having landlord little girl problems, note; nobody likes to be around someone who is hostile. So, if you want to get rid of someone who’s coming around, without seemingly being hostile, you have to do it in a clever, sneaky passive way. I would say the number one way to do it, would be to invite at least 5 ‘hoodlum’ looking young men around, so when she comes through, they are all leering and perving on her – this will work easy on a young rental girl. Maybe an old man might have the same effect! But as I don’t have any such people on my Bec an Call list, I would have to come up with something else. If there was a fireplace, try smoking them out, maybe try insanely strong aromas of incense. Or borrow a neighbours dogs that sniffs their crotch the whole time. Or get council men to make the trip out there really long and tedious, with road blocks. Or laugh at them – this always works, no one likes being laughed at if they did not make a joke. Ofcourse, making sure there is no ‘fuel’ for them to winge about, like make sure the place is clean and tidy. you’ll see they won’t come back. (Although one of my landlords made a point of going there when I was not home – I have cameras now. – they do sneaky things if I am not watching as they go through the house, like, totally nosy stuff, go through my wardrobe, filing cabinet, use my spinning wheel, take things…. You must know what women are like – how dare there be laws in place to allow a landlord to enter the premises when I am not home HOW DARE THERE BE. Wake up government, and change that form18a standard lease, Terms and Conditions. If anyone has got any other unseemly hostile ways to stop people from pestering – please let me know! In the photo above, it shows a tyre out front, I had planted a tree in it, and the tyre stops the rabbits from eating it, and council from mowing it. But shortly after, it was yanked out and tossed back in to my yard, by the idiot neighbour, (single father in his 30’s) who then got his simple clueless bimbo of a mother to come round and yell at me for planting a trees ‘so close’ to her sons side of the verge – country stupid mongrels. Her son was a despicable person who belongs in jail. 16. Bad Wikipedia admin -ban from wikipedia for no reason, other than personal IT admin bully attack I grew up and lived in Gunnedah, NSW, Australia, for most of my life. I looked up Gunnedah in 2020, on Wikipedia, and there was a brief little blurb about it. I felt it quite inadequate, and lacking in realness and guts. REALNESS AND GUTS I wished to add information about the drought, the annual rainfall, the big coal mining boom and the impossibility of finding somewhere to rent at all, let alone at an affordable price, (albeit plenty of brand-new vacant houses around and up for sale). Not to mention the crime, the petty theft, and the general bad will, that had built-up in the last 20 years in Gunnedah and neighbouring Tamworth. Not such a friendly country town anymore. Infact, people pretty much hate each other now. I was advised by little birdie that “there is a war going on out there” (so was better to hang out at my place!). So, I did add my info, citing my name as well, but it was swiftly removed within half an hour - more oppressive nazis on wiki too. And see how I am tracked, tracked for years now since 2020 or maybe before. {Later when I was sent a wiki ‘ban’ notification, the admin’s name was stated, I looked them up, and that to the right, that was the person. A red head – possibly someone trying to save the stupid blonde bimbo? To me, that guy looks slightly retarded, possibly someone that ought not be allow to be an admin, so typical modern times, some people trying to “empower” people who ought not to be.} While I am at it, aside from that ‘lack of guts and honest truths’ page listing, I often go on wiki to find out stuff, and it has been very helpful, and usually the facts I have read have been accurate. But yesterday (July 2022) I saw a good movie on Australian iView about Australian politics and the introduction of legalized abortions. After it was over, I wanted to check some facts, so I looked it up on wiki, and, low and behold, I was reading incorrect information, with dates that were completely wrong. Plus, names (politicians were added), obviously for the point of making the wiki interesting, or some other such reason, lord if I know. Maybe they just guessed? Not saying the good movie was inaccurate, as they never mention dates or real names in it – so typical {btw that’s why there is corruption; cowards who don’t name names}. But the ones on Wiki – definatly inaccurate. False. Liars. I’m really annoyed to see this about Wiki, because I’ve been using Wiki for a while and it’s always been quite truthful, so as of now, 2022 one has to be more careful as there’s ‘bullshit galore’ on there. And isn’t it curious how they won’t let me write up about Gunnedah - the truth about the town, yet they let people bullshit like this. They don’t ban them or remove their content. So, what is wrong with the Internet world? There’s something majorly wrong with it. The good guys lost and the bad guys won. If you didn’t know; anyone is supposedly allowed to write up anything on wiki, you do have to provide your name and reference details etc to encourage truthfulness. And btw, I have written up information on wiki before without any problems; way back when I was doing my horticulture course and there were still big gaps in the Internet, when it came to plant species, I thought I would contribute with a created listing for, and photos of the beautiful ironbark: Eucalyptus melonophloia - Silver IronBark. I note, my images are still there; back then I had a different email, it was rbieman@bigpond.net.au , so it says! I was ban purly from being tracked by stupid obsessed IT nerds, who have ban me from pretty much all social medias (except YouTube! – account deleted later in 2024) stupid. https://photos.app.goo.gl/sk8uZ6EcVwqgu98x5 17. My arms used to look like this, and now they’re spent The photo used to show; showing a woman flexing her muscles. I’m doing a photo story about this because when I was building up my business and planting many trees, shrubs and creating a garden, I used all my strength, and thought nothing of it - doing tasks that, in retrospect, weren’t really necessary, given the amount of energy I had to expend for it. I didn’t realise in my 20s and 30s that the work I did then, I would later have to pay for with my body. Well, I guess what I mean by that, is we have XXX amount of energy over a lifetime, and if you use it all in your 20s and 30s, then you’ll have nothing left for your 40s, 50s, 60s and 70s. And nobody tells you these things. I mean if I had of known I would’ve taken it more steadily, not pushed myself like I did. I thought, back then, after I done a whole lot of hard constant work, like chain sawing until everything was finished without stopping for a break, that I had accomplished a lot, and I was pleased with myself, but in reality I had just set up my arms to be weak in the future. So while at the time, my arms looked in top condition, like the above, really it was just a disguise. BTW, it’s the same with fat - we can eat xxx amount of fat before the heart chucks a hissy fit, so pace yourselves. 18. Councils Hogging all the Men According to Google Maps, there are only 5 reflexologist in the whole of Queensland, well, 5 today, yesterday there were only 4. I have been on all of their websites, and they are all female. I am noticing this more and more, with women dominating the health sector, but I personally would prefer to see a male reflexologist, as reflexology is hands on so to speak, with strength in hands and arms required - something that women don’t naturally have. I mean, I did see a naturopath once who was able to massage too, and she was brilliant, I don’t think I’ve had anyone come close to how good she was, ever, making her unusual, but she was actually a tall and big woman with strength. So, what’s happened to all the men? Are they at home sitting on the couch taking drugs? Oh, wait a minute, I know where they are, they are doing the government’s local council schemes, of putting all the men in lollipop suits and getting them to do councils fake roadworks - It’s really true! They’re out there on the roads by the thousands, if not doing real roadworks, then they’re just standing out there making it look like they’re working, so they can take home that pay packet to keep their wives happy. I think this is a new phenomenon of men, not been able to think for themselves, and only being able to do work that women tell them to do. It’s really bizarre, they seem to have lost their initiative. I’m not an expert in men, but I do know council admin have big loud pushy personalities types, who no doubt can muster up all the men, so I blame Council for hogging all the men. Men should be divided up into other areas, where they’re more suited, especially the slim wiry type of man, those type of men, who may perceive themselves as weaklings, compared to other ‘muscleman’ really are not weaklings at all, they’re very strong when compared to a woman, they have far more strength than a woman, even if they are slimmer. Those men are perfectly suited to the health sector. However, I’ll quietly just mention, the highway between Mackay and Rockhampton is quite atrocious, (worst tar Road I have ever travelled on), not that I’ll ever be travelling that way again, but I’ve seen so many roads that don’t need road work, and are receiving it, due to councils ‘winning money’ and wanting to have something for their local men to do, so, here is perfectly good example of a real area, that really needs to be done. Beautify that you NEGS BORDER THIEVES. Also, I was prompted to write this after seeing a YouTube video by a reflexologist who was demonstrating how to do a lymphatic drainage. Talk about BRILLIANT. I tried it, and it worked. Practically instant relief. And now, a few months ago I paid a physio in Bundaberg, female (at Friendlies) for a lymphoedema massage – and she was absolutely clueless as to the whereabouts of my lymph nodes CLUELESS, total waste of money (plus I was on a gov care plan so should not have been charged at all anyway – thief too) but it amazes me how the medical society in Australia- universities, can produce and allow these total incompetents to practice. Thankgod for YouTube and that reflexologist. Don’t get me started on all the female incompetent medical people I have encounted in my life – AN EXTREME AMOUNT. 19. Non thinking people from the past wasting space I am talking about Waverley cemetery on the sea in Sydney . But, well, really, ALL cemetery’s I mean talk about a BIG HEAD, if you think YOU ought to be taking up space after your dead! Choose cremation! What a waste of space, and they should be bulldozed and turned into a park. I saw a girl jogging daily in the cemetery, and so I guess SHE was determined not to let the space go to waste! I saw one country (I think it was Ethiopia?) they had a collection of obelisks representing tombstones of great leaders in the past. I really got annoyed when I saw. It it's like egotistical mania! If I was p.m. there, I would have them all removed and the whole area replaced with a beautiful landscaped park, and I would call it “Leadership Memorial Park” to remember the great leaders of the past, maybe with a simple plaque with names? So, people would go to this park if they needed inspiration in good leadership! This was another photo story that was stolen, not only stolen from my computer, but stolen off my photos in my Google account and in my Pinterest account and off my wix website. So how about that! I’m not entirely sure of the exact problem or issue, but obviously I was touching some sort of nerve. Btw, this photo is a free non-commercial photo. Update below, I saw this cemetery on a Korean Television show – now, those Korean movie makers, run rings around Hollywood when it comes to cliché Cemetery scenes. Just look at this one; Koreans are going environmentally friendly; family trees are being planted with ashes scattered. SO CLEVER. Hollywood is still stuck in the last century. 20. More detailed list of the things I wish I was told when I was 18 Look after your feet! Check them every few months, check your shoes every few months, throw out tatty shoes. Get into Reflexology to handle work place body deteriorations. (Remember “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix”). Don’t listen to house wives when it comes to medical issues, (or any issues). Keep a “good things in life to own” list, and update it regularly, you’ll see after a few years that some of the things you wanted before, aren’t that important, so this helps keep things in perspective, of how not to waste your money. Some people have a mentality where they like to piss people off, just to watch their reaction. Total narcissist bitches do it, and the tend to pick on young women. They exist; you have to deal with them, although ignoring is the best tactic against them. They particularly exist at airports, in the luggage arena. The staff will target someone, usually a young pretty woman who’s on her own, and send her luggage off to some other destination. So, then the woman has got to deal with this nuisance situation - and they’re all waiting to see what you do. You, as a single woman, are constantly being watched. There are a few things that I wish I was told before I left school about the work place, and that includes stuff about all the workers’ rights, minimum wage, salaries, holidays, sick pay, unions - all of that should be taught in school, so a school leaver is very familiar with all those details before even commencing working for someone else. SO important to know that you have to guard yourself against dodgy bosses – and they are ALL DODGY (although females are way worse). This wasn’t ever discussed in my 12 years of schooling, which I find extraordinary since, after school, work life, is the whole point of school; to prepare you for the future. And BTW, obtaining that first mortgage as soon as you start working is more important than purchasing your first car! I know that might be hard for a young person to hear. Aswell as; music is targeted specifically for young people, it really is a type of brainwashing, plus if you got an older person liking similar music that an 18-year-old loves, that adult hasn’t quite grown into a mature adult yet! Music is targeted at young people. Another issue is dealing with people in the work place who you’re just not going to like. I mean, I don’t think I really had too much of a problem with this issue, as I’m a fairly respectable person, but still it would’ve been a helpful issue to be familiar with, because, it’s a HUGE issue in the workplace, not just something that might come up, it’s GINORMOUS – there are always going to be people who rub you up the wrong way! I’m mentioning it because there’s a lot of people, young people, who don’t think before they speak, and this will be helpful advice for them; when you start working in the workplace, you’re going to get to know people in a way that you haven’t previously known people before, and sometimes you are not only, not going to agree with them, but you will dislike them, and some are going to absolutely infuriate you. So, instead of saying maybe directly what’s on your mind in these situations, like “don’t be such a fucking idiot”, you can’t do that, you’ve gotta be respectful, and try to work around the issue, because people have big egos, (another topic not discussed in schools), particularly older ones when dealing with younger ones, and sometimes a young person can’t see the big picture, like an oldy can. So, you just need to bear that in mind. The hardest thing, is being able to handle disrespect from a boss; a bad boss, and there are a lot of them, especially if you unfortunate enough to have a female one, a cockanninnie one, will feel superior to her employees, and will do little things to show her disrespect, little passive aggressive things that really piss off someone who is not in a position of power, because you can't do anything about it, except quit. And that is the number 1 reason why there are so many men in the prison system, they do not want to have to put up with a boss's disrespect, they would infact prefer to be in prison than work for an arse, or work around people who are disrespectful. So, respect is a big issue, and this was an issue not even discussed in the Private school sector where it is notable, that students have a certain level of respectfulness, so what the local high schools produce in this area is worrying. Why this issue is not dealt with in all schools, is an area of great concern - stupid little girls in department of education.-- Good thing my workplace now is in seclusion, as my respect of such little girl bims has run out!! Everyone you encounter from age 18 onwards will try to steal from you in one form or another – EVERYONE, not only strangers, but also including long term friends and family. A lot of the women that you went to school with including younger ones in other forms; most of them will steal from you. If 1 girl, or a group of girls, sees another girl stealing from me, then THEY ALL COPY HER and steal from me – grown adults do this – women are unbelievably stupid. “Steal and Stupid” – all other women you encounter, remember! You can’t trust ANY women after you leave school. NONE. So far there has been no exceptions, you need to know this when you are 18. Jealousy is an EXTREME PROBLEM in Australia (with all the 3rd born, 4th, 5th…morons), and you need to keep your “wins”, a secret. Actually, and this is a bit of a secret, but working for you, Emily, is actually not worth it, because people can read you like an open book, especially as you’re not married. I would go so far to say, it is not worth working unless you’re married! because people suck – they discriminate against singles, (also another secret when you're at school). But when you're young, you have heaps of energy, (this dissipates over the years), so this is the time in your life when you ought to be working hard and making money, but there's no point in working for a job that pays minimum wage, it'll be a waste of your time, and you'll be used by your employer - so good luck with that. Your plan of not having kids is perfect. Maybe you should have got a sales job in the spa and sauna industry? To hell with a career. They steal from you - they steal everything, any money that you earn, any money that you receive in anyway, they will figure out how to steal it. Not just criminals, but the government, the police, the electricity company – they all want to steal from you, and DO. (And get away with it – I am at the point now in 2026 where I have police stalking me, reading my Blog, then copying whatever story I write about – so if I update a story stating how my x landlord would prefer to go on a power trip rather than have clean carpet – the dog next door will break in and cut up your floor with a Stanley knife – many other copycat things they do now – utter stupidity, and I believe it is actually the police doing that, since I winge to them about all the petty theft and how they don’t do anything about it -3 speeding tickets since moving to QLD, none at Gunnedah, $1000 and first one at least definatly NOT speeding). There's even no point in having any good ideas or inventing anything awesome, because the dogs will just steal it! Best way you can spend your money is on food, because you eat it, and so they can't get it, once you've eaten it!! (They do steal your food later when you move to Queensland, you have to throw out your second freezer, as they just steal food from it. They steal food every time you leave the house infact, and they have major connections with big conglomerates, who can switch the power off, switch cameras off, copy keys, they can do whatever they please, money is no object when it comes to stealing; from me stealing is the main thing, even if it cost them more to do it, it seems. It is some sort of rebellious lifestyle encouraged by musicians who hate sweet pleasant ‘sweet talkers’. { ♫ Got to pic a pocket or 2…) Stupid manipulative musicians. But police a big problem. Cannot travel up to Mackay as they give me speeding ticket – old retired police officers are on Facebook and are incahoots with Mackay police – luring me with cheap good items. So, they ignore all other drivers in peak hour traffic – and just stop me – definite target. They are pathetic cowards. One old man I saw good have been that fake ambulance driver at Gin Gin who paid $20 for my $1000 generator. They are total thieves Another is most people will “sell out”, by that I mean after they have kids and are settled into their life, they will do ‘amoral’ things inorder to keep their family in money; like sell cigarettes (known killers) and push pokie machines onto the poor and addicted. Or use people for personal gain at their detriment. Also, and this happens to everyone, young and old, not just me; when arranging with someone a time to meet in the future, expecting someone to remember exactly what time, is not going to happen – they just forget. So, one person turns up at 12, the other person turns up at 1230 “ I thought you said 12” “no no you definitely said 1230” etc etc. Whether it be through fault of memory, or evil forces at play to re-havoc on the humans, there's always problems in this situation, and it happens to absolutely everyone, my suggestion is always giving "a time" in writing, just write it on a piece paper and say “that's the time, don't lose that paper”. It will be hard, but try not to throw anything out, like that old crêpe skillet – you will want it later. So only buy good essential items, you have to keep moving on your own, it gets too hard later. And buy a really good stainless steel cook set ( 2 saucepans, 2 frypans, 2 large stock pots) when you're 18 - it will last you the rest of your life (providing nobody steals it, probably worth even getting your name engraved on each piece.) I am writing this as I am today, a renter, but ideally and I want to make this very clear here, as I have noted renters are victims, they are at the mercy of stupid rental girls, or pervert landlords or bad neighbourhoods….the list goes on. You have to buy a house when you're 18, and start paying off your mortgage as soon as you start working (unless you go to uni or TAFE, then as soon as you get your first job at 21 or so). A 10year mortgage is ideal. But you definitely need to be purchasing your first house right then, and avoid the whole rental situation. Even when studying, you need stable living conditions, obviously if your parents don't live close by I recommend purchasing them a house near their study, maybe only to later sell it again once they finished. Obviously you can't purchase your own home at that age without a deposit and good credit rating - so you'll need your help from parents. So, if your parents haven't provided this for you at 18, you can write them off as “uncaring”, because this is really important. There is so much competition today, one can't possibly get ahead, unless this happens at this age. The ugly truth. There are female “friend networks” who work like a pack of dogs to ‘prize’ money out of other people, especially women. Be very careful with every scent you spend. Every $1 is being fought for by the dogs, all the time. There are heaps of fakers in Australia, fake beauty therapists, fake masseuses, fake healers, fake podiatrist, fake physiotherapists. It’s not always a case of ‘you pay for what you get’. Also, if someone does something for you, it is an effort for them, so don’t take anything or anyone for granted. Not that I think I did, but young people don’t think about ALL the work that maybe involved in the situation, still self-orientated. Another useful thing I think it would've been good to know as a young person, is if you have anyone in charge of you, organising something, there's a good chance that the whole thing is about them, and something for them to do, and something for them to brag about; street cred in society. It’s a big thing for often older ‘family’ type people. Because this whole street credit is kind of a new thing for a school leaver, a child doesn't fully understand pecking order (because it’s stupid – ALL people ought to be respected regardless of their job title), so peoples motivation is often simply to put themselves in “respectable position”. So, what you're doing maybe totally pointless, irrelevant and useless to you, but it will be good for the person in charge’s image. Infact, what I mean by pointless working; in Australia there is a ‘thing’ to work for the sake of working, so as long as you get to take home the pay check at the end of the week, it doesn’t seem to bother the powers that be if they are not doing something constructive and serves absolutely no point at all, and by the way, nor does the government, as long as you know there’s “job creation” so they can be deemed ‘honest, respectable, hard-working, citizen’, then they don’t care if they work is pointless! This to me is absolutely absurd. I have a huge problem dealing with this kind of issue, it totally lacks common sense. I mean it would be better just vegging out watching movies doing a bit of gardening, than working for absolutely no reason whatsoever, aside from the pay check. Most things on Telly or in Movie are bullshit. Schindler's List : “Schindler's Lifts”, since 1874 (it’s a business). They start product placing in school. YouTube later is helping. If you ever have to work standing up at a table, you have to make sure the table is high enough for you specifically, because if it's not up near elbows, there's some sort of spine thing going on involving you leaning slightly across the table it doesn't hurt at the time but this affects you later. And, you should know most people don’t really give a toss about what bad people get up to, like I’ve told certain people who the thieves are in town - and nothing happens. No one gives a rats arse. Plus, you will have other women going around trying to ‘play sides against you’, but the worse thing about that, is the other women have no problems in playing this bitch game - like it’s fun for them regardless if they believe the horrible gossip or not. So, you will have absolute complete strangers who you have never encounted before, being extremely disrespectful and rude to you – so that’s why – dogs playing sides! - some stupid jealous twit who probably just does not like your hair, and wants other people to chastise you (fully sick people who I do not even know) - The Common Enemy - women are completely mentally retarded, plus those girls doing it would have no idea that the manipulator has a major mental health problem at all. Most likely sexually depraved. Although, I really put that whole thing down to stupidity more so than mental health issue. Most people are really stupid, and when you are 18 – you just really didn’t know the extent of people’s stupidity - it just would’ve been nice to be warned about it I think. {George Orwell, (famous writer), has put this behaviour down to "hate" as in, people who have been around hateful people, like if their parents are hateful; people who constantly bitch, and pick on other people, a lot, (I know they exist), then the offspring behaves in this manner. I have encounted a lot of girls in my time – where I can see their family, either mother or father, or both, are “haters”.} One more: I remember going to a friend’s house when I was 18 for dinner, and I had problems with her brother who seemed to be just “in my face”, he was like obsessed with every move I made, and not in a good way - he was kind of making fun of me, like one of those naughty children who mimics their parent (like on that episode on friends) - he was being basically an arsehole. He was 17 then I think. So, I had no experience with this kind of behaviour at that time, this was pretty much the first time it happened, {but it certainly wasn't the last - this seems to be a common thing that idiot boys do}. I guess going to an all-girls school, I wasn't really familiar with it, plus certainly none of the boys I knew in our circle of friends would be behaving in such a disrespectful manner. So, I'm thinking what I should've said to him in the scheme of things, and to stay amicable with his family for dinner, was call him out by his name, and say “hey! are you right there, obsessing about what I do, watching my every move - like a PUPPY DOG!!” - I'm pretty sure if I had said something like that, that would've been the end of the situation, because no young Mucho man wants to be known as a puppy dog! And I actually thought of something else to put here, not sure if it's the best spot, but it's a problem in this 2026 update, and actually is a good summary of my life atm as a single lady; writing about my life and my blog, in public arena, I sometimes get the feedback that I must have been disrespectful for that person to behave in that bully manner towards me. - Man, this infuriates me! because no! I was not being disrespectful, this person has just acted in this way because of their own personal issue, whether they're having a bad hair day or they think I'm too ugly to take seriously, (this happens a lot), or they discriminate against me on basis of sex or race, or their friend told them to be a dog bitch because their friend didn't like me.......I'm pretty sure I've mentioned this at least five times now on my blog, but it's it's so annoying that I have to talk about it again. As again like this morning "oh you should've been respectful" - granted that person was a total arrogant narcissist, and anything such a person says should be taken with a grain of salt but, it still infuriates me. And especially because I have found in life that if you're a man it's perfectly fine to be arrogant, but if you're a woman, you will get totally shunned. But I have been surrounded by so many turkeys at this point in my life, that the way I feel about most people, compared to me and some other people that I have encountered, my attitude is going to have an air of arrogance, I have no control in regards to this personality trait now, as there have been so many nasty, awful, horrid, bullies who are cruel to animals, and they litter.......(the littering one being the most important factor as to why I feel far worthier than some… ). What I find a comical about it is because I'm unemployed, which is where the issue lies with seemingly all the dogs – (total disdain for the unemployed), well actually I'm not unemployed but I do receive unemployment benefits to supplement any income I make from seeds because my seeds only sell for $4, so I don't make enough money to live off selling seeds. In fact, I fall well below the tax-free threshold - meaning I don't pay tax because I don't earn enough, as per the government tax rules. However, I have noted they have recently changed the Tax-free threshold to include any money sales - and this I believe was done because I have these stupid little boy monkees on my back: they could be the police, the tax department, or just some dog idiots out there who think because I don't pay tax that I'm breaking the law. So now that they have changed this, and it’s a big nuisance as I have to lodge my tax return and go through all that red tape – and they make it so I cannot put in my business expenses, which would automatically counteract any profit by a long shot– business expenses include rent and the use of a car – so that is all the money I have anyway, a little left over for food. They are dogs, deliberatley making that part of the tax form not work – its all online now, before I used to do it in the paper tax form, it was actually much simpler than it is now – but I do have it nerds that wreck everything, so maybe they are just wrecking that part of the digital lodgement? So, whereas before last year, I didn't have to do that -I could just lodge the ‘non-lodgement form’ to declare my income – although I always sent them a copy of my sales sheet anyway – I could fit a whole year on 1 pdf page! Lol - I like things simple!! So, I think the Tax people have done that purely because of all the boymonkees who follow me and hounded me thinking that I'm not paying tax -and in fact I've just had to pay the police $1000, and I think it might be related to second hand goods that I'm selling on Facebook marketplace, which have already had Tax paid on them. I do not have to pay tax on my 2nd hand goods, only on plant sales. (Last year my landlord asked me to sell some of his old shed junk on FBMP, as he could not work the internet due to his finger problems. So, I did, I sold a few items for him, about 20, if that, – after a while in September infact, September 2025, suddenly the stealing started up AGAIN. So I stopped selling his stuff, as the 1st, 2nd and 3rd items stolen, were stolen when I was talking to my landlord and we had gone up to his shed. Direct correlation. (An assortment of crockery was stolen). My landlord gave me 10% of the sale, except sometimes he forgot and did not give me anything – he is a bit dodgy, he used to have a second-hand shop. So, it was not much money, but more than my seeds. Maybe the police are taxing me for his items?? – they would do something stupid like that. Make me the scapegoat. So, then I do not think it would be the tax office or the police……, as the money does not add up, they are stealing way more than any money I received from Steves 10% or my fb sales. So just stupid dog thugs stealing, maybe as an excuse to steal – “got to declare to gov”??? -idiots. Sometimes I think they see my triton Ute and assume I am making money and not declaring it – where as infact I purchased the Ute with dads inheritance which again has already been taxed. The tax man gets my income every year – as does Centrelink – as does the bank; I hate cash, as people steal it out of my wallet, so I always deposit any money from cash sales immediately. Although I will no longer, as I will no longer be selling my plants to Mackay people – as it is Mackay police who steals from me. They miss out on the pink native beauties. Ha. And people in Sarina and surrounding areas do not buy native plants – no one even gardens around here, let alone spend money on plants! Plus, I have hardly any 2nd hand stuff to sell since most of it has been stolen. No hope at all, the dogs make sure of it. Stupid stupid stupid thieves. I only have this problem BECAUSE I AM SINGLE. And so, see; when certain people encounter me, they don't understand why I would be feeling “cocky” about anything – to them I am just an unemployed loser, - for them it's like my personality doesn't really match my lifestyle!!! But I know I am righteous, I don’t waste my money on alcohol or drugs; I just have to laugh at those people, because it's a perfect example of how they 'play class' and they make assumptions: humans ARE STUPID. And btw, I have a major money shortage. There is no secret excess!! How could you possibly think any other way? Are you that delusional?? Yes that thief is. RACK OFF. And who does anything about this unfair theft – NO ONE. No police. No politician. No landlord. No friend. No neighbour. No family. No one. No point in any of them. and no, I am not going to get hitched for the sakes of stupid thieves – rack off you too. 21 Exactly just WHO am, I talking too I think today, after eating lunch, Telstra called me, stating they were from Centrelink complaints – Government Services. And wanted to address the complaint that I put in 2 mnths prior, concerning how Centrelink address complaints; will they get back to me by email or phone, - so I choose email, but they actually are not allowed to correspond via email, for identity purposes – but they still have the email option there! And if I choose it – well quite frankly I expect to be contacted by email with a proper response, (I require a response in writing, as I know what they are like). So that was my complaint. But this woman wanted to address the original real complaint I had made before that minor email/phone complaint, which, I believe involved discrimination. She wanted me to state on the phone that I was discriminated against, because they thought I had money, and so they refused me a Centrelink benefit. This is what she wanted me to state on the phone, but I did not state this, because, for them, it is not a valid legal discrimination. Even if it’s true, (which it is). But, so, I know, there’s no point in complaining about it. However, as I know it is a valid complaint that’s why I mentioned it in my reasons which may have involved discrimination. I have also written about it extensively on my blog. I hope you can understand what was going on here, because all is not what it seemed. Now the reason why I say I think it was Telstra that called me, saying they were from Centrelink complaints, is because whenever anyone calls me along such lines - as wanting me to talk about something specific, something perhaps of a derogatory nature….there are girls in the background giggling. I have mentioned it before on my blog – they used to call me regularly about a wide and varied array of topics, and in the background are girls giggling – like NOT a proper workplace environment, infact it kind of sounds like a brothel, (or what I would perceive a brothel may sound like if there’s a lot of waiting around). And usually, those calls are accompanied with theft of some sort. I am pretty sure it’s the dogs, and I’m pretty sure they’re from Telstra. For some reason there are dogs who work at Telstra and they have been harassing me in this manner for as long as I can remember in my adult life - they are stupid dogs and will be going to hell. NOT FUNNY. {I do happen to have a brothel story, somewhere along the lines of Alice in Wonderland, - it was related to clothing needs by such courtesans. As much as the dogs would like me to share that story, I will not be sharing that story. Even though it was not of a derogatory nature. I also had other clothing customers from the ‘trade’, as a dressmaker in Enmore, who would visit the shop. Suffice to say the girls in that brothel had more dignity and class than the dogs who work at Telstra and Centrelink}. 22. Example of people who should mind their own business (and rack off) Fighting medalling Mary nazi bimbo types Example of people who should mind their own business (and rack off) Fighting medalling Mary nazi blonde bimbo types Over the years with my experience, and with other people‘s experience, I have come to the conclusion, that it is not just me, that gets ‘Pounced on’ by the “hall monitor” type of person. Here are some examples where those nonthinkers (or as I like to nickname them, “retarded dogs”), should mind their own business and rack off. One time, many years ago, I was at a petrol station and I was there with my brother, and he left to pay, so it was just me and we both had a cigarette, we both smoked (young and foolish days…) so after Daniel left, some guy came up to me (he waited till Daniel was gone) and then absolutely started chastise me for smoking at the petrol station, I mean he was really having a go, like a rabid dog. FUCK OFF YOU STUPID POWER TRIPPING COWARD pick on someone your own size you fucking dick head - And in case you’re not aware, no PUBLIC petrol station in the history of time has ever been blown up due to someone smoking. STUPID1993 blue FORD convertible CAPRI driver. Small. Another time that resonates a lot, also, many years ago, because I was so worked up about it; I was forced to take my cats to a cattery, because my sister‘s flatmate suddenly announced she had an allergy, and I couldn’t stay there, she was a bitch, but anyway, so I had to take them to the cattery and this cattery insisted, that they won’t take them because they weren’t vaccinated against cat flue, and I was furious about this because I do not believe in the virus cat flu vaccination at all, it’s a total moneymaking scam, but I had no choice, and I had to go to the vet which was a huge ordeal, scratched by one of my cats, and pay, you know a huge amount of money to get all four vaccinated, then take them back to the cattery. And at the cattery, there was NO other cats there, mine were the only ones, and they had so insisted that they get them vaccinated so not to be contagious to the other cats - THERE’S NO OTHER CATS! I mean, this is a perfect example of stupid bimbo nonthinking Nazis. You know, take these rules and shove them up your arse. If you can’t apply common sense to good people‘s good intentions, of when they make up these rules, and you’re just plain stupid. Such as the people who owned that cattery. The confusion amongst the public about potential weeds; for instance, the beautiful Arum Lily is a weed in a specific small tiny area in Western Australia, it’s not a significant problem, but it’s recognised to be a known weed. So, then the whole rest of Australia (women in particular) have deemed Arum lilies to be a weed everywhere, and should be banned, and if you have an Arum Lily, they’ll chastise you for it “that’s a weed, that’s weed that’s weed” – pleased that they can tell someone, that they are doing something wrong, and want to shout it. (Again, power tripping idiots) In fact, it’s not just the beautiful Arum Lily, I’ve had countless women tell me about different plants and what I should grow/not grow, like Cerinthe, which is by far, not a weed threat, at all, it’s just an exotic, and the kind of people telling me about these things, vary from stupid nonthinking non-gardeners, to even gardeners, and industry people, who know better. One person, who also recognised this stupid nazi factor about what people do (bandwagon mentality), they were so annoyed about it, (it was about Pampas grass), back in the day, there was a big issue about Pampas grass, about how you shouldn’t grow Pampas grass in Australia because it be a weed. So, this particular person, bought a whole vacant block in Gunnedah, and planted the whole block out with Pampas grass! So, being a Nazi Hall monitor type, and trying to boss other people around, will backfire. People will eventually say enough is enough and they will act in a rebellious manner like this person did. If neighbour starts a fire BBQ or incinerator in their backyard – I had one neighbour in Melbourne spying on me, (NO high temperature summer fire ban), and when he saw I was preparing the incinerator, he literally yelled out from behind an 8ft fence “don’t you dare start that fire” FUCK OFF YOU PERVERT If you knit during a show (one famous knitting lady was chastised during an opera performance, for knitting, by a man in his 40’s who was sitting nearby) OBVIOUS POWER TRIPPER who just wanted to yell at a victim. Also, there is a hall monitor here at kookaburra Park who monitors the rubbish bin area, and the mail locker area. From my perspective, it is quite extraordinary, exactly how ‘dog like’ this person is. It is a total territorial instinct, that comes from a dog, it’s like they haven’t quite evolved out of ‘animal phase’ fully, into being a human. Their main job so it seems, is to monitor who is leaving rubbish in the rubbish bins, (I don’t believe there’s been any rubbish related problems?) And, also to monitor who is collecting their mail, plus also to write annoying disrespectful messages on the blackboard, and remove other people’s notices from the noticeboard. I suspect they also throw out people‘s donations, as in, if someone has got something they don’t want, and it still is valuable, they will leave it at the mail locker area for someone else to take (good idea, and people do not leave their rubbish there), I suspect the hall monitor doesn’t want anything left down there, they want it all neat and clean, (again the territorial issue) and so if something is not taken after a day, they throw it out - obviously, it is a woman doing this hall monitoring. Actually, I think it’s Sharyn Kahukiwa. Or some girl named Teagan? Although anyone who contacts me in a coward manner like she did, later, usually give themselves fake names. That stupid short blonde woman - I think she’s part albino, she came up to me one time at the mail lockers, and just started yelling at me. She was unbelievably stupid – and absolutely retarded when it comes to knowing boundaries with people, and knowing whether you’re wanted in the situation or not. (This tells me she grew up in a situation all her life, where she was not wanted. Stupid parents too obviously). Absolutely clueless woman. I later believe that woman tried to defend herself saying she had mental health problems. Well, I don’t think it is a mental health problem, I think it’s just plain STUPIDITY. And also, I’m pretty sure that was the stupid short blonde woman following me at the removalist place. She was there video recording me at the counter as I was paying them for the rental truck (they were stealing from me in the form of overcharging) - fucked if I know what she was doing there, and why she was recording me, but obvious; another STALKING BIMBO again AGAIN. Now where is that sign on my forehead that says ‘please follow me around, and act like a stupid bitch’, or even, ‘why don’t you come up to me and start yelling at me?’ {She could have been the short woman at the Dr’s who started bitching about my foot too?} I know about the little birdy network, so incase no one has told that stupid short blonde bimbo; YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY WANTED , SO GO HOME AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. By the way, I’m pretty sure this is not the short blonde from Gunnedah who was stalking me and stealing from me too. This one was a different weight, much bigger frame. But I think there may be a general theme going on here with short blondes; STUPID. RACK OFF There are heaps more…. As I’ve been writing my blog, more and more I come to the realisation, that this is a big theme in Australia, fighting off the stupid nazi non-thinking hall monitor types. And how that personality type tends to pick on people they perceive as ‘mouse type’ people, or really by mouse type, I mean people who are not outspoken, or in positions of power, or are young, or on their own…. But those kinds of people are often pretty smart, much smarter than the non-thinking hall monitor type. I have witnessed a lot of people in positions of power coming up with rules, just because they can, and not because there is any merit to those rules. Often the rules are stupid. One always has to apply common-sense, in any situation. (Someone from the police later told me, most people who work there do not have any common sense, that’s why they have their “rules”). I know I might be asking lot here, for the hall monitor type to apply common sense, TRY. Do yourself a favour. Artwork for this story is my Umbrella Woman 23. Bundaberg / Gin Gin Truck driver stealing petrol money from Taxpayers This truck driver hoons up the road, turns around at Bullyard and hoons back. Sometimes they compression break, usually at about 4am. But they continue going back and forth, usually till about 9am, then they leave, ending with beep beep beep,- boasting about stealing tax payers money. Girls organize it. (sometimes this happens) POLLUTERS - all petrol engines emit a toxic fume that causes lung cancer - YOU WAKE UP This truck has a specific loud noise and a kind of swooshing noise. This truck driver is disturbing the peace in the whole neighbourhood. And is a nuisance. Bugga off Australian polluting noise makers. (Truck shown is not truck that is the problem one - free google image) Perhaps Bundaberg Council should introduce “Adopt a Highway” like they do in Alaska! Try to encourage nuisance truckdrivers to instead of racing up and down stupidly on this Bundaberg gin Gin Rd, he/she can perhaps stop his truck there for the morning, and collect all the rubbish along side of the road, make sure the signs are in good order, or mow the sides of the road - just do something actually worthwhile. I recall in Gunnedah they decided to make up a little new department in Council for creative girls with nothing else better to do, and of course, who were unemployed and looking for work. In the new department, they named their project “The Beautification Project”. And the most beautiful and obvious thing they did, was one of the large main roundabouts was planted with hundreds of ornamental flowers, like colourful poppies, so a hidden 5-6am automatic sprinkler system was also installed. It was absolutely gorgeous, and a joy to drive past. It makes such a difference to people‘s attitudes when they see something so public, and so beautiful, that’s obviously had care and a little bit of money put into it. It gives people a sense of pride which intern makes them act more responsibility and respectfully. {I don’t believe any of those flowers were stolen - I did seem to enjoy them for quite some time before they faded} I’ve noticed since posting this, trucks disappear at set times, but they’re still always around constantly annoying the whole community. I’m pretty sure there’s copycat trucks, who copy previous trucks, ones that I have talked about, and now there are trucks trying to compression brake, because maybe there’s some truckdrivers who have never compression braked, and don’t even know what it is, so they drive by my house and try to do it! I found in life, everyone copies absolutely everything, it’s weird. Someone once suggested to me that I shouldn’t write down all of these bad things that people do because then there’s just going to be a whole heap of copycats. She kind of does make a fair point, but in my opinion, these problems are so big and continuous, it’s not until I write them down and acknowledge them that they disappear. I’m guessing they’ll will copy the stealing, as I know they have done, now, it seems all retailers are stealing from me. But, well, at least over the last 3 mnths or so, I have only had 3 items stolen (pen on string, green rod and birth certificate) maybe they have changed from weekly to monthly, as a result of this blog?? I suggest, if you have any problems like this, write it down put it on a blog or put it somewhere. 24. Not Gay, he’s just a Bitch Why is it some People Think Certain Men are Gay when they're Not I was thinking one day, why it is, that some people think certain men are gay, when they're not. Well, I have worked out why; it is it's because those particular men have a common learnt trait, and that trait is “bitch”. I find it happens to men particularly if they're close to their mothers, been raised by their mothers, or have many sisters and are close to women. They simply learn how to be bitch! For instance, if you think of those 2 famous characters on TV; Jerry Seinfeld and Chandler Bing from Friends; both of those gentlemen sometimes received comments from women about how they thought they were gay. And it's specifically because those characters make bitchy often sarcastic comments. It could not be any more obvious! Only just this morning someone online from an Adobe forum (who had an icon of an old man, and said his name was Larry), but he implied to me that I was lucky to be using the program that I am using, and I should be lucky and grateful. I thought well you know, that is a bitchy thing to say, as it implies for starters, that I am ungrateful in the first place. So, I told him, I was, then asked him if he was actually a girl? He said he wasn't. So, this is another perfect example. I bet he gets confused by other people too if they didn't know that he was happily married. I think I should make, it my personal mission too, to rid the world of “bitch” character in men. It’s bad enough we all have to endure women. But “bitch” in a man, well, it’s disgusting, and certainly a turn off! It is definatly a dysfunction. Raised by bitch mother; you could not wish that upon your worst enemy! I would go so far as to say it’s a mental health issue! Actually, I also thought of another factor, and that is sport. I am thinking men who didn't play sports as a child, in particular team sports, don't learn how to have that kind of "tough macho competitive - I'm going to eat you alive" attitude, that some sports instil. I know when I was a child I didn't really play any team sports, I did horse riding and swimming, solo sports. And I think that is why I'm a little different from a lot of other girls, and had such difficulties at my first job at Bonds, with all the other “tough macho bitch type” women there, basically all of the women who worked at Bonds were that type? Actually, looking at the big picture of that whole scenario, that is a little odd, and most definite a dysfunction going on in that company. I remember my Aunt too, in fact I've mentioned this before, but she must've realised at some point that her only son was a sweet and gentle boy, and that this was going to lead to some problems, so she took him down to Saturday morning sports in Balmain, as much as she would not like to do that as a single mother; going down with all the other parents every Saturday, she would've hated it actually (just the same as I would hate doing something like that), but she felt sport would have been that important. She probably noticed the difference too with mum’s (her sister) 4 kids, as we all played multiple sports of some sort. Image above is me in my car port at new location in the subtropics – taken just before I chopped of all my hair – too hot for long hair here . 25. Roof going on Back Deck November 2020 Cate Rogers, Winfried Hoerr and Andrew Kell y My landlord put a roof on my deck for Christmas! At the time I was ‘stoked’, but that was apart of her sales plan, so not good for a renter. See Cate Rogers in the stripes, that’s the landlord, her ex of 7yrs in the green, Winfried Hoerr, who lives just across the Park, who helped build this house together with the builder across the Rd - David Hooker. They steal from me. And stalk me. And on the roof, Cates current Andrew Kelly, they live together with Cates adopted son Raj, in town, in Gin Gin, but purchased a house in Bargara, so prob live there now. So, this is the back of the house. I’m taking the photo and standing in bushland here at kookaburra Park. The deck roof has 2 big skylights in it too, so I now have a beautiful fern collection underneath the Veranda. Ferns love the weather here, just as long as they don’t dry out. Actually a pretty good house for a single. Open plan. Big. And constructed well with good insulation on the roof. Juicy gossip; whilst Cate was having a relationship with Win, he said that they should wait before they have kids, and after seven years, the truth came out he didn’t actually want kids, and never did! So, she broke up with him, and out of spite travelled to India, and adopted an Indian son, and called him Rajesh. I have to mention something, not about the fact that her reasons for having a child were absolutely disgusting, but the name Rajesh; there are heaps of women (mainly Indian ones) who are naming their Indian sons Rajesh, because the Indians are (like the English) so hung up on the class system still, and Rajesh translates to Lord of all kings, as in, the top of the class system. I just feel somebody has to come along and point this out, and their absurdity; why don’t you just call your son Rajesh the magnificent! BTW, if your read my story in regards to that woman “Wainberg child (now in her 50’s)” on About P2,you will understand my reasons for this: she is someone who is fully unfit to be a mother, she would be a terrible mother, one of the worst kinds. And as I’ve seen her now with her son, she uses her adopted Indian child for her own personal power tripping, using him for control. Thus, completes her fully dysfunctional life. 26. These are the Kinds of People that Email me, contact me – ‘yuk’ people (Photo showed screenshot of my Arum Lilly gumtree add, with a comment from someone named Bob “Seriously is there something wrong in your brain.”) It’s like there are no normal people left, and all I am surrounded by are bully-ars-bitches like this. Pretty much on every listing I get some moron make similar comments, or sometimes they text me or leave crap voice message. Mostly they call and hang up. Sometimes they call and instead of leaving a voice message, they play music on the voice message. IDIOTS – rack off you nuisance clueless 3rd borns. On the next photo story I originally had here, it showed a couple cleaning, with mops and brushes and the like. I said on it "If anyone thinks I need help, please send a cleaner over as soon as possible, otherwise bugger off." I mean it! What with so many bloody women meddling, and thinking they are helping- AS IF, get real, and stop power tripping. 27. If there were no 3rd borns the whole of the entertainment industry would probably close down The Show Offs For many years now, I have noticed this phenomena of people wanting to impress me, and show off their skills. It mainly is women who do it, because apparently, women have been oppressed for so long, and have been out of the workplace, and don’t have any skills, so now that there are many women in the work place, who have learnt some very clever skills indeed, I am finding, they want to tell people about it, and show off! “Look how clever I am”. J I have seen amazing things from people in a vast array of industries. And quite frankly, I love seeing people show off their skills to me, I never feel jealous or threatened. I just am usually in awe {unfortunately unlike a lot of other women, I have noticed they are to threaten to handle show offs}. Maybe I should start keeping a list of all the talented skilled people I encounter! I also have noticed, that some people I encounter, seem to be showing off in front of me, and they don’t appear to be showing off to me, but they’re showing off to somebody else! I’m not entirely certain who? Is there someone standing behind me? I can only imagine they’re showing off to the ‘powers that be’. Maybe the media, radio people? Maybe they are showing off to God? Who knows. It is as if they are showing off to the whole world. Afterwards, I notice, someone always drives past and beeps, as if to say, they did show off, and they ‘out showed’ you!! I find people very weird to imply such a thing. I often feel like some of those show offs, are seeking love and attention, and don’t realise their dysfunction. There “need to please”, stemming from their slightly dysfunctional parent’s parenting skills. Their personality formed as a young’n and carrying through into their adult life. Glad I don’t have that need to please. But it is kind of fun seeing people who want to impress you. I also think it comes from having a big brother or big sister, and wanting to impress them. I do believe it’s a privilege being a 1st born. Although, if there were no 3rd borns, the whole of the entertainment industry would probably close down! (Another little story I wrote years ago, but is missing). 28. Public Movie Scenario Creators There is an element of total copycat retardation that is going on; what happens is certain people recreate scenarios from films and try and implement same situations into reality, for instance, there was a new release; Back to The Future 3, I think, not really a fan, and suddenly I had people appearing in cars (that car above – same car as ‘starred’ in that movie) as if out of nowhere, out on those quite country roads, out back of Gunnedah. Not sure if this is a good example, and if you can grasp what I mean, but they do it and have done it to me, multiple times over many years now. Those people are ruthless, they appear to be marketing women, and have no respect for me, their greed makes them blind. I also noticed news readers on channel 7 or 9, copy movie stories that are being made at the time, and invent a fake news story that mimic’s the movie story. (As in the opposite of what usually happens). Now, every one loves a good movie - but movie makers are not GODS. 29. Companies which never paid me my super Image clothing, closed now Jodie Boffa Designs, closed now Discovery clothing – still ripping young girls off, I bet. Gazal, also still ripping young girls off, I bet. Grave Attire (Lisa Fry), closed now None of the domestic nanny/housekeeping positions paid, except one. (This is a disgraceful area to work in, do NOT work for some housewife, ever.) Landlords (in exchange for “‘reduced” ‘rent, Peter Long, Darcy Alexander Ward (do not ever accept an arrangement that includes working for your landlord, they are dodgy thieves. Work requires proper hourly rate plus some…) That Fish and Chip shop in Gunnedah, closed now Gunnedah Abattoirs, closed now (if you don’t give a girl her privacy, the whole world is going to go to chaos. ha ha) The Pool Kiosk, Straun! New owners now The Emergency Button, Mitzy Skyring Alterations in Double Bay South Pacific Fabrics, King! Quite a few catering companies I worked for back in my early twenties (omg I was so underpaid when I was working) Could be more? Basically, NONE of my employers paid my super, except 2; Bonds (now defunct or in China), and one Financial Planner I worked for as a Nanny, not a good job, but he, btw, was the only employer that paid me a proper wage, not just the minimum or less, PLUS, not only did he pay my super, but he actually tracked me down after I left to find out my Super account details, he got the white pages and looked up my family name, and found me this way. I can see he’s going straight to heaven on judgment day, unlike anyone else I have ever met (except mum! And possibly the families I grew up around in Gunnedah, except the Whites). You know, not much incentive to work, when you’re not getting paid properly. Life is a bitch, I recommend NOT having kids. Australia you have no idea how to look after your young and ensure the future of this country, instead you have allowed Chinese manufactures to take over the world. The Chinese have pipped you at the post, and the way Chinese parents raise their young is where it starts – single child families. AND, I have noticed, you have much better chance of getting paid properly, if you work for a male boss. Female employers can’t be trusted at all, they will try and steal from you and rip you off any way they can, especially if they think no one is looking. There are no exceptions to that rule, in my experience. 10 out of 10 women will steal from me in some form, they are all little girls still. Often, I notice people’s thinking is very short-term; they see an opportunity and think, “oh no one is looking, I could get away with doing that” But they don’t think into the future, that someone will look back into the past, which I can assure you, will, and does happen - there are people born with such destiny, watch out! (Unfortunately, in Australia, in most cases those people have friends who then proceed to protect them, and lie to cover for them. But I know, I, will persist) also, the “myGov lost superannuation” women, will lie and say no there is no super put aside for you, as to whom is lying may be questionable. Best advice, pay attention to these details when your young; why they do not teach about these issues in Secondary education is beyond comprehension! Minimum wages, wages vs salaries, industry sector wages, average wage, holiday pay, super – that ought to be just the basics. They don’t even teach about money investments, like why you have to start saving as soon as you start working, and secure a home mortgage as soon as you can, encourage discussions with parents about paying for home deposits. It’s truly ridiculous. In fact, I don't recall ever in my whole childhood, in my home family, or within the school education system, public then private, where money was ever talked about, EVER! EVER! There was not one single class that mentioned money! Although in year 10, I recall my Asian studies teacher, a lovely Indian woman, very smart; went around the class and asked each of us what we were going to do when we left school (the only person to have asked me this question, ever), some kids had an idea of what they were going to do, and stated their career, and she would make comments sometimes “ah good, good money in that industry”. So that was the only time money was ever mentioned before age 20. Can you believe that? Even though the whole world only revolves around money, it was just not talked about. BIZARRE! Stupid parents, stupid teachers: bumble bumble. These issues ought to be made into an ongoing whole class subject every fortnight for Year 12 (possible even year 10) “Careers”. The whole point of school! They also ought to include financial hardships that people will face, they need to give real examples, like; when I was doing my horticulture course at Tafe, one of the girls there, said she was in class because she was “fired”, in a polite kind of way, more like ‘made redundant’, when she turned 21, from her child daycare job, because 21-year-olds requires more pay, than an 18-20 year-olds. So, while this behaviour is highly inappropriate, and I’m not sure, even legal, this kind of thing happens – so not legal, not fair, but still happens in life. Teach these issues, you non full thinking teachers. (The child-minding business was then called ABC childcare, in Gunnedah. I’m not sure if they’re still operating, but they are a chain). And by the way, so, they employ young 18-year-olds, who are fresh out of school, with no experience or skills, or training in childcare, so, I personally believe, you have to be completely nuts to send your child to a daycare centre. I even have issues sending them on to school when they turn 5 (I wouldn’t do it either). But sending them off into the care of some ‘institute’, before age 5, is absurd. Also, they don’t tell kids who leave, or consider leaving school in year 10, that there are many many many employers who won’t hire you unless you’ve completed your HSC. (Must have been a ‘thing’ back then), but even if they don’t really care about the marks you got, like they don’t care if you failed, but they care that you stuck it out at school and did the final exams. There are kids certainly back in my day who no one told them this very piece of useful information. The school curriculum is pathetic, and it is run by pathetic non thinking women who know nothing about life, and are only concerned about control over those kids. It’s a disgusting situation. If I had kids, I would never send my child to school, ever. Btw, if you do have kids, and (if for some reason, can’t send them off to school like usual), if, in those times, you can’t stand having your kids hang around during the day, then you shouldn’t have had kids! It’s not just Dep of Education that’s needs to wake up, wake up little mother bimbos. Life guidance is also required when parenting. Notice on the pie chart above , that of all the Government spending, that welfare, and unemployment is the SMALLEST section. Oh, I just remember my work experience, I have written about it before, I will mention it again: So, there was no mention to do work experience at school by the teachers. But mum for some reason, got it into her head that I should be doing work experience, and she arranged all of these places during my year 9/10/11/12 holidays. I also did more whilst at Fashion school holidays! I did something like 14 weeks of work experience. And I have to say what an absolute waste of my time that was. All of those employers taking on work experience kids just wanted to have a little slave, they didn't want to teach them, they just wanted them to do all the work that nobody else wanted to do. For free!! – mum, asleep. Well, I guess that could be considered work experience: learning that work sucks! I'm pretty sure I didn't need 14 weeks to learn that; I guess someone wanted to drill it into me! I do remember my mother going “you've got a start at the bottom in a company and work your way up” - that was her kind of life advice for me. Maybe that worked for some people, but in my experience that doesn't work, for most people once you get a lowly role, you are known for that position, and treated as such, very seldom to people get promoted, especially at a big company like Bonds. I mean unless somebody else, like one of their peers, like me for instance, promotes them: if I tell the boss ‘This person alongside of me is brilliant, they do their work properly, and etc etc’ then that person will no doubt be promoted, but like that hardly ever happens, I never saw anybody else doing that kind of other person promotion - they would rather promote themselves only. One week I did work experience at The Hilton, in the kitchen, it was year 9 school holidays when I was thinking of going to the Ryde Cookery school, {when I mention this to people, ages ago now, they have such a weird reaction, like “oooh the Hilton, she’s had a silver spoon”, So, I don't tell anyone anymore! When I was there, I recall I was the only female in the kitchen. It was a very professional domain. And I don't think this is an area of discrimination at all, because is bloody hard work being a chef, physically hard. Women will be able to do it for a while when they're young, but they won't be able to go the whole distance in my opinion. And that's what I got out of that work experience: this is not a suitable and appropriate environment for me to be working in. So, in that respect I was glad that I worked there. And there was one other place I hated, but because I worked there, I got my first job at Bonds, so I guess, was worth it in the end….mmm not really. I thought my mother was clueless about the workplace and what's involved, the physicality. The exhaustion. Guess she thought women only need to work for a few years then they will be off having kids and being married – like her and all her friends. Not quite mum!! I remember thinking when I was working at Image clothing, that if I could work part-time I would be much happier as a person, and more satisfied at having to work for someone else doing something that I didn't particularly like - it wouldn't matter so much if I had more free time to do what I wanted to do. So I tried to work part-time, there were other women in my company working part-time, but those women were on a much bigger wage than I was - they were on proper salaries, and I was more or less still on minimum wage, and you just can't cut your hrs if you're on minimum wage, as you can't make ends meet. I think if I had have been able to work 3 days instead of 5, I would still be down there working, maybe..... not sure? I always felt like I never really belonged in Sydney, I'm a country girl. I did notice in the country, before COVID-19 nobody worked from home aside from farmers, nobody else did, or was “allowed” to - and it was quite an area of nosey jealousy if anyone could work from home, like, “what are they doing that they can earn extra money from just being at home.....” Not sure what the situation is now after COVID-19. Someone mentioned to me that was because I didn't have a friend, a buddy, in my workplace, is why it didn't work out. They insisted this "friend factor" makes all the difference in the workplace. I thought about this, it sounded true, but then, I'm not too concerned if I don't have a "friend", I feel more it's a case of other people want me to have a friend, and if I don't then it's a reason to shun, as in "ha ha you don't have anyone to hold your hand!" Lol, other people, they have a problem with everything - it's a no win situation for me. I think too many housewives are having kids so they don’t have to be in the workplace. Also so they can boast and say “will you look at my baby just look at me” - they're not actually raising children for the future, to be independent. 30. The Brutal World of Money I've mentioned this before somewhere on my blog I couldn't find it so I thought it was probably worth talking about again, growing up in my family, four kids, mum and dad; we never talked about money. I don't ever remember having any conversations about money, I mean talking about money as it is in the world, like the way the world works, how people go to work for money, different incomes, lifestyles. Pretty much anything really money related just wasn't talked about in our family - for some weird bizarre reason. I mean, I had an understanding, I guess, I remember going on holidays and you know mum would be deciding what we do, and the kids would be going ‘let's do this let's do that’, and then she goes ‘oh no, we don't have enough money for that, we'll do this’. I can still hear her say “no mon no fun”. So, I guess along the way I kind of learnt that money is a good thing. But you know we didn't really go on too many family holidays anyway, and quite frankly I had more fun staying with grandma so I could go to the beach! Which looking back, didn't cost any money! Also, we weren't really given pocket money when we were young either, except, we could do chores like vacuuming or cleaning the cars, and mum would give us money like $1 or $.50. She was incredibly tight, looking back. I can't really remember ever having any money, except for once I had saved up $7 from vacuuming my room. And so, I needed a wallet to put my $7 in. So, when we were in town one trip, I got my wallet, and it guess how much it cost; $7! So, then I had a wallet but of course I had no more money! So, I thought, that whole thing was pointless. (Sound familiar? Reading that out loud to myself now; working in the workplace as an adult on minimum wage). But I don't remember having any money in my childhood, just that empty wallet sitting on the shelf in the playroom for the rest of my childhood! It wasn't till I went away to boarding school, and in the little pamphlet that mum read it says 'they recommend giving the girls $30 a term for spending money', and my mother, she's like WHAT! why on earth do I have to give more money after we are paying all this money for school fees! Like she just didn't understand why she would have to give me spending money! YOU know, maybe, just maybe, this might have something to do with the fact that now, I don’t have any money! Lol Actually, it’s not, that fact is way more complicated – but, I want to say: teach your kids about money, and I guess, some liberties as to what they can purchase with their money; see them make ‘mistake purchases’, like a child would, and then talk about it? I’m not the expert in this area. I imagine, if someone hears this story, who doesn't know me or my mother, they might think that my mother was this tyrannical Nazi Olga of a mother! - but she wasn't really at all, we had a lot of free reign as kids, and we seldom went without. I find a lot of kids, girls in particular, they often have mothers who try to tell them what to do in every situation, and control everything about their life (I believe it’s called micro-managing). I feel I'm fortunate that I did not have a mother like that, because that really damages those kids in my opinion, and it lasts their whole lifetime. Some employers although, try to do it, aswell as many ‘small’ people, they all try. {Best purchase I ever made was an Apple tag for my keys in 2022. In 2025, one time, I lost my keys in a haystack! Literally, about 6m² and 40cm deep hay that I had just spread out - it would've taken me hours to find them, and what a mess it would have been if it weren't for that Apple tag: I was able to get the location down to a 1m˚ area, then dig up, finally I found them with that annoying echo alarm it has!} The other issue I am aware that I had limited understanding of, was the value of items, like just because it looks old doesn't mean that you should throw it out - a child doesn't really understand sometimes the value of items. I wasn't the only child that didn't have these things explained and now there's a whole culture just chucking things out and buying new ‘plastic’ from China. I really think more of an attempt to explain the value of items ought to made to the young. Oh wait, I believe it’s too late; the world is chocked with rubbish and plastic. And I noticed that anything that I own that I think is worthless, or old and shabby, and not very good, like I did when I was younger - they'll always be someone who will hear you and thus try to aquire the item in passive sneaky ways, like confirming “oy yeah that’s crap, chuck it out”. So don't be so quick to write off anything. More money issues: I’ve had retailers trying to rip me off on practically every purchase I make, but the reason I am not angry about it, is because there are laws in place to protect the consumer, which I can use to my advantage to get my money back. All I have to do is contact the Department of fair trading - they investigate the case, and if I have been ripped off, they can tell the trader to give me my money back/ or exchange; or the consumer (me) can take them to tribunal, where possibly, more charges might be applied to them (which I’ve had to do 4 times btw). So, in NSW, at any rate, 10 out of 10 times, I got my money back (I should mention just over 100 cases was put in to the Department of fair trading, by me, against retailers trying to steal from me over as 10yr period -that’s a lot, it says a lot about the times we live in – it says a lot about how disrespectful the shop owners in Gunnedah and Tamworth are. It says a lot about how people will try and pull the wool over someone whose on her own. I’m thinking they should get ‘people’ into schools, from kindy up, and do a whole new class called Ethics and Morals) Anyway, Queensland Department of fair trading, however, is still in ‘naive fairy world’ where, all businesses are honest and all consumers are the enemy - and so far, they haven’t been able to do anything about any of the retail thieves that have ripped me off - so, actually, I am a little angry about those incidence’s, (totalling at least $3000 by now) and I have done separate name and shame photos/stories for them. (There’s a whole “he/she who has the most friends wins” in QLD; still living in mates rates times.) But for the most part of my spending life, I was able to recoup any money that was lost through dodgy retailers. Also, I know people lose money from dodgy investment brokers. My grandmother lost $45,000 from AMP Super back in the 1970’s, which back then, Super was a scam. Good thing times have changed. I’ve had family trying to convince us to purchase their products, to advance their wealth (and not mine). Also, when I was young, I had $1000 in cash, and I moved into my grandmothers basement, I didn’t have anywhere safe to put it, she said she will look after it. When I asked for it back, there was only $900! She said she didn’t take the $100, but since she’s the only other person who lived there, I’m not entirely sure whether that’s true, at any rate, she did reimburse me the additional $100. BUT the dogs had started hanging outside the house at night at this address, so could be them. The ones from triple j - thieving perverts. They could be the same ones following me around from address to address?? DO NOT EVER LISTEN TO THE RADIO. MUSCIANS ARE THIEVES. (Unfortunately, and disappointingly so, I’ve also had adult siblings steal from me). So, white collar theft is big. And that’s why I wanted to write this; you really can’t trust anyone with your money at all. I want to mention other ways retailers steal now (I’ve only noticed this recently, as in 2015 onwards -this hasn’t been a problem before then, so much, at least with me, at any rate) As retailers are learning more and more about the consumer rules, they can see loop holes and ways where they can overcharge a customer, and not be held accountable as a thief; what they do is put the shelf price as XX (inflated) dollars. The consumer sees the shelf tag as XX dollars and pays XX dollars, unaware that they have been overcharged, by sometimes up to 300%. So, this is not considered theft by the Department of fair trading it is considered a ‘buyer beware’ situation. But, you are not entirely powerless to do anything about this, if this happens to you; what you can do is confront the retailer and yell at them - because nobody likes to be yelled at (especially shop sales girls/boys who have big egos, and think they’re superior to every other single person on the planet {KMART STAFF}, and perhaps this will persuade them not to do it in the future, and in fact when I did this to Harvey Norman - who did exactly that, charged me $100 for an item that I discovered later was only worth $2, they gave me a full refund! So, it does pay to get angry if you have been overcharged. There are other things retailers and financial instituters do aswell, especially since NOW there is a lot of online shopping and they can track you and know your income and spending habits – they have started doing this 2025 big time, personalised sales. The banks steal by “surcharge” this is bullshit charge. Sometimes the retailer adds it on via eftpos too, one company said it was a ‘credit card recovery fee’ of $3 on a $78 purchase. Etc etc. Any strangely named unknown Internet companies that just ‘pop up’ - are run by thieving dogs. One such thing eBay do, is create fake accounts so that they can bid on their item to inflate the price, particularly clever ones that know long-term account holder’s spending habits, they could easily place a price on an item at auction. And those ebay staff know about young men (or the police), who don’t like to lose, and so after being suckered in to start bidding; they will just keep bidding until they win, even if the price goes way above and beyond the value of the item in question. Life Stories P11 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11(this) , LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

Those women who used to run ‘girl guides’ in Tamworth, should be DESTROYED. There’s no question in my mind about it. Absolutely despicable memories of girl guides: with women encouraging and teaching little girls to gang up and bully other girls who aren’t like them and don’t fit to the social norms YOU DISGUST ME. DISGUSTING. And hay you stupid NEGS Staff dogs -you have no right to go through girls’ dormitories and their personal belongings, who the fuck do you think you are? I know there’s so Life Stories P21 - I will be later editing to fit all on only 20 pages 1. Wannabe Jealous Nazi Idiot Woman Pretending To Be Jealous Husband I just came by this story today again, as I was doing a search for something else, and I realised that I had deleted it off my blog, it was in my old folder with things I don't use, but have done. But I thought well, this is actually relevant to my life, this describes clearly the “angst” that these thieves and harasses are causing me, so I'm going to put it back. I just skim re-read it, as I went on and on, but that very thing, as far as I'm concerned, that's exactly the problem of what these thieves and harasses have done; they have caused a whole ‘change mindset’, of being content to now having to concern myself about these stupid things. By the way, this "angst", is what those thieves and harasses are going to have to pay for later, in karma. But they don't realise it, they think they're just stealing something small and trivial, and it doesn't really matter. Okay today my iPhone has gone missing. FIND MY PHONE, says it is at my current address, but when I play the tune, it doesn’t work, I can’t hear it, telling me that it is not in my unit. Plus, when I called it, it went straight to voice mail, when it should have rung. Today the fire alarm guy came to my unit to check the fire alarm, I know he didn’t take it as I was watching him the whole time, as at a previous address, when the fire alarms were checked, the girl who did it, - the skinny blonde girl, stole one of my bathroom shower butterfly hooks while she was in the loo; disgusting. This was by the way was arranged by Elders, in Gladstone. I did go out after he left for an hour, it may have been taken then by another neighbour in the unit, which is why FIND MY PHONE, says at this address???? APPLE……. But I have noticed every time I talk to somebody, it doesn’t matter who, any complete stranger will do, something goes missing, and I believe this is because there is some little idiot trying to play jealous husband. And I believe it is a woman doing it, as I heard her once at Ivan Williamsons spare house across from Dads house, in Henry st – the dogs came and stayed there, to yell out at me while I was at Dads house (fucked if I know what they were doing? who has that much spare time??) but I believe they are from the ABC’s agony aunt team – they are fucking idiots, and are seriously deluded, and need help, and by help, I mean police intervention, and put into jail, not into a mental health unit. The police are too fucking stupid to work out who is stealing from me and so they continue to steal from me, then wonder why I am angry – idiots. I am a free and single woman, have been for many years, and will be for many years more to come. I am free to talk to whoever I choose, whenever I choose. And in fact, I did actually propose marriage to a foot reflexologist last month, when he relieved my lymph problems, via YouTube. If I get married or have any kind of relationship with anybody, the only person it would be, would be that guy, who lives in Canada, and can massage feet. Nobody else stands any chance at all, by the way his name is Adam Thomas, he is justifiably brilliant. My phone is iPhone 7, it’s not an expensive new one, it’s a really old one, doesn’t have much value, and I suspect after posting this it might turn up, just the same as when I posted my bandage story below, it miraculously turned up as well. In fact, I’m going to put the bandage story back online and here it is below: Bandage Stolen by jealousy of my foresight capable independence Someone has broken into my unit while I slept last night, and have taken a used bandage. I know this sounds very strange, but it is definitely nowhere to be seen in my unit. I took it off before my shower and flung it onto the floor, it was used, but not dirty. It was a really good bandage that I found in my mums nursing kit, it kind of stretches out and you can adjust the tension depending on how much you stretch it, I haven’t seen anything quite like it, it’s a clever product. I believe this is the reason why it was stolen. Aside also from the fact that: I do believe there came a time when I injured myself, and I needed a bandage. So, I got one from my first aid kit, and used it; now, this very simple act, is something that drives a stupid jealous girl NUTS! Because, I didn’t have to go anywhere, I didn’t have to spend any money, I didn’t have to go down to the chemist, I didn’t have to go to the doctor or the hospital, this is exactly the kind of foresight capable independence, that the jealous pervert girl resents, and so she just took my bandage out of jealous spite; - stupid little dog. It may have been taken while I was in the shower? {if I forgot to deadlock the door?} this may have happened, but I can’t be certain about that, since a couple of other things have disappeared, and I hardly ever go anywhere, I suspect that is the time they can do it with a simple card swipe to delatch the old lock, or use a key, as I have seen the person who has a key, sniffing around, along with one of my neighbours. So, it was about 50 or 60cm long, as I had it wrapped around my toe, which has a cut on it, over a dressing, and then back around my ankle, so it won’t fall off during the night - worked a treat. There was a little bit left on the roll for today, that I could use, see photo, {luckily}, but I would like my 50 to 60cm length of bandage back thanks very much, you stupid bimbo thief. It belongs to me it does not belong to you. Btw, my mother was a nurse. A private nurse, as in she tended patients in their homes and had her own business. She liked her job and cared for her patients. I recommend to all women; do not have kids unless you have a caring nature, so you don’t turn out to be thieving jealous bimbos like the one who stole my bandage. The world would be 50million times better without the bimbos. A couple of years ago, I felt I should try and do something about the bimbo mothers. I mean, I had so much clarity about why there are bimbo women who steal, and it’s because of bimbo mothers. I thought there just must be so many stupid mothers in Australia, producing these stupid thieving bimbo daughters, that I decided to find a mothers group online and post my story of what I had to say. -It did not go down very well! I was banned again from Flickr, and one of the mothers used her DOG contacts to track me down, and she, along with her son, stole my necklace. And this situation of jealous dog, reminds me of the time when I needed some new pants, some years ago now, (yesterday when I went out – you could plain as day see, I need some new pants again), anyway, back then I remembered I had ended up with some clothes of mums after she died, and I went through them, and I saw some olive-green pants, I thought I’d try them on - and talk about perfect! They fit me perfectly, they were this lovely thick cotton jersey, and a designer brand. I was thrilled to pieces that something so hard to achieve (finding a good quality pair of fitted pants is really hard, you can’t just walk in to your local Target, and buy a pair), so these fit me perfectly and looked great. I was so thrilled! But I could literally hear a dog whingeing and being pissed off, because of how well it worked out for me; jealous pervert. (Items went missing at that time, can’t quite remember exact time, if something was taken?) So now there’s two stories with a similar theme, and it reminds me of a third story, also with a jealous pervert theme: if you remember on my About page, on my blog, I talk about the tile that I purchased in Sydney, I was so thrilled about this tile, and this stupid little jealous dog, followed me in to the store, off the street, and started chastising me for being basically, thrilled – she was jealous at me being happy. (Actually, she was tall). This bandage is exactly the same thing. I suggest the only way to combat this: is if many people, strangers, give me really great things, all the time, to completely incense the girl off her rocker, and then in the hopes that she commits suicide, I will finally be able to feel happy and thrilled, without some stupid dog stealing from me or chastising me in some way. Leave me the hell alone, you stupid DOG. It is not my fault that you are STUPID. BTW, I AM STILL NOT GAY - this example of women following me around just shows how stupid they are, and cannot figure out how to live their intended life and not concern themselves with someone else’s. Women – so stupid I cannot believe it. I want to add here, actually, I’m a pretty happy person, this comes from my happy and loving childhood, which I’ve talked about. But I don’t have, like, an overly friendly face, which is why I think I don’t have this issue as a constant, because my inner personal thoughts are usually positive ones and I’m pretty much happy when I am out and about. So, I seem to only have this extreme jealous reaction from female dogs when I’m overly happy about something, it seems just generally being happy, doesn’t really get their attention. Just an observation. Oh, plus I think sometimes, if something works out, like I get all five green lights in a row - just little things like that, that make life easier, I do believe I have the same jealous female dogs (who seem to follow me always) who then try to piss me off by doing something nasty and vindictive - it’s like you don’t have to do anything bad to them, like you know, steal their husband, or steal something from them, to invoke a reaction of vengeance - you just have to be minding your own business and be happy!! THEY ARE INSANE, and truly they should be HUNG. Unfortunatly, they are real. I am guessing they are also unemployed, and have nothing better to do than follow me, and obsess about me. My single white female next door neighbour, just got a job yesterday, so they signed (actually she does not work, well unless she is being paid to stay in her unit all day long, possibly maybe)). So, whether it was her and she used blackmail to the powers that be to get a good job (read my “harassment for money, from employment provider in Gin Gin, massive Road works, street beautification”, photo story.) or just a coincidence, or, maybe she realized if she had a job, she too could have her own personal supply, of her own bandages. Who knows? Anyway, after being there constantly after I left that morning to heal my cut in the salt water, she disappeared for 2 days NOT A COINCIDENCE This is my new neighbour, she says her name is Danielle, but I suspect she is lying, as I have a weird problem of people lying to me about their name and calling themselves Danielle, read my About page. I have no idea what her story is but I suspect she is working for the dogs. She comes out and does scenes with the handyman who would have the key, THEY THINK STEALING LITTLE ITEMS LIKE THIS IS FUNNY. possibly friends with the landlord? Who knows. She is possibly being paid to be their next door to me? And as a result, was able to buy herself a new car, this is exactly the type of dog behaviour that goes on in my life, and she also talks on the phone to me sometimes in the morning, so, like I’m not actually speaking with her, but she speaks to me, or she speaks to someone that I have talked about on my blog? she’s one of dogs that harasses me from afar. Maybe she is used by the dogs, who harass me from afar, and I think she may have arranged the dogs down at the river that time?? Nip it in the bud. See a falling dog, and put in your pocket, save it for a rainy day…. I think I should mention, the local chemist, that I did not have to go to, to purchase a bandage, steals from people by overcharging items that are on the PBS list. I had been there recently, aswell as seen the nurses on doctors at the local hospital for an infected tick bite So, it may have had something to do with them? Mums bandage, I can assure you, was not stolen in the first place. Nor was it stolen from the hospital when I went there! Btw, lately I have been unable to sleep well – I can hear my old man neighbour when he turns the tap on in his kitchen, at all hrs of the night. My plantar fasciitis in the (same foot) is very sore, my Jobs provider has been on my back, my lease is ending, the stupid neighbours on the other side of the trees have discovered how to make kookaburra sounds with a recording device, plus my period is due – so all culminating in RAGE. Wednesday, 24 August 2022 2. Obviously Starved as a Baby -Bodyshape prooves starvation as Baby; cause of slight Mental Retardation I have removed the girls name and blurred her identity because this is not personal for me, the message is important. It's just a perfect example of nutrition and how it's fundamentally important from before you were born. As that girls behaviour was very disrespectful at the time, and for the duration of my tenancy (and just 1 girl in a long line of girls), I feel like I should definitely write a photo story about it. The correlation between her behaviour, (and many) and my nutritionally starved little kitten, is exactly the same, in my opinion. I write on my blog about the correlation between the kittens I observed, and multiple babies born by women. I noticed with the kittens, the first one to be born was robust, strong and healthy, whereas the last kitten in the litter, was a little runt who looked nutritionally depraved. (And unfortunatly was, as I did not know the mother was pregnant for some time). I feel it's the same with humans, which is why women ought to stop at 1 or 2 (or none). Even with proper nutrition. I want to further add to that here, there was another thing I noticed; aside from the physical and highly attuned personality, the first-born cat was extremely respectful of me, hard to explain, but I did not need to say anything twice to him {he was just so good natured and gorgeous}, it was like he was a really “loving” and “caring” pussycat - in the very good sense. But the seventh born cat Violet, who was also a gorgeous and very sweet pussycat, I noticed she did not have the same level of respect, it's like she couldn't comprehend the meaning of others, other than herself, and ‘respect’. Quite different from first born. I feel as they were siblings, and raised exactly the same way, and treated all the same, it was not her fault if she was not as respectful - it's because she was starved when she was in the womb, and it has affected this ability somehow. I strongly feel it's the same in humans, there have been people I've encountered who are so disrespectful, and they are completely clueless about their behaviour at the time. Such as that rental girl. (Or should I say, aware of their bad behaviour, but lacking the connection in the moment, to think ahead, about repercussions, and who they want to be, as a person.) Also, awareness is affected by nutrition in the womb: Often in life, I have noticed there are warning signs before dangers happen. Like if a cat is about to scratch you, she'll warn you first by hissing - so that's your queue to step right back. Same with the snake, a snake will hiss and warn you of its presence. And now, we know, if a volcano erupts, there are warnings with tremors beforehand. I have noticed there are people who can’t pay attention to the signs. I think possibly it's a 3rd born thing too; there’re just not as aware as 1st borns. But also see, a firstborn, is first born for a reason; specifically designed to pay attention, {so, cunts: there's no point trying to turn a first born into a “third born” with the manipulations of fake older siblings}. Also, after observing sibling kittens, and kittens who were not related, but half starved, I further believe, so many human health problems arise from that time in the womb, particularly problems you have in old age, like dementia; the number one cause in my opinion, would be a lack of nutrients in the womb. Big women; when they’re pregnant; big babies: full of good nutrition, will grow up to be SMART, SHARP and FAST. 3. Facebook has created a culture of BITCH BANNING people For some unknown reason, still unknown today, I was ban from a vet in Gunnedah. It was 2106 I think, at the time, I could not work it out, as to why I was ban. When I was at the vet all was fine; my cat was tested and diagnosed, the female vet was nice. I paid in full, and left with my cat. That was the end of it. However apparently it wasn't the end of it. I was contacted by email, from this vet, saying that I had not paid in full. I told them that I had, and I sent them a screenshot of my credit card statement, where it clearly shows that I had paid the said full amount. Paid what they asked for. But instead of an apology, I received a bitch email saying I was a terrible person and I had been ban from the vet. There was no other explanation, it was just like a bitchy email. I wondered what an earth was going on? I contacted them again but did not hear back from them. Some years later, when I created a Facebook account, I figured it out; on Facebook, there are multiple groups, and there are “monitors” of each group, who consist of bitchy little girls who ban people that they don't like. So, this is simply what this vet has done, most definatly discrimination. So basically, I'm writing a story about it, and calling them out on it, saying how disgusting these people are, what bullies they are, and how stupid they are. Here is a photo below of the owner Mark baker, his clinic is still there, and has been there as long as I can remember; I don't know if the owner was involved, or if it's just the stupid receptionists, or maybe he has stupid daughters? That would be typical. Btw the medical problem at the vet; when I spoke to the lovely young woman, who did a biopsy, said he had a terrible fatal cancer. My cat died shortly after. The cancer was a direct result of a Spot On Flea and Tick treatment that I had purchased on eBay from the Netherlands. {Later I was advised, they had apparently given it to me deliberately to kill my cat, they thought it would be funny, plus they would make some money too. ARSEHOLES ON EBAY too. } Actually, it is unclear to me whether they wanted to kill my cat in the same manner that they killed my brother Tomas's dog (for “no animal care, only human care” attitude - idiots), or whether they just wanted to make money from their faulty product. But either way, they knew it would give my cat cancer and kill it. Such evil in this world {No animal care, only human care is evil}. And note they deliberatley caused cancer – murder. Don’t think it does not happen amongst humans. Such evil on Facebook. Stupid little girls. Just like back in the day “The Witches of Salom” 4. Crap Mothers I have mentioned many times how I get verbally harassed by my neighbours who live next door up the hill at number 108, so not by the neighbours in my unit complex, 13 of them (although I think they all steal from me, but they do not verbally harass me). The child in particular was harassing me, at first after I wrote about it and complained about it to certain authorities, the mother realised what was going on, and so after that, I was harassed by the mother instead. I can’t actually see them they’re up about 20m from where I am down below, and there’s all plants. Although I’ve noticed they have just cut back all of their plants so they could peer down into my unit complex too, which I’m not too impressed about. Some people are just plain stupid, and it was possibly them who killed my plants (?), but I’m off topic because what I wanted to talk about today was the fact that I can hear a baby crying from their place like constantly, it’s always crying; {she’s totally fucking up her newborn too}. I’m going to mention when a mother is upset, then the child will cry. This is a very common thing amongst children, because children aren’t fully aware and developed like they’re meant to be, as adults, however I’ve mentioned before my blogs at this happens with adults as well. Trauma related dysfunction (by bimbo mothers). Anyway, so the child is crying because the mother is pissed off, and the mother is pissed off, you know, for various reasons, mainly she can’t control her emotions around a newborn child - this is fully the mother’s fault; she needs to go into ‘mothering mode’ which requires not being pissed off, and anyway, so this child is screaming it’s head off because the mothers pissed off, so the child is innocent, even though it’s making the most annoying sound ever; and so the father comes along, sees the situation, and smacks the little baby to shut up. Which works, it is stunned into silence. Plus, the mother, selfishly feels a little bit of vindication, like someone at least has been punished for all the problems that she has to deal with, for her bad mood, - it's a subconscious thing and she is secretly glad her husband smacked her child - it's very sick. I can hear, this is what happens. So, this is how parents fuck up their kids, the child was innocent, but chastised quite badly for no reason. And this very situation is why I have such a problem with bimbos who follow me and steal from me, and generally carry on in this pathetic childish manner, because they’ve been fucked up as babies, just like the child next-door. So, while this kind of thing is hard to explain to a young naive mother, this is why Australia needs to implement a compulsory parenting program for mothers. I’ve had it up to here with all the ‘saving of stupid bimbos’ who steal from me, particularly in Australia. I mean I’ve never lived overseas so I wouldn’t possibly know what goes on overseas, but I suspect it is a huge problem specific to unaware Australian Bogans. And you know what, while I am on this subject, there’s another important area, that so many parents neglect. This was brought to my attention when on my blog, I was describing a pervert, a teenager, who was spying on the naked teenage girls in the camp shower, back in 1989 or thereabouts. Someone saw what I was writing and suggested I am now humiliating this guy and possibly ruining his life. Well, I certainly don’t agree with that theory at all. I thought about; was I being too harsh? But after careful thought, I decided I most definitely was not, he is a pervert, so naming and shaming is essential, as far as I’m concerned. (Obviously if it wasn’t true, it would be very heinous and worthy of grave punishment) but I, for one would certainly not make up such a story about anyone, not even a thief. So, then, this reminded me of another kid pervert when I was 10 or so, and then another one at 9 or so, and I realised this is a problem. Young boys are total pervert‘s, and I don’t think ANY of the parents of those boys, had attempted AT ALL, to teach their kids, not to be a pervert. It seems they have to learn how not to be a pervert. They have some sort of instinct to be one. This means parents have to physically make an effort, to guide your young child in this area. You literally have to talk about sex with your child. You can’t ignore this topic. Otherwise, young girls, such as myself get, victimised by those stupid little boys. STUPID. Flaming idiots! Stuart Brady, Nicholas Hallam, John Burke and the Carter boys; Matt and or Steve; your parents were crap, hopeless, and naive. There were others, but I don’t know their names. And there’s also other ways men could be pervert‘s in a non-sexual way, the same as women can be. And what I’m talking about here “pervert” - this is kind of like the minimum amount of bad behaviour that boys get up to when it comes to little girls and sex. I know from listening to various court podcasts, little boys can do much worse to little girls; all as a result of naïve bimbo parents. I hear them debating what they should do about these kids, and not once, ever is it mentioned, that their parents should be held accountable. Well, BINGO! they should be; BIG FINES for parents. Also, I heard from the police, that they’re not going to press charges against anyone caught shoplifting from me, because they don’t want to “ruin their life”, by creating a bad reputation for the thief. Can you believe that? This is why thieves still continue to steal from me today in 2024, and I am forced to write this blog, and in the process, scare off a lot of stupid mothers. Stupid police. I want to mention about the neighbour next door with the baby, for a while I thought she didn't actually have a baby, (I mean, I could hear, plain as day, she already could not handle the child she had, so why would she have another, it would be stupid to have another – ‘oh please go ahead and breed more little nuisance stupid dogs to annoy the crap out of single ladies’ .- It's like the whole Mother's Day thing, those adds ”buy your mother some flowers”. It is very annoying for me to hear those adds every year; all those hopeless mothers producing those crap thieving reflective idiots – oh but yes, go on, here have some flowers!! Absurd! Those marketing people ought get behind my campaign of making mother's better! Doing a better job, so there will be less crime, less dysfunction, less nuisance people. And, yes, I am jealous of all the flowers – I want all the flowers haha, plus don't be confused, that I'm talking about my mother; I'm not, in this story I'm specifically talking about my neighbour, but the older I get, the more I realise, the root cause of most problems are mothers). So, I actually thought the mother up the hill had an app playing baby noises, crying and being a nuisance, like deliberately - some people do this, it's a thing with apps and sounds – musician dog related. Many people do it in fact, I think it's a third born thing, wanting to be a nuisance as it reminds them of their childhood, annoying the crap out of their older siblings... Anyway, I thought this mainly because I saw her two weeks before the baby noises started and she didn't look pregnant, but in retrospect I think she was one of those mothers that didn't have a very big belly, some women are like that, and this as far as I am concerned, is totally related to her first son’s nuisance dog antics - she didn't have a big belly because she didn't have a big baby, because the baby wasn't getting enough nutrients. I've spoken about this before, not enough nutrients in the womb, results in physical problems, physical handicaps, brain development problems, immune problems….. Coasting along, happy with mediocrity. Mediocrity is not ok – you are retarding your children. Think, research and learn. You might think I am being too harsh on the ‘common mother’, in fact I know that there are many women out there who do, and as a result try to sabotage me in mean and nasty ways. But my experience in life, tells me I'm NOT being harsh enough; I've had extreme problems from grown kids who haven't been raised right, who are now adult; adults behaving crap, because they've been raised by crap mothers. It's about time you mothers start acknowledging your responsibility of ‘community dysfunction’, as a direct result of your behaviour/decisions, nonthinking abilities, selfishness…. in mothering/ parenting. 5 Jobs Providers Deliberately Handing Out Viruses I have mentioned this before on my blog, but I couldn't find it, goodness knows where it is, so I thought I'll have to do a whole new Photo story about it, and I want to update it as well. I previously mentioned back in Gunnedah at one point Centrelink or should I say Jobs providers, wanted to put all the unemployed people in one room one day for a few hrs, God knows why, I think they were calling it a ‘workshop’ don't ask me what they were workshopping, but in fact I suspect the reason is for sickness, because there wasn't one single person in that room that day, that wasn't sick (except me until I got home, then I too, sick as a dog). It was the middle of winter. There was a highly suspect girl who had manoeuvred herself directly behind me, and was coughing all over me. I am very clear and certain that the whole point of that girl and that meeting was to spread sickness. And then it happened again at Sarina jobs providers when I was forced to attend an appointment when it should've been a phone appointment, (so I wouldn't get sick) it was around COVID time, she insisted I attend face to face. I did get sick with a sore throat. So, it has happened about 4 times, and then again it happened in 2024, when I didn't even have an appointment, but Centrelink said a couple of weeks before, that if I want, I can contact the local jobs providers for an appointment! -which I didn't, but I think they were stalking me when I went down to Sarina Beach daily to post my seed letters and go for a swim, there are suspect girls and the same car with signage on it, “Selectability ”. It’s like they are waiting for me down there. When I got home I got sick with sore throat. So, I'm thinking they somehow contaminated the car (?). But I always thought it was a virus related, I am thinking now that it's actually bacteria, because it's the same symptoms I get when exposed to bacteria in Aircon filters if they're not cleaned, and also if I smell septic, I get a sore throat. I also get a sore throat if I'm exposed to smoke, and wind, or if I am cold, particularly my feet or neck (because I have a damaged throat, it was damaged with hydrochloric acid back in 2006 from cleaning someone’s else’s bathroom in exchange for a month’s free rent. Big mistake. HUGE. And because I have seen Dodgy girls at the jobs providers office when I get sick I'm thinking they know that it's bacteria, and they're spreading bacteria around, I touch any contaminated surface (like a steering wheel or a door handle), then don't wash my hands constantly all day long, (just in case), inevitably I'm going to touch my face and maybe my nose my mouth my eyes, and so it's easy to contact bacteria in this manner. {Before I damaged my throat, I never got sick. Cough all you want – you can’t get me! Not anymore}. Mainly, I only get sore throat if I venture out, my home is safe (and clean). I still feel jobs providers are in on this sickness factor, maybe Centrelink are naïve or maybe they are in cahoots with science medical girls who want to spread sickness, an in attempt to try and build up peoples immune (and their experimenting with unemployed?) it seems to me that that's what's happening. I don't think I'm being paranoid about this. So, who am I meant to put in a complaint to about this? I've done so with Centrelink and they've done nothing about it. And pretty much anyone else will say “don't be stupid, you're crazy, of course they're not doing that”. Well wake up they are doing it. 6 The disrespectful cunts are back at Centrelin k This is exactly the nazi behaviour I'm talking about ; they have just stopped my payments, and for no reason, nothing that I did, but they have arranged an appointment for me, personally, and have not contacted me about it, instead, they've just cut my payment, so that I see onscreen, that I have to call the number to arrange the appointment. What fucking nazi cunts. I have a telephone, they have my number, why didn't they call me and leave a message rather than stopping my payments? Are they fucking incompetent morons - oh, yes they are. This lack of respect from them is exactly why when your phone Centrelink they have to put on a little special automated message saying “we expect everyone to act courtesy and calmly and we won't tolerate bad behaviour”. YOU CENTERLINK are the ones who are disrespectful, you encourage people to swear at you because you piss them off with your lack of respect. You are truly evil and disgusting, and I can see there's an imbalance there; totally run by women, as this is such bitch behaviour. Note, couple weeks back I was complaining about being sick and stalked by girls down at the mail box – this is them, jobsproviders still handing out sickness. Btw, I checked centerlink website a few days ago – there was no message to call anyone. 7. Shining the Light on Narcissistic Families for End Goal of Peace and Quiet Well, in all this time of writing my blog, explaining about the nuisances in my life, I’ve realised today, I have not written about the “fake family phenomenon”. This situation simply involves families harassing me in the morning. There seems to be a specific time where I get harassed by families, seemingly from 830 to 930 in the morning. Not every morning, just sometimes. And usually this involves me going out in a public area, and a family presenting themselves, like crossing my path but not actually coming up to me or approaching me directly or talking to me, but putting themselves in my path, and often they talk to the person I’m going to see, like shop staff, and then as soon as I do, they leave kind of in a condescending “handover gesture” way - it’s incredibly strange, and I can’t believe how narcissistic some families are. But the most annoying thing they do, is beep at me when leaving, like we are friends. This has been going on for many many years. I remember they used to do it frequently when I went over to Tamworth, but again today, when I went down to post my seed sales and go for a swim. It is always different families, never the same twice, different cars, so I cannot report them to the police. They are truly evil and they know perfectly well how evil they are and how to escape retribution. So, you know, here is the light shining on fucked people, so fuck off you STUPID FAMILIES. They all need a bullet to the ear. Someone suggested to me that with these particular problems, I should tell Oprah, as Oprah understands situations like this, whereas the police would not, and Oprah has the means to do something about it. Which I thought was kind of funny, and probably true, but I definitely don’t want to pester Oprah! 8. Old Man Games It seems old man are a problem, and so I have to write about it. There's nothing like shining the light on an arsehole {yuk, the fact that I have to write about this proves how totally disgusting they are.} I have found over the years that there's several things they do repeatedly: mail hoarding. This was especially prevalent when I was living at the units at Sarina, when the mailman delivered my mail, an old man neighbour would break into my letterbox (showing off his break and enter skills), take my mail, not throw it out, but they would just keep it (goodness knows where they put it, maybe they left it on their kitchen table?) but they kept it until they deemed, that it is was time to deliver it, days, weeks, months later. FULLY SICK. I'm guessing this control issue is a trait of the narcissistic mental health disorder? Somewhere along those lines at any rate. Actually, sometimes I even thought, as the postman was an old man, maybe he was delivering my mail to his old man mate? Deliberatley? I have found there's a network of old men, just like there is a network of dogs, a network of women in the workplace, a network of healthcare workers…. And so, there is a network of old men, and they're in cahoots with Council, and all the council male staff. This was definitely a problem at Sarina but also when I lived at Builyan, particularly with poisoning any trees that I plant out, but they also do weird rubbish things, like do the rubbish extra early if I forget to put it out the night before, so instead of the usual 730 pick-up, they would do it at 6am so I would miss it. I'm pretty sure all the problems I have with planes flying over my head and following me around, that's possibly old man related. I mean there could be female bimbo dogs up there flying around, like they do down the street, but I suspect it's more of an old man thing, and it's old man who have money to waste on petrol, flying planes. So, I've written about my problems with the old man who lives next door at Sarina and his abilities at determining full female bladders. I suspect, he is not the only one, and this is a typical old man thing, because I've had problems with it at Gin Gin, and now it's Sarina, oh and plus a little bit towards the end of living at Rangari (who knows who was living in that house at that time). And actually, all the food theft at Sarina, I'm pretty sure that that was old man related; can't be too certain because there are so many thieving bloody women, but some of the old man, like, they're pretty useless at looking after themselves, and feeding themselves, and think they're entitled to steal from a woman who's capable – in kind of a jealous manner. A capabilities jealous theft. There is another weird thing, that I think is old man related, and that's some sort of weird antics that happened from 11pm to 3am nightly, when I'm asleep. As I'm asleep I'm not actually entirely aware of what's going on! So it's a little hard to explain but it's some sort of weird metaphysical world stuff where single ladies are taken advantage of by wandering LOOSER arseholes who nobody wants, and often pretends to be a child, a little boy who latches on like a leach to single ladies. And, it's not good for single ladies. They have no respect a lot of the times. I have vaguely mentioned it before on my blog about the fact that I would frequently get woken up at 3am at various times in my life. Last night was another one of these times, as I'm writing this story about old men. I believe it's related to the reason why single ladies ought not be allowed to teach in schools. There is such naivety in this area people (women) are still questioning me about this and think that I'm old-fashioned and backwards, and 'wake up sweeties' this is not the case at all. It's also related to that story I wrote about when I figured out that it was cheaper to rent rather than purchase a house, back in 2006; and channel 7 put the story on the news the following morning. Thieves, do you see, they are thieves, they steal EVERYTHING. I have so many examples of this, you could not believe it. They never pay. Not sure if this is related, but lately I've been contacted by people pretending not to be local people, to purchase or acquire Facebook marketplace items. 2 days in a row! They seem to be doing a weird council rate thing – fuck off and leave me out of your stupid marketing aims. The image above is relevant ; this happens all the time in movie / TV world. As I've mentioned, I no longer watch live television, I just can't, as they are to disrespectful. So I have a YouTube subscription now, so they've started to get onto YouTube too. They have changed this movie, it's called “A life lived” and the opening scene was a girl with a yellow convertible. She was showing off her car. The scene has been removed now. Go and check; no yellow convertible. I written extensively about how girls come up to me with their new cars and show off their car to me - it's really annoying. I have to constantly explain that: you're not going to make me jealous with a new car. I like my car. Thanks very much. So they are doing it on movie and tv shows instead. It happens all the time. Just weird. So I'm shining the light on the arsehole who keeps putting girls in my path with new cars: fuck off you stupid degenerate. Infact, it reminds me of Ellen Degenerets, who offers to give free things to her audience, it's up that alley. I am not a fan, I don’t watch. And also yesterday Microsoft refused to send me my emails; so it's all of these things are related, they all happen at the same time, just fuck off and leave me alone you stupid little monkeys. And take a hike, Tom Hanks. 9. The Weird Phenon of People behaving as Territorial Rabies Infected Dogs on FB Before I was ban from Facebook in 2020, I joined the Gladstone police group for reporting crimes, this was 2018-19 (I stupidly thought the police may be able to do something about all the 100’s of items that were being taken from me at that time.) I started to list all the items that had been stolen from me. But then I was suddenly messaged by what appeared to be some sort of territorial rabies infected dog, suspected female, group member, but I guess you never know when it’s anonymous. She was antagonistic, threatening; threatening to come down to my place and beat me up, just been totally vulgar-trash. She was an idiot, obviously trying to fearmonger, and scare, and victimise. I don’t know if these tactics work on some people, but it certainly wasn’t working on me, I just ignored her. Sometimes, and infact often in life, one can only stand back and look at the disaster unfurl, such as that FB girl. Not entirely sure what she wanted anyway? I suspect nothing, she was literally being a territorial dog and was simply scared as she had no control over her group anymore, as I was posting all these weird thefts? She did not understand them (not alone there I guess). But her reaction was pure retarded behaviour. I mean maybe my standards in human behaviour are set too high, but since we are meant to be human now, most of us have evolved, I don’t think so. Even a child could behave more appropriately than that person. And what’s even more odd, I got the feeling her attitude was like “at last, hooray, finally, I get to behave in this rude disrespectful way – like it was blessed thing for her (!) Talk about stupidity. But because this person then deleted all my posts, this person was possibly FB admin, but even worse, maybe she was a police officer from Miriam Vale?? Maybe it was her/him who ban me from FB later? Aswell as Ebay, spnflwr, flickr and Wikipedia? {What idiot would give that retarded person a position of authority??} Australia, wake up. I guess maybe I should’ve literally said to her “fuck off - I don’t have territorial stupid dogs in my life”. So, talk frankly! lol Perhaps I should’ve said “you need to go and find an arsehole, because arseholes love territorial stupid dogs, they can easily have their way with them and fight constantly - and that’s what arseholes love to do. Many marriages are based around this dance. After I initially uploaded this one, someone said, (it was one of the Facebook Admin?) “We didn’t design Facebook for combating criminals – and that’s why we ban you”. You know, 2yrs after that, I was watching Netflix, a movie called ‘Profile’, which is about exactly that; a girl on Facebook talking about criminals, and then capturing them. This was what I was trying to do and they ban me for it. It’s like they ban me because it wasn’t their idea! Moron ban’ers. Anyway, people are very strange, especially on Facebook. I have noted today still, there are heaps of ‘stupids’, aswell as heaps of ‘smarts’. But FB is still highly controlled and edited, possibly even more. And there are still dogs playing sides, all the time. There are still female dogs stalking me and coming up with devious plans on how they can steal and turn other people into their victim, like, as in, doing that, would somehow give them good street cred, like, ‘my victim’, ‘my bitch’ – just utter trash, and fully sick, with mental problems. Trashy thieving people. My neighbours and then some. Rack off irresponsible mother Cassandra, don’t use your child as an excuse to dog attack me. I think those motor biker boys came up with a plan to stop me bad mouthing them on their bikes, and that was to stop my neighbours from stealing from me, by revving loudly every time I went outside and forgot to lock the door…. “If they steal from me your gonna cop it!!” lol. I think people see an issue on Fb, then pretend to be that person and fight with me; not sure, but the amount of stalking by that one woman was so extreme, it could not possibly have been her, plus they would have to be very computer savvy, mostly unlike a housewife. {So 4yrs later, I was able to create another FB account under Emily Ban-man, it seemed they had stopped tracking me CONSTANTLY online by then. But since, I then have been ban from most of the local groups in Sarina, and all my posts go into spam on all other groups in Mackay, plus I get stalked on market place, so I cannot sell anything on market place, as friends of the police, retired police and the police, set traps to steal any money I make on Facebook market place, including the aquarium trade people – trying to dominate the market. Plus, people from Facebook started stalking me when I went to the letter box, plus also to the beach, and they started stealing from the parked car, and or my bag on the beach. Such a nuisance other people are. Stupid people.} Plus, some shops in the area have started charging an additional extra surcharge on my transactions – a form of bullying, and theft. Btw, after I was ban, I created my own FB groups! I have 3, a gardening one, (only 1 other active member!!), a free speech one (quite a few members on that one, but I am the most active!), and a local SB one, (a few members, but SB does not have a big population). Also, I have spoken how Google have hidden all my reviews for any local shops. But now, YouTube have started hiding my comments on certain channels. So, I can still see them, but if I am not logged in, they are not visible. So, they are not visible to anyone – this is ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING. Not only to try and trick me by pretending they are still visible, but for the oppression, this is communist nazi behaviour. And google, need a bullet to the ear for doing it. I have started a list of all my ‘ban’ comments, here are 2: 1.Mmm, you should’ve only had two kids; no therapy needed then. 2. What a lovely idea, and saves money. Unfortunatly for me, whenever I make up these natural products for myself, they always get stolen by dingbat women who are too hopeless to make them themselves - I can no longer afford to make them, as they just get stolen. The women in Australia are hopeless. 11. An Anti Religious Shopping Experience: Tessuti Fabrics (formerly Fantasy Fabrics) When I shopped there, back when it was Fantasy Fabrics, 30 odd years ago, there were some major dog problems with the female staff. One of them accusing me of chopping up their instore fabrics with scissors! Stupid (I later saw that woman on Australia ABC telly – who the ABC, for some reason was either protecting or rewarding? Who knows what they were doing with her. But, do they, or do they not, shoot dogs that bite people?? Because that was just what it was like, a stray dog biting me in that shop. AH GO AWAY – again, this problem of total bimbos following me around and climbing on my back, and tormenting me; FUCK OFF - do I need to purchase a hat, maybe a T shirt with these words????? Does this happen in other countries or is it just an Australian bimbo thing? You would think as a young single woman, that my biggest problem would be stray horny men following me around - but NO, this is not the case (I put this down to my other secret weapon of being gifted with a somewhat undesirable face and body). But so instead I get these bloody stupid women following me around. Just weird! You know I think this very thing, this situation involving these stupid women, and they’re non thinking ‘blind as bats’ behaviour, (such irony), is the main reason why I have been banned - it's like the powers that be (whoever they are, I suspect, not the government), does not want to make it public that this is what women are like; nobody wants to make it public that some women are completely stupid and non-thinkers. Nobody wants to acknowledge this stupid human factor - WELL shame on you, because you can't fix something that you're not aware of – AND THIS BEHAVIOR CAN BE FIXED, ITS JUST A MATTER OF AWARENENSS. SO, anyone trying to oppress me by banning me, (and there's been a lot) you are completely WRONG. So, one day I was wondering why sometimes I go to places and there's no problems; everything gets sorted out the way it should, everyone's pleasant, I was able to do what I intended to do there. And then other places I go to; it's a disaster, like the above, like the staff are horrible, they can't do anything, they're completely rude and disrespectful, there are problems. So, someone suggested that it's a religious thing; so, people who are not religious, are places where I experience problems stemming from stupidity, the ones who are horrible and ‘dog attack’ me, the sinners so to speak. And it's the ones who have faith, and a believe in God, are the ones who can do it right, and I have no problems, everyone is NORMAL - the saints so to speak. Not 100% sure if this is true, but I suspect definite possibility. Now I do a pretty good job of keeping tally of my life on my blog, so I'm not sure, but it FEELS LIKE most of the places I go to are places who do not have faith {unfortunately}. I'm guessing this is due to church not being the Sunday norm anymore. (I would say due to problems in church with bad ministers and priests, not to mention other bad members of the congregation, like in my experience.)? And so, when I go somewhere and that is NORMAL, I find it extraordinary and amazing, and nothing short of a miracle! And, this theory, changes everything - should I be putting in the word “Christian” when I do a Google search for a business like a dentist? Dr Deane – you ought to be sued. After I wrote this, I went out and did some gardening, as it had finally started to rain (hooray). As I was gardening, planting out my flower seedlings (mental note: l can't do this anymore, my back is way too shot), anyway, I thought about something else and I believe it's related, so here is the next part of the story; At one point in my life, I had moved in to the bottom flat of my grandmother's house at Pretty Beach. I used to listen to triple j all the time back then, I was also reading a book by Carl Yung, it belonged to my aunt, she stored her books in the flat. So, Carl Yung was a psychologist from the 50s maybe? He's kind of a famous one. He would've covered many different topics in this book, I read it from cover to cover, but you know the only thing really that I got from it, or remember about it, was his theory of the collective consciousness, which I talk about on my blog sometimes. It interested me. However, I suspect there was another topic that I read, but didn't really pay much attention to, and this was the collective psychosis, of a mass of people. So, a group of people doing things that are stupid, and non-thinking. {I personally believe spurred on by rebellion from stupid bimbo parents power tripping over their kids. “we don’t have to be good, we don’t have to be perfect”.} I think he talked about it, as it did not interest me, as I wouldn’t have thought it was relevant (this is something that certainly I would not be affected from (I have way too much personal awareness), but I believe there was someone on triple j at that time who was being a pervert, and basically this theory resonated with her - she has set herself about to try and bring on public psychosis through manipulations (I call this ‘dogs playing sides’ - so I've had problems with her trying to manipulate a lot of people on mass, in public, for her amusement. And it's like the only thing she could think to do with mass amount of people, was to torment somebody else, with somebody else being me - so this may explain why I have so many stupid bimbo Dr receptionists on my back, and it also could explain why I was poisoned at Mitre 10 - because I could hear radio dogs in the background. There were also radio dogs at the fruit shop when they were stealing potatoes from me with the wrong label. MANY other instances. So, all of these things are not a coincidence, they're all being organised by some stupid bitch who's trying to stroke her own ego with being able to manipulate mass amount of people into doing these revolting bitchy things. I bet she has blonde hair. By the way ‘psychosis’ is fancy talk for being stupid. Now I'm not entirely sure about this next bit, and I know there is a lot of truth behind the events of COVID-19, because viruses are a problem today way more than they have been at any other point in history, so any attempts to do something about viruses is GOOD. But I'm thinking maybe it has something to do with these radio dogs trying to manipulate the public on mass. They are competing amongst themselves in the industry. 12. More about Acceptable Areas where it’s OK to be Nazi Personality As I seem to be constantly complaining about the “nazis” in my life; ones that go on anal power tripping lord-over missions, and seemingly making up rules for the sake of it, and not because they are valid, needed or better rules (it’s called ‘power tripping’, and women are notorious for doing this; look at the health sector rules). I wrote on, I think it was my About page, or Life Stories (?), that there's one area where I think it's okay to be completely nazi and that is in the area of Food Labelling. And I suspect the only way to combat incorrect or misleading labels is to start making money with hefty fines. Along the same lines of how police make money from speeding tickets. Money making revenue – a whole new industry could be established to watch/regulate and cash in on people’s labelling fraud. Who says I don’t know how to “job create!” I would like to add further to food labels, and that, any labelling, like textile labelling, content labelling, ingredient labelling. I'd even take it further, and state anyone suffering from OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) this is a perfect area for you! Or become a chef! Just be involved with food, because it's an area where hygiene is extremely important. And possibly somewhat lacking; Of course I'm a firm believer of cleanliness in the kitchen; making sure the workspace is clean before you begin. Washing hands before handling food (including nails). Washing fruits, vegetables and anything that's been manhandled thoroughly. Cleaning up as you go along, and making sure you don't scratch yourself, your arms or your face around the food area. And of course, no sneezing or coughing around the food (quick mad dash exit of the room should you need to sneeze!). And if you've read my blog, you'll see that people do signs, they've done this for quite some years, (even though I find it really annoying) they still do it, (even if I scream about how I hate it), still do it. One of the signs that they do, is if I go to some food area, that has been prepared or run by someone who is not clean, then they tell me, as you often cannot see unhygienic practices in a shop front. And it's really disgusting. So, if you think no-one is watching, think again. Always make sure you wash your hands. There are other areas in life where it is perfectly acceptable to be nazi; the rubbish and recycling industry! There is a major lacking in this area with lackadaisical staff stemming all the way down from Council who just don’t really give a shit about rubbish (or the planet). Following the statistics of rubbish over the future years; this area is going to be so big, all the little council people that wanted to turn a blind eye will be forced to have to deal with it. Another perfect opportunity for the OCD’S! you will need to sort out many types of materials, and see the difference between plastics. I can’t even imagine that they would even bother doing what is fully required at the moment, in any of the sorting centres, because there are at least six different types of plastics, and you can’t possibly tell, unless you look at the fine print on the bottom of the bottle, or on the packaging, which might’ve even fallen off or be faded. And that is, even if plastic grading had been done in the first place when manufactured. A total lacking in this area. And do they expect rubbish sorters ono those conveyers to have a magnifying glass for the fine print? Animal practices. So, while I have a vague interest in psychology, and due to encountering a whole heap of dysfunctionals, have learnt a lot about different peoples personality types. I am not 100% sure of the root cause of OCD. I mean I'm guessing it's probably people who had narcissistic parents. (You would have to have some pretty bad karma to be born into a family with narcissistic parents, because they are truly the worst, horrible kind of people, in fact probably the cause of all psychological problems, narcissistic parents.) But it seems to me that there needs to be a redirection for all of those OCD’s, because I know there's a lot of them, I encounter many of them, all the time. Instead of redirecting your unhealthy nazi behaviour towards other people (like me), redirect into the fine print - like labels, redirect it into your work. As far as I can see, this would be a really simple solution to a huge problem. When in doubt, work. You know I've heard of people following the theory, that partaking in arts and crafts, as a good cathartic outlet. Many house wives do this. But, as I have had many different experiences in life, I get the strong sense that some of those women painting that I have encounted, did it with such restraint and tightness, that it was obvious that they were the nazi type of women, and those women probably ought not to be painting, instead those women ought to be working in food labelling departments! Total areas that need strict rules and regulations. Painting is probably an area that you especially don’t want to be nazi personality. 13. Rude Nosy Neighbours in The Name of Fake Neighbourhood Watch Out Every time I collect seed from a house at Armstrong Beach, (with the owner’s permission of course, who were never home as they work during the day), I have absurd neighbours across the road staring at me and making strange noises, trying to catch my attention making themselves heard. Last time, they were out front in their driveway, the whole time I was there, which was about half an hour as I was picking all the pods - just staring at me and pissing about, like they were just totally being rude disrespectful nosy neighbours. I mean if you were concerned about a stranger in at your neighbours place, like why wouldn’t you just go up and ask them what they were doing, rather than just sit there and stare and be rude. Maybe their crap parents never taught them ITS RUDE TO STARE. Some people have no common sense or no manners at all. So, I took that photo and put it here online. If you’re one of these ridiculous nosy neighbours you should bugger, off mind your own business, and get a life. 14. 2022 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2022 Adrian from Hervey Bay for being a focused honest tradie, and personable, in a nondiscriminative way; unusual for typical Australians. November 2022 Ellen Mary Stack who saved all the injured cyclone victims in Darwin back in the day, plus became Mayor so as to introduce mandatory ‘strong and sturdy’ building codes! October 2022 Veena Sahajwalla - OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT in Australian recycling; above and beyond. Albeit she is fully recognized and awarded already. September 2022 2 Bridge engineers: Li Chun, who built a stone Bridge 1400 years ago, still standing today good as new. Caius Julius Lacer, designed the Trajan's Bridge at Alcantara, Spain; 2500yrs old, good as new! There are 3 unknown engineers; aquaduct bridge in Provence, France, 2500yrs old, good as new! And 2 in Italy 2000+yrs old, good as new. Plus 1 in Turkey that is 3000yrs old in same original working condition! August 2022 Charles Wilber, for his 28 foot sky high (8.5m) tomato plants! July 2022 Macquarie Island management for reducing the devastating pesty rabbit population, to, 0! Well done to them, if only the rest of the country could be as motivated as the Macquarie Island team. June 2022 Kerrie Ellison for her bravery in ‘setting the bar’ when it comes to sexual harassment and hostile environments in the workplace, in the 80’s, to push lawsuits to stop it. May 2022 Was going to award Henry Flagler for ‘inventing’ Miami (with his transport system), BUT he also ‘invented’ the well copied law where a husband can have his wife declared “insane” and committed to an asylum, thus ending in divorce. So, he gets the ‘anti-brilliance’ award; this law has negatively affected many women, and STILL does. Instead, this month’s award goes to Queensland Health for at least attempting to make changes to the mental health act in 2016 for the better. (Although the whole thing is a scam, with money making being the number 1 goal, led by pharmaceutical companies). April 2022 The person who came up with the reusable half twist airtight screw bottle lids – you are sheer genius! March 2022 Anthony Robles state champion wrestle (with more challenges than most, only 1 leg) February 2022 Garry, Sam and Kelly Bencheghib for their clean up strategy in Touristy Indonesia January 2022 People responsible for 2015 tall building of the year; Milan's Vertical Forest Building, especially people responsible for plant health. Truly amazing, fantastic & brilliant. 15. Naming and shaming thieves was one of the main reasons I created my FB group , (Amongst other reasons like being able to whinge /moan, and express personal grievances about community issues, or personal injustices. Big fish little fish stuff. When I named and shamed this particular thief below, on a different community group, I was ban from the group by coward admin. Most unfairly, especially since I was not the criminal/ the thief - they were. Don't shoot the Messenger. So as much as you would prefer I be silent on this issue I AM NOT. Find some other small frame person to steal from or suffer my talking consequences! Car industry thieves in SARINA: Master Mechanical When I went there, the owner muttered under his breath to me, that he was going to steal from me, and then he did, $72.50 plus he wanted me to bring my car back for $700+ “looking” for problem. But I had told him what the problem was – the dashcam. I just wanted him to fix it – but did he – NO. He and his receptionists (woman with child under knee), infact the whole crew down there are thieves. How is this business still in business? Car thieves. {I am new in town, perhaps he thought he could get away with it with a new person?} The CBA did try to recoup my money with a dispute, but they failed. Although later, several months later, I suddenly get a bank message saying that they were able to recoup the money and it has been refunded. So that was a little weird. Now, I left a review for this business on Google Maps, because as far as I'm concerned it's unacceptable behaviour, and this business, as they are thieves, they should be closed down. They should no longer be in operation. Now, the thing is, as far as I know, I'm the only one that can actually see my Google reviews when I'm logged in. Because if I'm not logged in, I can't see them, so I'm pretty sure no one else can see my reviews (?). But one day on Facebook, I had problems from some girl who was stalking me on Facebook, and out of the blue, on a different subject, she started talking about my review for this Car shop, which was very weird. She seemed to have the major shits that I left a bad review, even though they are thieves. This girl must've been a bimbo because she thinks stealing is ok, and you're not allowed to talk about it! {Not addressing problems:bimbo behaviour}. So this got me thinking, as I'd been having problems with someone putting sugar in my fuel tank when I park at the IGA carpark, so I'm thinking it was this girl who seemed to be so irate about my honest review. Maybe she worked for master mechanical? maybe she was his wife? or the blonde receptionist? or his daughter? She obviously decided to seek spite-revenge by putting sugar in my fuel tank. Happened every time I went to IGA car park, about five times in a row. {The side affect of sugar in your fuel tank is ‘put put’ as soon as I start my engine, then for the next several km’s, plus along with terrible smoke coming out of exhaust.} So then I mentioned the sugar on Facebook too, and it suddenly stopped. It was the owner plus in public forum that I had mentioned it to, so I suspect it WAS someone who worked for him? Yet another reason that business ought to be closed down. So I certainly standby my review and my words. I am not going to be intimidated by some silly sugar yielding bimbo. I believe that business should be closed down I know I might be asking a lot to close down businesses who steal from people, there might not be any businesses left (in Gunnedah and half of Sarina this would be definitely be true). I believe there is some serious retardation going on in Sarina; when I went into the pet shop and said hello to the woman behind the counter, she just stared at me and then got back to doing what she was doing. Such eeeexcellent retail manners from Shopgirls. Actually I think I remember a place in Tamworth doing that same thing, only she didn’t go back to her work. She just stared at me the whole time I was in the shop without saying anything. Guess what, she had blonde hair too! Starting to see a pattern in my life. Just an observation. You know what, now I remember, when I went to the Pet Shop that day, I was wearing my black shirt that was later that day stolen - you know a woman who obviously is so rude and disrespectful to a new customer, is certainly not beyond stealing my good top in my opinion. I included a screenshot of the bank letter with the dispute information. POLITICIANS, if you need examples of personality types to see which ones should be breeding, and which ones should not be; I have heaps of bimbo names I can give you. Start off with the woman at this mechanics, Rebecca, she said her name was. And, you may wonder why I bring up the Pet Shop and my stolen black silk shirt incident, into this story. I believe it's related; it goes back to Hong Kong; when I was 20, I saved up for 2 years at my first job on minimum wage, and went to Hong Kong with my friend whose parents lived there, I stayed there for 2 weeks. In Hong Kong, you're not allowed to keep a car that's older than three years, so everywhere you go, on all the streets, there are brand-new cars - it's like a total ‘revhead-heaven’ world in Hong Kong. I don't know if it's still the same today, I'm talking about 30 years ago now. But I mean the people who really are into cars, are young men mainly. So it is like a young man's world in Hong Kong. And the other thing that's big in Hong Kong was aquariums/ fishtanks, and again this is another industry that caters to a lot of young men. I was reminded of this when I was trying to sell my fish recently on FB marketplace, and I was unable to, it was like there was a monopoly on Facebook marketplace for aquarium shops only to sell their fish and hobbists, are not allowed to sell online, with the fake pretence that it goes against their policy - biggest load of bull I've ever heard; it's just another way that young boys have monopolised this industry, the same as they have in HongKong and their cars. So there were a lot of young boys in that Pet Shop when I was there that day, I'm thinking, not a coincidence. And what the? Bugger off you young non big picture thinking imbecils (and give me my shirt back. Plus probably all the usb cables that have been stolen from me). 16. 2024 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2024 Colin Gladstone from Mayday Hills, Beechworth, Victoria. A gardener who planted out a significant amount of trees, one growing to be a sport of the beautiful Red River Gum, (Eucalyptus camaldulensis), featuring a weeping habit. Named "Blue Veil". November 2024 Garmin for reinventing the watch strap, with the end on the inside. October 2024 Omar Vazquez for his innovative idea of turning waste seaweed into bricks for homes, PLUS for his generosity of nature by donating and building houses for low income people in his community, PLUS employing 6 fulltime staff to make his bricks too. September 2024 The fearless captain Paul Watson and teams, for saving the whales August 2024 Pinterest; realised of all the Internet platforms, Pinterest is the only one that hasn't ban me or deleted any of my uploads! And Pinterest has had ALL my uploads, they've had every swearword, and every accusation, and still, I have not been ban - I can only assume it is because the people who run Pinterest, are superior in every way, than all other Internet companies (and of course they are not Nazis). July 2024 Lina Khan who took the cunts at Google to court over their monopoly and won June 2024 Curtis Shuck, due to his personal self financed mission, of capping leaking gas wells in Texas May 2024 Steve Brady my landlord for saving me housewise April 2024 James Gatlin for his enthusiasm in sharing his knowledge about the speed square! March 2024 Bruce from drain cleaning Australia who opportunistically drains clogged public gutters for free February 2024 Tom Corrigan, inventor of new honeycomb paper packaging, to replace plastic packaging. January 2024 The Iceland government for making thermal energy capture commercial in the 1970's. (Indonesia, who sits on the 'ring of fire', are still dependent on Coal! 😔) 17. Some of the People who Cross our Path are set in Stone At school, I became friends with this one girl, because we were in the same house, we had regimented timetable, and we both were always ready for breakfast before all the other girls, and before it was time to walk over to the food hall. So, we would sit down on my bed, maybe 5 minutes, maybe 20 minutes sometimes, before breakfast, and play cards together, we did it pretty much every morning for the whole year. Later when I was studying Fashion, we flatmate together. (This was one of the 7 girls in our year who also like me, did not get sick that time we had the flu epidemic in year 7). See now, a whole big point of that school, was to ensure all graduates, when they do graduate, they graduate ‘a lady’. So, after school, I actually noticed a slight rebellion of this, not from me, but from my friends, who did not go to my school (nor I believe went to church). At least 2 of them tried to encourage me to do something ‘bad’. So, one of my friends tried to persuade me to chew bubblegum! As she must have thought that would be very unlady like, lol!! and when I did she was tickled pink “I got her to rebel!”. And another one wanted me to "sin" – before I get to the “sinning” part, a little background is needed: I was flatting with my card playing friend, and I met her friend, from work, she was always coming around to our flat, I don’t think she had any other friends. Anyway, for her work, in the morning, my flatmate, certainly had no time for cards; she would spend two hours (not exaggerating) in front of the huge floor to ceiling mirror, every morning, putting on makeup. Not kidding, 2hrs, she would set her alarm for 5am, even though she was only 15 minutes commute from her work at 9! I found it quite absurd, I thought she must be extremely vain now! But I never said anything to her. Whatever. I guess something must have happened to her – maybe someone made a snide comment to her about her ugly flat mate!! And she did not want to be called ugly. lol But, her new friend must have noticed my secret attitude at my flatmates makeup session, {some people can just sniff things out!} And then, it was like she wanted me to be more vain too, like, 'go ahead and sin, sin, sin, sin! – not that I did! I did not wear makeup. But, "Vanity" is considered a sin in the Christian religion. You know, it is not really possible for woman to be friends with another woman; just too jealous by nature (which by the way is also a sin!). Btw, promiscuity is NOT considered a sin in the Christian religion. Her friend in particular, associates being a ‘lady’ as being religious and virtuous. So, just not a vain person, hate to disappoint, (maybe if I was really attractive I might be!! Lol) And not really a sinner either, - I did not have nazi over controlling parents. Lucky me, – born to be rebel-sin free. Bad parenting is to blame for 90% of all sins. Will you consider compulsory parenting class now gov? I haven't really made a distinction yet between people who were raised with church and people who weren't - but you know, this could be a whole thing, it probably is. You know, as I was growing up, my mother made sure I had good table manners, we all had to sit up straight, our elbows in. We had to hold the cutlery in the proper manner, and of course not to speak or chew with our mouths full. And she was a little bit of a tyrant in this area, as eventually I did become this person with impeccable table manners, but I feel it may have been all to no avail; you know what happens when people see someone out in a cafe with impeccable manners? They think 'oh she's from money'. They don't think "oh my, what nice table manners she has!" – they think “She's from money, so let's try and steal from her”. I'm fairly certain, (and amongst a few other reasons), that rental unit in Sydney, was broken into, burglarised, because of an encounter in a cafe. It was not a good time in my life. By the way, this whole story was deleted off my computer, and deleted off my storage account, and also deleted from my email! But for some reason it was still on my blog! So, I copied and pasted the text back into my computer. I’m not really sure what happened there. I mean, maybe I did some sort of weird error in my uploading…… And I have no idea what image I would’ve used with this story. I think I will use one of my Marble Stone fabric designs “Marble Earth sa333 ” I like the repeat on this big print, I put 4 repeats on this image. 18. Overcrowding in a Typical Suburban House This is the house opposite my unit complex , note, a typical evening with everyone home – 6 cars, that’s at least 6 adults under 1 roof, and looks like a small 3 bedroom. Now, I do not know their story, and why they would have so many people living in house designed for 2 parents and 2 kids (1.8kids). All I know, is that it’s the government’s fault, with too many immigrants too fast. And certainly, this is not a desirable way to live. It verges on the ‘high density’ life style that may cause suicides {read my Tenements story on the “Nuisance Neighbours with Every single place I rented since I left home at age 18” story.}. I feel this is becoming more and more typical, and it is up to the people to refuse such living conditions. The gov acts upon the peoples requests. So, for a start, stop breeding multiples, this will get them re-thinking their politics. Besides - stupid woman; why are you torturing yourself with multiples? 19. Collage of Stolen Hats; Stolen and Karmic Dept Story All these hats have been stolen from me. The blue garden hat was stolen once in Melbourne, and I purchased one exactly the same to replace it $22 - and it was stolen some years later at Gin Gin. The brim actually folds up, the picture doesn't really do it justice, but I couldn't find a proper picture. You know, it’s pretty easy to distract someone. I think thieves think that they’re really clever because they can manipulate someone through distraction, I turn my head for 15 seconds, turn back, and the items been stolen, like there is nothing clever or genius about distracting someone. In fact, it’s probably one of the most easiest things you can do, I don’t think they actually realise exactly how stupid they are. An attempt was made by the thief to return the pink one (due to drone pressure), but they failed in their attempt, and it was destroyed by council lawnmower man, friend of the thief. A socially retarded person. The bottom left one that you can't really tell is a hat, is actually a camouflage hat, so suspect it was stolen by someone in the army? I specifically made it to not blow off my head, it's made from stretch left over floral fabric. So, I was very annoyed that this one was taken, as it was a special fit, and it most likely will NOT fit that actual thief’s head. I think the green beanie was stolen by the brother of some girl that I mentioned on my blog in a slight (deserved) disparaging way. At the time I didn't think that they were related, but actually when I compare the size of both of them, they're both huge, suggesting possibly that they are related? ( I just thought he was some prancing peacock that used to strut around the complex). So, my hat disappeared, and so did he. The local pub has advised me they will keep a look out for it this winter, (I put a photo of it on Facebook, whereas before when it was stolen, and all the other times, I have not been able to do that, because I was ban from Facebook - and this is the main reason why, because I put photos of stolen items on Facebook - to do something about the 100's of thefts, so I don't feel like I'm surrounded by thieving morons, and that most Australians must be stupid have no common sense, no sense of morals, no sense of religion; and are basically drunken retards, probably from families that have 5 kids. On FB, an item will be recognized, and the thief can be held to justice. But of course, nobody wants the thief, (especially the thief), to be held to justice, because this is Australia, and it's pretty much a fucked bogan thieving country, where people think that will be funny to steal from me, and or funny to watch other people stealing from me. So, they just ban me instead, - to try and silence me. Later, the creator of Facebook tried to save himself by saying that Facebook wasn't designed for such purposes, it's only designed for "hooking up". Shortsighted. (And slut). You know I think this country is so wealthy, in Sydney especially, there's so many spoiled little brats who have been raised by bimbo mothers, and when they turn 18 they go through the cliche rebellious "drug and alcohol" problems, and live this pathetic life of crime and petty thievery, as they naïvely think that’s easier than actually doing work in a job, - even though they're fully educated and know better. This whole problem is because of unskilled mothers and teachers! We need compulsory parenting class for every single mother so they don't create these little spoiled shits that rebel against their over controlling, over disciplinarian, ill-educated / unskilled mothers and teachers who use kids to control so they can feel important. {Unskilled as in, without parenting skills, not unskilled as in without job skills – and no I am not pushing for paid parenting}. But this problem is so obvious, I can’t believe no one has brought it into consciousness, and there are no programs in place to rectify the situation. I mean the bloody government, well, really, bloody mental healthcare workers, (poor government), are pushing money for mental health, when w-r-o-n-g. This here is where the problem needs to be directed, not after the damage has already been done. It needs to be done in the family unit. I haven't even mentioned any of the other problems that arise from over controlling, over disciplinarian, ill-educated / unskilled mothers and teachers who use kids to control so they can feel important. Because there's way more issues aside from petty theft too. {As I was near finishing writing this, my electricity was switched off all day}. Whoever stole these hats; certainly does not have my approval or my permission to take (and break and enter, for that matter). And, I know the type of person who stole these hats, is a kind of "arrogant self entitled peacock" type of person, probably even someone who works in the television industry, at the ABC. So now at the age 51, I am going to match you, in my description below of what it's going to happen to you; If I knew who you were, well, I fantasize about blowing your head off with a shotgun. At any rate you are now in karmic debt to me. {Ha Ha}. I think I need to talk about karmic debt. I'm not sure all religions believe this. I don't think the Catholics do, the Catholics think they can just ask for Gods forgiveness and they will be forgiven; simple, and that's the end of it. (!) As if! I personally don't believe it works like that, at all. I mean you may be given help to ease your guilt, but the sin itself needs to be paid for, and in effect when you ask for Gods forgiveness, that’s what your asking for – to be used in some way to make up for what you have done. I believe you have to ‘pay’ for all the sins that you do, like stealing for instance; think you got away with it; THINK AGAIN. So, if you are a sinner, at any moment, when God needs help, a sinner will be called upon. And you'll have to make sacrifices - usually you won't even know about it, life happens. And it could happen in the next life. Sometimes a sinner will need to sacrifice their life, inorder to help in different ways, ways that don't involve being alive. I'm certainly not an expert on the afterlife or in any religion for that matter. But with my experience and observation, this is what I know is true. So, you might read that 'ha ha' bit, and think, oh she's making a joke, but I can assure you, being in karmic dept is nothing to joke about. You need to take life seriously, including choosing the good and the righteous. Every day decisions that people make, count. And if you want to feel like you have control of your life direction, you need to be good. Plain and simple. If those thieves decide they DO NOT want to be in karmic dept – you can always settle the dept now in this life (!); I cannot extract ‘Godly type of dept collection’ for obvious reasons, so I worked out a compensation formula for each stressful incident involving theft. Not only do I expect the stolen item to be returned or paid for as new again, but for each item taken, – I WANT COMPENSATION, for BREAK AND ENTER plus STRESS, at $5000 per incident. And with my list of stolen items tallying 606 items atm, that’s $2,795,000.00 - that those stupid dogs are in dept to me for - $2,795,000.00 And, bear in mind, there are heaps more I have not written down too, I’m sure, things that I have not even noticed, or have forgotten about, as I did not write down at the time. So possible more like $3million? I have peptic ulcers now, from stress (or well, they could be from the antacid…or simply fear of getting seasick.) 21. Natural Swim Pond Goal I have to include an image of this on my blog, because it has been a long term dream of mine to have a swim pond. I do realise I definitely cannot have one of these unless I am a homeowner. It would be a solid structure that cannot be moved. So, unfortunately, I don’t believe it will ever come to fruition, no matter how much conjuring I can manage. If the bank says no, it’s no - they have managed to be the masters of ‘Simon Says’. (For all those nazi people who want to play ‘Simon Says’, why don’t you get a job at the bank). I do find it a little strange in Australia of how many people have the traditional chlorine or salt pools, and have not put in a natural swim pond. I guess they think it would be too high maintenance, but I mean, that’s the fun of it, as well as being able to swim, fun work, so to speak. And, someone told me it is the opposite, low maintenance if you have a wetland or bog filter. Apparently, you need 2/3 of the pool as planted area, and 1/3 as an open swimming area, so a lot of plants would be needed. There are some really beautiful aquatic plants. Having a really deep substrate, would help immensely with filtration. I know I’ve lived at many addresses in Australia, where one of these would be perfectly suitable and doable, but it would have to be hidden from the road, so jealous neighbours can’t go on the attack or sneak in for a fling dip. What terrifies Aerial Spraying cushy job Pilots My fruit fly tunnel, well should I say ‘anti-fruitfly tunnel’, about 30m long, (and not shown in the photo is another one just as long nearby) stands out on the land. If you're in an aeroplane, you can see it, plain as day. I am absolutely certain that my fruit fly tunnels was the cause of not only one, of my wealthy farming neighbours, but also the flying school, well a flying business, a business of local aerial spraying, to be, ABSOLUTELY INCENSED. A trigger for bad behaviour. If everyone used nets for their agricultural endeavours, where practical, there would be no need for spraying poisonous chemicals. So, the owner of the aerial spraying company, was DEEPLY THREATENED by me. So, I had problems with planes spraying poisons over my house, and over me when I was down the paddock, after those nets appeared. I just know that this would be the reason, the men ‘on the land’ in Gunnedah have this mentality, where it's “destroy or be destroyed”, and they have no qualms spraying you or anyone with poison, even if it kills you; as long as their business is intact, then nothing else matters. Murder, who cares; “I need to work and send my kids to private school”. I have said it before on my blog: it is farmers who are destroying the planet, they have rules unto themselves, they're not regulated, like in a workplace. They do things the easiest way, and if it means spraying the whole land with toxic chemicals, they'll do it - especially the wealthy ones who are so arrogant that most people couldn't even possibly fathom their mentality. So it is of my opinion, in Australia, all fruit and berries need to be grown under these nets, so they can be classed as organic. This is not to please me - this is for pure health reasons. There are many science based research to back me up. By the way, that quality Nylon netting, from a place in Queensland, has a warranty for 10 years, so 10 years is the very minimum time frame - suggesting that it will last way longer than 10 years. That one tunnel in the photo cost about $600 to set up, back then, including delivery, the poly pipe, and the star pickets. So, it is affordable, considering it's only a onetime payment possibly per 20 years? Any fruit grower or berry grower that doesn't have nets, I would now classify them as ‘stoopid’, either that or, completely brainwashed by aerial spraying pilots who want to keep their cushy job of flying. (Either way still basically comes down to stupidity). So, get with the program, get nets, and go organic. Also, I'm not sure if it's related, but over the years I have problems with planes following me around. When I lived at Sarina for two years, in a unit complex, I had NO planes going over - it was a bloody miracle! But now, again, well, last night, I had no less than 5 planes going over my house between 5 and 8pm. Not even sure if it's the same plane, or plane traffic is being diverted over my house instead of their usual flight path? That loud hum drum sound a plane makes, is an annoying sound, it's the sound that a little boy would make playing with his toys. 25. Dogs at Woolworth Car Park I have to write about this in order for it to stop happening, (yeeeah great! Again, nothing better to do….) So occasionally, I do ‘click and collect’, because I can save $15 del fee if I happen to be in town like for a Doctors appointment. Even though I hate it, as this is what happens: (this has happened at least 90% out of 100% times I do a ‘click and collect’); The phenomenon of “dogs in the car park”. So, I noticed not many people get ‘click and collect’, still, they mostly prefer shopping instore, whereas, I like to shop online. Women in big SUV’s, park in all the 4 ‘click and collect’ car spots. They do this specifically in order to block me from picking up my groceries. It is not a coincidence like what you may be thinking. I'm not entirely sure why they do this, I assume it's just because they want to be facetious and a 3rd born nuisance, and to make things DIFFICULT for me. But I have noticed, and confirmed after this incident today, it's somehow related to my previous interaction with a shop (?), a pattern has emerged, in this instance, I'd just been to the petrol station to fill up, and the Doctors - so I don't know what they were so offended at, or at which one, but it was related, as some form of punishment – they do “rewards and punishment” signs – just like a total arshole would do, in a domestic situation. If they don't like what I did, instead of talking to me directly, they do passive aggressive signs -just like what a stupid woman would do in a domestic situation too. They are unknown to me, and are total narcissists, not to mention stupid S-T-U-P-I-D. I say above 3rd born nuisance, as such is the nature of 3rd borns in Australias (a direct result of non-thinking mothers having more than 2 kids - Although as I was watching a travel video on YouTube, this guy was talking about India, and he said in India things are as difficult as they can possibly be: every single little thing that you need to do on your itinerary: someone is going to try to make it as hard as possible. Like even just walking down the street, not possible in India without being harassed. But in India the harassment is from beggars, begging for money. This guy went on talking about his day, and all that happened, including the new phenomenon of ‘fucking things up’, so then hustler can come along and offer help, and then say pay up – a new form of theft. And oh my goodness, I was totally relating to it - it's just what the dogs do to me, as I described above, to make things difficult. Only in Australia they do it deliberately to be a nuisance, often for attention, whereas in India they do it for money, scams and hustlers - they're completely dishonest, I don't recommend going to India. So eventually the “dogs” leave, and of course it's back to normal with 4 completely vacant ‘click and collect’ bays once again. {ooooh, but no one put water in my fuel tank!! – I bet those dogs think I ought to be grateful! Ha!} They also did it last week when I was at Repco; the fat greedy girl behind the counter I didn't like my attitude (as I wanted the cheapest one), so it's like she sent the dogs in to annoy me, and they continued to harass me out side in the car park, until I had left – will not be going back there again – stupids. I should also mention: who designed that Woolworths car park? I mean they did a bad bad bad job, because Sarina is a rural area, most people who shop at Woolies, drive big SUVs and big dual cab utes - yet that car park is designed for small cars. It is most unacceptable, as there is way too much unnecessarily fiddling and manoeuvring big cars around. Possibly another reason why there's “dogs” blocking in the car park, is because they have specific instructions for ‘click and collect’, as you are to “reverse your car in so the boot is onto the footpath where the trolley can pull up” – however, my ute has a tray, so no point reversing in, no boot. Groceries sit in front or back seat. So, they could be doing a “obey my authority” thing? There's no way I'd reverse into that car park, it's just too tight. So instead of blaming me for all your car park problems, dogs get off your arse and do something about it yourself, stop expecting me to write about it and something to happen. Image from 345Projects 26. Compulsory Dancing Class for Every Year in Primary School and High School, with Proper Courtesies Incorporated I remember this boy in primary school, he had a thing for me. I remember doing our third class ‘folk dancing’, and he just came and stood next to me, like he wanted to dance with me, but he didn't say anything, he just stood right in front of me glancing away - maybe he was too scared. We did end up dancing together everyone had to be paired up. As I recall, he was quite “professional” – a good dancer for a sweaty 9-year-old. I would have said yes had he asked. He later saw me at the pool and “bombed” me. Mm You know, if you can't communicate, you have got absolutely no chance of getting the girl. Well, I can't speak for other girls, but you've got no chance of getting me. After I wrote that, I thought about it some more, I thought about how true this is of me: I don't have much tolerance for people who can't communicate, it's like if you're a “social retard” you're not welcome in my life, bad luck, see ya, have a nice life!! And then it has occurred to me the reason I have so many “social retard” problems in my life is because of this little attitude of mine - it's like they are rebelling against me {rebelling because of their way that they were raised, by their stupid bimbo mothers, and over controlling teachers: so now they just have an instinct to rebel against everything – attention all motorbikers, this is YOU too}. When they get a whiff of my secret anti-social retard attitude, they automatically rebel: I am tormented by so many people: but they never ever talk to me, they just do stupid things like yell out from afar, steal from me, stalk me, or do signs – just like what a socially retarded person would do! No wonder I get pissed off: the very opposite of would I would like: moth to flame situation, a magnet for social retards. I wonder if just writing about it, it will stop? Could I be that lucky? Lol! You know the whole reason I was single in my 20’s could be because all men are social retards who can’t communicate!! Lol. But, it would not be the reason any longer. I am fairly certain I have encounted some dam good male communicators in my time. Btw, I certainly am no genius at problem-solving. Dancing is just a fun idea that I thought of, but I know there are a lot of savvy people who could think of solutions to this problem, and they should, and they should implement them: because this is a huge problem, particularly I feel, in Australia. I don't think times have changed too much since when I was back at school. I know this because I still have socially retarded problems from young people on Facebook . I really hope that boy is married now. 27. {this one maybe else where, but was not listed in my index?} Child Rearing: Learning to remember - no more zombies please Learning to remember starts before school age, give your kids an advantage in life by special influence and proper guidance. Any little things you do with your infant, will be advantageous to them, over other kids (competition), later on in life. There are probably heaps of astute parents that may already know how to do this. But, like my parents, there’s probably a lot, that have no idea where to even begin with their young infant. (Not that I am complaining about my parents, my mum knew and did a lot of savvy things, but this area would not have been known to her). So, I will give you a quick example. Show a young child an example of 2 items, each made from 2 slightly different materials, like iron or aluminium, or say, parrots and eagles, or say, parsley and wormwood - there are endless possibilities you could use (like tree species, local insect/bird species, car models, whale posters, hobby specific items…….). Point out the differences so he/she can see the difference between each. Then shortly after that, show him other things that are also made from each material. Then shortly after that, quiz him/her about what he just learnt; so, he learns to think back to what you showed him and identifies it with the material. Not only is he learning to recall back using memory, but he’s learning to make connections between one situation and another. Plus there is the added bonus, that this is actually fun for the child -children like learning about all sorts of things, they like their parents (that is people that they love), guiding them in this manner, and giving them valuable attention, being happy and positive - not only nourishing their brain, but also providing all important emotional support, that they will carry well into adulthood. And they say in general, a lot of brain stimulation in early childhood days, makes for a smart academic thinking mind. So, no more zombies please! Photo above shows a door that I liked from a previous rental, removable decals available for under $10 28. Mothers who do not teach their child RESPONSIBILITY suck, and the Art of Apologizing One day looking at my stolen items lists (792 items long since 2013), and I noted there were at least a dozen of my stolen items returned later. I found a photo of just one of those items, that bag. That bag, that I knit, (Intarsia), several years ago now, was stolen from me when I was in town with it one time, at Gunnedah. But, 3 months later it was returned to me, (filthy), and it actually had a train parcel ticket attached to it, as if it had come back by train (?). It was left at my dad’s house on the back veranda, I think since I was not there at the time. (Definatly stolen, not left on the veranda – for all you narcs). So, aside from that bag, I believe some of those items were returned to me, by a parent who knows that their child has stolen from me. So, they attempt to make up for it, by giving it back, or even giving me something else to compensate, or giving me money, in the way of my seed sales. But, while, it’s great to get stolen items back, I just want say that this is SHIT, this is a ‘shit’ way of handling a situation on behalf of that parent. It is ‘shit’ at my end too; as I don't know for sure who took it and when they took it, leaving me with considerable stress. And it is ‘shit’ at your child's end; you have to force your child to take RESPONSIBILITY. You have to make your child pay for the stolen item, and you have to make your child apologise IN PERSON, with possible explanation, so with thought applied. (you know, BRAIN THOUGHT - I can just imagine some mothers thinking 'oh well, that will be really hard for my child to do, and so I'll do it for them' - twits). So maybe after that ordeal for a child, they might think twice before doing it again to some other poor woman, or me again. So, why is it up to me to spell these things out to bimbo mothers?? Step up government, and make them do parenting class. Also, I want to talk about apologising, I thought I had written about this but I can't seem to find it .... And whilst writing this, I had difficulties choosing my tone; speaking in the third person, or the first person! As I don't often make mistakes, as in I never need to apologise for my actions – as I think always, and don’t act like a dump puppet bimbo, unlike MOST WOMEN. So, it's usually always the other way around, I often find myself a victim. The worst thing I've ever done, I did to myself, unfortunately (the hydrochloric acid throat burn, and digging up that good rose). Or if I do mess up, I find it pretty easy to apologise - it's not a big deal for me, like it seems to be for other people, it's like their worst fear, is to be wrong, and have to acknowledge it, then state as such. Probably goes back to the class room; straight A students have this issue, whereas people who are used to failing on the exam, can handle life situations better! Lol. And certainly no business/organization who have fucked up (and there have been A LOT, never admit their mistake, not ever.) As a 52-year-old now, I'm fairly savvy as to human nature, and I know for a fact, that if you do the wrong thing by someone, or vice versa, they're not going to forgive you, unless you go through a whole process. (No matter what they say at face value – underneath it, they will be holding a grudge). So, obviously depending on what the mess-up was, who the person is, the whole situation - the process is going to involve different requirements. Like in some situations, a lot of grovelling maybe required, or a lot of gifts…. But always, a sincere apology is needed; you know, like face-to-face, looking them in the eye - as in, taking time out of your day to go and see the person that you have wronged, then acknowledging how you made them feel by your fuckup, - what it was like for them; completely empathising with their side of the situation, whilst expressing regret and possibly including why they did it in the first place and what they will learn from their mistakes, and not do it in the future. And, maybe repeatedly, doing this, depending on ‘crime’, until the victim can see they are being genuine. If done properly, you will get forgiveness. Somewhere along those lines. Now I've been wronged pretty much a lot of times in my life and I can assure you at no point as anyone ever done this. As I mentioned on my blog I do get a lot of "air apologies" that is when I'm walking down the street people, always female, just verbally yell out "sorry", this has happened so much, that I have finally come to the realisation that they ARE actually talking to me, apologising to me in cowardly manner, too cowardly to confront me because the way that they have done the wrong thing by me, involves sneakiness, like they steal from me without me even knowing who they are, or when the interaction was etc etc and aside from stealing there are numerous other ways women attack for no reason, other than selfishness, women are particularly passive aggressive, due to being cowards. Btw, no, I still do not forgive you for stealing from me. Sometimes I feel some women deliberately continue to steal from me in order to ‘teach me a lesson’ - the really antagonistic ones, the lesson being: that I have to forgive them, and then they will stop. Well guess what, I’m not going to, ha ha, there’s not going to be any second chances if you steal from me, that’s it, I write you off - you have no more chances ever, and it serves you bloody right you bloody stupid little thief with bimbo mother. (So, this is my attitude, but I figure if some stupid bimbo comes to her senses and apologies in above explained manner, I probably would… but I would not do so just for the sake of keeping the peace, IT HAS TO BE BASICALLY PERSONALITY CHANGING APOLGY! As I mentioned before – that would be like giving the thief permission and the ‘ok’ that its fine to steal from me or anyone. And actually, the fact that some idiot may be upset because I won’t forgive then for stealing from me – is quite frankly a little amusing – oh shucks, you poor thing. I have a story in regards to forgiving some young woman back in 1993 or something - I was going to put this next little story after my other story, where I mentioned women really should start paying more attention to what they're saying, because if they're not fully aware and in the present, they can say things that they don't mean, but more than that, they can say things that they're not even aware that they're saying, it's like they're being driven by somebody else because they're not paying attention - somebody else close to them, someone extremely disrespectful, arrogant, and childish, possibly a member of their family, father, husband, lover, who knows .....So, recently I was reminded of this girl that I had encountered many years ago when I was living at Hornsby, we were doing some sort of weekend course, she was in the class, I think it was essential oil (?) only vague memories of the where and when, but I remember the girl well, we had been chitchatting in class, and this girl suddenly said something really nasty to me, disrespectful (actually this happens a lot, infact, whenever I encounter anyone, it's a regular occurrence for me - people are disrespectful and mean, women are stupid. And usually, most of them have no idea what they said to me, it's like they kind of turned into a zombie, and they're just rambling on, and then in the process, being really nasty. Anyway, this girl realised what she said, I think I gave her a dirty look, and she stopped mid sentence, then realized what she had said. (I am known for my entertaining ‘disgust face’ nose scrunchying tactics!) So, she then attempted to make it up for me, she said her husband is learning Shiatsu massage, she said he's quite good and would I like a free Shiatsu to help his Prac. So, I can assure you, this apology totally worked! I was all in for a massage. And they followed through the next week with it. Although I was kind of young back then and I didn't really need a massage, but never mind, at least I have experienced a Shiatsu. I can tell you I certainly could use one now at age 52! {I am fairly certain that person doing the “driving” tried to save their bad man behaviour with accusations to me, of theft – so typical of an arshole}. But of all the zombie women l have encounted she's the only person that's attempted to make it up for me. Although I suspect there have been others who do nice things I do not know about – like the cold treatment on the wildcat. Passive apologetic manner! Now while I talk about situations that require apologies, I have noticed there are many situations which do not require an apology, but people still expect one, like their ego is so big: like if you just make an observation about them, an impersonal observation, even like in a business transaction, so not personal, - they'll go out of their way to try and find a problem with you in some way, so that they can retaliate, like they turn trivial things, into a major personal battle. It's really stupid. I would say mentally unwell reaction. Fighting disease born from beer drinking parents. I wrote this initially for FB Gunnedah group: Special story for the mothers of Gunnedah - some things are difficult to hear, sometimes, the truth is UGLY. But it applies to the mothers in all communities I have lived in. At my current address there is some mother cynt who has a child under age 10, and uses him to steal – she sends her child in to steal and yesterday to pierce my spa – women, are SO not worth anything. And that was a woman I don’t even know. Total stranger, no connections, just common dog scum. But the ones I know, and are good friends with, are just as bad; back in my early 20’s, my car (mums car actually), broke down in Tamworth on the Tamworth Road coming home. I had to hitchhike home!! 50km back to Gunnedah! Finally, after 15 minutes or so, some nice old lady stopped, (actually, not sure she was very nice, but she said it happened to her once, she knew what I was going through. I was certainly grateful to her). Anyway, my friend said to me later, her and her mother drove past me at Tamworth that day and saw me trying to hitchhike - and didn’t stop!! They just kept driving - a totally not very nice person. We are no longer friends. 29. Rental Girl Antics at Sarina unit Take months to fix an essential problem like ceiling fan. Replace broken front door lock with cheap easily breakable one. So not provide ANY security in crime area for 2 years. And not provide any sound proofing between units. Turn up every 3 months and take photos of all my stuff. Not provide ME access to power safety switch, then not bother switching a tripped switch back on, ALL DAY. Plus lying about when it will be done. So Ergon ought to have fixed that so I have access, but they did not. Thieves. – Apparently Said she’ll do something and then doesn’t actually do it, and you have to constantly remind her to do it. She is unbearable and condescending, such irony coming from a stupid blonde. Don’t get me started on the leaking greywater plumbing and mould and insect problem. Also stole part bond due to their shoddy construction. Btw after finally the new bad lock was put on the front door, the next morning, in my carport, all the boxes had been pushed over: I suspect whoever has been coming in and stealing my food on a nightly basis, has got the shits because suddenly they couldn’t get in, and so they’ve thrown a tantrum by picking up my boxes and throwing them around? It could be the old guy in number 10 or was that 9; he’s prone to throwing tantrums. At this point I realized this stupid rental girl does not realize all the problems that I have to endure, inregards to dogs and security (neighbourhood dogs and car hoon dogs, not to mention stalking shopgirl dogs). So, I wrote her a letter trying to explain it, whilst trying to sound as sane as I could. It was not long after that, that I was given notice, and then by chance found somewhere 50,000 times better, albeit another relocation. So I am not sure if she had something to do with this new spot, I suspect, out of guilt, it does. So I will not name her, because it really is 50,000 times better. 30. Rosey I wanted to check something in this story, when I went to look for it - it was gone. I spent two hours looking for it, on the computer, Microsoft, oh my god, search results are pathetic. But then I looked everywhere on all of my emails, which it would've been in my emails numerous times, it also would've been on Google Photos, and a few other places, but it was not there. GONE. STOLEN. So, I'm going to have to do the whole story again. It's about Rosey my cat who was kidnapped for 3 months and starved, while I was living in Melbourne. Rosey by the way, was a male cat, but he was named after my country bumpkin neighbour told me he was female! So, Rosey stuck. I said in my story ‘he was kidnapped by the will of a stupid vet’. I believe this was the offensive part and the reason why it was deleted (?). Believe it – it’s really true. No point in denying the truth computer hackers, it always reveals itself. I had taken Rosey to a vet to get a mandatory vaccination {to cut a long story short I was unable to put them in a cattery for the night when my sister's bloody flatmate said she was “allergic” to cats and refused to have my cats for the night. Lying bitch} And, on the table, the vet accused my cat of being fat and overweight (!). He clearly didn't understand my cat was a Mainecoon and Mainecoon cats are notoriously big -he was not overweight at all. Rosey was actually pretty small for Mainecoon, they can get huge, absolutely ginormous, a big build – not a fat build – complete BLIND VET. Really naïve. No idea about different cat breeds: young male idiot. However, at the time when he said it, I wasn't offended by his comment, I just said quietly to him "oh no, he's not, he’s part Mainecoon, they are big cats". I just said it in a soft voice. It wasn't condescending or antagonistic, but this guy must've had such a huge ego that ‘someone has contradicted what he says about something’ – {“well I’m the Dr and I know best”}, so it started the wheels of his evil will; I believe because of that sentence “fat”, my cat was kidnapped and STARVED by either that uneducated vet or neighbourhood stupid little people who worship “professionals” ?? One or the other? Or both?. Disgusting. I don’t remember the name of that vet in Melbourne, otherwise I would be naming and shaming them. ”Oh did you make a mistake?” Too bad!! Too late!! Can’t go back in time and THINK before you act STUPID!! Course, it may not have had anything to do with the vet after that comment….. I will include that whole story, so the following day, or the next, after the vet, Rosey, disappeared from the back yard. I put out flyers and contacted local council. And, I had a call from local council the next week, saying, ‘we know where your cat is’, they gave me an address. So, I went there, and there was a guy there, a man in his late 40’s/50’s I would say. He said that the cat had been hanging out next to his Avery. He had a large caged bird Avery in his messy unkept back yard, and he said he saw Rosey in the long grass nearby. He showed me where. Rosey must have given up trying to get the birds and slept nearby in the long knee high grass. But, he wasn't there at the moment. So, I said that I'll come back when he was there, could he could he call me? I can't actually remember the details now, as someone turned up in the middle of our conversation, and in retrospect, I think it was Cathy Goldman?? So, the whole situation was very weird, especially as the guy seemed to be one of those people that hates cats, and then when he met me, he would probably fall into the category of someone who hates women as well. I was not offensive to him, not disrespectful, but I DO NOT WORSHIP MEN, I believe he may have picked up on that and deeply resented it; most men I have discovered, like to be treated like they are some sort of God - which is really weird, because most men are complete fucking idiots – with exactly this behaviour as described below. {I guess most women like playing that game with them, indulging them, I however do not. Don't get me started how I feel about bloody women}. Anyway, I never heard from that guy, I went back up there again several times with no one home. That house was about 5km from where I was renting. So, I just don't know what happened to Rosie at all, whether he was still there, whether that guy had locked him up, or killed him. It was a very traumatic time for me. One day I was just furious about it, and I happen to be downtown, and there was a big traffic jam on road - I could see and hear people in their cars getting pissed off in the jam. And so, I'm standing there by the road watching them, all the cars pile up, and mad people, and I start to think: well, serves you right bloody Melbourne people for kidnapping my cat!! I was way more mad than how one feels in a mere traffic jam. So that night, about 730pm, I heard this loud car tyre screech out the front of my house, and about 5 seconds later, there at the back glass sliding door was Rosey! Plus, then the car could be heard hooning off. So, somebody found my cat and returned it to me. And poor Rosie was starving; he was skin and bones. He would've been gone 3 months of not eating except for what he could catch, he was a pretty good hunter, but Melbourne is full on ‘suburbia’, so hunting would be very limited. I was pleased to have him back. To say the least. But he was never quite the same, like he had been frightened whilst away. Terrorized. He had a fear response with a whistle noise, so someone was terrorizing him with whistling. That person deserves a bullet. So, I believe that guy in that house DID kidnap my cat and terrorized him. Seems to be the favourite thing for people to do; to terrorize anyone they can, and pick on animals if they have no person to pick on. An Australian stupid thing, and not restricted to men, I experience the same from women all the time, but not such an aggressive manner as this. Women are passive aggressive. But that guy was an arsehole bird keeper. He may have been in conjunction with Cathy Goldman? May or may not have? She may only have had something to do with finding out where my cat was; the dog network?? Or she was incahoots with the vet? Or incahoots with the young stupid people who were influenced by the vet?? Who knows, but there are some nasty types of people, with the common theme of stupidity. And I need to say: not all university graduates are smart, so-called professionals, may be or MAY NOT BE. As I rewrite this in 2025, I am reminded of an incident where a local doctor was disrespectful to me, and intern, later that week, I had a bunch of about 10 young people, I don't think they were kids, but young adults next door (I can give you the address if you contact me; I usually have no qualms about putting the address of perpetrators online, but in this particular case I will give away where I live if I give you my next door neighbour’s address!), so, they not only were verbally harassing me in the evenings, for about a week, by coming right down to my fense, - they had a fire going, but they turned up the heater on my veranda aquarium, and ‘cooked’ my fish – about 20 died. It's totally related to the disrespect from professional people. They copy them, or let them “set the bar” so to speak. I don't know why young people think that other people are so good? And why they think they should copy them? But ‘young and impressionable’ is more likely to be ‘young and stupid’. The whole thing is male related male stupidity. Seems women have more common sense in the area of pets. Well, that'll be something, isn't it? Life Stories P21 STOLEN ITEMS About P1, About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15 , LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

local community young Australian people stealing petty items with little value so as to go under the radar of police - 1000's of small items Another forced relocation to Sarina, QLD, 4737, and the thieving continues, and again with landlord / real estate harassment from yet another blonde Page 1 I have mentioned numerous times on my blog that I had little nasty female dogs who follow me around, and one of the things I've noticed they do, which I haven't commented on before, is they want to do everything I do, and copy everything I do, so if I send a reminder note to myself saying; take a photo of the Monstera, then the next day I noticed there's one or two girls standing out the front taking a photo of the Monstera. It's also the same with food, whatever I purchased they purchase. Whatever I cook, they want to cook. Whatever if I have, even something that is unique to me, then they'll try and steal it. This has got to be the most antagonistic facetious behaviour I can possibly ever imagine, and this stems from one reason, and one reason only, and that's from bimbo mothers having multiple kids, who can't look after them all properly. It's textbook, 101, ‘Third born syndrome’. At one point I found a little secret spot to hide my car keys, on the car, the spare one – you know, in case I ‘misplaced’ my keys or whatever, and of course I don't know what I was thinking, as the dogs see what I see. So there was a spate of situations whenever I went anywhere, I'd have my car broken in; dogs would just get my key from the secret spot and help themselves to whatever was in my car that tickled their fancy. So I finally realised that I could not have my secret spot anymore, as it was impossible to have a secret. I had to give it up. And next time I went out, was to this remote place, no one usually goes there, but low and behold, dogs turned up! I told you, everywhere I go, they follow me. She tried to break into my car but she couldn't because I had removed the key {she must not have seen the fact that I moved it for some reason?} She assumed that it was still there. And so she lost, big time, because that was her main reason for going there, to steal from me and HARASS ME VERBALLY from the bushes nearby. So suck shit ya stupid dog, you lost. {For some reason I kept thinking about a girl at school, after seeing that one, maybe she reminded me of Katie Williams from school? I didn’t really know her very well, but I don’t recall her having like a ‘childlike’ personality, like this girl who harasses me does - it’s such a dysfunction. I think this girl would probably have a screw loose, not quite right in the head. I've noticed too, over the years, and I don’t know whether it's the same blonde dog or a whole group of them - I suspect it's a group, because they're so persistent and they come up with new creative ideas on doing this (like a competition); they seem to frequently be doing a ‘sign’ for other people, other pervert dogs. And so I see their signs for other people, nasty signs, like dogs playing sides against me signs. As an example, sometimes they do “she’s rich” signs; I suspect that's why I have so many people stealing from me…. Oh, and the kilo bag of frozen fish, that was stolen out of my freezer (Feb 2024), - Lord knows how they got in to steel that, it was after my lock was fixed. The only way they could get in, is if they had a key. Could've been the landlord. Sometimes dogs do signs, after I discovered this fish stolen, they did one “we are not gonna stop stealing until I move”. Now, they've done this one before, and it's a little strange for me, because they steal from me whereever I go, and wherever I live, so the notion of moving , to stop the stealing is absurd. Do you hear that you stupid little absurd car hoon sign idiot. That car hoon reminds me of this documentary I saw, with this boy in Asia, who had a monkey on his shoulders, he was out in the street walking around thinking he was really cool, because he has this monkey on his head. That car hoon; I think that's how they must feel when they annoy the crap out of me, they think “look I've got my own personal monkey that I can torment, how cool am I!” Idiots. (Leave the monkeys alone). RTA's rule of Unnecessary and Invasive 3mnthly Rental Inspections 1. Blue Fringed Top STOLEN Stolen week 1 after I moved here. WEEK 1 This was a $5 cotton top from target, I put some fringe on it to ‘jazz’ it up. I used it to swim in, at MPB. I notice whenever I go to a different area, like a different town, something gets stolen out of my car, it’s happened 3 times now. I did venture over to Armstrong beach in the first week that I was here, and talked to a couple who lived in the house right next to the beach entrance, I’m guessing it had something to do with them?? {38 Melba St, Armstrong Beach QLD 4737} Someone implied it was stolen because someone was pretending to be me? Not really sure why anyone would pretend to be me. Maybe some stupid girl is now wearing it at MPB pretending to be me? Very odd. What the hell is wrong with people. I also note, last time I went to Armstrong beach, the local yobos come outside to beep their car horn and hoon around me, as I leave. Plus DOGS on PHONES. BOGANS – BUGGER OFF, you are not welcome in my life. A newspaper add I saw: Wanted: Christian vigilante, to seek revenge on thief/thieves. Must take everything of theirs, so they can know how it feels. 2. Glass Jar with Screws Stolen Large glass jar full of 'small to average' size screws, similar to these in the photo, but with green lid, STOLEN - I am thinking son of a bimbo mother stole them. The route of all problems in Australia – BIMBO MOTHERS I only noticed this gone after I had moved to Sarina, I think they were stolen here, but not 100% sure, it may have been taken at Kookaburra Park just before I left in the last stretch of packing, when they stole my cat carpet, rio rod, nat killer, wifi camera, pewter purse necklace…. This is HARASSMENT, actually, there are laws in Australia, to protect people from harassment (read photo story 16 on my About page) It is also is in violation of the landlords promise stated in the lease “landlord is to provide quiet enjoyment for tenants” 3. Last Minute Desperate Theft Raid On My Stuff Before I Moved My cats skinny roll of carpet used on top of a ramp, Full glass jar of smallish screws Mosquito bits 2 Metal whisks Rio rod 4m long one Wifi Camera I had Chime listed too, but actually today as I reupload my Blog, I can’t remember about a Chime? I still have 2 chimes today. 1 was stolen at Colosseum, but I cannot remember another one? kookaburra Park was my old address at 7/4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road Gin Gin, QLD. They were stolen by my neighbours who were watching me pack them, and who wanted to steal them, and so did, those neighbours also followed me up here and waited till I discovered that they were stolen, and then they drove past my house and beeped. Plus they had a little boy from across the road yell out, and a little girl from across the other side, yell out - this happens every time they steal something; it is there stupid game, they have no FUEL OR MOTIVATION, IT’S JUST what they do; they are fucking retarded. Stop involving me in your stupid lives. It was stolen while I was relocating – it would have been stolen by my landlord and her neighbour friends there, Catie Rogers, and Sharon Millet and Win Hoerr, and Teagan Goodall. None of these people have been convicted of a theft by the hopeless Gin Gin police, Sharon Morgan. I hope the people responsible for stealing it, get cancer and die. The person who stole it is friends with Catie Rogers my old landlord, and my neighbours at kookaburra Park. They are all thieving little dogs, and they think it’s a game. And whenever they steal something (literally hundreds of items stolen from me over many years), someone buys my seeds; I’ve just received two orders for $50. Is the person who’s buying my seeds, trying to compensate in someway? Is it some thieving dogs husband who’s knows that his wife is a little thief, and so he’s trying to make up for it? Someone told me the majority of women that get married are the stupid ones, because they literally can’t function without a husband. I’m not just talking about money, I’m talking about how to think, and get through the day - they just can’t do it on their own. So if they’re that bloody hopeless, then stealing from someone like me, who is single and an obvious target, is the least of what they would do. It is extraordinary, I have found, if there’s a man hanging around, they won’t come near me; women, you’re such fucking little cowards. The sad thing is, its bimbos getting married and having kids, which perpetuates the whole cycle of bimbos - it’s very disturbing, and I think the government should intervene, “no more bimbos breeding” Anyway, do they think the seeds just magically appeared in my seed supply cupboard? Did they not think about all the years and hours of backbreaking work it took me, to plant, grow, and collect the seed, from all of those plants? You are not making up for it. You and your family are responsible for stealing my property, and you will be held accountable. (obviously you’re not concerned about being held accountable by fierce and scary little me,) But you do have to be concerned, because you will have to answer, just not to me. HA Oh, I suspect my landlord‘s friend Winfried Hoerr, because: when I first moved in, it was him who showed me around the house and Park, turns out he helped my landlord Cate Rogers and the builder David Hooker, build it. So, he was showing me the car port which was scaffolding with chicken wire on it, and he made a comment that I could put up my shade cloth over the carport, but I had not mentioned to him that I had shade cloth, so how did he know that I had shade cloth? And also later on, Cate Rogers threw a little hissy fit about my pool, and said that I was meant to put in my pool. So, I’m thinking these two people (in their 50’s) are good friends from school, and knew my situation and all the stuff that I owned from my previous farm house at Rangari, and my inheritance, and that’s why they wanted me to live there, so that I would use all my farm equipment that I had from a previous house on their house (!) And this further confirms my suspicions that Cate Rogers is not her real name (I mean it might be) but she looks very much like this girl Wainberg, a sister of my friend Rachael, and I had a few problems with this girl, in Sydney, she has certain feminine gifts about her that enables her to use people and manipulate, other women in particular (sleeping beauties), I saw her manipulate her sister, my friend. Unfortunately I can’t remember her name. But I had definite problems with controlling women following me around in North Sydney at the time, they were chastising me (from afar, as always, cowards) about the clothes I was wearing, and just a few other things that were going on at that particular time in my life, I believe they delude themselves that they’re “helping”. Wainberg girl may have had something to do with that? And I have written before in my blog that when I was in Tamworth once at the Art Gallery, and was being victimised in a bad bullying situation, that guy Winfried Hoerr, I’m pretty sure, it was him, that I saw with a group of women who were all involved, (involving hiding all the toilet paper, and getting women in the art gallery to verbally abuse me). Also, I mentioned before in my blog that Winfried Hoerr, I suspect was the guy, who used to hang out in the new NEGS library, to chat up all the girls. He would’ve been in his 20s then. It’s a bit hard to describe their actions, but I suspect, those 2 Cate and Winfried Hoerr are good friends, and work together to do evil together, as a fun hobby for themselves. I had a lot of thefts at kookaburra Park, and I suspect Winfried Hoerr, and Cate was protecting him. I think Winfried Hoerr used to go by the name of “the little boy” (I recall Heath Barwick used to go by that name as well, a self-declared “little boy”; when I went over there initially, he showed me his remote-control toy car. I believe that behaviour in adulthood is due to tight arse parents not buying their kids toys, which most likely would be a direct result of having more than one or two. I believe he has four other siblings: which totally explains it.) And what do you know at my new address, across the road, what problems I am having? a little boy harassing me. Sounds like a little boy, of course it could be a woman, there are a lot of women who sound like little boys, you know, along the lines of Bart Simpson, and over my whole life it is mainly women who have been the biggest bane of my life, not little kids. But does anyone have my neighbours phone number? I want to text them and ask if their son is spastic? He seems to be allowed outside in the afternoons, and in his play time, he spends it mostly screaming (like a girl I might add), occasionally I can hear him screaming out my name “Emily” (ofcourse it might be a different Emily, but as it often coincides with me going outside, I wouldn’t think so) Obviously he some issues, I would say, underlying ‘sleeping beauty’ problems. He or is mum or dad or, I think I can hear an older sibling too? Beep their car horn at me when I am outside or have my door open. Do you think this qualifies as a noise complaint for the police to handle? I do, this is harassment. And do you think one of them sits in their car all afternoon long waiting for a chance to beep their horn, or do they race out? Or do they have an app on their phone they can press and it plays beep sounds?? I believe there is also a child who lives directly across the road, he does it too – they both do it. Since I wrote this, and put it online, a bit later – they have pretty much stopped this behaviour. Anyway, those two, Catie Rogers and Winfried Hoerr, have not been convicted of any thefts. The local police would be completely clueless about those two, and have no idea of their capabilities, and would assume them innocent, and me crazy. Such is the stupidity of the Police. BTW, Cate Rogers implied if I told anyone what she gets up to, she would tell people I am crazy, as she thinks she has ‘credibility’ as she did a counselling course at uni (what a scam btw, that was, I saw her thesis, what a total scam those universities are, handing out accreditations to anyone, honestly, whole other story on my photostory; “I thought my 10mx10m fruitfly netting had been stolen, but then remembered a gumtree person took it for $35”) But for real, she threatened to have me locked up in a mental ward if I exposed her, I still have all the emails from her. This is what I have to say and I’m saying it. BEEP BEEP Oh, you poor little thing, did I lose some friends, am I not popular now? too fucking bad, this is what I have to say and I’m saying it. 4. Small Nutribullet Cup with Handle STOLEN, and new Bungalow built for the sole purpose of neighbour harassment- built by rich evil dogs Cup taken from here at new address at Sarina, after relocating from Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin; I say that because, I acquired this cup for free; when I was living at kookaburra Park; there was a community center in the middle of the park, an area under a roof with mail lockers, a blackboard, and pin board, plus you could leave things that you don’t want but still have use, a lot of people ‘donated’ things they no longer wanted to the community – it was a great idea, items were allways quickly snapped up. One day, someone had left a nutribullet cup, so I had taken it, and had used it for the last 2yrs. But it was taken from my unit at Sarina. I believe whoever left it, took it back; as in, an Indian Giver. And whoever this person is, is a hoon that follows me around in their car, looking for opportunities to steal. I don’t know why the police don’t do anything about the hoons. It’s like so obvious, that they’re the thieves. Also, I noted around the time it was taken, in the vacant lot next door, in front of the neighbours at 108 (apparently no 102), a little bungalow suddenly appeared with a whole lot of banging and tapping {similar to the sounds I would hear from the neighbour at kookaburra Park Gin Gin from the old man who lived in the first lot on the corner, as you came in, with a big garden; he used to fly a pirate flag - so obvious arse. Plus, I’m pretty sure he used to yell out and make dog noises at me. Here are google map screenshots showing before I moved in and after I moved in. So, I suspect whoever built that bungalow is really dodgy, and possibly, multiple people from kookaburra Park come up and stay in it occasionally, and whenever they do, I have items stolen. This neighbour harassment is a pattern now by stupid non thinking evil dogs who have no thoughts of their own – remember I mentioned on my Blog, the little house at Ivans the mechanic in Henry st; dogs used to go there and verbally harass me from it too. That house was later bulldozed. I wasn't there the day it was bulldozed, maybe someone actually saw what was going on and put in a complaint? - finally decided to do something about the harassment? Well, that'll be a first for Gunnedah, someone actually doing something about the dogs. Maybe Ivan just needed more space. I will include it again too. It has taken me quite some time to come to this conclusion; I went round there one day (it is a fair drive, not just go next door), after some peculiar activities involving car horns, coinciding with whenever they could hear me, and when I went round there, sure enough there was someone sitting in a beach chair right next to his car, which was open, and he must’ve just been leaning across every so often and tooting his horn, in nuisance manner. I didn’t recognize whoever it was, but I was 25m back, I thought I didn’t feel like a could go up to close - I actually do not want to go up to close to this imbecile, I do not wish to have any interactions with such a stupid thieving dog, or encourage them, in any way. The police have advised me that in the future they will handle it, I just have to let them know when they’re there and harassing me in the future. I moved shortly after. But every address I go to, same thing. I find it strange how I can see the dogs, but no one else can. You’re all blind as bats. I found at one address, whatever I write about on my blog that day (I try to update my blog every day), the landlord's son in his 20’s, copies what I have written about; so, if I say I've got dogs making loud noises upon exiting the house, (like what happened at kookaburra Park), then all of that day, that's what the son will do. And it was possibly him and his mates that took the boat out when I was at the beach one day, and placed objects in the current so that they would come directly to me, thinking they’re really clever, and with using big clumps of seaweed as a pretend crocodile - in order to give me a fright! I find this is a really common thing for men in their 20s: they like to scare women, and not just practical jokes, but like really scare women, they really want to intimidate them, and oppress them, in this manner - it's a misogynistic thing, sometimes a tactic of narcissists to try to control and manipulate. I believe it’s quite disgusting, and one of the reasons why women should have no problems dealing with the “psychological barrier” of being single. Hey little boy, I'm not like your mother, you can't treat me that way. 5. Eucalyptus woodwardii seed stolen, March 2022, from inside my locked house. These seeds were stolen just after I uploaded my photo story for this particular species. I will put it here again below. They were stolen by somebody in cahoots with my neighbours at 108 Range Road Sarina, they are dogs who follow me around - female dogs. I mean, I tell them to rack off, but they still keep following me around - they’re wrong in the head. I’ve had other seeds stolen, but some of them they have been returned after I posted a picture of them, so maybe these seeds will be returned too? (I sell these seeds for $17.00 a pkt) so, literally 100 of $ worth stolen. Every plant species I sell, has a story, this is woodwardii’s; Every time I sell a seed packet of this particular species, I am reminded of the Gunnedah bullybitches; I saw this tree growing on a street in Gunnedah (Borthistle Road), they were inside and outside, a property, that was abandoned for quite some time and was up for sale. As this tree tickled my fancy, with its lovely upright drooping habit, and silvery white stem, I phoned the Real estate on the gate, to find out whose property it was, as they probably planted those trees and would know what they were. This by the way, was a time before Facebook, when if you want something identified you just have to put a picture up of it on Facebook, and there are people who love playing the ‘ID this tree game’, and will name it in a flash - God bless those people. (Although since I have been ban – I can no longer have quick ID access L). But, so, I called the Real Estate, and OMG, what a bunch of stupid bitches - it was truly like talking to bitchy zombie bimbo heads who kind of refused to tell me the owner, but they didn’t say that they wouldn’t tell me the owner, or why, they just came up with bimbo nonsense gobblygook. Those condescending girls should be shot they are not worthy of planet earth, and are ANTI-TREES, and ANTI-HELPFUL. Anyway, I did collect the seeds (from the ones on the street, ofcourse, and NOT the ones on the private property – actually the gate was locked, there was no entrance to the property). I grew a tree from the seeds, at Rangari garden. Some years later, I determined (by Facebook), that it was Eucalyptus woodwardii. I have since been banned from Facebook due to stupid Nazi bimbos just like those Real Estate girls - they all should be shot. RIGHT BACK AT YOU. I want to further add, collecting seed from the street, a public street, is perfectly legal. This applies to all nature strips and verges, of course if someone has planted a garden, (which they are encouraging people do to know), and they obviously tend it, with vegetables and fruit trees, obviously it is “good form” to ask for something if you want it, bearing in mind if they are growing food – it is most likely for themselves, and they do not want to give it away. It is illegal to collect seed from Nature Reserves, and Parks and Wildlife areas, unless you have a permit,- that you pay for, they charge a lot, btw. In my experience if you knock on the door of a lovely garden, and ask the owner about a specific tree, you will always get a person quite happy to talk about their garden and would not mind if you collect a cutting or some seeds – and will be appreciative that you asked in the first place, and not just took. Plus, if you stop and chat, you can often get the plant name, age and history, always good things to know. If a gardener did not want these kinds of attentions (from mops!), they would have a privacy fence up, so no one could see what is growing in their garden! I’m thinking those bimbo bitches stole them, as they thought I stole the seeds from the owners private property and that’s why they’ve stolen them today - as in, they’re, trying to play, God. I find this is a real problem I have, particularly with girls who are my age or a little older, always trying to play sides, play judge and jury. And they absolutely love finding a guilty verdict, regardless of the truth. They probably flew all the way up here to steal them (here it’s 2000km away from Gunnedah). And I didn’t steal them from their private property (of course). I never do anything wrong or break the law, but see, this is just another example how people are trying to “get me”, and trying to dominate me - stupid stupid stupid little dogs (and again, stop picking on other women, and find a man to dominate – I have not encounted any, that would not want your attentions. Don’t be such cowards, and LEAVE ME ALONE. 6. NBNCO Antics Most of the people in my block of units on Range Road are on disability pension, and are working part time, and so have lots of money, and all of them can afford to pay for a phone line ($50 a month) plus Internet ($50, $60, $70 +extra a month). I however, cannot afford such a luxury, being an honest woman. And nbn have advised me that even though Sarina is fitted with NBN fibre optics, it doesn’t extend all the way up my street, and so I, and everyone else who lives past my place (which is quite a few people -the road is very busy), miss out on cheap NBN fast internet. And the NBN advises if I want fast Internet, I should have to install a satellite dish. Just more of the discrimination that I encounter as an honest single woman…. 7. More Sewing Project Sabotage - Burn in Ribbon I don’t believe I’ve talked about this much on my blog, but whenever I make something, am in the process of making it, or shortly after I have finished the project; suddenly a stain or a hole, appears mysteriously. So here is my project {Ribbon Ring Wind Catcher - $100 on Etsy}, with yes, a hole. I did leave it on the Veranda for a couple of nights outside, it may have happened then. Btw, just in case it was the supplier, from China (Zhou), I have switched Ribbon suppliers. Also, btw, that red ribbon was meant to be satin fabric ribbon, but it was the cheaper gift wrap ribbon with a more paper quality, the only colour in the ‘mixed 20 colours’ that was paper quality. Never ceases to amaze me how retailers like to steal from their customers. And the one that has the hole, is not for sale on Etsy, I take orders for brand new ones. (If you’re lucky, maybe it won’t have a hole) If someone did sabotage this project, like the others, whoever is doing this, is obviously desperate for attention and she/he’s wanting a beating. This would be exactly how their childhood was; them doing something bad and one of the parents beating them up about it, and so they’re craving the same situations now as then (btw, this behaviour is DYSFUNCTIONAL, and not healthy, and is an indication of a badly raised child, by bad hopeless parents – just so you know.) But if someone would like to go and beat this particular sabotager up, they sure are asking for it. At the moment the sabotager is asking the wrong person, because I sure as hell I’m not going to be dishing up anything for them. I suspect they’re actually asking for a beating by a male, only the people who would be reading this, and perving on me constantly, are all female. I know there’s heaps of females who are totally into beating up anyone that crosses their path, so for all those women, here, someone you can beat up - go and target them, instead of me. Go get them. 8. Petunia in small Pot – seed from ‘Large Cherry’, Etsy Poland, STOLEN The stealing has started well and truly at my new address now. For a moment there, the first 3 months, I thought it might have stopped but NO. Taken this week was a little petunia seedling in a plastic small pot. I had seven in little pots like this, and now I only have six, it was taken from the table in the photo just outside my unit. Now, I can no longer pot up seedlings in individual pots, as 1 will be STOLEN. BURN IN HELL BIMBO THIEF. I have grown these petunias from seed, from seeds purchased via Etsy, from Poland. Theses seeds were called Large Cherry, but you never know what you’re going to get from seed, so I hope the person who stole this; I hope, that stolen Petunia grows into an ugly Petunia, it would match the ugly person who stole it. Lately, I’ve been dealing with Telstra, my landlord, a courier, and the local health industry in Sarina. I find it is usually the people I am currently at the time dealing with – who are the thieves. FEMALE PERVERTS. Ever since I started dealing with those entities, I’ve had more problems than usual, particularly with my neighbours up the hill harassing me, who apparently work in the health industry. Idiots. Fuck they are annoying. Oh, and of course the woman who delivered my hardware parcel from Australia Post, was the same dog who stopped and talked in a very strange manner while I was planting trees on they Keepit Dam Road, who later came back and dug them all up, and stole them, with two other accomplices. About 30 trees stolen, 30 Gums and Acacias. SAME DOG. So pretty much the most likely person. Fuck off you stupid dog, and fuck off Australia Post, shove your thieving bitches up your arse. I would put money on her stealing my Petunia. Those hanging petunias in the photo, it was those baskets that she delivered. They have also taken a $90 Wi-Fi camera out of my cabinet, some grey paper scissors, a nutri bullet cup, my external hard drive cable, a metal whisk, a blue fringe top, a jar full of screws, and more that I have written about on my blog. I suspect heaps of seeds form my table outside aswell as plant sabotage, my avocado tree was destroyed, twice. 2 capsicum plants broken, a few other things. Theres an old man down the block of units, who has a screw loose, it may have been him. The woman with teenage daughter a few doors down was up to something this week. Sounds like the stupid blonde bimbo might be trying to empower child by vandalising my stuff, like Steve Carter did with his kids and my mail box. (turns out that blonde woman was stalker from Petersham sandwich shop 25 yrs ago, I wrote about it). I hope the thieves get cancer and die. Btw, nothing was taken before the girl next-door moved in. (when she has her headphones on, she looks like Princess Leia), could be nerd related. As someone also sent me a form submission from my website with the word TOLL, and that was it. I believe who ever sent it – (stupid moron) are doing signs, as in PAY MY made up TOLL FUCK OF YOU STUPID THIEVING BIMBO 9. Laundry Powder Stolen Little Bit at a Time over Many Months I am pretty sure, someone is stealing my laundry powder. Just a little bit at a time, and over many months, possibly years….. Well, I know this is the best laundry powder on the market , and I know there is some blonde bimbo who deeply resents the fact, resents me, beyond all eternity, if I have something that is good; “the best” (just read my story “the big jellybaby scam” on my blog, About page, you will see what I mean, she thinks because I don’t have much money I should be buying the elcheapo laundry powder, when in fact the elcheapo laundry powder kills the native flora, and is unhealthily for the soil. I (unlike blonde bimbo) have morals, and strongly feel one needs to cost cut in other areas, and not on laundry powder, and the environment). So that rich bitch, is just going to have to deal with the fact that she can no longer steal my washing powder, as I’m not going to be storing it outside anymore. Ha. – So note, stealing NOT because in need of washing powder, but stealing as a narcissist. Get out of my life you unwanted NUISANCE. BTW, this situation, is brought about by that stupid story Robin Hood. This is what nonthinking twits (television raised twits) take out of that story, and think that they’re being righteous by stealing. Anyone who tells the story of Robin Hood, should be shot, they are spreading evil and thievery. I saw this show once where a girl was talking to her architecture about the design of her house, she was a self builder, after her husband had died and left her cash. She said on camera, when they were discussing which product to use, that she didn’t really care about the environment, and shall choose the cheaper option. To hell with the environment, look after me first; these were her words, she was very candid about it. (I would like to point out she was a natural blonde). And I would like to put it out there; in history if you look at monumental disasters, there have been hundreds of thousands of people who have perished, and there were a few lucky survivors. It is the ones that have values of a caring nature for the planet, who are the lucky survivors. I encourage all other ‘wilful’ people to have similar thoughts and speak similar words. I wrote this back in 2023. Now in 2026, I can see major changes occurring, to “care” for nature - HOORAY. That girl from that show, is going to be one of the thousands that perish, along with many many thousands more. Wisen up women. So often at every address I have lived at since Rangari; every time I do a load of washing, my neighbours harass me. Update; since I posted this at Sarina, the harassment from the “washing nazis”, ceased. (They later popped up briefly at next address). And also, now, I have proof of theft! I am still on the same box of laundry powder – it has not run out yet, and it has been MONTHS – that thief would have stolen sooo much, like 1000’s of $$$$. I used to practically buy a new box every month at EVERY SHOP – and for years this has been going on, well, since Gin Gin. So keeping it indoors has paid off - Can you believe some bimbo has the audacity just to come into my carport area and steal washing powder like that. I mean it’s unbelievable trespass too. Doesn’t she have any uncomfortable feelings when she’s in an area where she’s not meant to be? Does she not have any morals at all? I think you all should start praying for this girl, she needs serious help. {I know even when I go to peoples homes who don’t know I am there, as I am walking through their frontyard up to their front door, I always feel slightly uncomfortable, like I am trespassing on someone else’s turf. I am always relived when they open the front door and can see me.} That thief who stole my washing powder must be so arrogant. Also since I wrote this, I think they have changed the cheap washing powder I think, as I had to switch to use it in 2025, and none of my plants died as a result, I think. 10. Came home today to discover this – Smashed Rear Blinker Plus, it looks like the whole light panel has been pushed back. Now considering I have not reversed into anything of late, I am left wondering how this has happened. As my neighbours have all been acting strangely as of late; I suspect them – a retarded juvenile way of sorting their own emotions. Typical backwards bogan Australian. Btw you will be on the police radar now, they don’t care about the nutribullet cup that was stolen, or things like my stolen Mesquite bits, the carpet strip or the Rio rod – but dare vandalize a car – well, you’ve copped it now. Btw, this ‘smashing’ happened before the baseball batting scene in Greenleaf - the TV show. I’ve mentioned before on my BLOG, the dogs do past re-creations of my life (read photo story “re-creations” on p3). So, this time; back when I was 16 or 17, I went to a movie with my aunt and my cousin, in Avoca on the Central Coast. We watched a movie with a violent scene in it. And when we came out, my aunt’s car had her tail light smashed. She believed it was a direct correlation between the violent movie and some idiot. {At the time, I did not think this was possible, because we came directly out after the movie ended, and the light was already smashed, - so does she think someone saw the violent movie scene, got up out of their chair in the cinema, went outside, and smashed the first car they saw? I don’t think so? Maybe it was dog related, perving on my images?} But so, now, that is what the dogs have recreated - that same scene. Only they did smash my taillight before I saw the scene in Greenleaf. So, fuck off you stupid evil dogs. Get off my back, and go find someone your same size to pick on. Get your own life you stupid dogs. Stop obsessing about mine and what happened to me in my past. You yourself need serious psychological help; get your own life. I just found some photos of my car port, showing the light broken / not broken, telling me this was done between 7th September and 4th October 2022. In that time, the only 2 places I went was on 20 September - I was parked at the Sarina shopping mall car park to see the Dr – at that time, there was some tallish man (I did not get a good look, but he had brown hair) in the carpark staring at me, while I was waiting outside the Dr’s office, and I think he phoned the Dr when I was inside talking to the Dr – I thought it was receptionists related? After that I went to the Sarina Imaging place, and parked in their squishy car park. So, it was at one of those places it happened, I will not be parking at either placed again. {there was never any glass under my car at my carpark here} Hopeless drivers in Sarina or that arshole who was staring at me. Actually, he reminded me of my little sister’s friend’s brother. Clarkson? Maybe he is another socially retarded person from Gunnedah who has been following me? The light was definatly smashed, NOT bumped into. Maybe it was the husband from next door up the hill, his wife was following me last time I went to the imaging place – they are dogs who harass me for no reason, they should be in jail. When I saw the smashed light for the first time, they started beeping their car. Could have been the old man who lives just down a bit, he has screw loose; like we don’t know each other never spoke aside from a neighbourly nod as he goes past, yet he seems to have this DEEP HATRED for me; as I have mentioned before, the ladder, the tile mosaic and now the tail light, he appears to have vandalized them all. Mother issues? Rack off, take your dysfunctional personality and shove it up your arse. 11. This is what Loopydogcrazed Women do - steal Pale Pink Underwear So, someone stole my online order during delivery. And since there has been so many problems in the past from ebay orders, via Australia Post, all my mail now is closely monitored. So, to save the little female bimbo thief, PayPal, Commonwealth Bank and eBay have hacked my pc, and have stolen the receipts aswell as refunded the transaction without paper trail, like it never happened. This is the length width and breadth that stupid dogs do in the work place to save other stupid little female bimbos who steal. This is not the first time this has happened. It has happened at least 4 other times over the last 15 years. The item in question was a pink front closure bra with a western woman fit (rare correct size, to find on china ebay) I strongly suspect my previous landlord Cate Rogers (who looks like Wainberg girl, who has possibly been stalking and harassing me for about 20 years now, in the name of “helping”), may be responsible? Related; Since 3mnths prior to leaving, I asked my landlord if she would like me to leave the toilet make shift wall (consisting of a purple blanket) leave it there for her, as there really needs to be something there to stop the smell, - she had not finished building the bathroom. (A whole other story) but she got back to me in a most revolting and bitchy manner and said no, I was to remove it, and she also went into too a long spiel about how I had better clean the bathroom when I left. As if I would not! – fucking stupid drunk IDIOT. (Little tip, stupid people, should really not drink, but being drunk is never an excuse for bad behaviour. Someone else suggested to me that Cate thought I was gay, – see my beautiful rainbow ribbon wind catcher! So strange if you use bright colours how people think you’re gay!! Again, more stupidity. I love bright colours, yet still not gay, try and get this through your thick heads. Anyway, so she thinks I was gay, so she discriminated against me, like being gay is an excuse for her to be disrespectful, she felt, if I was gay then this would make her feel superior to me. She’s totally loopydogcrazed in the head, along with pretty much a lot of other people. I know some people discriminate against gays because they believe gay people to be brain washed (tricked) into being gay, so they must be stupid (or naive), like, no such thing as gay. One of my favourite American sitcoms was Will and Grace, as I was watching reruns 10yrs later I realised why there’s so much discrimination against single people; the characters were downright discriminatory towards each other, if there was no boyfriend on the scene, they blatantly called them losers. In my experience, people copy what they see on TV, so this show, (as much as I loved it) was completely irresponsible, due to all the stupid bimbos out there who see it and copy them. I’m pretty sure that’s why there’s a whole a whole lot of hopeless mothers, because they want to be and so copy the drugged up rich drunk housewife Karen Walker! NOT FUNNY Same with how the police think that I am unemployed, so that would be a reason to be disrespectful towards me, and act superior towards me, and to automatically side with anyone and everybody else, such stupidity in society, I can’t believe it. It’s along the same lines, as when a woman encounters another woman, and if one woman came across as “Barbie bimbo happy smiley”, then the second one would feel comfortable and agreeable, because she would secretly feel superior, to the ‘simple’ bimbo, as there is a connotation of associating happy with stupid. But eventually she will just get pissed off, and start making fun of the bimbo. There were other things taken, and I strongly suspect my previous landlord Cate Rogers also took the organic knat killer ($40 Mosquito Bits for the compost loo), the carpet strip that I used on a ramp for my cat, and they took a large glass jar of small screws, plus a long 4m Rio rod. {I also forgot to get a heavy-duty extra-large hanging basket ($90) off the back veranda when I moved, and I know I forgot that due to those thieving dogs doing distractions, that hanger was the only thing I forgot, everything else was stolen.} My previous landlords name is Cate Rogers, I have no idea who is living in that house now, the address is Lot 7, 4528 Bundaberg Gin Gin Road, Gin Gin, QLD, 4671 (no 7 in Village Lane, as house is not listed on Google Maps) I like to set the dogs and all the thieves, so go get; you really shouldn’t steal from me. Some things of mine that have been stolen in the past, have been family heirlooms, and for someone else to take something that has been in our family, and obviously belongs to our family for generations, - you’ve got to be stupid, STUPID; you’re going to have the whole Bieman family and the Bieman family ancestors, on your back in the future, you little imbeciles. 12. 1st Sarina Phone Dog I have seen, Again Nuisance Beepers, and Zomby Girl Another dog standing infront of my car, more or less, on a phone. I thought I got rid of nuisance phone dogs, but they’re back. This one was there because I could not get any lycra bike shorts that would fit me, so I had to get men’s sizes from Kmart. Btw, they did not have my totally correct size either, but the one below was stretchy enough to just fit, although the legs are a little bit too slim. I find in general all retailers sizes too small, they only have small sizes, like from 8 – 16, I find quite absurd since so most people in Australia are kind of a big, 16, 18 - 22. (The front bit on men’s sized bikies, allows for my big belly!!). And, I am not even sure if the “fit” problem is related to ‘Dogs on Phone Phenomenon’ at all? I can only speculate – I CAN’T HEAR YOU, YOU BLOODY STUPID DOGS. And so anyway, after dog on phone at Kmart, I went to Armstrong beach (where, btw, you cannot swim!!) but, of course there was some idiots who come out to their car and beeped as I as leaving – when are they going to stop doing this?? I am so sick and tired of the phenomenon of car beeping as I drive past by total strangers. Get a life you little shits, and stop being so manipulated and brainwashed by stupid bitches. Btw, good spot for this phone zombie story: when I was looking for somewhere to live back in 2019 (I was living at Colosseum then, before Gin Gin), I saw a place in Sarina, somewhere near Bolingbroke or somewhere, a farm, and it looked ok. So, I called up the Sarina Real Estate (there’s 2 in Sarina, can’t remember which one, I bet it was Ray White), so, called them to find out more about it, and OMG, you should have heard this conversation, it was literally like I was talking to a zomby, this girl, could not communicate AT ALL. Very very weird, she basically refused to speak to me over the phone, she could not answer ANY of my questions, and ended up saying something along the lines of: “it’s available”, then “oh its maybe available”. Maybe she was only used to “pop in” people, and could not handle phone inquiries?? I was wanting somewhere “sight unseen”. It was just totally bizarre, literally like a 4 year old girl on the phone. I mean, maybe Telstra put me through to some stupid dog, as I feel they often do; maybe they put me through to the dogs because they wanted to control where I live? This sounds plausible to me. They thought my destiny lay down with Rachel Wainbergs, older sister, the stalker, who now resides by the name of Cate Rogers at Kookaburra Park, who so had a rental available, and is where I ended up, until I discovered exactly who she was – the stalking thief little girl?? You know, there isn’t even a word in the English language to describe her dysfunction: unaware of her own behaviour, concerned only with her own personal profit and pleasure, has an exaggerated sense of her own importance and abilities, self-entitled, sneaky, bossy controlling to the point of narcissism. Temper tantrums!! A big tell: showing your dysfunction, showing your weakness. 13. The Thieving Continues at my New Address – SD Card Reader Stolen There’s a guy in one of those four centre units, who is tall, and has short blonde hair, looks like he might be in his 30’s or 40’s? I’ve only seen him once, possibly twice?? I saw him when I was outside watering in my newly planted lemon tree (Dec 2022),- and my door was open for that 5minutes. I saw him disappearing back into his units, after I had finished planting it, he was wearing a red t shirt. He was looking sneaky, and as he had not been anywhere, like, he did not empty any trash, did not collect mail, was not talking to any neighbour, so I can only imagine he was trying to steal from my unit, while the door was open – he saw an opportunity when I was planting my lemon tree, about 20m away from my unit, and just like a stupid blonde, non-thinkingly, took it. My SD card reader was stolen. You might look at that image and think, ‘yeah right, as if anybody would break into a unit just to steal that?’ I can assure you this is exactly the type of thing they steal, it’s nuisance behaviour. Like they steal a jar of sugar, or a cup, a bowl, a cable; they steal small items and have done so for at least 20 years - and nobody is doing anything about it. As, as I update this 2026, last week they stole my spinning wheel yarn guide from the kitchen counter. Fucked politicians in this country, allowing this behaviour to continue. So, I did not see him near my unit, only disappearing back into his unit, sneakily and hurriedly. He was so sprung. But I do know my SD Card reader was stolen that day, and that it is my neighbours in the past who steal from me, aswell as my landlord and car hoons. Plus, there has been someone, a male voice, in one of those units, who has been verbally makes sounds, sometimes when I walk outside in the mornings, I think its him. Dogs who can hear me, steal from me - -it’s always been this way. I am the temptress – and they all fail, can’t help themselves to steal just because they can. Pathetic. Mothers are not raising men; they are raising little children to always remain little children. They are the root cause of this problem. It is the mothers fault – I, 100% blame his mother, and not him, he is too stupid to do anything about it, and this, also is his mother’s fault, not to mention school teachers. Rarely is it the father, as the father is usually ‘hands off’. Later after I posted this, that person, threw a tantrum. He threw a tantrum because he was seen, GUILTY, he feels now he lost (so when he stole my card, at that time, he did not feel he lost – but THAT is when he really lost -der fred, not in touch with reality. {Many people suffer from this phenomenon of not knowing when they lost – at what point, usually, actually its women, and not men, but this time – male}. And I mean this is how retarded and stunted they are. Acting like a child, throwing a tantrum, because he was caught, and he wasn’t even reprimanded. He was just ‘seen’, and this person, he’s walking around his life, and he has no idea who he is. He has no idea how retarded and stunted he is. Clueless. His tantrum btw involved yelling and screaming, plus kicking the rubbish bins, then throwing the rubbish bins and all the rubbish – at that point his neighbour called the police, who showed up straight away. Also, after I wrote this, that boy STARTED WALKING UP AND DOWN TO MY UNIT, until he finally came up to me – 2 days it took him, asked if I needed help, I said no, then he left. I later realized that person looked like Tom Skipper? – read my “Nettles & Aloes in Wool Fat container, my special mix, plus my recipe stolen off PC” I tried to catch him on camera so I have a photo, but one time he had red hair, and the other timer he was bald, so I think they were doing some sort of weird rotation, in the hopes to CONFUSE IDENTITY. I also know there are people trying to sabotage me, as in, they know I will BLATENTLY accuse them of stealing, if I suspect them, but without proof ‘my claims’ can be held against me. But, on the other hand, I know there are people who want to make it look like they are stealing from me, but are not (those ones are trying to save the bimbos who do steal from me, a deliberate act to make me appear as if I have been tricked into ‘crazy’) – see, it’s a little complicated. So, putting all that aside, I still think it was him. So, go get him dogs, do an illegal search on his unit, he probably has it. Also look for my swimmers, my Nutri bullet cup, and a glass jar of nails – and heaps of other things. - Go get him dogs. Do it! You’ve got an actual target now. {The number of police I have spoken to who are unable to do anything as they have had no named suspect, will only be too grateful to have a known person of interest now.} And in case you can’t tell from this blurb; rack off, you are not welcome in my life you are too dysfunctional. And, btw, powers that be, I am not very impressed with the fact that I have relegated the unpaid task as ‘councillor’ to these types of flawed, broken and debilitated people. 14. Tagetes essential oil stolen Some time between May and Dec 2022 Although I did just watch a show about Essential Oils on Netflix, and often things go missing when such happenings occur. The series was called Unwell, and it had some dodgy episodes with dodgy women, wanting to make money at no moral expense. I suspect them – sneaky dogs, who use their nuisance ability to steal. They have NO MORALS, and are unaware of the consequences. Value $35 incl postage Now, you stupid thief, you are in dept to me ha ha ha ha And btw, this oil is extremely potent, it borders on the toxic side if not used properly – so I know a thief would not have the brains to use this properly, so I hope you get sick.The boy from above story may have taken it, as his cat died unexpectedly. 15. Record of Fake Fire Alarms with the photo of Fire Alarm Disablement Yellow Sticker I only decided to keep a record of every time they went off today, after they said they fixed the faulty fire alarms - that went off at least twice a week for the first 6mnths I was here. (At first, I thought they were going off with Mould Clouds, but now I personally believe, as they are all connected to WIFI, that the IT people were hacking them and setting them off deliberately – a form of torture, I can assure you people do this, they like to play God or Devil, it is a fun game for bully people with low IQs, especially call-center people.) I still believe this, even though they only go off every now and then, after the guy from the alarm company came and checked them, but since, as it has always been a Sunday night when they go off – NOT A COINCIDENCE. This is UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOUR. Anyway, I have dismantled mine, it is unclear why the other people in this unit complex have not done the same. They seem to be oblivious to actually what is going on, or are living in fear that they will get in trouble somehow if they dismantle them. I did leave a note in their letter boxes showing them how to dismantle them, as it appears mine is the only one with the yellow sticker that gives instructions to disable. But still no. So, when theirs goes off, I and everyone else in the neighbourhood can hear them, as the walls here are not sound proof, and are cost-cutted. Record: 11/12th Dec 2022 2:36am I can’t be bothered to do a whole list – but it was a lot. The alarm company came out again 6mnths later and installed a switch on the wall, so if they do go off, we can push the button, as opposed to finding the broom, and poking the ceiling fire alarm. So far, mine has not gone off randomly, granted it is the dry season now, and there does not appear to be a mould problem like last year. But the neighbour’s ones have. I still believe they are set off deliberatley by IT nerds; they like to do messages – “they are stealing sound the alarm”. Another invasion of privacy that a renter is forced to put up with. 16. Computer Nerds Stealing from Neighbours who Advertise Products to Sell on Social Media or Websites Yesterday, whilst it was raining, on Christmas Day, I planted out 2 seedlings, and a few short hours later, one of them has gone. Stolen. (At Sarina units, 2023). I know perfectly well that one of my neighbours has stolen it, because they then purchased some seeds from my website, - whenever they steal something, they are now purchasing my seeds for $3.25 Maybe they are thinking that this somehow makes up for the theft? It sure as hell doesn’t! There is a different name and address on each seed sale, I think some stupid girl is making up names and finding addresses on Google Maps to send them to? I haven’t heard any feedback from any of my customers and I’ve had 1000’s now? So, who knows, but it is certainly no longer coincidental that after every theft I have a seed sale. By the way, I have a tiny unit with a tiny little area near the carport where I have some timber troughs that I grow plants in. The thieves just can’t help themselves - if something is outside and not strapped down, they’ll take it. Before, when I had a huge garden at Rangari on the farm, with thousands of plants - imagine how many things they’ve taken from that garden. Sidebar: One time, back at Rangari, early summer, maybe 2014(?), I had an excess of heirloom tomato plants in pots, ('Brandywine'), there was no facebook marketplace back then to sell them, and my landlord had come round, I asked him if he wanted them, he said yes, and took all. Now, some weeks later, as I was selling my 'Brandywine' seeds on eBay, I noticed suddenly there were heaps of 'Brandywine' seeds now for sale on ebay - competition. This is most unusual, as I had specifically sourced these 'Brandywine' seeds, they were a rare heirloom variety, I had a read through the whole book of tomato varieties from Eden seeds, a, back then catalogue seed company. I decided that if I only got 2 of the many different types of tomatoes, they would cover my tomato needs. One was the less juicy egg shaped 'Roma' for sauce and sun drying, while the other was the super large beefy tomato, 'Brandywine' for fresh slices. Now I'm not sure whether David went home grew his tomatoes and collected the seed so he could sell them on eBay?? I mean he was a farmer, but he bred Angus cows – quite different from ‘Agriculture’. Or did he give them away to someone who did just that? He did have 2 girls in their 20s. Maybe he gave them to his daughters who did just that, copycats. Anyway, I did not appreciate it. So, back at Sarina; that tomato plant seedling WAS NOT A SPARE PLANT. If you want a tomato plant, then you best ask me, I will either say yes or no, an answer you will be able to easily deal with. By not asking me, you are being disrespectful. I can’t believe such bad breeding in Australia - stupid bimbo mothers: that’s who’s to blame for these thefts, it all comes down to bimbo women. MOTHERS BREEDING DISRESPECT. This is why there needs to be a government granted licence required to breed. I hope the thieves die immediately. I have since removed all my heirloom vegetable seeds of my website, no one is deserved of them. I suspect there are computer nerds who see the seeds for sale, and then come round to my place in the hopes of stealing some. Which is what they did before, when I was on Facebook (before I was ban), and living at Colosseum near Miriam Vale, QLD; Anything I would sell on Facebook at that address, the locals would come round and steal out of my shade house. (female bimbos, so many of them – stupid country bogans). Btw, last night, Christmas day, the neighbours at no 108 had loud music blaring till 1-2am. Have they no consideration for the 13 neighbours who live directly next to them on this side, what about all the other neighbours in the area too, not to mention the animals/insects – how selfish and disrespectful are they? You do not need to blare your music, to be able to enjoy it. Put it at no 11. Get some common sense. 17. Water jug x 1 filter STOLEN Dec 2022 with Movie Industry UGLINESS At the time when it was taken, I watched a Netflix show, and someone on that Netflix show was saying “I’ve got my water filter, I’ve got my water filter, I’ve got my water filter” - it was totally out of character, out of scene – did not really make sense, for the show and I wondered why they said it. It was a show based in the UK, starring a young black man and his friends; his girlfriend turned out to be a prostitute who ran away from him, so then he went and got her back, and got involved in drugs. It was a really BAD show; I didn’t watch the whole thing. Some people have no idea how to make a good show, and I suspect it’s because they are thieves - thieves do not know how to make good shows! Burn in hell you stupid dogs. By the way, the water filter was still in its unopened package. I received 2 separate ones, and I’ve used one in my other jug. And the other one was taken. The filter is not a very good filter, and I hope whoever stole it gets a bacterial infection. I suspect a scrunched-up ball of cloth would be far better option than this filter. Since my unit is tiny, I find it odd how thieves target me. Obviously, I don’t have much money, and yet still they pick me to sneak around and steal something trivial from. It’s like, are they stupid? Why don’t they steal something worthwhile from a rich person??? This filter is crap; it’s c-r-a-p, because I don’t have much money to spend on an expensive one. So, for someone to steal it; they’ve gotta be absolutely STUPID. There was also a neighbour woohooing yesterday next door, I have mentioned numerous times, at a previous address, when a neighbour starts yoohooing – it is because they stole something and feel like they got away with it – LITTLE DO THEY KNOW – Gods sees everything. Also, if they came in here and stole that, then for sure, they would have stolen food from my fridge. I keep my unit locked all the time, but I later discovered my lock on my front door was broken it only appeared locked, but really was not. That’s 2 yrs of stupid bitch thieves sneaking in when I am asleep and stealing. People are fucked. Also, I heard, that successful people in the movie industry, take on board “disadvantaged youth” and give them experience in the industry - which explains why they are stealing they are people from criminal backgrounds, who grew up in criminal areas, with crap criminal parents. I know how people like to have “compassion” and like to “save” the “poor”, even though I am fairly certain most of those young people are NOT poor, but instead just rich and spoilt thus have socially retarded behavioural problems (like kids who have crap vain selfish celebrity parents}. Really those youth belong in jail, there's no question about it, so “save” them when they're in jail thanks very much, and not out in public doing harm to other people like me. I did not report this theft to the police, the police just don't care about small items like this, like a theft report of this nature would completely go under their radar. Even though I have 100’s of small items stolen, still, not important for police. Australian police seemed to have adopted an attitude that that ‘it’s just too trivial’ to take seriously. You know, in Japan if anyone was caught stealing anything like that, any small item, they get jailed between 2 and 3 years. Seriously, they do. I think Australian police and politicians have a problem with; allowing people to be criminals. The Ned Kelly affect. Cool, bad and legendary. No police would EVER do anything about thieving actors. They seem to have no jurisdiction over the television and movie industry. The television and movie industries are people unto themselves. A community unto themselves. There is a lot of stealing that goes on by ‘dog’ personalities in that industry. There are a LOT of stupids in that area, non thinkers, non academics. And there are managers who try to play Robin Hood, they think ‘their community’ is the underdog, because they are stupid. Like not a 9-5 job, so they must be poor and are disadvantaged - so those managers deliberately seek out to people who in other sectors, who they think are wealthy and steal from them {in their sneaky dog manner}. They are truly evil. Which of course is a character trait of someone who's stupid. An example; One of my very favourite TV shows "So You Think You Can Dance"; show about dancers, showing good dancing, but also it showed background history of the dances, and then backstage antics; their personalities coming into it - it was really an amazing show. I loved it, and watched it over and over many times, plus it lasted for years and years and years…. Anyway, there was one couple, the male dancer was very specific personality; total Peacock, showing off to the cameras at all chances. Infact you see if the camera panned to him, he would feel inclined to do something amusing for the camera - and this feeling that he had, kind of overtook everything else, like as in, common sense - and he would do things that were unacceptable in my opinion, like dropping his partner when the cameras were watching multiple times {supposedly in non-majorly serious ways}. Popular people get away with a lot. In the first run they didn't really show this happening, but over the years, they did a lot of cut-backs, and I finally could see what was going on with this couple. The young girl, his partner, won the season, and while she was an amazing dancer and certainly deserved of winning, I'm fairly certain if he she didn't have that ‘stanley’ brute of a partner who treated her so badly in front of the cameras trying to be funny, she would not have won -it's like they gave her the title so she wouldn't complain about being treated so badly. And that young man, was encouraged by the producers to behave in such a manner, and then later rewarded with other work in the industry, still continues to work because of his disrespectful nature towards women. It’s like he was used by older men who are frustrated and fed up with women, so were taking glee in watching someone treat them badly in such a passively yet overt way. So, I mean, you can imagine I would have a lot to say about this incident, but here, I'm just writing exactly what happened, and what happens. Anyway, so after the theft of my crap Brita filter, I cancelled my Netflix subscription, there's obviously no way I can have anything to do with a group of people who steal from me in this manner; why would I want actors in my life? NO THANKS particularly ones from the UK who are obviously criminals. That was 2023, now I just stick to YouTube and Prime Video, but then over the next 3 years, prime video; man, some of those actors are arrogant; I feel like they kept sending me bad actors on a metaphysical level, it's like they think, the reason I'm watching them is to connect with them? THIS IS NOT TRUE, I do not want to connect with you at all, I do not want to talk to you, I have no desire to have any kind of relationship with you. I find it strange how they can't comprehend this, as they're so arrogant. In the end I had to cancel my prime video, and they asked me the reason, and I told them because they were sending me metaphysical rapists. The following day, I had at least 3 backlash incidents from actors, {rapists don’t like to be told that they are rapists}; saying ‘it's normal’ – WELL, no it's not you 'stupids' -not without my permission thanks very much. Rapists, thieves, and harassers; what the hell is wrong with you all, this behaviour is unacceptable. You are not welcome in my life. Being on TV does not give you permission. You surely can't be that stupid? Turns out they are. Sliver of a dream. I have to work everything out from a sliver of a dream. If you cannot get within 10 feet of a woman when she’s awake – same applies when she’s asleep – YOU LITTLE COWARDS. I want to specifically mention those women in the industry who know of these completely undesirable people, ones who are completely socially retarded, or known thieves and disrespectful people, and they deliberately send them to me because they want to try and get rid of them out of their community, so by pushing them onto me, those idiots can obsess about me, and leave those other women alone. Those women require a bullet to their head too. I blame mothers for all stupid behaviours. Those retards are from utter hopeless families. There is a lot of hatred for women: so, you stupid little thieves: stop taking your aggression for your mother, out on innocent women like me! You’re NOT INVITED. And you know what, since nobody else has the guts to talk about this, it is why the whole thing continues to happen. Btw, at my next address, {yet another one}, the jug that goes along with that stolen filter was also stolen! (I suspect guests, from the movie industry who were staying at my neighbours all week, stole it – I went round there and confronted them (the guests had already gone by then). They are a couple (the girl, wife I think? was a short blonde girl, well what do you know), she rudely demanded I leave the premisses after hearing my accusations. She is non thinking dog. They had other guests who stole my essential oils aswell, heaps, multiple times, {I have had to ‘hide’ my oils, as in, put them in a spot that is not easily accessed, so neighbours sneaking in to my house, would not have time to go through the process of ‘unboxing’. It’s a bloody nuisance. They have other guests who make sound recording noises too. Curlews and rooster. I was later told by the landlord, that girl used to be friends with the previous tenant and was always over here – so she would be familiar with the layout. Utter stupidity. And they are not the only neighbours who steal either. Plus, there are the bloody stupid motorbikers over on Finnato rd who harass me – they seem to be using the revving sound to goad me on? Not really sure what for – it is so utterly stupid. I suspect they are from the movie industry. Newsflash Movie industry: I don’t want to talk to you ever, let alone deal with your harassment at the neighbours for the following 4 weeks after a show ends. Also btw, the landlord came round one day with 2 of those filter jugs, brandnew still in box. He asked if I wanted them, said they were spare from the back of his shed!! Can you believe that? Sometimes I get lucky!! 18. HEY Retail Bimbos; Grey Paper Scissors Stolen (another – this bimbo thief is obsessed with my scissors) This is a letter I wrote to the owner of Kmart after I realized stupid dog bitches who work for them are deliberatley finding ‘seconds’ for me in my online orders – but they also track me down and see any stores I go into in my local area, and have seconds on standby for when I go instore. They have been doing it for at least 20 years+. Note the lady in the Kmart store when I went in that day to collect my online purchase was NOT a part of the dog network, as those purchases, I made instore – spur of the moment, where all quality- it was just later they were stolen and then swapped over for crap – as the dogs did not think I would make any instore purchases that day – sometime they fuck up! lol. Make no mistake the women doing it are evil dogs – there is no being “diplomatic” when it comes to those stupid women. And before I went instore, that was the day there was one of the dogs was in the car park – I took a photo of their car “zam car harassing me” photo story. Date: 31 January 2023 at 8:53:32 pm AEST To: info@wesfarmers.com.au Subject: Territorial staff at online Kmart Hello Wesfarmers, I’m writing to you because I have a problem with your staff. I have been a Kmart and Target online shopper for many years now, probably one of the first customers to use your online website back in the day. Hooray for online shopping! However, as of late, (the past two years ) I have been having difficulties purchasing online, with IT staff causing IT related problems. The latest problem seems to be one of ‘territorial dog problem’. I will explain. Part of the problem over the last two years has been receiving substandard goods, as in goods that have been flawed somehow or reduced quality, 2nds. It’s like they think this customer is a sucker, we can just hand off our seconds onto her. And for my last online order, you couldn’t do delivery, so I picked it up from the Kmart hub in my local area. While I was there, I purchased a few items that were within eyesight at the counter. When I got home and used the items, I was sooo thrilled, because all those instore items were of good quality. There were no flaws in any of the products I purchased instore! None, what a nice change. (see, it really has been a problem; and you might think, oh well, easy solution for you, just purchase everything in store). However, I really don’t like shopping in store. I much prefer shopping online. (Ironically, mainly due to female territorial dog problems in the car park of malls…). So anyway, shortly after I have been using my new Kmart products, in particular, some paper scissors (I had purchased 3 pairs), so one of them was stolen, and the other 2 were swapped over, with a same item, but, that had a flaw in it - they were literally different pair of scissors, just the same colour). I can assure you this is not a coincidence. This is a jealous territorial dog problem on behalf of your staff. Swapping the item over for poorer quality, is the tell, this not a petty theft crime, it was done deliberately by the same people who send me faulty goods, that’s where the word territorial comes from, and another word associated with this dysfunction is jealousy. Both are common female dog traits. It could not be any more obvious to me. Maybe it is not obvious to you. Maybe you have never heard about such a problem or have known any women to be territorial dogs, but I would really doubt that, because it in my experience, it is a very unfortunate common issue, especially amongst young, uneducated girls, such as the likes that you may consider employing in sales. I’m not sure who on earth I should speak to about this, but you own Kmart, you own the online staff, and so, I please, expect you to do something about territorial dog problems, because this behaviour is unacceptable. And possibly, it’s up to YOU to educate your staff on a proper and normal way of living! Regards, Emily, and yes I am serious. This is not a joke, it really happened and happens on a regular basis. {I never got a response back from Wesfarmers, hence I put the letter on my blog} Most likely too ashamed of their DAUGHTERS stupid behaviour. (But I did get a discounted postage for delivery from then on - $25 instead of $65) I purchased 2 grey ones, and 1 pink one, they were $2.75 each. I use them for paper pattern making. The female bimbo dog thief, stole 1 grey pair, and I believe they swapped the other grey and pink ones over for a loose pair of scissors, at the same time. As before last week they were ‘tight’, but now they are loose and slightly bad. This is typical bimbo thieves, swapping quality items over for poor quality. Stupid dogs; go down to &*(%*&, and get your own goddam paper scissors. A few months ago, they stole my black paper scissors too. MORONS. I HOPE THEY GET CANCER AND DIE. They also stole my paper pattern for leggings, last year. Stupid dogs see me doing something then they want to do it to, as it looks so easy – so they just steal my tools. The bimbo at Miriam vale also stole my flyscreen tool, when she saw me using it, easily. STUPID WOMEN FUCK OFF, get your own bloody tools. Also note, after all my attempts to point out to those stupid thieving bimbos that it does not pay to steal from me or anyone - as you will end up paying for it 1000 times over in other ways – that has naught to do with me. – With this theft, it’s like they have not learnt at all, have not evolved in any way – still STUPID – not a teen girl mistake. So, I tell you, (Dep of Edu), you need to put police in schools, to brainwash the young into not stealing. It could not be any easier. Btw I know there are some retailers who know whats going on with these stupid little dogs, and they stand up to them, and not only say “no we are not going to give her seconds – fuck off”, but they give me an extra good item. I would love to mention those, but I can’t as they would be stolen by these dogs. 19. Neighbour Antics at Sarina - Should have started writing this sooner, as my theory of just merely writing about something weird, negative or annoying, soon puts an end to it. There was a strange noise, and like the whole tree was shaking, in the tree outside my upstairs toilet; could be Sam from down near the end, and blondy next door? There were also noises out the front – I think they were trying to make it appear like my unit was haunted when I first moved here, as the person in it before me, died here. (Idiots – or maybe was an over excited animal of some sort?). “Synchronized” unit leaving by 2 or 3 neighbours all at once! Perhaps they are meeting at the laundromat? I no longer believe in coincidences. Nev, the old man neighbour next to me, and other oldie down a bit, a previous truck driver at Gunnedah Coal mine, are up to cahoots somehow? And now they roped Linda from the middle part, in, I think they are reading my blog and kackling their heads off?? Who knows? I am pretty sure they all have started beeping just after they leave or return, especially the really old guy down next to Sam. They seem to do this in phases, so not always. But I noted whenever the people up the hill at 108 arrive home, they beep their car to signal WE ARE HERE! Such arrogance! Major dog problems from them, the mother follows me down town, the teenage fake son possibly steals and yells out to me, and suddenly turns up whenever I go outside, like he must be one of those car hoons that drive up and down outside my place? And the younger child harasses me with reflections, and possibly picked off my rose cutting roots? – major neighbour nuisance zombie people. Today I think blonde Sally, who says her name is Danielle, next to me, is doing the beeping, mostly, I think she is texting the neighbour across the rd to beep, she is timing it with just before I go outside?? STOP BLOODY BEEPING, that includes you couriers and mailmen – it’s annoying and not necessary. I think they or neighboursbeep whenever someone steals anything from me, they pride themselves into knowing about it – BUT NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, COWARDS. I have noticed now; they copy my courier email notifications - So if I get an email notification saying “arriving today” then suddenly all my neighbours have a courier arrive at their place too. Copycatting everything. It’s really bizarre and only a stupid bimbo would do it, there is a courier truck they use with “Border Express” on it, only this company does not exist, if you try to book a parcel send, you can’t. It’s not funny, it’s just stupid. One of them stole my Petunia seedling, and in the time before I discovered it, they were all yelling out and acting strangely, like they all knew it was stolen and who stole it. Possible bunnings delivery driver related; I talk about that on my Blog. There seems to be some twit driving in and parking outside my house, revving engine at dusk, who wants to play the distraction game? Or who knows what they are doing. This only happened a few times, seems to have stopped? I go outside at six in the morning - car turns up and parks outside the unit in the middle not a coincidence. - rack off. “Dogs in cars” – perhaps I should start a whole collage for them too. “Dogs on phones”, “Dogs in cars”. Possibly the neighbours across the road at 95, are doing it, as they suddenly have a whole heap of cars parked outside their house. Either they are doing it, or they have an overly large ridiculous extended family – breeding like rabbits, causing and continuing the current housing crisis. Sam turned up at my unit after my to hospital for tick infection – she was like, nosy, wanting something, I highly suspect she is one of the dogs, incahoots with bimbo receptionist who screwed up my appointment and got easily manipulated Dr Narelle Armstrong to lie to me about a lump??. I am surrounded by juvenile stupidity. I also think she is pretending to be me, - not quite sure how, but actually we kind of look the same when hair pulled back, maybe she stole my swimmers? I think she may be lying about being on disability in order to insight jealousy – idiot. Sam, came and got me to go into her unit, under the pretence of helping her lift a carpet cleaner; but it was on wheels and just needed to be pushed with a toe, easy. I was not actually needed at all, just exactly was her motive to get me to go into her pokey unit? Possibly trying to impress the 2 little shits and their parent up the hill – since they are constantly perving on me? There was someone at 1am with a Soundsystem making loud kookaburra noises, just enough to wake me for no reason other than to disturb my beauty sleep (this used to happen a lot at Rangari, they also used dog noises and Cockatoo sounds.) They also use loud (extra loud deliberate loud) trucks. I don’t need to be woken up by you – you arrogant idiot. There’s some strange thing; when I take my mail down to the Redbox, it seems I have to wait for the “right” time! I am not entirely sure when the “right” time is, but yesterday arvo, was the wrong time. Then, it seems my neighbours cause monumental commotion by doing stupid signs. Possibly what they meant, was some arshole was hanging around, and when I left, was when they broke into my unit and stole something?? Why they put so much time into doing signs when they could have just called the police and caught them in the act– IS BIZARRE and STUPID. One of my neighbours keeps knocking my patio car port things down; first the shade cloth was pulled down, then my baubles pulled down, and last night it was the tile square behind the tap. This is the kind of passive aggressive bullshit that gives you cancer, wake up little girl. When Nev got home Saturday, he banged his car, as in, that sign, I mention they did at Gin Gin, for ”they stole from you.” He also wakes me up in the night, deliberatley, I feel strongly it is deliberate. I am pretty sure he is part of the , with all the trucks who spend their whole time coming up with ways to antagonize me. I talk about them in length on my blog, but apparently not enough, I have written many stories about the truck problems I have; following me around and driving back and forth outside my house especially on the hwy at Gin Gin, but I hear them here too. Those trucks are also related to the train people, men who work the trains and started beeping at all hrs of the night. Or maybe they can see the noisy trucks and just want to join in. Bandwagon people. And somehow the people who own the WIFI connected fire alarms here, are involved, in the big evil ‘old man network’. I am pretty sure this is related to image transfer while I sleep, and they try to manipulate me in evil ways by subliminal techniques – possibly they try so hard at this over all these years, because, mainly – THEY CAN’T DO IT, this very fact ‘eggs’ them on to try even harder. I am not so easily manipulated when it comes to important issues. So even though Nev helped me in extreme way when I first got here by taking the truck back to Bundaberg (as I was fully exhausted) - always remember, he’s a socially retarded arse. The old man that lives next door to Sam who is yelling out on Sunday morning that “I lose”, after I started watering my ferns. But he was disguising himself, like he was kind of sneezing and speaking, so as not to give himself away. Idiot; but I think he can see the members of Sarina community trying to ‘beat’ me, by ‘beat’ me, I have worked out this means to either steal from me and get away with it, or by berating me in a passive way so as no one else can see, or so they cannot get punched in the face if we were face to face. {It could also mean if I sew a dress or something, someone else in the community has decided, they too, will try and sew adress, but they will try to do it , turning my clothes necessity into their own personal little competition game}. So, at some point, I guess when the situation is over, they tell me who the winner is mostly by passive means like that sneeze mumble,I ‘lost’, and they ‘won’. So, then the neighbour next door to me, the ‘girl’ often turns up, she looks like Sally Bingle, but said her name was Danielle, I suspect she is one of the bimbo dogs trying to ‘beat’ me. Fyi, for someone to do that, it would automatically make them stupid and without a life/brain of her own {this is my opinion, it is an observation of the truth}, she is guilty. And so, then the old man tells me which it is at the time; apparently, I ‘win’ and ‘lose’ on a regular basis, all unbeknownst to me. (This has been going on for years, not just here, I have no idea what they are talking about when they tell me I won or I lost. Although when I hear I ‘won’, I am always pleased, even though I have no idea what I won!!! – btw, in those times when I hear I ‘won’ – I never actually ‘win’ anything, like a meat tray or money!! So, my feeling of being pleased quickly fade into – “those fucking idiots”, perhaps I am a sore winner!!). But no one thing, it is all very deliberate , in order to try and get me to sound crazy if I ever talk about it; this is a deliberate ‘thing’ they do, as they know about mental health asylums, and try to get as many women locked up as possible. It is not just me that they target, and it has been a ’thing’ for many generations. All sorts of people in the community partake in this game of trying to make the other person sound crazy and inferior to them. And stupid naïve police fall for the evil antics of these old men and the evil blonde bimbos. {Stupid Sharon Morgan}. When I was washing my big pink shag rug outside, someone kept pulling a thread out every night as it was drying over the back of the Ute. Man in no 7 or somewhere down there was walking around my unit all night on for 2 nights – IT COULD HAVE BEEN HIM THAT broke into my unit and stole something when I was at the post? As I saw him sneaking back into his unit after I left the door open while I was planting the lemon tree. He is about my age with blonde hair, reminds me of some guy from when I was 18, Tom Skipper? Fuck off you thieving moron. And no, mental illness is NOT AN EXCUSE. Btw, that person turns out to be a different person, I got him on camera, and he has red hair one day, then another time bald – so I think they are doing some sort of weird rotation?? Nev Inman, my neighbour and the other Nev in no 9, push my ladder onto my car when the post man arrived – as I had complained the week before how the post man hand delivers to my neighbours and not me, so they in cahoots with the 2 stupid retard old men in my unit complex, conspired to put a big dent in my car. I hope they get cancer and die SOON. The girl next door at no 2 also suddenly turned up at that time. Btw, those two people were the only ones in the carport, however I couldn’t see at the time of the ‘push’, but also there was another car that pulled in nearby, and so ofcourse it could have been that person who the old men either encouraged or allowed – and this reminds me of a few situations where they were telling a story in a movie about a ghung ho Colombian woman with big boobs; I can’t even remember her name, but this was the same woman who was involved with the Gunnedah Art gallery exchange. She’s a famous actress in America. In the story the woman kept throwing temper tantrums, unable to control her rage, they portrayed her as someone with a mental health problem. Of course, there is no such mental illness as “temper tantrums in grown adult”, this character trait is learnt, as a result of having crap parents who never sent any boundaries when that child was a toddler. It’s learnt bad behaviour and it won’t change - there is no cure for it, no medication either, regardless, what they might say. And unless the person puts in a lot of , it will remain a part of their personality. It would personally not surprise me if 2 old man wanted to save big boob woman who throws temper tantrums and pushed the ladder onto my car – causing several hundreds of dollars’ worth of damage? At any rate, anyone not coming forward and stating who the guilty party is – is just as guilty as the vandalizer, and will be burning alongside Colombian big boobs little girl. And ofcourse I need to say again, I would not tolerate anyone with this character flaw, in my life. And especially as I do not need to, i.e. I am not burdened with such a degenerate in a workplace situation, and none of my family members have this character trait, I do not encourage any of my neighbours in my life, so I can be considerably happier in my life without such weakness. And I have to tell you, nearing 50 now, I am considerably happier if I restrict people in general in my life, as actually there are many people in Australia too, who have such weakness, many being an understatement. It’s bad enough I get complete strangers, who do not know me, nor I know them, barging into my life, like this ladder situation, and like all the thefts. This ladder situation is living proof. Temper tantrum idiots who do not have any control in their life, and so do something nasty to someone else, a woman – BULLY 101, to try to make themselves feel like they are in control. NEWFLASH, YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL, EVER, SINCE YOU ARE A PATHETIC LITTLE CHILD WHO HAS HAD CRAP PARENTS. PLUS, DOES NOT EVEN KNOW HOW TO YOU HAVE THE LEAST AMOUNT OF CONTROL OUT OF EVERYONE! HA. It would be far worse in many other life situations for me. There are many tantrum throwers. Actually it’s come to my attention, this tantrum throwing seems to be an indicator of mental health problems amongst the police. They think anyone who throws a tantrum is “crazy”. I mean of course amongst other reasons, but this is a big factor, as no one wants to deal with someone throwing a trantrum. I note, the police and mental health care workers neverwill state that it is their parents fault: they mucked up their child by creating a spoiled little brat who throws tantrums! And so the cycle just keeps on going. And I wrote this years ago, but I’m updating it now, because whenever I think of something, or have an idea about a blog story (or forgotten to put in a part of a story, I send a little memo to myself for later, when I’ve got time to go through all my memos, and write it. So today I checked a memo for myself, and it says “my neighbour seems to want credit for being an arsehole. Someone please go and punch him in the head, because that’s what he wants”. So I don’t actually know what I was referring to, I wrote it a couple of years ago when I was living with those crazy ladder people. I want to add it, because I noticed with a lot of women, they hang around if they do something bad, because they want me to yell at them. It’s a very common thing, and I’m really not that kind of person who’s going to give them what they want. So if somebody else wants to go in chastise them, please feel free. After I uploaded my fish tank video to you tube yesterday, 16th July 2023 someone put a chip in my tank overnight. I woke up remembering my dreams, I was dreaming about the show I had watched the night before ‘City On Fire’, aswell as a snorkelling dream, they were trying to get me to go snorkelling, but I refused. Not sure why – they must have been dogs. Plus, then as I was dressing, I started thinking about that time at Rangari when I got up one sunny morning, and when I walked into the living room, the window(1mx2m) was wide open, fully open, and the flyscreen was lying outside on the ground (that window always remained shut. I had slept all night, not aware of anything going on inside the house (not hung over or on drugs). Ofcourse there were 100’s of thefts at Rangari by retarded dogs, just like here too now. So, then the next thing, I sit down with my morning coffee today (after toilet stop first, where again, my internet was switched off, as soon as I leave toilet, internet is switched back on – TELSTRA PERVERTS, TELSTRA THIEVES} so, I sit down and look at my fish tank, and suddenly there’s a big chip in it. Now I heard Nev before I went to sleep, after the movie ended, but I heard the dog next door leave at 830 (no name, she only gave me fake name – so definatly guilty dog), then the little boy or girl or puppet, from 108 range rd, Sarina, yell out “I win” – so I would say it was all 3 of my retarded dog neighbours. What part of FUCK OFF do you not understand? And no one ‘wins’ or ‘loses’ if my neighbour leaves her unit – you stupid child. Trash parents over there. I used to walk out across the carpark to pull the hose over for my washing, but last time I did, one of my neighbours saw me. That day I was wearing my green alpaca beanie, and later one of them stole that green beanie. So now I just leave it across the carpark permanently. Such is the nature of stupid people. Also, someone killed my 4yr old tree, poisoned it. It was one of the above or Sarina council, has there was a stupid bitch who accosted me re my melaleucas on the other side, she was a worker bee, and not management, and it was obvious that this was the case, so it was probably her. Killed it out of spite “I have control over you” – stupid dogs. They also killed my Lagunaria, frangipani, Eucalyptus x4. The blue car that comes in here, is someone who gives Linda a lift. They have an Islander boy child who hurt her dog when Linda wasn’t looking infront of my unit, so I would see. Squeal. FUCK OFF. Another thing they do which really annoys me; every now and again, particularly on the weekends, when they're bored, they start to do signs; they like to compete with each other, of how they can do signs, and speak to me without actually speaking. This is not something that is new, but it's something that is exceptionally annoying. By the way, the people who do this, have no brain at all, because they can't think of something to do for themselves, something to occupy themselves with, instead they just occupy themselves with me and what I am doing, they like, use me to use up time, and it always results in torment and often theft, (funny that – little people left to their owns devices results in crime), especially if I go outside in the morning on a Saturday. I seriously wonder what’s wrong with them – I would never do something like that. (My neighbour on my right is huge! A really tall islander type girl, so I am not referring to “little” as in physically little.) You can see my Lemon Tree in shot above, just; it has survived the rainforest bug onslaught, aswell as the 7 days not-stop rain event. So, I am thrilled!- you can tell evil to go jump in the lump by involving yourself in nature. I miss my quiet farm garden. 20. Geranium Punnet Stolen, October / November 2022 So, not only were the seeds stolen, but the whole punnet, and label was stolen off my little seed table out the front of my unit. There were Geranium ‘Great Balls of Fire’ And these seeds were actually on the plant when I purchased it, and I have been monitoring the plant, and there have been no more seeds form on this plant, telling me that those flower stamens were most likely hand pollinated, and the person who did it, is most likely the person who stole these seeds. They are nothing but little common thieves. I paid for that plant, and that includes those seeds. Maybe they are just waiting for someone to spell that fact out; I paid for the plant, that includes any seeds attached then or in the future. Also, my pumpkin seed tray in small pot, taken then returned with no seed – weird, the extra yummy rare pumpkin I had. Also my good Pima cotton that I had been saving since Rangari – the extra super soft and super fine cotton – it was by chance ‘struck gold’ seed. Stolen. Bitches. (That cotton was so fine and soft, it was almost like silk, the people who provided that initial seed, the boys at csiro, Narrabri Ag dept – would have been jumping backflips if they saw it, it was what they were working for.) I find there has been many thefts in the horticulture industry, any women who works in the horticulture industry, I would automatically assume that they are a thief, and not only little female thieves on their own, but ones who work for big companies steal (little women who want to impress their colleagues. The person who stole these seeds would fall under the category of NATURAL BORN LOSER. And, most likely also, they have no Faith. Seek and ye shall find! I knew something had been taken today, as my power has been switched off 4 times. and see, this is what happens when my power is switched off, infact, I’m pretty sure I’ve mentioned about this phenomenon on my blog, maybe I should do a whole new photo story for it, as it has had a significant impact on my life; back when I lived at Rangari, near Gunnedah, I had so many items stolen, and whenever they occurred, the power would always be switched off. Like it happened at least 500 times in the 10 years I was living there. It is an association I now have. As soon as power goes off, I know something has been taken. And so today, for the first time since I’ve been living here at my new address, the power was switched off 4 times, and there were suspicious council workers who came into the car park and then left again. So, at first when the power went out, I thought my watch has been stolen, I looked frantically, but it turned out, it just fell by the side of the bed. And then I did the vacuuming, and I couldn’t find my vacuum attachments, so I thought maybe they have been stolen, but I found one of them at least. It wasn’t until this evening that I discovered what has been taken, well one item any way, maybe they took 3 other seed trays too, infact, now that I think of it, there was an African Daisy seed punnet missing aswell, so that’s 4 items gone that I know of. So, I just want to reiterate the now ‘panicked’ thought process I have when-ever the power gets switched off. My thought process has been manipulated in a very negative way. These thieves are totally sick in the head, they are disgusting and evil and I hope they get cancer and die, at any rate they are going to have extremely bad karma, I can assure you it’s true. When my next-door neighbour left today, she banged the seed table with her car, or possibly my other next-door neighbour made a banging noise, I’m not entirely sure, it did sound like it was her car that banged it - so I’m not sure whether she has something to do with it or not, I definitely know nothing was taken before she moved in, and she’s one of the dogs. Plus, today, some idiot has been revving and hooning outside the units, beeping their car horn; fucking hell!! don’t those idiots have any kind of brain? Any kind of life?? FUCK OFF YOU RETARDS And by the way, turning the power off to let me know that something has been taken {if that’s what they were doing} is plain harassment, it’s unacceptable behaviour. Are you stupid little nonthinking dogs? Have you not heard of the word STRESS, and how that affects ones health? Idiots. 21. Food Theft Again -1 Rolled Frozen Chicken Breast STOLEN I knew they were stealing food! It’s actually hard to keep track of food in the freezer, as I don’t normally do it! Once it goes in the freezer, it kind of stays there until I see it, then eat it. So often I don’t notice if something is missing unless I am specifically looking extra forward to eating it. I noticed at my last address at kookaburra Park, Gin Gin, I had a fair amount of food stolen from my freezer, and it’s not usually chicken, they take the more expensive ones, steaks (beef), kangaroo meat, and barramundi have been taken from my fridge freezer. So, I wasn’t sure if they were stealing food from this unit here, but it turns out they are, as I started keeping tabs on my chickens so I can work out how much my cat is eating and needs. He has a food related thyroid condition, and eats an EXTREME amount of food. I’m thinking this might coincide with last night. It was Thursday night, and the teenage boy who sometimes lives across the road/up the hill, was having a teenage party, involving a lot of wooing and yelling and loud music (sounded like his parents were away for the night). So, I’m not entirely sure if this person is responsible for the chicken theft, but I found back at kookaburra park whenever there were neighbours throwing a party like that. It was always because they did something ‘bad’ somehow, and got away with it, and I got the blame for being ‘crazy’ – “never happened”. So, basically people would like to think that I, a single old lady, is crazy rather than to admit that their kids and friends, or themselves, are stealing from me. Such is the stupid nature I have discovered most people in the ‘community’ have. Those parties back at Kookaburra Park, seemed to be especially ‘postal’ related. I think, NO, there were a lot of mail thefts at the community mailboxes down in the Park. Everybody had to put padlocks on their mailboxes after I had moved in - because the skanky dogs who follow me around, stole everybody’s mail too. {But don’t think there were no thieves who already lived in that Park – they most definatly were}. One time when I was leaving, I saw the police sergeant in plain clothes, I suspect she stole something. I did put an anonymous complaint in about that party music, and nothing was done about it. I have noticed a few strange things lately too, and if someone got in and stole my chicken, then they probably did the strange things like, my 1m of black lycra suddenly turned blue overnight. And 4 quilting pins appeared in my capri pants hanging in my wardrobe? Possible attention seekers. You know, most people don’t have to put up with this kind of theft, something like this would not happens to a typical person. So why should I? Get the hell out of my unit and life you IDIOTS. It never ceases to amaze me how so many stupid twits cannot handle a woman on her own. DEAL WITH IT you morons. And ha ha ha ha for being so obviously stupid. Stupid genes, stupid teachers, stupid parents. Ha ha. (Oh, and I already know that you have no brain, you do not have to keep constantly proving it to me) There is a train of thought that I have heard, of the reason being why I get picked on because I’m single; is because they believe that I am “punishing” men by not committing to one, or any for that matter. (I am totally celibate, have been since I was 20, shortly after I lost my virginity (all the prudes will be cringing right now – lol). So, they think because of men’s typical bad behaviour, their ‘natural‘ personality, I just say NO. And so, they intern, (having that stupid rebellious nature that I have mentioned and talked about frequently on my blog), they have decided to “punish” me through passive aggressive means like thieving, and plane harassment, and truck harassment, and stalking, and verbal harassment from hidden coward people on the street and next door. So, women would suffer from this attribute too, since I have so many problems with woman harassing me. It’s pretty much a case of “case in point” then, isn’t it? Ha ha Btw, this may be the reason, that general feeling of ‘well you are to annoying to be around’. I can imagine there are many men who fit that bill (I know there certainly are a lot of women who fit that bill). But it is not a valid reason to attack me. Take your stupid rebellious non thinking behaviour and shove it up your arse. I am who I am, deal with it. Also, re-the stealing of chicken breasts; I believe Coles may have noticed, indeed, that they were food out of my freezer, as there are dogs there, who keep tabs on my shopping habits. And so, they devised a plan to sell small chunks of chicken, instead of the chicken breast, which would be less appealing to a thief. I believe it was working, until my last order, they turned up on the day without my chicken, and said they were out of stock. – but I don’t believe they were out of stock, according to their website they weren’t out of stock. I believe they just didn’t send it to me because they thought it would be amusing if I have to buy the chicken breast, then someone would steal it one - I think that’s the main reason why the dogs steal; to impress other people who are watching and keeping tabs - I’m surrounded by fucking morons. (Coles also devised way to get them not to steal my beef cuts, and that was to send me ‘mutton’ type cuts) You know, I’m relying on them to deliver my food and if they do not come through, I’m not too impressed about it, because then I have to spend another $200 shopping at Woollies, who for some reason, can manage their stock intake rather well compared to Coles. 22. Another trip into Town, another Bunch of Nonthinking Sign People MONUMENTAL NUISANCE This is what happened this afternoon when I went to post my letters (and this happens very regularly, and pretty much in exactly the same manner, and has been like this for over 30 years, going right back to when I started working at Bonds). First of all, when I decide that I’m going out, there’s seems to be some car that always drives into the unit complex, just down from me (X marks the spot in the photo), either sits there and does nothing, or picks up someone, or drops someone off, who knows. I don’t pay attention to what the neighbours are doing unless it’s really peculiar or related to me somehow, or causing annoying nuisances. (I guess this might count as peculiar- next time it happens, I’ll get it on camera), then they leave, it does seem to be always a different car. I have no idea what they’re up to, possibly just a coincidence, but I don’t really believe in coincidences. Possibly it is some girl doing the stupid signs that I am about to describe; I feel it is a ‘she’ who is doing it, as women are far more organised than men, and this whole thing basically consists of being organised and getting the timing right; she arranges people to cross my path, I’ve mentioned it a few times on my blog. I started taking photos in the attempt to stop them from doing it, as they are a MONUMENTAL NUISANCE. So far it hasn’t worked, but I’m going to persist, because they are a big peace disturbing nuisance. So, when I go down the street, on my way to post the letters, this is how it goes; first there’s a toll truck, and by the way, the toll truck is just like the one in the photo, it’s always one of those huge big semi-trailers. Next there is police car, this one drove past me then parked in front of me, just down a bit, in front of an empty house. Then she sends someone who’s drives the same car type and colour car, as my next-door neighbours up the hill. This car pulls up infront of me at the letterbox, (it’s a red letter drop, in an area where there’s no other shops, so no one would drive over there unless they were posting letters). They were just sitting there in their car; they weren’t posting any letters. So, I took a photo of the numberplate and drove around to the other side of the street and got a photo of the driver, he ‘happened’ to wind down his window, as you can see from the photo it’s a Chinese man, by the looks, in his 50s, possibly a little tubby. Now, I personally do not know any Chinese man at all, so I have no idea who that person is. {When someone shows themselves like that, you can be sure it is 100% deliberate, and this is, some guy, most likely trying to save the stupid bimbos, who usually follow me and harass me in cars – who always run away and do NOT want me to recognize them. That man then proceeded to drive up to the road where my unit is, parked on the side of the road, and then as I drove past, beeped - two beeps; they do beep signs; 2 beeps if you lose, 1 beep if you win. (Like I said, they’ve been doing these kind of weird thing for many many years - they are completely predictable and their stupid game of winning and losing is absurd. I am bloody sick of them, because they are completely rude and disrespectful. oh, I forgot, she also sent a bunch of kids at the letterbox, after the Chinese man had left, when I went back to the letter box to post my letters, about 8 - I didn’t bother getting their photos, although that is the main reason, I suspect whoever arrange them, put them there so I would take their photo and make them feel important, and I didn’t do it, ha ha ha ha. And that man following ‘infront’ of me, who the hell do you think you are? I mean, was there some girl who commanded you to go and drive just infront of me to the letterbox, then go and beep at me? and you said “okay sure”? I mean what kind of 3rd born fool are you? What exactly did you want to happen at the letterbox? And then possibly if when I saw you on my way home? Did you want something to happen then? Your actions are unwanted, idiotic and nuisance. I can tell the sign girl right now to rack off, and stop using me to amuse herself, but it is more of a concern as to why people agree to this girls request. It seems like there is some sort of weird unhealthy human worshipping going on. Maybe all those people she gets, have no sense of religion, they didn’t go to church, no Sunday school as kids, they weren’t taught about God in school.… and so, when some girl comes along, and adopts a “know it all, arrogant persona”, plus tells them what to do, they think nothing of it and obey. It is sick. Quite possibly this sign business goes back to the 60’s or 70’s, with Johnny Cash doing a music film clip for television - he did it with signs (big paper boards with black texter messages), it’s quite famous, so I was told. I was also told that Johnny Cash was a copycat and that there were other people before him that did it; I think they were black, I’m not too sure about the whole music industry stories. But someone like Johnny Cash was perceived to be really cool, and so there’s been basically thousands if not millions, of people copying him, doing signs - a worldwide nuisance phenomenon. False deities. So that’s 30 years of this stupid bimbo girls bullshit stalking, have you any idea how hard it is to function if you have dogs constantly following you (stalking) and harassing by trying to inject themselves in to my life in this most unwelcome way. It is impossible, I can assure you. HAVE YOU ANY IDEA?? I would like to know why this type of thing is not recognised by Centrelink, as those dogs have a direct correlation to why someone would be on benefits. So much so infact I wonder why there is no similar payment like a widows pension? This is another reason why I feel like I am surrounded by clueless morons. And I should remind you, even if I do not go anywhere, I still have dogs harassing me in the form of bimbo neighbours who mainly harass by yelling, but also stealing, this happens on a daily basis – although, now, not as much stealing, as its much harder if I am home all the time, and there is no back door or window access. So, they still would be stealing if they could, but now, it is only certain people who have specific skills that can steal from me, and not so much the copycats. So basically, that means, more verbal harassment as they try to claim ownership and control – STUPID BIMBOS, and so mentally dysfunctional. As if you can own me, you stupid dogs. Wake up. (I suspect that bimbo up the hill is totally frustrated now, as I have done a whole heap of stories about women using their kids to control, and taking their frustrations out on. – so she has realized she ought not do that, thast is what bad hopeless mothers do. So the bimbo is now trying to take her frustrations out on me – so typically stupid female). Fuck off. Oh, and I want to make it clear, I feel I need to repeat myself here, as there are many BIMBOS who are not getting the message, it does not matter what I do, where I am, if I am working, or not working – I STILL HAVE DOGS harassing me. PLEASE GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK LITTLE HEADS and stop telling me to get a job in your revolting passive ways. Fuck off dickhead golfers and wives from Netflix, who the hell do you think you are. – I have started a new collage “A Dickhead Collage”, those 3 are the first to go on it. This is dog car, when I photographed it, the girl said she lose? Also, the blonde driving it, was also waiting for me up at the hospital car park when I had that infected tick (different car) – she was just sitting in her car at 645am, the only other person in the carpark. After I got back to my car, she was gone. - I tell you they are obsessed. 23. Another pair of Reading Glasses Stolen, Magnification 3 This would take it up to aprox 107 pairs now. I started painting them pink as soon as they arrive – this deters the stupid bimbo thief from stealing them, but I was tardy and did not do it straight away this time, and look what happened – stolen before I even unpacked them, all 6 were sitting on top of my PC in its tight wrapping. The thief took one. Just 1. I suspect this time, the blonde bimbo might have got some punk to do her dirty work, as the whenever a young man is heard from next door, something has been stolen – he then has a party to celebrate the fact that he got away with the theft – don’t ask me what happens to the family who actually lives there when that scoundrel is there. It was the same thing at Builyan too. Well, he has gone now, not a peep, just the usual dishonest mother and child. I also had a yellow envelope stolen – strange, no value at all. I hope that thief gets cancer and dies. Stolen late 2022 or early 2023 (The remainder are now pink tipped) One day, all our possessions are going to be tagged, meaning everything can be traced – man I can’t wait for that time – woohoo – suck eggs thieves. 24. 3 ½ year old Hibiscus POISONED OMG, people are fucked. I planted out my 3 ½ year old hibiscus in the garden here last year. I had grown it from the ONLY seed that was produced from my 3yr old tree at Rangari - lo and behold, it germinated. I had been looking after it this whole time, so excited about it, it’s one of my favourite trees. Until finally it outgrew its pot, and I found a great spot to put it - out in the garden of this rental complex. The old man gardener Merve, advised me when I moved in, if I wanted to plant out something I could, it was up to me as the owner he said, apparently has dementia and, I know for a fact that the Real Estate doesn’t really give a toss about the garden, no one looks after it except occasionally it gets mown and Wipper snipped. So, I found a perfect little spot for it, and it would fit in quite well. So, it was doing well, had been there for about three months; then one day, a new gardener came, (Merve retired) with his whipper snipper, and while he was whippersnippering away, I saw some young girl get a sprayer out of the gardeners car and walk down below to the area where my hibiscus was - at the time, it didn’t occur to me that my hibiscus was in danger, I just thought she must’ve come with the gardener and was helping out. But a few days later, I go down and look at my tree, and it looks like it’s about to die! I put two and two together, noted that there was no other area in the whole garden complex that had been sprayed. There were no dead trees or grass anywhere. And I know the gardener gets paid to do whippersnipping and mowing, and that’s it. He doesn’t do anything else; he doesn’t even pick up palm fronds. So, I am furious and I’m sitting here waiting for the gardener to turn up again, so I can go and fucking yell at his stupid bloody girlfriend. So, today a different car turns up, and I’m pretty sure, it’s a different guy altogether, the other one was younger, slighter frame and black hair with pale skin. This one was a little stockier, and fair. But I went down anyway with my camera, and I asked him about the girl spraying my tree. We happen to be standing right next to it, and this guy, lied through his teeth to me. He said that girl was probably (he said probably), was his daughter. I said, well what did she spray down here, I couldn’t see anything that had been sprayed, and he said, she sprayed the driveway. But there’s nothing on the driveway that had been sprayed, and I saw the girl go down to the area where my hibiscus was, and not on the driveway area. So that man was obviously trying to save the bimbo girl who may, or may not be his daughter, I would say, not since she was with a different gardener, and she most likely poisoned my tree. Dodgy man and stupid bitch young girl. Well, I hope whoever sprayed it, dies and gets cancer. This is what happens in Sarina, QLD, Australia. I thought the days of tree vandalism ended when I left Gunnedah. But no, there was some idiot neighbour at Builyan who uprooted one of my trees on the front verge. And now this poisoning. OMG mind your own business. What is it about someone planting trees, that really irritates fucking idiots? That’s the photo of the guy who lied to me. I didn’t get a shot of the girl with sprayer, or that gardener. It’s such a bloody nuisance to have to remember to get my camera and take photos of absolutely everyone that crosses my path, as they most likely will screw me or steal from me in some manner. Absolutely everyone. Curse you all. Photo shows week before, healthy, few days after gardener, sick as. Later, I had another tree poisoned - Melicope elleryana - Pink Euodia. Also, a stunning deep pink Plumeria, 3 Lemon Scented gums (the good salmon ones), 3 Weeping Leptospermums, and 2 Swamp Bloodwood’s, were all killed and or stolen. They also smashed my bin, outside near the killed and stolen trees – a direct attack on me. The people I am surrounded by here at Sarina – ARE COMPLETE UNCARING, ANTI-GREEN MORONS. Possibly stupid blonde real estate rental girl related – yet another dumb blonde they have sent me. Or the stupid dog family from next door at 108, who have taken it upon themselves to start making whipping noises every afternoon this week. (One of the residents here, (I think I know which one it was), a few months back when the little shit child from 108 was yelling out in antagonists manner, harassing me, specifically; the resident made a single whipping / belt sound! Lol. This did the trick, no more antagonism. I think possibly this is some sort of delayed retribution? Only no one here is yelling out. Such idiots. 25. Pink Nylon Netting Stolen from outside my unit last night, Sat 5th Aug 2023, and Marketing Conspiracy Theory Last night, some idiot stole that pink netting off my plants. It was specifically placed there to keep the bush turkeys away, and it does a good job. Saturday night, last night, so I suspect whoever took it is a stupid drunk, rack off you unwanted, unworthy, uninvited imbecile. (It wasn’t in the spot shown in the photo. It was on the other side lying on top of 2 seedlings. It’s been there outside my unit since I arrived, and before that I’ve had it for many many many years. It was packaging I received on a product and I have re-purposed it. That reminds me, I must get some pink nylon to make up a flag, and put that outside my unit. Just to piss of the pansies who don’t like pink. Also, the girl directly next door to me, woke me up with the back of her chair toot, at 430am. I suspect her – fake name Danielle; in collaboration with the retired truck driver Larry from Gunnedah who is in the unit further down. They think they are funny, when really - just stupid thieves. They possibly copying the retailer thieves, with my stories on my blog I mention if I purchase something, a similar item gets stolen, I have many examples that I mentioned. So this theft coincides with a purchase of spag moss from online retailer NurseryAndGardenSupplies.com.au, not that I think it was them, but someone wanting to make it look like them, possible business saboteur. I chose to purchase from NurseryAndGardenSupplies.com.au – so stick it that up your arse. And this reminds me of my “Marketing Conspiracy Theory” photostory , can’t find any T50 staples for staple gun: I have a new theory as to why I am harassed when I go down the street shopping. I suspect it may be to do with eBay, as eBay sellers want to supply goods to me via eBay, so they can make a profit. For instance, these staples, no 505, which I need, I can’t purchase them anywhere except for Bunnings, and of course I refuse to go to Bunnings since they steal from me instore and at my home when I am instore, plus via courier driver (I tried to purchase online once to see if I could purchase that way without anyone stealing from me. But no). Total thieves. Bunnings Bimbos. {My x landlord, Cate Rogers, formerly known as Wainberg woman, has something to do with the thefts – STUPID WOMAN.} So I’ve had to buy them on eBay at triple the price. Like a forced manipulated point of sale? It may be just a conspiracy theory, but given the nature of people I wouldn’t be surprised if this is somewhat true. 26. Sarina Signs Dogs have been doing signs for years now. Years and years and years. Apparently, it’s been going on too, years and years and years, before I was even born. I mentioned it on my blog, especially whilst I lived in Melbourne; there seems to be people in Melbourne dedicated solely to doing signs full time. I’m not sure who pays them, but they put a lot of time, effort and car related “work”, into doing signs. Since I personally think people who do signs are cowards, I’m not really crash hot on ‘signs’, even if they are helpful sometimes. Since winging and moaning about it, it’s definitely ceased somewhat. Although I do feel, it’s possibly related to being young and good looking; you get the signs, so, normal average overweight people; not so much!! Anyway, they started doing signs a few months back again, and I have decided to write them down each time. Yesterday when I went into town, I had to get some perlite, and pick up some petunias from the hardware shop. They were doing signs; saying there was a whole lot of people making mistakes and then leaving, so they were saying MANY people were ‘hovering’ around me, making mistakes, and then leaving, as in, no longer ‘hovering’ around me. That’s what they were signing yesterday When I went to the farm shop to get the perlite, the girl charges me $68, when I know that perlite only cost $45. I asked at the time; are you sure that’s the correct amount, she said yes. Young girl. When I got home, I checked my receipts just in case I’d made a mistake, but no, $45. I phone the shop back, same girl was going on and on about price increases, and I told her that I could get perlite online considerably cheaper, so she should check for sure, with her supervisor (that is when I could get a word in edgewise), she got back to me and said she had made a mistake, she would refund the $20 back to my CC. So, because of the sign people, I know she didn’t make a “mistake” she tried to steal $20 from me in the hopes I would simply ‘let it go’. It was like a ‘deliberate mistake’. I mean, it’s not like it’s a coincidence that every shop I go to in town, the shop girl tries to steal from me (except the butcher!;butcher boys in there- that’s why, no thieving young girls.) Girls are a disgrace, and should be locked up, they are dumbo offensive and hopeless. 27. Non thinking Sarina Council killing Native Trees for no reason other than SPITE Sarina / Mackay Council poisoning beautiful native trees for SPITE; Melicope elleryana I have included an image of the area where the tree was, it was in an area that was never ‘touched’ by any gardeners or council, as it is a rainforest area. Yet, suddenly Sarina Council took it upon themselves to go out of there way and poison the tree, and the 1 grass plant that was growing next to it. Cunts. That tree was 4yrs old. More than 1 person involved in growing it from seed / seedling, until it reached an age where it could be planted out in a suitable area. And it happened to find the most perfect spot, it could not have been any more thus divined. It was thriving, and doing well on its own. Until some disrespectful looser from Sarina poisoned it. Which I know full well, was an act of spite towards me, the plantée. I did send an email to council complaining about them with some VERY sharp words – so far, I have not heard back from them. But I can see the council up here must be at least 50years behind the rest of the world – we do not simply “kill” trees anymore you backwards hicks. Pansies who don’t like pink. I hope the coward killer gets killed themselves. Also, a 3yr old mulberry tree I planted in the shrubland here, was poisoned as well by the gardener/landlord/raywhite/Molly Dunbavan/neighbour at 108/ pervert stalkers at Bungalow infront of 108 - fucking idiots (the pervert stalkers also watch me as I empty my compost - it’s like the realestate had arranged for them to drive over especially to watch me.) “WHERE WATCHING YOU” – perverts, fuck off. PERVERTS I had a little birdie tell me that they can see the big picture, and it was definitely the real estate who poisoned my trees - so could be true. There was another one too; there’s an area that is not ever mown, it’s near a steep creek underpass, and I planted a tree there, and so of course what does Council do 12 months later, they come along and mow that area with a special crane Lawnmower, to reach it. They would not of mown it if I didn’t plant a beautiful tree there. Destroy destroy destroy - no regard for the environment, and in fact Queensland wide, so far, I have noted these councils are completely backwards, compare to the rest of the nation when it comes to the environment, (2022). I want to mention, I moved up here from Gunnedah, briefly I lived in town there. I had a couple of incidences with Council little staff, that I've talked about on this blog, but when it comes to trees they are nowhere near as backwards as the silly twits up here, in fact I had planted quite a few shrubs outside Dads house on the verge gutter strip, I did not obtain permission; but they were not poisoned, mown over or destroyed by anyone, in fact, it is encouraged now by most councils, for people to put some nature in their environment, and “do” their verge strip. There is a push for nature and replanting and regreening up as much of our environment as possible - this is now considered important. There are studies showing “huge impacts”, indicating the more “green”, the more happy the atmosphere of not only the earth but of people. But it's like Queenslanders; you haven't caught the message yet have you? Hopeless backwards hics. Hurry up and evolve. And, just by the by, there is landcare nursery in Mackay, but only council are allowd to purchase from them, it is not open to the public!! Can you believe that - some major issues going on. 28. Dug up and stolen here on Range Rd Sarina, one 2yr old Frangipani ‘Starburst Red’ – Plumeria rubra This is an unusual bright deep pink colour, no one else up here will have it. So, in probably 3 yrs from now, 2026, if you see this frangipani growing around here, you can be sure that it is mine – so report them to the police. My money is on the blonde rental girl Molly; she wants to play Nazi with me “obey my authoritae” – young disrespectful idiot. But I had a local from gumtree contact me, when ever they do, they steal from me Buyer-rz3k40dzj8j64@users.gumtree.com.au Re: Shea woods replied to your ad Also, when I posted a photo of the flower colour, the mother dog next door at number 8 threw a rock – so she probably stole it – they are in cahoots with dog landlord network. Same as my other neighbour is. Oh, guess what – your $3.70 is not going to silence me. And also, since I looked at the 4 trees gone, in their spot, I could clearly see 2 of them had been mown, but the other 2, it looked like they had been dug up and stolen, then mown. So maybe some stupid bimbo stole those 2, then the old man from Sarina council tried to save the stupid bimbo by mowing them all; as council had previously been mowing AROUND them before, all year long, the trees were doing very well there (I won). So, the stupid bimbo must have “good boobs”; the motivating factor of getting old men to save them. It happens all the time, so many stupid bimbos. This is the main reason I have old men problems in my life, they hang around to save all the stupid bimbos who want to ‘steal too’. So also, the 5yr old stunning Lagunaria Patersonii - Norfolk Island Hibiscus was poisoned. The Melicope elleryana - Euodia Rainforest Tree was poisoned, the berry shrub I planted was stolen, as was an Acacia, Geranium, and the 5 native Hibiscus splendens were destroyed somehow (they might have died from natural causes?? But I don’t think so now, given this new evidence.) Also, a Louisiana Iris may have been stolen from the creek, it is gone, but I only have my instinct telling me it was stolen, by dog neighbour on Range rd somewhere, and no proof. Drones…. This is a direct plant attack by anti greenies. That reminds me, when I was living at Builyan, a 3yr orange tree that I planted was poisoned. Do I have old men who know how to use a sprayer, follow me around and kill all the trees I plant? Idiot DOGS. The whole neighbourhood loses. There’s that song again, it goes; ¶ fuck off fuck off ¶ fuck off and fuck off ¶. And, I mentioned QLD was 40yrs behind NSW, well, this applies to politics aswell, there seem to be still arsholes running things. Only an arshole would destroy those trees. Wakey wakey women. And I think I mentioned this before on my blog; in Australia, there seems to be a lot of friends, hiring friends, especially within councils and as a result, this is what you get you get; retard’s, being paid good money for basically being Boof Head arseholes. BTW, the real estate denied any knowledge – but they are known liars. I have not met a blonde who is not a liar. And I did see that blonde gardening girl with her sprayer go down to the area, where my hibiscus was, so the landlord or rental girl Molly, would be ordering the gardeners around. {stoopid gardeners; go jump in a lake “oh, ok”}. And I will include a photo of my direct neighbour Nev Inman who suddenly had “friends” turn up (he does not have any), but on the day he knew I would see the trees gone, suddenly he had multiple old men friends. So could be him, a few days later he vanished. (so good not have neighbours). Also my rubbish bin was ‘smashed’ around the same time as the tree theft, the bins line up just next to those trees. NOT A COINICIDENCE. Council replaced the bin free of charge. But nothing has changed this week, even though I reported the whole thing to police, so I suspect the bin will be smashed again by LOSER. You know police, just because there is not a physical black bruise, does not mean it was not a direct attack on me. It was. 2 9 . Pen Stolen After I Contacted Stationery Shop For Some More Good Ones Crap pen from the supermarket, brand-new, STOLEN over the weekend, from my desk, from a locked unit. Dammed if I know how they getting in. Last week I contacted a stationary shop, that I had previously purchased some ‘good’ pens from, asking them if they could get some more in - I did not hear back from them. So, it seems, instead, this pen was stolen. This is a continued pattern, but it’s usually after I purchase from such shop, which then similar items are stolen from my home. Not just merely making a shop inquiry. The weekend before that, or maybe two or three (?) some really crap reading glasses were stolen off my desk! I do keep my door locked all the time. I also had 3 yellow female endlers fish stolen out of my tank. I suspect the neighbours at number 108, as they’re always obsessed with me and whenever I go outside, they start talking and yelling. They are seriously stupid in the head neighbours. Dog neighbours. And the police cannot do anything about them because, they have no idea what I am talking about, and how the world works. They are completely stupid. It is not my fault you can hear me, it is your fault you stupid dogs, because you have no thoughts of your own, so you have to latch on to other people; fuck off and get your own life. 30. As like on the Rangari Stolen Items Page, I will do a Collage: As like on the Rangari Stolen Items Page, I will do a collage here too, of other items stolen from me at this Sarina Address. Items Stolen at Sarina - Page 1 NEXT 1(this) 2

Those women who used to run ‘girl guides’ in Tamworth, should be DESTROYED. There’s no question in my mind about it. Absolutely despicable memories of girl guides: with women encouraging and teaching little girls to gang up and bully other girls who aren’t like them and don’t fit to the social norms YOU DISGUST ME. DISGUSTING. And hay you stupid NEGS Staff dogs -you have no right to go through girls’ dormitories and their personal belongings, who the fuck do you think you are? I know there’s so Life Stories P22 - 1. Supermarkets Playing Class I noticed this happening at Bundaberg Coles, I don't think it happens at every Coles, as at that time, I think this whole scenario, I feel was influenced by one of my neighbours, who happen to be friends with my landlord, and who, after I had been living there for some time I realised that my landlord was actually a sister of a girl I went to school with she had changed her name, I had previously met her 30yrs prior, aswell her friend Winifried. I wrote about Winifried at the school library, he had some sort of issue feeling threatened by someone at a private school, although I suspect he did attend a private school. I don't know how this person is involved with Coles, but I know he is because of the Almond story and re delivery drivers literally stealing my food en route. {He would automatically go into the “thieving arsehole” category, and anyone influenced by him, such as the delivery drivers, and or packing girls, would automatically also fall into the “completely stupid” category. So back then (2021), after I wrote my story, which I can't even find, {probably stolen}, I made some comments about, if your child eats correctly, healthy and is given all the nutrition that they need; then if that someone was from a low income family, they can grow up to ‘play’ in the same arena as a high income person, and compete evenly, (and win) - that's how important food is. So, after I wrote it, I noticed Coles changed all of their highly nutritious foods to be way more expensive, and they put the prices down on ‘junk’ food - a clear thing I observed them do when I was shopping online from the comfort of my living room at that time. AND I was outraged by it - it is clear example of stupid little girls playing class. At one point I thought they were literally encouraging low-income people to buy bad quality foods to ensure that they CANNOT PLAY in the same arena as wealthy people – like they were so offended by my words: “AS IF a poor person would be able to compete with me!” it’s like arrogant greedy, social, climbing women who work at the supermarkets, were having so much fun at playing class, that the concept of treating everyone equally was just to absurd for them. So, they deliberatley try to inflict high fat/sugar/salt foods, (that ultimately will kill them) on ‘bargain hunters’. So this could be 100% online IT nerds, they have the arrogance to do that. But who knows ALL the guilty parties. Newsflash: you cannot sell rotten fruit at a discounted price. I mentioned in one of my stories, that I lived in a house that had a Walnut tree; I was able to taste fresh walnuts off the tree, and they were unbelievable, completely different from the walnuts that you purchased at the supermarket, so delicious - because basically I didn’t like walnuts before, but when I had one of these ones, it was really palatable and yummy. Unusual. So, if you’re a person with a backyard, then it is beyond your best wishes to fill it with edible fruit and nut trees, because the supermarkets are catering for the masses with failures left right and centre. If you are sick of hearing (passively aggressively) that only wealthy people should be able to eat good food, then plant fruit and nut trees, and grows vegetables (such a huge difference in flavour between freshly grown organic vegetables and the supermarket varieties, HUGE). You cannot rely on the supermarket to look after your child – you have to provide good food. I really find it odd how so many gardens and public spaces are devoid of fruit and nut trees; there ought to be so much fruit growing that people would want to give away and swap without any thought to expense or greed. The fact that this is not the case, I can only put it down to most Australians are still asleep at the wheel. Wakey Wakey Ozzy Oi Oi Oi! 2. 2025 Monthly Brilliance Award This is an award, that I give to people are just plain outstanding at making their bit of the world a better place - and ought to be recognised for it. No discrimination between the ‘alive now’, or the dead! And a (so far) ‘spiritually’ given award! I am trying to ‘will’ a lotto win to make it a $50 monthly award  December 2025 Beethoven for demanding extra keys with higher notes to be added to the piano November 2025 People improving construction; well done Lennartz of Germany for first producing carbide-tipped circular, cermet-carbide circular and saw blades. Then the thin-kerf, disposable cermet-tipped circular saws by the japaneses Kanefusa and Tenryu. Plus Horst Doepcke and Arno Willemeit for the "Braunschweig geometry" for carbide teeth. October 2025 John llham; genius small businessman from Melbourne; single-handedly came up with a better way than Telstra to make mobile phones available for everyone. Telstra are indebt to him. September 2025 John Dunsworth, dad of dare I say it, 10 kids, but then making sure he gave each of those 10 kids, a plot of land to build their home!! August 2025 George Cadbury not just for his chocolate, but for his ethics; he was a true hero. July 2025 Mary Anderson for inventing the windscreenwiper and not getting any credit for it June 2025 Ghostnet removers - retrieve the nets that disgusting, careless, non-thinking fisherman discard into the ocean which kills hundreds if not thousands of fish in a cruel manner. May 2025 All the numerous coconut waste utilizers; so many ways to reuse the waste fibre. April 2025 Geraldine Anderson or is it Jerry Jensen - there seems to be some misinformation out there, but I am referring to the woman who brought about ‘court enforcement’ for child support after a divorce. March 2025 Phil McCrory for observing hair/fur absorbs oil in water, better than anything, and went into partner with Lisa Gautier to create mats to soak up hopeless BP tanker oil spills. February 2025 Woollies del driver couldn't get truck up drive in the rain, instead of calling me, this guy unpacked my groceries and carried them up the 600m hill driveway for me. January 2025 Brian Hart (Bike Index), recovered $30 million worth of stolen 3. Proof for Some Reason, Intojobs car Harassing me Sunday afternoon during Cyclone, plus 3 other cars Complaints being ignored, so Social Media post on FB re Workforce Australia Ok, this car was following me and harassing me a couple of weeks ago at Woollies on Sunday afternoon in the middle of the cyclone - harassing me in the form of beeping. So, they were not parked there, they had just pulled in after me, started beeping madly at me, then took off. I have seen that car 15 times over the last 2yrs every time I leave the house (I don't get out much). It is them who is stalking me and stealing from me?? I have complained numerous times on this blog about the fact that I am being followed and harassed wherever I go by dogs. Infact I will include a little story to show by example how the dogs affect my life: I hired a little boat with driver, so I could try and do a cold-water treatment out in the ocean. I was out there for 3hrs but it didn't work, the water wasn't cold enough, I wasn't relaxed enough, and didn't have proper flotation device. Anyway, there was a couple that took me out there, their boat hire company from Facebook. So, I was talking to them for quite some time out there too, and I was expressing some interest in taking a diving course because it involves being in deep water for a long time: thought it might be good for my foot!! So, the guy, he was really enthusiastic about this, and he wanted to do the diving course with me up at Airlie Beach!! I thought at the time it was very nice of him to say, but I could not even fathom the concept of actually doing this, as aside from money related problems, I mean, what am I meant to say to him: “well I might appear like a normal person but really I'm not because I have these stupid dogs that follow me around everywhere I go, and they like to playsides, by that I mean: if you're friends with me they'll start attacking you, until you are no longer friends and are infact an arshole – you will not be able to help yourself, as they are so manipulative and most people are really naive – so its best I do not harbor any friends.” !! Would he be offended at such reality? Would he believe it?? Probably not, people do not like the ugly truth in my experience. I could give more examples, like friends on Facebook, and girls at Tafe, but I can’t be bothered. And {Good luck getting a job in Australia if you don’t have any friends}. So back to that Sunday afternoon when I went to do a grocery pick up at Sarina Woollies, it happened to be in the middle of a cyclone so there was nobody out and about. It was only lucky that I could get in as the water was right up at the Sarina Bridge, but as there was no one else about, the dogs were really obvious: I could see them plain as day. Aside from that blue IntoJobs car, there were 2 Toyota Hilux’s and a white SUV, all driving around me. One of them squirted water on me in a puddle; they couldn’t resist, because they are stupid. And I think they may have stolen $15 from me, but I am not sure as I was distracted – in my extensive experience, that’s why they need 4 cars. It is odd that they used a car with the logo on it “IntoJobs” – these people do not want to be caught and sued, usually maybe this time they want to be caught?? Like it’s a thing that they don’t be caught, so they can accuse me of being crazy “what, no one is following you – you are paranoid”. IT’S A BIG THING FOR WOMEN – this accusation. But this beeping is a typical example of how they harass me: they drive up to me beep and then drive off, it happens all the time, started happening frequently at Gin Gin in 2020. {Usually, its women who do it – most people think men are the real arsholes and predators in life, but I can assure, women are way worse, especially when it comes to stalking}. It's incredibly annoying, a total nuisance, and at this point, after years, it's total torment. Psychological torment. I don't feel safe after that incident a couple of weeks ago to drive back into Sarina. As they are also somehow doing damage to my car: Car people are involved with the IntoJobs people. I did report them to police. It’s like they're all friends and they have decided that I am the common enemy - because they are stupid - they're stupid people. I am sick of seeing people’s weakness. I also sent this photograph to IntoJobs, I have their email because there was an incident when Centrelink said that I have to go and speak to someone at IntoJobs (the tyrannical bitch said this - of course I did not really have to, because I have a medical certificate) - eventually I got onto a “proper person” who said “oh yes, no you don't have to go see them”, after I already gone and saw them, as they stopped my payments – see what they do. Really think about that. So, I've had nothing to do with this company since that mess up. As far as I'm concerned they're just some sicko creeps who is stalking me. After I put in my complaint in with IntoJobs, I didn't hear back from them of course, so I complained again, (I just sent them the same email, but this time told them not to be such fucking cowards). I still haven't heard back from them. Should I start harassing them in turn?? Call them up every day, yell at them, verbally harass them, go into their office and take things?? Accuse them of being crazy, ‘what I’m not harassing you, I’m not really even here’?? See how they like it? Fucking idiots. I know in the past if you complain to Centrelink about jobs providers they don't do anything, plus if you persist with a complaint (as some of them are truly evil, and do worse than mere stalking and verbal harassment), they'll say “they (as in Centrelink) don't have anything to do with the jobs providers, and that the Department of Education is the person who is in charge of jobs providers.” This is what they've told me, word for word: I'm not sure if it's true, but if you complain to the Department of Education, still nothing happens. Someone told me it's workforce Australia who are harassing me, they are using unemployed people to do it, to drive their cars and harass me - like for a fun activity, as that the jobs providers wants to be really cool and “in” with unemployed people, so they're getting them to drive cars.....I don't know if that's true, actually it sounds exactly like what people would do with their friends - I know that's what they do in the entertainment industry; they get unemployed actors to do all of this fake news stuff, like in the hundreds, they get hundreds of thousands of unemployed people, to act out scenarios for the news networks. They pay them - it's such a waste of money, it's unbelievable. Not to mention a total lie, and deception for society with fake news. Bit of jobs provider copycat going on? So, I'm writing this on my blog, plus I've also sent this to the Morning Bulletin, I believe they can do something about it, but there's dogs on Facebook, and they have deleted, or I think they banned me from Morning Bulletin page, I'm not entirely sure, but I'm unable to comment on their page anymore, so I just sent them an email directly. You know for a government department to stalk and harass and torture someone over a period of years: this is grounds for Sueing, and up for thousands: who do you think you are? I have since also received 2 speeding tickets in 6mnths from the police (one NOT speeding), and am being stalked by them, and my plants and seeds that I sell (I have a business, Farm Plants and Seeds, arranged by 2 jobs providers in Gunnedah, I suspect they are stealing any money I make from the people who buy my plants - like they are picking on my customers through me and in the process leaving me in the red, whilst telling people I am rich. They are totally antagonistic; FUCK OFF YOU LUNATICS WHO JUST WANT TO ANTAGONIZE ME. FUCK OFF I did a 2nd one to this story: Complaints being ignored, so Social Media post on FB re WorkForce Australia Someone was showing me this beautiful spot in Switzerland, it was so scenic, giant green mountains and gorgeous waterfalls, a quaint village. In the middle of the landscape, we the viewer, saw a train go through, just gently, quietly gliding by. - There were no idiots in cars, tooting and beeping, like there are in Australia. Compared to the Swiss, Australians are just completely mentally retarded bogan car rev heads (who drive within the speed limit). {stupid police} I think Intojobs and Aimbig are having some sort of competition, and the loser gets beeped at by the other, as in 'ha ha beep beep you lose toot toot'. And in the process, they somehow seem to be using me; pervs, and stalking me. It is purely about money. I have naught to do with either of them, I only see their cars following me, and hear their CONSTANT tooting. I put in a complaint of harassment - did not hear back from them or Workforce Australia. 3mths later, I get a response from Department of Employment and Workplace Relations “they are going to do an investigation” Mmm,we’ll see! 1 mnth later another email “we are still continuing our investigation and are waiting response from intojobs”. So the following week; a car just driving back-and-forth outside my house (wasting petrol, polluting the environment, and being a sound nuisance over a few days, night and day). Then couple of days later I go around to collect some seed from some person's house on SB road, as I was talking to the owner outside in their front yard, I can hear the same car that go back-and-forth; one of them was a Ute, single cab, flat tray, it's different from the one I've named/shown before. I had been recording but suddenly just before, I turned the camera off to take a photo. Then another car banged as I left. So still, same people from cyclone day, are harassing me - this time no sign on car “intojobs”. I couldn't see who was driving. The only thing I really know for sure about these people, is that they are a total perverts. (And or, they possibly think I am “Godiva” lol !!!) So I then replied to the second email, and told “Laura”; ‘that they were failing in their investigation, as those same people are still harassing me (Sunday afternoon again). I'm pretty sure they are trying to psychologically make me feel like a loser with their beeping and banging as in "you lost that situation, you lose, you're a loser". And so if I enter the same situation again in the future, I will remember that humiliation, and not to be so confident. Terrorising a lady like this; you're disgusting and your the real looser. You belong in jail. God sees everything.’ 4. More QLD skills and less QLD alcos, plus “Swapping” Thievery This story was stolen, so I’m going to rewrite it. I’ve noticed a distinct lack of skills in Queensland. Maybe about 20 years ago in NSW, politicians came up with a plan to increase skills in NSW (I personally believe this was motivated due to all the dogs that follow me around - they were so obvious, that it was hard not to notice). So, their plan was to send a lot of people off to uni or Tafe to learn a skill, there was incentives implemented to do so. They termed it “education nation”. I feel after living in NSW, and now compared to living in Qld, it worked, and the same mission needs to be applied to Queenslanders, so, if I have a small appliance that needs to be repaired or a small engine, like my sewing machine, or generator, it can be fixed. And if I need advice on an electrical inverter, I can receive it – you cannot do this as things are in 2025. No electricians, no repairers, no savviness. There are other areas I can see where there’s a lacking, like, food preparation; bakeries (croissant‘s), and the whole massage industry; with different techniques of massage. {oooh is that why that shiatsu guy and his wife were in Mackay?.....since I did not go there, he accused me of stealing – what an arshole.} Anyway, and of course the pride factor in the attitude towards doing a good job, this is an area that well needs to be improved. Don’t be afraid to be a tall poppy. It just so happens that I’ve had some major back problems over the last three weeks (2021). I went to the Chyro, but I don’t think it’s a problem he can fix, I think it’s just a kind of a muscle problem, maybe a strain, and I need a good masseur, I thought I’ll have a little look online, I mean occasionally I look for masseur, but I can never afford them, and I really am not prepared to spend a lot of money on someone who doesn’t come recommended. I know there would be quite a few in Bundaberg who would not have the qualifications or the intuition to be good. {in 2025 the Dr said my back pain was from my Scoliosis – well good to know. BUT JUST EXACTLY WHY DID THE DR I SAW IN GIN GIN NOT TELL ME THIS?????? – see case in point skills shortage. Swapping Thievery - items ‘swapped’ over for poorer quality or broken items. “Break and enter” • Quality dark cocoa from America swapped for pale cocoa. • Premium petrol for the mower swapped for regular. • My good fabric scissors swapped for same brand blunt and damaged ones. • Sharp machine needles swapped for blunts. • Black lycra swapped for navy lycra. • 2” rural ag pipe swapped for a 6m length that was folded in half. • I know there would be heaps more that I am not fully aware of and or did not keep track of over the years. Heaps of Kmart items swapped over – retailers / shoppers are doing it. Little girls are doing it. All would have been done by WOMEN – your thievery nature disgusts me. I will put in a separate story about the scissors, I thought I had written about it, but appears to be missing. It was my story about when I was 18 and my mum took me to Greenfields to purchase materials on my Tafe supply list that they gave me before term started. The sales girls gave me this ginormous pair of fabric scissors’ I mean they were huge! The biggest scissors you have ever seen. Big black handle and big thick metal blades. And, well, my hands are like the erst of my body, petite! I'm not sure what that sales girl was thinking, perhaps not thinking at all or perhaps she just wanted to get rid of items that were not selling? More likely. I think maybe these scissors were man's tailors, like an Italian tailors scissors – and male tailors are a rare and dying breed. Anyway, so over the years in the “rag trade” every so often all the girls would get together and get their scissors sharpened, and for some reason they could never do mine, they could do everybody else's, but not mine. I don't know whether the scissor sharpening guy was just being discriminative or if there's something genuinely wrong with my big scissors – you would think being big, they would be extra easy. Who knows. But after my mum died I inherited her red fabric scissors, she actually had 3 pairs for some reason, all identical red ones. So, my blunt black pair was relegated to the tool room for cutting irrigation pipe – did a pretty good job actually. Then also over the years that I have had the 3 red ones, I'm fairly certain they've been stolen and swapped for really blunt ones. Plus, I still have had problems getting them sharpened, only seemed to get “half sharpened”, again, don’t know if the scissor guy is just completely unskilled, or discriminative? But I know those red ones can be sharpened. And I'm not sure why that scissor story would have been stolen. I wrote that when I was at Gin Gin, 2020/2021. I noticed there's heaps of stories I wrote at Gin Gin have been stolen. What the. 5. Fear Mongering me Personally I am finally writing about this today in more detail I have mentioned it a few times, a lot of people fear monger, but it's usually not really a personal thing to me. Some people just do it in general. If you go on Facebook you can see it occasionally. But yesterday when I was on Facebook they were fear mongering badly, and it was definitely a targeted thing, like they know now when I'm online, and they track me, they do all sorts of stupid things, atm, for maybe a year or so now, they are trying to make me afraid of blondes. This may have something to do with the fact that I have a stupid short blonde girl who stalks and steals from me, and I frequently write about it….. so, they're doing this in a very weird and passive aggressive manners by inserting blondes in pertinent moments, and telling them what to do and say to me (further confirming my suspicions). Same with the cars driving past my driveway, turning around driving back, constantly – using motorbikers and big black American boofhead cars - THIS is fear mongering. They are really trying hard – without seemingly so. (Afraid to get into to trouble for it – such irony!) You would think after constantly following me around all these years, they would have an inkling about my nature, my personality – but no – they stoopid. I had mentioned before; some thieves, if they can't steal from you when you're awake during the day, because you pay attention, then they'll steal from you at night when you're literally asleep; they have a skill set which can just further keep you “comfortable and relaxed” so that you don't wake up in alarm if you hear a noise. It's kind of like the opposite of fear mongering for them. So some of the fearmonger have also worked out, that they too can do it when I'm asleep. I remember the first time it happened, I woke up and I'm like, what the hell's going on! because I was just not familiar with the feelings of fear - it took me awhile to grasp ‘oh that's fear’. So you can deal with it quite easily once you know what's going on and are awake, but when you're asleep you don't have all those brain connections working. They can really cause some damage from stress at night. Those people will be going to hell. This all started back around 2016 or so, there was some girl, some stupid jealous dog, it could've been Katie Carter (?) or someone from tv industry (?) she asked the question (not sure who to) “why isn't she afraid” – she was referring to me. I have mentioned on my blog, that I'm not a fearful person. I mean, I have a normal fear response to bad situations, but the reason why I'm not a fearful person is because of my father. He was not a fear monger. He just wasn't. He wasn't a big ogre, like some parents are. {lol, weird how so many of those bloody dogs get major things wrong – stoopid dogs. I guess it’s a thing “if she’s single, it must be because of her father”. WRONG. LOL! Again – time out, while I hold my belly. (They are so arrogant, and think they are so superior - yet they got this wrong!!!! LOL!!. – I spelt it out on my blog already, I am not going to repeat it here. Anyway, so because this girl asked that question. I've had people trying to inflict fear on me, like a challenge. So, they want to see fear. They are nuts, and had a father who fear mongered (or mother I guess). Sickos. It seems to be women doing it too. And they are far and widespread, a cult of sickoes. They're the same people who try to make me angry. Like that story on my “The Looking Game, The Sign Game, The Winning Losing Game, and The AM & PM Game” - if I go to Kmart, problems are ’arranged’ specifically for me, with the sole point of trying to make me feel uncomfortable, they send in ‘dogs’. I asked once ‘who arranges the dogs Kmart’, and I was told “the staff, management, the manager, hands out $25 vouchers to people in the mall, outside, as I arrive in the car park, so there's a big influx of people instore just before I walk in”, which in turn means that I have to wait for extended periods for my click and collect, which is meant to be ready when I arrive. (30 minutes it took them once). So, to the cult of “how can we piss off Emily Bieman” and “make her afraid”: it is not my fault you had a cunt mother or arshole father….. I mean, I am doing my best to try to raise the standard of parenting in Australia – as it is a huge widespread problem, affecting many kids who turn into adults and carry these dysfunctions. Mothers generally are the root cause of all problems. So, since I am trying my best to help “your kind” - stop taking your personal frustrations out on me. Go see a shrink. 6. Security Cameras I need to talk about security cameras; back in 2015, after I realised I was being targeted as a victim to steal from, by petty thievers/stupid people, I purchased a CCTV camera system for the house. It had 8 cameras and a big 2TB storage unit. It was kind of expensive, $1000 thereabouts. And cost $20 a month to run. (Well, that’s how much the bill changed if I had it switched on/or off). Ultimately did it deter the thieves: NO, it did not. Because, being dogs, they knew I had a cctv system, and they would just switch my power off, which means that there was no cameras recording while they broke, entered and stole - they switched my power off dozens, if not hundreds of times, like every time I went out, the cameras would be switched off, I'd come home and discover the power had been switched off; all my clocks were flashing, I had to reset everything. At one point this happened every single time I left the house and went into town. I would say from 2016 onwards. So, then I really tried to limit the amount of times I went in to town -like once every 3 mnths. I got a second big freezer. I tried pad locking the gate. I tried getting the police to get of their lazy car arses and do something about it – but nothing deterred the thieves. So, for the organised dogs who are stealing from me, there is no point having cameras. I should not have wasted my money – but, there are 2 different types of thieves, aside from the main ones who steal from me, the organised dog network, there are just opportunists who see me, then follow me, in hopes to steal from me. So, cameras deter those kinds of people, they're not organised, or from a network of criminals who watch every move I make to see how they can steal. Although some will stalk me and hang out at the neighbours place watching what I do all week, until they think they have me figured out, and make their move. They did that at Gin Gin and they do it here. The neighbours encourage them. Some neighbours are fucked people. So back in 2015 or so, there were no iPads or camera phone, I had an iPod, but that didn't have camera recording on it like our phones do now. So since then, over the year I have added my devices as security, as they do not require power. Now initially these worked well against the organized female dog network who steal from me. When I first got them they lasted eight hours recording! (they definitely don't last that long anymore). But then of course the thieves have come up with ways to hack devices and switch them off, and or steal whole recordings or photos, which they do I see them hacking my devices all the time – I even got the Ip address of 2 of them, but no one knows what to do with such info, the QLD police instead of doing anything about it, fined me $1000 in fake car tickets. Thieves can also hack the security software that I have installed: I purchased (instead of a CCTV camera at my new address), I have Tapo security cameras that don't need cables - so I just have to hook the camera up and they work by Wi-Fi. So, if it's Wi-Fi then it can be hacked easily, like it seems to me that even the high school boys next door can do it, the perverts can do it in the hopes that I've got a camera set up in a private area, which of course I do not. I really only purchased them to deter the bush turkeys from digging up my garden – it has a loud speaker alarm on motion detect, which is a great deterrent, although as far as deterrents go, I found my motion detection lights are the best are deterring bandicoots from digging up my garden at night, the ones I got are brilliant, $10 each, portable solar ones, except they are not water proof, so putting them in the sun, and not rain, is a little challenging - but doable! (from Temu!) I have 4 around the house. So, for instance, if I set up the iPad camera, press record, come back two minutes later and see that it is recording still, a few times, I saw that NOT still recording, like after 1 minute it just switched off, so no reason, it just did. But, I have discovered if I disconnect Wi-Fi, Bluetooth and mobile Internet, then it doesn't do that, I mean it didn't do it for a couple of years, but then only last month it did do it again, and there was no Internet connection - so I don't know how the dog managed to do that? I did see them experimenting, in cars, whilst driving: when I was driving down to the letter box, I was recording my speedometer {because I'm having problems with the Sarina and Mackay police, QLD Police, giving me fake speeding tickets (3), when I was not speeding (at least for 1 of them for sure), so I have a camera on my speedometer now, and I saw them switch it off in the middle of recording, I wasn't speeding - I think they were just trying it, like testing their equipment; I had recently mentioned on Facebook, that I have a camera on my speedometer now. So, they're trying to set up a way that they can win in court - BY CHEATING - the police do this. So not only the computer nerd high school boy next door - but the police. So, this behaviour confirms my recent theory that it is the police stealing from me in petty crime manner. They are the female dog network?? So, if you read this, you might feel there's no point in having security cameras at all, but I do believe they have saved me on other occasions, like I know if I wear my body camera out - which I do all the time, the harassment I'm used to getting has mostly been eradicated. When I first started doing it I caught dogs red-handed on camera stealing from me at the checkout, harassing me, but after I put that online, it has not happened again. EXTREMEMLY EFFECTIVE. Very beneficial having a camera record everything I do, when I go out into public. AND, not only to prevent people from behaving badly, and be awake, (yeah, great job parents of Australia – why don’t you keep your bimbo daughters asleep and in zomby mode???), but it's a really good record of events, particularly if I go to the doctor; sometimes, you just don't really realise that that you miss things that they're talking about – like a doctor would have a lot of good information when they speak, so it's good to be able to go back and check the conversation, when they were explaining some medical thing to you. A couple of times when I checked the convo, I saw/heard I had missed something; and I'm a pretty good listener compared to most people that I encounter, so, I encourage everybody to actually record their doctors sessions, at least. Quick mention re carcam – brilliant, so good, that the criminal dog network who follow me, (everywhere I go), literally break my camera so I can’t use it, I have purchased 3 so far, and it cost $400 for the wiring, they just break it, easy as pie. So it needs to be built in by the manufacturer at the least. My camera also records inside the car after I have switched engine off for 1/2hr or so, which is SUPER BRILLIANT, as thugs (organized by the female dogs), break into my car, in the carpark, and take things out of the car, whatever is in there, they take, they don’t seem to care what it is. Glasses was there no 1 item in Gunnedah – dozens of them have been stolen from me. 7. Complaints being ignored, so Social Media post on FB re WorkForce Australia Someone was showing me this beautiful spot in Switzerland, it was so scenic, giant green mountains and gorgeous waterfalls, a quaint village. In the middle of the landscape, we the viewer, saw a train go through, just gently, quietly gliding by. - There were no idiots in cars, tooting and beeping, like there are in Australia. Compared to the Swiss, Australians are just completely mentally retarded bogan car rev heads (who drive within the speed limit). {stupid police} I think Intojobs and Aimbig are having some sort of competition, and the loser gets beeped at by the other, as in 'ha ha beep beep you lose toot toot'. And in the process, they somehow seem to be using me; pervs, and stalking me. It is purely about money. I have naught to do with either of them, I only see their cars following me, and hear their CONSTANT tooting. I put in a complaint of harassment - did not hear back from them or Workforce Australia. I did a 2nd one to this story: and I may if it elsewhere on here, but very relevant to my whole life, as to who else is guilty. Proof for Some Reason, IntoJobs car Harassing me on Sunday afternoon during Cyclone, plus 3 other cars Ok, this car was following me and harassing me a couple of weeks ago at Woollies on Sunday afternoon in the middle of the cyclone - harassing me in the form of beeping. So, they were not parked there, they had just pulled in after me, started beeping madly at me, then took off. I have seen that car 15 times over the last 2yrs every time I leave the house (I don't get out much). It is them who is stalking me and stealing from me?? I have complained numerous times on this blog about the fact that I am being followed and harassed wherever I go by dogs. Infact I will include a little story to show by example how the dogs affect my life: I hired a little boat with driver, so I could try and do a cold-water treatment out in the ocean. I was out there for 3hrs but it didn't work, the water wasn't cold enough, I wasn't relaxed enough, and didn't have proper flotation device. Anyway, there was a couple that took me out there, their boat hire company from Facebook. So, I was talking to them for quite some time out there too, and I was expressing some interest in taking a diving course because it involves being in deep water for a long time: thought it might be good for my foot!! So, the guy, he was really enthusiastic about this, and he wanted to do the diving course with me up at Airlie Beach!! I thought at the time it was very nice of him to say, but I could not even fathom the concept of actually doing this, as aside from money related problems, I mean, what am I meant to say to him: “well I might appear like a normal person but really I'm not because I have these stupid dogs that follow me around everywhere I go, and they like to playsides, by that I mean: if you're friends with me they'll start attacking you, until you are no longer friends and are infact an arshole – you will not be able to help yourself, as they are so manipulative and most people are really naive – so its best I do not harbor any friends.” !! Would he be offended at such reality? Would he believe it?? Probably not, people do not like the ugly truth in my experience. I could give more examples, like friends on Facebook, and girls at Tafe, but I can’t be bothered. And {Good luck getting a job in Australia if you don’t have any friends}. So back to that Sunday afternoon when I went to do a grocery pick up at Sarina Woollies, it happened to be in the middle of a cyclone so there was nobody out and about. It was only lucky that I could get in as the water was right up at the Sarina Bridge, but as there was no one else about, the dogs were really obvious: I could see them plain as day. Aside from that blue IntoJobs car, there were 2 Toyota Hilux’s and a white SUV, all driving around me. One of them squirted water on me in a puddle; they couldn’t resist, because they are stupid. And I think they may have stolen $15 from me, but I am not sure as I was distracted – in my extensive experience, that’s why they need 4 cars. It is odd that they used a car with the logo on it “IntoJobs” – these people do not want to be caught and sued, usually maybe this time they want to be caught?? Like it’s a thing that they don’t be caught, so they can accuse me of being crazy “what, no one is following you – you are paranoid”. IT’S A BIG THING FOR WOMEN – this accusation. But this beeping is a typical example of how they harass me: they drive up to me beep and then drive off, it happens all the time, started happening frequently at Gin Gin in 2020. {Usually, its women who do it – most people think men are the real arsholes and predators in life, but I can assure, women are way worse, especially when it comes to stalking}. It's incredibly annoying, a total nuisance, and at this point, after years, it's total torment. Psychological torment. I don't feel safe after that incident a couple of weeks ago to drive back into Sarina. As they are also somehow doing damage to my car: Car people are involved with the IntoJobs people. I did report them to police. It’s like they're all friends and they have decided that I am the common enemy - because they are stupid - they're stupid people. I am sick of seeing people’s weakness. I also sent this photograph to IntoJobs, I have their email because there was an incident when Centrelink said that I have to go and speak to someone at IntoJobs (the tyrannical bitch said this - of course I did not really have to, because I have a medical certificate) - eventually I got onto a “proper person” who said “oh yes, no you don't have to go see them”, after I already gone and saw them, as they stopped my payments – see what they do. Really think about that. So, I've had nothing to do with this company since that mess up. As far as I'm concerned they're just some sicko creeps who is stalking me. After I put in my complaint in with IntoJobs, I didn't hear back from them of course, so I complained again, (I just sent them the same email, but this time told them not to be such fucking cowards). I still haven't heard back from them. Should I start harassing them in turn?? Call them up every day, yell at them, verbally harass them, go into their office and take things?? Accuse them of being crazy, ‘what I’m not harassing you, I’m not really even here’?? See how they like it? Fucking idiots. I know in the past if you complain to Centrelink about jobs providers they don't do anything, plus if you persist with a complaint (as some of them are truly evil, and do worse than mere stalking and verbal harassment), they'll say “they (as in Centrelink) don't have anything to do with the jobs providers, and that the Department of Education is the person who is in charge of jobs providers.” This is what they've told me, word for word: I'm not sure if it's true, but if you complain to the Department of Education, still nothing happens. So, I'm writing this on my blog, plus I've also sent this to the Morning Bulletin, I believe they can do something about it, but there's dogs on Facebook, and they have deleted, or I think they banned me from Morning Bulletin page, I'm not entirely sure, but I'm unable to comment on their page anymore, so I just sent them an email directly. You know for a government department to stalk and harass and torture someone over a period of years: this is grounds for Sueing, and up for thousands: who do you think you are? 8. Bad Neighbours: Top 10 Nuisance Behaviors 1. Spray poison on my side of the fence killing all trees and plants there. 2. Get manipulated by blonde members of the community and “play sides” against me for no reason. 3. Stare into my garden, watch me in my garden, commentate my gardening, and later steal gardening work. 4. Sneak in to house when they saw door left open when I’m hanging washing. 5. Play loud music. And at inappropriate times. 6. Bang and tap, plus rev cars – for point of doing stupid “plan” signs. Verbally harass with nonsensical yelling. Then get members of the community to do exactly the same thing. 7. Use their child as a pervforming puppet. 8. Tries to justify theft: steals my potting mix, using the excuse to herself: because their wood chips they laid down last year, washed down onto my driveway, and as I clear the driveway, then accusing me of stealing wood chips - lunatic drunk dog. 9. Are home on the weekends and cannot amuse themselves, (due to stupidity), so stare at my house and devise plans to steal. 10. Play with cars, use them to do signs and rev to wake up in middle of night. 9. Comedy of Errors - 7 Dishwashers So Far, over 10 years It's about time I wrote about this. I've just kind of briefly hovered around the subject. I state I have dogs follow me wherever I go, but one of the main things they do is organise scenarios and situations; so, they'll place people in the places that I'm going, it is like they want to control the whole situation of what I'm doing during the day. Sometimes it works to my benefit, sometimes NOT. You can be sure if you have someone trying to control you in the first place – they are going to have extreme mental health problems – including not knowing what is appropriate and what is not. So, they're so cocky and arrogant now after all these years, that they literally throw tantrums if I deviate from “their” intended plan (which obviously I know nothing about). I can really see their evil nature. I can see fucked cunts; you can be sure it is female doing it; trying to impress men and each other. I can see stupid. Another way I can see their evilness is the ‘comedy of errors’ situation, they think it will be funny and amusing to create “muck up situations” - along the lines of Shakespeare's Comedy of Errors play. If you have seen such a play, one that is done cleverly, it is really funny. Certain situations where nothing's turning out, so much so, that it becomes comical. So, these cunts are doing this exact same thing they're trying to amuse themselves by mucking up all my situations - just because they can see, and don’t give a dam. Might be amusing for those bitches, but it sure as hell isn't amusing for me. A perfect example is taking my induction into the repair shop in Mackay, and they refused to fix it, sighting: “it was too dirty to fix”. AS IF, too dirty! Honestly, clean as, I had only just that morning had it sitting on my bed. {And that’s the whole point of Induction cook top – it’s a breeze to clean aside from the electricity saving feature and ease of use! – I miss using it badly}. So, as a result of those stupid women, (there was about 5 of them in the reception- all dogs). I don't have my good induction, and I can't take any other appliance there, like my leaking Fisher and Paykel, all because of those stupid cunts discriminate in order to aid the other stupid cunts to ‘control the situation’, and muck it up. So those cunts doing that back then, it was in 2024, were the same stupid women who stole my spare good tyre, mucked up my tooth at the Mackay hospital, stole another $500 in police entrapment speeding ticket, missed the butcher because of it, stole a furniture screw from the car, and most likely arranged all the dog followers who follow me around in cars - there was a lot of people (not just stupid cunt women) involved in mucking up my day as much as they could. Oh, they also did something to my car and made it make a loud noise. Anyway, I made a YouTube video about the dishwashers, so I won't repeat, but I have literally spent thousands of dollars on simply trying to own a benchtop dishwasher as a renter – all you need is a dishwasher, life is significantly improved, honestly it makes all the difference; I used to spend a solid 2hrs every day doing the dishes NOT ANY MORE!! (renting is the root cause of this issue, others have a problem with it, and female cunt jealousy – Fisher and Paykel is highly desirable, WAS). Note, there is nothing actually funny about this story. I do believe those cunts who mucked up my day, along with the rest of Australia, are being punished for their bully antics on that particular day in Mackay, (petrol) but as far as I'm concerned it won't be enough. Not be confused with the whole Venezuela tyrannical PM situation -that’s not the reason, this is the reason, be nice to the girl or bad things will happen!! Ha ha! [The only way those cunts will be stopped is, if they’re sued. (And not for a little bit, for millions). Since this country is fucked, and that’s not going to happen, the only other alternative is to constantly write about what these dogs are doing, and just reflect their actions back to them. I found this to be most effective way, although it sometimes takes years and years and years - because most people that do this, are really stupid. And, I have recently just learnt that Centrelink has a subdivision called “compensation from Centrelink” !! lol. There is a whole list of subjects listed where you can sue Centrelink, and ask them for compensation, you don't need a lawyer, there's a department within themselves who will say ‘oh yeah that wasn't very good or fair’, we will pay you!! I can't really imagine this would actually work since they're asking themselves to sue themselves, but hey, maybe it’s a start; acknowledgement of mucking up people’s lives severely. Someone told me that people writing, “organizing” my comedy of errors, are not writers from the ABC, they are workers of workforce Australia; Department of employment and education - that's the people who you need to sue. Now, they do not have a subdivision called “compensation”! I've constantly said on my blog that I don't know who's harassing me specifically, or stealing, but as far as I can see, it's not one person or one business, it is many, many, people, thousands of stupid Australians by now, all from different sectors of life, from the tyre shop, that I've just talked about in this story, to Centrelink cunts, to female Doctors. 11. Bruised Salmon from Woolworths and prob Coles Purina While this did happen in 2016, I don't feel it's too late to put attention on it now, because of the underlying reason why this was happening, that part still happens. I get supermarket online deliveries due to “follower” problems instore, and after watching Master Chef, I thought I would try some Salmon. {I had previously tried some at a fancy hotel in Port Douglas ,when I was a nanny, but it wasn't cooked, it was raw salmon - and I did not like it at all, so I'm thinking maybe if it was cooked, I might like it?}. So, I ordered, I tried, and OMG bloody delicious! So, every time I did a shop (every 2 or 2 months back then), I ordered a piece of Salmon. But after a while, the salmon {fresh from the deli}, starting arriving with this kind of rotten back bruise on top of the salmon, it was really awful, it looked awful, and I cooked it and tasted it, and it was awful - there was something clearly wrong with it. I'm not sure what it was, could be all of the pesticides that were using? Could even be related to the salmon protests: activists were trying to get a river un-damned or something, to free the salmon, who knows, but possibly using me to protest their “salmon agenda”. Stop using me in this manner you little greedy uncaring selfish thieves. For about six months, all the salmon that I ordered, was part rotten. I complained to Woollies, but the following shop would get another piece of rotten salmon! Am I talking to a brick wall? So eventually I just stopped ordering salmon altogether. I also noted my cats started getting sick after eating the Purina brand salmon biscuits – so, it would be the same bruised salmon going into pet food industry. Those girls have no morals. In 2023, 7 years later, I ordered another piece of salmon thinking maybe up here in QLD, the salmon may be better? It was, even though salmon is a cold-water fish. I guess at some point within 7years, they fixed the rotten salmon situation - or the protesters got their way, or lost, one way or the other. I have since seen YouTube videos about salmon farming, and, DISGUSTING, you definitely will be doing more harm than good if you eat salmon from a salmon farm, they have no morals at all, they're just making lots of money and not giving a tisk if they poison you with toxic fungicides. So once again I'm pretty much back to not eating salmon, although this time more due to GOOD salmon shortages/ expensive proper salmon. Stop over-breeding Australian mothers: “Chooks are smarter than mothers; Less of you more for me.” 12. Observation of the reason for the bane of my life: In my 47 years of experience, I’ve come to the opinion that a lot of parents cannot discipline their kids at all, they’re clueless about how to raise a child, most of them would like to be ‘friends’ with their kids instead of reprimanding them when they misbehave, so those kids grow up to be adults who continue to be misbehave and think it’s really cute and funny still, just because they never learnt as a child what’s wrong / right / acceptable / not acceptable. And there is an element of mothers out there who encourage this naughty behaviour especially in their sons, because they are subconsciously attracted to the ‘bad boy’ type - it’s actually really sick. And don’t get me started on the problems of single mothers. Then there’s the WORSE and opposite of that problem, with OVER controlling, OVER bearing, OVER yelling mothers, who encourage their kids to be stupid, by not allowing them to think and act for themselves, they dare not for fear of being reprimanded, those kids turn out to be ‘dog’ personalities – who live in a perpetual state of rebellion - unbearable people. You know, a little bit of free reign goes a long way - actually it is the easiest way of how to get what you want by manipulating someone, because you earn their trust pretty quickly, most parents really should think about this, instead of bumbling along; you actually have to put work into a kid you can’t just feed, clothe and make sure they get off to school. There is way more to parenting, stuff that requires clever thinking. I’m the kind of person that gives free reign to people, so artists love me! But I found it quite extraordinary, when I was a temp nanny, at one point in my earlier life; some kids, when they encounter someone like me, someone who gives them ‘free reign’, they just absolutely go berserk, their dysfunction is so apparent, well I should say, their parent’s dysfunction, in the way they raise their child, on such a short leash. I saw kids ‘act out’ and rebel, they get up to all sorts of naughty things, and “quick before their parents come home!“ it’s really obvious that keeping a child (or an adult) on a short leash is dysfunctional, it’s not right, and parents who do, encourage stupidity and crime (rebellion leading to jumping on the first band wagon that comes along, and in Australia, that is Petty theft, Stalking and cruelty to animals). In fact, I’d like to talk more about this ‘free reign’ some more. When it comes to adults, I haven’t actually met anyone who, if you give enough rope, they won’t hang themselves, as in, if you don’t stand up for yourself and fight for yourself, and reign them in, they will treat you disrespectfully, they will steal from you, they will bully you. This comes back to having been on a tight leash and, suddenly not being on a leash - they are unable to think responsibly for themselves. I really have had it up to here with Australian adults who haven’t grown up and learnt how to be mature. Do you know, it’s not up to me to reign you in - it’s up to YOU to take responsibility for your own thoughts, words and actions. I am not your mother or your father. So that’s why they need to put values and ethics in the classroom, in Schools, Universities / Colleges. Throw religion out, and bring in ethics. I really recommend not having kids at all, I have not met one single mother who wasn’t jealous of me, and it’s because I do not have kids (and am not married,- I think secretly jealous of that too) Plus, I don’t drink, so I have cash in my pocket, ( as a mature Australian adult I’m well familiar with the Australian culture, but imagine if one day as a grown adult, a little fairy godmother came along and gave you all the money in your life that you have spent on booze, you’d have heaps wouldn’t you?, well, that’s me all the time!!) - Honestly a young woman bumbles through life not actually thinking about what will make them happy, they just do as what is expected, and follow the crowd, I have met heaps of woman that would be far happier not having kids, particularly the creative types, control freaks, and especially anyone on low income. Do yourself a favour. {I encountered a woman once, who said “she did not have any kids” but as she said it, her tone and demeanour insinuated that she was ashamed of this, or more, I thought she should indicate that she should be ashamed, as even though she did not want any, society dictates that women should. It is normal to have at least one, even if your unmarried now. So, this shame is built from passive techniques mainly portrayed in television shows, which shows happy couples with kids, - but there are all sorts of ways they do this, pay attention and you will start to see. And don’t be manipulated by them}. I was watching some movie, and at a child’s birthday party, the spoiled little brat punched this clown in the nuts - as hard as he could, it would’ve bloody hurt. The clown stepped back, and said he was NOT OKAY. He didn’t touch the offender, at all, just stared at him in disbelief and pain. So, then the child’s dad raced over, and pushed the clown away from the child, and angrily said “get your hands off my son”. Like that father knew, if someone gets punched like that in the nuts, the normal thing for anyone to do, is turn around and punch them back, this dad was expecting the clown to do it. I know I would have – a big blow to the head thanks very much. If those parents are not going to teach respect, then others will, have to step in and do it. Absolutely disgusting bad parents. I want to add, if I had children I would not be punching them, as I would have taught them respect, but in that child’s case -I truly believe physical violence- an eye for an eye, is the proper answer. You had better keep all spoilt little brats away from me! 13. Illegal problems that are deemed too trivial for anything to be done about When I returned home after being out for a couple of hours yesterday (I don’t really go out very often), I went to the loo straightaway, and there, was water on my toilet seat? (Was NOT there before I left), and there was also a metal L-shaped rod on the window ledge . So, somebody has been into my unit when I was not there, they did not have my permission, and I was not given no notice of entrance by the Real Estate agent. Plus, I have noticed something that has been taken; a little SD card reader, which has little value, and was very old (it’s still working however, and I’ve had to purchase a replacement). I have no idea why they have taken this, aside to create stress and anxiety. I hope the person who did it gets cancer and dies, they are not welcome in my unit when I am not there, they’re not welcome anytime, they are not welcome in my life at all; bugger off and get your own life, stay the hell out of my space, you disrespectful spoilt little shit head. I was later told by someone {I can't remember who or when}, but that L-rod is something old prostitutes back in the day, like a long time ago, used to use in order to create an abortion. I guess whoever left it was having a go at my big potbelly? I have written a story about it, I do look seven months pregnant all the time.....So I have no idea who left that there, and you know, it's unbelievable and unacceptable that someone comes into my house and does something like this. It reminds me of the later incident when the neighbours came into my house {the stupid female dog who I think, she visits next door, and she waits for me to leave the house, then sneaks in -on one occasion, she put some pink paint, or pink ink I think it is on the floor of my toilet, actually just outside the toilet. So, I'm guessing it's the same person - just absurdly inappropriate and stupid. And note there is no point making a complaint to anyone about this incident, even though the law has been broken; the police will do nothing about the situation, as I am not the owner. And the landlord or Real Estate, if responsible, of course will deny it. This is what renters have to endure, or at least this is what I have to endure, for many years now, this what stupid dogs do; invading my space and stealing. There should be laws or something done, to prevent this kind of thing. Lately they've been doing signs "it's Centrelink!". "Centrelink's responsible for all of these problem, all the thefts, harassment and stalking". Implying that Centrelink are employing stupid dogs to do what they say: to break into my house, to verbally harass me, to stalk me.....I don't know if that's true, I actually doubt it's true since when I have lived in suburbia, I've always had the same type of problems from the neighbours, and they don't work for Centrelink. But there certainly are a lot of stupid dogs out there who must work for someone, because they're out there day and night and they wouldn't be there unless they were being paid. In my recent financial crisis, I wrote a letter to the current PM, explaining a situation involving the courts, who contacted me stating that I wasn't being paid enough by Centrelink when they saw my statement. As in literally they had made a mistake! Lol. So, I just wanted to pass this information onto the government; if the court thinks that I should be receiving more then I damn well should be! Anyway, I probably should've written him a letter about “the stupid little female dogs” who follow me around. And give him an example, like the girl at Image clothing, who pretended to be staff at that company, and did my job interview – but really she was pervert who wanted to see my resume and talk to me. A stupid little thieving dog from Centrelink. She might not even work there? who knows, but those types of people that follow me around are Centrelink related, which means it's government related. I DO NOT APPRECIATE BEING LIED TO AND DECEIVED BY STUPID LITTLE DOGS. And why the fuck would that company allows that dog to go ahead with her charade? That company closed down. Dog company. 14. ‘Scum Thief’ builds me up into a superior person like no one else can 2 special and rare Eucalyptus lansdowneana SEEDLINGS tubestock STOLEN (off my shade house table) The photo shows 3, but only 2 were stolen off my seed table. I had just given the big one away to neighbours across the road, on Range RD. I told them about how special it is, as it as grown from a very rare purple flowering Mallee. They were pleased and grateful to receive them. But, I suspect, other neighbours got ‘wind’ that I gave a special one to them, and were jealous, and thus stole MY other 2 seedlings! Such is the nature of stupid other people – surrounded by Turkeys. (I would never do such a horrible thing to someone – thus, I am better than them, a better person, superior person. Anyone else that would not do such a horrible thing, also consider yourself superior. That ‘scum thief’ builds me up like no one else does. I may aswell start singing that song (which I hate btw, stupid blonde sung it at mums funeral – she was being a passive aggressive bitch. Such irony.) And ha ha, to the other stupid scum dogs, possibly the same person (?) who is constantly, and I mean constantly, trying to tear me down – usually via media. See; you will never win, as I am surrounded by THIEVING JEALOUS SCUM TURKEYS. Btw, this was my last seed lot, of the VERY RARE AND SPECIAL PURPLE FLOWERING Mallee. I have no more seed left. I curse the thief. Got to be nursery industry related actually; some blonde bimbo stole them, same one that has been overcharging me at the Mackay nursery. She is from gardening Australia? channel 7? and def YouTube, she has blonde hair is kind of short, and is a total bitch. Also note how well they were doing up here in the sub tropics. (Eucalyptus lansdowneana is native to rocky hills of the Gawler Range, Eyre Peninsula, South Australia.) It could have been one of those complete nutters who thinks only indigenous plants should grow in each area - I have mentioned them before on my blog – they are the real weeds. There was a big thing about this tree, as 3 yrs later, I posted a photo on Facebook of my purple flowers, and the nursery who grew {it was Muswellbrook Landcare, they closed now}, but apparently all her tubes she kept for herself and grew, had white flowers! I guess I had ladies’ luck that day that I picked out the right tube. And, I just have to say – you would be absolutely stupid to steal and plant out specific plants, that can be identified; come back 3yrs later with a drone, and culprit will be found out. 15. Old lady nutters and their Dolls! My mother had a little bit of a doll collection, I mean she had a Victorian pram, one of those miniature kind or like a child's pram. I believe it had a doll in it, I'm not really sure what, why she had it, she didn't seem too interested in dolls as far as I knew her. I think she must have had them stashed away from me – after the incident: when I was 10 years old; my friend and I decided that we now were too old for dolls, we were too old for barbies, too old for cabbage patch kids, too old for all dolls! So, we got all my barbies, I had heaps, I loved them when I was younger, plus more, there were troll dolls, teddies….all on the shelf, a collection from 4 children plus handme downs. And we cut off all the hair of each, and threw them in a big pile in the middle of the playroom!! I remember one of the dolls on the shelf was a big very old (antique), like a mannequin, but maybe 1m tall, I thought it really awful, ugly. I did not see anything wrong with chopping its hair off – but mum came in at that point and thought otherwise! So, I really had not seen any dolls in the house, aside from the pram in the dining room fireplace that was never lit, after that point. But one day I went in to visit and she had this huge giant oversized teddy bear; it was so big that the only room it would fit in was the dining room that no one usually used. I blatantly said to her ‘what the hell have you got this for’, and she seemed to be really offended that I didn't understand, like she thought it was a really good thing – so this must've been about 3 years after she was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s. Years later when she died, we had a garage sale and there appeared a box of dolls and the pram. I didn't really go through them I just put the box on the table, and one of the girls at the sale, saw them and she said to me, all these were really good dolls, and I should put them out on display for people, some of them are quiet valuable, and I'm like yeah whatever they’re dolls. The girl saw my mindset at mums funeral, so she started setting them all up for me, she was very nice {in retrospect, I think she was someone I went to primary school with}. After she did, sure enough there were all of these old ladies standing around looking and oohing at the dolls, they all sold. At the time and probably still now I'm just thinking what a bunch of total nutters those old ladies must be! I personally just don't get why an old person would want a doll. I mean dolls really are made for children, and sure enough when I was a child I loved playing with dolls. I mean all of those old ladies can't be in the reverse, surely? I then recall my brief sickly stint at the nursing home, and they did have a replica doll, replica baby, which was a doll really, and they would use it to give the dementia patients, something to hold and cuddle and rock, they thought it was actually a real baby. Maybe if you give birth and raise a baby, it might provoke fond memories or something? I guess I don't understand because I have not given birth. You know I have written about this story, not in as much details, but it was missing off my PC - I don't know who stole this story and what they did with it, but I would really appreciate it if you left the original on my computer - if you want to steal the story there's nothing stopping you from copying and pasting, but your pride (if you had an ounce), but why you would delete mine? It's odd. Another little mum thing: back when I was about 16 or 17, I went around the house one day, and I counted all the ducks! I’m not talking about real ducks, I’m talking about crafty ducks, like duck ornaments, duck pictures, duck napkin holders, duck paper weights, duck sofa pillows, duck arm chair covers…. Just so many. So, there were 47 ducks and duck related items in our house!! Not sure where mum’s obsession with ducks came from, we don’t even have those ducks in Australia, they were the ones with green on their back, native to UK I think. I think she may have been influenced by product placement people from the UK – Or, a side effect of her personal syndrome shared by many Australians, ”we wish we were English”! I mentioned it to her once, she didn’t seem to be too perturbed about it, like everything was normal. I mean she never talked about ducks, infact she pretty much had no interest in nature or wildlife at all. There was never any mention about the obsession of ducks. And actually, if you entered the house as a guest, one wouldn’t really notice the obsession with ducks, one would just notice that it was an arty and crafty house, with artwork and craft all over, it’s not until you really look closely, then you could start to see this theme of ducks. Another thing about mom, she was a really fast walker; whenever she was out shopping she would literally hoon around the supermarket, hoon down the street, hoon across the road…. I had no problems keeping up with her, and, in fact I noticed when her sisters came up, indeed they were ALL walking hooners! Lol. I remember being a fast walker when I was younger, but in my early 40s when I had a CCTV camera set up, I was checking something and I saw myself walking around the garden, and I couldn't believe, quite frankly, how slow I was, I realise I had become a slow walker! And, I also noticed my talking was slower; I used to be a fast talker, I remember on my little trip to Hong Kong, it was difficult for my friend’s friends to understand me because I was too fast, they were constantly telling me to ‘slow down’, and in fact, I've written about this…. when I moved back up to Gunnedah after Sydney for 10 years, I couldn't believe how slow everybody talked, it was just really a slow pace of life compared to city life. So as I was watching myself that day I realised I had turned into one of those slow country bumpkin people lol! -which actually I was secretly glad of. My fabric design above “Stripe Imbue 3”, inspired by a hat I glimpsed once, plus my love of all things striped ! 16. Some of my Shadehouses I quickly whipped up at various rentals. I guess not much of a site to look at, the reason I'm including this is because of the "good vibes" you get when you're in a shadehouse, particularly in Australia's daytime heat - it's always several degrees cooler in the shadehouse, indeed it is a good atmosphere . You get good vibes from the oxygen that the plants give off and the humidity. It's always a pleasure to pot around in the shadehouse. 🥰 17. Fake Road Workers set up to Stop Traffic So, every 3 months or so when I drove over to Tamworth Bunnings (150km), after about 6yrs, roadworkers starting to appear, and I would ALWAYS get stopped by these fluros - I didn’t notice at the time, but they had an aim, there aim was to get me to stop and look and connect with these road workers who had stopped me – the lollypop men. If I paid no attention to those fluros, as is typical behaviour, I would later come home to discover flashing clocks and items stolen. But if I did look, then I would have nothing stolen that day. So, this was their game. It is a cat and mouse game for them, kind of a punishment with items stolen for being single. And fuck them! I have the right to be single without having any items stolen!! Fuck all the people involved, there was a lot. I hope you all get cancer and die. I am proud to be single, and who the fuck do you think you are trying to force roadworkers onto me? By the way, they do the same thing, years later at Sarina: when I go to the doctors, only this time they don’t even bother sending in the fluros. They just steal from my house when I leave and am at the doctors. I’m fairly certain the arrogant receptionist’s are doing it; they all seem to behave badly – playing class. For some fucking reason I have to go there every bloody three months to get a fucking certificate signed. Actually, there were some roadworkers at Gin Gin too, when I was living there; those particular ones were doing signs, aside from the stop/go signs. They were doing other signs somewhere along the lines of telling me “We can see the dogs trying to teach you a lesson, and going on personal power trips”. So those men were like going ‘behind the teachers back’!! - trying to help me out. Lol. I think the man who lived on the corner at Kookaburra Park was involved, he was friends with council, and he seemed to work out who Cate and Win were, and the fact that they were stealing from me and had been stalking me for years, and stealing from me. I had spoken to him one day about his garden – it was an awesome food garden. Heaps of other times with fake road workers, too many to talk about. 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emilyconstancebieman, life stories, About P2, Save the planet, stop breeding like rabbits, seriously. (Mothers with only one child make the best mothers, if you can’t afford to feed your child you should not have had kids and thus are stupid. (Thieving bloody single mothers, I have had it up to here and beyond with you) About P2 Ok, so now I will continue with my photo stories; 1. Bims at Fashion Houses in Sydney EMPOWERING stupid stalking leeches to harass young women Sydney Australia Fashion House Bims: I went for a job interview here (Image Clothing/Howard Showers) and you wouldn’t believe what these bimbos did; before they got the person who was interviewing me: they got some stupid leech dog who was following me, I think, in retrospect, so they allowed her, this literally stalking me, across the city bimbo; I assume now she must’ve been from Centrelink, (she was – a continuous problem, she had brown hair, freckles, kind of short), she wanted to interview me. They pretended she was the supervisor (what the? I later discovered she did not work there at all, never had). Was she delusional – were Image enabling her delusions?? I think so. This girl was nothing but a total pervert, she went through my whole resume and asked me 50 million questions most of them really quite personal, especially interested in money, she was offensive and invasive, and then after she’d finished, they passed me on to the ‘real’ person who was actually doing the interview, btw I got the job and worked there for 14 months. I have since left (total cunts), and have worked elsewhere for the past 20 years it is only in retrospect that I can see clearly what happened, and it is no wonder Image Clothing has closed. How dare they set up a fake interview with some little leech dog that works at Centrelink (or worse, she's probably one of those little dogs that steal from me? maybe even a neighbour?? I can't believe the women at image clothing would do that? fucked little girls fucked women.) I think you can see how furious I am about that situation. What a bunch of idiots. See, I am surrounded by morons. (One woman who worked there needs special mentioning, she was pregnant with brown hair, I can’t remember her name - brainless woman BRAINLESS.) -and no, not the 7mnth pregnant one downstairs that smoked – see, surrounded by fully dysfunctional people in the fashion industry). Actually, I want to mention a bit of a secret that went on there, I suspect it did in a lot of others to; the designers would travel over to Europe and or America each season to see what the latest fashion trends were, they would buy a whole large suitcase of clothing, come back and copy it all, perhaps they might change a colour or a button or something. But it was really a bit of a scam in my opinion, as a supposedly young designer. It was basically about having a shopping holiday for the designers, and you know their own ‘personal lifestyle’ job. So not only did the designers in this company have the cushiest job, and the easiest job, but they got paid the most. This whole structure just didn’t make any sense to me, it still doesn’t - although I think it basically goes back to oppression in Australia, not thinking that they’re good enough to do it themselves, and not being encouraged in schools. In fact, the opposite goes on in schools. I know in my public-school education there was certainly no encouragement for creativity or design, in fact it was kind of looked down upon. And a fear of being creative and different was instilled. However, the designers in that company were all from overseas anyway, perhaps a Tall Poppy thing, but really, Australian education does not prepare one, for those kind of roles, it’s like, there is a pre-existing social structure, and a typical girl from Australia is not going to be even considered for a ‘money’ job. Actually, I recommend not working in the fashion industry. Women in the fashion industry are uncouth bitches; private school does not prepare you for such a world. I did wonder in retrospect at my parents encouraging me to go into the fashion industry, when they just spent all that money on a private school education, and people that work in the fashion industry and notoriously the lowest paid females, not only in Australia, but in the world. I overheard a conversation one day at Image clothing, between my supervisa and her supervisa, they were talking about cheap manufacturers overseas, they were contemplating Taiwan or India, she was saying how you can really cheap, low paid people in India to do all of this sewing piece work, she was speaking, as if, like, you can take advantage of them, and they won’t mind, like there’s no rules over there, like OHS, it was like her mission to try and screw workers as much as possible, she was very candid. I was a little taken aback at the time, and glad I wasn’t an Indian. There are basically no morals in the fashion workplace at all, none. I feel a young woman might be successful in the fashion world, if you had your own business, but, if you have a mentor. Someone from the industry who is very familiar with how things work - the rag trade has a certain way of working and a young graduate is clueless about how it works. One would need connections in China too….. But really, you can't compete on your own in a small business; those machine manufacturers have things down to a tee, they can do extreme volumes for extreme low prices, I don't even think it would be worth even trying to compete in the fashion industry as a small business. And actually, as I get older, I can see this crosses over to a lot of other industries. You know at school, there was a push for me to go into the “fashion industry”, as I had done well in the subject Textiles and Design, very well. Plus, I had won a couple of fashion awards. Plus was majorly into sewing my own clothes, and did so with creativity. One of the older girls nicknamed me “Cinderella” ! I loved tulle. Actually that story was deleted, I can't remember if it was here I wrote it, or somewhere else…but tulle was pretty much the only fabric I could afford when I was at school, tulle was only $2/m, and it came in a lot of bright colours, which I loved, and so I started making weird things of tulle! Things that I certainly could not wear down the street!! Lol. I saw a dress, a ‘demure’ dress in a shop window back then, with tulle, brown tulle – I think, I may have inspired a “I see you and I raise you” response from one of the girls……a continued theme throughout my life. I think it wasn't really obvious to me back then, but when you're young and still with the beauty of youth, other people want to see “pretty”, they want to see “young girls in pretty young clothes” - they're not really interested in spending money or purchasing such clothes, as they are far to practical – but they want to see interesting catwalk creations. And this is what we were doing at school, it was fun. Fun for me, fun for older women to watch. But this doesn't really have anything to do with making money in life or the fashion industry in Australia. If I really had of known this, I most likely would have chosen a different path. I mean don't get me wrong I still love clothes, I love people who take pride in what they wear, I love looking at designs by creative clever people, and certainly wouldn't want the fashion industry to close down or anything, but it does appear, there needs to be more responsible people in this industry. And also I think my fashion background helped later on in life when it has come to environmental issues; there are many women who don't pay attention, unless it involves fashion, so if someone from the fashion industry is has a voice for the environment, they tend to pay attention way more than if I was just some greenie. Plus knowing how to sew my own clothes, has been vital. A valued life skill. I want to mention, also, I worked in a different fashion company, Gazelle near Botany Bay, there was a ‘mousy’ girl there who was my assistant for about 3 days. One day she gave me a lift when I had car service and she charged me $2, she was very odd and definitely a sneaky thief, she stole some mambo labels in a very sneaky bimbo way, and I’m pretty sure I’ve seen her several times working has a checkout chick in shops that have stolen from me in Gunnedah, either at checkout by putting items through twice or pickpocketing from my bag, plus my 10 white 500ml coffee cups were stolen by someone in the fashion industry, and it’s possibly her? High bimbo dysfunction, can’t remember her name unfortunately. I think she followed me up here in Queensland too, but since I’ve written about her in this image story, I’m pretty sure she’s gone. I think I may have seen her on a movie, or a look alike. Least it was not a stolen story, one of mine. One of the fashion houses I worked at was Discovery Clothing, the girls were very curious about me when I started, they were not quite bitchy, but certainly wary, threatened and a little hostile, but the main aim was to find out how much money I earned. When I told them (that’s the kind of frank and honest person I am, btw - way too naive in my 20’s) and it was relatively low, like minimum wage, more or less (around $22000/year). So then suddenly all the girls relaxed and were nice to me -so it seems as long as you don’t earn more money than them, they are nice and respectful to you. Can you see how ridiculous women are? How little they are? By the way, also that company, the women in charge of payroll, didn’t pay me the first week I was there, when I asked, she said they will pay me 2 weeks, next week. But after 2 weeks, still no pay-packet, I went and asked, oh, they forgot, next week they pay. So, this went on until after one month and they finally paid me, but they only paid me for one week, and they said when I leave, they’ll pay me that additional 3 weeks’ pay. I would just like to say a big FUCK those accountant girls, they are thieves, I hope they get cancer and die. I would also like to add, management was snobby and unapproachably bitchy, and I would say most definatly knew the little game the payroll girls were doing– fuck all of them. By some miracle, that company is still in business, I guess since they must have not stolen from their insurance providers, and only their workers – they are allowed to stay in business – real “bad” situations in this country (actually I don’t think this government gets a say in such matters, insurance companies are owned by overseas companies, all except one in QLD, which is government run – apparently, according to google search, and then according to the end credits I saw in some Australian movie; they put a stop to compensation claims in QLD court, meaning no compensation can be paid out. Meaning no point of “insurance”, except money making scam for those overseas companies. Makes perfect sense gov. Here is a good spot to literally talk about the meaning of fashion; if you’re a woman in her late 40s and no longer slim trim like a woman in her 20’s, good luck trying to purchase clothes from those big clothing manufacturers; it’s impossible, it’s like they stopped at size 16, so if you’re an 18, forget about it. It has occurred to me and why they did this, and is because young women who are skinny, size 8, 10, 12, 14 and 16, are the only women stupid enough to buy fashions each season, so the retailers take advantage of their naive shopping habits, and make money from them. They don’t make enough money from sensible women who are happy to have the same T-shirt for 6 or 7 seasons or whatever. 30 years. The industry is run by women who want to convince and trick other women into purchasing clothes that they don't really need, ‘follow a trend’; the whole thing is a total scam. If you're someone who's raised in a family with morals, respect, honesty and Christian values, then I really don't recommend you working in the fashion industry. Anyway, back to the point of this photo story, and that is LEECHES who follow me around, with my clear example at Image job interview. These leeches have been following me and stealing from me for over 20yrs. How totally inadequate are the Australian Police, how inadequate is Australia? Is this what they do in other countries?? I really want to know, are there leeches who follow single people around all the time in like England and America?? What about Vanuatu? I have complained so many times, so many times they did nothing, I had to literally take matters into my own hands; get a camera, take photos of these bimbos and put them up on social media, and name names – it is the only way they will stop – %&$$& little cowards. Leeches: non-thinking people who latch on to me, because they have no brain to speak of, and will chase, attack and will not stop until target is dead. Just like a dog chasing a smaller creature, same thing, they are animals. Leeches is probably the best word to describe them, sucking my blood, wanting to know EVERYTHING about me, stealing my ideas, doing the opposite of what I was thinking in a rebellious manner too - there are some women, especially in the fashion industry, particularly from Bonds, who later look back and see how stupid their behaviour was, and they TRY to blame me, (the stupidity continues) {as if it was my fault she tried to break the toilet wall down to get inside while I was in the middle of things – YEAH RIGHT} Anyway, so those bitchy insecure women try to come up with plans/ways to make it look like, it is the other way around, and, I can assure you, these previously non-thinking women are so intent on their mission now, (they go to great lengths – sweet talkers) that they have a lot of people fooled. (Hence why I was locked up against my will for 7 days to ‘see’ if I was crazy – FUCKED people, fucked government. I really do recommend NOT having kids. BTW, what happened at Image as I explained was probably not the worst thing that happened while I was there. I was put on a salary ($20 more each week than the minimum wage) then expected to work 12hrs overtime every week, with no overtime pay (50hr working week) and work the occasional Saturday without pay - which IS NOT ACCEPTABLE WORKING CONDITIONS - and yes, I do know about what goes on in India (they try and make you feel guilty to get you to work harder. {Actually, I have to mention a despicable thing that goes on in India, is those trashy Indian mothers have kids, for the soul point of getting them to work for them; be their slave so to speak as soon as they can walk, it is bad there, so I saw on the ABC}). (I left the fashion Industry after Image and became a nanny - better money! Seriously, I had 2 full time nanny jobs for about 12mnths, that both paid better than my fashion industry wage, plus no stress there, no stupid bitchy colleagues either) I have to say, looking back, what an absolute waste of my time and energy working at those companies. And perhaps, better off being unemployed than being used in this manner. Although I did get a good insight into the way the fashion industry in Australia works, the workplace. Back then the majority off sewing piece work, was still done in Sydney. One thing I've noticed about many people from various sectors, is when they have kids, they discourage them from working in their sector, because they know from experience, it’s tough – too hard. But SO, they think the grass is greener elsewhere! LOL. And here I am pretty much doing the same thing - it's like everybody in all sectors comes to this conclusion; you should not bother working!! Lol – yet they still keep breeding, forcing the work to continue. STOOOPID. And after my nanny experience, it was confirmed, that my feelings about the fact that I did not want kids, was set, I really do not want kids, I would not subject them to what I have experienced. And from witnessing those parents and families, I was assured I was not going to be missing out on anything, quite the contrary. Besides, as a nanny, the kids get to attached and the parents feel left out, it does not work. Also, I feel not having anywhere to live while I was working down in Sydney, as in my own home, in my own community, a place where I felt I belonged - was probably the number one detriment and the reason why I didn’t last in Sydney for longer than 10 years. (I guess aside from the LEECHES. I mean, what, do they see a single woman on her own and immediately just start following her? Do they have a brain at all? As that one at Image was not the only one, there was heaps). Anyway, I’m not quite sure why this connection hasn’t been made in society. And why people think it’s acceptable to send young girls off into the city to rent and think that it will just work out - maybe it does work out for other girls, but from where I stand looking, there’s no chance it would or would’ve worked out for me. None. IT IS NOT OK TO FOLLOW ME AROUND YOU BIMBOS I mean maybe there is a large sector of the community that think this behaviour is perfectly acceptable and normal? There seems to be so many people who do this, female especially, I can only assume that they do think it is normal behaviour. Well guess what – ITS NOT. There is no invitation to follow, stalk, harass me, never was, never will be. So, unless I actually invite you to follow me verbally or written, then DON’ T DO IT. In case you have not noticed from this Blog I love being on my own, I relish the peace and quiet. I seem to be different than most other people in this respect, they seem to think being around other people is a good thing – well I do not think so, and I know it must be hard for people with big heads to grasp, but I do not want your company. My Colour blocking design above, was for sale on red bubble, which is where that AI model is from - when I try to find my design to put the print up here too, I could not find it! So I have no idea what has happened to it, I don't usually delete my designs, even if I don't use them, I still keep the 'duds'. Well, it's a bit of a mystery what's happened to this one. I did find my check design, which has the same colours, but those checks just don't quite fit the design in the dress. (?) Unfortunately when I saved it, I did not put rename the download with the design name as per what I usually do, as they don't include that the name in the download, much to my dismay. All my designs have been removed from Redbubble, because they were making sales, and not actually paying me (not a great amount of sales, but some). If I if I recall I think this one sold once. So my Check design I found is called "Checks too much Eucalyptus". 2. 2nd image: School girl antics at NEGS with 2 theft story and my shiny coin one At the all girls boarding school I went to, there was no tolerance for stealing. In my year, there was one girl caught stealing, and she was expelled immediately. I am going to put that story here; It was year 8, or maybe 9? (1988?) We were away on a school excursion for a few days; I can’t actually remember all the details. But in retrospect, I believe the trip was because some of the house mistress’s knew that’s some girls who attended, came from circumstances who did not have typical “family life”, and so they wanted to give those girls, in particular, and everyone I guess, a sense of a family holiday, and joy. {I found later, people from public schools, have preconceived ideas about the type of person that goes to a private school, they are usually completely wrong, and that above, should give one a little insight to the varied and different kinds of people and reasons, that kids attend a boarding school}. So, anyway, they can’t really justify taking girls on a holiday during term! so I recall they called it a cultural trip and we did ‘cultural’ things, like an art gallery. I really can’t remember most of it, I guess because it was fun! But, one day, one of the girls stole another girls necklace, I think it was a necklace, and somehow the chaperone knew who stole it, (guess who, Miss Goldman infact - messing in our lives the whole time we were there). Anyway, that particular girl was expelled immediately and sent back to her parents right then and there on our trip. I feel, as a result of this zero policy, that was why there was hardly any theft at all, at that school. Zero policy. Good policy. But I would like to add further to that story, how did they know who stole it? Did they get a confession? I mean that particular girl who was expelled, if I recall, I don’t think she was well liked, so maybe someone knew how to manipulate the situation, to get rid of her. The sinister nature of women, and little girls, is becoming more known, the older I get. Although possibly that girl had to come up with something extreme, so as to get herself out of the negative situation, she was suddenly in? knowing full well the consequences “oh well if I have to leave….” As in her sneaky plan, because it’s not good for her mental health if she’s in the situation where she’s kind of shunned by the other kids, so it was her plan to save herself as she knew she would be expelled if she stole something? So, in my 6yrs there, that girl was the only one in our year that got into trouble, most girls just didn't get into trouble at that school, there was no such thing as detention at that school. Actually, there was 3 forms of discipline; expulsion, being the most severe, then suspension, and then a discipline card. I don't remember anyone being suspended, no one was suspended in my year, and I don't remember anyone in any other years being suspended either, it is a kind of gossip if anyone gets into trouble, the whole school knows about it. However, my friend and I got a discipline card, and it was for ordering a pizza! There was a new rule in school, they had been talking about it all week "you are no longer allowed to order pizza at any time, except on the weekends". And my friend and I we just heard "pizza", and so we decided that we should order a pizza, (!), and of course we ordered it for Saturday night, at 8 o'clock. We not stupid. But unfortunately, the pizza place delivered our pizza on Friday at 8pm. For some reason we ordered it on Friday arvo, (I'm not really sure why we did that, young girls not knowing the rules of pizza ordering either!), the pizza arrived when we were not there, we were in the middle of prep, so the pizza guy disturbed the teacher with our pizza, the same one who imposed the whole rule in the first place! - also we had to pay for it, but we never got the pizza; guess who scoffed it down all on her own? yes the very same teacher I've mentioned previously on my blog for numerous inflictions: Dr Scarf (actually not a teacher – she seemed to do nothing but was Chief Dog with personal vendetta against Emily Bieman {maybe she was used by other teachers to have a go at me - as dogs are used}). Mmmm first dog problem!!! So, we got into trouble, even though we didn't even order it for Friday night! And a discipline card involves taking this 'bad' card with the bad thing that you did, to every class, and getting the teacher to acknowledge and talk about your “badness” then sign your discipline card. It is a form of humiliation punishment. Infront of the teacher and infront of the whole class. School teachers are big on humiliation. They are hopeless people. Clueless about it even how to discipline. Humiliation tactic is a big no no when it comes to disciplining a young person. Although I liked their zero tolerance for theft – the rest of Australia could learn from this technique. I tried to find out whether they still do this humiliation tactic, and there were a whole series of rules for discipline listed online for that school; they now have detention! I still saw the word “card” and “discipline” but not exactly together, it was a little vague, I'm thinking that they would still do it, they're very old-fashioned. But I noted that there's a whole heap more rules they have about discipline and it's seems to be quite different from back in my day, like I was reading it and feeling that a lot of girls must get into trouble now, whereas back in my day not so much. And I also got the feeling that the tactics that they said online was pretty much a load of bullshit, like it was just what you would want to hear, but what they do in reality would probably be different. I have some experience with many different sectors of people now, so far as women looking after children, it gets way worse, way - there are a lot of really hopeless people out there in the public sector, people who don't have any discipline whatsoever, and all sorts of abuse is going on. Many times, it’s simply from not knowing any better. I mean my next-door neighbour’s grandson would be in the public school system at Sarina, and talk about useless, they thought it would “fun” to turn my veranda outdoor aquarium, heater up, so it cooked my fish. Boiled them alive. Funny they thought. Harassing me all week long at nights, with a fire in their backyard. That's the quality that the public system and bimbo mothers in my neighbourhood are producing. So, I can't complain too much about humiliation tactics by powertripping women of 40yrs ago. Glad I did not go to a public school or co-ed. I suspect now, as a woman nearing 50, I think there’s like a whole network of older NEGS girls who try to act as big brother (big sister), they’re really like interfering, and are often not very nice. I believe it’s come about because a lot of the girls that went there, had family who didn’t really give a shit about them, and so those girls latch on to the school community with extreme ardour, and still do when they’re older. I believe this was encouraged repeatedly at school assemblies by Anna Abbot later the school principal, she would often talk about “the School Family”. She was a bitch. So, here is another theft story, with a school girl who never got caught. She never got caught because her victims were not other school girls, they were retailers (!). There was one disgraceful girl at school, who I’m pretty sure, would’ve stolen $1000’s worth of candy bars from the little shop across the road. She was completely unhealthy, that girl never used eat dinner, she would just go back to her dorm after dinner and eat candy bars every day. And one time we were shopping in Tamworth on a Saturday morning outing, and I didn’t know it at the time, but I was used as a distraction while she stole from the shop. It’s unfortunate how you can only see things in retrospect later after the event has happened. And I only went out shopping with her twice, and on both occasions, I inadvertently saw her shoplift. I believed she used other girls in this manner too. That girl really needed to be held accountable at the time, right there and then at that age, is exactly when she needed to be scolded and reprimanded, and she needed to be scolded by me, her peer since obviously her parents were failures. She really needed a good yelling, to point out to her how unacceptable, unfair and wrong her behaviour was. So, while I didn’t even know what was going on at the time, and so a part of me doesn’t feel responsible for this girl, but another part of me does, it’s like, my fault that I didn’t reprimand her at the perfect time in her life when she fully needed to be kept in check, because certainly at a boarding school, nobody else is going to do it, - not all girls had house mistress’s who were OBSESSED with them, (and isn’t odd how some people can get away with ANYTHING their whole life, whereas others, like me, not only can’t get away with anything but they get done for things they don’t even do!!}. Your crazy! Anyway, also because I was not fully awake back then (sleepy beauty) I didn’t say anything, and she most likely has gone on to steal more and more, and used other girls in the same despicable way. I think she may have even turned another good girl, Ally White, into a bad thieving companion friend? She continued to do it because she’s always gotten away with it, she probably still continues to do it today, 30 years later. What a hopeless mother she must’ve had. This girl was friends with everyone, people like her (often a common thing amongst ‘badies’ – they know how to play the game, and be popular). WE ARE NOT FRIENDS – I would never be friends with a shoplifter. Here is a good spot to mention this story: in year 7, in the first term, all parents are required to drop their girls off, then leave and not communicate with the girls at all for that month, or was it the whole term? I can’t remember now!! But this was the tradition, to teach the child that their new home, their new family, their new connections, are at the school now. Their ties to their parents are well and truly broken. I recall 3 weeks before that first term ended, my bag was packed ready to go home for school holidays. No one else had packed yet. It was basically because I didn’t like the school. Ripped out of my family unit like that, how could anyone. But it’s not like I really complained or told anyone my personal feelings; I was perceived as a happy normal healthy child who had made some friends already too. You know, I don’t think even I fully knew my feelings, we were always kept so busy – and then there was horse riding…… Looking back, I am not sure what my parents were thinking really. I can only assume mum thought someone else would take over all; caring, nurturing, responsible, loving duties, in order to continue the raising of a child. OMG - she was nuts! Possibly delusional, as if that is going to happen with someone else’s child. Such wishful thinking. That school is a business, it is run to make a profit and to provide a number of woman, staff in the Armidale community a good income and a certain ‘status’. STATUS. Throughout the 6 years, in fact, looking back, if there was ever an opportunity to do an activity outside the school, no matter what it was, I would put my name down to do it! I found myself sometimes in some strange situations, like once I was singing as a part of an Armidale Community choir, (I really have the worst voice in the world, just ask the girl standing next to me!! J) Oh, that reminds me of another story that seems to be missing, I was actually kicked out of choir in primary school, all the kids with bad voices were sent to a room, and gets this, to sing songs! Mmmm, yeah, that makes sense. That was Gunnedah primary school – such bad standards – Teachers with NO common-sense at all). Anyway, strange situations; I guess, that’s why I did rowing. And there was that time where I helped the school principals husband, Dr Gross, do his cemetery research at a cemetery in Glen Innes! There were probably quite a few other things but I can’t remember them! I really do have natural instinct to “ To make lemonade out of lemons”. I put that down to a loving family environment, and mums “Life Be in It“ attitude!! But really had a quiet loathing of that school, and that is even before the other cruel things that happened there came to light. A bunch of girls all living together – as if that is going to work. DER FRED. I’m going to share another little story, even though it’s a little embarrassing for myself. When I was about the age of 3yrs, still young enough that family and friends, when they saw you would come along and pick you up and go weeeee, and twirl you around in the air. So, we were at this party and my young cousin and I had been relegated to the attic space to play. In amongst the owner’s gym equipment, there was a big glass jar full of shiny coins. I wasn’t old enough to grasp the concept of money but when I saw those pretty shiny copper and silver coins, I just had to have them, they were irresistible, so I stuffed as many as I could in my pockets and sleeves. A little bit later when we were downstairs ready to leave the owner saw me, he came over to me picked me up to say goodbye, he twirled me around, and went weeeeee, and guess what, all the shiny coins fell out onto the kitchen floor! Everyone was standing around, I was completely embarrassed, as immediately, I knew I done something wrong, because they weren’t my coins, and even though nobody said anything implying that I had stolen them, everyone knew that I had, or at least the owner certainly did, he must have. I was so humiliated and embarrassed that I’ve never stolen anything since. (of course, later and now, not for embarrassment reasons, (in case you haven’t noticed, I pretty much don’t give a dam what people think of me), it is just so wrong to take something that does not belong to you, not only on a moral standpoint, but on a spiritual level – it’s unacceptable behaviour for a GROWN ADULT). I had a mother who knew how to raise a child who doesn’t steal too; I remember being young and I was standing in the shopping trolley cart as mum was taking us around the supermarket, and we got up to the baking aisle, my favourite aisle, (even as a young four-year-old or so J), I decided that we should get some food colouring, so I got a red one of the shelf and put it in my big front pocket of my new home made apron, instead of in the trolley, not really thinking, but glad to use my big pocket - certainly not meaning to shoplift it. But we both forgot about it by the time we got to checkout, and on the way home, mum noticed that the red food colouring had leaked all in the big pocket of my new apron, and she said this is exactly why; it’s because we forgot to put it through the checkout - bad things happened to those girls who steal, a sign from God! I still believe her, and this is part of the reason for my Blog - so many stupid women with hopeless mothers who steal from me - SAVE YOURSELF SOME PROBLEMS AND STOP STEALING. 3. No photos of the next one, no camera back then! Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan One time when I drove down to Sydney, I was doing a course for a part of my job’s provider thing at GJS Group, Revesby (Screen Printing course). Since I had time to spare, I stopped off at The Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan, and had a look around – huge, and not yet very impressive, it was still too young then, plus staff there persecute single ladies that attend on their own. The guy at entrance was just plain rude, plus he followed me around in his work Ute (the place is huge). It amazes me how people can’t handle a woman on her own; get a grip and deal with it Australian simpletons - they must see a girl driving on her own and think it’s an invitation to be stalked ARE YOU KIDDING, are you completely stupid you little morons? bugger off (btw, the definition of ‘bugger off’ comes from the word ‘bug’, as in to bug someone, as in to annoy the crap out of them like a fly - that’s where it’s meaning comes from, insects. It doesn’t come from anywhere else) While I was there, I also had some weird girl following me around (? – actually that happens a lot wherever I go, I call them DOGS) and also some devious looking skinny goth guys with black hair that were all dressed in black (BOYS IN BLACK) and seemed to be ‘angry’ about something (?) and certainly not the kind of people you would expect to see at a botanical Gardens, they didn’t even venture into the gardens; they were lurking around the carpark near my (black) car (they probably can’t handle women who drive black cars either). Later that day I got really sick with Flue, and I believe one of those guys broke into my car and spat in my food that was just sitting on my front seat in my car. (I believe they made a changed movie about it; Men in Black with Will Smith. The real story is what unfurled that day in the gardens. Will Smith, who then later, much later, did signs clearly stating he was going to help the blondie steal from me, I assume he was talking about my landlord, and, yes, this is what they do, certain people with way too much money and time on their hands, and influence over other people - play sides. They gang up on someone their ‘victim’, and they do despicable things, and since I am single, I am their perfect target - this was the reason why I had planes flying over my house spraying toxic poisons, this is the reason I have so many people stealing from me, THIS IS THE REASON THAT one of my water bottles was contaminated with urine, this is the reason why any meat I purchase from Woolworths is spoilt, this is the reason why my garden was stolen from me. It’s because of idiots in the movie industry, MORONS Well, I definitely have to mention, there are many many really nice super ones in the television/ movie industry too. Actually, now is a good time to mention this: there is currently some stupid bimbo in the TV/Movie world who is on a rampage and personal bimbo mission to do the opposite of what they’ve done in the past, so if they have been nice in the past (helpful) then they’ll do something disrespectful, like steal from me. Or if they did something nasty to me in the past like those fuckhead boys in black, then they’ll do something ‘nice’, their definition of ‘nice’ is usually putting on a good movie, and so the whole of Australia ‘wins’, which is why there’s a reason for treating me disrespectfully, so they can watch good movies. (I suspect this is also the reason why they stole my Celosia flower seeds BIMBOS) It is a game for bimbos, but like how I got rid of Heath Barwick and Cathy Goldman, I will get rid of stupid bimbos in TV/Movie world – actually, by just writing about what they do here, has so far pretty much been key. Not sure why, I can only assume they are coward bullies who thinks no one can see what they do (nuisance trucks still have not stopped) (Twice I got sick when I have travelled, and I have only travelled twice in the last 30yrs – not a coincidence – evil is prevalent in Australia) Australians are really backwards. WHO exactly is the STUPID RETARD responsible for those people harassing me like that? WHO! COWARD Persecution. I believe it may have been Centrelink related, stupid bimbo nazi dogs that work for Centrelink, who were following me to see what I was doing. All involved (if it were up to me) would be severely fined. See, I told you, truly persecuted all my adult life, just for being single (I AM NEVER GETTING MARRIED YOU IDIOTS deal with it). But this incidence has really affected my whole outlook on life, I no longer can go to Botanical gardens – or ones that I can’t stay in my car at, and I love gardens. I want compensation. BTW, since I wrote this and asked WHO, the next day I received a strange email with a list of about 10 names, but when I went to find that email again, ofcourse it was deleted, and the only name I remember was Nick Cave, but there were also male politicians names mentioned, so I am not sure if some girl was sending me a joke, as I know it is mostly women who harrass me, and not politicians. Plus I did see 2 older women acting suspiciously, who I would say would be more likely responsible, 1 in the gardens, near the swings, and one at the hotel the next morning. 4. Got carcam shot at next Botanical experience: Another example of persecution, Botanical Gardens Gladstone 25yrs later, a second attempt at a Botanical Garden - another example of persecution DOGS FOLLOWING ME AROUND, Botanical Gardens Gladstone Try not to jump to crazy conclusions as you read this, infact you may have to read my whole blog before you can understand it and realize what’s going on. And writing about it, is combating these tormentors, this is my aim here. Persecutory Dog hiding as I drive by, so I do not see her properly and get her/him on camera - this is one of the dogs that follows me around wherever I go, waiting for “fuel” I told you – I literally get followed around wherever I go, and have done so for the past 30yrs. So, I know exactly what they are like, they are extremely predictable if you can see them (most people cannot). This time she was waiting for me to take something out of the botanical garden, like seeds/foliage or duck weed, - but since I did not, she does NOT get a shiny new car, she only gets that bomb you see. Piss off you stupid Centrelink cunts. Get a real job you stupid greedy bitches (half those people seem to want to kill me, the other half seem to want to torture me into perfection) I DO NOT STEAL – EVER you stupid condescending arrogant BIMBOS! Those people do not need fuel, they are haters, and will find ANY excuse to persecute, like how I mentioned before, “well she did not smile at the checkout chick, or say hello to some complete stranger on the street” – it is persecutory game for rich people and or board housewives, (how should I know how they find these people?) and they work in the TV industry too, I mentioned before in my ‘banned google reviews’ about that blonde old woman from Tessuti fabrics who was harassing me, she later appeared on ABC TV harassing me when I had a bath (as in I should not have a bath as there is not enough water. FUCK, what business is it of yours if I have a bath or not, you do not get to decide I how I use my tank water you stupid stupid stupid little dog, fuck off). Anyway, back to this particular day - SO, this does not mean whenever a girl drives past me and beeps in a shiny new car, that I have stolen something, it’s the opposite, meaning the shopkeeper/sales girl has stolen from me in the form usually of overcharging at checkout. Also, I should mention, while I have these types of Persecutory Dogs, it means I do NOT have other types of zombie bimbos harassing me at that place, some kind of weird ‘trade off’ – way out of my control. If you read my “Persecution at Australian Botanic Garden Mount Annan” or my Petersham photo story, you’ll see my usual typical problem I have in public spaces. At these Gladstone gardens, whilst I could not walk around due to my Collapsed Arch, I did get out of the car to eat, and I was not harassed that whole time (except there was heavy machinery work going on nearby). I think they may work in the radio industry too, as I have persecutory truck drivers that drive past my house and beep their horn, especially on Sunday mornings – radio related, they stealing something, not sure what. Possible stories from my blog? They are idiots. If you have something to say to me, then bloody say it to my face – DON’T BE SUCH A COWARD. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police and other such ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s was because I had a charcoal Daewoo hatchback, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse, as in cat and mouse games. I truly am living on a planet filled with idiots and morons. When you being followed around by stupid dogs, it’s like you can’t explain to someone who’s really stupid that they are stupid, they just don’t get it. They’re too stupid to understand the reason they’re following me around, is because they’re stupid. Also, I sense they feel they are doing a ’public service’ as in being righteous and helpful, they can’t see that they are being predatory, controlling, invasive and nazi unwanted. 5. Next image is of a sword yielding school teacher; Bully teachers in Australian public primary schools Public School Teachers - (if your child is small and shy, he/she will be victimized by teachers, it is a given, moth to flame situation, powertrippers can’t help themselves, teach your child to be outspoken in preparation for school) This is how they teach at Gunnedah public school: (Public school tactics) the teacher will find someone in the classroom, usually the smallest kid in the class, often female, and pick on them. Every time they get a question wrong, they will humiliate them and make a big deal over the issue in front of the whole class, and often too, the teacher will go to lengths to set the child up to fail, asking questions they know the child will not know, and then chastise. The teacher will do it over and over again all year long. They do it for the sole purpose of scaring all the other kids (mostly the boys because they’re so bloody lazy) in the class to do their work, otherwise they will be humiliated like this child (otherwise known as the ‘Whipping Boy’ – this happened to me in grade 4 by teacher Debbie Croft at Gunnedah Primary School, scarred for life, (also, with this teacher it is a little complicated, as she was completely stupid, so thus was manipulated by the little boys in the class, BTW, if those boys get away with that; then when they are adults and much stronger, they do all sort of extremely passive wicked things to women and children) Teachers think there so smart, got all the kids figured out, but they don’t. They don’t take into account unseen things like a child’s ‘will’ and how they can bring their intention to fruition. Also I suspect, actually, I know one of the reasons why she enjoyed humiliating me so much, aside from her ego power trip, was because I had a happy childhood, and very healthy - my mother knew how to raise a child, she stimulated and taught us before we started school, so I was self-assured, and smart, in my own way (I was still pretty hopeless at maths due to my previous school) But it was this self-assurance that she didn’t like, particularly because, (1) she could see my clever mothers influence, and (2) I was hopeless at maths, and (3) I was also hopeless at Gym, and she taught at the local gym centre, and (4) I wasn’t one of the cutesy types. It’s a case of “how dare she be so happy and confident” (like to point out, I was not an outspoken type who would annoy the teacher with attention seeking antics. I was quietly assured.) This teacher had an issue with little girls who aren’t cute, cutypie, cutsie, yet still confident - and this was another reason why she chose me as her whipping girl - this particular teacher, and I am sure there would be many more, particularly female, who would note this appearance factor about a child, and won’t let that child ‘shine’ -they will favour and empower the pretty little girls, and be quite passively malicious to the not so cute girls, insinuating that a plain girl is not as “worthy’ as the cute little girl. If you note, with some teachers, like this one, the marks for those girls who aren’t “gorgeous” looking will be lower than those that are considered pretty. I can’t believe no one has noticed this and done anything about it. Department of education; you’re a bunch of bitchy little girls who are asleep at the wheel. YOU HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT TO TEACHERS IN THEIR UNI COURSE. Also, whilst teachers do this, some of the smarter little girls in the class pay full attention to this passive social dysfunctional norm. And there were some little girls in that classroom that I have later had experience with as an adult and a whole “you’re not worthy” issue. It is because of that stupid bloody teacher and ones just like her. I need to point out, there are others, many, that could not see what was going on, and who weren’t the chosen “whipping girl” and saw Debbie Croft in a “golden light” they have no idea what she’s really like, in fact I think at one point, later after she retired, she was awarded some sort of teaching award by the Australian Government. You can imagine how that outraged me. She should not have been a teacher, or around kids. She did not have any kids of her own. I feel Debbie Croft may have experienced this when she was a child, and has passed it on to the next generation, due to the total ‘unawareness’ mind set, of that generation. I believe that generation came from a generation where the cane was frequently used, and ‘misused’ by powertrippers. Religious schools were particularly hideous when it came to psychological abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse. My uncle has told me some grave stories indeed. I only wonder why it has taken, (is taking) so long to get this part of people’s lives RIGHT You have to talk about it. The silver lining; a BIG thankyou to Debbie Croft, as she has enabled me to be one of those girls who is NOT the ‘teacher’s pet’ type, and has NOT that ‘need to please‘ that a lot of women suffer from. Also, because of her, whenever I speak now, I say what I think rather than what I think the other person wants to hear. I find now, a lot of adults when speaking to me, say what they think I want to hear, they lie, it is 2nd nature to them. Which is silly. It is a plus in life, saying what you think, it leads in the end to personal happiness. People who were humiliated as kids, grow up to not give a shit about what people think about them. So, it’s a huge plus being free to do as you please rather than concerning yourself and restricting your actions because of what other people might think. (Good thing for you I am not an axe murderer). BTW, that teacher left in 3rd term to travel and we had a substitute teacher – another example of Gods hand stepping in (finally). And I should mention this teacher may have had a problem with me because of an incident that happened with another teacher at Limbri School, when I was five. So, I had a distinct distrust for teachers - and I believe she picked up on this fact and resented me deeply for it, as she wanted to be worshipped by the young girls – a lot of adult females who take a jobs around children, suffer from that inflection of wanting to be worshipped by the young girls – in my experience. (Unmarried women should NOT be allowed in the classroom – I believe they are putting in teacher aids now, well that’s something I guess, but, this teacher used to co-conspire with 2 of her colleagues (Tydd (single) and Hill (married) ) to come up with ways to humiliate me, not kidding, staff meetings on humiliation tactics, I have a few other stories, but I will leave them out) Plus, I think Debbie Tydd is stalking me, I saw her at Gladstone (could have been a look alike? Have not seen her since I was 8, she had dyed blonde hair now and made a reference to how ‘poor’ I must be.) – but I think she, amongst a group of women is one of those cunts who tries to “teach me a lesson” any opportunity they can get, like those power tripping fucked in the head mothers who have a “project” child; like those women at Bundaberg court, trying to show me how to ‘win in court’? Possibly she is alongside Amos, I can’t remember her first name, she was the singing teacher who booted me out of choir!! {Is this a "thing" I mean a weird thing that teachers do; stalk and follow past students to see what they're doing? I complain on my blog about seeing Cathy Goldman who was stalking me; house mistress from school. I saw Dr Scarf at the bank apologizing to me. I saw the reverend once as well, stalking me at this fabric shop in Surry Hills, Reverend Wern, he was the school Chaplin. Just weird. Actually, there were some other few bad things that happened that year in Primary school, my sister almost died in a choking incident, it was horrendous. Later at the Christmas party, I choked on a lolly in the classroom. I was also sexually assaulted in Wolseley Park by one of the boys from the B class in our year. And I believe it’s all related to Debbie Croft, ‘willing’ misfortune, because she was single. Like I, who am single; and I have dogs that follow me around everywhere I go. I have people who drive trucks who follow me around – total socially retarded types. So, as I do, so did Debbie Croft, and it’s these entities that also wreak havoc, but I am aware of them, she would not have been. She was not. As people have heard about my choking stories, other choking stories, come to light about their kids choking, and when you stand back and look at the big picture, it’s truly like there is some sort of evil unseen entity going around choking children. So, I’m not really sure if that’s true, or maybe children just need to learn how to eat properly, and not move about whilst eating. Watching my cat, I know she never walks around eating, so I’d say that’s possibly more the problem, but you never know. J I want to mention 2 other wicked things that teachers do, the first one is someone else’s story; the teacher started picking on a kid who was fat, just a little, but the other kids picked up on the ‘tone’, and so then started bullying the kid too. The teacher set the ‘bar’ so to speak, as before that, the kid was totally accepted for his size, by all the other innocent 6yrs old. And; some teachers handicap kids -the smart ones, ones that are good at sport, they handicap them so the ones that never win, can have a chance of winning. I feel this is really disgraceful. Handicapping someone who is fully capable- has dire implications that is far-reaching into that child’s future. I was too young to fully remember one of the examples that I’d like to tell you but they definitely did it. I noted it at least twice in my Primary school. It also teaches kids, it is OK to handicap someone (I was later handicapped in my left foot by a deliberate act - my boots were deliberately made faulty to cause Collapsed Arch - unable to walk/exercise for 5yrs now, age 48) (my garden was amazing, you silly little jealous twits) And along the same lines as my ‘gold star dog’ theory, if you’re familiar with that; Teachers brainwash kids into believing that if a person is not a certain standard then they’re not deserving of anything good like the gold star in 5th class. So those little girls apply the same principle in adult life but substituting the gold stars for quality items. (CBA staff do it big time in the banking world too) They just love playing teacher - they are completely stupid and brain washed by ridiculous primary school teachers. My huge 10yr old garden was snatched away from me for this reason. Partly from jealousy too, but mostly it was because I was happy. It seems happiness is what really ‘ticks’ other girls off the most. So, they ‘handicap’ other people who are winning in life, they copy the teachers. {old men do it too, ones that hate women, you know those men from the 80’s} People handicap other people, in a vast array of manner, stealing and theft is major, but ridicule and gossip, is biggest way amongst women. Btw, my mother at the time knew something was wrong at school, she didn’t know what, she didn’t know how to approach the issue at my school, she couldn’t approach the school, let alone stand up to teachers. Women, mothers, weren’t empowered to do such things back then. Also, the school system was very ‘anti-parents’ at the time - as in ‘we are the teachers and we know best, so stay out of it’ – they are so cocky and arrogant from all that power tripping and lording over kids. I’m not sure if it is still that way, I suspect so. The only way she knew how to deal with the problem was to become involved with the school, and she became the school secretary, the rest of my schooling was changed for the better after this happened. But my mother played a big role in my education as she noticed, along with this incident, and another incident that happened when I was 5 at Limbri school, I had issues with listening to teachers, and she help me greatly especially with reading, spelling and homework in general, lucky for me she had a private school education {BTW, we were tested at age 5 for IQ, I scored extremely well, my parents thought I was some sort of genius! (such wishful thinking, I think!), but apparently due to that Limbri power tripping teacher, I developed a FUCK YOU attitude when it came to learning} So, my mum, truly, mother of the year. She is worth mentioning as I suspect, like me, she too probably had dogs trying to ‘discredit’ her at every turn, and she runs rings around most other mothers/teachers. I later found a letter after mum died, in the family filing cabinet, it was a letter of thankyou from Miss Tydd the teacher and then the whole class, I will put it here and here is original: To Mrs Bieman, Thankyou for your help during the year. Miss Tydd, and Tina Brooks Angela Xidas Christina Kilpatrick Stewart Brady Grant Worboys Anne Horwood Rachel Davis Daryl Clark Hayley Barling Ian Hausfeld Peter Schofield Tania Gold Carmen Scully Susan Pryor Darryl Gray Emily Bieman Jason Brydon Carl Doring Elizabeth Donnelly Kirrily Clark Leigh Lamey Nigel Green Rebecca Evans Fiona Pine Melinda Underwood Karen Birchall Andrew Breckenridge Mandy Withers Trudy Cully Lachlan Heywood Simon Parkes It was so amazing when I found this letter, it was like 30 years since I've seen or spoken to any of those kids, and reading through their names, I can picture every single one of their faces, and I can remember each person - some of them are a little vague, but I can still remember them. And 3 of them; Christina, Fiona and Melinda, went on to the same school as me for secondary education. Mandy was the one who saved me for when I was choking and went on to become a nurse. Angela was my best friend at primary school, but we kind of lost touch after we went to separate secondary schools. I remember Jason was a total flirt. he loved women, wonder if he still does or if the reality of the world has sunk into him as well! J I have no idea what any of them are doing now, but it would be interesting to know. They were all a bunch of really good kids, no thieves amongst them. Although Angela later warned me, to stay clear of Simon Parkes, he is a definite bad ass ! BTW, teachers are amongst the top 2 paid female professions in Australia. And I personally believe this is the case, because they winge and moan, so the government gives them more (they are teachers, they can come up with tactics to get more money) But, they winge and moan, not because they think they really deserve more - they winge and moan to try to validate their bad teaching behavior, and all their social discriminations, social dysfunctions, that public school teachers have inflicted onto the next generation of sweet innocent kids, - ruining them. A lot of teachers I’ve encountered are in it purely for the money and the power tripping. They’re not in it to depart knowledge, wisdom, information, or education. If given a choice between working as a teacher or staying at home doing what they please, most would take the latter option. But of course our society dictates we need to make money, so this is an easy profession for a lot of women. This is what the real-world dictates and I know if I had kids, I certainly won’t be sending them off to school on their own at age 5 -would you send your five-year-old off into the real world? that’s what you do when you send them to school - with teachers from all sorts of backgrounds with all sorts of motives. It’s not like a school is some sort of magic environment where everything is wonderful and perfect and your child can have the best chance of life possible, and I’m only talking about the teachers here, don’t get me started on playground antics. I want to add Debbie Croft is the same teacher who had a bee in her bonnet about teaching the whole class ‘big words’. And so one holidays, my cousin Sebastian and I, were having a fierce spelling competition, and ofcourse I whipped his butt due to Debbie Croft’s personal mission, but it was grandma who couldn’t handle the fact that I, a mere girl, beat him, (precious Sebastian, her favourite who was going to be a lawyer when he grew up). She was so upset she stormed off to the kitchen and smashed her glass into the sink. Sneaky Sebastian…. possible sore loser…. 6. No image on this one; Everybody needs to read this – Harassment Laws I have been harassed so much in my life, and the stupid bimbos doing it, would not even know about the legality of what they are doing. Such is the nature of stupid women in Australia. IT IS ILLEGAL TO HARRASS SOMEONE HERE IN AUSTRALIA This is taken from SAFEWORK.NSW.GOV.AU (but they keep changing their wording slightly), also a lot of gov website describe Harassment as something only associated with sex or race, but IT IS NOT, it applies to any situation, inregards as to what you are being harassed for. All my neighbours need to read this, aswell as my landlord, plus Australian politicians, TV network industry and old men. It seems most people I encounter needs to read this. (Can you see why I often feel like I am surrounded by morons?) HARASSMENT What is harassment? Harassment is verbal or physical behaviour which is unwanted and unwelcomed. Verbal harassment may include: Repeated suggestive comments; Jokes or insulting remarks; or Persistent personal invitations or requests. Physical harassment may include: Deliberate physical contact; Persistent staring or rude gestures; Displaying sexually graphic or offensive material; or Destruction of personal belongings. How do you deal with harassment? Don't ignore it! Do something to let the person know that you object to their behaviour, and that you do not want it repeated. See your teacher, or another senior officer on the Campus, and discuss the matter. Harassment and the Law Harassment has been made unlawful by the NSW Anti-Discrimination Act (1977), on the grounds of: Gender; Race; Marital status; Physical, intellectual or psychiatric disability; Sexual preference; or Age. 7. Next photo across above, shows my family with our cousins, the Bones; Good parents are parents who - 20 tips for well-adjusted kids (endeavouring to rid myself and other victims from bullies) btw, I did temp nanny work briefly, I worked for many families, and I would say out of all of them, only 1 mother really knew what her kids were like! The others just saw what they wanted their kids to be like! This is an area that needs help. Evolutional help for mothers. Talk about family budget. Teach about the value of money, give them an allowance and use it to discipline (more effective than spanking, or grounding, and do not use FEAR to discipline. ‘Free reign’ goes a long way, don’t keep your kids on a leash, do not 'ride' them, then you’ll see, they will be able to make the correct responsible decisions, and won’t need to act rebellious). It takes skill to be a parent. Teach them not to steal. How to save for what they want. Not to be jealous of others; stick to their own plans/goals, not be concerned about other people‘s business. Make sure you can provide at least a deposit for their own home at 18. Choose friends wisely, but don’t be rude. Be involved with child’s homework and generally keep tabs on what they’re doing and making sure that they’re understanding everything as they go along each year (preferably home-school them but not all parents are that savvy!) You have to answer all their questions! Ensures by the time their child is ready to leave the family home, has at least 4 or 5 tasty healthy dishes up their sleeve. Knows how to iron their own clothes, clean own space, and clean up after themselves in any situation, without being told. Encourage the child to find, then do what interests them. But push them into something if they can’t find anything, certainly make sure they do a sport of some sort, if not 2 or 3. Make sure they read every day, and have a Library card. Encourage them to dance around the house, teach them how to be happy and how to see the funny things in life, how to make a witty joke; how to ‘fly’ - I don’t know, maybe install a flying trapeze setup! Don’t be a “no you can’t” authoritarian with them all the time. Teach them to communicate, be honest and say what’s on their mind – start before they can speak! talk to them about life in general, how you feel that day. Surprising how bad people are at communicating. Encourage them to stick up for anyone being victimized. Don’t laugh at them or they’ll feel like a loser and develop overweight problem. Teach them how to be respectful, polite, and well mannered, how these tactics are used to get what you want in life -it is a game. Teach them the difference between strength and bitchiness. Gradually make them aware of politics and how the country works. Teach them, not everything you hear on the news, is going to be true, because everyone has a hidden agenda. Don’t hide the truth, ever, they can handle it. Treat kids like small adults with respect. No ‘pretend protecting’ them by hiding information, I see TV shows with parents hiding conversations from kids. Indeed, I remember my parents once closing the doors off so that the kids couldn’t hear the phone conversation that mum was having, at the time my grandpa, mums dad, passed away, and she didn’t want any of the kids to find out, or really no doubt, to see her emotional, which I feel is really ridiculous because you’re placing shame on emotion and teaching shame. Be honest, don’t lie, this includes illegitimate kids (no inbreeding in the future!) When they are young before age 5, especially make sure you play with them, sing with them, inspire and stimulate them - this will ensure that they do well at school. Get them to read to you. Make sure they are outspoken in preparation for school, and not shy. When you make the decision to have kids, your life is now 100% about them, till they leave the nest. Of course, make sure they’re getting the right nutrients, 3 meals every day and limited processed foods. Teach them the value of why they need to eat properly, their body is a temple. Eating healthy is an area that low-income people can do too; thus, you can elevate your child’s ‘abilities’ into a high-income arena; so, they can compete on an even playing ground. Teach them about marketing people, and how they’ve got young people brainwashed through television ads, billboards, school and social media conversations. Don’t be a marketed sucker (or a fashion victim). Children are not to go on Roller Coaster rides. (bad RC experience!) Awaken your kids; the world doesn’t need any more sleeping beauties. Teach them about human connections and people who do reflections. The importance of ‘sound mind always’ as they will need all their wits about them, to be successful. Teach them the Psychology of bullying, teach them empathy, to ensure they don’t bully other kids or animals. In brace people who are weird and different. And how to care for the planet. Teach them how to be a good loser. Especially teach young boys how to be respectful to girls / women concerning sexuality. Teach all about sex, there is to be no shame. Teach empathy. Avoid using your kids as a power trip; having a bad day? don’t take frustrations out on kids by yelling. Your job as a parent is to ‘empower’ them, so they can grow up and do what they want in life, be responsible for their own actions. But, speaking loudly is important, to encourage wakefulness; yelling gets their attention, your allowed to yell, let them be loud. Teach about adults/ teachers who will want to use them to power trip, how to best deal with them. Make them be always aware, if they’re feeling uncomfortable or in pain, in any situation to say stop, and get out/ leave/deal with the situation. Make it your job to find out what your child is interested in so you can help them determine what career best suits their personality, be very involved in their transition from school / college to the workplace, make sure they have an understanding of workplace conditions, wage, super, holiday, sick pay, etc etc. Teach about the wicked ways of the world, wicked people/employers/lovers, who will want to use them. Teach them about power. Teach prudence, and or abstinence. Encourage contraception, and the importance not to have children unless you have a committed partner, proper income and a caring nature. Children are NOT for everyone. Be warned, after creating such perfect kids, you yourself will have problems with other jealous parents and teachers! And btw, if you’ve had your kids on a “leash” you read this, and suddenly “unleash” them - it’s not going to work, you’re going to have all sorts of problems! Hence why some kids act out after leaving home. I recommend reading up on how to raise kids, before you have kids. And if you were abused as a child – do NOT have kids; you will subconsciously pass along abuse behaviour whether you want to or not. 8. Lastly, that final image across that row above is an image of my 'sabotaged' work boot; Seeking Facebook help as Dr refused to help - diagnose a handicapped foot After two years of living with a sore foot, and the doctor was unable to tell me what was wrong. I decided that I should put a posting on a Facebook forum (this was before I was ban from Facebook). This is what I said; For all the people who are concerned about my health - Could you please pray for my sore foot. (Note the people on this forum had previously accused me of having mental health problems when I put photos up of stolen items – they stupid stalkers). This story is really tedious, only a very patient person would be able to read the whole thing. There was an accumulation of events which has caused major injury – like those ‘King Tide + big storm event = extreme circumstances and damage’ that you have heard about on the news. About 3 Summers ago I started feeling some discomfort in my left foot. I just assumed there was some little pebble/stick/seed/dirt that had got in, between my left foot and my Crocs holy shoe, causing some irritation on the bottom of my sole, so all summer I was forever taking my left foot out of my shoe, scraping it on the side of my leg to try and remove any bits of debris - I didn’t really pay much attention. One day I was inside the house in bare feet standing around the table by the big window in the living room, and next thing you know I felt this sharp stabbing pain in the side of my left foot and I looked down, and I somehow had managed to tread on a size 3.75mm knitting needle, it went straight into my foot about 1cm deep (strange bird behaviour from outside the window?). So, after a few limpy weeks, the injury on the outside part of the left foot healed, there was still a little inflammation on the inside or maybe fluid retention- I’m not an expert on injuries. But just as it was healing nicely, I was outside in the chook yard collecting some plums from my plum tree when a chook distracted me (strange bird behaviour again), and I managed to tread on a pruned branch/twig, and it went straight through my croc’s shoes and into the sole, about 2cm away from where the previous injury had been. So, this double injury became some sort of internal fluid mess, it was very painful I couldn’t really walk properly. Then the agitation I had experienced before that, what I thought was a summer seed, was getting worse and worse and finally I realized on the sole of my left foot there was a big lump and it was really painful, so then I assumed, it must’ve been a seed callous from those little bumps on the croc shoes, but it turned out to be a reaction to the homoeopathic medicine I’d taken, and it caused a big huge planter wart to grow (I was wrongly diagnosed by student/supervisor homeopath at the St Leonard’s Institute – whole other story). So at this point, my foot was quite a mess. Now to top it off, at this time I had my 25m long lap pool up and running (my pride my joy, to sort any back problems, and it did). But I had a low-flow pump on it, this means I had a lot of cleaning to do by hand, so I would spend at least 30 mins every day that summer walking up and down the pool sweeping up any dead bacteria to one end, ready for vacuum – I actually enjoyed doing it, any pool related activity was fun, but, as after about 15minutes or so, it did get a little cold, and I found myself walking up and down on tippytoes, and it was this stretching of the foot, plus my initial injury (still unsure at that point about what that was – but later I saw it was a hole in my workboots, a 20c coin sized depression on the inside sole, plus all the other stabbing injuries, suddenly my foot said NO! NO MORE, and it totally spasmed out, like the middle toe stuck right upwards, there was all strain along the arch, I was “what is going on with my foot?” as I stuck it up out of the water. It threw its final tantum in the pool. I did visit the Doctor, a few months later, as it had not heeled; taking advise from my new landlord (I did have to move twice in the meantime on my sore foot) and he had no comment about the sore foot – he did not notice the problem. Dr Gittoes. But he did advise me about the planter wart - and taking his advice I applied Salicylic Acid to the planter wart. I watched it eventually fall off and then grow back. (Salicylic acid does not work at all on planter warts, why doctors would suggest using Salicylic Acid? It just doesn’t work.) DOES NOT WORK. I knew from experience when I was 17, the only thing that rids a planter wart completely is actually homoeopathic medicine. As I now no longer trusted homeopaths, I did some research myself and came up with Thuja, so the pain from that 2yr old planter wart stopped after a week from taking Thuja, thank goodness, (I did not have that lump that whole 2yrs) but it’s too early to say whether the whole thing will disappear. (It did after 2 weeks or so – I have to add, I took 4 little balls daily after dinner for 4 days, in my experience that’s the way to do it. However, the instructions on the thuja bottle (from the chemist) said to take 4 balls, 5 times a day for 4 weeks – which is WAY too much, and you will most likely give yourself long term side effects if you took that much of any homeopath medic.) So, update at this point; a little birdie later advised me, that the hole in my shoe (that was causing that initial irritation), was actually caused from the planter wart penetrating into the memory foam of my work boots, and leaving an indentation. If you ever experienced a plantar wart, you know that they are full on rock-hard areas. At the time I heard this I was a little skeptical, thinking that someone had sabotaged my work boots because there was a big issue about unemployed people receiving free workboots (a jealousy issue), so someone had sabotaged my boots. But I think after thinking about it over some years, the indentation theory is probably more likely because it would be quite hard to put a hole in someone's work boot like that. So in the meantime the rest of my internal injuries was still prevalent, and to add to the 2 stabbings, I again trod on a big tapestry needle into the same spot as my initial knitting needle stabbing (that only went .5cm – again, strange bird behaviour), and also, one pitch black night when I was out chasing the cows that had got into the garden, I trod on a wire basket that had been moved by the cows into the middle of the yard, again in the same spot on my left foot, and again adding to the fluid and inflammation that was already in there causing pain. So, I have had five consecutive injuries on my left foot, and in the middle of this I had to re-locate houses 6 times, YES 6 TIMES, so my left foot hasn’t had any rest and hasn’t been able to heal properly. So, this is why I posted a picture of my left foot, so I can ask everyone out there please pray for my left foot and that it gets better soon, and no more injuries occur. Many thanks So that’s what I put up on Facebook, almost, without the updates. I did not really get any response. One girl suggested I should go to the Dr. I did not explain to her, I did already. (The fact that I wasn’t diagnosed and treated properly had something to do with the fact that I didn’t have any status in society, as I was viewed as single and unemployed, very typical if I ever go to a Dr – there’s no point.) Also, I have to say something about the bracketed strange bird behaviour – talk about spotting a weakness and picking on it. Five consecutive injuries – not a coincidence. But 1 yr later, I was at the Chiro re my sore back, (no more lap pool) and I thought he seemed quite savvy, why don’t I ask him about my foot, so I did, he took one very quick look, and straight away he said “Collapsed Arch” or “Planter fasciitis”. I should check my shoes for any problems, which I did, and lo and behold there was the hole, the size of a 20c coin in the left shoe, 4mm deep, right under the soft pad part of the foot, and slightly to the left. This hole is the number 1 cause of the foot problem from the beginning, and as the pain started 8-12mnths after I started wearing those new $250 Mack Boots. So, a few months of walking on a ‘hole’ sole, created a weakness for walking on my tippytoes, which is why it could not handle the walking back and forward – my other foot with no hole, was fine with the tiptoeing. In retrospect, just before it all started, I recall hearing someone (still unknown) that they were going to handicap me. I heard this and wrote it off, “handicap me, as if” I am strong like bull! It was along the same lines as I heard them say they were going to get me for unregistered vehicle – again, I wrote that off, as I had totally forgotten that I had not paid my rego, and they did get me - $5500 fine – arss. I am 100% sure this was sabotage by the shoe company incahoots with others. I believe it was done deliberate to handicap me, mainly due to my garden – I won. People don’t like to see single women win. (There was also a possible stilhetto issue, see page 2, aswell as Centrelink Jobs provider issue, re “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, aswell as a gumboot issue, see at the bottom) So, I have left my previous assumption about boot sabotage, because that’s what I felt at the time. And I did literally hear that they were going to handicap me. A pervert old man thing. So, at the time when this happened, my garden was really taking shape, I was starting to eat all my own fresh organic vegetables, my fruit trees were producing stone fruit, I was picking flowers for the kitchen, I was exercising in the pool, feeling really good and trim. My seed business was taking off. I was really very happy and pleased with myself, because this, as far as I'm concerned, is what life is about. I mean if you want to make things difficult for yourself by all means go ahead, but this is how I wanted to live my life, and I was doing it. I really suspect that this is an underlying issue for many people, they don't like to see women win, and women be happy. In fact, it reminds me of this documentary I saw, about gay men in the 17th century or some such time in the past, and they were really vilified in society, and the main reason was because, there was this group of men having fun together, and not having to go home and look after women at the end of the day, not having to look after kids; and this was what really what upset all the old man in the community, it's like “how dare you have fun and be happy when we all have to go home to the ball and chain”. You know, it’s not like the planet needs any more kids! Only a ¼ of women are suitable to breed in my opinion anyway, the rest are too hopeless, they just want to get out of work, and have someone to lord over and control, or, appear normal; not suitable reasons to have kids. I’ve been unable to walk properly for 6 years, (so far) or do any exercise. I used to walk around my garden at Rangari, in the evening, my favourite thing; once I was so happy, I started humming to Julie Andrew’s ‘These are a few of my favorite things’ and thinking to myself, NOW I, have my own favorite things! Including the Story apricot tree as I walked by…. (‘happiness’ drives bullies mad, and they do despicable things to such people – such jealousy). BTW I know there are some people out there thinking I have depts, and this is the reason why I was handicapped! THINK AGAIN - I never have any kind of DEBTS. I am the kind of person when I get a bill I pay it pretty much straight away, always has been the case - Miss Perfect - that’s who I am. That’s why they did it…. (It is not politicians running this country, it is Bimbo Cockaninnies that run this country) HELL with THEM - my garden was gorgeous! Oh, someone else, no names here, said I was handicapped, so that I would sit on the couch and watch my fav TV shows – the more I watch, the more work they got. (6yrs now, a lot of couch tv watching, SYTYCD.) So, I didn’t throw my workboots out until after Dr Mohammed the Chiro diagnosed me and told me to check my boots. So, basically walking around on the cause of the problem for 4 yrs! Major damage MAJOR, which is why it still has not healed (it’s only meant to take 12mnths to heal, but there are at least 2 different types of Collapsed Arch, I had the type similar to what Ballerinas get, have written about elsewhere to enlighten Dr’s, as some are not familiar with it). I did actually request a new pair workboots when I moved to Gladstone (move number four), as by this point, my boots were looking a bit tatty, and as part of my job’s provider, they’re meant to provide workboots, but this one in Gladstone, Tania Poschalk, refused (she was the one that looked like Catherine, from image clothing, where I used to work, that was closed, curse her.) I believe it was her; the jobs providers get people, bullies from my past and insert them in as “case managers”. They are fucked cunts who want to play “nazi”. People handicap other people in a vast array of manner, stealing and theft is major; psychological torture. Usually ridicule, is biggest way amongst women. Guess they felt they needed to take a more physical approach with me, as the ridicule seemed not to be working. Sticks and stones as mum always told us! I guess they did not want to see a whole lot of gardeners in this country. Stick to the couch, football and booze, NO THANKS. Btw, I also had some difficulties later with diagnosis ‘in writing’ and treatment. The chiro refused to put his diagnosis in writing, and there was only 1 other medical professional who could see the problem, a physio, and he also noted the big toe muscle problem, the muscle that runs from the toe, under the arch and all the way up the leg – basically he was the only person that could see the problem, everyone else thought I was making it up to get out of work, - and overcharged me as a result, or, were stupid, really STUPID, or fakers, fake doctors; fake podiatrist at Bundaberg – stupid women – I will never see a so called female Dr ever again, they are useless, fakers. (None of them btw, could see the lymph problem either) That 1 other medical professional could see it, was a physiotherapist, by the name of Cody Amos, from Bundaberg, I would say, the only professional in Bundaberg, aside from that waxer (never see a female chiro, podiatrist or female doctor of any sort for that matter, they are clueless – they have no feel for their field. Oh wait. I remember a female Indian/Australian doctor I saw in Gunnedah once – another genius) I only have my experience to base my conclusions on. Having said that about the physio, later, it turned out, he was helping the dogs steal my care plan physio appointments for back. Apparently, my landlord stole them Wainberg aka Cate Rogers. At one point in 2022 it started to heel after an ‘accidental’ cold treatment when I was stuck in the ocean for 3hrs, but it later collapsed, in my gungho excitement. I also feel the lack of diagnosis by a GP, is not only to do with inexperience, but possibly knowing about the whole sabotaged boot, as in Drs ‘in the know’, and wanting to protect the “powers that be” who did it. Fear of upsetting the “Powers that be”. Such is the coward nature of most people I have thus far encounted in my life, when it comes to this exact bully situation. Very seldom does someone step forward in a large bully situation and speaks against the bullies, infact I have never seen this happen, ever. Same as playground, adults, still the same. I remember when I was at Rangari, planting all my trees, building fences to protect them, tending the vege patch; Occasionally it would rain, and felt I needed gumboots. At the time, I could not find any women’s gumboots. The only ones I could get were pathetic flimsy chin high boots. It’s like the material that the boot was made out, was probably about 2 or 3mm thick, and the soul was made from the same material and same thickness, more or less. It was ridiculous. I thought if I trod on a stick, it would just go straight through the boot into my foot, I may aswell be wearing bare feet! I remember complaining about it to myself, thinking how absurd those boots are, I thought it’s an area that “women’s liberation” hasn’t yet discovered; Work Gumboots! Now I believe that, all that ‘personal’ complaining about that, to myself, {you know, it’s not like I wrote a formal nasty letter bitching about lack of female work gumboots to anyone !! lol}. So, I believe this response from me, has triggered the “stupid dogs”, to be outraged by my complaining. Somehow it is the fault of the DOGS, that they did not yet make woman’s work gum boots – this is what they must have thought? And this in turn may have prompted them to sabotage, my normal work boots, with a hole in the sole to create a collapsed arch. As I must be an ungrateful person? Now listen here DOGS; don’t you tell me to be grateful about PATHETIC workGUMboots, that weren’t designed for working in. If I want to complain about something, (TO MY SELF FOR GODSSAKES, about anything) then I would have a legitimate reason too. I don’t complain about stupid things. I’m a very aware and grateful person. So, you yourselves go eat humble pie, and fuck off. And if you want to be such perves, then you will get the ugly truth, suck it up. 9. Mothers to blame for a thieving offspring Adjustable pipe wrench STOLEN Similar to this one, taken from farm on Bridges Road, Rangari, NSW (near Gunnedah) By, I suspect, Heath Barwick - no conviction. I’ve had about $10,000 worth of stuff stolen since I moved there, one item at a time, plus I was harassed especially at night with noises from my neighbour, my neighbour was Heath Barwick. (No other neighbours in the vicinity) He had been friends with my little brother at school many years ago, Daniel told me that he used to steal from him back then - why was he not charged back then and jailed? We were never and are still not friends. So, Heath Barwick‘s mother, I hate to burst your marital bubble, but you stupid bimbo failure of a mother, I hope you rot in hell, have you any idea of how much of a thief your son is? How much he harasses and stalks women, how he has absolutely no respect for women at all? His attitude is totally retarded. This is your fault Mrs Barwick, this is no one else’s fault but yours Mrs Barwick, hopeless woman, you should not have had kids. I want my $10,000 back plus compensation for psychological torment. And bunnings bimbos copycats who think “I want to play to” - you stupid little thieving dogs. I wrote this in 2020, after one of my jobs providers, I am fairly certain was in fact Mrs Barwick (?) She did not have the same name, but I was just reminded of Heath every time I went there: she seemed to have the same mannerisms. She did confess to me at one point she used to be addicted and on drugs. My landlord then prompted me to write down what I ought to say to her, if it was her. And, just above, that's what I came up with. 5 years later I need to update it, because, back then I did not realise the full extent, of how mothers are the main problem, the root cause of all these problems I see in other thieving annoying people; it's because of the way they were raised. Someone told me that Mrs Barwick was from the 80s, and she was a hippie on drugs, and that’s why she's a total bimbo and hopeless mother. But this is not an excuse for being a bad mother. Obviously if you're going to take party drugs you can't have kids; only a stupid person would have kids if they are a drug user. Actually, I feel the same about alcohol too, but considering how many drunks there are in this country, no one would be able to have kids if they followed that piece of wisdom. And back in 2020 when I was ban from Facebook, I realise this is a real reason why; they don't want me talking about bimbo housewives, they don't want bimbo housewives to deal with negative issues. They don’t want to upset bimbo housewives. You know it's this very particular philosophy of not wanting to deal with negative things, that makes women bimbos! Such irony. It's not like they are born bimbos; it's over the years they become stupid because they don't want to deal with these HARD things. They become ‘sleeping beauties’. (Unfortunatly some women are never awake in the first place). Now, I can’t compare Heath’s mother to my aunt, as I do not believe I had any of the sort of problems I have had with Heath, with my 2 cousins. But I imagine, in Australia, a relatively wealthy country, this is a common issue: Wealthy housewives with one or two kids, and a husband that takes care of all financial burdens; so, if any ‘uncomfortableness’ crops up, the wife and the husband expect the husband to handle it, so the wife does not have to ‘worry’ about anything. They get into the mindset ‘oh well that's negative, we only focus on positive things - for the children’. They're clueless and oblivious to what they're setting their brains up for: which is bimbohood! They think they're doing the right thing for the kids, but they're not. I call this phenomenon complacency. Housewives get complacent because housewives generally refuse to deal with negative issues, and this very fact makes them stupid. And you might think stupid as in, they just not wise of ways of the world, or how other people live…well, I am talking about that, but I'm also talking about their brain changes, so that they are mentally unaware and part zombie. As an example, one of my aunts is quite wealthy, happily married, looked after and cared for by her very astute husband all her adult life. So, she would have little knowledge of the kinds of problems a single woman for instance has to deal with on a daily basis, like neighbour harassment, {side bar; last 4 days my neighbour has harassment me with extra loud music after I complained about them revving their car to try and get me to garden: playing God….}, having to install security cameras to stop petty thefts, locking all the doors and windows whenever she goes outside, like to do some gardening or put the washing out. Body cams! I bet the thought has never occurred to her that, she should put a camera on when she leaves the car out shopping, because some little idiot is going to break into her car and steal something while it's parked out in the car park?? (Actually, I am not sure she even drives – I have never seen her drive.) So, I guess I'm saying, it's this extra caution and alertness and worry and stress, that makes people more awake and aware. I'm not sure about the long-term benefits of worrying and being alert and stressed! I'm fairly certain it will take its toll. In fact, I have noticed as a general rule of thumb, people who have an easy life, and don't work; live longer, albeit, maybe in a state of zomby. And I also know it's related to control, one person wanting to control the marriage, the other person not having any control, and so it is this factor that puts them to sleep. Marriage is meant to be equal, there has to be equal respect, equal control - for fairness. I will stop now, but I feel there is more on this subject of bad mothering. Compulsory parenting classes for all pregnant women. All. 10. Massage chair rip off from harvey norman Female staff at Harvey Norman Tamworth stealing it from young customers. So, I just had a realisation about who is stealing from me and where they are from (2019). There seems to be a short blonde girl, I guess now she would be in her 40s, but has been following me around stores, mostly in Tamworth, especially Harvey Norman and Bunnings. In retrospect, I’m pretty sure she doesn’t actually work for them but she has friends who work there (how could she be the sales girl at both Harvey Norman and Bunnings) but, let me be clear, Harvey Norman are as guilty as can be - they allow her to basically steal from me in the form of overcharging at checkout. 20 yrs ago I recall paying $5000 for this massage recliner, back in 1998, or thereabouts, at Harvey Norman in Tamworth. There was a little short blonde sales girl, I have a fairly clear memory of her and what she looked like, although I don’t really pay much attention to sales girls, unless we have a specific conversation, but I do remember asking how much was this chair, she clearly said, the cost of this chair was $5000, it was reduced, as it was a showroom chair. Which at the time was half the amount of money that my grandmother had just given me, (she sold her house and was going into a nursing home, she gave each of the grandkids $10,000) I had decided that I would treat myself to this massage chair as it would last my whole life and I thought it would save money from going to a masseuse. At the time I didn’t have a credit card (that’s another story about Commonwealth Bank unempowering low-income women – Goldstar Dogs) Anyway, my sister and I had pre-arranged that she would pay for the chair on her credit card, and I would pay her later in cash. That’s why she was there with me, because I didn’t have a credit card. I naïvely did not check the faded fine print on the receipt at the time. BUT because just recently 20 years later due to an extreme unfortunate series of events in my life (due to more thieving bimbos) I’ve had to really relocate for the fifth time in more or less 12 months, so enough is enough, I cannot keep moving my big huge recliner, my arms have had it, so unfortunately I would have to sell my fantastic massage chair, the only option (which really defeats the whole reason why I purchased it, because it was meant to last my whole life and the chair was still in really good condition and would have done so, but, really, no choice). Anyway, I dig out the receipt and finally read it, and guess what it says $2700 plus $100 delivery! So, this is when I realised what had happened, and in retrospect, that short blonde girl, I’ve seen her numerous times in different shops where I’ve been ripped off, and I’m thinking she was in cahoots with my sister, but I’m not sure because I haven’t seen my sister at any other place, I’ve only seen this short blonde girl, (I mean maybe she penny’s friend Amber, or maybe it was Cate Cameron from my school? – I did not really get a good look – maybe she a prostitute?) she particularly used to be at Bunnings later. And if she can’t overcharge at checkout, she watches what I put through checkout, and if she wants it, she follows me home and steals from my house. I keep a track of everything that has been stolen from me and if you go through the list of stolen items, you’ll see I talk about some short blonde girl (goggles, dust brush….) so it would be her it. And the reason why I have so many items stolen from me is because this girl at Harvey Norman all those years ago got away with it, $2200 profit, that’s a huge incentive to continue doing it. I used to not really don’t pay much attention when I’m at checkout, so now I wear a camera, bodycam, so I can catch anyone on camera, and of course this girl has suddenly disappeared, but I have moved over 1000km from Tamworth. Also, so far, I have caught 2 sales people stealing from me on camera – it’s on you tube, go see. (My chair eventually sold for $400 on gumtree, no-one wanted it, now that young guy who bought it for only $400, will have good quality massage chair for at least 30-40yrs if not more – life really sucks, on numerous occasions) I would like that blonde bimbo to; stop making my life hell, fuck off you stupid little girl – then drop dead. 11. Bunnings Bimbos at Tamworth stealing from due to entrapment - realization of their game So, after years and years of thefts, I (with help from certain police) have just had a realization about who is stealing and where they are from. Here is the story. I would categorise myself as one of the “good girls”. I was raised in a loving family, where fighting and bulling wasn’t allowed. I went to a private school where there was a lot of discipline, certainly if anyone was caught stealing, they would be expelled immediately, and I believe in my whole time I was there, there was only one girl caught stealing. Although I do know of one other girl in retrospect who stole a lot and she was never caught or disciplined. But I am definitely opposed to stealing, I would never shoplift from a shop, or take something from somebody else’s house when I visit them -such as I have witnessed other girls do, frequently since. I also do not torment people, and bully them like a lot of women do, wanting to go on power trips, one girl told me I should try it, it’s fun and it’s a good way to lose weight. Seriously that’s what she said – she is FUCKED, fucked in the head. I’m a respectful person. A lot of those “bad types” of bitches would categorise me as ‘Miss goody two shoes’. And the thing about those bitches, if they see someone acting so perfect, it irritates them, it’s like they think “who does that girl think she is” and so they try and come up with devious ways to entrap me. I’m pretty sure there has been a lot of situations where there has been temptation put in my way, but like I said, I really do fit that category of a “good girl” – which was defiantly a good thing I was, as I did not know, but when you’re young, 18 and in your 20’s, and 30’s for that matter, actually, my whole life, especially if you’re on your own a lot, well me! - you have people that watch you, all the time. They are especially intrigued by girls just out of school, alone in a new city (actually, I would think any parent who sends their daughter off to a big city when they are 18, foolish, but that’s just me and my experience.) So, back to my Bunnings Bimbos story - these bitches were so frustrated by their attempts failing to entrap me, - like it really annoyed them that I was not a shoplifter, - after all their following of me was to no avail – they could not believe it, and could not accept it, so much so that they just persisted even harder, and hounded me, and there’s a big gang of them who worked like a pack of dogs in Bunnings; they would follow me around and try to set me up, - it was a competition for them, they really hated the idea of me, some girl out there (single) who was alike the ‘Virgin Mary’! It incensed them! (Someone later made up a joke for me, that those girls must have been so frustrated for following me around for 20-30 odd years trying to catch me shop lift, and because I never did, they most likely have mental health problems now, and they should seek counselling!!!). And, "Stop trying to turn me into the bad guy, you television cartoon superhero raised Superhero wannabe twits". In one such instance, btw, I didn’t know this ‘competition’ was going on at the time, I wish I did, I would’ve done things a little differently this day - when you have a gang of wilful people trying to ‘will’ you to something, only a very strong young woman would be able to not be led astray; but on this particular day at Bunnings, there was about five women, and they knew I needed to purchase some clamps, timber clamps (they dogs). I needed some help as the clamps didn’t have their pins, and this is when it started, the dogs were playing some sort of tag game, getting me to walk up and back from one end of the store to the other, no one would help me, they would hide, and run if they saw me coming, if you’ve ever been to Bunnings you know this could be kind of exhausting, (this was before my collapsed arch, thankgoodness) so actually, I can’t remember the details, but, this blonde guy came down and gave me a pin (I don’t think he even worked at bunnings - in retrospect I now recognize him (practically albino) – he burgled me and my flatmates flat in Sydney in 1992 (how stupid if your albino to enter a life of crime – stand out like a sore thumb). Side bar: So, this is a fully organized crime ring, run by women who get ‘thugs’ to do their dirty work, and I suspect they have connections to the private school I attended, in fact I think I recognised some of the 5 women as old NEGS girls; some NEGS girls have a specific way of dressing. They have money. Maybe someone at that school got wind of the Bonds story below, and advised the school network, who then preceded to think they had to do something about this “atrocious shoplifter” ?? I mean that would be totally stupid, so I guess it actually may have happened, given the nature of most women. Make no mistake these people are real; they also try to steal from me anyway they can. I later recalled an incident at a previous work place, Bonds, that may have triggered it, as those women who worked there, are a part of the dog network. I will now include that story: one day at work I was wearing some white double muslin pants, but being only 19 still, I had overlooked my orange underwear, so one could vaguely see bright orange showing through! – my boss quietly suggested I go down to the sample rejects room (bonds underwear that did not make the cut), and find a somewhat wearable white underpant, off I went. There was some difficulties finding something that was not too badly cut or whatever the flaw, the only thing I could find was a white thong, so I thought I would try it, as I had not tried one before (and, soooo bad – so uncomfortable, all day I felt like I had a wedgy!! Never again!). Anyway, I suspect the other girls that work there thought I had stolen the thong. {Women being stupid medalling jealous gossips as they are}, and this factor may have triggered the dog pack who follow me around? - I know at the time, I certainly was discriminated in the Pendle Hill community, where Bonds was located (by women). I recognized one of those women, I vaguely remember her from bonds, she still has the same short haircut, quite tall and slim still. She was like a territorial dog, (you know, the stupid kind), it was most likely her that thought I stole the thong, and has since arranged a dog network to steal from me? But I saw her later, she was the one who stole my gumtrees that I had planted on the Keepit Dam rd, she was the one who delivered my planters from bunnings and stole my Petunia seedling. I am pretty sure I have seen her countless of other times too. If anyone at Bonds remembers her, please let me know her name, or the police, she needs to be locked up. Fancy harassing some young girl, (at first) for the next 25 odd years. She has a total screw loose. I’m serious, there must be someone who knows from back in 1993/4 exactly who I’m talking about (she did not work in the Design/sample room). You need to speak up so other people are saved from this stupid woman. They picked on the wrong ‘small frame’ girl. I am going to get ya! Btw, these people and the thieving blonde sales girls at Harvey Norman made sure they silenced me by having me banned from Facebook – any new account is automatically deleted within 12hrs, NOW that’s oppression. But I persist, persistence is the key, for people (the actually good ‘thinking’ people) who listen and do something (but since they can’t even get those greedy mongrels to pay taxes, there is not much hope, still, the thieving at my house has slowed considerably since I do not go to bunnings anymore. Back to my Pin story; I did some more looking around and got all the other things I needed, and I somehow ended up with another pin. So, suddenly I had 2 pins, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to walk all the way back from the trade checkout to find the bloody girl and give 1 back (btw, that girl I saw, I don’t think she worked at Bunnings either, she was there to set me up – brown hair, skinny, freckles, she could have been that bimbo from Centrelink that I talked about in my “Bims in Fashion” story or Charlotte Powel?). So, 2 pins stayed in my trolley, and I got home and I had two pins. I did not want 2 pins; I was just exhausted and frustrated by that point I did not think to just leave one behind (wait a minute I thought I did – tucked in the cement rack before checkout? Maybe I ended up with 3 pins??). Anyway, it’s not like I could return 1 the next day when I had recouped, Bunnings was 100km away. SO, I defiantly believe those girls set me up “entrapment” so that I would inadvertently steal a pin, so they could finally be “rest assured” that I was not the ‘Virgin Mary’. Possibly this is the reason why they stole about $10,000 worth of my stuff, and followed me around and harassed me, because of that pin?? (Btw, I would have spent about $40,000 in Bunnings at that time). They suck, I hope those involved, get cancer and die. I later suspect my landlord with a different name was involved Wainberg? And, when hearing my story, someone suggested I ought to have stolen something many years prior, just to get those persecutory dogs off my back!! A joke J. And, that pin was later stolen, then returned to me by Mark Kesby after I moved to Long Cottage, but then was stolen again. Just weird. At Gin Gin, I listed those 4 big 7ft iron clamps (with only 3 pins) for sale on gumtree – an old NEGS girl purchased them at a bargain. NEGS girls persecution. Disgusting school. You, know, who knows, maybe those girls were trying to get rid of old men who hover about in the hopes of finding the Virgin Mary – religious nutters. I wanted to share this story inorder to warn other young single ladies of the sharks out there that are trying to ‘get ya’, and will try to entrap you, so they can have something to hold over you, and someone to prey on: “We want to #^$% with that girl” – a power tripping exercise but, with a pretty young girl. A cat and mouse game, where everybody wants to be the cat – its nazi behaviour. (As you can see, there is no point trying to hold this over me I have told the world J). I was also later advised, re that ‘entrapment plan’, that they do the same with young policeman. They try to get them to do something a little ‘untoward’, so then they can hold it against them for the rest of their careers, building on it even. This is how police get ‘bought and paid’. It’s a huge thing, apparently. And I believe perpetuated by the fact that nobody talks about and warns young people of organized ‘older persons’ tactics. People are caught off guard, then trapped. BTW, the very last time I went to a Bunnings, I was at the checkout que, and they set up this thing to make it look like I told the people in front of me, where to go, so I could go to the front of the queue! (Queue jumping) So, I did not do that, they just made it look like that’s what happened. Not saying that I could not have done that should I wish, but in this instance, I didn’t do it, it was a set up plan. They are big on Set Ups there. I work on a ”as needed basis only”. But you will have to ask the dogs at Bunnings, what their motivation for their setup. And by the way, doing this is not a crime, there are no laws being broken, (unlike theft and pickpocketing which is what staff do at Bunnings – I want my reading glasses back!) - there are no morals being thwarted, and just not morally wrong in any way either (unlike raping a sleeping beauty…). In fact, half your luck if you can make the queue shorter for yourself - if people have been ‘tricked’ into being outed from a queue - it serves them right for being sleeping beauties when they are awake; wake the fuck up. {stealing from someone who is half asleep is morally wrong – can’t you tell the difference bimbos?} you can’t ha ha ahahahah ahahah. Btw, a bird police, told me that they caught that Albino, he is now in jail (even though he was being controlled by other people, women). Betta wake up bims! I want to come back and add to this (2024), because I was advised there are a lot of police who have issues with capturing women, as in they think all baddies are mainly men, so they have no problems in hounding men, capturing them, kicking the shit out of them, if necessary. But they won't go near a woman, even if the woman is completely guilty, they also have got an “automatic something” ingrained in their minds, to leave a woman be. They just won't chase, incarcerate or have anything to do with a female suspect. Maybe this is how they were raised by their mothers? {Never punch a woman}. So, this would explain to me, a lot of the problems in society, especially the ones I have, as it is mainly woman who steal and verbally harass me. I can assure you, of all the evil encountered, there's always a woman behind it. That thinking by those police, is old fashioned thinking. Plus, I need to add, due to my Blog, and all the written ranting and raving, a lot of those stupid women, are waking up to the fact that they fucked up - they're starting to realise that they're guilty (just the beginning, ha). But, so now they're starting to save themselves “oh well she stinks, so she deserves it”, or “oh well she wasn't respectful, so she deserved it”. Neither of course is true. and how dare they try to justify stealing, harassment and general bullying. And it is Bunnings Bimbos, who is also trying to save the evil tart wretched thieves, by telling the world (or anyone whose listening at any rate!), that it's my fault, that those bimbos steal from me. WELL, it sure as hell is not my fault - I'm not responsible for other people’s stupid behaviour. How dare you even suggest it. Just say no to bunnings and all the bimbos that work there. And see how women are such a problem in my life. Following me around for 20-30 years stealing from me because you thought I may have stolen something. You know, if I opened a café that sold really good gourmet lunches – I would make it MEN ONLY, women miss out due their bitchy spiteful thieving little girl ways. Women it is clear to me at any rate - that you are the losers, no matter how many times you drive past my house or follow me down to the street and declare to the world that you won – WRONG, YOU ARE THE LOSERS. And this is not going to change anytime soon, since you do not want to know the truth. Women:Bimbos 12. Thala Resort in Port Douglas refusing service and calling customers DOGS That person who said those vile words a male florist, had someone, a woman, standing right behind them, so the person speaking, in effect, was the puppet, of this other woman. I’ve seen her a few times in the background, she follows me around too, like Cathy Goldman does. She’s kind of plump, not fat, with brown long hair, and I think she’s really rich as she dresses so - well she must be, because she has nothing better to do, but to follow me around, and use unsuspecting innocent people as puppets, to chastise me - this is her main goal in life, she is very sad as I don’t know her, we are not friends, maybe our paths have crossed, I did work in a shop for a brief period meeting many members of the public, I did attend school where many people crossed my path - but she doesn’t know me, so she couldn’t possibly have any ‘beef’ with me, and I make a habit of not doing the wrong thing by people - unless they steal from me in which case I would have no problems putting a photo of her on my blog to name and shame her. Too bad I didn’t get a photo of her. I find interesting about these puppet women, is that they have discovered this ability that they have, and they think they’re special and magic, but when it comes down to it, when they choose to use their abilities, they have a choice, of what to do or say, and they don’t seem to be able to think of anything nice or funny or clever - the only thing, they think to do, in the situation, is to reprimand and chastise. The irony of them thinking that they’re really clever – big picture, they are the opposite of clever, they are bimbos. Little birdy told me, this one in particular, has issues with me being single, and being able to take care of myself, this bird also told me, these women do not usually let me see them, this incident was unusual as I saw her in action. There are multiple girls following me around trying to use their puppet skills onm sleeping beauties that cross my bath – FUCK OFF YOU STUPID DOGS, and sleeping beauties WAKE UP. (for my sanity!) Also, when I was updating this, my emails that I was sending through from my device to my PC via the Mail app wasn’t working all those emails I sent disappeared completely. I’m pretty sure this has something to do with the dogs to try to sabotage me -there’s one living next door to me in Unit 2. PERSECUTION, I know one day she’s going to get her comeuppance. Also by the way, I was in my mid-30s at this particular time, and this was the first time I had ever heard someone referring to me or anyone as a dog, actually, now that I think about it, I do recall in one of my favourite movies, Dirty Dancing, there was a reference to dogs, and I assumed they were talking about women that they didn’t find attractive. But this particular woman at Thala wasn’t referring to a woman who was ugly. She obviously has some personal hangups and issues that she should deal with - somethings just aren’t up to her. Who does she think she is. Deal with it scardycat. That paragraph I wrote just above, as well, was deleted, I had to rewrite it; yeah like I have nothing better to do this Saturday morning than rewrite a story that I’ve already written, fuck whoever stole it, hope they get cancer and die. (There was a bit to the story that I can’t quite recall, it was important though, so I’m a bit annoyed I can’t remember it, something about warning young girls about tactics….) 13. Flash mobs pre-flash mobs, re signs I just noticed another piece of writing that was removed from my PC. And that’s where I talk about flash mobs, and it doesn’t surprise me that this was removed, because there was always a big thing after they did it, of telling me, that were going to deny that they ever did it “it never happened”. So, I’m going to do a whole photo story about flash mobs. This started many years ago, and it wasn’t the flash mobs that you know today, and see on YouTube, where a bunch of people from the crowd kind of start singing or dancing or playing a musical instrument - that kind of comes from a place of peace, love and entertainment. It would’ve been some girl, who saw what happened to me, and has decided to change the situation for the better, and created the “flash mob”, and the term that you know today. But it started, NOT FROM A PLACE OF PEACE AND LOVE, but with people harassing me, as I have mentioned on numerous occasions I have “dogs” who follow me around, sometimes, I would have hordes of people harassing me, like if they didn’t think I should go into a particular shop, or if I was going into the wrong street, perhaps took the wrong turn. Literally dozens of people would follow me around discreetly, and descend on me in this vile over-controlling manipulative nazi way. It was about control. Those people were absolutely disgusting, and this is why it has been removed. I can assure you it was organized, (most of the times) those people like to boast about how well they know me, just from following me, watching, stalking me. They know their actions were completely wrong, they were behaving in a total bulling manner, and they’re probably going to cancer and dye. There were a lot of people involved especially female, and also radio and TV personalities. All of those people are fucked. YOU DO NOT GET A SAY IN ANY DECSIONS IN MY LIFE. They know perfectly well who they are. I loathe you. Burn in hell. (It is those people who also steal from me if an opportunity presents) BTW, they still do it, just not with extensive amounts of people like before in Melbourne, they no longer wish to be obvious. Because they know they are causing stress on my life, they know their actions are wrong and falls under the category of HARRASSMENT, AND IT IS AGAINST THE LAW TO HARRASS SOMEONE. Every time I go down the street, I have to be worried about being flashed. I heard one girl on the ABC Radio National talk about it, and she said, it was gang mentality, they kind of lose their thoughts in the greater mob, and do stupid and unthinking things, which I guess looking at the situation in retrospect, that seems to be what happened/s. But I do find it hard to conceive that people would stop thinking just because they’re around a lot of other people, and have probably been manipulated, by one person. I can guarantee you, I would never lose my head in such a situation, and I can’t believe how many stupid people there are in Australia. It’s embarrassing. And, by the way, I certainly am no genius. At school I was an average student, and if I can keep my head in such situations, then there’s sure as hell no reason or excuse for anyone else to lose their heads, and do stupid evil twisted things. You know, now if you have a speech impediment like a stammer or stutter, or even, a jilted way of talking, they know it’s purely from being psychologically abused in some form as a child. The reason why I’m writing about this, is because a lot of parents/nannies/carers/school teachers, have no idea that they’re abusing their child, they just think of abuse, as sexual or physical. But psychological abuse is huge in Australia, it’s huge in the classroom, it’s huge within parents and siblings. And I definitely believe there needs to be an awareness of psychological abuse; like forcing someone to do something that they really don’t want to do, in an iron fist way, is a form of abuse. Basically, this is where my term ‘Nazi’ stems from, from people trying to control other people in underhanded, mean, dictatorship ways. And kids are an easy target – they are prey. But make no mistake, they try to do it to people of all ages. I still see it, and I am 47. This still happens today; it is not something from 1939. Rack off you non-thinking nazis. I mean maybe down there in Melbourne, I should have unwound the car window, and yelled out as loud as I could, “rack off you stupid dogs”, as I drove by, but I really was not raised to do such forms of communications. And like I said those dogs knew already, that they were doing something untoward. So, someone, or a group of people, I’m not entirely sure who, has seen what was going on, I would say, seen it back when I was in Melbourne, because there were a lot of people involved at those times, a lot of people around watching, about 2006 that was. They have taken the idea of strangers from a crowd descending on someone, and have twisted it and turned it into something positive. There were quite a few segments on the Ellen Degenerates show, {Ellen Degenerates problems, bugger off} and of course you can see many flash mobs on YouTube now. If you hear or read anything contrary to this story – its bullshit, those people are trying to save themselves and discredit me. This story, is related: So, at Rangari, I mentioned several times now, how I had problems with Heath Barwick, next door neighbour across the paddock, however the postman claimed that Heath Barwick moved, and there were some other people living in that house, I actually didn’t believe that, as I saw his friends there at one point, but then one time, there were some cars there that beeped and the beep had a tune, a little ditty, instead of the beeeep noise. Also, it played dog barking noises, and they had a 2nd car, that played kookaburra noises. I also saw those cars on prime television news. So maybe, instead of Heath Barwick, I had problems with Prime television people? maybe they were incahoots with Heath? Maybe they took over the house when Heath left, maybe Heath was travelling, who knows? BUT, at my new place here (and, infact, every place I’ve been since Rangari) I’ve had problems with the neighbours harassing me - just like at Heath Barwick, but worse, given the close proximity. So, one day, I walked up to my next-door neighbours, not the ones in the unit, the ones that live above me on the steep hill, because I wanted to see if they can actually see into my unit from the house, it sounded like they could (read my “STOLEN ITEMS FROM GIN GIN AND new address 700km away” photo story). I wasn’t sure whether they were home or not, I waited until I thought they were out infact, as I do not like having revolting people that harass me, in my life. It didn’t look like anyone was home, but there was a car in one of the car spots, and guess what it said on the back of the car; it was Prime something or rather – it was scroll writing and I did not have my glasses, but I thought my cam was on, but later saw it was not switched on (?) so definitely the word Prime!, so, now I am thinking maybe I’ve still got Prime Television people following me around, which is a little bizarre since it’s a regional network for Tamworth (1500km away from here), plus, I believe they have been closedown and taken over by someone else.?? So, the reason why I mention this, is because this morning I went for a walk down the other end of the units, and my Mulberry tree I had planted was gone, simply gone, I looked around for some clues, and guess what, there it was sitting in a bucket outside the girl who lives at no 8! She was home, said she thought it grew from seed so had dug it up (I would say to sell!!) I said no, it is there for everyone, so I took it back and replanted it. It could have been a genuine mistake. As we were talking, suddenly I heard the neighbour who must have sneaked down into the car port area, quiet as a mouse, and they played a beeping noise, as we were talking – now, this, is exactly the type of shenanigans that Heath, or Prime, or whoever, would do in Gunnedah and Melbourne. It’s going to be hard for some people to grasp this, but there are certain dog type people who do signs, it is very common, and most people know about them, but some do not and are clueless, and think that if anyone sees signs, they must be crazy. Well, quite frankly, other way around. They do designs to encourage people, or not encourage people, or say yes, or no, on a certain topics that are being discussed by OTHER PEOPLE, or to say you win the conversation, or you lose, or you win the “power” or you lose the “power” - there’s a whole host of little games that they play, most of them are completely stupid and certainly very disrespectful when you’re talking to somebody else (the fact the their conversation, is none of that persons business, does not even enter into their stupid little heads). They sign in numerous ways like shining lights, playing different sounds (beeping of course – actually beeping is the most common, and the most annoying), but also placing people and or cars in various eyesight, - there is a whole heap of creative things they do, to get their message across. I guess it just must be something that bored other people do, because for me, I would never do something like this. I think it’s bloody stupid, and only stupid people would do it. It is harassment. I mean, is this what most people do when they are bored? sit around concocting signs for their neighbours, with this activity being so prevalent, that the local television network helps out whenever they can? I just assumed I was targeted as I’m single, but maybe married couples do signs for one another all the time? Do they? I don’t remember growing up in such a world, and my parents had a lot of friends. There were no signs, only real conversations. So, I took a photo of all the people who were here this morning, and have noted that number plates, and the next time I see them drive past, I’m going to get their photo. Allthough it did occur to me that the beeping noise came from 108 and not Sams direct neighbour? – people wanting their neighbours to fight? 14. No image with this one; The Internet and Social Media - Hand Of God and Facebook Nazi Admin Problems Facebook deleted my account. I have been banned. Every time I try logging in to my account or creating a new one, it is deleted within ½ hr, they have turned me into their personal IT Nerd Cat and Mouse game. (I have created countless accounts and my profile on both Facebook and ebay after my account was deleted, and without fail after every new replacement account, they deleted it. So, I have given up creating any more accounts – they are time wasters. Facebook; run by oppressors and little girls in high school who have overcontrolling domineering mothers/teachers, and of course lazy drunk bitchy housewives who spend all afternoon perusing the Facebook forums whilst sipping martinis. When someone steels from me, no matter how small or trivial an item, I decided way back in 2015 or so, to call the police (I realized I was being organized targeted, and I would need help) - I do follow the correct course of action by reporting crimes to the police - actually, I tended to drive the police a little nuts about all of those petty little items. But, well at first, in Gunnedah, the police didn’t do anything, that’s why I’ve relocated impart - apparently, it’s because everybody likes the thieves and knows who is stealing from me, (my neighbours) -but as they are popular and rich, they’re allowed to do as they please and get away with it. But posting online has made a huge difference - thieves are bullies, and bullies are cowards. Cowards don’t like attention being drawn to themselves, so I’ve noticed a big reduction in the theft and harassment since I’ve been posting online, especially photos of stolen items – so before when I did nothing, items that had been taken remain stolen, but since posting on social media and kicking up a stink, naming suspects, many of the new stolen items have been returned, especially items that are unique and easily identified. On certain forums, in certain communities, I did get quite bad reactions, when people saw about my stolen stuff and my complaining, they really took offence about that fact that I was trying to do something proactive to combat the thefts. Some community‘s got so offended by my whingeing about stolen trivial items; whole conversations involving quite a few people evolved into a mass kind of bullying, and picking on me. I don’t know if they were trying to get me to stop posting online, but I wasn’t concerned about these people picking on me at all. Even though there was a lot. I just kept going, on my mission, I’m not so easy intimidated by online anonymous idiots. But it was so bad, and in such a public view, that one day, I had the police come round to see if I had committed suicide! They were literally scared because the people on the Facebook were so revolting!! I laughed and told them not to be ridiculous, and actually those people trying to harass me and torment me, didn’t realise it, but they were helping my cause, by attracting attention to it. The police wanted to know if I was crazy for putting those trivial items on when I was getting such a negative reaction - those police were not able to see the big picture. Probably did not believe anyone was stealing from me, infact the Constable did not, he flat out told me! (One of the others later told me he had his head so far up his own arse, he couldn’t see anything!!!) By the way the worst Facebook group was the community at Calliope - oh my god, such haters (and I suspect all stupid female bitches). Social Media was another instance in my life, where I can see the hand of God stepping in to counteract powertripping bullies. But I have been ban, and can no longer go on Facebook or ebay. {It seems to me it is way too easy for some little bitch to come along and destroy someone’s business /reputation/life, in the form of making a false complaint to admin. Having said this, I make a lot of complaints and my complaints are never false. But what I want to say, if someone in position of Power receives a complaint, (and there are many different types of complaints, but some are so blatantly bitchy), that person of power, instead of doing something, just has to shrug it off, and not actually fire the person, or ban the person, or do an investigation, or, do anything major. I mean maybe you can take them aside and ask them about it, but it does not have to be a major reaction to every single bloody complaint - it’s not up to you to control the whole world, and be a dominating nazi. If you’ve been reading my blog, you can see it’s not just one person ‘picking’ on me. All retailers in Gunnedah and Tamworth were stealing from me, all retailers, in general stealing from me, neighbours are stealing from me, they think it’s a game and they all want to play, they have no regard for anyone else, for me, for my feelings about the situation of being picked on. They are completely stupid SELFISH, and all will be burning in hell. But since there are so many people that have been stealing from me, and I have started to name names - a lot of people who are guilty, are popular, well-paid people in the community, who have a lot of friends, not to mention popular people from the entertainment industry, who have extreme amounts of money, once I think I saw young prince William driving just ahead of me in the Hunter Valley (I have a personal nickname for him now “Wombat killer”) And those people, I would say, they don’t want to be named and shamed by me (because I don’t care who you are, I don’t care how old you are, if you steal from me or harass me in any way, I’m going to put your ugly mug (if you’re pretty I’m going to make sure the photo is blurred or something, showing your ugly side – there are heaps of pretty young women stealing from me), and your name on the Internet, and it’s going to be around for all eternity, and for everyone to see. And you have only yourself to blame; if you don’t want to be named and shamed in such a manner, then don’t act like a stupid thieving bully. So, there have been ‘people in play’ who follow me online and make sure I’ve been banned from social media, especially Facebook, as Facebook reaches, practically the WHOLE COMMUNITY – it is very powerful way to get you message across. (So affective) The main way they go about it, is complaining about me to admin, and admin just go “oh okay” and then ban me! - they haven’t really given any thought to my content they just hear the complaint - they are so completely stupidly idly led and manipulated by whoever is complaining, that they ban me. So, even though now we have the fantastic internet and ‘social media’, (rather than only 1 oppressive news source) -really nothing has changed from the heretic days of burning the witch at the stake, only now, instead of burning or stoning; exclusion and theft is the ‘punishment’ for being outspoken, honest, different, and AWAKE. But exclusion in itself is not a bad thing, if you can live your life out of the idiotic community, then half your luck. I just also want to say, before I was ban on Facebook, I was on the Agnes Water forum, how dare you tell me that I’m crazy, under the guise of mental health - you’re nothing but a bunch of stupid bullies. Same goes with Bundaberg bullies, in fact after my brief time in some of the Bundaberg forums there is no way I would choose to live in Bundaberg. While I am a huge fan of exposing the truth in public, naming names, (and I do) I hear that people have been taking the whole ‘burning the witch of the steak’ in other forms on social media, like humiliating them for accusations of racism. So, I imagine that would happen, humiliation is by far the number one way to punish someone, as no one wants to have anything to do with someone who is being ridiculed and humiliated, they will run a mile to be as far away as such person (treated like lepers). I’ve heard people get fired because their employees don’t want to be associated with someone who is in the process of being humiliated - such weakness and coward management behaviour, btw they have no right to fire someone for this reason, and they’re definitely opening themselves up to a lawsuit if they fire someone who’s been ridiculed on Facebook. There are truly evil people out there who know how to manipulate Facebook to get what they want and those ones that are still on Facebook, they haven’t been banned. Powers that be only pick on easy targets like me. I also have to say when I first started writing on Facebook, I didn’t really give too much thought to my style of writing, it’s only over a little bit of time I have realised that so many people are watching, that my writing should be improved. So, Facebook has helped my writing skills! By the way, I no longer call the police about stolen items, as their patience has run out and they no longer want to do paper work for small stolen items, (lazy) particularly ones that are returned 3 months later (they think them lost; they have no idea about passive aggressive bullies, and people, who think it is fun to steal small items with the intent of psychological torment.) Infact whole other story involving disgraceful bulldog police Sharon Morgan abducting me and incarcerating me for 7 days to determine if I am of sound mind – which btw, I AM. Total human rights violation. Starving cat. I also believe people from Facebook who wanted me to shut up, were incahoots and manipulating naive Sharon Morgen. Not to mention, a stupid short blonde bimbo who I have previously mentioned on this blog. Later someone else also told me it was Sharon Morgan tracking me online to make sure I was ban from all social media sites? I believe the police would be able to do this?? That one had a bee in her bonnet about me – a dog with a bone situation. Idiot. Later I was told the police wanted me to ‘band’ together with someone, and become a vigilante, to go and hunt down the people who were stealing from, and beat them up in order for them not to steal from me again - take matters into my own hands, and leave the police out of the petty thefts (Well forgive me for thinking, I thought that was the police’s job.) Anyway, on Facebook, there were too many female hall monitors playing the exclusion game and just being basic bullies, I really think Facebook Groups are the epitome of female bullying (this particular personality trait of women BIMBO needs to be brought into consciousness) – I want to name and shame those ‘nazi’ admin, as excluding someone from their local group is a despicable form of female bullying banned me FOR NO VALID REASON (aside from the DOG NETWORK - the grape vine of bitchy women). Classifieds banned me, so now I have nowhere to post my 2ndhand items for sale (except gumtree – but there is something weird going on gumtree, all the people that contact me from gumtree possibly are thieves? Definatly liars, they pretend to be interested – really not sure what that is about, Jo, Lisa, Rebecca Sims, matrymcgown, Tim, Veronica Daniel, Lorikeet, Brendon, Andrew, what the?) So, not being able to sell my 2nd hand goods, as been extremely wasteful (I also consider that a form of theft – Facebook theft) So, stop this female manipulation of dogs banning and bullying someone by picking on them, as if they were Jewish and the time of Nazi regime (or a lepper from back in the bible days). Has anyone been to Hong Kong and been to those big marketplaces that they have? imagine if they were females policing them, saying to members of the public “you’re not allowed to come in here because we don’t like you”. That’s what they do on Facebook - they are truly nonthinking stupid women and it is such despicable behaviour that I can’t believe it goes on in 2020. So, all in all, I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s actually best if I do not go onto Facebook, because there really are some stupid people in the community, who can’t see what’s going on and how they’re being manipulated. In fact, I strongly feel now that I basically, I ‘win’ if I don’t go onto Facebook. Same as how I ‘win’ if I am out of the community in home and work. Dealing with bullies, thieves and tormentors through social media (using cameras too) is a VERY effective way to cut them down. Most people wouldn’t have a clue about the bullying that I have experienced, in the form of theft, and verbal harassment on the street whenever I go downtown as I am followed (and in my neighbourhood at my home) most people are clueless about this type of dysfunction, so to be able to do something about it through cameras, internet and social media is absolutely a brilliant GODSEND. I truly can’t thank the Internet and body cam enough. Even though most people do not like to hear the ugly truth, (I blame morning show television for this, their target market is mothers, and they should be telling stories to show them human interest stories to show ‘the truth’ – the negative things that happen to people, (like the strange personality trait of majority of women who exclude people they don’t like) rather than happy good vibe stories like weather stories all the time (even though I do like a good weather story!). So, I will persist, they messed with the wrong small framed girl! (Bullies are such cowards, it really works, thanks internet!!) - btw, before I was ban from Facebook, I did bring 1 thing into consciousness, and that was the housing/shipping container phenomenon – shipping containers are UNACCEPTABLE form of housing, Oven Oven, Icebox Icebox!! Also, there was an element of ‘thieving old women’ on Facebook too – they disguise themselves with a “nice family” photo of themselves, but it is a fake photo, they prey on people in the hopes to steal from them, so be careful. Also, I strongly suspect there were ‘little boys’ who started this company who had issues with ugly women, they only wanted pretty women on there, and so wouldn’t let ugly women create an account. I think they’ve changed ownership now. Once I had some anonymous person on Facebook contact me via PM, and tell me that I was ugly! That’s all they said. A little weird; obviously a socially retarded person. Although, now remember, when I was 18, I had some idiot guy swim up to me in the surf at Killcare and tell me that I was ugly too. And then later, in the same area, occasionally, when I was talking to someone, like a guy {for some weird reason}, in the midst of talking to this person, some little stupid blonde dog - blonde bimbo, would just come right up to me and stand infront of me, back to me, directly in between me and the person. So that this person could no longer see me. Blocked. I do believe it's probably the same person who told me I was ugly and was using this stupid blonde bimbo in cohesive control manner. I tried to wake all the sleeping beauties up, but if they're not going to, then be prepared to suffer the consequences of being accused of being stupid. Fuck off you stupid blonde (that stupid blonde could definatly be the same one who followed me around in Gunnedah and steals from me, for years – triple j radio related). I should have kneed her in the back of the knees, and then punched her in the head. You want to dish it out, be prepared to receive it back. Maybe it was his girlfriend? So, they still do this down at Woolworths car park today, using cohesive control, some arsehole in the car park, manipulating the blonde grocery girl. I mean maybe it's a game for all arsehole man to play with ugly women in this manner. I doubt that it would be the same one from 30 years ago, {actually I’ve always thought them to be female – a dog game}, but quite frankly I've had enough of arseholes I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE - if I had a gun, I would shoot ALL arseholes in the head, so I mean go ahead, keep doing it, see what happens. 15. The Hello Bimbos with Parental Fines for bad Children political request I have finally got around to writing about the Hello Bimbos. These Australian people are a disgrace, they’ve been harassing me for many years now, and they usually attack me in some very passive aggressive way, and then they send in a bimbo who says ‘hello’ at me. As if to say you would not have been attacked just then if you had of said hello. They always do it in an ‘afar’ situation, so I can’t reach out for their necks and throttle them. ‘Afar’ as in hidden by a huge hedge, or something ALWAYS hiding. The attacks are mostly verbal abuse and theft by retailers, but also parking tickets, speeding tickets – real targeted attacks on me, anyway they can in the situation at hand - it is radio related too. Major dogs on the radio. Radio National, probably JJJ. ABC related. Thieving stupid dogs. BTW, little birdy told me, the reason I had police, radio powertrippers, and other such desperado ‘Cat’ types stalking / following me around in my 20’s and 30’s was because I had a charcoal Daewoo, and it was kind of shaped like a mouse, and dark like a mouse! I truly am living on a planet filled with idiots and morons. And btw, you know in the big picture of things, there’s just so many things really bad things that people do that go unregulated. Why don’t major polluters not have to pay any fines? Who’s going to stop them and give them a ticket? Most lazy Australians need incentive for them not to pollute. If the police applied as much vigour in their “monitor of pollution”, as they did with car related activities - well this country would be 50,000 times cleaner and 50000 times better. And while I am on the subject of fines that need to be paid – why the hell are there no fines for parents whose child breaks the law? I cannot believe this is not a ‘thing’ - THEY TRULY NEED INSCENTIVE. A fine is that incentive. (If I were PM, I would introduce parental fines for way more than just breaking the law; Parental fines for child bullying on the playground and on the streets. Parental fines for child harassing and ‘following’. Parental Fines for child being a nuisance. Some people grow up and have NO IDEA that they are even a nuisance, its like no ones has ever told them or reprimanded them in any way. FINES FOR PARENTS THANKYOU. Anyway, maybe just reading about verbal abuse, you think, oh, no big deal. But when this passive aggressive attack happens to you on a weekly basis, and on a weekly basis you have these bimbos coming up to you and shouting out ‘hello’ over DECADES, the only way to describe it is PERSECUTION. And there’s been so many different people involved over the years, literally 100’s, if not 1000’s, I wish all of them dead, I wish all of them had cancer, and I will be willing them to die from cancer. All they do is inflict hatred, they are scum of the earth, and they are not deserving to be alive living on this beautiful planet. I WILL NEVER BE SAYING HELLO TO YOU. And fuck off you condescending stupid bully bitches, WAKE UP. Their antagonism, just alone, means I will never want to form any acquaintances with anyone ever again. Monumental dysfunction in society. In retrospect, I think Cathy Goldman is responsible - this stupid dog from school, a house mistress, that formed an obsession with me due to her personal incompetence. I think her name is Cathy, I don’t even know her, she is literally crazy. She should be severely fined, I reported her to the police, the police do nothing. No idea. I think she ‘sweet talks’ people and brainwashes them? This story is related: One day I went to the nursing home to visit my mother, and I was walking down the wide corridor, I saw 3 people coming towards me, I didn’t know them, I just moved to the side and kept walking, after I passed them, the girl in the centre of the 3 started whingeing “NO! she didn’t say hello, NO! she didn’t say hello, NO! she didn’t say hello”! I found this very strange, I’m thinking, I do not know those people, why would I suddenly stop and start talking to them? And if they were so hung up on me saying hello - why did they not say hello? So, actually, this same situation happened to me in various locations, multiple times, it happened a lot at that particular time in my life - dozens and dozens of people, who I have no idea who they were, would ‘present’ themselves to me in this manner, and then start harassing me. I remember the girl in the hallway quite distinctly and in retrospect she did look like a Maltese girl from Bonds. (In retrospect, I see everything) I’m not sure if it was her but if it wasn’t her, maybe it was a ‘lookalike’ – apparently, they are dogs, and this is a common ‘dog game’ that bimbo women play in the entertainment industry -casting agencies have books with thousands of faces on file for movie casting. So, they can match faces and send me ‘lookalikes’ of people who cross my path. So, I guess what needs to be said here is FUCK OFF - although, I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to me to have to ‘reign’ you in. Grow the fuck up. Cathy Goldman has something to do with it – a stalking house mistress from school who is obsessed with me, as I have noticed everywhere I go there seems to be older girls from school, borders ‘placed’ in the situation. I want to talk about this too: I’m not good at recognising people, especially if they have a different haircut or different coloured hair, or are wearing a hat, (often I can recognize someone from the way they walk or even stand, their voice, but not their face) and if I encounter someone I don’t recognise, and therefore don’t really acknowledge them, they get offended, and not only do they get offended, some of them have such big egos, that they seek revenge and they plot and do these nasty things to me, meanwhile, I have no idea that I even encountered this person. I wanted to write this down because I have mentioned before, if you’re so hung up on wanting me to say hello to you, then put your big fat face in front of my face and say hello, so that I can see you, otherwise I just don’t recognise you - you’re all pretty much the same looking to me, I hate to tell you. And put your egos aside, why is it so important for somebody else to acknowledge you if you recognise them straight away? say hello, and don’t be such a coward. BTW, someone told me this is happens because they don’t have any power in the friendship /acquaintance, (apparently, I do!!) this to me is absolute bullshit. BULLSHIT Here is a good spot to also put another of my concocted theories (which I have written about before, but seems to be missing, yet another of my, Train of Thoughts……gone.) So, this one explains why some people that you encounter look the same as other people that you have previously encountered. And not only do they look the same, but they seem to have the same mannerisms, the same voice, and even the same personalities. Because, I’m not too good at facial recognition, it is all of these other areas that are the queues I take from, to form identity and memory of a person. So, it’s really strange for me to see different people having the same mannerisms. My theory is to why this is, is because they look similar, and so in their formative years, at school, they get treated by others in a certain same way. So, an easy example is a child who is really pretty and cute, will get treated by the teacher with smiles and a sweet voice, but a child who maybe looks as if they have a permanent scowl on their face will get treated with a scowl from the teacher in return. If you have read my blog, you know that I have a fairly low opinion of primary school teachers, well in particularly, public school teachers, as their lack of education and awareness, would allow for this to occur. 16. 2008 Virus after affects-12 yrs later in 2020 (Contracted at Gunnedah Alkira Nursing home, most likely Glandular Fever, pneumonia) I want to mention, I was aware completely when I caught this virus; I was at the nursing home with this old biddy (forced to work there by bimbo nazis at Gunnedah Centrelink, was not being paid – I hope they get cancer and die). Anyway, I had been cold that day, as I forgot my jumper, (usually nothing happens when I get cold, I would typically not get sick just from being cold – and there have been times in my past when I have been way more cold for longer periods of time, and nothing happens, no cold or flue…I’m healthy!) This day, mid winter, suddenly at about 5 o’clock in the afternoon, I was hit, BAM, this big wave came over me, it nearly knocked me out completely, it felt like my whole body was punched. Body punched. I had to kind of stumble for a seat, and I sat down and tried to recoup. In retrospect it was definitely that feeling of when you’re immune is fighting. I was sitting there thinking what the hell has just happened to me, nothing like that had ever happened before to me, not a sickly person. So, it was from that point on that I became a changed person, with a compromised immune. (And, I had burnt my throat/lungs badly the month before cleaning with hydrochloric acid – that’s how the virus got in then, and not before – and still gets in 12yrs later, my throat and lungs have not recouped or repaired properly. That hydrochcloric acid burn is the worst thing I have ever done. [At least I know how it is for many other people who get sick now, as someone who never used to get sick, I can tell you – IT SUCKS]). So, these are the symptoms; Mild Asma, Mild Hay fever – I insisted these symptoms piss off, and they have, so long as I don’t get too cold (amazing how mind over matter can win) – but this is a direct result of a virus, allergies don’t just happen out of thin air, it was brought on by virus. Running nose when eating. (So annoying) Runny nose when cold, and sore throat. Flip out when cold: giddy, slowed mind/thought process, aching limbs, Inflammation in blood/swelling. Weak upper body/chest/arms, loss of strength. Tired. Susceptible to colds/flues, sore throat especially (this maybe burnt throat related only – compromised immune now). Weakened memory. Exhaustion/ inability to sustain exercise. Breathless when talking. Weight gain due to feeling giddy, from immune response (and not lack of food, so overeating as a result of feeling sickly weakling now). Reduced sleep (this may be related to something else). Mild high temperature constantly in winter, more so when cold, but this stopped after 3yrs. Body seizes if I get cold – stiff back, shoulders, legs, arms. Unable to sleep if too cold/hot. So, I have gone from Superhuman healthy, never sick (which is actually normal human health, how it should be), to now weakling - OVERNIGHT, just from catching a virus. Little pussy! Also, I want to mention when I have been to the doctor since then - they generally think I’m healthy, there’s nothing wrong with me, they don’t really acknowledge any of these not so visible changes in my body. I’m not sure whether they think they can’t do anything about them anyway, so don’t care about it, or since I won’t be dropping dead tomorrow, they don’t worry, or they don’t actually know about these effects that the virus caused, which wouldn’t surprise me. But I do believe nurses know about these long-term effects, and maybe there is intention amongst certain health sectors to hand these viruses out to imagined ‘enemies‘ or with the intention to build the populations capacity to fight them off with healthy immunes??? I’m sure you will remember the Thalidomide babies; I’ll just do a reminder; in World War II scientists in Germany were working on ways to deform babies in pregnant mothers as a biological weapon. A form of attack. And they did it, they came up with a medication, Thalidomide. But then the war ended and instead of that / those scientists admitting their 5yrs of research was for nothing, they handed out this medication to pregnant mothers in England, under the pretence that it will help their babies. As a result, there were heaps of people born with deformations and limbs missing. They were named the Thalidomide babies, it was documented to be the case, interviews with those scientists have admitted such happenings. So whilst that is really hard to believe, and people today would like to turn around and say, well you’re just being paranoid, of course no doctor or scientists would do that (which happens a lot when it comes to negative issues, I know it does.) But I believe there are other cases where the doctors are handing out medications, to not only pregnant mothers, but women in general, that have no proven side-effects, but do actually cause problems - but there is no correlation that has been drawn, because there’s been no studies, and cases are so random, each DNA reacts differently to medications and situations. I was talking to one woman who had scoliosis, and she believes girls born with scoliosis are a result of their mothers taking certain medications (maybe not when they’re pregnant, but before pregnancy, and I am not ruling out recreational drugs or birth control drugs either) and I’m inclined to believe that woman. So, it is unintentional harm, but perpetuated by the pharmaceutical companies wanting to sell their drugs to make money. I will put here the deliberate sickness by Centrelink- I firmly believe there is some short blonde girl and others, responsible for forcing upon me, the whole scam slave labour ‘work for the dole’ program at the nursing home, because she knew if I was put in a nursing home I would get sick, because she believes that low income people get sick and high income people are healthy (she is fully mentally retarded in the head), so, infact I was extremely healthy, I’ve never been sick, I don’t get sick, I’m was not a sickly person - both my parents were never sick throughout the whole lives (except as I’ve mentioned, mum had gallstones, which I personally believe was from drinking bore water out on the farm, but have since found out it was from the spinach dad grew in the vege patch – she was trying to save money). Infact I will give you an example of ‘no sickness’, about how I never got sick. In my early 20s I stayed at my aunts place in Gosford. I hate to say this on the internet, but her kitchen was thoroughly disgusting. She had relegated the washing up to her 13-year-old son who was completely incompetent at the task, and as a result her kitchen was filthy. There was a layer of thick grease over absolutely everything. It was yuk. One evening, my cousin, the 13-year-old son brought me out a drink in a glass, he said try this, it is the new vanilla Coke. I had one little sip, I didn’t think much of it, not really a fan of Coke anyway. I shortly thereafter went to bed, after about an hour of lying down I suddenly became all hot and I had cramps, there was something wrong, I didn’t know what, nothing like that had ever happened to me before. I thought I should get up and go and see my aunt and tell her something was wrong, which I did, I told her what was happening in my body, cramps, hot, dizzy, pins and needles in my arms, then I vomited, she called the ambulance then. By they time they got there I was ‘seeing stars’ and on the verge of collapsing, the officer told me to focus on my breathing, in out in out, which only after doing for 20 or 30 seconds or so, I felt better, and I wasn’t about to faint anymore and she told me I was experiencing ‘shock’, your body can enter into shock, and you can actually die from shock. So, after I was no longer in shock my body could address the sickness, and as I had already vomited, it was not too long when I felt near normal again. So, the cramps and the sickness were from the filthy glass that I drank that vanilla Coke from, just a case of mild food poisoning. But because I had never experienced sickness before, my body went into shock! and by the way that simple breathing technique you know basically saved my life, so everybody should know about this simple breathing technique, if there’s something wrong with you, concentrate on your breathing, then your body can deal with the sickness, or you’ll have time to get medical attention. Above I mentioned mind of matter, infact I have a whole other story about that, I could not find it on my blog, so I will put it hear again. I recall when I was 5yrs old, for some reason this school day, I felt unwell, I told mum, she said to lie down on the couch, she gave me a yellow bowl and said if I was going to be sick, I should vomit into the bowl. I was sick, mum saw that I was sick and she was annoyed, as she must’ve had plans that day, so now she would have to stay home and look after me. She wasn’t overly irate - it’s just I was a pretty savvy 5yr old, and noticed how she was feeling about the situation. I decided that being sick wasn’t really much fun, and since it was such an inconvenience for mum anyway, I would not be sick again ever. And indeed I went through my whole childhood not getting sick, so it might be a case of mind over matter, although sceptics tell me it’s just because my parents were so healthy, they passed their good immune on to me…ofcourse living out of town, away from people, I would say had A LOT to do with it. I would like to say that I was not really superman healthy! I did recall as a child I was outside in the rain one summer holidays; we were singing in the rain - having a tremendous time, relishing in the rain, and I got a slight sniffle after that for about 3 or 4hrs!! And of course, when I left school and moved to Sydney, and came into contact with everyone on the air con trains and in the air con workplace, who was sick with flue, I also contracted it. But I was raised on a farm, ‘out of the mainstream community’ so to speak, that helped greatly. I mean, I attended school and mixed with other kids, but at the time, I remember all the other kids were healthy too, in fact, in Gunnedah primary school, I don’t remember anyone being sick ever, there was no such thing as “flue season” back then. I do recall at high school in Armidale, there was a flue outbreak, once, supposedly everyone got it and was sent home, all but 8 girls, and I was one of the 8. So, it seems living in the country has great health benefits that city people can’t help to avoid. Anyway, back to my ‘mentally retarded blonde bimbo psycho stalker’ story – a further continuation of her evil antics. So, the fact that I was REALLY healthy AND low income, really pissed her off. I mean unhealthily so, like a psycho dog. So Centrelink jobs provider got paperwork and said if I did not sign this form, my payment would be cut (the form stated if I got sick, I would not sue Centrelink) – total nazis (burn in hell), the girl who gave me paperwork was not a short blonde girl, she was some girl I’ve never seen before with big hair (just like that Chyro in that Seinfeld episode! – the old fashioned hair cut!)- she was another female who is part of the dog network who try to sabotage me, she is guilty, just like that other short blonde, and she used intimidation tactics by getting in 2 thug looking guys to stand by her while I signed that paper. There’s quite a few of them that work in cahoots to arrange this (I am certain a house mistress from school who is obsessed with me, Cathy Goldman, has something to do with it?), so I would get sick, and my life would be cut short, it was a calculated plan. TRULY. Most people are not aware that such goings on occur – most people are completely naïve. Those girls are truly evil. I have to kind of spend a few paragraphs explaining this whole sickness thing, but if you just keep ‘deliberate’ sickness in your mind, and then see all the other things that I’ve mentioned about swapping high class items over for low class - it’s a very clear pattern that is forming, one involving little girls being hung up on “class”, and clearly showing deliberate persecution and sabotage in Australia, as a result of “class” issues. It is most definitely driven by stupid little girls. It is not just a coincidence, and the way life has worked out. So, I personally believe, people also get sick due to Nazi bullies -a side affect. It’s a way of not combating bullies, so when one or some of them tries to push their will on somebody else, sickness ensues. I’m pretty sure, if people weren’t such Nazi bullies (again, not talking about people from WW2, but an attitude (that mostly stems from emotionally abusive parenting) – most women I encounter today, are complete stupid bitchy Nazis, especially in Australia, still). Anyway, if they did not try to rudely and disrespectfully dictate a way of life, ‘lord over’ someone else life, which totally does NOT concern them, etc…there would be hardly any sickness in the world. It’s related. I will update this in 2025, because I have just been through a series of major bullying from my neighbours, next-door, AND on Facebook, same ones; trying to steal from me and in fact successfully did, BY LYING. Inadvertently, casually, advertising, by word-of-mouth, on a post, for a product that they know I want. Only discovering after I received it that it's fake; and there’s nothing I can do about it short of paying a laboratory to test it, and then a lawyer to bring the case before a judge - which of course I cannot possibly afford. So that's $80 they stole from me. And the week prior, they had stolen crockery and essential oil from my locked house, when I was with my landlord just 50m up from the house; they broke in, as I made a point of locking it. I did not have the cameras on though. Anyway, so now guess what? I am lying in bed with a head the size of a balloon!! There appeared to be a "predator tick" at the laundry yesterday and I got badly burnt! Suffice to say if I get another tick I shall be going to the hospital to have removed so it does not get infected again. Quite painful. But in bed sick, not a coincidence after all of the bullying I have just received, (by the pure weakness that I am surrounded by). WEAK. 17. Deliberate not Deliberate I have mentioned in my virus stories, virus’s has an effect on your whole body and the general weakening of your body. I do know for sure that there are people who know about the long-term effects of viruses, and just possibly, it is handed out deliberately to victims. Now I’m not really sure if these viruses and flues are handed out deliberately, or if someone who is sick has been sent to ‘contaminate’ the air I breathe? But if they’re not handed out deliberately by people, I’m not ruling out the fact that they’re handed out, just not by people. I mean maybe there’s certain situations that you put yourself into, where you make yourself vulnerable to not only female bullies, as I have talked about, but bullies on an intangible spiritual level, who can sense when a person is out of their depth and in a situation where they have no support, and thus can inflict their menacing viral properties on to someone? I’ve noticed a direct correlation between being victimised by women and being victimised by viruses. 5 times, I experienced this. Under attack by women, get sick. And if you think of the proverbial little weakling on the playground, who is constantly being victimised and bullied, he’s/she’s also a sickly person. I would just like to say, that I don’t think I knew anyone who fit this stereotype in my primary school. There may have been a girl in my secondary education, she wasn’t obviously victimised, but maybe she was victimised by her parents? who knows? BTW, if your child is being bullied at school; remove them from the school, they will always continue to be bullied whilst they’re around those people - whole new start is required, unfortunately. Or home schooling. I feel some women who do not know me assume I am not paying attention out on the streets. It may not look like I’m paying attention, but I can assure you, I can pretty much see everything that’s going on within 180° radius – that is the ‘big picture’. I have excellent peripheral vision and my long-term memory is greater than anyone I’ve ever spoken with (except that guy who implied he could remember back to being in the womb – but I think he was lying). 18. Correlation between being bullied and getting sick {I have to further add to my Deliberate not Deliberate story above on About P2} I mention a side-effect of being bullied, and in my experience it’s mainly female bullying that has resulted in sickness, but actually I don’t think sickness will discriminate between male and female bullies) There’s certainly no medical reason why this should happen, but I can give you five examples of the five times in fact that I was sick in my life, and all coincides when I was being directly attacked by bullies. I did mention in my Doctors Experiences, on my Life Stories page, I developed benign cysts in my boob, it started as a direct result of being kicked by a little girl, but then later more cysts developed without being physically attacked, but I was verbally attacked by typical passive aggressive females, this happened two more times. I mean it could just be a coincidence but at the after the third time it happened, I felt it was no longer a coincidence. Another time I got the flu; was when there was a girl outside my resort bungalow on my holiday when my brother got married; she was pacing up and down outside my bungalow. For most people they probably wouldn’t consider that girl or a boy (I say girl because they were wearing stilettos, and making that clip clop sound), but would not consider them a bully, or attacking me, but I certainly do, what the hell was she doing walking up and down just outside my room - it was a secluded hotel, it was midnight or so, she should not have been there. At any rate she was a nuisance dog. The other time I got the flu was when I was attacked at the Mount Annan botanical Gardens, I did a whole story about those revolting people (could have been musician related - there are some fully retarded musicians in Australia, who have no idea how annoying, and what a nuisance they are, and have no idea how unwanted they are). Someone later told me it was the politicians at the time, they had banded together to try and make a joke, there was certainly nothing funny about that day, it was one of the worst days of my life. And, don’t politicians have anything better to do that follow a young girl around? GET A LIFE – YOUR OWN LIFE, AND LEAVE ME ALONE. Possibly my plantar fasciitis happened around the time I was being badly bullied by neighbours at Rangari, in the form of theft, so it may be related or may not be, I mean having to sit on the couch and do nothing, might be my body‘s way of saying stop working so hard in the garden. But in my Collapsed Arch story, I always maintain, that I felt like it had been done deliberately, as I heard someone tell me they were going to handicap me. (Maybe it was somebody else’s way to get me to stop gardening, maybe they’re very anti-gardening people?) {they don’t know, the secret to longevity, is actually gardening 😁 (and cold and heat treatments…..).} And then of course the other time was when I was bullied by Centrelink and got glandular fever at the nursing home, (possibly pneumonia as well? could even be the same virus, who knows). And a couple of years later in fact I was further bullied by Jobs Providers, I got sick again, and I basically felt it was a second dose of the same virus from the nursing home, but it did have a slightly different effect on me the second time round. I definitely feel it was given out to me deliberately. I’m implying with this story, that, if you’re picked on and feeling not so self-assured, and not so confident like one usually is, then you’re leaving yourself open and susceptible to sickness. So not only does bullying have a psychological effect on your psyche, it has a physiological effect. I want to update this in 2026, cause I'm having extreme back issues. Total restriction of movement due to Scoliosis and fascia pulling. I have gone to the doctors about it, and the Physio, and pretty much once again, they've just ignored the problem. I mean Physio gave me a side stretch to do, it helps at the time, but the next time I do activity, same thing, so does not help in long term. I don't think Physio understands what's actually going on in my back at all, it's like the twist is causing the fascia to pull the muscles and it doesn't cause pain usually, it just causes a restriction of movement and extreme uncomfortableness. In fact, you know what it reminds me of, it reminds me of one of those children you see who have those terrible parents, who put their child on one of those chest leashes, then the parents kind of tug on it to drag them around with them. It's quite disgusting. But I kind of feel like I've been body leashed! Plus, with all the police stalking, the Centrelink cunts and the jobs providers nazi tyrannical games, and the stupids on Facebook, plus the car mechanic stalkers, the verbal harassing neighbours who steal - it feels like society is trying to “leash” me too. I have experienced that above bullshit for many years, but at this address in Queensland, with the police stalking and stealing, it's at a whole new level of “restriction”. So, highly likely in my opinion that this psychological leash is causing this physical leash on my body. Infact I don’t think I have really talked about what happens now with my scoliosis; like everything is a struggle, working down in my grow tunnel, doing my horticulture things; by 20 minutes I am in ‘bound stiff’ pain, I can’t even stand up straight anymore and have to make a beeline for my yoga mat to stretch back slowly into a straight position! And carting buckets of soil around, well, it's near impossible. It takes 10 times the effort to do anything now. Thankgoodness I have robot vacuum! Maybe as I write this in July, the cold weather is adversely affecting my body? But I also have Hoffa’s pad in my knees – the sore foot, and back issue, maybe arthritis and Centrelink refuses to believe any of it. Plus, I think some skanky thieving girl from Facebook is stealing my writing about it, like they did the ‘coping mechanisms’, stolen back in 1999 by triple j dog girl? Not sure, but still being stalked when I leave the house, plus microsoft are up to antics. Weakness now - is bloody HARD! 19. Monumental Problems with Receptionists I’ve had monumental problems with receptionists in Australia. I would like to name and shame a Dr's receptionists at Gin Gin - unfortunatly I do not know the little girl’s name, but I got a kind of photo from my body cam. Now, it's not in my nature to try to humiliate a girl just for being stupid. Unless, they're "stupid thinking" involves trying to bully or steal from me -SUCH AS THIS GIRL -she is a disgrace, and one of the worst. She is not the first, - but this one takes the cake for being the biggest dog bully of them all. I’m not entirely sure what their problem is, with me. Infact, it seems to be the opposite of a ‘problem’, they seem to want me to actually stick around in the waiting room, with them. Or, I mention in my Dr Stories in my Life Stories page, that I have some other stupid blonde dog who goes around trying to tell, I guess, whoever will listen, (the dog network), that I do not have a specific infliction, so I guess that stupid receptionists believed her (OMG), and did not think I had any problem with my foot, and thus I should not have been there at the Drs}. NARCISSIST. And not just 1 or 2 receptionists, heaps, and they have kept me waiting for literally hours and hours and hours. PERVERTS. It’s one of the main reasons I started knitting, so I had something to do whilst I wait. This particular receptionist at Dr Mo’s Currajong clinic Gin Gin was the worst I have encountered; (I forgot my knitting), she was absolutely revolting REVOLTING - bullybitch. This girl was the final straw, as far as stupid receptionists go. From now on I will get photos of any revolting bully bitch receptionist, and will upload them onto the Internet, and name and shame them. After 20 years of their bullshit, there is not going to be any more mercy. YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRLS. I was kept waiting 1 ½hrs, people were coming in, seeing the Dr, meanwhile I had to wait, repeatedly, like every 10 minutes, a walk in - and only waited no loner, as I was about to yell her head off. She was getting all her bitch blonde friends from the community, Gin Gin, QLD, to come in and pretend they needed to go to the DR. They did not even have appointments. She would have kept me there all day if I did not get up and yell at her – stupid little THIEVING dog. Of course, I have switched clinics. Btw, the Dr at that clinic, the Chiro, Dr Mo, was actually the first Dr to see and acknowledge the fact that I had a Collapsed Arch – Plantar fasciitis. Knitting story re-waiting; by the way, I started knitting because I found receptionist at the doctors kept me waiting for hours - once I started knitting, my life changed, my waiting time was cut down to like 5 minutes. (I had forgotten my knitting on that particular day at Dr Mo’s) Females are such a pervert’s (secret) apparently if you knit, your “boring”! Although I did have a problem with girls stealing my knitting needles. Once at Centrelink at Parramatta in 1995, I was kept waiting five hours - really, nooo hard feelings at all. If only I had a photo of those bimbo receptionists. DESPERATE FOR MY COMPANY. Desperate for my ideas. BTW, this ‘desperation’ personality trait, also is apparent when talking to certain call centre girls. So, a theory has been presented to me why blonde receptionists are completely stupid (now this is going to be hard for some of you to digest, especially the common housewife type) - Turns out, it’s not about the blonde hair, it’s about the big boobs. Young girls with big boobs are raped by their fathers- in the metaphysical world, at night when they are asleep (real). They grow up not wanting to remember, because it’s so repulsive, so it makes them stupid, a learnt stupidity from passive abuse. (My dad, never raped anyone in this world or the metaphysical world - I have to add that, because after I wrote this story, in particular this story, I was accosted by mental healthcare workers. Apparently, you're not allowed to make such accusations in public. (Not the whole stupid blonde thing- it's only stupid blondes who have problems with that accusation), but the ‘getting raped in the metaphysical world’ statement - It seems this is somewhat of an issue, an issue so taboo, that you're NOT allowed to talk about, otherwise, if you do, your will be accused of being crazy - well they'll try to accuse you of being crazy, of course if you're not crazy, sooner or later they will realise. Whether they realise the whole metaphysical issue, different story. I know of men who do, there was one at Builyan, my next-door neighbour, being able to seduce a woman, so he would feel it is not rape. He also could influence girls, and manipulate them by putting ideas into their heads, without being present. He was most disrespectful man, he hates women, like a young male child hates ‘girls’, he is still stuck in 10yr old boy world. And he is one of many. (He was friends with the thieves at my next house at Colosseum.) There are men on Facebook aswell who do this by connecting with women online. Also, men in the entertainment industry. Despicable. But also in non-despicable ways, like the gaming sector – not everyone knows they can hook up and play video / pc games online together. Btw, there were at least 2 other people I encounted at Builyan who knew what that guy was like, and one of them was the local visiting female nurse – this really struck me as odd, as most women HAVE NO IDEA what men are really like, and what tricks they can do. But that woman knew. Who put me in that Builyan house? At the time, I had no choice but to take that one, as it was the only one in the whole of QLD for my budget. The only one. And how should I know the next Colosseum house was owned by a liar. Both just soo wrong. So, wake up, don’t be afraid, this is not a crazy thing or a witch thing. Pay attention, be aware. I believe Beethoven was most famous for his rape song, Moonlight sonata, the first part of this puts women to sleep, the second part is about what Beethoven will do to the woman by passionately ravishing her. I love the Internet - it is another example where I can see the hand of God fighting the bullies, even though I have been ban from most of it. It’s amazing how people would prefer to think of me as crazy rather than acknowledge the truth. Sometimes I feel like I’m surrounded by complete morons. Btw, when I was dealing with that arshole from Builyan, I also had to deal with his mother, and the police re thefts. And they, the whole community in fact, decided to kind of ‘side’ against me, when it was probably that guy who was stealing from me. And the “little girl”, Real Estate rental girl then tried to steal my bond, resulting in wasted court days, and further theft from police via tickets, and ongoing years of harassment from same police - so all those problems were caused by that arsehole and his mother. Yet I was the one who basically ‘copped it’ in society, while that arsehole didn’t cop anything, infact they probably promoted him to town president or some such crap. He is the one that should’ve had to be dragged through court over 2 days. He’s the one that should have been fined $800. In fact, I personally believe he belongs in jail. And so does his mother. But he gets to walk around in society like nothing has happened at all. Like I said I’m surrounded by morons. Oh, back to receptionists problems, later I was advised I have problems with young female receptionists, because they cannot handle looking and dealing with old ugly women, so they are hostile towards me. I believe the kind of hatred and antagonisms they have for me, would still stem from being abused by a supposedly trusted parent. Especially that one at Gin Gin. And, a lot of them have this thing where I have to say exactly what they want, like their perceived conversation ought to go in an exact manner that they are comfortable with, and if I deviate, like if I don't say everything perfectly the way that she would like the situation to go; her perceived social interaction, then she and her reception friends, start their little pack of dog antics, usually involving a phone; speaking into phone, hanging up -this is a common occurrence, and no, she is not actually talking to someone else on the phone. This is a real bully tactic that; little dog girls do. Furthermore, then if she gets pleased with the progression of the conversation (usually if its mega positive), then she does some stupid perceived reward thing, this can vary, but usually involves sending me someone who is not from the pack of dogs. Although 9 out of 10 times that person is a thief. The person is always a different person, but they often give them a ‘johndoe’ name, usually “Daniel” the fact that this persons fake name coincides with the name of my brother he is a little disconcerting. Fuck off with your stupid games you stupid little dogs. If you don't like the way I talk: tough fucking titties. Don't be so fucking disrespectful and intolerant. {I don’t usually swear when talking to people!! Lol } I note, its an area of bad breeding. I do not have these problems in certain situations. And better to be stinky than in the company of thieves. 20. Not absolutely everybody!! I have spent many, many hrs, designing fabrics, and selling them online via Sflower. But, there is a non-thinking housewife who works at Sflower; Kelly M (I call her The Sflower Nazi) who has deleted my account because she is a Nazi sympathiser, and she was offended by my reference to a “bitchy nazi” comment to another member (what does she go through all my emails?) The other member, I suspect, actually was her, a faux member staff that just doesn’t like me, and came up with a plan to delete my account because she was sick of seeing all my designs – jealous. Banned under the pretense that I used the word “NAZI” - what is wrong with her? In fact, deleting a whole account because I use the word Nazi, is so preposterous, that it could have been saboteurs, as I’ve mentioned on my blog numerous times now – my very own personal saboteurs, and they know the people that run this company, (could be channel 7?) and have asked them to delete my account, and so they have said “sure, you are a God, and we will do whatever you say” (in typical bimbo fashion) and so came up with this cockanninnie plan to delete my account. I did tell The Sflower Nazi, the reference to nazi was purely a bullying characteristic, the same actions that rule bullies today, the same characteristics that she was showing., and not a reference to Germans - a characteristic that comes from a place of complete stupidity. She did not want to hear it, or communicate with me at all, she just went ahead and deleted my account, off with her head – just like a stupid NAZI. I had that account for 6 years and sold heaps of my designs through fabrics/wallpapers. It was deleted without any communication at all, even after I persisted, none of my tax information was available either. (they since send me fake tax statement every year, when they realized they fucked up about that, but since I do not have an account with them anymore, what’s the point?) I find this quite unbelievable, completely communistic, as I have contributed an extreme amount of growth to this business in Australia through promotion, not only that, those girls who work there use my ideas for their design challenge, and steal my writings, so much so in fact that I’m really not sure what they’ll do without me. Anyway, their fabric quality is really bad, a lot of fabrics I received, the colours have faded straight away, and some of them have arrived looking washed out to begin with! Their website is a scam because they offer $5 for a swatch, with a condition that they’ll sell my design (or anyone’s design) so I’ve spent about $300 in swatches and they’re not selling my designs, so they’ve not held up their end of the bargain; they should be sued; they are online thieves who use tracking cookies and female tactics to find victims they can steal from. I have since found another printer in the UK (poor Australia still have not come up with a viable printing service) and thus have created my own website for my designs: https://emilybiemanfabrics.wixsite.com/emilybiemanfabrics/collections And they are sold on RedBubble as products: https://www.redbubble.com/people/emilybieman/shop I will never be selling or purchasing from Sflower, ever again. 21. Cleaning Up the Trash of Society - I will try to tone my language down for this one, so I don’t sound too much like an axe wielding maniac, but you can’t begin to imagine the anger, this stupid girl has provoked. Often, I find when I am complaining about these weird and bizarre bimbos that follow me around and torment me, I get the comment “well it’s political” and I always wonder what an earth they mean by that, how could it possibly be political? - it is not political in my point of view. But, as I get older and think about things more, I’ve decided what they mean is; these particular bimbos who follow me around, are literally stupid, not literally retarded, not a prostitute, just stupid, and it is a result of hopeless parenting and hopeless teachers in Australia - they are raised to be trash. Therefore, saying it’s political, well, I want to know which is the political party that supports the stupid bimbos please? Because the stupid bimbos who follow me, harass me, and steal from me and make my life a living hell; and the whole point of it is, that they’re stupid, they shouldn’t have this much power in my life? So obviously this political party should be thrown out the window. I’ll give you an example of 1 girl. I moved to Petersham in around about 1994 or 1995. I was working at a shop in Enmore called Grave Attire, designing cloths for romantic gothics. I’ve mentioned before in my “dream watches” photo, at Petersham I had a lot of people gathering outside my house at night, and it was for the specific point of ‘seeing images’ some of you may know what I’m talking about here, others may not, I’m not going to get into it right now. But one day after work, I walked through my gate, and suddenly someone was yelling at me, they were verbally abusing me from the street, I turned around to see who it was, and she was this short blonde girl, she looked a bit like Marilyn Munro, but a miniature version, she would’ve been probably the same age as me in my early 20s, it wasn’t anyone I knew, or have ever met before. I wrote her off as completely nuts - which she was (stupidity is the root of all evil). By the way, I have since seen this girl at least 4 times since then over the years, in Gunnedah she was harassing me when we went out to see the Christmas lights one year, it was about an ebay item? I’ve also seen her in Melbourne, she was pretending to be my flatmates girlfriend (she may have ended up as a prostitute) and I saw her in Melbourne at an Internet café, she was harassing me about some guy in the café? And I’m pretty certain I’ve heard her on many other numerous occasions in the same verbal abusive manner, but haven’t actually seen her, because one of her tactics is to yell out from places across the street, or in a car, or in a building, or at the neighbours. Unfortunately she’s not a figment of my imagination, she’s a real life bimbo BITCH, and I’ve always maintained over the past 15 to 20 odd years that I have seen her harassing me, I have no idea who she is, or why she is harassing me. But as things come to light, as they do when you get older, things that you couldn’t possibly know when your young (unless someone tells you these things, which, btw, no one warned me about stupid reflective bitches that follow you and torment you – no one warmed me that a young unmarried girl really should stay at home in the family nest and not leave until she has fallen in love with someone). So, I realised today, 2021, why she has been harassing me, and it’s because I was thinking one night, (it must have been when all these hordes of people were outside my rental house at Petersham)(inner city suburb of Sydney), that I would like to get a cat, but then I thought I won’t get a cat here, because it’s not a very good neighbourhood – too ‘restrictive’, and then I got to thinking, it also would NOT be a good place to raise a child in my opinion. And this was my personal thoughts that I was thinking about, one night after work while going off to sleep. (I was raised in the country on a farm) Anyway, that stupid young dog bimbo, heard me and she’s taken great offence to the fact that I didn’t like her neighbourhood, and that’s why she has harassed me, and verbally abused me from afar, also it was most likely her that stole my bag one night, and left it by the new litter of kittens at the neighbours (with no money left) – and why she continued to harass and sabotage me for years later -she is the epitome of stupidity in Australia. If I see that stupid bimbo again, I’m pretty sure I’m going to get x xxxxxxx xxx xxx xxxx xx xx xxxx xxxx, same goes for any other stupid reflective bitch. IF YOU DON’T CLEAN OUT THE TRASH IN SOCIETY, I SURE AS HELL WILL. (little birdy told me later that girl was a musicians prosi) By the way I don’t have any problems from any of the bimbos in my neighbourhood here at the moment; apparently, I have woken them all up! With this blog. And, Petersham – such a disgusting neighbourhood. Case in point. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY. I believe some of those young reflective bitches from 20-30 years ago have grown up and finally realized their bimbo ways (I guess by stalking / watching me for so long, they finally realised how stupid they’ve been in the past, why I would have the attitude of them not being worthy. And a lot of them blame me, like ‘willing’ them to do stupid things, stupidly, of course, (although that does happen, I have seen other older women do it to younger ones (twice I saw a man fall victim too) – I would never do such a thing, and have never, although one day when I was feeling crap at work, because it was the time when I was doing housework, I am pretty sure I ‘willed’ the mother to tell me I was pretty, to make myself feel better! – that’s how I think, I don’t do things to deliberate humiliate a girl – I run rings around most people. BTW, there’s many people that know about this phenomonen around me, and who muster around to watch; there’s been quite a few times where the situation has been made to look like it was me calling the shots in a passive way, and I most certainly wasn’t, like they were trying to paint me in a bad light. They did it once at Bunnings – the bunnings bimbos at check out. And it’s happened a few other times as well (it is something that cannot be so easily proved) Considering how much I keep to myself, and haven’t really expressed any of my personal thoughts or feelings until this year 2021 with this blog, so bearing that in mind, I find it really strange that I have so many enemies and people wanting me to look bad. What’s wrong with them? Do they not have a life of their own? Unfortunately, in my experience I have to say most women are plain evil, it’s very rare that you come across a woman who has another woman’s best interest at heart. (Of course, today I would like to xxxxx xxxxx xxxxx any stupid bitch that tries to have a go at me in this reflective light, like the bimbo at the Drs office at Currajong clinic, Gin Gin, - apparently if you take a photo of them when you enter, it wakes them up, and uploading their mug onto social media, actually seems to be working) So, now there’s a big gang of them, a gang of stupid bimbos (a lot of them are in the TV/Movie/Radio industry and are famous, and rich, Judy Dench) who now try to make it look like it is my fault, they blame me for their stupid behaviour - they come up with all sorts of plans and devious things to do, to sabotage me, get me kicked out of various situations, my house, for instance, my business, ebay, Facebook…The deliberate virus - they are truly EVIL. This is the main reason why I am writing my blog. To show people what EXACTLY it’s been like for me as a single lady who has a private school education, further tertiary education, is smart, and creative, and who did not have hopeless parents (possibly 2 or 3 really bad school teachers – I’m doing something about that too) but on the whole, a healthy young person and with a healthy young mind who does not do reflections of total strangers they encounter, or anyone for that matter, or behave disrespectfully to anyone. These are the kinds of things that I have to deal with; the trash of society. It’s like I did everything I could to thrive in society; work, become a contributing member of society, I don’t (didn’t) drink or use drugs, but due to the total dysfunctional of hopeless parents and teachers, I simply could not last in that situation at all. I had no choice, but to follow other avenues in life. It’s like they saw how I was built to thrive, and as a result of pure jealousy, did everything (and continue to do), to want to make me completely powerless and without any money or position in society so that they can turn around and say “we’re not trash you are”. Btw, they tell me, a lot of those reflective bimbos become prostitutes, and later on in life, get married (sure thing I guess) and they in turn breed, creating a perpetual generation of bimbos. I honestly can’t believe the stupidity of society in Australia - it is ridiculous and I strongly recommend not having kids at all. 22. AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD I want to take time to mention the factor of certain people in society, (certain bullies) wanting me to state for the record, that I lost something rather than tell people it was stolen, or to say that I had some sort of mental problem, rather than blame them for their bully actions. AM I LIVING IN BIZARRO WORLD? No bimbos, this is not how it works. I can’t believe how arrogant they are in asking me to take the blame for their fuck-ups LITTLE narc DITSIES! I didn’t lose it, it was stolen! And it wasn’t me trying to break the toilet wall down - it was you. Really and truly, some of those dogs think that we have some kind of arrangement, where they get to be disrespectful, or stealy thieves, or sadistic bitches, (“dogs doing opposite”), and then afterwards, purchase my seeds for $3.70, and think that that makes everything okay (or even worse apologize on TV, and think that makes it OK). I can assure you; you little stupid dog, this does not make anything okay. We do not have any arrangements where you get a treat me badly, I WOULD NEVER MAKE SUCH AN ARRANGEMENT, FOR ANY PRICE. And because there has been no arrangement made, no matter what you pay, your debt is never going to be settled. You will have to take it up with God. Re “dogs doing opposite”; when I was 5yrs old, I was tormented, tortured really, by a teacher who was threatening to inflict physical pain on me. So, throughout the rest of my childhood, I obtained an attitude of “thou shall not peg me, under any circumstance!” I was quite the little queen, and in fact I recall every summer instead of playing cricket, whenever I was playing, I insisted, we had to play French cricket, which involves bowling under arm, so there was no chance that I would be pegged!! This attitude is part of my nature, and I strongly suspect (I know) the dogs senses this attitude, and that’s why they do the opposite, and try to inflict pain on me, it’s been a problem since high school, basically with sleepy little female dogs, who haven’t been woken up, because of hopeless parents and teachers in Australia. WAKE UP YOUR GODDAMN LITTLE GIRLS, SO I DON’T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THEIR STUPIDITY I was late reminded of this story in 2026 after I had put in a compensation claim with Centrelink, which by the way, I did not know you could do this before - and what a shame; every little slight I've had I would've put in a compensation claim! Lol It might be a way of getting them to actually acknowledge the problem, rather than just completely ignore it…. but anyway, the reason why I put in a claim was in reference to my boots that had a hole in them, I asked them for another pair of work boots, because under the Jobs provider agreement, a job seeker requiring work shoes for work related activities, or job interviews are given vouchers to buy shoes (this is how little unemployment payment is – can’t afford new shoes, a known thing). So, I was definitely within my rights to ask for some new work boots, but they flat out refused, two girls responsible back then- I've written about them, as one of them was a big faker from image clothing, Catherine, but she said her name was Tanya. The hole in my work boot resulting in metatarsalgia. I was reminded me of this story because, even if they paid me compo, I would still be pissed off with them, because I have been unable to walk for nearly 10 years. It was like they reminded me, as, ‘there is no point in us paying you compensation, since you’d still be pissed off’. Such cunts they are. The whole reason those 2 girls refused me would've been because they thought I wasn't working, (aside from them keeping it for themselves and or their friends), and the fact that I have this foot injury, is kind of contradictory and proof, that YOOHOO, yes I am you stupid little dogs. CENTERLINK told me they can't process my claim because it was not made by them, it was made by Jobs Providers, who work for the Department Employment and Education. So, I have to put in a claim with them…. but of course, they don't actually have a process like Centrelink with an actual subdivision for compensation, and easy forms. I find that fact a little strange, the Department of Education is the main root cause for all problems in Australia!! I mean how many teachers have fucked up? There has been a lot, a lot that are psychologically abusive, they are power trippers, most of them are in it for the money and certainly not for the “departing of education” on young people. not to mention the stupid copycats- who as an adult spend their whole life copying those backwards teachers, trying to teach other people a lesson – this happens to me ALL THE FUCKING TIME. LIKE POISONING MY TREES, or mowing them over or $1500 police monkees on my back, the list is endless of all the stupid people in this country wanting to teach me a lesson – just read my blog, pretty much the whole thing describes people are try to “teach me a lesson” in punishment form. FUCK OFF you UNEDUCATED clueless idiots. (If I had a child there's no way I would send them off to school). I mean, my biggest compensation claim could be for “NOT waking up all of these zombie women that I have so many difficulties with”! - it's your fault department of education, your teachers do such a hopeless oppressive job using threats of Corporal discipline – man – they are still so backwards, still using the “where going to teach you a lesson, using punishment to teach – UNBELIEVABLE STUPIDITY. 23. 5kw Solar Panels not contributing to Bill by Essential Energy SOLAR THEFT Electricity companies stealing money by overcharging - yes, they really do it, depending on who you are. Essential Energy / AGL / Country Energy (they not used to social media, why was I ban.....) Some PM, at the time, or a bit later, after I had left Gunnedah, told me that he had fixed the electricity problem. But I will go ahead and put my story; Btw, why should some people pay $.14 a kilowatt, and then some people have to pay $.34 a kilowatt!! - it’s all a total scam! Everyone should be paying the same for electricity. But I think in Gunnedah, they take it a little bit further, and anyone who is perceived to be wealthy, they overcharge and steal from those people. But they don’t check bank accounts for obvious reasons, they just base their ‘money’ judgements on rumour and reputation. I really believe these people who send you the bill, do exactly that. (Exactly like Centrelink when I tried to get Austudy - MORONS). 5kw Solar system that I finally managed to put on the shed at Rangari (Gunnedah NSW). I had all sorts of obstacles; landlord was using delaying tactics for answer, then, no thanks to the local Gunnedah electrical business, (Neville & Bev Mammen Electrical Contractors) who just refused to do business with a woman. So, I had to get the mob from Tamworth to install Max Frost – total cost in the end $14000 ($4000 it would have cost if I lived in Sydney) I hope those thieves get their comeuppance. I should point out, probably a lot of people won’t understand the meaning of 5kW. A 5kW system is an extremely large amount of electricity. For instance, I was living at one place. There were two houses running off grid entirely on a 3.5kW system. So a 5kW system, should cover all my electricity uses easily, you would think. But anyway, I want to tell you mainly about the theft by electric companies. Something is afoot in electric company world. After I put my panels on, I waited for my next bill expecting a major drop in price. But guess what, my bill was way more than any other bill I’ve ever received from essential energy (now AGL, formerly Country Energy) I was told by my installer it was because of the additional freezer and .5HP pump I had installed. So, talk about disappointing. And a waste of money. TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY. 4 years later I was forced to relocate. After 3mnths at my next address in Queensland I waited patiently for my bill, expecting the worst, as my last bill was $445 so I thought without a 5kW system on this house, my bill would be astronomical. But when it arrived, I was surely surprised. Guess how much. Not anymore but way less; $341.34. So as far as I’m concerned there is most definitely electricity theft in Gunnedah by Essential Energy, this that would match their customer service too – scum. I should point out at my next address in Queensland (forced relocation in rentals, unbelievable…another story for later) I got rid of my big LCDTV / DVD recorder, Big Hot water, and several other appliances; and my last bill was $120, which matches my appliance cutbacks. So maybe Ergon get it right and are not thieves unlike the girls in Gunnedah who run the electric company. I found a lot of people stole from me when I was in Gunnedah, a lot of retailers, and all of them actually, not just 1 or 2 ‘baddies’. And my neighbours and community in general stole from me while I lived at Rangari for 10yrs until 2018. Major petty theft problem in Gunnedah. Fucked people. THEY ARE ALL GOING TO HELL. So, I now know at my last address in Gunnedah, that electricity company, essential energy/AGL (was most def stealing from me, not only by overcharging each bill, BUT by covering criminals ass when they turn my power off, so criminals (from retailers, I’M TELLING YOU ORGANIZED PETTY THEFT IS HUGE IN THIS COUNTRY, Harvey Norman and Bunnings have criminals that work for them that prey on certain people, certain people they don’t like, or are not a famous celebrity). So, they would turn my power off to gain access (turn the cctv off) and steal, when I was out, which was only every 2mnths. When I called Essential Energy to see if there was a power outage or if someone just turned off my electricity, the girl always said “oh it was due maintenance” - due maintenance every time I went into town every 2mths or so – I DON’T THINK SO. They are total crooks. (So far, no blackouts here at new address until last month, power out for 15minutes on Sunday – my secateurs were stolen off the back deck – again I phoned Ergon, a boy this time - covering thieves again, due maintenance on Sunday – AS IF). Btw, you should have heard them when I called them up to cancel my electricity when I moved from Gunnedah, as I moved to off grid- they were like; what, we are going to lose $600/quarter, they were like really DESPERATE, like how a greedy desperate woman sounds, asking me all these questions. This girl could not understand that she was about to loose $600. If you can live off grid or get Gas, you should, they are stealing from vulnerable people. They also steal off prominent families, like if you are perceived to be wealthy in the community, they overcharge. It pays not to drive a nice car. Of course, they do not know the actual financial situation of anyone, they base their theft on perception. They are incredibly stupid, like most small-minded people in Gunnedah. Especially women. I have known some prominent families to leave town, and this is a big factoring reason, I bet. BTW, back when my dad was alive, I would regularly visit him, and I saw his bill one-day, and it was $865 - and there’s NO WAY he used more electricity than I (mine was $450 then) and he lived on his own, like me, and his house didn’t even have an Aircon or a split system. It had a wood fire for heating in winter and gas hot water. And, you know he barely did anything, hardly any cooking either, he spent all of his retirement time just listening to the radio and reading the newspaper. Yet, $100’s more than mine. Maybe they were doing a family scam! It is definitely a big scam. (He did have a deep-freeze, – I recommend chucking those out if you have one, get a new modern one) But, I’m telling you there’s major electricity theft going on in Gunnedah – by women. Stupid ones. Ooh, the stupid little thief; did you make a mistake? You probably can't tell my tone of sarcasm for that final sentence, but I heard the girl realise what she had done, probably that stupid short little blonde girl "oh whoops, oh well”. Steal from me for 30 years, steal everything I have. “Oh well”. Women, the epitome of stupidity. (And no, I am NOT talking about hearing myself!!) Plus, at my new address, I am still having people break into my house and steal items – a little birdy told me it was Ergon who was stealing, so that I would have to put my cctv cameras on, it costs $100 a quarter to run them, so they are stealing $100 a quarter. I am not sure about that bit about Ergon, just a theory. (More likely in my opinion to be Ebay stealing from me, since I was banned from ebay the theft has greatly reduced – Chinese thieves). My last bill was $220 at Gin Gin, it’s gone from $120 to $220 in a quarter! (5 yrs later it went to $600) Electricity companies are the biggest scam of the century. Mind you, I don’t think the people who sold it were innocent, Max Frost – I did ask them about it, as it was like the whole system was not really connected, it was like they pretended to connect it. Like it made NO difference to my bill, except a possible RISE in consumption - they had no comment. I should point out, the system was showing on my bill, so on paper it looked legit. You know, the fact that this WHOLE Gunnedah community was stealing from me (main reason I had to leave) could possibly be because of 1 person who has brainwashed them ALL into stealing from me. That little short blonde girl I have mentioned previously. Who the hell is that stupid little coward bitch? – no forget that last sentence, I don’t want to know her – I wish she was dead. After I wrote this, updated it, in Bundaberg, while I was living at Gin Gin, there was a big push of the sales of Solar Panels across all medias. So if you're a well respected person in the community, by all means go ahead get solar panels, that will probably save you money. But if you're someone who is treated badly and disrespected; if you're on low income, if you're single woman, if you're on a pension, if you're unemployed, probably if your gay, if your ugly, if your fat, if you're having health problems of any kind - definitely don't get solar panels because electricity companies will discriminate against you and steal from you. They 100% do. Do those boys who installed it know that they are a scam? Or is it just management? Those boys who installed it, charged $2000 to install it, took them less than half a day. This blog is a work in progress still - WIP!, so sorry if I repeat myself, I am still editing this and doing rewrites and uploading reedited photo stories, I have noticed my blog is frequently hacked and paragraphs deleted or photos removed, so I am constantly fixing it – I have a lot of people who read it and keep tabs on everything, and let me know when something has been removed, {possibly it is the same person who steals them, (!) then sneakily let me know I need to redo?} There is a lot of info now. If you want to see any updated photo stories you can check my Pinterest account, as all new ones are added to the top of the page. https://www.pinterest.com.au/EmilyCBieman/real-australia-social-media/ 24. Naming and Shaming Bullies on Face Book (before I was ban) This next one is still here! Little sidebar for it; I'm not going to remove this after I wrote this naming and shaming (quite some time ago now, several years). Some of the parties that I named were so pissed off, they did other revolting awful things involving me getting banned from not only Facebook but many other places online. Please note to all of those revolting bullies who have such A BIG EGO THAT THEY COULDN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE WAS ACTUALLY CALLING THEM UP ON THEIR BULLY BEHAVIOUR - I haven't taken this down, I'm not intimidated by you, so HA. Unlawful Facebook Groups (talk about bullying 101 on FB) there are too many hall monitors playing the exclusion game and just being basic bullies- its them that are the bullies, not the people so much engaging in forum discussions. Make no mistake, they are young nazis. Miriam Vale Classifieds - removed me from my own local group for no reason -I want to name and shame those admin, as excluding someone from their local group is a despicable form of female bullying: Astrid Allison, Lesley Cain, lyssa Kuepper, Jacob Keogh and Rachel Klepiak). THIS IS NOT KINDERGARTEN lyssa Kuepper and Lyn Murphy also removed me from Gladstone gardening group (Gladstone QLD gardening only – which I was NOT a member, but they blocked me, and Gladstone Plants/Produce/Garden Items Sell Swap Buy Give Away in Queensland did too – a admin collaboration. Australian Native Plant Enthusiasts forum - This one refused to post any of my appropriate posts Thumbs up Thumbs down Gunnedah – did not post my family farm photo (I am afraid you silly stupid twits, I DID grow up on a farm). Also Australia through the years – deleted my farm photo with gang of big boobs bully story and kicked me out!! Outrageous. Gunnedah Art Gallery kicked me out of their group for no reason. Plus facebook then excludes that group from showing on my account. So all of those exclusions, and the reason why I am kicking up a big stink about this and naming names, is because these people ganged together, contacted admin and told them to kick me out, in 4 cases, before I had even joined the group! – so NO offensive posts, as I was not even in the group – so some girl contacted admin in advance, and told admin that I was bad or whatever?, no valid reason. The admin took their word as truth, could not see it was a personal witches of salem mission of stupid dog, or that it was deliberate ‘dog network stuff’ as in girls banding together in the gossiping manner that they have, the girl grape vine, and ganging up on someone, ‘common enemy’ stuff, it’s disgusting, bullying 101, those girls are disgusting, and I won’t be removing your names - you made your bed and now you can lay in it, no matter how big a bully you still continue to be, harrasing me here at Kookaburra Park and in Gin Gin - YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRLS with fucked parents. In fact here all the names that I noticed of people who were basically out to get me. And, if they couldn’t ‘ban’ me because some admin actually have common sense and common decency, and are not apart of the DOG NETWORK, said “well no” to their request, then they would try to entrapped me on a forum, to get me to say something wrong, like swear or something, or say something offensive, so that they would push me off - here are all those people; {you know I pay attention, I’m someone who notices things, if you think you can just be sly around me and behave in that atrocious manner and get away with it, think again}. OK, HERE ALL SOME OF THE NAMES who were obsessed dogs on facebook that sabotages me – they use fake names, they are cowards. Jason Heart Reggie Felangie (remember Regina Felangie), that girl btw, Lisa Kudrow – blond bully bimbo bitch (I am pretty sure all these fb blondes are copying her, that's what young blondes do.) Teagan, cowgirl, (I bet same twit Teagan girl who harrassed me at Kookaburra Park - ought to be locked up) Astrid Allison, Lesley Cain, lyssa Kuepper, Jacob Keogh, Wendi Guy, Naomi Mcintosh, Larainne Greco, Berta Lindenberg, Mark Manchester, Gill Muller, Bernie Farrell – these last 3 men were trying to save the blonde bimbos Louise naturelover Sorenson Rose Rea or someone from Bundaberg? (in messanger), she went out of her way to do this whole big thing to try and get me kicked out, she does not deserve to live. The list goes on and on – they have many dog friends, but since my facebook account was deleted by facebook nazi gestapo (including all my Messages in Messanger???, I do not have record of others – but there are heaps, whole networks of obsessed nazi dogs. – all female, most women have no idea how stupid they are. The ban was lifted in October 2024 – so a 4 year ban – by some STUPID IT bimbo. So, I ventured back on. I did have some difficulties joining local groups, especially gardening groups, a lot of them just refused to accept my membership, I tried to find out why, one of the admin told me that it's not up to them it's up to Facebook! Another one told me that they only accepted people who have had an account for over 12 months. Most of them just didn't bother getting back to me. So, I went ahead and created my own gardening group! I have 53 members but, not many are active, it's pretty much a non-gardening community I would say. I did join the local Sarina food exchange one, only again I had problems with obsessed dogs following me around and doing weird condescending thieving things, so I had to leave that group. And then guess what, my local Sarina community Facebook group ban me after yet another stupid obsessed dog from Campwin Beach (Cassandra Hayes), told them to ban me, so they did! I have name and shamed those 4 Admin on Facebook but I guess I can do it again here: Lee Ross, Aleesha Birch, Kirstie Ross, Katherine Oake - Naming and shaming them for being so easily manipulated by a stupid dog so as to oppress me and exclude me. DISCRIMINATORS. So, I did come to the conclusion, that there are some groups where it's not appropriate to put some of the information that I wanted to put on, like about my stolen items, because most groups are just kind of advertising groups, so I created another group “say what you want” group, and I have over 100 members! But again I seem to be the most active! I can only assume it's because most people are oppressed. 25. This is a post I had on FaceBook after I encounted mass bullying: (they lose, not having me! ha ha) Ok, for some reason there seems to be a form of automatic dog bully attack on Facebook where people make comments in Group posts, accusing them of been crazy, with comments like “did you forget to take your meds today dear” This is bullying 101. You know, just because you’re offended by someone’s tone or language, or they are communicating in a different way than how your friends do, doesn’t make them crazy. (some women think Facebook is Kindy - btw, I was banned from Facebook and Ravelry for speaking out with the truth, this country and America has major oppression issues still in 2019). If you want to know what crazy is, I’ll tell you what crazy is. Crazy is: Girls that follow other girls’ down the street and back to their home. Territorial people (dog like) over everything not just their backyard. People who have more than one child on a single income. People who have more than 2 regardless. Someone who doesn’t put a floor drain in the bathroom/laundry wet area. Someone who refuses to have timber furniture in their house because they’re afraid it might get eaten by white ants! Adult girls who do others reflections (and men occasionally too). Building a house out in the bush without putting in 4 huge (70000L each) cement rain tanks. People who clean with harsh chemicals in their home. (try TeaTree Oil) People who think someone will clean up their rubbish/pick up their tab…. People who think someone else is going to look after their child. Backyard owners who don’t have veggies and perhaps a chook yard. Multiple dog owners. Overzealous partners (flirting is healthy, but not compulsory!) People who volunteer - have their good nature taken advantage of and are suckers. People who are jealous of others life/ Medal in affairs that do not concern them. Women who are suckered into adopting another woman’s mess. Girls who verbally abuse other girls that walk past them in their street or from the neighbours house. Councils that charge people to dump their rubbish at the designated area (tip). People who are disrespectful towards animals. Church in schools. People who use spray poisons against bugs in their home. Mothers that buy kfc for their kids. Not checking your receipts. People who use dry cleaners. People who take medication because some Dr has told them they are crazy. Going to live animal shows. And cruel little boys who keep reptiles as pets. Liars, and people who don’t garden. Girls and truckers who laugh at other girls and harass them from their car - car hoons/beepers, stalkers, followers. People who are so easily manipulated by peers. Sending unmarried women in to teach in schools. People who work in jobs that inadvertently harm others/not taking responsibility. Shoplifters and petty thievers (Bunnings and Harvey Norman staff) Homeowners who have a car but no garage, especially in coastal areas. Building your house in a flood zone. And a house that doesn’t have ‘green’ features. Parents who don’t teach their kids about sex, ALL about sex and RESPECT, no shame . And ones who overprotect. Parents who don’t treat their kids like young adults, you know the next generation is allways smarter than the previous. Just a few little things that come to my mind this Sunday afternoon. 26. Read about my experience with the pea-brained Australian Government below. I started my Blog after this happened: I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. Don't be scared, and don't jump to conclusions , I am NOT mentally ill in any way - read the whole thing, some people have a, completely wrong take on what 'crazy' is. Oh wouldn’t it be nice if every time we heard someone talking about something we didn’t like, we could just write it off as crazy. "Oh, they're just crazy, we don’t have to listen to them”. That’s the point of the police dogs and dogs who work at mental health wards (although those ones its mainly about making money from medications – they really work for big pharmacy, - SH it’s a secret). But it is a disgusting form of bullying designed to DISCREDIT PEOPLE, WOMEN IN PARTICULAR. And there are people on Facebook looking for people to victimise, so nobody has to listen to them ON SOCIAL MEDIA - absolute bully oppression 101 - I AM STILL BAN FROM SOCIAL MEDIA (allowed to have a FB account after 4 yrs of being ban, but in a different name). A legislation challenge urgently needed -perhaps, sit down with a cuppa, my story is long if you want to really see: I would like to share a little story with you, first one, that ties in with my own experience: at one point in my father’s career, he worked as an accountant for the big mental institution in Sydney near Balmain (not sure of exact time, but probably around the 1960s) At the time he was there, there was a big political uproar as stories were coming to light of all of the atrocities and abuse of power that goes on in institutions, particularly a mental health one. Its ALL about punishment (and still is). He was the inadvertent fly on the wall too. The Institute was closed down and my father found a job in the Department of Education, and then Agriculture. I can see now in 2020, people tend to forget the atrocities of what goes on in an institute, and the common abuse of power by everyday people. Today, still, it is possible for someone who is showing no signs of mental illness or violence, to be taken against their will by power tripping police, using force if necessary- without warning or notification, and be locked up for a period of days, victims have no rights (or no one to enforce them), and what the doctor/nurse says goes until the victim can establish and prove themselves to be of sound mind. (Which by the way, consists solely of the ability of being able to speak in a complete monotone, and preferably with the ‘Barbie Bimbo’ smile on your face - if you speak with any type of emotion, i.e., stating how angry you are for being locked up against you will and for no reason, they declare ‘you need to be locked up, most likely crazy’. Even though this is unlawful; irrelevant. Mental health people are completely and 100% oppressively WRONG) This is an abuse of power. Total lack of mankind respect. So, this is what happened to me, one afternoon when I was in the middle of processing some fibre on my carding machine, at home, shoes off, watching Netflix too; The police came knocking at my door and in a very aggressive manner and insisted if I didn’t come with them, they would use brute force to push me into the police car and take me to Bundaberg hospital. (Which I believed as the constable was totally ‘wound up’ and ‘ghung ho’ – little did I know, if I had not let them in, they could not legally break my door down, and they could not have taken me – I always keep my gate locked now). BTW, I started writing this Blog after I had been through this experience. Fuel. Previously (and actually currently) I had been a victim of many petty theft, hundreds of petty thefts in fact - I was trying to do something about it, and after each theft I would report it to the police -the police got fed up, even though at my new location, I had only reported several items -to the chief police at Gin Gin Sharon Morgan, I had also had a fight on the phone some months back with her, she didn’t want to know about any of the trivial items that have been stolen. Note, since I started posting images of stolen items on the internet, and naming names, some stolen items have been returned to me, some months later, especially unique items a that are easily identified, also the stealing has been greatly reduced. But it is the result of reporting multiple petty thefts at my house, that provoked this officer into taking drastic and unwarranted action against me, to lock me up in a mental health Institute for 7 days to 'see if I was crazy'. I was given no warning. She told the Doctor/tribunal (lied to tribunal) that I was hearing voices and delusional (when in fact, once I told her I heard my neighbours talking and sometimes yelling out) – and, on the way over to Bundaberg in the police car, she actually said, she has better things to do than look into my complaints. This is a total violation of my rights. I was not a threat to anyone or myself, there was no indication of violence, (I am not a violent person, in fact I rarely even get angry -I’m a cool, calm and collected person, who thinks things through and applies common sense – unlike the police) all I did was put in reports of petty thefts, this officer didn’t want to deal with the paperwork, and she abused her position of power under the so called 2016 legislation of mental health act. I wish to also complain about the judge who authorised the ‘involuntary treatment authority and admission’, held under the statutory requirements, under the Mental Health Act 2016, for me, (Emily Bieman) by the testimony of police officer Sharon Morgan from Gin Gin. My exact complaint is, the judge took Sharon Morgan’s word as truth when it was not, she lied to the judge, to imply that I was delusional (such a treatment authority cannot be issued without the implication of this mental illness {the crazy factor – the bully factor}) and therefore the judge could grant the treatment authority -she lied about this “delusional” factor to have me locked up. I had told her I could sometimes hear my neighbours call out, and she interpreted this as I was hearing voices. She interpreted incorrect information because she was “wishfully thinking” because she didn’t want to do the paperwork for the petty theft crime in my neighbourhood. To me, it seemed she was also too concerned about what her fellow male subordinates thought about her, and keeping up with comradery. She made it clear, that this was her punishment for me, for yelling at her over the phone about petty trivial thefts. She is sick, and NOT welcome in my life. (I personally believe she ‘tricked’ herself and possibly has her own issues with mental health {imagine how many people have been wrongfully convicted of crimes and sent to prison in such a manner}). Also, btw, I do not believe she could see the crime here, as items stolen had no monetary value, or little, but the crime is the persistent torture nature of the thefts. I deeply resent what happened to me, and I feel this judge needs to imagine what happened if someone just came along grabbed him out of his life and work and placed him in a mental ward prison for seven days to “see if he was mentally ill” This is bullying 101, and it was perpetrated by Sharon Morgan, and enabled by the judge. Bundaberg court later refused to give me the name of that judge. It is unfortunate that I am the victim of petty theft, but being a victim doesn’t make me mentally ill. I do not have a mental illness; I am capable of making my own health decisions. I am not a physical threat to myself or others (these are the 3 stipulations needed to incarcerate someone, and I do not fit any, let alone all 3 -so not only did the police violate my rights but the doctor and psychiatrist assessing me (Dr Alex McClymont and Dr Ali Ali-Tiae and side kick Roz Watson) did. And, there was no one there at the time to stand up for my Rights) once I was brought into the hospital, they failed to see the truth because they just wanted to please the police officer who was extremely gung-ho and worked up at the time, she knows how to apply pressure). Also, btw, at the time of the initial assessment, when I was ‘abducted’, - I have it on audio. I recorded it, sneakily, as I tried to video it, but was shut down by Roz Watson and Alex Mcylmont (they should be totally ashamed of themselves, and actually you CAN record whatever you want,- and upload it to social media, as long as it is not of a personal nature, like sex or children’s change rooms), but, so, the recorder was still on – if you listen to it, you can hear plain as day, me, a person of complete sound mind, cool, calm and collected, NO reasons given to detain and incarcerate. NONE. (In it, afterwards, you also hear my phone calls to lawyers - man, lawyers are hopeless in this country, they are all whipped by the powers that be and can only handle deceased estates, none could help me because of the 2016 Mental Health Act, -that’s what they said, however, if I offered one $20000, I am pretty sure, suddenly they could have done something (one lawyer later said; $50000 and I would be released immediately). And later I saw you can contact your local Member of Parliament via their online website, for a face-to-face meeting, they receive the message straightaway, and even though they are very busy – this would be something a politician is empowered to do, and they know it, not many other people would be. I am confident, that, would have been a good option for me when I was incarcerated wrongfully. So, even though there are numerous violations here, I still had no way of having my rights upheld. These people are begging to be sued, if any lawyer can step forward pro bono, and sue them - then there’s money in it for you. Or is that only something that happens in America, or in the movies? How an earth can Australia be a democratic country if lawyers don’t sue people like this who violate legislation? I believe they’re called Civil litigators’) Newspaper did not want to know anything about this either (The Australian) they were however interested in reporting about all the prostitutes on Facebook, gofigure. (True – on certain forums at about 830 in the evening, suddenly a whole lot of ‘busty women’ would appear). Isn’t it strange how people will accept prosy’s on Facebook, but they will not accept an angry woman. While I was imprisoned at the hospital, I had to do and say whatever I could to be released as soon as possible - aside from obvious reasons, I have work responsibilities at home, and animals, which nobody cared for, and my cat, when I got home was starving, (no food or water) he ate 3 huge big bowls of meat. Even though I REPEATEDLY explained about my starving elderly blind cat, and also my uncle told them, she has a cat – they did not give a dam. (So also, animal cruelty goes on at this so-called Hospital (which fits in with their personality types, cruel). It makes a difference if you have family, they only pick on people with no family, my do-good Uncle (retired magistrate) told them, he had not spoken to me in 20yrs, NOT HELPFUL. But in retrospect, some years ago, I did have some minor problems with his wife, zombie related problems, so I can see now he was protecting his wife’s honour “my wife is not stupid; your crazy!” I have had this problem before with 2 little bully bitches who “toilet attacked me” – for no reason either; “we are not stupid toilet zombies – you’re crazy” – same thing, and just like the Witches Of Salem. My Uncle did help in the end by being a good phone support, but he is a fearful man, whipped I would say, by the powers that be. I believe when talking to me, ‘sided’ with me, but when talking to the DR, (I asked the Dr to call him, thinking it would help) he ‘sided’ with the DR, my uncle is a coward, and wrongfully assumed since I was there, there must be a problem.) My family are clueless about my situation, it has been yrs since we spoke, we have all gone our separate ways, and they are all married with families, this makes me different from them, a single, and they cannot handle it, they have no idea about the thievery or if they do, encourage it, by not doing anything. I think my sister stole my bag once, and she along with my brother, imply to people that I meet, that I am on drugs, it is their passive aggressive way to be disrespectful towards me, it is a game for Penny, 3rd born. I am first born, {the only one that can see what’s going on}. At one point, my stupid 3rd born (manipulated) aunt accused me of being on heroin, she had all this paperwork and information - I clearly told her I wasn’t on heroine or any drugs, she just ignored me and went ahead citing off all of this garbage that she had printed off the computer. GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEADS - NOT ON DRUGS – AND NOR DO I DRINK. GOT IT. SOUND MIND AT ALL TIMES, GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK YOU WANNABE SELF RIGHTEOUS FOOLS. Always has been the way, except at schoolies when I was 18, I went through normal teen stuff – and at that time, in no way was my mental health ever put in danger, really – completely healthy, and more so than most. Not being compliant to you, does not mean on drugs or has mental health problems, you big fat egotistical clueless 3rd borns! My family would NOT have helped me in this situation (they are raised to be manipulated, not to ask questions and to have Barbie Bimbo smiles). I should add, if family/friends had of turned up, demanding to know why I was held against my will, imprisoned (and generally asking questions and annoying the crap out of all the staff, especially the Doctor) – it would have helped me greatly, I would have been released much sooner or not held there at all overnight, but most people do not have supportive understanding family who know how to; ask questions, stand up to doctors, and generally recognize the situation. That’s what these bullies count on – that’s their game. Its bullying 101. I can’t believe they’re allowed to do such things, and get away with it, even when rules and laws are broken and or bended to suit their whims - it was the most disgusting form of bullying that I’ve ever encountered in my life, and I have encountered a lot of bully situations, this one takes the cake. There is not a single note of “help” in this situation – they are the opposite of helpful. Note, I suspect at least one of the Doctors, Menosha, spoke to my little brother Tomas, as she implied it when we spoke, actually she kind of said it in a way that made me think that she tried one brother, and didn't have much success, and so then tried another! I thought this would be typical of Daniel, she probably tried to speak to Daniel about me, who told her to fuck off - and then called Tomas, and Tomas, as a 4th born, wouldn't understand something like this, unlike Daniel, he wouldn't understand if someone asks those kinds of questions, you have to tell them to fuck off! Tomas did not ask me if he could discuss personal information about me, he did not bother contacting me to see if I was ok with someone prying into my life, or to bother finding out what happened to me. And it sure as hell IS NOT OK for him to discuss me in such manner. They also pick on ‘ugly’ women, or women with no makeup, they assume they don’t care for themselves and are on drugs, I was drug tested. I found this happens a lot, I never wear makeup and I am not the best looker of the bunch, (since I am not on the market, I find wearing makeup a pointless notion (same with high heels) so I often get accused of being on drugs. People are really STUPID in general, I find. Suffice to say, I will not be putting in a police report ever again. In fact, some may say I am way too bold putting in a second complaint against Sharon Morgan (which I did with the police complaints ) after what happened the first time, but I have principles, and just because I can’t offer any proof or physical evidence (or only have very little) of harassment /theft, doesn’t mean it’s not true. I know that Sharon Morgan was acting in a non-thinking dogged way, instead of being responsible and applying common sense and instinct. (Yet, another woman, so busy trying to control the situation that they can’t apply common sense – common theme, I’ve noticed, unfortunately) I should add, on day 5, the doctor advised me, the only reason I was there was because of Sharon Morgan. He later tried to save himself and the police, whilst also, releasing me from hospital. And btw, the reason I was detained for so long before being released is because of the nurses, this is what they do: Nurses write false claims in their evening notes, stating “she was angry and aggressive” (for example) and really, I was not saying anything or doing anything at all. They do this deliberately as then the doctor reads the nurse’s notes every morning, and then says “oh she’s not allowed to leave, she’s angry and aggressive.” They literally lie, it is a cat and mouse game for them, they take pleasure in the power of incarcerating someone. Then they take pleasure domineering over people, ordering them about, and treating people badly, disrespectfully, and like a child or dog. Those nurses treat their role as someone who ought to inflict punishment, (because it is a prison, there are guards making sure no one can escape.) One nurse in particular was constantly making accusations about behaving like a child, and so that's how they she ought to treat the patients – like her excuse for being disrespectful. The bimbo dominatrix. (or maybe she just gets a lot of 'crazy children like' people in there!?) Plus, all their nurse Nazi rules like, no phones, food or television in rooms. The bimbo dominatrix. They have the added bonus of being able to get away with it. Power Tripping. The nurses who work at these places are truly despicable people. When I actually was released, I asked one of those nurses for a copy of those notes I told her, by law I’m allowed to have a copy, and you should have seen her, oh my god, it was her worst nightmare, I thought she was going to faint. LIARS. Most people have no idea what these institutes are like, they really should be shut down. Although patients’ rights were re-addressed in 2016, with new legislation brought into protect patients, (God knows what it was like prior to 2016) I strongly feel, it hasn’t gone far enough. There needs to be compulsory ‘notification’ given to a person, before a person is taken by force by police to a mental health hospital, (if you can't shut them down, which they should be) -notification in order for the person to voluntary seek help and talk to a councillor, and realize if they don’t, they will be taken against their will and imprisoned, it needs to be made clear that this is what will happen (so to avoid forceful institutionalization, which obviously will later lead to strong feelings of resentment. Australia is a democracy, not a ‘communistic dictatorship’ as I have experienced) - And by notification, I mean a formal written letter from the Department of health, sent by post to the persons known place of residence, I would further suggest a phone or email attempt of communication by the person who has started the process of institutionalisation, which is usually a police officer. BTW, people that work at the Bundaberg Mental Health Unit actually DO NOT know about human rights and they don’t know about the violations that they make. They just do as they please from day to day. There were at least five violations that I read in the little pamphlet that the Independent Patients’ Rights Advisor person gave me (even though I did not have my reading glasses even…). You know when you give a little bit of power to someone, sooner or later, they take a whole heap, it goes to their head, and unless they are kept in check, they ‘power trip’. Staff at this hospital are as cocky and arrogant as they come, they are not kept in check, and as a result they are revolting and they violate other people’s human rights. Actually, I got the sense that they were a weird cult. Rules unto themselves. Well, now I have firsthand experience of the abuses that go on by police and in institutions - and indeed they still should be closed down. The whole Mental Health Industry is a total scam, it’s about bullies praying on people who they deem ‘weak’. It seems every day people just can’t help but go on power trips and abuse their positions of power - this is true from the very well paid, to the nurse’s assistant on minimum wage - little things like withholding dental hygiene, withholding electronic devices, which by the way, are allowed in any Institute in Australia. {btw, the doctors decide for each patient about certain things, often they don’t really give a shit about certain things, like electronic devices, but it’s the nurses who frequently come up with these anal nazi rules, in typical female form. But if the doctor says its ok, that’s how it will be, what the Doctor says goes, he gets final word – so people should know about the little girl nazi nurses, they don’t have the final say.} I happened to take my iPad with me, with modem, (it goes everywhere I do – google maps!) So, much to the annoyance of the nazi nurses, I was given ‘verbal’ permission to use my device (even though by law, I would still be allowed to use it – see the rights violations. And bloody thankgoodness, 7 days without being able to do anything - now that is something that might make you go nuts! Also, nurses tying the armband too tight and withholding medication to intentionally inflict pain, being ‘tricked’ into taking their medication (I was told I was given a sleeping tablet (doors bang in the corridors all night long) but it turned out it was an antipsychotic drug (when I was not even psychotic. YOU SHOULD BE SUED (‘mental health’ medication, a whole other scam btw - Lithium; this is what is used to make good quality batteries. There is only one word to describe you if you think you need to take this as a medication; STUPID. Wake up. - Some psychologists reckon mental illness is caused from the inbalance of chemicals in the brain -this is a load of absolute bullshit, do not let anyone tell you, you have an imbalance of chemicals in the brain – it’s all cat and mouse game). Plus, they don't even know about proper sleep medications, they only know supposed antipsychotics) and lying to patients to ensure distrust and anxiousness. My room had a camera directly above my bed – disgusting. If you have any questions while you’re in there, about the process and procedure, (as it is all quite strange - because they lie and are not honest about what is going on and why you are there) and so ask the nurses questions - they really resent that. They do not wish to answer any questions, and will add to their notes that you are a nuisance. They’re really only interested in their routine, or any cat and mouse related activities where they get to be the cat; As well, the staff try to antagonise, so they can use their authority to overpower, particularly if they are bored in the evenings (I sum that up in 1 little sentence, but what that implies, the damage they do to people who are not like me, and will fall for their bait, is despicable, and I would say, would be physically abusive. (Another reason why it is important for Devices to be allowed in there, as no one gives a toss what the nurses are doing if they watching a good movie.) one day the nurses manipulated the cleaning girl to come and accost me, she was a horror! { If you ever accosted by a cleaner, you can say to get rid of them, “I can see you’re on a path of redemption”}. I describe the nurses here, but as I re-read it to myself, I am also describing my landlord Cate Rogers, who looks like Wainberg girl; give the dogs a little - they take a lot. So, every day little things are a problem, (not so much physical abuse or sexual violation in my experience), except once the Doctor, who whilst testing reflexes, was banging my knee and foot multiple times in order to inflict pain and get ‘kicks’ from seeing the reaction, (I have very sharp reflexes) and indeed I couldn’t walk on it for the following 12 hours - that was the initial doctor assessing me, Dr Alex Mc Clymont (from Facebook), who I put in a separate complaint with health ombudsman about him. {Btw, I say he’s from Facebook, because there is a whole heap of so-called mental health people, that go on Facebook, looking for victims, in effect, looking for customers. And they know that they can have the means to abduct someone under the guise of “we need to determine whether they have a mental illness or not” (apparently a new rule, they invented after they realized they wrongfully incarcerated me) - total outrage! And I know for a fact in my particular instance, three of them at least, and I say at least, worked together to incarcerate me, as they had blonde hair, and on one of my Facebook stories I had previously mentioned about the problem I was having with a blonde bimbo who was stealing from me – they took offense and helped concoct an incarceration plan (the irony of stupidity here). When I first went there, all the nurses had blonde hair, and she made reference to it. (Oh no, that girl has a brain and can think for herself, get her get her get her) When they got me in, anyone could see plain as day that I do not have any mental illness, and in fact I am probably saner than all of those people that work there, combined. But because so many people were involved in ‘trapping me’ and getting me there, it turned out they had worked over at least several months, actually I suspect much longer, because I started complaining to the police many years before about the thefts. So, most of them could see I shouldn’t have been there, I guess half of them said I should go home, and the other half insisted that I stay a week and do all the various medical tests, because they all had put so much time and effort into getting me there and concocting their evil little plan. So, you can see furthermore, common sense fully goes out the window when it comes to mental health workers – saving their own face.} little girls. Back to everyday things, I’m just talking about every day little power tripping things to make life unacceptable for an involuntary patient. The nurses unfortunately seem to have lost sight of the big picture, (or never knew it to begin) you know you’re allowed to be “stressed” at times, you’re allowed to be “angry” at times, you’re allowed to be “sad” at times - these feelings are normal, healthy, a part of life, and DO NOT REQUIRE MEDICATION – for goodness sakes - can you please apply common sense? For a nurse or Dr, to come along and imply that you are mentally ill and should be locked up and possibly restrained in those times, is, well, do I have to spell it out, STUPID. {I had to come back to this paragraph and add again; I really can’t emphasise enough, you’re allowed to be upset, angry, negative, or even depressed, at times, it’s completely 100% natural and if you were not this way sometimes, I would think there was something extremely mentally wrong with you, in fact I would go so far as to say that you were a psychopath. And ‘shunning’ someone, as they may appear ‘negative’ is just plain STUPID. Life is not chocolates and roses all the time, but guess what, when it’s not, we do not need an asylum or medication. One’s existence is not going to be perfect in the win/win struggle of life. So don’t be intimidated by these asylum Doctor types, not to feel angry or sad and express it (in a non-violent manner preferably ).} I need to mention there is also a “care volunteer” and what a scam this person is, I can’t stand what they’re doing here, not only in the work situation, but across many sectors - this is bloody Centrelink -they’re putting unemployed people into doing unpaid ‘activities’, and so they put them where they don’t belong, they shouldn’t be there, they cause more harm than good, but these gung-ho dogs at Centrelink /Jobs providers, go on these power trips trying to boss around other women and trying to play God. They are just as filthy, and they make me sick, and I am fed-up with how they get away with doing it too. There was a woman that came in to the ward, that had been drugged so badly she could not speak, (Dr Menosha I bet), she was someone who was there because she ‘winges’ – like a baby, she is ‘over empathetic’ of other people, their mere attitude affects her she had been their numerous times. And so, their solution (whoever brought her in) and the non-thinking nurses, was to fill her with enough drugs to shut her up. – SO WRONG. That woman could HEAR ME, she’s not crazy at all, she might have a difficult time dealing with it, who wouldn’t. She does not have schizophrenia, the doctors in there are idiots. I can assure you, many people can hear me, (actually everyone can, they just don’t know it) but they can handle things just fine and aren’t in mental health treatment. Btw, she can hear me, if I am upset - she screams! {Someone made up a joke for me a few years ago, and that is, my scream is so loud, only the dogs can hear it! Lol}. But, it is the same thing as what a young baby does, if its mother is upset, the baby will be upset. But in my case - it really has nothing to do with me, as in I do not command her to scream, infact 9 out of 10 times, I am not even aware that person is nearby. And, those ‘types’ get things wrong all the time, interpretations and twisting’s happen frequently, some like to manipulate the situation, and ‘blame’ me for bad behaviour, or say I am upset or angry, when I am NOT – they (some of them) are extremely manipulative and evil, and use me to get what they want. It actually is the opposite of what you might think, if someone has the ability to get someone else to scream. Some of them have no common sense, I mean NONE, some of them have extreme amounts of common-sense and can figure out the difference between just a passing thought and then an intention, some can't, and jump to fearful conclusions (AliAtae, Sharon Morgen). A lot of them are ‘police’ type people, and they can’t; incredibly naive, some of them. I suggest you read my blog if you want to know more on this taboo issue. And for the privilege of reading about this particular ‘non-spoken’ topic, or talking to me about it; show me some goddamn respect. You can’t lock me up and imprison me to obtain this kind of information. It’s almost like they don’t quite understand what’s going on, due to their personal naivete; like they think something is going on here, “we just can’t work it out”, and so try to extract information from their ‘victims’ on how the world works, how different people’s minds work DIFFERENTLY. And instead of just asking, they use either manipulative coercion or brute force, plus imprisonment, bullying, intimidation, and oppression. They are purely disgusting. Shame on all of them. BTW, that woman, I later remembered was a girl from my school, in an older year, back then she had long white/blonde hair, I never paid any attention to her or any of the older girls, so I do not know if she was ‘influenced’ by me back then? I suspect she was in the same year that Wainberg girl was in, that goes by the name now which is that the same as the manager of this Ward – Katie Rogers "Kate Rogers" – more about her later, and NOT a coincidence. Possibly a whole NEGS girl dominated sector, looking for victims to pay their salaries? Talk about an unhealthy obsession, such irony. And btw, I would put money on the fact that 9 out of 10 people who came into that ward, would want one thing and one thing only and that is a sympathetic ear. It’s a little strange that the staff make it so complicated and want to come up with all of this ridiculous treatment, when all they need is a sympathetic ear. It’s basically pure laziness on behalf of mental health care, workers. They don’t want to be forced to care, and listen to all the problems that people face. And would simply prefer to put them on “treatment” which is actually just medication, to oppress them. It’s a pure disgrace. It happened in the 50s 60s 70s and it still happens today in 2020. I can’t believe nobody has woken up to how sinister mental health care workers are. All anybody wants in life is a sympathetic ear – it’s like validation for who they are. Those staff do the opposite and try to un-invalidate who they are – evil staff. I felt like with the Dr’s in there, it’s like their philosophy is “If your personality/abilities/gift/personal quirks, impedes your ability to work, therefore you must have a mental illness” (such stupidity). Illness/disease my arse. Possibly disorders can develop, (for every action there is a reaction). But NOT disease. Not to mention, I had only the clothes I was wearing, I had no toiletries, and had to be escorted to the local chemist to buy them, it was only lucky I had money in my wallet. It was also only lucky I happened to bring my phone, as I had assumed, I would be escorted home later that day (police told me I would be escorted home) I had no lip balm….they lied to me, again. Never trust a police office. While I was at the hospital, I was discussing some of the reasons why they are so strict about certain things with one of the nurses (and like why I was not allowed to floss my teeth (yuk yuk yuk)) and she said it’s because of suicidal patients. When I asked her if she actually had any suicidal patients in there, she said no. For me, this says it all -this whole facility was a total waste of money, and the other 2 patients in there were elderly, they had turned it into a nursing home, to make up numbers, so they could keep the 10 or so staff members that work there in a job. (btw, I had a piece of meat stuck in my teeth from my lunch just before I was abducted, and it remained there for 2 whole days, as there was no floss, so, what I had to do, I managed to get one of the paddle pop sticks, and bite it, kind of fashion a sharp blade edge bit on it, so I could use that to insert it in between my teeth! - the irony of the situation of me having to fashion of a sharp tool in this prison type situation, like what are they trying to turn me into?) All the staff that work there are bullies by nature, there is no exception. I would say the real attraction of why certain people work in a place like that, is because they themselves have mental issues. I want to list their names, it is only by naming names, that change can occur: Manager: Katie Rogers. (No coincidence, but my landlords name is Catie Rogers?? - She by the way came across as really the only kind of sane person that worked there, (sweet talker) although the fact that she has a whole lot of, basically, lunatics working for her, who rule the roost so to speak, is what doesn’t make sense with her, I’m figuring she must be one of those people that laughs and giggles herself off to sleep every night too. Although I feel she is weak because she allows the ‘powers that be’ to lock up INNOCENT women. Weakling.) Teresa, Annette (another blondy from Facebook who looks for victims, and inflicts pain from doing the arm band as tight as she can do it on blood level checks – which are done to patients 3 times a day) , Katherine, Zuchina, Dr Ali Alitaie, Dr Alex Mcylmont (Facebook doctor – could be a faker), Rosalind, Fred, Moses, Reggie, Dr Menosha (psychopath – wants to enforce drug taking by forced injections without patients permission – just hoping and wishing that she can force an injection on someone, her main aim, personal mission and fun, is to force a needle on someone. DISGUSTING, stupid dog, are you from the last century? She belongs in jail, btw, she looked like Jessica from Suits, and dressed the same too {I'm not responsible for hiring or firing}), Lisa, John, Karen, Shashgee, Maureen, and the safety nurse whose name I never got, (little cunt who force feeds people, another example of someone who actually does have mental health problems but working within, rather than being the patient, which she should be, same as Dr Menosha. Why should I be forced to be exposed to their inexperienced, incompetent, naive dysfunction? I am not your guinea pig you stupid little girl.) Do they have any idea the anger they inflict on someone by incarcerating them against their will? Any? And note, most of these people are female, this whole industry is run by women, not male misogynist, but female misogynist. Btw, that young disrespectful girl who instigated the force feeding, came and sat with me just before I left, like she was trying to make everything okay for herself – make nice. As if I'm going to forget what happened you stupid little dog. And no, I don't forgive you, you do not belong in the work place you clueless little girl. -Young girls seem to be worse, I guess it's their stupidity still, have not learnt yet basics…- but that one was so arrogant in her confidence, of being a bitch - she didn’t think they’d be any consequences for her, she felt totally protected and safe in her bimbo dominatrix manner. I was later told; this is because of her belief in “class”; she really feels superior to the people brought in, or in there, voluntary. I had observed this factor of most of the staff, but I guess the younger ones are less inclined to know how to hide their belief. In retrospect, I personally think she was placed in there ‘personally’ for me, to annoy me - they are CUNTS, copying Shauna. Oh, and by the way I should mention, I got the distinct feeling that one of their main aims was to get my life story, and record it. Really and truly, they wanted my whole life story omitting no details. Actually, I think that was for the sole point of being entertained, they want your life story – they don’t care about you, how could they, total strangers, but they wanted to be entertained at work with a story. They want stories at work. At the time I thought, well if they get my life story, they will be able to see more clearly, I’m a normal person, I had a wonderful happy childhood with 2 loving parents etc etc. But now in retrospect I should’ve told them where to shove it, my life is none of their business (total perverts) and anyway they only got the skimmed version - if you kidnap someone, hold them prisoner, you’re not going to get the truth or trust anyway, infact, you’re just going to get someone who wishes you to be DEAD (and you should be careful of the people you pick on, some are very wilful.) – there was a young Chinese so called Dr that suddenly appeared on day 7 just before I was released and he wanted to sit down with me and have a discussion about my dreams – what an idiot, after holding me against my will, as a prisoners for 7 days, letting my cat starve, he wants to have a sit down discussion – COMPLETE MORON and you know, I could not say what was required in this situation – like FUCK THE HELL OFF, because my goal was to leave, so I had to play these bizarre cards I was dealt – and not fall trap into their Cat and Mouse game. As I know Doctors too, can be very wilful. I want to comment: Psychologists focus on providing psychotherapy (talk therapy) to help patients, they are not Doctors. And Psychiatrists are medical doctors, who prescribe medication, diagnose illness, and manage “treatment”. So, in Assessment time at that ward, which occurred Monday, Wednesday and Friday mornings (was meant to) there was no Psychologists. Infact there were no Psychologists who worked there. Only Psychiatrists whose main aim was to get as many people taking drugs as possible (mmm gee I wonder what could possibly be their motivation) also there was the inevitable feeling that those people thought themselves superior to the patient, the other motivation for them being there, feeling superior. Also, if you read my blog, if you take the time to read my blog, you’ll see that on numerous occasions, I write about the ‘dogs’ who follow me around, as in women who literally see me, and start following me, either by car or by foot - this is actually a real phenomenon. It’s been going on basically all my adult life, people have different reasons for following me, some to steal, some just looking for opportunities, some want to be nosy, and see you where I live, who I talk to, others are just completely bored and have nothing better to do. With some of these people, actually, most now a days, it’s a power thing; they don’t want me to ‘win’ in any situation, they want me to lose. And so, they know how to, not only interrupt my train of thought with distractions, but they know how to manipulate the people I’m talking to in order for me not to ‘win’. These manipulators, are the ones with mental health problems, not the other way around -you stupid little naive doctors. And you would have to ask them why they would not want me to ‘win’ in life. Someone told me it’s because they think I’m gay, (they’re discriminatory) someone else told me it’s just because I’m a woman, (and it’s all old men trying to set me up to lose (old men from the 80s, who hate women) Someone else told me it’s because I’m a Greenie! Whatever the reason, it is a result of mental health problems. It’s just for some reason, people in the mental health industry, and the police, are completely blind as bats and can’t actually see what’s going on, either that or they know perfectly well what’s going on, but it is their game, to say that’s that IT IS NOT happening at all. Either way, they would like to victimise young innocent women who have no-one ‘on side’. They truly should be ashamed, and if it were up to me, they would be incarcerated, as they have been victimising women like this for many years. (I want to mention about the power thing, some people are born to lead a certain life path, when you mess with it, like those manipulators do – you not only change my path, but you mess around with a whole lot of paths – in my opinion, you are responsible for the backwards nature of Australians). Plus, later it came to my attention that back in Gunnedah in 2016 or so, I had some difficulties with young bimbo receptionist trying to get a dr appointment – they refused to give me one, and I ended up going to the emergency at the hospital several times. but one day I walked into the clinic and demanded an appointment - I yelled at this young blonde girl, not severely and in fact, I didn’t even yell, I just raised my voice, insisting I have an appointment {I’ve mentioned before on a scale of 1 to 10, 10, being extremely angry and 1 being mildly so; when it comes to me, I would always fall into the number 1 category on those rare occasions I show annoyance. Especially back then, now, approaching 50, and after experiencing so many stupid people, I could possibly reach no 3!) but it was because this young bimbo receptionist had to look at me and my face as I was raising my voice to her, and I don’t wear makeup, and I’m not the most pleasant young and beautiful person to look at, so, it was this factor alone in my opinion (and others so I am told now), that caused her to believe that I was furious at her. For some reason she was writing the doctors report (medical records), and she added after the appointment notes, that I was agitated, and most likely had mental health problems. So it was because of this stupid bimbo, who can’t handle ugly women (or plainjanes), that possibly contributed to being locked up for seven days in the mental health asylum to determine if I was crazy or not. I can’t believe this kind of thing that can happen. Get your arse into gear government and get rid of these dogs in health and mental health industries, picking on ugly women. {Also, note, I believe it is men mostly who have the issue with ugly women, but bimbos girls like receptionists, pick up on it, and pass their dysfunction on, such is human nature amongst young women. By the way, if anyone has cause to possibly consider cosmetic plastic surgery, it would be me, but I can assure you there’s not a chance in hell I would ever consider plastic surgery. That is ridiculous. I was made exactly the way I should be for a specific reason. (Albeit, bringing into consciousness, this stupid bimbo behaviour of picking on ugly women.) My face is one of my best weapons. Anyway, my point is re being followed and harassed, if you tell one of these doctors that you’re being followed, they will immediately diagnose you mentally ill (young naive Dr Alex Mc Clymont). They have absolutely no concept of what it’s like to be a single woman and followed around by stupid dogs. NONE (Dr Alex McClymont, how could you be so stupid?) so naive about life, I’m embarrassed for their stupidity. Who the hell pays these idiots? Also, that Dr failed to attend my assessment, so I could not be released after all the blood work and tests had been done on Wednesday. A GP is required for release – he knew I should not have been there, so he just did not turn up, as then he would be wrong. I had to wait till Friday. He should not be a Dr; he is not a responsible adult. (He also gave me the finger as I was released; no idea why, we hardly spoke, guess he was just proved WRONG by me – and they are so sure, so adamant that they are right. I think that’s was one on FB who was stalking me? I put my dentist story on public group, about how I punched the dentist in the face due to an automatic reflex when he drilled into my nerve (arshole dentist), but so Dr McClymont spent at least 20 minutes doing reflex checks on my knees when I was first was admitted, I got a really sore knee and could not walk – one arshole after the other.) By the way, one of the tests that they asked me to do was a brain scan, and this is the second brain scan I’ve had in the last three year period, as when I briefly lived on Sarah Ferguson and Peter Longs place, I had several items go missing, which I would speak to them about, because I know that both of them are not innocent, nor were their adult kids, and they insisted that I was forgetting where I put everything, and insisted I go and have a brain scan to check to see whether I have Alzheimer’s - and I did, as I had to see the doctor anyway about my collapsed arch, the results came back of course, nothing wrong with me, no tangles. They also advised me nothing wrong on the second scan, so the fact that I’ve had to have two expensive brain scans, because people refuse to believe that someone is stealing from me, and would prefer to think of me as forgetful or crazy, is an absolute disgrace. FUCKING DISGUSTING - stupid humans! It is so such an obvious bullying thing that’s going on, and I’m bloody sick of being a victim of these stupid bimbo bullies. Hence my blog and I tell you, IT WORKS. Another thing that happens is force-feeding, and those nurses don’t do it by pinning patients down and shoving food down their throat, they do it with manipulation, pressure and threatening remarks. If one nurse can’t get the patient to comply, then 4 or 5 nurses will ‘chime’ in, and kind of gang up on the person(adult) to get them to comply, like a pack of dogs. It’s my experience if a person is stressed then they won’t be hungry anyway, and their digestion won’t be working properly - it’s best that they calm down before they eat with a night’s sleep -these nurses don’t seem to know about this simple fact. STUPID. Working like a pack of dogs in order to control patients who are, by the way, adults and can make their own decisions. Plus, they don’t seem to be aware of the ‘reverse psychology’ effect that happens when you tell someone what do to, especially amongst an elderly patient who is often in the reverse, so at age 80 they might think that they’re actually age seven, and if you tell them what to do, their childish instincts will come back and they think, we’ll I’m not going to do it then. So, if you just give them some free reign and let them be who they are, things will work out. (there were elderly patients in there) Why I, a MOP, (member of the public) has to spell these things out to the so-called trained professionals is very worrying. Quick mention about the food; it was quite palatable, but I do find it a little odd that the hospital doesn’t produce food that is 100% totally health-conscious food. There seems to be a total lagging in this area. Don't they listen to current medias about food? Food nutrition; what you eat is related to good health. And so, a hospital, goodness me, you should be the number one place in the world that serves “healthy food”, all the time. I mean, I enjoyed the chicken Mornay, but would definitely not classify that meal as healthy, hence why I needed my heart burn medication. (Which they withheld) I had issue with the ‘set’ meal times too, not everyone likes to get up and eat straight away…………and one of the other girls stole my good breakfast items off my tray....and on the 3rd day, I asked for some prunes – and the Manager didn’t know what I was talking about when I said was having some digestion problems, we had to have like a whole kind of back-and-forth conversation about what a prune actually is, (!) she couldn’t understand why I want prunes and how are prunes, relate to good digestion for someone in an alien new environment (!) - and finally she understood. I found this quite bizarre. How could she, the manager a supposed smart person, not know about this extremely basic thing? Her solution, she went on to tell me was “we have tablets for that”. What a joke those people are. How absurd are they? Brainwashed by pharmaceutical company. Don’t get me started on the showers either. OMG on the first morning I was there I had to wash my hair, it was a total disaster, not only was there no conditioner (I had to walk up to the chemist as a special escorted trip to get some, plus I left my diary on the chemist counter……….….) But the shower itself was kind of an exercise routine, where I had to squat, and lean against the wall, so I could put my head underneath the minuscule deformed showerhead (what were they thinking?), with the most ridiculous water pressure you could possibly imagine. But eventually, as it took ages to get all the shampoo and conditioner out of my butt length curly hair, so by the time I had finished, not only was the bathroom flooded (there was something wrong with the drain it was blocked). And after I had finished, and was dressed, outside, they check vitals daily: pulse checks/heart rate/ blood pressure, and, mine, after that rigorous shower was absolutely through the roof. The nurse said she couldn’t possibly record it because they would call the ambulance and take me up to the hospital, it was that bad, and this is purely from the major exertion I had to go through by squatting and leaning, huffing and puffing, moaning and groaning, to just simply wash my hair! Really unacceptable showerheads. Also in regards to those daily checks, in there, if you do have any health problems, like physical symptoms, then the nurses go about their business in addressing it, and it’s really weird, as someone who seldom goes to a doctor, and then even when I do, for an issue, it usually doesn’t actually get resolved. So to have these people asking you questions and paying attention to what the real problem is;it’s quite bizarre, and the doctor, at one point, implied to me, I should really talk about any health issue with them, as they can help greatly in that area, like, they know that health issues go unaddressed at your local GP. A known thing. LOL. Ofcourse I did not discuss all my health issues with them, I was too upset at being there, and not have anyone to feed my cat. I was too angry to recall all the issues I had. In retrospect, I bloody should have in regards to my back and scoliosis, as all Drs seem to just ignore the fascia problems. But ofcourse I did not know it was scoliosis causing the problem. And later I saw a documentary, well, they showed it to me, deliberately, about a older woman who was diagnosed with a terminal disease, and she was on her own life, she didn’t have any relatives or friends, and it was just her story of going to hospital and waiting there until she died. It was just kind of a matter of fact, like, this is what happens, rather than a sad tragedy. One thing she really portrayed, this woman as an actress, portrayed how bizarre it is having nurses dotting over your health, asking about all of your health concerns and how you’re feeling; when you’re a single woman, you don’t usually get looked after at all, and I know in Japan they have elderly people breaking the law deliberately, so they get sent to prison, where the prison doctors and staff look after them. A worldwide thing atm. Maybe they should put nurses in with the GP’s? And quickly something else, I have to mention it because I was pretty annoyed about it at the time, when I was there that week, that was the week we finally had drought breaking rains and I’m talking about drought that had been going on for nine years. So basically, nine years since the last heavy rains, so here finally it started to rain. BUT I couldn’t go outside when it started, or barely even hear it even on that roof there, I was locked in. I was very sad about not being able to see the rain. I have put in various complaints to various departments about mental health violations, telling them just because someone is personally angry about petty thefts, does not give anyone else the right to imprison them (talk about oppression, 2020, and such unbelievable stupidity in QLD) While I was being held against my will for those seven days in that Bundaberg mental health prison, if you were watching the news and had being paying attention, there was a story coming to light about an unknown art dealer named Glafira Rosales, who screwed a famous art house, and rich art buyers, out of just over $110 million worth of fake art over a 10yr period. She was sentenced to time served, meaning she didn’t actually serve any time in prison. So, me, who didn’t screw anyone out of anything, had to serve seven days longer than that woman who screwed people out of just over $110 million. True. Puts things into perspective, how innocent people get screwed, and the rich get away with everything. Thoughtless officer Morgan can’t get the big fish, so she picks on small people like me who are innocent. fuck her, fuck them, this country is fucked - way to inspire anger and hate Sharon Morgan. BTW, that was not the only story coming to light at that time, guess what the other one was? – COVID19. Back to my formal complaints process -The Department of health has an ombudsman, the ombudsman refused to do anything about this, stating it can only change, with change of the 2016 legislation. They failed to acknowledge the fact that the police lied to the tribunal, thus violating that 2016 mental health act in the first place. The Department of health is run by little girls who did not take me seriously, and infact where totally condescending on the phone when I spoke with one, in particular, and who took my incarceration as meaning; this person can be totally written off as crazy, and not someone you should listen too, – she was an idiot. This whole thing is little girl related; this is the main difference between men and women. A man would apply common sense here and just know this kind of “Incarceration behaviour” is unacceptable. This is a continued theme I’ve noticed throughout my life, and I am doing something about that, believe it or not but I am a feminist. Wake up Bimbos. Bundaberg hospital refused to do anything about it, they were just dismissive when I was contacted once by someone named ‘Laura’ after my complaints (it seems being held in a mental health ward instantly deeds you ‘not credible’ – they are bullies (this is how they make money, as if they’re going to do anything about any complaint ever received) More on the now lack of respect due to be labelled as “crazy” – its like they use it as an excuse to be disrespectful, dismissive and prejudice - as a direct repercussion of Sharon Morgan, and her laziness, naïveté (and stupidity), I have since had multiple businesses in Bundaberg (ones that are run by women), whispering to each other on the dog network; “ Oh she’s crazy no one will believe her if she cries theft, so we can steal from her”, by blatantly overcharging. Sharon Morgan is doing the opposite of what she’s meant to be doing, she is encouraging thievery. (And not just in the area after it happened, the whole incident follows me around.) I believe the Mental Health legislation should make sure an Independent Patients’ Rights Adviser is present on admittance (and do more to make sure the Independent Patients’ Rights Adviser is actually Independent (the one I spoke to was most defiantly not, or at any rate, she knew they would not release me the following day after admittance, and/or could not do anything about it (she refused to speak to me about it )), and written notification is given - if notification was given then this whole seven day imprisonment would’ve been avoided. (Which, still, btw, is giving me negative dreams, and just something else in life to be angry about.) I further want to complain about afterwards. I was released – my ‘treatment plan’ ended, but I have still been harassed by Gin Gin Hospital, Roz Watson and Dr Ali, who insist I see them. They both want to be ‘schmoozed’ and ‘charmed’, like I should pull out a bottle of champagne for them, and I believe they are paid if I see them, as like the hospital is paid if I go there, (go figure, no wonder) I know now, it is my right not to see either of those people ever again, so I have had to get a new phone number to avoid (I suspect it was Roz Watson) harassing me by phone?. And I now keep a padlock on the gate. I have a life, I have work, I do not disturb other people, I would appreciate not being disturbed by bullies in positions of power, btw, a hospital is for sick people, I am not sick, so leave me alone and stop wasting tax payer’s money. AND btw, that Dr, Dr Ali, is beyond belief; I just know if I said to him (or if anyone should say to him “sometimes I can hear voices”, (not that I hear voices) but he would diagnose you with a mental illness called schizophrenia; and he’ll pump you full of medication. I really can’t believe how ill-advised and naive these university graduates are – trying to fix something that is not broken. The cluelessness of those so-called university graduates is embarrassing from my viewpoint (Dr Ali ALitae – you stupid foolish old man, he has probably wrongfully diagnosed 100’s of women. Women, note, mostly women.) If you’re a woman, you should be greatly offended and threatened by these people. This Dr and Dr Menosha are truly shameless and are without morals of any kind. A government that would pay for such an asylum in today’s time of information is SICKENING and deplorable. So, after this experience I am very inclined to think the whole mental health industry is a total scam; no such thing as "mental illness". Lawyers have come up with the term schizophrenia to get guilty persons off crimes, it is a make-believe term, perpetuated by the movies – they also push “mental health medications” – they brain wash people, they have been so affective, they have whole hordes of people on medication. Infact I strongly suspect the staff in these institutes have strong ties to the marketing television/movie worlds. Actually, I'll give you a perfect example here about the confusion between "mental illness", (if indeed it is an actual thing), and simply "lazy selfish thinking". Some people, if they don't feel like they're in control of the situation, especially when they are used to being in control, then they start using manipulation by tantrum throwing, mood swings, little freak outs, even kind of 'crazy' behaviour, until they have the control that they want. It's just a tactic to manipulate the people in their lives to gain control over them. So not an illness at all, they know exactly what they're doing, apparently, some may not be fully conscious of their evil antics, (because no one has ever bothered to call them up on their bad behaviour), but it's not a mental illness AT ALL, it's just pathetic selfish bullying power tripping laziness. So why don't they close down "mental health clinics" and open up "power tripping clinics" Also, when I got home that 7th day, after finding my starving pussycat and sorting him out, I realized that the front door must have been left open for a period of time, as my bathroom was full of blowflies (quite disgusting, dozens of them flying around) {it was locked when I left}, plus my fridge had been moved slightly - and so then of course I checked my cctv – and my system had been switched off for 4 of the 7 days (can only be done at the outside power box)– I strongly suspect Sharon Morgan, searched my house without my permission, incahoots with Dr Manoosha, looking for stolen items (they did not know whether to believe me or not). I should add, when Dr Menosha was questioning me on Wednesday, some of her questions did not quite make sense at the time, but when noted my cctv was switched off on that Wednesday, they made sense, TOTAL law breaker, no regards for privacy. Also, silly me, before I left, I switched my cameras on, but unfortunatly the monitor was on, so Sharon Morgan saw all the cameras, I noted she made a sound, noting them. So, if the monitor / screen did not come on then, then I bet I would have caught her red handed going through all my stuff, illegally. Possibly my landlord may have been in cahoots? She knew about the cameras. I would say all staff knew about the search, not just Menosha. Them, and the police are disgusting, they have way too much “authoritae” - and they abuse their powers. I should mention I did not commit any crime, so, no charges in question, no murder investigation, she just didn’t like me because we had an argument on the phone the month before, so she used her powers against me, she is disgusting. Imagine what they would do if there was a murder involved or charges been laid against someone – in my opinion due to this experience, they would have no problem falsifying documents or evidence. The word of any police person cannot be taken as fact ever. BTW, I told my cat later, how sorry I was for his starvation, I told him the dogs had me – I think as a cat, he understood. SO HOW MUCH MORE VIOLATIONS DO YOU WANT? That unit has to be closed down. I want compensation for being victimised, MY time wasted / stress / spoilt food in my fridge, and animal neglect. And, of course, the stealing is real, btw (thieves are cowards who don’t want attention drawn to themselves) and I get verbally harassed by them too, which is what I’m working on at the moment via online resources. And naming the stores I visit where items are stolen from me, (Bunnings has a whole huge network of petty thieves who target young single girls - they follow them home and wait till house is vacant and then ‘help themselves to small items’ (Harvey Norman are guilty of stealing too, by way of overcharging). And, one more thing; Little birdy told me, the sisters did it, as they assume if I catch some little shit stealing from me 'red-handed', they assumed, I would most likely kill them, because they can see I am angry about the thefts. And so now, they could save me, as I could plead crazy. ABSURD (I am not a violent person, never have been, I don’t drink – I am just angry – in a controlled manner) Also, I know there are many other people working to expose the Mental Health Industry as an ignorant bully scam, (contrary to what you might hear in current medias) Actually, there is a train of thought as to why I was plucked out of thin air to experience what happens to people, so I could ‘dob’ those mental health workers in, so to speak. I advise anyone in a similar position to get the name of anyone who speaks to you posing as a doctor, first and last name, and look them up on the Register of practitioners - https://www.ahpra.gov.au/About-Ahpra/Contact-Us/Make-an-Enquiry.aspx Also, since it happened, I have been brought to attention, the revolting practice of husbands incarcerating their wives into mental asylums, and sometimes daughters. God, I can’t begin to imagine just how wrong and unjust this is, bully husbands, who don’t want to deal with their angry fed-up wives, those women, who now in their 40’s are beginning to see the worlds with way more clarity, and question things) And the authority’s side with the husband, and imprison innocent women, or fathers who have abused their daughters then call them crazy and have them locked up – JUST DISGUSTING. SHUTDOWN MENTAL HEALTH WARDS, all of them for good. I put in a complaint about 2 of the Drs at Bundaberg Mental Health Unit as they were a direct threat to my health. But really their needs to be a complaint made about all the staff that worked there. The response from AHPRA, was ‘we will forward your complaint on to the Ombudsman.’ I just really can’t believe that those bullies have the power to lock up whoever they want with no just cause and no law breaking, it is unbelievable, and if these units do not get closed down, the whole of mankind loses. These places are prisons for people who do not break the law. They are prisons for people who authorities just don’t like, and want them out of the community. They are absolutely disgraceful and barbaric. I can’t believe the general population allows them to exist. They should ALL be burnt to the ground. As yet I have not received an apology from any of my captors, nor has any of my complaints to various authorities been addressed. I hope they all get their comeuppance. 27. I have an image of the medical complaints I put in, but I will not include them. I did make them, but they were NOT addressed by the medical people . Note, there was no Dr listed registered by the name of Dr Menosha. Big sadistic faker. So, this concludes my ABOUT. I continue with LIFE STORIES - some are interesting and comical, others you will find plain tedious, but that's what happens when you stick to the truth. 28. Wainberg child (now in her 50’s) So, after you’ve read this little ‘About’; things that go on in my life, and then in the above experience in Bundaberg, you’ll notice a name pops up Cate Rogers, who is the manager of that mental health ward, as well coincidentally the name of my landlord (2 separate people). Now, I have written about it before, I thought, on this About page, but it seems to be missing; So, over the years, I’ve come to realise that a lot of these problems are caused by this person. Her name is not really Cate Rogers it’s Wainberg, she was the older sister of my friend, Rachel, (not the eldest sister in that family, the 2nd born. 2nd born (stick to 1)). I can’t even remember her first name, because I didn’t really know her that well, we interreacted briefly in North Sydney when we went on a picnic in some park, and a triathlon situation. Plus, she lived with her sister, and I was good friends with her sister, we hung a lot. Plus, their family moved to Gunnedah when Rachael was in year 10 – there were 4 of them, 4 girls, they were all new to the school. Before that they lived in South Australia. This sister lived with Rachael in North Sydney before she moved to Mackay QLD. I know she worked as a receptionists for an Architecture briefly. I also know she had an affair with a married man, and later I met that married man’s family, the wife, and their 2yr old son. She has no morals whatsoever, and had CRAP IRRISPONSIBLE PARENTS. I noticed when we were at the park that day, she was able to manipulate her little sister Rachel, in sneaky feminine ways - she thought she was magic. Basically, she manipulates her sister, and ‘has a go’ at people via her sister. I assume jealous that her sister has a friend, and she does not. As you will read over in my photo stories over the next 20 pages or so, you’ll see she pops up over the years invariably stalking me and stealing from me in different situations. She knows a lot of people, and has some same connections that I do. She’s pretty much got a screw loose. And she’s basically a little Nazi - I’m constantly calling this person who is OBSESSED with me, a Nazi; I did not know it was her harassing me at all, as she is a coward, and harasses from afar. It turns out, that, that family are actually Nazis. There was a big immigration settlement in South Australia after the war, so I’m pretty sure she’s not a practising Nazi in the literal sense, but it’s a game for her, as her ancestors were, she too wants to play Nazi. Maybe she thought I was Jewish, and she wanted to continue the persecution? Wrong, not Jewish, although I do enjoy a good brisket, thank you! So, not Jewish and not Nazi. Infact, I don’t identify with any human ‘gang’. I stand on my own, always. Strong like bull. And HAY! Special message for not only this dog, but ALL dogs; Hay! It’s none of your business what I am doing right now. {Such a waste all of those Nazi killings; they could've done such good, imagine a world with no dogs? Such bliss….. Picking on the Jews- what were they thinking?}. A clear cut case of blonde nazis feeling inferior when standing next to a Jew, the “genteel race”. There was a lot of mistaking (and still is), "not fighting" with being weak. It's exactly the same as an incident I recall in my youth, in regards to my parents, with dad sitting at the table having had too many beers watching the footy, and wanting to pick a fight with mum, and mum seeing the situation for what it was, resisting the temptation, and standing strong, to keep the peace at the Sunday family lunch. Nazis, got it all wrong – it’s the opposite, some even believing not weakness, but stupidity – just keep reading my blog, and all the problems I have with blonde women, you can form your own opinion. So that girl, I will refer to her as Wainberg, as for some weird reason I still cannot remember her name – so strange, usually I have little birdy who tells me everything. This very fact about her name, created the first alarm bells I had about her. Possibly she being one of the little birdies, and she does not want me to remember her name. Wainberg, ends up being my landlord in 2019, she roped some pervert (stalked me in Sydney when I was 18) she knew into building her house in exchange for favours. Actually, it was a really good house, open plan, simple. A few little problems…. And so, over those 3 yrs there, plus another year at my new address, I slowly realise who she is, her fake name, and all the problems she has caused, her part in the overall big picture of the complete unforgivable frustration and extreme anger of my life, that I feel due to being followed and harassed everywhere I go, and of course – the thefts. She is a spoilt little self-entitled brat. Stoopid little blonde bitch. You know all my life I thought pretty much no difference between blondes and brunettes – until my realization of the actions of this stupid woman, now in her 50’s. My whole perception of a blonde has changed. Really – there is such a thing, as “stupid blondes”. {One person, or perhaps, many, implied the whole stupid nazi war from 1939—1945 is a direct result of blonde stupidity. Well now I believe it. Wainberg: you are revolting stupid woman, and the whole world would be a better place without you in it. You are the epitome of a stupid blonde. You have major disrespectful control power tripping issues, and you use everyone around you for your own personal selfish satisfaction, including your son. Why do I have to work out all her psychological problems?? I believe it took 2 years of me living there and writing this blog, in extreme detail, for her to realize the results of her selfish plain evil actions. Then another 2 years for me to realize why she was SO obsessed with me, and I think it was due to 2 REASONS, no 1, she is DOG and can hear me. No 2, Centrelink. As back in that time at North Sydney, was when I was studying fulltime at Hornsby, I was refused Aus study by Centrelink – the stupid cunt of woman behind the desk would not even give me an application form to fill out – so I would have been eligible to receive, they just REFUSED to give it to me. So, I would have told my friend Rachael this, who in turn would have told her sister, {or maybe she overheard our conversation?}, so her sister thinking I was refused Austudy, because I was rich, and not because the girl behind the desk was a total bitch - I am not sure what her problem was, but she SHOULD BE SHOT. Or perhaps Wainberg heard that about me, and was ‘dishevelled’ somewhat, as she, is actually rich, her father was a doctor, they are extremely well paid. Maybe it was a little bit of “I’m richer than you” – like a spoiled brat response? Who knows? So, big picture here though, all problems get traced back to a stupid woman at Centrelink. What do I have to say about her – YOU STUPID CUNT; I AM GOING TO COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU FOR ALL ETERNTITY just like that blond stupid bimbo Wainberg, has haunted me for the past 30 years stealing from me. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE telling me NO, to something I was entitled to? The stupidity of woman who work at Centrelink never ceases to amaze me. Anyway, I go on to further explain other situations and people involving Wainberg; read “Tyre Sabotage, 3 times in my life now”, and “Bike stealing in Boganville Australia” . I just remembered something in Jan 2024, I have not seen my friend Rachel Wainberg since I was studying my Fashion course - some 30 years ago now. But when we did hang out, I remember experimenting with hair colour (thanks to dogs on Pinterest and YouTube – for reminding of this story!) so Rachael said I had to first put hydrogen peroxide in my hair, if I wanted to dye it pink, which I did – just the front section!! Although there was no pink left in the store, so I got purple instead. I had no hair dyeing experience or knowledge, so I thought it was a good thing Rachael was there. So, I had this hydrogen peroxide in my hair - and when it was time to rinse, Rachael was trying to fuck it up, and get me leave it in for as long as possible so my hair would fall out – lucky I rinsed it just in time, to hell with her directions anymore. So, now, I see; she's a totally fucked up person too. And this would explain why I'm no longer friends with her. Her whole family must consist of just revolting little girls (with absent father and bimbo mother). You're not welcome in my life. - I only have friends who are nice! Btw, the bimbo mother had 4 girls – all blonde. I remember the father, I met him once, he was near albino. Apparently he was a Doctor. I am beginning to think everything I knew about that family was a lie. And talk about another perfect example of 3 too many. Stop inflicting your family dysfunction on me. {If you ever meet anyone from a family with 4 female siblings – RUN} In 2025 on Prime Video, I'm watching a mini series called The Better Sister and guess who it is about, they had an actress they said her name was Elizabeth Banks, and she was made up to look exactly like Weinberg girl, back when I was 20, I mean spitting image. I don't believe the story on the whole was about them, but she definitely was a bad sister. I don't know why they do things like that? But they do it regularly, no doubt they're probably trying to save her, trying to blame the problems on somebody else, some imaginary guy, which is a very common thing, maybe they're just trying to accuse me of being crazy so they can save her? Accuse me all you want television industry, but she's a bloody stalking thieving dog and she belongs in jail as far as I'm concerned. They also did a sideline, about how ‘my money’, is going to go to somebody else in a wheelchair. 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Clare Gardener, why are you following me around in an orange Torana? Can’t you think for yourself? -Pickpockets in Gunnedah (and who follow me around wherever I go and steal from me)! Really and truly, I’ve had it up to here with stupid little bimbos who steal, it’s not going to be so funny if I catch you red-handed, I assure you. I have got 47yrs of pent-up anger, what do you suppose will happen? Every time I drove into town, I had dogs break into my car and steal whatever was in there that Life Stories P15 Screenshot of my Wix Fabric Website 1. Screenshot of my Wix Fabric Website This is a part screenshot of my fabric collections, on my fabric website , which gets no traffic at all - not that I'm too concerned, because it's not the best website, I'm not a computer illiterate person in this sense, but I wanted to put it here as some kind of proof. I mean I did sell quite a lot of these fabrics, enough to keep me in new clothes. When they were for sale on Spoonflower, {prior 2020 when I was ban}, I would sell them myself, as in, because Spoonflower did not market the fabrics back then (oh gee, I wonder why they started doing it…. – copycat cunts). Anyway, what I would do, as back then, as a part of the ‘nazi scam Centrelink jobs provider agreement’, I had to apply for 12 jobs per week, and I mean, in my local area, there wouldn't be 12 jobs available in a single month let alone in one week! - back then at any rate. So, I had to come up with a way to fulfil my obligation of 12 applications when there were only one or two (they were totally nazi about it too, as in threatening, tyrannical, would cut off money…..numerous times they did this - many ugly tactics they had at Centrelink and jobs providers – I now have EXTREME HATE FOR ALL THE STAFF WHO WORK THERE, quite frankly I can’t believe someone hasn’t already made a terrorist attack on their buildings)…... maybe why they now have to follow me around where ever I go? Unbelievable stupidity. So, I took the initiative, and came up with a clever plan involving selling my designs; I would go onto seek.com (careers/jobs website with available jobs Australia wide), and starting looking for suitable candidates who I thought may be interested in my fabric designs. It's the perfect place! Not only do they have contact details, and names of the recruitment officer or the company owner/manager, they often have information about themselves and their business, to try and entice candidates. So I targeted people who I thought it might buy them. Marketing myself via this network - and it TOTALLY WORKED. Like I said, I sold quite a lot, enough to keep me in clothes, and for fabrics that were twice the price of what you could get at your local Spotlight, plus were based in America, and not yet a trusted website - it was a pretty good turnaround as far as I'm concerned {I’m sure it was not as many as other designers, but I certainly do not claim to be a ‘world class designer’!! OMG, there are some stunning designs on there. So, but apparently taking this kind of initiative is not allowed according to Centrelink AND Queensland police, thus I was ban. - It never ceases to amaze me how stupid people really are. And exactly still how nazi they are, non-thinking, stupid nazis at Centrelink, and Queensland police. Wake up you backwards retards. As you can see I'm still a little sore about being ban, especially since my whole wardrobe is getting pretty tatty after being ban for so many years now...... BUT guess what? my wardrobe is tatty, YET the dogs are still stealing from me! So even though I don't wear brand-new shiny clothes anymore STILL STEALING FROM ME!! So, your theory, you narcissist control freak idiot nazi woman, was completely wrong - suck it up. Wrongarse. All right; I will try to be more graceful in the whole ‘See I won’ from now on. 2. Double-barred Finch - Taeniopygia bichenovii (my CHANEL Birds) I called them my CHANEL birds….as they are so stylish and smart in their brown and Ivory tailored suits! I loved watching these little birds at Rangari, they were so cute! There were dozens darting around on my veranda, they had little nests in the pandora and jasmine vines. When I was forced to move 700km up to Queensland, to Builyan, the backyard of my rental had an old large walk-in Avery, and guess what, there were these little CHANEL birds; they would come and go out of this Avery frequently, maybe once upon a time the owner used to keep them in there? who knows. But there were hundreds of them, and, I noticed these CHANEL birds were slightly different from the CHANEL birds near Gunnedah. The ones in Queensland were taller, just slightly, and slimmer, also slightly! After I moved from Builyan to Gin Gin and Sarina, – no more Finchy’s! They must only like the heat of the inland. I did put up a bird feeder for them, but it’s been there for months and no birds have even ventured near  I wish I had a better shot above (if I had of known I would have to leave……) that one was all I could find on my pc, plus a little video of them playing in a puddle, that was very pixelated. They never sit still and “pose”!! 3 . The Dedicated Lifestyle of Copying me. Some People are so Weird in their Dysfunction. I had to do a story about this strange phenomenon of copying what I do. The phenomenon of copying me has been going on for years, particularly in the craft world, but things like that don’t matter at all - it’s human nature to see something really cool, and be psyched about it and want to try and make one too. I do it frequently. (I certainly do not condone copying someone’s artwork exactly and calling it yours, which happens – stupid young bimbos). But I am not really talking about that today, I am talking about seeing what I purchase, then wanting one too, and if it’s no longer available, or they don’t want to spend money on such item, then they will just steal my purchase through the post before it reaches me. There are certain couriers who will help the girls steal in this manner. Fastway does it, and some of the post mail contractors will do it, (no convictions of anyone) and of course, they can break into my mail locker (I was informed they have keys for all my padlocks and can break-in at any time, on any whim they get.) plus, I think that bimbo has an exact replica of all my good things, and I suspect, that’s how the chips appear, she is a careless bimbo who inevitably ends up with chips in her crockery, so she replaces my good one for her chipped one, at least 4 times now this has happened. That person or people has turned this copping into a dedicated lifestyle. I don’t think anyone has pointed out to her how dafty she is for copying me. So, I am now; DAFT. I want to add here also copying members of my family, as in people in the community see what my family do, how they treat me, and then they copy them. I have written about this before, but it was stolen, so, it must be an important issue. I’ve mentioned my siblings stole my bag one Christmas, as well as an old Fur Stole, I mean it could’ve been the dogs trying to make it look like it was either Penny or Daniel, or well, even Tomas’s wife Melanie. But specifically, after those items were stolen, I had many many many more items stolen. I mean it could’ve been Daniel, and so then Heath Barwick, Daniels friend, (naive Daniel), has just copied Daniel (no convictions). So, he continued stealing from me for years. I mean this is the stupidity that goes on in the community. I just can’t believe, the older I get, how stupid people are. And it’s not just the stealing. It’s like if my siblings behave disrespectfully to me, which they do, they’re little shits sometimes, members of the community will copy them too, sometimes in exactly the same manner. Then this total copping factor goes much deeper. I know people in the community will copy movies exactly, like Fight Club. I can’t begin to tell you the number of problems I’ve had with food sabotage - they’re just disgusting, and the boys who work at Gunnedah Woolworths are the worst, but still get up to food spoilage in Bundaberg, and possibly at Mackay- they sign that they are sabotaging and contaminating the food. Once I had urine put in my water bottle, (that would have been a neighbour at Gin Gin or my landlords 10 yr old son) I mean disgusting stupid little copycats. There’s one bimbo in particular from Australian Tv industry, I’ve mentioned her before, she was in the hallway at the nursing home - she looked like the Maltese girl at Bonds, pretty sure NOT her, but a look alike. She regularly appears on television doing dog signs, saying that she put cockroaches in my pies, or mice, spits – she is seriously mentally ill, and should be in JAIL. Rack off you stupid dog – I am not talking to you. Once they did signs that they were going to give me monkey meat. I feel like I’m surrounded by disgusting people constantly who have no brain. I don’t know if this is related, but at school there was a bullying incident, it was long forgotten as far as I’m concerned, but 5 yrs later at school, there were 3 girls, who, in effect, ‘stole’ my and my 3 friends, roles as chapel Lieutenant! - after 6mnths, they saw us doing it, and they wanted to do it to. Typical little copycat girls. This situation I’ve been writing about just reminds me of that incident at school, those girls would’ve stolen it out of jealousy, and I’ve never thought it would have been the same girls, but I have just been reminded about a certain incident involving Charlotte, Amy and Sophie Powell -and as one of those girls that stole the chapel lieutenant position was Amy Powell, I’m thinking other thefts in all these years since, might be related - if so, she really needs to get her own life and stop obsessing over me. I think that family may consist of females only – definite imbalance. Possible dishdraw theft? Or that may have been Wainberg’s sister? I just bet the person who stole those shoes above , was the person who stole my dishdraw – jealous dog. Although I noticed certain people in life, who see something that has happened, like a slight injustice like that, have heard about it somehow, and then recreate the situation, but with different people - they literally do this. Sickoes, I would think there’s something wrong with them and their heads, to do that. 4. The Power Games People Play – typical dysfunction and abuse, in families and workplaces This has been a problem, way before I started to take note of why, and what was actually going on in the situation. And, when it comes to these types of issues, dad, has really not been a problem, until, 2005; {because I felt, he was manipulated by female dogs; he was weak}. I had to briefly move back in with him, after I left rmit in Melbourne, as I had nowhere to live. Mum had died by this point. So, I noticed, I had certain old men in the community copying dad - I think I might know what that was about – around that time, I used to visit the online library catalogue, and borrow heaps of books, I like knowing about things that I do. (This was before the library incident, if you read “Gunnedah Council Library Dogs – devious plans to steal through fines” – as I can no longer go the library, thankgoodness for google now. So, l went to the library to borrow that book “The Games People Play" they had to order it in, they did not have it. Because I’m aware that people play stupid power games, but really have no idea what they do (as someone who is healthy and has common-sense, stupid power games is not something I get off on, nor did I really ever take much of an interest in other people’s psyche, but probably felt it would be an area I should know about, given the problems I was having from the community re harassment and thieving). But all they got in, at the Gunnedah library was a book about children’s games like hopscotch, they didn’t have the other version, if it exists? and refused to get it in for me. This was the time I was having monumental problems with a whole lot of cars parked outside my house in Henry st (like about 10), and they would rev theirs cars all at once and suddenly leave at specific times, repeated often, plus verbal harassments, and theft. I was there for about 5mnths before I was ‘saved’ with an offer of another house out of town. I was doing the Horticulture course at the Tafe every day, while I was there. The car thing is a bit hard to explain, but it was a ‘thing’, designed to manipulate. Also in this time people, young men would come down to my house and let dogs out – they looked like stray bulldogs from the pound? At the time I remember thinking, did he just go and break them out of the pound and decide to drop them in the middle of town, so as to be ‘free’? I had no idea at the time of what he was up to, – and he was up to something, very offensive. Heaps of other things happened outside where I was living there, major problems from many young hooligan type people in the community, let alone what was going on inside; So, other men in the community who respect Dad, as he knew practically everyone. They copy him, they see his game and want to play too, people like Coll Atkinson and Peter Lee from the Tafe, also Mark Kesby (the pin) and that old man from the 2nd hand shop, heaps of others - weakness at a whole new level. I believe this is a game specifically for old men, but since many people could see the game, they all wanted to play. So, I believe that’s what everyone in the whole town was doing; playing power games with me, just so I understood – no book necessary. We'll show you. We'll teach you a lesson. Fuck them all and they’re all be going to hell - stupid little people. (And so, some of those men would just be the tools. Gunnedah council girls / Gunnedah local radio / Gunnedah Art gallery GUILTY – burn in hell). So, back in 2005, these ‘games’ that dad played, were basically, I felt, a form of abuse, I felt like I was the victim of domestic violence at the time, just not in the usual way that people associate with abuse, i.e., sexual or physical. It was psychological torment in the form of bullying, ‘social’ abuse (gang mentality) I will give you examples of his power games (bear in mind, there are many more examples that other people do, that I DO NOT WANT TO LIST); Using a “stand over” phase and intimidation, with looks and gestures, in order to manipulate or make feel inadequate. Verbally abusing things, I care about, pets, to me when drunk. Making issues out of things I know he does not really care about () fight fight fight Making me think I’m crazy. Not acknowledging things that are going on – undermining my opinion, and disbelieving me. Making me feel guilty, and using humiliation to do so. Not taking my concerns seriously. “Ti-ti” verbal negative comments, and passive aggressive face pulling re my choice of clothing. Interfering with my property - territorial issues. And I am pretty sure he had help to accomplish all these ‘games’ - completely manipulated by women on the local ABC, (Billy Baxter?) and dog hoons in Gunnedah, I think they do signs to him about me, shaming him. (Cathy Goldman is probably involved - many dogs from that school, NEGS, who try to blame dad for all my problems, rather than the school I went to and the dogs from that school who follow me wherever I go, (and still do in 2023). So, while I was staying at Dads then, they saw it as an opportunity to manipulate dad, so he could take the blame. Dad – so naïve about women.) They shame him, their biggest tactic to manipulate. He is weak to be manipulated by them. I never remembered dad to be like this, and play these ‘games’, back when I used to live at home as a young person before I went away to school. And I know he did not treat mum with such disdain either. The only thing I specifically remember dad having an issue with, was rambunctious confident show offs! none of his kids were going to be loudmouth braggers, especially the girls! (I believe this to be a whole country wide Australian problem, with no one being allowed to ‘rock the boat’ so to speak, too. Plus, I believe that’s why he got his promotion at work to be the boss, he’s the type of person that never rocks the boat - so the powers that be, could be the powers that be, without having to be the boss! Course, he had some personal issues his own, issues going on which I’ve put down to the fact, that he, like me, was most likely humiliated as a child, same as I was by Debbie Croft in fourth class. But back and dad’s day, it was much worse because there was also physical violence with the cane, and they were even less evolved about how to raise a child. So, I strongly felt, this was a game for him at that time in his life (his 50’s), and a game for the dogs on the local ABC, he and they felt like they were doing me and the community a favour by showing Power Games. (He was also pissed off with having lost mum). All involved will be getting cancer and dying – shame on you – real shame. Also, I have encounted other men, fathers, whose power games were way worse, and often illegal in their bizarre form - some people take these games very seriously, and make it their life purpose to play, and in effect be ‘the most powerful’ – IDIOTS After reading the story someone told me that apparently it's a thing for men in their 50’s - they suddenly understand all about power and want it all, and do mean things in order to get it. That's why a lot of man will leave their wives, and hook up with a young naïve woman, because she still doesn't understand about the whole ‘power game’ situation. Btw, I mentioned the dogs on the local radio, as I have noticed, my family refuse to acknowledge the dogs – they cannot handle them at all, (I blame morning show tv for that, they never talk about negative issues that people need to be able to handle) Penny and Daniel especially also cannot handle the dogs. (Tomas heard one on the radio once when I was visiting Henry st, I think he knew something as afoot). I need to add, at the moment at my new address in QLD, I am still having problems with blonde bimbos wanting me to say hello to me, - much worse in Gunnedah, especially around that time. STUPID WOMEN) (read my “Hello Bimbos” photo story,) SO, BUT then when I do say hello, like a forced encounter that they set up – to trick me, (I was going to put the example here, but that person is not worthy of me talking about her!), so then when I did say hello, she turned away and strode off. Like that was her point, to get me to say hello, so then she could ignore me. A power play – insinuating, you are beneath me, and I am not going to respond to you. Please, this behaviour is the epitome of a stupid blonde, only a stupid blonde would think of a plan like this, then only a stupid blonde would do it. (Before this incident I had no reason to assume she was stupid, but after that – STUPID. Well, I guess, at least she not a zombie! Here is a good spot to express my thoughts about a certain situation, because several times over the 15 years I was living back in Gunnedah, I heard some girls over talking about me, and they noted my living situation, and what I was doing with my life, and said to me that my father has totally screwed me. And I thought at the time it was really odd because I was quite happy in my situation, aside from a few things that I had to deal with. I thought maybe they were confused, because I was single, maybe they thought I had been sexually abused in my family childhood - but that certainly was not the case. But in 2024 and with my current living situation at the moment; I know exactly what those girls were talking about; A woman needs her own place to live at. She cannot be used as a guinea pig by rental landlords if she wants any type of quality life. And this needed to be arranged with caring parental guidance back at the naive age of 18, or even before. A woman cannot be reliant on other people to provide in any way, shape or form. I remember talking to him about it at one point, it was just before I moved into the Rangari farm house, I said to him I thought I could build my own house for $40,000 (of course not including the land, the slab or the electrics and plumbing, plus no doubt the windows! – they would be extra). But he could have helped out at that point, but he just ignored me. 5. Renters Tips - byo induction cooker – piggyback the electrics I purchased this ‘half induction / half regular,’ electric stovetop cooker about six years ago . I easily sat it on top of my awful rental electric coil cooker/stove grill, by piggybacking the coloured wires (or easily fitting a 20amp plug for those who have sockets). And it is brilliant! it’s the best $500 I’ve ever spent! Not only that, but I can take it with me to any rental and easily set it up on top of the existing ‘very old-fashioned’ 4 hotplate oven/grill, which seems to accompany every rental I’ve ever had (no one updates ever, even when technology and price overtake by great strides). So, together with my convection microwave, (which was only $160) - I have top-of-the-line cookware in even the lowest cheapest rentals available. I thought it worth mentioning: if you’re a long-term renter, invest in one of these, it blows the socks off any rental cooker I’ve ever encountered. Half induction, half ordinary - brilliant. So easy to clean saves me hours of tough cleaning. Here is a good a spot; ‘General Electric’ is an American company, which unbelievably, is still in operation, this company is the most evil over charging company in the world, and I can’t believe it is still in operation Wake UP Americans and boycott that greedy dishonest sneaky company. 6. Money Saver for Electricity , If you want to see a photo of the cover, go here Money Saver for Electricity re Hot Water A lot of people don’t know this, but you can actually take the cover of your hot water electric system, (off with a Philips head screwdriver), on most systems. And most (not all) systems have a little switch there, where you can turn it up or down, and if you turn it down from 80°C to 60°C, you save about $50 a quarter (I tested it!). I find for me, one person, 60°C is perfect (50°C is too cold, I tried it). Here is a good spot to talk about electricity since moving to Queensland; I've mentioned before on my blog, the first time I got my new bill without the solar panels at my new location in Builyan, I was freaking out, because I thought it would be astronomical without my 5kw solar panel system. But it was WAY less in a 3-bedroom home, which tells me, and everybody, that I was getting totally screwed by my previous provider in Gunnedah (Essential Energy, they changed their name to AGL). So they would have been stealing at least $400 a quarter, if not up to $600 from me personally - I did a whole story about it with more details. No apologies from them ofcourse. But so, even when I moved from Builyan to Colosseum, my electricity bill was still reasonable, and I didn't have to deal with the electricity company like I did in Gunnedah; constantly calling them up and telling them about the black outs. Although when I did for connection/disconnection, well, they were NICE! I was just very impressed with Queensland electricity (Ergon). Although my unit at Sarina was so tiny, 5m x 7m yet electricity bills were more than my previous address at Gin Gin, by a lot, $200. Could be from the insulation, in particular roofing. I am pretty sure the old motel at Sarina did not have any insulation in the roof, nor did it have ‘roof space’. I had to have the fan on pretty much all summer at night, whereas, at Gin Gin, (and even though the climate is pretty much the same), I only had it on about 2 or 3 nights the whole summer! And that comes down to insulation, PLUS an extra tall/high ceiling space at Gin Gin. I can’t believe the rules are not stricter; laws about insulation. A little bit of savvy goes along way, in saving a lot of money, not to mention in comfort. Looking back, that unit was UNBEARABLE. Plus, it costs me $1200 in a new futon from the mould in that unit  Compensation? At Gin Gin, there was also one of those very small hot water systems, the kind that you find in a campervan. I don’t think they make them any more (?) I tried to google one to find a price, and all I could see was cars (?). that little system was so good I made a YouTube video about it (but they deleted my account along with that vid). So together with that system, was a 50m real of blueline poly on the roof for sun hot water - brilliant for one person; better, hotter than some other bigger more expensive hotwater systems in some rentals. So, my electricity bill at Gin Gin, was pretty much half what it was at Sarina! And I didn’t run any cameras; at Gin Gin I had 8 cameras running constantly. I later found out that Ergon, at Sarina, did not physically read the meters at that unit, especially mine, as the meter was locked inside the room below, so they just estimated, which I hear is quite common. So this may explain the more expensive bill. Something else in life you simply cannot do anything about. (I was saved at my next address with the Gov’s Electricity Cost of living supplement – thank God!) 7.Thieving Perverts around 43 Audley St, Petersham NSW, Bad inner-city suburbs of Sydney If you read my “dream watches” or “ Cleaning up the Trash of Society”, about problems I had with people, dozens, sometimes hundreds of people hoarding outside my house at night, particularly when I lived in Petersham, but also at Pendle Hill and Hornsby, and my problem re thinking my private thoughts and image transfer – quick recap; I recalled thinking to myself, when I was living at Petersham, that I would like to get a cat, but then I thought Petersham was really an awful area, I wouldn’t want to “raise” a cat in such a restricted environment. Then I was thinking that would be true of kids, I wouldn’t want to raise kids in an inner-city suburb like Petersham. I believe some of those dogs, either next door, or, who knows where? heard my personal thoughts, and taken my personal thoughts to heart, implying that their local suburb is CRAP. And this/these persons has then proceeded to follow me around, I would say for about 20yrs (?) plus who has harassed me, and most likely steals from me; AS, at that time I had my wallet/bag stolen. It was stolen at night from inside my house. It was later found (with no money) next door at no 41 Audley St, Petersham, in their garage, next to a litter of kittens. I’m 100% sure it’s related to dog bimbos who heard my personal thoughts re raising a cat, and then took bimbo offence at my passing thought of Petersham being an unsuitable suburb for a cat. Plus, there were, I think 2 teenage boys who lived at no 41, who used to perv on me through a drain pipe on the side of their house – it’s probably still there, it looks straight in to my – what would be a bedroom, but I turned it into a sewing room. It’s like that open pipe was put there deliberate to perv on the neighbours rented bedroom – such a disgusting neighbourhood – little boys – you are NOT worthy. (Reminiscent of my current rental house having a door that just slots out, so it can be broken into…or when I got out of the shower, there was a plumbing camera making a quick exit out the window) I feel like in my whole adult life, I have been surrounded by complete stupid thieving morons. It’s very seldom have I come across someone who has common sense, and who is anywhere near part respectful or polite, this is the same for young kids, young adults, or adults, they all act in the same way. Male or female. So many dysfunctionals. My theory of Petersham being an unsuitable neighbourhood is true, it still stands. You shouldn’t raise your kids in such a crap suburb. And don’t have kids unless you can afford to buy them a house when they turn 18 so they don’t have to rent from perverts. PERVERTS. Or in a neighbourhood with perverts. I think I mentioned it on my other story where I described that Petersham house I was living in - it was really horrid, I mean an awful, kind of poverty like situation reminiscent of those tenaments in New York City back in the day!! So I want to add, anything I do whilst I lived in that house is not going to work out, the whole vibe of the situation ruins everything – maybe a man could handle that kind of ugliness, but not a woman. Btw, I was working then, same as, full time, and that place was the only place I could afford. Total waste of working. Btw, the police used to patrol around, and they would see all those people outside my flat “what are all those people doing there”!! lol clueless police, clueless. Not crazy – there’s your proof. I remember some other thought I had at Petersham - I remember thinking about the petty theft that goes on in that neighbourhood, then thinking about how, as I was growing up in Gunnedah we never had to worry about that, nothing of mine or my families, was ever taken - we always left our house open, the windows open, it was only if we went away on holidays that dad felt like he should do the right thing and shut off everything and lock up the house before we left - but I don’t think he did it because he was scared someone would break in and steal, it was just like his manly fatherly duties that he should do that! And so, in thinking about that fact, at Petersham one night, I was kind of, in affect boasting about it, and Gunnedah, especially when compared to Petersham. So I bet, in retrospect, some little dog – probably the same ones, would’ve heard me ‘boasting’ and so probably used that as a reason to steal from me. Infact they could be the 6 young men that came out to my house at Rowan Leigh, when I moved back to Gunnedah, they could be responsible for all the thefts that happened to me in Gunnedah after I returned, they followed me up to Gunnedah from Petersham? Possible. Stupids – meet the stupids. If you grew up in the country, probably best to stay in the country! I know after I returned from Melbourne, I had considerably more items stolen then, and I am pretty sure the girls I went to RMIT were following me too and stealing from me. Orchestrated by someone like Cathie Goldman. Inner city suburbs are full of thieves. I do not recommend living in the inner city suburbs unless you want be plagued by trashy little thieving leech bimbos for the next 20 odd years – or until you start writing a Blog about them!!! Update in 2025 apparently Melbourne is worse!! Btw, there was a lady and her 2 kids, 2 grown men, next door to me, and they had a cat, and I don’t think she ever changed her catlitter ever. At any rate, she used to leave it next to the window, which was always open, and the window would go into the hallway and the draft would carry the smell directly into my unit from the window, so the window was right at my front door. It was beyond bad. I mean, it was a total stench. It was disgusting. Like, as in hold you breath while your at the door. So, as a result I couldn’t use the front door, I totally blocked it up on the inside with heavy fabric and door snakes to stop any drafts, so then I used the back door, but that created some problems because every time it rained, the door shifted, and it didn’t lock, then it would dry out and shift back after I had changed the position of the lock!! One night I was broken into because of the door shift, and they stole my bag and wallet, money. But I didn’t complain ever about that women and her sons (she reminded me of Miss Cox!). I was there 18 months and when I moved out, I noted on the very same day that I was moving, this woman was moving too. I thought at the time ‘Oh well that’s too bad it wasn’t before’ – just really bad. On that day I encountered her and her two boys, they were rude to me. I wondered what an earth I had done to invoke such a reaction? I thought maybe they thought I complained about the smell and were being booted?? WAS NOT ME. I’m writing about this now, because those two boys I saw with her, possibly the same ones harassing me at the Mt Annan Botanical garden? holding a grudge against me re the cat smell? And following me around and stealing from me?? I think they spat in my lunch and I got sick? So I would just like to put down for the record: Hey, you little arseholes I didn’t make any complaints against your stinky mother. As if. I am not from Petersham! I would otherwise maybe have thought that unit was just another “punishment” by the stupid bimbo bully dogs, but as I recall, that place was organized by male rental guys. I don’t think you could find any male rental guys anymore. Or maybe she is like that other women from back then, the tomato roll woman, who named her daughter after me and has stalked and followed me around for like 20 years??? NUTTERS! 8. Australian Medicare Australia likes to think it has good health care for everyone, but it’s not really true, and needs to be greatly improved, especially in the ‘subsidy and rebate’ areas that Medicare offer. ALL areas of health need to be included, not just GP visits, so Specialists, like rebates for, Physio, Osteo, Chyro, Massage and Podiatry (these are just things I’ve needed, so there’s bound to be many others needed too). With those rebates this would also remove the need for the ridiculous health care plan which is sometimes known as chronic disease management plan. It’s sort of a crossover area, the term chronic disease is very vast, it covers areas from Aids management, to having a sore foot. So, where an eligible person (person with a healthcare card from Centrelink) may be suffering from a sore foot, and doesn’t even have a diagnosis yet, so needs to see a specialist merely just for diagnosis, before even determining what kind of treatment /care this person will need – yet to get that diagnosis, they need to be put on the healthcare plan in order to see the specialist. In fact, this situation is so ridiculous I really don’t know how Queensland health or probably the whole of Australia health for that matter have come up with such a ridiculous program and way to treat medical conditions. Maybe they don’t want to admit that GP, cannot diagnose all medical conditions. (Only took 3 yrs to diagnose my Collapsed Arch, and even then, only by a Chiro, no GP even thought about). And bear in mind, a care plan only lasts 12mnths, that is 1 care plan per 12mnths, so if you have said, a sore foot, and a sore shoulder at the same time, you will not be able to seek medical attention for one of the problems. Also, the care plan includes, well it’s meant to include, 5 visits to the chosen health professional, so that’s 5 visits without having to pay, that’s what it is meant to happen, in theory, but in practice that’s NOT how it is at all. A lot of those professionals will charge an initial fee, sometimes you can part claim back some on a Medicare claim, for others you can’t, and in my experience and they’ll go ahead and charge a second fee for you anyway, and often refuse you a visit, cutting your care plan short. One female physio in Gunnedah refused to treat me as I was a female, and not a young good looking football player. Also, the concept of rebates for massage is so foreign to people, but I have to talk about it because of the benefits of massage, particularly amongst people over 40- it’s really essential. Massage works on the Immune system - massage prompts the release of endorphins – the brain chemicals (neurotransmitters) that produce feelings of wellbeing. Levels of stress hormones, such as adrenalin, cortisol and norepinephrine, are also reduced, thus improving the immune system. This is scientific fact, not some weird hippy philosophy. There are many other health aspects to massage like: Reduced muscle tension Improved circulation Stimulation of the lymphatic system Increased joint mobility and flexibility Improved skin tone Improved recovery of soft tissue injuries Heightened mental alertness Reduced anxiety and depression. There needs to be something along the lines of a SUBSIDY OR A REBATE for massage for everyone, I would say at least 1 per month for every individual over the age of 40. I know the Gov can afford this. And while you’re at it Gov, boost the number of Massage therapists too, Afterall, it’s not Rocket Science, all you really need for it, is a “Feel for It” (despite what they say) I would expect at least 2 Massage clinics on every block! That is how beneficial they are to health. If the government does not know the health benefits of Massage and Physio by this point in time, then there is no hope for you. (I strongly suspect the QLD gov has no idea). Anyway, I know I need massage, physio, osteo, Chyro, podiatry, at the very least, to maintain functional health – and Medicare does not pay for these health concerns, and as a result, I am pretty much immobile and have issued me a Medical Certificate. 9. My Life Contributions and/or I should call it aid and inspire; Because not my invention for most listed below, but due to my impatient nature, and slow progress of mankind, I can speed things up a bit and give clarity to importance. • Back to roots / grow your own FOOD. • TRIPLE Twin wall Polycarbonate Roofing skylight FOR perfect Australian sun insulation. • The quadruple massage shower - turns out this was already invented, obviously a case of ‘Great Minds Think Alike!’ called Vitchy shower, btw, only 2 in North QLD – booked out • Deep seated couches / sofas (it’s a wonder what a mere observational conversation can do). • Shower Gel / Moisturising Body Wash instead of soap • Exposed Powers that be, democracy gov as democracy fraud, run by women stealing under pretence of democracy. • Apparently contributed to better primary education system (hopefully, it was pretty bad). • Debit card. • Discovered World War 2 was really about hair colour (and rich jews) - And by the way I can’t believe how stupid you have to be to be offended if someone was having a go at your hair colour. I mean you got to know that at least most likely half the population of the whole rest of the world has got the same hair colour as you; how could you possibly be offended and take any sly comment personally? to be offended would be BIMBO response, and suffering from inferiority complex. Toughen up you little imbeciles and put your ego away. (In the Ukraine or somewhere (I really ought to pay more attention…), but around that war time, there was 1 (connected) man in the army, who had a dislike of his friend, with competition, morals/shame and a woman, being the underlying factors that contributed to his city /village and whole surrounds being destroyed in the name of the war – 1 man, it was 1 selfish egotistical (stupid) and WILFUL man’s fault, that many lives and homes were lost; all based on coercion from 1 person. • Exposed the pointlessness of tetanus shots. • Exposed the thieving nature of women. • Misting Fans. • Encourage replacement Ozone treatments instead of chlorine systems in pools/spas. • How to be calm in stressful situations for stupid mental health workers -Pinup girl for healthy mental health (OMG QLD mental health stupid) Drought times, lack of rain psyche, farmers gone nuts due to drought –behave rebelliously • Extra-large coffees. Stop stealing my coffee cups you bimbos. • Nipple covers! • Breville potato peeling • Scrap booking (well, that was mum actually; she had an idea that I should write about our family holiday when we went to Bali with photos and brochures (age 11yrs) She and my teacher noticed after I did that, my school work and writing greatly improved) I continued to keep the scrap book going for each holiday, and I showed some girls at school in yr 9, the English teacher saw it, next thing you know, all the girls were instructed to do it, then now, you see, the whole world does scrap booking! btw, save your diary scrapbooks, you will want to see them in 50 years’ time. • Made Long-life milk taste better, plus heaps of food related / Coles items • Snuggle pot and cuddle pie made into fabrics • Recycle timber, not just chuck old bits out • Zip line for all ages • Pointless awareness re “medical professionals” singling out scoliosis kids • Mother’s and wives no longer ironing husbands shirts! • Hand moisturizer sanitiser • Large umbrellas for everyday rain use instead of the piddly small ones! • Pro movement push re the textile Design for the masses – design your designs • Wild gardens • Cat food gravy meats instead of in jelly (jelly? What were they thinking) • Exceptions to 48hr missing persons (police applying common sense rather than blindly following the nazi rules). • Got the pollies to fix the electricity theft from greedy private electricity companies (still out of pocket by $1000’s already, the whole family) • Coming up with the ‘No Roll Picot edge Cast On’ • Free natives from Landcare nurseries for anyone who wants one (save the koalas) – I see many councils now implemented free ones to rate payers, only rate apyers, so that’s not me (so no free ones to me, after I had this idea - the absurdness of my situation). The neighbourhood I am in now, poisons and steals my trees. BIZZARO world. {I can still here Gunnedah landcare, “we’re private, we can’t hand out free trees” lol}. There are heaps of others, I can’t remember them all. 10. Movies Dividing People Passively, Silently Encouraging Class and Movie Talk I’m outraged of Netflix movies telling stories, showing hoity toity twits snubbing people who have a trade, like a mechanic, calling them losers who have no future. Do those idiots know how much mechanics charge? mechanics are rich! Just because they’re not a doctor or a lawyer doesn’t mean they’re unworthy in any way -wake up you idiots. And stop spreading propaganda in such a divisive social class way, how dare you make mechanics feel unworthy. They are a vital part of our community, and we all would be lost without them. Yes I am talking to you; the creators of the movie “endless love” by Georgia Department of economic development, Dentsu Inc/Fuji television network Inc, Bluegrass Films fake Empire production, writers Shana Feste, Joshua Safran. I had to mention that movie, even though it didn’t have any reflective dogs or stupid sound editors in it, {which is a bloody miracle}. Maybe the Georgia Department of economic development has a secret plan to rid the town of too many mechanics, and they have a doctor shortage, is the only explanation isn’t it. Not related to that movie, but man I get annoyed watching movies when they're having a tragic scene, and the young girl or wife starts crying; then she's immediately given a tablet like Valium. So irresponsible! People go through tragic times, it's inevitable and part of life, it's not a situation where you need to be zonked out. You need to be fully functioning and aware through all of life, not just the happy times. do not expect fairytales {fairytales are only for the very special 😁}. But it is scenes like that, that perpetuate an ok mentality of ‘zombie bimbo’ women in the real world. Stand up to those bloody movie directors; not hysterical, and can deal with the situation without drugs, thanks very much! Then there’s those movies that portray "bad" people, you know with tattoos, and warts - and ugly faces; ‘cooking’ drugs in their dingy urban slum buildings or caravan, out in the hicks....When really, all of those street drugs are manufactured in pharmaceutical laboratories by the big companies, same ones that make ibuprofen and aspirin, and all the rest that you've heard of - they are trying to make as much money as possible – the more stupid kids there are who take drugs to be cool- the richer and happier they are. And all of the young people that come through, in each generation, are preyed upon in this manner. {Because they've been raised by these bimbo parents, who half the time cannot even see what’s going on let alone taught them any better, bumblers. But go on police, why don't you give me another fake speeding ticket and ban me from FB, so all those little old ladies who are making a motza from young people on drugs, don't have to be afraid of being found out. Stupid Queensland police. I love watching movies, but movie people in America seem to have so much money and time, like they spend thousands of dollars on employment, costumes, sets, etc the whole works; I mean don't they feel guilty wasting all that money when there's so many things that could be better spent. Like housing, for the whole of America just for starters. Then there’s parenting and family guidance. Plus, crime, regulation covering the retail sectors, so many problem areas…… but I'm pretty sure ,movie industry people are in cahoots with the criminals who break into people's homes? Like professional criminals who don’t actually work, they just sit around devising ways they can steal from other people. The ‘stupids’. I'm certain it is the movie industry that is in cahoots with the criminals. Like I've mentioned I can't watch Netflix anymore because I have too many things stolen. Yesterday I think I saw the worst movie I've ever seen, ever, it was just so tedious, the only reason why I continued to watch it was because there were no dogs in it (always a nice treat), and it was set by the ocean (love the ocean). But the woman playing the lead was just infuriating, she was so slow…. I felt like I needed to watch the whole movie on speed two (like you can do in YouTube) but you can't in Prime Vid (until later). Anyway, the reason I'm mentioning it, was because there was a scene in it where she threw the phone, and it was a monumental anger scene, and it was all in slow motion. Slowly we see phone, being smashed to pieces - it was one of those old-fashioned phones with a dial. So that scene really resonated with me; as not only have seen so many movies since I collapsed my arch, with sneaky manipulative phone product placement {so passive aggressive, often so cleverly done that you wouldn't even know that it's happening; just a part of the scene}, but what I have written about before on my blog ‘dogs on phones’; they follow me around with their phone, except they're not actually talking to anyone, they're talking to me, which is highly annoying, because you know I'm sure as hell not talking to them. Apparently, I've been told, they do it because they don't want to appear crazy when they're talking to me, as it would look like they are talking to themselves – WHICH HELLO, YOU ARE!! SO, I often feel like throwing a phone too! I'm sick of these product placement people and marketing people. When you watch a movie you just want to sit down and relax, you don't want to have to be on guard against product placement. Actually, I feel like there has been attempt within the industry to curb their blatant product placement, which is always appreciated. As I'm getting older I have noticed also the only stories I'm starting to tolerate, are true stories. There have been some bloody good ones. But I see a lot of movie industry is only about "employment", the employment industry, especially in the UK! So, I prefer a more "story industry" approach! And, movies have changed since the 80s, back then it was based on a true story, there were a lot of exaggerations, because movie people think the audience can’t handle the frank truth, whereas now there is more reality and truth portrayed in the “true stories” ones. More tolerance for all of life I guess. Actually, you can see, a ‘clear path of psychological evolvement’; 80s attitude is just slightly backwards, especially in matters regarding women, antisocial behaviours, ethnic intolerance, physical violence and communication. A clear path of evolvement. Another thing that they do repeatedly: so many movies where there is a serious accident, usually involving the spine, and everyone on scene's reaction is ‘quick get them up into the ambulance. When in reality doing that may cause EXTREME PROBLEMS, you've gotta stop everything and just try and suss out, what's going on, because movement can make spine injuries much worse. I sometimes watch movies dpn YouTube, there seems to be a whole bunch of free Christian movies, some of them are really lovely. It got me thinking; I bet there's no mention in the Bible about 'dogs', like what I'm talking about here on my blog. I mean, there is definite mention of stealing. THOU SHAKT NOT! But there is no mention of female bimbos who follow me around? No mention of bimbos who verbally harass me out in public {when I'm on my own especially}? No mention of women who can hear me and annoy the friggin crap out of me? No mention of exactly how stupid asleep women can be? You know, I suspect that's why there is zero intolerance for me on social media. If it’s not in the bible it’s not true. It seems they want to protect this big secret of what woman are really like. And not just the people of now, but people of the past - people who wrote the Bible; men. This was why I was been ban! People cannot deal with this ugly reality of life - they would prefer things to be all good and "normal" with no intangible stuff going on at all. They can't even acknowledge the truth of this stupidity. They are pathetic and scared. Stupid pathetic and scared. Still. Back then and still now. My opinion of people can be the only one that I can form, I have no choice but to see this truth about humans. Stupid pathetic and scared. I never underestimate the power of media, and how it can influence a young person’s mind. I noticed one day while watching the makings of ‘The sound of music’, and ‘Mary Poppins’, both with Julie Andrews, I realised I saw these movies as a child, (and aside from being probably one of the best, if not the very best children's show ever, also enjoyed by adults), there is an underlying subconscious message of how "to live" in these movies, how to be happy and make the best in any situation. Not that I was raised on television, in fact we weren't allowed to really watch much television at all, but responsible movies like that have a huge impact on a person's psyche. Those creative people coming up with shows like that influence the whole of society on a subconscious level. Image above is my fabric design “Venus Gift Stripes Gradient Pale Silver Pink F ”. This is one of my stripes that has a gradient white/ shaded grey, which makes the stripes look like they have a silver stroke outline, kind of a little bit sparkly, but without the sparkles. I really like it. 11. The Good Door Story with Mouse Story I can’t begin to tell you what a pleasure it was growing up in a big old country style house, built from timber, with custom-built doors and windows, plus other good features like wrap around veranda’s. The modern houses often don’t have as much time and effort put into them. Even though the modern houses are usually brick, and so have much better insulation and sometimes much better functionality, there’s just something about timber, and feelings that timber inspire. I urge all homeowners to strive to do something different in their home to make it unique and special. A mass-produced house, or as I like to call them, ‘plainjanes’, I imagine, just wouldn’t provide such fond memories (in my opinion, it’s not only memories of people and family, but house is equally important. The home memories carry through all adult life. So, make your home special. Even plainjanes can be jazzed up! So, at school, in the dining room, there were 12 girls to a table and there were about, I don’t know, maybe 30 tables in the big dining hall, with a huge big double door at one end the room. I recall now, other girls used to stare at me at my table, it must have been kind of unnerving, but actually I didn’t really notice too much at the time, I just did not pay too much attention to other girls, infact thinking about it, I was pretty much disinterested in mostly everything at that bloody school. But something would happen; eventually, as I was sitting waiting for meals, or meals to end, staring around, doing nothing, eventually, I would smile, just a little smile would cross my face (unbeknownst to me at the time). I recall about it later, as I know about the other girls who just stared at me – a little obsession out of boredom, some sort of staring contest that bimbos do. But they would try and figure out what I was smiling at. Because I would say, I did it at every meal. So, finally I worked out, I think it was like 20 years later, that it was the smile that had them all baffled, and the smile was about those big double doors, when I looked at them, eventually my thought process would get around to what they reminded me of, which was my old bedroom in the farm homestead that we used to live in. Those big double wooden doors leading from my bedroom onto the Veranda. One time, one morning, I had woken and was just laying there still half asleep, and suddenly I saw a little mouse scurrying along the skirting boards, then disappearing under the crack of those big doors, and actually, the little mouse was taking its time really, not scurrying too much, he didn’t know that I was just laying there watching him. So that was the memory, those doors reminded me of that little mouse, and why I would eventually get this little wry smile on my face, as those control freak dog girls starred at me. Those bimbos would have buckleys chance of working out why I was smiling. J “Oh, just a happy childhood is all”. It is those girls who still follow me around, harass me and steal from me. No such happy child hood for them. Seriously, what possesses people to simply stare at someone for literally hours? It was not like I was some ‘stunning beauty’, oh contrare! It seems to be some weird female trait, to obsess and meddle in others business. I think it’s dog related. An unevolved characteristic. 12. Bad Actors who do Not take their Job Seriously And as a Result Disrespects the Central Character’s Life These moviemakers, well storytellers, were trying to manipulate the viewer one side or the other, you choose; the debate was about whether there should be laws put in place to convict people who were involved in wars, and caused atrocities, and generally acted like Nazis. It was a true story from the 1940’s about the war conferences held to determine crimes and punishments. One side would say their argument, and the viewer could easily agree with it, they win, but then the other side put their case forward, even more eloquently so, and so the viewer would easily agree with that side. Then a third judge would add to the debate stating if there were no laws before the war you can’t apply the laws made after the war to the previous war - which of course confuses the whole situation. Anyway, the story whilst being a valuable debate is not the point of what I’m trying to make here, my point is the people portraying the story, the actors, I felt were not taking their roles seriously, may have been ad-libbing in spiteful and bitchy ways, also whilst tooting car horns - most inappropriate. So much so, I could not watch after ½ hr or so, so missed out on the full story. I’m writing about it because actors need to take their job seriously, even if it is a cushy job! Telling somebody else’s life story needs to be treated with respect. 13. Meddling Mary’s, Modern in Victorian st -none of your business One day when I was watching my favourite show ‘Grand Designs’, the camera crew were talking to members of the public about the upcoming house that was being built. And this camera crew came across to me as rather manipulative, they wanted to stir up trouble, as in get the neighbour to say they don’t like it, it does not belong, and create a big neighbourhood conflict. And those neighbours really had no idea that they were being manipulated. I mean if they really sat down looked at the big picture, applied some common sense, they would realise that they don’t really care if the neighbour’s house is white or grey, or if it’s too modern or too old-fashioned. And even if they didn’t like it, this is an opinion which should be kept to themselves, or discussed within their household - it certainly shouldn’t be taken to a committee before council!! It is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS how your neighbours wish to renovate their home THEIR HOME THEIR MONEY. Or how they want their new house to be shaped, or coloured! I find it extraordinary how Council will tolerate this kind of community conflict, it’s like they relish in this conflict, so then they can play sides and then go on powertripping rule making and decision-making process. When in fact, any conflict of this nature, should be dismissed immediately, and those nuisance neighbours should be informed that indeed it is NOT any of their business and they shouldn’t be so jealous, and they should revel in their neighbours happiness. Shame on councils and nosy neighbours. Btw, there are privacy laws in Australia, to protect people against someone prying into their personal business, like no address or car rego details are made public. Unless what someone’s doing is illegal, it’s probably not worth the time to look into it. That, plus it may violate privacy rights and you could, in theory, get in trouble (a right being a guide rather than a law - in my experience the powers that be, don’t give a flying fig about privacy) I of all people, know how important privacy is, especially when it comes to backyards and earshot situations (no prying neighbours thanks very much) Not to mention privacy online, I have been tracked and banned from many social media websites, this would have come about due to a violation of my privacy. Google: guilty, there appears to be one black dog cunt who works there, it could be Nikki Barret, who has decided to ban ALL my google map reviews – she, is a fucked person, who I personally hope, burns in hell. Anyway, I am straying off subject, what I’m trying to say, is activity/construction/renovation/plans, need to be kept private from neighbours and other jealous members of the community. Having members of the neighbourhood allowed to have a say in your business or construction, is a ridiculous concept. I can’t believe it’s even a topic on Grand Designs. The prominent architect, goes on to say that this is one of the biggest problems in gaining planning permission from councils, as they listen to what jealous spiteful neighbors have to say!! Ridiculous. Why would you even ask the neighbours what they thought - don’t ask them. I believe this is a UK problem, I’ve not heard this to be a problem in Australia, most Australians are too scared to buck the trend anyway, or have no money to build a modern home. They get what the government says. In Australia, I find the general attitude of the whole community is NOT to respect anyone else’s privacy, very true in my experience, so nosy, such perves, most people. Although I realize it was because of all the shonky home builders that councils had to step in, in the first place. Still if someone wants to build a modern house in a Victorian street, I say GO AHEAD. Here is a good spot to mention the topic of an old federation homes, and conservation. I recall back in the 80’s which was the time when “Federation” really took off in my area in Australia, and they wanted to “preserve” old buildings by listing them as ‘untouchable’. Of course, there are a lot of old buildings, particularly in Sydney built out of stone that are worth preserving, but I feel there is an element of nazi behaviour that took over those councils, and they wanted to preserve anything that’s old, and has survived. Obviously, that is a bit silly, because houses built back in the day, often were not built by ‘thinkers’, weren’t functional, practical or insulated, and some of them are just really odd. Like in the UK, (where Australian councils adopt a lot of planning policy from) there are buildings and homes from 300yrs ago that have extremely low ceilings - and have been ‘grade a’ listed, meaning they can’t be touched, but only preserved. Really and truly - obviously anything with a ceiling where you are going to hit your head - JUST BULLDOZE IT DOWN, don’t be ridiculous! There was an old house in Gunnedah which was listed as Federation in the 80’s. Actually, it was an old hospital, built in the Timber Federation style, no one had inhabited it for at least 50 years, it was kind of rundown, but still in ok shape, because it was built well. Actually, it was next door from our house in Henry st. A bright red federation building, infact I’ve written about this before, but when I tried to find it, it was missing. So, I put it here, again. So, at the time of when there was Hayley’s comet, ( halley's comet ) not too long after the place was declared ‘untouchable’, a Developer put in an application to council planning, to bulldoze the hospital for a block of units. {Now, it would not surprise me, if the Developer read about how, it was ‘untouchable’, and this triggered his ‘rebel’ mode, and so wanted to develop it? – such is the nature of certain people with certain nazi backgrounds} But Council declared “no, it is a listed federation house. It needs to be preserved for old times’ sake”. Following a whole lot of legal battles between the developer and council, council stood firm “No”. Rules are Rules. (Cat and mouse game going on.) So, a short time after that, one night, there was a big fire, and the whole Federation hospital had burnt down. The fire was declared an accident, but everyone in town knew that it was deliberately lit by the developers, but no one cared, so certainly no one was held accountable, and so the units were built (actually to the detriment of our neighbourhood, as there were a lot of ‘dogs’ who moved into the units, and we had items stolen, and I was later harassed by women and sm’s (single mother sons) in those units – I feel the ‘density’ factor, is the problem, such close proximity and earshot, sparks problems). As far as I was concerned, that old hospital did fall under the category of ‘dysfunctional’, and not practical, not comfortable to live in, and definatly not an attractive building, so it didn’t really matter. Although there was another building, some 30yrs later that was destroyed (I am not sure how, one minute it was there, the next minute it was gone, seemingly no debate at all. It was a large 3 or 4 story pink warehouse, an old flour mill, or was it a cotton gin, or wool press? That big building would have been a beautiful conversion, although it was on the river, in a flood zone, but it was built to last the floods, with the first floor being open. I later came across an article about the building, I think it was on the Gunnedah Independent (now the Gunnedah Times) Facebook page, that warehouse was built in 1860 by George Cohen and it lasted that whole time, it lasted through every flood until in 2016 or thereabouts when Gunnedah Council purchased the land as they were purchasing all the land in the flood zone and they bulldozed the warehouse, it and turned it into a park, and in memory of George Cohen, they put up a plaque, because he refused to move his business up into Conadilly Street, with all the other proposed businesses at the time; he wanted the main street of Gunnedah to remain in Maitland st, even though it’s a flood zone. Lol. Apparently the conflict with Council back then, was big, he was adamant that it be built in that spot, and eventually he got his own way. (How times have changed). But the main st with all the other businesses, was set up further, in Connadilly st. I’m not sure if it was such a wise spot. I am definitely an advocate for not building in flood zones. As pretty as it is down near the river flats. So, it was demolished and a couple of uncomfortable small units were built in its place, on stilts. Stupid. Ugly. And greed. Also, I am an advocate of saving materials from buildings, I’ve noticed most demolitions destroy everything, and take everything to the tip, it’s such a waste. I think it was only until recently maybe in the last 15 years where things have been salvaged. But I still see many demolition sites where nothing is saved, bricks included - all get thrown out, and it’s definitely a shame, as there is a HUGE market for second-hand salvaged timbers/doors/windows, and bricks especially. Have you ever been to a tip shop, my local one is packed out in opening hrs. I do wonder why those people don’t list demolition houses online, telling people they are free to take what they want, come and help yourself, I mean it will save the demolition people, if half the building is gone. Plus, if your savvy enough, you can end up building a whole house with free materials. I did try to find photos online of that old red hospital, but there were none – “never happened!” Later the pink building on an old google maps shot; the photo does not show its true pink colour. 14. Do you have the right TONE to argue your point? I recall one time when I had issues with David my landlord, at Rangari, there was a conflict discussion in progress up the paddock. As we were talking, I noticed, after a bit, he would hear the tone of my voice (which was agitation) and he wouldn’t listen to what I was saying, he just heard my tone, and to him that tone was FIGHT, so instead of listening to what I said, which would have resolved the conflict, he just blindly started fighting. And because we didn't really know each other very well he just kind of started taking odd potshots, it was a little comical for me and I tried not to laugh. I instantly knew in that moment what his marriage would be like, with past arguments and qualms being thrown back at each other, instead of potshots. Lol I think a lot of other people do this - I’m not sure whether this is something that needs to be learnt - how to listen to people, or if its alcohol abuse, or emotionally abusive parents, or boring and tedious school teachers. I’m definitely no expert in the area, but it’s common. I’ve had to learn to control my tone when talking to certain people. In fact, it can be quite advantageous speaking “softly spoken” in many situations. I think it makes the other person feel unthreatened. For instance, there was one man who was big, a big beefy bodybuilder, plus tall, broad and good looking, and what would happen, is that he would encounter other men who found him to be a threat, just from looking at him and his size! (Such is the big egos of men wanting to be the toughest and the strongest in the room - "oh yeah, you wanna fight"!!) And the guy hadn't done anything to provoke it - it was just an automatic caveman reaction from a smaller person to a larger person. {Yes it still is 2024}. So, to thwart all the men wanting to fight him constantly for no real reason aside from ego and fear (which are not valid reasons to pick a fight with someone), the big bodybuilder came up with a plan, he learnt how to speak softly, so he’s thought of as a big ‘softy’, so as not to be a threat. I think here is a good place to put something that I’ve noticed certain people do when they do actually listen too. Because I’ve always prided myself on someone who is a good listener when compared to others - for example; it is required when you’re listening to someone to kind of interject at certain points and say “oh” “yeah” “mmmm” “go on” - things like that, to show that you’re listening and understanding fully of what the person is saying. A lot of people don’t do this, and I am left wondering, am I talking to a zombie or are they understanding? Sometimes I find out in the end, that they had understood, but it did not show. Other times, I can later see they had NO understanding of what I was saying at all, and instead of interjecting with WHAT or something, they kept quiet for the whole remainder of the explanation – so weird). So maybe teachers could start teaching this in communication class - have they started teaching communication in school yet? And I might add; as much as I pride myself on being a good listener , when I started Do you have the right TONE to argue your point? I recall one time when I had issues with David my landlord, at Rangari, there was a conflict discussion in progress up the paddock. As we were talking, I noticed, after a bit, he would hear the tone of my voice (which was agitation) and he wouldn’t listen to what I was saying, he just heard my tone, and to him that tone was FIGHT, so instead of listening to what I said, which would have resolved the conflict, he just blindly started fighting. And because we didn't really know each other very well he just kind of started taking odd potshots, it was a little comical for me and I tried not to laugh. I instantly knew in that moment what his marriage would be like, with past arguments and qualms being thrown back at each other, instead of potshots. Lol I think a lot of other people do this - I’m not sure whether this is something that needs to be learnt - how to listen to people, or if its alcohol abuse, or emotionally abusive parents, or boring and tedious school teachers. I’m definitely no expert in the area, but it’s common. I’ve had to learn to control my tone when talking to certain people. In fact, it can be quite advantageous speaking “softly spoken” in many situations. I think it makes the other person feel unthreatened. For instance, there was one man who was big, a big beefy bodybuilder, plus tall, broad and good looking, and what would happen, is that he would encounter other men who found him to be a threat, just from looking at him and his size! (Such is the big egos of men wanting to be the toughest and the strongest in the room - "oh yeah, you wanna fight"!!) And the guy hadn't done anything to provoke it - it was just an automatic caveman reaction from a smaller person to a larger person. {Yes it still is 2024}. So, to thwart all the men wanting to fight him constantly for no real reason aside from ego and fear (which are not valid reasons to pick a fight with someone), the big bodybuilder came up with a plan, he learnt how to speak softly, so he’s thought of as a big ‘softy’, so as not to be a threat. I think here is a good place to put something that I’ve noticed certain people do when they do actually listen too. Because I’ve always prided myself on someone who is a good listener when compared to others - for example; it is required when you’re listening to someone to kind of interject at certain points and say “oh” “yeah” “mmmm” “go on” - things like that, to show that you’re listening and understanding fully of what the person is saying. A lot of people don’t do this, and I am left wondering, am I talking to a zombie or are they understanding? Sometimes I find out in the end, that they had understood, but it did not show. Other times, I can later see they had NO understanding of what I was saying at all, and instead of interjecting with WHAT or something, they kept quiet for the whole remainder of the explanation – so weird). So maybe teachers could start teaching this in communication class - have they started teaching communication in school yet? And I might add; as much as I pride myself on being a good listener , when I started recording conversations {due to repeated bad behaviour from other people, in many many many many many (+∞) situations, not to mention the stealing}, I would sometimes play back the conversation, and realise, occasionally, I had missed something they said, or simply forgot about it, and twice it was really important detail…. So, I feel it is vital to record conversations, particularly important ones, like with a doctor. I always have a camera on whenever I go out. {When I first started doing this, I did catch people behaving badly on camera, plus 2 people stealing from me; I did upload the theft online, and I have not seen any more people stealing from me on camera again - They do still steal from me however. I can only do so much to prevent it, some things are out of my control.} I expect now others to record everything aswell, especially police, court procedures, any medical areas, even interviews….. Another thing I found in regards to communication, and a lot of people don't do this; if you're good friends with someone and you bump into them and they're with somebody else, someone that you don't know, then they just kind of ignore the person and don't bother introducing them! I mean they probably just forget, but this somehow has to be incorporated into childhood too; to be socially proficient at all times! Communication, respect. Underlay is my fabric design “Modern Wall Stripe 10115”, intended as wall paper recording conversations {due to repeated bad behaviour from other people, in many many many many many (+∞) situations, not to mention the stealing}, I would sometimes play back the conversation, and realise, occasionally, I had missed something they said, or simply forgot about it, and twice it was really important detail…. So, I feel it is vital to record conversations, particularly important ones, like with a doctor. I always have a camera on whenever I go out. {When I first started doing this, I did catch people behaving badly on camera, plus 2 people stealing from me; I did upload the theft online, and I have not seen any more people stealing from me on camera again - They do still steal from me however. I can only do so much to prevent it, some things are out of my control.} I expect now others to record everything aswell, especially police, court procedures, any medical areas, even interviews….. Another thing I found in regards to communication, and a lot of people don't do this; if you're good friends with someone and you bump into them and they're with somebody else, someone that you don't know, then they just kind of ignore the person and don't bother introducing them! I mean they probably just forget, but this somehow has to be incorporated into childhood too; to be socially proficient at all times! Communication, respect. Underlay is my fabric design “Modern Wall Stripe 10115”, intended as wall paper 15. Struck by Lightning, and the wannabe “thought police” doing the opposite in pure Rebellious Drunk Australian Antagonism Form After seeing some archaeologists on telly one day, I thought that doing archaeology, digging up someone else’s house from 500 years ago was pretty pointless….. - but I was young and naive back then and realise, there has been some interesting facts uncovered, and truths about humans, because of archaeology. One day, when I was living on a farm at Tulcumbah near Keepit Dam , I came across a bit of cement sticking up out of the ground just near the house, and wondered what it was, I happen to have my spade with me, and so started digging the dirt to see what it was, after a bit I realised it was a path, and after a little bit more I realised there was a house just near the site that had been demolished, and my present house had replaced it. I just thought for a moment, that’s kind of interesting and dug up another bit. But in that moment, suddenly, as it was stormy, I was struck by lightning, literally, the lightning hit the metal shovel that I was using, and it went through me and out my metal toe capped boots. So actually, it didn’t hurt, except for a slight burning sensation near my toe, which was touching the metal in my steel toe Boots - so I’m not sure if that’s the usual way that lightning works but I figured if you want to be struck by lightning all you have to do is go out in the storm and wave a shovel around and you’ll be struck. Or it could’ve been a sign from God! telling me to stop bloody digging up the past, as He spent many decades slowly and carefully burring that path and old godawful house! Lol Btw I loved those steel cap toe boots, they were all black, so cute, it felt like my foot was in a big bubble of protection. I felt completely safe. “You can’t get my foot” I remember thinking, regularly, every time I put them on, “too bad if you wanted to stub my toe – you just can’t, haha!!” I amuse myself! But, so then, as at that time, I had problems with dogs following me around, female dogs ofcourse – I think they may have been politically related?? As in stupid dog women who work for politicians?? Same one who was jealous of my green knit pants. They were at Keepit dam on the speaker phone, I’m pretty sure trying to annoy me. So, I’m thinking some stupid dog has heard my thinking at that time, and has since made it her mission in life to try and inflict pain on my feet any chance she can see how. Rebelling against my thoughts of amusement – JUST LIKE A STUPID DOG. (I am definatly not referring of the k9 species here, as that would be an insult to the k9 variety - -they would never do such a thing). So, they / she is along the lines of foot binding pushers. She is a sadist. Read my many stories about this, with catheads, acacia thorns, sharp hooks, being placed in my path in the hopes I will tread on them. Unfortunatly this person is not a figment of my imagination. Real dog cunt. I thought the hole in my work boot was deliberate too at first, to cause planter fasciitis, but actually some people worked out, that the hole was caused by a planter wart, caused by incorrect homeopath treatment, by St Leonards clinic. At the moment, I'm reading 1984 by George Orwell. In his book, "the thought police"; today, are a 'thing'! copycats! Today in 2020 too, if you tell a psychiatrist this theory, - you'll be accused of being a crazy schizophrenic. But psychiatrists don’t want to admit they are wrong {which is what makes them stupid}). So, as I'm reading it, the whole thing is reminiscence of "the dogs". I'm constantly referring to the dogs who sniff things out - they're just like the thought police in his book. The Queen, back when she was alive, advised me that she used to refer to the dogs as the "Bolsheviks"! I think it's safe to say that, since you can't deny or confirm if it's true or not 😁 In my first story on ‘Life Stories P3’ of my Blog, there is a slight photo of the side of the Henry st house, unfortunatly I did not have any older photos showing the huge 4 old trees that were down that side area, 3 gums and 1 pine all along the centre row by the side of the house – the whole area was probably 6m wide, and 25m long. One year maybe around 2002 or so, there was a storm, and all those 4 trees were struck by lightning! All of them. Plus, they all fell horizontal to the house, in effect, missing the house as they fell. Only 1 branch hit the side window awning with a little damage. Talk about unlucky lucky!! And one of those gums was massive, but no none of them were anywhere near the end of their lives. It was bizarre. Mum and dad had their photo taken for the local paper ‘The Independent’ which is now the ‘Gunnedah Times’. They were posed sitting on the giant tree trunk with masses of densly packed gum leaves all around them. I wish I had the shot. It was them both together in their older years. Their grey hair matched the glauca leaves! Actually, I have written this story at least twice now, but it keeps disappearing, I specifically remember writing: because of the excitement, and trauma of it, dad got a bit of a new "lease on life". 16. Telstra Guarantee I want to talk about my life experience with Telstra, as it has been quite extraordinary. You would think this would just be a business providing a service, but no, this is pretty much the least of what Telstra do. Telstra is a big company, they are rich and cocky, and do as they please. They also sponsor a lot of television shows and community projects thus have a lot of weight within the community, their favourite thing to do is brain wash people. Anyway, the main thing I wanted to mention (putting aside all the little things that happen as you invariably need to speak to Telstra about phone/Internet) But as I did not know about the Telstra Guarantee when I needed it, I am writing about my experience, because, chances are, it is not only me that they ‘cheat’, it would be a lot of young ladies. So, what it is; when you ask them for a new phone connection, they’re meant to just do it, no matter where you live, if there’s an existing phone line they meant to do it within two days (there’s other rules for if there’s no phone line at all, but I’ll just stick to what I know) So when I first wanted to get my phone put on, I was living on a farm and I went through a terrible time communicating with Telstra, when I phoned Telstra, each time it was like I was speaking to zombies, it was just impossible for me to get my phone connected, they were rude, patronizing, arrogant, condescending, powertripping, stupid, contradictory and facetious, to start with. It took weeks if not months of relentless phone calls from payphones to get my landline connected. Now, I was only there briefly, but my next farmhouse, I had to go through the same ugly process, and again all the same problems. Same thing happened at my following farmhouse, (renting all my life, the things renters have to put up with, they get tossed around like a seal by a whale) Telstra seem to have issues with doing farm houses too, as they only like doing populated areas, as they are greedy. If they have to go all the way out to a farm, it takes half a day, so it costs them - even though they’re one of the richest companies in Australia. So, what I didn’t know at the time was this is a ‘known’ problem, there are ‘known’ people who work at Telstra who play bimbo dog ‘games’ with customers. So, the government has come up with a rule - if a customer asked you to connect their phone and you haven’t done it within two days, you have to pay $60 per day for each day that it goes unconnected. I can’t remember how I came across this, but it is listed and written in the Yellow Pages, it’s called the Telstra Guarantee, so that particular time they hadn’t connected it and I contacted them about this Telstra agreement, and at that point there would be a tally of about $2500! And indeed, they paid the $2500. But guess what, I had to move again, and at my next address, another farmhouse, the same thing happened, and it was about the same $2500 they paid to me again. And yet again, I had to move, another farmhouse, the same thing was about to happen, I could see the zombies starting to mess me about, so immediately, I told them that I was aware of the Telstra guarantee and that they would have to pay $60 for each day that it is not connected. I told them, that in the past they’ve paid me approximately $5000 for the same problem. Within an hour I had someone calling me back saying that they will get it connected that day. If only all business’s and Courier company’s had the same rule – Allied Express, that would be $60 a day, for so far, 96 days, you figure it out. ($5,760 – I’ll take a check thanks Allied) I have heaps more to say about the evil and stupid women that work at Telstra. Something else wicked Telstra do, (I have talked about this before but I could not find it) a huge problem within the whole community of Australia; the situation is; people need to communicate to function and not fight - most fighting is a result of poor communication, and Telstra encourage this fighting behaviour by making phone calls ridiculously expensive, for certain people (I know all plans are different depending on where you are in Australia and who you are) I mean I’ve been talking to people over the phone, who try to cut the conversation short due to phone charges - and as a result the conversation has been completely inadequate to say the least. Especially since it doesn’t actually cost Telstra anything when people make these calls, because all infrastructure is already in place. Problems as a result of poor communication is not in the least bit funny. I am sure this evil sense of humour is what drives a lot of Telstra‘s behaviour. { oh, and because communication really is a source of many arguments, in my opinion, the whole world should learn English; at least if we knock out a language barrier, there’s more of a hope of peace} I want to further add today, to this story (10th of November 2021) as of late, Telstra have been putting me through to ‘gay boys’, as in a certain type of person, who has that certain way of speaking, with a certain tone. I associate them as gay boys, but who knows, maybe they’re all just from a certain part of Melbourne. I want to further add today, to this story (7th of July 2023) as of late, Telstra have been putting me through to the same woman. So, I had to call all the petshops in Mackay to see who sold my cats favourite meat, (and how much), and 3 of them were answered by the same woman, and 2 of them were answered by the same young man. None of them had my cats food at an affordable price. All the calls to the woman overcharged, and the 2 calls to men said they had none. Still typical of women, stealing by overcharging. Anyway, the ‘one woman’ sounded like the dog from the tool shop who stole $16 from me with faulty glue. And it had something to do with my stupid bimbo neighbours who spend most of their time harassing and obsessing with what I am doing, as after I made all those calls – they were laughing and carrying on like “we got you, ha ha”. Also that stupid neighbour had something to do with the mail man picking my lock to deliver a package into my locker, so he would not have to deliver it to my door, face to face – that express postman is a discriminator. But instead of discriminating against my DOG NEIGHBOURS WHO ANNOY THE CRAP OUT OF ME AND EVERYONE IN THIS UNIT COMPLEX, they do the opposite, and target the victim of those stupid dogs. There’s that song again – fuck off fuck off fuck off fuckoff fuck off fuck off fuck off fuckoff. I have the next paragraph on 4 other stories, as it has come to realization, in 2024, that this particular issue is the main issue with most of the problems I have with ‘monkees on my back’; those people are, infact single narcissists, who are latching on to me, as a single woman, trying to play out their stupid narcissists ways (they still may be in a relationship with someone else, but that other someone else, does not let them play their games, so they look elsewhere, it is a form of betrayal too. But I mean, just get a divorce, its no good being married to a narcissists. No point.) I especially feel I have these problems from Telstra staff. Really they belong in jail. You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much NOT being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it, sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (As soon as I read this, I immediately thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also, a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools. And Telstra call centre staff). So, if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of people do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid. Scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. 17. Telstra FIGHTING TACTICS if they are not worshipped, together with CBA thieves. Telstra have so many fighting antics up their sleeve, they are ridiculously childish, not to mention, pretty much have delusions of grandeur and want to be worshipped (not just treated with courtesy and respect – they want to be WORSHIPPED). How they are actually still operating is unknown. But this is a perfect example of what someone / 1 company, does when they have too much power, eventually it goes to their head. No one keeps them in check, or reminds them not to be so arrogant. And they have as much money to do as much power tripping as they please, all that I’ve mentioned previously is only half of it. Here is just another little tactic they use; When you phone up and ask them about your account, they say they can’t find your account. They go through all sorts of reasons, excuses, processes, and it’s purely to waste my time - they know perfectly well who I am. I’ve been a long-term customer of Telstra for over 30yrs. They’ve done this on numerous occasions, I tell them to set it straight - but no, they do not, it’s a game for them, a bored bitch game. Suffice to say, after my last expense with Telstra, I am no longer a Telstra mobile phone customer. I have dodo phone service. I did have an Active8me Internet service, all working perfectly and much cheaper, but with address I need different providers. Another thing that happened and I’m not sure whether this is Telstra or CBA actually, I suspect CBA they’re guilty as all hell at stealing, but I gave Telstra my credit card for a new large data plan, $75. I upgraded to a large plan. I assumed they billed me. About three weeks later I had to change my credit card because of a security breach by a fake internet provider – Circles (Which actually I suspect is Telstra company, and, infact, I will write further about this- I strongly suspect, actually I know, Telstra IT nerds create “pop-up” web stores on the Internet - targeting specific customers who they want to steal from, in the form of overcharging desired products. For example, when the Internet was relatively new, farmers were told there was various weather websites they could go on and check the weather. I did a search for a weather website, the only one listed was a Telstra one, and that website wanted you to pay $800 a month to be updated with accurate weather. EIGHT HUNDRED DOLLARS! But the real weather website) is actually free, you can check it on BOM, bureau of meteorology. So that’s just one example, there’s heaps of others, I don’t want to list, because the people that have started those businesses as a sideline, will probably still be making money and overcharging stealing from people online. I specifically think they’re targeting me; they have my IP address because back then they were actually not many people on the internet, especially in Gunnedah. But because of that Telstra guarantee (see my photo story about that full story) - the rule of; if they don’t connect a new phone connection, they have to pay $60 per day, and they ended up paying me quite a sum of money, thousands,and so now they have a group of Telstra people working to try and steal money from me, because, they don’t believe that I was entitled to that money - but I can assure you I most certainly was. You fucked up Telstra! They also use this overcharging method to steal from various retailers, ones that are in cahoots with Telstra girls - I think they manage to brainwash the owners of certain retailers. Female dog tactics. Anyway, back to this particular story. So, CBA issued me another credit card with new numbers, so this means I have to literally physically go around and update all my automatic payment methods with my new credit card, including Telstra. Only I forgot to do Telstra‘s, but they kept sending me a bill saying I was $20 in credit, so I was unaware that the $75 payment had failed and I kept on having Internet problems – slow connection, I mean it had been working fine for the last 2 yrs, and now all of a sudden, too slow to work after 6pm. I kept on phoning them up, asking what is the problem? But they refused to fix it or let me know what the problem was, until finally like about 8 weeks later, it was discovered that the payment had failed, and apparently, they sent me a bill saying I was in credit because they have changed my account to a different platform – least that was their excuse, as to why I was not advised of the payment failure – they are full of shit, and just wanted to cause problems. They wanted to have “fuel”, an excuse to ‘muck things up for me” – a typical Australian problem amongst big business especially. So, I said to them once it was clear this was the problem, well, I will update my details, I hung up and I didn’t update my credit card details that afternoon, it was late, I waited till the next morning, but when I was in NetBank, I saw a payment of $75 had just gone through 2hrs before. I know I sure as hell didn’t update my details two hours previously. I contacted Telstra and demanded to know how they obtained my new credit card details and they said the only way they could obtain new credit card details is if I told them or somebody else told. NO OTHER WAY. SO, I contacted the bank, and that girl (dog) said Well even though you’ve changed credit cards, technically if there’s money owing to you, like if you’re in debt, then CBA can transfer the money via your new credit card. TOTAL DOG THIEVES at cba. I’m pretty sure they can’t do this, I’m pretty sure that CBA girl was lying her arse off. (As if that was true it would have gone through the following day, not 8 weeks later – so CBA have blatantly stolen $75. The only other possibility is some stupid dog has my new credit card details and phoned Telstra to update, except no one has my credit card details that I am aware of – this does not mean that stupid dogs do not have my new details, like I have previously mentioned, I have dogs that follow me everywhere I go, and there is one that lives across the road from me at no 9. So, either way that person is a thief, and the CBA dog was covering for her – which I know happens a lot – there are a lot of stupid dogs in Australia that need protection because of their stupid bimbo behaviour – just like this. And, btw, even after Telstra received payment, they still did not fix my internet, like I know they can easily. There were some other dubious matters going on at CBA with the pending payments; the fake company charged my cc $1 – you know sometimes companies do this before accepting payment or account holders. So, they deducted money off CC, but it was not $1, it was $200, but the pending payment said it was $1, only the amounts added up to $200 – do you see what they did? Literally stealing $200. At first, I did not know why there was another $200 missing off my cc, (because this has happened before, and they reimbursed me when I complained to the Bank TIO) so it was missing for about 3 weeks, then finally I thought I would have to phone the bank, when I remember that $1 pending payment from the dodgy Circles company (which I am pretty sure is actually Telstra) then suddenly miracle of miracles, the $200 gets returned to my account – as soon as I remembered it 3 weeks later. So, they were trying to steal $200 from me in the hopes that I wouldn’t remember that $1 pending payment - if I hadn’t remembered they would’ve tried to steal another $200 again. They are sure as hell are guilty, and should be held accountable. {update, it happened again in 2024, with $150 missing, and 3 fake surcharges applied to 3 bakery transaction, 2mnths after I made the transaction – they literally are stealing, but say, when I ask them about it – that’s not possible. Well, it is, it happened, and now I am going to need screenshots of all transactions as proof. Oh. No. nothing nuisance about that – CBA you are a nuisance, aside from thieves with no morals. But by the way you can’t make any complaints to CBA they have absolutely no complaints phone number, no complaints email or online contact form - they are the most arrogant big business around. I also should mention Telstra have been putting my phone calls through to incorrect people, to bimbo dogs, for years. I think at first, they may have been putting my calls through to their Telstra colleagues? But later they put me through to other various people and have caused a lot of problems for me. Like when I tried to call the butcher, some zombie girl takes the call, and there are no young girls that work at the Butcher. Another Telstra tactic, by the dog pervert ones, is to switch my Internet off when I leave my unit, (I have a mobile broadband now, so I can take it where ever I go, and I get interenet. Or when I go into the toilet. Fuck off you fucking disgusting perverts. There is a specific Chinese or Asian guy that does this, I have started recognising their voices now. There is also one who calls herself ivy – she is disgusting. Actually in 2024 I learnt there's a specific word to describe these people and their personality trait, and it's actually listed as a mental health problem, but pretty much 90% of all people in Australia I have encountered, suffer from this condition, so it's a little bizarre describing something so widespread as a mental health issue! The word is narcissism. Infact all this time I have been writing my blog, I have yet to mention this totally annoying phenomena of nuisance callers. I receive numerous phone calls, nuisance phone calls, mainly consisting of people calling and then hanging up, not saying anything, and the numbers are always private listing, so this tells me basically it’s Telstra who have been doing this. I now screen all my calls, and any unlisted numbers are sent to voice mail. I also record ALL phone calls I make and receive (this makes a big difference) - stupid stupid stupid little dogs who have no common sense who work at Telstra, you all deserve a baseball batting, I hope you get cancer and die. fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off. And how can they get away with doing this? Police are powerless against those dogs. 18. Phone call sabotage by Telstra bimbos who think it will be funny I’ve mentioned a few times now, sometimes I think Telstra, when I call someone, they put me through to some stupid dog, and not the actual person I want to speak to; so here is a list of examples of when that happened; Agnes Water, when I tried to call the butcher, I just got this stupid girl instead of the butcher. I think this has happened twice, with a different butcher too? At Rangari, another time I needed to obtain some information about my business number, I had a registered business number, in operation for several years. When I phoned them up, I just got this stupid girl who said no there’s no such ABN as that, you’re not listed as a business register, and I told her that I was, and she kept insisting that I wasn’t. I’m not sure what her game was because I definitely am listed, if you look me up, you can see me listed, - just a stupid dog who wanted to fight, so condescending and contradictory - it’s like why the hell does Telstra put me through to the stupid dogs? I don’t ask to speak to stupid dogs ever? (this kind of phone call happens a lot) A LOT. INFURIATING! Another time, I phoned up a bookshop and some stupid dog told me to drive out to Blacktown to get a particular book, wild goose chase. Ok, no more book purchases. Melbourne, I purchased a Belkin product, and it didn’t work, so I phoned the number on the little pamphlet, and after at least an hour and a half of putting me on hold, they finally put me through to someone, and when I asked them, the guy said “I donna-no” in that typical stupid Australian tone, and after I’d hung up, I’m pretty sure that voice sounded familiar, and I realized it was in fact my new flatmate - so I’m not sure why Telstra would’ve put me through to my flatmate? He had no idea about why my product wasn’t working, and as if he would ergo “I donna-no”. I refuse to purchase that brand. Twice I called Sarina Pet Shop and twice I got a recorded voice message service, but I know someone’s always in that shop manning it, and it’s not that busy. So, I suspect Telstra divert my calls? Well, also at any rate, Sarina Pet Shop never returns my calls. The most recent time, I think they’ve just given up on putting me through to other people, and instead what they do is say “this phone number is no longer connected” when I know that’s absolute garbage, because there are some businesses who won’t ever close down. When I call Telstra to find out why the line isn’t working, when I know that it is, again I get some sheepish stupid dog implying that I shouldn’t be calling them anyway!! Can you believe that, as if it is any ones else business who I call? Who the hell do they think they are? definitely Telstra related; putting my phone calls through to people that obviously are inappropriate and not the correct person? There has been heaps, like so many, I can’t possibly list them all. Someone needs to sue their arses off, and rack off you stupid bimbos at Telstra. I literally have to swear black and blue at them to get them off my back. Stupid monkeys. Actually, here is a good spot to mention also, I've noticed, at age 51, I don't think I can recall a time when I've called someone, been sent their voice message, left a message for them to return my call (- usually in relation to work issue), and then they actually have called me back. Not once, I just can't think of any time when that has happened. I ALWAYS have to chase up the person that I need to speak with repeatedly. It's either an indication of how disrespectful people are or infact what I am saying about Telstra is true, they are diverting my calls. You know I've called a lot of people over the years, so I'm sure someone somewhere must've called me back and returned my phone call? if you were one of those rare people, please remind me who you are so I can say there was at least one person! Photo above is my good BBQ at Rangari, not really related to above story, but I wanted to put a photo of it up here. 19. School Woodworking Projects I recall many years ago, boys doing the HSC and woodwork; and they would come up with projects to do, they did kind of big impractical projects, and I wondered why there’s so many boys making big old fashioned grandfather clocks. Make one of these young boys , you can’t go wrong. Far more practical. Perhaps even make 2, one for normal use, and a smaller one for sleeves and collars! And you know, this, explains a lot about Australians. They’re not even taught from an early age to be practical and functional: to create things that make your life easier. Wake up Australia. 20. Mothers Teaching their Kids how to Shoplift This is something that’s not mentioned or ever talked about -mothers encouraging their kids to steal for them, and for themselves. Often it’s pretty mothers who have everyone fooled. I have seen at least on 3 occasions in my life, a mother encouraging her child to steal. No one would believe me if I told them because the mother was so pretty and well-dressed. I would’ve had to catch them on camera, (as I was swimming in the ocean for one of them, that was not possible), btw, that mother, now, I am not saying it was her, but it looked like Beyonce, the singer, and a 6yr old child, a boy, mother keeping a look out, son stealing from my bag on the beach. Just disgusting. Then I was driving another time, and the third time I felt, I witnessed the ‘now’ adult stealing, because from what he had learnt as a child being raised by his two bimbo parents - both respectable members of the community btw. And a 4th - a girl at school, who used to ‘use’ other girls, her friends, and unbeknownst to them, use them to distract the shop girl, while she pocketed candy bars. She would’ve stolen $1000’s worth of candy bars over the 6 years). Although I do take my camera with me everywhere I go now, and I usually have my carcam on too, I seem to witness a lot of ‘questionable behaviour’, it’s safer if I have my body cam with me at all times. I have put this here because many possessions of mine have been stolen (about $10,000 worth over 15yrs). And up here in QLD, some of them taken from small spots, for instance only a child could climb up onto my Veranda through the gap. So it goes on in the general community out there, and it goes on within close community of neighbours. What is wrong with people? I recommend not having kids, especially if you can’t afford to raise them (don’t be bimbos please, it’s offensive to my sex, and only bimbos steal) The things you need to be teaching your ‘easily manipulated’ kids, is about marketing people, and how they want to trick you into buying, and pestering their folks for products. I mean come on, do you know how clever and smart those marketing people are? you have to warn your little naive kids about them, do them a favour. You know, when my little brother was growing up (10 yrs between us), my mother made a bet with him -that he couldn’t last 12 months without watching television, (she did not want him to be a child TV bum) and if he won, then they would give him $1000 at the end of the year. (back then $1000 was more than it is today), and he did it. He went the whole 12 months without watching television. I think he was 14 or 15 at the time. My savvy parents had learnt how to incentivize! (I just a savvy biography movie on Netflix, where the mother forced her kids to go to the library and start reading, instead of watching telly in the arvo, – no $1000 reward either. One of the kids went on to be a Doctor.) When I was younger, about 9 or so. Our family television broke, and mum said, “that’s it, we’re not getting another television, we are having a television break, we are having family time!” We went for a think maybe 1-2 years without a television. And to be honest, I don’t really remember that time as ‘television-less’ so to speak, it was not missed, we all seemed to have other things to occupy ourselves with. When the house sold and we moved in town, we got a new one. It takes savvy to raise a child – not bimbo thiefness - you ought to adopt your child out if you’re a thief. Do them a favour. There is a lot of competition now between savvy mothers, if you’re a thief – you have no chance. 21. If you can’t get within 10m of girl in waking hrs, SAME APPLIES IF SHE’S ASLEEP 22. Mall Dogs and Blondes who Baby Discriminate If you read my “bitches at big W” story, I mentioned I had shoppers who chimed in and did signs about how my bike was stolen, so this is really the tip of the iceberg as to what goes on when I have ever been to a Mall. I absolutely now never ever go to a Mall as long as I can help it. Malls are the number one place for dogs to hang out at. If you want to see bunch of dogs, then go to a Mall. They hang out there by the hordes in bimbo herds. Not only do I have problems with dogs in shops, like shopkeepers, but people who run the Mall, also, they like to get on the overhead speakers and come up with stupid shenanigans - it’s just problematic for me to go to a Mall – any Mall. Now I want to really make the clear distinction between being annoyed in a situation because people are harassing, and then just thinking people are harassing. When I go to a Mall, I most definitely get harassed by numerous people, it is not a figment of my imagination, it is not a mental health problem. If I hear one more person telling me I have mental health problems, I think I might chop their head off (in a very sound of mind way). As I’ve mentioned numerous times “thank you Apple iPhone camera”) you have greatly improved any Mall experience that I have to attend to. I want to mention one time I went to a Mall in Tamworth, and it was when my neighbour/landlord had given birth, and she knew I had to go to Tamworth every 2-3mnths, so this time she had driven us over, she had an errand and asked if I could take the pram, and we would meet up 20minutes later outside the Mall. I said sure. Off I went into the Mall with baby and stroller. Now, it was the strangest thing when I went to this mall – there were no dogs doing signs, not only that, all the girls were coming up to me and being very ‘nice’, wanting to chat about the baby, I am fairly certain one of them was that stupid blonde who steals from me at checkout at Harvey Norman and Bunnings, and God knows where else. Now, here is another case in point about stupid blondes - you stupid little blonde; I am the same person with or without child. How do you discriminate against women who don’t have babies - just another stupid factor emerging in the list of things that stupid blonde women do. 23. Kindy Pinterest - Can’t say pussy on Pinterest- Words you can’t use on the internet without being Flagged and Banned Can’t say ‘persecution’ on Local Search Can’t say ‘discriminatory’ on Local Search Cant’s say ‘nazi’ on Google, Flickr or Pinterest and probably more Can’t say ‘pussy’ on Pinterest (in context with cats) You can’t say anything on facebook. Stupid – absolutely stupid, which part of democracy do you not understand? 24. We want 100% Biodegradable thanks These teabags have a plastic jingle top part, which makes them un-biodegradable, un-compostable, and unworthy. 25. Grandmothers Relegated to Child Carers I know 3years before I moved from Rangari, so that would’ve been 2015, I was being woken up at night, and I know my next-door neighbours were waking me up deliberately; the most obvious reason why I thought this, was because the noises would always come from the direction of their house, which was the only one in the area, and about 1/2km away. So, I’m talking about loud noises. And whilst it’s not as bad as at that time, I still clearly am being awoken during the night, at my address here in QLD. Particularly by extra loud trucks, who then intern set the wildlife off - who spend the next 15 minutes screaming in the bush. I think they do it deliberate. At Rangari, I thought it was a deliberate plan to make sure that I was not able to get up as I usually did around 5am and do the garden. I thought it was literally sabotage on my gardening work, and I fully still believe that it was. I’ve mentioned this before in my blog, about being woken up, but the reason I’m talking about it now, is because the evening before, I bumped into a neighbour down at the mail lockers who had her granddaughter with her. This neighbour is definitely guilty, along with others in the street, her ‘peers’ and friends, cohorts, of harassing and stealing from me. It was her and her friends, that did something to my car, in order to make it go put put put…. Whilst there might be other members of the community who think these ladies are completely innocent - they certainly don’t have me fooled. So, about that woman and her granddaughter, you know, mothers who fob their kids off onto their mothers, fall into the completely hopeless category - the child’s grandmother is not appropriate nor responsible for raising the child, it’s a generation thing. The Grandmother is not equipped like a mother is. The mother is required to raise her child, as only a mother has natural born instincts that are required for their own special DNA offspring. If you can’t afford to have them, don’t have them, plain and simple. There is no rule stating you have to have kids if you’re a woman or wife. You know it’s because of hopeless mothers, that I have these delinquents and nuisance trucks following me around and harassing me in the first place. There should be a permit required to raising a child, especially in Australia. Hicklebilly country. Stop dam and blast waking me up at all hrs of the night. 26. I am a creative artistic person, always have been. In 2010 I started dabbling in digital collage on my PC in photoshop/Illustrator. I created these pictures below, sold on in the Tamworth art gallery and a few cards in the Gunnedah Art Gallery. I heard that one of the exercises they do in a psych situation, is ask the patient to draw a picture of something, and if the draw a picture of say, a daemonic entity, the person is going to be troubled somewhat, however if they draw a picture of say, a Sun and a house and a friend, then that person would be considered quite normal. So, looking at my pictures below, it can be determined that I am most likely ‘highly ecstatic’! I would concur, at that time in my life, it was certainly much easier than the previous decade. So, contrary to the stupid little blonde dog who follows me around and telling me I am depressed; I can assure you I’m not depressed; I have never ever been depressed. (get a life and bugger off you stupid twit - I have been told she has disappeared 2021, finally (direct result of my BLOG) Oh, and photoshop / Illustrator / Bridge – GENIUS people, thankyou thankyou (Am I the only photoshop user that gets annoyed by photoshop opening infront of other apps?) 27. Every 4th Day re Truck Drivers Concerning Themselves with my Hair I’ve just spent the past hour out on the back deck watering my ferns, they are getting very dry; I’ve only just managed to save one before it turns. Anyway, that whole time I was out there, on the highway (which unfortunately is well within earshot) there’s been a normal sounding truck driver, just driving up and down, turning around, and up and down. I know it’s the same one. Just as I had finished watering, and walked inside, the truck driver beeps, and then as soon as I reached the bathroom to shower and wash my hair, beeps again. And as soon as I am in the shower washing my hair, suddenly there’s no trucks driving by, all quiet. When I wash my hair IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS YOU STUPID TRUCK RETARD Trucks that beep outside my house on the highway is a regular occurrence, as I mentioned numerous times on my blog, I’m trying to do something about it, so far none of my tactics have worked, like they have in other areas. GUESS TRUCK DRIVERS ARE TOO STUPID TO GET IT. Oh, they usually beep whenever they have stolen something too, or when somebody else, has stolen something. So, I’m not sure if today, something has been stolen or whether the truck driver is deliriously happy that I’m going to be washing my hair. What an earth could possess that truck driver, to think, that my hair has anything to do with him or her? Oh, there’s that song stuck in my head again, it goes, fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off. Get your own goddamn life and stay the fuck out of me and my hair. “I’m gonna wash that man right outa my hair”….. one of my favourite childhood songs! You know I guess it just goes to show the key to popularity is pretty much not being a narcissist. And I find most people probably will refuse to understand the word narcissist, I mean let's face it it sounds ‘nasty’ and possibly ‘nazi’. A narcissist is someone who tries to control the situation all the time, and undermines your opinion, and tries to put you down (in direct, or passive aggressive ways). The dictionary meaning of the word is: “Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.” (as soon as I read this, I immediatley thought of several politicians who fit this bill to a tea. And also a lot of ‘snobs’ like from private schools.) So if you're ever feeling lonely ask yourself do you do those things because I can assure you heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps of people do, there's major dysfunction going on in this country. I personally believe it is such an issue, because of the scary word factor, ‘nasty’ and ‘nazi’! seriously I was ban from spnfl for using the word nazi in an email I sent to another member. People are stupid, scared of the word narcissism, without understanding what it really means. 28. Bike Stealing in Boganville Australia I spent $500 on a bike in 2020, only to discover I had arthritis in my knees, and could not ride anymore (unless all was down-hill!) so I had to sell it. It sold for $100, practically brand new. What a waste. (someone go see if my then landlord has it?). But, my really good 10 speed ladies mauve bike that I got for xmas age 10, {yes, I did have some difficulties reaching the pedals at first!}, was stolen from the family shed at Gunnedah, Henry st, 10-20yrs ago too. I think it was radio/TV related – someone from Sydney stole it, in the entertainment industry. Plus, I believe they also stole my little brothers new bike. No privacy means THEFT. They can’t resist, as they are so STUPID. I’m pretty sure most people would have a ‘stolen bike’ story. I’m thinking Apple should get together with the bike people and insert those tags, hidden, into the bike. I mean talk about brilliant - those thieves have got no chance, NO CHANCE!! Ha ha!! Ha ha!! Ha ha!! Ha ha you stupid shoulder chipped IDIOTS! {OFCOURSE Apple are incahoots with the music industry / radio THIEVES – so actually I don’t think they will do it – otherwise they would have already done it}. In fact, if I had an etrike today (I wish), I would definitely take the body apart and insert one, because they can be tracked everywhere undetected by thief, and the tag lasts for ages without needing to be re-charged. {As I update this I have thieves on FBMP get things I need or just want and put them on FBMP – at inflated prices atm – they used to be cheap, but not anymore – so annoying its like those bitches have no idea about my financial situation, even though I have stated it on my blog several times (to stop the stupid thieves from thinking I am rich) -this has been a big problem for me, still is, they still harass me from afar too, overseas TV industry. So, there is an electric etrike atm – they must get them from Sydney; they have TRANSPORT CARTE BLANCHE? - anyway, aside from money and knees, there is no bike path here, and its too dangerous riding a bike on these windy narrow roads}. If there was one, there would be too many people anyway, riding out to the beach. After I wrote this story and uploaded it in 2026, there was a whole lot of signs going on in the medias, and at centerlink! So I'm going to update with this little bit: When I was living in Hornsby, Sydney, just before I return to Gunnedah, one night there was a whole heap of people on the roof at my unit, I had a little balcony and I could see the roof, there was some blonde boy riding around on a bike in circles, not a child and an adult, it was at night and someone, council(?) had built a huge big street light across the road, and had shined it onto the roof, and my balcony. But I did not recognize the bike rider, or the bike, it was still too dark. Although not that I would have recognized either during the day. It was kind of unusual that there would be anybody on the roof, I don’t think it was designed to take loads. But it wasn't unusual that I had people outside my window annoying the crap out of me - this had been an ongoing theme in across Sydney; if you read my Petersham story; there were literally hordes of people outside my bedroom window on a regular basis at night - it was disturbing. Trash community. Anyway I really thought nothing more of it. But I have a clear memory picture of some blonde person riding around on a bike. So, today, after all the signs, I'm thinking the person who stole bike, was that person on the roof with MY bike – plus it may have been Hamish Henry, someone I knew from Gunnedah and school. Their family wiggled themselves into our family group of friends around when I was in year 10. {Same time the 4 Wainberg girls wiggled themselves into my life} I think it's related, I can smell dogs; it's blonde related, they all blonde. I'm not entirely 100% sure, I have no proof if it was him – if it was: what a fucking loser, if not, well, no apologies. But there have been considerable amount of people doing signs it was him - whether they just want me to write about Hamish Henry on my blog?? (we want you to talk about Sharon Stone!!). But they were also telling me “he's arrogant”, lol (It could've been an angry ex-wife doing signs!), but if I recall back to those days when he was around, yes he was arrogant. And certainly someone cocky enough to steal a bike. They also did signs, “he stole TWO houses from you”. Just after I got back to Gunnedah, one day there was also a group of people my age riding past me down the street, I remember it, as it was unusual, like nobody rides bikes in Gunnedah {back then}, except for kids. So, I think who ever stole my bike was in Gunnedah and just wanting to show off the fact that they stole my bike - just like an arrogant cocky dick would do. My cousins bike was stolen in Leichardt, I felt bad for him, as he was in yr11/ 12, working part time at Maccas, then maybe fulltime at Maccas briefly before Uni started, he saved up $2000 for a really good bike to ride everywhere, he was into sports bigtime. And some arshole stole it off his front deck. ARSHOLE – I AM WILLING YOU TO BURN IN HELL. You know if more people got angry about these thieves, it would not happen – in case you have not noticed society is EXTREMELY anti-anger. So, stand up to all the thieving nazi oppressors (like I do, even though I get banned), and get angry, if your valued item is stolen. The more people who do it, the less ‘normal’ it will be for all the stupid types that cannot handle anger. Sharon Morgan, plus stupid house wives on Facebook. (The very bimbos who raise the thieves in the first place). I just remembered something about my cousin’s bike. That was the time when I was friends with Rachel Wainberg, and hanging out with her, at her place where she and her sister also lived (1993) {later figured it was her, the sister who has been stalking me, harassing me and stealing from me, with her friend Winifred, ever since, for years. I cannot for the likes of me remember her name, still???? and she, it turned out years later, about 30, was my landlord at Gin Gin. And it was there at Gin Gin I recalled the 3 times at least I had inadvertently seen Win {Winifried} back in Sydney over the years, in the background. How many other times were there that I did not notice? What the hell is it with Neanderthals who stalk women? It is the epitome of offensive and stupid behaviour; evolve you halfwits. How any of those ‘types’ could end up with a woman is beyond me, they certainly would stand no chance with me. Utter retardation. So, anyway, I was studying back then, and so was Sebastian, my cousin; I recall, one day Rachael and I went out with her sister, in their huge old green Mercedes, that their father had purchased for them (he thought it was a safe car – rated as safest by the car magazines!!). Just by the by, the amount of problems I have had with his 2nd daughter, I can see he was a useless father, Dr. I am not sure if he was a football fan, but; stop neglecting your kids for your own personal passions, if you wanted to watch football all the time, then you should not have had kids, when you have kids, your life as you know it is over, it is the same for fathers as it is for the mothers. Stop neglecting your fatherhood duties, you should be taking care of your kids – guiding them, setting good examples! Well, I guess, at least his girls didn’t have to catch public transport, unlike my father who thought public transport was perfectly acceptable – he was a little clueless in this area as to what kind of scum there is out there on public transport, and how a single woman, especially a young one, inadvertently attracts them. She is a magnet for idiots. So, their dad must have known about public transport predators – and it is a big thing – heaps of scum just wander around aimlessly looking for amusement and opportunity to steal, even ones who might be on a journey from A to B, if they see a single young woman on her own, will stop their journey so they can follow, annoy or steal. Male and female alike too, other young woman are just as bad as bored young men. And Sydney wide, not just in the troubled western suburbs. A lot of desperado stupids in Australia. I still have dogs who follow me at age 52 – and some of them I am sure have been following me around since I was in Sydney. 35yrs ago. It is why I have so many items stolen constantly. One of them drives a white Toyota Hilux and one of them has a little red hatchback – could be same person swapping cars so they don’t get caught- getting caught is their worst fear – they are coward idiots. Actually, I noticed in Sydney, the wealthy parents always drive their kids everywhere, including the older ones – I think this must be Sydney thing, more acknowledgment of scum. More awareness than country bumpkins. Anyway, we arrived at out triathlon destination in their big old green Mercedes. Racheal’s sister had a boyfriend (a married man) who was into triathlons. So, we 3 girls headed off to “support” the married man’s escapades. Really not sure what I was doing there! It was a big triathlon, a major event, with bikes everywhere. Actually, I really had no idea what I was doing there at the time. I was hungry. Starving. (Fucking Centrelink). Rachael’s sister was a fucking bitch. After my realisation that she must be responsible for a lot of problems in my life now, re “can’t get Austudy”, I am thinking that my cousins bike theft around that time, may have had something to do with her and that guy, and the guys friend, maybe she overhead me tell Rachael I could not get Austudy, because Centrelink said my parents were too rich (which ofcourse is was not true, they declined me because the woman working there was a stupid bitch who refused to even give me an application form – I would have been able to get it), anyway, she told her boyfriend, he told his friend? If I recall, both those guys were short. Maybe the husband and his friend, and the sister, all had something to do with Sebastian’s fancy bike theft? Not to mention, also my little brothers bike was stolen in Gunnedah, and I know when he was telling me, there were dogs around, as in someone like Rachael Wainberg’s sister yelling out. And her parents moved to Gunnedah, so she frequently would have been travelling through, and to, Gunnedah over the years. {What a little stealing stupid bitch; Rachel, you need to get a gun and shoot your sister’s head off.} I also remembered something else; a bit later, I did temp babysitting in Sydney, for many families. I happened to go out one evening to house, and guess whose it was, it was that triathlon man, his 2yr old child, and I briefly met his wife, another blonde. Perhaps that blonde thought that it was me having an affair with her husband, and has been stalking me and stealing from me ever since??? As I have mentioned before on my Blog, I have dogs doing signs “someone stole your boyfriend!!” And I am like “steal all the way – get married and leave me alone”, since I do not have a boyfriend, and have NO intentions of ever acquiring one. Stupid blondes. It was not me who stole your husband, used him for sex, then put him back. It was actually some woman whose name I can’t remember, but it was something a rather Wainberg, and she has since changed it to Cate Rogers. And btw, she looks just like you, a blonde with big boobs and a big butt. Not like me; skinny flat chested brunette. {Side bar, that woman has probably been waiting for me to get married this whole time, so she can steal my husband! lol hahahhha hahah ha, still waiting I bet}. As I recall he did not pay me properly for the babysitting evening, it was New Years Eve, and double time. Meant to be double time, (through an agency), but he only paid for half time. So, he is definatly a thief, a sneaky slip of the hand thief, not to mention a cheater. Such trash there is in Sydney. You know it’s bad enough I get retarded idiots following me on trains, but to meet these thieving arsholes via friends, is even worse. STOP STEALING FROM ME YOU STUPID CUNTS. { And note the personal stealing off me, didn't really start when I was living in Sydney, it started after I got back from Melbourne RMIT, in Gunnedah, in 2005. So, the fact that there was stealing at this particular time of $50, around that guy, who was in cahoots with Rachel Weinberg sisters - this is yet another big giveaway, it's definitely them stealing from me. That $50 may have been stolen from my wallet if he did not do slip of the hand, as he had 2x$50 notes to pay me, he held them up to show me before he gave them. By the way, if I were living a different life, as in wanting to partner up with someone, I would never have an affair with a married man. I just ‘don’t believe’ in it; once you’re married, that’s it, you’re married for life, and other women are off the table. You have made a deal with not only each other, but with God. To interfere with this union, is just plain stupid in my opinion. 29. Carpal Boss Lump This morning when I went outside the kookaburras suddenly started laughing hysterically at me! I couldn’t work out what the issue was, I know there are certain things that set them off, - they are very cheeky birds. So, a couple of hours later I was inside and I noticed my wrist, suddenly, there was a big lump on it. I looked it up on google, it’s called Carpal Boss - it’s from over use. And as I’ve been doing a whole heap of knitting and spinning over Christmas and New Year, that must’ve triggered it, and hopefully it’s not an underlying osteoarthritis condition. Bloody Kookers! You know, those kookaburra’s seem to laugh at the most specific times, and often I think as I’m writing my life blog, it could well possibly be my parents, sitting up in those trees, as reincarnated kookaburras, laughing their heads off, upon hearing about my life, and what people are doing! “YOU KNOW - SOME FOREWARNING MIGHT OF BEEN NICE!” Btw, my grandmother used to have kookaburras come and visit her on her verander on the central coast, she used to feed them meat, she would buy little strips of beef already cut, from the supermarket, and leave them on the rail, they would come and take it, then bang the meat on the rail to tenderize it, then gobble it down. I personally now think she did it, so as to make sure the Kookas did not laugh at her! Also, this was the time when I had purchased a pretty magnetic bracelet on ebay, and had been wearing it. I noted it did cause a kind of aching pain after a while, and some may suspect, that it was the magnet that caused the Carpal Lump, due to drawing heavy metals to the area? Well, I am not sure, but I suspect that later could be true, as I have “overworked” a lot in the past, and had never had a Carpal Lump, plus since discarding the bracelet, I have not had one since. I have mentioned before that bracelet is designed by sickoes and weirdos for the intended purpose of causing pain. Update 2026: after obtaining all my medical reports from various doctors -trying to still do something about my bloody foot with centerlink. My foot was never diagnosed by the hopeless fake Podiatrist in Bundaberg; Taylor Taterelli, aka Taylor Wilt, plus my incompt’ GP, Dr Abass. So my update is; Carpal Boss is also known as a ganglion; it was given to me deliberately by the doctors in Bundaberg, and Dr Abass, and IT was caused from the bracelet. They knew I couldn't resist the shiny opalescent colours that they had put the magnets in - was $1.45, I'd be silly not to purchase it. I have written about all of the arsehole doctors on my doctors visits on page 2 life stories. And by the way, when I was speaking to Centrelink, telling them that it was finally diagnosed as metatarsalgia (my foot) her reaction was like “oh who told you!” - as if everybody knew the problem but nobody wanted to tell me. I mean how fucked is this country? how fucked are all the doctors in this country? They're extremely fucked, they're all going to be burning in hell. Thank goodness I have YouTube with mainly American doctors, American Podiatrist – real Podiatrists that know what they're talking about. They have been very helpful - thank you to them. Oh, new address, and the Kookers still persist. I suspect musicians are playing prerecorded noises now - like how I saw Heath Barwick with his stereo hooked over his chest when he was riding a bike down near the river flats making cockatoo noises? So it wasn't actually the kooker's laughing at me it was arsehole musicians and doctors no doubt who had planned this whole lump - they thought it was really funny - fuck them. I am really not sure about the kookers noises as sometimes I can actually see them – in the flesh! By the way, I did try to remove the lump with black salve, and it started to work, it was actually starting to cause a lot of pain, it was going all up my arm bone, up into my shoulder bone, and I must not have been paying attention because suddenly the pain stopped, and I looked at my lump, and I had knocked off the Band-Aid. I thought I probably shouldn't try anymore because of that pain; probably not the right way to go about treating it? 30. Inflammation from collapsed Arch - What to do if you have a Collapsed Arch or Plantar fasciitis – and my God Australia, you are f*ckin useless. I wrote this in 2020, but because I had the problem for many years, I have come back and updated it, so I try to keep the progression clear. But you will be able to detect my anger and frustrations at receiving no care at all from Australian medical “professionals”. I took a photo of this foot inflammation in 2020, even though it’s pretty hard to see. Because a lot of people don’t believe the concept of a collapsed arch or planta fasciitis, they don’t understand about the pain at all. They see that I can still walk around, it looks normal, so, she must be lying, nothing wrong at all. Stupid dogs. Stupid dogs at Bundaberg, stupid Bundaberg podiatrist and GPs. But it is painful to walk around, and the more I walk, the worse it gets, if I keep going, as in, longer than ½ hr, my whole left leg swells up and I can’t bend my knee, very painful. (Even the Dr ignores this – Stupid Dr Enzo at Moore Park Beach – I don’t think he was even a doctor, a fake person – that’s what they do in this country, give me FAKE professionals, and charge me a motza – Moore Park Clinic, North Star · (07) 4155 5001 · admin@northstarmed.com.au · 1 Murdochs Rd Moore Park Beach When it was diagnosed, in late 2019/early 2020, (by a Chiropractor – who later refused to put it in writing, Dr Mo at Gin Gin), when it was extremely painful, and probably at its worst since I had been wearing the offending shoes the whole time and just walking around as if it ought to heel on its own…... (late 2016 it happened, I think, I was just re reading my notes, and I could not believe I did not attempt to go to the Drs when it happen immediately, you never know, they may have figured it out? Doubt it, but you never know. I just kept waiting for it to heel, then by the time I went to the Doctor, it was just before I was booted from Gunnedah in 2017, so too late, literally, no available slots till after I moved. And there was no point at all after that, as QLD Drs are fuckin useless, I mean my GP at Gin Gin, did not, at any point, even LOOK at my foot! (Nor did the one at Sarina, although one female did, but she could not see any problem, and so thought I was making it up…... STUPID, so 5 GPs I think, and no diagnosis from any of them). And I have described what the stupid blonde bimbo podiatrists did in 2019…...she, and that clinic; Advance Foot Care – aka My Foot Doctor Bundaberg, needs to be sued). Anyway, that day in 2021, I looked at my foot, and I could see it was completely floppy, a clear “collapse” and I wish I had taken, not only a photo but a little video, to put up on YouTube, because people would be able to clearly see the collapsed arch from that footage – when it first happened you could not see that floppy collapse, it was not as severe, the only thing visible, was my 2nd toe sticking vertically upright for a few hours, next day it went back down, and I thought all must hunky dory – the nuisance niggling pain I felt later I thought was from a seed under my foot, stuck in between my foot and crocs, as sometimes they did – that’s why I did not go to the Dr (Not to mention the bimbo Dr’s receptionist problem I was having of them REFUSING to give me Dr appointments). So, I’ve had this inflammation in my foot for 4yrs, it’s quite visible today, because it’s very hot, it’s middle of summer. I’ve been told it takes plantar fasciitis 12 months to heal, and it’s been 13 months since I’ve thrown out the culprit offending boots, that were causing the problem in the first place, then the tiptoeing in the pool + walking around in bad boots with a 20c coin sized hole – 4mm deep, for 5yrs, with sore foot the whole time – major further damage, thanks to Jobs providers in Gladstone (who refused to provide new work boots, Tania Poschalk and Belinda Kristensen – not solely responsible for my foot injury, but they should have replaced my work boots when I requested it, as they caused years of pain later). {btw, it’s because Australians like to pretend nothing bad ever happens and tries to save all the bimbos, and does nothing about the guilty people, that incompetencies like this diagnosis goes on – and aswell as many other stupid things in this country}. So, a big issue is knowing that you have it. It seems diagnosis in this country, Australia, is non existant, or comes with a 10-year delay. (More about how to get rid of inflammation later – this story originally was about how to get rid of inflammation). So, my plantar fasciitis / Collapsed Arch wasn’t diagnosed for 4 years after it happened, so I was in slight pain the whole time, still walking around normally and wearing the offending work boots with slight hole. The Dr in Gunnedah had no idea what the problem was, he just thought I had a planta wart, and told me to use Salicylic acid (which btw, DOES NOT WORK at all). It wasn’t until I saw a Chyro in Gin Gin, when it was part diagnosed, as it turns out not only did, I have a collapsed arch, but I also had metatarsalgia (seriously, metatarsalgia was not diagnosed until 9 1/2 years after it happened). So, once Collapsed Arch has been diagnosed, the only way it will heel in a short time, (and no one tells you this btw), is NO PRESSURE ON IT AT ALL, which means no walking anywhere ever. Maybe 3mnths, it will be heeled if you do that. But this is pretty much near impossible unless (A) you know straight away when it happens what the problem is (as if that would happen anyway), and (B) you have a merry bunch of hefty slave men who are willing to do lift you to the loo, and do all your cooking, cleaning and whatever else needs done…. Most people do not have this, as in NO ONE! and considering I had to re-locate 8 times on a collapsed arch with all my vast array of furniture and whatnot, on my own. I did major further damage, especially because of the work boots. Maybe if you suddenly at that point in your life could do nothing, lived in a roomy house so you could get a scooter, crutches, and or a wheelchair, you might be in with a hope. But see, as you can walk on it anyway, one does - its much easy to slightly limp than change your whole life which is probably unaffordable for most anyway. A wheelchair would not even fit in any place I have lived. And since most who gets this affliction do not know “NO PRESSURE ON IT AT ALL” – it is a concerning issue, hence why I am writing about it. So, you need to know; if you are forced to walk around, – it does not heal, at all. It just will NOT heel under that circumstance, even if you only walk a little for the essentials; food and bathroom. Will not heal. 6yrs later I still have it. So, before I updated this story again, I had listed a whole heap of things the physio at Bundaberg recommends (at least that Dr could detect a problem, and stated as such, plus put it in writing! Dr Cody Amos), I still will include below old writing, but something happened in Dec 2023, and for just a brief moment I was suddenly in no pain – it was heeling. I will explain: because I had moved to QLD, somewhat near the coast, and had been mopeing around in my bedroom for near 5yrs, I knew I had to something good or I should start to feel bad, as in mentally bad, even though I had my entertaining Prime Video and still occasional seed sale! So, I booked myself in to a snorkel daytrip – I thought how perfect for my foot, no pressure at all except from the car park to the marina. That day, and it was the 1st day of Summer, I spent 3hrs in the ocean, the water was a little cool still, but pleasant enough. But after 3hrs, it’s really cold, I got stiff as a board, but I refused to get out, as on the boat I would get bad seasickness. I believe this cold, plus possibly the magic of Steve Irwin’s spirit out there in the water (no dogs either that day – a bloody miracle in itself), kickstarted the healing. Oh, and I had gone to the Chiro/ osteopath that morning in Mackay just before the trip, he had done an adjustment, as I had a few days before “put my back out” – I recall it was quite painful driving up there with possible slipped disc/ lower back pain. {What a mess}. Anyway, the next day, my foot was still sore, but not only was my back not hurting anymore, but I was moving around like I was, back in my 20s again!! I had such agility. I felt so good, good and upright! Infact, a few days later I planted a lemon tree out, I felt so good, but unfortunatly in the process of doing that, I did my back in, again! So back to bed again! I should mention, that osteopath was excellent, he may have assisted in the ‘free movement’ thing?? Maybe combination of both him and cold-water treatment?? Unfortunatly that guy moved back to Melbourne and has a business there now, I think his name was Jamison, but that sounds suss to me, as Jamison name is one I am familiar with – NOT good people. But that young guy, very good. So, actually putting my back out again was a blessing in disguise; after about three weeks of taking it easy, lying down, my back stopped hurting, and suddenly, I noticed one day that my foot wasn’t in any pain either! Well, only a very small amount compared to usual. OMG you should have seen how excited I was. I got so excited, years, years of being unable to go for a walk……so, I felt I could hurry up the next final step, by squishing my foot into squishy sand at the beach, and stretching it… an instinct I had. So off I hurriedly exciting went over to Armstrong Beach, only 11 minutes away, but, unfortunatly after 50m or so, I realized there was no squishy sand at Armstrong Beach, just firm mud sand, and I had been walking too hastily with too much enthusiasm, and I could feel I had done something to it. Of course, it re-collapsed again, FUCK. What a waste. So, if by chance you have this problem, and it starts to heel - you’ve gotta take it easy still, and build up the strength before going for an excited walk. So meanwhile, I waited all year to repeat that day out snorkeling, but alas, the dogs were their next time, and they did it different from the other time, back to front, so I could not spend those 3hrs in the water. I suspect (as this ALLWAYS happens, I go somewhere, it’s great, so I go back a second time and suddenly, NO, there are dogs there verbally harassing me or doing weird things to try to inflict their power tripping dysfunction over me, like monkeys on my back – happens ALL THE TIME, all the time.) I want to mention actually what happened that day, because it was “back to front” this time, we did swimming on the island in the morning, so I thought, no probs I'll just start my three hours of being in the ocean then. It was around 9 o'clock in the morning. I put my head under the water, it was quite cold, and something weird happened -if you've read my blog, you know that I state that I have an “allergy” to the cold, I guess this is why I say that; the cold water around my head and ears really affected me, like I suddenly was lethargic, and I had to lie down. I got out and went onto the beach and just kind of laid down in the woozy manner for an hour or so until it was time to go back to the boat. I was trying to warm up in the sun, but it wasn't really hot that day, so it took ages to recoup. I did test this head underwater thing out when it was really hot one day at Sarina Beach, where the water gets really warm, it's like bathwater in the heat of summer - it was fine no probs. So back to that initial day of cold treatment, I did not have my head underwater in those 3 hrs after lunch, although it was a bit warmer, and I had it under while I was snorkeling, no probs then. I also suspect, aside from the cold water and osteopath to heal my foot, as I spent practically all day with people that are not usually in my life, on that boat; I got to thinking, maybe, healing by being around ‘healing people’ instead of the usual dogs who are around me – the ones who steal from me, and follow me where ever I go – the blonde bimbo – ones sent by possibly job agencies/Centrelink; sent to harass?? I concluded this is more than probably a big contributor to the healing too. I’m trying to find out if ‘cold treatments’ are available through a hospital, but so far, no avail. It was only in 2016 that it was brought into mainstream consciousness about exactly how helpful cold water is. I certainly had not been aware about it – and even in 2016, I just thought well, it works with immediate pain, but I had no idea it would actually prompt the body to start healing – but that’s what happens. Infact it is so beneficial, it ought to be common knowledge. Again, another area lacking in the school education system. Seriously this needs to be incorporated into the curriculum, like Basic first aid CARE. I emphasize that word, as do this, and crime will go down too. I recall that movie Cocoon from the 80’s – I bet this was the inspiration. You know, no Dr, nor the physio or podiatrist have any idea how to treat my foot. Certainly NO ONE mentioned cold treatment to me. I tried the local Sarina pool, but they were closed well into summer, so the water was too warm by the time they opened, plus there are dogs there, so not going to work anyway. I also tried the Mackay pool, but the girl (the shithead) at the kiosk failed to mention pool heater switched on after I said “cold treatment” to her. I also tried the local hotel that have a pool – but no, “for paying hotel guests only” I also noted I trod on some glass a month back, there was blood, but it was not that bad. (And ofcourse with my left foot again), but now that’s its heeled, I noted there is a slight raised area where the cut was, its like it did not heel properly, so now that area is slightly ‘off’. So, I am hoping that is not what has happened to my Collapsed Arch, I mean now, maybe it too has heeled as much as its going to, leaving me permanently in pain? But I mean when I looked at, infact just after I got that cut, as I had to do some strenuous work cleaning in the kitchen; my toe was sticking up in the air, it looked almost as bad as how it looked that very first day in the pool when it collapsed, back in 2016. So, I thought it has simply re-collapsed again, but as I stroke the inner arch, there is no sharp pain, like what there has been for the past 6yrs. Or maybe I just can’t find it this time – it tends to hide? So, now below this is what I had written before I discovered cold treatments; Maybe a physio or a masseuse could do something, but no one really knows whether it should be just left to heal or should I poke, prod and massage or do stretching exercises? A Physio did give me some exercises to do, I tried, but actually it just makes it worse in my opinion, but I will go through what they told me below. This is what has been best for me, but none of things I mentioned below really work to heel it. (so, what’s the point? Work for nothing?) Unfortunately, as you cannot spend the next 12 months not walking on your sore foot at all -the first thing you have to do is get a support for your arch it’s better if you get a physio to do it for you, he can make it up to the correct height for your arch out of adhesive foam – at no cost (a podiatrist will charge you $600 for orthopedics, and $150 for consult, I would not bother going to a podiatrist, at least not a female one at any rate (seriously, such FAKERS, thieving fakers, they are hopeless). Plus, go to a physio, a male one. The one that I saw, could see AND FEEL the planta fasciitis -no one else could, (except the chiro who diagnosed it – but even then, I’m not entirely sure he could see it, as I suspect someone in the Dance world recognized the problem, as this type of Collapsed Arch is what Ballerinas sometimes suffer from – so I think the chiro had been ‘got’, and advised by someone what the issue was, so if I were to ask, “tell her”.)? This also would explain his coy behaviour later; he refused to put the diagnosis in writing. But the physio did not tell me about Metatarsalgia, or did not know it, even though I told him about the pain at the front of my foot – its so obvious a problem, just bizarre it took nearly 10 years for this diagnosis There are gov Care plans available, but not when you first present with a problem, they only give you the ‘part money’ care plan if you have had the condition for several years. But I no longer bother with that, it’s to useless a system, still too expensive, and the female dogs steal my visits anyway. I am at the point now in 2021, where from walking so ‘funny like’, for so long I have quite a few other big problems in both feet, plus in my right leg, but I think if I went to the physio every day, those problems could be fixed after a short matter of time – with massage (I guess it will help). Again, unfordable. This physio foam pad was very helpful, although after a few months when I felt I could remove the support, I think it collapsed again. So, you need to build the muscle back up slowly, these exercises I was told to do, really hurt, so I stopped doing them shortly, except 1 or 2; you need to relax the muscle with gentle self-massage (unfortunately only the people that live in fairytale world can afford a proper physio every day) – anyway, a proper masseuse would probably not know what to do about a collapsed arch anyway. Any exercises or stretches on the ball of my foot would agitate the pain and metatarsal bones – so that why the ones I was told to do made it worse, instead of better. I feel after not much activity after 5yrs, a masseuse is needed to get the circulation moving in my whole left leg, urgently, as other problems have developed like toe impingement on my right foot from slightly limping, then deferred spine pain down my left leg with pins and needles sometimes, I would say from limping too, affecting my spine, back pain, and fluid in my left knee. When I was working in Enmore, I remember seeing a naturopath to treat whiplash, from a minor car accident, and she decided to treat it with massage, she must’ve been a masseuse as well as a naturopathic clinician, but I remember those massages - they were so wonderful! - that woman totally knew what to do, she had a real feel for it, and then I remember driving home almost ‘ecstatic like’, I was put in such a good mood from her massage, and the next day I actually felt a little bit stiff and sore, like you would if you’d been to the gym for a workout, I mean that’s how good she was. (No need to exert yourself at a gym, just get a proper massage!!) Unfortunately, I don’t remember her name, and the naturopaths up here don’t do massage... they don’t make them like they used to…. Good people are hard to come by now – such laziness aside from “fakery”. Anyway, back to my exercises. A Physio told me one exercise was, arching your foot so pretend you’re picking up a wet towel with your toes, that scrunching act builds up the muscle. I felt that is a good one, not too painful. Then stretch the big toe against the wall, up. Then stretch calf too – this is good, but better to stretch it out with a soft ball. I purchased several in different sizes/ firmness to get the right one for me. Also stretch foot around clockwise then anticlockwise, use a fulcrum to twist and strain; twisting flexed, twisting pointed. Not sure about that one, someone stole my red rubber fulcrum that the physio gave me. I later tried stretching my whole foot with my old cotton sloppy joe jumper – and, this did the trick, I put it around my whole foot and pulled, much better than just the arch part. One podiatrist said to elevate myself up on tippytoes, this was way too painful to do, and infact the left foot cannot really take the weight, so all weight was going on my right tippytoes anyway. This is the OPPOSITE of what you should be doing with metatarsalgia. I recommend not doing that. See, why would he recommend that – clueless. I found in the heat of summer it is much worse, so roll your foot on a bottle of frozen water to help stretch and cool the muscle. This does not help to heal, but may reduce inflammation. Rest rest rest (it is extremely difficult to do nothing, I found knitting and Netflix helps, but the young (and stupid) people from Netflix were stealing from me, so I switched to Prime Video. I have a roller chair, really you need to be wheel chair bound the whole time – no walking, no weight on that foot at all, until its healed. (As if that is possible!). So, I’m just going to still have to patiently wait for it to heal. Waiting waiting waiting. I also discovered just recently, if I hang a soft padded fabric sling from my canopy bed, I can rest and put my foot in this canopy sling and raise it up only about 20cm. I feel this made a huge difference the next day when I stood up in the morning, instead of my usual aching limp to the kitchen, I actually didn’t notice the planta fasciitis for the first time in a long time, it was only when I thought about how my foot is not hurting, when I flexed slightly and tried all weight on the pad part of the foot, then I could feel it, but it wasn’t majorly painful like usual. This still did not heal it though in the end, and I cannot have my canopy fixed at my new old motel room address. In Nov 2021, I have found a cure for inflammation! I came about this by accident because I have purchased a new blowup inflatable spa with COVID19 cash grants, and I filled it up with some hot water (solar powered hot water) and as it was spring, I didn’t realize exactly how hot it would be, and I put my feet in, and it was too hot to get in, but I decided that I should give my foot a massage with the bubbles and hot water, - with a bit of Ylang Ylang pure essential oil (known for anti-inflammatory benefits). My foot was in there for probably 15 minutes, in that very very hot water, up to my knees. My feet and calves were red raw, and looked cooked! But it was just a short time after that, maybe 2 days, suddenly I had kind of like a pustule bust from my toes, the big one, and the one next to it, full of a clear liquid, and I believe that was the inflammation, or lymph fluid (?), because my foot was greatly improved after this. The raised swollen area was gone – and is still gone in 2023. And so, instead of only walking for 10 minutes or so, I could last 20minutes or so, until it progressively got worse. I was in far less pain, and I was so thrilled about this that I have to write it down, because I’ve never heard of this before, in fact I’ve only just discovered lymphoedema massage is used for the same thing; if your lymph nodes aren’t working properly (and sometimes in the past my lymph nodes have not been working properly, - apparently due to an injury in my left breast when I was working as a nanny, the little girl kicked me as hard as she could in my boob, she was throwing a tantrum – my boob swelled up to 4 times its normal size, I had to have an aspiration. SO now my feet swell up to twice the size in hot hot weather). So, I went to a lymphoedema massage – but again, female fucking fakers – they are useless. Seriously, there needs to be a ban on all so-called female “professionals” in the health sector – they are that hopeless. Oh, I need to add, the podiatrist, who was a young female, she could not see the collapse arched, and after 45 minutes of poking and prodding, and having to traipse around, she said the reason I’m having so much pain is because I’m walking funny - truly ridiculous. I told her I’ve been walking for many years I’ve pretty much got it down pat, and NO I was not going to spend $600 on her pair of orthopedics that she wanted me to purchase - total moneymaking scammer. (Unable to walk an hr later or bend my knee, plus I had sharp pain in my left boob for the next week), they also charged me $100/$150 without Chronic Disease Management plan, when it should have been free. Plus, the young male Dr, I happened to see later that day – totally ignored the enlarged knee (trying to save the stupid fake blonde bimbo podiatrist?). BTW, while I say at the top, go to the doctor, or physio or a podiatrist - if I had of gone to this girl initially, it would’ve been an even worse disaster. However, there was one doctor an older man in 2017 who suggested I see a podiatrist. (Old man doctors by far superior to young men doctors, and definitely try to avoid a female. So basically, I still can’t walk. You know what, in life, one has to go through ‘stuff’ and if I have to experience what it’s like being handicapped in some way, at least it’s only this. It could be much worse, I mean with the collapsed arch, I can more or less get around to do basic things, and look after myself, especially with my roller chair. And I can lay in bed quite comfortably and do things for short periods, like knit, write, or watch telly, which also gives other parts of my body that have copped a bit of a beating from being overworked gardening, time to rest and heal too. I often have to tell myself; things could be much worse whenever I’ve got the violin strings out. Update 2021, I didn’t have one of those spiky balls to roll under my arch, but I found a glass jar, instead of rolling it on the usual spot, I extended it right out to the long toe - it just so happens that the second toe next to the big toe is longer than my big toe, on my foot, it’s a little unusual, but when I did this, it was almost an ecstatic feeling, it just felt so good to really stretch that whole toe and muscle out. And from that point on, I felt there has been a change, and it’s not as painful, and there’s not as much inflammation. While it is still sore today, I’m pretty sure it’s not as painful this summer as it was last summer. I just have to remember to still take it easy, and not do anything like gardening outside. But I’ve started making plans for what I’m going to do when I no longer have a sore foot, and can walk properly, the exercise I’m going to do…. 2022 update I have discovered a reflexologist on You tube who shows you how to get rid of lymph fluid. It turns out I did have a buildup of lymph fluid – I just thought it was inflammation. But due to the inactivity, I guess lymph fluid became a problem, then especially when I moved to my new mould unit in a rainforest garden, so major mold problem, then very sore lymph under my arms and black lumps. Anyway, after I used his technique (Dr Adam Thomas), OMG, the relief was amazing, I was so thrilled about all that excess fluid on top of my foot and along the shin, finally just disappearing, and practically overnight, that I left a marriage proposal on his YouTube comments!!! His wife is lucky woman! (he’s married thankgoodness!). I have found it interesting, that going to a Doctor in Australia, on average, really makes no difference to your health problem, infact it may even make it worse. They seem to have no abilities to notice the problem and heal at all. Possibly 2 exceptions to that, the Dr who could diagnose my arthritis without doing any expensive tests, and the one who diagnosed my elbow; olecranon bursa. Both Indian backgrounds. Although someone later told me I did not really have arthritis in my knee, it was something else. So not sure if they were being bitch, or its true? I want to write further, what happened on my snorkel trip with the full cure: In 2022, I had been really exhausted from having to re-locate again (AGAIN), and so I spent at least the next 5 months pretty much doing nothing trying to recoup my whole body was aching, again, spent arms. I am not sure most people would understand they type of ‘body exhaustion’ I am talking about here? {later found it was related to Scoliosis and fascia problems}. Anyway, in the water I was not sure how my foot would react the following day for wearing flippers for so long, and having a pointed toe for so long – after all, that was how it ultimately collapsed in the end – from standing on my tippies in the pool. The flippers were huge, the good expensive full foot kind, I recall swimming back to the boat instead of taking the dingy, and my left foot especially was cramping from my strain of using them again, for the first time in years - I was kicking hastily back to the boat, before a shark came along! I just saw a sting ray instead! No need to fear! I was really enjoying being down at the back of the boat sitting on the underwater step, and being out of ear shot of everyone. I was hanging on to the back steps, just kind of bobbing around with my googles on, not that I could see much, but it was reassuring seeing nothing in such deep water! Maybe 4m deep? So still fairly light when you looked down. Sometimes I would rest on the bottom step under the water, but still making sure my feet were not touching anything. I found I had to keep moving so I did not get too cold. I did leg exercises, like lift both my legs, pointed my toes, then taking them back down pointing to the sand below. I also did not have my head under water mostly for that part. My whole body, especially my back and legs, were stiff as a board – it did not feel at all, like I had been ‘cured’! Infact, I thought I would most likely be stiff and sore all the following week. I was only down there to avoid being seasick, I had NO IDEA, it would cure my foot. We left at 3pm, I got sick again on the way back. Vomited all over the engines again. I hastily left the boat and drove 1/2hr back to Sarina, and them immersed myself in a long hot shower washing my tangled hair mess. I have been patiently waiting until the following spring when I can repeat the process. I wanted a “Groundhog Day” it did not happen. I did want to go in Autumn, but had no money, it is expensive going out the on the Wildcat, seems to be the only way to go out to the reef, bar purchasing a helicopter! Transport a problem from the coast to the barrier reef and surrounding islands. Plus, they put my rent up, plus all monthly bills, I have no money at all…. can’t even really afford to feed my cat properly, {but I do}. I am extreme low income for some reason, they only give liars, cheaters and dogs money in Australia. Not to mention the thefts continue, and I am surrounded by dogs who harass me daily still – the bimbos. Plus, there are the dogs who drive outside my place, they continue too – beeping harassment. Also, I saw a documentary for ‘space research’. This got me thinking, if, when arch collapses, if you went into “space” for 3mnths – prob a full cure then too! So, if you can afford to go out into space -do that after you get a collapsed arch  Another update 2026 After so long of not been able to walk, plus there was a whole incident involving the QLD police, who it turns out have been stalking and stealing from me, and who have given me 3 speeding tickets for one when I knew I wasn't speeding. – so, they are stealing cash from me in this manner. Jealous little girls. So I am in dire financial situation, I simply do not have enough money, and are seemingly unable to make any more money because the police keep stealing any money that I make from even selling my 2nd hand items on FB. So, I thought, I'll just put in for a disability pension. I already done this in 2020 and was refused, but this time I had a Doctor who said that he will support me in my claim. So, I put in all of the applications, and once again was refused. The girl who did the ‘interview’ with was a total dog, I think she was from the television industry? Or in fact I think it might've been that stupid girl from the Bundaberg Mental Health Hospital, the young ‘safety’ nurse: cocky and stupid, that's how they make them now days. Then the guy I spoke to, says it's because I have no evidence. I was thinking what! how many doctors and how many stupid fake Podiatrist have I seen – I even have scans. I think they may be averse to my doctor who is African. English not first language. So now I'm going to have to get all of this evidence myself. Isn’t that what the Dr was meant to provide? So, for the past few months, I've been getting copies of reports and scans. Plus, I had to do another care plan - I couldn't believe it, because I've already done 3 I think it was at Gin Gin, and it was pointless, it just cost me money - they did not help at all. But I realise this was the process that I have to go through for stupid Centrelink cunts. So, I book my appointment at the Physio who works 1 day s week in Sarina. {Apparently it's the wrong Physio, because they have a scoliosis Physio, but they decided for some reason not to send me that one - I'm not entirely sure that's true I just get hints of all of these things}. But when I went to the Physio, he was pretty useless when it came to my back, like I mean, I don't think he even knows what fascia is, or understands how the scoliosis affects my movement. He had no idea, and as I was not in pain on the day, he seemed to think there were NO PROBLEMS AT ALL – he has not written his report yet, but I read the letter he sent to the Dr for an update, it implied my back was cured! Anyway, so I go back the next week, (after being harassed by their receptionists, ofcourse – I think they are somehow stealing from me? Very suss) I was thinking I'm sure he wasn’t be helpful about my foot too, but it turns out, he was helpful in regards to my foot, because he told me about metatarsal bones and the main pain there. I've never heard of it before then and that's when I did further research and realised oh, I have Metatarsalgia! And what I have to do to ease the pain, and which is currently what I'm doing at the moment with a lot of padding. Apparently Metatarsalgia is mostly caused from a lack of fat at the base of your pad ball of the foot - which is exactly what happened to me because I had a big hole in my foot from the planta wart. Aswell as the collapsed arch. The physio gave me the toe lift stretch – again the opposite of what you should do, but I found other good ones to do via YouTube. I'm certainly glad for YouTube, there are some definitely wonderful Podiatrist's and physiotherapists on YouTube. Like, the Americans know how to do it - I think all Australians should just close down their universities and go over to America because they are heaps better. They are superior in their medical knowledge. I'm still midway through this treatment plan. I still have a sore foot. The pain has been reduced. This physio did give me one exercise for immediate back relief: if I'm strained and hunched over because of my back, then I am to lean over to one side with my arm over my head for 20 seconds, then pause and then repeat another 20 second lean. Which actually does wonders, it really releases the tension somehow. So, I guess that was a big positive. Guess I'll have to update later . 31. Physio Stealing From Me (female – what a surprise) This Physio stated she only charge me chargeback amount of $55 but in actual fact charged my credit card $85 So as part of my care plan to try to cure my collapsed arch, I have been given 5 appointments to see specialists, they’re meant to be free to me, as the Gov (Medicare pays the Dr) but so far, I’ve not been to any that have been free. Here is what happened at the Friendlies Physio centre in Bundaberg in 2022. What happens with my foot, if I walk on it for too long, particularly in the summer heat, my whole left leg swells up, with inflammation or lymphoedema problems, and so I booked into a physio, who was a specialist particularly, in the field of lymphoedema massage. I made a point of going there after I knew I would have some problems because I had to do a few errands in town that day, but when I went there my leg was quite normal, it hadn’t swollen up as per usual, I still attended the appointment to see what she had to say. She (Sarah Atkinson) said it was a little swollen compared to the other, I told her I had seen photos of lymphoedema cases, where the lg, ankle and foot was 3 times the size, and so finally my foot must be healing. However, she wanted me to buy a stocking to wear on my leg, which cost $80, and I felt it was a little strange considering I didn’t really have a major lymphoedema problem, and she admitted that, but then she wanted me to buy a stocking anyway, and said if I bought the stocking, then she would make sure I didn’t get charged $85, and just $55, so I would get the full rebate back ($55). So, I was pleased about that, pleased to finally hear a health specialist admit, that it is up to them what they charge, and any who charge more than the rebate amount ARE OVERCHARGING – MOST WILL SAY, oh no, there is an “automatic” extra charge. {btw, the podiatrist charged $149 – blatant theft, then wanted me spend $650 on orthopaedics – more blatant theft} So, then talking to the girls out the front who were charging me, I told them that I didn’t really have lymphoedema, and so it seemed a little bit pointless in spending $80 on a stocking, and so in the end I didn’t purchase the stocking - {thank goodness -no free lunches for stocking bitches. I find in many retail situations, there are often girls trying to push me to over-spend or buy things I do not need – a common thing, this was no different.} So, I left, still expecting not to be charged $85 but only $55, even though I didn’t buy the stocking - it’s not like it’s a pre-requirement, that I purchase stockings, in order to receive care. But when I checked my credit card later, they charged me $85. So, I mean, that is blatant theft. Absolute shame and greed in the health sector. Another girl who doesn’t have any common-sense and makes the wrong decision based on greed. Plus, she literally just sits there and uses one hand to slowly, actually it’s like slow motion, to rub, or not even rub, more like ‘sweep’ down the leg, and then back up, I felt like even, I could do that, as in, it doesn’t really take any skills to do that, in fact I thought, I would be better at it than her, because she seemed to be missing all the key lymphoedema spots, like infront of the toes, and around the ankles, and up from the ankles along a certain muscle towards the back of the knee, and the back of the knee. She seemed to be a little bit oblivious to the lymph hotspots. This is another final straw photo story, due to all the female bimbo medical staff (mostly receptionists) who overcharge me, and have been stealing from me, over many years, not only stealing, but major harassment as well. The other physio in Bundaberg, male, Cody, charges $75, - Crofton st Physio, so still overcharging care plan recipients {Cody was the only competent Dr, aside from the Chiro who could see the Collapsed Arch, and note, when they actually do their job properly, and know what they are doing, I am not concerned about being overcharged) Life Stories P15 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15 (this) , LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

Here is a good spot to put another insidious evil older woman antic; it was when I was 24yrs, when I was at work, designing and sewing, I would listen to the radio, and they were talking about yoga and how healthy it is for you, so I thought I should give it a try, and booked in to a little group I saw advertised, it was halfway between my place and work, and on the train line, so I could stop on my way home from work; it was $10 per session. So I went, and it was me and 5 other older wom Life Stories P10 1. More Ocean Rock Pools in QLD please Gov, And 2. Seaforth Beach Net, no crocs, no stingers, no sharks, - way to go Seaforth Council, photo from Google - Lozza Paterno Well, actually, I should say; please councils, - I believe it is up to local councils to organize such projects. And the more I think about that wonderful net at Seaforth I wonder why ALL the local councils have not done this on their beach’s; Sarina? Grasstree? Salonika? Harbour Beach? Lamberts? Blacks? Eimeo? – all the way up, WHY 3. Odd Little Cow / Colour Association Story. Colour Therapy In my mid-20s I decided I really didn’t like the colour yellow - bright yellow that is. And some nosy meddling women at that time, were really curious about as to why I didn’t like the colour yellow, especially considering I was a fashion designer, and working with a lot of colours, and have been known to design a lot of brightly coloured outfits! But it was determined, by those “colour therapy experts”, the root of the problem was traced back to when I was a child living on a farm, and the farmer would occasionally slaughter a cow, and he would give our family some cuts, (wow! – they don’t make landlords like that anymore), however this beef had a very specific and distinct flavour, and as a fussy 8yr old child, I refused to eat it, and I gave that meat a particular name, which I can’t repeat here. I just didn’t like it, it had a most peculiar flavour which no one could explain, and, actually, no one else in the family even noticed the flavour, and all were happy to eat. Years later, I discovered, when talking to a biologist, that the root of that flavour, was mustard weed - mustard weed grew everywhere back on the farm, total weed, it had these bright yellow flowers, and I guess I associated yellow with weedy nuisance, but some reckon, it was really because if that bad tasting beef - so I’m a girl who truly thinks with her stomach!! Here’s a good spot to mention the colour pink. I've noticed in life, there are many people, men and women alike, who do not like the colour pink. And some of them I believe, have psychological problems when it comes to handling this colour! Some women think they will be accused of being 'little girl' if they wear this colour. Some men accuse women who like the colour pink as being 'little girl'! And often men associate the colour pink with weakness, girly weakness. For me, this is very peculiar, I adore the colour pink, especially pale pink. And I have it on good authority, unlike what some may believe; I am certainly not 'little girl'. But instead of a psychological problem with pink, I possibly have the opposite "psychological anti-problem", - if there is such a thing!; when I was a child I loved to cook with my mother in the kitchen. One of our favourite things to make on the weekends was meringues. I specifically remember whipping those egg whites into a shiny creamy mix, and then adding that one drop of red food colouring, which miraculously changed the whole thing to that beautiful shade of pale pink. So deliciously yummy -licking the bowl and the beaters! Another stomach related colour association! Lol. Also, I believe, because there is such strange 'little girl' association with the colour pink, that anyone who has the ‘audacity’ to wear the colour pale pink, especially a woman, is kind of the opposite of a 'little girl' - as they have the courage to do as they please. And most women, underneath all their tough, macho persona, secretly, (possibly even subconsciously!), will like the colour pink; it's a very pleasing and beautiful colour, even if you never made meringues as a young child! After reading this happy positive story, here is a reminder of my current life: What no train beeping this morning? As a little sidebar, this year, as I've been rewriting and editing, uploading more photo stories on my blog, and other various locations online; whenever I do, I have the local train boys here, tooting its horn; “you win you lose” -they are total nutters. Always, they do it, with each upload. But not today, perhaps they are on Christmas break? 11th December 2023. Although this morning I did have old men perverts hanging around next door at the new peoples unit, until I had done my daily business (as one has to - Disgusting perverts, then phone girl coward pervert thief afterwards, ‘releasing them’ so off they went – WHAT THE FUCK? – Piss off you stupid non thinking dogs. {Plus typically then, a microsoft restart}.). 4. Lying Tafe Teachers in Gunnedah One time I did a ‘Finance and Small Business Tax’, Book Keeping course, it was at the Gunnedah Tafe in the evenings. The teacher (unfortunately I can’t remember her name) was a tall middle-aged woman, she would’ve been a mother, married, a big woman. She was teaching the class, that the GST tax that we had to pay, was 11%. I mean I thought everyone knew that GST was 10%! GST is 10%!! But she was teaching all of those students that it was 11%, and that you had to pay 11% tax to the government. She wasn’t making a mistake, this was a deliberate attempt to steal from people, by making them pay more than they should. I don’t know what her motivation would be? Maybe she has a lot of tax income dependent people in her family? who knows? She was certainly a dog and she doesn’t deserve to be teaching and being paid a TAFE salary, let alone even working at all -in my opinion she’s not fit for the workplace (she certainly would not be fit to be a mother either). 5. Fire Trowel, Dust Pan, Stolen on first day of living in New Rental at Rangari T his was taken on the first day that I moved into my new rental house at Rangari. I was not there at the time; I was back at the other house. My brother Tomas and dad were moving my stuff, plus the landlord, David and Brenda Heywood were there, moving their furniture out. So, one of the above stole this trowel. This was the first of close to 500 items that were stolen from that Rangari rental in the 10 years I lived there. There is no hope. The only person I know who didn’t take it, was dad. I should mention there is another possibility, and that is the neighbour, Heath Barwick. A ‘little birdie’ later told me, adamantly, that it was David Heywood who was stealing all those small items from me at Rangari (about 500 small items taken). Maybe David was one of those yahoo cowboy country types, who spent their whole young adulthood getting “wasted” and drunk as skunks, like so many young men do, certainly did back in my time. So, this lifestyle has warped his brain into being a grown man thief? Idiot. 6. You know I am Fed Up with Stupid Women Judging Ugly People T he amount of bimbo sales girls who decline to serve me or to imply that I was not pretty enough to wear the pretty garment has been just despicable. You know, I deliberately do not wear make-up. Not only is it a time-consuming nuisance and a vanity to maintain, but I like my face, I feel it is my best weapon against pricks. Anyway, I do my best to look presentable when venturing out in public, I love people who take pride in their dress, (I design textiles) but I do not feel this should extend to a painted fake face. It’s a bit like a young girl stuffing her chest with tissues, what’s she going to do when she gets the guy back at her place? The guy will be left with handfuls of tissues! Also, this ugly factor extends way beyond bimbo sales girls. In the work place, often disrespect and bullying is targeted at ugly girls, it is an excuse to have a common enemy in the female group dynamic (truly, women together are plain evil). Ugly girls get picked on, especially one with no make-up, they assume they don’t care for themselves and are on drugs. The number of times I have been accused of being on drugs is more than I can remember, one fashion company I worked for sent me on a hemp seminar. (Not on drugs btw, nor do I drink, nor did I back in my 20’s or 30’s, this is hard for a lot of Australians to grasp. I did however get drunk when I was 18 – I glide! I also tried pot, -did not like it.) Anyway, since especially I am not on the market, I find wearing makeup a stupid notion (same with high heels). I find women have been brainwashed by the movie and television industry. I recall my flatmate in Sydney used to spend 2 hrs, no exaggerations, sitting infront of the mirror every morning putting on makeup. Such vanity. I also went to an all-girls school, so I know vanity quite well! Actually I should say it does extend to men as well, particularly young ones, men in their 20s; completely shallow. I think I wrote about it on my blog and then I was advised by some little bird that it's because they have a lot of pressure from their mates; if their girlfriend is ugly, then they get teased by their mates. So, if they didn't have this pressure from their mates, then most likely pretty/ugly, skinny/fat wouldn't be an issue. I note it was also a problem with friends who had older brother siblings, if they don't like you, they cause problems. Of course it works the other way. if they do like you, they also cause problems!! And I know it was a problem with my brother, so if there was a girl that wasn't really attractive, then he was like “I don't like her she hasn't got a very nice personality”, when I could plainly see, personality was the least of it, the only thing he has been blinded by, was her face. I just generally remember in fact most people in their 20s were very shallow, and I say it's probably only 20s, because I kind of shifted away from people in my 30's, so my interaction with peers, is greatly reduced from when I was in my 20s. (Sound of mind purposes; I only can handle being around smart healthy people who aren't shallow! I should say there still are a few around.) 7. Unmarked Undercover Police Car in QLD, and Shame on Gladstone Council for Stealing via Unnecessary Multiple Speed Signs I see again and again Police people in unmarked vehicles try to catch motorists speeding on the Gladstone Benaraby Road, for speeding on piece of highway that is meant to be 90, but jumps from 90 to 80 to 70 in MULTIPLE locations along that 4km stretch of road. The reduced speed signs were originally put there when they were doing roadworks. But obviously, the Gladstone Council together with the police were making so much money from unmarked police catching vehicles who did not notice the 3 different speed signs in that short area stretch, they must have decided to just keep the new signs there, with at first fake roadworks - so they could continue to make money in this totally passive aggressive manner “oh but we are helping” – helping themselves. {I should mention, aside from the speed limit signs there were multiple other signs along there too – it really is a confusing stretch of road. Not sure whether it still is. I was there in 2018. Gladstone police are corrupt, they steal money via entrapment speeding fines, they are disgusting people who do more harm than good, and just want to play dysfunctional (mentally unhealthy) cat/mouse games. They also target certain individuals, who they are after, to get them, to get them to pay sums of money to that particular government organisation. It is blatant theft and it’s a form of abuse, with the police abusing their positions of power. The reasons for wanting law-abiding citizen‘s to pay fines are often completely unjustified, or misinformed, or a reason such as a cockaninnie dogcop would come up with. I suspect the reason that they get away with doing this is because nobody complains and nobody bangs the drum. Wake up sleepy Queenslanders Btw, in New South Wales not putting a “police mobile camera ahead” sign up on the rd, would be against the law, they have to be clearly signed, well in advance, like I think it’s 500m down the road so people who are paying attention can make sure that they’re driving within the limit and that way the police would only catch reckless people who aren’t paying attention. So, in QLD, they do not sign speeding cameras, and when I phoned their same ‘RTA’ equivalent, the girl I spoke to (and I just know she had blonde hair) said, in a most revolting condescending tone, ”As if they would sign or notify, that’s their whole point - to entrap motorists”. Fucking stupid bimbo, obviously failing to see the actual point of speeding cameras, to slow motorists down – AND NOT TO MAKE FUCKING MONEY off victims – you stupid bitch. 8. Fish Story at Pretty Beach When I was young, we used to holiday down on the central coast, at my grandmothers. We were a large family, 4 kids plus my cousin were always around. One day, dad said he’ll take the boys down fishing off the wharf, so off they went with their new Christmas fishing rods. After a bit, I decided that we (my little sister Penny, 5yrs, and I, 10yrs) should go down too, and try our hand at fishing! I decided that we should get dressed up for the occasion, it was a phase I was going through as a child ‘dressups’ so we found all Grandma’s fancy gear, from back in the day, big jewellery and make up too, then we traipsed down to the wharf. You should’ve seen us! What a site, these two young girls prancing along! When we got to the wharf, all the local boys were taunting and cajoling “girls! Those girls think they can fish, ooh girls, AS IF, go home girls!” (back then, it was typical for boys to hate girls, I don’t know if that has changed, but there was a lot of hate in the 80’s, for women from other people in the greater community). So, dad straightaway said, no, come on girls, he gave us a real (no rods left, but those little plastic reels worked just fine) he showed us how to bait the hook. I kid you not, less than 30 seconds after I dropped the line, I got a tug and I pulled in (with dads help) this massive fish. -the biggest fish anyone has ever seen down there at Wagstaff/Pretty Beach (I note now the shed that was on the end of the wharf is gone, see google map screenshot)! The fish was over a metre long! huge, I think it was a flathead, can’t quite remember (not into fish). But, you wouldn’t believe it, to everyone’s amazement, 10 seconds after I pulled in my big fish, my little sister got a tug, and she pulled in one about 3/4 quarters the size of mine! So still HUGE - NO KIDDING! Someone took a photo showing my sister and I with our fish, don’t ask me where it is now. All those boys been down there all morning, caught nothing! Teach those boys! And girls, lesson for you; you want to catch a big fish, you gotta get ‘dressed to the nines!’ (Although I am pretty sure it was the act of doing fun girly kind of things with a little sister, that really did the trick – I see your plan, and I’ll get behind it). BTW, every holidays when we went down there, we'd also go round to the beach regularly, at Killcare, they had "Little Nippers" for kids; my cousin and my brother did it. We as girls were never asked if we wanted to do it - it just wasn't something that girls did back then, there were no other girls doing it. And so, I'm fairly certain that I was irked by this, not that I said anything to anyone or mum, I mean quite frankly I would be just happy to laze around the beach and go for a swim, whatever. Maybe it was just the fact that it was assumed that I wouldn't want to do it, that irked me, as a young child, not even aware of feminism. Although later at some point, they were girls, as I remember a family friend by the name of Gemma I think? She started doing it, she was friends with my cousin. I remember them both implying, that, I didn't do Little Nippers because I was too weak and pathetic; too girly!!! Lol! Now, while I may or may not have taken this personally, there actually is a correlation between being active as kids, and brain stimulation, and what they were making fun of, was actually along the lines of being completely true! -not that I was NOT an active child -I was extremely active, I did a lot of horse riding and swimming. I was pretty much fully awake as a child. So, the fact that they were making fun of me in this respect it was not true - but maybe they were implying parents who do not encourage their girls to be active are old fashioned backwards. Kids who aren't active in their childhood are bloody sleepy zombies. “oh really, watch me catch this fish then!!!” “we are girly women, and we are going to be able to do it!” 9. Forget about the entire cleaning isle at the supermarket - cleaning aisle All you need is vinegar in a spray bottle, Tea Tree oil and a scourer, (save yourself from cancer) all those chemicals they ‘trick’ you in to buying are a total waste of money. Here are some tried and tested ways to house cleaning basics, I never have any need for any other cleaning product (aside from low phosphate washing/dishwasher powder): Microwave (and my convection oven) - spray with vinegar, leave 30mins, then use cloth with a little TeaTree to wipe clean, - 30 seconds and microwave is clean!! Windows – spray with vinegar thoroughly, leave to soak for ½ hr (spray every 5mins) then wipe clean with a wonder cloth or shallow scourer (too abrasive and it will leave scratches on the glass) When wiped clean, dry with either a new cotton cloth or scrumpled newspaper for no streaks. Some people swear buy a window scraper to dry with. All floors – mop with warm water and tea tree. This and vinegar will work in bathroom too, but if you can’t be bothered even for that, then spray mould with bleach – use only a little, do not saturate, as bleach is harmful to a balanced environment, and a little goes a long way. leave overnight, Voilà, all clean with NO scrubbing!! Actually, for general all-purpose cleaning like benchtop/fridge wipe downs, I had kept any empty spray cleaning bottle from the supermarket (so, a good bottle that does not seep scent, or leak from the sprayer), and I keep that filled with water and tea tree, and usually some orange essential oil too for good fragrangrance, sometimes geranium essential oil too. That with my favourite moist cloth – the Wonder Cloth, it works well. Also, especially do not buy oven cleaner, OMG, why not cook your open roasts in toxins? So disgusting. Now those old ovens are much harder to clean, and as a result, I personally do not use mine, as a renter, I just use my byo convection microwave, which is 55million times easier to clean, I recommend you do the same, throw out all those old coil hot plates with ovens below. I worked in house once that had a Self-Cleaning oven, you would turn the oven up to the super hottest setting for 20 minutes, and it cleaned it. That was pretty good too! 10. Nursing Home Concerns Blurb A few years ago, when I was unemployed, I was FORCED by Centrelink to work at a nursing home in Gunnedah (the female nazi CUNTS there, said they would cut my payments if I didn’t go. By the way, forcing Centrelink unemployed people to work at a nursing home, or anywhere for that matter, takes away PAID jobs (much needed shifts) from nursing-home staff. According to the Centrelink rules, they’re not allowed to do this, yet they still do it. Nazis, I tell you, Nazis stupids. I also had to sign a form saying if I got sick, I wouldn’t sue them -whole other story there with deliberate virus exposure, which if you’ve read my blog, you will be familiar with just exactly how pissed off I am as a result of getting sick from being forced to be there – I WAS NOT MEANT TO BE THERE YOU STUPID DOGS). But this story is about the conditions of elderly people in the nursing homes. I can assure you, all your fears about nursing homes are true - staff don’t care about the old biddies, they give them sleeping tablets to subdue them and they force it down the throats of those who object. Some (by some, I mean a lot of female) staff have such a lack of common sense it’s downright scary. —female dominated industry (major unhealthy imbalance). And of course, the food is terrible, all exported, really cheap and bad, and the ones that can’t feed themselves just miss out. This experience, and my experience in hospitals, tells me, we actually need a whole new Course /Diploma, at uni, or Tafe, re commercial food prep; re ultimate healthy food, thus creating a food nutritionist slash chef (we especially need this in hospitals, where people’s health is the whole point). Common sense – where is it. Oh, and same with teeth brushing, those that can’t, get tooth decay, all their teeth fall out, it’s a bad area, and dentists do not think about caring for teeth in old age – they do work that leaves the patient having to floss and water pick vigilantly everyday – so any dental work done prior to entering a nursing home is going to rot. They are really irresponsible and uncaring in this way {You really ought to stay away from dentists from the get go, learn about cold neem tea as daily rinse – there is no need to go to a dentist ever, certainly never send your kids to a dentist}. Infact I herd it mentioned in there from the old biddies; how before dentists, their teeth were fine, but since dentists and toothpaste, their teeth were problems… I do believe there has been some advance in toothpaste now….. I would strongly suggest home-care as a far better alternative to nursing homes in Australia, but what I witnessed happened in public, so what may go on behind closed doors or at night, maybe a whole lot worse. We really do need robots. When I was there, there was one woman who worked there in the Kitchen, she was such a bitch. She was the one that the nurses would go and get, when someone wouldn’t take their medication, and this girl, Trish, would force these patients to take the medication, she would literally shove it down their throats. When I first met her, on my first day, she just had some snide comment to make about my mother, stating she wasn’t really a nurse. Unbelievable - my mother was most defiantly a nurse, and she would run rings around that little bitch. {Dad later told me she (they, but it would have been her) was exceptionally rude and disrespectful to my mother not believing she was a nurse, as my mother used to go there to see her previous patients, (she was a visiting home nurse with her own business). So, mum used to go to the nursing homes, not to treat anyone, but to see how they were doing, she was a caring person and liked her patients and her job, something those staff who work there now, no nothing about}. Trish the monster also started going off at unemployed people, at me, saying they all should be shot – I explained to her that you can’t just write someone off for merely being unemployed, there are way more people, who do really bad things, and would be far more suitable candidates for being shot. (I really don’t know how you could compare a criminal with someone who is just merely unemployed, there’s no comparison, either you’re a criminal or you’re not.) Some people are so stupid. I went on to further explain to her, people have all sorts of issues going on that she wouldn’t know about, there are many people in their 40’s+ who suffer from physical pain, that you can’t visibly see when you look at them. There are others suffering from emotional pain that you can’t see. And in my personal opinion most people who ‘don’t fit the norm’ or have problems that don’t enable them to function as other people would like, is a direct result from abuse, from public schooling, or abuse from elsewhere in the community, possibly the family too, but most often, outside the family unit. Plus, unfortunately there are a lot of predators in the community who just like ‘hating’ and picking on people, like Trish. People who are such victims, tend to go out of their way to avoid such situations. Plus, big business, will go to any lengths to sabotage a competitor, thus making them unemployed (I witness this ALL THE TIME, I can’t even put 2nd hand items on marketplace without those stupid dogs stealing from me). So, from the start when I met her, she was revolting - a person that shouldn’t be there, she shouldn’t be working anywhere (infact the world would literally be a better place without her in it), she doesn’t deserve to live in the planet she’s such a bully. Anyway, I have people pretending to be her atm, it’s like they want me to tell the world about this woman Trish. So here she is, this is the woman that works at the Gunnedah Alkira nursing home. And she represents a lot of bullies – there are countless non-thinking women with no learnt morals, just like her, who work in nursing homes, and many other sectors actually. Just a bitch. They exist, they’re real – there’s no trying to save them. There was actually a positive that came out of my forced ‘nursing home’ experience, one, at that time on the news they were doing a whole lot of Australian aboriginal stories about the stolen generation, that is, people who apparently took kids out of their aboriginal family homes and put them up for adoption. As I was hearing that I'm thinking, who on earth would take a child out of their family, that's just absurd. But then after working in the nursing home and meeting some of the staff, I realise who did it - it is non-thinking dogs that work for the government. I want to say, I do believe the government’s ulterior motive was to try and get aboriginal people to interact with whites, because they were really quite separate and there were heaps of problems with aboriginals, with alcohol, unemployment, poverty and child neglect/abuse, (really awful stories). So, they were trying to create abos who could be familiar with white culture world, so they could represent the aboriginals and give the aboriginals voice, you know, for the greater good of the aboriginal people. So, in that respect I do believe it has worked, just unfortunately there were probably stupid people working for the government that didn't see that same view, and were just gung-ho about removing kids from people they didn't deem acceptable. The other thing I discovered at the nursing home was “empty shells”, and how some old biddy’s walk around with basically just their body, and their soul and mind has long departed, (or some seem to go in and out). I discovered nurses have all sorts of fun playing tricks on people via an “empty shell”, through reflections, which I talk about in my “Things I wish I was told when I was 18” go and read it, as in retrospect, I can see this whole reflection thing is not restricted to old senile people, I have witnessed many young girls acting like empty shells, there are many in the inner-city suburbs of Sydney, Glebe… - they are leeches (just don’t catch public transport in Glebe). And I feel more people need to be made aware about this, because not only nurses but other wilful people (like lawyers) will take advantage of an older person who maybe is not in a nursing home yet, but has started the ‘reverse’ process. Money is at stake. Plus, I learnt how people who are not empty shells can inadvertently use people who are, to do bad things, like I was looking after this one old biddy, a nice old blonde lady, a blonde biddy, with apparently dementia, but she was fairly coherent (there are different types of dementia). That morning, another old biddy came into the laundry (a red head), where I was at the time, and she had come up with a joke that she was telling the laundry woman, it was a joke in poor taste, something about dogs. And I left to go and get my ‘charge’, and for the next hr or 2 we were walking around slowly, and I was pondering about that awful joke, and the awful old redhead biddy. So anyway, the next thing you know, blonde biddy and myself were walking outside and happened to be resting on the veranda that was outside the redhead biddy’s room, and all of a sudden blondy reached over to the Lilo, and ripped off the label that was sticking out, she did it like as an act of revenge, an act of vandalism, as the Lilo belonged to the redhead, and she could hear my disgust with her!! She never heard the joke. So, it was not like I told her to do this bad thing, she just did it. (Not that she actually did any damage, who cares about the content label on a Lilo!!) She was making a point! I feel this most definitely happened to both my parents when they were in the process of dying. I wasn’t aware at the time that I was being tricked, but I can clearly see what happened now, and I’m pretty sure I know who was doing it, someone in the local community, and while they didn’t have big devious plans, just having a little so-called fun, (devious in my opinion, but not bank breaking) I’m pretty sure in other situations with elderly people who perhaps are quite wealthy, it would be very easy for someone to manipulate the situation. In fact, I’m pretty sure it happens a great deal, because, whilst I was listening to my parents in these particular times, thinking well this is out of the ordinary, it’s not something they would say, but I wasn’t thinking that they were being manipulated by someone else, and so I just went along with their request. So, I know for a fact that this will go on and people will be getting ripped out of inheritance left, right and centre. So, you need to be careful if you’ve got elderly relatives who are a little reflective. Just be careful. Little Birdy told me the reason Lawyers are so hopeless in this country is because they have all been chosen from primary school age, and have been oppressed, so they will stay on a tight leash and not do this kind of thing (they did not factor in lawyers kids, Baxter child). Actually, I feel like I might have been a little vague here, and I need to give an example; so here goes. If your elderly relative has been talking to other people or listening to them, and then a little later they start talking to you and manage to say in their ‘pre or dementia’ state, they want to buy a bunch of flowers (or a big teddy bear) for so and so, can I help them - it might seem like a normal request, but actually the elderly person asking to buy the flowers, isn’t someone who would ever in her whole life by anyone flowers, let alone this particular so and so. -So, that’s what I mean by being tricked, and while it’s just a bunch of flowers and no big deal, you can see how it could easily be much more than just a bunch of flowers. Good thing my parents didn’t have large sums of money lying around – but, wait a minute, I'm pretty sure it was after dad's mother died, you know suddenly, they had new friends in their life, and money given for investment that failed. I don't think my parents could really see the big picture, but that's how thieves work these days; they befriend you, and they do it really slowly, my parents would've died without even knowing that they had been stolen from. I’m a huge fan of building big homes with a large detached granny flat - it is the number one way to care for your elderly parent. By the way this is one of the stories that I managed to get onto Facebook before I was ban. Only it wasn’t as detailed as my lengthy little blurb here, I just summed up some of the bad things that happen in nursing homes. Many items were deleted, I had to rewrite. And there was a definite whistleblowing vibe. Some of the comments afterwards, implied; this girl is not ever going to get a job in Bundaberg because she’s a whistle-blower - and every business in Bundaberg does dodgy things, just like that nursing home! Aside from nurse puppeteers problems, I did notice, I mean, it wasn’t as extreme as when I was working at Bonds, but I still had a problem with women and their idiotic Pac mentalities, turning into dog bullies - so it’s not just the fashion industry bitch thing. Widespread bully mentality of stupid women. And I would say nurses with narcissistic personalities working there, strangely – talk about a mismatch. {Definition of narcissistic in word dictionary is “vain”!! lol – a women’s disposition!}. I’ve gotten to the end of this blurb, and I realise I have not mentioned anything about sickness. I guess I have written about it in my virus story. But yeah, highly contagious viruses are found in nursing homes and hospitals. Plus, one of the women used to bring her kids in after school for a few hours before she went home every day, and those kids were all over the place - that’s why glandular fever went round, those kids pass all the virus on that go around the schools, that’s what happens if ditzy mothers bring their kids into the workplace. I noticed in the nursing home women tend to hang around a lot longer too, as in they're in there for years and years before they cark it. Whereas men are often admitted, then within 3 months they have died. I have a personal theory as to why this is, and it's because women have a lot more to fear than men, come 'Judgement Day' - they know their bitch behaviour is going to catch up to them, and bite them on the bum, so they hang around, like stray cats. And, when someone dies in nursing home, no one has a post-mortem, so it is only assumed what they died from. Good chance their assumptions are true and correct in a nursing home, but in my opinion it's an easy area of crime coverups. I have been told of nurses killing patients as they just did not like them, and they get away with it. So, now that I am old and wise, and know the true nature of humans, women, I think every single person who dies needs a proper post modem! Only if it was a very obvious murder case, would there actually be a forensic post-mortem. Btw, I am NEVER working in a nursing home ever again – you can take your sickness and your nazi nurses, and shove them up your arse. Actually, after getting sick, I've had those strong anti-nursing home convictions, but you know if you read my blog you'll be also aware I have other things that really annoy me, that I think about daily; bullies in day-to-day life, bullies in the workplace. Someone suggested to me it's because I have these strong feelings about bullying and people who don't behave - is that why I should be working in a nursing home, because I have the opposite of that. I have a caring empathising personality. So, when they said that I was really quite offended at this, as I associate with not being respectful and courteous, or caring and polite with people who are merely lazy and selfish; as in a slight mental inadequacy. It was like this person has given themselves an excuse of why they don't have to be nice, because they reckon they have a "business head" so to speak. WHAT A LOAD OF SLACK CRAP. After working in a total bitch area like the fashion industry, and then working in a nursing home, plus other sectors, like the arts and horticulture, I assure you, people are all the same wherever you go; bitches across all sectors. But you know, like as I have explained on my Blog, I am a ‘moth to flame’ person, with these idiots being attracted to me, so not everyone probably has experienced the kind of mental inadequacies, stupidity, bullying and thieving that I have. 11. Faux charities Faux people You have to be careful about people who ask you for money, and say it’s for charity. I was enticed to work in a Charity call centre in Parramatta when I was 20, (my full-time job did not pay enough to get by). There was about 10 of us (one of them was a dog, who probably follows me around), we were to call up random people from the phonebook and ask them for money, saying it was for charity. At the time, I certainly, naively, did not know it was NOT for charity. (Btw, people do give, it’s all about your tone – dogs have been trying to change my tone for yrs, I have far too much “persuasion”, for dogs hung up on class (read my Jelly Baby Scam story). In retrospect only, I can see plainly, it was not a charity, it was for those people organizing, to make a living, that’s how they were do it, by lying to people. Shame on them, and silly naive 20yr old me for being tricked by them too. (I note, today, I have many women trying to take money off me in the name of fake charity cases and RobinHood games, you can’t trust any retailers, or any woman at all – they all lie to try to steal money.) Don’t know if it’s connected, but there are a whole heap of fake op/charity shop’s on the Internet, but when you go there in person, there’s actually nothing there. Btw, there's only one type of charity required in the world today in my opinion, it's not money that needs to be thrown out to various individuals or organisations, it is condoms. Curbing breeding will curb poverty. You know even chooks get it, 'Less of you, more for me'; chooks are smarter than mothers. “4 legs good 2 legs better”. Photo: Isn’t he a beauty! Angus, infront of my Ironbark’s. Surrounded by Angus Beef at Rangari – do you think I could ever afford to buy Angus beef while I was at Rangari! Course not! See how lush and thick that paddock is – this is Cell Grazing technique. Not sure why all the farmers around Gunnedah, do not do this; it is by far, a superior way to farm stock! The farmer across the way, did not do this technique, he just left all his cows in a paddock from day 1 till market day, and his paddock was shitty – it was bare, mostly all the time, and it was full off catheads, thistles and bindis. Now if the farmer who did Cell Grazing, also implemented my Kurrajong tree plan, in his paddock, in grid style, he would be laugh ‘in. 12. Gunnedah 'the peoples attitude' at Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue I have some more things to say about Gunnedah. As I was looking for an iconic ‘Gunnedah’ image, I saw this one and then remembered that I had already written a story underneath a photo of the Dorothea Mackellar Memorial Statue, but when I went to find it on my computer, it was gone, and it was also gone off all my backups, as well as my websites! So, I think, whatever I wrote (I can’t quite remember) I must’ve hit the nail on the head with that story. So, I’ll just put here what I was thinking of today, and hopefully later on I’ll remember the other story that was stolen. (btw, this is a free image from wikicommons – I never got round to taking sightseeing photos of Gunnedah!) I have lived in Gunnedah more or less my whole life, but in 2018, I was ‘cast out’, my landlord sold the farm I was living on for the past 10yrs, both my parents had passed, and I was unable to find anywhere to live, nowhere. I believe, one of the reasons I was so hated in this town, was because I did not do ‘pecking order’. Pecking order is huge in Gunnedah, especially amongst women. Don’t get me wrong, I am a very respectfully lady, and are always polite and courteous would never insult someone I encountered or pick fight with them, - but basically, I think (due to my 47yrs experience) most people everywhere you go are basically fucked, most people would sell their mother out if they could get $1 for it. So as far as I’m concerned, nobody out ranks anyone else, their all pretty much the same, and so, those people who think of themselves at the top of the pecking order, like the cocky bimbo girls who work at Gunnedah council – those dogs can sense me - they can’t handle someone like me, I upset everything for them, I interrupt their bully power tripping ways. So, they make things difficult for me like, give me parking tickets, cut my wires in my car so I am stuck, steal from me, handicap my foot, pass on contagious virus’s - they got up to all sorts of bully behaviour. Someone told me that if I ended up staying there, they would’ve killed me in the end, I would believe it. Since moving to QLD, I have noticed a slight change in people, Queenslanders are like how NSW was 20yrs ago. In Gunnedah, now everyone hates each other, and has their guard up, and will try to rip you off in order to get as much money from you as possible, it was not like that 20yrs ago. I believe it has been done deliberately to keep people fighting between each other, so the powers that be, can control everyone – it is a ruling tactic. So, QLD, has many backwards problems, but mainly ones of a type of ‘unproffesionalism’, like unskilled people, and ‘mates rates’, kangaroo court, low confidence, etc etc. 13. Stolen garden hat, Melbourne open Garden Scheme 2006 This navy blue cotton garden hat (I did not have a photo of it, so that’s the best I could match it), was stolen when I visited one of the exquisite open gardens in Melbourne one weekend of my brief time in Melbourne at RMIT in 2006 And guess what, it was stolen by one of the dogs who follow me. I had left it on the park bench, and it would’ve been literally 15 seconds later, I remembered I had left it, so headed back, and it was gone, just like that. Can you believe that? How dishonest and disgusting people are? I loathe people. I loathe Australians and their thieving junior mentality. Stupidity. Actually, I think I saw who stole it later in a car following me still (I got a bit lost a one point and ended up on some outback dirt lanes), it was an actor from England, he had brown short hair, was skinny and tall – I think he was in Downton Abby, but he was so offensive I only watched 1 episode so I am not 100% sure. By the way, those open gardens were visited by hordes of people. Every garden we went to that weekend, there were literally thousands of other people doing the same thing; garden hopping, from one garden to another, and some of those gardens were so good, (albeit a little old-fashioned, a lot of English gardens) - not too many natives down there in that infamous gardening region. But I’m sure that’s changing. People love gardens, people love nature, even the evil thieves are attracted to Gardens (Which actually, I find a little odd, as anyone who knows nature, knows you can’t steal and do the wrong thing by people, you will never get away with it, one way or the other.) I note, many open garden schemes have stopped operating now – I imagine not from “out of flavour” – but because of the “thieving” epidemic. Btw, when I was in Melbourne I went into a shop that was selling exact same hat, so I purchased another ($22). And several years later, it too was stolen, at Gin Gin QLD. I have had other hats stolen over the years too. I guess I am going to have to find a really ugly hat, one that no one would be seen dead in. 14. Future Business Mission It is my goal one day to own 2 businesses near Baffle Creek /Agnes Water. One involving carriage rides for tourists through the Melaleuca Dry Sclerophyll forests on the property, with the other side of the business being a Cattery. I did intend to start these two businesses with the win of my Christmas lottery ticket, just this Christmas gone, unfortunately, it will have to be delayed until next Christmas. I also plan to build my dream house on the large property. I will be using Thomas O'Hare Architects from the UK (Grand Designs: Belfast Hill House) I might have considered an Australian, but since I have been ban from so many Australian communities, no. (I haven’t been ban from Kevin McCleod’s Grand Designs – until I wrote this, but ofcourse, then the dogs got him – what a weakling.) I’m sticking with a UK architect, (ofcourse I am fairly sure if I was living in the UK, I also would have been ban over there too – same personality type dog types in charge over there, as here.) so I have come up with my own design combining both, I have a image up here already. I am also considering the possibility of setting up on Ella Bay Rd near Cairns instead of Agnes – just not sure of the weather situation yet. 15. My Kurrajong idea for Australian Farm paddocks - crisscrossed with a lattice design of trees Take a look at these Yew trees (Taxus bacata) growing in the Hampton Court UK. I could not find any images of any paddocks crisscrossed with trees! I love a good a lattice pattern. I guess a straight grid pattern would work too! I had an idea very similar to this some years ago for Australian cattle farmers; Imagine, if you replaced the Yew Trees with Kurrajong trees (Brachychiton populneus). So the whole paddock is crisscrossed with these Kurrajongs! Fantastic symbiosis of soil, grass, mulch and shade, creating perfect habitat for cattle in dry areas where rainfall is minimal 200 to 600mm. For me, if I were a farmer, especially in Gunnedah – this would be the first thing I would do. In times of extreme drought, the Kurrajongs can also be chainsawed down, that is - a couple of big branches here and there, for the cows to eat. Kurrajongs will regrow no problems, even in the middle of a long term 7yr drought – they are amazing! Course, you will need some sturdy wire tree guards to protect them for the first few years. Or put sheep in for the first 5 years or so until they are big enough to handle cattle. Plus I suggest deep ripping to provide easy root growth. 16. Real Estate Tactic’s to Steal Tenants Bond If a real estate denies bond, then a tenant has no choice but to go to court to ask for it back, if they feel it has been unjustly withheld. If you live in fairyland and don’t know that spiteful little rental girls will withhold Bond unfairly, well, newsflash, they do. Now if you have to go to court over this matter – a judge will automatically hate you for it, because they think you should have worked it out, and you’re wasting their time. (I believe they need a separate Tenancy court in QLD, they do in NSW, it’s called Tenancy Tribunal), although they have QCAT, but it’s done in same court room by same judges as all else – so NOT separate. Experienced Real Estate girls, have come up with tactics to take to the judge, inorder to keep partial bond. This is what they do: They ask for ALL the bond, knowing full well they have no claims to do as such. But then they come up with ludicrous claims, with over exaggerated and ridiculous accusations, in the attempts to get a part bond refund for a minor wear and tear issue. (Btw, Wear and tear is listed as acceptable, in the contract of a Form 18 Lease). And in my case, - I will fill in the actual reason, the real estate wanted me to pay the $130 annual water fee to the local old men council of Builyan, but as this was not in the lease, I had no obligations to do so, nor did the real estate girl even ask me to pay it. So, what she did was come up with a lot of bogus reasons (like compensation for removing a dead tree stump, replacement cost of a door, which was still there…) in order to obtain the $130 (I never said to the real estate girl that I would not pay for any water consumption, btw – she was young and stupid and did not ask me for it, instead, deciding to take me to court for other bogus reasons). So, if she had of just approached the judge with a partial bond of $130 request, he would have thrown it out anyway, but with all her cockanninnie claims, and her young sweet face, and her conglomerate employer, Elders, how could he refuse her. And then with all my evidence showing her to be contradictory, or as near as I could, with no preparation, (I did forget 1 crucial photo, which tipped the hat) PLUS, I represented poor low-income tenant (usually always assumed guilty) so, he agreed to partial bond, WHEN HE SHOULD NOT HAVE, he thought he was just trying to be fair, and did not want to create a “winner” and a “looser”. But I can assure you HE DID. As I should not have had any bond withheld – I am a very clean and thorough woman. Not to mention, this took 2 whole days to determine, plus a 2hrs trip up and a 2hr trip back on both days – TOTAL CUNTS -this is a deliberate tactic to piss you off and waste your time. So, this is how these girls work the judge, and the system, and it is theft. And, btw, because I did not pay the full bond, they police who were side by side the Gladstone Courthouse – and made a point of talking to me that day, and were involved in my life at Builyan (blind as bats), followed me home and gave me a bogus speeding ticket, for you guessed it $570 (remainder of the bond) - they are also thieves. Thieves. I will name and shame those 2 police from Builyan: Lynch.LisaM[CR] Lynch.LisaM@police.qld.gov.au, so Lisa Lynch, plus her husband who I never met and never knew his first name. I believe they were transferred to Cairns in 2022, as I received a seed order from Lisa Lynch (?) yeah, that $3.70 will make up for it. Stupid. (It was also those 2 that “someone” adamantly thought it was them breaking into my house at Builyan). So, there was nothing I could do about that bond situation. I wrote a whole other story about my terrible unfair situation at Builyan, and also a whole other story about that particular stretch of road near Gladstone with their fake road works on the hwy to trap motorist for speeding – a money making scam that is unsigned for cameras. Apparently it is only in NSW, that speed camera signage is law. 22. My Chook Yards My Strawberry Patch 20. Work Desk At Tulcumbah 21. My desk with PC at Rangari 17. Tulcumbah Back Garden 19. Water Rushing into the Namoi Dec 07 upstream shot at Tulcumbah 17. I found some photos of when I was living at Tulcumbah and Tulip on the edge Thought I should include them in my life blog. As I was looking at the garden photos on my PC, I realised what happy memories I had gardening at this place, and with such a good backyard view- there was 360° no neighbours at this place mmmm mm! {although not so happy memories of the bloody landlord there, who were 2km away; you know, not only this one, but many woman, mothers, seem to be deluded into thinking that being ‘bitch’ is being tough and strong. Like their attitude is “whoever yells first and yells the meanest, wins” - they seem to be confused about what strength really is. Cassandra Hayes. All people who live in Sarina who have kids. You know men who have total bitch mother’s, usually turn out to be rapists. Being a bitch is nothing to be “proud” about. Anyway, it’s so dire, how landlords can just toss you out, like my whole life can be just tossed out – they have zero empathy or compassion, really nasty patronizing people. Knapman}. Back to my good memory part; the soil apparently was brought in from the river flats, so it was extremely good quality, silty fertile soil. And indeed, everything I planted thrived. I put in quite a number of fruit trees, at least 15. So, together with those fruit trees, and the fruit trees I purchased at Rangari, and then the fruit trees have since purchased in Queensland - I would’ve purchased about close to 60 fruit trees now! And here I am living in a garden, in QLD, that has absolutely no fruit trees! And do you think I can purchase any decent fruit each summer? Forget about it!! I don’t know how those supermarkets can get away with calling what they sell as fruit – its sooo bad. Life is truly a bitch, I tell you. (Least I didn’t pay for the ones I planted at Long Cottage, Peter did, he would still have them and be getting good fruit by now – fed by his worm waste septic system!). Anyway, I’ll include some photos, and write some. Like that tank you can see in this photo, it was a huge good quality underground cement tank that held my rainwater; connected to the roof gutters. It also held the clothesline in the very centre. Where those pumpkins are, it is kind of a ledge, and beyond that, is a 4m drop, down to the gully below - you can’t see it from the photo. So, I would hang my washing out there, always of course accompanied by my 5 cats, and whenever I was on that side of the clothesline, I would be a little bit hesitant, not wanting to go too close to the edge, hence why all the pumpkins are there, little bit of a barrier. One day my cat Tulip walked over to me, and kind of got my attention, and then as I was looking, he walked right over to the ledge, and sat very precariously, in my opinion, on the very edge of the ledge; and it’s like he had noticed my hesitation (fear/weakness), and he was trying to show off, I’m not afraid at all!! - funny little teenage boy pussycat! The house was near the river (the Namoi) about, 300m away – I do wonder why they did not build closer to the river (?) it was fairly pretty down there. Back then the river still had not been invaded by Landcare volunteers, and so there were beautiful weeping Willows down there, but also some nice she-oaks and some rock formations. Also, I noticed a lot of big catfish, heaps, they seemed to ‘play’ in the mornings, but then, if I was down there in the afternoons, I noted their personalities took on a more serious demeanour – they were serious about finding dinner! I did stumble on one that was in difficulties, trying to cross from a drying up water hole back into the river, he took one look at me, and this jolted him into adrenaline mode, and he made it. I was tempted to stoop down and pick it up for my dinner, but those fins looked lethally sharp, and I heard catfish was not that good. Although after I noticed all those fish, the next weekend I went down there, suddenly there were about 10 rods all perched up on the other side, neighbors obviously caught wind of all those fish. Poor little fishies! (Those were the neighbours that too, did aerial spraying of poisons, and did not advise me, fucked neighbours.) I did try one catfish in the end that Tomas caught – and yes, yuk, they taste like dirt, even after soaking in freshwater overnight. By the way, when I was living on that property for those two years I cleaned up all of the trash that had been discarded over the centuries by all the farmers who had lived there. There was so much: picking up one little piece at a time over the two years, I would've got at least two trailer loads full of rubbish. A lot of discarded wires, tangles, scrap metal, broken toys, broken crockery…. and this was a time before plastics, I hate to think the state of the land these days. Farmers have a general lack of pride and appreciation for the land they work. 18-21 photos just above 22. My chook yards Every house I’ve lived in, I have had to build myself a chook yard. This is one of them, it’s fairly large, and was constructed as cheap as I could do, with me winning a roll of wire at a farm auction for $100, (when I say won, there was some dog guy there driving the price up from $15, who I suspect did not actually want it, but knew I did – so really, I lost it at auction – (oh no, can’t me at all you thieving mongrels))…. And the rusty poles were salvaged from the tip, for free. Unbeknownst to me, that chicken wire was the cheap stuff, and as a result, a huge disaster befell; even though I dug a big trench around the whole chook yard, and buried the wire, to make sure foxes couldn’t dig underneath it, what happened, was a fox came along, and the chooks got all stirred up, and tried to peck the foxes, so they put their heads through the fence to peck, and of course the fox just bit off its head, and also tried to pull the chook through the wire, which didn’t really work, there must’ve been more than one fox because they managed to bite all the heads off all the chickens - it was total carnage, feathers everywhere. A total tragedy. The chook yard was at least 200m away from the house, so I didn’t hear a thing, I consider this the main reason for the tragedy, I built it too far away from the house - just my mere presence would’ve scared the fox off, and I would have heard them if it was at night, like I did later at Rangari. The one I built before at Culls, was a similar size, or possibly a bit bigger; it was fantastic, relatively close to the house, plus I had irrigation in it, every now and again I put the sprinkler on to grow the grass, the wheat and grain sprouted and the chooks would absolutely love it, it was like they were fully free range. Although one time the peacock had a baby chic, and it got stuck in there, as it could not fly out, and the chooks, pecked it to death while the mother was asleep in the tree. We live we learn. The Chook yard at Rangari was possibly only a quarter of the size of that one, dad dug the trench for me on that one. The trench is the hardest part, hard physical yacca. I grew a passionfruit vine on it which covered half of it including the roof, it was very sweet looking, plus produced good fruit, and had a mulberry tree in the other half. I later built a run extension from it, into the 50m long fruit tree strip, which was encased in fruit fly netting, so they absolutely loved that. Of course, when I started living on a farm, there was no such thing as free-range eggs in the supermarkets, so having a chook yard was essential for every back yard in my opinion. I guess fortunately now I can buy them at the supermarket, which means I don’t have to build a chook yard, and since I now live in a tiny unit with no individual backyard, it’s dam good I can purchase them at the supermarket - as you can see from my last sentence, I’m not too impressed about all the work I’ve put in to building chook yards, only to be told I have to leave sooner or later. Waste. So, when I was writing this, I remembered the Fox story of when I was living at Rangari. It’s probably not worth reading, but you know, it’s one of those things if nothing much is happening on out on the farm, it’d be a good story to tell the sleepy neighbour! When I was building the run from the chicken yard, into the orchard, I ran out of wire, just on the last section, and I thought well it’s a bit of a risk, if a fox comes along, it might be able to get in, but then again it was on the top, and it might not see it, so I just forgot about it. Anyway, a fox did come along! Later, it so happen that evening, I had had a cup of coffee after my personal deadline of 4pm, so I couldn’t sleep, and I heard a bit of a kerfuffle in the chook yard, and instantly I remembered my hole, I got up and I was out there in two seconds flat, sure enough there was a fox holding a chook in its mouth, I yelled at it, he dropped the chook and took off away from me, but at this point he was in the orchard, so I knew it wouldn’t know how to get out, but I also knew, that there was a little 10cm gap right down the other end, 50m or so, in the fruit fly netting, so if I managed to scare him right at the perfect time, he would turn and run down that left side where he’ll get to the opening eventually, and hopefully just keep going right out. So, I just had to bide my time until he got close enough to me, (I previously a had had a bad trapped animal experience on the Culls farm with a big bull trapped inside my chook yard – I was going to handle this time mush better – back then the bull ended up charging me, out of frustration as to the whereabouts of the exit). SO, this night was pitch black, but soon enough I heard a twig snap, I knew he was right infront of me, so it was time to put the pressure on, I did, just a step, and he took off with a fright. Hopefully over to the left. I had managed to grab the torch on my way out, (such is the alert factor of a cup of coffee!!) and I saw the fox when he had the chook before, and also I saw him down the end before he saw the hole, so I could see his size - he was the biggest fox I had ever seen, it’s body was at least 65cm tall, and so the head on top of that - it was huge, he was Fantastic Mr Fox! But I saved my chook – since she was the only one, I had laying at that point, just as well! She had had her feathers ruffled by the fox, and I did not get my egg that day. When I was forced to leave Rangari, I had 4 chooks, I fashioned a cage to fit across the front of the Ute tray, and those 4 chooks came with me on every one of the next 5 moves to each bloody new place. Until they all died at Gin Gin. Thank goodness I did not have them when I moved to this unit. Another girl in the units, who moved in same time as me, had likewise been living on a farm, and was asked to leave and she too ended up at this old motel. She still had her chooks, she kept them in a cage in her car port temporarily. A unit is no place for chooks. 23. Just look at my strawberry patch above! A wonderful bounty of strawberries every spring summer and usually autumn too, so good! I took heaps of runners to my next place too. One summer I forgot about them, and they all died in the drought, never mind, I didn’t seem to mind at the time because I’d had so many strawberries for the past few years, I was all strawberries out. However, it’s now 12 years since that photo was taken, and I am longing to have a sponge cake with real strawberries and cream. But the ones at the supermarket are so bad I can’t believe anyone actually buys them, they appear to be rock-hard, huge and lacking any flavour whatsoever, and definitely not sweet enough! Unfortunately, there’s no farmers markets here, or organic fruit and veggie online deliveries, or anything like that. My only hope is a little plant that survived the move up here, and plant it in a large basket hanger I have fashioned, as I have no garden here! Wonder if that plum tree survived there after I left… 24. Parental Dysfunction with Control Freak Mothers I know a family, mum, dad, and two boys. Known them quite well for many years. At one particular time in my life, I ended up staying with them for a week, and then lived nearby and was involved in their lives for some time. I got a real insight into their life, and what was going on - the ‘family dynamics’ so to speak. I recall the eldest son, 14yr old or so, got a job delivering newspapers early in the morning, but he had no bike, or it was too hilly for a bike or something, so his mother drove him around every day!! I laughed lol! But as an outsider looking in, I got a pretty clear picture, I felt clearer in some areas than what maybe what their parents could see. I mean it was easy, as a stranger, as in, stranger to their family dynamics. Anyway, to cut a long story short, out of the two boys, one of them was 1 type of personality, and the other was the opposite. So, the eldest was quiet, reserved, happy to go along with the flow, and do whatever his mum or dad asked of him or expected of him. The other was rambunctious, loud, liked to be the centre of attention, and to be in control, I guess you could describe him as an alpha personality type. And he would’ve got this from his mum, his mum was just the same, and it was easy for me to see that she has some definite controlling issues, ‘control freak issues’, and wants everyone to submit to her and her plans for the family, typical of a lot of mothers who are not used to a work place environment. Typical of little girls. {For some women, sadley, this is the main reason they have kids. To feel like they are in control.} So, her husband and her eldest son were quite happy with the situation, it all worked out and was very peaceful, everyone getting along. However, the youngest didn’t quite fit this jigsaw puzzle. He had issues with his mum about always controlling him. But he loved his mum, and so could never really ‘have it out’ with her, they were, on the whole, a happy loving family, very normal from the outset. So, he always had to go along with her and not argue his case (actually I would put this down to a huge social problem in Australia, where we are not allowed to fight or question anything, but that’s another story) – its called oppression). So, anyway, because this little boy could never take out his frustrations with his mum, about how much she hurt him, and how their personality clashed because they were so similar; he built an inner resentment towards this authority figure in his life, and thus, he took it out on any other female authority figures that crossed his path, like his teacher for instance, and me. In the end he actually was taken out of school, and his mum home-schooled him- and that’s how bad the situation was in the classroom. But, in my mind, the solution would’ve just made a problem heaps worse, and certainly not resolved in anyway. {His poor family in the future – they will cop the brunt of his mothers dysfunction.} I’m writing about it, because this is very common, a lot of children go through this type of thing, some mothers would not even fall or ‘identify’ themselves as being control freaks, but really – they are, most things in life are about CONTROL. And so, then I’ve seen those kids grow into adult men, who still have those frustrations, who then take out their frustrations on women they date, and then women take out their frustrations on other younger women, or women who they think inferior to them. All these problems are traced back to the mother. Mothers, all mothers, really need to humble themselves and step it up their knowledge of what it takes to raise a child. I feel it needs to be dealt with in the classroom somehow. I’m certainly no expert in child psychology and I know there’s people that can come up with some savvy ideas of how to deal with these issues without making a big mental health fuss. I know it’s a tricky situation because no parent wants to hear that they are failing in any way, in any area. And there certainly can’t be any form of humiliation about the subject, it most definitely has to come from a place of helpfulness rather than blame and yelling. Having said that, the reason I did not say anything to the mother at the time was because I know I would not have been listened to - I pretty much did not have much respect from that mother. You know, it does not matter how much money one has or has not, one still has to be respectful to all. This is a concept 3rd borns suffer from. Many couples I’ve noted, a big part of the problem is arrogance. “We know best, don’t tell us what to do, we are doing it our way.” Plus, I want to mention after a man/woman leaves the family unit, gets married, she can still have the exact same problem, but instead of it being one of her parents, it is now her spouse, and still want to take out her frustrations on other younger women. I have seen this a lot, a lot. I mean a lot, maybe I just have a genetic predisposition where I notice this particular dysfunction? I’m pretty sure most people don’t really observe things like this in life, but for me I see it all the time and it affects me, it concerns me deeply, I guess it’s kind of like polluters who are polluting the planet, that’s something that I feel strongly about too. Something needs to be done about that, and it’s the same with this type of family dysfunction, something needs to be done about it to, because from where I’m standing I don’t think anyone is doing anything about this, and I don’t think anyone is even aware of such a widespread and big issue. I mean, for me, why would you get married to be kept on a leash? But then I have encountered a lot of ‘Bad Bimbos’ who literally need that leash. So dysfunctional. I haven’t met any parent who hasn’t failed in at least one area of their child’s life, and so a parent would have to have a big ego, if they wouldn’t accept any advice on matters concerning their child. So that’s where I think combatting this issue needs to be tackled, a program within schools involving parents, and a direct request from day 1 at kindy to parents, asking they be involved in their child’s social well-being across the entire 9yrs of schooling and expect to be asked to attend child/parent day workshops (I know there are some savvy social workers who could come up with a better wording…) but make it known the school wishes to make sure the child has, not only a rounded academic education, but a fully developed and rounded psyche. They probably have started doing this in private schools, but it definitely needs to extend to the public system. It must be done with out the stigma of MENTAL HEALTH. There can be no mention of mental health infact. There needs to be other clever tactics to get parents thinking about “control”. You know in the 90’s, the only person even remotely trying to do something about these kinds of family issues that I knew of was Oprah, and considering so many problems begin within the family unit – hooray for Oprah! And some families go to a “family” therapists, but instead of going to family therapy, those families ought to invite someone into their house to see how they live to get a proper insight - as I don't think you can possibly get a proper insight to what's going on in the family dynamics unless you're living in that situation, for at least a week, maybe 2. But, see, if you send in a therapist then the whole family dynamics would change, because they'll be all on their best behaviour, whereas you know someone like me, someone who is young, single, not even working, no money, not too experienced at “life”, then such a person, is not really well regarded within the family, especially by both parents. Like I felt the mother perceived me as a subordinate, someone not to take seriously or at my word, someone with no knowledge about anything. (She was not terribly disrespectful, and she occasionally tried to impress me, maybe it was just more like that particular older “pecking order” thing…air of superiority), but so, she was really quite frank, so I got to see her true colours. Same with her kids – they were just like her, and took her cue. I guess not every troubled family has such a person that someone, like the local counsellor, a can arrange to sneakily send in, to sort their real problems. I don't know, maybe you could send someone who is maybe disregarded a little, like a fake cleaning lady? So someone disguised as a cleaning lady or man, and really it's a therapist! – “they are desperate and need someone to stay….” – maybe a fake cleaner immigrant! Lol. 25. Sweep Pervert Issues under the Carpet why Don't You That area in the red square, {there was an image here of the school buildings that I attended in Armidale, but it is not necessary for the story.} It looks to me, the same as it did when I attended that school. I have contacted them about the following yuk story – but they have not got back to me, and it looks like they have not done anything about the “toilet pervert situation”, here is the story: The Toilet block at school was in the middle of the corridor on the way to the Science block, it was on the left of the corridor, and raised about 35cm with ultra-low walled and doored cubicles (toilets in the hallway, what are they thinking). At some point I started having problems of girls looking over the low toilet walls watching me go to the toilet (what the??!) so I decided to use the other toilets on the other side of the school – those ones had fully enclosed walls. But some little bitch started locking it up, so I was unable to use those ones, and had to use the 1m high walled toilets (? Cost-cutting gone mad). Btw – a little birdy has informed me that it was the Gardener who was perving, the tool room was right next door to the toilet block, and he would have had the keys to lock the other block up for intention of remaining to want to perve on me going to the toilet in the other toilets – YIKES, HOW DISCUSTING. Are there any laws in Australia to punish perverts by fines or incarceration?? There should be, I can tell you first hand, this sort of pervertism causes a whole heap of problems later in life (in the form of nightmares especially – toilet nightmares). And what about the female staff at that school, do they seriously think this kind of thing does not happen?? They should be looking out for the girls, and not letting male staff anywhere near toilet blocks (and at least publicly (boldly) talking about what men are really like, so we can prepare ourselves). But, actually, I know there were some girls perving too, and later in my life after school – female toilet perverts HUGE PROBLEM (what the??!) On several occasions, I have had women ‘walk in’ on me, once a girl actually tried to break the door down like a charging bull, to get in to my cubicle. (Really, unbelievable, such zombie like stupidity – I can only imagine their parents were so CRAP, they could not conventionally guide their child in basic standards of behaviour or morals.) Apparently, their stupidity, is brought on by an incident in my childhood, involving stupid little boys; Daniel Macpherson (or was it James…?) and one of the Carter boys, 40yrs ago – with those zombie adult women now doing the exact opposite of what I would like; so I just have to think, (whenever I go to the loo in a public situation), “now don’t disturb me, I’m in the loo”, - that’s my thought tone btw, quite unaggressive, and I am not talking to anyone in particular, it’s just a thought I automatically have due to Australian perverts watching me on the loo when I was young – multiple perverts in schools, at private homes and children’s camp and again, this is not, and I do not have any mental health problems, but this is a good example to show you exactly what happens, as sleepy dog stupid women; response. (Happens all the time, not just in the loo!) And so those sleeping dogs hear me, they automatically without thinking, go into rebel mode and do the exact opposite, come in, or try to - really extraordinary behaviour). BTW that’s how the dogs steal my stuff and my ideas too (Television Industry is famous for it – this website gives them something to talk about – no need to be perverts, or should I say, prying intrusive spies / thieves - just read my blog, take these ‘themes’ and do your thing….). I often see my ideas used in various forms, and more commonly ideas followed through by wealthy manufacturers. Not that I mind too much, I have many ideas and they would not be utilized otherwise, it’s just I don’t get the money or credit…, and get treated like unemployed scum by certain people. Since I have written about this it may have stopped? What I noticed are the stupid narcissist in the industry trying to save their thieving bimbo friends, by going to great lengths by either banning me, discrediting me with fake photos and or stories, or imply that I am stealing from them. Lol! My current neighbours have a formed an ‘I hate Emily Bieman club’, having fun creating imaginary problems and then harassing me - just to have a common enemy – such little people stupidity, encouraged by the press. Btw, I find it weird how you can be listening to the radio or watching the news or something, one minute everything is fine and cordial, but the next minute the press go off on some inappropriate tangent, like back in early 2000 I think, {I no longer watch commercial tv or listen to radio}, but they started going on about that famous singer, whose name I can’t remember and about how he was having inappropriate activities in public bathrooms, they went on and on. It’s like they had no idea, that WHAT THAT PERSON DOES IN THE BATHROOM, is NONE OF ANYBODY ELSE’S BUSINESS; how could the news people be so clueless about this fact?? How disgusting they are. Are they living in some sort of bubble world? I think so, this is NOT an issue that THE WHOLE WORLD needs to know about, if at all. It was like mass female bullying, picking on this man. I mean was there some other issue, that they were trying to “get him” over? Really and truly, it’s like those women in the press had no morals or standards of ethics – no commonsence. And while they were busy talking about that, they are failing to tell about what’s really going on in the world. I have taken out a YouTube subscription, and I am watching with great fascination; people who aren’t a part of the television networks making their own videos and putting it on YouTube; and it is extraordinary; all the information that the news coverage people leave out and don’t tell people -it’s a true disgrace. Although I notice in 2026 some of them have started lying, and the established networks are on there, and are hiding comments that exposes the truth. Comments are the best thing about YouTube – it’s a fully democratic (uncommunistic) thing. Don’t be afraid of comments you moral-less, ethical-less tarts. I did originally have a photo above of the school corridor with toilet block, but as I update this, I am recalling all the problems I am currently having with stupid computer nerds accusing me of stealing images, (it’s a way they have devised to steal by stating free, but then stealing from me later as payment – scammers, dotcom scammers. Dodgy artists, lazy photographers. So, I have replaced it with a photo of my garden at Rangari, showing that stunning hot pink Pig Face (Lampranthus coccineus). I love that plant; wish I had off remembered to take a pot full of it when I left. You can’t get it anymore. Not that I’m sure it will grow here in the subtropics. It is native to Africa. Although the old photo was an impressive layout of the school, it made the situation more real; FIX THE TOILET BLOCK! 26. Old Lady Thieves Now there is an element of elderly women, who steal, and not because they’re desperate and want to steal money for food, but because they’re bored, smart and feel like their ‘cunning’ is being wasted, plus they are no longer ‘young and beautiful’. So, they try to deliberately “pull the wool” over young women, to trick them due to their still ‘sleepy’ young mind set, and prove to themselves how smarty-pants they are. So, they use means of distraction with one hand, and a slight of the hand, with the other hand - to steal. There are many ways they use this technique. One day I witnessed an old lady trying to distract me with her story; she was playing with her walking stick as she was talking, so as she bided for my attention with her words, when I was looking at her, she was pushing my ball of wool, which was on the ground under my feet, pushing it further and further away, until eventually she flicked it behind a flowerpot; only to retrieve it for herself later! Can you believe that! true story (I bet she does not even knit) Told you I have excellent peripheral vision. Also, I am fairly certain my elderly neighbours here at kookaburra park are stealing my water allotment by means of ‘punishment’ like loud noise, revving motorbikes / cars and trucks and little boy sounds whenever I go outside and turn the hose on. Now there is water allotment here for everyone, there’s not plenty of water at certain times, especially in the dry season. But as I hardly use any, there is definitely enough for what I do, and especially when compared to my neighbours across from me who have a huge lush green garden, and would use a massive amount of water. Anyway, the point is, those old couple are in competition, and want the ‘best’ garden, so this is their tactic to ‘win’ garden; by making sure nobody else, especially me who is a very savvy and talented gardener, has no water, thus no garden. They have a very condescending attitude and think that they are superior. 27. People would prefer to go on ‘personal power trips’ rather than protect their house: I’d been there for about 10 years, and I didn’t know it but they had plans to sell and so end my lease, I can’t quite recall how it came about now, but there was a stain on the carpet that I was in the process of cleaning, (maybe her husband saw it when it was wet still, as it was right at the front door and I insisted he not step on that part), so she somehow caught wind of it, and interfered, (Brenda Heywood) insisting that I pay a ‘professional’ carpet cleaner $200 to do the carpets. I was so annoyed, because any good housewife will tell you how hopeless a ‘professional’ carpet cleaner is – if there is stain, you literally have to clean it by hand to get it properly clean, which was what I was in the process of doing, but no, she insisted, she was totally nazi about it, that I pay the $200. So, I felt I had to do that, and paid some guy from Tamworth, and of course the ‘professional’ carpet cleaner could not lift the stain, (I told you) but as this landlord was so bitchy about it, I let the stain live, I felt I no longer had a duty to clean that stain unless she reimbursed me my $200. So, this woman would prefer to go on (probably a drunken) power trip, rather than let me just get on with and clean the area. It was more important for her to go on a power trip, and be ‘all bossy’ and demand I pay a ‘professional’, as she clearly wanted to say passively to me, that she has no respect for me or my abilities, - so more important to be a condemning bitch than have the house clean – stupid! This is typical women behaviour. In my experience, MOST WOMEN ARE LIKE THIS. I should mention, for all those years, I didn’t have any problems with Brenda, maybe a few with David, but just normal conflicts that you would encounter in any tenant/landlord situation, nothing too major. But I find frequently, in life, problems and conflicts easily crop up with people, particularly women, so many women are hung up on this class issue that I have mentioned, and can be so bitchy, rude and disrespectful. So, the fact that I didn’t have any issues with Brenda up until this carpet incident, actually in retrospect, is fairly significant, and I have had to come back and edited this because, most women they sooner, rather than later, take that opportunity when it presents to “get her, get her”, like this carpet incident. {I did actually read this later, and made a note to myself, “no, you should go back and change it back, as they totally screwed you”. (!) Well they did, but big picture I had somewhere to live for 10 years at least, without any hassles from them (thefts pending).} In fact, I was really only reminded of this fact, because of my landlord at Gin Gin who, when I said ‘no’ to her about a certain issue, she threw a tantrum and gave me notice to leave, eight months prior to end of lease. Typical female tantrum thrower. Whereas Brenda didn’t throw any tantrums until the last minute, but she still did. (btw I did not know their plans of selling, in 4mnths time at that point). As I did not have any negative incidences over all those years with the Heywood’s, I asked them to write me a reference when I had to leave, (I had a vague thought I might need one! - little did I know what was in stock for me), but they just didn’t, and I’m really annoyed about it, because the rental market is absolutely brutal, if you don’t have any references you’ve got no chance of getting anywhere to live through a Real estate. NONE – they are total cunts. When I left Rangari, I was 47, I mean what does she think I was going to do, win the lottery so I could buy a house, so I didn’t need a reference? Maybe she thought I was going to marry filthy rich Prince charming, I mean I wouldn’t need a reference then would I? So often other people‘s thoughtlessness has dire consequences. I did want to say, with the minor conflicts I mentioned that we had along the way, they both dealt with the conflict, more or less like mature adults, I mean they did get up to shenanigans if you read my landlord antics story, but a lot of hot heads would see a problem and immediately evict the tenant, because they didn’t want to deal with it, and would let their big fat egos rule their behaviour - at least David and Brenda did not do this, and I believe this is because, it’s a part of their attitude towards life, a upper-class wealthy thing, and it’s also how they handle their marriage; you can’t just ‘evict’ the other person when you don’t like a situation, you have to deal with it, and find a solution and be patient. They also were the kind of people who knew if you want to remain wealthy, you can’t go around being bullies, you certainly can’t let other people see you being a bully. I note so many people I encounter they think its really good to assert dominance by being a bully, young people especially, like the group of 20-30yr olds who “cooked“ my aquarium fish, and vandalized my car. Not to mention the dogs (old adult female staff – not young people) at Kmart who delight in making people uncomfortable and or angry – a form of bullying. Plus, those young people often think if someone is watching, instead of deliberatley doing the right thing, like David and Brenda who wish to remain rich, some people will deliberatley do the ‘wrong thing’ to show off “look how bad I am” -those people are going to have their “arses bitten”, it’s really true young and naive! – plus only minimum wage for you! However, I did get a sense of animosity from them, maybe they just liked looking down on a tenant – but they never mentioned any issues. And so I believe David used to “play sides” (or bitch) about me to his neighbour Steve Carter, knowing that Steve would purchase it and ask me to leave – this was Davids evil little plan, as he did not want me out; I was a good tenant and always paid my rent – but he was a territorial dog, this was HIS land, and I had made an impact on it with my ‘green’ ways and beautiful garden. So, it would be gratifying for them to see me forced to leave; so, they played Steve Carter - Davids evil little plan. So, the person who bought their farm, also thought it more important to go on a power trip, than to continue my lease “look at how much work she has put in to this place, it will be so fun to kick her out”. And btw, the carpets were 40 years old and there were already holes in the high traffic areas, but after the ‘professional’ carpet cleaner had finished, there were huge holes in the carpet. Stupid. Renters really get a raw deal from powertripping landlords (and they ALL are nazi power tripping in the end – huge problem in Australia, there is very little respect for other people, especially renters), there should be way more laws made to protect them. If you have rent ever in your life: you are a victim. 28. The “RobinHood Game” This has happened to me a few times; (as in 100’s) other customers in the shop getting free food or items -they don’t have to pay, and when I check my receipts, I can see my bill has been overcharged, they do it deliberately to give their friends free food. So, it’s not exactly the traditional RobinHood story, it’s a warped female interpretation of that story {actually turning out to be the opposite of the RobinHood story} -it’s a little girl retailer game, ABC radio encourages it – as it amuses them. I feel those stupid girls need to be told what would happen if it were up to me. Now I’m just going to tell you what happened, I don’t know any of the names at bakery, so I’m not going to name names. I believe if I did name names, I would have to also add “this is my suspicion, it’s not a conviction” just making my statement legal and not slander. I have looked into it, because I have received 6 complaints via my landlord; for some reason she says she is getting complaints against me, (turns out she was a liar), rather than myself receiving any - I certainly haven’t received any complaints. I’m not sure what’s wrong with my landlord and why she doesn’t tell those possibly imaginary people to bugger off, or take it up with me - but that’s her business. {So, it is pointless taking me to court to try and get me to remove this, because I will not be removing it, it’s essential to doing something about it - if you didn’t want me to write this up you shouldn’t have stolen from me. (It has been deleted several times, then I reupload it – other people tell me if it’s been stolen J)} So, in the above photo, the sales girl in pink gave that girl with the tawny long hair/blue jeans a free coffee, and the sales girl in black overcharged me. I was forced to purchase from here due to a new credit card - bank needs atm or eftpos first transaction, otherwise I would purchase these at supermarket, as basically all retailer boutique shops do it, well, a lot. I try to avoid them – they all need a whipping. BTW, that girl in blue jeans is really rich. Bimbo thieves. It is a ‘opposite interpretation’ of the RobinHood fairy tale. (In the fairy tale, the blue jeans would be poor, not the other way around). The old man butcher at Gunnedah Butcher did it too, (no conviction), the girls at mitre 10 Bundaberg did it, (no conviction), Bundaberg Northsides Produce Agricultural service, tried to do it - heaps of other shops have done it, including medical business – they steal my appointments from my care plan, then charge me, when it should be free - Bundaberg Physio (Crofton St - Cody Amos) Bundaberg Podiatry – Taylor Tatarelli, Gin Gin Chiro, Sarina family clinic……. Anyway, there is not too much I can do regarding the medical ones, and I’ve never really paid too much attention instore, only note later, I have been over charged. But since I now wear a camera, I can see what goes on, -see the DOG NETWORK in action, plus I am low income, I do not have spare money for fake bimbo charity cases. Goddamn thieves; I recommend buying everything from the supermarkets. (Since I starting wearing a body came to shops, I have caught 2 people stealing from and I have caught 2 people behaving oddly, and that was only in the first 2 mnths of me wearing a camera). Such a big problem, is retailers stealing from customers. I’m happy to sacrifice not ever going to this bakery again, even though it’s the only bakery within a 50km radius - in order to expose the little thief network. And by the way, before I was banned from Facebook, I was on a public forum, and I was blowing the whistle on certain companies who do dodgy things, can’t remember exactly what I was talking about now, maybe it was the so-called volunteer scheme, where they ask volunteers to work for them - it’s a scam - you shouldn’t volunteer for anyone, your time is more valuable than nothing, and those employers know that you’re a sucker with a good nature. Anyway, basically the conversations that proceeded that was about me implying, “that girl is never going to get a job in Bundaberg ever”, implying that most businesses in Bundaberg are dodgy and do dodgy things just like that business I was referring to. So, it seems to me that most people are too cowardly to name and shame these injustices, for fear of being unemployed, such is the bully nature of Australia. So, it is important for people who can stand up to those bullies to do so, as they are numbered. My duty. By the way that girl in the photo, totally looks like my cousin Stephanie Bone. Although I am pretty sure it is not, as Stephanie has shorter hair; {“we can see what those retailer bitchy girl thieves do, and we’ll help show you” – there are some women who do this.} But I have noticed if I’m ever out and about in the quiet, of about 6 o’clock in the morning, I often see someone from my past or someone who is the current ‘flavour of the month’, or someone I have been wanting to call, or just someone I have been thinking about lately. It’s like someone goes and gets them from their life, in whatever state or town, picks them up and drops them down to ‘present’ them in front of me in this kind of manner, ‘people smuggling’ - so I might recognise them or I might not! They NEVER speak to me. And usually, I am bad at recognizing anyone, my facial recognition skills are near non-existant, but in retrospect, later I might see them, as I think about the day and my encounters. I have a bodycam now! So, I suspect whoever is going and getting those people, on such a regular basis, and over many years now; this is a paid job for her, it is her livelihood. So, whoever is sabotaging and stealing from me, I suspect, is most likely this person, because they can make money from it. And who’s paying for this transport? why would they be paying and wasting money in travel? I feel like this is an intrusion of my life, of my privacy. And I feel the people they go and get, just want to play judge and jury. I suspect those people have been transported by plane, as I’ve stated before I have planes harassing me quite regularly, especially at Rangari, but now a little again up here in QLD. I have a message for that people smuggler, if I wanted to see someone, I would contact them and ask them to come up here. If I don’t do that, then it means that I pretty much don’t want to see anyone. And since I’ve previously stated I find most people disrespectful, rude and threatened by me, this means that I don’t want to see anyone, at all times (even the good ones). Comprehende (stop getting famous people too; what exactly do they want?). You know, not everybody wants to meet and greet their favourite celebrities! And btw, just because we don’t want to, does not mean we secretly hate you – it’s not personal J! And btw, I haven’t spoken to any of my family in over 20 years, except my uncle, and Stephanie / Gwenda. I sometimes call and email Chris, because I need a reference for rentals, and he’s a retired magistrate with common-sense (very smart), he should be a good ref (you would think) {Btw, I really find the whole reference thing completely pointless, you can never possibly get an understanding of someone from someone else’s bias reference. I’m a little outraged by rental girls demanding up to 5 references, for low-income housing, who the hell do they think they are?}. I suggest to them if they want to know anything about me, they should speak to me directly (or read my blog!). Actually, I have a wild theory about why they wanted 5, I think that one rental girl demanded 5, specifically so someone could go and ‘people smuggle’ 5 people?? The Real Estate was Nutrien Harcourts McCathies Ayr real-estate. She wanted to give a free holiday to 5 people, she wanted to be some sort of ‘free hero holiday giver’. I certainly never spoke to those 5 people, and infact only 1 of them bothered to reply to me. They are all busy people, too busy to bother about young rental girls and references. I can’t believe how disrespectful rental real estate girls are. Possibly Telstra putting my calls through to other people again? The reason I have come up with this wild theory, is I spoke to that rental girl Louise Aguirre, twice, both times I was told it was the same person, Louise Aguirre, but I can assure you, it was not. I spoke to 2 different people, with 2 very different voices. So really, I can only speculate what’s going on. The first girl I spoke to was REVOLTING, I suspect she was from Telstra? See, evil plot to make me appear nuts. I assure you I am not. Btw, my sister Penny, who I have had no contact with since Dad died, (when the cats away the mice will play” thing (she went to a catholic school), did email me out of the blue a few years ago, because someone from Facebook had contacted her and tried to manipulate her, stating “your sister needs serious help”, that person was a bully from Agnes Water, and most likely the guilty person who was stealing from me and sabotaging me (Der, how can she be so easily manipulated? So easily fooled by the dogs?) And so, I did email her back and tell her she was a manipulated fool. That’s it with my family, little contact. Quite typical for adult families, so I have been told. 29. A 94CM LONG STRAND OF MY HAIR This hair fell out , and was entwined around my arm, as I was pulling it out, it just kept on coming and coming, so I thought I should measure how long it was. Guess how long, 94cm! It’s probably from the very top of my head, the longest point! No wonder washing my hair is such a bloody chore! When I wear it out, it has a bit of a curl and so bounces up quite a bit, it doesn’t look 94cm long - but it is. The last time I went to the hairdresser was when I was 20 years old (so 30years ago) - the hairdresser overcharged me, so I decided not to go to the hairdresser ever again! Oh wait, I remembered I dare ventured to a hairdresser after I had moved back to Gunnedah, you see, I had a favourite wonderful hairdresser when I was at school, Lyn her name was, Lyn Devoy. She was sooo cool! And an awesome hairdresser -she really knew her stuff. I recall she then got married about then, she had a Gunnedah “Wedding of the Year”, so it was called in the paper! Very glamorous. She moved to Sydney. Anyway, her mentor was in Tamworth, so I went for a chop. There is only so much one can do with my hair! Oh, and I remember another one now in Gunnedah, she gave me a fringe at my request, but, I did not know, I have a ‘cowlick’, so it just didn’t work (Lyn would’ve known it would not work!!). I’m not sure if I’m going to make it through this coming summer, the heat and humidity in Queensland makes having long hair kind of unbearable, but I’ll see how I go. It’s too soon to chop it all off yet. Btw, I had been collecting my hair every time I shampooed it, I kept whatever the afro comb pulled out, and after 12 years, I had enough to spin a bulky yarn into big 7 balls, then I knit a bulky plant hanger liner, it was fabulous and perfect, so I thought, except one day I took a look at my plant, I had Yarrow in it, and something was eating my hair! So, they ate the whole bottom half, all you could see was my black plastic inner liner, – 12 years of collecting!! Gone by the bugs! Also I had a perm story somewhere on my blog, but, it's been stolen! can you believe that lol; I always had straight hair, thick straight hair, but I always wished I had curly hair. And in year 10, I decided to get a perm - perms were a 'thing' back then. The hairdresser told me how to maintain my perm by scrunching, and the perm kind of never fell out - I've had curly hair ever since, and that was over 30 years ago. 30. I love my sweet treats! I always buy a big bulk 10kg bag of fine chocolate, at considerable expense. But I find if I buy it in bulk, it lasts and lasts, and it works out to be cheaper than if I bought chocolate every week from the supermarket. When I was living at Gunnedah this bulk supply would last six months. After I moved up here to QLD, I noticed my supply lasts 12 months. Now, this is NOT because I’ve changed my eating habits - it’s because I had that much been stolen when I lived at Rangari. So up here, when the whole year went by, and that chocolate lasted the whole time - I couldn’t believe it. Just goes to EXACTLY how much has been stolen from me at Rangari, not just a little bit, not just a trivial amount BUT A LOT. (I am pretty sure I had 50g stolen when I was living at Colosseum- I heard them one morning, it must have been a total challenge for them, the actually motivation. And I definitely have had meat stolen out of the freezer here, kangaroo meat, rump steak, chicken breasts and barramundi fish). I should mention here, I did have a smaller 5kg bag stolen through Australia Post. I believe it was stolen by the female Australian postal workers at Gunnedah, because it had Callebaut written on the side of the box - and the chocolate lovers know what the meaning of the word is - gooood! – And so they couldn’t resist, they just stole it. The company who sent it did refund me, but it was a huge ordeal trying to get my money back. I do not shop from those people any more. Especially since, I believe, they should have taken for appropriate measures to make the responsible party pay. I believe Australia Post has a “oh well it’s missing in transit” theory, but it was literally stolen by the girls who work at Gunnedah Post office. In fact, I’m pretty sure I know who too {well, I don’t know any of the girls personally who work there}, but one time, around that time, I went in to the post office, which is something I usually never do, as they introduced the Mail Drop Facility at my place, meaning they could deliver ALL parcels, but this was a microwave, too big. So, the girl who brought it out to me, (I think long blondy auburn hair), around the back of the post office, was so rude and so disdainful, I just wondered what an earth was up her butt - when I got home, I could plainly see the microwave had been dropped. It was all smashed on a corner (actually it looked more than dropped, it looked deliberatley thrown down on cement). I just know from that girls attitude; it would have been her. She must have had some sort of grudge against me, even though we don’t actually know each other. This is the nature of stupid dogs, I have found this is exactly what they’re like, and this is exactly what they do, passive aggressive dog attacks on me. Perhaps jealous of all my parcels; I used to buy heaps on ebay – all those $1, $2, $3 items, so it looked a lot, but actually WAS NOT. (?) So, I think Kmart replaced my microwave, but again, I bet they didn’t make Australia Post be responsible for the damage, the damage that was done deliberately. Such is the nature of cowards at Australia Post. Life Stories P10 NEXT About P1 , About P2, Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10(this) . LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15, LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19, LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

I also want to add there are certain people who really don’t allow single ladies to exist in the world, there’s a huge issue around single women, which I’ve talked about before, so I won’t go into it now again, but you can see how it’s in the best interest for the ‘powers to be’ to greatly improve parenting skills and teaching methods, to rid the world of those particular dysfunctions. Women are on the way of ‘savvy-ing’ up! Although by banning me from social media – they have yet taken another Life Stories P19 1. More Apricot Grievances Prompted to write this after my one of my beloved brands, that I’ve been purchasing from for over 30 years has “sold out”. Actually, it was my mother who started buying Angus Park dried apricots, some 40-50 years ago; I would have them every day for ‘play lunch’! As now a supermarket budget buyer, I’ve tried other brands of dried apricots, but all other brands use Mediterranean Turkish Apricots, and I don’t know how they manage to make them taste so awful, they just don’t compare to the Angus Park Apricots. This year I noticed it’s been extremely hard to get Angus Park Apricots from the supermarket, they have always been sold out or not available. Then last month, finally, all the Angus Park selection were in stock. I purchased 3 different varieties; Diced, Soft and Juicy, and Regular. But much to my horror, the Diced, plus the Soft and Juicy, were not the usual apricots, they were the Mediterranean Turkish Apricots that have absolutely no flavour! Angus Park have sold out to the Turks. I wonder why they would keep producing a fruit that has inferior flavour to other types of apricots? Because I’m pretty sure the flavourful varieties will grow just as well in Turkey, as their traditional ones do. As someone who has established an orchard, I know it’s really not that difficult to produce excellent quality dried apricots. It’s a little strange that there is not only a shortage, but there is lack of knowledge about what is tasty and what is not. I think this is an area where the government has to step in and put a ban on Turkish Mediterranean Apricots because they’re so horrible, and you know what, maybe the rest of the world has ‘cottoned’ to the fact of which are the tasty ones, and which aren’t, and so they have taken all the tasty ones for themselves, and given Australia the ones that don’t taste very good, because most Australians are a bloody asleep at the wheel. Wake Up. {Or possible the Turks are asleep}. Maybe they’re too busy fighting. You can see from this photo that there is a plain looking difference, between the Mediterranean Turkish Apricots and other varieties. The ones above with that deep beautiful orange - those ones are the tastiest too, the ones below, the Mediterranean Turkish ones, are as bland as they look. 2. ‘Satsuma’, ‘Mariposa’, ‘KingBilly’ and ‘Angelina’ - my 4 Plum trees that wereSeasonally Stolen I had purchased and grown 4 plum trees under the nets in my Rangari garden, mainly because I knew I liked plums, and I could rarely find any plums in the supermarket, and if I did, often they just weren’t ripe, weren’t picked at the right time, so they didn’t ripen. So, I really wanted to grow them. I also wanted to make my own personal stash of sun-dried plums for emergency digestion problems! Just in case, I should need to take antibiotics again! So finally, my trees grew. They are quite large trees. When they’re ready, so it seems not only did I want to pick my plums, but all my neighbours in the area wanted to pick my plums (how did they know?, I never told anyone I had fruit trees). Actually, as they are so slow growing, they were only ready in the last 3 years that I was there, each year, some of my plums were stolen by intruders, entering into my netting tunnel and taking what they wanted. I personally suspect the stupid blonde girl who stalks me, and steals from me, was responsible, she steals them, then sells them in the supermarket - she has connections with Coles Gunnedah. I don’t know how I could make it any clearer, that these were not her plums, they were MY plums. I paid for them. I grew them, and I tended them. She has no right to come onto my rental property and take anything. How do you get through to a blonde bimbo that she cannot do this? how? Why do I have to endure stupid dogs who steal from me? There are plenty of home fruit tree growers – is that what they have to endure too?; neighbours and other stupid dogs stealing their home-grown organic delicious fruit? Just as I was about to put up a camera, I was given notice to leave. As I left, I picked as many plums as I could, even though they weren’t quite ripe, and I fermented them at Longs cottage, although unfortunately the large glass container that I purchased, was not airtight, and so it failed. I’m pretty sure those plums would still be there, being eaten by someone else who should not be there. Here is a list of al the food I grew at Rangari, a long term investment for myself – ripped away: (there are photos of all in my Google Album ) 1. Achillea filipendulina – Yarrow 2. Allium schoenoprasum – Chives 3. Allium tuberosum - Garlic Chive 4. Almond – ‘Self Pollinating’ 5. Alpinia caerulea – Australian Ginger 6. Alternanthera sissoo – Brazilian Spinach 7. Apium graveolens - Pink Celery 8. Apple – ‘Cox’s Orange Pippin’ – Malus domestica 9. Apple – Dwarf ‘Tropic Sweet’ 10. Apple - Dwarf ‘Tropical Anna’ 11. Apple ‘Fuji’ – Malus pumila Miller var. domestica 12. Apple ‘Royal Gala’ 13. Apricot - Prunus armeniaca 14. Apricot ‘Blenheim’ - Prunus armeniaca 15. Apricot ‘Moorepark’ – Prunus armeniaca 16. Apricot ‘Story’ - Prunus armeniaca 17. Arrowroot - Canna indica var. edulis 18. Asparagus officinalis – Asparagus ‘Mary Washington’ 19. Austromyrtus dulcis x tenuifolia - Copper Tops 20. Bean ‘Flageolet Flagrano’ – Phaseolus vulgaris ‘Flagrano’ 21. Bean Cherokee Wax 22. Black Currant - Ribes nigrum 23. Blackberry - Common – cross of many 24. Blue Curled Kale – Brassica oleracea var sabellica 25. Bok Choi, Tatsoi - Brassica rapa var rosularis 26. Borage – Borago officinalis 27. Boysenberry X of: Ribes idaeus 28. Brassica juncea - Yukina 29. Brassica oleracea var sabellica 30. Brazilian Tree grape - Myrciaria cauliflora 31. Broadbean ‘Long Pod’ 32. Broccoli ‘Di Cicco Early’ - Brassica oleracea var. italica 33. Broccoli Green Sprouting Calabrese 34. Cabbage 'Red Acre' 35. Cabbage 'Sweet Prime’' 36. Cajanus cajan syn. Cajanus indicus 37. Capparis spinosa sp inermis – Thornless Caper Bush 38. Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Alma Paprika’ 39. Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Californian Wonder’ 40. Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Orange Bell’ 41. Capsicum annun – Capsicum ‘Yellow’ 42. Carissa macrocarpa - Natal Plum 43. Carob - Ceratonia siliqua 44. Carpobrotus edulis - Pigface 45. Carrot ‘St Valery’ – Daucus carrota 46. Carrots ‘ All Seasons’ 47. Carrots ‘ check label’ 48. Carrots ‘Early Nantes’ 49. Casimiroa edulis - White Sapote 50. Cauliflower ‘Snowball’ - Brassica oleracea var. botrytis 51. Cauliflower 'Purple' 52. Celery - Apium graveolens var dulce 53. Centella asiatica - Gotu Kola 54. Chamaecytisus prolifer – False Lucerne Tree 55. Chenopodium album – Fat Hen 56. Cherry – ‘Pretty Gully’ 57. Cherry ‘Lapins’ - Prunus avium 58. Chestnut - Castanea sativa 59. Chia - Salvia hispanica 60. Chilean Guava - Ugni molinae 61. Chilli ‘Habenero’ 62. Chinese Radish 'Red Meat' - Raphanus sativus 63. Common Mallow - Malva neglecta 64. Coriandrum sativum – Coriander (every year) 65. Corn, Sweet, ‘Hawaiian’, Eden seeds - Zea mays convar. saccharata var. rugosa 66. Cornus mas – Cornelian Cherry, Diggers (2009) 67. Cos Lettuce and Tatsoi - Brassica rapa var rosularis 68. Cow Pea – Vigna unguiculat 69. Creeping Thyme - Thymus serpyllum coccineus 70. Cucumber – Cucumis sativus ‘Lebanese’ 71. Cucumber Green Gem 72. Cymbopogon flexuosus – Lemon Grass 73. Cyphomandra betacea – Tamarillo or Tree Tomato 74. Daikon – Raphinus sativus acanthiformis 75. Dandelion - Taraxacum officinale 76. Diakon 77. Dill – Anethum graveolens 78. Dolichos lablab - Purple Hyacinth Bean 79. Dragon Fruit, Pearl - Hylocereus undatus 80. Dutch Cream Seed Potato - Solanum tuberosum 81. Dwarf Pea ‘ Blue Bantam’ 82. Eggplant ‘Early Long Purple’ -Solanum melongena 83. Elderberry - Sambucus nigra 84. Eletaria cardomum – Cardomom 85. Eugenia aggregata - Cherry Of The Rio Grande 86. Existing red grape 87. Fagopyrum esculentum – Buckwheat 88. Feijoa sellowiana - Pineapple Guava 89. Fennel ‘Florence’ – Foeniculum vulgare dulce 90. Ficus macrophylla - Moreton Bay Fig 91. Fig - Ficus carica - Common Fig 92. French Sorrel - Rumex scutatus 93. Garden Cress - lepidium sativum 94. Garden Thyme - Thymus vulgaris 95. Grape – Vitis vinifera cultivar, ‘Centennial Seedless Large Early White’ 96. Horseradish - Armoracia rusticana 97. Hovenia dulcis - Japanese Raisin Tree 98. Hyacinth Bean - Dolichos lablab 99. Hyssop – Hyssopus officinalis 100. Ipomoea aquatic - Water Spinach or Kangkong 101. Jerusalem artichoke - Helianthus tuberosus 102. JostaBerry – Ribes x nidigrolaria 103. Juniperus communis - Juniper berry 104. Juniperus taxifolia var lutchuensis – Lutchuensis Juniper 105. Kaffir Lime - Citrus hystrix 106. Khol Rabi - Brassica oleracea 107. Kohlrabi - Brassica oleracea 108. Laurus nobilis – Bay Tree 109. Lemon ‘Meyer’- Citrus limon 110. Lemon Balm – Melissa officinalis 111. Lemon Tree - Citrus limon, cutting from Eureka 112. Lemon Tree ‘ Myer’- Citrus limon 113. Lettuce ‘Cos’ 114. Lettuce ‘Imperial’ 115. Lilly Pilly 116. Lime ‘Tahitian’ - Citrus latifolia 117. Linum marginale - Native Flax 118. Linum usitatissimum - Common flax 119. Loganberry - Rubus loganobaccus 120. Macadamia tetraphylla - Macadamia 121. Mango Kensington Pride (known as Bowen) 122. Marion berry - Rubus x“Cabernet of Blackberries” 123. Melissa officinalis – Lemon Balm 124. Melissa officinalis – Lemonbalm 125. Mentha - Common Mint 126. Monstera deliciosa – Fruit Salad Plant 127. Mulberry - Morus nigra, Black 128. Murraya koenigi - Curry Tree 129. Mustard, White 130. Nasturtium ‘Tom Thumb Black Velvet’ – Tropaelum minus, seed eBay, (2014) 131. Nectarine ‘Emillie’ - Prunus persica 132. Nectarine ‘May Grand’ 133. Nepeta mussinii – Cat Mint 134. Nettle - Urtica dioica 135. Ocimum basilicum - Thai Basil 136. Ocimum basilicum minimum – Basil ‘Minette’ 137. Onion ‘Cream Gold’ Allium cepa 138. Onion ‘Red Stem Welsh’ – Allium fistulosum 139. Onion Lockyer Gold 140. Onion Pukekohe, long keeper (allium cepa) 141. Onion Russian 142. Onion Strigunovsky 143. Onion Stuttgart Long Keeper 144. Orange ‘Washington Navel’ 145. Orange Tree ‘Lanes Late’ 146. Orange Tree ‘Leng Navel’ 147. Orange Tree ‘Seedless Valencia’ 148. Orange Tree ‘Washington Navel’ 149. Oregano 150. Pak Choi green 151. Passiflora exoniensis - Exoniensis Passionflower 152. Passiflora mollissima - Banana Passionfruit 153. Passionfruit ‘Nellie Kelly’ Passiflora edulis 154. Pea - Greenfeast 155. Peach ‘Anzac’ - Prunus persica 156. Peach ‘Suncrest’, Semi Dwarf - Prunus persica 157. Peacharine - (nectarine x peach) 158. Peanut ‘Virginia’ – Arachis hypogaea 159. Pear ‘Williams Bon Chretien’ – Pyrus communis 160. Pear Tree ‘Sensation’ 161. Petroselinum crispum – Parsley, Curled seed, GP (2009) 162. Phytolacca americana - American pokeweed 163. Pigeon Pea – Cajanus cajan syn. Cajanus indicus 164. Pinus pinea - Stone Pine 165. Plum ‘Angelina’ - Prunus domestica 166. Plum ‘KingBilly’ – Prunus domestica 167. Plum ‘Mariposa’ - Prunus domestica 168. Plum ‘Satsuma’ - Prunus domestica 169. Plum cot – (plum x apricot) 170. Polygonum odoratum – Vietnamese Mint 171. Potatoes – ‘Dutch Cream’ 172. Potatoes – ‘Nicola’ 173. Potatoes – ‘Spunta’ 174. Potatoes - crisp 175. Psidium cattleianum - Strawberry Guava 176. Psidium guajava – Cream Guava 177. Punica granatum – Pomegranate 178. Purple Podded Bean - Dolichos lablab 179. Purslane - Portulaca 180. Quinoa - Chenopodium quinoa 181. Radicchio 'Palla Rossa' 182. Raspberry - cross of many species in the Rubus genus mainly in the subgenus Idaeobatus 183. Raspberry "Heritage" 184. Raspberry “Tulllameen” 185. Red Aztec Spinach - Chenopodium berlandieri ssp. nuttaliae, 186. Red Currant - Ribes rubrum 187. Red Onion – ‘Early Californian Red’ 188. Red Shallots (10 Bulbs) - Allium cepa 189. Rhodomyrtus tomentose - Ceylon Hill Gooseberry 190. Ribes x nidigrolaria – Jostaberry 191. Rockmelon 192. Rose Apple – Eugenia jambos, (formally Syzygium) 193. Rosmarinus officinalis – Rosemary 194. Rosmarinus officinalis 'Prostratus' 195. Rubus idaeus – Raspberry ‘Tulameen’ 196. Rue – Ruta graveolens 197. Rumex crispus - Yellow Dock. Similar acting to Dandelion 198. Saffron Crocus 199. Salvia officinalis – Sage 200. Santalum acuminatum – quangdong 201. Santalum spicatum 202. Shallot ‘PicadorF1’ 203. Sichuan Pepper - Zanthoxylum piperitum 204. Snake Vine - Vigna unguiculata 205. Snow Pea ‘Yakumo’ - Pisum sativum 206. Soy Bean Ebay 207. Spaghetti Squash 208. Spinach ‘Monnopa’ – Spinacia oleracea 209. Spondias cytherea or Spondias dulcis – Ambarella 210. Sprouts – not sure what, possibly fenugreek 211. Squash ‘White Scallop’ - Cucurbita pepo 212. Strawberries – Fragaria x Ananassa 213. Sweet Corn ‘Hawaiian’ 214. Sweet Marjoram – Origanum majorana hortensis 215. Tansy – Tanacetum vulgare 216. Tatsoi - Brassica rapa var rosularis 217. Thornless Loganberry - Rubus loganobaccus (R. idaeus 'Red Antwerp' blackberry x R.ursinus - Raspberry) 218. Tomato - Lycopersicon esculentum - ‘Roma’ 219. Tomato - Lycopersicon esculentum – ‘Brandywine’ 220. Tulip ‘Negrita’ – Tulipa sp, GE black plastic pot, keeps moving around dead 221. Turmeric / Tumeric - Curcuma domestica 222. Unknown tuber – prob ginger edible? 223. Vaccinium corymbosum – Highbush Blueberry ‘Blue Rose’ 224. Vanilla - Vanilla planifolia 225. Vigna radiate - Mung Bean 226. Viola labradorica 227. Watercress – Nasturtium aquaticum 228. Watermelon ‘Cream of Saskatchewan’ – Citrullus lanatus 229. Watermelon ‘Moon and Stars’ - Citrullus vulgaris 230. White Currant - Ribes glandulosum 231. Witloof 232. Wurtz Avocado Semi Dwarf, Persea americana 233. Yacon - Smallanthus sonchifolius 234. Yarrow Achillea 235. Yukina - Savoy Cabbage- Brassica juncea 236. Zucchini ‘Black’ - Cucurbita pepo 237. Zucchini ‘GreenSkin’ - Cucurbita pepo 3. No Real Lawyers in Australia I mention in my Life Stories page on my Blog, that I tried to get a lawyer to sue Facebook under the constitutional law; we have right to think, speak and write as we believe. But there were no lawyers in Australia who would uphold this law, and fight on my behalf. NONE. No government agency either, just total reluctance to have anything to do with any online social media company. Of course, I’m guessing if I had 150 grand on the table, someone would step forward, but if you’re a typical working-class person or low income of any sort, forget about it, you do not have any rights if somebody comes along and kicks you off or bans you from any online forum, or violates your rights. You have no rights at all. I even tried the department of fair trading, as there is a huge trading system going on in Facebook, so to be ban from trading falls under a different law, but still they refused to have anything to do with social media websites, and they also specifically said eBay, can do as they please. Possibly this may be due to fear, fear from being sabotaged themselves online, as so many things are done Electronically, if you piss off a computer nerd, some of them are so stupid, dogged and have such a lack of common sense, they will do anything to sabotage and destroy you, just for a ti-ti. They are idiots. But idiots occupy every sector. In my opinion, the fact that nobody will do anything about my being kicked out of practically every social media platform available, makes the whole constitution a scam. It’s like the country is pretending to be a democracy, pretending to have all of these laws to protect us. But if there’s no one there to enforce them, then we don’t have them, it’s just something on paper, that sounds good – and something ‘good’ to talk about on TV, but it’s just talk, it’s not actually true. In 2020, I was ban from Facebook, Wiki, Flickr, Gumtree, eBay, Google reviews on Google Maps, and Spflr. It’s now 2023, and if I create a new name, email address, phone number and home address I can create another account on only Flickr, Gumtree, Google reviews and Spflr, however, not on Facebook, Wiki or eBay - they seem to have major Nazi dogs who work for them, and can determine IP addresses - or whatever other means they use, (dogs) to track the public, usually within half an hour they have tracked me, and deleted my account. Those people are fucked, and I have willed them to get cancer and die. but the others that I can re create another account on, I suspect only I can see my content, it is not visible to the public. I noticed the same applies to medical malpractice, no lawyer will sue unless the victim dies or ends up a paraplegic. But little DELIBERATE medical malpractices happen all the time in Australia. I have mentioned at least 10 on my blog, and not all involving me. You know there is going to be heaps more. The reason why it goes on is just this – no one ‘puts’ them in trouble, or makes them pay. Same reason. While I am at it – OMG, there are some lazy clueless pricks who work for the QLD Department of fair trading, clueless on how to communicate – how on earth did they get that specific job that requires excellent communication skills. What a scam bullshit Queensland gov department. (out of pocket $3000) Also, I have noted that if an Australian company is acting fraudulent, and as a result, endangering people‘s lives, and deaths ensue. Instead of being found guilty and being able to be sued by the families and to pay out millions or whatever the courts decide (billions?). Instead, the government or some such entity with significant powers, has come up with a system of fines, which means the company don’t get convicted of any crime, which means they can’t be sued or jailed. I did have a specific example to give you here, but it has been reworded or lost in speech to test translation, and I can’t remember it. But if I wrote the above, I know it to be true. It's like in this country, any one, (except me) can do anything they please, and not get in trouble for it. It’s like all the dogs are on my back, monitoring my internet activity, when all the actual criminals go about their business are undisturbed. Absurd government procedures. 4. Some People cannot Handle my Phone Call, and Inquiry Why is it, if I contact my jobs provider outside appointment time, suddenly they and Centrelink, and or government services, do some weird seemingly unnecessary thing, like create a portal that nobody uses, or create a big survey that nobody cares about and is pointless, and some such other things…. What is it exactly about me that prompts such an unnecessary, money wasting, undertaking? It seems to me, it would be far more appropriate if you actually asked me what needs to be done, and I could give you a whole list of things that need to be done. Just read my blog for starters. (The post office does it too – they seem to be connected) Although the post office has a far better understanding of what is required, like all parcels are now tracked, so postal workers and neighbours can no longer steal my mail. Smart. Ask them what you can do gov services! Wondering if I should start keeping track of all the times I am woken in the middle of the night - 4th Jan 2023, 2:50am woken up, some little shithead, ‘scream singing’ to me to wake up - in my dream. rack off. 5. Dogs Who Play Sides I woke up laughing this morning, as I realized something; I have mentioned a few times on my Blog, about the Dogs Who Play Sides. And well, this morning I was reminded of a time, when I was listening to Radio National one morning, around 2000, I was thinking about going over to the coast, and I would stop and see my aunt and her family. And as soon as I thought about my aunt, some little dogbitch on the radio started mimicking my aunt – my aunt has a specific kind of noise she makes, unmistakable. I felt the woman on the radio was kind of implying they could play sides with her, against me by manipulating her “We can make fun of her to manipulate her, and make me sound like the bitch” (typical stupid female). This is a bit hard to explain just what dogs get up to, but I think I have explained it well enough. Anyway, the reason I was laughing was because those stupid bitchy women have spent the last 20 years or so ‘playing sides’ and now they have no one left to play against me – they have manipulated everyone!!! Ha hah ha aha ah ha. And guess what, I don’t care; if your too stupid not to see you are being manipulated by stupid women from the ABC, then you are too stupid to hang out with me! I would like to point out, I do not personally know anyone who works at Radio National, although one time I heard those dogs say Billy Baxter was a manager or something, and I recognized his name from Gunnedah, but do not know him personally. But I have had monumental problems with people who work on Radio Stations, ones, that have no common-sense at all, and steal from me. They are always female. The biggest problem seems to be bully dogs on the radio; little girls who seem to have a problem with the fact that I am listening to the radio on my own, as in, there is no one else to witness what they have to say on the radio, just me!; not married, no partner, no boss, no other people around, just me hanging out at home – this fact alone really seems to annoy the peacock dogs as they can’t play sides if it is just me!!! They just can't handle the fact that I'm single! – {I know, the reason why they seemingly can’t handle my presence, is because THEY ARE STUPID, stupid little dogs who can’t think for themselves; It is not my fault you are completely stupid}. But alas NO, it’s really the whole “we want to play sides thing” “we want to determine who is right and who is wrong in any argument”, “we want to pit spouse against spouse” “we want to play judge, adjudicator, and GOD” {As far as I am concerned anyone who wants to this IS completely stupid}. For some reason, I think some of those dogs that were harassing me in Gunnedah, were also up here at Sarina when I went to Mitre 10, they poisoned me in the nursery - it's like if I go to bunnings the dogs will steal from me and if I go to Mitre 10 they'll kill me – so, which is the better option? I guess I'll have to go to the stealing one now, but online only – never instore. I have had MONUMENTAL problems with stupid bitches on the radio, – why are they putting the stupid ones on the radio – get ones with a BRAIN! Plus, it goes way back. I remember when I went to a library on the Central Coast down at Gosford; the librarian was being very peculiar; She was very nice, and she was speaking to me, well trying to tell me something in a strange manner, but suggesting that there were girls who had come in to the library before me, and were trying to “play sides” - to get her to be a bitch to me, and to discriminate against me in some bitch way. In retrospect I know exactly what she was talking about, as it happens ALL THE TIME (most store girls are not as savvy as this librarian) So, I’m merrily instore browsing away, then for no apparent reason I would have shopgirls being completely rude and disrespectful to me – but back then it was not a big cult thing to discriminate against me, so I was left a little perplexed! This librarian went on to say she told them to rack off {in polite terms}! They don’t make just anyone a librarian down there on the central coast!! So, I mean this is what I have to put up with pretty much everywhere I go, monumental stupid dogs who try to play sides, for all I know it could be the same group of women from the ABC – JJJ, I used to listen to back then. And I can tell you sadly MOST people aren’t as filled with as much commonsense as that librarian, and will agree to play these stupid little dogs games by being discriminatory, or bullies – like a power trip – “I get to play the baddy like on television!”. The nature of most people in Australia is weakness and patheticness, especially women, you are embarrassing -infact it does seem to be only a game women play. Stupid women. Aside from harassment - someone pointed out to me – it is like ‘heckling’ me! I am also talking about intellectual property rights and theft. There is no doubt in my mind that it is those people who steal from me. PERVERTS. It’s like “just because I can, I will”; they can't help themselves; they have no control or restraint, they were raised by bimbos – and most of them are from Sydney and Melbourne. And then of course there's everyone else who sees what they do and think that it's really cool because of who they are, and so COPY them; never-ending cycle of THIEVING STUPIDITY. Btw, it is my general feeling that people who steal like that, deserve a bullet to the ear (just incase you were considering me for fake Jury duty!). So many problems, infact, that I never listen to the radio anymore, have not for many years now, and I think anyone who does, is blind as bats. (note, there were some really good ones, very savvy and respectful talk show people – little birdy told me NO emphatic NO. None are good; they all hopped on the discrimination bandwagon). ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Within the same industry, the entertainment industry, some of the movie industry is just full of stupid dogs who ‘play sides’. It’s their ultimate dream in life for me to have some sort of conflict between me and someone else in my ‘real’ life, so they get to decide who is right, and who is wrong, and play sides, (play God), ultimately, favouring the other person, so they can bias against me, (like little siblings?) any excuse. Bloody 3rd borns. I am still not quite 100% sure why they do this: I mean, did I burn your house down? Did I sleep with your spouse? Did I kidnap your child?...why the discrimination??? I did recall later my little sister Penny went through a phase of playing sides, I don't know whether she's still doing it, but I know at mum's funeral she was trying to tell everybody that I was on drugs, when as if. Maybe those stupid radio people are copying Penny? You know, she is a 3rd born. Radio people have a HUGE network of people (including the police) that they can call on to help them ‘play sides’, they take action, and go on the attack, - they gang up on their victim. They especially used to pick on me if I'm driving, you know like if I go 1km over the speed limit, then they have a reason to ‘play Nazi’, or parking in the designated spot, like any kind of little road rule is watched like a hawk, by radio people; seriously dysfunctional, bored and have nothing better to do. Extreme busybodies. I also noticed about some of those personalities, is their arrogance and cockiness, it seems this trait makes them feel like they can tear other people down. So, if I say something then, they'll automatically say something to contradict what I just said. I have examples, but won’t worry about writing them down. Just so common. In retrospect I can see now, it is a narcissistic personality, that does that - they have put narcissists on the radio! That is a classic thing narcissists do. So, stop putting dysfunctional people on the radio! This probably has something to do why I don't listen to the radio, because I don't tolerate dysfunctional people in my life. Just don’t, it seems to be a built-in genetic thing about me. How much do they get paid? Whatever it is, it's way too much. They do muck all but annoy people. I should point out, some of them will in affect ‘choose my side’ and plot against bastards who cross my path. I assure you, murder, is not too much of a tactic for them. Although slander, theft and nuisance behaviour (like aeroplane following you around) is their favoured tactic, alongside food poisoning and police tickets. They are evil and stupid, as they often have wrong dog information – and make no mistakes about it – they are dogs. (I think this is what my neighbours do too at Gin Gin, ‘playsides’, they typically too don’t care about the truth, they are in it to fight, they looove fighting). So, it extends to shopping, it seems other women like to try and play sides with the retailer of where I need to go, I was going to write a whole paragraph of what they do, but I really can’ be bothered. This happens a lot. Some shops I just can’t go to because they refuse to serve me, or they’re so disrespectful that it’s in a not worth my time going there. Kmart – there’re heaps of others. I feel like the retailers were so sick of shoplifters in the 80’s and 90’s, that they have come up with a plan of employing the “thugs and baddies” to try to combat the thievery?? As it’s like the retailers are the trashy baddies now. So, I do not think their plan has worked, as apparently shoplifting is out of control; now. {I personally believe it is because of those dogs playing sides – they have a started a whole petty theft fashion.} oh, police why don’t you just ignore me. I did also notice for that brief time I was on Facebook, the dogs who play sides, are on it too, and most Australians don’t know that this country is only perceived to be a Democracy, really it is not, it is controlled by passive aggressive Nazis (not the German kind, but the bully personality kind). Or, really, people steal and take more than their fair share, in the name of Democracy – if you pay attention, it is the rich people who so badly want a Democracy, as they know how unfair the world is, and how greedy they are - they are desperate not to be ‘for wanting anything’. BTW, someone VERY important (I should name names, but I will not in this instance) told me, that those other ‘gung-ho’ young people who so love to fight, are in the millions in the USA after graduation, so that is why they create Wars, in the likes of foreign poor countries, (like Vietnam), so they can send those non-thinking young people off – really to get rid of them – leave the rest of us in peace, and just so they have something to do… HOW UNCREATIVE, those decision makers are, think of something more useful thanks very much, and while you’re at it, get that stupid non-thinking fighting mentality out of their heads, although I am not sure that is possible due to all the psychological abuse that they would have encountered by power tripping parents and teachers who yet have not been enlightening into knowing better ways of child rearing. And, anyway, there are plenty of non-army types who like to fight (most local council employees, or Centrelink employees for instance). Before I was banned for Truth Telling on FB, when I made a post about what happened to me (exactly what happened), I had certain people on FB, follow me from Group to Group, and write up contradictory things in the comments, it was really obvious that they were trying to play sides and contradict me and try to make me look like the bad guy, when infact it was their stupidity and bitchyness (but more bitchyness) that put them in the wrong in the first place. They still do this on any online reviews I put up now too. They have fake names, fake identities. Since I 4yrs later was able to create a FB account with slightly different name, a new tactic one has come up with is superimposing me on photos, in compromising situations – they sent me one, showing how they did it, using some girl – like bragging. Also, there is some stupid little bitch who is constantly (for many years) wanting me to ‘connect with other people’ (pick up) – for this very purpose, of being able to play sides. I have no interest in connecting with other people, I like being on my own, comprehende! As I have mentioned before on my blog, most people are rude, disrespectful and threatened by me (not to mention, way too easily manipulated by the dogs – like my landlord who now steals from me – brainwashed idiot), and that is just an understatement as to the means and way of most people in Australia. I get so annoyed when I see dogs in the Movie / Television industry implying that people without families are evil, selfish and criminals. In my experience the opposite of this is true. And, little bitch, if you have nothing to amuse yourself with and cannot play me off with my family or the person who has lately crossed my path - then TOUGH TITTIES, deal with it moron, and get a life. I will not be “getting married” to please you! And no, I am not speaking to myself! Lol Some guy, actually 2 now, told me, they used to fight with ‘themselves’ – I assume they were talking about people who do their reflections. Glad they have now been enlightened! Lol unfortunatly the dogs who harass me are not a figment of my imagination, they are real, I sadly see them all the time, I hear them, they have motorbikes now. Image above is my fabric design named "Out for Blood" 6.Pet Peeve re Fashion Trends and Others Women who wear clothing that shows their breasts! I have seen ones showing, at least half their breasts!! The street is not your personal boudoir! - Some things are meant for the bedroom only. Those women have extreme poor taste, either that, or they’re completely desperate. Or, they are brainwashed by dirty clothing labels; one woman told me, that’s all she could find, there were no tops available in 2013 that had a ’conservative’ neck line! This trend of low-neck lines came about in the late 90’s, and has stuck, although raised somewhat today, but generally lower now, than before the 90’s. Btw, I find it better to make my own clothes, rather than purchase due to the fact that sizing is ridiculous if you shop online (can’t try on; sometimes I am a 14, other times I am a 20, depending on the brand), plus, there are always dogs in all the shops trying to sabotage me, trying to "teach me a lesson" - stupid blonde dogs do this, it is so time wasting, and all I repeatedly learn is how stupid most young retail girls still are. When are they going to learn?! A few other pet peeves; Tassel fringing that falls out in the wash, or other poor-quality items that should last years, but fall apart after a few wears. Tricked ‘purchases’ by total thieves. People who say "have a nice day" at the end of trade or conversation. We are Australian, we don't use "feet" yes I'm talking to you Kmart, and, other big brand ONLINE stores. We use the METRIC system. Shops that don’t have prices written on product or shelf, - ones that do this deliberately, so they can base their checkout price on the customer – they overcharge customers based on what they look like, how they are dressed, what car they have, or who they are. When weather woman says “More horrid weather” – if it’s raining. I think those women must live in this tiny little bubble, and have no idea about the ongoing drought problems/ water issues all across Australia. WE LOVE THE RAIN, ALL THE TIME!! When the Media states “families first”. They fail to realize it is over population and multiple child families, that are destroying the planet. Believe it. Or when they sign off with "beee kind". I think back to some of the so-called health specialists I have been to, Dr’s, dentists, receptionist’s – the whole health industry infact, and further back; even girls I went to school with, {NEGS network?} those people are 'kind' of the opposite of "kind". It seems their main aim is to NOT be kind, and to be cruel, as if being cruel is cool and fun; it makes them feel better about their crap lives. They are bully sickoes. When people wave to me frantically from their cars. I find it a little disturbing. Like my neighbours at Sarina do it. Instead of the usual one finger wave that I am used to in rural Gunnedah, or a nod. Instead, some people practically stick their whole hand out the window and wave like they’re cleaning an imagined window, in an extreme fast, agitated motion. In fact, I can only assume that they’re really suffering from some sort of weird mental health disorder when people do this – it is that odd for me. Anyway, now, I make a point of not waving to anyone ever, especially as I was told a wave can be interpreted by certain males in the totally wrong way, and may explain sometimes why I have weird unknown cars revving outside my place. So, if I see someone waving to me now, as their car goes by, I will just totally ignore you! Having to climb across the bed every week, as opposed to walking around to the other side to make it up, because the room is so small {built by non-thinking little minded greedy people with no brain.} (I since moved and have a bigger room now! Woohoo!) So small homes. Small pokey spaces. Narrow hallways; wheelchair access everywhere. Sniffers. Can’t stand people who sniff if they have cold; get a tissue. Being around people who have nothing to do and no thoughts of their own, so they concern themselves with what I’m doing. Its stalking harassment narcissism. So, narcs. When people say “can’t afford it, only on a pension” A pensioner is a rich compared to jobseeker payment. I hear this pensioner complaint frequently, all the time. I just want to bloody yell at them to shut up. Also hearing a rich person telling a poor person to “stop complaining" – narc related “admit you are poor and I’ll stop harassing you”. People on Facebook who use their dog as image profile. What, are you, shy! It's called F-A-C-E book, the whole point of it is to put your face on it, you little oppressed Australians. Someone told me, this is the case, because they are potheads, and characteristics of potheads is shyness and repression, (?) because what they're doing is illegal! This maybe the case, but I think it more to do with, maybe my generation, an older generation, they're not used to being so "out there", in public, they're usually raised conservative, at least most of the kids back in my home town in Gunnedah were. I have talked about it before, how most people in Gunnedah wouldn't even buy a house at auction, because that would involve being active in public. People who advertise something on marketplace for free, but then in the description, state its xx$ Also, people who click the auto “is this still available”. Please, use your brain, if you want something, go after it. Palm trees. Just not a fan. Not attractive. Look like power polls, and drop huge heavy fronds. People who say to me or in general ‘you are to blame for all your misfortunes’. This one really annoys me, there are so many things outside my control, outside anyone’s control. One person does not control everything. Only a moron would say that. Toilet scenes in movies! It's disgusting we don't want to see people go to the toilet; most of us are not total perverts, thanks very much. Oh, and beeping, car, train, trucks, also - annoying. People brushing their teeth…. People who do stupid revenge things out of spite for really pathetic reasons, like a good example; I saw a car who braked all of a sudden infront of another driver, no crash, but the person behind got the shits, so much so that they sped up, overtook the ‘braker’, went in front of him, and suddenly braked. Now, that kind of behaviour is absolutely disgusting. OMG someone braked - deal with it instead of throwing a hissy fit tantrum like a stupid little spoilt two year-old. The revenge person should NOT have a license for anything let alone for driving. They should not be allowed to have kids. – Another name for politician’s list, who ought to be ban; no ‘breeding by stupids’. Girl next door asking me ridiculous questions to try to feel like she is in control of me. People who sit in cafes and call their action “people watching”. They are they are perverts, plain and simple. As I'm not the kind of person who’s just going to walk up to you and start chitchatting, even smile at you or wave hello, just because your there, {maybe if we are walking past each other when not many others are around, I might say hello then, just so the other person does not feel afraid. Or if I want to know something specific, I have no problems going up to strangers and asking}, but I don't feel that I need to be friends with everybody. That's not my personality type. And so, this has caused problems for other people who have pretty much the opposite personality trait, they want to be friends with everyone (like dogs) - although I would go so far as to say that their “needs” are a dysfunction. But so, if I don't speak to them or acknowledge them or say hello or do whatever it is they expect other people to do around them, (which is bit weird that they have expectations in the first place – people will always disappoint, if you have expectations), but those certain people, will just declare war on me. I just can't stand those people, they are so sad and dysfunctional in my opinion, I'm fairly certain those people who are responsible for a lot of the thefts. That type of person "oh well, you should have been friends with me, then I wouldn't have stolen it". It's like they are trying to blame me for their stupid behaviour - ridiculous behaviour. It's things like this which bring me to believe, that so many of the people on this planet are just basically monkeys, dressed in human costumes. The above Image is new , I replaced the low cut top with boobs showing one – I thought it to old fashioned, and would prefer to put one of my fabric designs there 😃 I did that fabric design in 2015, it is called “Elizabeth Stripes c0cdcf 1”. Inspired by a beautiful Victorian costume I saw on some television show. The costume was a lovely embroidered and woven fabric; I tried to create the shine that the texture on that costume, had - I think it might've even been velvet with silk ribbons embroidered on it..... it was really lovely. {I still have the bad photo I took of the telly screen on my PC!! But I can’t upload and show you, as I then would have some lunatic art-nazi from TV land, trying to steal from me in an attempt to “make me pay” for my photo - probably not even their fabric - such is the nature of those stupid narc dogs}. So as a print, well, that’s like the cost cut version of that beautiful fabric, but, so my version is not too bad, I used a gradient to add ‘shine’. I like it, and I would print it out and do something with it given the chance; one of my bodice maxi-dresses maybe... wallpaper, chair upholstery. 😃 7. Outdated Snobby Rules from the Banks - who do Reward and Punishment - Sickoes The people that live at this house are the trashy disrespectful people that beep their car horn at 3 o’clock in the morning, aswell as at various other times, disturbing the whole neighbourhood. I don’t know anything about the people who live there, except there is only one house, but they seem to have people living, or coming and going from their shed to the left of the house too, who, are the trouble makers mainly. I thought, possibly it was owned by the same person who owns our units next door, because I saw the landlords son do some work in front of their house, but upon checking domain.com, I can see it is not, it was purchased outright in 2021 for $85,000 {and what a bargain, it is bigger than the photo shows}. By the way that’s exactly what I’m talking about; a home loan repayment at $85,000 would be around about $105 per week, that’s more than twice less the price of a cheaper rental such as mine, not even a house. So, you may think, one would have to be a lunatic to rent, when you can just OWN and pay MUCH cheaper payment per week. Plus, you wouldn’t have stress of dealing with rental agency little girl bitches, evictions, and annoying landlords. But the bimbos at Commonwealth Bank would refuse to sell low-income people a home loan like this - unless they’re in permanent full-time employment. Which doesn’t make any sense, because people who are unemployed, STILL have to live somewhere, and pay rent, but they are forced to pay double the amount, (if not triple, - do you get it? The people who have the least amount of money in life, have to pay double or triple to live?). With CBA’s reason as to why they rejected my application, being that I, as not someone in fulltime employment, I must be IRRESPONSIBLE. {This is discrimination). They do PUNISHMENTS – they are nazis. (They also want ‘victims’ to pay rents, to make home owners richer; reward, punishment – they are fully sick) So, they have no problems giving home loans to dirty peace disturbers like my neighbours, but refuse someone who is like me, who is responsible, honest and an environmentally caring person (I sell native seeds, part time – low income). It’s an area of NO COMMON SENSE, where naive SNOBBY bimbos have been allowed to apply this no common-sense rule. It’s like the “Oxford” gang from England is still trying to inflict their snobbery and discrimination. And, what’s more, CBA, especially, I have noted is big, (as in the guiltiest) on following through with the public primary school teachers scheme of “Gold Star Dog” theory. That being “the richer you are (the more gold stars you have), the more we will reward you with huge monetary privileges.” Well, CBA, do you really think, you should be basing your work philosophies, on young female nazi public primary school teachers who powertrip lording over young kids? Or are you again, just letting yourself be still brainwashed by primary school teachers, and not thinking things through. I find in life, from time to time, I have come across other such instances of no-common-sense; like how the police used to not help look for a missing child if 48hrs had not passed – that was their RULE. But there were many times where it is was blatantly obvious that a child missing after only 10 minutes or so, would be a police matter. Oh, but their rule…. There are others, particularly in schools and institutes like hospitals and nursing homes. Where non thinking women dominate the industry. At these times, someone like me (someone who does not mind being the ‘bad’ guy often offending people, to bring awareness), is needed to bring these non-sensical, old, outdated issues into light, otherwise bimbos will just keep going on abiding by the same rules and silly laws, not thinking about it. There are heaps of non-thinking people working and in those positions of power, heaps. This Commonwealth Bank home loan area is such an issue. I want to reiterate it; so someone who receives a government subsidy, like a farmer, of up to $20000 a year, plus they earn profits from their farm, is allowed to apply for a home loan, but someone receiving just slightly over than that subsidy amount, on employments, CANNOT apply for a home loan; as the farmer is deemed more responsible than the person who is basically still receiving the same amount of money from the government. Now, if their argument was, well, the farmer would have more money at the end of the day due to their farm work, so that’s why we would give it to them (I understand famers can make upwards of $150,000 before the subsidy was removed, (wow),) BUT that is not their argument, the banks argument is not based on money, it is based on the fact that someone receiving that unemployment payment is considered high risk and irresponsible. Such irony when the farmer is also receiving gov money – they are just the same as unemployed in this respect. But as rents are twice, if not 3 times as much as a mortgage repayment would be, which is WHAT they should be looking at – “can this person be proven to repay the mortgage?” – that’s all they ought to be looking at. {And I have 30 years’ worth of rent receipts to prove that, and bank records.} So, they are not applying common-sense and are just being BANK BITCHES. Wake up please. (Apparently all the banks have this rule, according to a home loan broker in Mackay. I did try to apply to several others, all online application, but NONE of them contacted me back. How rude!) I have notified my local politician about this issue, as it needs to be re-assessed. In the past, when I have encounted such nonsensical issues, I have contacted my local politician, and they have, indeed fixed or attempted to fix, or at least got the ball rolling for a transformation. Writing to politicians is essential to getting positive changes in Australia. They really can make good things happen, not all of them wrought the system. Although, I have heard, there are politicians who go over to Indonesia and spawn orphans (in the 1000’s) within the local ‘woman of the street’ industry, so probably best that you don’t contact those ones. At any rate, I suspect they will do something about this, but in 30years time, when the person who made the rule, is dead, and nobodies feelings or ego will be hurt. In 2025, some little birdy suggested I change banks, they implied that the CBA is a terrible bank because they are destroying the planet, they're not a “green bank”. I mean, it could've just been someone at Bank Australia plugging themselves, because they're completely carbon neutral! But at the time I thought I'm too old to be changing banks. I've had the same bank account since I was 8 at CBA. I certainly only recommend opening a bank account with the Bank of Australia, as this bank doesn't have a finger in every single piece of pie in every single country, and this bank, promotes itself by being 'green' and 'clean', unlike ANY OTHER bank, who all have a piece of pie of the fossil fuel industry. (Actually, they are also some credit unions in Australia who do not invest in the fossil fuel industry either). Plus, since I wrote this story, I have had problems with my bank, in particular with my credit card, and money going missing, with no transactions looks dodgy, but just the balance doesn't add up, several hundred dollars missing here and there. I've also had problems with phone harassment, who I believe was someone from the bank, some girl, as I had spoken to her before, and she was so rude it was unbelievable, so I think it was her that was harassing me? And maybe she was some stupid dog who has read these stories and has taken personal offence, and decided to take her revenge by being rude and harass me and stealing my money from my credit card??? Well little bitch girl, I'm not going to change my stories, I only write the truth. You might be able to steal money in hidden manner, but you can't hide the truth about your evil ways. I'm going to be telling everybody. So now, today (after yet another refund was not included in my cc balance {$21.78, from the uk {CBA uk based?}), I would like to switch banks, but I'm having difficulties, because I need a credit card: if you shop online, which I do all the time, most online shops ONLY accept credit card, so having a credit card is essential to living today, however the banks, once again, have this cockanninnie rule, that they don't give credit cards to people on low income - which is absolutely bizarre, as people on low income still need to go shopping for food! So, they are just not allowing people to shop online by not giving them a credit card – they are denying them their personal freedom. Such a typical nazi act. So, when I wanted my current credit card, back in 2005 I think it was, when the Internet was just taking off, and I could see that I would need one, I did apply online, to the bank, and the bank advise me no. But I knew I needed a credit card, so I phoned them up, and it was very weird, I got this girl who was a little odd, “cool man”, and she pretty much gave me a credit card straight away, she issued me one over the phone. She was very nice and friendly; I'm thinking she's someone who just took the initiative. I don't know whether this was the whole a.m. and p.m. thing I have mentioned this on my blog? I don't want to get into it, it's a huge big story and would make this story too long, so, but whether she actually worked at the bank or not, I don't know for sure, but I was given a credit card, thank goodness (I should mention, I was not paying rent at that time, I had briefly moved back in with dad, so that could be why, but I doubt it, ‘no’ at first, ‘yes’ at second. “2 legs good 4 legs better”). And so now I need another credit card just to swap and transfer money from one bank to the other, and so far I have not been able to do it. “No” from Bank of Australia, and “No” from ING (Bank of Germany). It's like I am forced to be tethered with to cunts at CBA. (Maybe I should try calling those bank this arvo, in the PM?? - maybe the day I call, matters too??😁 ) 8. Warning about Fake Lycra being Sold as Lycra On the left, your Lycra; really transparent, and has hardly any stretch On the right typical lycra of normal quality As you can see, the fabric on the right, which is not yours, is not very transparent. Plus, the fabric on the right has way more stretch than yours. I suspect your lycra is not lycra at all, and is made from polyester. Also yours does not FEEL like lycra. Lycra is a really soft and slippery fabric, but your fabric is grainy and definitely feels like polyester. I am 100% sure it is Polyester. AND NOT LYCRA – you lying thieving retailer. You really should check your supplier; either you or your supplier are ripping off customers 9. Since Retailers are now Coming in AT no 1 in Thievery Since every shop I go to now, the shop girl will try to steal from me, usually by overcharging (although the bunnings staff manage to be able to do it via pickpocketing and distraction snatch thefts from bag or person – this is their game at work – they are DISGUSTING). Someone was telling me, that it’s because those ‘shop girls’ think that I have money, because I dress nicely, and I speak nicely. - Yeah, thaaat’s a good reason bimbo shop girls…. I was raised to speak nicely and be respectful. It’s not a money thing. People, by people, I mean shop girls, seem to be confused about what money is. Shop girls, don’t seem to think that anyone who has loads of money, would get around town or ‘bum’ around in a tracksuit! Little do they know! Rich people wear tracksuits. And, you should never assume – because little girls always assume wrong. You know, when I was in my early 30’s, my grandmother gave me a Cubic Zirconia (CZ) bracelet for my birthday, which I absolutely loved (I believe she was spurred on by my aunt, (her daughter), who said to her one day; she should never assume what Emily would want, as she, an old lady, would not know what young girl would want! {my grandmother silently proved her wrong, – she did know!! – so, at that time I wore my new bracelet all the time – it was purrrfect! All the time. And, at that time I was attending a government business incentive course for the unemployed, at these unemployment activity meetings, one of the other unemployed girls asked me if the cubic zirconia bracelet was a real diamond bracelet (because really, you can't tell the difference from just looking at it), of course I set her straight, NO, as if! I mean how bizarre that she would think I had a real diamond bracelet when I was unemployed, sitting in a unemployed activity. How strange people are sometimes, maybe she doesn't know how much diamonds are - well, they're extremely expensive, if those diamonds in my cubic zirconia bracelet had been real diamonds, the bracelet would be worth about $10,000! Anyway, I put her wonderings down to the fact that, as I have a fashion background, I always manage to look nice, and dress well, even on a budget, because I make my own clothes, so her perception of me was one of ‘well to do’, even though I was in the same boat as her, unemployed. Unemployed means you have no money, just in case there's anyone else reading here who doesn't quite understand what unemployed means! Btw, while I did sew my own clothes back then, now, today as I update this in 2026, my fabric choice is somewhat limited since I was ban from Spnflwr, and actually, I believe this is one of the reasons why I was ban; I suspect it could've been police who ban me from everything online (?) And Spnflwr enabled me to buy nice fabrics, because instead of purchasing them, I used the profits from the sale of my fabric designs, which they turned into what they called spoon dollars. So, I would just let it accumulate until I could purchase some fabric, it did take a while, there was not a big profit margin, at all. {So, the police were thinking girls steal from me because of my clothes, I don’t have “normal” clothes, like clothes from Kmart, or jeans whatever other people wear, so they figure remove her clothing, and the stealing will stop. (You can be sure it was a woman who has come up with that cockanninnie plan). Since I've run out of materials, now indeed, my clothes are starting to look a very tatty - but guess what? - they're STILL STEALING from me! {there was one girl doing signs, “oh I can see your clothes are tatty so I will stop following you around now and stealing from you, and go back to Sydney where I am from” – seriously, I think it was the girl who shoplifted from me at Grave Attire. Either her or the police who ban me trying to justify their cockanninnie actions. {But what kind of stupid woman justifies her stealing based on their clothing – blonde bimbos, 3rd born stupids}. I recall one shop I ventured into, when I was 18, at Chatswood, (back in 1992), a fancy boutique with designer clothing for older rich women. As a young poor starving fashion student, I felt a little out of place, plus the 2 older shop ladies were staring at me constantly. But the clothes were of particular interest to me, they were stunning, Maggie Shepherd – a kind of bright patchwork textile design based designer. So, I stayed on, gratifying my beady eyes, looking at all, and ignoring what I thought at the time to be loathsome stares from the older shop ladies - somewhere along the lines of Pretty Woman and those hoity snobs on Rodeo drive! Although, thinking back now, that was probably in my imagination, as I was not badly dressed as a fashion student, those older shop ladies were probably just staring at me as it would have been unusual to see someone so young, an 18yr old interested and passionate in these clothes targeted at older women! plus who still had the ‘beauty of youth’! (China in Bull shop! opposite) or maybe they just thought I was a young shop lifter? Who knows, but I mention this because, this was the case back then, shop retailers having to deal with shoplifters, it was never the other way around, like it is now!! Opposite! I have another story too; I personally believe, because at one point, I kept whingeing to myself, repeatedly about bloody shop girls overcharging me, (possibly swearing too). There were other girls who could hear me, such is the nature of a certain type of girl. And so 2 girls - I have no idea who they were, (prob from TV industry, definitely bims) would take it upon themselves, believing that they were acting out of a helpful nature, would go round to each store that I had on my list for the day, so, just before I went into each shop, and would tell the shop girls, that I had no money, and thus they ought not to over charge!! Can you belief that? At first this was a great hindrance, as, if a shop girl thinks you are not going to spend any money, they are rude and dismissive. I can assure you some of them were downright disgusting because they thought I had no money to spend in their shop. D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G. But, it happened so much, that after a few years, the girls involved, ended up acquiring the products I was after, and put it in the shop at reasonable price, so I could purchase. Like I somehow magically could always get whatever was written on my budgeted list!! (btw, this no longer happens!) I should point out, while, being able to get everything on my budgeted list was very helpful, I can assure you, most shop owners who see that situation, had no respect for me, like somehow the presence of those girls meant that I was unable to talk for myself, and thus hopeless. I did not ever ask any girl to do anything. They were acting on their own volition. So in Gunnedah, it used to be quite a significant amount that was overcharged - sometimes hundreds of dollars overcharged at the check out, but since I have made such a big fuss about it on my blog, and keep calling anyone who steals from me a bimbo, plus moved 1000km from Gunnedah, it has somewhat changed, I have noticed retailers now, know that I’m the girl that people steal from, (I’m not sure if those girls are still going ahead of me), but the retailers now, still want to steal from me, but they don’t want to be accused of a theft, so as above images shows, it’s like a .5c and .10c attempt at theft. Thinking and being a typical girl, they won’t get in trouble for such a trivial amount. There was a brief time after we have gone cashless; I am sure there was a huge saving, as in no change to “short change”, many times I have received incorrect change back and it’s always in their favour - I do not believe it was a mistake like they say when I call them up about it! So I always try to purchase online because there's less chance that they overcharged me at the counter. If an online shop store screws me, they usually send me survey emails afterwards: it’s like an underlying message, which is not clearly stated, but the message is clear “ WE TOTALLY SCREWED YOU, but please, go ahead and tell us how you feel about it”. The post office and ebay – totally guilty. I'm going to update this, because I need a new sloppy Joe, but I've needed a new sloppy Joe for quite some time now. That tatty blue sloppy Joe in the photo is probably about 40 years old and then some. I’m not sure who it originally belonged to in our family, but it wasn’t mine. I kind of just inherited it, a handme down. It’s very comfortable, pure cotton, brushed fleece on the inside, woven smooth on the outside. I added a pink fur pocket in 2000 to hold my secateurs and seed pkts! Been washed so many times it has lost most of its warmth, and the sleeves have holes in them. I am reminded every time I look at those holes now; about 5 years ago, I wanted to replace it, back then I went to target in Gunnedah. I found a sloppy Joe, was very nice dark brown one, I tried it on, it was an extra large, and it was perfect, looked perfect in the mirror. I went ahead and purchased it, next morning, I excitedly took it out of the bag, cut all the tags off, put it on and went outside to start my days work. As I was working something wasn’t right, I felt like my jumper was uncomfortable, like it was too small for me. So, I stopped what I was doing, went back inside and looked at myself in the mirror, AND this was NOT the jumper that I tried on in the dressing room and gave the sales girl to hold, I looked at the label and it was a size small. So, at some point when I left the jumper on the counter with the checkout girl, and then when I came back (after having another quick look around the store) it had been swapped over. No doubt in my mind that it would’ve been Target staff who have swapped it (smaller sizes are hard to sell, the plus sizes are allways sold out quickly). Little stupid shop girls who STEAL. I had already worn it outside. I’d cut the tags off. It was too late to return it. Stuck with crap jumper, which of course I ended throwing out, I never wore it because it’s too small and uncomfortable – I did try to wear it again, as I hate throwing things out, but TOO SMALL! STUPID GIRLS. Stupid thieves. So, I still need a jumper. My money that I had to buy a jumper has already been spent on the too small stupid jumper. I can’t afford to purchase two of everything, like some stupid girl expects me to do; I’ve repeatedly done stories on my blog about this; why do I have to buy two of everything? 2 casserole dishes, 2 generators, 2 water pressure sprayers, 2 fruit fly nets, 2 milk saucepans, (5) dishwashers, crockery, coffee cups….. the list is endless due to my items have been mostly stolen, or some just didn’t fit on the truck when I had to move, 8 times in the past 7 years, like I have to buy two of everything in my lifetime. It’s just stupid. I suspect even, Coles Mackay accountants are trying to charge me twice this year for my groceries (3 times) - this goes along with the some stupid idiot who stalks me constantly, yelling out “the girls there”, not entirely sure what that means, I suspect this is some girl on the radio who does reflections; she's a bimbo, I never listen to the radio, but sometimes I go to shops who have radio on, and I can hear bimbo girl – those shops steal from me, like they think it is my fault that there is a bimbo girl there WELL it’s NOT, you stupid narcs. So, the theft of the grocery money would be related to her; “well you know if the girls stalking you and following you, and doing reflections, then you should pay for her groceries, as she has no time to work at all and pay for her own”. I just can't believe how stupid they are. IT IS NOT MY FAULT THERE IS SOME STUPID BIMBO ON THE RADIO DOING REFLECTIONS. It's not my fault she is completely stupid and has no thoughts of her own. (Or, it’s not my fault, I have someone trying to trick me into thinking I have some bimbo stalking me.) Whatever. The bank seems to be in cahoots with Coles in order to steal in this manner, I've had to go and do monumental ridiculous lengths (like take daily screenshots on NetBank), to stop this kind of theft, because they do whatever they want. Sneaky. Anyway, I am writing this down to express my ANGER and FRUSTRATION at those stupid little retail girls who work at Gunnedah Target. I hope they get cancer and die. Little thieves. I should say, I've written about retailers stealing from me a lot on my blog, and I believe it's all the same women; might be like a group of girls from bonds? They try to steal from me every time I go shopping at certain shops. But there are some shops where their network doesn't extend, like Amazon; when I purchase products from Amazon, amazingly, they're not faulty! it's a bloody miracle. God bless the Americans! Although last week, there was a charge on my savings account from Amazon for one cent, and I've never given amazon my savings account details, they said it was kindle related (?, I do not have kindle, – maybe they are product placing?) Or maybe the thieving dogs have finally extended their network to Amazon? Or maybe there is some stupid dog who is jealous of the fact that I'm listening to an audiobook at the moment: it's a free audiobook on YouTube. There is some stupid (definatly mentally retarded) girl who thinks I have to pay for everything, along the same lines, if I go somewhere like a public place, I should pay for it, and if it's a free public place, like the library, then they send in the police to give me fake speeding ticket or a parking inspector to give me a fake parking ticket – in order to pay for being there – totally sick narcissist. {Not political, but personal}. I'm afraid this is not some crazy thought that I have concocted: there really is some stupid women who thinks like this, they do not understand about the public domain either, meaning its copyright has expired, or they simply choose to ignore it, as they want to be facetious, and play their power tripping game of “you must pay me”. Either way is dysfunction. The book I happen to be reading at the moment is 1984 by George Orwell, and oh my god, talk about, bells ringing: it's just like that! Russia and also {Apartheid; exactly as described in this so called fictional book (the book came first – stupid bogan Australians copying the George Orwell government – FUCKING IDIOTS)}. I am going to let you go to hell, stupid bimbo. 10. Have you Tried a Vege Burger? Hey you little twits who are trying to get me to eat plant-based meat burgers!! There’s not a chance in hell I will, - they are disgusting, I tried once by mistake, when Hungry Jack’s gave me a plant-based burger instead of a meat burger at the drive through (what the? Yuk, sooo bad). I saw on a documentary that they’re starting to make lab warehouses for growing meat – as in fake meat. They have started doing it. They have tested it. You can purchase burgers made from fake meat. So, wake up, and stop breeding, so we can continue to eat our normal food sources, like real meat. “Curbing breeding” is the only solution to ‘supply and demand’ problems, not to mention methane gas problems, land shortages, housing shortages... Get it through your head, {and stop wishfully thinking}, that people are suddenly going to eat plants, they are not. What is wrong with you? And the reason I’m being so verbally aggressive about this message, is because this truth is going to be the hardest one to rectify. It all has to do with wealthy Australians owing multiple investment houses, and the quickest way to make big profits on investment houses, is to ensure increases in the population, why do you think Australia is so culturally diverse? It has naught to do with wanting cultural diversity, or saving ‘fake’ war torn people, it IS ALL ABOUT those investment houses. So, this is the real fight. The fight is not trying to get ‘suckers’ to go vegetarian. I mean, each person, probably has their own list, of their favourite things, and in my opinion, a good steak would be high up on many people’s list. You take that away, and you’re taking a huge chunk of a ‘positive life experience’ away. - one of the main things, that makes it worthwhile. I am deeply concerned about it. If I see any women with more than two kids, just know, that I’ll be thinking silently to myself; What a bloody bimbo mother. I suggested to Coles and Woollies that they start rewarding people who don’t have kids, with discounted meat prices. 11. Whole Bad Farming Families I’ve mentioned this before on my blog, but I couldn’t find it, so I’m going to do a whole new photo story for it, with more detail. Going back to when I was at Gunnedah TAFE doing my horticulture course; there was an element of women, following me around the TAFE, at certain times. The main aim, seemed to be, just to be present, to see what’s going on, kind of like stalking me, - sometimes that would yell out verbal harassment, they would like to play sides, (dogs who play sides), also, if they saw something that I was not sure about, then they couldn’t but help themselves, to yell out whatever it was about (we know we know!!) I had no idea who these people were, I suspected it was always different girls following me around {there’s a dog network}. I’ve mentioned a few who I recognize before on my blog, I recognized them by their voice, as they were always out of sight (like the cowards, they are); like one of the girls from the class at TAFE, I definitely recognized her voice, it was quite specific, an aboriginal girl. Also, my landlord Karen Cull, and I think, Rachel Wainberg’s older sister, whose name I still can’t remember for some weird reason. And anyway, it’s just occurred to me who also were probably involved in the stalking too, - Jessica and her sister Alicia White. These two girls went to my school, Alicia was in my year, Jessica was in a younger year. I later saw Jessica working at the doctor surgery where I had some problems with the Doctor who could not, (whether he just didn’t want to, or whether he was in capable of) diagnosing my plantar fasciitis, and who ordered an ultrasound for some ridiculous reason; because you cannot see plantar fasciitis on an ultrasound. Possible idiot, and possibly ‘egged’ on by his receptionists Jessica, as she was friends with Gina Burn, the girl who fucked up my tooth, deliberatley, in order to inflict pain and a black tooth. DOGS. {I hope I am not confusing her with the other Jessica, Penny’s friend from St Mary’s, they looked the same, plus had same name!} Monumental socially retarded problems of farmers and their families. And Alicia was friends with the girl at school who used to steal, (no possibly, maybe, I suspect, so, about it, she was a thief, probably still is {CC}. The Whites are a weak family, so Alicia would’ve been influenced by this little thief, and I suspect she too, has had something to do with all the items stolen from me, while I lived at Rangari on the farm. Someone told me Alicia works at Sydney airport quarantine, and I have had heaps of seeds stolen at quarantine?? Their cousins, also the Whites, lived down the road from the farm at Rangari, small world. {the over-breeders). But the other issue with them, was their mother. She is one of those bloody women that I’ve seen at least on 3 occasions (in retrospect) acting strangely with a phone - I’ve mentioned before “dogs on phones”, well she’s one of them too. Not sure why she would present herself to me, as if to talk on the phone, except there was an incident when we were younger; They were one of the families we had picnics with, and one time, her children, her girls, were behaving atrociously, in regards to a charcoal chicken. And my nature, if there’s any bad behaviour going on, I can do something about it, without actually saying anything, and I did. The mother noted this about me, possibly also slightly ashamed of her atrocious girls. So then she deeply resented me, and I suspect, has ‘got it out for’ me as a result of that incident, of alerting her about her atrocious children. You know, this is her problem, it is not my problem that she has atrocious children - don’t kill the messenger. (It was me that came up with the message, and delivered it, just so there’s no confusion here). So, I mentioned before on my Blog, I think it was on Life Stories page, that those women who followed me around at Tafe, one of their main aims, was to try and get me to speak badly, plus put on weight! Because those two characteristics about a woman, in particular, can kind of elevate status in society. Apparently. So basically, they didn’t want me to speak nicely because other people would think that I am from a specific socio-economic status, and would treat me with respect, - they wanted people to know that I was a student, poor and near starving and they should be disrespectful to me. They hoped people would be disrespectful to me. (See, major dysfunction). Also, in regards to the weight thing, I suspect being overweight makes a woman less desirable for men, so I strongly think that was their main motivation for wanting me to be fat. Jealous insecure women. This thought process would be typical to those bimbo girls who stalk me. Bimbo’s stalk, thinking women do not stalk other people - they have better things to do with their time. And, as a result of that somewhat comical bimbo situation, I think possibly the supermarket girls (the dog network) have cottoned onto the whole thing, and they too hopped on the band wagon and tried to make me put on weight; I have received many things from the supermarket that I didn’t order that had high-fat content, high salt, content, and it is, indeed, like there are people out there, trying to make me fat! {this reminds me of my double dose of Plantar fasciitis. -No need to deliberatley sabotage me, I am quite capable of making my own mistakes!! btw I have been quite skinny my whole life, so it has been at least 20 years since then before I stated getting a little tubby!! I’m not sure, but maybe that whole ‘dog network’ also had something to do with handicapping my foot, so I can’t walk, and thus put on weight that way?? it wouldn’t surprise me if this was the case, and it all goes back to bloody stupid Mrs White and dysfunctional farming families. Oh, and they have been people trying to work on my tone and vocabulary too!! Although I think maybe, it has had the opposite effect, as I seem to now (approaching 50) have a much better grip/control and understanding of my tone, and am able to instill specific responses and emotions purely with my tone. Now I have to work on my weight, bummer, it was soooo good not having to watch what I ate…. And again, rack off you stupid stalking thieving dogs. 12. Patronizing Pricks playing the Game of Trying to make me Feel Guilty So, I use a lot of images, especially on my blog; ones I create myself, and ones I find online. I make a point of not stealing anyone’s work/design/image, and only use free images. Although many times I see something I adore, and I save it as pin, or do a screenshot, just to look at it for a bit, until I get bored of it, and then I delete it, - so, with no intended purposes of using the image for profit or personal gain. BUT, the stupid dogs (the ones who can’t apply common sense, and don’t have any common sense in their brain at all - and who like to play facetious, antagonistic games), see that I look at those images, and they accuse me of stealing their designs, or whoever‘s design/image it is. (Dogs, who play sides). Which of course, downloading a screenshot to do that, IS NOT stealing. WAKE UP. If I were to use that image to make money, or pass off as my own, then yes that would be stealing. As I do not do that, it is not stealing. So, all those bloody dogs, little kids, computer nerds, and many people from the television industry, including famous people who don’t mind their own business and like to play sides too, just like a dog; who are all on my back about this issue; BUGGER OFF. I personally believe those people, have stolen from me, for this reason, petty theft. (Those people will be going to hell). So, since I have been cast out of basically everywhere, and have made a big stink about all the dogs on my back, with my Blog, mostly; they are no longer doing this. However, one day my neighbour, old man, has taken it upon HIMSELF to speak on behalf of the owner/designer, (via the dogs on phone manner), saying that it will be fine, to look at their image - in a passive, aggressive, antagonistic, manner. So arrogant. This behaviour is unacceptable. And what, are you 7yrs old and need to be told what behaviour is ok, and what is not, – STILL? I am not your mother or your father, it is not up to ME, to reign you in. I will not do it – so you see, you are barking up the wrong tree. And someone who would do that, automatically puts them into ARSE CATEGORY; Who the hell do you think you are? Go jump in the lake, you stupid moron. Don’t get me started with people wanting credit also for any little thought that enters their head, then they express it online. And, there’s no copyright for a dance routine, you stupid little Wingy people. It’s a dance, if you copy someone else’s dance, you don’t have to attribute them for doing the choreography, wake up and apply common sense. It’s a dance. Any dance that you can come up with, you can be sure (possibly with the exception of the SYTYCD choreographers), has already been done. People have been around for a very long time, dancing for a long time, and just because it’s not online doesn’t mean it hasn’t already been done or thought of. Also, now that I think about it, this game of “Trying to make me Feel Guilty” has being going on for ages, many stupid people, mainly women, who have crossed my path (in uninvited manner, and from entertainment industry) want to play it – they LOVE to play this game, it is a total deliberate power trip for them. Those people may not have noticed, but I pay no attention to them, and do what I do. I have nothing to feel guilty about, nothing, ever. But they are like annoying Monkees on my back trying to create guilty situations over nothing – rack off you irritating fools. I have come to the conclusion, that because I have a quite demeanour, people think I have got something to hide. And that it is the ‘quiteness’ that automatically sets off ‘the dogs’ on weird guilt trip missions. No secrets, see from my Blog. 13. Another trip into town, another bunch of nonthinking sign people MONUMENTAL NUISANCE This is what happened this afternoon when I went to post my letters (and this happens very regularly, and pretty much in exactly the same manner, and has been like this for over 30 years, going right back to when I started working at Bonds). First of all, when I decide that I’m going out, there’s seems to be some car that always drives into the unit complex, just down from me (X marks the spot in the photo), either sits there and does nothing, or picks up someone, or drops someone off, who knows. I don’t pay attention to what the neighbours are doing unless it’s really peculiar or related to me somehow, or causing annoying nuisances. (I guess this might count as peculiar- next time it happens, I’ll get it on camera), then they leave, it does seem to be always a different car. I have no idea what they’re up to, possibly just a coincidence, but I don’t really believe in coincidences. Possibly it is some girl doing the stupid signs that I am about to describe; I feel it is a ‘she’ who is doing it, as women are far more organised than men, and this whole thing basically consists of being organised and getting the timing right; she arranges people to cross my path, I’ve mentioned it a few times on my blog. I started taking photos in the attempt to stop them from doing it, as they are a MONUMENTAL NUISANCE. So far it hasn’t worked, but I’m going to persist, because they are a big peace disturbing nuisance. So, when I go down the street, on my way to post the letters, this is how it goes; first there’s a toll truck, and by the way, the toll truck is just like the one in the photo, it’s always one of those huge big semi-trailers. Next there is police car, this one drove past me then parked in front of me, just down a bit, in front of an empty house. Then she sends someone who’s drives the same car type and colour car, as my next-door neighbours up the hill. This car pulls up infront of me at the letterbox, (it’s a red letter drop, in an area where there’s no other shops, so no one would drive over there unless they were posting letters). They were just sitting there in their car; they weren’t posting any letters. So, I took a photo of the numberplate and drove around to the other side of the street and got a photo of the driver, he ‘happened’ to wind down his window, as you can see from the photo it’s a Chinese man, by the looks, in his 50s, possibly a little tubby. Now, I personally do not know any Chinese man at all, so I have no idea who that person is. {When someone shows themselves like that, you can be sure it is 100% deliberate, and this is, some guy, most likely trying to save the stupid bimbos, who usually follow me and harass me in cars – who always run away and do NOT want me to recognize them. That man then proceeded to drive up to the road where my unit is, parked on the side of the road, and then as I drove past, beeped - two beeps; they do beep signs; 2 beeps if you lose, 1 beep if you win. (Like I said, they’ve been doing these kind of weird thing for many many years - they are completely predictable and their stupid game of winning and losing is absurd. I am bloody sick of them, because they are completely rude and disrespectful. oh, I forgot, she also sent a bunch of kids at the letterbox, after the Chinese man had left, when I went back to the letter box to post my letters, about 8 - I didn’t bother getting their photos, although that is the main reason, I suspect whoever arrange them, put them there so I would take their photo and make them feel important, and I didn’t do it, ha ha ha ha. And that man following ‘infront’ of me, who the hell do you think you are? I mean, was there some girl who commanded you to go and drive just infront of me to the letterbox, then go and beep at me? and you said “okay sure”? I mean what kind of 3rd born fool are you? What exactly did you want to happen at the letterbox? And then possibly if when I saw you on my way home? Did you want something to happen then? Your actions are unwanted, idiotic and nuisance. I can tell the sign girl right now to rack off, and stop using me to amuse herself, but it is more of a concern as to why people agree to this girls request. It seems like there is some sort of weird unhealthy human worshipping going on. Maybe all those people she gets, have no sense of religion, they didn’t go to church, no Sunday school as kids, they weren’t taught about God in school.… and so, when some girl comes along, and adopts a “know it all, arrogant persona”, plus tells them what to do, they think nothing of it and obey. It is sick. Quite possibly this sign business goes back to the 60’s or 70’s, with Johnny Cash doing a music film clip for television - he did it with signs (big paper boards with black texter messages), it’s quite famous, so I was told. I was also told that Johnny Cash was a copycat and that there were other people before him that did it; I think they were black, I’m not too sure about the whole music industry stories. But someone like Johnny Cash was perceived to be really cool, and so there’s been basically thousands if not millions, of people copying him, doing signs - a worldwide nuisance phenomenon. False deities. So that’s 30 years of this stupid bimbo girls bullshit stalking, have you any idea how hard it is to function if you have dogs constantly following you (stalking) and harassing by trying to inject themselves in to my life in this most unwelcome way. It is impossible, I can assure you. HAVE YOU ANY IDEA?? I would like to know why this type of thing is not recognised by Centrelink, as those dogs have a direct correlation to why someone would be on benefits. So much so infact I wonder why there is no similar payment like a widows pension? This is another reason why I feel like I am surrounded by clueless morons. And I should remind you, even if I do not go anywhere, I still have dogs harassing me in the form of bimbo neighbours who mainly harass by yelling, but also stealing, this happens on a daily basis – although, now, not as much stealing, as its much harder if I am home all the time, and there is no back door or window access. So, they still would be stealing if they could, but now, it is only certain people who have specific skills that can steal from me, and not so much the copycats. So basically, that means, more verbal harassment as they try to claim ownership and control – STUPID BIMBOS, and so mentally dysfunctional. As if you can own me, you stupid dogs. Wake up. (I suspect that bimbo up the hill is totally frustrated now, as I have done a whole heap of stories about women using their kids to control, and taking their frustrations out on. – so she has realized she ought not do that, thast is what bad hopeless mothers do. So the bimbo is now trying to take her frustrations out on me – so typically stupid female). Fuck off. Oh, and I want to make it clear, I feel I need to repeat myself here, as there are many BIMBOS who are not getting the message, it does not matter what I do, where I am, if I am working, or not working – I STILL HAVE DOGS harassing me. PLEASE GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK LITTLE HEADS and stop telling me to get a job in your revolting passive ways. Fuck off dickhead golfers and wives from Netflix, who the hell do you think you are. – I have started a new collage “A Dickhead Collage”, those 3 are the first to go on it. This is dog car, when I photographed it, the girl said she lose? Also, the blonde driving it, was also waiting for me up at the hospital car park when I had that infected tick (different car) – she was just sitting in her car at 645am, the only other person in the carpark. After I got back to my car, she was gone. - I tell you they are obsessed. 14. Snobby Television Produces who Create Exclusion Shows I hear about discrimination and the whole ‘exclusion’ theme of discrimination, which got me thinking back to any time where I have been excluded. I hate to tell you this, but the television industry is full of people who discriminate, and I have witnessed some really nasty things by popular people making popular shows. I should’ve started making a list 20 years ago. Well, I’ll start now. I can remember this one in particular, Downton Abbey, but there’s been heaps and heaps more. So, from now on, every time I see it, I’ll do a screenshot and perhaps make a collage. 😁 I should add. I know that there are directors, who may not know about the dog network, and how sneaky they are, how they can infiltrate your show under the guise of being popular, and or wise, and or funny, and can make changes without the produces knowledge, they do signs, some of them are very clever. Also, there are some programs, where I can just see plain evil, it’s like someone has told tehm you’ve goit the whole nation waaching being as naughty as you – and off they go, not even fully thinking things through. Attention seekers. There also seems to be group of young men that sometimes prodcuesers shows (and or possibly gay women), and it is clear that those groups are in need of a ‘Queen Bee’ to keep things amicable. A lot of them have no morals whatsoever, yet someone has put them in control of dictating to the masses!! And unfortunately there are viewers out there who take their word as gospel. By the way, what strikes me as ironical is, I noted, especially when I was younger in my 20s, that wealthy people desire exclusive activities, such as an exclusive resort, exclusive transport, exclusive restaurants, exclusive clubs…, and the irony comes in, where I see so many women in Australia, having multiple kids, it’s like they’re creating the opposite of exclusive for themselves. 15. I can see I am going to have to make my own Vichy Shower! 16. Lycra Swimwear Design for Lycra Surf Pant So, over the years, I have liked to purchase my own designer custom print fabric. I used to sell my fabrics on a ‘certain’ website, and quite a lot would get sold. Even though there was very minimal profit margin, there was enough, after an accumulation over a few months, to be able to purchase my own fabric from the same website, at the designer discount, so in affect, I didn’t actually pay for any of the fabrics, which is how I could do it, because actually they’re pretty expensive, and if you’re not working, there’s no way you can afford a custom print fabric. But since I was kicked out of their website (due to one of their staff being a stupid manipulated Nazi saboteur), in 2019, unfortunately this means for me, no more fabrics. But in 2020 we had Covid cash grants, and one of the things I purchased, in bulk, was fabric for Summer Nighties, which actually didn’t work out that expensive considering how much nighties are in the shops, but actually, finding a good cotton summer nighty was pretty impossible, I could not find any, anywhere, everyone was just selling singlets and those little boxer shorts for women - which I really don’t like to sleep in at all. I’ve used quite a few different suppliers, none of them are based in Australia, unfortunately. I have written a review of all of them on my blog, describing, which are the best, and which are pretty bad. But I am doing a separate little story, this time round, because I wanted to order 1m of lycra in my design shown above, and the Lycra was only US$8.50, which is a very good price, ($40/m here) however when I went to check out, postage was US$30, and if I clicked 2m of lycra, the postage went up to US$75 (AU$120)!! So, obviously it doesn’t cost $120 to send 2m of lycra to Australia from China. Therefore, this company is “trying it on”, trying to steal from their customers by overcharging post. As if anyone in their right mind would pay $120 for 2m of lycra. What is wrong with you UBEIT TEXTILE? (Jerry at ubeitex). I don’t want have to put you on my bad list. Too late. By the way, I thought I should attach a screenshot to show the US$75, and 2m, so I went back to their site today, but the postage was not $75 today, it was $38.40! So not sure why they are changing postage costs on a daily basis. But I still wouldn’t be paying $38.40 for postage of 2m fabric, as $38.40 for 2m of fabric, is still overpriced. I did send an email to them, but again they did not get back to me (probably because my last lot of fabrics from the was flawed – guilty conscious). 17. The real facts - This is not 1901 anymore, it’s 2023 I often hear and see people crying racial wealth gap issues. Well, maybe the gap being poor white people and rich black people. I can assure you in Gunnedah black poor people is not a thing, abbo‘s in Gunnedah Drive Mercedes, whilst also collecting Centrelink payments. In Queensland where I live there are a lot of Islanders, and they are all homeowners, and the people who rent, so POOR people, as I have observed, are majority white singles. White Singles This is my experience as I have witnessed life, it might be different in other areas, or it might have once been the other way around, but certainly is not any more. I personally think this is because a lot of abbo’s and Islanders have strong ‘mob’ mentality, as in, large families. Whereas single people are discriminated against in this country. From where I am looking, (and I’m quite an observant person), singles are the most widely discriminated group of people in Australia, way more than any other race or sex discrimination. By a long shot. And here is a good spot to mention, I have witnessed frequently “people of colour” having normal interactions with people, and something bad happens – as it often does, and they cry racism, omg, NO ITS NOT. Shit happens to everyone. I am a perfect example! Suffice to say I think there is some way to “precious” attitudes going on, especially amongst young people, as they are so inexperienced at life and just how difficult it can be. 18. First theft of 1000 items since 1993 I came across these sunglasses recently, and was reminded of the sunglasses I purchased when I got my first job in Sydney, back in 1993, one of my first purchases; and exactly like those above - it's probably the same brand, same model. These sunglasses were my first item to be stolen, and guess who stole the sunglasses? The Common wealth bank staff stole these. They were stolen when I was on my lunch break and had ventured into the bank to deposit my pay check. The staff later contacted me and said I had left my sunglasses on the counter, they would keep them for me until I would be down on my next available lunch break, lunch break was the only time I could go to the bank. When I went down to the bank to get my sunglasses, suddenly there were NO sunglasses, the guy I spoke to went to get them, but came back empty handed and said they are lost. There were no explanation as to what happened to them, so I got a little bit angry, I insisted that they pay $90 because that's how much they cost me, they were designer sunglasses, instead, the bank said they would get back to me, and when they did, they had purchased another pair of sunglasses for $25, which was a knock off, a cheaper version, and gave them to me! This was the Pendle Hill Commonwealth Bank down at Sydney. I mean they were pretty much the same, most people would not be able to tell the difference. But since I've had a few other weird experiences at the bank, as I have described on my blog, and considering how many items have been stolen from me since, it wouldn't surprise me if the bank has something to do with it. Thieving female staff of western suburbs Sydney. Savages. Or maybe "Copycat Perves" Btw, ofcourse now and for some time, I would never spend $90 on a pair of sunnies!! What a waste they were, when I was 19 – young and foolish…… Something about those gold blinkers I think, reminds me of the shiny copper coins when I was 4yrs old…. I suggest you buy you daughters something cheap and shiny along those lines, so they can get it out of their system – the need for shiny objects!! Lol! 19. The Cruel Martingale See that martingale rain , that’s what cruel uptight wannabe hoitytoity bimbos use to ride a horse with.It’s usually pulled much tighter than shown, so that the horse’s head is pointing right downwards. Making the horse extremely uncomfortable, and in pain. In my opinion, it is a torture device. Traditionally the rider does this so she can feel dominant over the horse, as in “bow to me horse, I am in charge”, with supposedly the pain, subduing the horse into obedience. It’s just pathetic, and certainly not necessary if you’re any where near a half decent rider. Of course, I’m certain there are riders who would have no idea the intended effect that the martingale has on a horse. They have just seen and thought “Oh that looks good. I want to do it” - a true bimbo. 20. Television Twits who do Reflections and or the opposite Enough is enough! Years and years of the stupid dogs in the Television and Movie industry who do reflections by manipulative produces who use them, to have a go at people. Those women are true bimbos. I’m not even sure if they’re fully aware of how stupid they are, and how they are being used in this passive manner. But they interfere with my life. Dogs who think it’s fun to “play sides” on screen. At the moment they have decided to take sides with my aunt who I’ve just written a story about describing a situation that happened in the past (a true story ofcourse). Obviously, I must’ve hit the nail on the head, because I got such a reaction from these stupid dogs, who have decided to use their position of power to try to “put me back in my place”. They do this all the time, and for many years, in fact, I think it’s their favourite thing to do, and the whole reason they got into television. Me! Plus, if I encounter someone, like I paths cross in life, those television bimbos get so excited, because they know that they will be able to do reflections and “play sides”. And if no ‘situation’ arises, so no ‘sides’ need to be chosen, then they’ll go out of their way to try and create one by manipulating people who cross my path, like my neighbours. There are so many truly evil people in this world, it’s hard for anyone who has had a remotely good upbringing to even comprehend. Rack off you stupid dogs. This reminds me of a bully cat I encountered at my new address. It belonged to a woman who, {you may have noticed, I have no problem calling a woman a dog if she is one, but I would not normally make a snide comment about a woman’s ‘class’, but in this case, as she herself is a bully, steals from me via the dog network and musicians, plus makes jokes at my expense, I will; she is TRASH. {note, this woman did not swear, spoke normally, that is, when not inebriated, but making jokes at someone else’s expense, is about the trashiest thing anyone can do. “TRASH“ has naught to do with money, and everything to do with attitude; suffice to say this woman had heaps of cash, so, not poor, and she had a cat (she had a dog too, but she killed it – by dragging it along, tied to the back of the car). So, her cat would come and visit me frequently, it would hang out on my car, sleep there. My cat Tulip was not bothered by this other cat, possibly because he is blind. But I noticed when Tulip was ever in the stair well outside, this other cat would very passively just sit at the top of the stairs, to try and keep him down there, and not let him pass to come back out. Those bully’s in the movie industry reminds me of this feline bully situation, with people on television using their chastisement attacks, to try to personally attack my esteem, my self-esteem and my confidence, “get back down in your place”. Talk about dysfunctional people – there they are. This photo was a screenshot from a hallmark movie called ‘Love at Sea’ on prime video, those 2 women are fully guilty. They need to be named and shamed, I do not know their names. Prime are just as bad as any of the commercial/non-commercial TV stations in Australia, that I no longer watch due to too many stupid bitchy women. They are on Netflix too. The ones on Netflix steal from me in my unit at Sarina. My teeny tiny unit, then brag about it onscreen. They are DISGUSTING humans – pure badly raised trash. And rack off Tracy from Bonds 30 years ago - you stupid ignoramus dog, even worse than Kelly and Franka. Infact those 2 could be the stupid dogs who “play sides”. I should add, just one incidence of this attack, every so often, has an “echo” like affect; so very memorable, and tends to overweigh all the good programming that I have seen {the people who are in “good hands”}. Plus, the musician dog network, I believed started in 1996 via Triple J - triple J is a radio station run at the University in Sydney, Sydney Uni, targeting young kids and young adults. At some slots, when nothings scheduled, they must just get anyone from the uni to come in, and DJ. There is a lot of thieving trash in Sydney, even at Sydney Uni. I recall them, when I listened to the radio, pretty much all day everyday back – sneaky thieving woman who would steal via their femine dog ways. The incident in Sarina chemist and the musician busker next door, trying to steal from me – is related to her and the thieving dog network – STILL, some 30 years later. You should never listen to the radio. It’s also annoying to have my Prime or Netflix show interrupted/started with, Trailers with dogs who do signs – and it’s offensive, listening to untalented, trashy people’s attempt at music. I know many other people get offended. For all you people who are clueless, as to what I am talking about: it’s true, and wake up. Previously, this story was called bimbos on TV who do reflections, but I decided to change it to “Television Twits”, but unbeknownst as I was updating, on a couple of places where I upload these; because the title contains the word ‘bimbos’ they have removed my story from the results, so it just goes to show you how much DENIAL there is in the online community. There's no use pretending like it doesn't happen. These women are real, there are a number of terms that are used to describe them - because they are EXTREMELY offensive, their very nature is, and who was the Idiot that put them on television? By the way, I remember back in 1997 or so, before they really started doing their ‘Echo Chambers’ - as someone on YouTube termed it, so, I remember if some TV personality said something good / positive, then then the next day, they'll be these skanky looking dogs copying that personality and being rude and disrespectful. It happened a lot. Like they were trying to balance out the good with the bad – fully sick bimbos. 21. Animals Gambling at Another’s Expense, by Form of Animal This was a screenshot from a movie showing humans using animals to fight one another, and amuse themselves at their fear/anger/terror/brutality/violence and eventual death. This issue again of ‘having fun at someone else’s expense’, just the same as the above story. Only this shot clearly shows the humans in the crowd as barbaric animals. And it reminds me of the stupid retailer women in Australia, specifically kmart Sarina, and Bunnings Tamworth – trash. Absolutely disgusting behaviour. Thankyou movie people for bringing this issue to light. Here's good spot to mention “live animal shows”, and my feelings about them. When I was 19, I stayed with my friend from fashion school at her parents house in Hong Kong. 1992/3. We went to SeaWorld. Back then when I was 19, I didn't really give too much thought as to what it meant going to see a live animal show. I was sitting there watching it, and I just had this most awful feeling come over me the longer I sat there. I wasn't even really sure what was upsetting me so much. There was no “attention” in society to this kind of thing, not like today, I see on Facebook protest about live animal shows, and documentaries showing cruelty by animal trainers. So there is a movement of good people, trying to close them down. (Thankgoodness). It did take me awhile to figure out exactly what the issues are, and why I feel so strongly about live animal shows. At some point, I watched a movie about an elephant who was in a circus, and he was treated badly, cruelly. One day the elephant snapped and threw a hissy fit killed its trainer, and it was really a movie that brought into consciousness how live animal shows are completely wrong, the cruelty that goes on there, and the control and the torture, involved in the training. Taking something out of its natural habitat, destroying its life and freedom, keeping it in captivity, sometime often caged. Just the usual stuff as to why someone or some animal would become totally pissed off, eventually. The only conclusion you can draw is that anyone who goes and sees a live animal show is a complete halfwit, a total backwards retard, who has not evolved from basic humanity, into someone who should be fully evolved and aware, by 2025. WAKE UP. Where is the collective consciousness re this issue. {And how could they not realize what they were doing was completely wrong?} I did write about this before, but the story is missing, now it could be a conspiracy; someone at SeaWorld sabotaging my stories because they make money from live animal shows, STILL TODAY 2025. But since I wrote it a long time ago, it might've just been lost… So do you know any young people? let them become aware about live animal shows, don't let them just bumble along like I did when I was young, not really realising the full extent as to what I was observing. 22. So Many Movies Over Covid19 This one called “Kept Woman”, my comments about it: That main character ‘Simon’ he reminds me of my 7 day ordeal. He is exactly what mental health care workers are like in Australia; they want you to play this worship game with them, and do exactly what they say. If there weren’t any laws those mental health workers would pretty soon end up exactly like Simon by killing the girl that he didn’t like. This is how stupid human nature is. 23. Rowing story re finding your voice, and are you a natural chess player At school, I used to belong to the rowing club, being slim, I was the Cox, for our team of awesome foursome! I loved it! It was like a free ride! Part of the Coxes job is to keep all the rowers in unison, and let them know what’s happening across the field. In order to do this, and bare in mind, that out on the water it’s usually a little gusty, and due to the boats fast momentum, there’s a fair amount of noise going on. And so, in order to communicate to all 4 rowers down the row, the Cox has to yell really loudly (and I do believe this is the sole reason why I ended up having the fortunate job of Cox, much to the dismay of the rowing coaches daughter, who missed out). I say this because, at this point in my life, I really had no voice at all. I mean it was there. It was just hiding, I didn’t know how to raise it even a little bit, let alone extremely loudly. And so, Juliet, the girl who was first rower, sitting directly in front of me, she could hear me no problems, but, as she realised that my voice was kind of pathetic, and the others couldn’t hear me, even though I was really trying to be loud, she came up with a devious way to get me to be louder and yell; and that was basically by pissing me off, as the angrier I got, the louder I was (dam her sneaky cleverness!!) So, at the end of a ‘session’ with Juliet- I had definitely found my voice! – seriously, if it were not for her I would still be mumbling in my beard ! J God works in mysterious ways! So far as Coxing was going, I’m not sure I was actually a good Cox; I mean, at our first regatta, I looked across the water 1/4 the way through, and we were coming dead last, so then after I started my ‘angry yelling’, we suddenly popped into first, looking to win easy, but due to the HUGE width of the river, when I looked across to the finish line, I thought we had crossed it, and told them to stop rowing, but indeed we had not crossed it, it was an allusion created by the distance, so we ended up coming almost last, in that final 5 seconds. So, it was very disappointing for the 4 of them, they’re all very competitive big girls! {not big as in fat! – actually there were no ‘fatties’ at all in my year at school, no overweight girls, zero}. I did not mind so much, except to see them so disappointed. I was kind of in it only for the free ride across the water! It really is beautiful out on the water, especially in the early of the morning. Such is my nature! Not a sore loser at all! It was the same when I learnt to play chess; I remember when I was 21. I had just moved into my flat down at Pendle Hill, started my first job at Bonds, and my brother had moved in briefly, after he crashed and totalled his car in Canberra – doing drag races. But, he played chess and he wanted to play with me, and he taught me how to play it, but as soon as I figured out the general gist of what was going on in this game, I told him no, noway! I am not playing this; it’s basically a game where you have got to think ahead and strategize on how to destroy your opponent! It’s not a game for me; my thought process doesn’t involve thinking ahead and strategizing about destroying anything ever! It’s like trying to get me to think in the ‘opposite’ of my normal thought patterns. So unfortunately, Daniel couldn’t play chess. Btw when I lived at Pendle Hill, I drove down to the blue mountains one weekend and purchased a couple of ferrets! As pets! They were just to cute for words. One night Daniel left the window open, no more ferret. I think the neighbours dog ate it. He shortly moved out into a flat with a male flatmate, a graphic designer, whether he could play with him, I’m not sure. But I do believe chess is more suited to the male thought process. Having said that, one of my favourite movies, aside from the movies mentioned on my favourites list, was The Queens Gambit - about a famous female chess player; a chess genius who came up with a famous chess manoeuvre, involving sacrificing the Queen in order to save the others. She had a tragic childhood, no parents, so I guess she would have no qualms about sacrificing a Queen!! There is another story involving rowing, actually I've written about it when I was at Gin Gin, but I couldn’t find it anywhere, seems to have disappeared, so I'll put it here again; after we had our season of rowing it was time to start racing. We were to team up with our brother school across the way, TAS, and travel over to, I think it was Coffs Harbour, or somewhere like that. At this point none of us girls, had really had anything to do with boys, we were in year 10. So, when the bus of the TAS rowing team pulled up, (we were standing out the front of the bus stop), everyone - all the 'little girls', kind of ran away to the back, except me of course, leaving me standing at the front, ready to hop on the bus. (I'm not very a fearful person, but possibly out of all the girls, I was most likely to be the most ill-equipped to handle a bus load full of boys!!) When I hesitantly got on the bus, the first person I saw was Spril, Sprilla! He was my next door neighbour from 'Holwood' at Gunnedah, that was his nickname, his family used that name, we were good family friends, so I was delighted to see a familiar face, and I sat down right next to him and just started chatting, all concerns out the window. By the way, he had told me all of the TAS rowing team were also a little hesitant to turn up at the girls school, because they thought the rowing team must be, like, all of these big beefy butch man-hating women!! So, when they pulled into the bus stop and saw all the 'little girls' running away and then saw me, completely petite, they were all very relieved too! Lol Image from 2018 NEGS newsletter 24. Anyone who does NOT have a Spectacular Garden in their Backyard, is a Fool I found this photo online , I was so impressed with Ricardo Galvão’s Garden, a big healthy pond, complete with fish, and one big enough for a quick dip in summer, plus eyecandy observation opportunity with fun snorkelling. Some people just know how to live. Others don’t – I have seen rows upon rows (upon rows) of housing, all with a green rectangular lot out back – and that’s it, that’s all those dozens and dozens of home owners have done with their backyard – a green lawn. They are totally missing out on a great part about being alive on earth, and how boring, uncreative, unadventurous so many people are. 25. Average Weekly Australian Paypacket You know, the Average weekly take-home pay packet for a woman is : $1,781.60 (in the public sector, that is, a government job, like a council worker) and $1,490.70 (in the private sector) 19 Aug 2021 My weekly pay packet is $390.50 When my lease ends, I am expected to find somewhere new to live and rent - have you seen the rental prices in QLD? An anywhere near half respectable house, only begins in the late $300/early $400’s per week. No wonder I’m so pissed off. Also note how the public sector earns more than the private sector - this goes all the way back to private schools, because private schools are taught in a very oppressive backwards ways, and hence they have less abilities to make money. https://emilyconstancebieman.wixsite.com/blog Btw, the minimum wage, the take home pay is $605. So the average above does not really count for anything, as it has come about from all the rich people’s extreme high salaries, pushing the average up, making everyone feel inadequate. Anyway, I seem to manage, but sometimes I encounter people who seem to have no concept of what it means to have no spare money. Like social situations are not good, so, lucky I don’t socialize much. Also, some people are aware, but then assume I am out to try to steal or take advantage of them and their money. 26. Big Picture insights I know they have done many ‘think tank studies’, and all major players agree, that democracy is the best way to govern. But watching the wonderful footage (and what a stunning country), we can see of the world now via YouTube, {photo above shows a screenshot of one part of the country, next to a shot of another part }. I can plainly see in this country, that there is theft going on, and, in the name of ‘democracy’. I feel the powers that be, are slow to do thing something about this, due to the fact that they are threatened, that somebody’s going to take away their money. So I figure, it’s up to me to say something, since my monies to take away are somewhat limited. J I have been to Bali, once, when I was 9. 27. Dads Redback Spider Story Dad used to tell everybody his Redback Spider story, we’ve all heard, but I am going to write it down for anyone who hasn’t heard it! And since I briefly mentioned it on my blog, but was deleted by hackers, I will do a whole photo story for it!! When dad was at school, he used to play football, he had football boots with cleats (shoes with studs on the outer sole to aide grip on a grassy field). This one day, just after he started playing his match, he had some pain in his foot, he sat down, took his boots off, and he could see he had been bitten by a redback spider, that had been in his shoe. Apparently, it was all very dramatic and serious, there happened to be somebody there who had a hearse car, and so it was them who volunteered to take dad up to the emergency hospital so he could lie down! It was a bit of a joke about that - going to the hospital in the car used to transport the dead! But pulled through the spider bite, but I believe there were long term side-effects. He didn’t really talk about that side of things, but every single morning from that day forward, I saw that he checked his shoes, even when he was an old man, he still checked his shoes before putting them on. Back then he lived in Killara, Sydney, where there are prevalent redbacks, however I believe redbacks all over Australia. Interesting how he had this foot problem, and I have been unable to walk on my foot properly for the last 5 years due to boot sabotage. There are some godawful people in life. 28. Aus Study Theft by Centrelink Bimbos I believe it’s called “Youth Allowance” now – money available for anyone under 24 in study or looking for work. So, in Feb this year, I put in a complaint with Centrelink stating they discriminate! This girl bothered to contact me back, saying ‘why do you say discriminate’ - she really wanted to know why I used the word discriminate. And the reason why I had said it, {but not actually put it in the complaint} was because I was denied Disability when I couldn’t walk on my foot, and I was entitled to it according to their rules I read on their website. (You are eligible if you have a condition longer than three years) And they refused it, and it just reminded me of the time when I was 18 and I went in to Centrelink, on the North Shore of Sydney, near where I was studying fulltime, asking to get Aus study. I was entitled to it. But the girl in the counter said “NO, YOU CAN’T GET IT YOU’RE NOT ELIGIBLE”, she was rude and a bitch. I can’t remember if I filled in their form or not, I guess not, as I would have got the form there then, but she sent me packing – Actually I can only remember being at the Centrelink office and being turned away, I am not even sure I made it to the counter….”no Aus study applications”. And me being a very young 18yr old, just left thinking, what a shit, then proceeding to near starve for the next two years. That stupid Centrelink girl was discriminating. And for 2 reasons; She assumed that I had money, maybe I was dressed particularly nicely that day – I was studying fashion. So, the latest girl said “discrimination” as in, being discriminated against for having money? She was being facetious. And the other, being I do not have an overly attractive face. I’m writing about this because I’ve written about it before, but it was stolen, - yet another piece of my writing stolen. But this is actually quite a big thing; people who aren’t very pretty get discriminated against, big time. Mainly women, but I guess men to when dealing with young bimbos would be discriminated against too? Back then I still hung out occasionally with school friends, one of them in particularly was ‘pretty’, well, the boys certainly thought so, {I personally thought she was a bit of a plain jane – but I won’t tell her that  !} Whenever I was with her, it was literally like I was living in a different world. She would have dozens of men coming up to her, in any situation, to see if she wanted anything, all so polite and respectful – it was extraordinary. And that girl would have no idea what it’s like, for someone who is not so attractive. She would have no idea how disrespectful some (by that I mean many) men are. I can’t quite recall what else I said in my story when I was talking about pretty vs ugly discrimination with my once-upon a time pretty friend. But bottom line is people who aren’t very pretty get discriminated against. And women who are attractive get the world laid out before their feet. Maybe I mentioned the government are aware of such things, as they made facial reconstruction surgery free, for anyone who is born with a cleft lip. When I told the complaints girl about not receiving Aus study at 18, she said they keep all their records, and told me that they never received an application form, so therefore they can’t address the complaint. How convenient for them. I later thought it was some stupid woman from Gunnedah who works for a politician that may have pretended to be Centrelink staff and turned me away? The same woman who dug up all my trees on Orange Grove Rd, and was obsessed with “class” while I was living at Tulcumbah (maybe obsessed because she was so trashy, a trashy thief!) ?? I really don’t know, but that woman who stole my trees deserves a bullet in her ear. I want to add here, being turned away like this when I was meant to be there, it’s the kind of thing really affects your psyche. A passive aggressive method of putting someone on a path of “Negative Nancy” where nothing works out. Theres no point. Theres no hope. You know, I have tried to do something about the state of the workers who work for Centrelink – they are by far the biggest dogs in Australia, as you would know if you have read my blog. When I went into the Gunnedah Centrelink, every time, there would be a bunch of women sitting up the back chit chatting – doing absolutely no work, ever, it was a total ‘bludge out chat feast for lazy bimbos’ – a fulltime job. And there were at least 40 girls – that’s 40 dogs receiving salaries for doing Jack Shit – and people discriminate about the unemployed – AH HELLO – “WORKERS” STEALING TAX PAYERS MONEY. Anyway, not that I really cared what the staff did or did not do, but due to their tyrannical nasty nazi dog antics (like pulling out the starter plug on my car so I would be stranded there, AND A WHOLE HEAP MORE), and after a lot of complaining, they were shut down, there are minimal staff there now, and Jobs Providers have taken over dealing with recipients. {Who by the way, like everyone else, OVERSTEP THEIR BOUNDRY – just same as centerlink, same as police, same as landlords, same as rental girls, same as plane/biker/car hoons who annoys me, same as dogs}. But the fact that I was once again knocked back for payment, tells me they are still run by dogs. Burn in hell burn in hell, you stupid bitches from Centrelink 29. Whip Bird Story, Eastern Whipbird (Psophodes olivaceus) One time I drove down to Sydney via the backway, through Yengo National Park. I think it borders Wollombi National Park too. There were these huge big, beautiful trees, a forest with these amazing birds calling and echoing through the whole forest, singing in that high soprano shrill, for hrs, the whole time I was driving through – nice and slow, with the windows down. It was absolutely beautiful - such a pleasant driving experience. Bush fragrant too. Then later, a few weeks, maybe months (?) out of my farm at Rangari one day, I heard those same birds, that I had heard way down south (probably 400km away). Before then, I certainly had never heard them, they were not from around the Gunnedah area. I did not even know their name at that point. I thought that can’t be real, I thought maybe someone like Heath Barwick or the dogs on Radio National or a stalking musician (Delta Goodrum), had gotten wind of my new favourite bird, and decided to play some bird recordings from afar? But as I was listening to them again a few days later, I actually saw them - live in the flesh! – not recorded!! They came right onto my veranda and started playing around in front of the mirror that I had hanging on the veranda wall. Making these beautiful noises too! Lol. Had they too followed me up??!! perhaps, they had gotten wind of my new favourite bird, and decided to fly 400km (by car, so prob 200km by the way of the parrot fly’s)! SHE LOVES US!! Someone told me then; they were Australian Whipbirds ; they thought it hilarious that my favourite bird was called Whipbird; as that person was probably one of those stupid dogs who try to inflict pain on me from afar – going back to church and the whole kneeling thing. STUPID WOMEN. {btw, not without my permission, you mentally deluded bimbos}. And, they are called Whipbirds, as there is a crack at the end of their call, like a whip being cracked, sound. Some years later I heard some Bellbirds, and it reminded me of all the echoes too, so it could have been both Bellbird and Whipbird in that forest. I also noted when I looked up the bird calls online, there are numerous recordings, and there are many slightly different variations of calls, some higher than others, some ending in a low crack, others ending in a shrill crack. Unfortunately I didn’t get a sound recording or a photograph of them. And again, it really annoys me how Google have removed all of the free images from their search results, even if you select the non-licensable box, in search tools, they have replaced them all with licensable ones, because they want people to purchase them, and not have access to the thousands of free images that there are. I’m really annoyed about it. There’s heaps of free images available, and Google should include them. Now, if you want a free one, you have to already know about free websites with free images, and go hunting for them. {Its like that bird saying to a Birder “pay to take that photograph thankyou!” – or a thieving stalking harassing bimbo turning around to me, and saying “pay for that story”!!} 30. My Teaching Experience re Knitting I can honestly say knitting has changed my life; I no longer have to wait anymore. I started knitting because I found receptionist (especially at Drs) kept me waiting for hours -once I started knitting, my life changed, my waiting time was cut down to like 5 minutes. Females are such a pervert’s (secret) apparently if you knit, your “boring”! Once at Centrelink at Parramatta I was kept waiting 5 hours - really, nooo hard feelings at all. If only I had a photo of that bimbo receptionist/serve counter girl. The receptionists at the Barbara Street medical Centre and the Rural health Centre in Gunnedah, not only are pervy bitches, but take advantage of being able to perve on single women waiting, by stealing from their open bag at the counter (dogs working in packs), and also trying to be antagonistic, by being difficult about making appointments, and simply trying to infuriate single ladies {I'm fairly certain they wouldn't try these antics with any man. In fact, one thing I've noticed amongst most young women, is that they are completely different if there is a man around. I mean COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. They are pretty much schizophrenic. Like ‘sweet talking, polite, respectful, around men, but then stupid bloody bitches around women when there are no men looking. It still happens today even over the phone with council staff. This is a real thing. A real dysfunction that other women suffer from. Anyway, that is a different story. But the receptionist at Gunnedah, I need to also mention, if you get angry with them and about their stupid antics about NOT making appointments, then they will accuse you of having mental health problems, and furthermore they will use their power and influence, working in the health industry, to try and get you institutionalised; just because you raised your voice at them. THEY ARE DISGUSTING CREATURES. All doctors receptionist, as far as I'm concerned, need a bullet to the ear. Did you hear that stupid blonde – not going to be changing my mind ever you little twit. I’ve started to take photos of them when I enter a building now, same across all receptionists, in all areas - it works, they do not want other people to know they are merely little pervy bitches. Also writing this blog has helped tremendously, as most “good” people, have no idea what those evil women are like. Clueless, until now, till I spilt the beans. I know I shouldn't really get so worked up about stupid blondes, {as some guy pointed out to me!} And especially as nature has a way of taking care of such evilness - I know that they will get their come-uppance. But still sometimes they follow me after I leave, often harass me from my neighbours, they did this at Gunnedah, and Gin Gin, and here someone has built a bungalow next door when I moved in – they harass me from the neighbours. A common thing for dogs to do. They also watch me and my house, and steal from me, from my house, and from my locked car. Essential oils are their no 1 favourite item to steal – they take 1, use it for a month or so, then return it, and take another, and do the same. Recently when this happened at a shop I went into at Sarina, I discovered if I go straight from there to a police station, the harassers take off! - I did not even have to go inside the station!! (it happen to be closed). So, knitting has helped me somewhat – but if I forget my knitting at the Dr’s – well its bimbo dog reflection hell for me!! I should add, in Gunnedah, I used to knit a lot. A LOT. This was back when my arms worked properly, and I could knit at 50 miles an hour. I would come in after working hard in the garden all morning, then sit all evening knitting and resting. I have done heaps of garments, accessories, crafty things, all manner of techniques. Actually, not to toot my own horn, but I am a bloody good knitter, and have come up with some good stitch patterns, and aswell as special techniques. Plus ofcourse – knitting jumpers was a must, to keep me warm at Rangari in the winter. Actually, I love beautiful yarns, I love looking at beautiful things, and I love people who take pride and effort in their daily choice of dress - I don’t mean spending on expensive brands, I mean dressing with thought and creativity. Besides, in healthy populations, dressing well, commands respect , and everyone wants respects. My mother taught me to knit in my final year of school; I created a wonderful technicoloured coat from neck to ankle. I went on to complete a diploma in Fashion. I worked 10 years in the fashion industry. I ‘rediscovered’ knitting a few years ago after I got a virus at the nursing home, and I have taken much interest in learning and researching various knitting techniques and garment construction. I have many designs and hope to do more in the future. I have made a decision to keep fibres natural, and I find myself on a textile journey, growing and producing my own fibres, and discovering natural dyes. I have taught Knitting, a course at the Gunnedah Community College. So, this is how this story relates to My Teaching Experience re Knitting; I recall back to the time when I taught a class of knitting at the Gunnedah Community College. At this particular time in my life, I was fully in to knitting, I had spent quite a few years knitting, I had researched many techniques and tried many techniques. I was actually very savvy knitting and knew a lot of tricks. So, I got this classroom, full of ladies, I was determined to teach them all these wonderful skills that I had learnt. However, I think I may have been the only one in the room that took knitting really quiet so seriously!  I soon discovered mainly everybody else was there was there for social reasons. Nevertheless, I think I passed on a few tips and tricks, with the most important being the “Long Tail Cast On” as far as I was concerned this was the basics of basics that one needed to know if one knits, (no one in the Gunnedah class had ever heard of it), in fact, most of them were only familiar with the knit stitch, and did not even know what a purl was (!) – and considering knitting only consists of 2 stitches, the knit, and the purl, (that’s all there is to it - everything else is just a combination of how those 2 stitches are put together), it was a little sad for me, that they did not share my enthusiasm for knitting – one woman couldn’t understand at all why on earth she would need to know how to purl! Also, I had to mention phones, I tried to ‘ban’ mobile phones in class, I knew they would be a problem for me, as I know how much reflective ‘dogs on phones’ were a problem for me, even back then too. But pretty much no-one, paid attention to my little course outline notes, and indeed, they can be really annoying when they go off in class, and someone just starts talking on her phone, when you’re in the middle of teaching. I did not feel I could pull out my bull whip and give her a good lashing. Phone takers are rude and disrespectful. If I was a high school or primary school teacher, I would definitely make it a rule that there were no phones. And if I caught anyone on the phone in class, I would confiscate the phone, and not just for the remainder of the class, but for the remainder of the term. In fact, if I had a child, I definitely wouldn’t be giving them a phone at all, while they’re in school. They do not need a phone. Maybe on their 18th birthday I would consider it. Although now in a family home, they don’t even have a landline connected, so it might be a little shadier, as in, not a black and white situation. No hard and fast rules. But generally, I say no to phones. It’s definitely a way that the kids / adults are distracted, and form together, to gang up on their ‘victim’, whether it be the teacher or other students. It is a bully tool. I mean, it’s not like I said anything to any of the rebellious women who were speaking on the phone in my class, I just ignored them, but that rebellious factor would have been why they had them in class, as I said NO PHONES IN CLASS, in the course pamphlet. (rebellion - dare I say it – STUPID). On the last day, I decided to take some cinnamon buns in for the class, and when I got there, only 1 person had turned up for the last day. mmm! Also, one of them stole all my unorganized Class Knitting Notes. Such is women. Above photo shows: my first 3 jumpers I knit, with my sister Penny modelling the left one. I used to have all my patterns on Ravelry, (for just over 10yrs ) and I would sell them for $2.50 – I sold heaps (with the condition that if you had no kids, then you could get any of my patterns for free!!). But since someone at Ravelry is friends with the girls who are stealing from me (the bimbo receptionists – the whole dog network.) I won’t mention any names, (CASEY FORBES); she removed my whole profile page, including my profile picture, aswell as my newest pattern!! I told her that my profile page was a MY profile, and not their profile – but she did not care (They are total non-thinking bimbo Nazis. So, I had all the problems I was facing as a single lady on my profile page. They did not like that at all – actually I suspect the “thieving bully from Gunnedah” complained to them about my profile, so they deleted it, non-thinking form. You know the problem cannot be fixed if you’re not aware of it sillies, and ha, as it was up there for 10yrs before you nazied it! Message for them: Stand up to manipulative sweet-talking bullies, and have some bloody guts admin. This is life – not a classroom, you silly women. Those women that run that website, discriminate against other women who are not married. Yet another person/business, that could be sued for discrimination.) Actually, I think those women that run that website secretly think they are rich, and superior – a better class, therefore they don’t have to worry about any of the world’s problems, that’s for other people to do something about, all they have to do is stay ‘positive’ all the time, and get rid of anyone who suggests all is not good – (like what stupid bimbos do). Facebook admin is exactly the same. Also, I believe guilty NEGS girls were responsible for that (there is a lot of puppetry that goes on in life). So, I did have all my patterns listed here for free, but I found after 5 yrs, no one requested any, plus I think the nature of dog perverts – well, they just steal any they want, as they can see. So, I removed them. Here is a screen shot of some of my patterns, a little pixalated Life Stories P19 NEXT About P1, About P2 , Life Stories P! LSP2, LSP3, LSP4 , LSP5, LSP6, LSP7, LSP8, LSP9 , LSP10, LSP11, LSP12, LSP13, LSP14, LSP15 , LSP16, LSP17, LSP18, LSP19 (this), LSP20, LSP21, LSP22,

local community young Australian people stealing petty items with little value so as to go under the radar of police - 1000's of small items Items Stolen from me while I was living at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australia P2 1. Garden Grow Bags, 100L, 40cm high x 39cm wide. with handles STOLEN 2 of 3 Garden Grow potato bags has been stolen. I purchased 3 of these way back in 2012 or so from GE. One was stolen when I was living at Tulcumbah, near Keepit dam, Gunnedah. Another was taken from Kookaburra Park, Gin Gin (I think, it could have disappeared at Colosseum, Miriam Vale, QLD, there are heaps of farmer thieves in that area, just as bad as Gunnedah). GET YOUR OWN GODDAM POTATO BAGS you non-thinking morons. 2. I briefly visited Melbourne 2006, while I was there, these items were STOLEN Copper Kettle: Most likely stolen by the removalists who packed everything aswell as moved everything. Or it could have been flatmate Mat who had a slut girlfriend, who I think was that stalking blonde bimbo from petersham. Or it could have been my sister Penny who unboxed it at Henry st before I took box out to farm? Or some stupid dog who heard me talking about my copper kettle just before I went to get it, and took it a few hrs before I unpacked it - most likely in my opinion -fuck off you stupid thieving pervert unwanted goddam blonde bimbo DOGS. I miss my kettle. I missed it. I often cooked over flames, and needed it numerous times. BTW, I do not recommend those removalists who also pack everything, they neglected to pack anything in my shed - so all my tools were left behind, 2 kitchen cupboards under the sink were neglected, plus they put strong adhesive labels on absolutely all my stuff, impossible to remove - I could see their labels for the next 15 years on all my stuff. 2 Litres of Fine Grade Sewing Machine Oil STOLEN, I suspect by a Melbourne industrial sewing machine mechanic that came out to my house to service my overlocker - he did a shady job, and later the needle bar fell out while I was using it, and he had to come back to fasten it properly. So, he probably had a grudge. Unfortunatly, I did not write his name down, otherwise I would name and shame him - it is the only thing that works to stop bully thieves. The Cotton gardening hat was stolen while I visited an open Garden in Melbourne {which was huge at the time, 1000’s of people toured around every weekend at all the gardens – more popular than the footy!}. So I was in the huge garden, and I got up from a shady bench that I was briefly resting on, and I left my hat behind, literally about 20seconds later, I remembered I forgot it, and doubled back to get it, and in that time, it was taken. People are so fucked. A whole new 2L of PVA glue was also stolen from my linen cupboard in Melbourne, I suspect pervert female blonde bimbos. There were heaps of them at my RMIT course that I was doing – all of them were thieves, the whole class (I was the only honest person there). Female thieving young girl bimbos. There’re a disgrace. 3. Old Fashioned Long Handled Weeding Tool, with painted white handle, Stolen While I was living on a farm called “Tulcumbah” on the Orange Grove Rd, near Gunnedah; Knapmans brick house 2007. {btw, that 3bdrm brick house would have driven that stupid short blonde girl hung up on class, NUTS! HAHAHAH HAHHAH HA!! lol} This tool was part of a 3-piece set, belonging to my late Grandmother, including a rake, and a cultivator with 3 prongs. Today, I still have both, all with white painted handles. They are very old and high-quality garden tools. The kind they do not make anymore. I will ‘will’ the person who stole this weeding tool, to get cancer and die. Those tools also would irritate that stupid blonde, it was probably her. Although I do recall seeing that stupid woman, I think from BONDS, in western Sydney there? I wrote a story about it later, re, she stole 2 dozen trees I had planted on the Orange Grove rd. Total female bimbo Phsycho. She later stole my Petunia seedling from up rental unit here at Sarina, 30 yrs later, she was working for Bunnings. She belongs in jail. If it were up to me I would have her shot. In the ear. WAKEY WAKEY 4. Lilly's, Saffron and Tulip ‘Negrita’ – Tulipa BULBS STOLEN off veranda at Rangari The reason I suspect Marisa was because I saw her (or someone that looks like her but I’m pretty sure it actually was Marisa), who is now living in the UK, she was on one of those UK gardening shows, and they were doing this weird thing, and they were explaining how to lift plants, as in to transplant, it was like they were talking to my stupid and easily manipulated neighbours, and showing them how to dig up my plant and “lift” it - and thus they stole my saffron. That particular girl was at my fashion class, she really didn’t like me, she was rude. I’m not entirely sure why, what her problem was, she was just a bitchy little girl with red hair. So, I suspect she saw my garden, and was jealous, and stole my saffron. Typical little girl behaviour, but mainly, the underlying reason that they steal, is because they think they’re superior than me, and deserve it more than me. Talk about mental health problems; most girls are messed up in the head. And you know what, ever since my Saffron was stolen, whenever I’m shopping and I see saffron on the shelf, ($1000/kg) or I read a recipe that has saffron in it, I’m always reminded of the stupid little bitch thieves from TV world, that stole my saffron plant. And I get angry and pissed off every time. I purchased that saffron for me, it was a long term investment. I paid for it. I didn’t purchase it for some stupid little bimbo. You know now, due to all the stupid bimbo copycats, I can’t watch any gardening show from any country, because the TV presenters get their mignon friends, to “lift” plants from my garden. Especially anything rare or expensive (or extra pretty). They are disgraceful and have no morals or empathy for anyone but themselves. Who do you think helped me find rare and expensive plants in the first place? Who? Btw, that red head’ one day in class time, we were out at a clothing factory that had the new gerbre computer for textiles, we were all ushered to a room that had the new grading system set up, and I noted in the room next door was also the new CAD, computer aided Design. So, I quietly ventured next door, and started figuring it out and using it, playing around on it. And that red head girl kept bitching about me to the teacher, “she’s in the other room, she’s in the other room and not here doing this”. And the teacher was like - Oh my god you stupid dog (under her breath ) “she’s doing it, just leave her alone”. You know this totally summarises pretty much all women, in my opinion, they’re just non-thinking little jealous bitches. I bet she is a bloody third born. I can’t reiterate enough, and how many times do I have to say it: stop having more than two kids you stupid bimbo mothers, you cannot raise fully functional “multiple kids”. FYI worldwide, there are 14million refugees – that’s 14million UNWANTED KIDS WAKE UP and stop bloody breeding. Why am I the only person with this ultra important message. 5. CCTV camera Vandalised & Destroyed by stupid parents trying to EMPOWER their kids This camera was set up on my mailbox at Rangari, on the farm, because the neighbours kids we’re vandalising my mailbox and possibly stealing my mail. I know it was the neighbours kids because get this; my neighbour Steve Carter, must not have wanted his boys ending up like the complete anal pussy type of person, (such as that you might find working at the Gunnedah Post Office), so he used me to ‘empower’ his kids, by bringing his kids around to my place on their quad bikes I saw (they’re really a wealthy farming family - rich, arrogant and uncaring), and he encouraged them to vandalise my mailbox. I saw them do it from the pine forest, I had walked down to see what the commotion was. (Mail box was about 1/2 km from the house). A supervised vandalization by their dad. So that’s when I put up the camera, and then a week later this is what I find. What an arsehole. What a truly revolting family. I believe other parents do it as well now, copying Steve Carter. Using me in this sick manner. Rack off you stupid “using” parents. Empower your own little spoilt brat kids. My last landlord did it too (copycat) she encouraged her 12yr old son to poison my water-bottle with pee. Parents with serious mental health problems, she implied later it was not her, it was her friend Winifred. And I think some stupid farming woman did it just last week too; brought her kids around to vandalize my trees out front, and stole the frangipani. I got a photo of them with car dashcam, it’s on you tube now. Stupid farming woman copying Steve Carter. I bet all those thefts at Colosseum, near Miriam Vale, Agnes Water, like my chocolate and roo mince out of the fridge, were done by stupid farming women egging their kids on, copying Steve Carter. In true stupid style. I would say over half the items stolen from me to date, have been done in this manner, by stupid copycat parents/uncles “egging” their kids to do something bad. Thinking that they are having fun with their kids. Absolute arsholes. The young people who turned my aquarium up at new address and cooked my fish – I bet – egged on by their stupid parents. Stupid raising stupid. Mmmm, it seems I need to do a photo story called “ Ways to Empower your Child without stealing from Emily Bieman” (goddam people are stupid – work it out yourselves). Man – this is a whole big thing, and it starts from the get go, day one of birth. It is a whole “way” of raising a person, and also being around other people, all other people. It is this thing called respect. And you cannot suddenly teach your child empowerment in one situation. Savvy parents know already how do to it. Only stupid parents would encourage their kids to break the law and find a victim to pick on, to bully, as a way to feel empowered. STUPID. It reminds me of 2 of my 2 siblings, one raises his kids a certain way, the other, his wife mainly, raises in a different way. And it is SO OBVIOUS which way is better. The child that is constantly watched and monitored, and told what to do and when to do it by his mother, mainly, (USED; ride your child!), is the child who is UNEMPOWERED, and thus also is rude, disrespectful, and ‘naughty’. The other child who does not have “over control-freak” parents, is fully EMPOWERED, and is a child that behaves and can take the initiative, and is respectful. SO OBVIOUOS which way is the best, when it comes to child rearing. If your child misbehaves – parent – it is totally YOUR FAULT. Stupid parenting skills. There seriously needs to be compulsory parenting class. Also, I did a story when I was living at Gin Gin about empowering your kids so that they can later, know how to compete in the workplace. I mentioned dancing, anyway, that is another story that has been stolen! I had so many that I wrote at Gin Gin that have been stolen. I can only assume that there's a whole heap of thieving writer bimbo women who live at Gin Gin. 6. My Seed Measuring Spoons Stolen ½ tsp measure STOLEN was stolen from inside my house at Rangari, Gunnedah, NSW in 2016 I use this teaspoon on a daily basis as I sell seeds and I use it to measure out the seeds, so I hope that person gets cancer and dies. Furthermore, I believe the person who stole, it was a television cooking related personality, and they had ordered seeds previously from me, {I had advertised “a heaped spoon” for some of my seed sales}. And I believe this person was ‘gruffted’ because they didn’t feel like their seed qty was ‘heaped’ enough, being a cook. And so they stole my spoon out of stupid childish spite. And this is unbelievable greed, because most people when they send you seeds, they send often less than 50 seeds (other seed sellers are very scabby), yet in my heaped ‘spoon’ sales, there would be literally thousands, if not millions of seeds in each pkt. Yet this person was still ‘gruffted’ enough to steal my spoon. Stupid little idiot. Btw, as I have (had) a whole set of measurement spoons in this black finish, today when I went to find the tablespoon, I noted it was gone too. 7. Alpaca fibres STOLEN, many, a lot, small portions like this This much (80g) of hand dyed dirty green alpaca fibre was STOLEN out of my cupboard, some time within the last 3 years I have had countless amounts of small amounts of fibre stolen out of my fibre cupboard, whilst I lived at Rangari. Not to mention knitting needles. I believe there are a lot of knitters in Gunnedah, as well as a lot of old NEGS girls who sit around and knit. But, I suspect my landlord has been stealing my fibres, via her husband or her daughters, I’m not entirely sure? She sees me knitting, and wants to knit the same - in typical female jealous form. Hey, you silly bimbo, these are my fibres, get your own dam fibres and dye your own dam fibres; get out of my life. Since I relocated to a house where the landlord does not knit, I have had no more fibre stolen. 8. Evil Sneaky Female Camera Sabotage Thieves This really happened to my camera, it is not a figment of my imagination; My little Kodak camera , purchased in 2005, served me well. It was a good purchase, (albeit $1000! from HN), but it is a ‘superior’ point and shoot easy camera. You are paying for simplicity in use, and superiority in function. This very fact, if you have been reading my blog, and now have an understanding of the jealous bimbos who stalk and obsess over me, you will know, that this camera, would really piss them off. As they think I am “undeserved” of anything good / superior. It is a thing for them, their issue. Their bimbo issue. So those evil bitches, came up with a plan to sabotage – they could not steal it, its value would raise alarms. So, one night it was ‘borrowed’. And when I went to use it subsequently, I discovered there was a speck of something inside the lens. That certainly was not there before; now permanently marking every photo. It was either tampered with, or swapped camera for camera, good with bad (actually I think the latter is more likely; this is what they do, they have done it on several items (my fabric scissors, my cocoa, spray bottles, crockery, bread flour….), and they think I will not notice – stupid bitches. I tried to fix it, but was unable to put it all back together again, and eventually I just had to chuck it out of frustration. Thieves Thieves Thieves. Now I have no good camera, the $1000 Sony one I purchased to replace it, was CRAP, I since sold it for $300 at Cash Converters, the only place where I could sell it, since I have been ban everywhere else, and they ‘stole’ from me with that price. And the one I purchased to replace that, was the Panasonic Zoom, also, inferior – no idea how to do good camera. BTW I heard a thieving dog at the time this was going down, it was at Peter Longs. Camera was Kodak EasyShare DX7590 9. Plant Ownership, amongst other dodgy things out of Control In Australia Hort Ind Example; NON hybrids, Isopogon divergens is Isopogon divergens, it is not Isopogon “Stuckey's” like Belinda Trigg from Trig Nursery sold it as. The horticulture industry is wrought with tricksters and persecutory tormenters with big arrogant egos or kids who want to ‘name’ plants. Not naming any names, Belinda Trigg, (oh whoops I already did), since she banned me from her online shop, for no apparent reason; {She banned me from her shop because I called her out on Facebook, social media about her pretending to be Philip Stuckey from Pretty Woman}. (I told you I have women who try to inflict pain on me – they coward cunts – trying to empower themselves, and trying to use me for this purpose.) Even worse that that foolish cunt, is other women who seem to try to protect those bully women, and give her favour for business. Reward the bullies, that’s what they do in Australia. Beastly bully pain inflictors, who don’t think anyone is looking, well guess again, we have social media now, where everybody sees everything, so don’t mess with me unless you are happy with EVERYONE seeing what you do you little coward bullies. well, just don’t mess with me STOOPID. What were you thinking you stupid woman. NOT WITHOUT MY PERMISIOONS YOU SENSELESS LITTLE CUNT And while I am at it - there a lot of dodgy women in the horticulture industry trying to sell plants to suckers. I have been victim at least 3 times, with labels stating that it is certain colour, when it’s actually not. Or has a fragrance when it does not. And, this is also what they do; In some poor country, in Asia somewhere, maybe Africa?; they thought of a plan to make money for the local community, and that was by collecting a native plant that grows there, and tell all the wealthy Europeans, and or “stupid Australians” that it was super healthy food (Goji berry). This is a total lie, Goji berry is super sweet, not super healthy. And of course, it is a weed in its native area. But today it is a huge money maker in the health food industry, all based on a lie. These are the greedy thieving dishonest antics that people get up to for money, and I personally believe a lot of people do not understand the concept of win/win, they just want win/lose, they don’t care if the consumer loses. And do not realize this is a bad business attitude which will end in FAIL. And, so, not only are there those types of people who know perfectly well what they’re doing in the “scam money making market”, but, on the other hand, there’s a lot of people, re sellers, that have no idea what they’re doing, and they’re selling these deceptions too, like plants to people in certain areas where the plant has got buckley‘s chance of growing; labels aren’t labelled correctly with a proper growing conditions. Such as “will die if waterlogged” or “will not stand humidity” or “will not stand prolonged inland droughts”. Stuff like that is important and always missing. Sometimes I suspect they do it deliberately, so people buy the plant, the plant dies, and then they’ve gotta buy another one. It pays to read up about plants before buying. Since it’s really easy to do with Google, it’s like fun homework! 10. Knitting Needles, Stolen, Returned, Some still Stolen, plus others not shown here Stolen, plus Fibres Stolen, and more Stolen These knitpro needle cables , were stolen, but after I posted this - all but 1 were returned! Seriuolsy, there is some blonde woman out there, who is making it her mission to retirieve all my needles. I am certain of it, plus, if they can’t be found, she is even going so far, as to purchase new ones, and slip them in their envelope. So this one is the only one missing now - of the expensive Knitpro brand ones, but I have had HEAPS of others stolen, mainly when I lived at Rangari, as there are a lot of knitters in Gunnedah - thieving old ladies who do not know about ebay, and can get their own new metal modern needles for a few dollars, STUPID OLD LADIES; blonde bimbo types, but now old and grown. So below photo shows all the metal needles missing today. Below that, shows some of my Bamboo ones missing. And below that is a photo of all my knitting equipment - I am a serious knitter! It is infuriating siting down on a new knit project reaching for my needle box, only to discover the ones I want are NOT THERE. INFURIATING. This happened multiple times. MULTIPLE, some sort of dog game. As I am thinking about my new project and what size needle I will use, someone sneaks in and takes the size I settled on. So, not ALL that has been stolen, is shown here. I have not even gone through my Bamboo sets, to see what’s missing (I prefer knitting with metal!). And heaps of different fibres were stolen over the 10 years I lived at Rangari. I hope the Bimbo women who stole them get cancer and die, then burns in hell. You stupid untrustworthy, dishonest, thieving women. Womens biggest weakness – they are DISHONEST. Course, it could have been Heath Barwick the halfwit drug dealing neighbour who stole them. 11. Gunnedah Council Library Dogs – devious plans to steal through fines This photo was stolen, not only off my website, but from all my backup devices! Plus, my reviews were removed from 3 different online websites. I think it is worth making another photostory about it. It describes my experience with Gunnedah Public library, and how I was cast out by stupid bitch dog. (Stolen because those goddam bullies at Gunnedah Council do not want anyone to know what they get up too – their true nature). Their main issue, they do not want any ‘well read’ smart people, they want girls to be just as stupid as them, they want everyone to be the same as them. Plus, they devised a way to steal cash from people: This one particular librarian, blond brown hair (If I could name names, I would) refused to give me an extension on my library loan, as I lived out of town – no reason why she could not, she just did not out of bitch spite. And NO, I was not disrespectful in any way when I asked for it (you stupid bimbos who blame me for somebody else’s bitch behaviour; I have had it up to here with you, it is not my fault you or any other woman are stupid. Got it.) And then when I went there, she organized along with bitches from Gunnedah Council - a parking ticket for $79 whilst parked outside the Gunnedah library for 2hrs and 2 minutes (Gunnedah is a small country town, with certainly no need for parking signs at all let alone parking inspectors, I was later told by the Tafe Librarian (one with common sense) that I was the only person in Gunnedah to receive a parking ticket ever. Bloody bitchy dogs. I don’t even know that bitch libarian?) So that librarian plus other council staff were in cahoots. She was one of those non-thinking phone twits who would talk to me like she was talking to me on a phone, like, shove the phone into my view whenever I came to the counter to check out books. Weirdo. Fuck off. Due to that stupid librarian and her stupid council co-horts, they did not get those amazing books back that needed the extension, as I really could not make it in to town, and I sure as hell was not going to pay that stupid thieving bitch her requested $15 late fine – the whole point of her refusal – was so she could steal $15. (The books were given to charity) They might not want to be so stupid in the future. But I will no longer go to the library ever again, and stick to Google. Which is a shame, as I have spent many hours in a library over the years, as I have mentioned I was library prefect in primary school!! And practically read every book in that school library! Least this happened after I had my “socks blown off” by the books about native plants. I was told that librarian was fired because of this incident, but I would be surprised if this was the case; most instance with revolting bullies like her, (and there are many) - they get away with it all the time, there is no “mother” to take her stupid child and reprimand, there is no ”teacher” to give the bully detention. It’s like if I want that girl to understand how wrong she is, I would personally have to go and seek her out – follow her, and attack her in some way, physically punish her, so she is shocked into understanding). And as if I am going to do that! STUPID LITTLE GIRL WHO STILL NEEDS HER MOTHER. This is just one of the antics that those Gunnedah council girls, – little girls, get up to in order to screw people about. They are literally thieves who devise plans of how to steal from customers, especially ones they do not know very well. I also want to mention here, I am a very polite and respectful person. I would never be rude to a sales person behind the counter, or pick a fight. I’m very softly spoken. It was a standard that I was raised within my family, and also with the private education I had. Being rude or offensive is just not an option and certainly not a part of my nature. I feel some people say (and do say) “oh well, you get this reaction from people because you must’ve been disrespectful to them” But this is actually just not the case at all, and I wouldn’t be so worked up about it, writing about it, if it were that way. There has been, and still is, major issues about who certain people can be respectful towards, and who they should not be respectful towards. It is an attitude by small minded little girls in the community of Gunnedah (and elsewhere, Bundaberg just the same) and I’m writing about it. I also want to add, now that I’ve had years and years and years of these antics from the stupid little girls. I now have the opinion that most people, women, I would say 85%, are basically stupid, they can’t think for themselves, and 10 out of 10 will steal from me. I have also known prominent feminists to also later in their lives, reach this conclusion, a whole change of mind coming about from experience. Yet, still I am respectful and polite, as usual. I mostly do not want any kind of confrontation or relationship with any other women (when you fight with someone you enter a relationship with them). I believe now, that those dogs behind the counter, can actually sense my belief about them, even though I don’t give them any signs, I keep things friendly, smiley and brief. But they can sense my ‘stance’, and the fact that they can’t manipulate me with their ‘sweet charm’, is the main issue. I’m pretty smart, and this is what really annoys them, and why they are so rude, disrespectful and dismissive. Aside from the photo above, stolen, I’ve written about this ‘little girl’ issue before, and it was stolen too, telling me that I am definitely hitting the nail on the head with this one. Although I have mentioned it’s also about happiness - most bully girls can’t stand to see me (or anyone) happy, that really ticks them off too,- in fact I believe Lady Gaga wrote a song about it “Poker Face”. I definitely do not have a poker face, in fact, quite the opposite. I use my face extensively and probably way more than a typical person. When it comes to expressing myself, I use my face; a lot of nose scrunching, and or, a lot of smiling. I do it deliberately so I don’t have to speak (!), a subconscious learnt ability. I would be truly hopeless at playing poker. I have a natural desire to be honest, unlike most other women. Someone told me it is also a ‘pretty thing’, as in, plain or ugly girls are treated badly by behind the counter sales girls and young men. And that is why, when I was in my 20’s I had a lot of older people telling me to smile, (it helps with an ugly face). I would agree with this. As what would happen, if I didn’t smile, the sales girl would think I was angry, even though I wasn’t angry at all, but just because of my face, like it wasn’t like a pretty little ‘made up’ face (I never wear makeup), so she thinks, I was angry with her, so therefore she starts picking a fight with me, and some of them, the really stupid ones, would follow me after I left the store, and continue to fight with me, like verbal abuse, harassment, and theft. And I have no idea often who they are, or what the issue is. So stupid. I think this personally is a big reason why I have had so many women stealing from me - it just comes down to their shallow stupidity. Oh, and someone else told me this library situation was sexual discrimination, as many people, for some reason, think I am gay. So, it was ‘gay bashing’ – female style. Again, see their stupidity. Not gay. Apparently, any type of harassment is sexual harassment, I assume that means anyone who gives me a hard time or steals from me, is sexually frustrated! {and the majority of people who do, are women – OMG, go and take care of yourselves you stupid repressed twits. Such irony here.} And, while I am reminded of this library, one time, I was there, the dogs who ‘go get people from my paste’, and ‘insert’ them, across my current path, were there, they got some aboriginal girl from Tafe, who must have done something nasty and bitchy (don’t ask me what – I pay no attention to most people, oh, I think she was just rude. Yeah, pay no attention if they are rude. So, then they got another aboriginal girl who I did not know, to cross my path and make up some joke (not at my expense) – they do this to make up for what the stupid bitch did – they do this over and over and over again, over many many years. Same arrogant dogs arranging it. But I have heard some VERY CLEVER jokes in my time! I also had problems in 2023 with Sarina council poisoning my trees, and stalking by ‘inserting across my path’, with same female lollypop road worker. I remember back when I was 18 or something, also and in fact, I was in the library, different librarian?, and it must've been some situation along the lines of what I've been talking about above, I mean, I don't even remember it well, but it just didn't make sense of why this person was nasty. And, there was somebody else standing in the library, and she turned to me, she could see I didn't understand what was going on in the situation, and she said "oh it's Council related, the Council only employ really stupid people..." and she went on for about 10 minutes of telling me the process of how they employ council workers, and they type of person who works at council!! She must've been someone old and wise, like I am now, trying to explain to a young person, who has no idea about how the world works at all! I remember it now. So funny! They also edited this with 20 spelling mistakes. 12. This is how I Have to Lock the Door now, Thieves Stealing My Keys At this house in Rangari, thieves often (4 times) stole my keys. I kept having to change the locks, at considerable expense. At one point this is what I had to do, because I couldn’t afford to go into town every time they were stolen. The amount of money I have had to spend on new locks/ padlocks/ keys/ key copies/ security cameras – it would be well into the thousands now, and continues to be just such a waste of money, at least $60 a quarter to run CCTV. Curse them, I hope those thieves GET CANCER AND DIE. Btw, I would NOT want to be in their shoes, they will have major karmic dept now HA HA. I suspect it was my landlord David Heywood who took them at least twice. Bad enough if you misplace them, but when they are actually stolen, and you have been looking all that time….. so pissed off. {btw, I have a tracker in my keys now, car and unit - HA again) 13. Thief Access Via Cat Flaps That was my front door with the catflap at Rangari, (homemade cat flap worked well, but I had to cut a hole in it for 1 of my cats who was blind, he couldn’t see it otherwise, but he could sense the light through the hole) Unfortunately, I don’t have a photo showing the door closed from the inside, because right next to the door was my purple bowl of cat food. I would always leave a bowl of bikys for my cats to help themselves whenever they want. Just in case they were hungry out of meal times! One morning after I just left a new bowl of bikys there the night before, I looked at the bowl and it was completely empty (usually takes about 2 weeks for them to go through a bowl of bikys {no mould or moisture problems in Gunnedah!}) And some desperado little girl thief, had literally put her hand through that cat flap and reached for the bowl, then emptied the contents of the bowl, and then put the bowl back. Can you believe that? You better. I suspect it was Emma Finylason and Heath Barwick because at that particular time suddenly a cat appeared at their address, {I went round there to confront them about another stolen item and drunk behaviour, and Emma kicked her cat, severely, out of frustrations, as I was telling her off} SUMS IT UP DOESN’T IT.} Plus they’re the only neighbours I had within a 5km radius, plus Heath Barwick is a drunken thieving retard idiot, which I have previously described in great detail on this blog. Those people have no idea of karmic debt, do they? Idiots. Stupid. {Or possibly Emma was there to try and save Heath from copying a ‘verbal’ beating from me. So, she gets it instead. Go ahead, try and save Heath Barwick! Lol lol. He has serious UNWANTED CHILDHOOD issues. I need to mention again, I do not really know Heath Barwick, I had meant him once or twice briefly when I was 18. We are not friends. Nor do I know Emma well, we never spoke at school, she was in a younger year. I should mention here, wherever I go I have dogs who follow me (I believe they are NEGS related; Cathy Goldman and older girls ahead of my year, Wainberg girl, related) and often when I go into certain shops, (on my list), the dogs are there waiting listening in to my conversation with the shop girl, in order to “monitor” me, to make sure I do not say anything “wrong”. There are really threatened by me. So, the dogs now think, it is because of them, that I am a respectful well-spoken lady {can you believe that? - it’s true, this is what those stupid women do, and they often steal in the situation too}. So, I am guessing Emma and that stupid blonde thought she would be safe from a verbal lashing. Fuck off you stupid dogs; that school is the WORST SCHOOL in the world. Oh, I want to point out, I had just switched to a new expensive brand of bikys, and these ones were extra special, not only were they extra small for two of my cats who were quite small, but the cats loved them, thought these ones very tasty. (No ash or cardboard). So those biscuits were definitely stolen by a jealous dog. She was jealous of these cat biscuits. In that same manner of the stupid short blonde who thinks I am not deserved of anything good, but she thinks she IS deserved, and so just takes from me. Maybe Emma was ‘egged’ on by this stupid blonde? I am so outrageously irritated, by stupid stupid jealous little twits. PISS OFF, get your own life. You know, actually I have observed, most people when they encounter me, they kind of hang around wanting something, and if I don’t give them anything, then they just take something. They have this strange juvenile mentality where I should have to give them something just because they are perving on me, like a child that hangs around a mother who is cooking, wanting a little sample morsel. The stupid nature of people is just ridiculous. Fuck off you stupid little bimbo dogs. I don’t fucking owe you anything. 14. The Reject Shop Thieves In Gunnedah when I used to shop at the Reject Shop (one of those $2 import shops) I had many items stolen out of my bag. Stolen when I shopped instore, as well as from my car while I was instore, as well as from out of my bag or car, after I had left the store, during the course of the day at some point. Thieving stalkers. It was so bad, that I invested in a car camera, and instead of running the carcam while I was travelling, I would have to turn the camera on when I was parked in the car park, and one time just after I installed my carcam, there was a huge commotion when I was instore at the Reject Shop, and I literally saw these dogs talking on phones to the person trying to break into my car. (The dogs get men to do their dirty work, and the dogs act as ‘look outs’, watching where I am at.) I overheard them talking about my carcam. So, the 2 yobo men must’ve seen the camera and so have not broken in to my car (I saw the 2 men as I left the store, 2 young looking boys in their 20’s with freckles and brown hair). So, ha ha ha ha ha - they couldn’t steal from my car once I installed the camera. The most common item I had stolen from these little two-dollar shops (there were 2 guilty stores in Gunnedah, The Reject Shop near Coles and Crazy Sam’s in the old Co-op), were reading glasses. They would usually steal them even before I got home and unpacked my bag. Sometimes they used to do it in a sneaky manner, the same tactics as what a magician uses to distract their audience. I especially found if there was a movie or a television show that had just started which was about magic or had a magician, or magicians in it, then the pickpocketing and theft would increase 50-fold. Also, the Reject shop in Gunnedah got such a bad reputation it had to close. I can assure you anyone who is a magician is a thief; the thieving personality is the type attracted to being a magician. And anybody wanting to see a magic show live or on television are complete morons. So not only did I have to have a camera on in my car when I left it, but I also had to have a camera around my neck when I went instore, and after I did these two things, finally the thieving almost ceased. Except now they figured out how they can do it in a legal manner, and that’s by scanning; girls (staff) go around scanning products that are on my list, and making them a higher price than the stated tag on the shelf, or often they remove the tag. So, once I moved to Sarina where there is a Reject Shop, I thought, well I’m in a whole new area, 1500 km away from the Gunnedah Reject Shop, why don’t I try to go here see what happens; but sure, enough I was overcharged by 75c the first time at checkout, as well as was ripped off with some faulty waxing products, (but I was able to return those and get my money back). The little short blonde girl was there, and who apologised (of course I do not accept her apology, I hope that girl gets cancer and dies) but I had to go back to get tissues (none at the supermarket) and the girl attempted to overcharge me again by 5c (for some reason I paid cash both times). The game of overcharging. In fact, I’ve noticed, every shop I’ve been into, at Sarina all the shop girls have attempted to overcharge me. Mitre 10 overcharged me; the service station tried to overcharge me (Sarina Beach Road fuels). The mechanic stole from me ($72). So still thank goodness for online shopping (who by the way are also, not innocent of stealing from customers, but at least everything online is recorded and bank transactions are the same as the recorded receipts) {once at a Tamworth watch jewellers, she quoted the price instore verbally, infront of people, but then went ahead and charged my credit card more than her quote – female shop girls - such fucking thieves}. At the moment I want to purchase some ribbon, and the price is RIDICULOUS, so expensive, I am certain they have my ip address and have tracked me, plus messed with google search results, so I have only one choice as to where to buy Ribbon from? 15. Sluen; Stolen and Discarded One day I was sitting on the Veranda at Rangari cottage, sipping in my morning coffee, when I heard ‘plop’, I saw from the corner of my eye, one of the Eucalyptus in my little rockery out front (Eucalyptus pyriformis ) had just dropped a big flower pod bottom, and the flower had burst out. Eucalyptus pyriformis has one of the biggest flowers, so the pod that fell was quite large. I saw it lying on the ground, and thought I would collect those, there’s bound to be something I can do with them. So, I went back out a little later to collect it, but it wasn’t there, gone. I thought it suspicious because there’s certainly no animal that would take an empty pod like that. A little while later as I was out weeding, and there was another ‘plop’, and another pod dropped. Right, I’ll go and get that one, just after I finished this bed. So, half an hour later I went over there, and, you know it, it had gone too. So, it is my firm belief, that somebody in the area (not mentioning any names – but I would place money on the fact that it was David Heywood the landlord, who would have been bored as shit, decided that he should take them, purely for no reason other than to annoy me, he certainly would have no use for them, being a farmer in his 50s. Of course, he could’ve been neighbour Heath Barwick, whose motivation would also be just to annoy me, he certainly would have no use for them, being a complete idiot. Of course, neither of those two people have been convicted of any theft, so these item that have been stolen, has been SLUEN. 16. Sleepers Stolen by Wealthy Bastard and Bird Stories I’ve talked about my garden and how I feel it was ‘stolen’ from me, and it was like there was a movement of brainwashing, and ‘outwilling’ going on. I’m going to show you another reason why I think this conspiracy is real. This is my garden, my vegetable patch, with all my logs/sleepers that I have found/collected and spent 10 years building. Today, there are no sleepers in that garden, they lie at Peter long’s place - a lawyer in Gunnedah who I strongly suspect is one of the guilty bastards behind the conspiracy. There are certain people that take ‘wealth accumulation’ very seriously, like Peter, meanwhile, I was this single young woman, who had built-up this magnificent garden from nothing, and someone like me will drive someone like him nuts; “who the hell does that girl think she is? she doesn’t even have a full-time job with a boss. And yet she has this huge beautiful garden”. (Lot of people think this way - although its mainly girls, they are jealous by Australian nature, due to mothers breeding like rabbits). Another reason why I suspect him is because I lived on his cottage (briefly and unfortunately) and he and his kids (adult girls), I suspect, would steal from me and do things like put pebbles in my dish drawer - he’s an arse. And he especially wouldn’t do anything “help wise” for anyone else unless he’s being paid $100/hr or whatever the going rate is for a lawyer. Yet when I had to leave, he personally came out with his trailer and loaded those sleepers onto his trailer, so he has my sleepers. He WANTED those sleepers for his garden. (Ironbark heavy duty sleepers. Back in the day, not so long ago, these were discarded, now they are worth a pretty penny. Most of these sleepers, I retrieved out of the Heywood’s ‘on farm’ tip (I was just lucky these ones hadn’t been burnt) or by the roadside after rail workers discarded them, and I recall most farmers back in the day, including my dad, just burning such logs, I am pretty sure they would reach over $100 each these days). I did have a photo of the garden they lie in now, but it has disappeared off my PC, (STOLEN PROOF), the only one I could find was this one with his partner Sara Fergusons’s stray cat that turned up when I was there (they half starve their animals). So, I have a strong feeling that this guy helped “will” me out, so he could get the sleepers for his farm/garden. BTW, they don’t even grow veges, I am pretty sure too, neither of them actually cook either. It’s all just for show for them. Here is a good spot to add what the dogs do about the wood I collected; the timber I collected on Davids farm, was mostly from the old tip out there, which they no longer use – very sensible. But David told me how to get there, it is in a remote spot on their huge farm {I have written about this twice before, but it is a big deal, so I am writing about it again.} So, I got pretty much all of it, and put it to some use. Later some little idiot dog was trying to accuse me of stealing Davids timber - I think they might have been trying to tell Brenda, that I was stealing Davids timber? Or I am not sure who they were trying to convince that I was stealing timber, but it was someone and someone! Bird related. So anyway, when they discovered that you cannot access the tip without knowing where it is, whoever it was (coward) realized I could only have obtained the timber with Davids permission. So, I suspect this was actually microsoft related? Computer nerds trying to but in and “get her” – this is a typical stupid Australian thing that happens to me all the time, people trying to “get me” just like that theft accusation, they tried to get me on tax evasion (as if), also Centrelink fraud twice ( yeah right) and crazy incarceration (they wish), and now accommodation, I have literally no where to live, and notice to leave. Don’t think this was not a conspiracy! Now, while this blog is about me and my life, I have stated many times that I am on a personal mission to combat thievery, (meaning people who steal from me), but, why not other people’s thievery bane too. Here is some blatant timber related theft going on in the world; I saw on Netflix once time a show about the timber chainsaw festival in America, I think it was America, could have been Canada? But, they’re fantastic!! What they can do with chainsaw, wow! Anyway, after one such show was a documentary on a logging company, and they were showing this family cut down all these trees to sell as logs. And the family were making a fuss about how the government has all these rules, and so they didn’t have enough time to collect all their cut logs before the snow set in, so they were going on and on poo pooing the government saying oh, they would lose all those logs and all that time wasted and money loss- on and on. But so then the narration on the documentary explained the rules on old logs; logs that have been cut down the season before are considered old logs, and can be still collected from the forest later, but they are collected under the recycling, reclaim category, which means the loggers don’t have to pay the full amount (it was quarter of the price) so, it turns out, that guy was deliberatley saying he didn’t have enough time to collect, so he could go back the following season and pay ¼ of the fee. He’s totally scamming the department of forestry! On and on he went. LIAR. I did get the feeling that the Department of forestry could see what was going on; they’re not stoopid! But they didn’t know a way around it. So, it seems to me if they kind of knew enough to imply what was going on in this documentary, maybe they want someone to see what is going on too, and remedy it? When I was constructing my big veggie patch at Rangari, which consisted of log rows, each about a metre wide and 20m long. I had quite a collection of sleepers and cut logs, but there were a few gaps here and there where I didn’t have quite enough. So, I had to go out hunting down the paddock to find specific sized logs. Surprising how many I found down the paddock. As I was looking, I noticed there was a bird hovering around and calling out wherever some logs lay, and, what’s more, it was a sized log that would be the perfect fit to close the gap, -the bird had turned it into a game with me, he was watching me and saw I need just the right size logs, and so he was finding the logs for me, sure enough when I headed over to where he was calling, there was a log of just the right size - he found at least four for me! Brilliant. This was the garden I was forced to leave 10yrs, by my new bully landlord, the Carters. You know, a lot of people helped me find certain plants or other things I needed – some of them very famous, but Carters just come along, and kick kick kick. There is a little bit more to this bird story. I would say before this point I didn’t really pay much attention to the birds, they were just always there in the background, happy and chittering away. But I have since discovered that there is a whole other bird world that goes on - the birds are very much connected to humans, and are very interested in what the humans do, they watch the humans all the time, they love humans, and they try to interact, in sometimes odd bird like ways. They especially love it if you include them in your life, like if you’re creating an art work and you put a bird in it - they bounce around outside the window with joy whistling and singing and carrying on with delight. Sometimes they will get up to antics to try and amuse you, like once, one evening just before dusk, in came a huge flock of birds, I think they were Starlings, (too bad I didn’t have my camera and catch it) because they were literally dancing in the sky, it was amazing. I’d seen it on TV, but when it happens right above you, 1000’s of birds flying one way and then turning another, the movement it creates is just magnificent, and I felt really special to have witnessed it. (Birds are soo meant to fly, and not meant to be held in captivity, in a cage - wakey wakey). Another time there was a flock of big white Cockies and in the front paddock, just off my Veranda, there was at least 500 of them, if not 5000, Cockatoos that is, and along comes this little tiny Willy Wagtail, he/she must’ve had a nest nearby, because it wasn’t pleased at all with all of these big Cockies, and with just a few little wags of his tail and some high shrill shrieks, he managed to move all those Cockies onto a different paddock! Actually, I have quite a few more bird stories, but I’m sure most people do. I should mention, I do believe if you’re showing signs of illness/sickness or injury etc, they’re birdbrain instinct will kick in, and if they could, they would peck you to death, just like the chooks do in the henhouse with a sick chook, and some people with birdbrains also do it, just in the form of bullying/picking on the weak. 17. Pliers Taken and Angled Under my Car Tyre at Long Cottage, Gunnedah, NSW, Australia 2018 These pliers were stolen, I suspect by, by my landlord in Gunnedah, Peter Long, a lawyer, incahoots with my jobs provider Graham Kent, who then placed them under my wheel, so when I reversed, I would get a puncture. It cost me a whole new tyre. I did not think this at the time, but in retrospect looking back and remembering all our conversations and interactions, this is what I now know happened. The world would be a better place without both those people (No conviction, nor a suspect by the police) I have to say that for legal reasons, as if there is no ‘hard proof’, as in like for 99% of all crimes committed in Australia, there can be no accountability, according to the Police. I believe they both did it, well Peter did it, ‘egged’ on by Graham Kent, my then Jobs Provider, trying to impress each other. He did it. I think because, he thought I was driving too fast on HIS driveway. (He is backwards territorial dog). WHO DOES HE THINK HE HIS? (Birdy told me, all men in their 50’s are like this, they change and turn into power tripping righteous arshole bullies! Arrogant morons). I was driving normally. And why would you handle this problem in this manner? Who does that, is he retarded? Doesn’t he know how to converse with someone? Why didn’t he say “hey I think you’re driving too fast on my driveway, if you don’t slow down, I’m going to get really pissed off”. Easy. Fucking idiots who don’t know how to communicate - another bane of my existence. And actually, I believe the reason he didn’t attempt to converse with me was because I WASN’T driving too fast, and he knew it, it is not his place to say at what speed I drive down his driveway. He just wanted an excuse to be a bully arshole, to power trip. And my driving was it. Same with the how Jobs providers provide shoes for unemployed, this does not sit well for the pompous rich, I have written about a whole “shoes” situation around this time, ending in physically handicapping me. It’s like this man, and other men of similar age, have invented a game for themselves, to seek revenge on people that annoy them in some way. They seem to concoct ‘made up’ fighting tactics - that so called other people use against him. Then seek revenge for those made-up concoctions. It’s like a board game that old man has come up with to amuse themselves - it is total dysfunction. Stop using me as your personal whipping toy – you complete morons. Do you think that is my purpose in life? Do you think I was sent directly into your life so you could fight me? Do you think we are in a fighting relationship? If so, you need help, serious psychological help. Leave me alone, you deluded old men. There were also the pebbles in my dishwasher. Now, I’m not sure about my dishwasher, well I do suspect, same landlord put pebbles in my Dishdraw, via my chook feeder that I clean daily. Because I’ve had chooks for the previous 15 years, and I’ve never once had pebble‘s in my Dishdraw. It’s only when I lived at his place, that suddenly, I had pebbles in Dishdraw. The reason, I suspect him, is because he had 2 concocted motivations; he’s jealous because I have a really good Dishdraw. He is hung up about ‘class’ - just like that stupid short blonde girl in Gunnedah. Plus, he was “off grid”, so I think he thought the Dishdraw would use too much power. And his way of dealing with any problem he encounters, again, was NOT to talk about it or approach me at all, but to think of some way he could attack me – via pebbles. IDIOT. Little did he know, just how good Fisher and Paykel are. { low electricity consumption, they’re practically 5 star on Eco Fast wash, which I always used, plus they have a filter to catch any pebbles} HA Again, no convictions. And btw, the reason he was off grid, only 8km out of town was because Gunnedah council wanted $150,000 to connect the power. And that is ABSURD, Gunnedah council was trying to steal from him for sure, so he turned round and went off grid to stick it to them. It could have been Essential Energy and not council, as I know Essential Energy were stealing from me after I put my 5kw solar panels on. The previous PM, said he fixed the electricity stealing problem in Gunnedah. I would have to see that to believe it; as they are extremely arrogant thieves and do what they want in regards to charging certain people whatever they want. Also, when I was moving there, it was over a couple of weeks, since I had heaps of farm stuff / plants to uproot, sheds etc (pool, solar panels….) Actually, I lost a whole heap of weight over those final 3 mnths at Rangari, I went back to being like I was at age 24! Skinny Minnie. So, I would just turn up at Longs with a load, and go home and get some more, he said this was fine. But I think he went through my stuff in that time, plus his kids did, at any rate my spinning wheel had been tampered with and a part broken, maybe his girls, and partners girls, had tried to spin? This will probably be more likely. But I know my seed cabinet / filing cabinet had been gone through, and that is what he would have been curious about. Control issues. He used to read my emails I sent my sister when she worked for him. So, he did not have any control over me: I'm not a part of his family, I don’t even know him, he’s not a friend I would sit down and listen to or have conversation with. I'm just some unknown person that's come into his life in the form of “renting their house”, why would he think he would have ANY control over me?? So because he doesn't have any control over me - this is what he does - such STUPIDITY and he's a lawyer. Idiot. I-D-I-O-T. I should mention, when I was there and attending appointments with the jobs provider, 2017, Graham Kent, that’s also when my new work boots were sabotaged, it was through that Jobs provider at the same time my Tyres was sabotaged. Hole in my tyre. Hole in my shoe – NOT A COININCICDENCE. See, they give job candidates workboots for work related things, so I was entitled to work boots, but there seems to be a lot of people in the community who hears about the “new shoes” - something for free, and it really pisses them off: “how dare she should be getting a brand-new pair of workboots”. Peter Long is someone who would think this, and the stupid blonde whoever that is, and possibly many many many people in Gunnedah who would think this in fact, there’s a lot of jealousy in life I’ve discovered. Updated in 2025, and I STILL CAN’T WALK DUE TO COLLAPSED ARCH DUE TO THOSE WORKBOOTS. Fuck them. Actually, I think this is a good spot to put the 'jobs providers issues'. This problem with Graham Kent is not the first one, a lot of them seem to have major problems. Graham Kent and Courtney Lang were in partnership at Joblink Plus. I have mentioned this before; it keeps getting deleted. Courtney looked like Courtney from SYTYCD. I think it must be Centrelink putting in jobs providers of people from my past, in some cases. Like they're not actually jobs providers, but big fakers. I know I have talked about it before, so I won't mention all the numerous fake job providers I've had. But these 2 were pretty much the most ‘suss and evil’ out of all of the jobs providers I've had. And I've had some really bad ones. That whole area is just one of abuse and control; a means to power over someone of low income. It’s such a problem for them, that in my opinion those types of people have mental health issues, and it's so bizarre how they put people with mental health problems in these well-paid job positions. They're pretty much all narcissists, and they do not care if they are in violation of the law or Centrelink rules. (what is Centrelink thinking?) Whenever I have complained to Centrelink they have done nothing. Absolutely nothing. Not even getting back to me (I must admit that I did not own a phone for a long time, and this could be related to their lack of response). There was a time, around the period in 2020 when I was abducted, when suddenly, I think it was brought to their attention, that they have monumentally fucked up with me. They suddenly seemed to be going out of their way to fix things, like try to address my complaints, it lasted for a few months! They were even helpful, which is most unusual; the LAST word I would use to describe Centrelink would be “helpful”, more like the exact opposite of helpful. But anyway, they were! I've had more complaints since, and they've kind of gone back to their old ways of being total Nazis. In 2025 they have started to not ignore a complaint but seek revenge for anyone who complains, and do some sort of punishment, like phone harassment, and ignoring Dr’s medical certificates – they are still total cunts. I think now, one of the jobs providers from Gunnedah, works at Centrelink up here, I am fairly certain I recognised the nazi voice. I did put in another complaint to try and nip it that one in the bud, (just in case someone listens to my complaint). Ultimately my experience with Centrelink and jobs providers is one of absolute disgust, they are pure evil, and it is my mission to try to avoid them. 18. Melaleuca nesophila x 2 tubes STOLEN from shade house at Long Cottage Gunnedah, NSW, Australia This is another one of those times where I purchased something from a retailer and lo and behold something related to that retail industry gets stolen so I purchased some Melaleuca essential oil online from New Directions in Marrickville , and these two Melaleuca tubes go missing around that time; just taken out of my shade house. It’s exactly along the same lines as when I purchased a torch from Kogan; my other torch was stolen. When I purchased something from Spotlight my Capri patterns were stolen, when I purchased some hose connectors from the Bundaberg TradingPost, my hose washes and awl were stolen - by the way I made a poster about this and named the TradingPost, and within a week of those particular items stolen, they were returned. Unfortunately, that doesn’t always happen, but I guess in this particular instance, it was posted in the right place, at the right time. I really have so many examples, because obviously being 48 now, I have made a lot of purchases in my life, which coincides with a lot of thefts. One can only assume why someone would be doing this bitchy behaviour? At one point I thought it is the Toll couriers who deliver my goods; who are then playing a game; as in, you will have to pay the toll to us, for delivering your parcel – an arshole game. And so, they steal something if they somehow do not acquire an additional $2 or something? Although there are many things I purchase which aren’t delivered, and they still steal from me then, so that rules out my Toll theory, although toll are extremely guilty anyway, because I know they stalk me when I go into town (Bundaberg, and before Miriam Vale, and in Gunnedah too) at, particularly, shops that I visit but don’t purchase anything from; suddenly a toll truck parks right in front of me, blocking my way, as if to say you better purchase something from them or they will steal from you, to pay the Toll. They are absolute bastards, and that Toll business should be closedown (at least a name changes for all those stupid cockanninnie workers they have). They also did it at Jaycar Mackay, but I happen to purchase something there (turned out later I need not have bothered, it did not work), but some guy accused me of hitting his car as I parked, but I did not, and I believe, as I had purchased something, he (the car liar re fake dent), said, “don’t worry about it.” As if! I believe there are a lot of people who think this behaviour is perfectly acceptable and okay. It’s like, if you don’t purchase from a shop you visit, then they have the right to steal from you. This notion is TRULY ABSURD, and all the people who think otherwise; you have severe mental health problems. Seriously. It is not acceptable to steal from someone under any circumstances, let alone if they visit a shop and decide not to purchase - you stupid little dogs. I believe there’s heaps of them on the radio as well who encourage such behaviour. Stupid radio people, get a brain. I’m sick of seeing this absurd juvenile bully behaviour – YOU ARE NOT 12YRS OLD ANYMORE. Grow up. One time I purchased some crockery and knives from a catering business, and this business was located on the other side of Australia, and at that time, one of my existing knives was stolen. But I got the feeling that it wasn’t actually the retailer stealing, it was my neighbours seeing me speak to and make a brand-new purchase which made them jealous; so, they stole something. I mean what a stupid bunch of 3rd born jealous bitches. You know little message for my neighbours; we are not in any type of relationship, comprehende? It is not your place to be jealous, get a grip on reality. And stop being so dysfunctional. It is none of your business what purchase I make and who I speak with – it is my business, not anyone else’s. 19. 10 Of My 500ml Coffee Mugs were Stolen in Gunnedah I only have 1 coffee cup left after purchasing 12! I know these were stolen by female marketing dogs. I know because also, 17 of my Arabica stoneware dinner plates were stolen, and I was able to purchase some lovely replacement pink stoneware dinner plates from Kmart. So, the female copycat marketing dogs (not from Kmart) made some matching pink coffee cups and stole my white coffee cups, so I would purchase theirs. Those women are scum and their coffee cups were crap. I certainly won’t be purchasing them. How could you possibly not see, that it’s not up to YOU to decide what coffee cups I should have? You must be absolutely DELUSIONAL WOMEN. Meanwhile I’m saving up for some more 500mm white ones, and I can’t begin to tell you what a drag it is not to have any clean coffee cups every morning. I hope those bimbo women burn in hell, thieving dogs. I should add, I don’t think that Kmart stole my Arabia‘s, they just saw that my plates were stolen and produced some new stoneware ones for me to purchase, which was actually very thoughtful. However, I do think whoever stole my coffee mugs, or whoever put out those pink matchy matchy coffee mugs up for sale, did steal my white mugs. At the time I was living at long cottage and I suspect they knew who they were, and it was a marketing thing, fuck them all. Later I saw some other girls doing signs, stating they found out who took them, and it was women in the fashion industry who knew me, and who stole them from me, as they were jealous, and wanted the ‘big’ coffee cups themselves, as they deemed me ‘undeserved’ of ‘big’ coffee cups. TYPICAL STUPID JEALOUS BIMBO WOMEN. The bane of my life - no women are allowed in my life anymore - you are too STUPID. Oh, no, no hard feelings about my stolen coffee cups at all. I am going to haunt you for all eternity about these. HA HA HAHAHHA 20. Toothbrush kit stolen by stoopid man who did nurse’s Dirtywork This kit was stolen by someone stalking me at the Gunnedah Hospital and saw me with it! It was then stolen after I left the Hospital, taken from my pink bag (most likely while it was left in my locked car). Can you believe that – my pink travel toothbrush kit! – some people – so desperate. So, it was the two nurses at the hospital who I spoke with at the time, who I believe, then called this particular person (thief, male) to come down to the hospital and stalk me: so it was the girls at the hospital intangible plan (that would be related to free health care – NOT ACTUALLY FREE, The same thing that has happened to me quite frequently when I visited the doctors. Since I wrote about it here on my Blog in Gin Gin, 2020, this type of theft has stopped (I think) although there are still a lot of thieving bitches that work in the health sector I’m pretty sure one of them tampered with my Imed scan results?). {Spoke too soon, they do the same thing at Sarina Family Medical centre;2 aboriginal guys follow me, and steal, and put sugar in my car petrol tank.} The reason I was at the hospital, was because when I tried to make an appointment at the local Doctors, the reception dogs always say - no, there are no appointments left today, (they always say this) and as they do NOT take appointments in advance, for some STUPID reason, I had to go to the emergency section at the Gunnedah Hospital (I know the Doctors had appointments available too that day- could you please tell me in writing why those dimwit reception bimbos refuse to give me any doctor’s appointments?) girls, do they have a brain at all? NO – THEY DO NOT. (I did not right this blog until YEARS LATER – in case you’re wondering if this name calling is why. Those girls were unknown to me, and did not know me either. I am a respectful, honest and polite person out in public.) Maybe the thief wanted me to tell my little story about the stupid bitches who work for the doctors? Who knows? 21. Rental House Could be why you now have Asma Warning: I was very angry inregards to this. Hey you stupid dog doctor, I don’t smoke and haven’t done so for decades. It seems I have these stupid bimbo dogs who contact the doctor before my appointment, on my behalf – without my permission or knowledge, and tells the doctor that I am a smoker. And then the doctor, then tells me that I’m a smoker and will mark it as so, without asking me. They do this because if there’s any treatment you need down the track, if you’re a smoker, they won’t give it to you. It’s discrimination. Not only is it discrimination, but the stupid doctor, who listens and take heed from stupid bimbo dogs, is beyond comprehension. This was my fireplace at Rangari, where I lived from 2008 and to 2018 . This is the fireplace I used every winter, and this is what happened every winter until my dad died. I inherited money and I then I myself personally paid for a split system to be placed into the house, so I wouldn’t end up dying from smoking inhalation or pneumonia. I did ask the landlord initially before, but he said NO - he was determined to say no to everything in fact, whenever I asked him for anything, he automatically said NO! he didn’t even think about it. NOT that I asked him for much, just that and something to protect the veranda hardwood, in 10 years. This is what renters have to endure, because of pure greed - so take your goddamn “marked as smoker” and shove it up your arse you DOG doctor. Actually, I personally believe Asma is caused from a virus – it is virus related, common virus, they spread it deliberately to try and build up peoples immune (I guess in case aliens come) – they stoopid too. And like I've already mentioned, I had this kind of semi asthma attack once, and it hasn't really happened again, I believe I might have “pissed” it off, but I definitely have a changed chest as a result of getting sick from the virus in 2006 – most likely pneumonia, and the chimney place at Rangari brought it to the forefront - made it heaps worse with a cough now as well. Items Stolen from me while I was living at Rangari, near Gunnedah, NSW, Australia p2 NEXT Items Stolen from me while I was living at Rangari P1 , P2, P3